"The American Love Dream"
All the things that surround my life and all the things that keep me busy still can't keep my mind off you.
There's so many painful feelings that fill my heart whenever I think about you.
You promised so much.
But where's your end of the bargain?
Why did you waste all the time and effort into making me believe I could trust you?
Making me believe you were the one for me.
And making me fall for you blindly.
God, I was so blind!
How could I have been so fucking stupid?
And that's all I can chalk this up to...
is a stupid lack of good judgement.