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Great Business Signs...
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" *********************** *** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ************************** At an Optometrist's Office "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." **************************

Here Is Aanother One
my friends always told me that you would make me cry my friends always told me that you would always lie my friends always told me that i will find someone new but my friends never told me my heart will always want you.

Where Do I Start ????????
first off want to say hi to all and hope good things are coming your way . been real hectic around this ole homestead ....lot of bs going on, more than i need right now. but i still pop in to check messages and hope to see some of ya'll when i can....just got a lot to get done . anyway ....ya'll have fun and be safe will catch up to ya soon i hope

My New Name Is Dipsy Dippindoodle
OK.....take a minute and laugh!! MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR NEW NAME IS. We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Pr ofes sor Poopypants, by

Virtue Math
SBSV= Sensation based social virtue. SBPV= Sensation based personal virtue. A= Action. M= Method [efficiency of action. Power/ability is part of this.]. “M” also contains understanding of health/balance. T= Time [how long the results last]. PPL= Personal Pleasure. PPA= Personal Pain. PE= [Sensation based virtue calculation of] People effected. SBSV = ((A)x(M)x(T)x(PPL) + (PE)) – ((A)x(M)x(T)x(PPA) + (PE)); SBPV = (A)x(M)x(T)x(PPL) - (A)x(M)x(T)x(PPA) Sensation based social virtue.= Action x Method x Time x PersonalPleasure + PeopleEffected. Action x Method x Time x PersonalPain + PeopleEffected; Sensation based personal virtue.= Action x Method x Time x PersonalPleasure - Action x Method x Time x PersonalPain. If God has programmed "good" on the "Tree of Life" then how is the Tree of Knowledge and "evil" a "problem" to begin with? I mean, wouldn't he be able to delete that infected program that he made if so, whynot do so? Options: A- "he"

Regress?
Regress ? suffocating under my own breath my life turning to stone that one bright star has disapeared a life full of false pretenses, hate and sadness this story so long and drawn out yet oddly no regrets clouds begin to gather round so much confusion to express - KW

7/2/07
July 2 2007 Kaleb is still doing well. The first day after surgery he was wide awake and moving a whole bunch. But now he seems to be sleepy again. Josh and I seem to think it is a result of the Phenobarbital they have him on. This is a VERY Strong anti seizure medication. It slows EVERYTHING WAY DOWN. Other tahn that though he is very stable. He is no longer on a ventilator and is breathing great on his own. If he keeps this up, hopefully we will be going home soon. I can't wait until he is home. I have been able to hold him more lately. Yesterday when I was holding him he made a baby noise. I got so excited. There is not much more news as of right now. I am just praying that he doesn't get some kind of infection from the surgery. A lot of people are ridiculing me because I seem too "happy" and that I look "cold" in pictures because I am smiling. I AM happy. I am happy to see my little boy making progress. I am happy because I fully rely on God to make everythi

7/5/07
GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRAET NEWS. I hope that everyone had a great 4th! Remember to thank those who have given you your freedom and

7/08/07
The countdown has begun The countdown has begun. Kaleb is still doing Very Well. He is so much more awake since they hae started wheening him off of the phenobarb. He moves much more and makes more noises. He still doesn't blink though... It is so weird. They are shooting for Thursday to have him completely off of the Phernobarb. After that he will have to stay 3 whole days to ensure that he doesn't have a seizure. If all goes well, Kaleb will be coming home by next Monday! I am excited, scared, happy and nervous all at once. I think it will REALLY hit me hard when he gets home that he is changed. I mean the last time he was home he was sitting in his Walker and smileling up at me in the kitchen. I miss his smile so much. I thing that being home will help him so much though becuase that is where he was the happiest. He LOVED to be home. I just miss him so much. We have tons of pictures up of him and I look at them and think "God please just give one more day with

I Like Todays 07/10/07
The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually.

" I Love You "
the night i first saw you i knew deep down in my heart. as sure as the summer sky is blue we'd never be kept apart we went through hell together and still we maintained our love. i'll love you alway's and forever i swear by the lord above. for no love has eve been greater of that you can alway's be sure. i'll love you through eternity and later my love for you is forever pure. and so my love i wrote these word's to you to say, i love you in each and everyway

Hey Everyone This Is Where We Need To Be Today
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS WHERE WE WOULD LIKE TO SEE EVERYONE TODAY AND AS LONG AS THIS CONTEST RUNS THIS IS FOR GOTHIC ROSE AND I KNOW WE CAN SHOW HER OUR LOVE. SO HERE IS THE LINK COME AND SHOW THEM WHAT WE CAN DO TY LOVE YAH'S WHITEANGEL2229

Hacking Info - A Must Read
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Joke
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself.The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. " Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote!" __________________

Heres Another One
i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i am with you. i love you not only for what you have made me of yourself, but for what you are making of me. i love you for the part of me that you bring out, i love you for passing over all of my foolish and weak traits that you cant help but see. i love you for drawing out into the light my beauty that no one else had looked quite far enough to find. i love you.

Blogs Continuted Learning As I Read
technorati www.technorati.comthe gold standard of blog search engines, technorati boasts minute by minute tracking of over thirty million weblogs. the site displays which blogs are the most popular, what ideas are the most talked about on the the blogosphere, and even offers a watchlist feature that personalizes your searches based on your dictated likes and dislikes.feedster www.feedster.com one of the first rss search engines on the web, feedster has maintained its popularity by providing searches of blogs, news portals,job postings, press releases, and items for sale. feedster also offers a podcast search. google blog search blogsearch.google.com while search dedicated to blogs certainly existed before their entree into the field, googles 2005 launch of a blog searc h lent powerful heft to the genre. even critics of blogging rejoiced, as blog results no longer featured in googles standard search results. with a familiar google interface. blog search lets you narrow down searches

Just When I Thought.
I'm still here, at least I think I am. I have gotten no sleep what so ever the past four days. Sunday, I came home from my trip and told my husband that our marriage is over with and that I've had an affair. The phone was kept beside me, just in case I needed to call 911. Despite this, he wanted to work things out. He stated that he deserved what I did to him, because of the emotional torment and pain that he has put me through for the past 7 years. I knew something about him was off. Any person would be furious if their spouse had an affair with someone. I did it, in part, to drive the point home that I wanted out of the marriage. I thought....okay....besides telling him that I want out...what can I do to have him accept it? The person that I had the affair with, I grew to love. Knowing him for a long time, I kept my distance on purpose so things would not progress as I thought they would. I've known this man for years, and some of you will tell me that it's wrong.

One More Kiss
One more kiss soft and sweet and one more before I fall asleep in your arms I safely drift all the days troubles I will forget sinking gently into slumber as night time beings pull us under softly swaying the night time breeze through the maple leaves ill join you in the nocturnal garden of sweet dreams such as these

The Bet
It was just a simple bet. We were all there, John, his sister Sally, his mother Heather, and I. The shot was tough, there were two balls in front of mine on the pool table, and that was when she said it. Jack, I bet you can't hit this. I looked at heather and said she was on, and there you go. The bet for her involved me cleaning her house, and for me I told her to surprise me with something special. The shot had to hit the rail just right, but I was able to get the job done with a very pleasing smile on my face. Two weeks later I stopped by to help John do some work for his mom, but he had been called into work and was not there. Since it was not anything very big, I just did the work in exchange for dinner. Heather was a great cook, and she was making my favorite lasagna. Dinner was good, and she had a couple of movies so we hung out for a little bit. I left about 9:00 and headed home, stuffed. It was later when the phone rang and it was Heather calling, something was going on and

Me And My Ct People
Ok this is to all of u on ct I am with Cassie Scott aka my girl got a girlfriedn so now u have it.She is my all my everything and I love her and if u cant stand dat and dont wanna talk to me oh well she is all I got and all I need so there. Love Ya baby Cakes

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Jim Norton's Book Out Today, Coming To Philly Tomorrow, Jimmy On Cw11, Traveling Virus Coming To Mass, New Vid
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning, kids! Have yourself a hot beverage, warm up your vocal cords, watch Mr. Gim Gillette, and put on your best concert T-shirt, because it's Rock Scream Tuesday on the Opie and Anthony Show! Call in to the show (866-212-5762) and do your best Metal God impression. Our own Jim Norton was on CW 11 this morning promoting his new book HAPPY ENDINGS: The Tales Of A Meaty-Breasted Zilch, which is on SALE NOW! (we'll have the video online soon). Remember, if you want to see all of the O&A Show LIVE, in studio...Turn on your PALTALK now and check us out as we pick our noses, eat our breakfast, and rub butts with Jim Norton. Of course, you may be doing that just to check out the Ladies Of Paltalk (just log in to the "Opie and Anthony LIVE" room), and enjoy topless ladies, women sleeping naked, and lots of morning sex going on. Yo Philly! The O&A Show is headed your way! We'll be heading down out after the show T

A Poem I Wrote A Few Years Ago
My Passion In the midst of passion,two figures stand.. emerged in ecstasy joined hand & hand.. words are unnecessary, feelings are heard, the body takes control, deaf to words... it is at this stage that i think of you... in gradtitude, for this joy you have exposed. ......me too...... each day is bright.. with you as the dawn with the collapse of each night... a strong bond... in the midst of passion... i remember your kiss... i reminisce, about your touch ....and.... suddenly miss.. the scent you wear &the tone of your voice.... i can't wait to come home, only you can be my choice... ....my passion......

Wrote Your Name On A Piece Of Paper
WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER BUT I ACCIDENTALLY THREW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON MY HAND, BUT IT WASHED AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND, BUT THE WAVES WHISPERED IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART, AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY."""" SEND THIS TO EVERYONE U LOVE, INCLUDING ME. IF U SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE IN THE NEXT 45 MINUTES, THEN TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY EVER!! """ Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am one. If you get 7 back then you're LOVED

On Marriage....
> When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him > keep her. > Sacha Guitry > > After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just > can't face each other, but still they stay together. > Hemant Joshi > > By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a > bad one, you'll become a philosopher. Socrates > > Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. > Dumas > > The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What > does a woman want? > Sigmund Freud > > I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. > Anonymous > > "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a > restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and > dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go F ridays." > Henny Youngman > > "I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years." > Sam Kinison > > "There's a

How To Be Romantic
Long lasting relationships are about having fun together and noticing each other. What "being romantic" means varies widely from person to person, but generally, being romantic is about dedicating time to someone for the purpose of pleasing the other person, directly or indirectly. Some people focus on the small things such as letting the partner have the remote control all evening, or having home-cooked food ready when the partner arrives home tired from work. From time to time, however, a little more is required. In order to keep up the passion, here are some tips for little and bigger "events" to pull off to show your partner that you love him/her. Just some of the things I like to do for the lady in my life. (Well when I had one lol) 1. Hold your significant other's hand. Kiss his/her shoulder. Buying some massage oil and a book on simple massages can work wonders. 2. Have a balloon hunt. Giving a present can be spiced up a bit with a small "treasure hunt." Blow

Bologs Continued
the easiest way to find anything specific on the internet is to type what youre looking for into a search engine. finding blogs is no different simply add "blog" YOUR SEARCH TERMS. IF YOU SEARCH GOOGLE FOR POLITICS blogs, for example, you'll get hundreds of millions of results, with some of the best known blogs featuring on the first page. and of course browsing each of the results will immediately connect you to even more. blog search engines & portals as well as "generic" seach engines such as google , there are also various blog specific sites. these can sometimes prove more effective _ not least because they have to comb through a smaller proportion of the web, which means they can keep their results more up to date than those of the big guys. there are blog portals, or directories, that offer a browsable archive of blogs, arranged by category or popularity. search and directory sites often overlap.

Revised For The Idiots
I just revised my profile b/c I was getting so many freaking morons asking me stupid crap. Now whether they read it or not is a whole other subject lol. Everyone should check it out & tell me what they think.

Redneck Women!!
Drinking with a redneck girl... A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice". The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one draft, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." God Bless America

Barrio 101
Alright many of you mummers have seen Urban and I speak barrio in the mumms, but how many know what we are saying. This blog is to teach you the basics so you can enjoy the fun and maybe join us. Lesson 1: Learn to type slang: Ju = you Dat = that etc etc... This is very basic level, a sample sentece would be like this: Ju kno dat mang(olmes, esse) be sprung fo dat ruca(chica, puta) which translates to: You know that man(close friend male, man) is in love with that babe(chick, bitch). Lesson 2: Barrio is derived from Mexican decent so throw in some spanish. common words: Puta = bitch mi = me y = and loco = crazy gringo = American or Americanized person sample sentence (Lesson 1 and 2): Ju kno dat puta is loco fo mi y ju dun kno wat to do olmes. translation: You know that bitch is crazy for me and you don't know what to do brother. Lesson 3: Minimal grammar, no punctuation, and simple words. This means most of the words used properly in this blog are

Rate This Blog Book Continued
the weblog review www.theweblogreview.com the weblog review has evaluted more than 2000 blogs since its inception in 2001. the staff is comprised of volunteers, but they are, for the most part, knowledgeable and detailed in their assessments. reviews used to be done on done on a first-come, first-served basis,and were generally turned around rather quickly. but, as of late, the staffers have been swamped by the number of submissions. to speed things up, they offers bloggers a pay for review system that quarantees a quick write up but not necessarily a positive one.

Sick Of Fuckin Drama
Well once again i had a run in with the guy i threw out of my home....The fuckin pussy jumped me from behind ( i have a broken right arm sooo ) as i was heading threw my garage and into my home..I have a broken right arm so ) i got one swing in but it wasnt good enough cause of this the police "say " thay are finaly going to arest him on simple asult ( ya right ) the only reason he ran was another friend was in my house and grabed my gun and came out with it or i dont know what would have happened...i now have 92% hearing loss from the atack and am a little battered and brused with dumbo ears LOL ( swollen ) so today i'm going back to the court house to see if i can get a permit to carry the gun at all times and have a bond put against BOTHhim and his girl friend ,hate to do it to her but she drove him here and just sat and watched him do it so fuck her to.....UGH i hate my life sometimes you try to helppeople and you get shit on well no more either your my friend or i'm going to tear

Hahaha2
My Horoscope for today, The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually.

Worth Saving
It is not religion Maggie, it is politics utilizing the religious labels to form a bonding and identifications of alliances along rather primitive tribal boundaries. When one part of a sub-culture feels disenfranchised it often resorts to the religious expression of antiquity as a source of consolidation of political views in order to evoke a self-assured moral right to oppose the majority and replace the majority with brand of superiority to offset the perceived disrespect of the dominant culture to their minority sub-culture. Politics are the philosophies which we use to determine how we will function within a society in regards to the distribution of scarce resources. Religion is how we justify and moralize those philosophies and identify our right to have the resources in opposition to another group seeking the same limited resources.

A Complete Stranger......
A complete stranger opened my eyes this past weekend. Funny how sometimes it just takes somebody that you don't know from "jack" to do that for ya. lol. It's not like she told me anything that I didn't already know, but, and I hope ya'll know what I'm tryin to say here soon, ...but, what she told me, 'really' made me think more and know that it's really the truth! Anybody that knows me, knows that I'm a very caring person, usually. Sometimes too caring, I will admit.And so I asked her, this stranger, that if a guy, no matter how shy he is, doesn't ask you out, on an actual date, even though he gives you a little attention, what's that mean? ..... Her answer: He's just not that in to you. .....and ya know what people, it's TRUE! lol. I know for myself, with those I care about, even with just online, I'll make sure to let them know that I'm thinking about them, that I miss them, etc. ( little notes or messages, gifts, etc. ) But, I've finally come to grip with REALITY and t

Blog Book Continued
the webby awards www.webbyawards.com internationally based and a decade old, these awards all manner of webpages, with subcategories for political, and business blogs.the diarist awards www.diarist.net/awards.awarded qurterly to the best representations of online journals. categories include best comedic entry, best romantic entry, best romantic entry, best use of multimedia, and best rant. best of the blogs www.thebobs.de just registering to vote might net you an ipod shuffle. anti bloggies www.leiacofield.com/antibloggies this site disclaimer informs us that these awards are not meant to be taken seriously, and suggests we b get over ourselves. blog of the day www.shrednow.com/botd simple site with minimal descriptions of random intersting blogs. happy blogging god bless neext to follow derekxx

Someone
SOMEONE Someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.

Pakistani Troops Seize Red Mosque
By ZARAR KHAN, Associated Press Writer 49 minutes ago Pakistani troops raided Islamabad's Red Mosque on Tuesday and attempted to flush out the remaining militants entrenched inside a women's religious school in fierce fighting that left at least 50 militants and eight soldiers dead, the army said. The troops stormed the mosque compound before dawn. More than 10 hours later, they were still trying to root out the well-armed defenders said to be holding a number of hostages. Officials said at least 50 women were allowed to go free from the complex. Some 26 children had earlier escaped. Clashes this month between security forces and supporters of the mosque's hardline clerics prompted the siege. The religious extremists had been trying to impose Taliban-style morality in the capital through a six-month campaign of kidnappings and threats. At least 80 people have been killed since July 3. Amid the sounds of rolling explosions, commandos attacked from three directions about 4 a.

Offline For A While
My Computer has crashed so I will be offline for afew days up to a few weeks. So if you read this and you talk to meor comment me alot and I dont answer this is way. I will let you know when I am up and running again. Love you guys.

