Why is it that when i let my heart lead the way down the path that i walk, that there is this 6foot deep steel wall that slams shut on my face. So i just stand there crying, looking at the door wishing i could be like dorthy with her magical shoes that could take her home but i wouldnt want to go home i would want to get on the other side of that wall hoping that there is feelings for me. But instead I turn around slowly walking back to where i started from to do the same thing all over again over another guy. Not this time I say, I am gonna sit and wait for that door to open. Once that door opens there should not be any fear or reget and should be accepting whats on my side of that wall with open arms. My question is how long will that take? Will i still feel the same way as when i started my walk down the path. I know if i waited that long then my reward should be great.
