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i was here for you every minute every second of the day to pick you up when you were down and to make you feel wanted and loved... all i wanted in return was you to love me and be honest... i was only good enough for you when it was convenient for you... im not a picture you put up on a shelf to collect dust and only take down when you want to look at when you want.... i am a person with feelings and a wonderful heart... i want to be loved and spoiled and treated like a princess or a woman you truely want... i want to feel your kiss your touch... but i guess i only wanted to much.....
You're always in my heart, Always on my mind, No matter how deep the water, You, I always find. My memories are darkening, You're getting more unclear, I've fallen into a tunnel, But I am not to fear. Very soon we'll be as one, Together as we once had been, Filling our memory boxes, For another year of being unseen.
Friend: that one special person who make
what do I gaze upon?
my reflection in the mirror
this object so life like yet so stiff
doesn't move, doesn't breath
just sits there and stares back at me
it is as if life is different on the other side
no such pain, no such sarrow
just happiness and love for always and tomarrow
but you take another glance into the mirror
and you will find that a mirror is just a mirror
there will always be pain, and sarrow
no matter where you look it will always be there
the true queston is, is it fair?
AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOUR NAME
AS SOFT AS YOUR TOUCH
YOUR FRAGRENCE IS SO AROUSING
I LOVE IT SO MUCH
YOUR COLOR IS OF PASSION
YOUR LOOK IS SO DEVINE
YOU HAVE A CERTAIN ASPECT
THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU SHINE
My heart pounds faster in my chest,
It feels weak, yet pumps without rest,
I'm falling away, drifting with the outgoing tide,
As i sit, moving with the water, i feel myself wanting to hide.
Floating there, bouncing up and down,
Seeing an end to the waves, i lose my frown,
Enjoying the still water, with a fresh ocean breeze,
Warm, clean sunlight begins to put my mind at ease,
With my mind clear, and future a big thing on my list,
There is still something my world cannnot resist.
It puts a smile on my face,
Something so hard to replace,
My happiness, it grows as the sun begins to set,
I may be alone, because i havent found my one yet,
Pondering, touching the soft, cool sand,
I reach out longing to hold your hand.
Yes you, a beauty beyond which words can describe,
Not just the smile that brightens my world, but whats inside.
The features most people overlook or just dont see,
It makes you who you are, and that means alot to me.
Now with the moon lighting my room, eyes
"Gone Too Soon"I close my eyes to go to sleepIn my mindI see your faceand it makes me weepThe pain in my heartis so great.Like any minuteI'll just breakHow long will it last?Will it go away?I don't want you gonePleaseCome back and stayYou gave me life.Always stood by my sidemade me gowhen i wanted to hide.So in the darkness I will cry.But mother,I can notsay good-bye "JEFFREY" I will miss your smile your funny face feeling sad in this new place.I miss your kissesand your big bear hugs.I miss you slidingacross the rugs.Time goes slowerwhen you want it to go fast.I paced the floor.Watched the hours past.I love you baby, Son of mine.
....one day I will bless you all with my OWN poem, until then...
Kisses Kept are Wasted
Kisses Kept are wasted;
Love is to be tasted.
There are some you love, I know;
Be not loathe to tell them so.
Lips go dry and eyes go wet;
Waiting to be warmly met.
Keep them not in wanting yet;
Kisses kept are wasted.
~~~Edmond Vance Cooke~~~ I know why the caged bird sings
by Maya Angelou
A free bird leaps on the back Of the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns rays And dares to claim the sky.
But a BIRD that stalks down his narrow cage Can seldom see through his bars of rage His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing.
The caged bird sings with a fearful trill Of things unknown but longed for still And his tune is heard on the distant hill for The caged bird sings of freedom.
The free bird thinks of another breeze And the trade winds soft through The s
Its all because of you,I'm never sad and blue,You've brightened up my day'sIn you own special way.How can I get you to understand,That I love you more than I can,How can I get you to see,Your the only girl for me,Its all because of you,My dreams came true,Your everything Ive wished for,and I could never wish for more.I cant describe how much I care,But when you need me I will be there,To wipe your tears when you are sad,To make you happy when you are mad,Nobody is as special as you are to me,Now I hope you are beginning to see,Just how much I care for you,And all my feeling will always be true You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart There is a tear embedded in my heartA lonely
Edgar Allan Poe. . .
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -Only this, and nothing more.'Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -This it is, a
We spend most of our lives dreaming about what if, Then we go through life with a question mark that clouds our very existence. It makes us all walk with our heads down, then we see a face, a face that beyond all others makes us weak in the knees and makes our stomach bubble. Then, once again, the what if plays his song. What if we were together, what if we spend our lives dreaming together and questioning life together. At least we would be happy, because I can't sleep knowing you're not mine and staring at the window no longer fulfills my destiny. For, you are it, and no longer do I cry for you, because we are together in my dreams and every night I can't wait till I fall asleep to see your beautiful face. So, I dream and dream and I never have a bad day because of the love we share, And the love I can always go back too, in my dreams.
I cannot promise you every night of my life. I cannot promise to be beside you for every difficult moment, every trial, every
the chaotic day to day rush
plunges me into a rapid flowing stream
from which i have yet to return
the joys and sorrows of everyday life
fill my heart with a continious ache
tears flood my eyes and fall like rain
from sorrows i would like to abstain
joy and laughter id like more to gain
for the pleasures of life and love
should outweigh the heartaches and tragedy
yet you insist on causing grief through strife
caring not the hearts you crush
you sacrifice all for your delight of pain
i wish all could see the shriveled
black nugget you call a heart
to hear the devilish thoughts that
run rampant through your mind
for then and only then could
they see you for what and who you truly are ......
........... LIFE...................... a poem i wrote after i recieved my first black eye by the bitch lol i walked away from a fight with that was sleepin with my bf lmao ....
pensive storm in my mind boils over
turmoil turns my insides upside under whispers about you around my
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts,all echo from my past. The "promise ture's" and "I love you'd, each one was meant to last. So fine was the line of sharing build with honesty and trust. Each vow now left inside my head, to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope yet walking blind. While broken dreams and silent screams play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead. While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It's hard to feel whats wrong from real, when shadows dim the light. I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. It's all i know, this history, i hold a guiding hand? These scars they show, a lesson that i yet dont understand. Another day awaits me, in this life i call my own. A cruel delay frustrates me, as i face this world alone. Let words said and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart. I know the pain of love in vain, will always play its part. With open arms i welcome such new drea
Last night I dreamed I was an eagle soaring through the sky
My wings being warmed by the sun
I stopped on a mountain top to look for my Love
It was, as I recall,A dark December night.Neither moon nor starHung o'er those dismal moments.
There I stood,Gazing through the looking glass.Through crimsoned eyesI viewed the sight.
The image I sawWas of my face not.In a robe of gloaming mistWas she standing.
A woman, a wraith,A spirit of ancients,Moldering and rotten,With a silent hand outstretched.
Overwhelmingly familiar,This.Overwhelmingly uncomfortable,This.
This eidolon did once moreCause me to weep,But unlike times past,This woman now whispered.
"Why do you fear Death so?Is it not the fate of all men?King or commoner?Truthful or thief?"
With tear-filled rageI formed a fistTo smash the looking glassAnd destroy the phantom.
But the vision remainedOne thousand times in the shards,Mirrored shards of lonelinessThat stabbed me deeper with each passing breath.
Beckoned by one thousand spirits of ancientsWith their silent hands outstretched.And with my head down and my eyes gouged,I followed.
I don't want what I'm about to
Poem From A Wonderful Man
Through life's deceptions flowering gracefully above the decay
A beautiful Amerind flecked southern rose made her way
How harsh the weather, upon one place for so long a time
Tho the same weather that made her strong in her prime
The fairest of flowers, open hearted in all she sees
The fairest of tears rolling in the cool Spring breeze
With each passing second and each passing year
Until those she truly loves move from far to near
Beholding her against the sunset sky is perfection's will
And those who flowered from her will know her still
Through all the facets of life and all the faces of love
May they behold her once more with God's grace from above
You are my beloved that is true, how I show it I'm such a fool.
I lay in bed thinking of you, wondering what it would be like to be with you.
The distance between us is a shame, and I blame the fates for this pain.
I close my eyes real freaking tight and wish you could take me from this awful fright.
There isn't a minute that doesn't go by, that I yearn for you to be by my side.
To be here is a lie and I'm dying inside.
To wear a mask in the masquerade, is a game I do not wish to play.
So here I am locked up in this tower, waiting upon my golden hour!
The sea are calm, the storm has passed, the good Queen has sailed for Toudor at last. "To toudor, to toudor," she called to her crew, and her ship sailed away towards a full moon. I here words echo deep in my mind, Knowing that now is the time. With tears in my eye's I sail for her lands, charged with the ruling of her great Coven. With my hands sitting steady on The Tyler Scott's great wheel, I call for my Crew to raise up her sail. Slowly she lurches and heaves to port side, as we set Sail under the full moon nite. In no time it seems a shout from above, "Land ho there Captain," Swallows me up. I look through my glass and see the cove up ahead, the land of the Coven is right there again, but this time I know from the pain in my heart. My friend wont be there when from this ship, I depart. The Sound is just ahead, as the Tyler scott rides the swells, "Haul in the Jib sheet and stow the Top sails." My crew answers the call, but even they seems to know, that the Prince they once sail w
Poems & Words By Others
To appear wise, one must talk; To be wise, one must listen.
To appear to do good, one must be busy; To do good, one must know when to stand aside.
To appear to lead, one must put oneself first; To lead, one must put oneself last.
To appear caring, one must give advice; To be caring, one must give space.
To appear to love, one must know how to give; To love, one must know also how to receive.
To appear happy, one must smile; To be happy, one must be free with tears.
~Richard A. Zelonis
We met upon the Internet, A friendship electronic, Expressed alone in words and thoughts, Inevitably platonic.
We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh, But much more close than family, Our hearts and feelings mesh.
Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face. We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace
A Poem I Made For Our Military
Just a little something for our military now and past.
I stand beside my brothers, both here and afar.If one of them falls, my heart is broke. It matters not, if I knew their name. My life is lessened, by the loss that is felt. From their passing, the loss is delt. I give you my word, for my brothers they are. Be they man or woman, they are all one in the same. I loved each of them, even if I didnt know their name.I give you this poem, from my heart it is true.And I give my life,
For the Red, White, and Blue.
Poems By Gina
A Fallen Angel
She walks with her broken wings,Knowing that she wont be able to fly. She carries her shatter heart,Knowing that it will never be put back together.He has destroy her once more.When will she learn, he is no good.Its always the same She believes what he said. Gives him her heart, And opens her wings.Only to let it shatter in a million pieces, And for her wings to break.Her happiness is no more.Her trust has slowly faded into the night,Along with herself.All she knows now is to be broken.Her will to live has fade as well She cant believe he broke her againMaybe one day she will learn.She is now one of the fallen She will no longer will fly She will no longer love or be loved For she had to learn her lesson She should of never had let him get to her.For now she is the fallen angel. Good bye my loveI am sitting here begging for death Oh please come to me tonightOh when will he put me in my placeA place with no more sadness and no more painI would just like to say good by
Sometimes u gotta run away so u can see who will run after u.
Sometimes u gotta talk quieter just to see whos listening.
Sometimes u gotta step up in a fight just to see whos on ur side.
Sometimes u gotta make a wrong decision to see whos there to fix it.
Sometimes u gotta let go of the one u love just to see if they love u enough to come back. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we loseit, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missinguntil it arrives.Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best ofeverything; they just make the most of everything that comes alongtheir way.Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgottenpast; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go ofyour past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.
Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- aparent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfriend/boyfriend -- so much that you just want to pick the
I cant see the lightto take flightTo get away from this sadnessthat intertwines with my madnessHow can we say we are happybut inside we want to cry?How can someone who has everythingstill want to die?Longing to feel the warmth of the sunto be in the group having the funWiping the tear from our eyelooking at the clouds in the skyHoping the dark ones fades awayso please stay and be a friendhelp me,my mind & soul to mend
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her na
A Poem Written For Me!!!
KISS ME,KISS ME-MY SWEET HOLIDAY OF MY"N-HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS OF THE EVERYLASTING NITE--SHOW ME LOVE,GIVE ME LOVE AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY HEART TO NITE.AM A SOUL FROM A DRIFFERENT TIME MY PASSION WILL SOON PASS BY,IF YOU HOLD ME ONE TIME YOULL WOULD FEEL MY ENERGY GOING THROUGH YOUR LEGS OF YOUR DAY.OUR TIME THAT WE SHARE WILL SOON BE YESTERDAYS,SO LETS US DANCE ON THIS ANCIENT LAKE THAT WILL SOON TAKES US TO THE MIDNITE BRIGHT,I AM THE WATER YOU ARE THE FLOWER THAT GROWS AT MY HEEL,SO CARE NOT TO LOOSE WHAT YOU FEEL----- LETS SWIM TO THE MOON,AS I STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SUN STARING OUT OF THE WINDOW WHEN SOMEONE KNOCKING ON MY DOOR,IT WAS THE MOON,IT ASK ME,WHAT HAPPEN?-SO I TOLD THE MOON-I AM MADE OF TIN AND I SEE A RAINBOW JUST LIKE ME AND THEY ASK TO BE LET IN,THEN YOU CAME ALONG WITH A SUITECASE AND A SONG-OH HOW THE SUN COVERS AT US.-------
So very many nights I gaze at the sky above me.
And it fills me with a peace that nothing else can give.
I know that as long as I have my night sky,
I will keep the little sanity I have left.
So many nights I wish to be a star in the so peaceful night sky.
To take me home where I know I belong.
I always know that my place is in the stars.
If we truly were ment to undetstand all things.
Do you really think we would call this life?
For life as I know it, is beyond our understanding.
If we truly understood all things
There would be no need for confusion, heartache, and pain.
We are human made up of many emotions.
And left with no true understanding
For one thing can mean something different from the next.
We may THINK we understand
But truly we get a glimps of the whole understanding.
Happiness, pride, and joy something we all think we understand.
For we may understand what feelings do to us. But do we truly understand what it does to us all?
~Jes To tr
You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwing’ some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you want to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will happen next? What am I going to do with you? Oh wait there is nothing I can do with you with your lying and cheating I just can’t take it anymore Your gone, out of my life, secluded away From me, Thanks for making my life a living hell.
you are the words I keep beneath my heavy breath you are my one last hope when nothing is left you are the razor against my skin you are the cuts upon my jutting hips you are the wrong turn I was never supposed to take you are the strings that mend my
At one point you was there,we was close, it felt rear,no reasons left why, was it something you washolding back, but did not tell me or wanted to confide.In me is left a gap, from time spent apart what aselapsed, why was there nomessage or word, we only had to talk, could of healedwith spoken words.Now there is no chance, your gone, no way to right this wrong,you have found what you arelooking for, you have found your destination, were do I belong. Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love.
Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure.
Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with.
Hope you feel the same, iam captured in your frame, without you, i would not be the same. A rose is meant to last forever, a symbol of love,no pressure, just happy moments to treasure, foryou, or who ever.A rose is like a heart, itkick in, and makes it start,but sometimes romance couldca
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.....If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do. it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a whil
Why is everything so hard
Why cant anything be easy
I can see what I want
But I cant reach it
it gets farther and farther away everyday
slowly slipping out of my grasp
No matter how hard I try
it never gets easier
if only wanting something made it appear
but instead it gets harder to reach
wanting hoping wishing
for that one chance to have what I truly desire
knowing that there are others that want the same thing
constantly trying to grab it from me
hoping and praying that they wont get it first
Poem For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl...
Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed
h heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again...I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.All I have are memories & a picture in a frame...... Post this if you have someone in heaven that you miss...... Life Lessons
You may have thought I didn't see,Or that I hadn't heard,Life lessons that you taught to me,But I got every word.
Perhaps you thought I missed it all,And that we'd grow apart,But Dad, I picked up everything,It's written on my heart.
Without you, Dad, I wouldn't beThe (woman)(man) I am today;You built a strong foundationNo one can take away.
I've grown up with your values,And I'm very glad I did;So here's to you, dear father,From your forever grateful kid
You are my hero, DadYou're my secure foundation.When I think of you, I'm filled with loveAnd fond appreciation.
You make me feel protected;I'm sheltered by your care.You're always m
Ok, Iknow I screwed this up the first blog go figure. But anyhow. This is a short poem I found in my wallet today. I isn't long but I remember my grandma gave it to me when I deployed to Iraq, I kept it for the whole deployment and then some.
God and the Soldier
All men adore
In the time of trouble
And no more:
For when war is over
And all things righted
God is neglected
The old soldiers sighted.
I have no clue what this entails but I have had it in my wallet for almost 6 years now.
Want to take a trip into my mind,a little shocking you might find.
Need too warn you you may not look at me the same,after playing my little game.
The night is here time to play,been looking forward to this all day.
Climb on top up and down, a pleasurable look I have found.
Sixty-nine to all four,from the bed to the floor.
Lots of foreplay in between,trying positions never seen.
On my back to our side,cum is flowing like the tide.
Moaning,groaning an exotic sound,from head to toe I am bound.
One on one to a minoque,yum I tell you I like it all.
Breathing heavy lets bring out the toy, this I know we all enjoy.
Cumming over and over again,yet most would think that this is the end,
Yet I'm just starting to begin!
Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into you,Right from the very start.love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward Open your heart and take us in, Love - love and me. forever
EVERYTIME why do I put my heart out there every time every time I get my heart broken why am I so forgiving? Every time I fall hard every time I love I get hurt why do I even brother or try anymore? I’m tired of every time I cry all these tears I’m tires of every time I get hurt every time I think I met the perfect right guy I only get hurt and pain every time I get hurt I always say never again will I let i
Poems From Other Authors I Like
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and heightMy soul can reach, when feeling out of sightFor the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of everyday'sMost quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to useIn my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.I love thee with a love I seemed to loseWith my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.
Death, rock me asleep,Bring me to quiet rest,Let pass my weary guiltless ghostOut of my careful breast.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;Let thy sound my death tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.My pains who can express?Alas, they are so strong;My dolour will not suffer strengthMy life for to prolong.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;L
Poem For Ladies
text 414-793-6169 but I have to get a pic of you to be sure your a woman. Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes,
Content, I cherish the sweet surprise.Kissing tongues tangle, making you ache,
No longer can you wait, for me to take.
Laying you back, you plead without words,
As if hidden lips could somehow be heard,Raising hips high to greet your stare,
Hoping to speak to some part of you aware.
You Beckon please enter with no hesitation,
Yet I stand firm, with no reservation,Taunting you, teasing you, grin on my face,
Admiring how you've put me in place.
Then suddenly, I grant relief,
Knowing now you must have peace.
Penetrating with my pride,Charging, I thrust deep inside.
Planting feet upon my chest,To brace us both, you do my best,
Not to scream loud like before,When places reached cut to the core.
Wondering if I'm hurting you,I ease mo-men-tar-ily,Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas,Whimpering your at my mercy.
Back in our entrancing dance,
Poem! (birthed Out Of The Depths Of Sorrow) Lol
I'll never forget the moment I found you and you found me.
Our friendship grew and the next thing i knew, love came suddenly.
You won my heart and there's no doubt our feelings grew quite strong.
So much happiness in my life that i hadn't known in so long.
But circumstance and opposition came from all around.
It left my heart so broken and scattered on the ground.
It was so beautiful while it lasted that i hate to see it go.
Poem For You.....
You're an Angel that nobody can see,Still an Angel is what you are to meAn angel from heaven is what you areIn my sky you're definably a heavenly starYou're an angel with beauty & graceYou're kind & sweet, you have an angel faceYou have very graceful angel wingsHappiness and joy are just some things that an angel can giveIn my heart & mind is where you're livingYou have hair as soft as the white cloudsA guardian angel is what Ive gotten. Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright.When everything is dark, you give me light.You're an angel that gives me a reason to live, You're an angel that teaches me to give. You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say. You're my angel & Ill always care.You're my angel & you know Ill always be there.
He sat at his dinning room table looking at the blood on his hands in the dim light of the streetlight coming through the back window. Tears ran down his face slowly, pink trails creasing the blood that covered his face as well. What did he do? Where did her go? Whose blood was this, his, or worse yet someone else? Soft weeping gave way to loud sobs as he buried his face into his hands again. Looking through his bloody fingers, he could see that the clock on the wall read three am in its red digital glow amid the darkness of the room. The red, he thought, looked like the color of blood. This brought a new wave of sobbing muffled by his bloody palms. "Shut yer fuckin’ hole," pierced the darkness coming from the living room. Randle did not need to look through his fingers to know who it was. He knew it was the old man, the one who always insulted him, the one who always laughed at him, the one who always made fun of him. The one who calls himself Daddy.
"Don’t talk to me
just wanted to see if this is broken too urghh I am bored!
the end Now The Melody Is Renewed
A time spent apart from My Fire
Words written to reach her heart
Have been wiped clean from her slate
Now the new sun rises giving fresh start
I have missed My Fires sweet voice
Her melody that brings passion to my spirit
Eyes like gateways to heaven
A kiss with a lust deep within it
My Fires body carved from the night sky
She is the untamed mystery of love
She graces me with her touch
Her heart I take hold of
Let me hid in the feathers
Of the wings of this phoenix
Let me take in all of your scent
Let my soul pour onto your lips
Now My Fire open your ears
To the notes we have pursued
As the sun pierces the dawn
Now The Melody Is Renewed
ps all my other poems got deleted by fubar..
even if you say you hate me, i will always love you... even if you push me off a cliff, i will come back just to say i love you... even if you tell me to burn in hell, my heart will burn eternally just for you... no matter what, i will always love you!
ok I wrote this at a very LOW time in my life, while i no longer feel this way, its amazing to write such words when you feel like your world has fell apart.
abstract thoughts The little girl cries lonely and screaming fighting and weeping hurt rushes through her veins cold cold heroin pulsating in her ears consumed by the hatred instilled upon her innocence has been lost dysfunctional beings we have become who is to say whats wrong whats right soulless creatures come to steal yourun through your body feeling its energy pulling pulling away from the dark light wants to shine cannot see what is behind This is not the life she wants the endless control pain this is not the life she wants mirrors surround the shadows lurking creatures hunching and crawling grabbing for its prey run little girl run she cant caught Pulled down into the depths the endless black hole long black strands of hair frantically blowing This is not the life she wants the endless control pain this is not the lif
Tonight as I struggle to sleepAll I can do is think of youWanting to hold you in my armsAnd make sweet love to you.Tears slowly cloud my worldAs I hold my pillow tightWishing you were beside meTo make things right.I cry myself to sleepHaving dreams of youYou lying beside meAnd cuddling me too.We looked into each other's eyesAnd that's all it tookA night of passionate loveWe could have wrote a book.I've never felt more lovedThan I did this one nightIt was just perfectAnd things felt so right.Then I felt my pillow dampThe tears had fell like rainI realized you weren't thereThen I felt the pain.Once again, Only a dreamThat had seemed so realThe tears now unbearableWill my Heart ever heal? Upon the passion of crimson red
quickly igniting my flaming desire
glowing brightly in orange with red
fanning this growing Sensual Fire.
Casting both our loving shadows
all through this romantic night
we have lost all our inhibitions
up until the early mornings light.
Soft kisses warm our eager
I Know it Hurts..... I am Sorry.
*I am sorry to all those woman out there who has been disrespected, heart broken, or discraced by a man in anyway.
I wish i could be there to help you, hold you, comfort you everyday.
*Its not right the way most of these guys take advantage of your kind heart
saying they love you and how they can't stand being apart
*Come on guys, stop playing them for a fool
using these nice warm hearted woman like a drug mule
*They just want to love and be loved, is that so much to ask for?
Yes they might get clingy, or jealous, or alittle crazy at times. But do you think you are perfect to your core?
*I am so sick and tired of listening to all these stories of men being so selfish, cold-hearted, childish, overly possesive, and jealous.
*All you need to do is Talk.
when you are fighting or having an arguement don't go and call her names or begin to mock
*Listen to what she says listen to her feelings, talk it out.
don't get all
Hope lost, and nothing left to gainThis anguish and hatred inside, is driving me insaneI want to die, more than anything else in this worldBlack sails on the ship of death unfurledSailing these bloody seas, Satan at my sideLaughing painfully, as I realize that everyone has liedLove is bullshit, no one wants it or even caresAs once again, my heart, begins to tearBloody and broken, it no longer wants to beatPain in my chest, hurts so bad, as it knocks me off my feetWhat has happened to this world, why is it so cold and darkIt must be me, my soul, Satan left his markI am his, have always been, and always will beNever again, will I be free
Remember these words, for they are the one thing that will never fadeA future, no matter how dark or bleak, can always be remadeRemember my smile, for when I showed it, it was trueWhen hope shined in my eyes, before the blackness broke throughI did smile once, so long agoWhen I was innocent, and just didn't knowWhen the future was bright, alive with hopes and dreamsNow it's all I can do, as I feel the knife slip through my ribs, not to screamAlways for the heart it goes, seeking that mortal fleshPain, pleasure, hope, loss...all enmeshedWhen that dies, all hope is lost...or is it?
Hope lost, and nothing left to gainThis anguish and hatred inside, is driving me insaneI want to die, more than anything else in this worldBlack sails on the ship of death unfurledSailing these bloody seas, Satan at my sideLaughing painfully, as I realize that everyone has liedLove is bullshit, no one wants it or even caresAs once again, my heart, begins to tearBloody and broken, it no longer wants to beatPain in my chest, hurts so bad, as it knocks me off my feetWhat has happened to this world, why is it so cold and darkIt must be me, my soul, Satan left his markI am his, have always been, and always will beNever again, will I be free
I woke up last night, screaming in painNightmares again, hope lost, nothing to gainNever seeing, never trying, never wanting to careSeeing things, seeing people, that aren't really thereHave I gone crazy? or is it simply those things I wish to beHoping against everything, that one day my soul will be freeFree to be a father, to love my children, to find hopeOr will I just end up hanging on a gibbet from the end of a ropeMy children scream in the darkness, begging, calling my nameIgniting that flickering candle, turning it into raging flamesThe darkness beckons, calling me forward, as my loved ones fight to keep me hereLooking into that blackness, knowing the face of fearI look behind me, searching, longing, where is that tiny light?The one bright thing in the darkness, giving me the strength to fightI see their faces, their smiles, their tears as they watch me die insideI see everyone accusing me, why, "We thought you were happy", why have you lied?Smiling through the tears
Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. Mysterious days lead to dark lustful nights,
when the full moon casts light upon the werewolf fight...
Languished howls of pain as flesh from bone is torn,
and yet she lounges against the oak waiting for morn...
The Wolfman dies his claws grip the stars,
she laughs, her eyes the color of mars...
Breasts heave, hands tremble with womanly delight,
her lover has survived to take her again with might...
Eyes of Amber burn against the dull morning twilight,
screams of pain and pleasure take her to soaring height...
Witching glamour and wereman lust a pair do t
the pain is constant my nerves wear thin,
cant even muster the frame of mind to let myself grin,
No happy momments its all gotten so lost,
feeling colder each day like the winter frost,
I want to be ok i want to work this out,
but everytime i speak these words come steadily out your mouth,
neglecting all responsibility for actions taken present and past,
mixing up priorities making what should be first last,
it isnt fair to those around you no matter what you say,
I live my life looking out for you day after fuckin day,
I cant understand whats going through your head,
waisting time destroying things spendin up the bread,
I just wonder to myself if you really wanna be here,
if its even me myself that you wanna really keep near,
Ive been trying so hard to do right and not faulter,
but the problems keep mounting as this wall keeps gettin taller,
its so high now that it touches each and every cloud,
and the voice in my head is screaming so loud,
just give up and let it
Poems By The Drunken And Insane.