Here We Go First Of 250
blog awards are given out in allsorts of categories by variety of organizations. some awards are standard fare-best writing,best photograpy, most humorous - while others are bit more off the wall,offering up laudations for the most boring blog, and the cheesist smile in a author photo. the best blog award sites include the following. bloggies www.bloggies.com panels an annual presentation ceremony held at the sxsw conference in austin texas make bloggies some of the most respected blogging prizes out there. categories include politics,food,tecnology,entertainment,best design,best writing,and the weblog of the year weblog awards www.weblogawards.org the caretakers of these awards post the process of defending the polls from all manner of vote manipulation. might electronic voting machines be easy to crack? god bless all derek

I'll Be There
over Mountains over Trees over Oceans over Seas across the desert I'll be there in a whisper on the wind on the smile of a new friend just think of me And I'll be there Don't be afraid, oh my love I'll be watching you from above And I'd give all the world tonight, to be with you Because I'm on your side, And I still care I may have died, but I've gone nowhere Just think of me, And I'll be there On the edge of a waking dream over Rivers over Streams through Wind and Rain I'll be there Across the wide and open sky thousands of miles I'd fly to be with you I'll be there Don't be afraid, oh my love I'll be watching you from above And I'd give all the world tonight, to be with you Because I'm on your side, And I still care I may have died, but I've gone nowhere Just think of me, And I'll be there In the breath of a wind that sighs oh, there's no need to cry Just think of me, And I'll be there

5 Months
im 5 1/2 months pregnant and loving every moment of it. It's really hard at times cuz i cry outta nowhere and i get stressed out to easy. 4 months to go. alexandra marie is due oct 15,2007 and she is gonna be the cutest baby ever and i cant wait..if any moms out there would like to give me advice feel free. this is my first baby.

The War
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? We're people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's he

Very Kinky
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90% A Sicko60% A WUSS !!10% Average10% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Jim Morrison
Jim Morrison did one thing in his life. He went to Paris to die among fellow poets. The Rolling Stones heard rumours that Brians friend had died there and went directly to France to dry out the rest of Brians soul. The excelent album Exile In The Main Vein was their last good album. When Morrison, the last and "unknown" soldier, had died there was no one left. Apart from Gram Parsons that was kicked from the sessions (by Anita Pallenberg). Parsons was the last mirror image of Brian Jones. He was forced to leave most of the projects he started including the Byrds and the country version of the Stones.

Sex I Q
You have a sexual IQ of 141 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Foundry Cams: Carmen Rocks Out In Her Teddy Bear Shirt
Whoa boy... you have GOT to see the video that the lovely Carmen from FOUNDRY CAMS just sent us. She's wearing next to nothing (save for her Teddy Bear Shirt and a tiny black thong)... and she's not even wearing those for very long. WATCH CARMEN SHAKE HER ASS HERE As always, you can see Carmen live and chat with her online at FOUNDRY CAMS. OK, that's enough plugging for one post.

Grow Up!!!
So far this site has been fun, but I have finaly got a shithead that has reported one of my pics as NSFW. I thought this was a adult site for adults.. The pic they reported as art you can go see in a fuckin museum... Its not porn.. I love all art in all forms and I think it helps open hearts and minds.. Why would anyone hate on art?? I listen to things and see things I prefer to enjoy.. The things I dont care for then I turn off, or dont look at.. This is our 1st amendment right.. This right is one of the things I love about this country.. This is why many men and women have died on battle fronts around the world for us to have such rights.. And as with anything everyone tries to enjoy, it only takes one asshole to fuck it up for everybody.. People grow up, and excercise your right to walk away, turn it off, dont look, but dont hate on the freedom for anyone to express themselves as they see fit.. I dont send these pics out to people. They look at their own concious choice, and they ca

Sexual Zodiac
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friends And Familia
What Does Your Name Mean??........... M- You are one of the best in bed. E- You have a nice ass. R- Fuckin Sexy C- You're wild and crazy. E- You have a nice ass. D- You have one of the best personalities ever. E- You have a nice ass. S- A very good kisser. A- You give the best sex. B- Good all around person. C- You're wild and crazy. D- You have one of the best personalities ever. E- You have a nice ass. F- People totally adore you. G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You have a very good personality and looks. I- Love is something you deeply believe in. J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things. L- You are beautiful. M- You are one of the best in bed. N- You are the sexiest motherfucker alive. O- Success comes easily to you P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- Fuckin Sexy S- A very good kisser. T- You're loyal to those you love. U-You are really chilled. V- You are not judgemental. W- You ar

News You Might Of Missed...
The truth about Iraq is just not getting out. Al-Qaeda is committing unspeakable atrocities over there. They're baking young children and serving them to their parents. The Drive-By Media - and sadly, the White House - won't tell you about this, or show you photos of Al-Qaeda atrocities. We're in a battle with a barbaric enemy which has sworn to kill us unless we kill them first, but the West turns a blind eye, and blames our culture for their evil. This happened in Iraq and was reported on Rush Limbaugh’s show. This is what got me interested in Rush in the first place. He opened my eyes to how the LIBERAL PRESS picks and chooses stories to fit their agenda of keeping Democrats in power and growing the size of the US Government on OUR tax dollars. ANYONE who can take a child, bake him like a pig, stuff an apple in his mouth and then serve him on a tray to his own parents is the DEVIL in human form… DO NOT TRY TO TELL ME THESE PEOPLE LOVE THE SAME GOD I DO…. My God, the Ch

Does Your Lawn Need Watering?
Good Morning and beware… not watering your lawn could mean jail time… Oh my gosh! A 70 year old woman was taken to jail and all because a Utah Police officer decided her lawn was in need of water… (Ok, who’s lawn isn’t? in need of water) Pore Betty Perry a Utah resident had no idea what in the world was going on when a Police Officer knocked at her door and claimed she was in violation of an ordinance. Subsequently she sustained cuts and bruises and landed in jail. She was quickly released once upper brass found out the situation. But, my gosh…what kind of idiot arrests an elderly woman because her lawn was dried out? Just when you think you have heard it all… along comes another shot in the arm and you scratch your head and think…hmmm is this all made up? Not so…Well do have a great day and perhaps if you live in the proximity of Utah get the garden hose out and let it rip…. Have a wonderful day, A huge Michigan hug and a enormous Michigan pat Mart

Phone Calls
I'm trying to make an effort to blog more to clear my head and get out some thoughts. (thank you Drea for your inspiration) So, that having been said, I got a call yesterday from Dave...*sigh...Dave. lol The friend in high school I always should have listened to about the guys I was dating. The guy who took me to see Natural Born Killers the first time we went out. Dave...who used to get angry when guys stared at me when I was with him ("They don't KNOW you're not with me!") He says he's a little possessive :) Dave...who at Christmas our senior year gave me perfume, a beautiful letter, and the ticket stubs he'd saved from Natural Born Killers over a year before. Dave...who called me yesterday out of the blue (even though we communicate sparingly on myspace...and even less on CT). Dave...who called back again to talk to me a minute later because he just wanted to hear my voice again. There are very few people in your life that will truly appreciate who you a

Sexual Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? At the stroke of midnight, Kristina died while in the sack with their lover, George Clooney.Kristina will be terribly missed by Colin Ferrel. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Early Morning
Its 6 in the morning and i cant sleep. Between the migraine and the thoughts in the rattled head. I sit here and think about people i have lost and things that i always wanted to do that i still havent done. Its like beating yourself up for not realizing your dreams. I hate looking backwards cause you never see all the good things that you have done, all you see are the places that you screwed up or made mistakes. Hindsight is twenty twenty right? Oh well no one really wants to listen to me complain that my life isnt what i planned it to be so i will wander off again! Back into the swirling sands of my life!

Sex Quiz
Your hottest bedroom accessory is Satin Sheets You are a romantic at heart, and you want your date to have every extra comfort. You are into soft, luxurious sex and you are good at making your partner get into it too. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fake People...
** THIS IS A REPOST FROM A VERY GOOD FRIENDS BLOG. I LOVE THE WAY SHE PUT IT SO MUCH, THAT I HAD TO RIP & WANTED IT TO BE THE FIRST POSTING IN THIS BLOG. JUST READ & YOU'LL UNDERSTAND!!!** Please let me start off by saying this... I am not one of these kinds of ladies that goes around hating ...nor am I judging other people....yeah I may talk about ya and laugh a little...but I sure am talkin about myself at the same time.... So that being said..... WHy in the world do people pretend to be something they are not! I am so sick and tired of dissapointment in my life steming from assholes that are not true to who they are or what they say! I have done a whole lot of shit in my life and not all has been positive by any means But please God I feel like I have payed my debt and things have come full circle! I guess I should be loooking at myself and the people that I am choosing to be around.... I thought I had a high standard to hold people to...but apparently its not as high as i

For Those Of Us On A Diet
The Pasta Diet and Your Health ITALIAN PASTA DIET -- IT REALLY WORKS !! 1.. You walka pasta da bakery. 2.. You walka pasta da candy store. 3.. You walka pasta da Ice Cream shop. 4.. You walka pasta da table and fridge. You will lose weight! AND.... CONCERNED ABOUT TOO MANY CARBS IN YOUR DIET? For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink

Manure...a True Story
Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported By ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large Shipments of manure were common. It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed A lot less than when wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only Became heavier, but the process of fermentation began again, of which a by Product is methane gas . As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you Can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below At night with a lantern, BOOOOM!

Early Morning Blabing!!!
Well here it is 5:30 and I am still awake. I tried sleeping.. it just didn't happen. I have been cleaning most of the night. Mitch keeps waking up and telling me that the house is clean enough.. I just keep seeing alot of little things that need done. Every time I see something that needs done.. I just keep cleaning and don't stop. It's a bit early in my pregnancy for the nesting phase. That should be like 2-3 months down the line. I just think it's wierd. My house is perfectly clean one minute and the next I see like a thousand things that need done. GRRR. Well right now I am sitting down and taking a break. I made a new friend on here too. She gave me the link to get a skin on my profile. Thank you btw STREET DREAMS!! Anyhow.. here are just a few of the things that I have done that I think any other time would just sound pointless. I have rearranged my food cabinets, and my cabinets with cleaning supplies in them, I have scrubbed out my washer, washed all my windows.. even though I d

6/19: Idol The Off-broadway Musical?
With so many former “Idol” contestants doing or having done Broadway (Anthony Fedorov, Fantasia, Diana DeGarmo, Constantine Maroulis, Frenchie Davis and Tamyra Gray, to name a few), it’s inevitable someone has come up with “Idol: The Musical.” From the description, it sounds like a bit of a goof, especially of Clay Aiken fans. Here’s the link. The musical, which was tested in Syracuse, NY June 1 and June 8, is scheduled to begin previews at Off-Broadway’s 45th Street Theatre July 5. Todd Ellis is producing the Manhattan engagement of Idol, which will be directed by Bill Boland. Donna Reynolds, an Idol columnist for www.foxesonidol.com, said she heard it was entertaining but missed it because she had to work. Here’s a review from syracuse.com “The numbers are never less than serviceable, and several are quite appealing,” the reviewer Chuck Klaus wrote. Idol: The Musical, according to press notes, is described as ̶

It Broke 1,000,000
well i been waiting for this. i got to admit that cherrytap is alot cooler than what it started out to be (lostcherry.com) but i'm glad that people are getting into this site, it's great. i've been a user since before mumms (which i'm not allowed to post btw grr) since before happy hour, blasts, or even gifts for that matter. yup, i'm old school cherrytap. and this day is a crazy day for me. i feel like an elderly fool even though i'm only 25 yrs old, because so much has improved. welcome all you newbies from this point on, and i hope my orig. friends will all be true

This Weekend
sorry its a long one hope everone still reads it thursday when my boy toy was over he said that he was going away for the weekend with his mom and dad but i wanted him to stay with me for a wild weekend so we worked out this plan that him and a friend would stay with me the next day him and a friend showed up at my place to get r plan underway i started by callin his friends mom actin like i was my boy toys mom sayin how it would be grad if he son could spend the weekend here bla bla bla once i got the ok from her i called my boy toys mom and did the same thing, told the boy that we had to wait tell my boy toys mom and dad were gone before he could start the fun, but that didnt stop me from teasin the let out of them tryin on diffrent outfits to see witch one they liked the best flashin um my tits and ass even ever now and then let them get a peak at my pink, Id talk dirty to them tell um all the things we would do this weekend thats when i put a finger inside myself and gave one

An Open Letter To Managers...
Dear Manager, I feel the need to clear a few things up regarding my current employment at this company. First off, I DO NOT WORK FOR YOU! I am employed by the same company as you but I work for myself, period. As much as you like to talk about teamwork and sharing information with each other for the common good, I believe maybe you should stop making more work for the "team" to make yourself look better to the client! Also, if you want me to work another one of my usual days off then tell me more than one day before hand if you are going to continue demanding a week advance notice for any day I might need off. Hire some new people you damn suited slug! we are 4 people down now not including the 3 positions you cut out of the schedule to save the client money. You didnt save teh client a damn bit by doing that! All you did was make more money for our company, and make things harder for the "team" here. These conditions need improved upon ASAP! Forget about a two week

Joining George In Defense Of Software "bloat"
George Ou stirred up a lot of controversy over on ZDNet recently when he said something I've been thinking for years: who cares, in these days of cheap storage, if an application has "too many" features? You can read his opinion at http://blogs.zdnet.com/Ou/?p=479. So-called "feature bloat" may have been a legitimate issue when a few hundred megabytes of disk space cost several hundred dollars. Today I can buy a 750 gigabyte hard drive for $250 (http://www.newegg.com/Product/ProductList.aspx?Submit=ENE&N=2010150014+103530113+1035320984&name=750GB). If Office 2007 Pro requires 2 GB of disk space (http://office.microsoft.com/en-us/products/ha101668651033.aspx#5), so what? Some folks said George's grocery store analogy wasn't valid; I disagree. Those who say they aren't having to pay for all the stuff in the grocery store don't understand how business works. Built into the price of those items that are bought frequently is overhead for the ones that sell less well or have lower margins,

Take Care Of You
First, take good care of yourself. When you do, there is no limit to the value you can create for all the other people in your life and your world. Begin each day by being good to yourself. When you are the best you can be, that's when you have the most to give. Find the real joy that lives in each moment, and allow yourself to be filled with it. Your joyful approach to life can make a world of positive difference for everyone around you. Find and fulfill those things that bring you enjoyment and real satisfaction. It is in those things that you can bring great value to the world. There's a reason why it feels so good to feel good. It encourages you to do what you do best. Be good to you, and you'll become a more interesting, creative and productive person. Be good to you, and you'll have what it takes to truly make a difference in the lives of others. -- Ralph Marston

When We Least Expect Things To Happen
In the past couple of weeks, we have had to realize that things have a way of making the least likely problems more relevant. Take my mother. She has had heart problems for over ten years, and still will most likely have them for the rest of her life. Then of course there is the fact that a good friend of my husband's passed away on the 4th, and he wasn't that much older than my husband. The problems we face in our lives is almost like unused wisdoms. I don't take my life like a joke. I can't. If I laughed at every little thing that was wrong with me (which right now if you could see my toes wrapped wtih medical tape you would understand the thoughts going through my head right now...) but then again I have had wonderful moments that amuse me more than I can ever have imagined. Luckily for me, I have my friend Colonel_Deckard here at least for a couple more hours before he heads hack to work, but he has been such a great help when it comes to questions I have for him about things I do.

July 10, 2007
You have a vision. It's so compelling that you want to pursue it. Your words are so convincing that your nearest and dearest want to throw their muscle behind it as well. Are you crazy? Maybe -- but crazy like a fox!

Hinder "nothin' Good About Goodbye" Lyrics
Nothin' Good About Goodbye Lyrics Artist(Band):Hinder I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this was over But then you called to say You forgot that broach of your mother's Every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I could swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this had ended But then you called again To tell me how you're gonna blow my best friend And every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I can swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder Falling harder Every story has two sides In the he-said-she-said fight But she'll always wind up falling Falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye Falling, fall

What Is This About
me: it's not that late her: its ok im ready to pass the fuck out! nitey night.. me: hahaha i'm doing a lot right now her: delayed reaction.......do u fuck as quick as u respond? me: hahaha her: i think it originated from an old childhood rape fantasy..well atleast it did for me daddy ;) someone in the mumms that i talk to so it's not a random shout so what is it about

My Sister Linda Just Made Me An Uncle...
my sister Linda just made me an uncle a few days ago. and she went through a divorce a few months ago that's why my nephew's last name is the same as mine.... Name: Jeffrey Skold Weight: 7lbs Length: 21 inches Birthdate: July 5th, 2007 Time Born: 5:50 p.m. i will have pictures of my new nephew as soon as my sis sends them to me! i'm glad to be an uncle, i just don't think i'll get used to being called Uncle Tim. lol. -Tim Skold

Silverstone
Go Ferrari! Go BMW! It was great to be part of the huge crowd that saw Hamilton get pole position, and would have been special to see his first home win, but Ferrari did a great job, and it was a good result. And smashing to see my boy Kubica have such a great race too!

To Lose The Chance To Be With You
your hair flows like thegentle breeze blowing through a garden of red roses... your eyes sparkle like the glistening stars in the warm night air...your skin is so soft and gentle like a new born baby crying for attention...the curves of your body beat an hour glass times ten... i get speeding tickets every time i think of you, because my heart races 1,000 miles a minute... your sweet aroma stops me dead in my tracks, like the lonely stop sign on the corner...i wood be but in heaven if you was to stand by my side and become my lady, lady i would die if i was to lose you and the chance to become your man i would have to drop to my knees and die... by lonely white wolf

Babies
Ok, this is the conversation that put the whole we need a mom idea in sid's head. We were at the mall walking and looking at the people. This is an activity that my son and I do on a regular bases. I sometimes get wired for sound and need to be somewhere where there are people. there we were walking when my son says to me. LOOK DAD I SEE A BABY. yeah there is a baby DAD, CAN WE HAVE A BABY? I know you want a baby, but son we can not have a baby with out a mom to help us make one. I know you want one YEAH I WANT A GIRL BABY SO I CAN TEACH HER HOW DO BE NICE. (15 minute pause) DAD? what? MOM MADE LOGAN TO LIVE AT HER HOUSE? (logan is Sid's 3 year old step brother) yes, mom made logan to live at her house. LETS ASK MOM TO MAKE A GIRL BABY FOR OUR HOUSE!! Oh sid. I know that you want a baby, but your mom and I are divorced and that is kind of what divorce means is that we will not be making anymore babies. SHE COULD MAKE A BABY FOR OUR HOUSE. Sid?!? I am pretty sure you mom won't make a b

Cha0tic Drag0n & Texas Bitch Invite You.....
Everyone is invited..... ~Cha0tic Drag0n~*This Dragon Will Always Protect His Own*~@ CherryTAP ~*~Texas Bitch~*~Protected by a Dragon~*~@ CherryTAP This contest will begin July 23rd..all enteries must be RECIEVED by 8pm July 22,2007. Contest rules and prizes will be announced soon... Make sure upon submitting an image or morph you send the LINK to one of the above so they can easily access the picture! Thank you ! Keep your eyes open for more news about this contest coming soon!

Weenie In The Wind
PLEASE ........ RATE THIS! THANKS BOB! > A man came to visit his grandparents, and he noticed his grandfather > sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, wearing only a shirt, with > nothing on from the waist down. > > 'Grandpa, what are you doing? Your weenie is out in the wind for > everyone to see!' he exclaimed. > > The old man looked off in the distance without answering. > > 'Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the > waist?' he asked again. > > The old man slowly looked down between his legs then back at him and > said, 'Well... Last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a > stiff neck. > > 'This is your grandma's idea.'

Ten Rules Of Being Human
Ten Rules For Being Human, Cherie Carter-Scott Rule One: You will receive a body. You may love it or hate it, but it will be yours for the duration of your life on Earth. Rule Two: You will be presented with lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called 'life.' Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or hate them, but you have designed them as part of your curriculum. Rule Three: There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation, a series of trials, errors, and occasional victories. The failed experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that work. Rule Four: A lesson is repeated until learned. Lessons will be repeated to you in various forms until you have learned them. When you have learned them, you can then go on to the next lesson. Rule Five: Learning does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you are alive, ther

You'll Know...
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON. I am sending this to you to see how many actually read thier comments. Your responce will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have caome to assist you through a difficultly, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physidally, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and the are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconventient time, this person will say or do sometimng to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must real

Feat. Adrenaline
The Following Announcements Paid For By THE NEW WORLD ORDER I would like to Welcome you BACK toThe nWo LoungeW/ Live Stream From Adrenaline Music RadioSo here We are...SAME Name SAME LoungeSAME Familyand some NEW faces... So with the Hottest Djs rawkin' what YOU wanna hearthe Greatest ppl you may ever meetand the Best SOCIAL atmosphere on Fubarthis is the one Lounge you MUST check out!!! Just click the link below to enter The nWo Lounge Yeah We were gone for a minutes now W're back w/ a NEW jump offTrust and Believe that when YOU'RE nWo...YOU're nWo 4-LIFE!!! The nWo Lounge Owner:Hollywood-nWo-FNL-Adrenaline Radio@ fubarBulletin Created by:~♥ღJÃÐ£ღ♥~nWo~@ fubar

Demonigma Poetry Simple.
Quietness is my Hallmark Politeness is my fair in my Journey through this world Quaintness is my brotherhood, Observation from afar my trademark My smile is composure My actions are hardly necessary My intentions are always secret I have lost a lot in life.. I have nothing else to lose.. But I have everything else to Gain. And my gift for never truly revealing myself are your offsets.. but what I harbor inside you'll not want to meet ever. -Azrael Aku Torres- ]>->

I Smoke Weed
Title: I Smoke Weed By: Me so, what if I smoke weed no stems, no seed one hit and I feel I'm free nothing like some good weed nothing like it at all, indeed I can shut my eyes and just be me I smoke that sticky green it's nothing like people make it seem it's wonders are still unseen it's stories, not well told it's constantly bought and sold sometimes it's worth it's weight in gold it's smell is timid yet bold it's been given a bad name but I still smoke it, just the same it's nothing like they claim and for those of us that smoke we must hide to toke this is some kind of cruel joke we can't let the man see if he does, he might take our weed try as he may, he won't succeed it's not a want but a need no stems, no seed so what if I smoke weed

.figuring...
i should be...doing something constructive... like...smoking outside...or killing some sims.. but instead im in mah bed...watching some flick i've already seen..on the phone...with that one person who can completely drive me insane..and also make me feel better when no one else can...in the blink of an eye... go figure.

Passion Song
Deep and embraced in rapture of love and lust our bodies join our passion grows firy with each touch feel me enter you with each thrust feel your body tear asunder around me feel my hands drag down your body feel and taste our firy kiss deep with passions we did not know feel the hours slip away in a blink of and eye feel eachother explode in passion feel the night slip to day and lay in my arms and sleep tight for this is our passion song

The Next Nite
so the boy next door and i have been foolin around for a few days now and im teachin him alot, after r first nite together i knew he was good but he still had a lot to learn, we set up a nite to meet the next nite, that day when i got up i called one of the girls from work (jen) and told her what was goin on an invited her over for that nite. She got to my place about an hour or so be for my boy toy could sneek out that gave jen and i time to play before he got there, he walked into an amazing show my legs were up in the air as jen licked away at my clit ever so offten drifttin down to my ass hole, jen always knows how to make me moan and scream and cream. at first when my boy toy walked in he was shocked to see jens tight ass in the air and her face in my pussy thats when i told him to slap jen on the ass he gave her a good smack and she let out a moan the i told my boy toy to cum stand next to me so jen could see how big he was, he stool rite beside her and undid his pants only thing

Mondays Fun
Good evening all. I hope you have had a great week and a good & safe 4th of July!! I just can't believe that is July already. WOW this year is flying by. Well My week has been OK. Had a few rough nights with Kyle, he is getting two or three of his molars in at the same time. I just can't believe it! Andrew got two in at once, I thought that was bad! We got paid on Thursday, but unfortunately the stupid Omega has a dead battery. We thought we had fixed it, but nope! Went out there to start the car, and it was dead! GRRRRRRR That makes me so mad, the last time we charged it it had said battery charged, so we aren't sure if it's the battery or the alternator. Considering that we drove from here to the city and back with the alternator belt off the pulley! Who knows, so not this coming weekend but the next we are gonna have to take the battery and the alternator and have them tested to see which one is bad. Hopefully it's the battery, not sure how much an alternator is gonna be. This weeke

One Dirty Question
one dirty question Body: u get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you.... (repost as..1 dirty question)

Forbidden Love Tales Of Forbidden Love
Lucifer approached her.. She lay on the battle scarred ground, weakened from battle and injured. He had watched her in her heroic efforts, her righteous duty carried her with distinct honor and she had fallen to her place awaiting the inevitable.. She gathered herself slowly to her knees, her platinum lined silver wings scorched of fire, still smoldering wisps of smoke,vanishing to the air around her and she faced him without fear and pointed her righteous sword directly at him.. As he approached her,her sword slowly melted away more and more with each step closer he got till it was nothing more than a handle in her hands. She simply dropped it to the floor,and it too melted into nothing.. Lucifer looked on her with curiosity and with a look one would bestow on an injured animal. He wanted to place his hand on her chin,and lift her precious beautiful face up to look on her eyes, but feared burning her porcelain skin with just his fingers.. From afar, he had secretly loved h

Questions, Questions
Blame Cindee for this. I do! 1. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh? Um, duh. 2. Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex? Depends on the mood, how comfortable I am with my partner. I'm not all that visual -- the sounds, touch, and scent are more important. 3. Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences? Oh, c'mon, we all do. 4. If you could 'take back' your virginity from your first partner, would you? Nope. I saved it for someone I loved. (All together now: "AWWW!") 5. Would you ever start a relationship with someone who was still living with an ex for financial reasons? I think I'd want to keep it on a friendship basis. Not because I am not capable of trust. Just because it would be complicated. 6. Do you need to know everything about someone's past? Relationships should always be about discovery. Who wants to know everything about another person right off the bat. 7. It is more

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My heart pounds within my chest will its beating ever rest? My head is full of thoughts of you lodged as if stuck with glue , My feelings I just cant hide full of longing to be at your side, And as this verse reaches its final line I cant wait till you'll be mine For ever and always till the end of Time

Years Go By
We are born the world so warm of love and joythe love our family all around and nothing seems to be wrong. we live on the years come to pass the world seems to grey people come and go to where we do not know Years go by faster pain sets in the world so dark and so alone then we relize what is left and the ones whom still stand by us is somthing more... The ones whom stand by us through thick and thin is the ones that will remain so dear and so close for they are lifes true gifts.

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I stand alone on the shore My heart pounding within my frame I gaze across Oceans cold Just a pawn in some mad Gods game Yearning for you to hold And have you close to me As winds howl echoing Ancient Dark Ones glee My soul yearning with desire No Dragon on its vengeful flight No Troll within its gloomy lair Nor Demon in its burning Hell Will deter me from my hearts desire And only when my soul is yours Will be quenched this burning fire

Bubba And The Psychiatrist‎
Bubba went to a psychiatrist. " I've got problems. Every time I go to bed I think there's somebody under it. I'm scared. I think I'm going crazy." "Just put yourself in my hands for one year," said the shrink. "Come talk to me three times a week, and we should be able to get rid of those fears." "How much do you charge?" "Eighty dollars per visit, replied the doctor." "I'll sleep on it," said Bubba. Six months later the doctor met Bubba on the street. "Why didn't you ever come to see me about those fears you were having?" asked the psychiatrist. "Well Eighty bucks a visit three times a week for a year is an awful lot of money! A bartender cured me for $10. I was so happy to have saved all that money that I went and bought me a new pickup!" "Is that so! And how, may I ask, did a bartender cure you?" "He told me to cut the legs off the bed! - Ain't nobody under there now !!!"

Lady In Black
There was a beautiful lady From her looks, she didn't look shady She came into my life, and made me smile At the same time, I was wondering if I was worth her while... Then Tragedy hit... It hit so hard my heart split.. Her truth unveiled... through the mist, her lies was spilled She lied about so much My heart hurt, by her evil touch She was saying things to me Same things she says to others, hopefully they will see... The lady in black... Her life must be off the track... It's been awhile.. hearing her makes me break... My heart I laid out for her to take... She took it without a thought... Her lies I bought... I cannot get over the lady in black...

New Days Dawn
Well each day brings a new meaning to everyones life but to mine it shows me all of my mistakes. Letting go of those I shouldn't and pushing those away I should have close to me. yet Life goes on and it is time for me to face those facts and step up to the preverbial plate as some would say. In the physical sense i find im quite strong and very hard to keep down but emotionally I am very weak I seem to be crushed quite often but yet I find myself back on me feet and ready for what else life throws at me. For it is said u can't keep a good man down however you can keep him stumbling.

How La Attorney Persuaded The Judge To Sentence Paris Back To Jail For 45 Days
updated at 3pm PST - Paris Hilton Is Checked In To The Twin TowersNow that Paris Hilton has been ordered back to jail, what exactly happened in the court room today?(Associated Press picture shows distressed Paris Hilton being taken back to jail this afternoon) Los Angeles city attorney Rocky Delgadillo argued at today's hearing that the LA Sheriff's Department violated the court order that Hilton not receive any special treatment - no house arrest, no monitoring anklet, no deals other than 45 days in jail for violation of her probation for DUI (see court document charging Hilton with DUI).Delgadillo argued that Hilton's ?shortening? time was unlawful, that the LA Sheriff's Department never notified the court that Hilton would be released early and that the undisclosed "medical condition" was too vague to warrant her release.The judge was persuaded and ordered LA Sheriff's to immediately take Hilton back to jail at the Twin Towers correctional facility, where she arrived at approximat

A Typical Day In Credit Management
The Duck A woman brought a very limp duck into a veterinary surgeon. As she lay her pet on the table, the vet pulled out his stethoscope and listened to the bird's chest. After a moment or two, the vet shook his head sadly and said, "I'm so sorry, your Duck, Cuddles, has passed away." The distressed owner wailed, "Are you sure?" "Yes, I am sure. The duck is dead," he replied. "How can you be so sure," she protested. "I mean, you haven't done any>testing on him or anything. He might just be in a coma or something." The vet rolled his eyes, turned around and left the room, and returned a few moments later with a black Labrador Retriever. As the duck's owner looked on in amazement, the dog stood on his hind legs, put his front paws on the examination table and sniffed the duck from top to bottom. He then looked at the vet with sad eyes and shook his head.The vet patted the dog and took it out, and returned a few moments later with a cat.The cat jumped up on the table and also sniffed

Fuck You We're From North Carolina
Posted from a California boy: CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My g

Bdsm Contracts.. Thanks Wnc Info
Contract (BDSM) In BDSM, a contract is an agreement, usually written, between the Dominant and submissive in a 24/7 or TPE relationship. It is the formal act of consent to the power exchange. Some are very formal and will detail exactly what is expected and can run for multiple pages. Others are as brief as a single paragraph. Either way, one is derived by negotiation on the part of both parties. BDSM couples consider the contract to hold equal moral authority to a marriage commitment. As such, constructing a proper contract is very much like writing a pre-nuptial agreement. General outline A typical contract contains many of the following elements. As there is no consensus within the BDSM community to the structure of a contract, this list is to serve as an example from which the Dominant and submissive may construct a document that both sides will accept. Petition The Petition acts in the same manner as a Cover letter for a résumé. In a petition a submissive will make

Hes Looking For A Wife
LOOKING FOR A CT WIFE COME SEE HIM CLICK ON ONE OF THE PICS BELOW MUST BE WILLING TO SUPPORT THE PURDY FAMILY MAFIA AND BRING PEOPLE INTO THE FAMILY.MUST BE WILLING TO HELP RUN THE FAMILY AND SOMEDAY TAKE OVER..CAN NOT ALREADY BE A MEMBER OF THE PURDY FAMILY Bigg ( Mafia Don) The W. C. M The Purdy Family ,The Protector of W. I .'

Love Lost.....
why is it we always develope feelings for someone and then you lose half those feels do to something that was so stupid and then a few months later you see that person again and all those feelings come back and hit you hard and you so want to tell that person what you are feeling but it hurts to come out and your drowning your self in tears because you know you'll never get to have that one moment with them again but you wish from the bottom of your heart for it to happen ....

Funny Things
funny thought for the day... — Monday, July 09, 2007 --------- I like making people happy. It's some weird need I have. And even if it means going to their house when invited, eating food they make, and having lots of crazy sex, I'm usually willing to make that sacrifice. Hey, whatever makes THEM happy. Yah, it sux to be me. It's kinda a pain, and a waste of gas, a lot of time and effort. The long drive there and back, and the soreness the next morning from all the physicial exertion. Between stuff like that, and all the time I have from only having two classes now, life is pretty difficult. I guess I'll manage to get through it somehow though.------- It's supposed to be funny. So all you people who are thinking " go fuck yourself!! Those aren't real problems. " Just read it, laugh, and go on with your day. I realize that from the outside my life looks great, and my issues and concerns are relativly trivial compared to other people's serious problems. They are howev

Just Doin A Small Pimpout
I'm just doin a small pimpout. Go show these awesome people some love. They love it. Let em know I sent ya. Kimmy@ CherryTAP -->♥AsH.WєєE.♥RJeezys CT Wifey..((Underground Promoter/Mod))@ CherryTAP ۞RJeezy۞AsH.WeeEs CT Husband۞UNDERGROUND HEAD DJ۞@ CherryTAP bucs24,CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*undergrounds promoter*@ CherryTAP Mr. Porge *Official Team Shocker Minister*@ CherryTAP drew64_4**Underground Security**##Jeezy's Offical Bodyguard##@ CherryTAP jonjon@ CherryTAP ~Simplicity~Dirty South Crew~I.B.I.C.~@ CherryTAP *ScorpGRRL420*J.phrey's CT wife*@ CherryTAP ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (CT BAD B*TCH) ★PLZ★RATE★MY★PROFILE★TY@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Another Pim

Total Power Exchange... Thanks Wnc Info
Total power exchange or TPE is a derivative of the concept of power exchange in a D/s relationship. The term refers to a relationship where the dominant has complete authority and influence over the submissive's life, making the majority of decisions. TPE is occasionally referred to as 24/7, denoting that protocol in the D/s relationship is in play anytime, anyplace and the dominant partner gets complete power at all times of the day, though most consider these terms to have somewhat different definitions. More frequently, TPE is used interchangeably with the state of being a slave. Terminology Total power exchange was coined by Steven S. Davis in the newsgroup alt.sex.bondage during his debates with Jon Jacobs in the mid 1990s: A TPE (Total Power Exchange) relationship, sometimes described as an absolute lifestyle d&s relationship ... is a relationship in which no impediment to the exercise of the owner's power is accepted ... Such things as safewords, contracts, negotiated lim

Loving Female Authority
Loving Female Authority (LFA) is a belief system and way of life which combines elements of feminist sociological theories and philosophies with Domination and submission (or "D/S") sexual practices that are rooted in a BDSM type of Female dominance (or "FemDom") emphasis. The author Elise Sutton coined the phrase "Loving Female Authority" as a broad term for FemDom lifestyles which does not have a narrow focus on sexuality, and avoids negative connotations associated with "Female Supremacist". Women and their submissive male partners who believe in "Loving Female Authority" often do have strong beliefs in the natural superiority of the female gender. Men with submissive desires will sometimes use the terminology "Loving Female Authority" when trying to introduce their female partners to the Female Domination lifestyle, has more conventional and less out-of-the-mainstream connotations than the terms FemDom, D&S or BDSM. By emphasizing the word "Loving", the male is conveying to h

Some Lyics I Want To Share
ok so this is a song me da used to like when i was a kid and it always kinda spoke to me.has become a big part of me beliefe now and so,,,heres "to beat the devil" by kris kristofferson, [voice: it was winter time in nashville, down on music city row And I was looking for a place to get myself out of the cold, to warm The frozen feeling that was eating at my soul, and keep the chilly Wind off my guitar; my thirsty wanted whiskey, my hungry needed Beans; but itd been a month of pay days since Id heard that eagle Scream; so with a stomach full of empty and pocket full of dreams I left my pride and stepped inside a bar (actually I guess youd Call it a tavern). cigarette smoke to the ceiling and sawdust on the Floor. Friendly shadows. I saw that there was just one old man sitting At the bar; and in the mirror I could see him checking me with my Guitar; he turned and said come up here boy and show us what you Are. I said Im dry and he bought me a beer. he nodded at my Guit

Total Power Exchange
Total power exchange or TPE is a derivative of the concept of power exchange in a D/s relationship. The term refers to a relationship where the dominant has complete authority and influence over the submissive's life, making the majority of decisions. TPE is occasionally referred to as 24/7, denoting that protocol in the D/s relationship is in play anytime, anyplace and the dominant partner gets complete power at all times of the day, though most consider these terms to have somewhat different definitions. More frequently, TPE is used interchangeably with the state of being a slave. Terminology Total power exchange was coined by Steven S. Davis in the newsgroup alt.sex.bondage during his debates with Jon Jacobs in the mid 1990s: A TPE (Total Power Exchange) relationship, sometimes described as an absolute lifestyle d&s relationship ... is a relationship in which no impediment to the exercise of the owner's power is accepted ... Such things as safewords, contracts, negotiated

Operation Spanner
Operation Spanner was the name of an operation carried out by police in Manchester in the United Kingdom in 1987. The police had obtained a video which they believed depicted acts of sadistic torture, and they launched a murder investigation, convinced that the people in the video were being tortured before being killed. This resulted in raids on a number of properties, and a number of arrests. The apparent "victims" were alive and well, and soon told the police that they were participating in private homosexual BDSM activities. Although all of those seen in the videos stated that they were willing participants in the activities depicted on the videos, the police and Crown Prosecution Service insisted on pressing charges. Sixteen men were charged with various offences, including "assault occasioning actual bodily harm" (ABH). Heavily influenced by the nineteenth century boxing case of R v. Coney, the trial judge ruled that consent was not a valid defence to ABH, and the defendant

Ashes Poetry For The Angry
Bring forth the fires to consume heaven the place that banished me eons ago and I await with terrible vengeance at hand to trouble those who pledge to the light of the Ultimate liar and he who holds the ultimate tyranny I bring forth coming Death to the world of Silver and Peace and further corrupt the air surrounding it, I will Destroy and burn its council, I will bring terrible order to its rank of Angels and I will satiate my hunger with its light and lend to it perpetual Night I will bring fear to Michael, lord of its righteous Angels himself with my eyes of fire,and my Dragon breath of hellish flames and keep his burnt wings on my belt and proclaim the land New Hell.. -Azrael-

What Is This??
he comes over every night... i miss him even tho i know i'll see him everyday... he kisses so fuckin great.... What is this.... I hope its the start of that "L" word but i don't wanna get to deep to quick... but i like him alot... did i mention he can fuckin kiss omg.... such a good kisser... lol... well this is kinda lame but oh well its somthin off of my mind so fuck it....

