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Wedding Vows To My Ex
“Vow” (With A Poets Heart) by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 19 March 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear “Vow” (With A Poets Heart) “Vow” (With A Poets Heart) écrivant le 25, novembre 1997 With a poets heart I stand here before thee With this ring in hand And vow upon my lips For the love you have given me The kindness and concern I will cherish your heart Placing it upon high with my own Making a whole... Where a half once stood For the warmth in your touch The sympathy in your eyes I will cherish you for now Until eternity ends For with this ring Unto your finger I lay I today marry my friend The only one for which Shares my every hope And dream In sickness Or unjoy By your side I will sit with tear in eye Until the day We say good-bye And Beyond And in health With you in love I can never part For today I combine My heart and soul With yours Making a whole . . .

“the Beauty In A Rose” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1997
“The Beauty in a Rose” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 17 March 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear “The Beauty in a Rose” “The Beauty in a Rose” In dream I see her near to me My hand I slide ever so softly Down the side of her face By the light of yonder moon In dream I see her eyes And their glow And this I take in as her lips I take next to my own And this I take in As we embrace in front of the fire In dream I see her Upon the fur of a bear skin rug The sweat on her skin shining As my heart pounds faster And faster In dream Or within my mind I see my most valuable treasure Clad in a dreamy mist Of my desire for her And my lust And yet I cannot make her see it And yet I feel so helpless Before the fire I now sit Listening to the shower Of tears falling from the heavenly sky And in this I find her image Teasing me from the corner of this cabin Lain in forest dark I cast a spell from a book lain

I Miss My Family
Hope Everyone Had Great Fourth. Spent It All Alone Didn't Hear From My Kids Or My Ex. Here It Is Seven Months Since She Left Me And Her And The Kids Are All That's On My Mind. You Would Think That I'd Be Over Her. But Fifteen Years Was A Long Time And Whether She Know It Or Not I Loved Her With All My Heart. I Don't Know How People Move On, I'm Tryin But It's Hard. Wish I Hadn't Been Such An Idiot And Realized I Forgot To Show Her How Much I Cared. Not Sure If I'll Ever Believe In Forever Again. I've Tried To Act Like A Single Man. And Aint Happy Doing That. I've Had A Few Dates Met A Few Ladies. But I Can't Seem To Move On. I Hear She Has And That Depresses Me More Cause That Just Means My Chances Of Puttin My Family Back Together Is Slim. Sad That Everyone Starts Out Believing In Their Vows And One Or The Other Stop Believing. I Undertand That Their Are Circumstances That Deem Divorce But I Never Thought I Was In One. I Don't Know How I Could Have Been So Blind.well Anyway Time To Wi

Todays Events
well for the 4th of july my g/f and i went to a friends house for the holiday and we had fun we had a lil picnic had hotdogs and stuff i love hotdogs over a fire then boiled ick but anyway we ate then waited awhile just hung around and talked amongst everybody that was there perverted conversations galore lol then we went swimming in the river i am not one for getting in the river but i braved thru my fear of memories of a needle suring floating down the creek when i was little whell today was fun i tried my hardest to swim up river and could not get anywhere besides going the oppisit way then i wanted to go it was deep couldnt touch bottom out where we were i tried swimming up river about 5 times and got nowhere lol i had fun then we went back to the house to dry off and stuff we were inside for about 2 hours talking and i decided to go fishen and the ppl where we live only live rite along the river so i didnt have far to go just in their back yard how cool is that if i lived there i

Golf’s Aches And Pains
In a previous article, I mentioned the advantages of playing golf. If I got you interested and you want to take up the game of golf, you need to know the kinds of pain that are connected with golf. Back aches, muscle aches, head aches, occasional stomach aches, blisters on the feet, blisters on the fingers—these are some of the body aches that you will experience. Body pains. After excessive swings, too much bending and twisting—these will lead to back aches and muscle aches. Make sure you do some stretching before you head out to the golf course or practice at the range. The older you get and/or the heavier you get, the more frequent the pain arises, I think. There is a golf work out that you can do. It is very helpful. You need to contact a good chiropractor or a physical therapist, just in case you feel some pain and it becomes unbearable. You also need a good supply of medicine for muscle aches in your golf bag. Headaches. Playing golf under the excessive heat of the s

Alone
Sitting alone wondering why why did it all go awry I've tried my best done all I could gave the love that I should Tried to understand what's in his heart but he won't share or become my equal part So as I sit here, all alone I dry my tears and I try to push away the fears Not sure now where my life is headed but I'll be strong and try not to dread it I'll move on and do whats best for me and hope that in the future a new love will find me.

Auto Biographical One Act Written In High School
Two Stone by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1996 Published 17 March 2004 :: Other Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Two Stone Synopsis of Characters in play Jon: an emotional disturb young man claiming that he was abused as a child by his alcoholic father. Solitary, quite, withdrawn The oldest child to the woman and Sam, is suicidal and has tried on a previous occasion to kill himself, but was unsuccessful because of Sam's interference. Has a scar on the right side of his face from the fight with Sam over the gun, the gun went off leaving him with the scar to remind him Ghost of Jon: Looks back over his family with his eyes open to both the past as well as the future, tries to guide his sister in her future Lisa: Jon's younger sister, troubled by the turmoil in the family. Takes on the role of the voice for the family and tries to become independent though she has reached and is far surpassing her capability Woman: Sees all that is happening in the home, but for

Romantic Getaway For The Hopeless Romantic In Me
Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2002 Published 29 March 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear I am thinking a romantic rendez-vous where I make you a creamy "Chicken Alfredo" with a little garlic and oregano served slightly cooled with a nice merlot or a chardonnay. You will be blind folded so you cannot see that I am not wearing anything but a kitchen apron, but the room will be dark, lit only by 9 candle aubres as I feed you every morsel of your dinner while staring into your gorgeous eyes. Served with dinner is a cherry cheesecake drizzled in chocolate crème and cherry sauce and topped with more cherries. Each piece leaving a slight drizzle on your lips that I sensually kiss off of your lips. Holding your hands and kissing you still, I lead you to the bathroom where I begin nibbling on your ears and kissing the side of your neck while sensually removing your clothes taking in the feel of every inch of your body, before helping you one distracted leg at a

Golf’s Raffle Division
Competitive golfers look forward to golf tournaments. The handicap determines what class they will enter. Class A, B, C, D and the Ladies’ Division. But there’s another division that people forget to mention--one special division in which everyone is a part of—The Raffle Division! Yehey!!! Usually, trophies and prizes are given to the Over-all champion, the Gross and Net champions and the 1st – 3rd runners-up for each class. If you count how many win in each tournament, including team competitions, that’s around 30 players or less. Only 30 golfers or less get to bring home a trophy or a special prize. Let us say that there is an average participation of about 120 players per tournament. So what happens to the rest? What happens to the 90 other golfers who joined…better luck next time…again, and again, and again... hahaha! So you ask them, why they keep joining even if they have a very small chance of winning…it’s because of the ‘Raffle Division!’ You don’t have to play wel

Death By Infatuation By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2007
Death by Infatuation by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2007 Published 11 June 2007 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Death by Infatuation my heart is dying from captivity far from thee for now darkness seeps into my veins chilling my every cell destroying the warmth your arms once gave me memory fails me releasing the love once i held for thee fore thine face thine voice are but mere shadow of the woman i once knew Where upon this place where all time is lost Where all love turns to hate Where upon all feeling is dulle as the senses leave and are replaced by death for once a man in love i was to be forever more but that love left me slashing mine veins mine heart with the icyness of hate maring all mine wishes all mine dream releasing mine spirit unto this hell this world where I am without ur arms to warm me your voice to comfort me leaving me to discover mine nightmare come true fore i am forced unto a lif

Why Play Golf
Why Play Golf? Why hit a tiny ball as far as you can, then move towards it and then hit it again, until it reaches the hole? Why play under the scorching heat for at least three hours and walk several miles? It is because GOLF is such a fun, challenging and addicting game. You don’t just compete with others, you compete with yourself. You always strive to be better. The happiness that you get when you play well, the big smile on your face when you make a birdie or make a long putt, the feeling that you get when you make a hole in one, the feeling of content, satisfaction, and success! Golf is also good for your health. The ‘walking’ that is involved with golf is good for the heart as well as the lungs. It lessens the risk of heart disease and stroke. It also helps you lose weight and lets you stay fit. It has also been said that walking relieves stress and improves your mood. Let’s face it…as we get older, fast sports like tennis, basketball, soccer and badminton won’t be goo

People Who Dont Get My Respect
Most people can get my respect easily enough, Keeping it is harder. People who don't get my respect are those who for what ever reason feel the need to keep people hanging , thinking there's still something there while they go out and do whatever and whoever they want and think its alright. Then if it was the other was around then they would flip out. Other people Are the ones who don't live up to their responsibilities or expect everyone to do everything for them. I could go on and on but I won't.

The Garden
YOU ARE THE PRETTIEST FLOWER IN MY GARDEN, I DEVOTE SPECAIL TIME AND ATTENTION TO YOU MY FLOWER, I NUTURE YOU AND WATCH YOU BLOOM, AND THEN I BLOOM, YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO ALIVE,... AND JUST BEING CLOSE TO YOU MAKES ME SMILE, I DRINK YOU IN SO DEEPLY YOUR SWEET FRAGRANCE, AND TAKE YOU INTO ME.

Barbecued Pork Ribs
Barbecued Pork Ribs Happy Fourth! The magic of these ribs -- well, besides their luscious texture and incredible flavor -- is that you can prep them before your party so that a quick trip to the grill is all they'll need once guests arrive. Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 6 Ingredients: Ribs * 2 quarts beef broth * 1/4 cup red wine vinegar * 2 teaspoons ground cumin * 1 teaspoon garlic powder * 2 tablespoons tomato paste * 1 tablespoon molasses * 1 teaspoon salt * 3 pounds baby back pork ribs Sauce * 1/2 cup chili sauce * 1/4 cup honey * 1/2 cup ketchup * 2 tablespoons steak sauce * 1/4 cup orange juice * 2 tablespoons tomato paste * 1 tablespoon garlic, crushed * 2 teaspoons paprika * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon dried mustard Directions: Prepare the ribs: Combine all ingredients, except for the ribs, in a large stock pot or Dutch oven. He

Are Golfers Clever?
A woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She looked for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog told her, "If you release me, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get it ten times!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world. And he will be ten times richer than you." The woman sa

Withering Flowers
Icy winds release the day I hope that I can find a way My frozen desire locked inside Sometimes I just wish that I could die But courage fades and there's nothing left So I sit alone with my frozen wish Spring brings hope, I look on in disgust I know it's just a matter of time before I mess up. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? Warm breezes blowing outside All I want is to run and hide My life seems so far away I don't want to lose what I have today But all that I want is taken from me That's the way its been for so long I know nothing else, no other way Please just leave me to my sorrow. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? I can not find my way through What more do you want for me to do? Standing alone amidst so many flowers My mind slips away as the leave

Sexual Survey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? - Definetly the eyes......then how big the package is. 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? - Big strong arms. 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? - I have no current boyfriend. 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? - When I realized that woman were crazy at the age of 2. 5. Who was your fist true love? - Trent Reznor.....but I had to stop lusting after him when I found out he was a midget. 6. (women) What is your bra size? - 38DD 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? - When I was 14....and the guys mom caught us. 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? - No....I got caught. 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? - About an inch longer than a Red Bull can and just as wide. 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? - Yep....I like kissing people. 12. Are you straight, bi or gay

Happy
ok on a happier note...i love my friends very much and that last blog wasent about them..it was about a certain situation. if you are my real friend you know that my heart is in the right place and i try to do what i think is best...sometimes i get stuck and i dont know what to do. over the last few months or so ive made some amazing friends and i found someone i love veryyyyy much...its just drama that makes me wanna leave but the good friends i have who make me wanna stay.. So to all those people who made this a good experience for me...THANK YOU!.. oh and PS...i love you rj lol

To All My American Friends
to all my american friends, Happy 4rth of july, its a time to share, the good times and the bad times, the year that has passed, the year that was horriable at the begening, bye the end was really good, the reason why you ask, because of you my love, if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be here, thank you and have a good year, ill be around to the next one.. peace, love and happiness.. bedrock

Survey
For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Y

Me Sick
Hey guys im sorry i havent been around but im in the hospital right now. for massive migrains. I have been in since friday and dont know when i will be out. Thanks for those who care. Ill be back with a full report.. oh by the way . no internet sucks im so bored lol.

Love
I JUST LOST THE BEST THING I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE WHICH WAS MY WIFE OF 12YRS TO ANOTHER MAN! I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IF U LOVE SOMEBODY MAKE SURE U SHOW THEM EVERYDAY SO THAT U DONT LOSE THEM LIKE I DID! ALSO TO MY LOVELY WIFE IF U READ THIS I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT I EVER DID TO U TALK, COMPUTER, AND RUINING UR LIFE SO THAT U NOW HATE ME SO MUCH! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U AND THINK OF U AS DADDYS GIRL AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U WHEN U WHAT TO COME HOME IF THAT EVER HAPPENS TO BE WITH ME AND OUR KIDS

Circles
There are many different circles we come across in our lives. They can be anything from the simplest friendship circles to the more difficult deception circles. Somehow I started thinking about these while I was working on Tuesday and some were more obvious than others to me. All of my life I have never had to really face the fact that I could be as optimistic about things that my own sister couldn't. She couldn't analyze things as well as I could. I can tear apart my life in sections and tell you what I could have changed and what could have stayed the same. But then again, we all know we can't just erase parts of ourselves just for the sake of others. I was born with a neurological disorder that I wish I had never had. I can't change that. It is that obvious that I have a reason I have to live with it. Ok, I am not feeling sorry for myself because there is no reason for it. I have learned that my disorder has changed me mentally and emotionally, which at times I think are the bes

Big Girls Dont Cry
da da da da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your hometown I need some shelter of my own protection baby Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, Dont cry, Dont cry The path that I'm walking, I must go alone I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And

*sigh* I Give Up....
So yeah..I think that I may have messed up something that was gonna be really nice... I wanted something to happen...gave the green light and then started thinking about in the past the times that I'd done that and how it blew up in my face, that I lost that person, even for their friendship....So I changed my mind about the green light...I didn't want it to happen like it did....and if I could do it over I would... And now in my mind that the damage is done....No unfixing it...I was good and played by the rules..and it blew up in my face... And by green light I mean a shag...

Why?
Why, do you always do this to me? Why, couldn't you just see through me? How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at all Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall? I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away I can feel, I can feel you baby, why It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you, I need you Tell me, are you and me still together? Tell me, do you think we could last forever? Tell me, why Hey, listen to what we're not saying Let's play, a different game than what we're playing Try, to look at me and really see my heart Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart? I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away I can feel, I can feel you baby, why It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need yo

To I'm Sorry..all The Guys Who Look Past The Nice Girls
*Here is something that reminds me of girls like me: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk or when I'm drunk for that matter I'm sorry That my body's not slender or sexy enough (sorry im a thick chick with a ghetto booty) to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I actually love it when you open your car door for me, and pull out my chair.. I thought you would have been raised to treat me with respect I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling and watching a movie with you, instead of drinking my life away at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random chick. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when

Love Sucks
Today is the fourth of july.. and i love the fireworks (that i didn't get to see because of my bubby).... but, like everyother holiday it makes me sad.. because it makes remember how much it sucks to have so much love in your heart to give away yet no one to love you back

Le Sigh
Oh man... can't sleep. Need to sleep though. Don't even really know why I'm writing on here instead of on my usual blog. Figured, what the hell, change of pace, right? Switch things up. I spent the day doing nothing. That's probably why I'm not tired. This week has just been a mess, lots of ups and downs. Very frustrating.... very. I've had such high hopes for certain things and then been let down. Sucks. I actually let myself have feeling for someone for the first time in years and I just got kicked in the teeth pretty much. Wonderful! Woohoo! Time to go back to being the stone cold bitch I'm used to being. Gross... at least I told him off, gave it to him hard. Bwahaha. I swear, I can love you to death, or get ya good right in the sweet spot. Bleh. I'm bored. I wish it was friday so I could be up on the island with my boys... at the bar... drinking. Or... something, with someone.

The Destruction Of America
Every day, I am reminded why America is going down the toilet. We pay too much for gas, yet there is no viable alternative. There was in Cali, but then it was killed by GM, and the government (and most likely oil companies). We are a nation who has been to space, but we cannot wean ourselves off of gasoline......come on people. The working class is getting poorer, costs of living are going up, and health insurance is a joke. Pretty soon, all of you rich guys aren't going to have anyone to pay to do your dirty work.....and you aren't going to know how to do it. We are being invaded by another country, and our government is trying to welcome the invaders.......and what makes it worse is that the majority of the people are against any kind of amnesty. When was the last time 60% of the nation agreed on anything? We live in the greatest country in the world, but we are starting down the dark slippery slope, and if we don't change this....were going to be just like ever

As The Clock Ticks On
My spirit laments as the clock ticks on as days pass, lacking notable progress, duplicated after each mocking dawn. My mind’s ambition drives me to distress. Contentment, a foreign virtue to me… Short of historical is not success. Alive are the great minds of history, living through their works’ immortality while I judge my art as merely debris. Grappling with self-loathing brutality, my soul’s encouraging whispers foregone. Dismal haze subdues my mentality. Perhaps tomorrow, hope I’ll chance upon. My spirit laments as the clock ticks on.

25 Random Things About Me
25 random things about Me 1.) I like to sew…. Until it feel like work 2.) I love good food… You can usually tell how someone is going to be in bed, just by the way they eat. 3.) I can’t stand a lier or a thief … I would give someone the shirt off My back if I felt they needed it more than I did 4.) I love to write… Until it feels like work. 5.) I love to paint… It’s good therapy. 6.) I am sadistic… I get giddy when I get to cause pain 7.) I am mouthy… I refuse to bite My tongue… I don’t believe it is healthy 8.) I am stubborn to a fault… I won’t budge if I think I am right. 9.) I am a brat…. What’s Mine… is Mine… 10.) I love babies… They are our hope. 11.) I don’t like to drive… Other drivers scare the hell out of Me. 12.) I don’t like malls…just way too many people. 13.) I am a blogging fool … I love the feed back. 14.) The only way I know how to love is… Unconditionally 15.) Respect is a big thing to Me… To earn respect you must respect yourself 16.) I can work on

Random Survey
For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Y

Sorrow
there a hole in my heart that you ripped a part sit here and wonder what to do should i even be with you do you even want me or are you afraid to set me free feeled with sorrow hoping this will be better tomrow sould i release this beast that no one sees that i keep in a cage this beast know as rage not sure if you want me or if your afraid to set me free dont know what to do my heart is torein in two is there someone else you want to share dont think i dont notice how you stare will someone tell me if were drifing apart or if i still have a place in your heart

I Am This Sweet Hearted Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Who Is Jack Schitt?
For some time, many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, "You don't know Jack Schitt?" Well thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In Turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt,. The deeply religious couple produced six childeren: Hollie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Aguinst her parents objectives Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a highschool dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was known as Noe Shitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disposition named Chick

What Type Of Beauty U Are
You Are a Flawless Beauty! When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare What Type of Beauty Are You?

Sexy Gift Game
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

Career Opportunities
I just applied for a new job yesterday. I like the job I have currently. The people are great. My bosses are supportive. However, the pay lags in a way that I feel is unacceptable. I often feel like my position at work is abused whenever someone calls in sick. I'm constantly expected to pick up the slack. I really can't stand that. Sooooo, I was sitting at my desk yesterday when I noticed a job being advertised with the state I live in. Took one look at the description and knew it was for me. I didn't waste any time drawing up a resume (I didn't have a current one) and sending out an application online. I'm really excited. If I get this opportunity, I'm not going to turn it down. The pay is great ($17/hr) and is much better than what I'm currently getting ($9.97/hr). Similar duties. Requires some travel. Office is like 30-45 minutes away from me (it can be relocated though). So, wish me luck. I was told I'd be guaranteed an interview because of my deafness. I can't wait.

Off The Boat
MARIE AND LEON FROM MESSINA ITALY LEON, TECKLA, MARIE, JOHN SR. (GRANDMA TECKLA WAS FROM THE UKRAINE AND GRANDPA JOHN WAS FROM IRELAND) MOM AND GRANDMA TILLY AND GRANDPA JOHN (YES, SHE WAS 5'11" AND WEARING FLATS IN THAT PIC) MOM AND DAD

Geeks Are Sexy Too!
Why Geeks Make Good Lovers One of the Universal Truths that lie just beyond the fabric of modern society is the axiom that geeks, along with nerds and other peoples who overinvest in intelligence but boast underdeveloped social skills, make the best lovers. Once people realize this, the sexual revolution that will sweep through western culture will make the seventies look like the fifties, and I’m not talking about wider pants. The reasons why geeks are unparalleled as lovers are simple and many: Geeks don’t sleep around Geeks, through their higher IQ and therefore greater understanding of the tragedy of human condition, know that the dice only seem to have more sides on the other side of the table. Hence, they instinctively stay loyal to their lovers through thick and thin. Their social skills are also not well developed enough to support an affair, and frankly, geeks generally aren’t quite sure how they ended up with the lover they have attracted. When you date a geek, you know th

Do's And Don'ts For Healing A Broken Heart
DO watch your vocabulary. We all have an internal conversation with ourselves. Since it shapes our outlook, be careful about the language you choose. Words like "nightmare," "terrible" and "horrible" are catastrophic terms. If you use them, you're bound to spend time dwelling on the negative. Spend more time focusing on what you can do. DO define your real intentions. Are you trying to move past the break-up, or are you hoping to get back with your ex? Define the emotional goal. You won't move on until you've truly accepted that the relationship is over. DO allow yourself to own your feelings. You can't get over being hurt until you know you've been heard. Give yourself permission to express your anger, your sadness—whatever emotions you may be experiencing. It's better to be angry with someone else than to blame yourself. DO learn to trust again. Whenever you get involved in a relationship, you know there's risk. Don't let a bad experience keep you from living

So...some About Me...
Oh God, where to start... I love pizza. I hate making it. Seriously...working at a pizza joint sucks major monkey balls. Grawr. I'm a computer nerd. I practically live online. My YIM is always on...I just might be invisible. I've got a Gaia Online account to keep up with my friends, and I play Kingdom of Loathing. Pirates will again take over the world. I'm not saying this because I think Jack Sparrow is the sexiest pirate to ever sail the seven seas, but because actual, historical pirates were amazing. I graduated from High School and was nineteenth in my class of ninety. Not bad. I plan on going to college to major in Journalism and minor in Creative Writing. I love to write. I've had three boyfriends. The last one just out of nowhere dumped me. Goody. And it scares people that I didnt melt down about it. I have more important things to worry about, really. I am very, very emotional. Like...horribly moody and everything. I got my father's temper, which is not a good

I'm Too Horny!
If there's something I have noticed as of late, though I don't have enough energy in general, my sex drive has been far off the charts lately. I've found myself compelled to masturbate more than usual lately. I'm not complaining because one should be proud to have such a sex drive. I'm 25 years old and I keep wondering if I'll ever meet someone. But anyway, just another observation. Not the first one I've made either. I know that some of my NSFW photos drive certain people nuts and I happen to be open-minded enough that I would post that. I was a very shy person just a few years ago. I guess I've grown into who I really am over time.

We Are Here For Some Fun
Things that irritate a sane person 1. A piece of foil candy wrapper makes electrical contact with your filling. 2. A station comes in brilliantly when you're standing near the radio, but buzzes, drifts and spits every time you move away. 3. It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. 4. People behind you in a supermarket line dash ahead of you to a counter just opening up. 5. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" 6. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. 7. The car behind you blasts its horn because you let a pedestrian finish crossing. 8. The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. 9. The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. 10. The radio station doesn't tell you who sang that song. 11. The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. 12. There are always one or two ice cubes that

New Pics
Ok guys I have sat and uploaded a bunch of new pics... also if you have not checked them out and rated the ones I had... I would much appreciate the love. I love photo comments so have at it... All love will be returned.... :) Have fun with it! Love, Geekette

11 Minutes
A cop was patrolling late at night in a well-known spot. He sees a couple in a car, with the interior light brightly glowing. The cop carefully approaches the car to get a closer look. Then he sees a young man behind the wheel, reading a computer magazine. He immediately notices a young woman in the rear seat, knitting. Puzzled by this surprising situation, the cop walks to the car and gently raps on the driver's window. The young man lowers his window. "Uh, yes, officer?" The cop asks: "What are you doing?" The young man says: "Well, Officer, I'm reading a magazine." Pointing towards the young woman in the back seat the cop says: "And her, What is she doing?" The young man shrugs: "Sir, I believe she's knitting a pullover sweater." Now, the cop is totally confused. A young couple, alone, in a car, at night, in a lover's lane.... and nothing obscene is happening! The cop asks: "What's your age, young man?" The young man says: "I'm 22, sir." The cop asks

Daily Horoscope, July 4
"Secretly you want to know what's at the end of the road before you take the first step. The stars say it's not important to know the exact details about the future -- just trust that it will be there. Now start walking!" Fuck that, I always just start walkin. It usually gets me in trouble.

4th
Well it was a hit with everyone who made it over here the party lasted from noon to 1040pm and the children and adulits loved it. I got a lot of complements on my cooking of the chicken brest and the falovings I used. A good time was hadf by all and the weater cleared for swiming and fishing and the firworks. hope every one else had a great fourth also.

Wednesday 07/04/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt This night, the harbinger of delight calls her coming. Her wanton ways within the winds of darkness. Written in the shadows, her name. The deepest blue, hast the stars likened to her eyes. With warmth, the breeze takes pretense to her skin and from the blackest of night, does the moon kiss her lips and recount moments with her. From the purest bliss her voice sings for me alone, her song, a calling to passion. A life reborn. An emptiness, fulfilled. A heart alive, again. © 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Independence Daze Quiz
Independence Daze Quiz How good are you at separating myth from fact? See if you know the difference between fact and fiction when it comes to these myths about our nation's independence. Questions and answers adapted from Discovery.com. 1) The Fourth of July has been a legal holiday since the American Revolution. a) True b) False 2) Traditionally, the American flag is folded 13 times because each fold bears a special meaning. a) True b) False 3) Benjamin Franklin proposed the turkey as the national bird of the United States. a) True b) False 4) All 56 members of the Continental Congress signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4, 1776. a) True b) False 5) Presidents John Adams and Thomas Jefferson both died on the Fourth of July. a) True b) False 6) The Liberty Bell cracked when it was rung to celebrate American independence on July 4, 1776. a) True b) False 7) The preferred method for dispos

What Is The Point Of An Online Crush?
Number one, this is a WEB SITE. You don't know JACK about someone by looking at their nudes and reading their poems and such. The Crush feature is nothing more than an exclusive bookmark, and I for one have been through so many "crushes" since I signed up here that it's lost all meaning. So until I actually MEET someone I like, I'm not using the crush...and that's gonna be a while.

Family Pimp Out
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More!! More!! More!!
ok...well i never blog..if you havent noticed :P lol i never think i really have anything worth hearing i guess :P but damnit...I have been on ct now for almost a year now...like religously :P like baaaaaaaaad addiction ...i need atleast my daily fix!!! and now...i'm back living with my mom for those of you that dont know...and damnit she's a bigger attention whore than anyone ive ever seen on cherrytap!!!!!!! its crazy!! i hardly have time to be on the computer anymore...and in turn be on cherrytap!!! Like now..im hammered..so i hope im makin sense and not too many typos but anyhow..its 4th of july...shes drunker than f*ck but yet she expects it to be all eyes on her!!! no matter what!! no hands down!! its driving me nuts!!!!!!!!! hahahaha and now i forgot the point of this lmfao!!!! umm..yea...mebbe i just umm...am craving ct MORE! MORE! MORE!!! :P and umm..yea! i love all of you!!! just thought id say so :P lmfao!!! umm..wow that was random :P then again so is this whole damn thing

More And More
the pain keeps resurfacing and I dont know why. I havent been this upset about him since he left me, and I cant understand why all of a sudden its resurfacing. The dreams I have at night keep getting worse and worse, and I find myself feeling like shit every day. I guess maybe I still cant get over what he did to me. He called his mom sometime last week and asked HER if she could get the rest of his stuff from me. AND invited her to a barbeque..... ok, he wouldnt have invited her to his friends house for this, so obviously the "friends" he went to go stay with, is his new girlfriend. The one he apparent directly left me for. Went straight from my home to hers. I doubt he even misses me. But I miss him. More I miss the companionship. He's the only real love I've ever had, and to know that he lied to me, told me he loved me back, and to know that he cheated on me with all these other girls. I feel like he just completley lied to my face about everything so I would take care o

Scopy Scope Has Done Me Wrong
You feel loving, lovely and -- oh, let's be honest -- ever so slightly fuzzy. It's a great time for expressions of affection; ax the canny mental maneuvers. Enjoy this soft and dreamy influence for what it is. And I ask you all my ct friends, fans & family, just who the fuck {pardon my french} am I supposed to use this 'loving, lovely, slightly fuzzy' feeling on???

Shes In My Eyes(for Julie A.k.a Jewls)
I could sit and look at her for hours,this she doesn't understand. Her beauty is like waters flowing in a stream. Like the dawn of a new day,or the setting of the sun. She is all the things on my mind when I close ny eyes to dream. The though of her makes me think of meadows of flowers. Or a cloudless sky so bright warm and blue. She is all things in this world wonderful to look at. Even if I was blind her beauty would still shine through.

Hate
HATE Category: News and Politics I'm still stunned.I wouldnt say shocked but disturbed.I was at work today and I was reading the news and the main story was David Ritcheson,18 years old jump to his death on a cruise ship.commited suicide.Gone.And you ask why.... Why did he do it? He was mentally and emotionally disturbed by what happened to him a little over a year ago. I will give a brief brief telling of the what he endured. He was at a teenage party, fueled by drugs and alcohol. He saw a girl he found attractive, well he made a pass at her and low and behold she was 12 years old. Well a couple boys decided they wanted to take the incident into their own hands and proceeded to beat him,burn him with cigarettes, and they sodomized him with a patio umbrella for 4 hours when they were done they poured bleach on him, They shouted Racist slurs during the entire beating. David was a Mexican American. This past year David has endured over 20 procedures. Should he have come on

Things That Make My Heart Sing
A soft kiss A strong hug The sun on my face A thunderstorm A good glass of wine The rain on my eyelashes A gentle touch A firm hand The breeze in my hair A smile A laugh The love in my man’s eyes A joyful cry A content sigh The grass between my toes A cloudy day A porch swing The haze on the mountain A kite on a string A heart full of love The ocean

The First Writing Assignment
Our first in-class assignment was to write about out last writing intensive course. As a fun little exercise, I am posting my entry, followed by the entry of the other members of my blog group. These are the people who arew supposed to be reading and critiquing my work. I am not correcting spelling, punctuation or grammar. All pieces, including mine, appear exactly as published. I ask an honest opinion of the quality of writing involved here. Don't tell me you liked mine the best or offer some similar sentiment to make me feel good. I want an honest assessment of these pieces of work. My entry I last took a course in writing when I was in my twenties. Now, at the age of 41, I find myself thinking back on that time with fond remembrance. The title of the course is lost to me now, but I do remember the focus was on writing creatively. This appealed to me greatly at the time, as I hoped to be able to make a living as a writer. I remember sitting in the front row, eager

My First Day Of College
This is going to be very long, but I need to vent. Okay, I attended my first class last night, and I must admit that it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was much, much worse. This course, as I understood it, was supposed to focus on business writing. It was my assumption that we would therefore focus on things such as resumes, business letters, and the like. Instead, I discover the class is really all about writing research papers. I might be able to handle that without killing myself, but the teacher added the bonus that everything we write about must be related to a local or national problem with the educational systems in our country. Why? Well, because education is our instructor's interest, and if she's gonna read all those papers, she might as well be interested. Here are some gems from the syllabus, with my comments: Course Requirements and Assignments Academic Blog (20%) You will maintain an academic blog that will serve as both a filter-style b

Kind Of Person
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

New Contest Rules!!!
AS OF TODAY TO WHOEVER ENTERS A CONTEST MUST INFORM EITHER THE OWNERS RUBIA OR SHADOW OR THE SECRETARY"CANDYRAIN" BEFORE IT STARTS...YOU MUST INCLUDE A START DATE AN END DATE AND WHAT THE PRIZE IS...IF YOU DO NOT INFORM US B4 IT STARTS WE WILL NOT HELP BOMB...THERE WILL BE NO TWO FAMILY MEMBERS ALOUD IN THE SAME CONTEST...IF YOU BRING NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN AND THEY ARE CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST THEY MUST NOT JOIN UNTIL THIER CONTEST IS OVER TO BE FAIR TO ALL...

