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My Work
So.. my life's complexities seem to grow.. I haven't done too much work today.. I worked a little on a few podcasts.. I'm about to go out for a walk.. it's looking like the meeting I was expecting for tomorrow might be delayed till the weekend.. if that's the case then there's this other developer's meeting tomorrow, which I should think about going to.. the only thing is I'm also feeling like I've gone to more then enough meet ups lately.. of various sorts.. and I'm ready to just stay home for a little while, you know? Other events are pressing my need to develop are more aggressive plan for how I deal with this here market place.. Up till now I've been planning to learn a few things, and build a few more promotional materials.. before I try and go.. well postal or whatever.. in my quest for ladder climbing.. but perhaps not.. And besides all this.. there are other things to concern myself with... hopefully my walk will give me a good opertunity to think about stuff.

Poems (4) For My Friends
There is many people that say they only have one best friend but thats not so true because differnt friends stick out in differnt ways...like myself i have Dennis he hold his own spot as being my best friend and with the fellowing there is Chrissy...Misty...Zakk.. my school friend Becky...Jay and Mark...then there is Kelly I have alot more friends that are close to me but these are the ones that mean alot to me but to many to list... But they all know i love them the same and for each of my friends these few poems listed are for u all ......Each person is differnt with differnt minds of there own and specail to me in there own ways ------------------------------------------------- Friends A real friend is hard to find difficult to leave and impossible to forget ------------------------------------------------- True Friends True friends will make you smile Make it all worth while They'll let you stand up tall And catch you if you fall They'll always be

Getting Inside My Head
I have never been known for shyness. So tonight I decicded that I would show my talented side of me off. You see this girl I have never met before is here in the computer lab with me and my God she is hot. She's about 5'9" 100lbs she must have 34c breast not to huge but then again more than a mouthful is a waste!!! Her ass is perfectly shaped in her jeans. How she got them on is beyond me they are skin tight and form fitting. Everytime she bends down she shows off here silver thong and I get so rock hard thinking about what I would do to her to get her out of her clothes. Naked and spread eagle so I could tease her beautiful clit with my eager tounge. Heck its been scince September scince I've gotten any pussy almost 2 years scince I've eaten any I could make this girl orgasm by licking her clit. In fact Im not gonna stop licking it until she begs me too. I want to breathe through my ears as she grinds my face into her cunt. MMM yum yum yum just the thought of it m

Lay It Down
I so long to hold you, to tast your lips so sweet, to feel the love inside you, something that we can keep, to find a way to show you, there can be a love thats real, you carry inside you all the pain you feel, I can never change the past, but I can make it heal, and show you a love, you will see and feel, a love that grows each passing day, nothing can ever take away, Just Lay It Down, together we can find a way... Aerosmith - Lay It DownMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

I'm So Bored!!!
I loved it in California. Then I come back to Misery and I am so fucking bored. I'm probably driving my boyfriend crazy. I can't sit still and I'm eating everything in site. Not sure if I could handle seeing the ocean everyday anyway. There was just so much to do out there and nothing here. Why did I come back?!?

The Foresaken.........
The blood of the damned runs through her veins. Knowing her ancestors fate, causes her such pain. She is one of the last of her lines. Soon to walk this road alone as it unwinds. As she wakes in the morning, She wonders, were they given any warning. Today is moving day, again. It always seems to end the way it began. As she packs up her belongings, She remembers the stories of her elders siblings. They were kind to animals and nature. But the rest of the colony was a bit immature. They turned as quickly as they could Pointed fingers and gathered the wood. Labeled them witches, left to burn at the sta

Unconditional Love
Thanks goes out to my girfriend "passionatedesires1" who took the time to find this beautiful affirmation as she knew it is the lifestyle I lead..She never really understood everything I told her until she read this..I feel she is a Mystic and finding herself as she journeys more into these concepts ....Thank you sweetheart xoxo.... For those of you that are spirtual or on a Mystical path these words will hit home with you. I found it to be profound and live by these principles....... Unconditional Love - Love Without Condition I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life fr

~*~ Awakening ~*~
Today dawned with sunbeams of light darting through my room as if to caress me awake.. filled with promise of what delights might trip across my path. With anticipation I opened my eyes ready to venture forth towards whatever treasures might be held there for me ~

:( Kids Really Do Grow Up Too Fast
My lil angel turned 8months old today..He has 2 lil teeth now...is eating stage 2 baby food & crawling ...Geez it seems like just yesterday we were bringing him home & here we are now he 8months old...In four months my baby will be 1yr old.....Oh well i guess i will enjoy it while i can : )

Quiz Results
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekend

Will Miss Ya!!!
well i am going to miss you all over the next week as i am going to hospital for a 4-5 day stay...operations suck...so be sure and stop by my page while i am away to leave me random messages about what ever you can think of.... it will give me something to read while recovering...dont leave me bored and in pain for too long....give me a good old larf to take my mind away from everything.... so its ciao ciao for now....might have to get a couple more blogs in before i go to the place of sterility..... miss yas......Quackers

Jokes
Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again? HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do" WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do" WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, those ar

Rainbow Bridge
there is a bridge connecting heaven and earth.it is called the rainbow bridge becouse of its many colors.just this side of the rainebow bridge there is a land of meadows,hills and valleys with lush green grass.when a beloved pet dies,the pet goes to this place.there is always food and water and warm weather.the old frail animals are younge again.those who are maimed are made whole again.they play all day with each other.there is only one thing missing.they are with their speacial person who loved them on earth.so.each day they run and play until the day comes when one suddenly stops playing and looks up. the nose twitches,the ears are up,the eyes are staring,and this one suddenly runs from the group. you have been seen,and when you and your special fiend meet,you take him or her into your arms and embrace.your face is kissed again and again and you look once more into the eyes of your trusting pet then you can cross the rainbow bridge together never again to be separated. this is to al

My Blog From Yahoo 360
Well here it is...the much anticipated 360 edition of my public persona. It's a bit different than Myspace or Cherrytap, but I'll get used to it I suppose. So what are some of my opinions? Well sometimes they're controversial other times they'll just piss you off. But know what? I don't give a fuck cause they're mine and they're usually right. So if my opinions pisses anyone off. I'm sorry you're offended, but I won't apologize for what I think or believe. Soooo, what do I think? I think the better days of the U.S. have come and gone. I believe in the virgin birth and the resurrection. I believe marijuana should be legalized and that should fund social security. There were wmd's I don't care what you believe. IMF, CIA, and KGB weren't all wrong. Democrats are the biggest fucking hypocrites in the country. We'll butcher babies but we won't believe in the death penalty. God bless the people who bombed them. I don't believe in the death penalty. All life is sacred.

Stupid People
This is a song by Jack Johnson.. its called Good People. This song is how I feel about some ppl on here right now. I don't understand how talking to ppl is a bad thing. I enjoy meeting new ppl but some on here think they own the world and everyone in it. Well I am not owned. I don't want to be owned. I have made some mistakes since I have been on here and I regret them very much. A good person has been singled out and flogged for the most part because he talks to me. Well.. this song is to all those that think they are perfect and can just write ppl off because they talk to someone you like. Typing that even seems silly cause it is just the internet. I mean really.. who has the right to try to ban someone cause they are talking to the person you are talking to? who gives a fuck. Its the internet ppl. And once again ppl have proven that they are fake or just assholes. I guess you can't expect ppl to be honest and secure when they are on the internet 24/7. I wonder why I have been single

Zebra ~ Who's Behind The Door Lyrics
Zebra ~ Who's Behind The Door Lyrics We sailed away We walked 2 thousand miles and then we slipped away We looked so hard But couldn't seem to find just what the world was for Now we know Just what the journey's for Looking out to the stars Think about what you are What do they think of you Animals in their zoo They haven't got the time Landing's not on their minds How do they have the nerve We're animals in preserve They watch us all They're only making sure that we don't trip and fall They look so hard But they can't tell us why they're here and just what for Because they don't know Who opened up the door How can we find out more Who owns the keyless door Where does the circle end Who are the unwatched men Where do we go from here Faith is a fading fear Life is a waiting room I hope they don't call me soon How much more do you really think you know than a flower does about who's behind the door!

Bullfrogs
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true?...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husban

Spend The Night In Your Dreams
I’m the ghostwriter Of your wet dreams Your contentedness Will be my publicity Pecking at your inner thigh Your leg is cataclysmic You’re incapacitated from All this imprisoned electricity You kissing me So explicitly Fully exposed I honor your indecency You’re on fire it’s contagious Burning me alive Your body set to the warmest frequency Snatching your head back I don’t know if it’s Me being animalistic Or the freak in me Suck both parts of your breasts Equally Until I turn you on To the maximum degree Our clothes scattered everywhere They turned into useless debris As sweet as can be The corridor of fruitions Directly leads through me You’re at peace When I whisper harmony In your ear As gentle as a lullaby Contorting through your cocoon

A Story Of Faith
A few weeks ago my son in law was driving taxi one eve when a young man entered his life as a new fare. He asked to be taken to a shelter for the homeless. As he spoke to him he learned of his difficult beginning in our city where he had come with much hope to start a life with friends from Toronto. He had given them his portion of rent as well as what was to cover a security deposit. The next day when he awoke his friends were gone. He had a secure job and continued working at this but his " friends " did not appear for many days and the rent funds had apparently disappeared as well. He was evicted from the apartment as he could not pay. My son in law told him he may have a place for him to stay and a job and gave him his phone number. After consulting with all of us ( there are seven of us that live together at this time ) we all agreed we must help this young man out. My daughter and her husband went from shelter to shelter to find him. He was brought home to a soft c

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
HEY GUESS WHAT IF MY DAMN TITLE SAYS I AM IN LOVE OR STAMPED OR SOME CRAZY OLE THING LIKE THAT....I AM NOT AVAILABLE .......DON'T EVEN HAVE TO READ THE FRIGGIN PROFILE TO FIGURE THAT ONE OUT....GOOD FREAKING LORD HAVE MERCY THIS SITE GETS ON MY NERVES SOME TIMES

Post Office Job (lmao)
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, "Have you been in the service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Vietnam for three years." The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment," and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, "Yes 100% - a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, "OK - I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00 A.M." The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?" "This is a government job," the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls. No point in you coming in for that."

If I
If I told you all my secrets Led you through the broken pieces could you pick me up while I put myself together would you hold me close be tethered If I drew a line in the sand would you cross it just to know me could you do a little more than show me would you take the time to get under my skin sink into my heartbeat and know the man I am If I could see your face again I would Its been so long I can only draw you in my mind could you send a picture to me if youre too busy to call would you let me know your still alive if you even care at all If I crawled across the sea of blankets layed my head down on you would you know in that instant that I loved you could you hold that simple wish inside lets pretend that we have all the time Then I could say that you were once a part of me Or I could say that you are so in love with me

Pain
Tearing, Ripping, Burning, Pain without love. Consuming, Overwhelming, Torturing, Pain without love. Sickening, Disturbing, Twisted, Pain without love. Love is pain, It always stays the same. I try to change it, I try to bend it, Pain without love. Love is pain, It always stays the same. I try to deal with it, I try to conceal it, Pain without love. Love is pain, It always stays the same. I try to accept it, I try to bless it, Pain without love. It has consumed me to the point of death.

This Is The Way You Sould Feel When You Find That Someone..
A friend of mine wrote this....... Forever, Precious Love When the world seems weak and I get so down I look into your true eyes and my world turns around I see love that lasts forever, a big smile upon my face Perfect love in harmony, beauty filled with grace My heart races so fast, like it could explode right from my chest But yet has the smoothest rhythm of peaceful, perfect rest My eyes they glow for you, like the sun reflecting off my heart I burn for you so deeply, never shall we part My body rushes, as I think of you each moment of the day My head pounds to see you whenever we are away No words to describe the beauty when I look at you I see I look into your true heart, the same beauty there for me When I laid my eyes upon you, I was finished from the start Yesterday, today, and forever, I will love you with all my heart I will always listen and be there for you; God created this is Heaven above Truly I adore you forever, precio

School
Well looks like I will be going back to school. Starting at Concourd Career College Aug. 20th for Respiratory Therapist. Graduate in march 2009. 18 month program get me an A.S to go with my three A.A.s. Checked out Salary.com for how much they make (sound of jaw droping at the pay). Would be makeing more than twice as much as I did at my last job. WOOHOO. So loks like life may start sucking in the good way. Lets hope.

Dreams
dreams can come true only if you beleive. i didnt think dreams did come true but i was wrong. i ahd a dream of a beuatiful to enter my life. i didnt think i could get one. i kept dreaming of one. now i do have one and she is the beuatiful thing in the world. i wouldnt give anything in the world for anything else as long as she is with me. cause she is the best thing that happen to me.

Men.. ♥
Men are like.... > > 1. Men are like ... Laxatives ...... They irritate the >crap out of you. > 2. Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less >firm they are. > 3. Men are like ..... Weather . Nothing can be done to >change them. > 4. Men are like ....... Blenders You need One, but >you're not quite sure why. > 5. Men are like ..... Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, >&they usually head right for your hips. > 6. Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't >believe a word they say. > 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes >are always 1/2 off. > 8. Men are like ...... Government Bonds .... They take >soooooooo long to mature. > 9. Men are like ..... Mascara . They usually run at the >first sign of emotion. > 10. Men are like . Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but >only for a little while. > 11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when >they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. > 12. Men are like .......

Some Of My Quiz Results
Suduction style Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style? My Soul What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in

Copy Of Year Of The Dragon's Bulletin Re: Underage Profiles
This is a blog that will lead you step by step in reporting Underage Profiles on site. If you have any questions, please feel free to leave it in the comment section of the blog and I will do my best to answer it. http://cherrytap.com/blog/61883 There are also blogs there about NSFW guidelines, some important CherryTAP links, and how to make a proper salute and submit it. Happy Tapping all. :=) Year of the Dragon T ============== Thought this would help some people out :) Punky

Untitled
As hes done it before a thousand times, on a Friday night, clearly he watches this pass him by, and thats time. Sipping on a drink with his brother, the car stereo blasting, its a mix between his mixtape, Snoop, 2pac and the radio. They both lay on the hood, and look up, he looks at the bottle and spills the last few drops. Hes looking out to the sky, wondering where she is, is she somewhere out there or somewhere down here? He wants answers but the questions don't go away. He keeps going on, hoping maybe someone, some how, some way, some day, but hes not ready to run away.

Romance And Relationships
I desire have a man by my side who truly loves me that I can love and adore in return yet understands relationships are give and take ~ will not walk away at the least sign of conflict ~ knows it is worth a little work, as I do. I would love to have a man I could write songs and poetry for and finds interest in this. I wish to have someone who makes me whole and understands what it means to be complete with another, a man with the knowledge that they desire to make the other persons life complete not just their own.I long to have someone I could talk in multitude of subjects with.I wish for someone that when I say.. " I love you ".. will return this.. and not just grunt and never tire of hearing this !I would expect to and shall be there for him when he is in need of a great hug, a passionate kiss, or to just hold hands ~ tell his deepest secret .. share his nightmares, bad and good days ... and hope this would also be his wish -- echoed back to me. I want to be the everything an

I Am At The End Of My Rope
JUST A LITTLE UPDATE,MY DAUGTHERHAS JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SHE IS A DIABETIC,THE BABIES HEART BEAT IS REAL LOW, SO THEY ARE DOIN A STRESS TEST ON HER IN THE AM TO SEE IF THE BABY IS OK OR IF THEY NEED TO TAKE IT NOW.HER LIL GIRL JUST HAD SURGERY AND NOW THE LILMAN I KEEP HAS TO HAVE ONE SOON.PLEASE KEEP THEM ALL IN YOUR PRAYERS.I HAVE JUST ABOUT RUN OUT OF ENERGY AND FEEL LIKE I HAVE LOST WHAT LIL MIND I HAD LEFT.THANKS FOR LISTENING.YOU ALL ARE THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE COULD WANT.

Another Client :)
Just got another sale :) That gives me 5 complete sites lined up to do plus updates to 6 others. And Dan has several he is working on. If this keeps up I am going to need help. But that means less time to fool around on CT too. :(

The Stalker! (he Is A Wierd Fuckerlmao! )
can you see me? i've been watching you! when you undress, i peer through the window at you! i call your phone! hang up before you talk. from a distance, i watch you walk!i hang pictures, of you on my wall!although a picture,is all i hold, i see you out, my blood runs cold. knowing he, will be touching you. inside i die,when i watch you!when your not home, i go through your things.i touch your diamonds , and wear your rings!every part about you, i see in my dreams! i touch your panties, smell them deep and slow. sometimes i often , lose all control!so when you come home, and things aren't what they seem!don't shrug it off! it wasn't just a dream!

Statement
This may be the only blog ever posted in this title, but I feel I need to mention all of our service men and women and thank them all from the bottom of my heart. They sacrifice their lives every day, every where around the world. And all I ever hear from the people on the street is, "Why are we there?".."Bush bring are troops home now?", "We don't belong there, its not our fight?"...Well I'm here to tell ya folks it is our fight, they attacked us. The people of Iraq want our troops there. They treat our troops well, give them food when in a town or province, kids hugging our troops saying thank you for what you have done for us. The media only wants to show the world the fighting and the death tolls. I think they should show the good we are doing over there too. I'm a journalist by trade (well while i was mortal) and feel that the journalists covering the War in Iraq SHOULD show all sides of the war not just what THEY think the American public wants to see.

Im Sad
my step-grandpa died on saturday night so we all went to the funeral, me, serena, jeff my bro, dan my other bro, my stepdad, and my mom went. i cryed....from a sad speech my uncle made. my step-grandpa got real sick that made him throw up whenever he ate or drank. he was in the nursing home for a week..and died on saturday...., im realy sad and depressed so i might be in the mood to do stuff.....

Witches Launch Pr Campaign For War Casualties
Witches launch PR campaign for Wiccan war dead By DEVON HAYNIE, Columbia News Service Sunday, March 4, 2007 Before every dangerous mission in Iraq, Capt. Richard A. Briggs Jr. stood on the hatch of his vehicle, drew a pentacle in the sky with his finger and recited the Wiccan Warrior Prayer for protection. It was a quick, effortless ritual, but one that Briggs was thankful for in the spring of 2003 when his unarmored cargo truck turned a corner on an Iraqi road and rolled right into machine gun fire. Briggs’ gods planned for him to come home that day. But had he died, he would have been denied a right given to countless other U.S. soldiers killed in battle: to have the symbol of his faith engraved on his U.S. military headstone. “I have fought and nearly died in serving my country,” Briggs said. “And I think the U.S. government should mind the law, mind the Constitution and do the right thing — not only for me, but for guys who’ve died. Let their families rest in peac

1st Edition Newsletter Whips N Chains Society
WEEKLY NEWSLETTER-MARCH 6TH, 2007 ~ARCADIA~-REPORTER WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY: WNCS was formed online by friends and family to show their support in the beliefs and practices with BDSM. It is also a means of teaching all the new people in the art of BDSM and how to safely execute this belief to the ones that are seeking the knowledge and guidance. This is our very first issue of our newsletter and one will be out every Friday. It will feature members birthdays, contest entry, 2 random members of the week, events and info on members everyday life as well as group discussion and decisions’ WE also have a lounge we are in the process of getting running . so please join that as well and provide a short bio in the discussion section…the link is below http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5807 THIS WEEKS FEATURED MEMBERS: Arcadia-Reporting Co-Founder Shaniqua-Family Greeter BIRTHDAY WISHES: SIR CRITTER- FEBRUARY 27 BABYDOLL - MARCH 03 I would also li

Part 5
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost? I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon So let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow I've got some friends, some that I hardly know But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these stre

I Wish I Could Still Feel Like That
You could take my legs, and I'd still drag myself after you You could then take my arms, and I would still look to you You could take my sight, but I'd still call your name You could take my voice, but I'd still listen for yours You could take my ears, but I'd still cry for you You could take my eyes, but I'd still yearn for you to touch me again You could take my memory, but I'd still have a place in myself waiting for you to fill You could take my mind, but my heart still has a purpose; to keep myself alive for you And you could take that too, and I would die, but there's no point to life without you in it I love you. I live for you. You bring such light to my life.

