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Out Of The Shadows
You came to me at the end of my rope Nothing cared for nothing meant anything Out of the shadows and into my heart You stood me up you gave me hope Out of the shadows and always on my mind youve proved to me that love can be real. Is it love im feeling right now? I cant be sure because it is so soon But if this is love im feeling right now Its a feeling that I can grow accustomed to. Dean Dark for shana

I Spiral
I spiral I work my way through the curves and I slip on the slopes I build myself up and then I spiral down and crash my hopes I see this maze of twisted ways and means I trip myself up and forget all my dreams I spiral so far down that I can't even remember up .the way I see things is not half but more like an empty cup. I dust it all off and start again. I smile in your face and tell you I am a friend but.............. I spiral

A Restful Day Spent Thinking...
It's been beautiful here the past few days, and after being stuck in the house for part of the week with the flu, I loaded up Gus and the camera and went for a drive (pics will be coming soon!). Spring is definitely here, way ahead of schedule... it was in the mid 80's here, officially broke the first sweat of the year, lord I hope this isn't a sign of the summer to come. It's been a great chance to digest everything that's been going on the past few weeks. My problems at work, mortality, health, friendships, the future... it was nice to finally be able to relax and think some things through, and not just react for a change. A friend has had some dark days lately, still dealing with the passing of a family member, and the memories/experiences with her loved one. It's hard when you want to do or say something, but nothing seems to fit the situation... I've loved this song, and when I came across this video the other day, it didn't click why until today. Whether it's dealing with a

A Few Dreams
Dreams Of You Soaring High upon winds carried aloft Clouds white and looking ever so soft Blue sky and sun warmth great to feel These are the days the dreams become real Dreams of peace and joy that we must share Of love and contentment knowing you care Lost in your eyes and liking the way you look at me Feeling joy inside your touch sets me free I want to melt into your arms and let go of all time Touch in sweet passion ecstasy so sublime Lost in a timeless moment leaving all behind Nothing of the past ever brought to mind Kisses sweet and deep that feed the fire Wanting to be carried away on dreams of desire Seeking that which is only in you Sweet joy and peace long over due Kissing and holding till eternities end Seeking to be with my one greatest friend Nothing to touch how I feel deep inside One who makes me feel safe never wanting to hide Alas all was not as it has seemed I awake now knowing it’s just something I dreamed Can dreams come true ? My hear

Empire Thats Being Born
Thats right i'm building a empire... take clients from spa's and clinics and stilling them from other therapist... I can't help that i'm good and do my job... lets do the math 27*65=1755 every month now if we add package deals such as buy 5 get 1 free for a oooo $400 and get like three to for people to buy them $400*3=1200 every month in a half 1755+1200=$2955 and thats minus the tips... not to say that clients growth... a therapist alone can hold up to 50 alone now if i were to hire which i plain on.. Cuz i'd like to have all spa's and clinics close... all numbers are roughly estimated

Stop The Senceless Killing
ok this friend here needs to know his friends are here show him some love as he is in hospital and well got bad news about his health.ill be straight up for all of us who think we are the only ones look around us.so im placing this bulletion with what i think needs to be seen that some has had trouble getting reposted. show some love to all our friends plz THESE STORIES BELOW IS WHATS ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW PLUS OTHERS TAKE TIME OUT WHEN ASKED TO REPOST THESE THAT ARE LIFE FOR SO MANY OF US GOD BLESS THEM ALL WHO ARE GOUING THUR SO MUCH BLESS ALL THE SOLDIERS WHO ARE RISKING THEIR LIVES FOR US .LOVE TO ALL MY FAMILY ON HERE U ALL ARE FAMILY TO ME. EXECUTIONER/PRESIDENT AND OWNER OF CLUBHOUSE CHERRY TAP -- A MISSING GIRL -- today she left for school never made it...i dont know where she is please repost this and let all friends help out maybe we can find her American Indians have the highest per-capita participation in the armed services of any ethnic group..

The Life Of { Mary Shelley
Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley (1797-1851), English author wrote the Gothic horror story Frankenstein or; The Modern Prometheus (1818); “I am alone and miserable; man will not associate with me; but one as deformed and horrible as myself would not deny herself to me. My companion must be of the same species and have the same defects. This being you must create.” Started as a ghost story and inspired by a conversation Shelley had overheard between her husband Percy Bysshe Shelly and Lord George Gordon Byron talking about galvanism, it soon became one of the first best selling works by a female author. Sir Walter Scott mistakenly thought it had been written by Percy, and it received mixed reviews, but today it is still widely read and has inspired various adaptations to the stage and screen. The Gothic movement evolved from Romanticism, delving deeper into profound philosophical questions like the quest of man to achieve perfection, and through a character even at first so distur

Irish Prisoners
During World War II, the captured Allied agents of Stalag 15 were attempting yet another daring prison break. On this particular night, Major O'Roarke and Lieutenant Flanagan were chosen to try to cut their way through the bars of the East gate. They were hard at work when the siren sounded, and the floodlights caught them in the act. As the German officer led them away, O'Roarke said, "We were so careful. How did you ever catch us?" The German replied, "It's very simple. Somehow, I can always tell .... when Irish spies are filing."

The Pledge
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance! In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: "The Pledge of Allegiance" - by Senator John McCain As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement Or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans onbehalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he enlisted in the US Navy. He later earned

Letters
Letter 1 TO Mrs. Saville, England St. Petersburgh, Dec. 11th, 17- You will rejoice to hear that no disaster has accompanied the commencement of an enterprise which you have regarded with such evil forebodings. I arrived here yesterday, and my first task is to assure my dear sister of my welfare and increasing confidence in the success of my undertaking. I am already far north of London, and as I walk in the streets of Petersburgh, I feel a cold northern breeze play upon my cheeks, which braces my nerves and fills me with delight. Do you understand this feeling? This breeze, which has travelled from the regions towards which I am advancing, gives me a foretaste of those icy climes. Inspirited by this wind of promise, my daydreams become more fervent and vivid. I try in vain to be persuaded that the pole is the seat of frost and desolation; it ever presents itself to my imagination as the region of beauty and delight. There, Margaret, the sun is forever visible, its broad

Worry
In the end, there are only two things to worry about: either you are well or you are sick. When you're well, there is nothing to worry about. But if you're sick, then there are two things to worry about: either you get well or you will die. When you get well, there is nothing to worry about. But when you die, then there are two things to worry about: either you'll go to heaven or you'll go to hell. When you go to heaven, there is nothing to worry about. But when you go to hell, you'll be so damn busy shaking hands with friends, you won't have time to worry! SO WHY WORRY!?!

Chapter 25 { Frankenstein
Walton, in continuation. August 26th, 17- You have read this strange and terrific story, Margaret; and do you not feel your blood congeal with horror, like that which even now curdles mine? Sometimes, seized with sudden agony, he could not continue his tale; at others, his voice broken, yet piercing, uttered with difficulty the words so replete with anguish. His fine and lovely eyes were now lighted up with indignation, now subdued to downcast sorrow and quenched in infinite wretchedness. Sometimes he commanded his countenance and tones and related the most horrible incidents with a tranquil voice, suppressing every mark of agitation; then, like a volcano bursting forth, his face would suddenly change to an expression of the wildest rage as he shrieked out imprecations on his persecutor. His tale is connected and told with an appearance of the simplest truth, yet I own to you that the letters of Felix and Safie, which he showed me, and the apparition of the monster seen from o

Lullaby
This is an OLD one, lol. I think it's from about 98 or so Lullaby Rocking Flapping And swaying in the wind Now we’re done playing Sleep is now to intend The gentle rock of the wind blown leaves Rocks me into a dream like faze My mind and body sway in the breeze And the light drops of rain put me in a hypnotic daze All together the songs of the sky Put me to sleep with their lullaby.

No, Not I
Not I They say the eyes Are windows to the soul And when someone cries Pain as tears they flow You see the pain in my eyes The heartache stays inside Where deep & hidden it lies My heart may cry, but no, not I The anger may burn inside And I may want to die But even though my soul may cry I will not cry, no, not I My frustration may show As I scream and yell For I am alone In my own little hell My eyes will show all But I won’t speak You might see my desperate call But do not think that I am weak My cries won’t tell you And no, not my lips My pain is invisible through and through But I will not ask for your help with this I won’t show you I won’t cry I won’t tell you No, Not I

Thank You
Well I had a little bit of time and wanted to thank all the kind and sweet people that left me birthday wishes, birthday emails, and birthday gifts.. My life has been very busy, and changing for the better. I really have been applying myself where needed, and havent had much time for the net. I dont want anyone to think they are forgotten or that I dont appreciate everyones words of kindness to those that still stay in touch. Just maybe happiness has finally hit home, and thats all im going to say for now. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Love hugs and kisses to you all.. cammy

Shining Through The Tears
It's easy to be pleasant when life flows by like a song. But the man worth while is the one who can smile When everything goes dead wrong. For the test of the heart is trouble and it always comes with years. And the smile that is worth the praises of earth Is the smile that shines through the tears.

Chapter 24 { Frankenstein
Chapter 24 My present situation was one in which all voluntary thought was swallowed up and lost. I was hurried away by fury; revenge alone endowed me with strength and composure; it moulded my feelings and allowed me to be calculating and calm at periods when otherwise delirium or death would have been my portion. My first resolution was to quit Geneva forever; my country, which, when I was happy and beloved, was dear to me, now, in my adversity, became hateful. I provided myself with a sum of money, together with a few jewels which had belonged to my mother, and departed. And now my wanderings began which are to cease but with life. I have traversed a vast portion of the earth and have endured all the hardships which travellers in deserts and barbarous countries are wont to meet. How I have lived I hardly know; many times have I stretched my failing limbs upon the sandy plain and prayed for death. But revenge kept me alive; I dared not die and leave my adversary in being.

Grilling
I spent the day traveling home from Little Rock. I am happy to be home, my cat is thrilled that I am home. Despite all of my complaining about the trip, I had a pretty good time. Last night was especially fun. After we listened to the television judge speak (this really deserves its own blog), we headed out to the bars. I drank... more than I should have, and at the end of the night ended up on the stage at a piano bar. I was wearing a suit--or part of one--and was dancing and lighting cigarettes for the pianists and the drummer. And I was flirting, of course. Some guy put his phone number in my phone and listed his name as "Mr. America." Of course, I have no idea what his actual name is, so I could never call him. Sometimes being clever isn't the best idea. This morning, when we got on a shuttle to take us to the airport, I was sharing news stories with the group--including the story about the Texan who killed his ex-girlfriend, chopped her into pieces, and then bu

To Leonard..one Of My Fans
I was feeling really shitty this morning..actually , last night. I didnt go downstairs to the convention at all today. I could not even peel myself out of bed..It wasn't until I was told that there was a guy downstairs named Leonard, who had been down there for afew hours waiting for me..who came just to see me..was a little disappointed that I wasn't there. So I got myself together and put on something and went down to see him. It turns out that I felt better after doing so. He's a really nice guy and I'm really happy to have met him. So thank you so much Leonard for stopping by to see me and I hope you like your new pics!!! He even had a pic of me on his camera phone! I was like wow..I just felt so bad that he had to wait so long.. this kiss is for you! MWAH!!!!! www.moniquedupree.com

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%A Romantic75%Sex God60%Virgin40%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Omg
ok so i have not been on here in like forever but shit i get enough feed back from other people that im still in the loop like fuck already.......ok so you see here is the problem some one had asked me to stay off there page and hmm seeings how im an adult i listen but here iam today!!!!!!!! like aweek later comin in on my page to see a little pic of THAT person on my page like for real wtf you ask and i did but still you need to come see whats up ..hunny nothin is up this whole shit with my friends and yours is old news i dont care anymore so get a life and stay the hell out of mine you are not me nore will you ever be me you couldnt handel my life so stay out of page and shit like i have you ok ....... ps you say im shit to you but then there you are on my page hmmmmm i find that funny...oh and another thing i could give a flying fuck about the way i spell it doesnt efect me soo why should it you...im cute and street smart i dont care about my grammer ...and you maybe book smart

Psycho Tst!
Psycho Test Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has gotten it right-including me. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met this guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing, so much her dream guy she believed him to be just that! She fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive in killing her sister? (Give this some thought before you answer). SCROLL DOWN. Answer: She was hoping that the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers

My List
My List I’m mean and angry I have anxiety and depression I get very lonely It takes a while to teach me a lesson I’m usually needy I have trust issues I’m also whiney And I hate when I lose This is my list Think what you will These are my flaws At least I’m real.

Chapter 23 { Frankenstein
Chapter 23 It was eight o'clock when we landed; we walked for a short time on the shore, enjoying the transitory light, and then retired to the inn and contemplated the lovely scene of waters, woods, and mountains, obscured in darkness, yet still displaying their black outlines. The wind, which had fallen in the south, now rose with great violence in the west. The moon had reached her summit in the heavens and was beginning to descend; the clouds swept across it swifter than the flight of the vulture and dimmed her rays, while the lake reflected the scene of the busy heavens, rendered still busier by the restless waves that were beginning to rise. Suddenly a heavy storm of rain descended. I had been calm during the day, but so soon as night obscured the shapes of objects, a thousand fears arose in my mind. I was anxious and watchful, while my right hand grasped a pistol which was hidden in my bosom; every sound terrified me, but I resolved that I would sell my life dearly a

Evil Laughter
SUDDENLY I'M CHILLED BY AN EVIL LAUGHTER, MY BODY CRINGES MOMENTS THEREAFTER, I HEAR THE SOUND FADE NO FUTHER AWAY, I FIND MYSELF RUNNING THROUGH ANOTHER DAY, THE TEARS BECOME RAIN ABOVE ME, THE MOON LIGHTS A PATH FOR ME, THE TREES MAKE HALLS ON MY SIDES, ANYTHING DEEPER MYSTERIOUSLY HIDES, THE MORE I RUN THE WALLS BUILD ALL AROUND, YET NOT VOIDING THE EVIL SOUND, SUDDENENLY IT STOPS I STOP DEAD IN MY TRACK, THE CONFUSION STRIKES DEEP BUT I DON'T LOOK BACK, SO I FOOW EVERY PATH, AVOIDING THE BITTER STORM, FIGHTING TO PASS A WORLD I MORN, THE LIGHT SHINES THROUGH FOR A SECOND OF RELIEF, DRYING THE TEAR I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER LEAVE, NOW THERES SUNSHINE I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT, THE WALLS ARE STILL STANDING NOT SHOWING ANY LIGHT, NOW THAT THE STORM HAS DIED, I LEAVE THE MEMORY BURIED DEEP INSIDE, THE WRECKAGE REMAINS WITH A STORY UNTOLD, AND THE STORM THAT USED TO STIR INSIDE, PERISHED WHEN WARMTH PIERCED IT'S WORLD.

What's Wrong Here?
Find the error. It's impossible! AAA BBB CCC DDD EEE FFF GGG HHH III JJJ KKK LLL MMM NNN OOO PPP QQQ RRR SSS TTT UUU VVV WWW XXX YYY ZZZ Did you know that 80% of UCSD students could not find the error above? Repost this with the title "Whats wrong here," and when you click "post bulletin," the answer will be really obvious

Chapter 22 { Frankenstein
Chapter 22 The voyage came to an end. We landed, and proceeded to Paris. I soon found that I had overtaxed my strength and that I must repose before I could continue my journey. My father's care and attentions were indefatigable, but he did not know the origin of my sufferings and sought erroneous methods to remedy the incurable ill. He wished me to seek amusement in society. I abhorred the face of man. Oh, not abhorred! They were my brethren, my fellow beings, and I felt attracted even to the most repulsive among them, as to creatures of an angelic nature and celestial mechanism. But I felt that I had no right to share their intercourse. I had unchained an enemy among them whose joy it was to shed their blood and to revel in their groans. How they would, each and all, abhor me and hunt me from the world did they know my unhallowed acts and the crimes which had their source in me! My father yielded at length to my desire to avoid society and strove by various arguments to banis

Dunno , Somthing About Sex ....
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent88%Wet75%Exciting75%Soft38%Sweet25%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

What Color Is Your Heart?
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue100%Pink93%Yellow64%Black29%Purple29%Red14%White14%Orange14%Green14%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Dear Lord,
Give me a few friends who will love me for what I am, and keep ever burning before my vagrant steps the kindly light of hope... And though I come not within sight of the castle of my dreams, teach me to be thankful for life, and for time's olden memories that are good and sweet. And may the evening's twilight find me gentle still.

What Kind Of Person Are You
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100%Nice88%Immature75%Fun38%Dramatic38%Shy0%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

My New Website
I created this group dedicated to the Females out there that can squirt and the people that love them. A little about me, I am a Squirter, actually 2 way Squirter and very proud of that fact. I'd love to hear from other woman and couple that are lucky enough to experience this and people that are misinformed or want to learn. I am starting my own website with my husband that is about this. This is not going to be your typical porn site, but more of a erotic interactive site for not only men, but for women that want to learn how, learn control and other techniques. I also will be recruiting woman and couples that want to be on the site so please if you have any questions feel free to contact me!

Hard Lesson Learned
The hardest lesson we ever learn. . . Relationships can be cyclical. Some people have to repeat the same mistake several times before they realise what lies at the root. More often than not they need to learn to love themselves in the way that they so desperately crave it from others. Some people desperately seek validation and have a gaping void for self love that they need to fill THEMSELVES. They don't see the object of their affection for who they truly are, instead, they are blinded by their own need and desperately try and mould that person into their ideal partner. They become addicted and possessive because it's all about THEIR need to be loved, the quality in the other person that they are missing - the way in which they haven't yet learned to love or validate themselves. Their appetite to fill that void is voracious, in a bid to persuade or manipulate that person into loving them, quite often they will end up losing themselves in the process. They can quite easily tra

Holiday Poem
Standing under the night sky The soft kiss of rain upon my face Looking into the cloudy night sky Thinking of all my friends And loved ones in my life Silently wishing them all A Happy Holiday Season Smiling softly to myself As I hear them all Respond back to me Sending my touch to all As a "Thank You" Sending with my touch A blessing for the coming year And hopes that their dreams All come true through out The New Year. Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Chapter 21 {frankenstein
Chapter 21 I was soon introduced into the presence of the magistrate, an old benevolent man with calm and mild manners. He looked upon me, however, with some degree of severity, and then, turning towards my conductors, he asked who appeared as witnesses on this occasion. About half a dozen men came forward; and, one being selected by the magistrate, he deposed that he had been out fishing the night before with his son and brother-in-law, Daniel Nugent, when, about ten o'clock, they observed a strong northerly blast rising, and they accordingly put in for port. It was a very dark night, as the moon had not yet risen; they did not land at the harbour, but, as they had been accustomed, at a creek about two miles below. He walked on first, carrying a part of the fishing tackle, and his companions followed him at some distance. As he was proceeding along the sands, he struck his foot against something and fell at his length on the ground. His companions came up to assist him, an

Nsfw Madness
This thing with NSFW has to stop people are geting flaged left right and center this is ridiculous tis is suposed to be an adult site personaly all my folders are set to friands only so to see them u need to be on my friands list they not open to the public at all. Now my friands that agrées with me are geting flaged fo no reasons i created a folder named what is nsfw bout it for anion wishing to put a pic in it that was wrongly flaged . Wren fit joigne this site it was fun you could make friands and have a blast now i can’t even crase tags for people with out woundering if they will be flaged. I dont mind if i make a mistake and load an explicit tag in my defeuillé by accident but in restricted folders it’s ridiculous as its not open to the pubic at all. I’m not bashing no one in particular but this nonsence and unfairness has to stop. I brought 40 people to this site now i’m woundering we are all aboie 18 or supused to be . We made a morph to show how ridiculous this t

Grrr
Hi Im a points whore and i made cherry godfather. How did I get here? Oh iI had stupid contests for cheapass vic gifts. And you need to fan me and make me a legend too cuz I need more. (This is SARCASM) Fuck that. Ive been here forever and I have gotten my fans and rates by just being me not begging for points, (sure I have had a few bulletins but at this point I have so many friends at least some will say hi etc that way) or having ridiculous contest or being a begging idiot. I have never ever had RATE AND FAN ME before you add me in my name. I think its rude.So to all the real old timer cherries out there who are still around and have played fair...KUDOS! You all rock. To the rest of you points hungry ppl...get a new hobby ...the begging is tired and the fucking bragging is ridiculous! The way this place works is tarded. Make friends and get to know people!Theres some cool people that aren't rockstars yanno? Even people who don't have pics end up being awesome. Try being a real

My Sexual Style
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft100%Exciting75%Sweet75%Hot75%Wet50%Shy50%Violent50%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

A Wish For A Friend
Wishing you a rainbow For sunlight after showers— Miles and miles of Irish smiles For golden happy hours— Shamrocks at your doorway For luck and laughter too, And a host of friends that never ends Each day your whole life through!