Elemental Love
Fire is the desire when our passion forms into a kiss Water is the calm that allows the flow of our relationship to continue Earth is the power that gives us strength to survive Wind is the soothe that a gentle breeze can roll across your body Ice is the defintion that structures our lives together Thunder is the push that allows incredible things to occur Light is the magic that gives hope to everything we live for Darkness is the fear that spreads when we are apart Poison is the pain that our hearts let out from troubling times Metal is the shield that protects the love we made together Life is the alpha that we like to keep for a long time Love is the omega that shall last forever when I'm with you.

Oath ..poetry For The Damned
Wrath brings with it the promise of Silence towards nay sayers and those of double tongue I bring war to those who oppose me and smite the light of Angels in flight with all the fury and hatred of this Blackened Heart that spilled blood on the very granite stones of Hell and never extinguishing a single flame from poured blood of open wounds of my battered, and tainted flesh, I am the fire you wish to be in your heart I am the quiet of Autumns, a singing breeze through the night, I am the mystical light of a dying Moon glowing in its eerie red during quiet eves of soundless nights I am the forth coming spit of Volcanoes awaiting my summons to reveal my brand of Hell upon those who dare awake me and awake the legions lying dormant within the strict confines of a dying Soul Lying silent and with the taste for Torment, still within me, awaiting an opportunity to drive my black saber into God Himself. I am Lucifer..Liar,destroyer,promis

Look Ma! I Still Got All My Fingers
Well this was the first year in a long time that I didn't shoot any fireworks myself. I don't go for noise too much these days, mostly aerial displays and rockets. We were out of town for the weekend (ok I took 2 days vacation and made it a real long weekend) and wasn't sure how my neighbors would react to my usual fireworks displays. Well we did make it to a nice fireworks display Wednesday night so it was all good.

Warning!!!
~I don’t usually send out these warnings but this one could be serious.!!! IMPORTANT If you receive an email entitled "Bedtimes" delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer . It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM pin number, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING?? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. If the "Bedtimes" message opened in a Windows 95/98/2000/xp or vista environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave your h

Empty Promises
I can't stand it when someone makes a promise to me that they have no intentions of keeping. For example, several months ago, someone promised me that they were going to visit family, and she would be back in 2 days. This happened in the middle of November, and here we are almost mid July. And this person still has not returned. No, in fact, she even promised me, back in February, that April 15th. she would be back. But still no sign of her.... This person promised never to leave me, but thats exactly what she did. She left me here, alone. And ran away from everything that was bothering her here... Even now, she still tells me that she loves me, and wants to be with me. But, if thats true, then why is it that I am always ignored for other supposed guy-friends? I'm sorry to hear that she lost one of her friends recently, to a car crash. But at the same time, I'm glad. Because it's one less person I don't have to worry about being ignored for... Call me a selfish asshole... Call m

Life No More
Shallowness the people have became hollow is the value of mankind has became crumbling at the core watch the mass self destruction of a people worried on how they look when inside they are rotten the moral fiber dies and a people lack the weak are steped on and dreams get burned away weve steped into a world that is barren and so cold were realness is jus an option and fakness seems to rule then the voice beckons from the shadows screaming for the days when we use to be so real where the truth was norm and lies seemed not to be awake we are and see our crime where have we gone to be so blind to our own decay.........life no more

~~for My Husband~~
Michael,,I thank you for loving me and caring about me the way a true Husband should,,,I thank you for always being there through the thick and the thin.Your smile everyday brightens my life,, your voice, softens my soul. I am now and forever a part of your heart as you are to mine. I love you so very much.

Awesome People On Cherry
who ever thought I would find such awesome people on a bloody chat website. seriously I had no expectations to find real decent people who I could happily call friends. anyway check these people out cos I think they're really great individuals! Raven_JT - man you are one awesome mother fucker hahaha you know I could just sit there and chat to you about anything for hours on end! I think very highly of you ma' dear. ac187 - I think you're amazing mate. I can relate to you on so many different levels. I respect you so much and would just love to meet you in person one day. you put a smile on my face every time we talk! jpcity - my little new zealand friend! you're a bloody ripper and ya' know it. again I think so highly of you. really enjoy our long conversations and consider you a real friend, not just online in this cyber world. King_ofthe_Perves - hey gotta thank this bloke for he was the dude who brought me to this site! and of course I think you're awesome. c - g

Want To Play A Game With Me?
I stole this one from that cute hooligan. Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Or else I am sending Satan's minion after you and I can do that she is staying with me for a while.

First...
Shot my first wedding Saturday! w00t! My friends City and Duke got married 7/7/7 it was a beautiful wedding, had alot of fun shooting it even tho I was very nervous months ahead of time. Im glad she didnt let me talk myself out of doing it, I really enjoyed it. Ive put some pictures from it on flickr and heres a link for a slideshow of it if anyone wants to see some of the pix. http://www.flickr.com/photos/49709054@N00/show/ I was bummed tho, one of the mem cards faltered and I lost all the photos of the bride and maids getting ready.. thankfully it wasnt of the ceremony, or the pictures of the wedding party in general.. but ya.. well im off to bed early tonight, my baby fell asleep on my bed because he's scared of spiders..haha he's such a goof, im going early with my roomie to help him with a photoshoot tomorrow at the nude beach. Thankfully its on the river, because its spose to be hot again. tata for now! peace out.

The Yearning
Awake in a world of chaos I await your soothing comfort from darkness of my internal damnation I await for your loving presense to fill me with the light I so crave and yearn for your words are the salvation and your touch is the healing I so desire with your love comes my ever so wanted peace to set me free for all I want is you my love, my life I await and the dream and everthing I pray for the day We become is the day all will be bliss

New Screename And Some Of The Same Fake Friends......
I HAVE A CHERRY TAP ACCOUNT ALREADY AND WAS TAKING A BREAK FROM THAT ACCOUNT BUT ACTUALLY MISSED CHERRY TAP AND MADE THIS ACCOUNT TOO. FUNNY HOW I MADE SOME GOOD NEW FRIENDS AND CONTINUE TO ADD FAKE FRIENDS THAT ARE ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT TOO. I WILL BE DELETING SO CALLED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS OFF BOTH ACCOUNTS. FUNNY HOW YOU TRY TO BE A GOOD FRIEND TO PEOPLE AND HELP THEM OUT AND GET STABBED IN THE BACK, WONT THAT MISTAKE ANYMORE. THANKS TO MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE! MUAAAHHHH

Alfie....funny
Ooooo deary me, My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed, I tell him he should get up cos it's nearly half past three He can't be bothered cos he's high on THC. I ask him very nicely if he'd like a cup of tea, I can't even see him cos the room is so smoky, Don't understand how one can watch so much TV, My baby brother Alfie how I wish that you could see. [Chorus] Oooooo I only say it cos I care, So please can you stop pulling my hair. Now, now there's no need to swear, Please don't despair my dear Mon frere. Ooooo Alfie get up it's a brand new day, I just can't sit back and watch you waste your life away You need to get a job because the bills need to get paid. Get off your lazy arse, Alfie please use your brain Surely there's some walls out there that you can go and spray, I'm feeling guilty for leading you astray, Now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid, When all you do is stay and play on your computer games? [Chorus] Oh little

The End Of 1 Jouney And The Beginning Of Another
Last Monday I lost my job and the ability to save money to pay for a surgery I need. Spent the rest of the week camping and trying not to think about the occurances going on. The weekend was stressful and it finally all came to a head when I got my foot tangled up in a sprinkler and ended up crying for the next 15 minutes. Today I rested and tomarrow I will start the new journey and go do the footwork to see the direction I need to go. I always trust that when I write the power is taken out of painful situations and I am given answers I need because I can get quiet and hear. This may be the an outlet where I can get a better view that I usually do. Thanks

It's Official!!!
I passed my national registry exam!! Got my results in the mail today! My friend drove to my mailbox then back to where I work to bring me the envelope so I wouldn't have to wait- she loves me huh? I made a 94, so it's official; I'm licensed to dose the general public with medical xray... yeah baby got some initials behind my name Ro***Be****R.T.(R)

What's Wrong With Me?
I talk to a lot of guys on some of my favorite sites. They all think that I'm sexy, smart, funny and have a wonderful personality, but I'm single. Is it me or maybe my area...I really don't understand it.... I'm at the point where I want to give up.

What I Do
I am not a normal girl in anyway. I love getting durty and having a good time but what I like the best is Tattoos I love to give them and get them I have been doin them for about 6 months now on my own and I don't want to toot my own horn but I kick ass I will be posting pix on profile of the ones that I have done so check them out My favorite is the one I did on myself alright later

Faster-than-light Take: Sicko - The Insurer Will See Your Money Now
Is Michael Moore's latest "documentary" "Sicko" slanted? Is the pope Catholic? Is Paris Hilton stupid? We know the answers to these questions. Although not as incendiary as "Bowling for Columbine" or "Fahrenheit 9/11," "Sicko" does state its case for universal health care. Or some semblance of it that wouldn't upset conservatives. Moore indeed rails against health insurance companies and pharmaceutical firms, their top officials who actually make medical decisions rather than doctors, and their lobbyists and paid whores in their highest levels of government. There is the occasional dry Michael Moore wit present, but nothing over the top. But there's a larger agenda at stake in "Sicko." It's a mindset that has driven corporate America into a profit-led, me-only mentality with which the wealthiest can get away with murder - figuratively and somewhat literally speaking. What happened to that classic Christian philosophy of being my brother's keeper, of doing what it takes to ensure a l

Jackass Men
Ok today I had the pleasure of three idiot guys harassing me to the point of pissing me off. If i ignore u there is a reason so DO NOT keep bugging me. Then there are the 2 who said they understood I was married, and were okay with being friends, they really wanna look at your pics, and make comments, but other then that have no use for ya. I have made some wonderful friends on here, and there have been some pain in the asses too. Just getting this off of my chest finally. Cuz u idiots interfered with the people I do wanna talk to.

So Much For That
What can I say? Men constantly dissappoint. Kurr is in jail. Extreme dissappointment. There comes a point when you must choose to be with the one you love or be happy. For most lucky people this is one choice. But when your lover loves his fantasy life more then his reality it becomes difficult. I can not take the lies. to myself but mostly others...I can NOT take the theft...the lack of control. I have made the only decision left to me. I hope in the long run it benifits everyone. I will always and forever love him. He has my heart and my soul. One day I hope he learns what that means and how to live for someone other then himself. Thats love..thats freedom. oxox Fair the Well.

To All The Men That What Wifes
1. Learn that women are not the only ones that can change the toliet paper roll. 2. You can clean up after your self. 3. Never offer to help and then when she says thats okay i got it go and find something else to do we are only being nice. 4. If we ask do i look good you always say yes 5. Never miss a day of tell us: -how nice we look - how much you love us -how much we are needed

Soo Beautiful
Fingered slowly like the first time you came The agents of oblivion descend upon the sane Caked with mud and mother's blood Playing death games in the rain And we wonder how it feels to be free I thought I heard them whisper mutiny Living room rape scenes We cut their throats while they slept Dreaming and digesting shards of turtle shell The television's blaring And the ghost of Hitler speaks Crowned with barbed-wire I smear my warm semen on the walls of my oppression I accuse God for the murder of eternity My everything that is nothing Christian propaganda and dog sperm Degeneration... The beautiful downgrade Do you remember the first sunrise? Sharpened bone clenched tight in your fist Screaming into the blue An urge to kill the sky I can smell the forest like pussy in heat Barefoot I run through the chaos The assassins of freedom tend the burning of truth As we walk these prison walls It's maddening, always touching something -acid bath

I Will Just Love You Tomorrow
Because i cannot love you now, that my heart is filled with grief When I'm thirsty for the truth And I'm blinded by the lies Because I don't know how to trust again And i am scared to even try I will love you tomorrow When my heart is free again

Old Skin
WE smoke the toenails and hair of the wiseman under a BLACKGOD's thumb we dance like painted puppets she bleeds orgasm in techni-color an ocean of alien mystery we eat the wiseman's eyes for sight that we might see the darkness if we kill the lights fast enough we eat the brain and pray that our eyes can open wide enough we burn the dry shell, a funeral chant the pulse quickens and we dance as the blossoms fall a scattering of dust to the winds this celebration of old skin I feel every flower that is screaming to consume you the earth and sky your cradle the earth and sky entomb you so is the way of forever teeming with simple cruelties beatings in cold rooms hands and head not found Old Skin- Acid Bath

The Contenders
After a rough first6 round of 32 battles, the sweet 16 id ready to square off. These are the winners against the winners, I hope to polish these all off by Sunday at the latest. Look for them in the Mumms. I will post the results here rather than on the mumms themselves. Seemd I got a few complaints thety there was too much to read there. Here is the Sweet 16: 1. AC/DC Metallica 2. Led Zepplin Bad Company 3. Van Halen KISS 4. Rush Tom Petty 5. The Moody Blues Paul McCartney & Wings 6. The Rolling Stones Journey 7. Aerosmith Fleetwood Mac 8. Lynyrd Skynyrd The Outlaws 9. Elton John The Beatles 10. Eagles The Allman Brothers 11. ELP Yes 12. Heart Pat Benetar 13. Motley Crue Deep Purple 14. Queen U 2 15. Electric Light Orchestra Genesis 16. Boston Forgiener May the best Band win!

First Time!
The sweet look the soft touch kisses so deep with passion and desire. you took me in your arms held me tight it felt so safe and warm. I melted like you where on fire. The tension the nerves you would have thought it was my first. Self consious with flaws of great to me where like nothing to you. You kissed me, took me like it was ment to be so natural and so comfortable and with ease. You took me slow as to make our first with passion and love. Taking me in your arms you kiss me with a mix of soft and tender with deep and desire. All the shynes and nervousness I had all the way up till that moment just melted away as if they never exsistd. you slowly kissed down me cupping my suttle breast in your hand licking teasing as if to taunt me. kissed down my tummy like it was nothing to you. Taking my pants off with such ease and softness. slightly spread my legs as you kissed your way back up tenderly and sofly tasting me sucking me but while it was ever so soft

As I Remember
Prisoner of my drowning faith I huddle in the shadows of my fears Lost in the dark river of my loneliness Alone I listen choking in hate to the defeaning screams of my silence The lies are just now irreverent ashes of the fire you left behind All the traces have faded Swept by the wind of your empty promises And never ever will you comprehend deep inside where my silence howls the past shall NEVER pass.

Jeffrey Yaws Benefit Show
PLEASE COME OUT AND HELP A VERY SICK YOUNG MAN... JEFFREY YAWS BENIFIT/ 114 Williams Ave./NAW Arena Cleburne, TX 76033 Sunday July 15th 3:00 p.m. Tickets are $10 at the door. $5.00 for kids 10 and under All Proceeds at the door willgo to Jeffrey Yaws and Family For his huge stack of medical Bills (Card Subject To Change) TTW Title Match Texas Red (C) VS. Maxx Muscle Intergender Tag Team Action Kissy Boots vs. Miss_Diss Lexia & "Showcase" Shance Williams PWF Brass Knuckles Title Match (A Special Stipulation willbe added to this match the day of the show) "Chicano Assasin" Chuey Martinez (C) vs.Violent V vs. The "Hebrew Hitman" Dave The Rave 1ST EVER JEFFREY YAWS INVITATIONAL CUP (Every Match is 1 fall. The winners of each of these matches will go on to the final match, a Gauntlet/Royal Rumble style match. 2 Man will start. Every Minute a new entry will enter the match. Pinfalls, Submissions, TKO's, over the top are all ways to be eliminated. The final man

A Short Story I Have Written And Am In The Process Of Writing More To It
Deep in the chambers of the stalagmite house knows as house Mae'Iryn sat Matron Mother Zaani on her bed surrounded by her daughters, all high priestesses oh Lloth the spider queen, Zaani began the long process of labor. "Myrizz should i pass during this labor you are to be Matron in my place." Zaani said to her eldest daughter. "Matron Mother do not speak of such things. You have given birth to 5 daughters and are highly in Lloths favor you shall not perish due to mere childbirth." she said softly. "Quiet! This labor is different then from all of yours. It is draining me of my strength like its sucking my life." she said through a pain filled grimace. "Understood Matron Mother." Myrizz said solemnly. During the next 15 hours of labor Zaani labored to expel this child that was tormenting her, threatening to take all of her strength away. All the daughters helped in any way they could. Zar'Uit stayed at her mothers side holding her upright trying to make her more comfortable

Parenting What A Hoot
Well all I am bringing the lighter side of things to you ~ although this is not so light hearted for my lil girl ... I find this very touching, she has just brought a small Garden bug, maybe a Roly Poly to me, dead and announbced while crying that we must go bury because she killed it on accident. So this is where I go and do my motherly duty with a flashlight and bury the lil fellow in the dirt . Then I will comfort her some more and we will go to bed.. So after a long day I shall say good night all... As we all lay our heads down tonight, lets count blessings in our lives. As bad as we think it may be for us at points there is someone who has it worse. You can bank on that. Luvs ya all that rock and you know who you are~

The Allegory Of The Cave (plato)
Part: I Plato's Allegory of the cave " And now, I said, let me show in a figure how far our nature is enlightened or unenlightened: --Behold! human beings living in a underground cave, which has a mouth open towards the light and reaching all along the cave; here they have been from their childhood, and have their legs and necks chained so that they cannot move, and can only see before them, being prevented by the chains from turning round their heads. Above and behind them a fire is blazing at a distance, and between the fire and the prisoners there is a raised way; and you will see, if you look, a low wall built along the way, like the screen which marionette players have in front of them, over which they show the puppets. - I see. And do you see, I said, men passing along the wall carrying all sorts of vessels, and statues and figures of animals made of wood and stone and various materials, which appear over the wall? Some of them are talking, others silent. -

The Nothingness In Something
Since I cant remember what my real name is, I am just going to go into a world of pure misconception and confusion. For those of you who read this I welcome you in this moment to join me in not joining me. The art of life is the chaos in it, and I seem to be drifting along the wave of it's over whelming pull. To be alone and comfortable with the fact that I will ultimately, be alone brings more people towards my direction. Isn't that strange.Or is it a coincidence?Or is it that life is well paired with the games of the god's

Fallen Athlete
Stephen Murray Family Fund Stephen Murray is a BMX Athlete that could use help from the BMX community. Stephen is a professional dirt jumper that is well known for his amazing tricks like double back flips, 360 back flips, turndown back flips and so much more. Stephen Murray came to the United States from New Castle Great Britain over 10 years ago with a dream of riding with the best athletes in the sport. He came over here originally as a BMX racer but quickly took to Dirt Jumping and Freestyle in the scene of Huntington Beach and Sheep Hills. 2001 and 2002 marked the biggest year for Stephen Murray of his career. He won the Gold Medal in Dirt Jumping at X Games and back to back wins at the Gravity Games, the two biggest contests at the time. Stephen is quoted on his own riding style, “I go 110%, go big and send it!” (EXPN.com) On Friday June 22nd at the AST Dew Tour BMX Dirt Finals in Baltimore, MD, Stephen Murray took a horrific fall on the final set of the dirt secti

Pets & Animals
THE RAINBOW BRIDGE... ... ... ... "FOR MY PERITA DAISY"**R.I.P. 04/28/03-06/27/07*** THERE IS A BRIDGE CONNECTING HEAVEN AND EARTH. IT IS CALLED THE RAINBOW BRIDGE BECAUSE OF IT'S MANY COLORS. JUST THIS SIDE OF THE RAINBOW BRIDGE THERE IS A LAND OF MEADOWS, HILLS AND VALLEYS WITH LUSH GREEN GRASS. WHEN A BELOVED PET DIES, THE PET GOES TO THIS PLACE. THERE IS ALWAYS FOOD AND WATER AND WARM SPRING WEATHER. THE OLD AND FRAIL ANIMALS ARE YOUNG AGAIN. THOSE WHO ARE MAIMED ARE MADE WHOLE AGAIN. THEY PLAY ALL DAY WITH EACH OTHER. THERE IS ONLY ONE THING MISSING. THEY ARE NOT WITH THEIR SPECIAL PERSON WHO LOVED THEM ON EARTH. SO, EACH DAY THEY RUN AND PLAY UNTIL THE DAY COMES WHEN ONE SUDDENLY STOPS PLAYING AND LOOKS UP. THE NOSE TWITCHES THE EARS ARE UP. THE EYES ARE STARING. AND THIS ONE SUDDENLY RUNS FROM THE GROUP. YOU HAVE BEEN SEEN, AND WHEN YOU AND YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND MEET, YOU TAKE HIM OR HER IN YOUR ARMS AND EMBRACE. YOUR FACE IS KISSED AGAIN AND AGAIN, AND YOU LOOK ONCE

Words I Never Thought I Would Say
So I never thought that I would ever say "i'm going to sue you" and actually mean it. I am actually starting up a lawsuit against..... a lawyer. Mainly for him trying to get me to pay for some bad checks that I already paid off to the bank and he thinks i need to pay 1,295.86 for 6 checks. He refused to send me proof of the debt, threatened me with jail time and told me that this has gone to court 2 times already and was getting ready to go back to court again. On top of that he was trying to hit on me. So I am suing him for threatening, false information, mental anguish, sexual harrassment, and also for basically being an ass. just a reminder for anyone who has bad checks out there...... if you get calls from the collection agency...... statutes of limitation for legal action for bad checks is 1 year. If they have not filed with the courts before the first year is up then they can not sue you over it, by law they have to send you proof of the debt, they are not allowed t

You're Gonna Laugh Soooo Much!!
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man woke as a woman, He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out theirschool clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the cheque book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen flo

To My Dad Blessed Be
This is to my dad who has recently passed on. I will never stop hurting I'll never forget. Im Forever blessed because we were a part of each other. What I’m feeling time will heal it I’ve been hearing that for so long now They’ll say I’ll move on Got to try and be strong Life will go on I’ll get through this some how But how when I’m still waiting For you to come back If only you could come back I’m aching for you to walk through that door. Hold me once more but you won’t Still I go on waiting It was a Sunday we buried you in the rain I never knew pain till that first night alone Opened your closet breathed you in and lost it The truth of it baby finally hit home No you’re not coming home I’m still waiting For you to come back If only you could come back I’m aching for you to walk through that door. Hold me once more but you won’t Still I go on waiting Wish you could talk to me some how Tell me what do, I do now I’m still waiting For you to com

For Everyone To Read..........
I just wanted to say that I'm not only looking for male friends on here, but also females...I'm not bi, but I don't mind being friends with some of the ladies on here. You can never have enough friends. So if you're interested, request me, rate me, fan me, whatever you would like to do. I don't find it odd to have both sex friends and neither should any of you. :) That's is all xoxoxoxoxoxo

Look Ahead
Forward, always forward but then a glance behind. must force your eyes ahead the past--just never mind. follow this winding wayward path to it's natural end eyes open wide 'cause you don't know what's just around the bend. if you focus on the steps your feet have left behind and past stumbles are haunting and troubling your mind then you might trip and fall never a single clue and looking back, fall in a hole that's right in front of you. D. R. Hyden not my best, but something that just rolled off my brain and onto the keyboard... i touched it up a bit... it's still not my best...but the sentiment rings true! whaddya think?? HUGS!

Cherry Tap Whores
OMFG What are people BLONDES or MORONS.. They keep posting crap about the damn DRIVE there.. what they think that there INTERNET LIFE was over?? Come on mm If you had issues then well ITS BACk.. So Drop the Flippen Crap.. People needs to be Shot who keeps posting Stupid comments.. Like " hmmmmmm anyone else get the message...... and so forth

A Birthday Retrospective
A while back a friend of mine posted to his blog what he called an Easter Retrospective. It was beautifully crafted and I’ve actually returned to it more than once because I’ve found it to be not only inspiring, but also heartening. Unfortunately for me, he’s removed the post from his blog now. Oh well… This past birthday I found myself reflecting quite a bit on my life now, in comparison to my life one year ago and… partially in honor of my friend, I’m going to follow in his footsteps a bit here and post my Birthday Retrospective:Relationships ’06:Things between my Daughter’s Father and I are strained. I want him to notice me. I want him to love me again. I try so hard to please him, to be sexy for him, to make him want me. I’ve spent months watching him make love to someone else in the exact way I’ve always wished he’d touch me. I’ve not yet been told that I’m a pity fuck at best… but it’s coming. KazaKitsune and I on the other hand are close and getting closer. She has bec

Randomness
Light the night with fire A shady baptismal of heat and turmoil To recreate and become new again Churn it and mix it until the darkness and the light become one Emminent and threatening but with ferver and love Peace comes after destruction When the old is torn down and the chance for rebirth arises And there in the midst is you Whomever you are, you stand there staring! As if out of the gloom and fog stood a pillar of nothingness And something altogther And I understand The darkness, the light They combine to make you. You stand there waiting for me Waiting the baptism and the chaos and flames To depart Or perhaps you are the light And I the darkness Together we disperse the differences and unite No, because the light is in your eyes The goodness and mirth behind your smile Shy and kind, melting my heart like the fire I gladly walk through the flames To be consumed by you

Shades Of Grey
Shades of grey…. an idea about living, dying, and the possibility to be alive again. It’s been said…“To walk through life without the love and tenderness of another, whether they be friend or lover, leaves only darkness to exist in.”…… He related and felt the darkness cast a deep shadow, and eventually drained the colors of life from those affected by it. Eventually enveloping them in a numb seemingly impenetrable shell limiting their expectation for that feeling again, removing the willingness to risk, even for just a brief period in the scheme of forever to feel alive again… and somehow, just by chance paths crossed…… There they were in their limited world, the little comfort zone they had created, in a world of diversion, but yet protected by anonymity still reaching out in some way… without knowing it, the two strangers on strangely parallel paths had somehow angled a little too close, but somehow yet did not know what could come…… What seemed casual and glancing inquisit

Romance And Relationships
How can I MAKE him realize that I'm the one he was meant to be with?!?" You can't MAKE him realize that you're 'the one.' He should KNOW it because he's had the privilege to spend time with the amazing, gorgeous, brilliant, hilarious person you are. But here's the thing about guys... As much as most of them really DO want a relationship with a special woman, when the opportunity actually arises to CREATE that relationship, THEY FREAK OUT." It isn't personal... It's likely that the guy is apprehensive about the IDEA of commitment, not necessarily a commitment WITH you. "You see, a guy usually needs to EASE his way into a committed relationship like he would ease his way into a hot tub: He's pretty sure that once he gets all the way into the hot tub (i.e. commits), it's going to feel AMAZING... But the first time he touches the water it feels UNCOMFORTABLY HOT... So he first has to dip his toe in and get used to that (i.e. go on a few dates with yo

This So Speaks The Truth
So long since I've waited To live again You've brought my world to an end Love takes its victim and leaves its remains My broken heart has died in vain Tell me why have we forsaken the dreams we had The pain makes it so hard to understand You're a lifetime ago but a memory away And I'll love you till my resurrection day Love kills the fire's gone Dying embers still remain Love kills and now you're gone Girl, I'll never be the same again Without your love, seems so dead and unreal And now there's nothing left to feel Someday we'll meet again--girl that much I know At heaven's gate we'll say hello Now I hear the wind is calling my lonely, Lonely soul For sorrow's trembling hands please let me go Love's dying sin is just dust in the wind I face the other side of no tomorrow Love kills the fire's gone Dying ember still remains Love kills and now you're gone--Girl I'll never be the same Love kills and love is just a dying ember in the rain Love kills a heart betray

Monday 07/09/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt Adorned by truest love, I sit while arms of passion enslave my mind, my heart. Freedom mine now, that she ravishes this soul. To truly see the sky, the beauty of the night and know whimsical laughter. These things she gives to me and more. The pleasures of life she offers, to greet each day with arms open and she embraces life and frees this mind to grow. Loves true name finally revealed and this heart beats, it lives." © 2003-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Me!
I am a humanitarian and an individualist at the same time. I am usually seen as unconventional and detached. Flighty if you will.. a heart-breaker or player. However, I always seek the truth in any situation, but it sometimes eludes me. Even I don't know how I will respond to change; I realize this, but don't see it as a problem I see it as an asset. Although my thinking is spontaneous and creative it is more fixed and stubborn than others recognize. Having an open mind is an important value for me. I feel that to keep my options open for change only makes sense and to do differently would be to miss something important. I am not as confident as people think I am, at heart I am rather vulnerable.. but first I have to open that pandora's box before I will let that happen.. most of the time it happens without me realizing it.. and then I say or do something stupid that I know will make the other person "run" away.. just like I thought they would in the beginning.. hence the for

Silly Stuff
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The Geography Of A Woman
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa, half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe, well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece, gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel, has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada, self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet, wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MA

What Do You Do?
A friend is a friend no matter what if they are true then there is no but when a friend becomes a crush things get a little more complicated but still a friend to the end so there is no rush when that crush becomes lust oh my, what do we do still not a word you keep going as friend until the end is a must than love creeps in still to soon you keep your eyes open,your mouth shut as you wish upon the stars and moon deep in your heart you know this friend is more then a friend he is your one so, what do you do?

10 Things I Love About Xander
1. His Smile 2. His giggle 3. His attempt to roll over 4. His "cubby cheek" play time 5. How he can just melt my heart with one smile 6. How he makes me complete 7. How when Im sad he'll cry to make me look at him then giggle 8. How he'll scream if my dad holds him but when i take him he lets out a cute little sigh and giggles 9. How he makes faces at my dad 10. How no matter what is going on he seems to make my life worth while

Still Alone
I am still alone- I am not so sure that it is by choice anymore! For awhile I liked being alone and for the most part I still do- But I just want that one person that can make me smile, and who wants to be with me- Who wants to hold me in the middle of the night- And who wants to hold my hand through the good and the bad- Maybe I am just down today- Or maybe there is someone in my life now that i should just give in too- Its true there is no gold at the end of the rainbow- No prince charming after you kiss the frog! BUT isnt there someone out there that can sweep me off my feet- That can come and blow me away and show me that not all guys are the same??!!??

Still Alone!
I am still alone- I am not so sure that it is by choice anymore! For awhile I liked being alone and for the most part I still do- But I just want that one person that can make me smile, and who wants to be with me- Who wants to hold me in the middle of the night- And who wants to hold my hand through the good and the bad- Maybe I am just down today- Or maybe there is someone in my life now that i should just give in too- Its true there is no gold at the end of the rainbow- No prince charming after you kiss the frog! BUT isnt there someone out there that can sweep me off my feet- That can come and blow me away and show me that not all guys are the same??!!??

Crispy Peanut Butter Bars
1 bag (10 oz) peanut butter chips 1 stick (1/2 cup) butter 6 1/2 cups crisp rice cereal 1 bag (12 oz) semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup light corn syrup 1/2 cup honey-roasted peanuts, chopped 1. You'll need a 13 x 9-in. baking pan lined with nonstick foil to extend about 2 in. above narrow ends of pan. 2. Melt peanut butter chips and butter in a large bowl in microwave or in a heavy saucepan over low heat, stirring often, until thoroughly blended and smooth. Remove from heat, add cereal and stir until evenly coated. 3. Scrape into prepared pan, spread evenly, then cover with wax paper. Use another 13 x 9-in. pan or heavy book on top to press into an evenly compact layer, then remove wax paper. Place pan in freezer 10 minutes or until firm. 4. Melt chocolate chips as directed on bag. Add corn syrup and stir until well blended. Spread chocolate evenly on cereal mixture, then sprinkle with nuts. Top with wax paper and lightly press nuts into chocolate. Remove wax paper;

Short, Sweet And Funny
Short, Sweet and Funny I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ~~~~~ The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know your way Around, you're not going anywhere. ~~~~~ God made man before woman so as to give Him time to think Of an answer for her first question. ~~~~~ I was always taught to respect my elders, But it keeps getting harder to find one. ~~~~~ Every morning is the dawn of a new error. ~~~~~

More About Me!
Whats your sex style?..>Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic..>Are you good in bed..>READY TO GET DOWN AND DIRTY!!!http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x170/andrew8282/CATKXFQLCA9GSEOGCAACYXEECAO77IATCAV.jpgYour one of the best in bed! You know what your partner wants and how they want it. You love to try new things and love being in control when in bed (or where ever you might be). They beg you for more and they wish you'ld never stop.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic..>How smart are you really?..>One smart cookie!!!You know the answers to all life's questions! Your are not only intellegent, but are loving and caring. You have a great sense of humor and this all will add to your wallet $$$$How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic..>

Before I Was Mom
Before I was a Mom - I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been Puked on... Pooped on... Chewed on... Peed on... I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I could'nt stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before

Why Do We Cry When Its Over?
Why do we cry when it's over? Did we truly care about that person, or were we just in love with the idea of being in love? Why do we lie to ourselves? Or worse yet, to other people? When I get up in the morning, do you embrace the day...? Or do you just hit the snooze button trying to forget what you did or what happened the night before? Do you wish for the day to be over already? Why do we try soo hard to impress others and so hard to be what we think they want us to be only to change later on? Why is it so hard to be yourself...? The person you are with your family and your friends? Do you strive to be the best person you can be or do you strive to be what someone else wants you to be? Do you think that your life would be so much better, If only you had someone to love? Do you love yourself? Do you like what you see when you look in the mirror? Do you wish that you looked like someone else? Do you think that you can make someone love you? The answer to these question

Romance And Relationships
Could He or She be the one? You can't concentrate... You find yourself laughing for no apparent reason... You haven't had an appetite in days... You are positively ecstatic to the point of being GIDDY. (And this has nothing to do with drinking one too many martinis.) So what could all of this MEAN? You're in love! Or at least, you THINK you are... But wait a minute!!! Are you REALLY? Have you actually spent enough time with "Mr./Mrs. Perfect" to know for sure that he has all of the qualities you're looking for? Or is it possible that you're in love with the IDEA of him/her? I mean, could you really know that he/she is * kind * considerate * smart * compassionate * a good communicator * has similar life goals and dreams and * will treat you well all in the span of a couple of weeks? Even months? Of course it's human nature to get swept up in the whirlwind of excitement of a new romance, especially in the beginning. But the truth is, the

Romance And Relationships
Okay everybody I sent out a new bulletin called "try and find I Love You". Go ahead try and find it: R4JD23L4AJD2367LRTO73POVVLLHJD DBEIISLLG247NEYOJNEUJS3YHN3V2EG PP24Q76,K6346NOODOLWNN3DOWNJ FODOVEPiiiICTUREHIHELL64ODVLLIOOCF GLOL7DSH21AHFI898RSTLFGKJHGDITUG VOS1451623OW6EETHGVOAW2VVIOTY ONGL135HGALSJTNRLLIIENQLEOGKOFGF ONOBILOVEYOU029NSBBAKLJBSFL0VEPEV LLLNGWIRLNHF6HAB6N66ILASNFKWFG MYGVOOSHWNFOPWJWHATTHEFUCHFG OENLQEOOILOVEYOUVBXGFCGFVGHMK MKMKLQW9OFOJISRFDGFCFUIWRTYUKNON DWOONLQ3BKW081LOVEYO3AFBWIKSFE iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiLLLLLLLLLLLLlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllgjarijga JBAKJG8VLOO03ITNABKKJBBBFVAK48BDE NVGLJLR94LLBGEKMWBUGLNWHJFMABDG LEWQ94VVBVFILOVEYOUUOENHFIS78JY 4BBWYUIKFNKWPURHKJQHBDBAKLEMIO OOFBKAKUWGQBBAKALSKJBGLWKEJBY3 GWVANNALOVESALEXEGFHEILALJUEHVF LAVLEKTNAVLKEU3FOREVER&ADAYFKSK IKKWSNFLOIAWHRLHFEI98SVVVKAVAS KNGBJSBDSVNGOWEJBVG83NBFMDOA0 AAAFDNFGIELAWEMWRULDTHYJUGHJUH Well a friend of mine is having a dilemma about her new dude.. she is scared

Life And Me!!!
I keep hearing this song and the more i hear it the more it fits me perfectly!! here are the lyrics: ..>..> Artist: Jon Mclaughlin Song: Beautiful Disaster Album: Popular Songs She loves her mama's lemonade, Hates the sounds that goodbyes make. She prays one day she'll find someone to need her. She swears that there's no difference, Between the lies and complements. It's all the same if everybody leaves her. And every magazine tells her she's not good enough, The pictures that she sees make her cry. And she would change everything, everything just ask her. Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster, And she needs someone to take her home. She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant, Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction. She never stays the same for long, Assuming that she'll get it wrong. Perfect only in her imperfection. She's not a drama queen, She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen but tired She woul

Writings From Tom
Well here we are,One day passes and then another,Then one week then two,Before we know it,Months and even years pass us by while were still here searching for the one that will make our lives whole once more.Tired of spending the minutes and hours alone,Falling asleep in our queen or king size beds with room to spare.Only the sound of children in the back ground,And not a whisper of a friend and lover in sight.No one to cuddle with on the couch,Or some one special to hold us tight at night.No one to comfort us after a hard and stressful day,But your bound and determined to make it any ways.Although we keep telling our-self's that were doing our best,But we keep wondering if this is just a test.We pour our heart and soul out in every thing we try,But there are many nights we lay in bed and cry.thinking and thinking of new things that we could try,But nothing seems to work so we sit and cry.Our hopes and dreams we look for in our future mate,So we keep trying and trying after each and ev

Love And Life
LOVE is a word that is so often used, When we use it for personal gain then it gets abused. We use the word to seduce an un-suspecting prey, when all other things fail, thats the word we seem to always say. It's the word our hearts always seem to seek out as we look for our mate, Because it's much more than a word, it is a feeling we look for on each new date. Trying to feel that special connection or bond with some one new, Seems to be almost impossible, to find some one with a heart so true. But love is a word that gets abused, When all else fails us, it is the word we use, For personal gain and seduction as well, To one with a broken heart, it's a word we can easily sell. Love is a word we use at will, it is also a feeling that can even kill. It can blacken our heart, for years on end, But takes a true love to help it mend. When love finds us gloomy and mad, we rarely recognize it because we are so sad. So it passes us by every minute of the day, and all we can do is cry and pray.

Do U Have What It Takes? Bring It On!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> DOES YOUR DJ'S HAVE WHAT IT TAKES? WE WANT 2 OF YOUR BEST DJ'S MALE AND FEMALE FOR OUR CONTEST THIS FRIDAY. CLICK THE LINKS BELOW FOR MORE INFORATION CLICK ON ONE OF THE BANNERS, JOIN THE LOUNGES, ROCK THE FUCK OUT WITH THE GREATEST DJ'S ON CT! ITS ALL ABOUT THE SYNDICATE FAMILY! (repost of original by 'ÐJ TÈMþT¥ ~H.ß.Ì.Ç. §§R ~ ÇÖ-ÖWñÈR THÈ þÌT ~ÐJ VÌÖLÈñÇÈ'§ ÇT & RL WÌ£È ~ THÄT MÈÄñ§ Ì ÄM TÄKÈñ ß' on '2007-07-09 15:28:32') (repost of original by '~Karma in the Flesh~Behemoth's ct Wife~Owner and Founder to THE PIT lounge~SSR' on '2007-07-09 16:05:30') (repost of original by 'ÐJ TÈMþT¥ ~H.ß.Ì.Ç. §§R ~ ÇÖ-ÖWñÈR THÈ þÌT ~ÐJ VÌÖLÈñÇÈ'§ ÇT & RL WÌ£È ~ THÄT MÈÄñ§ Ì ÄM TÄKÈñ ß' on '2007-07-09 16:34:44') (repost of original by '~Karma in the Flesh~Behemoth's ct Wife~Owner and Founder to THE PIT lounge~SSR' on '2007-07-09 16:38:49') (repost of original by 'ÐJ TÈMþT¥ ~H.ß.Ì.Ç. §§R ~ ÇÖ-ÖWñÈR THÈ þÌT ~ÐJ VÌÖLÈñÇÈ'§ ÇT & RL WÌ£È ~ THÄT MÈÄñ§ Ì ÄM TÄKÈñ ß' on '2007-07-09 1

This Is The Road To Enlightenment, Revised...
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me for the path is narrow. In fact just fuck off and leave me alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a flat tyre. 3. The darkest hour is just before dawn. So if you' re going to steal your neighbour' s milk, that' s the time to do it. 4. Sex is like air. It' s not important unless you aren't getting any. 5. Don' t be irreplaceable. If you can' t be replaced, you can' t be promoted. 6. No one is listening until you fart. 7. Always remember you' re unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares whether you' re alive or dead, try missing a couple of mortgage payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you' re a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don'

I Got Wood
I got wood Few people have an idea as to what puts them in their "zen" place. Few people can realize what it takes to put them in that place. I have been lucky enough to find mine. As wierd as it may sound to the "normal" person I like to chop wood by hand. I can't really put my finger on what it is that is so satisfying about being out in the sun all day and feeling it on my back. drinking a beer or two and getting some much needed work done for the fire later on that everyone will gather around. They'll drink, talk, and yes laugh. Sometimes at jokes or someone's expense. The concentration of the cut helps also. Swinging a 15LB solid steel maul around, up, and over your head and trying to hit the same spot is a challenge I look forward to. The crack and then the splitting of the trunk I quess is where my satisfaction is. The feeling that I have the brute force to be able to break down in a few hours what took decades to grow and then die. It's times like this whe

The Mask
The Mask~ A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown Wondering where her place is in this life She has come close to sharing herself Never completely revealing anything to anyone Feelings of invisible chains corner her When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out She roams day by day, playing roles Strength unknowingly resides in her History repeats itself once again The translucent veil she so proudly wears Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside One day there will be no more mask for her to wear One day her beliefs will be known One day she'll know her place in this life One day she will share herself One day this mask will be

R.i.p. Daddy
Its been a year since my father has been gone. It just seems like he is still here. I had a bad weekend. I acted like i was happy an finally broke down crying all weekend. Im sick of acting like im totally happy when im not happy. Yes Im happy with my bf the part im not happy about is my father not being here. My bf an i have talked about having kids an getting married. My father aint going to be able to walk me down the aile when i get married or be there for me when I have his grand kids. Y did god have to take my father a year ago?? DAMN IT ALL THE HELL i hate this. But I know sooner or later either im old or get killed I will be with my father sooner or later. We all gotta go at some point in life! But anyways other then that life is going so so... Im going to Milwaukee for a weekend next month. ummm wat else is going on here hmmm... idk nothing else i guess. OH YA i forgot I LOVE MY TAN i have YES ITS A REAL TAN NOT NO FAKE SHIT EITHER LOL.. well time to go outside im sweating rea

Romance And Relationships
You first noticed him at a Memorial Day barbecue. Standing by the pool, all tanned and effortlessly sexy in a white polo and cargo shorts, he looked like he'd just stepped off a page of the J Crew catalog. When your eyes met, he flashed a big smile and your heart skipped a beat. You took a gulp of your watermelon-tini and tried to look nonchalant. Later, he "accidentally" bumped into you at the grill when you both reached for the last hot dog bun at the same time. You shared a laugh, then he said, "I'll give you this bun on one condition ... You give me your phone number." (Okay, so his line was a little cheesy, but you went for it!) Since then, you two have been inseparable. Frolicking in the waves at the beach... Kissing at the top of the Ferris wheel... Strolling through a park eating ice cream... Life is a whirlwind of excitement as days blur together like one of those montage scenes in a romantic movie, all set to the song "I'll stop the world

What Is Cf!!!
Cystic fibrosis is an inherited chronic disease that affects the lungs and digestive system of about 30,000 children and adults in the United States (70,000 worldwide). A defective gene and its protein product cause the body to produce unusually thick, sticky mucus that: clogs the lungs and leads to life-threatening lung infections; and obstructs the pancreas and stops natural enzymes from helping the body break down and absorb food. In the 1950s, few children with cystic fibrosis lived to attend elementary school. Today, advances in research and medical treatments have further enhanced and extended life for children and adults with CF. Many people with the disease can now expect to live into their 30s, 40s and beyond.

Gone?
To all the girls I've loved.....oops...that's already been sung huh? lol....To all my friends on here/there, I've been gone, getting my bitch back on the road has been my passion lately. If I've neglected ya'll, then please accept my SINcere appologies.,....but she is my bitch and she needs to be between my legs.....if you don't know What the F++k I'm talking about, read my profile dammit!!. Laura darklin, TY for the Silver MC....and you can ride me/mine anytime..... bbl8r ya'll.......g

Lfe And Romance
my freind kim sent this out.. she's sooo smart!! THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU. AND HEAR ME WHEN I TELL YOU THIS! WHEN PEOPLE CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU: LET THEM WALK. I DON'T WANT YOU TO TRY TO TALK ANOTHER PERSON INTO STAYING WITH YOU, LOVING YOU, CALLING YOU, CARING ABOUT YOU, COMING TO SEE YOU, STAYING ATTACHED TO YOU. WHEN PEOPLE CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU LET THEM WALK. YOUR DESTINY IS NEVER TIED TO ANYBODY THAT LEFT. THE BIBLE SAID THAT, THEY CAME OUT FROM US THAT IT MIGHT BE MADE MANIFEST THAT THEY WERE NOT FOR US. FOR HAD THEY BEEN OF US, NO DOUBT THEY WOULD HAVE CONTINUED WITH US. (1 JOHN 2:19) PEOPLE LEAVE YOU BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT JOINED TO YOU. AND IF THEY ARE NOT JOINED TO YOU YOU CAN'T MAKE THEM STAY. LET THEM GO. AND IT DOESN'T MEAN THEY ARE A BAD PERSON IT JUST MEANS THAT THEIR PART IN THE STORY IS OVER. AND YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW WHEN PEOPLE'S PART IN YOUR STORY IS OVER SO THAT YOU DON'T! KEEP TRYING TO RAISE THE DEAD. YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW W

Goosebumps
a poem tht gives u goosebumps A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys! She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was traveling alone, But when they turned to q

Well.................
Well folks I will not be online for a couple of days........I am going to be moving into my new place and stuff and of course you know how the cable company is.........they wanna take there own sweet damn time to come out and turn on ur cable and internet. So I will be off..........but shall return......much love to all muh friends......if ur ever in GA, come by and help me unpack,lmao. Love u All!

Did You Know
Did you know? I didn't know! How could we? Did you know that 47 countries' have reestablished their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq 's higher educational structure consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or colleges and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know that 25 Iraq students departed for the United States in January 2005 for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is operational? They have 5 - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that Iraq 's Air Force consists of three operational squadrons, which includes 9 reconnaissance and 3 US C-130 t

My Penis Is Orange????
A guy goes to a doctor and says, "Doc, you've got to help me. My penis is orange." Doctor pauses to think and asks the guy to drop his pants so he can check. Damned if the guy's penis isn't orange. Doc tells the guy, "This is very strange. Sometimes things like this are caused by a lot of stress in a person's life." Probing as to the causes of possible stress, the doc asks the guy, "How are things going at work?" The guy responds that he was fired about six weeks ago. The doctor tells him that this must be the cause of the stress. Guy responds, "No. The boss was a real asshole, I had to work 20-30 hours of overtime every week and I had no say in anything that was happening. I found a new job a couple of weeks ago where I can set my own hours, I'm getting paid double what I got on the old job and the boss is a really great guy." So the doc figures this isn't the reason. He asks the guy, "How's your home life?" The guy says, "Well, I got divorced about eight months ago." The doc fi

M.o.m.-more On Mum
so I can't help but think I came across as kind of bitchy in my mum about Alina's birthday. My sister and I do everything together practically every weekend...you think that this would be something that would be no different. We have the same family & we live a distance from the rest of our family...so it would make sense that we would have a joint party. The boys shared their first "family" birthdays-they're 6 days apart-at the same age...so it was special for them.But they also had separate parties in their respective towns for their respective friends. Here-I have my sister-that's it really anymore. I have co-workers, I have fair-weather friends...but ultimately-I'm alone. It would make more sense for me to go have a birthday party for Alina in Sacramento that it does for me to have one here in hell. I would have had no problem sharing Alina's birthday with Brady...had it been planned that way. But it wasn't planned that way. My sister has to be in control of everything, everything

Support The Troops!
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Warning About Pancake Mix (and Other Boxed Mixes)
(may be you already know this, I DID NOT !!) Talk about frightening... Throw away ALL OUTDATED pancake mix you have in your home, PLEASE! If you don't believe me, read this article and then follow the 'Link' below to SNOPES. Sorry to be the Grim Reaper of bad news, but I would rather have you ALIVE, besides a $2.00 box of pancake mix is NOT worth your life. P.S. You might want to tell this to your children, grandchildren, nephews, nieces and anyone else who keeps pancake mix in the cupboard. WARNING - READ ON. AND CHECK SNOPES TOO. From Snopes: I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. He said that they tasted "funny," but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had him sit on the sofa and told him to relax. He was wheezing while inhaling and exhaling. My husband, a volunteer F

Just An Update
Well I haven't been on here all that much lately . Due to a bunch of things going on right now . I found out that my mom was just diagnosed with liver failure and she will need a transplant, so I have been trying to spend more time with her . I have to admit that its taking a toll on me and trying to remain in a positive mood is very hard right now . I still sign in to check CT every few days so if you have left me a message I will try to get back to you as soon as I can .

Oh How Sad But Real It Is
To those of you who have been shouting me , profile commenting me and etc tonite .. I want you all to know I luv ya .. however many know that tonite I (along with many others on CT)have been harrassed by an anti - amercian CT user .. I have been extremely preoccupied attempting to assist in remedy (removal) of this user. I have not been igonring anyone on purpose. To those of you who have suported, reposted and cared.. Thanks so much from the bottom of my heart.

Why Am I Surprised
I cant seem to stop thinking about it. I was bored so I hit the "I'm bored" button and proceeded to rate people. When I say rate I mean look at pics and give everyone one a "10". Why not? It really isnt any problem to make people feel better no matter how ugly they are. Have you noticed that some profiles black out the last few numbers in the rating and its almost difficult to find the 10? I made a mistake and hit a "7" for this woman instead of a "10". In all honesty she was a 7 anyway. I later get this HORRIBLE email message calling me all kind of horrible names and saying that I wasnt even a "1" how could I rate her a "7"? She obviously has an issue with her self confidence. I sent her a message saying I was sorry and that it was a mistake. She never said she was sorry. The more I think about it the madder I get. Why did I appologize? SHE WAS A SEVEN! Who is she to get mad at me because I said so? Then she told me not to worry that she wouldnt report me for down rati

Forgettings
Outside in the fog, I wander. I’m feeling a little lost lately. Something’s missing, but nothing much has changed. Across the planet, she’s dreaming under a starlit sky. Something’s missing, but she’s sure nothing has changed. -Jack http://lokilistens.wordpress.com

God I Was Bored
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up? Um it’s fucking 600 degrees in this apartment I am lucky to still have hair to pull up Is your phone right beside you? Hmmm, depends on how I angle myself - could be beside me, in front of me, behind me . . . Do you wish you were somewhere else? I wish I was in a freezer full of whipped cream and a partner willing to let me warm them up Do you have plans for tonight? Well, does porn and hour long masturbation constitute a plan? Are you wearing makeup? Fuck no, the shit would melt in this place . . . See first question Are you wearing chapstick? Not at the moment but if read about my plans for the night you can safely assume that there will be something on my lips before long Are you cold? Yeah fucking freezing my ass off Are you tired? I am always tired of something or other *hint hint* Are you excited? Yep I haven’t watched the new porn yet - hehehe Are you wearing pajamas? So gonn

Venus And Mars
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a b

Dominant Reality
Dominant Reality Humans look around constantly to figure out what they should be doing, thinking or believing. Most people are not confident at all about their beliefs. They may get defensive if challenged but it doesn't mean that they actually think they are right. They are usually being defensive out of fear, because they know they are wrong and in denial. Whoever has the strongest ideas of how their reality is and can communicate it effectively will bring their reality into being. In any given situation the one who has the strongest reality and can communicate it effectively is the one who leads and controls the situation.

