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Please Support Autism
> Hi all, > Autism Awareness month is April and I am asking my friends and family to please support "MY SON" who has Autism and all of the other children and familes to at least default an Autism Ribbon at least a week or even better the whole month of April. > > > I am not going to twist anyones arms of course but I will give a VIC gift to everyone who does this that is my friend or family. > > > I myself and all others that Autism touches them personally appreciate this. Autism is a complex Disability and it is a blessing to see others who care. > > > > > > Myself and my husband " MATING_EAGLE" appreciate your love. > With much luv and hugz, > > Leopard_Goddess > > > > > Nancy Leopard_Goddess aka " Seargent of Arms of the Confederate Bombers of CT" > >

A World Without You...
If there was no sunshine I could live with the rain Baby if I had to I could trade pleasure for pain I could live without food or money It wouldn't be hard to do And if the stars fell from the sky I would make it through But in a world without You Where would I be? I couldn't breathe without you Without You, I can't be Me There would be no music No reason to laugh or smile I couldn't go on living Without You to make life worthwhile It would all seem worthless Everything bleek and blue I could have the world in my hands But I would have nothing, in a world without You

For She Who Doesn't Need To Be Named...
SCREAMIN' JAY HAWKINS|I PUT A SPELL ON YOU i put a spell on you. because you're mine. i can't stand the things that you do. no, no, no i ain't lyin', no. i don't care if you don't want me. 'cause i'm yours, yours, yours, anyhow. i'm yours, yours, yours. i love you, i love you. i love you, i love you. i love you, i love you. i put a spell on you. lord, lord, lord, 'cause you're mine, yeah. i can't stand the things you do when you're foolin' around. i don't care if you want me, 'cause i'm yours, yours, yours, anyhow. i can't stand your foolin' around. i can't ...dsfksdg... i love you, i love you, i love you, you, you. and i don't care if you want me. 'cause i'm yours, yours, yours, anyhow. yeah.

Kind Of In A Daze
I had an amazing weekend, I got to see some old friends and meet some new ones. I also got to spend a ton of time with my daughter which her and I both needed. I finally got to be me again. I got to play with my daughter, split firewood, stack firewood, run around on my fourwheeler, and watch a thunderstorm. It is going to be a busy day today but I think I am prepared for anything life can throw at me.

A Dream Called Peace
After watching the movie Children of Men, I just said to myself: *beep* all the governments! *beep* all the armies! *beep* all the political parties! *beep* all the gun producers! *beep* all the workers who produces guns! I just want my dream come true!

A Perfect Song For A Cheerful Goodbye Lol
Know you have a problem Can't you figure it Suddenly your lost alone As your statue splits Now you walk this cruel world Lost among its pain See all you were in my world Never to regain So you misbegotten Love so quickly fades So to be forgotten Turned a grayer shade See all you were in my world See all you were in mine Now you know possession Million souls to steal Every night your death awaits Less and less to feel Danzig See All You Were

Lmao
Five reasons not to be a penis: 1. -------- You're bald your whole life. 2. -------- You have a hole in your head. 3. -------- Your neighbors are nuts. 4. -------- The guy behind you is an ass hole and... 5. -------- Every time you get excited, you throw up and then faint.

Becoming An Illegal
ok im not trying to piss anyone off here- I DO have mexican friends- Im not being prejudice! they are all here legally and its becoming ridiculous here in TN where I live.Feel free to speak your mind on the subject! I wanna Become an Illegal...Entry for March 25, 2007 Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of thi

Nkotb
OK so this is my New Kids On the Block Blog. I was crazy for Donnie back in the day. Say what you will but these guys definately impacted the music scene! So lets look back: Now if i knew in 10 years hed be balding etc i would have been a very sad girl..HOWEVER...he had a brother...who is still yummeh! ok im done...heres some new kids vids OMG...this brings it back

.44 Caliber Love Letter
Sifting through weathered photo albums (Does it make a difference?) Looking for gloriously aged polaroids (This is the way it is) (You think it really would make a difference? Would I hang on the beach in perfect black and hide?) Of places you've never been. (I broke through this hollow shell that once held me so tight I couldn't breathe) A place to accept you don't exist (Come with me, jump off the edge) "Smile for the camera sweetheart. I really wanna immortalize the moment." Just remember the first step in forgetting Is destroying all the evidence. With friends like you, Who needs subtext? Sub. Text. Sub. Text. This is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart. With a gun, make your shot. Let's hope for better shit. (Straight {straight!} from {from!} my {my!} heart {heart!}) That reason for separation. (Straight {straight!} from {from!} my {my!} heart {heart!}) Straight from... my... heart. Christened by your bullet. I'm losing patience. Well I

Awwwwwww Where Am I?
Awwwwwww Where Am I? 9 minutes ago * Modify this blog message * Delete this blog message Where Am I? I cannot hear nor can I see, all is dark all is quiet, Am I dead or am I still alive, I cannot comprehend. Where is the light Where is the sound The sight and sounds of my life, Someone open my eyes or drop a plate, So if I see and hear them, I can comprehend, Why is this happening to me, I wish I knew the answer, Is it Gods order for me, Or something I don’t understand, Is death waiting for me with its sharp claws. What is that, I am sure it was a flash. Or am I dreaming but wait there is more light, Then I am in the dark again, Why I can’t work that out, So here I am drifting again on stream of live, Please release me from this mental turmoil in my head, I want to hear as well as see please. Then I can see again and who is that at my side. I think it is an angel “My Wife” I can really see not her but white coats. Click another click, They have

The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be

Chapter 1 { The Canterville Ghost
When Mr. Hiram B. Otis, the American Minister, bought Canterville Chase, every one told him he was doing a very foolish thing, as there was no doubt at all that the place was haunted. Indeed, Lord Canterville himself, who was a man of the most punctilious honour, had felt it his duty to mention the fact to Mr. Otis when they came to discuss terms. "We have not cared to live in the place ourselves," said Lord Canterville, "since my grandaunt, the Dowager Duchess of Bolton, was frightened into a fit, from which she never really recovered, by two skeleton hands being placed on her shoulders as she was dressing for dinner, and I feel bound to tell you, Mr. Otis, that the ghost has been seen by several living members of my family, as well as by the rector of the parish, the Rev. Augustus Dampier, who is a Fellow of King's College, Cambridge. After the unfortunate accident to the Duchess, none of our younger servants would stay with us, and Lady Canterville often got very lit

Holy Shit Lol
PLEAEEEEEEEEEEEEASE I NEED YOUR HELP I AM IN A CONTEST AND THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH 10,000 COMMENTS IT WOULD BE AWESOME IF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD HELP ME GET THIS DONT BY TOMORROW I ONLY NEED 5000 MORE COMMENTS TO GET IT DONE. I WILL BUY ANYONE WHO HELPS ME A BIG PIMPIN GIFT DURING HAPPY HOUR.

How Come?
the people I really want to talk to on messenger want to talk to me? When they do want to talk to me then I'm never here. I figure what is the point of having messenger at all. No one really talks on them Also the only time most of them IM me is if they are horny and think they can get some from me. Even though they know for a fact that I WONT give it to them. FUCK MESSENGERS!!!! /end rant

In Memoriam
ALL TRUE!!! NOW WE SIT ON OUR HANDS AND WATCH HISTORY REPEAT IT SELF!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL OUR MEN AND WOMEN IN UNIFORM WHO ARE ATTEMPTING TO STOP HISTORY FROM BEING REPEATED!!!! IF THEY DON'T STOP IT THERE, YOU WILL BE DEALING WITH IT AT HOME!!!!! Please read the little cartoon carefully, it's powerful. Then read the comments at the end, and please - forward it! We cannot, we must not, ever forget what happened in Europe over 60 years ago, because it could happen again. Anyone, any group, could be the target. It has been said that those who refuse to study history are doomed to repeat it. In this case, those who are attempting to rewrite history are probably planning to repeat it! The hatred is already there, in place, taught to the children from infancy, with promises of glory and honor to those who carry out the plans. Forewarned is forearmed, and I'm doing my small part by forwarding this message. I hope you'll do the same. In Memoriam

Love's Pledge
By: Allen (thank u honey :) ) I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Chapter 1 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 1. Mr. Sherlock Holmes Mr. Sherlock Holmes, who was usually very late in the mornings, save upon those not infrequent occasions when he was up all night, was seated at the breakfast table. I stood upon the hearth-rug and picked up the stick which our visitor had left behind him the night before. It was a fine, thick piece of wood, bulbous-headed, of the sort which is known as a "Penang lawyer." Just under the head was a broad silver band nearly an inch across. "To James Mortimer, M.R.C.S., from his friends of the C.C.H.," was engraved upon it, with the date "1884." It was just such a stick as the old-fashioned family practitioner used to carry--dignified, solid, and reassuring. "Well, Watson, what do you make of it?" Holmes was sitting with his back to me, and I had given him no sign of my occupation. "How did you know what I was doing? I believe you have eyes in the back of your head." "I have, at least, a well-polished, silver-plated coffee-pot in front of me,"

Death Of An Uncle. Not Going To Be On As Much
Hi All, Over the weekend my Mom's brother past away over in Ireland from a heart attack while having his leg amputated due to blood clots. He was in his late 60's and had diabetes but still a very young age to go. We also think he passed away due to a broken heart as he wife died from cancer just 10 years ago this month. Please keep my family in your prayers. I won't be on here as much the next few days. Thank you for your understanding. Irish, just a saddened teddybear.

Who Is My Crush And Why Do Certian People Say They Are Cock Blocking Me?
The person I have a crush on is the most amazing, most beatiful, and smartest person I have ever know. That person is of course is no other then Piper or as everyone on here knows her as PiperXylon. Yes before you ask any questions I do know Piper in Real Life other then on here and myspace. Also all you guys tht are on here and have sent me messages saying your cock blocking me from Piper keep talking your trash cause Piper knows me and knows I like her as a friend and more but I am not trying to get into her pants unlike all of you guys. Piper deserves more then someone wanting too fuck and too do stuff for her just for a chance at fucking her. I am that unlike you guys who I have had too block and I won't say names but you know who you are. Piper is my friend and me and Piper are taking it slow and waiting till we know each other good enough and until she believes I just want more then sex from her. Cause unlike most of you guys I know of Pipers past and her ex's and how they treat

Story No.5
Just thinking about walking in and finding you blindfolded in front of me in some sexy lingerie, i lead you upstairs and bend you over the bend, quickly i tie your legs apart to the bottom of the bed and repeat the process with your wrists. next i stand up behind you, you can feel my hard cock against you I reach round infront of you and start to pinch your nipples with one hand, rolling it in between my thumb and forefinger making it hard, with my other hand you can feel me teasing my moving my hand up and down the shaft, you feel the tip against your anus and then i pull away. You moan softly as i release your nipple, i pick up a flogger thats laying by the the bed bend, you moan as the leather wraps around your very sexy arse, i do this a few times and again you feel me behind you, this time i take the handle of the whip and slowly push it inside your very wet pussy, i move it in and out you moan everytime one of the ridges of the handle goes inside you or gets pulled out, i bring y

Dangers Abound!
The world is not a safe place. This has been true since the dawn of time, some 3000 years ago. When God first gave that chick an apple and she ate it and the snake killed everyone, it was just the beginning. Why am I saying this, you must be asking, which you obviously are? That is because you are all in danger. It’s constant. The danger is everywhere. You have to be aware of it at all times. Keep your eyes and ears open. You never know when danger will strike and you will be a victim of the danger. Being endangered is very stressful, but you have to be diligent, and be prepared to encounter the dangerous stuff, that is all around you at all times. I’m not telling you these things to scare you. These are no scare tactics. I’m trying to save your life. If you didn’t know it by now, you are in serious danger from things that are dangerous to you. The world is a dangerous place. I’m sure this scares you but I assure you I am not trying to scare you. I’m just helping you stay alive l

If We Had Sex....
1. Would you be in control? 2.Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4.Would you moan or hold all your feelings in? 5.Would you go down on me? 6. Would you kiss me with a lil tongue or a lot of tongue? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9.Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10.Would you lick and bite me all over? 11.Would you like 4play or get straight to the point? 12.Would you take ur time if I told you to? 13.Would u fall asleep when we were done? 14.If I said pick one. Would u pick fast or slow? 15.Where would u wanna" do it" at? 16.Would you be loud or quiet? 17.Do u like anal sex? 18.Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Chapter 13 { Robin Hood
And now had come the morning when fair Ellen was to be married, and on which merry Robin had sworn that Allan a Dale should, as it were, eat out of the platter that had been filled for Sir Stephen of Trent. Up rose Robin Hood, blithe and gay, up rose his merry men one and all, and up rose last of all stout Friar Tuck, winking the smart of sleep from out his eyes. Then, while the air seemed to brim over with the song of many birds, all blended together and all joying in the misty morn, each man raved face and hands in the leaping brook, and so the day began. "Now," quoth Robin, when they had broken their fast, and each man had eaten his fill, "it is time for us to set forth upon the undertaking that we have in hand for today. I will choose me one score of my good men to go with me, for I may need aid; and thou, Will Scarlet, wilt abide here and be the chief while I am gone." Then searching through all the band, each man of whom crowded forward eager to be chosen, Robin called such as

Ask Me 6 Questions
You Can Ask Me 6 Questions: Ask Me 6 Questions 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. _____________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, sexual, rude, or pointless _____________________________________ I'll try to answer them 100% truthfully ______________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential- send to my inbox ________________________________________

Nasty Survey
Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then re-post it 4 your self 1.Would you have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u want me 2 be in? answer: 3.Would u suck/lick me? answer: 4.Would u want to have sex with me hard? answer: 5.Would u have anal sex with me the first night we met? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic of you? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me will we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of ppl? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mine if we did it like porn stars? answer: 17.Wou

Guys Fill Out
Name:________________________ Age:__________________________ Phone:_________________________ Occupation:_____________________ Height:______ Weight:____________ Married(Y/N)_ Single:__ Other:__ Sexual Orientation:________________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? 1min__ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite__ Do u like giving oral sex? (Y/N)__ What could u do for me but no one else could? __________________________________ Which do u prefer? One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, What do u do?(place"X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Scratch__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Bite lip__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just li there__ List 3 positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace? Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ Do you like rough sex? No__

Be My Angel
be my angel with wings spread wide to guard all the love i have inside, be my angel from up above, be the angel im thinking of. i got so much love and you can have it all, be my angel, hear my call, catch me when i start to fall, be my angel. i give to you my heart, be my angel, just dont tear it apart, just dont hurt me, you and i were meant to be, i close my eyes your all i see, be my angel thats all i ask. do you think your up to the task? be my angel.

Boyfriend Applacation
Basics: Name: Age: Location: Hair(color & style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Other 1. Where would we go on dates? 2.Who are three(or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3.Do you drink/smoke? 4.Do you like the rain? 5.If so...would you play in it with me? 6.Do you like movies? 7.If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8.Could we cuddle and just sleep togather? 9.Would you liss my forehead? 10.Do you play an instrument? 11.If so...what? 12.Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure I made it home alright? 13.How would you rate my hugs from 1-10? 14.Favorite body part on a girl/guy? 15.What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16.Do you have any reps? 17.Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped: I pissed you off: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Face: H

Love You Best
LOVE YOU BEST By:Allen :) ( love ya baby!!) Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold . Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best.

Pope Willy
You know what... My brain don't always work right. I'll be the first to admit that. Thar are times in my life I has done some amazing and stupid things. My brain seems to go south. I once woke up thinking I was the Pope... Pope Willy. I put on a white bedsheet. Made a hat out of tinfoil and got a tobacco stick. I was Pope Willy. I then walked around the Holler speaking in tongues and blessing everyone I encountered. I was making the sign of the Cross and actually believed I was Pope Willy. I went to the local Catholic Church and drank some of the wine. I commenced to preaching to no one from the altar. Shortly, I was met by Sheriff Earl and his deputies. I blessed them. They thanked me and took me directly to Hotel Nuts. The following day I awoke and was back to my old, normal self. You reckon that might have been an act of Divine Intervention..? Or, just a crazy saga from my sordid past..?

Honestly Quiz
Hurr's is da Honestly Quiz. Answer each question completely truthfully and send it to da persons mailbox. No lies. Ya ready? GO!......................................................................................................................... 1)Do ya lyke mii? 2)Name one quality 'bout me ya lyke, Pysically? 3)Would ya date mii? 4)Kiss mii? 5)Say somethin nice 'bout mii. 6)Do ya have a crush on mii? 7)Are ya in luv wit mii? 8)Do ya think ya could fall in luv wit mii? 9)Would ya let mii kiss ya? 10)On a scale of 1 to 10 wat am I? 11)Wats da last thing 'bout mii, ya though? 12)Do ya eva wish ya could talk to mii? 13)Do ya think I lyke ya?

Chapter 12 { Robin Hood
The stout yeomen of Sherwood Forest were ever early risers of a morn, more especially when the summertime had come, for then in the freshness of the dawn the dew was always the brightest, and the song of the small birds the sweetest. Quoth Robin, "Now will I go to seek this same Friar of Fountain Abbey of whom we spake yesternight, and I will take with me four of my good men, and these four shall be Little John, Will Scarlet, David of Doncaster, and Arthur a Bland. Bide the rest of you here, and Will Stutely shall be your chief while I am gone." Then straightway Robin Hood donned a fine steel coat of chain mail, over which he put on a light jacket of Lincoln green. Upon his head he clapped a steel cap, and this he covered by one of soft white leather, in which stood a nodding cock's plume. By his side he hung a good broadsword of tempered steel, the bluish blade marked all over with strange figures of dragons, winged women, and what not. A gallant sight was Robin so arrayed, I wot,

Sleezey/spineless Fuckers
Ok now can someone tell me what the hell is going on here? Every pic of a chick I see, there are heaps of guys comments saying shit like "hot", "sexy", "beautiful", "gorgeous" blah blah blah. Honestly, if you like a chick, try actually talking to her, works heaps better. Idiot. But what is REALLY disturbing me is that really ugly people, grossly obese people, people who obviously have some type of phsyical disforment, people who are so ugly as to make a grown man cry just by looking at them, are still getting the same sort of comments! I'm sorry have you all gone mad? Wake up and smell the bacon people! If someone is ugly, tell them that! don't sit there and lie to them and tell them they're sexy when they make you want to puke! Lets be honest here, we're all adults..apparently...so lets start acting like adults.

Missy Chat Room Is Open
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6461 is a lounge i created all can join all topics are welcome so please come join and lets see how it goes. name is Missy's Chat Room come join missy Lets make this a kick ass lounge, all help is welcome

Driving Lesson No4
Ooh I did good today!! I'm really pleased with myself. Felt much more confident, I'd felt shite after last weeks lesson. The nerves had crept in. Today no nerves, and had a drive round and about the town centre, in the big traffic again. Practising my traffic lights, and road positions. All those little nagging rusty bits, like changing down gears, and dibbing the brakes have gone. My feet are actually feeling more co-ordinated now and all my footwork has been as smooth as sheet ice today! I feel like I'm getting back into the swing of it again, doing more things without having to be reminded to. I still had that bug bear about 4th gear, i.e I forget I'm in 4th and have to look - but after screwing up once, i think by jove I've got it LOL I've enjoyed today, I wasn't in honesty looking forward to it, because I felt like I did so crap last week. I made one cock-up because he found me one of those junctions that I utterly hate!! The ones where you go around the b

A Kiss
BY: Allen ( the most beautiful soul i have seen, thank u my dear for writing this beautiful poem for me) THE KISS I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and down Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personage All intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just nothing--but a kiss!

