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Random Bitching
I recently told someone to basically fuck off. He recently had a bad break up with his girlfriend and has been messaging me like crazy. I tried to be patient and do what I could to get his mind off of it, but he didn't listen or take any advice I had given him. I understand that he's depressed and hurting, but it was getting to the point where all I would hear from him was how lonely he was. He asked me to go look at her myspace page and see if she had written anything. I told him that she was my friend too and I'm not going to play spy. Etc Etc... I kind of feel bad, but at the same time, maybe its what he needed. Someone to finally say enough is enough. This guy... I've known him for 7 years. I dated this guy and went through a lot of fucked up shit because of him. Anytime we argued and I wanted to leave, he would hold me down and wouldn't let me leave. He kicked a dent into my car door. He broke my palm pilot. He took advantage of me and the things I did. I'm don

Now It's Becoming More Clear...
Ok so i must admit when this all happened i was relieved but i was also sad...so last night i was angery cuz my ex who made it seem like he still wanted to be with me got caught with a whole group of girls last night and yeah at first it made me angery but then i come to realize we aren't together so why should i be when i can be out doing the same thing and hanging out with a bunch of guys...so i had planned to write him something on yahoo telling him off but then i thought why??? so i didn't do it...well he wrote to me today and yeah i was still a lil ticked and i mentioned it to him and suggested that he go talk to one of those girls and he had the nerve to ask me what was with my attitude...so if n e thing...i told him it don't matter cuz i was talkin to a doctor today and the doctor told me that if i'm so unhappy then why keep holding on and why not just let go...so i told him that was exactly what i was going to do...i was gonna just stop...stop care...stop trying...and i mentio

A Very Adult Survey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? Lips 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Lips and hands 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? His self confidence and his personality 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? around 12 5. Who was your fist true love? Tommy Mills 6. (women) What is your bra size? 36 DD 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 14 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? no 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? I have never pulled out a tape measure, there is so many other fun things to do to a penis lol 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? yes 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? all of the above? lol 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? no 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? agressive 15. Are you aggressive or passive? a bit of both 16. Ever been tied up? yes 17. Ever have a 3sum

Perfection
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Brian Jones
Brian was the result of the western worlds defeat over christianity. Had he not been stopped by Dylan in 1965 he would have controlled the music business totally by the end of 1966. But what he did up to that point made us live through what we had done to the jews and ourself during world war 2. Does that mean he was a saviour or a God? Dylans defeat over him goes totally in line with our want for a non-religious way of life. Lennon got his defeat and his imagined life without God. Jagger got his endless Stones industry. McCartney gave us a little hope for some goodness in life. All of them would have been nothing without mr Jones. Does that mean he was a devil?

Eternity
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Love Is
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Never Have I
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Guns In The "granite State"
Another excerpt from "America Alone": "New Hampshire has a high rate of firearms possession, which is why it has a low crime rate. You don't have to own a gun, and there are plenty of sissy, arms-are-for-hugging granola-crunchers who don't. But they benefit from the fact that their crazy stump-toothed knuckle-dragging neighbors do. If you want to burgle a home in the Granite State, you'd have to be awfully certain it was the one-in-a-hundred we-are-the-world pantywaist's pad and not some plaid-clad gun nut who'll blow your head off before you lay a hand on his seventy-dollar TV. A North Country non-gun owner might tire of all the Second Amendment kooks with the gun racks in the pickups and move somewhere where everyone is, at least officially, a non-gun owner just like him: Washington D.C., say, or London. And suddenly he finds that, in a wholly disarmed society, his house requires burglar alarms and window locks and security cameras." "As with state gun control, so with state

Pagan
. Thou shalt love and honor the Earth for it blesses thy life and governs thy survival. II. Thou shalt keep each day sacred to the Earth and celebrate the turning of its seasons. III. Thou shalt not hold thyself above other living things nor drive them to extinction. IV. Thou shalt give thanks for thy food, to the creatures and plants that nourish thee. V. Thou shalt educate thy offspring for multitudes of people are a blessing unto the Earth when we live in harmony. VI. Thou shall not kill, nor waste Earth's riches upon weapons of war. VII. Thou shalt not pursue profit at the Earth's expense but strive to restore its damaged majesty. VIII. Thou shalt not hide from thyself or others the consequences of thy actions upon the Earth. IX. Thou shalt not steal from future generations by impoverishing or poisoning the Earth. X. Thou shalt consume material goods in moderation so all may share the Earth's bounty.

Chicken-parmesan Potatoes
Need an easy one-skillet meal? This one includes family favorites: chicken, potatoes, green beans and cheese. Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:30 min Makes:5 servings 1 package (4.9 ounces) Betty Crocker® au gratin potatoes 3 cups cut-up cooked chicken or turkey (1 pound) 2 1/4 cups hot water 2/3 cup milk 1 box (9 oz) Green Giant® frozen cut green beans 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1. Heat Potatoes, Sauce Mix and remaining ingredients except cheese to boiling in 10-inch skillet over high heat, stirring occasionally. 2. Reduce heat; cover and simmer about 20 minutes, stirring occasionally, until potatoes are tender. 3. Stir in cheese. Let stand 5 minutes. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) No changes. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 300 (Calories from Fat 70 ); Total Fat 8 g (Saturated Fat 3 1/2g); Cholesterol 80 mg; Sodium 870 mg; Total Carbohydrate 26 g (Dietary Fiber 3 g); Protein 34 g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin A 8 %; Vitamin C 0%; Calcium 20 %; Iron 8 %

Yet Another Down Rater
It seems this chick makes the rounds of Down Rating - look at all the comments on her page thanking her for the down rates..ha ha ha Cassandra 'Kitty Kitty' Fast http://www.cherrytap.com/user/938338

Chicken And Spring Vegetable Toss
You'll feel a spring in your step when you serve this colorful pasta toss for brunch, lunch or dinner. Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:25 min Makes:6 servings 3 cups uncooked fusilli (corkscrew) pasta (9 ounces) 3/4 pound boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 medium red bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 medium yellow bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1/2 pound asparagus, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 tablespoon water 1/2 teaspoon pepper 1 container (10 ounces) refrigerated reduced-fat Alfredo pasta sauce 1. Cook and drain pasta as directed on package. 2. While pasta is cooking, spray 12-inch skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium-high heat. Cook chicken in skillet 3 to 4 minutes, stirring frequently, until brown. 3. Stir bell peppers, asparagus, water and pepper into chicken; reduce heat. Cover and simmer 3 to 4 minutes, stirring occasionally, until chicken is no longer pink in center and vegetables are crisp-tender. 4. Stir pasta and Alfr

When You Love Someone
when you love some one so much you know when its time to let go..well im letting go..i cant go on being in limbo..waiting...its time to move on and you know who you are and im not going to mention no names..because i have told you that this person will only come in your life time once and now she is gone....I know in time i will find the right man who loves me. Everyone has there so mate..i thought i had found mine..but i was wrong again...now that i said my peace..you can go on and i can go on....and dont look back...because what was meant to be was never meant to be....

Friday 7/6/07
Not much going on today, everything is quiet in chat right now since it's a little early yet, so I'm just chatting in IM and listening to music as usual. I have to pack later to go to Lexington again tomorrow, so I'm gonna keep this kinda short. Some good news is we found some things out from the attorney that will most likely help us in winning this case for my brother. He'd most likely win anyway, but chances are even better now. Anyway, I'm going to end this here and chat on IM a bit more then hopefully chat on Phreik will be busier. Have a great day all.

Cantonese Chicken Chop Suey
No need to order out from the neighborhood Chinese restaurant. Just whip up this sweet-and-saucy chicken dish instead! Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:35 min Makes:4 servings 1 cup uncooked regular long-grain rice 1 pound boneless skinless chicken breast halves 1/2 teaspoon peppered seasoned salt or 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 bag (1 pound) fresh stir-fry vegetables (4 cups) 1/2 cup water 1/2 cup classic-style stir-fry sauce 1 tablespoon honey 2 cups chow mein noodles 1/4 cup cashew pieces 1. Cook rice as directed on package. 2. While rice is cooking, cut chicken into 1/2-inch pieces. Spray 12-inch nonstick skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium-high heat. Add chicken; sprinkle with seasoned salt. Stir-fry 4 to 6 minutes or until brown. 3. Add vegetables and water to skillet. Heat to boiling; reduce heat to medium. Cover and cook 5 to 7 minutes, stirring occasionally, until vegetables are crisp-tender. Stir in stir-fry sauce and honey; heat through. 4. Divide rice and

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
What a great way to wake up, I am laying here and I just get to hear a fight, where my name is used while I am not present, and I seriously wonder what all is said about me while I'm away at college. People ask why I don't like my family, its because I don't trust them. Shit like this they just talking shit about me I'm seriously done, fucking 11:30am and I'm waking up in a shit mood. Fucking hell, I just got through smoking and now I'm getting blamed for shit like I shouldn't be helping my mom and step dad out with bills, when I'm putting more stress on them and I'm being responsible about it, hell I was working two jobs and going to school, I was running myself ragged. I swear all this shit isn't worth it, and this is half the reason I left my family and went to the other side of the country for school. I never really got along with people here and just wore a smile and said I did. Hell the only person I get along with is my little niece because she has no judgement on anyone and she

Sautéed Chicken With Asian Rice
This quick-cook chicken dish boasts colorful veggies and flavor-packed rice. Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:20 min Makes:4 servings This quick-cook chicken dish boasts colorful veggies and flavor-packed rice. Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:20 min Makes:4 servings 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 1/4 pounds) 1 3/4 cups water 1 1/2 cups uncooked instant rice 1/4 cup stir-fry sauce 1 bag (1 pound) frozen broccoli, red peppers, onions and mushrooms 1. Heat oil in 10-inch nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Cook chicken in oil 8 to 10 minutes, turning once, until juice is no longer pink when centers of thickest pieces are cut. Remove chicken from skillet; keep warm. 2. Add water to skillet; heat to boiling. Stir in rice and stir-fry sauce; remove from heat. Cover and let stand 5 minutes. 3. While rice is standing, cook vegetables as directed on bag. Serve chicken over rice with vegetables on the side. Nutrition Information:

A Pittance Of Time
I have been asked, a few times, about who sings the song on my page: A Pittance of Time. So I did some research about the song & wanted to post it for everyone. Here is his web site about the song: http://www.terry-kelly.com/pittance/pittance_en.htm# or Read below! On November 11, 1999 Terry Kelly was in a drug store in Dartmouth, Nova Scotia. At 10:55 AM an announcement came over the store’s PA asking customers who would still be on the premises at 11:00 AM to give two minutes of silence in respect to the veterans who have sacrificed so much for us. Terry was impressed with the store’s leadership role in adopting the Legion’s “two minutes of silence” initiative. He felt that the store’s contribution of educating the public to the importance of remembering was commendable. When eleven o’clock arrived on that day, an announcement was again made asking for the “two minutes of silence” to commence. All customers, with the exception of a man who was accompanied by

Slow Cooker Chicken Stew With Pepper And Pineapple
The yummy gingery-flavored sauce is delicious! To get every last drop, spoon stewed chicken, pepper and pineapple over hot cooked rice. Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:8 hr 35 min Makes:4 servings 1 pound boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces 4 medium carrots, cut into 1-inch pieces 1/2 cup chicken broth 2 tablespoons finely chopped gingerroot or 1 teaspoon ground ginger 1 tablespoon packed brown sugar 2 tablespoons soy sauce 1/2 teaspoon ground allspice 1/2 teaspoon red pepper sauce 1 can (8 ounces) pineapple chunks in juice, drained and juice reserved 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 medium bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1. Mix all ingredients except pineapple, cornstarch and bell pepper in 3 1/2- to 6-quart slow cooker. 2. Cover and cook on low heat setting 7 to 8 hours (or high heat setting 3 to 4 hours) or until vegetables are tender and chicken is no longer pink in center. 3. Mix reserved pineapple juice and cornstarch until smooth; gradu

Grilled Chicken Caesar Salad
Enjoy this popular restaurant salad at home. It’s an easy salad to “grill” and sure to become a family favorite. Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:30 min Makes:6 servings 6 boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 1/2 pounds) 1/2 cup Caesar dressing 1 bunch romaine, torn into bite-size pieces (10 cups) 1 cup Caesar or garlic-flavored croutons 1/3 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese Freshly ground pepper 1. Heat coals or gas grill. 2. Cover and grill chicken 4 to 6 inches from medium heat 15 to 20 minutes, turning once, until juice is no longer pink when centers of thickest pieces are cut. Cut chicken diagonally into 1/2-inch slices. 3. Pour dressing into large salad bowl. Add romaine; toss to coat. Sprinkle with croutons, cheese and pepper; toss. 4. Divide salad among 6 serving plates. Top each serving with chicken. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 275 (Calories from Fat 125 ); Total Fat 14 g (Saturated Fat 4 g); Cholesterol 85 mg; Sodium 450 mg; Total Ca

Slow Cooker Upside-down Chicken Pot Pie
No, you don't have to turn your slow cooker upside down to enjoy this savory pot pie. Pop biscuits in the oven about 30 minutes before it's done, then serve the chicken mixture over the biscuits. Bottoms up! Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:10 hr 25 min Makes:8 servings (3/4 cup each)1 1/4 pounds boneless skinless chicken thighs 1 tablespoon instant chopped onion 1 dried bay leaf 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1 jar (18 oz) chicken gravy 2 medium celery stalks, cut into 1/2-inch slices 2 1/4 cups Original Bisquick® mix 2/3 cup milk 1 bag (1 lb) Green Giant® frozen mixed vegetables 1. Place chicken in 3 1/2- to 4-quart slow cooker. Top with onion, bay leaf, pepper and gravy. Place celery on gravy. 2. Cover and cook on Low heat setting 8 to 10 hours. 3. About 30 minutes before serving, make and bake 8 biscuits using Bisquick mix and milk as directed on package. 4. Meanwhile, gently stir frozen vegetables into chicken mixture. Increase heat setting to High. Cover and cook 15 minut

Necessessary Things I Need To Live On My Own
Here's some things I'll need, to live on my own; I'll be adding things as I think of them & need them: coffeetable (lift-up, if available) small couch or recliner small table HP Laptop or Desktop (my camera is an HP camera & would be perferred on either of these 2 computers) lt wt linens shoerack (I have lots of shoes, because of my small feet) coffeemaker (a necessessity, since I'm a zombie when I 1st wake up) toaster oven coffeetable, small couch or recliner can be purchased at Sears, Naturewood & stores that sell this kind of furniture. HP Laptop or Desktop can be purchased at Best Buy, Circut City, Office MAX & other stores that sell HP computers. linens, shoerack, coffeemaker, toasteroven can be purchased wherever these things are sold; you can also get them at you local Thrift Store.

Another Poem
Can you really see me Do you know what I am thinking Do you understand me? Do you feel what I feel? Can you really see me? I a real and I feel alone I am but one person to the world I am scared and afraid Can you really see me? My eyes are open but I cannot see My heart is weak and fragile My feelings are weak and damaged as well Can you really see me? I must fight I must go on I am strong but weak at the same time I am rejected and alone Can you really see me? Do I seem beautiful to you ? Do I seem courageous to you ? Do I seem sensitive to you ? Can you really see me ? Please see me for me Please understand me Please never give up on me Can you really see me?

Stir Fried Seafood With Asparagus
Prep and Cook Time: 25 minutes Ingredients: * 1 medium onion cut in half and sliced medium thick * 1 TBS chicken or vegetable broth * 1 TBS minced fresh ginger * 3 medium cloves garlic, chopped * 2 cups fresh sliced shiitake mushrooms * 1 bunch thin asparagus cut in 2" lengths (discard bottom fourth) * ¼ cup fresh lemon juice * 2 TBS soy sauce * 2 TBS mirin wine * pinch red pepper flakes * 3/4 lb snapper fillet cut into 1 inch pieces * 8 large scallops * 8 large shrimp, peeled and deveined * 1 cup cherry tomatoes cut in quarters * ¼ cup chopped fresh cilantro * salt and white pepper to taste

Steamed Vegetable Medley
Prep and Cook Time: 15 minutes Ingredients: * 1 cup thinly sliced carrot * 2 cups chopped collard greens, stems removed * 1 medium onion sliced thick * 1 cup cubed zucchini (quarter lengthwise and slice about ½ inch thick) * Dressing * extra virgin olive oil to taste * 1 mediuim clove garlic pressed * 1 TBS fresh lemon juice * salt and cracked black pepper to taste * *optional 1 tsp soy sauce

Lady's Dont Understand!
Ladies for your information 1. Your ass is never a factor in a job interview. 2. Your orgasms are real. Always. 3. Your last name stays put. 4. The garage is all yours. 5. Wedding plans take care of themselves. 6. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. 7. Car mechanics tell you the truth. 8. You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut. 9. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. 10. Same work ... more pay. 11. Wrinkles add character. 12. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. 13. Wedding Dress $2000; Tux rental $100. 14. If you retain water, it's in a canteen. 15. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. 16. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. 17. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. 18. Your pals can be trusted never to ask you, "So, notice anything different?" 19. One mood, ALL the damn time. 20. Phone conversations are over in

Mexican Clam Chowder
Ingredients: 1 can Campbell's® Chunky™ New England Clam Chowder 1 can Mexican-style corn, drained 1/2 cup shredded Cheddar cheese Salt & pepper Directions: MIX soup and corn in saucepan. Heat through. Salt and pepper to taste.

Find A Cure...support Me??
If ur truely my friend u will stand behind me and support me...I have survived cancer once and now its my time to be rechecked again...U never know what god hs in store for us and i hope for me its a long life with out cancer...Cross ur fingers say ur prayers and SUPPORT ME... much love Cassie

7 Types Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone And last, but

All Members Plzz Read
www.hostdrjack.com HI GANG! OK IT,S TIME TO GET OUR TITLE ON OUR NAME SO I WOULD LIKE ALL MEMBERS TO PUT IN OUR CLUB NAME IN WITH YOUR NICKNAME ON YOUR PROFILE SETTINGS PUT YOUR NICKNAME AND PROUD MEMBER OF EARTH ANGELS STASH CLUB IN THE NICK NAME PLACE OK LET,S GIT ER GOIN ! THANK YOU HUGS GAIL

Sexy Swimsuit Contest
Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexy Swimsuit Contest Current Standings Updated nightly at 12AM CST Sherry Baby-17 coolmama-279 seductivesteff-15 Kandi-65 Daggers2theheart-29 Sinnam0n-4397 2fastvettes-41 Randy In Love Not Leavn Him-356 myeviltwin-301 ~*Ashley*~-4320 The Court-18 ~*M.Y.L.F©*~-70 Starts July 6th 10PM CST Ends July 20th 10pm CST Winner determined by number of rates and comments There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. Big Pimpin Gifts 1st place- Corvette 2nd place- Silver Motorcycle 3rd place- Diamond Ring RH

I'm In The Ct Battle Of The Bands!
My band, Pheonix Rising, is in the Battle of the Bands hosted by Pantera Rawks. It would mean a lot to me if people would drop by, listen, thumbs up and comment if they like my music! Check out the other bands while you're there -- there are some great entries! This contest is for a blast... and that would help Pheonix Rising a lot publicity-wise. I spoke to Jessica Mellott, who is an up and coming pop singer on CT, and she says every time she did a blast she would get like 100 new fans in a day. Thanks for your help. I'll look forward to reading your comments! UPDATE: I am now tied for #2 in rates and #1 in comments... and finally going to bed after being up 21 hours straight to promote, lol! While I'm asleep, please repost bulletins, rate, comment, all the good stuff. then be sure to hit me up if you need help in contests! There's a lot of talent in this competition and the two bands who are really doing well besides me are both way harder... I'm kinda mellow...

Fuck List
Fuck list: Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days! 1. Fuck distance 2. Fuck two faced bitches 3. Fuck family 4. Fuck spiders 5. Fuck becky UP 6. FUCK those whores 7. Fuck computers 8. FUCK WINNIPEG 9. Fuck mosquitos! 10. Fuck the society 11. Fuck preps 12. Fuck shit 13. FUCK everyone at beliveau 14. Fuck the asshole who beat up aiden john 15. Fuck religous beliefs 16. Fuck fergie she sucks! 17. Fuck rap!! 18. fuck the thunder and lighting now! it scares me 19. FUCK YOURSELF STUPID CUNT =] . im really not that mean . 20. Fuck guys in the pants! XD 21. Fuck camaraderie 22. Fuck people (mainly guys) that toy with your emotions like they're nothinggg ¢¾ 23. FUCK infomercials 24. fuck posers 25. fuck you (; 26. Fuck that person on #17 tht said fuck rap. They can go fuck themself. 27. fuck your ex's 28. Fuck Bitches 29. FUCK SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! 30. fuck #3 #11 #15 anddd fuck bad weather. lol 31. FUCK VANS DEM SKATBOAR

Please Read My Blogs
IN THE BEGINNING, A LONG TIME AGO, I HAD A DREAM. A DREAM ABOUT HAVING MY OWN HOUSE AND A BIG YARD. MY YARD HAD A GARDEN OF FLOWERS AND PRODUCE IN IT. THERE WAS ALSO A SWINGSET AND A POOL. THE FLOWRS WERE ALL DIFFERENT KINDS AND THE PRODUCE WAS DOING VERY WELL. I HAD CHILDREN WHO HELPED ME WITH CHORES. WE WERE A VERY HAPPY FAMILY.THEN, I WOKE UP AND REALIZED, IT WAS A DREAM.I HAD MY OWN HOUSE, BUT THE YARD WAS'T BIG, THERE WAS NO GARDEN OR POOL, OR SWINGSET.IT WAS A DREAM.OH WELL, WE WERE STILL HAPPY! THAT NIGHT WHILE SLEEPING, I HAD ANOTHER DREAM. I WAS WALKING THRU THE WOODS ALL BY MYSELF. I JUST KEPT FOLLOWING A PATHAND AT FIRST, IT WAS DAYLIGHT.THEN IT GREW DARKER AND DARKER. I WALKED ON SLOWLY, FOLLOWING THE PATH AS IT GREW DARKER AND DARKER. I WAS GETTING A LITTLE BIT SCARED. AS I WALKED ON, I COULD HEAR THE WIND RUSTLING THRU THE TREES.I WOULD STOP AND LISTEN, THEN MOVE ON. THEN, I HEARD IT! A CRY, BUT WITH THE WIND BLOWING, I COULDN'T TELL WHERE IT WAS COMING FROM

Last Night....
So i got right bloody knackered last night, and when I woke up this morning, I had a cat staring me in the face. ........wtf? I don't even own a cat. So I'm trying to figure out where the little beast came from and I'm still drawing blanks. Anybody missing a cat? fuck. that's the last time I drink Jagermeister through a beer-bong. Ow. my head. Shit like this happens to me alot. I get drunk, black out and wake up next to some animal in my bed. I'm going to sleep.

Please Read......
If tears could build a stairway And memeries a lane I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say "goodbye" you were gone before i knew it, and only GOD knows why. My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow what it meant to love you no one will ever know. But now i know you want me to mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today a hollowed place within my heart is where you'll always stay.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
You Are 70% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Girl on top, I like to be in control 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?

Ensign: A Name Is
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 6 July 2007 You'd think this wouldn't qualify -- we're so accustomed to think of long work weeks when we're at our jobs or occupations -- but this week has been one of the longest of my life. Monday morning my wife Martha gave birth to our second child, a baby boy we've named Jeffrey. Check him out: http://www.trinityhealth.org/baby/JeffreyA070207.html On a personal note, I wanted to go with a Scriptural name; left up to me, our son would have been named Philip after both one of Jesus' disciples and the evangelist out of the book of Acts. But since I got to choose our now-older daughter's name of Sarah (after Abraham's wife and Hebrew for "princess"), I didn't quibble too much when Martha picked out Jeffrey for a boy. Of c

Contest Started!!!!
HERE'S THE LINK IF MY FELLOW FRIENDS WOULD LIKE TO HELP OUT, IF YA CAN'T JUST CLICK IT, COPY IT AND PASTE IT IN YOUR BROWSER THANK YOU SO MUCH! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=915953&albumid=427114&i=3232057794

Mia. Have Been And Shall Be.
So... I've not been on here lately. This is likely well known. The reason? Max... my laptop died. Now I have Tabitha, his desktop replacement, but I'm moving in a few days... and will not be back on until I have internet run to my new place. That might be as much as a few weeks. Just a drop ion the bucket compared to how infrequently I've been on as of late, but I suppose those of you who I call friends at least deserve some explanation. Hope to see you all soon.Ken

Baby Kaleb
Most people that know me realy well know that I love children very much I love them so much I have made my living working with them.So when i heard this story I am about to tell I have to wonder what would make a person would do to any child what was done to this baby. My sister-in-law asked me the other day if I had been on here and if I had seen anything about Kaleb Schwade I told her no I really had not been on myspace that much.She proceded to tell me this story. Kaleb he is a six month old baby.As far as what i have heard he was a normal healthy baby up until a few weeks ago.His grandmother and aunt went to pick him up from the home daycare that he was at and they noticed right away that there was something wrong with him they proceded to take him home.After trying to make him respond to anyone and failing,his mom then took him to the hospital where they found out that he had been shaken and smotherd.At this time he is in the picu at a hospital in Tampa Florida.Please keep

Well, I'm Stumped
Not that I want to appear too hurt and too into it, but it appears that although someone complained about a non-offensive and SFW MuMM I posted, and I had it deleted, had my profile set so I can't make MuMMs anymore, and been threatened with deletion, the one thing nobody seems to want to do is to explain why it was deemed offensive in the first place. I have no intention of arguing the toss, and totally respect the right of the site admin to run their site as they seem fit, but to arbitrarily hand out punishments like that and then ignore polite requests for just a little clarification seems frankly a bit rude to me.

American Rig
Eighteen wheels and a mile of chrome Triple air horn, a trucker’s second home Movin’ goods through the states Shiftin’ gears and tempting fates Hitch up, gear up, saddle up and go Take that rig on down the road Mind the bear, pay the toll Let nothin' stop these rigs on a roll Haul the load, get there on time Keep your hand steady, hear the diesel whine Roll with your CB, handle and heart Get a good night’s sleep and an early start Hitch up, gear up, saddle up and go Take that rig on down the road Mind the bear, pay the toll Let nothin' stop these rigs on a roll There’s a stretch of blacktop up ahead There’s easier ways of livin’, but you chose this instead Keep your rig straight, keep that rubber burnin’ Caus that rig of yours keeps America turning’ Hitch up, gear up, saddle up and go Take that rig on down the road Mind the bear, pay the toll Let nothin' stop these rigs on a roll

Male Sensitivity Test
MALE SENSITIVITY TEST 1. In the company of females, intercourse should be referred to as: A. Lovemaking. B. Screwing. C. Taking the pigskin bus to tuna town. 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: A. Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship. B. Your blood-test results. C. Five tequila slammers. 3. You carefully pace yourself to time your orgasm so that: A. Your partner climaxes first. B. You both climax simultaneously. C. You don't miss ESPN Sports Center. 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: A. Healthy, creative love-play. B. Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would agree to. C. Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend needs to ever find out about. 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just had sex with is: A. The very best part of the experience. B. The second best part of the experience. C. $100 extra. 6. Your wi

What A Day!
Got to work this morning to find out that the pool flooded last night. I now have 6,800 gallons of muddy water to clear up. This is no fun. So far, I dumped 5 gallons of bleach in it and 2 bags of pool shock. I am getting ready to dump a couple thousand gallons of water out of it to see if that helps. Since I am the pool operator, this is my primary job today. Damn this sucks. Wish me luck with this. LOL.

The "whys" Of Men
The "Whys" of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they're plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their arse-hole and they vapour lock) You're laughing, aren't you?!?! 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktail parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know....it never happened) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

Y'all So Stupid...
Query Current mood: curious does being stupid fuck with a stupid person's mental? Meaning, are they bothered by how stupid they are, or do they just go "doo dadoo" and live their merry stupid lives in ignorant bliss? Currently listening : Year Zero By Nine Inch Nails Release date: 12:00 AM

What Colour Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is Red Of all the brain types, yours is the most impulsive. If you think it, you do it. And you can get the bug to pursue almost any passion. Your thoughts are big and bold. Your mind has no inhibitions. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about love, your dreams, and distant places. What Color Is Your Brain?

Dream Guy
I dont want a guy to shower me in gifts, an fly me to paris on weekends.I want a guy who notices when I get my hair cut, or when I dress up he compliments me on how I look. When I cry he wipes my tears, and when im lonely he makes me feel loved. A hug means more than any gifts or presents.... Someone who will love me with every single beat of his heart, who thinks about me constantly and wondering if im ok. Who can help me reach my dreams and goals. Who will protect me from my fears treat me with respect and love every part of me especially my flaws. Someone who can make me happy bouncing on air happy. I can but only dream that out there,there are guys like that,that are real and not just a dream, and one day my dream will come true.

What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Lady At The Wheel
At a truck stop way out west Lay five rigs pulled up for rest Each sixteen tons of polished steel With a man at every wheel Then through the fog a sixth pulls in Its big head-lights cut the dim Air-breaks hiss as she steps down Need no more then that to turn heads around Stretching high she heads inside The drive she’d done still in her mind When the whispering starts she’ll just smile She’s gotten used to it with every mile She walks to take a window seat Take a sip of coffee or a bit to eat And through the fog she can see Her big rig waiting patiently She glances at the truckers there Laughing at their wild stare “What’s the matter with ye all?” “Never seen a lady haul?” Finishing her late night snack She’ll head off down the beaten track A bark is heard from her hound Caus’ he too knows they’re homeward bound As she climbs into her cab She thinks about the life she’s had Thanking God about this deal Caus’ she’s only alive behind the wheel

Work Vs Prison
IN PRISON......you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell. AT WORK........you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle. IN PRISON.......you get three meals a day. AT WORK.........you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it. IN PRISON..........you get time off for good behavior. AT WORK............you get more work for good behavior. IN PRISON..........the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you. AT WORK............you're often required to carry a security card and open all the doors yourself. IN PRISON.........you can watch TV and play games. AT WORK...........you get fired for watching TV and playing games. IN PRISON........you get your own toilet. AT WORK..........you share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat. IN PRISON..........they allow your family and friends to visit. AT WORK............you're not supposed to even speak to your family. IN PRISON.........all expense

Young At Heart: Week One
Thursday, July 05, 2007 Young At Heart: Week One Be Open Children often have an amazing ability to open themselves up to others. Can you say the same thing about yourself? Don't let bad life experiances or fear cause you to close up. Hiding behind defense mechanisms may prevent you from getting hurt sometimes, but in the long run you will also miss out on truly feeling many of the joys. What prevents you from being an open and giving person? It may be easier said than done, but try to accept others without being too judgemental. Make an effort not to shut out those who love and care about you. And be open-minded to new ideas and beliefs. You may just discover something you didn't know about yourself. *Taken from the book "52 Ways to Stay Young at Heart" by Lynn Gordon*

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. Daily Thought: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES. NO

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There Are Moments In This Life
There are moments in this life when we find ourselves just plain mad. Something happens that seems unjust, or cruel, or unreasonable, and whatever it is has impacted us or someone we care about. The thing makes us angry, no question about it. The question is, what do we do with that angry feeling? Is it possible to accept it in without causing damage? It's possible. Actually, it's more than possible: it's smart. Just like all the other visitors that stop by our home to say hello, anger is a temporary caller. Most of us have no problem accepting visitors as they are; manners and affection have taught us to pay kind attention to them during their stay. We welcome them in, take their coat, show them to a chair. What we don't do, of course, is hand over our keys to them and tell them they can have the run of the place. We listen to them, feed them snacks, extend them hospitality. We spend our moments with them and then send them on their way. So this is precisely the way to deal

Contest Of Contests!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! There are too many hotties in this contest, and I don't think I have a chance. So I need all the love I can get from ALL my friends and fans. I want this BAD so show me what your made of. PLZ PLZ PLZ Thanks much luv and hugzzz David pick a pic

Feel Like Making Luv................to You
The distant chatter rang in his ear as he awaited the the moment of truth , the cold one that he sipped from his right hand while gently peeling the named label off its front. The sound of the song played upon the gathering of people mingling in the restaurant... The tune that reminded him of his youth that swayed young lovers as well as old .......... While across the room from into the shadows of the fading sun in she walked. It was almost like the parting of the sea as the room expanded upon her entrance, his eyes were on her graceful approach that he had experienced the first time their eyes had met. Lovers at once, only slightly shifted in time to this day at this hour. The smile was the same, ever so bright as was the warmness of her kiss upon his lips ...as she partook the taste of his leftover ale. Standing alone at the long standing oak room bar they reminisced about the passing time since they had been apart..... From that first encounter indulging each other between

My Horoscope Today
Very good one for me today. . . . If a certain situation is over, then let it be over. Stop hitting replay in your memory. It's time to eject that disk and move onto something new. If nothing else, at least notice how many times you think about it today.

I Was
i was one of the lucky ones to get out but some arnt so lucky i rember being in my room for two weeks at a time with my door lock and to bed my clothes were on cause he would come in and take sex alot of people should and dont have to put up with that shit i cant stand men or woman hurtting another by violence or mental abuse.. and some people think why come on the internet and tell everyone what i went through because there is not enough awareness about this and i feel that people in this relationship this internet is there world it is there safe place it may seem that this is a bad place but where is a safe place you meet on the streets bars churches highways it isnt safe anywear

Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Read This Please!!!! 6 Days To Nowhere Is In A Contest...
OK SO ENOUGH WITH THE DRAMA AND ON TO THE RATES!!! COME BY AND HELP 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE WIN CT'S BATTLE OF THE BANDS! JUST DROP BY THIS STASH LISTEN TO GOOD TUNES, RATE IT, AND WISH THEM GOOD LUCK! just click the link below!! 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE YOU ALL ROCK!! THANK YOU

Celtic Zodiac
Baby, what's your sign? (Celtic Zodiac) You were born in the month of the holly. The holly balances both the positive and negative aspects of the self, thus revealing a new direction. In general, Holly individuals are practical, capable and steadfast in the face of adversity by being cautious, logical and efficient. In relationships, Holly people are supportive, protective and possessive. Holly individuals have a tendency to strive for perfection, which often leads to loss of confidence and direction. They exhibit a large amount of personal integrity and tend to influence things a great deal, but usually behind the scenes. Their word is literally their bond and honor is their guiding principle. The weak point of the Holly individual is sensitivity to personal criticism... his or her need for constant affection and attention can make the Holly demanding in a close relationship. Not known to be risk-takers until all the facts have been gathered, the Holly individual possesses th

Im Not Looking
im not looking for pitty because i am not in that relation ship any more but just to let people know there are people on the net that has bean there before,be it mental or physical or both,some times it is hard to talk about but it does help

Stress
they say stress is a killer they arnt jokeing,when your stressed out alot of physical things could go wrong like your heart blood pressure sugar,high cholestral,it is all ways good when you can vent your frustration out on a friend cause iff you dont vent you will become illmaybe even bipolar,i have bean through alot,abuse,looseing people you love,rape,divorce twice,in relationships that is hard to get out of cause you bean told for along time that you cant find someone better then me,it is sad that a person can have that kind of hold on another,i was married for 20 years the first time and for the most part of the marrage was verry abusive,i remeber one time my ex had me againts the wall with his hands around my neck and my daughter pick up an apple and through it at him hitting him in the head,why am im telling people on the internet alot of people that are in abusive situations end up comming on the internet for suport and something that they are missing and that is self asteem,i kn

The Truth About Contests & Giveaways!
OK, THIS POSTING IS NEARLY A WEEK OVERDUE TO COME OUT OF THE CLOSET! RECENTLY I WAS HELPING OUT A FRIEND IN A CONTEST (JUSTWINK). THE CONTEST WAS FOR "SWEETEST PERSON ON CT". THIS WAS THE HOST OF THE CONTEST... DRAGON RIDER@ CherryTAP THE OPPONENT WHO REMAINED MARGINALLY AHEAD OR BEHIND WINK AT ALL TIMES WAS..... ashleylovesbenny' (ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïlψ© of CT)@ CherryTAP THE COMPETITION ENGAGED IN BLANK COMMENT BOMBING AND ONE NIGHT GAINED 500 COMMENTS WITHIN A HALF HR PERIOD WITH ONLY 3 PEOPLE BOMBING. THERE WERE OTHER INSTANCES WHICH DID NOT MAKE SENSE THAT THEY COULD POSSIBLY GAIN THAT MANY COMMENTS IN THE AMOUNT OF TIME THAT PASSED B4 WE CHECKED THE COMMENT NUMBERS AGAIN. ONE AFTERNOON I WAS COMMENTING ON WINK AND WE WERE USING THE SHOUTBOX TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING OTHER THAN THE CONTEST. A COMMENT I POSTED ON WINK'S PIC SAID "I HATE CHEATERS", THIS WAS PERTAINING TO MY PRIOR CHEATING BOYFRIEND. ALL OF A SUDDEN I GET ATTACKED IN THE SHOUTBOX BY SOMEONE RUNNING ON THIS A

Salmon Fish Stew, Brazilian Style
Marinade ingredients: The cloves from 1/2 head of garlic, peeled, crushed, minced 2 Tablespoons of fresh lime juice 3/4 teaspoon of coarse salt 1 Tablespoon of sweet paprika 2 1/2 teaspoons of dry cumin 1 1/2 teaspoons of freshly ground black pepper Other ingredients: 1 1/2 to 2 pounds of salmon, cut into 2-inch pieces (largish-bite sized pieces) Olive oil 2 medium onions, sliced 1 large bell pepper, seeded, de-stemmed, and sliced 2 medium tomatoes, sliced Salt and freshly ground pepper 1 14-ounce can thick coconut milk 1 large bunch fresh cilantro, chopped, 1-2 cups Freshly cooked rice for serving 1 Mix together the marinade ingredients. Let the salmon marinate in this paste for at least 2 hours. The longer, the better. 2 In a large pan (large covered skillet or Dutch oven), coat the bottom of the pan with a couple tablespoons of olive oil. Add a layer of sliced onions, and then a layer of sliced bell peppers, and a layer of sliced tomatoes. Place the

Where's Slick? Part 2
Here I go again, so much to say, so little time. If you made it thru part 1 and you are looking at this you are truly a fine friend. Unlike me. ;) The 2nd part of all of this surge in real-life activity is by far the more interesting and pleasant. After all, I have always had several family crises going on, and typically I do work a lot just by nature. But the other stuff has most definitely sucked up almost every other waking moment for the past 5-6 weeks. It seems that now I have a roommate. Not only a roommate, but a houseful of lovely creatures. I call her Captain Sweetheart, and she came with an 8-year old living doll known as Sweet Pea. Throw into the mix a pair of cats named Gracie & George, and The place is full. Before, it was just me and my little buddy Garfield the cockatiel. And a lot of quiet solitude. Amazingly, the bird and cats are getting along great. He likes for them to sit next to his cage and then he gives them little birdie kisses and talks to them. If th

Oven-roasted Salmon, Asparagus And New Potatoes
According to the notes accompanying this recipe indicate that cooking fish at a high temperature in the oven seals in the flavor and helps get dinner out quickly. Excellent, easy dish. 1 pound small new potatoes, scrubbed clean and halved 2 Tbsp olive oil 1/2 pound medium asparagus, trimmed and sliced on the diagonal, 1-inch long pieces 1 Tbsp chopped fresh dill 1 strip of lemon zest 1 small garlic clove, coarsely chopped 1/2 teaspoon salt Freshly ground pepper 2 salmon steaks (10 oz each), cut about 1-inch thick 1 lemon, cut into large wedges 1 Preheat oven to 400°F. In a large, shallow baking dish (10x14 inch) coat the potatoes with olive oil. Arrange the potatoes, cut side down, in the baking dish and roast for 10-12 minutes, until the potatoes begin to brown on the bottom. Turn the potatoes over and roast another 10 minutes until browned on top. Remove the baking dish from the oven. 2 In a medium bowl, toss the asparagus with the chopped dill, lemon zest, garlic,

Digital Millennium Copyright Act
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Crab With Hazelnuts Salad
Most crab lovers know that fresh crab pairs well with avocado. But have you ever tried it with roasted hazelnuts (also called Filberts)? I got this idea from an appetizer prepared by an Oregon chef (where they grow a lot of hazelnuts). It's lovely. 1 1/2 cups fresh lump crab meat 1/2 cup chopped roasted hazelnuts 1/2 cup finely chopped celery 1/4 cup finely chopped red onion 1 Tbsp finely chopped fresh parsley 2 Tbsp lemon juice (or 3 Tbsp Meyer lemon juice) 1 Tbsp olive oil Freshly ground pepper Salt to taste 4 large pieces of butter lettuce, rinsed and patted dry In a medium sized bowl mix the hazelnuts, celery, onion, parsley, lemon juice, olive oil, ground pepper, and salt. Gently fold in the lump crab meat, trying not to break up the crab too much. Make individual servings, about a half cup each over a piece of butter lettuce. Serves 4.