As i drown in the beer..my heart swimming around me..the smoke rises from my cigarette..tired of regret..spend my time..trying to forget..a part at a time..i'll soon forget..and with that said..put it on my tab..may i passout..and fallout of depression..whenever..whoever..i say..buy me a drink..and say hello..to my cold shoulder..that foul feeling..heartbreak..in deniel..so my style..may come as a shock..its the beer talking..long drags..smoke rings..im a product..of my enviroment..suicides and lovenotes..such is the getaway..lovers failures..give em a shot..and see if that dont bring you out..of that shell of lonelyness..and regret..try to forget..the pains of yesterday..and sit by me at the bar..im never to far..share a cigarette..and just let what has been..be..cant you see..the broken shells around..all parked at the bar..pick up a mug..and and let the time pass..drink others under table..till your disabled..and get up tomorrow..with a hangover..maybe even another..person sleeping
Poems Dealing With Love
I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the times; We've shut the rest of the world outside we're in our own world - yours and mine. I'll be the moon as it dances on
Poems From The Past
Love can be like .....
a butterfly in a jar.
I love your kindness
I love your friendship
I love the way you make me feel
When I talk with you
I love your sarcasm
I love your wit
I love the way you tease me
Even just the thought of it
I love the way you trust me
I love that I can trust you
A Poem I Wrote
You took my breath away, As I saw your face.Seems like you came from heaven, And took a mortal's place.You slowly started walking,And came closer to meMy feet would not move.And I could not breathe.My heart skipped a beat,And my knees felt weak.There was no air in my lungs, No more words to speak.You slowly touched my cheek,And my mind went spinning around.You looked into my eyesAnd I was floating off the ground.When I touched your soft brown hair,My fingertips felt numb.I looked into your big blue eyesAnd I knew my prince had come.I knew that I was happy,For I felt no need to cry.And I knew I was reborn,For it felt like I had died.I knew I was in heavenFor your love was meant to stay.And when you softly kissed my lipsYou took my breath away.
I only have myself to blameFor these tears and the pain.I was the one who let you inAfter I promised myself never again.But I didn’t knowThat one day, you would go.You said I could trust youAnd that you would always be there to help me through.You promised you’d never goBut I guess now I know.Promises don’t mean anythingBecause promises can be broken and hope can sink.Proving that all good things do come to an endAnd life-long journeys of friendship can turn into dead ends. Nangula Nafuka And again.The light fought back the darkness.Silent darkness...It fought back the fog.Merciful fog covering earth.Protecting from the light.Glaring light.Too glaring.Pains.Heat.Fire.Sun lighting the vampire.Sun lighting meas it once burned my soul.Hiding.Where to go?Merciful darkness.Hiding shadows.Protecting me from light.From sunlight.Sunrays touching me.And again pains...Escaping.Hiding.Shadow.A place to pass the day.Keeping my death away.Sleep.Passing time.Finally the sun sets.Th
Poems By Me
You left me once and did me wrong a m illion times, but still I want you to be mine. Proof that love is blind. In my heart you will never find another that will consume my heart and mind. I need you by my side. My tears could drown me. My fears surround me. No matter what I do, I can't put my past behind me. You've shown me heaven only to take it away without warning. Take this pain away. I never meant to betray, the one thing that you've trusted me with. Your love is a gift. I admit I was too childish to to recognize it when you were mine. A love that can not be defined. It was the sweetest surrender. Our last kiss I remember. Reminise, I can't. The wounds are too fresh. I was blessed. A beautiful mess. Twisted by the hand of time. Just one more time? No one gets it right the first time. The last time, plays over and over like a movie on repeat in my mind. I can't pause and rewind. You can't give a map to a blind man, then condemn him for not getting to your heart on time. It's hard t
Heaven's army is filled with brave troops. And each day that number swells.
For when a soilder dies they go straight to heaven,because they served their time in hell.
So before i lay my head down to sleep i pray.
"Dear god please welcome those who fell on the battle field today"
THIS POEM GO'S OUT TO ALL OUR TROOPS WHO HAVE FOUGHT FOR US AND HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE.SO LET US NOT FORGET WHAT OUR TROOPS DO FOR US EACH DAY.AND LET THEM KNOW WE HAVE THEIR BACKS WHILE THEY ARE FARAWAY.
The truth dare to speak
For he who lies
Is nothing but weak
The truth dare to tell
For all of your days
You will live to feel well
The truth dare to hide
For those from whom it’s kept
Will soon know what was lied
The truth dare to learn
For if it’s trust he wants
Then it’s trust he must earn
No one knows
You’re walking on broken glass
Tiptoeing to ease the pain
Hoping the game you’re in will pass
Nothing seems to fit the way it should
Like a wanderer in an ignorant world
Alone and often misunderstood
They say you’re doing fine
Making believe you’re full of life
But no one knows you’re lying
They say you’re doing fine
But when you’re left alone
You’re doing nothing but crying
You feel there’s nothing you can do
A cruel and senseless joke
Life is playing a trick on you
All you have is time to heal
Then once again prepare to play
I ask my myself nightly, Why Not?
Why not just not come tomorrow?
Why not just not pay my loans?
Why not just kill myself?
Is there something I am keeping myself here for?
Is there a reason for any of this?
Becursed with a foolish heart that still believes in Love.
The word upon which our life hinged.
Final stop. All passengers must disembark.
Time to die.
Hey all. I have to leave now. You have all been so nice. You all treated me far better than I ever deserved. As it seems though, I have not reciprocated anything back. In fact, it seems I took advantage of all. I am not a good friend. I am not even a good human. Perhaps if I give my energy and chemicals back to the universe they can recycle me into something useful. Maybe a nice plant of some sort. I tried my best, but as usual this was not even CLOSE to good enough. Remember, sympathy comes between Shit and Syphilis. That is where I now belo
Poems, Dreams, Ramblings
Romeo is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Juliet read. Romeo: Come hereJuliet: Yes SirJuliet closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.Romeo: I want youJuliet: I'm yoursRomeo: No, i want to possess you, command you...Juliet: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish.Romeo: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman... He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...Romeo: Look at me.Juliet looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the sight of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her face to his kissing her hard. His teeth bruise her
Poems I Like
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;Never a flicker of flame, but withArching bolts which strike with a forceThat disturbs my equilibrium.My mind races as waves of passion flush overMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visionsOf impossible romantic possibilities.Pathetic is this woman who anticipates theTrue rhythm of love, with a man she may never hold.My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his: "I have wanted you more than anybody in this world." As words flow across the screen,Relationships are discussedPositions dreamed,Frustration intensifies.You say fate has brought us togetherBut circumstances are keeping us apartWill fate and circumstances ever let us be as one? It's becoming more evidentMuch more obvious to meI thought much more of youThan you ever thought of meWas this my biggest mistakeLetting myself think you caredWas I just your marionetteWith heartstrings open and baredWith me left here still thinkingW
Poems I Found And Liked
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more? this one touches my heart it actually means something to me
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those blue eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me wi
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so soft and deep. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so tender and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the way you show me you care. I love the way you say, "i miss you" always More than me, And the way you need me. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love when your with me, And want you to be for always. I sit here with nothing but you on my mind, All i can tell myself is your one of a kind. You may blush, you may laugh, All i feel is your my better half. Every moment that passes without you by my side, Is overshowed by they kisses you try to hide. When im with you i feel complete, I can stare into your eyes and just lose myself, Without yo
Poem All Women Can Agree On
guys put yourself in a ladies placehow can u even look them in the facewhen you thinkk about fucking aroundthey should put your ass 6 feet under the groundwhen u thinking about raising your hand to themcome on men they are a precious gemwhy don't you you show them lovethey are our precious dovewho are we to tell them what to wearits not right...its just unfairwho are we to tell them who they can talk toburt whoever you want to you dohow can u hit your woman in the eyebecause she caught your ass in a lieshouldnt have your woman support youso i chant too you......BOOyou are able to work so get a jobstop bieng a worthless slobtreat them as you want to bewatch your relationship will be better you'll seewell i'm very proud to say i dont hit mineso i dont have to see her cryingi'm proud to say i cherish my dovein my heart lies for her is 100% lovewell i will be back with another poem laterso guys if u read this dont be a hater Shane Ma
I recently wrote this poem and thought it was the kind of thing my fu friends might like to see... So lemme know what you think, eh? Good or bad, I just like to get feedback...
Identity,I gave over.No questions,No regards.You, reins in hand,Randy drover(bent me over)(made me over)Down and down and thenKicksand kissesLies in your truthBut I seeI see it all the same(shame)Bonds loosed each by eachSelf to self again.
Love Like A RoseCategory: Writing and PoetryLike the thorns prick, sometimes you wound my heartLike the red bulb, so is the blood from my heartLike the leaves on the stem, I hope you never leave meLike the green of the stem, your love for me I so envyLike the rose blossoms, each day my love blossoms for youLike the sweet smell of a rose, so are you just as sweetLike the red of the bulb, so is my passion for youBut like every rose, roses eventually wilt and dieJeremy
no knock at the door
on the matt of my expectations it wipes it's feet.
drowning in my sorrows
joy,happiness,and serenity scatter,
like splashed droplets
in a hot frying pan
color fades to shades of grey
light dims to a faint shimmer
casting shadows of despair over my eyes
as a sloth i become motionless
without intent or direction
lost within myself
dead calm drains my sails
in this overwhelming emptiness
it is then
that i truly understand
what it feels like to be lonely how can someone write about a love
when there are no words to explain,
its' hard to go each day and not have the person
you love to be with you
it's hard to be happy knowing you have to wait to see them
and when you do you only get a certain ammount of time
i cry almost everyday to help ease the pain i feel from
missing you and being alone
to go to bed and reach for the one you love
and they are not there just a space like the distance betw
Poem- From Someone Special
Hearts made of Glass
I have a heart made of glass
I keep up on the shelf
I take it down when, I want to be myself
It beats for a love of only one man
A Love that is given like no other can
My heart made of glass he holds in the plam of his hand
until the moment has come when our time is done
You have a heart made of glass
Your keep up on the shelf
You take it down when you want to be yourself
Poems & Writings
I saw you for the last time. Before, I turned and walked away. I hear the sobs, I here the tears. I feel your heart breaking. I don't look back. I never wanted this to happen, yet it has come to it. Now your hurt, and I am to blame. I cared for you, I helped you. In return, you loved me. In return for all the times you cared for me, I leave you here, alone, and crying. I know I should die for the pain I caused you. Here we go, I see the darkness of my world again, and my soul become cold, and my blood freezes. I continue to walk away, as everything around me becomes no longer seen.. All the pain I caused you within that moment of time, has caused me to return to my world. Here I am now, waiting for the sword to inpalied my body, to take me from this life from which I have caused so much hurt and sadness within other. I'm waiting for the day, where you shall come and take my life for what I have done. I didn't want to do it, but I did, and now I'm waiting for my life
Dedicated to all the desperate men/boys on internet or what the hell u should call emDont ask me "can I have your number?""Can I call u?""Can I come?"When I say no dont ask "why not?"Dont tell me "I Love u"Dont say "I want u to be my wife"When all u knowIs my age, name n looksPLEASE dont send me your msn or yahooWhen I never asked for it in the first placeYeah there‘s normal people out there tooBut way less then all u stupid foolsWhat‘s wrong with people? can u really be that desperate?it‘s said really really sad...I feel sorry for y‘all
you bitch u whorei can‘t take u any moreu lie and u bck staband tri to make me madbut here‘s the thing u slutcompared to be ur a runtim the number one bitchso deal wit it Sorry, I'm ClosedWe were friends, we were lovers, we were friendsYou're hot, you're cold, you're warmYou come, you go, you linger aboutI'm showered with affectionThen ignored without intentionYou pull me close, you push me awayYou want me, you d
Crystal eyes of soft blueLike the gental waves of the seaSoftly flowing into my soulPulling my heart with there soft pleaDreams of curling hair Floating softly in the breezeTangling my feelings of youEntrapping my soul with its teaseLong are the days with out you in my armsEach monement I think of you lasts for yearsDearms of you fill me with great joyLiving with out you is my greatest fearI hope that you can be at my sideTo see the beauty of your smileI long to be safely in your armsAny thought of you is more than worthwhile
Dawn is hours away
So tired and worn out
Though I can not sleep
There is an angel next to me
So sweet and tender
Everything about her makes my heart race
The thought of her eyes
The smell of her hair
The glimmer of her soul
The way her laugh echo's in my thoughts
So much that I love
So little time to list it all
I love the way she lingers on my mind
There is nothing that could ever mean more
She is the glimmer in my world
She makes the
Poems From My Baby
Poem 1: A Fallen Angel
Deep in my mind, my light, the sky, a shimmering sunYour heart, my love, you are the only oneYou’ve touched me in a way I needed you toWith a tender touch only you can gently do
So dry your eyes now, no not one more tears…You won't be hurt with my love right hereCause I’ll be your angel when that wicked arrow darts nearA seraph to protect you when you have reason to fearAnd I’ll love you through thick and through thinTaking you away from where you’ve always beenCause my heart will not stop a beat for flood or for rainAnd it will love you whether you leave or remain
You see…I can see objectively….What this relationship is doing to you over and over againSo please… let me take you away from this pain…Cause I’m here
Deep in my heart I know it is trueNever again in my life will I feel blueFrom the first day I met youI knew the God had sent you.
For in my heart you are the oneYou make my d
Blonde prince of all Evil, In the garb of a Saint: A weaving, a weaving: They magical Feint. How wily thy web is Of meshes for flies? -Woof of false morals, Web of dream-lies. You tell us 'the humble' Are angels of light; Inferring the valiant Are demons of night, You curse all that's noble, You praise all that's vile. Invert all that's righteous; With satanic guile. Round millions you've wove, A hypnotic spell: Christ! thou art Mephisto, The mocker of hell. You urge us to bless them, Who plunder and cheat us: -To love and caress them, Who hate and illtreat us. There's not in thy Teachings One Thought that is true; -Thou are a false prophet: O crucified JEW.
this was a poem i wrote a few years ago when i met a very good friend but now i no longer talk to.
Sometimes in life you meet somebody just by chance,
But it was really god’s plan of helping you meet one of the most influential people in your life.
There really are people out there that mean no harm.
Even though everyone can be mean at one point in time,
They’re the one’s that choose to use it or not.
Sometimes there are people we just nee
I am trapped in a cage of razor & fence,
Justify my actions on the art of self defence,
Protect my emotions from morbid mutilation,
Battling myself like a rebelion to a nation,
Defeating my enemies with needles & smoke,
While in the mirror it's my throat those things choke,
Thought it my destany to live by the game,
But there living or dieing is one & the same,
A twin sided coin no win, no loose,
Just ramblings of fear that destroy & confuse,
Thought myself smart, had it all figured out,
Dreams of being top dog a god with out doubt,
Unlimited youth & energy year after year,
It was easy to see as long as I stayed out of the mirror,
For all my cons & deciet all I fool is myself,
Hiding behind power, control, & material wealth,
I turn hallow inside & say fuck all the rest,
Spend year apon year convincing myself I knew what's best,
Many people tell me tell me to open my eyes,
I view them as fakes, enemies, & spies,
It is truely me against the world,
Those who truely l
Some people feel pain to know they are alive
Some people feel pain to hide
Some people feel pain so the can fell something
Some people cause pain to make their pain less
Some people cause pain because it is all they know
Some people cause pain because they were told
So with all this pain how do you find happiness and joy
find the strengh to keep going.
It is in the pain I find the will to over come all things that hurt me and smile while i am still in pain
I saw and felt it buildingdark, forboding, welcome.The heat, intense, would soon be broken, gentled, relieved.I did what was needed knowing what soon would occur.Nature, in Her fury would releaseher strikes and crashes.The stillnessbegan to unravelas the the first rumblings were heard and felt.I felt the electricity,the air crackled about me.The taste and smell were unmistakeable.I was enveloped by the moisturegentle at firstthen an outpouring,soon I was drenched.Then with a final screamyou came.
(by someone I love)
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,One day I got e- mail and in it was you.Charming, sensitive and so debonair,I strongly resisted it go anywhere.But letters and stories captured my heart,Filled me with passion almost from the start.Love on the Internet, how could it be?These things just don't happen to people like me.But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,Carrying messages we could not deny.Each person has meaning and love to express,And we could deny our hea
By William ShakespeareLove is my sin and thy dear virtue hate, Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving: O, but with mine compare thou thine own state, And thou shalt find it merits not reproving; Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine, That have profaned their scarlet ornaments And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine, Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents. Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee: Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, By self-example mayst thou be denied! I'm giving up the pain, Letting go of the sorrow. I've got everything to gain, And my smile will not be borrowed. I'm done traveling down this winding road, I'm ready to stop and play. I've dropped this emotional load, And on the ground that load will stay. Letting go of everything is what I tried, When I was so close to the end. It worked so well to my suprise
Poem I Wrote For My Mom
When I first got there, all I could see was death and decay. Darkness surrounded the area, and the smell of rotting flesh flooded my sense of smell. Nevertheless, there he was standing atop a mound of bodies, the man that started it all. His hair was silver as the moonlight with skin as white as snow and an expression so emotionless.
He’s known as the God of Death, he brought destruction everywhere he went. Killing people, ranging from adults to even infants, nothing could stop him. This man has been alive since 1905, he was born a vampire. No one could understand how pure blooded vampires were conceived, but here he was alive and pure blooded.
I stood there quietly watching the man; blood staining his white button up shirt as he held his katana out in my direction.
I’ve lived my life lonely and scared
Filed with pain and anger
While kids ran to their parents
I was left uncared
To all who think I’m happy and bright
I say you think wrong
Because my heart is
Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
People come and people go
we meet people everyday
some as aquaintances some as friends
everyone is unique in their own way.
never judge a book by its cover
you never know what you'll miss
that goes the same for the people we meet
some really do have a gift.
some we can live without yes, that i do know
but everyone has some good, even though it may not show
i try to give everyone a chance, no matter how hard it is
then if they show me it wasn't worth it,
i turn my back and go.
treat people the way you want treated is how i live and believe
give those we meet a chance and if they blow it you tried
for people are people we are all different
and lead very different lives.
we all have different beliefs and thoughts that is the human way
don't judge those that walk the path
Poem...kinda Stupid Oh Well.lol
I see that smile in my dreams
I feel those hands on my sleeves
I feel your breath on my neck
I feel your body overlaps
It's a dream nothing more
It cant be real as it has been befor
I want it to be
I cant help but wish
That you are my prince
And im waiting for this.... i feel your skin on my skin
and your kiss upon my lips
the heat of our bodys close
as darkness forms
the movements are without a laps
as we show our love will last. as we dance cheek to cheek
as the angels fall asleep
the singing in our hearts is herd
through the darkness we diverge
walking through this thing called life
hand in hand for all time.
hey, spend your hard earned money on virtual gifts so that you can see pics of my sub-par boobs!! 1. All girls secretly love a guy who can sing.(MEGA-Turn-On)
2. Just so you know, girls don't want to smell you from 10, 6, or even 2 feet away.(lay off the Axe)
3.Girls HATE players!!!!
4. Most girls would rather cuddle than have sex (unless they're sluts)
5.We love it when you put your arm around us at the movies.(especially the scary ones)
6. We don't need you to be Superman. We just need you to be there.
7. Please, if you really need to talk about your size, use your guy friends, not us.
8. Pretty much all girls like to talk about something, so feel free to call us.
9.Bad breath is a major EWWW!
10. We LOVE suprises, that is , the good ones.
11. Don't ever try to impress us by cursing or fighing. It doesn't work; you just look like a jerk.
12. When you pick on the girl you like, she won't think your interested or cool. She'll just think that you're mean. (Ah the logic.. of g
she closed her sore eyes
and asked "why am I here?"
then in the blind distance
a voice came through clear
he said "I came not to judge
or own any of your fears...
I came to be the one you need
to simply soak up your tears.
I'll be gone again soon
but at this moment, my dear
I am yours...
I too am here" miss her
I miss her smile
and her lovely face
I miss her laughter
that used to fill this place
I've wanted to ask her
so many things now
There's things I dont know
I need her to show me how
I've been wanting to hug her
and hear her chest beat
I've been longing to see her
hold my babies, so sweet
She taught me so much
like what not to fear
Yet I keep forgetting
what is safe to hold near
I need her this very moment
I'm confused and in disarray
Pieces of me are missing
and I want to fly away
I miss her....
yet, even today I can say
that someday I'll see her again
....I'll have had my last lonely day
And even if its just for now
I AM A LOST SOUL THAT TRAVELS THE HWYS OF THE COUNTRY SIDE LOST AND EMPTY SINCE YOU LEFT AND I HAVE LOST YOU. THE HWY IS MY PRISON NOW AND WILL BE UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY LAST BREATH. THE HWY GOD HAS GOTTEN HIS CLAWS INTO ME AND WONT LET GO. I TRAVEL ALONE IN THE DARKNESS NEVER STAYING IN ONE PLACE AND NEVER GETTING ATTACHED TO ANYONE OR ANYTHING . I AM THE JUST A LOST SOUL TRAVELING THE LONG NEVER ENDING HWY NEVER TO KNOW HOW LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH YOU . MY LIFE IS ON THE ROAD NOW BUT MY HEART IS NOT WITH ME IT IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU I SIT IN THE SHADOWS WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE. WHILE I WATCH YOU I SO WANT TO WALK UP AND TELL YOU THAT IM STILL YOURS WITH ALL MY BEING. BUT I CANT MOVE FOR FEAR OF GETTING BURNT BY THE LIGHT THAT SURROUNDS YOU. WHEN I DO START TO TAKE A STEP TOWARDS YOU I SEE ANTOHER WALK UP TO YOU AND YOU PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I ASK MYSELF IF IT IS A TRUE SMILE OR A FRONT. AS I LOOK AT YOU I WONDER IF YOU EVER THINK OF ME OR IF YOU EVEN MISS BEING
Poems I Wrote Over The Yrs.....
~The Moonshines~ (written by me...long ago) Category: Writing and Poetry
Soft white sands slipping through my toes and tickling my feet
The ocean crashes,calling out my name and then the silence, makes my heart, skip a beat
Looking out unto the water and only seeing the white light, the refelection of the moon shines over it ,ever sooo bright
Its the only light,just shining throught the stars,creating a layering of crytsals glimmering from here to mars
With the faint light from the moon and the deserted private beach ,I swirl around and dance naked, with only the waves making the sound of a drumbeat
Warm breeze blows my hair,cool waters touch my toes,the moon shines over my body,makes me wonder if Im in Heaven,who knows
My first letter to God(In a form of poetry)....after Christians passing. Current mood: calm
Hold your sadness like a puppet, keep putting on the play.But everything you do is leading to the pointwhere you just won’t know what to do.And at that moment you may laughbut there is someone there who will be laughing louder than you.So it’s true, the trick is complete.become everything you said that you never would be.You’re a fool! You’re a fool!Sunrise, sunset.
By: Matthew Pennison
I know I will be blissful during the rest of my days
I will be happy and not because of wealth or fame
My quest for knowledge and equality will suffice my humanly hunger
For me there is no need to sit back and wonder
Havent people seen enough devastation?
Don't they believe enough of their time has been wasted?
How long will it be before they see the truth and face it? I wasted so much time on so many irrelivant things.
I tossed aside what's most important with an arrogant fling.
nonchalantly i held my head up high.
I was ignorant and blind to the truth and not caring if i lived or die.
i didnt care for me so i definetly didnt care about you.
I know thats sad to say, but what's even worst is that it was the truth.
Thank God that's all past tense,and it doesn't matter if you don't believe.
Nothing will cut me short and sucsess i will achieve.
Actions speak louder than words so i know i have more work to do.
I'm sorry for those whose ti
the walks on the beach that we've shared are very nice altough we've only walked it twice everytime that our eyes may meet i want to stare into them and get lost in your eyes. I Feel that if i maintain the stare i will get lost in your soul i've thought about holding you in my arms keeping you warm and safe from harm as we sit and talk about this and that i often wonder how it would feel to kiss those warm soft lips. then i snap back to this world. I Think You Might Be The Girl For Me That I Can Keep By My Side And Share My Love And Friendship With I Think That you will be a very special gift To My World i Want To Hold You In My Arms and smell your lovely secent as we watch the sun set over the horizion as the sun says goodnight i want to lay a soft kiss on the side of your neck to say thankyou for shareing this lovely momment With Me. As We Sit Here And Talk About Small Things As We Leave The Beach And Head Back Home This Wonderful day With You Should End With A Very Soft Sweet Short
Love is a war, love is not something you can just throw away. Love can find you anytime, and anywhere. Love will always hurt you in some way, but in the long run it is all worth it. Some find it quickly while some take almost their entire life looking for the right kind of love. Love can be wonderous, love can burn the soul, love can be anywhere, but sometimes a person gets unlucky and the never find the love they were looking for.
I smile when I am shy I smile when I want to cry I smile when I am sad I smile, when I just go mad I smile when I am envious I smile when I am very jealous I smile when I am happy I smile when I feel shaky I smile when I am emotional I also smile when I act abnormal I smile when I am overloaded I smile when I miss my beloved I smile when I think something I smile when I think just nothing Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you? Dear, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! ! Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile, Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while
Missing the way you make me smile and brightens my day
by Deborah Kussan
She flys to places no one daresTwisting,turning,tumbling ,crying.She smiles but clouds invade her eyes;Loving,leaving,falling,tr ying.
Sky is blue only for awhile.Tears are flowing like a good song.The sun is comfort while she aches.Her heart has fallen b
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she adores meI am her Master, Daddy, lovershe greets me every dayIn this wayThis is not a matter of protocolNor is it basedIn some fantasy traditionFor her it symbolizes her offeringOf everything that she is Some male enhancement drugsSay "When the moment is right"I assume they are implyingA romantic intimate momentI prefer to thinkThe right moment Is anytime I want herAnd under any conditionShe knows thisSo when I sayNow, over the couchIn front of an open picture windowOr on the floorThe moment is right she feels freerBeing controlledThan she wouldWithout my controlSo whether I am here or notshe wears her cuffsAs a reminderThat she belongsTo me
"I came to you the hour I was in pain Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain. I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart, I knew then you'd be my friend, I knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life, You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife. When home wasn't home to me no more, You opened up your heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past I'd blown."
Just when my troubles were gone, and I came to you as a friend, the past was just too much, and the door was kicked in. Not into the friendship, but into life. I had been blown back so far; it felt as if our friendship never had a start. And now as I sit and ponder, I try to figure out, how the friendship fell apar
My soul is tired,
My heart's grown weak,
And I don't want to compete.
I don't want to hide the way I feel,
Yet I'm tired of everything that men steal.
I hate my inability to trust,
But when things seem off, this I must.
Do to protect my fragile heart,
So I won't again fall apart.
You refuse to understand,
Or you simply can't.
Maybe we should have just stayed friends.
Then you wouldn't get impatient.
But in going back I'd lose you all together,
So I feel this i must weather.
I know I want you, if you are as you seem.
But for another your love does stream.
And you can say it's only friends,
This, for you, may be true.
But I'm not stupid I've played these games,
and what she feels may differ from you.
I feel caught in the crossfire,
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window.
You are the air that I breathe.
You are my light when I can't find my way.
You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin.
You are my remody when I'm in pain.
You make all the darkness go away.
You are the melody to my symphony.
You are the energy I need when I feel drained.
