haveing every thing taken away, from family to job, i have had to sit. evauluating my life, i see i have to make changes. to be suronded by friends who care, and are here to help not destroy, i now see where i have gone wrong. being selfish, selfcenterness,egotiscal, and full of fear, i pushed everything and one away from me. man am i sorry. so i have given myself to God of my understanding and mighty changes have taken place. my heart of revenge has been replaced with a heart of forgivness, my anger replaced with love, my intolerance with understanding, these things came when i ask God to take away my uncontroling desire for alcohol. no one could get me to quit drinking. no one had the power to do so, including myself. for today i have no thought of drinking. thank God for that. my God is kind, forgiving, loving, patiant, helpfull. my God of my understanding. i just pray that he gives me the power and right my wrongs, to repair the damage i have created. to be given one last chance. to move forward with him in my life. though it may seem weak, but i would rather be weak with God, than strong with man. i am ready to face life on lifes tearms.
