Well I haven't been on here all that much lately . Due to a bunch of things going on right now . I found out that my mom was just diagnosed with liver failure and she will need a transplant, so I have been trying to spend more time with her . I have to admit that its taking a toll on me and trying to remain in a positive mood is very hard right now . I still sign in to check CT every few days so if you have left me a message I will try to get back to you as soon as I can .