Showin' Some Love
I noticed a lot of people give these graphics that claim they're "showin' some love." Here's the problem people. In case you haven't noticed, I'm a girl. The graphics I get are all of fine women that even I wouldn't turn down. However, if you want to show some love, lets keep it real, shall we? What I find funny is that the majority of these pictures come from men. It just goes to prove that even when they're trying to be nice, they can't help being fucking selfish. Well here's my version of showin' some love baby...

Please Help Me In Contest
I have been entered into the daddy/daughter contest. Please stop by and vote and comment bomb. This is the one contest that I would really like to win. So please all my friends and family go and bomb me and show your love....just click on pic below.....thank you

Why Geeks Make Sexy Boyfriends
Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It... 1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are. 2.) They're useful. In this tech-savvy world, it's great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself. 3.) They're more romantic than they're given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends. 4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like 'em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like 'em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too. 5.) They've got brains. Come on now, how can intelligence be a bad thing? 6.) Most are quite good at re

Long Overdue!!!!!
WOO HOO!!!!!!! This past saturday i went to Baytown, Texas for the night to be at my friend Robin's lil girls birthday party on sunday. I was also able to see my man...we hadn't seen eachother in about a year, and we've had some ups and downs within the last year, but we are going strong now and i'm looking forward to the future. i miss him already even though we talk every day. i enjoyed soending time with him and being in his arms. and i can't wait to be in his arms forever. he hates his picture being taken, but i was able to manage getting this out of him.... ALSO, i know it's long overdue, but here is a pic of my new car!!!!!!!!!

Feelin' A Whole Lot Better Now.
Sweetie got in Sunday afternoon. First he made love to me via my car. No, not in my car, via. He fixed my 323 so she runs like a charm once more. Gorgeous little car- love that car. 5 speed, lots of power, great gas milage and I can park anywhere, no worries. So, that was foreplay part un. Part deux: hours of time spent together. I'll confess to wanting more alone time, sans kiddlings- but we managed to have lots of time together for talking, cuddling, kissing and yeah, sex. I'm well sated for a couple of days- having had myself a rolicking good time doing my best to leave my poor Sweetie without the ability to walk straight.

My World
So much I wanted to share my life, I gave so much of me, to have you here in my world, but you don't seem to want to be, how I wish I knew you, what is the life you need, I would gladly give you my world, there is so much you just can't see, from there where your standing, on the outside looking in, if you could only open your heart, you would find that love again, there is a better life for us it's here waiteing for you, in my world right where it's always been. 3 Doors Down - My WorldMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Nf Gifts But They Didn't Copy Correctly
Baseball ( 1 ) Jacuzzi ( 3 ) Cappuccino ( 6 ) Husky ( 1 ) French Maid ( 1 ) Pizza ( 1 ) Blue Rose ( 2 ) A Brand New Truck ( 2 ) Shrimp Cocktail ( 1 ) Snorkeling in Tahiti ( 1 ) Red Apple ( 1 ) Pink Orchid ( 1 ) Rock Concert Ticket ( 8 ) Assorted Chocolate Candies ( 1 ) Lollipop ( 1 ) Breakfast in Bed ( 1 ) A Hug! ( 12 ) A Red Rose ( 1 ) It's Love! ( 1 ) Get Well Flowers ( 3 ) Hot Shower! ( 2 ) A Kiss! ( 4 ) Dinner for 2 ( 1 ) Box of Chocolate ( 1 ) Merry Christmas ( 7 ) Rare Indian Head Gold Coin ( 1 ) Rare Stamp ( 1 ) Private Island ( 1 ) Handcuffs ( 1 ) Mixed Flowers ( 1 ) Red Roses and Teddy Bear ( 4 ) Steak Dinner ( 8 ) Best Buddy Award ( 24 ) Birthday Cake ( 7 ) Pina Colada ( 2 ) Opal ( 1 ) Beer ( 11 ) Long Island Ice Tea ( 1 ) Glass of Ice Tea

Hello To All My Cherry6 Tappin Friends
HEY EVERYONE THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT IN MY CONTEST I REALLY DO APPRICATE IT.. I AM OFF TO TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS FEED THEM, GIVE THEM A BATH YOU KNOW THE DRILL WILL TRY TO GET BACK ON LATER LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL OF YA'LL HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WONDERFUL EVENING AND GREAT NIGHT... PLEASE GO AND BOMB ME SOME MORE IN MY CONTEST IF YA'LL GET BORED OR WANT SOME EXTRA POINTS LEAVE ME MESSAGE AND WILL SEND YOU SOME LOVE IN RETURN FOR VOTING FOR ME.. HERES THE LINK Image by FlamingText.com

Thepoet Is Holding An “erotic Poetry Contest”
ThePoet is holding an “EROTIC POETRY CONTEST” Cum on and read some great “Erotic Stories” Just click the link below To comment on mine. Follow the link below to read my story http://cherrytap.com/blog/40786

Lets Play
Let’s play Oh yes, stand there let me look at you The fire in my eyes is speaking loudly to you I want to see you slowly removing your coat Please don’t move to fast I want this motion under control Oh baby now reach out your hand let me help you with that Touching your body as you purr like a cat Yeah I know that it’s hot but the furnace you hold inside This is going to be more than amazing One unforgettable night You look so delicious so tasty so soft I want to devour you now but I must first take your clothes off Let’s not rush though, for the night has just begun Electricity has filled the room And I can already taste you on my tongue You’re so hot so ready to quench my thirst But I’m a gentleman and I want to please you first So slowly I undress you removing your blouse with my mouth The walls are beginning to sweat and I can feel your tremble Throughout the house I work off your pants they fit your form so well Disturb by this pressure that is

Falling
This is deep,Am I getting in over my head???? Could it be that I am falling for someone? Or could it be that someone is falling for me?They say The more you care the more you fall,...But if I totally fall,...my friends will help me and pick me back up.

I Need It
I need a cherry background.. If anyone wants to make one for me, let me know! I want it red black white and gray... no sparkles or anything.. with with cherrytap.com on it with my name (Katt Mayhem) somewhere on it too... Any takers?

Passport ......to Hell.....grrrrr
I just spent the most frustrating day in Surrey at the passport office....talk about a ton of noncense!!! My son is hoping to go to Mexico on Spring break with his girlfriend and family....So we sent off an application in January at the time a normal application took 20 days and one was to double this so we had over two months thinking we would be ok...NOT...no sign of passport and after a week of talking to computerized voices telling us the they are too busy to accept our call we finaly get through (after calling at 5am our time!!) to Montreal. Get another birth cert and a new set of passport pix and head to Surrey and the application will be faxed Haah!! Lucky I had an extra birth cert and able to rush down to have new pix taken... Get to Surrey (My God Surrey...I've never come across so many huge pot holes in the road)Stand in blustery cold wind (thank God no rain) for three hours and another hour in the office only to be told that we need to re apply...to get the form signed an

Where'd The Magic Go?
remember when you were young and the world seemed like such a huge place? you believed in the impossible, in magic, and in love. adventure was around every corner and you could find a world of imagination righ in your own back yard. it's sad when we grow up and suddenly the world is smaller, and our beliefs chop down to almost nothing. remember that first kiss, the butterflies right before, and the wings that made you fly when he/she kissed you? i think we should all still have that feeling. the feeling of giggling at the touch of their hand, the redness on our face from blushing so much, the magic we once felt. as adults it's just not there. the romance is gone. you have to wonder if stories like those in movies really do exist...if true love is still around. my granny and pop would have been married 66 years this past jan., if it wasn't for his passing in sept. 66 years! can you imagine that?? to be with someone that long and stil have the same look of love for each other

Somethings Are More Important Than Being Online ..
As some of you know from my earlier blog ( well last nites blog) My Mother had her surgery today .. Thank goodness all went well as Ive now found out..She was in a while longer than they expected but .. Thank GOD She's fine .. and enjoying her Loopy phase .. Now .. lets get on with the Subject of this blog ... I was signed onto Cherry . and for a few moments was actually here .. as I was trying to get thru to the hospital to find out what room she will be in . and any updated Info on my mom .. While I was here .. someone Box'd me asking how I was .. I replied .... no fast combacks so I sat there on the phone .. When I finally got someone .. So .. I walked away from the computer so that I could be on the phone in a more quiet area .. When I come back this is the Box I got .. Oh .. he also figured he should go onto Yahoo and Give me a WTF BITCH !!?? Pm . Oh arent we so sweet .. Well here's the Box I got .. (Name Exluded as Im not the bitch I was told I am) um HELLO!!??? dont feel

My Guest Book
HEY EVERYONE THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE BUT PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND SIGN THE GUEST BOOK YOU CAN DOWNLOAD A PIC AND IT WILL SHOW WHERE UR FROM ITS GREAT AS U CAN SEE IM UP MORE NOW NOT SO STONED(DAMMIT) SO I AM ON HERE A LIL MORE. MISS ALL OF YOU MUAHHHS IF YOU HAVE A GUEST BOOK LET ME KNOW ILL SIGN URS YOU CAN GET ONE BY CLICKING MINE. LUV YA ALL MUAHHHH

How Well Do You Know Me?
I created a test and want to know how much everyone REALLY knows about me! Just click on the link below and if you can't click on it copy and paste it and take the test to see how well you know me! http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/2479162

Make A Wish...
Darkness divided by their luminous presence Collectively shedding light on another year of life Who are these for, me. all for me No one else seems to be around, though everyone can see A quick burst of breath and the candles go out no claps, no praise, no celebration Just me in my mind, in my heart, in my soul What do I wish for? what do I want? Something subtle, or something to flaunt... it's time... Close my eyes, make a wish... 1...2...3... Silence in the midst of darkness as my eyes open. One wish for this year, one hope to be reality... What did I wish for?? Should I stay quiet Or do I reveal the wish my heart made?? One word, one name, one love... Erika.

Blah Blah Blah
I never know what to say on a first blog. Ok so I suppose I will start off by talking about me! Most of you know that I am married to a wonderful man who is in the Army. Until recently I was also in the Army...now in the National Guard. That is a different story for another blog...LOL I am a surgical tech and I love my job. I am going back to school for my nursing degree...which isn't all fun and games... I have kids that I love dearly but sometimes they drive me crazy. But other than that...if you want to know something you can ask me. I don't talk about politics, religion, abortion, gay marriage or any other subject that gets people in heated discussions...I have my own opinions on things and I am happy with the fact that they may not be the same as yours. I will say that I am 100% behind stem cell research! Enough said! I have friends from all over with all different backgrounds. I love my friends...friends and family are very important to me! Well...that is abou

Tommorrow Is Aj's Dr Appt.
Tommorrow me and AJ make a trip to the Cardiologist at 8:30 AM. They told us at the last appointment that they wanted to do her next surgery when she made it to 15 Kilograms. Well, she's there. So they're going to schedule her Heart Catheterization, and within a month of that the surgery will need to take place. What she's getting is the Fontan Procedure, which is the third stage of the Norwood. For those of you who don't know, Aurora has Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome. Here is a link to show you what it is. Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome. This next link is to a site that describes the Norwood procedure, a three stage operation which is explained pretty fully. The Norwood.. Aurora is facing the Fontan, which is explained in the next link. The Fontan.. I'll post another bulliten and blog after i get home from her appointment. I'm feelin really nervous about all this, and scared cause this is supposedly the hardest surgery, and her mom, well her mom isn't around and the court wont

To The C's
krazy waitin on my homegirl to get bacc so i can go get the bag now hopefully once i reach the right level i can create this room that i wanna do but who knows anyways i am gonna be cookin dat chiccen to make my bread lol anyways holla bacc if u know how to increase ur points real quicc

Life Is Short
it's amazing on how quickly life passes us by...all we have is experiances we make. i suggest we all start living like today is our last b/c no one is promised tommorrow. I hope everyone understands that to live is to love and to love is to truly live...but when yu hate exactly how far do you get in life?

What's On The Inside
On the inside of me is: -Someone who is afraid of people talking negatively about her. -someone who is lonely -someone who loves the army more than anything. -someone who loves motorcycles -someone who is different from most. -someone who knows she's the outcast. -someone who feels fat no matter how she looks. -someone who wants desperately to be loved for who she is. -someone who loves the color red. -someone who likes rap music. -soemone who would put her friends lives before her own. -someone who allows herself to be walked all over while constantly denies allowing it. -someone who feels she will never acomplish her goals. -someone who would risk her life to save someone she dosn't know. -someone who feels humiliated and clumsy every day. -someone who thinks she's not that pretty. -someone who's been told she's not to smart. -somoene who on the inside has low self esteem. On the outside: -Someone who always has a smile and a welcome hand for anyone in need no

My First Appointment 27th March
Right when we got home that saturday, we phoned the doctors on the monday and informed them i was pregnant and need to know what the next stage was, and they said we needed to register with them. ok, fine fair enough. So we asked if we could register with them over the phone. They told us know we needed to come and fill some forms in. Right then (another week wasted, as we had appointments and meeting all week) So the Friday moring we went down to the doctors and ask if we could have a registration form to fill as i was pregnant, so they handed me loads of forms, (GREAT!! NOT!! i hate form filling) Anyway we took them home and found out although there was loads of useless paper there was actually only 2 forms, which with the info, could have been done of the phone, and surprise surprise one of the info sheets said we could have done that. Anyways we filled in all the info it asked for, right filled in lets take back. But wait no we cant, cos the doctors arent open long enough ty

Womean Of My Life
meeting the girl of my dreams. dreaming about it every night wondering if it would come true. waking up to come to find out that i do have one. that is dearest to my heart and soul. thats going to be there for me through thick and thin no matter how bad it gets. and i will be there for her through thick and thin no matter bad it gets . i will be there for her at all times. with arms wide open to comfort her when it does get bad. then hopefully it all will get better which i know it will no matter what.

Top Ten Things You Won't Hear A Man Say
10. "I think Barry Manilow is one cool dude." 9. "While I'm up, can I get you a beer?" 8. "I think hairy armpits are really sexy." 7. "Her breasts are just too big." 6. "Sometimes I just want to be held." 5. "That chick on ''Murder She Wrote'' gives me a woody." 4. "Sure, I'd love to wear a condom." 3. "We haven't been to the mall in ages. Let's go shopping and I can hold your purse." 2. "Screw Monday Night Footbal! Let's watch Lifetime." 1. "I think we're lost. Let's pull over and ask for directions."

Afraid
Afraid Lyrics By: Motley Crue Do you, do you wanna bleed? Do you, do you wanna live in vain? Its only life Shes so afraid to kiss An so afraid to laugh Is she runnin from her past? Its only life Shes so afraid of love Is so afraid of hate Whats she runnin from now? ? Do you, do you wanna scream? Do you, do you wanna face the strange? Do you, do you believe? Are you, are you afraid of change? Its only life Shes so afraid of this And so afraid to ask She hides behind her mask Nothings ever right Shes so afraid of pain So afraid of blame Its driving her insane So insecure There is no cure Well, shes so afraid Shes so afraid of death Shes so afraid, afraid of life The drama in her head Getting louder all the time Getting louder all the time Shes so afraid, afraid to lose Been so afraid of fame Everyday she feels the same Its driven her insane... Its driven her... Its driven... Its... Another broken pretty thing

To The People Who Know And Love Me..
I love ya'll. I have some of the most amazing friends. Always there to cheer me up or make me laugh. I have never claimed to be perfect, or even close. I have many faults..some know this better than others and love me anyway. I do not expect perfection in any form, or anything resembling perfection, but I do expect the friends I have not to lie to me. When you tell me to shut up..guess what, you'll be lucky if you hear from me again. When you lie your ass off and I know it you better believe I'll call you on it and if that messes up your plans..well too bad you shouldnt have lied! When you are a stupid naive woman that will believe anything a man says, simply because he looks good..don't come cryin to me when you learn your lesson after I warned you the first time! Duh! Am I a bitch? Today I guess I am. I have my moments. to everyone else fuck off! **Thought for the day** Don't blow sunshine up someones ass if you're only going to rain on their parade

Ok The Crush Feature On Here Is Driving Me Crazy
I know it's very middle school-ish but it really does drive me crazy. Not knowing who has them then in the past couple days I have lost two crushes...why does it matter? Why do I care???? I shouldn't but grrrrr

We~now
We once held each other tight Now viewed in a different light We once shared everything Now we became nothing We once said I love you Now only I say it to you We once dreamed our souls forever together Now I dream alone of being together

I'm In Another Contest!!!!!!
hey all wow someone thinks my feet are sexy so if you can vote and post comments............great!!!! well the link is down below (go look at his pics and look for the contest...) hrdrfstr@ CherryTAP

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today Ray and I filled out all the paperwork for our apartment, paid our 99.00 application/administration fee, and got an apartment number, 1010, and we move in April 1st!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She said the only reasons we could get a denial for leasing is if we have a felony/violent crime history or if we falsified anything on the application, we have neither, so we don't have to worry about it. Woot woot! I am so fucking happy right now, Ray and I finally have a place to live, on our own, as a married couple. I know I can afford it, 599/month, I get 1260/month at Wal*Mart. So I still have alot left over for things like groceries, bills, and stuff. and I won't touch the 10,000 for rent. The 10,000 is for pet deposit [300.00] and any start up fees for the apartment, plus buying things that we need for it, [ex. mops, silverware, vacuum..ect..] and the first months groceries. The only thing I am going to splurge on myself is a new laptop, and a digital SLR [which I need

Thankyou All For The Gifts Here An Update Im 101.5 But Baby Is Only 100.1 So Shes Starting To Feel Better
thankyou all for the gifts here an update im 101.5 but baby is only 100.1 (i took her temp in butt and normal butt temp is 99.7 so shes starting to feel better i think we have the flu i cant eat anything but thankgod my babys eating and drinking plenty im gonna lay back down now so dont think im igoring u all ,hugs thanks yesterday my fever was little higher and babys was way higher , so things are getting better not so much with me but i only care that my babys starting to feel better and playing

She's Back...
A wraith with an angel's body. A demon with a smile of gold. You soulsucker... I won't become like you. A killer with the perfect weapons: Crystal eyes, and a heart of coal. You soulsucker... I won't lose myself in you. Look how pretty she is when she falls down. Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quivering, like a withering rose. She's back again... What the fuck do you think love means? It's much more than words and feelings, Sucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet? Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes. Sucking them dry... Does their marrow taste of sweetness? Sweetness... I hope you choke...