Cheddar Bacon Hamburgers
Serves: 4 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Cooking Time: 15 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 1 pound ground beef 1/2 cup shredded Cheddar cheese 2 tablespoons prepared horseradish 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon pepper 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 cup real bacon bits 4 hamburger buns What you do: 1 Preheat grill for high heat. 2 In a large bowl, mix together the ground beef, Cheddar cheese, horseradish, salt, pepper, garlic powder, and bacon bits using your hands. Shape the mixture into 4 hamburger patties. 3 Lightly oil the grill grate. Place hamburger patties on the grill, and cook for 5 minutes per side, or until well done. Serve on buns. Submitted by: LisaSnow Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 447 (48% from fat) | Protein 32.5g | Fat 23.9g (sat 10.3g) | Carbohydrate 23.5g | Fiber 1.5g | Cholesterol 97mg | Iron 4mg | Sodium 1176mg | Calcium 203mg

Passion
Original poetry by me. Do not rip! Passion Passionate kisses, tongues surging Bodies tangled, souls merging Love growing, blooming Hearts pounding, booming Sweat dripping Ecstasy gripping Bodies shuddering Hearts fluttering And then the release…. Collapsing into satiated peace. - Brian 2007

Stole From A Post...buts Its True
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

Creamed Chipped Beef On Toast
Serves: 4 Hands-OnTime: 10 Minutes Cooking Time: 10 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 2 tablespoons butter 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1 1/2 cups warm milk 1 (8 ounce) jar dried beef 1 pinch cayenne pepper What you do: 1 In a medium saucepan over low heat, melt butter. Whisk in flour all at once to form a roux. Whisk in milk, a little at a time, increase heat to medium-high, and cook, stirring, until thickened. Bring to a boil, stir in beef and cayenne, heat through and serve over toast. Submitted by: Lisa Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 203 (43% from fat) | Protein 19.8g | Fat 9.7g (sat 5.6g) | Carbohydrate 8.3g | Fiber 0.1g | Cholesterol 47mg | Iron 3mg | Sodium 2048mg | Calcium 117mg

Tgif
"Thank Goddess Its Friday" 5 more hours and I get to see my man. I cant ever see him enough. John cant get here soon enough to get the kids and I will be out the door onmy way to Evansville and into my mans arms. WOOOHOOO!!! I have to give props to the cherrytap site for this is where I met my sweetie. Ok gotta go get prettified for my man. luv ya all

Crying Stars Like An Sad Little Emo Girl
I went to the doctor's yesterday. I've found a doc (well NP) that I really like. Thats the upside to it at least. She talked to me for a long time and asked a lot of question. She came to the conclusion that I am indeed having panic attacks. There are other things that can give you the same type of symptoms. She also thinks that this is all because of stress. I'm not sure if I agree with that but I could just be in denile. She gave me a prescription for Zoloft and told me to make an appointment with a counselor. Yay? I don't know... here's to hoping it helps. XOXO

The Time Has Come
I guess I needed a good swift kick in the butt to finally make some changes in my life. I definetly got that kick. I have been pretty weak lately, well for several months I should say. Not being able to take care of myself due the the situation I was in at the bike shop. Well it all caught up with me. Monday morning I went the the ER and was rushed by ambulance to La Crosse. I had a severe infection that focused mainly on my uterus. Which is why I put on the extra weight and couldn't lose it. The whole situation was really scary because I had no clue what was going on or how such a thing could happen. I finally got released from the hospital after several days of antibiotics. I am now basically on bed rest for almost a month then depending on how my appointment goes if everything is good I am fine if not then I might have to have surgery. I can no longer work at the bike shop so I will have to return the car and the cell phone as soon as I can get someone to go over there wi

Salome Looking Out The Window
The french revolution was our first task to free ourselves from religious belives. What we did not concider were the concequences this would lead to. First we had to meet the egyptian heritage that both christianity and the old testament (along with greek and roman culture) is built on or spring from. Next we were facing the fact that christianity was upheld and protected by the jews. In the building of christianity we used them much the same way they were used in Egypt or the way europeans used africans in America to build their new land. This story ended with the slaughter of millions of jews during World War 2. But neither setting free the head cutter or removing the walls of our belives made it possible to build anything on the long term. We see that today in Europe, where the muslims are waiting (not very patiently) to take over.

The Difference Between Friends And The Friend List
What really pisses me off on CT is, that people still dont get the difference between friends and the friendlist. Just cause someone adds you to their list, doest makes you a friend. On the contrary. usually it just makes you a name on a list, together with a frew 100 or 1000 others. You will probably never talk the person who added you, so how can they call that a friends list? What's even worse, is if people, like SLADE (owner of the 1000 different lounges)feel offended for asking why they want to add you. I want to make friends and since I'm not on here since yesterday, I know how it works. A friend is someone you talk to. Someone you get to know. Not someone who has you on your list and rated you a stupid 11. Honestly in my opinion, the more rates you get, the less you are a friend. I got a hug from someone I dont know. I thought it was really sweet of him and much better then any 11 someone could give me. It was a really nice gesture from this guy. THAT's what

Contest Ride The Train
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Filet Mignon With Rich Balsamic Glaze
Serves: 2 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Cooking Time: 15 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 2 (4 ounce) filet mignon steaks 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper to taste salt to taste 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar 1/4 cup dry red wine What you do: 1 Sprinkle freshly ground pepper over both sides of each steak, and sprinkle with salt to taste. 2 Heat a nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Place steaks in hot pan, and cook for 1 minute on each side, or until browned. Reduce heat to medium-low, and add balsamic vinegar and red wine. Cover, and cook for 4 minutes on each side, basting with sauce when you turn the meat over. 3 Remove steaks to two warmed plates, spoon one tablespoon of glaze over each, and serve immediately. Submitted by: Linda W. Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 363 (65% from fat) | Protein 20.4g | Fat 26.2g (sat 10.6g) | Carbohydrate 5.5g | Fiber 0.1g | Cholesterol 81mg | Iron 3mg | Sodium 64mg | Calcium 22mg

Luv Them Shots!!
give me sucky.. give me fucky rub me down with rum and vodky... taste the salt taste the sugar.. dowse my body with jagermeister.... flip me over make me weep.. give me more of that sex on the beach... make me moan make me gasp... and end the night with a sweet piece of ass!

Dried Beef Ball
Serves: 10 Hands-OnTime: 10 Minutes Total Time: 10 Minutes What you need: 5 ounces dried beef, chopped 2 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese, softened 6 green onions, chopped 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt What you do: 1 Reserve about a half cup of chopped dried beef. 2 In a separate medium bowl, combine the remaining beef, cream cheese, green onions, Worcestershire sauce and seasoned salt. Mix well and roll into a ball. 3 Roll the ball in the reserved beef, coating the entire outside of the ball. Submitted by: Joan Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 184 (78% from fat) | Protein 7.7g | Fat 16.2g (sat 10.1g) | Carbohydrate 2.4g | Fiber 0.2g | Cholesterol 55mg | Iron 1mg | Sodium 689mg | Calcium 46mg

No Regrets..
He pushed me, my beliefs, my inhibitions, my body, my mind, my proverbial line.. I wanted him more than the air I breathe, in my bed, inside me, he was in my mind.. He took a piece of me, devoured me, like an angry beast, I willing fed his his hunger. The scratches down his back a reminder of the delicious pain he gave to me, like no other. I hated him, I loved him, I only knew for sure, I wanted him over and over, again and again. He did not need to ask or want, I submitted to his every desire, just for his touch on my skin.. Some would say I am weak, maybe he was my latest addiction, if so I want no rehabilitation.. We were feeding on each other now, like two animals, each of trying to out do the other.. I screamed out in pain and in pleasure, I pulled him in deeper and he satisfied my hunger.. The night turned to morning, finally we had no more to give, our bodies lay here intertwined, dripping in sweat, smelling of sex, my mind, my body, my soul, all give

Keep 'em Comin....
give luv and kisses to all the peeps make em hot.. make em weep.. line the shots along the bar one by one.. watch them fall... lick the salt and suck the lemon make em horny.. and keep em guessin...... pour some more.. keep em comin.. cuz I ain't leavin til my bodys hummin!

Easy Beef Strogonoff
Serves: 3 Hands-OnTime: 10 Minutes Cooking Time: 10 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 1 pound ground beef 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper 1 cube beef bouillon 1 medium onion, chopped 8 ounces fresh mushrooms, sliced 1 pint sour cream 4 ounces egg noodles, cooked and drained What you do: 1 In a large skillet brown beef in oil over medium high heat. When meat is browned, drain excess fat from skillet. Add garlic powder, salt and pepper and stir in. 2 Add bouillon, onion and mushrooms to skillet and saute until onions are translucent. Remove from heat (very important) and add sour cream. Stir all together and serve over hot cooked egg noodles. Submitted by: Missy Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 977 (68% from fat) | Protein 38.1g | Fat 74.3g (sat 36.8g) | Carbohydrate 40.2g | Fiber 2.7g | Cholesterol 232mg | Iron 5mg | Sodium 788mg | Calcium 215mg

Nightmares
I've started having killer nightmares. Like the kind that leave you scared for hours after you get up. I don't know how to make them stop. I'm not sleeping much at a time and when I do it's not restful.I'm ill a lot of the time and snapping at my friends for no reason. I don't like the way I feel or the way I'm behaving. I'm not normally an ill person. I'm pretty easy going but as of late I'm a bitch. I feel myself pulling away from everyone too and it kinda scares me. I don't like being afraid in my own home. The nightmares have to stop!!! I can't even form proper thoughts anymore! I think I'm going to run away to the first place that becomes open.......well except for my mom's that would be worse on a different level. I honestly feel like I'm going crazy. I'm looking at everyone who comes around going could he have been one of the guys. I pride myself on being an open, friendly, outgoing person but I'm not anymore. I want to be me again damn it!!! I was fine when I was out of town bu

Hey
okay so all this support for us is awesome. Much love to all of you that stand behind us, but there are some that just go with the flow but don't understand all this shit. Look i am in the Marines, and i don't understand all of it either. I do my job, i am just like everyone else, diffrence is that mine causes me to be away from my family for 7-18 months at a time, what ever i signed up for it. But anywho, for those of you who support and stand behind the troops, Semper fi, for those of you who dont please, please, please stand in front of us. OKay?

To All The Kids Who Survived The 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's And 70's!!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in th

Tattoo Survey
1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? no, I slept through em all 2. When did you get your first tattoo? when I was 21 3. What was your first tattoo? The anhk on my left shoulder blade 4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart?my blue rose "Tashanna" my daughters tattoo 5. Do you have a matching tattoos with someone? no 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? no 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? Yes my daughters 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? Umm none I slept LoL 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tatted? Moderealty close to heavy 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yes 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? no 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? 2 hours 16. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? no! 17. Would you consider ever getting any of your tattoos removed? no 18. What are you going to get for your next tattoo? So

Grilled Cheese Sandwich
Serves: 1 Hands-OnTime: 10 Minutes Cooking Time: 5 Minutes Total Time: 15 Minutes What you need: 1 egg salt and pepper to taste 2 tablespoons butter, divided 2 slices Italian bread 2 teaspoons mayonnaise 2 teaspoons Dijon mustard 4 thin slices ham 2 slices Swiss cheese What you do: 1 In a shallow dish that will be large enough to dip your sandwich in, whisk the egg with some salt and pepper. Set aside. 2 Melt 1 tablespoon of butter in a skillet over medium-high heat. Spread the mayonnaise and mustard onto one slice of bread. On the other slice, layer the ham and cheese. Place the slices together to enclose the ingredients. 3 Carefully and quickly, dip each side in the beaten egg, and place in the hot buttered skillet. Cook until golden brown on the bottom, then melt the remaining butter in the skillet. Flip the sandwich, and cook until browned on the other side.

A Tat Survey
1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? no 2. When did you get your first tattoo? 18 3. What was your first tattoo? a playboy bunny on my inner hip 4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart?my brother's tribute cross 5. Do you have a matching tattoos with someone? no 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? one, but i'll get it fixed 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? Yes my brother and my ex, which will get coveredup when i get the money 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? My lady death on my right thigh 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tatted? Moderately close to heavy :) 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yes 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? no 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? 4 hours 16. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? no 17. Would you consider ever getting any of your tattoos removed? no 18. What are you goi

Family Bullshit
I was feeling good yesterday was actually Happy and the the drama of the past returns. A older relative calls to lay guilt tips on me and I end up defending my actions when I haven't even done a fucking thing to anyone in the first place. Yes I have done some dirt in the past hell the kid I was 15 years ago if I bumped into today I would choke the life out of the bastard (I was a annoying asshole back then) But I lived through it and I have grown up some since then. And now I haven't done anything that really awful to anyone in a long time. Yet a bunch of self righteous fucktards who never gave a shit about me in the first place trying to act like they are worried about me. Like I'm such a bad person I haven't hurt anybody in awhile. Ok I haven't hurt anybody in a while that badly and besides that bitch ass fagot deserved it. At the same time I look at it for their side, (I hate being a Gemini) My oldest brother was a hard core drunk and killed himself. My older sister drank hers

We Learned Of Love
Holding hands in the park- We learned the secrets of friendship Holding each other in our arms- We learned of our deep affection Holding each other tightly- We learned to survive the bad times In caring for one another- We learned of Love

Today On Wrr
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Whoohooo!!
Well I went to Watertown NY last night, that was the nearest best buy and circuit city to me. like a hr and half away.. sucks to have to drive that far to shop. Well anyways I bought a new hard drive at best buy! YAY!!!! WOOooOOoooooooT! So my friend said last night he would work on it and install windows and all that for me. So I pray that my wireless will work! If it does guess whos back on baby!! haha And I suckered my hubbie into getting me a new game. Which I didn't think he would go for.. but haha! So I got "the darkness" awesome game soo far! I'm lovin it and soo fracken happy! YAY!!!!!!!!! Yea Im in a dork mood!

Great News (kaleb Update) Thursday, July 05, 2007
Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos GREAT NEWS (Kaleb update) Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRA

Its Fucking Friday!!!
WEll Friday has come and here I am going back to work after 2 days off. Lucky for me that I only have to work for 2 days then I got another 2 days off. Today should be super busy so it should go pretty fast and along with that saturday will be more of the same. Monday however I am looking forward to. I am getting to sit down in that tatto chair once more. I have not gotten any work done for over a year and a half. I will be getting my tat finished on my arm. Just got about an hour or so to do to finsih it. Also doing some touch up work as well. Then I will be planning on getting my other sholder done in the next year I hope. My tatto artest works for her self and because of that she is often booked more then a year out. She does not take any new customers at this point and is just finishing stuff that she started. She does tons of large pieces. So I am hoping that I can get in on her schedule to start my other sholder some time this winter.

7-6-07 Astrology
If someone asked you, you couldn't tell them why you did what you just did -- except that it felt like the right thing to do at the time. Hmm. This is a different mode of behavior for you, but not necessarily a bad one!

For July 6,2007
Your mind is brimming with great ideas; in the meantime, your mouth can't stop moving. Is this a delightful combination or a potential Molotov cocktail? That choice is entirely in your hands. Make the most of this!

Just A Thought
Are you getting what you need from life, from your romance, from work? If not, it might be time to ask yourself why. To fulfill your dreams, you have to identify them. Next, you have to believe that you're worth it.

People Demanding Fans And Rates Of Tens
Well sitting here looking at this site and reading a few of the bullentines i have noticed that the people on here demanding fans and rates of tens.Well if someone fans u at least fan them back i mean come on how hard is it to move ur mouse to the left hand side and fan them as well,as far as demanding 10s i give what i give soo kinda like an eye for an eye u know.Its simply amazes me how this is suppose to be a ADULT WEBSITE ummmm maybe should look into the oxymoron that the audlt website presents.People on here saying leave me an ass load of comments and ill give u a gift LOL okay give a gift cuase u wanna dont bribe people.O well its a good site to be on its fun to read other peoples bullshit drama they post on here cuase it seem soooo many live there life threw the internet these days.I wonder what would happen if the net just shut down for like 24 hrs what most of u would do ?There bee mass histerics rioting in the streets LOL no

My Friends
Well the contest will be over in less than a week....and there is no way I will win. To all my friends who spent time going and commenting many times...you know who you are...thank you very much and I love you all!! Maybe next time huh :)

Dirt Roads
LOVE THIS SHIT, OH SO TRUE, PEACE!!!!! What's mainly wrong with society today is that too many Dirt Roads have been paved. There's not a problem in America today, crime, drugs, education, divorce, delinquency that wouldn't be remedied, if we just had more Dirt Roads, because Dirt Roads give character. People that live at the end of Dirt Roads learn early on that life is a bumpy ride. That it can jar you right down to your teeth sometimes, but it's worth it, if at the end is home...a loving spouse, happy kids and a dog. We wouldn't have near the trouble with our educational system if our kids got their exercise walking a Dirt Road with other kids, from whom they learn how to get along. There was less crime in our streets before they were paved. Criminals didn't walk two dusty miles to rob or rape, if they knew they'd be welcomed by 5 barking dogs and a double barrel shotgun. And there were no drive by shootings. Our values were better when our roads were worse!

