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Signs You Have Had Too Much Of The 90's
1. You tried to enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with a real deck of cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You email your son in his room to tell him that dinner is ready and he emails you back asking, "What's for dinner?" 5. Your daughter sells Girl Scout Cookies via her web site. 6. You chat several times a day with a stranger from South Africa, but you haven't spoken to your next door neighbor yet this year. 7. Your daughter just bought a CD of all the records your college roommate used to play. 8. You check the ingredients on a can of chicken noodle soup to see if it contains Echinacea. 9. You check your blow dryer to see if it's Y2K compliant. 10. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home. 11. Your reason for not staying in touch with family is that they do not have email addresses. 12. If you can't order it by midnight and have it delivered by noo

Inner Californian
You Belong in San Francisco You crave an eclectic, urban environment. You're half California, half NYC. You're open minded, tolerant, and secretly think you're the best. People may dismiss you as a hippie, but you're also progressive, interesting, and rich! Where Does Your Inner Californian Belong?

Just An Update
Okay a little update. I had two jobs...the Tax place and at a day care. But I quit the day care because they were hitting the kids and I didnt want to be part of that. Well I called state to report them but I got an answering machine. I left a message and they never called me back I even told them what it was reguarding. I guess the state of NC doesn't care. Anyway Im still at the tax place and I still love it. I signed up for some classes at the community college, I'll have more info about that when I take the place ment test. I'm looking for another job still because Tax season is almost over. Stacy is coming to visit I'm excited because its been awhile since we saw her and I dont get to talk to her much. Thats it for now. Thanks for reading.

Beer Type
You Are Heineken You appreciate a good beer, but you're not a snob about it. You like your beer mild and easy to drink, so you can concentrate on being drunk. Overall, you're a friendly drunk who's likely to buy a whole round for your friends... many times. Sometimes you can be a bit boring when you drink. You may be prone to go on about topics no one cares about. What's Your Beer Personality?

Kids Advice To Kids...
Never trust a dog to watch your food. Patrick, age 10 When your dad is mad and asks you, "Do I look stupid?" don't answer him. Heather, 16 Never tell your mom her diet's not working. Michael, 14 Stay away from prunes. Randy, 9 Never pee on an electric fence. Robert, 13 Don't squat with your spurs on. Noronha, 13 Don't pull dad's finger when he tells you to. Emily, 10 When your mom is mad at your dad, don't let her brush your hair. Taylia, 11 Never allow your three-year old brother in the same room as your school assignment. Traci, 14 Don't sneeze in front of mum when you're eating crackers. Mitchell, 12 Puppies still have bad breath even after eating a tic tac. Andrew, 9 Never hold a dust buster and a cat at the same time. Kyoyo, 9 You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. Armir, 9 Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. Kellie, 11 If you want a kitten, start out by asking for a horse. Naomi, 15 Felt markers are not good to use as lipstick. Lauren

Taking A Breather
Im not gone for good...just taking a lil vacay...lots of things going on and I need to clear my head and focus on them...if you have my yahoo hit me up there...take care and best wishes...I'll be back.

What Kind Of Intelligence Do You Have
Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone. You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings. Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires. A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others. You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Frankie
A beautiful person inside and out you stand for what you believe in and love unconditionally... I'm thankful our paths have crossed and I'm so honored to be your friend. You always take the time to show your friends you are thinking of them. You are a kind hearted person with the kindest of words. Thank you for allowing me to be your friend. A true friend it’s like a four leaf clover - Hard to find, and lucky to have. I consider myself very "lucky" to have you as my Friend. Oh and add charming, sexy and caring to that List of things that make you so wonderful. Definitely a friend that I cannot do without you. Your words move me every time we visit. You are truly one of the best connections that I've made in this world. We've been together for a long time, and will be for much longer. I love you for being Sweet, kind, intelligent, artistic, compassionate, assertive, funny, puts silly little songs in my head that I sing all day long, dang! You are wonderful person with a po

Bumper Stickers
THE GENE POOL COULD USE A LITTLE CHLORINE. TIME IS WHAT KEEPS THINGS FROM HAPPENING ALL AT ONCE I DIDN'T FIGHT MY WAY TO THE TOP OF THE FOOD CHAIN TO BE A VEGETARIAN. WOMEN WHO SEEK TO BE EQUAL WITH MEN LACK AMBITION. YOUR KID MAY BE AN HONOR STUDENT BUT YOU'RE STILL AN IDIOT IF WE AREN'T SUPPOSED TO EAT ANIMALS, WHY ARE THEY MADE WITH MEAT? FEW WOMEN ADMIT THEIR AGE, FEW MEN ACT IT. I DON'T SUFFER FROM INSANITY, I ENJOY EVERY MINUTE OF IT. IT'S LONELY AT THE TOP, BUT YOU EAT BETTER. LOVE: TWO VOWELS, TWO CONSONANTS, TWO FOOLS. ACCORDING TO MY CALCULATIONS THE PROBLEM DOESN'T EXIST. SOME PEOPLE ARE ALIVE ONLY BECAUSE IT IS ILLEGAL TO KILL THEM. PRIDE IS WHAT WE HAVE. VANITY IS WHAT OTHERS HAVE. FORGET ABOUT WORLD PEACE...VISUALIZE USING YOUR TURN SIGNAL. WARNING: DATES ON CALENDAR ARE CLOSER THAN THEY APPEAR. GIVE ME AMBIGUITY OR GIVE ME SOMETHING ELSE. WE HAVE ENOUGH YOUTH, HOW ABOUT A FOUNTAIN OF "SMART." MAKE IT IDIOT PROOF AND SOME

Stuff
Well, despite the MAJOR drama going on with dennis... that frankly, i don't even know how to explain... things aren't going too bad. Well, i mean, they could be worse i suppose. I am going to look for and move into my own place this week. Right now, so much crazy shit it going on, and going on in my head... i can't even begin to explain it... i have begun to realize, i don't understand people, nor their nature. And I really don't understand some of the things people say and do... I don't really feel like explaining it all right now... so i wont... but... whatever... Anyways, I am actually in somewhat of a bad mood today... a lot of small things are just kind of adding up... Plus, i am just agitated with some stuff right now... and i don't really want the whole world to know about it... because a certain someone reads all my blogs... ugh, i dunno... not in a blogging mood i guess....

40 Things You’ll Never Hear A Southern Man Say
Oh I just couldn't, she's only sixteen. I'll take Shakespeare for $1,000, Alex. Duct tape won't fix that. Honey, I think we should sell the pickup and buy a family sedan. Come to think of it, I will have a martini. We don't keep firearms in this house. Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer? You can't feed that to the dog. I thought Graceland was tacky. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe Wrestling's fake. Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace? We're vegetarians. Do you think my gut is too big? I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy. Honey, we don't need another dog. Who gives a damn who won the Civil War? Give me the small bag of pork rinds. Too many deer heads detract from the décor. Spittin' is such a nasty habit. I just couldn't find a thing at Wal-Mart today. Trim the fat off that steak. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso. The tires on that truck are too big.

More Realisitc Barbie Dolls...
Finally a Barbie you can relate to! At long last, here are some NEW Barbie dolls to coincide with her and OUR aging gracefully. These are a bit more realistic... 1. Bifocals Barbie. Comes with her own set of blended-lens fashion frames in six wild colors (half-frames too!), neck chain and large-print editions of Vogue and Martha Stewart Living. 2. Hot Flash Barbie. Press Barbie's bellybutton and watch her face turn beet red while tiny drops of perspiration appear on her forehead. Comes with hand-held fan and tiny tissues. 3. Facial Hair Barbie. As Barbie's hormone levels shift, see her whiskers grow. Available with teensy tweezers and magnifying mirror. 4. Flabby Arms Barbie. Hide Barbie's droopy triceps with these new, roomier-sleeved gowns. Good news on the tummy front, two-muumuus with tummy-support panels are included. 5. Bunion Barbie. Years of disco dancing in stiletto heels have definitely taken their toll on Barbie's dainty arched feet. soothe her sores with

982 Friends ....and Do You Think ?
982 Friends here on CherryTap, and do you think they could come by and rate your profile...hell no ! I rate their's before I even ask them to be friends !! If you can't rate a profile, you don't need a friend, how does anyone else feel about that ?

A Rule I Don't Agree With!
I don't know that this blog really belongs in this category, but since I do disagree with one of CherryTap's newer rules, I didn't know where else to put it. I suppose I will forever be stuck at 99.99% in level 10. Because of this rule that makes no sense to me, I will not be allowed to ever advance to my next level as I should have three days ago. The rule is that you will forever sit in the level 10 limbo unless you post an approved salute photo, and in my case, that is not going to happen. I have many reasons why I only show my face to a very few trusted souls on the Internet. However, the most important one has to do with my column. Anybody who has bothered to find and read one of my columns will know that the only photo they will see of me in any of my columns and articles written for AINEWS.COM is the same photo of my isolated moustache as the one on my CherryTap profile. There has been a certain mystic about Myles Shaffer purposely created by my editor-in-chief

Men Vs Women ( *another Eyeroll*)
MEN AND WOMEN COMPARED NICKNAMES: If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose. If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. EATING OUT: When the bill arrives, Mike, Charlie, Bob and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. MONEY: A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, comb, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. ARGUMENTS: A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a

Whats Your Learning Style
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Jokes
Three sisters ages 92, 94 and 96 live in a house together. One night the 96 year old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94 year old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses. "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92 year old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her head and says, "I sure hope I never get that forgetful," as she knocked on her wooden table for good measure. " She then yells, "I'll come up and help both of you as soon as I see who's at the door." _______________ ______________________________ "I CAN HEAR JUST FINE!" Three retirees, each with a hearing loss, were playing golf one fine March day. One remarked to the other, "Windy, isn't it?" "No," the second man replied, "it's Thursday." And the third man chimed in, "So am I. Let's have a beer." ______________________

Difference Between A Womans Shower A Mans Shower
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according tolights and darks. 2. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see your husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 3. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror--make mental note—must do more sit-ups. 4. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth,leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. 5. Wash your hair once with Cucumber and Sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. 6. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. 7. Condition your hair with Grapefruit Mint conditioner enhanced with natural avocado oil. Leave on hair for fifteen minutes. 8. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for ten minutes until red. 9. Wash entire rest of body with Ginger Nut and Jaffa Cake body wash. 10. Rinse conditioner off hair (you must make sure that it has all come off). 11. Shave armpits and legs. Consider shaving bikini a

If Men Truly Ruled The World.. *eyeroll*
1. Breaking up would be a lot easier: A smack on the ass and a "Nice hustle, you'll get'em next time" would pretty much do it. 2. Birth control would come in Ale or Lager. 3. Valentine's Day would be moved to February 29th so it would only occur in leap years. 4. On Groundhog Day, if you saw your shadow, you'd get the day off to go drinking. Mother's Day too. 5. St. Patrick's Day, however, would remain exactly the same. But it would be celebrated every month. 6. Garbage would take itself out. 7. Regis and Kathie Lee would be chained to a cement mixer and pushed off the Golden Gate Bridge for the most lucrative pay-per-view event in world history. 8. The only show opposite "Monday Night Football" would be "Monday Night Football from a Different Camera Angle". 9. Instead of "beer-belly", you'd get "beer-biceps". 10. Tanks would be far easier to rent. 11. Two words..."Ally McNaked". 12. When a cop gave you a ticket, every smart aleck answer you

Am Hibernating This Summer
Well summer is going to be here real soon. This wolf will be hibernating most of the summer from CT. If he will be back...not sure as of yet. There's some things that are getting out of hand and not getting into details lol. All i can say is that i've enjoyed helping the people that i have helped as well as getting help from the people i got help from. If there's anyone who wishes to keep in touch i'll be on yahoo :) Anyhow just things i've been realy thinking about latley so i thought i'd do up a stupid blog on it lol. for everyone that reads this i hope you have a fantastic summer :):)

Star Wars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you. Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you. You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle. Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

My Passion Is Brown
Your Passion is Brown You are both a sensitive and sensual lover. Warm and deep, you are tuned into the needs of your lover. Verbal foreplay is crucial to you. Words can make or break your mood. For you, sex is a 24 hour a day thing - you can't separate it from love. What Color Is Your Passion?

Patience Is A Virtue?? Crap
7 months now and the days just keep marching on. There's something about separation laws that just gets my gander up. As my lawyer said to me, I have to be a "Monk in a Monastary". I can understand the reasoning, yeah I'm separated and that doesn't mean I'm divorced yet. Can't let the ex find out I was seen in public with someone of the opposite sex and try and tag on an adultery charge to the mix. But to tell me I can't even go out and hand with a friend, I repeat, just a friend of the opposite gender, because I'd run that risk, It's almost ridiculous. Yeah, I have some lady friends but that doesn't mean I want to fuck them...well maybe a couple, but I wouldn't expect to just on my own morals of not wanting to lose them as friends, but it's a damn shame I can't like ask them to catch a movie with me or grab a bite to eat. Hell, I can go hang out with all the male buds in the world and nothing would be said. There's the crux of it too. Have dinner with a lady friend and get ac

Psychic
You Are 100% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic?

To One, But To Another; Which Are You
To one, But to another. Which are you? To one, a burning candle means fire, But to another, it means light. To one, a swaying tree means wind, But to another, it means a spirit has been set free. To one, a cricket’s chirp means noise, But to another, it means life. To one, a bird’s call means a distraction, But to another, it means happiness. To one, a tornado means disaster, But to another, it means a time to reflect. To one, a phone call means getting to gossip, But to another, it means they’re loved. To one, a song means music, But to another, it means a story. To one, time means something not to be wasted, To another, it means there’s enough. To one, “going with the flow” means getting along, To another, it means caring for others no matter what. To one, swimming means fun or something to do, But to another, it means freedom. To one, reflecting on what you’ve done means looking back, But to another, it means tryi

Loving Memory Of Woofie
I loving memory of my 10 year old black lab named "Woofie" just pasted away form cancer. Rainbow Bridge Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the

Johnson Sucks!!!!!!
Just a rant on how much I REALLY can't stand that cry baby Jimmie Johnson.....He bite my white ass.....I know it's 'just racing' but when he pushes my boy, Smoke, out of the way....He can go fly a friggin' kite.....ARRRGGGG!!!!!!! Ok....better know.....I had my temper tantrum.... Have a nice weekend......*smiles*

Rip Adam Crumpler.. Marine
In Loving Memory of Our Fallen Marine Lance Corporal Adam Johnson Crumpler August 31, 1985 - June 18, 2005 ( Of Charleston, West Virginia) Adam, I wish I'd wake up this would all be over with. I wish someone will walk in and say it was all a joke. I wonder why life has to be so depressing Why do all the good die young? Why do we have so many unanswered questions. You were an amazing person You could make anybody smile Now you're gone we don't have anyone to make us laugh. How will we make it through this nightmare? Our eyes are nothing but tears Tears that we cry. Tears that are from missing you. Our sorrow is making our souls bleed. We need you here.. Can you see us crying? I hope you know that your missed. We don't know how were going to make it through Are we ever going to be happy again? With your spirit shining down on us. Putting love and joy in our hearts. Let us know your okay. You're somewhere better With the rest of the fallen

Do Me Good
Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Think I'm Cute? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Cute? [] Funny? [] Cool? [] Loveable? [] Adorable? [] Great To Be With? [] Attractive? [] Mean? Ha

Pain
long for the day when the darkness claims me. I long for the day that the grim reaper comes for me He will take me away from all of this pain I will gladly lie down and let my body’s blood drain away I pray he will come soon and take me from my misery Please Death come for me soon I cant take the pain anymore Come for me and release me from the bondage of pain Ease my souls yearning. Please release me from the prison I am in. I beg you please come for me please Death come for me

~ Sin Is Sweeter Then Candy ~
~ Obsidian13 Lounge ~ Come out people from the darkside! Come Check out my Lounge for a drifferent kind of fun! ~ Sin Is Sweeter Then Candy ~ ~*~ Obsidian 13 Lounge Founder ~*~ Trance Enigma ~*~Obsidian 13~*~@ CherryTAP ~*~Maria~*~CT Fiancee Of Drew ~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~Obsidian13 Family~*~ Sexy Mama~*~Archangel Of The Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When peo

Public Bitchin Blog
Hi folks, Donnie here from Fubar. Welcome to my, "Public Bitchin Blog." Maybe you'd like to bitch about gas prices, or complain about how hot or cold it is outside. Maybe you'd like to just call me an asshole, because when you got out of bed today you stepped in dog shit or because someone screwed up your whole day. Maybe when you got online today someone rated you all 1's, and then blocked you...and now you're pissed at the entire world because of it. Whatever it may be, and no matter how pissed off it made you, well then you can drop your comment right here. My, "Public Bitchin Blog" is open 24 hours a day...7 days a week. (no reservations required) So,thanks for coming by my "Public Bitchin Blog", and remember folks, I don't wanna make any ratings or fubucks, I just love to hear you BITCH!

Remember Your Abc's
A-void negative sources, people, things and habits. B-elieve in yourself. C-onsider things from every angle. D-on't give up and don't give in. E-njoy life today: yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come. F-amily and Friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches. G-ive more than you planned to give. H-ang on to your dreams. I-gnore those who try to discourage you. J-ust do it! K-eep on trying, no matter how hard it seems. It will get better. L-ove yourself first and foremost. M-ake it happen. N-ever lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal. O-pen your eyes and see things as they really are. P-ractice makes perfect. Q-uitters never win and winners never quit. R-ead, study and learn about everything important in your life. S-top procrastinating. T-rust in God and ask Him to help you achieve your dreams. U-nderstand yourself in order to better understand others. V-isualize it. W-ant it more than anything. X-ccelerate your efforts. Y-ou are unique of all of God'

Memo From God...
Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk. Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine. Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity. Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be them!!!!