Ear....doctor...meds...
hello hello hello.... Well, what a day i have had thanks to my ear and friends on CT. As a few of you may know if you read my blog before i have had and still have a really bad ear infection. At times i could of quite easily got a knife and cut off my own ear...a bit like van gogh...though I'm shit a painting lol...unless its them paint by numbers ones lol..**slightly sidetracked there sorry** Where was i....oh yes.. so the pain was friggin intense to say the least. I was in agony, had seen a really shit doctor down my surgery and was still none the wiser... that was until my very own CT guardian angel gave me a shout after reading my blog. Her name on Ct is ~~kit~~ aka Katherine, and she is an Emergency room nurse over there in the good old USofA. She told me to ask my Dr next time i see him for a certain thing. So i would like to quickly say thank you to this young lady for trying to help me in my hour of need, it was appreciated so thanks. xxxxx mwah mwah mwah xxxx Anyway,

Something To Relate To...
a million faces, each a million lies for each and all a chrome disguise prompts for action force reaction embody promise in a sheen so pure hurt, the measure of blind ambition the testament to your singular disease against all wisdom you heed no warning your desires giving you away if I could change your mind i wouldn't save you from the path you wander in desperation dreams any soul can set you free and I still hear you scream in every breath, in every single motion burning innocence the fire to set you free your actions turn conquest to dust in portents of fate you foolishly place trust sense fear in your broken breathing resort to shadows till your body expires all creation has the promise of heaven and still you travel the road to hell i'm saying nothing for the good of myself but I'm still talking and you're not listening as night descends upon the city the streets are cold, the lights go by and in the stories of the people a million faces, a million

Just Because...
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, Doesn't mean you shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, Doesn't stop you from being the best. Just because no one has come along to share your life, Doesn't mean that day isn't coming. Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, Doesn't give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized how much of an awesome woman you are, Doesn't mean they can affect your femininity. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, Doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you deserve the very best there is, Doesn't mean that life is always fair. Just because God is still preparing your king, Doesn't mean that you're not already a Queen. Just because your situation doesn't seem to be progressing right now, Doesn't mean you need to change a thing. Keep shining, keep running,

April Fool History
Unlike most of the other nonfoolish holidays, the history of April Fool's Day, sometimes called All Fool's Day, is not totally clear. There really wasn't a "first April Fool's Day" that can be pinpointed on the calendar. Some believe it sort of evolved simultaneously in several cultures at the same time, from celebrations involving the first day of spring. The closest point in time that can be identified as the beginning of this tradition was in 1582, in France. Prior to that year, the new year was celebrated for eight days, beginning on March 25. The celebration culminated on April 1. With the reform of the calendar under Charles IX, the Gregorian Calendar was introduced, and New Year's Day was moved to January 1. However, communications being what they were in the days when news traveled by foot, many people did not receive the news for several years. Others, the more obstinate crowd, refused to accept the new calendar and continued to celebrate the new year on April 1. These

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you ever feel like your in place were no matter what you do you just cant seem to get by. that is where im at or whatever im feeling atm. but hey its not like i can stop time or make the world start turning in the opposite direction(everyone would die or become really sick, not what i was wanting). It seems i always do something to drive a guy away. I dont know what it is but when i find one that sticks around they end up either taken from me or a complete asshole. I know it sounds like this blog is just pitty party for me but I have a lot things that i would like to get out and it seems this is the best way. Sorry for those who wanted this upbeat, come back when my son is around or when im writing about him. seems its the only thing or person who can cheer me out whatever bad mood im in. I dont want to go back to the woman known as "Ber" but in a way i think I am going to have to. She was cruel and had no feelings about anything. Just doesnt seem fair to anyone who might com

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart
19 THINGS to win a girls heart.... 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! becau

My Babies
I'm sorry my babies For leaving you behind I can't go on Living this close To your mom Seeing her with another Has destroyed me forever She has driven me away I LOVE all of you Always & Forever Until I see you two I'll be missing you Life can be hard Keep your head up Stay strong Don't worry 'bout dad I may be gone Through you I live on

Am I Crazy?
So I was having a conversation with my friend's wife who is a psychology major. She said that I may be bipolar. Now at first I was like hmm... na, I don't feel crazy. Then when I read up on it a little more I began to consider it as a real possibility, though not as advanced as the word could get. See, I have always had a form of split personality. One that was usually present in my every day situations and one that would arise in extraordinary situations. Its not really a split just different sets of values, possiblities and priorities. For a little background information of my life. I was born in Mountain Home, Idaho. Was adopted the day after I was born, taken to Anaheim, CA and due to some unfortunate but avoidable situations of my life, still live there. My adoptive parents are one hell of a couple... both are alcoholics, my mom suffers from depression as well as some other forms of psychological problems, and my dad is a workaholic diabetic who doesn't really care bout much.

Oops!!
To anyone that has been trying to post anything on my page, pics or blogs or that has been trying to send me e-mail here on tap, I apologize. I wasn't aware that my settings had been changed where NOBODY could leave anything. It was fine last night. Shrugs....Not sure how it happened, but anywho, I fixed it. Thanks for the call to let me know, Rich. Hugs!!

Real Friends
Real friends are sometimes very hard to come by at times. In my opinion, a real friend is a person that is always there for you no matter what happens in your life, gives you the same respect you give them, someone that you trust with all your secrets (whether they be good or bad) and not tell, enjoys some of the same things in life that you do, picks you up when you are down, honest, treats you like they treat their other friends, can take criticism when given, and treats you no different when they are around other friends or someone they are in a relationship with. Some people have more than one real friend and others don't. Myself, I have more than one, these are people that I either went to school with for years or work with. If you are not ready or don't want to be friends someone then you shouldn't try to be b/c someone ends getting hurt in the long run and ending the friendship when they really don't want to do it. I hope whomever reads this takes this into consideration a

Evolution Of A Hand Grenade
Evolution of a hand grenade Evolution of a hand grenade. Its the broken heart brigade. Biggest riddle how to pull the trigger. I see no evil Hear no evil Speak no evil. Come on baby Lets go round. Get down and visit the ground.

Untitled(for Now)
We once were everything Allowing others & things Destroy our Love had Tears from being sad I can only pray how Happiness you find now Even as my soul is in pain I know heartache won't remain For I am to late From saving my soul-mate

Sex-like Talking And Such
Broads love dirty talk. So say stuff like, "Oh, baby. You know that I certainly am liking it when you do that thing... you know... with your thingy... and then I take my thingy... and we do stuff. Yeah, baby."

Moving
Well a coupla nights ago I was told by some-one how much they loved some-one else... Then the next night got my ass kicked by her. Not a big deal... I just feel stupid for holding onto wishful thinking... So I am moving April 15th back to NV. I feel horriable just cause I have to leave my kids behind. She took my heart and soul... Now she will have my kids as well. I can't even begin to talk of how much pain I am in anymore. I've done all I could for them and now I am drained of myself... Life has become uber lonely now. I wish for a magic pill that would make wanted or loved. Not just by her but, from family as well. If you know me you know what I mean and what I'm talking about. "Sometimes I lay in wait. Pondering if only through my death will I then be loved? Will I be then noticed? Then I realize... the only person going to my funeral is me..."

'dirty Car Art' Stash Update !!
Evening all lol I've done a great stash !! A very clever guy has created some great art on the windows of dirty cars !!! Stop by and check them out at the pic section of my stash and show lotsa luv ! Have fun Lin xx

Whats Been Going On...
03/06/04 today i've been collared by my Master, D********. Don't need to say how happy i am that He's chosen me to be with Him :) . Sir, i love you so much that words can't express it but i think you have an idea of how much that is ;) love You forever ********* 02/26/07 We're giving things another try.. I am happy.. *********

Brat's Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep Said the brat with just a peep Spanked just right, my bottom's hot Will I be good, well of course NOT I teased and tested till he growled Then he spanked me till I howled Have I learned my lesson yet? Is it getting spanked? then I'm all set Stingy though my bottom is s'not as sore as that hand of his And where his fingers wandered to Was that spot that made me coo So when I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my man to keep Cause he spanks me like he should With his hand and not that wood Warms me up with stingy spanks The kind for which I must give thanks Cuddles me and keeps me good The way I always prayed he would. If I should brat when next I wake I pray my panties down he'll take Then to spank me hard once more With love that warms me to my core.... (and now the one i never ever will have to use *grinz*) Punished prayer Now I lay across your knee To be

A Wonderful Read ..
If you love to read .. I've the book for you . well .. I guess you should love dogs .. and have a big box of tissue near by .. The book .. "Marley and Me" .. by John Grogan.. I laughed and laughed .. I cried .. and cried .and cried some more ...He writes lovingly about his neurtic dog Marley who just grows on you .. A must read in my eyes .. Mr Grogan tells a wonderful story .. not only of Marley but of his family .. their growing .. loving .. and experiences .He also has a Web site if you'd rather check things out prior to deciding weather to read or not .. www.marleyandme.com there you can see Pictures of Mr Grogans Family and of course Marley, He's got snippits from the book .. and his blog .. hoping you all enjoy .. as much as I did .. Wishing you all a wonderful day .. Wen :)

365 Days Of Walking The Red Road
My friend, I am going to tell you the story of my life, as you wish, and if it were only the story of my life I think I would not tell it, for what is one man that he should make much of his winters even when they bend him like a heavy snow? So many other men have lived and shall live that story, to be grass upon the hills. ---Black elk OGLALA SIOUX, 1863-1950 A NATIVE TO KNOW Black elk was born in 1863 on the Little Powder River. When he was nine years old he received a vision that gave him a "special power".A power instrumental in his later becoming a prominent member of his tribe. A religious medicine man. He traveled the world and spoke to many about his beliefs and spirituality. In 1950 on the Pine Ridge reservation he passed away.

Poems
Why I left home Screaming, chasing Running, facing I cannot stand "Please no more!" I cry out, And hit the floor. Legs kicking, Arms flailing, Trying to defend, Always failing. Crying now, Not on the floor. Anger spent, I head for my door. I'm on my bed, Trying to forget my pain. Why did mommy Beat me again? What did I do? What was so bad? Nothing, but The bad grades I had. Illusion or Reality This looks like love But can it be? I can't tell Because I can't see My eyes are fine Not so my heart My light has gone It's wholly dark Every once a glimmer Can I see Is this illusion Or reality? I'm so confused And lost right now I want to love But don't know how My heart's been shattered So many times From this hole I cannot climb Give me love Or give me peace Then will my heart Find its release My Best Friend Your voice is m

Sleep Of Darkness (happy F*n B-day To Me!)
I'm still on my Adkins diet.. matter of fact I am not eating much of anything lately. I won't ever give up on life. Never fear... the will to fight... to live... is engrained into me since I left home at 12. But today... I lost a lil more faith in people. 2 day is a day 2 vent, and say F*k it all!! (hugs) Even a mountain can crumble... and lose a few pieces at times, U know? Peace@all. (hugs) Now here... after years of slacking off... is my new METAL song. Out of sorrow.. creativity, spreads it's wings, and takes flight... ~~~ Johnny Edman ~~~ 03/05/2007-4:45 p.m EST Sleep of Darkness (Verse 1) Shattered dreams, my heart it breaks. I gave you more, than I tried to take. My soul is dark, my heart grows still. Nothing matters, nothings real. I hear your voice, I see your face. You left a mark, that I can't erase. Cause now your gone, I'm all alone. I'm talking to myself at dawn! (chorus) Did you ever care for me? Was it a game!!! Do you hear my echo'd pain? I call yo

Goin' Kinda Crazy
I guess you could say I've been goin' kinda crazy adding pictures to my stash. lol Don't even want to guess how many. hahaha But, you'll find a very wide variety, when you go look...religous, celebrities, Jewish related pictures, St. Patricks Day, churches, Native American, animals. So...I hope you're going to find something you like, or maybe find something new. Make sure you rate them, please, and leave me a comment, so I know you've been for a visit!

Prison Of Conscience
Prison of Conscience I walk in and sit down Prepare myself Look through the silvery glass And stare into your eyes Blue-greenish, kind of gray I focus on your eyes Your ice cold eyes Amazed at the façade you can assume An impenetrable veil Giving away nothing to the viewer Except for me I see right through your eyes You look so unassuming Not innocent so much as upright. Dutiful Unlikely to transgress so completely I ask how you could do these things How can you rationalize such extremes You deserve whatever consequences descend upon you And yet you're so calm, relaxed even You regret the necessity for such measures But that given the circumstances, You did what you had to do You'd do it all again Your enemies were fools, weak yet irritating And they threatened you and yours Like mosquitoes with malaria I ask about regrets You feel for the innocents A tragedy for everyone, you say You describe feeling real fear A most unpleasant sensation Disappo

Bound
I lift my arms willingly upwards, anxiously awaiting to be bound. Bound tight and left to the mercy of my master. Will he choose the cold hard steal of his handcuffs Or the soft tigh white ropes? Either of them entice me, to be bound in total submission. Bound and waiting for my masters whim, All I want is to please him. He spreads my legs and ties them tight, now way to flee, no way to fight. He leaves the room for just a moment and I wonder whats his pleasure. He returns quickly with his first indulgence. He begins by gently sliding the cold hard cube down my waiting body Only stopping to excite the tip of my soft pink nipples. immediatly they respond in submission, which brings a smile to masters face. As the ice slowly melts down my body, it leaves wet trickles rolling down my sides. He continues the journey to my most private place, his most prized possesion. He gently teases it as he incerts the ice within. The ice so cold it beg

Read Its Hilarious
Subject: A True Man / Woman Golf Story >>> >>> >>> >>> I don't write 'em, all II do is forward them (and get in trouble along >>> the way) >>> >>> >>> A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. >>> >>> She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. >>> >>> The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant >>> you three wishes." >>> >>> The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to >>> mention that there was a condition to your wishes. >>> >>> Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" >>> >>> The woman said, "That's okay." >>> >>> For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the >>> world. >>> >>> The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your >>> husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will >>> flock to". >>> >>> The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most bea

Incessant Misery
Incessant Misery Incessant misery Pelting me Like torrential sheets of rain Washing me away Engulfed in misery Drowning in its river Swept downstream Into the all-consuming whirlpool of hell Desolation and despair Why bother with this Or anything else? I'm so tired and weary Sick of failing Sick of feeling like a failure I feel what I am I resonate with eternal unhappiness Dissatisfied with all All dissatisfied with me No one is pleased with my progress Or the lack thereof Least of all me. Nothing positive ever happens Just one failure after another Waiting for the next With bated, depressed breath Watching the inevitable unfold Here it comes again Another shitty day. by Lobo Aru

(best Friend) Jeremy Quotes.....newly Added
"some people do the doody hole cause it's most likely tighter than a vagina..... i do it for revenge" Received as a text message in the middle of the night: "My sister pulled a "Dukes of Hazzard" car jump. I think I shit my pants!" more added later....

Cruel Reality
Cruel Reality - Why is it not perfect? - Not a dream from my mind Cuz life is cruel and efficient And hard and mean and real - Why are they pretty when I’m not, I wonder It’s a façade They cry in bed and lament their VD All are miserable Or naïve and stupid And everything is hard Exhausting truly - Where shall I find the strength? Don’t be such a fucking pussy! Just finish the task and shut the fuck up! Then the next! Then the next! Then the next! Then die by Lobo Aru

I Have A Headache...
yeah i got a headache its irritating me an i dont have tylinol.... its hot so im sweaty my palms are on fire literally well not really but my hands are REALLY hot an sweaty -____- i hate my palms bein sweaty.... an its hot lol um yeah im jus complainin cuz i cant take a cold shower so blah damn this construction....

Paranoid
Paranoid Another scratch, a whisper of a scrape against a somewhat distant alleyway and then movement from me away Away AWAY way away, I pray but a twitch in the shadows a fleeting glimpse perhaps? or not. what am I seeing? am I imagining this? is nothing there? or is it him. her. it. them. are they relentless in their endless quest for me? why do they mirror my every move in every door to the side of every building? smoking a cigarette and reading the paper not looking at anything. seeing everything. especially me. the bastards. who are devoid of mercy. and have slain my will. and have stolen my hope. they will not quit. for I am the hunted. I am their prey. by Lobo Aru

You're Kidding?! No Fork!
LMFAO, I really felt her pain on this one. Been there did that, the lid REALLY DOES WORK!!! 2/27/2007 1 question, does anyone else have as much trouble with fast food restaurants as me? As you all know I have already fired McDonalds like 3 x already now I am forced to have to Fire Long Johns. I tried my luck there for lunch today. Another very bad mistake. I ordered my lunch and drive to the window and there stands a toothless probably 20 year old girl with a tattoo on her chest, a earring hanging from 1 nostril and pinkish green hair uncombed. I ask for shrimp sauce, salt & pepper, vinegar and tarter sauce. You would have thought I asked her for a date with her boyfriend or girlfriend which ever the case may be. She took a very rude loud sigh and threw some pkgs in my sack. I have learned from experience to check my sack before I drive off. She said “IS THERE A PROBLEM”? I might have imagined it but it looked like she was reaching for something in her pocket tha

Did You Say Kutuns?
She made it almost a month.... 2/23/2007 I know I did this to myself but I figured I would un-fire McDonalds for 1 day because I wanted a salad really bad. HUGE HUGE MISTAKE After waiting in line for 12 minutes I order my salad pull up to the window and very politely (Since I’m pretty sure my picture is up in the break room.)I ask for Croutons. The lady said cutuns? I say No Croutons, she said katans? I said NO CROUTONS, she said I don’t know what krotos are, I said CROUTONS. She said I have to get the manager, she then disappears for 4 full minutes I watched my clock he finally appears with my CROUTONS and practically throws them in my truck. That’s like not knowing what an olive is. So the moral of this story is that I am going to have to re-fire the bastards. I gave then a second chance and look what happened. I’m done with them. As I drove off I swear I observed a small bright flash, I’m sure they a have a picture of my new truck up by picture in their break room.

Feelings
If only my tears could speak, They'd speak, how my broken heart Is unable to mend They'd speak, about all my fears Weaknesses, and doubts They'd speak, how my heart and soul Have deeply hurt for the few depressing days They'd speak, of all the memories Which haunt me everyday in my dreams If only my tears could speak, They'd tell you, the pain inside my heart And don't know when it heals They'd tell you, about my wishes For once, i could see you and hug you for a litlle while They'd tell you, how my head Is confusing for a lot of things They'd tell you, all my thought of self And my wishes, my life would end... Everyone around me And everything inside All of it is dying, And it's something I can't hide. Anger is stirring, Sadness, pain and fear; Things are flying at me, Is there nothing I hold dear? My friends and my family, I know they're trying to help, But I know I can't do it If I can't help myself. For some reason, though, Some

The Hashbrown Incident
Ok, first of all, I can not take credit for writing this series. A girl I work with has composed these from her experiences over the last few months. They just make me laugh my A$$ off so I had to share. 1/27/2007 Got screwed by Mickey D’s again they are up to their old tricks. Had a horrible day yesterday. I broke my tooth on a Sausage McMuffin by biting down on one of those mystery microscopic bones in the sausage. It’s going to cost me $800.00 to get a crown put on. They screwed me out of 1 hasbrown to top that off. Today I got the nerve up to order 4 hasbrowns because I was starving due to the broken tooth problem and not eating yesterday. Figuring that would be a safe meal. Anyways I pull up and they said it will be a 5 minute wait on your hasbrowns, please pull around and we will bring them out. It was already 7:57 and I have to be at work by 8:00 I said I will just take something else I am not pulling over, they said well you will have to go get back in the mile lon

Sorry I Havent Been Here For A While
hey Gs i just wabted to let ya'll know that im tryin too keep in touch with all of u just give me some time i'll get to much love for all of u and thanks for the comment and ratings xoxoxoxox

A Great Day
Halleluia, I got my taxes done and the federal version filed. Got to tell you that it isn't a lot of fun filing taxes in more than one state. Every dang state in the union has a different way to look at things and seem to go overboard trying to complicate things. For now, I'm pleased so here we go. Now if we could just stop this cold weather habit.

Ok, (take 2) I Am New To Cherry Tap
welcome to cherry tap...i guess. there are a lot of beautiful women on here !!! some of which are on my friend list :) i mainly joined this site out of curiosity with the possibility of meeting some sexy women. i am still trying to figure everything out though. myself...i am not a validation or attention whore. i love hot women...looking at them, touching them, kissing them, well you get the point..thats why you are on my friend list, not because i am trying to win any kind of popularity contest. i would however like to move up to at least level 3 so i can crush on people :)

How To Speak About Men And Be Politically Correct:
1. He does not have a BEER GUT - He has developed a LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY. 2. He is not a BAD DANCER - He is OVERLY CAUCASIAN. 3. He does not GET LOST ALL THE TIME - He INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS. 4. He is not BALDING - He is in FOLLICLE REGRESSION. 5. He is not a CRADLE SNATCHER - He prefers GENERATIONALLY DIFFERENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS. 6. He does not get FALLING-DOWN DRUNK - He becomes ACCIDENTALLY HORIZONTAL. 7. He does not act like a TOTAL ASS - He develops a case of RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION. 8. He is not a MALE CHAUVINIST PIG - He has SWINE EMPATHY. 9. He is not afraid of COMMITMENT - He is MONOGAMOUSLY CHALLENGED.

