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Stereotyping "all" Men Against The Negatives!
A Good Man A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He is human with frailties and faults mixed in with all of his wonderful, strong attributes. He needs your love and respect. He needs to feel that you don't live to catch him doing something wrong so you can declare, "Aha! I knew you were a dog!" A good man isn't insecure about his woman having great achievements. In fact, he is her number one supporter and becomes disappointed with her when she begins to lose herself, especially for the sake of not hurting his feelings, or only wanting to make him happy. His happiness comes with seeing her excel in her dreams and accomplishing her goals. For as she excels and is exalted, a good woman will bring her good man right along with her. A good man doesn't necessarily give you a huge birthday or Valentine's gift. He shows his love in the ways that are comfortable to him. Don't judge him by TV standards. No one is really living a fairy tale. You'll miss out

Funny Riddle
Bet you can't answer this one...unless you've herd it before :P What gets longer when pulled, fits between your boobs, inserts neatly in a hole, and works best when jerked? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * scroll down to find the answer..... * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * A SEAT BELT, you pervert!!! LMAO!!!!!!!!!

Another Lonely Night Without You
Lying quietly in my lonely room, there is no sounds, but the sound of the quiet hum of the ceiling fan breaks the silent with a soothing rythmn. It begins to rain outside, the drops create a soothing rythmn on the metal roof. As I lay there, listening to the off beat rythmns of both the fan above and the rain outside, I close my eyes and think of my love laying next to me. I can feel her warm breath on my bare chest as she sleeps, the softness of her body against my skin as she lays sleeping, her breathing slow and rythmic, almost in tempo with the rain outside. As the lightning brightens up the room in a soft, blue white glow, I catch a glimpse of the curves of her body, sexy and sweet as a freshly picked cherry. Our love making hours before has filled my heart with anticipation of another round, I smell her sweet perfume that fills my head with satisfaction, knowing that nothing will disturb this perfect moment. Her hair lays softly on the pillow, her face full of content as sh

Glorious Monday Morning, Everyone!
This will be very brief. I'm off with Jessica and her family to visit William in Madison = William is my oldest son, age 38! My Mom is going with us, as she never likes to miss a trip to Madison, lol! Should be a very enjoyable day trip! Have a glorious Monday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings for each and every one of you, all over the world! You have no idea how much joy your friendship brings into my life - it's like having this huge, worldwide family! I love it!! Later! Muahz!

Lack Of Me
My sweet friends I want to thank you guys for the comments and love. Thank you lots! There will be a greater lack of me here because I will be packing, moving and cleaning this month. Just know I will return and I really appriciate the love you've given me. (even with my bad spelling I still adore you!) xooxoxox, Glory

Butterflies
Floating on wings of sheer Beauty flutters of the heart, butterflies dancing within, feel them, there dancing deep inside, stealing your breath, a gasp to survive, trying to beleive, a wanting to experiance, there brillant sheer breath taking beauty. Delicate and fragile is the butterflies heart, when touched it leaves a fine silken dust, that coates its possesor's scenses, and embeds itself forever within, within to stay, be it forever, or only in the heart?, never the less it stays, and its likeness NEVER to be known again, and its beauty everlasting. Rare one of a kind, flutters of LOVE bringing of heartach, soft murmurs, silken flesh, distant and alone in sadness confusion, soaring to highs to be fluttering so low, WHY? tis the cycle of life brief intense, then for instant NOTHING! close enough to feel but to far to touch, the butterfly so near but yet so far. Shhhhhhh but LOOK....it waits, waiting, hovering in the stillness of this place, foolish

The Nooner
The Nooner Lunch hour date Just cant wait Door barely open Hand start gropin’! Close the door~ Kiss some more! Sweet warm lips Hands on hips Buttons are popping *We aren’t stopping* Sighing~moaning Gasping~groaning We’re still disrobing Fingers are probing Coming back slick Watching you lick Shivers me skin. *taste me again* Your finger slips Between moist lips One more time Your touch sublime. Tickling ~giggling Squirming~wiggling You on your knees *oh, god, yes …please* Silk and lace Against your face Inhale the musk Taste the lust I turn my back A playful smack Take me now Slake me now Tearing~ripping Squeezing~gripping Give in to desire *my body’s on fire* Earrings lost Pillows tossed Clothing disheveled Hotel room leveled. Has it been an hour?!? Damn, time for a shower. Cooing~sighing Kiss~goodbying Should have done this sooner *I love a nooner.*

Happy 4th.. Busy Week
DAUGHTER SHOULD HAVE KEYS TO HER HOUSE TODAY SO WILL BE BUSY HERE AND THERE WITH PAINTING AND SLOWLY MOVING HER IN.. BEEN A LONG TIME COMING AND WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG FOR THIS TIME TO COME.. !! AND ITS ABOUT TIME.. FINALLY SHE WILL HAVE HER OWN HOME.. AND BE ABLE TO HAVE MORE ROOM FOR HER AND KIDS.. AND DECORATE THE WAY SHE WANTS.. I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER! LOVE YOU DAUGHTER! ALSO HUSBAND JUST TURNED 57 ! WENT TO DINNER LAST NIGHT TO CELEBTRATE WAS A LOT OF FUN.. AND HE IS OFF THIS WEEK SO WILL BE BUSY WITH HIM AND KIDS AND THEN GOING TO MONTERY ON THRUS JUST OVER NIGHT BUT WILL BE GOOD TO GET AWAY HAVENT DONE THAT FOR A LONG TIME.. SO HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK AND 4TH AND STAY SAFE.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Virginity, Over Rated?
*sorry for some typo errors I have a friend who told me that virginity is just a mind-set. It may have sounded funny, but come to think of it, you can agree with him. That is if you’re unconventional and not living the typical Catholic-Filipino way. But virginity is not a question of religious beliefs. It is how you test your physical compatibility with the opposite sex. And I am speaking as a normal human being and not as a Filipino. Me and some of my friends will make fun of the word ‘virginity’ by saying ‘Tell me who’s still a virgin nowadays?’ Then I asked it again to myself, ‘yeah, who is still a virgin nowadays’? Does virginity remains only as a fiction of our human minds? If a woman have sex for the very first time, she becomes really attached to the person she did it with, if they break up, she will have a really hard time coping up with it, and say ‘how can he do this to me, I gave him everything, even myself’. But if a man loses his virginity, its nothing, they can

Life Is Beautiful
Life is Beautiful Always live your life to its fullest. Enjoy laughter, touch a star. Smile for today while you shine through your tomorrows. Open your heart to strangers; destiny may bring newfound friends. Venture out, conquer the unconquerable. Look where others dare not look, and question all that is questionable. Remember that happiness is the home we build within ourselves. Speak your mind. Hear a symphony within silence. Open your heart. Challenge tomorrows and treasure yesterdays. Capture all that you can in this beautiful creation called life.

New Stuff On The Benoit Case
The anonymous individual responsible for suggesting, 14 hours before police discovered the body, that WWE wrestler Chris Benoit's wife was dead is confessing, saying his/her comment was a "terrible coincidence." The anonymous editor left a lengthy apology to the Wikimedia community, explaining, "I hope this puts an end to this speculation that someone knew about the tragedy before it was discovered." Below is the full, unedited apology: "... Hey everyone. I am here to talk about the wikipedia comment that was left by myself. I just want to say that it was an incredible coincidence. Last weekend, I had heard about Chris Benoit no showing Vengeance because of a family emergency, and I had heard rumors about why that was. I was reading rumors and speculation about this matter online, and one of them included that his wife may have passed away, and I did the wrong thing by posting it on wikipedia to spite there being no evidence. I posted my speculation on the situation at the tim

Simple Lesson....
Difference Between Democrats and Republicans: Fred Thompson and Hillary were walking down the street when they came to a homeless person. The Republican, Fred Thompson, gave the homeless person his business card and told him to come to his office for a job. He then took $20 out of his pocket and gave it to the homeless person. Hillary was very impressed, so when they came to another homeless person, she decided to help. She walked over to the homeless person and gave him directions to the welfare office. She then reached into Thompson's pocket and got out $20. She kept $15 for her administrative fees and gave the homeless person $5. NOW do you understand the difference?

Life
on the top...its been a year since my divorce.... I feel good about it...I have no desire to have him back or to go back....My feeling is that our time together was never supposed to be....like I waisted time and energy....that the real reason we met is to make two beautiful children...I love them both with all my heart.... next....its been almost three months that Ive been with my boyfriend...but it seems longer...Its like we know each other so well...I can truely say that i think he knows me better than i know myself...so understanding....loving....caring....so do i deserve this man???thats been my question....will i make him happy??? time.....yes time will tell...i cant think of ever being without him...yes i love him with everything i have...i never thought to feel this way but i do....maybe this was the way it was supposed to be so that i would value him more...but i still feel like i wasted time...wish i had met him sooner...

The Cops Are On To Something
Benoit family tragedy includes a comment from Lt. Pope, speaking for the Fayette County, Ga. Sheriff's Department, saying they have located the person responsible for the controversial Wikipedia posting and have seized that person's computer equipment. Police plan to reveal the identity of the person next week, after they hope to have determined whether he posted a grim but accurate guess as to why Benoit no-showed the PPV or whether he has some connection to someone who knew long before investigators were told to check out the Benoit family residence. If that person did have knowledge of the deaths 14 hours before authorities discovered the bodies, he or she could face criminal charges. The person in question has flatly denied any involvement with the posting related to Benoit and his wife's death. You can read the ABCNews.com article here. Newsvine.com published a picture of who is likely the person in question in all this from his page on Facebook. They managed to track down t

Inspiration That Fits Me To A T.
~PUTTING IT AWAY~ _________________ My anger has been dimininshed as a fire being banked for the night. It still crackles lightly under it's ashen blanket, casting sparks occasionally towards the watching stars. The embers wait to be fed by the bruised emotions that remain at my feet. For now I am content to let the fire die, and store my feelings as kindling to fuel a later blaze. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~WASTED ENERGY~ _______________ You can't cure the blind to see which cannot be seen. To make them feel what is beyond their reverant touch. Living in their world black and white with blinders shielding their eyes, cursing the color's healing light with every burdensome step. "Savage" I may be, but faithful is my heart and imagined I would have not that our steeple housed such devil's thoughts! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To Someone Special...
What can I say... Sometimes I cant sleep at night cuz I think about you too much. Not that its a bad thing, I just havent felt like this for a long time... Its been almost a few years already gone since I was once "falling for someone bad". Of course, things didnt work out then, nothing but a lesson learned. As life continues to go on, it feels like God gave me a second chance. I havent used that chance yet, but I dont know if maybe this is the part where I say Im ready to move on again with someone. Im kinda scared... I dont wanna hurt you... I dont want to make a very bad first impression either. Of course, I mean and have meant everything Ive told you. And I know, I havent forgotten the time where ties between us were cut for that small period of time over something dumb.. I gotta admit, you popped in my head every now and then.. and just seein ya in my head made me smile. I knew something was there.. God forbid something like that happens again. Im quite content the way things

Scotland's Leader Speaks On Terror Attack.
Alex Salmond - Scotland's First Minister. Mr Salmond visited the airport on Sunday. The first minister has paid tribute to the "exceptional" effort which allowed Glasgow Airport to reopen less than two days after a terror attack. Alex Salmond said the "spectacular achievement" was symbolic of the desire the country had to return to normality. He added that Scotland should be proud of its Muslim community, which he said contributed greatly to society. And he denied the country had been complacent about the risk posed by terrorism. The airport was fully operational on Monday morning despite a Jeep Cherokee which had been loaded with gas cylinders crashing into its main terminal building on Saturday. Speaking of the response to the attack on BBC Radio's Good Morning Scotland, Mr Salmond said: "I think it has been much better than adequate, it has been exceptional, particularly from our emergency services. "Think of it. Only two days afterwards, less than that,

Release Me, Let Me Go
Songs written by Brian Jones: They say ev'ry man must need protection They say that ev'ry man must fall Yet I swear I see my reflection Someplace so high above the wall I see my light come shinin' From the west unto the east Any day now, any day now I shall be released Down here next to me in this lonely crowd Is a man who swears he's not to blame All day long I hear him cry so loud Calling out that he's framed Yea I see my light come shinin' From the west unto the east Any day now, any day now I shall be released (slower) They say everything can be replaced Yet every distance is not near So I remember every face Of every man who put me here I see my light come shinin' From the west unto the east Any day now, any day now I shall be released (Falsetto-singing on last chorous)

Under My Thumb
Under My Thumb? Busted flat in Baton Rouge, waitin' for a train And he's feelin' near as faded as his jeans Bowie thumbed a diesel down just before it rained It rode them all the way into New Orleans Bob pulled his harpoon out of his dirty red bandana He's playin' soft while Bowie sang the blues, yeah Windshield wipers slappin' time, he's holdin' Bowie's hand They sang every song that driver knew, yeah Freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose Nothin' don't mean nothin' hon' if it ain't free, no no And feelin' good was easy, Lord, when they sang the blues You know, feelin' good was good enough for them Good enough for Bob and Bowie McGee From the Kentucky coal mine to the California sun There Bowie shared the secrets of Bob's soul Through all kinds of weather, through everything they done Yeah, Bowie baby kept him from the cold One day up near Salinas, Lord, he let him slip away He's lookin' for that home and Bob hoped he would find it Bu

Monday Links: O&a Back In Nyc - Turn On Your Webcams, Rich Vos Has A Busted Arm, Dr Ian Smith, New Troops Video, Wow Motorcycle Run - Signup Now, New
WoW. There are Beautiful Women On PALTALK today. Mornin' Ladies! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE Good Monday morning, kids! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE and broadcasting on XM and terrestrial stations. Our buddies Dr Ian Smith, whose book Extreme Fat Smash Diet book helped EROCK lose almost 20 pounds in 7 weeks, will be stopping by. Rich Vos, who celebrated his birthday during the Mohegan Sun Traveling Virus show, is also in studio talking about his busted arm. Remember, if you want to see any of this in-studio goodness, Turn on your PALTALK (and head over to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE')...and as long as you're there, check out all the Naked Women sleeping, showering, flashing, having morning sex, etc. (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) The Traveling Virus Show at Mohegan Sun was a wild success, and we'll have photos and videos going up all week. For now, check out these videos on YouTube: Happy Birthday Rich Vos Strippers On Stage If

Ct Drama
After an evening of Disgust and anger over people who hate on the military, I Find myself rather disappointed in my own self. Why? For many months the drama here at CT has been thick with people who have nothing better to do then, lie, twist things to benefit how they appear to others, down grade and tear part people who they do not know. Unfortunetly due to the fact I speak my mind, I got caught up in drama, because I was an easy target for those types of people. Ok no problem I can hold my own. After time and a death Wish to my son by a mummer, I had my fill and left for a bit. when I came back I promised myself not to allow these types of people to get under my skin, however I am human like the rest of world and some things hit to deeply. This is NOT just the internet, there are people with feelings and things going on in their lives, that some subject matter hits a raw nerve. For me it is the Military as my son is in it and on his 3rd tour to Iraq. No to mention I recently

July 2, 2007
Okay, you got a little bruised in the process, but you've picked yourself up, dusted yourself off -- and to your great surprise, you're actually ready to start all over again. Isn't it amazing how resilient you are?

