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Waiting To Be Found
Waiting to be FoundI fell into the shadowsI got lost within the painStraying from the light(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundAlone in the darknessReaching towards the lightConcealed by the shadows(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind me Love meLeave meWaiting to be foundWith an empty stare I waitFear locks me in this placeI am left within my thoughts (And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove me Leave meWaiting to be foundMoonlight through the windowPassing through my veil of tearsIlluminate my tattered soul(Still waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundStill waiting to be found….

Just Another Manic Monday
It's Monday, January 30 2012.Today, I need to finish laundry. I need to clean the carpet in the living room and laundry room.Lunch today is a taco salad, sans the taco/tortilla chips and sour cream.Concerning food.... I've been on a serious health kick lately, I'm trying to lose weight, I've cut caffine completely out of my life.I'm going to eat NOTHING but a cup of salad and 6 oz of meat per meal. No more processed foods. Speaking of processed foods...I'm weird I know, I've decided to start eating more fresh/organic foods. Incorporate more fresh fruits. Now, please understand, I'm picky about what I eat, for example...I do not like green beans from a can or a bag. I like them fresh. Now I'll eat bean sprouts from a can but I'd prefere fresh ones, sometimes they are hard to come by. I'm NOT eating anything with wheat, barely or rye. Which means I'll be eating rice bread or corn if I eat bread at all. I'm gona eat more yogurt and drink more milk, yes to some of you it's yucky but

Thinking Out Loud @ 0521
I keep hearing how I should change my attitude towards life and people and things. I just have one question. What good can come from me changing my attitude when even if I changed it the world and people in it stay the same?

A Pets 10 Commandments
1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you. 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it. 7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak. 9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old. 10. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can't be

Cyber Lesson
No one came up with rules on how to enjoy social networking sites, like Fubar. But personally, one shouldn't enter this site in the hopes of finding their one true love. I didn't say it's wrong, we just shouldn't get our hopes up or expect that there's one member on here who is made especially just for us. Chill. Take it one day at a time. Enjoy making friends, levelling up, or hitlisting someone on FuMafia. If you pressure yourself on finding that special person, it could go downhill from there. There are lucky souls on here who had their happy ending. I can't say I am truly lucky (I hope), but I found a guy who COULD be the one and who makes me happy. Reality check: He is from North California and I am from Manila, Philippines. I can't say what the future holds for us both, but sometimes you just gotta take that crazy leap of faith, you know? Let's just say I like living on the edge and this person is worth spending all my time with. Wish me luck, please? I really didn't come her

Mtv Online Relationship Documentary. Interested? Read More..
So I came upon this information here and it might interest some of you or someone that you know real life, here, etc. What they are trying to do is start a film documentary about online relationships from people that have never met or have some dramatic online-relationship situation, be it good or bad. Kind of like "16 and pregnant." Bad example I know but it's that kind of MTV themed show... Here's the screenshot of his facebook posting and his facebook link below to contact: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Nev-Schulman/146979968664283 I think this would interest quite a few Fubarians. Upon contact make sure you tell them where you got this information from. If you receive a form to fill out be sure to either hard link this blog: http://fubar.com/real-fu-kin-life/b56627 Fubar itself: fubar.com Or if you have any further questions, feel free to contact the happy fellow below and he will be more than happy to help you out if: esixfiddy@ fubar I want to state

Another Day Not In Paradise
Dear Diary....monday woken at 6am cos spotty screaming kid arriving soon..... feel like shit....sneezing,aching, head bunged up oh deep joy.....posties just been and as always nothing for me.....its freezing cold outside so im staying inside snug inside me dressing gown, no cash means no trips out.....done jobsearch tho whats the point when i have no fukkin home!!!!!......vips gone so not even havin fun in fu as always ur invisible tis bad enuff if ur not running ability blings but now i have no vip im even more invisible, oh well such is life.....

Pet Boarding Facility In Your Absence
Many of us do not know where to leave our dog or cat when we are away. There could be so many reasons why we are unable to take care of our pet for a particular time. For example – 1. A pet owner might be going away on a vacation. 2. They might need to take an urgent business trip. 3. They might be ill. 4. And so many other reasons... In such a situation, it is important to have a reliable place where you can leave your pet. A pet boarding facility is surely one place that you should consider. They can offer your pet several advantages as there are many pets there. If you are not sure which pet boarding facility is the right one for your pet, then you can ask your friends, relatives or other people you know and find a reliable pet boarding facility. Otherwise, the Internet can give you a good option to find a pet boarding facility. There are sure to be many options no matter where you reside. There are several places that you should consider on the Internet and you

Kerala And Its Amazing Tourist Destinations And Attractions
Kerala is the most favorite tourist destination which easily elates the vacationers from all over the globe for their fanciful vacation. Tourist from every length and breadth of the world comes to visit this state in entire number throughout the year. Honeymooners, leisure vacationers, family, group and numerous others easily attract the tourist from all over the globe for their outstanding vacation. The romantic scenery, wonderful atmosphere, shimmering backwaters, secluded beaches, well organized houseboats, exotic flora and fauna, wonderful resorts, excellent hotels, fascinating beach resorts and numerous alike easily attract all sorts of vacationers. The wonderful state of Kerala which is flanked between the Western Ghats and gorgeous Arabian Sea truly is a paradise in this country, situated in the south of India. There are spectrum of tourist attractions and destinations which easily elate the vacationers and which enhance the Kera

Its Only - 951
Never taking that road again, found myself turned inside out once more living in sin. Only way out was pain, hard hitting, forget the blood once more living in vain. I have a picture of you, in my mind and in my heart you are fully clothed too. But don't seem right, to hold on, to keep dreaming need to accept the cold at night. Are you uncomfortable yet, it isn't my goal, I'd love if it wasn't true please never forget. Trial and error thats the key, ecstasy and pain, morning and evening hey, hey its only me. This is more than it ever may seem, I need you to understand its only day dream.

‘top Gear’ Host Jeremy Clarkson Vandalized While Sleeping In The Sun (repost)
I’m not going to pretend that I know who this dude is or that I have even heard of his show, but he looks like a twat, so I am glad he got owned. Apparently Jeremy fell asleep in the sun and someone recognized him and spruced up his forehead a little. The prank happened on the Isle of Man when dumbass fell asleep on the beach: Clarkson, who has a holiday home on the island, was enjoying the sun when he fell into a deep sleep, leaving his face, feet and hands painfully burnt. Worse was to come for the unlucky broadcaster, however, when pranksters spied Clarkson and spelt out an insult in sun cream on his forehead. I think I would at least try and cover it up a little, get some bronzer fool!

How To Make Mormon Porn (repost)
If you are a Mormon, you are forbidden from looking at pornography, but some forward thinking Mormons are getting around this divine providence by a technique called "bubbling" in which any clothed female can be made to look naked.

House Drama
We looked at 3 offers yesterday; rejected 2 (a cash offer of $285,000 and a USDA financed counter offer of $280,000) and are sitting on a third (the First Time Home Buyer) of $292,000 until Monday @ 5PM. Because we showed our house 7 times over Sat / Sun, we feel there's a chance an offer could come in sometime Monday. Well, the USDA offer we rejected decided to accept our original counter offer of $292,900 (which he had actually REJECTED when he countered @ $280,000) . I guess he saw the REJECTED on his counter and panicked. He sure came up with a lot of money very suddenly. So our Realtor called FTHB's Realtor to tell her that our counter had been accepted by the USDA Buyer. And the other Realtor said, "Hold it!" What a mess! I guess it makes sense that this can't happen. Our counter was null and void when he countered. So now our Realtor has to call Legal to find out what to do. I think the guy needs to write up a new offer for $292,900 if he wants the house. We would love that. B

Bensohurst
If you are from Bensohurst, You are raised by your parents to expect more out of life then they had. You are raised to go out into the world and experience more than what your parents did, so you do exactly this. Threw out your life you try to become something more than just the kid from Bensonhurst. One day you wake up and realize that the best thing you ever were is that kid from Bensonhurst and that home is home and you miss all that made you the core person you are today. You may be Italian, you may be Spanish or you may be Jewish (to name a few) and we may be loud but we are honest and we would lay down our lives in a second for our family and friends. I am that kid from Bensonhurst and I'm proud of it!!!

The Shit List (repost)
Ghost ShitYou know you've done a shit. There's shit on the toilet paper, but none in the toilet.Teflon ShitComes out so slick, clean and easy that you don't even feel it. No trace of shit on the paper. You have to look in the toilet to make sure you did something.Glue ShitThis has the consistency of hot tar. You wipe your arse 12 times and it's still not clean. You end up putting toilet paper in your jocks so that you don't stain them. This kind of shit leaves permanent skid marks in the toilet.Second Thought ShitYou're all done wiping, and you're about to stand up when you realise....you've got more.Pop A Vein In Your Head ShitThe kind of shit that killed Elvis. It doesn't come out till you're all sweaty, trembling and purple from straining so hard. Weight Watchers ShitYou shit so much, you lose several kilos.Right Now ShitYou had better be within 30 seconds of a toilet. You burn rubber getting to the toilet. Usually it has its head out before you can get your pants down. King

Everyday Paparazzi: Funny Photos Of Our Favorite “oops” Moments (not For Kids - Repost)
Everyday Paparazzi: Funny Photos of Our Favorite “Oops” Moments (not for kids) by Anastasia on January 19, 2010 · 36 comments in Animals, People, Photos Some things in life just aren’t meant to be captured on film. Yet in the age of digital cameras and camera phones, there always seems to be someone around just waiting to take a picture of your most embarrassing moments! Whether you’re resting on a beach or going home after work, the people around you always have their cameras with them. Be careful. Otherwise you might end up featured in our next paparazzi photostream! Enjoy these unforgettable moments and share them with your friends.

Angel Above Us
U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH WONDER WHAT U DOING NOW IN HEAVEN AND WONDER WHAT U ARE THINKING NOW .U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH NOT SAYING GOODBYE OR LOVE YOU ONE MORE TIME . NOW U ARE HEAVEN WITH UR LOVE ONE THAT U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH. U HAVE LEFT US THINKING WHAT WE COULD DONE SAVE U FASTER AND KEEP U SAFET LOT BETTER . NOW U ARE IN HEAVEN WITH UR LOVE ONE WATCH US DOWN HERE ON EARTH AND GUIDEN US IN UR OWN WAY. U HAVE LEFT US HERE ON EARTH LOST AND MISS U EVERY DAY AND EVERY MIN OF OUR LIFE .

Me, Another Couple And My Husband...
Me and my husband met a couple in a local bar, started up conversation and played a few games of pool. It turned out to be girls against guys; my husband was pretty good in pool and so was I; with a few drinks in me. Paul and Cathy were pretty good also, I kept noticing Cathy's butt in those tight jeans of hers. Then again, Paul's 501's were tight in all the right places and made me drool to see the way these jeans managed to make his "package", look very inviting. Cathy seemed to like the way my husband looked, but his attitude towards new people was all wrong. I was hoping he wouldn't ruin my chance with this couple. The night took off well and I asked these two to our room in our motel to finish with cocktails and good conversation. Before we left the bar, however, both Cathy and I went to the little girls room to make sure we still looked presentable enough for our guys. While at the sink, I looked at Cathy in the mirror and asked, "are these drinks getting you as horny as they

By Sharing These Things I Rip My Heart Out. It's Worth My Time, Whatever That Means.
Is this the best year of your life?Maybe not this year, but it's got potential to be a pretty kick ass year. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?Went to see who was in the living roomIs anything bothering you?NahDoes anyone annoy you?Few peopleWould you like things to go ‘back to normal’ with a certain someone?Yeah. Not with me, but I really wish my brother and best friend can go back to being really good friends. Crazy how breakups can really affect somebody's relationships. Everything used to be so easy What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?Read a bookIs life good?Getting betterDo you remember who you liked on New Years?YeahDo you still like them?KindaDo you still speak to them?YepTold your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?YeahAre you dating the last person you kissed on the lips?NoWould you go out with someone right now if they asked?NoThree days from now will you be in a relationship?NoooopeIf someone l

Kharma
KarmaDo You remember me or have you forgotten? I've come back to surprise you,and haven't you on more then one occasion,But am I the one to blame? You've cursed and called me all the wrong names , but yet that's what you get.A lot of people have often gotten me confused with "Payback", but my true name is Karma.And I'm the one that will tap into your conscious and ask you "Do you remember that?" I don't believe in getting even because that will only equal the score, Then there is no lesson Learned.I'll make you shed tears and let them see you sweat. I'll repay you double and ten times the complication that you calised me. I have perfected the art of inflicting hardship when you least expect it, Or could it be when you thought I've forgot?I've waited days,Months,and somtimes even years to give you what you got coming. And to put bad in front of your luck.. Isnt that what you deserve?I Always get my chance and as the world turns It always spins in my direction,Because what co

Lost Poetry
Her love is like a swimming poolwinter comes and it's no use to you Her love is like a suicide Lose your faith and it takes your lifeHer love is like a Merry-Go-RoundSpins you in circles then it knocks you downHer love is like cheap alcoholMorning comes and you don't remember at allHer love is like a Cheshire CatAt first so friendly but at you it laughsHer love is like a passionate kissAt first so sweet then it takes your breathHer love is like the stars aboveYour guiding light always leaves you lostHer love is like Jesus ChristNo matter how much faithYou still die on the cross.---Nikki Sixx----

Kharma Can Be A B*#$@
KarmaDo You remember me or have you forgotten? I've come back to surprise you,and haven't you on more then one occasion,But am I the one to blame? You've cursed and called me all the wrong names , but yet that's what you get.A lot of people have often gotten me confused with "Payback", but my true name is Karma.And I'm the one that will tap into your conscious and ask you "Do you remember that?" I don't believe in getting even because that will only equal the score, Then there is no lesson Learned.I'll make you shed tears and let them see you sweat. I'll repay you double and ten times the complication that you calloused me. I have perfected the art of inflicting hardship when you least expect it, Or could it be when you thought I've forgot?I've waited days,Months,and sometimes even years to give you what you got coming. And to put bad in front of your luck.. Isn't that what you deserve?I Always get my chance and as the world turns It always spin

Missing You
For a long time I didnt know what I had. Taking you for granted Not approving of all of your actions, But at the time I was only a child. And as the old folks say When I was a child I thought as a child, I spoke as a child, But when I became an adult I put childish things away. So as I grew up I forgave you for those things that I couldnt understand. Growing closer and closer to you not knowing that our time was growing short. You showed me how a real man is supposed to stand up and take responsibilities of his actions. And for this I love you. You showed me what a real man is supposed to do and how he is supposed to take care of his family. And for this I love you. You were the first physical man that ever accepted me and loved me. And for this I love you. You were the first physical man that I ever loved in return. And for this I love you. No one could ever replace you although some have tried. But they just dont understand the role or the shoes that they must fill

{the Sexual You}section Of Thre Ultimate Me Suvey
{The sexual you}SectionAre you a virginno Do you remember your first time yes i was 13 years old If you could change your first, would you yes Favorite Position doggie and reverse cowgirl Foreplay or Role play both Rough or sensualdepend on parteners prefrence Have you ever had a one night standsyes severail Do you prefer to make love or f*ck oh i prefer to make love but not apposed against a good fuck every now and then Do you like kissing during sexi love the whole ball of wax the kissing the holdin the snuggelling Would you consider yourself loud or quiet lol both it depends on secumstances Do you moan yes and curl my toes lmao Do you like to talk dirty yes Do you like to have your hair pulled lol what hair Do you like to be spanked oh hell yeah How many sexual partners have you had in the last month none Could you live without sex lol i am now lmao Do you like oral sexsyes giveing and reciveing How many times have you had sex in one day lol 8 on a bet

Schizophrenia
Darkness falls on to the mind of a man his emotions all fade to black as if blinded from a hot iron. His soul tarnish from years of pain and anger caused by his own blood. Tears never come anymore, no empathy, no remorse just dull pain from a broken back and voices that scream through his mind like banshees wailing whom rarely relent for a moment of silence. Struggling through the voices to find his true conscience he breaks inside every time they scream for self mutilation and despair. Then at night his eye's play tricks on him the shadows come in the dark everyone being just around the next corner. Though not scared of the dark or the shadows that lurk just inside, he does become scared in crowds of people sometimes as their faces contort into demonic masks of death. Sometimes he has conversations with others he never remembers having. Always struggling constantly to stay in the realm of reality, people look at him as if he is a monster. Very rarely finding true peace with in himse

Bad Friends And Choices I Made No Regrates
Bad friends gather quickly with plansAt your expenseFonder memories gather in guttersIt was there in the faces all alongThe truth you didn't seeFor want of friendsLoneliness does thatOn dreary days when yourself is lockedAwayA hundred miles away and disappearingReplacing your space with bad friendsPassing the timeLong enough for yourself to go awayAnywhere just not near... But really all you want to do is die.... in my last blog i talked a little on my younger days with my family granted it wasent good but there were some good days just to few and inbetween,my mother wasent that bad she was,a lonely lady then liveing ina male domanated world,controled with drugs and alcholal,Trieing to raise four oxies of sons lol ,and yes she drank which gave her a poor choicies in her life, from bad men to bad friends she was held down . well we're not talking about my mom ,but she is a fine women,and has changed a lot i do love my mother and respect all that she has done and gone through wit

Finding Your Pleasures
Fingers gingerly dance Devoting promises kiss Upon fire’s canvas Patchouli oils emit Seductive whispers Curvaceous softness As lavender hues Sighs & moans echo Into the stellular sky Finding your pleasures Endless caressive muse Clandestine treasures Erogenous gates yearn Your thighs belonging Spreading your fortress Opening volcanic secrets

Your Home Computer.
In less than six years yours and mine home p.c. will be able to think faster and learn faster than the human mind. I would like to know what your thoughs or fears are about this or if you have any concerns at all.

