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The Girl
The girl lurking in the forgotten shadows of life. Forgotten by all who once knew her bright shining face. Misery controls her lonely soul. She is slowly dying inside. Wishing for the one who can bring her to life. Look into her eyes...the broken windows to her miserable soul. Screaming inside for someone to understand her pain. In a broken heart, her tears will forever fall. Only wanting to be understood by the ones she once loved. Crying forever... pleading to be loved. Disgusted with everything about herself. This is what she saw every time she looked in the mirror...Come to find out... That girl was Me....

Forever My Friend
you are forever my friend and forever in my heart I will always guide you until the world falls apart in the night sky thats where ill be like a shining star always there to see im holding onto everything when the angel spreads her wings ill keep you here with me until the light sets us free its been so many years time sure flies i think back to when i wiped the tears from your eyes we stayed up all night fixing everything walked down to the tracks in the pouring rain thats when it all came to be the light set us free hand in hand we'll always be my friend you mean the world to me

User # 489945 "babyboy-j" Daughter (not My Daughter, Just Posted This)
Their turning off the machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM GONNA MISSED HER SO MUCH I REALLY LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE MY ANGEL SHE IS MY EVERYTHING I WILL NEVA FORGET BOUT HER SHE MY HEART:X ~BabyBoy J~

Life Of The Living
Wow, today has been real.....Real shitty. I've often wondered if people have it as bad as they say. You all know what I'm talking about. Those friends that say, "My life is sooo screwed up right now. Got into a fight with my significant other, lost my job", or whatever. I realized today how screwed up my life actually is. I have a Mom how is Bi-Polar. Now, before you go and think I'm bashing Bi-Polar people, I'm not. It's just having to be at home right now, that just makes it worse. Having the struggle to pick up the pieces of not only your heart, but your life and have to deal with a Mother like that is not the easiest thing to do. On top of that, she has a tendency of being very loud and rude in public. Now, I am moving back to the area I love. She wants to follow. I say nooooo way. Come on, do we all suffer from problems like that?

Another Rant
IM SICK OF THE HATERS ON HERE FFS IF YOU DUN LIKE SOMEONE WHY WASTE TIME TRYING TO SCREW THEM OVER JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON FFS WE'RE ALL MENT TO BE ADULTS ON THIS SITE SHEESH I MEAN FFS OPENING AN ACCOUNT TO FUCK WITH THEM IS REAL CHILDISH GOD FORBID I MEAN HELLO!!! ANYONE HOME??? I GUESS NOT SOME PEOPLE HAVE WAY TOO MUCH TIME ON THEIR HANDS I MEAN HATE CAMPAIGNS (i cant spell btw) THIS AINT KINDERGARDEN OR ELEMENTARY OR JUNIOR HIGH OR SENIOR HIGH THIS IS THE FUCKING INTENET WE'RE ALL MENT TO BE ADULTS YEH I SAY MENT TO BE..... STOP ACTING CHILDISH AND LEAVE THESE PEOPLE ALONE ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! this rant was brought to you by DJ Luscious Lucia!!

I Want You
I just want to lay next to you. Stroke your hair. Be a part of your warmth. I just want to kiss you. Your neck smells like musk. I just want to take it all in. I want to look into your gorgeous blue eyes. I just need to kiss you softly at first. Then with a passion that surprises us both. I just want to taste all of you. I just want to take you to new heights. I just want you.

R.i.p Sgt William Brown
To all those men and women who gave up there families and friends to make sure that we are all still alive and kicking today. The ones who go out every day and night to ensure our freedom. And then I sit and wonder if today would be the only time that anyone payed attention to what they are doing for us. I think about it alot, as I am a very proud sister of two Air Force Officers who are currently deployed. And I am the proud friend of a very brave man, who faught over seas. Now safely at home. I wish I could say that for everyone that is over there, But they know the price they pay day in day out that they pay to keep us all at home safe in our beds at night, being able to cling to those we love the most. I personaly am very thankful, for that is one more day that I get to look into the eyes of my girls and see their father, and their mother. I get to see their smiles. I get to watch them grow up, And my heart goes out to those who can't see there children go to their first day of sch

Live Life To The Fullest
Live Life To The Fullest I put this song on here, of dedication to those who arent afraid to live life for themselves, love, dreams and most of all God......The Spirit within you let it come out and shine. Do what you gotta do to make your Dreams come true. ((Don't let Life Control you...Control your Life)) Take ahold of your destiny, make it real, only you can do it, no one else can do it for you. Face your Fears and all things will become reality. You can either be a victim of life or be a controller of your life. Only you can choose. Become alive and make things happen. "Never let go" can you lay your life down so a stranger can live can you take what you need, but take less than you give could you close every day without the glory and fame could you hold you head high when no one knows your name that's how legends are made - at least that's what they say we say goodbye - but never let go we live we die - cuz you can't save every soul gotta take

My Newest Poetry
My One True Love You changed my way of thinking. Made me want to become more of a person then who I was then. You opened me up to experience new things. You engulfed my soul. You gave me strength to not be afraid to explore from inside to out. You wouldn't give up on the potenial I have from within me. Let me soar like an eagle to find my wings. Gave me the freedom to let my heart develope through your trust. To complete me. You gave my faith to not give up on things that mean the most in life. (LIVE, LOVE and EAT) To get where you want to go in life. Strive to be the best that you can possibly be. You opened my eyes to see a world I have only seen in my dreams. To live with no regrets. To see true Bueuty. Weather we become forever, to the now or stay as friends. Remember this: (You will always have that part of me that lasts 4-ever) ((MY SOUL)) Life + Love + Dreams Read...Then Ponder...

My Feelings On Love, Dating And Marriage
How I feel on Love These are how I feel about Love, Soulmates, Marriage and Dating My own opinion: I fell in love with Someone: All my life I pushed guys away. I felt I never deserved to have a guy treat me good. Unil I met him. He changed me in more ways than anyone has ever changed a person's life. He gave me what I felt I lost. Every person that comes into your life you learn a little bit more about yourself. Piece by piece until the puzzle of yourself is solved. Each relationship, Friendship and Partnership gives us the clues we need to figure out ourselves through our lifes path. Dating is hard, it's also fun. It's going over and over with differant people until we connect with someone. Hoping it works out and feeling frustrated when it doesnt, because then we know we have to start all over again. Feeling that lonelyness, we feel as humans. Then we get depressed and give up looking all together, and BAM that person finds us. I feel when you trully kno

Life
Life is Difficult I read this on "(www.Beliefnet.com) and thought it was very intuitive to the way people think about life. 'Life Is Difficult' So begins 'The Road Less Traveled,' the groundbreaking self-help classic that brought together psychology and religion. By M. Scott Peck Life is difficult This is a great truth, one of the greatest truths. It is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult--once we truly understand and accept it--then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters. Most do not fully see this truth, that life is difficult. Instead they moan more or less incessantly, noisily or subtly, about the enormity of their problems, their burdens, and their difficulties as if life were generally easy, as if life should be easy. They voice their belief, noisily or subtly, that their difficulties represent a unique kin

Another Survey
1. real name:ELIWINE2. nickname:ELLY3. single or taken:IT'S COMPLICATED4. zodiac sign: GEMINI5. male or female:LET ME CHECK..HMMMMM....FEMALE6. elementary:MY DEAR WATSON7. middle:TICKLISH THERE8. high:NO THANK YOU9. eye color:BROWN10. hair color:BROWN11. long or short:JUST PAST THE SHOULDERS NOW12. are you health freak:IM A HEALTHY FREAK...DOES THAT COUNT?13. height:5'2"14. do you have a crush on someone:VERY MUCH SO15. do you like yourself:LOOOOOOOOVE MYSELF

True Soulmates
Soulmates I have read alot of Books on Soulmates, But what this lady wrote to me explains more on soulmates then any other book i have ever read. Here's the Link to her article http://theunexplainedworld.com/asoulmate.htm Soul Mates - Our Magic Mirror by Anita Asman The subject of soul mates is an intriguing one for most of us. We are curious to know how we can meet our soul mate, if maybe we have already met our soul mate without even realizing it, or why the relationship with a soul mate, especially if it is of a romantic nature, can be difficult many times. Mostly, When we think of soulmates, we refer to the romantic level, believing our soul mate must be the person with who we can make a better and richer life happen. While ultimately this is true, there are almost always some stepping stones on our way, lessons we have to learn, and exactly here our soul mate steps in. Before going into detail regarding the soul mate as a life partner, it i

Driving
I wanted to get out this weekend and do a bit of driving but i don't have the money (took me longer than i wanted to take to get my license and cost a bit more as well...but i had not other options so i had to do what i had to do) I figure i will go out next month a couple of times.

My Best Poetry
"Ship of Dreams" Radiant Ship, glowing with encouragement. Bound for America in a mere five days. Man, Woman, child in their Glory of triumph. All full of Wonder of The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that Couldn't Sink. Devotion Greeting through embody, knowing not what would become of them, for they all knew. It's The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that couldn't sink. "Iceberg, Straight ahead!" Shattered all hopes, Shattered all Dreams. Mixed minuts went by, Ocean started swallowing. Reliziation hit, they're going under. In The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that couldn't sink. So many people, so few boats. Some woman, children survived. Few men able to reunite. Wary through passion, vanishing through midair. Promises kept, memories through past lives, whispers of good-byes. In The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that couldn't sink. "SOULMATES" Two Souls connected as one in Heaven. To be dis-connected on Earth, To find each ot

Thursday Afternoon
today has been real good. watched a movie with the boyfriend and now i'm about to eat the greatest food of my life..filipino food. yum. camping is next week. well thanks for the welcome everyone. really appreciate it. someone should let me know how everything works on here.. plus i love to meet new people. hit me up or buy me a drink..haha

Dust In The Wind
what will you leave behind? who's heart have you touched? how many children did you feed? how many hurts have you healed? do the ones you love know that you do? time passes, things change, if you care show it now, tomorrow may never come, we are all just here for a season, in the end we are each just, Dust In The Wind

More On Gypsy (june 28th)
Just thought I'd tell you the latest about Gypsy, I got this from Renate earlier today: Gidday All Here is an update on this long-winded saga of my recently diagnosed, pancreatic cancer Am trying to answer every e-mail each 'letter' well wishes ...A Candle has been lit in my honour and I have to say....I am very deeply touched I started on my Chemo blast on Thursday... The next one is due this coming Friday.... The every Friday for 9 weeks... The a double whammy of a mixture of Chemo & Radio therapies for 3 weeks.... Followed by just radio for another 3 weeks... The entire process takes around 15 wks after which I get to have a 3 week break... Holidays.... Whooooo-Hooooooo... Lmaooooo... Then if the following CAT scan proves that the regime` is doing it's job....I get to start the while 15 week course allllll over again.. I have also done the organ donation thing so that my kids wont be asked that when the time arrives... I'm not being a pessamist... But I am being

Update Of Our Little Angel Abbigail La"shai
A PRAYER FOR OUR LITTLE LOST ANGEL Abbigail La'shai DAUGHTER OF MY FRIEND Baby boy J MAY HER SOUL REST IN PEACE!!! BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP PLEASE KEEP HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYER Don't Mourn For Me Mother,Father,please don't mourn for me; I'm still here, though you don't see. I'm right by your side each night and day and within your heart I long to stay. My body is gone but I'm always near I'm everything you feel, see or hear. My spirit is free, but I'll never depart as long as you keep me alive in your heart. I'll never wander out of your sight-- I'm the brightest star on a summer night. I'll never be beyond your reach-- I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach. I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around, And the pure white snow that blankets the ground. I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond-- The clear cool water in a quiet pond. I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring; The first warm raindrop that

Let Myself Down
I let myself down, head hung in shame; On my knees crying, tormented by the rain. Fallen under the pressures of this fucked up society; I clench my teeth, just trying to deal quietly. Taking on the world, I failed, but what did I gain? Happiness turned into sorrow, pleasure into pain. My heart bruised and broken, beating ever so slightly; Like a prize fighter barely surviving those 12 rounds nightly. Beaten and exhausted, up against the rope; Alone, lost and shaking, do I still have any hope? I was given the chance to experience the truest and purest of loves; Only to grieve its loss as reality violently shoves... The memories of friends I've watched come and go; Some to a place where darkness is all they will ever know. I know where I've been, but not where I'm going; Know what I've done, but not what I'm doing. In my darkest hour will the light finally dawn? Will I find the strength to somehow carry on? Yes, I let myself down, but there will be an end to this pain;

Lesson Learened
A I knew it was a lie knew it all the time But i got sucked in My crying for leaving was all misconceiving Now where can i turn Without getting burned I dealt with it fought it without any help My fear is now gone Battled and conquered now i'mup front To sail through the dawn My crying for leaving was all misconceiving Now where can i turn Without getting burned Ohh..it's a lesson well learned yea! Lesson well learned yea! Lesson well learned yea!

Logic That Prevails
Is there a logic that prevails in life? Is anything meant to be or was that just a fairytale we were spoon fed as children? Dreams, in their pure form, seem boundless; and yet in reality, once humans interact, we seem to trip over our own shoelace lies. We drink from our mothers communal milk, forced to choke down altered beliefs and bias opinions; all found one day to be fraudulent claims for a self serving purpose. We advocate misery as being an acceptable way to live, never taking the time to not only teach happiness, but to live it. Life is the journey, not the destination and time is precious and fleeting. We have barely even begun to glimpse the voyage our spirits will embark upon, with our closed minds we couldn't even vaguely fathom all the possibilities. We desecrate the planet we have been given, we seem to think life is our right. How is it a right if we only few prove they deserve it? Life is our gift... Will there be a day when we all wake up, look around and realize what

What The Fuck.
So hey people. I am happy I got a letter from a friend of mine that is in jail. So yeah I am happy. Well y'all should leave comments on my pics and on my profile. But yea later for now. Love, Meghan

This Day
today is not a rant or a rave or a soup box or anything like that. it is what it is and it aint much but im supposed to find that release..that "happy place" and this is supposed to be a way to do it so here goes...i doubt it will be any form of happy place today..just a place. ok so first let me just say i was on the way to the psychodocs and i was listening to metal opera and saw this bald eagle flying over lake sammamish and HOLY MOTHER OF GOD that was so powerful that i just wanted to bust out into tears and why is that..who knows..it was magical and surreal and breathtaking and blahblahblah ok enough of that. what was i feeling before that...hmmm i was listening to heavy dark operatica so i must have been in a very dark place...how can opera be dark...easily listen to Nightwish "Sleeping Sun" thats metal opera...for example the word to that song are on my profile under music for that fact its deep. so that must have been the mood....deep and dark and heavy. which isnt necessari

Good Bye
So you broke down, Trying to leave town, I broke down crying on your return. You left me,feeling awfull, I'll never see your face again. You made for a bad lover's liver You sold all the covers and busted my head. You made me, such an asshole, I wish we'd never met Im tired of being bored, I'm through with the headaches at night And my hands, they tremble like earthquakes, Under the table, under the daytime sky, Good-fucking-bye. When you lose hope, And start to cope, Watching the tyranny with sober eyes, The daybreak and sunset, All hours in between are spent murdering time. You made for a bad lover's liver You sold all the covers and fucked up my head, You made me, such an asshole I wish we'd never met I'm tired of being bored, I'm through with the headaches at night And my hands, they tremble like earthquakes, Under the table, under the daytime sky, Good-fucking-bye Goo

Worst Break Up Ever!
so, one day... a guy was sick & his girlfriend had come over to fix him up... so she brought some soup, brownies, & a tape with some re-runs of the simpsons... she makes the soup & sets everything on a table next to him & pops in the simpsons... he eats the soup & watches the simpsons... his girlfriend says that she's gotta go to meet a friend. so she leaves & he breaks out the brownies... he finishes them right as the simpsons get over... right after the simpsons end, it cuts to a scene with his girlfriend sucking another guy's cock!!! she finishes, smiles, & she spits into a bowlof BROWNIE mix & says "u just got dumped"...

