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I love this site alot. I just don't know what is up with all the drama. A friend of mine said that it is like a real bar in this way. Some times you meet some one that is a real bitch and is only out to start trouble and other time you meet some one that is not out to do this. I don't realy know if he is right or not but sometimes I do wonder. "Did I meet a nice person or just some malipalating bitch."
So what happened is that I met these people and made friends. I like them and normaly get along just fine. But, there are times when I get jump on or blocked. I did get fu-married an was happy about it. But even before I could get on with that I was suddenly blocked and that was just the start of the fu-marrage. So a couple of days and I finally get unblocked and told he didn't do the blocking and that it was someone else. Ok, not a problem. I get it. But it is more drama than I really expected. So anyway he gets it fixed and swears that I wont get blocked any more. Well no sooner than the words were spoke than he blocked me. Now I am being told I have to prove myself to them that I am not going to hurt him. Like blocking me dosent hurt me. Oh, I am hurt and now I see the same old abusive relationships I have had in real life showing up on a web site.
So do I go crawling back to him and do all that I am asked to do like I am just a slave? Should I alow myself to be hurt over and over again and all the while he acts like I am the one doing the hurting? It is my friends that have blocked me and have accused me of going to hurt and leave him. So are they really my friends or are they just seeing how much hurt I will go through before leave them and the site?
"Life"
In life, there may not be much time left. Life
can be long or short,it depends how you want
to put it.
Life can be bitter or sweet. Life can be good or
bad. In life there is good moments and there
are disasters.
God put us all on this Earth forr a reason and a
purpose to live. Nobody knows what that might
be, but all we can do is live day to day and night
by night.
Life is precious, so take what God gives you. Don't
be discouraged and be glad for what you can have
in this life.
We all hope to have our dreams come true, what
ever they might be and all of our goals that we set,
completed and accomplished before the world ends.
Written by: Jimmia
Nov. 12,1996