None Of That Sissy Crap
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry butthead who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got lucky. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point

Save Me
This smile is fake Its plastered to my face. I use it as a shield to hide The sickening pain I feel inside. I wish I could tell someone my deep dark secret But I have no one to tell who will keep it. The truth is I've never fallen so hard Everytime I've been ripped apart it has left me scarred Across my heart I'm trying to find a way to slowly piece myself back together. I might give up because it feels like its taking forever. I try to prepare my heart to be shattered But in the end its not like any of my effort even mattered. My face is stained from the tears that I cry. My strength is gone after how hard I've tried. I need someone to come save me from this disatser. Everyday it aches and my heart starts sinking faster.

Nothingness
in the vast depths the churning slows til all is still--a silence that none can hear she strains to see the silence looking for signs of life but nothingness prevails the dark fingers encase all gripping the dead breath sucking it away into the nothingness a place where no sun can be a place where no light exists just the dark dark nothingness

Boyfriend Application
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. What's the best thing you can cook? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. What are some of your favorite movies? 7. Would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead? 10. What is the most important thing in a relationship? 11. What do you look for in a girl? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Are you one to show emotion? 19. Would you sing for me? 20. Are you an innie or an outie? 21. Ever had your heart broken? 22.

Im No Longer
hi there, just a note to say that im not running with a.o.m bomb squad as it not working. so if theres a family that would have me it would be great. i do like bombing but not be the only one. cheers and thanks to maria also thanks to all the angels. richard

Im No Longer
hi there, just a note to say that im not running with a.o.m bomb sqaud as it not working. so if theres a family that would have me it would be great. i do like bombing but not be the only one. cheers and thanks to maria also thanks to all the angels. richard

True Friends
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

This Is The Soldier Promise!!!
THIS IS THE SOLDIER PROMISE!!! If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hoorah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know

Jay Leno Hits The Nail On The Head
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, "What we are so unhappy about?" Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Paci

Dating/relationships
I just commented on a mumm about a girl that was abused in her last relationship and has been single for a year and a half. She is afraid to get back out there and trust men again. I have been single since November 06' and there is still no sign of things getting any easier. Things have changed drastically since I used to date many years ago. I am very sweet and reserved and it comes off as shy, which may be true also, but I am just trying to let you show me who you are and develop some sort of trust and connection before I open up. But nowadays it seems as if women only want the assholes anymore. Ones that will treat them like shit, ignore them, cheat, leave them at home and go have fun hitting on other women. I have NEVER cheated, NEVER had a one night stand, No booty calls, and NEVER played a girl to get something I wanted. But where does it get me??? No where..... I am beginning to feel as though there is no one out there for me anymore. I mean I have had dee

Trying To Stay Strong
Mixed up feelings Scribbled out words, Still trying to figure out which way this world turns Stuck in life, The river flowing By now we all know, The fake smiles are showing Worthless grins, Plastered in between Heartless sins Just a bruised up girl trying to find out who wins The sun setting as Darkness falls If you stay quiet now, you'll hear her as her suttle voice calls Lost and confused, Stuck in a helpless daze, A broken girl trying to figure out the worlds ways, Crying herself to sleep at night hoping there all gone, hoping theres no more fights She wants to end her life, But trying to be strong She doesnt know how shes made it this far, She doesnt know how shes lived this long, The sun rises, Fake smiles appear again, A new day, A new fight, But who will win...

Most Used English Word
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit .. that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit,and some days are just plain shitty.

Note To Self
So yeah I'm single NOTE TO SELF: I LIKE IT THAT WAY Its seems like everyone I'm with makes me bored....It makes me laugh everytime. NOTE TO SELF: BE BORED ALL I WANT A couple people I dated either cheated on me or flirted with other girls when we were together. NOTE TO SELF: ALL MEN ARE DOGS IN SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER The relationships I was in was a joke, all they did was play these head games with me telling me they love me, or some even talked about marriage one day. NOTE TO SELF: RELATIONSHIPS ARE JOKES WAITING TO HAPPEN So I have no idea what I should do anymore, I dont know what to believe anymore. NOTE TO SELF: FORGET PEOPLE I'LL PROBALLY LIVE BETTER WITHOUT SOMEONE I'm starting to have a cold heart. I got to the point where I'm not even sad or depressed anymore. NOTE TO SELF: NO ONE CAN BRING ME DOWN I'm mad at the lies and trust people have made me believe. NOTE TO SELF: I DONT NEED DRAMA IN MY LIFE You know what I'm soooo

Keep On Screaming!!
so if you know me from myspace then you know when i get all messed up in my head i blog,, cause it's kinda like a couseling session to me. i can't keep a diary because i can't write fast enough to suit myself. everything that has been going on in my head lately has been really fucked up. i miss Joe so bad.and every day it just keeps getting worse. i mean he was my life, completely and totally. and i lve with my friends,, but i keep geting this drift like i am not wanted here. i talk to people online, and i try ery hard to make connections with them, but i can't do that with people that are around me. i have even begun to push davey ( a bestest since childhood) away. and in turn, because he doesn't undertand why i refuse to talk to him, he has pushed me away as well. and i only make connections with those online that i know i will have a slim to none chance of ever meeting face to face, for the simple reason that if i flirt with them, it doesn't make me feel as guilty for doin it and Jo

Temperature, Chicken, And Pips
You know you're in Texas when: Now, before my bestest Indian Palace buddy (more on that later) gets in a tizzy, it really wasn't 109 degrees out...it was probably only like 99 or something, but Texans get picky about their summers so I had to clarify. To me, if it's over 80, it's hot. If it's over 90, there is no such thing as "dry heat", and it might as well be over 100. Argue all you want, but my biological Midwestern temperature gauge says it's true. Most native Texans have been disappointed in their lack of glorious sunshine this summer, but I have been counting every raindrop as a blessing. That statement, of course, could be considered sacrilege in these parts, but with the rain, comes clouds, and with clouds come lower temperatures because the star-cinogen (my name for the sun) is hidden, kinda. In more important news, I, yes, I, cooked a chicken on Saturday. It was quite the experience. And before any of you witty family members pipe in about my earlier cooking p

A New Beginning
Fear of Tomorrow A little anxious maybe? Pain or more sorrow? Or merely a new beginning for me Of what i made myself believe to be A cold insensitive nightmare Actually surrendered and opened up to me A shining bloom of a gem so rare I used to dream and cry Remember whom I once used to be I would look at my resemblance and wonder why God would create a creature such as me I knew not what i know now That this existence has shaped my being And i no longer wonder HOW Would my faith have been without my innocence diminishing? I never imagined tears so hard Wounds in my heart never to heal With my love imprisoned and barred And once nothing to live by but fear Tomorrow shines a new light Today is full of surprises I straddle forward with all my might With a new face of hope and kindness The hope of tomorrow Truly shines a light like no rest Where once existed only sorrow I think i just might now deserve the best I am scared to keep going I am anxio

Bbw/bhm Bombers Important Notice!!!
ALL BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY This is to notify you that after Aka Mrs.Ts contest which is between July 14th and July 27th The Family needs a serious break since we have had non-stop contests overlapping each other.So PLEASE refrain from entering contests after that until August 15th.If you do enter a contest you are entering at your own risk without the family's help. Some of our best bombers have not had a chance to have a break in between contests to recoopriate.Plus we need time to return favors if needed to those whose help we have been receiving now in our time of need.Also I need time to be able to recruit new members remember we are not the biggest group.Also remember we need to be a strong group not a burnt out one... Rubia

Sex, Love, And True Happiness...
Yes all 3 of these are together because I think in some way that they all relate... Do I personally think you need all 3 for a strong healthy relationship, Yes I do... Well lets break it down... With love comes sex at some point... But for sex you should be in love... Now if you are getting some from the one you love you should truly be happy, right? Well why the fuck doesn't that always work? I believe there are too many variables to be able to have all 3 but can it happen, Yes it can... How you ask? Honestly I have no clue but there is a way, there has to be... So Here is the catch... Can you find the answer to this? Please feel free to share your opinion...

July 9th, 2006
So I decided to create a new blog type outside my poetry. I'll be talking about five main things that are going on with my life and just about anything worth wanting to mention. Item 1) Games Yes, I do play video games and computer games often. Currently, I've hit the deep end and decided to replay a Pokemon game. My activeness playing Guild Wars online also is consistent. Nothing more I can mention about my games except I finally have a group of six Pokemon. - Item 2) Writing Currently at a total of 348 poems written. I have two new poems written, and one of them will be put on after this blog is finished. Chapter 34 of WHEC will be written sometime next weekend. - Item 3) Emotions Lately, I've been feeling a little more depressed than normal. It feels odd. I just find myself going online to come here on CT and post Mumms and/or talk to people. Some people I am completely ignoring, but I'm not doing it on purpose. This happened last year when I didn't talk much. I

Another Idiot In My Shoutbox, Lol
So I get a hi, so what's up, are you single...remember, read from the bottom up. ROFLMAO cj: i think i will have a shitty night you have a great night ->cj: ok fine, don't....i was TRYING to be nice....have a shitty night if you want....or have a "just ok" night....whatever cj: i dont have too -> cj: have a good night cj: lol cj: well fine its over ->cj: well, i can't talk to someone who can't take the time to read what's on my page....i have a headache and NO patience at the moment cj: indiana cj: im being honest i hate to read ->cj: ok, you didn't read a word did you?....i'm not in ireland....read my whole name cj: i do cj: so whats it like living in ireland ->cj: only because some ppl don't like blunt honesty cj: i see how you got your name ->cj: you know, if you would take the few seconds it takes to read my profile, you would know.... And THEN... cj re-rated you a '1' from a '10'!

The Next Metal Band
Hey everyone, If you haven't heard of these guys you defintely have to check them out! Five Finger Death Punch fucking kicks ass!!! Here is their my space link: http://www.myspace.com/ffdp You can also check them out on You Tube. Check out this video: Behind The Scenes With 5FDP!!!!!! Add to My Profile | More Videos

Eh Hell Who Knew
Who knew I'd still be in such a good mood days after my trip . . . maybe I should go to Cleveland more often damn!!!! Anyway, my plan of being happy is working out right now. I am still in a good mood despite the everyday bullshit I have encountered. I was painting my nails a few minutes ago (a nice pretty pink even) when I started laughing because yes I still want a man to paint my nails for me once . . . hehehe. I contemplated aloud to no one that I am never going to be that skinny little blonde girl that so many men fantasize about - but fuck that I don't want to be. I am not uncomfortable with who I am dammit if other people aren't then fuck them. I enjoy who I am, mind, body and spirit. Yep, my mood is still good and I am seriously considering weekly road trips to various places just so I can feel good. Hehehe! I know I said I was coming back to bitch, but painting my nails calmed my mind and I am not in the mood to bitch anymore - gonna go touch them up now - wooho

I Am Tired
Broken and hurt And bleeding endlessly Because I am living in hell. Heaven rejected me and shut the door on my face Because I am such a mess. I am tired of the same person The one I see every morning on the mirror To you she's a somebody but to I she's a nobody I am tired of the same smile the one I see every morning on the mirror to you its a beautiful smile but to I its a beautiful lie Masked on my face. They told me "You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again" But what if you forget And it comes it you again? I am tired of giving out love when I don't receive it I am tired of caring when nobody cares They told me to "Be patience" What If you are sick and tired of waiting What if you just want something Before its too late? Before your life if over. They told me "Face your own demons and dream your own dreams" But what if my demons attacked me And my dreams never came true?

Kids!
OMFG! Anyone want any kids I have 2 of them a 14yr old and 10yr old both boys if they don't kill each other I'm going to... The killing part is just a joke so don't think its for real I LOVE my boys they are after all my world. But now I can truely say I understand what my mom meant by it when I was growing up

Asfasd1?
Just don't want to cry anymore. In the last week to two weeks I have cried more than I have all year. Why do people insist on pushing and pushing and pushing? I don't get it. Stop playing games. Stop lying. Stop acting like you care. Just stop.

Mankind.. .
"I ponder all these things, and how men fight and lose the battle, and the thing that they fought for comes about in spite their defeat, and when it comes; turns out not to be what they meant, and other men have to fight for what they meant under another name."

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Anger. . .
AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHH ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Why in the @$%* does life and love have 2 be SOOO damn intricate! Don't get me wrong there are many simple pleasures out there. . . but my beef is the way We interact with folks! Loved ones, associates,aquaintances,and total strangers . There is jus no makin any damn body happy any more!!

Slave To The Soul
Slave to the Soul Black darkness so deep The hooded man in every corner His pale face covered hiding unseen No light no candle Blindness to all you see Except the small childWeeping locked in a cage Tears flowing innocence in her face Her tiny body limp with emotion Your eyes focused on the ageless child Wondering what the cause of so much Emotion could be You move towards the child To comfort and hold Every step you take the child is Moved further away You call out to her Why do you weep so much? Can I help you in anyway? I am your heart and emotions your feelings I weep because of the pain you feel Embrace the hooded man and I will be set free! The hooded man springs from the darkness Swirling his cape around the screaming child You watch him and the child and wonder Am I ready to face fear embrace him And set free the emotions I feel?

Money....
Oh lets see where to start.... People say you don't need money to be happy, others say you can't be happy without money... So which is it? Can I be happy and living in a box? Or do I need to be rich? Honestly I think that you need money to be happy is alot more accurate then saying you don't need money to be happy... I know that if I was living in a box and wasnt able to enjoy some of the simple things in life I would not be happy... But if i was chillin in an apartment and able to enjoy the simple things then I would be happy... But you need money to live anywhere? I know you can't buy love, but can you buy happiness... Or do we everyday and not know it... So please share with me what you think...

Will True Love Come My Way
I'm in a crowd, but yet alone I'm full of love that's not been shown I'm waiting for the great unknown Will true love come my way I shed a tear, but never cry I feel my life is passing by I often think and wonder why Won't true love come my way I carry on, but just stand still I try to climb this endless hill I know I can't and never will Till true love comes my way I ponder, but don't contemplate I look for love and trust in fate I pray I hope and still I wait For true love to come my way

Strawberry Tequila Overdose
My angel My demon My best addiction She lubes me And doobs me To reduce friction I am her shoulder To lean on My waist She wrestles When it gets To heavy In peace we nestle I may pull Her hair But never scold her The best part Of each fix Is when I hold her I tap it And slap it At her request She is open And listens And treats me best Her heart is My new drug I must confess But I am still Addicted To all the rest by my friend: RevJoe69@ CherryTAP

Flu/drama!
So, since like 7 am this morning.. I've been puking and puking and puking and I've got diarhea badly.. and Im achy! I think I got the flu bad or something- I finally got back to sleep at like 4 something.. and im somewhat wide awake.. but i feel like shit! Well, LaTisha called me up because she was sad because she was "going to jail tommorow" for not paying her fine- and she said her and her man brokeup and that she doesn't talk to him.. well she picked me up cause I was going to have her take care of me.. well I got into the car and seen Thomas's hat and picture, I confronted her about it and she said they are still dating and it's her car so she can have it if she wants- and that she really doesn't need 100 dollars for her court she needs 100 dollars to bail out her boyfriend from jail.. well I told tish that I wanted to go back home- and she turned around and I threw Thomas's cigarette pack out- well she reversed and freaked out and made me get out with no shoes on or socks.. Well t

Pro Sports.....
OK WTF is up with pro athletes? All I see is a bunch of way over pay punks... These assholes dont play for the love of the game they do it for the fucking money... So should I quit doing what I do because I dont get payed enough? I have a very high chance at dying in what i do, So I feel we should be getting payed millions not them... So to any pro athletes that read this pull your head out of your fucking ass and take a fuckin pay cut... Play for the love of the game not the money... Kids look up to you and all you show them is how to be money hungry... I love sports but I play them because to me they are fun and not some pay check...

Letter
Daddy why did you go and leave me so sad and blue I trusted you, the one man I could look up to and love forever, my hero, and my idol. I wanted to be just like you. I remember grabbing on to your leg when you walked through the door only to be disappointed by your desire to love the dragon more than me. Daddy I am only 10 I don’t understand... why cant you love me? I used to be your little girl now I am a pebble in the sand that u walk upon. I am crying inside for your love but my tears don’t even fall anymore, I have become hardened by all the pain and sadness. I cannot breath. I fight the demons everyday that crawl inside my head telling me I am just like you. Daddy I am not like you. I refuse to become the person you are which is nothing but a shell less soul trying to escape your own madness which u created. Do you see what I have become? Do you know that I am scared to death to love another, afraid to lose them, afraid to be so out of control that I lose myself in the process?