Chapter 20 { Frankenstein
Chapter 20 I sat one evening in my laboratory; the sun had set, and the moon was just rising from the sea; I had not sufficient light for my employment, and I remained idle, in a pause of consideration of whether I should leave my labour for the night or hasten its conclusion by an unremitting attention to it. As I sat, a train of reflection occurred to me which led me to consider the effects of what I was now doing. Three years before, I was engaged in the same manner and had created a fiend whose unparalleled barbarity had desolated my heart and filled it forever with the bitterest remorse. I was now about to form another being of whose dispositions I was alike ignorant; she might become ten thousand times more malignant than her mate and delight, for its own sake, in murder and wretchedness. He had sworn to quit the neighbourhood of man and hide himself in deserts, but she had not; and she, who in all probability was to become a thinking and reasoning animal, might refuse to com

Breaking Point
Shattered and fractured She lies there again A breaking point She'd never thought she'd attain That she would strain Fragmented pieces Shaking bones Blood pressure shot Tears spilling down, Her rouge-covered cheeks She'd never been so alone Drain all her thoughts Forget it, she's gone And now she just lies there, damaged and dashed Tossed away, like and old plaything Mascara spilled, left from nights before She's never left her sheets Just barely dragged out from sleep She's poor in the heart, She'll never forget or forgive For this breaking apart.. This breaking point Splintered and unkept She's managed to weep The last tears.. There's never just those last few Forlong expressions dance across here face Old love songs taunt her in the depths of her mind She's a prisoner of her own mind

An Irish Prayer
May God give you... For every storm, a rainbow, For every tear, a smile, For every care, a promise, And a blessing in each trial. For every problem life sends, A faithful friend to share, For every sigh, a sweet song, And an answer for each prayer.

Thankful
i've been doing some soul searching lately about my life. and i must say even thlough i haven't had the greatest childhood i am thankful just to be alive. i have a disability but i don't let that stop me from living my life to the fullest. my mom and i do not get along and infact on more than one occasion she has told me that she wanted someone else for a daughter because lof my disability. that really made me feel like crap. but then i met my aunty dora and she has shlown me what true love really is and has also introduced me to the gospel. ever since then i know my purpose and i am finally happy. and thankful for my life. i have an 18 month old daughter who means everything to me and i love her with all my heart. her dad and i split because i found out that he was married and had 4 kids!! we will never get back together again. he doesn't even want anything to do with her. that's okay because she is my miracle and we will be just fine cuz with God there's always a way!!

Chapter 19 { Frankenstein
Chapter 19 London was our present point of rest; we determined to remain several months in this wonderful and celebrated city. Clerval desired the intercourse of the men of genius and talent who flourished at this time, but this was with me a secondary object; I was principally occupied with the means of obtaining the information necessary for the completion of my promise and quickly availed myself of the letters of introduction that I had brought with me, addressed to the most distinguished natural philosophers. If this journey had taken place during my days of study and happiness, it would have afforded me inexpressible pleasure. But a blight had come over my existence, and I only visited these people for the sake of the information they might give me on the subject in which my interest was so terribly profound. Company was irksome to me; when alone, I could fill my mind with the sights of heaven and earth; the voice of Henry soothed me, and I could thus cheat myself into a t

An Old Irish Blessing
May love and laughter light your days, and warm your heart and home. May good and faithful friends be yours, wherever you may roam. May peace and plenty bless your world with joy that long endures. May all life's passing seasons bring the best to you and yours!

Ventriloquist And The Blonde
A young ventriloquist is touring the clubs and stops to entertain at a bar in a small town. He's going through his usual run of silly blonde jokes when a big blonde woman in the fourth row stands on her chair and says, "OK jerk, I've heard just about enough of your denigrating blonde jokes. What makes you think you can stereotype women that way? What do a person's physical attributes have to do with their worth as a human being? It's guys like you who keep women like me from being respected at work and in my community, of reaching my full potential as a person... because you and your kind continue to perpetuate discrimination against not only blondes but women at large... all in the name of humor." Flustered, the ventriloquist begins to apologize, when the blonde pipes up, "You stay out of this mister, I'm talking to that little fucker on your knee!"

Fear Factor
What do you fear? I mean really? Everyone is afraid of something. Whether it be agoraphobia (the fear of open spaces or being in a crowd), arachnophobia (the fear of spiders), claustrophobia (the fear of confined spaces), triskaidekaphobia (the fear of the number 13), or oh so many other fears. What I am going to be speaking about here though is kakorrhaphobia and eremophobia. Kakorrhaphobia is the fear of failure or defeat, while Eremophobia is the fear of being oneself or of loneliness. I believe that these two fears are inherently linked together. That's not to say that one cannot exist without the other. Of course it can. But often, one lays in the shadow of the other. Fear of failure prevents us from living to our fullest potential. How many times have we considered our lot in life, recognized what we needed to do to improve it, and thought, "I'll get around to that." That, my friends, is fear. Fear is preventing us from doing what we need to to change for the bette

From Saint Patrick's Breastplate
Christ be with me Christ before me Christ behind me Christ in me Christ beneath me Christ above me Christ on my right Christ on my left Christ where I lie Christ where I sit Christ where I arise Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me Christ in the mouth of every man who speaks of me Christ in every eye that sees me Christ in every ear that hears me Salvation is of the Lord.

Life Lessons
Some people call them mistakes; life lessons is what I say For every road I took makes me who I am today I know some of you did not agree With the choices I made, but I did, you see I chose to get married to the man I thought was my knight I chose to kick him out because things weren't right I chose to be with a man I thought my heart belonged to But he stomped on my heart; he was a playa, who knew? Then I chose a man I thought would love me for me But again I was misguided, you see For every choice lies two roads For every choice there's that one road you didn't choose People will always wonder where that road might have led People will always wonder what if they said What they were thinking, what was on their minds What they were feeling, how they felt at the time A girlfriend to three, a mother of four Some people say she must be a whore I say let them think whatever they want Do you honestly think their opinions of me will make my heart stop? I love ever

So, You Want To Date A Stripper?
So you got a stripper's phone number, huh? Called her up and chatted about this and that and had a nice little conversation with her, huh? What's her name? Kiki? Going out with her for lunch on Saturday, eh? Very nice. Here are a few tips — because dating a stripper is a hazardous affair and quite probably the only thing you're going to get out of this insane ride are bragging rights for the rest of your life. First of all, you've got to have a destination in mind before you embark on this venture. What do you want from the Stripper? A few fun evenings out on the town with a little hottie on your arm? Sex? Free passes to the titty bar where you met her? Everlasting true love? Handjob? Look — walking into this without a goal is certain means for failure, because she operates on her own terms and if you let her manipulate you and lead the show, you're sunk. She meets a shitload of guys each night who are potential dates, so she's just playing the odds with you. She's thinking she just

Traffic Tickets
The driver says, "Gee, Officer I had it on cruise control at 60, perhaps your radar gun needs calibrating." Not looking up from her knitting the wife says: "Now don't be silly dear, you know that this car doesn't have cruise control." As the officer writes out the ticket, the driver looks over at his wife and growls, "Can't you please keep your mouth shut for once?" The wife smiles demurely and says, "You should be thankful your radar detector went off when it did." As the officer makes out the second ticket for the illegal radar detector unit, the man glowers at his wife and says through clenched teeth, "Darn it, woman, can't you keep your mouth shut?" The officer frowns and says, "And I notice that you're not wearing your seat belt, sir. That's an automatic $75 fine." The driver says, "Yeah, well, you see officer, I had it on, but took it off when you pulled me over so that I could get my license out of my back pocket" The wife says, "Now, dear

For "sweetone"
Debby, My Best Friend You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes. Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. Debby, We will always be BEST FRIENDS.

Sharkbass
We got that thar Military Base hidden on the far side of the mountain. I is convinced the Military is experimenting on the locals in Hoopee Holler. Have been every since the feds dumped toxic wastes here. They built the base right after that. Thar must be a group of mad scientists working fer the Military. Last year, we had sharkbass appear in Lake Ohmigosh. The mad scientists crossed a shark with a largemouth bass and got a sharkbass. Then the sharkbass was cloned and dumped into the local lake. The Sharkbass grew to large sizes and commenced to eating people who ventured into the water. Well, I understand now the sharkbass are gone. They were trapped and sent to the east coast ocean to help with Homeland Security. This is based on my theory. I put some thought into it as you can see. I dunno if the Military can control the sharkbass. Perhaps they can. But if not... Don't go swimming in the Atlantic Ocean! But I reckon you can return to swimming in Lake Ohmigosh. Fishing, too. The lak

A New Breed
The power of the Ancients The knowledge of the times The compassion to care The fairness to judge The power to protect The ability to rule The control of self The power to love The power to heal Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there... I do not sleep. I am the thousand winds that blow... I am the diamond glints on snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain. When you waken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of gentle birds in circling flight... I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry— I am not there... I did not die...

Remembered Joy
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free! I follow the plan God laid for me. I saw His face, I heard His call, I took His hand and left it all... I could not stay another day, To love, to laugh, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. And if my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss... Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss. My life's been full, I've savoured much: Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief— Don't shorten yours with undue grief. Be not burdened with tears of sorrow, Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.

Yay! I Did It,lol
Bucky is having a weekly contest where if you deck your myspace out to promote his new cd and show your support, he will put you in his top friends. Today was the fisrt top friends change and my profile was selected. :) Bucky's MySpace CJ Here's my profile in his top friends.... Here's the comment on my profile....

"in The Meantime"
I was on my way home from working overnight and was heading home and thinking about just what I was going to do when I got home. Typically, I get on the computer for a bit then head off to bed, but I was extremely wide awake for a change. Driving along 360, I began to say to myself, "Self (hee hee), I think you still have time to make the 8am service" so I turned around on the highway at the first legal opportunity and headed off to Church. Went to the Church library first since I was way early for the service that actually would begin at 8:15a. While in the library, I found what appears to be a very interesting book. It is a book that is written by Jamie Langston Turner called, "Some Wildflower in My Heart". With my fascination of wildflowers, and bluebonnets in particular, I picked it up and read the back cover: "Margaret Tuttle's story is one of love unsought, for she had been perfectly content with the well-ordered and conveniently predictable life she had arranged for

The Life Of { Bram Stoker }
Abraham "Bram" Stoker (1847-1912), Irish writer, best known for his vampire novel Dracula(1897). Bram Stoker was born near Dublin on November 8, 1847, the third of seven children. An unidentified illness kept him virtually bedridden until age seven. Although he remained shy and bookish, in his adolescence Bram Stoker was anything but sickly. Perhaps to make amends for his earlier frailty, he was by this time developing into a fine athlete. At Trinity College, Dublin, he would conquer his shyness and be named University Athlete. Young Bram had always dreamed of becoming a writer, but his father had safer plans. Yielding to the father's wishes, Bram followed him into a career as a civil servant in Dublin Castle. While climbing the civil service ladder, he wrote a dry tome entitled Duties of Clerks of Petty Sessions in Ireland. This book of rules, however, would not be published until 1879, by which time Stoker would be married, living in another country, and immersed in a new caree

A Friend - Something To Think About!
Sometimes in life, you'll find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you see that your life has great potential; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. Someone that is special in every person's life who just seems to make everything better- the sun warmer, the grass greener, the sky bluer - all because of that certain wonderful individual.... Yes, the whole world just seems better whenver that person's around......... ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ I GUESS YOU'RE DAMN LUCKY TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE ME !!

My Wasted Sunsets
The day is gone When the angels come to stay And all the silent whispers Will soon be blown away And lying in the corner A pair of high heel shoes Hanging on the wall Gold and silver for the blues One too many wasted sunsets One too many for the road And after dark the door is always open Hoping someone else will show Someone is there waiting Behind an unlocked door Grey circles overhead Empties on the floor The cracks in the walls Have grown too long The slow hand is dragging on Afraid to meet the dawn One too many wasted sunsets One too many for the road And after dark the door is always open Hoping someone else will show

Chapter 27 { Dracular
CHAPTER 27 MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL November 1.--All day long we have travelled, and at a good speed. The horses seem to know that they are being kindly treated, for they go willingly their full stage at best speed. We have now had so many changes and find the same thing so constantly that we are encouraged to think that the journey will be an easy one. Dr. Van Helsing is laconic, he tells the farmers that he is hurrying to Bistritz, and pays them well to make the exchange of horses. We get hot soup, or coffee, or tea, and off we go. It is a lovely country. Full of beauties of all imaginable kinds, and the people are brave, and strong, and simple, and seem full of nice qualities. They are very, very superstitious. In the first house where we stopped, when the woman who served us saw the scar on my forehead, she crossed herself and put out two fingers towards me, to keep off the evil eye. I believe they went to the trouble of putting an extra amount of garlic into our food, and I can

For Tattoo's And Piercing Lovers
DO YOU HAVE TATTOOS??? DO YOU HAVE PIERCING??? DO YOU LIKE TO JOIN??? I'M HOSTING THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST AND FOR BOTH MEN AND WOMEN... IT WILL LAST FOR ONE WEEK. at least 10 CONTESTANTS NEEDED. Serious applicants only....and this I mean Serious applicants,meaning you must have people to vote for you and you'll be responsible for advertising your self or your self. This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT. All you need to do is send me the link to your pic in a private message and I will enter it for you!! WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8-FAN-ADD.@

Chapter 26 { Dracular
CHAPTER 26 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY October 29.--This is written in the train from Varna to Galatz. Last night we all assembled a little before the time of sunset. Each of us had done his work as well as he could, so far as thought, and endeavor, and opportunity go, we are prepared for the whole of our journey, and for our work when we get to Galatz. When the usual time came round Mrs. Harker prepared herself for her hypnotic effort, and after a longer and more serious effort on the part of Van Helsing than has been usually necessary, she sank into the trance. Usually she speaks on a hint, but this time the Professor had to ask her questions, and to ask them pretty resolutely, before we could learn anything. At last her answer came. "I can see nothing. We are still. There are no waves lapping, but only a steady swirl of water softly running against the hawser. I can hear men's voices calling, near and far, and the roll and creak of oars in the rowlocks. A gun is fired somewhere, the

Good And Bad About Me
the good: 1.im very shy and bashful 2. very polite 3. very nice 4. help others out 5. get at giving advice 6. dont do drugs 7. drink once a year 8. help mom out 9. workaholic 10. doing on line course to improve my life the bad: 1. my looks 2. afraid to talk to ladies in person 3. gets used too much 4. smoke cigerettes 5. ugly 6. teeth 7. emotional person 8. not many friends 9. loser 10. i think like a moron no confidence

Chapter 25 { Dracular
CHAPTER 25 DR SEWARD'S DIARY October 11, Evening.--Jonathan Harker has asked me to note this, as he says he is hardly equal to the task, and he wants an exact record kept. I think that none of us were surprised when we were asked to see Mrs. Harker a little before the time of sunset. We have of late come to understand that sunrise and sunset are to her times of peculiar freedom. When her old self can be manifest without any controlling force subduing or restraining her, or inciting her to action. This mood or condition begins some half hour or more before actual sunrise or sunset, and lasts till either the sun is high, or whilst the clouds are still aglow with the rays streaming above the horizon. At first there is a sort of negative condition, as if some tie were loosened, and then the absolute freedom quickly follows. When, however, the freedom ceases the change back or relapse comes quickly, preceeded only by a spell of warning silence. Tonight, when we met, she was some

Sunday 3/25/07
Ok I've noticed this happening in the mumms to other people before and it just happened to me but why do people feel the need to go into the mumms and put down and otherwise make fun of the person posting? Yeah some of the mumms are lame but still this is supposed to be an adult site. I just don't understand why adults have to act this way, although I know there are others on here who don't do that so this is not directed at those people. I personally am not offended since it's just the cyber world, but I still don't see the point of it. I mean there are real people on both sides of the screen. Anyway, this is just a ranting entry for tonight lol. Have a great night all.

Chapter 24 { Dracular
CHAPTER 24 DR. SEWARD'S PHONOGRAPH DIARY SPOKEN BY VAN HELSING This to Jonathan Harker. You are to stay with your dear Madam Mina. We shall go to make our search, if I can call it so, for it is not search but knowing, and we seek confirmation only. But do you stay and take care of her today. This is your best and most holiest office. This day nothing can find him here. Let me tell you that so you will know what we four know already, for I have tell them. He, our enemy, have gone away. He have gone back to his Castle in Transylvania. I know it so well, as if a great hand of fire wrote it on the wall. He have prepare for this in some way, and that last earth box was ready to ship somewheres. For this he took the money. For this he hurry at the last, lest we catch him before the sun go down. It was his last hope, save that he might hide in the tomb that he think poor Miss Lucy, being as he thought like him, keep open to him. But there was not of time. When that fail he make s

Butterfly Drive-
I WANT TO THIK A FEW PPL. SO FAR WE HAVE FLORIDA, NEW YORK, NORTH CAROLINA, UNITED KINGDOM, VIRGINA, AND A FEW OTHERS THAT I ACTUALLY DON'T REMEMER UT I WAT MORE PLEASE. Some of my friends and I came up with this Idea. > > Its quite possibly a long stretch do get it done but I would be honoured If this Idea actually does come about. > > > I would like everyones help to make a handicapped childs smile beam so proudly and make others feel her warmth and love. > > Part of her life story is in my blogs under Raven. Here is a little back ground story. > > May do not know I have a severely Handicapped daughter . I contracted toxoplasmosis no it is not a old wives tale it is something VERY real. It is a bug in laymans terms that inflicts itself on the host and if pregant the unborn child normally killing that child. > Its contracted from feral or outside cats that eat birds and other things to live. Not common but can be found in indoor cats as well. > > With th

Chapter 23 { Dracular
CHAPTER 23 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY October 3.--The time seemed teribly long whilst we were waiting for the coming of Godalming and Quincey Morris. The Professor tried to keep our minds active by using them all the time. I could see his beneficent purpose, by the side glances which he threw from time to time at Harker. The poor fellow is overwhelmed in a misery that is appalling to see. Last night he was a frank, happy-looking man, with strong, youthful face, full of energy, and with dark brown hair. Today he is a drawn, haggard old man, whose white hair matches well with the hollow burning eyes and grief-written lines of his face. His energy is still intact. In fact, he is like a living flame. This may yet be his salvation, for if all go well, it will tide him over the despairing period. He will then, in a kind of way, wake again to the realities o f life. Poor fellow, I thought my own trouble was bad enough, but his. . .! The Professor knows this well enough, and is doing his best

Chapter 22 { Dracular
CHAPTER 22 JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL October 3.--As I must do something or go mad, I write this diary. It is now six o'clock, and we are to meet in the study in half an hour and take something to eat, for Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward are agreed that if we do not eat we cannot work our best. Our best will be, God knows, required today. I must keep writing at every chance, for I dare not stop to think. All, big and little, must go down. Perhaps at the end the little things may teach us most. The teaching, big or little, could not have landed Mina or me anywhere worse than we are today. However, we must trust and hope. Poor Mina told me just now, with the tears running down her dear cheeks, that it is in trouble and trial that our faith is tested. That we must keep on trusting, and that God will aid us up to the end. The end! Oh my God! What end?. . . To work! To work! When Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward had come back from seeing poor Renfield, we went gravely into what was to be

Chapter 21 { Dracular
CHAPTER 21 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY October 3.--Let me put down with exactness all that happened, as well as I can remember, since last I made an entry. Not a detail that I can recall must be forgotten. In all calmness I must proceed. When I came to Renfield's room I found him lying on the floor on his left side in a glittering pool of blood. When I went to move him, it became at once apparent that he had received some terrible injuries. There seemed none of the unity of purpose between the parts of the body which marks even lethargic sanity. As the face was exposed I could see that it was horribly bruised, as though it had been beaten against the floor. Indeed it was from the face wounds that the pool of blood originated. The attendant who was kneeling beside the body said to me as we turned him over, "I think, sir, his back is broken. See, both his right arm and leg and the whole side of his face are paralysed." How such a thing could have happened puzzled the attendant beyond

I Will Love You Forever!!
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, and the way that we touch. I love your warm smile, And your kind,thoughtful way. The joy that you bring to my life everyday. I love you today as I have from the start, And I'll love you forever with all of my heart. There is not enough words to tell you how I feel. I love you is just a start,but it doesn't do justice to how I feel for you.You have come to mean so much to me and I can't imagine my life without you. I love you! Love, Your Angel

To All The Ladies
I an a 21 year old korean/english woman who happens to be bisesual but all I am attracting is 40+ year old men that I would never touch ( they would heve to be raping me)anyway where are all you bi and bi curious women hiding I would love to here from you. Don't get me wrong I love men up to age 25 but they can't give the emotional stimultion that another woman can, men think it's only all about sex and thats not the case for me. So ladies drop on by and I will send you my special email I have set up to weed out new friends.