Let's Get Some Shit Straight (you May Wanna Skim This & See If Anything Applys To You)
Ok I wanted to address a few things here since they seem to keep coming up & I hate (HATE!!!!) repeating myself.... 1) The "Are U Single?" question: I generally look at this question (& roll my eyes) like its on some piece of government paperwork....in that case Yes I am single. I have never been married, nor am I currently married, and I do not think I will be married in the forseeable future. But then again this question may be asked about my "real life" (which for the rest of this post will br mentioned as "RL") status. The answer is the same but I will get to the difference in just a moment. As I understand it once you become "CT married" u change your name to reflect that...so check out the name folks! The question also comes up about why I'm not married (in RL) & to answer honestly I think marriage is silly in this day & age. Basicly you are telling the other person that if a fight ever gets to heavy to handle you can have a judge require me (or the other person) to gi

How To Speak About Women And Be Politically Correct:
1. She is not a BABE or a CHICK - She is a BREASTED CITIZEN. 2. She is not EASY - She is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE. 3. She is not DUMB - She is a DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. 4. She has not BEEN AROUND - She is A PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION. 5. She is not an AIRHEAD - She is REALITY IMPAIRED. 6. She does not get DRUNK or TIPSY - She gets CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED. 7. She is not HORNY - She is SEXUALLY FOCUSED. 8. She does not have BREAST IMPLANTS - She is MEDICALLY ENHANCED. 9. She does not NAG YOU - She becomes VERBALLY REPETITIVE. 10. She is not a SLUT - She is SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED. 11. She does not have PREMIER LEAGUE HOOTERS - She is PECTORALLY SUPERIOR. 12. She is not a TWO-BIT SLAPPER - She is a LOW COST SERVICE PROVIDER.

Welsh Alphabet (thank You Sin)
a short: "a" as in "ham", e.g., "mam" long: "a" as in "hard", e.g., "tad" b as in "boy", e.g., "bara" c as in "cat" (never the "s" sound as in "cent"), e.g., "cant" ch a non-English sound as in Scottish "ch" in "loch", e.g., "bach" d as in "dog", e.g., "dros" dd "th" (voiced) as in "the" (never the voiceless "th" sound as in "thin, e.g., "bedd" e short: "e" as in "then", e.g., "pen" long: similar to "e" in "then spoken in a southern drawl, e.g., "hen" f as in "of", e.g., "afal" ff as in "off", e.g., "ffÙl" g as in "god", e.g., "glan" ng as in "long", e.g., "ing" h as in "hat", e.g., "hen" i short: "i" as in "sit", e.g., "inc" long: "ee" as in "seen", e.g., "hir" j as in "jam", e.g., "jar" l as in "lamp", e.g., "lol" ll an aspirated 'l' which does not occur in English, sounded by placing the tongue so as to say 'l' and hissing out of one side of the mouth, e.g., "llan" m as in "man",

Broken Heart
i need some help from anyone offering advice ...what do you do when ur scared...im in love with one of the greatest guys i have ever met...he is the father of my child and the love of my life but i just recently got married and it wasnt to him...im not sure if i made a mistake not giving him another chance but i was scared of our secaond relationship turnign out the same way that the first one did...i just did not think i could go through that again the heartache and pain and i think that i got married for that reason but i didnt know what to do i was scared...please help if u can send me a msg and let me know....

Last Flight
Last Flight February 17, 2007, 0350 curbside at 24th and M, Washington DC. 16 Degrees with a light breeze. Going home after my second week of freezing temps to my home in SoCal. Fly my aircraft, ride a horse, climb a mountain and get back to living. I'm tired of the cold. 0425 paying the taxi fare at Dulles in front of the United Airlines counter, still cold. 0450 engaging the self-serve ticker machine and it delivers my ticket, baggage tag and boarding pass. Hmmm, that Marine is all dressed up early. Oh, maybe,,,Hmm, Good Morning Captain, you're looking sharp. Pass Security and to my gate for a quick decaf coffee and 5 hours sleep. A quick check of the flight status monitor and UA Flt 211 is on time, I'm up front, how bad can it be? Hmmm, that same Marine, he must be heading to Pendleton to see his lady at LAX for the long weekend all dressed up like that. Or maybe not? Attention in the boarding area, we will begin boarding in 10 minutes, we have some addi

Ladies, Wax Is Not Your Friend!!!!
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, > painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > > > > My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play > with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind > for the next few hours. "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the > medicine cabinet". So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. > > > > It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax. You > just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them > apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else and you pull the hair > right off. No mu ss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, > but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) > > > > So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck > together. Instead of rubb

The Other Woman - Poetry
I have to tell you something I think you should know I saw you last night At the late show I watched her with you But nobody knew I watched her dance Move her body for you Her sweet scent came with her Part innocence, part lust I watched you touch her And knew you must But after you left, she still remained And I moved from my shadows Touched her lips stained She smiled so softly And her smile joined mine We gazed at each other Our arms intertwined I moved in her eyes That deep velvet green I touched her neck softly The movement unseen She whispered my name Into my heavy hair I whispered hers With longing and care Her fingers trailed gently Lightly brushing my breast My breath was a tremble I let go of the rest Her blouse dropped so slowly Like caught in the time I gazed with lover's eyes I felt the heat climb She shrugged off my touches Still wanting to tease She smiled again sweetly I dropped to my knees My hands found her sides My nails gentl

If I Close My Eyes
If I close my eyes... we can be together; In this place where only I can see you. If I close my eyes... your touch warms my body; I can feel the strength of your passion soothe me. In a world so large, how did I manage to find you? Like a soft breeze, you so gently walked into my life. From the moment my eyes first looked upon you I was taken forever, lost inside of you... I can feel your lips press against mine. How your scent intoxicates me As I run my hands across your face, Only to save your scent to run across mine. Do you know that you have captured me? I am forever under your spell. When I see you walking towards me My heart skips and butterflies are all about me. I need to feel your heart race against my body. The heat from your body is all I need. Will you wrap your arms around me? I need to breath the same rhythm as you. Oh how you've taken my breath away. My love, my desire to be with you grows. The love I feel inside- burns. Take me back to

Circle
Life is made sweeter by the circle of friends That enter my life and make it complete Because of the love that will never end Filling my heart and making life sweet. The circle of friends begin with family And open to pals I come to know As along life I go Completed with God's love through eternity. Many in my circle of friends I have never met As we found each other on the Internet But these friends have given me much As we often keep in touch. Each link in the chain Make a circle I claim With each friend special in some way Filling my life with love and happiness each day. My circle of friends is open To others I meet every day Welcome to join the circle in time Making a bigger circle of friends that is mine.

Wind-up Toy - Lyrics
Am I sweet like candy to your diabetic low? Am I your sanctuary when you have nowhere to go? Am I your magic little chill pill when you start to explode? Am I the one ton Chevy that can carry your vast load? Am I your one and only saviour? Am I your sacred pride and joy? Am I the sanity that's certain? Am I your favorite wind-up toy? Wind-up toy. Am I arms like heaven when your mother's just won't do? Am I your indicator ewhen you haven't got a clue? Am I your heavy metal vixen when your tired of Britney Spears? Am I your Alka-Seltzer after ten too many beers? Am I your one and only saviour? Am I your sacred pride and joy? Am I the sanity that's certain? Am I your favorite wind-up toy? Your wind-up toy. ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

I Need To Know
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME? IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY, CAN'T YOU SEE? I'VE LOVED YOU FOR SO LONG, NOW IN RETURN, YOU'RE DOING ME WRONG. WHAT DID I DO? WHAT DID I SAY, TO MAKE YOU JUST WALK AWAY? I HAVE TO KNOW BEFORE I GO MAD, I'M TIRED OF FEELING DOWN AND SAD. DO YOU HAVE A NEW LOVER? WHAT HAVE YOU DISCOVERED? DO YOU HONESTLY NOT CARE? I THOUGHT WE HAD A LOVE THAT WAS RARE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. PLEASE, TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG. I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN GO ON. I'M SORRY IF I'VE HURT YOU IN ANY WAY, I REALLY WISH YOU WOULD STAY.

31 Things Guys Need To Know About Girls
31 things guys should know about girls!!! 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. --8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did. 9

Just A Crazy Idea From Me
if u dont like someones mumms or blogs or stashes they put up on here..just a lil brain storm why not just go to people that create some u like instead of complaining or getting all butt hurt at the ones u dont like..nowwww thats just a lil crazy i know but far be it from me to be all sane on here...as im an adult and its called freedom of choice and speech..so enough said on that everyone have a temptingggggggg tuesday cause hell i am wahoooooooooooooooooo

Someone Like Me - Lyrics
So I've abandoned my faith in human kind I've lost my way, I've lost my mind And here are these walls I'm hiding behind After all that I've seen I've damn sure been blind Cause you give this me this hope that I just hate You come along I can't concentrate It seems I should know now I'm not good enough And your not the type to ever fall in love With someone like me So I bide my time, I don't call I'm better off not to try at all But against my will I tear down the wall It's so easy now to feel so small When you give this me this hope that I just hate You come along I can't concentrate It seems I should know now I'm not good enough And your not the type to ever fall in love With someone like me ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Hold Me Through The Night
It hurts so much to see you And know that you're not here. And know that you don't love me And know you ignore my tears. And it hurts not to hold you And not to have you in my world. And it hurts to know anything That proves I'm not your girl. I wish I didn't know now What you told me then. When you last helped me And said that was the end. I wish I could hold you And wipe away your tears. I wish you were still mine, I'd make your troubles dissapear. I wish you'd say you love me And hold me, oh, so tight And say you'd love me forever And hold me through the night

Unknown - Lyrics
You walked to me Across our dreams Another chance That our fate deems You found me here And I found you And under this Something is true Unexpected and so unknown Takes faith to trust you And all that you've shown You held my fear And spoke sweet things You listen well When my heart sings Just like the sight Brought to my mind All along here I had to find I ask no promise Now's not the time It's enough now To know you're mine ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

I'm A Pisces
Yes it's the naughty horoscope. repost this bulletin with your horoscope ;)) Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Arie

We Ride The Wind Together
WE RIDE THE WIND TOGETHER by William Thomas Kinsey We ride the wind together Our hearts have taken flight Love shows us both the way To soar into the night. Off into the distance There is only you and I Wrapped in the arms of love We sail across the sky. Enraptured by the music Of a soft romantic tune We fall in love a thousand times Beneath a brilliant moon. This could go on forever What had only been dreamed of You and I together In a rhapsody of love. The moon, the stars, the moment In a love that none could sever Wrapped in the arms of love We ride the wind, forever.

Moving On!
Hey just short note to say I'm moving away for few yrs out to calf. going to U.T.I and this single boy here gonna be making big money right of the top. So I'm gonna be leaving oct.28th but I'll have my new lab top by then, to keep in touch. I plan to come back to charleston after I'm grad. with a brand new mustang! so I'm gonna be looking for good bad girl to wine and dine!lol I've been single too long and I'm sweet guy but no one seems to really want me right now but they will. I'm gonna rollin round calf. Maybe I'll find a super model lol. I'm also on myspace. Mjaydawg26@ myspace.com

For The Glory?
IS IT FOR THE GLORY, MY ANSWER IS NO....... I SERVE FOR MY COMMUNITY TO HELP THE OTHERS THAT CANT HELP THEMSELVES IN TIME OF NEED WHETHER THEIR HOUSE IS BURNING THEIR CAR IS CRASHED A SEARCH FOR THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BATTLING THE BIGGEST OF BRUSHFIRES OR TENDING TO THE CHILD THAT FELL OFF THE SWING THATS WHAT IM HERE FOR IS IT A SACRIFICE I MAKE, THE ANSWER AGAIN IS NO. ITS THE SACRIFICE MY FAMILY MAKES WONDERING WHEN ILL BE HOME WONDERING IF IM OK SO PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IT DO YOU REALLY REALIZE WHAT YOUR LOCAL FIREFIGHTERS GO THROUGH DO YOU JUST THANK THEM WHEN ITS YOUR TIME IN NEED WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE STREETS SHAKE THEIR HANDS GO TO THEIR FIREHOUSE THANK THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE FOR "YOUR" COMMUNITY

Angel's Lament - Lyrics
What do I do With all of this anger All of this hatred, All of this pain What will it take To cut out this cancer To get this poison Out of my brain Out of my skin, Out of my mouth Out of my soul Because it's fading fast And the tears cut like acid Down my face If there is a God Let me shed my last 'Cause it's not a demon, It's just me inside me I'm not the angel I thought I could be So to hell with this sweetness and humanity I'm not the angel I thought I could be So what do I do With this frustration This hesitation This want This need What will it take To cure this disease To seal off this wound So it ceases to bleed All of my faith All of my love All of my hope That I don't have to spare And the tears burn like fire From my eyes If there is a God Make me un-aware 'Cause it's not a demon, It's just me inside me I'm not the angel I thought I could be So to hell with this sweetness and humanity I'm not the angel I thought I c

Proud American
PROUD AMERICAN This is an Airman's response to Ms Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Williams wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" But I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) Taxes, and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I t

Numb Lips - Lyrics
I burned my lips again, but that's okay because what do they have to feel? They were already numb, already lost in the bitter vodka chill. Sorry for myself? No, I'm sorry for you. And I'm sorry that this bottle only lasts an hour or two. Tar taste on fingers, acid, dirty with a bite of salt My tongue's losing it's memory drowning in fear and fault Vision blurring like a broken windshield in splinters and shards shed Like dried wax under fingernails Blood welling up taillight red A rattle in my ears From a breath drawn too fast Skinned knuckles bruised Between my teeth to keep it from rushing past Splashed with clear cool comfort that flares when I light another Waiting for the lights to dim Waiting for a better deal I burned my lips again, but that's okay because what do they have to feel? ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Why I'm Bi An Proud Of It
I notice the older I get the more proud I am to be a bi-sexual female. When I was growing up my Dad was a strict Christian man, an was very unforgiving towards anyone who didn't think the same way the Christians do on the issues of Moral values. Now I love my Dad, don't get me wrong, I understand he came from a strict up bringing an really didn't know any better. But there are so many things it took me a long time to expierince for myself because of fear of being looked down upon as a hiethen an a sinner by my family an piers. And I remember very well when I spent the night with a girl friend from school when I was 11, an we were playing around on her bed, well one thing led to another before you know it, we were experimenting? I guess that would be the proper word for it lol. But we experimented with each other for a long time, and I really enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so much so it really frieghtened me to the point I went back home that evening. Needless to say, I harbored those sexu

Blood Again
There's blood on my face again My teeth are on the floor But my hand is rearing back I'm not your whipping whore There's blood on my fist again And your throat is in my hand Back in your corner, bitch Is that so hard to understand? There's blood on my boots again And I'll never get it out You turned me into this Don't you know what it's about? There's blood in my eyes again In the place of tears You know what you took from me She should have aged two years There's blood in my bed again And this time's the last Because it's yours, you sick bastard So you better pray fast There's blood in my head again There's a calm in my chest She said she forgives you And now she can rest There's blood in my veins again Instead of this hate There's blood on my face again But it's already too late ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Sick
Well I just got back from the Doc.. I have bronchitis. No wonder I've been feeling so crappy. Anyways now I have some antibiotics. So hopefully it will be kicked in the butt soon. Hope everyone is having a great day ;)

How Life Is Going
Hello everyone, I hope this fine everyone going well...Things are going good just been busy with life and kids...Let see beau was off last weekend and the kids was gone to Manda and Amy's house...So I went and got my hair done on Saturday Why Beau and Cassi was out doing there thing...We went bowling later that night and had a great time... IF YOU DON'T KNOW CASSI IS BEAUS GIRLFRIEND....She has a lil girl that is so cute...I will have to get pic up of all of us together...So now we have 5kids in are family and we couldn't be any happier with it...But anyways I need get off here and get things done with the kids that are at home...Hope everyone gets out and has a great day in this get weather that we are having.... Hugs N Kisses The Whittington Family PS... For those of you that have my space you can see my new pic on there

Re: Actors And Well Known People
well I just wanted to post my 2 cents worth. There are alot of famous people in the news on a daily basis. But the one who stands out as the most awesome and deserves a round of applause would have to be John Travolta. It seems to me that every state or person that has to go through a tornado or hurricane, then Mr. Travolta is there to offer help and what-ever else may be needed. He donates his time and money to help those who are with-out help. And I don't see alot of other actors or actresses doing this. So in my book, yeah he rates right up there as being the first on top of the list! so congrats to Mr. Travolta for being so helpful and compassionate!!!!!! you rock, dude!!!!!!!

Its That Time Again
I'm Having a gift giveaway during Happy hour only!!Happy Hour goes for the next three hours :)come to my page and rate all of my 279 stash and i will buy you a big pimpin gift.. :) plus ya get double points cant beat that.. Send me a msg when you have finished.. i will check to see if you rated them all and will then buy your gift :)link to my stash..http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=848612&bl=1I also made a bulletin.. repost it and get a gift its that easy (let me know if ya reposted plz)

The Taste Of You - Lyrics
I want to take you in I want to melt you in my mouth Be the desire that feeds you Take you a little further south I want to taste you inside Feel you run through me Drink you in until I'm full God, what the taste of you does to me The taste of you Sweet and salty on my tongue The taste of you Warm as you flow to me Warm as you flow through me I want to take you on I want to lick you from my lips To catch you in my teeth And swallow down what slips I want to drink you all Deeper than before And when it's done I'll want the taste of you more The taste of you Sweet and salty on my tongue The taste of you Warm as you flow to me Warm as you flow through me ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

The Slave - Lyrics
You know I love you Let me do this Anything for you Yours to dismiss Say jump and I will How high is your dream? Say come and I will How loud the scream? Whip me, beat me Fuck me raw Strike me With the final straw I’ll nod and smile As you rant and rave For you are the master And I am the slave ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

*~*moving*~*
for all who dont ko im moving and jus a heads up, i might not beable to get back to yall right away, cuz i gotta get the bills together and figure out sum shit..but i love yall, and i will miss u guys. well holla at me...ill try and get back soon as i can..holla

Hurry - Lyrics
You think You pause We break These laws Don't wait Don't doubt Just act Without You hold You fight We feel Tonight You ponder You obsess Just smile Undress Don't wonder Don't worry Just kiss me Please hurry ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

The Letter
Did u ever just have one of those days, that everything seems to go soooooooo wrong?? today was 1, c i got this letter in the mail.......not a good one, no return address, no name, dont no who it could b. It was wrote in black ink, cut around the edges.........ne way whoever wrote it must really hate me, they put me down, made me feel like im nothing..........mayb i am nothing.......mayb i have no reason 4 being. all i no is if who ever it was wanted to make me feel like ending it all.........they sure did come close..................................