Chapter 11 { Robin Hood
It has just been told how three unlucky adventures fell upon Robin Hood and Little John all in one day bringing them sore ribs and aching bones. So next we will tell how they made up for those ill happenings by a good action that came about not without some small pain to Robin. Two days had passed by, and somewhat of the soreness had passed away from Robin Hood's joints, yet still, when he moved of a sudden and without thinking, pain here and there would, as it were, jog him, crying, "Thou hast had a drubbing, good fellow." The day was bright and jocund, and the morning dew still lay upon the grass. Under the greenwood tree sat Robin Hood; on one side was Will Scarlet, lying at full length upon his back, gazing up into the clear sky, with hands clasped behind his head; upon the other side sat Little John, fashioning a cudgel out of a stout crab-tree limb; elsewhere upon the grass sat or lay many others of the band. "By the faith of my heart," quoth merry Robin, "I do bethink m

Chapter 10 { Robin Hood
When the four yeomen had traveled for a long time toward Sherwood again, high noontide being past, they began to wax hungry. Quoth Robin Hood, "I would that I had somewhat to eat. Methinks a good loaf of white bread, with a piece of snow-white cheese, washed down with a draught of humming ale, were a feast for a king." "Since thou speakest of it," said Will Scarlet, "methinks it would not be amiss myself. There is that within me crieth out, `Victuals, good friend, victuals!' " "I know a house near by," said Arthur a Bland, "and, had I but the money, I would bring ye that ye speak of; to wit, a sweet loaf of bread, a fair cheese, and a skin of brown ale." "For the matter of that, thou knowest I have money by me, good master," quoth Little John. "Why, so thou hast, Little John," said Robin. "How much money will it take, good Arthur, to buy us meat and drink?" "I think that six broad pennies will buy food enow for a dozen men," said the Tanner. "Then give him six pennies

Chapter 7 { The Invisibel Man
VII. THE UNVEILING OF THE STRANGER The stranger went into the little parlour of the Coach and Horses about half-past five in the morning, and there he remained until near midday, the blinds down, the door shut, and none, after Hall's repulse, venturing near him. All that time he must have fasted. Thrice he rang his bell, the third time furiously and continuously, but no one answered him. "Him and his `go to the devil' indeed!" said Mrs. Hall. Presently came an imperfect rumour of the burglary at the vicarage, and two and two were put together. Hall, assisted by Wadgers, went off to find Mr. Shuckleforth, the magistrate, and take his advice. No one ventured upstairs. How the stranger occupied himself is unknown. Now and then he would stride violently up and down, and twice came an outburst of curses, a tearing of paper, and a violent smashing of bottles. The little group of scared but curious people increased. Mrs. Huxter came over; some gay young fellows resplendent in black r

5 Words
Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE

Stress + Health
Well it all started.Friday afternoon.On thrusday where I live we switched over from Verizon to comcast for the Comps.Comcast is quick like lightning.i Love it.Now the Whole Problems with my internet is we are useing a B.Broadband Router.An a B seems to be Obsoleete.I require a G Broadband Router.But since I am relatively new on the internet,I'm not suppose to know anything computer related.According to my buddies wife,Tech Support,Comcast Installer an myself are all wrong we don't no what we are talking about.They constantly berate me.Now this Fuckin bitch argues Ice conditions with me.I can not be right on any mater she Totally knows it all.On friday one of the puke Lazy Ass Teenagers ,started screaming at me for unplugging the Modern,where as my friend Ken,whom owns the house unplugged the Modern not knowing any better.now this fuckin piece of shit Bitch,came after me yelling cause she got disconnect talking to her mother on the phone.wouldn't believe it wasn't me who did it.after th

The End Of Time
The End of Time Time waits for no one. Live each day as if it were your last. Today, I took the kids to visit my Gram. My mom called me earlier in the week and told me that Gram’s doctor has diagnosed her with Congestive Heart Failure. She said to my mother the other day that she knows her heart is wearing out, and she’s preparing herself for the evident. It broke my heart to hear that. That woman means so much to me. She is a major part of who I am. When things within my own family were falling apart around me, she and my late Grandfather took me in. They gave me a home. They gave me stability, perspective, and most importantly, the ability to be a kid and grow, something my own parents couldn’t do. My Grandparents understood me more than my parents and my sisters did. And I always valued their opinion. I never looked at them as knowing nothing because they were too old and not with the times. I looked at them as the voice of experience and reason. They were

Such A Lonely Day
What fun. I go tmy tivo about a month ago and just setting it up now. Gonna try and relax a little today. The mall all day yesterday tired me out LOL. I am just trying to keep busy:) Oh yeah...I have added a lot of new people who do not read or look at pics sooo.... I am 30 Years old I HAVE 4 kids. They act surprised....I don\'t hide it LOL! There are pics! anyhow..todays song is SOAD Lonely Day! Such a lonely day And its mine The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Should be banned This day that I can\'t stand The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Shouldn\'t exist A day that Ill never miss Such a lonely day And its mine The most loneliest day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I wanna die with you Take your hand and walk away The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Life Such a lonely day And it

Break An Angels Heart
Break her heart; Under enchanted night, Blur her eyes with tears Bruise her heart Steal her innocence All with one kiss To seal her fate Break her young Heart, shatter her illusions And hopes Starving for a meaning Begging for release Naive and wild Rebellious and filled with Wondering Spreading her angelic wings To soar enchanting Starry nights; alone Her heart sweetly broken In her hands

Today I Began
today i began my journey on finding my self worth. from now on i will be the man i set to be. i will also embrace being single and not worry why i am in this stage. i will achieve goals i have set before and thank God for each day he gives me. i will work hard to make myself a better man, so if a realtionship ever comes my way, i will be the best man for her. today starts my journey into a new me with peace

Looking For A Job
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he Passes a little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman Said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to Draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree makea nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the Same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture That he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere a you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to Represent 99 ?" "Each of DA trees isa dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, And dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to h

It's A Glorious Monday!
Sunshine and highs in the upper 70's - sounds like a winner to me, lol! Everyone is off to school without too much chaos ensuing. All the guys had friends over at one point or another this weekend. A few too many girls for my liking, lol! Had to give my Safe Sex lecture again, just for general principles. They seem to have inherited my "touchy, feely" tendencies, lmao! Oops! I'm sure Spring Fever is setting in as well. Such fun! Dakota, the 12 year old, wrestled in his last tournament for the season. Got a 4th place in his bracket, which is not too shabby. His weight is up enough that they bumped him up to a heavier bracket - lots of much bigger and older kids in that one. He held his own, though! Yep, I'm the proud Mom/Grandma! I'm so proud, I could bust! One of my infertility clients called to tell me she is pregnant! I am so very happy for them. Now to keep things going smoothly! That will be the hard part, I think. Belly dancing class tonight, so I won't be online much

The Weekend...
Just stuff from the weekend to ramble on about. If you talked to me over the weekend you know I wasn't having a great one. I hate weekends without my son. Friday evening I was taking a walk. A guy was walking 3 dogs, and not controlling them very well, which left no room on the sidewalk for me as he passed by, so I stepped down to the road. Wouldn't you know I stepped right on the edge of a small pothole and therewent my ankle again.. rolled right over. It swelled up, hurt like um.. you know. So I iced it, wrapped it and kept it elevated. The Dr warned I would have troubles like this after the injury in the fall. The swelling is down but it still hurts. Recorded a Pokemon movie for David Friday night too. He didn't ask me to, but I figured he would want it since he wasn't home. When I called him Sat morning he immediately asked if I taped "it". I played dumb for awhile asking what "it" was.. until he could finally tell me. He asked me last night if I had watched it ye

The Life Of { H.g.wells
H. G. Wells (1866-1946), English author, futurist, essayist, historian, socialist, and teacher wrote The War of the Worlds (1898); Yet across the gulf of space, minds that are to our minds as ours are to those of the beasts that perish, intellects vast and cool and unsympathetic, regarded this earth with envious eyes, and slowly and surely drew their plans against us. And early in the twentieth century came the great disillusionment.—Ch. 1. The invasion of earth by aliens from Mars, tripods attacking with Heat Rays and Black Smoke and the evacuation of London while people were terrorised in the surrounding countryside became one of the first internationally read modern science fiction stories. Wells is often credited, along with Hugo Gernsback (1884-1967) and Jules Verne (1828-1905) as being one of the fathers of science fiction. Forty years after its publication, on the night of Halloween 1938, Orson Welles’ Mercury Theatre on-air radio broadcast of the novel caused widespread pan

Another Weekend Another Week ;)
I hope ya'll had a great weekend :D the new memories...if you can remember any of it. :P Have a great week ahead and hopefully you won't go insane before next weekend. PEACE LOVE DANCE

Games
ladies its very simple. its like this you know when a man is playing a game with you when the man tells you he loves you within the first week of talking to you. its only a game. he more than most likely has a g/f or a wife and hes just playing you for a fool and making both of you look foolish. Men you know a woman is playing a game or very desperate for a man if she starts telling you she loves you within the first week specialy when she tells you this the first day or 2 that you talk to her. not everyone has the chance to really meet the one they are supposed to be with as I have my baby. he knows how special he is to me. he knows he is my soulmate. he knows i write about him all the time so i dont have to worry about having a man to play games on me. My baby is just that type of man to tell me the truth. anyway ppl please beware of games that way you dont get hurt by them.lol I love you MY Wolf

Many Changes Occuring!:d
Well, we got rid of all of our fish yesterday... Kinda lonely around here without them, but I will get used to it. I would like to start doing what they said in the movie "The First $20 Million"... Simplify, Clarify, economize... We have been using plastic dishes lately... I gave all our other ones to my mom. All except the ceramic coffee cup tree thing... I think I might hold on to that. Soon as I get some more pictures done again, I will post them. Been rather busy with work, and the moving process and stuff.smile I did not start out having the right kind of day this morning... First I wake up to our neighbor kid screaming, crying and whining (these walls are pretty thin, and our bedroom is like right across from their kitchen... then, my son wakes up from that, and he starts whining and crying because he wants PIZZA for breakfast... we don't even have any pizza left right now... I gotta go get more... so he threw a fit to the point we had to put him in "Time Out" to calm h

D'oh
It must be Monday. I've already started the day off by whining like a little school girl. Boohoo my mumm was deleted. Boohoo the admins are mean underwears for not liking my monkey. Ok, I'm starting over. Sorry about that episode. Who wants cake?

You, And You Alone
You finally read my blogs, while you did not leave me any feedback, I hope you liked them. My emotions and my words seem to meld into one thought you. I don't know what to say in real life some times. I don't know how to say what I want to. I know this is not love, I don't fall that quickly anymore, I know I could love you. And I hope that you could eventually love me. I'm scared at times to tell you how I am feeling, not sure if you want to know, or not sure if it will freak you out. You are what I want, and what gets me through my day. I don't mind not seeing you everyday. When I do it is amazing. I get excited when I am going to see you. It is this feeling I have not had since I was in Highschool. You and I are so alike, that it scares me, how we can maybe help each other achieve each others goals. I'll be there for you whenever you need me to. And I hope that you will return the favor. I hope when I graduate college you are there with signs cheering me on as I grab m

Me And You; You And Me
Me and You; You and Me I know we are meant to be You know I am perfect for you And I know you are perfect for me. Never let me go, My love for you is forever This you already know. I will always love you Because when you came in my life My feelings were brand new. I know you are true Because you are always near And never make me feel blue. You and I have been together for a long time Maybe it is because I know you are the one for me Since you never have left my mind. You know how to make my day Every night before I go to sleep I ask the Lord for you to never leave me; as I pray. I love my baby And she is you I know we will always be together; never thinking maybe. I took a chance on us I realized that I love you And you I can always trust. It will be you and me Forever in my mind I hope this you can see. You are the person that can brighten my day And for that I always want you to stay.

Best Week
Last week was like a phenomenon for me. I got to spend sometime with someone that means alot to me. I have written things about this wonderful woman many times. But how do you express caring and the fact that I have come to realize after 5 years of knowing her and dating her, how much she means to me. This has happened to me not just last week seeing her. But everytime I see her it becomes difficult when I have to take her home after dinner. Or, leave after spending time watching tv or a movie with her. But, I get very emotional I feel like why did I have to screw up so early in our relationship that at this time in my life. We would become just friends. Instead of the person I should be spending the rest of my life with. I have many other questions, like why did it take 45 years for me to become the person I am becoming today. Or, why today do I feel so lonely, and will I ever find a person like my Best Friend. I don't really know and that is what is so saddening, yet so c

Monday 3/26/07
I'm gonna write this early and get it out of the way because I'm heading out with a friend in a little bit. Not quite sure what we're gonna do but unless the weather improves a bit it looks like we'll be doing the mall since it's indoors. Have a great day all. Off to get ready to go.

Let Me Know ...
Ok, here's your chance to request. I feel like writing something, but not sure of the subject. So I figured I would open it up. Let me know if you have a request for a topic...and some input too! Just leave me a comment here...or message me.

To Lay
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

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Aaargh
I hate it when ppl accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Anyone that knows me, knows that I only obsess over vampire books and my 3 favorite colors (black, purple, and silver) and not men. I've never obsessed over a man. Yeah, there was one that I talked about a lot (and still do), but I've never been obsessed with him. So, unless you wanna get on my bad side, don't accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Instead, just ask me about it first.

"moments"
"Moments" There are moments that stand still, I have these moments, a first kiss, a hug, and still when this special someone sits by me. When our eyes meet, and there is a special bond, when we talk and nothing else matters, I think my heart will stop beating, my breath stop breathing. He is the one, the only one, He is the key, I feel as though He can open up my heart and just read it page by page. I can't stand it when I move closer He moves away or hides, it breaks my heart to see him scared, afraid, lonely, I wish with all my heart that I can take away all that pain that is buried so deep inside. Heis and will always be the reason I wake up in the morning!

Loves Sweet Ecstasy
Turn off the lights, Come close to me. Let's make it a night Of Loves sweet ecstacy. Bodies and souls intertwined, Feeling of flying beneath the skin. Our hearts begin to combine, Relesing teh passion from within. Whispers of love so sweet, Moans of erotic pleasure. Eye to eye we meet, Knowing our love is rare treasure. Turn off the lights, Come close to me. Let's make it a night, Of loves sweet ecstacy. Sherry D. Parrish Oct. 28, 2003

Untitled
As the night slowly fades away, I sat and wondered what my life meant today. I sat to watch my children play, Listened to the things they say. Those about tose dear to my heart, Especailly those who are far apart. Thought about thelove you give to me, Always there, always free. Now I know that my life today, Was special in so many ways. Sherry D. Parrish Nov. 5, 2003

Stardate 03-26-2007
Hello All, reporting in for the weekend. I didn't do all that much, worked around the house mostly. I avoided work Saturday, because we weren't as busy as we thought. I miss the overtime, but I did get all my running done early. I've been bouncing around the idea of growing some facial hair. Laziness and this has caused me to have a weeks growth, so there's plenty to shape so I know what it will look like. I'm not sure though, I have dry skin, and it does tend to get itchy. And yes, the gray is overtaking my facial hair, and I don't like it! lol The boy had a lock up this weekend with his fellow thespians. They stayed overnite at school, practiced the play, watched a movie, and ate crap all night long. I picked him up Saturday morning, and he fell asleep in the three minute drive home. I woke him so he could bowl, and then he was off to watch his aunt's play that night. Sunday was spent planting a lilac, and cleaning up the yard. Also worked on organizing the garage. We'r

Time
Tell me, am I a waste of your time Sitting here writting down what I feel inside Can you feel the hurt in my mind. Would you know, if i layed here and cried. Time, it ticks away the hours of my life Taking all that i am a little at a time Time, cutting into me, sharp is her knife I want to live..with you...thats not my crime. As another day starts and the past one ends I look at my time to see whom i have touched I've told you I love you, I tried to make amends Does it matter,....It really matters so much Time, it ticks away the hours of my life Taking all that i am a little at a time Time, cutting into me, sharp is her knife I want to live..with you...thats not my crime So when i am gone, and my time here is done Dont shed a tear, my next life has begun Look back on my words, let them ease your pain I'll be back in time to love you again.

Turbo Lover
You won't hear me, But you'll feel me Without warning, somethings dawning, listen. Then within your senses, You'll know you're defenseless How your heart beats, when you run for cover Your cant retreat I spy like no other. Then we race together. We can ride forever Wrapped in horsepower, driving into fury Changing gear I pull you tighter to me I'm your turbo lover Tell me there's no other I'm your turbo lover Better run for cover We hold each other closer, as we shift to overdrive And eveyrthing goes rushing by, with every nerve alive We move so fast it seems as though we've taken to the sky Love machines in harmony, we hear the engines cry. I'm your turbo lover Tell me there's no other I'm your turbo lover Better run for cover On and on we're charging to the place so many seek In perfect synchronicity of which so many speak We feel so close to heaven in this roaring heavy load And then in sheer abandonment, we shatter and explode. I'm your turbo lo

Shhhh...it's A Secret
You see me as rational, as witty, warm and wise but underneath the mask I wear another spirit cries. You see me as a champion, you put your faith in me but underneath the mask I wear defeat is all I see. You see me as a survivor Who's mastered all the pain but underneath the mask I wear I think I am insane

Assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!
INSTRUCTIONS: write ten statements, intended to different people. never tell which one is to who things you've always wanted to tell people. 1. I miss you all the time. I think about you more than you know. When we talk it's like I can't find the right words to say. You know me better than anyone in the world and yet I feel like there's so many things I can't tell you because I love you and I don't want to dissappoint you. 2. I pretend like It doesn't matter but I care about you more than you know and I wish I could tell you how I feel about you. I love you. I wish you felt the same. 3. I don't get how you can smile in my face one minute and say the things you do behind my back. I just don't get people like you...but as long as you feel good about yourself...lol 4. You're the only one who can understand . You're the only one I know get's me...cuzz you've been there too. I miss our talks in the back hall. 5. You were my best friend for so long. I miss that. I m

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition! Big Warning :(
ok.. normally i don't do videos like this i don't like naruto.. But due to things beyond my control i have a real feeling that this song is going to be perfect for today so your gonna have to deal with it.. yes its gonna be a long day and I have a feeling at the end of it I'm gonna be singin this to someone... oh boy.. not good for me :( here's hinder with How Long. Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking How long till this goes away I try to remember to forget you But I break down every time I do It's left me less than zero Beat down and bruised I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away I can't seem to get my heart over you Cause you creep into everything I do And now I'm dying to know How he touches you I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what'

Almost Time!!
OMG it's almost time to go get my man ... just a few more mins before i leave ... i'm so nervous/excited!! lol ... it's weird how someone u know so well and have been with for so long can still give u butterflies when u haven't seen them in awhile. I know what I'm gonna do ... I'm gonna latch onto him and not let go, that's what LOL ... like i did the night they took him away. I think the cops were getting irritated cause i didn't want to let him go. :P ... anyway, i gotta go put the finishing touches on my makeup, then I'm off! Will be back later today (after all the appointments).

Why Write?
sometimes, the smallest thing fits perfectly in your heart or situation. sometimes, just a phrase turns out to be your motto. sometimes, a couple of words reminds you to not give up. sometimes, what someone once said is all you need to keep in mind that at least one person went thru what you're going thru. and sometimes, that's just enough to keep going, to keep smiling, to keep pushing on.

~*~quotes~*~
Have the courage to live. Anyone can die. ~Robert Cody Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. ~Martin Luther King, Jr. Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness and the word happiness would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. ~C.G.Jung People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, peopl

Epitaph
The wall on which the prophets wrote Is cracking at the seams. Upon the instruments of death The sunlight brightly gleams. When every man is torn apart With nightmares and with dreams, Will no one lay the laurel wreath As silence drowns the screams. Between the iron gates of fate, The seeds of time were sown, And watered by the deeds of those Who know and who are known; Knowledge is a deadly friend When no one sets the rules. The fate of all mankind I see Is in the hands of fools. Confusion will be my epitaph. As I crawl a cracked and broken path If we make it we can all sit back and laugh. But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying, Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying.