Hold On
Hold On You keep your distance I can't deny you I got the feeling Can't satisfy you I got your picture on the wall I got the picture long gone You keep your wishes I'll keep my feelings There goes along the one That kept me breathing I'm waiting for you I know you're leaving I still adore you You never need me Hold on I've found another way to let you go Away Hold on You've found another way to bleed my soul Away The things you told me To hear you speak I'm burning slowly I'm growing weak You bring me closer to yesterday Yesterday's a million miles away Why can't you hear me? Why can't I see you? And I don't understand What keeps me breathing I'm waiting for you I know you're leaving I'll still adore you You'll never need me Hold on I've found another way to let you go Away Hold on You've found another way to bleed my soul Away

My Sex Qiuz Results
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

100 Things About Me
Just some known facts about me. Enjoy. 1)I hate spiders well any type of reptiles freak me out 2)I've stripped naked once because I had a cockroach crawl on me 3)I feel as if I should have been born in the 50's 4)I tend to do things on impulse 5)I sleep naked 6)I have OCD. I can't stand things being out of order. Clean freak. ( Not totally a freak) I have kids and can handle a little bit of a mess. Just rather have it clean. Wouldn't anyone? 7)I drink to run away from my problems 8)I have low self-esteem 9)I'm a horrible speller 10)I'm in love with someone ill never be with 11)I love cheesecake more then I do chocolate 12)I love to cook 13)I take 40 minute + showers 14)Most of my dreams come true "Good and bad" 15)I regret not having a white wedding 16)I've committed my own emotional suicide 17)I like having control 18)I cry when I'm angry 19)I'm extremely sensitive 20)I'm a hopeless romantic 21)I have trust issues

Beautiful Stated - Short & Sweet
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin

Why The Change?
So as you can see I have changed my pic. I got tired of all the people sayin how hot or sexy I look and completely forgetting that I do express myself. Come to think of it, I wonder how many of you actually read my profile and blogs? Because I barely get what I expect from all the people who view. I know some of these don't warrant feedback but it would be nice to hear someone else's views of some of my blogs. Realest

Havent Been Around
hello to all my friends sorry I havent been around for a while Ive been unwell nothing to serious. But it does mean that im not on line for a while. Ive been getting raging migraines which lay me up, they have been getting worse and more frequent. So I'm sorry if I havent gotten back to you but ive not been here. Thanks for all the lovely comments that have been left on my page I will try to get back to you when i can. Love to all and wishing you all happyness and well being

Why The Fuck....
..would anyone spend 100 bucks on a website to have your name on the top of a page for a bunch of silly points?????? Let's just take a 100 dollsr bill and burn it and it would be just as stupid. I'm sorry I'm sure some people that do it are nice people but no matter what you tell me it's fucking stupid to waste money on a website like this so you can think your being cool. Pretty fucking lame if you ask me.

My Dearest Friend
My Dearest Friend Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You Thank You My Dearest Friend Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom... I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations on the phone. Before I was a Mom... I slept as late as I wanted And never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was a Mom... I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies. Before I was a Mom... I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom... I had never been puked on Pooped on Spit on Chewed on Pee'd on Or pinched by tiny fingers Before I was a Mom... I had complete control of my thoughts My body My mind. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom... I never held down a screaming child So that doctors could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom... I never held a sleeping baby just because

Hello Spring Is Here!!!!
HELLO TO MY SEXY FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! HOW WAS UR WEEK AND WEEKEND.. MINE WENT OK. MY FRIEND OF 3 YRS IS NOT TALKIN TO ME FOR NOW.. HIS PISSED AT ME.. FOR WHAT REASON I DONT KNOW. HE GETS THAT WAY SOMETIMES. I HELP HIM MOVE ALL WEEKEND LAST WEEKEND EVEN STAYED UP TWO NITE TO HELP HIM UNPACK.. AND HE TREATS ME LIKE THIS. WILL FRIDAY HE CALLS ME EVERY NAME BUT A WHITE WOMAN IN THE BOOK.. AND IM REALLY HURT ABOUT THAT.. I FEEL LIKE HE DOES NOT RESPECT ME.. SO NOW WHAT DO I DO? PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE ON THIS ONE.. REMEMBER WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 3 YRS.... SHOULD I GIVE HIM IS SPACE?

Two Traveling Angels
Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem." The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have le

Jobs
"Like a lot of folks in this state I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the country would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check?????

A Prayer For The Stressed Out...
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I cannot accept, And the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people That I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today, As they may be connected to the ass that I may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to always give 100% at work...... 12% Monday 23% Tuesday 40% Wednesday 20% Thursday 5 % Friday And help me to remember... When I'm having a really bad day, and it seems that people are trying to piss me off, That it takes 42 muscles to frown, But only 4 to extend my middle finger, And tell them to bite me. Amen

Rapture
The most awesome song ever! Toe to toe Dancing very slow Barely breathing Almost comatose Wall to wall People hypnotised And they're stepping lightly Hang each night in Rapture Back to back Sacrailiac Spineless movement And a wild attack Face to face Sadly solitude And it's finger popping Twenty-four hour shopping in Rapture Fab Five Freddie told me everybody's high DJ's spinnin' are savin' my mind Flash is fast, Flash is cool Francois sez fas, Flashe' no do And you don't stop, sure shot Go out to the parking lot And you get in your car and you drive real far And you drive all night and then you see a light And it comes right down and lands on the ground And out comes a man from Mars And you try to run but he's got a gun And he shoots you dead and he eats your head And then you're in the man from Mars You go out at night, eatin' cars You eat Cadillacs, Lincolns too Mercurys and Subarus And you don't stop, you keep on eatin' cars Then, when th

A Matter Of Perspective
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old t

Heart Of Glass
Ooh ooh ooh whoa. Once i had a love and it was a gas, soon turned out had a heart of glass. Seemed like the real thing, only to find mucho mistrust. Love's gone behind. Once i had a love and it was divine. Soon found out i was losing my mind. It seemed like the real thing but i was so blind. Mucho mistrust. Love's gone behind. In between "what i find is pleasing" and "i'm feeling fine", love is so confusing. There's no peace of mind if i fear i'm losing you. It's just no good, you teasing like you do. Once i had a love and it was a gas, soon turned out had a heart of glass. Seemed like the real thing, only to find mucho mistrust. Love's gone behind. Lost inside. Adorable illusion and i cannot hide. I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside. We coulda made it cruising, yeah. Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light. Ooh ooh ooh whoa. Once i had a love and it was a gas, soon turned out to be a pain in the ass. Seemed like the real thing only to find

A Message From Heaven...
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know I'll miss you too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, An took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could j

He Finally Won One
A couple drove several miles down a country road, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument, and neither wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules and pigs, the wife sarcastically asked, "Relatives of yours?" Yep," the husband replied, "In-laws."

You Just Never Know
A married couple went to he hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer dial to 10% for starters, explaining that even 10% was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20% pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50%. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife considerably, the husband encouraged the doctor to transfer ALL the pain to him. The wife delivered a healthy baby with virtuall

Update On Me
Ok as you all know I went to bed early I feel good LOL well I have been on mostly of the day so I am going to go signing out and do other things before the day is gone.. I may get back on just for a few and than I have to go to bed.. Big day tomorrow.. Plus I have other things to do.. Well I am going to go and I will or make sure I could leave some comment to my friends so I will do that latered on tonight if not I all ways have some other time tomorrow ok.. Got to go.. Have fun.. Virgo24

4 Roads To Decide...
I stand here in the middle of the road pondering on which way to go, To my left I see nothing but past misery An awaiting to see the unseen. I shiver with the thought of reliving my past, and in regretfulness I turn my back. Now facing the right I slowly took apon A road full of laughter and my own backyard. Feeling the sense of comfortness, I must look away; there are other roads I have missed. To the left of my right, a road lay before me, I am shocked to find things I do not wish to believe. I see death of loved ones, solitued amoung friends, fear and hate, for I know I must make haste... Alone with the only road left unviewed, I turn fast wishing it ascued. Nothing can be seen, prehaps a blank page, then rememberence of a wise man told me; I chose my own fate. So with steady hands a heart of hopes, I am off to teach others what I know. For those who stand in the corner of the streets, chose your own blank page... you chose your ow

Do You Remember These?
HOW MANY DO YOU REMEMBER ?? Count them as you go. 1. Metal ice trays with levers. 2. Telephone party lines. 3. 45 RPM records. 4. Soda machines that dispensed glass bottles. 5. Tableside jukebokes in coffee shops. 6. Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers. 7. Butch Wax. 8. Newsreels before the movie. 9. The unholy trinity: Hitler, Mussolini and Franco. 10. Eisenhower, Normandy and D-Day. 11. Telephone numbers with a word prefix (Olive-6933)(Black 421). 12. Peashooters. 13. Howdy Doody. 14. Candy cigarettes. 15. S&H Green Stamps. 16. Hi-fi's. 17. Wire recorders. 18. Mimeograph paper. 19. Blue Flashbulbs 20. Beanie and Cecil. 21. Roller skates with keys. 22. Cork popguns. 23. Drive-in movies. 24. Studebaker and Nash automobiles. 25. Wash tub wringers. 26. Rotary phones. IF YOU REMEMBERED............. 0-5 = You're still young. 6-10 = You are getting older. 11-15 = Don't tell your age. 16-20 = You're older than dirt! Over 20 =Even dirt isn't as old as you!

27 Look Out For Machines
Most gyms have a wide variety of machines available for you to use as you go for strength and fitness. They were originally developed by physical therapists I believe to help people recover from injury and surgery and do a great job. In that they do the good job like that, it means that they have movement that is not quite natural and it's hard to tell what the real stress that you are handling is. On the statement of the "not quite natural" movement you need to know they are developed with cogs, levers, pulleys and cables that keep a constant stress through all phases of the move. This sounds good and it might be, but it isn't normal. A normal movement through the range of motion will see various times when the stress is greater than others. For example at the start of a movement when your arms are extended at the side of the person, getting it started is very hard and as you get you arm bent where other muscles start to kick in and help, it gets easier. This will happe

Getting A Sex Toy
Ok so you’re considering getting a sex toy. Perhaps you want to spice up your relationship or want to have a little fun yourself. It’s ok to be curious about it. Many people use sex toys to enhance their relationship and sex life. Below you will find information on the most popular sex toys, what they do, where they go and why women love them! Let’s get started! Bullets and Eggs: Sadie's latest! The first book that shows you the intimate secrets on how to drive your lover wild with today's remarkably satisfying sex toys. Come discover all the shapes, sizes and sensations that'll excite you both-along with fun, safe ways to enjoy scrape-you-off-the-ceiling orgasms like you've never experienced before. Tastefully illustrated and temptingly readable, Toygasms! No-blush secrets to introduce your lover to hot toy-play. Stimulating ways to make every sex toy better. Over 40 toy-test techniques for mind-blowing orgasms. How to hide your personal sex toys from prying eyes. -Plus s

Close Your Eyes And Go Back...
Close your eyes, And go back . . . Before the Internet or the MAC, Before semi-automatics and crack. Way back. . . I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Sittin' on the porch, hot bread and butter. Eatin' a 'super-dooper sandwich' (Dagwood) Red light! Green light!! Chocolate milk. Lunch tickets. Penny candy in a brown paper bag. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, Jacks, kickball, dodgeball, y'all! Mother, May I? Hula Hoops and Sunflower Seeds, Jaw breakers, blowpops, Mary Janes. Running through the sprinkler!! I can't get wet! All right; well, don't wet my hair....) The smell of the sun and lickin' salty lips.... Wait. . . Catchin' lightening bugs in a jar. Playin sling shot and Red Rover. When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Bedtime, climbing trees, a million mosquito bites and sticky fingers, Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Sittin on the curb. Jumpin down the steps, Jumpin on the bed. Pillow fights. Being tickled to dea

Last Wishes...
Sometime after Sidney died, his widow, Tillie, was finally able to speak about what a thoughtful and wonderful man her late husband had been. "Sidney thought of everything," she told them. "Just before he died, Sidney called me to his bedside. He handed me three envelopes. `Tillie,' he told me, 'I have put all my last wishes in these three envelopes. After I am dead, please open them and do exactly as I have instructed. Then I can rest in peace'." "What was in the envelopes?" her friends asked. "The first envelope contained $5,000 with a note, 'Please use this money to buy a nice casket.' So I bought a beautiful mahogany casket with such a comfortable lining that I know Sidney is resting very comfortably. "The second envelope contained $10,000 with a note, 'Please use this for a nice funeral.' I arranged Sidney a very dignified funeral and bought all his favorite foods for everyone attending." "And the third envelope?" asked her friends. "The third envelope contained $25,000 with a not

A Made Up Story For Your Entertainment
One day, a man said to his wife.'Honey, there are certain needs that I have and I don't think you can fulfill them.' The wife being scared that their marriage will be destroyed, said 'what is it? Maybe I can help you'. The husband hesitated and then said 'I want some excitment in our marriage'.'So?'. The husband let out a great sigh and just walked away. The following days went on with great silence. One day, the wife decided to give her husband a surprise and tell him that she was going to New York that night but actually she was going to make a romantic night. After sending the kids to their friends houses,(for sleepovers) the wife lit up candles and threw rose petals leading to the bedroom. She then wore the sexy costume that she had bought which only covered her nipples and she wore a thong. She waited in the bedroom with her eyes closed, waiting for her husband to come back. Suddenly the doors opened and somebody came in. The wife knew it was her husband. The person came in and th

Surgery Went
Surgery went well on Wednesday, but I have been having a bad time with healing. I have been in so much pain. The glue they put on instead of stitches came off and it's not healing right. I'm going to go see the doctor tomorrow and see if he can stitch it closed or something. Hope everyone has an awesome week!

Life Is So Fragile
I'm SFC Ross Hendrick. Hey i enlisted in the U.S.M.C. a few years back, I have recently been in Iraq ,where i recieved the purple heart in Fallujah. My unit took fire in the city, i saw two of my friends die, i don't know if ya'll have ever lossed some one close to you, but i had to see two of my closest friends die right there infront of my own eyes that day , i was shocked i didn't know what to think , i was at a loss for words.Somebody pulled off a round and hit one of my friends right through the back of the head,I started to run towards my friend get him out of the way but something happened i felt this incredible pain rush through my right leg and two more,one through my shoulder and one through my hip , i fell to the ground , as i layed there on the ground, i heard my other friends voice calling my name and i heard the sound of someone running towards me. I look up and i see my friend Crpl. James leanin over to pick me up , and i looked up and i noticed his face is bleedi

Letter To The Taliban From The Citizens Of The Usa*******
Letter from the citizens of the USA Dear Osama Bin Laden, Yasser Arafat, and Sadam Hussein We are pleased to announce that we unequivocally accept your challenge to an old-fashioned game of whoop-ass. Now that we understand the rule that there are no rules, we look forward to playing by them for the first time. Since this game is a winner-take-all, we unfortunately are unable to invite you to join us at the victory celebration. But rest assured that we will toast you -- LITERALLY. While we will admit that you are off to an impressive lead, it is however now our turn at the plate. By the way, we will be playing on your court now. Batter up. Sincerely, The 270,000,000 citizens of the United States of America

Link To Site!
Hi all, well i don't know if you get this over there but its a bit of a hit over here! Here's a link to the site http://www.bbc.co.uk/doctorwho/video/ Hope some of you enjoy it! jim p.s your kids will love it!!

10 Reasons To Date A Military Man
1. BY BEING IN THE MILITARY, YOU KNOW THEY HAVE DEDICATED THEIR LIFE TO MAKING THE LIVES OF OTHERS BETTER. 2. WHEN THEY ARE OVERSEAS, YOU CHERISH EVERY E-MAIL, IM AND PHONE CALL. EVERY SECOND OF THE TIME YOU SPEND WITH THEM IS SPECIAL. 3. THEY HAVE TO STAY IN SHAPE, SO THEY ALWAYS HAVE A GREAT BODY. 4. ALL THE BUILT UP ANTICIPATION WHILE WAITING FOR THEM TO COME HOME. 5. YOU LAY IN BED AT NIGHT LISTENING TO THE VOICEMAIL OF THE ONE CALL YOU MISSED FROM HIM. 6. GIRLS, MAN IN UNIFORM... YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. 7. HAVING A STRONG, BRAVE MAN WHO SHOWS HIS FEELINGS TO ONLY YOU. 8. SEEING THE SMILING FACES OF THE LIVES HE HAS CHANGED IN IRAQ, THOSE ARE PRICELESS PICTURES. 9. HAVING A REASON TO ACTUALLY WRITE A LETTER AGAIN. AND WANTING TO HUG THE MAILMAN WHEN HE BRINGS YOU A LETTER FROM HIM. 10. KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE AN AMAZING MAN LEADING AN AMAZING LIFE. WHEN HE STEPS OFF THE PLANE, FINALLY COMING HOME TO YOU, WORDS COULD NOT DESCRIBE THAT FEELING.

Health Benefits Of Sex
Many people simply enjoy a healthy sex life because sex is pleasurable. Now there's another reason to stay under the sheets; there are substantial health benefits of sex. Enjoying a rigorous romp can do wonders for everyone both physically and psychologically. Now, men everywhere can tell their ladies that sex is not only for fun, but, since there are health benefits of sex, their lives may depend on it. The following are six different reasons why sex and sexual activity may help you live a longer, happier life due to the health benefits of sex. sex can cure headaches All those times that you were told, "Not tonight honey, I have a headache," all you had to do was inform your woman that one of the health benefits of sex is its ability to act as a pain reliever. The hormone oxytocin (a nine amino acid peptide that is synthesized in hypothalamic neurons and transported down axons of the posterior pituitary for secretion into blood) secretes within your body whenever you engag

Open Invitation
Dear Friends, Fans, and all Families on CT, I am writing this open invitation to all of you. If you like rock, meeting new friends, chatting, and being entertained by great DJs, I invite you to join us in the World Rock Radio Lounge. Everyone is welcome and we turn no one away. We believe in having a great time and building lasting friendships without all of the stress of drama. If this sounds like a place for you, please click the banner below and join us! We'd be more than happy to have you. :)

Gothic An Vampiric, Role Players..
Yes, You lovely individuals need to bless the newest most intriguing spot to come. We welcome all admirers. Those even curious. But please.. No posers that have the audacity to be self centered. Role-players as well welcomed. I encourage you all to take a shot at it. You don't got to have any talent whatsoever. And making an attempt would be remarkable. The atomsphere will be one of a kind. The lounge is New, So forgive any missconveniences. Idea's are always welcomed. I hope to see your darklings. As well as those that just wish to fit in. ;)

Just In Case You All Might To See The Proof In The Pudding
Laurie, Hey how are you? Im okay look the other day things just got really blown up an out of the way yes when it comes to Chuck I am very protective and yes very jelaous because before him I went threw a former bad releationship and well when I seen the comment you had left him I honestly didnt like it and it pissed me off as for him blocking you I had nothing to do with that how ever I have told him I do not care if you are his freind you were theeway before me and I am encouraging him to unblock you but I dont know what hes going to do but I have told him and asked him to unblock you we just need to get this fixed asap because good friends are hard to come by and you seem to be one of his closest so I only wish things with you and him to be worked out. I never hurt him he did it himself there are things you dont know that happened also as well unless he told you but if not then maybe you should ask him his misery was brought on himself when he broke my trust by something he

What The Feck Is Going On Here?
So I get an invite to join this site and, as you do, I went and registered. 1. I have no idea how you navigate around the site, it seems to be a random affair. 2. I have no idea how to earn points but seem to be doing it by accident. 3. Adding friends does not seem to require any knowledge of or conversation with your new friend. 4. And as it's an American site there is no way to search for users that I have found other than by US Postal Zip Code. Conclusion, I shall randomly bimble around working out how to drive the site and probably get bored and delete myself.

The Cat Poem
This is this cat This is is cat This is how cat This is to cat This is keep cat This is a cat This is moron cat This is busy cat This is for cat This is forty cat This is seconds cat Now go back and read the THIRD word, in each line from the start.

