I am flabbergasted. I have spent a great deal of time building walls and mazes to shield my heart from getting broken. Along comes a man, for whatever reason walked right through all of those and melted places in my heart that hadn't ever seen the light of love. Wholly I put my trust in this man. I believed it when he told me that he loved me ... that he had never known a love like mine before. That his greatest wish had been realized, a true love and a great mate for the rest of his days.
Yet here I sit not a scant few moments of life later. Holding the pieces of my broken heart. As I peer into that abyss, its seems that all of the color has drained out of my life again. I have already begun to doubt my worth.