Some Things Will Never Change.
The cheesy smile I had once seen on your face had gone, I realised I hadn't seen you for so long, your skin now pale, your eyes so dull, the love we once had has already failed. I lay next to you in your silk filled coffin, the rose you once held in your hand was gone, I love you so much. The full moon shone above our heads, you should be at home tucked up in bed, Theres so many things I wish I'd said. Your mum picked me up in the car, it was time to say goodbye, it was so hard, I kissed your lips one last time I knew now you would be fine. Now I feel so alone, I cant face the people at home, I dont want anyone to make a fuss, so I'll stay here and miss the bus. Look at me, my tearstained face, do I look out of place? I'll visit your grave everyday, but I wont get over you, no matter what they say.

If A Man Wants You,
If A Man Wants You, If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any diff

How
How can you be so in love with a person, yet still have the most idiotic fights over the most idiotic things? Im 20, and Im pretty sure ive found the woman I want to spend my life with. Ive been threw hellish relationships the past 5 years. This is the only one that has ever made me think about not looking anymore. Now I like to comment girls, who I think look sexy or cute in whatever they wear in a picture. She does the same things to guys, but Im the one getting screamed at constantly about it. Thats not fair now is it? We've fought about this for a month now, its really startin to get on my last damn nerve. I dont know why she's feeling insecure. Im always with her & im always complamenting her. I think shes the hottest person in the world. Look at our picture together. But i dont know how much more stupid fights I can deal with. I dont like not knowing what to do. Anyone got any advice to a guy that needs it badly?

I Just Sat And Watched You
I just sat there and watched you as you walked on by. You didn't even look at me, you acted like I wasn't even there. After everything we shared together, never even fought. You always told me you wanted me, but I needed to trust who you were. We went almost everywhere, shared a lot of good times. And just when I wanted to make love to you, you just left and never looked back. I hate you for proving your a player. And I thank God for making me strong. I don't put out or sleep around, being with someone is only shared with one person and them alone. Was everything about you a lie? Or did you ever give a damn? Just sitting there and watching you walk on by, I just cried. But not for you, I cried out of happiness, that I will never be a notch in your belt. I will always be something on your mind...the wonder and the desire of what you never had.

A Few Words Of Caution
A few words of Caution By Paul R. Mays 07/04/07 I wanted to write about the concept of a book on a friend says hes writing about “Failures of This Administration” . I have issues on even the writing of such a book and let me explain a bit. First I think the 1st amendment is critical to a free society but with that freedom come responsibility. Let’s first take a look back at WW2 as many people have never lived through a winning of war. Let’s say that after the attack on Pearl Harbor we had a bunch of writers write about the failures of that administration, and there were many. What might be the effect on what would happen in the future? First off the writings would be used by the Japanese to show how the Imperialist Americans have a corrupt government and was bent on ruling the world. Remember that only the Allies had freedom of the press. Our enemies would take the writings of well meaning Americans and use them to ramp up propaganda on how the people must stand and supp

Oh Nooo! Please Stop The Violins!
My band and i finished remixing a song yesterday, we had already submitted a remix of this song to the record company but they didnt like the first remix and i for one wasnt surprised, i thought that the first version sucked ass. I really love the guys who are in my band but we all have our flaws, one of the guys has this fixation on violin sounds and if you leave him alone at the studio he will start filling up the song he is working on at any given time with violin samples, i might go out to buy cigarettes and when i return our song will have turned into something sounding like the London Philharmonic Orchestra rehearsing at a dance club.. Anyway, we managed to keep the violins out of this remix thankfully and also i managed to keep some of my guitars in there, ok, they edited out about 90% of what i played but i still got to keep the best bits in the song. Now i really hope we arent going to do any more remixing for a while so we can focus on writing and recording songs for our o

Love Life Bestfriend???
I sit alone in the dark, I look at the view of the park, there you sit with my best friend, dont lie to me, dont pretend, you think i dont know you cheat and lie, well I do and i sit here and cry. Your enough to drive me round the twist, so i'll find a sharp object and slit my wrists, I dig in the knife, I'll drag it, I'm fed up, I hate my life, the blood is pouring from my veins, you drove me to this, you sent me insane. You walk in my room and kiss my lips, I send you on a guilt trip, you bent down and held me tight, this is when I saw the light, I see you cry, I no longer want to die.

Transatlanticism
The Atlantic was born today and I'll tell you how... The clouds above opened up and let it out. I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere When the water filled every hole. And thousands upon thousands made an ocean, Making islands where no island should go. Oh no. Those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats. I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat. The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door have been silenced forever more. The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row It seems farther than ever before Oh no. I need you so much closer. I need you so much closer. So come on, come on.

People Really Need To Know Both Sides Of The Story....
I see people that my husband knows are checking out my profile. You should ALL remember that there are 2 sides to every story. I wouldn't jump to conclusions and make decisions about me just yet....You want to know my side? Ask me, then say what you will. Doesn't matter to me either way. I have always admitted my wrong doing,But i refuse to be accused of cheating on Stanley, not loving him, or having a "new boyfriend" now. Even tho IF i did, what would that matter to anyone? He/you think "someone" is interferring with our relationship. I know who he/you are talking about. Thing is she has NOTHING to do with this. I found what i did on my own. Thing is i ALWAYS find something. Do not get mad at someone who has done nothing but try to help us out and NOT tell either one of us that we need to move on. How many times has that been said to him/you by his/your friends? Yes she may have said some stuff that pissed him/you off, but think about it. She ALWAYS helped us out when we would fight.

Welcome To My World
Of insanity... I'd plea the fifth but then this wouldnt be any kind of blog huh? Just messing around here, getting the feel of things. Oh the feels, feel so good.....hehe See if I can learn how to make my little world more purdy like so many others here...lol... otherwise, im just plain ole me... Ok ...enough of this non-sense... chow for now..

Shattered And Broken
shattered hearts and broken promises as i lay in my bed , with the blankets pulled over my face so you cant see these tears i remember all the promises you made to me i remember the day you said forever , but was it all a lie? when you saw him you forgot all about me, its like i was never there at all. i remember your cold painful words that day i answered the phone i threw down the reciever and let my tears fall to the floor and as the blood ran down my arm i remebered the day you said forever, and i let the metal slice deeper through my flesh and as i lay there dying, i muttered out my last word " forever isnt long enough"

Contest
i just entered a contest that starts on fri the 6th , This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only so please bomb my profile and ill send the same love hope every 1 has a wonderful happy 4th

Happy Independance Day To All
HAPPY 4TH TO ALL, HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A BLAST. I WENT OUT SIDE MY DOOR AND WATCHED A FEW BUT CAME IN AFTER A BIT, THE BUGS LIKE TO EAT ON ME SO I DECIDED I DIDNT WISH TO DIG AND SCRATCH ALL NIGHT FROM BITES. I DIDNT HAVE ANYTHING TO CHASE THEM AWAY, THEY FOR SOME REASON LOVE TO ATTATCH THEMSELVES TO ME LIKE A LEECH. ANY WAYS EBOUGH OF THAT, I AM GOING TO GO FOR A BIT, GOING TO RATE THESE PPL. I LOVE ALL OF YOU EVEN IF YOU DISLIKE ME. TAKE CARE AND BE SAFE . YOUR FRIEND LISA AKA TEQUILA SUNRISE OR SEXUAL CONTENTS, HEHE

Happy July 4th To All
Today is a day to celebrate America's Freedom. Today I keep thinking of ALL the soldiers past/present/future who gave their lives and/or limbs so that this country can BE free and STAY free. So to ALL who has served/are serving/will serve in any branch of the Armed Forces,,,, Happy July 4th!!! I thank you for fighting for my family, past/present/future!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get More at COMMENTYOU.com KT

This Is Getting Fukin Ridiculous!!!!!!
Okay, so at the end of May they told me I have Multiple Sclerosis and 7 holes in my brain and started me on daily shots of Copaxone to keep it from getting worse. 2 weeks ago they tell me I have "Unclassified Connective Tissue Disease" which I guess is like Lupus, minus 1 or 2 symptoms........ Yesterday I get a call from my Primary, they want to see me ASAP! So, I go in & they tell me I have a blockage in one of my heart arteries & a hole in my heart............. WHAT THE FUCK??????? Now the want to do an angiogram, and go UP my artery,,,,,,now mind you I can bleed to death from this! I hate doctors, the whole medical world is a bunch of lying fukin QUACKS & I am totally fed UP!!!!! I have a PHARM salad for breakfast & another for bedtime........ I have 12 meds a day......... I am 30 years old, have 6 kids & no goddam life insurance! My accidental death policy only pays if I die from an ACCIDENT,,,,,,,not illness........ Then to top it ALL off, I find out I scored #

Forget And Forgive.
Baby, Forget the fights Forget tonight Forget how weak we can really be Look past he blood across my wrists The shattered glass stuck in my heart Take me now and make me strong Or break me and tear me apart I promise this is not how it’s gonna end. Not this way, not over this, We’ll go through worse so just forget it and kiss me… We’re nothing going down this way… Hold me close and don’t let me go… Never let me go… So… kiss my lips and ease my pain Let’s forget the world and its hurtful game Grab your guitar and play me a lullaby So I can fall asleep and know that your still there The song you play plays in my dreams Maybe this isn’t going to be as hard as it seems, Now play me that lullaby… So I can drift away and die. Tend to your wounds, I’ll do what I can, I apologized for tonight, This surely wasn’t my plan, I didn’t mean to get so mad, To break the lamp, the mirror and TV God and everything else I had… I didn’t mean to hurt you, I only meant to hu

I Am Sooo New Jersey
You Are 97% New Jersey! Wow, you're totally Jersey. There's no doubt about it. Congratulations, and always be proud to be Jersey--it's a great thing to be!How New Jersey Are You?Make Your Own Quiz

Poem
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Save The Best For Last
Your looking for that special one Ive never left your side Everytime they've broken your heart Id hold you while you cried You'd rush back out to find a man I waited for your return They'd lie and cheat, and treat you badly I hoped one day youd learn But you kept overlooking me I was always there for you I was only a friend in your eyes And i always spoke the truth I let you cry on my shoulder tonight And I pray one day that you will see That over the years and heart ache The one who has always loved you was me

Big Words
There were tons of rumors about them. They were burnouts and vegans. They had pierced their bodies in strange places and had tattoos of runes and symbols and foreign languages all over. They were Satan worshippers, witches. They performed strange occult rituals involving decapitating animals and drinking blood. There were rumors that the guys in the group had taken the girls as their wives, and that they all shared them with one another. They engaged in bondage and torture and self-mutilation. They had sex with corpses. They were all gay. If you believed everything, they were tattooed Satan-worshipping Goth Mormon homosexual S&M piercing necrophiliac drug-using vegetarians. As Simple As Snow Gregory Galloway

Day 2 7-4-07
ok now at the end of the day, i cashed in my change and gave two rides, spent some on beer and now i have a net of 31 and a pocket full of change. maybe this will finally get me to save money...but i am up tp something 2000 is my goal...

Forward From My 14 Year Old
My 14 year old Son sent this to me tonight. He can be really perceptive sometimes. And he doesn't want to see his Mom hurting....... Subject: when a girl!!! "When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says "I love you" ... she means it. When a GIRL says "I miss you" ... no one in this world can miss you more than that Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who wil

Love Is Everything!
when you love somebody no natter what, never sleep with anyone else until you are over that person. Because you can loose the one who truly loves you and regret it. so make sure you are really over her/him. I LOVE you Nicholas and until I'm over you I'll be waiting for you to come home to mommy

Family Emergrency
TO FAMILY THIS RUBIA I WILL BE OFF LINE OFR THE NEXT FEW DAYS DUE TO THE FACT MY EX HUSBAND AN GIRLFRIEND ABUSE MY SON, MY EX HUSBAND WHO CHOKED AN SLAM MY SON IN TO A WALL OVER ICES PLEASE BARE WITH ME ANY ONE NEEDS HELP GO TO SHADOW OR CANDYRAIN ALSO CHERRY HAS A FAMILY PROBLEMALSO SHE HAD TO LEAVE FOR HER SISTHIER SHE WILL BE BACK ON STAURDAY EVENIN PLZ KEEP CHERRY IN THE LEAD IM SORRY LOVE RUBIA

South Park Character
You scored as Kenny, Kenny, the kid from a poor family, always wears a heavily padded hooded parka, and therefore everything he says is muffled. It's a good thing too, because most of what he says is filthy. For some bizarre rason, Kenny is always being killed, at least once, in every episode of the show. Kenny69% Kyle.44% Cartman31% Stan25% Which Southpark Character Are You? (With pictures.)created with QuizFarm.com

Alone Again
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my friends say it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

American
If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife. I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today, ‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away. And I’m proud to be an American where as least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee, across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea, From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA, Well, there’s pride in every American heart, and it’s time to stand and say: I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless t

Bathroom
there she was, on the floor crimson blood flowing through the cracks the knife she had used lie on her chest forever stained red the mirror cracked and broken, everything thrown pell-mell over the floor sadness and depression etched into the very depths of her eyes tears had streamed down her delicate features thinking nobody loved her thinking she was ugly and unwanted her friends and family mourned for her no one ever stepped into that bathroom again too much grief came over the person when they looked in remembering the once happy girl that could make anyone fall in love with her just by flashing her playful smile

Happy 4th Of July To All Firefighters/soldiers/law Enforcement/rescue Workers
YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AT WHAT YOU DO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO AND FOR KEEPING THIS GREAT NATION FREE AND SAFE YOU ALL ARE OUR BACKBONE AND WE DEPEND ON YOU ALL TO KEEP US ALL SAFE LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU ALL FROM ME AN MY FAMILY TO YOU ALL. LOVE YOU LOTS THE COWGIRL IN PINK

In The Kitchen...
So, lately I've been feeling rather creative in the kitchen. Last week, I made pizza (complete with a homemade crust) that was so good, it caused the A/C to go out (okay, so it was the heat of a 400 degree oven for hours on end that did it - still). Last night, I made a chicken jambalaya that was fucking incredibly good - even without the traditional andouille sausage and shrimp. Tonight, I'm making Italian bread from scratch. It's funny, even with my love of food and cooking, I never bothered to try and open my own restaurant. My father used to manage restaurants, and told me about the difficulty of making a restaurant successful. With where I live (between Baltimore and DC), the competition is hellishly intense. Even as a resident, I've seen countless restaurants fail. I think the main reason I choose not to open a restaurant (besides my father's warnings) is that I don't have enough recipes of any single cuisine to really create a theme. I know Italian, Cajun, Marylan

Sad But True
My eyes filled with sorrow, my heart an empty place, your touch, smile and beauty, can only fill that space, sometimes I think there's no reason, to live another day, then I think of you and my children, and it leaves that thought a stray, then in my mind you linger, and again I'm feeling sad, I never had a clue, being apart could hurt so bad, my soul is already taken, and you know it belongs to you, you're my life, you're my love, my heart belongs to you.

True Love
The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love

Could Be The One
i have met a young lady that is just every thing i hoped to meet.i enjoy our talks and just thinking of how it could be makes me happy.could this be the love i need in my life and in my heart.i hope that i also make her feel like some one special cause she has brought me alot of joy.love ,happiness,and joy is what i hope to find in this person.i must say that so far things are great and i hope it just gets better as time goes on ...for all who reads this just wish me luck and pray that all works out for me...wil

Lemon Cake
Lemon Cake Ready for the perfect summer dessert? Serve this fabulous cake with lemon curd or fresh raspberries, or just enjoy it with a cup of tea -- or a glass of iced tea. Credit: Barefoot Contessa Parties! by Ina Garten Servings: 16 Ingredients: * 1/2 pound unsalted butter at room temperature * 2 1/2 cups granulated sugar * 4 extra-large eggs at room temperature * 1/3 cup grated lemon zest (6 to 8 large lemons) * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon baking powder * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 1 teaspoon kosher salt * 3/4 cup freshly squeezed lemon juice * 3/4 cup buttermilk at room temperature * 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract Glaze * 2 cups confectioners' sugar * 3 1/2 tablespoons freshly squeezed lemon juice Directions: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Grease two 8 1/2-by-4 1/4-by-2 1/2-inch loaf pans. Cream the butter and 2 cups granulated sugar in the bowl of an electric mixer fi

100 Random Things About Me (in No Order Whatsoever)
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any

"walking The Dog"
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said "OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" (YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!! !! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

Shrimp And Crab Gravy
Shrimp and Crab Gravy This quick and simple dish really spotlights the briny deliciousness of the shellfish. It's just terrific served over grits. Credit: Lifestyle Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 2 pounds shrimp * 1/2 pound bacon * 2 medium onions, chopped * 2 tablespoons butter, divided * Salt and pepper, as needed * Flour, as needed * 1 pound cooked crabmeat (or a mix of white meat and claws) * Cooked rice or grits, for serving Directions: Wash, head (if using heads-on shrimp), peel and devein the shrimp. Cut the bacon into 1-inch slices. Cook the bacon in a large skillet until brown. Drain the grease. Set the bacon aside. Add the onions and a pat of butter. Brown the onions. Set aside with the bacon. Sprinkle the shrimp with salt and pepper. Roll in flour. In the skillet, lightly brown the shrimp in a pat of butter. Add the onions and bacon. Stir. Add enough water to cover the mixture. Add the cooked crabmeat. Cov

Friends & Family
I am asking all my friends and family members of ct to give me something that shows who they are , so I may add it to my page. I will give special thanks with your name by you item that you pick , it would be a honor to show everyone my friends and family , it can be anything from music to pics...stc... HUGS AND KISSES LIZZY

Fresh Fruit Salsa Chicken
Fresh Fruit Salsa Chicken Here, a tangy-sweet fruit salsa makes a wonderful accompaniment to chicken cutlets. The dish is great with couscous or brown rice, or, if you care to go the extra mile, rice pilaf. Credit: Francis Anthony, the Love Chef Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 4 large chicken cutlets * Soy flour (approximately 1/2 cup, more if needed) * 3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil * 1 tablespoon unsalted butter * 1/2 cup chopped red onion * 1/2 jalapeno pepper, finely chopped * 1/2 cup white wine * 2 1/2 cups diced fresh fruit (nectarines, peaches, plums, kiwifruit or any combo) * 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice * Salt to taste * Freshly ground black pepper * Cilantro sprigs Directions: Dust the chicken with soy flour. In a medium skillet, gently saute the cutlets in the olive oil and butter until cooked. Remove to a warm platter. Add the onion and jalapeno (and additional oil, if needed) and saute un

Okay
So now im back - but i'm not staying long. I'm only staying till 10 or so...I've got to work in the morning. Gotta take a sleeping pill to sleep through this chit they're doing outside. Bah! I didnt sleep while I was gone. I ended up watching the stuff I had saved on TiVo. Much love - have a Safe & Happy 4th!!!

Aww No Fun For Me :(
Well it's the 4th of July and I have to work how sucky is that?? What's worse though is I have to work in Salinas which is 200 miles aways from where I live and I start at midnight. I'm gonna miss out on all the good BBQ and fireworks since I have to leave by 8 to make it down there on time. Oh well I get holiday pay :D and maybe I'll see a few fireworks being shot over the bay on the way down there :D

Dr.pepper Contest
Hey guys help me out Im trying to win this contest and Im pretty far behind so Id appreciate any help I can get..Thanks.. BTW---for those who might think so I am NOT begging simply ask for the help of my friends and if this is begging to you...I dont want your help!! BamaBelle

My Child
i love my child. she is 4 yrs old and she is a good kid most of the time. i just dont know what is up with her today all she has done is get in trouble. and i am sick of haveing to get on to her as often as i do. she dont listen to me anyway so sometimes i just dont see the point. but yet we still get on to her like we are suppose to do. im just ready for her to get out of this thing that she is going though really. cause i just cant take it anymore. this is another bitch of the day. it anyone thinks that they can help plz comment cause i just dont know what to do anymore.

My Transformers Movie Review................
...............Very good, a solid popcorn flick and it has a lot of humor in it. There is a little "adult" humor, but most jokes may go over the little one's heads, you may have to explain what "masturbation" is. I enjoyed it.

Cancer Can Be Beat!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Freedom, Part Ii
Despite my unwavering love of fun and freedom, I've never particularly liked Independence Day. Almost without fail, the 4th arrives and I find myself anything but free. One year I was in Colorado. It was 110 degrees out, and I was sleeping in a camper. My family assured me it would cool off at night. It did. It got down to brisk 104. Last year I had the brilliant idea that I should go camping over the 4th. I was working ridiculous hours last summer, staying out all night, and getting no sleep, so it seemed like a good chance to escape for a while. Lounge in the woods, swim, hike... a genius plan, really. I proposed the idea to my co-workers and they agreed to join me. We reserved a camp-site on the 2nd of July at the only park available. There was no power, no running water, no facilities save for a circle of port-a-potty contraptions that stank up a square mile of the campsite. The "beach" consisted of a pebbly twenty-foot strip of goose shit. The water was murky,

Leveling Up
Hey there all my cherries! I am not far from leveling up, but I need your help. I am a little over 3,300 points away from my next level, so it would be awesome if you guys could help me out by commenting and rating my newest pics or any pics that haven't been rated yet. I have a new album of a photo shoot that me and my girlfriend took. Feel free to comment and rate those as well.

Be Sure And Add My Outlaw Johnny Rodes
ONLY ONE GREAT OUTLAW WITH SOUTHERN ETIQUETTE SO BUY HIS CD BE COME A FAN, HE WON'T DISAPPOINT YOU EVER !!! :) HES IN MY FAN OF, ENJOY HIS VIDEO RIP HIS BANNERS ADD TO UR PROFILE TELL HIM JODY SENT YA !! 28 Miles To GoAdd to My Profile | More Videos

I Love Hellraiser!!
i just wanta tell people how happy iam and how much i'm in love with hellraiser.. he is on this sit.. and we both love each other and plan on moving in togther... and gettting married... he is the best thing to happen to me in a long time...band im so happy now... i have never been this happy... i love u hellraiser im your babygirl 4 life.... i can't wait to be u wife soon...

Masterbation
This is 1 of my blog posts from a friend that I subscribe to her blogs on myspace.. < Back home | Unsubscribe | rss | add to blog group | sign out Py Kim Last Updated: May 28, 2007 Send Message Instant Message Email to a Friend Unsubscribe Invite to My Blog Gender: Female Status: Married Age: 44 Sign: Pisces City: LOS ANGELES State: CALIFORNIA Country: US Signup Date: 07/26/06 Who Gives Kudos: TONY MARTIN B (2) Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Masturbation Talks: let's celebrate the July 4th with masturbation Masturbation Talks: Let's Celebrate the July 4th with Masturbation Too hot to deal with some logical or serious things today. So let's be lazy and just talk about masturbation. And let's celebrate the July 4th with masturbation Here might be your story on Masturbation: You are alone in the apartment you've shared for the last five months, ever since you became engaged, got

I Will Be Back!!!
HI I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO LET ALL MY FAMILY, AN FREINDS KNOW THAT THIS IS MY LAST BLOG BEFORE I LEAVE FOR ARIZONIA, I WILL BE TEARIN DOWN THE COMPUTER IN THE MORNING... SO I WONT GET TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ALOT OF YOU. I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER I WONT BE GONE LONG. AN I LOVE YOU ALL... JESSI MY BEST FREIND WILL BE MY CHERRY TAP INFORMER TO ALL OF YOU THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, TOO LET YOU KNOW I HAVE MADE IT THERE AN THAT I AM OK. AN WHEN I WILL BE UP AN RUNNIN ON THE NET AGAIN.. JESSI, LYNN AN HEATHER, I WILL MISS YOU EVERYDAY!!! I WILL LEAVE YOU COMMENTS BEFORE I TEAR DOWN THE COMPUTER AN PACK IT AWAY. I WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT WAY YOU DONT THINK IM DESERTING YOU. IM STILL SCARED OF THE NEW EXPERIENCES THAT LYE AHEAD OF ME AN THE VERY BEST OF BEST FREIND IM LEAVING BEHIND.... JESSI LEE I WILL MISS YOU THE MOST YOU HAVE BEEN THE BEST FREIND AN BEEN WITH ME THROUGH GOOD GUY TIMES AN BAD GUY TIMES LOL.. BUT REMEMBER AS I DO WE HAVE PHONE, INTERNET, AN VACATIONS. ALL 4 OF US GIRLS

7/4/07
Happy 4th of July everyone, we actually didn't do anything for the 4th today, so it was kinda boring and I was hoping there would be fireworks somewhere tonight but it's storming now, so that isn't gonna happen lol. I pretty much did the usual chatting and listening to music. My brother is doing alot better now other than with his bowels, but they are keeping him til the 14th instead of the 11th to see if they can't at least improve it a little bit since it may or may not come back completely anyway. He has a new roommate since the other one went home on Tuesday but I haven't heard much about him so I don't know if he was as cool as the other one or not, but Daniel was a really cool guy and I feel bad for him and his wife and daugther that he was hurt so badly and will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life at such a young age, but at least he is like my brother and is alive. I think my brother's accident was good in that it's changed his life some which is what h

Happy 4th
Happy 4th of July to everyone. I'm sitting at home, enjoying the quiet. My fiance is out fishing with his nephew and the kids are at their mom's house. It's nice to have quiet but if they stay gone to long, I'll go nutz. Yesterday...July 3,2007...my cousin gave birth to a bouncing baby boy. His name is Austin Lee. He weighed in at 8lbs. 9oz and was 20 1/2inches long. Rumor has it he looks just like his daddy. Congrats to the family and I wish ya'll the best of luck.

A Master Is......
A Master is confident A Master is self assured A Master knows the soul of a sub/slave A Master knows what he wants and does not divert from his goal. A Master is content in himself. A Master has strong character. A Master understands... "A slave should always be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows" A Master seeks the mind before the body, any 'body' can be aroused, but few minds can be owned A Master has control of his life, rather than letting his life control him. A Master is gentle in his strength and strong in his gentleness. A Master does not need to seek acceptance from others, for he has acceptance of self. A Master does not need to announce his mastery, it is shown in all that he does. A Master can control with a simple look across the room. A Master is not afraid of punishment, for he knows it is his responsibility. A Master accepts his slave/sub for who she is, building on her weaknesses, building her s

Respect Between Master And Submissive
Respect means no interruption. Respect means no confrontation. Respect means no accusastion. Respect means no "mocking," Especially, no mocking of elders. Respect means no lies between us. Respect means no betrayal of confidence. Respect means no "ripping off." Respect means no hording. Respect means no "Lording it over" someone. Respect means no ordering around. Respect means no yelling in anger. Respect means no bad language. Respect means no name calling. Respect means controlling yourself. Respect is not a commodity. Respect is a way of being. Respect is in our chest not in our hand. Respect is for all of life. Respect is for every species in the world, including all races. Respect is for all our relations. Respect is focusing on and dealing in "issues" and not "personalisms." Respect is focusing on "what" is right rather than "who" is right. Respect means owning our own negativity and not being a "Blame Shifter.

Top 6 Smartass Answers For 2006
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. 'Would you like dinner?' the flight attendant asked John, seated in 1st class. 'What are my choices?' John asked. 'Yes or no,' she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat. She said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub.' SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a butcher, 'Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The butcher replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead.' SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. 'I've been waiting for you all day,' the cop said. The kid replied, 'Yeah, well I got he

All I Am Looking For
I kneel before you and bow my head My submission I give to you You are my Master, my Lord and Protector Always there to show me how To be my best to guide me Along the path I chose to walk To be your submissive and server you Is all I am looking for ©cherrie 2007

I'm 84% Redneck (should I Be Upset By This?)
(x) have you ever lived in the country? (x) shot a gun? (x) own a gun? (x) hunted? (x) driven a truck? Subtotal = 5 (x) chewed tobacco? (x) gone camping? (x) listened to country? (x) owned a country cd? (x) fished? (x) worn a cowboy hat? (x) worn cowboy boots? Subtotal = 7 (x) ridden a horse? (x) seen a farm? (x) worked on a farm? ( ) lived on a farm? (x) fed a farm animal? (x) worn carhartt? (x) lived in a small town? (x) worked on a car? Subtotal = 7 (x) seen a nascar race? ( ) been to a nascar race? (x) been to an oval track? (x) seen a demolition derby? (x) seen a figure 8 race? (x) talked on a cb radio? (x) had a cb in your car? ( ) seen smokey and the bandit more than 10 times? Subtotal = 6 (x) watched the dukes of hazzard episodes? (x) owned more than two cars that don’t run? (x) been to a junkyard ( ) been a racist (x) been in a ford vs. chevy argument? (x) gone cow tipping? (it dont exactly work like that) (x) went frog gigging? S

If He.........
If he were a color, he’d be the bluest sky, As the sky touching my earth, Ever yearning for his touch upon me. If he were a feeling, he’d be like the vast midnight sky, Filled with shimmering diamond stars. Leaving me clutching the earth as I dizzily stare into his eyes. If he were a sound, he’d be the hushed rustling of leaves, On a warm summers day as I lay in the shade, soothed by his voice. If he were a scent, he’d be wild mint, gently crushed and fresh. Like catnip to a cat, intoxicating me to playfulness. He is my Master, leather and velvet, Leaving me deliriously swimming in emotions, Leaving me speechless in silent joyful song, Leaving me yearning for the fulfillment that is him, Leaving me lost but found. Leading me ever deeper into the unknown. ©cherrie 2007

You Know What Sucks?
You know what sucks? Well... the Cardinals are right now, for one. But what REALLY sucks is how people in St. Louis drive. NOBODY'S cars came equipped with blinkers. They are an optional feature in the St. Louis area. I have also found that we have 5 million people in the metro area- and not one single person, besides myself, knows that unless you're passing- you shouldn't be riding in the left lane. I HATE ST. LOUIS DRIVERS! God bless xanax... without it, there would be a lot more road rage!

Drifting In And Out Of My Insanity
horoscope for today Why so serious? Well, you do have a lot on your mind these days? You're mind can't seem to focus on one matter for more than few minutes. That's okay. Everyone needs to drift occasionally.

Independence Day
this is a special blog for the military men who cant be with their familes to celebrate what they are fighting for. this country may be run by morons, but its the best country in the world so god bless the men and women in the military and may you come home safe

Stuff
Well, works been going well. I've been busy as hell, but certainly enjoying it. I work with a bunch of really nice bubbly people... although there are of course those crazy customers... but i've not had any crazy mean ones, just crazy, WEIRD. So, other than that, things are great. I miss my babies, like, MAJOR.... but thats to be expected. I'm really getting adjusted to work, my new life, etc. And yesterday I was talkin to mom, (who isn't my "real" mother per se...) and we were talking about everything going on in our lives, and everything and stuff, and when she was hopping offline, she said "i love you", and a few minuets later, it hit me, and I just started bawling. I've not had an adlut female in my lief that I could truly consider a mother-figure in my life since my mother died, but Lynda has been there for me through so much, and 'held my hand' through a lot. She's a strong woman and i adore her. I feel so lucky to have her in my life.... AND tiffany is thinking about becoming

This Week...
Well this week started out on a great note. First thing Sunday morning i Passed my CDl test so i could start driving 18 wheelers acrossed country Legally. Then tuesday i found a couple companies to drive for, which wont be a problem. Won my 2 softball games tuesday nite, then went to the bar to put down a cold one or 3 and ran into a great friend of mine that just got home from Iraq. I have never relized how much our troops do for us until i sat and talked with him about his missions over seas. Then today July 4th in which is my fav. holiday i have sat home and had a BBQ with family. having a bon fire and met some new great people on here. I hope i can meet some more in my near future. My life in the past three days has changed alot. I have relized the good and the bad choices that have made recently are catchin up to me. So please help me keep this great week going. Peace Ryan

Be Back Later
I will be back in a little while. 2615! Thats how many comments I still need. I'm gonna go lay down for a little while right now - I've got a migraine. See you all soon. Thank you to all those that helped me get to where I am at on that contest picture.