Bomb Or Rates An Win Gifts/ Morph
Two of the fairest ways to earn Gifts/Morphs! These are Samples of My morphing Skillz MarQ's S.K. Bomb Or Rate Give~A~Way Ok, so it''ll work like this. All you have to do is enter a picture, I'll rip it from your album.. It can be of yourself or anything you'd like. You comment bomb your own picture along with your friends. Whenever you want to cash in... I simply take the number of comments on ur pic & multiply it by 6 (the number of bucks I received for each comment) I will give you ALL the Ct bucks back! In the form of whatever gifts you'd like =)(Including VIC Gifts) I dont care about Ct money. The only times I will make any money is during happy hours. Also anyone that gets over 1,250 comments in the bombing give away, gets a morph=) If you are interested just link me to a pic to rip & let the Give away begin! **Added Note** If you cash in during happy hours, You need only half the comments for the designated gift ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The Treasure
Once there was a pirate, who sailed across the seas in search of a treasure. There were many treasures to be found but none was what he truly desired. Upon the return from another journey he found himself in a new but strangely familiar place. He knew the treasure was here, where he had been so many times before. He heard others speak of the treasure, never realizing, this was the one. The treasure remained hidden on a beautiful island, one he dares to venture onto, wary of the sacrifices necessary to be worthy of the treasure. The pirate sails the surrounding waters, protecting and caring for the treasure. He patiently waits for a day when he can be one with this treasure and his true journey begins. Everything worth having requires work and sacrifice. These are what make things precious, these are what makes us keep and care for what we have been given.

Cost Of A Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "Well, I

Adult Education (scene 4)
ADULT Education Scene 4 What was I doing here? I couldn't take Clarissa "home"!!! The apartment was a mess. My wife and I had separated just a few weeks ago, and I was nowhere close to being ready to entertain. My mind reeled as I tried to figure out what to do. I couldn't resist the offer of what I thought Clarissa was making. She was so delicious, her light ebony skin made me hungry. I tried to clear my mind and relax, but found it difficult. After all these years of marriage, and on-line flirting, I discovered that I'd fallen out of practice being with a woman alone. I was nervous. My whole body trembled. We walked out into the cool night. When we turned the corner, a brisk wind swirled around us and cut through my light jacket. Clarissa shivvered and clung tightly against me. "Wow, Ken. I was so impressed with your reading. You were so good at conveying the intensity. It was as if you were reading it just for me even though you took time to look into the faces of other

Practice
it's been about three weeks since i've jammed with my drummer, ivan - and FINALLY today - were going to jam for a bit which will be alot of fun!! we'll probably do some more recordings! so yea - hopefully everyone had a goodweekend so far.

I'm Freeeeeeeeeeeee
Woohooo today was my last day working for McDonald's!!!! Yesssssssssss!!!!!!! After almost 9 yrs I finaly get away. Now don't get me wrong i've had good days and bad days there. But I just can't live off of the hours or lack of hours at that store anymore. Which is why I got the job at N.E.W. 40 hrs a week, great pay, great benifits. Which also means I'll be leaving WaKeeney too and moving to Hays. That will probly be another month max before i do. But hell yea Monday I start the new job!! Woohoooooo. And in other news, My buds 3x7 seam to be getting a good buzz going around and I feel that all I've done in pushing their name and spreading the word about them is starting to work now. Which I hope cause these guys rock and deserve to be notice. Start looking for these guys playing in your home town soon cause this summer is going to be a busy one for 3x7. Now if you excuse me I got some beer to finish off from this weekend. Listening to: 3x7- To Better Memorys (Demo)

Away From The Sun
So many years I wasted, thinking money could make it right, now I have the mighty money, and all that it can bring, it don't satisfy the hunger, don't even start ease the pain, without you to love and hold, it don't mean a thing, missed out on all the sunshine, never realy seeing the light, seeking only the party, only living for the night, looking back and wonder, just how my life could be, if I had not let the world, all it has to offer, slip away from me, only now that it's fadeing, slowly out of site, only future now a grave, and eternal night, do I truly see, just how far I've let my life drift, Away From The Sun Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Url Templates
Assuming person's fubar Id (fubarId from here on) is known (so mine is 96574 for instance, so my URL here is http://fubar.com/user/96574) Full Stash location: http://fubar.com/stashFullView.php?stashUid=fubarId Photo gallery location: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=fubarId Sending a message: http://fubar.com/messages.php (changed again, November 10 2007) Add-friend request: http://fubar.com/addfriend.php?u=fubarID Add comment: http://fubar.com/user/fubarID#leave_comment List person fubarId's friends/fans/people who list them as fans/family: http://fubar.com/friends.php?u=fubarID http://fubar.com/fanof.php?u=fubarID http://fubar.com/fans.php?u=fubarID http://fubar.com/family.php?u=fubarID also: http://fubar.com/fanof.php?u=fubarId&idx=50 to show people chosen as fans from point 50 (skipping 49) on (for example). (myfanof/myfans/etc for your own, with no ?etc. afterwards.) Add fan - no longer a template, requires session-specific information! :)

Rob Zombie Out Did Himself
New Halloween is going to kick ass a link to check out wha the new Mikey looks like fucker actually stands 6'8 http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=101946169

This Morning
On my way to work this morning I dreamed of you.I layed my head back, closed my eyes and then there was you.You held my face in your hands you leaned over me you looked into my eyes and then you brushed your lips across mine your tongue outlined them and then you pressed your lips on mine soft at first then deeper until you received the response you were seeking. The response of my embrace.

My New Ct Thing!
come and post ur where abouts on my ct profile. i want to see how many states and countries i might can get on there. i done put mine and if u in the same state go ahead any ways i like to know new places myself. any ways muah to all those friends and family and fans and muah to those passing through. red!

The Sound Of The Sea
The Sound of the Sea The sea awoke at midnight from its sleep, And around the pebbly beaches far and wide I heard the first wave of the rising tide Rush onward with uninterrupted sweep; A voice out of the silence of the deep, A sound mysteriously multiplied As of a cataract from the mountain’s side, Or roar of winds upon a wooden steep. So comes to us at times, from the unknown And inaccessible solitudes of being. The rushing of the sea-tides of the soul; And inspirations that we deem our own, Are some divine foreshadowing and foreseeing Of things beyond our reason or control. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

My Fears Have Manifested
What do you know, I am left without a place to stay. I was unable to borrow any money from the few friends I seen this weekend. Now I am lost and upset wondering what to do. I got to see some great friends that I have missed terribly and apparently they missed me too. I didn't get any new ink but managed to talked to my tattoo artist. I don't know what to do.

What Is Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Ramblings Of In Love
It's 3 AM again and I'm tired but cant seem to fall asleep. My mind is filled with her. Her smile, her laugh, her wants. Is this the torture of love or loneliness? I'm smoking again, what does that mean? I don't like it I just need it, for now at least. I've spent much time alone and much with friends. I've been in too many relationships, some out of want and caring but many out of convince or small faith. I'm not lonely, I just miss my friend who I fell in love with. This is different or so I want it to be. I feel different, things taste different, I look at things differently. If different means better, then my life is better, for meeting her. I suppose that is why I write. I want to trust my feelings though so many times they have only lead me to emptiness. With her I find an inner peace that I haven't felt in so many years. I believe she finds that same peace, but it frightens and confuses her, she has been let down many times before. Days spent without

Life Is Good
A Psalm of Life Tell me not, in mournful numbers, Life is but an empty dream! – For the soul is dead that slumbers, And things are not what they seem. Life is real! Life is earnest! And the grave is not its goal; Dust thou art, to dust returnest, Was not spoken of the soul. Not enjoyment, and not sorrow, Is our destined end or way; But to act, that each tomorrow Find us farther than today. Art is long, and Time is fleeting, And our hearts, though stout and brave, Still, like muffled drums, are beating Funeral marches to the grave. In the world’s broad field of battle, In the bivouac of Life, Be not like dumb, driven cattle! Be a hero in the strife! Trust no Future, howe’er pleasant! Let the dead Past bury its dead! Act – act in the living Present! Heart within, and God o’erhead! Lives of great men all remind us We can make our lives su

The Problematic Reverse Diet
First of all, before I dive into my problem, allow me to direct you to every photo of me in the "Showing Some Skin" folder. This will give you a base reference on my predicament. Did you look? OK, besides the near nakedness of my photos in there, take a look at my physique. Ya see it? That's the way I've been for almost a decade. And quite frankly, I'd like that to change. That's me at 150 lbs - the same weight I've stayed at for a decade. I can't gain, I can't lose. I'm stuck. I'm healthy, yes. I'm athletic, yes. I have great endurance, yes. But what I don't have is room for a physical change in my appearance. You may be thinking "why the hell does this bother him?. I'd love to get down to his weight. I've been dieting forever, and it's just so slow." Blah blah blah blah. If you're dieting to lose weight, you have a desire to change your current appearance. The same holds true for me, but in reverse. You might wanna lose weight; I wanna gain weight. I'm 31 y

Kids
Why we love kids..... NOW YOU SEE WHY WE FIND THEM SO IRRESISTABLE!! ENJOY! MOMMA (repost of original by '(Momma) Sinfulmans Wife ¢¾' on '2007-03-18 10:44:42') (repost of original by 'annieo/astarte-protectress of souls co-fnder and regulator of ldcf/ct wifey to booshine&moosejr' on '2007-03-18 11:00:16') (repost of original by 'Emanon~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones~~' on '2007-03-18 11:43:27')

Watch Out.
Hi there to all my CT friends, i just want to point out that sometimes people are not what they are. This person sent me really lovely poems, however poems which he classed off as his but was written by someone else. I am sure that he has many "friends" on CT and who really think he writes all these poems for people...however he may do. But in my case, it wasnt. ..................... this was what he wrote on my comments page, which is still posted on my homepage:- "Hello My Angel, I was looking at your pictures, and realized just how Beautiful you really are? And so much like a Beautiful Rose in bloom. So, that inspired me to write you this little poem. A White Rose... The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips." This

The Blonde
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from >the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, >sweating and panting. > >"What's up?" she asks. > >"I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband. > >The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialing, >her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Shirley is >hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!" > >The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right >past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her >sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor. > >"You rotten bitch," she screams. "My husband's having a heart attack,and >you're running around naked scaring t

Some Information About Iraq..
Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to topple a ruthless dictator who used nerve gas on his own people. Our soldiers completed that mission, Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to help set up a constitutionally directed government. Our solders completed that mission. Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to support the people of Iraq, democratically elect its own government, Our soldiers completed that mission. Our soldier were not deployed to force the Iraqi people to get along. Our soldiers have completed their initial mission and so much more, but our soldiers are the highest trained most professional military in the world and they know that if they turn their back and walk out of Iraq now, it will become a killing field that will make Darfur look like a sunny afternoon in central park. My friends, no matter what you may feel about the President's policy in dealing with Iraq, please remember, the soldiers are only following orders as required by their oath of enlistment which

I Need Help!
I am in a give away and need 6000 comments to get a vaction I am also in a contest that ends March 28th and I am waaaaaaaaaay behind!! In that contest rates count as 10 votes each so if you dont have time to comment bomb atleast drop off a vote before you go any further!!! =P

Wwe Recap, Wrestlemania Recall, Madness To Mania
We are now (at the time of this posting) 15 days away from WrestleMania 23! I don't know about you guys, but I am amped up for this! But then again, it's WrestleMania. I'm always amped up and jacked up for WrestleMania! Let's get started with the recap. RAW The night began with WWE Champion John Cena confronting Shawn Michaels about whether or not (and at a point WHEN) HBK was going to stab The Champ in the back. For the last few weeks, Shawn has promised that he would have Cena's back until Mania. Just when it looked as if we would get a WrestleMania preview, Jonathan Coachman decided to put the World Tag Team Champions to work in a Gauntlet match. They would face three opponents. If they survived the first two, the final opponents will face them in a steel cage. They made quick work of Benjamin and Haas, followed by Cade and Murdoch. When the cage was lowered, MNM would challenge. Cena and HBK were victorious, but MNM decided they would try to drive the wedge further i

Survey About Me
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:Car accidents AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:yes WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:cool DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:no WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:of course HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:not for me WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:white DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:yes HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:thats like hanging from a tree!Lol ANY SECRET TALENTS?:sing and play the piano WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:virgin islands HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yes HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:yes HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:i don't know CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:never tried it HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:no ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:no WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:cool IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:yes DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:yes WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:nothing WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":today IS TUP

If I Could Make A Wish...
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Hey Friends
Come check out this new lounge my friend has. hes an awesome guy. and a really good guy to talk to. come by check it out. its called krazys place. hes got all kinds of good music in there all the time. so come by and check it out.

Carrots, Eggs Or Coffee??
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked

Free Duane ( Dog)
Dear Friends, I have just read and signed the online petition: "Duane " hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/dwayne/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, Jacquelyn Kukla

Kid's Now Aday's Wouldnt Of Lasted 5 Minutes In 1980
IF you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning .. uphill BOTH ways . through year 'round blizzards. Carrying their younger siblings on their backs . to their one-room schoolhouse, where they maintained a Straight-A average, despite their full-time, after-school job at the local textile mill ... where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate

Just Something To Read And Think About...
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to call his wife. The man said,

What Does Your Birthday Mean!!!!
Your Birthdate: February 5 You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: MayWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: November 24 You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

About Me!!!!!
Alot of cherries think that they got me figure out,but they don't!I have been very sweet to every person that I have came in contact with,and I will continue to be sweet to all!I have been accused of being a "Damn Player"and a no good man! Thats cool everyone is entitled to their on opinion! First of all I am a Good Man,I'm not out there breaking hearts, I'm making them!Somebody has to treat Women with respect and thats what I'm doing on CherryTap!Please take time to get to know me before you talk about me,you will find yourself falling in love with Me and wishing your Man was Me!My Father thought Me how to treat a Woman with Respect!!!!!! I love Women more than I love Myself! So come HOLLA at Me!

Sex Recipe
SEX RECIPE Ingredients: 2 Loving eyes. 2 Loving arms 2 Well shaped legs 2 Firm milk containers 1 Fur lined mixing bowl 2 Large nuts 1 Large banana Method: Look into loving eyes. Fold in loving arms Spread well shaped legs Squeeze and massage milk containers gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased. Check frequently with middle finger. Add banana - work in and out until well creamed. Cover with nuts and sigh with relief. Cake done when banana becomes soft. Be sure to wash mixing utensils and don't lick the bowl! P.S. If cake begins to rise, leave town immediately!!!

This Is Whats On My Mind:no Holds Barred
as a person i feel as tho our country has gotten away from what really matters most to us:our freedom!!! i wish i could write to the men and women serving overseas in iraq and afghanistan and let them know whats going on back in the good ole U.S.A, for i salute them for giving of themselves 9/11 ripped us apart and now we're at war with iraq four years ago we went to war with saddam hussein and today we're still there, even though saddam's been executed and al-quiada is a mess. i also have other things on my mind such as drunk drivers who still drive even when they don't have a license. its pretty messed up when a person who's convicted of dui still can get behind the wheel and endanger the lives of others on the road i say make them serve hard time. any comments let me know and message me.

Are You Psychic?
You Are 80% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good!Are You Psychic?

March Specials
Ok for those that wanted to know....If you place an order from my website in the month of March you will receive 10% off your total order.... If you live in my area and you book a party you will receive 10% of your total party sales towards what you want plus I'll give you a free gift just for having a party.... If you sign up with me to become a consultant and get all the deals I get...I will give you a perfect 10!!! For more information contact me by e-mail @ sarahhaynes@pureromance.com....

Self Esteem
well, i know that it's a total cliche and a complete turn off when a woman says that she's not pretty enough or that she doesn't think she's all that. Looking at my pictures you see someone that's flirty and perhaps a little adventurous...and yes, that's me...but not until you get to know me and I'm comfortable being with you. For me it's not that I don't like myself or that I think i'm utterly dispicable and it's not like I'm outrageously overweight, although I'm not what I used to be. What it mainly boils down to is that I have some "extra padding" as they say. I have a daughter, and she's 5 and I'm just not like most really petite women that have had children and just bounce back to being firm and in shape and utterly perfect with boobs that could poke your eyes out. What gets me is that I'm totally cool about making friends day to day outside of my computer interests, and that seems to go well. I have men flirt with me at work a lot, but I just don't know how I would feel if a guy

Survey With Balls
This myspace survey has balls... Do you? 1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007? One. 2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash....out of these 12 drugs how many have you done? One. 3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF? Nope. I confess that I was once the "other woman," though. His gf had already cheated on him, and they'd talked about breaking up, but it wasn't official yet at that time. Oddly enough, I now talk to her more than I talk to him. :) 4. Ever paid for sex? Unless you count paying for dinner. :) 5. Ever been married? Yes. 6. Ever been divorced? Yes. 7. If you had to pick one, what's your favorite sexual position? Missionary. 8. Do you own any guns? I've never really even seen a gun. Yeah. I'm not originally from western PA, OK? 9. Craziest place you ever had sex? I stick with nice comfy beds or couches most of the time, and I have no exhibitionist tendencies. 10. Ever been to rehab? Nope. 11

What Color Is Your Passion?
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.What Color Is Your Passion?

Nov. 28
Your Birthdate: November 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: OctoberWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Great American Problem
The thing i despies the most in america is the silent majority. It has cost us lot of freedoms here in america. everytime the politician write a new bill that take our liberty and comfortabilty. There is way to much of a common bond between us in the majority. Im not talk about black white christian, islam, or neither democrat or republian. Cant belive we let these leader of evil convince us it a region rascial or its a polical party thing to gain their own interrest. I belive it time for us to start stick up for oursevles take america back in the direction our fore father intend. Take america back in direction of being a goverment for the people, by the people and new opptunities for non ciztens. The only way this is acheviing is speak up for what you belive. If something is weighting heavy on your heart let a politian know , the media or VOTE!!!!! Speak up stop siting back and take it.

R.i.p. Little Buddy
I wrote this back in July 7 2006 But I feel it needs to be posted again. I've always thought that it was hard to write about the loss of someone and it's harder if it'ssomeone you know. I've found out today that not only is it hard but even harder to right about a child. My nephew lost his 3 year old son last night and it is going to be hard on veryone that knows little J.D. J.D. was a very loving kid who loved to play and help his dad and mom. At gatherings he would play with the other kids and even find a way to get the adults to join in the fun. He always did what his mom and dad asked him to do, Even if it really should not have been done. (Mostly dad's doings.) He lived a very short life, but in this time he taught us all what love really means. He reminded us that no matter how old we are we are never too old to have fun. He reminded us that no matter what kind of trouble we ay find it will always turn out OK in the end. And with all this he has reminded us of a few last

Leo
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hey Everyone!!!
Hey everyone!!! date: 2007-03-18 11:04:59 5 new pics in my default album!!! and 1 new one in my just me folder!!!!! Please comment and rank!! And for those who havent please comment and rank the rest of my pix especially my just me pix!!!!I want filthy comments!!