Apple-ham Grilled Cheese
INGREDIENTS * 1 cup chopped tart apples * 1/3 cup mayonnaise * 1/4 cup finely chopped walnuts * 8 slices process American cheese * 8 slices sourdough bread * 4 slices fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup butter, softened SERVINGS 4 CATEGORY Main Dish METHOD Other stovetop PREP 10 min. COOK 10 min. TOTAL 20 min. DIRECTIONS Combine apples, mayonnaise and walnuts. Place a slice of cheese on four slices of bread. Layer each with 1/3 cup of the apple mixture, a slice of ham and another slice of cheese; cover with remaining bread. Butter the outsides of the sandwiches. Cook in a large skillet over medium heat on each side until bread is golden brown and cheese is melted. Yield: 4 servings.

Love Is A Prison
Love is like a gentle breeze, That flows throughout eternity. Some will find its tender fate, While others find jealousy and hate. Then love will close its humble doors, Leaving many with sores. In thier hearts, forever scarred, Love is a prison without the bars. Sherry D. Parrish Feb. 10, 1985

Take It
You stare into the room, nothing there but space No sign of any message gone without a trace But I dont want your pity, if thats what you think Ill take my comfort from this hole Im sinking in Waste my time, drink my wine, take my money Thats alright, I dont mind but still, I'll try to be funny It dont make me good It dont make me mad It dont make me fly It dont make me happy Its nice here in this room, you would like it, yes you would Its got a bed, two chairs and a table, Id leave here if I could Theres a man standing up whos down on his knees Outside the cold wind sends a shiver through the trees On the line, left behind, under pressure Its so bad, leave me be, I dont want to get better, I no longer want to see It could make me good It could make me mad It might make me fly But it wont make me happy I dont care what you think but think about this It could have been somebody else, beware of what you wish Now the door is closed, locked and sealed And no

Sexiest Cherry Contest **help Me Pic A Pic**
Hey Cherries, I was invited to join a Sexiest Cherry Contest and I don't know which pic to use. Please let me know which one you think that I should use to WIN. Your input is greatly appreciated! Thanks! Bites & Kisses, ~TP

Pineapple Meringue Cake
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup butter, softened * 1-1/4 cups sugar, divided * 4 eggs, separated * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 cup milk * 3/4 cup chopped walnuts * FILLING: * 1 cup heavy whipping cream * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 can (8 ounces) crushed pineapple, well drained SERVINGS 10-12 CATEGORY Dessert METHOD Baked PREP 30 min. COOK 20 min. TOTAL 50 min. DIRECTIONS In a small mixing bowl, cream butter and 1/2 cup sugar. Add egg yolks and vanilla; mix well. Combine the flour, baking powder and salt; add to creamed mixture alternately with milk. Spread batter over the bottom of two greased and floured 9-in. round baking pans (batter will be about 1/4 in. thick); set aside. In another mixing bowl, beat egg whites on medium speed until soft peaks form. Gradually add remai

Kinda Cool
For all who dont know I had a tumor in my cheek of my face that caused me to lose 4 teeth and my jawbone. So I went for my dental work like 2 weeks ago and a guy came into my room and asked me if it was ok for him to do a story on me since my case was unusual and you dont hear about it so much with people my age. So I told him I didnt mind. well they had to have me sign a paper saying it was ok then he took a picture of the inside of my mouth so they could see what it looked like after it was healed. He is suppose to tell my doctor when it get published so that I can get a copy. I thought it was kinda cool that I was going to in some kinda paper journal thing for my tumor who whould have thought lol

My Fucking Luck
Right then... So, Friday I was on my way to work. Traveling down I-96 on my way to Canton for another weekend of work and whatnot. It was a decent day, traffic kinda sucked, my radio was going. Then I heard a weird sound coming from my car. Kind of like a ticking. I just passed an exit, so I figured that my car would make it to the next exit. When... BAM!!! Before I could react, there's black smoke flying out the ass-end of my car and from my hood. Lucky for me (the second time in a month I could honestly say "lucky") a state trooper pulled up behind me. After phone calls to family, insurance and the tow truck, she gave me a ride back to Fowlerville. I filled up on horrible coffee and questionable eye candy for an hour until the tow truck came for me. We went to the freeway to get my car and took it back to his shop. After I shelled out $100 for the tow, he took me back to the restaurant... for more, horrible coffee. I finally got out of town at around 1130pm. During that time,

Recovery
OK for those that didnt know... I spent damn near all weeklend in the Frikin Hospital due to some long ass medical term that means my gallbladder went bad.... Sorry if I seem a bit irritated right now....I AM. I havnt had a smoke since last thursday and I realllly want one. Any way I had the stupid Gall Bladder thing removed and then I got a fever and nausea. What a lovely combination that is.... I just wanted to let those that don't reead bulletins know that I am at homne now and with any luck and lots of VICODIN I should be back to Irritating everyone in my specail WNP way soon. Laterz ALL David AKA work_in_progress33

My Day So Far
I got about 3 hours sleep so that sucks in itself. I gave my son a bath and then decided to hop on the computer. In the meantime of me mumming and rating, my clean son decides to knock the ashtray onto my nice new couch and then proceeded to smush cheetos into my bed. What a lovely damn day for me. I can't wait till he's 12 cause then he's doing all the house work while i smush cheetos into his bed.

Life
I guess I should update so here it goes. I am now single because my ex was stupid. But we are still really good friends. I am still working and not getting enough time to do other things. I am going to be going to michigan in aug. to visit everyone. I cant wait its been along time since we been there. I will get to see someone who is very sweet and who I miss alot. I guess its kinda a good thing my ex screwed up cause now if anything happens with this one guy from back home I wont have to worry of even feel bad for just hanging out with him. But anyways I think thats all the news on me not much of a life huh?!?

My Mission In Hope.....
"God has created me to do him some definite service: He has committed some work to me, which he has not committed to another. I have my mission.... I am a link in a chain, a bond of connection between persons. He has not created me for naught. I shall do good. I shall do his work." Cardinal John Henry Newman "Never doubt that a small group of committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has." Margaret Mead Two quotes from the "Chicken Soup for the Nurse's Soul" again.... I find this book more and more interesting as I have re~read it several times over. Each time I find more enjoyment from it. I received it from my female bestest friend... Irene! I love you Reeny!

Power
you cover me with your body to keep me from fleeing, you take my dignity to keep me in shame you call me out of my name in hopes that i believe, but as you have told me, i am stupid and cannot hear you. You have tried and failed, you cannot reach me, my heart is guarded by a army of waarriors that you cannot bear, you will try in vain but one day you will see, you have no power over me

Love In Your Hands.....by Ken Cyr
The old man lay all alone and stared out through his haze. I knew his eyes were almost gone and wondered at his gaze. Perhaps he saw his childhood on carefree running legs. But his legs were long-since lost to diabetes' grasp. To change his bed and bathe him was my only task. Not wanting much to startle him I called out softly, "Sir." He stirred his body toward me glazed eyes focused near. "Who's that? I don't know the voice. What you doin' here?" Name spoken, "I just came to help to fix your bed and such." "Watch out! Don't hurt me none," he shrank back from my touch. "Them other ones, they's rough you know, they jerks and pulls me 'round. And sometimes I gets afraid they'll drop me to the ground!" I couldn't lift him alone not causing fear or pain. No one around, and so I went to get the lifting frame. We talked and slowly did the things we had to do Refreshed and dressed he grasped my hand And said, "Son, God Bless You. Some folks is rough and shor

My Weekend =p
ii REALLY HAD A FUN ASS WEEKEND.. WELL SAT. NiiGHT ANYWAY.. ME && A FEW OF MY GiiRLS HiiT THE CLUB iiN PROViiDENCE, AND WE WERE HAViiNG A GOOD TiiME.. THEN AS WE WERE WALKiiNG THROUGH A ROOM, THiiS GUY CAME UP TO ME AND STARTED DANCiiNG ALL CRAZY AT ME.. SO.. ii DANCED ALL CRAZY BACK AT HiiM RATHER THAN WALKiiNG AWAY, THEN WE STARTED LAUGHiiN AND CHiiLLiiN.. WELL THEY HAD V.ii.P.. SO WE CHiiLLED iiN V.ii.P FOR THE REST OF THE NiiGHT.. WE WERE DRiiNKiiN CRYSTAL, AND WHATEVER WE WANTED FROM THE BAR WAS FREE, AND THiiS GUY ii WAS DANCiiNG WiiTH iiN THE V.ii.P ((NOT THE SAME ONE FROM THE BEGiiNiiNG, HiiS FRiiEND..LOL.)) HAD TO PERFORM ON STAGE, HE DiiD A REGGETON SONG OR WHATEVER, AND HE PULLED ME ON STAGE W/ HiiM WHiiLE HE WAS PERFORMiiNG, AND WE WERE DANCiiNG.. OMG! WE HAD SUCH A GOOD TiiME.. THEY BOUGHT US FLOWERS.. iiT WAS NiiCE. THEN WE ALL WENT AND HUNG OUT AFTERWARD.. iiT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! ii REALLY HAD SO MUCH FUN! BYE!!

Germany
Hello, I went to Germany with a friend here in Emmen, The Netherlands, is a truck driver and got to see alot of western Germany, the Netherlands, Belguim and Luxemborg. Some of the small villages kind of reminded me of small Texas cities, but then again, if you knowabout Texas, here are many German Americans in Texas so gofigure. I really enjoyed seeing many countries. I dont know if I am ready to come back to the states, but I will have to when I am out of cash. Well hey everyone, I will let all of you know when I will be back soon........

Guys Point Of View
GUYS POINT OF VIEW [ALL GIRLS READ] You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you

Contests Are Teh Weak
contests are seriously going to drive me to delete my profile here.. i swear peoples need for validation on here is insane. id never been in a contest before and atfer losing what was called "best main photo" to some avarage looking woman in an avargae looking webcam pic, i see now that the contest really wasnt about the best pic at all, it was about who has the most friends. so why do the contests even bother with having a type, they all end the same.. imo the comment bombing is just so the person hosting the contest can get their ratings boosted. any REAL contest would be held on ratings and ratings alone..even then its more or less how has the larger friendlist. i probably sound like i just have sour grapes over losing that time, and you know maybe i do a little, i mean after all i put more then 3 seconds into my pics and to lose a contest thats supposed to be based on the quality of your pic, well, ill have to call BS.. i guess its my own fault for thinking a guy could win again

Listen To Your Heart
IF YOU LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. IT WILL TELL YOU WHERE TO GO. IT WILL CLEAR A PATH FOR YOU, AND CLEAR AND OPEN ROAD. IT WILL SHOW YOU GUIDANCE, WHEN YOUR UNSURE OF WHAT TO DO. YOU WILL FEEL IT'S INSTINCT'S. WHICH MOSTLY WILL BE TRUE. IT WILL SHARE IT'S GOODNESS. WHICH MAKE'S YOU WHO YOU ARE. IT WILL BUILD YOUR CHARACTER. WHICH WILL GET YOU VERY FAR. IT WILL SHOW IT'S LOVE. TO THE ONE'S YOU HOLD SO DEAR. IT CAN BRING YOU MUCH HAPPINESS. BUT IT CAN ALSO BRING YOU TEAR'S. AND WHEN YOU NEED A COMFORT. IT WILL ALWAY'S PLAY IT'S PART. YOU LIFE WILL FIND IT'S PATH. IF YOU LISTEN TO YOUR HEART by Robert Dream Chaser Navarro

Clean Up Time
Well, I'm back and forth on this thing now. Trying to stay updated with it and see how ya'll doing. But, unfortunatly I have to do some claen up AGAIN, couse I do try to send people a message, but, not hearing back from you, so, let me know if you want to stay on, for I'm starting to clean up right now as we speak,,, Monday am 3-26-07,,,,,, So, give me a holla and let me know, if I DO NOT hear from you by Wed the 28 of March, I'll have no choice but to take you off. Sorry

Crystal Meth!!
Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should. I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH. My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wo

Fucking Jealous Skanks
So this morning I wake and do my usual things..go pee, feed the cat, make coffee, check my email blah blah blah...then I check CT for messages and what do I get greeted with? A bunch of "1" ratings. I have an inkling as to who it is based on the recent viewers to my profile. All I can say to this person is..thanks for hating me. Cuz when you hate me it means you're thinking about me and that gives me warm fuzzies. Truly it does.

Hello Every
i hope that every one has a great day and i wish some of you will be able to come by my site and rate my pics and add and fan me if you havn't already need to add more pics i got some sexy pic in there check them out

Mike
Friday, March 23, 2007 For Mike Current mood: MIssing Him Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time you're so endearing, you're so beauti

Monday Links: Youtube Guys, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Monday everybuddy! It's freakin' cold here in the Big Apple, and while we're patiently waiting on Spring to show up, the guys from YouTube will be showing up to hang with the show. Turn on your Paltalk if you want to see all the in-studio action...Rather than ending up like the poor guy in the UK who killed himself on cam, feel free to enjoy the lovely young ladies SHOWERING and GETTING DRESSED on cam! Just install the Paltalk and go to 'Opie and Anthony Live' (and no, you don't need a webcam to check out the video feeds). NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: It was a wonderful bosom-filled weekend on RateMyWOW.com. Not only did we get a lovely lesbian WOW photo from Minneapolis, but our buddy Brandon Iron gave us a lovely shot of Angelica Lane from Load My Mouth and her nice boobs: RateMyWOW: Minneapolis Lesbos RateMyWOW: Angelica Lane The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus is coming to The Joint at the Hard Rock

Losing Faith
I'm Layin It All Out Current mood: disappointed I'm not one to usually do this but..........here goes. My bad side....I'm brutal, cutting, sarcastic to a fault. I'm cruel, self-depricating, obsessive. I'm self-conscious, self-aware, self-loathing. I'm cold, hateful, brooding. I'm depressive, weak, ocassionally spineless. I have little tolerance, little pity, little compassion. I'm not a sheep, a doormat, a lemming. I refuse to be your bitch, whipping boy, scapegoat. My good side...I'm patient, loyal, trustworthy. I'm witty, charming, silly. I'm laughing, smiling, joking. I'm tolerant, compassionate, considerate. I always have an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, and a backbone for venting. I will always be your friend, be there, love you. This is me folks......it will never change

Monday Morning Hey There And How Ya Doing
Good Morning. It’s beautiful outside. So beautiful I over slept. Yes and for that reason I am only doing a quick over view of my weekend. It went by fast. LOL Ok, … Mandy had a state solo ensemble contest this weekend. The ship sank on her solo performance. And as would have it she was very devastated and quite somber most of the day and had to return for her quartet ensemble performance which she dreaded due do a band solo performance earlier. But as would have it, being with her girl friends must have brought the best in her out. As she and they received a grade 1 and all medaled. I remember just prior to them stating and thinking…oh my gosh just please get through this and not fall apart. As I closed my eyes and listened I was more then surprised to hear them play as if they were an orchestra. The judge was overwhelmed by their playing and was could only compliment after compliment them. She even went as far as mentioning that their school should allow them to play that piece for a

Near Death Experiences
Have any of you ever expereinced close to death calls??? Like where you merely had a close encounter with death itself? Like i swear when i write these blogs, they always come str8 from my heart. Me and my whole life growing up, i never had much faith in God, never was religious... But, as i grew older i kept having these close encounters that i cant never seem to get out of my mind... Like such close calls where you actually see your whole life just pass you by in front of your eyes, and all you can really do is watch it take place. But when i realizd im still here..After about the 2nd time i kinda realized something.. I got some1 lookin out for me...cuz if i didnt, i know i sure as hell wouldnt be here right now... Because i've had about 7 close calls in my lifetime and im only 21 right now.. majority of them were straight up miracles...I never had much faith b4 in my life.. But when i stop and think about my life and how it has evolved itself... And all the stuff that i've seen and

Asthma...
so i've been sick for like the past month, so i went to a clinic that's open on sundays, and they said i have asthma, and gave me an inhaler and this other stuff for asthma... ugh. that explains the shortness of breath while i was playing in that gravel pit the other week... anyway, now i use an inhaler. attractive. :P night

Excerpt From My Favorite Book...
The Prince had all his young life known the story of Sleeping Beauty, cursed to sleep for 100 years, with her parents the King and Queen, and all of the Court, after pricking her finger on a spindle. But he did not believe it until he was inside the castle. Even the bodies of those other Princes caught int he thorns of the rose vines that covered the walls had not made him believe it. They had come believing it, true enough, but he must see for himself inside the castle. Careless with grief for the death of his father, and too powerful under his mothers rule for his own good, he cut these awesome vines at their roots, and immediately prevented them from ensnaring him. It was not his desire to die, so much as to conquer. And picking his way through the bones of thats that had failed to solve the mystery, he stepped alone into the great banquet hall. In the topmost bedchamber of the house he found her.He had stepped over sleeping chambermaids and valets, and, breathing the du

Don't You Axe Me One More Twig!
them question-airs is retarded. us all knows that. it’s for dumbos who not know what else to make mention in theirs blog. i cannot for the 9 lives of me read all them neverending questions being axed froms peoples. and them answers is like yup, nope kinda darned. having jected that, I must say i found this one cutsy. it axe 52 questions. one for each weeks of the year. not that i will be ables to take this shit for a wholes year. nor wills you! 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? can’t we just terminate this sentence after “best” and make it a (wet) blanket assertion? 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? i tend to sleep much better on the top of the bed. I hate clinging to the bedframe. 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? women tend to be insulted when their gina is compared to meat. and no, it doesn’t all taste like chicken. 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? don’t you just hate it when the fucking cop stick a finger in you

I'm Depressed.....
Why is it that those i care for cherish an love always have to suffer so...i try doing so much with what im given but its never enough Why CANT I DO WHAT I WANT TO WHY CANT I TAKE CARE OF THOSE CLOSE TO ME WHY GOD FUCKEN DAMMIT WHY..... It pains me to see those i love in pain or suffering i want to help i want to take the pain away and make everything better.... I DONT CARE ABOUT MY WELL BEING ASLONG AS THOSE I CARE FOR ARE OK.....i dont care i jus want whats best whats right what i feel in my heart is true...