Touch Me - Lyrics
Touch me softly Here and there Lover, touch me Everywhere Kiss me now Please don't wait Give me more Don't hesitate Fill me up With your mad love Come inside me With a gentle shove Feel the way I hold you there Tightly embracing You know where The deepest part Where life begins Our own understanding Of our own sins ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Ill Be Back Later
later yall my nephew wants on...ill be on later tonight.... kissz and kuddlez to ya'll you can email me marinebabe95@yahoo.com or im me on yahoo....same id ill be on tonight....hopefully with more pix.... ~Hawkeye~

My Boyfriends First Contest
I need help I talked my man to enter his first contest. Even though my first one was a bust. Please help me get him the lead Hugs Kyttiekat The contest will END NEXT TUESDAY, MARCH 13, 2007 at 12:00pm NOON, Eastern Time. 3lias

My Tainted Soul In Words (cause Of U)
Justin Timberlake ... All I have is a massive hole in my soul where u once stood The one love of my life is adding darkness and anger to the void Where u were. Where part of u will always be In me Like I was in u In a way I supose my life force courses threw u Use the power u have to look out for yourself Cause Im gone and will never be the same again or probably near u... To many lies To many mind games To much control To much to much eveything but equal and love back Funny shit I see That people might actually belive u after all my old hacked spaces words Im done with dictators and control If I wanted a dictator Id vote. Soon we will all be free. Im fighting with my soul to keep my anger and hate out of reality. Im losing I thought u were my everything but now I see the things that I continue to lose My soul/My mind/My patience/My ability to love So many things..Im broken Im sure if we ended for good on ok terms and u left like I a

Laws
I'm generally a law-abiding type. I admit it. OK, I speed (generally 15 mph over the speed limit), but not because I enjoy breaking the law. I'm just impatient. Generally, I push my speeding to the edge of what might be termed "acceptable speeding" but not further. Sitting at a stoplight with a No Right on Red sign in the middle of the night, when there's no traffic, always causes me agony. Do I comply with the (stupid at that hour) law and wait patiently the three minutes it takes for the stupid light to change, or do I do the illegal thing and turn? Typically I wait. But, as with speeding, it's not because I feel I have to adhere to the law (i.e. No Right Turn, or speed limits). It's more that I'm scared of getting caught if I violate the law. As it turns out, I don't always follow laws because I believe in those laws. I believe in the concept of a speed limit, but somehow feel it doesn't really apply to me. Do I always speed 15 mph over the speed limit? Well, no. I

Teasing Is What?
EVERYONE IS A TEASE AND YOU CAN TEASE IN SO MANY WAYS! LIKE SHOWING YOUR BODY BUT DON'T TOUCH!! GIVING A SWEET LOOK WITH THOSE BAUTIFUL EYE'S SAYING HELLO BUT NOT REALLY MEANING IT. USING A PICTURE TO SHOW HOW YOU CAN REALLY BE AND NO ONE CAN REALLY TOUCH YOU. FLIRTING JUST TO TURN SOMEONE ON AND NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN. A LICK ACROSS THE TEETH WITH A SUDUCTIVE SMILE AND THEN TURNING A LAUGHING BECAUSE IT WAS NOT FOR REAL. TEASE THE ONES YOU LOVE THE ONE'S THAT CAN TOUCH YOU THE ONE'S THE MAKE YOUR BODY THROB AND SKIN BOIL AND SHIVER IN JUST A TOUCH!!!!! SO IF YOUR GOING TO BE A TEASE....PLEASE THE LOVE YOU HAVE.

My Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Love My Mommy
Ok ,maybe Im whoring my momma out , but Im allowed to because Im that awesome :p I just thought this was so funny .This was her latest blog .. so go by and rate Mommy Dearest(if you havent yet) and comment her ..shes my mom , so ya know shes something special . -------- have to share this my 4yr. old great niece that we watch all week went to walmarts with us today. first of all ya never know what's gonna come out of her mouth. there was a firetruck in the parkin lot and she wanted to know why it was there. we told her they collect for children. well, that was fine as we were headn down the road to get to my street she blurts out life alert. so naturally i ask what do you mean by that. she said Net that's what she calls me, she says Net you need life alert ok dumb founded i said why. she says that Cyndi my granddaughter said i was old and that i needed life alert. ok now you know the hubster and my daughter KIMBERLY MICHELE are havin a field day with this one. so i thought if ya

Remember Me!!! This Is For All The Soldiers
OK THIS ONE COMES TO HEART AND MADE ME CRY. SO IF YOU KNOW A SOLDIER AN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR OUT MOST RESPECT. FOR THEY ARE THE ONES PROTECTING YOUR LIFES.

Witches
We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at t.v. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humour. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more than you think.

Blah...
I'm ready for bed... Time to get angry again so I can wake up... I was on helium a few weeks ago, and I was reading thru the philosophy articles, and there was one that was titled "Why We Exist" I thought HA! I gotta read this... I love nothing more than a good debate on taboo shit man. So here I am reading these peoples articles... "We are here cuz its Gods will" blah blah blah... I want to believe in god as much as I can, but the reality of it is, If I dont believe in Gandolf, I am damn sure not going to believe in god. Anyway, here was my response to them... What is the reason for our existence? Everyone has asked themselves that question at one time or another. No matter what anyone else says, you as a human will stick to your guns about your beliefs. However, every once in a while, someone will open up and see someone else's point of view. Back to the question on hand, what is the reason of our existence? There is no reason. There does not need to be a reason. We are her

Life That Will Not Be - Lyrics
Laying in this crazy light I watched you slip away I wanted to call you back but there was nothing Nothing I could say I made my lips go still I bade my touch go cold I could only close my mind And pray I Pray I could be bold I don't want to let this horse run free But I have no choice when you look at me Close the curtain, please don't make me see I don't want this life that will not be This life that will not be Breathing in the hazy night I don't want to dream of this I'll only follow you And then you'll have me Have me in your kiss Yet still I wait for you Despite your nonreturn I'll try to shut out the pain When I When I start to burn I don't want to let this horse run free But I have no choice when you look at me Close the curtain, please don't make me see I don't want this life that will not be This life that will not be ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

I Got This From Crazydave And Wanted To Share It W/ U All
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they ar

Come Visit My Page!
I have a new slide show!! It's a new idea... you can come to my page and leave comments and pics of yourself on my slide for everyone to see!!! I also have a bulletim board that does the same thing!! So come on what are you waiting for, come post your pic!!!

Joke
A man doing market research for the Vaseline Company knocked at the door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "If you don't mind me asking," he said, "what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex," she said. The researcher was a little taken back. "Usually people lie to me and say they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been so frank so far, can you tell me exactly HOW you use it for sex?" The woman said, "I don't mind telling you at all. My husband and I put it on the doorknob and it keeps the kids out."

Life And Work
well this last 2 weeks have been really fun..but now its back to reality and i have to go back to work.would love to say my job has a computer but it dont. well least not for me to play on.you all been great.ill be back to night but for the rest of the day ill be gone..hugs all angel

Not Everyone Loves Raymond
I remember the exact moment when I knew my marriage was over with. It wasn't a fight, it wasn't a shocking discovery. It was laugh, a hearty chuckle. Let me explain. I was happily married for about a year. My husband and I got along fairly well, we enjoyed each other's company, and the sex was outstanding. After the first year, the sex was still top-notch, but we really couldn't stand each other outside of bed. And so we turned to television. We could both (sort of) toleerate the company of people on the screen, so we preferred them to each other. Mind you, I've never liked television. It was simply that I liked television more than I liked him, so I found myself on the couch a lot, watching shows that I couldn't stand. One night, while at the office late, I was chatting with a co-worker, telling him that I was about to leave and that I dreaded going home to the television. My co-worker, who knew of my marital troubles, asked what my husband was doing, and then cr

Stitch Me - Lyrics
My face fell when you said those words And pinwheels hit my eyes My lips were shattered on the floor Get the needle sterilized Sew me back together After ripping me apart Piece me back and stitch me up A doll without a heart I can't blink with this starshot in my eye My patchwork poker face is done I don't have to hear you anymore It doesn't mean you won Sew me back together After ripping me apart Piece me back and stitch me up A doll without a heart Take my hand Take my mouth Take my eyes, my eyes, my eyes Take me Sew me back together After ripping me apart Piece me back and stitch me up A doll without a heart

Its A Baby??????
Today I had a doctors appt which took forever blah but anyways I glad its over. My new friend who just moved to San Angelo from Dallas went with me and well I'm happy I had someone to talk to for 2 hours lol. When we got there I checked in and got to go have my sono done. You could see Logan crossing his legs and crossing his arms across his face. My friend who was with me was amazed to see. The sono took about 30 minutes because she was checking to see how he was growing and boy has he gotten big. The heart beat is amazing and fast and you could hear him move when you listen to the heart beat. The lady who was doing the sono said he is a wiggle worm. My little wiggle worm lol. When it came time to find out the sex of the baby he layed on his tummy and wouldnt move out of that postion but you could see the ball sack lol so its a boy yea. The lady tried so hard to get him to move into the right spot by jiggling my tummy but Logan was just being like his daddy lol. Well we finally made

Wtf Am I Going To Do Now?
Well I just got some life changing news. FINALLY everything seemed to make sense and for the first time in my life I felt like I was in control of my life. Now my world has been flipped upside down. Now I have to figure out which road I need to go down.....

Darkest Bliss - Lyrics
Drink it down Is this oblivion or bliss Float me on the sea With roses made of moon Direct corrolation To the way I fall Drink it in Is it my poison or my love Dark so bright it burns Leaving me here to yearn Hopeless faith in virtue This is how I fall Hold it down Is this a memory of death Something sweeter than my loss Slipping past the deep Swallowing the light again While I drown Hold me up Is this my pleasure or my torment Fading faster than my scars Is this the blasphemy of all Held by the softest arms This is how I drown In this darkest bliss (I fall) The most forbidden kiss (I drown) So sacred is all of this (I fall) In Your darkest bliss

Your 1996 Theme Song?
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: California Love by Tupac and Dre Let me serenade the streets of L.A. From Oakland to Sacktown The Bay Area and back down Cali is where they put they mack down Give me love!What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

All About Me!!
Memories...and then some! THE BASICS Your First Name: Trisha Nickname your family gave you: Elowise, Rosalee, idiot Nickname your friends gave you: Trish, chica Age: 20, 21 this august Place of Birth: Oregon City Occupation: Tech support for the iPhone, Student, Small job weekly, summer jobs Goal in Life: I dont know. I used to know what it is but life changes Hobbies: Sewing, cooking, reading, listening to music, working out Fears: Spiders, snakes, bugs of any kind, failure. Pet Peeves: stupid people, drama Greatest Influences: my friends. Best Life Accomplishment: graduating high school, havent really accomplished much Biggest mistake made: oh there are too many big ones to count Favorite Person (Only Pick One): they know who they are. Favorites (ONLY ONE) Elementary School Memory: running around the play ground being care free Junior High School Memory: chair races down the hall

Good Way To Get Out Of A Ticket
A man was pulled over for speeding down the highway, the officer came to the drivers window and said, "Sir, may I see your drivers license and registration?" The man said, "Well officer I don't have a license, it was taken away for a DUI." The officer, in surprise, said," What, do you have a registration for the vehicle?" So the man replied, "No sir, the car is not mine I stole it, but I am pretty sure I say a registration card in the glove box when I put the gun in it." The officer stepped back, "There is a gun in the glove box?!?" The man sighed and said, "Yes sir, I used to kill the woman who owns the car before I stuffed her in the trunk." The officer steps toward the back of the car and says," Sir do not move, I am calling for backup." The officer calls for backup and about ten minutes another highway patrolman arrives. He walks up to the window slowly and asks the man for his driver’s license and registration. The man said," Yes officer here it right here." It all checked out so

Im So Confused
ok well i have really let myself fall for this guy but it seems he is acting distant n dont want nothin to do with me.. he says he does want to continue u talkin n all that good stuff but it just dont feel like it anymore:-(

Inside The Room Of Your Soul!!!
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.Inside the Room of Your Soul

Updated Tree
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

Feelings
Feelings I still don't know it all I can't believe this You just said everything There is to say to me You know what gets me You know how to love me You just can't know How I feel about you You're a lot of things to me You're practically everything You've made me feel loved For the first time in a while I don't know just how To tell you how I feel But I do know one thing That is, I love you... Written 3/6/07 for several friends, and one in particular...I love every last one of you...

Black Dream -lyrics
She trailed black fingernails across my spine She trailed black fingernails across my mind She showed me her love, empty in her chest She led me to the love between her thighs and all the rest She gave me an easy ecstasy scream She left me hard and waiting within a black dream She had kisses laced with cyanide in red She laughed at me, it was satin that could suffocate She told me secrets the bible would never tell She sold me the life in death and the sweetest hell She gave me an easy extract scream She left me damp and waiting within a black dream This is the meaning of hate like love This is the meaning of war like peace This is the meaning of salvation suicide This is the meaning of trapped release She drowned out the moonlight Smothered it with her breath In pain anticipating In life, in death She trailed black fingernails across my spine She trailed black fingernails across my mind She showed me her love, empty in her chest She led me to the lov

Calorie Values Of Activities
Activity (1 hour) 130lbs 155lbs 190lbs Running, 10 mph (6 min mile) 944 1126 1380 Running, 10.9 mph (5.5 min mile) 1062 1267 1553 Running, 5 mph (12 min mile) 472 563 690 Running, 5.2 mph (11.5 min mile) 531 633 776 Running, 6 mph (10 min mile) 590 704 863 Running, 6.7 mph (9 min mile) 649 774 949 Running, 7 mph (8.5 min mile) 679 809 992 Running, 7.5mph (8 min mile) 738 880 1078 Running, 8 mph (7.5 min mile) 797 950 1165 Running, 8.6 mph (7 min mile) 826 985 1208 Running, 9 mph (6.5 min mile) 885 1056 1294 Running, cross country 531 633 776 Running, general 472 563 690 Running, in place 472 563 690 Running, on a track, team practice 590 704 863 Running, stairs, up 885 1056 1294 Running, training, pushing wheelchair 472 563 690 Running, wheeling, general 177 211 259 Sailing, boat/board, windsurfing, general 177 211 259 Sailing, in competition 295 352 431 Scrubbing floors, on hands and knees 325 387 474 Shoveling snow, by hand 354 422 518 Shuffleboard, lawn

The Shoe Box
There was once a man and woman who had been married for more than 60 Years. They talked about everything. They kept no secrets from each other Except that the old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet That she cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all those years he had never thought about the box, but one day the Little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not Recover. In trying to sort out their affairs the little old man took down the Shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was Time he should know what was in the box. When he opened it he found 2 crocheted doilies and a stack of money Totaling $25,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were married," she said, "My grandmother told me the secret Of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got Angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doily." The little old man was s

Excuse Me For Being Me Today! Lol
Hey everyone who is ANYONE! Which means all of you our Friends, Family and Fans...and those will be I ~Ginger~ am having oral surgery today...woo~hoo! (yeah riiiiight) Anyway...I've a very low tolerance to pain meds! Which I am sure after cutting out my tooth will grant the use of today.... lol Read this as I can get LOOPY! So, should I happen to manage to get back here today...forgive any transgressions, mainly major typos, I may make! Lmao! (read this as: in the event that I make no sense what so ever!) Just sit back and laugh your asses off at me....and on the other hand? Should I not make it back... then now you know why! And know too that I love ya! Can't say I'll miss ya... as there's a grand chance I wont miss a damn thing! That I'll be too out of it to even try.... Talk to you all later...it's almost that time....I HATE going to the dentist! I'm such a wussie! Smooches, Hugs and Kisses to you and you guys have a GREAT Tuesday on me and for me! UPDATE!

All Because Of You..........
Its all because of you, I'm never sad and blue, You've brightened up my day's In you own special way. How can I get you to understand, That I love you more than I can, How can I get you to see, Your the only girl for me, Its all because of you, My dreams came true, Your everything Ive wished for, and I could never wish for more. I cant describe how much I care, But when you need me I will be there, To wipe your tears when you are sad, To make you happy when you are mad, Nobody is as special as you are to me, Now I hope you are beginning to see, Just how much I care for you, And all my feeling will always be true.

When Someone Annoys...this Is What Sam Does...
This is a good one, but you would probably get arrested when you stop. If you are sitting next to someone who irritates you on a plane,train or bus: 1. Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case. 2. Remove your laptop. 3. Turn it on. 4. Make sure the person who won't leave you alone can see the screen. 6. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky. 7. Then hit this link: http://www.thecleverest.com/countdown.swf

Broken-seether
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

What This Blog Thing Is All About.
Me. My songs, my lyrics, my poetry. You can check out the sound at http://www.myspace.com/wynterzendmusic You can buy the music here. The sound quality's not the best, because I'm doing it all on my own, but I'm trying to raise money to get into a studio. That's all, folks.

Satan, The Prince Of All Darkness
They say Lucifer is right here on Earth, And I can see that is true, He likes to cause death and destruction, And he thrives on hate and frustration. I believe that he is right here on Earth, The place where God banished him, And I know the reason why, he thought the evil in him would die. Lucifer has no particular sign, And he is no friend of yours or mine, And then one day he will be destroyed, For all of Gods angels will be deployed And that will be the end of lucifer's reign, And the end of all our suffering and pain. His biggest lie is telling mankind, That he never existed,if that is true, Then why do we do things that are twisted? And why do we make our friends sad and blue? Michael Juneau

Eyes Without A Face
My Song of the Day I'm all out of hope One more bad dream could bring a fall When I'm far from home Don't call me on the phone To tell me you're alone It's easy to deceive It's easy to tease But hard to get release Les yeux sans visage eyes without a face Les yeux sans visage eyes without a face Les yeux sans visage eyes without a face Got no human grace your eyes without a face. I spend so much time Believing all the lies To keep the dream alive Now it makes me sad It makes me mad at truth For loving what was you Les yeux sans visage eyes without a face Les yeux sans visage eyes without a face Les yeux sans visage eyes without a face Got no human grace your eyes without a face. When you hear the music you make a dip Into someone else's pocket then make a slip. Steal a car and go to Las Vegas oh, the gigolo pool. I'm on a bus on a psychedelic trip Reading murder books tryin' to stay hip. I'm thinkin' of you you're out there

Sexy
Awesome lyrics Dig if u will the picture Of u and I engaged in a kiss The sweat of your body covers me Can u my darling Can u picture this? Dream if u can a courtyard An ocean of violets in bloom Animals strike curious poses They feel the heat The heat between me and u How can u just leave me standing? Alone in a world thats so cold? (so cold) Maybe Im just 2 demanding Maybe Im just like my father 2 bold Maybe youre just like my mother Shes never satisfied (shes never satisfied) Why do we scream at each other This is what it sounds like When doves cry Touch if u will my stomach Feel how it trembles inside Youve got the butterflies all tied up Dont make me chase u Even doves have pride How can u just leave me standing? Alone in a world so cold? (world so cold) Maybe Im just 2 demanding Maybe Im just like my father 2 bold Maybe youre just like my mother Shes never satisfied (shes never satisfied) Why do we scream at each other This is what it sound

The Dark Side
The Dark Side is so quick and easy And it moves so seductively Once released it becomes an addiction You start to feel the pinch of the force It wraps it's tendrils around your throat Then you begin to wheeze,cough and choke And you fall dead at the Dark Lords feet. The Dark Side is the way of vengeance Of cold venom anger which never relents Once you start down the path of darkness Your destiny it will always dominate It causes you to create lies and treachery Becomes irresistible to even a Jedi Master. Once you feel the pull of it's power you are never ever the same again But thats what happens when you get sucked in It creates fear,anger,aggression and hate Makes your own father cut off your other hand Only to learn the painful truth The Dark Side is very hard to see It pops up when you least expect it It makes you think you can stop death If you believe that you're a lost,naive,fool Death is a part of the cycle of life Creates a lust for absolute po

Warlock Defined
Warlock Defined The Oxford English Dictionary defines the Warlock as a traitor or oathbreaker. Etymologically, a warlock is a "liar on oath," and hence a "traitor" or "deceiver." Indeed, the word orginally meant "traitor" in English. It soon broadened out into a general term of abuse, and it was also used as an epithet for the "devil," but the modern sense "evil sorcerer" did not emerge until the 14th century. It started life as a compound noun formed from woer "faith, pledge" (a relative of English very and German wahr "true") and -loga "liar" (a derivative of leogan, the ancestor of modern English lie). 'Warlock', in the sense of `a male witch', is Scottish Late Middle English and entirely derogatory; its root means `traitor, enemy, devil'; and if the very few modern male witches who call themselves warlocks realized its origin, they would join the majority and share the title `witch' with their sisters." I am a Witch, NOT a Warlock. To quote Bugs Bunny, "Them be Fighting Wor

The Holocaust
His name was Mr. Adolf, Who knocked a bunch of people off, He was in charge of the holocaust, Without thinking of the cost. We'll never know the reason why, He thought a whole race deserved to die, He thought the jews were the enemy, that killing them was the only remedy. He was so charismatic, his power over his people was automatic, I don't why they listened to him, Or the war they thought they could win. He did not fit his master race, For he had too much of a jewish face, I will always think that he was insane, his people didn't deserve all that pain. He's the most hated man in history, his death is not much of a mystery, But we should learn from his mistakes, life for any reason is wrong to take. by Michael Juneau

Ok.. Must Not Let Cherrry Suck Me In Today
Yesterday was, for me, a recovery day from... a crazy week.. plus a crazy weekend.. I don't believe I'm totally recovered yet.. but I'm recovered enough to try and get some stuff done around here!!! So.. we got the resume to work on, we got the ActionScript object orientated programing stuff to learn.. umm.. word press to get a better handle on... a podcast to throw up.. umm... a lot of stuff to do actually. Looks like I have a meeting for tomorrow night.. where I'm supposed to expect to get some sort of surprise.... who knows of what? We are all so excited because we have new opertunities all over the place.. welcome to the wonderful world of social media, right? But what worries me is that I think we need to be aiming for a very high quality level.. and working really hard.. but where it feels like stuff is getting handed to you.. that makes it a lil... easy to think great stuff is happening to you cause your worthy as a pose to that's the situation of your industry...