Beware Of This Person. Do Not Enter Her Contests!! (repost From A Friend)
BEWARE PLAYER ALERT!!!!!! This girl holds contest and DOESNT pay up on her blast. A good friend of mine got into one of her contest and its been over a month now and she will not give him his blast. He tried to ask her about it and she blocked him and I sent her a letter and she blocked me now to. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE beware on entering any contest or giveaway she might host and please repost and let all your friends know. **booshine**@ CherryTAP

Tears Are Never Enough
My mind begins to wonder My heart begins to race As the memory of you Drifts back into place I got a picture of you smiling With a sparkle in your eyes You looked at me so gently And kept me mesmerized AS much as I tired Your face wouldn't go away Your eyes, your lips, your smile, I thought of you all day It was soon about 3 With you still on my mind I thought while listening to music In a flash it was 9 I made my bed To get some rest As I lay down I thought of nothing less The most important memories Replayed over and over again And I realized how I missed you As the days replayed again No, I hadn't known you very long But you had such an effect on me You captured my heart within a day As I begin to fall wishing for you and me The way it felt when we touched The way you made me feel It seemed that you were too perfect To even be real And that's when the tears Begin to form in my eyes They told myself how much I missed you, But I did n

The Meeting
“Get down on your knees now bitch” I did as I was commanded and knelt before you staring up at you with amazement. I still couldn’t believe that I was here, it was all very surreal. I just stared up with eyes wide awaiting your next command for me. I sat perfectly still never once thinking to move from my stance until you released me. You ran your hands through my hair tugging gently as you walked around me in circles over and over. You were inspecting every inch of me that you could. You never said a word, just ran your hands through my hair and wrapped it around your fingers once in a while as you watched me sit there. I could see the stirring in your jeans the longer you watched; you must have been pleased that I was obeying you. That was all I wanted, to make you happy. “Put your hands down and keep them at your side. Use your mouth and take my jeans down. Once they are down I want you to worship my cock until I tell you to stop.” I did as I was told and put my han

Happy Fourth
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I hope you you have a good one and you managed NOT to burn anything

Does He Ever Get The Girl...
I lost the girl I love due to my own stupidity... I didn't cheat on her, I never abused her... my mistake was not giving her the attention I should have. This is a girl that I have loved for like 4 years and in that time things haven't been the smoothest. Between her coming and going from college, issues with roommates getting in the way, our own problems were magnified and constantly drawn out. Like a moron I was letting what others said get in the way of how I really feel, and I began to withdraw from her. I wish I never did. I wish she would come home... back to our place. Right now she has been spending a lot of time with friends and being out, and it worries me... I'm afraid she'll forget about me. I want to show her the love I did that first year together, before all the room mates, before the college days... I miss her...

Movie Review
CB's Review of The Transformers July 4, 2007 Upon talking to a few people who had already seen The Transformers and growing up being an avid fan of the cartoon series in my youth, needless to say I was a bit skeptical of going to see such an overhyped movie. But hey, I was let go early from work and it was either the movie or 5 premature Miller Genuine Dratfs at the bar. So off I go. Once I bought my ticket and got in my seat, anticipation began to rise. The Transformers. Will this movie give Optimus Prime and Megatron it's just due? Hrmmmm... Initially I felt the beginning was quite the drag, laboring through yet another movie boasting military might and technology in America. The Bernie Mac scenes proved the comic relief needed through the arduous beginning. Bumblebee's appearance on the car lot was a very demure appearance, though he rendered himself justice as the movie went on, assimilating the appearance of GM's new 08 Camaro. Once again, the military's role in th

Freedom, Part I
Despite city ordinances prohibiting fireworks, the neighbor children are having a helluva time blowing shit up. Last night, as I lay in bed, exhausted from days of mind-numbing study, I tried to relax, but kept jumping every time another rocket blasted, a whistler screamed through the air. Mauberly jumped, too, and she hopped into bed with me, slept a little closer than normal. I'm not sure how she thought I could protect her from the juvenile delinquents, but it was a sweet gesture. Perhaps she thought she was protecting ME. The incessant popping and banging conjured up memories. Twelve years ago, on the fourth of July, I was freed from my virginity--made fully independent from whatever shred of innocence I'd clung to. I had just turned sixteen and was dating a boy named Tim. We'd been seeing each other since New Years, when we so predictably kissed as the ball dropped, as his balls rubbed against my thighs. We were a horny little pair, a devilish set. He was a y

Marys Revenge
THIS POEM ME AND MY SISTER WROTE, BECUZ OUR STEP MOTHER LEFT OUR FATHER, AND WE WERE VERY VERY ANGRY. SOO DON'T TAKE OFFENCE TO IT Vexed, Confused and out of breath find myself willing to pay for your death Just love to punch you in your thin lips while my sister gives you kidney shots in your butterfly hips Hope you realize by causing our dad so much grief you've just earned yourself, a whole lotta beef If our dad dies I'm gonna spend the rest of my life hunting you down cause its serious beef no foolin' around I will make sure you live your life with pure struggles cause you abandoned our dad your precious cuddles Be careful which streets you walk and be selective where you sleep cause were gonna make you pay for my dads broken heart that you still keep We'll come and get you, and we won't make a sound becuz the next time your family see's you your gonna be six feet in the ground So don't you think that you played us for a fool becuz I'll co

My Desolate Heart
Somewhere within myself there is an oasis. A haven to escape to. Where a lush valley with fragrant flowers and a babbling brook flows quietly in the background. The area of this oasis was a much larger place at one time. Where I could kick off my shoes and feel the grass beneath my feet. Inhaling the intoxicating aromas of exotic fauna that had flourished. To maintain this place beholden to myself was simple, a few moments of happiness. The more bliss betwixt my existence, the more fervently my garden bloomed. Now when I attempt to escape to my secret hideaway, the smaller and smaller it seems. Once the edges were permeated with new growth and shoots of soft blades. Traipsing along the borders of my retreat I am astounded by the emergence of dried patches of ground. The soil that was once rich is now arid and cracked. The desolation is encroaching. How long before this harborage is completely overtaken? With your tutelage my conservatory once throughly covered all

Age Aint Nothin But A Number, Right!
It clearly states on my profile that I am lying about my age. I find it interesting to see how old people think I am based on my pictures and proficiency level of my writing as well as my pop culture references. There are those who know my real age and even the handful of those who were able to guess. I don't lie about my age to find myself a younger man. Hell, if that were the case, I'd set my age for older. It's currently set at "Forever 27" LOL and I get enough attention from the under 31 crowd as it is. I'm not sure if there is a trend going around about younger guys being interested in more mature "MILF" types, but aside from harmless internet flirting through cheeky comments, I wouldn't want to diddle an 18 year old. 29 however... but I digress. LOL.. A short time ago I created a fake profile to do a little sociology experiment. Well, it was also to be able to fuck with a dumbass, but that was just the icing. I wanted to see what kind of attention a relatively good lookin

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer I don’t know where I stand I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all Your words lash out and hurt Then lovingly draw me in I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me What it is you want I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand Are you pushing me away Or are you going to finally let me in

July 4th
It is July the 4th and most every American is celebrating the Indepence of our nation...or by God sure better be! 56 people signed the Declaration of Indepence and do you know that more of those men that signed that decree lost everything they had including their life. Might not be trivia everyone knows but a higher number of those men then not lost their fortune, their homes, their families and even their lives...not something that we talk as much about but they signed to "...with a firm reliance on the protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes and our sacred Honor." And so they did. Yes we know folks like Ben Franklin and John Hancock to name a few of the few, did nothing but gain from this great Document..but there was many more that did indeed give up their lives, fortune and sacred Honor for us to have exactly what we have today. So here is where I get on a soapbox...we are about the most powerful nation and where are our sons and d

Who Am I?
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair, long hair, inbetween hair. My hair is blonde, blsck, brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me every day. You look me in the eye and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall.

Nice Comeback
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He says, "Jack, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, and handed them to your mother, and said, "Here, try these on. So she did and said, 'These are too big, I can't wear them.' So I replied, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will.' Ever since that night we have never had any problems." "Hmm," says Jack. He thinks that might be a good thing to try. So, on his honeymoon Jack takes off his pants and says to Jill, "Here try these on." So she does and says, " These are too large; they don't fit me." So Jack says," Exactly, I wear the pants in the family and I always will, and don't you ever forget that." Then Jill takes off her pants, hands them to Jack and says, "Here you try mine on." So he does and says, " I can't get into your pants." Then Jill says, "Exactly, and if you don't change your smart ass attit

Thank You Daddy
At times I think I know the words to say, to thank you for what you've done But they go away just as quickly as they come I don't know how to thank you though, the person who helped me grow, I know sometimes I don't tell you, or let my feelings show You were there for me on my first day of school, and spent some sad days alone, But always seemed to give a smile, as soon as I got home There aren't to many words for this I find it just to tough For all the thing I want to say Just doesn't seem enough I don't know how to thank you for all your sweat and tears For taking care of me for oh so many years You never gave up on me When you reached your end You were always proud of me You'll always be my best friend Look at me before you look at you, do you see what I've become Do you see yourself in me? See the job you have done? All your hopes in dreams your strenght no one sees That have transformed over the years The best have been passed to

Prequalified?
Ok, now every day I am getting a message that says I am prequalified for a survey. So, I figured I would check it out. I fill in the information on the first page and click 'submit'. What happens? Absolutely NOTHING! I really wish those kind of things were tested to be compitable with ALL browsers instead of just the one with the greatest market share.

Bitchiness, Part 2
Okay...so in my travels on Cherry Tap I have noticed a few things. Part of this is the teacher in me, and I realize I am opening myself up to some scrutiny but I DON'T CARE!!! 1) I can forgive spelling errors for the most part. I realize that sometimes they are typos. But "their" shows possession. It was THEIR house, their pen, their dog. "They're" is a contraction for THEY ARE. They're going with us to the race. "THERE" refers to a place....Please give me the broom that is over THERE. Now that you know...stop looking ignorant! 2) If I see another picture with "Just Me" written under it I'm going to lose it. It's you or it's not. "Just Me" says to me that you don't think much of yourself. We know it's you. Unless every OTHER pic is NOT you, we don't need to know. If you don't have anything interesting to say under a picture, put NOTHING. 3) Trash and such - Okay, I may piss a few people off, but in this day and age of free computer programs that can crop image

My Personal Reflection
Independence Day brings alot back for me personally. A day off, BBQ, fireworks yada yada yada. But deeper than that It brings alot of memories forward that I try to keep in the back. Some more than others. I remember my friends, men who were braver than me, stronger than me, alot less lucky than me that day. I also think of those who have gone before me in previous wars. What they went through. No, I cant say for sure what exactly went through their minds. But I do know the fears, no the terrors they felt. The pain of the loss of friends. The confusion of coming home. The feelings of guilt of coming home. The frustration of becoming a civilian again. And most of all, the pride of serving my country. I still cant decide if this is a happy or sad day for me. I to this day cant go see fireworks. I just cant take the loud bangs and explosions. I still dont hear it the same way. Maybe I never will. Small price to pay right? Either way I remember with a deeper insight.

Myfamegamecontest Votes.
MANY THANKS to my friend, SALLY, for these directions on how to vote for me. I am in dire need of more votes, so if you could find it in your heart to go review my song and vote, I'd really appreciate it. love and peace, charley ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~POST THIS BULLETIN TO 'YOUR FRIENDS" AND HE COULD WIN ! ! ! Charley Drumm (Blues) has made it to the 'waiting room" for an Indie Radio program. This is open any international artists in all music genres. He's moved along to the 'FINAL FINALs" for Radio Program # 142Q (He's PAST the PREVIOUS status of Fame Game's "GREEN ROOM" even. HE JUST NEEDS VOTES & NOW please!) 1. TO VOTE The simple way to vote is: EMAIL info@famegamesradio.com In Subject Line: Charley Drumm - Baby, You're Bad For Me RADIO PROGRAM 142Q DON't TRY to VOTE from the SCREEN or SITE...very confusing and TIME is of IMPORTANCE. (When ya have time go study it - Thanks!) 2. TO LISTEN AND 'IF' YOU WANT TO WRITE A REVIEW IN YOUR EMAIL

I Will Always Wait For You
As I look into his eyes, and deep into his soul, I couldn't bring myself to say those words that would make me feel whole I think about you day and night, you are always on my mind There's no one else out there your one of a kind Even though you live far, I can still feel you near I wish I could hold you now please come take away my fear Please don't be afraid I finish what I start The love I have for you, is written deep in my heart I never thought I would care, for you as much as I do But I want you to know I will always wait for you.

Happy 4th Of July To Those Who Celebrate It
Since I have so many friends on my list celebrating the 4th and didn't want to forget anyone, I thought I would prepare a special blog to wish you all a safe and happy 4th!! Hugs, Luscious Mami

Cry
At first you made me feel special like I was the only one, But I'll never forget the things you have done At first I thought you were play fighting but later I found out I was just blind sighted I want you to hold me But I can't stand your touch As I feel you hug me, the pain becomes to much As I curl up on my shower floor crying all my tears I try to wash away my cuts and bruises To try and escape my fears You promised to protect me But I stop to wonder why the same hand that embraces me, is the one that makes me cry

I'd Much Rather Talk To You, If That's Okay
I'm deeply embedded in a love/hate relationship right now. With E-mail. In order to get my head straight on how I really feel about this technological advancement to the hot guys in their shorts walking around my neighborhood and putting packages in my box (Why were we so arrogant as to assume that we could improve on that??), I've decided to go over my personal pros and cons to the system. The best part about e-mail is the quick turn around. You can get an answer to a question almost instantaneously. I don't want to think what people went through in the past, wondering what happened to their lovers. Hell, with too much of a gap in communication, the heart tends to grow more forgetful than it does fond. Yet the quick turn around is also horrible if you consider the flipside. How many of us have been bitched at for not getting back to a friend or lover soon enough? They know that their message went through, they know that you're going to be online. So why haven't you answere

My Path... A Momment Of Reflection And Thanks
some will find this boring or just me venting, and it is... just my form of expression. If you do take the time to read this I thank you for sharing this little piece of me. Never have I wanted somthing so much...but yet been so content with what I have. I used to enjoy being alone so much, I would be more then happy to see my friends leave so that I could be alone in my own mind and to sit with my guides/ gaurdian angels (whatever you refer to them as), It was nice being content to just be... To be connected to my guides, the earth and space in that momment in time. I was content to be in that state for what seemed like an eternity sometimes (maybe it was) It became so natural, life brought me my teachers and students as I needed... when I allowed myself to maintain the balance/ vibe, I would allway's be beyond my ego and rarely would human drama be allowed to remain in my life exept with'n the moment that I was sharing with one of my friends/loved ones/fellow students of our

An Explanation
It's been an interesting 3 days. As an experiment, I made this profile to see what would happen. Purely out of curiosity. I haven't led anyone to believe I am the real Paris. Anyone with the slightest amount of common sense can tell that I'm not her. I didn't even try to make the profile convincing. If I was just searching for attention, I could have gone to many people's pages and rate/friend/fan them, to climb the cybernetic cherry ladder. I could have responded to people in some sort of way, but instead only spoke directly to the few people that saw the humor in what was really going on. If I wanted to be someone else, and the profile be some kind of role-playing game, I could have found any random non-celebrity photo and made gave them a fictitious name. I could have not posted any pictures of who I am, or anyone else for that matter. But, then again, there are profiles like that out there. Profiles that have pictures of funny things and animals, but no inclination of WH

How To Be Romantic
Long lasting relationships are about having fun together and noticing each other. What "being romantic" means varies widely from person to person, but generally, being romantic is about dedicating time to someone for the purpose of pleasing the other person, directly or indirectly. Some people focus on the small things such as letting the partner have the remote control all evening, or having home-cooked food ready when the partner arrives home tired from work. From time to time, however, a little more is required. In order to keep up the passion, here are some tips for little and bigger "events" to pull off to show your partner that you love him/her. 1.Add a nice touch. Hold your significant other's hand. Kiss his/her shoulder. Buying some massage oil and a book on simple massages can work wonders. 2.Have a balloon hunt. Giving a present can be spiced up a bit with a small "treasure hunt." Blow up some balloons and hide inside each a note of where to go next. The present

Baby I Told U Id Love U For Ever N Dat Will Alwayz B Tru
BABY PLZ DONT THINK IM TRYING TO HURT U PLZ DONT THINK DAT IM BEING LIKE DEM OTHA HOEZ DAT HAVE BEN IN UR LIFE DONT THINK DAT IM GIVEN UP ON U BABY UR PERFECT IM NOT DOING DIS CUZ OF U BABY IMD OING DIS CUZ I CANT B WIT U DA WAY WE BOTH WANT N NEED BABY U KNO DA DRAMA IM HAVING RIGHT I WISH I CAN JUZ RUN AWAY N IT B ME N U PERO UNFORTUNALTY BABY I CANT JUZ GET UP N RUN I GOTTA GET THRU DIS MAYBE IN DA FUTURE IF U WANT WE CAN B TOGETHA CUZ U KNO ILL B HERE FOR U I TOLD U FOR EVER BABY N I MEANT IT SO PLEASE DONT THINK EVERY THING IVE EVA TOLD U IS BULLSHYT CUZ BABY IT'S NOT U KNO I LOVE U I TELL U EVERY DAY BABY DAT IM NOTHING WIT OUT U IVE TOLD U DAT U DA KEY TO MAH HEART U DA ONE DAT REMINDED ME ITS OK TO LOVE N OK TO TRUST A GUY BABY SO BABY PLZ DONT HATE ME CUZ U KNO IM STILL HERE FOR U N I WILL ALWAYZ B HERE FOR U BABY I LOVE U FOR EVER

Away
so yeah i went a little bit nuts and now ive gone and driven to florida to stay with a friend.. 1800 mile trip only 2 major screw ups along the way.. getting lost in the ghettos of boston at two am is not recommended by the way.. yeah and 3 hours in the bronx freaking out wondering if im in the right lane cause god damn it im stuck in the morning rush.. yucky.. anyways i got to the pan handle at noon yester day and im trying to get my head outta my ass.. im a little tweaky but i think i can make it through all this pain.. i miss my philip and i cant beleve that with losing him and a week later getting brutally raped that it will all be ok in the end.. but some how it always is.. i need a nap~

Garlic-turkey Sausage With Garlic-cranberry Sauce
Ingredients * 1 16-oz. can whole cranberry sauce * 1 Tbsp. finely shredded orange peel * 1/4 cup orange juice * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 1-1/4 lb. uncooked ground turkey * 4 oz. bulk pork sausage * 10 cloves garlic, minced * 1 Tbsp. snipped fresh marjoram or 1 tsp. dried marjoram, crushed * 1 Tbsp. snipped fresh oregano or 1 tsp. dried oregano, crushed * 1 Tbsp. snipped fresh parsley * 1 tsp. salt * 1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper * Dash cayenne pepper Directions 1. For sauce, in a bowl combine cranberry sauce, orange peel, orange juice, and the 4 cloves garlic. Reserve 1/4 cup; cover and chill remaining sauce. 2. For sausage, in a large bowl combine turkey, pork sausage, the 10 cloves garlic, marjoram, oregano, parsley, salt, black pepper, and cayenne pepper. Divide mixture into 6 portions. Shape each portion around a metal skewer, forming a log about 5 inches long. 3. Place skewers on t

Oh Good Lord!
Hello Damsel, I am Stephen Cooker,a Widower,41 years old from Ohio,A Business Executor,I was seriously browsing for lady when I came across your profile page. Not bad! I want a little more!Maybe start off slow, play it by ear. I think you should know more about me. I'm good-looking, smart and ambitious. I'm also easy going and independent not the clingy type. I like doing many things,going to beach and meeting people,i lose my Lovely Wife some years back in a Car accident,its really a bad experience losing a caring Woman like her but i said to myself that me losing Her its never the End of the World for Me and i think that life Goes on....Now i am looking for a caring Woman that will love and take Good care of my Son,Mark who is 9 years old,i think that they are Better woman out here...!Don't be shy; if you're interested, get back to me, you will not regret it,.You can also send your message to this e-mail address: looking4real_love111 at yahoo.Do You have Yahoo Email Address so i ca

Southwest Chicken Burgers
Ingredients * 1 egg * 1/4 cup crushed nacho-flavor or plain tortilla chips * 3 Tbsp. finely chopped green sweet pepper * 3/4 tsp. chili powder * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1/4 tsp. ground black pepper * 1 lb. uncooked ground chicken * 4 oz. Monterey Jack cheese with jalapeno peppers, shredded * 4 Cheesy Corn Bread Slices (below) * 1 medium avocado, seeded, peeled, and sliced * Purchased or homemade salsa Directions 1. In a large bowl beat egg with a whisk; stir in crushed tortilla chips, sweet pepper, chili powder, salt, and black pepper. Add chicken; mix well. Shape the chicken mixture into four 3/4-inch-thick patties. 2. Place patties on the grill rack directly over medium heat; grill for 14 to 18 minutes or until no longer pink (165 degrees F), turning once halfway through grilling. Add Cheesy Corn Bread Slices for the last 2 minutes of grilling; turn slices once. 3. Top patties with cheese. Grill for 1 to 2 minut

Our Love
Our Love Is Different From The Rest, Showing Two Sides,Yours Verse Mine, A Minute To Us,All Time Set For The Best, Seeing That I Was So Blind. Completeing The Right Path For Our Love To Draw Near,Time Won't Stop,It Might Feel Slow, Just Wanting Your Kisses,And Touches,Rubs And Moans We Love To Hear,But We Need Our Love To Grow. This Love Has To Last,We Have Put So Much Into It, If You Ever Leave I Don't Kno How I'd Get Through,Our Love Shall Last Longer Than 60 Seconds,Forced Upon Us Like A Sand In An Hour Glass. Our Love Will Last Like The Earth I Stand Upon, Like The Trees That Stand In The Summer Breeze, And My Heart You Grasp,Telling Me You Love Me.

Chicken Quesadillas
Ingredients * 1 2-1/2 lb. deli-roasted chicken * 4 8- to 10-inch flour tortillas * Fresh spinach leaves * 1 cup sauteed mushrooms * 2 cups shredded Monterey Jack cheese * Salsa (optional) * Guacamole (optional) Directions 1. Remove meat from chicken (discard skin and bones). Chop meat; reserve 2 cups. Cover and chill or freeze remaining chicken for another use. 2. Spoon chicken evenly on bottom halves of tortillas. Top with spinach and mushrooms. Sprinkle cheese evenly over mushrooms. Fold tortillas in half. 3. Heat quesadillas on a griddle over medium heat until browned on both sides and cheese is melted. If desired, serve with salsa and guacamole. Makes 4 servings.

Chili Chicken And Pasta
Ingredients * 6 oz. dried Angel hair pasta * 3 fresh ears of sweet corn * 1/4 cup olive or cooking oil * 4 small skinless boneless chicken breast halves * 1-1/2 tsp. chili powder * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1/4 tsp. pepper * 2 medium tomatoes, sliced * 3 Tbsp. lime or lemon juice * Lime halves and Snipped Fresh Parsley (optional) Directions 1. Cook pasta and corn in lightly salted boiling water according to pasta package directions. Drain in colander and rinse with cold water until cool. 2. Meanwhile, sprinkle chicken with 1 teaspoon chili powder, the salt and pepper. In a large skillet cook chicken in 1 tablespoon hot oil over medium heat for 8 to 10 minutes or until chicken is no longer pink (170 degrees F), turning once. 3. In a screw top jar combine remaining oil, chili powder and the lime juice; shake to combine. Cut corn from cob. 4. Divide chicken, corn, tomatoes and pasta on four dinner plates. Drizzle with dre

A Heart Stolen Forever
I Thought I Could Take The Pain, The Pain You Made Me Feel, Trying Not To Hate You, Realizing I Couldnt. Everyday I Spend Without You, Only Makes Me Think About You, Every Thought I Have Stays With Me, Remembering The Good Times. The Ones Where I Can't Replace, Nothing Can Ever Make Me, Forget Your Face, We Are Strong As Can Be. Everyday I Spend Without You, Only Makes Me Dream About You, Every Song Played, Reminding Me Of The Good Times. Every Sad Memory, Makes Me Die Inside, Every Single Tear I Shed, Can Not Be Taken Back. My Heart Is Stolen Now, By You, Making New Memories, Happy Memories About Us.

Churrasco De Frango
Ingredients * 1 3- to 3-1/2-lb. broiler-fryer chicken, halved * 3 cloves garlic, quartered * 2 tsp. salt * 1/3 cup olive oil * 1 lemon, cut into wedges Directions 1. Slightly flatten the chicken halves and place them in a 3-quart rectangular baking dish. In a blender or food processor, blend or process the garlic and salt to make a paste. With blender or processor running, slowly add olive oil. Pour the oil mixture over chicken halves, turning chicken to coat both sides. Loosen breast skin and rub oil mixture under skin. Cover and refrigerate for 2 to 24 hours. 2. For a charcoal grill, arrange medium-hot coals around a drip pan. Test for medium heat above the pan. Place chicken, bone side down, on grill rack over drip pan. Cover and grill for 50 to 60 minutes or until chicken is no longer pink (180 degrees F). (For a gas grill, preheat grill. Reduce heat to medium. Adjust for indirect cooking. Grill as above.) Serve chicken with lemon wedges. Ma

Polynesian Chicken Wings And Pineapple
Ingredients * 1/2 cup unsweetened pineapple juice * 1/4 cup honey * 1/4 cup Worcestershire sauce * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 1 Tbsp. grated fresh ginger or 1 tsp. ground ginger * 1 tsp. salt * 12 chicken wings (about 2-1/2 lb.) * 1 fresh pineapple, cored, halved lengthwise, and cut into 1/2-inch-thick slices Directions 1. For marinade, in a small saucepan stir together pineapple juice, honey, Worcestershire sauce, garlic, ginger, and salt. Bring to boiling; reduce heat. Simmer, uncovered, about 12 minutes or until the marinade is reduced to 1/2 cup, stirring occasionally. Let mixture cool to room temperature. 2. Cut each chicken wing at the large joint (you will get 2 portions from each wing). Place chicken pieces in a plastic bag set in a shallow dish. Pour marinade over chicken pieces; seal bag. Marinate in the refrigerator for at least 6 hours or up to 24 hours, turning bag occasionally. Drain chicken pieces, reserving marin

Pineapple-lemon Chicken
Ingredients * 2 whole medium chicken breasts (about 2 lb. total) * 1 20-oz. can crushed pineapple (juice pack) * 1 small lemon, very thinly sliced * 1/3 cup ketchup * 1/3 cup honey * 1 Tbsp. Worcestershire sauce * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 tsp. salt * 1/4 tsp. dried rosemary, crushed * 1 tsp. cornstarch * 2 cups hot cooked rice Directions 1. Cut chicken breasts in half. Place chicken in a plastic bag set in a large bowl. For marinade, drain pineapple, reserving 1/4 cup juice. In a bowl combine pineapple, reserved juice, lemon slices, ketchup, honey, Worcestershire sauce, garlic, salt, and rosemary. Pour marinade over chicken; seal bag. Marinate in the refrigerator for at least 2 hours or up to 24 hours, turning bag occasionally. 2. Prepare grill for indirect grilling. Test for medium heat above the drip pan. Drain chicken, reserving marinade. Place chicken, bone side down, on the grill rack over the drip pan

Germany Is Our Problem
i am in the old country for the summer. i do that. i go to the old country for the summer. with mixed feelings. on the one hand, because it is the old country, and us first generation immigrants have a hard time with that, on the other, because it is not just any old country. It is germany. yes, that germany. here’s how it works. a friend had said, why take the subway and not a cab, simply? five bucks to the train station. i do. the guy seems to be mute. and extremely volatile in a distinctly cholerical way. he takes a congested detour. fine. he drives in fits that make it feel like nasa is testing me for shit. it costs fifteen dollars. fine, whatever. pulling up to the train station, he explodes. he is accelerating wildly just to cut off, or pretend to cut off, a bicyclist who starts to shake wildly and yells and screams: “hey, what, pay attention you asshole, you dirtbag!” (you get the idea. it’s second nature to these people.) the driver’s side window shoots down. a barrage of ab

Letting The Thoughts Of My Mind Run Rampent
For the longest time i have always questioned life how it goes for me the lives i affect along my path my journey but why does it happen that way? whats wrong with me that i attract certain people? im not complaining i love the people ive met thus far but i suppose ive pushed them away from myself in some way..... Ive been told im very wise an mature for my age im not ive been through so much that ive hardened an know the truth about relationships and people for that matter. I can tell alot about a person from how they act talk or the pics they take sure we've all been hurt by someone we thought loved us all back but what price did we have to pay for the pain? the knowledge of finally being told?....why we were so blind to the truth?.... I honestly dont give a shit what anyone thinks of me i am what i am, i am who i am because of the shit ive been through i dont need to be told do this do that i know life i know what i want from it and if thats something you couldnt handle then

R.i.p Jason Mearse 1978-2007
Jason was a wonderful man he did everything he could for me and my son Jason he loved us so much.We were is world everythung he did for us, he was a wonderful father for Jason, he wanted the best for him, even though he wasn't Jason's real dad he wanted to be, he loved him like he was his own.I never knew a love like Jason's,his love was one of a kind,he loved everything about me he cared so much for me,he was the first guy i have ever been with that made feel special, he made me feel loved all the time, he hardly ever argue he would have our disagreements but nothin big, we were hardly ever mad at each other,our relationship was perfect, i know it might have seemed to soon but 2 and half months after he got together we wanted to have a baby of our own so we started trying and i got pregnant 2 month later we were so happy that we were gonna have a baby and i knew he was going to a great dad cuz he already was a great to little Jason, he was so excited about having his own child he told

Too Hot
Omg today is to hot for my liking...just when i couldn't wait till the hot weather comes, now i can't wait till the rain and cooler weather comes. Doesn't it always seem to work that way? Now that i'm no longer in a basement suite where it's cooler i'm in an upstairs that's cookin up here. Can't lay down and lay still, can hardley sleep at night...boy oh boy, what the hell can ya do. That's my weather talk for today...not that it's interesting to anybody, but yeah

Why
WHY DID HE SACRIFICE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,WHY DID THEY CRUCIFY HIM BECAUSE THEY KNEW NOT WHAT THEY HAD DONE.WHY DID HE EVEN THINK TO ALLOW US TO LIVE,BECAUSE OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST HE DECIDED TO FORGIVE.YES HE FORGAVE US FOR THE WAY WE CHOSE TO LIVE, BUT HE NEVER FORGOT ABOUT WHAT THEY DID.SO HE SHOWS US MERCY AS WE GO ON OUR DAILY WAY,AND FOR HIS MERCY AND CONSTANT FORGIVENESS I WILL ALWAYS PRAY.WE THANK YOU JESUS FOR DYING FOR US THAT DAY,I THANK YOU FATHER FOR LISTENING TO WHAT YOUR SON HAD TO SAY.BECAUSE OF YOUR ULTIMATE SACRIFICE EVEN FOR MY ENEMIES I WILL PRAY,I WILL PRAY THAT THEY WILL BELIEVE IN YOU AS I DO IN THE SAME WAY.RECEIVE MY SOUL FATHER TAKE ME IN MAKE WHOLE SHOW ME THE WAY,HELP ME FOCUS MAKE ME STRONGER AND IN MY HEART,MIND AND SOUL YOU WILL STAY......AMEN...PEACE ...PAPI..

Drama Free Lounge
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331 hello my cherries i am about to get the party train up and running this time. i asked that you would sign in on the blog that has the dj quad video every Thursday. i will have a place for us all to come and chat chill and enjoy each other you need to have a drink to enjoy the lounge and get on the train. i was asked where does the train go well since we are on cherry tap i thought that it would be a good idea for her to take you to Cherry land for grown ups. lol this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome to come. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

I Can Keep Naming Songs....
That just describe the way i think an feel about life an myself.... Heres one by Iron Maiden Called Out of the Dark off of A Matter of Life an Death. See this song to me makes me feel no matter what comes next in my life i will give it my all no matter the outcome no matter the consequence even if i know im bound to fail an lose i will no stand down an simply be walked over i will stand my ground i will be strong i will be the very best that i can be....If i am to die tomorrow will i be missed? if i were to give my life to save another would that day have been my day as a King?....unrestrained animalistic in nature Free of all obstructions free of control able to finally free to allow this Demon blood to consume my very soul in one last effort to win....I can only be pushed so far beyond that i suggest you run.... Without further interruption heres the songs lyrics Hold a halo round the world Golden is the day Princess of the Universe Your burden is the way So there

Happy Independence Day!!
Im back from my holiday! It was fabulous! I got to watch the rockies beat the mets! The fire works after the game were awesome. Then I came home to an empty house wich is kinda boring and very lonely. I miss having my friends around. Im thinking I might go out tonight and see if I can make some new friends or meet a nice guy. We will see if it works. Anyways just wanted to let everyone know im back from my holiday and to wish everyone a Happy Independence Day!!!!!!!

Fun Stuff
I sell a lot of cool "adult" fun stuff. Check out my website if you have any questions about anything like prices or products that you do not see let me know. I have a lot that isn't on there. You can ask me on prices because a lot of my stuff is on sale. If you live in my area Hudson Falls NY host a party. They are a lot of fun....

Welcome 2 The Boom Boom Room
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331 hello my cherries i am about to get the party train up and running this time. i asked that you would sign in on the blog that has the dj quad video every Thursday. i will have a place for us all to come and chat chill and enjoy each other you need to have a drink to enjoy the lounge and get on the train. i was asked where does the train go well since we are on cherry tap i thought that it would be a good idea for her to take you to Cherry land for grown ups. lol this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome to come.---the lounge opens @ 7pm every thursday nite and we party until-------------hope to see you there

Timeline
This is a timeline of all the crap that I have been through in my life.(If you still want to be friends with me after reading this then I will know that you are a friend worth keeping) --When I was born I almost died and so did my mom. I was also born with a defect in my stomach that had to be repaired. --When I was six months old I was diagnosed with a deadly disease known as spinal meningitis and it was caught just in time to save my life. --When I was 1 and a half I had to have surgery done on my ears to put tubes in them. --When I was 9 years old I was raped three times and my trust in men was destroyed. --When I was 10, my parents separated and my mom decided that she cared more about her new boyfriend than she did about her kids. --At age 11 I gradually started losing the hearing in my right ear. --At age 13 I was sexually molested by my friends step-dad for 3 months. My parents divorce became final. --At age 15 I lost all but a sliver of my hearing in my right ear. --

Another Great Fucking Song
Another song that gives you a taste of what goes through my head or what i feel about myself an life its Nine Inch Nails The Becoming off of the Downward Spiral Album the lyrics go like this I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming the me that you know had some second thoughts he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore the me that you know doesn't come around much that part of me isn't here anymore all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness that me that you know used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears I can see it killing away all my bad parts I don't want to listen but it's all too clear

As One
I'm sitting here thinking about you like I do every day. I'm trying to concentrate, but these fantasies of you, hold me at bay. I'm imagining how great it would be if you gave yourself to me. I vow that I would willingly drown in this sea of ecstacy. I can feel your body pressed into mine, caught in a tempest of fire, enraptured by true love that's so divine. I can feel your kisses on my neck, and the play of your fingers upon my chest, and I'm enchanted by the spell that you cast best. I can hear your sighs and the urgent beating of your heart, and I become undone, while in my fantasies so steamy and hot, we become one. by: Pam 2007

Welcome 2 The Boom Boom Room
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331 hello my cherries i am about to get the party train up and running this time. i asked that you would sign in on the blog that has the dj quad video every Thursday. i will have a place for us all to come and chat chill and enjoy each other you need to have a drink to enjoy the lounge and get on the train. i was asked where does the train go well since we are on cherry tap i thought that it would be a good idea for her to take you to Cherry land for grown ups. lol this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome to come. the lounge opens @ 7pm -till whenever you want to leave lol

Interesting Observation
I've just discovered that I can go to work, never really do anything at all and still be paid. Generally I'm a hard working individual, I put myself into whatever it is that I'm doing. I started a new job (lets call it "Job X") over a year ago, I gave everything I could until it literally consumed me and tore apart my personal life. I saw those around me in the same positions doing nothing, just kind of being there and every now and then dropping an e-mail to the boss. I still pressed on, until one day it dawned on me that no one really cared. As long as spots are filled, there is no reason to step from the mediocre into the spectacular. To test my view, I stopped doing everything. Very abruptly, just stopped. I showed up, I filled a spot and I went home. To date not a single person has said anything... I get paid to eat, smoke and walk around talking to people! I obviously don't work in the hands on, technical world. That was a long time ago. The point I'm trying to mak

Compared To A Woman
Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don't drive in circles at any cost So i don't have to admit when I am lost Don't act like I'm in a timed marathon Everytime I go to the john I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you're two hours late I don't watch movies with lots of gore Don't need instant replay to remember the score I won't lose my hair I don't get jock itch And just cause I'm assertive Don't call me a bitch I don't wear the same underwear everyday The food in my fridge has no sign of decay I don't go to Sears To look at the tools I don't cheat at poker I follow the rules I don't smoke cigars Do

Gentle Thoughts For Today
Birds of a feather flock together and poop on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take

Divided
Lately, I have been reasessing my emotional state. And I have come to a conclusion I never thought I'd see in my life. I am emotionally unstable. I know this through events such as recent and last night. Especially towards my ex wife. There are days I weap for the loss of companionship, days when I feel compeled to be nice and give her stuff as I upgrade in my home, though she deserves nothing. And times like last night, when the hate releases itself. The demon inside flares up in all it's firey glory, and consumes your mind. Last night I went out. I ran a Jack night. I have been drinking Jack for 12 years. In the last 2-2 and a half, he has gone from being my friend, to being my release. The smallest thing, and as my mood shifts, it shifts in full swing. I was having fun, laughing with friends and enjoying the pleasent scenery at Saucy's. It's a normal bar I bounced at. Then it happened, my ex wife showed up. She never goes there, but last night she did. I tasted the blood in my mout

Bangkok, The Big City
Since I need to practice my English, I figure doing a blog should be a good tool. You probably know I'm Thai. I live in Bangkok, a huge city, with who knows how many millions of people. But even though it's a big city, it's still kind of country. We have elephants walking the streets wearing tail lights at night. You can give the owner about a dollar and he will give you food to give the elephant. That's a real scam huh? Pay someone money to feed his animal and buy the food from him too. Some kids near my house found a cobra and killed him last night. There shouldn't be cobras in the city, should there? And shouldn't those kids be afraid of deadly snakes? It was about six feet long so it's probably been around a long time, I'm sure it has relatives nearby also. It makes me nervous to have dangerous animals around, but we Thais love animals, so they're not going away any time soon. Someone told me that if you have a lemon in your pocket, a snake won't come near you, so I have lemon t

A Beautiful Heart
This is good!!!! A good one, for sure!! One day a young woman was standing in the middle of the town Proclaiming that she had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired her heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart They had ever seen. - The young woman was very proud And boasted more loudly about her Beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old woman appeared at the front of the crowd and said, Why, your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." - The crowd and the young woman looked at the old woman's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places Where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, But they didn't fit quite right And there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges Where whole pieces were missing. - The people stared -- How can she say her heart is more beautiful

No More Relationships
Well it has happened once again.....yes i have been given the old elbow. Once agin young free and single well young and single was never free, very high maintenance girl apparently lol. Feel like i have been kicked in the teeth but life must go on. But guys now that iam free thats how i intend to stay. I don't want you all hitting on me even though i am drop dead gorgeous.......lol I am gonna take each day as it comes now..... am i happy with te situation not with the split but you can't make someone love you. And i truely believe if you really love someone then you'll let them go free.

Days Events
Well it seems today has been one day that will always go down in the hall of fame as being a bad day. I mean I had a great day going to the parade and being in it. But now I am feeling the after effects. My very large dog and I had a run in, litterally, she was jumping back into the back of the truck and I was leaning down and she hit my face. Now I was bleeding for a while and then my husband gave me a cold compress and then I got some soda and then I now have a fat lip lol, some forth. And I still gotta go on boat patrol.

Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget abou

After A While
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, With the grace of a woman, and not the grief of a child. And learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in midflight. And after a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can Endure... That you really are Strong... And you really do have worth... And you learn and learn... With every goodbye, you learn.

On The First Day, God Created The Dog And Said:
"Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of t wenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty Years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?" And

"military Life"
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

The Product
Would you take a bullet for a stranger, Stare death in the face and challenge him? Could you laugh at your own fear? or do you run screaming into the darkness, the darkness that is your ownmind, I cant see through lies and deception, take a breath and swallow water, water that tastes of salt, and with a light copper taste, the tast of blood, blood that you have shed from every heart youve broken, Lies and deceit cheating and the "game", The game you play with peoples soul, But is the soul real? Am I real? Or simply the product of someones fucked up imagination? Find me on the shelf look me over, decide am I worth you time, Am I worth the currency of your heart, the spare change of your soul, Are you the customer of the store called life going to take me the "product" home with you, going to let me stay in your home? Use me as I am meant to be used? Or simply forget me, leave me there to ruin,

Sub/dom
My score on The Are you Dominant or submissive Test: The slave (You scored 19) Whoa! You spend a lot of time on your knees and pleasing your partner. You make decisions which are clearly for the benefit of maintaining a relationship that lands your parter at the top of the teeter-totter.. awesome, your parter, if they're dominant, is probably very happy! Link: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

My Blog
--My social experiment-- I added a disclaimer today to the profile, since I rank #166 after only 3 days. I'm more than a little surprised. **Disclaimer: I'm obviously not Paris. Please gain a sense of humor and a life if you are somehow upset that this profile exists. I do love all of my fans, however Here's a little log of what goes on in the shoutbox, and the mumms that people post: Today's Rank: #166 i love u paris hilton can u put more pic of u ur so hot paris can i get ur number Hey Gurl Welcome back! like paris would be on here Thank you Sweetheart! hey paris http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=96062 http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=96068 could u do me a favor and sign my guest book plzzz hi HOPE YOUR READY FOR THE PERVS ON CT DOLL!!!..I`M NOT ONE CASE UR WONDERIN..LOL y don't u put ur many porns on here since u like doing it and we like to watch what no comment paris u r ugly and stupid and ur pussy smells like rotten tuna http://cherrytap.com/mum.p

A New Strength
There are times in every life when we feel hurt or alone... But I believe that these times when we feel lost and all around us seems to be falling apart are really bridges of growth. We struggle and try to recapture the security of what was, but almost in spite of ourselves... We emerge on the other side with a new understanding, a new awareness, a new strength. It is almost as though we must go through the pain and the struggle in order to grow and reach new heights. ~Sue Mitchell

Trustkill Records
Tours Link Bedlight For Blue Eyes Ephemeral Addictions (Video) Ephemeral Addictions - Bedlight For Blue Eyes Waste My Time - Bedlight For Blue Eyes Bleeding Through Wolves Among Sheep DVD Trailer Kill To Believe - Bleeding Through Bullet For My Valentine Cries In Vain (Video) 4 Words [To Choke Upon] (Video) Hand Of Blood (Video) Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine 18 Visions Obsessions Ecard Waiting For The Heavens(Video) Tower Of Snakes(Video) Waiting For The Heavens - Eighteen Visions Fight Paris Complete Heat - Fight Paris Fightstar Fightstar (Grand Unification Ecard) Hopesfall A-Types Ecard Icarus(Video) Breathe From Coma - Hopesfall It Dies Today The Caitiff Choir Ecard A Threnody for Modern Romance(Video) Severed Ties Yield Severed Heads(Video) Enjoy The Silence(Video) The Requiem For The Broken Hearts - It Dies Today Freak Gasoline Fight Accident - It Dies Today Most Precious Blood

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
FIRST OF ALL - I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY AND SAFE 4TH OF JULY! MAY YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ENJOY THIS DAY SAFELY!! SECONDLY - FOR FUCKS SAKE - ITS THE FUCKING FOURTH OF JULY. CANT WE ALL FUCKING GET ALONG FOR ONE DAMN DAY?? THIS HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA IS GETTING OUT OF LINE. WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT THE HE SAID, SHE SAID CRAP?!?!?! AND LASTLY - THE ORIGINAL REASON I STARTED THIS BULLETIN/BLOG, WAS TO GET SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS AND FANS ON THIS GIVEAWAY. COULD YOU ALL PLEASE TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS? *STEPS OFF OF HER SOAPBOX*

The Tragic Night
A wounded bird dies in flight Upon the starless, empty night Where all the roads met their end And no afterlife can begin So let me see your battle scars Proof of a life ridden hard Can you see with closed eyes Can you speak truthful lies Pointless tragedies opened inside Navigation to your own homicide Without purpose without reason God sees your acts of treason Mother told us we reap what we've sown So no excuses you've always known And heres your story for you to tell Life is beauty, life is hell

Desire
Hopeless desire and a couple of tears Another path to flee your fears Banished behind a closed mind A lost highway you'll never find Pathway to destruction and self hate I rushed to your side but was to late My arms are weak my mind is numb I cannot face the thing I've become A teardrop falls from heaven Lonely inside and my heart beats never Wanted to be so much like you Yet I face nightmares come true Do you remember that last day When you forced me to walk away Shut me out of your life Soft hands close my eyes I want to rest and drift to sleep I've fallen into waters far to deep I've ran out of luck this is the end I just hope God overlooks my sins

I Got Robbed
today has been the worst 4 th of july ever.i got robbed in EAST ST.LOUIS,IL.when i called 911 i was put on hold and when the police did come out they made me feel like i did some thing wrong...this world is really fucked up when a person tries to do right is accused of doing wrong and the criminals get away with all there wrong doings...i feel like all people should be able to carry guns if you do not have a record and truck drivers should be given special rights to protect them self from crime...after this i will be packing from here on out so if you see me on the road in my big green FFE truck honk if you feel me....wil

Do We Ever Learn?
I have blogged a little off and on about a "certain someone". He moved here, lead me to believe we were in love, moved back to help his family, failed miserably, visited me once, called me twice ( in 8 months ), and now is totally ignoring me. Yeah, nice huh? Last conversation we had he said we were still "together" ( this was a month ago mind you) I have talked to him once since then and that was for a very short time. He has been online signing into my space and such, but hasnt taken one second to say hi to me or tell me he was ok. last I heard his wife ( well she was his ex wife but I think he wasnt too honest about that situation ) and the kids were being evicted from their home. That means he is somewhere and I have no idea where. Nice huh? Why cant he just come out with it and tell me he had no intention in ever coming back? Just keep me hangning and hoping for no reason. What an ass. I mean, I dont regret anything we went through. Some of it could have gone differently, but it

To Reap The Harvest
A blade is in my hand, its a perfect fit it runs through flesh, a peacefull slit life flows out from my veins I stop sifting through lifes remains I taste the list of lies Ive been feed Ill come back to you, the last words she said The river red slows to one last drop Come along god, harvest your rotten crop

Thoughts About Love...
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk loving them. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If

The Ride
I slam my face aginst the wall I doubt myself therefore I fall Failures and fuckups pile on my plate This is my choice I have no fate No special destiny that I must achieve My rotten garden is filled with weeds Sifting through the ash that is my mind I recollect on those Ive left behind Ive kept my word, I achieved my goals you open up hell and inflame my soul I am at the wall, Ive come to the end I rode life once, and i dont want to ride again

Backstabber
Sit in the dark watching time pass by I comtemplate the reasons that I try I could fight forever but Ive lost my smile I could take a step but it feels like a mile Im alone I think no ones here I taste the salt of my one tear Betrayed I remove the knife from my spine And prepare to be stabbed one more time I hide my pain behind anger and hate Ive come to accept this as my fate Ive no where to run no where to hide Im all alone I feel Ive died Bullshit and lies are all I am fed Its a labyrinth of misery inside my head They have finally broken me down to my core I just want to sleep now nothing more

Faster-than-light Take: Transformers, Or When Is G.i. Joe The "real" Movie Coming Out?
I admit it. My pre-adolescence consisted mainly of collating now virtually worthless sports cards and G.I. Joes. Played "war" with my vast army of little plastic men and women quite often. My childhood best friend and I often spent whole Saturdays at each other's houses, seeing which of our vehicles could out-duel each other in battle -- the Skystriker vs. the Rattler. The HISS tank vs. the Wolverine. Who was hotter? Lady Jane or Scarlett? I wasn't too much into Garbage Pail Kids, Masters of the Universe, Thundercats or, yes, Transformers. I had a few: Optimus Prime, Rodimus Prime, Predaking, Scourge, among a few others. They made for a few memories, but nothing as long-lasting or comprehensive as G.I. Joe. Still, I held reverence for the cartoon series (not so much the animated movie). So again, think of many geek hearts that leapt for joy upon hearing of a big-screen, non-animated Transformers film. Only for those same hearts to sink, go into arrest and wither away upon hearing Mi

Its Offically
I' VE LOST ALL RESPECT FOR GOOD CHARLOTTE...JOEL MADDEN FRONTMAN OF GC KNOCKED UP THE ANOREXIC SKANK BAG NICOLE RICHIE THAT MAKES ME ILL i didnt think he could go that low and now they are getting married im so very disappointed

Lesson
Love is something I have never experienced. Something I have never known. Do I want to know? Do I want to experience? Experience something so different, so crazy, So overwhelming. You don't know my torture, or my pain. How can I explain to you the feelings that Come over me while your in my arms? Or when I stare into your hypnotic eyes. Are these feelings love? Feelings I can't fight. Have you shown me pleasure or pain? Why do I tremble when you say my name? I will let you win the game you play with my heart. For a lesson, A lesson in love.

Focused? Yep!!!
**Why so serious? Well, you do have a lot on your mind these days? You're mind can't seem to focus on one matter for more than few minutes. That's okay. Everyone needs to drift occasionally.** Shows you how much the horoscope can be off occasionally. LOL My mind might wander occasionally, but there are areas in my life that my mind is pretty set on!! Some people know what those areas are, and some don't. If you are one that knows what I am dead set on, then good for you! My thoughts do get a little scattered when it comes to everyday stuff though. Sometimes life's chaos just takes over, I guess. But today the things that really matter to me are in my heart. And my heart is unwaivering!! No chaos there!!! Have a great 4th of July everyone!

Sacrifices
Sacrificing hours, Sacrificing heart, Sacrificing herself for love of a new start. Sacrificing todays, Sacrificing time, Sacrificing tongue for love of endless rhyme. Sacrificing somedays, Sacrificing soul, Sacrificing sanity for love of the whole. Sacrificing present, Sacrificing past, Sacrificing prophecy for love of he who'll last. Sacrificing moments, Sacrificing me, Sacrificing memories for love of what could be

Today
A deep sorry filled my heart last night. I tried to review the recent events of my life. I couldn't recall but a few. I was saddened to think that the few memories I've had during recent days, Would all soon just fade away to nothing. Today, I have no unusual plans to think of. How sad it is to think that this moment right now, Will never be thought of again. Today,very soon, today will be forever lost. It is as if life has been just a series of significant memories and all the time passed in between has never even existed at all. Years of life held in a handful of dust. Maybe today I'll do something great that I will NEVER forget. I feel better now. Today will not be forgotten!

I Know I've Been Gone...
I know, I know, I know... I haven't been online, but I have a valid reason. I've been getting off at the jail only to drive to the village and vice versa. I finally slept some today. I called the village and told them that I wouldn't be in until after four, as I was determined to sleep. Well, I made it here by four, but now I'm about to eat the mess out of my soup and salad, as I haven't eaten since yesterday morning. I was going to eat last night, but by the time I got around to it, I was stuck at the jail and I realized that I'd forgotten to grab something. By the time I got home to sleep, food was so far from my mind that it could have been labled as a foreign concept. Well, my tummy has protested this state of emptiness for too long. I must feed the beast. Happy 4th of July!

Is True....
i'm an aries wat r u Message: Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

Fisherman Catches Piranha In N.c. River
Fisherman Catches Piranha In N.C. River WNCN-TV MOUNT HOLLY, N.C. (AP) -- A fisherman looking to catch a catfish for dinner instead reeled in a fish that glared its teeth and bit his knife. Discuss This StoryJerry Melton, 46, was fishing in the Catawba River last week when he caught what state wildlife officials later identified as a piranha, a South American carnivorous fish that lives in freshwater."When I got it on the bank I didn't really know what it was; I hadn't seen anything like it before," Melton said.When Melton opened the fish's mouth with a pocketknife, he said the fish bit down and left an impression on the blade.Wildlife officials told Melton on Saturday that he caught a 1 pound, 4 ounce piranha that was probably dumped in the river. Melton was fishing in Mount Holly, a town northwest of Charlotte.The catch highlights the growing problem of people keeping exotic animals and fish as pets and later dumping them into local waters, said Paul Barrington, an ichthyologist

Ten Million Tears
THESE ARE THE LYRICS TO A SONG I WROTE A COUPLE YEARS AGO. ALTHOUGH YOU CANT HEAR THE MUSIC, I WANTED TO POST THEM. He sat at the table, where they first met staring at the ring he gave her He re-winded his mind to the minutes before when he said, Will you marry me She looked up at him with a tear on her cheek and said, I'm sorry..But we can never be Chorus: Cause I loved you before and would've given my heart walked down the isle, said till death do us part, but time has taken it toll, on the love we shared and that was Ten Million Tears ago A few years later, he was on his way to work when he saw her. He said how have you been I heard you married last fall, and she said I'd tell you the story, But oh it's much too long..We said goodbye a few weeks ago The fairytale ended, and now I know.. Chorus: That I loved him before and I had given my heart walked down the isle, said till death do us part, but time has taken it toll, on the love we sh

The 4th And A Very Old Dumb Acquaintance
This was a bulletin on my myspace written by a girl I used to go to elementary school with. Let's say just she didn't really grow up... or learn how to type correctly. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jus Chillen Date: Jul 4, 2007 10:56 AM member be careful there will be cops out like crazy so be careful if u drink and drive ..hoe you have a blest day ----------------------------------------------------- This is a prime example of why I moved out of my old neighborhood. After an hour of staring at my screen and blinking repeatedly, I replied with the most obvious answer I could think of. "How about, don't drink and drive to begin with??" I don't expect much of a reply back, but hey I do my part for the benefit of mankind. This is why I posted it on my blog for you all to point and laugh at or scratch your heads. Happy 4th! - Joe_G

Please Read If You Have Pets
put your animals INSIDE TODAY and TONIGHT so they dont run away scared.....PLEEEEEEEASE!!! put them inside.......cats AND dogs!! and anything else that could possibly RUN in fear and become lost..... they count on YOU!... and YOU are their voice.....their safety net.....YOU... ARE ALL THEY HAVE........to feel safe. XXOO myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics please hit reply and repost.......

My Opinion On Music... (rap-hiphop) [. I Support Hip Hop && Rap .]
Yanno, i sit here.. and i watch people.. and their music, and their opinions on things.. and it always seems to get under my skin when people wanna "diss" rap-hip hop... And in all reality, what the fuck does your opinion matter to these rappers anyways? I mean, seriously think about it... the more you hate on something, the more it seems to come up, right? Right. Kinda like the ex you want to go away, and jus when you think they are gone.. BOOM! they are back. I listen to a lot of music.. Rap, Hip hop, Underground hip hop/rap, country, pop, teeny bopper music, to oldies. Its all the matter of a mood. Depends on what sounds "good" to my ears. Never once am I gonna be the one to say "Oh that sucks" cause i dont like the "type" of music it is. I'll listen, if i like it, i do. If i dont.. Oh well. At least i tried it myself.. If most people would LOOK OUTSIDE of the box.. Maybe there wouldnt be SOO much hatred in our lives, huh? Now - Jeezy put it in a good way in his song with

Happy Humpday
Happy Humpday Interesting moniker for this midweek day. makes this lusty redhead's brain turn to thoughts of bedroom play! "tag you're it" beneath the covers pinching, tickling, biting playing games meant just for lovers an idea that's so inviting! your strong hands probe my busy lips explore I open up my silky robe and drop it to the floor. I see I have your full attention As I help remove your clothes I kiss the column of my affection As our musky scents fill my nose A wicked smile comes to your face As my brain connects with yours We both laugh as I take my place on the pillows on all fours. A mighty thrust and you take possession A slap on the bum and I squeal and squeak bedding this redhead is your obsession that you would pursue EVERY day of the week. But today's Humpday so it's only fair That we pay homage to the name come on baby, I know that fiery stare And I'm ready for another Humpday game!

If You Can't Get Three Feet, One Yard Will Do
Happy Independence Day, everybody! Probably even those of my readers not in the United States know what July 4 is. Once you get past all the overpriced concessions and food and fireworks and speechifying by your local politicians and veterans' groups, it's a wonderful time to be had by all! But it's also a serious time; without our men and uniform, the independence we celebrate today would not be possible. Here in Minot, the family and I spent most of the day at Roosevelt Park (named for Theodore Roosevelt, the uber-American 26th President, author, rancher, Rough Rider, Nobel Peace Prize winner, etc. who's an honorary citizen of this state) and went through the zoo there. Got to show Jeffrey of to people I know there because Daddy was carrying the digital camera and Sarah got introduced to everybody as a new big sister, which now she's really beaming about! As I write this, I'm just trying to rest and relax before going to see Martha and Jeffrey at the hospital for a 4 P.M. dinne

Attention Walmart Shoppers...we Aint Got No College Education
Ok so today I had to do some clothes shopping for some nice clothes for denver and I wanted to find a new bathing suit for this summer since I didn't have one. So I went to walmart to get one because everywhere else was wayyyy too expensive for a bathing suit that I'm only going to be wearing a couple times a year.SO I get to walmart and the whole bathing suit section is just a complete mess...two pieces are seperated everywhere they're on hangers that say one size but the actual size is a different size and it just looks like a humongous tornado ripped through it. Now I have a cute bathing suit bottom already and it's just a plain bottom so I needed to find a nice swim tanktop since my old top needed replaced. After searching through piles of beaded bikini tops and bottoms that for some reason have belts on them I find my cute top! So I get into one of the shortest lines which was still like 4 people long and wait and I give the lady my top which was the ONLY item I was getting and sh

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!' Whi

Please Read And Honor
Remember why our Troops are over seas and NEVER FORGET! Thank you all for what you are doing over seas and I pray for all of you a safe return. God Bless you all! The 2 following pictures were honored as the International Picture of the year. First Place: When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: "See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home," he said "They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should." Second Place The night before the burial

~~self Improvement Outline~~
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received.. Hope it works for you -- and me! .....and if you apply it daily...and more often....you will be the greatest in everyone's eyes...... ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people

Four Men Were Being Interviewed For A Job.
Four men were being interviewed for a job. The interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" The first man replied, "A thought. It pops into your head, there's no forewarning that it's on the way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of." "That's very good," replied the interviewer. "And now you, sir," he asked the second man. "Hmmm, let me see..... a blink!," said the second man. "It comes and goes and you don't know it ever happened. A blink is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!", said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye. That's a very popular cliché for speed." He then turned to the third man who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out on my dad's property, you step out of the house and on the wall there is a light switch. When you flip that switch, way across the paddock the light at the barn comes on in an instant. Turning on a light is the fastest thing I can think of." The interviewer was very impressed wit

123
Harry is getting along in years and finds that he is unable to perform sexually. He finally goes to his doctor, who tries a few things but nothing seems to work. So the doctor refers him to an American Indian medicine man. The medicine man says, "I can cure this." That said, he throws a white powder in a flame, and there is a flash with billowing blue smoke. Then he says, "This is powerful medicine. You can only use it once a year. All you have to do is say '123' and it shall rise for as long as you wish!" The guy then asks, "What happens when it's over, and I don't want to continue?" The medicine man replies:"All you or your partner has to say is 1234, and it will go down. But be warned -- it will not work again for another year!" Harry rushes home, eager to try out his new powers and prowess. That night he is ready to surprise Joyce. He showers, shaves, and puts on his most exotic shaving lotion. He gets into bed, and lying next to her says, "123." He suddenly b

My Daughter
so last night around 11:30 at night i was woke up by my daughter having a seizure...so up i go and get the meds to inject her with to help her come out of the seizure...but had to call 911 because she couldnt come out of the seizure...so the mets and fire rescue come here and because this is a monthly thing they know shelbie and were very wonderful with her and she finally came out of the seizure... i am very tired today with no sleep ... but you know the thing that just makes me smile so very much is all that is "wrong" with my little girl you would never know it... she smiles all the time and laughs and is a miracle....

Aunty Sharon
Teacher gave her class of 11 year olds an assignment: To get their parent to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of egg-laying hens. One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on the front seat of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the eggs got broken. "What's the moral of that story?" asked the teacher. "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" "Very good," said the teacher. Next, little Sarah raised her hand and said, "Our family are Farmers too. But we raise chickens for the meat market. One day we had a dozen eggs, but when they hatched we only got ten live chicks, and the moral to this story is, 'Don't count your chickens before they're hatched'." "That was a fine story Sarah." said the teacher. "Michael, do you have a story to share?" "Yes. My daddy told me this story about my Aunt

Tattoo Survey
If you have at least one tattoo, do the survey, if you don't then pass it on! 1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? - No....butI have laughed because it tickled. 2. When did you get your first tattoo? - When I was 16. 3. What was your first tattoo? - A tribal band with blue roses around my lefet ankle. 4.which tattoo is closest to your heart? - None of them are really right now...they all have meaning to me but nothing that is completely emotional as of yet. 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? - Not yet..... My 2 best friends and I are getting matching tattoos soon. 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? - Yea.... The nautical star on my left wrist is a little fucked. 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? -Nope 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? - The inside of my left wrist...I almost puked a little on that one. 9. Have you ever gotten one of your tattoos touched up to make it look different? - I g

Almost A Year Now
Its been almost a year now Since I talked to you last I’m missing you more and more As that day come closer I was so happy When I was able to talk to you That night When all I could think about was her And all the pain she was in I couldn’t stop crying All the way home But as soon you told my Its all going to be ok She going to a better place You made that all My worries go away My mind was at piece For once that weekend I didn’t have to think About what was being said I didn’t have to take care of any one I wish you would come back I miss you I miss your friendship You sick since of hummer I miss my best friend I hope all is well for you now I know you are happier Were your at But why cant I be selfless And want you to come back Come back to me I’m going to need you soon I hope I can move on With out you I’ve done it before And here to hoping I can Do it again I just hope That when you look back You can see all the

Attention Anyone Within 100 Miles Of South Bend Indiana
Starting Thursday, July 5th, my buddy Joker will be working in a CUSTOM CAR SHOP he and a partner are starting up. If you have ANYTHING you want done to customize your ride, PM him and he will give you the contact info. jokerLUVSboobs@ CherryTAP