Escape
Celestial sacrifice of the lamb Hold high above your head For the gods are taking their sacrifice Dance your rituals of praise Let the rapture bind around you Graces degrade the worthless Sinners crowd around you As they lye dieing Scream in pleasure of their dying day In a world from eden You find your way

Help This Cherry Out Guys She Is In The Cutest Baby Pic
ROUND 1 CHERRIES NEED TO ONLY COMMRNT SO PLEASE HELP HER OUT CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND SHOW SOME LOVE AND JUST RATE THE PIC AND LET ME KNOW U DID THANK U ALL > >

You Guys Rawk!
Ok, I was kinda feeling sorry for myself last night when I posted my last blog. Kinda? Hell, VERY! Not to mention I was down on myself cos I'd posted a mumm asking if I should just jump in & enter a BBW contest here on the Tap. I got about a third of responses jumping on me because I wasn't big enough, another third jumping on me cos I was fat & shouldn't be proud of it, roughly another third, posting to say they didn't give a shit one way or the other & were bored(then why bother posting, hmm?), and the final third just general assinine comments along the lines of "I like cheese". Y'all get the drift. Needless to say, I took that mumm down FAST. So I was really down on myself, which really isn't like me to do. Well, publicly anyway*L* So here I am, pouting & generally hating CT at the moment. Then I log on & read my messages. And I realize that the net ain't the crappy hellhole we make of it all the time. Yes, it has its moments, but for the most part, there are still good people o

Support The Troops Contest Ladies Only
OK KADIES THIS IS FOR THE SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS CONTEST I NEED 24 CONTESTANTS U HAVE 2 PICS. FIRST ROUND IS 50O COMMENTS OR BETTER BIKINI PIC IF MAKE TO 2ND ROUND PIC JAS TO BE A SKIRT A DRESS VERY ELEGANT. U HAVE TO GET 30,000 COMMENTS FOR EVERY 100 RATES IS A $1 DONATED TO THE TROOPS THEN FOR EVER 5000 COMMENTS IS $10 DONATED I HAVE 2 CONTESTANTS SO COME ON LADIES SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS. CONTEST WILL BEGIN WHEN ALL 25 ENTRIES FOR ROUND 1 ARE IN. THANKS ALSO THE WINNER GETS TO CHOOSE THE PRIZE SHE WANTS

Story No. 4
We are out in the hot tub one summers evening just as the sun is setting, its nice and warm outside still. We have been foolling around a bit in the tub my hands over your body, tweaking your nipples and your hands running over my chest and then down towards my groin. You reach for cock which by now is hard under your touch, you start to move your hands backwards and forwards, i tell you to stop, you say no and carry on, i'm getting closer and closer and tell you to stop again, you ignore me and carry on. Fine I say and get up to go, you say your sorry and ask me not to go but I say its too late for that now and leave you in the tub. Once inside the house i run to get the things that i need for your punishment. I creep back outside to surprise you, you still have your back to me in the tub, i pull a silk scarf out of the bag of toys that i have with me and quickly tie it over your eyes, as i am doing it i notice a little grin cross your face. I take your hands and help you out of t

* Acceptance *
********************************************************************************************* * Acceptance * ********************************************************************************************* Acceptance Does intelligence bring happiness? Intelligence does not in and of itself bring happiness. What brings happiness is acceptance. Intelligence and energy are one and the same. Energy is intelligence. Intelligence is energy. When you perceive a person to be less intelligent, remind yourself that what you see is a point of consciousness that is simply experiencing less access to its total self, which is pure intelligence. Happiness then, has nothing to do with intelligence when intelligence is used as a point of reference for self. In other words, if intelligence is something by which you value or measure your worth, this will not bring you happiness. Happiness is a result of acceptance. Those who operate with greater mental constraints, for whatever r

A Quick One...posted Days Ago On My Space
Thought I would write a quick blog. In less than a month I turn 29 years old. The year went by so quickly. To be honest thinking about it has me a bit depressed. This will be the second year in a row that I havent gotten to spend my birthday with my best friend Linda. Also I look at it and wish it is on a day other than bloody Sunday so I can actually go to the bar and have fun. I may celeberate it all weekend though. SO when it comes about...whoever is around me if they wish to join..just ask where and when. Also...for those who might ask me what I want for my Bday...to be honest...I really dont know. I have a few things in mind, but knowing my Bday falls so into the month...I dont expect much. But if you ask...I am sure I will come up with something..or just suprise me..I dont care. LOL. 29!!! Damn I am getting old!! LMAO!! I know Slapnuts....I am old!! Anyways..enough with the wasteless bullshit...I am off to bed. I have alot of My Space stuff to do tomorrow. Thats if they can get t

Sex
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God80%Virgin45%A Romantic40%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Do It Now
Things you're always going to do later never do get done. What you put off until someday will always be out of your reach. If anything is important enough to do someday, then it is worth starting on right now. If you're going to actually do it, then you must do it in the moment you're in. Procrastination may seem like an easy way to avoid taking action. What it really is, though, is an ever-increasing burden of guilt and regret that you place on yourself. Think of how awful it feels to know that you could have done, or could be doing, but instead you waited until too late. Fortunately, there is a simple and highly effective way to ease that burden. Take action now. Choose something that you have continued putting off, and go ahead and get it done. You've made many great plans and promises. Go ahead, act on them, and see how great it is to make them real. -- Ralph Marston

Love Her
Love Her She craves compassion like a rose wilts without the kiss of morning dew, she withers without your tenderness Touch her Let her grow in good hands without squeezing too tight feel her warmth fold your souls together Need her Be the crust of her loaf the white to her yoke icing on her cake her substance for abuse Trust her Be the candle in her window her comfort in a song a shoulder to cry on Understand her Catch her Love Her She craves compassion like a rose wilts without the kiss of morning dew, she withers without your tenderness Touch her Let her grow in good hands without squeezing too tight feel her warmth fold your souls together Need her Be the crust of her loaf the white to her yoke icing on her cake her substance for abuse Trust her Be the candle

Honesty
I have not been completely honest with anybody including myself ever. When i'm finally honest with a guy turns out he's the one who hurts me the worst. Is honestly such a good, i wonder? I fell head over heels in love with him just to get hurt!!!! What the fuck was I thinkin? I have been up most of the night pondering that very question. I feel like an ass, I told all my friends and family that he was in iraq to learn he doesn't go back til May. I took pics that I wouldn't of for anybody else and I took them for him. I love him so much, that he should have told me the truth instead of making me wonder. Well, time to end for now, Steph

Leo -july 23 To August 22
Leo The Leo type is the most dominant, spontaneously creative and extrovert of all the zodiacal characters. In grandeur of manner, splendor of bearing and magnanimity of personality, they are the monarch's among humans as the lion is king of beasts. They are ambitious, courageous, dominant, strong willed, positive, independent, self-confident there is no such a word as doubt in their vocabularies, and they are self-controlled. Born leaders, either in support of, or in revolt against, the status quo. They are at their most effective when in a position of command, their personal magnetism and innate courtesy of mind bringing out the best of loyalty from subordinates. They are uncomplicated, knowing exactly what they want and using all their energies, creativeness and resolution to get it, as well as being certain that they will get whatever they are after. Their followers know where they are with Leonians. Leonians think and act bigger than others would normally dare; the ambitiousness

The Chinese Zodiac -my Sign
THE DOG Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nature. Dogs are tolerant of their friends. Before they approve of you, the friendship must de

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Read Please
if your a female on this site ad looking for mr. right don't look too hard he'll find you trust me i'm not saying this just to say it..... it is very true and i know it for a fact....i know how hard it is to find the right person and i was going to give up but i didn't......

Epic 1
So I should be asleep , but alas I am a insomniac. That and my father passed away about 2 weeks ago. I stay at home cause I was taking care of my father. Its hard to come to grips when a member of the faimly dies . Real hard I mean everyone says theyre prepared but how can you really be ? You cant not when you see someone you admired and someone you took care of laying dead in bed . And wonder just what they were thinking before they passed . The memory's good or bad never leave . We dident always have the best relashionship , he near the end made his peace with me . And I think he relized just how much I did care about him . He was my hero when really I dont look up to much in this world. Well mabye sponge bob -Laughs- No seriously he was a hero. He faught in 2 wars never hurt a civillian yet was a gangster too . 73 well almost 73 you think man thats old. But really it isent , but then the life the man lived would make a 10 year old become 40 . I miss you ....but no

Sorry
I'm sorry for what I did wrong Not just some of it Not just most of it But all of it I'm sorry for never doing things right For the silent traeatments For the PS2 time That made you cry yourself to sleep at night I'm sorry for all the whores They never meant anything They never were you Despite all the signs I never stopped loving you I'm sorry for the restless nights The tossing and turning After so many of our fights I'm sorry for the things you broke Throwing them at me In your fits of rage Brought on by nothing more than my stupidity I'm sorry for the lies The half truths The deceptions The misleading statements I'm sorry for the pain I've caused For all the tears That because of me have fallen I'm sorry I ripped out your heart Played with it a bit Before tearing it apart I'm sorry I killed parts of your emotions The empty places inside you That were full before I came into your life I'm sorry I keep pushing you away Even though I

Blah To The Nights....
...that bring me no sleep. i swear...this always happens to me when i want sleep the most. i try to go to bed...but all i end up with is a messed up bed from all my tossing & turning. i guess you could say im restless. anxious works too. i lost another "friend" this week. ugh. im sick of all these people who have their head so far up their ass that all they can talk is shit. i dont need you people to understand why i find happiness in the fact that ive only seen sean for 11 days this whole year...its not how long i got to see him but the fact that i was with him. you dont have to understand...just give me the respect i deserve. great. now my eyes are all teary. oh no...dont think that because my eyes teared up im gonna start crying. ha! far from it. i can handle anything that comes my way...why because people depend & believe in me....thats why. sean is supposed to come home in april...i just dont know what day. although he did say he would call this sunday & let me kno

Woo!
I just got done whipping my arms and back with a small weighted chain, left some real cool welts... felt great. Okay, now only six more hours to kill before I go to court. ...Awesome. Suggestions on how to pass the time? I think someone in the back said break glass in the alley.

The Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer!

Websites
I have websites on these sites and also blogs and some pictures www.myspace.com www.zorpia.com www.hi5.com www.friendsearch.com www.friendster.com www.aim.com www.spaces.live.com www.aznspaces.com www.xianz.com

151
151 Things to do instead of harming yourself 1) Exercise 2) Putting on fake tattoos I DO NOT AGREE 3) Drawing on yourself in red marker (make sure it's washable!) I DO NOT AGREE 4) Scribbling on sheets an sheets of paper 5) Writing (poetry, stories, journal, etc.) (Check) 6) Cuddling with a stuffed toy (Check) 7) Being with other people 8) Watching a favorite TV show (preferably a comedy) (Check) 9) Posting on web boards, and answering others' posts (Check) 10) Thinking about how you DON'T want scars for the summer (Check) 11) Painting your nails 12) Going to see a movie 13) Eating something ridiculously sweet (or any favorite food) 14) Doing school work 15) Surf the net (Check) 16) Go into chat rooms to talk 17) Call a friend and ask for company (Tried..) 18) Playing a musical instrument 19) Singing (Check) 20) Looking up at the sky (night is especially beautiful) 21) Making your own list of things to do instead of SI 22) Punching a punching bag (with

My Fleet
My fleet is floating on this ocean of life. Going wherever the winds will blow. I've seemed to avoid any comfrontations, putting the white flag up before the battle was fought. I avoided things whenever possible. Then the enemies started placing spies, spies with bombs to damage my ship. In my nieve happy little state, I didn't realize it till it was to late. They went back to thier own ships to wait and watch. They wanted to see what Damage could be wrought. It hit. it struck my ship hard. That's not to say I fled in terror, though at first I did. I wasn't sure what to do. Yet... I am not what they think I am. If that is the game they want to play, then so be it. They may think I am weak, but I know I am stronger than they think. Thier stratagy was shocking yes, but not the best. I am hurt I know... My ship has taken some bad blows. Then a friend comes a long and offers help, all the while that other fleet... Those dirty pirates gloat on thier victory won, an yet... I am not be

A True Friend
Your a true friend to me... So how can I make you see, just how much you mean to me. It seems that you are one that can see right through me, through this act I play. Not many can see, can see the true me. The me that asks for love, the me that yearns for more than just a smile or a kind word. You see how great I truly can be. Yet I have a secret that I will share... You are my streangth because you are there. You help me stay up when I feel I'm going to fall. You seem to help me break down my walls. You see who I really am. You see the real me. I can't put anything past you. You know me to well. You know the actress I am, you know that life is my play. I may seem happy all around, yet you seem to know when I want to frown. There's something you know... Something you see... Something about me. I guess I'll never know. To me it will be a mystery. Your a true friend, one I know will never leave. Yes... your a true friend... And that I can see.

I Hate This Damn Disease
No more can'ts, don'ts, Shouldn'ts, I wouldn'ts. I hate this damn disease. Always a watcher, always a babysitter. I feel I have no room to breath. Check your blood sugar, don't eat that.. where are you at now? FRiends that care. I feel torn, hate and worn. Tired of doing everything right. Hurting inside, anger appears. why shouldn't I cease to fight? Sugars too high, sugars too low... that's the rollorcoaster of my life. Tired of pills, tired of pricks, tired of hearing doesn't that hurt? Tired of my life always seeming so fascinating to others every time I bring out the black case. Fingers a mess, callasses there, is it time to test again? It's really not fair. I'm only 21...Every where I turn, theres another dessert another candy, another thing I can't eat. Playing in sugar, yes it's fun.. but I would like occassionally to eat. Strict diet to follow, 3 meals a day and snacks inbetween. Not hungry now, is it really time to eat again? Oh hell I hate this, what I thought to be a

Butterfly Crossing
Taiwan is to close one lane of a major highway to protect more than a million butterflies, which cross the road on their seasonal migration. The purple milkweed butterfly, which winters in the south of the island, passes over some 600m of motorway to reach its breeding ground in the north. Many of the 11,500 butterflies that attempt the journey each hour do not reach safety, experts say. Protective nets and ultra-violet lights will also be used to aid the insects. Taiwanese officials conceded that the decision to close one lane of the road would cause some traffic congestion, but said it was a price worth paying. "Human beings need to coexist with the other species, even if they are tiny butterflies," Lee Thay-ming, of the National Freeway Bureau, told the AFP news agency. Under the bridge Each year thousands of butterflies die when turbulence generated by fast-moving cars drags them into the traffic or under the wheels of oncoming vehicles. Ecologists hope the

Thoughts Of A Submissive
To be at His mercy, His command, His control... Others do not understand how she can let go, follow a command on His whim or face the consequences if she does not. The narrow minded, cannot, will not ever understand. To relinquish control does not mean you relinquish power. To her giving up that control IS empowering. They cannot understand how she feels when a command is given, and she is expected to obey flawlessly. Or how she feels when she is punished if she does not. To hold a trust to one holding her in His care. It does not mean she is degraded my any means. Nor does it mean she is His puppet, a mindless drone without a choice. At any given moment the girl always holds a choice, a power of her own. this is not a hobby, a phase that will soon end. This is who she is deeply rooted within herself, her being. It's a way of living she cherish's, loves. To her this is not a sexual thing, though to many it is or can be. Most who know her see her as strong, independant, in control, t

Csi: Houdini
NEW YORK - Get ready for “CSI: Houdini.” A team of forensic experts will pore over the exhumed remains of renowned escape artist Harry Houdini to determine whether he was murdered more than 80 years ago, the head of the investigative team said Friday. “Everything will be thoroughly analyzed,” said James Starrs, dean of the disinterment dream team of pathologists, anthropologists, toxicologists and radiologists. “We’ll examine his hairs, his fingernails, any bone fractures.” "It needs to be looked at," said Houdini's great-nephew, George Hardeen. His grandfather was Houdini's brother, Theodore. "His death shocked the entire nation, if not the world. Now, maybe it's time to take a second look." Legal paperwork necessary to dig up Houdini’s body from a New York City cemetery will be filed Monday to get the process started, said Joseph Tacopina, an attorney representing Houdini’s family. It could take months before the body is exhumed, although the process should move faster be

Our Love Till The Begining Again (poem)
I want you in my loving arms As you want me in our loving arms too For when we will meet our love will never end As the passions will never fade away It will be burning for all of time As we will never have a bitter time in our hearts we will all ways be wanting each other as time goes by just as we come to our ending life’s we only say we love each other and we will never say good bye and only I love you Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

Life Of Pain (poem)
for being with out you is a life of pain as when I am with you my pain is no more for just knowing you will keep my heart alive till we meet you will have it with you for all time Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

How Do You Like Your Girlfriend? Fried Or Smoked?
HOUSTON - For at least two days, neighbors at a city apartment complex noticed an acrid aroma, black smoke and leaping flames coming from two barbecue grills on the balcony of a second-floor apartment. What, neighbors at the Red Oak Place apartments wondered, was going on in the unit where 27-year-old Timothy Wayne Shepherd lived? What was he burning at all hours, for days at a time? The answer turned their stomachs. According to law enforcement officials, Shepherd dismembered, and then burned the body of his former girlfriend, Tynesha Stewart, a 19-year-old Texas A&M University student. Nothing remains of Stewart’s body, Harris County Sheriff Tommy Thomas said at a press conference Saturday. “I just don’t know what to think about it,” said Louis Evans, whose balcony faces Shepherd’s in the quiet tree-lined enclave in northern Houston. “I thought he was a nice normal person. I guess you never know what your neighbors are doing.” Authorities said Shepherd has confessed to

My Words Are My Life Just As You Are To Me (poem)
my words are my life as you will be mine one day for my arms to hold you forever more as we will be tougher till the end of man kind come to an end Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

I'm Gonna Love You Forever
As long as you love me, I'll stay by your side, I'll be your companion, Your friend and your guide. As long as you love me, As long as you care, I'll do anything for you, I'll go anywhere. I'll bring you the sunshine, I'll comfort your fears, I'll gather up rainbows, To chase all your tears. As long as forever, My love will be true, For as long as you love me, I'll only love you!

Understanding Women
understanding women Current mood: calm Pregnancy, Estrogen, and Women PREGNANCY Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy

60 Things Not To Say To A Naked Man
60 things NOT to say to a naked man Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick.

The Altar Boy
An altar boy was in church practicing his singing for the next service, when he spots a man hobbling in using crutches. The man hobbles up to the font, splashes holy water over both his legs, and throws his crutches away. The altar boy is astounded by this and runs to tell the priest what he saw. "What you have witnessed" says the priest,"is a true miracle, tell me son, where is the man now?" To which the alter boy replies......... "Over by the font on his arse"

I Saw This And Thought I'd Share It
I SAW THIS AND THOUGHT i'D SHARE IT today at 08:01 * Modify this blog message * Delete this blog message A pest Imed me today, He emailed me too, He asked if I were single, and asked, how do you do? He asked all kinds of questions, wanted all the details, of my very private life, demanded that I tell, Age, sex and location, he insisted that I share, along with exact sizes, of my bras and underwear, I politely said no, refused all his requests, I told him very sternly, Stop this, don't be a pest, His Im kept on poppin up, he asked if I were wed, by then I was quite annoyed, by all the things he'd said, I asked him which part of NO, he didn't understand, I told him I was 85, and wore 6 wedding bands, but all my husbands now were gone, and I had all their money, you want to know about, their accidents now, honey? I told him I fart when I walk, the hair's gone from my head, I keep my teeth in a jar, at night I wet the bed, Som

Best Couples Contest
My Sex Slave contest is just bout done. So with that being said. Onward with the upcoming. I'd like to throw some spice into this, My intentions of this contest is to have a team of men, a tesm of females. The most comments too them shall decide whom is the winner of the sexes. The winner is then therfor considered the couple an shall be rewarded with a gift thereafter. To be honest, I have no intentions of scamming you, But the gift should be an estimate value of 10 or 20 thousand cherrybucks for the fact I'm poor. So i apologise.

Csa Who's The Daddy
Thought I'd share an email I got....this is F.U.N.N.Y....how people get away with this is beyond me! The following are all replies that British women have put on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing father's details. These are genuine excerpts from the forms. 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was Fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 36 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track down the father, can you send me his pho

Bar Fantasy
You sat alone at the bar waiting for me. You were nursing your first drink because you didn’t want to start without me, but I was late. You had chosen the spot at the far end of the bar where the lights were dim and no one needed to walk behind you, as I had instructed you. I had come in through the back and slipped up behind you. You were wearing your white, very low cut peasant blouse and your green and white semi-transparent skirt. As a surprise for me, you were wearing the crotchless butterfly panties and the cutout bra. In the light of the bar, your nipples were very visible, and awareness of this fact kept them erect. You were lost in thought when you felt hands on your shoulders. You started to turn and you heard me say, “Don’t turn around. Look straight ahead and don’t make a sound.” You put your hands on either side of your glass and focused on the bottles behind the bar. My hands moved your hair away from your neck as I leaned forward to kiss the nape. I trailed my t

Relief Exists, I Find It When I Cut
And I am not ashamed. Over the years I have learned if I mess up and cut, I should not hide it becuase there are people that can help me. I dont know why I am so depressed right now. It all hit me today when I found out my best friend is for sure pregnant with her THIRD kid. I will not cry and I am trying to not pity myself. I need something, but I dont know what. I need arms wrapped tightly around me and soft kisses on my cheek. I need someone to not judge or look down on the fact I am nowhere near perfect.