You are my everything. Escaping With the Melody
Feel those watching eyes as I take a deep breath as the spotlight flashes surrounding me
My heart pumps the melody within my soul as my body moves with the start of the song
Closing my eyes as i smoothly dance with the piano keys and feverish violin, in sync, as i stand from one knee
The molody guides me as i feel the lyrics move my arms and legs, not one step wrong
I am free. The audiance a blur as i enter a world of tranquil delight
The faces disappear as I get lost in the happiness of the song that consumes my body
I dance around the notes that flap their wings around me
Poems For The Soul
Too many ways to say…
I love you in so many ways,
I need you tonight…
To save from this
Cupid shot me with her arrow,
And I’m left here walking with so much sorrow,
For tonight I almost lost you…
Can you believe?
I had to fall to stand,
I had to crawl to walk,
I had to mumble before I could speak,
I had to…
Say something stupid and then,
Lie to you and burry my head in shame,
And some where cupids’ heart is breaking,
As her tear’s fall from her face…
I fall to my knees and scream towards the heavens,
God what do I have to do to fix this…
There’s no walking into the sunset with the girl of my dreams,
There’s no happy ending to my sadden tale…
I remember throwing a coin into a wishing well,
Wishing for the girl of my dreams,
How could I’ve let you go?
As the winter wind hollows outside,
we always remeber where our hearts reside,
So as the lights in our eyes dim,
all the chances we had was slim,
Lifting our heads we know whats to come,
Time has come to where we know when to run,
The time where our hearts break and our souls fade,
So ow you know why i have to walk away.
from the darkness he shall walk,
his blade held with a steady hand,
His mouth covered so you never hear him talk,
Walking with deaths intent throughout the land,
with beastle rage he attacks his foe,
every muscle hard as if made of stone,
forever alone in this dance with death,
he stands now upon the thresh hold of day,
feeling cold and wanting his lover the nights deathly sway. Slowly walking from his home in the shadows,
His heart a stone black and cold,
the once warm gaze in his eyes now a demonic blaze,
So as he spreads his arms wide his roar filled with hate,
so as the sun turns black his soul lets go,
always remembering the pain he faced,
It's nice to fall in love with the one and only
everytime i turn around i wish
he could tell me that he wants to hold me,
but in real life we all know that
he cant be my lover
so i face the facts that way
you'll get to know me
on top of all, i love how your eyes
shine through the morning
and once you put that smile on me
i really wish i was your one and only
My tears are fallingYou had meYou hurt meI love youPlease help meYou made my tears fallNow please make them stopYou used meNowMy tears are fallingIt’s up to you to stopMy tears from falling You were one here but went away.Forever in my heart you will stay.You were the one everyone loved.Now you are the beautiful angel up above.Why did the lord take you away?And leave me alone this way?all alone with nothing to say butThat i miss you more and more Each Day
Poem: Dearest Love Of Mine
Dearest Love of Mine
If I had an eternity to show you how I feel, we'd witness the dawn of life infinite times over.If I had the vision, I'd show you with such precision -How love lights blind with delight as embers under the universal night.With raw passion and intensity we're devoured by life's brief but overbearing immensity as we drift with souls of Eden.
Eden! Wash us pure of this modern day manure.And make our bed from all of your precious flowers.Take us to God's lips to be captured by the kiss that enraptures us with bliss.And lets our limber bodies fall to Earth's abyss.
Please heed our humble plea and set our mortality free.For it cries a tearful sea.One so shallow, one of sorrow and of misery.Keep us fearful as we were as babes.Keep us cheerful for the love we praise.
Unto no man give ethereal release -Until his time has ended and his weary soul's at peace.Unto no woman give weighty tasks of heart.As of a Mother torn between reason and abandonment by umbilical departu
Poem: In (-k-)
In the wake of your love’s funeral.
Your love there, dead, she lies.
Yet you take from the cathedral the godlessness in her eyes?
In the moon, full, you see her face.
And tragedy in her stare.
All too soon love is replaced with a contempt that is found everywhere.
Within your empty waking appetite you are swallowed every night.
Like a web's razor-edged heart, it dissects you into soulless parts.
In the scheme of life's nightmarish dreams, no evidence left in the undertaker's cart.
In your dreams are you being dreamt?
Casting shadows? Or are they casting you?
Author: Kirk Edwin Fields (-K-)/authored (copyright): May 31, 1996
Poem: Flaxen Buzz (-k-)
Flaxen buzz on her mind tonight.
She's so high and wound so tight.
She must die till the feeling's right.
Satisfied, Eve'll take another bite of the apple tonight.
So surreal in her kaleidoscopic world.
All too real as she collides with the sky.
'Cause she knows that Satan's ceiling is God's floor on high.
She sits and spins on her globe of clay.
Molding it to her liking, then destroys it in vain.
Platinum goddess in her playground land.
Props her dolls up at the table, butcher knife behind her back.
Plays "off with their heads" this queen of black hearts.
Love is fate.
Fate is love.
But fate keeps us apart.
But love will pushes me on.
Hold on hold on.
I wont be gone.
Time will tell.
But for now its hell. I want you.I need you.Say you want me too.Tell me I’m yours.Tell me nothing else matter.Let your pain go.I want you.I need you.Is this to much to ask.Will you be mine.This is killing me.I love you.I need you.I miss you.I want you. I know we just met.I know you have fear.I know you just cant think clear.But you must know.I am here.You push me away.Thats all to clear.But have no fear.I will be here.Open your eyes.Dry your tears.Im here for years.Thats all to clear.For your first kiss.I have no fears.I have you on my mind.I wish you were here.I know you love me.Thats all to clear.We just have some fears.Oh please oh please.I just want you here.
Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF
by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonA brilliant mans honor forever i shall holdhe fought for the Americanshe stood until he could stand no morehe hung the flag high upon the poleeveryday he raised itevery night he sheltered it from the coldhe was old there was no doughtbut his spirit never ran outhe loved this country and this landhe didn't care about the presidents planhe fought for his wife her kids and so onbut now he's gone America will always remember you
by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,liers or thivesno room for no bad companythey will stay strongand fight all night longfor this country when in needthis is the americansM-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y
Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa
Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day. I've had a rather unproductive one. I've had a rather unproductive life. I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath. My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell. I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way. I let the tears fall. I let the tears run down my cheeks. And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind. That's how I feel. In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette. What a lovely ending. Such a beautiful way to end my day. I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
music, country roads, and future dreams.
I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.
I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase
you say without think
In your eyes is were I feel safe, everything about you is wonderful
The touch of your lips against mine, the scent of your skin, my every desire
With you is where I want to be, stay always
I love you more as each day passes
You know me better then anyone else, without saying a word you kiss my lips
Stay with me always, my love, my passion, my everything
Back Up From The Fall
For some people, falling is easy.I never really was one of those people.I always stood strong and a never missed a step.I was once unmovable.Until I met you.You threw me around like I couldn't believe.You drung me out in the rain and had me tripping over my feet.You made falling easy.And so I fell.The problem was that I couldn't fall forever.I've hit the bottom without a splash.Now I'm faced with a new problem.My legs are broken from the fall.Getting up seems impossible.But my hope drives me to do the impossible.I will stand again.I will get back up from this fall.
Back From The Darkside.
I went from good to bad. I ruined my white shirt.I took my clean soul and threw it in the dirt.I gave up on trying and didnt really care of defeat.I took a walk on the wild side and tripped over my feet.Then a mighty hand smacked me in the face.He asked me what I was doing in this dark place.When only silence left my mouth.I knew without a doubt.That it was all wrong.It
2010 Poems....coming Soon
Memories upon the Wind
I have bitter sweet memories as I weep within the howling wind of sorrow.
How he touched my heart in ways that leaves me breathless?
I have tears falling like rain drops to keep from other’s seeing how much I miss him.
Why did he just walk away from me?
Could he not just take the time to pause and listen to what I was there in the wind about my undying love for him?
Here I am…alone with memories upon the flowing wind that keeps me weak, yet strong because I loved him more than he realized, now…
Did I forget to love more and more each time I could had?
Should I spoke what was deep within my heart and soul?
I have memories of his laughter to my nonsense jokes that never really was funny at all, but still he laughed at them.
How long will it take my mind to forget his touch upon my trembling flesh?
Will my lips ever stop wanting his lips upon mine?
Why did I not stop him from walking out on my love for him?
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving yearsbecause
The lonely old king sat alone on his throne. No comany did he keep, He just wrote many poems. Now you see my poor king, He was madly in love. With the princess who shone Like the stars up above. And he wrote day and night Just to keep his thoughts sane Writing to himself that he'd ease all her pain. And he'd treat her real well And make her nice things. And she'd laugh in delight, At the flowers he'd bring And he swore to leave throne And kingdom aside And give to her then The world they abide So he left on his quest And did many great deeds And his sword flashed the sky And his blood stained the seeds But he did what he sought He conquered the earth And give it to her then With a smile of mirth For the good king was dying But he didn't seem sad For a look at her face one last time made him glad And he kissed her with love Overflowing his heart And she lurched back then As if struck by dart It was then that she knew That she did love him too And sh
Poems Written For Me
WHEN YOU GAVE ALL YOU HAD & DONE ALL YOU COULD, AN UNGRATEFUL FAMILY CAN MAKE YOU ENDURE HE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD.
FEELING UNAPPRECIATED YET YOU CONSTANTLY GIVE, KNOWING THE LOVE FOR YOUR KIDS IS YOUR REASON TO LIVE.
ENDURING THE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD SEEING THE PROGRESS YOU HAVE BUILT, ADMITTING YOU HAD IT ROUGH WITHOUT A LOT OF REGRET & VERY LITTLE GUILT.
THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO OR EVEN THINK OF, IS TO BE HAT PARENT WHO WILL BUY A CHILD'S LOVE.
AGAINST FAMILY MEMBERS MY PARENTING TAKES A BACKSEAT, FIGHTING FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR CHILD YOU CAN NO LONGER COMPETE.
DOING ALL THAT YOU CAN DO ONLY WHAT YOU COULD, HOLDING BACK TEARS ENDURING THE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD.
Several times you have asked me
What it is that I am thinking
I never really answered
Because I was still contemplating
I wanted to tell you then
What I was thinking inside
But I was afraid that if I opened up
You will want to run and hide
Yet, here my thoughts I chance to spill
With the hope that you may see
That I am not a complex being
Just a simple girl, that's me
Just being around you
Brings a smile to my face
One that's been gone for so long,
I thought no man could replace.
When I look into your eyes
A million words to say to you drift through my mind
But with unfamiliar emotions swirling within
The formation of sentences I cannot seem to find
Your presence is ever so captivating
I love to listen to you speak
And each story that you tell
Makes me see you're so unique
A Poem Caused By A Broken Heart
You Will Be Cut The sun rises from east to west never knowing where its gonna end up next.The clouds in the sky move slowly up high.The movements of the ocean are clam an steady always perpared an ready.Wish i could say the same aobut life but I cant cause life is like a double edge knife cutting into you with both sides.An the faster you struggle to take it out the faster you start to lose your breath an slouch.Sitting alone on your couch trying to bring words of pain up out of your mouth.But the harder you try to speak the less you start to see.Next thing you know you cant hear an all you smell is fear.Then comes these tears cause your trying so hard to fight back the Fears Of Life.An all of a sudden you stop fighting an give up just let go of everything including life.An all because of that double edge knife.Thanx for reading my poems yallz plz leave me some comments if you like em!!! Thanx yallz by Sane aka TravisBe Eazy Yallz
My Demon Lover.......
He comes to me
late at night,
as I sleep
wrapped up so tight.
His hair is long,
his skin is white.
His eyes sing a silent song,
He can kill with just one bite.
He approaches me,
but never touches the ground.
His touch is so cold,
He never makes a sound.
His lips are so soft,
His kiss is so cold,
Just a moment of pain,
Is what I am told.
His lips brush my neck,
His hand cups my breast.
I am feeling so dizzy,
As my heart pounds in my chest.
I feel his fangs,
Pierce my neck.
I feel as tho time is standing still,
Just like before a wreck.
He tells me I am special,
There is only you and me,
He tells me he has given me a gift,
When in fact, he has set me free.
By day we look,
just like everyone.
But by night,
A Vampire we shall become.
By: Moketta 2008
The Final Inspection
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass, He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his br
You told me that you loved mewhy did you leave me to cry in the coldyou swore this time was differentwhy does that line seem so old
You told me I was the only onewho could make you feel that wayyou told me that you cared about meso why didnt you stay
All the nights you laid with mealone in the dark in my bednow I finally realizeyou were just messing with my head
You may say love is a powerfull butlove seem to be parts of the weakness links between us That the word love people often misusesomething they take for grantedsomething they beat and abuse
My wounds run deep inside methere's blood all over the placeI think I’ve really lost it this timeIm ashamed to show my faceIm afride to show my love againnot knowing if i will ever be loved again. WHAT HAPPEN TO US??WE USED TO HANG OUT,WE USED TO LAUGH SO HARD UNTILL WE PISS OUR PANT WE USED TO CHILL EVERYDAY,WHAT HAPPEN TO US??DID OUR FRIENDSHIP FALL APART??DID IT DIE BETWEEN US??IS IT BECOMING HATE?IS IT SOMETHING I DID??
Poems By Twitchy
My mind feels like pieces from different puzzles mashed togetherFeelings change more often then the weatherthoughts racein and changingsadness and madness , my feelings are exchangingjust trien to make it to tomorrowAnyone have some sanity I can borrow?False appearance that i'm fine but inside i'm brokenMy past is left unspokenMemories from the past haunt meWho would want me?I'm unsureFuture is a blurWhy am I still hereI want to disappearFeeling breathlessPeople seem to care lessStareing at these pills wondering how many I could swallowLet the bottle of vodka followI'm feeling hollow Demons are haunting meMy thoughts are taunting meWhen will this changeWish I could pause everything and rearrangeMy dreams seem strangeFeel like a dead man walkingDeath at the front door knockingYou think i'm just talkingI can't reveal my pastHow much longer can I lastThings are wrong with me that keeps me unhappyI can't mention them so things remain crappyWill I ever get to be happyYou think I have it mad
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian
A Poem For Bryan
I have only just lost you the pain is hard to bareDo I have to go through life knowing your not thereplease some one explain to me why he had to goare there any reasons I really need to knowI sit here and remember all the lovely times we shared the talks the laughter of every one you caredI am told the pain will ease in timeand I will think of him without a tearbut that will be impossible as I need to have him hereHe was my very world to me my ever guiding starJust kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me where you are
Theres this guy he stole my heart
never could i imagine id fall so hard,
hes the one i think about both day and night
though we are miles from each others sight.
when he talks to me i feel all tingly deep down and side
like my hearts going to jump out and float with the tide.
you see hes the one near and dear to me
holding to my heart the key. she smiles and laughs like theres not a care in the world
as happy as she can be, but when behind closed doors
tears seem to flow and her knees hit the floor.
asking why all this hurt and why all the pain
shes driving herself insane.
she drowning slowly in misery so deep
no can save her now. shes falling and drifting
just fading away can no one hear her cries?
tears keep flowing and this girl keeps smiling
pretending all in the worlds ok i sit upon my bed wondering about my life, where ive been and how far ive gone,
chastising my inner thoughts as i yell and scream for someone to hear,
not a soul around to save me from
Nella giungla orientaleS’intravede un cacciatoreSotto il nero manto astraleE con poco di chiaroreCon la fame che lo assaleVa a caccia con furoreTigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaD’improvviso soffia il ventoE poi scorge li qualcosaLui ci crede quasi a stentoMa la zampa poi lui posaUn animale in movimentoO un petalo di rosa?Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaCon uno sguardo sconsolatoFissa il punto che l’attrattoCosì immobile e ghiacciatoSi assicura dell’olfattoE poi riprende col suo fiato(Era solo un po’ distratto)Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaNella selva offuscataSi continua a spostareSulla strada nevicataSperando di avvistareUna preda addormentataUna preda d’azzannareTigre bianca solitariaNon fa altro che cacciare Il silenzio sussurravaNella foresta nera.All'orizzonte cominciavaIl dolce calar' di sera.La gran' stella scintillava,La magia era vera:Il freddo vento s'inalzó,E poi, da un sogno, s'elevó...Da una gran' tri
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs?
I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many
Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live too
Am I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I s
I was Sitting Here Thinking And Was Wondering Can Someone Really Care To Much For Someone? I Used To Think So Sometimes You Can't Help Who You Care And Love Your Not Supposed To When You Love Someone You Love Them And What You Feel In Your Heart Shouldn't Die. I Believe If You Want Something Bad Enough You Should Fight For It And Not Give Up Cause Once You Do The Other Person May Feel You Given Up On Them As Well. To Me Love Isn't Just Something You Feel It's The Things You Do And Say To A Person That Makes Them Feel Wanted And Needed. I Realized I Can't Give Up Easily Cause It Might Pass Me By Knowing The Person You Think About Is Always There In Your Heart.
I Believe People Can Love Again But Are To Scared To Because Of Getting Hurt But I Try And Look At The Positive Things In Life And The Future Cause There Is Someone Out There Who Will Treat You With Love, Honesty, Respect And Be Loyal To So Don't Give Up On The Person Who Has Showed You All Those Things Because You May Not
the thought of you
races through my mind
when you say that you love me
my stomach just ties up
its the best feeling in the entire world
knowing that i have you in my life
never in so long have i felt this way
you make me go crazy without you
i could talk to you for hours to days
and id never get bored
you make me so happy
to a level that i cant explain
i cant promise forever
but il promise the idea
i dont wanna know what life after you is
thinking about it
but knowing that your my everything
and im your life
is enough to get me through each day
each and every day
i fall more and more in love with you
you are what makes me.
i love you
i love you without knowing when where why and how
its like i was drowning and you saved me
a breath of fresh air
you mean the world to me
its like words cant explain
my heart stops
and speeds up
everytime i think about you
angel from above ur now on earth u came in my life to bad ur someones wife i think of u all the time to come this may be a crime but if it is i will do the time for ur my angel i dream of u have my heart in ur hand all i ask is that u dont break it for i am always willing to be ur man people come people go but every now and than theres ones u dont want to let go u will do anything to keep them close to show how u feel u give them ur heart u give them ur soul just to keep them from going but if they go u really cant stop them but u can always hold them with in ur heart for love is what i give and ask u not to go but its all up to u
my heart is given, my heart is weak, will i be forgiven by those who seek, will they help me yo forgive myself for all the things i hate of myself, can i change them, can i share, the feelings i have inside that i am not aware, the anger i have the fear that i carry can i be forgiven can i be free
**~~The Sound Of**~~
The sound of ocean and wind makes me to think what's on my mind,The sound of the wind make me feel touch...The sound of ocean makes me feels like I'm touching dolophins.The sound of god makes me that i'm talking to lord.The sound of rain i'm soaking wet...
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you Seems so simple,How can you put into wordsThe power of desire I have for you,Pray to God,Channel the muse,And let my fingers type the words,My heart beats because of you,My soul is bright and alive,Because of you,And even when the trails of todaySeem to distract me,My love is always devoted to you,It is eternal within my heart,Like a constant thunder in my soul. When it comes to lovin' couples,don't we make the perfect pair-There's romance, love, and laughterin the f
A Poem That Gives You Goose Bumps...
A drunk man in an OldsmobileThey said had run the lightThat caused the six-car pileupOn 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about"And blood was everywhere,""The sirens screamed out eulogies,"For death was in the air."A mother,t=#@^^$ inside her car,"Was heard above the noise;Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands;"She struggled to get free,"But mangled metal held her fastIn grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused"On where the back seat once had been,"But all she saw was broken glass andTwo children's seats crushed in.Her twins were nowhere to be seen;"She did not hear them cry, ""And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ""Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose, ""But when they searched the back, ""They found therein no little boys, "But the seat belts were intact.They thought the woman had gone mad"And was traveling alone, ""But when they turned to question her, "They discovered
The Truth is in the airthe feelings i just cant bareyou left me when things got hardu sit there like u dont careyou lost something great in ur lifeand all u can do is ignore itYou sit there in the dark feeling sorry for urselfWhen there is 2 lives growingHalf of u n half of meU will never really seeLooking into those eyesAll i can do is feel sorry for themThey will never know who u areFor the fact U dont want to be thereu say u do but u truly dontIf u truly did u would be here no matter whatLife is short n u dont careThey need u in their lives butU make me feel like u dont want anythingSit there in ur darkness n feel sorry for urselfI guess u will never understand what its likeMake ur excusesI don't care anymore Im tired of waitingfor u to grow upI guess u will never truly see how great these 2 can be
Again here i stand hold my bleeding chestanother piece is gonelittle by little my heart disappearsLeft in the darkness of my hurtfeeling what i didnt want toknew it was
Poem I Wish I Wrote
This poem is titles I GOT YOUR BACK. It is probably the greatest poem for the military I personally have ever read and I wanted to share it with all my friend son here. I hope you like it as much as i do.
I GOT YOUR BACK
I am a small and precious child, my dad’s been sent to fight… The only place I’ll see his face, is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track. I may be sad, but I am proud. My daddy’s got your back. I am a caring mother; my son has gone to war… My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. Everyday I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I am proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. There are times I’m terrified, in a way most never know. I bite my lip, and force a smile, as I watch my husband pack… My heart may break, but I am proud. My h
I would be the breeze across your cheek to wipe away your tears...I would be the sun on your face, to make you smile when your feeling down...I would be the rain falling over your face, crying with you when your hurt...I would be the grey clouds, a blanket to hide you from the world...I would be the seashore, the music to sooth the soul...I would be the tree under which you nap...I would be the springs flower blossoms, a friend always there to listen...If I could I would be the shadow at your side, so you'd never be alone a friend always there to past the dull moments away with...There is many things I wish I could be or do...But these things I may never be. But the one thing I can be is a friend, true to the end. Something that will never change or end. So this is why I write these things down, is for you my friend. I cant imgine my world without you in it, This world seems dismal and drab. Where the music is gone from the air and replaced by the eternal sonota of the noctum serenadi
Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedRunning round inside my thoughtsNever seeing what's in frontTossing, turning round and roundDrowning in the sorrow I foundDreaming of you the one I seeDreaming of times never thereDreaming of happiness, love and lifeDreaming of things no one can fightWhy do I sit hear in my head?Why do I care bout what's not there?Why do I dream of the one I see?Why do I care that person's not there.Will I wake from this painful dream?Will reality sink into place?Or will I lay here dreaming of things not so?Is He the devil setting me up?Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedFinally the morning's comeAnd now I wake the dream is done.
RED IS FOR BLOOD SHED FROM OUR SLAIN SOLDIERS AND NOT FOR THEM ALONE...FOR THE POW'S AND THOSE MISSING IN ACTION, WHO NEVER MADE IT HOME.
I LIGHT THIS CANDLE IN YOUR HONOR, TO KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE. I WON'T FORGET YOUR SACRIFICE...YOU LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE FOR MINE.
WHITE IS THE SYMBOL FOR INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO'VE DIED AT THE HANDS OF WAR.
A HIGH COST OF FREEDOM UNWILLINGLY PAID, THAT'S WHAT THIS CANDLE'S FOR.
SO PRAY FOR THOSE WHOSE LIVES WERE LOST AND ONES THAT COULD BE SAVED...HEAVENLY FATHER PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN AND KEEP THEM FROM HARM'S WAY.
BLUE REPRESENTS COURAGE FROM OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN, THAT MAY BE CALLED TO WAR. THEY'LL FIGHT FOR OUR FUTURE, OUR FREEDOM AND CHILDREN, FROM LAND, AIR, SEA AND SHORE.
SO LIGHT A CANDLE IN A SOLDIER'S NAME,
AND TO GOD OUR FATHER PRAY.. PLEASE GUIDE AND PROTECT OUR BELOVED TROOPS AND GOD BLESS THE U.S.A.
LIGHT THESE CANDLES AND SAY A PRAYER, THAT HATE AND WAR MAY CEASE, AND LOVE YOUR ENEMY AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF, SO THAT WE ALL
Poems By Me
I am a ragdoll, stitched crudely and with many mistakes, I fall apart at the lightest tug in the wrong place, and Get mended, but I will never be the same, stuffing Falls out, and I am torn, my only friend is love, love From the one who made me, love from the ones who Play with me, they see past the bad stitching, past The rips and tears, past the little patches over my Body, and past my imperfect frame, I know I am not Perfect, and I do not want to be, I am loved because I am different, and I am something special. Still beaten soul and furious heart,bloodlust for ages and cold steel hand. Death to the righteous but honor the fallen, price is pain and reward never-ending. Rivers of blood and loss of will, bodies to bury and children to do it. Reaper came knocking and left well trodden, darkness came and stayed till the end. Barren earth became red and sky became black, fumes of burnt flesh and souls not at rest. This is war, this is hate, and bodies like landmines to the mind lit
"Walk a little slower please,"Said a child so small."I'm following in your footstepsAnd I don't want to fall.Sometimes your steps are very fast,Sometimes they're hard to see.So walk a little slower please,For you are leading me.Someday when I'm all grown up,You're what I want to be.Then I will have a little child,Who will want to follow me.And I would want to lead just right,And know that I was true.So walk a little slower please,For I must follow you."This one was on one of my daughter's projects they did in her daycare classroom. I thought it was pretty so I figured I'd share it with everyone. :)
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I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend
The sound of your voice, rekindles memories
A time of long ago of inocence and how things used to be.
For time is a thief that steals our dreams and I was weak and could not see.
A perfect crime were not immune. Then routine becomes our solitude.
For feeling left untold, they wither and fade away.
Just like a bouquet of flowers and promices of yesterday.
I thank you for the glimpse of light
That warms my heart on this cold night.
For never to taken a chance on life is never to have lived at all.
Love is not forced, that's why we fall in love.
Love never dominates it only truly only cultivates
For love makes everything possible, for love is like heaven,
in which God taught me how to love but not how to stop.
Poems I Have Written
She sat there, looking at herself, but not truely seeing herself. Many thoughts, ran through, her head. She believed all of them, but at the same time, believed none of them. Green eyes stared back at her, telling her all the wrong things. Making her feel worthless, ugly, and thinking that no one could, love someone like her. Tears slipped from her eyes, her hand reaches up and, touches the wetness on her cheek. She is shocked to feel it there, she has told herself that she is stronger than that. Green eyes that seem so strong, and bright, but when she takes the time, the brightness fades a little. This green eyed girl, who knows she is well loved, and has someone who thinks she is beautiful. So she continues to sit there, thinking, of her love, and her green eyes brighten again, and she promises herself, from this day, she will not think of herself as, worthless, ugly, again, and she knows she is loved very much, by a special person.
She stood there, hair swaying in the breeze,
Window panes come crashing downAmidst the tears and painVanishing hopes are gone and flew awayUp above through twilightShadows cast across the floorReflections of the pastTrembling thoughts of oneDwelling deep within the soulA mystical sense of realityCaptured by the crazeAll in bewildermentOf the shock in the waveCreatures of the dimnessChattering amongst the greenEverything slows in stillnessWhat is this we see?
If these walls could talk,you'd know my body is dead,my mind has been taken over,that's why I am so scared,I can't control it,anger is making me blind,I've been left here on my ownchained to a hate of some kind.If these walls could talk.
If these walls could talk,you'd know about my fears,about all those nights I screamed for help,about all my fallen tears.You'd know about the demonshaunting me at night,you'd be able to help mekeep my fire alight,if these walls could talk.
If these walls could talkthey would say that it's all right,God sends His angelsto look over me at
I don't wanna live without you. I would breathe the air and my heart would beat, but I would feel a void in my life. My dreams would be lost like a leaf carried away by a storm. I would gaze up at the stars without appreciating how they light up the skies. I would pass by the roses in bloom noticing that they pale in comparison to your beauty. I could never again look forward to each sunset and each dawn. I would be broken. Never to be whole again. Darkest winter would own my heart. Its icy breath would steal the warmth of my soul because I could no longer smile without your friendship and love. I would never again know laughter or happiness. If you were forever lost to me I would have no more reason to try. No more reason to be......I would wither away.