Chapter 20 { Dracular
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL October 1, evening.--I found Thomas Snelling in his house at Bethnal Green, but unhappily he was not in a condition to remember anything. The very prospect of beer which my expected coming had opened to him had proved too much, and he had begun too early on his expected debauch. I learned, however, from his wife, who seemed a decent, poor soul, that he was only the assistant of Smollet, who of the two mates was the responsible person. So off I drove to Walworth, and found Mr. Joseph Smollet at home and in his shirtsleeves, taking a late tea out of a saucer. He is a decent, intelligent fellow, distinctly a good, reliable type of workman, and with a headpiece of his own. He remembered all about the incident of the boxes, and from a wonderful dog-eared notebook, which he produced from some mysterious receptacle about the seat of his trousers, and which had hieroglyphical entries in thick, half-obliterated pencil, he gave me the destinations of the boxes. There

March 25,2007
well today has been a waste i slept in it has been raining for days! and my backyard is full of water! well hell my son loves it! as for me and my little family is doing good! As for the bulletin board i dont and will not get into reposting all of the stuff that is on there! as for my friends i hope everyone is doing good! Big James is going to have surgery on his shoulder so lets keep him in our thoughts! well that is it for today i hope everyone has a great evening! love kim

Soooo Glad I Went Out Last Nioght After All
Awww to funb such a great night liek really blissful had sio nmuch fun martinis and cocktails and lots of dancing and then a water bed i loved the water bed lol such a good time

Chapter 19 {dracular
CHAPTER 19 JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL October 1, 5 A.M.--I went with the party to the search with an easy mind, for I think I never saw Mina so absolutely strong and well. I am so glad that she consented to hold back and let us men do the work. Somehow, it was a dread to me that she was in this fearful business at all, but now that her work is done, and that it is due to her energy and brains and foresight that the whole story is put together in such a way that every point tells, she may well feel that her part is finished, and that she can henceforth leave the rest to us. We were, I think, all a little upset by the scene with Mr. Renfield. When we came away from his room we were silent till we got back to the study. Then Mr. Morris said to Dr. Seward, "Say, Jack, if that man wasn't attempting a bluff, he is about the sanest lunatic I ever saw. I'm not sure, but I believe that he had some serious purpose, and if he had, it was pretty rough on him not to get a chance." Lord G

Whining
the time has come for grown ups to do just that grow up, the senseless boo hooing over pics, blogs, comments and the like, as being unsuitable is rediculous we know they are unsuitable when they are labled as such or as adult it is the same cartoons are just that cartoons plants are plants get over it this is not school lets act accordingly we are old enough to monitor ourselves if there is a prob tell the person be a grown up i promise they will not beat you up on the play ground at recess so lets just get along

We Are One
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I OFFER MY SELF TO YOU , AND FOR YOU MY MASTER , AND PLEDGE MYSELF TO YOU AS SLAVE IN LOVE AND OBEDIENCE , THE COLLAR YOU LOCK AROUND MY NECK WILL BE A SYMBOL OF OUR VOW, AND WILL SAY TO ALL OTHERS WE ARE ONE, TO LIVE AS ONE BODY , ONE SPIRIT, AND ONE MIND, ALWAYS TO LOVE AND PROTECT IN QUIET GRACE MY BODY IS ON FIRE AT THE THOUGHT OF YOUR TOUCH , A YEARNING AS NONE I HAVE KNOWN, AND WILL ONLY BE WHOLE WHEN YOU CLAIM ME AS YOURS, MY MIND IS NEVER STILL AS IT IS IN EROTIC TORMENT, AND IT LIES IN WAIT FOR OUR TIME OF CONSUMATION, MY LIPS BURN,EAGER FOR THE PRESS OF YOUR'S UPON THEM, A DESIRE THAT YOU NOURISH WITH YOUR DARKNESS, WE ARE A SURGING RIVER OF TORRENTIAL LUST , THAT RAGES AGAINST IT'S BANKS FOR RELEASE, AS WE ARE RELEASED FROM THE PAST TO BEGIN THE FUTURE AS ONE SOUL,

Chapter 4 { In The Days Of The Comet
4 When I and Nettie had been sixteen we had been just of an age and contemporaries altogether. Now we were a year and three-quarters older, and she -- her metamorphosis was almost complete, and I was still only at the beginning of a man's long adolescence. In an instant she grasped the situation. The hidden motives of her quick-ripened little mind flashed out their intuitive scheme of action. She treated me with that neat perfection of understanding a young woman has for a boy. "But how did you come?" she asked. I told her I had walked. "Walked!" In an instant she was leading me towards the gardens. I must be tired. I must come home with her at once and sit down. Indeed it was near tea-time (the Stuarts had tea at the old-fashioned hour of five). Everyone would be so surprised to see me. Fancy walking! Fancy! But she supposed a man thought nothing of seventeen miles. When could I have started! All the while, keeping me at a distance, without even the touch of

That Could Have Been Bad!
So I just ran out to 7 11 to get a slurpee, I was craving one. Well I am wearing my yellow warm up pants (the pair in which I am wearing in my Twister pic if need a reference) that button up the sides. Well when getting out of my mustang, the 4 buttons near my waist snagges and unsnapped! Now, usually I am wearing my board shorts under them, but had taken them off earlier. Well, Mr Wiggles got to see the parking lot of the store, thank God no one was to the left of my car, or that would have been bad. OK, just wanted to share my near indecent exposure moment!

Are You A Packrat?
You're a Pack Rat in Training You know those crazy old people with a ton of video tapes and cats? Well, you're training to be one. Time to do some spring cleaning. Even if it isn't spring! Are You a Pack Rat?

Chapter 3 { In The Days Of The Comet
Nettie I I CANNOT now remember (the story resumed) what interval separated that evening on which Parload first showed me the comet -- I think I only pretended to see it then -- and the Sunday afternoon I spent at Checkshill. Between those two there was time enough for me to give notice and leave Rawdon's, to seek for some other situations very strenuously in vain, to think and say many hard and violent things to my mother and to Parload, and to pass through some phases of very profound wretchedness. There must have been a passionate correspondence with Nettie but all the froth and fury of that has faded now out of my memory. All I have clear now is that I wrote one magnificent farewell to her, casting her off for ever, and that I got in reply a prim little note to say that even if there was to be an end to everything, that was no excuse for writing such things as I had done, and then I think I wrote again in a vein I considered satirical. To that she did not reply. That

Wanna Direct Your Own Show?
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Disneyland
well next tuesday me and my daughter will be going to disneyland and I cant wait its going to be some fun times especially for my daughter she is going to have a blast I cant wait till she gets to meet the characters and get pics done with them well i will post some pics when we get back from Califonia

Help This Soldier Out
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28 Secrets & 40 Questions
28 SecretsTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyWHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?I like it....WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?my roomWhat is your middle name?LeAnnWHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?complicatedIF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?of courseWHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?sleepyWHO DO YOU LOVE MOST?a small group of select folksWHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?lots of things ;)ARE YOU MUSICALLY INCLINED?sortaIF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?sure!IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?a well loved house catEVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?I've had manyWHAT'S THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT'S STUCK IN YOUR HEAD?"Here Without You" - 3 Doors Down (sappy goodness!!!)WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?JasonHAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?Yeppers (almost peed myself the first time)WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?either eyes or ass...depends how they are facing me :PWHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER

What The Hell Ever!
Sorry my fellow tappers but i got to vent a little. Heres hoping the right people see and read it. So your a real adult youleave emails on my account but then dont want to hear a response, so i will blog if you dont like it oh well you didnt leave me a chance to reply. I never said anything about the kids, anna told amanda about the rods and we didnt believe her, because that very same dat you wrote a blog on myspace saying how lucky you was that your kids wasnt on it. So you do the math. I didnt know you owned cherry tap wow. Where does it say at the end of a blog to sign it. So no dont believe that because it wasnt a blog where you called her that but a email you sent her. Shane did not delete you from the group nobody did. When he deleted his account he was no longer the group moderator. So everybody got deleted. Get your facts straight. AS ar as your mail goes you have not gotten any nice try to blame somebody else, nobody throwing your mail away check with the post office. This wh

Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
Forbidden Love Wat is the price one pay when jealousy mistreats anger on destruction in coping loniliness? fear of loss..afraid of surrendering everything one hate to lose that when they have believe that theyve forseen wat is coming to them. u say things that u dont mean but u dont mean wat you say in sucidal pasion in attempt to gain ones heart to trade yours.. love is spawn. to be accepted wat will it takes for ones love tumor in heart to recieve blessing of pasionate cure . all those broken scattered pieces of saden love hugs how can pasion outcast its smile and fully regenerate a full kiss. they say love set one free but the only freedom ones have is pasion. the bounty on ones heart are high stakes when innocent greed dodge a bullet from obnoxious guilt. confession becomes deep poetry but to believe it is to recite it. ones rights to remain silence is mutal anything one said can be used against oneself or with them. to forgive is not to train oneself to let go but convert th

From Personal Experience
Moving forward means never looking back at what should have been or what could have been. Learn from mistakes that were made and never to repeat again. Be all that you can be. Hold your head high. Turn your head from all those fools that caused you grief. Smile and let the past be put to rest. Let the world of nothing, die. Walk in to the real world. Stand firm. Smile, and begin your new life without looking back. Wipe the tears. Shed them no more. For all of those who made those tears fall, were never really worth it to begin with. All of the greed and all of the hate, for all of life's simple pleasures were never really worth losing sleep over. The pathetic, well, they'll remain just that. Pathetic. All of the user's, ha, they'll never stop using others for they're own pleasures. Stand tall. Move on. And enjoy the life you have. No one or nothing is worth all of the grief that you've endured. This was written by me to share with all of you. With all due respect to everyone.

..as You See.....(poem)
As I lie my head down to sleep, I hope to only have sweet, wonderful dreams of you. As I slowly close my eyes, I instantly see your face... so pure...so sweet. I see your caring smile and beautiful eyes. I see you giving me the look that makes me melt like ice cream in the hot July sun. I notice the way you move, the way you fixed your hair and the way you look so sweet and caring among the field of the purest roses. Then you hold your strong yet gentle arms out, only to embrace me with all the love and care one could possibly ever want. And as I look up, into your beautiful eyes, Our eyes lock... And in that moment, that lasted forever it seemed, I caught a short yet entrancing glimpse of my... Angel in Disguise.

Parting
In the words of the great William Shakespear parting is such sweet sarrow. Sometimes its hard to tell what the heart truly wants. there is no reasoning or thaught behind what the heart wants. It just simply does! The heart is like a child Wanting without knowing why it wants! The heart can lead you along many paths many of them good many of them bad! When the heart chooses the bad ones it breaks, it dosnt know why it breaks it simply does. It dosnt know what the choice will lead to it just simply goes where it wants and we are stuck suffering the effects. When the heart leads in a good direction, again it dosnt know why its good it just simply goes. however when it is going in the good direction we feel the love and warmth of the choices that the heart makes! So no matter what the consiquenses be it good or bad the heart will wander where it wants we simply have to live with the choices of the heart! When we can no longer follow the path of the heart the parting is such swe

Something I Live By On A Daily Basis
This is something that my kids and I live by everyday of our lives.....something I want to share with the rest of you. Your life is made up of years that mean nothing, and moments that mean it all. People may not remember exactly what you said or did, but they will always remember how you made them feel. There's always a way out, as long as we are strong enough to look at the light beyond the dark clouds. Whatever you are doing, love yourself for doing it, whatever you are feeling, and love yourself for feeling it. We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere. Stand for something or you'll fall for anything. When one door closes, another opens, but we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us. You must love yourself before loving another, by accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence will make others ha

A Single Man's Events
Most of the time when march comes along, you get nice days like this. Really warm outside so I take a little walk. It helps me not think of anything bad. Just about the next step I take and where to go. I think about stuff that makes me smile. Like the Hoyas trying to go to the Final Four. Than I think about how much women hate sports. that is definitely something women can't watch. its like weird. Anyways, I think they were up by a lot during the first half but it doesn't look too good. We have much more experience i think than Carolina. I wore a sweater outside cause it was chilly. especially when you walk under the trees in the shade. than in the sun it was like 10 degrees warmer. very weird how that works out but the sun feels real good. I got a lil sweat going. I walk about 2 miles all together. Up towards the Mall on the Pike than back through the park to my house. Its a nice lil walk and i wish i had company when i went. Its one of those walks that you

A Quick Note On Downraters
JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PEOPLE AREN'T ALWAYS GOING TO RATE YOU A 10. IT HAPPENS. THATS WHY YOU ARE GIVEN THE CHOICE ON HERE 1 THROUGH 10. NO WHERE ON THIS SITE DOES IT SAY YOU HAVE TO RATE SOMEONE A TEN. SO GET OVER YOURSELVES ON HERE ALREADY. NO NEED TO GO AROUND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T GET YOUR PRECIOUS TEN. I GET DOWNRATED AND NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER POSTED A BULLETIN ABOUT IT. GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON. IT STILL COUNTS A PAGE VIEW AND YOU GET THE SAME NUMBER OF POINTS IF SOMEONE RATES YOU A 1 OR 10. SO CALM DOWN PEOPLE NOT EVERYONE THINKS YOUR HOT OR YOUR PAGE IS THE SHIT. TIME TO COME BACK TO REALITY THANKS

Pissed Off
I just quit my job. I am so sick of smartass bitches that lie. And I hope her ass hole grows together! You do NOT FUCK WITH my money......or say I said something I didn't. If I want to say something I will fuckin' say it to your damn face...and if ya can't deal with it.....too bad....you get one free lick in....and then it is your ass...I hope somebody is there to pick your ass up. Sorry I just needed to vent.I'm tempted to call the church she goes to and tell them what a real fine lady they have going to there church...but then again....it will come back to her....So.........I need to calm down and let life kick her ass.

I Want......
what does a girl gotta do to get a blast around here? lol I need some major loven! Well, today has been a long but good day.. I am in the middle of move'n and finally it looks like i'm close to being finished... YAY I dun have time for anything interesting..laffin but after I get settled.. I am make'm a trip to IL. Meeting some friends.. n looking to have a great time... anyway.. enough babble about me!! much love to my Family, Friends..and fans!! xoxo ~Shay

Breath - Breaking Benjamin
I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet? In my head I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Go away please You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you I'm waiting I'm praying Realize Start hating You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart shou

Deserted
Deserted streets cold as ice need some heat paying the price Torn apart in a daze broken heart lost in a maze No reason or rhyme no where to go I am out of time I was too slow Tears I shed pains I feel can't look ahead I will never heal Left me stranded without any warning I stand empty handed as I am in mourning So stupid and dumb I sit and I cry wish I was numb please let me die

Mon Cher (poem)
i was lost and lonely waiting for someone to find me then you took me out of the cold into yourself to the warmth of your arms your love rules my heart like a precious jewel in the world i'm lovesick, mon cher.... hold me now join me to yourself you are the love that completes me i want to spend my life loving you come, let's ride the night let's touch the sky let's soar like eagles and kiss the moonlight 'cos many waters cannot quench love neither can floods drown it you are the smile that never fades the bliss that never wanes the light that shines in my darkness welcome me close to yourheart make us one UNBREAKABLE we will remain

Never Ending Nightmare
Have you ever felt trapped in a never ending nightmare when all you did was napped and you woke up to a scare As you slowly realize the nightmare is your life you begin to apologize even though you were cut with a knife Your mind is so far away your body is shaking this was supposed to be a new day but life was just faking The thoughts are endless the hurt is so deep you think to yourself what a mess as you lay there and weep So many things can happen in just 24 hours it has to stop, but when stupid fool you have no powers It hurts more then anything so very deep inside the wounds are all opening nowhere left to hide You can't handle it anymore there are choices to make you are tired and sore you close your eyes never to wake

Its An Ever Growing List
^ dunno,dont care,obviously a fat ass stalker. ^strech marked staker ^mizz piggy ^ dude with herpies ^ holly the one that gave the dude herpies ^ fake mizz piggy account ^mizz piggys family pigette ^ mizz piggys fat ass momma ^pigettes mother http://cherrytap.com/user/768188 http://cherrytap.com/user/768158 http://cherrytap.com/user/674554 http://cherrytap.com/user/708822 http://cherrytap.com/user/753827 http://cherrytap.com/user/753877 and dont forget the numberous accounts they all get to rate me 1s.WOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOO!

Missy Chat Room Is Open
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6461 is a lounge i created all can join all topics are welcome so please come join and lets see how it goes. name is Missy's Chat Room come join missy Lets make this a kick ass lounge, all help is welcome

Something I Found Funny
I was on my way home from bringing michael to work and I passed a car that had its top down.As I got closer I noticed the windows were up.LOL!Whats the point of having the windows up when the top is down?

I've Got An Icebox Where My Heart Used To Be
Blah my husband left me again....I just don't get it..why get back with me just to do it all over again...wasn't hurting me the 1st time enough? Whats so wrong with me??

Klub House Community Website!!!!!
HEY ALL AND EVERYONE I have to apoligize for the gallerys being deleted but we now have desided to make a community website like for those that are interested in the station and its doings!!! All are welcome to join in and have fun!!! There is a chat room on the home page and we are trying to make things better for everyone!!! Want to join up and get involved as well as see what happens? Feel free to do so!!! If you can donate to the site, please feel free to do so!!! The more the better the site will become!!!! Make sure you read all on the the site befor you register for an account!!!! There is alot of important info there!!!! On this site will allow you to rate pics, comment pics, Send messages to everyone, see all new pics added to the site on home page as well as create photo gallery like for you pics!!! if you have problems feel free to contact me and I will reply as soon as possible!!! Thanx for your time and hope you like!!!KLUB HOUSE COMMUNITYKLUB H

On My Mind
I am sitting here wondering why I seem to always be a secret in peoples lives. the past 3 ladies I have been involved with I have seemed to be a secret to others. the first one of course had a Master and I was just a friends with benefits but even after they were seperated I was a secret. the next didn't want to put on her profile that she was taken not sure why she told me a reason but it really didn'ty make thjat much scence to me anyway since she told me that she was proud to be part of me. the last it seems wanted to be mine and I wanted to give her time and she agreed but not sure if how she is feeling really if she wants anyone of her friends to know. and really not sure if we have progressed past what we have had before what she said. well time will tell I guess. no big thing. I will be fine.

Cross My Heart By George Strait
Our love is unconditional We knew it from the start I see it in your eyes You can feel it from my heart From here on after Let's stay the way we are right now And share all the love and laughter That a lifetime will allow Chorus: I cross my heart And promise too Give all I've got to give To make all your dreams come true In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine You will always be the miracle That makes my life complete And as long as there's a breath in me I'll make yours just as sweet As we look into the future It's as far as we can see So let's make each tomorrow Be the best that it can be Chorus And if along the way we find a day It starts to storm You've got the promise of my love To keep you warm In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine A love as true as mine

Ever Feel Like Strangling Your Loved One?
Okay... I'm with a man... I did some pretty stupid shit on another website and became... well.... known there... To the point that if I ever show my face again I'll get the boot immediately... So I took my "Fame" which I say is bull.. it's not fame it's groupies addicted to drama... Anyway.. I took my fame and recruited people to another site that I was on... I had quite the following after all that happened... so I had no problems making my new home popular and I made my way up the social ladder to the point where people were making topics souly about me.... and even making me fansigns... I eventually got together with the Admin there and he was a steady second to the "Infamous WeekendHuntress" I was promoted to Moderator before I was even asked practically.... then next thing you know I was promoted to Admin.... Okay fine.. I can deal with that.. I've been Admin an another website... Well, things aren't always paradise here at home.. I admit it.... and I also admit th

Jes Thinkn
its 537pm (eastcoat md time), i was talkin to my dad earlyr then he kept askin about my mom, which everytime he does, im kinda freakin out inside. im scard when that day comes, and he finds out that my mom is gone. sometimes i think maybe its best i leave this place, so i dont have to think about this, because it gets to me. i mean i care about my dad, i think im the only one that does but then there our things that i still want to do in life. and sometimes i feel like i cant because of him. i lived in maryland all my life and so much has happened to me within the last 2yrs, and i kinda want to start new in a new place and not having to deal with everything i deal with now. its hard, i guess if only you guys knew then youll understand. its hard, sometimes i just want to cry because its hard and i dont know what to do =(. and i ask god to help me. im trying to do the right thing but im also trying to live my life and try to accomplish the goals i set for myself. what i want is, to be ha

Can We Start Over?
Why is it so hard to not think about the past and what you once had with someone? I have been thinking alot lately about someone who means more than anything in this world to me that has come back into my life for a 3rd time.In the beginning we were great friends who fell in love almost got married and come to find out 3 yrs later haha well,I have a son by him and it was just a guess all this time but now we know for sure due to recent events.How do you learn to accept the fact that you once were so in love but other forces caused you to go separate ways for awhile and now you know that your son is by this person how do you deal with that? It's just crazy as hell I mean we go our separate ways due to other forces not of our own choice but then 3 1/2 yrs later you meet again and find out that the child you have been wondering was yours all this time really is yours,again other forces caused us to separate but now that we're back in each other's lives for good it's just so hard to accept

Support Our Troops Contest For The Ladies
OK LADIES THE CONTEST BEGINS IN 1N 1 DAY AND I NEED 25 WOMAN SO SEND ME THE LINK TO UR PICK ILL RIFP IT AND ADD IT. U NEED IN THE FIRST ROUND 500 RATES THEN 2ND ROUND LADIES WILL NEED 30,000 VOTES AND I WILL THEN PIC THE WINNER AND THE WINNER WILL GET TO CHOOSE HER PRIZE THIS IS FOR THE TROOPS FOR EVERY CONTESTANT THERE IS A $1 DONATED EVERY 1OO RATES ON THE CONTESTANTS IS ANOTHER $1 AND WHEN IT COMES TO THE COMMENTS THERE WILL BE $1O FOR EVERY 10,000 COMMENTS SO COME ON LADIES PIC UR BEST SUMMER BIKINI OUT FIT PIC OR MOST CUTEST DRESS/SKIRT PIC AND THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PICS AND LETS SUPPORT OUR TROOPS. I'm Already There (Message Fro VideoI'm Already There (Message Fro lyrics - Lonestar lyrics Lonestar Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

"in Your Dreams"
I am the knight that come's to you in the dark. I am who you see in your dreams,I am the cause of the sinsation just before you wake. I am what makes you want to rush back to sleep; in hopes that I will finish what I have started. As you fall asleep; It is your lust for me, that keeps you from satisfying yourself. the way i touch you makes your rivers flood,and your gasp for air,are only pleas for more. Your heart beats faster and faster and sweat soils the sheets beneath your thighs... with a manly force, I turn up the heat from the inside out. And in my final trust,your fingernails embeded in the sheets- and my explosive release. is what causes you to scream... As you take a deep breath, you open your eyes only to look into mine, and hear me say... I love you. Pheonix

I Think I Will Be Leaving The Site
I'm thinking about leaving the site due to the drama and crap of one person and its just better that I do what I gotta do I have met alot of cool people on the site and dont wanna leave but this crazy ass breezy aint gonna leave me alone. So let me know what you all think. I have tried to block her but she just uses her mans account and gets around to all her friends to talk to me and harrasse me

All A Dream!
She entered the club alone The lights playing on her pale skin She felt the music flow through her body Looking around she saw only boredom No one called her attention Sitting at the bar she asked Double Irish Cream No ice She spun around Not knowing why Only a feeling There he was His deed blue eyes watching her The shape of his lips was teasing His hair hung down his face He had a nice build Around her height He smiled at her All the ice that formed her Turned to water in his gaze Coming towards her Her drink in her hand She wanted to run There he was Taking her by the hand A private office His office She was new here He hadn’t seen her before Something told him Go to her She is your freedom She smiled First in a long time They laughed She felt his body next to hers His heat overpowering her She wanted to run He took her cheek in his hand His touch was soft His thum

It's Ology About Me
MOUTHOLOGY What is your salad dressing of choice? the stuff they use at Olive Garden, or no salad dressing (salt and pepper) What is your favorite fast food restaurant? damn sparky.. prolly taco bell What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Aladdins Palace, Olive Garden On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? Usually a good tip, depending on how much money i have, and the service and quality of the food What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? the good nachos What are your pizza toppings of choice? pepperoni, mushrooms, and olives What do you like to put on your toast? butter, or apple butter What is your favorite type of gum? cimmanon TECHNOLOGY Number of contacts in your cell phone? 80 Number of friend on your myspace? 106 What is your wallpaper on your computer? My son and I on halloween How many televisions are in your house? 1 BIOLOGY Are you right-handed or left-handed? Rig

Gone Back To Work
Hello all...I know I haven't been on much since the weather has changed..I miss each and everyone of you. I am returning to work tomorrow and will be gone most of the time. Will try My best to show My love when Im online.. LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!! evil mean and nasty

Caution: Drama Ahead!
From the mind of a B.U.O.F.M............ This one falls under "Serious". I've been a CT member for about seven weeks now. Amazing! Get to visit other folk's pages, rate their profile, rate their photos, stashes....become their Fan, Friend, Family! Have nice, friendly chats...and for some, develope deeper relationships. Wow. Technology is wonderful! Me, I'm a 47-yr-old straight male, father of four adult children, who JUST got his divorce finalized on March 16, 2007. I'm not what some of you may consider a "typical" recently divorced 47-yr-old male. I did not enjoy the process, and wish I never had to go through it. That in mind, I am in no hurry to "get back in the saddle". I'm in no hurry to even "touch the saddle", if you catch my drift. I even have a "Disclaimer" at the very top of my profile stating such. Why am I saying this? Well, some folks in the CT community take this cyber existance waaaaay too seriously. I'm sure you have all run across it, whether it b

The Hot Hot Sun...and Singles...
Well it is official now. I am considered single. I told my husband to go **** himself today. I might lose my car, but it's just an object. I have the only thing that means anything to me, my daughter. I'm still here in Arizona, and I guess I'll be here until Gramma passes away. Then, who know's where life will take me. I may go back to Maine to be where my friends are, or I may go back to Warren, where no one remembers me, or I may stay here (not likely..since it costs way to damn much to live here). So.. if anyone is interested.. JUST KIDDING... I'm to far away from anyone interesting.. I think... Anyways that is all for now.. Ta Ta!

Test
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

A Gift From God :)
I have a 5 yr old daughter who is my best friend and the best gift I have ever received. I found out when I was 3 months pregnant with her that she had Down syndrome. My doctor offered me the option of terminating the pregnancy. I know he was just doing what he had to as a doctor but I didn't even have to think about it. That definitely was NOT an option as far as I was concerned. He told me about all the possible health problems she might have and that she might not ever have a "normal" life. But I refused to believe that. The way I saw it was God gave her to me the way she was for a reason. And who am I to argue with Him? I accepted His wonderful gift and to this day have never once regretted my decision. Now, I'm not saying that there haven't been some really rough times, especially during the first 2 years of her life. But, we got through those rough times together. She's very loving and has a very strong will to learn everything she possibly can. It's because of her that I have le

Last Week On Cherrytap!
this is my last week on cherrytap before i move i'll be moving over the weekend i won't be on here much anymore i won't have the net anymore unless i go to my friend holly's house sometimes on the weekends

Quizzy
What demon sleeps inside you ? You shelter a Water DemonVery quiet and cunning, the water demon is one of the cruelest and most destructive demons once provoqued : he awaits in the shadows the opportunate moment to strike and then, either with the force of a raging sea or the sharpness of a knife, he stabs the most sensible part of the target. Although he will not wake up if unecessary. Then he will show a calm and gentle image of himself.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Small Vacation^^
Just want to let ya guys know I'm goin to Niagra Falls tonight..kinda a lil get away thing.. (that is so desperately needed lol) But just wanted to say bye and I'll catch you guys when I get back..hopefully I'll have pics to share^^ Later all ~Cin

Scam
Thousands fall for Hotmail prank By Tim Weber Business editor, BBC News website I'm always pleased when I see healthy page views for our business stories - but there are exceptions. Take this story: "MSN 'to charge user fee'" says the headline, and for a few weeks it has steadily moved up the ranks of our daily statistics. On Sunday it was the most-read business story, and on Monday and Tuesday it featured in the top five. The hitch: It was written five years ago - on 25 February 2001. Back then we reported comments made by a Microsoft executive, who said the company was considering introducing fees for its free Hotmail service. It was one year after the dotcom crash and everybody, even mighty Microsoft, was pondering how to make some money on the internet. So why is this old story so popular? Forward first, ask questions later Well, a chain e-mail is making the rounds: Microsoft will soon charge all Hotmail account holders, it claims,

Vowels(vows)
I will...................... .(A)LWAYS! Dedicate and show my Devotion.(E)TERNALLY! We would be...................(I)NSEPARBLE! That meaning..................(O)URSELVES! Together Forever we would Bond(U)S To no one in paticular woman,just my vows to that special woman that i can treat like queen one day and have a fam! doesn't mean just marriage, applies to dating, that i'll do everything and anything!

Abortion Essay
Let The Air In She walked into the office with the look of utter disappointment. Her name was Jig and the doctor was waiting for her. “This way please.” I could tell she was shaking with nerves. “The doctor will explain everything to you.” Turning the corner to walk into the room she paused, “Doctor this is Jig and she is here for the procedure.” In the office we refer to it was “the procedure” because we know many of our patience are sensitive to the term abortion. “Hello Jig. Take a seat right here while I review your chart.” “I have some questions first,” she replied. Having heard that statement many times and knowing the questions before they are even asked the doctor just simply nodded his head. “How safe is it? Will everything be ok?” You could her a bit of panic in her voice. “Childbirth is at least seven times more risky than the procedure.” He had said that line at least a half dozen times that week. “How far along are you?” “About nine weeks.” “After seven weeks w

.level.of.annoyance.
there is a high level of annoyance in my air today. n ive slowly come to realise...its just one of those things thats going to have to pass on its own. cuz theres no one to talk to about it...cuz quite frankly theres not a capacity to understand it...and i swear to christ if i read 'lol' one more time when attempting to express myself im going to reach thru the screen and throttle the person on the other end until their head flops around like an effin ragdoll. html is not my friend today. i dont know if its my settings or what not...but the things i want it to do...its not doing...and being quite obstinate about it. on any other site i'd have it finished by now. here? not so much. so instead of being that...*searches for the word* obsessive anal retentive perfectionist...not exactly the words i was looking for...but they'll do...i said eff it. sides when it comes down to it i hate going to a page to leave a comment n theres shitty music on n i cant get it to stfu. yes i ate a

Flowers
Flowers are a universal symbol of beauty. To discern a particular meaning, the color of the flowers may be as significant as the flowers themselves. This is especially true for flowers of unusual or nonsensical colors such as green roses. In a dream it would not be surprising to get green roses from a dear friend. This would happen if you are dating your friend's heartthrob in waking life or you sense jealousy from them concerning your romantic attachments. Consequently you may have acquired knowledge about flower meanings that your subconscious is now accessing to illustrate a point. This can be especially true if you are given flowers by or are giving flowers to another. Do particular flowers have special memories for you due to childhood, the death of a loved one, or a prom date or wedding? Here are some common reference points for particular flowers: Lilac -- Poison, Illness, Death Daisy -- Indecision about feelings, giver illustrates issue of concern Orchid -- Sexualit

Who The Hell Is That??
I look around on site and I noticed the increased number of "fake"default images floating around. Not because someone is trying to be someone else but because they are trying to attract more profile visitors. In a way it's sad. We as users have allowed the site to make a climate where people think they have to be "beautiful" to fit in or be liked. One thing that I've learned, people will either like me or not. I can't be attractive to everyone, nor will I go out of my way to try. It bothers me that people really think they have to appear to be someone else to even get the profile hit. I'm seeing guys with women in their default and a whole bunch of other craziness. Just be yourself, those who want to like you will and one thing that I've learned on CT is that everyone is sexy. Everyone has what they are into ....just be who you are. Sucks more that we've created such a superficial environment....that's our fault. Just my two cents

Happy Birthday To Jodie Baby
She would have been a year old tomorrow and i wanted everyone to know that even tho that someone dies or goes away that does mean that they are not with you ... HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JODIE BABY!!!! MOMMY LOVES YOU MORE THEN WORDS CAN SAY!!!!

Take The Quiz - What Type Do You??
Challenging you all to take this quiz and let me know! Here's mine: http://www.gotoquiz.com/results/what_type_of_person_do_you_attract What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Words From My Brother Sparrow
I hear and feel it. Here I stand here I stay listening to the spirts on the wind. Seeing the warriors of the past ride past me onto the next hunt or battle, some to ride again some who ride in the great hunting grounds, but all will ride again.......

Vampy Love :)
Distance of darkness in the night, Fire blazing deep in her dark red eyes, Her soul turning black, as her skin turns pale, Eyes turning black and red, oh this is a tale. Walking in her mysterious realm of dreams, She smiles with her mouth gazed open, look at her teeth, Teeth so sharp, she has two fangs, She is walking closer to the man of her dreams. Slowly she keeps walking, As she licks her dark red lips, She finally meets her man, She presses her teeth into his pale white skin. He enjoys the pain, as the blood drips from his throat, She keeps on going, vampriss love has awoke His face is turning lighter, to a pale white color, His eyes get darker, dark like hers. Vampire love coming to life, This beautiful couple will love and fight, Biting each others necks, becoming more vampirish, They fall deeply in love, a dark gothic love

Read 2nd ~marriage And Firearms~
Ok..Hopefully you have read the other blog about my high school girlfriend and her inviting me and another exboyfriend of hers to the Legion. Well we were all sitting there at the bar and the other boyfriend's wife shows up. She started right away bitchin away. I can't necessairly say she was jealous of the highschool girlfriend...but maybe she was. We decided to leave there and that is when things went tragically wrong. Walking through the parking lot to get to the other bar they (the other boyfriend and his wife) stop and she is staring at this vehicles license plate. She says "that bitch is in there...this is going to be good". I was thinking "hey,I don't really care.. I just have to take a leak and I would like another beer". We went in and I went to the bathroom. I came out and they had found a seats at a table. She (the wife) was bitchin and bithcin about what a whore this gal was and blah blah blah blah. And what I almost for got to mention was when I came out of the bathroom t

A Little Patience For Pole Princess!!!please.
None of us will find another friend quite the same as POLE PRINCESS. She values and loves her friends so very much.just like myself, she has lost temporary use of her laptop.This simply means that she isnt online quite as much.Which also means she isnt able to accept new friends and fans and family quite as fast as she normally would. She isnt able to comment,or rate as fast and often as we may be used to her doing so.This doesnt mean she doesnt care!! Lets show her the same amount of patience,in equivalence,that she shows her friends,in replies when she is back back to normal!! PLEASE and THANK YOU all very very much!!

Make Sure You Enter My Banner Cotest Before Its Too Late
SHOW YOUR CREATIVITY AND GET THOSE BANNERS IN ASAP. BANNERS MUST HAVE DJ LUCIFER, THE BLACK MASS AND WORLD ROCK RADIO ON THEM. SEND THEM TO djlucifer99@aol.com. THEY WILL BE POSTED IN HIS CHERRYTAP PHOTOS AS WELL AS ON HIS MYSPACE PAGE, http://www.myspace.com/dj_lucifer.THURSDAY, MARCH 29TH IS THE DEADLINE SO HURRY AND GET THOSE BANNERS IN. ALSO, IF YOU ARE PARTICIPATING IN THIS LEAVE DJ LUCIFER A MESSAGE LETTING HIM KNOW. WINNER WILL RECEIVE A FREE WORLD ROCK RADIO T-SHIRT AND A FREE BEST OF THE BLACK MASS CD.

Lost My Best Friend Before I......
2yrs ago my best friend and I had a huge fight that ended our friendship.I always thought of her and never kept her far from my heart.I missed her so much it hurt.I wanted so bad to pick up my phone and call her to say that how sorry I was but I didnt,I wanted her to call me first.One day the phone rang thinking "ok is the day that when I pick up the phone she will be on the other end" but it wasnt.It was her b/f calling me telling me that she had been in a serious car accident that took her life.I dropped the phone and fell to the floor in tears,as I picked up the phone back up I told her b/f why are you lying to me,he said he wasnt.I hung up the phone not knowning what to do because I didnt want to believe that it was true.3/25/06 was the last day I ever saw her as I laid her body to rest,regreting that I never made the phone call that was needed to say that I was so sorry and I loved her.So my message to everyone please if you have a best friend dont let anything get between that fr

Testament Iv * Comments Rate Plz*
"Even in the face of darkness every gate has its own guide but our light will never leave you" Doing the right thing may have misled u but not doin the right wont misjudge u. i alone understand this righteous formality with peace. when we overdue good we lose values of sense of humor in bad bring instablity of balance and organization. our mind then becomes dirty and lazy and unwilling to coroperate with our heart. everything we fought for, take pride in, and sacracfice becomes a debris caused by the downfall of life that spend out of control. Energy of waste is poured upon its stubberness greed and obessesion but the only way to restablize or rid it is to freeze all means by necessary. this task does not lightly accept favoritism on which wat where when and why of important but measure tidiness no matter how heavy big or attractive they are. to settle your past is to rid everything known to its obesssion and attachment that hold back everything today into releasing for to

Perfect Strangers
Can you remember,.. remember my name As I flow through your life A thousand oceans I have flown And cold spirits of ice All my life I am the echo of your past I am returning the echo of a point in time Distant faces shine A thousand warriors I have known And laughing as the spirits appear All your life Shadows of another day And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers I know I must remain inside this silent well of sorrow A strand of silver hanging through the sky Touching more than you see The voice of ages in your mind Is aching with the dead of the night Precious life your tears are lost in falling rain And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers

The Way People Look
i dont understand alot of things in what this world thinks as beauty im big and im beautiful if u dont like me dont talk to me of u dont like me dont look at me i have a heart of gold i will love you just dont fuck me over

Warning! If You Are Or Have Ever Been A Parent Of Small Children
WARNING! If you are or have ever been a parent of small children, please read these next few lines with extreme caution. Prolonged exposure to the following type of material has been know to cause involuntary twitching, weeping, cursing and an uncontrollable urge to put children up for adoption. "Eww! The couch is wet!" "Mama, the cat got sick." "Daddy, how much does a new car cost?" "OH NO! Where do we keep the clean towels?" "Mama? You know that glass ballerina you like so much….well…" "Daddy, does super glue work on windows?" "Is it okay of this gets wet?" "Hey Daddy…. Well, umm… I was on the Internet and I accidentally downloaded something and now the computer says "BRAIN DEAD" on the screen. Is that bad? "Mama, Isaac took the chocolate syrup in his room." "Oh no! I need the plunger!" "Daddy, does CPR work on dogs? No? Oh. (shouting) Isaac, you better stop, Daddy says it won't work!" "Hey Daddy? Well okay… ummm… well you see, we were like

You're Pretty Important To Me
You're pretty important to me By: doobiedoo48326 You're pretty important to me. You are responsible for some of the nicest smiles inside of me... the ones that come from memories made, feelings felt, and the happiness that holds it all together. I can't even begin to count all the times that special thoughts of you have brightened up the day, made me count my blessings, and helped to see me through. There is a "thanks" I quietly say from time to time in my heart. And if you could hear it, you would hear me saying a special " thanks"... to you.

You Are The Best
You are the best By: doobiedoo48326 - Your wonderful qualities have made a lasting impression on me that I will admire for as long as I live. - You give me so much to be thankful for. - You have wisdom that goes behond your words, and sweetness that goes behond your smile, and a heart of pure gold. - You take the time to hear my deepest thoughts, my feelings, and my fears. - You've dried tears no one else could see, you've helped me find happiness, and you've taught me that I really can make some of my dreams come true. - There isn't a more special person in all the world... than you.

Thousand Things
Thousand Things By: doobiedoo48326 There are a thousand things I would like to be for you... but one of the most important is just being the someone you can talk to. There are so many things I would like to do for you... And so many things I would like to say and give and share. But for today I just want you to know that I promise: I'll always be there, and I'll always care.

Thoughts For You
Thoughts For You By: doobiedoo48326 One of the most special places in my heart will always be saved for you. You... the one person I can always talk to; the one person who understands. You... for making me laugh in the rain; for helping me shoulder my troubles. You... for loving me in spite of myself, and always putting me back on my feet again. You... for giving me someone to believe in; someone who lets me know that there really is goodness and kindness and laughter and love in the world. You... for being one of the best parts of my life, and proving it over and over again.