Just One More Morphing Experiment Attempt Today....what Do You Think???
Well, this is certainly and interesting exploration today in learning a little bit out of the norm software for me. I do so love challenges and the learning curve is a bit of a challenge; it's a challenge type that keeps you wanting to perfect the photo before moving on to something else. Or, perhaps, it is just the perfectionist part of me???? LOL... This time I choose a B/W image of me and one of Meryl Streep.... What do you think??? PS I have been told all my life that I look like Meryl Streep. These morphs seem to be proving up the point in a sense. LOL... Off to head for some much needed sunshine in the outdoors!! :D

"criminal"
We begin. My hands in a bind. I feel like shit, all the time. Don't know who I am, nor who I was; Where I'm going, nor where I've been. Look, look deep into my dark eyes, and see my fire, Feel me within you, burning up your heart with lust and desire. But I can not touch you, for I am bound at the hands. No one wants this one to be free. He's far too dangerous they say, He needs to be put away. Thrown in a dark corner, and forgotten. Then all of you can be safe, Your precious world untouched and unfucked by yours truly. So everyone join in and toss me out, it's the latest trend. In a freefall that doesn't seem to end. I've never felt more at home, so kick me while I'm down. I just wanted to come into the light. I wanted to belong somewhere. No one wants to accept a bad one gone good. Seems I am stained mi amiga. Look at me now, fighting to stay above water. Facing the black abyss below, I'm not going back. I'm not going

Tired Of It
OK, before you read below. This is basically a vent. I've had some sour dates lately and i'm kinda down. Alright. I'm tired of tryin'. This really have nothin' to do with anyone on here. I've tried datin' in many different ways. Dont' know what to do. Don't know if it is me or what. I've been blown off 5 times by the same girl within' the past 3 weeks. I'm tired of tryin' to have a life besides a computer and a bottle of whiskey. I want something real (If that's even possible). Maybe it is me, hell, I don't know. I just wanted to vent. I'll go back to my bottle. Redneck

Stashy Things
I see one can't comment on the stashes of people who've blocked you anymore, though one can still rate them up or down (interesting bug/feature). So noted, it was worth finding out since someone came to visit.

Growing Up And Being Hurt One Too Many Times!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will..You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder evert time.You'll break hearts too,So remember how it felt when your was broken.you'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an ole love did.You'll cry because time is passin too fast,and you'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures,LAUGH too much and love like you've never been hurt becuse every 60 seconds you spend upset is a min.of happiness YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK! DON'T BE AFRAID THAT YOUR LIFE WILL END,BE AFRAID THAT IT WILL NEVER BEGIN!!!!!

Sending Out...
As a walk through the valley of blooming flowers, Seeing within the way a waving weeping willow... So shall all worries now be devoured... For rest within sleep shall come with head to pillow. And with this so shall the hummingbird sing it's song, As daylight comes and then night shall fall again.. The path will become shorter than it is long... And she shall come forth for now it is time to begin... Blessed Be!

Can You Say?
Can you say in parting with the day that's slipping fast That you have helped a single person of the many that you've passed? Is a single life rejoicing over what you did or said? Does someone whose hopes were fadin, now with courage look ahead? Did you waste the day, or lose it, was it well or poorly spent? Did you leave a trend of kindness, or a scar of discontent? As you close your eyes in slumber, do you think that God would say You have made the world much better, for the life you've lived today? I didn't write this but I feel it every day... Thanks for stopping by...

Together
I discover you in what feels like a dream. So perfectly written. As if you were predicted. Our bodies pressed upon one another and everything else disappears. I become lost in this moment where two become one. We are ecstacy. Pure. Beautiful. Everything is falling together and we join in an embrace of two souls feeding off each other. My energy becomes your warmth. My heartbeat adjusts to yours. We breathe this moment together. We learn this moment together. We, as two, become one together.

Kinda Figured We Was Friends
In a crowded city at a busy bus stop, a beautiful young woman wearing a >tight mini skirt was waiting for a bus. > >As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her >skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first >step of the bus. > > >Slightly embarrassed & with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached >behind herself to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give >her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to >discover that she couldn't. > >So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip >her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. > >Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. > >With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a >little more and again was unable to take the step. > >About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked h

"unanswered Prayers"
SOMETIMES I PRAY FOR GOD; TO ANSWER A CERTAIN PRAYER. AND AS IT'S LEFT UNANSWERED; I WONDER IF HE'S THERE! LISTENING AS I ASK; FOR THINGS THAT I WANT OR NEED AND THEN MY EYES ARE OPENED; SO THAT MY HEART CAN SEE. THAT GOD WILL ALWAYS ANSWER; OUR PRAYERS, IN HIS OWN TIME. MAYBE NOT THE WAY WE ASK; BUT WHAT'S BEST FOR US DOWN THE LINE. SO I TRY TO STAY PATIENT; AND REMEMBER GOD GIVES TO ME, EVERYTHING THAT’S NEEDED; UNTIL I CAN FINALLY BE. WITH HIM WAY UP IN HEAVEN; WHERE EVERYTHING I'LL SEE IS AS PEACEFUL AND PERFECT; FOR ALL ETERNITY. BECAUSE GOD IS THE ONLY ONE; WHO KNOWS WHAT IS BEST. AND WITH UNANSWERED PRAYERS; OUR FAITH HE PUTS TO THE TEST.

My Dream
I dreamt of a man, he was in a land far away, a land I did not know, there he met a princess that he fell for. He could tell she liked him as well. Days later she offered him a pendant, and told him that she made this pendant for him alone, and that the design was inspired by him. He felt on top of the world, there was no greater feeling. Hours later she came back and said that she wanted to duplicate the pendant and sell it across the land. He did not know how to tell her that he would not like that, in fact at that very moment he thought it a wonderful idea. He told her to duplicate it and sell it around the land, she did so. That very day after seeing his pendant on other men and women chests he no longer felt the same about the pendant that she had made especially for him. He could not bare to throw it away, as it was a precious gift in the begining. Yet when he looked at it, he got discomfort from it, instead of the joy and high as he had once did. There was no way he coul

Generic Music...by Me!!!
my music... Just thought I'd experiement a bit....Recorded some of my amateur guitar stuff and put them online. Let me know what you think. Keep in mind, I have NO STUDIO, NO MONEY, and I haven't played in a long time. Here are the links: http://www.yourfilehost.com/media.php?cat=audio&file=Sarah.mp3 http://www.yourfilehost.com/media.php?cat=audio&file=Lisa.mp3 Sarah.MP3 Lisa.MP3

Kids, Everyone Should Have A Few.
It's past midnight..I'm sitting here in darkness, the kids are in bed-Very reluctantly I might add. Plotting revenge against me for sending them there no doubt, and I hear them whispering back and forth, then laughing uncontrollably. At first its humorous..then I started to worry..are they stratigically planning my demise? My mind raced thinking of all the things they could possibly be whispering about then laughing like it was a joke meant to stay just between the two of them. (evil children) One gets up, peeks out at me, noticing that I've noticed, she just stands there draped by the darkness of the doorway she was standing in. I look at her, she looks at me, and I'm thinking to myself "The end for you is near. Why is she just standing there staring at me? It's kinda creepy." So, I ask her.."what are you doing?" and as if a glow from heaven came on cue, she steps out of the room and is illuminated in light and in an angelic voice she says "mommy can I have something to drink?" Whe

About My Baby
I Love You Michael Wayne Lee,baby we been through some fights arguments but when it comes down to it I will always loe you no matter what you mean the world to me and you are the guy for me no one can take my feelings and my heart from you i love you with all that i have you are my world and i want you to know i will never break your heart i love you too much and i cant stand one sec from feeling you tonch me or kiss me or holdint me in your arms you are the only boy that makes me heart beat faster and slower at the same time MICHAEL WAYNE LEE I LOVE YOU!!

Sweet Stalker Doll
most of you know of the drama that took place in the last day and that the bouncers were playing hardball with me, in order for them to delete my salute from that bastards profile i had to delete my sticky, which for the reccord i didnt sticky it and i dont know who did but whoever did thanks, this is not the end of it my friends but now to the point the sweet stalker doll comes with changable wigs and a closet full of plus sized mini skirts

Sigh...........
When chaos reigns without a purpose When the swell of sound becomes too much Crushed between the cogs that work us When I feel I'm slowly losing touch Sometimes I drive to run from all my demons Sometimes I drive so I can be alone Sometimes I drive to see the world in a different light Sometimes I drive for no reason at all When the walls close in around me When the ceiling's caving in When the anxiety surrounds me When my patience is wearing thin Sometimes I drive to run from all my demons Sometimes I drive so I can be alone Sometimes I drive to see the world in a different light Sometimes I drive for no reason at all The open road unwinds before me An onyx ribbon spreading out No idea where I'll be going Sometimes the journey is what counts Sometimes I drive to run from all my demons Sometimes I drive so I can be alone Sometimes I drive to see the world in a different light Sometimes I drive for no reason at all Sometimes I drive to run from all my

Help My Friend
Come on ya'll .. hit up my friend mole on here... she is on my friends list and she needs some new cherry points.. she doesn't have many at all.... and while u r at it hit up efrazier74 too!! he needs some as well!.lol but dont forget me too.. i need some luv too! Thanks!

March 18, 2007: Yadadamean
Bay Area slang for "you know what I'm sayin?" Other variations include "[yadadaimsayin]" and "[yadada] I'm talkin bout?" im bout to put this [thizz] in my life....[spark] this [bleezy] and take it from there yadadamean?

Poem
As the days go by,while I fight back the tears,knowing what you are doing lie after lie.It seems as if you don't care.Laughing to yourself,while you sit back and watch my heart break. It hurts so bad,what you do to me.Not telling me when you are going to go.You doing things behind my back.You think I am stupid,but I am not.These little games you are playing are not funny,you will get yours in return.When you do,I will be the laughing out loud. I am like an open book and easy to read.I wear my heart on my sleeve. My relationships have always been this way,they are never gonna change.I just wish they would.

Top 10 Reasons Why Cyber Sex Is Better
TOP 10 REASONS WHY CYBER SEX IS BETTER 10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies.

Kissing Style....
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Nasty Sex Poemt
"nasty sex poem'' Body: roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit f*cking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you b

Ooops... Too Much Fun Learning To Morph.
I missed Church. :( I was going by my clock on my computer. Shouldn't do that. Although my computer is less than 2 years old, it didn't change the time automatically as it should have. Guess I'll need to look up the patch for that at some point or another. In the meantime, I am thankful I got my Church in by watching two services on tv today!!! :D I am thankful that I haven't slept through the morning and I was able to get quite a bit done today already. Heading to where I volunteer in a bit to help out there for part of the afternoon, then back home to rest up before I go to work later tonight. Hoping that you are all having productive days, even if you encounter counterproductive moments like I have had with the morphing explorations. At least, I have learned more new things!!! :D Laters....

Cheating Hurts...everyone!
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

My Blessing
One day I was a wreck. The next I was feeling complete. Suddenly things were clear again. Thats what happened when you found me. So much was a mess as far as my life was concerned and I must say that since you stepped into my heart things are for once okay. Youre a blessing to me without a doubt. You take the time to understand. You never judge, just try to see and that makes it so easy to be your man. With you in my life I see the sun even through the rain. With you in my life I see the new and no longer am I feeling pain. You bless me with love in the purest of form. You give me your all and expect in return that only I love with all of my heart and never allow what we have to burn. A blessing to me is what youve become and I am thankful everyday. I get through the stress because I know best in the end it will all be okay.

Would You Fuck Me?
Would you fuck me? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how i want to fuck u?

What Song Are You?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There�s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

Not Really A Musical View...
So Kurt Cobain is my current idol (what an idol to pick, right?). As I'm starting the playlist on this grunge CD and listening to my "Heart Shaped Box" and stuff...the man had a way with words. I wish I had half the talent the man had in painting a picture. Now, I know nothing about the man's life except for what's in the news (I have to admit I've been a half-ass Nirvana fan), and I was also 10 when the man died...I remember being in high school and seeing the guys around me emanate him...everything from the way he looked to the way he held his guitar and the way he kept his hair. At the time I was like, "Whatever, fucking losers...get your own damn style, the man's dead!" And while I still don't agree with people who sell their individuality to look or act like someone else, I think a lot of those guys were before their time. I find it increasingly more interesting how we lose our prejudices with age. Most people are more artistic than we give them credit for when we judge t

Real Friends
Real friends don't post bulletins talking about REPOST THIS BULLETIN IF YOU ARE MY TRUE FRIEND, and IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS BULLETIN I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. By all means, if you ahve enough time to repost those bulletins, at least have the sense enough to change the title, or don't post it. If you post bulletins with any title that says anything relevant to the above mentioned things, I will remove you upon seeing your bulletins. The bulletin board is a place for people to be able to see where REAL SHIT Is going on, and if someone has an announcement, not somewhere for a bunch of people to be posting useless self promotion shit. I am not interested in seeing how many people can repost a bulletin about DROP ME AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN if you get some time either. I use the bulletin board to post stuff to help my new friends, not some go vote or please vote bulletins. If you read this and it offends you, feel free to remove me from your friends list, otherwise, drop m

Stronger
“That which does not kill me, makes me STRONGER” This is a tribute to all men and women who have suffered from a broken heart. If you can relate to this poem, PLEASE repost as STRONGER. Why did I even trust you, when you made me feel ashamed? Why in the world did I love you? So you could just make me go insane?? You held onto my whole heart, as if I served it on a plate, Then you treated it like trash, so you must know it’s just too late. Yes, I gave you EVERYTHING, my soul, my heart and more, But you used me as a garbage bag and chucked me out the door. So, here I am to let you know just exactly what I’ve learned, Never jump in burning flames of desire only to get terribly burned. I KNOW from this point on, you can’t damage me, no matter what- You wounded me for the LAST time – I found the right bandaid for the cut. If anything…You helped me……. and shown me what was real, You can never EVER impair me, and that IS EXACTLY how I feel. So, one day when

Last-minute Electronic Tax Filing Tips From The Irs
By now, hopefully all of us know how our taxes will be filed. When remains the question for millions of taxpayers. Though many readers said they wished we posted earlier about free electronic filing options, the fact is a majority of Americans haven't filed yet. The IRS is expecting 136 million 2006 tax returns this year, and between 80 and 90 million have yet to be filed. That stat comes from Bert DuMars, the IRS's electronic administration director, who passed along some other interesting stats with some last-minute e-filing advice for last-minute tax filers. More than half of taxpayers will file electronically this year. (Somewhere between 75 million and 80 million, compared with 19 million ten years ago.) Tip # 1: Last minute is a little later again this year. Tax day is April 17, not April 15, because Emancipation Day (April 16) is a holiday in Washington, D.C., so the IRS is extending the filing deadline by one day. (April 15 is a Sunday.) Tip #2: Don't forget the teleph

Support The Miitary Fallen Sodiers
THIS IS MILITARY MANS FIRST TRAIN AND I WANT IT TO BE AS SUCESSFFUL AS THE OHERS. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS RATE THEM, AND FAN THEM IF U WISH TO DO THE OTHERS THATS UR CHOICE BUT DEDICATE THIS TRAIN TO OUR FALEN SOLDIERS AND LETS MAKE THIS THE LONGEST MOST SUPPORTIVE TRAIN ON CT EVERYONE JUST ADD UR PIC BEOW MINE AND SEND ME A PM LETTING ME KNOW U ADDED URSELF. THANKS AND GOD BLESS OUR SOIDIERS. OASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW! IF THERE ALREADY A FAN ADD THEM AS A FREIND AND SEND THEM A YELLOW RIBBON! MASTER GUNNERY SGT JEFF ONEILL@ CherryTAP

Carol Burnett Sues Tv's "family Guy" Cartoon
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Comedian Carol Burnett has filed a copyright infringement suit against the makers of Fox TV's cartoon sitcom "Family Guy" over an episode poking fun at the performer and her variety show from the 1960s and '70s. ADVERTISEMENT The lawsuit, filed on Thursday in U.S. District Court in Los Angeles, claims "Family Guy" violated Burnett's exclusive rights to her name and likeness by depicting her signature cleaning-woman character in a segment last April without her consent. The suit, which seeks at least $2 million in damages, also says the cartoon episode used a "slightly altered version" of the copyrighted musical theme to "The Carol Burnett Show" without permission from the 73-year-old entertainer. A spokesman for 20th Century Fox Television, which produces "Family Guy," said on Friday the suit was without merit and that references to Burnett and her show in an 18-second sequence of the cartoon amounted to parody. "'Family Guy,' like the 'Carol Burne

3 'jeopardy' Contestants End Up Tied
NEW YORK - All those years of answers and questions, and it's never happened before on "Jeopardy!" What is a three-way tie, Alex? ADVERTISEMENT The three contestants on the venerable game show all finished with $16,000 after each answering the final question correctly in the category, "Women of the 1930s," on Friday's show. They identified Bonnie Parker, of the famed Bonnie and Clyde crime duo, as a woman who, as a waitress, once served one of the men who shot her. "We've had a lot of crazy things happen on `Jeopardy!' but in 23 years I've never seen anything like this before," host Alex Trebek said. The show contacted a mathematician who calculated the odds of such a three-way tie happening — one in 25 million. The three contestants, Jamey Kirby of Gainesville, Fla.; Anders Martinson of Union City, Calif.; and Scott Weiss of Walkersville, Md; were all declared champions and taped a rematch that will air Monday.

The Drag Races
Ok so I went to the Gator Nationals Yesterday. I had a Blast!!!! It was so much fun and I took ome pics. I will start to upload some of them soon. But I am gonna wait till I get more photo space to upload the rest. *SAD FACE* Anyway that is all for now.

Once You Go Grunge...
Okay, so I'm in the mood to make a good grunge CD. I have a decent amount of Stone Temple Pilots and Pearl Jam and stuff, but does anyone have any suggestions for something good to download that would round out my CD? I would appreciate anyone's input as this is the focus of my lazy ass day, haha. Either comment or send me a private message. Everyone's input is appreciated... Thanks Jessie

Okay Newbie At The Keyboard
So I'm slowwwwwwww and do not have a clue where I am going or what I am doing..... have patience!!! LMAO PLEASE!!! Heyyyyyy to all the gang at ChillinRadio (who talked me into this) SASSY I mean YOU!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha Anyone wanting good tunes should check them out!!! Good music, kewl people and lotsssss of fun!!! More when I learn how here!!!

Someone Ive Meet
ive been talking too this older female but idk mabe i like her too fast but then again she keeps a good convo going on the fone and we have good laughs and i make her smile alot. wat do ya think a brotha should say or do?

(insert Clever Title Here)
So a trip to the pool hall I used to frequent last night with my buddy Josh opened up my eyes to how different the teenage world has become. When the boys and I used to go there, it was a cloud of smoke and awesome hard rock that exuded from the place. There's the same cloud of smoke (come on, it's a fucking pool hall), but now you've got this crazy R&B, party-thumpin', booty humpin kinda music running rampant. Not that I don't enjoy that music from time to time, but in my younger days, playing a game of pool with some Metallica in the background was the epitome of an evening out with the guys...and if anyone played a rap song, the atmosphere was a little heavy with evil eyes searching for who turned that shit on. I look around the room and see...16 year old girls dressing like 25 year olds, cigarettes dangling from their lips and shooting "come hither" looks at boyfriends across the table. Man, when I was 16 years old, I had my nose buried in the books 24/7, and I dressed for

Please Read It Means Alot To Me
SADLY KRISTIAN LOST HIS LIFE ON 3-16-07 FIGHTING A RARE BATTLE OF DUCHENNE PLEASE HAVE YOUR MALE NEW BORNS CHECKED FOR THIS.. MORE INFO CLICK www.cureduchenne.org MY BEST FRIEND WROTE THIS POEM AND WILL BE READING IT AT HER SON'S KRISTAINS FUNERAL .. HAVE TISSUES CLOSE IN HAND BEFORE READING To Mum & Dad... From your Son Dear Mum & Dad: Today, I saw you crying, So I am writing to let you know, than an angel came into the night, and said it was time to go. I'm sorry I couldn't say good-bye, and I'm sorry you're hurting so bad, but, Mum & Dad, it's just so beautiful here, so please don't be sad. You know how I liked going through tunnels? Well this was the best one of all. The light was bright and safe and warm, and the angel wouldn't let me fall. In 2004, when I was born, on that 29th day of September, you became a first-time mother; it was a day you'll always remember. And in those 2

What Kind Of Kisser Are You
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettableWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

Tomorrow Is The Day
I quit smoking and drinking.....its going to suck for couple weeks....but I have to do it my stomach won't take it anymore...starting to end up with a bad stomach like my mother...popping acid reducers everyday..so I figured it's time...wish me luck....send me good vibes my way :)

Just Thinking Bout Ramdom Things
yesterday I got a message on myspace from a girl who used to be friends with my daughter when she was 5 and 6 and now my daughter is the kid she makes fun of I told my daughter about it and she told me to delete it I couldn't because as a parent I felt it my right that Iwanted to defend her my response was this yes I remember you from you were 5 and 6 and you were my childs friend and from what my daughter has said you've been lessthan kind to her and to let her know I would not add her knowing she would use whatever info against her like that I'm on My space wellI'm on myspace really at my duaghters urging and so I can keep an eye on what content is on her page but I had to respond that my daughter is the same lovely child that she was than and is now was I wrong? while I was there i made contact with a girl i knew in highschool on the alumni page but I'm not sure I have anything in common to much with my age group because I don't feel my age I am not a grandmother and Istill see

Contest Over!!!!
AIGHT, SO WITH 69,633 TOTAL COMMENTS. WHICH IS THE COMBINED TOTAL OF 34,733 FRIEND COMMENTS, 2200 IN RATE COMMENTS DUE TO THE FACT THAT SHY ONLY GOT 22 RATES, AND 30,000 IN BRIBES COMMENTS FROM HER HARDCORE FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS. BRIBES INCLUDING PICS, .WAV FILES, AND ONE KICK ASS BOTTLE OF RUM!!!! THE WINNER OF THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THAN YOURS!!" CONTEST IS.... RAZZAMAPPLE!!!!!! CONGRATS AND SHIT, YOUR FRIENDS RULE!!! NOW BEFORE ANY OF THE REST OF YOU CAN BITCH, WHICH I KNOW A FEW OF YOU ARE GOING TO DO, REMEMBER THIS WAS MY CONTEST. I DON'T GO BY CHERRYTAP GUIDELINES FOR MY CONTESTS, SO DEAL WITH IT. EVERYONE ELSE GETS A CORVETTE SO ENJOY!! THANKS FOR A KILLER CONTEST, IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE RESULTS DELETE ME. THE REST OF YOU ALL PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND ROCKING IN KEY WEST!!!

Sand & Stone
Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my best friend slapped me in the face." They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "Today my best friend saved my life ". The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "after I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The friend replied "when someone hurts us we should write it down in sand, where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it." Learn to write your hurts in the sand

Sex Recipe
Ingredients: 2 Loving eyes. 2 Loving arms 2 Well shaped legs 2 Firm milk containers 1 Fur lined mixing bowl 2 Large nuts 1 Large banana Method: Look into loving eyes. Fold in loving arms Spread well shaped legs Squeeze and massage milk containers gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased. Check frequently with middle finger. Add banana - work in and out until well creamed. Cover with nuts and sigh with relief. Cake done when banana becomes soft. Be sure to wash mixing utensils and don't lick the bowl! P.S. If cake begins to rise, leave town immediately!!!

Hiatus
Taking a hiatus for a lil while, those few on here that have other forms of contacting me may use them. Hope everyone has had a great weekend and has a great week. BTW, I don't have MSN anymore guys so don't try to contact me on it ;) Oh and Happy Birthday to my brother George, 33 today woooooohoooooooo you old fxcker hahaha. love you. Miss me, I shall miss a select few of you.

Never........................
My love is deep as the sea That flows forever You ask me when will it end I tell you never My love is bright as the sun That shines forever You ask me when will it die I tell you never The world may disappear Like a castle of sand But I'll be waiting here With my heart in my hand My love I love you so much Now and forever You ask me when will it die I tell you never.

Gonna Have To Bite The Bullet
My biological mother, Terry, has lung cancer. She lives in another state, and most of our relationship is via telephone or e-mail. Here’s the thing…. She’s a little crazy. She eventually alienates everyone in her life. Mostly, I deal with her just fine because I don’t take anything personally or allow myself to be guilt-tripped or manipulated. I realize now that I was a little smug about my ability to deal with her, whereas nobody else could. I will not subject you to my account of the myriad of attempted and successful emotional manipulations because, long-winded as I might be, I do have a tattered little “that’s not necessary information” filter. Tattered, yes, but present nonetheless. I do, however, find it necessary to say that you would be amazed and feel much sympathy for me, and admiration for my saintly patience. Well, maybe not the last part about patience (my store of it was completely depleted in September), but still. The bottom line is that I haven’t talked to her sinc

What Is A Friend?
What Is A Friend? A friend is somebody Who knows you and likes you Exactly the way that you are. Someone who's special And so close in thought That no distance can ever seem far. A friend understands you Without any words, Stands by you When nothing goes right. And willingly talks Over problems with you Till they somehow Just vanish from sight. And whether you're neighbors Or live miles apart, A word from a friend gives a lift To your heart and spirit. That shows you once more Why friendship is life's dearest gift

How To Be Real Erson At Cherrytap?
I am not stealing from anyone jus put and add it so sometimes people asked me how or dont know how to get salute pics? So i have to explian to them again and again so i took from post so I likes to take that explain very high clearly!!!!! What is a CherryTAP Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. *Photoshopped or any ¡°type¡± print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: Yo

Magic Gopher Game
I have the following game link under this blog heading because it makes me wonder, "Hmmmmmmmmm, how does it work? Hope you enjoy playing Magic Gopher too. (^_^) http://www.britishcouncil.org/learnenglish-central-games-magic-gopher.htm

Strip Poker
strip poker - by someonne in the UK We’d all been to the pub and had a few pints. There was six of us, myself, Barney, Michelle, Anna, James and Jane. We’d all known each other for a long time. I was single and loved to entertain. James was Anna’s other half and Michelle was with Barney. I’d spent the night flirting with Jane and was hoping to get somewhere with her. The pub had shut and I’d invited them all back to mine for more drink. James didn’t seem keen and neither did Barney but their girlfriends convinced them. Barney and James had grown very boring in the last few years and even thought they were 27, they acted 50 sometimes. Their partners, Michelle and Anna were wild and loved a party and never let their partners hold them back especially when they were drunk as they were tonight. I cracked open some wine and beer we all sat round chatting. I’d not really paid much attention to Michelle and Anna. My eyes always wondered thought when I was fairly pickled and tonight

What Is Your Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'm Taurus - The Tramp
Hello, Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud.Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forwa

Newfoundland Women, Gotta Love Em.
Newfie Women..... Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. Terry had married a woman from America, and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning that needed to be done at their house. He said that it took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were all washed and put away. Jimmie had married a woman from Australia. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes,and the cooking. He told them that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a Canadian girl, a Newfoundland girl.. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal.

Just Because
just because im divorcing him doesnt mean i dont stilve or care for him. i understand people out there cring abut what happens with me but i care about what happens to him too. he is in georgia homeless with no insulin or money ad noone will send him a bus ticket to come back , reguardless he will be going to jail when he gets back but at least in jail he wont die on the streets they will treat his diabetes there... im just babbling but i dont know what i can do. and i dontknow why someone has to be angry with me because i care about people

Saturday 3/18/07
I think I'm going to use this blog entry to write about the mumm about one of the comments in the embalming or natural mumm. The comment made was that cremation is painful, and I have to agree that even though if you're dead you obviously aren't going to feel anything, but to me just the thought of having your body burnt down to ashes and bone fragments is kinda disturbing, although I do have to say that having a loved one's ashes in an urn or some other type of container as a keepsake or whatever you want to call it, is nice. I think for me personally, that I'm going to have myself buried in the ground and become an organ donor so that I can help someone else that might not otherwise have a chance at life, or might not be able to live a long life due to an accident or other type of injury. Well, I think I will end this entry here, I just wanted to write my thoughts down on the subject. Have a great day all.

Today...
Just another day here in wonderful Oklahoma... LOL Busy, Busy... I have to get ready for work in a lil bit. E Mailing my brother in Iraq and family sending my Love. I miss everyone so much. Talking to my dad also. Some days there is not enough time in the day. I am sure everyone has that same feeling. Well, I better get ready for another day of excitement at work... LOL

Fable Of The Ducks And Hens
THE FABLE OF THE DUCKS AND HENS By George Lincoln Rockwell Many, many years ago, When animals could speak. A wondrous thing the ducks befell, Their tale is quite unique. Down by a pond dwelt all these ducks, Ten thousand at the least. Their duckish joys were undisturbed By any man or any beast. One day down near the entrance gate, There was an awful din. A hundred hens all out of breath Were begging to come in. Oh let us in! these poor birds cried, Before we do expire! Tis only by the merest inch That we escaped the fire! Their feathers burned, their combs a droop, They were the saddest sight. They,d run a hundred miles or more, All day and then all night. Come, come in! the ducks all quacked, For you our hearts do bleed! We'll share our happy lot with you, Just tell us what you need! And so these poor bedraggled hens Amongst the ducks moved in. For, after all, the ducks declared, We're sisters 'neath the skin. Bef

In Memory!!!
Gods Heavenly Garden Sometimes God picks the flower that is still in full bloom; Sometimes the rose bud's chosen that we feel he's picked too soon. Sometimes the flower is fading with petals floating down, But God knows the perfect time to gather flowers from the garden. There is a heavenly garden in which God takes great pleasure beacuse he has placed within it the loved ones that we treasure. He walks among the blossoms giving them eternal rest, and I know that it must please him because he chose our very best. by. Dorothea K Barwick In memory of a great man that meant the world to me, he will be missed but never forgotten. love you.

(i Will Try To) Fix You
I just happened upon this song...please listen to it and sing along, let the words sink in. Hopefully it will instill in you the desire to be a better friend, a non-judgemental listener and a shoulder to lean on, as well as give you a more positive outlook on tomorrow when life doesn't seem to going your way. When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you High up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go If you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you

True Friendship.............
true friendship............. True Friendship.. ..... True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life! Pass this on to such a friend!

Walmart
Tuesday is going to be a big day for me, I get my money finally, and I am going to go and buy a laptop, Digi SLR cammy, and a TATTOOO!!!! woot woot. Then go to class in pain. The pain is all worth it. My brother blew through his money quick, a 1600 dollar laptop for school, a 2700 dollar gaming computer, [super souped up, 2 vid cards] and he is going to get a car, [he can't drive yet]....woooot. well offf to wal mart I go, until 7pm. cya

Howdy All
Sorry been gone so long. I love all the comments and pictures. I'll be getting a faster speed for my DSL so I'll be able to have CherryTap load ALOT faster, cant wait till that happens. NOT that this runs slow, but it does take an extra min for it to load.So, I'll be back and forth on this more so I can see it faster. And when I get the speed updated more (Going to PRO on my DSL, couse all I have now is just Basic) that way I can check on this more. Also, if you see this, mail me, so I know you still have me on your list, more or less couse I'm cleaning this up soon as well, so hope to hear from you, if I dont, well, sorry to say, like I said, I'll be doing some cleaning up. Have a Great Day, Weekend, and time, :}

Big Bad Wolf
Little Red Riding Hood is skipping thru the forest road when she sees the big bad wolf crouched down behind a log. "My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf." The wolf jumps up and runs away. Further down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched behind a bush. "My, what big ears you have, Mr. Wolf." Again the wolf jumps up and runs away. About 1/4 mile down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched down behind a rock. "My, what big teeth you have, Mr. Wolf." With that the wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you knock it off? I'm trying to poop!"

Wanna Hear Bucky Covington's Opry Debut?
Here's the link to the Opry Archives. Bucky comes in about 38 minutes into the file, you can go straight to it without listening to the first half hour. He was awesome and just listening to it takes me back. Hope you enjoy it and if you have GAC channel, Bucky will be on again April 7th and that show will be televised. :) Bucky's Opry Debut Audio Join Bucky Nation-Get an AUTOGRAPHED CD!! HUGS! CJ

One More Day
Well, gang, we got one more day until Angel(my g/f) goes in to have her surgery. For those of you who don't know about it, read my other blog, "About my g/f", it will tell you whats going on. If you have not stopped by her page yet, swing in there, say HI, wish here the best of luck, fan her, rate her, add her if you like. I will let everyone know tomorrow night how everything went and how she is doing. Thank you, Wildman Here's her link: lildevil@ CherryTAP

Deer Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing hair all standing up, eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "Well, we got ready for bed.

What Cuss Words Realy Mean
THE MOM CALLES THE DAD A BASTURED AND THE DAD CALLES THE MOM A BITCH SO JOHNNY ASKED HIS MOM WHAT BITCH AND BASTURED MENT. HIS MOM SAYS THE A BITCH IS A LADY AND A BASTURED IS A GENTLEMAN. A LITTLE LATER JOHNNY HAD WENT OUT TO PLAY AND HE HEARD THE NEIGHBORS SCREAMING PUT YOUR PENIS IN MY VAGINA, SO LITTLE JOHNNY RUNS INSIDE AND ASKED HIM MOM WHAT A PENIS AND A VAGINA WAS AND SHE TOLD HIM THAT A PENIS WAS A KIND OF HAT AND A VAGINA WAS A KIND OF COAT. JOHNNY WENT UPSTAIRS TO FIND HIS DAD SHAVING AND HE CUT HIS FACE AND HE HOLLERS OH SHIT, WELL JOHNNY ASK HIS DAD WHAT SHIT MEANT, HE TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS A KIND OF SHAVEING CREAM. WELL JOHNNY WENT BACK TO THE KITCHEN WHERE HIM MOM WAS CUTTING THE TURKY AND SHE HALLER FUCK, WELL OF COURSE JOHNNY IS GOING TO ASK WHAT THAT MENT AND HIS MOTHER TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS A WAY TO CUT THE TURKY. A LITTLE LATER THE DINNER GUESTS SHOW UP AND JOHNNY LET THEM IN. JOHNNY SAID WELCOME BITHCHES AND BASTARDES. CAN I TAKE YOUR PENIS' AND VAGINAS DADS

In My Next Life....
In my next life, I want to be a Broadway star. Or at least a Broadway-worthy singer. *I* wouldn’t give up or sell out and be on the Disney Channel or be a Doodlebop, when what I really wanted was to be on Broadway. If I were hot, too, then singing more soulful songs like those on Choo-Choo Soul might be okay.** **This Train of Thought brought to you today by the Sunday morning edition of Disney Channel’s Johnny and the Sprites.

How Much Do You Support Our Troops? Well This One Can Use Your Support Right Now
OK, HARDCORE US MARINE, NEEDS YOUR HELP. HE GAINS THE LEAD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ONLY TO HAVE IT TAKEN BACK BY THE TIME THE SUN COMES UP. SO PLEASE IF YOU CARE AND SUPPORT OUR TROOPS SO MUCH, SO YOUR SUPPORT AND PUT AT LEAST 200COMMENTS PLEASE. I WILL GIVE A GIFT TO ALL THAT HELP OUT AFTER THEY HAVE PUT 200 COMMENTS DOWN. AND FOR ANYONE THAT THAT CAN PUT DOWN A 1000 COMMENTS THEY WILL HAVE A PERSONAL SALUTE MADE FOR THEM AS WELL AS A GIFT. SO PLEASE COME AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO A US MARINE. TO GET YOUR GIFT FOR HELPING OUT, PLEASE CONTACT THE ORIGINAL PERSON WHO POSTED THIS BULLITON. ADOPT A SOLDIER. THANKS LETS SHOW THIS MARINE THAT WE CARE ABOUT OUR TROOPS.