I look up to the sky
and I send this message
through my eyes
can you hear me?
can you hear my prayers?
I want to talk to you
so you should pull up a chair
I can fell you
looking right at me
I close my eyes and
your face is the only thing i see
Reaching my hand out
towards the stars that shine
the wind through my fingers
feels like your fingers interlocking with mine
Can you hear me?
do you hear the words i'm trying to say?
it's hard to put my feelings together,
but i'm trying in every single way.
I wish you were here
in my arms
so i could hold you tight
hold you to the point where
we fall asleep in each other's arm's
and our hearts say goodnight
"I love you"
are the words I here
coming from the moon
i'm wishing even harder
for you to come home
I speak to the moon,
yes this is true
cause whenever i'm not near my love
i ask the moon to look after you
Can you hear me, MOON?
Did my message get through?
Just tell him that I miss him
Poems & Writings
The scale's of time weighs
Heavily upon my mind
Sending me into eternal darkness.
The world seeps into hell
Around me making my heart
Forever frozen until time ends.
As time passes beyond my control
I can hear the universe sing the
Celestial scream of the hidden hope.
Deep within the heart of one
That could bring time to a halt
Allowing a frozen heart to heal.
Love is one of those emotions that no one can afford anymore because the price is majority of the time a broken heart or just an empty promise, that you find yourself waiting on. Only to end up waiting on something that was never there to begin with, They say love is the most powerful force on earth well so is a the hurt that can follow that so called love. Honestly its hard to love knowing that anytime your heart could be ripped form your chest and broken, How many guys & girls go through life looking for that one person they feel is their soul mate just to go through pain all the ti
Poem's I Wrote!!!
I wROTE THIS TODAY i AM in a dark mood!!
"Sanity Fading"I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do all these awful thing's,thing's that I do not want to do.I wish they would stop screaming and tellingme their awful lies.Like I should take a spoon and gouge out myeyes. They say to take a rusty knife and cut off my finger's and that it will be an awesome joke.They say to take that same rusty knife and slice open someone's throat.I know that I am not evil, yet why do I hearall this crazy shit?I hope I don't give into these voices 'cause if I do that will be it.Everyone will suffer at the hands of theseabominations.Because of these abominations my name willgo unknown to all of creations.It is just awful to think that will happenif I let them go.I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do awful thing's, what should I do?They tell me to bite your tongue off and to bite out your eyes. I would watch you bleed to death as they laugh at you
you may be the one that commits suicide,
but you are not the only one to die.
it might seem like the easy way out,
but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout.
people die every day,
and there is nothing anyone can say.
just because your life is not the best,
don't set your body to rest.
there is someone out there for you,
and there love is true.
so don't let your life go,
god has a beutiful life he wants to show. i live life for no reason,
it's like a season.
it comes and go's
some times it snows.
every thing turns white,
problems go out of sight.
then life turns to hell,
can't you tell.
my poetry is shitty,
an't that a pitty.
mabe god will get his way ,
when hell takes my away.
when i am gone ,
every one will be able to move on.
done by jason borchard
I am waiting for day to turn to night,
when there is no more light.
I used to have fun in the sun,
those days are long over done.
time is not
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love?
Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is as mute,The flowers have dried down to the root:And why, since these be changed since May,Shouldst thou change less than they?And slow, slow as the winter snow, The tears have drifted to mine eyes;And my poor cheeks, five
Where is he?
The man who hides in my dreams.
The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep.
I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small.
Y cant he come out and save me from my pain.
Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside.
So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream?
As i cry these silent tears i put a smile on my face, like makeup, a normal routine.
Hoping this time you will look into my eyes and see the pain that i hide.
Why is it you say you love me but you ignore me.
If this is love i want no part of it.
Must i hide inside with these tears i cry?
Will i mess up your perfect little world?
When will you open your eyes and see the door and let me out?
Cant you hear me screaming banging on the door?
The key is in plain sight cant you see it, just look into my eyes!
I guess i must move on hoping the next will use the key to unlock the
A Poem I Wrote
Pain has always been my best friend, my only friend but now its my worst enemy this pain hurts so much the gates of hell will open and welcome its new child When i thought of all the good hoping to fight for you and protect you but you took my heart and broke it into thousand irreplacable bloody pieces i had no tears to cry because my emotional being was dry and my soul was lost without you now the monster from within has been awoken and now all thats is left is a dead man walking in search of a way out of this maybe another can cure me before its to late and rage consumes me but for now im dead and cold living without a heart.
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Just a call
RIP FRANK PINK (I love you daddy)
Oct. 28, 1960 – Aug 10, 2001
I never knew what it meant to be alone,
Until I lost you,
I wish I could pick up the phone,
Dial your number,
“Hey daddy it’s me!”
I wish it was that easy,
But it’s not.
I dial your number and stop.
You won’t answer, you can’t
Its silent “...BEEP...”
“This phone number is no longer in service”
It hurts like a stab in the chest,
9 years have went so fast,
I wish I could call you and ask you about your day.
Just to make sure you’re
Some say the world is black and white,
Where one is wrong, and one is right.
Some say the world is a hazey grey,
And where you stand, who can say?
So who are you who would judge me?
Decideing my fate, telling who I should be!
And if I rebel, what will you do?
Take the sword of justice, and run me through?
And when I die, will you be there?
Would you damn me to the devils lair?
"It's for the best" is what you'll say,
as you shake your head and walk away.
Well even if In hell I burn,
to your ways I'll NEVER turn!
So if the world IS black and white,
Where one is wrong, and one is right...
I am my own, I choose my way!
And for my life... I will pay!
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an
[Curse Of Life]
*I curse the moon the sun and the stars. *
*I curse the life given and the life taken. *
*I curse the ground I walk and the air I breath. *
*I curse this heart and the beating of the thunder in the skys. *
*I curse the the thought of cursing. *
*I curse the thought of not breathing. *
*I curse the life taken for granted. *
*isnt life a wonderful thing. *
*I curse it. But its my curse . *
*Your curse. *
*Our curse. *
*the curse of life is hard. *
*but we wouldnt give it up for the world. *
A Poem Vent
I'm Drinking in this Toxicity
Everyone is falling around me
Nothings ever going to change
I'll always be deranged
My hopes and dreams have shattered in this dark hole i'm standing in.
An abyss of pain and anger trap me wrapped up in this reality.
I'm Drinking in this poisonisity
I'm caving in within me
I'm reaching out for change
I'm stuck inside my own cage
I turn in a circle and see all the fakeness.
So fucused on money and being materialistic.
I'm Drinking in this animosity
I'm seeking truth around me
a glimps, a peek of change
I'm going insane
My mom collapses within herself by her own doing
No wonder I'm so confused and helpless
I'm drinking in this obsesity
To be someone different then me
I want to change
I cry out in rage
I see these women I want to be
None of them truely happy although they have everything.
I'm drinking in this obserdity
I have found whats inside of me
It's time to make my own change
I don't want to be sane
I will figh
These summer days are magnificent,
Warm breezes, skies are star studded
Although my nights have been cut short suddenly,
You still decorate my dreams, with pride and hope.
I must present my apology to you, I've made mistakes,
I've given pieces of my heart to others,
But in return, got them back shattered.
Now, I know you're happy with your life, with your success.
Your beauty also compliments my regret, my sorrow for myself.
Even within this setting of utopia, I'm twisted within our memories.
I've been broken down much too far.
Now I linger behind the times we spent together,
Within the glamorous aura that surrounds you.
I'm sitting here today
wondering, "Why is this gay"?
Then I stop to see
others just like me.
As I glare at them
it all becomes so clear.
We fight for what's right,
for what we have at home
is more preciouse to us.
We hold pictures of loved ones,
gone and new.
some in our mitch
others in our kits.
Don't cry for us today
we will cry for you tonight
hoping you are safe
a lone in your bed.
For this is the land of the free
and the home of the brave
we will always be brave
so you can be free,
we wish this unto you
If we should die
we will gladly dir for you
remember us while were young
cuz some gave few,
while others gave all. My fufiance wrote this for me :D
What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethe
dusty old stone
i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone
ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes
geting older is noting to fear
geting older is not geting old just wiser
it happens to all of us evry year evry day
age is just a number
Poems From Proud American
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all. It seems like it were only yesterday
When you held me in your arms,
Free from any pain, safe from any Harm.
When I was young you were hard on me,
and at times a little rough,
But now I realize you did it to make me stronger
for the times when things get tough..
You took my hand and walked me down the aisle,
though you were giving me away,
you did it with a smile.
The lessons you taught me ,
made me what I am today,
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU! ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BREAK THIS SHADOWTO PUSH IT AWAYINTO A THOUSAND LIGHT OF SUNINTO A THOUSAND WHIRLING DREAMS OF SUNLET ME BREAK THIS SHADOW] Girlfriend Application
Poem For Grandma
She raised 11 kids, kept them happy, clothed and fed, Kept them warm, sheltered, a place to lay their heads. Such a kind spirit, so gentle and sweet, There was no problem she could not defeat. There was no task that was ever too large, For grandma knew just how to take charge. She did her best with whatever she had, At times she had to be both a mom and a dad. She loved us all equally, with all of her heart, She was such a strong woman, beautiful and smart. She struggled and toiled all of her life, And not once did she complain of her poverty and strife. Everything she owned, she worked for it all, This was the only way she could stand proud and stand tall. She was blessed with so many family and friends, On whom she could call when she needed a hand. Grandma's spirit was like sunshine on a rainy day, She could smile and melt all the tears away. Grandma said we could be anything we wanted to be, She loved all of us unconditionally. She would never judge, never belittle, or criticize, S
Lost angel on this earth,
She is not sure where she belongs.
She wears cuffs on her ankles and wrist.
She believes in her heart, That one day she
will find where she belongs. For now, she
is a lost angel, She wears a fake smile,
to hide the pain that she carries in her heart.
She doesn't want anyone to know the pain, So
she smiles and laughs. She touched love a few times.
But it was never ment to be. Maybe one day, love
will find her again. She has the need to be claimed,
That would be her greatest victory, Some where is the
one that is ment to own her. Until then she is a lost angel.
She hears everyone tell her, wait longer lost angel.
It will come, the one that will own you. Will find you.
These cuffs she wears belongs to the one that will own her forever.
Everyone wants her in their life to make it brighter and happier.
To touch her is a gift and to own her is a pleasure.
To own her heart is the greatest gift, you could ever have.
To own her body, mind and soul is
I tried so hard but lost the fight
With spirits of evil who torture at night
I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe
As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve
I try to overcome them but they never go home
So they chant and torture as I turn to stone
And when the sun rises they sink with the moon
But my coldness remains because they will return soon
I pass through the day not feeling a feeling
I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling
But they can still find me by the scent of my tears
Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue,
Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through,
Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew,
Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew.
Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's,
Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill,
Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped,
On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey,
Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber,
Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled,
New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour! Alone he sits , In a Silver cradled Moon ,
Hoping he see's her soon , If only a fleeting glimpse ,
Join me on a Comet , Heading for the stars ,
Through the Darkness & Into the light ,
Bathed in a warm surreal Glare , You'll travel safe,
Never leave my arm's , My sweet Lad
A Poem About The Effects Of Drugs
This is a poem passed on to me by a relative of the 21 year old female who lost her life while addicted to crystal meth. This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life.
After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written.
Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth.
I destroy homes – I tear families apart.
I take your children and that’s just a start.
I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember, I’m easily found.
I live all around you, in school and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor.
I live just down the street and maybe next door.
I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think.
I can be made under the kitchen sink,
In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods.
If this scares you to death, then it certainly should.
Poems Or Writings I Found
With amber eyeshe watches.Over his pack,his family.Strong togetheras they huntfor survival.With angry eyeshe sees.Fences across land,men with guns,and a thrill.He only killsto survive.With sad eyeshe looks.At sharp traps,the soft fursof his pups.They didn't runto survive.So he asks,why did hesurvive? My Tigress
A bright flash of white, black lightening strikes; eyes stare deeply through space and time.
Moves without sound not enslaved by teh ground, a restless shadow sheltered by night.
All strength and beauty a grace to behold, soft to the touch should we all be so bold.
Fearsome in might, fearsome in power, truely majestic and awesome. God's flower. Tigers Cry
I am the tiger, Strong on the outside fearsome and wild. Soft on the inside gracious and mild.
I am the tiger in silence I cry; Listen to me
Poems From My Heart To Yours
Theres is a reason for everythingTheres is a reason for everything,I have come to believe this is true,there is a reason why our paths crossed,Theres is a reason for everything,there is a reason why I joined the site,there is a reason why I wided up in the same place as you,there is a reason why threw theese years,we are still so close,you told me there is a reason for everything,you no what Carl,now I believe why i wided up online,cause the reason is you,we have shared so much with each other,you make me feel so comfortable,when no oneesle could,I can`t wait to meet you and see where this takes us,all I no is I can`t go threw life not finding out,You have brighteren my smile, when I thought I couldn`t ever smile again,I am so happy rigth now Thank You for coeming into my life,I do agree ,there is a reason for everything YES!! I Don`t Think You Know,but .....I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my life.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you
Love and hate , most experince them every day! Some know hate better for it keeps them company! With out love the heart begins to shrink. Does Love always have to run! Does it not know the pain it causes!oes he not care! Love runs so far away! Never to be found ! Just out of reach he hides from me! Never giving me what I really need to be loved! Nightmares of a darker time, when thoughts of death crossed my mind! All hope is gone ! Love forgot me along the way!Searching for away to escape this Love has bound me to! Wanting something I never had before! Crying and begging for something new. Waiting for it all to end! Why has though forsaken me Love! You chased me away and became angery when I left! You never really knew me you never gave it a chance! You broke me Love is that not enough! When is my time in hell going to be up! You took me to your garden, and said that you wanted to talk! You told me you loved me and that I would be yours forever more! You showed me things like I have n
Poem For Me
I FOUND A GIFT FOR YOU TODAY.IT'S JUST A ROSE YOU MIGHT SAY.AH, BUT TAKE A LITTLE CLOSER PEEK.IT'S WORTH MORE THAN GOLD AS OTHERS SEEK.THE FRAGRANCE OF THIS LITTLE FLOWERIT HAS SUCH AN AWESOME POWER.IT HAS THE POWER TO CALM THE SENSES.AND TEAR DOWN ALL THOSE DIVIDING FENCES.THE FLOWER YOU NOW HOLD IN YOUR HANDIS JUST A ROSE TO THE COMMON MAN.BUT IF YOU LOOK REAL CLOSE YOU WILL SEEHOW MUCH GOD LOVES BOTH YOU AND ME.ITS DELICATE BEAUTY IS A WONDER TO SEE.PETALS SO SMOOTH IT AMAZES ME.HOW GOD COULD CREATE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING.SO FRAGILE AND SOFT LIKE A BUTTERFLY'S WING.HE CREATED THIS ROSE
Poems And Writings
chorus these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but know body knows.... he feels so empty feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....the razor meets the skin... blood begins to pour... a secret of life... and how it is no more.... with all the things on earth.... the tears still seem to fall... its a never ending cycle... he just wants to be warm.....chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....all these thoughts running throu his head.... how woiuld it be if i was dead... BANG BANG... and now he knows... no body hears it... no body knows.... his cry for help is now long gone... chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....by: David Scott Fentress sometimes it seems like i can n
_______________~Puppet~_________________Am I not just a puppet for your personal amusement?A doll for you to laugh and sneer at when tired of all others? A puppet... with torn clothes that long to be renewed, my painted face.. faded and scratched from all the days of being toyed with. My strings are rather dull, but still not able to break under my own free will. I wait in the dark corner of my mind and await for the next person that I must amuse, then be placed back in the darkness, and wait again. Such a life I have come a costume to though, after all what else must a Jester to do? A wait for the kings orders and then entertain untill send to the gallows, or upon my own death. So I wait, in my corner until my king, my master comes and fetches me. And I still think....Will someone ever cut my stings? Its only once you tell yourself, I’ll only bleed for a whileBut the truth is my dear you can’t keep hiding behind your smileThe cuts are getting deeper and you know I know it
Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again. We have a past...You were my love before I even realized it. I had been searching for a long time & then my heart recognized you. We have a present...You understand my language, whether it's a sigh, a nudge, or a sly wink. You inspire me to be be real, to face things & to give everything my best shot. You accept me as I am & sometimes I'm not entirely lovable, but you love me anyway. We have a
A Poem I Found & Liked
Cleaning poem...I asked the Lord to tell mewhy my house is such a mess...He asked if I'd been computerin'and I had to answer yes.He told me to get off my fannyand tidy up the house...and so I started cleaning upthe smudges off my mouse.I wiped and shined the topsidethat really did the trick...I was just admiring my good workI didn't mean to click.but click I did and oops I founda real absorbing site...that I got so way intoI was into it all the night.nothing's changed except my mouseit's very very shiny...I guess my house will stay a messwhile I sit here on my hiney!
A Thief In The Night
She came into his bed room,Walking softly, without sound.She watched him lying on his bed,As she took a look around.She didn’t know his name yet,But she knew what she must do.She came to steal away his heart,Make his fantasy come true.She quickly tied him to the bed,His hands and feet secured.As he awoke, heart beating fast,Her features were obscured.The room was filled with darkness,No light to show her face.As she moved along beside him,His heart began to race.She gently cut away his clothes,And threw them to the floor.Her hands softly touching skin,Oh how he longed for more.He asked her why she did this,And why she tied him down.But she just smiled, and kissed his lips,And then felt her way around.Her lips kissed places only known,By those he knew before.But this new angel had a way,To open heaven’s door.Her tongue explored and tantalized,She teased, and played around.And as she moved up from his feet,His heart began to pound.
She found what she wa
We chatted as if we shared the same thoughts and feelings,
Our laughter filled the emptiness deep within creating more meaning;
Time we shared with one and another building a bond so strong,
A friendship builton honesty and trust that will last very long;
One would think this was all two would need in a relationship.
As the talking and laughter would continue through the night,
Our bodies grew closer and our arms wrapped each other tight;
Honesty like this between two people you would think couldn't be,
Trust here isn't a question that we ask because we understand -see;
No matter what happens at least we will always have our friendship.
Unable to realize the truth we seemingly grew closer, but further away,
The honesty wasn't honest and the trust couldn't be trusted -who's to say;
Arms unfolded and the emptiness seemed to come back into our lives,
Unknown to what was realling to come we weren't prepared for the strife;
But now the end has come and even death has rea
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.
"What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my
What if time stopped,
Would we stay young.
Or if time moved faster,
Would we age as rapid as
A hummingbird beating its wings.
Time for fun and play,
And to work with clay.
Time to work,
Time to rest,
Time to be the best.
What if time is controlled by man,
Will it be sacred,
Or will be oblivious,
We all have time to decide,
So choose carefully in the mean time. This heart and soul is mine, even if I am dead
They still belong to me they make me who I am
My heart and soul is strong and
They will never change for anyone or anything
I have been stabbed
In the heart, in the back, and everywhere it hurts
My wounds still open,
No needle and thread or any band-aid can fix
I am still alive
I have been beaten and abandoned by those I love,
But I have found my way to a life that wants me
I am still alive
I was dead but my sole never left so I got another chance,
To make a difference
Nothing keeps me down on the ground
When I fall, I get back up
I am ali
His eyes dull, his heart so full of hate and resentment. His laughter but a memory.Her heart so full oof love, her eyes only for him.He has gone away and she is perpared not to lose him.He is her everything, her one true love.He loves her but cant show whats inside, he cant show what he says hes never felt untill he met her.Her heart crys out to feel his love, but how can she reach what he will not show.He wants to show her how he feels, but finaly it comes to him, to say knowing he loves her isnt enough he will find away to say what inside. He silently thinks to him self today is the day i will open my self, and trust her not to break my heart this time.So he hopes his heart is enough and prays she loves him enough she dosent break. She takes his heart and vowes to keep it safe, to show she loves him through and through.
Light in the End
Am I lovedDoes anyone careThese are my feelingsI'm afraid to shareWhat's this life forDoes anyone knowPlease tell me quickBefore I let goI guess no one heard meI wasn't loud enoughMy silent cry for helpWas taken as a bluffMy feet are getting tiredMy chest begins to acheMy mind is overwhelmedMy legs begin to shakeMy bodies getting weakerAs my spirit begins to tearI find myself holdingPill forms of despairThe decision I have madeI soon to regretAs the poison in my bodyBegins to take effect"You don't have to do this"I hear the voice quite clear"I've been there beforeSo for you I am here"Everything goes darkAs I am about to pass outI remember the voiceAnd what the message was aboutA few hours laterAs I open my eyesMy family and friendsCame as a surpriseMy Family brought loveAs my friends gave me hopeWhat I thought was the endHad turned into hopeAfter so much darknessI can feel the dim lightIt's going to take some timeTo adjust my poor sight
SO SMALL, BUT MY HEART IS YOURS
What a miracle you where
When you came into our lives
So small but we loved you
From the moment we saw you
We actually loved you before
While you were still growing
And the day you were born
Oh how my heart beat with joy
And tears flowed down my face
You were so small and so frail
I remember…as I look at your empty crib
We never expected to be without you
You were ours and we were yours
Proud Mom and Dad, yes we were
I am certain people got tired of the pictures
You were so beautiful to us
Everything about you was amazing
I can still smell you
As I hold your crib blanked to my cheek
We weep for you sometimes…
Sometimes so hard that we drop to our knees
We pray to God to comfort us
And to remind our hearts
We will see you again
Time has passed now
We still have your pictures
They are in special places in our home (your home)
Your brother comes home today
We wrapped him in your blankets at the ho
Poems And Such
Am I invisible
i see you there say hi you walk bye as i am not there
i just want talk and share you act like you dont care
i am afraid to approach you afraid to act you are beautiful and thats a fact
i am to afraid to say hi afraid that you will say goodbye
afraid to share afraid to care
i never tried i feel tied
you will never know me maybe it was meant to be
as years fade byeI am still to shy and just wave goodbye
afraid to love and to be loved
you are cool and i am a fool
maybe shyness is my weakness
years have gone byeand it is to late to say hi
it is too late and thats my fate
because i am invisible
written bye meTerry Terrell
Poems I've Written For J.d.
~ CELTIC RIVER ~
Watching you after battle, Down by a sparkling stream, I once again felt our souls connect, Even tho this was a dream. I remember looking up at you, With your eyes so full of fire, You fought the battle so strong and proud, Protecting our clans with a fierce desire. Leaning over the running stream, We washed the crimson off our hands, It was then I fell for you, The celtic warrior protecting our lands. Washing my hair down over that stream, I wonder if you thought of me too, I wet a cloth with the cool moving water, And slowly moved over to you. Bringing the cloth upon your face, All the crimson I began to clean, As I washed you softly, I looked in your eyes, Knowing my love for you, You had seen. Running my hand through your long wet hair, I dared to kiss your lips, I knew then and there, You felt the same, When your hands enclosed my hips. Leaning up against a tree, My breath had quickened, and my heart began to race, I knew then I would always love you my warrior
Dedicatied For September 11th, 2001"The United States is under attack" was all I could hearOn the radio and TV, now the nation was in fear.The bystanders looking pointing above their headsFamily members calling in hopes loved ones weren't dead.Sirens started blaring, cries were certainly heard"Oh my God" was the consensus of American words.Tears started pouring as the television showed the worldThe second plane hitting, more like it hurled.Terrorist attacked in hopes to put us in despairPearl Harbor is the only attack for US to compareThe tragedy, the lives lost with no remorse.Al-Quida received our attention from using blunt force.After what seemed like forever, the towers started to fall.People started running, the cameras caught it all.I remember desperate acts of people falling to their deathI sat in my living room crying, just holding my breath."How could this happen, I don't understandWho could be bold enough to touch on our land?"I couldn't conceive of the actions taking placeI
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today.
Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison
I look at you on my computer screen,and all I can do is just sit and dream.
What I see when I look into your
beautiful brown eyes,
is a promise of everlasting love.
As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me,
took my hand and kiss each finger tip.
Pulling me close to you,
I feel proud and free.
Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me.
A song of everlasting love,
you made a promise that you had to keep.
A promise of love that goes so deep,
I knew right then you were
A Poem Of Mine
The dead makes rules and i will obey
I to will be dead someday
Youth and maid has past my death
you have within your nostrils breath
I pray for my own pain sake
BREAK THE RULES THAT I WILL MAKE
My name's sky I'm three,My eyes are swollen.I can't see,I must be stupid.I must be bad,What else could have made my daddy so mad?I wish i were better i wish i weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.I can't do wrong i can't speak at all or else i am lockup all day long.When i am awake i am all alone.The house is dark my folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home.I'll try and be nice,so maybe i will just get one whipping tonight.I just heard a car,my daddy's back from charlies bar.I hear him curse.My name's called,I press myself***gaist the wall.I try to hide from his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping calls me ugly words,He says it's my fault that he suffers at work.he slaps and hits me and yells at me more,I finally get free and run to the door.He's already locked it and i start to crawl,He takes me and throws me agaist the hard wall.I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues with more bad words spoke
WHAT DO I MEAN BY (NOT BORN FEMALE) I AM A TRANNY?? I AM MALE TO FEMALE. HERE: A trans woman (sometimes trans-woman or transwoman) is a male-to-female (MTF) transsexual or transgender person and the term trans woman is preferred by some individuals over various medical terms. Other non-medical terms include t-girl, tg-girl and ts-girl. Transsexual is the more common term. Transsexualism is when an individual identifies with a gender that is different from their biological sex. A medical diagnosis can be made if a person experiences discomfort as a result of a desire to be a member of the opposite sex, or if a person experiences impaired functioning or distress as a result of that gender identification. Transsexualism is stigmatized in many parts of the world but has become more widely known in Western culture in the mid to late 20th century, concurrently with the sexual revolution and the development of sex reassignment surgery. *** I DON'T HAVE TITS YET AND I WILL NEVER HAVE SEX REASS
Poems From The Inner Woman
Kokain3ON EDGE I'LL TAKE AWAY THE PAINMAKE YOU FEEL AT EASE & SANEI'M POISONOUS AT HEART..CALL ME**KOKAIN3**TROUBLES CEASE TO EXIST WHEN I'M AROUNDYOU FEEL LIKE FLYING UNTIL YOU'VE COME DOWNI'LL HAVE YOU IN MY CONTROL ASK JOHN DOEMY ATTRACTION IS VENOMOUS YOU'LL YEARN FOR MO'**INFAMOUS KOKAIN3**COME TRY ME I FAITHFULLY PROMISE I GOT THAT HOOKTASTING ME TIL THE LAST DROP FOR ME YOU'LL LOOKMY POTION IS SPITEFUL I'LL TAKE ALL FEARS AWAYUNTIL I GOT YOUR SOUL..WITH ME YOU'LL STAYI'M YOUR FRIEND WITH MANY PLANS FOR YOUSNIFF..SMOKE..SHOOT..COME TO ME AND SAY I DOTIME TO COME HOME TO A DELIGHTFUL EUPHORIA I'VE GOT IN STOREI'LL HAVE YOU ON BENDED KNEE WORSHIPING & ACHING FOR MOREI'VE GOT YOU WHERE I WANT YOU SO LET'S CONTINUE THIS GAME THAT I PLAYSELLING ALL YOUR POSSESSIONS UNTIL YOU'VE GOT A DOSE OF MY NECTAR FOR THE DAYI WON'T HURT YOU MY FRIEND I WANT YOU TO WANT ME MORE AND MOREA KNOWN REPUTATION OF GETTING YOU SPRUNG..IT'S I (KOKAIN3)THAT YOU ADOREONE..TWO..KOKAIN3'S COMING FOR YOUTHREE..
Poems Of Mine.
I see you in the darkness.
I sit and wait for my chance.
Sooner or later I'll have you.
In my bed in my arms.
You'll never know it.
Blade kisses your neck.
Trickle of blood.
Mouth starts to salvate.
Sooner or later I'll have you.
Duct tape streched and ready.
Rope by my side.
Sooner or later.
A Open Bookcreated @ 2007-01-22 14:11:45 A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for me Through my add attacks Being able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest light Beautiful from insi
Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,
As I walk through the shadows of life, waiting for once was. I seek what they have taken from me. The very meaning of my life. They took it all away from me. Wit the promise of the power I once held. Looking through the window of time I seek something, that can not be found. Their lies of a better meaning. Half truths never to be spoken. Life lost with out a thought. My soul lost to me from the greed of power. Lovers lost in a moment in time. Never to be found. Seeking what they can not remember. Seeking dreams stolen in heave thrown to hell. Crawling and crawling trying to get away from hell, yet never far it seems to be. Stuck in between them begging for a way out. No way to escape the hell that has been given to you. Crying at the loss of hope. That you have lost along the way . Never to be seen by the light of day. I watched her as she walked towrds me with tears in eyes. They had taken her true love from her.
They where soul mates meant to be together for ever. Bu
A Poem To My Husband
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . Relax . . . And read this slowly.I Believe... That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if We understand that friends change.I Believe....That no matter how good a friend is, They're going to hurt you every once in a while And you must forgive them for that. I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, Even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant That will give you heartache for life. I Believe....That it's taking me a long time To become the person I want to be. I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones with Loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I Believe.... That you can keep going long after you think
Poems By Jason Aka Dj Blades
LostI have seen eternityI am the king of timeI am off the Edge of SanityMy living ain't no crimeA soldier of existencechosen to beProtector of the earthI'll last eternallyI awake into another spherereborn into the neverwhereAll alone in this spaceThere's no love nor disgraceMy body aches, I tremble with fearThe sky, the last I saw is no longer clearWater and ice cover the groundI can face reality, the world has drownedI try to move but I am caged in iceFloating bodies looking for their paradiseBut the truth is no longer fantasyin this world I am the only man to be.
I AM LOST, I WAS NEVER CREATEDI AM LOST, lIFE IS DEVASTATED
We melt away and I feel the mudthat once was land for allthe sea of ice that used to bethe home of humanityMy soul is frozen, longing for fireI barely believe I see this sightAll I can face is eternal night.The sun awakes and shine on all the remainsThe ice that encaged my bodynow flows in strainsSoon I can move, and walk awayWhat the future
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?
Poem I Wrote
I can’t stand this bullshit! Why won’t you listen?
The words always come, but you’re never here to hear
I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison
I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear
So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake
Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me
You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake
To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave
I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed
So you didn’t know me, but now you do
So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed
Since I were but three, we were through. When I was young
My mother always said she cared
But all it ever was is a lie
I should have been prepared
Because all I ever did was cry
I’ve always known I was on my own
My mother never cared
Whenever I’m there
She holds onto an invisible child
As if I’m
I must admit that my life's not perfect, I’m not even close to getting there. But you know what? It wouldn’t matter if I do reach perfection cause with you in my life, it is heaven by itself.
In a park I did dwell
For there was a man I loved so well
He stole my heart away from me
Now he wants to set it free
A small girl he placed upon his knee
And told her things he didn't tell me
Home I went to cry in bed
Not a word to mother I said
Father came home from work late that night
He looked for me left and right
Up the stairs the door he broke
And found me hanging from a rope
Upon the ground a note he found
"Dig my grave dig it deep
Place a stone at me feet
Upon the stone place a dove
To show the world she died for love"
Love is what I seebut he dont see meNow that we are apart I love no one elseIt doesnt failI sit here and thinkhe told me nothing deepI wish he could see the love i feel for himHe cant seeWhen he said he loved me he didnt mean it I see love in my eyes I see love in the skysI see love nothing morebut im still here than beforeYou still dont love meI see love I see nothing before than I saw beforeI see love it doesnt matter as it seemsI see love in my dreamsI didnt see love in your eyes when we said our goodbyesI see love no more..... heart wrenching sobs
wanting you between my thighs
your warmth i sought
wanting more than just a game
hurting me its your shame
leaving me alone to dwell
why did i ever let you in my shell
showing my tears
my worst fears
what more can my heart take
take the pain away for you put it there
it seems its not my heart you want to share
thanks for letting me know you care!
Poems Of The Pain In My Life
How Do I Say Goodbye....Again?
For years upon years,I clung to the hopethat fate wouldlay me finallyin your arms,and then you'd take me...mind, body,and soul!The day has come.The years of wanting,waiting,simply gone now.I laid in your arms,allowed youto take me, mind,body....but it was NOT fate,and my soulis left bleedingalone.Along time ago,when things were different,when things were sane,when things meant somethingreal to each of us,but in our own ways,a goodbye was voiced...a heart was devastated,a mind crumbled,a soul pulled the piecesback together again...Soo, so much of medied the day youwalked out of my life,leaving behind only broken promises and empty words of how lifewould go on for everyone,that things would work out as they should....how this wasn't an endingbut a new beginningto be written....yet my tears never dried,my desires for youto hold me neverfaded away,and I was never the sameonce you were gone!BUT...Should fate now be blamed,for me accidentally finding you
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all...
tonight let me live in your love
tonight let me hear your heart beat
tonight forget me in your arms
and let my sun shine from your eyes
whats the meaning of this life ... ???
dreams with endless hours
well whats left of my life i give it to you
and every second is calling for you
my love ...........................
you are me , you are my spirit
you are the one who lives inside me
no , no please dont come distant from me
you know i only sing for you
how i miss you my love
say a word , a whisper tell me about your world
oh this aching heart what can i tell you more
well i never have a place in your heart
and my tears will inform you
that you are my soul ... i love you
p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love
i owe you my laughters... i do
i owe you my tears ... i do
i owe you my heart......
take a look at my heart , none of this would be
if you did not exist
forget the heart that go crazy about such bea
A Poem To Mom
Im pretty sure you feel the same way for your dadThere is a sad but sweet remembrance,There is a memory, fond and true;There is a token of affection, mother,And a heartache still for you.Loving and kind in all her ways,Upright and just to the end of her days;Sincere and true in her heart and mind,Beautiful memories she left behind.One year has passed since that sad day,When the one I loved was called away;God took her home, it was His will,But in My heart she lives still.The world may change from year to year,And friends from day to day,But never will the one I lovedFrom memory pass away.No one knows how much I miss you,No one knows the bitter painI have suffered since I lost you;Life has never been the same.In My heart, your memory lingers,Sweetly tender, fond and true,There is not a day, dear mother,That I do not think of you."May Dream's Become Reality"
Every 15 MinutesThe sound of the heart monitor steadily beeping,A teen laying in a room barely alive,Families in shambles praying to God,A school laying in wait wondering why.One dead three hanging on,Every 15 minutes somebody dies, Drinking and driving could have killed them all.A little sister clueless,Not understanding why she cant see her brother.A late call in the middle of the night, Made to and unexpecting parent,The Grim Reaper has claimed another life.Two dead, two hanging on.The cuffs being put on one.Every 15 minutes a family loses a member.Every 15 minutes a school loses a student.Every 15 minutes a someone loses a friend.Every 15 minutes…. -Cassie Hart "UNITED"
The beat of my heart flows along with the music, the music of the horses breathing, the horses pounding hoof beats, and the horses' heart beat as we as one united being gallop across the open land. I hear the gushing of the rivers and waterfalls; I hear the whispering of the trees deep in the forest, I hear
The sun is bright, the sand is hot, damn I'm sleeping on a cot!
I haven't heard and haven't seen my family since I was 18.
The closest friend I have to say, is a M16 and a grenade.
The people here are full f pain and sorrow, Lord I pray, I live 'till tomorrow.
Blood, sweat, tears and pain, what do we have to gain?
Blood in the street, tears in our eyes.
Why did these people have t die?
Why? the sun is bright the sand is hot. damn im sleeping on a cot.
i havent heard and i havent seen my family since i was 18. the closest friend i have to say is an m16 and a hand grenade. the people here are full of pain and sorrow, lord i pray i will live till tomorrow. blood, sweat, tears and pain. what do we have to gain. blood in the streets tears in our eyes. why do these people have to die? why? When I walk down the lonely road, you're the only one I wish to know.
My emotions rise and fall like tides lines on a cliff wall.
As I look up at the stars, I wonder why w
A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think
Fingers stroking So much time passed Touching the tiny mound of flesh A monotonous rhythm Each breath restrained The petite fold of skin Retracted from the glistening dot Beaconing sensitivity Controlling moments with Simple thoughts Rub forward then back Calculating the pressure Minute but agony producing No more control Release Hot daggers of pleasure racing down an arched spine The taste of blood from a bitten lip Clinching contractions of delight Moaning, neck twisting, distorted Convulsive ecstasy searing tension Beyond the limit Becoming darkness Awakening Coated in warm sweat The slippery sexual moisture Abundantly flowing Filling the air With the fragrance Of fulfillment
Poems And Other Stuff By Me
What are these strange feelings, why can't I contain myself when you are near.Is this the feeling that I have alwayswanted or is it the feelings that I fear.I see your face and my heart starts torace so fast that I feel faint. Why this feeling, why you. All my life, nomatter what happens I feel so blue. Then, you come along and steal my heart. What am I to think, what am I to say. You areso perfect in every way. How can I livewithout you for another day. Even though its hard, I guess I'll have to wait.You're already taken. That is why Idon't understand these feelings I have foryou. Maybe one day I'll have my chanceto say I'm yours, but until then I'lljust have to dream and pray and inmy heart you will stay.
Love How do you know when it hits you, Emotions bleeding through you, Emotions shine around you, How do you feel what one cannot see, Emotions perceive to show ones heart's desires, Emotions overcome you, that can't be condoned, How do one's emotions grow so promptly, Emotions falter your barrier, Emotions deceive our perceptions, How lingering and persistent it is, Emotions surreal as dreams, Emotions surreal as lines in a song, How to express affection the soul feels, Emotions felt when eyes meet, Emotions feel like eternity in the heart, How do I show you I am the one, Emotions shown through thoughtful ways, Emotions endure testing of one's true affection, How does one know true Love, Emotions for you will never wane from my heart, Emotions for you are my reason to be, How affectionate feelings are when with you, around you, thinking about you, Love. Death, thi shadow that lurks on us, swiftly breaching in on our demise. Doomsday, 12/21/2012, the end of days, the count down has begu
In the passing days when we would talk
I would think of you as more then a friend
The more we had talked
The more I began to like you
But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return
Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen
Because this is unrequited love
So this will be my lesson
The days pass on and we still talk together
I have come to love you
But still I know you would still never like me in return
You have someone and you don’t need me
So hear this and listen well
Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart
Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you
And will be there to help whenever you fall apart
This is my unrequited love.
What do you do when you made a mistake that somebody wont forgive you for, they wont even read what you have to say and they do they only turn it into excuse. i know i should move on, forget about it i mean come on it just somebody on the internet. i could go out and have some fun, do whatever i wanted. yet here i am at a rave, laughing with friends, dancing with my glow sticks and not once would i let another guy dance with me, not once did i hit back on a guy when he try to talk to me, all i could think about was getting home and hoping to god there be a message there. I go out to eat with friends after the rave, eating fast so i can make it home in time hoping there be a message there..waiting for me and for him to be still be up, i get more there was nothing...n o t h i n g, ahh my heart stinks...so to not think about him and care so much i drink my pain away. when i go to sleep , i try to sleep as long as i can because i hate the morning, i hate waking up knowing he wont speak to
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war
His wife is 8 months pregnant
The soldier has to leave for war
His wife is almost going into labor
The wife just had a daughter
The Soldier hasn't slept in days
His wife can't sleep cause of the baby
The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home
He finally hears his daughter cry
The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing
His daughter says daddy for the first time
Now his wife is a widow
The daughter never met her father
He died for his country
They gave his wife a pin and flag
All they could say was I am sorry
The daughter never knew her father.
Our Son, the Soldier
How great a man he must be
To be joined in the fight to
Set another part of the world free
Our Son the Soldier
So very proud of you we are
To all of us who love you
You will always be our shining star
Our Son the Soldier
So far from home and in a foreign place
Just close your eyes to
See a familiar face.
Our Son the So
Poems Bye Rochele9
it was in the spring and as we layed under the sun , i could feel my heart pound . and i was filled with wonderment , long into the night he had captuerd my attention . i did not want to turn away or leave anything for another day , all the words came easily all that i had to say . his gracioness was alluring to me . and in his eyes had looks of love it was all i could see. love me , with out hesitaion . just and open mind will be all righ t , u an u u alone are always in my sight . fuck this and screw that , do you live in a world thats black , dim , and filling your mind with endless dreams , nothing seems real thats how it is , you live for yourself and give to noone , share your money with only you . is the life you lead somehow looking blue , turn to the black , instead of the lite , give up your useless fight . a cool wind swept down on
Poems And Stories
In Darkness blood runs warm
Flesh grows cold and pain is deep
Push needles in my eyes so as not to see the devouring of my soul
Silent screams; Violent tears
Away with Fear
By me Can hear them whispering in the breeze
Feel their Spirit in the leaves
The song of lovers in Spring's past
Sit by me under this oak tree
Let's make this moment last
Tell me how you feel
Is this love real?
Allow our souls to combine
It's only a matter of time
Before our love's song is floating through the air
With other lovers in Spring past.
By me Who is that knocking on my door?
The person you knew doesnt live here anymore
She has been replaced by something cold
Poem By Me
The Withering Flame
It seems that at this point,all my tears are gone...and so i sit there,until all at once, a light comes on.Then out of the shadows,comes that man...and i wake up,as he reaches for my hand!It makes me sad,to know i still love him...but thankfully,the light for him is dim.He used to light me up,with a flame of desire...but now it's just a spark,rather than a fire.
By Peggy Sue Masters
Copyright © 2009
When darkness falls on our weary hearts, and hope seems to fade away, We tend to lose a sense of life, not wanting to move on to another day.Life is full of pain and discouragement, we wander around lost and hurt, Wanting to feel something more, Needing to pick ourselves up from the dirt. One tragedy after the next may come, none more tragic than the rest, Shoving us deeper inside ourselvesplacing us on an impossible precipice.We must be strong and look ahead, never giving ourselves completely.For if we do our souls could be lost,forever longing for peace eternally.Light is there if only we could see, unveil our eyes from under the sheath.Welcome the sun and all it's warmthand allow ourselves to once again breath. Why do we revel on what is to come,when the past has taught us to expect conundrum.Twists and turns and times of stress, the downfalls have become relentless.My heart says hold on, please keep hope,but my mind is tired and cannot cope.Please do not pity me or give me sorrow
Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right.
Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone.
Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps.
Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can!
Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared.
If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking.
What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful?
Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred.
Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God?
Since when does money, a car, and job define a man?
Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and Prosperity towards your fellow man?
We replaced it with
we stand together, in the moonlight, your first flight is at hand.. after bringing you into this world of mine, it is now time to allow you freedom.... to revel...to hunt...with impunity... when you thirst.
i unwrap my wings from around you, and with a :::soft kiss:::, i back away, and watch with pride as youtest your wings...drying them...assuring yourself of...their strength...their ability to hold you up...in flight.
you look at me, with a smile and blow me a kiss...thenyou gather yourself...and with a small jump, you throw your hands up... nothing.i smirk, and your brow furrows...and with much determination you try again...gathering for a leap....
jump high! nothing...now i allow a small laugh, and it makes your temper flair just a bit... soo, once more...with wings outstretched........you run a few steps, and leap!!!!
your arms steady you as you rise... trying a turn, you waver slightly... and it comes to you... fl
Deep in my soul
Love so strong
It takes control
Now we both know
The secrets bared
The feelings show
Driven far apart
I'll make a wish
On a shooting star
There will come a day
Some where far away
In your arms I'll stay
My only love
Even though you're gone
Love will still live on
The feeling is so strong
My only love
My only love
You've reached the deepest part
of the secert in my heart
I've known it from the start
My only love
My only love Will you miss me when I'm gone?
Will you remember all the good times we've had?
The hardest thing about leaving is saying goodbye
Poems About My Love, Jd
I'm thinking many thoughts of you, my love tonyte, Imagining my body wrapped around yours so tight.. Rain pouring down as lightning flashes across the sky, It's a passionate night love, for you and I.. Candles all aglow setting a mood just right, Come into my warm embrace, let me love you throughout this night..Let us undress each other slowly, never taking eyes off one another, Give into our sweet desires, as the rain pours down pure passion between each other..Sound of thunder rumbles outside as my heart begins to race, Lightning and candles illuminate our bodies, as we hungrily kiss and embrace..Laying down together upon the soft bed, so much desire in my heart, I look deep in your eyes and tell you my love, how much i miss you when we're apart..While the wind and rain blow all around, against the windows ever so strong, I wrap myself around you tightly my love, for to you I want to belong..As the storm rages on your body covers mine, and we caress each others hot skin, I nibble on
i give her my will, my essence, my love and my freedom
she is mine and i will protect her no matter what
she has my heart, my soul, my caring side, and everything else
i love her and i know she loves me back
A moment’s pause.
Eyes peering over nose-perched readers,
Watching vacantly, but not vacant.
Chaste white specks blow along confusion-paths,
Persisting in thier groundward destiny.
Dead-pale yellow ground abandons the eye
To a growing quiet of vestal white.
Scattered green clouts of longer turf exist
Awkwardly yet, like over-stayed welcomes.
Tracings, light-deep blue, seep relaxedly
Into the gray of a cloudful sky.
Early comers lightly skate along the ground -
An ancient, bewitching, siren-song dance.
Later ones press them into a still submission.
First snow, untrodden-pure. Falling, rising.
Conscience and subconscience, tug-of-warring
With the shadow-chains of things long buried.
The tri-color hound on the floor stirs, as
If roused by the scent of far-gone childhood.
He shakes off dusty sleep and I am drawn
Back to my book. The Superiority of Yellow
The willows whisper amongst the Dogwood
As the tired platitudes stretch and yawn,
Feeling much as ragweed en
I'm not perfectI make mistakesI have regretsAnd I tend to forget dates I've lost my temperAnd I've let it showSome times I hold grudgesWhen I should let it goI'm very sarcasticAnd some days I don't careI've hurt many peopleAnd the punishment I bearSome days I can be meanBut some days I'm niceSome times I say thingsWithout thinking twiceI always hate morningsAnd some times I ramble onSome days I need my friendsAnd some days I'm withdrawnSome days I don't eatAnd some days I stuff my faceMost days I'm cool and collectedBut some days I'm all over the placeI can be indecisiveBut still need a planSome times I depend on others
Poem My Son Wrote
Everything ends so u should grab some friends take a ride on the happyside...tell them some jokes give them some pokes. There all set now,its 4 u u deserve it ists true
I remember the day you left. I remember the last breath you took in front of me. When you said you had to leave. I was too damn stubborn to stop you or even say anything. All I have left is the memories that play play in my head and haunt my dreams. So many words left unsaid, I was too scaried to say them, now I can say thoses words but you're no where to be found. I speech my words into the wind, hoping it will carry my words to where ever you are. My heart sank, I couldn't breathe or even believe that you where doing to me. There you was with her and right in front of me. You said you loved me and I was the only one for you . So confused ! How come if I'm the only one for you , you are kissing her . I honstly believed you and now I don't know what to believe. I do know I feel so stupid and hurt. The pain won't stop it's constly nagging at my heart. I can't bear to close to my eyes and daydream of what we had cause all I see is you with her. I beg God to take my pain away before it t
under the stars over looking the heavens where the light shined over the paths of fatein the wake of you coming nearthe lotus blossoms glide over your hairin the golden mist of the sunyou walk the path ever so clearwith your red eyes and ever lasting lustyou bring closer the sword of lightand strike down with 1000 lotus blossomsthrew the gentle air sweeping and swirlingbreaking the path that has been walked uponand the lotus blossosm return into the golden sunonce again. threw the years of searching i came to your smell of
the blood consumes me into its dark despair
every drip of this temptation is more like salvation
the lust of yor mouth tells me you want more
with my eyes i see this is only an dream
the red glow of blood drives me towards you
mind games and mindless searching leaves me like an wanderer of the night
your just my blood dream girl
with your neck as tender as your blood
every taste leads me to excite
but its all just an dream When i was wondering the earth for
Don’t worry about me
It’s the way things have to be
No matter how things change
I know in my heart everything will be okay
Don’t worry baby
It’s the way things go
I can’t be sad
I never imagined
I would have a friend like you
I finally understand
Why things have to be this way
You are who you are
A rambling man
Your world it the stage
Music your life
Baby don’t worry about me
I will do just fine
I am stronger than I realize
Just don’t forget
Follow your dreams
Follow your heart
I am here for you always
2000 miles away Doubts I have
they care me away
the fear of what maybe
I know they also
drive you crazy
when I tell them to you
for they are not
meant to hurt you
I thought if we both knew
what they were
we could handle them
together as one
for they are only
MY doubts and fears
There really no reason
for them to be here
A constant fight
with the feeling w
Poems And Quotes By Dly (dlo73) Please Rate And Comment
Time passes so slowlywhile I stand here waitingThe people passingno one stoppingI would love to be askedcan you please get me thisI'd jump at the chanceinstead of writing this bitThe time draws near to my half way pointI only want to sit and eatTalk to the people at the table with meI stand here and writeas the words tumble outand wait for the clock to move to the rightTime passing slowlyTick tock Tick tockJuly 30th 2009
Poems.... Written By Me
Everything i told you was nothing but the truth
I mean what i said about I’m no good for you
Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds
I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours
You can’t survive what my world has in store
We both knew what we were from the very beginning
Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected
The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t
I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father
What’s in my life is nothing but chaos
Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes
For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex
You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead
I could never slow down to exist what u have created
You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in
I’m on the go from the time i wake up
You get to rest till you decide times up
You have a job that you go to every day
I am hidden,Alone in my own world,Watching the seconds that seem like hours,Shut away from the world,Like a prisoner of ill-passion,Never to see the light of happiness again...
Copyright ©2006 Pass Me By
alone in this world,a shadow to itself,void of time and space,i sit watching life,pass me by,watching happiness,drift away,watching... waiting........ waiting
Copyright ©2006 Reflections in the Brook
As you gaze into the crystal clear brook,reflections of your life go floating,slowly and painfully by,like a mirror of your past,reflections of your past,good and bad,happy and sad,al
Poems Written In The Summer Of 2010, Inspired By Someone Who Will Hold A Permenent Place In My Heart
In a perfect world, in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time? The mystery of life amazes me sometimes with the things it throws my way...Unsure of what I should consider and what i should just pass by.....You were one of those moments that life presents me with....Do I pass by or do i say hi..........what a great decision i made....Just by taking a chance on a random person in a random place ivemade a connection that has changed my life forever.... In a perfect world,in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time?Time...theres never enough and all times are perfect if you use it to its full potential....There are two kinds of people..those who live life and those who watch it pass by....At some point in my life I watched it pass by...but no more...I intend on living it to the fullest extent...By making a simple decision to enjoy my time on this earth in everything I do I found you.... In a perfect world, in a p
A Poem Written For Me
My Dad, he tells a lot of lies. He never did before. But from now until he dies, He'll tell a whole lot more. Ask my dad how he is, And because he cant explain, He will tell a little lie, Because he cant explain the pain. Ask My Dad how he is, He'll say "I'm alright." If that's the truth please tell me, Why does he cry each night? Ask My Dad how he is. "I’m fine. I’m well. I’m coping" For God’s sake Dad, just tell the truth. Tell them your heart is broken. He’ll love me all his life, I loved him all of mine. But if you ask him how he is, He’ll lie and say he’s fine. I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug him from here. If he lies to you don’t listen Just hug him and hold him near. On the day we meet again, We’ll smile and I’ll be bold. I’ll say, "you’re lucky to get in here, Dad, With all the lies you’ve told!" Guess what mommy and daddy? Heaven is great. Just like you said, There’s not much longer to wait.
I found Heaven at just eighteen
In the arms of a man who meant the world to me
His sweet smile and open arms
Made the world brighter than it seemed
I found love better than I could ever imagine
In the long talks with a man who made everything better
His open mind and soothing words
Built the bridge that would last forever
I found a best friend over the years
In the mind of man who always put his family first
His loving nature and protective ways
Kept us just as strong when times were their worst
I found a husband I wouldn't trade for the world
In a man who gave everything he could possibly give
His supportive kindness and being an amazing father
Is the best gift God could ever give
I love you Royce!!!
Forever Ends TodayHer tears were cold as winter. Understand the true meaning when you slaughter angels.A kiss that burns forever. The letter that ended a voice is broken with lies in a soul I now despise Forever ends. Forever ends.Forever ends. Forever ends. Whisper soft, look into my eyes, black roses rain from blood filled skies Whisper soft, her eyes stained with cries, black roses flood as this dies.Her heart tastes sweet like rain, Forever ends.Her heart tastes sweet like rain, her tears froze to her face. Her last breath, her last breath drifts away.
Addicted To You
I wake, eat, sleep, and dream you.This emotional journey before us -almost too much to bear sometimes.Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone,or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you.But it is far more than that,and please listen very closely.I am a very reasonable and sane person,not given to idle whims or fancies,not taken in any more by false hopes and pro
It comes upon you anyway!
Whether it is sought or nay,
it will come upon you anyway...
I can't imagine wanting,
Yet there is for all a time.
In the dark recesses of dying,
We create religions,
Yet I cannot imagine the dying?
Emotive, the end!
Whether life is contain later,
Or stay, or lip of loop,
it is the end.
Cherubs are brim they say in Heaven,
The innocent first week ends,
Every day an adend,
Every day emboss.
I can't imagine, the dying,
deal with it then.
I expect I'll have no choice,
Thus, today I tend the finer features,
In preparation of creating fine gloss,
I cannot imagine, the dying.
Nothing to be done after,
I'll pop a cork today,
Poems Dark Or Light
Ive found myself in a shallow grave.
The flesh from my bones the vultures do crave.
Laying there half dead to the core.
No longer his life feels sore.
Facing each day as a nights winter.
Feeling the icy prick of this lifes splinter.
Not knowing whats here to come hes losing all and forgetting some.
Hating lifes endless game.
all its pain is never felt the same.
Striking a blow to the heart.
Crushing it down from the start.
Deserving no love and feeling so numb.
This endless nights dawn may never come.
Though this life will surely fade.
Back to the hell from which it was made.
To face an eternity w torture as the flesh is pickedby the vulture.
I leave the gas on Walk the allies in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention Cause I'm sending all the signs and
The clock is ticking And I'll be giving my 2 weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny
Was I so blind, I could not see,
That all you done, was never really for me?
Were my ears closed off, so I could not hear,
All those words you spoke, were never sincere?
Did I grow so numb, could I not feel,
The love you showed was never real?
I now hang my head low, I hide the shame,
For I know I only have myself to blame.
But as the time passes by, I will begin to see,
There is much more, more out there for me.
I will hear words spoke softly in my ear,
I will know these words are truly sincere.
For there is someone special, ready to hold my heart,
A true man that will never tear it apart.
I am a believer, never a deciever, a loving reciever of all that is true, that keeps me from feeling blue and holds
my heart true because my life will go on with or without you!