Thank You For These Feelings
Thank you for these feelings By: doobiedoo48326 For bringing me happiness as though it were a gift I could open everyday ...I thank you. For listening to the words I want to say ... I appreciate you. For letting me share the most personal parts of your world, and for welcoming me with your eyes ... I am grateful to you. For being the wonderful, kind, giving person you are ... I admire you. For being everything you are to me, and for doing it so beautifully ... I thank you... with all my heart.

Special
Special By: doobiedoo48326 It takes a certain kind of person to be special. It takes someone who is really wonderful; someone who lights up this little corner of the world with feelings of friendship and love and understanding. It takes a truly unique personality and a knack for making life happier and more rewarding. It takes someone whos willing to take the time. It takes an individal who is able to open up and share their innermost feelings with another. It takes someone who makes the path of life an easier and more beautiful journey. It takes a rare combination of many qualities, interwoven with another-person's life. It takes a certain kind of person to be special. It takes someone ...exactly like you.

Our Special Prayer
Our Special Prayer By: doobiedoo48326 These are our wishes, our dreams: That we may always be more than close; That nothing will come between the bond we share. That I will always be there for you, as you will be for me. That we will listen ith love. That we will share thruths and tenderness. That we will trust and talk things out. That we will understand. That whatever you go, you will be in my heart. That your hand will be in my hand.

People
People By: doobiedoo48326 People like you are few and far between. You are the special kind of person the world needs more of... People like you making everything so much nicer; you have a marvelous ability to turn happiness into joy and sadness into understanding. You are appreciated beyond words, because people like you mean the world to... people like me.

Maybe You Can Do This Special Favor For Me
Maybe you can do this special favor for me By: doobiedoo48326 When we're apart, I want you to keep me in your heart and in your mind. Just quietly close your eyes once in awhile and imagine me here, smiling and thinking such thankful thoughts of you. For I spend so many quiet moments of my own thinking how much I miss you, and how hard it is to be apart, and how wonderful it is that you're always with me, warm and cherished... here in my heart.

Just For A Special Someone From Me
Just for a special someone from me By: doobiedoo48326 From time to time, I find myself thinking abut the way I would like things to be From you... I would like for you to be happier than you've ever been in your life. And I would ove for everything to start coming together for you... your plans and hopes and dreams. And you know what? Someday they will. Because you're doing all the right things Because you deserve to reach the peaks you climb towards, and because you are a very special someone. There will never be a day when I won't wish the world for you.

If I Could Have One Wish Come True...
If I could have one wish come true... By: doobiedoo48326 I would wish for nothing but wonderful things to come to you. In your life, which is so precious to me, may troubles, worries, and problems never linger; may they only make you that much stronger and able and wise. And may you rise each day with sunlight in your heart, success in your path, answers to your prayers, and that smile - that I love to see- always there... in your eyes

I Wish For You
I wish for you By: doobiedoo48326 Happiness. Deep down within Serenity. With each sunrise. Success. In each facet of your life. Close and caring friends. Love. That never ends. Special memories. Of all the yesterdays. A bright today. With much to be thankful for. A path. That leads to beautiful tomorrows. Dreams. That do their best to come true. An appreciation. Of all the wonderful things about you.

I Don't Know What I'd Do Without You
I don't know what I'd do without you By: doobiedoo48326 To you: For keeping my spirits up. For never letting me down. For being here for me. For knowing I'm there for you. For bringing so many smiles my way. For being sensitive to my needs. For knowing just what to say. For listening better than anyone else. For bringing me laugther. For bringing me light. For understaning so much about me. For trusting me with so much about you. For being the best. For being so beautiful. I don't know what I'd do... without you.

I Care So Much About You
I care so much about you By: doobiedoo48326 I care about you more than I can say. And that caring and that feeling have a meaning that is more precious and more special to me than I can explian. But let me try to tell you this... Saying "I care" means that I always do everything I can to understand. I means that I will never hurt you. It means that you can trust me. It means that you can tell me what's wrong. It means that I will try to fix what I can, that I will listen when you need me to hear, and that -even in your most difficult moment- all you have to do is say the word, and your hand and my hand will not be apart. It means that whatever you speak to me, whatever words are spoken through a smile. or through a tear... I will listen to my heart.

My Great Uncle Ron G. Simmons
Shortly before Christmas 1987, Simmons decided to kill all the members of his family. On the morning of 22 December he first killed his son Gene and his long-suffering wife Rebecca by shooting them with a .22 caliber pistol. Thereafter he killed his three-year-old daughter Barbara by strangulation. Simmons dumped the bodies in the cesspit he had made his children dig at their home in Dover, AR. Simmons then waited for his other children to return. After their arrival, he told them he had presents for them but wanted to give them one at a time. First to receive her 'gift' was his eldest daughter, seventeen-year-old Loretta, whom Simmons strangled and held under the water in a rain barrel. The three other children, Eddy, Marianne and Becky, were killed in the same way. Around midday on 26 December, the remaining members of the family arrived for their Christmas visit. The first to be killed was Simmons' son Billy and his wife Renata; both were shot dead. Then their son Trae was strang

Everyone Needs Someone Like You
Everyone needs someone like you By: doobiedoo48326 Everyone needs someone who is always there and always caring. Everyone needs someone who is just a touch or a card or a phone call away; someone with whom you can share everything that's in your heart or simply talk about your day in the way that only the two of you can. Everyone needs someone to encourage them; to believe in them; to give a pat on the back when things have gone right, and a shoulder to cry on when they haven't. Everyone needs someone to remind them to keep trying and that it will all work out. Everyone needs someone like you; I know that nothing could be more true. I hope everyone has someone who's as wonderful as you.

A Thought For You
A Thought for you By: doobiedoo48326 You deserve to know how special you are. You.. of all people... should have the privilege of knowing how much you mean and how much nicer life is with you in it. And though those word don't get shard as often as I would like them to, I would like you to know -today and always- that there aren't many people in this world. Who even begin to compare with you.

What Is A Juggalo?
Juggalo-First of all, NOT a fan. More than a fan. Someone who has so much love for the juggalo family they would die for any member of such. One who doesnt care what any person in the world thinks of them, and lives for themselves, not keeping others happy. Someone who can feel the dark carnival inside them. - urbandictionary.com Here it is mutha fackos! I am tired of people asking me what a juggalo is so I am posting this blog! I found this definition in the Urban Dictionary website, this is the very first one that shows up. Although this definition is very short it is also very accurate. I am a Juggalo as defined above!

Very Sad
hey everyone, sorry i haven't been around for a while many troubles and very sad most of the time now. tell me what you would do to cheer yourself up . i really need a little help from my friends right now... thanks

How Hard Is To Take No For An Answer
I am at my office doing paperwork and i get yet another yahoo message...oh by the way the ass from last time left me a message apologizing....go figure...anywho....it is a friends request...i am like ok ...kool....this is what happened next.... ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:15:17 PM): hi swttxred (3/25/2007 1:15:25 PM): hello ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:15:36 PM): how are you ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:02 PM): speak lady swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:08 PM): fine and you ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:12 PM): good ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:18 PM): web cam open swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:20 PM): who is this swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:21 PM): no swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:25 PM): at the office ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:40 PM): you beautiful swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:45 PM): thank you ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:47 PM): dick show swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:57 PM): excuse me ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:17:06 PM): l am dick show swttxred (3/25/2007 1:17:13 PM): ok ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:17:23 PM): you

The Ebb And Flow Of Friendships........
Sometimes as friends come in and out of our lives, it is an unsettling event. We as humans are so quick to take this as a rejection, fearing that it was something we did or did not do. Why our focus is so much on ourselves that it doesn't allow us to realize that it may have nothing to do with me, and everything to do with what is necessary for our friends personal development. Letting go is hard for us to do. Even the healthiest people want to keep the things that are familiar, the fear of the unknown is a scary thing. We go through our lives surrounding ourselves with the known quantity. We know what it is and what to do in situations, it is familiar and comfortable. The same thing seems to hold true in friendships that aren't healthy but they are known to us. It seems easier to keep the relationship than risk loosing the contact. Once again, when you face the fear and walk through what is necessary, once you pass to the other side, it looses it's fear. When fri

The Music That Was Preston
Just putting some of my poetry here to see the emotions it invokes. Comments welcome. Inspired by Sharron Isbin and her live perfomrmance of “Astoria” on N.P.R. 2/9/05 The guitar is the only instrument I can compare thee to. No, not an American song being played, But the Spanish “Astoria”, for this is how your life was: Fast, Forceful, full of energy, And over much too soon. An unexpected ending filled with soft notes And one last quick ditty before slow notes Which seem to stop before time. I often feel as if you are only hiding in the shadows, Ready to spring and prove me the bigger fool to think it’s finished. Yet there are no more notes, Your song ends in an inducement for tears, And I not grasping the request till three days after. At one point you seem so full of life And yet you said your goodbyes to all save me And for that I bleed almost daily… Wondering if you had called would the song have had a few more notes, Or would it have ended even more pre

Fallen Angel
My whole life seems just One long wait Until my dreams disintegrate And the sky falls down on me Crushed by Clouds and misery Heaven is far too far for me And life is much much too cold Angels don't fall from the sky to me I'm too much of a cynic Or just too old I can't believe in anything I wish I could be that naïve My mind just questions everything I know the truth but can't believe I cannot go against entropy And chaos is ruling all around Just like I can't deny gravity And pick myself up from the ground Plastic, music, amphetamine, And a world that can only fade Abhorring the pit I am living in But I'm destined to lie, My bed is made A flick of the wrist Slash, slash of the blade Determinist? My future is made I have no choice But the illusion of such I have no voice I just talk too much So what is there left that I can do? I can hope and hope for better things And I hope you will finally see the truth That this fallen angel has broken her wings

Sad News
on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless.... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

A Neverending Dream
a neverending dream everynight he comes back but is still don't know the end then I always wake up a neverending dream the dream about you what we want to do but I still don't have a clouw a neverending dream I want to know the end but the end doesn't come I can't pretend a neverending dream I wated for the night so I can sleep and I can find the end a neverending dream a dream of you Mabay they doesn't want me to find it mabay is it to hard and i still have to pretend Pretend dat it doesn't care what the end of us is and what is going to happend to save us

"we Will Never Forget"
This September eleventh will be 6 years, From when our skys were silent for days. And we became aware of all our fears, As we watched in a disbeliefed haze. NYPD and FDNY did everything that they can, We didn't think it could happen here ever. Nothing else mattered as long as you were American, We showed our strength as we banded together. It was a day we had no controls, That day brought us sorrow and regret. Through the loss of so many brave souls, I can tell you "We will never forget". RIGraywolf

Read This 1 First... Old Highschool Girlfriend
Last night I went out to meet a old girlfriend that I had in highschool. We haven't seen each other in years. She wanted to meet at the American Legion where she is a memeber..and I thought sure why not. Well that is good and all. But she also had invited another exboyfriend of hers from highschool. He of course went to a different school, but I knew him cause we worked at the same department store. Well you would think that would make things ackward having another exboyfriend there..but I consider myself a mature adult and I really didn't have any intent of anything other then catching up with her. Things went alright for the most part. Later on she was ignoring me and talking to him more. I will admit I felt somewhat left out...but in hindsight I don't think that a reunion with her is all that is cracked up to be. We were all sitting at the bar at this point and they were chatting it up so I started up a conversation with a nice gentlemen beside me about music and famous people a

Poem
Passion's Flames A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Just Down On My Luck.:
Just down on my luck.: My eyes speak miles and my heart does too Your impulse lies to you don’t reject me I’m human too as I go and sit next to you There’s a lesson within these arms that Speaks of tattered charms Broken dreams with realities too For one day this homeless one could be you My pride is fragile I hunger like you I would scrub your floors if you would allow me to Not looking for a handout you see Just a way up like the morning sun hitting the leaves on the tree. I have skills if you can see past the foul clothes that cover me I have aged with dark days Its not all ways bad there’s some sun in the days So lend me your ear as we speak today Please tell me of a warm place to stay A cup of coffee and I will be on my way Things would be better if I had a job and a place to stay. I am down and out that’s all there is I made a wrong direction and my wealth left me like a sieve. Just give me an chance and you will see That I can grow in mutual equa

A Rose That Cry's
Raindrops flow deeper than tears to a rose Raindrops fall; Tears are shedded, over the years to a loved one. Raindrops Yet, we as women or men will take the roses from their bushes To dream over, to love over and romance with or to wear for scent Yet we still wish to shed tears over them When in the bushes, gradening we cry over them in love, sarrow, hope, joy, pain, and anger When we cut them from their home we still do the same Raindrops flow deeper than tears to a rose Raindrops falls; Tears are shed Loneliness is never a problem when one lives Yet, we still shed tears when we are around roses Even a smile is shown with joy and tears Tears of joy, laughter, and tears of suprise Ask a rose to drink of one of these tears No, I as a rose will take teh drop of rain water We ask why? The tears are salted with to much love and hate for me as a rose It makes me sad and ill: Tearsdrops are like drinks of wine to humans I can get drunk o

In Memory
=== 'sexy~sissy~~owner of LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS~~' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-25 11:06:23'.. > > Eric Medlen > > August 13, 1973 - March 23, 2007 > > You Will Be Missed - But Never Forgotten > > SERVICES FOR DRAG RACER ERIC MEDLEN TO BE CONDUCTED IN INDIANA > March 24, 2007 > > BROWNSBURG, Ind. - Funeral services for professional race car driver Eric Medlen, 33, will be held at 10 a.m. Wednesday (March 28) at Connection Pointe Christian Church, 1800 N. Green Street, Brownsburg. In addition to Wednesday's services, there will be a viewing from 6-8 p.m. Tuesday at the same church. > > Medlen succumbed to complications from a closed head injury four days after his drag racing Funny Car crashed during routine testing at Gainesville (Fla.) Raceway. > > A six-time winner on the NHRA drag racing tour, Medlen maintained his residence in Brownsburg near the site of the midwest shop facility that housed his race car and those of John Force Racing teammates

Wicked!!!
Three old men were sitting around complaining about how much their hands shook. The first geezer said, "My hands shake so bad that when I shaved this morning I cut my face!" The second old fogey one-upped him. "My hands shake so bad that when I trimmed my garden yesterday I sliced all my flowers!" The third old man laughed and said, "That's nothing. My hands shake so bad that when I took a piss yesterday, I came three times."

You My Friend.
You Are My Friend And I Hope You Know That's True. No Matter What Happens I Will Stand Right By You. In Times Of Grief I Will Give You Belief. I'll Be There For You Whenever You Are In Need. To Lend You A Hand To Do A Good Deed. So Just Call On Me When You Need Me, My Friend! I Will Always Be There For You Right To The End!

The World
I was reading a slew of on line stuff about some sort of conspiracy behing 9/11 and I got it. The thinking behind any conspiracy theory since Rosewell. We want to live in important times and know something about those times that nobody else does. By having some sort of giant conspiracy behind 9/11 and 'getting it' we become part of some elite that knows we were duped and become heroic if quiet, resisters in our lives. It is a meaning added thought process that makes our lives more important than IT workers, college students, exotic dancers, charity recipients, etc, etc. But is that extra level of meaning needed? Isn't the war of our lives enough, with no sugar coating or extra intrigue? Isn't our world enough? Open your eyes, look around, there is enough here for us without invention and paranoia.

Perfect
Your kiss. Your touch. The way you make me feel it all seems so perfect. Like its too good to be real. You're the only one who knows me both inside and out. You're the only one for me baby without a doubt. I love to hold you in my arms and feel your hands in mine. Your perfect just the way you are theres none other of your kind. The gentle way you kiss me i pray will never end. Remember how we started out as just being friends. But that friendship was so perfect it was sure to grow to love and love it was love sweet love. Its sort of like we're destined. A couple meant to be. Lets keep us going baby Heres to you and me.

Pain N Love
nobody ever tol me love would be so hard trustin in the one u love only to be left scarred lookin into the eyes of the person u thought was true only to find out those pure eyes could lie to u for whatever reason she thought about being unfaithful to me the way I once saw her, can again be i still love her, forgiving her for those mistakes i pray she will be true, for its my heart thats at stake

Need Prayers
My Aunt, who is in her 80s, was taken to the hospital this morning for heart problems. No details yet. Please lift up a prayer for her. She is a great lady and I hate to hear that she is in pain. Tonight I am staying with my cousin's daughter who is 20 but has the mind of a 12 year old. She adores her Nana. So please lift up a small prayer. Thanks

Take A Moment And Read This..its About Profiling
Please pause a moment, reflect back, and take the following multiple choice test. The events are actual events from history. They actually happened! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by a. Superman b. Jay Leno c. Harry Potter d. a Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by a. Olga Corbett b. Sitting Bull c. Arnold Schwarzenegger d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by: a. Lost Norwegians b. Elvis c. A tour bus full of 80-year-old women d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by: a. John Dillinger b. The King of Sweden c. The Boy Scouts d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown u

It's You.
Share your secrets, share your thoughts. I'll always be here for you in your times of trial and suffering. I'll never let you down, I'll never make you frown. I'll be your friend and maybe you best! You will be reciving a special place in my heart! It will stay there truely always and forever! Share your thoughts, share your dreams. Even if it seems unreal, It doesn't even have to be true!! It's You.

Would You.......
Would you fuck me? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star?

Deep Love Delight
Come across the moor with me, in the bright moonlight, with no fear or fright, I'll show you all my heart, with my deep love and delight. Its better for you to go with me, It'll give you a moment light, to think about the times to come, which'll give our bond strength and sight, with my deep love and delight. Don't procrastinate your any thought, It'll make you future out of the sight, just do whatever you think is right, But,I'm here to look for you, with my deep love and delight. I want you to be with me, all the day and all the night, to share my feelings which I've for you, I'll give you every moment of my life, with my deep love and delight.

Enjoying Life No Drama Zone
Ok folks... now that ive started doing the blog thing... i feel some ranting is needed here!!! Ive noticed that some people on here have issues about others... ya know i understand that some people may not like others, but how can you judge someone by looking at stuff on a computer screen??? if your gonna make judgements, get to know the person in the flesh, not electronically!!! I came onto these sites to make friends, not deal with DRAMA. I get enough of that in real life. No one owns or is owed anything by anyone... just let people be people and enjoy the aspect that you can meet and get to know people from all over.... from this point on... if anyone of my "friends, family, fans" or anything has something negative to say about any of the others, they will be dropped from my site. I just want to have fun.... not take life seriously. ITS ALL ABOUT TAKING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!!! (WONDER WHERE IVE HEARD THAT BEFORE?!!?!?) WHY CANT BE ALL JUST GET ALONG?!!?? THIS is a noti

Untitled Love Poem
There's a mist before your eyes, and it hides me from you Love will never be our prize, dreams of us can't come true, you can't see me, there's a mist before your eyes. There's a barrier between us, though neither are at fault, we cannot even dent it, it's a hurdle we cant vault, I can't reach you, there's a barrier between us. There's a bond we cannot honor, and it hurts us as we part, a love that can't be kindled, that will always break my heart, I know i cant be yours, there's a bond we cannot honor. So we cannot be lovers, Not now and maybe never, We may belong to others, but my heart is yours forever, With this forsaken love.

The Beauty And The Farmer;-)
One day, farmer Jones was in town picking up supplies for his farm. He stopped by the hardware store and picked up a bucket and an anvil, then stopped by the livestock dealer to buy a couple of chickens and a goose. Now he had a problem: how to carry all of his purchases home. The livestock dealer said, "Why don't you put the anvil in the bucket, carry the bucket in one hand, put a chicken under each arm and carry the goose in your other hand?" Hey, thanks!" the farmer said, and off he went. While walking he met a fair young lady with rather large beautiful breasts. She told him she was lost, and asked, "Can you tell me how to get to 1515 Mockingbird Lane?" The farmer said, "Well, as a matter of fact, I'm going to visit my brother at 1616 Mockingbird Lane. Let's take a short cut and go down this alley. We'll save half the time to get there". The fair young lady said, "How do I know that when we get in to the alley you won't hold me up against the wall, pull down my

Update
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, I am creating a train to help support our troops and I want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on my pic, add me as a fan, friend, rate me and send me a yellow ribbon.Then pm me telling me u want on the train, I add you and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When I get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. For everyone who joins I am going to donate a $1 in their name, so the more on the train the more i donate to the families of our fallen soldiers. If you can place this as a sticky just let me know so I can let you stick the right info and pics because this will work better as a sticky. Thanks for all your support! Now below is the list of the people so far and I'm working

Im Fukkin Famous...lmfao
http://www.metalunderground.com/interviews/details.cfm?newsid=24347 Read down where he asks the funniest thing thats ever happened to you while on stage...umm yea that would be me hes talkin about..too fukkin funnyyyyy!!!!

Origin Of B.u.o.f.m.
Hiya Friends/Family/Fans! Welcome to my Butt-Ugly Older Fat Men (B.U.O.F.M.) Blog. I will be using this Blog to spew out whatever pops into my mind on a non-general matter, some serious, some goofy, from time to time. What is B.U.O.F.M.? Well, it's a term I am stealing from a Real Life friend, who I managed to get to start a CT page....Viperbaron. It describes us, if only in our own minds, and I get a kick out of it. It's a term of endearment to us, so don't take it wrong. It's just FUN! That said, I hope my "From the mind of a B.U.O.F.M" period Blogs will entertain, inform, etc. you! *HUGS* Phil (Proud to be a B.U.O.F.M.)

Are You A Compatible Couple? Does He Think So Too?
Compatibility and chemistry are two terms that are used interchangeably. Far from offering a scientific definition for each, the former entails a psychological bond between two people whereas the latter signals a physical connection. But merely explaining how the two differ is child's play; the challenge lies in how one can broach these delicate topics without alarming the other person. The following 10 things are areas in which couples must be in sync with one another, along with tips on how to address them. As you can imagine, this advice applies to relationships that have gone beyond at least five dates. 10. Travel To many, a hometown represents a limitation on dreams, culture and reality. For this reason, the escapism of traveling is cherished. Some love to go away alone while others rely on a trusted companion. However, you might be headed for heartbreak hotel when you realize that one of you is attached to your hometown while the other is planning to rack up air miles. H

Forsaken Love
Watch your heart don’t let it break My mother said those words If for love it forsakes I didn’t realize their worth Now tear drops are falling Heartaches are calling As for love it forsakes Heartbreaks on the way I tried but to myself I lied Would not believe to see through eyes Now all in my world that’s left Is a lonely broken self Now tears are falling Heartbreaks are calling As I still hear mothers words And I realize their worth Be careful of a broken heart Sometimes love it has it’s way Be careful if the hurt should start If for love it forsakes.

These Feelings
The passion which burns for you on the inside, the smile i can't help but smiling when i see you The way my stomach feels when we speak the excitement felt when you call for no reason at all The pain i feel when i lose touch once again the remembrance of memories from long ago The sorriness felt when we hug the pain i feel every time i have to let go The joy felt knowing we are still friends the pain telling me we are nothing more.. The feelings I feel on the Inside that tell me I still Love You So

Wrote This For A Special Lady In My Life.
I would watch the sky with you Scan the stars for super novas Trace castles in the clouds Count the degrees of the sliding moon. It will be warm with a breeze That draws us closer. The world will melt All sound but our breath, stop. Time cease. We will be a universe born Building empires from atoms. We will know us There would be no doubt. Some primeval memory Will wake us Take us dreaming. The curtain will rise The crescendo build We would fall spinning In white light, then silently Like leaves We will fall asleep Honored and placated. Wishful thinking. The truth will be stinking Of stale alcohol. thick black cloud Block out the sky you will fall unconscious and I would say goodnight. But I would crave That edge of madness That blissful fall. Deaf blind, and dumb Hovering in mortality. If I am cut I will bleed your blood. So like some bloodlust hunter I stalk your footsteps Paces behind you unseen You turn to see a landscape And me a dot, camouf

Future Plans
YAY! Kevin is gettin' off probation soon! We have made plans to go u pto Alabama in July to visit his family and all. We are planning to go a bunch of places and we are both really ecxited! We also plan on moving to a bigger house b/c we want to finally start a family. Right now we live in a 2b/2b condo and with my brother living with us it'll be hard to fit a baby in the mix in this house. So we are all planning to move somewhere bigger...we hope! :)

Song Of Love
Now dance this dance you know so well as stars gaze from above and dance this dance of fairies and sing this song of love Now see the scars of love torn dreams falling from my eyes take my hand and lead me through this pain i feel inside Flap your wings, my fairy girl and wait not for the morn for the night’s a cold and barren place and seldom comes the dawn Hold me close and set me free and warm this winter’s day for heaven’s shining from your eyes and heaven’s here to stay Now dance this dance you know so well as we roam the earth above and dance this dance of fairies and sing our song of love.

Surreal
The fiery night sky, I look up then say why, why did you go away? I knew one day id pay. All the mistakes that i make, they come from your sake. The desert is so hot, then cold. Why did you leave me out to mold. The stars in the desert night sky, are so phenomenal, why can i ask why did i not need the love, send pictures from all above. Twinkle, twinkle, look at the star, far, far away, like a zooming car. Like the prickle of a cactus I start off like a mactus. Now do i say why when i look into the sky. I see a diamond in the sand Forever

Karma, What A Joke...
Why does Karma have something against me? Why do I continue to treat people like they mean something when it is just gonna come back and bite me in the ass. Why does everyone treat me like I am lying to them? Do I have sucker written on my forehead? Should I take a hint a become a loner... even more than I already am? Am I being tested by some higher power? Why does people say 'nothing', when they obviously mean 'alot, but I am not gonna tell you...'? Grow up... I just want closure, sometimes...bad or good. It is better than being in the dark. I am so confused. Why do I have to beg, but everyone gets what they want. I will miss you......really...I will.

Things To Do In An Elevator
1. Make race car noises when anyone gets on or off. 2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your Kleenex to other passengers. 3. Whistle the first seven notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly. 4. Bring a chair along. 5. Take a bite of a sandwich and ask another passenger: "Wanna see wha in muh mouf?" 6. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go "plink" at the bottom. 7. Do Tai Chi exercises. 8. Meow occasionally. 9. Sing "Mary had a little lamb" while continually pushing buttons. 10. Say "Ding!" at each floor. 11. Lean against the button panel. 12. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator. 13. Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them. 14. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other people "through" it. 15. Start a sing-along. 16. Crack open y

Survey...
What's your name?: Beth Maddas Married or single?: engaged... Age?: 25 Do you have any kids? how many?: nope What state were you born in?: PA What is your favorite food?: I like Pasta What is your favorite color?: black or dark green What is your favorite flower?: lilac What's your favorite drink?: Mt. Dew Are you Bi,Straight,Lez or Gay?: bi How many siblings do you have?: 1 Favorite scent?: hehe the "medication" I take smells good.... Do you like children?: unable to answer... What is your favorite thing to do on the weekend?:CHILL What kinds of music do you like?: Rock and Roll..ICP... most all of 80's and 90's. Do you think gay marriage is right?: yep Do think it is ok to have a husband and a girlfriend?: Yes Do you like to share?: sure...hate jelously What do you think is your best feature?: don't know... Do you drink?: sometimes Do you do drugs?: which drugs....when? lol Do you smoke?: yea Dogs or cats?: both 1 doggie 3 kittys 2 snake

Combonation
you took my soul, you did take my goal, away with my thoughts and everything that i brought, sometimes when i look in the mirror, i can see it a little clearer, at times the darkness engulfs me, and i wonder how i let this be, i have just one fear, the need to shed a tear, i just wanted to try, why did you make me cry, you left me all alone the light not even shown, you took the love from me, even the toys from thee, i find myself lying on a beach. i can go far away and nobody would say hey, where is she, i can tell thats how it should be, now where is the light , i think i lost my sight, you took my books, sold them to crooks, you even took a life, jabbed it with a knife, how can i make you see, that you did hurt me, you took away the love, then flew by a white dove, symbolizing i will be ok, just to wait for another day, oh you left me something, i wonder what it could be, a river full of tears, shed from my fears, how can you do this to me, i am someone to thee, can i ask you a ques

Forsaken Poem
There are times, when you dont know why, no matter how hard you try, and still you feel so shaken, unloved, forsaken... There are nights, when you feel so dry, no matter how hard you cry, and your heart feels taken, empty, forsaken... There are days, when you run from the light, no matter how dark the night, and you still are mistaken, so wrong, forsaken... There are times, when you get such a fright, no matter how hard you fight, and who knows if you'll ever awaken, so far away, forsaken... There are times, when you dont know why, no matter how hard you try, and still you feel so shaken, so alone, forsaken.

They By Jem
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Who made up all the rules We follow them like fools Believe them to be true Don't care to think them through And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this And it's ironic too Coz what we tend to do Is act on what they say And then it is that way And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this Who are they And where are they And how can they possibly Know all this Who are they And where are they And how can they possibly Know all this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true That ignorance is bliss Who are they And where are they And how do they Know all this And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true That ignorance is bliss And who are they And where are they And how can they Know all this And I'm sorry

You've Been In New Mexico Too Long When
1. You can correctly pronounce words like Tesuque, Cerrillos, Acoma, Buena, Ocotillo, and Pojoaque, and Isleta (and you actually know what or where they are!). 2. You have been told by at least one out-of-state vendor that they are going to charge you extra for international shipping. 3. You expect to pay more if your house is made of Adobe. 4. You can order your Big Mac with green chile. 5. You buy salsa by the half-gallon. 6. Dunno where #6 went? 7. Your Christmas decorations include "red Chiles, a half-ton of sand and 200 paper bags." 8. Most restaurants you go to begin with "El" or "Los." 10. You price shop for tortillas. 11. You have an extra freezer just for green Chile. 12. You consider Billy the Kid a state hero. 13. You think six tons of crushed rock makes a beautiful front lawn. 14. You ran for state legislature just so you could speed legally. 15. You pass on the right because that is the fast-lane. 16. You think Sonic

Lake Of Fire, Desire
Damn the hearts that appeal our souls The unfortunate timing of need For no words can fix or seal the holes Of our hunger that wants and needs to feed But the flame in between can't be denied If not thru our muted plea With one desire of two combined I yearn for you silently In my dreams I feel your heated embrace Recalling each move you made And we've danced to love's rhythm with grace Feeling the passion that just won't fade I thrive for each stolen kiss we share For the bold, daredevil's whip An intensified ardor of a secret affair With the flame our bodies equip You savor my taste and I drown in lust's lake A place you have created for me And i post these words of love for you Tara For all of the world to see....

Firewood
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin'marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They searched the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Merry Christmas, buddy!" (Rednecks know how to git-R-dun).

Working On A Site
I will be working on creating my web site for the next few days. I finally found a web site builder that seems easy enough to use, even for an erotic author (and I need it simple too). I hope you will like it when I finally launch it. It may take awhile to get it finished as I am rather slow when it comes to technical stuff. I will have free erotic stories on the site as well as my LONG erotic ebooks that I will be writing. The ebooks will be for sale. Have a terrific Sunday. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Oh Wow Criss Angel & Cirque
So I was told and is on the site that in summer 2008 Criss Angel and Cirque will be working together and coming up with a show in Las Vegas @ the Luxor.Another reson to go back to vegas lol so here is the artical I found online with the details. 03.23.07 CIRQUE DU SOLEIL AND LUXOR PARTNER TO PRESENT A NEW LIVE EXPERIENCE FEATURING CRISS ANGEL CIRQUE DU SOLEIL AND LUXOR PARTNER TO PRESENT A NEW LIVE EXPERIENCE FEATURING CRISS ANGEL OPENS SUMMER 2008 Las Vegas, NV – March 22, 2007 – Cirque du Soleil and Luxor today announced a new show featuring Criss Angel, directed by Cirque du Soleil, set to open Summer 2008 at Luxor Resort and Casino. Always on the lookout for the next artistic challenge, Cirque du Soleil is working with Criss to fuse his revolutionary illusions and mind-blowing artistry with acrobatics, dance, puppetry, music and poetry to tell a story, taking audiences on a bizarre and fascinating journey. Re-inventing the traditional magic show has been a long-standing desire

Oh Canada Oh Canada!
Well, in aboot a week I will be in the almost semi country of Canada. Ooooh ahhhhh, how exciting. Yes I know... The best part, however, is I am going to the snooty French part of Canada and the most I can say in french is where is the bathroom... So maybe I will not need to talk to any of the canooks. I'm allowed to call them canooks simply for the fact I am part French Canadian, therefore I win you lose good day sir or madam whichever is applicable. I leave next saturday at 6AM which means I probably wont sleep that friday night so I can sleep the entire bus ride up to the border (about 10 hours) So I will be wide awake when it comes time for me to go walk around the streets of Quebec looking for 1 of 2 things I would have interest in while there... Which would be alchie, and well.. Guess the other thing. Ha... Wow.. Now, doesn't Canada have two hockey teams? I know there is the Toronto Maple Leafs... but isn't there another one? I dunno I need to figure this out... My g

Suicide Is Painless
Suicide Is Painless......... Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... [Refrain]: That suicide is painless It brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. [Refrain] The game of life is hard to play I'm gonna lose it anyway The losing card I'll someday lay so this is all I have to say. [Refrain] The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn't hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger, watch it grin, but... [Refrain] A brave man once requested me to answer questions that are key "is it to be or not to be" and I replied "oh why ask me?" 'Cause suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. ...and you can do the same thing if you please.

Footsteps
Follow the footsteps into a world of wonder, Follow the footsteps out of all the thunder. Follow the footsteps into a world of dreams, Follow the footsteps out of the forest by the stream. Follow the footsteps so you can be discovered, Follow the footsteps so you can be recovered. Follow the footsteps so you can be found, Follow the footsteps out of this world of no sound. Someday you will wonder, about the dreams, that will never be discovered, that will never be found, someday the thunder that strikes the streams , will never be recovered, wothout a sound. Follow the footsteps they wont lead you wrong.

What About Now?
"What About Now" Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side, Where love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's

Used To
"Used To" You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to kno

Crashed
"Crashed" Well I was moving at the speed of sound. Head-spinning, couldn't find my way around, and Didn't know that I was going down. Yeah, yeah. Where I've been, well it's all a blur. What I was looking for, I'm not sure. Too late and didn't see it coming. Yeah, yeah. And then I crashed into you, And I went up in flames. Could've been the death of me, But then you breathed your breath in me. And I crashed into you, Like a runaway train. You will consume me, But I can't walk away. Somehow, I couldn't stop myself. I just wanted to know how it felt. Too strong, I couldn't hold on. Yeah, yeah. Now I'm just tryin' to make some sense Out of how and why this happened. Where we're heading, there's just no knowing. Yeah, yeah. And then I crashed into you, And I went up in flames. Could've been the death of me, But then you breathed your breath in me. And I crashed into you, Like a runaway train. You will consume me, But I can't walk away. From your fa

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Sorry
"Sorry" Will you listen to my story? It'll just be a minute How can I explain? What ever happened here Never meant to hurt you How could I cause you so much pain? When I say I'm sorry Will you believe me? Listen to my story Say you wont leave me When I say I'm sorry Can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there Will you believe Will you believe me? All the words that I come up with They're like gasoline on flames There's no excuse No explaination Belive me If I could I'd undo what I did wrong I'd give away all that I own When I say I'm sorry Will you believe me? Listen to my story Say you wont leave me When I say I'm sorry Can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there Will you believe Will you believe me? If I told you I've been cleaning my soul And if I promised you I'll regain control Will you open your door And let me in? Take me for who I am And not for who I've been? Who I've been... When I say I'm sorry Will yo

Special Passage For Mothers
"¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ¢¾ ¢¾ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ¢¾ I never thought about immunizations. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Pooped on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Chewed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Peed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ¢¾ ¢¾ I slept all night. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ¢¾ ¢¾ Or give shots. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that I could love someone so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I n

Dumb Fake Ct Marrage
2007-03-25 09:43:44 TO BADGIRL: U MUST BE REALLY FUCKING STUPID ,I WARNED U ONCE STAY THE FUCK OFF JAMES PG AND MINE. HE DOESNT WANT U!!! GREY (TIME 2 GET MEDIEVAL ON YOUR DUMB ASS!!!) 2007-03-23 22:31:43 LOOK BADGIRL WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM???? I ONNY WARN PPL ONCE,SO BACK THE FUCK OFF HE IS MINE AND THATS FINAL,GOT IT? GOOD BYE BITCH. MYSTIC THE GREY some ppl really take this ct marrage shit to far

Sazs' Rules For Surviving The Game Of Love
Rules for Surviving the Game of Love Do not fall in love everytime you fall in bed. ... Learn to detach emotionally. Sex does not equal commitment. Do not revolve your entire life around him/her. ... Addiction is bad for your health! Do not cling, act needy or demand. ... Doormats are for your feet, not your heart. It's OK to say NO! Stop talking so much. NEVER reveal everything. Do not grill them or their friends for information. Master the art of LISTENING. Treat him/her as you would your best friend. Friendship creates long term love and comes before sex. FORGET about fixing your partner. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. Your choice of partner is a reflection of who you are and who you are not! Enjoy the moment first. Live in the present. ... Don't worry about the ex's or start naming your future children. NEVER read their journal or go through their ! paperwork. ... If you have no trust, you have no relationship. Allow space and freedom between you. DO N

Stories From The Emergency Room
HARD TO BELIEVE, BUT THESE ARE ALL TRUE STORIES FROM EMERGENCY ROOMS AROUND THE COUNTRY: FEMALE SOFA----- A 500 lb. woman from Illinois was examined in a hospital. During the examination, an asthma inhaler fell from under her armpit, a dime was found under one of her breasts and a remote control was found lodged between the folds of her vulva. Eeewwwww..... PRICKLY PAIR----- OUCH! In Michigan , a man came into the ER with lacerations to his penis. He complained that his wife had "...a rat in her privates..." which bit him during sex (not the first conclusion I would have drawn,I don't think). After an examination of his wife, it was revealed that she had a surgical needle left inside her after a recent hysterectomy. PING PONG ANYONE? ----- A 20 year old man came into the ER with a stony mass in his rectum. He said that he and his boyfriend were fooling around with concrete mix, when his boyfriend had the idea of pouring the mix into his anus using a funnel (you'd do

A Woman Once Said...
A woman once said..."First, I was dying to finish high school and start college. Then, I was dying to finish college and start working. Then, I was dying to get married and have children. Then, I was dying for my children to to grow up so I could go back to work. But then, I was dying to retire and NOW I AM DYING. I suddenly realized that I FORGOT TO LIVE!!!" Life is short... Please live everyday to the fullest as if it were your last. Always tell your loved ones what they mean to you - say thank you on a regular basis - and be thankful for everyday, every moment, and every beautiful blessing you recieve. Have a wonderful day....MWAH!!!

Your Forecast & Middle East Crisis
Dear Readers: Just a little note to remind you of my prediction involving the Middle East, those Predictions were posted on MS and CT a few days ago. Note also my book Moon Power was written in June 2006 and printed August 2007 and also broadcasted for the first time ever on Art Bell March 26, 1995 when NO ONE was even considering what would transpire years later with the WTC terrorist attack in New York and the drastic changes taking place in the Middle East. Since then I have repeatedly mentioned to George Noory on CTC to be ready for a full restructure of the Middle East and more bloody days ahead of us and its slowly taking place. Fifteen UK sailors are "seized" in the Persian Gulf. CNN's Robin Oakley reports. (March 23) British Prime Minister Tony Blair said: Seizure of UK troops by Iran 'very serious' Get your copy ASAP and be informed of your personal future and the future of the world. Get Dr. Turi impressive Moon Power book. Find 'Moon Power' Here

Five Levels Of Hangovers
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the giant burrito from the 3:00 AM Mexican taco place adventure. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a diet Coke--ye

Audrey Hepburn Beauty Tips
audrey hepburn beauty tips For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed: never throw out anyone. Remember if you ever need a helping hand you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself and the other for helping others. The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to hear heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mode, but the true beauty in a woman is r

Pet Contest
Hey Everyone! Please take a look at the website shown below! I entered my puppy Annabelle into the pet contest today. I need 10K comments in order to get a 7 day blast! If you comment on Annabelle I will make sure I comment your page and/or pictures. I will also rate your page too! Thanks very much I really appreciate it! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=91247&albumid=270622&i=2119890227

Texan's Confession
A married Texan went into the confessional and said to his priest, "I almost had an affair with another woman." The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" The Texan said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed our bodies together; but then I stopped." The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to see that woman again. For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put $50 in the poor box." The Texan left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then started to leave. The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" The Texan replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the $50 on the box, and according to you, that's the same as putting it in.