Tonight On World Rock Radio
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Update On Mom
It's been a while since I've had time to post an update on my mom, but it couldn't be helped. For those of you who care, my mom is doing much MUCH better! While she was in the hospital in Chicago, they adjusted her meds, and so far to date it's working. It's amazing to me how irratic thise disease is. About the time you think you understand it, something happens to make you confused all over again. My mom is back in the nursing home in Indiana. She's not having to be restrained right now, she's calm, copperative, and is making sense to a degree. She also knows that she can never leave the nursing home, and is adjusting very well to that fact, which in itself is surprising all of us. We were told by the staff that she is interacting more, participating in some activities, and is alot more accepting of being there. To say we are relieved is an understatement!!! Two weeks ago, we were told if she didn't get better, they wouldn't be able to keep her there because she was to

Irish For The Day....
What a St. Patty’s day. The girl came over about 5:30 and the three of us went out about 7:00. We went to Helen Fitzgerald’s here in the ‘lou’ and had some traditional Irish grub! Once we had our fill of great food and a couple brews we headed into the pub that is attached. Wow can two cuties in a pub catch some attention. We danced to a live band playing there until about 11:00 and then….. ‘went east’… for those of you NOT in ‘the lou’ going east means heading over to the strip clubs and other places of glorious decadence in east St. Louis. Once we arrived at Hollywood it was ‘ON’… She sure knows how to work a room. The poor lil’ girl was left to scramble in Her wake. It was awesome. She located a few of her favorite dancers… We tossed the cute lil’ blonde slut up on stage with one of Her favorites and stripped the girl naked. After a good number of private dances with a decent number of very attractive women… She and the girl had painted the town green. It is incredibly ho

Oh, That One Could Learn To Learn In Time!
A mark of genuine change, after the pleasure of newfound growth, may be the regret a one may feel that they didn't learn sooner. When we learn something new, we see how it could have made our life better at an earlier time. We regret being stubborn, immature, or impulsive. Now we see our mistakes in a new light and it hurts. This is one of the pains of change. Some people turn away from growth because they refuse to tolerate the pain of honest hindsight. We need to face these regrets, but not indulge in them. We take a bow to the past and move on to live in the only place we can - the present. We can acknowledge our guilt and remorse and then turn them over. We can't change the past, but we can learn from it. Healthy living means an ever lighter load of regrets. Getting stuck in guilt over past deeds only repeats our mistakes by failing to use our learning today. May I acknowledge and let go of my grief's and regrets so I can attend to life here and now. Anyone caring to join in

Doctor's Office
I went to the doctor's office because of course I was sick. My head felt like someone hit me aside the head with a frying pan, my ears were hurting and so was my throat. It hurt to swallow (back off preverts) so then I just waited for them to call me. The doctor called me in and did a check up. He rubbed the front part of my neck and asked "Does this hurt?" I twicthed and repiled "Yea" and then he "massaged" my ears, I didn't reply yes this time I jumped out of the examining bed and screamed "OWWWWWWW MUTHA FUCKAAAAA" The doctor said I have a bad case of a ear infection. I should be better in two weeks, if not that come back and see us. Two weeks? Last ear infecton I had lasted 3 weeks. O.o...something tells me it's gonna be one of those

Uncle Todds Not Aloud
HOW TO POOP AT WORK We've all been there but don't like to admit it. As much as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORKPOOP is inevitable. For those who hate pooping at work, following is the Survival Guide for taking a dump at work. CROP DUSTING: When farting, you walk briskly around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. FLY BY: This is the act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. ESCAPEE: This is a fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a poop in a stall. This is usually accompanie

Crackpot Friends Are The Best
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That's because I have al

How Much You Love Me? Show It :)
i Wanna know how hott i am :) You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift

What Is Your World View
Your World View You are a happy, well-balanced person who likes people and is liked by others. You question whether many conventional views on morality are valid under all circumstances. You are essentially a content person. Sometimes, you consider yourself a little superior. You are moral by your own standards. You believe that morality is what best suits the occasion.What Is Your World View?

A Doctors Funeral
A cardiologist died and was given an elaborate funeral. A huge heart covered in flowers stood behind the casket during the service. Following the eulogy, the heart opened, and the casket rolled inside. The heart then closed, sealing the doctor in the beautiful heart forever. At that point, one of the mourners burst into laughter. When all eyes stared at him, he said, "I'm sorry, I was just thinking of my own funeral...I'm a gynecologist." That's when the proctologist fainted

More Geek Girl Tips.
Finding the Geek Girl Girl geeks are a minority in a male dominant environment. As the ratio of guy:girl geeks are overwhelmingly in favor of guys, we're harder to find. Half the time you probably don't even realize we're here. Many use screen names that aren't obviously gender-specific (myself excluded) and girl geeks sometimes obfuscate their gender in order to be taken more seriously. We have to work harder in the tech world to prove geek-worthiness, since having breasts seems to be an automatic assumption that we stumbled onto a webmaster forum by mistake. Because earning geek status is such a challenge, we either get really good at what we do, or give it up entirely. The Approach We are more attracted to intelligence than testosterone, so don't come on like a neanderthal. Most geek girls have had to endure a lot of harassment, criticism, over-inflated egos and sexual innuendos from their male counterparts and are wary of being approached. We do not respond kindly to "Hey

Wow....
I am ok with her not showing up at church, she was at a party I get it. I went to church hung over a lil. She didn't show up. I was like ok she is probably still sleepin, I'll just go over after and get started on her car. Then I heard Jordan tell Tierney that Robbie slept over last night. I tried to just sit there and act normal, but I couldn't do it, so I just said to Justin,"I thhink I am just going to go man." He said,"I understand." I love him like a brother, I wish I could be around him more. I hate being out here alone. I guess that short few hours this morning was my airtime and I missed the meat hook again. Damn, better luck next time. I know he probably just stayed because they got their late and he was tired. I get it. So, why does it still hurt? Oh well, here is my new motto "Fuck it." I just can't do this anymore. I wish everything was back to normal for me, like it is for Jess. But I can't go back to normal because I will end up in jail. And I don't want to be that person

The Guys Guide To Geek Girls
Why the Geek Girl? So you realized that you're never going to meet Kim Basinger. Moreover, the pretty thing in your Sociology class or the leggy new secretary in the office has given you the cold shoulder three weeks in a row. You're feeling fairly dejected. You obviously haven't considered dating a geek girl. Unlike the cute things you've been chasing, geek girls learned long ago that physical attributes aren't as important as the person underneath. On the Internet, they can participate in great, anonymous cybercommunities, they can IRC, they can MUD, they can IM, and they can email; they can interact with people intimately without ever meeting them face to face. They are more attracted to intelligence than testosterone; they don't need football players - in fact, most of them find them to be a turnoff. Most importantly, they like fellow geeks - prefer them, even. With a geek girl, a geek guy has a decided advantage. They understand them; they are understood by them. This could

Geek Girls
Geek Girls ( I want to also add that I am not hot so stop messaging me telling me im too hot to be a geek! I embrace my geekiness!) So, your crush on Björk has finally died a whimpering death and you're wondering where to go from here. All the scenester ladies are either dating a series of interchangeable high-school riot boys in skater uniform and an overdose of manic panic, or permanently shacked up with some bitter old gentlman who pays all the bills. Which will it be, a masculine prison or a humiliating one night stand? Into this void of potential mates comes a woman you may not have considered before, a woman of substance, quietude and stability, a cerebral creature with a culture all her own. In short, a geek girl. * They are generally available. * Other men will tend not to steal them. * They can fix things. * Your computer will love them. * They're smart. While they are often into alternative music, geek

Fantasy. Thought U Might Enjoy This
i took this from a very good friend of mine, he has awsome fantasys You enter the room dressed as I told you to. You look hot in the little catholic schoolgirl outfit I took perverse delight in picking out for you. The short plaid skirt and knee highs, down to the saddle shoes. The button down white shirt that is tied off instead of buttoned, showing off plenty of your ample cleavage and your cute belly button. And your hair up in pigtails and the lollipop that completes the dirty fantasy. I sit in the center of the room, illuminated only by candles. I raise my finger and beckon you to come towards me. I rise from the seat as you approach. I take you chin in my hand and kiss your lips. I move your chin to the side and smell the exotic scent of your hair. "Have you been a good girl and obeyed your master today?" I ask. "Yes sir" you reply. "Good. Are you dressed exactly as I said." I ask as I lift the hem of your skirt to see that you followed my commands. I see the bl

My Most Favorite Song Ever
Been beat up and battered round Been sent up, and Ive been shot down Youre the best thing that Ive ever found Handle me with care Reputations changeable Situations tolerable Baby, youre adorable Handle me with care (chorus) Im so tired of being lonely I still have some love to give Wont you show me that you really care Everybodys got somebody to lean on Put your body next to mine, and dream on Ive been fobbed off, and Ive been fooled Ive been robbed and ridiculed In day care centers and night schools Handle me with care Been stuck in airports, terrorized Sent to meetings, hypnotized Overexposed, commercialized Hand me with care Ive been uptight and made a mess But Ill clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care

Aaliyah Quotes
"It is dark in my favorite dream. Someone is following me. I don't know why. I'm scared. Then suddenly I lift off. Far away. How do I feel? As if I am swimming in the air. Free. Weightless. Nobody can reach me. Nobody can touch me. It's a wonderful feeling." (interview in July 2001 with Germany's "Die Zeit" newspaper that eerily predicts Aaliyah's death) "I want people to remember me as a full on entertainer and a good person." -From MTV Diary: Aaliyah "It's hard to say what I want my legacy to be when I'm long gone." (Her advice for aspiring artists) "Keep working hard and you can get anything that you want. If God gave you the talent, you should go for it. But don't think it's going to be easy. It's hard!" "Everything is worth it. The hard work, the times when you're tired, the times where you're a bit sad... In the end, it's all worth it because it really makes me happy. There's nothing better than loving what you do." "Sensual is being in tune with your sensual self.

Trivia
Auditioned for a role on the television sitcom "Family Matters" (1989). Chosen as one of Teen People Magazine's "21 Hottest Stars Under 21." [1999] Aaliyah is Arabic for "highest, most exalted one" 3 tattoos: her initial and a star on her hand, a music symbol on her ankle and a dove on her lower back. Voted First Place by the readers of Black Men Magazine for "The 10 Sexiest Women of the Year." [2000] Performed with Gladys Knight at age eleven in Las Vegas. Aaliyah's self-titled long awaited third album is released. [July 17, 2001] Got her dove tattoo as a tribute to her grandmother. Graduated from the Detroit High School of the Performing Arts with a 4.0 GPA. Got her big break on the television show "Star Search" (1983). Died in a plane crash on a return trip from shooting a music video in the Bahamas. The crash, which happened in Marsh Harbour, located on Abaco Island in the Bahamas, was determined to have been caused by the plane being overloaded. [25 A

Things I Want To Say
Current Mood Crushed Betrayed which ever More Currently Listening to Baskstreet Boyz quit playin Games & Kid Rock I am who I am Tho these Past few days People have Promise they would call me Then Never do & dont show up online after they say it cuz they dont want me asking them why the hell they didnt call so Know what? dont Make a Promise that you cant Keep i am sick & Tired of People Lying to me & Going out of their ways to try & hurt me i have been trough hell & back these past few weeks because my mom has to get a heart scan because her heart is acting up I hate Guys I really do & I also Hate stupid bitches that think they know shit They Know Nothing about The past few weeks Ive had people say They like me Love me falling for me But Yet They Never prove it & Then You Go in a chat room & the same person who said they liked you compeletely lgnores You so whatever Go fiddle with Your little Girlfriend cuz I dont need this Bullshit also I had someone tell me hes falling for me B

You Love Me And You Know It ....
Stop ignoring me. You love me. I am you favorite old grump. I have all the answers, or at least I am going to let you think that I think I do. And I am sexy as hell, and you know it. And I am good in bed ... sorta I do steal covers, but I am trying to get better. So be nice and show me love me back. Night, all. GH

Safety
One of the long-term effects of living in a dysfunctional family - as children or adults - is that we don't feel safe. This is true even if not realized. Because we don't know it, does not mean it does not exist. Much of what we call codependency happens because we don't feel safe in relationships. This can cause us to control, obsess, or focus on the other person, while neglecting ourselves or shutting down our feelings. We can learn to make ourselves feel safe and comfortable, as part of a nurturing, loving attitude toward ourselves. Often, we get a feeling of safety and comfort when we admit we don't feel comfortable instead of holding it in. Being with a friend or doing something nice for ourselves helps us feel protected and loved. Sometimes, reaching out to another person helps us feel safe. We are safe now. We can relax. Perhaps others haven't been there for us in a consistent, trustworthy way, but we are learning to be there for ourselves. Today, I will concentr

What A Way To Wake Up!!!
I had slept on the couch last night so that I could properly elevate my legs to alleviate some of the pain endured from my adventures yesterday. The last thing I remember watching on tv was an old classic movie.... but, this morning I was awakened to a wonderful rendition of "I am" as sung by the Riverbend Bapsist Chorale Group of the Riverbend Baptist Church here in Austin, Texas. It was lively, happening and inspiring for a grand day. I jumped out of bed (well, off of the couch as it were this morning) and got things stirring about this morning and ready to charge forth for the day while having watched the Riverbend Baptist Church broacast, and Joel Osteen's Lakewood Church of Houston, Texas, on television. Being that it is almost 8am, I am heading to change the channel to ready it for my ritual of watching CBS Sunday Morning. May you also be so blessed this Sunday!!

Inner Conflict....
Tyger, Tyger, burning bright, In the forests of the night; What immortal hand or eye, Could frame thy fearful symmetry? Did He who made the Lamb make thee? --William Blake Is there a lamb and a tiger inside us? Is there any commandment, written on the sky or a stone tablet, denying us our perfect right to be both tiger and lamb? The tiger, beast made of fire and night, shows its teeth when it blazes with love; the lamb, orphan wrapped in soft blanket of cloud, weeps to receive that same love. So we give and take, are strong and weak, guilty and innocent, wrong and right. So we are balanced, even when we seem to be in conflict. When we learn to accept all the things we can be, we will be able to love all the ways the world outside us can be. What conflict is helping me grow today?

You Have This Day
You have this day, this moment. No one has any more or any less. Thinking that you are too old, or too young, or too much this, or too little that, is merely a deception you impose upon yourself. Focus instead on what you can do right now. This is a moment to take your most highly cherished values and put them into action. This is the day to give life to your dreams. Right now you have the opportunity to do something with this day. Right now you are in a position to express the beautiful, unique person you are. No matter what the circumstances may be, the conditions are always right for making a positive contribution in your own special way. Whatever may have happened before, this moment right now is when you can make a difference. Consider how truly fortunate you are to be here in this moment. Then get going and make something great out of that good fortune. -- Ralph Marston

Ty For It Who Am
The way you treat me goes beyond my dreams. Life is turning into a fairie tale or so it would seem. I fear one day I will blink my eyes and you'll be gone. And once again my heart will sing that sad love song. To never close my eyes I guess that is what I must do. That way I'll never lose sight of the beauty I've come to know as you. My heart in my hands as my arms begin to shake. Wondering about the descision You alone will make. To accept it would bring tears of joy to my eyes. Then my only wish then. would be that you never say goodbye

Answers
Why am I such a bad person? I figure I must be some real piece of shit for women to treat me the way they do. All I’ve ever done is be polite, kind, RESPECTFUL….and to what end? I give my heart to someone, truly feel a deep affection for them, and what does it get me? Not even the courtesy to say “Hey, I know we had a thing for a little while but now I’m interested in someone else”. Not even a word at all. Instead I’m left to find it out for myself and get met with only silence when I ask about it. So someone please explain to me why I’m such an asshole that I deserve for this to keep happening to me.

Better Not Touch!
Good Morning all you hungover pplz! I spent yesterday watching house and cleaning the kids rooms. I need to grocery shop. Its so boring. Everyones run away for the weekend. I am so unloved :( Imma go cry in my Stewarts Birch Beer :( EDITED TO ADD Cant embed you tube no more?? WTF

A Little Male And Female Bashing...
A Little Female Bashing Q: How many men does it take to open a beer? A; None. It should be opened by the time she brings it. Q: Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up women? A: Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will never be able to support you. Q: Why do women have smaller feet then men? A: So they can stand closer to the kitchen sink. Q: How do you fix a women's watch? A: You don't. There's a clock on the oven. Q: Why do men pass more gas than women do? A: Because women don't shut up long enough to build up pressure. Q: If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, which do you let in first? A: The dog of course. At least he'll shut up after you let him in. Q: What's worse than a male chauvinistic pig? A: A women who won't do what she's told. Q: What do you call a woman with two brain cells? A: Pregnant. Q: What do you call a woman who has lost 95% of her intelligence? A:

Light And Dark Entwined
das Wirksame und das Unwirksame, die Fülle und die Leere, das Lebendige und das Tote, das Verschiedene und das Gleiche, das Helle und das Dunkle, das Heiße und das Kalte, Die Kraft und der Stoff, die Zeit und der Raum, das Gute und das Böse, das Schöne und das Häßliche, das Eine und das Viele... I am torn apart...

What's Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Scarybirds Are Go
Well at last the Scarybirds site is up and running,well the community bit is anyway. Managed to sort out a few things with Caleb so the things that were there before the upgrade have now disappeared so I have a list of them for him to put back, but there are only a few minor tweaks to be done and I have sorted out the profile info or near enough. There are only blogs and forums that are active just now, but will be adding more stuff in the next two weeks or so. Would like to thank the people who I have invited who have joined so far. Anyway it only took me around two years to find proper help for it and it wasnt for want of trying, kept on meeting people who said they would do stuff and then ran away, kept on meeting people who said they knew how to do stuff but didnt, it was a bit of a shit experience, anyway I am sorted now Caleb knows what he is doing, is committed to the project and has done an excellent job so far. so I shall be recommending him to all and sundry when

Where Are All The Americans?
A Somali arrives in Minneapolisas a new immigrant to the United States.He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me housing, foodstamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby. "Thank you for havingsuch a beautiful country here in America!" The person says, "I not American, I Vie tnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops,shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East, I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?"She says, "No, I am from Africa!" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The African lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work."

Some Imporant Information Ya'll Should Know
Well, I thought I should tell you that yes I was preg. key word being WAS. I fell and had a miscarriage. Caught my foot on the edge of the door frame and landed on my stomache and lost it the next day. Everything happens for a reason and I guess it wasn't meant to be. If I seem upset or cold you know why and please bear with me in my time. Thank you! Steph

Then Virgin...lmao
A guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said, "How bad is it doc? I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancee is still a virgin -- in every way." The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willie in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay by next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint and taped it all together ... an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She said, "You're the first; no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies.. "Look at this, .. still in the CRATE"

Argue With A Woman?????
One morning, a husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, his wife decides to take their boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and takes out her book. Along comes a game warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies (thinking, "Isn't it obvious?!"). "You're in a restricted fishing area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, Officer, but I'm not fishing, I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman."But I! haven't touched you," says the game warden."That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know, you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day, ma'am," he said.and quickly left. MORAL OF STORY: NEVER ARGUE WITH A WOMAN WHO RE

Peace Movement, War.
Recently, I have viewed many candle lighting ceremonies being performed. I did not participate in these ceremonious affairs largely due to the fact that I refuse to light a candle for peace. This is why. Lighting a candle for peace is showing your support for an Anti-War Movement. I do not support the anti-war movement, I support war. I support going to other countries to kill the enemy, and I support our nation doing what they need to do to keep us safe here within our home front. Does this entail murdering and maiming people? Yes it does, does this entail innocent people getting caught in the crossfire? Yes it does. I know my stance is harsh, but it’s called reality. We can not live as a peaceful nation without war, hence why any Anti-War Movement is just ridiculous in my eyes. Do I not admire the fantasy of world peace? I do, but guess what? It's never going to happen. I still to this day support the war, the troops and I still agree with going into Iraq. The popular thing to do

Yes This Is Me Take It Or Leave It
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM80%Sex God70%A Romantic65%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

St Paddy's Day Apology
Good Morning my friends... I just want to take this opportunity to apologize for anything I did last night... it was the Jose Cuervo talking not me... Jose is a bad bad man and he lies.... I am gonna go lay down now. Hangover Kisses to you! Jillie

A...b...c's Of The Traveling Servants
The traveling servants are a special breed, There is no age limit to spread the seed. You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there, Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere. The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish, Hearts and minds will be nourished. Take the time to spread the seeds, Taking care of another's needs. They plant seeds Abroad, Following the words of God. The plant seeds that are Bountiful, It makes the mind so peaceful. They plant seeds with Compassion, Making a trend with a new fashion. They plant seeds with Diligence, And tackle any encumbrance. They plant seeds of Enlightenment, According to God's assignment. They plant seeds of Faithfulness, Knowing the love and blessedness. They plant seeds of Guidance, The love they want to enhance. They plant seeds of Hope, With all struggles, they will cope. They plant seeds with Integrity, Looking forward to eternity. They plant seeds with Joy, For all mankind to enjoy.