This was written a few years back... I lived and learned and will never again get burned! :):):)
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy, lingerie, heels and more
Whoever you'd like me to be, I'll surprise you at the door
Eyes that shimmer, Smile filled with delight
Together we quiver, At each other's sight
You hold me first, Embrace so tight
I feel your thirst, It's a perfect night
Your heart beats with mine, Our lips lock
The clock stops in time, Hard as a rock
I'm taken away, We dare not part
As we move united, I feel your dart
Piercing through me, Depths unknown
Together we travel, Together we moan
Bodies trembling, Heart skips a beat
Energy consumed, Prickling with heat
Nestled in your arms, Peaceful and sound
Dreaming of you, Until our next round on the twelth day of christmas fubar gave to me ...
12 friends a pokin
11 knobs I'm blocking
10 friends in shout box
9 horny topics
8 bitches bitching
7 friends complaining
6 stalkers stalking
5 DRAMA QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENS
4 friend requests
3 crappy gifts
2 photo tags
and a creep who wont
You mean so much to me, where could I even begin to startMore than the world so grand, you live deep within my heartYou mean so much to me, I hope that I show you everydayJust how special you are, in love with you I will forever stayYou mean so much to me, no words could ever say just how muchSo I hope my love does show, especially with the way I touchYou mean so much to me, more and more each day my love does growAlways searching for another way, a special way to let my love showYou mean so much to me, more than any amount of silver or goldSo blessed with your love, so eager to watch our life unfoldYou mean so much to me, such a treasure I found in youCaptured by your beauty so real, spell-bound by your love so trueYou mean so much to me, a masterpiece of love I did findSo many memories for us to make, my past I leave behindYou mean so much to me, a rainbow with colors that dazzleEach time I look at you, once more I must call you beautifulYou mean so much to me, just how much I hope y
Well the days go by faster and my pen lies dead
my thoughts flow freely all throughout my head
and i cant think of why it's been oh so long
since I wrote what im feeling, since i sang my heart song.
well my time i'm abiding with bored tierd eyes
i appear so conforming but inside my soul cries.
and i wonder at this moment just what i should do
i wonder just what you would think if you knew.
if i left town today would you forgive me someday?
will i ruin you but mostly myself if i stayed?
well would you let go and just keep moving on,
say that's just how life is and then just carry on.
where are these moments that seem so intense
where is this comfort that becomes your defense.
i dont try to fight it, it's simply sleeping inside
it's not something i display it's not something i hide
here and gone and nothing overall
then why think this way even at all?
biding time till summer and that comforting breeze
that gives me my answers and offers me ease
but my patience wear
I Got Flowers TodayWe had our first arguement last night he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me.I know he is sorry Didn't mean the things he saidCause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,It wasn't our anniversaryOr any other special day.Last night he threw me into the wallStarted to choke meIt seem like a night mareI couldn't believe it was real.I woke up this morning sore,Brused all over.I know he must be sorry Cause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,It wasn't mothers dayOr any other special day.Last night he beat me againIt was much worse than all the other timesIf I leave him what will I do?How will i take care of my kids?What about money?I'm afraid of him, scared to leave.But I know he must be sorryCause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,Today was a very special dayIt was my funeral!Last night he finally killed me.He beat me to deathIf only I gathered enough courage to leaveI would not have gotten flowers today.... USWhen I think about usI
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared. Everywhere i look i hope to see,your face.Every touch i feel makes,me long for your embrace.I am yours heart and,soul.Wishing every day that you,where here.holding you close and,never letting go.you always touch my soul.we may be miles apart i hold tight,the promise weve made. She sits and stares out the window,as she waits and wonders when,her warrior will return to her. Longing for his sent,his touch,his kiss. Dreaming of the day when she,will be in his arms forever.
He came and took me by the hand, up to a red rose tree,
He kept His meaning to Himself, but gave a Rose to me
I did not pray him to lay bare, the mystery to me,
enough the rose was Heaven to smell, and His own face to see
~Ralph Hodgson I watch you from afar,wishing you were mine,wishing that is me with you having great times,wishing your arm was over my shoulder,wishing you would kiss me,wishing that other girl would dissapear,replacing her me,but sometimes that only happens to a lucky girl crushing on you behind your back,and Im hoping that girl is me When I close my eyes, I see youWhen I open them a raiser tear fallsWhen I’m restless, I’m thinking of youWhen I go to sleep, You’re there beside me…smilingWhen I wake up, I scream because you’re not thereIf you were MINE, I’d say I luv u and meen itif you we
Poem: No One's Home
Curled up on the floor
Tears streaming down my face
All I think is how did it end up like this?
No ones home and I wonder,
Will they ever find me?
I feel so lost and lonely
I hug my knees to my chest,
Waiting for the pain to go away
And for the tears to stop flowing
I don’t want to be here anymore
But there’s no where else to go
There is no escape from myself
And there’s no one left to help me
There’s no one left at all
No one left but me
Poems Written By Me
missin himbroken shattered toren and incompleteso sad that we didnt meettaken the time we had and savoring every minutewithout you my heart just aint in it i should be the one kneeling at your feetcleaning up after u and keepin it all neatyour collar around my neck i nolonger wear the feelings inside me burn make me wanna rip out my haircant believe u left after all we been thrubut kno dat deep inside my heart still crys for u i kno i must move on and finally let u gobut its so hard to do when my feelings wanna shoi miss you every moment every sec of the dayi pray that u stay safe and find ur special one that completes u in every way layin here waiting for your return my heart mind and soul race and yearn your words charm your sexxi face it all makes me leave this placeanother world u&i our own time zone so fullfilled and high i know ur the one i have waited for im so happy i opened that door i love u more every min dat pass byour world our love together till we die hes the reason i wa
When life is hard
As you're going through pain
It's hard to see the rainbow
After the rain
But as the clouds roll by
And you dry your eyes
The sky turns clear
With no more tears
When life is tough
Hard to get through
Search for my rainbow
As the sky turns blue
Pain And Misery Are Things No One Person Needs..But Those Things Do Happen And Its Wht Causes The WorldNothing But Confusion...Everyday Events Will Cause These Problems...Stress, Fighting, Death, And Even Luv; All Hve A Certain Effect....If U Look Around U Ppl Get Hurt From Those Every Second...Fighting Can Lead To Stress, Which Will Eventually Lead To Death,Its All Caused B/c The World Refuses To Stop The Bickering Of SmallThings Such As A Boulder From One Place Is On Anothers And Starts A War..The One Thing Tht Causes The Most Pain And Misery Isnt Just Death, But Luv...Why Is It One Can Fall In Luv With Another But Turn Around And Hurt Someone..Yes Luv Is Something Thts Suppose To Be Sacred But No One CanReally Define The True Meaning Of Luv..I Thought I Did At One Time, But It Wasnt It, The Spark Wasnt There Nemore And Then I Got Hurt All B/c The Other Was Hurt As Well...A Person Once Showed Me Tht Its Hard To Move On, And I Understand Every Bit Tht Person Feels. Its Not Uncommo
A Poem I Wrote
darknesschilling sunrises out into the horizonstand aside and look outand dream a pretty dreamhope an unshellfish hopejust look at all the surroundingslisten to the birds sing their pretty songtrees whispering among each otherwind blowingwater trickling bydarkness takes allwith little specks of lightwaves crashing agaisnt the rocksmoments of slicencelight house a glow over younderlighting the way for the unawakenspirits that are trying to find their way homelook into the nightBy: Diedre
Poems From Long Ago
roses are red and my mind is black i sit here and wither in this hell called iraqmy daily duty is to kill and destoyall for the sake of other peoples joysacrifice and blood are my gifts use them wellwill i ever be the same no one can tell gun shots by day and bombs by nightday by day we are losing this fightmy kids and my wife are at home alonewith no husband or father to call there ownmy absence from them is it worth it at allwhen my kids only know me as a picture on the wallmy love grows stronger but my heart falls fasta year over here can my sanity lastwell ill stop complaining and pick up my gun to leave the wire again and make another runso if tommorow never comes know that i was here for you allthese are just some wandering thoughts from a soldier named paul the end My inspiring words come from a darker place
No new found glory from finding Grace
Ascending fast to a higher level
I fell farther looking eye to eye with the devil
Something familiar there in those eyes
A happy c
A Poem Wrote For Me
I have had my head turned, its not like I have never been burned.
But your eyes captivate my mind, you can be so very gentle and kind.
When the mood strikes you for some awesome sex, upon my head you put that wonderful hex.
Your beauty is a sensuous sight to see, and many a men would like to be me.
Be that as it may, my will has been taken by you and my soul cries out for your touch
and it is always new.
So here we are standing oh so close, of you I can not get a big enough dose.
I am a very lucky man for sure, for your caress there is nothing I would not endure.
Our togetherness is something to see...
For You Are So Lovely
When tomorrow starts without me and im not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes filled up with tears for me , i wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the the many things we didn't get to say, i know how much you love me as much as i love you, and each time you think of me i know you'll miss
the night sky.
locked in a
passionate kiss. Your voice
when I feel
The love you
heart. Red, orange, yellow, green
are the colors that I see
as I look all around.
What am i looking at?
Nothing but the...trees
As the leavs change from
green and fall off the trees
they cover the ground in a
rainbow of colors
I'll move until these flames consume my bone, churn the skeletal ivory prison into an honest break for freedom. Ash on the wind, so if your words carry more weight remember I will always be at peace with that. Your heavy handed tactics may give warrant to the laws of this planet and to physics generally. But while you grunt under the gravity you cherish so deeply, I'll be rising with the quickened breath of the planet. Now I'll confess, I could never truly be rid of this mass which hinders my travels, but remember I can be moved entirely by the exhale of any lover who I meet. So while you stand planted and sure, I throw myself into hurricane country and reap the benefits of the storm drinking in all the knowledge, propelled constantly by kind words and loving gestures. I might have little effect on who you are, and may be nothing more than potential curled up at the edges and fragmenting with the moments; but I'll be damned if you can paint my exploits as little more than drifting. I'm
It's the ressurrection, my rebirth, it's time for me to shine.
I'm back from the dead, and it's time to take back what's mine.
It's been a long time coming, but I'm finally awake.
Now there are many walls that I need to break.
The walls of negativety, I'm tearing it down.
Because I'm done making myself look like a clown.
Time to get down to business and put my talent to work.
I will know in the future what all of it will be worth.
Now, onto the wall of fake friends.
I trusted them too much, but they will fall in the end.
You know who you are, so I'm talking to you.
Because what goes around will come back around, and it'll come back on you.
Now onto the walls of self-doubt.
Time to get a heavy sledge-hammer to show what I'm all about.
It's time for me to let it all go.
I'm being reborn and it's time for me to grow.
I'm leaving the past behind, and it's long overdue.
It's time for my resurrection and my soul to be renewed.
Poems I Like
XanaduKubla KhanIn Xanadu did Kubla KhanA stately pleasure-dome decree:Where Alph, the sacred river, ranThrough caverns measureless to manDown to a sunless sea.So twice five miles of fertile groundWith walls and towers were girdled round:And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree;And here were forests ancient as the hills,Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.But oh! that deep romantic chasm which slantedDown the green hill athwart a cedarn cover!A savage place! as holy and enchantedAs e'er beneath a waning moon was hauntedBy woman wailing for her demon-lover!And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,A mighty fountain momently was forced:Amid whose swift half-intermitted burstHuge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail:And 'mid these dancing rocks at once and everIt flung up momently the sacred river.Five miles meandering with a mazy
Poem's I Like
sorry for the things i have done
sorry for the things that i have said.
sorry for the times i said i hate you and wish you were gone ,
sorry for the times i did not pick up your call.
sorry for the times i lied to you so i just could be alone.
i cry now that you are gone never to be in my life .
i wish i could take back all the things i have done,
if i had the time i go back and do it over.
but i can't
you are gone and i am here.
i still love you and miss you alot.
The Eye of the Beholder
sudden death. Shadows slide over,
a darkening moon.
Sounds are silenced,
death comes soon.
Swift wings circle,
across the night sky.
Fire and scales,
a distant cry.
Eyes of ebony,
meet eyes of gray.
A hatred blooms,
a world away.
Seek not evil,
for it seeks you.
The gentle touch
of your soft lips,
the lingering caress
of your fingertips.
Reminds me how sweet
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The Soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. THERE IS A DISCIPLINE IN A SOLDIER YOU CAN SEE IT WHEN HE WALKS, THERE IS HONOR IN A SOLDIER YOU HEAR IT WHEN HE TALKS THERE IS COURAGE IN A SOLDIER THAT HE WILL NOT COMPROMISE. THERE IS SOMETHING IN A SOLDIER THAT MAKES HIM STAND APART, THERE IS STRENGTH IN A SOLDIER THAT BEATS FROM HIS HEART. A SOLDIER ISN'T A TITLE ANY MAN CAN BE HIRED TO DO A SOLDIER IS THE SOUL OF THAT MAN B
with the first name calling i should of said goodbye
but i didnt
first shove i should of said goodbye
but i didnt
first punch i should of said goodbye
but i didnt
the first black eye i should of said goodbye
but i didnt
first broken bone i should of said goodbye
but i didnt
now because of you i must say goodbye forever
Fuck this life , fuck this place , my blood you will soon see and taste, have no fear have no remorse, the next time you see me, I'll be a cold cold corpse. This is how I feel most of the time:Suicide, suicideYour presence is nearSuicide, suicideI wish you were hereSuicide, suicideTake me awaySuicide, suicidePlease make it todaySuicide, suicideAn answer, for meSuicide, suicideI need to escape, be freeSuicide, suicideI’ve had too muchSuicide, suicideTake me, do your touchSuicide, suicideLeave the rest behindSuicide, suicideYou’re all over my mindSuicide, suicideLet me pass in peaceSuicide, suicideI need to release by Lisa French. The pain etched in stone, temptation bleeds into the wounds of the failed youths. This world is a big joke to us now, and everything is a fad to us now, the knife cuts smoothly to the bone, the hangman's noose is their new necklace-the darkness follows us in the shadows-watching till it overcomes us-why does everything seem so perfect when every
A Poem 2011
You think that pretty smile and those pretty eyes
Will keep you from finding out your lies
Well I'm here to tell you, she isn't a fool
She's taking her time and playing it cool
Eventually you WILL slip up
Then she will know for sure what's sup
Word of warning: You make her cry......I'll make sure you bleed.
There's a channel between us.When the moon shines bright,I can hear your footstepsOn the edge of night.When you're near it seems like timeHas fallen deathly still,Your shadow dancing on the wall,Arriving with a chill.And I know you're ever wandering,A twilight place you roam,Your spirit merely brushingThe place you once called home.Sometimes in the night,I can hear you sigh,Or sense the plaintive echoOf your lost soul's cry.Your spirit is familiar;I've come to know you wellWithin these faded wallsWhere you used to dwell.And even though I feel a chillWhen you pass my way,I'd be quite contentIf you'd like to stay.
I'll Never Let GoI think about those times we hadBut evertime i do, i get so sadYou were always there for meIn the same spot where i could see youI cant let go of these thoughts in my headSeeing you smile and remembering what you saidI cant believe that you're not hereYou left me full of doubt and fearI don't know if i can move onI want to make you proud but the journeys too longI dont know if i could ever move onjust picturing you there, when now your goneYou showed me everything i had to doand now i know how few people there are like youYou're one in a million in the earthbut you're one in forever in my heartI know you're not too farbut dealing with this is just too hardI know you're watching from aboveI will never let go of your loveYou'll always be in my heartIll always work my best to make you proud!
Searching for completion of my soulVoyaging through shallow watersBy the valleys of rosesGuided by a warm breezeTheres an amazing creature Hair of a ravens wing flowing in the breezeEyes gleaming in the sky of blueSurrounded by spirituality and lusterA love for spirits as wild as mineOne embrace places us togetherHappiness erupting in the lusterI no longer voyage through the shallow watersFor love made land for a home
I write stories and poems.I also do article and blog writing too.I used my writing skills to earned a little extra income on the web.I put ads and other stuff on my sites.And I earned income from the traffic that theses sites get.But enough on this for now and on to my poems I'll post the link to my poetry site after the poem.
Not enough loved.
Was my loved not enough to keep you In on those cold nights that my heart spent alone?Was my warm soft touch not enough to warmed your heart and sparked your passion?My heart felt a loved for you that knew no boundries,but yet you sought pleasure from someone else that could cared less about you.Someone that only desires were to used your loved to obtained your body.My loved was untainted by past failed loved,because to me you were a perfection of art.But yet you shunned my loved when your old loved return to you.While my hands massage away your pain,his hands
YOU ASKED ME TO HOLD YOU
WHILE WE SLEEP
BUT I WANT TO HOLD YOU FIRST
WHEN WE MEET
I WILL HOLD YOU IN THE CAB
AND ALSO HOLD YOU
WHEN WE GO INSIDE
I LOVE TO HOLD YA HAND
I NEED TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS
TO FEEL YOUR HEARTBEATS
NICELY AGAINST MY CHEST
THAT's WHY I KEEP HOLDING ON YOU
YOU HOLD ME ALREADY FOR SO LONG IN YA MIND
UNTILL I REALISED IT
THEN AFTER A TIME LONGER
YOUR NAME WAS HOLD INTO MY BRAIN
LIKE LAST NIGHT
WHEN I COULDN't SLEEP
AS YOUR NAME WAS SPINNING THROUGH MY MIND
BUT BACK TO THE HOLDING
I KNOW YOU LIKE TO HOLD ME
EVEN IT's HAND IN HAND
OR IN A HUG
OR FOR LIVE
I SAY YES ON ALL MY LOVE
HOLD ME TIDE
AS I COME FROM WIDE
TO SEE YA
AND STAY WITH YOU
SO WE CAN HOLD EACH OTHER
AS WE HOLD ALREADY FOR SO LONG
EACH NAME IN OUR HEAD
.... YOU ARE THE ONE
THAT's WHAT IS SPINNING IN OUR BRAINS
AND YOU MAY KNOW IT
I L O V E I T !!!!
HOLDING YOU - HOLDING ME
WE GONNA HOLD ON EACH OTHER
FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES
AS WE ARE MADE TO BE TOGETHE
THERE's NO MINUTE
YOU DON't THINK AT ME
THERE's NO SECOND
YOU'll GET OUT OF MY MIND
THERE's NO MOMENT IN THE FUTURE
THEY WILL SEPERATED US
THERE's NO TIME
I WILL LEAVE YA SIDE
THERE WILL BE ALWAYS A MINUTE
WE THINK AT THE PAST
THERE WILL BE ALWAYS A MOMENT
WE TALK ABOUT THE FUTURE
THERE WILL BE ALL DAYS
WE WILL SHARE ALL
THERE's NO MINUTE
WE CAN't THINK ABOUT A LIVE WITHOUT EACH OTHER
THERE's NO SECOND
WE EVER THINK ABOUT BEING APART
WE BELONG TO EACH OTHER
WE ARE ONE
EVEN IN TWO BODIES
BUT YOU HAVE MY HEART
AND I HAVE YOURS
SO WE ARE TOGETHER
FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES
THAT ONE CLICK
CHANGED OUR LIVES SO MUCH
I STILL HEAR YOU SAYING
I WON't COME HERE EACH DAY
BUT WHO SHOWED UP NEXT EVENING
AS AN UNKOWN FORCE
WAS PULLING YOU TO ME
AND ME THE FOOL
FIRST I DIDN't WANTED TO BELIEVE IT
I THOUGHT IT WAS WRONG
WHEN I SAW AT OUR AGE
BUT ALSO THAT UNKOWN FORCE
PULLED ME LATER TO YOU
AND I COULDN't DENY IT NO MORE
I FALL IN
THERE's A PLACE
FAR FROM ME FOR THE MOMENT
BUT COMMING CLOSE IN SOME DAYS
IT's CALLED HEAVEN
FOR ME IT IS
A LIVING PLACE
SOMEWHERE UNDER THE EQUALING RING
WHEN I WALK TO THAT PLACE
AT THAT SPECIAL DAY
I WALK INTO YOUR ARMS
THAT's WHERE I ALWAYS WANT TO BE
TO FEEL YOU SO CLOSE
TO HAVE YOU FOR ME
I KNOW YOU WILL BE ON HIGH HEELS
AS YOU WANT TO REACH MY LIPS
AND YOU GET A REAL NICE ONE
A KISS WE HAVE BEEN LONGING FAR SO MUCH
AND NOT ONLY THAT
THE PRESENCE OF EACH SO CLOSE
IT's FOOLING DAY TODAY
01 OF APRIL
BUT NOT FOR ME
I'm NOT IN THE MOOD TO FOOL SOMEBODY NOW
THAT's WHY NO JOKES
MY HEART FEELS SO WARMTH
WHEN I SEE YOU SO HAPPY LATELY
AND I KNOW WHY MY LOVE
YOU ARE ALSO COUNTING DOWN
TILL THE DAY I LEAVE HERE
ON MY WAY TO YOU
GONNA BE A LONG TRIP
BUT I WILL DO IT WITH SO MUCH JOY
AS I KNOW
AT THE END
THE ONE I LOVE SO MUCH
WILL BE WAITING FOR ME
I CAN't TELL YOU
HOW MANY TIMES I WILL LOOK OUT OF THE WINDOW
AND AT MY WATCH
Poems I Like
Far Away Lover
© Janna Rutty
I lay in my bed and think about youI love you so much I don't know what to doI feel your warmth at my sideThe pain in my heart moves to my eyesSo far away yet always so nearYou are the reason I am still here.I await the times when we can talkI await the times we can finally hold hands and walkTo feel you for real... so close to meThe happiest person in the world is what you would make me.Your eyes shine like a million sunsYou shine more brightly than anyoneYour smile so sweet can help but make me smileIt stops my world even for a little whileI await the time when my hand is in yoursTo hear you say those 3 little words.There are still no words I can say to describeMy heart it aches and my eyes they cryBut when we talk my heart fliesyou always wipe away the tears I cry.Even thought you aren't hereAnd I miss you so much my dearI'll love you forever and everI'll always love you my far away lover. I'm Just A Soldier
© Justin Eugene Shelton
I'm headed to Iraq
I Shall Not Care
When I am dead and over me bright April shakes out her rain, drenched hair though you lean above me brokenhearted I shall not care. I shall have peace. As the leafs of the trees are peaceful when the rain beet’s down the bough and I shall be more silent and cold hearted then you are now.
How Heavy the Days.
How heavy the days are. There is not a fire that can warm me, not a sun to laugh with, everything bare. Everything cold and merciless and when the beloved clear sky and stars look down I’ve learned that love can die.
I whispered '' I am too young '' and then I am old enough wherefore I throw a penny to find out if i might love. Go and love, go and love young man, if the lady be young and fair. I am tangled in the loops of her hair; O love is a crooked thing. There is nobody wise enough to find out all that is in it; fore he would be thinking of love until the stars burn out. And the shadows eaten by the mornin light. Ah, brown
Poems And Songs
It semed only like yesterday, when i fell in love with you
I was the happiest man in town, there was nothing i can do
Iwas so in love with you, iwanted to be with you
Then you took my heart, and you knew what to do you broke it in half nothing mattered to you
All you could tell me is that the other guy loved u more, he walked out on you so many times before
and yet you say you love him, more than you love me, is that all that matters is the 2 words he said
is it all that really matters, is thinking our love is dead? was it ever really alive? is all iam to you..is an empty shell?
and all i can do is think of you and watch myself go to hell, in just 3 months, all is reallly done
and i see you come and Gone
HappinessHappiness uplifts youHappiness fills your heart, your mind, and your soulHappiness gives you the strength you needHappiness is a great feeling thatEnters your mindHappiness takes the sorrow awayHappiness fills you life with joyHappiness makes you feel happy, excited, And thrilledHappiness warms your heartIt gives you a sense of reliefHappiness welcomes youHappiness can be seen by a smileAnd in your eyesTwinkling with shineHappiness is a very beautiful feelingWhich allows you to enjoy Every day to the fullest
Take me by the hand and lead the way, To your domain baby where you want to play.I will ask you no questions and I will tell you no lies, I can see our future together by looking in your eyes.I am safe with you away from all harm, I am loving the way you charm me with your char
Soft and warm
Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere
When first we met she seemed so white
I feared her;As one might near a spirit brightI neared her;An angel pure from heaven aboveI dreamed her,And far too good for human loveI deemed her.A spirit free from mortal taintI thought her,And incense as unto a saintI brought her.Well, incense burning did not seemTo please her,And insolence I feared she’d deemTo squeeze her;Nor did I dare for that same whyTo kiss her,Lest, shocked, she’d cause my eager eyeTo miss her.I sickened thinking of some way
Poems By Hyia
For Just A Taste Of You
I need to take you in my strong arms
let me hold you oh so close and tight
our sighs rising high into the heavens
rocking wrapped up in sweet delight
You know I'll never ever let you go
I yearn to kiss your lush warm lips
till we melt blissful in love's wild fire
in a dance eternal, joined at the hip
I want you to know my heart's pure voice
hear me pour out my feelings for you
to shout them at the boundless sky
so strong, so deep, so clear so true
love's feast calls us to this moment
no reason needed, for what we do
I have a gnawing hunger in my soul
always aching for just a taste of you
Poem (arlene Lucas )
Music in the woods tonightIn the distance glows an eerie lightHear the fairies laugh with gleeHear them calling out to mePale moon in the skyCome to me and watch me flySee me dance with the fairies belowSee me twirl to and froShadows come out from afarTake my hand and we'll catch a starFeel wild passion race through my heartFeel it touch my every partOh enchanting music of the nightGuard my soul till morning light Love? What is love?Some say it's something special that can only be sent from the heavens aboveIs it a door that never unlocksOr might it be the mighty waves that crash against the jagged rocksCould it be the rising sun in the eastOr a river that twists and turns to say the leastIs it a promising rainbow that sets you free after a shower of rainOr a deep pit of utter dispair lonliness and painMaybe it's a flower which blooms for all to seeThen dies slowly but silently ♥PIECES OF A FRAGILE HEART..WHOSE SEAMS HAVE FRAYED AND TORN APART..STITCHES UNRAVELING FOR ALL TO
You can close your eyes from
things, things you don't want to see,
but you can't close your heart on things
you don't want to feel.
miss your arms around me
miss seeing you
missing you just being with you i
never did stop loving you can't stop thinking about you
wish you didn't go
miss you beng next to you in your arms .
you never left my heart. 2010 SOMEDAY
Someday you'll cry for
me, like i cried for you,
Someday you'll miss me like i missed you,
Someday you'll need me like i needed you,
Someday you'll love me but i won't love you
AS THE GENTLE PENETRATIONSENDS A TENDER SOFT SENSATIONVENTURING FROM THE SPINE TO THE MINDALLOWING OUR UNTAMED SOULS TO COMBINESOOTHING MOANS AND SOFT WHISPERSINTERTWINE WITH SUGARY KISSESSWEET CRIES FROM MY MS'SWITH EYES SO AMBITIOUSTO IMPLOREAS WE EXPLORETHE BODIES BEFORE USWITH OUR DESIRES SO SENSUOUSTO ON THIS NIGHT BECOME ONEAND EXPERIENCE THE TRANSFORMATIONFROM JUST CLOSE FRIENDS INTO LOVERSAS WE TRANSCEND BETWEEN THE COVERSOUR EVERY FANTASY HAS BEEN TOLDAND THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT THEY UNFOLDUNTIL THE BRIGHT RAYS OF SUNLIGHTPUT AN END TO THE NIGHTIN WHICH WE SHARED THE PLEASUREOF BEING UNITED TOGETHER..... BROKEN HEARTED
I LOVED YOUI LOST YOUI LOVE YOU STILLI'VE LOVED YOU TO THIS DAY AND FOREVER WILL...YOU TOLD MEYOU LOVED MENOW HOW DO YOU FEEL...WAS THE LOVE THAT WE SHARED EVEN FOR REALI HAD YOUYOU HAD MEWE VOWED IT WOULD BEUNTIL THE END OF ETERNITYTHEN AS QUICK AS LOVE ENTEREDIT HAD DEPARTEDAND I WAS LEFT HERE ABANDONEDAND BROKEN HEARTED..... ABYSS
I see your face and
My body yearns
for something I can not have
Wanting one more soaring ride
Your naked body
Gliding over mine
Sliding deeper, pounding harder
My breast in your hands, and
Hot breath on my shoulder
Driving me over and over
Never wanting it to stop
Sweaty bodies filled with lustfull needs
Ripping and tearing at the seems
This is my dream
Now I realize too late
Maybe it was just fate
Why couldn't I see
What you really need
I am the one that could have been
Why was I so blind to see?