A Bit The Public Service Announcement- Sort Of - Not Really. Oh, Blocking Person...
(BLK Men 4 etc. ...) who stopped by here yesterday apparently thinking I was a friend of a certain racist fool/creep/psychopath, who uses many duplicate profiles etc. (who you mention in your blog, who I've run into before for other reasons...)? Just in case you happen I'm not that woman's friend, for the record. She hasn't really done worse (that I know of) to me than send some duplicates by to drop 1s, since I met her friend or duplicate Lisa, but she's not a friend. Just in case you happen to read this, that is. The only other way I could think of to send this to you would be to send it to one of the people on your list (who isn't blocking me) but I suspect they'd refuse to send it along on principle. I'd put this in the stash which is more centrally located in the page and more visible than the left-side-of-the-page blog, but... eh... language not suitable for the so-very-public stash. ... Still might. EDIT, 3/28/ought-7: messed up once more- but at least it's ob

Lol Angels Founder Maria, The Ex Ct Fiance
Maria says: bring urs to me and i will baby thats the only dick for me Maria says: i already got use to it making cyber love to it all this time 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: Thats why you're holding a dick contest 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: gonna block you Maria says: please use those numbers cause u block me i Maria says: can't talk to u Maria says: and i want to talk to u 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: I don't got them,nor will I call 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: I can't.I'm to sickened an hurt 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: now cease talking to me Maria says: write them done plz Maria says: i'm done babe 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: I closed the window.I don't have. 108+

Your Powerfull Smile (poem)
as you smile you stop many a mans heart to a stop as they may have melted by your power full smile as I just faint for still looking deep into your eyes as I gather up my strength to ask you to be main forever more Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

Light Of Your Eyes (poem)
for when the sunlight strikes your beautiful eyes it will bring every man on the earth to a still as they will be only looking at your beauty as my heart will have stopped for you are more then a goddess is worth to the sweet heavens on earth Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

Easy Going Weekend
No training for me this weekend, so I need to double up next weekend and double up on my workouts this week. I did get some good regular photos of me with my bike, so at least I got that for my sponsor. I'll just have to send older riding photos until next Sunday, when I can send new ones. Not much else I can do about that right now. I'm still not sure if I should post my last photo here or wait until I level up again. I dont like putting photos in my stash.

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart
1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will thin

Hoping To Fly
It does not feel as if I have anything anymore the weight of the world presses down upon me till I would die. No longer the person I wont to be and suffocating under the oppression of a life lived and yet not lived there are no wards to say how far I have come and how much farther I have yet to go… Walking down a path of thorns bleeding from inside out the tears no longer come. I can’t believe how much you have done to me. But yet I long to be only yours. You gaze on me gives me chills your touch make me feel so alive. But your word destroys me inside. And I think I would die locked up in this beautiful cage if not set free to fly.

Forrest Gump Goes To Heaven
FORREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the q

Hope U All Didnt Miss Me To Much!
HEY EVERYBODY, Im back from Vegas......it was freakin awesome, if anybody cares hehe..... I honestly didnt have one thought of CT while i was gone, to be truthful hehe but im glad to be back, but im very tired hope to talk to u alll sooooon!!! Luvz ya... Cindy

Coco My Baby Girl....
CoCo my baby girl a message for a friend by Mar 13, 2007 this is a message i sent to my friend here in tagworld..... we both have said goodbye to a fourlegged frined this month and it is painful when you are loved by someone so perfectly! i miss my baby girl CoCo and i know that her perfect love for me and mine for her will live in my heart and memories for all of this lifetime.... I have to share my story with you as i feel your pain and i know what it is like to have to say goodbye to someone you love so much. on the 1 of march i got a phone call from my son he said (mama come home fast ...CoCo is hurt really bad and she wont come out from under the car!!!!!) My son is 10 and he was crying and yelling.... i was freaked out!! i got home and my son said that he and baby girl went out to take her potty and the dog from across the street came in the yard and he grabed CoCo and she got away and then he did it again and again ..a total of three times and when i got her out

To All My People In Los Angeles,i'll Be Rocking With Reakwon Of The Wu-tang Clan...
At the Key Club...It's a 16 plus event.. Reakwon from Wu-Tang.. 18th of April... 2007, The Key Club 9039 SUNSET BLVD, HOLLYWOOD, California 90069 Cost : $25 CHASE MARRON , ATOMIC, BYGSEV W/RAEKWON OF WU TANG !!! HOLLA AT YA BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proud
hey just thought i would drop a few lines and tell everyone how proud i am about my fiancee and the tasks she has completed this week. first off let me start by saying that i have finally got to meet my new son.this makes two boys that i have now and i wouldnt change it for nothing. my fiancee and soon to be wife has had a pretty good task ahead of her putting up with me for almost 4 years thats right 4 years that alone shows alot cuz i havent exactly been the easiest to put up with but she has put up with me. im so proud of her she does a great job as a mom,fiancee,and as a house wife and still exeeds that. so thats why she at least deserves this blog and more. i will try my best to do just that. i love you baby and so does skyler and kyle(our sons to those of you who dont know)

Alone
i have been alone for so lomg and it seems that i am not good enough for anyone and it just sux i just want to have some one who cares about me and wants to be with me and loves me for me and wants to be wit me i just want to know is there something wrong wit me!

Copykat
Did u notice that a lot of ppl are displaying pix of hot models that are not them.As their default pic, mostly the higher up cherries uber goober n higher... But other cherries 2, just was wondering what the trend was for.. i could name so many ppl that have done that but they are not on my friends list... Are ppl that simple and really think it is them, are they doin that to draws ppl's attention. Should Snow follow the trend? Plz reply ya opinion, i need 2 be in the know =P

History
The History Of The Middle Finger Well, now.....here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it,I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say

About Old Times.
Going through some boxes today, I came upon some of my earliest poetry, written when I was in 9th grade. It made me think about how much we can learn about who a person is now by seeing who they were in the past. WATCHING: A HAIKU Watching dying fire of January embers floating into space. GOING HOME The light and airy cinnamon smell of baking bread in Grandma's old wood stove reminds me of things that I could never tell as I look out across the apple grove. Walking through the door that leads me back home brings back old memories of my childhood. I wonder why I ever left to roam from my grandparents' house beyond the woods. Grandma shuffles in to give me a hug and to welcome me back after all these years. The small hand of a child gives me a tug and I feel my eyes fill with bitter tears. I suddenly realize that child is me. From my childhood's grip I'll never be free. Here endeth tonight lesson.

Ok Learned To Play This On The Piano Today!!
The Nearness of You Words & Music by Ned Washington & Hoagy Carmichael Recorded by Hoagy Carmichael, 1937 Also recorded by Glenn Miller, 1940 (#5) (E7) A E7 G/B Em7 It's not the pale moon that excites me, A+ D Fdim Dm A F#7 Bm7-5 E7 That thrills and delights me, oh, no — Bm7-5 E7 A F#7 Bm7-5 E7 It's just the near - ness of you. (E7) A E7 G/B Em7 It isn't your sweet conversation A+ D Fdim Dm A F#7 Bm7-5 E7 That brings this sensation, oh, no — Bm7-5 E7 A D9 A It's just the near - ness of you. Bridge: Fdim When you're in my arms, A A7 And I feel you so close to me, D F#7 Bm7 G7 E7 All my wildest dreams come true. (E7) A E7 G/B Em7 I need no soft lights to enchant me, A+ D Fdim Dm

Exhausted...
What a fuckin week...I have been so busy Im sorry for not talkin as much...just got over the flu and I had to book ass to hurry up and get the casa painted..it looks pretty damn good.....givin a shout out to my special girl :)

Make Me Scream
so i have cum to the conclusion that there are no good men out there... you maybe wondering what do i mean by 'good men'? well let me tell you.. by a good man i mean someone who knows how to pleasure a woman... make her scream and moun... make her yern...you know you pleased a woman when she is beggin for more... i am lookin' for a good man but can't seem to find one.. if you know where there is one let me know.. sho some luv to ya girl..

Just Some Of My Worries
There is few things on my mind I wish werent and I always feel better when I write them down.So here goes.First off and Drew if you read this thank you for making me doubt someon who really loves me you piece of shit fuck wad asshole.Any way.I am afraid that Michael will leave me once everything is much better for him.This is part from what he said when he first moved here about he had nowhere else to go and a big part because of my ex leaving me even though he said he loved me.Another thing that been bothering me is this I do a lot for Michael like give him a massage when he gets off work or have him a plate put up so he can eat but he doesnt do anything like that for me and I am kinda jealous of him.I feel like I am competing for his attention most of the time and sometimes I feel like saying is this relattionship worth this? Then I push harder because I love him.I dont want to lose the man I love not again but cant help feel like I will someday.That he will one day walk out of my li

~*~spilling It All~*~
I've been thinking alot about life lately. I'd like to believe there are still men out there that look beyond the shape of a womans body or how "hot" they are. There is more to life than looks. There is more to ME than my appearance. If you are here to judge me based upon the way I look don't waste my time or yours. I'm tired of all the bullshit. An intellectual conversation would be nice for a change. Do those still exist?? There's been alot of changes happen for me lately..mentally and emotionally. I'm not "searching" for anyone. I don't know when or IF I will ever feel the desire to be with someone again. If I do it will take time so PLEASE don't push me. It's not going to get you anywhere. I've got alot of healing to do.

I Fall For You And For You Alone..
my dear you are my air. my heart beats for you.. the lenght of time time again i see you is time that feels like death.. i want you with every breath.. i can tasye your love.. as i am pulled in... make love to me again and again.. for you alone do i desire.. touching you is like holding fire.. i love to have you next to me.. to feel you hold me peacfully.. John i love you

Melting
America is often called the "Melting Pot." Little did people know when this phrase was coined that there would be a melting of races, sexes and religion. There are those born of parents of different races, but melted isn't an option on applications. When asked about sex - yes, no, not enough or preference isn't asked! If gender is being asked, why not ask gender instead of sex? You may be thinking, "Where the fuck are you going with this?" Well, I don't really know. It was just a thought. Have you ever noticed how all religions have some similarities? It is sort of like when my dad use to cook stew; he would take all kinds of left overs and cook together and POW - there was some delicious stew! Just a thought, but maybe this is how we should view the "Melting Pot." Yes, the green beans and pot roast were good yesterday, and yes, those baby butter beans were good too. But now, throw them all together, some canned tomatoes from last year's harvest, some spices and you hav

Marriage
I'm tired of living the single life...I dont need a father for my children...I dont need a sugar daddy...I make my own money...buy my own things...I need a companion...a friend...a lover...a supporter of my craziness at times...a friend to my children...someone i can talk...laugh...cry...and bitch too...I want someone who will love and cherish me for me and nothing less...someone will accept everything I have to offer...but please dont try to rule me or dominate me (unless in the bedroom...then all bets are off)...just be my friend...and respect me...and I will return in kind...thanks

Seustrek
If Dr. Seuss wrote for Star Trek: the Next Generation... By Dave Fuller Picard: Sigma Indri, that's the star, So, Data, please, how far? How far? Data: Our ship can get there very fast But still the trip will last and last We'll have two days til we arrive But can the Indrans there survive? Picard: LaForge, please give us factor nine. LaForge: But, sir, the engines are offline! Picard: Offline! But why? I want to go! Please make it so, please make it so! Riker: But sir, if Geordi says we can't, We can't, we mustn't, and we shan't, The danger here is far too great! Picard: But surely we must not be late! Troi: I'm sensing anger and great ire. Computer: Alert! Alert! The ship's on fire! Picard: The ship's on fire? How could this be? Who lit the fire? Riker: Not me. Worf: Not me. Picard: Computer, how long til we die? Computer: Eight minutes left to say goodbye. Data: May I suggest a course to take? We could, I think, quite safely m

I Am.. Content
i guess i'm content. it's because my face lights up... when i realize there's something about me that's the same. it's because... i know i'm not the only girl. it's because... you don't want to call me and i'm okay with that. it's because... i might be able to hold it in this time. it's because... i'm in love with love. it's because... i miss having my own back scratcher.. but if i can reach, it's all good. it's because... i miss the 2 am phone calls about how you're dreaming about me.. and you need me to know.. i'm content because... i don't need these things, but i'd like them... i'm going to bed now... and i'll dream about you. and you won't call because you don't want to. and i'll be upset because you don't want me. then end. i'm content with who i am. a whore.

*cacklesquawk*
There are people going 'round with I'm not here defaultphotos and (temporarily) no images, appearing to be deleted but visible in the top bar, which made me go "?!??!!!!?" (dit-dit-dash indeed) - it confused me yesterday when I saw one... -now- I get it... ... it's a club, a family, eh, who cares, it has an explanation after a Manor in Speaking (UK)...

Sexiest Bbw Contest
Hi, I'm in a contest, can all of my friends help me out? This is the link... help me out please! /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=87943&i=1241208486" target=_blank>[ CherryTAP.com photo: 1241208486 ]

Abyss
Here I sit, alone in the dark. No friends to talk to, no woman to love. I look back on happier times, when friends would surround me. But one by one they stabbed my back. Years have passed since friends became enemies, and the one whom I once thought a brother is now my rival. I look back and remember all the laughs we shared, all the anguish we went through. But now its just a memory fading into a dark abyss. The one thing we swore would never come between us is what did us in. A dark and treacherous person that we never saw coming. Its been well over a year since we last spoke, neither wanting to say we were wrong, cuz in our own minds we did what we thought was right. I look back on the day that changed my life forever. The one memory that I wish would fade, but will always be there. So now as I sit here in the dark, all of my happy and joyful memories slip one by one into the dark abyss. No longer will my mind look back and see those wonderful times when I was so carefree and young

Dreams
chasing dreams can be a game chasing dream can be a chore chasing dreams can be part of ones life but dont let your dreams dreams slip away from you hold on to them as long as you can if it was meant to be it will be yours if it wasnt meant to be let it go if it comesback it will be yours til you say its time to let go my way of chasing dreams

Changed The 'i'm Bored...' Link In The Header Bar...
it used to select one of the millions of photos uploaded to CT, and now it just selects a member who's online at random... i figured that'd be more fun. :-) -mike

Chasig Dreams
chasing dreams can be a game chasing dream can be a chore chasing dreams can be part of ones life but dont let your dreams dreams slip away from you hold on to them as long as you can if it was meant to be it will be yours if it wasnt meant to be let it go if it comesback it will be yours til you say its time to let go my way of chasing dreams

Nothing Good ,read Eles Where.
Tonight like a lot of other nights of late. I wish I wan't me, I wish this wasn't my life. I would be anywhere eles but here if I could. Thee last few months have been hell. Going through ,the lost of a friend,my mom sickness. Right now I wish that I wasn't here and that I was somewhere eles with someone who truely understood me and cared for me,doing what a 28 year old like myself should be doing. I should be out enjoying water going away and spring coming. I should be haveing fun with my friends and that person that makes my heart race. Not working my ass off, to keep peace. But yet I have put a hold on mylife for the last few months and not asking to be set free. Just asking for a break that all,I could never and would never turn my back on family. I know that I gave my word to my mother not to let my brothers know how she's really doing,but tonight I was i wasn't honoring her wishes. I'll stop now before i cry to much where the keys get blurred.

Rants
Sometimes I feel like deep down inside that I am not the one that should be who I am. That perhaps I am meant to be someone else, or no one else. Deep down inside my gut starts to churn and my emotions burn. I want to scream at the top of my lungs from all the pressure, but I know if i did no one would hear. And if they did they'd be to worried about their own problems to take a second and worry about mine to begin with. All this negative energy builds up and builds up from my everyday life, until I feel like i should just explode, but i can't. I'm forced to swallow it all and just accept what it is. the only problem is that..I hate what it is, and what it is, is nothing but what it is.. Life. One day I'm just going to run away. I'm going to pack what little bit of stuff I can into my car and run away. Odds are I wont even tell anyone I'm leaving until after I'm gone. I know ranting and raving and then ultimately running away isn't going to solve my problems..but a nice vaca

Way To Pissed To Think Of A Subject....ok Subject:pissed!
Yeah you really don't want to fuck with me right now.I'm thisclose from loseing the little grip I have on my temper as it is & one more lame ass comment or one more fucked event just could see someone dead. No,I'm not joking. For the last few days we've had an unwanted guest. They remianed even after being told to be gone by the day';s end. Told us since we didn't own this plce we'd have no pull on getting them out.Welll that was fucked up we do live here we are housemates.But my beautiful wife to be is much to kind. That kindness might cost us our unborn child. But I get ahead of myself. This all started about a week back. A ...female came to visit.She protrayed herself as a good friend to one of my housemates. Then proceeded to try and fuck said housemates' husband. Made my housemate feel bad and was allowed to stay. but was told to get out. they went on a much needed getaway. This cunt stayed. Daily drama always with her..I should have just risked getting my lady pissed at me and

Psycho Bitch
I want you to quit Calling me Calling me Following me Following me Why do you trip with me After you get through Swallowing me Never knew this Bianca Would explode Like this Now that I know this I must reload Gat clips How many ever met a Psycho bitch Down for the minute But a major twist Came With a bit of game Met that bitch Sickness Everybody peep The evil symptoms So you'll know When sexual activity happens And tears start to flow Time to go They come with a Big package in back Chest is twice that But the fatal attraction Will only get you Ice packs Better watch what you do When you sleep with a woman That's on the edge In your bed Cause you'll be resting In red Killa killa They'll find the number To your residence Non-hesitant Unprecedented Ain't no mystery To her steez She's demented I ain't never gonna get myself In another mix up With a psycho bitch Millimeter With a master plan So you won't be off in a ditch Like this Wild

Stubborn To Meet A Certain Someone Here
I know I'm a male and I'm stubborn like one. There's someone on here I've been wanting to just talk to lol....Cant say who she is. I think I've made it clear to her. Don't know why I want to meet her so bad. Her picture and her profile just caught my attention. What can I say?

From University Of Redlands
quickly, it's AWSOME!! everyone here rocks. my hostess rocks, this guy overnighter (like me) rocks completely ^_^ i've met soooo many people here and i have a mexican to torture later lol but upon request of his roomie, sarah. more to come later but omfg, there's sooooo many hott guys here!! haha, chances of me hookin up...NONE. ~ace~

The President
the president is a real jackass how can a man that managed to dodge his military service plunge us into all out war with the middle east based on what he said and then lie 2 weeks after the world trade center and the pentagon was attacked saying he didn't know it was going to happen when the day after it happened CNN put it on there that 2 weeks before the attacks happened his national security told him that an attack from osama bin laden was iminent and he proceeded to do nothing

Just Tonight!!
my feelings tonight,well there all over the place. I'm being pulled in too many ways. I'm just so uncentered right now. Part of me is on my mom,another part of me is on Devon,another part is on weasle and phoenix,another part is on kitty anf the crap she's pulling. Just to much, I just don't want to be here or there.Grrrrr!!!

