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Random, Very Random
1. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? No don’t think so 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed before the last? yep, just this morning! 3. Have you ever punched a tree? No don’t think so 4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? In certain situations yes 5. Do you watch a lot of tv? sometimes 6. Have you tried ecstacy? never 7. Have you ever snuck out of your house? yes 8. Kill or Be killed? Definitely kill 9. Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken? Unfortunately break someone elses heart, gotta look out for mine 10. Never sleep or never eat? Never sleep 11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? You know who you are. 12. Would you ever get a tattoo? Got 3, want lots more 13. Who was the last person you had a dream about? Some of my old classmates. That’s what happens when you look a

James Bond, Not Quite Cutting It.
It is very appearent that the new James Bond isn't cutting it. The general James Bond fan doesn't like like cause when he came along 007 changed. After watching the movie (Casino Royale),though I have to say that the writers did a good job preparing for this, I noticed alot of un-James Bond like things happening. But like i said before the writers did a good job. To start off, Bond no longer smokes. This is because Great Britian desided that it isn't good for the children to see. Mean while, its ok to for England to give Knight status to a Homosexual (I have nothing against homo's persanally, but i dont want my kids looking up to one) And isnt being a Knight something that all little English boys look up to? Priorities just don't seem to be setting straight. Ok so Bond doesnt smoke.. no big deal, i can move passed that. The rest of the movie goes on with Bond having some very bad killing practices and isnt the least bit as smooth as the originals. But the creative writing

Walls
I have been hurt once again. Rebuilding brick walls that took years to fall...the questions circling in my head..too many for me to say...the first person to know a hole in it...was in 2003...I went from being battered to having someone that claimed to really love me in my life. For him to wake up one day and change his mind. I am starting to think that love doesn't actually exist between a woman and a man. Feelings have no factor in a relationship...it is all convenience and money...of which I have none....I held my wall fast until thanksgiving of 2006..I met a great guy...or so I thought....handsome, laid back, accepted me for who I was...I thought I was finally accepted...finally had the possibility of the dream...I know it exists...i have seen it first hand....20 yrs worth,through one of my best friends.....my dream was shattered...he decided to go back to an ex that I understand is a horrible person..I don't know her...so I cannot say for sure...but, he told me stories...and I c

For July 3,2007
You were raised with certain beliefs, but it's time to discover what you truly believe. In some cases you'll find that your upbringing coincides with your authentic self. In others -- well, it might be very different.

Me
I love the rain* I love the smell of rain* I love monsoon season* I love walking in the rain* I love driving windows down, music up* I love skirts* I love a good book* I love doing nothing* I love animals* I love my family and friends* I love my Monster* I love going to a great concert with great people* I love jumping into bed in the winter time and the sheets are cold* I love flannel sheets* I love wearing bright colors* I love a really meaningful quote* I love the color purple; as in the crayon and not the movie.* I love any type of lilies* I love Snoopy* I love dragonflies. I love Edward Norton* I love Marilyn Monroe and James dean* I love text messaging I am Nikki. I am very indecisive. I am moody. I can be mean. But I can be nice. I am right handed. I drive a little red car. I drink to many energy drinks. I am stubborn and strong willed. Sometimes I really like to drink. And i really like to get stoned ;) I like to driving nowhere. I spend to much time on cherry tap, myspace

Omfg I Got An F......
I worked my ass off this last week researching for a paper. I found 12 different sources. I did my paper in APA format as required by my college. I go to check my grades and the instructor leaves me a note saying that I am under academic review because my paper resembled someone else's paper. WTF?????????? I am so upset that I have been crying for 30 minutes. I had an A average now I have an F and it brings it down to a B. I am devastated. I have three assignments due this week and am scared to do them for fear I will fuck these up too. I am so upset. Please no one take it personal if I do not talk to you today. It is turning out to be a day that won't end well.....

Yeah I'm Convinced...
That all the new people and the otherwise ignorant just hit the I'm bored button then rate photos randomly. Thanks for the points and welcome to my blocked list. Why can't they just leave my page without bothering to rate?

Have You Ever Cheated???
Some subjects have come up about cheating, I want you opinion on why we cheat on our lovers. Is it because deep down we know they are not right for us? Is it because we are not wired to be with one person? I have cheated on another before because I think I needed to "see what was on the other side of the fence". Have you ever cheated, why did you do it? If you don't want to comment here write me a message.

Sleepy Girl
So I"m totally exhausted. I suppose its not surprising as i didn't get much sleep this weekend what with one thing or another but I was sitting looking at cherrytap and I fell asleep. . . I have no idea how long I was asleep but I can't seem to type coherently just now cause my fingers keeping sliding onto the wrong keys or not pushing down hard enought and leaving out letters or entire words sometimes. its crazy

The Neighbor
I had lived next to Tami for years. We had watched each others kids grow up, consoled each other over our divorces, and through our dating relationships. We shared a movie night when the kids were over, and occasionally went out for birthdays and anniversaries when the other was not actively seeing someone. The summer had been a hot one and the families had spent a lot of time together at my pool. Tami was not ultra conservative in her suit, it was one piece, but the zipper never quite stayed up, showing some very ample cleavage. I know she had caught me looking over the years, and I am sure she had worn an outfit or two just for my benefit. While there was always a sexual tension between us, it had never been acted upon because we were both afraid of what it would do to our friendship. There was not much about Tami I didn’t know, and vice versa. She had just broken up with her latest boyfriend, and I was without anyone. It was her Christmas party at work, and I was her date, w

Pissed Off
I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Does this person think they can control the living fuck out of someone? Or is it just some major JEALOUSY? I think the dumbass is just majorly jealous cause the fact that this person has both men and women on thier account. Holy fuck if my ole' man was that damn jealous....he would be seeing my back side. Hell this is the fucking internet. We should be able to choose who we want on our pages. Not some other snibbling wine bag who thinks that they wear the bloody pants in the house. oh well. I have blocked this persons spouse for thier stupid jealousy. If you want to know who this jealous biatch is, send me a message. Maybe if we send them enough bullshit.....they will change thier ways

Back And Smiling!
Well my husband is back home and things are going great. We are spending quality time together and making the most of each day. We will start working on our home to get ready to be put on the market and then its north we are headed. Alot has happen since he has been home. But that's between me and him, lolol. Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Help Help Help Help
I'M NOT IN A CONTEST BUT I REALLY REALLY NEED ALL YOUR HELP SO PLEASE CAN YOU GO AND SHOW ME SOME HOT HOT LOVE! 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS FROM EACH PLEASE.......... HAVE A WONDERFUL FREAKY MONDAY AND A FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEK. HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

Oops
I just wanted to say sorry to my friends I have been neglecting these past few months. I will try to do better. Just work, being back in school and of course being a father has hindered me getting up here. I hope each of you are doing great and have a great 4th. Be safe and have fun......TC.........till later

There Was You
If there was real happines, then I never knew Until I opened my eyes- and then there was you My days were filled with confusion and dread I fought and I struggled with the demons in my head I longed for a lover to share in all I'd do One day I opened my eyes- and then there was you I cried and I pleaded with the sweet Goddess above To bless me just once and introduce me to love I prayed for an Angel and for all of my dreams to come true I opened my eyes- and then there was you I had waited and ached for some loving arms And someone to ease my pain and help me feel calm For these blessings I wondered what I had to do I just opened my eyes- and then there was you I had never believed in those fairytale things Hearts and flowers and Valentine cupids and things If there was true romance then I never knew Until I opened my eyes- and then there was you Somehow my life changed and spun me around I was given the chance to enjoy the love that I found I finally felt

Happy 4th To All
I would Like to wish each and everyone here on cherry tap A very Safe and Happy 4th Of July from my family to yours.. Please Remember Out Troops That cant Be at Home with there family's and children this 4th of July because there out there fighting For our freedom

Yuck...chemo Again!!!!
So I have Chemo Friday. I am a little worried because last time wasn't so good. I do howoever have yet another anti Nausea med, it is a generic for Zofran, that had I not had insurance would have cost me $705.00 yes that is correct and is not a misprint! But thank the lord above that we DO HAVE insurance and it only cost us $10. You should have seen Perrry's face. He is always so greatful for any size miracle that it is cute! Even the Pharmacist was shocked!! LOL So this med is a heavy duty one and will hopefully take the edge off of the nausea and now that I have two at least that part should be conquered. Now if I could get an energy pill I would be ok, but Chemo really beats our body up! The great news is....This is one less treatment to recovery! YEAH!!! I had my first really bad day the other day. I guess it is from jsut being tired...but I figure HEY, I deserve ONE bad day! LOL So I will not feel bad over it too much. Anyway, that is it for now. My Su

Interesting...
Alright just to introduce myself my name is Andrew and i am 24 year old and i live in the Monroe area. I am six foot seven about 230 pounds and really enjoy doing things that normal people do. I enjoy music dancing movies drinking normal stuff. Well i let an ex back in my life and she is starting to give me shit and fuck with me again. Who is this bitch to tell me i need to change? Who does she think she is? She is 20 years old i am 24 i have a college degree i am going to make something out of myself. I am going to dump her out of my life again she is not worth the ground she walks on most of the time. She is pretty i will give her that but other than that she is gone. Andrew

The One I Want I Think I Need
I want to write A song to sing For my heart is lonely I want to write Of love tonight For the night is cold I want to write To him tonight 'Cause he is on my mind The one I want I think need The one who inspires Me to sing The one I want I think I need Is you whom I am holding I want to see That boy again For he has left me I wnt to see Flowers in Spring Just because they warm me I want to see To see again With eyes as fresh as his The one I want I think I need The one who inspired Me to sing The one I want I think I need Is you whom I am mourning I want to know He is well Better than he was here I want to know To see him there So I can Hold and Breathe him I want to know To put my heart at ease It keeps me awake at night The one I want I think I need The one I hear singing The one I want I think I need The one who Holds me to him I want to wake To feel again The pain of losing him I want to wake The child grows I do not want to h

Penguins Re-sign Whitney, Scuderi
Penguins re-sign Whitney, Scuderi Pittsburgh Penguins Jul 2, 2007, 9:54 AM EDT WHITNEY MALKIN Executive Vice President and General Manager Ray Shero announced today that the Pittsburgh Penguins have re-signed defenseman Ryan Whitney to a six-year contract. In addition, the team re-signed defenseman Rob Scuderi. Whitney, 25, recorded career-highs in all offensive categories, collecting 14 goals, 45 assists for 59 points, while appearing in a career-high 81 games in his second NHL season. He finished tied for fifth in scoring among NHL defensemen and fifth overall on the club. “Signing Ryan was a high priority for us this off-season,” Shero said. “He is an essential part of the long-term future plan for our hockey club and a huge part of our core group of young players. Ryan made a difference for us last season, while making significant progress and we are looking forward to his continued success in Pittsburgh for years to come.” The 6-foot-4, 205-pound defense

My Weekend
Well the weekend is now done and over....Iam whipped from it....Spent 5 days in total with Nick and the kids and Iam EXHAUSTED!!! Nick picked me up Thursday night and we had been high all weekend. haha We went to the fireworks on Friday night and afterwards to his brothers for a little bit. Saturday he did a few things with his kids and we then went to a pig roast. Saturday was an early night being we was heading to the beach on Sunday. Sunday I was up w/o Nick bugging me over and over to get up. We went to the beach and had a blast. I as usual got burnt to a crisp. Spent 4 days making love to one another and partying all weekend.

See You Tonight
Happy Independents Day!See everyone at Bondage Ball tonight 9pm @ the Henry Fonda Theater,6126 Hollywood Blvd Los Angeles CA 90028Hosted by EMILY MARILYN & MASUIMI MAXMistress Genevieve Reach Me on NiteFlirt...1800 TO FLIRT ext 0502011 Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

Prospects Gaining Valuable Experience At Camp
Prospects Gaining Valuable Experience At Camp Joe Sager | pittsburghpenguins.com Jun 27, 2007, 5:01 PM EDT It may be summertime, but it’s hockey season in Pittsburgh – at least for a week. The Penguins’ rookie camp is all about bringing the organization’s top prospects together for a week of bonding. However, there is some serious hockey going on when the players hit the ice at the Iceoplex at Southpointe or go through physical testing at Mellon Arena. For Wilkes-Barre/Scranton head coach Todd Richards, who is running the camp along with assistant Dan Bylsma, things are going well as they work toward achieving their goals in the week-long camp. “For us, it’s three things. I think the first thing is to get all these guys in here and get them stronger. I think we can get a base for them for their training, so when they leave here, they can grow off that,” he said. “It’s to teach them the proper techniques, the proper lifts – the things that we want to do. “That kind

Whatever This Means~~~~````
I really didn't want to post anything important I guess...Just wanted to tell all who view "Hope your havin' a good Tuesday and if your not think of somethin' funny that's happened in your past or think of someone that puts a smile on your face every time you see them or think about them....................Hey..I'm smilin' right now...Y?....Because I'm thinkin of someone that makes me smile.....and you know who you are." Any-Hoo Have a great day....and remember it doesn't take alot to tell someone something nice.I just felt like puttin' that in here..ok..stick a fork in me....I'm Done..

Success....
Often times we can learn from our mistakes if we have the right perception. Having a positive perception in all that we do gives us insight and an introspective that becomes valuable over time. This is especially true on the road to success which is a sequential process that proceeds step by step. The important thing to remember is that if there should be defeat along the way, that the defeat is only temporary and that defeat is just another step towards success when viewed properly.

Penguins Sign Sydor, Sykora And Sabourin
Penguins Sign Sydor, Sykora And Sabourin Pittsburgh Penguins Jul 2, 2007, 9:57 AM EDT Executive Vice President and General Manager Ray Shero announced that the Pittsburgh Penguins have signed defensemen Darryl Sydor, right wing Petr Sykora and goaltender Dany Sabourin Sydor, 35, skated in 74 games with the Dallas Stars last season, collecting 21 points (five goals, 16 assists), along with 36 penalty minutes. He posted a plus-or-even rating in 52 of his 74 games with the Stars, while finishing fourth among Dallas defensemen averaging 20:08 on the ice. “Sydor brings additional skill to our defensive corps along with invaluable veteran leadership to our young hockey club,” Shero said. “Darryl has proven his dependability throughout his NHL career and anytime you can add a multiple Stanley Cup winner to a team like ours it is a bonus.” The 6-1, 211-pound defenseman is a two-time Stanley Cup winner, hoisting the Cup in 2004 with the Tampa Bay Lightning and in 1999 as a me

12 Million Strong And Growing!
Ok I don't wanna step on any toes here or offend anyone, But is the immigration thing getting a little out of hand? I mean really its becoming more like the Flintstones Vitamins commercial (1 Million strong and growing) just with Illegal immigrants is 12 Million strong and growing. It just pisses me off that they come here ILLEGALLY and then think they can get rights of LEGAL people. Why don't they just do the right thing and go through the process? OR with the way the news and government is making it, why don't the get with Simon Cowell (for those who don't know who he is, he is the creator of AMERICAN IDOL you know the prick of a judge) and make a new reality show, and call it THE NEXT AMERICAN CITIZEN. and the show would revolve around ILLEGALS who are running through the desert trying to make it. And if they DON'T die in the desert and they do make it they can become the NEXT AMERICAN citizen, and make them do things like trying to out run border patrol or dogs.or see how fast th

Life
Well things are starting to look better I have been speaking with a good friend and things that seemed impossible are now starting to look a lot better. I know they always get better lol I still havent changed much of my opion of females for the most part (sorry girls). But I am willing to hear anyone out and one day i know i will give someone a chance for now i have my friends,my daughter and my dog all of which i know i can always count on to accept me for me. I am finding that what i thought was important in a person really isn't and that aything is possible.I dont plan on giving too much to soon to anyone nor do i plan on rushing into anything.That in its self is a lesson i have learned you have to take your time let things happen as they will and if you get incomfortable SAY so.And most of all BE HAPPY.

Belief
Feelings are not born from photographs They are born with time Do not mislead yourself into believing you can fall for a person in a photograph As soon as you do , you will be disappointed. The smile was for another, the glint was for the moment in time. Glean what you wish Mold it to what you wish Imagine what you wish Reality will only come for those that meet And take a new photograph of their own. Memories can only last as long as they are prompted to do so. A photograph will only be as real as you let it become.

Times Gone By
To all those gathered In the Spring May happiness and joy you bring Every heart raised in song So all will know to come along Go to the places long gone by Over the mountains misty sigh Never looking back to see Everyone who follows thee By sunrise of a new found day Your "times gone by" forever stay.

Truth
In today’s stressful world people often want safety and security rather than something as noble as truth. They don’t believe that the truth will set them free. When the primitive brain is activated through the stresses and challenges of life, we revert to its primary objective: assure personal security above all else. Often we feel more secure if we simply align ourselves with the collective thinking, and adopt what society or others believe and hold to be true. There is a price to pay for this way of gaining security, albeit a false security. That price is loss of soul. Soul demands personal sensitivity to what is real and responsibility for expressing that truth. The pursuit of truth often puts one at odds with this social security. When we pursue truth we do so using the prefrontal cortex of the brain and the intelligence of the heart. When these two most developed physical organs are active, our truth detector, the soul, can function through us. For this to happen, we must go b

American Flag
AMERICAN FLAG As red as a fire, As blue as the sky, As white as the snow-- See our flag fly! Three pretty colors Wave at the sky, Red, white and blue On the Fourth of July! Red, white and blue Those colors are, And every state has its very own star. Hold up the flag Hold it up high, And then say, "Hurrah, For the Fourth of July!"

Daily Update..if Link Isnt Clickable..copy/paste
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!!1052 VOTES AHEAD!!!! I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD A HAND IN GETTING ME THIS FAR!! YOU LADIES AND GENTS STRAIGHT UP ROCK! I KNOW THIS BLOG/BULLETIN HAS GOTTEN A BIT REDUNDANT, BUT MY HOME PC IS ON ITS LAST LEGS AND IT IS EASIER TO COPY/AND PASTE A FORM BLOG/BULLETIN BECAUSE ITS FASTER. I NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS PC IS GANNA CRAP OUT ON ME SO I WANT TO GET THE UPDATES OUT ASAP. THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH IT. ALSO DUE TO MY PC ISSUES, IT IS HARDER FOR ME TO LEAVE YOU GUYS AND GALS COMMENT AND RATE LOVE. DONT THINK I AM IGNOREING YOU OR SLIGHTING YOU. THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH. THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR PATIENCE AND SUPPORT!!!! COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK INTO YOUR BROWSER!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many

Surgery Thursday
ok most you know i went to the hospital sunday snd was told i broke my thumb....well apparantly its worse then that...there is a ligament that goes from your hand to your thumb snd i ripped it completely off the bone so they are going in to fix it thurs morn.

Unique Act
Tuesday, July 3, 2007 unique act helpings others in life to those who deserve so, on the mode of bare fact-with out self motive & with out effecting the self respect of the concern is really great & unique act on the board of life, must for reward from the god at right time here in this life as well here after too. thanks mahesh sharma

Re-enlistment...i'm Outta Here!
I have, with much thought and deliberation, re-enlisted in the Army. When I was in before, I was Airborne Infantry. I am now going back as a crew chief on a UH-60 Blackhawk...which pretty much means that I'll be a door gunner...in layman's terms. Obviously, there is more to the job than that...but that is the basics. The cool thing is that I'll more than likely be a Screaming Eagle once again...I LOVE THE 101st!!! This time, though...instead of jumping out of the helo's...I'll be staying put, covering my buddies who depart my 'hawk. Anyways, I just figured that I'd give all of my sweet, sweet cherries some insight into what the hell I'm up to! Much love, and if I don't message you back...it's because I probably can't for a long time! Keep up with your support of our troops...we need it, and believe me...we feel the love! Hoo-ahh!!! Dustin R. "Diggy Holmes" Smith

Fucks Like A Star
"Fuck Like A Star" by Porcelain and the Tramps Fuck Like A Star lyrics She puffs her little cigarettes and paces in the lobby Silhouettes of fair white skin, a superimposed body She is the string that holds up paint, The one that gets you started So if you've got the balls to fight, Then put your mouth around this Ohhh, I know you're out of it Ohhh, I know you want it She fucks like a star, All the way to the top Mess with your head, Make you want it Fucks like a star, So Rated-R You'll do anything because she fuck like a star, fucks like a star Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic Flowers painted on her back, Centerfold erotic She's had a thrill, a shot to slam, enough to start a riot Everybody wants a piece, But only you're invited Ohhh, I know you're out of it Ohhh, I know you want it She fucks like a star, All the way to the top Mess with your head, Make you want it Fucks like a star, So Rated-R You'll do anything because she fucks like

My Sweet Prince...lol...
lol....check this out, today's horoscope: Did that idea really come out of your brain? And what's more, are you seriously promoting it as the answer to the crisis in question? Well, as they say in a lot of bad movies, 'It's so crazy it just might work!' Now does that fit or not?,,lol

What To Do ???
Ok what to do.. hes done it 2 times. how am i supposed to trust him he says he true this time he wants me and only me but how am i to trust someone that has fucked me over 2 times already... he said he said it out of anger but how am i supposed to know how do you know if a dude is being true about things or not... i thought he was the last time... i dont know what to do i love this guy so much... but he has done me wrong way to many time... im scared to trust him again my heart was broken it has been for a long time.. then i meet this guy from work and he's a real nice guy we start to hand then things get real we start dating... well i thought he was true about out relationship. but come to find out he had a WHOLE DIF look on it.... well then i kick his azz out.. well then he comes to me and says im the one and only one for him and talks all kinds of sweet things to me in my ear and i take him back.... well then the last time it was worse but he talked the sweet things again... But thi

This Month Is A Tough One
Let me get things out before I hurt feelings and not mean to. There are a couple/three times in the year that get really tough for me to deal with. July happens to be one of those times of the year. July 17th is my youngest son's birthday, my birthday is the 20th. Matthew committed suicide October 29, 2003. I have it hard not to get moody, bitchie and such this time of year. If you speak to me and I come off as a bit "rude". It's not your fault. Just talk to me at another time or send me an email. I wish everyone a Happy 4th!! Be safe!!

Physical Therapy
Well today was the last hard day of physical therapy, I have one more session and it is to retest my knee's motor skills. Well today sucked ass, almost blew my knee out, didn't want to get out of bed, and still tired; so I'm going back to sleep.

The Ultimate Female Joke
> > ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE > > It has long been contended that there are male jokes and > > there are female jokes. And there are unisex jokes. Here is > > a joke I consider a true female joke. I offer it to you in > > the hopes that women will love it and men will pass it along > > to a woman who will love it. > > > > A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work > > cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, > > handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so > > striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The > > young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and > > walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) > > Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring > > , he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, > > absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how > > kinky, for $20.00......on one condition." > > Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The > > man re

I've Made Alot Of Mistakes
~BROWN EYEZ~ r u happy now that u can't see my face?@ CherryTAP I have been seeing this girl on cherrytap, and I have grown for her. We started a relationship on here. I see a married man on here flirting with her and saying, "I love you!" I got upset and confronted her about it, and we get into huge arguments, I call her names that I come to realize aren't true. I have committed a wrong, but when she allowed me to get on her account and block the guy that was the greatest thing that she ever did for me was to allow me on to her account. She has all my trust and she isn't what I called her, she flirted for points and I would have bought her a ct blast if I only knew, she told me a couple days ago and I wouldn't allow my self to believe it. I know now that I love her with all my heart and even if she does block me, I will still love her and I would say nothing bad about her, because it wasn't true. I wish I could take it all back and have her still block him for the time being an

Want To Ride?????
Have you got what it takes????? This contest will be a little bit diffrent. Want fans, want rates, want friends, well check this out. This contest will run a full 7 days and the prizes are as follows..... First place, A FREE spot as conductor on Wildcat's train as well as a VIP cart for 1 weeks with 2 of your friends. So you will have 1 full weeks of great rates and fans along with your choice of friends. Second place, You will recieve a VIC cart for you and 2 friends for 2 weeks. Third place, You will recieve a VIP cart for you and 2 friends for 1 week. CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I GET AT LEAST 10 CONTESTANTS Rules for the contest. 1~NO DRAMA if you start you are out. 2~Most comments at the end of the week wins. 3~Rates, each rate counts. 4~No NSFW pics 5~SELF COMMENT AND COMMENT BOMBING ARE ALLOWED No downrating. PLAY NICE....lol Have fun with it, its a contest. Self comment bombing is allowed. Serious contestants only, this means you must have people

Ms Testing
I went to the doctor today to find out if I have MS (Multiple Sclerosis). The neurologists does'nt think that it is..thank God...however in 2002 I was in the hospital with meningitis and the reports from that stay show a B-12 deficiency ( 148 count....normal over 500 count.) So I am being tested for the deficiency again. Hopefully this is where my problems lie. I want to thank all my friends and family and fans for their support and thoughts and prayers.....This is definitly good news..I would much rather have to stick myself with a needle the rest of my life than to have to deal with MS....Thank you all and I will keep you posted on the final outcome.

Abc's Of Being A Father
Thought this was cute and wanted to share it :) ABC OF BEING A FATHER A - Always trust them to God's care B - Bring them to church C - Challenge them to high goals D - Delight in their achievements E - Exalt the lord in their presence F - Frown on evil G - Give them love H - Hear their problems I - Ignore not their childish fears J - Joyfully accept their apologies K - Keep their confidence L - Live a good example before them M - Make them your friends N - Never ignore their endless questions O - Open your home to their visits P - Pray for them by name Q - Quicken your interest in their spirituality R - Remember their needs S - Show them the way of salvation T - Teach them to work U - Understand they are still young V - Verify your statements W - Wean them from bad company X - eXpect them to obey Y - Yearn for god's best for them Z - Zealously guide them in biblical truth -- Author Unknown

My Heart Is Lost To Him
So It has been four days since my heart left me. The wierd part is it feels like the person I love hasn't left me. I feel like he is with me every minuate of the day. I am sadden that he is not with me here in this state but I know it is apart of life. And if it is God's will we will meet again. But I will never forget him because he was and is always there for me. I love him endlessly. And he knows this. He has made me feel whole again. And every moment I shared with him was perfect. Even if it was Love Hate! I am simply in love with him and my heart is with him.

Him "right Here In My Arms" Lyrics
Right Here In My Arms Lyrics Artist(Band):H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty) She is smiling Like Heavens down on Earth The sun is shining So bright on her And all her wishes have finally come true And her heart is weeping, cuz' happiness is killing her It's true shes in love She'll be right here in my arms so in love She'll be right here in these arms she can't let go She'll be right here in my arms so in Love She'll be right here in these arms she can't let go Oh no.. So hard she's trying (tryin') But her heart won't turn to stone Oh no.. And she keeps on crying Cuz' I won't leave her alone She'll never be alone She'll be right here in my arms so in love She'll be right here in these arms she can't let go She'll be right here in my arms so in love She'll be right here in these arms she can't let go [guitar solo] And, She'll be right here in my arms so in love She'll be right here in these arms she can't let go She'll be right here in my arms so in love

Lolcotics Needs Help Please!
(Not spam, just in need of ideas.) So LOLcotics means 'addictive humor'. Which is a forum based on internet humor and MMORPGs/online gamers. As well as 'funny/original' merchandise, including LOLcatz/animals, game parodies and comments. The website if you have never been there is http://www.lolcotics.com. Opinions please on whether it is in need of more work and merchandise or if it is going in the right direction. Thanks! Any ideas/opinions appreciated and please feel free to join. Leave me a comment if you have ideas. Also please repost(if you want), after all we need our friends/family to help get as many ideas/opinions/members as we can! Love yas! ~Chand~

Dont Just Read It Listen To It.......truer Words Never Spoken
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial

Mommy's Birthday
My mom's turned 50 today so happy birthday to her. I don't know what to buy her. she says she wants a radio/cd player. yeah i know antiquated technology huh? anywho..happy 4th and happy bday to my mommy ~Timmy~

Rates ,fan Me ,add Me And Down Raters
take the time to get to known me ...im a kool girl and can be a great friend ...just ask some of my friends ....you rate me ,i'll rate you back . if you under rate me , you better believe i'll return the love and under rate you ...fan me and i'll fan you ... add me and you'll be glad you did ....so thanks to all for the high rates and great comments and so far for the great friendships ive made on here ...thank you to all the under raters for taking the time to rate ...lol ...feel free to stop by and sign my guest book and leave some love on my page ..i'll return the love....have a great day

Ratings
I AM A MOM AND VERY PROUD OF MY SON. TELL ME WHY WOULD PEOPLE RATE MY PIC OF MY SON LOW? I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS IF YOU RATE ME LOW BUT MY KID? HE'S CUTE AS HELL!! IF YOU DON'T THINK SO, FINE, BUT DON'T RATE HIM A 2...GO ABOUT YOUR SHIT PLEASE. THANK YOU, PLEASE DRIVE THRU~

Foorprints In The Sand
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial

The Cult "painted On My Heart" Lyrics
Painted On My Heart Lyrics Artist(Band):The Cult I thought you'd be out of my mind And I'd finally found a way to learn to live without you I thought it was just a matter of time Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you But it's just not so And after all this time, I still can't let go I've still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory, baby I've got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of my fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby I've tried everything that I can To get my heart to forget you But it just can't seem to I guess it's just no use In every part of me Is still a part of you And I've still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory, baby I've got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of her fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby I've still got your face Painted on my heart Painted on my heart Painted on my hear

Going Crazy
i am new on this thing and i just want to know where all the cute people are? i wanna chat with someone exciting and into the same things i am. If you wanna know what they are then write me a message. Thanks, hope to talk to ya later....

Which Angel Are You?
The Juggalo Zodiac Quiz You were born in the year of The Great Milenko. Which means you are different from what people may think.Relevant Years:1954, 1960, 1966, 1972, 1978, 1984, 1990, 1996, 2002. Most Compatible with Carnival of Carnage.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Warren Zevon "keep Me In Your Heart" Lyrics
Keep Me In Your Heart Lyrics Artist(Band):Warren Zevon Shadows are falling and I'm running out of breath Keep me in your heart for awhile If I leave you it doesn't mean I love you any less Keep me in your heart for awhile When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun Keep me in your heart for while There's a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done Keep me in your heart for while Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for while Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for while Sometimes when you're doing simple things around the house Maybe you'll think of me and smile You know I'm tied to you like the buttons on your blouse Keep me in your heart for while Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams Touch me as I fall into view When the winter comes keep the fires lit And I will be right next to you Engine driver's headed north to Pleasant Stream Keep me in your heart for while These

Cutting Crew "i Just Died In Your Arms Tonight"
I Just Died In Your Arms Tonight Lyrics Artist(Band):Cutting Crew Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight It must have been something you said I just died in your arms tonight I keep looking for something I can't get Broken hearts lie all around me And I don't see an easy way to get out of this Her diary it sits on the bedside table The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight It must've been something you said I just died in your arms tonight Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight It must've been some kind of kiss I should've walked away, I should`ve walked away Is there any just cause for feeling like this? On the surface I'm a name on a list I try to be discreet, but then blow it again I've lost and found, it's my final mistake She's loving by proxy, no give and all take 'cos I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times Oh I, I just died in your ar

Needing Some Help
I'm wanting someone ta get a contest going fer best stash on CT,, would do it myself however not sure on how to go about it an plus I can not be in it...lol...Anyways if anyone knows how to do these please lemme know when and how???

Beverly Sills Dead At 78
Opera Star Beverly Sills Dies By H. Leavitt / Cole Washington 03 July 2007 Operatic star Beverly Sills, who thrilled audiences, worldwide, for two decades, died Monday at age 78. Beverly Sills (2006 file photo) Beverly Sills began life as Belle Silverman, one of three children of Russian-Jewish immigrant parents. At the age of three, she adopted the stage name "Bubbles" to launch her singing career as a child star on a local radio show in Brooklyn, New York. Within ten years, she was studying voice under Estelle Liebling and piano with Paolo Gallico and learning the French and Italian languages. Graduating from the Professional Children's School in 1945, Miss Sills plunged into the American musical world of national touring companies. She sang everything from Gilbert and Sullivan to Bizet in a succession of brief engagements and one-night stands that required exhaustive repertory and made severe demands on versatility and stamina. This apprenticeship prov

Juggalo Zodiac
The Juggalo Zodiac Quiz You were born in the year of The Great Milenko. Which means you are different from what people may think.Relevant Years:1954, 1960, 1966, 1972, 1978, 1984, 1990, 1996, 2002. Most Compatible with Carnival of Carnage.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Freaky Vs. Kink
Is there a difference between Freaky & Kinky? Is a freak on something that comes and goes, and Kinky is more permanent? I hear them talked about interchangeably, but are they? Kinky can be anything from chocolate ice cream & maple syrup, to a fetish (feet or catholic school girls) Is freaky the same thing? or is freaky a bit more extreme, and for a shorter time? If you have read any of my blogs, you know I'm into BDSM, and I am a sub/slave, so that's my kink (or freak, depending on how you define it) I gotta tell you, I am surprised daily, by the amount of people who are into it, and by the amount who are taken aback by it. Could any of us live without a little freak?? I guess I could, and I have, for lengthy times, but I definately prefer not to! going too long, makes me crave it, and act out that much more! so.....what's your definition? Whats freak, and whats kink?

Interesting Opinion About Benoit Murder(not My Opinion!)
Interesting what people can come up with but hey, you never know these days. ~Chand~ BENOIT DIDNT DO IT! Body: The late Chris Benoit and his wife Nancy The tragic deaths of Chris Benoit and his wife Nancy and son Daniel have shocked the wrestling world. The police are calling it a double-murder-suicide, but is it really? Let’s look at some facts. It has been 10 years exactly since Nancy divorced Kevin Sullivan to marry Chris Benoit. In the 1980’s Sullivan, along with his then-wife Nancy, were running a gimmick in wrestling of how they were Satanists, and Nancy was known as “The Fallen Angel.” She later became known as “Woman.” The trouble with the Satanists gimmick was it was for real, and was not a work, or fake. In the 1990’s Kevin Sullivan was the booker for WCW, and he scripted his wife Nancy into having an affair with Chris Benoit who was a member of the Four Horsemen. This made for a good angle, except, the acting became reality as Chris and Nancy actually fell in love

Once Upon A Time
Once Upon a Time a ghostly image of what once was once upon a time drew her back to then ....then..... a time of memories felt not her own drew her back to then ..and him the stars burning in the midnight heavens, setting her soul to burn where he last wandered yet not knowing who he was drew her back to him ..and fear as wind swirling wrapped her in wailing comfort so loud to help drown the vague cries of her heart obscure forlorn that troubled her drew her back to fear ...to that place the place she hid away inside the one that intimidated her in candle light demanding her return to it now in the deafening silent gaze upon her a shimmering drop shattering the silence the scene collapsing in apology shrinking to the darkness as radiant light burst into view satin water rippling her remorseful tears falling flooding the spirit with emotions not understood the stain of mortality stinging the existence In the lighted mirror of that satin wate

Fun Sex Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer

I Am Leaving
I have decide that I no longer want to be on cherrytap. I am not happy witht he site at all. So if any of you still want to chat with me here is my yahoo messenger cina_bear@yahoo.com I hope to hear from my friends. Bye Bye

Lol July 3rd, 2007 .........
Put some pizzazz in your career, home and relationship. Flirt via text message. Give a presentation with storyboards instead of PowerPoint. Buy yourself flowers just because. A few small moves brighten up your life. ** Thought I'd put some "Pizzazz" in my life, so, who wants a firecracker in their pantz ?? LOL ** :P ;)

This Is My Heart And Soul And Knight Made It Beautiful.
THE MOMENT I SAW YOU The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you! You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it has

Power
Wishes, hopes, thoughts and dreams, Life is so much more than it seems. Drifting slowly through hour by hour, I search my past for my inner power. Over time it has been forgotten and lost, I must remember, whatever the cost. It is written in the stars, my destiny, A life of magick through eternity. Bring to me now, the power I seek, Hear my request in these words I speak. ~Morgana Angelia~ 7-3-2007

Happy Day To Me
Well its going to be a great 80's degree day today and I am actually in a better mood then yesterday. Yes going to work just killed my spirt yesterday. After being there for about 10 min my day just sucked. that was to bad because it started out so good. Well today I will not let work let me down again. I plan on going to Starbucks this morning and having a coffee and a sandwich to start my day today. I hope to start me on the right foot. After that I am just going to try not to let things get to me as much as I did yesterday. Also I want to go work on my Trike but my dad is leaving for the 4th for the rest of the week so there will be on more work done this week. So my kids are coming home tomarrow and well there goes my peace and quite! So i need to enjoy today for all it is.. one last day of quiet!! See ya later

Missing
Just wanted to let everyone know where and why ive been missing,not here,ect. Just moved out of my mothers house and into my boyfriends house last week(with no internet connection yet)and the house is now being flooded. So now we are moving everything back out of the house in miami and into my mothers house in commerce.

Review-food- Bad Bobs Bbq
ok this is for the clarksville locals. between gates four and five is a small place called bad bobs bbq. and it rocks. you get quite a bit of food for the same price of some where like mcy d's. give it a try and tell them the cleaning ladies recomended ya! lol

Saliva "rest In Pieces" Lyrics
Rest In Pieces Lyrics Artist(Band):Saliva Look at me, my depth perception must be off again Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did It has not healed with time It just shot down my spine You look so beautiful tonight Reminds me how you laid us down And gently smiled before you destroyed my life Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Pieces Look at me, my depth perception must be off again You got much closer than I thought you did I'm in your reach You held me in your hands Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces Would you find

Review-movie- Live Free Or Die Hard
ok, so im not a huge die hard fan, buti have seen them all none theless, and i would have to say, this was the best one of them all. it was easy flowing, funny and sarcastic and the special effects were amazing. things seemed to make a little more sence in this one. you should go, who knows, the woman in your life might even enjoy it.

A Nice Lil Quiz To Get To Know Me...
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? Eyes 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Eyes 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? His sense of humor 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? I believe it was 10 5. Who was your first true love? Some guy I dated in high school for 3 years 6. (women) What is your bra size?40dd, pushing a ddd 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 16 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? Not really, it was on a cold basement floor 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? my ex-fiancee who is 10", but it's not the best sex i've ever had 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? yes 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? I think I'm bi 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? yeah i gave it to myself 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? Depends on the mood 15. Are you aggressive or passive? same

Goin Out Of Town For The 4th : )
Hey, what's up to all my friends. I just wanted to drop a quick note sayin that I'm goin to be out of town till Thursday. I'm goin to be back in Lumpkin, GA were I'm originally from. I'm goin to be chillin with all my family at our usual cookout. We are goin to have to go to Alabama to shot some fireworks lol, since they're illegal here. I plan on tryin to have a great time at home these 3 days. I'm definitely goin to kill some home cooked food. Well I'm not goin to keep talkin your head off. I just hope everyone has a BLESSED, SAFE, and FUN 4th of July weekend.

Makes You Wonder?
As deep as a river will run.Knowing When you wake up you day has begun.My heart it beats and it bleeds.To rip it out that's only mean,but watch out for i'm timid and i can bite.I'm easy going and Never easily frightened.Why can't love just be so easy like laying in a hammock in the summer shade.I've had lied and i have cheated but also in some relationships i also been defeated.I tired of this game when do i get mine.If it's just a friendship that would be fine.Why do we do this someone help me please.We take love just like a disease.It's only life,yeah but i still bleed I still sweat just to succeed.My heart aches for things around me.Why do i have these feelings for things i do see.When does others realize what i go through i don't know.Wait for your day to come then you'll see what i see.It's life who else will join me.

Another Day In The World
well its tuesday july 3 rd.first off let me say happy 4 th of july to all of you love ya! well im in portland oregon for the rest of the week to see my family and meet my new granddaughter what a trip makes me feel old just saying it lol..so have fun and be carful out there.and dont do anythinng to get put in jail over the holiday lol...have a great week see YA!!!

What Kind Of Bra Are You
You Are a Flashy Red Bra! Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests! What Kind of Bra Are You?

How Abnormal Are You
You Are 68% Abnormal You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

Episode 72: A Beautiful Mess
I really do not understand how it happened in the first place. To start, I'd fallen asleep on the couch watching Kung-Fu movies. I woke up watching Kung-Fu movies...and with an overwhelming compulsion to create tie-dye t-shirts. Laugh if you must but I'm not joking. I don't know what came over me. It was like this desire, this urge to just do something that I've never done before. This is what happens when I wake up too early. I suppose I could have turned in, going back to sleep but I couldn't stop myself. I got up, got dressed, got myself together and braved the daylight to make a trip across town to the dollar store. No need to take the bike, I thought, I crave music. I started out the door, my iPod going strong, thinking of the types of designs I wanted to create. I'd consulted a random website on it and thought about what I would need. T-shirts, rubberbands, gloves, and the dye. This, my friends, is evolution...the monkey, the man...and the gun. The shirts were the ultra che

Headed To Work...help Me Out While I'm Gone
I'm headed off to work. Just wanted to remind you all to stop in and help out with the contest that i entered... a picture of my Dad. Please stop by and drop a whoooooooole lot of comments for me, while I'm at work. It would sure be appreciated!!!! THANKS BUNCHS, AND BUNCHES, AND BUNCHES!!!!

What I Did....to Be Continued
WE were suppose to meet at my hotel. But the more I thought about the more frightened I became. We had talk for a while on the phone and on the computer. We had shared comment and pictures. But there is a big difference between the internet and face to face. I decided a drink was in order. So I headed to the bar. Talk about your old style. The large bar with rows of bottles. A huge mirror on the wall to reflect the entire room. As I sat on a stool I could only smile. I had been stting there nursing a drink for about an hour. Trying to get some nerve up to call and let him know I had checked in. Just then I looked up into the mirror and saw his reflection. He was standing behind me. With coy grin he took the stool beside. TO my surprise he reached over and gave me a soft kiss on the cheek. I could only stare. The man was gorgeous. And looking into his eyes my hormones were doing an Irish Jig. I have a vivid imagination as it is. But seeing him it went into overdrive. All I w

Big Flirt....
I will admit that I am a big flirt...not a tease but a flirt.. That doesn't mean I want to have sex with every guy I talk to online..Most guys take simple flirting to serious..and just because I answer your questions about sex, Does Not mean I want to try it with You. And just because I live close to someone doesn't mean I will jump in my car or have them over to my house to have sex with them either. And to just pop up with an im, pm, or even in someones shout box...with some stupid shit about is it time to play baby or will you suck my cock...wont get you any where either..just gets your ass blocked.. So Remember just because someone is honest enough to answer your questions about sex ,talks nice to you and flirts with you a lil...doesn't mean they want to have sex with you..And don't be childish and call them names just because you get shot down. Because it's not like I don't tell ya up front that I am a Flirt that is all...nothing more nothing less..Not my fault if

Are You A Paranoic Schizophrenic
You Are 48% Paranoid Schizophrenic It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments. You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself. Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

The Power Of A Kiss
Under the dancing moonlight i see the reflection of your face. Visionsof a first kiss play out in my mind as the soft breeze moves across the ocean, Whispering to me the name of my one true love. As the sound of your name flows into my ears, a single tear of bitter lonelinees escapes me. My heart begins begins to flutter, my pulse quickens, the very essence of my manhood is stired, As passion begins to consume me one thought remains, A kiss, one single kiss, which entangles my heart, devours my soul, and sets my whole being aflame. funny how much power lies within a kiss, which has not yet been.

Holy Shit
Yesterday I had a complete shock. I realized that by this time next year I will be in the real world...no more school, no more job, and I freaked out. I've always been in school I can't really remember times when I wasn't except while pregnant. It's just weird because I don't know if i will have a job in a school district, hell any job will do. I won't have my job anymore since it's only for students, I won't have my scholarship money to pay for things. It's a very daunting thought. I always said that if I ever won the lottery, I would become a professional student (and get plastic surgery and a house but that's another blog). Unfortunately the lottery is no closer but graduation is. I think I'm just freaking out a little early. This freak out should be done in April. Ok I need to breathe. I am so scared of the real world and I am fucking 25 years old.

Is This It
The blogs i post what can i say.I know somewhere out there i make someones day.Alright I'm gettin somewhere.Some people has lost their way,Forgot their way of the meaning of life.Lost the path they were supposed to follow,where is the night and days we grew up and everything was ok.We had our problems that could easily be worked out.We still had each other in good and in doubt.The world has changed to a major degree.Anymore we fight with one another.It could be you and me,In this day and age we dropped to a level where we can stand another fellow.We were supposed to be there through thick and thin.Why all the hate i do not understand.I miss the old days where we all could be friends we'd still have our problems but we would find an end.WHy make it pointless like this stupid war.I've walked that path i'll walk down it nomore.Take everyday a day at a time.Don't rush at things and you'll be fine.Take each day as it is your last,live love and laugh.

If We Could Fuck
if we could fuck (repost) This is the "If We Could Fuck..." Test...Re-posts this as If We Could Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...() mean explain 1.Where Would We Be? [ ]My House [ ]Ur House [ ]Pool [ ]Shower [ ]Parents Room LOL [ ]OTHER....Please Explain () 2.What Position? [ ]Doggy Style [ ]Missionary [ ]69 [ ]OTHER...() 3.What Would You Use?? [ ]Chains And Whips [ ]Choc. Syrup And Whip Cream [ ]Strawberries And Whip Cream [ ]Cherries And Chocolate [ ]Ropes And Handcuffs [ ]OTHER...() 4.Lights? [ ]On [ ]Off 5.Where Would You Take Me For A Date Before All Of This? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Would U Go Downtown? [ ]Yes [ ]No 7.Would U Want Me To? [ ]Yes [ ]No 8.Protection? [ ] Yes [ ]No 9.Day Or Night? [ ]Day [ ]Night 10.What Song Would We Fuck To? ( )PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.Top Or Bottom

Unkle Knobby (notice The K Here)
My name is Uncle Knobby, I hang around primary schools Underneath my raincoat, I'm always totally nude I show my navel fluff collection to lots of fully-clothed men I get a full erection, and have to rush to the gents Ooh! Uncle Knobby, can't we please go home? Why do you hide in the bushes? What have you done with our clothes? I introduce my penis to hamsters, gerbils and mice I like to read Fiesta, and peek at the reader's wives Ooh! Uncle Knobby, where's our special treat? Why do you keep taking pictures and sniffing our bicycle seats? I grummidge in my portfolio, which is full of Tampax ads I look up my own bottom with mirrors from ladies' handbags Ooh! Uncle Knobby, can't we please go home? We've never seen any dildos, we don't want to wear pantyhose Ooh! Uncle Knobby, Why have you smeared us with cake? We don't like standing in custard, and we don't want to play with your snake.

The Guy Nexted Door
SHE INVITES ME IN HER DOOR...ASKING ME TO HELP HER MOVE HER TABLE OVER TO HER BED..AS I WALK OVER.. I SEE SHES NOT WEARING ANY PANTIES UNDER HER SHORTS...AND SHE LEANS OVER TO PICK UP HER SHOES TO MOVE THEM.. I SEE SHE BENDS OVER ALIL TOO LONG AND SHE TURNS AND SEES ME GAWKIN AT HER... SHE SMILES AND ASKS IF I LIKE THE SHOW, I NOD MY APPROVAL AND WALK UP TO HER, SLOW AT FRIST, SHE SMILES AGAIN AND PUTS HER ARMS AROUND ME. I KISS HER,, SLOW AT FRIST FEELING HER PUSH INTO ME,, I LAY HER DOWN ON THE BED... TAKING HER SHORTS AND SHIRT OFFF.. SHE ASKS ME TO TAKE MY PANTS DOWN AND MOVE CLOSER...I MOVE TO HER AND SHE STARTS LICKING MY COCK SLOWLY SUCKING IT INTO HER MOUTH... NIBBLING ON THE HEAD.. SHE WHIPSERS THAT SHE WANTS IT NICE AND WET FOE HER.. I TELL HER TO MOVE OVER AND GET ON TOP OF ME SO I CAN LICK HER CLIT... AND HAVE ACCESS TO HER ASSS.... SHE DOES SO WITH A GRIN .I CAN FEEL HER HEAT FROM HER PUSSY.. AS I START LICKIN HER.. I TEASE HER ASSHOLE. WITH MY FINGER AND SHE PUSHES AGAI

Teeth The Size Of Piano Keys
I dropped all of my lovers. I stood up and screamed 'I'm in love!' You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred. Centuries deep and true. I was wrong, graceless, and sick. All of the things that I had learned had been wasted. There was no living creature as foul as I, and all of my poems were false. I could feel my soul, dropping down through the mattress. I had to leap up before it hit the floor. and I'm so alone. Illumination held out in front of my reaching arms. The darker things get the better i see. I'm so alone and so are you, we all live and die that way. You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred. Centuries deep and true. I was wrong, graceless, and sick. All of the things that I had learned had been wasted. There was no living creature as foul as I, and all of my poems were false. There was no living creature as foul as I... I could feel my soul, dropping... I could feel my soul, dropping down...

Ho Hum
i would just love to wake up with someone, someone who could share my heat for a change. someone who could dip their fingers inside me and feel the passion i long to share. so warm and wet i would love to see the desire dripping from your tongue. instead of someone being in my mind, i want someone deep inside me. its been far too long since i have felt anything hard between my legs. least anything with a beating heart. i want that raw no holding back sex. just do me and do me good. one good thing about being a bigger girl i wont break if you fuck me too hard. did i mention i had a extra long shower this morning? freshly shaven even and no one around to enjoy it. to taste it, to savour it. i have missed the feeling of a warm cock in my mouth. for the girls that dont enjoy that type of thing i feel sorry for you. i think its amazing to get a man off by your mouth, tongue, lips. to just wake up one morning to see that sparkle in his eyes as he is between my thighs, smile for me, tell me

Spelling To Get Into Heaven!!!!
Spelling to get into Heaven A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello, how are you? We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doi

Shit.
so i still feel like shit. i cut all my hair off. all i do is sleep and cry. sleep and cry. what a life- got dumped; lied to; and now my ex all ready found someone else. yeah this sucks. life sucks. my hair sucks. Im going to end up getting fired from work. People think im crazy- im not; just really hurt. i dont need medicine.. i dont need a doctor.. well, i might. but; i need the love i had back- and her arms around mine.. mine around hers.. my lips kissing hers.. her body on mine- are ya catching me here.. I just want LaTisha back! She's my everything.. I'd do ANYTHING to just have her back.. and i mean that. im going insane here; but.. what can ya do.. people are sick of me crying; it's what helps me- and i dont care. Sorry im a human and I have feelings. Im going to bed.

Flooded Out
Don't get me wrong I love the rain, but I've had enough of it. I have a little sissy car and it dies on me every time it gets a little wet, on my way to work I ran into some water and died! what is even weirder is nobody even stopped to help me push the car. Well just wanted to get a little frustration out, anyways, thanks for listening and stay dry!

Prednisone
Prednisone sucks lol. But I do feel a little better. The side effects get less each day I think. Was hoping to have the Dr cut it back in dosage today, but he wants me on this level another week and then cut back next week. And he needs me to do things that make my ankle sore so he sees how it reacts to the meds. I suppose that makes some sense. Can't tell if its working if I don't get off my butt. Its another beautiful day. :) Maybe I will take a walk with my son and Pluto in a bit.

New Picture Folder
I just created a new folder to put pics of stuff that people were so kind to have made for me. I just wanted to share them with you all. Its called "Made Just for ME". If any of you creative people out there get bored or wanna do something..feel free to make me something to add in it :) I love getting stuff like that. You can also use any of my pics if you want too. I'll give away gifts to anyone that makes me stuff to add in it. Thanks and I hope I will be able to look forward to seeing some awesom stuff! If I was that creative, I'd do that stuff myself but Im not and don't have the time :( I hope you all have a great day! Melissa AKA BlueEyed Southern Angel

Lazyness
it seems to me that if your going to be here accepting fans and friends and points that the least one can do is return the favor ,after all isn't this suppose to be about showing the love? I have noticed some that are so selfish that they would rather add more for you to rate on their profile then to take the few minutes it takes to rate others .I think they are a little to self centered and greedy .Besides ya get points both ways so whats the difference .If your not willing to show the love (ie rating points) then why even add or fan ?

First Night On Trip By The Fire!
The scene is by the fire in a remote campgrounds by Niagra. The setting is by a warm soothing fire on a cool night, we have spent all day enjoying each others company by one of the 7 .wonders of the world.. I look into your eyes drinking them in before i move down and gently part your delicate folds with my tounge, Sounds of my loving reach your ears. you shift your ass to accomodate my need to taste your sweet juices, My tongue slides in deeper. My hot wet muscle moves up and down your slit. Your clit is swollen with need. My teeth nibble gently and one of my fingers is slid between your moist lips. I hear "Oh god!" as your body responds to my caresses, releasing more fluid. I can see your head moving right to left with each lap of My tongue. You watch as I move my head back and forth on your sex. A second finger slides in with the first, both begin to slip and slide along my walls carefully finding your special spot. Passion pumps through your veins. Your hips thrust forward, bri

Underraters And Jealousy
So, lately I've had this pack of older women attack my profile and rate me all sorts of 2's and 3's. Usually I just laugh at these people but when they attack me is when I start to get pissed off. For one, I have NEVER underrated a single person and never would either. It shows lack of self esteem and well this one lady especially shows that she has it. Let me put it to you this way, Kykky user number 200113, came onto my profile and several others underrating them because (excuse me I never usually talk about people this way) she is fat and ugly! I'm sorry hunny, but if the image in the mirror SUCKS then do something about it. Don't go on the internet acting like a snobby 2 year old and down people because YOU can't do anything about YOUR problems. Get off the internet, take the damn fudge pop out of your mouth and run a little. In fact, while you're at it..brush you're funky ass teeth! So next time you're feeling like shit and want to underrate some people, think and go do something

Seven - Necrophagist
Distracting from your deficiencies while you point at others. (Once) enlightened you judge and execute. To be the only one to discover the seven, (To) toss open and pass the gates to heaven. This song reallys says alot for me and how I feel towards religion and the ways that it opresses individuality

New Issue Of The Working Tools
www.twtmag.com Issue #19 - July 2007 This Issue: Thomas Webb Paine- Founding Father of Modern Day York Rite Masonry 1- Masonry in the News 2- Old Tyler Talks 3- Masons standing tall and fighting back 4- Ask a 33Â° Mason w/ Bill 5- Thomas Webb Paine (intro & articles) 7- Astronomy 8- GL of TX STB- Masonic Virtues 9- Masonic Moments 10- Anti Masons 11- Publications-The Lodgeroom International

Wrathful!
unguided certitude lead you to unforgivable blunder to pass private annotations is an unforgivable offense embarrassment followed by disbelief consume my gut disgusted and horrified by you action i sit with heavy heart absolution for the deed done is not even a distinguishable privilege which you will ever possess to occupy domination over an unseen victim is moraly vile

Women Rock...and Men Love It....see The Website!
That's right, P.O.P. Sisters has launched their website, and we're working on CT Skins, Lounge MOTD's and contests for women and men to show off their appreciation of the Power of P..well, lets say Pretty for now. Click the logo to the left to visit the site! Click here to find out more about the P.O.P. Sisters

Stocks
In the Stock Market today, Helium was up, Feathers were down, and paper was stationery. Weights were up in heavy trading. Fluorescent tubes were down in light trading. Light switches were off. Knives were up sharply. Cows were steered into a bull market. Pencils were down a few points. Hiking equipment was trailing. Elevators were up. Escalators experienced a slight decline. Mining equipment hit rock bottom. Pain relievers soared. (Sore) Diapers were unchanged. The major shipping lines stayed at an even keel. Prunes plum-meted. Coca Cola was pop-ular amongst traders. Caterpillar stock inched up a bit. Sun peaked at mid-day. Balloon prices were inflated. There was heavy trading in metals, ... and the bottom fell out of disposable diapers.

Just A Laugh
A senior citizen drove his brand new BMW Z4 convertible out of the car salesroom. Taking off down the motorway, he floored it to 150 kph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. 'Amazing!' he thought as he flew down the M40, enjoying pushing the pedal to the metal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a police car behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. 'I can get away from him - no problem!' thought the elderly nutcase as he floored it to 180 kph, then 220, then 240 kph. Suddenly, he thought, 'What on earth am I doing? I'm too old for this nonsense!' So he pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the police car to catch up with him. Pulling in behind him, the police officer walked up to the driver's side of the BMW, looked at his watch and said, 'Sir, my shift ends in 10 minutes. Today is Friday and I'm taking off for the weekend. If you can give me a reason why you were speeding that I've never heard befor

July 3rd
Creating something and taking it apart helps you get your act together. Every area of your life takes an upturn when your artistic impulses are up and running. Express yourself and you'll be in touch with the real you.

P.o.p. Needs Promoters
We're looking for promoters for the P.O.P. Sisters network! We're looking for women and men that appreciate the Power of P...let's say Pretty for now, and we'd like you to help! Contact me for more information on how to become a P.O.P. Princess or Prince. Click here to find out more about the P.O.P. Sisters muahz Tiff

U Aint Gotta Take Ya Panties Off Just...pull Em 2 Da Side...lol
-whats the most freakiest place u sex'd @??? (i hump whereva the wind blows..lol) -is sex really overrated? (maybe cuz u aint gettin any of this 10inches..lol) -whats ya favorite position? (baby if u had some of this u'd luv everyway i stroke u...Mmmmm..) dag all this chat made me horny i brb...

Missing You
I gathered my things, my silk robe and a pair of black, thonged panties, a deep red fluffy towel and a glass of red wine that was poured a few minutes earlier. Then walked into the bathroom, not bothering to turning on the lights, instead lihgting 3 small candles that were just small enough, to line the side of the tub with. As the candles burned the smell of fresh berries filled the air. so I placed my wine glass on the floor next to the tub. I slowly started to undress, taking my time, giving into the mood, raising my shirt slowly above and over my head, I kicked off my shoes and reached for the top buttons on my jeans. I closed my eyes, thought of you, and instantly they were your hands, unbuttoning the denim. As I released the bind of my jeans, I placed my palms on my sides, as if they were yours, and slowly slip them down over my hips.I could feel the palms of our hands gliding against my skin, bringing the jeans to my knees. Releasing them, they fall to my feet. I slowly pull my

Thank You For Your Support!!!
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HELPED VOTE AND COMMENT ON THE 'SEXIEST MILITARY SALUTE' CONTEST!!!! I WON I WILL BE GETTING THE VIC WHEN HE GETS HOME FROM TRAINING. THANK YOU ALLLLLL MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX YOU GUYS AMAZED ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT STAYING UP WITH ME ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT TOO NOT THAT I SLEEP MUCH (AN ANGELS JOB NEVER DONE LOL - HAVE TO POLISH HALO SOMETIME ) I CANT THANK MY FRIENDS ENOUGH AND I DONT WANT TO MISS ONE OF SO PLEASE COME CHECK OUT THOSE ON MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS LIST.. THESE PPL ARE AMAZING!!!! THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE IN THE MILITARY. YOUR LOVE AND DEDICATION TO YOUR COUNTRIES IS AMAZING AND SOMETHING TO SALUTE AND HONOR AND RESPECT. YOU HAVE HELPED US TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THE PEACE AND FREEDOM THAT WE ARE ALL ACCUSTOMED TOO AND WE GET TO RAISE OUR CHILDREN IN A THE SECURITY OFFERED. THANK YOU! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SACRIFICE THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE THANK YOU FOR YOUR DEDICATION THANK YO

Who Was?
In 1923, Who Was: 1. President of the largest steel company? 2. President of the largest gas company? 3. President of the New York Stock Exchange? 4. Greatest wheat speculator? 5. President of the Bank of International Settlement? 6. Great Bear of Wall Street? These men were considered some of the worlds most successful of their days. Now, 80 years later, the history book asks us, if we know what ultimately became of them. The Answers: 1. The president of the largest steel company. Charles Schwab, died a pauper. 2. The president of the largest gas company, Edward Hopson, went insane. 3. The president of the NYSE, Richard Whitney, was released from prison to die at home. 4. The greatest wheat speculator, Arthur Cooger, died abroad, penniless. 5. The president of the Bank of International Settlement, shot himself. 6. The Great Bear of Wall Street, Cosabee Livermore, also committed suicide. However: in that same

When
when do we consumate our love for one another the anticipation arising your body so exciting igniting my soul to a blaze so hot the room begins to fog like a car in a dark alley she said she's never done it before i told her i'll take it slowly and from then on out the sweat started to drip from our bodies she starts screaming out my name and said don't stop i want it to last forever she said because if we stay the way we are now things will never change but they already have

Good Morning!
I am eating oysters for breakfast! They're soooooooooooo tasty! I had another TROLL ask to be put on my Instant Messenger during the night. Nothing on his page, as usual. I am sure glad there is an IGNORE button! Here's his info if you want to be his friend: nona20002010 http://profiles.yahoo.com/nona20002010?intl=ca&os=win&ver=8.1.0.402 Basics Yahoo! ID: nona20002010 Real Name: Nickname: Location: Age: Marital Status: No Answer Sex: No Answer Occupation: *** I belong to a couple of other on-line blog places. Facebook, Windwos Live Spaces, Hover Spot, and Yahoo 360. I stay there to keep an eye on what my Kids are doing, and it is terribly funny to have interaction with some of the stupid people on the sites - especially when I am feeling down about myself. I like to know there are people who are really ridiculous, and compared to them, I am a GODDESS! Like yesterday, on Cherry Tap, some guy rated my pictures a 10/10. When I visite

Cc - Bloodletting In The Woods
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In Addition
I'm pretty stoked and nervous because I am expecting a pkg of toys for Cody that I ordered. They are the same G.I. Joes i had when I was a kid. They re-made them for a 30th anniversary type thing. I really want him to have the same ones I grew up on. They should arrive today. Since I work for UPS and hear all the bad stories.I'm kinda nervous.

Every Time You Say My Name
Every time you Say My name Do I have it written on my face? It's a feeling I don't embrace. To hurt some one the way you do. What if it was to happen to you? Would it make you feel like me? Would it make you very unhappy? Let me tell you how it makes me feel. I feel like hiding and crying. And like my life means nothing at all. Can you try to see my pain? The pain you have caused inside. Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. Did it make you feel happy to make me cry? To know that you hurt me so. Do you even want to know? Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. When will you finally grow up? And see everything you have done to me. When will you feel like I do? So desperate and unhappy. Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. I have forgiven you for the past. Will this niceness from yo

I Never Knew What I Wanted...
You remember how we were talking about religion? It boils down to the way I grew up, I want proof. Why? The concept of faith is destroyed by proof. I wanted proof that you cared about me beyond the physical, I convinced myself I still needed proof because I couldn’t understand you actions. I understand now I must have been misinterpreting them and I should have trusted my heart and feelings- which I normally do. But reason and doubt wins out over time, I didn’t know how you responded to my comments on your blog, I can’t help but feel like shit because I am allowing my marriage to end, the only comment you made about my pictures on CherryTap was I should shave- you didn’t rate them. I took them down to show you no one else gets to see me, you are special, I don’t want you to think I would cheat with anyone else- that is what is most in my head. I have not told you- once a cheater always a cheater. Oh, God I don’t know myself well enough to know if I have faith or not. If I am loyal to

Who Would've Thought.....
The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969 , make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Most lipstick contains fish scales. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. If you keep your ey

My Male Friends
YA KNOW. I THINK ABOUT THIS ALOT! I REALLY VALUE MY CLOSE MALE FRIENDS ON HERE. YOU ALWAYS SHOW SUCH GREAT DEAL OF RESPECT AND THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. HOWEVER.....I WISH THE REST OF THE MEN ON HERE COULD LEARN FROM MY GOOD FRIENDS. AND STOP WITH THE WEBCAM CRAP, AND SHOW ME PICS., ETC. SO, I JUST WANTED TO THANK MY MALE FRIENDS FOR BEING THE BEST! AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! LOVE YA MEAN IT!

Dirty Survey
Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person?+ +Rules: Answer this for the person who posted this and then repost it for yourself!+ 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fucked you? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would you fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u fuck me in the rain? 16. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 17. Would u have phone sex with me? 18. Would u cheat on me? 19. Would u break my heart? 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? 21. Would y

Communication Exam
Oh my Gods!!! I totally spaced out and forgot that I have my final exam today at 1pm in my communications class!! And here I am talkin' to all my cherry friends....I get so distacted sometimes. Especially when you people are so nice to me:) I hope I do well today. I only got a C+ on my midterm, it kinda bummed me out considering I have a 3.33 GPA. Then on the 9th my Algebra class start and once again (like my COM102) the 14 week class is jammed into 7 weeks...that's the way summer classes are....yikes!!! So I suppose I better finish up here and get some more studying in. Say a prayer,cast a spell, wish me luck....somethin' around 1pm ok....LOL Thanks Cherry friends :) Cheri

Official Downrater Message To Leave That Will Proberly Grow Weekly
What I said to this Downrater. I Left this to 2 early am: What are you,Stupid or something? You don't Downrate a VIC.A Regular Rate ,I would have Come an Level'd you.Instead I come to Block you Post you in Stash,an Label you a Wolf Hater for all in my Family to come in Block an Stash you as well.Best to Crawl back where you came from an Learn some Respect. Everyone on this Bitches Comment Column she had Downrater,It really amazed me

First Morning On The Niagra Falls Road Trip!
The scene is in a warm cozy tent. The time is morning . The story is about how you wake up on the Niagra falls road trip. I hope you like it.Thinking about waking you up in the morning with a warm tongue licking your sweet little pussy lips. Sucking each lip in one at a time and running my tongue over it, your hips shifting and turning to meet my tongue. You want more, your hips turning trying to get my tongue deeper into your twat. But i hold back, teasing. run my tongue all around, everywhere but in your now soaking wet slit. your clit is swollen and peeking out from those beautiful delicate folds of skin that normally hide it. I know you want me on it, but i hold out. i lick that sensitive skin below your twat, circling your ass. then back up, this time your hips win the battle and i stick my tongue deep into you. sliding it up onto your rock hard clit, your whole body jerks at the first contact and you let out a loud moan. i roll it side to side and stick one finger in your twat as

Tues. July 3 Thought
The man who believes he can do something is probably right....and so is the man who believes he can't. So believe you can and you can acheive anything believe you can't then you are right YOU CAN'T!!! Free Myspace Pictures from drewpydraws

My Bike Wreck
I had a racing bike wreck I am in a wheelchair now. Well May 11, 1997 at 22 years old. I had the bike wreck. I bought a racing bike on Tuesday put another front end on it and put lights and all on it. Friday I took it to the drag strip. Sunday on Mothers day I had the wreck because some one pull out in front of me in Ford Explorer and I hit the back coner for it and tolded them out and my bike at over 100 miles ahour. Their was a statetrooper right their eating and he said I was doing over 100. I was in a choma for 6 1/2 weeks. but mom said I was still in it for along time. I am very lucky to be here because I died twice. Motorcycles are real danagerous because people pull out in front of you all the time. And I can`t walk im in a wheelchair. But what put me in chair was a A autery had to be fix and they closed it off for 30 mins and when they dopened it back it had killed my legs. I didn`t break my back. Richie

The Moment I Saw You
The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it has longed for all these year

So ... What Is Missing?
Dr. Benjamin Franklin: Please Mr. Dickinson, but must you start banging? How is a man to sleep? [laughter from Congress] John Dickinson: Forgive me, Dr. Franklin, but must YOU start speaking? How is a man to stay awake? [More laughter] John Dickinson: We'll promise to be quiet - I'm sure everyone prefers that you remained asleep. Dr. Benjamin Franklin: If I'm to hear myself called an Englishman, sir, I assure you I prefer I'd remained asleep. John Dickinson: What's so terrible about being called an Englishman? The English don't seem to mind. Dr. Benjamin Franklin: Nor would I, were I given the full rights of an Englishman. But to call me one without those rights is like calling an ox a bull. He's thankful for the honor, but he'd much rather have restored what's rightfully his. [laughter] John Dickinson: When did you first notice they were missing, sir? [laughter] 1776 (Movie 1972) http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0068156/quotes

What Danny Beleives
I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

The Golden Number
The Golden Number: There is sun-moon period of 19 years. This covers all of the phases of the moon, after which the new moons fall on the same cycle of dates as defined by the sun. So every 19 years the very same thing happens over and over as the Earth goes around our Sun and as our Moon goes around our Earth. This is known as the Metonic Cycle, after the Greek Sage Meton, who first described it. Each year in the Metonic Cycle is give a number from 1 to 19. > This is known as the "Golden Number" or "Prime." The Golden number is determined by a fixed simple equation. To determine the next Golden Number (the first year of a 19 year cycle) do this: 1. This year is 1999. 2. Add one year to 1999. 1999 + 1 = 2000 3. Divide 19 into 2000. 2000 / (divided by) 19 = 105 with a remainder of 5 4. If the year 2000 was a Golden Year the answer would have been an even number without a remainder. The recent years for the Golden Year are 1976, 1995, and upcoming is 2014. D

Astrological Connections
Astrological Connections Purists of the Norse Religion may scoff at the idea of associating the various Gods and Goddesses to a system that was not originated by the Norse. However, for comparison purposes, it is helpful to be able to associate the deities with the various signs of the zodiac; if for no other reason than to help in astrological chart interpretations using a Norse background. Aries: the fiery Loki, and Ostara, the goddess of Spring Taurus: both the youthful Idunna and Weiland, smith of the Gods. Gemini: Both Freyr and Freyja as the Twins. Cancer: Blissful mother Fricka (Frigg); also Manni; Lord of the Moon Leo: Mighty Thor; also, Sunna (the Sun) Virgo: Sif (Sifa), the wife of Thor and Frowe of the harvest Libra: Tyr, the lawgiver of the Gods; also Forseti, the god of Justice Scorpio: Hela (Holle); Goddess of Death and Rebirth Sagittarius: Allfather Odin (mounted on Sleipnir) Capricorn: Skadi; Goddess of Winter and the Hunt; al

Today's Political Outrage: Bush Commutes Libby's Prison Term
According to this news story, Bush has commuted Libby's prison sentence, so he (Libby) will not serve any prison time.Kind of makes it look like there was some type of political chicanery going on in the Bush administration, doesn't it?If you agree, please go to ImpeachForPeace.org and join in the fight to do something about it... tag: bush, libby, impeachment, high crimes and misdemeanors, politics, crime, news, prison-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.comGet paid to surf the web with

Wonderful World Lyrics
I see trees of green........ red roses too I see em bloom..... for me and for you And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world. I see skies of blue..... clouds of white Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world. The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin......i love you. I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world (instrumental break) The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin...*spoken*(I ....love....you). I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow *spoken*(you know their gonna learn A whole lot more than Ill never know) And I think to myself .....what

On My Own Lyrics
Artist: Eponine Lyrics Song: On My Own Lyrics EPONINE And now I'm all alone again Nowhere to go no one to turn to, Did not want your money sir I came out here coz i was told to And now the night is near Now I can make believe he's here. Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping I think of him and then I'm happy With the company I'm keeping The city goes to bed And I can live inside my head. On my own Pretending he's beside me All alone, I walk with him till morning Without him I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way I close my eyes And he has found me In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me for ever and forever And I know it's only in my mind That I'm talking to myself and not to him And although I know that he is blind Still I say, there's a way for us I love him But when the night is over He i

A Night At The Movies
Ok, wow, here’s the scoop. Took the youngan to see transformers last night. Got a good 8 o’clock sneak preview so we weren’t out till 3 am thank god. Man I’m getting too old for that, lol. Visually, the movie was incredible. What they don’t tell you, is this is a war movie. Like really a war movie. All of the action scenes are shot in vomit vision. To give you an example, its like the battle scenes from Saving Private Ryan or Blackhawk down. Not a steady shot in the whole thing. Also, this is not a kid’s movie. The action and violence is pretty extreme for little ones, hence the whole war movie thing. It’s not like the cartoon where nobody dies. So I’d keep it over 12 I think. The story was original and creative. They changed a whole lot of stuff from the cartoon and comic, but you soon forget all about it and get sucked into the story. All in all I found it to be a very good movie; I do hope the sequels tone down the vomit vision a tad. Lets wrap up with some handy tips for viewin

Deleting My Profile
This divorce crap is starting to get ugly, and I don't want to give him anything to use against me. For now, I will only have generic pics, etc here, and may possibly delete everything. Just so you all know, for the day when I am no longer here, or in case you wonder what happened to all of my content.

Horoscope For July 3, 2007
Just go back to bed. Do you honestly think today is going to be any better than yesterday, like some magic fucking fairy sprinkled productivity dust on your ass while you slept last night? And oh yeah, if the phone rings, what are the odds anyone worth talking to is calling you? Odds are it's a telemarketer and to be honest you're not making their day any brighter either.

Birthdate Info
28 July 1976 Your date of conception was on or about 5 November 1975 which was a Wednesday. You were born on a Wednesday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 4. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2442987.5. The golden number for 1976 is 1. The epact number for 1976 is -1. The year 1976 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1976 and ending 2/17/1977. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 1 Av 5736. Or if you wer

So Now
so now if you dont want to be my friend ill understand,but just rember this i am still human and still have feeling,you all have bean awsome friends and i thank you but now you know about me lets just see how good of friends you all are knowing all that you do now

Pissed Off
No I dont want to fucking rhyme, and I really do not care too. everything in this world today, just pisses me the hell off. Why does America have to solve all the problems for the rest of the world? Does anybody besides me really care? Or are you to wrapped up in yourselves? I also don't understand another thing. Why does a murderer get less time, in prison than a drug dealer? This is America, we all got to earn a living somehow. And why the fuck do we put movie stars, singers,athletes,etc upon a pedestal. We are all human and equals. Or are we really? Also just because someone that is famous, does something stupid that just proves it. You really know the difference between a convict and a cop. A convict got caught doing something wrong, the cop can do it and get away with it. Why don't we get rid of the bible and print more money? Thats what we all worship anyway!! Go ahead and tell me I am wrong. Then I will say shut the fuck up , and open your fucking eyes!! This is the shit we live

In The Past
in the past i have tryed to over dose on pills people dont understand bipolar,you realy have physical pain,i know what people think she is just this crazy bitch who wants attention well you know what thats not it at all people isnt educated about mental illness and some are scared but when i over dose i was in a comma and that was when my second ex left me so you see there is alway some one worse off then you,some of you have a great life,some have a ok life and some dont have any,so thats why i say dont take anything for granted you always loose

Mirror Image
You voice makes me sick, and all you do is nag. Maybe I should decapitate you, and put your head in a garbage bag. I have had bad dreams, of driving you over with a car. Some may say that, is going a little to far. Darkness is all you bring, when I think of you. Shoot you in the head, then grind you up into some glue. Sick in the head , that I may just be. Maybe I should get a rope, and hang you for a tree. Sometimes I hate myself, just as much as I do you. Then is when I think, maybe I can kill myself too. Take only two bullets, you think I don't have the nerve. We all are going to die, because sometimes that`s what we deserve. I look in the mirror, you is all that I see. So afraid of what, it is you have become to be. Monster,Terror,Gore, and Horror... why is it you have come my way. I just want you to go inside, stay away forever and a day.

On A Tangent
Sitting here contemplating, why life is so frustrating. Problems are always multiplying, she says I am condescending. Go out and take a walk around the block, down to the pond, where there is a dock. See geese and ducks all in a flock. I check to see the time on my clock. Go back home and have to take a shit, while in the bathroom, I add deodorant to my pits. Yeah I am being silly I have to admit. Why am I telling you all this shit? Just thought I might share a smile, because I haven`t done it in a while. Got to go and walk about a mile, you see I have a friend that is going to trial. For something that he didn`t do, after the trial we are going to sue. Enough about me, what about you? Haven`t seen you in a while, and yes I missed you too. You tell me of your ex-girlfriend, and how things turned out in the end. She is dating some guy named Ben. I say lets get together just tell me when. Then I Tell you about my ex and how she likes a big dick. Found all about her from some country hick

Story Two
i had went to the doctor and found that i had cogestive heart failure i thought how great mental and physical so anyways we fought for the kids for two years and i was drained by time we got them back we couldnt take care of them i was in the prosses of working on my issues with my first ex this is a long story but you get the picture i am not good with relation ships and sometimes im not so nice to rude men and disrespectfull ones..im against mental and physical abuse for either side men or woman,i am open minded and verry spontouse and artistic i tell people what i think with no problem,im not mean just am not going to put up with any more abuse from men nothing against men i can get along with anyone if that makes sence lol,i do have self asteem issues and thats where you all help me ..this is my world the computer yes i take care of my daughter and what needs to be takin care of but barely,

Heir Puts 'dracula's Castle' For Sale
A Habsburg heir is hoping someone will take a bite of his offer Monday to sell "Dracula's Castle" in Transylvania. The medieval Bran Castle, perched on a cliff near Brasov in mountainous central Romania, is a top tourist attraction because of its ties to Prince Vlad the Impaler, the warlord whose cruelty inspired Bram Stoker's 1897 novel, "Dracula." Legend has it that the ruthless Vlad — who earned his nickname because of the way he tortured his enemies — spent one night in the 1400s at the castle. The Habsburgs formally put the Bran Castle on the market Monday, a U.S.-based investment company said. No selling price was announced. Bran Castle was built in the 14th century to serve as a fortress to protect against the invading Ottoman Turks. The royal family moved into the castle in the 1920s, living there until the communist regime confiscated it from Princess Ileana in 1948. After being restored in the late 1980s and following the end of communist rule in Romania, it ga

What Alcoholic Drink Are You
You scored as rum, you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum92% midori83% vodka79% absinthe67% champagne58% daiquaries54% bourbon50% beer46% wine33% whiskey29% what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Everyone Wanted To
everyone wanted to know me so i am telling you...i have 7 kids bean married twice,both abusive relationships,3 of my children are in foster care because when my first ex and i was married i was so depressed ,i wasnt eating or sleeping,i had to sleep in my clothes for two weeks at a time i wouldnt come out of my room i lost 25 pounds in one week,i had to leave so i had to leave my kids with him cause i couldnt take care of my self so i left and i ended up in the hospital then when i got out i came to michigan for about a week and then i went hitchiking all over the united state's it was awsome seen the ocean for the first time but then my illness got worse and i had to come back to michigan and i got a phone call saying my ex lodt the kids to the state,then i met my second ex at first it was great then when we got married it got worse he would hit me with his fist in the face and trip me in public it was terrible but anyways we faught for my kids and it took two years to get them back

News
Well,yesterday we went to see Daves doc and he told us that Dave is going to have to see a Spinal Surgeon and get his back fixed.He told us that drugs and phy theropy will not help.The bone is still pushing on the nerves and that in turn is makeing his leg numb and after a certion point his leg will get weaker and weaker then die.And Dave cant feel anything in his leg.One night he told me to pinch his toe so he could see if he had anything feeling in it what so ever and I pinched so hard with my nails I cut his skin and he felt nothing.I like the docs he has been seeing and I trust them.They have always been up front about everything from the first day we saw them includeing the chance of Dave haveing to have surgery. I saw this comeing and so did Dave.We had been talking about him haveing to have something done.I was ready to hear that he was going to have to have surgery today when we went in but when they said it I still got upset.Dave had to beg me not to starte crying in the ro

God Bless The Military
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troopâ??s shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________

Getting Ready... :d
So this weekend I had my baby shower ..and it was just wow....everyone that was invited came friends from outta town I've known forever but hardly ever see were there....and I got everything I needed except for 9 things which I have started getting on my own :D I can't believe I've only got this month to go (hopefully) lol but ya know it could happen before or after my due date! I'm getting so excited who ever knew shopping for bottles was so much fun lmao ...I may not look at it that way later I suppose but one thing I do know is I'm going to fckin love her to death she is the best day late christmas present ever! :D Other than that just getting ready for the 4th I know it's going to be great got a shitload of fireworks alot of people are going to be there all but one person :( I wish he was there more than any of em but I know he will be here soon so pretty much another happy blog! Oh and those horoscopes are still BS lol ....

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you both as mysterious and exotic. You definitely have cultivated your own unique interests and lifestyle. Brainy and quick witted, you aren't one for superficial friendships. But if someone can make you laugh or think, they'll likely be your friend for life. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?
Halloween Horoscope for Sagittarius Halloween is your time to be flirtatious, sexy, and hot hot hot! You love to tempt people into evil, even if it's just for one night. Costume suggestions: A sexy devil or a dark fairy Signature Halloween candy: Anything spiked with booze What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Friends
Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Do You Fight Fair?
You Mostly Fight Fair When you fight, you tend to remember your end goal of resolving conflict. However, you can get a little too wrapped up in your own feelings. Remember that there are two sides to every argument. And even if you think you're totally right, you should take more time to hear your partner out. Do You Fight Fair?

Red Shirt Fridays (an Email Sent To Me)
Red Shirt Fridays If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: December 15 You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Life
we take everything forgranted people places and things most of us dont like change..but we have to rember that things do change people change places change,so we all just have to make the best of our life..some people are afraid to tell some one they love another ,when i was married for 20 years to a guy that didnt know how to show his love but through violence and mental abuse..my doctor told me one time that everyone has some kind of symtom of depression or bipolar,when i was first dignose with bipolar i was in denile im not sick i dont have anything like that but the more i notice my self doing certin things i new i did,life is too short to be waisting it away dont be afraid to go after what you want in life

Finish The Story
I walk up to you and grab a fist full of your hair. I lean in and whisper to you “you are going to do everything I say. Now take your clothes off” I release your hair and watch as you slowly remove all you clothing. I pause to take in the full beauty of your form before I retake your hair into my hand and lead you to the bed tossing you upon it. I take your hands and feet and strap them to the corners of the bed then I place a strap across your forehead making you unable to lift your head. You feel my breath on your thigh as I lean down between your legs and start running my tongue over your thighs. Licking up and down moving from your left one to your right moving ever so close to your pussy but never touching it. I watch as the juice starts to slowly run out of your pussy moving down over your ass hole, down your cheek and onto the bed. I keep licking until you are at the point of orgasm then I stop. I stand over your face my dick right there but the strap on your head makes you unab

How Jealous Are You?
You Are 46% Jealous You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about. A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far. Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses. You'll be a better (and happier) person for it! How Jealous Are You?

Being Single Being Alone
Well being single or being alone all of it sucks big time. I'm not single by choice. I do know that there are those that say they love being single but we werent put here as man or woman to be single and alone God did not intend for that to be. He put us here to love each other. We all have our choices of who we want to love whether it is woman to woman or vice versa. This will probably get me in trouble for stating it that way. But things are that way in life and I'm not gay so dont think that but I see nothing wrong if that is what a person so chooses they still love. I know that I have serious issues with trusting and do have some walls. Hopefully that will change. I know not all women are the same just as not all men are the same. Most women won't look twice at me because I'm only 5'-3" well I'm short so what there is more to me then height. I know I could go on and on but it would be like beating a dead horse lol Well we need that love after all we are all only human.

Im Just Busy
OK well this has been bugging me. some "friends" of mine on here and yahoo are getting pissed at me b/c I dont talk to them anymore and i tell them its hard for me to talk to ppl b/c of my job i work 2nd shift from 3 to when ever i get done which is mostly 1am. I dont even have time for my real friends in my life. why dont ppl understand that? some girls wanna hook up with me knowing i have a g/f and it says right in my profile that i have one and im a flirty person. why dont ppl just understand. Im a busy guy with life and trying to live my life and them getting mad doesnt make it any easier. I get depressed realy easy and they just make it worse. I just want ppl to know if i dont talk to you for a few days doesnt mean i forgot about you and stuff. if im wronge for it then delete me from your life if you dont want to then just understand. Im trying to find a 1st shift job to free up some time so i can talk to friends and hang out with my real friends like i use too. I miss fishing wit

I Am Still Alive
To the UAO members and to all my friends, I am still alive. Work has me running and gunning and I will get back to normal in due time. Running your own gig can get crazy and that is where I am at right now. I am stopping by everyonce in a while to see if any love has been sent my way. If you have, I will return the favor to let you know that you efforts are not for nothing. Love you all. SeVill

Miss Amanda Jones
Here is a nice meeting between Dylan and a deeply pathetic Mick Jagger (Amanda Jones is Amanda Lear by the way): Down and down she goes Our, Amanda Jones I said down and down and down and down She'd look really lovely at home Til somebody gonna come up and ask her To live happily ever after, Miss Amanda Jones On and on she goes Little Miss Amanda Jones I said on and on and on and on Just watch her as she grow Don't wanna say it very obviously But she's losing her nobility, Miss Amanda Jones Hey girl don't you realize The money invested in you Hey girl you just got to find Someone who'll really pull your family through Up and up she goes Our amanda jones I said up and up and up and up She looks quite delightfully stoned She's the darling of the discotheque crowd Of her lineage she's rightfully proud, miss amanda jones Hey girl with your nonsense nose All pointing right down at the floor Hey girl your suspender shows And the

Possesion
Todays Horoscope: Someone is getting awfully possessive of you. It was flattering -- at first. Now you're starting to feel less like a person and more like a territory. It might be time to set some boundaries in a kind, but clear manner. ..................................... How is it ever flattering? I don't need the stress.

For All The Freedom Loving Americans...
Send a note... US Marine Colonel Simcock, the commander of USMC Regimental Combat Team 6 in Iraq, is asking for 6,000 positive emails to his Marines. That's one email for each Marine in his RCT command. COL Simcock is concerned about the effect of the negative barrage that those Marines are getting through the electronic media. I've attached an excerpt from an interview with him. So far, they've only mustered 2,000 emails. That's a crying shame compared to the amount of crap I get daily in email. This is a legitimate request. It's not one of the "little Johnny wants to break the world's record in Christmas cards" situations. It takes only 30 seconds of your time. Here's the address: RCT-6lettersfromh@gcemnf-wiraq.usmc.mil Type a few words, and then hit "send" to be all done. It doesn't have to be the Gettysburg Address. Something as simple as "Hello, Marine. We thank you for what you're doing. You are in a noble task. Don't let anyone tell you therwise. Best wishes

I Come
i come here to ct to have fun and rate my friend on ther funny pics and to have friends and damn i have alot lol comming to ct helps me with my social skills as you know im bipolar and some of us who suffer from bipolar has a hard time getting out in the public so we stay home where is is comfotable for us my bipolar and heart condition is from trauma in my life it is funny how just one person can have that affect one another person,abuse all the way around almost all of us have bean hurt in our lives as a child or as an adult it does not make you a crazy person and it is not contagouse,now my model is treat your love ones and your friends with respect cause if you loose them then you cant get them back

What Alcoholic Drink Are You
You scored as absinthe, you are artistic and creative, but a little unstable. you are magical and can have dillusions, and are a little mysterious.absinthe79% wine71% midori67% rum63% vodka63% champagne63% daiquaries54% bourbon50% beer46% whiskey46% what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Bbq Rules (this Is Sooo True)
BBQ RULES We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of This sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with

Decisions
I don't always make the right decisions. I don't always do the right thing. I am going to make mistakes. I am fantastic, regardless, because I will always try to understand and make sense of the senseless. I will always try to change. I crave knowledge. I love the smell of libraries and book stores. Grammar is important to me. I am an admitted linguaphile. I'm too smart for my own good, or so I've been told. I'm not full of myself, but I know what I am worth. Because of this, I need to be with people who can let me know I'm appreciated, who make me feel special, who tell me I'm loved. I repay in kind. I am attracted to intelligence and confidence, but loathe arrogance. The entire range of emotions does apply to me. Movies and musics of all genres make me happy. My favorite shape is the shape of a star. Twinkle, twinkle, baby. Things aren't perfect, but they're always looking up. That's what I love about my life. It's in a constant state of change, and there is always the difference bet

Mcdonalds
A Return is Requested....You'll see why! Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyo

Curse Of The Horror Movie Stalkers!!
Curse of the Horror Movie Stalkers!!! ============================================= Be queit Laurie Strode, don't make a noise Michael Myers is gonna kill half of Illinios and if that Shape doesn't kill us all we'll have to wait until next fall. but in the meantime, Jason'll slit your throat in Crystal Lake, New York, or a boat or mabey Freddy will get you in your dreams and fill up Elm Street with lots of screams. don't open that box you stupid ass or Pinhead and his crew will cause a bloody mass don't say his name five times you stupid bitch or Candyman will gut you like a fish. Jigsaw has a tumour in his head but that doesn't mean he won't chain you to a bed Leatherface will cut you up inside his home like Sherrif says, meat is meat and bone is bone. don't play with Chucky he's not a nice guy call you a whore and stab you in the eye and it that falls that acid rain soon you'll be, devouring brains. Ash has a boom-stick and a saw of chain with tha

Diary Entry From July 6, 2006
Have you ever been so full of emptiness that you felt as though you could burst? Thats how I feel right now. Last night I had the bitter taste of a past experience in my mouth. The way your body feels after being racked by betrayal. The slow car crash of emotion that no one can stop and you cant even hear yourself scream. The only thought you have is 'no not again'. Was there any reason to feel the way I did last night. no, no reason at all. But it didnt keep my mind form wandering today nor did it change the fact that all I wanted to do was cry. I still do. But there is no reason for me to shed tears. As weird as it is I feel as though I'm reliving what happened 5 years ago. Not what happened but more like reliving the emotions. I feel unsafe and I just want someone to wrap me up and tell me everything will be ok, and tell me that they will look after me. Feeling as though I have entered a state of limbo, isnt exactly the best feeling in the world. I'm sad and concerned for the one I

For Everyone Who Prayed And Wished Me Well
I came home from the hospital Sunday afternoon by my demanns...no since in me staying there when what i need to recover now is rest and we all know you dont get that very well there with all the noise..I am brused from head to toe pretty much and broke my right arm in the car wreck I've had a miscarage so there wont be any baby but as far as my body goes I'll be ok mintaly it may take a long time...one would thinki'd be used to itby now since this makes child #8 but i guess you never get used to the ideal of losing something that could have been so preshies guess all i really meant to say was thank you all and i didnt mean to rambel here Blessings and thank you ~~~kiss~~~

The 5 Best Things You Can Do For Your Relationship
1. "Stop all shame, blame, and criticism. Instead ask for what you want in a clear, specific, and positive manner, and express appreciation for your partner. To elaborate: Men need to feel competent—that they make a contribution and that it is noticed." 2. "Change from a critical habit of mind, in which you're very involved with your partner's mistakes, to a positive one, in which you catch him doing something right." 3. "When your relationship starts to break down, you need AAA: an Apology, Affection, and a promise of Action. You say you're sorry for what you've said or done to hurt or disappoint your partner. You immediately offer a hug, a kiss—some meaningful gesture of warmth. You pledge to do something that matters to your partner." 4. "With books on the market like How to Make Love Like a Porn Star, one of the greatest services you can do for a guy is to reassure him that he doesn't have to make love like a porn star.You can show him how to have sex like a woman:

I Don't Wanna Care
Here's another day Another girl left so confused Trying to find a way In the common likes of you But you're so undecided Stringing me along And it hurts just thinking 'bout one day your here and then your gone Nothing to say Wont hesitate Can't walk away from you You weren't there When I was scared Now all I wanna do is forget about love So I don't wanna care about love No I don't wanna care about us I don't wanna care at all anymore I used to only care a little bit But now I care way too much Now this love thing I wish I never felt it before I don't wanna care anymore Trying to brace myself For the fall coz you didn't catch me Promised that you would hold me tight, be the one I need But I stood waiting for you to come give me a ride Back to what love's supposed to be; I guess that was a lie You and I now I don't how I could have fallen so deep Coz you weren't here to wipe all my tears Erase it from my memories I don

Not Anymore
It's amazing how the very people who have abused you and left you to build walls around yourself in the past can come crawling out from under their proverbial rocks to fuck with your life after you have begun putting the pieces of your life back together and think that they can just waltz back in and jerk it all out from under you again and again.....the sad thing is....there are a lot of women out there who let these men do this shit to them time and time again........I know.....I used to be one of them!!!!!!!!! NOT anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Relationship Rules For Us Girls!
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why w

The Secrets Of Love
The first secret: the power of love. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help recognize him or her when you meet. The second secret: the power of respect. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself? " To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself, "What do I respect about them?" The third secret: the power of giving. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. The secret formula

Love
Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not. Though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded...

Omg
looks as if some of my pics have been reported as NSFW. And now my profile is supposely NSFW. I understand something may be that way but why should we have to have our backgrounds a certain way just so people and look at your profile.. I think there should be a feature where only friends family and fans can veiw your profile. But others can check out the main pic if they want and then have the chance to become a friend and what not to see the rest so these NSFW complaints dont happen and so we wont have to change things with out being flagged.

In The End.....
(Person 1)The problem is shit like that. It was one thing when it was just girls - that was weird enough. But now you throw guys into the mix - two guys at once, no less. All that experience...What am I supposed to think? (Person 2)You think good; because now she'll be all true blue and shit. The girl's tasted life, yo. Now she's settlin' for your boring, funny-book-makin' ass. (Person 1)Settling. That's comforting, Thanks. (Person 2)That's what I'm here for. (Person 1)I'm lust having a problem with all of it I can't get it out of my head these visuals of her doing all this shit. And I don't know why I can't let it go. Because I'm crazy about her, you know? I look at this girl, I see the future. I see kids. I see grand-kids. (Person 2)You're scaring me. (Person 1)I'm scaring myself. Because I think so much of her, and then I can't get over shit like 'Finger Cuffs'.I don't know what I'm doing. (Person 3)I went through something like what you're going throu

Lovei Never Had...
Looking back on our time together still brings me to tears. I withdraw into those moments we had which were so consumed with passion, and so full of promise. If I could go back and re-live each of those precious moments with you I would certainly do it. Even knowing the pain I would face when the time came to walk away. I know my feelings for you were, and still are, feelings of love unlike anything I have ever known. My fear is that I'll never again feel that racing heart, those butterflies in my stomach, and the fireworks that always erupted when we made love. Only time holds the circumstances that will either confirm, or dash my fears. I've also had to accept the fact that all that I felt was one sided. I loved you and I have no regrets about that. You were a wonderful man. And in the beginning you were mostly always honest with me. You always made me face reality and deal with life. How do you say thank you for something like that? Loving you has made me a better person. I kn

Love Begins With A Smile, Grows With A Kiss, And Ends With A Teardrop
Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past. All of us have had a broken heart. Even if it was a childhood sweetheart who left you for another boy who gave her a lollipop or a ten year marriage ended by adultery.

My 2 Cents On Chris
I'm sure your sick of seeing this all over the place the pro wrestler who killed his wife and 7 year old child then himself, fox news is reporting that the doctor that gave him his steroids is now facing charges in his death, be that as it may, Chris killed his family not his doctor, Chris had friends and family knowing or even being suspect in knowing there was a problem would had made sure he was safe, and at least talked him into getting help real help instead the media is Turing to the doctor, I agree that the doctor is somewhat to blame and should take that to his grave, but no one held Chris down and injected him with steroids , no one forced Elvis to eat large doses of weight loss medication that lead to his death... sadly I see the media playing the last time Chris was seen with his family, hugging that little boy , the look on that little boys face while kissing his daddy was more then a heart warming sight for me how much he loved his father, he looked up to his daddy , the

Just A Poem!
It's so hard just being your friend! It's like flying a kite without any wind. Everytime I see you, I'd just like to touch, But you don't seem to notice me much! Your beautiful eyes weaken me so,I just want to hold you and never let go! I don't know what's happen in the past, or who you've been with first or last.I love you and need you so bad it hurts, and everytime I see you,it just hurts me worse. I know one day I'll get over you. The only delay is, I don't want to! Because whoever you find will have the best! My only regret is, I failed your test. If only you loved me the way I love you, But I know that's something you just can't do! But, if you ever need me, remember I'll always be here Because I'm one friend who really cares!!!! This poem is how I feel about a certain someone! I wish that he could see that I love him more than I have ever loved anyone other than my children! He means the world to me. I guess I should be happy that he is in my life at all! I know some day I'm

How I See Things And How I Live My Life...
I know some ppl might not think the way I live my life is the right way. But to me, it's the best way you can live. I live each day as if it were the last time I'd see the ones I care about, just incase it ever is. I want them to know if and when anything did happen. I did everything I could in my power to help them and have fun and spend time with them. To be the best I can be. Not like some ppl to where they take everything for granted. Nothing is guaranteed. Just cherish every moment you are given with everyone you meet and care for. Go out of your way to help someone in need. Atleast that's how I live. I want to be remembered as someone who was different and who truly cared about how they treated ppl. Not to be remembered as someone who was self centered or conceited. That's not me at all. I was brought up better than that and I KNOW I can do better. Who cares if I am never truly happy, just knowing I made another life happy, simply cause of something I did, then you

The Raven
Edgar Allen Poe is one of my all time Favorite poetic writers.. He is dark and somber, and full of twists and turns.. I can recite this whole poem backwards and forwards since I was in 7th Grade!!! lol...I would have loved to have met him!!! ============================================ The Raven [First published in 1845] ..> Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Namel

Cream Cheese Dip
Appetizer -- Cream Cheese Dip 1 8-oz. package cream cheese, softened 1 fresh tomato 2 cloves garlic minced Less than one quarter cup milk or Half and Half to thin mixture Fresh ground pepper Slice tomato in half and scoop out inside pulp. Combine tomato pulp with cream cheese and garlic and a splash or two of milk. Mix with a mixer for several minutes until smooth. Add a little milk if necessary to thin the dip. Place mixture in a small bowl and sprinkle with fresh ground pepper. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Potato chips actually go great with this dip, but you may also use your favorite crackers. The Skinny: Use light cream cheese and low fat milk or Half and Half. If you have a nice tender tomato, then cut it into pieces and put the whole thing in the mixer. You will end up with some of the tomato skin in the dip but it really is no problem.

A Zombie Poem!!!
Damn it all! One would hope that the tasty flesh of the whore and her dog would slow the hunger creeping throughout my soul, I've licked blood off the broad (and my fingers) but my thirst remains unquenched, alas, I'll just gnaw on a knucklebone as I drag myself over to the Moulin Rouge in search of more food-giving life. I was the greatest living poet, back when I could claim to have life. Now, because of toxic waste, I consume living flesh in order to satisfy this unending starvation, time drags on for enternity after eternity, as the plague slowly encircles the earth. Briefly, I wonder what thirsty zombie mosquito's feast upon-living or undead blood? A man wielding a cross and a torch approaches, his blood sprays in an arc from his jugular, and the lucky man loses his life. A spiked plasma punch, warm sweet elixer, a momentary lapse in thirst. If only there was a decent poem to critique, but paper sticks to my flesh and m

Horoscope July 3, 2007
You have a hunch that this is going to work out fine -- just fine. You don't know how you know, but that's not important. Some kinds of knowledge (and their transmission) shouldn't and can't be explained.

Another One
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 5. Who was your fist true love? 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? 15. Are you aggressive or passive? 16. Ever been tied up? 17. Ever have a 3sum? 18. Ever participate in an orgy? 19. Do you like oral sex? a. give? b. receive? 20. How old were you when you 1st performed or received oral? 21. Any celebrities you would have sex with if you could? 22. Favorite position? 23.

4 The Frnds
hi 2 all my frnds an those who wish 2 be my frnds. i love 2 chat an make new frnds fm diff place. iam fun loving an like smiles. an if any1 wanna chat can always buzz me awake. so hope 2 catch all my frnds. this is my 1st,so tell me if i need any rectification or modiification

The Geography Of Women & Men
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India - very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is l ike France -gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain - with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - self-preserving but open to meeting new people.. After 70, she becomes Tibet . Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF MEN Between 1 and

Very Personal Sex Survey
cut paste and answer in a PM if you dare!! ALL RESPONSES WILL BE KEPT CONFIDENTIAL!!!! 1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 5. Who was your fist true love? 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? 15. Are you aggressive or passive? 16. Ever been tied up? 17. Ever have a 3sum? 18. Ever participate in an orgy? 19. Do you like oral sex? a. give? b. receive? 20. How old were you when you 1st performed or received ora

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Patrice Oneal, Boiled Meat Bbq, Big Boy Doody Video, Wow Motorcycle Run, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Everyone turn on your PALTALK...you don't want to miss today's show, folks. In addition, you don't want to miss the Ladies of Paltalk, who will be undressing, WOWing, and sleeping nude for your viewing pleasure. Grab your nuts, watch Mr Jim Gillette and hit those high notes, boys and girls, because it's Rock Scream Tuesday! Call in to the show (866-212-5762) and do your best Metal God impression. Our pal Patrice Oneal will be joining us this morning, and we'll also be having our first BOILED MEAT BBQ in honor of Independence Day (oh lord, this is going to be gross...just wait till the video shows up) Have you seen the Big Boy Makes a Doody video? Oh, you don't know what you're missing until you see grown men playing with excrement. Our favorite TV person Jill Nicolini is looking extra-hot this morning. CHECK OUT HER DAILY PHOTOS HERE. Ya know... Jill Nicolini did PLAYBOY... only she was Jill Nikki back then

I Hate Cheaters
i fucking hate cheaters, someone looks yu in the face tells you they love then as soon as your back is turned cheats on you, then when you find out they stil swear they love you bullshit once a slut always a slut thats my opinion

Another Year
well every one its been another year since my dad passed. just 4th 2007 will bring it to 4 years and this time it seems to be the hardest its ever been for me. there have been times when i just wanna end it and then i think of the loved ones i have and how fucked it would be if i did that to them. this pain is so hard to deal with and i just wanna fade away. but with the help of friends and ma buttercup i think wait i know i will make it and move on. well this is all i wanted to say so thank you for checkin me out much love to you all. p.s. Dad I love You and miss you so much

Yet Another Xxx Adult Survey
1.What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? Smile 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Chest 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? Smile, then chest, then legs and ass. 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 12 5. Who was your fist true love? Vicky Manson 6. (women) What is your bra size? N/A 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? No 8. When did you lose your virginity? 13 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? Yes 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? N/A 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? No 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? Straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? Yes 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? Both 15. Are you aggressive or passive? Both it all depends on my mood. 16. Ever been tied up? Once 17. Ever have a 3sum? No 18. Ever participate in an orgy? No 19. Do you like oral sex? Yes a. give? I

Dj Tigger Wedding Contest 2007
WHO WANTS TO CT MARRY DJ TIGGER????????? YES LADIES....... DJ TIGGER IS READY TO GET CT MARRIED.. DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP DO YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW TIGGER OR HEAR HIM PURRRRRRRRR THE WAY THAT HE DOES THEN CLICK ON THE BANNERS BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE THAT CAN HAPPEN OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... OR THE BBW WORLD ........CLICK HERE........... AND YOU MAY FIND HIM HERE... SUNSHINE AND MARINES LOUNGE......... CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO DJ TIGGER'S PAGE

My First Blog..yay!!
Ahh, Where to begin? I am really stressed to the breaking point right now!!! Nothing seems to be going right lately, I was in a car accident Friday, I was honestly lucky to make it out alive, but my neice was hurt and I feel really bad!!!! I could so0o scream for hours!!! Ahh enough ramblin, just wanted to try this blog thingy out!!! L8rz!!! MWAUH!!!

Screw This...this Relationship Is Over!
Love is so freaking over rated! I thought it was love, but I just can't do this anymore...I am breaking up with myself. I don't know exactly what happened....ya know, I knew I was needy, I just didn't realize HOW needy. I just can't deal with myself anymore...I am always constantly bugging me... that voice - as if it were in my own head - grating on my nerves. I guess you just learn a lot about somebody when you spend all your time with them. Don't get me wrong...I will still fool around with myself from time to time...don't want to burn all my bridges...but there just can't be any committment - no strings attached. It's best this way, honestly. I will go on...and maybe I can learn to love myself again some day.

Thirty Day Eternity
I Love You More as each day brings us closer (each phone call brings us closer) To write to you with eyes my hands arms nose My lips My heart... To finally be inside each other after a Thirty-day eternity... _______ Both scared Both exhilarated Both frightened Yet, both more than determined To finally ease a homesickness for the other whom we have never met We have no choice, Yet only one I miss you more everynight i don't hear your voice But the echo gets clearer as each day brings us closer I Love You. t redfearn c. 7/3/07

This Is My Real Life!!!
For those that don't know me... I have a very painful, and debilitating disease called LUPUS!!!! I take 10 different medications to take down some of the pain levels I am always in.... I have been diagnosed with this disease for the past 4 years of my life.... It attacks your nervous system, bones, joints and skin.... And most of all it EATS BADLY away at your IMMUNE system..... This CT site is soo awesome.. And I have such awesome friends I have met on here!!! .. So I just wrote this tonight.... I do write alot of journals.. And figured I would start writing them online....... Step into my world for a little while and see that the GIRL behind the smiling pics..... She is a girl painfully hurting on the inside and outside... Just trying to live every day t othe best that I can now.... :) =================================================== How I am feeling today.. Can you hear me?? Can you feel what I am feeling?? Can you hear my Whispers in the nightime..... Through all my pa

1 Dirty Questtion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you 1 Dirty Question

Yeah...
I barely come on here, but I have more friends and Fans here then I do on any other site I go to. It's odd. Here in town, a lot of people stare, but don't say anything, but behind a computer monitor and keyboard, people are open and it's dumb, lol. I mean I'm forward in real life and online, if I don't like you or I think somthin bout you, I'm going to tell you, that's just how I was raised. So for everyone's info, I'm not scared to tell you what I think ;] So please don't take it to heart, unless your that low.

Who Is Your Best Friend?
Who Is Your Best Friend? Everybody needs friends, we all have friends Some friends are closer to us than our families If we happen to fall, there are friends to pick us up What will our life be without friends? There are many categories of friendship There are casual friends, bad friends and good friends The question here is – who is your best friend? Friends who can turn your tears into laughter Is your wife your best friend? I mean the friend you go to When you need honest advice Is your husband your best friend? I mean the friend who knows you More than you know yourself Is your brother or sister your best friend? I mean the friend who always assists you To solve difficult personal problems Is your father or mother your best friend? I mean the friend you feel safe to keep secrets Are your in-laws your best friend? I mean the friend you can tell anything Is your boss or co-worker your best friend? I mean the friend who can cover you up

Colour
You scored as White, White represents purity, calmness and innocense, and you fit all this. You are angelic to the core and would never dream of hurting anyone on purpose. The events of this world tend to shock you and you cannot wait to escape to a better place. You believe in the good of people. Your kind and loving nature makes you very hard to resist.White94% Purple83% Blue78% Orange72% Yellow61% Green56% Black33% Pink28% Red11% Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

The Sneeze
THE SNEEZE >> >They walked in tandem, each of the ninety-two students filing into the >> >already crowded auditorium With rich maroon gowns flowing and the >> >traditional caps, they looked almost as grown up as they felt. >> > >> >Dads swallowed hard behind broad smiles, and Moms freely brushed away >> >tears. >> > >> >This class would not pray during the commencements----not by choice, but >> >because of a recent court ruling prohibiting it. >> > >> >The principal and several students were careful to stay within the >> >guidelines allowed by the ruling. They gave inspirational and > challenging speeches, but no one mentioned divine guidance and no one > asked for blessings on the graduates or their families. >> > >> >The speeches were nice, but they were routine.....until the final speech >> >received a standing ovation. >> > >> >A solitary student walked proudly to the microphone. He stood still and >> >silent for just a moment, and then, it happened. All

~everlasting
Traveling through these hollows, the waves crashing, the rocks echoing each break, I submerge myself in it's seeming disasterous calling. Exploring each crevice, creature, and past mark, I wonder how such things can come to be; yet come to be known only by accidental discovery by one wallowing in their own sorrow and lostness. One who comes to hide, to escape everything in their life that haunts them; someone like myself. I wandered helplessly down the shores, feeling the rain falling on me, soaking my flesh through my clothes, feeling the hot tears streaming down my face, but barely noticing, for the emotion that had overwhelmed me once again. I spied that one dark place in the rocks, and it looked like home to me. Home to what I was feeling, and a place to hide. Sliding into the small space, I noticed signs of others previous visits, initials, hearts pierced with arrows proclaiming so called love and the like, etched into the rock for eternity. The ancient walls whispered to me, th

~sigh
Haunting tendencies, my soul eludes, yet never completely escapes. Gray visions of past loves, death, and all that may come to be are preluded by the dimmest of flashes...imagined in my blind eye to be what was supposed to have been my life. Reveling in the idea of something that doesn't exist has been my existences baine, no sense to be made of anything. State of fantasy with no happy ending; Nor, reasoning as to why? Trudging through the nearly empty halls of my mind, the simplest of thoughts become soiled and unworthy of speach or any recognition whatsoever. Grief stricken and beaten, my heart slows to match the hollow breath my chest forces through parched, expressionless lips... Sigh. ~Jess~

Black Eye
Well, the girl who's responsible for the almost divorce of my sister and her hubby throwed some acid near Garrett, a very close friend of ours. For some reason they got into a fight, because he found out she was cheating on him, she got mad, through the stuff at his face, so he punched her out. She has a pic of a black eye that he gave her and even though I think it is totally wrong for a man to hit a woman, in this case, she deserved it. Garrett is such a actual sweet guy and doesn't deserve any of this. Also she could have hit his 10 year old daughter with it if she would have been in the vicinity. Now he has to go to trial later today and I plan on being there for him. I've known him 8 years and he would NEVER hit a lady without being provoked first. God I hate this bitch for almost destroying my sisters' marriage and now for hurting Garrett. Gr......

*yawns*
Well, if anyone is reading this....I'm going to go take a shower, put the baby to bed, put my sister to bed (lol), and then put myself to bed. Two of the three of us have already passed out. =P So, happy fourth of july to all of you. i hope everyone gets recklessly drunk and has the time of their lives. I'll talk to you crazies on Friday.

This And That I Guess
ok so here goes another mind emptying blog sooooo -takes in a deep breath- ok i have a new job at mother fuckin mcdonalds and omg it sux ass, the people there are ignorant and most of the ones i work with are like under 18 so it makes it that much worse. ok umm me and leeann are getting along alot better and for those of you who dont know me leeann is my girlfriend. my bestest buddy josh got dumped by his insane ex again poor guy he is such a sweety and he deserves better and by no means do i mean me i am as insane as the girl that lef. but ne way were not here to talk about her were here to talk about me. me me me ha ha ha. but for real though i got to meet some pretty cool guys through josh like marshall. if you read this man yeah i think you a doll and a big ol sweety and your lil girl is adorable. ne way back to me lmao. ok so like i think a bi guy from work is hittin on me and i'm all like lmao omg that is just weird. but he's sweet though. every one seems to be sweet lately wooh

Your Guardian Angel
I know your out there somewhere. But I don't know when I'll get to you and I'm not even sure if perhaps I've already met you. I'm still here hoping to find you. I'm tired of all the games and all the pain and hurt. I want to give you everything you deserve and everything else every other guy has not done or given you. I'm in a downtime right now, but once I get back up on my feet, the skies the limit and I'll be back the way I was prior to everything temporarily going wrong in my life. I don't care where you could be, I'll come and find you. Every guy doesn't realize how important the love of a woman is. For the guys out there that know how to treat a woman and were brought up the correct way. That IS the "Meaning Of life"... To have the love of a woman. But then again, who am I to say that I'll ever find you, with everything every other woman has put me through, it's really brought me down. Still, I continue trying to find you and will spend every lasting minute doing so.

Contests...
Ok... so a good chunk of my friends know that I just finished my first contest and am involved in another... My original intent was to see what the whole 'contest' thing is about, and show some Military Love to our Boys...but little did I know that it would bring some of my cooler friends together...or that I would learn the reality behind the CT World... And now for the Hipocracy, cuz I'm still a member...I realized that it truly is a big popularity contest, High School online...hardly anyone is who they say they are, and most don't mean a word that comes out of their mouths... I had a lot of fun with the contest, but I don't have all day to sit around and comment bomb or rate...nor do I expect it of my friends...I might stay up and online a few nights a week, but that's an insomnia problem...So for this I lost...it's not as if it's meant for more than a silly title or gift, why not just give if you have it to give? Anyways, I'm also losing the second contest, but I'm l

A Convo W/ Britt
7/1/2007 3:57:37 PM Brittany- Becca Hey hunny 7/1/2007 3:57:37 PM Brittany- Becca what are you doing? 7/1/2007 3:58:10 PM Becca Brittany- layin here 7/1/2007 3:58:14 PM Brittany- Becca bored? 7/1/2007 3:58:16 PM Brittany- Becca :) 7/1/2007 3:58:27 PM Brittany- Becca cuz i have a few fingers i could help you lie there with 7/1/2007 3:58:31 PM Brittany- Becca :) 7/1/2007 3:59:05 PM Becca Brittany- haha wow 7/1/2007 3:59:07 PM Becca Brittany- ur dirty 7/1/2007 3:59:08 PM Becca Brittany- lol 7/1/2007 3:59:21 PM Becca Brittany- you goin to the fireworks tonight? 7/1/2007 3:59:25 PM Brittany- Becca maybe 7/1/2007 3:59:32 PM Becca Brittany- why maybe? 7/1/2007 3:59:35 PM Brittany- Becca casey wants me to go with him 7/1/2007 3:59:43 PM Becca Brittany- screw casey 7/1/2007 3:59:47 PM Brittany- Becca but i dunno. he said he would call back latter 7/1/2007 3:59:56 PM Brittany- Becca what are you d

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This Sucks!
I feel so crappy!!! Im tired of being numb. Not only are my arms numb my feet are numb too. The pain is unbearable sometimes. But every day I get up and go to work. Sometimes I end up leaving early but at least I tried! Go to rhumetologist on Fri. Hoping for some new meds. One I have now makes me feel weird and it raises my blood pressure. So I am on blood pressure med also. I want to feel normal again!

Sauna
She payed and went to the changing room. Julia had not been there for month because of being busy with her job as flight assistent. Now she had holidays and all she wanted was to be at home and relaxing. When she was reading the newspaper this morning there was an advertisement of a new sauna which opened today and it was only for women. Julia did not like to go to the sauna where men and women were mixed. That made her feeling ashamed seeing naked men and knowing they could see all of her body. So she had decided to go to this new women`s sauna . Julia took of her clothes and her bathrobe on and went to relaxation room to take her bag there in which she had a mp3-player and nice book, some water and a few towels. There was only one deck chair free. After Julia had put her bag on it she took her showergel and a towel . First she needed to clean herself and then go to the sauna room. While she was leaving she had a look at the women who were there. In one corner there were four old wome

Car
CAR She was looking out of the window when she arrived by the train and there she saw him standing at the banister waiting for her. They hadn`t seen each other for weeks while she was on her trip through Ireland. His face was so full of anticipation when he was searching for her.Then it turned into unbelieving expression. Disbelief about the moment to see each other again, the moment they had longed for , had finally come true. Oh my god, she looked so beautyful.More than i remembered he thought by himself and got to an reaction that reminded him of a pubescent schoolboy. But of course they had not made love to each other for weeks now and thats why he reacted like this now by seeing her. Looking rosy-cheeked she got out of the train and went up to him. Actually she wanted to run towards his arms and kiss him passionate cause she was longing for him so much.But as it always is at those moments there had been to many pleople g

Blow Job
Starring at you with desire my body is under fire shivering of passion want you to get satisfaction Stroking along your body willing to fuck you like a cony my hands move down your chest you know i will do my best staying at your nipples through your body going ripples licking with my tongue over my lips feel excitement grow up in my hips thumb and finger rubbing with pressure want to give you so much pleasure pushing your hardness against me making me going down to my knee unzipping your jeans and tear it off getting the underwear also to doff your hard big cock is smelling so well but my mouth will make it more to swell licking around with my tongue on your top sucking with pressed lips and won`t stop my hands massaging your balls and ass moving in with one finger to fuck it you are gasping and screaming shit my teeth biting your prick like crazy oh my god it can be so racy fucking your ass and moving with my mouth on your big hard cock from north to sou

Yeah Yeah Yeah
Did that idea really come out of your brain? And what's more, are you seriously promoting it as the answer to the crisis in question? Well, as they say in a lot of bad movies, 'It's so crazy it just might work!'

Zombies & Undead
Zombies & Undead If you don’t want to become one of the flesh-eating undead, read this zombie horror movie guide. With some luck you can escape hordes of walking dead and never have to dine on human brains. Zombie Horror Movie Guide If your friends want to hang out in an old cemetery, don’t go. Baby zombies are not cute and should be considered as dangerous as any other undead creature. Never let your boyfriend eat your brain because “he loves you”. Don’t open strange canisters with government labels. If your dog or pet runs away, don’t go after him. The undead might not eat him, but they will definitely eat you. Living in a shopping mall when the world is overrun with the undead, only delays the inevitable. You are still going to die in some gruesome fashion. Zombie Horror Movies Never keep a zombie alive so that you can study it. Bars are not a good places to hide during zombie attacks. If you rise from the dead, learn to like the taste of human fl

Drive-thru
Fun things to do at the Drive Thru 1. Drive through the drive-thru in reverse and let your passenger order. 2. Ask the price of almost everything on the menu and then order something that you didn't ask the price for. 3. Tell the employee that your window is broken. Order and then pay with your door open. When the food comes, roll down the window and snatch your order from their hands. 4. Go to McDonald's and demand a big breakfast at 11:30 at night. Put up a fight. 5. Pay for a large order in pennies and nickels. 6. Order in another language. Be careful what neighborhood you're in. 7. When asked if they can take your order, tell them you are just window-shopping and drive on. 8. Laugh sadistically when asked if you would like ketchup. 9. Ask the cashier how they fit into that little box. 10. If they make you wait, make them wait when they come back on. 11. Demand to speak to the manager. When they come on, complain that you did not like the way the employee said, "May I t

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Room
Her friend was sitting on her coach like a picture of misery. Her nose and eyes were red and swollen and she had dark circles around the eyes.. She looked like she had not slept for weeks. Karen had just poured her a glad of Whiskey which she drank up in one go. "You want another one? Or would you prefer a tea?" "Hm, i think would like another one but a tea would also be fine." "Ok, i'll go to put the water on to boil." When Karen came back to the room with a tray in her hands, with a pot of vapor tea on it and two mugs, she still heard the sobbing of her friend. Up to now she did not know what had happened to her. "Ok now we both will have a mug of tea first and you also will get another Whiskey but then i want you to tell me what happened to you ok?" "Yes." Her friend blow her nose in a tissue and took the mug Karen was offering her. She took a short sip. Then she let the Whiskey flew down her throat. The silky burning taste with the comforting feeling in her stomach after

Walmart Rocks!
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor.""Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies."There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it.It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor."So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart.He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart. "That evening , while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine sam

Larry And Billy
Larry and Billy wanted to go out drinking, but they only had $2.00 between them. Billy said, "Hang on, I have an idea" He went next door to the butcher's shop and spent the $2.00 on one large sausage. Larry said, "Are you crazy? Now we don't have any money left at all!" Billy replied, "Don't worry - just follow me." They went into the pub where Billy immediately ordered two double shots of Jack Daniels. Larry said, "Now you've lost it! Do you know how much trouble we will be in? We haven't got any money to pay for this!" Billy replied, with a smile, "Don't worry - I have a plan. Cheers!" They downed their drinks. Billy said "OK! I'll stick the sausage through my zipper and you get on your knees and put it in your mouth." Said and done, the barman noticed them, went berserk, and threw them out. They continued this, bar after bar, getting more and more drunk, all for free. At the tenth bar, Larry said, "Billy - I don't think I can do this anymore. My mouth is sore and my knees are killin

Telephone Poll
The latest telephone poll taken by the California Governor's office, asked whether people who live in California think illegal immigration is a serious problem: 29% of respondents answered: "Yes, it is a serious problem." 71% of respondents answered: "No es una problema seriosa."

Cumberland Falls
Cumberland Falls http://gowaterfalling.com/waterfalls/cumberland.shtml This is an OK run but while the ride in is pretty along the park road it’s doesn’t have a lot of views other than the woods along side it. To get there you take KY. Highway 25w south from just east of Corbin, Ky. … Now be careful unless you know the area as there are two Highway 25’s. One is a 4 lane that connects Corbin to Barbourville and is called 25e. These two roads cross just east of Interstate 75 and has a Stop light at the intersection. (From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Cumberland Falls by day. On clear moonlit nights, the mist from the falls occasionally produces a moonbow. For the Cumberland Falls meteorite of 1919, see meteorite falls. Cumberland Falls, sometimes called the Little Niagara, the Niagara of the South, or the Great Falls, is a large waterfall on the Cumberland River in southeastern Kentucky. Spanning the river at the border of McCreary and Whitley counties, the wate

Cats
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say " Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"

What Is On My Mind
Well hmmm, I have been looking at this site for the last few hours now since I was told about it by JRS. I kinda like it. It is just as kewl as my space if not better in some ways. BTW www.myspace.com/mineonly1999 is my link. I am on yahoo also. Anyway I am here if any of you wish to chat. I suppose I have to learn to chat with everyone in the world now huh? I really try to stay in my area cuz I have chatted before with someone out of the country and almost got into a bunch of trouble. My sweetness gets me into trouble alot. Sugar has been my nick name for a while now cuz I am just sooo darn sweet. So if you all care to chat I suppose I will be around from time to time. I am hoping like heck to not spend as much time on the computer looking for the love of my life as I have been. Sounds silly I know but it is true. There is this amazing guy that I have met recently and I really do like him alot. I want to somewhere down the road be totally devoted to him. I am one of th

Everyday
Dedticated to B.D. thanks for breaking my heart! Everyday I am blue Everyday I think of me and you Everyday I know that my someday will never come Everyday I know the feelings that I had for you should have never begun Everyday I know that its all but a dream that will never ever come true Everyday I cant imagine my life without ever knowing you Everyday I knew that someday you would have to go Everyday I know my heart will never heal and neither will my soul Everyday I must keep my feelings forever in depths within my heart Everyday I must not never let my heart to ever break apart Everyday I know I will never ever let my heart break in two.... Because now I promise my heart to never ever to feel like a stupid fool. Copyrighted (C) Sir George

Dancing Alone
Tonight I just want to be alone. Alone in this loud, packed crazy room. Music and base so loud My whole body vibrates with its energy. ~All Alone ~~Eyes Closed ~~ Sweat Drenched ~~ My World ~~ Heart Pumping ~~ Dancing Alone ~~ With dancing souls surrounding me, And music pumping, makes me feel alive. As the song blends into the next, I start to jump with excitement ~All Alone ~~ Eyes Closed ~~ Sweat Drenched ~~ My World ~~ Heart Pumping ~~ Dancing Alone Dressed in Goth, damn Im hot Needing a Kiss, Needing contact... Yet wanting solitude in this rowdy crowd. I can't stop, won't stop, DANCE DANCE DANCE ~All Alone ~~ Eyes Closed ~~ Sweat Drenched ~~ My World ~~ Heart Pumping ~~ Dancing Alone ~~

The Quest
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so stran

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Marine Corps
although i am not a marine but i support them because they are on the same side as us. they fight for the same reason as the army. November 10th 1775 was the day the United States Marine Corps was born. When November 10th comes this year i will have a drink to honor all the fallen Marines through out the years. I hope who reads this will to.

I Scream
My eyes shine as they meet with his. He smiles that smile as I give one in return. Hours pasting dark is here once again. My eyes find his and he smiled that smile. His slowly walking to me as if it was a movie. Touching my face as if I was a angel. The sweetness he shows as he kissed me so soft. As a wild wind blows he rips my shirt off. Pushing me down on the cold ground. As he begins to climes on top of me. With this pain so great in pleasure. That it makes me want to beg and scream. My eyes fill with tears as I become more ashamed. Feeling like the whore you want me to be. I watched his eyes as they filled with anger. I watched his mouth break into a smile. His smiling that me like he wants me to scream. The tears rolling down my face as its get harder to breathe. The pain grows more and more with every push I give in, I give up … I scream

Night Pleasure
By the night of the dark I see my lover with his eyes shining like the full moon … Lust filling his eyes as he walks to me touches me ever so slow with his fingers … Filling me with things I’ve never felt before as I feel his power taking me over … Kissing me with the passion as he rips my shirt off my body lusting after me … Pleasure after pleasure he gives me into in the night as we both become one … Screaming, begging for him to stop but his power so underwhelming …

Crushed Hope
I have begged, pleaded and screamed I have prayed that this wasnt all a dream I have so many things I want to say I have to wonder what can I say to make you stay I have to go for now and get ready for something I must do I have to wonder was my heart ever really truly in Love with you I have to say yes, but I was a fool to ever tell you my true feelings for you I have to go now so I wont begin to cry I would hate myself if I have to say to you a final Goodbye. Copyrighted (C) Sir George

Darkness Lust
Our eyes meet within the light of the full moon. Darkness all around us as the wind pushes us together. Closer we get the more my body is excited with thoughts. The smell of lust in the air as we start to touch. Your hands brushing my face as you remove my cloak. As the moonlight makes are skin glow as a virgin snow. The warmth of your hands caressing my neck as are lips kiss. As I beg for you to malice me with all you have. My sweet juices start to show as you frigged me slow. Bleeding crimson as your blade cuts me in between. Deflowering my hole body making me scream. As each orgasm hits me harder then the first one. Sadistic is all I want to feel on this cold dark lustful night.

Wide Eyed
As you sleep As you dream For the love of your life The lips so full and red The skin soft to the touch The body with the perfect curves The legs always open and ready The pink flesh you see in between The wetness shines like the stars in her eyes To touch this goddess Would be more then heaven for you But as you sleep and dream The same woman you dream of Is dreaming of you As she sleeps As she dreams She see you Kissing her lips Touching her skin Your hand all over her curves her legs opened and waiting Flesh to flesh For her having a goddess like you Would be heaven for her

Turn Me On
You try to turn me on Without knowing me You think you got me But really I got you Things start to happen Lust comes into play You think you’ll have me But really I’ll have you You try and run from me You think your to gilded You start to scream But really Turns me on Time for your death For killing you is all I wanted To be covered in your smell Does nothing but I want more Having your blood all over my hands To watch the life leave your eyes As your lips turn blue So now you know What turns me on

My Heart
My heart has just been broken My heart will never heal My heart Ive got to bury deep My heart Ive got to make it as hard as steel So nothing can never, ever break my heart, so I can never, ever feel again. Copyrighted (C) Sir George

It Happens Everytime
Its happens every time you look at me. Like you know me. Your trying to hard. To make me happy. As if you didn’t know. it all makes me black inside. knowing your trying to love me. I smile at you because you really think I care. I try every day to hide how I feel. With a fake smile and a fake heart. but when the night hits and the fog comes over . as I stand there alone I let myself go. crying as I held the gun to my head. trying to control my hand. wanting to end it all. I hold back. my thoughts running. with every beat of my black heart. as I drop my hand. hearing the gun hit the ground. the last thing I hear in my head. your never going to escape this hell The sun is up. A new day begins. all my fake smiles. makes you happy again. you not knowing how cold I am. my skin so numb. my blood black as coal. my heart nothing but ice. but yet you look at me. like you know me. you’ll never know the real me. I wont let you know the dark side.

July 3,2007
You have a hunch that this is going to work out fine -- just fine. You don't know how you know, but that's not important. Some kinds of knowledge (and their transmission) shouldn't and can't be explained. God i can only hope...

I ... As You
I smile ... as you run I bite my lip ... as you bleed I lick your blood … as you watch For you have nothing else to give… I smile … as you die I bite my lip … to get more blood I lick with all the joy … with your death on my mind As you lived As you breathed As you died I smile … as watching the life leave your eyes

I Can”t Stop
Just like always … Every time before … My love is not needed … There’s nothing more … My heart was a stone … But now its dust … Its hurts inside … I guess its must … The times before … I never knew … The way I felt … All about you … All I needed … Was to hear you voice … To let me know … I have a choice … To let you go … Is to hard to do … I cant just stop … Loving you …

Your Bullshit
YOUR SMILES BRING ME NOTHING ! YOUR WORDS YOU SAY ARE BULL ! TELL ME WHY I NEED YOU !!! MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ARE MY WORLD ! YOU MADE ME HAPPY ! YOU MADE ME SMILE ! YOU MADE ME FEEL AGAIN ! YOU MADE ME THINK ! THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING BETTER ! BUT THATS BULL SHIT ALL AGAIN! I CRIED EVERY DAMN DAY YOU WAS GONE ! I LISTENED TO THEM SONGS ! AND FOR WHAT ? TO BLOW UP IN MY FACE LIKE IT DID ! I’VE BEEN MAD ! I’VE BEEN PISSED ! BUT THIS …… IS WAY BE ON PISSED ! YOU’VE BROKE MY HEART ! YOU JUST DON’T KNOW ! ALL I ASK …. IS FOR YOU TO REMEMBER …. PAY BACKS A BITCH ….

Axe Fight Champion Tally(update)
Randy Rhodes-2 Yngwie Malmsteen-0 Slash-1 Eddie Van Halen-5 Zakk Wylde-0 George Lynch-0 Eric Clapton-0 Joe Satriani-0 Stevie Ray Vaughan-0 Angus Young-3 Ace Frehley-0 Jake E. Lee-0 Dimebag Darrell Abbott-0 Jimmy Page-7 Steve Vai-0 Ritchie Blackmore-0 David Gilmour-0 Ted Nugent-0 Brian May-0 Joe Perry-0 Jimi Hendrix-4(Current Champion) Carlos Santana-0 Jeff Beck-0 Peter Frampton-0 After I go through all of the Guitar Gods listed in my pic album in head to head bouts, there WILL BE an overall winner afterwards. It will be decided by either most wins OR votes.

I Bleed
I cut myself to watch me bleed watch the pain roll out of me I have no joy in my lifeless soul so why doses my pain grow. I cut myself to kill myself as I bath in my blood I can feel my life leaving pain fear I feel no more. B4 my death I write a note: to all I have loved in this life time, I will love again in the next, as you see me the way I am, my fears are all gone, I'm happy once again, so as you lay me in the ground remind this ..... where ever you are whatever you do I'll always be watching over you ....

Eyes Closed
Darkness has cast his shadow across the room...the only noise is that from the air conditioner on the occasion that it kicks in, and that of the soft whispers of breath coming from my mouth as I lay..thinking of you. I close my eyes and wait, and I feel you. I feel you, running your hands along my side...caressing my legs, up to my waist, and then my arms. I am warmed by the soft kisses on my neck and I roll on my back to let you caress all of me. I haven't opened my eyes, but I know you are going to touch me more....I know soon I will feel your hands cupping my breast...making me swell with love, for that is what I have always done. You wrap your mouth around my nipple and I suck in my breath. With your tongue gliding along my nipple you take the other and hand and cup my other breast, squeezing gently. You put your lips to my mouth, and hold them there... and I can't breathe...I wait...and finally you take your tongue and run it along my lips...wet and soft...and you kiss me.

New News
I know its been a while since i posted a blog. Saturday my husband and I renewed our handfasting vows. I could not be happier. We are doing good, we are closer than before. But, then the things that happened while on vacation in GA helped to pull us closer.

Dream Cather With Wolf In It
I am looking for someone who can do a tat or draw me a pic of a dream catcher with in the middle of it wolvies. My hubby wanted to get one with it and need ideas and pics of one for the tats dude to do it. But have not came around or across anyone.. Does anyone have any or can draw one?? if so please let me know..

Parties & Friends ?!?!?!?!?!?
I Have All These Gorgeous Female Friends And Awesome Guy Friends And None Of Them Ever Ask Me If I Need A Ride Or Wanna Come To Their Parties!!!! Now I Ask This Question Below: What Is The Point Of SomeOne Saying They Are My Friend And Care About Me & Why Do They NEVER Come Visit Me Or Come Pick Me Up To Go Hang With Them Or At Their Parties But They Always Say You Missed A Kick Ass Party You Should Have Been There And They Know I DON`T Have A Car To Get There Is It Too Hard Or Too Much To Ask Me If I Need A Ride There And Back To Go To Their Parties ????????????????????????????????????

I Doubt You'll Even Read This
i miss you my friend we havn't talked in weeks i used to look forward to talking to you everyday now you wont even say hi it hurts me inside you where my best friend here i wish we could talk again you used to brighten up my day every time i would get to chat with you even if it was just a hello i remember the first night we talked you used your yahoo so we could talk even though you don't like using it we had an awesome conversation you have honestly inspired me i don't think you know that but you have i miss you my friend i hope everyday that you will choose to say hello i hope all is wonderful in your life right now *hugs and kisses* *sex and violence*

~~to Kill And American~~
Written by an Australian Dentist...and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English or French or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian or Arab or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Ame ricans. An American is Christian or he could be Jewish or Buddhist or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghani