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Sweet Paradise
Morning is such sweet paradise My passion comes with each sunrise And then I see your smiling face With this view my heart does race Such love I see there in your eyes Oh God I love my paradise No one may enter this is our place In this lovely state of grace You and I are here alone Sounds of passion hear me moan I'll always be here just for you Go to the door now just walk through copyright jas 2009

She Won't Cry
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Not Here To Kiss Your Ass
Your Commets don't mean Sh*t.Your Actions do. i am not here to rate your appearence like your auditioning for american idol.if you think i am,then your a complete fool, so sticks and stones. any one in this so called gene pool of sperm collectors have any intelligence ,let me know.

Ugh Anger.
/start rant Ok so in my Media for Children class, we have a presentation [or two] each session where we present a book from a specific genre. On top of this my teacher assigned group presentation of the same genre studies we already covered in the class. [anyone else find that completely pointless?] So, part of the assignment was to write a one page reflection of how you felt about the assignment, what you gained, etc. Well, I decided to pull the honesty card and wrote exactly how I felt. Basically, I said I didn't understand why we needed to do presentation over genres we already covered and could clearly understand when we could be using that time to work on numerous other assignments for the class. I also said how doing the group presentation I did not learn anything more than I already knew. So, when the teacher was handing back our evaluations of the presentation she handed me mine and said she needed to talk to me after class. I look at my score and she only gave me 5/15 po

Extended Absence
for those of you who have been trying to reach me just wanted to let you all know that i have been really sick and i a lot of pain so please dont think im blowing y'all off cause i am not i am tryin to get back with all who have left me messages, but i am still not 100% so not sure how long ill be here

The Bridge
It is still dark when we drive up to the parking lot outside the park. You grab the faux fur blanket out of the back seat as I get out of the car. Grabbing the flash light you guide us across the large expanse of grass above a shoreline. I am holding my skirt down as the wind blows in our faces. My skirt flies up in back as I get ahead of you to find a place. You admire my bare tight curved ass. The sky starts to lighten up as you catch up with me. “This will do,” I say, pointing to the ground where the grass ends just before the sand. You lay the blanket out as I go to kick off my shoes and you grab me in your arms and kiss me passionately. You continue to kiss me, pushing your tongue into my mouth and running your hands through my bright red hair. I pull your head into me, and run my fingers along the back of your ear. Your hand moves gently down my back across my silk shirt and you realize I’m not wearing a bra. Working your way down, you feel the smooth curve

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKERI saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our Leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old ones to tho

Grrrrrr
Fubar has been so kind as to make another wonderful change. If you havent noticed yet they have changed the way blogs are posted which has cause all the links in ALL the blogs to not work. YAY for me because now I get the pleasure of fixing this. SOOOO...in order to get to a Pu$$yCatz page we are going to have to use the fan of section for a little while until I can manage to get them all done. Sorry for the inconvenience but theres really no other choice right now. I fixed the B-day/Anniversary blog but havent had the time yet to get to the others but I will...slowly but surely. ~BREED

Kind Of A Downer, But Meh :d
Softly for anyone who knows how it feels to cry and so i cry just a littlebegging to end it all oncejust to bleed a littleand let it all come undoneand i pray just a littleto a god i'm not sure i believebecause all i have is a littlehole where i think a heart is supposed to beand it hurts so much sometimesto know that i seem to always failand that noone will ever see me crybecause i hide the real tears so welland i have to wonder sometimeswhy i can't just let it all goand just move on with the lifethat i cannot seem to outgrowand so i let my tears flowsilently as the weight covers meand i just want to die every daythat i cry myself to sleep softly Nijah Redlin

I Can Run
What in the world is that subject line. i don't run unless its to bacon...lmao. I am just kicking back at home and have decided to cut off my friend so once again...i just might be on the prowl. I got embarassed today because I was walking out of class an this fly black beauty in a nice shirt tie and black slacks caught my eye. he was beautiful but his clothes pushed him over the edge. he notices he caught my eye and looks right back at me and then i look down from his face and he grabs his dick and i almost fall over this lil white girl i didn't see cause i was watching him....well i was all flustered cause him and his boys all started snickering and i felt like a dumbass and kept on walking. (n) booooo

Reality.
i wrote this back in oct. 2008 idk.Category: Dreamstoo my true love that i have yet to meet,the thought alonemy heart skips beat beat.my mind is away along the shorefalling for all that you can adore.along the waves the demons recedeback to the darkness and afraid of life.my soul breathes freely now that your near,your arms upon me, the future is clear.my knight in the end, as always a cherished friend.....reality sets in, is this the beginning or end//

Anyone Know?
What is a great photo editing tool to download, for free? And preferably not one of those trial ones either. I already have picasa3 which is pretty good but I need something that can use to compose photos...layer or in other words, take the background out and move the subject onto a new background. The program I was using won't install onto my new laptop.. Any ideas are muchly appreciated!

Some Of My Fav Quotes
Some of my fav quotes "In Italy for thirty years under the Borgias they had warfare, terror, murder and bloodshed but they produced Michelangelo, Leonardo da Vinci and the Renaissance. In Switzerland, they had brotherly love; they had five hundred years of democracy and peace and what did they produce? The cuckoo clock." - Orson Welles (1915-1985) "Its not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog." - Mark Twain (1835-1910) "When the only tool you own is a hammer, every problem begins to resemble a nail." - Abraham Maslow (1908-1970) "I am become death, shatterer of worlds." - Robert J. Oppenheimer (1904-1967) (citing the Bhagavadgita, about witnessing the world’s first nuclear explosion) "It is impossible to defeat an ignorant man in argument." - William Gibbs McAdoo (1863-1941) "You can get more with a kind word and a gun than you can with a kind word alone." - Al Capone (1899-1947) "Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake."

Ugh...
ugh..#1 mom got in a car accident today...... and i get to deal with the irrational fallout from it YET AGAIN ugh...#2 people need to grow up and act like adults I was recently deleted from a friend's page because i had a differing opinion even though i gave that opinio with the utmost respect to hers. apparently she had to go quietly delete me instead of just saying "hey I don't like your opinion and so im choosing to no longer associate myself with you" She would have gotten my respect for that. Not that she cares about my respect, but obviously she had none for me in the first place. I give respect to evryone on this site even if they have a differing opinion than mine. Its becoming more and more clear to me that respect given is NOT respect earned. almost everyone is looking for yesmen...... I AM NOT A YES MAN...... I will tell you what I think and if you dont like it tough crap! I am who I am , and I am not changing for anyone, just to "get along" It makes me sick to t

In My First Ever Auction
Im in my first ever AUCTION! Please help me make it a successful one!!! You know you wanna OWN this Sinful girl! hahaha Click above and love me!!! Kisses to all my friends and family! I love you guys and gals!!!

A Puzzle Of A Broken Heart
A Puzzle of a Broken Heart © By Portorican PrincessMy heart is like a whoreFor I've given it to many men.Without questions, without expectations;With only one exception:The only thing I've ever asked for;The only thing I've ever expectedWas for their love in return.But without exception, without failEach one took my heart,Crumpled it up, and threw it away.Like my love was worthless, a simple piece of trash;Something that was easily and frequently discarded.So now pieces of my heart are floating around,Like pieces of paper tumbling in the windAnd I have to gather them up.But some of them will be lost forever;Some of them I'll never be able to find again.But those pieces that I do regain,I will try to put back together with what remainsSo my fragmented heart will once again be whole.For now I realize that it isn't worthlessMy love is valuable, pricelessAnd I'm saving it for someone who will treasure it;Who will treat it like a special giftThat I've given to him and no one else.And I hop

Go Fish In My X Wishing Well....
Image I recieved from Nikko~shi, a dear friend, and absolutely love.... and had not even known the name... and only this came later and revealed some of the same.... as I responded with my comment of yes, Go Fish... 'Do you have an ~11~?'... WoW... I 'wish'... Go Fish.. we know that ~11~ does not X is' it'! In a game of Go Fish... only if you .... wish and wish... hmmmm? Now put that on your dish... and GO FISH!!

Child Abuse Prevention Month Train
font face="comic sans"size="6">April Is Child Abuse Prevention Month !!!Lets All Support This!!The reality is that kids too often are abused--either by parents, relatives, acquaintances, neighbours, and even child caregivers. The month of October is dedicated to raising awareness and helping to prevent such dreadful abuse of children. Remember that awareness is only the first step.Please Start Out By Rating The Pictures In Jimettes Child Abuse Folder Starting with this one and comment last picture so a tag can be madeYou Know the drill F/A/R all riders and when new ones jump on don't just accept their request F/A/R them as well... Please also PM me so I don't miss making your tag !!♥ Jimette ♥ ~Rating Revolution~Pegasus Project #7(Fantasia) TL~F.A.D.D. supporter@ fubar~katie~ *SBG* *SINNERS FAMILY* *BAD BITCH* *F.A.D.D.*@ fubarSt. Michael ~Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Life~FADD Member~

Yrs Gone By
It's been 5 yrs and a few weeks since my oldest daughter was born!! and it's been almost 16 months since my second daughter was born on the 8th, and 4 1/2 months almost since my youngest daughter was born, and in all this time it's been almost 10yrs since my husband an I got together coming on the 22nd and 4 yrs married on the 23rd WOW!! a lot has happened in such a short amount of time, but I wouldnt change or re-do any of it for anything in this world....I couldnt have asked for anything better in my life then my little family!!! thqanks for readin my random thoughts.... Jenna

You Don't Deserve My Tears
You don't deserve my tears © By Portorican PrincessFor five months I have waitedAnd held all my tearsBut last night I let them flowI never again wanted to cry for youBecause of what you didYou don't deserve my tearsBecause of what you didI Gave upI find no hope in humanityBecause of what you didI see no love in a heartI look for the corruptionBecause of what you didI no longer careI try not to feelI try not to cryYou don't deserve my tearsBecause of what you didI lost the only thing that made me happyYou were what got me through each dayBut because of what you didI don't know what to doAll that is left is tearsTears that have been waiting to fallWaiting for me to breakWaiting for me to admitThat I miss your loveBut you don't deserve meBecause of what you didI am now lostAlone without you or anybody elseYou don't deserve my tearsBut I still cry for you

Hurt Stinks
A very smart man that I have spent a lot of time with once said "Being nice will not get you anywere but hurt". When I first read it I wasnt sure where he was going with it but I believe I undetstand now. Hurt stinks!!

Guess Who's Back?
Well, I was a member back in the LostCherry days. Then I came back briefly during the CherryTap period. And well, I'm back again for the fubar experience. Not that I remember any of the s/n's I used back then. What do ya expect, I've been drunk since then! Will I ever learn?

Watching Over You
Watching Over You © By Portorican PrincessSo as you shiver in the cold and the dark,Look into the fire and see in its spark-My eyeWatching over youAs you walk in the wind's whistling claws,Listen past the howling of the wolf's jaws.My songComes to youAnd when you're lost in trackless snow,Look up high above the eagles go.My starShines for youIn deep, dark mine or on crumbling peak,Hear the words of Love I speak.My thoughtsAre with youYou are not forsakenYour are not forgottenThe North cannot swallow youThe snow cannot bury youI will come for youEverything will get warmerAnd the gods will smileBut oh, my love, guard yourself well-All this may not happen for a long, long while.

Friends Is Such A Lonley Word
Friends is Such a Lonely Word © By portorican princess'Friends' is such a lonely wordhe said he wanted to be friendsI stare at our pictureGrinning like goonsWrapped in a blanket of blissI keep this pictureTo remind me of thingsHis kiss as sweet as strawberriesThe way he rolled his eyes when I exasperated hisThe clacking of his castanetsAs he leapt across the stage like a graceful gazelleBut now I only tasteSalty sadnessI hold it on the tip of my tongueTrying to rememberAnd now I only hearThe sound of silence screaming at meAnd now I only seeAshes of incense falling like the petals of a black roseTo stain the carpet as black as my heartHow could feelings so strong vanish like incense?For four years, he said he loved meIt was whispered between kissesI gobbled his wordsAnd in a weekIt was gonehe said, 'Nothing'What did I do wrong?But I knew that was a lieJust when we were starting to fuseLike warm waxhe abandoned meTo the solace of this pictureThat I clutch in my palmThe only remnant I

Tangled Up In You ~ Staind
You're My WorldThe Shelter From The RainYou're The PillsThat Take Away My PainYou're The LightThat Helps Me Find My WayYou're The WordsWhen I Have Nothing To SayAnd In This WorldWhere Nothing Else Is TrueHere I AmStill Tangled Up In YouI'm Still Tangled Up In YouStill Tangled Up In YouYou're The FireThat Warms Me When I'm ColdYou're The HandI Have To Hold As I Grow OldYou're The ShoreWhen I Am Lost At SeaYou're The Only ThingThat I Like About MeAnd In This WorldWhere Nothing Else Is TrueHere I AmStill Tangled Up In YouI'm Still Tangled Up In YouHow Long Has It BeenSince This Storyline BeganAnd I Hope It Never EndsAnd Goes Like This ForeverIn This WorldWhere Nothing Else Is TrueHere I AmStill Tangled Up In YouTangled Up In YouI'm Still Tangled Up In YouStill Tangled Up In You

On The Wings Of Dreams
On the Wings of Dreams © By Portrican PrincessOn the Wings of DreamsI'm flying freewith a dreamer's dream,To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt;Where shadows and hauntingsof all time and space,Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace...happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace.A land with no storms, without pouring rains,where changes abound and great comfort remains;Where all hate is replaced,all questions erased;Where new memories are shaped,with wonderous light...of romance and love, before out of sight;A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought,where butterflies are free,their colors uncaught;With milk oceans to see,fresh air to breathe;Countless flowers and trees,fragrancing the soft whispering breeze.No more webs of deceit,where lovers have fought;No battles of hopelessness,where all love is lost.Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts,Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught.It is the stairway to heaven,this dreamland we seek...Hopefully for al

Worth The Pain
Worth the Pain © By Portorican PrincessWe were best friends from the startIt's been ten or eleven years.Who would of ever thoughtI'd cry so many tears?The laughter through High SchoolAlways kept me going.The love between the two of usNever stopped growing.Graduation cameAnd we went our separate ways.Two years later, we met again...Oh my, what a day!I fell for him so hardThat I couldn't find myself.Lost in so many emotionsI didn't know what I felt.It was great for a whileThen I started to back away.I took him for grantedOur relationship began to decay.After trials of tears and fightingHe decided it would be best,If we went our separate waysAnd put our love to the test.We tried again to work things outBut it simply didn't work.And now my pain and selfishnessContinues to stay and lurk.What if I'd been more openAnd cared a little more?Would he still love me enoughTo not walk out the door?My regret is that I letOur friendship slip away.But if I had the chance again,I'd let him love me anyw

I Quit My Job/ Now Hiring!!ha...
TROUBLE I am taking a break tonight and writing this blog and taking you through a day in my life... I have decided TWO* much knowledge can cause too much TROUBLE! I QUIT!!! I spend more time getting myself OUT of trouble for getting people... IN trouble!!... especially my girls...

Candle Light
Candle Light Candlelight spills into my room.It falls across your face and even mineIt falls across your body,It discovers you, your perfections, your Imperfections,Your hopes and aspirations.The candlelight is soft and so forgiving.The candlelight is warm and inviting.When the morning comes and the candle isThrough it will have already discovered you.Now it is gone the warmth is lost.You are left in the twilight of early dawn.You have been stripped bear as sleep rushes in.Now sleep my darling, for I am hereI am still the candle that burns with in. @Portorican Princess

Randomness
Often I find my thoughts are not contained and concise. My stream of conciousness is more a raging river, rather than a winding a easy flowing stream. Why must there be so much struggle to simply clarify a thought? Such random behavior certainly fosters a high likely of self doubt. For those of you who think I am some cocky, self righteous, conceited bitch - you could not be farther from the truth. In all reality, I am flawed beyond belief and fail at every turn. The self loathing could not be more crushing. I am my own defeat, the sole responsible party to my lacking. There is often great disparity between what we present publicly and true self. So when you see me in the mumms, judging harshly, it is merely frustration. There is far more to me than some chick that writes outlandish things for shock value. Uncontrolable and consuming to this I resign my fate, being misunderstood is all too common.

My Dearest Daughter/poem Written For My Cousin Who Was Killed, Voice Of My Aunt To Her Daughter!
Today marks the day my cousin was KILLED!! By a 19 year old boy strung out on drugs and alchol and was on some kind of TRILL... On this morning she was to meet the UNKNOWN...who would even ~X~pect this and Flashes of her life would be SHOW'N.... was asked by my Aunt to write her last WORDS.. to her daughter, these would be read and ALL would be HEARD!!How does 'ONE' even begin to write or ~X~press such SYMPATHIES....Words to be said from a Mother to her now Dead Daughter, and being my FAMILIES... So, I sat and what first come to My MIND.... What if I had to go on with leaving one of my Daughters BEHIND!!Out from the darkness the words come and just FLOWED.... It was powerful and some light shown and GLOWED!!!My cousin, her the same age as I am, was killed on this day by a 19 year old boy who had no driver's license, driving someone else's truck, hopped on drugs and who knows what else. My cousin woke this beautiful 'mourn'ing and was to only do her normal routine of a typical day and o

~sex~ By Micheal Ryan
~SEX~ written by Micheal Ryan Afterthe Earth finally touches the sun, and the long explosion stopssuddenly like a heart run down the world might seem white and quiet tosomething that watches it in the sky at night, so something might feelsmall, and feel nearly human pain. Butit won't happen again the long nights wasted alone, what's done indoorways in the dark by the young, and what could have been for some.

Rate Contest...go Rate Me..
I'm in a rate contest..u must rate fan and add the person also..i could use your help if ya will..all it takes is one rate from u.. here is the link for the pics to rate..and then go add her..mine will say "DRTYGRL" http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=274746&albumid=1598378 MUCH LUV 2 THOSE THAT HELPS ME...xoxo

For Posu
Send her fubucks or I'll cut off your koks! Poetic Suicide PLEASE DONT RATE ME IM GOING FOR SPOTLIGHT!!!!!!@ fubar If you give her fubucks, she gives me taint salute. there might be something in it for you too.

Missed Call On Line ~x~ No.11
I know you are not home..... yet somewhere... thinking....wondering.... if.....I am going to share .... something with you.... when I am alone..... you would like this message... I am to leave on your phone... I have often thought.... yet played.... thinking.... wondering....if..... I am going to share......

Our First Encounter!
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER Have you thought... ....dream of .... OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER.... As, if we were there... I have imagined it to be similar to this....while we are just all wrapped up in this little bliss... now pay attention as if we were there, ... where?....I have not a date for when, but this is how I believe this will all begin...this only importance to this message I am trying to send... You now know some of MI'.... as I do of you... now things have begun and somehow grew..... Now that we are past the introduction stage... we both know .... there is connection we engage... So, this place we have set to meet.... a place yet unknown but we will greet.... I am thinking I wont say much when I first arrive... we have already shared much and could write an archive.... So, a warm breath of a secret, I may in your ear... just to let you know I have arrived and I am close, and oh so very near.... I could come meet and shake your hand...but from behind... I imagine that would b

What Is The 'x' The Cit' & Mi' ...(1+1)...& Then +sum+
WHAT IS THE XCITMI'~11The ~X~of 1 & then {+} SUM....Many question MI'....Don't be naive..but SUM never see what there is to SEE....Some see with their eyes...OPEN....others' eyes are SHUT.....For MI'...?Neither!... I SEE... with my SOUL...It's a POWER.. a true 'in'sight, I take it all in MI'...and it is sometimes out of CONTROL....How the '1' spits out for you to recieve .....sometimes hard to conceive....The 'MI' just tells '1' to BELIEVE....What is the ~X~?The ~X~is ...just a ~X~.., just as YOU, as ANYONE.. The UNKNOWN FACTOR.... The ~X~POENENT!We are all considered or LABLED..Until I or '1' have it UN~RAVELED!...So, I ask YOU.. How do you dress your ~X~?for '1' to Conceive?For MI' ... as generic for SUM as I want to BE...or give SUM '1's' MORE of MI' (X to the XX to the XXX)The few I do give some more of ~X~ do SEE... what there is to SEE....this I do believe...TRUE & HONEST MI'....I do have and claimed MI" a place, a SPOT!!I call it... and do believe it cost MI' a lot...so

A Big Thank You For All The Love
I'd like to take this time to thank EVERYONE for showing me love. I already know I have the coolest friends, and now I've had the pleasure of meeting more of you. That's a definite turn on for me cuz I truly cherish my friends. I'd also like to take this time to ask my newer friends to please check out my family. My two sisters and brother are also here on Fubar and they rock too, trust me. Today has been one of the most enjoyable of all my days on Fubar, and I've been here for 3 years enjoying some good times. Thank you all again for extending the love, and please....KEEP IT UP...lol. I love you all my sweet friends. KEEP ON ROCKIN'

Ford's Wittiest Stuff 2
April 6, 2009 @ 3:40 pm #28 of 54 -- The One & Only Xander said: Hope you dyed the carpet as well. G.O.E said: dont have any carpet to dye... Da Fordz said: and no hard wood to wax either... G.O.E said: roflmao *G.O.E is a chica....

Ford's Wittiest Stuff..
Schadenfreudist™ said: i was a tampon in my past life. it really sucked.disclaimer: my opinion can beat up your opinion. Da Fordz said: you mean, it really soaked, right? Schadenfreudist™ said: lol. i only got some pussy once. *cry*disclaimer: my opinion can beat up your opinion. but it was a good life.. short and painless.. well maybe not THAT good, seeing as your "hole" life, somebody was pulling your string and pushing you into things...

Easter Auction (last Day To Own Me)
I am in a aution and i have lots of stuff to offer. You will be very pleased. I may add more it just all depends on how far the bids go up. I have no clue how to link a picture to this new style of blog..i have tried and it don't work. Here is the picture and you will probably have to copy the link and paste it in to your browzer...Please r/f/a the host. Thanks so much for everyone that checks it out. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1892123&albumid=1575445&i=2092743451&idx=19

Perfect Star....
A perfect starTo touch the night,A perfect starIs my guiding light.A perfect starSo far away,A perfect starWho makes my day.A perfect starIs what I see,A perfect starGod gave it to me.A perfect starIn my mind,A perfect starI thought i'd never find.A perfect starI thought was here to stay,A perfect starFinally came my way.A perfect starI cry for every night,A perfect starI have loved with all my might. HOW IM FEELING AT THE MOMENT....LEAVE COMMENTS PLS! THANX!

Now That You're Gone
I ain't afraid of hurt I've had so much it feels just like normal to me now I'm alone and I'm dancin', With you now, In your old room, In your old house I'm alone and I'm dancin', With you now, In your old room, But there's nobody there Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Everything you ever touched, the fingerprints like Crime scene evidence undisturbed in dust I don't dare touch anything of yours, Because it's evidence of us And it means everything Well sort of I'm alone and I'm dancin', With you now, in your old room, In your old house I'm alone and I'm dancin', With you now, In your old room, But there's nobody there Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Gone I'm alone and I'm dancin', With you now, in your old room, In your old house I'm alone and I'm dancin', With you now, In your old room, But there's nobody there Now that you're gone Now that you're gone...for good

Flames Of Fire
as you may know i now have a new lounge it is called (flames of fire)my old lounge will be closed downdo to the fact we have to do some work on it but please feel free to join mine and sassylilgurlie69' new lounge ty for your time

A Zoo
She's had a psychotic dreamFor the last ten days.She feels as if she's sinkingIn and out, in and out, in and out of things.She combs up her hairShe think she's a queen Starts telling all the choir boys she's this and where she has been.She dresses in black only for the occasionShe thinks she's a negro, but she's only caucasian.She can't tune inShe can't get off that busShe can't grab holdShe's a mess this girlAnd ...Instead of watching my own dreamThis is not what it seems, so calculatedNow that it's completed.I'm cautious with daylight, I'm frightened by sunlightBut I know those nights have to keep me from harm.Please try.Keep on keeping me from harm.

Help Me! Only One Rate
1 RATE PLEASE HELP! CLICK HERE and ONCE YOU RATE PLEASE REPOST THIS AND HELP ME OUT! THANK YOU ALL This bully was pimped up by: The ©eo Morphin Da Pix™~~i dont want to join your silly lounge or ill rate you 1s (repost of original by 'CAC517 - BOMB ME. OWNED BY CHRISTENE316. EVERYONE SHOW HER LOVE!' on '2009-04-06 14:59:55') (repost of original by '♪♫ Unbreakable &Ar

Trying To Get Un-bored
next...next...yes, match me...next...Hooo! Suck me sideways, Yes match me...next...next...yes match me....next...NEXT!!...next...Yes, match me...next...Good god, NEXT!....next...yes, match me...next...next...next...NEXT....Woops! Crap, I accidently hit yes! OMFG! Hit page back. No, that won't work. Crap, I'm logging off.

I Love You Man
paull rudd is my man crush, i love that guy, so i have nothing bad to say here. its funny , go see it. seriously go now. youll lol. dood has no guy friends and tried to get one fast before his wedding so he can have a best man. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs

The Last House On The Left
this was a remake of an older one im told, havnt seen the old one. so chick gets raped and shot by doods, gets home and her parents are all WTF MATE, and turns out the doods in their guest house are the same doods who raped n shot their kid. so they wreck ass all over them. good flick, there is a rape scene in it tho that is pretty damn graphic, its hard to watch so if you have any quams abotu that sorta thing you may not like this. ( o )( o )( c 2.5 bewbs

Divorcing Parents
your children have come into this world because of the two of you. perhaps you two made lousy choices as to whom you decided to be other parent if so that is your problem and your fault no matter wat you think of the other party or wat yalls families thnk of the other party the children are one half of you member tht cuz when you talk bad about the other person or call them names in front of the kids tht affects the kids cuz you are saying tht they are bad in case yall dint know tht is a unforgivable thing and it will destroy the children in away tht you wouldnt believe especially tht will toy with there emotions i hope people these days think more bout there children thasn bout them selves so make your kid a good kid not a foolish one who has no self esteem wat so ever and they wont have ne friends i know cuz i have been there but other than tht i hope yall understand wat this means

Watchmen
i liked it, not alot else i can say. it was made from a comic book, so if you arent into that then you may not want to see it. if you like comics, action or blue penis, this movie is for you,. it was pretty close to the book, book was better but they usually are. its a group of heroes who are retired more or less and its about them kinda getting back into the swing of things after sitting out for a bit. check it out but be warned, its 2.5 hours long. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs

Gran Torino
clint eastwood is still alive fuckers! he plays a racist in this and damn its believable. its almost like he means what he says. lol.... i think its funny tho, i lol @ racisim cause i think its funny. back to the flcik! he befriends an asian kid whjo tries to steal his car. it was better then i thought it would be, not a bad flick at all. WARNING: clint eastwood sings during the closing credits, i advise you to leave before this happens, because it will fuck you up, this man should not sing, EVER! ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs

Application For Wykked's Harem Toys
So I have decided to keep a lil harem of bishes...They must be my slave and rate me and give me stuffs. drinks etc. lol...In return of being my bish I will do the same for you...So...if u wanna be Wykkeds bish...u must tell me why u deserve the title. lol...MUAH...luvs all of ya...thanks in advance. LOLPs...this was for fun...but I wouldnt mind really having some of my own personal bishes. LOL...kisses you sexy peeps...tiffany aka WYKKED

Paul Blart: Mall Cop
i like kevin james, he is a cool cat. this movie had high reviews but after seeing it i was a bit dissaopinted, i guess it got hyped up to much. it was a funny movie but he plays on being fat to much, and that doesnt sit right with me. it was just an hour and a half long fat joke. but, maybe your into that, safe for the kids to go see at any rate. ( o ) ( o ) 2 bewbs

He's Just Not That Into You.
WARNING GUYS : THIS IS A FUCKING CHICK FLICK TO BE SURE< FLEE! that said, this flick was kinda boring, with a few random quips that make you grin.. dude cheats on his lady and you actually feel bad for HIM at times. anyway, its about a bunch of guys who are made to look like dicks and girls who are being shit on. who knew? and to top it off, NOT ! BIT OF THE NUDITY. seriously, you want your man to sit thru this, better watch it topless with him. ( o ) ( c 1.5 bewbs

Writings March 14th 2009- May 15th
Thunder On The Mountain Thunder knocking in the distance, craters holding something on the moonWhispers in the alleys and a show that is starting at noonClowns on the corner throwing dimes at the cups of passing patronsHot stuff that is different everywhere you look Crying without that tears, they are long gone and so lostClinging to faith every other time, while others walk down the lineWondering where those shadows are going to go, but they are long goneClearing in the forest and wondering how time got here Watch that soul expand from the drops that came from that tin canPieces on a puzzle spread out on a table, a heart coming togetherFirst in line but wanting to run away not knowing what the answer says Thunder approaching, exposing itself wideGypsies dancing in circles around some camp fire falling dizzyA guide that lies and gets everyone more lost, take a look more insideIt is always both sides not that one that is wanted The pistols clapping and bodies slap

Giving Up
My heart yern 4 a love so true and at that moment we both will kw its true. The world wld stand still. The war.s of love wld come 2 an end. I have given up on that true love. My heart achs from not being able 2 show the one i do that this much is true. I wld die just 4 u. Just so u wld never have 2 feel the pain in love that i do.

My Bloody Valentine 3d
the 3d in this flick is FUCKING FANTASTIC. i would watch bugs fuck so long as its in this 3d format. seriously, if you missed this in 3D, kick your self in the ass. anyway, the plot was kinda lame, same as the old one from the 80's i think. was somewhat gory and had the cliche lame acting and nudity with the predictible twist ending. i do believe that this was made purely for the 3D aspect. i had fun watching it 2 times. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs.

Heart In Raged
Heart in enraged i feel like a rat in a cage my heart yerning and burning all the heart felt day now my heart traped in a cage my love that can not be gaged. heart tourment like a hellish soul. beating constantly out of cotrol. vampiric love is good 4 the soul.

Pain Of Love 2
A waterfall of blood from my hand. god damn wish i was dead. put a bullet in my head. Wishful thinking. life now cascading. my life 4 the taking. broken heart and recreation. a soul not 4 the taking. blinded by the darklight. Soul burns out of sight. Searching the brake of daylight. no comisarating. death by a mental patiant. captured my soul in hells damntion.

Friday The 13th
yay for remakes. if you liked the old ones, youll probably liek this one. i hated the old ones but still liked this one, who'd a thunk it. it was still cheesy horror with pointless nudity, but thats what that genre is all about, the plot is a bit better then the old flick, but the acting can be kind of annoying at times. its still worth seeing imo. ( o ) ( o ) ( c 2.5 bewbs.

Pain Of Love
As i lie here thinking of what i did wrong. i started thinking of you all alone. like a rose without water u left me alone. 4 some1 to take ur love that is gone. tears roll dwn my face. i hide my eyes in discrase. the day u left. Is when then the pain came. you were the reason i was alive. now ur the reason why i lie awake and cry.

Felony1
What an interesting evening, I arrived at felony 1 Studio not knowing what to expect. Located in the downtown region of Hollister Ca. a generous sized venue with the capabilities of hosting a large crowd of all ages and good sound quality. There was already an eager crowd of about 20 or so waiting for the nights show to start as we arrived, and about 40 or more to show before the night was over. I was told this was a slow night so a much larger crowd can normally be expected. I met a lot of the staff running the event and was treated with kindness and courtesy I am unused to at such events. I was very glad I made it to this show though one band (Half Past Sik) had to cancel the others were well worth it. Now on with the bands. First up was Retribution with an old school sound to guitars they brought me back to the old days of music when metal and mayhem ruled the planet. They have a very high energy and confident stage performance. Clean and Clear vocals only enhanced their sound and

Welcome To My Reviews.
so for a while i was doingmy own little movie reviews on myspace and a small group of my friends there seemed to enjoy them. so ive decided ill also start to post them here. yay for stuff! anyway, here is the skinny: i dont only do new films, ill do whatever ive watched recently, so youll see some old shit here too,. ill tell you a bit of the film and rate it 0-5 in boobs. (cause i like boobs more then stars.) 0 = shit flick 5= bomb ass bomb mofo'r so thats whats up. hope you enjoy em

"venting" At The Mainzer 2004
This was a really bad week for me and I so truly needed to vent. The day was gray and gloom and I did not think things were going to get any better. There was quite the group of us going tonight my brother Edge, his family, a friend of mine and my daughter were all packing up to go. We were all running late, some of us had come from Colusa, Ca. to attend this evening’s event and holiday traffic was already clogging the roads. We arrived to find the first band in the process of setting up, doors opened at 7pm and show started at 8pm. The crowd was already growing as we made our way through to the back. There were actually a few kids hanging out upstairs something I have not seen in a while since most of the crowds have been rather small compared to tonight. I also noticed several booths set up; Power Slave was by the entrance to the main hall I got to stop in and chat with them for a few then Metal Brain Records was also there over by the wall past the bar helping to sell band mer

Bwok Bwok!
So, asked about easter bling about a week ago or so...this was the result I suppose. Sorry Fugods but damn, thats not the purdiest bling bwahahaha Think I'll get any? Nooooo cus my friends are all assholes lmao *hides*

A Night At The Pound
You know there can be interesting things you see on the way to a show; however, most of our trip was uneventful coming out of Winton to San Francisco. Nevertheless, this was something ironic and I felt I had to mention it because it has happened to me on more than one occasion. I feel it is now a sign as to how my evening will go. Often I watch the cars and their passengers as we are driving down the freeway and this was the third time I have seen clowns in a vehicle as we were driving by and on our way out of town. Just thought that was interesting and would share it with everyone else. We arrived at The Pound and there was already a line of people waiting to get in and to soon be engulfed by surgical die-sections, Demonic and Horrid creatures with flaming axes of destruction and entrancing melodies which must have been written by the Lord Of Darkness himself. Sound check was going on and people were conversing in line as to how long they have been fans and what brought them to this n

Dark Veil
I hide behind the veil, of powder and pencil, I live behind the will,of hunger and grief Only to become, underneath it all, a shade lighter, yet, a shade darker I am unleashed, into the night, in search of life, amongst the darkness But stumble upon, something even more, terrifying than what, I'm trying to find I only need to look, within myself, for the horror, that is mine And stumble, to a mirror and, see the reflection, of evil itself You see, the Devil, doesn't exist, as we have been taught to know it. He is in me, and in you. For every rage, every sin, every scream, every dim, lit night that falls upon us, He is in me, and in you. Doesn't that suck?

We
Surpassed by the age of spheres beneath the skin of creation.Cast down to the deepest, darkest voidAgeless insanity hindered by isolationMorals and vivacity both destroyedImprisoned in the darkness of nocturnalÕs embraceBlinded by the numbness of detached affection.Blasphemed by the tongues of the torchÕs graceBetrayed by the fireÕs deceptionEternally forlorn by the keepers of the sunDriven to wander in endless nightOur souls blackened by the light we shunWe were the squanderers of light

Gothic Tomb
Waking to the stench of rot and fire. Burning, gagging, vile, filth, I reach out from my dirty bed towards the rays of the moon, like the living light to a thriving flower I rise..... Stretching my way out of the grave, I fight to live again. I stand confused, hungry, cold.....realizing one thing will make all of this pain, bewilderment and hunger go away. I begin my quest.....the living.....they have what I want. My first step begins the journey to find the lifeblood that will warm my body. I notice, to my surprise, others who embark on the same mission.....rising, walking, living again.....

Blackest Rose
Rose so black, deep and dark, stem of Hunter Green. So many people overlook you, misunderstand what You Mean. You have no color, Darkest Beauty, but plenty of Depth to your hue. You have no clue, you'll never know how much admiration I have for you. She looked at me With much disgust when I tried to share your beauty. It is this, my love, I feel it is my duty. She's gone forever. Why, who knows? I'm left here all alone. Blackest rose, it's you and me. We're left here to stew and groan.....

At First Sight
Memories take me back, To the night that I met you. Back when we were young, We found a love so true. My heart skipped a beat, As you walked across the floor, Little did I know, It was you I would adore. It happened at first sight, When you glanced at me, I found love that night, My true destiny. Our love grew even stronger, And we've raised a family. After all the joys and sorrow, You're still standing next to me. So after all these years, And all the time together, You're still the only one, That I'll love forever. It happened at first sight, When you glanced at me, I found love that night, My true destiny.

Love Is...
Love is the way you whisper in my ear All the things I long to hear. The way you put your arms around me For the entire world to see. The gentle touch when you hold my hand, And the way you always understand. Love is the way you always care, And all the things you want to share. It’s the dreams we’ve made together That lasts in our hearts forever. Love is the kind and compassionate way, You always brighten everyday. Beginning with a kiss each morning So sweet, tender and loving. Love is the way we miss each other, Whenever we’re not together. The things most people take for granted, The memories they just forget. Like the roses for no special reason, The thoughtful things you’ve done. Just to tell me you love me, And we’ve met our destiny! Love is simply being together Now and forever!

Dangerous Obession
His black eyes burned meMy pulse gone arrayThe heat within moved meLighting a fire through my veinsThe pale perfection that was his faceleft me wanting more for his sweet embraceHis thick brown hair with golden lightsSent my fingers wandering for pure delightIs he real or just my obsession?This continues to be my burning questionNo regrets for the sad mysterious manRomance revived by the midnight hour at handHe watches me sleepShould I be afraid or stay as still as the moonEither way my heart is hiswhether my happiness follows or impending doom

All Over Again
Your eyes sparkle when you look at me, And I know I found my destiny. I hear you say you love me and then, I fall in love all over again. Your gentle touch your soft caress, The tenderness within your kiss. Then all at once I begin, To fall in love all over again.

Time Hold Still....
Time hold stillFor meIf only for this momentAs my soul surrendersTo my heart’s resolveWhen what lies insideIs worn on my sleeveSo delicately balancingOn the edge of foreverWhile dark skies are beckoningAnd the prospect of nightShines brighter than the sunWith Heaven’s rains now caressing usSo clearly painting scenesFrom my watercolor memoryOf what has beenAnd of what will beTo be lovedAs no one soul has knownWhen hope allows destinyTo give life to loveAnd sets it free...Sweet kiss deliver meTo you

Walk With Me
Will you be my love forever? Walk hand in hand together. I’ll be your rock to lean upon, Your shelter ‘til the storm is gone. When no one is on your side, Wrapped in my arms you can hide. If you feel lost or alone, Remember how our love has grown.

Is Attachment Really Love?
The path to love doesn’t end with surrender, although in a way there is nothing more to do. The process of letting go is all that spirit needs in order to enter your life. The rest is a ripening of the union between self and Self. There is, however, still the enormous issue of how two people can surrender to each other completely. No matter how much love you begin to feel within, you must still reflect it to your beloved. Two spiritual people living together don’t automatically make a spiritual relationship. Therefore we want to ask in practical terms how love increases between two souls. The ego is not easily defeated in its preoccupation with everything but love. Surrender is not achieved until you surrender completely to your beloved. To accomplish this you must relinquish everything that deprives you of love and nurture everything that comes from love. One way that people deprive themselves of love is especially confusing because it seems to be a way to i

Remove The Memories
Disappear from my mind and memory Rid my heart of this pain, let me be Discard there thought that bring pain Losing all I hold dear, I'm going insane Over taken by the promises you make Believing what you told me is a mistake Why should I trust you when you apologize How can I believe you if all you tell are lies Simply because you say it will be so Doesn't mean I can believe you, that you must know Why do you say one thing and do another Relationships include honesty between each other Take from me the ideas of faith and trust For by now you have to know, you must If you tell me I am inclined to believe you But what else is there left for me to do I want to forget what happened before I don't want to think about it anymore Why must things be so complicated now Things normally don't arise and have somehow Why can't there situations just go away And why is it you can't do as you say I just want it to be as it normally would be So tell me, do you want the same things as me?

"dark Rooms, Rooms Without Exits"
The room without exit may be a womb image. As such it represents either mother-nurture or mother-power conflicts as you discern whether you are satisfied and safe to be in the room, or unreasonably restrained from your other objectives for the moment. Do you want to get out of the room, or is the room a haven against potential dangers in the world? Is the room pleasant or painful as a space in its own right? These are central issues to identify. Does the darkness of the room inspire peace and rest or fear and disorientation? Peace and rest may indicate sanctuary or maternal reassurance. Fear and disorientation may show mother-power or personal loss in an archetypal shift of awareness or threaten shift in roles.

Relationships Really Blow Sometimes!
OMG I am so sick of people telling me they love me then fucking ripping my heart out of my chest, cuttin it up into millions of pieces throwing them on the ground & stomping on them. Why are men like that? Most Men I have an interest in turn out to be players or someone who thinks its fun to play with your emotions. I'm so done with it all. Don't you ever tell me you love me unless you mean it with all your heart or i'll tell you right where you can go & how to fuckin get there. Sorry just had to fuckin vent!

The Wall
Today I gave you a boxfull of bricks. Whatthis ? You asked...................... you see, this was built around my heart. A wall to protect me from harm My heart was beyond repair. Ducking and dodging ,from everyone's stare. Hiding my feelings, Keeping them within. Not knowing where to begin or where t

You Can't Use The Force On This One, Baby
Sometimes ask why why, want to die? I want to die If I could I would not now "Don't do that" Why not? sexless or not, insides scraped out I am a basic skeleton of disgust you already hate me I die always in you you won't mind It will be beautiful.....

Spring Auction
~~~~ Spring is Here and Im up for Bid~~ Ok, sorry about the cheesy line but its true..my #2 on family and friends Missy, has me in her auction..cool huh?! Come show me lovins please :) You have until the 19th of April 09 to spread it on.. Thanks Much, Karma Child

Share And Share Alike
An elderly couple walk into a fast food restaurant. They order one hamburger, one order of fries and one drink. The old man unwraps the plain hamburger and carefully cuts it in half. He places one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counts out the fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placing one pile in front of his wife. He takes a sip of the drink, his wife takes a sip and then sets the cup down between them. As he begins to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them keep looking over and whispering "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man begins to eat his fries a young man comes to the table. He politely offers to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man replies that they''re just fine - they''re just used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn''t eaten a bite. She sits there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink.

So Long Good Bye
Keep changing your mind like clouds in the sky Love me when you're high, leave me when you cry I know it all takes time, like a river running dry when the sun's too bright So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life Keep dodging lights like a thief in the night The sun will rise and expose all our lies So why deny that you and I lead different lives? The rivers from your eyes can't change my mind So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life The rivers from your eyes can't change my mind So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life

Life Everlasting
Pain is all I remember,From the last time I was in love,I was afraid of it,Until I met you.I never felt true love,Until you showed me,I didn't know I loved you,Until you made me see.Now that I am with you,No more guessing in my life,Now that I have you,No more pain and strife.I can't imagine my life,Without you being a part of it,Now I am truly happy,For I have life everlasting.Life everlasting is when I met you,Life everlasting is when I'm with you,Life everlasting is when I hold you,Life everlasting is you.

Okay 1st Contest Read For Details
Want a chance to win an auto 11 and a cherry bomb? Then this contest is for you. First you need to make a salute to me. The salute has to include either my name or screen name. Be creative with it since not only do you have the chance to win the auto 11 and cherry bomb BUT my personal favorite salute will also win a surprise from me. There will be prizes for the top 3. Yes you read that right. 3 chances for you to win a prize.The prizes: * First place - an auto 11 AND a cherry bomb * Second place - your choice of either an auto 11 OR a cherry bomb * Third place - Whatever limited edition bling is available at that time The winner will be the one with the most points. There are 3 ways for you to receive points. * First is rates which will count as 5 points. * Second is comments which will count as 1 point. * The third and final way is bling. Each bling credit will give you 5 bonus points added to your total points (ie. If you sen

"you May Be A Hamas Terrorist If..."
"YOU MAY BE A HAMAS TERRORIST IF..." 1. You shoot rockets at civilians for a living, but you have a moral objection to beer.2. You own a $3,000 machine gun and $5,000 rocket launcher, but youcan't afford shoes.3. You have more wives than teeth.4. You wipe your butt with your bare hand, never bathe, but consider bacon "unclean."5. You think vests come in two styles: bullet-proof and suicide.6. You can't think of anyone you haven't declared Jihad against.7. You consider television dangerous, but routinely carry explosives inyour clothing.8. You were amazed to discover that cell phones have uses other thansetting off bombs.9. You have nothing against women and think every man should own several.10. You've always had a crush on your neighbor's goat.

Apocolyptica - I Don't Care
I try to make it through my life In my way There's you I try to make it through these lies that's all I do Just don't deny it just dont' deny it and deal with it yeah deal with it You try to break me You wanna break me Bit by bit That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things You left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But you're eyes see right through That's all they do i'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this what you want of me just deal with it So If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you left behind I don't care I don't care nothing can care about, Nothing can care about you wont' be there for me, you won't be there for me If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, and all the things you left behind, i don't care, I don't care If you were dead or still alive, I don't care (

Silence
She can't handle it when I'm silentTakes to the extreme now it's violent The words waste awayEating at me day after dayHer words pierce like a fluteI sit back dying as a muteIncreasingly driving her insaneLack of my words caused her painStuck in this life it's a rat raceAlways searching for a happier placeIs the grass greener on the other side?Forever in my silence I will hideAll she does is talk talk talkPushing me out forcing me to walkWhy is she forcing me to speak?Why am I lame and weak?No longer living in fearListen and my words they will appear.By Dakken Dedicated to RCH

Irritated
ok so My man and I just bought a 2002 chevy silverado. He has been needing a work truck for awhile so I helped him out and we bought one. He picked her out she is beautiful champaign on 22's just a beautiful truck and well worth the money. Anyways we have had her now for about 4 days. Well my man has a hard time telling his family no he always trys to help everyone out and cares more for how others are doing then himself awesome guy. Anyways he let his lil brother drive our truck yesterday to taco bell which is fine except the dumbass took it through the drive through an fuckin curbed my wheels. Now Im not the best driver in the world but I have personally drove the truck the most and not once curbed the wheels or any other wheels I have had one my other cars. Now I wouldnt be so mad except he acts like we are stupid b/c he cant drive he actually told my man that it wasnt as big of a deal as we are making it out the fact is this guy has no respect for anyone else or there shit I mea

So Here We Go Again.....
k... this should be fun....im leavn @ like 6am tues. and i cant wait to go far away from here...... nothin like LA where everything is awesome and where most of my friends are.....not to mention a few other things.... coachella is here and this summer will be completely badass..... imcomin back to MA. from mid may till bout mid sept. then off to LA to open melissa n my new shop..... im stoked...i cant believe this is actually gonna happen... laters RP

Want
Want Broken on the floor, in a million piecesThis facade, this maskThese walls built up,Torn down by the creasesIt's blown away by the windLeaving me in my shameFrozen in this mirrorLeft remembering the pastI believe this is a gameI just want this to last Nothing now seems to come clearLost in my own world without youI just need you hereI'd feel so much betterIf I could hold you foreverCaught between sad and happyI've been hiding my pain you seeMy longevity residesInside the faith you have for me You're not trying to change meJust when I was tired of tryingGiven up and giving inThrough the rubble you came cryingPain redefined, cold but immortalThe only thing I understand Is what I feelI just want this to lastI just want this to be real

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Top 10- Or 11- Redneck Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you just blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 9) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 10) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. AND.. the best for last! 11) Yer face reminds me of a wrench,

I'm A Creep
When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I 'm a creep I 'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here She's running out again She's running out She run, run, run run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? Radiohead - not gifted enough to write this stuff myself

Internet Connection
Well to all that actually come to my page and rate and comment and well just say hi how are you doing. This is for you. I have been struggling over the last few months and I have gotten to a point where I do not think I am going to be able to continue to pay for my internet service. As much as I have thoroughly enjoyed making some very awesome friends on here, I will miss ya'll the most. I have some of your's personal info like Yahoo IM or a phone number to chat with. I will be able to stay in touch with you guys. I am not getting rid of my profile here...... I will only be on when ever I visit someone who has internet until I can afford to get it turned back on. I am not sure when it will be turned off so I hope it will not be in the middle of a conversation with one of you...... ok so a few have said here and outside about fee dial up..... have ya ever used it? fubar would crash the connection within five seconds ...

Your Invisible Power
'' A feeling that greater possesions,no matter of what kind they may be,will of themselves bring contentment or happiness, is a misunderstanding. No person,place, or thing can give you happiness. They may give you cause for happiness and a feeling of contentment, but the Joy of Living comes from within''

My Music
I am a lead guitar player from the bay area. I would like to share my music with you and hear your opinions. Go to http://www.myspace.com/johndavis650 and also check out my bands page at http://www.myspace.com/stoneycarreno Thanks

Where Have I Been????
I just wanted to leave a lil note for A/anyone interested. I've been offline for about a month, but I have my internet connection at home again. Hopefully, I can spend a lil more time online, now. lol I'm still unemployed (Since October) and at this point I'm finding it difficult to gather up enough enthusiasm for the old job hunt. I still look of course, but I could care less whether I get a job or not. lol On a more positive note, I've had time to get more involved with my pagan practices and even more importantly, I've started working on a new manuscript. Its actually an old manuscript that I'm rewriting, but the new version of my story is much better! Other than that, there isn't much else new with me

And So Yesterday Was The Awesomeness!
Soooooooo yesterday was my very first auto 11s. I splurged on myself, gave in and bought one. I must say it was far more than I expected. As a result I need to thank everyone who rated me bombed me and contributed to me point ho-ish ways yesterday. Im going to mention a few special ones that stood out to me yesterday, if you are not in this list, dont take it personal, I value everyone's rate fan and bomb, these people just stood out a lil bit more, you could call it above and beyond effort :) Ms. D mah fu-wife thanks you soooooooooo much for suggesting that i buy myself an auto 11, I had no idea how it would turn out and it was awesome :D also linked me to bombers and rated me tons. we made a lot of dough yesterday, it was awesomeness :D Rayne who literally rated me ALL DAY yesterday and kept me entertained when others went away. thank you for all those rates, and the coke vs pepsi entertainment lol mel, mah crush who bombed me not once but TWICE, used her 11s on me

Against Racism!
Ok...This is my first blog i am writing...and no, it is no fun and i'm not even in the mood to laugh... IDK what the hell is wrong with some of u! We r living in the 2000s and i thought that our generation should be as smart to stop hatin' cause of skin collor or religion. The one of urs who went to school and didn't sleep in the history class sure did learn something out of our past.I talk about sensless hate against others.Like in World War 2 or the fight against slavery! We did have ppl like Martin Luther King jr. and Rosa Parks and many more who showed us the right way! Why do we still hate?Why can't we see over the color and religion? White pride???Fuck you!Of what shall i be proud?That in the history the white man first started to kill the nativ americans to get rich, then brought over the africans to have slaves started to kill it own race cause of religion?Hell no! I want to be proud cause i am a human!Cause i know what's right what's wrong!Cause i know that the skin col

Crossroads ~for A Friend~
A crossroad in life,A time for change;Of mind, body, and emotions.Change for you, change for me,Change for all the things it will be.At one corner, there stands you;You, nurtured from the world,find that there was always something holding it back;A barrier to life,a barrier to truth,a barrier to overcome.As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds,the you break free and run, never to return.You run from your past -You run to to be free,Run to all the things you wants to be.To the West, there you stand;A person, who finds the world distorted,an altered imaged from what it wastaught to believe in.Is stranded;Lost in the twisted morals of the world."Everything is different","This isn't what they said it was","Everything they taught me was wrong! "You long for acceptance,for a place of refuge,for people who'll understand you.You are changing;Changing from "no one",Changing into "someone",Changing into all you will become to be.As you search, it is rejected.An outcast among other people,an o

More Kittens From Molly
On March 30th, 2009 Molly the cat gave birth to 5 more kittens. Three orange ones and two that are mixed black and white in color. Molly is not really my cat but just wandered over to our house after we moved in. This is the 3rd litter of kittens she gave birth to on my property. This time she found a safe place for her new group of kittens inside my computer desk. Her kittens (plus my own cats) have become the theme for my homepage here as you tell and the kittens have more fans then I do. Took photos of new kittens but cannot add photos until my VIP is restored.

College Tuition Paid For You
Harvard University Announcement Harvard University (free-no tuition) Harvard University announced that from now on undergraduate students fromlow-income families will pay no tuition. In making the announcement,Harvard's president Lawrence H. Summers said, ―When only ten per-cent of thestudents in elite higher education come from families in the lower half ofthe income distribution, we are not doing enough. We are not doing enough inbringing elite higher education to the lower half of the in-comedistribution. If you know of a family earning less than $60,000 a year with an honorstudent graduating from high school soon, Harvard University wants to paythe tuition. The prestigious university recently announced that from now onundergraduate students from low-income families can go to Harvard for freeno tuition and no student loans! To find out more about Harvard offering free tuition for families makingless than $60,000 a year, visit Harvard's financial aid website at:http://www.f

A Real Woman
There isn't anything More attractive then a woman a lady who doesn't need make up to be all that she can She exudes confidence but isn't full of oneself cause theres no doubt of her inner beauties wealth There in her eyes are the doors to her soul a tender heart to be adored and console her touch is as tantalizing as well as soothing on ques the actions of her hands speak in volumes to how a Goddess rules There can never be any mistaken of her essence she'll shine her radiance no matter who is in her presence Unmistakenable and unequivacal are the moments that are shared those precious times have my whole heart to be beared A real woman is all a real man can ask for A real woman who's heart is pure A real woman is hard to find A real woman is one of a kind This one of a kind knows how to use her mind and can lead those who are even blind She is someone who can be looked at as a role model who is as explosive as a shaken soda bottle Magnificent is her kiss felt on my lips blessing

Hey
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I Just Wanted To Go Home..
I had messaged all this to a friend, and he thought it was amusing enough to blog.. Saturday night I decided to go out dancing. Haven't been out in a while, and really had a good time.. until it was time to go home. I had gone out with my best friend. He always makes sure I am safe, and I am a great wingman for him. After the closing of the club, he comes up and tells me he wants to go this chicks house for a party. Fine by me. Unfortunately, the chick had decided that she wanted me to be her party. Umm, no thanks. I offered her my best friend as a consulation prize and I left. I drove the jeep home.. I love the jeep. It is a 93 wrangler, with huge 35 in Mickey Thompson's and a sound system that is just ridiculious. It was my dream vehicle in high school, and I adore it now. Anyway, I missed my turn cause i was talking on the phone. i know, i know.. driving and talking is bad, but whatever. Had to go down to the next road, and it is not highly trafficed. As I was turning, I

More Of The Idiot Types On Fubar.
Another rant, which won't be noticed, because everyone SUCKS!And yes, I indirectly talk shit alllll the time. If the shoe fits, and you don't like it, bring it.Hmmm, overaggressive jerks, Chris requested this one. I can't think of anything off the top of my head to say, but these guys can be lumped with the half wits and retards who cannot be bothered to puncuate, capitalize or turn off the caps lock. Those guys usually come up with the dumbest fucking insults. Let me give you an example. I posted a mumm last month or so asking if I should have a beer to make me sleepty or stay up into the wee hours of the morning. Said overaggressive jerk threw an insult at me tha was completely irrelivant to my mumm, so I insulted his inability to type any better than my 7 year old daughter can. He came back at me, calling me a crackhead hoe. Hmmmm..........in a manogomous relationship for 5 1/2 years and I am quite plump. Unlike his scrawny ass. These are they guys that are usually pretty fucking fu

Life
life is shit. not sure if anyone knows this, but it is. I suggest a few things to brighten up your world... 1. break wind on a regular basis. 2.do feng shui lots 3. masturbate a lot 4. have a good shit it can make you feel a lot better 5.never drink more than your friend 6.avoid affairs with married people 7. dont worry about anything cos it seriously aint worth it 8. dont tell the doc about those voices you hear ;) 9.cancel your facebook account... that site is seriously bad for ones health 10. cancel your ebay account as its seriously bad for ones pocket... 11. make me your best friend in the whole world.. cos im so nice,cheerful and generous :)

My Mole Inspires The Masses
There is a Hills marathon on so I will make this brief. There once was a witch mole on witty, that inspired this lim'rickal ditty its match was eneared, to it we're endeared, though her ass-mole remains sorta shitty. by Mr. adorable and Witty's witch mole hairs Like tall trees bent by the wind Dance and gently sway by Chainsaw and I know more about dough, which is less than zero, than I do about moles, and their roles, in digging a burrow By Sirvice (sex is fun) ( after much debate and sarcasm I am not sure if this poem is really about my mole it may be from a collection of poems about moles he has set aside for just such a blog) I am never going to remove this mole. Also these 3 just made it into my family which entitles them to absolutely nothing.

Ghost Print
I work nights alone at a haunted hotel; I already wrote about it, so dont' feel like doin it again. Besides seeing shadows and shit, (other have actually seen people and moving objects) I've had a fridge door open and slam several ties behind me. Last night I looked at it, and there was a foot print looking ice spot on the door...

Beth Taylor
One day your sick, not feeling well, sore throat and well kinda down in the dumps. You go to Wal-Greens, nothing on your mind but getting better. Chicken Soup for the lonely at heart and sore throat. Not watching where you should be going, off in LA LA land, then BAM!!!!!!! 1 wrong turn and your life changes forever, or should I say 1 right turn. Beth Taylor, things like this never happen to me. When you least expect it, where you never expect it, like a breath of fresh air, a wave that suddenly pulled you under. You try to fight it, you try to walk away. Fate, Karma or just plane my turn to have something so wonderful happen to me. After years of having my whole life just ripped up in front of me, tenderness, kindness things that have forgotten me for so long, just filled my cup till it runneth over. I had made myself a list of things that I would never get myself into again, and after looking at this list, I began to think that they were unreasonable, a person like this COULD never e

Current Contests April 6, 2009
Hey, y'all in fu-land.... two of my friends need help with contests.... My friend DJ Canada Girl is in a contest and needs rates and comments... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=274746&i=546346947&albumid=1598378 My friend Lauren[Plaid Mafia] is having a hat contest... send her the best pic u have in ur favorite or funniest hat... it will be running for the month of April... http://fubar.com/user/1156311 Please show my friends some love...

Bodily Bliss
Touching you with my words make you inhale the sentualness of my thoughts into your body . Making your blood race , Major parts of your body ingorge and become tender to my touch . The right words, a precision touch and an open mind will equal lust. by sterling p. carroll

.
Stay - U2 Green light, Seven Eleven You stop in for a pack of cigarettes You don't smoke, don't even want to Hey now, check your change Dressed up like a car crash Your wheels are turning but you're upside down You say when he hits you, you don't mind Because when he hurts you, you feel alive Hey babe, is that what it is Red lights, gray morning You stumble out of a hole in the ground A vampire or a victim It depend's on who's around You used to stay in to watch the adverts You could lip synch to the talk shows And if you look, you look through me And when you talk, you talk at me And when I touch you, you don't feel a thing If I could stay... Then the night would give you up Stay...and the day would keep its trust Stay...and the night would be enough Faraway, so close Up with the static and the radio With satelite television You can go anywhere Miami, New Orleans London, Belfast and Berlin And if you listen I can't c

Saying Good Bye
Hey ya'll, Just letting everyone know that as of may 1st i will no longer be a part of fubar. I have made a few close friends here whom I will keep in touch with & I love them dearly. they know how to get in touch with me. other than that FUCK ALL YOU OTHER FAKE ASS PEOPLE

Sisters
sisters are.. clothes barrowersfit throwerscover stealerssecret keepersan enemy, a friend,a conversation without end,sassy,bossy,silly,fussypretty and sweet tea partys with treatsdress up, mess up, fess up, get punished,fights over nothing, sharer of dreamsa headache, a pain, she gets spoiled again,a princess, a brat, she ruined my hat,i love her, i miss her, i tease her, i kiss her,she is my family and that means more to mewhat would i do without her?

Exstacy Arising
Sentual feelings of sexual tension, needing that special touch of your hands that venture. Touching me all over my body , corresing me with oils all over my flesh. You pinch my nipples playfully , grabbing that part of me you love so much , stroking it , loving it ,warming it with the heat that blows through your glossy lips that part over me. Exstacy arises by sterling p. carroll

Back Stabber Or Looking To Get Me Fired?
There is this girl who works where I do and she's a school bus driver. She has her nose in everyones business but her own. People have told her over the radio to mind her own business and she is known as an ass kisser. She's been with the company for 10 yrs. Anyhow, I had went through training on Wheelchair lifts by this company and the other company I work for as well. I went 1 wk with Durham and then 2 wks with the other company I'm with. That is 3 wks of damned training on wheelchair lifts and although I don't claim to be an expert I know what I'm doing. This teacher came over to the bus...he always starts working the lift. He isn't supposed to. I told him so in a polite manner and also asked him to please not tighten the strap on the lift cause it set the alarm off last time he did this. He went to this bus driver after I left and told her I jumped all over him. She knows me and knows I am not like that...that I am tactful at how I would have asked him. Well, instead of coming

Farrah Fawcett In Hospitalized Critical Condition
After a three-year battle with anal cancer, Farrah Fawcettis reportedly in critical condition in an LA hospital. Radar Online reports Ryan O'Neal and son Redmond have gathered to be by her side while she remains unconscious. Our prayers are with our favorite Charlie's Angel.

Newbies
Newbi's andd others who don't know ! Most of my friends a family know i will help anyone who ask's me but iam about to stop all rating for newbis and others who don't obay fubar rules so if you truely want to be on here to make friends and have fun. then heres the deal I will help you level I will rate you but don't downrate me don't come to my page and rate one pic and then rip 5 or 6 if you want to rip one ask me first and don't rip my personal and family pics. don't come and ask to see my nsfw's if I wanted you to see um i would open the folder. don't ask me to rate and coment on pics of your prick believe me most of you do not want my answer on that ! and to you who do not know this riped and nsfw pics are not worth any points so if you are going around riping peoples pics for your page your just shit outa luck on that you will just have to find your pics the same way everyone else does . so if you want my help fallow the rules and i'll gladly help.

Lost
when you think you have foundt he right one then something happens and shes gone just like that without even sayin good bye should i stay and follow the things that i want or just pack my stuff and move away from my problems

Thank U
Would like to thank all those who rated me..and bombed me Friday. I was not on much..to return the love but if you need help..you can ask me anytime for it. I have not been feeling the best lately. Been working to much..and still recovering from a cold. I just feel ran down alot..and tired. Anyways.. just wanted to say that. Also, I am gonna be in a auction, starting tonight. I will put further details up later.

Hey Everyone
Sorry I haven't been on lately, I've been stuck dealing with life issues as well as stupid people (who doesn't on a daily basis though) I'm also going through some serious issues that need attention paid to them so if you've been trying to get ahold of me drop me an email sarisa_grimwing@yahoo.com.

Italy Hunts For Quake Survivors
The scale of the earthquake aftermath A desperate search for survivors is on in the mountain city of L'Aquila in central Italy after a quake killed at least 90 people and injured 1,500. Rescuers are picking through rubble in the walled medieval city while other emergency teams check towns and villages across the Abruzzo region. Tents are being put up in tennis courts and on football pitches to house some of the 30,000-40,000 homeless. Italy's PM Silvio Berlusconi promised a "record number of rescuers". See map of the earthquake-hit area Earlier, he declared a state of emergency in the region. L'AQUILA Medieval city, founded in the 13th Century Capital of the mountainous Abruzzo region Population 70,000, with many thousands more tourists and foreign students Walled city with narrow streets, lined by Baroque and Renaissance buildings Gianfranco Fini, speaker of the lower house of parliament, told MPs: "Some towns in the area have been virtuall

Livin La Vida Loca
I woke up today all energized and refreshed. Feeling damn good now after being so worn out recently. Some of you may know I am a truck driver and most days are not bad, but I been on the road since December 27th so I was getting a bit burned out to say the least. Home now and got 10 days off. Well 9 now since I slept most of yesterday away. I always have a song in my head and the song I woke up with this morning...Living la Vida Loca by Ricky Martin. sidenote: I am not gay or bi, but DAMN Ricky Martin is a sexy motherfu...

Need Your Help With Blogs
I need your help i can not figure out the new blog features. i need to know how to put backgrounds on blogs like i use to. copy and paste isn't working for me anymore. any help will be appreciated. thanks

3 Fallen
on saturday 4/4/09 3 pittsburgh police officers were brutally gunned down while responding to a domestic disturbance, they were more than police officers, they were fathers, brothers, sons, uncles, nephews, basically hard working men. please take a moment to think of them and their families. yes my friends this is so outa carictor for me, but I did have an occasion to work with thease men, they will be missed

Are You *up* To It?
There is a two-letter word in English that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is 'UP.' It is listed in the dictionary as being used as an [adv], [prep], [adj], [n] or [v]. It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP, and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has a real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses... To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special.. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP.

What I Want In A Man!
What I Want In A Man! Original List: 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer thing 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32) 1. Nice looking 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42) 1. Not too ugly 2. Doesn't drive off until I 'm in the car 3. Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally 4. Nods head when I'm talking 5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes 6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture 7. Wears a shirt that covers his stomach 8. Knows not to buy champagne with sc

Some Ladies On Fubar
why do alot of these woman put nsfw pics up then want people to buy them v i ps or bilng packs or to spend money period im here to have friends and yes admire pics i rate all i can but these woman still dont allow there private pics to be seen ?why have them ? if they add or except u as a friend they should open all there pics for free theres some of us on limited income and would love to look but im not paying to see i will just not add them thx

Cor, You Wouldn't Believe The Weekend I 'ad, Guv!
So first of all, on Friday night, my internet connection packed it's bags and sailed for a location unknown for a little break. Apparently BT had issues with their fibre or some other shit like that, so I had no internet access all weekend. Just as well, as I didn't plan on getting online anyway. I went, instead, with the roommates, unto places unknown and far away... Well, Newport. There we visited a friend. All was well until his seventeen year old daughter turned up and decided to hit on me constantly the whole fucking time we were there. Wouldn't mind this, if she wasn't cute. I could ignore it if she wasn't cute. So, her dad picks up on it (as dads often do), and thinks I was encouraging her, so now he's not talking to me at -all-, the stupid twat. As if I'd have any interest in a silly girl. I've half a mind to shag her just to piss him off, but sadly I've not been that petty and immature since, I dunno, last week. TO TOP IT ALL, he's now refused to buy me any weed. The ba

Salute Contest
Salute Contest Rules will be simple: Salute can be NSFW or SFW. Must contain my Name or ScreenName. Contest will run until April 15th. Due to NSFW and SFW I will offer 2 sets of prizes. Will have an updated blog soon. If interested please PM me so I have an idea of who is entering. Hope to see you soon Chris aka Dj Army Medic

Blonde Joke
BLIND MAN IN A FEMALE BIKER BAR A blind man wanders into a Female Biker Bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee.After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, 'Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?' The bar immediately falls absolutely silent.In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, 'Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it's only fair, given that you' re blind, that you should know five things: 1) The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat.2) The bouncer is a blonde girl.3) I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. blonde woman with a black belt in karate.4) The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter.5) The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler.Now, think about it seriously, Mister.Do you still wanna tell that joke?' The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters....'No, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times.

What Is... Wild Cards?
Wild Cards is a series of shared-universe novels (a work that several writers share telling stories in.) set in a world where people have superhuman abilities. The world was exposed to a virus designed by an alien race called the Taksians which became known as the Wild Card virus. The virus, once infecting a person (only people are affected) usually kills 90% of those infected, The 10% left are either Jokers (people with deformities like scaly skin, one goat leg, etc...), Aces (people with abilities like flight, telepathy, telekinesis, force fields, etc...) or carriers that can get exposed to it at a later date or pass the virus onto their children. The world first started having Wild Cards (a name that groups together all those affected by the virus) since 1945. The books were put out with the tagline "the Secret History of Our Times" with the first book going from 1945 up to the 1970's. Each book thereafter took place a year or so behind to give it a feel of history

Life In The Fast Lane.....
DOUGLAS, Ariz. – It wasn't the beauty of the paintings that caught of the eye of Customs agents. It was their drug-sniffing dog turning up his nose at the art that stopped the show. Federal officials in Arizona say a man was taken into custody after Customs and Border Protection officers found 90 pounds of marijuana hidden in the frames of six large paintings in his vehicle. Officers selected the man's vehicle for a routine inspection Friday at the border crossing in Douglas, Ariz., and their dog showed an interest in the paintings. An X-ray revealed the marijuana in the frames. The agency says the paintings were professionally done and the frames were nicely constructed. The man was turned over to Immigration and Customs Enforcement. He had not been charged.

Injured
Hello Fu friends. I just wanted to explain why I haven't been on your page spreading any love. Yesterday I dropped an 80 lb. bundle of shingles on my left big toe. I don't think it's broken, but it is bruised really bad. I have it propped up trying to get the swelling down. As soon as I feel better I will be back on here showing the love that I get from all my friends. Have a great week. Hugs.

Laws Of Parenthood
There is the Law of Gravity - And then, there is the Law ofParenthood A child's behavior will improve in proportion to the distance she is away from the parent. Two is equal to two, except when referring to time. Two minutes of tantrum lasts 20 times as long as two minutes of quiet time. The choice of a preschooler's best friend corresponds directly to the distance the friend lives from your house. A child's enjoyment of a popular entertainment will be inversely proportionate to the parent's enjoyment. The chance of a surprise visit by your parents-in-law is directly proportional to the size of the mess in your home. A child will always eat exactly what she has loved for the past year unless it is the only food in the fridge. The ease with which a toddler acquires the ability to say a word increases with its likelihood to embarrass a sailor.

Missy's 1st Auction - & I'm For Sale!
I can't figure out how to center the html in here... be patient... LMAO! ^^^CLICK HERE^^^ & ^^^CLICK HERE^^^ Are Prepared to be OWNED & Meet All of Your FUneeds... ok... well maybe not ALL of them *winks*

Why Do You Let Me Stay Here, All By Myself?
I am at a place where I want to leave my boyfriend, and this time it is more than just talk. I actually want to do this. I am financially dependant upon him, but I'm going to spend some time figuring out if I can make it without him. This may only work if the split is amicable and he agrees to split bills with me. I have no idea yet what is in store, all I know is I am no longer happy with the way things are going. It has been 9 years. He says he's trying to work towards better things, but I just feel like I am being strung along and that he is never going to marry me, and at this point, if he asked me to, I can't even be sure I would say yes. I am not happy with status quo.

Lap-by-lap: Texas
2:17 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: David Reutimann leads the field to the line for the Samsung 500 at Texas Motor Speedway. Lap 1 -- LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon edges Reutimann at the line in a side-by-side battle at the front. Lap 4 -- Robby Gordon gets tapped by Kurt Busch and slides up the trck but saves it and we continue under green. Lap 8 -- LEAD CHANGE: Reutimann works his way back around Gordon in Turn 3. Lap 9 -- Jeff Gordon drops to third as Kenseth gets by. Lap 13 -- Jeff Gordon reports that his car is extremely loose. Lap 16 -- Menard gets around Jeff Gordon for third. Lap 20 -- Reutimann leads Kenseth by 1.65 seconds as Stewart passes Jeff Gordon for fourth. Lap 23 -- Kasey Kahne with a big bobble coming out of Turn 4 but gets it straightened out and continues. Lap 24 -- Kurt Busch is on the move, up to 19th from 26th, while Kevin Harvick is quickly going the other way. Lap 27 -- Reutimann is already into lapped traffic. Lap 29 -- Stewart gets inside Menard for third.

What Is The Primer Of Shadows?
For those of you not thoroughly entrenched in what's in my world, this blog will be a place that will get you up to speed and do as my friend would say "get your learn on...". I will fill this up with the items I think that people would like to know about. If I am asked questions about things that I post, of course I'll still write back. This is pretty much a place to jump in on stuff that I post and you want to know a little more. So, read and Enjoy!!!

My Teacher And My Friend
In 1998 /1999 Krissy was learning all about psp and how to make some of the most awesome work she could. In 2001 Krissy opened a psp site on msn but she did not have whole lot of students. Then in 2002 she set up on yahoo and started her group. With her love of the Bees and the mystery that they have she called her students the New Bees. Because everyone coming into her group was a newbie so she wanted them all to be a newbee. Learning and growing into their wings so they could fly and make some very beautiful work. I started the group about one week after she opened that first yahoo group. I had psp7 and it took Krissy a month to convince me to try psp9 and if I did not like it she would rewrite everything for me in 7. Well I loved 9 and I was thrilled with all that I was learning. Krissy stayed on my butt and would pull some unbelievable work from me. Krissy just loved to go drive around and look at them damn trees and see how she would recreate them in psp. Krissy was educated in

Check This Hottie Out To Own
check this hottie out to own with plenty of perks come by and show me some luv and bid on a sweetie pie to own for a month. click on the pic below to bid luvs (repost of original by '~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥' on '2009-04-02 21:31:48') (repost of original by '~~$Badassbiatch$~1~DSC~dangerous curves' on '2009-04-03 01:03:15') (repost of original by '~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥' on '2009-04-03 06:01:41') (repost of original by '~*BI-SEXY MOLLY*~' on '2009-04-06 05:34:32')

Survey Snatched From Dan
1. First thing you wash in the shower?Hair2. What color is your favorite hoodie?Black3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?of course 4.Do you plan outfits?sometimes5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?melancholy 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?a bottle opener on my key chain 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?I say luxury yacht8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?too hot for you to handle 9. Did you meet anybody new today?nope10. What are you craving right now?someone11. Do you floss?Yes12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?coleslaw 13. When was the last time you talked on aim?2 days ago 14. Are you emotional?duh! I am a female 15. Would you dance to the taco song?maybe if I was in a good mood 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?yes 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?depends... ice cream cones I lick 18. Do you like your hair?most of the time 19. Do you like yourself?today... yes I do 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?hahaha

Birthday Love To Diana
TODAY IS A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINES BIRTHDAY...THE LOVELY DIANA IS CELEBRATING HER BIRTHDAY, AND TO MAKE THIS DAY SPECIAL FOR HER, PLS TAKE A MINUTE AND GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER WHAT A SPECIAL LADY SHE REALLY IS AND LEAVE HER SOME BIRTHDAY LUVINS, FUBAR STYLE...♠Diana♠ 2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD)@ fubar

Rascal Is Back
Hi everyone, Sorry I've not been on, but i got taken into hospital on 9th of January 08 ands this is fiorst time i've ben near a PC. Slolwy getting better and looking forward to getting discharged. Thanks to Kerri for noticing I'd gone...big waves to cutemommy and lanny loo ( where are you gurl??) havent got internet access wher i am so just visting internet cafes when i can...drop me a mail, buy me a drink, and i'll get back to you when i can peace out, andy mc..aka Tha Rascal

Is Sho A Bad Influence?
this part is normal for me then i can see how it pisses me off here i was being nice and she deleted me but here i was just being out right mean so should i make a blame shoshonni pic now? i'd have mummed it if i could figure up a way not to lose my privliges

Gawd I Hate Hate Weekends!!!!
Gawd I truly hate weekends. I use to love weekends for the longest time. But any more I just hate them. The whole family is home, and either they are sticking their nose in tv or on line or playing games. Mean while I am trying hard to get them to help me clean up the house and get it tip top. All I get thou is a dam song and dance, on why should I do this, why shoul d I do that. And I say simply cause you dam well live here to. I dont expect much from you during the week as they work and go to school. But I dam well expect help on the weekends. And on the second and forth weekend we go out and get food, pay bills . OMG that is a fucken nightmare. Hubby rushing to get done, oldest and youngest pissin and moaning about gawd only knows. And me trying hard to remember between all this bs what I need. And yes I could go alone but dammit they say ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh we want to go to. Example yesterday. hubby wanted to go out to the porch and cut up all the boxes and b

Miles Apart
Miles Apart I wish I could wipeyour falling tears away,as you bravely smile through your pain...You see me suffer,then you break down and crymiles apart...In your dreamsI softly kiss you,no one can see the pain,that we both feel insidemiles apart...You whisper I love youand I whisper to the skies,I love you tooWhen will this pain ever go awayeven though we aremiles apart...To be by your sideis a dream I can't denyBut I will wish for it to come true.I miss you so badlymy heart is breakingas we crymiles apart... @portrican princess

Forever
Forever I love you today andI will love you tomorrowJust some wordsTo clear the sorrowThat will neverLeave my heart or yoursFrom this day forwardYou are so special to meI love youWith all my heartAlways haveAnd always willFrom family and friendsThat never endYou will always be with meAs I will always be with youUntil we cross the gates of heavenThere we will always beTogether until the end @portrican princess

Auto 11 On*giving Blings**
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ^^But First I Want TO say,,Thank You for your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:) ***STARTING A (NEW) PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 4-28-09 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 11 & 12 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY WORK TOWARDS LEVELING UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 60 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 110 and not 60 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 60 points each, thats 36,000 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS fOR ALL Pic's Rated till????:)** .......BROUGHT TO YOU BY........ **SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY

Always
Always The day you were born, the whole world was blessedThese thoughts in my mind to you I must confessThe time has come for me to express my true feelingsYou are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my beingWhat you have brought me I never thought I could procureThe gift of comfort, with you I am secureFor you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrowAnd made me realize there is always a better tomorrowIt amazes me how someone can make me feel this wayI love you more and more with each passing dayYou brighten my days and lift my spiritsI have felt this for so long and now want you to hear itSo you may know the place you hold in my heartYou are always with me even when we're apartI truly believe what we have is meant to beJust open your heart and soon you shall seeWhat I am willing to do to keep a smile on your faceJust know that I'm here and will be always @portrican princess

The Things I Love About You
The Things I Love About You I love the way you make me laughI love the way you make me cryTears of joy stream from my eyesAs I hear your voice, a loving surprise.I love you when you're angryI love you when you're sadI love you when you're gladWhen you tell me of the day you hadI love you trulyI love you deeplyEver since the dayI let you meet meI missed you when you leftI miss you now more than everMaking a mistake that I regretHoping that you are a forgiverWithout you, my life is strifeBut now I ask for a second chanceBe with me and start a lifeTogether forever, an eternal danceI wait for you as the days go byMy love is growing inch by inchI cannot wait to see you againBut I wait for you, and your warm kissI love you @portrican princess

Men... Help Me Figure This Out
This dose not go for all men just most of them... Why the hell do you all feel like you need to lie to us women... I have never lied to a guy once and there are times that i probly should have... And should we call you out when we know you are lieing? What is the best way to deal with you when we think you are lieing... I have this guy I am in to and use to think he was equaly in to me. After we finaly met things changed and he told me that he was not sure i really liked him cause i didnt talk all that much. Then while we are talking about meeting up again I find out he has a GF she contacted me and was like i know you are my BF's friend and all, i told her that i didnt know he had a GF... I was going to be done with him for lieing or at least not telling me he had a GF.. But he still wants to see me and i am not sure what he is looking for... He gets upset if i talk about finding a guy (looking for a real BF), or if i go out with another guy. He claims that he is now singel but he h

Relationships....
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER Have you thought... ....dream of .... OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER.... As, if we were there... I have imagined it to be similar to this....while we are just all wrapped up in this little bliss... now pay attention as if we were there, ... where?....I have not a date for when, but this is how I believe this will all begin...this only importance to this message I am trying to send... You now know some of MI'.... as I do of you... now things have begun and somehow grew..... Now that we are past the introduction stage... we both know .... there is connection we engage... So, this place we have set to meet.... a place yet unknown but we will greet.... I am thinking I wont say much when I first arrive... we have already shared much and could write an archive.... So, a warm breath of a secret, I may in your ear... just to let you know I have arrived and I am close, and oh so very near.... I could come meet and shake your hand...but from behind.

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BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ^^But First I Want TO say,,Thank You for your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:) ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 4-9-09 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs OR FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 11 & 12 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY WORK TOWARDS LEVELING UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs OR FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 60 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 110 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 60 points each, thats 36,000 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS or Fubux fOR ALL Pic's Rated till????:)** .......BROUGHT TO YOU BY........ ****SEXYGIRLBLO

Photos
Ok, I know my location says I live in Australia, but before that I lived in the United States. So thats where the majority of the Columbia River Gorge photos come from. Im justifiably proud of this region - its where I was born and where I was raised (not counting the odd times I did live somewhere else). The Columbia Gorge is also where a great many of the scenes from the movie Twilight comes from. Yes, its that beautiful there. Before you ask, while I miss the beauty, I don't really miss living there, simply because at heart I'm a wanderer, and I always take pleasure in seeing new places! That is after all why there are photos :P

My Life Story Part 2
I was transported to Alexandia, LA to meet my new foster mom. Her name is Margie Willis. She brought me to their home in a place called Ten Mile, LA. Yes, that is the name of the place, lol. It is way out in the country and they had a beautiful home. When I got there, I met my new foster dad, R.L. Willis. He was really gruff and loud, lol. In the home already were 3 foster sisters and 3 more foster brothers. We were all in our early teens. My foster mother immediately made me feel at ease and I felt a warming and comforting feeling in her presence. It was the first time I felt that since my mother had passed. My first day there I was introduced to the world of working on trucks. My foster family owned several trucks they hauled logs with and also had an egg run to Baton Rouge and New Orleans with a couple others. I was also very welcomed at the church they were members of and even became a youth minister. It was a very good time in my life. We were all troubled kids in the home and mom

Part I I Say
IT's been too long too long I say We all are moving whether it's backwards or forward we are moving! STILL. Stay STILL. Feed me the pill. I watch everyone moving forward and a lot more fading further and quicker. It was real all along. Still. Stay STILL. Your moment is gone. Will you catch another one? We can't say but it's been too long too long I say

Where
standing at the edge of your bed he entered through the window watching waiting you only get 3 moves he says you heart beats rapidly picking up pace sleep isn't on your mind anymore standing at the edge of your bed in a raincoat and hat, burley and bearded. you've known him since you've created him first choice the left foot second choice you were on your arm, but you must move it to get comfortable one more he said only one. you ask what happens if i move more the 3 times? no reply. he decides to grab the chair that sits at the desk sitting down, you twitch...he doesn't realize now sitting at the edge of your bed he waits for you to fall. the next morning comes.. the chair back under the desk and the window shut. no sign of the burly bearded man you wonder. wheres Gary?

She's A Bitch? Is That Too Harsh? Fuck It
she's ambiguous with her speech committing errors of self-centerness but can I blame her? I can't this malice behavior leaves me unsure. thoughts are less translucent than before. the mind inside of me won't forget but maybe I can. there are no more words that I care to use.

Its Bad I Just Can't Think Of Another Word But Bitch?
she's ambiguous with her speech committing errors of self-centerness but can I blame her? I can't this malice behavior leaves me unsure. thoughts are less translucent than before. the mind inside of me won't forget but maybe I can. there are no more words that I care to use.

Seasonal Syndrome
its funny how you can get caught up in a moment and completely forget who you are you just live to be led by something other then its odd how you can completley hate who you are and want to forget you ever existed. it's mild to think in extremes between the paralles sometimes they can't be helped if you are weak i am weak. help would only further the degradation that i've held up for. It's August. It's time to consider yourself. Don't let it ruin in front of you.

The Old Saying
I could start with a question, but I don't quite feel up to it. I'm a trashbag of tricks you want to stay clear of. She wanted more. I didn't want anything at all. Dismal we leave with no resolution. Decomposition can offer its compromise to the situation And we'll flee like thieves unattended through the night. Many moments brief and rotten. Take another sip and welcome regret to your bedside.

An American A German And A Japanese Guy
An American, a German and a Japanese guy are golfing one day and, at the 3rd hole, they hear a phone ring.The American excuses himself, puts his left thumb to his ear, his left baby finger to his mouth and proceeds to have a telephone conversation. When he is done, he looks at the other two and says "Oh, that's the latest American technology in cell phones. I have a chip in my thumb and one in my baby finger and the antenna is in my hat. Great stuff eh?"They continue golfing until the 9th hole when, again, they hear a phone ring.The German tilts his head to one side and proceeds to have a conversation with someone in German. When he finishes, he explains to the other two that he has the latest in German technology cell phones. "A chip in my tooth, a chip in my ear and the antenna is inserted in my spine. Ah the wonders of German know-how!"At the 13th hole, a phone rings again and upon hearing it, the Japanese fellow disappears into some nearby bushes. The German and the American look a

About Marrage
ABOUT MARRAGE! Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules:"I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you.I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner.I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it.Those are my rules.Any comments?"His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me.Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not."(DARN SHE'S GOOD!)************************************************Marriage (Part II)Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary!The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife -- Cold As Ever'!" "Yeah?" she replies."When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My

Mistress...
I will not use Mistress's bra as a sling. > I will not goose Mistress when she isn't looking.> I will not make funny noises when Mistress is on the phone.> I will not call Mistress's underwear "granny panties". > I will not expel gas and blame it on Mistress.> I will not make up cutesy names for Mistress's whips, floggers, or> paddles.> I will not put Mistress's blindfold on the Cat.> I will not try and give away any of Mistress's toys.> I will not giggle and yell "Quit Tickling" while Mistress is flogging me.> I will not participate in belching contests with other subbies.> I will not hide the remote from Mistress. > I will not snore while scening with Mistress.> I will not drool when we go into the leather shop.> I will not yell "Hail Satan!" when Mistress orders me to do something.> I will not say "Oh yeah! You and what army" to Mistress.> I will not starch Mistress's bra.> I will not drop kick Mistress's cat.> I will not use Mistress's hairbrush to kill bugs of any kind.> I will no

A Guy Walks Into A Bar
A guy walks into a bar. Sees a gorgeous babe nursing a drink. Walking up behind her he said, "Hi, there, good looking! How's it going?" Having already downed a few power drinks she turned around, faced him, looked him straight in the eye and said, "Listen! I'll screw anybody, anytime, anywhere, your place, my place, front door, back door, it doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college. I just love it!" Eyes now wide with interest, he responded, "No kidding! I'm a lawyer too! What firm are you with?"

Sometimes It's Gonna Rain...
I wish everyone would stop trying (and succeeding) in trying to make me feel like a failure. I mean, seriously...I'm not. I know I'm not. But everyone seems to look down on me because I'm not persuing a college degree...you know what? Screw all of you. I'm not wasting money on schooling that my heart's not into. I can't help that my true calling in life, what I want to do more than anything- does not wield a profit. I'm not looking for a degree to get some high paying job like 90%, probably more, college students. They don't teach you how to successfully fund and open a nonprofit, free clinic for less-priviledged people. I want to open a center that serves a variety of purposes=Soup kitchen, homeless shelter, free clinic for those without health insurance or money, a safe haven for rape/abuse victims and children...That is want I want to do. I was always told that you can do anything you set your mind to. Well, this is what I want to do. Sure it's not going to happen anytime soon, a

Darkness Turned Into Light Edited By Phin.
Its dark like usual in my bedroom. I feel nothing but a slight chill every once in a while. I keep thinking, when will something happen? My hearing is more acute from lying in the dark. I hear footsteps outside my door. My heart beats starts beating faster and faster. I hear a door open. I’m even more curious now. I hear a voice whispering that I never heard before. I try to move fast to the corner of my darkened room afraid of what might happen next. Another voice joins in, this one is slightly familiar. It sounds like the man that has come to my room time and time again as I slept. He mentions my skin and my scent and how I toss and turn. The other voice is strange, deep and dark it scares me. He doesn’t mention the things the other man has he talks about my curves and how I moved so fast to get to the corner. There is a faint light coming from where they left the door open. I can barely see their shapes. The man who won’t stop talking about my scent and skin i

Nsfw Pics?
What is it with people who insist upon posting nude pictures and using them as their defaults. and then they get pissed when someone reports them. I just reported another girl, now she's a baghead. just let her bitch at me for that. She was completely naked and nipples showing and everything. There was another girl who bitched about me reporting her pics nsfw too, and well, she didn't even have the balls to bitch to me in person, lol. Anyway, im not a nice person when it comes to reporting nsfw because I know people who have been reported and they had clothes on!!! well, hagn, ttyl, kthxbye

Murphys Law Of Combat Operations
1. Friendly fire - isn't. 2. Recoilless rifles - aren't. 3. Suppressive fires - won't. 4. You are not Superman; Marines and fighter pilots take note. 5. A sucking chest wound is Nature's way of telling you to slow down. 6. If it's stupid but it works, it isn't stupid. 7. Try to look unimportant; the enemy may be low on ammo and not want to waste a bullet on you. 8. If at first you don't succeed, call in an air strike. 9. If you are forward of your position, your artillery will fall short. 10. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. 11. Never go to bed with anyone crazier than yourself. 12. Never forget that your weapon was made by the lowest bidder. 13. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. 14. The enemy diversion you're ignoring is their main attack. 15. The enemy invariably attacks on two occasions: a. When they're ready. b. When you're not. 16. No OPLAN ever survives initial contact. 17. There is no such thing as a p

Roulette
I have a problem that I cannot explain,I have no reason why it should have been so plain,Have no questions but I sure have excuse,I lack the reason why I should be so confused,I know, how I feel when Im around you,I dont know, how I feel when Im around you,Around you,Left a message but it aint a bit of use,I have the pictures, the wild might be the deuce,Today you called, you saw me, you explained,Playing the show and running down the plane,I know, how I feel when Im around you,I dont know, how I feel when Im around you,I know, how I feel when Im around you,I dont know, how I feel when Im around you,Around you, around you, around you...

Sack Lunch
The Sack LunchesI put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat downin my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight.'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I willget a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down theaisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surroundingme. I decided to start a conversation.. 'Where areyou headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for specialtraining, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was madethat sack lunches were available for five dollars. Itwould be several hours before we reached the east, and Iquickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask hisbuddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sacklunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'llwait till we get to base'His friend agreed.I looked a

Forest
Walk with me my little childTo the forest of denialSpeak with me my only mindWalk with me until the timeAnd make the forest turn to wineYou take the legend for a fallYou saw the productWhy cant you see that you are my childWhy dont you know that you are my mindTell everyone in the world, that Im youTake this promise to the end of youWalk with me my little friendTake this promise to the endSpeak with me my only mindWalk with me until the endAnd make the forest turn to sandYou take the legend for a fallYou saw the productWhy cant you see that you are my childWhy dont you know that you are my mindTell everyone in the world, that Im youTake this promise to the end of youTake this promise for a rideYou saw the forest, now come insideYou took the legend for its fallYou saw the product of it allNo televisions in the airNo circumcisions on the chairYou made the weapons for us allJust look at us nowWhy cant you see that you are my childWhy dont you know that you are my mindTell everyone in the

Metro
I'm alone, sitting with my broken glass My four walls follow me through my past I was on a Paris train I emerged in London rain And you waiting there swimming through apologies I remember searching for the perfect words I was hoping you might change your mind I remember the soldier standing next to me Riding on the Metro I was smiling as you took my hand Saw the mood we spoke in France You were passed as shallow word It isn't passed there's still a hurt You were passed as shallow word It isn't passed there's still a hurt I can see you now smiling as I pulled away.. sorry I remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "I'll love you always" filled my eyes I remember the night we walked along the Seine Riding on the Metro I remember a feeling coming over me The soldier turned, then walked away F**k you for loving me Riding on the Metro

I Love To Cleen Carpets
hi am the carpet man i love to cleen carpets make new friends am retaired security guard any one how lives close to bethlehem pa allentown needs carpet done cheep e mail me at frkm51@aol.com any one whants to chat e mail me all so

Here Comes Goodbye
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel roadAnd it's not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radioFootsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbellShe usually comes right in, now I can tell Here comes goodbye, here comes the last timeHere comes the start of every sleepless nightThe first of every tear I'm gonna cryHere comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never changeAnd she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterdayAnd I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this wayOne day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her sideAnd violins would play here comes the bride Here comes goodbye, here comes the last timeHere comes the start of every sleepless nightThe first of every tear I'm gonna cryHere comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never changeAnd she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye Why does it have to go from to good to gone?Befor

The Perfect Wave
Perfect, just perfect, the wave ahead of me is just perfect. I’m lying on my board out at the point where the water breaks just so, it’s my favorite spot, and this is a perfect wave. It rolls across the ocean as though it was sent straight from hell itself. A personal “fuck you” from the devil just for me. I blow hell a kiss and rise up to my knees. I can see its fury its malice, and I resolve myself that this one I take to the sand. The closer it gets the faster my heart beats, pounding at my chest as though it wants to run from whatever this wave might bring. But I steel myself as I rise onto my feet. Yes you big beautiful bitch come get me! My mind screams, but my hands tremble and my mouth is dry. Now its close, a roaring wall of water wanting to send me back to the sea. I lean on to my back foot as it comes along side me. The world stops, and waits as me and this beast become one. I ride the nose of my board r

Looking For Real Happiness?
The following message is brought to you by Division #9001 of Central and Eastern Virginia and Dr. Phineas Waldolf Steel (Dr. Steel). If you're looking to get away from the bad news of today, and meet new people in your local area to have fun and live life happily, then you're in the right place! Remember: -Dr. Steel is your best friend. -Dr. Steel is your bestest friend. Dr. Steel's goal is to create a Utopian Playland, and we're part of that goal. Starting small, we aim to keep each other smiling and sane, and strive to help others out as well. Little by little, we'll reach our goal and make the world a much happier place to be in. Send us a response (We're real!) to find out how to join our group. -----Now a word from Dr. Steel----- Hello, my name is Dr. Phineas Waldolf Steel and I'm crazy. At least that's what they tell me. It's a real load off of my mind too. I mean you can get away with pretty much anything if you're bonkers. It really relieves a lot of pressure and respon

Cum On Down And Fu Own Me...
SPECIAL SALUTE TO THE HIGHEST BID IN FU OWNED!!! A SPECIAL SALUTE TO U BY ME........................................ HAVE FUN AND ENJOY..... DEADLINE WEDNESDAY AT 9PM MST... TY TO ALL THOSE PARTICIPATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ms Walk
Okay look I'm not asking for handouts or anything. What I asking for is support. My mom has MS. Basically the immune system attacks the central nervous system. It affects the ability of the nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord to communicate with each other. Like I said my mom has it. It has taken it's toll on my mother. Growing with my mom and her having this disease has been hard. My mom has been a single mother since I was born. Right now she works to help support my younger siblings, and I do what I can to help her. She is the strongest person I know. She is getting worse. She goes everyday without complaining once that she is in pain due to her MS. She has a big heart and has always been there for people who needed her help. My mom is my hero, she has shown me what is like to have the strength and determination to never give up and keep going no matter what life throws at you. There is no cure for this disease but hopefully one day they will find a way to help with it. Ag

Illness 1
It is Sunday night and the news for the moment is fair. My father's hip surgery is considered successful. However, he will have heart bypass surgery either Monday or Tuesday. He has 100% blockage in one artery, 80 % blockage in another artery and 70 % blockage in the third artery. Also they will replace a valve in his heart at this time. His heart held up well during and immediately after surgery but over the weekend has been giving him problems. He is not the best patient and he is understandably nervous about the next surgery. My brother and I have repeatedly had to remind him that he will have to stop getting irritated with the staff and the procedures being run on him to determine the best course of action. The doctors will make a final decision tomorrow morning as to when to perform the surgery. I will post more as I can. Take care and have a great evening.

Get In Get Out
Every word you spoke Brings me to my knees Word seeking through my veins Causing me to forget the pain Get in get out thats what you dream of Get in get out Thats what you speak of Your soul is define from what you speak Loud and clear through the air Clap your hands let the thunder roar

Time With The Family ...
Today is my birthday as most of you that know me know already ... spent time online with Harley which is never enuf ... i crave that man ... went to High Point NC to see some friends and pick matt my 14 year old up .. he had stayed the weekend with them .... we cooked out ... had cake and ice cream ... which was omg more than i eat in a week ... but meh .. a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do right ... i took one for the team ... anywho... matt asked if we could go fishing ...... and i said ummmm hell yes ... he ended up catching two fish and was loving it ... i took becca to the playground there right on the water ....... was so beautiful ...... i sent Harley pics all day and texts so he would be sorta there ya know ... we are working hard at being together even so far away ... soon that wont be an issue ... yay... I so want to show Harley and our son who is with him ... the south ... one of these days id love to take them and spend time showing them all the things that live in my

Explanation
Ok look the reason that I have been thinking about deleting my profile is because I have more important things to do then sit on the computer and chat with people that I will most likely never meet. You guys have been great and you guys are awesome. I just want to spend time with my daughter. I have realised that there are more important things in life than being on the computer all day long. I am also fed up with all the bullsh*t that has happened because of this site. I will most likely not delete my profile but don't get mad at me for not being on as much as I used to be. Also I am going back to a ship and I just don't have the time to be on here all the time. I will be on every now and then. If you catch me while I am on hit me up and I will talk to you!!!! Just thought that I would let everyone know what was going on!!!!!

Top 44 Presidents Survey. Please Take.
Please take the survey below to choose who you think are THE TOP 44 PRESIDENTS!! PLEASE CLICK ON THE PRESIDENTS BELOW TO TAKE THE SURVEY!!! CLICK THE SEAL TO SEE THE RESULTS!!! PLEASE R/F/A SURVEY HOST!! THANK YOU. Diamond Dave@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL & LuCkyChArm xo Owned By: ∑√ï£ ﬂØMΨ@ fubar

I Need Ur Help Pwease
~BRATT~ IS IN A RATE CONTEST FOR AN AUTO 11 OR CHREEY BOMB AND NEEDS ALL HER FRIENDS TO CLICK ON THE PIC OF HER AND RATE IT AND KEEP CHECKING ON IT AND RERATE WHEN NEEDED. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! YOU ALL ARE AWESOME http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2334045&i=3500971806&albumid=1609498 is the picture link i think copy and past this link in browser to help me out please

Through The Glass
I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedOh, god it feels like foreverBut no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home sitting all alone inside your head'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedOh, god it feels like foreverBut no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home sitting all alone inside your headHow do you feel? That is the questionBut I forget.. you don't expect an easy answerWhen something like a soul becomesInitialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notesYou can't expect a bit of hopeSo while you're outside looking inDescribing what you seeRemember what you're staring at is meCause I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedAll I know is that it feels like foreverWhen no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home, sitting all alone inside your headHow much is real? So much to questionAn epidemic of the mannequinsContaminating everythingWhen though

Something I Can Never Have - Nine Inch Nails
i still recall the taste of your tears. echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore. [Chorus:] you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i just want something. i just want something i can never have. you always were the one to show me how. back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now. this thing is slowly taking me apart. grey would be the color, if i had a heart. come on and tell me. [Chorus] in this place it seems like such a shame. though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same. everywhere i look you're all i see. just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be. come on and tell me. you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. you make this all

The Boss
love that could never be the love you said you have for me i tried to make it right and go at it again but u blew it away linke sand in the wind i'm not someone you can bend or mold i'm very simple just want someone to hold someone thats there and treats me right someone i truly love morning noon and night no yelling and screaming about the past or friends no telling me its over that this is the end thought perfect far from am i at least you have to admit i try for all the sadness and the tears we coulda had many a wonderful year but you chose to throw it away i was just a game for you to play but you did teach me alot none of which will be forgot but the truth you cannot see i am so am so much better and stronger than the because you threw me out like trash into this big pool of life with a splash discarded like yesterdays news like old long forgotten shoes i am so much better you will see im not just what and who you want me to be im so much more than what

Yahooooo
To all my friends that I usually talk to on yahoo when I'm at night at work: I have stopped using it at work, but not because I don't want to talk, but... because the fuckin thing doesn't want to log me in. So there...

I'm Back And Need Your Help!
You may recognize me, and there's a reason for that! I did have a previous account that I had to abandon due to the drama that was surrounding it by an ex-friend. It was just much easier for me to have Fubar Support delete that account and to start fresh. (The only bummer was that I was level 26! But that's really not that big of a deal because I am here more for friends then for online points! :) )This brings me to where I need my fellow fu's assistance! Can you repost my bulletin so that the friends that I had on my lists can see how to reach me at my new profile? Thanks sooo much everyone! Here's the link to my bully: http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2887216471No matter if we had met before or not, feel free to send me a Fan/Add/Request and I'll return the favor!! Thanks a million everyone!!

Fuck You All
Basically, all that I have to say, I said in my subject line. I hate everyone, I hate everything, I wish Mom would flush it all away. Make things right again. But she won't. We haven't fucked her up enough yet to piss her off. Christ Cakes and Dollar Bills. I'm still waiting for this world to end. But shit, I'll probably die before that happens. Figures. I'm jettin now. If you read this, please fuck off and die.

The Darkness That Turned Into Light
It's dark like usual i feel nothing but a slight chill every once in awhile. I keep thinking when will something happen. my hearing is being more acute. I hear foot steps outside my door. my heart beats startes beating faster and faster, as i hear a door open up. Im curious even more now. I hear whispears that i never heard before i try to move fast to the corner of my darken room afriad of what might happen next. one voice is slightly fimliar it sounds like the man that has came to my room time and time before as i slept he has mentioned my skin and my scent and how i toss and turned. The other voice is strange deep and dark it scarys me he doesnt meantion the things the other man has he talks about my curves and how i moved so fast to get to the corner.there is barly a faint light coming from where they left the door open. i slightly can see there shape the man who wont stop talking about my scent and skin is tall with dark hair very strong build. the new one is talking about my bod

Have You Seen This "child"???
An Amber Alert has been issued frm Denver to Chicago. A 6' 2" 225lbs whinneyass baby by the name of Jay Cutler is missing. If found Please contact Broncos Headquaters so they can call his Mommy. She is worried.

Really?
so basically i am 24 weeks pregnant, my boyfriend decided that he couldnt live in the house that i just financed on my own and had all new appliances to include, furnace, a/c, water heater, washer, dryer, dish washer, fridge, stove and microwave installed, have about 15k of money into repairs, as well as still sitting on about 45k in equity as the house sits right now and the day i closed on the home he asked me not to sign the paper work and to move into his mothers home with him and live in their basement until he figures out somewhere else to live...now to add confusion to the current circumstances he has been living with me for the better part of the last 5 months or so, working on the house with me and putting his money and sweat into the home but now that i am almost 7 months pg he decided he just cant live here, so i am looking for some insight. We have been together for a long time, obviously are expecting a child together and he informed me he isnt sure what he wants anymore,

Slipknot
Surfacing Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentum is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fuck thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move

Corruptors Planet Of Insanity April 5 Edition
Your kids might have inherited your kink if.... The neighbors complain that your kids do full body cavity seraches when playing cops and robbers.You go in the playroom and find an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos. You come home and find the kids tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter. You tell your daughter she's old to spank, and she assures you quite firmly that she isn'tYou yell to your daughter to do her chores, she answers she's tied up right now and she really tied up.The kids favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix Your son earned his merit badge in tying knots...twelve times You notice your son's G.I. Joe has Barbie on a leash You bought a clothes dryer because every time your kids went out to play, the clothesline and clothespins vanished. Welcome to the Corruptor's Insane Asylum Of Hysteria...I got some updates on some parties and events coming up, The Corruptor's Insane Asylum Of Hysteria mid morning gig has moved and I'll share the link here in this post

Lessons
I must remember to put on my list the importance of learning that sometimes I have to stop fooling myself into believing things will be/are different. I'm approaching a point in my life where it will be very important for me to be aware of the situations in my life, be aware of how things really are, and to see the writing on the wall. The truth is, I allow myself to be delusional because it is comforting to get what you want, even if getting what you want only occurs in some imagined way. I've dealt with disappointment before, felt the sting of knowing that while what I wanted was one thing, the reality was that the one thing I really wanted was not only improbable, but I was dumb for thinking it was attainable. Why now, is it so hard for me to accept that while on the surface, my world has the trappings of the design in which I truly wish? The truth is shown to me in the simplest of ways, but it seems that the simplest of truths hurt the most. Is it not so that a paper-cut, whi

Otep
"Confrontation"Don't Be.....Silent.FIGHT.(violence, mêlées, & disturbances of the peace)[verse 1]Here's your introduction to destruction& the hate sustaining meAre we safer or in danger?Drowning in atrocities?Riot gear, the slaves are herePiling corpses highIts the rich man's warBut its the poor that fightMore capitalist crimes,More enemies than alliesNo WMD's - who gives a fuckIf they dieJust kill em all - watch em fallSkin the world with their liesIts a rich man's warBut its the poor that fight[chorus]Stand upSpeak outStrike backStand upSpeak outStrike backThey don't know What they startedCONFRONTATION.[verse 2]My religion of resistanceChallenging everythingRadicals & dissidentsOf creativityWe are the children Of the siege you hideIn this rich man's war Where the poor just dieMore deception & greedMore wars & diseaseMore lies from the hive mindThat seek to deceiveA weak nation of needLike silent thieves in the nightIts a rich man's warBut it's the poor that die[chorus]Stand upSpeak o

Manners
i show alot of love to the ladies,if u dont want to return the favor thats cool, i will find somebody that will. if u did i thank u, i thank u especially skyeyes, i no she is a true friend, help me , i help u, but make no mistake i will not beg or ask 4 anything n return, except use sum manners.

Come Join
Batman's Girl and Delicato Fiore "The Sisters" are doing their first auction! Entry fee 25,000, NO DRAMA OR ENTRY WILL BE DELETED! The Playmate Auction wants YOU to join in the fun. Follow the link to Batman's Girl's page to see her blog!. PM with offers and link to the picture you wish to use. Bidding will start at 100,000. We are not responsible for non-payers and you are responsible to promote yourself.Ladies Come Dazzle Us, Gents Show it Off!Auction starts first thing Friday morning April 10, 2009 at 9:00 a.m.¢¾Batmans_girl fu married to batman 25 @ fubar (repost of original by '♠ MustangsGal ♠ Forever Belonging to My Babe ♥ AL ♥' on '2009-04-05 17:31:38')

Dammit Again!
and people wonder why im so pissed off all the time. i just really have zero tolerance for ignorance. i cant help it and now that im off my meds, i cant just let things go. so i like to answer questions on my free time over the net, like those yahooquestions. anywho... some man thought his wife was automatically cheating on him ONLY because they both have blue eyes and their 2 children have brown eyes. sometimes i just want to die. anywho, i let him know whats up and in doing so i calculated my chances of having green eyed and blue eyed children, i need to have babies with a man that has green eyes to up my chance to 31percent for green and brown 50 but thats if i were to ever have babies...which are complete parasites in my opinion. FIN.

After Over 2 Years
Well, it took over 2 years, but I finally made Godfather. Thankyou to all who helped me yesterday during my auto 11. It has been a long 2 years filled with a lot of twists and turns in my personal life. I certainly had my share of heartache at times. But through it all, I have made some wonderful friends that make it all better. I would list names, but you know who you are, and I thank you for everything you do for me. :) My heart is filled with love for you. My VIP ends tomorrow. And in all reality, Godfather is the last level I will achieve. I had thought to leave once I reached it... but there are some of you I just can't leave. It isn't about levels, or rates, or fubucks. It is about the friends I love.

My Fubar Three Year Anniversary!
3 Year Fubar Anniversary! April 6th 2006-2009Wow! I can't believe that it's finally here! Three years since I officially signed on to Fubar.... Well.. it wasn't called "Fubar" back in those days, it was, "Lost Cherry" and I still have my original T-shirtfrom back then! My Member ID Number is 17355. My Friend, Smiles, invited me over to the site back in March of 2006.. she kept saying. come here. come over here! So I finally came over and looked around and it was So different than where we were used to hanging out.. I poked around a while and finally, on April 6, 2006, I clicked that magic button and officially became a "Lost Cherry"! It was great then, and is still great. I never know what to see coming in for new features or even site Names, as "Lost Cherry" then evolved to "Cherry Tap" and a while later, "Fubar.com."I've made SO many friends from the US and around the world, folks that I hope to be able to keep in touch with during my life, no matter where we are or move! Life const

Trivia #20- Episode 100
alright, this being the largest, and most confusing trivia to date, it was a complete joy also. This was a theme based event , all about the show Hellcast Radio. With 23 participants with correct answer in 2 chatrooms, here is how the standings broke down for this show: Redlar---------------100 LadyLeanne----------71 AnitaDick-------------63 Kerry------------------60 MammaHelle---------60 Punkette--------------50 Mchgn-----------------46 Nightshade------------43 OP---------------------40 Lost--------------------33 Strega-----------------33 Topfuler---------------30 Xanrose---------------30 Puuurfect--------------30 BigDaddy--------------23 Dwark------------------23 DJ Spazz--------------20 Serenity---------------10 Alex-------------------10 Dax--------------------10 'B'---------------------10 Liss--------------------10 Bobbi------------------10 BikiniBaby-------------10 DevilsGoddess--------10 Silky-------------------10 Congrats to Redlar for posting a

Game Over,check And Mate
This is for all the want to be playahs who think they can run game. I been away for a minute and while I been gone I've grown tired of the bull .I am not the same person anymore and reconize game when I see it, so save it . Enough is enough, I will no longer deal with liers and fall for thoses tired ass lines, I know my worth and for those who don't , ur loses baby. Keep it 100% with me and I will do the same, my time is precious and is not to be wasted. Those who know me knows Im a kind person and there r some who seem to take that for granted. As I said don't waste my time, or for that matter use me as something to do, til something better comes along, cause in my eyes there isn't anything better. And if u have ask is it me ur talking about, nine times out of ten it is, in other words "If the shoe fits wear it. Peace

Ohhhh Canada
1. Smarties 2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp 3. The size of our footballs fields, one less down, and bigger balls. 4. Baseball is Canadian - First game June 4, 1838 - Ingersoll , ON 5. Lacrosse is Canadian 6. Hockey is Canadian 7. Basketball is Canadian 8. Apple pie is Canadian 9. Mr. Dress-up beats Mr. Rogers 10. Tim Hortons beats Dunkin' Donuts 11. In the war of 1812, started by America , Canadians pushed the Americans back past their White House'. Then we burned it, and most of Washington .. We got bored because they ran away. Then, we came home and partied........ Go figure. 12. Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to Germany . 13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere. EVER. (We got clobbered in the odd battle but. prevailed in ALL the wars) 14. Our civil war was fought in a bar and lasted a little over an hour. 15. The only person who was arrested in our civil war was an

Jion The Train
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Koala And The Lizard
A koala was sitting in a gum tree smoking a joint when a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, 'Hey Koala! What are you doing?' The koala said, 'Smoking a joint, come up and have some.' So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where they enjoyed a few joints. After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was 'dry' and that he was going to get a drink from the river. The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned over too far and fell into the river.

How A Woman / Man Showers
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror -- make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc.. Get in the shower. Use wash cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake

I Need
I need a lot of things, I need comfort at the end of the day. I need praise for a job well done. I need you to fully love me. What I have is simple I have you and the kids I have a warm bed at night. I have my sanity. I want a lot of things I want happiness on bad days I want simpathy for when I'm in pain I want just you, and me. I'll have my cake and eat it too. I'll have you in the morning and evening I'll have you all to myself. I'll have us to call home.

Wth
What the hell is wrong with the world these days..... People tell you one thing, then it turns out to be something completely different, or something else is brought up that has nothing to deal with the issue at hand... Fakes, liars and bullcrap thats what it seems some people are. Why not have an open mind and speak the FN truth.... What ever happened to honesty and chivalry? It seems as if no one really has those views anymore except for a select few.... People then wonder why you are reluctant to meet new people or have new friends when all your life it seems as if someone grabs a knife and backstabs you, then if that isn't enough they just twist the blade to make it sting even more. Why don't you just pour some FN salt into the wound while you're at it... Some people are just such fakes and don't want to have an intelligent conversation to get to know you, they want to have a conversation to find out your weaknesses and use it against you.. Then you run into people that are the co

Spring Time?
As Spring approaches, I can almost smell it, Two-Stroke exaust fumes and Concrete dust. As Spring approaches, I can almost see it, a Blank yard, waiting to be molded and configured by my hand and hard work. As Spring approaches, I can almost hear it, The sound of Diamonds cutting concrete. As Spring approaches, I can almost feel it, the sun beating down on my bare back as I sweat to make something beautiful. As Spring approaches, I envision a season of hard work, new challenges and even greater rewards. As Sring approaches, I am excited to get back to what I love doing. Molding, configuring and modifying people's yards into workable, usable living space outside the house.

Episode 100- Two Years Totally Tantalized
Ok, can you believe it! This was the biggest, longest and most drunk show on record. For the first time, we were broadcasting in multiple lounges and over 80 people in all chat rooms combined. I want to acknowledge Club Fantasia's lounge for letting us broadcast their also. Kerry, the lounge owner, has been very willing to bend all her rules for us to do our thing, our way. Redlar and OP were drunk beyond what is normal for any human being. Redlar, OP and Mchgn's Dad popped in and we were very honored to have him for what time he was there, I hope he is proud of his boys. In this huge episode, Createamate.com was our sole sponsor, and we gave away 2 kits on the show, Xanrose won both music mix contests. Here is the list of topics we discussed during this 4 hr and 45 min show: Hellcast News w/ Punkette muic mix 1 Pool league update Tales of Redlar 19 Top 15 pick up lines used in Las Vegas Hellcast Trivia 20 Movie Review- Fast and Furious Dumb Laws- Michigan Redlars Goo

She Needs Help In Contest
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND SUNNY. GO TO THE ATTACHED LINK, RATE & COMMENT HER PICTURE. HELP AN ANGEL OUT!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2334045&albumid=1609498&i=1189092108&idx=0#3018509971 THANKS, RICK

Top 44 President Survey!! Please Take A Min To Take Survey. Thank You!
Please take the survey below to choose who you think are THE TOP 44 PRESIDENTS!! PLEASE CLICK ON THE PRESIDENTS BELOW TO TAKE THE SURVEY!!! CLICK THE SEAL TO SEE THE RESULTS!!! PLEASE R/F/A SURVEY HOST!! THANK YOU. Diamond Dave@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL & LuCkyChArm xo Owned By: ∑√ïŁ ﬂŘMΨ@ fubar (repost of original by 'sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL & LuCkyChArm xo Owned By: ∑√ïŁ ﬂŘMΨ' on '2009-04-05 16:45:35') (repost of original by 'TEDDY T.~~OWNED BY CAROLVISION63~N~ SWEET SERENITY' on '2009-04-05 17:19:43')

Typical...
There's a few things I've come to accept the past few years in my life. One of them being I'll always be the guy on the side. In the last five or six yrs, every woman I've been with has either had a boyfriend, or a husband. And honestly, at first I didnt mind, I figured every girlfriend I've ever had cheated on me, so this was just Karma's way of evening things out, right? Well it's gotten to the point where I'm getting tired of being good enough to be the guy on the side, but not good enough to be THE guy. I've had plenty of these women tell me "If I were single, I'd date you in a heartbeat." Well yesterday I saw one of these girls that I used to occasionally mess around with, I've been getting the whole "I really miss you" and the "We REALLY need to get together soon" from her for a few weeks, so I figured what the hell? She tells me she's been single since December. Well the day is going by as usual, we're watching movies, joking around, taking some pix, stuff we normally do. The

Funniness
Funny, Dumb and Stupid Warning Labels Do not use while sleeping. Sears hair dryer You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. Bag of Fritos Use like regular soap. Dial soap Serving suggestion: Defrost. Swann frozen dinner Fits one head. Shower cap box Do not turn upside down. Bottom of Tesco’s Tiramisu dessert box Product will be hot after heating. Marks & Spencer bread pudding Do not iron clothes on body. Rowenta iron Do not drive car or operate machinery. Boot’s children’s cough medicine Warning: May cause drowsiness. Nytol Warning: Keep out of children. Korean kitchen knife For indoor or outdoor use only. Chinese Christmas lights Not to be used for the other use. Japanese food processor Warning: Contains nuts. Sainsbury’s peanuts

Wanna Own Me For A Month?
I am up for auction. I'm Offering...... 1- rate pics with 500 11's 1st week 2- SFW salute made just for you. 3 I will keep you shitfaced for the month you own me 4- I will add you to my family 5- make you my crush for the month http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2322540&albumid=1598916&i=996511232&idx=12 http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2322540&albumid=1598916&i=996511232&idx=12 Bidding starts today at 50k ends april 19th to highest bidder i cant get the link to post right, if cant copy and paste it sb me for the link

Make Me Your Dirty Stalker...
Want to own me? I promise I'll be a good dirty little stalker! ;) Items that could also be included if the bids are high: One of the two bulletin Stickied (you pick)2 Personalized Salutes (content depends on the bid)Will rate ALL pics 11 if you run autos (one time)R/F/A up 10 friends of your choiceMy CrushAdded to Yahoo MessengerBlingy Blingy Babyyy! All items are negotiable based on the amount of the bid. :) *muahs* So whatcha waitin on? Go bid... ;)

Sphinx
The Sphinx is an ancient Egyptian statue with the body of a lion and the head of a man. Throughout the ages it has been known as a bearer of power and mystery. Dreams concerning the sphinx are mystery/wisdom dreams. These types of dreams may occur when there is an impasse in your waking life. Note the concurrent images in your dream and consider their relation to a difficult decision that has to be made in your life.

The Surender
its dark out side as she stands by the window in the gentle spring breeze, the curtains billow round her like a soft caress, cool yet warming her with there simple touch she glances once more over the orchard, looking for the eyes she feels upon her naked body, wondering, if he will come for her again tonight. To take pleasure in the forbidden way that only he knows how. To tell her he loves her, breaking, mending and bending her to his will as only he can, only he knows how. Secretly she yearns fro his touch in a way no lady should, when they are together they ride the waves or ecstasy as one, for she has surrendered, given her self to him and been bound, one of the free yet his slave for the rest of her days.

My Life Story
My name is Artie. I was born in a small town in Louisiana. I grew up on Dry Prong, LA. It was a wonderful small town where everyone knew everyone. My childhood was amazing until I was 10 years old. However, up to that point life was truly great. We had a huge field next to our house and all the kids from town would come over to play softball almost every day. I have 3 older sisters, so you can imagine the torture i endured, lol. Not really, my sisters were all awesome. With me being the youngest and last child, I did get spoiled a little. My dad taught me to hunt, fish, and trap beginning around age 4. I learned alot from him. This brings me to when I was 10. On January 16, 1981, I lost my mother. She was my light and everything good. She treated me like a little king. We were so close and her loss devistated me. It was like the life had just been sucked out of me. It was the only time to this day I had ever seen my father cry. After the funeral, a long time former friend of the family

Abby Sleeps With Angels (sad)
To all Abigails Friends,I worked on the same ward as her and joined Fubar at the request of abby-lou,I have known her for only one year and I was blessed to know her, I will briefly let you know what has transpired. Abigail had a blackout at work on Monday afternoon and checked out of work to go home,the hospital was informed on Tuesday afternoon that Abigail was found uncouncious in the bathroom of her home and was taken by ambulance to hospital and was prounced life extinct around midday on Tuesday.31 March,I am very sorry I dont have more details as reports are on going.Her family are devastated and her sister is inconsolable at this time,if I can,I will try to let you know more as it unfolds but I feel I have taken a liberty already,I know that Abby-Lou loved to be on this site and had some good friends.If you are close to her I am very sorry for the loss of our friend.I hope to be seeing her sister Amy over the weekend for arrangment details for the staff at the hospital,if I feel

Some Unsigned Acts To Check Out. :d
Hey Guys, just droppin a few Local Bands that have yet to hit it, but are well on thier way. A few of these guys are local to me and a few I have seen live and are phenominal. :D These are guys that are about the music, and you can tell. Of Broken - Great group of Guys, definately one of my favorites as if you all couldnt tell. :D www.myspace.com/ofbrokenband Fall Back Plan - 98 Rocks band of the Month here in Baltimore. AWESOME (Lead Singere is SO hot) www.myspace.com/fallbackplanband Junkfood - My old Stomping Grounds, Fairfax VA www.myspace.com/junkfood One Minute Halo - Based out of Dallas Texas www.myspace.com/oneminutehalo The Speaks - Washington DC, GREAT live. www.myspace.com/thespeaks Structure - Based out of San Antonio Texas www.myspace.com/structureband Enjoy gang! Im always on the look out for Local Artists, if you have any that are local to you and would like to hear them get some rotation... Hit me up and let me know! I will ma

Damned If I Do
Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know? Is it wrong to feel so insecure and so unappealing? Why walk around in disguise with a fake grin on my face? What would it prove? What would I gain? I'd still feel so out of place. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. But I won't turn out like you. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. But I won't turn out like you. Midlife crisis at the age of 22, who knew? I need some answers. Cross the street and down the avenue I stopped for the woman and Paid five bucks and got my palm read. And she said: "You shouldn't be smiling boy, this life line says you're allready dead." Just keep on moving forward never turning back. But with every step ahead I take they pull me two steps back. They pull me two steps back. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. But I won't turn out like you.

Marked "nsfw"
So.. Im wondering if anyonelse gets " YOUR PHOTO HAS BEEN MARKED NSFW" and it completely shocks you. Im sayin... in the actual album NAME.. it says... "Some NSFW...Easily Offended Need Not Enter"... and still.. someone goes in... some... "Easily Offended" individual... and then REPORTS a fuggin picture as "NSFW" So then you have to go through all your pictures and try and figure out which one might offend anyone in a world of people (who by the way continuously offend me)... whom which are EASILIY OFFENDED themselves. Is that confusing? Following me? DO I NEED A PERSONAL BOUNCER at my DOOR?? Do I REALLY have to explain that there are real life insanely confused people who might wear purple robes that resemble the KKK's attire... satin purple, mind you. They happen to be Jewish (which incase anyone doesn't know... there ARE Jewish people in the world)... some of which are Homosexual (those exsist also).. and they're POSING... actually POSING for this picture. Someone finds the

Where No Man Has Gone1
Brian slowly slipped under the door. It was quite easy for him to do as he was only and inch tall. Once on the other side of the door, he saw her, Donna. She was huge to him, of course, a good three hundred feet tall. She had nothing on except a pair of green boxer shorts and a white tee shirt. He looked up at her in awe, and slowly walked closer. Donna then let her eyes wander around the room, across the walls and along the floor. Then she stopped and stared. She saw something moving on the floor. Her first thought was it was a bug. Though as she kept looking at the figure, she was it was wearing clothing. What kind of bug wears clothing, she thought. And as she looked she saw that the figure was, in fact, a tiny man. A tiny inch tall man. "Oh my gosh!" Donna said loudly. Brian stopped and looked up towards her face. Sure enough, she was looking right down at him. "Oh, hi," said Brian weakly. "Yes, hi there, my little pet," Said Donna. "

Balls
->Tommy: ummm....I have a wonderful man already, but thanksTommy: i wanted u 2 make me 1 and can u help me get level 21 ill be ur man->Tommy: why do you ask?Tommy: ha->Tommy: uhhhhhh that's a weird questionTommy: 3 hours from there lol u do boobs salutes->Tommy: near TupeloTommy: central ms u->Tommy: where in MS?Tommy: hey i live in mississippi 2 whts up Side note: he's a level 19...

Richard Poplawski: Was Pittsburgh Shooter Driven By Right-wing Gun Paranoia About Obama?
Some of the early reports out of Pittsburgh indicate the man who shot three cops today was fearful that the Obama administration was going to "take away his guns." A man opened fire on officers during a domestic disturbance call Saturday morning, killing three of them, a police official said. Friends said he feared the Obama administration was poised to ban guns. Three officers were killed, said a police official at the scene who spoke on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to speak to the media. Police spokeswoman Diane Richard would only say that at least five officers were wounded, but wouldn't give any other details. ... One friend, Edward Perkovic, said the gunman feared "the Obama gun ban that's on the way" and "didn't like our rights being infringed upon." Another longtime friend, Aaron Vire, said he feared that President Obama was going to take away his rights, though he said he "wasn't violently against Obama." Perkovic, a 22-year-old who said he was the

Messages In The Sand
I just left this comment on a friend request. I loved the way it flowed out, it was poignant, yet simple and it got my message across. "Believe it or not, I read all the way down your page. I know and understand what you mean about people being false, especially men. But, I've been wronged the other way around, it has been women that have done me wrong. I could go on and on here about how I'm not like most men, but I'll let time tell my story. I hope to get to know you better, you seem like that type of person who could be an awesome friend." I don't understand why people have to be fake on here or anywhere. If someone can't love/like you for who you are, then they aren't worth being friends with!

Different Ways Of Looking At Things.t/u Jan
A little boy went up to his father and asked: 'Dad, where did my intelligence come from?'The father replied. 'Well, son, you must have got it from your mother, cause I still have mine..'-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------'Mr.Clark, I have reviewed this case very carefully,' the divorce courtJudge said, 'And I've decided to give your wife $775 a week,''That's very fair, your honor,' the husband said. 'And every now and then I'll try to send her a few bucks myself.'---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------A doctor examining a woman who had been rushed to the Emergency room, took the husband aside, and said, 'I don't like the looks of your wife at all.''Me neither doc,' said the husband. 'But she's a great cook and really good with the kids.'---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------An old man goes to the Wizar

Superjail!!
dunno if anyone has seen this but its on adult swim and when i was in florida witty and i wouldnt go to bed til we watched it because it was so fucked up it made us allmost piss outselves heres a short clip of it heres the link if the vid doesnt play http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cf7bbBhE0sM

Little Boy At Nude Beach.cute :) T/u
Little Boy at Nude BeachA mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's so he goes back to ask her why that is. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach. And the longer he talks, the dumber he gets.

Can U Help Them?? I Sure Will..lol
Twins up for Adoption...Twins up for Adoption... Twins up for Adoption... Heart-warming... PLEASE READ FIRST‏We need to extend our hearts to those little one's that need loving and caring Mom's and good homes which I know we all are and can provide .I have already put my name down on the list and am willing to take them for at least one night each week, as this is the right thing to do and our family just needs to understand .It is our duty to stand by these twins and supply them with their daily needs for survival and a chance of a happy life In the end it will enrich all of us, especially me .Please look at the attached pictures and soften your hearts for these twins HUBBA HUBBA

Jcc Honors Slain Emt
WATERTOWN, N.Y. -- There were few dry eyes at Saturday's memorial at Jefferson Community College for slain paramedic student Mark Davis. The 25 year old was shot while responding to a call on January 31st by the person he was trying to help. Mark Davis, an EMT, a brother, a friend, and a hero. "He had a big heart, and he put everybody at ease. You can do the job, and you can learn the stuff, but it takes a lot to be able to put your patients at ease. And we was able to do that, and it was just a natural thing," said Erika Nappier, Emergency Medical Services Club President. "He loved EMS and fire fighting. That was what his life consisted of. It didn't matter if he was volunteering or getting paid," said Maricia Dickinson, Mark Davis' Sister. "He was a kind person and really just wanted to help people," said Eva Fremaint, Paramedic Student. "He was the class clown, pep squad leader, an encouraging word for all of us," said Jeannine Gomiela, Jefferson Paramedic Program Coo

Beautiful &hearts
Spoken: Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, i saw debris Now and then, I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone left the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... No matter what we do (no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) When the sun is shining through Then the clouds won't stay And everywhere we go (everywhere we go) The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine) But tomorrow will find a way All the other times 'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say Yes

Bearsquatch
So I just read that people were breeding German Shepherds with Wolves. They soon had to stop this because the "results were untamable." Like thats a big surprise. Your trying to create a monster then your shocked that you cant tame the beast. Heres an idea, lets breed a bear with Sasquatch and make it a house pet.I love my furry Bearsquatch

God Of Thunder
I'm Pimping out my one of my new friends GOD OF THUNDER you might already know him and be real good friends with him, if not then you are missing out. He is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as my new friend. And he is fabulously sweet & sexy!! He is trying to level up and he needs our help. He likes 1,145,416 Points to go to be level to Godfather! Add, Fan, Rate, Bling Him. Why Are You Still Reading This Go spank him with lots of fu loving! He will like it a lot! :) GOD OF THUNDER Bully Brought To You With Love: ♥BRATTE♥

Jaha The Chicken
Ya Know I’ve seen a lot on here and let me tell ya, some people are ju8st chicken shits…. They come to my profile run their fuckin mouth NOTE: while I’m not here… then they block me… If you got something to say, say it while I’m here. Not just run your mouth and then block me. You want to be a man... well stand up and hear what I have to say. Grow some balls and face me. By you running your mouth and blocking me is fuckin chicken shit. Don’t pull this shit with knowing what I do or I think YOUR NOT GOD YOU DON’T KNOW ME! If you want to put lies in your mouth at least have some nuts to back them up and have proof… Check your fuckin page you pussy… MAIN PAGE 3 PICS! Did I go through your fuckin blogs … NO… did I down rate you NO… So much for wishing you good luck … now you can go fuck yourself and right now I’m going to do EVERYTHING to fuck you over since you felt the need to say

Me One Way? Really?
You Are ONE WAY When you're confronted with a problem, you know exactly how you want to handle it.You are decisive and act quickly. Once you get the ball rolling, you don't change course.You can be a bit stubborn at times, but you have reason to be. You're often right.You are unwavering and brave. You do what needs to be done, even if it isn't popular. What Street Sign Are You?

Sup! (first Blog)
To all my fu-friends out there... Hey peeps! So yeah! This my first fu-bar blog. You all know me as TimNP61278.My real name is Timothy. Most people call me, Tim though. I'm 5'7"(nearing the 5'8" marker. I'm off by 1 quarter of 3/4 of an inch).I weigh 289 lbs., I have Dark Brown hair and Hazel brown eyes. I'm a non-smoker, and a very light drinker. You'll usually see me downa wine cooler, or a mixed drink very rarely thru out the year. I'mnot into getting drunk all the time. Yes, that may sound boring toany of you party-goers and buzz drinkers, but that's just me. Idon't do pot, or any other illegal drugs. I'm originally born and raised in Lowell, Massachusetts. Moved to NHfor a few years, and then moved down here to georgia where I currentlyreside. I'm single, & have never been married. I have no children, but Iwould like to have some eventually before I pass away, and go toheaven/or hell (hope to god it's heaven, though.... lol). You're probably wondering

Promo Pic
Hey everyone! I'm on a street team for a metal band called Suicide Death Grip based out of Texas. They are having all the street team members do a promo pic for the band so please go check out their page. They are my num 1 on my friends list and my pic is in the folder called Aprils contest. Leave a comment if u like the pic(not for the squeamish). Thanx and love u all!

Invite
INVITEI'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLDIN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEWI'M OFFERING YOU AN ENDLESS DREAMUNDER SKIES OF BLUEWHERE EVERY MOMENT IS MAJESTICMAGICAL IN A SENSEWHERE NEVER WILL YOU BE ALONEAND THE LOVE YOU'LL FEEL IS ENDLESSSO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DRIFT AWAYABOVE WHITE CLOUDS OF VELVETINTO THE STARS ABOVE THE MOONBUT DON'T YOU EVER DOUBT ITRIDE WITH ME INTO THE NIGHTON THE WINGS OF ANGELSBUT NEVER CAN YOU FORGET THE FLIGHTWHERE LOVE AND LUST ENTANGLEDSAIL WITH ME UPON THE SEASOF DANGER AND DESPAIRAND LET ME HOLD YOU IN MY ARMSAND SMELL YOUR WIND TOSSED HAIRFLOAT WITH ME UP TO THE SUNTO DANCE UPON THE FLAMESTO FEEL THE HEAT TO FEEL THE PASSIONAND NEVER BE THE SAMEGLIDE WITH ME INTO THE BREEZEOF ROMANTIC WINDAND FALL WITH ME TO THE BEACHTO MAKE LOVE IN THE SANDLIVE WITH ME IN PARADISEENJOYING SUNSETS ME AND YOUI'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLDIN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEWcopyright jas 2007

Internet Love
I have "talked" with you nearly a hundred times,I have laughed and cried to your humorous lines.I have counted the days till we next "chat" again,I have learned so much about you, you're my very good friend.Our "chats" are long and lively, daft "smiley kisses" strewn around,we are like first love teenagers, our "chats", they know no bounds.So many things to talk about, so many things I want to know,and as time flies when you are having fun, it's suddenly time to go.I have a picture of you, so delicate in frame,your eyes, so alluring, so ready to play games.Your shy sensitive smile, those, oh so sultry lips,I am drawn ever closer, I dream we might kiss.I will never know how far it will go, but I hope it carries on,I have no expectations or head in the cloud ideas, but I do enjoy the fun.One day, you and I, might take it further and meet,and what I know of you and your picture, life couldn't get more sweet.copyirght jas 2007

In The Heat Of The Moment
In The Heat Of The MomentIn the heat of the moment,wild passions flare.Tongues, teeth and finger tips,aching to touch and share.Invisible boundaries designed,to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill.Anticipation the red flame,that melts an iron will.Passions born of hell,yet known to God as pleasure.Finger tips burn skin,while touching lighter than a feather.A dance in near darkness,awakes once more this passion.Erotic this crucifixion,outdated by modern fashion.The world slips away,as we dance in the fire.Lips touching skin ,animalistic this desire.The tempo grows quicker,hips interlocked not breaking.Hearts pound, brain whirlsat this risk we are taking.The CD a rumble,like distant thunder.Passion riding the storm,of this spell I'm under.Lips along jawlines,passion threatens to burn us.Forged far below,in Hades' own furnace.Lips brushing lips,searing the flesh.Bodies interlocked,as to the music we mesh.The beat so steady,unyielding and strong.Fuel to this fire,as it hurls us alo

In Loving Memory
in loving memory I had a dream last night . . .In my world justice was swift and heaven was where salvation laidHell was your worst nightmare and the circus was funStorms where beautiful and rain was healingFire burnt, water soothed. Right was wrong and left was worseI had a dream last night . . .Wisdom enlightened and arrogance defiedFreedom reigned and oppression falteredDreams were gifts and life a privilegeChoice defined you and importance made you worthyI had a dream last night . . .Love made you tolerableTouch made you sweetKisses made you weakWhispers made you crave moreI had a dream last night . . .My eyes opened to sunshineI rose with a smileSmiled with a caressBreathed with a sighI had a dream last night . . .But then I woke and you where still goneClouds turn the sky grey once moreBirds stopped singing and I was remindedTrue grace doesn’t live on earth anymorecopyright jas 2009

The Same Man
I have been cursed. I am just wondering why? I mean I keep dating/messing around with the same man. I don't litterally mean the same man but you could take one and put them in the others body and the only thing different would be their faces. I am trying different races, creeds, religions, type, style, ages, you name it but it still ends up being the same man. Well maybe I should say boy cause he usually is (not in years but in maturity). Like that stupid thing you see all over the internet. I just want one man to prove to me that they aren't all the same. I guess I just have to keep my head up and go with the flow.

What Type Of Car Are You?
You Are a Convertible You're playful and carefree. You are lighthearted in all aspects of your life. Life is short and you act accordingly. You don't worry, and you try to bring fun into other people's lives. You love feeling free, and you don't do well with rules or restrictions. You need to be able to do your own thing. You feel more alive than most people. You can really savor the little things in life, like feeling the wind in your hair. What Type of Car Are You?

Salute To You......
!!!Salutes!!! Hey freinds! Want a salute special for you? Let me know... SB or PM me for more details... Yezzir I'm real ;) See you soon I hope! Thanx for stopping by.... It's always a pleasure, really..... -MomsDontLikMe

Music & Videos
I am fortunate enough to say God has blessed me with a gift. I have the ability to sing and make people happy, or in some cases sad, but I prefer happy. Check me out @ www.myspace.com/robceo. And watch my videos on youtube keywords: Rich Or Broke Ent. Leave a comment. Check us on Datpiff.com Keyword Rich Akademy 4 free downloads. P.S. Shout out to my girl Siamese 4 introducing me to the fubar community. R.O.B

Mouse Trouble - ((not The Rodent Kind Lol))
So, I know that I have not been around here very much. I have found a new site that I've been spending quite a bit of time on. ANYWAYS .. that is not the reason for this blog.yeah yeah yeah... i have not been around much lately, but I really need help. I love my laptop, but I go through wireless mice like crazy. .. The one I am replacing now I have only had since Christmas....I have done everything in my power to get it to work... I have put new batteries in it ... yes... i have changed them more than once just to make sure it wasn't the battery that wasn't working.... i have the usb stick in a usb port...and I have tried ALL of the ports...I have uninstalled & reinstalled the drivers for the mouse.... yada yada yada....Soooo.....do you know of an affordable AND reliable wireless mouse???Comments please :)

Do You Dare.....
day in and out you perform for them they come from miles around to watch you to listen to your words but they never see the darkness lingering inside you you only show what they wanna see i asked you once do not cower from me show me the real you no need was there to hide i would never harm you each time they called to you you went leaving me alone only needing me when you had no one to listen to you can you not see me can you not feel what i offer they offer you nothing but a shot at a spotlight a fickle one at that they will soon tire of you then what will you do

My Fated Lover
come to me there are no doors no bars to keep you from me no need to worry no one here alone .... open my arms wide offer you my throat rip me open feast upon my blood cradle me close feel my beating heart slow feel the warmth leave me come to me now my fated lover

For The Troops
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about.You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.____________________________________________________You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.____________________________________________________You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.____________________________________________________You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.____________________________________________________You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.____________________________________________________You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies

A Very Twisted New Escape
Hi all,For those of who have seen my stage show, you know I travel with a ton of heavy iron mechanized props that look like they came out of Jigsaw's shop and that weigh many hundreds of pounds.Because of this, it is very difficult, if not impossible, to economically do a guest spot in a variety show, or many television appearances because to do so means I have to hitch up the trailer and lug the heavy gear to Toronto, or to Hamilton, or where ever.For the past many years I have racked my brain to try and come up with escapes that have the twisted Santini stamp of near death experience or extreme pain on them and that also are transportable in something as easy to carry as a gym bag.Well, today I finally came up with a VERY sick, twisted, and dangerous one that has all the inherant cruelty and torment my audiences have come to expect from me.I call it, "Speak no Evil."The basic concept is that I am shackled, handcuffed, straitjacketed, etc, and then a custom made leather gag is strappe

Bomb/autos
let me know who has autos on.. i have a bomb i am going to use during Monicas birthday happy hour... its at 3pm futime... ok... love on my family who has autos also.. Monica the great Tommy Lifes a beach Idaho

It's All About The Music, The Love, And The Dance
It is a song that we hear that takes us back to a place in the past. A place we can relate to or relate to someone, a memory that is kept in our hearts in our minds. A reflection of our past is a link to our future and the fine line of the present determines what lies ahead. The split second of that present is a path that we pave to success or failure. Although failure is not an option, it is only success in progress. By Michael Dougherty

Mirror Of Reflection
It is one to believe that being real comes from the inner self and what is fake is an outward reflection of a desire to act out to capture the attention of others in a mirror of a lie. What makes the real person strong, is one who can truly stand in that reflection and know that in ones heart they are themselves. By Michael Dougherty

Help Please
As you know I'm on SSI and live on a budget, and my camera is shot. So if someone would like to buy the camera on my wishlist, you'd get all my sets and videos free. It's very expensive I know, but my friend who is a professional told me that the bigger the lens, the better the photo. I would give you the bellydancer set also, but I can not make any more photos, because the webcam is just too difficult to move around. If you have an extra camera you would be willing to donate, email me and we can discuss things. I really hate to ask for this, but I can't take photos without a digital camera.. Email is edeawitch84@yahoo.com I don't want to post my wishlist link on Fubar, it might be considered spam LOL. But the link is on my page on GimpsGoneWild.

Im Sorry 2
IM SORRYThere's 1000 ways to say sorry,And I want to say just one,Then maybe you'll forgive me,Of the terrible thing i've done,I wasn't there for you,when things were getting tough,My friendship wasn't true,But this time it's not a bluff,so im going to apologize,i hope we are still friends,i didn't mean to make you cry,but now i'll be truthful until the end.copyright jas 2007

I've Seen An Angel
IVE SEEN AN ANGELI SAT AMONGEST THE RUBBLEOF A LIFE THAT SEEMED UNFAIR,I FELT MY SPIRIT FLEEINGTO A PIT OF DESPAIR.THEN AN ANGEL SOFTYL CALLEDWITH A VOICE SO FAR AND SWEETSHE ASKED OF MY SADNESSAND THE CAUSE OF MY DEFEATIT WAS DIFFICULT TO ANSWER BUT THE VOICE WAS VERY KINDAND PATIENTLY SHE WAITEDSO MY PROBLEMS I OUTLINEDAN UNDERSTANDING WISDOMSHE SOUGHT TO IMPARTWITH SWEET WORDS OF SYMPATHYSHE BEGAN TO REACH MY HEARTTHE LVOING ANGEL TOUCHED MEAS SHE WIPED AWAY A TEARAND IN THAT VERY MOMENTDIVINE MUSIC I COULD HEARRASING MY EYES TO SEE HERI LOOKED FULL UPON HER FACEMELANCHOLY CLOUDS DISPERESEDLEAVING NOT A SINGLE TRACETHE LSUTER OF PUREST GOLDHAD BEEN BORROWED FOR HER HAIRSCINITILLATION OF THE STARSIS ALSO REVEALED THERERESIDING IN LAUGHING EYESIS THE SPARKLE FROM A BROOKMY THUMPING HEART WAS MELTINGAS SHE PROFFERED MEIVE SEEN GLORIOUS SUNSETSORANGES, PURPLES, PINKS, AND REDSLOVELY FLOWERS IN GARDENSMOUNTAIN AND RIVER BEDSBUT NOW IVE SEEN AN ANGELALL OTHERS I WOULD TRADEIN THE BEAUTY O

Do Me A Solid
I never ask for anything all you sexy people..so do me a solid and go and vote for my lil sister in the Maxim's hometown hotties contest..you can vote once a day till april the 7th....thank you for your time beautiful people... her name is alyse smith http://www.thecrushgirls.com/index.php?option=com_g2bridge&view=gallery&Itemid=59&g2_itemId=12776

I'm Sorry
i'm sorry I'm sorry if I hurt youI'm sorry if u cryI'm sorry I wasn't there for youI'm sorry for, "good-bye"I'm sorry for all the wrongI'm happy for all the rightI'm sorry if it was methat ever started a fightI'm sorry for all the painI'm sorry for all the strifeI'm sorry I couldn't be thereeach day and every nightI'm sorry, you were rightI'm sorry for all those "I might"I'm sorry if I told you in the darkyou were my lightI'm sorry I was trueI'm sorry because of youI'm sorry, 'cause in the endI know I'll still Love Youcopyright jas 2009

#2
In my world everything is starting to fall into place. In my world there is love and peace. In my world I am happy and brave. In my world it's bright and warm. In my world I have no need to hide. In my world I hold the key for now I am strong.

#1
In my world there is no place to hide. In my world it is dark and cold. In my world there is hatred and rage, then love. In my world I am hurt and scared. In my world I wish I had the key. If I had the key, I could lock the doors and keep out the dark, cold, hatred and rage out. Then maybe in my world i would be scared or hurt. Then maybe in my world everything will be bright and warm; Filled with love and happiness; Then there would be no need to hide.

Grr!
So fubar is starting to get on my nerves over little things. The last two tickers took over 12 hours to be approved. So I sent in this one last night at about 1am my time. It was approved by 3:15am my time. Grr!! I wanted it to run from noon to noon. Flippin' a! Someone wanna buy me a ticker? I'll make it worth your while. :D

R.i.p.
Tis the time to mourn, for he has left us. But he would not want it that way. He would want us all to celebrate him moving on to a better place. For now he is at peace, and no longer suffering. He was a great friend to many of us, he could make you smile when you were down. He always seemed to know what to say. He will be remembered always. For he is close to our hearts, in many ways.

Training
Ok, to bring everyone up to speed... I haven't been on much, been busy. 03JAN09 I received an email asking me to return to the GA Army National Guard from NY where I transferred to go to Afghanistan with the 48th Brigade. I know the Brigadier General commanding this mission very well, so of course I said yes. I have been between Macon, GA and Fort Stewart (near Savannah) for the last 3 weeks. On 21APR09 I leave to go to Indiana for my next training block. Afghanistan is a much tougher nut than Iraq. These people stay and fight. They are NOT cowardly little punks like the Iraqi insurgents. I have to respect that. My next entry might not be until after I am overseas, but I promise to be on more often. Till then... SPC Joseph Price

The Shit Heads Of Fubar...
Alright, so...this site. Where do I start? First of all, theres the shameless point whores...which is fine and dandy, but don't come crying to the mumms when one of your bestest buddies in all of fubar pulled a fast one on you. You deserve it for being such an idiot. Then there are the people who claim not to give a shit about levels and points but they are a godfather or oracle or something after 6 months. Fucktards. Those same people are the first ones to turn around and accuse me or people like me of being point whores. STFU, I have been here 2 years and I'm a level 12. And you fucking mummers! I'm all for bashing when someone is being an idiot. I do it too. But don't fucking crucify someone you don't know for posting the same mumm you'd be laughing your ass off at if it were posted by someone in your stupid inner circle. News Flash...this is NOT high school! These cliques are fucking ridiculous,and being fucking mean just for the sake of your own self esteem? Sorry, I don't care ho

It's Time To Offend Everybody
IT'S TIME TO OFFEND EVERYONE Q. What's the Cuban National Anthem? A. Row, Row, Row Your BoatQ. Where does an Irish family go on vacation?A. A different bar Q. What did the Chinese couple name their blonde, curly-haired baby? A. Sum Ting WongQ. What do you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? A. A speech impedimentQ. What does it mean when the Post Office's flag is flying at half-mast?A. They're hiringQ. Why aren't there any Puerto Ricans on Star Trek?A. Because they're not going to work in the future eitherQ. What do you call a Mississippi farmer with a sheep under each arm?A. A pimpQ. Why do Driver Ed classes in redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays? A. Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it.Q. What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo?A. The southern zoo has a description of the animal on

Have You??
HAVE YOU FANNED YOUR FANS? THIS IS A TOPIC I HAVE WANTED TO TALK ABOUT FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I'M SURE EVERY PERSON HAS THERE WAY OF DOING THINGS ON HERE, THIS IS MY WAY OF FANNING.... * IF YOU HAVE FANNED ME, I FAN BACK. * IF I SEE YOU FAN MORE THAN WHAT YOU GET FANNED BACK, I FAN YOU. * IF I SEE YOU DO NOT FAN... I DO NOT FAN YOU. * IF I SEE YOU FAN MUCH LESS THAN THOSE THAT HAVE FANNED YOU, I DON'T FAN YOU, UNLESS YOU FAN ME. AND... WHEN I WAS A LOWLY FU I ALWAYS FANNED THE UPPER LEVEL FU'S AS I THOUGHT OF IT AS A SIGN OF RESPECT FOR THEIR HARD WORK . (OF COURSE WITH AUTOS, ETC. I CAN'T SAY THIS REALLY APPLIES ANYMORE SADLY) SO, AS YOU SEE, WHEN I LOOK AT THE OTHER PERSONS PAGE DETERMINES WHETHER THEY GET MY FAN OR NOT. SOMETIMES, I CHOOSE TO POINT THIS OUT TO SOME PEOPLE, EVEN MY CLOSEST OF FRIENDS.. AND TELL THEM... "THAT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD, YOU SHOULD FAN MORE" LOL (YOU CAN ASK LOL) SOMETIMES, I CHOOSE TO POINT THIS OUT MORE GENTLY TO THOSE WHO ARE SENDING AN AD

The Sweetest Kid
So I got a card from my Kid the other day, got me teary eyed. The front of the card has a Soldier on it with papers in his hand like he is writting a letter and it says. "Mom.. you are so very dear to me. I miss you! I love you more than I ever told you.. Though far away, you are always close in my thoughts.." Inside the card it says.. "Just wanted to let you know" Then he wrote in it... "I'm glad you support me no matter what I do if it's a good choice or even if it's not that great of a decision I made. You were the main reason I decided to get my diploma so I could see a smile on your face knowing it's there because I put it there. Can't wait till graduation for basic so I can see you. I love you a lot and miss you. Hope and pray everything will go well with the surgery." He appreciates his Momma afterall.. Just had to share.

I Want Everyone To Know
i want everyone to know I want to scream it from the mountaintops.I want to take your face into my handsand murmur it against your mouth.I want to whisper it into you eareach and every time we talk.I think it so loud, feel it so strong,that I'm surprised you can't feel it, too.But I keep it herelocked inside.Because I know when I do say itthere will be no taking it back.And there will be no hidingfrom the emotions dancing across your facewhen you hear me say, "I love you".copyright jas 2009

I Want
I want someoneTo come into my life and show me the wayTo help me through the obstacles of each dayTo help me with any oppositionTo tell me when I am making the wrong decisionI want someoneTo translate what I feel into words and help me with my emotionsI want someone to show me love that’s full of devotionI want someoneTo keep my face without a frownTo bring me happiness when I’m downTo understand things when I don’tAnd to care when I won’tI want someoneTo notice me when I hideTo make my feelings come aliveTo remember the little things no one else does and to care when no one else doesI want someone to hold me tight when I want to run looseTo kiss me when I want to screamTo love me when I need lovecopyright jas 2008

I Proudly Say I Love You
I PROUDLY SAY I LOVE YOURevival from a trampled soul,Is harder than it seems; of the whole.When I found you; Oh so dormant,I know that you knew what I meant;To be lost with no one there,All alone with no one to care.Shattered hearts and broken dreams,All came together it seems,To loose such a thing as love,Festers deeper within a wounded dove.At last we are together,So now I make a vow forever,To never harm you as you have been before,With your heart broken and bleeding on the floor,I give my full self to you,And with no further Ado,I proudly say "I love you"copyright jas 2007

I Love You 2
I LOVE YOUI Love YouWith my every breath,With all I have left,From the deepest depths,Of my heart, I love you.With all of my strength,With ten miles' length,Every thought I think,I think that I love you.For the length of forever,As long as we're together,Through good and bad weather,For always, I love you.Until the very end of days,Until God takes my breath away,Until death separates our ways,Until then, I love you.When no one is there,When you think no one cares,When love seems too rare,Remember, I love you.When everything's gone,When all has withdrawn,When hopelessness dawns,Don't forget, I love you.When you fall down,When your dreams come unwound,When hope can't be found,Be happy, I love you.When you make mistakes,When you're filled with hate,When you're old and gray,Even then, I'll love you.copyright jas 2007

I Love You
i love you I love you as much as the ocean breeze,I love you as much as the sea,I love you as much as the feeling I get,When I'm holding you close to me,I love you as much as the smell of your hair,The way my tongue feels on your naked skin,I love you as much as your tender kiss,And this wonderful world we're in,I actually love more than all of these things,You are as beautiful as you are sweet,I love you because you make me feel,With you my life is complete...copyright jas 2009

I Can
I CANI cant give solutions to all life’s problems, doubts, or fears.But i can listen to you and together we will find the answers.I cant change your past, with all its heartache and pain,nor the future with all its untold stories.but I can be here now when you need me to care.I cant keep your feet from stumblingbut I can offer my hand that you may grasp and not fall.Your joys, triumphs, successes and happiness are not mine,yet I can share in your laughter.Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor judge.I can only support and encourage you, and help you when you ask.I can’t keep you from falling away from friendship,from your values, from me.I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait.I can’t give you the boundaries which I have determined for you,but I can give you the room to change, grow, and be yourself.I can’t keep your heart from breaking or hurting, no matter how much I try.But I can cry with you, and help you pick up the pieces.I can’t tell

Hurt 2
hurt Sometimes you reallyhurt meand you don't even know it.I need to feel neededto feel wantedto know thatsomeone cares.I'm tired and lonelydon't want to bealone no more.But you play aroundwith my heartand my emotions.Why do you do itdo you like itis it funny to you?Please don't hurt medon't take myfeelings for granted.I'm only humanI want to feel wantedI need to feel loved.copyright 2008 jas

Hurt
HURT Sitting here thinking of youMy mind wandering from all that was to all that has becomeThoughts filling every part of mewondering what happenedWhat became of the Love we sharedWhat happened to the devotion i had for one so importantMy dreams only nightmares nowMy sleep filled with what used to be loving thoughtsNow deep dark screams that echo through my head all dayMy needs thrown out the window with a few short wordsMy heart stepped on and left to die slowlyMy soul tattered remains of what was once a hopeful spiritThoughts wander nowunable to focusMy eyes unable to dryMy smiles, forced so that none know my inner tormentMy laugh, raking nails upon a chalkboardmaking myself feel as if i live a lieWhat did i do to deserve a fateFrom One whom i gave my heart to, my soul to, and told all my fearsUnable to move on yet not having a choicemissing You,crying for You,and dying insidecopyright jas 2009

How Do I Tell You How I Feel About You
HOW DO I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOUWheneverytime i think of you my body shakeseverytime i see you my knees grow weak andeverytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.Wheneverytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was thereeverytime i see you smile my heart melts andevery night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.I've tried somehow to say:you're the sun that lights up my skythe wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer dayand sweet incense that keeps me on a natural highI want so much to tell you:that without you with me each day my day isn't completethat since day one I've always wanted to be with youthat no matter what's going on in my lifeyou're the reason there's a smile on my faceand that loving you seems to be all I need to know.But everytime I want tothe words just wont come outto you it may sound mushy or too cuteyou may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closedThen to try to tell you exactly whats on my mindyet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning tolove y

How Do I
HOW DO IHow do I tell you how I feel about youWheneverytime i think of you my body shakeseverytime i see you my knees grow weak andeverytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.Wheneverytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was thereeverytime i see you smile my heart melts andevery night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.I've tried somehow to say:you're the sun that lights up my skythe wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer dayand sweet incense that keeps me on a natural highI want so much to tell you:that without you with me each day my day isn't completethat since day one I've always wanted to be with youthat no matter what's going on in my lifeyou're the reason there's a smile on my faceand that loving you seems to be all I need to know.But everytime I want tothe words just wont come outto you it may sound mushy or too cuteyou may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closedThen to try to tell you exactly whats on my mindyet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning

Highway To Purgatory
HIGHWAY TO PURGATORYDown a desolate desert highwayNothing except indian paint brush, cactus, and sandHere I am talking to myself yet my mind has nothing to sayAt 130 degrees wondering how anything can survive in this sun scorched land65 mph and the body of this old vette are all that keep these demons at bayAlone out here, insanity and lonliness seem to go hand in handClouds of white smoke escaping from under a fiberglass hoodKnowing not where I am, havent seen another soul for daysKnowing only that which I was born with, caring not whether bad or goodMemories of a neglected child, living now in a drunken hazeTo myself I understand, to everyone around me I am misunderstoodSo here I sit broken down as on the radio Led Zepplin playsTwilight comes as the battery diesLights go dim as desert shadows roamKnowing the road I've travelled, yet knowing nothing of what lies ahead in midnight's disguiseHaving no place to call my own, where I lay my head is where I call homeBeyond the mountains as

Her Warm Hands
no amount of wordsno matter how beautifulno matter how intelligentno matter how expressivethey may becould ever describe the beautyof being just with my belovedthis is a letter written in ink of loveon paper made of lifeby the hand of someonewho is deeply in lovewith someone who has residedin his heart...a someone who has the true keyto his heartthe master key to his doors...a someone whose sadness he feelswhose pain he sufferswhose happiness he wisheswhose laughter he enjoyswhose smiles he cherisheswhose touches he craveswhose lips he kisseswhose warm hands he holdsclosely to his heartwhose presence he needsreal or virtualhere or awaynow, then or in days to comeso much does he feelthat it scares his beloved sothe scarswhich healso miraculouslyjust through looking,watching, hearing...feeling...loving...the one that he looks forward toat the beginning of daythe same one that he hates to leaveat the end of day...tell him, dear someone,that you have a someone tooa someone who is...him...w

Surivor Or More?v
new poem.. Survivor or More? Black eye taken for my brotherAbusive fatherFamily rejectionI am, I AM!Right brainHolistic, prosodic, intuitiveExpressive, intelligentParents don’t understandPlease understand!Leaving homeWho really cares?Treasures by the side of the road Modeling, I am pretty.Bartending, I hold my own.Dirty martiniDishwater blondeLoving laceRaincoat and high heelsWanting moreLeaving himTaking sonOnly $2000Hand me downsMismatched dishesDate rapeNo one really caresTreasures on the side of the road Italian manSolidLeft-brainAnalytic, Verbal, Logical.Honest first dinnerSecuritySafetySafe.Material needsNeeding to be neededTwo more kidsDo I really care?Treasures on the side of the road Crooked eyebrowImpish smileSensitive neckI moanElla FitzgeraldMerlotVodka/CranberryVodka/GrapefruitBeautyAll define me.Trouble follows,Life evolves,Tarot, searching.Simplify,Simplify! More than survive!A girl my lordIn a flatbed fordSlowing down to take a look at me.I should really care!

Tips For Managing Stressful Situations
TIPS FOR MANAGING STRESSFUL SITUATIONS When confronted with a situation that makes you angry, ask yourself these four questions before reacting: 1. Is the matter important to me . Take a good look at the whole picture. This involves taking yourself out of the situation, even for a few seconds. Sometimes just that action alone will let you see this is not worth a fight. If you still think it is important, go to the next question. 2. Is what I'm feeling appropriate for the situation?

One Sided Friendships Suck
Getting so tired of this. Sigh. I have 150 friends, 175 fans, 25 family, and only FOUR of them will actually say hello first, or attempt to be a real friend. Tired of the fakes who pretend to be interested or flirty UNTIL they get a gift or rates, and then they stop trying. Whats up with people? Is it so hard to type a few words? Every time i come here, I check to see whos online, and I either say hello, send a hug or gift, and say TY to anyone who may have sent a comment. Maybe its me. maybe this is a point/rate whore site, and i dodnt realize it. By the way, for the very few true friends I have on here, this blog is not meant for you. I appreciate you very very much. always

Will He Make A Good Husband
Will He Make a Good Husband? Something serious to think about before you marry * Does he go out of his way for you? Or are you always doing things for him? Does he try to make you happy? Does he want to prove he is good enough for you--or are you always jumping through hoops to win his love? Will he go places that you enjoy? Or are you always doing things he likes? If he doesn't aim to please you now, it will only get worse once you are married. * Is he hard working? Did he work hard in school? Does he work hard on his job? Or is he always complaining about his boss, his teachers, and never really working hard at anything? If he doesn't work hard now, it is unlikely he'll work hard to earn the money needed to live a secure, debt-free life. * Does he take responsibility for the quality and condition of his life--or does he see himself as a victim--always blaming others for his problems? If he blames others now, eventually he'll blame you for all his problems t

In Tears :'(
i had a friend on here of 3 years...he knew just about everything there was to know about me. he was a sweet 21 y/o guy from Canada. well come to find out of my close friend lied to me. he is really a 43 y/o man that lives in Canada. he got his friends son to pose for pics he even got his friends so to 1. give him pics of his penis, and 2. make his salute pic on here so it really looked like it was him. not so sure on who i can trust anymore...he WAS a close friend but after three years of none stop lying i forgave him but cant trust him. cant really trust anyone anymore can i? *crys so very hard*

Going To See My Family!
I will be going out of town to West Virginia to see my family after spending a day in Columbus,Ohio seeing friends will be gone from April 9th until April 18th and no access to a computer.Will catch up with everyone when I return.Show me the Chief and the 2nd Alarm Hotties love while I'm gone!Hugzzzzzzz to all!!!Tammy

I Am.......
Here is a brief introduction of myself. If I were a shape, it would not be a cube. Not enough sides. Some of the "sides" conflict with my other "sides." I am a spontanious wack-job who desires organization. I am a Christian who likes some of the world's pleasures. I can be very considerate to some, while almost violent to others. I am my own worst critic, but confident in my abilities. Other "sides" of me stand alone. I love the country I was born in. I believe my word is my most valuable asset. I am very passionate [look it up, I mean the book definition]. I hold my personal morals with vise-grips. I am humble. What I have heard others say about me is this: I keep them guessing. I am trustworthy. I am a smartass. I am dependable. And I can be the biggest asshole they ever met. The reason I put this intro here is because few actually read an introduction on a webpage. If you are one of the few who actually clicked on the blog, you are one of the few who actually ca

Mgmt - Kids
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xZFdO4sX4g You were a child, crawlin' on your knees toward it. Makin' mama so proud, but your voice is too loud. We like to watch you laughing. Pickin' insects off plants. No time to think of consequences. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wanting, To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. The water is warm, but its sending me shivers. A baby is born, crying out for attention. Memories fade, like looking through a fogged mirror Decisions to decisions are made and not fought But I thought, this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it.

What Do You Think Is Better?
I want a lil girl and have been tryin to decide what name sounds the best. So please leave comments on which you think is better. I have always wanted to have a lil girl named Jazzmin Lynne or Cassandra. I haven't found a middle name for Cassandra that I like yet. My middle name is Mae. I am french and italian so I have been thinking of a name that means beautiful or princess. I now also like the name Isabella Mae or Isabella Marie and I am leaning more towards that. She would have my middle name if I chose the first one,and first name means beautiful,so that'd be cool. I'd call her Belle or Bella for short. Let me know what you think of the names and thank you.

They're Coming To Take Me Away
Napoleon XIV - They're coming to take me away, ha ha Lyrics Index Remember when you ran away and I got on my knees and begged you Not to leave because I'd go berserk? Well,You left me anyhow and then the Days got worse and worse and now you See I've gone completely out of my mind. And, They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa. They're coming to take me away, ho ho, he he, ha ha, To the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young Men in their clean white coats and They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa! You thought it was a joke and so you Laughed, you laughed! When I had said that Losing you would make me flip my lid, right? You know you laughed, I heard you laugh, You laughed, you laughed and laughed, and then you Left, but now you know I'm utterly mad. And, They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa. They're coming to take me away, ho ho, he he , ha ha, To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds And basket wea

Expectations Game Part 2...
I recently had to have an MRI on my brain as many of you are aware. It came out fine with the exeception that the doctor was puzzled because my brain was so small. This does not depress me at all because it means the rest of my body parts are much larger than they should be. Thank God!!! I have come to believe that men in particular should have a mandatory brainscan before entering into the online world of social interaction and perhaps some natural selection process, much like evolution to keep idiots like me off here. It is important that one come into this cyber world with reasonable expectations and I have tried. I really have!!! Then a pic flashes in front of my face of some glorious cleavage and all that good sense immediatly departs for parts unknown. Now in the cyber world there are a few basic facts. First, men outnumber women about 26 million to one. This means your odds for actually meeting those lovely breasts you were just drooling over are fairly small. Basi

Paper Thin Walls
As a young married couple, a husband and a wife lived in a cheap housing complex near the military base where he was working. Their chief complaint was that the walls were paper-thin and that they had no privacy. This was painfully obvious when one morning the husband was upstairs and the wife was downstairs on the telephone. She was interrupted by the doorbell and went to greet her neighbor. "Give this to your husband," he said thrusting a roll of toilet paper into her hands. "He's been yelling for it for 15 minutes!"

All About Me
{---Favorites---} Color..................................PINKNumber................................. Nr.1 DefenetlyBand......................All Kinds, Love James BluntMusic Genre......I love Trance and Rock TV Show............................Different Oce. Like Amerca's Next Top ModelMovie......... Actor............... That guy from the Fast and The Furious Actress........................... Kind of Movie....................Thriller, RomanticCartoon.............................Sport......................................SoccerFast Food Restaurant........................McDonnaldsFood...................................FrenchIce Cream..........Chocolater Cereal............................. Candy.................................All thats sweetDrink...............................Water Alcoholic Beverage............ik drink it allQuote.................... "I am Innocent"Have any siblings........................what? Have any pets..........................no Have a job..........

Happy Birthday Sin! (sorry Blogs Are Messed Up These Days)
★ ♥ ☆ TODAY, The 5th day of April, is ^SIN^'S BIRTHDAY!!!! ★ ♥ ☆ CLICK ANY OF HER PICTURES HERE AND SPANK THIS BAD GIRL: ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ^sin^ will be running ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ Auto 11s All Day Long! ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ^sin^ is traveling and headed home today. Show her LOTS of birthday lovin'! ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ This birthday

Guilty Pleasures
These are a few of the songs I just love listening to that are the complete antithesis of my usual tastes (no particular order): Taylor Swift - Love StoryJason Mraz - I'm YoursRegina Spektor - FidelityNatasha Bedingfield - These WordsIngrid Michaelson- The Way I am

Bully To Blog Mess
Join the Quest To Get Me To Oracle!!I'm looking for some brave Fubarians to join my quest....the mountain may seem far away and unscalable, but I know you can get me close. So cast aside your fear and join our Fellowship!The Rules:1. Stop by St Michael's Page and rate the Lord of the Rings folder of pics (He has autos on starting at 3pm Eastern Time today)... Starting with this one...2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Train. Check the Fellowhip Train tag folder to see if a tag is ready for you, if not, leave a comment like "Joining the Fellowhip Train" or something like that...3. Private message St Michael when you

Love Is Blind
You think you know someone like the back of your hand, wanting to believe just because he's your man; The trials and tribulations that bring so much strife, hurting so bad you could take your own life; Truth and lies run together causing a big mess, worrying day and night only to cause your worse stress; When he swears he loves you, did you believe that? Playing lifes game, is it really tip for tat? Your love was pure all the way from the start, you put everything in this just to have a broken heart; The hugs and kisses all the promises made, listening and believing watching your soul fade; You put so much effort into this, this is one love I will truely miss; Hopeing and praying everything he says is true, keep your eyes wide open my friend because Love Is Blind Too!

Hmmm.... What Do You Think About This????
As I walked in the door of the garage tonight about 605pm, I hear my pager going off. I think well crap what is it that could be so important to bother me on a Sat. evening .... well this story I pulled off of yahoo news at 330am will tell you what it was...... Wash. police: Father kills 5 children, himselfBy PHUONG LE, Associated Press Writer Phuong Le, Associated Press Writer 2 hrs 27 mins agoGRAHAM, Wash. – A father apparently shot to death five of his children, ages 7 to 16, at their mobile home and then killed himself near a casino miles away, police said Saturday.Ed Troyer, a spokesman for the Pierce County Sheriff, called it a domestic violence situation and a murder-suicide."We believe they all died of gunshot wounds," Troyer said.Police found the father's body early Saturday in his still-running car near the Muckleshoot Casino in Auburn, about 30 miles south of Seattle. He had apparently killed himself with a rifle, although no note was left in the car, Auburn Police Sgt

Awol
Sorry I am AWOL so much these days. I have returned to the UK and am getting to know my daughter all over again after 12 years apart. I will return to the net scene later , once she and I are bonded and the work of selling this house is under control. I will pop in from time to time, so be patient to have your messages answered. Love and Light....BLU