I Normally Do Not Do This But Please Help!
About a week ago, a friend of my little sister, was stabbed by an ex-boyfriend. We are passing around a donation list, whether it's a dollar or so, please help. And a petition, to help stop monsters like her ex-boyfriend stay off the streets. This is all for a good cause, if you could find it in your hearts to please help out as much as you can my friends. Any PayPal donations can be deposited to edohme@aol.com http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/melissas-law--mandatory-monitoring-of-violent-domestic-offendersrestraining-orders/

New Auction
I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather I wanted a winter auction or a Valentines Day auction so I created a mumm. THe votes were surprisingly in favor of a Valentines Day theme hense the red script. so this is how it is going to work. All entries must be in to me no later than Feb 5th the Auction will run from the 5th to the 14th. All contestants have the right to refuse any bid. Please do not ask to be pulled from the auction before it is over. All bidding will start at 10 million fubucks, sorry no exceptions. I realize some of you are above fubucks bidding but guess what? I don't care. If you are really better than a fubuck bid then no one will bid less than 165 credit bling pack on you and you won't have to worry if someone only bids 10 mil. I will not start anyone out at a higher rate than the rest. it is unfair and demeaning to the less popular people on fubar. So lets get this thing started. Fee = 2 credits (if unable to come up with 2 credits and st

Sad But True
im just trying to set the story straight,,,there is to many people here in fubar that fall to easy for lies and game players,,,im here to say it happened to me twice and both times has cost me alot,,im very easy to get along with ,i can be your friend or your enemy or nothing at all,,i like to help out when and where i can,,,problem is i get close easy and very easily hurt i try to give my all to everyone and it seems 8 out of 10 times i getfucked over,,,but when i do i go by the old sayin what comes around goes around,,,there is a certain couple people that have hurt and played me so hard ,,i i forgave and kept the friendship till lately,,the other who 99%of fubar knows what kind of person she is ,cut to deep and the cut wont be repaired now she is spreadin lies and adding her own versions to things to make me look bad and all its doing is hurting herself. yes i love the game on fubar but get very sick of the drama,,a certain fubar whore which will remain nmeless but you all know who

Time For Another Auction
I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather I wanted a winter auction or a Valentines Day auction so I created a mumm. THe votes were surprisingly in favor of a Valentines Day theme hense the red script. so this is how it is going to work. All entries must be in to me no later than Feb 5th the Auction will run from the 5th to the 14th. All contestants have the right to refuse any bid. Please do not ask to be pulled from the auction before it is over. All bidding will start at 10 million fubucks, sorry no exceptions. I realize some of you are above fubucks bidding but guess what? I don't care. If you are really better than a fubuck bid then no one will bid less than 165 credit bling pack on you and you won't have to worry if someone only bids 10 mil. I will not start anyone out at a higher rate than the rest. it is unfair and demeaning to the less popular people on fubar. So lets get this thing started. Fee = 2 credits (if unable to come up with 2 credits and st

Rejection And Some Other Stuff
Why does he keep her a secret? He says he love her and wants to be there for her but he keeps her a secret? Is he ashamed of her? For her it feels like rejection. Eventually, she will give up and move on but her heart never will, so in the end she looses everything. Now the same goes for men. Only when women do this they are a lil more vindictive. A man will sell off everything he owns to be with her. He will spend thousands on her to show his love for her when he does, she flies the coop. Men feel rejection too, only their rejection turns to bitter hatred of all woman. The male heart turns to ice. I LOVE YOU (Meaning in love) 3 little words that can hurt. 3 little words that are a sharp blade that wounds and the wound always bleeds. 3 little words that shatters the heart. 3 little words that cause a person to become broken. Be proud of the love you found. If you love her/him treat them right. Show her/ him you care because

Ummm Hello?
Im loosing respect for people every min of everyday lately. Im not understanding how people can be this way. How their little fucking minds are wrapping around the stupid shit that they are getting themselves into. How they can see logic in any of the actions. What the hell happened to commitment, respect, love any of it?? someone tell me where the hell it all went to. cause im sure as hell not seeing it anymore. I see so many people getting themselves into fucked up mind fucked situations. I myself have got stuck in the middle of one. But no more. My mind is clear and im seeing things for what they really are. And trust me if you seen them how i see them you wouldnt want to. cause all i see is stupid people doing stupid things, with more stupid things. and its creating huge messes. examples (sorry if this is fixing to offend anyone) but let me get this out there....... how on earth can you sit there and honestly think that the person your in "love" with (or like alot) will in any

Me
i am a submissive...not a switch not a top i dont flip flop. i'v been in lifestyle for 6 years i know how to behave in public and at home..i wasnt "born" a submissive events and relationships throughout my life have shaped how i do things im passive by nature and love to please however . i have a mind and opinions and most of all feelings, i am obedient once i'v submitted . i give Respect where its Earned and Courtesy in any other instance. i am loyal loving caring and rarely forget what One likes or expects i am not in to poly arrangements or cybering. texting and yim is fine at first but please be honest with Yourself and me on what You are looking for and Your expectations of any relationship You are seeking with me. i am looking for a caring patient loving loyal content honest accountable attentive Daddy Dom that is NOT married or otherwise attached and IS local and at least active. i am so tired of games and falseness it would be a nice change of pace to find someone who has the a

One Of My Favourite Quotes
“The secret source of humor is not joy but sorrow; there is no humor in heaven.” ― Mark Twain people always complain i have a sick/horrible/tasteless sense of humour.... truth is... the world is a really messed up place... a lot more messed up than most of you would ever want to know about.. if you actually understand where i'm coming from... all the stuff i say would seem quite fitting :)

World: Holocaust Remembrance Day
More on November24.info January 22 2012( ), Holocaust Remembrance Day: April 19 2012 is for Students an Occasion to Express their Views on Holocaust, Holocaust Remembrance Day and how this Day should be Celebrate.A Special Poster will be Displayed by The UN all around the World to announce the Iniciative.The Next Holocaust Remembrance Day will mark the Seventieth Anniversary of the begining of the Millitary,Social, Historical and Political Process leading to the Creation of the State of Israel and therefore to Our Nowdays Israel: Discribed by the PM Netanyahu during His announcement Speech for the Event: The year 2012(5772) Holocaust Remembrance Day. More in the Sources...Sources: "PMO:http://www.pmo.gov.il/PMOEng/Communication/EventsDiary/eventmemorial220112.htm".

Airline Tickets
airline tickets My recent troubles began when I booked three flights from Florida to Hong Kong. For the past few years, I've been using a local travel agency for most of our travel. Once I've thoroughly researched online consolidators, I went back to my local travel agent armed with a firm idea of options and good pricing. They were accommodating in my dictating my desired price for them to match. I like to use a travel agencies because I like to have someone to blame, if anything goes wrong besides me. Someone with a face and a place I can visit, if need be. Seriously, for me, it's a backup plan, as it can give extra clout should a traveler need help.I originally booked these flights more than eight months ago. So, imagine my surprise, when I wasn't able to get our necessary ebookings or tickets from the travel agency upon demand. They kept putting me off. All I had was my cancelled check and a couple of emails.Finally, two weeks before we were due to leave, I made a trip to their

Has Got To Be The Lamest Thing I Have Heard!!!
People go around polishing bling to help themselves level, From what I understand this is also what a polisher is for. Why spend 20 dollars on a polisher if this is going to happen?? Also I see people asking for things in there status and other people bitching about it,I guess is one of the reasons why. YOU CAN'T POLISH PEOPLES BLING without them blocking you.... I am a helpful person and whoever polishes what bling I have its helps them and it helps me. In my case its first come first serve. And if you want to block me for polishing your bling thats fine aleast this women is woman enough to tell me so.. No love lost!! So from now own when I polish bling and I am blocked you will be put here as a warning to my friends who not to polish or give bling to:)

Frosty Sunday
Dear Diary.....cold enuff to freeze the balls off a brass monkey....seriously thinking of climbing back into sleepie bag.... i has a cuppa keepin hands warm but rest of me is fookin freezin brrrrrrrrrrrrr.......fed the birds....no sign of the cat hes prob frozen solid sumwhere.....wunderin if me lotto numbers came up last night.....doubt it but dreaming is all i have to keep me goin at the moment ....sumtimes think ill wake up n find this has all been a nightmare n im snug in me own bed....bless my son for puttin credit on my phone...now i can at least stay in touch with folks....i am so tired of it all......

What Can I Say????????
My Jimmy is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We met last August through myyearbook.com. We officially met on August 16th and since that day we have been inseperable. So let me list whats so great about him. He grew up in and lives in my hometown of Meriden Connecticut. He is very attentive and pays attention to every detail and aspect of mine and my daughters lives. He is affectionate He leaves me wanting more He keeps me incheck ( which is difficult because I am the epitomy of a wild child) He looks after my children and I believe he loves them as much as I do even if the 4 year old gets under his skin He gets mad at me for either not going to bed when he does or I don't stay in bed with him til he wakes up Against all my fighting to not fall inlove with him, he stuck it out The more I push ,, he pushes back he doesn't walk away When he holds me as Im too busy clinging to him he holds me all night He knows when I walk into a room and he acknowledges me and when I leave a room

Nice Guys
What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald,

Edgar Cayce's Wet Cell Appliance
http://www.naturescorner.com/ ADVICE COLUMN Clyde's Corner Q: Who was Edgar Cayce and what was his “wet cell appliance”? – Johm Wyatt - Houston, TX A: Edgar Cayce(3/18/1877) to (01/3/1945) is one of the world’s best known psychics. Born in Hopkinsville, KY, Cayce at an early age, displayed talents

Why We Protest.
If anyone wants to know why the "Occupiers" protest? If anyone wants to know why there are "internet activists" hacking websites? If anyone wants to know why I, personally, am so outspoken against the government? ...Then I ask you to read this. It is the truth that the government, the special interest groups and the corporations do not want to hear. "You control our world. You have poisoned the air we breathe, contaminated the water we drink, and injected chemicals into the food we eat. We fight in your wars, die for your causes, and sacrifice our freedoms to protect you. You have liquidated our savings, destroyed our middle class, and used our hard-earned tax dollars to bailout your unending greed. We are slaves to your corporations, zombies to your airwaves, and servants to your decadence and avarice. You have stolen our elections, assassinated our leaders and abolished our basic rights as human beings. You own our property, shipped away our jobs and evisce

Why We Protest
If anyone wants to know why the "Occupiers" protest? If anyone wants to know why there are "internet activists" hacking websites? If anyone wants to know why I, personally, am so outspoken against the government? ...Then I ask you to read this. It is the truth that the government, the special interest groups and the corporations do not want to hear. "You control our world. You have poisoned the air we breathe, contaminated the water we drink, and injected chemicals into the food we eat. We fight in your wars, die for your causes, and sacrifice our freedoms to protect you. You have liquidated our savings, destroyed our middle class, and used our hard-earned tax dollars to bailout your unending greed. We are slaves to your corporations, zombies to your airwaves, and servants to your decadence and avarice. You have stolen our elections, assassinated our leaders and abolished our basic rights as human beings. You own our property, shipped away our jobs and eviscerated

Nice Girls Get Played.
Dudes, please help me understand. Why is it the sweet girls, with the hearts that are too big for their own good, the girl who wants to be nothing but a great girlfriend to you is the one you always fuck with ? Like, really...why ? What satisfaction comes out of screwing over the sweetest girls, the best one for you, and you chase her off ?Apparently a guy that will be silly with me; love me for who i am, flaws and all, be cheesy to remind me why I liked him in the first place and serious when he needs to be; one who will teach me things and not act like I'm a nuisance or dumb; one who enjoys cuddling but wont be afraid to challenge me to a COD war; will hold me when I'm sad and chase after me when I'm mad is just too much to ask these days. =/What happened to the guys like in Gone with the Wind ? The ones who bent over backwards for a girl who wasn't even interested, just because they care about her soo much they want to woo her and show her how important she is. Where are those guys,

Nice Girls Get Played.
Dudes, please help me understand. Why is it the sweet girls, with the hearts that are too big for their own good, the girl who wants to be nothing but a great girlfriend to you is the one you always fuck with ? Like, really...why ? What satisfaction comes out of screwing over the sweetest girls, the best one for you, and you chase her off ?Apparently a guy that will be silly with me; love me for who i am, flaws and all, be cheesy to remind me why I liked him in the first place and serious when he needs to be; one who will teach me things and not act like I'm a nuisance or dumb; one who enjoys cuddling but wont be afraid to challenge me to a COD war; will hold me when I'm sad and chase after me when I'm mad is just too much to ask these days. =\ What happened to the guys like in Gone with the Wind ? The ones who bent over backwards for a girl who wasn't even interested, just because they care about her soo much they want to woo her and show her how important she is. Where are those guys

I Am In A Valentine Auction/ My First One With My Wife.
Its a Valentine Auction. Go bid and be our Valentine. We are hot and sexy as fuck. You know you want to. Here is my link http://fubar.com/cupid-s-auction/photo-506188-1782771-2527725910 Just highlight it and right click and open window, that is it or put it in your browser. Will you win me or my wife ? This is my sexy ass wifes link to hers http://fubar.com/cupid-s-auction/photo-506188-1782771-2527725910#sky/photo-506188-1782771-3756236630 - Can you handle us both? Come be our Cupid. Do you dare ? This is my very first auction, show me how it is done !!

Stood Up
I am so pissed off right now. A supposed friend was going to come over to take some pics of me since he has a much better camera and perspective than I do. I've been stood up. That's a great way to get on my bad side since it is a major peeve of mine. You stand me up, you're gone from my life.

Do You Listen To Your Music Quietly? And When It Feels Just Right, Are You Thinkin' Of Me?
What size is the last bed you kissed on? Idk, full I thinkWhen was the last time you were sick? Few days agoAre you one of those people who are always cold? No What are you listening to? T How many more days until your birthday? Umm, long timeDo you have any summer plans yet? NoopeWhen was the last time you shaved your legs? The other nightIs there someone you wish you were closer with? Kinda.Do you tend to waste a lot of money? Don't have any money to waste :pHave any addictions? Don't think soAre you anything like your siblings? Umm, not really.Have you ever had a stalker? Haha, not that I know ofWhat did you last drink? WaterHave you ever received an injury from a hook up? Umm, no?What was the best concert you have been to? Family Values Tour '07 was pretty coolWho is the last person you hugged? SisterDo you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Not reallyWhen was the last time you had a crowd at your house? Umm, a while backWhat can you smell? Nothin I guessHow many cell pho

Day 2
Equivilent to a hand granade get down cover ur face give me 3 mins and ill blow up da place erase any question of me bein fake these r just little samples for u to get a taste beggers go ahead and scrape off my plate, get a moist towelete for my face go ahead wipe me down im concieded boi i love my own sounds come to my town, act right or get put in da ground i dont have to touch ya, i got boi's that fuck around point a finger, and say hit em now so girls take ur booty down low pull up dem skirts, let dem thongs show but u better hurry up, cause a boi like be on the go but if u back it up right, ill take u wit me and give u a tow hahaha this boi crazy thats fo sho Its the captain leiutenant reportin for action this is what happens when we start reacticn dont catch us snappin, or ull be dripn out ur back end ull be warein diapers well call u john mad den I MIGHT MAKE U CHUCKLE I MGHT MAKE U LAUGH, BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT IS TO MAKE U SHAKE UR ASS, SO

Ahhh! I Make Me Sick...
So this will probably seem really random to everyone... so you're probably gonna get lost trying to read it.. and I don't even know why I'm writing it. Probably cuz my brain will not shut the fuck up and I guess this is one of the only ways I know how to kinda make it. Anyways... I don't know how or why or even when it happened... or if I'm just crazy. I don't know.. and I'm not even gonna say what "it" is.. All I know is I feel stupid for it happening and I feel like a total and complete idiot. Blah... I don't even understand how I can write this without anyone guessing what I'm talking about.. I just need to clear my head lol and I don't want anyone to know about what it is.. but it is driving me insane. But for some crazy reason on the days when I miss doing something.. I REALLY miss it.. like I can't stop thinking about it and I sit and wait and I feel like a creeper for it. I didn't even realize how bad it was until last night.. and now its just worse. I try to preoccupy

Skyrim
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Light Petting...
My son has been asking for a hamster for over a year now. Apparently before Christmas I told him that we could get one after we got home from Christmas vacation. He has been patiently waiting. Asking, but not too much. Just enough to remind me about it, and let me know that he's excited about it. So, today he and I went to Petco and we got him a Robo hamster. They are supposed to be good for first time owners. They aren't supposed to bite, but they are supposed to be very energetic. My son is so excited! He named the hamster Buttons. I have no clue if it's a boy or a girl. We bought a book about hamsters, it may show us how to tell. I'm not really sure. It's so good to see my son excited about it.

The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists and turns with many forks in the road,Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ...Do we turn to the right ... or the left?Do we take the high road ... or the low road?Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one?Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ...And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.While standing at a crossroads in life,The urge is to take the most comfortable path;The road with least resistance ...The shortest or most traveled route.And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before;Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;Do we yet again follow the known?Or does our destiny lie in another direction?The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too r

I Missed My Chance
I missed my chance I sat and watched you walk out of my life. Not that I did anything to stop you but off you went, on to bigger and better things. I was just person you saw out the corner of your eye some days as you came in and out of the coffee shop. In my head we did this dance like I would say hi and you would say hello and out the door you would go. Then the next day I would say hi and you would smile brush the hair over your ear and say hi. And after bout a handful of hi and byes we would sit and chat over coffee and doughnuts. Then came time for me to ask you out and you would smile and say yes. Yes would have been the best phrase one simple man could ever hear. Dating would be a breeze, there would be no fights just love and passion. Passion that burned so bright it would rival the sun. And the kids we would have would be gorgeous. Little talented angels that could hum a tune, turn a phrase, and are the humblest kids a person could ask for. I would love till I lay down

Last Time
so hubby and I went to the hospital to see his grandma, probably for the last time. She isn't doing well at all. Her kidneys are failing, she is in pain, and she has the shakes as well. We had to put on a gown and gloves before we went into the room. It was really sad seeing her the way she is. It's only a matter of days before she kicks the bucket. There were a lot of people visiting her and saying their good byes. She is 93 years old. She had a long fruitful life. Good bye grandma.

I Lost A Friend Today
A high school friend passed away today.. I am way too young for this shit. It reinforces my desire to become healthier...which causes me to be happier (who the fuck knew??) I went to sit with his widow for a bit...she seems numb :( Then when she had to go to the funeral home, I went to my kick boxing class. I really worked hard... hard enough to need my inhaler ( I almost like when I have to use it...I know I am working hard) It is cathartic to work out, I just realized that...... Every bit of pent up emotion went into my punches and kicks, I mean sure I am still sad...but I am at peace with it. I work hard to better myself, and my instructors (who I am thrilled to also call friends) push me. Just when I think I can't do it, they come gimme a shove I love those sadistic bastards. Tomorrow I am going to push myself even harder. There is NOTHING I cannot do if I work hard and keep pushing myself.

How Are You Feeding Your Spirit?
Blessings of our beloved ABBA ADONAI ELOHIM YAHWEH in the blessed Name of HIS SON our MESSIAH Y'SHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings one and all. I can only hope you're filled with many blessings from our FATHER in heaven, encouraged in the hope of HIS promises to one day be fulfilled soon. I pray, too, for your continued health, peace, and joy. At the end of this deovotional I've included a music video. I pray it blesses all who view it, and I thank you in advance for sharing it by passing it forward to others. What are you nourishing today? Your Spirit or carnal natures? There's not a day that we don't question our belief in an all powerful CREATOR. There's not a day that our faith isn't tested and challenged in some way. There's not a day when we aren't compromised by our trust issues, or lack there of, be they moral and/or ethical. Just because we're flawed through our carnal states (ie: physical, emotional, psychological, deveplomental) does not m

My Faimily
MY FAMILY ONLY PLIST WILL CONTAIN 2 NSFW full nudes each member will recive a salute from me (nsfw or normal) and will see when i upload new ones into the folders new pictures i mean pictures will be uploaded into there very often unless something crops up like me getting a gf FAMILY MEMBERS MUST BE female, good friends of mine, must have talked more then 5 times and had great convosations, must have a salute must not be judgmental upon me,must have me in their family as a return favour and must not rip my pictures because i block rips anyway FAMILY MEMBERS MUST NOT remove me from their family if they do they will also be removed, try ask me for bling to join their family if they do i wont add them to mine, must not ignore me after i add them just because they join they should not think thats all they needed to do i'm sorry that i do not allow males into my family but that is my choice you could buy me all the bling and credits you want it still woouldn't happen tha

Candybratz Video To Moi ...
Every now and then people do nice things for me. I like that kind of thing. Simple, little things..anyways I figured it share this video with you all.. This was bought to you by: CandyBratZ tastes like Trouble@ fubar I think it's cute as hell. Haha. Have a good weekend and peace.

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We should place the elderly in prisons. They will get a shower a day, video surveillance in case of problems, three meals a day, access to a library, computer, TV, gym, doctors on-site, free medication if needed. Put criminals in nursing homes. They have cold meals, lights off at 7pm, two showers a week, live in a smaller room and pay extortionate rent a month!!! It's pretty sad that we treat prisoners better than the elderly.... copy and paste if you agree "rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth."

Audition Update!
Ok! So all the paperwork is filled out. Agreements with NBC signed. Now to deliver! On Feb. 4th, 2012 in Charlotte, NC on Convention Center Drive, I will be awaiting the biggest Audition of my life! And I thought trying out for the High School Show Choir Concert was HUGE! America's Got Talent producers will be watching over every inch of me and hearing every crack in my voice. I am nervous but confident, scared but grounded. I feel that I am going to go where the road decides to take me on this journey. If it is no where, then at least I tried. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. So whatever happens will lead to what is supposed to happen next for me! Cross your fingers for me please if you believe in me

A Friend's Photo
Chase Burt Hmm not really we are all thinking the same thing Thursday at 8:28pm · Like Dustin Nouansiri I'd shoot him. Also, we need you back at drill, we are doing gunnery test next month and the 50 cal is part of it. Thursday at 8:29pm · Like Scott Mitchell when is the next drill? Thursday at 8:44pm · Like

Have You Ever By Westlife
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=M6wbA1iVS_U I don`t honestly know what my life has in store for me. I don`t think I care now...but I know I am what I am for a reason. I have had good friends...and lost them. I have such a complicated life that no-one understands just what it's like to be a lesbian....it's not easy...nothing ever works...something goes wrong somewhere. Just maybe it's not other people..maybe I need to look at myself...maybe it's me. God I have such a long time to think about all my life and look at who and why I let these people into my life. I hide allot of stuff inside me...and there's no easy way out of my feeling for what I feel. this is why I wanted to put this music to this mail of mine "have you ever by west life " and this song is exactly what happened to me...and now I sit here and think back to why I let this happen to me. I just wished everything would change for me...in ways I would like to see my life...but you know what.