You Call Me Your Friend, But Are You Relly???
you don't understand thet you hurt me bad when you call me a friend and then push me a way i don't know if you are relly my friend but if you don't help me this friendship wil die

Friday !!!
Good morning cherry tap friends. Well it's finally friday. Has anyone got plans for the weekend?? Care to share what they might be? Who knows, it might give someone else an idea for something to do this weekend. I will be working as usual. I'm getting ready to go to work now. I should be back home around 10 tonight. Did everybody have a great 4th of July? Any good stories to tell about the 4th? I would like to hear about them. Care to share? I grilled out and then went to the fireworks show. It was really good.(the food and the show) I grilled burgers, hotdogs, and corn on the cob. I had potato salad and baked beans to go with it. If you want a good way to fix corn on the cob on the grill, I can tell you how to do it, if you don't already know. Take corn on the cob that has been shucked and cleaned. Put it in aluminum foil with a few ice cubes. Roll it up and put it on the grill. The ice will melt and thats what will cook the corn and keep it moist. It will work better if you wrap t

How Exciting!
Kalebs mom posted this on July 5th! I'm so excited for them! Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRAET NEWS. I hop

Sex?
My best advice.. (keep in mind my space bar is fucked up) is have tons of sex and learn your partner... Honestly does it really matter if you or your girl fucks up a few times? First off, some women like it short, some like to go all night. with a girl you like/love you will not last as long as you want to about half the time... if she likes it for a long time... beat off first.. drink some alcohol then do it... take breaks during and drink some more. Because when you like a girl you know want to please them as much as you can. Also go with the moment,if she's giving you head and she slips the finger in your butt. you have 2 choices, you can either accept it knowing she/or you like/s it, (thats why she did it) and not tell your friends or you can flip out, its your choice. Women like sex? most of the time and women you NEED to understand our dicks will never be big enough and we will NEVER last long enough to satisfy us, if we do satisfy you, good but realize... Men can have 3 foot lo

Wahtever?
This past weekend went to the Eye doc for new glasses. Ended up finding out have a pimple like thing over my right lens--so I get this really cool gray dot when I look at stuff with my right eye. Also the Doc informs me so sweeetly that my blood vessels in my both of my eyes is sguiggly and that can indicate risk of Stroke. Now this getting me nervous then he proceeds to take my blood pressure. Dag nabit it shot thru the roof 190/110 that freaked me out. something fierce. But hey I got over that went to the doc next day still up in the sky178/88. Put on the blood pressure meds. so its all good? right. Wrong

Ideas Anyone????
My Horror-scope for today says: Rocking and rolling are second nature to you right now. You can't wait to get up and get this party started. Your closest cohorts (and a potential new partner in crime) are chomping at the bit to see what you have up your sleeve. Anyone want to interpret that for me?

A Trip To The Lake
Let me just say off the top of it that all in all it was a nice trip. Oh, I know that some of you might say, "How could you enjoy it out there with all the rain?" Well, that's an easy one to answer. It didn't rain all day every day, just every day it rained some. As usual, the neighboring RV'ers were friendly and even helpful from time to time when the electrical modular in the trailer went afoul and I had to come back home to get a trickle chargers. Using that to over-ride the malfunctioning one that is built in worked very satisfactorily. I pulled the trailer into Hickory Hill RV camp on Wed, the 25th in the early afternoon. I only paid for three days, as the good spots were all taken and I had to select a pad that was about as far from the lake as could be. I was hoping one would open up in that time. One did, and I moved to the very nice spot that I had had last November right on the water. Besides, the little electrical problem, there was the problem of firewood thieve

No Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman. I am all Woman. by Gothic

The Dummy
In that forgotten part of town Where wasted hopes and dreams abound, A wrinkled man with life near end, In hopes to have at least one friend, Fashioned bits of wood and things And made a dummy run by strings. He sat alone for hours on end, Conversing with his only friend And found delight within the fact That he controlled it's every act. He told it how he never had A chance, since all his luck was bad Although he'd tried so to succeed - The dummy nodded and agreed. And how his journeys in romance Had never given him a chance, And wasn't it a crying shame That he was always held to blame When everyone knew, oh so well, That life is but a living Hell, Controlled by lust and power and greed? The dummy nodded and agreed. With patience that would rival saints, That dummy sat through all complaints And, with each little expert tug, He'd droop his head or bow or shrug And give some comfort to the man Who held his lifelines in his hand And helped to fill a lo

Small Pain In My Chest
The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Asian dirt. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small pain in my chest." "I lo

The Robot
Upon the stairway of despair, Complete with broken love affairs And promises that never came, But faded with a touch of shame, A pretty girl with golden hair And innocence so sadly rare, Strove to keep her head above A way of life devoid of love. Feeling pinned against Life's wall, She chanced upon a robot tall And said, "Please come and share with me Whatever Fate has deemed to be. I'm through with love, done with chances Spirit crushed by past romances, Just be a friend in word and deed. That's all that I shall ever need." "There's not too much from me to learn," Remarked the robot, in return. "Emotions do not form a part of my cold, solid-steel heart. Whatever maker fashioned me Did not permit my circuitry Responsiveness to love or pain - You're thoughts for me would be in vain." "No matter", spoke the maid. "No more Do I wish passion to explore. Be someone I can come home to When my exhausting day is through. Count yourself a well-worn shoe - A fr

Fasho
if i told you that i like you would you say you like me too if i told you that i needed you would you say you need me too if i told you that your all i want would you be my everything if you told me you liked me id say i like you too if you told me you need me i would say i can't live with out you if you told me i was all you wanted i would be your everything and more if i wanted to be with you would you want to be with me too if i say id die with out you would you be with me forever if i wanted to leave with you would you leave with me too if you wanted to be with me i'd say your my everything if you say youd die without me id make it so we never part if you wanted to leave you know i'll go anywhere for you if you say you love me i'd say .... yes i love you too

Mom's We All Have Em
Wow, I live approx 600 miles away from my mom, I call every week just to check on her & dad. But here lately it is like she doesn't wanna talk with me anymore, I have to kinda trick her to find out wat is wrong with her. I already know that she has Cancer, I had to find out that it was stage 4, by way of makin her think i was my older sister. Just wat is the deal??? Yeah i have problems too but none can nor will ever compare to this. She sayz she doesnt want me to worry about her, but she is the only real mother I have. I cant help but worry about her. She has been in Remission for 15 yrs, until now, you would think that makin a visit to the docs every couple of months that they would have found sumthing before now. I know wat i will have to do, My mother & I have never been very close, until i grew up & had children, so now she has been my rock,. I cant even imagine my life without her, nor do i wish too. I have already lost so many of my family, I just cant stand

Just A Question
wondering if anyone can answer me this... Im not a religious man, so many someone can help me with this. If we are created in the image of "God"..aka Jesus Christ....and if we bleed the same color, why are we judged. and Im sick of hearing 'personal preferance"

Forget Tonight
its been a long time since ive been around its hard to picture that one horse town but you know im still here still tryin to make it after all these years down to still water late at night lost my innocence but it all seemed right back down that old dirt road music playin on the radio and where have those times gone its funny how a life so short can seem so long but until i take my last breath ill keep on trying until my death to make you proud of me even though youre gone through my eyes you see ill live the rest of my days doin the same things its hard to change your ways ive tried to close the doors to the past i think ive settled it in my soul at last the scars of the past are long the ghosts seem to hang on so strong they visit sometimes when i sleep making sure the wounds stay deep but they keep me company in a world designed not to feel or see so close your door shut out the light forget im here in the world tonight

Contest Still Going...still Need Help!!!
I've had a few people come in and help me out bunches, in the contest I'm in. I seem to be stuck around 419 and haven't budged in awhile...ABOUT 6-7TH PLACE. I've got A LOT of comments to go, if I'm going to place at all in this contest PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE EVERYONE COME SHOW SOME LOVE!!!

Hosting A Huge Myspace Debate
Every now and then, I will post a blog on Myspace just to get people's blood pumping. It's a lot of fun but it's for those who really enjoy a good debate, like to voice their own opinions or just like to see what everyone else thinks....so, come join us..oh and yeah, since you'll be there...you can add me to your myspace list too =) Just click the question mark to get started...I'll see you there. Click Here To Do The Damn Thang!!!!

That Girl From High School
so i have been trying to get in touch with that girl from high school..i actually put on some of my old braclets and such..and i was never more comfortable..it was strange...VERY strangee..i thought i had left that girl behind me..i guess she is in my mind still bouncing off the walls of my head..hitting my brain occassionally...i have actually been looking for some of my old clothes but i think when i changed i threw them out..looks like i need to go shopping..i'm not going to be this girl again permantly but it would be good i think for her to come out and visit everyone for a lil while..i have one person and one person only to thank for this change of character and u know who u are..and thank you..i thought she was gone forever but...i'm guessing not..and for those who knew me in high school i'm not going to be the bitch anymore that i was.. i mean the look.. i'm honestly still confused on who i am suppose to be..i know i am a mommy...but i mean who am I suppose to be...i gu

Drinkin With A Redneck Girl!!!
A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls Out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our Glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws the glass Into the Air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with The same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one Gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and Calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." God Bless America

Thank You
I wanted to take this time and tell everyone thank you for all the Birthday wishes.. You made it a very nice day. It is nice to have people out there that care and take the time to show it... Love you all. Kisses, Charlie

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Don't delete this just because it looks weird. Believe it or not, you can read it. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh?

19 Questions
19 LOVE QUESTiONS;; 1. Three Name You Go By: A. B. C. 2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: A. B. C. *You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY. [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex? A: [02] Have you ever been given roses? A: [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? A: [04] How many times have you honestly been in love? A: [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? A: [06] Whats your current problem? A: [07] Have you ever had your heart broken? A: [08] Long Distance Relationships? A: [09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend? A: [10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"? A: [11] How many kids do you want to have? A: [12] What is your favorite color(s)? A: [14] Do you believe you truly only love once? A: [15] Imagine you're 79 and your spouse just died, would you get re-married? A: [16] At what age did you start noticing the o

Family Reunion!
My family reunion is next weekend and I don't really want to go cause I don't want to see how many people I don't know in my family... I'm a daddy's girl so I always sit with my dad and ask him who everyone is... I really don't know much past my aunts and uncles and I don't even know all them. My dad has a really really big family so it is hard to keep up with it especially seeing how I don't see them but once a year if I'm lucky! I just can't wait to get down there an hop on a pattle boat, then later check into a hotel room and go swimmin.. I'm stayin the whole weekend down there with two of my sisters. We did it last year and had a lot of fun. We went an seen the Cumberland Falls and visited some of our family who didn't get to come to the reunion cause of health issues. Well gonna close for now cause I need to go to the bank and then go home to bed after workin all night.

Muse - Hysteria
It's bugging me, grating me And twisting me around Yeah I'm endlessly caving in And turning inside out 'cause I want it now I want it now Give me your heart and your soul And I'm breaking out I'm breaking out Last chance to lose control It's holding me, morphing me And forcing me to strive To be endlessly cold within And dreaming I'm alive 'cause I want it now I want it now Give me your heart and your soul And I'm not breaking down I'm breaking out Last chance to lose control And want you now I want you now I'll feel my heart implode And I'm breaking out Escaping now Feeling my faith erode

Strep Throat
I was diagnosed this morning with strep throat. I am out of work and alone for the next 3 days. Any hot men want to come and nurse me back to health, that would be wonderful. Just kidding, don't want you to get it.

Klayton Of Celldweller In M-audio
Name: Celldweller Occupation: artist, performer, producer, songwriter, programmer, and remixer M-Audio Gear: Axiom 25, Axiom 61, BX10s, Delta 1010, GForce impOSCar, GForce M-Tron, GForce Minimonsta:Melohman, IE-30, Oxygen 8 v2, Pro Tools M-Powered 7, Studiophile BX8a Official Website: http://www.celldweller.com Background: Celldweller—the versatile outlet of the artist Klayton began as a producer pseudonym in the early 90’s. Now, over a decade later, Klayton uses the name to deliver his vision of progressively combining multiple genres of music. Taking a unique approach to mixing styles, Celldweller fuses the electronics of drum & bass and techno, with rock and orchestral elements, meshing the synthetic and the organic, darkness with beauty, into a cohesive blend entirely its own. Klayton has also captured the interest of the film/TV industry having licensed every track from the debut Celldweller album. Credits include: Spiderman 3, Superman Returns, Silent

Cancer - Life And Death
While I've dedicated the weekend of July 6, 2007 to my friend. I feel it's too important of an issue to just gloss over and forget in 3 days... Thus the permanent blog... My friend and neighbor, Linda, lost her long battle with cancer last night. Another friends wife lost her battle with cancer almost a month ago. Cancer kills. If detected early you CAN make a difference in your life and your treatment. If someone you love has a lump that they're ignoring... don't let them ignore it any longer... If someone you know is putting off going to the doctors when they just haven't 'felt right' for a while, get them to go. If you are over 35 and haven't had a mammogram... GET ONE. People complain about the tests doctors put them thru during their annual exams... Well STOP COMPLAINING. These tests, these scans, these xrays can save your DAMN LIFE. I URGE you to take care of your health issues NOW! Cancer doesn't just go away. It sits and nibbles at you. At 40, most wou

Why I Love Josh
He sent me a text this morning after he got to work. I was still in bed when he got up and he told me that my mom left me a note to put dishes in the dishwasher and to put them up. He put the dishes in the dishwasher and turned it on so all I had to do when I got up was to put away the clean dishes. Okay so back to the text, this is what he sent: Just sending some love your way to tell you how beautiful you are to me and to let you know that today should be an early day How sweet is that. Yesterday we went and picked Alicia up to drive her to the store. Then Missy called and we drove her to a couple of stores. So Josh was the big man, he had three girls with him. I got to talk to Scott on the phone and as far as I know all is well. After we dropped the girls off we went to my brother's apartment to go swimming. It was very nice, not too crowded. After that Josh and I came home, got something in our tummies, and went to bed. My mom has told me that she thinks the baby shower will b

Exhibit A
Confessions of a Pervert 2 Exhibit A Something changed after my encounter with Sylvie. In some ways I thought it strange, but the one thing about what happened that I couldn't forget, the memory that haunted me and gave me a hard-on every time I thought of it was the moment when I realized an almost total stranger was watching me, that she could see me, completely naked, and that my cock was getting hard right in front of her. It awakened an exhibitionistic streak I don't think I'd been fully aware of; I've never been shy about my body, and on the several occasions I'd been seen naked by strangers I found it more exciting than embarrassing. But in this building, this dangerous rathole rife with every kind of vice imaginable, I felt free somehow to indulge whatever lewd fantasy I could dream up. No one here knew me, none of them would ever meet anyone who'd known me as a more-or-less 'normal' person, and I would probably never see any of them again. I could become someone els

Please Help
hi ct well today at 12pm the contest starts This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only! so please help me out and ill do the same and i leave for the beach tommrow so please blow my comments up then send me a mail to let me know when i get back ill send u all the same love ty and hope tohear from u

Friday
FOR THOSE WHO CARE, I WILL BE AWAY FROM CHERRY TAP FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS. ME AND MY BOY ARE LEAVING TO GOTO HIS MOMS, THEN I AM STAYING THERE TO VISIT WITH FRIENDS. I SHOULD BE BACK SUNDAY. EVERYONE I KNOW IT WILL BE HARD, TRY TO SURVIVE WITHOUT ME. IF YOU ARE FINDING IT HARD TO SURVIVE, JUST SOME LUV TO THE SHOUT BOX, PROFILE, OR PRIVATE E-MAIL. IT WILL BE OKAY. LUV TO ALL, SEE YOU SUNDAY

Free Speech Wins Again - Dc (alleged) Madame Can Distribute Client List
According to the news story found here, Deborah Palfrey can give away thousands of pages of phone records she has garnered in her alleged prostitution ring. There are over 15,000 names attached to those records, some of them pretty high-profile.Wonder if my congresscritters are on the list. I certainly hope so. Maybe we can boot them out of office...tag: politics, crime, free speech, legal, law, prostitution, politicians-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.comGet paid to surf the web with

Pink Dolphin By The Cameron La. Ferry
Howdy folks! These are some really neat pictures! We have had a few phone calls reporting this pink dolphin near the Cameron Ferry. Finally, someone got a few good pictures of the fine specimen! Just thought you guys would like to see. Hope all is well on your end! Take care! Here are some photos taken by Erik Rue in Lake Charles. Thanks

July 6, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 6,2007 Has it ever occurred to you that while you're out looking for sugar, you've got plenty of honey at home? That whole everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now.

07/06/2007
Well, its just another day for me... The weather here in Dallas, makes me think of when I lived in the UK... or visited Seattle,WA. Rain... and lots of it! I have some projects to do... But its going to have to stop raining for those to get started. My Youngest, wants to go to school, but can't. (Week off). Which just pisses him off, as he is autistic, and has a kind of schedule he follows. My oldest wants a job, but he hasn't figured out, that you have to leave the house to do that... Awesome gamer, but hell there is more to life than that. I myself, since getting separated in Feb., I've sent out more freakin resumes than you can shake a stick at... But, no one wants to pay the avg. to afford to live around here. Oh, well... I'm still hopping the school district will need cooks.... Then I'm in... Sorry for sounding so EMO...LOL You all on CherryTap have a great DAY!!! TGIF! Don

About Our Lounge...
EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO RENDEZVOUS! BRING ALL YOUR FRIENDS! YOU DON,T HAVE TO BE A STASH CLUB MEMBER TO PARTAY WITH US OR JUST HANG OUT AND LISTEN TO THE MUSIC WHILE YOUR OUT RUNNIN AROUND CT! COME MOAN OVER AND CHAT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME IT,S A SOCIAL CLUB HOWEVER THERE IS A DISCUSSION BOX IN THERE TOO FOR IDEAS SUGGESTIONS AND SONG REQ. HERE ARE THE LOUNGE RULES: YOU CAN DO ALOTLargest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com OF THIS.... Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com AND WE LOVE THIS!

Where's Slick? Part 1
Hello my friends! First, let me apologize for being a under-achiever lately in the friendship department. I have heard rumblings that some of y'all have been actively seeking what happened to me. You know who you are! I love you all XOXOX That being said, I do believe some excuses are in order. Well, I suppose that 'reasons' is a better choice than 'excuses' but either way I should explain. I do feel badly about just dropping off the grid, but as I have said here before, sometimes life gets in the way of having online fun. The bottom line is, my life has been filling up in many ways. First in a long list, is my youngest grandson Jude. 6 weeks ago he was diagnosed with congenital cataracts in both eyes. Poor little guy just turned 2 in December past (he & I share a birthday - how cool is that?). He was having difficulty with visual recognition and the doctor found him to be legally blind. Please understand that my son is deaf since birth, and my oldest grandson Gareth is als

I Need A Drink........
Good morning.........been up all night and I'm wanting to continue my party......please buy me a drink, send me a comment or just say hello......you are my friend on this crazy ass virtual Bar so show me some luv!!

What's Up?
Too much, really. Muh Grandpa's about to die. Muh girly-friend's about to get kicked out out of her house. I might get kicked out. I'm about to die from lack of sleep. Grawr. Yeah. Grandpa's got colon cancer that is so bad they cant even do treatments. He cant eat anything so he's slowly starving to death, hardly kept in existance by Ensure. I've expected this. My dad's not taking it very well. He's just trying to ignore it. That's the hardest part for me. Chicka and her dad are having some really bad problems. I got a call at one o'clock on Monday morning via a friend and told me to get on IM and she's freaking out. Her dad left and she thought that when he came back he might hurt her. When she stopped sending me messages, I freaked. I sent a cop out there to make sure nothing horrible was going on. Now she's spending a lot of time with me because her dad's a crazed little fucker. Grawr. I might get kicked out, but you know...I've got about a hundred places I could go and sta

Are You Just Drift Glass?
Do you look at your horoscope that's printed each day? it's amazingly accurate in a paradox way. It has little to do with the planets at all, but it's a form of symbology ...for things to recall. You could slip through this life with your head up your past, never realizing potential, like a piece of drift glass...Or you could study life's meanings and where you could be, astrology is in symbols ...to master destiny. It can show you direction...a fate overhaul, the way to change reality is to not drift or think small. If your looking for answers, start from within, the circle of life needs a point to begin.

Forgiveness Is All-powerful. Forgiveness Heals All Ills.
Getting mad at someone, a friend perhaps, is normal. Everybody gets mad sometimes. But when we stay mad for very long, it ruins all the fun we'd planned on having throughout the day. Staying mad multiplies. Sometimes it seems we are mad at the dog, our mom, and another friend, even the TV. Forgiving the people we're mad at works like magic. We don't even have to forgive them out loud. We can forgive them in our own minds. The result is the same. Pretty soon the whole day looks bright again. When we're mad, we are the ones who suffer most. Who can I forgive today, and make my day a better one?

Recover
If, at some point, your day gets pushed in a negative direction, it doesn't have to stay that way. You can quickly and completely recover. The distractions and disruptions will surely come along. Yet you do not have to let any of them ruin your whole day. There's never any need to wait until tomorrow to make a fresh start. Instead, you can choose to immediately let go of whatever has thrown you off course. You can decide to begin moving forward again right away. Keep in mind that the number of times you fall is not nearly as important as how quickly you get back up. Don't allow an isolated frustration, disappointment or change in plans to turn into a whole day's worth of negative momentum. Instead of feeling sorry for yourself, you can be moving forward. Recover quickly, get back up and get going again with renewed determination. Nothing will be able to hold you back for long. -- Ralph Marston

Today's Horoscope
Someone says 'sorry,' but is it sincere? And most importantly, are you the person making superficial apologies? Take some time to think about what happened. Don't say something you don't genuinely feel. ^^ I meant what I said last night...every word of it.....kinda funny this popped up after last night too makes ya wonder about these things ....

Sleepless Nights
Lying here early in the morning, for some reason I am still awake. Just don't really know, how much more of this I can take. You say you were out with some friends, that you just forgot to call. While I was here worried about you, you were out having such a ball. I here an engine in the middle of the night, and you hurry and run outside. Get into a dark corvette, drive away and find a place to hide. Wish I could give you the things he can, but I know I cant, not anymore. Oh God, why did I have to fall in love, with such a filthy little whore. Why should I be angry at him, because it does always take two. Finally I come realize, that I really don't need you. All you do is make me insecure, and hang my head in shame. As if I am the only one, that there is to put on the blame. Now I know what there is for me to do, that`s why my bags are packed and on the floor. She says wait just give me a chance to explain, that is when I head straight for the door. Explain what, why you are the way you

Gonna Be Lonely
My daughter turned 16 on the fourth, well as a present from her aunt in Florida she got 2 plane tickets to florida, so her and her best friend leave today for a week. I am going to be lonely as hell without my baby so please keep me company for a week

Believe
Do you believe we all have a soul? Me ,I wonder somtimes. Why do we cry when our loved ones die? They aren`t going to be here forever, though we all wish that they could. Why do we all get so sad, I sometimes don`t , I get really glad. Because they actually go to a better place, lifted up to be in GOD`s grace. Yes, I believe in heaven and earth, and the angels, and even in God. How can people look at a child and not believe? Skys get the bluest of blues, different colors in the leaves and the flowers. Take a look around every once in a while, maybe stop just thinking of the bad. There are some things that are good, though sometimes in our world... those things are hard to see! All you have to do is Believe!!!!

Astray
Is he really out there, why cant I see him? I know there is someone, why cant I just feel right. Do things I know are wrong, but why do I do them. Try to do whats right, still I have gone astray. Is there any help for me, why cant I just see. Am I confessing my sins, maybe I need to. Because I feel like I am bad, then some people tell me I am good. Who is right and who is wrong? Maybe I need to kneel down, and pray a little more. Ask God for some guideance, or maybe a little hope. Thats what I really need!!!

Mish Misses Her Vic Soooooo Much
When i got on here earlier I saw that my friend Mish was missing her VIC so much. So since she was missing it so much i thought i would a good idea to go down the chemist and buy her a tub of Vick to cheer her up, just like the one below lol So why not click on the link below to Mish's page and give her a tub of Vick just to make her smile again, lol. MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR#9. Founder Of Naughty Northerners@ CherryTAP

What You Think?
rate all new members and fan them lets get them off the starting block and get them updated on there cherry rating this is a nice thing to do i do all the time and add them as friends most dont know what to do so give them a chance and rate and fan them today this is a nice kind sight and everyone i have meet is a kind person thanks for listening derek

My List Of Downraters
FRIDAY----- 7-06-07 edmonton420@ CherryTAP · edmonton420 rated your photo a '7'! MONDAY 7-09-07 cowgirladams1@ CherryTAP · cowgirladams1 rated your photo a '4'! cowgirladams1 re-rated your photo a '1' from a '4' TUESDAY 7-10-07 bullredrun@ CherryTAP · bullredrun rated your photo a '7'! crazedaim@ CherryTAP · crazedaim rated your photo a '8'! DOWRATING SOMEONE I LOVE gotcha@ CherryTAP Downrated a friend shadow7057@ CherryTAP DOWNRATED ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS 07-14-07 Ruffdiemon@ CherryTAP countryboy09@ CherryTAP MONDAY JULY 16, 2007 bbygirl321@ CherryTAP bbygirl321 rated your photo a '9'! TUESDAY JULY 17,2007 Tina Marie@ CherryTAP Tina Marie rated your photo a '8'! sweet_4ng3l

Rate My Blogs
all my blogs are interesting and all rated at 10 check them out people there is some serious isues derek am busy doing my degree in game design and development level 3 and then going on to do my masters degree in america rate them you will love them all very interesting and true derek

Thong Bikini Of The Day 7-6
THONG BIKINI OF THE DAY 7-6 CLICK THE PIC TO VIEW FULL SIZE IMAGE Check out this sexy pic larger, by clicking on it! ALSO, Please rate this sexy a$$ 1-10(1 = worst and 10=best) THONG BIKINI OF THE WEEK CLICK THE LINK TO VIEW THE TOP 10 IMAGES AND VOTE ON THE TOP PIC OF THE SEXIEST THONG BIKINI VIEW TOP 10 PICS AND VOTE HERE EVERY SUNDAY 10 NEW PICS WILL BE POSTED AND A NEW BIKINI OF THE WEEK COMPETITION WILL BEGIN! PLEASE VOTE =)

Was It All A Mistake?
Where did Dylan go wrong? He didn't. He knew he could not win over Brian so the only way to stop him was to take control over him. But even though he got that control Dylans songs is more seen from the view of Brian than from Bobs view. This is not because Brian outgamed him or because Bob was fooled by his own mirror image (Dylan envied Brian as we have seen, and he wanted to be Brian to such an extent that apart from becoming a rock star himself he used another musician to go further towards that goal) The hatred that killed Brian is Dylans hate. It took hold of Lennon first, then Jagger. Richards followed and also to some degree McCartney. The hatred Dylan felt can ony have one reason.

Pertication To All Members Of Cherrytap
i think its not right that if you rate lots of pics etc you have to wait 24hours i think it should be 3hours if it was i would invite my msn contacts 257 yahoo contact 157 myspace 356 badoo 487 flixter 497 yahoo360/69members and i have others if you agree coment my page so i can forward am running this pertication for a week derek

Save Ohio Strippers!! Please Repost
SAVE OHIO STRIPPERS!! PLEASE REPOST Please ADD: www.myspace.com/saveohiostrippers as a friend and repost this bulletin!!To sign petition, go to: http://www.baceohio.com The SOS is committed to Save Ohio Strippers. Peabody’s Entertainment, Thunderlips Media Group, along with the CCS (Citizens for Community Standards) will be putting together events and literature in order to try and put the CDA to a public vote. Help us keep the Adult Entertainment Industry profitable in Ohio. The law will change the way adult stores as well as cabaret clubs operate. It states that: no sexually oriented business shall be or remain open for business between 12:00 midnight and 6:00 a.m. on any day, except that any sexually oriented business that holds a liquor permit, pursuant to Chapter 4303 of the Ohio Revised Code, may remain open until the hour specified in that permit if it does not conduct, offer, or allow sexually oriented entertainment/activity in which the performers appear topless/nude. We b

Help Me Make Up My Mind Please!!!!
Here is my situation...super condensed version.... I'm divorced with 2 kids (boys going on 12 & 13). We have always lived in the same small town. All my family is here. All the ex's family is here. The ex is here. The boys get to see both sides regularly and though they LIVE with me, they get to see their Dad almost as much. All their friends and family is here... this is all we have ever known. NOW THE DILEMA: I am engaged to a great guy who lives in NC (about 5 hours from here). He can't move here because of his job. He wants me to move there. If I move there, that will mean uprooting the boys... and making all our family upset. The ex is fighting me on this... it will totally mess up our visitation schedule.... and we are going to court sometime soon to see if I CAN even move.... but I am soooo torn about this. Maybe it is just cold feet, I don't know or maybe it is my gut instinct telling me not to go? WHAT SHOULD I DO?????

A Bulletin From Bbg..herself. I Say Enough Of The F*cking Drama, God I Am So Tired Of This Bs!!
Okay... LoL. I was gone all day yesterday.. And come home to find out that these three ppl are owed some thank yous... Seems they have been advertising for me. Amazing when you set out to use someone how well it works out. Seems they are actually spending money to advertise my page for me. I am getting mad hits and rates and fans and crushes and all of it is thanks to these ppl! Whooooooooot!!!! Keep up the good work! Achilles@ CherryTAP ‰„M„t„‘Q v.2.0@ CherryTAP =(^_^)= ENGLA@ CherryTAP Granted Achilles and Marq and their 250 fakes accounts are making lies up and trying to look like better ppl at the same time.. But it is all good. (After all, did anyone else notice they were palled up with CT's most notorious cheater! She was after all stripped to NOTHING). Achilles and Marq and THEIR CherryB are making me famous. I feel that I owe them at least a thank you. And Engla.. It is ok. You can pretend to hate. You just said cause you aint! Anyhow.. lol Stop in and leav

Dont Know
why is life so expensive money should not have been invented wheapons should not of been made were would all be friends together and see eachother as often and as long as we want to no time limit in another country no cars to polutue the ozon laver no ice caps melting no famine no war no death no murder no crime this world would be a better place if someone did murder send them to a unpopulated island to wipe eachother out three cheers to everyone that has rated my pics and page and left me comments and faned me i sulute you lets all join hands across the sea which ever country you in and send some love to every member of cherrytap god bless you all derek mrdjjazzydek2007

Irrational Fears
I think everyone has an irrational fear. Something you don't like, don't want to do, whatever. And it could be for the most silliest reason. Mine is dolphins. Yes, dolphins. Y'see, in my mind, how can you trust something that smiles all the time? They got to be up to something..... Plus the fact that they're like the 2nd most intelligent species on the planet just freaks me out as well. Its well documented that they've been trained by Naval specialists to plant mines on the bottom of enemy ships in order to sink them. So we've got a bomb-happy, highly intelligent species of animal that smiles all the time. Not good. The Simpsons got it right in that episode where dolphins take ove Springfield. They saw the future man!! Ahem. So whats your fears, rational or otherwise? Open up, let it all out and lets see if we can get some kind of Cherry therapy going on here.....

Pissed Off
I'm just really pissed off... no wait upset! I got a phone call from my bf at 1am last night and i wasn't a good call... he's down in new orleans doing some training for work. He has no internet access so he can't check is myspace site or anythin... He gave me his password and told me to check it and let him know what the messages say. Well, being that i got out of a bad relationship in January where my ex just hacked into everything on the computer, I'm hesitant about doing shit like that, so i only log on when he tells me to. The problem is that I have the password and everything saved to my computer. I didn't really memorize anything...well he wanted his password cause i guess someone was gonna let me use his laptop and well I had a hard time giving it to him. Well because i couldn't, he was like, what good are you...You can't be my wifey cause you don't do anything to help me.. and just saying hurtful things like that. 1st of all, he woke me up at 1am.. i fell asleep at

Friends Request
can people be my friend look at my pics i have a 100 all are over 10 rated please come and check them out derek christain fun club 2007 england rate all 100 become a member top member added to picks theres angels me picks of top members good pics all rated come join today have fun never sad never blue rate all pics come back and talk stay a little while or as long as you want derek northeast england blackpool 10 mins from beach uk dont delay join today check my page out derekxxx

So You Want To Be A Slave
I have borrowed this from another site, the author is unknown, but I find myself needing the reminder. He knows why. ******************************* If you want to be a slave, If you want to be enslaved, You must show him your inner strength as well as your unquestioning trust. If you wish be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to please him and not yourself. If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that your role is not as his peer. If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be slave even when its not easy or fun? If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or tears? Do you eliminate the "If"s from your vocabulary, and realize that slavery is not conditional? A slave gives from the heart, she doesn't consider it a "gift" Its not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons, Its bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her tears of pain, effort, and bliss Its the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self s

New Recruiting Letter For Recruiters Or Bombers
How's it going I'm Jeff, Founder Kingdom of Wolves.It's a Family of Bombers thats gives it's members 100% backing in Contests.I would like to offer you a Bomber-Recruiting Position to recruit Kingdom of Wolves Bombers.At this time I'm not excepting Regular Friends.I have 423 on my Regular account an in Reality,most of are Aqaintences,I also have 50 in my Reg.Family.now of this Amount my only Friends are Kingdom of Wolves.The Rest just take up space.Hope to see u.A Wolf,Grizzly,or Mountain Lion,Bobcat,Morph comes with Membership.The Display of 11's I just left you is a Norm for me.Hope you have a Great Day.Peace Here is my link for Kingdom of Wolves Blogs Check them out u like what u see. add Kingdom of Wolves to your heading.Then Rip the pic u want morphed. an I will add u to membership blog.When not bombing members I'd appreciate u recruiting. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/79595/387557#

Surprise Surprise.... Good Morning
Good Morning…I have not written in a while and seems like when someone stops something that is meaningful in their life they seem to stop everything…with that said no I am not on the verge of nervous a breakdown or looking for the nearest bridge to take a leap off of either…I am just ho-hum. Ho-hum, what is ho-hum? Hmmm seems like there should be music with those words. However there is none to be found…My take on ho-hum is this: It’s a state of mind where things mean something but do not perk ones interest because the mind is preoccupied. Now there is something to that. What I do not know…right now I should be quoting a great leader or someone who everyone looks up to…but if I give one name or another then I am installing belief that everyone thinks as I do and admires or looks up to whom I do. But, we are all different in body mind and spirit, and different is good. I was asked to join a group in Boomers. I always join when asked but somehow just look and more times then not do not

From A Guy's Point Of View
™From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

Love And Time
Love and Time There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing gaze that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you n

Everything You Want To Know About Me
::About Me:: Name: Bitch Nicknames:too many Birthplace: MI. Current Location: MI. Hair Color: brown Eye Color: brown Height: 5' 3" Tatoos: 16 Piercings: yup My Car: 2000 dodge intrepid Overused Phrase: I don't know ::Your:: Bedtime:3 am Best Physical Feature: smile, eyes, laugh Most Embarassing Moment: ummmm i dunno Most Missed Memory: high school Weakness: my daughter Best Friends: 1 Goal For The Year: too pass all my college classes with a b Greatest Fears: Something happening to my daughter ::This OR That:: Pepsi or Coke: mt dew McDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea: iced tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Water or Milk: water Coffee or Hot Chocolate: neither Hugs or Kisses: i love both Cats or Dogs: dogs Summer or Winter: Summer Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies:scary Love or Money: LOVE, money is only money Green Grapes or Purple Grapes: purple ::Lover:: Perferred Eye Color: any Perferred Hair Color: any Short Hair or Long Hair

Fuck Cliques
Some of you may know that Ive been around CT since back when it was LC. Well, back then there weren't any "cliques". Back then it was every person for themselves. You made friends, and the ones that you really liked went into your family list. Those were the people you helped first. Then people started talking shit. Next thing you know there was one clique. Then suddenly there was another clique that popped up to fight that clique. Then there were off shoots of those cliques. Then more cliques. Now it seems that everyone belongs in some clique. Or feels the need to belong to some group. Im sure you all know someone that seems to spend all their time within that little group. Well, I say fuck that. Im all about helping my friends out, especially those that reside in that special place...my damn family list. If theres other people that want or need help I'll help them out. IF you ask. However, if you beg I will totally ignore you. Look, I'm all for having a preference as

July 6th
Rocking and rolling are second nature to you right now. You can't wait to get up and get this party started. Your closest cohorts (and a potential new partner in crime) are chomping at the bit to see what you have up your sleeve. Ok ummm so who is chomping lol?????

Guys P0int 0f View..aww =]]
™From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

The Suprising Stupidity Of Americans Today
Well, I had to post a blog about this.. I have been thinking about it for a couple days now... and it has been eating at me. I took my daughter to see fireworks here in town on the 4th. I heard this little boy ask his Dad why he had to come see the fireworks... and the Dad's response was "It's a tradition" TRADITION?!?!? Why not tell your children what the meaning behind the fireworks are? Then I was watching the news that night, and it about floored me when the news station did a report on how many Americans really knew what we celebrated on Independence Day. Most of the adults had the general idea.. but when it came to the kids.. they were clueless. Why are we as AMERICANS not teaching our children the history of our country and how we gained our freedom. I understand that some children are too young to need to know the specifics.. they are a bit graphic. But in my opinion, I think Americans in general need to start teaching thier children WHY we celebrate Independence Day, what

A Special Friend (from Bulletin Board From Booboo) Liked It So Much, Had To Blog It :)
A SPECIAL FRIEND You have always been a friend to me, From the first day that we met, You are someone very special, That I never will forget. You have a way about you, That always makes me smile, You talk to everybody, With confidence and style. Friendship is a very special thing, Like a flower it must grow, To show it's natural beauty, That's inside our very soul. You are a very heartfelt person, You care about everyone, You know when to stop and listen, You know when to laugh and have fun. So when life seems over whelming, And you feel like your burdens won't end, I will be there to comfort you, Because you are my special friend. Just wanted to take a minute and say thank you for being who you are. For always being there to lend a hand and to make someone smile.

July 6, 2007
Like a pinata, you're filled with surprises. Your life is a lot of things, but boring certainly isn't one of them -- especially now. The most surprising things pop out of your mouth, guided there by your dreams.

Seeing Me From The Inside
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Great News (kaleb Update) From His Mom. :)
Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GREAT NEWS. I hope that everyone had a great 4th! Remember to thank those who

Great News (kaleb Update) From His Mom :)
Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRAET NEWS. I hope that everyone had a great 4th! Remember to thank those who

News - Kidnappers Threaten To Kill British Girl, Age 3
Kidnappers threaten to kill British girl, age 3 The mother of a three-year-old British girl snatched in Nigeria said the kidnappers had telephoned her and threatened to kill her daughter. Margaret Hill, the daughter of oil worker Mike Hill, was kidnapped on Thursday as she travelled to school by car in Port Harcourt, in the south of the country. Margaret's mother, Oluchi Hill, has revealed that the kidnappers threatened to kill her daughter unless Mr Hill agreed to take the child's place. She told the BBC they had called on Friday morning and demanded a meeting in a town in the Niger Delta, then allowed her to speak to her daughter who was crying. Mrs Hill, a Nigerian national, said the kidnappers told her to meet them in a town in Bayelsa State but added that neither she nor the police had been able to locate it. "They say I can bring my husband to swap with the baby," she said. "He wanted to go down for his baby but the police commander told him not to." She sa

Storms
LIKE MY PROFILE BACKGROUND, IT SEEMS I ALWAYS AM SEEING LIFES STORMS IN FRONT OF ME.. I LOVE STORMS. THE WORSE THE BETTER.. AND TORNADOES JUST LEAVE ME IN AWE.. YOU FIND YOURSELF IN FRONT OF A SUPER CELL STORM AND YOU CAN'T FIND A WAY AROUND IT. I AM ALWAYS SEEING A STORM AHEAD IN LIFE WHETHER IT BE HEALTH, MY CHILDREN OR JUST LIFE IN GENERAL. IT SEEMS LIKE A SMALL RAIN ALWAYS ENDS UP INTO A FULL BLOWN THUNDERSTORM. THE THUNDER ROLLS THROUGH MY SOUL AND THE LIGHTENING CRASHES THROUGH SOON AFTER. YOU CAN ALWAYS TELL JUST HOW BAD YOUR STORM IS GOING TO BE BY HOW YOU HANDLE IT. I OFTEN WONDERED WHY STORMS ALWAYS SEEMED TO FOLLOW ME AS I WAS RUNNING FROM THEM. I HAVE LEARNED IF YOU ANCHOR YOURSELF BY YOUR BELEIFS AND FAITH, YOU WILL GET THROUGH THE HEAVY SHOWERS AND ON THE OTHER SIDE IS A BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW.. OH HOW MANY BEAUTIFUL RAINBOWS I HAVE SEEN.. I CAN'T COUNT THEM. BUT I THINK WHEN YOU GET TO THE RAINBOWS IN YOUR LIVES PATH, IT'S GOD'S WAY OF TELLING YOU THAT YOU MADE

Corn And Pepper Jack Quesadillas
Corn and Pepper Jack Quesadillas - triple-tested at The Good Housekeeping Research Institute Tasty quesadillas you can grill up quickly! Ingredients 3 large ears corn, husks and silks removed 4 low-fat burrito-size (8- to 10-inch diameter) flour tortillas 4 ounces reduced-fat Monterey Jack cheese, shredded (1 cup) 1/2 cup mild or medium-hot salsa 2 green onions, thinly sliced 1 head romaine lettuce, thinly sliced 1 tablespoon olive oil 1 tablespoon cider vinegar 1/2 teaspoon coarsely ground pepper 1/4 teaspoon salt Directions 1. Prepare charcoal fire or preheat gas grill for covered direct grilling over medium-high heat. 2. Place corn on hot grill rack. Cover grill and cook corn 10 to 15 minutes or until brown in spots, turning frequently. Transfer corn to plate; cool until easy to handle. When cool, with sharp knife, cut kernels from cobs. 3. Place tortillas on work surface. Evenly divide Monterey Jack, salsa, green onions, and corn on half of each tor

Comment To Let Me Know What U Think...
THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE TO THE SOLDIERS THAT ARE OVER IN IRAQ... WHICH INCLUDES MY HUSBAND... LEAVE ME A COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT... Have you ever walked by a flag, and watched it blow in the breeze? Have you ever watched a soldier stand and salute it, then stand at ease? They look so proud but yet so young, but there eyes are always on alert, you can always catch them in a crowd... Have you ever wondered how many soldiers have fallen and wondered how many more there going to be callin? Have you ever heard and seen the tears, of a mother, a daughter, and wives, of a father, a son, and husbands, with interupted lives of the people that didnt survive? Have you ever heard the sound of taps playing in a slow, still, windless night? Have you ever wondered if it was saying, this soldier gave it all his might... Have you ever wondered about the graves, and what about the piolets, and the soldiers that have no remains? Freedom isnt free, but th

The Past
think we should always look back on our own past with a sort of tender contempt. As long as the tenderness is there but also please let some of the contempt be there, because we know what we're like, we know how we hustle and bustle and shove and push, and you sometimes use grand words to cloak it. Dennis Potter (1935-1994) Dramatist and screenwriter

Kidnappers Threaten To Kill British Girl, Age 3
Kidnappers threaten to kill British girl, age 3 The mother of a three-year-old British girl snatched in Nigeria said the kidnappers had telephoned her and threatened to kill her daughter. Margaret Hill, the daughter of oil worker Mike Hill, was kidnapped on Thursday as she travelled to school by car in Port Harcourt, in the south of the country. Margaret's mother, Oluchi Hill, has revealed that the kidnappers threatened to kill her daughter unless Mr Hill agreed to take the child's place. She told the BBC they had called on Friday morning and demanded a meeting in a town in the Niger Delta, then allowed her to speak to her daughter who was crying. Mrs Hill, a Nigerian national, said the kidnappers told her to meet them in a town in Bayelsa State but added that neither she nor the police had been able to locate it. "They say I can bring my husband to swap with the baby," she said. "He wanted to go down for his baby but the police commander told him not to." She said

Moving Soon So I Will Be Missing For A While
Dark greetings to you all my dear dear friends and family! I am both sad and happy to say i will be moving in a few days to be with my beloved suzan ^_^ I am scared and so very excited and would like to let you all know im not ignoring you all i am but moving and do not have the time to get on the net much! also i have this neat little count down to when i move! ^_^i will be online as much as i can but with packing and moving interstate i will not be on much! ^_^ i hope to talk to you all when i get back online and tell you of all the things i have done and the happiness i had in moving my entire life for good to a place where no one knows me and i know no one!!! such is my life and time that this just has to come to pass i suppose! but anyhoo i shall go now! i am sorry and i can not wait to talk to you all soon! Until then talk to you soon ^_^ High Elder~WolfiePuP~((Founder)) L.D.C. (Alpha of the Lupin Clan) protector of Rebel Bitch@ CherryTAP

Just Reading Through All My Blogs
wow im so errattic !! ( spelling ) my moods are like a rollercoaster lol ... the female mind is totally confusing i completely dont understand myself so i m not sure how any man would !! and once again this month is no different ! lol josh's birthdays coming up he'll be 4 on sunday the 16th thats really playing on my mind the whole day ran through my head yesterday amd i found myself sitting there in tears just remembering everything about the day and the weeks after. i dont think ya ever really get over it just learn to deal with it you cant let it take over after all other wise you just ruin the life you have ... it some strange way it did really make me appreciate my eldest daughter demi though ... i sudenly realsied that demi has been a bit a saviour for me. i was in a pretty dead end way before i fell pregnant with her and the arrival of her seriously changed my life and i think for the good and then again when i lost josh without her i would have given up all hope !!

Everything Ends
Come and bathe with me, A touch by the passionate moon Milky white and full of grace, The touch of skin to a fridged stone. Hush, Let the raindrops about your head sing you a lullaby Slowly fade back, far from harm Take a breath and gaze into the cavernous sky Slipping back Caught in my neurotic arms. Watch the bloody sky Avoid the look in my eyes My eyes... The moon, stare at it, for it is not for you Deep in the decay of summer. You laughed and smiled Preferring the materialistic decay Counting each death toll of the day But in the shadows, watching the figurines entwine Perfection reigned, Like psychedelic Vines Up slowly the granite wall open your eyes You have come to face me, the end is near. Come and sing with me, chant the decaying melody Swim futilely against the current of the dead symphony You shut me out, so shallow, so decayed as a whole That as you sit in your void, praising the dark You ignore me and push me away. B

Alive Again
Once was dead inside Once didn't know what it was to be alive Sometimes it faded and sometimes returned Didn't matter because I wouldn't learn Tried to fight to walk a mile high Thought on my own I'd touch the sky Thought Goddess would bless me if I tried If only I could release Searched a million times in doubt When it was hidden I'd sit and pout If only I'd stop trying to stand Just stop and let Him hold my hand I wanted to find and I wanted to fight So many an endless sleepless night I Thought I'd DIE of crying so much Slit my pain by wound to show Thought no one saw and no one would know But deep feelings sometime someone would see It's not right and can't be me By my own hand I feared I'd die Too much confusion to cage inside If only I'd let Him find me Finally when I was ready to rest I called to him and was done doing my best He spoke to me through a friends and a leader's mouth But this time in sorrow listening I heard His sound A passion once fo

Broken Record
All the strings are broken On this old guitar And it can’t sing no more No, not like me I’m so sick of waiting So sick of faking I’m so tired And oh so pulled apart Let me please Will you let me sleep Just one more day Just another night Like I used to sleep When I slept with you Can we rewrite This ill-fated love song Cause I’m a broken record And you sing out of tune How long Oh tell me, How long will it take For this old guitar To breath… just like me Cause I’m tired Of being so damn tired And sorry for being So fucking sorry Can I, oh please Please just let me sleep Just one more time I really promise this time It will be the last time That I sleep with you Can we rewrite This ill-fated love song Cause I’m a broken record And you’re not singing anymore This is the last time The last time The last time The last time… Cause I'm a broken record

"mind"
I am not ok Plastic smiles and plaster laugher. Locked in a perpetual cycle. Petty bullshit thrown into the mess. Fuck your Chaos that you cling to so desperately. Your games will no longer effect me. I do not have time for the petty mind fucks you try so hard to deliver. Tried so hard to fit into your perfect world. To bad you couldnt see that I have to strong of a will. Isnt that why I was chosen? Pitty you wont see the reality of it all. Inside this broken porcelain doll Wages a war against all you stand for. Prey. Fall on your knees and know that you are mine. Pray. That I do not seek to destroy your Chaos. The desire to serve seems to be soiled. Rotting slowly at the core. The stench is unbearably stiffening. Not the smell of death, but the smell of rebirth. After birth lingering in the air as this doll repairs herself..

Just Life
Well its getting closer to my sons wedding, maybe im just not normal or maybe I am. I look back and it just doesnt seem possible that he is 20 and starting his own life. Maybe all of us go through this I dont know but its hard to see him all grown it was just yesterday its seem he was sucking on a plugum and calling out mama. Well he still calls me mama hehe I just hope he is happy and have's everything in life he could want he might not have all the material things but i hope that he has happiness, love, joy, and peace of mind. Then on the other hand i feel really old, even though i dont look it yet still feel like a girl yet but i know different. Kinda glad was kinda a big dork back in the day LOL Well just pondering life these days nerves are building have to see the outlaws ewwwwww oh well more later

Oh Hell....
Holy hell I feel sick right now. It's 6 in the morning and I can't sleep, I'm in that stage where if I lay down and close my eyes everything starts spinning and then what, well I get this lovely dizzy spell and then, Oh and then, i can barely use my legs ha. I swear I always get the shitty end of the pot. Oh shit well sorry I'm a bit loopy right now. More later.....

Quote For July 6
The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins. -- Bob Moawad Bonus Quote: A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step. -- Lao Tzu This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

After
The walls slide closer the lights stay dark I'm trapped here, alone in this broken down heart. Shattered by memmories a love should never have. twisted by painful moments, in the silence i scream out loud. But its just me here with this crack down the middle. Broken and bleeding my life seems so little. Through the rubble and wreackage I search for my soul. I lost it in our battle and without it I can never be whole.

Darkness I Wait For You
You left me here standing Not a word or a sound came from behind I walked along the streets hoping to pass you by agian Standing on the shore Looking up at the moonlight I hear your voice I felt the happiness The sadness when i let you go Hoping i could see you smile with me agian once more It starts to rain I feel every drop as it was tears falling I felt the gentls arms wrapping around me wanting to know who it was He followed me in the dark watching my ver step i took Hoping that he would finally see me for who i am When it took him long enough to tell me That he will always love me even if we never see each other Never hold each other agian WE have this we promied long ago To always look into the dark for each other Holding hands Thats when tears started falling When I realized that my heart knew that he loved me more then i will ever know SO in the dakrness of the night We meet once more Knowing that the world has no end to love But love for us is fore

Oi Fuckerz ...did You Know.?
Oi FuCkErZ DiD U KnOw.... ... ..... Sex Facts 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive"

"if A Man Wants You"~excerpt
This single line is worth keeping in mind when a person wants you... "He is a man, nothing more, nothing less." Substitute the gender if necessary, but we are all human, a wonderful condition, for it means both possibility and opportunity, and, it sums up all the potential there is, in man or woman, through eternity. ElCool43

...love
If love is supposed to be eternal and when people say "I love you" to one another isn't that in fact the same as saying "I do" up there in front of that guy with a white scarf and old book? I mean there was a time where people got married and than maybe fell in love, where feelings and emotions that people had weren't hidden behind words and sayings where saying "I love you" meant that if you were to go a day without them you spent it in the agony compared to being killed a million times in one second. Whatever happened to that time? Whatever happened to people actually meaning it when they said they were in love? I think I've felt love but even than I'm not sure. I've felt agony and heartbreak I've seen the river but been turned back in my efforts. I've felt like a thousand black holes have been opened inside of me causing a never ending agony trying to be filled with flesh I have no more. And yet, despite feeling this agony with her gone I can easily say that I do not love he

Chris Benoit
Ok well i know a'lot of people out there think Chris Benoit is this monster and all, I have had some ask me why i have him on my page so much, I will set the record straight, the truth is I knew him in person he was my friend, if he did what they say he did or not will never change how i felt about him, he was my friend and always will remain my friend, I will miss him and honor what he stood for and what he did for wrestling, if people are not happy with that im sorry but I will never turn my back on my friend. i love you Chris and hope to see you again someday

Dunno What To Call This...
Guess it was never too important These feelings couldn't represent This is how I feel inside Like I need to run and hide Feeling buried by all this pain Your words as clear as cellophane Blinded by an intense glare Can't get out of this nightmare Again cut off by my mood Retreat once more to solitude

I'm Back!
Hey you guys. I know it's been a while since I have been on here and a lot of you may have forgotten me. But I'm back;) I have missed my friends on Cherry Tap. A lot has changed since the last time that I was on here...funny how quick you get left behind. But I wanted you all to know that I will be getting back to you and leaving my usual comments again. Later

Anyone Got $3,000 I Can Have..
so.. talking about music stuff.. i ended up wandering over to access's site - the makers of my keyboard.. i love my keyboard.. but ive had it like 7 years now.. and its getting tired.. and one key doesnt work.. and so -- can you guys get me this: isnt she pretty

Phone Technisions
Mujibar was trying to get a job in India. The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I am ready." The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister Manager, I am ready." The manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, and I pink it up, and say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar.'" Mujibar now works as a technician at a call center for computer problems. No doubt you have spoken to him. I have.

Joke
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" Little Joseph told him; "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike.

Facts To Ponder
Facts to Ponder (A) The number of physicians in the U.S. Is 700,000. (B) Accidental deaths caused by Physicians per year are 120,000 (C) Accidental deaths per physician is 0.171. Statistics courtesy of U.S. Dept. Of Health Human Services. Now...think about this: (A) The number of gun owners in the U.S. Is 80,000,000 (Yes, that's 80 million) (B) The number of accidental gun deaths per year, all age groups, is 1,500. (C) The number of accidental deaths per gun owner is .000188. Statistics courtesy of FBI So, statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners. Remember, "Guns don't kill people, doctors do." FACT: NOT EVERYONE HAS A GUN, BUT ALMOST EVERYONE HAS AT LEAST ONE DOCTOR. Please alert your friends to this alarming threat. Out of concern for the public at large, I have withheld the statistics on lawyers for fear the shock would cause people to panic and seek medical attention. One more thing. (A) A 2006 study fou

Craziness...
Sometimes I feel like I have lost all my freakin' marbles. My heart, my head, and my emotions are just all jumbled up inside. I have tried not to analyze the situations in my life right now, but as the days go by it seems to get harder and harder. I want to understand why I feel the way I feel, and what causes the fear that I allow people to create in my head. A friend that I trust very much told me to trust until given a reason not to, but sometimes I am not even sure what those reasons might look like. People say things to me, and because there is a fear inside of getting hurt, I sometimes grab hold of the things they say and just run with them. Sometimes I think it would be better to not talk to anyone! But I know that overall the people I call my friends truelly are. Then there are the ones that I guess I've been trained to keep close. Reality is that I don't trust most women, I have been stabbed in the back by to many, and had things twisted to a point that they w

Cleavage Contest
Hey guys just wanted you know I am entered in a contest for best cleavage.. Please stop by and comment Bomb the heck out of my sexy cleavage picture. Also please rate,fan & add my friend hosting the contest. :D Click Below to Become a Member of Seductive Pleasures Click the Seductive Pleasures Logo Below here To Subscribe! Music Brought to you by Seductive Pleasures Staff! WarChylde, GoodGirl Gone Bad, Lette, and PK

Failures Can Look Good Too....
Who said you cant find happiness with someone that you barely know. I joined this site because my sister invited me. Not thinking anything of it. But I've come to be friends with some of these people. I dearly love talking to a few of them. They lift my spirits when I'm down. I was idiotic tonight. Made someone mad at me that I would never intentionally mean to hurt in any way. I wish I could turn back time...for I'm not sure at what point the downward spiral began. Its another thing to add to my list of let downs. I'm used to it...my whole life I've been a let down. This hit me differently though. I cared for this person....as odd as it may seem. I enjoyed talking with them and looked forward to the talks that we did get to have. I apologized....but sometimes apologies arent enough. I'm not sure what else to do....I dont handle things well...I steer clear of confrontations and stress of any kind. I havent had an easy life....yeayea everyone says that right.....I could tell you stories

Dating Me
IF U WANA DATE ME FILL OUT A APP AND POST ME WITH IT Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. would u fuck me? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed

It Just Feels Right.....
I'm so sorry for everything. I screw things up and they become tangled...so tangled I can't unravel it. I wish I could say that things would get better....that people would stop hating me, but I might take a chance at lying if I said that. Look me in the eyes and you'll see that I regret the things Ive done...but would never change a second of my life. For the past is what has made my present...and that is what molds my future. "Distance never seperates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cause I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss." One day you're going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you.The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, & loving you was the only way she could.

