Lying in the Dark
As I lay here, I see nothing.
Only the fairy tales in my mind.
Tales made from the lies I tell myself.
Lies that I use to hide myself from the truthes I can't face.
As I lay here, nothing scares me.
Fear of losing something doesn't exist.
Simply because there is nothing in the darkness that can be lost.
Except ones self, but then again how can I lose what I don't have.
As I lay here, I feel a certain freedom.
One that only the darkness can bring.
I'm no longer lost in the sea of lies told by others
I'm free.
Free to be myself.
I am myself here, there is no one else but me.
Lying in the dark.
I Thought
I thought I was good, I thought I was tough.
Inside I knew I was never good enough.
I thought I was strong but I was weak.
I thought in this life I would never find what I seeked.
When I thought of death, thoughts filled my mind.
I thought of what I would see and
what I would leave behind.
When I thought of life,
I thought of alot of things.
I thought of all the happiness it brings.
I thought of light and I thought of dark that feels the night.
I thought of demons from below and angels from above.
I thought of Satin's hatred and God's holy love.
I thought that there was no place for me, but
now I see that with God is where I am meant to be.
Prison of Sin
I'm just another man fighting the battles of life.
I have to say I almost gave of twice.
I almost quit, I almost did it with a knife.
Cause when I'm alone it's like my spirit is gone,
and I just want my life to end.
Then I ask and then God saves me again.
God saved me from the state I was in.
God freed from a prison of sin.
Just listen I'm saying it's true,
that there's no better love
then what God has for you.
He will cleanse your soul.
He will open your eyes.
There's an endless amount of ways
that he saves lives.
Cause even when your alone,
and it's like your spirit is gone,
and you just want your life to end.
Just ask and God will save you again.
God will save from the state you are in.
God will free you from a prison of sin.
Believe me God will save you from hell.
God saved your soul and he wants you to tell.
So just spread the word, do it for them.
Help them find God.
Help them escape the prison of sin.
Blinded by Love
I thought you were an angel form up above. Sent by God to shower me with love.
Now I know I was wrong to trust you. I was blinded by love i thought was true.
These loving eyes were blind. They never saw you. They saw what they loved and not what was true.
Through this desception, now I see that we were never truely meant to be.
The Cost of Love
Because of love he was born. Because of love he was torn.
His blood running down the cross. Many wheep in sorrow on that sad day of loss.
They did not know that he died for our sin. They did not know that he would rise again.
His love cost him his life, it’s true. He died for our sins. He died for me and you.
A Special One
Another lonely man in a big world. Searching for the love of a special girl.
He searches all the time all over the world. Hoping to find the love of a special girl.
He does not know her name or where she’s from. All he knows is that she’s a special one.
Created by God from up above. Together at last they find a special love.
So now you see it was meant to be. There is somebody for everyone even you and me.
Untouchable Angel
She's a mountain i can't climb,
a river I can't cross.
Far beyond me she mocks those beneath her,
without regret, without mercy.
She see's herself as a loner,
who needs no one.
Though she surrounds herself with many.
She sings the siren's song to no end.
Pulling more and more into a trap for the heart.
Doomed to never know true love,
she soars far above the rest.
An untouchable angel never to be reached.