Worlds Biggest Business Entertainment & Social Networking Site Bizeso.com Introduced
Bizeso Services Pvt Ltd . has launched bizeso.com , a business, entertainment and social networking website, to provide a wide range of online services to entrepreneurs, businesses, professionals and individuals, connecting them on a more interactive platform. Mr. Manoj Yadav , the founder and CEO of Bizeso Services Pvt. Ltd. founded Bizeso.com to improve the way world communicates as he says," Social media has broken down the boundaries for businesses that have adopted it because it allows companies and their clients to communicate directly and frequently, forming strong relationships. And those businesses which do not get on the social media bandwagon soon will not survive." His primary vision was to build a common platform for business, entertainment and social networking and making sure people have fun while they're at it. Being a one stop portal bizeso.com is world's biggest portal with more than 3000 web pages. It runs 32 sub-portals under its name, catering to all the b

Online Shops
Changes in our shopping habits over the yearsl remember when my children were small, holding a thick, heavy, glossy catalogue in my hand. l was very pleased with myself as l´d become an agent for the company for the 1st time.l was always looking for little jobs to work from home , so that l could be a full-time mum but still earn a small amount of money. My husband earned the main share.Catalogues were a good idea for people who wanted quality goods but could not afford to pay out a large sum of cash all at once, but they COULD pay a little each week , regularly.These catalogues sold everything from womens and mens clothes, to childrens´clothes and toys, to furniture or tools... Almost anything you could think of.The more customers l had, and the more money they spent, naturally would mean the more commission l received.l once left my commission with the company until there was enough to buy a three piece suite.Very nice it looked in our sitting room and l felt as though it had cost me

Love Begins Here In The Hill Town Of Munnar
Sprawling green rolling hills, fresh green tea gardens, aromatic spice and coffee plantations, in South. This astounding hill station which is located on the border of kerala and Tamil Nadu easily entices the vacationers who visit to the scenic stat of Kerala. This hill town is beautifully nestled in the foot hill of mighty Western Ghats which is elevated at height of 1600 meter above the main sea level. Your visit to Kerala is not considered a complete one until you visit this wonderful hill station of Kerala. Munnar in Kerala is lovingly called as ‘Kashmir of South’ which easily attracts the tourist from all over the globe for their wonderful vacation. Apart from the wonderful and natural tourist attractions and destinations the other facts which easily enhance the tourism here are such as: Climate Munnar is blessed with easygoing and pleasing climate throughout the year. The summers are pleasant while the chilling winters easily allure all sorts of vac

[i Should Be Asleep]
I should be deadbut let's not split hairs.Well, the last month some of you may have noticed I went a little darkStar Wars Old RepublicI wanted to hit the top of the mountain and see what the air was like.I'm kinda there now.Still have no idea why that game is subscription-and I hope these folks pull it together having played for a while, and getting kinda neck deep in consumer-peons, I can tell there's some MAJOR subscriber grumbling.Butwho cares?I should be asleep.My dog is at the kennel (boarding clusterfuck) and I have to drive to Topeka for my Gramma's 90th birthday.There were over 100 cupcakes of varied flavors made...and I'm going to bludgeon my mother if she ever takes on such a grand and misguided projectand asks me to helpfor so many strange ingratesI could sit herelieand tell you there's been some progress on:jobssexbookand moneybut there hasn't been.I'm about to spend more on gasoline in one day than I've earned in a month.HURRAY!!!But it will get me out of the house (kickin

Life After 21
There was a beer commercial where some young guys asks an older wiser man if he likes Peter Cetera. The older man says "Not necessarily but if the ladies like Peter Cetera, if you like the ladies than you like Peter Cetera." This is what Rock-N-Roll means when your old...memories. Half of a persons excitement, joy, youth, and exhilaration is over at age 21. At age 21 you can legally drink alcohol. You are not getting away with anything, not a rebel, not cool any more...just a normal average person drinking alcohol. Half of the fun is gone forever. You can drink in front of your parents now...uncool, you become the same as your parents. Parents aren't cool, you rebelled against them...remember??? If they were cool you were not rebelling against them. Unless you are ashamed of who you are and what you have done. I drink now, so what, it's not super fun. I am not a bad boy, just some ordinary guy drinking. I keep booze in the house in my kitchen like I keep oregano...I don't eat spaghetti

Porn Link That I Like
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Shouldn't
I won't lapse into deception. I look upon it all - that is to say, all of you - with such envy. My noxious longing to know to feel to see to taste to touch seems to only stoke the inferno. Rhetorical questions of profound ignorance drip from my tongue like the saliva of a dog. "Why me?" What hubris is this? Such a notion of entitlement lurking in that pitiful refrain. Paint green the walls of my prison. Perhaps here, here in this maelstrom and decay, you could find me. So close to madness yet closer still to tears. Days and nights go by in a gray blur of wishful thinking and vain hopes. So you see, I am simply a cancer wishing he were health. Isolation stirs me to falter. Is it true? Was I ...a mistake? A plague upon this Earth that should never have been wrought? Oh. What have you done? This existence... my grand failure. I tremble as I don't want to know it. I beg my mind to forget. How selfish. To envy that which I do not possess when l

The Psycho Shannon Green Just Refuses To Go Away!!!
This nut is still hounding me in my yahoo messenger as well as my yahoo email account!! Still denying she was scamming people on fubar but admits she had numerous accounts on here in the past. Now she wants to discredit me by calling me a convict in hopes of persuading others that I'm not to be trusted or believed. She even takes it one step further by calling me "a 57 year old convict chasing after 20 year old girls". Her hope is to make people believe me to be some sort of sexual predator like her brother or whoever this Steve is that claims to be her brother on the text messages on Lynn's page. I have never chased after a 20 year old girl (well not since I was in my 20's anyway lol) However I freely admit that when Shannon Green approached me last year, pretending to be a 23 year old girl named Emmalee and began flirting with me and doing everything she could to entice me, I took an interest just as most men of any age would have done!! That hardly makes me some old sexual p

Im A Ghost Writer
what she tried to take she cant have, but it took a while to get back, what im refering to is this boi's swag, She left because the ghost life she couldnt stand. so i hung up the mic to become a dad, opened a business and kicked back, but fuck it lets go ahead and get back, on the map, get back on tracks, recognize my words in others raps, this a fact from my words comes stacks. ssso u boochie cats should bag back, watch there eyes lookin through the cracks, cause bitch im a sav. yes im that guy im DaRealDeal. mad sex appeal, they say hard wood gripin, but when ur gripin me ur gripin steel. now that my skills, have done been revealed, should i stop chill? or squeeze u little bitchs til u squeel. mutha fucka this is how i realy feel. believe i still do what i gotta do to pay dem bills. slang that chronic move them pills, haha na i used to dont get it confuesed, but i aint u. a dead beat dad that doesnt wasnt to see there lil dude. u lunch meat pussies get abused, to spend time wit him

Drive
We sit on our porch sipping iced teas The Sun is sitting high and no breeze Inside the house, grab my shades & keys As all I need are you and these Lets go and drive Hop in my car and fire up the beast Hearing it rev is an adrenaline feast Drop in gear and back out of the lot Driving is a love story with no plot Lets just go and drive One hand on the wheel and one on your leg Romp the gas watching the guages peg Tires scream before they burn Let off enough to make the turn Now we go and drive Glance your way see your hair blow Scenery is a blur as faster

Avg Antivirus Ergent!!! Please Read!!!
FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT KNOW ABOUT ANTIVIRUS SCANNERS AND WHICH ONES TO AVOID HERE IS 1 SCANNER YOU DO NOT...I REPEAT DO NOT WANT TO GET!!AVG ANTIVIRUS SCANNER IS A VIRUS. IT CAUSES MAJOR LAG ON OTHER PEOPLE WEB PAGES EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE THE EFFECTS OF IT.THE ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION AS LONG AS IT IS ON YOUR COMPUTER IS RECORDED AND TRACKED BY THE MAKERS OF THE AVG VIRUS PROTECTOR..FIND ANOTHER ANTIVIRUS PROTECTOR TO USE LIKE MICROSOFT SECURITY ESSENTIALS WHICH IT IS FREE TO DOWNLOAD AND LIKE KARSPERSKY'S.NORTON ANTIVIRUS IS THE EXACT SAME WAY THEY RECORD YOUR INFORMATION AND KEEP TRACK AND RECORD OF WHAT YOU DO ON YOUR LAPTOP OR DESKTOP.SO IF YOU HAVE THE AVG ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION ON YOUR COMPUTER GET RID OF IT IMEDIATELY!! YOU WILL SEE THE DIFFERENCE OF HOW YOUR COMPUTER RUNS WHEN YOU DO!!

What Would She Think?
I wonder what my wife would think if she knew that I had secretly created this page and didn't even mention that I'm in a relationship. Oh well hope she doesnt mind that I plan on adding single girls from nearby. I almost feel a little shame when I tell her that she's the only girl I want to look at I mean she does have my two kids and is expecting my third. Do you think this makes me a full blown prick? anyways Hit Me up people on my days off the wife wont know and I'm not telling ;) lmao

Updated Look
It took a lot of time last night but I finally rearranged this place to how I like it and to how I think will be more user friendly. Instead of having to search through blog post you just have to look at the menu and you will see the title of your favorite erotic story and their chapters (if they have any that is). As for the blog part of Erotica I will be using it mostly for writers rants, updates, and the sharing of ideas. It will be a little look into the madness that is my writing process hehe. Oh and another big change is going to be my update rate aside from what is posted in the blog I will be uploading a new chapter, or a new story (depending on how my muse moves me) every month so no longer waiting forever and a day to find out what is happening to your favorite characters. So please check out at Erotica all the new stuff and I would love to hear some feedback on it (^_^)

When Was Your Last Vacation? (not Mine)
When it comes to consumption America is #1. Whether, it is TVs, smart phones, clocks, furniture, big cars, RVs, homes, watches, food, gourmet food, whatever it is, except for one thing: vacations. First of all the average American has only 23 days off, 2 less than industrious Japan at 25 and 19 days less than the average German who gets 42 days off a year. This might seem the reason for this discrepancy, however, the real reason is much more absurd than that. The real reason why Americans spend less on vacations that everyone else is that it is impossible to ‘buy yourself’ a vacation. Vacations require some sort of communal networking process. You can’t go to the mall and tell your friends “guess what! I bought myself a vacation to Mexico today”. Also, buying someone else a vacation package so they can go with you, sounds like a very Un-American thing do. Thus, it is the inherently isolated nature of our lives that make us the world’s biggest cons

More Porn Thoughts (not Mine)
There are many people who see pornography as a harmless expression of human sexuality. There are many men who see watching pornography as a mere leisurely activity. This sort of perspective is downright delusional and completely irresponsible. First of all, pornography is a highly regulated industry. It is regulated by the oppressive state to deflate the emotional and psychological energy in millions of people. The average male in the United States watches countless hours of pornography each week, estimates range from 3.2 hours to 5.1 hours. This becomes even more problematic when you consider the fact that pornography is a very complex form of consumption. When you watch pornography you are essentially watching a machine that is milking your sexuality. When you focus your eyes on the image on the screen, you are essentially having sex with the machine. When you devote all of your sexual and emotional attention to the screen, you are essentially becoming one with the screen, worshipp

Stuff This Week
I have to begin this with a bit if a a rant... I take one relatively decent pic and get accused of being a fake,this crazy bitch went so far as to use said pic as her own. She's deleted since. Fakes make themselves obvious, I'm not a blip on anyone's radar. Second, I can't bling people everyday, I live on a fixed income and it's going to get tighter for the next couple months. My VIP expires a week from today. Not renewing. This is NOTHING personal against anyone, just need to watch my money. Ladies, cover your shit up! No one wants to see your nakedness scrolling across the top of the screen, ya don't get points for NSFW pics. Stop selling yourself for bling. Also while I'm on the subject... I'm guilty of flirting, flirting is fine, but when someone's relationship status says they are married or in a relationship let's respect that. I'm guilty too but it effected me this time and it hurts. So here's my apology to anyone I may have done wrong with my flirta

"80's From The Crypt" Friday Here And On Www.darkgiftradio.com
"80's From The Crypt" will be ON THE AIR tonight from 7pm-Midnight EST Tonight, Friday January 27th, 2012. Call in your requests to (201) 870-1767 or AIM/Yahoo/Skype us at DarkGiftRadio. Please Help Share The Links & Hit Up That "Share Button" & Tune In, I'll be playing the best and favorite 80's Tracks at www.darkgiftradio.com or click on my profile INTERESTESTS TAB for the station stream player. You can also send me your requests to www.facebook.com/darkgiftradio. Follow us on Twitter atwww.twitter.com/darkgiftradio or #darkgiftradio, you can also see how to tune in the show on other devices here http://darkgiftradio.com/tune_us_in.htmTonights Show is Dedicated In The Memory of my cousin Rich Witkowski who tragically lost his life this morning in an accident in work, You will be missed and never forgotten Cuz..!! Please tune us in, Turn it Up and Help Us Out By Telling Your Friends & Sharing The Links. Thanks, Shawn aka: DJ DarkGift

100 Days
100 Days by Ernie GrantDedicated to the most wonderful woman I have ever known : My mom, my best friend, my conscience, Elizabeth Grant100 days have passed between us Thanksgiving, Christmas, Birthdays missed Days of sadness, days of joy Days spent wishing I was still a boy In your arms is where I would be As you show me things, a ball, a rock, a tree 100 days since we said our goodbyes 100 days spent with tears in my eyes My best friend, my conscience, my rock I'm reduced to feeling like a broken clock For a moment we shared a dance together Now, in my heart, that dance goes on forever100 days I have spent missing you Your lessons and love I strvie to keep to Being a man, I'm not too proud to cry Mommy, you left me, may I ask why?I told you I needed you, that is no lie Come see me again so we can really say goodbye 100 days since you left me Please show me the ball, the rock, and the tree

Where Did Piss Poor Come From?
Have you ever wonder where the saying 'Piss Poor' came from? Will I got this e-mail about 'Interesting History'. I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. They used to use urine to tan animal skins, so families used to all pee in a pot & then once a day it was taken & Sold to the tannery....if yo had to do this to survive you were 'Piss Poor' But worse than that were the really poor folk who couldn't even afford to buy a pot...they "didn't have a pot to pin in" & were the lowest of the low. The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts avout the 1500's: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and they still smedded pretty good by June. However, since they were starting to smell......Brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting Married. Baths consisted of a b

Make Yourself Aware
FIND MORE HERE http://www.youtube.com/user/TheAnonMessage Things you need to know about the ACTA bill. Citizens of the united states, you need to understand what the bill ACTA is and why it's so dangerous. Here are some things you need to know about ACTA. It isn't the european SOPA. It's nearly global, and will apply to every country that signs the treaty. ACTA is far more aggressive. ACTA will not simply affect websites and have them blocked out of the internet - its measures go as far as surveillance of anything you share through private channels. ACTA doesn't have a campaign against it that is as wide spread and organized as the SOPA one. This is dangerous, and there's less time between now and the final signing of the bill. It has effects on healthcare, trade, and even tourism. ACTA has to be stopped. Let's start spreading the word and organizing a good, solid response to it. We are legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. We are anonymous. Expect us. Together we st

The Beginning..
Ok.. so here it is.. obviously guys would rather stay with a bitch than with someone who cares for them and loves them with their whole heart.. Case in point.. ex bf stayed with a bitch for 15 yrs.. stayed with me 4 months Case 2.. exhusband just married a bitch that has him on a leash.. so I am going to try my hand at being a bitch.. not sure how successful I will be but in the end it has to be less painful then handing over your heart and having it stomped, crushed, broken, mutilated, etc.. you get the point..

Catching Up
These last two days were great, being able to talk to a few of you and catch up on things. I may not be here right now but that doesn't mean I don't think of you. I have made some great friends on here and all the messages and love these last three months has touch my heart more then words could describe. Lisa and Beth I can never repay you two for all you have been doing for me. You guys have been great and doing so much more then I ever expected. I just wanted someone to sign in once in awhile so I didn't have to re-do the window maker ( which I will NEVER do again lol) Thank you. To be truthful I am exhausted from these last few days and I should never of did a Godmode, I didn't enjoy this one...Bet that's something you never expected me to say eh! lol It was sweet of Kevin to leave his laptop with me while he went home for a few days, soon that will be me going home on visit :) I am doing so much better, thank you for all your prayers. The only thing that is really stopp

My Own Auction
THIS IS A DAILY AUCTION THAT I AM HAVING FUBUCKS: daily profile rates for 2 weeks daily point boost for 2 weeks 250 pic rates for 2 weeks 25 CREDITS: daily profile rates for 3 weeks daily point boost for 3 weeks 250 pic rates for 3 weeks sfw salute bling of my choice 65 CREDITS: daily profile rates for a month daily point boost for a month 250 pic rates for a month sfw salute 2 bling of my choice my points for 12 hours 125 CREDITS OR MORE: daily profile rates for a month daily point boos for a month 250 pic rates for a month 2 sfw salute 2 bling of my choice with one being a boomy my points for 24 hours

Fakes That Aren't Fake And A Big Ol Con Job...
Yeap, fakes that aren't fake and a massive con job...click the link below to read the story.. Click here & then link in stash!... People are fucked in the head. TGIF! ....peace.

So Ive Been Thinkin Lately
Im a damn good guy, yeah i got my issues here and there but as a whole im a damn good guy, im a good friend, im a good lover, im honorable and honest, ill do anything for someone i care for, i am loyal and faithful.I Am not some disposable thing for anyone to pick up and play with then toss into the trash like yesterdays refuse. I am not some piece of trash and i am not going to allow anyone to treat me like i am any more. I deserve better than that. I am not a game, nor are my feelings, I am not a doormat, I have spent my life allowing others to treat me like shit and i am fucking DONE with that. People will either start treating me like a human being or they can get the fuck out of my life. that is the point im at. I Spent over two years being treated like a piece of shit, there for someones time to time ammusement, the whole time i did all i could to make the person happy most often to my own detriment. I WILL NOT allow the same shit to happen again or any fucking

Accepting The Facts.
You've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairy tale, things aren't always happily ever after. Things like magic wishes, Prince Charmings and true love don't happen in real life. Magic wishes come from money, Prince Charming's a shallow idiot with a bad haircut and overpriced clothes. And true love? Ha, true love is one-sided, Ace. You love her, she loves someone else. She loves you, you love someone else. Never quite works out does it? So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love. Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it. 'If you wish, it'll happen.' Well, wish in one hand and crap in the other and see which one fills up faster. Welcome to reality. Enjoy your stay. Study what people's faces look like in the moonlight. Set aside time to watch the sun set over the Atlantic. Study colors. Wonder why things work. Take in the smell of fresh baked bread or newly cut grass. Sun bathe. Moon bathe. Just don't forget

Enjoy The Thin Mist Swirls Through Himachal Tours
Honeymoon is the most awaited moment in someone’s life which comes after the marriage ceremony. It is the way to spend your most intimate moment of your life with your beloved whom you love so dearly thus every honeymooner looks for good honeymoon destination. There are many honeymoon destinations but Manali is the perfect one which entices tourists from every hook and corner of the world. Manali with its unspoiled scenic grandeur is extremely popular among the tourists, for a lavish display of natural scenery. This beautiful place is located at Himachal Pradesh and the part of Kullu district. It is one of the principal show cases of Kullu district. It is a popular Himalayan tourist destination which offers spectacular views of snow capped mountain peaks both to north and south. This place is blessed with unmatched attractions of nature such as snow-capped mountains peaks, wooden slopes, lush green valleys, food orchards and fields of wild flowers and many alike which honeymoone

Almost Halfway There
Dear Diary.....almost halfway there....im tired n gettin fed up eating toast lol.....i knew it was gonna be hard but sheesh .. making a recipe book for when i have my own kitchen again and i can cook....lost all mine obviously so startin from scratch its frosty as fukk n freezin cold so ill be double socking it later....this is where lamb stew n dumplins warms ya up a treat but i has no money for the veggies ....got the lamb in the freezer so itll keep....another awesome whoops buy:)......think when i do get a place ill sleep for a week ....thats what keeps me going, the thought of my own bed.....