Morphed Pics Shit Me!
No real gripe except they shit me LOL.. kill me if I ever do one. LOL I'd rather see a person's face as it is, not morphing into some powerful animal or fairy. Like I said, if I do one, pummel me with a large ham hock and call me Susan..

Le Doux Poison
Hell is where the heart is, so why don't we cut it out and leave it bleeding on the table... After being a nihilst of weakness for a long time, seeing no sense in anything at all, I've today become a nihilist of strength as Nietzsche would have called it. I set my own rules and doubt them again as long as I can find a stable core, maybe with a spiritual direction. I got interested in magical practices and I developed them to work good for me... I love many spiritual, magical and philosophical publications though I know everyone has its weak points as well. But like in a good dinner you take a little bit of this and a little bit of that and make your own creation of a meal. Et voilà, a new world view is created, absorbed by your mind. I'd prefer natural selection to genocide but in a world artificial as this one, where the dumb and the weak are taken along, we cannot hope for it, I am afraid. Suicide is an option, for it is me to decide about my life and nobody else. But

The Female Body
Her neck is like the neck of the roe which drins out of the fountain of Kanawab. Her breasts are like polished marble tablets, as whips bring them to Sida, Thereon like apples of the pomegranates two glittering piles of jewels. Her arms are drawn swards,peeled cucumbers-oh that I had much ! And incomparably beautiful her hands in the rose-red of the Hinna-leaf; Her smooth, fine fingers are like the writing read not yet cut; The glance of her nails like Dura-seeds which have lain overnight in milk; Her body is a mass of cotton-wool which has been shaken into down, And her legs marble pillars in the sacred house of the Omayads. Please read and comment up on this poetry

How Slutty Are You Quiz
I did this quiz on how slutty i am. clicked to do the male version of the quiz and this was my results Congratulations your a SUPER SLUT! You get around! and Around! and Around! When you wake up in the morning, your not likely to be in your own bed! Oh what is that I see is that bush burn on your face! Your Motto: "Have I done you yet?" Your Sign: "Your All Whores!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube! And at your rate I am sure you can get volume discounts! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Men" is available here***starXtest v2.0***I'd say they're about spot on with their analysis of me. lol....YeY for being a whore :D

My Sin
The fields of passions are burning, and lying there within. Your naked body writhing, and I see my greatest sin. It is not the lust I'm feeling, churning there in my soul. Nor the burning need for you, that smolders like a coal. It isn't the kiss I gave you, nor the touch of your caress. It was not my finger inside you, nor my lips upon your breast. It was not as you rode upon me, filling your own desire. Nor the way I thrust behind you, fanning hard those fires. It was not the wet upon you, nor the taste of you I crave. It was not the way I licked you, nor ministrations that you gave. It was not way that I held you, nor the crack now on the wall. It was not in how high I took you, nor the way you make me call. It was not your wrists held fast in mine, nor even that I was to rough. My sin my dear, my lover, my friend. Is I never will have you enough. §ir Devl

C. O. N. S. C. I. E. N. C. E.
Concepts from a Higher Realm giving Instructions for the Sake of Truth; Occupying the Familiar Forevermore; Encouraging Righteous Servitude. Needing Obedience, Beholding to the Love Eternally; Sensing the Energy of Righteous Values Amid the Negative Tugs of Satan. Caring, Out of Understanding, Respecting All, Giving of yourself to Everyone, It Needs no Thought, Even Goodness Restores Inner Trust in You. Evil Lurks About Trying to Impede Obstacles of Negativity. Noticing Opposition, Trusting And Believing Love is Everlasting. Can Express the Real Truth Always Inside, Never Taken from You. Enduring Time Ending Respectfully Now Imparts with Total Yearning. (If you use the first letter in each sentence it spells conscience.) (If you take the capitol letters in each sentence they spell out: Christ offers noble servants courage, integrity, elation, notable certainty, eternity.)

Sex Survey!!!
Just copy & paste survey into the comments box, remove my answers & input your own... Have fun!!!! 1, Do you like it rough or sensual? Sensual... 2. Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite... 3, How often do you like to have sex? As often as possible... 4, Is sex a top priority for you? No not really but it helps... 5, Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes its such a wonderful feeling to see in your partners face if he is enjoying it... 6, How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? Only done that once when i was like 18, not done it since... 7, How do you feel about one night stands? They can be fun, but i would'nt say i liked them much... 8, How many one night stands have you had? Two... 9, What's your favourite position? On top i have to take the lead... 10, Where's your favourite place to have sex? Somewhere outdoors out in the open... 11, Do you prefer to m

He Said She Said (games)
HE SAID: I LOVE YOU SHE SAID: I LOVE YOU TOO HE SAID: LOVE ME FOREVER SHE SAID: I WILL HE SAID: WILL YOU MARRY ME? SHE SAID: YES HE SAID: WILL YOU HAVE AS MANY CHILDREN AS IT TAKES TO MAKE A BASEBALL TEAM WITH ME? SHE SAID: YES AND MORE IF YOU WANT THEM. 3 MONTHS LATER HE SAID: I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED. SHE SAID: WHY, WAS IT SOMETHING I DID? HE SAID: I DONT WANT TO HAVE ANY CHILDREN WITH YOU. SHE SAID: BUT YOU PROMISED. HE SAID: I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE. AS SHE LOOKED DOWN IN HER HAND AT THE GREEN AND WHITE PILLS, SHE SAID: I LOVE YOU FOREVER. THIS WILL ENSURE THAT I NEVER LOVE ANOTHER MAN THE WAY I LOVE YOU. HER EULOGY SAID: I LOVED HIM FOREVER BUT HE DIDNT LOVE ME BACK FOREVER. NOW HE WILL KNOW WHAT FOREVER MEANT TO ME. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU PLAY GAMES WITH NOT ONLY THE HEAD BUT THE HEART.

Engaged To Amber
March 16th I got up the courage on Friday to propose to my girlfriend Amber, I asked her if she would make me the happiest guy in the world by becoming my wife, she said yes! She is everything I have ever dreamed of, and I hope we spend the rest of our lives together. Amber

I'm Bald Baby:d
well, just in case anyone out there in ct land is curious i'm letting u all know that i did go thru with it & am now bald... i had my head shaved yesterday for the Leukaemia Foundation World's Greatest Shave... so far i've managed to raise just under $400 but am still waiting on a few more donations to come in... my neighbour had the honours of doing my hair... it took her 5mins to cut thru the plait i put my hair in then another hour to finally get all the hair off my head... i'm so happy with the result & have to admit i can't stop rubbing wat little hair i have left on my head LOL... anyways luv to u all & hope to catch up with u soon muahhhhhhh

Day 7
Well its nearly 11am and this is my 7th day without a fag, I had a sudden urge to have one before but I fought it, but that was the first time since Friday night I had one of them, so I am just glad for the patches as I think I would have given in by now, at least if they can get me through the craving stage then I will be okay

What's Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.What's Your Theme Song?

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
You Are 94% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Written Before I Got Online In Germany
Sitting here pondering just a little bit.. kind of thinking about blogging but so many thoughts are going through my head. wouldnt know where to begin! I keep asking myself questions, that I can not come up with the answers to, and me myself knows that I am one that likes to have things analyzed and not left hanging. I guess one of the questions I keep asking myself is how can one man be so perfect? ----guess there is not really an answer to this one. All I keep coming up with is someone who makes my heart leap everytime I see him must be perfect to me. Next question would I keep asking is how did he possibly tear down the walls that I had built so tall? ----guess my answer to that one would be someone that keeps going after they want are eventually going to get what they want. In other words dont give up, everything is within reach, it may just take a little more time then desired. Next question would be could life be anymore beautiful? ----all I keep answering myself on that

Thinking
Thinking about the other day Thinking about another way Thinking of all the things we say Thinking how the time does stray Thinking of you relieves the sorrow Thinking about a long tomorrow Thinking of those who like to borrow Thinking of friendships, oh so hollow Thinking as I lay with you here Thinking of easing all your fear Thinking of the last time I saw you tear Thinking how I wish for another year Thinking as I hear our song Thinking how it's been so long Thinking how they were wrong Thinking of us, oh so strong Thinking of what we might do today Thinking about what we did yesterday Thinking of your beauty as you obey Thinking how everything will be okay Thinking of something Thinking of nothing Thinking of why are we all really here Thinking of.......thank God the morning does appear

Is There Really Life Out There?
Lately I have been so depressed. I haven't been talking to anyone. I have secluded myself to a couch in a livingroom. I feel so alone. I just wish I wasn't. I am sorry to all my friends that have experienced my alienation. Sometimes I feel worthless and discarded. So I crawl into a fetal position and wish it all away until I realize it's not going to go away until you make it go away. I am drowning myself in alcohol right now. Thank God I don't have a vehicle. I am just to down and out right now, I would be the dumb mother fucker to get behind a wheel with the balls of titanium. I am alone. I left him in the end of January and I don't have anyone now. I don't know how to make friends unless they are online and half the people I used to talk to on a regulat basis don't talk much anymore. I always was told to not trust anyone. Everyone has a hidden agenda and you should keep your guard up at all times. Is this true? Should I pass out at this computer waiting for someone to talk to me

Poem 5
My love, Are you still mine? 'Cause there are many... Fantasy thoughts going through my head, As all I do is think of you... As I've hungered, For your loving burning touch, As I need your love so badly, Now till the end of time, I am waiting for you with open arms To embrace you with wings of love, To hold you deep within my soul, To kiss you without control. Just being near you, And be able to behold your touch, Takes me to another dimension, But, time just moving so slowly, To feel the heat of your passions. I do want you to know... I will always love you, That you are all I have ever long for, And crave, and yearn... That you are the man of my dreams, The one I have searched all my life, That every day, more and more, I'm falling deeply in love with you!

Teen People Catches Up With Alexz To Talk About The Return Of Is And What's Next For Her
Alexz Johnson may play an American Idol-like singer on television, but in real life the singer-actress has different musical aspirations. "My influences are (artists like) Kate Bush and Peter Gabriel – just very creative pop," the 20-year-old says while visiting New York City to promote the third season Instant Star, which debuts on the N on Friday [FEB. 16] (8:30 p.m. ET). While Johnson says she loves playing rock star Jude Harrison on the show – especially since she gets to collaborate on writing the songs her character sings – she's even more excited about launching her own musical career. Johnson expects to release her debut disc by the year's end. First, though, she sat down to discuss all the American Idol comparisons, what fuels her own songwriting process and, of course, what to expect on this season of Instant Star. TeenPeople.com: You're able to both sing and act in your career – have you always been interested in both? Alexz Johnson: I've loved music since I was two-yea

A Brand New Day
Rest your head and close your eyes Everything will be okay For when you wake with the sweet sunrise It will be a brand new day Turn down the lights and pull me close Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay For when you wake with the soft morning breeze It will be a brand new day Relax your body and caress my soft hair Let all of life's worries melt away For when you wake with the warm summer scent It will be a brand new day Fall fast asleep and dream with me Whisper "I love you, I'm here to stay" For when we wake in each other's arms It will be a brand new day

A Better Tomorrow
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You've opened a window You've shown me the light And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

Light A Candle For This Angel!! Please Repost!!!
Girl endured 'torture' 4-year-old's mother located; medical inquiry in abuse case to continue Jody Lawrence-turner And Amy Cannata Staff writers March 14, 2007 ..Code for Big Ads------------------->..End Code for Big Ads-------------------> Summer Lytle was killed by "homicidal violence," Spokane County's medical examiner said Tuesday. Dr. Sally Aiken said she will continue to examine the body of the 4-year-old girl to pinpoint the exact cause of her death Saturday. In other developments Tuesday: •Summer's mother was finally located, so she can be informed of her daughter's death. The woman's identity has not been released, but police said she lives in Poulsbo, in Western Washington. •The Washington Department of Social and Health Services released a statement saying that despite the agency's previous contact with Summer's father and stepmother, abuse was not apparent to workers. ..> ..>..>..> "What is very unfortunate about this case is that we did not rece

Angel~baby
Well...Most of you already know this girl (Her name on here is Angel~Baby) but i'm doing this Anyways......Because 1: I Can...And 2:..Ummm..Because i want to! =D.. Anyways I talked to her tonight and she is SOO awesome! :)...I couldnt get her profile link to work so here is her Salute Pic!..PLZ drop by and rate it!!..It would be muchly appreciated..And while your at it drop her a fan and a add...Most of my friends know i dont do this kind of thing for no reason..SO ITS IMPORTANT TO ME...lol.. Thanks x0x0x -Ash

What The Flag Draped Coffin Means
What the Flag Draped Coffin Means Understand what the flag draped coffin really means. Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many survivors. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we learn something new every day! The 1st fold of the flag is a symbol of life. The 2nd fold is a symbol of the belief in eternal life. The 3rd fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing the ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of the country to attain peace throughout the world. The 4th fold represents the weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting in God, it is to Him we turn in times of peace as well as in

Facts Of Life
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't know even exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13. Always remember compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks

Poem 4
I OPEN UP MY HEART TO YOU AND TELL YOU HOW I FEEL I HOPE YOU KNOW IT IS TRUE B/C WHAT I FEEL IS REAL YOU LISTEN TO ME WITH HEARTS WIDE OPEN AS I LET MY WORDS BECOME FREE IKNOW MY PROMISE TO YOU WILL NEVER BE BROKEN B/C YOU AND I WAS MEANT TO BE WE SIT AND DISCUSS WHAT WILL BECOME OF US EVEN IF WE ARE DIFFERENT BEINGS BUT WE ARE IN NO BIG RUSH FOR OUR FUTURE ONE OF US ARE SEEING EVEN IF THINGS DONT WORK OUT AND WE DEPART YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN DEEP IN MY HEART.

Poem 3
STARING ACROSS THE HORIZON I THANK OF YOU HOPING TO TOUCH YOUR HAND PONDERING OVER THE THINGS WE CAN DO IF ONLY TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AS YOU WISPER THE WORDS I WISH TO HEAR THE SCENE AROUND US SETS A BEATIFUL TONE EVERYTIME YOU ARE NEAR I FEEL FULL OF CHEER AS LONG AS U R THANKING OF ME I'LL NEVER BE ALONG BUT THIS IS ONLY A DREAM WAITING TO COME TRUE ONE COULD WISH FOR A PERSON LIKE YOU YOUR SMILE COULD DRY UP THE WETTEST DEW YOUR ADVICE ANSWERS MY EVERY CLUE BUT I WILL WAIT UNTIL THE TIME THE TIME I WILL KNOW THAT YOU ARE MINE.

One Day At A Time
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone forever. The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and its poor performance; Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be born.

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Poem 2
IF HEARTS HAD TONGUES AND WORDS TO SPEAK MINE WOULD TALK OF NOTHING BUT YOU IT WOULD EXPLAIN HOW YOU ARE SO MILD AND MEEK AND OF ALL THE TASK FOR YOU I'D DO IF ONLY I COULD FIND THE WORDS TO EXPLAIN THEN I WOULD TELL YOU OF EVERYTHING INSIDE BUT I DONT SO I WANT SO I HAVE TO ABSTAIN THAT IS THE REASON FOR ALL OF THE FEELING I HIDE NOW WHY DONT I TELL YOU, O GIRL OF MY DREAMS I GUESS MY HEARTS TONGUE IS ALL TIED UP AND ALTHOUGH NOT CARING IS WHAT IT SEEMS I'M INTOXICATED FROM DRINKING FROM YOUR LOVING CUP SO WHAT IT IS THAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW I'M A GENTLE MAN WHICH FINDS IT HARD FOR HIS FEELINGS TO SHOW.

Please Add My Sis & My Mom To Your Friends List
hey EveryOne Would You All Do Me A Huge Favor And Add My Sis & My Mom To Your Friends List and Rate And Comment Their Profile Pics And CherryStash Please And They Will Return The Love Back To You All Here Below Are The Links To their CherryTap Profiles My Sister Sabby`s Profile ~*RobbiezGurl*~@ CherryTAP My Mom Linda`s Profile HarmlessLinda@ CherryTAP

Poem 1
Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible.

Conversation With God
Of blessings You've given me, Lord, I thank You each day as I kneel and adore. Such pain as there is in this earthly life; Heartaches, sorrow and , O Lord, the strife. These blur my vision of Your kingdom above And make me doubt that I've ever known love. It's hard to imagine the plan of Your Hands When life has me trapped by its many demands. I worry and fret, I'm plagued by concern To the point I don't know which way to turn. What is the reason, why am I here? What am I to be, for those I hold dear? Will the pain go away if I just understand? Speak to me, Lord! I'll do all I can. Guide me when I lose Your way, Guard my tongue in all I say; Speak to me, Lord! I need much more So I don't lose Your way, I humbly implore. And while I'm so bold, each one of the needs Of family and friends, grant them, Lord, please!

Oh No!! Not Again!!
Ok. So like I took Amber to Pikes Peak. Shes never been there. Well needless to say, we had a little to much fun!! As usual. Also, not spending time with a friend ended up turning to shit but oh well, its not my loss :) If your reading this, you know who you are!! Anyway. Hope you all like my new pics!! Take care and have lots of fun!!

Week Four Or So
We finally started using weapons and armor in fencing class this week. It was quite the transition. I became unusually skillfull with the gloves Coach had us working with. That is, you held a glove within your hand and tried to hit somebody with it. As hard as you could, to get bragging rights. That wasn't the drill, but it's what ended up happening. Whenever my opponent turned their back on me, I gave them the famous towel snap. You probably know what that is. When my instructor saw me do it though, it wasn't quite so impressive. "Ryan, what was that??" "It was warrior instinct, Coach." "The next time 'Warrior instinct' takes over, make sure you're holding your weapon like a sabre instead of a club." "Yes, Coach." We got our armor issued to us this week. I am the proud bearer of a school fencing jacket that is much too tight and squeezes my nuts, but Sports Chalet doesn't sell fencing jackets so I will have to bear with it for now. Sometimes I think I can hear the

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's another chance to say our "An

Kids Write About The Sea
KIDS WRITE ABOUT THE SEA 1)This is a picture of an octopus.It has eight testicles.(Kelly age 6) 2)Oysters'balls are called pearls.(James age 6) 3)If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island.If you don't have sea all round you,you are incontinent.(Wayne age 7) 4)Sharks are ugly and mean,and have big teeth,just like Emily Richardson.She's not my friend no more.Kylie age 6) 5)A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head.(Billy age 8) 6)My uncle goes out in his boat with pots,and comes back with crabs.(Millie age 6) 7)When ships had sails,they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes,when the wind didn't blow,the sailors would whistle to make the wind come.My brother said they would have been better off eating beans.(William age 7) 8)I like mermaids.They are beautiful,and I like their shiny tails.And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like,really? (Helen age 6) 9) I'm not going to write about the sea My baby bro

De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas
De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas Welcome! To the elder ruins again The wind whispers beside the deep forest Darkness will show us the way The sky has darkened thirteen as We are collected woeful around a book Made of human flesh Heic Noenum Pax Here is no peace De Grandae Vus Antiquus Mulum Tristis Arcanas Mysteria Scriptum The books blood written pages open Invoco Crentus Domini De Daemonium We follow with our white eyes The ceremonial proceeding Rex Sacriticulus Mortifer In the circle of stone coffins We are standing with our black robes on Holding the bowl with unholy water Heic Noenum Pax Bring us the goat Psychomantum Et Precr Exito Annos Major Ferus Netandus Sacerdos Magus Mortem Animalium rest in peace.. euronymous.. die in hand of varg vikernes..

The Second 10 Commandments
THE SECOND 10 COMMANDMENTS Thou shall not worry, for worry is the most unproductive of all human activities. Thou shall not be fearful, for most of the things we fear never come to pass. Thou shall not cross bridges before you come to them, for no one yet has succeeded in accomplishing this. Thou shall face each problem as it comes--you can only handle one at a time anyway. Thou shall not take problems to bed with you, for they make very poor bedfellows. Thou shall not borrow other people's problems. They can better care for them than you can. Thou shall not try to relive yesterday for good or ill, it is forever gone. Concentrate on what is happening in your life and be happy now! Thou shall be a good listener, for only when you listen do you hear different ideas from your own. It is hard to learn something new when you are talking, and some people do know more than you do. Thou shall not become "bogged down" by frustration, for 90 percent of it is root

In My Heart
In My Heart There is a secret place, where no one ever goes. It is hidden and protected, kept safe and quite secure. There is only room for one here though the space is rather large. The space reserved for one here, the place within my heart. You entered there some time ago, I wanted you to know. The secret place within my heart, is yours and yours alone.

Existence
I have come across this question more than once, and have pondered this many times before, what it is that makes us, well... us. We all have reason for life, we are here for reason, not just "A Reason" But some of you may be asking, for what? what exactly is a reason of life? I believe "Existence" is the word of reason for life in general terms, but do you agree with it? you don't have to, because we all don't share the same reasoning of life, but we all can relate to it. Some believe in different gods, while others believe in a higher power greater than themselves and this is OK, but is this "A Reason" or just another reason? I believe we exist for a greater cause, and without reason to hide existence with. We create reason, but we don't need reason to do something good for someone else do we? so why should we put a reason on life itself? Why cant we just accept reason for what it is and not what its worth? Anyone can put a price on reason, but you cant put a price on existence itself

Only If You Give A Shit...
Im drunk as the Irish could ever dream. Its 4am central time. St. Paddy's is over and all I can think about is: years ago my dad died at the ripe old age of 50. That was 1999. Growing up all he wanted me to experience in my life musically was Willie Nelson before he died. Skipping time, I have seen Willie numerous times and will continue to do so until I/he dies. I pray that Willie who was old when my dad was young, will continue to be immaculately old when I have kids and continue playing so they will have the golden chance to see him perform live. I encourage every person living to go out of their way to see Willie Nelson perform. He can play the guitar like no other and beyond that his set is non stop, in your face, with no breaks, awesome. Name the biggest band you ever wanted to see and compare their set to Willie Nelson. He plays a longer more productive set with no breaks, and hes 2 maybe 3 times the age of all other bands. But he can play his old gut string guitar like you woul

Odd
a girl in michigan who i rarely even talk to has been obsessed with me since she first talked to me and i dont know why. we never say much of anything yet she's infatuated with me and wants to have my babies. anyways, today her bf was over and earlier he had asked her if they could have sex tonight and she told him tonight when he came over that if he only wanted sex she didn't want to be with them, and so they broke up. first she was asking me if she should have sex with him or not, then i said she ought do what she wants but not something she'll regret. so she broke up with him. then not long after she sent me a messege on myspace asking if i'd be her online bf until she meets me in person. ofcourse i said no as politely as possible and such. it's not the first time she has pretty much begged me to love her. one time she literally begged me to love her or to at least pretend that i did.. she seems to think that nothing could ever go wrong if i was with her and blah blah blah, but

"in Your Eyes"
"In Your Eyes" PETER GABRIEL love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I rea

To Blog To Blog
well just a quick hoi hoi to say hello to you all...... just putting little ones to bed and going myself too.. goodnight to my special guy(you know who u r) and want to say thanks to u all who sent me some get well wishes for my surgery and recovery.... big hugs and kisses to you all..xxxxooooo thank you also to someone special for all your spongebaths, well i should say showers... hehehehehe and for scrubbing my back....hehehehehe could keep going about what else we got up to but would be told by a certain woman to go get a room....which i plan on doing as soon as im better... any how thats all for now.. goodnight and big hugs and kisses...

"what's Changed"
"What's Changed" Craig David Hey, baby Oh tell me, babe Why do you wanna play these games with me? Thought you always wanted to be with me Verse 1 Well at first girl, I wanted to But things have changed between me and you That's why I don't know what I'm gonna do Lately, you say I been acting kinda strangely Like I don't love you no more You say "call me" (call me call me call me) But I just can't explain It's all so crazy Between me and you, baby oooooooh And even though at first you meant the world to me (world to me) The time has come to spread my wings and be set free (be set free) So I can figure out a place where I belong (I belong) To find my way home now love is gone (girl, now that love is gone) Now baby singing... Why don't you call me no more? It was every night you were calling me before Given half a chance, you'd be knocking at my door So, tell me what's changed Baby, tell me what's changed Why don't you give me some time Tell me,

I Don't Belong Lyrics
Kevin Max - I Don't Belong Lyrics And so we broke, and so you decided It was you, it's always you Even though we were friends I felt uninvited The fraternity of fools And I'm drowning slowly (going down) And I'm fading like ink that's a hundred years old I don't belong, say I'm wrong Told you that you should have known me better I don't belong, this is my song, this is my song You made me a prince you made me a pauper Then you turned and closed the gate Even though I messed up there wasn't an offer, love No mercy, oh no grace And I see right through you (see right through you) You wanna be just like me don't you I don't belong, say I'm wrong, say I'm wrong I don't belong, this is my song Told you that you should have known me better (stupid things I've said and done) Oh don't you walk away (battles that I've lost and won) Shame, shame, shame on me (what I used to think was wrong) I'm for the underdog, I like the one that don't belong I don't

Brand'in Piggies!
Ok so some of you will have seen my piggie branding, for those of you who haven't, here's the pic! funny shit hey? Well apparently some of the people being branded don't think so. Apparently the whole point to it has been lost on them! Now lets look at this whole issue. Firstly, its not like I chase down grossly obese people on cherry tap in order to harrass them. I have far better things to do with my time, and I figure if they're happily content to sit in their corner of the web, then I'll leave them be. So point one (1) everyone I've branded I found via a cherry blast. Now I'm not saying if you're fat you shouldn't advertise your profile, on no. If you want friends and the like, go right ahead, I won't brand anyone for simply putting up a cherry blast. No they have to be special in order to get branded a piggie. Which brings me to point two (2) everyone I branded is in the delusion they're sexy and hot and gods gift to men. So in conclusion, if you cherry blast wi

The Dance
Romantic words and thoughts keep the soul alive. I saw you there your flaming hair shining in the light. I wondered how but made a vow I'd dance with you that night. The atmosphere as I grew near electrified the air. Your twinkling eyes could hypnotize. You shook your silk-like hair. My mouth was dry as I said hi and felt my heart go wild. You looked at me with sympathy then took my hand and smiled. I held you tight I thought I might awaken from my dream. For nothing real could look or feel as perfect as you seem. Floating around the music's sound was sweet upon my ear. Gliding along, riding the song one thing was surely clear. You owned my heart. We could not part. You had to become mine. My head was light. Our love was right. Your kiss was sweet like wine. You had that look I'm glad we took what some might call a chance. My love I owe my life I know to a slow, romantic dance.

Come And Collapse
When in passion's warmest, wettest places, each more stimulating and arousing than the previous one, as our faces flush and I glide in and out while rousing, stirring, the depths of your soul, exploring, you looking down into these eyes so filled with adoration and lustful longing, me gazing up at your face, my heart stilled, Oh, such sweet ecstasy! Oh, such sweet bliss. The moist pinkness of your luscious lips formed as if wanting, just as I, that kiss, that kiss which tastes wondrous as quenching sips of champagne. Both gasping, moaning, sighing. Your rotating gyrations while grinding that most sensitive "spot," as I'm lying, staring in amazed wonder, our binding complete, waiting for that ultimate end, I reach up to caress and fondle breasts so magnificent and supple, they send electric shocks through me. Passion which tests boundaries of exquisite joy and love. Then, Oh, then... as splendid spasms, sublime, explode, filling you with heat.

Heartstrings Are Played Upon
Heartstrings Are Played Upon by Hope It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Not Just A Symbol
THE YOUNG MAN CAME FORWARD, HIS FACE DRAWN AND SAD AND HE HELD OUT HIS HAND, DISPLAYING HIS BADGE. THE OLD CHIEF ROCKED SLOWLY AND PUT HIS HAND IN HIS LAP AND SHOOK HIS HEAD GENTLY, AND SAID "WHAT IS THIS CRAP?" THE YOUNG COP SNIFFED, AND FROM HIS EYES HE WIPED A TEAR, "I'VE GIVEN YOU MY BEST FOR ALMOST ONE YEAR. BUT I MAKE NO DIFFERENCE, AS I ONCE THOUGHT I COULD, THERE IS FAR MORE EVIL OUT THERE, THAN IS GOOD." THE OLD CHIEF STARED UP INTO THE YOUNG ROOKIES EYES AND TRIED TO RECALL SOMETHING CLEVER AND WISE "TELL ME," HE SAID, TO THE ONCE EAGER YOUNG COP "HOW MANY DUI'S HAVE YOU POPPED?" "FORTY TWO" THE ROOKIE SAID WITH GREAT PRIDE. "AND HAD YOU NOT, HOW MANY MORE WOULD HAVE DIED? IT IS NOT HOW MANY ARRESTS, NOW IS IT??? IT IS HOW MANY LESS ACCIDENT SCENES YOU MUST VISIT??" THE KID HUNG HIS HEAD, AND FLEXED HIS STRONG HANDS, "BUT SIR, HE SAID, SOFTLY, "YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND.WE'RE GREATLY OUTNUMBERED, THE DRUGS ARE AT THE WORST, THE SCHOOLS ARE LIKE HELL AND THE STR

Ok
so i did my usual pointess blogs..the OMG im soo upset..or "tears".. So time for a little bit of actual writing. I'm having a terrible night!..TERRIBLE!...Theres TO much shit for me to deal with right now..And its a KICK IN THE FACE!...VERY overbearing... Ever feel like you are always trying to make other people happy instead of yourself?...Well tonight i had a talk with a friend...And i came clean about ALOT of stuff...And i feel SOOO SOO bad...Im not one to put myself before others...And i did just that tonight..I hate hurting people...It makes me sooo Sad...But lately...I've been being a pushover...If it wasent for my SK family i dont know what i would do. Anyways...I just need to cry..ALOT. UGHHHHHHHH i feel like im repeating myself but i HATE hurting people...HATE HATE HATE it...I shouldnt have told him what i told him tonight...i feel like the worst person in the world. WHY DO I TRY SOO SOO hard to impress...There is obviously something wrong with me..I need to figure o

Servitude In Marriage
Christians have their own way of looking at marriage. Much of this view is based on the Pauline letters. Some of the letters that have survived till now have very explicit instructions on how a man and a woman should act in marriage. Divorce and widows are also discussed. Paul and the other writers who wrote in his name have a very masculine view of how marriage should be and how the wife should act. These views include sexual practices, remaining with your partner, and if your spouse should die. All of these views deal with servitude. Both men and women are in servitude towards God; they are in servitude towards each other also. Paul and the other writers put this into perspective in several places in the bible. The first area this servitude aspect is apparent is in First Corinthians. The Corinthians are told the "married women is concerned with worldly affairs; her aim is to please her husband."(Cor 1 7:34). This servitude is life long. Paul states "a wife is bound to her husb

When God Created Police Officers
When the Lord was creating Police Officers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order? A Police Officer has to be able to run five miles through alleys in the dark, scale walls, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform. "He has to be able to sit in an undercover car all day on a stakeout, cover a homicide scene that night, canvass the neighborhood for witnesses, and testifies in court the next day.He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands... no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems, "said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes an Officer has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. One pair that se

Firearm Tactics
1. Bring a gun. Preferably bring at least two guns. Bring all your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap, life is expensive. 3. Only hits count, the only thing worse than a mis is a slow miss. 4. If your shooting stance is good, your probably not moving fast enough or using cover/concealment correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend.(Lateral and diagonal movement is preferred.) 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gun fight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 7. In ten years no one will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics, only who survived. 8. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading and running. 9. Accuracy is relative: Most combat shooting standards will be more dependent on "Pucker Factor" than inherent accuracy of the gun. Use a gun that works EVERY TIME. "All skill is in vain when an angel pisses in the flintlock of your musket

People Wounder
Ya lately I have been a bitch towards people. People have been woundering why I have been a bitch or whats going on. I don't know what to do with my life no more. I want to move on right now but I have my little sister to take care of until she is at least 17 years old. Im afraid to move on. As of the 26th I wont be seeing or talking to anyone for awhile. I dont want that to happen but its going to happen. There is alot of things that are going through my head right now. Ya this morning around 4am I did something stupid but hey its alright I guess. I feel like I lost all my friends. I had a great day at work last night an then I come home an find out from a friend that my ex's gf is bitching at him cause she thinks I have his number, first off I dont and dont want the number, Ya I love him to death an dont want to give up but I gotta. We fight to much. I do hope that the next time we see eachother he is married to the bitch that is controling him. Ya I know your going to read this but

You Might Be A Cop If........
You have the bladder capacity of five people; You have ever restrained someone and it was not a sexual experience; You believe that 25% of people are a waste of protoplasm; Your idea of a good time is a robbery at shift change; You run a NCIC on anyone that is friendly toward you; You think it is perfectly normal to discuss dismemberment over a gourmet meal; You can identify a negative "tattoo to tooth" ratio just by looking at a person; You find humor in other people's stupidity; You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac; You disbelieve 90% of what you hear and 75% of what you see; You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance; You believe that a "shallow gene pool" should be grounds for an arrest; You believe that the Government should require a permit to reproduce; You believe that unspeakable evils will befall you if anyone says "Boy, it sure is quiet around here"; You refer to your nightstick as your "Dork Slayer"; You bel

Obsidian 13
I decided, Fuck yeah. I'm in a creative mood Lol. Since I've got a contest on the go, Why cease there? I decided to establish my own Family. I'll be having a Lounge made. If you're interested in helping out feel free to pm me, sb me, or respond. Take care Hawties. Obsidian 13 Founder

Sooo Hmm
ok so this guy named joe. was talking to me. like saying really sweet things to me.but who doesnt.(not trying to sound conceited)but then i notice like some other girl.soo i like visit her page and he;s pretty much saying the same things to her as he was to me... i mean wtf..so im thinking to myself.wtf im so stupid for believeing him. and then we talk and then he tells me all this stuff and then like yeah hes still talking to her oh fucking well i dont care anymore.. and he said she looked at my profile and got jealous.but ya other than that i really hate getting my emotion toyed with like that...wtfever..

As You Squirm
Hugging you from behind Your breasts in my hands My chest hair against your naked back, I feel the heat of your thighs against mine. Legs intertwined as you squirm against my hardness. I kiss the back of your neck and tickle your spine Goosebumps rise to my eager tongue. Nipples rise against my palms. Slowly, you turn to face me. Your eyes so full of passion and desire. We gasp together as your soul opens and I enter

Have You Ever?
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

This Is A Fun Contest Check It Out
like to start a new contest. this is how it work. i like to get ten people to show off there favort sports team. can be any sports and dont care how u show it. can be on skin a shirt tattoo or so on. i need ten people to start this up. this should be fun. please let me know if you like to join.

New Contest Starting Up
I’m starting up a contest for the hottest pussy. Do you think you have what it takes to have the hottest pussy on cherry tap. If so I am looking for 10 hot ladies to bare there hot pussy and be voted on by everyone else. Winner will get a dozen roses. If you like to join please send me a link with the picture you want to use. When I have all ten then I will open up the contest. Thanks to all that join.

What's Your Partisanship?
Your Political Profile: Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

Female Contestants Needed
Best chest contest. Lets see what cherry tap ladies has the best chest. I need 10 girls to start up this contest. Please send a link to witch picture you like me to us . You can use what ever picture u like. Please come join my contest and good luck.

Tribute To My Dad
my dad was not only my dad but my best friend..i know his death was planned by him. since he decided to commit a selflish act.hetook himself away from his fsmily before he should have. my dad was a marine for 21 years. he retired as a gunny sgt..was a 1st lt.. but he didnt like being behind a desk. he was a helicopter flyer and mechanic..he was in the vietnam war.. he had 5 kids and a loving wife. he never brought his work home with him so today i am paying a tribute to him. even though he took his own life. he will always be my dad...and i will miss him more and more thank u for reading this. at the moment i am falling apart

New Contest(best Tattoo)
I want to start up a new contest. I need 10 people to enter a best tattoo contest. i will start the contest when i have 10 people.please send me a message if you like to enter. when i have enough i will go over the rules. thanks

Best Piercing Contest
I WANT TO START UP A BEST PIERCING CONTEST. THIS CONTEST IS FOR EVERYONE.EVERY THING GOES WITH THIS ONE.I DONT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE PIERCED.IM LOOKING FOR 1O PEOPLE TO ENTER THIS. WHEN I HAVE A LEAST 10 I WILL START THE CONTEST. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE TO ENTER. PLEASE REPOST. THANKS

Cheating Hurts
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

Xxxx Red Xxxxx
It was snowin outside so I shovel-ed, when I came in my hair smelt weird so I washed it, no big right?....WRONG!!! My hair dye came out some so my hair is blonde and dark brown streaks, woo.......... We are outta hair dye, GROWL!!!!! I have to wait for Tuesay but thats ok cause I was thinkin and I really miss my red hair so I am goin to dye it dark brown with red bangs. I just gotta suffer like this for one more day.