Home Alone
Today is my second day of work. Not too much action right now. It's not easy being a phone sex girl. Especially one that's only played with herself. I was hit on by my pastor once. He made me nervous at first, so I turned him down. I went home and thought about him while I was in the shower though. I think that was the turning point for me. Even though I've never had sex yet and was taught by my families beliefs it's wrong, I have to disagree. I like sex; I like watching it, hearing it, and touching myself. I just wish someone would call me and get off with me. Being at it all alone is not as fun anymore.

Why
Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything else has been done to me. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm suppost to be happy. Maybe in another life I treated people very badly and now I am suppost to suffer for it all now... Who knows.

...thought Unspoken...
the bite...it deepens...only to crush my heart more... the thought...it consumes...only to haunt my very core... why won't it leave?...just disappear... I can't seem to control this fear... my very existance, is called into question... can I be whole or forever lost in yearning completion...? undying...yet unliving...I am as cold as the season... my name...I label myself for this numbing reason... what is it like to cry?...I can't even remember... in living solitude I wander...forever, December... the sun hurts my eyes...I can't let in the warmth I once knew... winter...eternity...trapped...in this shell, in a panic...can't break through... my hand was outstretched...I let it touch another soul... but again I'm drawn into my corner...again I only pull... ...away...

Dear Leah
to my ex friend Leah, if you are out there and read this Leah I want you back in my life, i miss you allot and I adore you I felt bad for two weeks,I will not lie to you ,I will be honest with you I fell for you and I know I come to you for anything you rocked my life yes I have a crush on you and love you. eric

Update On Tour De Cure.
As some of you already know I have again accepted the challenge of cycling in the American Diabetes Association's Tour de Cure fund-raising event. I will be doing my bike ride on June 2, 2007 in Buffalo, NY, hoping to do the 16 mile Ride this year. But I still need both Sponsors & Riders to join my Team. Click here to visit my personal page & support me Click here to view the team page for D & S CraftWorks and see about joining the team Thanks, David

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Wiccan Rede
Bide ye Wiccan laws you must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live ye must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give For the circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind ye spell well every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme Soft of eye and light of touch speak ye little, listen much. Dosil go by the waxing moon chanting out ye baleful tune When ye Lady's moon is new, kiss ye hand to her times two When ye moon rides at her peak, Then ye hearts desire seek Heed the North winds mighty gale lock the door and trim the sail. when the wind comes from the South love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the caldron go burn them fast and burn them slow Elder be ye Lady's tree burn it not or cursed ye'll be. When the wheel begins to turn soon ye beltane fires will burn When the Wheel hath turned a Yule light the log the Horned One rules. Heed ye flowers,

Breaking News Out Of Berlin
Teens Accused of Making Ostrich Impotent 3 German teens are accused of making an ostrich impotent with the sound of fireworks BERLIN, Mar. 5, 2007 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (AP) Three teenagers may be on the hook for a hefty fine if a court decides that their festive firecrackers outside an eastern German farm scared the libido right out of an ostrich named Gustav. Rico Gabel, a farmer in Lohsa, northeast of Dresden, is claiming $6,450 in damages for the alleged antics of the three youths, ages 17-18, between Dec. 27 and 29, 2005. According to his lawsuit, the farmer claims that fireworks set off by the boys made the previously lustful Gustav both apathetic and depressed, and thus unable to perform for a half-a-year with his two female breeding partners. Before Gustav regained his sex drive in the second half of the year, the farmer estimates he lost out on 14 ostrich offspring _ worth $460 apiece. The sui

For All My Friends
it's a miricale... when people see only what they want to see and not what the real pic, really is.. My sister,(kinks)said it best...all you people don't know the whole story and you judge by what bbbd has too say but you know what,that's fine... i don't and shouldn't have to put my whole life out there just fro ppl. to like me.that i have known for years. And for the ones who have judged me before knowing the whole story,sorry i have lost you as a friend... But if you didn't want to know the whole truth then i guess you were never my friend to begin with. One day the whole truth will come out but that until then you can think of me what you will...and when that day comes and you know what i went through all those years, then you will know but don't come too me fro anwsers b/c i'm done trying to be friends with ppl who only care aboout themselves... yes i have found someone that makes me happy...and no i don't want stephen back,.....but you know when ppl go throug

This Is What My Surgery Will Consist Of After Its Done
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Rip Dave
All of your bitterness, gathered like wet wood in a dark and foreboding forest, falls across me with the desired effects. Sweeping in eddies and undertows, it blows over my downcast self as an angry storm over low lying ground. I'm not permitted to speak, not permitted to disagree, but as you rant and froth with the fevered pitch of a rabid dog, my 'other' self moves on, away and onward. Spittle wets my face and I make no move to wipe your hate away, suddenly elsewhere in my mind's eye, standing silently in the bedroom that we share, watching as you sleep. I see you. You're peaceful here, right now, asleep and spent of all traces of anger and annoyance of everything I say and do and think. I see you. You're a child. Tantrums and spitting fits, perfected over a lifetime of immature musings, dwell deep within you, buried from sight but always ready to erupt to devastate the landscape. The heat of your infantile madness sometimes boils from you like bubb

Windows
this proves im in the wrong line f work windows is quite possibly the most pain in the ass program on the planet and yet 85-90 percent of users run the os because it has the highest software compatability yet the shit crash a lot and is easy to screw up using software that is supposed to fix things this is a gold mine build shit that doesen't work right get paid a small fourtune I want in weres the contract

Funny Signs
Old one but pretty funny. Actual Signs Seen In England Sign in a Laundromat: “AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT.” Sign in a London department store: “BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS.” In an office: “WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN.” Outside a farm: “HORSE MANURE 50p PER PRE-PACKED BAG 20p DO-IT-YOURSELF.” In an office: “AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD.” On a church door: “THIS IS THE GATE OF HEAVEN. ENTER YE ALL BY THIS DOOR. (THIS DOOR IS KEPT LOCKED BECAUSE OF THE DRAFT. PLEASE USE SIDE DOOR.)” Outside a secondhand shop: “WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN?” Sign outside a new town hall which was to be opened by the Prince of Wales: “THE TOWN HALL IS CLOSED UNTIL OPENING. IT WILL REMAIN CL

The Show Is Over
i am no longer dancing in the show i was stupid and went to mohawk mountain for those of you who do not know this a a snow resort in connecticut we were having a great time snowboarding then it happend off the small cliff i go i broke my arm and tweeked my leg the good part in all this is i will be moving even sooner i only have a week left at work then i will be heading out to washington

I'm Off Hard Liquor
I've been having a hard way to go lately and until I figure everything out, its only a glass of red wine for me..I'm not going to say a glass a day, lol...but red wine isnt bad for you as long as you dont abuse it..so I guess maybe whenever i feel like having a glass..I will..but the hard liquor goes bye bye for now

I Feel So Pround
I feel so proud tofay, my daughter phoned me today to tell me she has been accepted at University next year to start her training as a paediatrician nurse, since leaving school she has spend the last 2 years studying at college to gain the necessary qualifications to gain entry. Only 30 people out of a total of 275 have been accepted for the course which lasts 3 years

Fell In The Mud
Well walking to the store before. I take this small hill to get to the store. Well i slipped on some mud and fell back. Well i got mud all over my hands, Jackie, pants and shirt. I couldnt walk back cause it would took me a bit and the store was right there. I thought maybe there was wash room in there but nope there was and i had to walk through the store really quickly while people were snickering at me. I got hope took everything and washed it. I had some small pain on my side and there was a small piece of glass in my side that i could see. Just having a really bad day.

Defects Of Charicature.
haveing every thing taken away, from family to job, i have had to sit. evauluating my life, i see i have to make changes. to be suronded by friends who care, and are here to help not destroy, i now see where i have gone wrong. being selfish, selfcenterness,egotiscal, and full of fear, i pushed everything and one away from me. man am i sorry. so i have given myself to God of my understanding and mighty changes have taken place. my heart of revenge has been replaced with a heart of forgivness, my anger replaced with love, my intolerance with understanding, these things came when i ask God to take away my uncontroling desire for alcohol. no one could get me to quit drinking. no one had the power to do so, including myself. for today i have no thought of drinking. thank God for that. my God is kind, forgiving, loving, patiant, helpfull. my God of my understanding. i just pray that he gives me the power and right my wrongs, to repair the damage i have created. to be given one last chance. t

Lifes Good
When shades of night begin to fall And the stars light up the sky, I travel back in time, Remembering days gone by. Happy days of childhood Running free in fields of flowers, Dens we made to shelter in To escape the sudden showers. Such different games we played then, Too many to recall, But in those golden years We were happy with bat and ball. We really had some good times When skies were never gray, I remember you and all we shared My dear friend of yesterday.

What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Friends.
Someone asked me this morning why I'm so loving to my friends and family. They asked me if I thought that my friends would be there for me like I am for them. My Reply, they already are, their my friends. I don't have to see someone every day to love them, I don't have to talk to someone every night to know they care. I don't have to buy things for them or send cards all the time for them to know I care. My true friends know, in the thick of the fight, I'm beside them, not behind them, in times when they have a heavy heart, mine is right there with them, no matter how far they are away from me. When things are good and we're busy, I know they're there, with my in heart and spirit to share my joy and happiness. I tend to be the person who can read an other and be there to let them know I care. I on the other hand disappear off the face of the earth when things get to be too much. I go take photo's, write, read, but I need to be on my own to work it out. My friends know this ( they hate

Attn : Cherry Poppers ......
~~ Angel Family Hangout~~ Is one of the fastest growing lounges on Ct. We are looking for good people to join our Family We are in need of: *Bouncers 4 Needed *Bartenders 2 Needed We are a growing family and a friendly place to hangout at. This Friday is Strip Nite At The Angel Family Hangout. Come see how Angel Have Fun! Plz if u want to work the positions above send me ur request to my inbox thanks Maria ~*~Maria ~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

One Word
Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone ? lost 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? gamming 3. Your hair? Skunk 4. work? sux 5. Your father? dad 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? drunk 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream car? eh 10. The room you're in? mine 11. Your ex? ex? 12. Your fears? spiders 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? succesfull 14. Where did you hang out last night? friends 15. What you're not good at? math 16. Muffin? me? 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? starke 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? normal 21. what aren't you wearing? panties 22. Your pet(s)? bulldog 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? o.k. 25. Your mood? average 26. Missing? brain 27. What are you thinking about right now? sex 28. Your car? honda 29. Your work? fo

Come Here You Hot, Talented Cherry !!!
Yes folks, April is just about here... I am currently offering some open slots for guests on the show as I have been demanded to do more than one show weekly!! If you have a great story or know of someone who does..if you are a musical or theatrical talent, drop me a line and lets get you scheduled on!! For more information and to receive a brief but informative package about my show, leave me mail here on CHERRYTAP or at : ksframeofmind@yahoo.com ksframeofmind@hotmail.com ksframeofmind@aol.com I can also be reached on my business phone, by request only. My show is upbeat and funny and totally uncensored. You can feel free to say what you feel and be who you really are! Come -on over and lets have a chat!!! -As always, thanks for listening and I look forward to hearing from you!!! Click on the link above to pay homage to the insanity you would be involved with if you come on!!! THANKS!! Karen Host of KsFrameofMind http://www.blogtalkradio.com/km

What If..........
A date with you would start, of course, with me asking you out and you accepting. It would begin around Nine AM I will take you to a restaurant on the beach where we would have a light breakfast...its a good way to get rid of butterflies in the stomach as well as communicate some ice breaking topics, this also gives you an out if you choose to end date.........After we have ate a bit and enjoyed talking to each other and we are both more relaxed, i will take you to a nice late morning stroll on the beach. We can hold hands and walk and talk about how beautiful the scene is and i will tell you how the day is so much more beautiful with you by my side.. We can play a bit chase each other around and walk barefoot in the shallow water.....I will kiss you at some point, a good kiss looking onto your wanting eyes, holding your face to mine....kiss, should you return the kiss I will embrace you, squeeze you close to me, at you will probably feel at this point my desire for you. But this i

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs50%Biting50%Blind Folds42%Whips42%Bondage33%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Your Children And Not Your Children
And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, "Speak to us of Children." And he said: Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you. You may give them your love but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams. You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday. You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth. The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far. Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness; For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He loves al

My First Contest
To l my friends,familys, and fans well this is my first contest here ever...and i will need your help again ,but this time it's me..so please help me win...and i will always return the favor too...Thank you and love you all.. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3453474882 ]

Rules For Being Happy
RULES FOR BEING HAPPY God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don't stay on the bump too long. Move on! When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry as hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved -- the rest is up to the other person to realize your worth. The measure of love is when you love without measures. In life there are very rare chances that

18 Can Sex Take The Place Of A Workout?
This is a question that I've been asked many times. Usually it is asked by someone who needs a lot of exercise and is hoping for a more enjoyable way than trips to the gym. There is no doubt that when couples are involved in sex that is passionate with fast and strong movements on both peoples parts, there is a fair amount of energy expended. The deep breathing and at times profuse sweating give the feeling that a large amount of work is being done and for the period of time that it is going on, it may be, but it isn't. Just to give you an idea I pulled together the number of calories burned for different activities. These are all based on the calorie burned for an hour. In talking to almost all of my friends I believe that an hour of the hard sex that many want to claim they have would either not be done, would cripple them, or get them immediate entry into the sex maniac hall of fame. So if you're wondering what your sexual episodes are worth in calorie burn, think of one

My Autobiography, And Shit.
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY Body: Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography" Prologue 1.Where did you take your default pic? On my bed...? 2.What exactly are you wearing right now? black shorts, a gray t-shirt, rainbow striped thong, 4 rings, 2 toe rings, and glasses. 3.What is your current problem? Why is the rum always gone!? 4.What makes you most happy? oh, YOU know...you know. :P 5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Heaven's a Lie-Lacuna Coil 6.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yes... :( 7.Do you ever watch MTV? hell no, MTV rots your brain...haha 8.What's something that really annoys you? hamsters...dear god, I hate hamsters. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: 1.Middle name: Jeanette 2.Nickname(s) some people call me Penis...why, I don't know. 3.Current place: eh, my chair. 3.Favorite Color emerald green ----

I'm Home
Hey you guys! Well I made it home one day ahead of time and wowo what a trip. My girl, her name is lindsey lanae. (beautiful mane huh) anyway I spent several hours with her and her son landen lee and her soon to be husband and both of her parents and they all were really wonderful people and I guess that the ole addage is really true"we have nothing to fear but FEAR itself" not real sure who said it but it rings true for me in this matter. Thanks to all who missed me and are still my friends and thanks for all your wonderful words of encouragemant you all helped me make it through. Man i have so much to do so i'm going for now i will write later I have a whole lot more to say I have to slow my mind down enought to pinpoint the actual words. WHEW!

Redneck Medical Terms
Redneck medical terms Artery......................The study of paintings. Benign......................What you be after you be eight. Bacteria....................Back door to cafeteria. Barium......................What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section............A neighborhood in Rome. Catscan.....................Searching for Kitty. Cauterize...................Made eye contact with her. Colic.......................A sheep dog. Coma........................A punctuation mark. D&C.........................Where Washington is. Dilate......................To live long. Enema.......................Not a friend. Fester......................Quicker than someone else. Fibula......................A small lie. Genital.....................Non-Jewish person. G.I.Series..................World Series of military baseball. Hangnail....................What you hang your coat on. Impotent....................Distinguished, well known. La

I Love Them, With All My Heart And Soul. They Sing Things That Go On In My Head.
When you wake up to white walls and endless halls there's an emptiness that echoes through it all so sit back in your bed, with your mind medicated and your senses stuck on the sick scent of the dead You can call for the doctor...it's all you've got anymore. He's the ticket to the life you had before. If I could just make them see that I don't need this. doctor, doctor what am I here for? can't you see that I don't need this place? I don't need these walls, I'm no threat at all Is there a way we could maybe, through therapy, find a way to rate and release me I just need to be outside, even if supervised back to my job, back to my life yes I know what I've done and I regret it every day if I could make things right, you know i'd find a way but when I wake up to these white walls and the endless halls of the hospital I get lost in the emptiness that echoes though it all doctor, doctor what am I here for? can't you see that I don't need this place? I don't nee

Top Four Adult Jokes
Top Four Adult Jokes Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------- Third Place : One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------ Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle fac

To Have And To Hold
To Nicki I love you more as each moment passes. To have you and hold you such a sweet embrace. You brought light to this once dark place. The light of your smile the color of your eyes the pink in your cheeks and always so shy. I'll be yours always to have and to hold till my last dying breath when we have grown old. Even there after when we have passed to lay beside you forever your man. I love you! I better get to sleep. Nothing i write is half as beautiful as you. Sweet dreams pretty baby i love you.