Honeymoon In Southeast Asia – Truly Wonderful
Honeymoon is like a dress rehearsal for a classic drama with all shades of human life. Through marriage you have entered another stage of life. A stage where from now on you have to consider the sentiments of another person – your partner before taking any new decisions or embarking on any new projects. For a successful married life your mutual understanding has to be impeccable. Honeymoon is an ideal time to work on it. It is a period of time when you will be blessed with plenty of moments of intimate seclusion especially if you are on a trip. You will get plenty of quality time to share your love, dreams and experience. Apart from this, people also look for exceptional experiences from the trip which they can savor for a lifetime. Nowadays with globalization at its peak there are many options in destinations you can choose for honeymoon. You can even go for international locations. Southeast Asia is an ideal location to spend your honeymoon. With diverse attractions to boot

Join Social Network, Business Network At Common Platform- Bizeso.com
Everyone believes in connecting & interacting and is aware of the caliber of social media in today’s life. It is a place where we can connect to known as well as totally unknown persons in a few seconds. And getting to know all the different aspects of their life makes connections trustworthy. Now a day everyone has social networking accounts on more than one site and business networking accounts are dealt on other different sites. But people are aware that our business connections can always add value & boost our social connections. Similarly our meaningful social connections also improve and raise our professional network building. The possible influencing effects of our professional & social connections on each other are undeniable. If professionally you are a film director, there are hundred percent chances that you would attract models and actors on your social front too which strengthen the chances of reaping benefits for both the sides but for this to happen a common platf

Appropriate Shifting Services In Gurgaon
These days the task of moving from one place to another gets easier because of the reliable moving companies who are available in market. The moving companies handle all sorts of relocation work in a systematic manner. They assure their customers that their relocation will be complete in an appropriate way. People can hope superior services by these companies as they are registered and reputed also. These companies handle the pathetic task with the help of expert workers. The hired professionals of these companies can easily get the name and fame from here and make their move simple. As workers work in an efficient manner so that the ease of work remains same by which task get complete on time. All these perfection make the relocation task as simple as they can. These workers belong to the reputed companies so people are very responsible for their assigned task. While handling the task of relocation these workers firstly observe the entire task carefully. Then according to the complet

Manali The Land Of Scenic Wonderments And Alluring Tourist Attractions
Manali is a blessed hill station situated in the state of Himachal Pradesh. It is amazingly gifted by the nature and holds some of the magnificent sightseeing places and tourism attractions that allures great number of visitors from not just from India but from across the nook and corner of the globe. Manali is truly blessed hill station and holds some of the finest and exciting sightseeing spots. It holds some of the excellent and alluring tour attractions that make the tours more enjoyable and fascinating. Some of the excellent attractions that are worth to visit during Manali tour are Rothang Pass, Hadimba Temple, Solang Valley, Raghunath Temple, Vashisth Bath, Mall Road and River Rafting. Manali is also very popular for its winter sports and activities. During the winter time, the valley gets draped by the golden charm and beauty of the nature that make it the most sought after destination for holidays and tours. During the wint

Kerala Favorite Attractions And Sightseeing Places To Visit
Kerala is amazingly beautiful and is visited by thousands of tourists annually from all the nook and corner of the globe. It has so many interesting sightseeing spots and all are blessed with celestial beauty that entices thousands and hundreds of tourists from all over the world. Kerala is home to good number of tourist places and all are enigmatically blessed by the nature. It has exciting range of tourist places and all are blessed with alluring attractions that will engross the tourist and offer them wonderful opportunity to enjoy vacation with ultimate experiences. On Kerala tour or tour to Kerala visitors and tourists have wonderful opportunity to see and explore some of the finest touristic places that allures great number of visitors round the year. Some of the excellent and alluring places to visit in Kerala are Munnar, Wayanad, Kumarakom, Kasargod, Kollam and Alleppey. These are some of the excellent sightseeing places that make the t

In Conclusion.
I saw Red Tails tonight! I was awe-inspired by the splendid luck we had with the Jet plane. Did you know: 14 of the Mark 2 Jet Fighter made by Volkswagon were made, but only 5 got into the air, and 4 were deemed operational? The Mark 2 Jet Fighter was the fastest thing in the war, but the least deployed? The Mark 2 Jet Fighter had the most kills out of any attack force with minimal problems but still was defeated? Why didn't we lose again? Oh yeah, America was teh beeznees back in the day. Oh, how I miss you, America of olde. Back in the day when we didn't make fun of the British for a language we basically hijacked and mugged. AMEEERRRIICCA of GRACIOUS--OH SHIT, JETPLANE. Go Tuskegee! Why is derelection the greater part of valour? Because you need to get past Mach 3. Valour, in essence, is a flatspin gone awry. I believe this in turmoil and in great prejudice. Spin and throw-up a little, at least the guy next door says he's seen better days. An eternal w

The Best Divorce Letter Ever!
Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore, whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me, Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 year

It's Nice When You...
Compliment me; cutie, beautiful, gorgeous, etc. I appreciate all the compliments and flattery; it shows you are a nice person. I don't compliment back regarding looks because looks don't matter to me really. It's not nice though when you: Constantly obsess about my looks. You are free and more than welcome to look at me, just please don't tell me what you're thinking or gawking. Add my yahoo only to ask for nudes or show me your penis. Be a complete dick. Be understanding that I don't give out my number. It's not my thing and I'm not comfortable with that. I add people to facebook if we hit it off and let time do it's magic and be friends. I'm happily taken and have no interest in finding anyone "better". I don't do dirty talk or flirt; not my kind of thing.

"our Walk, Plight And Decision"
In the darkness we travel blind together As we feel the way with hands intertwined Walking the path of uncertainty is fearful However, the sting of oblivion is lost when we are near Both have stumbled and fallen away Only to have found each other again Darkness has cut us from the light Yearning for dawns soft rays once more We trudge forward together our plight In the disabling dark we must endure Never will we find our way Until we learn to be as one We will wander for eternity Always together yet forever apart 01/26/2012 ~RRJ~

Just Another Boring Day At Home, Gotta Love It.
I have absolutely nothing interesting to write about but I am so bored. Today I went to the store, and well, that's about it. I am feeling pretty tired and just down as usual. Went out last night with my girls, Bonez and Camille. I had a nice time, listened to peope karaokee drank a bit. Didn't get sick so I know I didn't over do it. Why am I so tired all the time? I have no motivation, I'm just too dragging ass to be motivated.

What Is The Meaning Of Life
what is this life for? Are we here for a purpose? Is there a reason for the suffering that every man and woman suffers? why do we have to suffer? is there really a god? if there is why dose he let us fight each other? so how do we know joy is joy at all? what is this world coming to? the world is changing as we speak is it changing for the good or bad? life is full of questions and the goal with any life is to answer as many of the important questions as we can before we move on to the next chapter of life which is death. as a wise person once said there are only 2 garentees in life. death and taxes. but i have to add one thing to this and if someone says its not true they are suffering more then anyone else. pain is a garentee in everyones life. pain is there so you can learn what life is about and how could you love if you have never hurt before? have you asked your self these questions? if so leave a comment on your feelings it feels great to share

Fredom
FREEDOM! WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU? HERE LATLEY MYNE MEANS EVERY THING TO ME! YOU CAN HAVE IT ONE DAY AND THE NEXT IT IS GOHN! NEVER TAKE FORGRANTED ANY THING OR ANY ONE HAVE IN YOUR LIFE! LIFE IS SO SHORT AND CAN CHANG IN A BLINK OF AN EYE OR JUST A BAD DISION YOU MAKE! ONE DAY YOU ARE OUT INT THE REALL WORLK AND THE NEXT YOU ARE LOCKED UP AND EVERY THING IS TAKEN AWY FROM YOU! THEN ALL YOU ARE IS SIN # AND YOU WATE TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU! ONCE YOU ARE IN THE LEAGAL SYSTEM IT IS SO HARD TO GET OUT OF IT! PEOPLE NEVER LOOKAT YOU THE SAME WHY THEY USED TO AND PEOPLE NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN! LIFE AS I NO IT HAS CHANGED AND IAM CHANGING TO ! HAVE TO!

Love, Want
The person I love,The person I want most of all,I can't have.But I will go on loving him,And wanting him,Just the same.Because someday down the road,I just might get to have him,Even if it is for a minute.Until someday comes,I will go on loving,And wanting,The man I cannot have.

I Wish You Enough!
Found this elsewhere and liked it enough that I thought I would share it. Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.' The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.' They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.. 'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.. 'When you were saying g

Curtain Call
Hurt me once, it's shame on you. Hurt me twice (or three or four or five times), it becomes shame on me. When it gets to the "shame on me" stage, I am done. There are a couple of people here that have pushed me to that stage. The fact that I have allowed it is SHAME ON ME! I am fairly certain that they will read this and none of it will ring true with them. as denial goes hand in hand with cluelessness. Either way... Close the curtain on the "shame on me" stage? Don't mind if I do...

Life Can Chang In A Blink Of A Eye!
YES I SAID IT LIFE CAN CHANG IN A BLINK OF AN EYE! I WAS MAKING PLANS FOR A BETTER LIFE FOR ME! WAS PLANING ON MOVING OUT OF WHERE I LIVED FOR ABOUT 16 YEARS! WAS GOING TO CHANG MY LIFE AND DO BETTER FOR MYSELF! I HAD MADE ALL THESE PLANS AND WAS GOING TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE! NOW I HAVE TO PUT ALL THOSE PKANS TO A STOP AND SEE WHERE THE LEAGLE SYSTEM IS GOING TO TAKE ME! GOT MY SELF IN A JAM AND I HAVE TO GET OUT OF IT! LIFE CAN CHANG IN A BLILK OF AND EYE! YOUR FREDOM AS YOU KNOW IT CAN BE TAKEN AWY FROM YOU! LIFE IS TO CHORT AND IT CAN CHANGE IN A BLIK OF AND EYE!

The Debut / Pilot Blog
Greetings friends, Romans, and devoted fans of the FuNation: Welcome to my first installment of the Royal Degree, where I'll give you my take on all the goings-on in this world-gone-haywire, as well as whatever whimsical nonsense that may come to my wicked, wicked mind at any given moment. For starters, I am not looking forward to filing my federal and state income tax forms at the nearby H & R Block tax office this year. When I filed my taxes last year, I only received 64 buck from my federal returns, while I owed the state somewhere between 300 and 500 bucks. It was as disheartening as it was disappointing, I don't mind telling you. And while I'm hoping things will get a little better when I plan to file my this year's taxes either sometime this weekend or the early part of next week, I'm afraid I might end up owing Uncle Sam more money in state and / or federal taxes. I may be sound like I'm too paranoid for my own good, but I must be strong and deal with whatever hand the

Santorum: Obama’s College Reforms Part Of ‘indoctrination’ Plot (repost)
Topics: President Barack Obama ♦ President Obama ♦ Republican presidential candidate Rick Santorum Republican presidential candidate Rick Santorum on Wednesday suggested that President Barack Obama wanted to every kid to go to college so they could be brainwashed into being a liberal. Speaking to a crowd of Floridians at the First Baptist Church of Naples, Santorum said that churches and families were under “assault” by the president and liberals. “We’ve lost, unfortunately, our entertainment industry,” the candidate explained. “We’ve lost our higher education. That was the first to go a long time ago. It’s no wonder President Obama wants every kid to go to college. The indoctrination that occurs at American universities is one of the keys to the left holding and maintaining power in America — and it is indoctrination.” “If they taught Judeo-Christian ideology, they would be stripped of every

Cars
Resting my head on the window pane, watching those cars go by. Often I wonder what it's like to lay to rest and fly. So often do I wonder how it feels to be so free. Yet often do I pray and hope someday someone may see. And often do I think about the tme Ive spent on Earth. But no one can feel how much I need them, or hear how much I hurt. ..~~HelpMe~~..

Things On My Mind
Ive never been much of a person to blog whats on my mind. It seems as if now is the time. I am sick of hearing the he said she said bullshit. The this isnt real life.. bullshit, really? What is this make believe? Grow the fuck up its real life but ur just on the internet not face to face. For some ppl it gives them bigger balls being on the internet. for some it gives them the feeling to be more open on how they feel. For some it makes them act completely fake as they believe its not real life, so why not act like a complete ass and make a fool outta their self. Heres the deal lately.. My "friends" have acted one way yet talked a different way. Do u realize how many of you are being played? No, u sure dont.. Kinda sad. Yet most of u are being played by the same circle even more funny in my eyes. Then lets move on to ppl mistaking IFLY to omg I really love you as if im marrying you 2moro. Come the fuck on and get ur panties out of a knot. There are so many ppl that seem so

I Don't Get It....
Just a rant. I needed to vent and this is the proper place to do it. Don't like what I have to say? Deleted yourself from my list and wish yourself luck in finding another good friend. I don't get it. This "filtered reality" we call the internet. Why is it, that we become members of a social site.....a place for meeting and interacting with people.....but then when you actually make a friend and a little hurt is exchanged unintentionally, people resort to the "Oh it's just the internet, it doesn't matter." Um....EARTH TO PEOPLE........the screen names and profiles on these social sites have ACTUAL PEOPLE behind them. People with feelings. Why is it because it's "the internet", people feel it's ok to just say anything they want.....things they wouldn't normally say in real life? Yes, I speak the truth......but sometimes when people joke.....it can go too far. You really have no idea what that person behind the profile has been through in their life NOR can you assume that everyon

School
Dear Diary......well school went ok, even if i did almost doze off lol, dusted off a few brain cells n whizzed thru the first part, back on tuesday for next session, nothing in post :( ah well aint holdin me breath either......doin the daily rates u really do get to see who is sooooooooooo full of shit lol, all the comments that they think are so philosophical in order to make folks think they care about them make me so angry n also wanna type that they full of shit...... so if u reading this n wanna leave a comment keep it generic....i dont have awesome days....or days filled with love n joy n my mates know n comment accordingly , dont beg fer shit in my sb cos u aint gonna get anything but blocked, esp sob stories , trust me i have my own and they beat urs handsdown so quit ya beggin.............oh and while im bitchin use ya own fukkin pic as ya default fgs , n stop photoshoppin it onto some shapely bint designed to attract the men, have some fukkin sense of own values fgs...

What Love Means To A 4-8 Year Old...
A good friend sent this to me...I thought it was worth sharing. Hope y'all have a great day! I love you guys! :) Peace, John What love means to a 4-8 year old... A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined...see what you think: Rebecca-age 8--"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore...so my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Billy-age 4--"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Karl-age 5--"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Chrissy-age 6--"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Terri-age 4--"Lov

Dva Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 10
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Murder In Florida
I have been following a court case In which my adopted mothers cousin was murdered in Florida. Her name is Stephanie and as the story goes a guy did not like what she was doing so he shot her at point blank range in the head and killed her. The man that did it turned himself in and confessed to the crime. The family waited months for the case to go to trial. It went to trial the original charges were 2nd degree murder which got dropped to 2nd degree manslaughter, It was turned over to the jury on 1/23/2012 they came back with a verdict on 1/25/2012. This guy was found not guilty, go figure he confesses to murder and gets found not guilty of it. This is how it was placed on facebook to let the family know how the verdict came out. So the justice system has failed again if anyone wants to get away with murder just come to Florida. It seems like they get everyone off for it, there will be no legal justice for Stephanie. I guess that is why the street people have started t

Just To Make Someone's Day
What ever happened to the days when people would help you level and things as such on here without expecting things in return? I mean it's not just here either, no one ever just does something to put a smile on someone elses face. It's more and more about "What can you do for me'? now a days. P.S. Not EVERYONE is like this but it was something that had been on my mind a few days and finally decided to getting around to share my feelings. I like the majority of you, love some of you and wanna see you all naked at some point :P

People Who Wanted Me Gone
There comes a time in our lives when some people just have to go either because we don't want them there or because they feel the need to leave. I have over the years watched to their own dismay people who have walked out of my life only to return again begging to come back. Yet as I sit before my computer all who have parted ways with me have stayed in the past where they left me hurting and in tears. The day has come when this time I will cut some people out of my life never to bother me again. I am sure it will hurt them for a lil while but it is better that they take that bitter sweet pill now then later. I have learned since my first ex that an ex is an ex for a reason. So to go people I thought were friends and family. I have been reborn to start a new I bid those of you I choose to leave behind a parting farwell and I wish you happiness. I can forgive things such as holding on to someone until it becomes crystal clear that their intentions are to hurt me or hold me back. I have

Wow I Did Not Know I Was So Popular.
It seems as if there is a group of men on here and possibly women that feel. That they need to target me for their own sick pleasure. I know who one of them is for sure now. I see them move up and me move out they say things to poison peoples mind against me. Or they just take advantage of moods they manipulate others into thinking they are their friends. You see to some of you this is just a game but their are some people on here with cancer or other sickness. Then there are those who really think that they can meet people here because of the interaction. It is only a breeding ground of people who only care about themself and being popular. They try to hurt me by coming between me and the people i try and become friends with. The real joke is on the person or people who allow them to come between us. For what ever petty reason or for whatever little thing they can come up with. I am only on here to meet people to be online friends with. I do not ever want to meet anyone on here it s

About Me And The Ultamate About Me Survay{who Are You Really}section 1.
About me and The ultamate about me survay{Who are you Really}Section 1.Full Name:James Ronnie Vice Jr. What do you like to be called:Jim ,James,or Ronnie What are your nicknames:Lol any thing but late for supper Lmao Really Buckshot or The Gambler What is your alias:James Ronnie Sides What's your Web site Nickname:The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance in the minds of a dark community what does your screenname mean:it was taken from the movie the crow,But also means,one whos walked the Devil's Path,Traveling the cusp,Between the Light & the Dark,Searching for the balance,To right that which was wrong to no avile, What's your vampier or warewolfe Nickname: Master Lyathen The Alpha male of the dark challace clan What's your stripper/drag queen name:Mr.Horny SeiRyuu SeiRyuu means "Little Devil" in Japanese and I like the nickname, so decided to use it What's your Mobster Nickname: The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance What's your Star War

Mermaid
The look in my face , It will say, I am beautiful and confident . In my eyes , they have a pull , but Don't let them lie to you , Don't be taken, No, I am not faking . I am magical, wonderus .... A creature beyond the tide. A secret , a legend, a dream . I will fade , Get , washed back under, Don't hold your breath, You can't save me . I will drowned.

Hmmmm Why Am I The Way I Am Good Question Lol
I'M SORRY.....I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHINGTHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU...I'M SORRY FOR ALL I'VE DONE.... AND FOR EVERYTHINGTHATS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOUI,M SORRYI Am The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance in the minds of a dark community From the moment of my birth,I have walked the Devil's Path,Traveling the cusp,Between the Light & the Dark, Searching for the balance,To right that which was wrong to no avile,Tragedy has followed my every step,Deceit is in man's nature,Destruction within his soul,I have found the truth,Behind the lies,I have found my Eden,It lies within parted thighs,A smile,A tender embrace,A passionate kiss,In these things,Nirvana,I have sought out Hell,Longed for the comfort of my grave,My destiny yet to unfold,I continue playing the game, Wandering this Earth,Seeking the answers,To questions that haunt me,To defy the system,Never to conform,Make my own rules,Set my own standards,Find my path,Walk it with pride,I paint my world black,Co

Why Is It
So why is it that its so damned hard to find a good honest woman these days? I dont understand it. Dont take me wrong i am far from perfect but seriously... All I want is a good woman who will be faithful and honest, who will accept me as i am. Im an ok guy, im loyal, romantic, sweet, funny intelligent and these are just the things ive been told by others. So why is it i cant seem to find a woman who appreciates me for me, and who doesnt mind a simple life with a good but simple guy? Any ideas??

May Be I Will Fall In Love Some Day...
May be I will fall in love some day falling stars on my face of love. As I walk alone may be love will come my way in the dark of the night. Cover my heart of the moon of love over my eyes of love. Move my heart see the stars over the sky so bright. I will fall in love some day falling stars on my face of love. Cover of the night of love the moon is here on my face may be you will find me some day and may be not. I will fall in love some day falling stars on my face of love as I walk alone may be love will come my way in the dark of the night cover my heart of the moon of love over my eyes of love move my heart see the stars over the sky so bright I will fall in love some day falling stars on my face of love.

Stupid People
These are the assholes who are ripping my pics to their default albums Please send hate their way Or at least help me report them Thanks!!!!! Mike Jones:jttheraven:http://www.fubar.com/jttheraven/photo-5720282-0-3669694853(He has all my pics in his default)nfa1965AshHeels Wheels Girl's photoshttp://www.fubar.com/ashheels-wheels-girl/photo-713724-0-759767662TexasRebel69asslicker2http://www.fubar.com/69asslicker2/photo-6543158-0-918885824cpylovehttp://www.fubar.com/cpylove/photo-5645990-0-1949199 speedster692008 http://www.fubar.com/speedster692008/photo-1963824-0-371554007

A Tale Of Love Lost
Casualties of War When it’s over will I cry Will I loose and want to die Will it hurt beyond what I can feel Will I question ,”was it ever real?” Questions that answer themselves too true I know what happened between both me and you The love was real and true love never really does die Distance killed any romance between you and I Three years at war and so far away I return a changed man on that fate filled day I have seen too much and you can’t ever understand Watched men live and die by a far off command Till life and death became one in the same And nothing can change what I have became People think that death and injury are the toll of war But I know the truth so much better than ever before Loss of a freedom took for granted the next moment we share Loss of wanting to have passion and to let myself care For knowing what I do can give no one peace And it far kinder still to give one I loved their release For to be loved in this worl

Wanna Own Your Very Own Ellie??
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Douchebags
Mike Jones:jttheraven:http://www.fubar.com/jttheraven/photo-5720282-0-3669694853(He has all my pics in his default) nfa1965These are the assholes who are ripping my photos to their default albums Please send hate their way Or at least help me report them!!!!! Thanks.... AshHeels Wheels Girl's photoshttp://www.fubar.com/ashheels-wheels-girl/photo-713724-0-759767662 TexasRebel 69asslicker2http://www.fubar.com/69asslicker2/photo-6543158-0-918885824

It Seems Like I'm Cursed!!
ok, I'm cursed...I thought that this was going to be a nice and civil divorce, yet the soon-to-be ex-wife is going to play dirty. she's been tracking my calls. ALL my calls. doesn't matter that she's calling shippers and receivers as well as all my friends, I feel like she's stalking me. And she says she still loves me. Meh! Ever heard the saying "if you love him, let him go, and if he returns, he was meant to be yours"... Apparently she has not heard of this. She intends to try to put me in a cage and keep me there till I die. I can't stand being caged, I can't stand being tethered any longer! it's time for me to flee. then she says, what about the kids? Our kids are nearly grown. one is going to be 17 the other just turned 15...and besides, kids should never have to live with parents who don't get along, and constantly argue. What does that do for them, besides give them bad relationship models... I will admit that my choices in the matter were not always the best, but it wa

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Not on much…haven’t been in a writing mood. Just…dealing with life. A bit more thrown at me than I’d prefer, but what can you do? I’ll be better coming out the other end. I miss quite a few of you quite a bit. See some of you on here again soon. p.s. I have vacation time…thinking about going somewhere in May if I feel like going somewhere when May gets here. Any suggestions? I only need a comfy place to sleep and hopefully some sex. There’s only so much sightseeing you can do… ;)

Annelid's Pickup Lines - 1st Draft....
Are your legs tired? Oh, well, I’m not surprised; your thighs are almost comically muscular. You must wash your pants with Windex, because something really smells like Windex. Your father must have been a thief. I don’t know, you just have the look of someone who was raised by criminals. If I said you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? That is to say, would you be offended by my comments, not would you physically hold your body against mine. Sorry for any confusion. Anyways, would you? Do you have a little Italian in you? Really? Wait, what was your last name again? Oh, yeah, I guess that does sound Irish. Never mind. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I probably wouldn’t. Can you imagine how much that would screw with everybody? Are you from Tennessee? I hate people from Tennessee. Excuse me; I seem to have misplaced my inmate number, which was assigned to me by this state’s accursed penal system after it was discovered that I was indeed

Boy, I Tell People How I Feel About Getting Women Pics, And They Block Me, When I Send Them Pics Of Men, See They Don`t Like It " Turned Around !
on another site !BeckyLeu wow " i told a guy on here this " and he blocked me " ! why do men send women pics of women, would they like us to send them pics with men in them ? we women want pics with men in them " please, just like you want pics with women in them !25 minutes ago · Like · Comment · 3Viewing 3 of 3 comments · HideBeckyLeu i sent him this and he blocked me ! i should have done that as soon as he sent me a woman pic """ ! then ! at first !33 minutes agoBeckyLeu see he did`t like it the other way around !31 minutes agoBeckyLeu I blocked him back !27 minutes ago

What Does It Mean ?
What does it mean when a woman says I need some time to myself? Here is what happend. My wife did about two weeks of staying out all night and coming home in the morning. then one morning she came home got some clothes and left telling me she needed some time to herself. The way I read this is that she has a boyfriend. I need to know am I wrong?

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 81
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 81 of Janey Godley’s podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo give us some Oscar facts. The podcast is recorded early due to the duo heading to London this week. Ashley has unearthed many weird and wonderful titbits of Oscar award ceremonies from the archives and also gives us a roundup of the latest nominees. Janey gives us some ‘singing’ from her version of The Northern Lights and Ashley talks’ crunchy lettuce diet tips. They both talk beauty tips and get a chance to read out some podcast questions. Ashley wants to be the face of Poundland (which isn’t sexual). Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst

Don't Mess With The Military
AN ACTUAL CRAIG'S LIST PERSONALS AD To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah night before last. Date: 2010-09-27, 1:43 a.m. E.S.T. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow com...e across this rather important message. First, I'd like to apologize for your embarrassment; I didn't expect you to actually crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket.. The evening was not that cold, and I was wearing the jacket for a reason.. my girlfriend was happy that I just returned safely from my 2nd tour as a Combat Marine inAfghanistan .. She had just bought me that Kimber Custom Model 1911 .45 ACP pistol for my birthday, and we had picked up a shoulder holster for it that very evening. Obviously you agree that it is a very intimidating weapon whe

Update
I'm not going to be on a lot for the next few months, probably only a few mintes here and there. I have a new job which is currently going through all the checks before I start. I am hoping this will be March time. It is in a local hospital on the Gastroenterology ward. I couldn't really ask for a better job, the experience will be first class. Unfortunately, I need to be passed fit to work. The day after I was informed I had the job, I had the results of my MRI scan, which showed I had a prolapsed disc (slipped disc) in my lower back, which is pressing on a very large nerve. Hence all my pain. I see the surgeon in a few weeks. It never rains but it pours. I've had back problems for the last 20 years, I have never let it get me down and have continued to push myself through my pain barrier with the help of pain meds and have continued to work. Just like I intend to in the future. Unfortunately, my local doctors surgery believed that I was addicted to the pain meds I had been ta

Poem I Like
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick,it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh,even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close…not even a little bit… not even at all.

Legend Of The Butterfly
Once as a child many years ago... on a balmy summer's eve. I sat in the yard at my Mother's side... and a butterfly lit at my sleeve. "It's a sign of good luck", my Mother said. As the butterfly stayed at my arm... "It's a symbol of all the beauty in life. Make sure you do it no harm." First butterflies are eggs and after they hatch... they see that their life's just beginning. They're content with their lot in life, so, they go out on a limb and start spinning. They stay out awhile in a magic cocoon.... then emerge like flowers in spring. Then they share the story of their victory and success... through each of the colors of their wings. The gold in their wings is the"Golden Rule"... To follow that is a must. The blue....That means true blue. Always be someone people can trust. The green of the tip of their wing is saying Stay green, and you'll always grow. The silver is the lining in the clouds of doubt... that you must look for as you go through life. Butterflies bend with the wind,

Beautiful Butterflies
Butterflies, beautiful butterflies, with so many colours rare, it hurts my heart when one dies, Yet, does anyone truly care? For butterflies, butterflies, you represent new birth, from chrysalis until you die, you beautify the earth. thank you, lovely butterflies.

Preparing For Loss
My parents were not young when my mother gave birth to me. My dad was 42. My mother was 39. They divorced in 1990, when I was 15, he 57, and she 54. Each of them has since found someone new and, I'm lucky enough to say, they have been wonderful step-parents. As you get older, you prepare yourself emotoinally and mentally for that day where you get that phone call: the one that says you are about to lose one of your parents. You expect it. It's part of life. I got a phone call from my godbrother up north today. The news was grim: my stepfather is gravely ill. Ronald knew my mother when they were both children in Trinidad. They were originally supposed to get married, but my mother landed an opportunity to go to England to study nursing. She met my father there, and they eventually moved to America and got married. Ronald was never quite that far away, however; it seems that no matter where in the West Indies you grew up, you eventually wind up in Brooklyn. So, they were never reall

Butterflies, Oh, Butterflies
Butterflies, Oh, Butterflies, Your beauty is so rare. Butterflies, Oh, butterflies, How could anyone dare. to catch you and to hold you against your solemn will? They should just admire you and let you have your fill. of flitting here and flitting there, gathering up your daily fare of nectars from the flowers bright, from early morning until night.

A Butterfly Hovers Closely
A butterfly hovers closely And then quickly moves away, Swiftly going where so ever Her heart may freely say. A butterfly lowers and rises With the winds' gusty breath, As if coupled within a dance Of a loving tenderness. The butterfly only knows How it feels to have wings, To kiss the petals of flowers In such elegant flutterings. To have but one moment Of such an exquisite flight, Would be like a dream Where all seems so right.

Looking To Find Out The Interest Inks
I am looking for people who would like to go to a private nsfw party in the Junction City area. Cost is $30.00 at the door and bring a bottle. There will be dancers there so bring lots of ones:) If you are interseted email me bettyparties@yahoo.com

Backstabbers
I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my lifeFrom other bitches with all of your liesWrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouthShut your fucking mouth Honestly, I think it's kinda funny thatYou waste your breath talking about meGot me feeling kinda special reallyThis is what you're all about

If You Live On American Soil You Must Read This It Doesn't Matter If Your American Or Not!
The Last Six Seconds On Nov 13, 2010, Lt General John Kelly, USMC, gave a speech to the Semper Fi Society of St. Louis , MO. This was four days after his son, Lt Robert Kelly, USMC, was killed by an IED while on his 3rd Combat tour. During his speech, General Kelly spoke about the dedication and valor of our young men and women who step forward each and every day to protect us. During the speech, he never mentioned the loss of his own son. He closed the speech with the moving account of the last six seconds in the lives of two young Marines who died with rifles blazing to protect their brother Marines. "I will leave you with a story about the kind of people they are, about the quality of the steel in their backs, about the kind of dedication they bring to our country while they serve in uniform and forever after as veterans. Two years ago when I was the Commander of all U.S. and Iraqi forces, in fact, the 22nd of April 2008, two Marine infantry battalions, 1/9 "The Walking Dead," and

Fu Bloopers ~ The Funniest Typos In Support ~
Ailina- Tewety: up to 24 hrs depending on how many its forest come first serve Narley- dont pop the clutch!.....i pooped the clutch went off motobike Sproet: Trixie - it's you rank again all the other members that made points from the previous day Sproet: it's *how* you rank *against*Sproet: holy typoes Sproet: *typos More to come :)

About Me
Yes welcome to my world , for in this section you shall get to know me better the true me so kick back and enjoy the tails of the crow I Am The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance in the minds of a dark community 48 M Hancock.Co, Forest, Ohio, United Statesorientation: Straightactive: Just Curious Right Nowis looking for: A lifetime relationshipA relationshipA play partnerFriendshipAny thing reallyhi thereI Am The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance in the minds of a dark community "Don't try to figure me out, cuz i will change directions just to watch you go crazy"dont tag or catagorize me ,for i am who i am nothing more...Let me introduce myself.I am a 48 year old southern male of southern descent born and raised in Huston Texas And raised in the southern byou stats alabama,mississippi and louisania. I am 6 feet 2 inches chubby white male. I have trained in Muay Thai kickboxing Karate , Brazilian Ju Jitsu,and Jeet Kune Do . With that I would Love to get into Tai Chi Chi K

Sporks Update
There was a long ago member here called I Love Sporks who was actually #1 Red Lifetime at the time of this incident. For those who remember the situation regarding the death of her baby, here's a recent update I was sent by the wonderful Ms. Cherry (aka Inked Angel.) http://galvestondailynews.com/story/216838 http://pysih.com/2011/03/15/update-travis-%E2%80%9Ctj%E2%80%9D-mullis/ And a more recent.. http://galvestondailynews.com/story/259502 It was one of the most polarizing events in Fubar history. It led to the most viewed bulletin of all time (upwards of 17,000 views), a murder investigation, and screenshots being used as proof sent to the Galveston police department. We broke it here of course, to the shagrin of many. People still ask to this day about it. I figured an update would be appropriate as we approach the four year anniversary of this tragic event. Feel free to post your thoughts. Now it's rape in addition to the murder of a child. Lovely people I tell you. P

Thank You
Two very simple little words that brought tears to my eyes! Why would those two words bring me to tears? Because they were said by one of the many people I respect and pray for each night. His a member of the finest group of people this country has, OUR MILITARY. He said it because I used my voice to recognize him and all those like him that chose to put on the uniform and protect this country. They chose to protect you and me, people they don't even know, so that we can sleep in peace. So that people like me have the freedoms like being able to use our voice, and all those others that we take for granted everyday. Those two words meant the world to me. Imagine what those same two simple words mean to them.The ones that will look you in the eye and say "I'm just doing my job", when we all know they are doing so much more. When was the last time you stopped one of this country's HEROs, past or present and said those two very simple but powerful little words? To al

Boomerang Giveaway
Here is your chance to win a boomerang. To enter you must send 1 bling credit to me and comment on this blog post. Each additional credit increases your odds of winning. Giveaway starts 1/25/2012 12:00a and runs thru 2/8/2012 12:00a. I will be picking the winner on youtube and will attach the video as well. Good luck to everyone!

My Heart Will Always Belong To Her
She is the one that I see myself spending the rest of my days with She is the one that when I think about the best time in my life it was with her, She will always be the one that hold's all my heart! She is more then any girl before has ever been The way that I feel to her, my heart races so much The feelings that she gives to me bring back so much joy The one that no one can ever match she is my only I can't say how much she is to me Only with her did I know what love really was, There is no one that can take what she is to me, Not ever not now not even in my last days, She will always be the one that I hold so dear! the only one that I feel so free to be myself With her there is no fear of saying the wrong thing If only she would come around again I could tell her all this Only in time will we see if we find our way back I know that she will always have my whole love Only with her will my heart stay true If only this would come back again Only her will i find that love again I

At The End Of The Road
Dear Diary.....scared meself shedless i just looked in mirror.....eyes like pissholes in the snow fgs......was just drifting into oblivion when SLAM, door whammed open , mate walked in drunk smirking and switching on lights.....apparently it was a good date and i was in need of knowing this......NO I FUKKKIN WASNT I WAS IN NEED OF SLEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE, I NEED MY OWN PLACE, MY OWN FRONT FOOR, A BED I NEED A BEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.....I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE.......

World Opens
Up at night ' lost and lonely, looking for the way to go. There you are .. Where ? Did you come from? I do not know , Stay, Stay, Here with me . WALK , walk slowly.... Take me away. Save me , Save me from the lies , How I loved them so . I can see the light . It blinds me . I can't ! I won't ! I am so afraid .

A Hawk's Calling
So much traveling in this life Now a peace restored Within the heart and soul Finally a comfort With a warmth That only is brought out By the calling of a hawk Doves are to love As a hawk Is a messenger of a living spirit All one and the same When it comes to The spirit of love And what is a blessing Yearning across the canyon For a place to land Soaring high Above the red rocks Ready to land My heart is in your hand Just be gentle And it will gracefully Serve you well Taking nothing for granted Only tiny steps as to what can be Hopefully one day Sorting it out When the eyes lay upon thee Tender touches Within the dreams Passionate kisses Filling the desire of flame Within each scene I can't believe all of this is truly happening With what all a hawk means to me And what my Ancestors have taught me So thankful for their loving ways But knowing that they are truly Watching out for me! @2012 Judy Little Hummingbird

Just Random Crap
writing about life? nope, more just about odd things i know or odd questions i may have, like why is a bottle of soda cheaper then a bottle of water? tid bit of info for ya - if you buy a new washer and set it up yourself, Remove the shipping bolts! you be amazed at how many people don't.. hinges on your door coming loose? slide a little sliver of wood into the screw holes and reinstall the screws waalaaa. computer acting stupid on start up? try replacing the internal battery before anything else ( yes they really do have one ) its like a big watch battery why did they stop making universal remotes with the new tv's ? and why can't all remotes use the same size batteries? okay, so do people think Mcdonalds hamburgers really taste good? i cant possibly understand how anybody could but hey to each their own. if you're going to buy a new dishwasher, measure the opening from top to bottom, can make a big difference on what you can buy.. btw i used to install built-in appliances b

More Of A Help Me With Pc Issues...
I've got a laptop with a busted monitor, Ive tried plugging that laptop in to an external monitor, it powers up to safe mode screen, then blacks out. At one time this trick worked, but now its helplesss, isn't there a way to tap into the busted laptop by network or a wire to snag the pics and music I want before It gets tossed out.

Something To Help The Fubar Male
This is a summary of what I assume to be a great essay, I did not write this summary, I did not write this essay, but I can relate to it on multiple levels and it might help someone else to stumble upon it. Start with the premise that a person - generally a male - may be addicted to pornography, and that this addiction may be part of a larger addiction to any number of other sexual "highs" - affairs, visits to prostitutes, anonymous sex, exhibitionism, voyeurism, etc. See where this premise leads.2A man wishes to believe there is a beautiful body with no soul attached. Because of this wish he takes the surface for truth. There are no depths. Because of this wish, he begins to worship an image. But when this image enters the future, it loses what the man has given it - momentary devotion. The man wishes for another body, another face, another moment. He discards the image like a painting. It is no longer to his taste. Only the surface can be known and loved, and this is why the imag

(you Are Brave Young Dragon)
(You Are Brave Young Dragon) You are brave young dragon so sore highSpread thy golden wings and truly fly.Leave this weighted world behind your feetFor a heavenly sky is there for you to meet.You are free blessed dragon of the blue skyUnchained are you to the unmoving stones.So stretch thy limbs and move thy bone'sFor you're a treasure to be widely known.© Copyright 2009 Andrew Reid

Near Death
Today after work my husband picked me up then we went to the hospital to visit his grandma. She is not doing well, not well at all. I didn't even recognize her she is so thin and scrawny. She was asleep most of the time we were there. Right as we were walking towards the front door to leave we saw mother-in-law coming in the front door of the hospital. I think it will be a matter of days before his grandma kicks the bucket. It won't be long now. =( Tonight I had bell choir practice. When I got home my husband was cleaning the kitchen for me. Wasn't that sweet? Have a good night.