Organ Joke
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. " Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to pla

Death Of A Salesman
Death of a Salesman Veteran Pillsbury spokesperson, the Pillsbury Doughboy, died yesterday of a severe yeast infection and complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a slightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out including Mrs. Butterworth, the California Raisins, Hungry Jack, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, Captain Crunch, and many others. The graveside was piled high with flours as longtime friend Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy, describing Doughboy as a man whom "never knew how much he was kneaded." Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with many turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he was still (even as a crusty old man) considered to be a roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his second wife, Play Dough, their two children and one in the oven. The funeral was held at 3:50

Untitled Poetry
Treading through the sunlight I burn with each waking step. Will my destination ever be reached Before my physical wellbeing gets Roasted to a pork rind crisp?!? Overcast the sky, mist oh precious darkness Shield me with thy midnight pitch. Yearning to eat Waiting for my prey to bleed In solitude I await For thee to lurk across my path. Your life mine for the taking Dowsed by the nectar of the living. Death imprisoned in the flesh Speaks thus for itself Despite all appearances Evil shares no part of me. However, others leave it due To their lack of better judgment. Bring me a fresh scapegoat The sacrifice has began Better not leave the God waiting For it has places to be and people to meet. “Your world is full of blasphemy” Said the appointed high priest. “We are of the same world are we not”?!? Finally I reply. Abstract deities, self righteous stupidity Begets in this world of religious chaos Live then in pursuit Blind faith, bound an

Gm
good morning my awsome friends well it is monday again i know all of you or most of you are draging your feet saying it is monday ewwww lol,so here is something to cheer you up my love is with you through the day cause looking at my pictures does not pay keep my smile in mind and you will find that time will pass by love you all susan

I Love You...!!!!
I love you!The famous three words we never hear enough of in our life. Throughout our life span we keep looking, waiting and hoping for something to take us, or lead us, to our true love. Have you ever wondered where we can find love? What really is this word “Love” that we keep repeating to that someone special in our lives? How many times do you tell your partner “I love you”? Do you really mean it, or do you just like to hear yourself speak? Or, is it just being said because it is part of the vocabulary that your partner likes to hear, or that helps make them feel secure about themselves. So what’s love in the first place? What does love mean to you? Where can we find it?Before looking for answers, we need to establish things ourselves and understand the meaning of the word “LOVE”.Love, in my point of view, is a flow of energy between two people that can bring awareness of their existence on this plane together, and this helps their relationship, and the harmony between them, to gro

Dirty Laundry
laundry day... nine months of washing our clothes together underwear thongs silk panties bras of lace and sport all to be washed, but reserved for the shower curtain rod not to unravel in the industrial dryer it was my job ...I had more time you had the quarters thinking back, I complained in my head "I can't wait...till it's just my clothes again!!" Now it is Just my clothes spinning all in the drier... spinning ...none on the shower curtain rod... all in the drier... spinning all alone. t redfearn c. 6/13/07

Feeling Out Of It
First, I just want to say I'm sorry for not doing much on rating or commenting as of late. Lately, when I get on site, the feeling of 'why bother?', 'what's the point?' and 'who really cares?' comes over me. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well and I'm feeling down. It could also be from tapping the energy of the Full Moon for the first time and it's just a form of 'let down'. But most of this has been ongoing for a while before that. I'll try to catch up as soon as I can shake this (I hope soon). By now, you all will have noticed that I have taken my sort of nsfw pic of me out of my albums. I got tired of guys asking if they can see it (many without even rating me first) or asking to be on my family list when they find out that only 'family' can see it. Sorry, but I'm at my limit for adding more family and I'm not going to add anyone to the list just so they can see a stupid pic! That's not what the family list is for. At least, for me it isn't. The people on

I Wear Panties Now
For the last several days, i have switched to wearing panties everyday, at the order of Mistress M. This is not quite as easy for me as it seems. I work in the military and change into my uniform everyday in a locker room with the other guys in my shop. i can't show up on time anymore. i have been getting there early so i can already be changed, but the other day i was running late, so i had to make sure i was very late so i could change after every one. Despite the change in my schedual and the humiliation of knowing i have panites on under my uniform, i am thrilled Mistress M thought enough of me to allow me to serve Her in this way. sissy bitch

Puzzle Box Heart
I can't find the piece I'm missing since you've left I feel like a star in a starless sky the yelling the egos the stubbornness why I didn't listen, never listened, to you... now it's too late I knew you'd be gone evntually But, not this far away there's an echo in my heart from where you used to be an empty wishing well... only one gold coin dropping endlessly I wish it would reach..... and you'd return to me happy happy as the day I fell in love with you t redfearn c. 6/13/07

Metallica - Until It Sleeps
Until It Sleeps by Metallica album: Load (1996), S&M (1999) Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side So tear me open, pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like a curse, just like the stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open, but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you so hold me Until it sleeps... So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip Don't want your greed Don't want it I'll tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shapes me So hold me until it sleeps It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you Until it sleeps... I don't want it.....NO So t

Kiss - Psycho Circus
PSYCHO CIRCUS YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Hello Here I am! Here we are,we are one I've been waiting for this night to come Get up! Now it's time for me to take my place The make-up runnin' down my face We're exiled from the human race. You're in the psy You're in the psycho circus You're in the psy You're in the psycho circus I say welcome to the show. I've been waiting here to be your guide So come Reveal the secrets that you keep inside Step up! No one leaves 'til the night is done The amplifier starts to hum The carnival has just begun. You're in the psy You're in the psycho circus You're in the psy You're in the psycho circus Yeah I say welcome to the show Welcome to the show Welcome to the show The show. I, I've been waiting here to be your guide So come Reveal the secrets that you keep inside Step up! No one leaves 'til the night is done The amplifier starts to hum The carnival has just begun. You're in the psy You're in the p

Damn Yankees - Bad Reputation
Bad Reputation Written by Tommy Shaw, Jack Blades, Ted Nugent When you wake up in the morning, and you’re lyin’ in my bed Do you think of me, how I made you scream It was an all night love affair (are you ready, I’m ready) Say "Mary go 'round again" Would a lollipop get ya back on top from the candy man, yeah friend? Got a hunger for affection, I just can’t get enough Well I read you, baby, like an open book Now the doctor’s in, let me take a look Say yeah, yeah, s’alright I got a bad, bad reputation (I got) a bad, bad reputation When you step into the spotlight, you’re a cherry red machine (wanna touch you, wanna taste you) Wanna kiss you in between You legs say action, your body built for speed I know what I do for you, won’t you do the same for me Did I mention my intentions? I just can’t get enough You can huff and puff, try to blow me down But the big bad wolf is back in town Say yeah, yeah, I’ll bite I got a bad, bad reputation A bad, bad repu

Kiss - Exciter
Oh, deep in the night I am waiting, Sent from above, power of love in my hand And I know what you want, I know what you need And I know what you feel Lose all your fears and live out your dreams I'm the one who's gonna make it real Passion and fire, lust and desire, exciter Pleasure and pain, this is my name, exciter Oh, heaven is yours for the taking, power of love, Sent from above in your hand And I'll give you more than ever before, So take all you need When you open your arms, open your eyes, I'm the one who's gonna make you see Passion and fire, lust and desire, exciter Pleasure and pain, whisper my name, exciter Surrender to me and I'll guarantee, You'll pray that the night never ends Come play the game, this is my name, exciter And I'll show you a world where you've never been, It's time that you knew There's no time for waiting, it's time to begin, I'm the one's gonna take you

Metallica - Where Ever I May Raom
Wherever I May Roam [HETFIELD/ULRICH] ...and the road becomes my bride I have stripped of all but pride So in her I do confide And she keeps me satisfied Gives me all I need ...and with dust in throat I crave Only knowledge will I save To the game you stay a slave Rover wanderer Nomad vagabond Call me what you will But I'll take my time anywhere Free to speak my mind anywhere And I'll redefine anywhere Anywhere I may roam Where I lay my head is home ...and the earth becomes my throne I adapt to the unknown Under wandering stars I've grown By myself but not alone I ask no one ...and my ties are severed clean The less I have the more I gain Off the beaten path I reign Rover wanderer Nomad vagabond Call me what you will But I'll take my time anywhere I'm free to speak my mind anywhere And I'll never mind anywhere Anywhere I may roam Where I lay my head is home But i'll take my time anywhere Free to speak my mind And I'll take my find any

Nine Inch Nails - Head Like A Hole
Head Like A Hole god money i'll do anything for you god money just tell me what you want me to god money nail me up against the wall god money don't want everything he wants it all no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control head like a hole black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control bow down before the one you serve you're going to get what you deserve bow down before the one you serve you're going to get what you deserve god money's not looking for the cure god money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised god money's not one to choose you know who you are

I Find It Amusing........
i was just blocked from a mumm..... because the question was..... with video mind you...... does this mean he likes me?....... i simply asked... "and you are how old" ... feeling this was a teenager or else someone that really needs some help...... this is what was in my shoutbox..... too funny.... mexican_ju...: ok its just a question no need to fckin critisize me ->mexican_ju...: oh okay i figured........you were a teen mexican_ju...: im 18 knowing me and some knowing me ... if i was criticizing her i think she would know about it.... peeps like this are too funny........ that and downraters...... the type of peeps i dont even worry about..... they are waiting on a reaction and if you give one they win....... the are neg. peeps....... Not Exactly Grounded......... lol

Nine Inch Nails - Sin
Sin you give me the reason you give me control i gave you my purity my purity you stole did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise am i just too stupid to realize stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin you give me the anger you give me the nerve carry out the sentence i get what i deserve i'm just an effigy to be defaced to be disgraced your need for me has been replaced and if i can't have everything well then just give me a taste it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin

Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself
Save Yourself I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you I am just as fucked as you I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself

Hypnogaja - Wash It All Away
I'm trying to find my way But every direction looks the same Unmasking all my fears Have I been lost for all these years? And I say baby please Can you come down and take away all of the pain Can you come down to ease me and wash it all away You tremble from the cold Is life not quite what you were told? Dreams die and fade away But time will bring another day When you say baby please I know things get hard and the skies are full of gray But I can feel it comin' down to wash it all away I hear you call my name But will you hear me when I say?

Punch Me In The Face!
I wish I could be punched in the face. Then maybe the pain in my heart would go away! I really liked a guy. Liked him in a way I haven't liked anyone in a long time.... He's gone for the summer. He slept with another girl, I kissed another boy. And somehow I feel like he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.... What can I do to make this better? How can you convince someone you want to be with only them when you drunkenly made out with some guy. And then felt the need to purge the sin... AHHHHH Can someone Just shoot me so I don't have to worry about feeling hurt?

Just Feelings!!
Just feelings. Is all I have tonight,most of them or painful. I had someone who loved me. But it could never work out between us,because he lived in another state,and with my job,bills and life,we would never be together. Just no way that we could. Well I thought great I'll always be a lone wolf. Then some one came in to my life who lived only 45 mins away from me. Made my head spin and my heart skip. Things took off like a rocket. But as time went by sad things happen,he said he loved me and that he cared about me. Yet he puts everyone before me. His roommates,his fuck buddy,everyone and anyone. When i talked to him about it,he said I'm working on that,so gave him another shot and now left with a empty spot in me. If he loves me so much then why can't he tell the others to fuck off. Everytime he holds me,kisses me, everytime he loves me i can't wonder if he doesn't wish I was her. Or maybe i'm just cuting myself down again,who knows,i don't, but we'll see!!.

Just Another Step
Well, I finally got my Staff to a point that could be considered finished. I was able to get this phase done and present my Staff to the Goddess and the Full Moon. It was a bit of work; sanding the Staff smooth (easy part) and then the tying, knotting and braiding the silk threads to attatch the crow feather onto the Staff (the hard part). If I'm allowed, I'll have a photo of my Staff in my albums here (when I get more space). If felt so good to get that part done. Of course, a proper Staff is never quite finished. It is constantly being added to and 'upgraded' as the practicioner gains knowledge and skills. So far, all I've done with my Staff is present it to the Goddess and 'called down' the Moon with it. That was the first time I've tapped the energy of the Full Moon. WooooWeeee! What a rush!

Love Lost And Depression
" In the brightest hour of my darkest day" well i know no one reAds this because if they did id be locked away so fast but it helps to pretend someones listening someone cares even tho ...... ok im at the point in my life where i dont know why or how i can be feeling this i know what i want to do i know how to do it but i just haven't gotten a chance to do something like take a major road trip or go to the shore by myself or even leave this place ive lived here all my life and im gonna go off to college maybe im just scared it wont be here when i return. "I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you." plus ive just been depressed i can't really stand brian and carly being together(ok there you go im jealous too) but its me whos letting them be im not even over melinda i do know what i did wrong but i dont know how to fix it i become to emotionally dependant on those i love im dependAnt one way or another on loved ones id dont think ill ever be over her i dont think i

Thisblogentrydoesnothaveasensibletitle
I love this piece. It is possessed of a great beauty which revives my soul. Though it has an air of sadness, it soothes me. Darrell forgot to call me tonight. We spoke briefly before I headed out the door on my way to work. He advised that he'd catch me at work. He didn't. I'm whining, I know, but there are times when his voice is enough to right the world. Victoria knows what I mean. Blah. I can't do this right now. Love you all dearly.

Good Night Everyone
no more id makin tonight im gonna hit the sack if anyone else wants one send me the link to the pic u want and what name u want on it and let me know if u want a shocker id or basic one and ill do them later on today, and if u know anyone else that might want one tell them to hit me up, thanx hope everyone has a great night, Mr. Nice Guy aka BO

What The Fuck ?
WELL, WHAT CAN I SAY ? I HAVE BEEN SIZED UP TO ANOTHER DUDE THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW. I HAVE BEEN ALSO EXPLAINED TO THAT A CERTAIN CHICK WANTS TO PAY OFF MY HOUSE AND ALL OF MY BILLS AND FOR ME TO KICK OUT THE PERSON I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH FOR THE PAST 14 YEARS. I HAVE HAD IT EXPLAINED TO ME THAT SHE DOESN'T QUITE KNOW HOW TO TELL ME THAT SHE IS IN LOVE WITH ME. FIRST OF ALL, LET ME START OUT BY SAYING "YOU WERE JUST A FRIEND". NOW YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN JUST A MEMORY. I SPELLED IT RIGHT TOO. AND A VERY BADD MEMORY AT THAT. YOU ARE A LIAR, YOU ARE SELFISH, YOU HAVE NO REPECT FOR OTHER OR YOURSELF OR YOUR OWN CHILD FOR CHRIST SAKE. THE ONLY REASON PEOPLE EVEN GIVE YOU A SECOND GLANCE IS BECAUSE THEY FEEL SO SORRY FOR THE SHIT YOU PUT YOUR SON THROUGH. JUMPING FROM MAN TO MAN FROM BED TO BED AND FROM TRUCK TO CAR AND DON'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING CLUE ! SKATING BY IN LIFE BY THE SKIN OF YOUR TEETH AND LIVING OFF OF EVERYONE ELSE THINKING THAT THE SHIT YOU DO GOES COMPLETELY UN NOTICED BY T

My Heart
i give to you my heart though some would seek to tear it apart i seem not to know what to do how can i tell if you are true should i build me a wall only to have it fall dont want to hurt dont want to fill like dirt if i am to stay what should i say how do i know what you think if i stand on the brink sould i jump and take that chance and follow my heart or lisen to my fear dont know what to do so i just stand here and drink my beer

Things Not To Say To A Naked Man
Things NOT to Say to a Naked Man... That's it? Wow - look at all the hair on your back! Maybe you should start going to the gym more. That was fine, dear...pass me my vibrator? Thats a shame, maybe we should grab a video instead? Wake me when it's over, ok? I think the condom's too big. Zzzzzz.... You want me to what?!? Well, that explains the padded pants. Did you take out the garbage yet? My husband's in the Marines. He's due home any day now. Is that a toupee? So THAT'S what your ex warned me about! No. Surgery might be able to help. Not until you've showered. That must be my mother on the phone. Your brother's bigger. Your best friend's better. Are you done yet? Wow! Look at the size of your.....beer gut! Size doesn't REALLY matter, dear. You might want to see a doctor about that. Hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! Things NOT to say to a naked woman... Cool, I've never been t

The Basic B.s.
So I live in small town Ohio. Yes I have kids, teens. I work alot of hours and I love my job. I'm pretty much just hangin' out on here, love to talk to new, yet interesting people. I'm not out to get a huge fan club so don't expect me to add anyone as a friend if we haven't talked. Feel free to say hello.........I'm pretty outgoing, often times outspoken.......I love to laush and just chill.......so there you have it. Anything else is open for discussion.

Celebrity Pictures
What is up with people on this site and posting pictures of celebrities and pretending they're them? I have a picture of Amy Winehouse in my pictures, but I'm not her. I'm not going to post some hot celeb pic on my page and pretend that's me. No fucking way. That's just dumb. Be who you are - and be proud.

Hey To Everyone Who Has Checked Me Out!
I just wanted to take the time to thank all the ones who have checked out my profile, and gave me gifts, and comments on my page, and rated my photos you have all been very nice for me being the new one here tonight I will reply to each of you as soon as I figure out how this all works:)thanks again..D.S.

Hurt&pain
She is tired of the lies and games from other men. As of now she is puting her foot down. Her mother has told her, "A man using a woman, a woman using a man". He is always accusing her of cheateding, but on the other hand he is cheating on her. It's just some times a woman is tired of being hurt and used. "Some one has told her you never know what are you, geting into in a reationsship". He put her down ever way he can. As of now no other man could not come close to her heart of steel. All she wans is to be alone and have fun in her new life without him white queen

Truth And Dare
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... and creativity counts!

Crying Pain...
The mournful tears The silent cries The pain inside my heart. The heart that aches the silent beats The pain inside of me. The somber wimpers my soul cries The pain I cannot hide. The pain of missing The better part of me... you.

Just A Note To One Of The Lights In My Life!!
This is not a story just thoughts. I had to get off my mind!! But working on the next story!! But this is for a friend that I miss and worry about all the time!! You are one of the lights in my life. You are one of the people I think about all the time. You made me laugh and cry both. You made me feel lost and found at the same time. You understood me when others didn't. You open me up when others couldn't. Now that you've gone. I feel lost and empty without you. I feel as if one of my brightest lights in my life has gone out. I know we didn't talk much but still I miss you.

Last Contest Update For The Night
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! 808 VOTES AHEAD!!!! I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD A HAND IN GETTING ME THIS FAR!! YOU LADIES AND GENTS STRAIGHT UP ROCK! I KNOW THIS BLOG/BULLETIN HAS GOTTEN A BIT REDUNDANT, BUT MY HOME PC IS ON ITS LAST LEGS AND IT IS EASIER TO COPY/AND PASTE A FORM BLOG/BULLETIN BECAUSE ITS FASTER. I NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS PC IS GANNA CRAP OUT ON ME SO I WANT TO GET THE UPDATES OUT ASAP. THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH IT. ALSO DUE TO MY PC ISSUES, IT IS HARDER FOR ME TO LEAVE YOU GUYS AND GALS COMMENT AND RATE LOVE. DONT THINK I AM IGNOREING YOU OR SLIGHTING YOU. THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH. THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR PATIENCE AND SUPPORT!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! Th

Combat Soldier's Prayer
This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time in Hell, Is may we learn the lessons of war well, That we not doom future generations, The same old tales of horror to tell, To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory. Oh God, do not let our children Repeat the same old story. Make it so that America's babies live to grow old In this land of the free and the bold. Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind. Teach us that there is no glory in war, Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor. Teach us instead, one for another our brothers to love. Shower us with thine Celestial message from above, That we plant seeds of peace evermore And make war-no-more! Medi Vac Dustoff chopper But if I should die on some far, far away battlefield Know I answered the call For a grand principle of freedom to yield. My fervent prayer is that death May not have been in vain Fighting for peace and right for the w

Truth Or Dare
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... and creativity counts!

Can't Read Messages On Ct
Hello everyone! Seems as though I can't access any of my messages through CT :( I can't even send any either!?!? I've been into the CT support lounge and Phantom tried his best to help me out - but alas, we couldn't fix the issue. So if you need to contact me, please email me: melanie@melaniepitts.com and I can respond to you via there. Have a great day! Melanie

*sigh Of Relief* (contemplative)
got my blood work back from the dr. and everything is normal. didn't expect anything different, but its scary waiting for that shit to come back. you just never know. Life is a special gift we are given everyday. It may not be the best gift everyday, but it is a gift. I think that if you can make one persons day a little better, you had a reason to wake up that day. I know that i made at least one person's day better today and i feel good about that. a great question to ask yourself... Are you alive or just breathing? I asked myself that and for the longest time i was just breathing. Going through the normal hum-drum activities that make up my life. Probably led to my mild case of depression i felt last week(thanks to those people who lended an ear when i needed it) Getting my blood work back clean and seeing that one person's day brighten because of me has snapped me out of my funk. I'm sorry if i wasnt the best person last week. Hopefully, life is better now

Wow - Some People Have Nothing Better To Do!
Seems as though I have a new "friend" on CT - one who likes to leave negative comments on my profile and then blocks me so I can't respond to them. Then makes up a new profile after I've blocked him and does the same. Nice eh??? Why even waste your time? I'm not here to impress ANYONE - you can like me as I am or just simply move onto the next profile. I have little time in the day as it is, that I don't need to waste it on someone who has all the time in their day to be negative to other people. Get a life - you know who you are!

Thoughts
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company ...a church ...a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ...we are in charge of our attitudes. When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions

Just Perfect
sup folk its been a while, well whats been going on, well its beena months on my own and were doing ok out here. well kinda. bigest thing is about two weeks ago i got a car accedent. long story short, my car lost the fight. well all seemed lost untill ash called told her family about the accedent and her fam came thought they are giving us a car to use. next ash just found a job at a thrif store just down the street from our apartment. in a nut shell we hit a rough pach but were bounceing back from it, and were getting better.

Mega Catchup
60mins show has me wondering what is ur side on this pill? 11:11pm Monday, Jun 18 On 60 minutes The Memory Pill produced by Shari Finkelstein has me wondering what your morals have you saying about the debate in this new pill some people want to put on the market. My side is yes yes yes.I would take it I would so take it if it would end my PTSD. I would so let my kids take it. It is short term it is such a great break in medical tests I just think more tests need to be allowed to happen. This pill needs a chance in this world today. The pill is called PROCLANILOL I may have spelt it wrong but pretty sure it's spelt right. How it is explained is that this tests has showed that it can stop memories from forming into long term traumatic events. Apparently it has been shown in tests in rats that adreniline rushes to our forefronts and is what makes our memories because stronger and more active when a traumatic event happens. When the rats were shot with this med it stopped the adreni

So Stuff
so i am sitting here alone in my apt. sick of cleaning"been doing it all day" and the internet is boring me. and the wife is away. its too late to go to a bar or anywhere else for the matter. so i am listening to itunes wondering what trouble hon is getting into. and wondering how i can make money to pay off my debts. its not gonna happen but its nice to think i will pay it off at some point. if only my job had predictable hours then i could get a second job but when they can tell you with only 24 hours notice that you have to work then that doesnt make it easy to schedule another job ....i just need a sugar momma or a rich old widow who in exchange of me cleaning out her cobwebs will leave me everything. ah the american dream of something for nothing gotta love pipe dreams. well thats all for now

Uniform Citation
Has anyone else ever makde the mistake of believing that cops could only radar your speed while they're sitting still? I did. So today I was cruising along. I wasn't really aware that I was going 72. I knew I was speeding. Along comes Officer Bacon of the Nicholasville Police Department, coming towards me at a high rate of speed. He procedes to flipped a bitch (U-ee) and turned on his lights. What really got me is that he was nice about the whole thing... He just didn't cut me a break.

Axe Fight Iii Champion
Well, you guys picked this one! Here are the results from the third round of AXE FIGHT- Slash-20 Votes Randy Rhodes-16 Votes Slash is your new Champion! It was close for a long time, VERY close. But after two straight wins, Randy was finally taken down by Slash. Again, many thanks for participating! Our next AXE FIGHT will be Slash VS. Eddie Van Halen! Like before, stay tuned and in the next 24 hours, I will post the new winner. Have a great evening and God bless you all!

Do Not, Especially If You Value Your Ass, Tell Me To Smile
Holler if you hear me sisters! A quick excerpt from 101 Damnations... "Do NOT, Especially If You Value Your Ass, Tell Me To Smile" You're a woman walking down the street. Your mother just told you your aunt has inoperable brains cancer. You really like this aunt. She's a wild card, a nut, the one who accidentally ironed your ear when the phone rang. So you're walking down the street--a crowded street in Manhattan, say--and you're thinking troubled thoughts. Your brow is furrowed. "Smile!" some guy in a suit calls to you. "Come on, gimme a great big SMILE!" You glare at him fixedly. He elaborately shrugs his shoulders, pointedly rolls his eyes to heaven. He's the victim here, he feels. You walk up to an innocent mailbox, thrash it soundly, walk on. Or maybe you're a woman walking down the street, and you've just won the lottery, but for a very good reason you are not smiling. It seems you're having trouble deciding whether to have a villa in Tuscany, or Provence, or bot

Sure Why Not Dig A Lil Deeper Into Me..lol
1. Are you smiling? BEEN SMILING ALL DAY.. LONG 2. Have you ever kissed anyone named CARLOS? ACTUALLY YES I HAVE.. 3. What is irritating you now? NADA CARE IN THE WORLD 4. When did you last eat pizza? FEW WEEKS AGO 5. Do you drink beer? YUENGLING 6. Do you have any friends who are famous? IN THEIR OWN MINDS THEY ARE...LOL! 7. Are you any good at poker? EH.. I CAN HOLD MY OWN 8. What do you want? THINKING OF SLEEP RIGHT NOW 9. Are you tired? YEP (SEE # 8 LMAO) 10. Do you like anyone? I LOVE SOMEONE 11. Pepsi or Coke? ICED TEA.... 12. Do you ever throw up? HASN'T EVERYONE 14. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? WELL DUH.. IF YOU KNOW ME YOU WOULD KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT ONE 15. Taco Bell or McDonald's? THATS A TACO BELL.. YUCK MICKY D'S 16. Last thing you said? PEANUT GET OFF THE BED 17. What are you wearing? TANK TOP AND CAPRI'S 18. How many Hollister shirts do you own? ABSOLUTELY NONE...NOT MY THING WHERE THE HELL DID

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Subject: Health Care
Following is a true health care scenario which defies explanation. Two patients limp into two different medical clinics with the same complaint. Both have trouble walking and appear to require a hip replacement. The FIRST patient is examined within the hour, is x-rayed the same day and has a time booked for surgery the following week. The SECOND sees a family doctor after waiting 3 weeks for an appointment, then waits 8 weeks to see a specialist, then gets an x-ray, which is not reviewed for another week and finally has surgery scheduled for a month from then. Why the different treatment for the two patients? The FIRST is a Golden Retriever. The SECOND is a Senior Citizen. Next time take me to a vet.

Bach
or a point about him... chorale preludes are not the most interesting pieces on the whole and relatively speaking; you have a melody, you have figuration around it. One reason I'm putting multiple versions of pieces Bach wrote for teaching purposes- a project he never finished, at that, a project to write a chorale setting for each week of the liturgical year - is - in part because (maybe for that same reason... if you're going to have a certain number of pieces, make them as different from each other as possible) what does exist of the project shows what can be done with the chorale prelude (in the opinion of the note-writer to the recording I have of part of the set, and I agree) and because up to a point, I think hearing good and different interpretations of even more minor Bach is both pleasant, and interesting, and thought-provoking, instead of just redundant. To sleep with me :)

My Horoscope For July 1
'Tell me the truth,' says a loved one. 'Uh-oh,' you say -- but to yourself. You're savvy enough to know that usually when people utter those words, it's the last thing they mean. Be diplomatic and use a little sugarcoating. ...................................................................................................... So... I guess my question is this: Where does the right to privacy end and full disclosure become necessary in a newly forming relationship? ... I'm not too keen to give up my right to privacy so I may be forced to conclude that I am simply not suited for the kind of relationship that requires full disclosure.

Dont Know What To Do
I have loved you only in my mind But Im hoping that someday you'll find The feeling I have for you inside I'm a hopeless romantic that's what they say Fallin in and out of love just like a play Memorizing each line I still dont know what to say... what to say Dont know what to do whenever you are near Dont know what to say My heart is floating in tears When you pass by I could fly Every minute every second of the day I dream of you in the most special way Youre beside me all the time All the time...

Wonder What Happened?????
DOES ANYBODY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO INDUSTRIALIZED2HATE????????? I HAD A FRIEND THAT WAS IN HIS CONTEST FIRST ONE TO 50,000 WINS A 1 MONTH VIC. THE CONTEST WAS STILL GOING ON AND NOW IT"S GONE, ANTBODY WITH ANY INFORMATION PLEASE LET ME KNOW THERE IS ALOT PEOPLE MAD THAT WAS VOTEING. I WOULD LIKE TO BE ABLE TO TELL THEM SOMETHING. THANKS. JON

Escape
Excuse me while I fall into the darken hole… My heart cry's and longs for something… I don't know what… My mind is spinning... And I have no control… I don't know why… It feels like my feet are on the edge of the world… And someone is dragging me forward. I don't know why… It's so easy Just a slice to my hand… And I will feel pain again… I don't know why… Its seems so easy… But then again.. Fear gets in the way And I slowly slip away again. I don't know why I'm this way.. I don't know what is making me think this way.. I don't know how I got this way. I start to fade away.. And everyone doesn't notice.. The tears I cry.. The moments I die.. The memories fade… Something clings to me… Something that I knew before… Wrap me up in darkness… Throw me away to never be seen again… It seems like a good idea.. Since I hurt so many before… I don't know what's wrong with me… ……… Someone help me?!

Confederate Or American
Confederate or AmericanGREY BLOODED CONFEDERATE!Congratulations partner, you are 100% Confederate and really dislike people from the North, and the occupying US government. I urge you to remove all Yankee flags from your house and car, and replace them with Confederate flags, show your pride don't allow yourself to be reconstructed! If you live in the South great, if you don;t then move back to your true homeland, we need more people like you down here!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Love
love whut is it is it a life time of to find it or is it a life time to make it is thir such thing as love at frist kiss or is it a lost hope of those who are wirting for it to find them or is it for those who go out and make it work please let me know whut you think

Bombing Opportunity
If anyone is interested in helping a friend of a friend with a contest, here's your chance. Just copy and paste this url into your browser to get to the bomb dropping point. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=511251&albumid=427973&i=1534380713 This was requested by Angel Morph f.k.a. Lord Fishwolf

Advanced Oral Techniques
Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want. Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks. It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin. Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet, you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate, approach her pussy slowly. Women more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and make designs with the tip of your tong

Sadness
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul, It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day, What is to come, to my dismay. As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. I assure myself everything is ok! But who am I fooling? Then I burst into a spirit of rage. I have questions, and there are answers. But I'm afraid and much too weak, When I try to explain, I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right, But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight. I feel intimidated sometimes by others, But as I said "This is how I feel" The pain in me is very real. I lose control, my thought go wild, and here I am only a child. If only you knew what I thought, If only you knew what I fought. I need my thoughts held captive. Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help

800+ Votes In The Lead!!!!!!!
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! 800 VOTES AHEAD!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 750+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10

Real Friends
Tonight i was helping a friend help a friend, and i asked three gals to help out! With no questions asked all three came and helped out! I want to say thank you to all three of you! and I want you to know you three truely define what true friends are and i would do anything for each of you!Weenie *CT stalker*of Nonimac@ CherryTAPRayne~It's ok, I don't remember your name either~@ CherryTAPDaysha.mb@ CherryTAP

Bong Hits 4 Scotus
It appears that from today’s Frederick v. Morse ruling, the Supreme Court, led by the conservative branch, not only took leave of its senses, but overdosed on whatever medications they were on when they wrote this crock of a ruling. Once again, the Supreme Court defies common sense. The facts are simple: Student Frederick joined fellow students across the street for his high school in Juneau, Alaska, to watch the Olympic torch relay pass by. as it went by he unfurled a 14-foot banner that read” Bong Hits 4 Jesus”. Principal Morse saw the banner, crossed the street and tore down the sign and suspended Frederick for “promoting illegal drug use”. The school upheld the suspension for those reasons. Frederick sued, lost at the circuit level, won by reversal at the 9th Circuit, and lost at the Supreme Court. The problem with the ruling by Roberts for the Court is that it is based in fantasy. First, they back the ludicrous claim by the school district that the message had to

Final Battle
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Friends....
Just a quick note, I am taking a little time off, well not completely, just stopping in here and there to check on things...dealing with a lot of depression lately and I didnt want to bring any of it to you guys, so Im mostly keeping to myself, but I wanted to let everyone know Im fine, and when things calm down for me I will be back, I just need to get my head together. Much love my friends!

Important...about Yahoo 360..open Up
Hello to all my Cherry friends: If you want to be my friend on my yahoo 360....please send me your email to my cherry mail i will send you an invite:):):):):):):):):):):) thanks for reading my blog kisses n hugs sweet precious angel aka mistress reeni

Hey Everyone
HEY EVERYONE TOMORROW IS SURGERY DAY AND IM ALL STRESSED ABOUT THAT AND WISH ME GOOD LUCK AND KEEP ME IN YOUR PARYER AND I ALSO FOUND OUT TONIGHT A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE IS GETTING SHIPPED TO IRAQ JULY 4TH THIS IS HIS 3RD RODEO SO PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS AS HE GOES ON ANOTHER LONG JOURNEY TO IRAQ AND HERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND ITS CALLED A SOLDIER'S PRAYER This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time in Hell, Is may we learn the lessons of war well, That we not doom future generations, The same old tales of horror to tell, To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory. Oh God, do not let our children Repeat the same old story. Make it so that America's babies live to grow old In this land of the free and the bold. Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind. Teach us that there is no glory in war, Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor. Teach us instead, one for another our brot

Get To Know
Just fill it out. letz have fun.. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 6. Describe me in one word. 7. What was your first impression? 8. Do you still think that way about me now? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to post this in your blog and see what I say about you?

Im Sure If I Was A God Father Our Higher Up Like 24 It Would Be Good Enough
why is it that my stash never makes number one one here our my trout gang up like 24 it would be good enough its just not fare i bust my ass every day since last year in nov 2006 july 2-2007 but im just not important enough i gues like all the others on here i guess its the woman who sow it all and some of the guys also it just seems like us smaller people on here that bust our asses every day some times 24-36 hours a day arent good enough for all of you higher ups even some of the bouncers who go rate womans photos when the should be doing there jobs instead of rating our womans profils and looking at there nsfw pitures our there dirty oher photos do your job instead

Poetry
"The American Love Dream" All the things that surround my life and all the things that keep me busy still can't keep my mind off you. There's so many painful feelings that fill my heart whenever I think about you. You promised so much. But where's your end of the bargain? Why did you waste all the time and effort into making me believe I could trust you? Making me believe you were the one for me. And making me fall for you blindly. God, I was so blind! How could I have been so fucking stupid? And that's all I can chalk this up to... is a stupid lack of good judgement.

Poetry
So here I am again. Torn, broken and destroyed. For a brief moment I found my light. I found you. And the hope you gave me. For that brief momen is unmeasurable. I had forgotten all the pain. Put away all the sorrow. And trusted your word when you said you would never hurt me. But the truth now foreshadows my hope. You are just like the rest. And you leave me now... broken, destroyed, and that much more alone. Why couldn't you just have left me alone? I really believed you would be my saving grace. A change in attitude and heart. A different view from all I've been accustomed to. But in the end you're just like all the rest... cold, complacent, and out to play the never-ending game with my heart. I'm sick of playing. I'm sick of compromising my hear. For a temporary light.

Waitin' For You
As I lie on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you lay on my naked body...You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishing's, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you............ .......you freakin' mosquito!!

Sweet Dreams
Alrighty I'm off to bed. I've about had enough today. I've had a lonnnnnnng day today. See ya'll tomorrow. No work woooohoooo! Also - if you get a second, please come by and leave some comments on the following picture -

A Conversation I Had Today
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Taxi Driver
A taxi passenger tapped the driver on the shoulder to ask him something. The driver screamed, lost control of the car, nearly hit a bus, went up on the footpath, and stopped centimeters from a shop window. For a second everything went quiet in the cab, then the driver said "Look friend, don't ever do that again. You scared the daylights out of me!" The passenger apologized and said he didn't realize that a little tap could scare him so much. The driver replied "Sorry, it's not really your fault. Today is my first day as a cab driver - I've been driving a hearse for the last 25 years"

Friends And Fans
I have more friends than I do fans so sometime in the next week I am going to start removing people from my friends list that are not a fan also. I can then concentrate on rating the people that want to be a friend and a fan both. I think I have pretty much fanned all that I have befriended so return the love if you would please

7-1-07 Astrology
Now that you've seen this unhealthy pattern in your life, it's up to you to seek a different path. Lay out your game plan. Try it on for size, then see what changes you need to make. Soon you'll have this taken care of.

Up Date On My Little Man
sorry it has taken me so long to get the ones of u who have cared about the baby and my fafmily up dated. thomas is doing fine. he has learned to roll over. we stil have to work with him with his left side. he is still having some problems with it. the other two boys are doing great. they are handleing the baby fairly good. well u all know how to reach me if u have any qestions. laters.

Help Cant Sleep!!
For a few days now i have not been able to sleep...I have had alot on my mind...What do you do when your mind wont let you sleep cause your thinking about everything in your life?..Just really need someone to talk to i guess...I dont have parents to talk to nor siblings....Really dont know why im writing this other than i needed to vent....Well anyway Hope you guys have a wonderful 4th of July!!! God bless Katiebug

An Offer....take Ot Or Leave It...
If ANYONE would like a tag for 4th of july to post and honor our Service Men & Women PLease message me and let me know Ill be glad to make u one .....I think it wuld be cool for numerous people to show pride in the USA by displaying a tag saying Happy 4th God bless our troops..Below are some examples.............

Life In A Glass House
Once again, I'm in trouble with my only friend She is papering the window panes She is putting on a smile Living in a glass house Once again, packed like frozen food Think of all the starving millions Don't talk politics and don't throw stones Your royal highnesses Well of course I'd like to sit around and chat Well of course I'd like to stay and chew the fat Well of course I'd like to sit around and chat But someone's listening in. Once again, we are hungry for a lynching That's a strange mistake to make You should turn the other cheek Living in a glass house

Where I End And You Begin
there's a gap in between there's a gap where we meet where i end and you begin and i'm sorry for us the dinosaurs roam the earth the sky turns green where i end and you begin i am up in the clouds and i can't and i can't come down i can watch but not take part where i end and where you start where you, you left me alone you left me alone. X' will mark the place like parting the waves like a house falling in the sea. i will eat you all alive there'll be no more lies

In Need Of Some Luv!!
hey everyone i really could use some rates and comments...im starting to feel unluved hehe...i have some new photes so please rate and comment....I will do my best about returning the luv...Thanks everyone!!!!

Bodystockings And Stockings
Have two wholesale Lots on Ebay...If you like lingerie, if you know others that like Lingerie or if you know anyone doing home parties..please pass this information to them Also have Leather lingerie and outerwear there as well Web site link for ebay: http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1

Plz Read
Ok This user keep coming to my page and rating my profile up and down this I do not care.. The weird thing is the block feature does not work at this profile cause when I click on the user it say I already blocked him ?? I can not visit, send msg, shout or mail him HE can visit my profile anytime it suits him to even rip pics and even send gifts WTF ?? Cherrybomb just told me he was using the ripped pic as profile pic PLEASE if you see him do that can someone take a screenshot over that and send to me? So I can report to Scrapper TY IT is NOT me going around downrating peepz but I think my real friends do know that LOL Ty =(^_^)=ENGLA

Here Is My Messenger Name On Yahoo
Please all i ask is when adding me is that you tell me your name and a little bit about who you are before adding me to your contact of friends.okay thanks alot kisses here is my messenger: Mistress_Reeni@yahoo.com I will see you there kisses:) love sweet precious angel aka my stage name is Mistress reeni

Thinking Is All
Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not. Though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded...

News
First of all, Happy July! I can hardly believe it, time has really flown by. It's been 3 years since high school. 3 YEARS!!! wow. It might not seem like a long time to some people, but I can remember thinking "May 04, can it come any sooner?” Now here I am in college thinking the same "can May 08 come any sooner?" I'm not sure why I want it to end. I don't wanna get my Master's, but other than that I'm still pretty clueless about what I’m going to do after school. I’ve invested so much time, money and effort, and in some ways it’ll be sad to see it all end. But it will end regardless of whether I’m really ready for it to or not. I've thrown some ideas around, but nothing has really jumped out and said, "that's the ticket!” I've thought about sticking with my major, Supply Chain Management, in short Purchasing, or maybe I'll venture into real estate. Anybody have any thoughts?

Baca
BACA Mission Statement Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) exists with the intent to create a safer environment for abused children. We exist as a body of Bikers to empower children to not feel afraid of the world in which they live. We stand ready to lend support to our wounded friends by involving them with an established, united organization. We work in conjunction with local and state officials who are already in place to protect children. We desire to send a clear message to all involved with the abused child that this child is part of our organization, and that we are prepared to lend our physical and emotional support to them by affiliation, and our physical presence. We stand at the ready to shield these children from further abuse. We do not condone the use of violence or physical force in any manner, however, if circumstances arise such that we are the only obstacle preventing a child from further abuse, we stand ready to be that obstacle. Check them out here http://www.

Survey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? A. face 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? A. tongue 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? A. personality 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? A.1st grade 5. Who was your fist true love? A. Patrick 6. (women) What is your bra size? A. 44DD 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? A. 15 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? A. no 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? A. 8.5 inches 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? A. yes 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? A. bi-curious (although no women could ever replace a man) 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? A. no 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? A. neither something in the middle 15. Are you aggressive or passive? A. i can be both 16. Ever been tied up? A. no 17. Ever have a 3sum? A. yes 18. Ever participate in an orgy?

Just Somthing Foe You To Read
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue

Dear Friends
I was just writing to let you know that I have created another account do to some unfortunate mishaps. If you would like to add me my new one is called Mystical Creatures. Thanks for your patience with me and I hope to hear from you all soon.

When Tomorrow Starts W/out Me
When tomorrow stares without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise And find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you eouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We did not get to say I know how much you lover me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you will miss me too But when tomorrow start without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by my hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I would have to leave behind All those I dearly love But as I turn to walk away A tear fell from my eye For all my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die I had so much to live for So much yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you Thought of all the yesturday The good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we share And all the fun we had If I could believe yesturday Just even for a while I'd say goodbye

I Am Who I Am...don't Like It? F*ck Off
I've spent a great deal of my life trying to please everyone else instead of actually LIVING my life the way I want to. So from here on out, I live for me!! I am a proud, big, beautiful woman. My curves are a part of who I am and I could spend the rest of my life trying to reduce them but why? Don't like the way I look...stop fucking looking!!!! Think I'm fat? It's all good....when everyone else is starving during a nuclear holocaust, I'll be surviving off what I have managed to store up over the past 29 years! Got some shit to talk...say it to my face or don't bother saying it at all! Aren't man or woman enough to say it to my face....press on bitches cuz your shit ain't welcome here. You don't mean shit to me. And always, always remember...a friend will bail you out of jail. But a true friend will be sitting their ass next to you in the cell yelling, "That was a fucking blast!!"

Day By Day
As for those of you that know me from either talking to me or reading my blogs, I am currently staying at my sister's house till I go back to Germany at the end of August. I feel like I am living in jail. Constant nagging, constant bitching and everything else. I am paying rent here for the couch, a couch that kills my back. There has not been one night since I got back from Germany in mid May that I have been able to sleep all night through, and its not because I don't want to, it's because it is physically impossible. I am constantly waking up either cuz of the dogs running through the living room, the cat jumping on me, at 5 am hearing the first sister get up and get ready for work and then an hour later hearing the second sister. I get bitched out for "walking to loud across the wood floor, was told to put shoes on so that it would be quieter", what the hell is that for bullshit? I don't walk loud, just because she had the lapband surgery done and has lost 50 pounds so I am heavier

To My Friends
Here's to T-bone steaks, yellow roses and friendship. READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit

Why?
why is it that no matter what you do, how nice you be towards people you always got to have someone hatin? You know i figure that these people have nothin goin for them, so they wanna try to steal my shine. I guess i will never understand the mind of a hata, because i could never be one.

Keeping My Head Up
It seems that recently my life has taken a pretty good beating. I try to live by my personal philosophy of not letting life get to you. Lately though it seems to be harder and harder to do that. Stress has crept in and I feel like I'm losing myself to it. I don't have much and don't ask for much. I'm gonna keep doing what I can to keep a smile on my face and on the faces of other. Hopefully this rough patch I've been going through will end soon.

Who Cares
sorry i have been such a stranger, i guess right now i feel a stranger to myself. i feel like i am becoming someone i have never known or met.i feel lost right now, and i am not sure what way is up or down or what the hell i am doing or where i am. my world seems to be going to fast at times, and too slow at others, almost like a twilight zone

Bill And I Are Over!!!
I loved bill very very much!!! I just lost my grandmother this last week and just had her funeral on thursday..... I been devistated... i told bill tonight that someone else wanted me in the hopes he would fight for me but he didnt!!! Yeah i know that sounded like i am playing games but i am not!!!! i needed to hear that he needed meand still wanted me i guess i went about it the wrong way!!! The guy i said is in love with someone else..... bill has been online alot and never talked to me nor more i was hurt and was trying to see if he really loved me! he dont even want to be friends!!! I am not a evil woman i dont go around hurting people i am not like that!! yes i love bill yes i care but he dont want nothing to do with me.... he cant understand my grief....

New Blog
Well, a lot has happened since I posted a blog last. I turned 20 on May 19th and have been having a blast not being a "teenager" anymore. What sucks though is that my boyfriend and I of almost 4 years broke up 2 days before my birthday and I'm not entirely sure why. But it's okay. I'm still young. I still have plenty of time before I'm ready to settle down. I just finished up my sophomore year of college in May and I've been partying a lot. Been getting wasted a lot and it's been tons of fun. Haven't been working too much though and it sucks. I've been talking with an ex of mine who's been in Iraq since August of last year and he isn't coming home until November. We dated for a year and a half while I was in high school and we're thinking about mending the differences between us and getting back together. I did tell him that I didn't want to get into anything too serious until he came home and we knew for sure that things would work out. My heart still hurts pretty bad ove

Fireworks
It is amazing how a simple thing can stir up so many memories and thoughts in a person. Tonight I went to the Seekonk Speedway to watch the 4th of July celebration they had. This included drag racing, circuit racing, demolition derby, and other types of vehicle racing. This was my first time going to an event like these, (on a side note I have gone to legal drag racing events but with family this is the first time with a bf.) So we watch the 2 hours of drag racing, a little red Corvette won. Then eventually came the Enduro races, where the idea was to be the first one across the line after 8 laps without crashing your car. Well during those races I watched them standing with my boyfriend's arms wrapped around me. It felt amazing. He would softly kiss my head or my neck while we watched cars driving by on fire. Then came time for the fireworks. I know this sounds weird but the last time I really saw fireworks was 2 years ago. Let me elaborate on this. Last year during this t

Introducing Ann Thrax
It was back to the studios for us this weekend with our latest Doll, Ann Thrax; get your vaccinations now because she is deadly, with an infectious smile and deadly curves, that will keep you coming back for more. You don’t have to take my word for it you can see for yourself by visiting her on either Myspace or Cherry Tap, you can find her listed in my top friends and family. Be sure and show her some love while you are there and watch for her premiere coming to CyanideDolls.Com very soon. We are going to be in production this month; in fact I canceled my vacation in order to bring you some exciting new things, like Ann Thrax, and more goodies to come. Watch for my bulletins for the latest from CyanideDolls.Com. It’s back to the editing desk for me, just stopped long enough to bring you this exciting news, if you haven’t been by the site lately now’s your chance. Just stop by www.CyanideDolls.Com today or click on the banner below.

Cajun
You Know You're a Cajun When . . . Your last name isn't pronounced the way it's spelled. No matter where else you go in the world, you are always disappointed in the food. You get up in the morning and start cooking a pot of rice before you give any thought to what you'll fix for dinner. Your baby's first words are "long beads." You ask, "How dey running?" and "Are dey fat?" but you're inquiring about seafood quality. When a hurricane is imminent, you have a lot more faith in Nash Roberts than Super Doppler 6000. Nothing shocks you, period, ever. Not politics, hurricanes, red lights, parking tickets, the Saints, Mardi Gras. Your "one martini lunch" becomes a "five Bloody Mary afternoon" and you keep your job. You're walking with a plastic cup of beer. When it starts to rain, you cover your beer instead of your head. Your idea of health food is a baked potato instead of fries with your fried seafood platter. You call tomato sauce "red gravy." You k

The Ideal Life
What I want? Watch this video that someone very special just sent to me... The end of the video made me cry - literally. What I want is to be with someone who I'd be lost without if they were gone - someone that truly is my other half - such a part of me that life would barely be worth living without them... Someone that makes me smile, laugh, live, and love always...

We Have An Announcement!!!
Hello Family & Friends! I know it's been a while and I apologise for that. We have been so busy. Working for one, then of course every day life can get hectic as you all are aware of. May 8th, 2007 marked the 3rd year anniversary of the passing of my only child. That day, as well as others, are hard for me... but this year, something special happened... let me explain. I took the day off from work - because I knew I would be an emotional wreck - Chris took the day off too to be with me. As I predicted, it was a day of mixed emotions - missing Ryan so much and wanting him here with me, so many memories and so many tears. Later that day I was on the phone. While I was talking I got on the computer real quick to check my email. There was an email from Chris. He told me not to read it till I was done with my phone call. So, after I hung up, I looked at the email, it was an e-card. I am not going to recite it word for word, but it was a nice card saying how much I meant

Foundry Cams - This Is For The Soldiers (featuring Drowning Pool)
The girls of FOUNDRY CAMS put on the most military-looking outfits they could find and grabbed their American flags in honor of our troops stationed all over the world. You can chat with all of these lovely ladies LIVE on Foundry Cams right now. Special thanks to DROWNING POOL for the song "Soldiers" WATCH 'THIS IS FOR THE SOLDIERS' NOW

???? Tough Love ????
MY HUSBAND AND I ARE GOING TO BE GETTING A DIVORCE. THE REASON FOR THIS IS BECAUSE HE HAS TO GROW UP. I AM TIRED OF ACTING LIKE HIS MOTHER WHEN WE HAVE 3 KIDS'S TO TAKE CARE OF AND HE MAKES IT 4. I TOLD HIM TODAY AGAIN THAT I WANT A DIVORCE AND HE NEEDS TO GET HIS SHIT TOGETHER. IF HE GET'S THE HELP HE NEEDS AND STICKS WITH IT FROM NOW ON, WE WILL SEE WHERE WE GO AFTER A YEAR OF BEING DIVORCED. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS. I CAN'T KEEP BEING BROUGHT DOWN BY HIM WHEN SHIT HIT'S THE FAN, BECAUSE WHEN THAT HAPPEN'S I AM ALWAY'S THE ONE TO PICK EVERYTHING UP. THE DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICTION HAS GOT TO COME TO AN END AND I HOPE IT DOES.

The Cruise !
DEAR DIARY. DAY ONE I am all packed and ready to get on the cruise ship. I've packed all my pretty dresses and makeup. I'm really excited. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY TWO We spent the entire day at sea. It was beautiful and we saw some whales and dolphins. What a wonderful vacation this has started to be. I met the Captain today and he seems like a very nice man. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY THREE I spent some time in the pool today. I also did some shuffle boarding and hit some golf balls off the deck. The Captain invited me to join him at his table for dinner. I felt honored and we had a wonderful time. He is a very attractive and attentive gentleman. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY FOUR Went to the ship's casino ... did OK ... won about $80. The Captain invited me to have dinner with him in his state room. We had a luxurious meal complete with caviar and cha

My Best Paper Ever
My professor called this the best paper he's ever read from a student in 19 years of teaching at Penn State. He asked to borrow quotes from it for his online textbook. So technically, I'm a published author. On November 11, 1918 the European continent ended four years of attempted suicide. As the dust settled over the lands torn apart by trenches and fields filled millions of dead, a new democratic order was poised to rise up in Europe. The Allies had defeated the forces of autocratic Germany and Austria-Hungary while in the eastern part of the continent Tsarist Russia had collapsed into anarchy. The time for all the peoples of Europe to enjoy democracy and freedom according to US President Wilson’s Fourteen Points seemed at hand. Sadly, these hopes of self-determination and peace were ruined almost as soon as the ink had dried on the peace treaty at Versailles. The failure of the victorious powers to deliver a reasonable peace set the stage for the ascendancy of dictators li

We Are Eternal, All This Pain Is An Illusion...
~*This happens to be one of my very favorite TOOL songs and I''ve been lisenting to it quite a bit today so I thought I'd share... Parabola (Parabol Intro) So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now. Embracing you, this reality here, This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful. Wide eyed and hopefully wild. We barely remember what came before this precious moment, Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside... This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion. *** We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion. Alive, I In this holy reality, in thi

Did You Ever
Did you everlove a boy? And know he didn't love you Did you ever feel like cring And wonder what good it would do Did you ever look into his eyes? And say a little prayer Did you ever look inside his heart? And wish that you were there The price you pay for love is high So when I say don't fall in love It'll be over before your through I think I should know I fell in love with you...

More On Me...
One of my favorite sayings is, "Men make plans and the Gods laugh." I am a fatalist - I believe that everything happens for a reason, the good and the bad. And even though life always gives the test first and the lesson afterwards (and there's always a lesson), all the bullshit we have to go through really does make us stronger. All the crap that life inevitably throws at us, regardless of how unfair or earth-shattering it may be, shapes our psyche, empowers our minds and strengthens our hearts. The challanges and the bullshit are the purest essence of what makes us grow as human beings. The trouble is, every lesson comes with a price. Moreso, since we have no idea what kind of bullshit we're in for this time around, it's like we're buying blind. So not only are we forced to gamble with choices that have the power to change our lives in a million different ways, we're ultimately just driven by blind ambition and can only hope for the best possible outcome. Nevertheless, some people sti

You Left The Garage Open...
The boss walked into the office one morning not knowing his zipper was down and his fly area wide open. His assistant walked up to him and said, "This morning when you left your house, did you close your garage door?" The boss told her he knew he'd closed the garage door, and walked into his office puzzled by the question. As he finished his paperwork, he suddenly noticed his fly was open and zipped it up. He then understood his assistant's question about his "garage door" He headed out for a cup of coffee and paused by her desk to ask, "when my garage door was open, did you see my Hummer parked in there? She smiled, "No I didn't. All I saw was an old mini van with two flat tires".

Nothing
When I love, I love with all my soul it consumes as if flames engulf my very being. When I hurt, I'm shattered into a thousand peices and trying to put them back together again is like trying to put a puzzle together where some of the peices are missing, I will never be whole. I've loved, I've lost been broken into a thousand peices and everytime I put myself together again there's a hole because they're peices that are lost forever. I feel as if I don't belong anywhere or with anyone. You can look into my eyes and see all the pain that is there, it's obvious and there is no use trying to hide it or trying to pretend. I'm tired I wish this all would end, I'm tired of fighting a battle that I will never win. I'm tired of feeling alone even though there are people around me I don't think they understand. I am almost to the point of numb, but I don't want to be numb I want to feel I'm grasping at the last few strings of humanity that I have, but to feel what I feel is almost too much to e

German Paper
This is what an A paper looks like from me. For my German History and Culture 100 class. The book The Flowing Light of the Godhead, written by Mechthild of Magdeburg, is an expansive piece of religious writing for it’s time. It was an important work because it came at a time when the Catholic Church dominated Europe and had unquestionable authority over the commoners and many kings and princes. The Flowing of the Godhead was a direct threat to the established Church hierarchy in Rome and across Europe. By challenging the ways people had a relationship with God, Mechthild was able challenge the need for a Church hierarchy at all. As a result of this threat to their power, the Church attempted to prevent this text from reaching the people so that they could maintain their dominance. The purpose of this paper is to explain in depth how this writing by Mechthild was able to frighten Church leaders and why those leaders would want to suppress the dissemination of The Flowing Light

I Love You Still
Time will ease all pain... Or so they say.. Some 8 months later.. I loved you enough to let you go... I loved you enough to let you walk to her. I love you to this very day and that seems to be my weakness of times gone by. You hold my heart so close and carefull like i dont think you even know you that you hold it still... You are the holder of my heart and i want it back in one peice... you hold it unknowly i do belive but hold it you do. How much longer will it for the pain to go away? i still and will always love you TEB

Notebook Musings...
Yesterday I was feeling ancy for no apparant reason and took my notebook out onto the porch to watch the kids behind the house going in and out of the Cremeland parking lot licking eachother's ice cream cones. I pondered how simple it was when I was little. You licked your female friends' ice creams, but not the boys, lest we get cooties. I wish it were so simple still. Now I worry about catching mono from sipping the same straw as someone else or squatting above the public toilet seat because someone forwarded me a chain letter about how crabs can jump 3 ft. off a public toilet seat.. And apparantly they don't care that you've shaved off all your pubes, they'll find a home. I don't know where I was going with this, or if it had a destination at all.. I'll just sit here in left field and wait for another fellow writer to join me...

I Don't Even Know What To Say.
I am flabbergasted. I have spent a great deal of time building walls and mazes to shield my heart from getting broken. Along comes a man, for whatever reason walked right through all of those and melted places in my heart that hadn't ever seen the light of love. Wholly I put my trust in this man. I believed it when he told me that he loved me ... that he had never known a love like mine before. That his greatest wish had been realized, a true love and a great mate for the rest of his days. Yet here I sit not a scant few moments of life later. Holding the pieces of my broken heart. As I peer into that abyss, its seems that all of the color has drained out of my life again. I have already begun to doubt my worth.

Why Am I Here?
Okay, I made a mumm of something I really wanted opinions about, and some of the garbage that got left in the comments. Some people here are truly jerks. A few days or weeks ago, someone had a mumm about female circumsion and all of the comments made were to the tune of .... well that is their culture so sure it is fine. As an aside in my mumm, which was about Maggie who can not go out and play anymore because of the new bird feeder next door, and who has been declawed, and I get all this shit about how mean that is. It is okay for humans to be mutilated but to declaw a cat is morally wrong. Some of the people here have brains about the size of peas I think. I doubt that any of them would read this, but it makes me wonder why in the world I am here. I joined so Jaded could get some points ... maybe it is better if I don't get too attached to it if that is the caliber of people here. Or I could just not bother with mumms ... hmmm. What else is there to do? Not much on just snooping at

Iphone Rocks And Rolls
Review: Apple IPhone Rocks, Rolls, and Doesn't Disappoint By Dylan Tweney July 01, 2007 | 6:01:35 PMCategories: Reviews, iPhone, iPhone Hands-On You've got to hand it to Apple: Not only has the company orchestrated one of the most anticipated and overhyped product launches in gadget history, it has also delivered an instrument that, for the most part, lives up to its inflated expectations. The iPhone is a phone, a music and video player, a web browser, an email device, a portable photo album, and more. All of these functions are packaged in a device whose hardware and software are remarkably elegant, easy to use, and even fun to play with. As a device, it's a genre-bender. Never before have American consumers had access to a phone that is simultaneously so powerful, so elegant, and that performs so many functions. Since the iPhone lacks fast, 3G wireless data connectivity, we'll still have to endure the derision of our European and Japanese friends, but at least we're gettin

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INSIDE OF THEE I kneel down before the shallow waters, to reveal my own reflection. Just a mere window of the soul, is all that my eye's can be detecting. For what all that I consume, is not all that their is. We must look beneath the visual shell, for that is where we live. Reach deep my friend and you shall find, much more than you conceive. For who are what we may become, exist inside of thee.

"peace Of Mind"
"PEACE OF MIND" Carry me out the ocean, where my drifting thoughts flow free. Guide them to a far distant land, that only the mind can see. There I shall paint a great portrait, of what this world should be. A place without senseless wars, and human poverty.

The Lost Heart Pt 2
jaclyn wakes with a start, looking around the memories of last night come back in a flood of shame and excitment,,looking down she realizes that she is lieing in a large bed with silk sheet and blankets, a fireplace roaring in the corner, sitting up she looks around the room, the room is elegantly decorated in a old fashion way, feeling the silk blanket slip off the fornt her her,,she gasps in surprise seeing her bare breasts bare,,reaching under the blanket she knows she is completely naked, pulling the blanket up she suddenly hears a knock at the door and a old man enter, standing well over 6 ft tall and build of a man that has taken care of his body, he smiles as he brings a tray of food towards her and speaks "hello, I am john" his deep baritone voice displaying his strength" and you are?" " My name is Jaclyn" my voice quivering " where am I" " You are in the mansion of My employer Lord Julius Kramer, we found you hiding in the foyer, clothes ripped and and you in a state

Beyond Our Ideas
Out beyond ideas of wrong doing and right doing, there is a field. I'll meet you there. When I have forgiven myself, and remembered who I am. I will Bless everyone and everything I see. May we all remember these wisdoms given to us long ago. Aho, Mitakuye Oyasin. May Tunkashila shine his light upon you this day.

All Who Pass This Way
ALL WHO PASS THIS WAY We have so little time, as we pass this way. To enjoy the mighty in the smallest of creations. We have so little, yet have great abundance. When we see the Sacred in the Oyasin, the All the One. We have so little, and so we search. For the Food that feeds us and the drink that quenches our thirst, and we find it in great supply. We have so little, Yet we have so much. Pilamaya, Thank you, Creator, for you have given us so much and we are truly Thankful. As we pass this way on our Journey Home. Aho, Mitakuye Oyasin

Man Don't You Hate This.
Man don't you hate it when you miss someone,and you wish to hear from them,and you do.Only so they can live you hanging like an idiot their.They say that they will be right back,but never do.They just go offline,and your their like what the fuck.Yep it happens most of the time.~~sight~~Oh well i'm kind a getting sick,and tired of it,so call friends.Anyways i'm just piss,so your probably saying to me man who cares.Well anyways just wanted to state an opinion thou.Well you guys enjoy the sunday night,and have fun.

Dance Of The Monarch
Dance of the Monarch She danced amongst the trees and danced within the leaves. Then atop the feet of this honored one. Dancing and spinning to the rhythm of the universe. She danced and danced, swirling her magic, transforming the day. Then landed on the sleeve of this honored one. Spreading her wings, as if to say; "Remember the dance and magic of the Butterfly, but forget not to stop along the way and spread your wings. Flow with the spiral of change, transmutating, dancing in the joy of life and walk in the beauty and grace of Our Creator." "My heart is full Great Spirit." AHO

Cleaning The Closet Out
I have come to the conclusion that some people are just more concerned with getting friends and seeing nsfw pics. Please dont get me wrong i do have some great friends that talk to and want to be my friend. I am just tired of letting people see my pics and never hearing from them again. They dont seem to realize that I am opening my door for them not to have it slammed in my face. So in the next few hours I will be cleaning out the closet sorta to speak. If you are truely my friend and wish to stay that away show me!!!!!!!!!!!

That Which Is Sacred
SACRED IS A REALITY that is experienced by all, it is UNIVERSAL and has no boundaries. IT IS THE UNIVERSAL REALITY – YOU ARE ALIVE! CELEBRATE that which is sacred about life... AS IN THE RAYS OF THE SUN giving life to all, so was THE FIRST BREATH OF LIFE, and in THE BEGINNING OF TIME, as it is now BEING SHARED BY ALL... IN THE GLIMMER OF LIGHT, the twinkle in a mother and child’s eyes upon they're first meeting. AS IN THE EXPERIENCE of the GREAT in the VERY SMALL, is to know and understand that we are to SHARE IT, the endless drive TO LIVE IT. SOMETIMES LIFE CAN BE A GAME, where WHAT ISN'T has become more important than WHAT IS. BUT WHEN WE BELIEVE that WHAT IS, is more important than WHAT ISN’T, that game is over, it has completed. Then we can begin to LIVE - SACRED. SO AS THE SMALLEST GRAIN OF SAND is as the HIGHEST MOUNTAIN, is as an OCEANS VASTNESS, and in a SINGLE STAR in the HEAVENS ABOVE, would it not be easier to SEPARATE THE WATER FROM THE EARTH than it w

Bored!!
I have heard no word from her. Wish she would have called me. Now I am tired. If she decides to go out late now, it's not happening. I have to work tomorrow. I want to see her. Maybe we can just talk and hang out. Bored... About to go to bed.. Tired.. My mom and sister are coming in on the 4th. Almost can't wait. I know my mom can't either for more than just to come see me. She wants to get away from my brother for a while. He's been so attached to her for really three and half years if you want to count the pregnancy. I am getting excited to see my older sister. You know now that I think about it. I have never loved anyone so much as I have loved any one person in my family. I hope and wish I could find that women I can show the same love and joy with. The joy I speak of comes in the anticipation building up to seeing someone I love and have not see in a while. Just wander how it will be after a 6 month deployment. I don't know if I can bear it. I might just drop to

Baby Kaleb
http://www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds http://www.myspace.com/kalebbraclets Baby Kaleb is the frst baby to EVER survive SBS (Shaken Baby Syndrom) Check out his mommies myspace and read her blogs, etc. Kaleb was shaken by his daycare lady NOT family. If you have a heart you can see just how fucked up that is, show his mom and dad some support, Kaleb wasn't even 6 months old yet. It may take years before they even fully see the repercussions that will happen to this poor baby. PRAY FOR KALEB!!

Another Update
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! 766 VOTES AHEAD!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 750+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10

So All Hell Has Broke Lose
I have gotten dirty weeds a nasty comment and people pissed off at me..... So now I sink back into depression myself, on the verge of deleting my account, I wasnt even gone 24 hours.. and so much has happened..... Im outta here for a while i cant deal with this, I dont know how to deal with it so Im going to deal with it my way and just stay off.......

Dreams Or Reality
I wake suddenly from a dream A dream so real, so beautiful That I wished I could have dreamt it forever. I now lie alone in bed bitten by the harsh reality of life With my only wish being to return to that dream Or for that dream to become reality For in that dream we were together And you loved me as much as I loved you But reality soon hits home As I face a world in which I am alone And the love I fel for you is not returned I lie awake for hours and think of you Why can I not get over you I don't know But in my hert I know it won't come true So what is left for me to do Trapped in a life I no longer want I have dug a hole so deep That alone I no longer have the strength to climb out So what will I do, I honestly don't know My life without you feels so empty Everyday is the same, nothing left to look forward to or gain. I'm just trapped in a world without you.

Native American Indian Traditional Code Of Ethics
AN OLDIE BUT A GOODIE GOOD WISDOM WE ALL NEED TO LIVE BY, REMEMBER AND HONOR. BLESSINGS… This was originally in the "Inter-Tribal Times" in October of 1994. NATIVE AMERICAN INDIAN TRADITIONAL CODE OF ETHICS 1. Each morning upon rising, and each evening before sleeping, give thanks for the life within you and for all life, for the good things the Creator has given you and for the opportunity to grow a little more each day. Consider your thoughts and actions of the past day and seek for the courage and strength to be a better person. Seek for the things that will benefit others (everyone). Respect: Respect means "To feel or show honor or esteem for someone or something; to consider the well being of, or to treat someone or something with deference or courtesy". Showing respect is a basic law of life. a. Treat every person from the tiniest child to the oldest elder with respect at all times. b. Special respect should be given to Elders, Parents, Teachers, and Community

Independence Day
Independence Day July 4, 1776, a day that has stood out in infamy, a day of reconing, for more than 200 years, we the people of this great nation have celebrated this day. Our forefathers, the greatest leaders in history signed their name to a document known as “The Declaration of Independence” that has been forgotten over the years. This document was written as a symbol of freedom, but this freedom has been challenged by the government sworn to uphold it. Today, those very leaders have rolled over in shame at what their dreams have become. Every year since 1776, we, as americans, have celebrated this freedom. Let’s take a look at what we are celebrating, freedom to commit crime, greed, frustration, struggle and power, the people of america have been long forgotten. In today’s society, we celebrate this freedom with noise makers and fireworks, but do we ever really take a step back and thank God and our people for the freedom they won for us? Why are we still fighting a

Words Of Wisdom
Just Looking For Some Peace So live your life so the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their views, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and of service to your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a stranger if in a lonely place. Show respect to all people, but grovel to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies in yourself. Touch not the poisonous firewater that makes wise ones turn to fools and robs them of their visions. When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a

My Expectations (by Me Tasha)
Everyone has expectations, dreams, and goals. But what are mine? I've had one dream, since I was a little girl. What dream is this some may ask. The dream of love and passion. My true soulmate is he what I dream of, and will we ever meet? Who ever is reading what I Tasha Long (Van Horn) am writing remember this and pass it on. All that I have ever written has either come from sadness, despair, gladness, and or fear, but all has come from my true feelings.

My Problem
I've come to realize lately that while I may be confident I am afraid of being alone again. I am afraid of not having someone to share holidays with, and not having someone to hold me on a bad day. So I was willing in my stupidity to give up what could have been perfect. I was willing to just throw it away and think that I would never look back at it in disgust with myself. Well unfortunatly I look back at that one sentence I let come out of my mouth and wish to god there was a time machine that I could go back and change that one moment in my life. I could be truly happy if I just allowed myself to stop being so afraid of moving forward. Giving up on something that will probably never happen. I was the stupid one and I let the first good thing slip through my fingers. I like mens attention, I like the way they smell and the way their arms feel around my body. I like the way they talk, and listen, and make me laugh. What I don't like is when I feel like I'm being used by one

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It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses...........................until they stop running. 2. Strike while the................................bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before...................Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of .....termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but ..... how? 6. Don't bite the hand that ......................looks dirty. 7. No news is.......................................impossible. 8. A miss is as good as a .................... Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new ......... math. 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll ........stink in the morning. 11. Love all, trust .................................. me. 12. The pen is mightier than the ...........pigs. 13. An idle mind is..............................the best

Did You Know - July Of 07
Did You Know - July of 07 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. *July 1st - Singer & Actress Deborah Harry of Blondie (Film: Video-Drone) is born in 1945. & Canada Day *July 3rd - Actor/producer Tom Cruise (Minority Report & War of the Worlds) is born in Syracuse, NY in 1962. *July 4th - Independence Day *July 5th - Poet, novelist, dramatist, designer, and filmmaker Jean Cocteau born in Maisons-Laffitte, France in 1889. His films were particularly important in introducing surrealism into French cinema. *July 7th - Painter Jacek Yerka (Books: Mind Fields and The Fatastic Art of Jacek Yerka) born in 1952 in Poland. *July 13th - Actor Harrison Ford (Star Wars & Blade Runner) born in Chicago, Illinois in 1942. *July 14th - Bastille Day (France) *July 26th - Director Stanley Kubrick (2001: A Space Odyssey) born in 1928 in the Bronx, New York. *July 30th - Actor and California Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger (Total Recall & th

Meeting 9pm Est Monday Night!!!
ALL MEMBERS EVEN NEW MEMBERS MUST ATTEND BBW/BHM BOMBERS MEETING 9pm eastern time...YOU ARE A PART OF THIS FAMILY YOU HAVE TO ALL ACT LIKE IT AND CHERRY MCDREAMY IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS COMMENT BOMBERS SHES IN FOURTH PLACE WE NEED TO TAKE HER ALL THE WAY TO NUMBER ONE...here is the link if you dont have it please come show this lady some real family love!!!

School 1977 Vs. 2007
SCHOOL 1977 vs. 2007 (Where did we go wrong?) Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1977 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007

:)
This has been an absolutely awesome week! For those of you who didn't know, which is most of you...I applied for an AP position at one of our yards. It means total control as I would be the SOLE AP person for 14yards and that can end up being a lot of work. Why do it you ask? Well, the opportunity was too good to pass up. I like being in control and being in the loop, hell I'll be the loop! Also I'll get to learn new things and work on special projects. The major reason is that there is a possibility to become a staff accountant in about two years which is what I REALLY want to do. So I interviewed with the CFO on Wed, then the controller on Thursday, got a phone call from the controller offering me the job about two hours after the interview, and accepted the position the next day after I was really sure that this is what I want. So I will be transitioning over for the next three weeks and will be with the other subsidiary by the end of the month! I'm going to miss my yards and th

Needing To Vent
first off i dont know who this guy thinks he is but ill be damned if im gonna let some idiot try to degrade soldiers. does he not realize that its because of soldiers that he has the freedom of speech and all the freedoms he has everyday and takes it for granted? oh and by the way US soldiers are the ones that found saddam and brought him to justice. we havent been allies with iraq and we did not sell saddam WMDs. 9/11 is not a fraud. they did not attack us because we are over there they attacked us because they hate us because we are free and because of their religion. they are raised to hate americans. over half of them do not know why they are to hate us they were brought up that way (brainwashed). and he thinks im not patriotic and im the one ruining this country all because i post pictures of support our troops on here. can you say retard. i fly a flag and pray everyday for our troops. also he thinks soldiers are pussies. but i think hes just jealous because he doesnt have half th

Yall Gotta Read Dis ..... Its Funny As Shit .
This Dumb ass got mad cause i wouldnt give him my number . So this is what he left in my shout box ............... I think its funny as fuck .... Read from bottom up ...... http://cherrytap.com/user/232217 My Shoutbox ->E.The Frea...: whateva BITCH. yo grl mo of a man dan u are ya bitch mutha fuka fake ass E.The Frea...: furthermore as for ur man if he was so great u wouldnt be on cherrytap being a whore seekign the approval of other men to tell ur ragedy ass u look good ->E.The Frea...: i aint worried bout yo bitch ass . u funny as hell . laff'n like a mutha fucka ova here E.The Frea...: maybe if u werent updating me on when u post pics and giving me so much play on hee I may believe ur weak ass E.The Frea...: and u dont fase ma t all E.The Frea...: I know I look good and so does every other female who jocks this so u really talking ur shit to the wrong man because I am betetr than good lookign bitch ->E.The Frea...: was neva crazy ova y

Dear Alcohol...
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and som

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Well I want to say to those of you who felt my frustration and loniliness through this long weekend without my little Taylor girl home ~ SHE IS HOME NOW with mommie. I am all smiles and just oozing happiness and warmth. I wanted to say Thanks sooooo much for your encouraging words and concern. You have helped me out more than you will ever know. I am heading to bed with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a movie with my bestest little friend in the world, my daughter Taylor. Good Nite Cherrytap and good night to my friends. I will be calling on you again in a couple of weeks unless by the grace of God we can manage to get the court order in place to prohibit the visitation to her fathers. Please pray for us this happens. One day at a time

I'm Up For Adoption
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first

I'm Up For Adoption!!
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first

Lost Time
Ok. I guess alot of people cant read profiles. Yes i am in the bdsm lifestyle and i take it very seriously. I am n ot here to be looking for a new man or sex or cyber or anything like that. I am happy with my master and wouldnt trade him for anything. I am only here to meet new friends in and out of the lifestyle. If there are any Doms out there please dont contact me. I dont need that drama in my life right now. If you cant deal with the fact then please dont bother contacting me. But if you have questions about the lifestyle i will be more then happy to answer them the best i can. for those who want to come to me with stupid ass questions. here is some info...research before you ask stupid and petty questions.

Crazy (tasha)
One bright day, in the middle of the night. Two dead men got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other. Drew their swords, and shot each other. The deal policeman head the noise. He came and shot those two dead boys. If you don't believe this lie. Ask the blind man he saw it with his two own eyes,

Ratings
Ok i been on cherrytap since it was Lost cherry and i never complain or wine but i have to say this. Why would youeven go through the trouble of rating somebody a 1? i mean really if you really feel that badly about somebody why wouldnt you hit the x in the top right hand corner and close it out? Just a thought....HMMMMMMM. Now i have gotten it from men and women which is cool but keep in mind if your a man and you rating me, either you a nice Cherry and just rate people or you a gay cherry and your girl probably rated me a 11 lol ha ha, and to the women that do im not that mean to say negative things or list you as i have seen so i will just say thanks for the rate and keep the 1's coming lol

How To Get The Women On Cherrytap
Hi, guys - Dr. Don here with some timely information on how to impress women online here at CherryTAP and other community websites! Make sure you read ALL of my advice before posting a reply. It's a good idea to create your profile with as much fiction and fantasy as possible. Do NOT let her get to know the REAL you, epecially if you are married, attached and so on. Operating this way will ensure you have built yourself up into the ultimate catch and you can toy with her emotions with abandon. At the very least, if you can't create your profile in this fashion then outright lie and make excuses. Be sure to track your excuses and stories somewhere handy where your wife or girlfriend can't find them for future reference when stalking your online prey. Women have a way of noticing when you change your story, so track your correspondence separately for each girl - don't miss the shoutbox, this is very important. Women LOVE it when you make comments on their profile and pictures

He Turns 1
Wow where has this year gone? My grandson Owen, turns 1 year old July 2, 2007. Seems like only yesterday I was bringing his mother home from the hospital. Now she is a mother with 2 beautiful children of her own. My grandson has made some mile markers this past week, he has starting walking without holding on to anything. His words he is saying is baby but he says it like baaay bayy. Ni ni for sleepy time. mawmawmaw for me yours truly. mum mum for mommy, da da for daddy and pa paaaaa for grandpa Mike. Although they may not be perfectly pronounces we all know exactly what he means. We are so excited about him walking , all the girls walked at 9 months but Owen was born premature, so really he is on time considering his start in life. Today we had his birthday party, there were so many people at my house I didn't even know half of them.( his mom and dad did the guest list) It was a great time had by all I think. Lots of food was consumed ,with all the normal grill out fi

Guess I Was Wrong
I guess i was all wrong when it came to havieng so much trust in people and doing all it took to hold on tight and have it blown in my damm face. But i have news its not going to because im going to have a hold on it all and im going me to make it a point that u see that i cant make it through what u have tossed in my face and it will be the last damm time that i look at u and say im always here for u. Because i cant be there for someone that isnt there for me. My father told me once that if u lie to me then u steal from me because i have trust so if u lie ur stealing my trust....I walked the line for the last fucking time... now its my turn to walk the line and you can see what a bitch i can really be. I dont need the ones that make me walk a line in my life becuase I'm A Survivor and i can do whati want and when i want and there isnt a god damm thing that u or anyone can do about it...Like the bed that you have made now lie in it I pour my self out every day more and mor

Grade Me !
F= damn youre ugly D = your parents must be hated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome

I'm Tired.....puff Puff
I'm getting so tired of everytime I turn around someone is attacking smokers.You people with your rude snotty remarks and looks,Your little bullshit facts,The laws being passed just because you listen to the media monkeys.What ever happend to freedom of choice? Your body do what you want with it.Not any more....whats next outlaw working because it causes stress.How would people make a living? If you read your history people one of this countrys first cash making crops was tabacco.Till this day a lot of government programs and things are funded from taxes on tabacco.Now because you say its a public health risk.Thats going to be less money to pay for scolarships,donations,funding...etc. Now where I have a problem with smokers is the just sit around and bitch insted of standing up for their rights.Example....abilene tx, When they went to pass the band it wasn't till it had passed and the time limit for the petition was almost up that smokers started signing.Because they took their sweet t

Thoughts
Thoughts for the day — Sunday, July 01, 2007 I crave what I don't have, but I fear what I'm unfamiliar with, wich is often what I don't have. So I guess I sometimes fear what I crave, and crave what I fear? So a maybe it has come to be that I am moslty hooked on the anxiety that comes with or from getting what I want, more than the actual things I want. Maybe I enjoy the feeling of wanting and getting more than the feeling that comes with having? Well, no. I am actually pretty happy with a lot of the things I have. Many of those things seem to have just kinda came about. Many of the things I try for and get, I appreciate less than the things that happen to come durring the proccess of trying to get things, or just seem to come out of nowhere. That's sometimes nice, but not too encouraging. I think it leads me to not try so hard, and wait for things to come out of nowhere. That doesn't make a lot of sense does it? I don't know. The more I read about narcissi

Grade Me!!! Thank You Sexy Blue Eyes!!!
F= damn youre ugly D = your parents must be hated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome

Stupid People On My Island
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2007/07/01/2007-07-01_peabrained_teen_is_sought_in_si_fowl_pla-1.html Pea-brained teen is sought in S.I. fowl play -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BY JOHN LAUINGER, VERONIKA BELENKAYA and ALISON GENDAR DAILY NEWS WRITERS Sunday, July 1st 2007, 4:00 AM Print Email Suggest a Story A wild peacock wandering Staten Island was brutally stomped by a deranged teenager and had to be euthanized, authorities said yesterday. "I'm killing a vampire!" the suspect bragged maniacally as witnesses tried to stop him from attacking the beautiful bird on Thursday morning. Although cops were called, the blond-haired killer escaped - leaving the delicate animal with devastating internal injuries. "It's just unbelievable that someone would do something to a poor defenseless animal and do it in such a cruel fashion," said Richard Gentles, a spokesman for the Center for Animal Care and Control. The c

A Poem ( Not Written By Me)
The Boot I almost got stirred up In the piss-stew you'd serve up for dinner I almost got whipped up In your redneck trailer-park twister I can't wait to flush you down the shitter I hate you more than Adolf Hitler I am far too fast for Your whole toxic spider-vomit shit-web I am immune to your Weak mind games, my name is All Business You're sloppy seconds, a big fucking mess I'm too quick, I got too much finesse This is piss on your grave Here's your requiem, performed by skin flutes And rusty trombones played With the volume down, almost on mute Here's your Six Guns-to-your-brain Salute That's called the door, this is called the Boot Here's your Six Guns-to-your-brain Salute Here's the door... ...And now here comes the Big Fucking Boot

I Could Just Cry!!!!!
OMFG.......I KNOW THAT MOST WON'T CARE OR BE AFFECTED BY THIS........BUT I AM EXTREMELY UPSET. AS MY PROFILE SAYS, I'M A HUGE FAN OF THE BUFFALO SABRES. AT NOON TODAY, DANNY BRIERE AND CHRIS DRURY (OUR CO-CAPTAINS), BECAME FREE AGENTS (AS WELL AS A FEW OTHER PLAYERS) BECAUSE OUR ORGANIZATION HAD NOT REACHED AN AGREEMENT WITH EITHER OF THEM BEFORE THE FREE AGENCY DEADLINE. IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG. DANNY BRIERE LEFT AND TOOK AN 8 YEAR DEAL WITH THE FLYERS WORTH $52 MILLION WITH $10 MILLION BEING IN HIS FIRST YEAR. CHRIS DRURY ALSO LEFT AND TOOK A 5 YEAR DEAL WITH THE NY RANGERS WORTH $35.25 MILLION. HOW RIDICULOUS CAN THE SABRES ORGANIZATION BE TO LET BOTH OF THE GUYS GO......AND.....SET A PRECEDENT FOR OTHER PLAYERS BY BASICALLY SAYING........"WE DON'T CARE HOW GOOD YOU ARE.....WE'RE NOT GONNA PAY YOU WHAT YOU'RE WORTH"!!!!!!!!! WTF THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT DANNY GOING TO PHILLY IS THAT HE'LL BE WITH HIS GOOD FRIEND AND EX ROAD GAME ROOMIE..... MARTY BIRON AGAIN. I BELIEVE OUT TEAM WILL S

Erotica!
As most of you know, I write erotica from time to time. I haven't written much (other then poetry) in the past several months - a bit of a dry spell after pouring out numerous stories last summer. It happens. Anyway, I've started writing a new story - and wrote a bit more of Star's Dark Stranger (I do want to finish that tale... I barely scratched the surface when my muse-well ran dry). I might post the rough draft of part one of the new story - titled "Dark John's Hunt". I almost have the first part completed... (Teaser warning) ... ... .... ..... John just has to finish playing with a tavern wench... *lol* For those of you who don't feel like traveling back through my list of blogs to read my erotica, here are several access options (OVER 18 only, please): http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=750044&page=submissions or www.myspace.com/mentalramblings and finally, www.jayderaven.deviantart.com As always, comments are welcome!

What's The Point In Life??
Time and time again people ask themselves what the point of life is. At this point of MY life I am here asking myself that very same question. What is the point of life? People say that everyone has a destiny. Do they really? I mean if thats true than no matter what I do, I will always end up with the same outcome, right? I will always end up doing what I am 'meant' to do. But then you ask yourself, what if I get into an accident tomorrow and die? Then does that mean that thats all I was meant to do? Or was God's plan for me foiled by a drunk driver? It kind of gives me a headache. But I dont believe that everyone is 'destined' to do one thing in thier life. I dont believe that at all. Destiny is bullshit. Some people say that the point of life is to be successful. Others say its to find love and have a family. Now, after hearing everyones way of putting it and thinking about it for the time I have been out here ALONE for three months by myself.....I think I've found the answer to the

Boys Listen Up!
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone's life. Pay attention. give her one of your shirts to sleep in. leave her cute text messages. kiss her in front of your friends. tell her she looks beautiful. look into her eyes when you talk to her. et her mess with your hair. just walk around with her. FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. look at her like she's the only girl you see. tickle her even when she says stop. hold her hand when you're around your friends and in private. let her fall asleep in your arms. get her mad, then kiss her. stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything. tease her and let her tease you back. stay up all night with her when she's sick. watch her favorite movie with her. kiss her forehead. Don't talk about other girls around her. If you love her, others shouldn't matter. when she's sad, hang out with her. let her know she's important. kiss her in the

More Of My Interest......
Most of the things I like... For Fun- I enjoy dancing,Kickin it with friends,Spending time with family, Talking walks, Reading, Good music ( of course )Love to laugh and cut up,I also love to be a lazy ass, The couch, me and popcorn and a great movie..And maybe oneday someone special. Music- In no particular order - Guns N' Roses, Scorpions, Nickelback, James Blunt, Pink Floyd, Hinder, Buckcherry, The Beatles, Chantal Kreviazuk, Imogen Heap, The Killers, Blue October, Taking Back Sunday, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Amy Winehouse, Relient K, Tenacious D, Snow Patrol, NIN, Metallica, Nirvana, Ozzy Ozbourne, Dio, Def Leppard, Chris Daughtry, The Panic Channel, Sugarcult, Dashboard Confessional, Porcupine Tree, The All-American Rejects, HIM, Evanescence, Whitesnake, Queen, Bon Jovi, Aerosmith, Uriah Heep, The Fray, Foo Fighters, Cascada, Ace of Base, Green Day, Tommy Lee, David Ford, Damien Rice, Jason Mraz, KT Tunstall, Avenged Sevenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Seether, Supertramp, 30 S

Husbandly Saying's :-)
"Will you marry me?" Really means.... "Both my roommates have moved out, I can't find the washer, and there is no more peanut butter." "Go ask your mother." Really means.... "I am incapable of making a decision." "I do help around the house." Really means.... "I once put a dirty towel in the laundry basket." "Hey, I've got my reasons for what I'm doing." Really means.... "And I sure hope I think of something pretty soon." "I can't find it." Really means.... "It didn't fall into my outstretched hands, so I'm completely clueless." "What did I do this time?" Really means.... "What did you catch me at?" "She's one of those rabid feminists." Really means.... "She refused to make my coffee." "I heard you." Really means.... "I haven't the foggiest clue what you just said, and am hoping desperately that I can fake it well enough so that you don't spend the next 3 days yelling at me." "You know I could never love anyone else." Really means.... "

Baby Please!
when you say you love me please baby mean it i dont want you to go i love you so. your my life my love my whole wide world what i would do to be all your i dont like to share my love with other girls your my baby your the one ive been waiting for my whole life baby please do go

Jack And Jill
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for a little fireside chat. He says, "Jack let me tell you something. On my Wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants and handed them to your mother, and I said, here try these on." So she did and said, "These just don't fit." So I replied, "...Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and always will. Ever since that night we have never had any problems." "Hmmm," says Jack. He thinks that might be a good thing to try. So on his honeymoon Jack takes off his pants and says to Jill, "Here try these on." So she does and says, "These just won't fit." So Jacks says,"Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Jill takes off her pants and hands them to Jack and says, "Here you try on mine. So he does and says, "I can't get into these." So Jill says, "Exactly. And if you don't change your attitude, you never will."

Do You?
Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Been Busy
I just wanted to let all my family and friends that I love them all and miss talking to every one of you but I have been so busy with work and moving that I have not had time to get on here and chat or send comments, just remember I miss you all and ill be back soon as I get settled in new home.... Love you all and Miss ya too, June (AKA)Plain and Simple

Subject: The Pants
Mike was going to be married to Karen so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, "Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, "Here - try these on." She did and said, "These are too big. I can't wear them." I replied,"Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will." Ever since that night, we have never had any problems. "Hmmm," said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try. On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, "Here - try these on." She tried them on and said, "These are too large. They don't fit me." Mike said, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, "Here- you try on mine." He did and said, "I can't get into your pants." Karen said, "Exactly. And if you don't change your smart-ass a

Stress...
I think about my life and where did it go... why do i take on more than i can chew... Am I that strong for everyone to lean on me.. why is it when i need them , they are too busy... Where did the time go , why is it flying by... why cant i just live with no worries, no stress.. I need a new job off my feet , no problems.. But today is today and tomarrow is almost here... life wont change because i am stuck , i try to move but maybe im not strong enough to actually move... I need to stop thinking or im gonna break down... well have fun , be safe..

Double Joy.........................
as i lay on the bed,, lights aut i felt a hand slideing on my pussy,,,, then another one on my breast..... slowely carressing me,,, his cock found my moth again... as i sucked to my joy another cock has now stared to fuck my pussy ,,,,going in and out at a furious pace.... OMG.... i was getting so wet i could hear the slapping of his cock i was suddenll surprised as the other one stared to try and fuck my ass.......... i bent over a little more then he slid his cock in my ass......... both going at once fucking me so deep and hard.... my clit was exploding at every motion............. the both unloaded inside me filling me with every drop off cum they had............ but then i asked for more....... nothing better than my holes fucked and filled, the end. .............

The Obedient Wife
There was a man who had worked all his life, had saved all of his > money, and was a real "miser" when it came to his money. > > Just before he died, he said to his wife... "When I die, I want you to > take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my > money to the afterlife with me." > > And so he got his wife to promise him, with all of her heart, that when > he died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him. > > Well, he died. > > He was stretched out in the casket; his wife was sitting there - > dressed in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. > When they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got > ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a moment!" > > > She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box an d put > it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they > rolled it away. > > So her friend said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enou

Spaghetti
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for Several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided In him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or His marriage, he would pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, He would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She Agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it Discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support Payments to begin. One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give I t to me and I'll explain it," he said. The wife Handed him the card and watched as her husband read the card, turned White and collapsed. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two

We'll Just Call It Someone
DARKSIDE SOMeone brings emptyness into my world. SOMeone brings pain to my heart. SOMeone brings thoughtlessness to my world. Someone brings abuse to my world. LIGHTSIDE SOMeone brings me hope that I needed. SOMeone brings me her smile. SOMeone brings beauty and noone compares to her. SOMeone brings her eyes and when I see them I am lost. SOMeone brings me happyness,knowing shes in my life. DARKSIDE SOMeone cannot bring herself to me.

Tribute To A Great Man
For those of you who don't know...My Grandpa passed away this morning This is for him. How do relate what you meant to me, when words can’t even come close? You are the one who was like a father to me when I had none You raised me, and taught me how to be a man You taught me to hunt, fish, and raise my own vegetables and how to live off the land, and survive if I had to. You taught me about honor and integrity and that a mans word is all he really has You taught me to take pride in what I do, in an honest days work and that all the riches in the world mean nothing if you aren’t a good person. You taught me that it isn’t about what you have, but what you are on the inside. You taught me about respect and the importance of being true to your word. You taught me that a lady should be treated like a lady until she proves herself otherwise You taught me about discipline and even though those lessons were tough sometimes, you always taught them with love. You taught me t

>first Time Sex
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and > > >> >> >have > > >> >> > > > >> >> >dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl > > >> >> > > > >> >> >announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go > > >> >> >out > > >> >> > > > >> >> >and make love for the first time . The boy is ecstatic, but he has > > >> >> > > > >> >> >never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get > > >> >> >some > > >> >> > > > >> >> >condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the > > >> >> >pharmacist > > >> >> > > > >> >> >helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there > > >> >> >is > > >> >> > > > >> >> >to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist > > >>asks > > >> >> > > > >> >> >the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or > > >>family > > >> >> > > > >> >> >pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will > > >>

Written By A Housewife From New Jersey And Sounds Like It! This Is One Upset Lady.
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are

A Letter I Wrote Long Ago To Be Read At My Fungeral When God Calls Me Home.
If you are reading this letter that means something has happened to me. I want everyone to be happy and not to worry about my absence, just remember I am watching over each and everyone of you. So technically I'm like Santa Claus, but without the suit. REMEMBER! Life can be a very precious thing so take advantage of what you got. Keep your head held high through thick and thin and never forget to smile once and awhile for a smile a day keeps sadness and despair away. Never look on the negative side always look for the positive, for no matter the problem their is always a good side to it, you just have to look for it. One thing that I ask of everyone is to have a good time after my funeral. And I know you probably are wondering how could i ask of that from you, well my reason is simple for I will be partying with each and everyone of you. I will miss each and everyone, so until we meet each other in heaven love, peace and happiness to each and everyone Love a

Subject: Blonde Moment
A surgeon went to check on his blonde patient after an operation. She was awake, so he examined her. "You'll be fine," he said. She asked, "How long will it be before I am able to have a normal sex life again doctor?" The surgeon seemed to pause, which alarmed the girl. "What's the matter Doctor? I will be all right, won't I?" He replied, "Yes, you'll be fine. It's just that no one has ever asked me that after having their tonsils out."

Very Adult Survey #1
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 5. Who was your fist true love? 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? 15. Are you aggressive or passive? 16. Ever been tied up? 17. Ever have a 3sum? 18. Ever participate in an orgy? 19. Do you like oral sex? a. give? b. receive? 20. How old were you when you 1st performed or received oral? 21. Any celebrities you would have sex with if you could? 22. Favorite position? 23.

Mid Life
Ok. > >I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a >great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great >menopause will be... Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own >and >would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or >maybe even just pushing your luck) you'll probably relate. > >Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us >plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. > >In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are >no >longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. > Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see >your rear without turning around. > >Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the >only time someone will ask you to appear topless. > Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube to

How Things Are Going
things are going ok for me lately but i wish things at work were much better. i work at the county nursing home and 3 yrs ago the people of the county voted to have a new nursing home built and agreed to have their taxes raised in order to have the new home built well here we are 3 yrs later and still no new home and we have no idea what the county board is thinking we get told one thing from them and then they do something else no one wants to bring their family to the nursing because they dont know what is going to happen and i cant say i blame them hopefully soon we will know something but i doubt it but i am sticking in there for now

333-444-11:11-222
I was looking around for other people that I might be able to help out with the number sequences. (333, 444, 1111, 222, 555) Mines always differant depending on what the Angels are trying to tell me. Your spirit has woken up inside of you. Ive been seeing these for over a year. At first I thought of it as a coincidence, or that I was going crazy. But after reading alot of books of people going through the same thing, and talking to people. I figured out some stuff. (333)= Father-Son-Holy Ghost Is Sending me a message (444)=Father-Son-Holy Ghost-Mary Magdelene Is Sending me a message (222) I found out is a sign of "The Cathers" Reunilting. Heres some books I read that will help explain alot. "The Messengers" By: Julie Ingram "Healing with the Angels" By: Doreen Virtue http://www.angeltherapy.com/ "The Magdalene Awakening" By: L. Shannon Andersen http://www.themagdaleneawakening.com/ "Angel Numbers" By Doreen Virtue The Angel Numbe

Got To Thank My Cowboy Taz For This Joke :)
The Photo on the Night Stand After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be Reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

Hey
well, we will just see what happens here, this place seems to move a lot quicker than my last home, for a guy with borderline A.D.D this should be fun. LMAO Well, im just going to stand back and see what happens. Have a good one tappers, and dont be afraid to reach out and touch me. Bwhahahhaa

Gf App.
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artist?3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead: 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped:

The End
i'm not sure when it happened,but after years of being hurt an in pain love no longer exist in my heart anymore. i feel no remorse, no pain, i no longer care, just waiting, an letting all the rage build up.an when i exsplode i'm going to release it all

Michael Dimitri And Alan Cooper's New Video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=naz8d84D390 These two guys are two fine musicians from WALES, U.K. I met them both via MYSPACE, while networking with as many musicians as I can. These two artists are prime examples of the quality musicians I like to meet and get to know..charley

In My Eyes..her..
IN MY EYES NOW 1.LIAR 2.BITCH 3.SLUTISH 4.SKANKY 5.WHORISH 6.2FACED 7.BACKSTABBER 8.THIEF 9.HEARTBREAKER 10.PLAYER 11.SCANDALOUS 12.USER 13.TRAMPY 14.CUNT 15.HOMEWRECKER 16.PIECE OF SHIT 17.DIRTY 18.TRIFLIN 19.LAZY 20.HOG 21.BIGGEST HYPOCRITE THEN 1.BESTFRIEND 2.CARING 3.TRUSTWORTHY 4.HONEST 5.FUN 6.KOOL 7.SWEET 8.ADVENTEROUS 9.CLEAN 10.REAL 11.FULL OF LIFE 12.BIG HEART 13.BEAUTIFUL 14.AWESOME THIS IS ABOUT SOMEONE..I HATE HER I CANT STAND HER SHE IS TRIFLIN STUPID CUNT AND I WILL GET EVEN SO SHE JUS BETTER BE CAREFUL ON WHO SHE HURTS NEXT TIME!

Lonesome Me
He's gone now I don't know what to do. He's left me out in the cold. Now my heart is so blue. Dear _______ where r u? She took your heart And I wanted it so bad. I may be happy for u but now i am sad to. Hoped and prayed that we could meet one day. You would look into my eyes and see that it was meant to be. But now u have taken your heart and left lonesome me.

Born
Just because my tears have stopped falling That doesnt mean my sadness is healing I'm merely feeling the presence of The cowardly side of myself That's settled into my heart But I want to keep believing In the beginning of my little dream Little by little, my heart Is beginning to walk forward Dragging even the pain along with it Even if I lose sight of tomorrow in confusion My thoughts and feelings Will still search for the future I'll tire myself out crying Shedding so many tears it will form a rainbow And at the end of that rainbow I'll be standing there born anew born~Miwako Okuda

Bit By Bit
Bit by bit your face Becomes numb to me, And I can see your Anger fighting for the floor. I can't be sure I can look in your eyes, And find peace there any more. Insanity is all I have, To keep me alive. So I find it in the coolest, Darkest place! Release the demons! I had come here to help you, But now there is nothing you can say That will keep me here, Long enough to pick up The pieces that crumbled From your angry tears.

I Need Your Help!!!
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Crazii Girls..in My Eyes!
crazy girls..IN MY EYES always willin to fight for somethin they shouldnt even worry about talk to a million guys and say they are all theres when they finally find a girl a crazii girl goes nuts and wants to kill them when they have a boyfriend they always sayin they "need breaks" they dont kno which way is up or which is down they say one thing and do another they cry and whine over every lil damn thing that goes wrong or right in there life they say they are gonna drop it but they dont they get on there mans/crushes myspace and start shit wit other females they dont ever have the story right or straight they leave a thousand and 1 comments for there "guy" to piss off other ppl THEY JUS DONT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER one day she has a bestfriend the next they hate each other they always tryin to take the TAKEN men they think the world owes them somethin they get pissed off at nothin they wanna have a baby wit a guy then wait till he/she is born and run off and then try

No Salute Boot 2
Okay, The Deleting has begun. Some of you asked that I wait for you to do your salutes so I have done that but I will not wait long. The time will come.. I must remove any possibility that my evil stalker might exist on my friends list. By driver1866 at 2007-06-24

Pleasurable Delight...........
as his cock fucking me it grew bigger and bigger till the full 12 inches were inside off me... pulsating and throbbing the head of his cock reach deep inside off my wetpussy.... as it hit me deep inside i maoned in exstacy.... i could feel his head getting ready to explode,,, the he stopped took it out and asked me if i wanted it in my sweet little ass,,, but before i could reply he bent me over and thrusted it inside me....WOW.what feeling my hole..... he fuckedme so hard my legs where shacking my heart was pounding ... and as he was about to cum, he asked me where i wanted his cum, i told him to fill my ass........ as he cam his hot cum filling my hole....then i put a finger inside my ass then took it out to taste him....... my ass is dripping now............ the end.............

Texas Verses Cali...go Texas
IT'S ALL BOUT TX. NOT CALI...HEHE... It's all about Texas today baby!! Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and that's how it is - I don't get snowdays off because there's only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they ge

Mother Earth
Silent tremors stain the glass before you. The ground is bleeding, shattering the pane. The shards are covering the Earth. Mother, I won't let this happen, I am all yours. Your body shall be clean of my pieces. Because I'm not hurt, I am okay, Life is hard, but so is the rain. The pavement knows the slap. The sound of the beat is like the drum Of my heart breaking. Contractions seem deliberate, confusion seems worse. Stradegy is hopeless, I'm gonna go bizurke. The shadows are covering, plastering the Earth. Mother, I won't let this happen, I am all yours, Your body shall be clean of my pieces. Because I am not hurt, I am okay, Life is hard, but so is the rain. The pavement knows the slap. The sound of the beat is like the drum Of my heart breaking.

When A Guy Misses You
When a girl misses you, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that you're not hers anymore. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later. When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's hoping that you're hers and only hers (it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, a million things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing you will be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " sh

Fyi
i wont be doing much typing for a while because i ractured my thumb today and having a hard time getting used to typing one handed...so if i dont answer right away its not you and im not ignoring you it just takes me longer...thanks all

Blah
Don't ya just hate it when you can't shake feelings for someone that ya know doesn't return them the same way? Frigging driving me nuts. Been trying for over a year now to shake caring too much for someone and still no blasted sucess. Even worse.....have said feelings for 2 people at same time. It sucks being polyamourus at times. Ironically, when I'm not in a relationship, I can love or overly care for up to 4 men at the same time (so far thats the max, thank Goddess!). Yet as soon as I hook up with someone, I'm pure monogomous. The others I cared for simply drop into friendship only. Its rather bizarre I know but thats how strict I am with myself on staying loyal to who I am with in serious relationships. I struggle to understand why the Goddess wants my life so weirded out. And of course don't it figure that writting isn't giving me my usual relief from thinking. BLAH (lmao at least I know what to title this one now) Have a good 4th USA'ers :)

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Realization
I ma not the only person to just get out of a bad relationship. Why should i feel so special? Although my getting out was a step up in self pride and esteem, others my not be as fortunate as me. I want friends and I want to be one. For any insecure, macho men that read this and scoff: EVERYONE knows why you act that way, think about it.

I'm In First Place!!!!! Currently 800 Votes Ahead!!
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! CURRENTLY 800 VOTES AHEAD!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 750+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profil

Help Comment Please :)
I AM IN A NEW CONTEST FOR SEXIEST MOM ON CT...CAN U STOP BY AN HELP ME OUT PLZ?! :) ANY HELP WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED AS 1ST PLACE GETS A BLAST!! LUV AN HUGS....HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO GET THERE...

Missing You
Thanks for the good times, and all the laughs. I'm going to miss you. I'm so glad that you were a part of my life. I don't have any memories of you that don't make me want to smile. Love you :] VENETA - Former teachers and classmates said Tuesday that they remember Joe Kenny as a fun-loving student who enjoyed pulling stunts and was voted "class clown" in his senior year at Elmira High School. Kenny, 20, died Saturday in Mosul, Iraq, in an undisclosed noncombat incident that remains under investigation, according to military officials at Fort Bliss, Texas. The Army specialist worked as an electronics devices repairman with the 4th Brigade Combat Team, 1st Cavalry Division. ................ Teacher Shannon Hart had Kenny in at least two of his English classes at Elmira High. "Joe easily stands out in my mind - he was a kid I really liked," Hart said. "He was a goofball, a jokester, but in a good way. He had sort of a daredevil personality." Hart said one of the funni

Cha0tic Drag0n & My Contest ..check It Out
Ok here is the deal. Texas Bitch and I are holding a Contest for the Very Best Morph or Tag done by someone on Cherry Tap. It can be of any Subject Matter as long as it is Safe For Work. This is a comment based contest and every rate whether it is a one or a ten will count as additional comment. The rules.... very simple * Most comments at end of contest wins 3 day blast * The two runner ups will receive a big pimpin gift based upon number of comments * If your pic is marked nsfw you out. So make sure it is a Safe For Work Morph or Tag. * Any contestant reaching @ least 3000 comments will receive a gift for their participation Contest will run from Saturday July 7th beginning at 8pm CST and conclude on Monday July 16th @ 10pm CST. Entries will be accepted up until Friday July 6th at 10pm CST to either Texas Bitch or myself. Here are the links to our Profiles.... Please submit your link to the Morph or Tag you would like to use to our emails....

Laceration
These edges cut worse than any knife. The penetration goes deeper with each word. Your eyes say more than words can say They show me the blood you're truely bleeding. Your skin kindles more than the embers of any fire. I thirst for any drop of you I can get. The blessings that are present, With every step that I take, Knowing you're always at close quarters, I can always plead for your acknowledgement. Seething memories are the only things holding me back. I require your hands to encircle my face, Not letting go, until I need your hands there. Please, glue back the pieces, You know where they were found. I will beg any way I can. And let you take control. I am going to stand up proudly Next to you, My will making them suffer.

"like A Dream"
Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare You're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

To My Best Friends
I HAVE BEEN HAVING A REALLY HARD DAY. FEELING AS IF EVERYTHING IS CRUMBING DOWN AROUND ME. BUT I HAVE SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE BEEN TALKING ME OUT OF IT. AND I THANK THEM FOR IT........ GIRL YOU ARE THE BEST....I LOVE YA KIDDO YOU SEXY ASS TEXAS MAN...ONE OF THESE DAYS I AM GONNA GET MY HANDS ON YOU AND YOU ARE GONNA BEG ME TO STOP OUTLAW....DAMN HONEY HUSH

Who's In Charge???
A Submissive's Ethics "I'm in charge" This is a realization that some submissives have from the beginning and that hits others like a thunderbolt. The Dominant has Control, but the submissive chooses to be under it. The submissive chooses to kneel, and sets limits within which the Dominant controls what happens. In time, trust grows and the scope of that control will grow with it. In a sane, safe and consensual relationship, a submissive has control over how far she submits and within what limits. It is confidence in this control, which is expressed as trust in her Dominant, that allows her to truly submit. This includes having control over: safe sexual practices; stages in the transfer of power; the involvement of witnesses or participants; the creation of photographed, videotaped or other evidence of activities. A submissive also has the right to be well and truly used, to have as much power as she wants to give taken, and to be taken on

Fall
Suddenly things don't make sense, I crave the blood, the warmth, And yet need the coldness, the emptiness, the blank stares. I want to understand this, Need to find the answers, But how can I do this, When my eyes are closed tightly. And all I see is the shapes that Know my name so well. How can I go on one more second And still smile to your face? I always tremble in your presence, Afraid of what's to be said. I always run from your shadow, There's no detail to your face. It started melting slowly, As the sun came out to play. The shiney glimpse of release, Seem to cut me right in two. Then sewed me back together, Giving me sanction to forget you. I know I made a promise, But I don't think you'll call. I think you have your own ideas, It's time for me to FALL! I'll wrap my arms around you, Just once more you see, Then I will smile as I let go, Please just let me be.

Eadible Delight.....
as he places the blindfold on me, , me body was quivering not knowing what was going to happen... sudenly his cock was in my mouth fucking it,, i was sucking it so hard... his hands were on my pussy feeling my clit sliding his fingers inside me. then he pulled his cock out and not knowing what was going to happened excted me. then his cocked pierced my pussy full force,, my back arched inthe air as his massive staff fucked my harder and harder and deeper than any time before.... i came with suck force that i squirted all over his cock... then he again put his cock in my mouth so i could taste my cum and unloaded inside my mouth thus i tasted both of us, MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.THE END.

Jealousy
Go ahead and talk, say all the things that you feel the need to say. Look at my photographs and make jokes thinking that on some level it will ruin my day. Pick my life apart piece by piece, find flaws where you may. Remember though that in the end it is you that will pay. See jealousy is the utmost form of praise, compliment me all you like. I take your words with grains of salt, they mean nothing coming form a nasty dyke. The names that you'd love to have are mine as is the voice on the other end of the mic. So continue please make me that much more important than I am with each strike. DO your words harm me..why no, in fact I find them quite amusing. Does the anger and bitterness scold me..well no it's only words that your abusing. I know that your life must be strange and so confusing. I am the one gaining strength the power you thought you held, your slowly losing.

How Old Were You?
1. Fell in love – 16 2. Lost your virginity - 16 3. Got drunk - 20 5. Got French kissed - 12 6. Went to the hospital for surgery- 21 7. Got your heart broken badly - 20 8. Lost a pet - little 9. Got arrested - working on it. 10. Smoked a Cigarette -7 11. Broken a bone - 23 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Got your own mobile phone - 21 14. Got a speeding ticket - 18 15. Got a MySpace account - 24 16. Snuck out of the house - Didn't have to take such drastic measures 17. Pierced other than your ears - 22 18. Got a tattoo – 22 19. Bought porn – 19 but watched it way before that. 20. Went to a club - 22 21. Transfered to a new school - 13 22. Totaled a car - Haven't (knocking on wood) 23. Moved out of your parents house - 19 24. Drove more than 100 miles alone - 18 25. How old are you now - 25

Im's With Idiots
IM's with idiots..... **for those who have never read an episode of these, please note anything in ( ) is simply thinking in my head and names are changed of course idiot: don't you hate sundays? me: not really (what ever happened to "hello"?) idiot: I hate them idiot: are you one of those preachy bible in your face jesus bitches (refrain from going off) me: no, no I am not idiot: thank god (god?? ok... I am lost) I hate those people idiot: I mean, if jesus was so damn important he would have his own national holiday or something.. you know, jesus day. (wtf? surely he is not serious, ...he can't be serious!) me: lol... are you freaking for real? umm. he technically has 2 idiot: no he doesn't, you got to be lying gurl (gurl?? ohhh nooooo...) what they called then? me: christmas and easter idiot: 4 real? me: (go away.....) yes few moments pass... idiot: damn you are hot! (BINGO! THERE IT IS! knew it was coming) me: thank you I suppose idiot: if you aint no j-fre

Is This Another Suzy Tranny
HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*CT.GODFATHER**in GA.*@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'AKA Prtyeyes/ I Support Our Military!! CT Sis of Sparksguy42' on '2007-06-30 14:17:54') (repost of original by 'Heavnessence( PLEASE RATE AND FAN.. WILL RETURN RATE AND FAN..)' on '2007-06-30 16:20:17') (repost of original by '*~Alice in Wonderland™~*' on '2007-06-30 16:40:29') (repost of original by 'out boating... b

To All My Prospective Students
7/1/2007 Dear readers: Mercury retrograde messed up my files and I have lost all the names, email addresses and telephone numbers of all my prospective students. I am asking you please to RE-submit your information ASAP for the upcoming Astropsychology courses. Please send me your information again by email at dr.turi@cox.net If you consider joining us physically EITHER IN Hawaii or Sedona do so ASAP. You are also strongly advised to take the course by mail, its cheaper, better and you can still join us for FREE whenever where ever I will be teaching next. Get the 16 CD, 4 DVD, all my books, exams, printed materials, audio tapes etc. by mail and START right away to build Cosmic Consciousness. Keep reading my newsletters for more information on those courses and if you know someone interested in my teachings please forward them this newsletter. Sign up, it free! Click here Thank you all Dr. Turi Celebrating the New Dragon's Head entrance i

Sick Puppies - All The Same
don't mind where you come fromAs long as you come to meI don't like illusions I can't seeThem clearlyI don't care no I wouldn't dareTo fix the twist in youYou've shown me eventuallyWhat you'll doI don't mind…I don't care…As long are you're hereGo ahead tell me you'll leave againYou'll just come back runningHolding your scarred heart in handIt's all the sameAnd I'll take you for who you areIf you take me for everythingDo it all over againIt's all the sameHours slide and days go byTill you decide to comeAnd in between it always seems too longAll of a suddenAnd I have the skill, yeah I have the willTo breathe you in while I canHowever long you stayIs all that I amI don't mind…I don't care…As long are you're hereGo ahead tell me you'll leave againYou'll just come back runningHolding your scarred heart in handIt's all the sameAnd I'll take you for who you areIf you take me for everythingDo it all over againIt's always the sameWrong or rightBlack or whiteIf I close my eyesI's all the sameIn

Robisue Needs You!!!
BEING THE WONDERFUL SIS I AM...LOL...I ENTERED ROBISUE IN A GIFT GIVEAWAY....NO TIME LIMIT...PLZZZ STOP BY AND HELP IF YOU CAN....SHE REALLY WANTS A MANSION...SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE SO LET'S GET THIS FOR HER...THANKS TO ALL WHO HELP becbec

To You
there have been many people on ct that have stopped by my page,rated me, fanned , have been added to my friends list and there are ones that are on my family list. i want to say thank you to all that have been on a regular basis stopping by to say hi and leave comments. makes my day. there a few that i do want to say a very special thank you to.... papa harley,,,you always are there for me,your advice, opinion's and constant caring has helped me through a few difficult times,,much lov to you katt,,you are a no bullshit kind of person, i thank you for being a good friend and support. josey my night time cookie muncher,,thanks so much for being my knight on a harley,,always ready to defend my honor,,lov ya clint ,,what can i say you are always , always there for me , i haven't met someone like you in a very long time. you take the time to listen to me, make me laugh, comfort me when i cry, you are one of the sweetest and nicest guys on here, there isnt anything that you

Oops From Uppsala
I'm staying in Uppsala, Sweden, home of the largest and oldest university in Sweden. It's a short train ride from Stockholm so it makes a good base for exploration of this part of the country. Today I got a behind the scenes tour of the Nobel Prize museum and all the information I will need when I win one! NOT. Last week we spent several days in Copenhagen and then returned to Sweden. On Wednesday, I take a ship to Helsinki, Finland and then a couple of days later return to Stockholm, Philadelphia and home. Can't get used to the light here. It's 11:00 PM and still light. Miss you guys (and gals) and I'll be talking to you soon! J

Poetry
ORGASM GARUNTEE" THIS A CERTIFIED WAY TO GET YOUR MAN TO GIVE YOU THAT BIG ORGASM 1.START KISSING LIKE YOU USUALY DO 2.MEN LIKE TO BE KEPT GUESSEN,SO TEASE HIM A LIL MORE THAN USUAL 3.WEAR SOMETHING TIGHT BUT EASY TO TAKE OFF LIKE SOME NIGHT TIME CLOTHES THAT U WEAR AROUND THE GIRLS 4.LET HIM TAKE HIS TIME TO TAKE IT ALL OFF THAT WAY WHILE HE IS DOING THAT YOU GET MORE WETTNESS 5.TALK DIRTY TO HIM TO LET HIM KNOW THAT YOU REALY WANT HIM TO PUT IT DOWN LIKE HE NEVER HAS 6.THEN SLOWLY GET HIM TO TURN ON HIS BACK AND CLIMB ONTOP OF HIM 7.KEEP TALKING DIRTY AND KISSING HIM UNTIL HE GRABZ THE HELL OUT OF YOUR ASS AND SQUEEZES,THAT MEANS HE IS READY 8.BUT DONT LET HIM INSIDE YOU JUST YET,SLOWLEY GRIND ON HIS DICK UNTIL YOU ARE WET AS YOU WANNA BE 9.THEN START KISSING HIS CHEST AND STOMACHE(IF YOU ARE THE TYPE TO GIVE HIM ORAL PLEASURE THEN DO SO)BUT YOU ARE NOT THE TYPE TO THEN JUST KISS THE TIP OF HIS DICK 10.THEN U GET OFF OF HIM AND AND TELL HIM WHAT U WAN

Comments
i love the comments you guys send me, but for the ones who keep sending me women, can you please send me men instead? lol i would rather look at men also im making eggplant parmesian and boy is it yummy lol and can someone please buy me a blast? i need something to do lol