Thank You My Friends..
I would once again like to thank all my friends for making my birthday such a special occasion, I realy appreciated all the comments and gifts. I especially would like to thank Debbie for all her time and effort in making this happen for me, and to one other, who will remain anonymous, but did so much just to make me smile. It was one of the best birthdays I have had in a long, long time. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart Adam

Find Your Birthday Below And See What Animal You Are..
FIND YOUR BIRTHDAY BELOW AND SEE WHAT ANIMAL YOU ARE.. Then Scroll down to read about Yourself. Jan 01-09 ~Dog Jan 10-24 ~ Mouse Jan 25-31 ~ Lion Feb 01-05 ~ Cat Feb 06-14 ~ Dove Feb 15-21 ~ Turtle Feb 22-28 ~ Panther Mar 01-12 ~ Monkey Mar 13-15 ~ Lion Mar 16-23 ~ Mouse Mar 24-31 ~ Cat April 01-03 ~ Dog April 04-14 ~ Panther April 15-26 ~ Mouse April 27-30 ~ Turtle May 01-13 ~ Monkey May 14-21 ~ Dove May 22-31 ~ Lion June 01-03 ~ Mouse June 04-14 ~ Turtle June 15-20 ~ Dog June 21-24 ~ Monkey June 25-30 ~ Cat July 01-09 ~ Mouse July 10-15 ~ Dog July 16-26 ~ Dove July 27-31 ~ Cat Aug 01-15 ~ Monkey Aug 16-25 ~ Mouse Aug 26-31 ~ Turtle Sept 01-14 ~ Dove Sept 15-27 ~ Cat Sept 28-30 ~ Dog Oct 01-15 ~ Monkey Oct 16-27~ Turtle Oct 28-31 ~ Panther Nov 01-16 ~ Lion Nov 17-30 ~Cat Dec 01-16 ~ Dog Dec 17-25 ~ Monkey Dec 26-31~ Dove If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty

Best Quality
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests. Out-Going Sense of Humor Loving Intelligence Ambitious What's Your Best Quality?Take More Quizzes

Back In The Midnight Hour!
ONLY AT DAVES HIDEAWAY COULD YOU WITNESS THIS. SHE IS PLAYING ALL THE MUSIC NO OTHER DJ DARE. IT COULD ONLY BE THE AWESOME THE ONE AND ONLY “DJ YANKEE GIRL” YES SHE IS BACK 7 DAYS A WEEK AT MIDNIGHT CST SO COME ON IN AND SEE HER POLE DANCE AND DJ ALL AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS ONE YOU WON’T FORGET IN A HURRY. AND SHE WILL HAVE YOU COMING BACK FOR MORE. SO COME AND CHECK HER OUT. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND IN YA GO. ALL THE PEOPLE IN HERE ARE THE FRIENDLIEST ON CHERRY TAP. YOU COULD BE LISTENING TO THE FASTEST GROWING STATION ON CHERRY TAP AND HAVING FUN WITH THE CROWD.

"silly World"
Anyone that knows me knows I love my metal music... Slipknot in particular, but what attracts me to the music is the meaning and the emotion of the music. Dumb shit like BuckCherry is just nonsense strummed together like some jackhandy bullshit. Real talent lies in the ability to create something real inside the music and the ability to describe something that might otherwise be untenable; to create a feeling and an emotion with words and music arranged in a way that when you hear it you know..."Yeah...that's the way it is, or the way it should be..." Yeah, I know this isn't SlipKnot, but the same guy you see fronting "THE NINE"...good ole #8 has a side-gig...Cory Taylor actually had Stone Sour before he joined SlipKnot, but that's another story...lol... It's his lyrics and his musical vision that I'm tuned to...there are few in the metal world that can combine the raw power of the music with true vision and meaning...Cory Taylor is one of that tribe... I chose "Silly World"

Mind Games
why can't men and women talk streight forward to each other. like men are always trying to read signs put out by women. men and women just come out and say what they want and not be scared of the replys like if a man or a woman wants get it on with someone then just say it

Jinx
Time for bed for me and yet I can't sleep again. I feel as if I am a jinx to my friends lately. I went to see my friend and he ended up getting bad news about his ankle injury last week - more rehab and possible surgery on it. I went to see my girlfriend in SC and her boyfriend the other day to help clean up her yard - it was a jungle that needed some taming. Anyway the b/f's son stole his truck, wrecked it and was underage drinking on top of it. Everyone I touch in some way has had something go wrong. All my co-workers have had some bad experience lately too. Between my family issues and now this I have to wonder if I am not a jinx to people. My mom leaves to go to FL in the morning and I didn't go visit today because I am afraid if I do something will happen to her too. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I guess I will be anti-social for awhile and claim that I am working on my finals - mostly true since it is finals week for me in my class this term - and just not

What's The Benefit Of Rating & Commenting On Nfsw?
When I joined CherryTap (previously known as LostCherry), ALL pics no matter how racy or x-rated the pic was, when rated or commented to it was given points. Now, with the new policy of NSFW (Not Safe For Work) that has been in effect for a few months, NO pic that is NSFW receives point for the person who has the pics or the person who rates and/comment on it. The older members were able to level FAST when the old method was used that there were NO such thing as NSFW. Well, they gained their status, but for the others, those pics are now considered NSFW and no longer able to be considered as a way to earn points to the next level. So, having NSFW pics on your profile or pic folder is useless since you don't gain any points from rating or commenting on it. Now, I do rate them 10, but to comment, it has gotten to a point that unless it is worth saying anything I will, but NOT to naked, nude or X-rated photos. The other pics that are not tagged NSFW, I will comment to. This NSFW just k

Erotic Confessions~what U Do 2 Me
I think about you every day. Sweet thoughts like walks in the park, fun thoughts like catching a movie...but of course sexual thoughts too. Every night as of late, I go to bed, my pussy throbbing and twitching with thoughts of you. I find you in my dreams. Holding on to you and not letting go. I hate to wake in the morning for fear of losing you and never being able to find you again. When I realize I am alone, I slowly roam my hand across my body. Feeling how tight and swollen my breasts are. My nipples hard and taught. You consume me. Flooding my mind. I feel you here, in the bed with me. Your hands touching my body. My fingers slowly rubbing my throbbing clit. I imagine its you there. Your hands caressing me. As my fingers plummet inside my aching cunt, my imagination has burned like a flame inside my mind. I feel your cock, ramming inside of me. Stuffing me full of your hard meat. Pounding relentlessly, fast , hard, raw. That first spunk shoots off inside like a load

Thoughts Thats All!!
Well today was ok,I left my northern part of the state and headed south. Did a 600 ile road trip today. Saw old family today and didn't like it to much. Came back visited my mom and ,she was sick today pertty bad to. It was like 65 today and here was my mom wraped up in a blankit and wearing a sweater and pale very pale. So stayed with her untill about 30 mins ago.So tonight my mind is full and my heart is heavy. :(

Bonus Prize
You find yourself, anywhere really, there is no measurement from x to y, who knows how you got there? So you don't rue your life, or the choices that led you there, you accept them, little words, whispered in your ear as you step over the threshold. Why, this is your home? How could you fail to recognize it? This is everything you made, step in, colonize it. You designed every room, every hallway, painted the portraits, you can't get lost. Rest, recoup, it is all you.

Shtuff
WEll, my weekend was hella cool. Got a chance to hang out w/ Tiff and daniel. Although our dallas plans didn't work out... but we still had a lot of fun. Tiff got new tats, I got my clit pierced... and friday I was w/ jane and chris and got a tat on the back of my neck. It's cool. My mom's b day and the day she died... it's really cool. I like it.... Other than that, I got the chance to BS w/ tiffany. Always cool... Today I hung out w/ Jane and Chris... the girls played w/ Aiden. It was SOOOO cute... I am enjoying getting to hang out w/ Jane. It's really cool... Other than that, not a lot to report....

Aint No Miami Ink (recycled Myspace Blog)
People tell me all the time,"I'd love to have your job!!!" and although I LOVE my job and wouldn't trade it for any other, (at this point in my life) the one thing a lot of those people don't realize is that tattoo shop life isn't like it is on Miami Ink. It might be if I could condense and edit my (close to) 60 hours a week that I spend there to a 42 minute show !! There is a lot you will never see on Miami Ink. Miami Ink won't show you the crack-head wandering in off the street to try and sell some stolen "Best of Twisted Sister" Cd and other useless stolen crap ( so he can go and by crack of course). They won't show you the guy that gets a tattoo, then passes out, and shits his pants. They won't show you the guy who THINKS he's "heavy" or CRAZY enough to walk into a shop and try to intimidate the staff and clients to the extreme point of getting violent and/or uttering death threats. These are just some of the things you don't see on TV, There's probably thousands or more "blogs-

Battlestar Galactica Season 3 Finale (spoilers!!)
Ok, when the retooled Galactica premired back in December of 2003, I wasn't too thrilled with it. Growing up in the 70's and 80's, there was only one Battlestar Galactica. The one with a male Starbuck and Boomer, a black Colonel Tigh and Cylons that were actually robots... As time went on, the new series actually started to grow on me...and this season was action-packed from beginning to end. Tonight's season 3 finale lived up to the hype. Four of the five final Cylon models were revealed (Tigh, Sam, Tyrol and President Roslyn's assistant) and Starbuck returned in the final minute. Now, she either survived getting blown up a few weeks ago or she is the final Cylon model. Oh yeah, Baltar was acquitted in his trial...

Dear Diary
>If you read this without laughing aloud, there is something wrong with >you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a >regular workout routine. > >Dear Diary, >For my sixty -fifth birthday this year, my wife (the dear) purchased a >week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am >still in great shape since playing on my college tennis team 45 years ago, >I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. > >I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named >Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and >model for athletic clothing and swimwear. My wife seemed pleased with my >enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart >my progress. > >MONDAY >Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well >worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. >She is something of a Greek goddes

The New Growth
well all the bullshit that became of yesterday is sorted and sides might be talking of peace so i hope all the mess i caused in my moment of lack of thinking will be handled well , but i know i will never loose my love like i wont ever leave her unless she gives me a reason to do so but i love her i am a weak romantic and i will never want to hurt her it hurts me that yesterday i cuased so much hell but like in anything the past cant be taken back may this be a learning lesson

Sex
Sex She absorbs me inhales my scent on the tip of her tongue. She cleaves me in her radiance and follows me to bed - where I lay her down time and time again. She breathes into my body a fire that only her lips can ease. A tempest in a harbour she appeases and leaves me without a trace. I lay down at night and her beauty serenades me to sleep her fragrance drifts in through my window and cushions around my blazing body absolving me of my demons. I’ve been disoriented and held a servant of her sex. How I wish that these mirages were more than fiction night after night. She obsesses me, walks beside me and swims within my head.. Chants her melody of reflection and flirts her hand of intimacy . . . She drains me of everything but sleep and leaves me for the victim. I wake in the morning her name on my lips. Her hands still fervent on my skin. She intoxicants me till I am nothing bu

Benefits Of Comment Bombing
What is the benefits of comment bombing? The benefits of comment bombing does NOT benefit you in any way. All comment bombing does is give the person who you are comment bombing POINTS to level up as you cling to their page. THAT IT!!!! That is ALL it does. NOTHING else, except give the person's page who you are comment bombing to gain points to go to the next level as you type, type, type or paste, paste, paste, working and wasting your time on that page just letting the other person gain points. As for you the poster, you don't get as many points as the person you are commenting to, especially if you are bombing their page with comments. OK, I given my thought analysis on this topic, so don't ask me to comment bomb especially during a contest. It isn't fair or considered ethical to consider for winning a contest. It is a cheap tactic in my book.

Nuttin Really
Wonders whats up with users. Thoes who go arround using others and laugh seem to be the worse, cuz eventually it'll come back at them. And they wonder why!!! What's worse is thoes who keep takin them back time and time again, constantly being hurt repeatedly. Wonders why they think things will be different when time has proven otherwise. I just dont get it. And Havin fun is only when when all are havin fun.......ger.

Who Are You?
Who are you? Words are told to me you love me I wonder do you really do Personally I don't love you We met in a time when I was doing my thing I was just trying to find my way You came along with your loving For a while you had me mesmerized Just from a simple observation I figured you not material to be mine Your priorities not in the right direction With evaluation of myself I realize you not what I need I did not tell you before It was hard when taken over by lust You being infatuated with my lovemaking For me it was just good sex But you wanted more We was friends before this came about I wish it could go back We were better off without sex involved Now things complicated You don't want to speak to me now Ask me to be your lady The truth is you not the kind of man I need or want We not meant for each other Wonders on the regrets of what we done Mixing friends and lovers together The result of you falling for me You being to

New In This Place
I am new to this site...it's lovely, now I have Cherry Tap to add to Myspace, Live Journal, Blogstream, and my beloved Covenspace...oh joy! It's an interesting place so far. Hopefully I can have more fun here with people than on Myspace. Hopefully I can find something to write in this blog...I am rather random, so it should work out alright. As soon as I figure this place out, I will probably have a lot more fun here. Hopefully I can meet others like myself here-Wiccan or Pagan...we shall see. Blessed be Raven

When You Know Someone Up There Is Laughing At You
girl: hey boy: how are you boy:long time no see girl:i've been busy girl:how are you boy:ok boy:busy doing what girl: well, there's no easy way to say it... girl:but i've met someone boy:I had a feeling girl:we've been together for about a month now girl:i am happy. very happy ----------- The heavens taunting me

????
WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING HARD???? I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW ONE PERSON.. MYSELF CAN SEEM TO FUCK EVERYTHING UP... ALL I KNOW IS ONCE A AGAIN.. THINGS ARE GOING TO SHIT.. WOW.. U WOULD THINK THAT A PERSON WOULD START TO GET USED TO IT HUH.. YEAH RIGHT..THINK AGAIN.. FUCK IT. ITS OUT OF MY HANDS NOW I GUESS.. WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE HOW SHIT GOES...

Rose
Rose Spring of the dawn morning light of the sun shining down like a stairway to heaven a rose has bloom essential to scent that air once gave life to its beauty tears from the sun painted its color and gave it life to blossom to something beautilful and elite each day reflection change a bit to better the worse into maturity a sign with a gift from the air supremacy that give off ofspring of its smell her desziny sweet ecstasty answered prayers of eternity a rose bless by wind that speak in silence peace bless her wings of charm that flap 180 degree in the deep blue sea of sacred faires that breathe clean worship of freshiness snowflakes that keep her warm weeds sworn protector of her golden pride garden of Eden generate her heart full of joy and pasion of poularity attracted from the world of tourism such as wing-lords of the skies, signs of the stars, eyes of the wises, and animal of the rainforest Rose.. chanchellor of cloud nine

Break Me Shake Me
I never thought Id change my Opinion again But you moved me in a way that ive Never known You moved me in a way that ive Never known But straight away you just moved Into position again You abused me in a way that ive Never known You abused me in a way that ive Never known Chorus So break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone Just break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone So youre the kind who deals with the Games in the mind Well you confuse me in a way that Ive never known You confuse me in a way that ive Never known Chorus She says I can help you but what Do you say But its not free baby youll have To pay You just keep me contemplating that Your soul is slowly fading God dont you know that I live with a ton Of regret cause I used to move you in a way that Youve never known But then I accused you in a way that Youve never known But you hurt me in a w

He Did It
My son tested for his Purple Trim belt yesterday and got it!!!!! I was sooo proud of him!!! He broke his board with a hammer break. I will try and post video and pics later this week!!! WOO HOO GO CHEWIE!!!!!

One Week And 4 Days ...
until my first ultrasound. My doctor said we'll be able to hear the heartbeat at that point. I'm so happy he'll be able to come with me. I was scared before that he wouldn't even be out in time for the birth if we kept putting things off. Like my cousin said: expect the worst, hope for better. We expected the worst, but got WAY better than we ever hoped. This is good though because even though I never had to do it alone, I'm happy that he'll be a part of this. I guess we still have to wait to find out what's going to happen in my brother's situation though. His lawyer is on vacation and wants court remanded for 3 weeks. Kind of sucks, but what can u do? I should start my new job this week. I can really start any time I want, but I'm not sure if I should take some time off to get my sleeping patterns back to normal or just jump right into it so I don't miss a paycheck. Guess I'll have to see when tuesday comes. Well I'm out. Goin to get some sleep so I can look good to go ge

Soap On The Deck
“But Chris, I don’t like Charlie.” “I understand, Linda. And from what I’ve heard, I don’t care for him much either.” “I don’t want to sleep with him.” “Oh babe, you know your feelings are the most important thing in the world to me, and I’d never ask you to do something you didn’t want to do. I just wish there was some other way to get an audition.” “But Charlie is disgusting.” “This isn’t about Charlie. This is about you and me. This is about our future and the dreams we…” “You know Chris, my vibrator and I had a very good relationship before you came along and I can put that back together for the price of a couple D-cells, which is a hell of a lot less than I’ve been spending on your sorry ass.” “You’re right, Linda. It was a bad idea. I’ve just been going through some tough times lately. I’m so sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused you. I guess I just lost my perspective somewhere along the way. You’re the only thing that really matters to me. Maybe

This Weekend..
My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend..... I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"... I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making.... And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything....To say he is special is to down play the whole thing.....I haven't met anyone that I have felt such a connection with so quickly (aside from my "sire" but that was for a different reason all together) It's like someone put all the pieces of what I want into one wonderful package & said "Well here ya go"....I'm freaked by it but everything happens for a reason & if anything meeting him has shown me that ho

The Kite String Pops
The Kite String Pops The God machine is hungry for individualism and ripe brains the skull farmers do their rain dance and pray the machine falls to sleep she holds me close and whispers wet "there are cannibals among us." mad in love with dry dead boys in the backs of abandoned cars smoking the bones of children plotting the murder of love God has turned his back on us his daughter that sleeps with black boys the spotlight glares like the eyes of forever their scopes feel the heat of my skin this cold thing that thirsts for the sun this corpse that convulses to breath the kite string pops... and I'm swallowed whole by the sky. D.R.

Picking At Scabs With Ambition
Picking At Scabs With Ambition A piece of meat that questions itself flopping and twitching freakishly infected with conscience and distansend, we burn and smile more than we should walking to the nearest liquor store we trip a wrong turn and dream what cockroaches DREAM Chugging Clorox Bleach she whispers with her eyes her neck turns to far and I hear bottleglass scraping across the pavement picking at scabs with ambition to bleed my vomit slithers toward you rubbing your ass across the grass moaning obscenitys gangrape is an ARTFORM my cock is cold and loves to cut you pull it tight around my throat and masterbate this slowburn I want to bleed you, FUCK you, kill you, love you blessed be the sun. D.R.

Our Marks
When I look in the mirror at the person I see, sometimes I wonder who is that looking at me? She puts on a smile before facing the day, though her heart may feel heavy she pushes her cares out of the way. In her eyes there's a sparkle on her brow not a frown, and when she's ready to go she's up, never down. There's no sign of trouble on the mask that she wears, if I didn't know her I'd think she hadn't a care. But under the mask there's lost dreams and some pain, and a deep well of strength that fills again and again. Most never look deeper than the mask that she wears, what they see on the surface is all that they care. But, oh what they're missing by not lifting the mask, the surface is never the place one should bask. The core of a person is what you must know, if you look deep inside the real self will show. The privilege of knowing a person that deep, is truly a treasure filled with memories to keep. Most people know heartache

Aint It Nice To Be Considered A Little Bit Off
people kept telling me I just aint right. I never claimed to be nor did I ever want to be right. why would i ever want to be what is considered Normal? if everyone was normal or the same it would be an awful boring world. my son has PTSD I am manic depressive with psycotic tendencies, but that doesnt make us bad people just diffrent and we need more people to admiit they are not normal, or is normal just a state of mind beheld by the eye of the beholder? heck look at the President the man is off his rocker and running the country

Funeral Parade
Funeral Parade Nothing tastes like MURDER she asked if it would hurt I smiled and said "NO" the greasy lie ran down my chin like liquid embryo her young blood made me hard to the point of bleeding we smoke the ashes of our universe, the children are ours to feed the dogs the girl was worn and lonely easy to please my penis LOVED her immediately she gagged but swallowed LIQUID DEATH, the thoughts of DEAD BABIES DEPARTED the pale thing danced in the moonlight we whispered and threw shadows in celebration of the living. A funeral hymn for the pale fetus that turns over COLD in her belly. she pops another pill and rubs her cunt against my leg with my semen on her breath, WE Kiss DEEP D.R.

The Beautiful Downgrade
The Beautiful Downgrade Fingered slowly like the first time you came the agents of oblivion desend upon the sane Caked with mud and mothers blood playing death games in the rain And we wonder how it feels to be free I heard them whisper MUTINY Living room rape scenes we cut their throats while they slept dreaming and digesting shards of turtle shell the television is blaring and the ghost of Hitler speaks crowned with barbwire I smear my warm semen on the walls of my OPPRESSION I accuse God for the murder of eternity my everything that is nothing Christian Propoganda and Dog Sperm DE-Generation, the beautiful downgrade Do you remember the first sunrise? Sharpened bone clenched tight in your fist, screaming into the blue an urge to kill the sky I can smell the forest Like Pussy in heat Barefoot I run thru the chaos the assasins of freedom tend the burning of truth as we walk these prison walls... It's maddening always touching something. D.R.

Children Of My Mind
Children of my mind Children of My Mind Inside my mind, on darkside, there's demons hive, through my eyes, out in the night they dive, for weak gods children, death those demons give, on helpless world, my demons of mind will thrive, worshippers of the useless god, soon gone, no one alive... Souls of the gods fools, those demons will tear apart, hiding from them is useless, demons no one can outsmart, from them - protects nothing, to be strong is no any rampart, demons give no mercy, in any weakness - they hit like a dart... From your god, pray no salvation, he is weak, can't save no one, demons will slaughter souls, it takes long till they are done, demons, those children of mine, are like me, they spare none... Humans, mortals, weak images of weak god, will turn to pools of blood, to tear off any part, spill the blood, for demons, it is power above a god... In my eyes, tears of fatherly pride, I stare havoc, sweet demons of my mind...

The Mosquito Song
The Mosquito Song I know, I know the sun is hot Mosquitos come suck your blood Leave you there all alone Just skin and bone When you walk among the trees Listening to the leaves The further I go the less I know The less I know Where will you run? Where will you hide? Lullabies To paralyze Fat and soft, pink and weak Foot and thigh, tongue and cheek You know I'm told they swallow you whole Skin and bone Cutting boards and hanging hooks Bloody knives, cooking books Promising you won't feel a thing At all Swallow and chew Eat you alive All of us food that hasn't died And the light says Somehow they pick and pluck Tenderize bone to dust The sweetest grease, finest meat you'll ever taste Taste, taste So you scream, whine, and yell Supple sounds of dinner bells We all will feed the worms and trees So don't be shy Swallow and chew Eat you alive All of us food that hasn't died Q.O.T.S.A.

Eternal Love Begins
It is "OUR" time again ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ETERNAL LOVE BEGINS Rhymes cease, f e e l i n g s d i s c o n n e c t, Brain-whispering dies, feelings fall and rise, eternity fills my eyes, rhythms fade to gray, my Life floats away, bringing US together forever! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, March 25, 2007

Emotion
Emotion The thunder shakes the ground beneath my weary feet I look up into the sky As I grit my teeth There must be some way to release my tortured soul as I stand here so broken emotions out of control I feel I've lost my soul The rain streams down my face like blood from my sword all I see is red now as it fills my dark world As my day comes to an end I sit and wonder why everyone has to live I just want to die Tonight

Decomosition Of The Human Race
Decomosition of the Human Race The hopeless, the terrified you're petrified, it's time to die I vomit in the face of the faithful the mislead, the ignorant the ones who are truly dangerous the holy the justice system the president the ones who are truly dangerous it's time to die Decomposition of the human race a warning from beyond the grave out of the ashes and into the fucking flames The souless, the unworthy the undead now walk the earth in pain they hunt you to devour to massacre you to overtake this world the mislead the ignorant the ones who are truly dangerous it's time to die Decomposition of the human race a warning from beyond the grave out of the ashes and into the fucking flames The image of man betrays that which distinguishes him from other animals his ability to observe himself the decay of modern society, leads to doom. turn back the clock retreat into the essence of life but it's to late for you now it's to late for you

The Ticklish Knowledge Test
My score on The Ticklish Knowledge Test: Dare Devil(You scored 100 %Ticklishness, 100& Experience, 100% Bondage, and 100% Spontaneity!)CONGRATULATIONS! Wow! You are a fire work in motion! There's no telling what you'll do! No denying that your super ticklish and love to be tickled out of your mind. You also enjoy tickling others too in fact you think it's mandatory that they get tickled back! You've had tons of experience and enjoy types of bondage. you like they idea of being helpless. Your a dare devil and there is nothing in tickling that you won't explore! Your very spontaneous and you would try almost anything once. Congrats you a rare breed but none the less your fun! Link: The Ticklish Knowledge Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Wtf
so why is it guys every time you see a pretty face all you can think about is fucking.cant you think of anything else.well,heres something to think about.....get a life....get a job....and get a fucking place away from your mom and dad!!!!

To All My Friends And Fans...
I try to fan and rate everyone, but I get overwhelmed sometimes. If I missed you please let me know in a private message and I will get to you as soon as I can!! Thank you cherries!! Kisses! Mwah! ;)

The End Is Coming
The End Is Coming A war is coming on a revelation day you'll see it unfold in front of your face Many people will run into the mountains to hide but it won't be good enough there still gonna die The end is coming The end is coming Bones will start to break blood on bruised face take in the stench of our age in decay We're all just a part of the walking dead but most of us haven't realized it yet The end is coming The end is coming We sealed our fate a long time ago ate from the tree when God said no The end is coming The end is coming

Tickle Quiz
TICKLE QUIZ Put your answer in the brackets. And be truthful! *Are you male or female? [] *How old are you?[] *What is your favourite body part/feature?[] *What is your *least* favourite body part/feature?[] *Do you like/dislike being tickled?[] *Do you like/dislike tickling others?[] *Do you get tickled regularly?[] *If so, by who?[] *What is the most ticklish part of your body?[] *Have you ever been tied up/restrained and then tickled?[] *Have you ever been tickled with 'instruments'(Feathers, brushes *etc.)?[] *If so, What?[] *If you were being tickled for information, and there was no way to escape the tickling, how long do you think you could last without spilling the beans?[] Have fun filling the quiz in

Heather
You have no idea how many times you kept me from drowning, even though my head was already under my reality check, when I couldn't find my own, a good kick in the head always knocks you back You'll never know what you mean to me.....

All Wrong
All Wrong Sometimes I wish I'd go to sleep and never wake up Sometimes I just don't really give a fuck Life is fucked up and I'm the only one I can blame I'm sick as hell of hate, death and all of the pain If I got one day of peace it would be a surprise it'll probably only be a sign of my demise I wake up every morning thinking where did I go wrong The pain runs so deep it's like a broken bone when it comes to my life It's all wrong it's all wrong.

Never Be The Same
Never be the same Now that your gone i'm all alone in a world full of people that i've never known I hope someday your kids remind me of you so I can share all our stories some sad but all true we wish you were here with us we miss you, we're feelin' bad thinkin' 'bout all the good times that we could have had now I'm sittin' here feelin' sorry for things I can't change there's only emptiness where you once were life will never be the same.

What Dose Love Mean To You?
I would like to know from my friends what dose love mean to you ? Love what does it mean to you? Is it just a couple of words you say to make someone happy or is it something that you really mean Love what does it mean to you? Does it mean come ova for the night or does it mean stay with me forever Love Is it just a four-letter word that you tell all your mates or is it made for your mate and only your mate Love Are you serious when you smack it in between the words I and You Love Exactly what does it mean to you

The Story About My Name Blackheart For All That Wants To Know!!!!
Some know on here about my dauther Robben!!! Why i have not seen her and how much pain i go there everyday because of it!!! I have never seen my little girl her mother ran with her two month befor she was to be born just so i could not be there to be on her borth papers for the last year and two month i been fight the courts to find her!!!Her mother jumps state to state as soon as she think i know where they are just to keep me from my dauther!!! My dauther is a big part of my life even thou i have never heared her kissed her hold her in my arms she still makes me smile everyday know she out there and one day i meet her !!! But after the smile the pain hits me hard for i trully do love my little angel all i wish for is for her to know that i do!!! Why does her mother do this to me because she know it hurts me !!! Why would she want to hurt me because in her mind she feeles i should be hurt!!! but ever day my heart hurts more and more get to be where it only a couple of people have been

For Nuit
There would be an epic, some passionate story of you and I, we stole fire from the heavens, defeated the bandits of Saturn 13, Did something amazing, no doubt, I miss that version of us, blasting our way across the incredible. That pair kicks a ton of ass, meanwhile, meanwhile, weanwhile, we do the best we can. But out there we stomped the astro zombie guards and got Helium 3 for Earth Force.

Crushing Hardcore On My Taffy
Are You Crushing Hardcore? WhOa! You are crushing HARDCORE!WOW! You really like this person and you just can't seem to stop thinking about him/her! You think about them when you wake up and before you go to sleep. Go on to the next step ASK HIM/HER OUT! Take this test

Wow. So Glad 2 Know This Now
You scored as Tickling Fetish. This is actually a fairly common fetish, that can fall under the category of bdsm. It is a special interest for tickling, or being tickled, especially when the \'Ticklee\' is restrained from blocking the tickling. Sounds like fun !! 0:)...BDSM100%Foot Fetish100%Biting/nibbling fetish100%Tickling Fetish100%What\'s your fetish?!created with QuizFarm.com

Wanting Your Love...finding Your Heart..
i can feel you there with me in the dark. a touch like no other... you reach my heart.. i find you with open arms... you fill my dreams.. i long for you in everything.. your kisses are my very breath and your words my life song.. i miss you when you are away and i pray it's not to long... i see you and my pain stops....with tender verb you share ...with me your deepest joy and the pain of years gone by. you make it pleasing to love you.. to hold you here in my arms ... it is you my only dear... written for the one i love... and have loved for a lifetime..

My Sexual Style
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent94%Sweet88%Wet81%Exciting75%Soft63%Awkward25%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Tripping On Cherry Tap
Im having fun on here actually love it finding this community to be live fun and really a great one. Love muh cherries. Once i figure it all out and don't act like a N00b I will be better. all ways around Welcome to my block friends ENJOYING IT I also do tech stuff so if you have a PC dificulty hit me up.

Foot-tickled To Passion
Foot Tickling in History "The Sex Life of the Foot & Shoe" by William A. Rossi. Copyright 1976. Foot-Tickled To Passion. Page 29 Another graphic example of the foots sexual nervesis found in the foots sensory-rich sole & its response, often erotic & sensual, to tickling. The noted psychologist Albert Moll states that the sole of the foot has a sensory quility whose stimulation gives rise, directly or indirectly, to voluptuous sensations. As everyone knows, foot-tickling can drive some into flights of ecstasy & others to madness. Essentially, however, the response to foot-tickling is sexual. Says Aigremont, The tickling of the soles of the feet has been used by many preparatory to coitus. It serves as a foreplay center so it might prolong the sexual enjoyment as much as possible. Foot-tickling as an erotic stimulus is age-old & universal. The sophisticated lover, says Renbourn, knows that many women get intense erotic pleasure when the feet are gently stroked - like havin

Tickling Defined
Tickling as a fetish is perhaps one of the most common human behaviors known, in that studies indicate nearly 85 percent of adults in some way or another enjoy tickling others, being tickled themselves, or watching others be tickled. Apart from these general attitudes from tickling, forced laughter by tickling can also be found in the sexual fetish world of BDSM. Those who gain sexual pleasure from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a tickling fetish. Those who seek tickling out, and who gain pleasurable excitement from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a "Tickling Fixation". Tickle fetishes involving "erotic tickling" (frequent breaks, safewords, sensual movements), using fingers to tickle areas such as the ribs or feet, using the tongue to lick the face, soles of the feet and toes or items such as feathers and brushes to produce tickling sensations as part of erotic foreplay. There is even a form of online tickling through a messaging client known as

These Small Stories
Let me tell you little stories of ruin, let me tell you how to get from here to there, Hold up, young adventurer, it's very easy to deconstruct your life, you need a strong fantasy of what might be, strong thoughts about what is not but what you want, and a lot of nothing in between. Now go on, now tear your self to pieces, it is easy, something nothing,everything Sheer desire shreds it to nothing. Is this victory?

One Of Two Men...
what have i done? i want him but not the other one. I married to get free of the pain only to add guilt and shame. i cant give him what he needs.. rotten in all my thoughts and deeds. i would like to take my life away to rebuild it like yesterday.. to have the chance to just say no.. to be with the one i love and know... it is pain of my own making a poison i have been taking.. the one that i married is sweet and kind but with the anger of a war inside.. the other man has been my friend he knows me well and his hope with me is not pretend... i want one but not the one i have .. i want out of this hell and i want it bad.. i drown daily with the weight i carry... if only it was easy to burry.. my heart is tainted and i have no rest.. i play with this love like i was second best....

The Mystical Miss Tickle
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing ski

Black Rose Immortal
In the name of desperation I call your name A lamentation I sigh Again and again Spiritual eclipse The gateways are closed for me to seek The night... A veil of stars, watching My shadow is born from light The light of the eye, in darkness Over troubled waters memories soar Endlessly, searching night and day The moonlight caresses a lonely hill With the calmness of a whisper I wear a naked soul A blank face in the streaming water It is cold in here Frost scar my coat with dust Eyes attach to your mute portrait We spoke only through thoughts Together we gazed, awaited Hours brought thirst and the rising sun Sunbirds leave their dark recesses Shadows glid the archways Do not turn your face towards me Confronting me with my lonliness You are in a forest unknown The secret orchard And your voice is vast and achromatic But still so precious Lullaby of the crescent moon took you Mesmerized, its kaleidoscopic face Granted you a hollow stare Ano

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What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes33%Passion8%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Men Have It Soooo Easy !!!!
I hate Monday Mornings...so today..I decided once the kids were off to school Id jump in the shower..relaxing ..I thought to myself..good way to start a Monday. Once in there I decided I should wash my hair, so shampoo..condition..anti frizz...then deciding it was still in need of softening ( due to a recent colour)..I put in a hair treatment..which required me to hop out of the shower for 15 minutes. Thats ok..I threw in a load of washing..while waiting for that to finish..then plucked my eyebrows for 10 excruciating minutes. Hopped back in the shower to rinse out hair treatment..hmm legs need shaving..and underarms..ok..while im in here..ill exfoliate, then cleanse my face. Out of the shower, moisturise..tanning cream...top lip hair removal. Noticed bottom of my feet were a bit dry..a seperate cream to prevent dry and cracking heels..hmm toenails could do with another coat of polish...in the meantime..feeling a burning sensation on my top lip..racing to the bathroom to wash o

To My Friends That I Have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am writing this to let all of you know that I have smoked my last Cigerette tonight and at 10:20 pm is the offical start to me quitting. I want to say I'm sorry in advance to everyone if I seem like a real jerk this week. I have been smoking for 11 years without trying to quit. This will be something new for me and I hope that you will all help out in one way or another. You all mean so much to me and I just want you to all know that. I am giving permission to everyone of you that if you see me with one in my mouth or asking for one you can take it out of my hand or mouth and throw it away or step on it to stop me. If I ask for one tell me no and don't be nice about it. Keep telling me that it will get better from here on out and give me the support that I know you all can give just like you did will everything else I have done in my life. Again I want to say thank you and please just bear with me until I can get over this bump in the road. Wish me luck any way you can eithe

Living With Depression/anxiety
It's been awhile since I have written anything about myself, so I here I am. I figured this would be a good place to start for those who don't know me yet or a helpful guide for those who do. I was diagnosed with severe depression with high anxiety (along with low self esteem and a couple fear related disorders) last year. Now before anyone get's the wrong idea, most of the time I am fine. Normal everyday person. Granted, my nerves/anxiety tends to really kick in when I am in large groups of people. Also, beautiful women tend to set off my nerves as well. Think of it as your average person getting the case of the nerves times ten. The depression comes and goes on it's own. Sometimes random events trigger it. Sometimes it just hits me out of no where. I've also noticed my migrane medication tends to set it into high gear when I take a full dose. Nice... What does all this mean? Well I tend to blame myself when something goes wrong or if some innocent event happens. Ev

Don't Get Down, Turn Around
Don't Get Down, Turn Around People may say you are a piece of shit, That's because they don't even know a little bit. Some people may try to get you down, Turn around and picture them as a clown. When life gets rough, Think of all the good stuff. Even if you think your out of hope, Don't fall down just climb that damn rope. It may seem like your life needs to end, But, you need to think of your family and friends. Your life isn't just abou you, So, don't worry about all of the blues. Life is a precious thing, You never know what it might bring. Plus, what do you think will happen if you die, I bet you a lot of your loved one's would cry. By: Chris Parker 02/10/07 8:41 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Eulogy For A Ghost
The Leather Soles Go Shuffling In, Stinking Of Smoke And Ten Cent Gin. Now Who Will Toast Our Noble Host That Has This Morning Given Up The Ghost? The Wooden Coffer Hand To Hand. Kind Words Are Offered, Silent Prayers. But She Is Satisfied The Most While Stabbing Madly At The Roast. The Rib Of Adam, The Eyes Of Eve. The Sons Of Cain Receive No Reprieve. The Creditor Rides With His Men. The Death Of Debtors He Won't Forgive. They Repossess His Silver Eyes, Now In The Potter's Field He Lies. The Rib Of Adam, The Eyes Of Eve. The Sons Of Cain Receive No Reprieve. Waiting For A Dead Man's Shoes. Have You Heard The Latest News? Lazarus Is Back From The Dead Looking As One Would Expect. Dripping With The Waters Of Sheol. Babbling About Body And Soul. And Then He Found His Wife In Their Bed Buck Naked And Already Wed. The Tax Collector Beneath His Sheets. The Door Swings Open. Floorboards Creak. Now Who Will Toast Our Noble Host Who Has This Morning Given Up T

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Fancy Eating Places
Before I was under house arrest, Nora and me went to Shanghai Charlie's Seafood Inn located next to Lake Ohmigosh. It's a fancy eating place. I usually steer clear of them type of places. Costs too much and they don't give you enuff to eat. Besides, Nora makes me wear a tie. I go ahead and do it. Nora wears a short skirt and black fishnet stockings which drive me wild. Nora is built real good with long pretty legs. You know what I mean? That's why I agree to wear a tie. We went in thar and it was dark. Candles were lit on the tables. Nora thought it was romantic. I thought it was cheap. Save on the electric bill. We finally get a seat after waiting fifteen minutes. And we was spozed to have had a reservation! Well, we go to our table. I wasn't drinking that night. I was driving. Nora got to drink her favorite wine. It is expensive, too. But I didn't care. Nora was paying the tab. We sat thar and listened to some jerk playing a fiddle. He was wearing a tux and playing some sissy music

Hey Ct Fans And Friends
I just want you to know that on Sunday nights there are slow jams and callins to the station on www.stinkeyeradio.com and you can be a part of it. download skype at www.skype.com , add dj_kid_ray to it and click the green button to call in. It's free. Sending all you Angel Loves on stinkeyeradio.com

Me
without Him.....i am lost without Him.....i have no direction without Him.....i am in a fog without Him.....i faulter many times without Him.....i feel alone without Him.....my heart is empty without Him.....a piece of me is missing

Just When You Thought It Was Safe
My school did not prepare me for all that would go on the first day of externship. I was so scared that first day. I know every first day of work is stressful as all get out, but, on the same end, I wish I'd had some idea of what to do. I kinda confessed to my mother Saturday night that I hated this, absolutely hated it. And I do. I'd much rather do transcription.(and earn a lot of money for it, too) Oooooooooh shizzle. Well I only have a few weeks of externship. Things will get better, I hope.