More Offers On Our House
We've had several offers on our house, which has been on the market for a couple of months. All of them have been countered or rejected. Nothing has been acceptable to both parties. Today we got another offer. It is $20,900K less than our $295.900 asking price. We have asked for the buyer to wait until Thursday @ 5PM for our answer to his offer. *I just picked up a job that will have me gone for most of Wed. and part of Thur. We are waiting on another offer from a cash buyer. Their agent has been talking to our agent for a few days. They sold a property a few months ago and are living at her parents' house. The husband is READY to get out of that situation. Our agent contacted theirs today to say that we are sitting on an offer. Of course she didn't tell the other agent what the offer is. The buyer's agent said they are still waiting to see how best to remove the $$ from the trust account (legalities and tax issues) but that they will have a very strong offer very soon. I'm trying

Finkle Fund
It's the spine tingling, nerve wracklin, tangy and cracklin, vibrating prostate, crackulackulate, postulate while prostrate, goin' from prone to disowned, snappin cracked bone, finish the blowjob, slob, knobbin your nubbin for luvin', slugging and faded, cross spectrums and wasted, being stalked by a roazor finned boondock frog wimmin in pea soup, slowly perculating till he roasted, I'm toasted, rollin and buring, tolling and burning the bridges, sawing the ahedges at second glace, first stance strong and wrong by any means, streaks of green jealousy and yellow jaundice, flaunt this and pimp that, stacked hats in bags and guns in closets, fags in alleys and black in targets, hang volunteer firefighter by crosses that blaze charred spots, on front lawn cathedrals, how osme like it hawt, like Marilyn scarin them into frenzied anticipation, wronged spaced stations of their serene calm and bombed ants hills into slumber, stumbled upon a bumbling wreckage of pyrot

Away For Awhile Again!!
This is for all my Fubar Family & Friend's:I have made a decision to go to Trucking School again,yes if you did not know I used to drive 18 wheeler's 14 yrs. ago..So I am going again for 3 weeks and on the road I go,I will not be on Fubar at that time,Please don't forget me because I will be back..sooner or later..lol...Love all of you...Wish me luck!..As some of you know I am Lora and if ya don't it's Crazy Azz Texas Woman AKA Texas Willow

Jack In The Box
I live in a new section of Albuquerque. You drive down the road and there is still large pieces of undeveloped land here and there. I was excited that a Jack in the Box had opened up in the neighborhood, having never had it, the closest one being across town. I cook at home a lot but when i do not feel like it a few food choices are nice. There is not much selection in 5 square miles we have, McD, Burger king Carls jr, and a taco bell/kfc (meaning it does not have a full menu of either). Jack was having a promo, we are new to the area come in and try this combo, Burger, fries, 2 tacos and a drink. Now my thought was, hey trying to win over new customers with a hot fresh and tasty combo. Verdict: Massive fail to win me over as a new customer. Fries, while flavorful were cold, not warm but freaking cold. 2 tacos, at first I thought they were soft tacos being so cold and loaded with grease that the shell was more soft than crunchy. Might be on par with a taco bell taco, somewhat tasty but

Driving
Ok, it's been a hell of a day. Today started with me getting lost going 18 miles, and ending up 25 away from where I needed to be... I stopped last night at a rest area (I drive trucks for a living). I went to sleep, got up, made coffee. Then I started to head toward my delivery and ended up going the wrong way! Yeah, my sense of direction is in question by now. Usually I have a really good sense of direction, but when I can't read the street signs cause I'm watching other cars zip in and out of lanes, it makes it hard to see them. Anyway, I went to the first stop and found out from the receiver that they didn't have the equipment to unload the unit...Bites! The receiver ended up sending me to the actuall deliver point where they did have a crane to unload the unit I was carrying. Got rid of one. Now I have to get to my final stop before 1:00 est. I didn't make it at the time I was supposed to, but they unloaded me anyway (Nice of em). Finally got empty and now I have to sit fo

2012
Happy New year my fubar family and friends! I hope all of you had a wonderful holiday and personally I am glad it is over for another 12 months! I have kept my New Year's resolution, so far and have not smoked a cigarette in 24 days I am so proud! I am also proud of my daughter who is doing very well in school academically and in orchestra and color guard. I could be happier in my personal (love) life, I am still waiting on my husband to get a job, yeah hes been here since August and still doesnt have a job which really really SUCKS! I am getting a little tired of supporting someone who is entirely capable of supporting themselves. I am still missing being in the south and all my family and friends down there, especially my aunt and all my favorite hang outs. This place is so small and boring I feel like I am losing my mind! There is absolutely NOTHING to do in this little bitty one horse town :( I guess I cannot complain too much, I could still be stuck in that miserable box (motel

Tuesday Update
Trish is doing really good :) She is so bored. Anyways a guy in the room across from her gets to go home Wednesday to Friday, he told Trish he's going to leave his laptop so she can use it if she wants Yeah :) She plans on being on Fubar for those few days in between resting and talking with her daughter. She is looking to buy a Godmode or credits if anyone is selling . Please send pm if selling. Thank You Beth

My Son Works Lot Of Hrs, So He Try`s To Get Me To Do This, But They Always Want To Talk To Him" So Car Insurance Company`s In Salem County
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After All Day Thinking They Were Going To Be Here "" ! """
wow, checking on my phone repair status, this is what i found on right side says this: We did not find any pending repair requests -- Just now · Comment · Like · View Becky Leuallen /... 55 seconds ago wow, checking on my phone repair status, this is what i found on right side says this: We did not find any pending repair requests for your account. Becky Leuallen /... a moment ago after all day thinking they were going to be here "" ! """

First Song
(verse 1) Cocked, locked and ready to go, the time bomb is ticking and I'm ready to explode. Let's start a riot and give the world a show, its pandemonium and I want the world to know. (chorus) Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 2) It's time to pay back and give everyone their dues, like the ones in Iraq you don't see in the news. The political views have got our heads in a noose, and its time to fight back for the ones whove been used. (Chorus 2) Because, this Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 3) There are kids in the street with no shoes on their feet and little Jimmy hates his dad because he got beat. And all you hear on

Just Gonna Say This Right Now
i've changed my top fam... the people in my tops have me in theirs... so before you come to me with hurt feelings that i've taken you out of tops and/or out of my family completely, please spare me the bitch fit. i'm not trying to insult you, i also don't want anyone gauging our friendship based on where the fuck i have you in my list. but if you don't have tops and i've kept you in mine for however long, then, i'm sorry but i'm doing what i want with my page and my tops. i just know how people can be about where they sit in a list and this is my warning, bitch and be deleted and blocked completely. i don't wanna fuckin hear it cuz i sure as shit don't say a fucking word to you. THANKS have a nice day.

Vengeance
As I lay here drifting on the waves of my dreams,drifting in that place where nothing is what it seems,where all my senses know exactly what to do,where I judge about what is false and what is true,No surprises for me here, no sudden mistakes,here it's not my heart but your heart that aches,here everything is controlled by me including you,here I call the shots, I tell YOU what to do,You've got nowhere to hide, you've got nowhere to run,let's cut the suspense, the games have begun,now YOU will learn about being afraid,the hunt has begun, you better not wait,Don't waist your time, just run for your life,Cause now it is ME who is holding the knife,I won't make your mistake, I'll finish what I start,I won't stab you in the back, but straight in the heart.lol... this is what I'd refer to as a venting poem.Directed to my ex while waiting on his sentencing, it kinda wrote itself, quite ehm.. well.. harsh and brutal. Part of a healing process I suppose.

Winter Reborn
As fastas her eyelids flutter;feeling their way through the dark that surrounded the hungercaptured within his breath; travels, within the silent path of a tear cried in stolen youth,a pain as liquid as the silken touchof an unconditional loving soul.Her criesecho ache through time into a future doomed to darkness where the curves of femininity sway to the seductive soundsof a snake’s venomous hissand swirl onto the hands of greedclawing into her fleshwithin the boundariesof their own shallow minds.A sigh ruptures the heavy velvet veil that shields the disfigured view of humanityas painted by the nurturing handof the male figure"the guardian of innocence"claiming trophiesof unearthly measureswhile deep withina newborn winterhowls through the depth of soul.

Things To Understand
Look I like everything about this site but understanding me is what matters.. I am Male I do prefer a nice ass over a big set of tit's I dont walk beside my baby and look at other girls I Walk beside my baby and never infront or behind I dont go to a stripper bar to look at the hookers on stage (I go for the drinks and sports on the tv's) I do spoil my baby ever chance I get I help others that want to help another that is on some bad luck Snakes, lizards, croc's and all things like that belong in the wild and not in a fish tank Life is a dedication to the one you love, charish, honor and spend your time with I lived my life to the fullest everyday I have died once before and lived to tell the (red cross story) I have owned everything from duck's, chicken's, pigeons, Owl's, CusCus, Dogs, Cats the list goes on I have two daughters that I dont get to see because of their mothers (miss them everyday) I like Rock, Metal, Rap, Hip-hop, Punk, Dubstep and a couple others

Winter Solstice
If not for that single candle;flickering as the estranged fingersof hope-filled-lifecaress and ticklein foreign affection;the days would be longand shadow traced and so I findthe silhouette of lost soulcrouched down in the forgotten cornerattempting to blend,submergeinto memories of too long ago as the shades of daygrow olderand the shadows of nightcome to hauntthe fleeting body of immortal longingcraves to grasp hold of the synergythat emerges from kindred loversas life taunts relentlesswith hints and wispsof dream fulfilled propheciesand life-vitality becomes as much a phaenomenonas the auroraafter winter solsticebut even in an ice-kissed-breathwords of passionand compassioncannot be frozento be keptand silent echoesof whispered nothingsfade into the darknessof night

And Winter Came Early
A shiver..and words utteredrest heavily on the coolness of an unannounced breezetraveling into the very heart, lingering there on a breath held longer than a tear, traveling from the eye to the line of the jaw, would fall and shatteron the cold Formica of white sterile thoughts.and I pull backunder the weight of accusationstriggered by a simple request,leaving a trail of destructionin the slate grey skyof a winter born too soonreleasing the stingof icicle sharp memorieswith ice pick precisionstabbing not once, not twice,but three timessince, after all,three times’ a charm cold…emotions wrapped in crystal clear ribbons of glassare bound to shatteron the frost licked snowthat covers the surfaceof the otherwise clear blue pools of eyesand I shiver..a breathed plea escaping lipsforms clouds in the cool of early morning snowstormsthat haunt with relentless precisionthe depths of soulswhere the apparition of love unconditionalloses its silhouettefadesand the footprints left behi

Learning To Let Go
No matter how they try and seethe love that lives eternallybetween the lonely soul and methey never will conceiveWhen once again the night has passedand left behind the love that laststhe taste of my ongoing questfor you, my nightly thiefWho purposely invades my dreamsthe ghost of bitter memoriesyou choose to tease beyond releaseyou'll never let me goYou beg and plead relentlesslykneeled down behind your souls debrishope with your might I'd choose to seebeyond that what I knowHow could they ever understandwhen I can't even comprehendwhy I still hold on to your handand choose to let you beIn time I'll come to realizethat you were aiming to disguiseyour lack of love through heartless liesyou'll die inside of me..

Final Act ~closing Scene
As thick as the red heavy velvet,that veils the outlines of the with white marble decorated stage, was the with longing perfumed breath that lingered in the air, exhaled during the opening act, received with an ovation that still echoed in between the walls the première where the heart laid kneeled naked with her face on the cool stones whispering utterances…singing ballads of a grandiose love…long after the in black silk and lace draped audience had abandoned their reclining black leather seats; and the 8 tier chandeliersceased to illuminate the space with their gold-flavored sheenwhere the ever relentless lashing tongue of disillusion;captured in act 3, scene 2; left behind the raw scent of crimson cried tears, desecrating the white marblewith small puddles of the; as labeled; vile red-tinted bodily fluidscarelessly tossed in the corner, the crumpled remains of a programthat once was held by a hand whose owner still believed in dreamslong before the all overruling shad

The Fool
Vanity was granted a part in this play‘the grand soprano of ignorance’flanked by Ego who waltzed from scene to scenedressed in bright colored grand costume Blinded from those little messages that seemed to pop up...just every now and again... (you weren’t very consistent)not that they would notice if you were;too preoccupied with their own playThe rosy shades you supplieddissolved five minutesinto the second act. Vanity and Ego performed ‘the’ performance of a life timenever realizing that they were leftwithout an audience.In a play called “the Fool”

Lies
your words are nothing But poisonous lies Your eloquence enraptures me Your words enthrall thy soul Frequently you poison my mind, my body And my soul. Your aura is intolerable Your presence is shameful Thou reminds me of an odious palfrey You act if you are my prodigy With thy masked removed You’re nothing but thy fool. With one hand you hold a scythe And the other sword. A sacrifice for the sinner, a deep Torturing sense of guilt. Feeling sorrow and revenge You fall from grace Depraved of soul Resistant’s is weak. My little sinister how you bring harm Evil and misfortune Sulking around the shadows Grasping your evil deeds in your hands You fall deeper and deeper Becoming translucent and undeterred You've become unearthly Thriving in sin An insatiable, unsubdued thirst for pain On the verge of death You stumble into my court. I stand and watch as you wither into agony I step down and whisper into your ear As you slowly fade "I Always Loved You".

Still
I am still in love with Him My heart beats with his Every breath I breathe is his I am completely blind to others Pain his only affection That smile. His kiss, I take any pain Just to see his face And feel his hands Or his soft cold lips against mine. Watching him spill my blood Sends me into ecstasy. I'd die for him any day. Unfortunately that came He pushed to far Cut to deep His beautiful soft body came down next to mine And those lips whispered softly into my ear "I've found another".

Care
I dare you to love me I dare you to care for me All I want is for you to care I dared to love I dared to care And with that you took it all I had a chance I had freedom and love It was okay until I loved you I gave you my soul and heart I told you my darkest secret You shared it with the world After all I did to you You did worse to me All I because I dared you to love Was I that bad That you had to leave Was my kiss like acid rain Or was I sweet as wine I will never know Because I dared to care.

...
Play my wrist like a violin Steel kisses caress my skin Stings hit me then a wave of relief Still I run my arm underneath its teeth My best friend my stress reliever More effective than any meat cleaver No more tears stuff them deep inside Still they peep from the scars where they hide You must always smile never let it slip But when your alone you do a total flip Tears claw their way up and slide down your face Hidden emotions come out feeling out of place Soon you fall into a peaceful slumber Only to be woken by a constant number Snapped awake from the place of dreams And in a place of death and disease Each day passes still nobody knows Pure white tissues turn as red as a rose So polite so happy so normal Yet even with family I'm formal Where am I? who am I? I died years ago I created a character that who everyone knows Bright smile and expressive eyes But they don't understand that it's all lies Fire burns in my soul consuming my rage Until I can escape from my cage And that's

Ever After
Dreary smiles and anguished laughter, They try to hide the pain, Of a broken happy-ever-after, As the tears run down your drain. A cry for help is calling you, Its sobs sigh on the wind That whistles up the Avenue, To rattle your window pane. Alone you sit, battered and bruised, As you read another page, Of another broken romance book That holds you, centre stage. The spotlight is on your tears, But the audience have departed, No one's left to share the fears That leave you broken hearted. And so with melancholy in your head, You contemplate the tall grey tower, Thinking you'd be better dead, You could leap, it'd be all over. And your soul could fly with angels, Or the demons of the night. That's the alternative angle, The enigma of your plight. So where do you go tonight, As the shadows dance their merry dance, By the flickering tongue of candlelight, That holds you in its trance? You go to dream another nightmare, Of a place where heartache reigns, Where there is no happy-ever

My Music Career
Hey fellow metal heads I'm a singer song writer and ive been in contact with a major prorduction company that is helping me get my song's heard so hopefully soon i can get signed to a major record label and get my song's on the radio so plz friends keep your fingers crossed for me as i start my career thanks a lot your friend Metalheadbrian

Friends
Friends are friends forever together 'till the end. You promised me that you would always be my friend. One day something changed I'm not sure what it was. I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight. And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right. We went our separate ways. This went on for days and days. I made new friends and you made yours, but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours. Times got really tough, my road of life was, oh, so rough. I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day, but the kind that will always and forever stay Memories were all I h

Simpler And Easier Shifting In India
People move towards the new place to make their livelihood more comfortable. Moving along with the goods is really a very annoying and tedious task that makes people tensed. They get confused that how to start the shifting work to make their resettlement successful. They don’t know the exact way to finish the whole task that’s why they get puzzled in between the tedious task. There are numerous packing and moving companies working in India who makes their customer’s resettlement relaxed. They offer one of the best services for the hassle-free shifting towards the new place. The Packers and Movers based companies have team of expert employees who complete the entire task perfectly without doing any sort of mistake. They know all the important techniques to complete the whole process perfectly. They work in a planned manner as per the needs and requirements of their customers. They do the utmost care of your belongings while doing the shifting works. They do their best

Brief Descriptions And Features Of Kerala
Beguiling, fascinating and charming or call it a heavenly place on earth, Kerala deserves more then what we say. Most of the great poets have try to describe this beautiful place in their flawless prose or the singers have tried to overpower the beauty with their magical tunes and songs, but in front of Kerala beauty, everything goes in vein. Such is the beauty of this state, which entice thousands and hundreds of tourists from all over the world. Kerala is the land of scenic wonderments and no wonder visit to any district or town, the state is surely going to overpower your feeling and joy with its magnetizing charm that is beyond words to describe. It is one of the most sought after holidaying destination in India and is visited by thousands and hundreds of tourists from across the globe. Such is the beauty of this peaceful land located in the southern part of India. Talking about the exciting and alluring charm of the nature and enticing splendour of the backwaters, Kerala is

A Solution For Your Pet Boarding Needs
There are so many companies that say they will take complete care of your pet, but it remains to be seen whether or not you can trust them to do so. So many people need to leave their pet somewhere when they go away for one reason or another and they often turn to a pet boarder to help them out. Here are some things to know about pet boarding: 1. Why should you choose pet boarding? There are times when you as a pet owner will need to leave town for some reason, whether it be personal or business related. At such a time, you need a trustworthy person or a reliable place to leave your pet while you are away. A good pet boarding facility can actually help you a lot with this. If your pet is a young one, it may not be able to travel well. Pets tend to get tired when they travel and cranky as well when they need to adjust to a new place. Therefore, pet boarding makes the most sense. 2. Is the Internet a good place to find a pet boarder? The answer to this question is yes. The

Shannon Green Is Back In Less Than 48 Hours With Another Acount!!!
Here's the most recent information on the fake Shannon Green I spoke about in my earlier blog. It turns out that the former 'djsmack' account, also known as 'Jaysonfear' and then 'Maverick' had more then one person using it. It was used by Shannon Green and also a man named Steve that claims to be Shannon's brother but Shannon says he's not her brother but that he's a man that is stalking her!!! I swear this woman's stories go from ridiculous to down right bizarre!! This 'Jasonfear' account was supposedly turned over to this individual named Steve who used this account and many others to lie to and to cheat people. She further states that this 'Steve' is now operating from an account called 'Dj Arsenic' at http://www.fubar.com/7209193 This is the same individual that sent the text messages to a young lady on fubar saying he had just masturbated to her daughters pictures!!! You can find the info on this sick bastard on the following lady's page.... http://www.fubar.com/62528

Married Or Not You Should Read This!!! (married Guy Speaking)
MARRIED OR NOT YOU SHOULD READ THIS!!! (MARRIED GUY SPEAKING) When I got home that night... my wife was serving dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know ...what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. S

The Housesitter's Secret
For Fans of WWE I had been house sitting for Mrs. Orton for two weeks while she and their daughter Alanna had been out of town, visiting relatives. The Orton's house was nicely decorated and everything. I took up the house sitting job while finishing up tech school for the first quarter of the year; I'm in school studying for a degree in medical billing and coding. As a house sitter, I leave notes and reminders for things like grocery lists, phone messages, and whatnot. Sometimes, Mrs. Orton would call just to see how things are going at the house. One day, I was in the living room, studying with my textbooks and notes because I have a test for both medical terminology and career development classes. Gradewise, I've been getting A's and B's in both classes, even passed tests. I go to school four days a week, career development on Mondays and Wednesdays, and medical terminology on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I'm off on weekends, mostly Fridays. I still work at a movie theatre at box

Bbw Lover
yes my big girl lover I know you are shy reluctant to undress in front of my hungry eyes and lustful tongue; please don't be ashamed of your size; your size to me is a plus; I love your round, firm and fully packed hips and sexy butt...wow! Those giant melons that require extra space are total turn-ons for me; I can't wait to suck on those eraser stiff nipples; spread your big oak thighs my treasure of pure woman; let me search in your silk forest for the your hungry pussy and take you on a trip that only big women can take: B-I-G stands for: B-eautiful I-nticing G-oddess who has forgotten more about pleasuring than most will ever know.

Horny Devil
Just because I like to spank or my cock that I yank You call me a Horny Devil? Just because I've looked at porn you narrow your eyes and scorn and call me a Horny Devil? Well just remember this my dear you get horny when you drink beer then who's the Horny Devil? Do you recall the pool table balls and the things we did along the wall? We were definetly Horny Devils. I can't help that I get turned on by the sight of a woman in a thong. I turn into a Horny Devil Something is to be said about a woman in red is she a Horny Devil? Watching you suck my cock Your in that lingerie that I bought I'm a Happy Horny Devil I have a cock that likes to rise I guess I proclaim my demise I am a Horny Devil

I Know Now
I'm wishing on a star in the sky To light up your face I'm writing a song to sing- Something to brighthen your day. I tried to kiss you last night Under the oak tree where we first met But you pushed me away And told me goodnight. Now I know the reason: I can't make you to love me- Thought I wish I could try, I could wait till morning But I'd rather sing you a lullaby tonight. Darling, you are my air My sun in the sky. You are my warmth from my pain- Without you I can't stand the rain But you ran away from me And I asked myself why I know I hurt you then But now I know why: That I can't make you to love me But I can't hide this pain This room is all but empty Still I'd rather sit out in the rain.

Untitled
Let's start a fire and watch everything burn,shadow this world with flames of desire.Words of wisdom adding fuel to the fire, I close my eyes as the flames grow higher.Let's start a fire and dance in the flame,let it burn until the world is free of pain.Then let the rain come down and wash awayall the glory, the glam, the fame.Let's start a fire.

Everlasting Love
your hair flows like a summer's breeze your beauty brings men to their knees your voice captures my heart with ease eyes glisten like the moon over the seas and tho i know im not easy to please still you stand right there beside me trials and tribulations seem like a daily thing some days it seems like we're always fighting but one day soon you're gonna wear that ring because our love is truely everlasting

Eros Day Xiii: A Squirting Rap-happy Sex Marathon!
Celebrating Eros Day XIII with Lyla Storm (Venus), Jeremy Conway (Eros), Lil Uno of The Pack, Tasia Sutor & GoldiLoxxx. Photo: Mad Passion Length: 02:22:53 Date: 01/22/2012 It’s Eros Day, which means the stars and the gods are aligned in celebration of sex, as this day marks the annual entry of the penile-shaped and boulder-balled planetoid, appropriately named EROS-433, into Earth’s orbit—and of course, the Womb Room. I thought that since our 13th annual Eros Day celebration happened to fall on the same day as the AVN Awards, it wouldn’t be so hot. Oh Eros, was I wrong about that, as Eros Day XIII turns out to be one of our hottest, juiciest Eros Days in history, featuring an extraordinary multi-orgasmic, multi-squirting, mattress-bouncing, mama-loving, truly Olympian, non-stop sex performance from real-life married couple Jeremy Conway and Lyla Storm as divine lovers Eros and Venus, climaxing with a sizzling concert by Lil Uno of The Pack accomp

Poem
I never want to be A humming bird In a garden of roses I never want to be A singing bee In a garden of apple trees I never want to be A lonely sparrow In a golden luxury cage I never want to be A mighty eagle Flying in the sunny sky I never want to be A drop of silver tears Falling from your angel eyes I only want to be A golden memory And stay always in your mind

I Am Who I Am
I am who I am. I am a Full Figured female with some dangerous curves & so who friggin cares. My body not yours, so stop judging. I am a parent, I try my best w/o the instructions manual. I just hope I don't screw them up so bad they have to have 55min shrink time a week once they leave the house. I am a wife & lover, both requireing patients & managerial skill sets that occasionally pay off w/ beneficial perks. I have unconditional love for all my friends & family. I am bi-polar & I embrace all that entails because it is a part of me, the good & the bad. I never had a choice, I was born this way. As well as many other medical malfunctions I have been plagued with. I am far from perfect and honestly I'd be pretty boring if I was. I have huge flaws, most I'm willing to admit openly. One of them being my talent for not blowing smoke...lol I am a survivor of both Domestic Violence & Sexual Assault. All of which I would never wish on any human being, be it female or male. No person should e

Pain
We can never understand another's pain unless we ourselves have experienced the same exact same type. There is a difference though, everyone's mental anguish is uniquely their own. No one can ever know what someone else goes through in their own head. The torture of coping & over coming if they can, to reach for that small strand of their old selves. Remember to smile because that may be all someone else needs to regain themselves.

Here We Go Again
Today marks the 6th time I've been laid off in the past 13 years. I suppose I should be freaking out but I'm not. Why, well first I'm a survivor, I try to prepare as much as I can for anything. Also as you can see I'm used to it or should I say getting numb from it. I was kind of expecting it because work was slow. In the last few weeks I was doing snow removal, painting, garbage disposal, warehouse inventory, and today, roof maintenance, stringing heating cables to prevent ice damns from forming and causing leaks in a 80 year old building that needs repair. I won't get into how cheap the owners are or that there are a hell of a lot more chiefs than indians. There, that's my vent for that place. Within one hour of leaving that place I had already called one job agency that I left on good terms, one former employer that I really shouldn't have bothered calling because, yeah, they suck too and I called a place that I worked as a temp but may want me without coming in as a temp. Wish me

Tonight 1/23/12 Well Here`s My Good Luck, First Show I See Is This, To Make Me Feel Even Worse,
copy`d from my my yearbook, well here`s my good luck, first show i see is this, to make me feel even worse, i`m not going on nice dates like they are "" http://abc.go.com/shows/the-bachelor small clip if it adds to my what ever i want thing on my page. 38 minutes ago · Comment · Like · View View all 4 comments... Becky Leuallen /... 12 minutes ago I`m talking about them taking you to nice places to see and do nice things together. Terri F 6 minutes ago Yes, I understand..I was taught to set them up for sucess and give hints. Maybe that would help

Wish She Would Get Online
So I could tell her what she still is to me, That I could tell her how she still gets my heart to race how that she makes me feel even after all these times That I wish that those times would come back, and hope that she feels the same So I can tell her that without her there is no love, for another girl That I was a dumb guy for thinking the feelings was gone! How bad that I felt when she said goodbye, Hoping that she would just get on so I could tell her this all!That she makes me feel like no one else!That she is my soul mate that she is my one!I WISH YOU WOULD JUST GET ONLINE!

Waste
So dark, pitch, impossible to see forward Or back, in perdition eternal You ’ve left me, discarded and broken And scarred beyond the pale, internal Life continues, so hollow and vain Void of inspiration, zest Everywhere I look, all I see is pain Can’t even decide what path is best Foolish it may be , never learned Try to push away or somewhere Into the void, anywhere but here Disguise the reality so nobody will care

Broken Heart
I waited for you I waited so longThought you'd be back Can't take anymore I waited for you I waited so long Trust your words you say All the lies I can't take no more..How can you break my heart once again. I waited and I'm still left here with a broken heart. I guess my heart meant nothing to you. I was just another heart to break.

At Journal 2011 (9)
14 mile day set up camp at campsite right after fording south branch carrabassett river which is the third river I had to ford in Maine. Rule for fording rivers: face into the current and lean forward. Saw two full grown moose today ran across trail about 50 ft. in front of me. Finished the book “the deceived” starting the book “bitten”. The deceived was a good crime fiction novel it kept me interested unlike the Koran which was a complete bore. Get this 2000’ climb done with today and then call it a day at horns pond lean-tos yes to’s there are two of them. Oh and the 2000’ climb is only 3 mile climb. I forgot to mention the privy at piazza rock lean-to is a dual privy with a cribbage board in the middle. Passed the 2000 mile mark today YAY!!!!!! Set up camp at little bigelow lean-to. From the elevation chart *GASP* the at appears to be shall I say is flat or shall I say at flat. For 15 miles *GASP*. I have hit the 2000 mile mark thr

At Journal 2011 (8)
Made it two the fire wardens cabin which was one hell of a climb. Way past bumfuck and the back 40 wasn’t even on the map anymore. Went from 880’ 3,230’ in 4 miles. A couple of girls showed up and gave me a brand new package of like 12 flour tortillas, new package of 4 pita bread the flat circular kind and a nice big bag of trail mix that has Oreos, goldfish, pretzels, raisins, cheerios, and some other stuff in it. Got the cabin all to myself tonight J J. No one wants to spend the night with me which is a blessing sometimes J J. Only 400 miles to go. Just think if I do 100 miles every 3 days I will be done in 12 days J J. That is not going to happen but it’s a thought. It is beautiful up here in new Hampshire. The views and scenery is fucking AWESOME. It makes all the effort worth it. I know I have done a lot of bitching and moaning in here but most of that was from all the climbing I believe. Take away all the climbing and it is AWESOME. But then ag

At Journal 2011 (7)
journal digital camera, batteries, memory card deodorant, shampoo pack repair, tent repair, sleeping pad repair pillow butt paper ¼” rope matches,lighters,magnesium strip camp dry iodine tablets trekker socks- 2 pair crocs trash bag Ziploc bags various sizes food bag shorts, pants, ls and ss shirt, stocking cap, hat, jacket, gloves, 3l hydration bladder birch bark pens ankle gators zip strips k0bar knife tyvek ground cover. Rain delay again today. It smelled and felt like rain all morning and finally my Achilles heel got sore enough I was limping so I set up camp and now it is raining. Was it a sign?? My Achilles heel acting up and making me stop?? Maybe. But I am sitting the rest of the day out and read more of the adventures of huckleberry Finn and follow his adventures while mine are put on hold. Yet another rain delay. At least I will get to finish

At Journal 2011 (6)
Peregrine caught up with me at rph shelter yesterday as well. His test results came back negative for lyme disease which is good news. Met someone at rph shelter that is more frugal then I am on the trail. Says he spent $300 total on all his mail drops and basically doing what I am no hostels,restuarants,hotels etc. Heard a new term yesterday as well. Trail Tragic. When you come across a cooler full of nothing but empty soda cans and candy wrappers. I hate trail tragic. I have came across a few of those myself. About 17 miles to the connecticunt-jew york border. They are saying which by looking at the data book seems to be true it is going to get harder and harder to resupply at a grocery store. Seems the trend is going to continue from here to Katahdin of convience stores and gas stations for resupply. UG UG UG UG :( :( :( :(. I don't want to be stuck spending $20-$30 for a 2-3 day resupply every convience store or gas station. Sure the people at the convience store or gas s

At Journal 2011 (5)
Then my tent pole snapped again this morning had to fix that. Walk about 1 1/2 mile round trip to delps spring to find it dry as a bone and it rained last night. Bonus miles I will have done when I get to Maine: 200. With water sources 1/2 mile from trail, town for resupply, and me just being a plain dumbass and losing the AT a gazillion times. All which are not counted nor is the 8.8 mile access trail to Springer Mtn. Everything is getting tore up on the trail. 1. Vestibule zipper went out. 2. Tent poles snaps 3 times. 3. Shoulder straps on pack break. 4. Brand new pair of boots I got right before pa are basically wasted on one state. 5. zipper on sleeping bag compartment broke. 6. Headlight doesn't work anymore. As far as me goes everything seems to be working as of now. No bruised muscles or anything just the sore feet from walking on rocks all the time and sore shoulders from wearing my pack all the time. Everyday I wake up thinking ok this is what I am going to do today but

At Journal 2011 (4)
Hopefully they hold. Got some new rice sides in Front Royal. Buffalo Chicken, Baby Back BBQ, Steak Fajitas. About 17 miles to Blackburn Trail center probably end up there tomorrow I hear it is worth a visit. So I am going to check it out. Maybe they have free tent and or pack repair definitely take advantage of that if so or maybe Harpers' Ferry has something like that. Just have to check it out and see. More roller coaster again tomorrow YAY ahhhh it is so much fun here in PARADISE. Took a ride on what they called the roller coaster but wasn't today. Took a break at Sam Moore Shelter. It was clear and sunny. Got about 1/2 miles from Sam Moore Shelter before I could get my tent set up it just down poured on me. The trail got flooded tent has a HUGE PUDDLE of water in the corner. Everything is soaked except for what is in my pack. It dumped several inches of rain in mere minutes. It is late in the day the rain is over and I'm a dumbass cause I should have just kept going

At Journal 2011 (3)
Lost the trail on Dragons tooth went 1/4 mile straight down mtn no white blazes so climbed back up oh did I tell you it started raining as well so now everything is slick. Found the trail again yeah it went down a sheer rock cliff. They had a few foot steps on the side of some rocks. I came close to visiting Valhalla today as well. I took a tumble down the cliffs. Wish they would have said something about rock climbing gear. Cause that just stupid climbing down a sheer cliff in the rain with a loaded pack and no climbing gear. Surprised I didn't break something or get severely injured. I am definitely going to put some rock climbing gear in my pack next trip. That was just plain stupid. It was not crazy, not insane, just stupid climbing down dragons tooth with no hooks or anything in the rain. Did I mention how stupid that was? Set up camp in the rain. It was a FUNDAY IN PARADISE. I have my sleeping pad, sleeping bag, tent on the outside front of my pack and when I went down

At Journal 2011 (2)
Sign said Clyde Smith Shelter 3.3 miles N. 3.3 miles my ASS. Don't know where they get their mileage from but it has been screwed up since Springer. People say it is the pack weight but I disagree. It is the 45 degree up climb on a mtn for several thousand feet that is the problem. I can carry my pack all day long if I am not going up and down mtns. all the time. Even without my pack I get winded climbing up a mtn. after getting water from a spring. Oh well just slam some more honey or a couple of snickers and go back at it. Tomorrow is another day another couple of mtns to climb. It is just another day in PARADISE. Holy Fucking wind today, climbing open pasture mtns. today winds had to be about 50 mph coming in from the side had to hold my hat the whole time. I took a break behind some rocks to get out of the wind. Found an army ammunition box for a m-13. Full of mostly crap but did have some bounty to go and a 3x5 memo book that I took. A big storm is rolling in tonight. I

Heart Issues
I just want 2 get this out there so everyone knows what is going on with me! I have had a few health problems 4 a while now but don't really talk about them! I think now it is time 2! I have really high blood pressure...like heart attack stage! They have changed my meds a bunch of times & nothing is really working! I go 1/24/2012 to have an ultrasound done of my heart & lungs! They r also putting a Holter Monitor on my heart for 24 hours! On 1/25/2012 I am going 2 have the monitor taken off & have a chest x-ray done! I went 2 the doctor on 1/16/2012 & they did an EKG cause my blood pressure was 215/120! My EKG came back abnormal! That is y they r running all these tests on me! They r trying 2 figure out what is wrong with my heart! I really hope it is nothing 2 bad & something that can be fixed easy! I will update as I know more & can! Thanks, Chris =) 1-24-2012 I went 2 the hospital 2day & had my ultrasound done on my heart & had my Holter Monitor put on! I go back 2 the h

At Journal 2011
I got off the bus in Gainesville GA. It was raining. Walked to the city park and camped out in the backwoods near the lake. The next day it rained till about noon. Then I packed up camp and started towards Amicoala State Park. I kept running into dead ends trying to get across the lake. Stopped at a gas station and grabbed a soda and this guy in a truck pulled up and asks me where I am headed too. I tell him I am headed to Amicoala State park but can't seem to get passed this lake. He says well I can give you a ride up to hwy 400 which will get you passed the lake. I said that would be much appreciated. He dropped me off at a gas station on hwy 400. By then it was getting late about 4 or 5 pm. So I went across hwy 400 into some wooded area and set up camp for the night. I got up the next morning packed up camp and headed down hwy 400. A guy pulls up and gives me a ride a couple of miles down hwy 400. I continue walking. After awhile I decide to sit down and take a br

I Waited For You
Hold the lineNever retreat and never breakI've triedBut I'm addicted I can't lie Another step is in my sightAnother step I'll see the lightI waited for youI waited so longThought you'd be backCan't take anymoreI waited for youI waited so longI'm not coming homeTrust your wordsTell me your emptyCause you know it hurtsHer eyes were spillingI was realHave I not held back the fightMy body racing out tonightI waited for youI waited so longThought you'd be backCan't take anymoreI waited for youI waited so longI'm not coming homeFeel all aloneTake It SlowYou Tell Me SweetieRest Here With MeDon't MoveI'll Fight BackYou Won't Expect ItNow I Have To Leave YouI waited for you I waited so long (I waited so long for you)Thought you'd be back (You promised me the world when you returned)Can't take anymore(You're gonna come back empty handed)I waited for you(You think I'll be waiting for you)I waited so long(You better think again)I'm not coming home(You'd better wake up)Feel all alone(Cause You Know

Much Better
i'm feeling much better today. Those 2 painpills I took yesterday really helped. I slept real good last night and felt much better when I woke up so I went into work today. Tomorrow I have hand bell choir practice. I'm making supper right now. Making stuffed peppers. It was a very windy day today. almost flew away I did. LOL. Good thing I'm not 25 pounds underweight anymore.

My Delight
If your walls could speak,Would they talk about usAnd the things that we’ve done,As silently they witnessed?Would they tell of how you would anxiously shove meFace up against them, as soon as I’d step through your door,Your left hand holding my neck firmly, the right dropping my defenses to my ankles,Fingers exploring, soaking in my delight?Would they express how you made me writhe and squirm,And burn with an uncontrollable desire;How I would moan for you to go deep inside,My swelling lips begging to be hushed?Would they disclose how you forced me to the floor,Down on all fours,As I whimpered,Like a dog, begging to be played with some more?Or tell how I pleaded with you,To drive in from behind,As they watched without a sound,Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?Would they voice how you raised me from the ground,Thighs straddling your waist,As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around,For a ride to your bedroom,Leaving them to wonder what came next?

Absence Makes The Orgasms Stronger
“If there is anything you need, don’t hesitate to phone room service, Sir” said the hotel concierge, as he handed Jake a key card. The couple excitedly stepped into the glass lift, hearts pounding, Jake’s cock visible through his shorts and Lucy’s pants dampening with every second. Jake called for floor 15 and pushed her up against the glass wall as the views of Paris became smaller in their ascent. The couple opened the hotel door. It was 3pm, they had the hotel until noon the next day. With the first glance around the suite, they knew this would be the hottest 21 hours of their lives. Black marble flooring ran throughout the bathroom and into the shower room. Huge mirrored walls above a his and hers sink bounced their grinning faces in every direction. They moved through the sliding door into the bedroom. A luscious velvet headboard towered the king size bed, floor to ceiling windows gave the most perfect view over Paris. Lucy was stunned, she had never

Getting To Grips With Me
“No thanks, am not really into getting my Chakra’s aligned, I have just recently relocated my ovaries thanks” I said to the hippy looking woman who boldly sported a shock of white hair. She was younger than me but was brave enough to resist Wella number 5 hair dye, am just not ready to ‘come out as grey’ some women can carry it off and their families accept them being grey, not for me, am staying in the Wella number 5 closet. I don’t look sexy and natural with grey locks; I look like I might milk goats & live in a static caravan site or have walked off the set of a Dickens show set in Newgate prison and am the old woman with two days to live. This hippy grey haired woman Desdemona (I swear that’s her name or she changed it on Twitter or something similar) met me in a cafe and immediately decided I needed her help getting my aura and chakras sorted out. I really needed a cup of strong tea and a bacon roll. “Do you have head

Promises
You got me so wild, How can I ever deny, You got me so high, So high I cannot feel the fire. And you keep telling me, Telling me that you’ll be sweet, And you’ll never want to leave my side, As long as I don’t break these... Promises, and they still feel all so wasted on myself You got me so wild, Why should I be so surprised? You got me so high, Don’t you see it in my eyes? And you keep telling me, Telling me that you’ll be sweet, And you’ll never want to leave my side, As long as I don’t break these... Promises, and they still feel all so wasted on myself They are so wasted on myself Promises, and they still feel all so wasted on myself

Catch Up
Things are not good, momma has decided after talking to the drs that she will no longer pursue treatment; she was told that it would not decrease the tumor size, only keep it from getting bigger. She is losing her memory, not eating well and staying sick alot. Its really hard to see her deteriorating this way. She continues to be in good spirits though and wants to do as much for herself as possible. The stress is monumental but we are all just taking things a day at a time...

Oh Half Of My Heart's Got A Grip On The Situation, Half Of My Heart Takes Time.
Is there someone who when they call you drop what your doing to see them? Yeah, silly meWhat’s your favourite song right now? Wonderwall by Oasis Is it your favourite song because it reminds you of someone? No, its just got a lot of heart, and silly but its like, something I think it would be really sweet if I could say that to someone someday, or vise versaTell us your favourite lyric of that song? Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is outI'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubtI don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you nowAnd all the roads we have to walk are windingAnd all the lights that lead us there are blindingThere are many things that I would like to say to youBut I don't know how Do you believe in marriage? Sure, I just don't believe its for meDo you ever hear a song and think it was written to explain your situation? Not written, but I tend to like songs that I really feel like I can relate to.

1968 Earth Monkey
Personality Occupying the 9th position on the Chinese Zodiac, the Monkey possesses such character traits as curiosity, mischievousness, and cleverness. Forever playful, Monkeys are the masters of practical jokes. Even though their intentions are always good, this desire to be a prankster has a tendency to create ill will and hurt feelings. Although they are inherently intellectual and creative, Monkeys at times have trouble exhibiting these qualities. When that happens, they appear to others to be confused. But nothing could be further from the truth as Monkeys thrive on being challenged. Monkeys prefer urban life to rural, and their favorite pastime is people-watching. Health Believing that being sick is a waste of a valuable day, Monkeys very rarely feel ill. Their constantly active lifestyles are likely what helps Monkeys remain in good health. When Monkeys do become ill, such feelings are generally the result of feeling nervous. Career When it

Questions From Disoriented Christians (repost)
When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord – Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them? I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her? I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness – Lev.15:19- 24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense. Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can’t I own Canadians? I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself? A f

How Women Think About Men (repost)
1. What is the thinnest book in the world? What Men Know About Women 2. How many men does it take to screw in a light bulb? One...men will screw anything. 3. How does a man take a bubble bath? He eats beans for dinner. 4. Why do women rub their eyes when they wake up? Because they don't have balls to scratch. 5. What's a man's idea of foreplay? A half hour of begging. 6. How can you tell if a man is sexually excited? He's breathing. 7. How can you tell if a man is happy? Who cares? 8. What's the difference between men and government bonds? Government bonds mature. 9. How do you save a man from drowning? Take your foot off of his head. 10. What do men and beer bottles have in common? They are both empty from the neck up. 11. How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? We don't

I Never Knew
crouching behind this tear stained face. i hide myself from reality. hoping to never be exposed to what lies deep within. my body quakes, sensations i never knew existed. wandering through the mist of my memories, blood coursing through my veins turns to acid. scorching my soul. i crumble. falling to my knees in this weakened state. i never knew. i couldnt begin to fathom. i am alone. my inner demons beckon to me, darkness closing in. my heart ceases to beat. i am left as the green eyed shell of what i once was

Wander
i woke up feeling nothing. i sat up. and still lost in oblivion. my feet touched the floor, and i felt as though i was falling. lost in my own thoughts. wandering this nightmare, searching. but always comming up empty handed. my body aches. but still i ignore the pain. pushing forward, i am blind. sightless to the world. an invisible stranger, unknown my fate. whispered pleas, begging. my blood becomes cement. i am suffocating on my own sorrow, cursed with this sadness. i still wander. casting no reflection. for fear of what i've become.