We were there, just you and me
Now alone I sit
Missing the fire that we lit
That flame is now blown out
Never to burn again without a doubt
So I sit here thinking of you and I
I just ask the stars, why? oh why?
There is nothing to do
Its time to get over you.
So I say good bye to all we had
This is just too sad
I wish I didn't have to go through that door
I realize that you want me no more.
Why do I try?
When I know it will just make me cry.
I cant help the way I feel
Pain that is too real
Just one more kiss
You are who I miss
A smile from your heart
This is tearing me apart
There will come a day
Where you will want me to stay
I wont be there for you to see
I realize you never wanted me. Kiss me
Im not who you think I am
You feel the fire?
I will pray for
The likeness blows my mind, From it I cannot hide I want a pint of this weakness Because looking at her makes me so meek Dreaming of her last night, Looking at her eyes this morning, Same flavor but not boring, Thought I would never taste the forbidden apple.. Sweeter than a cucumber, tastier than cream, To shift I may, no longer sitting on the fence. Her sweet lips..Sweeter than wine, Her curvy body so perfect it makes me blind. Touch so soft ..Aloft iam Scent of a princess makes my finger firm. In her I want to linger… Even if it’s just a fantasy. Chocolate syrup and handcuffsTwo simple ingredientsFor an edible ecstasyCool metal glintingSkin tasting sweetSweat lacing the syrup salty Satin sheets and oilLet me rub your skinUntil it glistensSoft sheets and the scent of patchouliSkin feeling softOil warming it to the touchSweet and softRough and creativeWhatever you wantYou shall have it within the hourIt's true I need to be myselfBut when we slip betwe
Poems, Songs, & Other Stuff
As a coder, I am allowed to accept any kind of payment. So I will also accept blings and even credits that can go towards getting blings for myself or for others. Below is a wish list of blings I would like to receive. Any that have * by it are ones I would like to have credits to get for people, more specifically my own wife but some exceptions may be made, depending on the situation. The blings are in order by credit cost. Other blings are appreciated :)
Baby Dragon ~ 5 credits
Best Friends ~ 5 credits
Jolly Roger ~ 5 credits
Lava Love Lamp* ~ 5 credits
Forever Together* ~ 6 credits
Salut ~ 8 credits
Gold Gemini ~ 10 credits
Silver Hatchetman ~ 10 credits
Golden Eagle Nugget ~ 12 credits
Little Red Corvette ~ 15 credits
Platinum Gemini ~ 15 credits
Precious Love ~ 15 credits
Charcoal Black Lotus ~ 20 credits
Diamond Gemini ~ 25 credits
Timeless Diamond ~ 25 credits
fuCherry ~ 50 credits I am sitting here making pics for me and the love of my life, the whole time my he
Be brave. Be brave. Dance to the grave.
Trust in Christ -you will be saved.
There's nothing they can take away,
That won't be gone someday.
Take up your joy. Take victory.
Love for every soul to see,
The way that Christ has set us free,
From every broken thing,
And even now, in little time,
I'll be His and He'll be mine.
One step, and then, eternal life-
The past no more in mind.
Your warm embrace.Your elegant taste.Your ace lights up my world. Your loving smile.Your quirky style.Your ways keep me on my toes. Your sensous eyes.Your little white lies.Your always my best side. Your hidden love.Your love above.Your love is all i want. Love and lust,Lust and love if not acted on soon will for sure turn to dust
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away
and this is what i also do write jingles and songs and live off my roylties never have to work no more
if a women found me she would be very happy with us 4 eternity if anywomen single out there would contact me its 32 track studio here in my home 843-808-2791 roger
Poems I Wrote Many Yrs Ago
I couldn't turn my back onyou
I had t be a man
So I left to serve my country
Survive the best I can.
Now here I sit in a rice field
Trying to stay alive
A NV camp close to our sights
A stranger at my side.
Yet not a stranger at all!
Whether his hair is black, yellow or brown
His eyes are green or blue
Whether his skin is black or white
He's just like me and you!
He finds no rhyme or reason
He fights the fears inside
He wishes he were home again
and thinks of those who've died,
Yet I don't know his name or where he's from
But I know his joys and his strife
For a bond exists between us
We value each other's life!
We step once more in the underbrush
Into a burning lit sky I fly
And far below me I hear a sound....
"Why God why"
Yes, why God, why? Living and Dying with AIDS
I cried out, but you never heart
I looked for you, but never a word
The fear inside took you away
I face it alone, day afrer day.
I haven't changed, I'm still me
But past your fear you
Poems I Love
Such beautiful eyes
Such beautiful eyesI tell myself not to lookWhen you walk on byBut i take a peekJust to remind myself whyEvery time you turn the cornerIll be there watchingLooking into those beautiful eyesEvery time you leave the houseIll be on the other side of the streetIm your shadowEven when its darkYour all alone nowWalking down an empty roadSuch beautiful eyesEven when death is in sightSuch beautiful eyesEven when life is no longer insideNow i walk down A busy streetLooking for another pairOf beautiful eyes.
Poems And Raps
Your lookin into the eyes of a criminal,,, my life has been down hill,,,, ive been through soo much shit,,, it makes me want to kill...!! im done with the games im done with the fakes,,, the next mother fucker to talk there shit will die by a rake!,,, i cant leave the state,,, i dont know my fate,,,, it just seems like i grew up a little late,,,, i try to keep my head up,,, and keep moving on,,, now im sittin here bitching in this fucked up song,,, my family disowns me everyone hopes i die well guess what bitches my ass is staying ALIVE,,, i hate the shit i hate your crap,,, now shut the fuck up while i write this rap,,, my step dads a loser his wife is a whore i dont know what the fuck im going to do anymore,,, i cant keep my head up im walking through this hell,,, will someone just please ring that damn bell,,, it seems like my life is like a game,,, i get to the end,, something happens and i get put to shame,,, but im like a soldier,,, i keep marching on,,,, now im going to go so i
I’m stuck into the then and there,
Trying to get back to the here and now,
Memories of you are stuck in my head,
While I’m chained to your bed
Leaving your mark on my skin,
So everyone would know where I’ve been,
But they won’t know the scars I hold in-side
Walking on the ashes of my soul,
Head down eyes red from your stain,
Falling on my knees praying to end your reign
There’s no end to the nightmare you put onto me,
And my misery sings to your tune,
While my soul is dances to your words
Turn in two I’m be divided,
Between whom I am and what you own,
I guess I finally weep what I sow
I’m not really my own but you will never own me,
Stuck in a dream where I had control over you,
Until I felt sympathy and let you go
How long must I wait?
To be the man I was born to be,
How long must I be tested?
For you to see the changes in me
How long must I prove myself?
I’m not the same man an
I only have a picture now,A frozen piece of time,To remind me of how it was,When you were here, and mine.I see your smiling eyes,Each morning when I wake,I talk to you, and place a kiss,Upon your lovely face. How much I miss you being here,I really can not say,The ache is deep inside my heart,And never goes away.I hear it mentioned often,That time will heal the pain,But if I'm being honest,I hope it will remain.I need to feel you constantly,To get me through the day,I loved you so very much,Why did you go away?The angels came and took you,That really wasn't fair,They took my one and only Son,My future life. My heir.If only they had asked me,If I would take your place,I would have done so willingly,Leaving you this world to grace.You should have had so many years,To watch your life unfold,And in the mist of this,Watch me, your Mum grow old!I hope your watching from above,At the daily tasks I do,And let there be no doubt at all,I really do love you.Source: Poem About A 25 Year Old Son Di
i lay there, feeling like a part of a scheme asking myself, was i on the right team? watching the rising steam inside my never ending dream while my soul and my conscious fought i watched them raise the knife stabbing me, ending my life ending the strife i have become the train of thought After breaking from his internal cage The Sleeper caused him rage And The Miracle turned onto the page Writing for hours at a time for a wage Thinking, "What should I have brought?" As the Lake Of Fire continues to burn The Miracle and The Sleeper learn That the Scenes From that Memory still yearn As Metropolis rides away on my Train Of Thought As my emotions swung to my slain dreams, I clung the pain stung and screams unsung can't be heard from a blindspot realizing, shock seeing your own cellblock like a movie from Hitchcock floating through my train of thought
Poems And Songs And Shit
I’ve been dreaming bout those juicy lips
The way you curve right at your hips
Excuse my hands in case they slip
They just want to make you drip
Close your eyes and drift away
Softly moan – just let my tongue play
Scream the words you want to say
Before the morning brings a newday
Is it the flesh and blood Or the breath of air That constitutes this life Or is there something more
The blood boils deep in my veins
I exhale with the thought of pain
There’s only one question that remains
Am I alive or is it all a lie?
Confined within my loneliness
I look out at the world around me
Watching people grow and change
Becoming more than they once were
One by one they pass me by
As if I’m just some shadow
Never giving me a second glance
Never giving me a single chance
Is this my life (Am I alive?)
I am flesh (Am I alive?)
I have breath (Am I alive?)
I just watch the world go by
I just wat
What were you to me? Everything that I thought you could be. The only one who was ever there The only one that I knew even cared And never again will I ever know That thing that you made me feel And now I am so cold We had it all...
We had each other I know I will never fall For anyone like this again Debating if I called your name Would you be there time and time again You always told me not to doubt myself And now I am stuck in this bottomless hell And never again will I ever know That thing that you made me feel And now I am so cold Loving never knowing how You felt or how you could pretend And I know I will never be the same Cause you fucked my mind up In your stupid game. We had it all We had each other I know I will never fall For anyone like this again
I am trapped in this room
someone please open the door.
I am laying naked on the floor
someone please give me some clothes.
I am crying in the outside
someone please wipe my tears away.
I am feeling a pain in the inside
someone please ease the pain.
Is there anyone out there
who can help me?
Is there anyone out there who cares?
There is no one out there
to help me?
There is no one out there
I will always be trapped.
I will always be naked
I will always be crying in the outside.
I will always feel the pain in the inside. I have swung on the star of loneliness
I have seen the blackness of my soul
I have tasted the bitterness of despair
I have been in a place of total emptiness
Now I am trapped in a jail cell of desolation
Help me, someone please If I could get one kiss from your lips
before I leave this earth I will know
Death can be a wonderful thing,
It can dissolve any sting.
For all the pain in my life,
All I seem to know is strife.
Death could be my most welcome end,
If in this life I find nothing else to spend.
Life without love can also lead to death,
It’s nothing more than the angel going stealth.
If the angel of death has his way,
So many people would lose out every day.
All I wish is he would visit me at this point,
It seems in this part of life I won’t.
Everything people want me to be,
Please angel of death soon take me.
In this life I no longer wish to live,
My life is from me to you to give.
Take my soul my body I will leave here,
Because death is something I never fear.
Take my life and take it now,
To you I now so humbly bow.
I once was in love with a guy
Everything he said became a lie
I opened up my heart to him
He then broke it on a whim
I would give anything to be with my love
Even in a fight I’d say off with the gloves
My love for him
My time is at hand, Now lets fly away Out of this town, Out of this day To a future not yet built A place that for now is free of guilt People look deeper, and work their way out From just a glance they know what your about \No lies and no hate People don't die Everyone is happy Everyone is high You love everyone who passes by \Everyone laughs Everyone sings Then my alarm goes off Ding-Dong-Ding It's time to go to sleep To go to bed and let these dreams run through my head \Dancing Bears and pots of gold Hippie Games And days of Ol \Let the dreams run through my veins and bring to me great joys and pains \Take me to places I can't explain Show me maddness Drive me insane The night is quiet with a slight breezeThat blows spring air through the lakeside treesHer hand in mine we talk for hoursConversation dwendles and I give her some flowersWe pause for a minute and look at the starsOn this Spring night the moment is oursOur eyes lock We feel the blissWe inch closer and closerAnd s
I don’t know what to say,I don’t know how to say itI wake each morning feeling like I am aloneI know I’m not but, its hard not to feel it
He is out there, waitingLooking for meBut where is he?That I don’t know.
All I know is that he is out there….Out there somewhere,Waiting, and looking for meSomewhere….
I can feel his collar around my neck,I can feel his control of my bodyI can feel him and his powerI know I will belong to him
Where are you Master?Where are you now?When will I know you?When?
I can hear your voice,I can feel your control,I know you care for me,I know I will serve you fully
Time does passTime passes slowlyTime, time, time….Why does it take so much time?
When I first saw you I was not sure,I didn’t know who you where,I didn’t know you where for meI didn’t know I was for youI just didn’t know….
My mind is a blur of memoriesMemories that I tried to forgetMemories you need to know aboutMemor
Poems I Like
Edgar Allan Poe
[First published in 1845]
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreat
Poem I Wrote 4 Somebody That She Never Got A Chance 2 Hear
Just trying 2 bring U into a new millennium
A new mode new method
A state of mind,
U’d Be Alice in Wonderland , all the above stated
Plus U’re already understatedly fine
We’re all fighting the clock,
I must say 2 U- the years have been kind
Morning brownies, morning coffee, wake up sex,
Have 2 admit a travesty Yes it’s been a couple of months since I had a woman cook me breakfast in bed :D
Make U smile make U laugh make U gasp shiver in pleasurous contusions
Make U cum,
Heebie jeebies herky jerkys
But I gotta start by making U smile, that’s step one
If I overdo it on my first impression& give U too soon too much,
Don’t worry not too much 2 overcome,
Since I’m sure if U tasted me once, U won’t be able 2 quit touching,
Now if I talk 2 much & muff it up just give me a muzzle,
Save a beard ride a mustache,
Save a mustang ride this Cadillac
‘m deluxe luxury, ur posh petite
I love 2 lic
I am a woman
Come warm yourself in my arms
Let me shelter you from the cares
of the world
Do not fear me
I could not harm your fragile heart
Nor can I destroy your dreams
I am a woman
Destiny is mine to protect you
Let me help to heal your wounds
Do not fear me
I know the pain of a broken heart
I could never cause you this pain
I am a woman
I dont ask you to love me
Only that you let me love you
Do not fear me
I cannot cage your spirit
Your freedom is not mine to control
I am a woman
I cannot give you the moon and stars
I can give the beauty and fragrance
of a rose
Do not fear me
If you choose to love me I accept
If you choose to leave I have your
Sitting here not knowing what
to feel or to think
I am randomly thinking about my days
and feelings that I have inside
and the situation that has arise...
probably not in my favor...
How can I explain?
It's come to my attention...
That I am once a friend..
A friend who is need
A wonder of you, a whispered word or two
She looks at me with a smile I feel but it is so?
Does she love me truly?
So much that I feel compressed expressions lacking frame of mind
Yet my mind I would have you know! and not only a part of this puzzle!
Truly how can this be? Yet here we are!
I feel it in this blackness inside that moment before the day’s last ending breath
I feel her love upon my heart in this I am left
With all that is left of me I would run
How to cross this precipice of time and space?
How can I help you fully understand?
I think yet my mind moves to thoughts
Falling into this I have been made again
I find that before I was truly alone yet never by oneself
Doubts overshadowed by sense of truth and love
Stars look down one each from above
The brightest star only seen between her eyes
Eyes look through me deeply to see that as if mirrored one’s own Insecurities’ shown
Shown and discarded taken back as the tide washed away with the bru
Beautiful Poem for a Beautiful FriendYou came into my life as an unwelcomed face,Not ever knowing our friendship,I would one day embrace.As i wonder through my thoughts and memories of you,it brings many big smiles and laughter so true.I love the special bond that we beautifully share,I love the way you show you really care,Our friendship means the absolute world to me,I only hope this is something i can make you see.Thank you for opening your mind and your soul,I will do all i can to help heal your hearts little holes.Remember,your secrets are forever safe within me,I will keep them under the tightest lock and key.Always remember...if you're ever in need,i will try to be,the best friend i can possibly be.Thank you for trusting me right from the start. you truly have got a wonderful heart,I am now so happy i felt that embrace.For now i see the beauty of my best friends face... I Shall Not CareWhen i,m dead and over me bright April shakes out her rain,drenched hair tho you lean above m
A nice little love poem...when I wrote it, it honestly had NO meaning to me AT ALL...but now a days it means the world. Hope you enjoy.
I'm sitting in my chair
The wall is all I have to stare
Oh it feels like forever
Since I saw your lovely face
But we'll be together again
For my love is everlasting
Nothing in this life come free
One way or another there's a price to pay
Either with money or heart
But I'm here to make you see
That every hour of every day
My love with never part
The touch of your skin
The smell of your hair
The look in your eyes
The taste of your lips
Sets me free like no other
And I'm here to tell you that I'm not afraid to say... The history behind this is unique for me. Drinking coffee at the restaraunt one day I met a guy who honestly seemed like he was a mafia boss. Very nice gentleman. We started talking and he was talking about the Bible. Not preaching though. The way he spoke he really broke through to me. Dom and I are still very good frien
WHAT IS FREEDOM?RATHER OF WHAT?OF YOURSELF, OF OTHERS?OF, OF?IS THAT LEAVE, NO LONGER MUST?IS RELEASING WHAT IS YOURS,BUT STILL TOO MUCH LET BELONG TO OTHERS?RATHER IS TO HAVE SPACE,BE ABLE TO BREATHE,A LIVE WITHOUT BEING LIMITED.DEEPLY WITHIN,PERMIT THEMSELVES,TO FEEL FREEDOM.ENERGY RELEASES, WHICH YOU FEEL BUBBLE FOR A TIME.JUST LIKE A VOLCANO, WHICH STANDS ON OUT BURST.LETS THE FIRE FLOW. SINCE I MEET YOU
MY LIFE IS WORTH LIVING FOR
I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD LOVE SOMEONE AGAIN
IM SO GLAD I FOUND YOU
SINCE I MEET YOU
I FEEL LIKE I CAN TOUCH THE SKY
AND DREAM OF YOUMAKE ME FLY
SINCE I MEET YOU
I FEEL LIKE I CAN RULE THE WORLD
AND CLIMB THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN SOMETIMES I HAVE DOUBTS,DID I MAKE THE CORRECT CHOICE.SOMETIMES I DOUBT, DID I DO IT GOOD.SOMETIMES I DOUBT, ABOUTH MY FEELINGS.SOMETIMES I DOUBT, AD WHAT I DO.SOMETIMES I DOUBT, ABOUTH LIVING.SOMETIMES I,DOUBT ABOUTH THE EXISTENCE,THEN YOU TAKE MY HAND,AND I FEEL YOUR LOVE, AND THAT MAKES ALL DOUBTS, IN MY LIFE DESEPEAR.
A Poem I Wrote
In life, there may not be much time left. Life
can be long or short,it depends how you want
to put it.
Life can be bitter or sweet. Life can be good or
bad. In life there is good moments and there
God put us all on this Earth forr a reason and a
purpose to live. Nobody knows what that might
be, but all we can do is live day to day and night
Life is precious, so take what God gives you. Don't
be discouraged and be glad for what you can have
in this life.
We all hope to have our dreams come true, what
ever they might be and all of our goals that we set,
completed and accomplished before the world ends.
Written by: Jimmia
The Warning( From my dreams)
I found myself walking along On an old cobble-stone laneRunning side by side the AtlanticOf an ancient Eriu' seaside town
I knew I was to meet him hereThat dear soul once bound with mineHe visits me inside my dreamsFrom the place where theres no space or time.
The sun shone warmly upon my face The wind brought me gently to the placeOf an old stone bridge with a sittng benchA stream below rolled down into the sea.
There he was bent over the wallAnd staring at the stream belowHe jumped o'er the wall and down the bankI followed as much in wonder
The water foul and of sulphur smellKneeling down he began to drinkDo not do so, good soul said IIf you drink that you will die. He gazed at me with piercing eyesA painful sorrow across his faceRising up he climbed the bankHe was now to leave this place
We walked along in silenceMe wondered with time to thinkWhat water have I been drinkingThats made my soul to stink.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ "So You Say"
So you say that you ca
Written in April 2012. This was supposed to be another form poem called a Rondou. Not quite sure how well it turned out as a form poem, but I like this poem a lot in general. Written after being broken up with by my boyfriend of three years.
This heartbreak is so fresh, so deepall I want to do is collapse and weep.How did we manage to feel like we've wonwhen now my heart feels like it weighs a ton?Can't I just lie down and sleep?My hopes and dreams are no longer yours to reap.Now it is time for them to be mine to keep.I wish I did not remember all of our fun.This heartbreak is so fresh.I remember all the times in your jeep,no longer am I your complacent sheep.You will never again see the sun,For it is time you faced my gun.I will watch you blood seep.This heartbreak is so fresh. Was actually written as an introduction to one of my MANY characters. Was written in 2012, probably around June-Julyish. It was just after I had graduated from high school. The poem itself is pretty conf
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon,
shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . I'm ready now, let love begin. Why do I love you With all my heart?
Why did I fall for you From the start?
Why do you cause me So much pain?
Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain?
Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay?
Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away?
Why did you
Who is this person I see?
So large and unhappy.
All signs of happiness gone.
Who is this person I see?
She must have been happy once>
She has wonderfully happy kids.
So why does she cry alone?
Truly she has people who
Love her as she is.
What could have happened to her?
Did she loose herself along
Some path to nowhere?
Or is she locked up inside
Herself screaming at deaf
Ears that do not here?
She is a single mom struggling
To hold things together.
Herself, her family, her life.
Who is she?
SHE IS ME!!!! Can you feel me?
My body and yours.
Do you know me?
My mind in yours.
Can you hear me?
Our voices one,
I feel you when
You are not here.
I know you because
We are one.
I hear you and
You sooth me.
When we touch
Poems I Wrote
Without you i don't know where I'd beWithout you I wouldn't know what to doWithout you I would go crazyWithout you I just wouldn't be me You have mended this heart into gold.
With all the love you have shown.
You treat me like none I've ever known.
I can't wait to have you to hold.
As long as you never let me go.
You have this heart of gold.
Till we are grey and old.
As long as you will have me to hold.
I'm tired of the bull shit
I'm tired of the games
I'm tired of feeling like
you are ashamed
I'm tired of being the
one to blame
I'm tired of feeling this
you can try to ease my
just do us both a favor
and walk away
I love you more than
you will ever know
but I can't sit here
and do this anymore
I love to listen to you talk, as you open up to me, expressing what your feeling, and everything you see. I love they way you listen, and how i know you understand, everything I'm mumbling, and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice, and tell what or not to do, You always make me fell better, and help me pursue. I love the way you help me, Whether is night or day, your always there, every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile, and make me glow with delight, You take away my fears, and make everything alright. I love everything about you, And you'll always be my Friend, I guess what i cant accept, Is that i will love you forever and always till the end.
There is something about you. Something that keeps me into you. That makes me feel butterflies just by thinking of you. Maybe it’s your cute smile. Or that sparkle in your eyes when we see each other. It could be the way you think and your unique way to handle things. Or your way of getting mad. Maybe the face you make when you are sad. Maybe its the way you laugh. Or the way you cheer me up. It can be so many things. But most of all I think its the way you made me feel when I was in your arms. Something about you, just makes me fall in love with you again and again. HOW TO MAKE A WOMAN HAPPYIt's really not too difficult but.... To make awoman happy, a man only needsto be:1. a friend2. a companion3. a lover4. a brother5. a father6. a master7. a chef8. an electrician9. a plumber10. a mechanic11. a carpenter12. a decorator13. a stylist14. a sexologist15. a gynecologist16. a psychologist17. a pest exterminator18. a psychiatrist19. a healer20. a good listener21. an organizer22. a goo
waiting waiting is all ive ever known waiting is wat my heart knows now and waiting is wat i shall do till ur ready i dont mind waiting when the person is right the feeling of haveing sumone care about u is worth waiting for through all the pain one who cares about u makes it all feel better waiting for u is worth every second of everyday that passes and in the end even if freinds r all that cum noing u is all that matters so if waiting is wat i must then waiting is wat i shall do
Everything I do seems to never be enougheverything I say seems to fade awayeverything I am is never enougheverything I'm not is what they make of medo I or should I even carewhat these people even say or thinkwhy does the world consist around themwhat makes them better what makes them greaterwhat makes them them is it the way they look is it the way they talk is it the way they walkwhat makes them better then me to think that they can walk all over medo I look like a toy to youam I just the wind in the airam I just a nobody walking around this world lost and confusedI'm sick and tired of being pushed and shovedbeing walked over like nothingI am a human being like everyone elseI'm not a mat to rub your feet on I'm in this world to make a differenceto show that I'm not like everyone elseto show their is something more to me more then just another empty bodyI wasn't made for glory or powerI wasn't made for hate or deathI was made for love and careto protect those in need
Sonnet 130: My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun
My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;Coral is far more red than her lips' red;If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.I have seen roses damasked, red and white,But no such roses see I in her cheeks,And in some perfumes is there more delightThan in the breath that from my mistress reeks.I love to hear her speak, yet well I know,That music hath a far more pleasing sound.I grant I never saw a goddess go;My mistress when she walks treads on the ground.And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rareAs any she belied with false compare.
It was many and many a year ago,In a kingdom by the sea,That a maiden there lived whom you may knowBy the name of ANNABEL LEE;And this maiden she lived with no other thoughtThan to love and be loved by me.I was a child and she was a child,In this kingdom by the sea;But we loved with a love that was mor
If I Knew
If I knew how to write a songI’d write one everydayIt would say that I’m in love with youAnd why I feel this wayIt would have to say you’re prettyAnd as rare as a desert roseIt would say you’re a lookerFrom your head down to your toesYou are funny, dainty, fragileAnd as feminine as can beYou’re smart charming lovelyAnd everything to meYou’re my comfort when I’m lonelyYou’re my peace when I need restOf all the women I’ve knownI must rate you the best.You’re the orchard in the jungle,you’re the better half of meYou’re all of this and so much more,you mean the world to meStill so much is left unsaid,It would take me far to longI know how much I love you,If only I could write a song. Feelings
As I wake by your side,
My feelings for you I can not hide,I touch your face in the morning light,
Poems Made For Me
I have been praying for you to get healed since I learned what happened.
I have asked my family to pray for you as well.
They have reached out to others asking prayer for you also.
I asked my church to pray for you this morning.
The guest preacher, and his wife are asking more people to pray for your healing.
I went to a revival at a different church earlier, and again I asked for prayer for you.
There was also a guest preacher, and they are all praying for you now.
No thanks are needed for any of this on your behalf.
The angels are praying for you as well so that you will get the healing that you need.
I dedicate this poem to my Friend/Family member on here Lady Carpe Diem. Kristen you have lots of prayers going up for you to get healed. I do not need thanks, but just thank God for everything.
I remember when we first met.
I said to myself you will make a great friend I bet.
Poems And Other Things
Hello silence my only friend,
I come to you once again,
To dwell on this alone,
And in a vision I saw
A man without a face,
And a woman crying though never made a sound,
And out of the darkness I saw you,
Walking and you moved through me
Running after you and as I get closer,
The street grows longer,
I lower my head and sobbed,
In the darkness of my own mind
Walking down a street of unknown stone,
I hear tears fall to the ground as others sobbed,
For the ones in robes they couldn’t reach,
They were amongst them in their pain and grief
Though none had a sign of relief,
There were thousands maybe more,
And in the silence I still remain,
In the shadows of sadness and pain
Walking through this deep dark forest,
Cross a lake filled with fire,
Dance with the devil then try to stab her in the back,
Roll the dice then flip a coin,
Heads says your soul is mine
Make love to the girl of your dreams,
And then try to collec
In a portrayal of innocence
a true enemy resides;
harboring deceit with
half-told truths and silent lies.
beholds jealousy then irreverence,
leading to its own conviction -
Karma, my vengeance.
~ Debbi M. Melanson
A Poem By Ir
I would tell you a million times your beautiful and loved
I would say it a million times if you would believe just the one
Yes, I would trade a million, for just the single one
I know the ways you have been broken, seen you have to mend
I know I'll see it happen probably again
Yes, I've seen it happen and likely will again
I will never hold you or feel your sweet kiss
I will never know nights of passion or days of unending bliss
Yes, I will not know you or the power of your kiss
I will always love you despite all of this
I will always love you forever till the end
Yes, I will always love you even after my own end
Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right. Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone. Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps. Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can! Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared. If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking. What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful? Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred. Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God? Since when does money, a car, and job define a man? Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and propriety towards your fellow man? We replaced it with things that don&
The whaling winds are all around,
The rest is silence, there is no sound.
Crushing madness is in my head
Followed by that which is dead.
Something unwinding in my soul,
Where is the feeling that makes me whole.
Im so lost now, left without my pride,
Remembering every moment that I cried.
Losing myself into wishful thinking,
Leaves me with the feeling that Im sinking.
Nowhere to run- nowhere to hide,
My life feels as if it is done.
*** By:Annaliese Edie UNTITLED
There is something that is pulling me away
Not to sure if I should go or stay.
In this situation my mind is lost
And my emothions are being tossed.
These mixed emotions are losing me,
I'm blind to myself, I can not see.
I don't understand what Im going through
I from excited to angry to being blue.
Where do I go from here on out
When Im not sure what this is about.
***By: Annaliese Edie WORK IN PROGRESS-STARTED 06/26/2013
I sit here with a wondering mind,
Getting up retur
I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children,& that's just the start.I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.If you need me, remember I'm easily found,I live all around you - in schools and in town.I live with the rich; I live with the poor,I live down the street, and maybe next door.I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,I can be made under the kitchen sink.In your child's closet, and even in the woods,If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.I have many names, but there's one you know best,I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.My power is awesome; try me you'll see,But if you do, you may never break free.Just try me once and I might let you go,But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,You do what you have to -- just to get high.The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charmsWill be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms,your lungs your
A Poem By A Friend
He is a friend when in need
A good friend indeed With cartoons and funnies
Charm that flows like honey
He is Johnplanedude Not the least bit rude
Always good for a laugh and a smile
A friend that will last more than a little while
Always ready for fun and good times
I'm proud to say he's a friend of mine
I miss the first time we met
I will never regret.
I miss the first time we talked to each other
I wish I would have met your mother.
I miss that first smile
I wish it would have lasted awhile.
I miss being with you
I hope you do to.
I miss asking you out
I wish you wouldn't have any doubt/
I miss seeing your handsome face
What is the case?
By Alexia Webb
Over and over I told you I loved you
Do you love me to?
Over and over I saw you walk away
You did it every single day
Over and over I wish you would understand
I wish you would stand up and be a man
Over and over I think about about you
I want to know if you think about me to
Over and over I wanted you with me
You acted like it can't be
Over and over I wanted us to date
I don't think you believe in fate
Over and over I say I lov
Poems I Have Written
Gone FishingA young man once asked a fisherman can you teach me how to fish?Said the man, "Why, yes I can, if that is what you wish."He set the boy to digging, after every stormand told him "Come back and see me, when you've found the perfect worm.After weeks of shoveling, and blisters on his handhe still had not found one cause he didn't understand.He wasn't searching for a worm, or some other piscine dish, but learning to be patient; you need that when you fish.He came back to the jetty with a full bait pail,and set it down at the mans feet as he began to wail.The fisher glanced down at his feet and said "I guess this will do. Get yourself a rod from the shed, and bring one for me too."The man waited patiently to see the ones he chose and asked him quite intensely, "What made you pick out those?"The young man answered testily, "I want to catch big fish, so I got the largest ones I found, to help me with my wish.""It's not about the size of pole, or quantity of bait,it's about your pa
Poems And Other Things
“For whom is that taping at my chamber door? Is it you my beloved Lenore?”Times hasn’t been kind to me,Ever thing that once held light has now fared to black,I’m left in the darkness missing your radiant light,Being haunted by your memory and these feelings I can’t fight I stare at your picture above my fire place,The fire of my love for still burns for you,But the fire inside my soul has burnt out long ago,And your ghost torments me why can’t I hold you again?Oh Lenore take away my pain,And leave me in the darkness now and forever more,And stay with me forever this I ask and nothing more,Give one last kiss this I plead I won’t beg you anymore Lay me on a funeral pyre,Take my soul to thee far away,To my beloved Lenore,I swore I am yours from now and forever more “Thus I quote the raven never more” Strangers sing,While lovers lie,The moon gets all the attention,While the stars get ignored until they fall Hiding in the shadows,Ashamed
Tears of pain and sorrow,
Not wanting to wake up to see tomorrow,
Waiting for death to come,
To fill the happiness of some,
Lost is the love and vigor for life,
Pain cutting through me like a knife,
Dreams lost once more,
Wanting to leave this life forevermore,
Happiness and bliss are just figments,
Of a life never to be had,
Tragedy and pain rule again,
My heart lost and broken full of despair,
Wishing I could disappear into thin air.
Darkness closing in,
The demon struggles to be released,
Pain, misery, and agony is all that's left within,
Making him stronger by the minute,
Look deep within the cold, glossy eyes, And find certain death within,
The flames of hatred and bitterness,
Burns deep within your soul,
Feasting on your fear and dispair,
Drowning his thirst with your blood,
By: Jacob Cope
You have this power over me,....
this undesirable, undeniable, unmistakable power.....
You consume my mind.....
You invade my thoughts.....
You are the ruler of my dream world.....
You bring a smile to my face,....
a sparkle to my eyes,....
and a tear to my cheek. ....
Your voice is like a sweet song....
I am hearing for the first time.....
You take my breath away.....
With the simplest things....
your lips utter....
you make me feel weightless,....
as though I could float up,....
and touch the heavens above.....
You make me look at life through new eyes,....
eyes that have never seen the light of days,....
I feel as though I am using all my senses,....
for the first time,....
and suddenly everything I once knew,....
is now unfamiliar to me.....
You fill every cell of my being ....
with joy, love and happiness.....
You make me want to stand up ....
and scream at the top of my lungs, ....
"I LOVE YOU, more than words cou
As i fall asleep i long to be with you not just in my dreams. I long to look in your eyes and hold you tight kiss your lips and hold you in my arms and fall asleep and call you all mine.
Poems By Unknown Authors
"DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP,I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP,I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMOND GLINT ON SNOW,I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN,WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSHOF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLING FLIGHT,I AM THE SILENT STAR THAT SHINES AT NIGHTDO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE. I DID NOT DIE."
Poems From The Heart
Does it matter my heart was broke?
Does it matter if i cry at night?
Does it matter that i am alone?
Does it matter your happy?
Does it matter im a mess?
Does it matter?
Poems I Wrote
Your right I have nothing to offer. Being thoughtful is awful never asking for a thing in return. Giving you everything I can and you'll gladly watch me burn. Putting you 2nd only to my family and your needs before my own. Sorry I wasn't controlling enough or put you down I really never had much of a back bone.
But your right I have nothing to offer. I much rather put trust in you then battle you over here say. If I fall I tend to fall hard its why I wont give up on you and walk away. I try all I can to be your rock,stand strong and be your armor when they attack you. Don't worry about the damage I take it'll buff out, I'll take the lash's so you don't have to.But your right I have nothing to offer.Who wants someone to be there when they need them.Never judging them just excepting and cherishing them.Someone who gladly take up arms and go to war with you?Take on the world and whatever they hurl when it feels like its against you.But your right I have nothing to offer.I'm not shallow.
Emptiness swells like a festering wound upon my soul - Lifes varied contradictions have taken there toll - Iam reaching towards the outside world of sanity- as I lay here bleeding from deep within...
When you look into my eye's
and tell me everything is alright
All the pain is gone if not for a moment
so let's take the chance
and dance this dance
Turn the light's down low
and hold me tight
don't let go
just love me for the night
Hold my hand and be my friend
don't be the one to judge
so let's dance this dance
Whisper's so softly
never leaving me feeling lonely
let's not fight
just love me for the night
Love me tonight.....
he dances arownd my head all day and night,
he voice is like a song that i can dance to all night long too,
his voice is like a drug to me that i need every day.
his eyes make me get lost and forget that the wold is here.
his body is my hideing place were i go for fun and pain.
he is my all and all .
i will do as he says and i will have his back.
i'm his girl and he is my man.
i love him more then life and want him to know.
that is his the air i breath and the food i eat.
baby u are my master and i'm ur slave.
take me for ever and to u i will be ur queen
as u will be my king.
baby i love u know u know how i fell
Is this your smile or the sunshine I see trough the trees. Is this a dream or can it be that I am seeing for the very first time, was that thunder or was that my heart beating for you. Is this a mircle! These two hearts beating in perfect harmony
we find weeds and turn them into roses
we walk in a desert and the rain falls
we find a place where the clouds live, we play, we sing, we live but most important we have a deep love for each other and the sun will always shine through.
you inspire me in every way!
My, dearest Mark
I will stand by you untill all the stars have fell out of the sky and the oceans have all ran dry
forever and a day
I'm glad I'm a woman, yes I am, yes I am.
I don't live off of Budweiser, Beer Nuts and Spam.
I don't brag to my buddies about my erections.
I won't drive to Hell before I ask for directions.
I don't get wasted at parties, and act like a clown.
And I know how to put that damned toilet seat down!
I won't grab your hooters, I won't pinch your butt.
My belt buckle's not hidden beneath my beer gut.
And I don't go around "readjusting" my crotch,
or yell like Tarzan when my headboard gets a notch.
I don't belch in public, I don't scratch my behind.
I'm a woman you see-I'm just not that kind!
I'm glad I'm a woman, I'm so glad I could sing.
I don't have body hair like shag carpeting.
It doesn't grow from my ears or cover my back.
When I lean over you can't see 3 inches of crack.
And what's on my head doesn't leave with my comb.
I'll never buy a toupee to cover my dome.
Or have a few hairs pulled from over the side.
I'm a woman, you know-I've got far too much pride!
The stars the sea breeze the feeling thats set's you free hearing the ocean waves looking upon an sky an star i wish upon and wished him beside me to look deep into his eyes seeing an adventure together into the promise land when love feels like magic you call it serendipity of love & faith brought us together of the the perfect night full of suspense your eyes melt me inside as i hold you dearly in my arms i hold what is priceless to cherish & adore to sickness & to health i am your princess that climed up the wall of courage to save my prince.i stand on one knee for the moment of my life to kiss the princes hand.I'll be an woman of good faith,i'll prove to you we belong together to protect you from hurt & pain let me be the one you want and the one you need& all for eternity of love. There is a place for us
that no on else can enter.
It is a place that holds no secrets.
only beauty, peace, understanding.
A place that we come to,
thinking we are one,
only to have our so
A Child Found, A Child Lost
I lay awake
Watching for daybreak
All I can do is think
While this paper is still blank
What would you have been?
Where can I begin?
We did all we could do
Then one day it was true
There you where, a baby
Growing inside me
Then the day came
When nothing would be the same
For I lost you
And nothing I could do
I have to go on
But my love is not gone
We will never be apart
Forever in my heart
I Do Not Know
I do not know
What to do
What to think
Or what to feel
I want you
I want to love you
Then I heard things
Are they true?
I do not know
Now what should I do?
What should I think?
What should I feel?
I do not know
Should I keep my trust in you?
Should I still want to love you?
Are these things that I hear true?
I do not know
Will I ever know?
I hope so
Will I want to know?
I do not know
Voy caminando por la calle de mi vida
En mi pasado de casitas viejas,
tengo una historia recordada apenas.
En cada una escribí un momento,
una niña feliz, una mujer con tiempo,
de enamorarme cada día nuevo.
Viví mi madurez y mi madrazgo,
un hijo que responde al sortilegio
de trascender el tiempo y el espacio,
un hombre que renueva cada noche
la juventud eterna del deseo,
de las gloriosas noches de lujuria
de las tristezas grises de la muerte.
Voy caminando por la calle vieja
dejando atrás mis casitas viejas.
Mirando puertas de casitas nuevas
busco la que se abra deslumbrante
para encontrar mis días y mis noches nuevas.
CUERPO A CUERPO
Cuando tardas en llegar
tengo los ojos dormidos
tengo las lágrimas tristes
entre mis cuentos de libros.
Siento la puerta cerrarse,
cuento tus pasos de amores,
los que llegan a mi lecho
para calmar mis temores.
Miro tus ojos alegres
me encierro ent
Poe's Thoughts, Because I Kick Ass.
Alls these people wishing I was dead
From all the fucked up thoughts running through my head
Paranoid thoughts I was to shread
Suicidal thoughts hanging over my bed
I no longer feel alive
I no longer feel dead
Drugs after drugs
Night after night
Man these drugs are out of sight
It could be acid
It could be shrooms
Alls I know is that the fucking room moves
I hear screaming in my head
Makes me wish I was dead
Homicidal thoughts racing through my head
Holy shit I want you dead
GOD DAMNIT BITCH
QUIT SCREAMING IN MY MOTHER FUCKING HEAD
SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RAGGIEDY ASS CUNT
I wonder who's dead.
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end. rye the drifter thouw these blury blood shot eyes, I see your dark intinsoins, With these scared hands
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile
They said he ran the light
Had caused the six-car pileup
On 109 that night
When broken bodies lay about
And blood was everywhere
The sirens screamed out down the road
For death was in the air
A mother trapped inside her car
Was heard above the noise
her plea split the air
" Oh, God please spare my boys!"
She fought to free her hands
But mangled metal held her fast
Her frightened eyes then focused
On where the backseat once had been
But all she saw was broken glass
And two children's seats crushed in
Her twins were nowhere to be seen
She did not hear them cry
She prayed they had been thrown free
" Oh, gods dont let them die!"
She cryed into the night
The fireman came to cut her loose
When he searched the backseat
There were no bodies to be seen
The seat belts were intact
They thought the woman had gone mad
And was travling alone
But when they turned to question her
They discovered she was gone
Police saw her runnin
What is life worth, when you feel your entire life was nothing, but a waste of time, air and space?
Things one works so hard to accomplish only fall and crumble at their feet.
Why? Is life really worth all the heartache and the wear and tear we put on our bodies?
Screaming out, not knowing if anyone is listening. Feeling trapped like a caged up animal. Whose only way out, is death by injection.
My screams only turn into muffled whispers as once again I put my heart on the line for someone else.
Feeling sad and lonely, but who really seems to care. Miles apart from those whom I love so much. I beg to be set free, only to be set upon by rapid dogs.
Demons rise up from the depths of hell, slowly tearing apart my soul. Dancing amongst my dreams only to shatter them apart in the end.
Now tell me will it all be worth it in the end? All the miles I have wandered, all the souls I have helped sooth. Why is it that I am constantly haunted by the memory of you?
BY: Sheila C
Poetry And Lyrics...
It is living inside of me like any virus
Stop me if you've heard this all before
I'm pretty sure you have but you'd like to be lured back in
So smile and flirt
"Wouldn't you like to stay the night?"
"Why of course not my love, can't you see the skies letting loose?"
Suspended like a tight-rope walker over the ocean
Blowing kisses to the drowning mass
Sainted by your self-sacrificial ways
Let me greet you with open arms
A knife held in each hand
Perhaps then you'd get the point
Perhaps you'd understand
Stab. Choke. Lie. Choke
I'd love to watch you die
Oh how I tire of circles
Every now and then I'd prefer to repeat life in straight lines
At least then I'd see just where I'm headed
And where I've come from
The buzzing flies await
The feeding maggots behind
All my life I've been ascending
Only to be eaten alive The clouds of the night sky
Open up like neon thighs
Eating the shit off your shoes
I am your whore
And I'll be b
The shepherd loved his little lamb, And gave it tender care, And followed it with his loving eyes.
As it wandered here and there, And as he sat by his gazing flock-Who so meekily his voice obeyed, he pondered sadly his little lamb;as again it would stray.
The little lamb had a loving heart, And adored his shephered true, But would turn aside and seek his own way as lambs will often do.
With his gentle voice the shepherd called to his loved and straying lamb come back little one for you are not safe unless you are where I am.
But still the lamb would soon forget, And unthinkingly wander away, And not really noticing what he did, From the shepherd's side would stray.
Until one day the shepherd kind, took his rod in hand, What he then did seemed so cruel that the lamb could not understand.
for with one sharp and well aimed blow down the rod so swiftly came; that it broke the leg of the little lamb, And left it crippled and lame.
Then the little lamb wi
Sitting Here Thinking Of You Hoping One Day
We Will Meet, There Will Be No Modern
Technology It Will Be So Unique. You Will Be
Holding MY Hand And I'll Be Thinking
Ain't Love Grand Look Here World It's Just Me
And My Man What A Wonderful Plan Yeah Just Me
And My Man Listen Up World We're Off To
WonderLand Yo I Don't Care Who See's Us
They'll Be Just Wishing They Could Be Us
You'll Reach out and Touch My Heart It Will
Melt In your Hand and We'll Take a Stand
There's No If's And's Or Maybe's Just Me And My
Baby I Love you And You Love Me What a Call OF
Written By :Blossom_Rose
This Poem Is Being Published Right Along With The Other One And All The Rest Are Already Published this is why i feel the way i feel for you
this is why i feel the way i feel for you
because your special iam too
this is why i feel the way i feel for you
i need you and you need me oh how happy we can be
i'll kiss you and you'll ki
Even though our time is gonna be hard
Even though our lives will change
Even though we'll be so far apart
Even though times will be rough
Together we'll get through
Just me and you
Even though your leaving
Even though we'll be 2 worlds apart
Even though I'll miss you
And you'll miss me
Together we'll get through
Just me and you
Listen to me
Listen to me baby
Cause I know
Together we'll get through
Just dont forget I love you
Broken promises and tattered dreams, Fallen angels with sindged wings.. Can't you see? It seems you were once just like me... Doomed as an outcast of all society, As it felt that you would be alone for all eternity.. Now that we've met one another, Perhaps we could bless eachother with the presence of a passionate love.. So blissful and yet care free of anyones judgement foreseen unto you and me, We shall forever live on always happily.. Shining brightly in the reflection of their eyes, From the ones who could not be..
By: Chris DickenWritten: 9-11-04 As you laid there dying, Not a thought of greif crossed my mind.. For I knew that you would carry on to a much better place, Although inside my heart and soul I was crying.. I felt as if a piece of me had died, Even though I held our memories fond and your love in my heart with pride inside me... I carried on without you, Always thinking about you.. As I knew you were keeping watch over me, From above.. Consistently sending me signs of y
Poetry Tell Me What You Think.
Feeling so much pain inside and out
wanting people to just understand
even times I scream and shout
I feel noone holds my hand
anger takes a hold of me
me fighting with all my might
why can't the demons let me be
I have no energy left to fight
The times I feel i need someone the most
have my back is what they should do
instead it is a "ME" roast
how about walk ONE day in my shoes?
I will make it I know I can
alone if I have to
I will prove I never RAN
and get stronger through and through
Helpless is who Iam
Freedom is what I need
Trapped and I feel damned
I cut and I bleed
Is there an out?
Will I ever be free?
My life is full of doubt
Not too many options I see
Hanging by a thread
Slipping down the hole
I feel good seeing red
Hurting me is my goal
Being stuck inside my head
Begging to get out
Hearing all the things it said
Then you wonder why I shout?
All of me is slowly dieing
That was Me
That was me sitting in the corner.
That was me hiding in the darkness.
That was me you called hurtful names.
That was me you made depressed.
That was me crying.
That was me that cut herself.
That was me everyone picked on.
That was me that you hurt.
That was me who's been abused.
That was me who's only wish was to be loved.
That was me who you always picked last for everything.
That was me you killed with your tounge.
That was me who begged for your friendship.
Now,that is me that you look at.
That is me who found her true love.
Yeah,I'm that girl with the smile on her face.
Yeah,I'm the girl with real friends.
I'm the girl you never gave a chance.
I'm that girl.
I'm the girl you never cared about.The girl you wish you knew.
Anna Kathleen Weaver
Copyright ©2006 Anna Kathleen Weaver
ok this i wrote after having my heart shattered into pieces by my first love...
Why can't life be easy?
Why does love always end in pain and tears?
Why can't the ones you love most ever love you back?
Why are men so cruel?
Why can't men ever be loving and kind?
Why do men always have to break your heart?
Why when you find "the one" you'd love to spend
the rest of your days with does it never work out?
Why can't I keep and have a great guy?
Why can't I be happy?
Why do men always think you want to be single?
Why do men have to turn out to be so hurtful and evil?
Why do men take advantage of your vulnerability?
Anna Kathleen Weaver
Copyright ©2006 Anna Kathleen Weaver
Sitting here in the dark staring at the flame from the single candle burning in front of me
Soaking up the moonlight thats coming in thru the windows
Running my finger thru the flame feeling it burn my sking and enjoying the pain
Knowing that as long as it hurts i'm still alive
Thinking to myself that there has to be something better than this
Aren't we suppose to grow up and be happy
What happened to the young girl with all the dreams and ideas that were suppose to change the world
Life happened, she's been sacraficed by you and all the people that took what they wanted from her and walked away without giving anything back
Sitting here as I feel the fire burn my skin wondering will I ever be able to find her again
The voices in my head tell me no
It's getting cold now and I'm getting sleepy
It's getting harder to feel the flame
Is it time to give up time to rest
My mind says yes but something inside me is screaming no
Maybe I should stop the
I ask you to beat me
I like it fast
I need to want, ache, moan, scream, soar ...
Only when he uses power
Do I pant, ask, urge, lust, worship ...
Tell him Death would pound her knife
On bare skin, it's like boiling blood
But it could smear like honey ...
I lie languidly, weak, drunk, asleep
Chaining my eternity to my top
For his love cools like a flood
But my dream is never true ...
I ONLY HAD HIM FOR A DAY
NOW HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN TO PLAY
I DIDN'T CARE THAT HE HAD PARVO
OH HOW I LOVED HIM SO
I ONLY CRIED THAT HARD ONE OTHER TIME
I COULD NEVER SALE MY MEMORIES FOR A DIME
I KNOW IT HAPPEND FOR A GOOD REASON
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS SEASON
HE WAS CHEERFUL AND FULL OF LOVE
IM JUST GLAD HE WENT UP ABOVE
HE WAS STRONG AND BLACK
HE WOULDN'T DARE ATTACK
HE WAS ONE OF A KIND
I JUST WISH I KNEW AHEAD IN TIME
I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU UNTIL I LOST YOU.....
YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND
YOU STAY ON MY MIND
TOO BAD WE DONT LIVE IN THE SAME STATE
OR ELSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALL GREAT
I AM SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN
I NOW CRY LIKE A STORM OF RAIN
I NEVER MEANT TO STRAY
IN MY HEART YOU WILL FOREVER STAY
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH
I WISH WE COULD GET BACK TOGETHER AND SUCH
THERE IS NOBODY ELSE LIKE YOU
THAT MAKES ME FEEL THE W
Poetry And Random Writing...
Shadow bred and Shadow born
Through scales of grey descending
Skating through the fogs of night
Breath of Dark is rending.
Gliding here and lurking there
Wherever you must turn
Light not the wicked candle
This darkness will not burn.
Sliding through the grounded clouds
No step heard nor felt
But gathering shades of warriors
Into the shadows melt.
Look not too hard, or you may see
Those long lost returning
Bygone heroes with eldritch light
Their restless eyes are burning.
T'is not safe to stroll alone
Through midnight's gathered mass
But wait for dawn, and with its light,
This madness soon shall pass.
(c) 2008 D. R. Hyden
9/8/2008 Those would ask from whence they stand
What does it take to love a man?
Is it his face or form or mind?
That draws the eye and heart doth bind?
I say to them, in truth complete
Love is blind, it does not see.
A handsome face can turn your head
But when beauty fades, what's in its stead?
A well turned leg or muscled ar
Upon the dimming sky
Clouds keeping stars
From my searching eye
My pulse beats faster
As the rumble starts
The thunder echoes
In time with our hearts
Tingling bare skin
Feels the charged air
As the wind begins to whip
Through long dark hair
The rain comes down
Chilling my bones
Rivers of water
Calling my curves home
Wet warm lips
Parting in hunger
Longing for yours
Wanting you to plunder
Wet soft skin
Feeling so alive
Needing your touch
Wanting to thrive
Hidden in the night
I open myself to you
Hoping you will accept
Not knowing what you will do
Distance keeps you from me
My heart is yours to take
The night we share apart
Eternity we make
The feel of your hand
Glides through my long hair
Cupping my chin
Your lips almost there.
Warmth brushes my lips
Yours upon mine
My heart skips a beat
Is this but a sign?
My head leans back
Your lips find my pulse
It quickens yet more
She doesn't need a tera to show her beatuy or diamounds nor pearls,
She wears her vuales and morals as a tera,
Her heart carries percious gems that shine thru
the darkest night,
Like stars spakling,
Just a modern day princess
No need for diamounds or pearls
My riches lay in the deepest of my soul,
Noone can touch that
Sometimes I forget
that there once was a you
that your name ever
crossed my lips
Sometimes I forget
That there was ever a time
When I was happy and content
There must have been good days
not only bad
There must have been laughter
as well as tears
But, Sometimes I forget
All that time
All those years
You took away my childhood
you stole away my soul
But, Sometimes I forget
when I do
I am complete
I am whole
When I remember
The mask that I wear
that I have constructed
Falls away, crumbles
am I am left with what remains
A frightened little girl
who knows nothing of love
except for what you taught me
A shivering, cowering mass
under the comforter
Hoping that this night
I will get to sleep
all night through
When I remember
the flood gates open
from the deepest darkest
recesses of my memories
And I relive
sometimes I am lucky
I get to pretend
I am normal
and play at being
THE SHIMMERY SPARKLE
OF GOLDEN MOONBEAMS
THE SPARKLING TWILIGHT
THE DREAMER OF DREAMS
THE STILLNESS OF DAYBREAK
THE QUIET OF NIGHT
THE MAGIC ENVELOPS YOU
LIFTS YOU UPRIGHT
ABOVE THE CLOUDS
BEYOND THE SEA
IN THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SOUL
MY TOUCH WILL ALWAYS BE
THE RIPPLES ON WATER
THE GRAINS OF SAND
BRING US TOGETHER
HAND IN HAND
FEELING SO CLOSE
AS THOUGH WE ARE ONE
LIVING EACH MOMENT
A NEW LIFE BEGUN
LINGER ON MY LIPS
FEELING THE PASSION
IN EACH GENTLE CARESS
IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE
HOW THIS LOVE CAME TO BE
BUT THROUGH THE HANDS OF FATE
WE HAVE FOUND YOU AND ME
TAMMY REED MAY 2006 You're the sunshine in my day
The stars that guide my nights
You're the angel in my dreams
And the beauty that life brings
You're the missing piece
of my heart and soul
You're the one that my heart beats for
You're my love and so much more
As time marches on
I know our time is near
Our hearts will beat togeth