Urgent
There is a new gang out called The MG. They are a Mexican gang. They go to Target and Wal-Mart to look for black females, young or old. They get into the gang by killing a black female. They are currently in Arundel County , Prince George & Washington D.C. There is no telling when they will be in this area. Therefore, please be aware of your surroundings when going to these locations. Whenever possible take a male or another female with you. This gang is dangerous, they do not hold out, they will not hesitate to take your life or the life of your loved ones. PASS THIS ON TO ALL BLACK FEMALES (AND MALES) THIS IS NOT A GAME! PLEASE BE CAREFUL Mrs. Dora Linscomb-King Houston Police Department Forensic Audio/Video Service Unit (713)308-3083Ofc. (713)817-6782Cell. Willa, Thanks so much for this info . I will pass it to everyone I know. We all shop at Wal Mart and Target, Margaret

Hosting Another Contest
OK all, I'm going to host another contest. This contest is going to be for the best chest here on CT. The winner of the contest gets a cherry blast from me. Everyone who enters will get a gift from me. I need at least 10 people to enter. If I have 50 people enter the contest then 1st and 2nd place will get a blast. If 75 people enter then 1st, 2nd, AND 3rd place will get blasts from me. If 100 people enter then 1st - 4th will get blasts. The pic that is entered cannot be NSFW but anything else goes. Give me your best chest pic. The contest will start Sunday Apirl 1st 12:01am EST and end Saturday April 14th 11:59pm EST Each pic rating is worth 4 pts no matter if the pic is rated a 1 or a 10. Each comment is worth 1 pt. You can comment your own pic and you can comment as much as you want so comment bome like crazy :) The person with the most pts at the end of 2 weeks wins. The contest is open to both guys and girls, so just send me a message and let me know which pic you

Sending Out Hellos Once Again...
Its not often that I get the chance to stop by cherryland and share the love.. but when i do it's abundant ;). So if u decide to stop by and drop a line or maybe a 10 :P i'll be sure to do the same.. hey it's true.. to give is to recieve lol.

Incident Report From Last Night.
I'm such a nice guy for not breaking a barstool over this guy's head. The names have been changed to vilify the guilty. Incident report concerning the events of the night of Saturday, March 24, 2007 When I began my shift I was warned by one of the regulars that Jackhole was hassling Betty the server (they used to date). A number of the other customers were showing increased concern in the situation. I made an attempt to dissuade Jackhole from further contact with Betty, pointing out that bringing personal concerns to someone's place of employment is considered rude, especially if that employee cannot leave their place of employment on a whim. As this was occurring the group of customers started to escalate the situation by threatening Jackhole with physical violence if he did not leave. After a few minutes spent calming him down and a few more trying to get the other customers to back off and give him some room, I got Jackhole out the door and off the property with

Please Welcome.....
Hi friends. Please welcome my friend Nascar. We went to school together and grew up in the same lil ole hicktown. He doesnt have any photos yet , as he just signed up. So say Hi and show him what CherryTap is all about! Thanks nascar@ CherryTAP

Words From The Heart
when the sky is dark the path long your body may be weak let your spirit stay strong.push on through the dark dome and despare when all have left u true friends will be there.when others have fell push on and remember if ur going through hell just keep moving.

The Stupidest Thing Ever
Its so dumb how ppl can put up pictures of themselves naked as the day they were born n if i make a mum thats a joke about guys jerkin off i get in trouble for it by the Cherrytap ppl lol. Thats so funny. Ppl obviously voted on whether or not they liked. It was all just for fun. Cherrytap should lighten up:)

"starla"
Hello everyone! Well, we finally did it! We got another dog after 9 months or so without one. Her name is Starla, she is a 1 1/2 year old Black Lab mix. She is very active and loves to be outside or with me and the kids. She has some bad habits we are going to try and break her off. Like chasing cats and our neighbors' cows. She is also very loving. She sleeps in the kids' room at night. Sometimes on their floor or in their beds. During the day she likes to take her naps anywhere she feels comfortable sometimes the kitchen floor sometimes the living room floor. It took her a couple of days but she will play with her toys on her own. We think she has buried her "squeaky" bones somewhere in the house. Probably a closet or in the laundry room! LOL. Overall she is a really great dog! I'll try to get some pictures of her up here soon. We got her from the Humane Society last Tuesday afternoon. I wasn't planning on coming home with a dog that day it just sort of worked out th

My Special Friend
Well were do you start? I can’t really explain how that special girl makes me feel, she makes me feel like someone really cares and loves me. We have spent a lot of time together but none as good as it has been recently. We have taken the time to search out each others hot spots, what turns us on. Dam I never knew how much I could love and worship a woman’s body like I do hers. I love to watch her as I touch her; kiss her, play with her. I t makes me so dam ho to watch responses and the sounds she makes. I love to feel my fingers on her and in her, the way she moves as I use them on her. I love the moist feelings she gets when I touch her with all the passion I have in my fingers, trying to be gentle but also at the same time being rough, but not hurting her. I like to slowly undress her seductively, caressing and kissing her as we go, pulling her tight against my body. She feels so good, so dam natural against me, like she was made to be my puzzle piece. We fit together like w

My Darling Lil Bear.
My darling lil bear how i wish you had lived. I wish your daddy and i had not lost you before you had a chance to live. We had such hopes for you my lil one. How your daddy would have loved you my son. How you would have been a mix of both of us . looking like him yet being kind of heart like me. My darling lil bear how i wish you had been able to be born. I love you LIl Bear where ever you are. I know your daddy loves you to.

What I Have Learned
1. I've learned - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. 2. I've learned - That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. (thank you to our troops, firefighters and police) 3.I've learned - That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down. Are the ones to help you get back up 4.I've learned - That it can take years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. 5.I've learned - That sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry. But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. 6. Freedom is worth the responsibility 7.It’s not worth the calories unless it’s chocolate. 8.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 10 minutes, but after that you had better know something 9.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them 10.I've learned that the people you care the most ab

Here's What I Have Been Up To Hahaha
Been busy as fuck...met up with my boys who do porn at an event and well it was wild. My friend Ricky The Hammer Sinz came in from chicago and it was great times with the guys...looking fwd to the next HoleAndAHeartbeat event..I went to Daytona for bike week again awesome times I had riding on the bike with my boy Brian who I see alot and go riding among other things lol..so yes I have been quite busy. Heading off to a few shows withmy boys TypeONegative been awhile but looking fwd to seeing sexy ass Peter Steele as well as the rest if the Brooklyn dicks lol....hope all has been well as for me I am exhausted and run down...my friend from Scranton was in town this weekend and well again great fucking times no pun intended hahaha...see ya guys soon

.defectivity.
so...in having various conversations with various people today...i realise im defective. which isnt necessarily a bad thing? its just...some weird thing i never really noticed before? people have memories. people attach certain emotionalism to their memories. in future days when they come across those certain things they evoke said memories. i dont have that. and im doing a horrific job of explaining what i mean. D says that just means i get to start from scratch as an adult. which makes sense. i was uber censored as a child...so became uber outspoken as an adult. and thereby also giving my children certain amounts of leeway that i as a child didnt have that luxury. yet i also have a tendency to reign in a little to hard at times...its just strange i suppose. just makes me think. alot. there was a lot of social seperation. forced social seperation. that i can profoundly see as an adult but as a child..it just was the way it was...with the big pink elephant in the

Problem Solving For Drinking
PROBLEM SOLVING FOR DRINKING Symptom: Feet cold and wet. Fault: Glass being held at incorrect angle. Action: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. Symptom: Feet warm and wet. Fault: Improper bladder control. Action: Stand next to the nearest dog and complain about house training. Symptom: Beer unusually pale and tasteless. Fault: Glass Empty. Action: Get someone to buy you another beer. Symptom: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. Fault: You have fallen over backwards. Action: Have yourself leashed to the bar. Symptom: Mouth contains cigarette butts. Fault: You have fallen forward. Action: See above. Symptom: Beer tasteless and the front end of your shirt is wet. Fault: Mouth not open or glass applied to the wrong face. Action: Retire to the restroom and practice in the mirror. Symptom: Floor blurred. Fault: You are looking through an empty glass. Action

Attitude Through Poetry
When you're up against a trouble, Meet it squarely, face to face; Lift your chin and set your shoulders, Plant your feet and take a brace. When it's vain to try to dodge it, Do the best that you can do; You may fail, but you may conquer, See it through! Black may be the clouds about you And your future may seem grim, But don't let your nerve desert you; Keep yourself in fighting trim. If the worse is bound to happen, Spite of all that you can do, Running from it will not save you, See it through! Even hope may seem but futile, When with troubles you're beset, But remember you are facing Just what other men have met. You may fail, but fall still fighting; Don't give up, whate'er you do; Eyes front, head high to the finish. See it through!

With Time
WITH TIME Sometimes I think I still can’t live without you. A dull ache inside me Realizes my yearning to be a part of your life. The years have come and gone. I never hear your name. I don’t even know anyone who knows you. Most of the time I believe I have changed – Outgrown the ME who loved YOU. Then, A song, a scene, a scent Catches my heart off guard, And reminds me of you. Sometimes, Even after all these years, I think I still can’t live without you . . . . Author: NancySue Krenrich Hamm

Some Good Ct Guidelines By Year Of The Dragon
FROM YEAR OF THE DRAGON ************************* I have decided that once a week I am going to repost this bulletin with all my blog links in it. ************************************************** NSFW Guidelines http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/249509 *************************************************** NSFW Flagging Guidelines http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/257665 *************************************************** Step by Step Making and Submission of Salutes http://cherrytap.com/blog/61392 *************************************************** Harrasment Issues http://cherrytap.com/blog/63268 *************************************************** Underage Users http://cherrytap.com/blog/61883 *************************************************** Some Fun Places to Check Out on CherryTAP http://cherrytap.com/blog/65347 *************************************************** Some CherryTAP Links http://cherrytap.com/blog/59708/244346 *******

Low Opinion Of Vampires
I do have a dislike fer hitch-hikers who transform into vampires. I picked up a gal during a blizzard a few years ago. She turned into a bloodsucker and attacked me inside my truck cab. I reckon she didn't like the taste of my blood. She spit it out and cried, "It tastes like posion!" Must be the half Moron in me. The vampire caused me to crash my truck into a tree. When the police arrived they only found me in the wreck. The vampire gal had gone. You can't hurt a vampire in a wreck. They is already dead. I was in the hospital fer three weeks. My throat was injured. The doctors thought it was caused by the crash. They did not believe the vampire story. But it is the truth. I survived but I still have a low opinion of vampire hitch-hikers. I cannot help it. I just don't like them!

Vote For My Hot Friend Stephi
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Intangible
something to touch, feel it coursing through me a memory fills my mind This thing I've had before a time not so long ago, things weren't right then, Ripped away because of lies and pain, something he couldn't quite deal with My mind flutters in and out from then to now, time heals all things they say Not true, not this time my invisible scars I wear on my sleeve Time forgets the faults of others, scars remain to remind me

Not Ordinary
Not ordinary Rousing in a trance of artistry encircled in a morning kiss shrouded by a halo of bronze hair and arms of milky, ivory caresses me to the bone. She flutters her hips back and forth blanketed by shades of sun. I beg her to come to me and fuel me up with her warmth. She’s so bewitching and she knows it there’s a sexual blush to her face- that makes me hard and possessive to draft her skin. She is far from ordinary everything about her vocalizes- of intimacy but I long to absorb her. Bathe deep in her beauty and claim her as my own. She boosts her breasts with both hands and teases her nipples with her fingers. My body itches to reach out and remove her hands and coast my tongue along- the cleft of her breasts. She kneels on her hands and knees and she moves up my legs and sits on my chest. Her lips in a sly smile as she enfolds my hardness in her hand. I exploded in seconds collapsing to the s

Irish Countess
Lura, the Countess of Killarney, was on a world tour with her husband, the Count. They were staying at an Intourist hotel on the edge of the Ural Mountains and were scheduled to begin an escorted horseback tour of the area early the next morning. Lura had developed a good tan a month earlier on the beach at Nice, but now she noticed that it was beginning to fade. Not having anything scheduled after lunch, she took a blanket and wandered off in search of a secluded spot where she could touch up the tan a bit. Unfortunately, Lura failed to realize that at high attitudes the rays of the sun were much more damaging than at sea level. Even worse, she fell asleep. She awoke, feeling rather uncomfortable. Dressing gingerly, she limped back to the hotel to have her husband assess the damages and the prospects for the morrow. After one look he delivered his verdict: .... "Tour all Ural, Lura? Too raw, Lura. Lie." The Irish .... An English-piquing people

A Walk In A Mine Field
Its inevitable isnt it? You meet someone, male, female, klingon, whatever... and in the process of trying to get to know them, you have to tap dance your way through a fucking MINE FIELD left by others that tread before you! You cant call them at home because they wont give you their number... why? Some fucking retard made an ass of himself once and now there is a new policy! You cant call their cell phone because the last asshole they trusted with the number wouldnt take the fucking hint and stop calling at all hours of the day and night! They wont meet you for a drink because you could be a fucking AXE murderer! Ok, on this one I can hardly call "bullshit". Its a fucked up world out here, but I mean, you pick the time, and you pick the place and make it as public as you want.. I PROMISE I WONT BRING THE AXE! Nope... nada.. no dice. I understand caution... in fact if they dont have any and offer up too much personal info too soon... it kind of scares me.. I mean... who d

The Winners Are,,,,,,,,
THE WINNERS FOR: THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER ON CT CONTEST ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER WINNER(((Rating - 10.23 (39) 5617 - Comments))) 2ND PLACE WINNER WITH(((Rating - 10.21 (28) 4540 - Comments)))FOR: 3RD PLACE WINNER(((Rating - 10.15 (33) 3557 - Comments)))FOR: CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE WINNERS AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION. HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY ALL,AND HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR WEEKEND. WildCat

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Shadows
The howling winds blow the trees are turning under total blackness, not a glow I hear the sounds of thunder A damp chill in the air shadows everywhere the rains drenches my hair but do you even care? The wind calls out my name beckoning me to go outside there is no one left to blame and no where left to hide They come for my soul evil creatures of the night my hopes and dreams they stole there was no way I could fight Giving up on love don't care anymore I will never rise above been here too many times before Evil beings on the hunt sick of holding back so I give them what they want and my whole world turns black Will never be the same all I feel is hate it was all just a sick game I gave in, it's now too late I go back into my shell it's my final retreat I am done living through this hell I hate myself, I gave into defeat

Where Do I Belong?
To feel as though one cannot fit in a single place... To be in a crowd of people but be totally alone. To stand up and be noticed for being different or to stay the way i am unnoticed from the world and allowing others to assume i am no different from them. Where do we draw the line? I feel so much more at peace with the blade at my side then a gun in my hand. I know i do not belong in this time. I feel so alone in the feeling and to run wild would put my soul at peace i think. But to run wild and free one must be free... It is not enough to be wild any longer if you are not free. Send me back to an Era i belong in because i know i do not belong in this one... Perhaps i do not belong in any...

Hope You Had A Good Weekend
I hope that all of my friends had a good weekend. Mine was pretty good. The weather was beautiful and I could not have asked for better. I acctually did some work this weekend and it felt good. I helped a friend put a fence up in her back yard so ahe could keep her dogs in check. Everything went well until her crazy dog litterally chewed through the wire. LMAO Well I guess it will be back to the drawing board. As for today I did absollutly nothing but be lazy. Sorry for boring you all just wanted to say hi and I hope you all have a great week.

The Big Let Down
So lately my friends have just been such a let down. They invite me to go do all this stuff with em n then they either change their minds or forget. I dont know what to do. I feel very let down. Does this mean I should invest in new friends to kick it with for awhile or just be patient with the ones I got. I luv my friends n stuff but its like they build me up just to knock me down. Lol I dont know why im bitchin about it...in 20 minutes I will probably be over it.

Shhhhhhh
[1] "Adulterants Causing False Negative in Illicit Drug Testing" Clinical Chemistry, Nov 1988, Volume 34, Number 11, p 2333-2336. Stephen L. Mikkelsen and K. Owen Ash [2] "Mechanism of False-Negative Urine Cannabinoid Immunoassay Screens by Visine Eyedrops" Clinical Chemistry, Apr 1989, Volume 35, Number 4, p. 636-638. Stephen D. Pearson, K. Owen Ash, and Francis M. Urry [1] describes the effects of 8 different urine-additives (table salt, Visine, handsoap, Drano, bleach, vinegar, goldenseal tea, and lemon juice) on the outcome of various drug tests. Every effective additive except Visine leaves an easily detected telltale sign: Drano, bleach and vinegar change the specimen's pH outside the normal range; goldenseal tea causes the specimen to turn brown; soap causes the specimen to become cloudy; and table salt forces the sample's relative density out of the normal range. Lemon juice did not affect the tests. The abstract notes: "Visine was the

To Relax I Say Cruel Things To Children
Well, it seems I finally made a profile on here. So, is it just me or do people get offended for no discernible reason more often than is completely necessary? Seriously, why do people get butt hurt over you not liking what they like. Of all the fucking things to get bent over they pick a difference of opinion. I said I don't like the same kind of music someone else does. Oh my fucking god apparently thats like claiming the holocaust never happened. It received this horrified look of shock and disgust as though I'd just raped her baby in front of her while stealing her car. I'm pretty impressed with that feat of mental gymnastics myself so don't get to hyped up by the imagery. Unless of course you're into that sort of thing. If thats the case nambla has a website that is constantly monitored by the FBI and many and sundry police forces so come and kill your stupid ass for being a sick fuck. They don't look at what I write because run on sentences are not a crime regardless of

Strange Bedfellows
I have tole this story before but must retell it agin...It popped in my head and I need to put it down fer the official record. One day the blogs of Willy Beaver Moon will become historical papers. I must stop deleting them. I'm half moron and half earthling. Mama is from the planet Moron. She came to earth seeking some strange. She met pappy. It didn't get any stranger than that. Morons is super horny people. Pappy and mama did the buttboogie and I was born on the planet Moron. I could not live thar. Moron has a law banning all half breeds. Yea, it is a stupid law but what do you expect from Morons? I was returned to earth to be raised by Pappy and the entire Moon family. Pappy tole me the story when I was in my teens about my being half moron. I found out later he spoke the truth. I met my mama. She is now the ruling queen of moron. Pappy died while in bed with two hookers. He was shot to death by a jealous girlfriend. It's okay... Pappy died with a smile on his face. He went out w

Eating Disorder
I havent written about how I am doing battling my eating disorder. Here is an update. I have been trying to eat 3 meals a day. This sometimes happen. Well at the beginning of Feb I weighed 129, then at the end of Feb I weighed 124. During this weekend I weighed myself at home and I weighed about 120 lbs. My boyfriend was over and I told him about it. He was not thrilled about the weight loss. He started asking me how I keep losing weight. He was like do you not eat and my response was I eat at work. Which is probably not enough to sustain me or help me gain weight.

I Got A 64.....
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L

This Is Lisa. He's Okay.
Richard made it to Columbus in one piece and is currently in his new home. He is however without internet access for awhile to come. He has asked me to post this so that he can let you all know he is safe and okay and will be on as soon as he can. Hugs and kisses to all from both he and I. Lisa

Air Traffic Hero's
Atlanta ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911 You are cleared to land eastbound on Runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Atlanta ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on Infidel's' runway 9R - Allah be Praised " Atlanta ATC "Tower to Iran Air 515 -- You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Atlanta ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R. Allah is Great " Pause: Loud Static............. Saudi Air: " ATLANTA ATC - ATLANTA ATC" Atlanta ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS. WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE. INSTRUCTIONS, PLEASE. Atlanta ATC: Well bless your hearts. And praise Jesus. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah "Hey" for us -- ya hear?

Clever
The guys were all at fishing camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. > > > The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." > > > The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night." > > > The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. > > > They couldn't believe it! They s

The Rarie
An exotic animal collector finally was able to complete his collection with the acquisition of an juvenile member of a very unusual species called the Rarie. The animal looked like a furry, round ball, with feet on the bottom. However, the collector did not know much about this creature, especially how much it would grow. And it grew. As the Rarie grew, it ate more and more. And it grew at an alarming rate. The small animal enclosure had to be enlarged, and enlarged, and enlarged. All too soon, the size of the creature was becoming alarming, and the amount of food consumed was straining the collector's budget. Finally, in a state of desperation, he took the animal in a dump truck to the edge of a gigantic cliff with the idea that he would drop it over the edge. Just as the collector was getting set to roll the animal out of the truck, the animal popped open an eye and looked at him and asked, "Whatcha gonna do now?" The collector explained how he could no longer afford the upkeep, and