Info On My Band Evil_corpse
FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS I WILL BE PUTING OUT MY FRIST CD ON 10/9/2007 IT WILL HAVE 6 SONGS ON IT I WILL BE GIVEING IT OUT FOR FREE IF YOU CAN NOT MAKE IT OUT HERE TO WARE IM AT SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS AND I WILL MAIL YOU ONE THIS IS FOR MY BAND EVIL_CORPSE THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE TO MY BAND MUCH LOVE FOR SPIKE AND MY BAND EVIL_CORPSE SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS TO MY E-MAIL OK MY E-MAIL IS spike_cox1981@yahoo.com ok thanks THE NAME OF THE CD IS YOUR ALL DOOMED SOONER OR LATRE IM GOING TO GET YOU ! IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT KIND OF MUSIC I HAVE GO HERE IS MY URL FOR IT http://www.myspace.com/evilcorpse666 AND YOU CAN HERE THE MUSIC AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF KEEP IT REALL AND AWAYS EVIL

Heeeeeeere's Johnny!!
I'm baaaack! Thanks to all for the well wishes while I had to attend to family business. I had a lot of messages in my mailbox when I got back, and it gave me a real lift. I'll try and catch up with everyone over the next couple of days. Thanks all my friends!!

Short Story - Once, Now And Always
Once, Now, and Always. copyright (c) 1995-2004 Bigredcanuck The muddy path, slick beneath our feet, continued along the cliffs of the great river Merrith. Each step was a struggle to keep from slipping into the deathly white and churning waters over a thousand feet below. The staccato clatter metal on metal, cold iron forged by even colder hands, punctuated our every move. Plate, over Mail, over Leather, over Flesh, and over Blood. Ahead we could hear the laughter again. My two Now-Brother's in front of me snarled. One of them placed his hand on the hilt of his black sword. "They are close," he muttered under his breath. His voice was harsh and guttural. More like an animal's than a man's. "We will be upon them shortly. Prepare yourselves." The three of us drew our swords. Black as night and wickedly serrated, they seemed to absorb the sun's light like water to a sponge. We held them ready. My Now-Brother's trudged ahead, keeping me a few feet at bay. I was a re

What Do You Think About Me?
whats up you awsome cherries, thank you for all the love you have shown me during these past days I been in cherrytap, I'm for ever grateful, but can you all do me a little favor. well I would like to know, what do you think about me? thank you for your time! love, Diamond

Punky Spit....
Okay okay, so most of you all know im a dork .. so like I was up one nite really late, couldnt sleep, and I was sitting here thinkin about random stuff and I started writing this spit... Its not really good, but its kinda funny and purdy true bout the person I wrote it about anyway... Here goes EN Joy! You heard me once I wont say it again Stop being two faced if your gonna be my friend You lie to kick it and that aint cool what you take me for some kinda fool? Im gonna put my foot in the middle of your back you better get to stepping before you get offtrack Im gonna blow you up like a slut in a gutter Im going to hit you in the face like a knife in some butter Im sick and tired of these games that you play you think your so fly with the bullshit you say Keep coming around like your so fuckin dope If I wanted to hear lies, Id go listen to the pope Im so sick of these lies that you feel you have to tell keep stepping my way and Ill send you straight to he

Horoscope
for July 6, 2007 You were so absorbed that you didn't notice how much time had passed. Wow! How did that happen and can you get it to happen again? You'll find out if you keep at this fascinating new hobby. For once my horoscope was right!LMAO Up till 4am and seeing the sunrise for the first time in a long time. How did that happen? Must have been an interesting conversation!

Drama
You know, I sit here and read a lot of people who is sick of the drama, whether it be here on CT or on Yahoo Messenger or what have you and it really makes me wonder, do you expect to have no drama at all? I doubt that'll ever happen because I have news for you all, there is always going to be drama whether it be on the internet or in our lives away from the internet because it's always gonna be there, it could be medical problems or people starting crap with you or even good drama like somebody coming on to you sexually, so whatever you do, you either have to go with the flow or hide because I don't care who you are or whatever your using internet wise or not, there is always going to be drama, I know, my life has been drama since day one of being born on god's greeen earth being physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy and it'll never get worse unless people want to make it worse which is entirely possible or it can't get worse but only time will tell and I for one am not running aw

Just A Silly Little Story!!
Thought to myself as I pulled out of the drive,what the hell was I doing. I thought here I am about to take off to spend time with a friend at her lakeside home,in the middle of one of the best work week for the coffee shop. I laughed as I drove south in the rain,I must be crazy I said to myself. A few hours went by and I found my thoughts drift to him. This guy that I keep seeing in my dreams. As I got farther away from the city,the more wild I became it seemed. Thought to myself how can a guy that was the ruler of my dreams bug me so. As I thought I found my mind slip back to last night dream. This one was even more hot then the last one. It started out as a storm was breaking. In it I was me but not me. I was like the wind it's self. I was flying through the woods along a lake. My eyes and ears were extra sharp. I just caught the smell of a kill. As I was headed for it,i picked up a musky smell that only comes from a pure wild male. So I slowed down and found a nice dead deer

Older Than Dirt!
Vivamus mea Lesbia, atque amemus, rumoresque senum severiorum omnes unius aestimemus assis! soles occidere et redire possunt: nobis cum semel occidit brevis lux, nox est perpetua una dormienda. da mi basia mille, deinde centum, dein mille altera, dein secunda centum, deinde usque altera mille, deinde centum. dein, cum milia multa fecerimus, conturbabimus illa, ne sciamus, aut ne quis malus inuidere possit, cum tantum sciat esse basiorum. Catullus

It's Official...
I have landed a small contract to help manage a photography site. We have worked through a lot of details to get point of sharing ideas to putting things into motion. While I am not going to get rich off of this contract, it is something that I can easily do in my "spare time" at home. Got it from bombarding a site with a lot of ideas. They surprised me and turned around with a contract! I am a bit nervous about it, but equally or more excited by the possibilities! Now, if I could just get CT to listen to me... lol... At any rate, July and August are going to be busy months for me... * new Grandbaby... * new site to manage... * new internship in conjunction with my biotech studies... * working at the crisis hotline... * daughter's and son-in-law's birthdays in August... * and, hopefully, by September, I am hoping to have some help in getting my photos sold. We'll see. One step at a time!! lol... Just got approval from my doc to lift over 10 pounds effective J

I Made It Through
My surgery went well today. It didn't start until after 1 and was through before 3. I had my sinuses fixed and a deviated septum repaired. I am not in major pain due to very good pain killers. My throat is much more sore than anything from where they intubate you while you are asleep. Thank you all for the get well cards, bowls of Chicken soup and well wishes. I have been in and out of sleepiness with the pain killers and just now took a minute to come back to my addicton. Have a great weekend. I apreciate all of you.

I Made It Through
My surgery went well today. It didn't start until after 1 and was through before 3. I had my sinuses fixed and a deviated septum repaired. I am not in major pain due to very good pain killers. My throat is much more sore than naything from where they intubate you while you are asleep. Thank you all for the get well cards, bowls of Chicken soup and well wishes. I have been in and out of sleepiness with the pain killers and just now took a minute to come back to my addicton. Have a great weekend. I apreciate all of you.

Grrrr
Ok, first things first, I have absolutely no problem with tattoos, or -in general- artists themselves. HOWEVER, that being said, the tattoo artists around here, SUCK. More specifically, their advice sucks. I have a friend who just got herself a tattoo about 2 weeks ago. The artist told her that she only had to keep the bandage on for ONE HOUR. Not only was that poor advice, she didnt even follow it THAT far, instead removing the tattoo some few short hours after receiving said ink. Now, this would not have been a problem, had she of kept it clean, it just would have been a bit more of a pain during the healing process. While yes she did use the provided triple antibiodic provided, she also allowed her 5 cats to climb all across her sholders and sit in the area of the tattoo, along with in general not keeping the area wiped off, and _regularly_ applying the antibiodic. And if you're wondering why this has anything to do with me, I'll tell you. So, she proceeds to exhibit previousl

My Thoughts...
Honestly, fakeness comes in many forms and sometimes it may take a long time for you to realize how fake one person can be. Fakeness can come in the form of fake pictures, pictures of someone who isnt them. Fakeness can be people who pretend to be your friend because it benefits them. Personally I think all of us have been burned a couple times, hell I had a friend over 3 years on the net turn out to be the biggest fake Ive ever known.. Sad really. how do you learn to find trust in people again... sadly its not always taht easy ... alot of good people may lose out on a chance to know you cause some twisted fuck decided to fuck with ya head...

Occupy ..a Short Poem
HORDE.. With the eyes of Serpent, glowing amber like the fire falls of Hell, Stood the Bringer of War in the great Hall of War Amidst the legions of Angels at his disposal serving, and making his vast battalions a living war machine of Hate. Looking on to the robust,eerie glowing crimson eyes of his forefront Angels that made up his Elite spearhead- The Black Battalion, He stood quite,solemn in thought to himself of the impending Doom yet to serve Paradise.. Slowly,deliberately raising his head to look on his Machine, arrogance in place of pride he felt for his beloved Fallen Angels.. In silent thought, he wandered into distant memory of lost ages ago when he himself served loyally to The Maker of All.. later having been vanquished for raising questions,doubt,and curiosity among The Angels he commanded over. Those who remained loyal to him,still before him standing,awaiting victory rightfully theirs, those who dared follow him to this place made home for them,by them

Cold -n- Heartless
In the past few months there have been a lot of changes in my life. I can tell I'm a different person than I was before. I have to admit, that I don't like the person I have become. Question... " How do you keep yourself from becoming a cold, heartless person, when you have lost everything and everyone that really mattered in your life? " I can honestly say that I found out who my real friends and family where. I not only lost friends that I considered to be a big part of my life, I also lost family that I thought would always be there, no matter what happened. I'm numb, I can't trust anyone, always waiting, watching and listening for some more knives to be thrown at my back. I know if my scars were visible, they would be horrifying. My fingers crossed that things will get better.

Jung Typology Test
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving by Marina Margaret Heiss Profile: ENFP Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 25 Feb 2005 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [The following comes partially from the archetype, but mostly from my own dealings with ENFPs.] General: ENFPs are both "idea"-people and "people"-people, who see everyone and everything as part of an often bizarre cosmic whole. They want to both help (at least, their own definition of "help") and be liked and admired by other people, on bo th an individual and a humanitarian level. They are interested in new ideas on principle, but ultimately discard most of them for one reason or another. Social/Personal Relationships: ENFPs have a great deal of zany charm, which can ingratiate them to the more stodgy types in spite of their unconventionality. They are outgoing, fun, and genuinely like people. As SOs/mates they are warm, affectionate (l ots of PDA), and discon

Situations....
Situations and experiences come in all types of sizes and shapes, big and small, short and long, pleasant and unpleasant, expected and unexpected, and more. The key in any situation is to look at the situation objectively and then take appropriate action. In any given situation, appropriate action means action that is constructive that either provides at least one viable solution, improves the situation, or both. Constructive action can transform any situation for the better.

I'd Waste All My Minutes On You
I was sittin here kickin' back in my chair... waitin for you to call... I knew that you wouldnt, even though I wished you would... But you dont like me like that all , but ..Then I got to thinkin... as my heart continued sinkin... And here is what I came up with that day.... I know its not easy...and it may scare you the most... I know that you dont want me nearly this close... But in my mind, I am just not the kind... To make someone love me that wont... And so I figure its easier if I dont... But then it came to thought... And the memories that it brought... I only got one thing to say... And I hope it doesnt make you run away...BUT.... I'd waste all my minutes on you... If I thought that you would answer, its exactly what i'd do..... And the whole world would wait, As my friends list would disapate.. Because I would be saving all my time for you, And I thought about this closely and this I know is true.... That all in all it wouldn't be a waste... And I kn

Uncle Larry
below is a poem i written especially for uncle larry since today is his birthday. hope you guys enjoy reading it. even though i havent met you or seen a picture of you, even though your shinning down from above, even though years have passed since youve been gone, i just want to say happy birthday, and that were still thinking of you, even though you dont know me, i still pray to you, and ask you to watch after me, and your family, i care alot about them, and if there something i could do to make it easier i would, i wish i could of met you, & i hope that you would have liked me too, thanks for watching after all of us, and your always in our hearts =)

Partial Birth Abortions. Is It Murder?
You bet ur sweet ass it is! I would like anyone out there to give me a good dam reason why this should be allowed! If U R dragging ur punk ass so long that the child is now developed enough to actually survive birth Then U should take the responsibility & keep it. Adopt it if U must although I wold also advise against that aswell,but its better than murdering an innocent baby who is ur own child! That is disturbing to me! now a days there is no reason 4 this! They have a morning after pill 4 Gods sakes! First I would say if u let a dude blow his load in u u had better be on the pill! If not & U have no intention on having a child then to me all u r is an irresponsible lil hoe! Plain & simple! How would u like to have ur skull collapsed & ur brain sucked out! This absolutely sickens me! I'm anti abortion morally but I do feel there r extremes when it is justified & I by no means want it illegalized. even though morally its not something I would ever endorse,but this sick disgusting act

Looking For Something?
What I want from this life is not money or fame, just to find the right person who won't make this a game. Who cares what you do to waste time in your life, are you looking for something... like a husband or wife? Clock time has no meaning, it's long and just there, a search for your partner could find them ~ your pair. But what does success mean if you spend life alone...with no one to share with, is a house not a home? Are you looking for something to make life complete...or searching for someone that you just cannot meet. Don't count on another to answer your prayers, you must do this yourself, or yours becomes theirs. Attracting your soulmate is a fabulous thing, it should last to forever, not an overnight fling...When you finally meet them, like the waves crashing down, beware of betrayal as the circle comes round.

Urgent Plz Read
Please disregard the photo contest I was previously in, the seciest eyes contest.. I have asked the sponsor to remove my pic fom it since there seems to be some bias. I was in first and 'pulling too far ahead' and my pic was deleted an re uploaded. Several of my friends sent me screen shots to show how I went from alot of comments to none and the shout box conversation where the sponsor told the guy I was pulling too far ahead. That's a rigged contest to me. Pulling far ahead is what wins. For those of you who went, thank you so much for your support. I will be more careful and choosy in the future if I enter something. But again PLease DO NOT go rate that pic of mine. And I Asked him to remove it from the contest so there should be no pic to rate by the morning. My apologies. Please repost as a bulletin for me so It gets out to everyone on my list and yours. If you don't know what I am talking about just disregard. Thanks.

Fucking Drama
OK THIS IS FUCKED BECAUSE ONE PERSON SAID FUCK CR ITS TO MUCH DRAMA WELL SHE COMES BACK AND NOW SHES GOT MORE DRAMA....LOL DRAMA IS GONNA GO WITH YOU EVERYWHERE YOU GO BUT YEAH I BEEN ASKING TO STOP THE FUCKING DRAMA CAUSE IT DOES GET OLD BUT DAMN FUCKING PEOPLE I SAY SOMETHING ABOUT SHAUN AND I GET BITCHED FUCK THAT FUCK SHAUN AND HES WANNA BE BIG MAN ASS HE AINT SHIT BUT A MOTHERFUCKING DOG THAT NEEDS TO GO TO THE GODDAMN DOG PIN WHERE HE FUCKING BELONGS AND HIM SAYING SHIT ABOUT A TEAM HE WAS IN AND THEN SAYING SORRY ABOUT WHAT HE SAID OMG HOW LAME...HES A FUCKING SUCK UP SO PEOPLE WATCH OUT FOR CCB AKA SHAUN A LAME ASS "BAD BOY" WHO DONT KNOW SHIT FROM THE HOLE IN THE GROUND AND I DARE SOMEONE TO ASK ME TO DELEAT THIS

Ghosts Are Not Real
Many scientists believe that ghosts are fake, but parapsychologists believe ghosts are real. Spirits are electromagnetic fields. Brain waves can make people see and hear many things. Electromagnetic waves can affect the nervous system. This can cause somebody to hallucinate. The eye can act as a TV screen. Instead of the person taking in images, they are transmitted out. Another explanation for "ghost sightings" may be that the mind is just trying to "let off a little steam." NASA has shown that the human eyeball has a resonant frequency. There are eighteen cycles a second. The eyeball starts to vibrate in response to infra-sound. This causes a serious smearing of vision. In at least two hauntings low frequency sound may to blame. People can put, fake ghosts in their pictures. By using a flashlight, a cigarette, a flash pack, and a camera, a person can create the effect of a mysterious light. Turn on the flashlight and walk toward the camera. When you are four to five feet from t

Bbq Rules...
We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with the situat

Need Cheering Up
Im just feeling really down tonight.... too much ion my mind too much stress and drama. I wish life was simple again.... Everything bad that happens always happen at hte same time. Its very suffocating

Cowboys With Skoal
Ah yes-- Sex with a Cowboy Prior to her trip to Texas , Buffy (a New Yorker) confided to her co-workers she had three goals for her trip to the Lone Star State : 1. She wanted to taste some real Texas Bar-B-Que. 2. She wanted to take in a bona fide rodeo. And.. 3. She wanted to have sex with a real cowboy. Upon her return, the girls were curious as to how she fared. "Let me tell you, they have a tree down there called a Mesquite and when they slow cook that brisket over that Mesquite , it's ooooh so good. The taste is unbelievable! "And I went to a real rodeo.Talk about athletes...those guys wrestle full grown bulls! They ride horses at a full gallop,then jump off the horses and grab the bull by the horns and throw them to the ground! It is just incredible! "They then asked,"Well tell us, did you have sex with a real cowboy?" "Are you kidding? When I saw the outline of the condom they carry in the back pocket of their jeans, I changed my mind!"

Grandma & The Nudist Colony
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his mother asking him to send her a current picture. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts one in half and sends her the top part. Later he receives another letter asking him to send a picture to his grandmother. The man cuts another picture in half, but accidentally sends the bottom half. He is really worried when he realizes that he sent the wrong part, but then remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is and hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later he receives a letter from his grandmother. It says, "Thank you for the picture. Change your hair style? ...it makes your nose look too long."

Fbi Job Opening:
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair.. Kill Her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, " I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instruction, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots w

Ahhhh
why when you assume something is over it never is....im giving up on it and as soon as it so over so i thought, he comes back and makes a move very unexpected. i just dont know anymore. life is insanity in a bottle

The Art Of Looking
Do you wonder if this is your chance, to examine the future and all that might last? Material things just gather the dust, whereas thought becomes life force and this is the thrust. A look in the mirror at the start of each day, a vision of emptiness...but a nice résumé. It's all in the cards ~ but its not yet a deck. sit back and slow down, take the time to reflect. Look clearly at life and into your own, understanding the choices that cannot be postponed.

Officially Given Up On Dating
yea, they story is true. i have given up on dating and going to start a new life from here. tired of the way things go in my life and just need to break out of my old shell and recover a new one.

>>>>
I have posted this before but I cant get it out of my head. Wasted Lives With the gun in your hand no more sleepless nights No more endless pain no more pills no more pills Lock and load It's an easy way out Put an end to this life No one cares no one cares Why? So many wasted lives Why? All these neglected minds Wasted lives is a song dedicated to those who suffer from depression and all those who have taken there lives because no one listens, they just fill you up with pills and needles.

Why The Ocean Is Salty?
* a blue whale produces over 400 gallons of sperm when it ejaculates!!! * but only 10% of that actually makes it into his mate... * so 360 gallons are spilled into the ocean every time one unloads!!! YOU WONDER WHY THE OCEAN IS SALTY??? DONT SWALLOW THE WATER !!! ;-)) *** u can see the pic on my "blue whale" folder..lol

Bored!!!! Dammit
I am so bored I could do something totally outrageous...........!!! This girl was not meant to sit at home and have no fun.......things may get crazy.......if I'm lucky.....but then again..it's time to make my own luck......

This Is My Story
i stayed at my friends house for a few days and i got bored at a birthday party of an old friend. not much to do really. there was a trampoline, big front yard, and lots of good food... i wanted to wrestle my friend on the trampoline and bonnie comes along and tells me to stop and i wanted to have fun. bonnie likes to ruin my fun obviously. my friend i was wrestling with was trevor and hes dating bonnie. bonnie is more of the controlling type and trevor just doesn't do anything really becides wrestle, talk about cops, guns, food, cars.... yada yada yada. bonnie spazed out and like there was no tomorrow. if you were a guy like me wouldn't you want to have fun or just sit and be bored all the time. i've had issues with bonnie and trevor before on the same subject. in a different situation. my friends like to blame me for everything that happens and not themselves. bonnie tells me i was embarrasing and too immature. like i said i was only trying to have fun. i wasn't trying to get hurt at

Favorite Quote Of Mine
A favorite quote of mine (often attributed to Ralph Waldo Emerson) may offer a little insight into what I find important in life: "To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded."

Nun At Hooters
A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and every once in a while the lights would turn off. Each time the lights would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the bartender, and asked, "May I please use the restroom? The bartender replied, "OK, but I should warn you that there is a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf." Well, in that case I'll just look the other way," said the nun. So, the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant. After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. She went to the bartender and said, "Sir, I don't understand. Why did they applaud for me just because I went to the restroom?" "Well, now they know you're one of us," said the bartender, "Would you l

Where The Cool People Go....
STADIUM CLUB...... 8 FREEWAY AND MISSION GORGE. Every SUNDAY... I Work THERE. SO.. HOLLA AND BE ONE OF THE COOL. Don't be afraid to come hang out wit'cha MAN... I'LL BE There. 6065 Fairmount Ave. SD, CA 92120

Poem That Was Found
Where Is My Angel? ~ You need not worry my dear sweet mother for I am here through heavens guiding lights that beam loving rays down upon your heart as you sleep and awake each day. I dream of you each day while the angels are gathered around me that nourish my spirit in your time of woes not knowing where I am but I am here my dear sweet mother looking down at you with a smiling tear. I am here so alive as ever could be while Gods Kingdom reigns all around me and flows through out the universe and upon earth as you walk in my memory of the times we spent together. You need not cry my sweet dear mother for I will never leave you because I am all you feel, all you think and all that you are, for what you are is what you created from my birth. The angels that surround me are singing a loving melody that flows deeply from my heart directly to yours from the inner depths of Gods heavens that surround all living things. I'm all that lives and breaths though

This Was Written For Evelyn
Where Is My Angel? ~ You need not worry my dear sweet mother for I am here through heavens guiding lights that beam loving rays down upon your heart as you sleep and awake each day. I dream of you each day while the angels are gathered around me that nourish my spirit in your time of woes not knowing where I am but I am here my dear sweet mother looking down at you with a smiling tear. I am here so alive as ever could be while Gods Kingdom reigns all around me and flows through out the universe and upon earth as you walk in my memory of the times we spent together. You need not cry my sweet dear mother for I will never leave you because I am all you feel, all you think and all that you are, for what you are is what you created from my birth. The angels that surround me are singing a loving melody that flows deeply from my heart directly to yours from the inner depths of Gods heavens that surround all living things. I'm all that lives and breaths though

Ok 10 Things I Love ( Ready??)
Okay, so a top ten list is totally unoriginal. I'll always give credit where credit is due though.I just felt the need to fill in my "blaudiance" About those things that I am grateful for. 10. I will award the number ten spot to one of my favorite characters from Grey's the show. Alex Karev, as played by Justin Chambers, is your standard "bad boy" character that can't help but display many of his "good guy" redeeming qualities. Remember the scene when Denny died and Izzy couldn't let him go? In what would probably become the most memorable moment of the season, it was Alex that came to her rescue. After reminding you of that scene, need I say more about why Alex is my favorite character? Actually, what I find even more interesting is the fact that Justin Chambers is very much the family man. You may find it surprising to learn that he is actually 37 and married with five children. Is it just me or does his status as a family man actually make him even more attractive?

More Stuff...
Ok so I keep seeing all this stuff posted about do internet relationships work or don't they? Is there true love out there or isn't there? Here's the thing people...internet love can happen if both people are honest and open and actually willing to commit to an intangible relationship. If you meet a shithead and date them online they would have done the same thing if u had met in person. People fuck each other over everyday. In all honesty at least if it's an online relationship it may be easier to end. You don't have to worry about seeing them somewhere else. Love happens. True love does exist. People have to work for it and people have to want it more than anything. But I honestly believe that if you find someone and they touch the very core of ur being you should do everything you can to hold onto that person. It's hard to take the chance...to step out there and say yes I'm going to trust that you live in a different state and will be faithful to me, even though we know each other o

Ice Cream Prayer
Subject: Ice Cream Prayer Forwarded story: Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatr

The Fountain Of Youth
Beginning from children we search for the cure, that will change our opinions from doubt to secure. A miracle potion that just takes one drink, turns dreams to reality ...in the time of a wink. You want in an instant ~ what takes a lifetime, not willing to study or develop your mind. But if you're a traveler on a search for the truth, you could glimpse that illusion, that Fountain of Youth. It begins as an image that seems inside-out, with depth and with substance when clearly thought out. Some think the fountain is a place you can find, and spend their life searching ...when it's all in the mind. Start on a journey that will change your whole life, look inward, with eyes closed ~ to master foresight. Change lessons to harmony, and deception to truth, you can attain all you search for ~ THAT'S the FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH!!!

You Will Live Them One More Time
What shall be known of the days we've wasted The friends we've loved and those we've hated What will become of the laughter last Or those once known in lives long past What shall we do with the time we've wasted Or the gentle lips like wine once tasted What of our children alone when we die Or our bodies like fallen leaves that lie What will come of the mornings and the days Who will remember our purpose and ways What of our memories and what of the pain Who will know them as us the same It is you-- that will live them one more time And you will taste those lips of wine You too will know the joys I knew, And sorrows’ longing, for life anew god blessxxx

Fakers
Ok, Whats the deal with people with loads of bullshit pics of everybody but them, and one private folder of real pics of them. I mean really. Last week a girl chatted with me and her profile says USA but she told me she's Phillippino living in the Phillippines. Lately I'm surfing people on my fan list and I'm asking myself why I'd even waste my time with people so shy or so fucked up that they won't share real pics!? I'm real! I wear glasses, thats the only thing bout my profile I keep discrete. If your real visit me if not, well I'm not one to say mean things too often to get the hint!

Lifes Simple Pleasures ( Whats Yours)?
what makes us happy? is it the simple things in life that bring us the greatest joy. like wearing sexy underwear a clean glass to drink from. Painting your nails, watching the world cup. Pressing the button on the traffic lights when your not crossing. Trying on clothes you'll never buy. Having a laugh with your mates, entertaining friends. Maybe sunshine on your day of , or wearing new socks or getting the giggles, finding a bargain or listening to music. No matter what your simple pleasures are, and im quite happy for you to tell me. Its always those little things that bring the greatest joy. A babies first steps that text a smile a kiss holding hands things like that make us rich. Dont get me wrong id love to win the lottery but even when we have no money all of the above can still make us feel rich. what makes you happy? please let me know...........

Girls Night Out!
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst... my wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuc

The Illusion
The world as we view it is much like a dance, you can take what is coming and live it by chance...Or seek answers to questions and live it by choice, just follow your heart and answer its voice. Look clearly at life and not just your own, how much is reality, and how much is unknown. It's not measured in beauty, possessions or wealth, but measured in consciousness and judged by yourself. The world as you see it ...that great illusion, is totally the opposite, and you must reach this conclusion. You only go outward to get further in, you only get further, when you see life from within.

Eddie Van Halen Vs. Eric Clapton
Well, the votes are in and believe it or not, Eddie Van Halen beat old slow hand! Eddie Van Halen-23 Votes Eric Clapton-18 Votes Read 'em and weep gang, 'cuz you voted! Mr. Van Halen has won three in a row!!

Freakin Datin
I don't understand men sometimes.... well its more like all the time. Well, I just started dating after 4 years of being single. My last relationship that I was in was for 7 years and I of course I thought everything was okay but it wasnt. Well, Anyways.... ~~~Okay fellas...If you are rude, arogant, or pushy you might as well move on to the next girl because I'm not down with all of that...sorry for those who stayed to continue to read on...I'm 34 years old and I have been playing the dating game for a short time now and it really sucks~ To be very honest you really can't get to know someone in a couple of hours and on that first meeting people aren't really being themselves,(at least the ones I have met) I am just your average girl next door so if your looking for a "barbie" type then u might want to move on to the next profile cause I'm the type that don't mind getting dirty when I'm working or playing, but don't worry cause I do like to look good for whoever I'm with. And I am looki

Zippys Jungle
CHORUS It's Zelicious It's Zelightful It's Zantastic It's Zippys Zap out your worries zip up the family zoom in a hurry To Zippys VERSE Come out, come on, come everyone, the celebration has begun... Where friends and family come to talk story, chow down from dusk to dawn... 24/7 we're always here for you, with a loving aloha... Tasty cakes and pies freshly baked and we ain't never gonna stop... CHORUS It's Zelicious It's Zelightful It's Zantastic It's Zippys Zap out your worries zip up the family zoom in a hurry To Zippys CHORUS It's Zelicious It's Zelightful It's Zantastic It's Zippys Zap out your worries zip up the family zoom in a hurry To Zippys god bless

Requiem
In the gloom of the morn I sit silently screaming Wretched woe in my soul devoid of all meaning Who has cast this lot and diminished my senses No succor to settle my mind It remains neither sober nor kind You have left in the night without ever perceiving The sunlight that was yours or in laughter believing Never touched silken rose, nor embrace receiving No lover to make your heart yearn Only touches you couldn’t return She is blood of my blood Her pain I can not fathom Can not comfort with riddle or rhyme Her rainbows have become dirty and gray Naught words naught thought from one patriarchal Will cause a smiles bloom or misty eyed sparkle Like a child of the moon she walks alone in this fray Bright flowers will not heartbreak erase Maybe time, maybe time…will efface

What Men Truly Know
Men know many things Of beginnings, middles and ends Lifted heroes, fallen Kings Changes like the winds Needs, Hopes, and distant dreams The suffering that makes us stronger Things that are, and things that seem And a life, we wish was longer Birth, death and a brief moment For mistakes guilt and regret Sins that need divine atonement Our wrongs to thus unset Many more; are the things unknown Yet all can know good deeds Thus are mighty beauties grown From such wanton seeds god bless all

If Your Interested!!!! (contest Related)
TO ALL WHOM WOULD LIKE TO HELP OUT IN THE CONTEST I AM IN PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT HERE SO I KNOW WHO TO NAG TO HELP ME WHEN I SEE YOU ON TAP,LOL :-D THE REWARDS WILL BE OF SEVERAL THINGS, GIFTS, RATES, EVEN PERSONAL PIC'S EITHER MADE FOR U OR OF ME *wink* (for the fellas), IF YOU HAVE A REWARD IDEA-NOT TO EXTREME-PLZ FEEL FREE TO SPECIFY! AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKIN THE TIME TO HEAR MY B.S,LMAO......LOVE YA ALL!!! BEEBEE

We Klearned Of Love
We learned the secrets of friendship Holding each other in our arms- We learned of our deep affection Holding each other tightly- We learned to survive the bad times In caring for one another- We learned of Love god bless all

I Will Be Waiting
I understand the things you say, Even though it makes me sad, We sat and had a talk today, I gave you everything I had. Even if you don’t come back, I’ll wait this year for you, Even if this love you lack, I’ll do what I want to do, I’m happy, even if you’ve gone away, I continue to keep this love for you, In hope that you’ll come back to me, on a distant far found day, They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do, They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you, It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore, The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for, Just know that I will love you, And maybe that is sad to hear, But I will do what I want to do, Even if that means a year. Maybe you don’t love me, And you think this will just be more easy, But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever, Even if that means my love for someone else, Will end up being never.

Unbeleivable
The temple of love's a sacred trust A place you can go more than just once And once it is broken, it becomes a lie The wings of a dove carry the truth The cup is half full of what you've used And once it is empty, you're confused and cry Unbelievable You still believe in love Unbelievable A heart can be held but not in hand 'Cause it can pour out like grains of sand And it flows away like water can run out But love can be healed by giving back A small gift of love, that's all we ask And love turned around becomes the past, once more Unbelievable You still believe in love Which one has the choice to love or die? Not you or I So, you must take the chance by giving in And love will win I believe in love Yes, I believe in love Ooh, I believe in love SPOKEN: I believe in love, in life; It's eternal; Beyond tomorrow, beyond forever; For love is the giver, the bringer, The first, the last, The power of one. god bless all

6 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, July 6: Very interesting -- connections on the relationship level are afoot. On the one hand, this could involve running into your ex. On the other, it might find you smiling and saying hi to someone who could be very special.

Love
I see your eternal love, A picture in my mind. Sweet thoughts of you that never end, A picture left behind. It’s been a week since you’ve been gone, It seems it’s been 5 years. But love will keep me moving on, And rid away these tears. I see your beloved soul, To fight this pain inside. Pain that one should not endure, This ache I try to hide. I fight away what the monsters said, I wish they’d go away. Putting thoughts into my head, I keep your friends at bay. I see your dream of hope, The dream you always had, A smile runs across your face, A dream that makes me sad. It seems my love you wont detect, A love you will not deal Or is it that it can’t effect, A love that is not real. I see your beautiful smile, It brings some life to me. Sweet thoughts of you that never end, Sweet thoughts of you that will never be

Being A Father
You know i used to be one of those guys that always said i didnt want kids. I never thought that i had it in me to give a child the love they deserved because of my relationship with my father. You know they say like father like son. Well i have to admit that i was foolish in my thoughts and i stand corrected today. For many it is a major occurence in life that brings them to a realization or spurs that much needed change. Not to short play the magnitude of having a child but i have to say that I am a better man because of them. I have 2 boys ages 6 and 2 (please feel free to check out the pics in the loves of my life folder) and b4 the mi walked around with this tough guy attitude like i was unstoppable, that all changed on the early morning of june 10, 2001. The day i shed the first emotion driven tears in my life. Ill keep it short in saying that because of them I am stronger, better, and a more loving human being! They saved my life.... If you are a pare

6 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, July 6: Today you'll be forced to give up a completely illogical stance on an important issue. You've been asserting this viewpoint merely as a matter of pride for a long time. If you're clever, you'll switch sides without drawing attention to yourself.

Time Is The Great Illusion
Take every precious moment And spend it well my friend And dwell thee not on discontent To higher forms transcend For life is full of illusions None as persuasive as time Men shall come to their conclusions And few as such sublime For our time is frail and brief Our hearts are a beating clock No matter what our will or belief The ticking hands shall stop Many a man before his hour Answered a call of unknown toll When rang the bells a distant tower His mortal hours stole But time you see is a perception Its tempo an illusion of the mind The clock shall make no exception Save how a man shall reckon time It is here that death has no power Some deeds they echo on forever In another’s beating passing hour The gift of your loving endeavor Sometimes it is just a smile or glace Your gift of a gentle touch or embrace Just never miss that precious chance To do what time can not erase god bless allxxx

The End Of Love,the Start Of Pain
The end of love, the start of pain The blood from my heart that now aches, stains With the thought of your image, the thought of you care Devoted to another, whilst my spirit is bare Where am I to go, where is my hope now Am I no longer important like our dedicated vows You promised to always be there, and love me no matter what But it seems you’ve moved on, loved another and forgot The breakdown of our relationship, the break of my poor heart You punctured it with your cruel ways; you stabbed it with a dart You took away my faith, my dreams, I now have nothing left My happiness has disappeared; a brutal act of theft You promised to always be there, but now it all depends On if you’ve found another love and when my heartache ends

Contest Starts Today After Noon (friday)
I found another contest this one alot nicer then the last, and it even offers awhole lot more! instead of 50000 comments this one lasts 1 week with as many as possible comments, it is a comment bomb contest but i will need the rates just in case too. It opens after noon today and i can't wait! It offers the following if your wondering: 1st place get 1 month VIC, 1 month Blast and a Happy hour! 2nd place will get: 1 month VIC and a 1 month Blast! 3rd place will recieve: choice of either a 1 month VIC or 1 month Blast, i'll take what i can get but i'll need your help! I will reward those who go the limit and drop as many comments on my pic as possible! rates and all, check my profile "ABOUT ME" section for details! I'll also post a new blog later with the link just in case, Thank you all so much and i hope to see your help, i will be there myself! Love The Beebs

Sadness
I’ll forgive, It doesn’t matter what you do, You know this love and all I have, Will always be here for you. I’ll forget, Anything you ask me to, If you don’t like when I bring it up, My words I’ll think them through. I’ll love, Even if you don’t want me to, Obsession, call it want you want, But this is the one promise that I’ll always keep for you, I’ll live, You know my dreams are all I see, Our life is what its for, I’m going to be the best that I can ever truly be. I’ll trust, Anything you ever say, I put you higher then these fools, And that is where you’ll stay. I’ll Forget, I’ll love, I’ll live, I’ll trust and I’ll forgive, My love will never go away, This is all I have to give.

Our Master Love
Oh, love is a masterful pain A splendid martyr it makes To render its likeness again The best and worst credits to take We give it our happiest years It reaps from our souls endless tears In life it goes on, in death too beyond It both comforts and proves our worst fears god bless all

Me Everything
The moment I first saw her I knew my life had changed forever Things would never be the same My love for her could never be tamed It was love at first sight She became the sun that shined bright Within that first moment I knew she was my everything As much as I'm afraid to die for her I would die a thousand deaths Face my inner demons head on Go after anyone who does her wrong For her I would take someones life if one was to violate her innocence I'd cut out there ignorance with a knife She can make me smile even when I'm in a world of hurt She makes me feel like a queen even when I feel like dirt I want to honor her with all that I am Because to me she's truly priceless As long as I have her I will forever be rich There's not a dollar amount that could ever replace her I will never disgrace her I will forever struggle for her if it's in God's will with her I'll always keep it real Everyday I tell her how beautiful she is and how much I love her She will al

Women
What is it about women? If you asked any woman you ever knew, what they are looking for they would all tell you the same thing. They all want a nice guy, someone with a sense of humor, that makes them laugh. Horse shit! that's what it is. I can't tell you how many women I've known that say that very thing but they will go out with, hell, even marry the biggest jerks on the planet.Men who treat them like shit. Abuse them mentally, emotionally even physically. Are they just born liars? do they just have a standard answer for that question, not meaning any of it?You try to be a nice guy. You try to treat them the way they say they want to be treated. What do you get? shit on. You heard me right. Women will go out with you all the time looking for another guy behind your back and will dump you when they find the one who will treat them like shit. And then have the nerve to sing that "I want a nice guy" tune again. Gees, why bother with being a nice guy. Why not just treat women like they d