Help
hey there all my cherrytap friends,just stopping by to tell u all that i am free and ready to get going on this again. i have been out of the dating thing for a while and am looking to get some more feed back on this.i would like for u all to send comments and lots of cherry luv,damn i need a drink lol.i will return the love and comments back.well i guess i have bored u alll to death with these blogs but i really want to be vic but cant afford it yet so if u r interested in helping me let me know.lots of cherrytap love to u all again

Sweet Dreams
kissed your lips tasted your flesh the feel of you nothing can contest your contours all around tour my fingers glide i want more of u baby unlock my heart inside.... look in your eyes that look in your eye makes this man weak stutter when i reply see thru me consume me with each fleck of color control me hypnotize i never want another.... whiff of your hair asleep, i said "yeah" gone from me 2nite but yer still here ....i cuddle my pillow

Nobody Really Cares!!!!!
Do you know that it makes me sick along with some others as well.It is a shame that there are people that aal they care about is there selfs. But then there are others that do care. I nener in my whole life have seem a bunch of cry babys. And then there is the drama. Who cares about the he said she said but shit. What we need to be doing and are doing are 2 different things. I guess you are wondering what I am trying to say. Well the bottom line is that we need to start to worry about what is going on all around us. Like 2 women fighring over the last crate of eggs on the shelves.Or 2 grown men fighting over a parking spot.God can't we all grow up??? It is like I said there is enugh fighting going on in the world. And thay are dieing to keep our country a free place to live. Why does anyone have to die over eggs or a parking spot?????You can see this kind of thing going on all around us.This is a wake up call or sign!!!!Ya you will just laughand brush it off. Well I guess sucks to be y

I Need Advice!
theres this guy that liked me and i dident know so i blew him off and i havent seen him in awhile so should i try to talk to him or just forget bout it. guys i need ur help lol i know this is dorky but yea love ya lots and thanks for the help. kisses:)

She Did It Again
She is ignoring me again. I thought that things were different now after she answered my last 2 emails on myspace. I tried to contact her today and all I got was a reply that said - Steph you are such a nice girl at times why don't you stop obsessing and go find a man? You can't hold onto the idea of what you lost or what you never had forever. What did I tell Mike all the time? Embrace and admit to your past but learn to let it go, embrace and live your present because it can end at any moment, and be optimistic about your future because you never know who or what it holds or you. Steph that is something that you need to think about right now. Yes, I know Mike is gone and honey he is not coming back, ever so forget about him and move on. I know you think you love me but honey it is all just some weird form of compensation in your mind, maybe you think if you love me then I'll bring Mike back to you, but it is never going to happen. As it is right now Steph I can't deal wi

New Remix By My Band
If you go to my bands myspace site you can hear a remix of a song called Babylon Days by a guy who calls himself Pole Folder, also you can check out bits of some other songs we have released and some remixes we have made for others. I dont know if its just some problem with my computer or if the song player on our page is faulty but i cant see the names of the songs but they are there, just press the fast forward thing to go to the next track. http://www.myspace.com/funkhp

Thank You Guys!!!
I can pretty much say that because of all of my friends here on Cherry Tap I've been able to get to the top of the charts on this modeling site..and I wanted to send out my appreciation....I really do appreciate you guys helping me to move forward in my modeling career...although it hasn't officially gotten started yet because of you guys voting for me I will start off a little less stressed out...again thank you...and for the people who don't know yet...I entered a contest online to get started modeling which I'm doing very well in...it's a playing card contest...pretty much there are about 550 contestants now and they're all trying to get to the coveted Ace Of Spades spot which is #1...and if you get to the top 52 then a picture of your choice will be put on a playing card for everyone to see...they even use these cards in the casinos out here in Las Vegas from what I was reading..so it's free promoting and marketing and that's what I'm going for..So for people who have or haven't al

Bored And Tired
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Have a awesome night friends and family! Love to you all! I am heading off to slumber land to dream of my baby~still missing him but he'll be home soon. Have a gret tuesday all!Hugs, Kisses and sweet dreams~Heather

Tide Began To Rise
Tide Began To Rise Demon Hunter I don't belong here I never saw this on the path I walk The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I spoke have left here all alone I should have known this I could've burned it when I had that choice And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So I remember on the inside If this is all the love my spirit can give Just take it b

Updates July 9th
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Coast Guard U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy Support Our Troops HERO SUPPORT I know this update has been a LONG TIME COMING!I'm sorry for that.I got side track with some personnel health issues. Except for about 20 CC-MAIL (which I've been having troubles getting too), I think I have the BLOGS caught up. I found a few deleted accounts. So if I missed any corrections, please let me know. I wanted to get this out earlier too!!But Better late than never, Right?Please Help me Congratulate Kristie & Joe on got Married, June 7th!!! joeWife: Kristie KristieHusband: Joe (Army) Now for the Newest Updates to the Military Thank You Blogs

My Heartstrings Come Undone
My Heartstrings Come Undone Demon Hunter It's buried deep with in the past, I hope it doesn't last It's something I already chase, I already chase I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face I know you feel it's all the same, But I promise that'll change It's something I already chase, I already chase You know I'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! When my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you I know I'm not the perfect one, This pain has just begun It's something I already chase, I already chase You bring me to a better path, It's everything I asked It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! There's nothing left! The fear is gone! And when my he

Here Without You
Here Without You 3 Doors Down A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and do

Maybe..
Maybe I don't have to buy a new car... my mechanic is the bomb. Two men you need in your life... a mechanic and a handyman... my son's filling in for the handyman, and my mechanic is a saint. He said he's waiting on parts or it would have been done this evening and it's not going to kill me to fix it (he says)... I said before you touch it, should I just buy a new car??? He said no, drive this for the winter (phew, the snow belt isn't so bad with an AWD) I packaged the dismissal for the beligerent wet behind the ears.. I found out he said "A shot in the head" would fix those involved in pulling him back to my office.... he's gotta go. Work is so fast paced I blink and it's over, but the stress level is climbing... praying for deliverance... My son's girl is here cooking dinner for me and promised a foot bath after suprising me with flowers for my bad day yeseterday.. I drove my son's car to work and kept looking for the clutch.. wow is that wierd...life isn't at all bad...

Hating Men.
what a life i live. i am going through a depression right now. i am not sure if it is situational or just needs a med adjustment. dr took care of adjustment not sure what to do about situations. i dont get it. what is wrog with me? honestly? i try to help people i try to be nice i am funny i can be sweet at times. and to the people i love i give everything. but when man number dumps you because he is moving into a new house and taking his wife with him, and you freak out because you are very afraid they will get back together so you demand that he not let her move in, not like it leaves her homeless or anything. you know he just doesnt understand her staying with him hurts, especially when there is no need for her to be there, and he is going to be with you 'someday'. so you demand this and he says too late. no way.. calls you nagging and harrassing amoung other things. and to me he chose her over me. period. my feeling my fear into consideration. so i am dealing with th

Changes
In seeing some wonderful poetry and other writings by a couple of my friends today, I thought about trying to be creative...but then I said, "nah!" lol Just getting things out is going to have to work for the moment. I feel as though I am standing on the edge of a precipice. I have to be very careful, but at the same time life is absolutely exhilarating. I'm saddened somewhat about the door that is closing in my life, but I am so excited about my future now. For the first time in a long time my life seems full of endless possibilities. Yes, I have 3 children, but this is just going to have to be an adventure we go through together. I used to use them as an excuse to stay stagnant. "I have to stay in this relationship because no one else will want me with 3 children." "I can't go back to school because with children it will be too hard. I'll wait until later." You get my drift. But now, I'm back in school and loving every minute of it. My life is about to be REALLY ha

Current Family List..
HEY EVERYONE..ME AND MY GREAT FRIENDS AND SISTER FREAKS DECIDED WE WANTED TO FORM A FAMILY..WE ARE ALL CONFIRMED FREAKS AND SO WE'VE COLLABORATED WITH OUR FAV LOUNGE "CIRCUS FREAKS" AND ITS FAB RINGMASTER, RIPPER AND CREATED THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY.. "CLICK THE PICTURE TO COME SEE" > WHAT WE ARE: PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO MEET NEW FRIENDS..WE ARE HAPPY TO SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT TO ALL THE MEMBERS IN OUR OWN FAMILY AND TO ALL THE CT COMMUNITY. WE HATE DRAMA..BOOOOO. NO DRAMA FOR US. WE WANNA HAVE FUN IN THIS CRAZY CYBER WORLD KNOWN AS CHERRY TAP. I MEAN REALLY THAT IS THE POINT OF BEING HERE ISNT IT..LOL. WHAT OUR FAMILY IS MADE OF: THOSE WHO ARENT SCARED TO BE WHO THEY ARE..PEOPLE WHO LOVE TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS AND ARE JUST NOT AFRAID TO STEP OUTSIDE THAT BOX IN WHATEVER WAY THEY SEE FIT..PEOPLE READY TO ENJOY BEING AS FREAKY AS THEY WANNA BE... WHO IS WELCOME: EVERYONE..YOU CAN BE IN ANOTHER FAMILY OR ANOTHER GROUP..YOU CAN BE A LONE WOLF..IT ABSOLUTELY DOESNT MATTER. IF YOUR

Do You Need Some Space?
Actually, we all need some "space," some time to ourselves and some place to recharge our batteries and renew our spirit. In ancient times, such places were considered sacred and were often found in nature – a grove, a hill or valley, or a mountain. But you don't necessarily need to be outdoors to have a sacred space. You can create a sacred space right in your own home. It doesn't matter how small your living quarters are, even a corner of a room can do nicely. A sacred space is an area where you can sit and meditate, contemplate, or let your mind wander and relax, ponder, and dream. You can place a small table or a shelf in a corner on which you arrange images or photos or a pieces of artwork that hold meaning for you. Bring in nature with perhaps some flowers or a small plant, or seashells, or perhaps a crystal. Lighting a candle or some incense, or an essential oil diffuser can add to the atmosphere of serenity. Place a comfortable chair there. A wind chime or some bells, or pe

First Blog
ok, first blog. and yes its gonna be random. so, im kinda bummed/pissed off right now. i have 3 days before i leave for vacation and i still havemt found out if my friends i invited are allowed to go. i mean cmon who wouldnt want to go to the beach with me for a week? well, anyways.... so i might be getting off in just a few mins because i am really tired plus i have to work in the morning and it fucking sucks. so yea. whoever is gonna read this, g'night. -Jen

Calling All Family Members And Friends ..
NIGHTHAWKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE NOW WANTED ON GOTHIC ROSES CONTEST A.S.A.P .. NO QUESTIONS ASKED .. IF YOU HAVENT BEEN HERE THEN PLEASE GET HERE WE NEED ALL OUR BOMBERS AND FAMILY MEMBERS ON THIS CONTEST NOW .. IF YOU HAVE BEEN HERE I THANK YOU FOR COMING .. THANK YOU THE DEVILISH ONE

Got Some 11's To Give Away
Hey for any of you who come by rate my pic and a few comments or you already have I have some 11's if you need them during happy hour just give me a shout and I will hit you up with some of them.... THANK YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH........

Are You A Fan Of Mine
Im just curious if you are a fan of mine.Im not asking anyone to fan me for the sake of fanning Im just asking for those that are friends and those that are my friends if have fanned me.i need 9 fans for 2000..Thanks for taking the tiem to check and see ..Hugs

Talk About A Bad Monday ...lol
The day actually started off pretty good...everything as far as getting Roo to work and such was right on schedule. I get back from dropping him off and lay down for a lil bit before I have to be at work. I go into work at 9 and by 11:15 my hiney is sitting in the emergency room ....feel free to laugh at the reason why: Because I slipped on an egg (yes, you read it right, an egg!) and felt somethings twist and others pop. So, I tell the manager right after it happened (around 1030 or so) that I may need to leave for a bit to get checked out and told her why...her response was "Aww Jesus Christ" (Forgive me for offending ...but that was her exact reaction). I stuck it out till I went on break at 11:15---I didn't tell her I was going to the ER...and she NEVER filled out the accident report. I called work and told the other manager on duty that I was going to be late because I was at the ER getting checked out. She seemed more concerned than the other one. Ok, after waiting almos

Just To Touch Her,....
HIS DREAMS WERE OF HER LAYING ON HIS CHEST,.... SHE HAD THE BLACKEST OF HAIR HED EVER SEEN,..THE SOFTEST ALSO... HED LAY THERE TIL' DAYLIGHT JUST WATCHING,AS SILLY AS IT SOUNDED....... AND SHE NEVR,...EVEN,...KNEW IT!!!,.... BUT IT MADE IT MADE HIM FEEL SO PEACEFUL,....JUST TO TOUCH HER....

Our Story, An E-mail Converstion
--- She wrote: so here i am emailing you..yet again... sorry i got really bored over the weekend... anyhow i don't know why u wouldn't enjoy it.. i want a candle lit bath.. in a really big tub.. bubbles and rose petals of course.. warm towels when i got out and the in the bedroom message oils... and tell me if you've heard this one before.... a naked u.. and u can take it from there.. sensuality i like sensuality... and its not a trait you find in many guys.... and most girls(emphases on "girls") i've been with the exclusion and why is it that i always like the "taken" ones??? (guys and girls of course) *deep sigh* --- I wrote: well, if you really minded e-mailing me I'm sure you wouldn't do it.. ;) it's okay, I'd probably get bored on the weekends as well if i didn't fill them up.. ooh.. going for all out sensual here.. sounds good to me.. you do seem to enjoy your rose petals. and i assumed I'd be naked, or would you have been enjoying the bath by yourself? I'm en

I Love B&b (boobs & Booty)
All Guys have a 1 track mind when it comes to a lady i'm going to be up front about it I love Boobs! and Round Booty on any female i'll be lying if i said i don't focus on certain areas hey super-man had kryponite I have boobs and booty maybe i'm shallow but i'm being real when I see a lady i can't help but to check her out like most of ladies on here so excuse my wondering eyes cause I tend to look Shot at 2007-07-07 Shot at 2007-07-05

A Conspiracy Of Silence
A CONSPIRACY OF SILENCE This is not about you This is about me A woman exposed To things unspeakable A woman deposed From things you make Unreachable Dealing with young minds Your dogma makes unteachable Dealing with your religion of violence This is about me Being victim to you In a conspiracy of silence This is not about you This is about me Whose brown skin accepted Touches from loving men Who calmed, protected, respected And never rejected the Unconditional love of The girl child I was But a man hiding behind the Apron of a beaten, broken wife Twisted evil fingers Into my softness like a knife He changed my mind forever About the meaning of a man I’d like to change it back again; I try, but never can I cried and kept my mouth shut Finding no female alliance While my childhood died, unnoticed In a conspiracy of silence This is not about you This is about me Being sick of mother fuckers Getting rich and flashing grillz Talking trash and p

Amputation Tomorrow...
For anyone who actually reads these, I will not be on for 1-4 weeks due to my amputation being tomorrow @ 11:00 a.m. So if you guys arent doing anything around then please say a small prayer for me. Much love cherries.

Free Credits From Surveys
Hey to all my friends first i wanted to say thanks for adding me and excepting my add requests. Sorry I don't email all of you that often. Just know if you send me a message I well always reply. Now what gives with these surveys? They say take this survey and get 10,000 credits but every time I take on it goes through a few questions then tells me I didn't qualify for the survey. So how else do we make credits go go up in rank other then rating people and rating blogs, blasts, etc.? Are we to lie on the surveys just so we can get the credits for going up in rank? Please leave comments. Sorry, i thought the surveys were for points. I just saw that its for cherry Bucks.

Win 1 Day Blast By Listening To The Show Every Week!!! (read For Rules Please)
OK, STARTING IN 2 WEEKS (7/23/2007) I WILL BE GIVING AWAY TWO 1 DAY BLASTS! ONE AT MY 6PM SHOW AND THE OTHER AT MY MIDNIGHT SHOW. EVERY MONDAY AFTER THAT POINT YOU CAN WIN! HERE'S HOW TO WIN: 1. DURING MY SHOWS, LISTEN FOR THE NAME "EGGS & KEGS" (it's gonna sound like an echo) 2. ONCE YOU HEAR THE EGGS & KEGS NAME, YOU CAN EITHER CALL A NUMBER IM GONNA ESTABLISH OR TYPE IN THE CHERRYTAP LOUNGE THE FOLLOWING: "EVENING GAS FOR YOUR FUNKY ASS" 3. FIRST PERSON TO TYPE THAT WIN THE BLAST. IF YOU DONT WIN DURING MY EVENING SHOW, DON'T WORRY BECAUSE I COME ON AGAIN AT NIGHT SO YOU HAVE 2 CHANCES TO WIN. 4. DJ'S OR THOSE ASSOCIATED WITH WORLD ROCK RADIO OR RAVEN'S EGGS & KEGS SHOW ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO WIN THE BLASTS. 5. YOU CAN WIN ONCE PER CALANDER MONTH. SO NO PERSON WILL WIN MORE THAN ONE PER MONTH. WHEN THAT CALANDER MONTH IS OVER THEN THE PREVIOUS WINNER CAN WIN THE BLAST AGAIN. 6. WHEN YOU GET YOUR BLAST, IF YOU DON'T MIND, GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT AND MENTION "RAVEN WITH TH

R.i.p My Beloved Puppy And Faithful Friend
for those who dont know my dog, Maytag, was put down yesterday afternoon from complications with some tumors in her lungs. She was having trouble breathing and now she is in a happy place and is sorely missed.

Web Designer Needed!
Web designer wanted I need some help getting my website to what I want it to be. If anyone's interested in helping me I'm willing to trade my chocolate covered goodies for web design work!! Check out the website I have now. It's good, but there are a lot of things I'd like to do with it. http://WWW.DIPPEDDELIGHTS.COM I want to have a "Limited time only" section, a "Coming soon" blurb, little things that someone who knows what they're doing could get done in no time. Thanks, ~Karoline~ P.S. If you're reading this, please repost for me! lol I need someone desperately.

Love Hurts
Is love suppose to hurt? Why do we feel so empty when away from the one we truly love? Why is the pain unbearable at times? Why do I cry at night longing for his arms around me? Love isn't supposed to hurt like this. I want him. I want to see his eyes first thing in the morning and feel his soft kiss on my lips every night. I want to hear his breathes in my ear as we sleep oh so close til early dawn. I want to hear "Honey, I'm home" as I'm making dinner each evening. I want to see his sweet smile as we part ways each morning. I want to feel the love between us both radiate as we are in the same room together. I want our children to feel the love when they look at us each day. I just want to stop hurting...

Yeah I Am Feeling Sappy Today...lol
A Fragile Heart Author Unknown If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me? Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately? I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago, He mishandled it. dropped it and broke it fortunately, not irreparable so. I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile, It was so damaged... nearly destroyed... very sensitive and fragile. I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same, It's still too fragile to trust to anyone, who plays an unfair game. It's way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and from, And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go. I'm beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love, If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently.... like a dove. Although it appears the same as all others, it's from a special lot, It may not seem distinctive to you, but it's the only one I've got. So, are you able to keep