Beyond All Others.
It's a stringent accord, the beseechement of the fallen. It's a blessed visage, the mixolidian harmonics. Marksolicks, vistocrage. Mistrogenerics. Moxipotent and vilimarious. Cruel and diligent in vasperidiousness designation. ---Vistage: Command Line?: Arrogance--- Mliljackln;rnlakjdsncjjjjckkjsgkjbablkrbljdnsabkiubsdkbjaclhdsf adsaldkjfaeklajwejnaljkndljfslnakjdsnnamknakcelnaklxm,nalkjanewa csdkljfas;dhf;ljksd f;alkjsdfklj aewjaf kljsd klafsdkkjf adf a df ak df a ksdlkflk asdjf asldkfjlkjscm'foiweu j9 ---Command Line: Pennance: Mistletainn: Billimoxtrin: Voklarinel.skkjyj: Creamery: Obtained: Moklikinrsintrin: Obtained: Migrix: Obtained: Motototrin: Obtained: Create Potion: Obtained: Biselmutrin: Obtained: Motototrin: Obtained: Boxlimaris: Obtained: Mikrotosin: Obtained: Bosimutrin: Obtained: Miseltain: OBtained: Myseltainn: Obtained: Miseltynn: Obtained x 5.: Quety: Bismelitrin: Unobtained: Vixerousionnion: Unobtained: Justimarx: Obtained: Motrosin: O

Little Jennifer
not knowing how to start this letter; i sit alone in the dark surrounded by candle light. chasing away the looming shadows of my past. i know that you are tucked away, kept under lock and key my little one. i can hear you whimper. cries of pain bellow from deep inside. years of torment and being abandoned has left you callous and bitter towards the outside world. the hand that life has dealt left us molded into our worst nightmare. i see you now recoiling in fear. disgust plain on your round face. watching the light catch on the tears falling from your eyes. i feel you begin to point the finger, you are pointing it at yourself. so sad now. you walk through this life invisible. a tortured soul never finding rest. yearning for love, to be accepted. eventaully self loathing becomes your only comfort. it keeps you warm at night. i wish i could wrap my arms around you, softly stroking your hair and tell you everything will be alright. but i cant, because that little girl is me. she is the o

Automatic Writing
Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build inside of me. I am a cup quivering on the edge of my sanity. I have this seething pit of rage, something that I hide really well. It scares me. I am a monster. Mutated through out the years. A flesh eating contagion, Masked behind a pretty face. I am feral, rabid beast. Pet me right and i shall purrr for you.. I fear myself. There are a million aspects to my personality. Its hard to bring them all to light. Close your eyes and you shall see. I am being followed. A black mass that eats the darkness around it. Something sinister. It beckons me. Whispering in my ear, calling my name. Jennifer... Jennifer, come home. My hair stands on end, my heart skips a few beats. Its always been with me. I've opened a door that cannot be shut. Being chased down dark corridors. I sh

Betatox.
It's a fucking wonder. The estrogenic beseechment of the bemusing astrogens. I lied when I said you weren't palpable. Do you stretch to such bonds as bwilderment? Frigsmede and palimar. Studiousness and belixtiousness. It's a doubt and a wonder. Is the frogsmede gandering? Is the gallaspidonian palimatrix frailstede? Puckerishing. A fucking wonder. That's what you should call it. Let's give it space, then. To what do I owe the honor? Pardon? An honor is a basis. Oh my, obligatory? Hu? Do you like it? I fancy any aptitude amongst pleasure for the sake of pleasure, that's right. Why? I have no sanctity beyond the love of others. You're a robot then. It's children? Yeah. You're a robot still. Oh, excuse me. Do you bleed? Black, now. Why? Besunk. ---Initiative Line: Action: Bestow Combat Variabalistics--- HAHA, caught you. Belisjlkjfrjijklajfnwekajld;slfkjlkjjjdjfjkjdf Hahah. Okay then. Overages. Yeah, let it breathe. --------E

And In Blessed Bemusement.
I was starch once. Molded, aptitudious, but still bewildered. Starch. Moxicombed, meddled, metitosized. Yes, it's punny. Obviously. Oh crap. And then we bemuse and bewilder. Ontitosent. It's a line, divine. Omnitosent. Beville. To stop or ... wait. Oh yeah. They say and they don't, or what. And. Yeah. Well that was sensicle. Whimsicle. Popsicle. Lunch! No, I am not dietting. It's not a haiku either. Jesus. A flair a toast. An omniroast. A popsifreeze. To better please. To antiwrite. To behold unsmited. It's perturbed. Bewildermerved. In preparation. Behisteration. Literality. Mistermeanor. Blistremenous. Ness. Eeeee... Proverbialitism! Egalitarianism! Coin! Flip Undo! Copy, paste! Shit! Can I... NOOOO!!! Mostmoximer. Ooohhh... Polimoxy. Yeah, haha. DAMNIT! They said not to get mad. Rape! D: Oh, chhh-tsss. Erh-eh-erheh. Hi Alex. IT'S HIS BLOG POST. YEAH, DON'T WRITE IN BLOG POSTS. IT'S UNWARRENTED. YELLING. HI. Capsl

Valentine's Day Auction
I am going to be holding my own Fu-auction for the first time! It will be a Valentine's Day Auction. Starting on January 29th and ending on February 5th. If you would like to be in the auction,this is what I need from you by Saturday, January 28th: 1 A link to the SFW pic you want me to use 2. A list of your offers And everyone is welcome to join!

I Don't
I don't feel beautiful,I feel ugly,I don't feel loved,I feel used.Ugly, because you don'tYou won't,Let anyone know about us.Used, because after sex,You won't say you love me.So please change those two things,And make me really feel beautiful,Make me feel loved,Like you say I am any other time.

Twitter Secrets For Promoters
Twitter Secrets for Promoters Social Media is a club promoter's best friend. Twitter can be an incredibly powerful tool for party promoters who are looking to promote their events to the masses without having to spend a ton of money. Other forms of promotion and marketing can cost hundreds and thousands of dollars, which is usually way too expensive for the average beginning club promoter to shell out. Twitter is free! You can't get much better than that. I have many techniques I use for successfully promoting my events on Twitter. Today I wanted to share just one of my secret weapons I've been using for quite a few years now. To automate my Twitter social media marketing work, I use a kick-ass program that does most of the work for me. It's called Tweet Adder ( http://www.tweetadder.com/ ), and I guarantee it's the best program out there for automatically adding targeted followers and easily managing your Twitter account. Want to know what this simple little program can do? EVERYTH

The Little Things
I'm kinda amazed as of late at the effect that truely loving someone can have on you. I tend to react to situations at times in a way that is very counterproductive. For the most part I call upon my military bearing to set myself straight and view things more clearly. ...lately I've found myself doing something a little bit different. I look at her picture and admire her blue eyes and the way her hair falls on her face. I read a text message she sent telling me she loves me. Listen to a voicemail she left me saying how her hert is empty without me and listen to her soft sweet voice with an accent that melts my heart...anything to remind me of her. Then I get a calming peace as I feel the warmthin my chest I get every time I think of her. I'm happy and feel fortunate to have found this, to have found her.

Cooling Semiconductors With Lazors!
source: http://www.electronicsnews.com.au/news/cooling-semiconductors-with-lasers RESEARCHERS at the Niels Bohr Institute have found a new way of laser cooling semiconductor membranes. Paradoxically, the new method of cooling involves heating the semiconductor material, but the researcher managed to cool the membrane to -269 degrees Celsius. The results are published in the scientific journal, Nature Physics. The specific type of membrane the researchers worked with is a photonic crystal membrane made of gallium arsenide (GaAs). However, they had to fabricate one with specific dimensions to work with the experiement. The researchers produced a membrane with a thickness of 160nm and a surface area of 1 x 1mm. They then allowed the membrane to interact with the laser light within a vacuum chamber in such a way that its mechanical movements affected the light that hit it. When the laser light hits the semiconductor membrane, some of the light is reflected and the light is

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Dear Diary.........didnt sleep .......leg hurts......i am soooooooooooooooo tired.......been jobhuntin fer hours, applied for 2 ..... really dont know how much longer i can cope with this shit......walking in front of a bus is looking more n more favourable... least that way id get a bed lol............i wudnt wish this on anyone.......

Trinket Box - Celebrating A Special Occasion –
This is the best gift you could give someone on their marriage. You know that the bride is going to receive many jewelry and other related products on the wedding. So what could be better than a gift such as the trinket box which is going to help her take care of all her jewelry And while you are at it, why don’t you get a really fancy box that is both practical and looks lovely. They have been using this for over hundred years and this is the reason why many people find this to be a wonderful piece of jewelry that is going to help them take care of storing their stuff. Cherishing your trinket box – These wonderful items come in a variety of materials and sizes and budgets, it is a great option for everyone. Online stores especially have a lot of variety of such boxes, that you can pick from. There are different materials such as wood, crystal, stone, metal, plastic, fabric, paper, and so many more that you can pick from. A customized trinket box is very much a cherishing

Til The End
my words are heard, but seldom heeded i put the pen to the paper, but will you read it and what difference will it make how long will it take for the random thoughts to leave your mind for you to know the facts and still be blind for you to see the truth right before your eyes and still act as if its a huge surprise i do my best, to educate yall not my fault when you do fall but still right there i will be helping hand to raise you from your knees back never turns on a true fuckin friend just know that i'll be there until the end!!!

The Tales Of Ezra Cold I In Progress
I hadn't imagined the day was one of any given exceptionality. In fact I had simply decided to go out for a couple drinks. The bar was a cheap sleezy pool hall with a known reputation of unpleasantness. The first step through the door was like walking into a room just after a badly financed porn shoot. Sweat, beer and the simple yet pungant oders that screamed "get out if you don't want syphalis" perverted the air around me. I remember smiling the second I walked in. I was alone and the band playing was one featuring a former Ms. Teen New Jersey who was blatantly lied to in terms of her ability to sing in a heavy metal band. This was clearly a place for fallen dreams and those who cut their feet walking on the shattered remnants.

Because I'm Bored
There's a peculiar quietness tonight the internet is dead hardly anyone on fubar no facebook status updates no text messages and not a single car has driven past my house in hours I know everyone's probably somehwere watching the game or something but sometimes on nights like this I start to think that the rapture happened and Im still here.. but that wouldn't explain why fubar is dead. so zombie apocalypse ftw!

Need
I need to walk away,I need to get out,I need to learn my lesson.I walked away once,But I came right back,Back to the emptiness,Back to the loneliness.I have to learn my lesson,You aren't going to love me,Love me the way I love you.Please try to help me,Tell me walking away is for the best.Tell me getting out will hurt less,Hurt less then it does to stay.Becasue staying is killing me,And that is why I need to walk away,Why I need to get out,And most of all why I need to learn my lesson.

Military Friends
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for foodMILITARY FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.MILITARY FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!"OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.MILITARY FRIENDS: Cry with you.OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.MILITARY FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you.MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while.MILITARY FRIENDS: Are for life.OTHER FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they thi

Hear Me
I hear my heart cry For once I love someone so much That time apart is hard It turns me inside Everyday we are apart The will to go on is with her The will to be strong is whats growing in side of her Honor is what is serve everyday For she is the one that loves me Deep inside I feel her pain I work hard everyday With a picture of us in my pocket To take it out only to see her for a moment Then I place it back till I need to see her again She is what holds me together all of the time Brings me to tear's when we are to far apart There is nothing I want more Then to wake by her side once more She is there for me when I need her to be For she is the life's blood inside this hard soul

Everyday Your Not Here
I wake from a dream Only to not be able to tell you It was a good one babe But you won't know because I can't share it Life is sad because you not here Time is odd without you to hold I want to walk the earth & show you the world But the fear is in you that it's not safe Fly with me and your always safe family will understand & be happy The world is on hold till you return To where your ment to be Every morning when I wake I am weak Everyday I spend without you I Stumble Every minute without you seems to long You are my world and I love every minute

Leaving A Man Behind
Nothing is harder then to let a brother go He is always in your heart You try to go back for him to bring him home But nothing you do can find the Brother He has left with no lines to catch He sacrifice himself for the greater good He left to keep you safe Nothing you could say would ever change his mind For he is a brother that gave you what he could There was nothing he wanted more Then for you to remember The line he walked to keep you on top Peace my brother for you are in my heart Walk safe through this life Find the road less traveled For that is your road to walk your friends are there

Always Faithful
Oh As I Walk Through The Valley Of The Sadow Of Death I Fear No Evil. For Evil Is All I Know There Has Been Not One Time I Have Not Felt Like Death Isn't Near. There Has Not Been One Man That Has Not Challenged Me. For They All Have Fallen Before Me & I Have Taken That In Witch They Hold Most. There Comes A Time Where We All Defend Our Pride To The Death. Well Most Take That Lightly But With A Marines Heart There Is Honor In My Life. For That Will Not Be Taken From Me. There Is More To Me Then People Care To Know. I Washed My Hands Of The Past For It Was Killing Me Inside. I Look To The Future Now With A Brighter Look On Life For This Man Has Nothing To Prove To Anyone. Take For Who I Am or Take Nothing At All. There Where Many Before You To Try And Condem Me but I Walked Through Them. Where We Go From Here Is In Your Hands Not Mine. Walk Softly Around Me You Might Stand A Chance. You Might Get To Say You Know Me And Understand Me. But Do Not Think For One Second That Yo

He Isn't Heavy .. He's My Brother
There I stand alone in the darkWorried I might not make it homeFrom the corner I see the shadow of someoneSomeone that might take me homeAs he draws near I can see a little moreA friendly face I think to myselfMight be here to guide me back homeNothing is running through my body but fearHe continues to come closer He is what most fear He is a brother that never gives up A true friend with love tracin through his veinsTo come back is only in honor To take you back home is the prayerHe hears from miles away Nothing will stop him from getting thereHe will take bullets to get you homeHe will stand beside you in the biggest fire fightHe will lay it all on the line Just to be the brother next to youIn the end you would ask why he came backIn his heart he knows that you would if it was himTo stand beside each other through hellAnd to tell him to go first through the gates of heavenTo you I say this: My BrotherMy FriendYour in my heart till the end

Strong
There is a place and time Sitting down tracing and placing What all went wrong Time can heal more then you know Sitting down hoping that it is easier Then the last time I had to be strong Closing my eyes thinking of the beautiful times In your arms thinking about the future Lighting a candle for our love In the eye of the man above Writing this in the sand Knowing that by night it will all be gone Dreams are there ones that make me smile My heart dances with you in those times Taking your hand in mine Walking through the sands of time With every footprint we leave There will always be another One step at a time For the rest come in time Follow me and we are free Stand together where we are forever In this light never to be dark In each others love where its bright Come with me follow it through Time will be the witness To what we hold so true Open my eyes for its you here next to me Love Always SierraSix

A Mess
As I walk this earth alone I stare at the stars Only to see that they are not looking back Harder to know what is out there When life has no answers There tends to be a break When life hands you a love But only to have it ripped away To fear the next is what you do next Not knowing, Unsure Miss-believing In what was there is not no more Thoughts run through your head But none will let you sleep at night Love was there but not able to be found Ripped from your soul Trashed in a heartbeat Life can be so hard sometimes Why carry on if there is no meaning Love that once was will never be again Sitting in a dark corner Afraid of what is out there

Old Soul
Sitting waiting that something will come out Time runs short for this old man Thoughts and prayers are no longer there Falling fast with nothing to stop me Wondering if there is an end somewhere Nothing from the truth is what I need Watching others grow together As I fall apart Waiting is the death of this old soul Trying to keep it going is hard Looking to someone to pick me up But yet no one cares to come back for me Life is starting to fade to black Just as my sight of life was snuffed out There tends to be one that can give it back But nothing will come from that Wishing that life goes by fast Only till another person can save this soul From the time I hit bottom Leaning on this tree it's starting to lean too Fading faster can't call out fast enough Closing my eyes waiting Feeling nothing but a black heart Care to change that I ask

Speak Those Words To Save Me
Sitting here alone thinking why you are gone There comes times that I wish I would have done more Thinking about what is and what was is hard Just wanting to hear your voice Just wanting to hear you speak those words That I long to hear Speak to my heart with them To ease my mind of the hardship that follows Wanting and waiting for the time to pass Wanting you to have a great time The path is not clear but I know you will walk it Trying to stay in your life is hard Trying to hide from a person that your hold That is always something that can never be easy Wanting to tell you what's in my heart Only to remember that it will cause more heartache Sitting here watching people pass by Watching as they kiss and hug Wondering why that is not us no more Pass the time by thinking of something else Can't think straight because of memories that I have Of being with someone like you Your on my mind all the time but knowing that it will never be Tracing t

Distan Memory...
A distant memory I have of us Wanting the best for you not sounding like I do But deep inside I do want it to be true Thoughts of a memory pick's me up Thoughts of a distant man I was Not wanting for it to be true I can see where I will no longer be Where I always though I would be Can't think about what was or what it could've been There is history there not for me to impede on You're on your way to a better world I wish you luck in the journey to come Wishing and hoping that it's what you want Not knowing if it's all it can be Wanting you to hold in there was the only way Walk that road because that is where you were meant to be A quick shadow of the former man I was Looking the outside in now from a back row Not taking the whole picture in All I can be is a friend to thee

Dream Of It ....
I wake from a bad night Only to see that the dream was true Alone in this bed and short in life Come to wake with nothing to show Your not here to talk to and to far to call Nothing but to hold on the thoughts Running from what once was Tripped up by the thought of what is Face to face short of breath With the world hot on my heels Come to rest for the time But watch because it's fast approaching Life seems slow but time speeds by Watching as life tries to catch up But time is to fast make a mistake and it's gone Rest and sure for it's what can't be returned Hold on to what you have in this time For once its gone there is no time to get it back Sure enough it's long pass due Step to the window the reaper is waiting for you

Written In Stone
Written in stone what it has told me Short and sweet reminds me Of a time that will be at some point There it was written in stone She walks up behind me and whispers that she misses me Only thoughts of the day are of the voice that touched me Wondering if I turn to see, if she is there for me Hoping that it's not a dream Hearing your sweet voice slows the world down Gathering thoughts and a new line of sight You have become my eyes and my ears For the only thought is you now Resting at night brings great comfort Able to close these heavy eyes To dream a good dream They are all thanks to you My Love You are, what is written in stone Everything strong, Everything proud That is what you are to me Complete happiness

Untitled
As I look past the beauty of you I cant help but stare into your soul Your eyes open the gates to your soul Your mind talks the words of your heart Nothing in the room that I can hear but you Surrounded by your mind, body & soul Heaven has only a glimpse of you As you are the angel they are missing All I ever need is you To ease my mind and soul Trusted in every way possible There is nothing that I ever wanted more Try to hold myself back and hold on for the best ride This life got a lot better when you came into it There is a brighter light for me to walk to A better way of thinking that you bring You help in everyway that my mind can't work in You changed my soul from cold to warm Heated my heart back to the place it needs to be You wrote a passage on my heart Within me I can see what I have become A lost soul turned into a home for you To call safe and to warm up too Everyday you come home to me Your all I need that is the fact Without yo

Wounds On The Heart..
The wounds on the heart can't be seen. The Pain given by your loved one's can't be alleviated. I have lost myself.Since the time I 've lost you. Lost and forgotten memories fill my heart. -Spanishfly