Newst Poems
IS THIS REAL? i've been having such a hard time you were always there but only as a friend what changed u say u love me is this real i feel like i'm dreaming you say u have more to say i want to know now dont make me wait u make me so happy can this be real i'm falling for you will you catch me i dont want to get hurt anymore save me from the pain hold me close keep me safe is this real i feel for u you caught me.... YOU LEFT ME you said you loved me where did you go u stoped saying it now you barly talk to me what did i do i guess i'm not good enough or maybe i'm too good for you should i end it now you left me would you even notice would you care that i'm gone were you ever really there i think its time for me to go WILL IT EVER END i want to be happy i want the pain to end you said you wouldnt hurt me why did you lie i trusted you you wont even talk to me am i as invisable as you make me feel it seems like you don

Frustraded
You have no reason to hate me because I am differn't than you are. I exercise everday and take care of myself.... just because you hate yourself has no impact on me or my personality.. get a grip and work on yourself and stop hating the normal size people... I am not a hater and find all sizes beautiful.. but I can not make you love yourself. Good luck and maybe you won't judge me anymore. PS.. beauty comes from inside. Marie

Come Join Me N Sadistic In The Lounge
Come join me and sadistic light in §eÐu©TïVe£¥ Twï§TeÐ have a blast and chat with some cool people and listen to some good tunes Click the picture below to join the lounge enjoy guys n girls

Thank God!!
WASHINGTON (Reuters) - The Senate dealt a fatal blow on Thursday to President George W. Bush's planned overhaul of immigration policy, dashing the hopes of millions of immigrants seeking legal status. ADVERTISEMENT In a make or break vote that exposed deep lack of support among Bush's own Republicans, the legislation fell 14 votes short of the 60 needed in the 100-member Senate to advance toward a final vote. A visibly crestfallen Bush conceded defeat and said he was moving on to other issues like balancing the federal budget when it became clear the bill would not be revived during his presidency. "A lot of us worked hard to see if we couldn't find common ground (on immigration), it didn't work," Bush said during a visit to the Naval War College in Rhode Island. Supporters of the bill, fruit of months of negotiations between a group of Republican and Democratic senators and the White House, were dismayed by the vote and said it was unlikely Congress would tackle compr

Babbling
My heart, my life, my soul.... a connection, a kiss, a passionate embrase... someone to love me, someone to care... someone to wipe my tears and still find me beautiful in the morning.... they're a rare beauty for it's from the inside, they look at me and see the truth... when we speak it will be as if we'v known each other before. Natural, wonderous, sexual and intelligent. I want to find the person who brings me all these things. I want the one who completes me and makes me strive to be a better woman, a better mother and a better lover. I want to be captivated and swept of my feet and I want to be the reason for their smile and laughter. I need respect and compassion as much as I give.... where are you, why aren't you here with me now and why aren't you busy falling in love with me. Soft kisses, making love long into the night, body and skin the taste of you on my lips, the touch of your finger tips... your hips my thighs our glances and eyes... I want to lose myself in you i

A Marine That Threatens Un-armed Civilians
OK, if this is the way the military is representing our great nation, I am both ashamed and appalled to think about this. I was driving home from worth the other day when a lovely gentleman in the "marines" to quote him, followed me home and threatened me and proceeded to spit on me. According the cops its a simple case of road rage, cus I have no idea what set this man off, and its blownin my mind to think that any of our military would treat anyone, any civilian such as this man did. I was driving home..... Was goin up a hill into castle rock, and where I live. Now going up the hill it is too lanes and says KEEP RIGHT except to pass. (Which most people now days dont get this, but thats another subject.) So this guy is either A. Very stupid B. Extremely stupid. C. Blind and needs glasses. D. Rude and doesn't care. E. ALL of the above. Now from my experience with people. (E) is most likely. But (A) and (B) are really catching my attention. I have a CDL and due to this

Prelude To A Kiss
-Mike, I wrote this when I met you, I knew I loved you from the moment I saw you, You looked at me with those dark brown eyes and your sweet smile and I fell hard. You evoked the very truest of passions and purest of loves in me. My life is better because you were in it, I'm a better person now because of you. I know what love is and I know how to accept love because I loved you. That night still haunts me sometimes, but I know I'm luckier then most, I got my chance to say goodbye.... I can still smell the burnt rubber and pavement and still hear your voice, even then, in those moments your concern was me, your only intent was to let me know how much you loved me and not to be afraid, but I was afraid I had to watch you leave, even now I am still sometimes afraid I will never feel a love like that, but I am hopefull that I will. You gave me so much, I wish I would have shared this with you but you were gone before I had the strength to. To you my love...RIP Prelude to a Kiss

Exist
Paths traveled mysteries yet raveled insight not withstanding a gale of deprivation under bending scoured clean flesh from bone spirit from throne bent to breaking yet still un-shorn Blighted eyes blindly gazing sightlessly seeing in death the route home RAIL RAIL fist clenched in denial trial GUILTY GUILTY chant the shades limbo's voice to condemn TO CONDEMN By self demeaned anger no longer sustains cleaned purged submerged Drowning I breath suffocated Smothered by the vapors of hope DISPERSED fillimants tendrals of what was disolved ABSOLVED on searing wind UN NAMED standing a tower Erected on sand falling to stand jumble of stone MAJESTY in chaos magnificent created by the undoing dissolution GRAND as ruin POSSes nobility stories told in decay more messaged in destruction than ever conveyed in creation BROKEN i still stand i still stand YET do i remain a shade ghostly apparition opake silhouette

On Suicides Edge
On Suicides Edge (There are two versions of this, 1. and 2. leave me some feedback on which you think is the better one. By the way I wrote this a long time ago, I'm not thinking about killing myself lol) 1 Standing on the edge of traffic, Non-descript yet some how tragic; Body fallen to the pavement, Defiance swallowed in complacence. Can't help but let it chill my skin, One more spirit given in. Walking slowely on the rooftop, She found a way to make her pain stop; Gliding gently as she dives, Never felt so quite alive. Metal passes between my teeth, Squeeze the trigger feel release. 2 Standing at the edge of traffic, Non-descript yet somehow tragic; Unable to fight the way it chills my skin, One more virgin spirit given in. Wander slowely upon jaded rooftops, She discovers a way to make her pain stop. Gliding gently, transcending dive; Death never felt so fucking alive. Unforgiving metal jammed between cle

What You Know Must Come
Go ahead and be the person you are here now to be. Go ahead and experience the richness of all that is in this moment. Your most authentic intentions have brought you to this point. Just as reliably, those intentions are moving you forward even now. Whatever you are certain that you will create, is already taking shape. Whatever you know to be possible, has already begun to happen. There is no need for striving to make things happen. Those things for which you must strive won't bring real value anyway. Instead, focus on the real and valuable and meaningful things you can lovingly and gratefully allow to be. With your thoughts, your actions and your energy, bring to life what you already know to be good and worthwhile and true. The very life that you most earnestly desire is ready for you to let it become real. What you know must come, is already on the way. -- Ralph Marston

For Thoose Who Have Finger Pics
This has got to be classic unbelievable actually. This is funny on the side of jesus, Mary and Joseph get a life its the internet .Then he rates the pic a 1 like its gonna bother me. fseanb2 (F...: that will teach you to put up your middle finger to people fseanb2 (F...: then you should have gotten ride of it if you did not want it ->fseanb2 (F...: so, i didnt want the pic taken but since it was i might as well use it fseanb2 (F...: middle finger pics are all immature ->fseanb2 (F...: imature??????????? fseanb2 (F...: and what? ->fseanb2 (F...: and? ----fseanb2 (Freind... rated your photo a '1'!

Aneurysm/ Angiogram
Well for those of you who don't know I had a Stroke in March of 2005. It was a hemorraghic stroke which means that my aneurysm broke (the other kind of stroke is when you get a clot like a heart attack which is most common.)My stroke is usually fatal but I was very lucky and survived. Some of you all knew I was going for an MRI for my annual checkup because I wrote a mumm about drug'in myself before I went because I freak out when I get them. And some of you asked me to let you know what came about at my visit. Well here it is..... The test wasn't real good. They were hoping that it would of healed diffently. One of the four coils they put in my head didn't spring right. This coil is located at the very tip/mouth of my aneurysm. Well it has been leaking a little and they want to go and see how much it is bleeding because I am so young they don't want to just let it go. I am scheduled to have an Angiogram which is very much like a heart catherization except it's in my brai

No Salute Boot!
I will be going through my friends list to cut it back some. If you do not have a salute, you may be cut unless we talk regularly or you have sent me a personal salute type picture. I am doing this for the following reasons. A: To remove any fake people from my page. B: To be able to may MORE attention to the pages of people that pay attention to me. Also, who visits the most often and who I chat with regularly get priority. Those that just use me as a way to get points.. Bhu Bye! That's All! See you Around.... Frank

Forgotten Smile
Lost in shame and emotions my desire to smile which comes naturally was taken away from me..I became silent to my soul, silent to the consciousness of life itself....my emotions grow cold and has lost their desire to manifest themselves.....I smile but only from within..I would not dare open my mouth.. Now I can smile again.....it feels weird even my emotions...I feel like a child again that's experiencing new life...am I worthy? death should have been my fate but yet I live....Seems like someone wants me alive and I don't..... They are my hero yet I know them not..who must I thank for a second chance of life? I take no credit.. A life awaits me with open arms only acceptants on my part will make it possible...I move on forward in life but I will never forget ur compassion and mercy on my life... whom ever you are.... Ur my HERO..

Pierced With Bad Girl Syndrome
so yeah, after a dare on a drunken night i got my nipple pierced, and that was actually one of the most daring liberated fuck off things i have ever done. damn it feels good to be a little naughty...

Hey
I wanted to say Thank you for all of those who have welcomed me and thanks 2 my friend chuck who invited me here :D This is a pretty cool place and i hope to make some awesome friends ! hitt me up on yahoo or msn LAter

Dont Bitch If U Voted For Him.
Some facts about president bush • First president in U.S. history to enter office with a criminal record. • In his first two years in office, over 2 million Americans lost their jobs. • Shattered record for biggest annual deficit in history. • Set all-time record for biggest drop in the history of the stock market. • Cut the taxes of the wealthiest people in America (those making over $200,000 a year). • Members of Bush Administration are the richest administration in history. • First year in office set the all-time record for most days on vacation by any president in U.S. history. • Cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any president in U.S. history. • Dissolved more international treaties than any president in U.S. history. • Set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases. • First president in U.S. history to attack a sovereign nation against the will of the United Nations and the world community. • Took the biggest world sy

Everyone Thinks Like This.
Why is it that the easy things to get in life are always the hardest to get, but when you do get them, they are hard the keep. It doesn't make any since that life should be this hard to contend with. Half of the americans in this world aren't happy with what they have, they are content because they are used to the ways things are. It's like a routine, it's hard to try something new and different. Most are scared to take chances because of the consequences of the outcome if not succeeded. But that is part of life. There is nothing you can do about it but live with it and just continue on with the daily things that you would normally do. Just remember that there is a reason for every action, and for every reason there is a reaction and for every reaction there is a consenquence and for every consequence there is a change in everyday living. The ball is always in your hands, you just have to decide what you want to do with it,advance forward and live a life of joy and happiness, or just

These Are The Poems I Wrote When I Lived With My Mom And When I Was In Highschool Some Were Bits From Middle School (8th Grade)
POEMS BY ME !?!?Who?!?! I don't know I can't choose You said it wasn't me But its always been you So I tried to move on Thats when I met him I'm happy But now you love me I don't think that I can go back You tore me apart He just fixed me I don't wanna get hurt I don't know I can't choose WHO?!?! .::.DO YOU CARE.::. DO YOU EVEN NOTICE DO YOU EVEN CARE DO YOU SEE THE SCARS ALL THE FRESH CUTTS DID YOU EVER WONDER WHY DO YOU KNOW ITS CUZ OF YOU I DRAG THE BLADE ACROSS THE FLESH OPENS DO YOU CARE DO YOU KNOW I'M GONE WOULD YOU CARE YOU HURT ME I CUTT TOO DEEP NOW I'M GONE I'M A DIFFERENT PERSON THE PERSON YOU KNEW IS SO FAR AWAY AND THERE SHE'LL STAY! DO YOU CARE !!!! BY:ME HOPEING third time first time you said i don't like you like that secon time your my friend i dont want to ruin that third time i still don't have an answer when

And Baby Makes Two
When i anounced my webcam marrage on May 5th i kinda lied....i was in India with Ali and we got married there well i'm NOT to anyone going to go into it all but Ali is supose to have our marrage disolved but now is begging me back saying he made a mistake....today ( about ) 20 minutes ago i finaly got to tell him i am 6 1/2 weeks pregnate .... As of this moment i DON"T want any more drama brought to me by ANYBODY on my list NO stress nothing...I have lost 6 babys and had one still born i wont take another chance with any of it frist sign and i'm off ct for good I love all my friends but IF this baby makes it it's al good Blessings to all my friends and know i love you all UPDATE: After last fridays car wreck there isn't going to be any baby...phicaly i am healing fine and i wish to tank everyone for their suport and prayers and well wishing threw this

Please Go The Site.. Or The Kitten Gets It!!
O.K so I have posted numerous bulletins about a new site that my gf and I made. As of yet most people are not willing to go to our site so I am resorting to force full tactics. All it will take is 5 minutes of your time to go to the site, and click on some links etc. I don't want to kill the kitten, I love kitties.. so don't make me do it!!Wiifamiily is a new site so at this time there are not a lot of people on the forums as of yet. I am hopeful though that people will appreciate the effort we have gone to making the site friendly not only for kids, and adults but also for anyone who owns a Wii, we made the site simple so that Wii users could view the site, and post on the site from their wii's.Does anyone have any suggestions for us to grow more rapidly? I would appreciate ANY suggestions that you might have for us. Just please be nice I am kind of sensitive and may cry if your mean. So give it a try go to the site and sign up on the forums. As always if you go to the site and d

A Thug's Life
A THUG’S LIFE I come alive when the soles of my Nike Airs Touch down on the concrete. It’s time to get that money, I’ve got the wind beneath my feet. No fear in my heart, Ice water in my veins. Walking through the shadows of darkness, I feel no pain. This game is all that I live for, Yet my conscience calls out for so much more. No friends, only potential enemies, My mind is constantly at war. Looking over my shoulder, never knowing what to expect. Relying on this piece of steel, tucked in my dip, to keep these haters in check. The women, they love my gangsta, when they hear my name ringing on the block. It’s amazing what some people will do, scheming and plotting to take my spot. I’m getting tired of the rat race, Living life at a fast pace. I need to find a way out, Before I wind up catching a case. Niggas might not understand, But it’s time for me to be my own man. My life is passing me by, I gotta come up with a plan. I’m willing to

Sent Out Like Said
subject: Zodiac signs that will interest you post date: 2007-06-28 16:13:20 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. CAPRICORN: The passionate Lover Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The Conceited Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever want

Zodiac Signs That Will Interest You
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. CAPRICORN: The passionate Lover Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The Conceited Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

The Immigration Bill Failed!!
About damn time.Then that asshole Howard Dean says its not what teh people wanted???Who the hell has he been talking to other than hillary and obama? They were in favor of it!Kennedy,Obama should be taken out back an shot in teh damn face.....hey is cheyney going hunting this week??

Update Of Lil Gurl
========UPDATE======= there turnign offthe machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM GONNA MISSED HER SO MUCH I REALLY LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE MY ANGEL SHE IS MY EVERYTHING I WILL NEVA FORGET BOUT HER SHE MY HEART:X

Punishing His Slave
I woke up and stretched loving the feel of silk against my naked skin. My eyes still closed I could feel the sun on my eyelids. I knew Master was gone; His warmth no longer surrounded me. Last night was the first night He had allowed me to share His bed for the whole night. Usually I slept on the soft carpet at the foot of His bed. But last night He had said that I was doing so well in my training that as a special treat I would be allowed to share His bed. The smile was still firmly in place as I rose from that bed and made my way to the bathroom. I took off the golden collar that enclosed my neck before stepping into the shower. Master had left no special instructions so I took a quick shower and shaved making sure there was no hair on my body just like Master liked it. Stepping out of the shower, I quickly dried my skin and stood in front of the full length mirror. I turned my petite frame to either side, enjoying the sight of several bruises on my hips. They were in the shape of

What Myspace Is Up To.
MYSPACE TO FOLLOW RIVAL’S LEAD By Richard Waters in San FranciscoPublished: June 28 2007 22:05 | Last updated: June 28 2007 22:05 MySpace is likely to change its technology strategy to allow other online companies to “plug” their web services directly into its social networking site, according to Chris DeWolfe, one of its founders. The move would mark a new step in the evolution of social networks into fully fledged internet platforms, while opening a new front in the battle for audience share among the web’s fastest-growing companies. This article can be found at: http://www.ft.com/cms/s/f8b11252-25a7-11dc-b338-000b5df10621,_i_email=y.html "FT" and "Financial Times" are trademarks of The Financial Times. Copyright The Financial Times Ltd 2007

I'm Not Proud
I must say, first off, I am NOT proud of the things I do. I simply must, or someone worse might. I do not take solace in the fact that I have the means and ability to take life, to destroy the one thing that we truly can't get by without. I do, however, take solace in the fact that SO many people in this world deserve just that. Too may innocent lives have been destroyed by unremorseful butchers. Mine included. If revenge is a dish best served cold, consider my life Siberia. I missed my childhood. My heart is dead, or very near to it. Metaphorically, my heart is a diamond soaked in the blackest tar. I do have a soul, a conscience, but they're so warped and twisted I doubt I would otherwise pass as human. I am so paranoid and mistrustful most people are afraid of me. I would, just once, like to be shown that someone cares for me. Not the facade I've put up over the years, ME. The scared little boy hiding in the corner with the knife to his throat, who jumped to soon in front of the 18 w

Vacation
Going on vacation tonight for my birthday. We're going to the Ozarks and then over to Tennessee where we're going to see Graceland. The last 3 days we're going to Nashville so see Opryland and the Country Music Hall of Fame, and the last day, we are doing the one thing I actually came up with, going to Lynchburg Tennessee to tour the Jack Daniels Distillery!! Oooh yeah!! Jack Daniels baby! Would have liked to have gone there first and actually done that for my birthday but oh well. At least I get to go.

Hot Rocks Radio's Rockiversary
On July 12th, Hot Rocks Radio turns one year old. On Saturday the 14th, we'll be celebrating our first Rockiversary with a day of special programming, contests, prizes and who KNOWS what else. Hot Rocks Radio is a not-for-profit, fully licensed Internet radio station. We proudly pay royalties to artists affiliated with ASCAP, BMI, SESAC and SoundExchange. We invite one and all to tune in and help us to celebrate getting away with hobby radio at its finest. We feature independent recording artists and we provide live DJs 'round the clock, playing YOUR requests and dedications. Thank you to all our listeners. Oh. Feel free to drop by the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge on Cherry Tap and meet the rockers. Okay. Back to eating cherries for me. Have a really weird day!!!

Jersey Girls
========================= Jersey Girls ==================== A love of an unpretentious good time, and a certain sense of style, Jersey girls are about attitude; eating pizza, drinking beer, going out, great hair, and enjoying it all. She's got a mouth on her and she says what she means shes got a nice cheerful laugh. Bottom line all of them are sexy as hell

I Made The Round
I want to say thnks you to everyone onmy friends list that rated and commented on my pic that was in the Prettiest Plus Size Sherrytap Lady contest. Thanks to you guys rating and commenting I was #1 in rates and made it to the final judging, now it is all in the judges hands so wish me luck and to all of you much love and big hugs and lots of hot wet sloppy kisses muah

More Stuff
Another day full of stuff on my mind. I applied for another job which I hope I get. The only bad thing is the job will move me farther away from my family and friends. I am pretty sure the job is worth it though. The good thing is it is a permenant position so I might be able to get a pet, which would be really nice. The other bad thing is moving again all by myself. My birthday is in exactly 32 days which is making me feel kind of old. Unlike my sisters I don't have kids or a man to lean on. On the other hand I have decided I work to damn much. Speaking of work time to go back, so I guess thats enough shit for today.

Official Recruiter
Well it is now official, I am a Recruiter in the United States Marine Corps. I am heading to Clarksville Indiana and I will be driving there on Tuesday the 3rd of July. So yes I will be on the road for the Fourth of July, but I blame that on the new way base housing works. Once I got my orders I put in to leave, but I hve to give them 30 days notice and they will not budge a bit. I had the movers come tuesday (070626) and so I am in this place with nothing but place to sleep and wait! Tell me that ain't complete bullshit. And the reason is even more bull. There is a waiting list atleast 3 pages long, but the longer I occupy the house they can charge the government all they want! So I say to hell with them I will be in Texas on the 4th and if I was a betting man I bet thoes good old texans know how to celabreate the 4th! Well watch out world here Mac and I will talk at ya all later!

Zombie Nation
I just saw the movie Zombie Nation and it was amazingly bad... I'm not sure what was worse- the script, the directing or the acting. It was such crap, I felt moved (no pun intended) post this. Wow... like how did they get investors for this film?

Fettuccine Fredde
6 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 3 cloves garlic, minced 1/2 cup pine nuts 1 cup diced tomatoes 1 lb. fettuccine, cooked and drained 1 cup tuna in olive oil pinch of red hot pepper flakes 1 red pimiento, chopped 4 tablespoons fresh basil, chopped 1-2 tablespoons ripe black olives, sliced or chopped 2 tablespoons fresh parsley, minced 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar sea salt and pepper, to taste slices of fresh red or green bell pepper (to garnish) lettuce leaves, for serving For more flavor, use red garden vine-ripened tomatoes. If these are not available, diced canned tomatoes may be substituted. Don't choose under-ripe orange packaged varieties for this dish. Cook fettuccine according to package directions (al dente) - do not overcook. Toss with a few drops of olive oil or butter to coat and chill in refrigerator for at least 1 hour (or overnight). Warm the olive oil in a skillet over low heat. Add garlic, pine nuts, red pepper flakes and chopped basil and co

Got To Love Religion
Ok, so, I’m not one to blog every 5 seconds around here, but I cant seem to let this one go today. Must be my man period again. Anyway, I went thru the drive-thru at the bank, and end up with a Christian piece of literature in with my receipt. Now, I’m all for freedom of speech and religion, but I’m at the fucking bank for Christ sake. Well, being the open-minded and outspoken person that I am, I decided to go inside and ask the manager about it. Boy did they pick the wrong day to mess with me, lol. The manager comes out and asks what the matter is. I merely asked if it was ok for Holy-rolling bible-thumping super-Christian employees to distribute religious material while at work. Before answering my question, the manager asked if I was offended. I certainly was. Now keep in mind, that if you wanted to label what I believe in, you would most likely call me a Christian, however, since I have some different views on things, I am apparently going straight to hell. What I found out next wa

Honey Dijon Chicken
2 c. orange juice 1/2 c. honey 1/4 c. Dijon mustard 2 tbsp. curry powder 4-6 chicken breasts butter handful of golden raisins handful of almonds Cook down until syrupy the: orange juice, honey, Dijon mustard, curry. Brown the chicken breasts in butter. Pour sauce over meat and simmer until done (about 45 minutes with bone-in, less time for boneless). Add raisins and almonds to sauce before pouring over chicken. Makes 4-6 servings.

Can Someone Help Me????
Need an experienced web builder to write html,php,asp,css,& ect. for a site that I have started designing to get up and running to launch. Looking for an individual that is in seek of adding to thier resume as well as give them exposure to thier experience of help designing the rest of the site which I would be more than glad to post on the site thier work logo and info. to add to thier portfolio for thier resume to show off thier history, capabilities, and talent. If you are interested feel free to contact me and I will get back to you a.s.a.p. in regards to the detailed information that we are in seek of to finish the site. Will consider a business partner that is career oriented in marketing, advertising, with the capabilities of such backround stated above.

Cajun Shrimp Skillet Supper
1 box Chicken Rice-a-Roni 20 to 30 small canned, fresh or frozen shrimp (thawed) add 2 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped celery 1/4 cup chopped bell pepper 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 to 3 teaspoons extra spicy Mrs. Dash (to taste) Sauté Rice-a-Roni in oil in skillet with onion, celery, bell pepper and shrimp until golden brown. Add 2 1/3 cups hot water and stir in seasoning pack from Rice-a-Roni and Mrs. Dash. Bring to a boil, cover and simmer 20 minutes. Serves 4.

Things On Mind
I had to come in and post something on here to get rid of alittle frusteration. Today's been such a miserable fuckin day my gosh lol. I can't remember the last time having a day like this. There are some things going on right now and was hoping to talk to a friend on here but that person wont respond :(. Also moving in the next day or 2 so things are gettin g pretty hecktic with that. Wanna work on some more projects but not sure what to work on...grrrr, can't think, my head's off the ground here haha. well...cya peeps around, just had to let it out.

Amihawt?
Everyday theres multiple Mumms about "am I hot.. cute. fuckable..." etc this is one that took offense to my lil pic I gave him instead of being my charming self. -As usual read from bottom up.. Im too lazy to change it.- SmokeDrago...: im not begging lol ->SmokeDrago...: chill with the begging... SmokeDrago...: damn ok chill with the attitude ->SmokeDrago...: *Site ->SmokeDrago...: DUde... knock it off. there IS a sught called Hotnot.com..... type it in and go SmokeDrago...: lol ok ifu have yahoo i can send u pic ->SmokeDrago...: Im not going to your page to check... SmokeDrago...: then am i hawt or not? or cute ->SmokeDrago...: No Id say that if I thought it SmokeDrago...: callin meugly right? ->SmokeDrago...:No thats Mild compared to what they say SmokeDrago...:You sayin Im ugly

Poem
A SOLDIER'S POEM Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live

Pre-booty Call Agreement !!!!!!!!!!
This Pre-Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced a

Im A Wife Of A Us Soldier
I am the Wife of a United States soldier. I am a supporter of the United States Air Force- an encouragement for the greatest protectors of the greatest Nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband, and the uniform that he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service and the Nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all that I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principles of freedom for which my country stands. No matter what situation I am in, I will never do anything for pleasure, profi

Vic
I am sick and tired of people who are VICs thinking they have some sort of special privileges on this site other than having a special colored name and 11's.Paying 14.71 a month does not buy you a share of stock in Cherrytap...all it does is give you some sort of bragging rights. I pay because I know my money goes to a site I really like being on and it also helps keep it free for those that dont/cant pay. But I will never bitch because out of 977,000 people, Babyjesus doesnt drop everything and tend to my needs. The people who sit on here and post bulletin after bulleting bitching about something...stop! You probably aren't reading this anyways because you've been deleted.

Wealth, Women And War: Surviving Globalization
Wealth, Women and War: Surviving Globalization Many of my friends on CherryTap have asked me to explain the premise of the book I am working on. I finished the rough draft of the executive summery this afternoon. For the sake of the curious I have posted that rough draft in the weblog. Other bits and pieces are scattered throughout the weblog. I am posting this as a bulletin so that you can link to the few sections which I have blogged. I should be done with the second draft by mid-July and the finalized edit should be ready for publication next July. Executive Summary Maslow Change Management Just Cause I can Credibility Strangelove Church Attendance Murder Rates and Gender Repost this please. GreyHawk@ CherryTAP

Letter By U.s. Marine Being Passed Along By His Wife
Subject: Letter by U.S. Marine being passed along by his wife................... {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted collea

Pastelillos (spicy Meat Pocket)
Goya dough rounds (frozen section) 1 lb ground beef 95% lean fresh recao (chopped), to taste fresh cilantro (chopped), to taste 1 packet Goya Sazon 1 teaspoon Goya Adobo 1 teaspoon cumin seeds 1 teaspoon coriander seeds 1 teaspoon chili powder 1 tablespoons sofrito (Goya) 1 onion chopped 2 small green chilies whole 1 teaspoon chopped garlic juice from 1 lime salt and pepper, to taste shredded cheese Remove dough rounds from freezer 1 hour in advance to thaw. In a pot over medium heat, sauté onions until soft. Add meat; brown thoroughly. Add remaining ingredients except cheese. Simmer on low for 1 hour, stirring every so often. Turn off heat. Rlace 1 dough round on a flat surface with parchment still attached. Place 2 tablespoons of shredded cheese in the center of the round. Place 1 large tablespoon of cooked beef on top of cheese. Pick up 2 corners of parchment and join sides of dough together, forming a half moon shape. Peel top parchment back with a for

Thanksgiving Divorce
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this." She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay" he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own w

Crab Cakes
1 lb. crab meat 1 egg, beaten 1/2 cup Saltines, crushed 1/3 cup fresh parsley, minced 2 tablespoons mayonnaise 1/2 teaspoon paprika or Old Bay seasoning cayenne pepper or Morton's Hot Salt onion powder for sprinkling butter or olive oil for frying Remove any shell from crab. In a medium bowl, toss together crushed Saltine cracker crumbs, egg, parsley and mayonnaise until moistened, but do not over mix. Add salt and pepper. Form into five or six cakes, 1/2 to 3/4 inches thick. Place in refrigerator on cookie sheet for at least one hour so they will set up. Sprinkle lightly with cayenne or Morton's Hot Salt and onion powder. In a heavy skillet, fry crab cakes in butter (or olive oil), turning once until both sides are nicely browned (about 10 minutes).

I Was Sent This And I Wanted To Pass It Along
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Repost This If You Laugh
Body: A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you.'' To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" if you laugh repost this. just spread the joke arou

The Haircut
A guy stuck his head into a barbershop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut? The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About 2 hours." The guy left. A few days later, the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked "How long before I can get a haircut ?" The barber looked around at the shop and said, "About 3 hours." The guy left. A week later, the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said, About an hour and half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bob, do me a favour. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back." A little while later, Bob returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves ?" Bob looked up, tears in his eyes and said, "Your house."

.random.moments.
two year olds dancing in your lap during a moment of rest are highly amusing. finding an entire kitchen cabinet filled with shit ya already thought ya packed? not so amusing. running low on boxes n having bags n bags of trash? well...that at least screams 'accomplishment' having intense body pain while moving book boxes into a more feasible area? sucketh. being told by a non significant other person that you should stay celibate? well thats just an eyebrow raiser prolly best left alone...or Drea-tised. im going to sit here for a few moments. drink some water. have a smoke. listen to some tunes. cuz...i can. so fuck you :D

The Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

Crispy Mexican Chicken
Prep Time: 5 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients: 1 1/3 cups French's® Cheddar or Original French Fried Onions, divided 1 tbsp. chili powder 4 skinless boneless chicken breast halves 1 egg, beaten 1/2 cup taco blend shredded cheese Directions: PLACE 1 cup French Fried Onions and chili powder in a plastic bag. Lightly crush onions with hands or with a rolling pin. DIP chicken into egg; then firmly coat with seasoned onion crumbs. Place chicken on a baking sheet. BAKE at 400ºF for 20 minutes or until no longer pink in center. Sprinkle with cheese and remaining onions. Let stand 2 minutes until cheese softens

More About Me....
I grew up in hill country in a little town just west of Ft Worth Texas, I live in the area still to this day. I love it here. My parents have farmland.. so yes, I grew up on a farm. A few acres, we had cows and chickens, and horses. A garden down in the valley. And in the very back we had a stock pond. Around the stock pond were the better half of three dozen trees, huge trees. On the northwest end, was the biggest tree of all of them. It towered at least twenty feet higher than the rest. Still to this day, that is my favorite tree. I would sit under that tree for hours, just watching things. I would watch the wind make ripples in the water of the pond. I would watch the fish jump up to catch the lil critters that flew down for a drink. I would watch our horses and cows come there to quench thier thirst. Most of the time they never knew I was there, watching, solemnly, quietly. Wondering if they had thoughts. I would take a book on occasion and just sit there and read often times.

My Point Of View On The Media
DO ME A FAVOR GET YOUR FACE OFF THE FUCKING TV QUIT BELIEVING EVERYTHING YOU HEAR.. IF YOU GOTTA PROBLEM WITH ME BECAUSE I SAW GREATNESS IN A MURDER GOOD IM GLAD BUT MY OPINION WONT CHANGE BECAUSE SOMETHING THEY SAY ON TV

We're Launching P.o.p. Sisters!
What does P.O.P Sisters mean? Well, P.O.P. stands for Power of Pussy! That's right, we're women, and we know we have a little power, so take the time to check out the P.O.P. Sisters network! Introducing the P.O.P. Sisters Network This is a whole set of lounges that are looking for you, and their either made by women, or for women! Just check out the members of the P.O.P. Sisters! That's right, P.O.P. Sisters is your home for hot women, fun chat and good tunes. We feature Excalibur Radio and lounges dedicated to the P.O.P. Find your favorite here!

This Is Beautiful Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Married For One Night
A man and a woman, who have never met before, but are both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly...he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own damn blanket!" After a moment of silence, he farted.

Lost In My Mind
I 'm writing this to get reandom; some sad , some wierd . and funny out of my head . I f ya get trapped here I'm sorry the exit is the light at the end of the tunnel. I have 3 sons , and I think that God is laughing his ass off at me at times dealing with them , saying Karma is a bitch , ya shouldda been better as a kid. What part of I do not want to be in a relationship with you , I'm going to do what I need to to do for me and my kids ; translates to I' think i can forgive you for wrecking our marriage of 7 years and tearing our family apart ? Why do all the songs of the 80's and 90's now have a different meaning since I'm older. It is almost as if they really are not as shallow as i had though that they were. TO any politician that reads this by chance ... Want to know the effects of a BAD immigration Policy , go talk to the American Indians. Sex: one of the best times you can have with someone that you have nothing in common with. The dark place that lies with

Ugghh
so..bad day!...i woke up with my eye stuck shut...i looked like quasiemoto:/....not very attractive....i got in a fight...it's hott out...and it isnt rainging yet:/...i love rain...but anywhoo....woa...my eyes hurts..and i can barely see...just thought u should kno tht:p

All Member Pls Read...important
Hello Freelance Bomber's. I would like to take a few minutes of your time, to inform you that I (Sami ~ Founder of Freelance Bomber's), will not be available until about Tuesday 10th July. This means that Lisa will be running Freelance Bomber's alone, so I ask of you to help her as much as possible, please be patient of she is late with bulletins, please only contact her if it is highly important and can not wait. You may not realise that running Freelance Bomber's isnt just a couple of minutes and its done, it takes time, planning, scheduling etc I will try to pop on now and then to check my messages, so you can contact me that way and I will get back to you a.s.a.p or if I cant then I will pass to Lisa and she will get back to you when she can. So, please help as much as you can and I will see you all when I get back. Take Care and Happy Comment Bombing. Kind Regards Sami ~ Founder of Freelance Bomber's

My True New Mexico Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught peeing --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will leave you behind when the cops come and will go back after they leave to find you NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will pick you up and throw you on there shoulders caring you through the desert so you both don't get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will help you up and take you to the hospital after the fight you got into. NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will find the mother fucker and beat his ass then come get you and take you to the hospital --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the nig

Urgh!!!!!
I am so FUCKING PISSED right now, and I have every right to be. IF YOU SAY THAT YOU'LL HELP WITH SOMETHING FUCKING DO IT!!! Don't change you're mind at the very last fucking second when we needed your help.

Wet Dream
A while ago, I had a full fledged wet dream. It started like this..... I was laying in bed, when two DC police officers kicked in the door. The male officer went to check the rest of the house, while the female officer held me at gunpoint. As soon as her partner was out of sight, she bent down & sucked my cock into her wet mouth. I reached between her legs and started to finger her pussy. I have no idea how she got rid of her uniform! After a few minutes of her licking my cock, I bent her over the bed and fucked her doggystyle. All the while, my wife, Michelle, was in a chair watching me and rubbing her pussy & tits. The police officer screamed that she was cumming. Michelle said she was cumming too. Then I came. That is when I woke up with cum all over my stomach.

Thursday Rocky Road And Sunday Fudge Ripple
The sun didn't come out until midafternoon here in Minot, but it's getting to be a better season for my nine-year-old nephew Mathew's pee wee ball team; they've won their second straight game, today 13-8. Tuesday's (which had to get rescheduled from last week because a freak rainfall had wet the ground so much) was also a win, 12-7, but I didn't get to see it because it was held in the afternoon. So far, I've been able to get to all the morning games since I don't have to be at work until 10:30 A.M. and they're at eight. After Martha gets out of the hospital next week upon bearing our second child -- can you believe it's less than four days away as I'm writing this? -- she'll be off work at Good Shepherd Day Care for six weeks so she'll be going with us and I expect I'll get to push the double stroller with Sarah on top and our newborn on bottom. Well, Sarah actually likes that one better because she has better back support; I bet she laments her time as the only child in our house

Having Jjust Chewed Someone Out
So I was outside my work and this kid who has a thing for me started telling me how he was going to take off just before the end of the month and not tell his roommates and not pay rent. Well I've had that happen too me like three times in the last six months and because of it am basically fucked financially and have been for months. So naturally I ripped this guy a new one about how totally inconsiderate and aweful that is. He got all pissed off and I don't think he has a thing for me quite so much anymore. . . Lol

About Me
PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. LOOKING FOR A GOOD MAN IN MY LIFE VERY OUT GOING LOVE OUT DOORS LOVE CLUBS LAY BACK CAN HOLD A MAN DOWN LOVE KIDS BUT DONT HAVE ONE TELL ME ABOUT YOUR SELF :) :) YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE HIT ME UP IN MY SHOUTBOX HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND XOXO:) :)

Torn At The Seam
as i look at a picture i see a little girl sad as can be wondering the world looking for love love in all the wrong places this little girl about eight of nine pain running through her heart and mind traveling this earth fighting to survive looking for answer to all life question question no one has the answer too this little girl pale as a ghost with long blond hair and blue eyes the prettiest little girl you have ever seen torn at the seam now when i look at her i see a young women with wondering eyes those eyes that wonder whats left why shes still alive in this world where she fights to survive

Tell Me!!
Put an Y in the box if its a yes and a N if its a no! WOULD YOU? [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] have a relationship with me? [_] Dance with me? [_] Spank that ass? [_] Help me with homework? [_] Tickle me to death? [_] Let me tickle you? [_] Stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] Carress my body? [_] Play strip poker with me? [_] Say yes if i asked you out? [_] Get wasted with me? [_] Instant message me? [_] Greet me in public? [_] Hang out with me? [_] Bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im fit? [_] think im hot? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_]think i

So Far Away
So Far Away by Crossfade Seems to work for me..... I've been changin' but you'll never see me now (I've been changin' but you'll never see me now) Now I'm blaming you for everything No more holding it in How many years can I pretend Nothing never goes the way it should No more sitting in this place Hoping you might see it my way Cause I don't think you ever understood That what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away [Chorus] I'm so far away I've been changin' but you'll never see me now I'm so far away Now I'm blaming you for everything No more waiting for the end Of every day that I will spend Wishing that I only had a choice No more pushing you away Cause I will be busy watching things going my way Never looking back on this anymore Because what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away [Chorus] I've been changin' but you'll never see me now Now I'm blaming you for everything I'm so

What Would You Do If?
1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? 9. I asked u to have sex? 10. i asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Wanted to do me? ::WOULD YOU: 38: Be my friend? 39. Kiss me? 40. Makeout with me? 41. Love me?

Sex Tell Me!!
1. Who wud be in control? 2. Wud u grab my head? 3. Wud u whisper in my ear? 4. Wud u talk dirty to me? 5. Wud u kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Wud u say my name? 7. Wud u go down on me? 8. Wud u let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10.Wot wud u wanna do afterwards? 11.Wud u take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12.Wud u lick and bite me al ovr? 13.Wud you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14.Wud you want me to take my time? 15.Wud u fall asleep with me when we were done? 16.Wud u want me to go fast or slow? 17.Where wod u wana "do it" at? 18 Wud u be loud or quiet? 19.Wud you mind if i liked you? 20.Wud you do it 2dy? 21.Wud yu do it 2morrow? 22.Are you going to re-post so I can answer them for u?

Stilll Another Day Away
well here it is june 28 th.and i still havnt found the women that wants me.lol..well im in st.louise mo.today heading to portland or./and everett wa for next week .im thinking about moving to portland or.what do you all think it nice there.by the way i just found out i have a new granddaughter...what a trip guess that confirmes it im over the hill and sliding down so ill take the break off .cause im going to roll in there saying hollyshit what a ride.talk soon peace and super luv.to you all

Hope Everyone Is Well
I wanted to come bye and say hi an say Im truly sorry for not being here... as some of you know I was drinking Saturday night and ended up drving getting into a car accident and acholic poisoning.... I was hospotalized from Sat.night to Thurs afternoon, Im doing better although Im still quite sore... I will get back to everyone ASAP thanks again for all the love... Codyann

Can Never Have Enough Of You
You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you.

A New Study ....
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their bums. The results were pretty interesting: 85% of women think their bum is too fat. 10% of women think their bum is too skinny. The other 5% say that they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway. 8-p :D

Hottest Morph On Ct Contest!
Hottest Morph On CT Contest! I need morph pics for this plz! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/30 thur 7/06 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

To Be
Inspired by a true story... To be or not makes no matter In this life of smear and spatter a name by any other would sound the same To some it's serious to others a game No one knows the truth you see except for the liar and of course for me Should they win My name shall die and my family will be left asking the why They'll not win to this I vow My name I shall keep I don't care how It was good till now and will continue so The liar will fall this much I know So in this world of love and hate I the give and He the take Will champion my cause and win this war and clear my name as it was before

Her Love Is Killing Me Part 2
I know I don't deserve her To her life I can only give pain and doubt and misery and that's no way to live So I'll go on being what I am and Love her from afar And every night before I sleep I'll wish upon a star Not for her love to guide me But for a life of love May she forever be happy I'll ask the maker above

Her Love Is Killing Me
In the small hours of the morning When the world is cold and still I hear you calling out my name In the early morning chill Giving in to superstition doesn't help my lonelyness all I can see around my mind is a chilling, killing darkness My heart cries out to find my love The one ment just for me I am so blind without her can't someone help me to see When the game is played out and I see the makers eye still in the cold and darkness It will be my time to die

My Resignation
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald’s and think that it’s a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer’s day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn’t bother you, because you didn’t know what you didn’t know and you didn’t care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make yo

Old Folks Home
A family took their frail, elderly mother to a nursing home and left her, hoping she would be well cared for. The next morning, the nurses bathed her, fed her a tasty breakfast, and set her in a chair at a window overlooking a lovely flower garden. She seemed okay, but after a while she slowly started to tilt sideways in her chair. Two attentive nurses immediately rushed up to catch her and straighten her up. Again she seemed okay, but after a while she slowly started to tilt over to her other side. The nurses rushed back and once more brought her back upright. This went on all morning. Later, the family arrived to see how the old woman was adjusting to her new home. "So Ma, how is it here? Are they treating you all right?" "It's pretty nice," she replied. "Except they won't let me fart."

Just So You Know. . . .
chalk (chôk) Pronunciation Key n. A soft compact calcite, CaCO3, with varying amounts of silica, quartz, feldspar, or other mineral impurities, generally gray-white or yellow-white and derived chiefly from fossil seashells. A piece of chalk or chalklike substance in crayon form, used for marking on a blackboard or other surface. Games A small cube of chalk used in rubbing the tip of a billiard or pool cue to increase its friction with the cue ball. A mark made with chalk. Chiefly British A score or tally. chalk up To earn or score: chalk up points. To credit or ascribe: Chalk that up to experience. NOT!!! chock (chŏk) Pronunciation Key n. A block or wedge placed under something else, such as a wheel, to keep it from moving. Nautical A heavy fitting of metal or wood with two jaws curving inward, through which a rope or cable may be run. tr.v. chocked, chock·ing, chocks To fit with or secure by a chock: The

When You Are Old
When you are old and grey and full of sleep, And nodding by the fire,take down this book, And slowly read and dream of the soft look, Your eyes had once and of their shadows deep. How many loved your moments of glad grace, And Love your beauty with false or true, But one woman loved the pilgrim soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your changing face, Bending down besides the glowing bars, Murmur,a litle sadly how love fled, And paced upon the mountains overhead, And hid his face amid a crowd of stars...

A Perfectly Good Blue Mood
A Perfectly Good Blue Mood I was doin' fine till you walked up and tried to brighten my day Sittin at the bar with tears in my eyes drinkin' my blues away You turned on the charm and patted my arm and said it can't be that bad I looked at you said you don't have a clue 'cause I really want to be sad Girl you don't know what you're doin' please don't try to lighten my heart you don't realize you're about to ruin a perfectly good blue mood So I'll have another beer and sing somebody done wrong I'll try to get back to my tears don't think it'll take long You can go to hell bet you can do it well while I enjoy this Perfectly Good Blue Mood

What If...
What If... What If money didn't matter? What if Picaso could only splatter? What if Beethoven penned no tune? What if Sinatra didn't crune? What if mountains were really flat? What if elephants were the size of a cat? What if trains didn't run on tracks? What if there weren't such thing as tax? What if life was a sick cruel joke? What if banks were really broke? What if God was just a man? What if Ernhardt had no fan? What if music was just a noise? what if girls never loved boys? what if hearts never had to break? what if cows didn't give steak? What if there was no what if?

December
To those who have lost their dream, Ice blue skies with cold falling rain or white meadows where once grew grain A frozen pond where kids go to skate the clear crisp air on a night dark and late The hearth aglow with warmth from the fire and you drift of to sounds of an angelic choir Morning dawns and the sun is bright removing the last of a cold winters night Sunbeams glisten off the new fallen snow in the stream crystal clear waters do flow A reminder to you that life doesn't end it's a time to share with your best friend As I leave you with these parting words take a moment to dream you can fly like the birds

Damn Checking Account
An old man walks into a bank and says to the woman at the window, "I want to open a damn checking account." the astonished woman replies, "I beg your pardon, sir. I must have misunderstood you. What did you say?" "Listen up, damn it. I said I want to open a damn checking account now!" "I'm very sorry sir, but that kind of language is not tolerated in this bank." The teller leaves the window and goes over to the bank manager to inform him of her situation. The manager agrees that the teller does not have to listen to that foul language. They both return to the window and the manager asks the old geezer, "Sir, what seems to be the problem here? "There is no damn problem," the man says. I just won $200 million bucks in the damn lottery and I want to put my damn money in this damn bank." "I see," says the manager "and is this bitch giving you a hard time?"

Jade To Make You Smile
If beauty could walk hand in hand. Yours would stretch across this land. Then it would sail from our coast over to thier sea. Then it would spread across europe for all to see. Onto africa,austrailia,then to the orient. To doubt that kind of beauty,no they just can't. If I thought a day would go without your smile. God I hate to think I'd ever have to walk that mile.

Never Down Again
I look over my life and see the things I've done I look at the contests I've never won I see the things that went wrong I see the words never put into a song I see the days fade into night I see the flickering of the light I changed the things I could and endured the rest My life now is going to be the best Working on the future and blocking out the past Know each day on earth may be my very last I'll live for today and look ahead with glee I thank god I realized I live a life of the free I will remember the past and use it to learn I will work hard and the things I have I will earn No more living in sorrow I will never be down again.

Touch Me There
You're always there, in my dreams, and I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. My desire only heightens as your lips press against every inch of my flesh... except for that one spot, which I won't tell you about now. And I only ask that you'll touch me there later.

I Didn't Mean Any Harm
sorry about the spelling i don't have spell check, still in NYC i am truely sorry i know who you are, and looked up to you. years go i wanted to be like you. but, you just disappered as abruptly as you appered. no one knew where you went and any one who did refused to talk about it. weither it be me, the band members, or the under ground crews. now years later i came across what i thought was you. it was confirmed when i saw you "other" profile looking at my page. the picture that made you famouse in the dungon. only you would have it since you own the rights. you are a woman of many talents, when you left the scene, it seemed very cold and empty. the art gallery stopped showcasing your work about 6 months later. i never ment any harm. i will not post the picture nor the artical. we are very similure in many ways, i did not move here for anything else other then work. which i can see now i can not compete with the girls in this city. if you would like me to take yo

Scary But True - An Indepth Look At A Scorpio
Rising Sign is in 26 Degrees Virgo You tend to be very shy and not very self-assertive. You are supercritical about how you appear to others. Even though you may think you are uninteresting and dull, you are actually quite soft- spoken, orderly, neat and very likable. You are a perfectionist with high standards, and at times you can be quite tactless in pointing out the faults of others. Very practical, efficient and purposeful, your appearance and bearing reflect your need to appear graceful, sensible and reserved. You have a crisp, no-nonsense approach to dealing with others. Never lazy or self-indulgent, you tend to be dedicated to the work ethic. Sun is in 26 Degrees Scorpio. Intense and complex by nature, you have extremely strong emotional reactions to most situations. Feelings are often very difficult for you to verbalize. Therefore you have a tendency to be very quiet - - to brood and think a lot. You seldom get overtly angry, but, when you do, you are furious and unfor

Oil Change Instructions For Women:
1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Crawl out from under car to wipe hot oil off

Magnificant Dreams On Butterfly Wings
To all of the dreamers: keep dreaming, and soar on your wings. Being free cost nothing you see Upon my Wings I Float in the Breeze Taking in the Noontime Sun Traveling to new places just for fun Every day is a new Story Revieling Nature in all it's glory Falling and climbing Where ever I go Leaving the World Far Below When It's time for me to wake It's a sadness from dreamland I take Now don't be afraid It I'll not keep Going away is no reason to weep See I'll go back when Ever I Sleep

Thoughts As Deep As The Pools Where Misquitoes Give Birth
The army is still in a recruiting slump and I've been giving some thought to how they could change this. I think if they give the people they sign up a pound of marijuana they'd get more people from the gang infested and heavily violent areas in our country. Just hang around Flint Michigan with Marine recruiters passing a bowl. Looking from Crips or Bloods. It would work. They all have the same color uniform after recruitment anyway. Just give them what they'd want to get in. You've got a militarized populace there. Our ass backward corporate ghettos can easily supply troops for our country. They know how to shoot already as it is. Why not use that economic inequality. Just ask the CIA for a little share of their drugs and hey you'd have divisions of willing young men. A pound on enlistment and a brick a month. That would solve the waning interest in joining the military as opposed to going to college for six years for the master's degree required to get any job paying ove

On Dove's Wings
On Dove's Wings Dedicated to the victims of 9/11/2001 In the air flies a lone white dove casting a shadow upon the earth flying free without care or fear Above the land of the free In these dark hours we search for the why not knowing which hour might be our last An ever changing world beckons us to fight as fear causes us to flee In my heart I know the truth I long to be free from fear like Dove in flight my heart is calm it races for the hight to see The world below the clouds seems so small and insignificant the fears and pain gone away On Dove's wings is where I long to be

My One Last Cry
My One Last Cry Dedicated to my friends who stuck by me in my darkest hour Precious moments in Life's care Pass with the blink of an eye Hate, hope, love, dispare All diminish with one last cry Night stalks like a panther Hunting down her prey Consuming like a cancer No more to see the day An open wound to never heal No more pain to ever feel Nothing's left for them to steal No time to eat their one last meal An innocence forever lost the price we pay an injust cost As ships at sea we have been tossed Breathing in the poisoned exhaust So on this day I make my adieu And blow you a kiss good-bye If tears are really the song of the blue Then I sing my one last cry

Cheating
hey now its been a week or so and as most of you know ive been run through the ringer right nicely.. some one is trashing my yahoo, another is getting into my email and still another has been here on ct.. i dunno bout you folks but it gets really tieresome really quick .. oh why oh why cant it be back to where it was before when shit was all good and i never had to worry bout nothing. i dont ask for much in life but a decent chance would really make my fucking day.

How To Stay Young
HOW TO STAY YOUNG 1. Try everything twice. On Madam’s tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam), she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind, if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is

Raise Or Stay The Same?
I was asked by a few people to make my mumm a blog....so here it is... As some of you know, I'm a tattooist. My cheapest tat is $20. And trust me, you can get a lot of work for that. I'm upping my prices, but I don't know what to set my min. to. PLEASE take a look at my work in my ink folder (it's not all of them either) and let me know what I should set my base (lowest) price to.....thanks

Kratky Is A Downrater!!
*sigh* Tap goes down for awhile & the idiots crawl out of the woodwork I guess. Don't typically do anything but leave the comment below but I guess I'm still fuzzy from my migraine meds so I rated him a 1. Which I know I shouldn't have bothered but for the briefest of moments I felt good. :D kratky@ CherryTAP Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Back to bed I go.

Pissed Off
ok so today at work i get in trouble for not flirting enough with my customers LIKE WTF????????????????? if all the gay ass remarks arent (such as they come up and ask for a pot of beer and screaming orgasm, and throw in some dumbass line like oh yea i bet i could give u a screaming orgasm- yea whateva dumbass gets a lil old after 8hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) MY MANAGER EXACT WORDS WERE "it wouldnt hurt u to flirt with your customers a bit more" arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont see them givin me security home when i leave that joint next think u know a worker will be raped cuz of leading ppl on and were will the club be then fukn no where to be seen

Red Fridays
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I though

2 People Arrested
Two arrested over Madeleine case An Italian man and a Portuguese woman are being interviewed by police investigating the disappearance of four-year-old Madeleine McCann. Spanish police said the pair were arrested near Algeciras in the south of the country. They are being questioned over allegations that they tried to defraud the McCanns by claiming a reward for information about their daughter. There is no direct link with Madeleine's kidnap, say police. The man's arrest arose from an international search warrant while the arrest of the woman, who is believed to be the man's partner, was by association, a Spanish police spokeswoman said. The pair were arrested in the early hours of the morning in the town of Sotogrande, near Algeciras. Reportedly, the arrests followed a surveillance operation in the far south of Spain. 'Hopes dashed' A spokeswoman for the McCanns said the family were not commenting directly on the potential development. "They will be l

Who Got A Good Look?
I know many of you gotta see the NSFW photo's in which wasn't to see because those peoples were not on my family list but it's all good I guess just wish CT would get all these damn glitches out of the system...lol....

I Can Feel You
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

This Place Is Suckin Bad
After all this CT crap of crashing and drinking 2 pints Christies see all under bartab still doesnt work and now I cant see any of my friends I see the kind of service VIC has gotten her for the past month of not being able to see who uploaded photos not getting anyone to rate hers cause she didnt theirs only because she had no clue they were uploading becasue they had their built in excuses of it was her PC, her browser or her operating system. Well she has had 3 new pc's since it started works on my name not on hers on any of them 4 different browsers none worked and 2 operating systems and still no see all. Now I cant see any friends under the friends list unless I do the see all lucky me it shows them there. Christie has contacted every bouncer she can with all the same form answers as to it's her not CT even though people in different states have signed in and looked and dont see it so I dont get how they can brush it off sayin it's hers when all they have to do is look at

Dare To Dream
You may get a lot of negative feedback from others, and so much happens in life to block the road you wish to travel. But you must dream anyway and cherish your dreams as they come from your soul and are the blueprint of who you are. What's more, they represent the direction you should take on earth. Let your heart set your goals and remain dedicated to them.

Ex Gf
So ever since i broke up with my ex she's been having trouble letting go. Then she started Cyber stalking me. I blocked the profile that she had on here after she left comments on my page and on the pages of my family. Recently 've been getting checked out by another profile. There's no pic on it other than a beach And the list of hobbies she has matches my ex so i believe it's her. This is a warning to my friends, fans, and family. Be careful of a profile named delious1 or something like that.

Need Some Help
please stop by and so me some love. please rate my profile and my pics to help me level up. i will so the same love back. also if your not a fan of mine please add me ass a fan. again i will so the same love to help u out. thanks my cherry tap friends

Wondering If There's A Chance
Well... here I sit. Another day has gone by. I'm waiting for someone (she's my only friend on this site so it should be obvious) to decide if she will forgive me for 2 transgressions & allow me a chance to make her happy. I've tried to explain just how wonderful & beautiful I think she is, but it seems to be falling on deaf ears. I know I f-ed up... not intentionally, but I did. I'm more sorry t han she can imagine & it's killing me to think we might be over before getting started. Anyone on here who knows her, PLEASE tell her to read this... KIM, I care about you more than you realize & I can't bear the thought of losing you already. PLEASE give me another shot. Thanks everyone for listening.

Revelations For My Religion
1. God is neither man or woman, but is both, and yet neither. One of the perks of being omnipotent. He/she can portray themselves as whatever they like, whether it be male, female, or even a burning bush. This is seen in many other religions also, such as Zeus appearing as a bird to many of his female playmates. 2. God is the almighty, but is not the all lawful. God is the true neutral. Satan is true evil, but only because that is the card he drew. He did not try to overthrow God, God just assigned him to the nether realms because he trusted he’d be able to handle that job. The question is, who is true good? The Bible shows two different versions of God, maybe the true good person was replaced, got too high and mighty (no pun intended), or maybe God just wasn’t impressed with the job that was being done. The Bible starts off depicting God as being just, but cruel, with flooding the world and laying waste to Sodom and Gomorrah, I think the change came about the time of Christ,

Sex Appeal, Bananas, And Blogs.
Focus, people! Sexy Blond Girl is at it again! That means that you all didn't hit the spot the last time she was forced to hold happy hour. The things that poor girl has to do to get fans fans plz 4 CT lov... That aside, my leg is currently cramping. I tried stretching it out, rubbing it, and doing a slow warm-up, but all to no avail. I should probably eat a banana, but I'm fresh out. Oh, dear. To my left, there's this lovely other recent blog posts list. Lanababy posted 101 Random things about me... I'm not sure I can possibly think of a 101 random things about myself. I mean, I could probably do twenty or so, but that last eighty-one defeats me. I'm probably going to go buy myself a new outfit or two. Well, I will if I manage to dress my bottom before I manage to go out. For some reason, I don't want Jarvis to cuff me for indecent exposure. I do believe that he'd make me blush should he find me in such a state. Speaking of blushing, I blush an awful lot lately

Broken Ct
a freind of mine just posted a blog saying her shout box was broken...sometimes my repost button doesnt work..so its not that i dont want to repost bulletins..another thing is...i know i have blocked users...and i just checked it..and it said that i didnt have blocked users....and i just got a freind request that i denied cuz there was no picture there...wtf?

Ok, What Gives
ok, what gives? i just looked at my account, and i have no friends, no family, and no fans (either way). now i KNOW i have family because my wife was on that list and (in thoery) she should still be there. it also appears as if several comments have disappeared from the page as well. how did i end up deleting everything? oh, and it's RAINING again. is this some kind of promo for that movie EVAN ALMIGHTY ? my back yard looks like the amazon river basin.

New Guy Here
Hey, wassup people? Just writing my first blog to say wassup and all? Feel free to talk, add, etc, whatever. I definitely like the more adult atmosphere of this place and despite the bayface I'm legal. Wanna chat then holla! ^_^ Anways, PEace

Double Shift And More
so I get to work a double shift today, the first is my regular shift, then an hour break, then another 8hr shift while dev. does updates. they are only having me staffed so that the after hours line doesnt get slammed..good news is I get a 3 day weekend and maybe OT, so if anybody wants to do anything friday-sunday let me know...It is also payday tomorrow so I am uber happy, I am going to be getting some boots that I have wanted to SOO bad, sexy 5in heeled boots

She Sent This=- Wow
I can't believe we're finally alone, Finally I can show you who I am, What I am really made of. You can feel it too, The need, The want, So you go in for the catch, Watching you walk, I know you can sense it too, But I'll make it hard for, So I start backing off, And start licking my lips, You start walking faster, And I can see your harden from that far, I know you want me bad, I can see it under your jeans, So I start to slowly undress, Just like a stripper would do, You stick me to the wall, And start to kiss my neck, While helping me to undress, Yet I push you away, This time I put my hands on your crotch, And you let out a beautiful moan, You unzip your jeans, And I can see it now, Your crotch, So I kneel down, And start to suck it, You want more, You want more than that, So you put me down on the floor, And allow me to suck more, While you start to undress the last borders, You start to rub your hand between my thighs, I suck more, As I feel th

Just Read It
i am so happy because i am going to be a father for the first time and i can't wait because i love my fionce alot and i know that she will be a great mother and i know that i will be a great father so i just can't wait to see what it will be like to be a father and have a family of my own...

~what Kind Of Pet Would I Be?~
You Would Be a Pet Dog You're friendly, loyal, and an all around good sport. People love to be near you. You are very open with your feelings, and you're quite vocal in expressing them. You are sincere and kind. You love many people - without any sort of agenda. Why you would make a great pet: You're content to chill out with your friends Why you would make a bad pet: You always find yourself getting into trouble What you would love about being a dog: Running around and playing What you would hate about being a dog: Being left home alone while everyone else is out having fun What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Would you be romantic? 13. Do you give Oral ? 14. Do you like to receive Oral ? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. How many times would you make me cum? 22. Would you use me as a booty call? 23. Can I use you as a booty call? 24. Do you like foreplay? 25. What is foreplay to you? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! TITLE IT "NAUGHTY APPLICA

~what Kind Of Pet Would I Be?~
You Would Be a Pet Cat Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone. And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care. You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands. Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends. Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

Ct
What is the deal? I am having problems with the damn page,, locking up on me an when going to the HOME it says I'm freshmeat...lol... I dunno maybe another one of those wonderful glitches ( HA HA HA HA ).....

Perspectives
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad ." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

They Come In 3's...
Okay, hopefully some of you out there understand what I'm saying. Has it ever happened to you...One thing goes wrong, and before you know it....Wham! Two more things have went wrong. Right now, I'm going through that. I would blab and tell you all what they are right now, but because I have people on here who would much rather see I live in hell for the rest of my life, and say things to certain people, I cannot. Sometimes I wish everbody wasn't so shady.....People need to learn how to be less dramatic and quit playing on both teams....Thanks, I feel much better getting that off my chest now. :-)

She Haunted My Dreams Again
she came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beconing me to come to her.she is a powerfull creature she is not to be denied nor would i want to she has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet i am not uncomfortable i am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no story has ever described a creature so lovely she spins in the air teasing me my heart is pounding my throte is dry as i get closer she settles to the ground ,wings out ,showing me how impressive

10 Compliments That Wow A Man!! :)
10 Compliments That Wow a Man Posted by David Zinczenko From an early age, men get hammered with the same message about how to treat women: More compliments, more listening, more romance. That's all well and good, as it should be. But sometimes, especially as relationships progress, men can also feel on the short-end of the fawning stick: Nearly 70 percent of men say they wish they received more regular compliments from their partner. I'm not suggesting that every guy has to be coddled and cuddled with verbal roses, but every once in a while, it's nice to throw one his way. While guys aren't particularly amped by compliments like "nice eyes" or "you're so beautiful," there are a few, simple things a woman can say to a man that really get him going. To wit: "Your arms are definitely looking bigger." Men can be just as paranoid about the way their bodies look as women can be. In fact, nearly 90 percent of men in a national Men, Love & Sex survey say there's at least one body

Husband Store
brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "

Poetry I Had To Rewrite Dammit
i became addicted, i faltered, i was weak, i gave into you, that's what you were waiting for me to do, melanchaly replaced love, adoring you turned into hate, playing with my emotions feels like being raped, i ask"why me?" you say"why not" i see red, i won't stop , until i fuck you up

Deleted A Couple Stash Items
I took the step of deleting a couple stash items today. Its so stupid cause this is an adults site and I am starting to wonder...what is really defined as NSFW? I mean come on! I see alot of stuff on here people...and I am left wondering.... I had a couple Monty Python scenes in my stash...but they are gone now. I decided that maybe "sex education" from "The meaning of life" might be too risky. I mean...its freaking funny, but do I run the risk of someone coming to my page and reporting it and losing my account over it...nay. I really do enjoy them and they are totally for adults...but if anyone can just complain because they don’t like what they just viewed and my account gets deleted...its not worth it...so I am being pro-active...LOL. Maybe I am being overly sensitive, but whatever! So since the description of NSFW is "offensive or adult" I removed them. But hey...they are still on youtube if ya want to go see them. I will let others fight over this issue. I personally like my

"year Of The Dragon" Poem # 8
Strength in tales of battle the dragon stands alone. Most command a greater wisdom than our ancestries have known. She bares scares of conflict thought to bring on her demise. Tail for terrible bashing and teeth silence battle cries. Flame did bring burnt offerings. Charred corpses on the floor. Talons sharp as Reapers' scythes. The enemy at the door. Broken shards from glancing blades. her scales forged of fire. Have pity on a fallen foe; her heart has no desire. Out stretched wings by clouds at dusk her shadow rides the skies. Tears like blood from open wounds flow generously from her eyes. Ole' burning heart a pounding. Her sweat soaked breast with fear. Is happiness abounding? Is this the dragons year.?. inspired by my dear friend Year of the Dragon... this is a gift to her...

Last Kiss
It was 9'oclock as I slowly entered your room As I see you there sleeping upon your bed As I have a face full of wonder on why you called As you raised with a face of interest To find that you wish me on your bed Without a second notice I find you on lap Slowly kissing my neck Watching you undress was agreat honor As this will be your first time I said I would take it slow Then when I layed you on your bed With your pants to the floor You hurry me to make love to you As I went in you gave me a scream of delight With pleasure on your face I slowly proceeded Sticking it further each time on your command As seconds turns to minutes And minutes turn to hours We lyed there on your bed in deep appreciation Seeing you stareing into my eyes Tells me that you enjoyed it As I was leavin you asked if I loved you With my reply I slowly gave you one final kiss And said yes

Stash
First of all I wanna thank each an every1 who has rated mine,, secondly I can not rate anymore today do to I ran out... Will try an getta you all soon,, please do leave a little something so I know who ta get.... Thanks 4 Your Time... Love Jaime!

Warning Fire Risk
This is one of those e-mails that if you don't send it, rest assured someone on your list will suffer for not reading it. The original message was written by a lady whose brother and wife learned a hard lesson this past week. Their house burnt down.. nothing left but ashes. They have good insurance so the house will be replaced and most of the contents. That is the good news. However, they were sick when they found out the cause of the fire. The insurance investigator sifted through the ashes for several hours. He had the cause of the fire traced to the master bathroom. He asked her sister-in-law what she had plugged in the bathroom. She listed the normal things.... curling iron, blow dryer. He kept saying to her, "No, this would be something that would disintegrate at high temperatures". Then her sister-in-law remembered she had a Glade Plug-In, in the bathroom. The investigator had one of those "Aha" moments. He said that was the cause of the fire. He said he has seen more h

Love Memory
I keep running back and running back This thought across my mind So what I did to disrespect you All across this time Every night thinking about What we once had All I keep coming to Is what I told you I can only remember Those tears that came Down your luxious face As you try to tell me one last final thing I told you just to go away As days go by and the sunsets I still be thinking about you what you said So tell what I can do To get you back Within my life

Willie Is Back
Hey Everyone, Ive taking some timeout to get myself together after the events of the past few days. But now Im back and raring to go and getting back to making you all laugh, tease you with my 'SAUCY' comments, and get back to 'SPANKING' someones ass, she knows exactly who she is, lol. Ive missed you all very much and I thank you all for being such great friends. I love you all. Willie xoxoxox PS: LOCK ALL YOUR DOORS CAUSE WILLIE IS BACK, LOL.

Poor People
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad ." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

Don't Worry
OK I just wanted to let my friends, family and whoever else know whats going on. Well for one if you don't really see me reposting bulletins, or posting some of my own don't worry. I have been very busy lately with lots of different things going on. Even though CT may show me online doesn't mean I am always right here at my computer. I have been working on my research paper for Forensics class which has been consuming alot of my time. Also I have 2 weeks left before I will be finished completely with school. YEAAAAAA!!!!! Anyways other than that I have been on the phone at least everyday since my son had his motorcycle accident to keep up with what is going on with him...And on that well he is healing well and seems to be handling the pain very well. He keeps begging his dad daily to let him get back on the bike. At least hes not afraid...Thats my little fighter there(not afraid of anything)...My other son that went through a terrible tragedy before they left he is doing better in dea

When I Need U
WHEN I NEED U WHEN I NEED U TO HOLD ME UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED U TO TALK TO UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED LOVING UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED A HUG UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED TO CUDDLE UR NOT THERE TELL ME DO U REALLY CARE ????

Poetry
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you came and tore them down, then ripped out my heart and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, nothing but want to be next to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say now is kiss my fucking ass

Ct Marriages
HELLO ONE AND ALL.. WELL ILL TELL YA FROM MY POINT OF VIEW (EXPERIENCED POINT OF VIEW) THAT CT MARRIAGES ARE A JOKE ALMOST AS BAD AS REALTIME MARRIAGES .I GUESS IM KINDA BITTER SINCE I JUST GOT BURNED LOL....MINE LAST A WHOLE 23 HRS ,,,,

Abstain
What can I say....paint causes funny things in men!!! A couple wanted to join the church. The pastor told them, "We have a special requirement for new member couples. You must abstain from sex for one whole month." The couple agreed and after two-and-a-half weeks returned to the church. When the Pastor ushered them into his office, the wife was crying and the husband was obviously very depressed. "You are back so soon... Is there a problem?", the pastor inquired. "We are terribly ashamed to admit that we did not manage to abstain from sex for the required month", the young man replied sadly. The pastor asked him what happened. "Well, the first week was difficult...however, we managed to abstain through sheer willpower. The second week was terrible, but with the use of prayer, we managed to abstain. However, the third week was unbearable. We tried cold showers,prayer, reading from the Bible...anything to keep our minds off carnal thoughts. But, one

.last.day.
this is me... sitting here blogging... when i should be packing. cuz im the QUEEN of procrastination. other peoples children should not talk at the speed of light before i have finished my orange juice. and they most definitely should not knock on my door prior to noon. why? cuz my effin kids are sleeping go the fuck away. i cant process... therefore i cant pack cuz my brain is full. of stuff i cant do anything about. therefore i will sit and smoke. until it passes... and hope it passes... so i can accomplish what i need to accomplish tho going back to bed... or having a good cry sounds completely delightful. *sneezes*

Pan Handlers
Jose and Carlos are panhandling at the freeway off ramp. Jose drives a Mercedes, lives in a mortgage free house and has a lot of Money to spend. Carlos only brings in 2 to 3 dollars a day. Carlos asks Jose how he can bring home a suitcase full of $10 bills Every day. Jose says, "Look at your sign." It reads: "I have no work, a wife & 6 Kids to support" Carlos looks at Jose's sign. It reads: "I only need another $10.00 to move back to Mexico"

Just A Few More Hours!
I can't believe Shane is in my state already. I mean I know he's up there and has been for a little bit. I can't wait to get myself up there and talk to him. Tonight, myself and Ruby shall...

What This Woman Wants
This is in response to that lovely question "So,what are you looking for in a man?" And besides the usual answer, heart, stomach, kidneys, etc...here's what I want. Oxymorons and all. Just because you know what you want, doesn't mean you are going to get it, but at least, for once, I can say I know what I want. ^.^ LOL. Gentle enough to not make me fear his touch, yet tough enough to protect us. Sweet enough to temper angry words with flowers and kisses, yet strong enough to keep my restless soul bound to him. One willing to be my master, my slave, my lover, my equal. One to teach me as well as hunger to learn from me. Implicit trust flowing betwixt us. Nary a moment of doubt. To listen to me, to laugh at me, to help me find my laugh again, to sweep me away, and keep me grounded, to drive me crazy and bring me salvation. To soar with me, to keep me anchored. To speak words of gibberish, to speak without words. Love my complications, adore my simplicity. Dream of my car

On A Serious Note...the Conflict In Darfur
Here are some facts about the conflict in the Darfur region. * THE CONFLICT: -- Rebels in Sudan's western region of Darfur rose up against the government in February 2003, saying Khartoum discriminated against non-Arab farmers there. -- Khartoum mobilized proxy Arab militia to help quell the revolt. Some militiamen, known locally as Janjaweed, pillaged and burned villages, and killed civilians. The government has called the Janjaweed outlaws and denied supporting them. -- Experts have estimated 200,000 people have been killed and 2.5 million driven from their homes in the region since early 2003, some crossing the border into Chad exacerbating a refugee crisis there. -- The United Nations calls Darfur one of the world's worst humanitarian crises. The United States says the violence in Darfur amounts to genocide. * CEASEFIRES: -- A ceasefire was agreed in Darfur in April 2004 and the African Union eventually sent nearly 7,000 peacekeepers with a mandate to monitor the peace a

Woooo Hoooo
dam i can't believe it after trying to participate in at least 30 surveys that i "pre-qualified" i finally got through one and got my 10,000 points i almost shit myself when i made it to the end, lol....and to think this was gonna be my last time trying, now you know they just sucked me right back in i have 2 now that i'm debating about trying, lol

People's Bullshit....part 3
Well I thought I was done but I guess not, I have gotten Shoutbox messages and emails about my last 2 blogs thinking they were about ppl on my friends list..well if you think it is about you then obviously you are GUILTY AS CHARGED HUH? Take a hint...its right here in plain English. The people that assume things only make an ASS out of themselves. Personally I could be a real BITCH and call out everyone that this pertains too, but I figured that I wouldnt stoop to their level. I myself am way to good for that.I am a good person, I try to be good to everyone I talk to and try to give attention to everyone, I dont purposely ignore ppl, if I do its because I am away from the computer, would be all. I always treat ppl the way that I want to be treated, but here of late I have been treated like shit and I am done with that. So this is going to be my last blog but here is the reason for this blog. Tomorrow will be my last day on CT I am deleting my account. Unless, people can prove to me, wh

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We Were The One Thing In The Galaxy God Didn't Have His Eyes On
We would wake up yawning then kissing, stretching and making sneaky love. I'd make you your coffee and you'd open up my can of soda. We'd wake up by slowly moving our hips and limbs to CCR and pretend we live in the mountains. We can spend the whole day fishing, reading until we feel a pull. I'd like to watch a movie with your heartbeat fitting into the soundtrack. We could miss the revolution passing by, and make our own after a nap. You could move the hair out of my eyes and I could kiss your fingertips passing by. Even if you listen to a lot of Leonard Cohen, you gotta have hope.

To Live With Out You !!!!!
To live with out you !!!!! To live with out you just wouldn't be the Same . Every day passing by without your Smiling Face . Never being able to hear your Voice Lost in a sweet sumber never wanting to Return . My heart has grown so empty i've never felt like this befor You are the one Heather To live without you , Has put me in Discontent All I ever wanted was to LOVE you Heather And for you to love me Back . Living without you , Is Dark And Heart wiending All in the Same with no POSSIBILITY of Turning Back Poem By HEATHER C BENNER MAY 30 ,2007

I Find Myself
Falling for you Wanting you Thinking of you. Smiling Laughing When I talk to you. Feeling happier More beautiful Just because of you. Thank You dear friend for being there when I need you the most.I cherish all that you are and everything you do for me. If theres one gift I could give to you it would be to love and take care of you. Now im going to say I Love You,but not in 'a weird needing way' but i mean it as a friend,someone who respects me. Your a great guy,and i really hope theres more for us in our future. xoxo Love Always Your Cock of a Friend, Taisha :D

Please Read --- Fire Warning -- Are You Using This Product?
This is one of those e-mails that if you don't send it, rest assured someone on your list will suffer for not reading it. The original message was written by a lady whose brother and wife learned a hard lesson this past week. Their house burnt down.. nothing left but ashes. They have good insurance so the house will be replaced and most of the contents. That is the good news. However, they were sick when they found out the cause of the fire. The insurance investigator sifted through the ashes for several hours. He had the cause of the fire traced to the master bathroom. He asked her sister-in-law what she had plugged in the bathroom. She listed the normal things.... curling iron, blow dryer. He kept saying to her, "No, this would be something that would disintegrate at high temperatures". Then her sister-in-law remembered she had a Glade Plug-In, in the bathroom. The investigator had one of those "Aha" moments. He said that was the cause of the fire. He said he has seen more

For You All
well i'm thinking this is just gonna be a blog for me to just rant.. or vent or whatever i dunno lol. I"m just sitting here thinking. Not about one thing in paticular but just in general..And i'm gonna have to say that joinin CT was one of the most awsome things i've ever done in my life besides bring 2 healthy babies into the world. I have a great CT family! Torture Chamber so rocks! I love all of my family that i have made. Shelly Mike Jenny Kae Nikki Johnny Mo Chevy Selene Jam.. and all the rest of ya'll i love u guys! To Smokey: i love u baby. i always will. It kills me that we're so far apaart. But every min that i talk to u on line or on the phone the more i grow to love u.. ( yeah ok go head an laugh at me ya know u want to lol) Just wanted to let ya know with out makin a total fool of myself on yahoo lol. anyways. I love you all!!!

See How Much You Cost
Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then, post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS: the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $3.00 3. Got drunk: $7.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $5.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $5.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. Given oral: $10.00 12. Got oral: $10.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your hair: $0.50 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00 19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50 20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00 21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $

Poetry
huddling in the corner, i'd await the next blow, hitting me in the head or legs so no one else would know, did you feel the power when you knocked me to the ground?, taking your frustrations out on me when no one else was around, did it hurt to see me cry, or withdrawl into myself, start cutting my arms because nothing else could help, happy fucking mother's day, i'm glad your 6 feet down, i feel the weight has lifted, you can no longer push me around.

Slurpee
Slurpee slurpee slurpee. . .Everyone loves a slurpee*to be sung to the tune of the slinky song* Mmmm I have a delightfully tasty slurpee. Its all cold and just chalk full of stuff to hype me up. . . but I've just remember that last time I drank one of these I was unable to sit still for about two hours. . . .I maybe should have taken that into consideration pre energy drink slurpee but its all good its tasty. . . I suppose if i end up super hyped up I can just write dozens of blogs about it. So I've just started re reading mostly harmless by douglas adams and its funny. Its the fifth book in the hitchhiker trilogy and I"m remember why I freaking love those books

Fishing Story
Subject: Fishing A man was fishing offshore in beautiful conditions. His first drop began with a 65 lb Kingfish and the second produced a 20 lb snapper. On the third drop he had just scored his first ever Yellowfin tuna when his mobile phone rang. It was a doctor notifying him that his wife had just been in a terrible accident and was in critical condition in the intensive care unit. The man told the doctor to inform his wife where he was and that the he'd be there as soon as possible. As he hung up he realized he was leaving what was shaping up to be his best ever fishing trip. He decided to get in a couple of more drifts before heading to the hospital. He ended up catching several personal bests, and all in all, had his best days fishing by far. He was jubilant.... Then he remembered his wife. Feeling guilty he dashed to the hospital. He saw the doctor in the corridor and asked about his wife's condition. The doctor glared at him and shoute

Grilled Salmon With Pineapple Salsa
Fresh Pineapple Salsa 1 1/2 c. chopped pineapple 1/4 c. chopped red onion 2 tbsp. sugar 1 tbsp. lemon juice 1/2 - 1 tsp. chopped jalapeno pepper 1 tsp. finely minced ginger 1 tbsp. fresh chopped mint Mix ingredients in glass bowl. Adjust seasonings to taste. Refrigerate at least 4 hours. Makes 1 3/4 cups. Grilled Salmon and Marinade: 4 x 8 oz. salmon steaks MARINADE: 6 tbsp. butter 1/3 c. light clove honey 1/3 c. packed dark brown sugar 2 tbsp. lemon juice 1 tsp. liquid smoke Dash Tabasco

Poetry
you call me babydoll,sexy,and say i'm cute, do you tell her that too?, i'm on to your game, "oh when i'm with someone i don't mess with their emotions", LIAR your like the rest of them, consider yourself pushed away,don't tell me things you wouldn't normally say. "i love you" LIAR please believe me, i don't care if i'm alone, i'd rather that then listen to your lies on the phone,"i want to be in your life" LIAR oh now i understand why, long distance relationships don't work, four hours is just to far away, fuck you, "i'd do anything to be with you" LIAR

Eyes Connected To Ass'
This is a good one Did you know that in the human body, There is a nerve that connects the Eyeball to the anus? It's called the Anal Optic Nerve, And it is responsible for giving people A shitty outlook on life. If you don't believe it, pull a hair From your ass and see if it doesn't Bring a tear to your eye.

Poupon
Some grandpas will recognize this one lol (This is a true story.) If you have children you will probably relate to this father. As ham sandwiches go, it was perfection. A thick slab of ham, a fresh bun, crisp lettuce and plenty of expensive, light brown, gourmet mustard. The corners of my jaw aching in anticipation, I carried it to the table in our backyard, picked it up with both hands but was stopped by my wife suddenly at my side. "Hold Johnny (our six-week-old son) while I get my sandwich," she said. I had him balanced between my left elbow and shoulder and was reaching again for the ham sandwich when I noticed a streak of mustard on my fingers. I love mustard. I had no napkin. I licked it off. It was not mustard, No man ever put a baby down faster! It was the first and only time I have sprinted with my tongue protruding. With a washcloth in each hand,I did the sort of routine shoeshine boys do, only I did it on my tongue. Later (afte

The Shocker
Yeah so i didn't know what that was before i joined this group. lol I googled it and then learned all about it on wikipedia. damn was i surprised. my butt is a virgin. that cherry has not been tapped. i just don't get it. did everyone start doing this overnight and i missed that memo? its so gross and it just sounds so painful... i've had this discussion with so many of my friends, and i guess that i can understand the whole trust thing... wow its off the hook. like if its a pregnancy thing, why aren't girls using birth control, then u don't have to worry. i don't know if any of this makes sense but i had to get this off my chest. i really don't get it

Oh No Rosie!!!!
I want to poke Rosie O'Donnell in the eyeball with a hot fork. The woman needs therapy in a major way. For starters she spouts off liberal rhetoric she reads from sources like moveon.org, which is so far left they can't even see the RIGHT, as fact. She spouts off their unresearched statistics as if they are founded, and people believe her because they hear her say it on national TV. She is as much of a terrorist as Osama. When she was asked point blank by Bill O'Reilly if she wanted the Untited States to win in Iraq, she couldn't answer. She has called our service people terrorists. She has referred to terrorists as "mothers and fathers that just want to live with their beliefs in peace". And now to make matters worse she posts a picture of her 4 year old child wearing a costume that makes her look like a terrorist. If she is trying to make another obsurd political statement she should be ashamed for using her own child to do so. I understand people being upset about the war,

Herb-baked Fish & Rice
1 1/2 c. hot herb or chicken bouillon 1/2 c. uncooked reg. rice 1/4 tsp. Italian seasoning 1/4 tsp. garlic powder 1 pkg. (10 oz.) frozen chopped broccoli, thawed & drained 1 can (2.8 oz.) French fried onions 1 tbsp. grated Parmesan cheese 1 lb. unbreaded fish fillets, thawed if frozen Paprika (opt.) 1/2 c. (2 oz.) shredded cheddar cheese Preheat oven to 375 degrees. In 8 x 12 inch baking dish, combine hot bouillon, uncooked rice and seasoning. Bake, covered, at 375 degrees for 10 minutes. Top with broccoli, 1/2 can French fried onions and the Parmesan cheese. Place fish fillets diagonally down center of dish; sprinkle fish lightly with paprika. Bake covered at 375 degrees for 20 to 25 minutes or until fish flakes easily with fork. Stir rice. Top with cheddar cheese and remaining onions; bake, uncovered, 3 minutes or until onions are golden brown. Preparation time: 10 minutes. Makes 3 to 4 servings.

Well, Doesn't That Just Bite?!?!
Yeah, so I packed my lunch in a hurry this morning and a grabbed a bowl of what I thought was left over grilled chicken with rice. I go to heat it up for lunch and it was ..... ..... just mashed potatoes. No chicken, or meat of any kind. That sux! So lunch today consists of: Mashed poatoes, a KitKat bar, and Diet Pepsi.

Bullshit A Plenty
So I've been a part of CherryTap for a little while now, maybe 6 months, actually. Anyway, I've seen my share of bullshit and I mostly try to keep to me and a few close friends. Well, last night, I read a mumm and a page where some tool took it upon himself to release a guys home address and even went further to release a pic of the guy's mother and even moreso, went onto release the addresses and phone numbers of the neighbors. WTF!?! Who does that over an online chick? Isn't there a law against such? Where are these "so-called bouncers"? The mumm was deleted I'm hoping by the bouncers. How does one become a bouncer? Why are there so few bouncers and so many jackasses allowed to run freely on this site? Why do people report some pics, that really aren't, NSFW and others get away with it? Wow @ the people on this site. I appreciate that there are a lot of people who are awesome and carry on as adults should but I absolutely despise that the ones who don't are allowed to do as they do

Maybe!!!
Maybe...God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do a

Old Friends
I'm so happy I found my old friend from high schools bro and sis and found out my friend is doing ok she has a daughter and stuff I'm so happy for her! I've been trying to find out about her for like seven years. Her bro is kinda a prick now tho but who cares my girl is doing alright. Hopefully I can keep up my happy mood for work tonight too I love good news with all the stuff thats going on in my life. I doubt anyone will read this anyway lol!

Vacation
HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY IM GOING ON VACATION JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH ILL BE ONLINE BUT ILL TRY TO CHECK IN EVERY NOW AND THEN YOU NEED TO GET A HOLD OFME SEND ME A C-MAIL THAT WAY I KNOW ILL GET GET CUZ I MIGHT NOT IN MY SHOUT BOX LOVE YALL HAVE FUN AND DONT FORGET ABOUT ME ILL BE BACK ON JULY 8TH I LEAVE JUNE 30TH

As Soon As I Put In The Thing To Delete My Page I'm Gone. I'm Sorry To Anyone I've Ever Pissed Off.
Here we go. This place used to be fun. I had a freakin' blast in the beginning. But now, it's all about the point whores and the drama queens/kings. I don't need this site to make friends. I have plenty already. I think myspace in the long run IS better because there's no drama, and you have private settings that work better on there than here. So let me say this, to the few friends I have left, I thank you for your friendship, and I will remember it always. If you'd like to still talk to me, shoutbox me before I delete this, which will be within the next few minutes. I'll give you all the info you need. To those that give a damn, I love you and thank you.

Forever Psychopathic
[Caption.iT - Text Generators] SO MUCH HATIN HAS BEEN GOIN AROUND WE NEED TO BE REMINDED OF THE LOVE I LOVE YOU ALL EACH OF YOU IS A PART OF ME EACH OF US IS A PART OF ANOTHER FOREVER JUGGALO FAMILY FOREVER UNITED FOREVER IN FAYGO RAIN THERE FOREVER TO TAKE ON THE LOAD OF ANOTHERS PAIN **MAJICK NEDEN**

A Song After My Own Heart (tear Away By Drowning Pool)
I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone

Aahh Drama
OMG CAN WE GO A DAY WITHOUT DRAMA GEEZ BUT I STILL LOVE YAS ANYWAYS UMM STOP THE DRAMA OR IM GONNA BECOME A DRAMA QUEEN AGAIN SO STOP IT LMAO IM ALREADY A CT HOE LMAO BUT ANYWAYS THOUGHT ID MAKE A SHORT AND SWEET BLOG HEHE

My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi

Im Sick Of Rain
i know that this is something stuid to blog about but i am so fucking sick of the rain. it has been raining off and on since last week. i know that we need it and all but if it keeps put i wont be able to leave the house or even get down my road without flooding out my car. well that is my bitch for the day.

Wishes
Why do I bother? I should give up on wishes. Then only let me down! No matter how much it hurts, when they don't come true, I can't stop. I always dream. When I'm awake, and when I'm asleep. They send me on a rollercoaster. I get all excited & happy, then out of no where, they're shot down. Why do I bother? I wish for things becuase I have hope. most are shot down, true, but, everyonce in a while, THEY COME TRUE! That's why I can't stop. It's the times that they come trure, that keeps me going, they always give me hope. So, asking why do I bother really is a stupid question. Because I know the answer. It's the hope I have that keeps me wishing, it's the wishes that keeps me here, with my friends, & those who I love.

A Small Game.
I'm just curious as to what you guys think. Hit me up in the shoutbox with what you think my real name is. ONLY if you guess it right will I let you know. Don't be shy. I'm curious what I "look like" inso far as names.

Another Lost
As I hide in my corner I am hidden in darkness. Your blood flows over my fangs. It is so overpowering at first, then I quickly pull away. But I already know that I am to late, You're dead. I jump to the other world, hoping to find you. I'm to late. You are gone, gone forever. I, am a vampire. I, am the vampire that took your life. You were alive, but not anymore. I live on though, to see another night, To kill another person.

Song Lyrics - Bring Me Back To Life - Evanescence
how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

Untitled & Unfinnished
Hiding in my corner, hider in darkness the taste of blood fills my mouth. I must drink this liquid before it goes cold. It's warmth soothers my forgotten soul. It gives me life that no mortal can equal. Now as this corpse lies still in my lap my soul is content, for the time being. Running a couple fingers around my mouth to catch the last few drops of blood that dribbled down from the corners, I suddenly feel the aura of another that was born into the same world as I. After licking my fingers, careful not to miss any of the delicious liquid, I turn around to see who had come up behind me, disturbing my solitude. Before even seeing who it was I knew it was you because of the deep growl warning me not to turn to fast. Even though you knew you knew it was me you still gave me the warning. As I took the advise and turned slowly I wandered why you had seeked me out. As I faced you, the cold stare sent a shiver down my spine. As if reading my mind you said, "I have come to take you." "T

Random Thoughts
WHY do we go after that which we know we cant have? I do because I like a challenge, and I insist on torturing myself. Good things come to those who wait, but i am so very tired of waiting. You dont choose who you fall in love with, it just happens! Should you fight for someone you love, or do you wait and let that someone come to you? All I ask is for you to love me now and remember me when I am gone. Because all good things come to an end and nothing lasts forever !

This Is Who I Am
Here I am, for all to behold. You and I will either get along or avoid each other. love is gained, love is lost, love can grow forever it never stays the same. You cnaaccept me for who I am, or not. If there's something that you want to change about me, let me know. Then I will decide if I will change, or not. For I will do the same about you. I f you want, I will help you, I can be nice about things I can also be strict. Because I know that I can help you. But, my help can only work if you are willing to try and accept it. Now it is time to decide. Will you be my friend, will you love me, will you accept my faults, will you help me?

So Here It Is.
Maybe everyone is right. Maybe there is too much drama here. I think I'll just delete myself quietly. Anyone who wants to talk to me after this is gone. Leave a comment on here and I'll shoutbox you my yahoo and MSN addies.

Who I Am, How I Live, What I Beliieve
O' GREAT SPIRIT help me always to speak the truth quietly, to listen with an open mind when others speak, and to remember the peace that may be found in silence. Cherokee Prayer Lakota Prayer Wakan Tanka, Great Mystery, teach me how to trust my heart, my mind, my intuition, my inner knowing, the senses of my body, the blessings of my spirit. Teach me to trust these things so that I may enter my Sacred Space and love beyond my fear, and thus Walk in Balance with the passing of each glorious Sun. According to the Native People, the Sacred Space is the space between exhalation and inhalation. To Walk in Balance is to have Heaven (spirituality) Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn't have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn't afford a

People's Bullshit...part 2
I should be marking this NSFW...but I am not going too. Like I said in my first blog, I have been on here close to a year..And I have fun, for the most part..but there are times when there are people on here that I would just love to pull through the screen and beat their ass for stupid childish shit. I am going to make myself as LOUD and as CLEAR as I possibly can, If you have something to say..say it to me, DONT go behind my back and tell everyone you know, If you have a problem with me, LET ME KNOW. I am tired of the he said she said bullshit, and all the lies and drama some people on here cause. I let it be known in my last Blog if you arent true to me, then PLEASE DELETE yourself off my list. I am done with the drama and bullshit. If you agree please feel free to comment. That is all for now, but like I said in my last blog there maybe more to come. :P

Low-calorie Thai Red Curry Chicken
1 boneless, skinless chicken breast, cooked, cut in strips 250 ml (about 1 cup) Red Curry Sauce (e.g. Sharwood's Thai Red Curry, low calorie, internationally available, and tastes great!) 1/2 large green pepper, cut in strips 1/3 large cucumber, sliced 6 large mushrooms, sliced 1 tablespoon lime juice 1 tablespoon citrus marmalade (you should aim to purchase a low-sugar marmalade with about 20 cal/tbsp) 1 cup steamed Jasmine Rice 1/2 jalapeno pepper (optional) In a non-stick skillet or wok, stir-fry the pepper, cucumber, and mushrooms in the lime juice and marmalade at medium-high heat. Do not use oil. Stir-fry for five minutes or until the mushrooms darken in color. Add the curry sauce and chicken to the skillet. Stir to coat chicken and vegetables evenly. (You may also add the jalapeno if you desire a spicier sauce. Press the pepper into the pan while cooking to release the pepper's juices into the sauce.) Let the sauce and ingredients simmer for five minutes on medium-hig

My Heart
I gave my heart to one i know, or at least i thought i knew. He left for a while, but I kept him in my heart. He returned to me just to leave me. My heart hurt, but odly enough not a whole lot. For I knew I was not alone, I still had others who loved me. I went to a friend fo find comfort. I found it, plus more. He has mended my heart and in return gained it and my trust. With him I am happy for it is impossible for me to stay sad around him. He makes me laugh to much. He.... is the real, *~Jett Darknight~*

Just A Note
Ok this is just a note to say to those guys that have gave me access to your private pics thank you. But there is a 90% chance I wont look at them. It was very thoughtful and sweet of you but the only man im intrested at looking at naked is my own man who I find very sexy. This also goes for camming. I have no intrest in camming with you, one reason is i have kids that are up till late since its summer and the other reason is again my man. So in closing thank you, please take no offence in this i mean to upset noone or hurt anyone feelings.

Rating Of Pictures
Why do some people get mean when you don't rate their pictures a ten???? I could not care less whether it be a one or ten as long as mine are rated. It is just plain stupid to run your mouth and say mean shit to someone who was atleast nice enough to even rate a picture. And definetly mean to say that by looking at someones kids that you are a shit for a mother...You know who you are that said that about me and it just shows you are just someone immature...

I Really Like This One
opened the door and stepped inside made my way down the hallway stopped at the bedroom door i heard something leaned in just a little there it was a soft moan and the rustling of covers.I peeked around the corner there you were laying on your back legs spreading. my heart started racing.I slowly and very quietly unbutoned my pants slipped off my shoes you were very soflty caressing the lips of your pussy i unbuttoned my shirt and stood there fully naked my cock throbbing i could already see the pre cum leaking out of me making the head all shiney. I glanced back at you i could see your pussy starting to become excited your lips were parting ever so slightly i could just see a glimmer of juice as your fingers dipped in for a taste of what was to come. I grabbed my cock and felt it twich from the excitement i thought about how i loved your pussy i could spend hours sampling the dew off your petal how i yearned to trace the folds of your vagina with my tounge lovingly circle t

Friends Or Enemies?
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Sex Frog
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Executive Summary
We may very well be on the cusp of a new social order described in such classics as Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, the B-grade 1977 science fiction Logan’s Run, or the 1973 original Rollerball staring James Caan. The darkness of each futuristic fantasy only illustrates the fear we have of losing control to an unresponsive management, and the loss of individuality. Such is the nature of the discussion concerning Globalization. I’ll confess that I’ve not been keen on getting involved in the Free-Trade versus Fair-Trade arguments. Those arguments strike me as political wrangling aimed at making points with constituents. Like so many political arguments, I am skeptical that it will lead to any pragmatic solutions to the dark side of the Globalization process. My goal is to discuss the issue from a pragmatic perspective based on social science and historical fact. Free-trade, run-away competitive capitalism expressed in Globalization is here to stay for the near future. Some link

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Stalker Love
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Baked Stuffed Red Snapper
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As you lay on our bed, exposed to the world in all your naked glory, I gently Press my lips against yours savoring their sweet taste. The smell of your hair lingers in my nostrils, your perfume drifting across the room. You don’t respond to me but you never did. But I am use to that now. You’re lying there cold and unfeeling Like you always do. I know your little secret though, all those secret plans you made with him. I know them all. You were going to leave me, leave me for him. But not now, I will not let you leave me now. I so tenderly take your breast in my hand and caress it gently. Feel the firmness in my hand. Yet still you do not respond to me. I no longer care because I know you will not leave me. You will stay here with me, please me, satisfy me. You couldn’t go to him now if you wanted He is lying in our basement rotting. Letting the worms, maggots and the rest of the filth eat his dirty, woman stealing Flesh. All

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ok i have a friend on ct and he is really cool. he has always been really nice towards me. and just with in the last few days he has been having problems with some women on here. she took it into her own hands to say something to me about him. she sent me a link in my shout box and it was a convo that she had with my friend. i thought that it was funny and not really worth my time to read so i rated it a 1. then she asked y? i told her it was stupid and that he has never done ne thing to me. i'm not goin to put her name but her is what eles she had to say to me. "fine then, if you think that he should treat women like dirt, knock yourself out" and this is what i have to say about that and then this convo i have with her is no more, " he has never treated me like that and it not right to go on his friends list and tell all his friends about a convo you 2 had u need to get a life seems to me u have no life but ct go out and get a life and leave him and me alone i like him and wanna get t

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It's The Deepest Channel That Runs Most True.
The greatest rivers spread themselves out wide and lazy over the earth. They roll over on themselves like great turtles turning in the warm sun. A river flows, drawn to the oceans, carving ever-deepening channels, nestling snug in the earth's welcoming lap. The current is strongest in the deepest channel. Boat navigators know that finding that channel means finding the swiftest current and the safest voyage home. When we look at a river, or at another person, we see only the surface. What keeps our attention is usually some movement or activity on the surface. But there is more than meets the eye, especially to people. When we overlook someone because that person is quiet or simple, we may be robbing ourselves of an eye-opening discovery. Which deeper things can I look for in my day?

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Ok, so I'm about to take a trip. I've flown many times before, but I know that when it comes time to board the plane, people are going to be rushing to the gate to board. Even if the row that their seat is in isn't called, they will still proceed to the gate, trying to board as if the plane will leave in 2 minutes. It's frustrating for those who sit in the middle to back and have to climb over the self-centered pricks who decided that they needed to be on first and take up the entire aisle as they load their 2 carry on bags in the storage bins above. Why do people do this??? The same goes when you land. Everyone jumps up, even those in the back, as if that will speed the unloading process up. Let's try to learn a little patience. Like Rascal Flatts said, "I miss Mayberry, sittin' on the porch drinkin' Ice Cold Cherry Coke, where everything is black and white."--SLOW DOWN

The Curse
In a land of bleakness, waiting with the raven, stag and wolf dreams of crosses and of dragons threaten alway to engulf the mind, the distaff and the pagan counterweave Blood spills into wine and into puddles undermining what you would believe Drinking wine for blood or blood for wine philosophies cross a crooked line The sun god rends the heart and laps the blood: for Christ's sake, it becomes spiritual food emblazoned now across a holy rood. But in the darkened alleys, late at night disturbing faiths interpolate the plight of others Veins swollen and throats bare they stroke the dragon Thirsting for a sip of life's arteriel wine Intoxicated by warmth and life and proximity We fall into another world's sublimity We cross the line to drink of mortal wine The stag observes the raven flies above the ravenous wolf kills whom she loves The wine upon our lips begins to clot in trying to become what we are not

Only 4hrs Remain
In My contest and I am 1000 behing. I need help LOTS and LOTS of HELP!! So pls come out throw me a rate or a few comments. I greatly appercaite it so PLS come out and see me!! Much Cherry Luv to you all. MUAHHHHHHHHH Click the pic it'll take you right to me!

It Is Over......
I am tired of the drama, the fake people and the lies. So here is how it is going to go. I removed some people from my family list yesterday and my friends list. Boohoo so sorry to see you go... Uhh not! And today I added the 4 people that were there for me yesterday. Ya now one of them I have known since I had my other account and the other three I have just met recently. I am really pissed at certain people right now. Every time that I have been asked to help out someones friends by either rating their page, or rating, adding, and fanning or comment bombing in a contest I have fucking been there. But you people do not know how to return the favor. I posted bulletins and a blog and personally told a few of you. But you know it is all fucking good. I was told by a few of you if you could get cherrytap to load you would help me. Then you are on here all night and still on this afternoon. Well that is all good I see how it is. So here is what is going to happen. Look at my family list...

Chocolate Creme Brulee
Chocolate Creme Brulee This dessert might not look as dreamy as some of its cocoa-filled cousins, but one bite and you'll be in heaven. From the crisp chocolate crunch at the top to the rich, warm gooeyness inside, creme brulee has never tasted so good. Credit: I Want Chocolate! by Trish Deseine Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 5 ounces best-quality dark chocolate * 7 egg yolks * 1/4 cup sugar * 2 1/2 cups whipping cream * 5 tablespoons brown sugar Directions: Preheat the oven to 250 degrees F. Melt the chocolate in a microwave oven or in a bowl over hot water, then leave to cool slightly. Beat the egg yolks with the sugar using an electric mixer until the mixture is pale. Add the melted chocolate, then the cream, beating constantly. Pour the mixture into individual gratin dishes or ramekins and bake for about 30 minutes. Keep a close eye on them -- the creamy mixture should be firm at the edges but not yet set in the middle. Remove th

Wwe
hello to all of you that are reading this, what iam about to say is of course my own views and not that of anyone else. first off let me say what a tradgey it was to hear that chris benoit and his family are dead. i had the pleasure of seeign chris in action a couple of times. and i will say i admired him .this what happened is a terrible tragedy not only to all his fan's and friends but for the wwe as well. no one knows why or what cause chris to snap, if he even did. but if you go to the wwe web site they have those text messgaes that chris had sent. ask your self this if you got a text message from your best friend saying my address is, i live at ? and the messgaes were repeated several times, would you call and check up on your friend? if you recived that text and then you got one saying the dogs are in the pool area locked up, and the side garage door is open, wouldn't that tell u that something was wrong?? just where was chris's so called close firends? i think it was a personal

Start A New Life
some poeple just don't know how to go away and live someone be and just keep to them self and know when someone tell them they don't love no more so when someone tell u they don't love them just go away plz and have a new life ok.

Stuffed Fish Fillets
Stuffed Fish Fillets Spinach and tomatoes, mixed with Parmesan cheese and pine nuts, make a delicious -- and attractive -- filling for rolled white-fish fillets. Red, white and green: all the colors of the Italian flag! Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 10 ounces spinach, cleaned, stems removed, chopped * 2 cups chopped fresh tomatoes * 1/2 cup pine nuts, chopped * 1/4 cup Parmesan cheese * 2 pounds flounder or sole fillets Directions: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Saute the garlic in the olive oil until golden. Add the spinach and tomatoes and cook for 5 minutes. Remove from heat and stir in the pine nuts and Parmesan cheese. Place each fillet on a cutting board. Divide the filling between the fillets. Roll up each fillet around the filling, spooning in any filling that falls out. Place the rolls in a 13-by-9-by-2-inch baking dish lightly sprayed with