Ripp My Pics??
This has come to my attention someone ripped my pics, im not one to start a fuede, be beligerent or even ominous, but who did and is reading this, i am giving you a disparaging message. If you do it again ill make sure you will be a cripple for the rest of your life even in heaven. I hate people who try to plagerize just because on thier own terms they cant produce any friends of their own. so please stop. Thank you. and to everyone else who didnt do it, i love ya and im sorry, dont take it offensively, but u should leave me love, cuz i heart all of you =)

Zoikies!! Xxx Survey.
Who writes this stuff? 1.Who was your first kiss?: A.M when i was like 15 i think. 2.Who was your first feel up?: A.M again. 3.When did you lose your virginity?: 16 i think. last day of sophomore year. 4.Was it good?: Id say so. 5.Who was it with?: A.M 6.Oral sex?: Absolutly, giving and getting. You could say i have a oral fixation. 7.Spit or swallow? Um well as a guy going down on a girl i am sorta required to swallow. For the girl though its her choice, i dont get offended. 8.Anal sex?: Sure why not. 9.Ever have a orgy?: Ubber close. I kinda liked one of the girls alot though, so i slowed it down, didnt want her getting the wrong idea about me. 10.If no, would you have one?: I dunno, depends on the situation. 11.Faveroite position?: Hmmm, against the wall, doggie, or girl on top. 12.Sex. For love or fun?: Well there is fucking, and there is making love. Fuck for fun, make love for...love duh. 13.Whats the longest you have had sex f

Who I Am
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Kids In Church
3-year-old Reese:"Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying:"Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, "That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I want to stay with you guys." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One particular four-year-old prayed, "And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sunday school teacher asked her children as they were on the way to church service, "And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?" One bright little girl replied, "Because people are sleeping." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I Give Up
Well I quit, I give up, and no matter what I do I just can’t win. I am tired of all the games, tired of all the lies. People say one thing, but when it comes time to follow through, its always one excuse after another, hey I heard them all. If you don't want to be with someone just tell them that, don't lead them on forever, worrying about hurting them, guess what, leading them on like that hurts even more. And the ones that live real far away just conveniently are supposed to be the ones that want you. Oh yeah, just another excuse.

Computers
A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House" for instance, is feminine....."la casa." "Pencil," however, is masculine....."el lapiz." A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?" Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computadora") because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending

Sexxii Older Man
RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Rubia's Sexxii Older Male Contest THE CONTEST ENDIN SUNDAY AT 12PM EST Winning Prizes: 1st-Rolex 2nd-Mens ring 3rd-Mens bracklet Contestants and Voters can comment bomb theirself. Please no fake accounts or bots. (repost of original by 'TheRH ( Ladies Suductive Look Contest-Now Open)' on '2007-03-25 10:38:48')

Married Life
A couple had only been married for two weeks and The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... But at the bar... You know... They have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Ye

Captain America Dead!?!?
I know this is WAAAAY late in the news of comic books but, it finally happened. Captian America has been assasinated. Now...i dont like Captain America, not one of my favorites so i dont care too much. BUT this is seriously big news so i thought id let the rest of you know...hes dead. And my thoughts is that he might pull a Superman and come back or a new Captian America will step in his place...or stay dead. I dont know what will happen

The Letter
To My Dear Wife, You will surely understand that I have certain needs that your 54-year-old body can no longer supply. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 year old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be perturbed, I shall be back home before midnight. The Letter Back (on the table when he got home) My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. At the same time I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, my tennis coach who, like your secretary, is also 18 years old. As a successful businessman and with your excellent knowledge of math, you will understand that we are in the same situation, although with one small difference: 18 goes into 54a lot

Bulletins
Im tired of the same bullshit bulletins and stupid people. I'll see a bulletin saying somebody is dying, dead, sick or your not American if you dont repost or look. nobody died, nobodys dying and nobody is sick. Dumbfucks post that shit so people will rate the hell out of there page or pics. I will post a bulletin asking for points help and nobody will view it but a dumbfuck will post one about a turtle dying and it will get 20 thousand views. post real bulletins or dont post at all.

Nsfw
OK it has been brought to my attention that one of my pic was'nt marked NSFW. Hmmm. this really has me wondering, I have looked over them and to be honest, I dont see anything in there thats any worse then what I have seen on some of tho others profiles, So if some one would care to enlighten me as to which pic this could possibly be it would be greatly appreciated. I have seen alot of profiles on here and I have seen alot of kcik ass shit, I love them but at the same time, why wasnt some of those pics marked? I am out a bit out raged over this I mean come on people, I am not here to offend anyone. I am here to enjoy myself just as the next person is. I've been called sluts, whores, tramps and all simply because I dint want to phone bone someone. Thats sad , but you know something, if I was all of those things you would have thought the person calling me this shit would have gotton to releive himself . hahahaha, so b4 you go calling me names better take a long ass look in the mirror,

Weigh In And Workout
Weigh In And Update. 3.25.2007 I Lost 2 pounds.. hellz ya. and this was my gym workout today * 4 miles on bike * 1 miles on my arms (using some machine) * 1 mile on the treadmill * 1 mile on the bike All this i did in a hour.. so this is really great..

Wal-mart Application
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas.They hired him because he was so funny..... WAL-MART APPLICATION NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place? DESIRED SALARY: $ 185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YO

[erotica]: Matt's Nightmare
The signs were all there: missing credit card statements, strange charges on the phone bill, hang up phone calls, afternoon meetings, clean sheets on Tuesday. Matt knew Julie was seeing someone else and he was going to catch her. He told Julie he was flying to Detroit for the night to pay a customer a visit first thing in the morning. Would she take the bait? She was getting pretty brave and careless in her actions as of late, so he figured she would invite her lover over. Matt left work early and went home. Julie knew that he always takes the bus to the airport, so he wasn't concerned about parking his truck in the garage. She wouldn't think twice about it being there. He managed to stay low profile until he heard a car drive up. He didn't hear the garage door, but he did hear a key in the lock. He ran quickly into the bedroom and hid in the closet, realizing he didn't have a plan for spying, and now realizing he was stuck in the closet until he decided to reveal himself, or until

300 Da Movie
I saw this movie twice yes thats how good it is...LOTRS was hurtin and was longer then reading the books however this Graphic novel by frank miller made in to a movie right off the pages! Lots of heads getting cut off *bonus* arms killing..so go see it i give it a 9.5 out of 10

Iris By The Go Go Dolls
And I’d give up forever to touch you ´Cause I know that you feel me somehow You’re the closets to heaven that ill ever be And I don’t want to go home right now And all I could taste is this moment And all I can breath is your life And sooner or later it’s over I just don’t want to miss you tonight CHORUS: And I don’t want the world to see me ´Cause I don’t think that they’d understand When everything’s made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can’t fight the tears that ain´t coming Or the moments of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you’re alive. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

[erotica]: The Green Thong
I'm working on a spreadsheet, having a difficult time getting a complex formula to work out. You walk in from your office next to mine and ask me how the spreadsheet is coming along. "I'm getting there," I say with slight agitation in my voice. You come up behind me and put your hands on my shoulders, gently squeezing. You lean in to see if you can help. I can smell the sweetness of your breath, your hair, and your cologne. I close my eyes and slowly take a deep breath, enjoying your scent. Your cheek brushes my ear. My nipples harden as I wonder whether the closeness was deliberate. You reach out to guide the mouse, putting your hand on mine. Your hands are warm, well groomed, but callused, showing years of hard work. Your lips brush my ear. My eyes pop open and I breathe in sharply, still wondering whether this was deliberate. I suddenly feel embarrassed at my own reaction. "Relax Sugar, I won't bite," you whisper in my ear. You kiss me softly on the earlobe as your hands mo

[erotica]: You And I
You walk in warily, not knowing quite what to expect. I say nothing, just taking your hand and leading you through the doorway. After you pass, I close the door behind you and throw the bolt. You jump a bit as the spring latch slams home, and look back at me. I only smile and wink. You look around; you've never been in my bedroom before. You look at the mess on the floor, look back at me, but I only shrug and smile. You watch me light some of the oil lamps, your smile slowly growing on your face. I turn off the light and we are bathed in the soft, gentle glow of the lamps. Still standing, I walk over to you and gaze into your eyes. Nonchalantly, almost flippantly, I take off my glasses and drop them on the dresser. Easily, oh so easily, I put my arms around your waist, and you put your arms around my neck. Gently, hesitantly, we kiss. Softly your lips press against mine, soft, smooth, warm, alive. We kiss and kiss again, and a sigh escapes your lungs between kisses. Your arms tig

Im Back
Well holy hell its been a while since i been here. My Myspace is fuckin up for some reason so ill use this one. So whats goin on with me? NOTHING! And its driving me nuts...well, acutally im occasionaly working on a film project called Winter River with my homies. You can check it out here www.myspace.com/winterriver I produce some of the music and act in it as well. Though i havent done much acting yet. Right now were trying to get the word out about it so if ya wanna be cool like me (jus kiddin), tell your friends, tell your neighbors, tell the stripper you met last night or tell the crazy depressed goth kid down the street from you all about it so's we can get a fanbase goin. K, im out.

[erotica]: The Phone Call
Sheila had only recently admitted to herself that she was attracted to women. She knew in retrospect that she had felt that way her entire life, but just had never realized it until after she was married with two children. She loved her husband and was happy that their marriage was based on the mutual goal of raising their children together and providing a nice home for them, however Sheila had a dark side. She was in her 30’s now and was reaching that “peak” that she had giggled about from the time she was a teenager, thinking to herself that she could never want or enjoy sex more than she did right then. If only she knew then… Sheila decided to quit her job and go back to school full time. She was tired of dead end job after dead end job, and had realized long ago that a college degree in History wasn’t going to get her anywhere unless she continued to study at the graduate and post-graduate levels thus enabling her to teach at the college level. It was while she was at home, her

When Love Comes To Town
The beach at sunset is a dangerous place. Trust me! You’ll do stuff there that you wouldn’t do anywhere else. Chris and I were sitting in the dunes kissing. Make that kissing while the wind dried the sea out of our hair, kissing while we listened to the waves crash, kissing admist other clichéd kissing on the beach atmospherics. I was joking that no matter how many times I kissed them, his lips tasted salty - a perfect excuse for yet another kiss. We had Garth Brooks playing low on the cd player. Chris started to say something….. “It’s amazing how entire months can go by when you’re….” He said, trailing into silence. I pulled back to look at him. He continued, “ I mean when you’re… when you’re … in…. I mean, I love you Janie.” My throat went dry and my mind raced. What could I say? I mean LOVE????? I know I love everything about Chris; his walk, his huge, fierce…. Heart, and the way he knows me better than I know myself. I guess I really AM in love with him - no conf

The End
You want to know the two words that change a relationship instantly and forever? “Other people”. As in, “I think I need to see other people”, or perhaps you have heard this trickier version; “I think you’ll be happier seeing other people”. Small words but use them carefully if you want to use them at all. Once they slip out of your mouth, it’s hard to get them back. I know - I’ve been down that road. Robert and I have been together forever, three months at least. Recently I took up an offer from a cute buy at work, name of Greg, who wanted to see a movie with me when Robert happened to be busy. Innocent enough right? By the time I got home I felt like a felon because I knew that night I wanted something more with Greg. In having that feeling meant some connection had been torn between Robert and I, and I know nothing… I have no idea what in the world to do about it. So I told him. I laid it on the line. I informed him that things have definitely gotten stale; that I wan

The Towers
Outside it was warm and sunny. People sat on benches soaking up the sun. However, in the small apartment above, things were different. Very little sun penetrated the dingy curtains of apartment 209. Jessie’s apartment was a mess. Cockroaches crawled the walls and mice fought over yesterday’s supper. Jessie was sitting in the middle of the floor corss-legged, sorting her pennies. Giant penny towers grew out of the floor, threatening to topple over at any moment. Jessie sorted her pennies each year. Once that was done, she would pile them in a tower. When Jessie’s fingers began to get tired, she got up ever so carefully, and walked to the window. Several penny towers were on the window sill. She opened the curtains, wary not to disturb any penny towers. Sunlight streamed in, the bugs on the wall turned and retreated to the shadows. On the sill sat Jessie’s best penny piles. They were made up of mostly this year’s pennies, but a few small piles indicated that most of

The Beast
hidden in the darkest recesses of my mind, Hides an unmistakeable creature. Fangs sharper than the shiniest steel Its heart colder than ice. Its eyes are of fire and lust. Lust of blood and pain Like the forever living demons that fly through hell Bending the truth and truthing all the lies. Forever loathing the angels above Those who fly free with grace the creatures toy with my mind with my emotions and my soul It has hurt me and it has hurt those around me This creature is my love for you

Sex Versus Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down Love is larger than life Sex is life itself. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Love is a game of hide and seek Sex is a game with many positions. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is the chill of the wind. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and re miniscene.

The Dark Day
I woke up this morning and my greatest fear come true, The sky was black when it should have been blue, Why did the sun not rise from the east, I got dressed so I could talk with the priest. I threw on my clothes and put on my shoes, I dashed to my car with no time to lose, I drove down the street with such a velocity, Fearing that Satan had caused this atrocity. I parked at the church and ran in the door, I could not find the Father but I heard a loud snore, I followed the sound to the second row pew, And I awoke the Father and said what I knew. He looked at me with such long stare, Then he opened his Bible and said short prayer, He stood me up then told me to walk, Thats when he stopped and pointed to the clock. The reason he said the sun does not shine, Because the clock still reads two thirty-nine, Embarrassed and ashamed I went home and laid in my bed, Thats when I noticed the clock batteries were dead.

Looking Inside
looking into a house of dreams i use to know . i dont know my dreams anymore. all i have are empty dreams hope's and promises .i live my life in fear of not knowing what my life has in store for me feeling so lost and so alone crying deep inside so nobody no's how i feel . hate feels my heart with sadness my eye's feel my face with tear's. my heart longs for hope of stoping the pain i hide deep inside . this is a poem a wonderful friend wrote it is sad but a wonderful poem

Wow. It's Almost May.
Christ thing's pass fast. Nearing the end of the semester, Project's due. Solo and ensemble stuff to occur. Wow, and I still need to find a job. School keeps me busy, though. I have to say, yardwork can be fun! And energizing too. Even if I feel like shit, I can still wake up fully while mowing the lawn, cutting up plants, and it's always fun hearding the dogs from one side to the next! Especially Oso. He's a funny one. And he also discovered that the pool water isn't lava. And doesn't hesitate to take baths once in awhile. Swimming should be fun once that big fella decides to jump in. It's been a few months, and....I...look not much different. I mean, i've been going to the gym, watching what I eat some, and I'm more active then before...but...the results are coming slow. As they should. Still, I know there's more I can do to speed up the process. One of those, unfortunately for those who want me to do it, is not going to be surgery. No. Uh uh. I refuse to believe I don't ha

Have You Ever Seen This Labtop?
0Q0 Model 02 OQO Model 02 is one of the smallest fully-functional Windows Vista™-based ultra-mobile PCs (UMPCs). The Model 02 enhances productivity at work, at home and on the go and features the Origami Experience™, the new interface for UMPCs that optimizes entertainment, communications and access to your favorite Windows programs on the smallest of mobile PCs. Weighing less than one pound, the Model 02 provides a number of options for connectivity including embedded WWAN, integrated 802.11a/b/g, and Bluetooth® 2.0. It also features HDMI and DVI support, HD audio, Shock mounted HDD, active drop detect and a VIA C7®-M 1.5GHz processor. Available for purchase in January 2007. I THINK WHENEVER YOU WANT TO KNOW A PERSON(ABOUT WORK)YOU CAN KNOW HIM OR HER BY HIS OR HER TOOLS! WHO CAN SAY ME THIS MODEL OF NOTEBOOK FOR WHICH PART OF WORKS IS MOST USEFUL?! VARY(FROM MICROSOFT MARKET PLACE)

Why Bother?
People can get along, or they can't get along. We can tolerate someone we really dislike and still sit in the same room with them despite the fact that we want to choke the ever-living shit out of them with our bare hands. That's called maturity - being adult, and it reflects self-control. As individuals with different thoughts, tastes, opinions and ideas, we should realize that no matter what we do or what we say, there will ALWAYS be someone who disagrees with some aspect of who we are or what we represent. To that, I say "fine." Either you like me or you don't. If you hate me, but you are able to sit and carry on a mature, intelligent, adult conversation with me then, great. I will show you the same respect that I am shown. I can get along with anyone until I am crossed. We need to remember that everyone is entitled to form their own opinion of us and have their own idea of us even if those opinions and ideas are incorrect and unjust. Why worry about or waste your time wit

Bottle Of Rain
My love stood outside naked one late night In an early summer storm He held an antique bottle tightly in his hands And filled it with rain He said it was part of nature like our love That it is pure and fresh Sent from heaven to save him Like him, he placed the bottle in my hands And promised to love me forever I sat the bottle on the nightstand Wondering if time or nature Would evaporate these precious drops But turning back to him Watching him dry his hair I knew the rain would last like our love would Long after everything is over..

Beach Of Shells
So perfectly they lay alone on the beach the waves cradle them and slowly claim each once filled with a life, now empty and forgotten Spending eternal days on the coast of the ocean A mother guiding her child with his bucket of sand May find one of these and place it in his hands They tell many stories of the life she once knew When the sands were so white, and the ocean deep blue They will continue their journey into the rose-hued light And leave them once again to face another night So perfectly they lay, with stories to tell Forevery they lay on the beach holding hands..

More From The Rockin Landry
My SunDay, Our Mornings are long sleep still set in our eye's, A Last day of a short weekend were runing out of time, Nice people that's close with Deeds an friend ship. Passed This Saturday we were drunk as shit, Greetings Hung over Sleep still sets our eye's Wish you Good morning Sleepy eye's Now we said Our hello's an our said Hi, Open a Can Of Beer ! it's Sunday, Were Running out of Time, Landry,2007 Said Awesome Landry: Landry the Mastur Rater@ CherryTAP

Child Abuse
She lives in her own little world Where evil cannot roam Afraid to leave her happy place To find her way back home For there's only anger there And pain is felt skin deep So she'll stay there Until the end of time When people can find it in their hearts To stop this awful crime

In My Skin
All these people around me Surround me with their definitions of how I should act and why You don't know what I am like inside Judging by opinions alone and I'm so lonely Can't find salvation anywhere No one understands no matter the attempts made Why can't you trade places with me Walking in my place before attemptiong to categorize me In my skin only your understanding can be complete Still you continue to say "they are only words" My back is to the wall, caught in a minefield Between a rock and a hard place Is there any place for me Or will I paint my picture in red Across a floor as so many others have Why judge me on your ideals Let me develop mine at my own pace How can you know me Only in my skin will you know me..

Holy Crap Im In A Contest!
I hope everyone on my list will go bomb my picture in the 'sexy lips' contest my friend is having, heres the link: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=207263&i=191098695 Thanks for the comments

Okay Y'all Now Is The Time I Need Some Help!!! Cowgirls And Cowboys Its Time To Saddle Up!!!
I realize that Pink and Fireman are in a contest as well, so this is gonna suck for everyone. I entered a best piercing contest and it starts tonight at 8 PM EST! This contest lasts until next Sunday! First prize is a 1 week blast!!! I don't care if I win, I'd just like some support! Lets make this fun people! I will be posting bulletins later on with the link to my picture!

Hear Me?
If I screamed "I hate you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see that I mean something else? Would you even hear me? If I whispered "I love you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see I mean it with every beat of my heart? Would you even hear me? If I told you "I miss you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see how much my heart breaks when we're apart? Would you even hear me? If I sang "I'll always be here for you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see it was my corny way of being true? Would you even hear me? If I cried "I don't want to lose you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would it keep you here with me? Would you even hear me?

Reunion
Last night I went to my 15 year high school reunion. Was pretty cool - lots of people looked very different, though I was told I look almost exactly the same. I gave some people my e mail. I also won the centerpiece and a cooking set.

Synthatic Stars
Synthetic stars soaring past the darkened sky Mysterious in the destination But forgotten by minds next thought With tiny bursts of life Minutely exposing the naked sky Gentle purrs of sound Monotonous to ears of patience Synthetic stars, what guides your way In the still night You have forgotten my minds next thought

To All My Cherry Tap Friends
Hello everyone I've been gone it seems like forever and probably has been almost a month. So much has gone on in my life and finding time for here is so very tough, but the itch has gotten me. I thank all my friends who have stopped by while i have been gone and appreciate it. If i missed any birthdays in the month of February and March well happy birthday to you all. My life seems to be going in a better direction now. When i joined here i was going through difficult times emotionally and work wise, however all has changed. I have found a man whom i love very much and appreciates me for me. Got a promotion at work and couldn't be more happier. Finally moved to a better part of town where no more hookers on my doorstep or hookers smoking crack beside the house. With the job i have its crazy and exhausting so needless to say have had a hard time coming on here, but just want all to know that i miss everyone and do appreciate those who do still stop by Take care all

Moonlight Masterpiece
There is a moon, etched upon the darkened sky I wonder who painted this masterpiece and why Silvery light filters through the leaves As I watch from the window under the eaves Never have I seen so lovely a sight Then the one just before me on this starry night Then I hear the distant motor of a lonely car And the melodic sound of crickets from afar Somewhere nearby an isolated coyote yips I step back, and a sound escapes my lips But it is not a sound of fright This moonlight masterpiece was painted with care In vibrant blues and silver as I stop and stare Mother Nature is a vibrant artist to praise She paints so well, in color and haze Never does she make a mistake For if she did in her we would forsake I will be here, staring till the morning light Because the earth is so beautiful bathed in moonlight

Sapphire Heavens
Sometimes the blue skies twinkle for me The sapphire heavens merge into the sea I'm gathered in its silky caress The sweet breeze leaves kisses On the one it loves best I rest on the shore with the blanket of sand I know of tomorrows and I understand I meet in time and live all the ages My soul fills with love And I grow through the stages Sleepy eyes, closed eyes to the world And dream of sweet nothings yet to be heard A buttercup opens and her smile stays From the blue skies that twinkle

Contests!!!
okay so i am in this contest and i think that it might be the first only and last one that i am ever in, trying to get people to go rate it and comment it is hard, its like come on people like you have a life? apparently you dont if you have time to sit on the computer all day and do other shit, so just go and fucking comment the hell outta my pic, rate it spam it do whatever, its almost over! damn just let me win, id return the favor if you ever asked me! just click the damn pic it will take you to the site.

Sorry!
Sorry I haven't been on very much lately. All I have had the time to do is get on, and check any messages people are leaving me. So I am sorry if you're trying to get a hold of me for something and I haven't gotten back with you yet, just be patient and leave me a message about it and I'll get back to you once things settle down. Which, considering I only have 5 weeks left of classes, may not happen until afterwards, but rest assured, everyone will get their share of my time once I get the time. Quick Updates for those Curious. ~Still working out what my next modeling endeavor is going to be, as SG may not be who I go with after all, sad, but true, although I'm still keeping my options open, so if I send them a set and they accept it, then there we go! ~I'm currently hunting for a real job...lames ~I have found a house that I love to death, my friends and I are going to hopefully sign the lease soon to rent it, it's awesome, pics will come later ~Yes I will eventually write a

Self Deprecating Humor
Yes folks, I've just had this brilliant idea that self-deprecating humor is perfect for people like me. It's a great way to set up the would-be admirers with in-your-face-can-you-handle-it dialogue with your pitiful-but-abundantly-witty-state of mind. The objective of this downhill run is to see if you can spot the defective areas from a distance, calculate whether or not the slope is do-able. Mentally prepare yourself for the twists and turns. Learn how to ski in armor for protection of the barbs and broken glass scattered around the course. The object is to have quick reflexes and not take anything too seriously as it really is just a matter of luck if anyone actually makes it down the slope. Most will say, screw it and walk away. Which brings me to another great point of self-deprecating humor. It separates the gutsy ones from the whimps. The champs from the chimps. And if anyone should actually make it to the finish line, you'll damned well know they effin deserve a little

Dawn
The mystifying splendor of dawn Moves the melancholy veil of night Commands the ghostly mists to be gone Banishes the layers of truth and right Once again alone to struggle and battle This staggering land senses the touch Of enduring friendships begging to settle Upon her wealthy shoulders - she judges Faith she had in many a passing Dawn who withdraws his loyalty With the eruption of darkness Casting her into the depths of the abyss Cautiously she permits the warm day of dawn To softly caress and stay

Drag Racing Loses A Great Driver
Eric Medlen August 13, 1973 - March 23, 2007 You Will Be Missed - But Never Forgotten SERVICES FOR DRAG RACER ERIC MEDLEN TO BE CONDUCTED IN INDIANA March 24, 2007 BROWNSBURG, Ind. - Funeral services for professional race car driver Eric Medlen, 33, will be held at 10 a.m. Wednesday (March 28) at Connection Pointe Christian Church, 1800 N. Green Street, Brownsburg. In addition to Wednesday's services, there will be a viewing from 6-8 p.m. Tuesday at the same church. Medlen succumbed to complications from a closed head injury four days after his drag racing Funny Car crashed during routine testing at Gainesville (Fla.) Raceway. A six-time winner on the NHRA drag racing tour, Medlen maintained his residence in Brownsburg near the site of the midwest shop facility that housed his race car and those of John Force Racing teammates John Force, Ashley Force and Robert Hight. According to JFR sources, flowers can be arranged through Queen Anne's Lace in Brownsburg.

Women
What are they? Those fragile visions of beauty Like heaven's messengers sent by the devil himself To derail the soul train of our heart Playing with our minds of eternal torments Trapping inside their tight enigma Deciding who is right and who is wrong In the eyes of femininity one loses himself Helpless against the powers that be them Entwined in the answers we all seek Through empty dreams of dark and no sound Passing on by the vastness of inter reality

Inksplosion 2007
Spent the last couple of days at Arkansas first annual tattoo festival Got to see the Rob Hill side show and the enigma (u know him he is covered head to toe in puzzle piece tats) Saw Ligion and crossfade in concert(suckage) Got to meet some of Americas best tattoo artist. For the first time it was set up it was pretty good. It lacked in the quantity of entertainment so all u could do was walk around most of the time but hopefully next year they will fix that.

Wild Hogs...movie Trailer
All in all, I am a tough critic when it comes to any genre of movies. It takes alot of humor to get me to laugh out loud, especially when a movie is comedy based. As with most comedic films, it seems the same stunts, pranks and usual jokes are constantly replayed. In this movie, Wild Hogs, the story line feels and looks very fresh. The plot is definetly unique and the actors are within character and have truly found their element. It has been forever since I actually felt excited about a movie and this one had a surprise laugh in practically every scene. I can't wait until it comes out on disc so I can purchase the CD and add it to my collection of favorites! If you haven't seen it, get to it! Buy the CD if you get a chance. Here's the trailer for the movie to give you a taste...of course, there are much, much better parts than just what the clip reveals.

Eureka!!!!!!! I Love My Work!!!
Have gotten back into my creative swing again....pause did my spirit so much Good!!! Am currently on all sides surrounded by the beauty of Crystals and their possibilities.....all must be natural now......inquire if you wish, some things I made are in my daughter RERE's albums with Much more to come.........if you are a crystal person then you know, smoky quartz, labradorite, jade, sodalite, optical calcite, pure clear quartz, amethyst, rose quartz, hematite and much more! Love it all! Am seriously considering a store on Ebay!!! LOL!!!!! Daily increasing my Knowledge of this too! WOW what a blast it is to touch and hold creation in your hands and KNOW it has POWER!!!!!!! LATER!!!!!!!!

Now Taking People!
Hey ladys and gentalmen. Hope all is well. I am holding a contest and now taking people. Space is limited so get your pics in. Name of the contest is "Juicy-est Cherry". Lady and gentalmen can enter the contest. 1St place winner will recieve the following: (a)a I.D card with the winning title made by a very sweet guy whom I'll identify later in the contest (b) if female; a diamond ring or ear-rings from the cherry tap gift shop, if male; a ring or braclet from the cherry tap gift shop (please note this not a "real" item that will be shipped. I dont want anyone to be miss leaded. (c) a dozen roses (d) a thank you card (e) I will rate all of winners photos. 2Nd and 3Rd place winners will recieve (a)dozen roses (b) thank you card. To determain the winner will be by most votes. However the rule is you CAN NOT vote for yourself at all. If you are caught voting for your self then you will be kicked out of contest. I will notify you when the contest starts(after I have got enough people to jo

Walk Away From Me And My Life
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been

Trust
Trust has to be sure of itself Like a mathematical equation If it is abused or misused It can cause pain and frustration Trust is your life dreams and life's secrets It can't just be given to whomever It must be built on memories And solutions that make sense For trust is like a problem With clues and evidence If you have someone by you to Take you through life's beatings Then you'll have someone to help You in the process of healing..

Spring Is Here......
What a day, what a beautiful day Feeling the wind brisk, whispering in our ears like a lovely maiden, heightening our every sense. Oh, what a day, what a beautiful day Seeing bees, buzzing around roses and dandelions, this so rightfully interprets the day, a day of beauty, of passion. Oh, what a day, what a beautiful day Hearing, watching the children play, giggle, free from worries, free from harm Yes, yes, this is indeed a sign a sign of a beautiful spring day.

Why Women Cry... By Sweet Sex Latina
Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without co

Within
Stirring inside is a little something That feeds on each passing day That hovers over and stalks That prowls and claws at dreams Stirring inside is a little something That devours each breath of life That possesses and commands That feasts on tears of pain Stirring inside is a little something That is trouble That is fierce That is sinful

The Eclipse
You are the sun I carry the moon And together we would crash the force of impact would destroy All the earth between us We must stay in our orbits Keep in line Follow the endless circles Meet only on those special nights When everyone is watching..

Rambling And A Poe,
alrighty, here it is. I have been hearing of cherry tap for a while, and now i have finally gone and done something about it, and got me one of them account thingies. alright. that is all i had to say, so now it is time for a poem! if you ever if you ever learned what i have learned, would you know what i know? If you had gone through the same experiences as me... would you act the same way? If you have loved who i love... would our hearts be in sync? No... for i am me and you are you. No one is like me, and niether like you. So live today the way it fits for you. Don't pander to anyone else and put your life on the shelf Live your life and love completely, show the world how you aren't afraid, to be yourself. james

Sleepless
The colorless walls grow deeper With every thought and constant stare The air grows heavy and settles On the shoulders of the shadows The rhythm of hypnotizing "tick" Reassures the passage of time As the spring draft dances Across the motionless body The darkened memories gloom in her mind The night air tingles her tongue And follows her breath to her lungs Grief possesses this vision of beauty Unable to erase the handful of pain... She lays there still... sleepless...

The Ashes Are Sifted
well all came out last night her friend is in deep shit and now im rebuilding the pain that was cuased it saddens me i was weakened by fear and hate to the point i would doubt the one i love and all i can do is say sorry

Hmm How To Start.
Well let my say that there was some point in my life when things started to begin getting real ugly. My mother always was the target of my father. He is uhm how to say it very pushy and always wanted to have his right, even when he didnt had it. On one day i didnt liked what my father did to my mum and i got in the middle. Bad choice 1: never get in the middle You know why. Suddenly you are the target and get kicked from both ends. My mum didnt kick as hard as my father, but her hand was furious and sore on the cheek or ass. Soon i had the biggest of problems with my dad and yes i was i think 11 or 12 and i dont remeber quite well, but we had an place where my dad put charcoal in. An dark place, i was there lots of times. My memory of the past is blurred and i am suffering from blocking events out of my mind. To protect myself. Now i am 38 and the blurred fragments getting an shape and form and vision. I saw my father hunt my mum with an axe. She is still alive but

Quicktime Again
Ok, worked out how to get the MIME types (audio/x-pn-mp3 and audio/x-pn-realaudio) to save to disk instead of automatically invoking Quicktime every time I ran into them (I think the one that poses a security risk for Quicktime 6.5.2 - I cannot upgrade just right now without a new computer or new hardware - is movie-related) - let's see if I keep getting the Quicktime Security Alert every few times I attempt to go to cherrytap.com/home.php (and then repeatedly before I get there. Understandably, it is a real security risk and not just for one's CT account I think.) Edit of 12:30pm blog at 12:50: Quicktime warning. Guess not. Taking nap to appease and kill headache simultaneously while taping a cello sonata, why not multitask...

I Miss You All!
I want to let you all know I miss the hell out of ya!! I am not ignoring anyone, I just unfortunately have been working alot of hours. I will be around on Thursday night if all goes according to plan. But know I'm not ignoring anyone!! muah!

I Hate The Fact...
I hate the fact that when someone rates you something lower than a '10', they are anonymous to you unless they put a message on your wall. If someone rates me a '1' I would wanna know who and then ask them why I deserved a '1'. If this wasn't so anonymous, I don't think anyone would have the balls to rate below a '10', but since their identity is safe, they can be the punk bitches that they are. If I rate something below a '10' then I put a comment why I did so, but then again I've never rated below a '10'. So I say, if anyone out there rates anything of mine below a '10', please let me know who you are and don't be a punk ass, trick ass, mark ass bitch about it. If you feel something in your heart about me, LET IT OUT! LET IT BE KNOWN TO ME AND EVERYONE HERE! Can I get an amen?!

A Soldier's Poem.
This is from an image found on this CT site: ~BABYGIRL~~~QUEEN BEE CHERRY SNATCHERS~~PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK@ CherryTAP For all the free people who stil protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no other choice than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for those we hold dear, If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray

What The Hell's In My Coffee?!?!?!
Ok,Its ne of those damn mornings,the Kind where you just wake up pissed off.So I fall out of bed around 830am or so.Pretty late for me actually,so I know I aint grumpy.Anyways I just seem to have this pissed off mindset towards liberals and shit! So I figure I'm gonna start a crusade.I'm going after liberals,muslims,Clintons(the true evil harbingers)Gore's(bullshitting about greenhose BS)Kennedy's(everything immoral).So I am gonna start by eating a penguin,shooting a polar bear,netting for dolphins,and I might top off my day with a good old fashioned seal clubbing!!! Now how do you know if your safe or not?? Well if you like one of these 4 things then you might be safe,the more you like ,then the more true american you are!! 1 John Wayne 2 Clint Eastwood 3 Nascar 4 Granny's Cooking If you cant answer those then email me for your killing!!!!!

A Fantasy
I wish I could pick her up and bring her to the bed. I’d pick her up and lay her gently down on the bed. Then I guess I would start kissing her and perhaps then I will start getting undressed and start undressing her. The whole time that is going on we will still be kissing. I will be her slave in the love making. Or perhaps we’ll be true partners. It’s up to her how it goes. I love her so much. I just adore her and I want to show her that.

These Wonderful Folks Need Bombed...
Please help bomb these contest entries. If you are in a contest and would like to be added, drop me your link in a private message. Please do not put it as a comment on here. Thank you, Just Meee Here is the link to my profile for sending pm's. ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~ĆŦМǎҒїǻ~X~@ CherryTAP Below are the contest links I have so far... Just Meee Norma Jeans grandson Pantyshotz Christie n Mark

Signs Of Bluebonnet Spring!!
Coming home from Church this morning, I have seen signs of bluebonnets and indian paintbrushes in bloom along Bee Caves Rd, Hwy 71, and FM 620! Hooray!! Each Spring, I make it a yearly ritual to go driving aimlessly in the countryside to find the best field of bluebonnets to photograph and/or best bluebonnet pose/picture period. The last few years have been extremely disappointing in the quality of the bloom, as well as its abundance. Since they are coming up vibrant in color already, it is a good sign that they are indeed going to plentiful and colorful since we had a great cold spell this winter. Hooray!! I am soooo excited. The tentative date I have set is for my birthday, April 13th. I know. It is on a Friday, but did you know that anyone that is born on the 13th, the superstitions run opposite that they do for most people??? ;) More details later….and perhaps a page full of flowers that I take this Spring. :D As also posted on my iWIM website!!

To Melissa
I JUST WANT TO SAY I AM SORRY. SWEETDREAMS TOLD ME THAT NONE OF WHAT TALENTED TONGUE DID TO HER. U HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH. I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. EVEN THE STASH RATINGS..THAT IS NOT LIKE ME AT ALL I JUST WAS SO PISSED ABOUT WHAT TALENTED TONGUE DID TO HER. I WAS TAKING IT OUT ON U AND A FEW OTHERS.. I WAS JUST GOING BU WHAT TALENTED TONGUE TOLD HER.. HOPE U CAN FORGIVE ME ONE DAY. I AM SORRY .. LINDA

Good Morning Ct.. Plz Read If Ur On My List
there is so many ppl on my list this is an easy way for me to get a message to everyone.. if you are on my list and havent fanned me plz do so i will do the same back.. if i see you fan me today i will buy you a vic gift.. yall enjoy your day smooches lady kaos

Hiding Behind The Mask
The net is an interesting place to witness human nature. Are we what we claim to be or are we hiding behind a mask, being only want we want to be. Allowing people only seeing what we want them to see. Replacing something that is missing in real life, trying to find it here. It seems some feel they can be, do or say anything with out regrets, that we are only pixels of their imagination, forgetting that there is a real person on the other side of the monitor. I sit here at time in amazement of things I have witness, you think after all these years of chatting things would not amaze me but they do. But realizing for some this is just a fantasy world, a place for them to escape their reality. But for others this is their reality, out there in real is just a fantasy of what they wish it could be, but have gotten so caught up in here that real has now become nothing more than a fantasy. I have had those that have tried to drag me into their delusional world. Which I refuse to do. I gu

All Aboard!!!!!!
ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL ABOARD!!!!! Welcome aboard BrattyBytch's contest and giveaway comment train. These pictures need lots and lots of comments. The only contest I will not add to this list are any of the links to the contest I'm holding. Sorry! If you'd like me to add your contest or giveaway to this list, please send me (BrattyBytch) the link to your picture and I will add it. Don't forget to add me to your friends list so you can see the updated list. And nowwwwwww...... The pictures.... ..... .... ... .. .

Falling For Sumone..
1 - as soon as you get online-whos name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... Repost this as"6 signs you're falling 4 someone

Holy Effin Crap!!!!
omg! im 20!! fuckin amazing!! lol but no fo'real i didnt think id make it this far!! but im here and its great!! cant wait till 21!!! so now when ppl ask me how old iam i can proudly resply...IM 20 MOFO!!! lol my babys comin to see me and i get to throw a phat ass party,i went shoppin yesterday...lifes fuckin good!!!

History
My love of History doesn't dimish over the passage of time. I think it only intensifies. Or toments me more, either will work. Tormented by questions to which I'll never know the answers. It truly does bother me that I will never know all there is to know about the Ancient World. It pulls at me, lures me with its beauty and magic. I am definately romanticizing it, but I know it had a certain beauty and grace. I know from the books I read and the documentaries I see. The well born at least loved their lives. The poor and enslaved suffered endlessly. But to be a well born young lady in those times... To think of it brings torment in and of itself because no matter what, I will never know. I will never know what it would be to be one of them. To know what they have known and to have actually seen what they have seen. Endless torment, I tell you. And yet I am unavoidably drawn into it. It is too enchanting, too alluring to just give up. I could, of course go on for hours about my abs

Be Brave When Let Down
I don't understand what happened to us Or why you have turned away. Of course you are free to do as you like, But first I have something to say. To me it had seemed we could go on forever, So close were our hearts, and at ease, So much did we share, yet the words never faltered, So I thought as time did as it pleased. Whatever I did that has made you unhappy, Or am that is not to your taste, Or would be were I to return to your graces, Or won't be if I am replaced: I want you to know that your friendship is something I treasure, and would not now end. If you would be willing to turn to embrace me, You'd find in me still a good friend.

Just Getting To Know Friends
=== 'Baby Boo' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-25 08:25:02'.. > > 1.Name? > 2.Age? > 3.Location? > 4.Height and weight? > 5.Single or Married? > 6.Think I'm Hot? > 7.Kids? If so, how many? > 8. Would u have sex with me? > 9.No strings attached or relationship? > 10.Favorite Positions? > 11.Like to give oral? recieve? > 12.How long can u last? > 13.Have sex outdoors? > 14.one orgasm or multiples? > 15.Loud moaner or quiet? > 16.Like to use handcuffs? chains? > 17.In control or be dominated? > 18.3somes? group sex? on camera? > 19.straight or bi? > 20.Horny all the time? > 21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u? >

Ridin' Solo
well I'm ridin' solo again. I have the worst kind of luck but maybe this what I need right now. I thank all my true friends have stand by me the last day or two. I know what will happen but I feel I made the right choose for once in my life. what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I am hold on to faith and hope and will make the best out of this.

The Brotherhood
The Brotherhood The brotherhood of Firemen runs deep in all our veins. We love this job with all our hearts and our brothers just the same. Although we have our little fights and disagreements at the station house. When one of us is in need our brothers are there to help. The brotherhood is strong and true and consumes our very soul. We will be brothers till the end, this vowel I do bestow.