Finger Fuckin Deliscious
omg... well i just finished doing a "show". that means someone actually put money in my paypal account and i then did everything he told me to for the next 20 minutes.. on my web cam of course. sometimes even 20 minutes can feel like a lifetime, but today i actually wished there was more time, since i was really in the groove of things. my orgasm was incredible and sweet... mmmmmmm

Ct And Nsfw
You know what i don't understand? NSFW. First of all we are all adults and have the freedom to make choices. To post or not to post something. To view or not to view something. We are all adults there shouldn't be anything we haven't seen as far as sex goes. But it's NSFW? Why not rate it as adult? Wait don't we all have to be 18 years old to gone in the first place? And if stuff on Cherry Tap is NSFW why are you on Cherry Tap at work in the first place? Are you being paid to work and not to check out Cherry Tap? You should be on Cherry Tap at work at your on risk not make it my job to make sure you don't get in trouble. If you want to stay out of trouble at work then maybe you should be working and not rating someone's pics. Just a few thoughts -David

Teaching Manners
Teaching Manners A mother was working in the kitchen, listening to her five-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop & her son saying, "All of you bastards who want off, get the hell off now, 'cause this is the last stop! And all of you bastards who are getting on, get your ass in the train, cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in & told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room & stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out,you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom & resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped & the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for travelling with us today & hope your trip was a pleasant one." She hears the little boy continu

My Sweet Boy
My Sweet Boy written by, Lioness/Chrissy copyright© This morning was cold as the day you were laid into the ground I walked towards your grave, but from the snow it could not be found I kicked the snow repeatively and the ice was too hard to break I wanted to visit you badly. Could you feel my heart began to ache? There are so many things I want to share with you.Can you hear my thoughts? Did you see the new friend I brought with me, I truly love him alot. Your sister is doing well she had left the house to be on her own. Your brother Sean is still here. I don't think he'll ever leave home There has been many changes since the day you left. Maybe you already know. Are you running, playing, laughing and having lots of fun where you are? Are you napping on the clouds or possibly skipping across the stars? I wanted to ask how was your party today , did they put 17 candles on a cake? I can't believe how time has past, the last

Bunnies Are Wonderful Animals, But They're A Lot Stranger Than You Know:
bunnies aren't rodents. they're lagomorphs. bunnies are crepuscular: not diurnal nor nocturnal, they are most active around dusk or dawn bunnies have three sets of eyelids bunnies cannot vomit http://bunnyhollow.org/bunnyfacts/bunnyfacts.html

I Like The Way You Think
Like the way you think Teacher:- "Right, there are five birds sitting on a telephone line. A farmer comes along with his gun and shoots one of them. How many are left?" Little Johnny:- "None Miss". Teacher:- "Could you tell me why?" Little Johnny:- "Well Miss, when the farmer shot the bird, the sound of the gun would have frightened the other birds away". Teacher:- "Well, the answer I was looking for was four. But I like your thinking." Little Johnny:- "Miss, while were asking questions, could I ask you one?" Teacher:- "Its a bit irregular, but go on then" Little Johnny:- "There are three women sitting on a bench in the park, eating ice lollies. One of them is licking the lolly; one is biting it; and one is putting it in and out of her mouth. Which one is married?" Teacher (rather embarrassed):- "Err... I suppose it was the last one." Little Johnny:- "Well Id have said the one with the wedding ring. But I like your thinking."

Passions Party
Hey everyone. I am having a Passions Party on Sat. If you can make it message me and I can give you more info. I am in Oshkosh, WI for those who don't know. If your from out of the area go to this website and put Lisa R in the comment box. www.tanya.yourpassionconsultant.com Thanks

Stupid Questions
Stupid Questions 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why cant woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my names Bob. Im an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think ill squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the pr

My New Profile Words To Live By
today I have been bombed by three people who have decided to let me know how they feel about the "DevilsDen" as well as add some of their in sites on my "Evil ways" ohohohhhhh be afraid people be very afraid ...this is it people, we play ball my way..... I have been on cherry tap for awhile now when it was "lost Cherry" and I have met some real kewl people, and I have met some butt heads too,(you know who you are) I have to tell my new friends that I am a real person with feelings thoughts, hopes and dreams,I am not a shallow person I show respect when it is shown to me, random acts of kindness are welcome here and will be returned,random acts of stupidity are not,and I will blog about them and will mention your name with a number of different colorful meta fores I have locked away in my book of curses, do yourself a favor and please move to the next narrow minded dummy here, there are many to choose from.PLEASE don't rate my page under a 10, if you don't like my page then DON'T

Men Are Happier **for The Guys**
Men are Happier Men are just simply happier people, and here is why... Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car Mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You dont have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you are talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes dont cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conservations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A 5 day vacation re

Looking For *fluffy* Girls And Guys Contest
looking for fluffy girls and guys contest starts sunday march 11 ends march 16 first place 1month blast 2nd place 1 week blast 3rd 3 days blast 4th 1 day blast 5th gift 6th gift 7th gift 8th gift so send me you pic's pass the word see you soon ~reyna~

Job Descriptions
Job Descriptions 1. A banker is a fellow who lends you his umbrella when the sun is shining and wants it back the minute it begins to rain. 2. An economist is an expert who will know tomorrow why the things he predicted yesterday didnt happen today. 3. A statistician is someone who is good with numbers but lacks the personality to be an accountant. 4. An actuary is someone who brings a fake bomb on a plane, because that decreases the chances that there will be another bomb on the plane. 5. A programmer is someone who solves a problem you didnt know you had in a way you dont understand. 6. A mathematician is like a blind man in a dark room looking for a black cat that isnt there. 7. A topologist is a someone who doesnt know the difference between a coffee cup and doughnut. 8. A lawyer is a person who writes a 10,000 word document and calls it a "brief." 9. A psychologist is someone who watches everyone else when a beautiful girl enters the room.

Jaded
Hey J-j-j-jaded Youve got your mamas style but youre yesterdays child to me So jaded You think thats where its at but is that where its supposed to be? Youre gettin it all over me And serrated ? ? ? Chorus My, my, baby blue (yeah Im thinkin bout you) My, my, baby blue Yeah, youre so jaded And Im the one that jaded you Hey J-j-j-jaded In all its misery it will always be what I love and hated And maybe take a ride to the other side were thinkin of Well slip into the velvet glove And be jaded Chorus (w/) yeah, Im so jaded And baby Im afraid of you Bridge Youre thinkin so complicated Ive had it all up to here But its so overrated Love and hate it Wouldnt trade it Love me jaded Guitar solo Hey J-j-j-jaded There aint no baby please when Im shootin the breeze with her When everything you see is a blur And ecstasys what you prefer Chorus (w/) (blue, blue, blue, yeah) (Im talkin bout you) (blue, blue, blue, blue yeah) (yeah, been thinkin bo

March 06, 2007: Headphone Syndrome
When someone is wearing headphones and speaks very loud because s/he tries to speak over the music. Mike: Hey man how's it going? Joe:I'M FINE, WHAT'S UP WITH YOU!!!!!? Mike: Whoh man, watch it you're suffering from a little bit of headphone syndrome

A Little Irish Humor
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best Toast of the Night". She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come

Night 2... Continued
Ok, so I was watching tv for a long while and I saw The Ringer, Mallrats, and Lorenzo's Oil. Can any of you guess which movie(s) got to me?? ALL OF THEM!!! So any way, as some of you might have guessed, I wrote a few blogs last night as well as watching tv... I also walked around the park for a good 2 hours as well. Maybe I'll be more constructive with my time tonight. I think I'll organize the garage... Yes, I'm going to organize the garage in the am of my birthday. Fun huh? Depending on what happens tomorrow, I might try to call it an early day. I'm not writing any of this so anyone will feel sorry for me, that's the last thing I need right now dammit! Any way, another day at work, hope all of you who read this (and those that don't) have a great day.

Sumb***ch
A filthy rich South Texas man decided that he wanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, "I have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool! Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass! Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. Both Leroy and the gator were

Can't Go On Like This Anymore..
I once thought I knew what love was because I was young and foolish. I've stayed with him because of my kids. They look up to me and I love them so much but it's killing me to stay in this relationship. He makes me feel like a prisoner and a child. He won't let me make any decisions on my own. And now there is someone else in my life. I love him and very much want to be with him. I feel like I never have before, but how do I tell my husband? I've never been more scared but I've never been more sure of anything either. Is anything in life ever easy? I've been known to be suicidal and I'm afraid to go down that road again but I know I will if I stay here. I just can't go on like this anymore..

Murphys Sex Laws
Murphys Sex Laws 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that mo

Lmao
The year's "Best Comeback" line If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defense attorney during a felony trial. & nbsp;The lawyer was trying to undermine the policeman's credibility.... Q: "Officer -- did you see my client fleeing the scene?" A: "No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away." Q: "Officer -- who provided this description?" A: "The officer who responded to the scene." Q: "A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?" A: "Yes, sir. With my life." Q: "With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?" A: "Yes sir, we do!" Q: "And do you have a locker in the room?" A: "Yes sir, I do." Q: "And do you have a lock on your

Doctor Visit!
On Living Longer I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either!" Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you give a shit?"

Fate And Choices
so much time wasted so much time gone now that fate has once again come and gone taking all my pride and knocking down my spirit if i screamed would anyone hear it? life is full of choices some good and some bad but what if a choice was something we never had no one chooses to lose those that mean so much or to have their heart taken away by someone who only wants to mess it up fate is that one thing that makes our choices we make a good or great thing or one huge big mistake i hope and pray that fate will be kind because this mind and heart are far from blind looking and searching hoping for the day things will look brighter and for a love that wont go away knowing it is out there if only the eyes of my soul can see somewhere someone is waiting just for me

Eternity
How can you love someone You have never seen With a feeling So passionate that it makes Your heart skip a beat at The sound of her voice? How can you feel her hands on you, When she has never touched you? How can you feel her lips kiss yours When she has never whispered your Name in the night? A love with such passion That life could have never Known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible Would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak And heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in My life with Such passion Such feeling Such want Such need. I would give myself entirely Without regret Without sorrow Without remorse To you Your wants Your needs Your love Your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny myself your

Dating Disaster Jan '07
Ya'll know that I've had bad luck wit women. Anyone I meet, it's only a matter of time when they leave me for someone else. Last week, I was left before it even began and I'm glad I have the help of a good friend. Right after the new year started, I was determined to meet lesbians outside of the bar scene. Myspace gurls don't respond back so I *hangs head* I went to craigslist. Haven't had any success wit any aspect of craigslist but I figured what's the harm in tryin. I wrote a lil ad in my own usually styl-ie and I waited for responses. As I waited, I decided to look at other ads and responded to ones that showed personality witout havin that "just come fuck me tonite" feel. One gurl I said I'd like to chat wit thru text and email first but she just wanted to call. Joyous doesn't talk on the phone. Oh well. Two gurls answered my ad and now I have 2 new myspace friends. One looks like she's gonna be an awesome hangin partner, it's just that she lives on long island. Well one of the ad

Happiness
As long as you are preparing to be happy, you will not be. If you continue to see happiness as some distant goal to be reached, you will not experience it. Happiness is now. The only time you can ever experience it is the moment that you are in. Happiness is unconditional. When you put conditions on happiness, it immediately disappears. Happiness makes no judgments or demands. When you focus on judging others and making demands of them, it drives happiness away from your life. Though happiness is simple and uncomplicated, it is at the same time profound and sophisticated. For when you allow yourself to be truly happy, the positive energy can reach into every corner of your life. Set aside the complaints, excuses, conditions and demands, and make a place for happiness in your world. Be happy, and you'll discover a whole new level of life's richness.

Is It Really This Difficult?
I'm gettin sick of this shit. Post in long term woman for woman relationships and get 5 guys respondin who all are "sorry" after you point out that they're not female LESBIAN DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE GURLS TO TURN YOU ON! GET THAT THRU YOUR THICK IGNORANT PENIS-ADDLED BRAINS! If not the guys you get the "bisexual" gurls. The gurls who have never been wit a gurl before, refer to themselves as lesbians and then tell you bout the guy they've been wit for 5years (who so happens to just like to watch). I'm also tired of gettin the strait chicks. Why the fuck reply to my ad which is geared toward friendship turnin into more IF YOU'RE NOT FUCKIN GAY. THAT'S WHAT PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS ARE. I'm sick of strait chicks. Most of the females I know are strait. Women in general I'm just sick of. One chick in particular asked to meet. I turned down that first weekend. Hey. I'd rather get to know a peron thru text and emails than tryta fumble wit what to say to get to know them in a bar settin (cause that'

Perfspot.com Photographer!
Hey everyone!! I work for a company called Perfspot.com and we are doing this really cool thing where you can take pictures at all kind of events and submit them, and you get paid for the pix! Its pretty cool, if you are looking for extra cash or something. Besides, I know you guys are all party animals and see some crazy stuff that should be caught on camera!! So if you want to be a part of Perfspot let me know. It wont interfere with Cherry Tap or anything. Let me know, we are looking for ppl all over the world to help us!! The position consists of attending events and getting the “perf” picture of what's going on. The only requirement is to be able to take a clear picture which can be taken with camera phone or digital camera. You are not required to be a professional photographer. Once your picture is approved then you get paid. Payment is between $0.40-$.70 (USD) per picture. The earning potential is unlimited not to mention over 15 million people will have the ability

Drowning Yet?
I'm trying to keep my grasp on reality right now, but what exactly is my reality? I seem to have lost all control of everything. I don't know if I'm happy or sad, excited or mad, or have I just become a mess of emotions that are dont mean a thing to anyone but myself? I dont write anymore, I dont sing. My outlets have been blocked and I'm drowning. And no one is here to listen to my pathetic shit. I'm being pulled in all different directions, and with things coming to an end in a short while, I havent done a damn thing. I want my independence more than anything, I want my own ideas and thoughts, I want to be the person I want to be, and I'm not. I'm smothered. I concern myself with everyone else's problem, and giving love to everyone else, while receiving none of it. A close friend told me that it wasnt always lonely to be alone, and maybe hes right. Maybe love is worthless. It only brings pain. I'm tired of being destroyed, and rebuilding just to be destroyed again. I'm going to stop.

Having A Great Time!!!
i am having the greatedt time since i have been here on C.T. i have met some really great guys and gals!!!!you guys are really the sweetest around!!!thanks,cherries!!!!!!thank you T.J.!!!you rock for turning me on!!!

A Dance For My Lady...
I want to strip for you...there's music playing in the room, I have you alone in the room. Our eyes meet and I pull you toward me and our hips meet. My leg in between yours pulling at your box with my thigh. I pull your face to mine and our hungry mouths meet. I cherish the taste of your sweet mouth and lightly tug at your lower lip with my teeth. I walk you back to a chair w/o breaking our tight lock. You sit down and look up at me with anticipation. I'm ready to give you your show... I turn around. My hair is up so I grab my pony tail holder and pull it from my hair and my long mane falls down in one cascading movement. I reach up and run my fingers through my hair and move my hands down past my chest then my tummy...they move to my hips where I begin gyrating my hips to the music. I see you are watching every movement eagerly... I give you one of my devilish grins and then turn around with my backside toward you. I'm only a couple feet away. I then unzip my jeans and put my thumbs a

Chainsaw
Conversation over heard in B & Q (that’s a DIY/hardware store for the Yanks) What with the move, I’ve been spending quite a bit of time in places that sell power tools. I was looking for a new thing that makes holes in things quickly, but had inadvertently wandered into the area where the petrol driven chopping-up-things are located. A man was arguing with his gf/wife, that he NEEDED, not wanted, but NEEDED a chainsaw. And not one of those pussy little ‘hedge trimmer’ things. This was the sort that made redwoods wince. A full on, ‘outta my muthafuckin way, tree’, snarling, multi-toothed bitchsaw. After the usual arguments of "it’ll make the garden easier to manage", this obviously wronged man gave the best reason for owning a chainsaw I have EVER heard: “What am I going to do if we’re attacked by zombies?” Delivered with a completely straight face. He is my new hero. I want a chainsaw. To anyone doubting the truth content of this, I would like to quote the great poet Cup Cake: “e

Fighting Weight Loss(say What?)
CRAP CRAP CRAP...I just stepped on the scales and I'm hovering between 95 and 100 lbs. That isn't good, considering I'm not trying to lose any more weight( I wasn't trying to begin with..sheese). 3 days ago, I weighed 110 lbs...maybe it's the lasix...dunno..anyone have any ideas? I'm going to call my doc and find out what's going on...and what to do...My mom is right...if I ever get sick again..I won't have anything to get sick with. I'm at the last notch of my belts...and my pants still fall off...lmaooooo....ah well...

So Many Roads
So many of us find ourselves lost and searching for ourselves, for which way to go. A year or so ago a friend sent me a link to a song. I shared it with a friend today, and since so many of us are in that same boat I thought I would pass on the link here as well. So Many Roads I know religion can be a touchy subject because so many of us give up on God when we find ourselves burdened by more than we think we can bear. But He will never let us face more than we can handle. And we never face it alone. Because he never gives up on us. I know I am far from the perfect Christian. I sin every day. But I do believe. And I pray for my friends. The site has more than just that song. It has lots which can help any of us through a rough day.

A Newborns Conversation With God:
A newborns conversation with God: A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?"

What Do You Do All Day? **for My Lady Readers**
What Do You Do All Day? A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty "food boxes and wrappers" strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house... and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry-way, he found an even bigger mess.... A lamp had been knocked over (broken), and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room... the TV was loudly blaring a "cartoon channel", and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of children's clothing. In the kitchen... dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter-top, the refrigerator door was wide open, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was wor

Wow Armoury
Woohooo! Blizzard has just added an armoury search feature to allow you to check up on stats of other players, guilds, etc... Its so neat! You can even check out my talents tree specs, and all my gear, even though it is a couple lvl's behind http://armory.worldofwarcraft.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Sargeras&n=Teraheartvii

How To Speak About People And Be Politically Correct:
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She does not have "MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS" - She is "PECTORALLY SUPERIOR." 12. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not

The Rose... (i Was 21 And Heartbroken)
The Rose I reached out to touch a rose today, Growing so beautifully, so passionate As my hand grasped the stem I pulled suddenly away with pain I had closed my hand not thinking On the thorns that grew from the stems. As I looked at the drop of blood on my finger The pain still fresh in my mind I couldn't help desire to Reach back and pick the rose Knowing what happened once could happen again. It was at that moment Deep in my heart and soul It made sense to me I now understood why God created the Rose And why it was a symbol of Love So powerful was my discovery that I felt it burn in my heart. When you look at the Rose what do you see? You see a flower so powerfully beautiful The color so deep red as that of the blood from my finger The petals as soft as flesh itself So wanting to be held and kissed And let's not forget the scent So intoxicating one can ever get enough Yes the Rose is beautiful. But least we forget... the thorns They are all around the Rose Along with it's

"my Kind Of Poison"
"My kind of poison" " 'Cause I've spent the night dancing I'm drunk, I suppose If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave This alone, you're in time for the show You're the one that I need I'm the one that you loathe You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose 'Cause I love all the poison" ~MCR "My kind of poison, the good kind. My kind of poison, that makes you smile. My kind of poison, that makes you happy. My kind of poison, that burns on the way. My kind of poison, that holds you. My kind of poison, that brings you. My kind of poison, that makes you lust. The kind of poison I like. The kind of poison I bleed. The knid of poison I breath. I like my poison to taste like. A breez flowing through my hair. A flake of snow on my face. A fresh cut. A pounding heart. A thunder storm. A poison that can be as sweet as love, but as cold as death... {[I find some people intoxicating. Have you ever found me intoxicatin

Strangeland
My first blog is gonna be a dedication to a site. Strangeland.com. Awsome site, has anything that you could want even for those of you who like something a little harder on the eyes. So check it out. The forums have some cool ass people.

Victoria Is In The Best Friend Contest
Greetings All, For everyone who knows Victoria, you know that she goes out of her way to help everyone on her Lists. She has never entered a contect before, and I entered her into this one. Pay-Back Time People. Please repost this so that all her friends know about this contest and PLEASE click on her Pic and VOTE for her in the BEST FRIEND ON CT Contest!!!! Thanks and Blessings, Eugene Greetings All, For everyone who knows Victoria, you know that she goes out of her way to help everyone on her Lists. She has never entered a contect before, and I entered her into this one. Pay-Back Time People. Please repost this so that all her friends know about this contest and PLEASE click on her Pic and VOTE for her in the BEST FRIEND ON CT Contest!!!! Thanks and Blessings, Eugene

Caring For Someone...
Sometimes it's hard to forget someone you love. We think that hating them will make it easier for us to deal with the loss...I lost someone that I tought was a good friend. Why? I don't even know. It just happened like that, for no reason. Well, I don't want to say names or how pathetic this person is. Or maybe I do... Sometimes it helps to put out anger in words but I don't believe in bashing someone. So I just put my feelings on paper and deal with my pain. Why worry for someone who clearly never cared for you...

Bike Accident
A woman named Jill stood up at her church's Testimony Meeting one Sunday morning. She took the microphone from one of the church ushers and bared her soul to the intrigued congregation: "I want to tell you about the awful accident that my husband, Jim, has suffered this past month. He was riding his bike, lost control, ran off the highway and hit a tree. He was rushed to the hospital, and could have died, but thank the Lord, all he suffered was a broken scrotum." The congregation gasped in horror. The men in the congregation were obviously uneasy and squirmed in their seats. "Jim has been in terrible pain all month since the accident. He has trouble breathing. He has trouble swallowing his food. He can hardly lift anything, he's in so much pain, and he has missed work because of it. "He can't lift our children up to hold them and give them the personal love that they need. Worst of all, we can no longer cuddle and have intimate relations. He is in constant pain, a pain so terribl

Chili Cook Off
For you foreigners, Chili Cookoffs are a tradition in Texas and you haven't lived until you have enjoyed one. If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. (I've read this probably 5 times and it never fails to reduce me to tears of laughter ). Hope it does the same for you!!! If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table ask

Wtf Is Wrong With People
Ok I understand that what is on my page might be offensive to some of you, but talk about the Christan Values, where are they?? You will not think twice calling me a devil worshiper, or Satan, telling me that I should be more sensitive to other's feelings you point your finger and judge me??? wow instead of a drive by Christan random shout though your ass how about a random act of kindness and step out in front of a bus so no one has to hear the shit that easily flows from your face and hold up a cross in your defense hello!!KNOCK KNOCK...better to shut the fuck up then show everyone how Ignorant you really are,dammit what seems to be the problem with some of you? I put on my page what I like I dont give a rat ass if you are "bothered" by it..move one to the next "holier then thou" page there is a reason there is a "back button" on your browser USE IT...

Definitions: (for The Innocent, Naive, Or Too Busy)
Necking: the kissing or stroking of a persons head or neck, the stroking of arms hands or back. Petting: the above plus the caressing or fondling of other portions of anatomy; through or underneath clothing. Sexual activity: all of the above, plus what your puerile imagination dreams up. Doesn't necessarily mean penetration (but it can). Posslq: "person of the opposite sex sharing living quarters." Bureaucrat for live-in lover. Masturbation: the rubbing/feeling of your genitals. Doesn't need to be to orgasm. Can be through clothing. Mutual Masturbation: You masturbating your partner and/or you being masturbated. Not necessarily both at the same time

Personal Ads (another Rant)
I read the personal ads once in a while. It's pretty much more for amusement than out of any quest for "the right man", for a couple of reasons. The first is pretty simple; I'm not really looking for "the right man". Reason number two is that somehow I never seem to qualify as worthy of attention in these ads. Seems I just don't measure up. Or don't want to. Does anyone? Let's take a close look at the typical gay personal ad. "GWM, straight acting/straight appearing, seeks same.." First of all, I guess I am a "GWM", though it's definitely not the primary way I'd identify myself. I'm not sure what "straight acting" means to this guy, but to me it means he's an asshole. How exactly does he "act straight"? By lying to his friends and dating women he feels nothing for? By being "butch"? By pretending he likes football when he really wants to go to the opera? "...35 (look 26), attractive..." I don't think I've ever seen a personal ad from an unattractive person. Or f

Need Some Love From My Friends!
Hey everyone, I have 485 friends and I need some help. I am in the Sexiest Irish contest (my first and probably only) lol and I need some help here. Please drop by and show me some love! The link is in my profile. Thanks XOXO Chas

Random Rants... ( A Few Of Them )
**Being Goth** *I'm a Goth, which means I like to wear a lot of dark gothic clothes, go to gothic clubs, and hang around in the gothic scene. I really love it except for the fact that being a Goth has become so trendy these days. It's like people who are so un-goth are just doing it because they think its the in thing to do. For me being a Goth is a way of life, a philosophy, a statement about the meaninglessness of life. Black isn't a color, it's a lack of color, and that's the essence of being a Goth. Our lives lack purpose and meaning because we have realized that death negates everything we accomplish in life, so why bother. Our society is all about accomplishing things and making believe that you can live forever. It's all a big lie. We all end up in the ground for all eternity. All that running around trying to do something worthwhile is just a waste of time. **Death** *Death is the absolute end. There's no heaven, no god, and no afterlife. Face it.

Boredom
well it finally took hold... i swear if someone doen't amuse me soon...i am going to have to go clean my house.... someone save me from that dreadful fate PS ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY.....get to shoppin people...;)

This Is A Good Laugh
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea," To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Hey Everyone!!
Hey everyone!! date: 2007-03-06 08:27:59 I would really appreciate some new pic and profile comments to read, I am always looking for new fans, so if ur not....Fan me please and for those on my family list please comment the pics in my "Just me" folder!!

Stuffinnutter
first blog here on cherry tap and dont know what exactly to say. this place is different but i like it . very friendly people . And i like it . and there are adults and no little ones cool for me well will write a more promising blog sooner or later .

This Is The Wedding Vows My Fiance Wrote Me Isn't It Just Sweet?
I promise to love you, to be your best friend, To respect and support you, forever till the end. I promise to be you're everything and more, I just can't wait to see what fate has in store. I take your hand and promise this now, As we stand on the alter, taking our vows. I'll try my best to be an amazing husband, I will honor and respect you for the rest of my life. We entered this life as two seperate souls, We took different paths, had different goals. All of life's decisions lead to you, lead us here, Your hand placed in mine makes everything clear. So many great memories flood my racing mind, But it all points to one thing, the girl I did find. You are such a blessing, a dream come true, I no longer stand alone; I have you to see me through. I am asked the question "do I take you Kat", I am asked if I will be there forever through it all. Asked if I will love you till death do us part, Through sickness and health, when ever apart. The answer is cle

Frequently Asked Questions About Salvation
Q: I said the sinner’s prayer, but I don’t know if I did it right. How can I really know for sure that I’ll go to Heaven when I die? A: You mean you didn’t get the golden, wallet-sized pass in the mail already? You know, the one that gets you through the gates with no waiting in line when you die? No? Well, don’t worry about it… neither did the rest of us! In fact, nobody ever gets a certificate signed by God and delivered by an angel that guarantees their admittance into Heaven. Why? Because salvation is spiritual! And although most of us would love to have something physically tangible (such as a divine certificate or pass) to ensure our salvation, God has chosen to keep salvation spiritual… making it accessible only through a spiritual substance called faith. By faith, we believe that God’s Word is true. By faith, we acknowledge and agree that Jesus is God’s only Son, and through His death on the cross and resurrection from the grave, we have redemption from sin and eternal

Taking Back Sunday - You're So Last Summer
She said "don't, don't let it go to your head Boys like you are a dime a dozen, Boys like you are a dime a dozen" She said "you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and I hate it but these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing" And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin (is that I'm somethin that you're missin) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that... I'd never lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I go to, the truth is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin (is that I'm somethin that you're missin) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate y

Got Hit With A Few More Last Night...
So -- In order to protect myself from people with small minds who seem to think that shadows are nipples (or more than that, women who can't stand the competition..poor babies) I am making all of my folders Friends Only. That way, if someone marks something NSFW I'll be able to see who the culprit is. I am also paring my default pix down as well and placing them in protected folders. If you are already my Friend this shouldn't affect you -- you can still see all of the pictures you have in the past. I have a studio in my house so there will always be more great pictures to take the place of ones being marked NSFW by silly people. They just won't be available to the general public. Have a great day and thanks for taking the time to read this!

Whips Chains Society
AS OF TODAY I AM NOT SURE HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BECOME THE REPORTER FOR WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY. I HAVE A GREAT PROGRAM I USE FOR MY JOB AS A LIEUTENANT FIREFIGHTER THAT PRODUCES NEWSLETTERS , BANNERS, FLYERS ECT.. WELL ENOUGH OF THAT. ALL UPCOMING AND NEWS ABOUT WNC WILL BE FEATURED IN THE WEEKLY NEWSLETTER IT WILL BE DISTRIBUTED IN A BLOG AND BULLETIN FORM. BUT I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP BECAUSE THIER ARE SO MANY FAMILY MEMBERS IN OUR SOCIETY I CAN'T POSSIBLY GET IT ALL DONE BY GOING TO EACH OF YOU ONE BY ONE SO PLEASE GET BACK TO ME WITH INFORMATION ABOUT YOURSELF, HERE'S A FEW EXAMPLES OF WHAT THE NEWSLETTER WILL FEATURE (THE BIGGEST ONE IS I NEED EVERYONES BIRTHDAY).WE WILL POST YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PICTURE IN THE NEWSLETTER, AND OR ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE.WE WILL ALSO PICK 2 MEMBERS PER WEEK TO BE OUR FEATURED MEMBERS IN OUR LETTER SORT OF LIKE MEMBER OF THE WEEK. iF ITS EASIER TO E-MAIL ME WITH YOUR LISTING AND BIRTHDAYS MY E-MAIL

Funny Funny
These 2 comments on a Youtube video about World of Warcraft addiction, made me just laugh out loud, this morning, So I sent him a message tellin him how it made me laugh:O) Darkstrand7 (22 hours ago) Thanks alot for this video :) I just cancelled my account and it runs out in the second half of this year. :) i suddenly feel like getting a pool and spending all my time swimming heh. Thanks again. (Reply) (Spam) Darkstrand7 (23 hours ago) I find it impossible to quit. I play everyday from when i wake up to when i sleep almost. Im addicted but cant break free. I have friends and a girlfriend, but thats all. No future. thank you for this video, ill try to quit.

Word Of Caution!!!
WORD OF CAUTION!!! Go to the bathroom before reading, THIS WILL CRACK YOU UP!!!! STUN GUN (Only a guy would do this!) Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blu

Heres To Goodbye, Tomorrows Gone And Come Too Soon
So my life is kinda sucking. I am not happy at all. I just feel sad. Besides the fact the one person i love threw me away hes just being cold. And that hurts more. I had 2 moles removed yesterday. I find out in 10 days if they are cancerous. This is my arm Anyhow... So denied, so I lied Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love Im gonna be gone for good again Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Heres a toast to all those who hear me all to well Heres to the night we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon Put your name on the line Along with place and time Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical Heres a toast to all those who hear me all too well Heres to the night we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon All my time is froze in motion Cant I stay an hour or two or more Dont let me

Things That You Should Never Say To A Woman During An Argument:
Things that you should never say to a woman during an argument: 10- Don't you have some laundry to do or something? 9- Aww, you are so cute when you get all ticked off. 8- You're just upset because your a** is beginning to spread. 7- Wait a minute -- I get it. What time of the month is it? 6- You're sure you don't want to consult the great Oprah on this one? 5- Sorry, I was just picturing you nekked. 4- Whoa, time out. Football is on. 3- Looks like someone had an extra bowl of bitch flakes this morning! 2- Is there any way we can do this via e-mail? 1- Who are you kidding? We both know that thing ain't loaded.

Lol Strange Dream
i had a couple of dreams firt i had a dream that my friend dave and heather and i were all sleep on a couch i woke up and heather woke up and then he woke up and then i was driving to go to some show and then i was at an airport and they were checking my bags and then i ran and i was at fucking disneyland

Boredom
The title says it all. I still have another 6 hours at work and only 6 items in my inbox, where i'm used to seeing at least 20-40 at a time. Ok I lied, 5 and soon to be down to 4 because I dealt with another issue. I wonder if they would notice if I went for a nap? Out of my boredom I deleted 150 people this morning and plan on deleting more. I don't need a huge list of people that I never even say hi to...what's the point ya know? Anyways I suppose I should try find something to do...

Dancing Heads? A New Party Rage????
Dancing Heads Interactive LOL... Just saw this on Fox's Morning Show this morning.... Gone are the days when just doing karaoke is sufficient; now one has to bob their head too!! LOL... The green screens are backgrounds to the headless people that are on the tv sceen; you just supply the head!! LOL... Question is -- would you do it???? ;)

Put An 'ice' Entry Into Your Phone With Emergency Contact Information
Put an 'ICE' Entry into Your Phone With Emergency Contact Information-Truth! Summary of the eRumor The eRumor says that after the terrorist bombings in London in July, 2005, an ambulance service started a campaign to encourage you to put an 'ICE' entry into your cell phone that contains the names and numbers of people to be contacted in case you are in an emergency. The Truth The campaign is true, although it was not prompted by the London terrorist bombings. It was started in April, 2005 by a paramedic based in Cambridge in England. His name is Bob Brotchie and he is a clinical team leader for the East Anglian Ambulance NHS Trust. He said he got tired of trying to figure out who to contact when dealing with shocked or injured patients who can't give the information themselves. The campaign encourages people to put an entry in their cell phones and other portable address devices under the name of 'ICE' (In case of emergency). Emergency personnel can quickly check the cel

Update On Me
Time for an update. :) Here it is, the time is coming that I must get out. I have received my official message stating that I have completed 23 years 3 months and 2 days when I am retired on Jun 30th. :) This is both exciting and scary seeing as how I have not had to look for a job in about 26 years. LOL No problem I will survive and find something. I have made allot of good friends on here and enjoy talking to each one of you. I will be very busy the next few weeks with appointments and such so IF I don't get right back with you don't worry. I WILL.

My Little Girl
hey all, well on friday we brought lilianna to the ER cuz she was running a high fever and had a really bad cough, come to find out she has RSV its basically an upper respitory infection for those of you that dont know what it is. lol. and so yesterday she still had her fever even tho she had been on antibotics (so it should have gone away) since friday, so we had to take her back in. Well now she has pnemonia, a small case of it :( so now not only is she on amoxicilian and prelone, she is on zythromax, and an inhaler too. we have to keep a close eye on her in hopes she doesnt get worse. If she does we need to bring her back to the ER and have her admitted to the hospital. anyways just needed to get this off my chest. i am a worried cuz pnemonia can be some bad stuff! just 2 months ago my son had it and was admitted, luckily just over night. but in babies its worse. so if ya all could pray for us that would be wonderful! thanks for listening you guys are awesome! Jessi~

Sexxxx
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem''

Grandparent
What is a Grandparent ? WHAT IS A GRANDPARENT? (taken from papers written by a class of 8-year-olds) Grandparents are a lady and a man who have no little children of her own. They like other people's. A grandfather is a man & a grandmother is a lady! Grandparents don't have to do anything except be there when we come to see them. They are so old they shouldn't play hard or run. It is good if they drive us to the shops and give us money. When they take us for walks, they slow down past things like pretty leaves and caterpillars. They show us and talk to us about the color of the flowers and also why we shouldn't step on "cracks." They don't say, "Hurry up." Usually grandmothers are fat but not too fat to tie your shoes. They wear glasses and funny underwear. They can take their teeth and gums out. Grandparents don't have to be smart. They have to answer questions like "why isn't God married?" and "How come dogs chase cats?".

Help These Ppl Out!
These people are all wonderful...They helped me soo much in my contest , They are great CT friends! They need help in thier contest and level ups now SO please go help them out! They more then plenty give the love back! Dixie Darlin- 2,000 comments needed Whips N Chains - 25,000 comments needed! prize 1 month paid blast. Manly... as many comment bombs as possible! Metal Baby- needs help to level up! go show her some cherry Love! ~Metal Baby~@ CherryTAP Sassy Five Souls- needs 10,000 comments! pacpl1801- Needs help to level up.. go show some cherrytap love! pacpl18018@ CherryTAP SparkyG.. needs to level up.. go over and show his page some cherry mass love! sparky_g@ CherryTAP BLAHIDONT - needs 25 comments for her contest! 'Zaphara-Countess of Angels Lestats Dark Covenant - help here level up show her page some cherry love! Zaphara-Countess of Angels Lestats Dark Covenant FamilyFAN ME BEFORE YOU ADD ME!@ CherryTAP Newport

U R Not Alone.....
how does it feel tell me please just this once do you enjoy the power your feeling of control does it make you happy to see me cringe in fear or is it my tears that give you pleasure did you feel really good when you smacked me so hard knocking me into a wall and I fell to the floor no, perhaps you didn't since you kicked me too or was that for good measure to assure yourself that I'd learned my lesson was that a smile that I saw while I gasped for air since you kicked me so hard you knocked the breath right out of me tell me please I truly want to know for if it is these things you seek I can surely deliver I will cower from you for all of my days and cry tears enough to fill you a river but I know not what it is you want for you hit me and kick me then tell me not to cry place me in a chair and watch me with eagles eyes waiting to see a glimmer of a tear so that you might strike me again giving me "something to cry about" as you like to

Put Up Or Shut Up.
Asking me for Help for this and that contest here and rate me fan me shit telling me I have to bow down to your ass guess what "hommie"... the way I live life is this... to get respect, you have to earn it, not just show up at my page and think that I owe you something because you have a warped sense of reality grow the fuck up and understand this about me I show kindness when it is shown to me, I offer friendship when it merits it,I rate, fan and offer friendship when I feel you deserve it, not cause you expect it and I sure as hell will not go around Cherry tap giving you my respect if you have never shown me any..this is fact live with it or fuck off and move to the next person who is as weak, and as shallow minded as yourself....got it?? GOOD...

Top 6 Smartass Answers
Top 6 Smartass Answers SMARTASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMARTASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMARTASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMARTASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the c

*sighs*
I don’t think I’m a typical girl. I thought about that last night after an incident brought to mind another from years ago and a conversation at work a few weeks ago. At work we had been discussing having had houses or cars broken into. When I was in high school our house was broken into and we were upset. When I first moved here…actually about a year after my car was broken into. Now Nickey said when her car was broken into she felt violated. Me, I raged in the parking lot for about thirty minutes swearing and ready to kill the people who had done it. So last night I get home and as I walked in the door I thought I heard water running in the laundry room. I wondered if perhaps the sink was leaking or maybe the toilet was running. I dropped my bag from work and headed into the laundry room. Upon opening the door and stepping in I found my self in a lake with a waterfall. My water heater was gushing, and I do mean gushing, water from the front and the top. Th

The Average Person Only Gets 7 Correct.
The average person only gets 7 correct. This is based on U.S. info, so use all lobes of your brain. This can be more difficult than it looks - it just shows how little most of us really see! There are 25 questions about things we see every day or have known about all our lives. How many can you get right? These little simple questions are harder than you think Put your thinking caps on. No cheating! No looking around! No getting out of your chair! No using anything on or in your desk or computer! Can you beat 23?? (The average is 7) Write down your answers as you go. Check answers (on the bottom), AFTER completing all the questions. REMEMBER - NO CHEATING!!! BE HONEST!!! That means no looking at your phone or anything on your desk... LET'S JUST SEE HOW OBSERVANT YOU RE ALLY ARE. Here we go! 1. On a standard traffic light, is the green on the top or bottom? 2. How many states are there in the USA ? (Don't laugh, some people d

Dark Poems
there is a very dark ness that came over my dark heart i feel the tears i feel the pain in my heart my soul whips of blood tears for i want a man that i love he is my heart and soulmate for life i lay across my bed crying blood tears for another is trying totake my love away from me i cry my soul for there will never bed another loveer like you ladydespair09 one of my peoms

Good Bye
Well it was nice being on here for what time i was i met some interesting people and i what to say ty for those that came my friend and made me feel welcome as i did im quiting the site for good now so i wish each and everyone of you the best

American Journalism
(More truth here than you know!!! Sorry bunch of bastards!!!) AMERICAN JOURNALISM Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old US. Marine Sergeant were all captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded. Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear