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Definition Of Bigotry
A bigot is a person who is obstinately and irrationally, often intolerantly, devoted to his or her own religion, political party, organization, belief, or opinion, especially one who regards or treats those of differing devotion with hatred and intolerance.[1] Bigotry is the corresponding mindset or action. The term bigot is often misused to pejoratively label those who merely oppose or disagree with the devotion of another. The correct use of the term, however, requires the elements of obstinacy, irrationality, and animus toward those of differing devotion. The origin of the word bigot and bigoterie in English dates back to at least 1598, via Middle French, and started with the sense of "religious hypocrite". Forms of bigotry may have a related ideology or world views.
Leveling Blog #489
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar 97,666 to Disciple
Updated Wish List
Ok so update of birthday wish list - please feel free to comment (nice of course!)   (1) HAPPY HOUR (or 3 of you are feeling generous!)   (2) HUGE BLING PACK   (3) AUTO 11   (4) CHERRY BOMB   (5) SMALL BLING PACK   (6) VIP RENEWAL (1 6 OR 12 MONTH)(ANY APPRECIATED)   (7) SHIT FACED NESS (from 7-9-9 to 9-9-9)   I WOULD LIKE TO LEVEL TO ORACLE FOR CHRISTMAS :)xxxxxx     (and i dont think im being too greedy after all I shall be 41) :D
I have a few friends who I KNOW don't rate. that's fine. But for the others who repeatedly "perv" my page and don't even drop a rate for the profile... YOU ARE GONE! I WILL START BLOCKING FU's WHO DON'T RATE! I'm not asking you to rate every picture in every folder but damn, if you gonna check me out to see what I'm up to then rate my profile! If you a a frequent flyer to my profile and its too soon to rate the profile pick one pic and drop a rate, hit me up in my SB. DO SOMETHING so i know you aren't just "perving" and getting off on my pics! NO RATING STALKERS ARE NOT WELCOME! RATE ME AND YOU CAN STALK ME ALL YOU WANT!!!
The Fact About Me
hello fubar on is is a fact about me i am taken i am in love with someone who my heart and soul.she is the most perfect woman god ever made. and sence i been with her ppl on here want to say things fact is i never leave her cheat on her or hurt her in any way. she is my heart and soul. so if your a drama hound or just like to make ppl life a hell cuz u are not happy then. save it its not going to work. i not going to belive any thing yall say about her and i hope she know how much i love her and never cheat on her.and if she reading this baby u are my everything and i want to marry u in real life i dont give a damn about this site or what ppl say on u gothy
A Blog About A Hh, Autos, Bombs And Some Real Fu Friends.....
Sometimes things are random, sometimes things happen that you don’t expect. Like the generosity, totally out of nowhere from people on here. Sometimes they are fu - culture warriors, people that take it on themselves to do the right thing and make as many people know as possible, sometimes it’s from the hand of those who actually want to see that word spread. And sometimes even, from people that you’ve known forever on here, or so it seems and they just want to lend a helping hand. If you see my Happy Hour Sunday August 2 at 8 PM Fu Time, or some happy Auto 11’s or that little bomb blinking next to my name over the course of the next day, these are the real people who you need to thank…. For the Happy Hour and the Free Bomb…. Dark Angel Freakstar@ fubar ..for the Auto 11’s that everyone will love all over I’m sure….
Red Is Alive :d
The Last Seven Months
First off…I won’t be naming any names in this posting.  All the people I will talk about know exactly who they are. Ok…the last seven months have been interesting…to say the least.  I tried my hand at a relationship.  This was a relationship with a woman (let’s call her Indy) who I met on Fubar.  I put myself in a situation that, if I had the chance to do all over again, I would have stepped away from. I first started talking to Indy in October when I first arrived in Indiana.  We went on one date.  I took her to Red Lobster and then to my apartment for a movie.  She disappeared off the face of the earth after that.  I may have heard from her a few times during November and December.  I thought that she didn’t like me so I decided to move on.  I started chatting and talking to another woman on Fubar.  I was very close to having a face-to-face meeting with this woman.  I called it off at the last minute because I had gotten back in touch with Ind
Well Thats It
No job offers, no friends, family or even well wishers. I am homeless. I may or may not be back online in the future I dont know. I can still theoretically go to the library here so maybe I will check in from time to time. Most likely though i will be slowly starving to death somewhere out there cause thats America land of snobbery exclusionism and greed. Keep in mind, I have yet to feel the pangs of hunger per se so I may yet devolve into a beastial state and start cutting up yuppie shitheads to take their money, I see nothing wrong with it as the governement as yet refuses to help me in any way itself, its too busy giving handouts to illegal aliens and people too lazy to work. Its messed up, all I wanted was a job and that is asking too much from the snobs up here in seattle...I dont look good enough to be worthy of life. I really think what with the way things are in this country set up exclusively for the benefit of the wealthy elite they should just legalize killing the poor, at l
Wondres Why
Have you ever wondered, why people do what they do on the net? They have to know some where in the back of their minds that the lieing, cheating...etc etc, will caught up to them, and then what? Why would anyone ever self-destruct for a moment of lieing or cheating with someone they have never met and will likely never met, giving up what they know is a good thing.Why?
Hey, you guys have read the few blogs I've had about Jen, we are trying to make this work but I just go this from her, She has this and it's destroying me inside.You guys please leave me lots of love on this cause I am so fucking scared right now.{Below} Diabetic Ketoacidosis is a break down of Acid in your blood stream that slowly poisons your blood. Caused by not enough insulin in the body. It can lead to diabetic coma, and then death if not dealt with, and they are trying to deal with it but so far failing.  
Yata, Yata!
 Are you tired of those  mushy' friendship' poems that always sound good,   but never actually come close
Ascending Moons
Descending upon Ascending moons. The often seen stranger asked, "May we speak soon". The Baker, she went for wheat and beer. Too distant I thought, a cake has less than you to fear. Friendships should never depend on love, then we spoke. What a joke.
I'm Still Yours ( Can't Leave You)
I tried so hard. I tried to do things on my own. I can't think straight. my mind is such a mess without you. im such a fool to think I can be alone. but when I see your face. I know im yours. you're everything to me. when you call my name. I run to you fast as I can. im in pieces without you. when you're around I feel whole. I try so hard. I tried very hard. but I cant keep you out of my mind. you're everything. you're my heart that keeps me going.
Sn1006 Supernova Remnant
Fake Ass People
Why is it that everytime a person makes a friend and lets them into their home, life, and family they end up getting screwed? Are there really any real friends in the world anymore?? I dont know about anyone else but I am personally getting sick of all of the fake people in this world! Can anyone tell me if there are even any REAL people left???
Is It Really Worth It?
As I sit here in my lonely room, reflecting on recent events , I am forced to consider the following. After extending all that I have to the people around me, and I do mean everything including mind, body, and soul as well as money , I can not for the life of me understand why it is that a simple " Thank You " never comes to mind for these people. I did not ask for or want anything in return. I didn't do it to have something to hold over someone's head, I didn't do it for any type of accolade, I did it out of genuine concern and compassion. I am truly selfless in this act. I do it to help those a little less fortunate get a little firmer grip on their situation. I am sincere in my desire to be a good friend and helping those in need breath a little easier. With that being said, now that I have extended myself to these people they are nowhere to be found. They don't call, they don't answer my calls, and are never home when I stop by. I am not hounding these people, I am trying to find
Child Molesters-they Are Everywhere
Sex offender charged with molesting 3 year old A convicted sex offender has been charged with molesting a 3-year-old girl while staying with the girl’s mother, who authorities say tried to cover up the crime. Robert Shawn Burkhart, 25, of White Oak Street, was charged late Thursday by the Onslow County Sheriff’s Department with two counts of sex offender use of a social Web site, nine counts of indecent liberties with a child, two counts of exhibiting harmful performances to minors, and contributing to the delinquency of a juvenile. His bond was set at $205,000. The 23-year-old mother, of S. Queens Street in Hubert, was charged with contributing to the delinquency of a juvenile, nine counts of exhibiting harmful performances to minors, and obstructing justice. Her bond was set at $10,000. The woman is not being identified to protect the child’s identity. Authorities say Burkhart and the woman met on the social Web site, and after dating for a month, sh
Heavy Hot
HEAVY BREATHING…SO HOT… Daydreaming about you; in all ways of kind Thinking of the gentle peck I give you from behind Gliding my lips along the hairs of your neck Then giving a light and seductive suck
"" Somebody To Divide It With ""
Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy you must have somebody to divide it with
this really isn't a blog... i just wanted to play with stuff... woot!
some girl just told me im fat and ugly now thats fucked tell me u all think plzs
The Harder To Love The Better
that's how you know it's true.
First i must admit,i should not have even mentioned my disability but, anyone that knows me at all knows my mouth sometimes goes on without So for those that have disability is Chronic Depression.I have lived with this my whole life is why i said it did not just "is" for me. Waking up every day,i must convince myself,today is a wonderful day...some days i do well and others i just can't...bear with me please.Alot of things hurt my feelings easily and others just make me work harder at believing.... Life has been dfficult but i am a survivor and always will be.I love people and genuinely care for all i cross paths with.This gift helps keep me from drawing inside myself and never coming out. My heart is much bigger than my disability (Thank You God) Love You All...Melanie
Song Is Me At Times
Its just one of those daysWhen you dont wanna wake upEverything is fuckedEverybody sucksYou dont really know whyBut you wanna justifyRippin someones head offNo human contactAnd if you interactYour life is on contractYour best bet is to just stay away motherfuckerIts just one of those days{chorus}Its all about the he says she says bullshitI think you better quitLettin shit slipOr youll be leavin with a fat lipIts all about the he says she says bullshitI think you better quitTalking that shitIts just one of those daysFeelin like a freight trainFirst one to complainLeaves with the blood stainDamn right Im a maniac*You better watch your backCause Im fuckin up your programAnd then your stuck upYou just locked upNext in line to get fucked upYour best bet is to just stay away mother fuckerIts just one of those days{chorus}Its all about the he says she says bullshitI think you better quitLetting shit slipOr youll be leavin with a fat lipIts all about the he says she says bullshitI think you be
Bling Me If You Want
but I dont need it,. and I'm not afraid of anything,. yeah..I'm my own pimp.
This Is How I Roll
because I rock,. I dont need reassurance.
thank you for all over your blog come see me  aget
Simple As That
any more questions? just ASK me
I'm Just Me
take it or leave it,. to each their own,. cheers,.oh,. and I try to keep my private areas to myself as much as possible,. when you advertise your assests,.people get the wrong idea.
Friends Questions
* Friends Questions1)Do you use Multiple Angles on your Sessions?Re: Only sob previous request.2) Do you just use HD Camera in your Sessions?      Re:No!. I have Sony HD Camera but some times I like to use my new 3D Camera too.3) How many Video Sessions do you Host on the web?Re: Only one.4) Why do you help other girls from iFriends?Re: Good question,I promote a silly contest where the winner gave me an exclusive interview for a page that I made for her/him.I believe that isn't about to be a competition btw people on the site. But Its about bring more traffic for everyone.Lets imagine that some one from FaceBook come to see my site and there is a contest...The person will play it because its free and after or before that he may look at the girls....Then... ...he choice to talk within someone..and there its already where the girl can make some extra money with my promo.Because I have add her special link.So, if the new custumer sing up. She'll 40$ per sing up + 100% of what he spend to
To Who Will Listen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm very new to the site hopefully meet some really cool people
Lippy Threes And Boxcar Sixes
As my coworker Kathy and I left the open our payday loan offices today, I mentioned that on Thursday night Martha, Mary, and the kids got home after I did with some groceries as well as prizes Mary had won at Kmart.  Everybody got to carry something in, and Sarah was designated to hold the door.  It took them all two trips to get the assorted items in, and I was bringing something else we’d nearly forgotten and I called from outside for Sarah to open the door for me.  She walked/stomped to the door muttering, “How many times do I have to open the door?”  It was funny the way she said it; Kathy deigned to inform me that I was getting into the “lippy threes”.  I didn’t know what came after terrible twos anyway, and I don’t like labeling my kids with that expectation.  But Kathy’s got two children in their early twenties now, so I listen. Last night after I got home by a roundabout route – I was told Sarah and Jeffrey would be at my i
I use  to  and  I  still  Do  and  I  don't  care  if  I  don't  , Whenever  I want to !!
Mind Control
no contact just words in the distance i can't see you reaching out but there is emptiness i wait emotionless caged visions of another time arrived here which path did you send me on  
Thats a big thing for me and truely harder to give than it used to be. I used to trust everyone, had no reason not to (well there were tons of reason not to which goes all the way to my childhood past) but I still believed I had to give the doubt. Now, not so much, not so much at all. Now I can trust, that trust will be proven wrong once again. Giving trust has become very disappointing and continuely shown me I was better off not too. I guess my biggest fear is looking a fool again...being played again. To believe in something that just never was and when that happens, I slowly become something else....dont like that part of myself, because I start trusting in things that are not really good for me (we've all been there) but they r just to easy to do and over a time, u start liking it more. So thats the rub, trust and be disappointed and possibly revert...or just don't and be happier in myself and safe and sound. I think I like the latter at the moment, but it sure sucks when talking
The Insanity Of It All
I have become someone differant in some I've been told. Things I would have never thought of doing in the past, I find I do now with only a little of a reguard. I fact, I find myself laughing at it at times. Over the last two days my mind is on fire trying to understand the insanity. I came into contact with someone who expressed certain things to me, which I guess got me started. I used to think more, more, more....more money, more job success, more experiences, more food, more me, more of my demons, it was more, more, more. Now more is still there, but its MORE directed at the little things I had been missing. I was sitting on my back porch and it was quite peaceful. The sunny was shining, there was a warm breeze blowing over my body, and I could hear kids playing in the background....that was a good more moment. For the last 6 months, until about two weeks ago, Ive had this fear that after I went asleep, I just wasnt going to wake up (past family history stuff) it really c
So the last few days have gone by so fast.  I didn't really have all that much time to have any sex but did help myself to a few orgasms in the shower and of course my friend helped me a few times.  Sam had been away with her parents and Trish hadn't been over since the other night. I managed to get my license plate sticker in time this year, last year I forgot and got pulled over, I tried to flirt with cop but he still gave me a ticket, so it cost me the price of the sticker and the $20 late fee and ticket......gawd this state sucks big time!!!!!!!!  The state usually sends you a reminder but I didnt get one then or this year, I was told that they didnt have to send them but i have to have one in my car, like i said this state SUCKSSSS!!!!!!!! Anyway, I'm over that now, got my sticker in place and everything else is taken care of.  Yesterday at work, my line went down early so I kinda went to my friends office instead of going to another line right away.  We just talked, you dirty m
Dave Matthews Band; Noblesville, In; July 31, 2009
Setlist: Bartender Proudest Monkey Satellite Seven Shake Me Like a Monkey Funny The Way It Is #41 You Never Know Why I Am Crash Into Me Spaceman So Damn Lucky Lie In Our Graves Shotgun Squirm Alligator Pie Jimi Thing Time Bomb Encore: Rye Whiskey (Tex Ritter cover) The Maker (Daniel Lanois cover) Stefan solo All Along The Watchtower (Bob Dylan cover)   Erica and I both cried during Crash, and I cried like a baby during Watchtower. What else needs to be said?
“We are still conditioning people in this country and, indeed, all over the globe to the myth of white superiority. We are constantly being told that we don't have racism in this country anymore, but most of the people who are saying that are white. White people think it isn't happening because it isn't happening to them.”
“Bigotry is the sacred disease.” “Bigotry murders religion to frighten fools, with her ghost” “The danger is that the cruel arts of their oppressors have enchained their minds, have kept them in the ignorance of children, and as incapable of self-government as children. “All men feel something of an honorable bigotry for the objects which have long continued to please them.” “That food has always been, and will continue to be, the basis for one of our greater snobbism does not explain the fact that the attitude toward the food choice of others is becoming more and more heatedly exclusive until it may well turn into one of those forms of bigotry against which gallant little committees are constantly planning campaigns in the cause of justice and decency.” “There are some upon this earth of yours, returned the Spirit, "who lay claim to know us, and who do their deeds of passion, pride, ill-will, hatred, envy,
Certain Someone
I know this will probably get deleted, but I feel like warning people about a certain someone on here that alot of people started up friendships with. I dont want to start up drama, but I have to in order for no one to get hurt. That person was pretending pretty hard to be my friend for a very long time, trying to pry himself into my pants (which he now vehemntly denies, calling me ugly in process :) Upon being told that even if I was single, he wouldn't have had a chance for various reasons (main was that I didn't trust him from start), he got really butt hurt and went as far as to create a fake profile named RussianSlutt, posting all my private info in it, inculding pics. Ofcourse he denied doing so, even though the profile's IP address was traced to his computer.   He managed to uncuccessfulyl lie about his past, thinking for some reason that lying about being in prison and having a kid shot in a drive-by would score some sympathy points. It didn't, since I could smell BS a mile
Progessive Flo
so....... we all have those crushs on Tv stars and movie stars...well mine is " Flo " from the progessive ads..that rockabilly haircut and bright smile drives me ...rawr rawr rawr... so.... The wife knows all this and is gonna dress up on Halloween as her for me ( rawr ) and she wrote progessive ( also our insurance carrier before Flo™ ) to inqure how to get a " tricked out nametage " and they wrote back saying they are thrilled that I love the ads so much and are sending her a " tricked out nametag " and an " I love insurance button " and the best part... an autographed picture of FLo™ !!! aint that some shit !
The Log
My First Fubar Pissing Contest
So a few minutes ago I was looking through my friends on fubar to see who I could afford to buy.  So I found a friend I chat with quite a bit, mostly on yahoo.  I absolutely love chatting with this woman because she's interesting, funny, and we have similar interests. Anyway, 5 minutes after I buy her I get a message from her previous owner saying "look at her status."  And she has in her status that she is missing her sweet master, who happens to be her owner.  So I apologize and say that I'll make sure it doesn't happen again.  I then proceed to buy my friend for five times the price I'd just paid.  He then proceeds to tell me that she'll block me.  I respond "not likely, but you never know.  I then get a stern warning "you will see soon."  I tell him I know this lady a bit and I seriously don't get the impression she'll stop talking to me over a pissing match on fubar.  If my friend actually blocked me because of me fucking with someone on fubar I think I'd actually be ok with tha
Hydroxycut Recall
Hydroxycut Recall after FDA Warning to Stop Using the Diet Pill Following the death of a 19-year-old male and 23 reports of liver damage, the FDA has stepped in to warn consumers to discontinue use of the popular diet pill Hydroxycut. Hydroxycut manufacturer Iovate Health Sciences has agreed to recall 14 products from the market as “an abundance of caution.” From the FDA press release — The FDA has received 23 reports of serious health problems ranging from jaundice and elevated liver enzymes, an indicator of potential liver injury, to liver damage requiring liver transplant. One death due to liver failure has been reported to the FDA. Other health problems reported include seizures; cardiovascular disorders; and rhabdomyolysis, a type of muscle damage that can lead to other serious health problems such as kidney failure. The teen’s death happened in 2007, and was only reported to the FDA in March 2009. Dr. Linda Katz of the FDA’s food and nutrition divi
Warning To Anyone Taking Chantix !!!
Chantix has become the leading prescription to help smokers kick the habit. Pfizer, Manufacturer of Chantix, has reported skyrocketing sales since its introduction in 2006. Sales totaled $101 million in 2006, $883 million in 2007, and $846 in 2008. It’s dominant in its market, with a reported 90% market share. Chantix is unique because it not only reduces the urge to smoke, it actually blocks the brain’s nicotine receptors. This means if the smoker lapses and lights up, it won’t satisfy the nicotine craving. Chantix can be taken up to 12 weeks, by which time the smoker should have lost any urge to smoke. By design, Chantix users experience the similar symptoms of quitting smoking cold turkey. Many patients experience mood swings, depression, and even thoughts of suicide. Pfizer has stated these side effects are a result of nicotine withdrawal, and not the drug itself. Other’s believe there is a link to Chantix and the psychological side effects. Since Chantix
I'm Layin Down Some Rules Here.
First off, I'm not your sweetie, honey, sugar pie, sexy lady, and whatever lame name you have come up with to call me.   I'm married, enjoy every minute of it, even the bad. I am not interested in being involved in an e-lationship, e-sexin, sending you my nude pics (that's just disgusting anyway), or seeing yours. I don't want your number, address, email, AIM screen name. I am only on here to make friends, have a good time, and be myself, and if you can't accept that, then gtfo my way. Have a nice day :)   sillysllap
Both family and friendship are important to me. As a person with a big heart, why is it that people tend to take advantage of that? I truly feel that what comes around goes around. I don't wish bad things for others, even if they aren't my friends. People tell me that I need to get a "thicker" skin. To me, that's just changing who I am. I'll always be there for anyone, even more so to a friend. I never expect anything in return. Well, maybe just one thing, their friendship. Good friends are hard to find and when I find them, I will let them know everyday how much I love and appreciate their friendship.
The Soul
(My friend Lickmeister left this as a profile comment and I loved it.. thought I would share it.. it is so beautiful.. thank you Licky)   If I could touch you anywhere, it wouldn’t be where you thinkif I could touch you anywhere it wouldn’t even make you blinkIf I could touch you anywhere it would be daring and boldif I could touch you anywhere I would touch your soulIf you believe the eyes are the windows to the soulthen look in deep and you will be soldIf you see something you like, and you want to see morelook at the smile, you just might find the doorOnce you’re inside the door, you can see what there is to seeonce you’re inside the door, you can tell if it’s meant to beOnce you’re inside the door, you can feel what’s it’s all aboutonce you’re inside the door, you can touch the soul from the inside outThe body is just a vehicle for the soul, that we knowif human touch is the motor that makes the soul goIf the soul is the essen
Donations Blog #2
        Below is a list of people who have donated to my spotlight fund!  (I need to get spotlight in order to level.) In no certain order. I will add people as donations are made. Spotlight went for almost 900million the other day. SO, I NEED A LOT!!!   I have to make a change.... I will only list people that donate one million or more. I do appreciate all donations. But I just don't have the time to add people with every donation. Most of my donations are under 10,000. Like I said, I do appreciate them. But with spotlight going close to 900 million - I NEED A LOT. A HUGE "Thank you" to all of them! Be sure to check them out!         dammitdave@ fubar         ♥Brat-te♥@ fubar         moonstruck@ fubar      
Study: Consuming Cannabis Has Little Effect On Brain
SNM SmartBrief | 07/31/2009 A review of literature on neuroimaging studies that used functional imaging, including SPECT, PET and MRI, and structural imaging found that cannabis intake has "minimal" effect on brain function. Cannabis users perform cognitive work in the same manner as with the control subjects, the study said. The international team of researchers studied literature published until January this year. eNews Park Forest (Ill.) (07/30)
Legal Marijuana In Alabama = $130,000,000
CANNABIS CULTURE - Experts say California could bring in billions by legalizing pot. Drug reform activist Loretta Nall thinks marijuana taxation could help Alabama as well. Drug reform activist Loretta Nall thinks marijuana could make $130,000,000 for the state of is carrying the story about how much money California would make if they go through with legalizing and taxing marijuana for adult use. The California estimate given by their Board of Equalization is $1.4 BILLION dollars. That's a bunch of cash. That got me wondering about how much money Alabama would rake in if we legalized and taxed the sale of marijuana to adults at the same rate California plans to. Here is what the numbers look like. The number of +18 marijuana smokers in Alabama is estimated to be 392,032 or 11.25% of the voting age population. That number is obtained by looking at the SAMSHA chart on substance use in Alabama in the past month and multiplying 11.25% times the voting age population of
Clarence A. "bud" Hill-my Grandfather
Clarence A. "Bud" Hill, 69, of 1817 Riverside Drive, South Williamsport, died Thursday, June 30, 2009 at the Williamsport Hospital. Born March 27, 1940 in Williamsport, he was a son of Chester G. and Olive Rhoads Hill. Bud was a truck driver and had worked for Follmer Trucking and retired from Harrison Brothers Trucking. He belonged to the Teamsters Union and was an avid hunter. Surviving are his wife Carol A. (Calvert) Hill with whom he would have celebrated 49 years of marriage with on Sept. 24, three children Robert A. Hill (Tammy) of South Williamsport, Gregory M. Hill (Kelli) of Spokane, WA, and Krista R. Burkholder (Ron) of Williamstown, NJ, seven grandchildren: Robert Jr., Andrew, Bryan, Amber, Cody, Nathan, and Brayden, one great grandson Robbie, four siblings Chester Hill, Jr. of Williamsport, Edward Hill (Sherry) of Nisbet, William Hill (Dawn) of Guantanamo Bay, Cuba, and Susan Bradarich (Paul) of Spring Hill, FL, and a sister-in-law Joan Hedgcock of Williamsport. He was p
Some Things To Ponder....
  If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.  (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.  (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!)  A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.  (In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
Any Woman Wants A Pic Of My
text 414-793-6169 but I have to get a pic of you to be sure your a woman.
Naughy Nightie
I'm in my first contest to win a happy hour.   All I ask is for 1 comment a day for a week or even 1 comment is better than none.   It starts at 8pm tonight  Thanks!!   Contest Host $safe_uid_dname@ fubar
Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise.Kissing tongues tangle, making you ache, No longer can you wait, for me to take. Laying you back, you plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard,Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. You Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet I stand firm, with no reservation,Taunting you, teasing you, grin on my face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, I grant relief, Knowing now you must have peace. Penetrating with my pride,Charging, I thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon my chest,To brace us both, you do my best, Not to scream loud like before,When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if I'm hurting you,I ease mo-men-tar-ily,Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas,Whimpering your at my mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch your eyes stealing a glance, At contorted expressions, my face in full v
*to The Ladies* Show Him Some Fu-love
  To all ladies out there..please show my friend some real Fu-loving. I am very much sure it will be returned: $safe_uid_dname@ fubar
Events     Rain droplets Make swirls   Stiff breezes Sway limbs   Falling trees Do make noise   Chocolate Kisses Taste sweet  
List is not from A to Y but from A to Z. I did forget. L is for Lies, F is for Fraud, C is for Crimes, V is for Victims, and you all know who you are and what you are, lest we forget. Enjoy a beautiful Saturday in August. Norio  
The Passing Of A True Patriot
I am so sorry to hear of the passing  of former President Corazon Aquino.  The world needs more people like her not less.  The Phillipines loss is a loss to all freedom loving countries.
Get Nekkid With Dj Liltulip!
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Nightie Contest
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Thepink Dress
The Pink DressThere was this little girl sitting by herself in the park.Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad..Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and did try, the girl just sat And watched the people go by.She never tried to speak.She never said a word.Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there.Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyesToday I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone..As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress.It was grotesquely shaped.I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no Effort to speak to her.Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someo
If I Was Your Woman
everyday i'm with you I love you more, my heart longs to see you, until its sore, and did you know, that when you finally arrive- its not til then, that i feel alive. because without you, there is no me. kinda like without fish, there is no sea (haha lame i know =) ) i can't wait til the day that we are one just like the sky is with the sun (i really suck at this....) but with every time our eyes meet you become another part of me,and our love is so sweet- and so deep, that i dont ever wanna be without you, even in our sleep, dont you see, whenever im with you, my eyes glow and gleam because life with you..its more than a dream, i cant even consider it reality because in a life with you in it, there is no gravity, nothing can pull me down, nothing can pull us to the ground we'll always be together, and thats from the bottom of my heart, we are the only people that can tear us apart, so please don't ever leave me cause i wont ever leave you and you, and everyone else knows that its true
This Is My Station Lounge & Lkooking For More Members
The Invitation
Pardon me but I must voice myself.  I’m enjoying our friendship, but today I demand a little more.  I have always been sincere with you and I speak what I feel.  I will be bold at the risk of a slap. Pay attention if you like sex.  I am inviting you to an adventure that you won’t regret.  I will bring protection; you just bring your body. I want to use you from Friday through Sunday.  No, no, no, I don’t want to talk about love, let’s talk about what turns you on and your favorite position.  I will be your teacher and my house your school.  Be good and learn new things. Mmm, you have such a beautiful body, come here and lay it on my bed!  Your wish is my command as I begin to caress.  You don’t worry about the time forget about the clock.  Turn off your cell phone, please don’t ruin the occasion.   We are mature and this is not a crime.  If they accuse us of anything, just laugh quietly and I will do the same.   Last night I had a dream,
Was Trying To See About Making A Deal For It
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Through The Darkness
Through The Darkness Do I deserve what I've got?Unable to see straightProbably not.I sat alone insideUnable to seeOr even to hideI searched for someoneTo maybe be my light;Shining through the shadows..But in time i've come to findThat I seek someone in which to share;These shadows, it's caressI've found happiness in darkness You felt my rage consiquently;No apology could take it awayI saw what I wanted to see.Like my brain forged an entryA cryptic memoryRegretful of my mistakeNeeding something, someone to beWanting something I couldn't just takeBut I was to blind in my search to see;Through the darknessYou came to me.
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What Happened To The Date?
I met this girl in the store , she asked me was I married , I said no.. but why? She replied ...well i'm looking for someone for my dad. I asked well how old is your dad? She says 60 yrs old. I'm feeling like wtf do I look 60? Shit.. I met her dad , he seemed pretty cool , nice cadillac. We took a walk around the park by half a mile he was tired. So I asked do you feel like jogging? He thought I was joking!! Next a man came to me introduced himself as Pastor blank and blank. Gave me his business card with church location and contact information. As I walked away , Pastor blank and blank says give me a call witcha fine ass. Did he just say ass? Whatever , I called him a month later only to get some type a spiritual guidance. After talking to him for a week on the phone ,  I forgot he was a pastor. Also well over 55 , but what was the joke? I never heard a Pastor say nucca's be tripping , or you fine ass hell ,and let me take you out for ice cream!! Can I meet someone I actually like?
Welcome To Silent Hill Pt. 1
Ran out the back door to go to the garageIt's daytime but it looks like a mirageThe air is thick and calm and everything's hazyA red orange goo blocking sun from letting grazingThe garage door is opened so I go on insideSearch through my pockets find the keys to my rideI got inside my car and I started it upThe muffler blows smoke it hasn't been drove in monthsI back out, turn around then I head down the drivewayI drive down the street until I get to the highwayI don't even know how to get thereTime is passing like the trees I just stop and stareBlankly out the window, it's like the car drives on its ownTaking me where it wants, destination unknownUntil I pass a sign I read it in my rearviewWelcome to Silent Hill, the road is Lathan AvenueWelcome to Silent Hill - we hope you enjoy your stay hereWelcome to Silent Hill - where reality becomes your worst fearWelcome to Silent Hill - try to trap your sanity inside your headWelcome to Silent Hill - where the population is deadThe road was b
Purity In Murda
When you think of sucide tell me what you feelIs it a razor to your wrist or just another cap you wanna peelWhen you deal with the Devil your fate is sealedWhen you deal with something non existent it's like a gun for realThis is the tale of a mad man and a sad man who took the final stepAnd took the Devils hand and regretted it sinceBecause of insolence, he's the killer that ruled his world with an iron fistHis name is Andy, he was abused as a childBeatin' down in school, he lived a scrub lifestyleEven though he had a little money he never caredHe'd rather watch a horror movie and not be scaredOf the reality that's outside his roomA place of hatred, broken promises and eternal doomHe's consumed by these images of death and final restI guess when you break it down it's all he had leftSo one dark night he kissed his grandmother goodnightOnly to roam the back streets of the 505Heroin needles and junkies filled the back part of CentralHis heart was racing he was feeling criticalHe didn't
The Nerve Of Some People....haterz!!!
Ok,so...I really dislike when ppl hate on other peoples talents I mean straight put down or hate on ppls vids.or songs etc.. I mean if someone plays the guitar and you say oh i've heard better its like ok u've heard better, but can YOU do better? Huh? What? I DIDNT THINK SO! Same with dance for example (Person 1) "Oh i can do that" (Person 2 *dancer*) "Oh so you can do piroettes? let me see you do 3 now go...." *starts out half way through falls on butt* (Perosn 2 *dancer*) "Yeah thats what I thought." The thing i'm trying to put out there is please dont critizise unless you can do better and prove it. Like on youtube there are haterz and you go on their profile what do you see? No videos at all and its like Wtf!? you have no damn room to hate cause you have no vids and prob couldnt do better anyways.For example some people critizise the final dance scene of Center Stage (look at the vid its in my stash) their all like "Oh its non-relaistic!" and "Omg! thats not possible" and its like
1984: the Baby cherokee was created with either an AMC 2.5L 4cyl or a Chevy 2.8 V6 motor the Grill was a 10 slot and it came in 2 or 4 door with a rear hatch they could have either a Ba 10 or BA 15 5 speed tranny or a 3 speed auto
Once again, I'm amazed I've survived serious injury this long! For those of you completely oblivious to my routine, self-destructive daily antics, let's just say I'm not the most graceful gauze pad in the first aid box. I seem to lack even the most rudimentary coordination for simple everyday activities. Like the other day, for example… It was an average, ordinary, routine day…started innocently enough, as do they all. I was washing dishes while glancing at the television, a bit of "Home Ec" multitasking if you will. This would definitely not be a problem for most people, but for "Butterfingers Mc Stumbleoften", strange things were bound to happen. I was routinely cleaning, washing, and setting aside dishes, completely oblivious to my impending kitchen cataclysm. My attention must have strayed for a moment, distracted by a random beer commercial with scantily clad boobies or a series of shiny moving objects…I seem have the attention span of a Wal-Mart hamster in a bathtub f
Busted Blog 7/31/09!!
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Busted Blog 7/31/09!
Now that I've built my new pc and have it up and running its time to get a new busted blog out. I've been itching to post this blog for two weeks now. Princesa Profile Link: This lovely fubar member blocked me recently for no reason other then being afraid of getting busted. So it only seems right to put her at the top of my blog. Don't forget to take a look at princesa's status in the image above. Now why is it that she can have a camera to have nude photos of herself to sell online but no salute? Perhaps because the REAL person in the photos is Brianna Garcia.  Selling someone elses copyrighted work is ILLEGAL!! If you google Brianna Garcia you'll come across tons of photos of her INCLUDING salutes she's made for other sites!! IF the girl on fubar was Brianna Garcia she would have a salute by now. ***
This Sh!t Is Cr@zy!!!
Strange Minds!!! Lol
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That Kiss
That Kiss....................Time stands still.There you are, Holding me,Kissing me, Loving me.I've never felt more lovedin my life.A moment to cherish forever,Real or not, It doesn't matter.You only you,Hold the key to my heart.That Kiss...The most loving, tender kiss.A fleeting second in time thatChanged my life forever.That Kiss...Was it just a fantasy, a wish,A dream.A moment that holds myheart as tight as a vise.A moment etched foreverInto my memory.It feels so real...My skin shivers from your touch.Then, as you lean downTo kiss my lips once more,The alarm awakens me.My fantasy, my wish, my dream.That Kiss..
Night Of Wondering
Night of wondering................Lost in this moment in timeStill yearning for tomorrow's loveStill hope to make you mineHolding on to a beautiful dreamAnd still waiting for that special dayBut I wait for you on a bed of nailsAs this cherished love slips awayAs Shadows fall and another day pastVisions of paradise lights a desirous flameSweet memories of you will always lastAnd my love for you will still be the sameWhen I sleep you still grace me with your presenceBut this allure is only in a dreamLast night we float down desire's riverAnd we sailed along the lover's streamWe delighted in the joy and we tasted the painWe had many days of sunshine and a few drizzles of rainWe rise and fall but through it allMy love for you will still remainAm I blind for feeling the way I doIs it a crime that I still love youI always will, whatever it takes, only if you knewAnd I will cherish each moment, so precious and trueAs long as the rainbow still colors the skyAnd the moon still lights the nightA
Angel And Her Lover
ANGEL AND HER LOVER...............The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true And in this embrace their love renew. When all is done and all's been said, Upon her breasts he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone. A greater love, he's never known
Day One
Hey, I am back trying this site again. . looks kind of cool. I am pretty social so drop me a line!
Dreaming About You
Dreaming About You... ....................Sitting in the dark tonightAlone in my corner of the worldI can't see the lightI want to be your girlOr do I? I don't know...I really have no clueI feel like I have no where to goBecause I'm so in love with youMiles separate us And so I thought I didn't have to yearnI thought I could escape the lustGod, I have so much to learnI've been living a lieI wish I was yours, stillI pretended I haven't wished that, by and byBut in my heart I know I always willI can't come out and tell How I dream about you every nightMy life seems like a living hellBecause without you it isn't rightI want to just call you mineAnd let you hold me closeBut I've got to give this timeI want your love the mostYou seem so angry sometimesAnd I wish I could kiss it awayBut to my morals that would be a crimeYet I wish it every dayIt seems like you are so distantI want to tell you how I feelBut it's impossible, I can'tYou wouldn't take me for realSo I sit here in the darkQuiet bu
You Must Be An Angel
YOU MUST BE AN ANGEL................... You must be an angelSent from the heavenly skiesFor I see such beautiful heavenWhen I look into your eyesYou must be an angelSent to watch over meFor I taste sweet, sweet heavenWhen I kiss your lips tenderlyYou must be an angelSent to keep me from harmFor I feel warm tender heavenWhen I embrace you in my armsYou must be an angelSent from Heaven aboveFor I am taken to HeavenWhen I have you to loveYou must be an angel.
An Angel Walks Beside Me
AN ANGEL WALKS BESIDE ME...........An angel walks beside me,I feel him everyday,he helps me through lives ups and downs,and whatever comes my way.He guides me down the road of life,and lights the darkest roads,he picks me up and carries me,when I can not bear the load.He helps to ease the pain I feel,he mends my spirit, too,he holds my hand, and shelters me,and gives me courage and strength, too.He speaks to me with words of love,and he listens to my pleas,he was sent here from the lord above,to guide and comfort me.I know he's always watching,though his form I can not see,its a peace I feel deep in my heart,that leads me to believe.An angel walks beside me,I feel blessed everyday,that the presence of this angel,will never go away.
Wishing For A Dream Lover
Wishing for a Dream Lover ............Reach out your handAnd place it gently in mineLet us become oneAs ours souls intertwineThe night surrounds usFilled with the starsAs we danced under the moonAnd make love in the darkYour kisses like velvetYour touch like silkAs we envelope each other And create a love stiltLet our bond be unbroken And lasts many nightsFrom the beginning to the endNever losing its sightSo if by chance we let goAnd drift slowly apartLet the love we endeavoredContinue silently in our hearts
Walking With An Angel
Walking with an angel,I do it every dayYour guardian angel is with you,come what may.Assigned by God,and sent to watch over youHe's with you each day,no matter what you do.You don't believe,you don't think this is soHe guards each step you take,he wants you to know.Ever been close to death,just one step away,Catch yourself saying,boy was I ever lucky today.Luck didn't do it,whether you realize it or notProtected in his arm's,the Lord has not forgotYou don't believe,you don't think this is soHe guards each step you take,he wants you to know.More times than you know,death does knockBut your angel will protect,if you're planted firmly on the rock.The next time you come close,take a good look around,He may be right next to you,or no where to be found. You don't believe,you don't think this is so,He guards each step you take,he wants you to knowYou may or may not see him,but he's always thereRemember that the next timeyou miss death by a hair.Do you need an angel,do you know where to lookAl
Ugh! My Life!
Ok so my life really sucks in my opinion. Do you realize how hard it is to meet a nice guy!?!?! I have taken the advice of friends and not tried to meet a boyfriend online (i.e. personals sites) and tried to focus on meeting a local man in person. Not having any luck. Anyone out there ... here is a question I have for you ... Where does a single mom go to find a nice man????
~~~my Link In The Chain~~~
Ok all my friends out there that have a way w/ words...(i know your out there!!!) Also those of you like me that just want to give it a shot. Come add a link to the chain poem that my friend aspiring_ writer  has started. Here it it so far ..2nd verse ( in red ) is mine . stop by his page and check it out ,comment,show some love and add on to it......:D   If you add on it will be added on here on my page too.... I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone cou
Should Be In The Dictionary
 These fit so well they should be in a dictionary.    ADULT: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. BEAUTY PARLOR: A place where women curl up and dye. CANN
How Old Is Grandpa???
One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and things in general.The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before:'television'penicillin'polio shots'frozen foods'Xerox'contact lenses'Frisbees and'
Whos this monster i see before me... She stares blankly into my eyes from behind the mirror. Her face shredded with the beatings. She is younger than i a friend from my past. It is cruel she looks like i. Tears fall from her cheeks blood trickling from her finger tips. Her eye is almost shut with swelling. She smiles placing a hand into the glass and says "Im glad one day this will all be gone" Juneflower1986
Work And Respect
Yesterday at work aa co-worker I've worked with for about 8 years quit. I knew he was unhappy due to very valid reasons with management change and his new suprvisor always fucking with him. He decided to leave with his head held high. Honestly, he left in a better manner then I would have. Anyway, it just sucks. He was a friend and a good guy to have around work. Part of what really bothers me is the complete lack of respect for the man. He always brought in sales consistantly. Sure everyone has their faults but since he left it seems like no one gives a damn. They elevated two new younger guys into the sales and the way they have handled themselves is just sick. I understand that they are excited for their new positions but to ride the coat tails for someone before them with no sign of respect and only bad things to say has really rubbed me raw. Sometimes the human nature makes me want to sleip farther and farther away from society. right now I am just bummed :(
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Just Makes Me Laugh...
4 sorry ass, pathetic, 2-faced people have recently been ex-communicated out of mine and another close friends lives. Now after these pathetic turncoats were all but erased from existing as far as either of us were concerned, one in particular makes a passive indirect attempt at showing remorse, which as the forgiving person I am made me consider offering them a reprieve. But as the fates would have it I come here on a whim out of boredom after a long absence and note the activity going on here. Stupid status messages and befriending of people who as far as I'm concerned can kill themselves in their self inflicted depression, succomb to further viral disease and follow suit like the good little lemming they are, respectively to each one of them. So that immediately puts me back into perspective of the main problem to begin with. LOYALTY! The most disloyal, turn on you for the current flavor of the month motherfucker I've ever had the displeasure of knowing. Let me tell you a little
I'm So Screwed.....
So other than the 35 days in May that I was losing my mind and begged him not to contact me... We haven't gone more than a week without seeing each other. I can't help it... I love him like I never have loved anyone. I am a better person when he is in my life, whatever the circumstance.  I'm not going to let this get too serious too fast though. Although, he is already questioning me if I don't answer or call back. I think that is kind of funny. :)  So we will just have to see where this goes..... I won't give up any dates or anything. And I won't let myself get too wrapped up in his world. I have to maintain my own separate life for a while.  I can't believe it has been 6 months, 24 days. Yikes.... 
It Happens To The Best Of Us
I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone could hurt those, I've been rejected by everyone and everything from friends to girls and family. I experimented with drugs and lost my home, car and job. I've been hurt by my first love and had suicidal thoughts. I learned life is full of ups and downs, its got goods and bads and ins and outs. But these are things god uses to test us, just keep in mind these things happen to the best of us. I haven't had it as hard as most ,some tests I've had to re
Purpose Of These Blogs
i have decided to try an experiment with poetry. i have written a poem that i wish for others to help me continue. i have put in my verse and now i want everyone else to read this to have a verse of their own. if you want a verse but have trouble putting your thoughts into words just let me know. if you are interested but would like to know more about what im wanting to see or the meaning behind the poem in question just ask. ill be happy to assist in any way i can.
I Am New To This
Hi Everyone! I juat want to let everyone know that I am new to this site, and have no idea about it lol. If anyone is interest in helping me out...PLZ LET ME KNOW. Thanksm and have a good night.
I Was Asked A Question Today, This Is My Answer!!!
How do you know when your in love??? In the things you do for me. In your words that come from your heart. The little things are what makes me happy. The things people don't realize means everything to me. I don't need fancy thing to make me happy. Holding hands, a hug, a kiss, a simple little flower that was picked for me. That means the world to me. Someone cook me a meal that makes me happy. Just simple little things that's all I need. I am head over hills in love with you. Why hell I don't know. I can't explain why...All I know is that I LOVE YOU!!!
War In The Middle East
On the whole book note, if you could ask a Marine and a Muslim any questions on this suject what would it be?
""the Object Of A New Year""
The object of a New Year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul.
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Bobbitt Family Update
Bobbitt Family Update   In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with?   A Misdewiener!
I was in the pub yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperately needed to fart. The music was really, really loud, so I timed my farts with the beat. After a couple of songs, I started to feel better.  I finished my pint and noticed that everybody was staring at me. Then I suddenly remembered that I was listening to my iPod.
Blondes   =0 D CAR TROUBLE A blonde p ushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died.   After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly.   She says, 'What's the story?'   He replies, 'Just crap in the carburetor'   She asks, 'How often do I have to do that?' SPEEDING TICKET
SUMBITCH    A  filthy rich MISSISSIPPI man decided that heWanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors.  He also invited Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood.  He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating Shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women.  At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in.'  The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool!Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass!  Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor. The water was churning and splashing everywhere.  BothLeroy and
She turns it on when they're all gone.Then she flips and slips her high heels on.Arching shadows fill the room..With the dim light of the longing moon.No doubt her love has diminished.Finally with him she is surely finished.No false hopes of lingerie and his caress.She is within her own loveliness.And she concedes,that she is the only one she can please.....In the dark kisses,always your,Keppiebad to the bone.....xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
The Defiler
I laugh at your painI rejoice in your agonyI revel in your shameI am giddy with your lack of visionI have taken my timeWaited and waited, patientlyWatching, observingListening, and sniffing the air for weaknessThe moment has comeYou do not see meI strike like a virus, unbiddenInfecting you with the impurities of this worldYou no longer have directionEvery decision you make is wrought with idiocyYou lash out at others, thinking they are the reasonYou fool, you think you are in controlI will bleed you dryAnd revel in the stink of your decayI will make you sufferAnd mock you while you wallow in self pityI will make you hateFill you further with the sins of this worldI will make you my puppetAnd take your free will like a thiefYou will become the hatedYou will vomit volumes of illegitimate babblePeople will become disgusted with youAnd those that take pity on you, will soon see you are not worthy of itYou inbred offspringYou waste of spermYou now have nothing to offerYou are nothing to beg
World Rock Radio
Well its back...World Rock Radio except this time we will be what we were supposed to be..a true net station with many great things attached. We are now hiring DJS...interested hit me and leave me a message.   Rock On DJ Evil
Messed Up Birthday
Sometimes you gotta say,"Make tha 2 fifths of J.D. and an I.V.  
    I'm getting tired of this.  The needless drama that surrounds my own family.  One uncle dying, people get stressed out about it, I'm unemployed, no real hopes of college, single, and living in my parents basement.  I can honestly say that if i were to vanish, there wouldn't really be any significant difference in the lives of those who surround me.  I have no point.  The only person who seems to have a want for my presence I'm not sure I really care about anymore, and I've seen women, rare though they may be, who I truly desire, but I have no chance with.  I'm a lost soul... and i don't even know if i want to be found anymore.  My thoughts turn more often to my leaving.  No word, no notice.. just absence.  Leaving a small void in the lives of my friends and family that could just as well be filled with a new pet.      I've nowhere to go... though if I had a chance to be somewhere else I'm sure I should take it.  I've just moved around so much that all places seem the same to me.  T
Exquisite Love
Making It Up
The rain falls in the darkness of my mind in the depths nothing but darkness I find the pain shatters the window of light The tears I do need to fight yes I do there is no trying unless I choose to keep crying Mindless Self Indulgence stays in thought you "stupid mother fucker" I should have fought what demeants drove me to think you were good then you pulled some shit from the hood steal my soul and break anothers heart for tour own passion attempt to tear us apart I love him more than my infatuation I put myself in the situation but you know better than to touch right now I hate you so much I shattered his heart and trust making it up to him is a must  
It is midnight, the witching hour upon this All Hallows eve. I am alone, in bed.Asleep, yet not asleep.Restless for some reason, I cannot fathom.My skin prickles and itches with an unspoken desire.I shrug to myself. Nerves, I say. Such paltry folly of mankind.I roll over, and fall into a heavy delerium.I awake. And perceive a misty apparition.She is here.Never have I seen such beauty.Her long, thick, flowing hair. Dark and seemingly alive all of its own.Her skin, pale as a china doll's, and as flawless as a diamond.Her lips, full and ripe. Moist with a dewey nectar that I lust to taste.Her eyes; almond shaped, dark, and bottomless pools of eros.Her body is full and rubenesque. Well endowed and ripe.She is beautiful. Is this a dream? Am I not awake? I must be, for no such perfection has visited upon me in all my days.I begin to arise, but she places a perfectly manicured hand upon my shoulder, and I slump back onto the bed. As if she suddenly drained my energy.She walks to the other sid
You Claim
You claim to love, Yet you are as loving as clayYou claim to be unconditional, Yet you soil us with your vilest filthYou claim to be faithful, Yet you beseech those you have supposedly forsakenYou claim to trust, Yet you search endlessly for the most minute of flawYou claim to help, Yet the help you give, is that of a cobra’s venomYou claim to desire, Yet you desire only yourselfYou claim to need, Yet the needs you yearn for, are beyond love’s scopeYou claim despair, Yet it is only your self-centered nature that deceives your true intentionsYou claim everything, Yet you reap nothing.You claim intelligence and wisdom, Yet only your stupidity and immaturity show.
The Slilent Scream Of Rage
I grew up not knowing the evils of this worldI had to discover them on my ownThe banshees of greed and avariceThe demons of hate and envyThe succubuses of lust and desireThe changelings of corruption and apathyWounds, gouged out of my heart, due to my ignoranceThe arnour of indifference now drapes my frameKnowing what I know now, my mouth opens in a silent scream of rage.
The Outcast
I am the outcastThe black sheepI am the shunnedThe hatedI am the filth of your worldI am its decayI am the perversion of fleshThe twisted idea of pleasureI am the blade that piercesI am the drinker of your crimson riversI am the one that laughs at your painI am the architecht of your destructionI am the result of your apathyI am the ends of your meansI am finished with you at this pointAnd I await more of your kind
The Devil's Plaything
Look aroundAt the devil’s playgroundYou stand in its midstThe epicenter of his filthYou hear the screams Yet you become deafYou suffer its injusticesBut you are muteYou see his atrocities and arcane delightsHowever you do nothingYou are no longer youYou are his playthingEnjoy his passions and lustsFor you are nevermore
Why Do You Love Me?
Why do you love me?I am flawed, cracked, eroded.By the very sands of time itself.Why do you love me?I will die with only these two hands, a pauper.And all you will be left with, is a husk.Why do you love me?Have I not caused more grief than joy?Have I not failed, more than I have suceeded?Why do you love me?You say I am handsome, yet I see only the wretched being that I call myself, me.Flesh is easily traded for the synthetic.Do you truly love me?Do you truly want me?My soul cries every night for love or release.My heart weeps a thousand tears for either.Emptiness, where love once resided eons ago, is the only feeling within me left.Where there once was shouts of joy, only the echo of silence prevails.No honor is done on my behalfNo tribute is paid towards my sufferageOnly the lash and manacle, are my rewardsThe scars and wounds on my soul, my only trophiesYou seek not me, you demand my blind obedience.You love not me, only the actions that bring you pleasureWhy do you love me?
Putrid Excuse
You are a miserable excuse for a person.You prey upon others’ generosity, You attempt to charm your way into their hearts, You want to use their goodness for your own lack of esteem.You want to voice your own opinion, and be damned of the consequences.You want to spend others’ money, but to hell and perdition if you want to spend YOURSYou so do not want to hear advice.You do not wish to learn wisdom.You do not wish to care about anyone; except for yourself.You are the most vile of filthy scum I have every met.You claim to love people, but inside it’s all about YOU.You claim to care about people; but only when it suits YOU.You haven’t a care about hurting people- or their feelings, but the world be damned (!) if YOUR feelings-opinions-voice are hurt!Your laziness oozes from you like the stench of death, Your attitude of ME-ME-ME, is so visible as the sun’s rays.Your willingness to open your putrid mouth and spout your stupidity to the world, is on par with
Ok, I'm in the new apartment, have my internet, my new PC, my phone, and just about all my furniture. Anyone that wants the #, just ask. I'll be back on here more often now, since I don't have anyone over my shoulder while I'm on the PC. *slurpz everyone's face*
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Day Old Hate
So let's face it this was never what you wanted But I know it's fun to pretend Now blank stares and empty threats Are all I have, they're all I have. So drown me and if you can Or we could just have conversation. And I fall, I fall, I falter But I'll find you before I drift away Now you still speak of day old hate Though your whole world has gone up into flames And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing And how safe it is to feel safe. So drown me and if you can Or we could just have conversation. And I fall, I fall, I falter But I'll find you before I drift away The things we do just to stay alive The things we do just to stay alive The things we do just to stay alive The things we do just to keep ourselves alive.
Finally A New Blog July 31, 2009
Sorry it has been soo long since I have blogged.. i have been so sick lately and i'm still in the hospital.. 2 days ago was the first day in a week and a half that i have finally kept solid food and more then sprite in my system.. otherwise i would throw up a few times a day.. and we figured out it was one of the antibiotics they were givin me that was making me so sick cuz everytime they would hang it which was 3 times a day i would get very nautious and then start throwing up and i'd throw up quite a few times the whole hour the antibiotic was goin through my system and they would still give me stuff for the nausia the oral pain pills and the iv pain pills too. and i'd still be throwing up and i wouldnt be able to eat a thing or drink anything not even water the only thing i could drink was sprite that would actually stay in my system.. and all of that started last wednesday and went all the way to today since they also had me taking potassium pills the whole time also anywhere from
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Corazon Aquino
MANILA, Philippines – Former President Corazon Aquino, who swept away a dictator with a "people power" revolt and then sustained democracy by fighting off seven coup attempts in six years, died on Saturday, her son said. She was 76. The uprising she led in 1986 ended the repressive 20-year regime of Ferdinand Marcos and inspired nonviolent protests across the globe, including those that ended Communist rule in eastern Europe. But she struggled in office to meet high public expectations. Her land redistribution program fell short of ending economic domination by the landed elite, including her own family. Her leadership, especially in social and economic reform, was often indecisive, leaving many of her closest allies disillusioned by the end of her term. Still, the bespectacled, smiling woman in her trademark yellow dress remained beloved in the Philippines, where she was affectionately referred to as "Tita (Auntie) Cory." "She was headstrong and single-minded in one goal, an
Another Edition Of Random Andy Facts
1. i have been arrested twice...the first time i took the rap for my roommate so he wouldnt miss his kid's birth and the other was my stupidity along with a friends...i have done my time and paid for it...leave it be thanx 2. i was the fat kid that got picked on and i still am self conscious about it from time to time 3. i have a brutal temper, it takes a lot to have it come out but it has and i have the scars to prove it 4. i sometimes feel im a failure as a parent 5. i think of someone constantly but i cant have them and i know they feel the same 6. i have never cheated on a gf nor have i ever thought of it 7. if i could hold my heart in my hand it would be shattered to the size of grains of sand 8. i have a hard time showing my feelings unless i am extremely mad 9. i still have yet to cry over dad's death 10. if things had gone right i would have 3 kids now instead of just 1 11. i sometimes i think i write these random things so i can get them off my chest and feel a litt
Jupiter Impact Scar
Great show. got drunk and still enjoyed the show.
Think About It!!! ((let Me Know Your Thoughts))
I am reading this book, And I come to a part of the book that says this....AT SOME POINT IN OUR LIVES,MOST OF US WANT TO GO BACK TO A SIMPLIER,HEALTIER,OR HAPPIER TIME.WE CAN'T,BUT WE STILL KEEP DREAMING ABOUT HOW IT ONCE WAS.   WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IS, IF YOU COULD GO BACK TO THE HAPPIEST TIME IN YOUR LIVE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW, OR MAYBE WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? THINK ABOUT IT   HALEY XXOX   Let me but live my life from year to year, With forward face and unreluctant soul; Not hurrying to, nor turning from the goal; Not mourning for the things that disappear In the dim past, nor holding back in fear From what the future veils; but with a whole And happy heart, that pays its toll To Youth and Age, and travels on with cheer. So let the way wind up the hill or down, O'er rough or smooth, the journey will be joy: Still seeking what I sought when but a boy, New friendship, high adventure, and a crown, My heart will keep the courage of the quest, And hope the road's l
Find Someone Else
I gave you all I had and give you what I have taking nothing but joy from my fears of anguish the words of my pain and sorrow you turn around and use against me every bit of sentiment I disperse is destroyed by your simplistic character a heart of glass full of love you managed to take of the shelf with pleasure break it into a million pieces each piece struggling to pick itself up only to be stompped on by fear and self pity you envision your self worth as nothing better than dirt yet it still exceeds mine at least by your demented souls vision I gave up so much of myself only to be dumped into the trash and not just any trash but trash of your victims to live to see the pain is not enough for you it must be relived each day to comfort the release of your own pains recollection you're doing to me as she did to your demise to understand your own self worth you trash mine to see yours is much better to envision a promissary commission for what has been take
Spell Check My Arse
Google chrome spell check = weird. Typed honour (yes, that's how it should be spelt) and it gave me honor, which as I know is how you spell it, but it also gave me hon our...seriously...   Funnily enough spelt isn't on there either.   
Fantasy #2
This is where the story and me, a night alone on a steamy July evening. I am standing at the large island in the kitchen  making us some morgan and coke. you can hear the sound of the ice clinking in the know exactly what is about to happen. As I stand there in your button up white shirt and no bra, just wearin my red lace boyshorts. I take a piece of ice and place it on my hot skin just at the nape of my neck I lean my head back, enjoying the coolness of the ice, as it begins to melt, it trickles down my chest.  I look back up and see you sitting have unzipped your pants and are making your way to the kitchen. You come up behind me and take the ice from my delicate fingers.....placing it in your then run the ice over my nipples making them hard instantly I grab your hair and run my fingers thru it pulling you into me, needing the warmth of your skin to warm me up. You then toss the ice in the sink and take my breast in your hand..
The Weak Mind
Sad is the lonely heart that be am I to wonder does he really love me if so why not take a stand remember you sir took my hand I am the one you are to marry to say nothing to me is scary I come to you out of my way go home is all you say not glad we are to see my face maybe I should slow the pace ask me here for you a smoke seriously is this a joke from you no hug or kiss a couple of cigs and dismiss married to your job are you just bite your lip and chew I'm tired of hearing you hate work think and love me sometime jerk I Love You means nothing now shouldn't have to "make this work somehow" you don't try to make love be it just should do you see now you're angry with me didn't want to hear my side of the story I want to be around you but I hate this place too we are falling apart I want it to be like the start going on a date once a week the toliet is flushing take a peak I hope it's stopped in the main otherwise watch it go down the drain weak and frag
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Wifes Night Out.
WIFE'S NITE OUT Your wife decides to go outwith her friends drinking and dancing . . .You're okay with it,because you get to watch sports and play on the Internet all night . . .You hear her stumble into bed around 4 am    and laugh knowing    she's going to    have a monster hangover . . .You wake up the next morning    and go outside to the family Volvo,    which she used last night . . .You sigh in relief because it's all in one piece . . You circle the car looking for dents and find none . . .But . . .Wait a minute . . .
Music is a huge part of my day to day life, as I'm sure it is for many. Events stick in my memory because of a piece of music/song/gig that I've been to...or memories are "evoked" when I hear a piece of music. The following are a few that immediately came to mind from a (fairly) long ago period in my life...and instantly brought a smile to my face.. Blood on Blood (live) 2nd row of a Sold out Giants stadium, 2001. Every hair on the back of my neck was on end...goosebumps everywhere. Not just an amazing moment, but a great trip with some wonderful friends. Sultans of swing album. Specifically hanging out in Mark Woods bedroom during the summer of 1990 with a new group of friends. This "saved" me from being with my regular friends for the summer who all retuned to school in the Sept of 1990 smoking, to some degree or another. So glad I didnt have to face the peer pressure at that point in time. Poison - Talk dirty to me. The Cat, Nantwich...Saturday Rock night throughout th
Internet Marketers Niche
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A Book Through To Eyes
A friend of mine and I were talking about writin a book togther on the war in the middle east from two diffrent aspects, One through a Marines eyes and the other through the eyes of a Muslim, being that is what he is. I want your oppinion on this and if this would be something of intrest.
My husband and I both work and go to school. However it seem like ever since I started school, “me bettering myself“ is getting in the way of his plans. I do donate plasma two times a week b4 school,to help with gas money. After I donate,I feel so sick that I feel,like I never want to do it again. I love my husband so much that I am willing to make myself sick so he can get to school and work. So I was thinking if I quite school just long enough for him to graduate.My Financial aid is good for six month after I quite,and then ill do back the same time he graduates. I know it’s cutting it real close,but I would go back. So the way I see it we would be doing ok if everything goes as I have planed.Some of the reasons for me to quite school is as follow: I’m not here in time to make a hot meal for him b4 he goes to work /school,I am in school 3 days a week, so my hours got cut back at work ,I’m not home enough so he had to take on some of the house keeping, no
Just Breifly Now
Of all the effects of arrogance and egotism that run rampant over the American Mindset i think the one I enjoy least is the unappreciative attitude. I mean, how difficult is it when someone does something for you to just say Thanks? I always do, but then I guess its cause its easy when it only happens once in a blue moon. Living with such an undifferentiated mass of microcephalic ingrates has left me feeling suicidal again so I will go.
Come Back To Me
You say you gotta go and find yourself You say that you're becoming someone else Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you You say you're leaving as you look away I know there's really nothing left to say Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you So I'll let you go, I'll set you free And when you've seen what you need to see When you find you, come back to me Take your time, I won't go anywhere Picture you with the wind in your hair I'll keep your things right where you left them I'll be here for you Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free And when you've seen what you need to see When you find you, come back to me And I hope you find everything that you need I'll be right here waiting to see You find you, come back to me I can't get close if you're not there I can't get inside if there's no soul there I can't face you, I can't save you It's something you'll have to do So I'll let you go, I'
Coversation Of Lovers
Come away with me my secret loveCome away with me to our secret fantasyTake my hand. I'll lead you thereShh your secrets are safe with meMy secret loveI crave to be in that secret fantasyBut I am scared to let goand blindly take your handMy secrets I am hesitant to shareBaby it's okayClose your eyes Don't be afraidFor I am your escapeLeave your worries behind  please don't be hesitantYou make it sound so easyto just run awayBaby believe me it's okayAren't you worried?Do you have any care?Baby with you I have no fearI have no worriesAnd yes I careI care for youI care for you tooand I want to escape with youBut how do I forget?How do I not be hesitant?Its not easyI know, I seeBut believe me my loveWhen I take you on this fantasyYou also will see you should leave with meI want to believe my loveand fly in your armsI want to see  Should I go on this fantasyThe
I Was Dared
5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answers. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 5 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I DARE you to repost this. And see what people ask you
I'm Featured On The Tattooed Women Blog!
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You Dared Me !
5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answers. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 5 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I DARE you to repost this. And see what people ask you
ECG (Heart Tracing) ECG (called EKG in USA) stands for ElectroCardioGram. This test looks at the electrical activity in the heart. How Is It Done? The first step is to attach adhesive electrodes to the chest and limbs. It may be necessary to shave the chest to get good skin contact. In women, the elctrodes are places under/around the left breast. The machine will then be attached to the electrodes. At this point the patient will be asked to lie very still while the machine takes a recording for about 10 seconds. The test is not painful or uncomfortable. Why Is It Done The usual reasons for an ECG are chest pain, palpitations, fast/slow/irregular pulse, shortness of breath or unconsciousness. Many doctors also request an ECG as a baseline investigation. It does not necessarily mean something is wrong with your heart. What Does It Show The heart is a muscular organ with its own "wiring". For each heartbeat, an electrical impulse travels through the wiring in a specific way, causin
Forever Sealed Yesterday
Understand the wave of sorrows flowing through Life’s many rivers Listen to the sound of sad teardrops Realize the rain of sadness weeping with Love’s many heartaches Feel the tide of wanting a true love The ocean is full and wide Treasures everywhere Lakes and seas will join together as one Accept Love’s truest form, Pure since Time’s first beginning Renew Life’s promises, Unbroken until Time’s death Remember Childhood vows forever sealed yesterday Cherished words Never will fade Impressions will always stay Motivate the search for tomorrows streaming through Life’s different waters Listen to the sound of new heartbeats Visualize the cries of laughter smiling with Love’s different bondings Feel the joy of living a romance The world is full and wide Treasures everywhere Hope and faith will join together as one Remember Childhood vows forever sealed yesterday Cherished words Never will fade Impressions will al
Enough Already
Why do the fuckin assholes who live behind me think I wanna hear rtheir mariachi bullshit fucking music every day all fuckin day> Iswear to fuck I am about to go postal. I am calling INS fuck this shit *end rant*
List Of Grievances
My brain isn't functioning, I'm either so exhausted or completely brain dead.... I hate these things: men who where athletic socks with dress shoes men who are so intellectual they become arrogant and condescending woman who think beauty is more important then brains people who clear their throat over the phone people who do snot rockets in the shower people who spit on the sidewalk as your walking down it the list goes on I am so seriously stupid right now my response time will be slow *kicks you all in the shins and walks away*   Wicked
tower work......that which doesnt kill ya,makes ya stronger...welllllll maybe. C, after much scratchin of noggins by the powers that be...the owner..and the supervisors...a conclusion was reached about when my injury took place...and when it got worse.   follow along dear readers...we go back to june 16....while removing a rather large television antenna from a tower said antenna tangled in the tower at about 90 ft. now little ol me had to climb down and untangle messy situation made worse by supervisor/owner when he begins yanking the rope...causing 50 pounds of aluminum and steel to begin bouncing...and becoming further entangled. me.....cursing softly under my breath all the while...STOP YANKING THE ROPE ..@#$%#@#$^&&%$...PINHEAD..#$#@^%$#$.....yesss...freedom achieved....shithead yanks again at same time..end results?  50 pound paperweight swings rapidly clockwise..pulling yours truly left ....HARD. owwwwwwwwie @#$#$%%6%$#...injury sustained. end of day right....wrong oh follower o
On My Knees
On my knees I am ready to pleaseYou stand before me hard, naked willing me with your eyes to let you insideAnd I do as you likeTaking hold of your dickI feel you tense and take in a breathThat makes me smile as I move my head closerplace you on my lips and kiss and lick the sweetness that is now dripping outI tease you with my tongue sliding up and down your shaft and right on the tip of your Carmel colored dickI begin to draw in inSlowly no need to rushI hear you begin to moanAnd I feel your hands caress my hair"Damn this feels so good." you sayI take you in fartherSucking and licking"Don't stop, Don't Stop Mami."And I don'tSucking you like your the last thing on earthMoving my head fasterwith my hand insincThe grip you have on my hair tightensRight then we look at each otherYou began to quiverI get myself ready for youYou move your hips to the movements of my mouth and scream my nameI feel you flow down my throatMMMMM you taste so goodYou slide out of my mouth and claps on the floorO
Into The Fire
This is the film, close to the third act and the misery It's not rain, you rapist werewolves It's God pissing down on you We'll die alone Cause I'll break off my own arms Sharpen my bones Stab you once for each time I thought of you Trying to take something You'll never be good enough to even look upon It's better to push something away that's slipping Than to risk being dragged down If you want to hit bottom Don't bother to try taking me with you I won't answer if you call Two heartbeats ended in hell Trying to break your fall This isn't a mob, won't need to change the names Everyone around you Has murdered someone, something sacred Isn't one nail without dirt under it Isn't any white cotton panties that aren't soaked and stained red It's better to push something away that's slipping Than to risk being dragged down If you want to hit bottom Don't bother to try taking me with you I won't answer if you call Two heartbeats ended in hell Trying to break your fall Into the fire Into
My Body Is Your Playground
My body is your playgroundCome out and play with meExplore me with your fingers You can skip on my lips with your tongueMy body is your playground I am open for youWith my nipples you can playhide and seek let me find youMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meCome swing by my thighsand you can slide down my clit for a bitMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your jungle gym Climb right on top of meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your clubhouse come inside of meGo around and around I am your merry-go-roundMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am here for your joyCome have fun with meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am open all day and nightCome run, jump, skip and walk on meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with me
The Billion Dollar Crop That Could Change The World
Jack Herer has for years now been touting this $100,000 challenge from the back of his famous book, "The Emperor Wears No Clothes", yet no one has apparently risen to the task? Or have they tried and they just simply failed?? If they failed, then why aren't we using hemp to it's fullest potential?? Instead we have banned this completely amazing resource that could potentially become America's new multi-billion dollar crop, giving our economy a much needed boost! THE CHALLENGE: PROVE THEM WRONG! If all fossil fuels and their derivatives, as well as trees for paper and construction, were banned in order to save the planet, reverse the Greenhouse Effect and stop deforestation; then there is only one known annually renewable natural resource that is capable of providing the overall majority of the world's paper and textiles; meet all of the world's transportation, industrial and home energy needs, while simultaneously reducing pollution, rebuilding the soil and cleaning the atmosphere al
Pot Activists File Ballot Measure In California
Oakland marijuana activists have taken a step toward asking California voters to legalize pot. The ballot measure they filed Tuesday with the California attorney general's office would allow adults 21 and over to possess up to an ounce of pot. Homeowners could also grow marijuana for personal use on garden plots up to 25 square feet.
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Live Auction & Prize Drawing In Purple Magik Tonight
Come & Hang Out With Us At!! We have friendly people, good music, and live auction! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! We Are Having A Live Auction: In Purple Magik July 31st, 2009 @ 8:00 PM Fu-Time If You Want To Join The Auction Just Click On The Pic Below: We will also be holding a drawing, Prizes will be: (3) 1 credit blings (2) Ticker (1) 1 Mil (2) 500k (2) 250k (2) 200k YOU MUST BE PRESENT FOR DRAWING & A MEMBER OF THE LOUNGE YOU MUST AGREE TO THE RULES ABOVE & CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO POST YOUR OFFERS & YOU WILL BE SOLD AS FIRST COME, FIRST SERVED STARTING AT BOTTOM GOING UP Any questions pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends!
Ensign: Present At The Incarnation
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 31 July 2009 I’m no believer in reincarnation – in a nutshell, the doctrine of some Eastern religions that one’s life is constantly lived over and over in other bodies or as other entities – but if I were, I would be hard pressed to not believe that my son Jeffrey is a reincarnation of my dad.  My dad died in October 2006 and Jeffrey was born in July 2007; that’s a nine-month gap for gestation and maturity in Martha’s belly.  The thing is, even if I believed reincarnation were true, according to the doctrine myself I wouldn’t remember it, I’d have to do a past-life regression, and that would take even more faith than I have. “And the Father himself, which hath sent me, hath borne witness of me. Ye have neither heard his voice at any time, n
My Husband?!?!
rtr_nick_tolani: hiiiiii rtr_nick_tolani: asl plz me: 99, yes, here rtr_nick_tolani: u r name plz me: No rtr_nick_tolani: so wht do u do me: things rtr_nick_tolani: things like? me: this and that rtr_nick_tolani: r u virgin me: R u an idiot? rtr_nick_tolani: no i am ur husband me: LMAO me: ahahhahahahahahahaha rtr_nick_tolani: go to hell me: Loser
I am allowed by IRS after purchasing my home to receive 10% or $8500.00 or which ever is greater as an economic stimulus relief since I am in a certain bracket. I place $1339.00 as the 10% but because of the purchase price exceeds, I qualify for $8500. I have been wondering about these numbers 1339? It is not the 10% because a simple calculator tells me and anyone else what 10% of $140,000 is. Would you believe it, it does not matter to me except these odd numbers. For most it is money or something related to it. Right now not only do I have these odd numbers but I have been reinstated with The Order. I swore I would never go back and I am back. In the US ARMY from 1975 through 1977 only to wake up in ICU and could not remember anything except ADM. ADM stands for  Atomic Demolition and Munition. They were found to be old and useless and were decommisioned prior to 1970. I remeber different things and beyond that all I have from US ARMY is my personnel file with empty pages. DD-214 Cert
Ladies Want Shapely Arms?
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The Starfish Story Original Story By: Loren Eisley
One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticeda boy picking something up and gently throwing it into the ocean.Approaching the boy, he asked, “What are you doing?”The youth replied, “Throwing starfish back into the ocean.The surf is up and the tide is going out. If I don’t throw them back, they’ll die.”“Son,” the man said, “don’t you realize there are miles and miles of beach and hundreds of starfish?You can’t make a difference!”After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked up another starfish,and threw it back into the surf. Then, smiling at the man, he said…”I made a difference for that one.”
The Little Things In Your Daily Life
  #yiv1214146659 .ExternalClass .EC_hmmessage P {padding:0px;} #yiv1214146659 .ExternalClass body.EC_hmmessage {font-size:10pt;font-family:Verdana;} The Little Things in Your Daily Life   > > As you might remember, the head of a company survived > 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. > > Another fellow was alive because it was > His turn to bring donuts. > > One woman was late because her > Alarm clock didn't go off in time. > > One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike> Because of an auto accident. > > One of them > Missed his bus. > > One spilled food on her clothes and had to take> Time to change. > > One's > Car wouldn't start. > > > One couldn't > Get a taxi. > > The one that struck me was the man > Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, > Took the various means to get to work > But before he got there, he developed > a blister on his foot.. > > He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid. > That is why he is alive today.. > > > Now when
Favorite Thing Ever
Today, I'm going to spend the rainy day snuggling with my hubby and watching movies.   I cannot wait.   I LOVE YOU IAN!!!   Your loving wife, -Bella
Emmy Nominated Sh*t Right Here
I'm the bomb. Like Cheech and Chong. You can even ask your mom. I do it like Vadar, have you breathin all funny. Slappin ho's, takin names. Bitch, you betta have my money. Bend over, touch the floor. I'll have you beggin for mo. I'm the bomb Don't get it wrong I'm done with this song. Er, rap. *EXIT, stage left* -REL
I've Been Violated
Some cocksucker stole the last 2 Mango's off my tree. I just went out to get em, because I knew that they should have been ripe today. I was all set for a Mango Smoothie.. I guess what goes around comes . But it's been over 45 years since me and my friends cleaned out Mr. Adtkins Cherry tree. Well at least they didn't spit the pits all over the top of my wife's SUV. Shit, I'd better go check on my Papayas and Key Limes. Yeah, yeah, yeah.. heard it all before.. They were probably hungery! Well the motherless fucks could have knocked on my door and I would have given em 5 bucks to go get a dam Happy Meal. And NO I am not that NASTY old man that we all had in are neighborhoods growing up. But I might give it a shot. Hmmmmm, anyone know if it possible to electrify a tree. 110V, not 220V.  I'm not that mean spirited :)  Yet
Some People
Ugh some people just get on my nerves. when they need help and call you, you bend over backwards to help them but when you need it they shit all over you. The sad part is you help them for free but when you need them you offer money and they still wanna shit on you.......then when you don't offer them money they wanna get mad as hell. Or you help them and they say that when it's your turn they will be there 100% but when the time comes they say "I aint spending my only day off doing that!" then turn around and ask you to watch their kids......the nerve of some people.......right now everybody can kiss my yellow ass well with the exception of like 3 people.......I feel so used and violated.......People are assholes and they wonder why i'm a royal bitch to them...ugh...i fell like slapping somebody today!........i feel like i've been bushed all over again......uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhhhh
Danke Schon, Darling, Danke Schon...
I'd just like to say a big THANK YOU! to all that sent me birthday well-wishes, gifts and bling. I'm too fuckin' lazy to thank you guys individually but I appreciated the sentiments non-the-less. Thanks again :D If you're NOT interested in how my birthday went, you can stop reading now and fuck off and do something more interesting instead. On the Saturday night (day before my birthday) I went to a local pub to watch my friends band. He has a cover band which plays mostly hard rock/classic rock/punk and do gigs at local pubs, clubs, universities, etc. My wife and a select few friends joined me. It was a great night - the band were shit-hot as usual and once word that it was my birthday got out I got quite a few drinks bought for me. Needless to say that I got shit-faced. That, along with the real good weed a real good friend bought me as a gift, fucked me up big time. The highlight of the evening was when the band played Metallica's 'Am I Evil' and dedicated it to me. My friend in t
Here I Am
Where The Hell Have I Been?
Holy shit. 11 days. No net. No time. I have spent the days down in Baytown working as an interior decorator. Y'all do realize I have a BA in Art and once was given a scholarship for my talents? Well folks - I was using my degree... In a home completely full of objects we managed to switch rooms for the bedroom, office, living/dining, a sewing room AND the hall. We had to move every single piece of furniture three times. Example: We started by deconstructing what was once a bedroom. We put everything from there into the room that would become the new sewing room. We took out all the books from the shelves and cleared out the closet. Once it was all relocated we began the custom paint job. Did you know that trim high gloss paint is hard as shit to get to not streak when painting built ins? This room got two colors, so it took us extra long. Anyhow, before we could move the items from the other rooms into here we had to figure out if we could fix the cement floors or not. Time won an
Jury Excuse
"Please, Your Honor, I'd like to be excused from jury duty," pleaded an anxious-looking man. "Why should I excuse you?" asked the judge. "You see, I owe a man fifty dollars, and he's leaving in a few hours for a post abroad. He'll be there for years and I want to catch him before he leaves, for it may be my last chance to repay him." "Excused," stated the judge coldly. "We don't want anyone on the jury who can lie like that."
12,000 U.s. Children To Be Swine Flu Vaccine Guinea Pigs
I Will Not Fall In Love Again...
I will not fall completely in love again. Why should I, the first time I surrendered my heart I was wrong? I will not fall in love again because love is deceptive and it left a bad taste in my mouth. It took away the will for love. I will not stumble again, I will not fall for anyone, I will not fall in love again.
Have You Ever Seen Anyone Grow Bird Seed ???
me neither until i walked out on my porch the one day and looked at one of my bird feeders and saw this :     i was like "what in the hell:O:O"  lol
If you're a cyber perv, don't even bother. Thanks!
Life And Netships Lol
SO here we are i dont blog much...but its something i thought i would try  to do to get my thoughts out.....before i go completely insane :P.  Anyway lets talk about the interenet and friendships on the internet.  Now i know what ya'll are thinkin...."oh great another internet love story...wonderful"....kiss my ass.  Anyone that says you can't use the internet to find someone is fucking retarded.  People will say "oh internet ppl are fake, oh they aren't real. oh thats someone pretending to be someone else, oh ur gonna let lied to/cheated on/betrsyed"...whatever....I want you to explain to me how thats different from r/l?  YOU CAN'T becuase it's NOT.  Usually the only difference betweenreal life and the internet is you cant look the person in the eyes or judge reactions....ya know...shit most don't pay attention to anyway.  In reality espically in this and age its almost the same as bar hopping....hell it even carries some of the same dangers as abr hopping does.  So is it
My First Experience With Fubar I went into my first chat room here today. I lasted a whole 5 minutes.  I had the keen suspicion I had fell into the Marilyn Manson fanclub of rejects club. I mean, is there anyone over 25 around? And why are the girls using pics of them with their tits hanging out as their avatar? I mean, can we say e-whore any better then that?   Ta ta!
More Ueless Random Facts About Andy
1. i loved my ex wife but was never IN love with her 2. i could have had my eye fixed as a child but my parents said no because the doctor wanted to try other ways like putting a patch over the good eye...sitting me on the right side of the class etc etc 3. my dad used to beat my brother and i as black eyes or nothing...just things like spanking us up to 30 times at one time...choking when yelling at us...almost threw my brother through a sliding glass door cuz he slammed him that hard against it 4. ive ever only truly loved one person and i doubt i could ever love anyone the same again 5. im scared of dying of cancer yet i cant bring myself to quit smoking 6. i once had sex with a 15 yr old when i was 22 not knowing she was 15 7. i have never had a girl get me off to a bj 8. if im not in charge while having sex i wont get off or have fun 9. i have faked a butt cramp to stop having sex with someone 10. my best friend died in my arms when i was 20 after he was shot af
The 1yr. Anniversary.......r.i.p. Tony, Tiffany, And Bryan
Today marks the 1 yr anniversary of the death of 3 wonderful people who didnt deserve to die. They had their whole life ahead of them. The guy who gunned these 3 wonderful people down is now serving time in jail, with no possibilty of ever being paroled. May he rot there for as long as he lives and may he rot in hell wen he gets there. R.I.P. Tony, Tiffany, and Bryan. we love and miss u............GONE BUT NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are at a turning point in a relationship and you may have to decide whether to take it to the next level or to pull back. Unfortunately, you might not make the best decision today, because your hopes can color the facts. If possible, hold off for a couple of days. Once the clouds of illusion drift away you'll be better equipped to make the right choice
My Ideal Vacation Spot
My ideal Vacation spot...... One day as I was driving into a small town called Ponoka I noticed signs for a psychiatric hospital.... my head start spinning and thoughts started rolling and i thought to myself that would be the ideal vacation spot.. Follow along with me on my ride. First not only do you get pills to wake up and be happy but you get pills to go to sleep. You can pee in your bed and someone will clean that up for you You don't really have to get out of bed to eat they will bring your food to you You get to discuss your feelings all day if you want Your get to do arts and crafts YOu can look into paint splotches and decide what you see.. You can people watch and there will be entertainment in it... These are just a small portion of why i think i should check myself in...   Thank you Wicked
Term Burials?
It turns out term limits aren't just for politicians. Many cemetery plots sell for just 20 years or so. It's a perfectly legal practice that can nonetheless be a big surprise for the next generation. As CBS 2's Kristyn Hartman reports, you think you mark someone's burial place forever, but there are spaces you can rent. Knowing that is important now, at a time when cemeteries are under scrutiny and people are questioning why they can't find loved ones they've buried -- or just what they bought way back when. Melvina Adams looked in desk drawers, moved furniture and checked storage bags, looking for her brother's burial documents. She wants to know if the headstone that marks where he's resting at an Alsip cemetery is permanent. She had no idea it could be anything but, until area cemeteries came under scrutiny and the practice of term graves came to light. "They do still happen these days," said Harvey Lapin, general counsel for the Illinois Cemetery And Funeral Hom
They Found More Bones
ALSIP, Ill. (STNG) -- The Cook County Sheriff's department acknowledged Thursday that they're not going to be able to identify the 1,000 bones recovered from Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip where they've been investigating a grave reselling scheme. And with prosecutors' blessings, their evidence recovery could wrap up within a week. County forest preserve workers clearing brush in a crime scene at the northeastern end of the cemetery uncovered 10 to 12 used burial vaults, some with names and serial numbers, some unmarked, said sheriff's spokesman Steve Patterson. And a mound found in the other crime scene yielded enough loose human bones to indicate the 4- to 5-foot pile was man-made, Patterson said. The concrete vaults had not been visible before, and looked as if they'd been stashed there, he said. "The more they cleared the more we found," he said. "That leaves the question, where's the rest of the vault, where's the casket, where's the person?" Four former cemetery emplo
Oh My!
I had mind-blowing, thigh quivering, lip biting, skin under the nails, clawing the walls, pillow biting, screaming until I was almost hoarse sex last night.   :D   Just sharing...   *off to finish my psych paper*  
And even though the moment passed me byI still can't turn awayCause all the dreams you never thought you'd loseGot tossed along the wayAnd letters that you never meant to sendGet lost or thrown awayAnd now we're grown up orphansThat never knew their namesWe don't belong to no oneThat's a shameBut if you could hide beside meMaybe for a whileAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em your nameScars are souvenirs you never loseThe past is never farDid you lose yourself somewhere out thereDid you get to be a starAnd don't make you sad to know that lifeIs more than who we areYou grew up way too fastAnd now there's nothing to believeAnd reruns all become our historyA tired song keeps playing on a tired radioAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em your nameI think about you all the timeBut I don't need the sameIt's lonely where you are come back downAnd I won't tell em your name -- Goo Goo Dolls
Torn Part 2
Unable to put off turning around anymore, the dessert was finally ready. She pulled it from the oven and placed it on a cooling dish. Lisa heard the stools and wheeled around.  “Don't even think about it,” she said, the laughter easily heard in her voice. She looked from her mother and brother. “You have to wait.” “You fill the house with that scent then expect us to wait?” Brian grumbled. “Some sister.” “Mom? Tell him to stop.” Lisa looked to her mom for help, and realized she was trying to sneak around the island to get at the dish. “Mom! You're worse than he is!” They all laughed as everyone seated themselves around the counter and impatiently waited for it to cool. The dessert went over well. Brian and his mother ate the entire dish. It wasn't quite a brownie dish, but it wasn't cake either. She called it: Chocolate Haven, even though there wasn't as much chocolate in it as there was brown sugar. Smiling, L
A Poem I Wrote
ok so I dabble in poetry....hoping to get some more of it published...this one seems to be a favorite of all my friends...hope you like it.   ROMANTIC INTERLUDE A touch A quiver A whisper A sigh A moan A hand A breast A thigh A smile A look A kiss A grin Both nervous about Whats about to begin Heat building Passion stirring Windows steaming Bodies purring Tender touches Warm embraces Erotic meeting Seductive gazes Soft skin Sliding in Pressure mounting Heart pounding Hours pass Then at last Relaxing release Cuddles and kissing These are all the things You're missing. -Summer Fry 2006  
Everybody Knows This Song..
It's a fucked up world,a fucked up place,everybody's judged by thier fucked up face.Fucked up dreams and fucked up lives,this fucked up kid with his fucked up knife.Fucked up moms and fucked up dads.A fucked up cop with a fucked up badge.A fucked up job with fucked up pay,a fucked up boss,it's a fucked up day!     This message brought to you by: Fuck 15x's over
Bikini Auction
    So here I am again!   Up for Bids on an Bikini Auction...   Bid on me if you can..if not I'd REALLY appreciate it if you could rate and re rate the pic!!It explains WHY under the pic:)   Auction ends Aug 14th!Have fun and TY!! Just click the pic or the link down yonder :P   [ photo: 729197918 ] or     Luv yas!!
After three weeks of evidence collection by the Cook County Sheriff's Office investigators at the scandal-plagued Burr Oak cemetery, officials say the number of bones recovered has zoomed fivefold since their last report. Spokesman Steve Patterson said over 900 bones have now been collected in the two primary crime scenes, and it is believed that number will exceed 1,000 by day's end on Friday. "It's definitely bolstering the criminal case," said Patterson, who notes that what appears to be a man-made mound in the secondary crime scene has yielded, as he put it, "lots of bones." That mound, he said, is about 4 to 5 feet higher than the rest of the cemetery. "Bones at the surface, bones underground... You use a shovel, you get bones. You use a backhoe, you get even more bones," Patterson said. "Even we're being surprised by the volume in crime scene two." The secondary crime scene, approximately 10 by 20 yards, was established in the south-central portion of the cemetery
Sick Ass People!
BOSTON -- A 3-year-old Lowell boy was hospitalized after he was found locked in a dangerously hot attic, nude and covered in his own feces and vomit, police said. His mother, Kristin Paquette, 27, will be facing charges of reckless endangerment to a child under 18 and assault and battery on a child in Lowell District Court on Friday. The odor of human feces and urine was overwhelming and the temperature in the Lenox Street attic was estimated to be over 100 degrees, police said. The special needs child's condition was not immediately released. A relative of Paquette's who did not wish to be identified, talked about the arrest Friday. "I just want her to get help and let her know that her family still loves her. And we need to get to the bottom of whatever happened," he said. The woman's, a 6-year-old boy and a 9-year-old boy, were removed from the home and put into protective custody. A fourth child who was not at home at the time will also be placed in protective custody. Lowel
The Old Flame   I received a phone call from a gorgeous ex-girlfriend who this morning called 'out-of-the-blue' to see if I was still around.    We lost track of time, chatting about the wild, romantic times we used to enjoy together.    I couldn't believe it when she asked if I'd be interested in meeting up and rekindling a little of that "old magic".    "Wow!" I was flabbergasted.    "I don't know if I could keep pace with you now", I said, "I'm a bit older and a bit greyer and balder than when you last saw me. Plus I don't really have the energy I used to have."    She just giggled and said she was sure I would "rise to the challenge".
Don't Mess With Georgia State Troopers
Two men are driving through Georgia when they get pulled over by a State Trooper.The cop walks up and taps on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolls down the window and WHACK! The cop smacks him in the head with the stick."What the hell was that for," the driver asks."You're in Georgia, Boy," the trooper answers. "When we pull you over, you better have your license ready when we get to your car.""I'm sorry, Officer," the driver says, "I'm not from around here."The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean--and gives the guy his license back.The trooper THEN walks around to the passenger side and taps on the window.The passenger rolls down the window and WHACK! The trooper smacks HIM on the head with the nightstick."What'd you do that for," the passenger asks."Just making your wish come true," replies the trooper."Making WHAT wish come true," the passenger asks."Because I know that two miles down the road you're gonna turn to your buddy and say, 'I wish that assho
A Blonde Tattoo
A blonde is showing off her new tattoo of a giant seashell on her inner thigh.          Her friends ask her why she would get such a tattoo and in that location.                    She  responds:
Escape From Death Row!
The Wrong Side Of The Bed
Mother Superior was on her way to late morning prayers, when she passed two novices just leaving early morning prayers, on their way to classes. As she passed the young ladies, Mother Superior said, "Good morning ladies."The novices replied, "Good morning, Mother Superior, may God be with you." But after they had passed, Mother Superior heard one say to the other, "I think she got out of the wrong side of the bed this morning." This startled Mother Superior, but she chose not to pursue the issue.A little further down the hall, Mother Superior passed two of the Sisters who had been teaching at the convent for several years. She greeted them with, "Good morning Sister Martha, Sister Jessica, may God give you wisdom for our students today.""Good morning, Mother Superior. Thank you, and may God be with you."But again, after passing, Mother Superior overheard, "She got out of the wrong side of bed today." Baffled, she started to wonder if she had spoken harshly, or with an irritated look o
The Pearly Gates
A minister dies and is waiting in line at the Pearly Gates. Ahead of him is a guy who's dressed in sunglasses, a loud shirt, leather jacket and jeans.Saint Peter says to the guy, "Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you to the Kingdom of Heaven?"The guy replies, "I`m Joe Cohen, taxi-driver, of New York City."Saint Peter consults his list. He smiles and says to the taxi- driver, "Take this silken robe and golden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven."The taxi-driver goes into Heaven with his robe and staff, and it`s the minister`s turn. He stands erect and booms out, "I am Joseph Snow, pastor of Saint Mary`s for the last forty-three years."Saint Peter consults his list. He says to the minister, "Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven.""Just a minute," says the minister. "That man was a taxi-driver, and he gets a silken robe and golden staff. I get a simple cotton robe and wooden staff. How can this be?""Up here, we work by results," s
Welfare Poem
I cross ocean,Poor and broke,Take bus,See employment folk. Nice man treat meGood in there,Say I need toSee welfare. Welfare say,'You come no more,We send cashRight to your door.' Welfare checks,They make you wealthy,Medicaid it keepYou healthy! By and by,I get plenty money,Thanks to you,American dummy..Write to friendsIn motherland,Tell them 'comeFast as you can.' They come in turbansAnd Ford trucks,I buy big houseWith welfare bucks They come here,We live together,More welfare checks,It gets better! Fourteen families,They moving in,But neighbor'spatience Wearing thin. Finally, white guyMoves away,Now I buy his house,And then I say,'Find more aliensFor house to rent.'And in the yardI put a tent. Send for familyThey just trash,But they, too,Draw the welfare cash!Everything isVery good,And soon weOwn the neighborhood. We have hobbyit's calledbreeding,Welfare payFor baby feeding. Kid's need dentist?Wife's need pills?We get free!We got no bills! American's crazy!He pay all year,To keep wel
Meet Me
ok so my name is rebeca and i live in nashville tn i have 3 wonderful kids that i adore, and a man that doesnt appreciate ne thing, but his self i go to volunteer state community colllege in gallatin tn and i work as a cna (certified nursing assitant) just in case you didnt know what it stood for. im not perfect even though sometimes i try to be i love my life as long as i have my kids and mom and brothers and sisters. i have made some mistakes in my life i dont regret them because i probably done every thing for a good reason, i have came to grips with dealing with that you only get oen life so why would you regret ne thing back to my kids mackenzie is fixing ot turn 6 september 09 she is my every thing her real father has nothing to do with her  but is remarried and takes care of his wifes kids then there is mikey hell be our this yr mikey well lets see his a boy explanatory enough for you he is mine and michaels first child together and then thers is lil ole lucie grl my other heart
July 30th
there are a lot of great guys out there but why are they so hard to find my mother said my was but he just acted crazy when ever he got around his friends , i dont know if thats the truth ne more or if is just trying to make me leave again me and michael argued last night and you would never think of something so stupid to argue over dinner he didnt eat because i didnt make cheeseburgers instead i made manwich do knwo how big of an arguement this lead to he didnt talk to me for the rest of the nite he was a complete ass hole to me all over some hamburger meat and to beat it all instead of telling me how he felt about me ne more he says the same way ifell about him what is it why cant a guy ever tell his real feelings and we arent talking about a young man either he is 40 yrs old and acts like his 10, well i guess that would be all for now but believe me stayed tuned there will be more
Shows That I Am A Yankee Fan
The Knight And The Dragon
There was once love, so strong and bright, it could change all from dark to light. The knight's and dragon's love so strong, it would have lasted their whole lives long. Evil seeped through the land, in search of this love so grand. Across the land rode an evil knight, To exterminate them both in a fight, Back at the lair, the black knight versed the white, The dragon went hunting, thinking all was right. While she was flying back, She heard the almighty crack!, She saw the spirit of her true love, floating reluctantly to heaven above. The final fatal unexpected blow, Made all her sorrowful emotions flow. She then fell dead on the floor, As the black knight struck a blow once more. Now the two lovers can't be apart, One in one, a great big heart.  
The Latest Bad Thing
i lost my job yesterday. i don't know how much more of this i can take went to unemployment, was told to file over the phone or online, then came out and got a parking ticket   still no job, you can't talk to an hr person, they don't return calls. to apply you have upload your resume, then fill out a form with everything that was on the resume. this is insane. if my friends here think ive abandoned them because they don't hear from me, its because i devote each day to the job search I send out 30 reume's a day by email, I'm so tired of getting no answer or being told that they have no use for someone with my talents. I have a very bad feeling that I'm going to lose the place that I've lived 4/5ths of my life in and have devoted the last 24 years to. It's breaking my heart. Got thru the holidays, not without the usual family garbage, month 6 of the job search begins
Tryin' To Get The Hang Of This!
Health Care Bill
OK, congree is about to go into recess, and the Republican party is running commercials, about how bad the health care bill is and that it shouldn't be passed.  I think these people who are in-line with the republicans are either gaining from the staus quo or just to ignorant to understand what is really goin on.  Let me make a couple of points, and please pass this on to anyone you know who just doesn't get this.  First, i run a small business we used to pay 100% of our employees health insurance, but in the past 5 years we have seen a 40% increase in the cost, so we had to start making employees contribute to there coverage, that essantially equells a paycut.  So what the goverment is trying to do is allow small business to ban together to get better group rates.  (what is so wrong with that).  Second, when an employee leaves or gets fired they get COBRA, a family plan here is $1800.00 per month how is anyone who is unemployed supposed to be able to come up with $1800 a month.  (ag
When everything goes wrong, push! When you wish for something, push! When people don't understand, push. When you wish for love, P-ush U- ntil S-omething H-appens! Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end, coz love is all there is. Love has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Love leaves you pain, teaches you until you learn and even if love takes so long, it always takes you to where you belong. Women listen to music because they are in love. Men listen to music because they want to fall in love.
Just A Crumbled Mountain Face
dont count on me no more, this mount ains nothing more than a crumbling mess I was your strength, I was your shelter, I was a pillar but wouldnt you guess time marched and the sledgehammer pulled his heat; now I'm nothing more than a woman who lost face so dont you count on me no more, this horse has lost her strength what would be more is less One battle after the next the one who stood beneath you can no longer be put through the pace so dont count on me no more, this mountains nothing more than a crumbling mess    
I Need Your Help
ok im in the final round of this contest-- as we know my wonderful stalker that cant go away has been rating my contest pic NSFW therefore eliminating it from the contest  SO EVEN IF YOU VOTED BEFORE PLEASE GO BACK BECAUSE THERE IS AT LEAST ONE PIC I NEED TO BE RATED AND COMMENTED PLEASE BECAUSE IT IS NE HUGZ    THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!
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Check This Out
i have another blog for the biggest bomblist ever if u can't find it u can sb me or on the left there is a list of my blogs just click on the biggest bomblist ever blog it is marked nsfw so haters can't mark it thanks
ya know.. its bad enough that my skin is evil on my legs and upper arms... but when it starts being evil in areas that are hard to hide (like forearms) or in areas that make me have take off my jewelry... that really pisses me off.. GRRRRRR btw.. i have ezema and MANY things cause it to flare up including water from the shower {the clorine and other additives}, soap, heat, pollen, etc etc etc... my legs are scarred up and i am getting scars all over my arms now.. plus today my hand was burning so i moved the ring that i wear on my right hand.. the first one the hubby ever gave me... and suddenly had fluid going down my finger... stupid blister things burst.. so now i have to NOT have my ring on.. it hasn't come off that finger in almost 9 years.... except to be cleaned and what not i think my fingers hurt the worst even though my legs are burning pretty bad too...
Reasons To Be Cheerful...
1. Train tickets to Berlin now booked. It was a headache, because of the under-4 we have going with us, but they're booked and paid for. :D 2. Email from Amazon this morning to say that my dvd of Season Two of 'Flight Of The Conchords' is in the mail, so hopefully that will be here ANY DAY NOW! 3. It's Friday!!!!!!
Just Because....
Help A Friend Out, Please
I am posting for a special friend, she is in need of some help.  She has a lingerie and adult site for fun play things.  Please help her out and buy a little something from her. For my Girlygirl
Remember The Ones You Love ???
Remember your loved ones ... Even when they piss you off. My friend that has been battling cancer is my age.  She is losing the battle fast and is running around making arrangements for her death. She has a 9 and 7 year old and is putting things in place for them.  Tapes of her reading stories.  Tapes of her battle and how she feels about them. The nine year old I wrote about previously, he said to his Mother that he may as well kill himself if he hasn't got her .... broke my heart when I heard that one ... She is coming to talk to me soon, I have been told by my ex, and I now have to face this brave woman who, on her deathbed, has made me one of her outgoing tasks. I have never felt more honored nor more humbled. Don't take the ones you love for granted, one day, without a chance to say goodbye, they may no longer be there ... Lots of Love being sent to all ..... xoxoxo          
Party For Our Members August 26th
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What Annoys Me The Most About Fu Peeps
Okay I just read a blog about this girls pet peeves and that got me to thinking as well. So here goes.  What gets under my skin the most is young men even older calling woman bitches.  WTF is up with that.  I find that disrespectful. Young ladys or suppose to be young ladys how ever for some that is doubt ful.  Feel the need to trash other woman over weight or because they have a tat. They seem to think woman with tats are trash, and whores.  Yet you look at other mumm's they have posted and they need to take a hard look in the mirror for they act and relect the very thing they are against. Men of all ages, calling down woman over size, looks, culture.  And if  you look at them they are sooooooooo nothing to write home about. Men wanting the altimate woman, and wont settle for anything else.  What they want is to brag and show off what they have .  Not a woman of substance who will love them and give them all she can just to make them happy.  Sad when you think about it. Guy's and
1 Love 4ever N 1 Day
OMG! WOW! FINALLY! I have waited so long for this. O where do I start. hold on baby let me get that for you. just go sit down cuz tonight its gonna b all bout U. wait let me take off ur boots yea i know but thats ok dis is about you all for u. O yeah u noticed, yeah I told you I was gonna start back working out I know u didn't believe me, o u really think its lookin good n tight yeah baby did it all 4 u! but nuff bout me tonight is bout you. i got a nice bath waiting for you food is ready yeah didn't know what you were in the mood for so i fixed everything! yeah looks like a freakin feast huh. o dats cool go head baby i know ur hungry just wash up for dinner. WOW! been so long, can't help starin at you WOW! ok ok im gonna eat i try to stop staring. just been waiting so long now that wait is over. please finish i try to stop watchin you. so r u tired i know it was a long trip back o sorry i can't help it ok ok...hmmm let me help you with that better yet just stand there i will undress y
R U In Love
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS: - Kiss on the Upperchest: I’m ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We’re cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We’re friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I like you, alot. ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: in love - Looking into each other’s Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let’s fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you’re definitely in Love.
Pet Peeves
People asking me what my Yahoo Messenger screen name is. It is on my profile are you unable to read my profile, because it is there and I know the font size is pretty big. People asking me if they can add me as a friend and/or if they can rate my pictures. This site was made to see how many people you can become “friends” with and how many pictures you can put up and which ones you can get the most rates on and the highest rating. Asking me if you can see my web cam. Yeah I have a web cam, no it no longer works and no I will not see about fixing it just so you can see, and no I will not go buy another one. Opening an IM with “Sup,” “S'up,” or any other way you can spell it. We are adults talk like one. I am not saying you have to have the correct spelling of all your words, just don't use short hand. People who tell me that we talked before and keeps going on about it, even after I tell them I do not remember. If I told you I do not
My Own
My Own Warped and fragile;This life is never what it seemsIt will tear you down,Like a fallen angel's wings;And shred you by any meansBut this is where I belongEven if it hurtsI stay awake just to hear this last song;To hear the sounds I dream Though when I'm here, I lack breathChoke; I can't seem to breatheI lose my mind, like i'm lost in time;My own catalyst, it brings me to my kneesMy own angel of nightmaresDestroying my own world,My home, everything precious to me
My Auction
Grow Up And Accept Your Losses
   We spend our lives meeting people, making friends, having our first crush, dating, experiencing life.   we all make  mistakes, we all have sad moments, we have moments we will always remember, the good and the bad.   So if someone doesn't want to be with another, even if they thought that is what they wanted.  It is their right to say I'm sorry it isn't working and move on.  We have to accept those things, and learn from them.  Unfortunately their are some people who cant handle the rejection and the heart ache.  No one likes hurting anyone, no one who cares that is.   We cant always help this though, sometimes we are going to hurt people. That doesn't make us a bad person, is most definitely make us a liar. So why go out of your way making assumptions, deliberately hurting others to make your "point".   Ultimately it only hurts one person, "YOU". No one wants to be with anyone who is going to drag out personal information about them, true or false just because they find that your
Pleased To Meet You
"I'm only going to say this once. I don't give a flying fuck what your fantasies are. You are now my slave. I own your sorry ass. The rules are simple. You will not speak unless spoken to and you will do everything I say. You break the rules you get punished, Any questions?  Just sit back and let me take control. I’ll have you jumping thru hoops and begging for just a morsel of my attention.Mistress Morgan Le Fay    
Who Wants To Be Bombed
Splitting Up For The Final Time :(
ok as it went from my mumm my wife finally left me and for an update it wasn't just because of ssi it was for another guy so of my friends asked me why you put up with it? i told them i had no idea, yes call me dumb or stupid but i thought i could fight to keep thid marriage going on. but i had failed but thinking of what my friends say they were right friends on fubar and in real life. i give thanks to all that were there for me and yes you know who you are \,,/ \,,/ and i will still be on here chatting on my life lives on stronger than ever thanks to you guys and god himself i tip my hat twords to you guys... other than that ROCK ON FUBAR!!!  \,,/  \,,/
Using Only Song Names From One Artist
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 10 people and include me!Pick Your Artist: ElvisAre you male or female: Girls! Girls! Girls!Describe yourself: Hard Headed WomanHow do you feel about yourself: I Did It My WayDescribe where you currently live: Beach ShackIf you could go anywhere, where would you go: Hawaiian SunsetYour best friend is: Amazing GraceYour favorite color is: Roses are RedYou know that: Home Is Where The Heart IsWhat's the weather like: Night LifeIf your life was a TV show, what would it be called?: Put The Blame On MeWhat is life to you: Pocketful of RainbowsWhat is the best advice you have to give: RelaxIf you could change your name, what would it be: Sweet CarolineYour favorite food is: Cotton Candy Land
Please Help Her Out
hey my fu-friends just a quike note , if you have some extra time would you please rate this member shes really sweet , thanks :)
Today... today has sucked beyond all imagination...   I'm at work, minding my own business, and all of a sudden this song comes on. I haven't heard this song in like..1oo freaking years, and it brings back so  many memories. My mom used to sing it to me when she would tuck me in at night, and whenever something was bothering me. I don't know if many people remember it, but it goes, "You are so beautiful to me" Old stuff, but its an amazing song. Well. I cry the whole way home, and even about an hour after I get home. Well...after that I meet up with some friends, and we are talking about the death of our friend who died this past saturday, and they are going into great detail about what happened with the car accident, and were getting very visual about them sewing her head back together, and having to just lay her legs in the casket because they were sliced off, and they had to fill the back of her head with paper because the back of her skull is missing, and that is just the beginni
No Offense.
You all are dorks,. as am I. bye fubar,. gay.
That"s How I Roll
go w/ the punches,. get a lfe =P
try a friggin social life.
Oh Yeah
babyjesus,. get a life,. this is gay,. sorry to be a downer.
er,. my blog,. my words,. my code.  Stop being so desperate peeps.. Love will find you,. give it time,. and quit searchin for it,.cause you wont find it,. it finds you.
Yager Bomb
I am up for auction once again! I have some awesome offers this time around. Check Them Out!    
A Masters Love
Quietly waiting my eyes downcast,calming my racing heart by force,I awaiting your leather glove touch,Upon my fevered quivering skin,             You speak my name Curtly... Obediently I crawl to your lap,placing my hands for you to bind, My will to please you carries me, Through the racing fear pleasure.                 You call me Slave.... I stand against the cold Stone,my eyes in cloaked darkness,As I wait for the Slicing Whip, It's Kiss of Pain pleasure.                    You growl my Name.... My hot flesh reddened and sore, You explore my moist depths, Slamming into my waiting body,You explode with desire inside my body...                      "You whisper My Name With LOVE"
Ice Castle
Wanna know what what a true rebel/non-conformist is? It isn't someone who rags on other cliques or openly does something stupid or rude to others. It isn't someone who follows some popular choice of style. It isn't someone who does drugs or drink. And it DEFINETELY isn't one of those stereotypes from old fifties movies! It's someone who can hardly stand out at all because they're lost in the sea of cliques. You simply cannot classify a rebel in any clique, because they follow their own dress code putting on and picking out what they think is cool and not wearing something because it seems punk or preppy. A rebel doesn't do something because it's hot for the moment or because it seems hardcore or something a rebel would wear. As a matter of fact, most rebels don't even know they are rebels. They befriend whoever they like, listen to whatever they want to listen to, and behave in the manner they see fit. These people live their lives the way they want to and not the way everyone expects
The surest sign of age is loneliness.  -  Annie Dillard
Whatever You Give A Woman
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.'  
aplomb\uh-PLOM\ , noun:1.Assurance of manner or of action; self-possession; confidence; coolness.
Eclipse At Sea
You Might Be A Redneck If....
You might be a redneck if: You need one more hole punched in your card to get a freebie at the House of Tattoos. You need an estimate from your barber before you get a haircut. The biggest fashion risk you take is which plaid you'll wear to the 4-H Fair. You have flowers planted in a bathroom appliance in your front yard. Your wife weighs more then your refrigerator. You move your refrigerator and the grass underneath it has turned yellow. You mow your lawn and find a car. You can spit without opening your mouth. Going to the bathroom in the middle of the night involves putting on shoes and a jacket and grabbing a flashlight. You go Christmas shopping for your mom, sister, and girlfriend, and you only need to buy one gift. Taking a dip has nothing to do with water. There are more than ten lawsuits currently pending against your dog. You take a fishing pole to Sea World. The hood and one door are a different color from the rest of your car. You've ever filled your deer tag on the golf c
Fubar Nfl Fantasy Football League
          hello friends and family i want to start a NFL fantasy football league will need 7 entries to join  ,8 counting me then we will do a live draft in my  lounge u will need 2QBS, 3RBs, 3WRs,2TEs,2Ks,2DEF per roster  each week u will start 1QB,2RBs,2WRs,1TE,1K,1DEF - NO ONE CAN DRAFT the same players once a person is drafted there gone will cost 50k a peice to join will all get a NFL FUBAR FANTASY FOOTBALL ID made,  will run from week one to week 17!!!!!!!!!WINNER will get 100 pic rates , 20k fu bux,and a salute statin u r the CHAMP from each member in the contest ,and a custom morph and graphic from me        HERES WHAT THE IDs LOOK LIKE !!!!
Rednecks live in the Southeastern United States. While they do not comprise the entire population in this region they do make up the vast majority of the people here. Typically, rednecks live in rural settings. They avoid urban settings. They are proud of their pick-up trucks or older cars and stick with them despite rising gas prices. They typically work industrial or manual labor jobs. The majority do not have anything beyond a high school education. They depend on the "Good 'Ol Boy" system of advancement. They are extremely weary of those who do possess the desire to act educated -- these people are perceived as sell-outs. You can often see rednecks hauling lawn equipment or hunting (dog) equipment even if they do not plan on using these items in the near future. It is a proud symbol of their social class. Rednecks often are seen about in hunting attire even though they do not plan to hunt anything. Dressing up comprises of dockers and a tucked in polo shirt. Baseball hats on men ar
Arousal from cold water.
This Town
In the morning wake me up And tell me everything So I can understand your world And you can understand my dream Yeah I could be anywhere And you could be there with me But I just want to be a ghost And see everything I don't want it to be the way they want it This Town, this night, this crowd Come on put them up, let me hear it loud This Town, this city, this crowd Stand up on your feet put your worry down And everyone of you all around Come on ya'll let's take this town Let's take this town It's better that we keep this close Keep you close to me Walking under every sky Over every sea You can be my modern girl And I can be the one you found If we're taking on the world today I know we got to leave this town I don't want it to be the way they want it This town, this night, this crowd Come on put them up, let me hear it loud This town, this city, this crowd Stand up on your feet put your worry down And everyone of you all around Come on ya'll let's take this town Let's take this to
My Bar Tab Is $884.
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $20Did acid -- $10Ever had sex at church -- $10Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $50Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $30Had sex for money -- $200Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $25Vandalized something -- $27Had sex on your parents' bed -- $40Beat up someone -- $100Been jumped -- $20Crossed dressed -- $11Given money to stripper -- $30Been in love with a stripper -- $25Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$16Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $22Ever drive drunk -- $21Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $59Used toys while having se
This place is CRAZY!
Southern Granny
> > > Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a> question if they aren't> > prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern> small-town prosecuting> > attorney called his first witness, a> grandmotherly, elderly woman to the> > stand. > > > > > > He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you> know me?" > > > She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr.> Williams I've known you since> > you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a> big disappointment to me.> > You lie, you cheat on your wife, you manipulate> people and talk about them> > behind their backs. You think you're a big shot> when you haven't the brains> > to realize you never will amount to > > > anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes,> I know you." > > > > > > The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to> do, he pointed across the> > room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the> defense attorney?" She again> > replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley> since he was a youngster,> > too. He's lazy
Want to own me for a month? The link is on my Profile to bid on me ;)
This Is My Prayer For The Suffering...
God, I'm saying a prayerfor those in pain,for those who grieveand those in chains.I'm asking for mercyfor the innocents who'vedied by the scoresand for those far away from home,fighting a war.Please help the homelesswhose beds are made of stone,those out of work,and those who are alone.Ease the suffering ofthe victimsthat no one can hear,the battered wives and childrenwho're drowning in tears.Wrap your loving arms aroundthe aged, ill, and meek.Give strength and hopeto the suffering and weak.
Beginning Of Work
okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well little back ground first..been unemployed since mid a laid off for suspended license but got it back 5 27 09..i worked for pulte building systems for two yrs my aniversary is may 20 07..but anyways he said i can run a rake grade crew..very labor intense but it is work...i will be finish graden new home construction for pulte homes...   i said yeah and went back..i get a company truck tralier for haulen material gas card and all the beels and whistles...[ulte homes is one of the biggest home builder now...   i did my orientation on wednsday..which took 4 or 5 hrs...then had to go do a drug screen..went to concentra same day taken care of..good for need to wait to come back clean..which it should..havent smoked pot since new years of 07..being very good now...and since my license is month old my mdr will come back clean as well...waiten game now..  
This Site
what the fuck is the deal with this site??? I thought it was a place to kinda unwind and meet people... but all I see is hot young chicks (that is being nice) half dressed going around to old ugly dudes and rating them 10's they hit on yeah, make ya all horney and then say what the ef. you're a perv. .... I thought it was a place to meet singles..... all it is to me is a waste of time.......... well I guess if you are an old perv, then it is the perfect place for you so stay!!!!! and the young girls that like to tease old men then stay, you know they have the want to be with the old guys or they wouldn't do it in the first place,. (know what i mean wink wink)
(1) Make of car cheaply made, looks good, but breaks down prematurely.(2) Make of car that sells for a low price but parts are expensive.(3) The only make of truck or van that give you multiple choice on what to do when they cut you off in the middle of the road. (Should I dodge him or ram him?)(4) Division of Chrysler that used to make good quality automobiles such as the Charger, but sacrifices quality for profit.Note: these definitions also apply to Plymouth and Chrysler. Dented Or Damaged Greatly Everyday Drips Oil Drops Grease EverywhereDies On Day Guarantee Expires Dreary Out Dated Grandpa Engineering
In Honor...
There are no words to expressour deep sense of sorrow aboutthe many brave firemen, policemen,and EMS technicians who werelost or injured during the tragedy.And we could never thank them enoughfor the heroic things they did,and for the sacrifices they'vemade for their fellow man.They're this country's finest and bravest,true heroes in every sense of the word.They've helped keep the Americanspirit alive in a time of chaosand have shown us that by bandingtogether, we're strong.Through their brave acts,they've revealed the true meaningof love and compassion.We will always think ofthese brave soulsas a shining lightduring our darkest hour.And though words could never beenough to express our appreciation,let's thank them anyway.Please share this messagewith your family and friends in honorof All the Loved one we lost and cared for....
Oh How The World Turns...
1. What time did you get up this morning? about a quarter to 10.. and no thats not bein lazy lol cuz i didnt go to sleep till 3 this morning 2. How do you like your steak? i dont eat steak, dont like it 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Transformers 2!!! 4. What is your favorite TV show? Charmed, Smallville, Supernatural, Reba, Sabrina the Teenage Witch.... yeah i know im a dork 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? wherever my true love is... cuz home is where the heart is 6. What did you have for breakfast? coffee! 7. What is your favorite cuisine? not sure...  8. What foods do you dislike?alot lol.... spicy food, alot of meats, seafood, chinese... 9. Favorite Place to Eat? Finnegans!! 10. Favorite dressing? Thousand Island 11.What kind of vehicle do you drive? a saphire blue 2006 Nissan Sentra Special Edition.... i heart my car 12. What are your favorite clothes? ones that are either loose and comfy to relax in or cute sexy to go hit
My Healing Journey...
I'll free myself today.I'll stroll the pathwhere the birds singand forget my worries.With the wild wind in my hairand the sun on my cheeks,I'll remember what it feels liketo be alive,and how small my troubles arein comparison to life'sbeauty and greatness.I'll collect the peacethat lies along the waysidethe way I would flowers,taking in the serenitythat's all aroundand making it mine.The swaying grassand the woodland shadowswill heal me,pressing a sense of comfortinto my soul that willflow through my entire being.My heart will be light;for I'll loosen my burdenand let the wind carry itfar above the hills,beyond my reach.And when I return home,I'll be much strongerthan I've been in a long time,and I'll have a new andsparkling outlook on life.
Chevy (Noun) A Brand of cars/trucks that that breaks down often and is very unreliable, But some people decide to continue to push them around town. If you have a Chevy you might want to make sure that you have a friend with a Ford so that he/she can tow you home so that you don't have to push it.Cracked Heads Every Valve Rattles On Long Extended Trips new battery 73$new tranny 500$new motor 1000$cost of stolen stereo due to crappy locks 900$wishing it would burst into flames=priceless
A Cyber All Loved Ones Out There In The World
God, please helpthe troubled,the suffering,the hungry,and the heartbroken.Ease the minds of thosewho feel as ifthere's no way tobreak free fromdespair and dejection.Touch their heartswith a renewedenthusiasm for life.Inspire those who havefailed to try again.Take the sufferinginto your warm handsand infuse their body and soulwith strength and courage.Cast your light uponall the children of the earthand put comfort where there's pain,peace where there's worry,joy where there's sorrow,light where there's darkness.Let all who tread the earthknow the healing power ofyour love.
I looked inside my heart to find out where I'd gone wrong what I would find I was not sure I opened up a memory to see what was inside your picture fell out at me with emotions I thought had dieda love so pure buried so deep I don't know how it survivedone look at that picture was all it took I sat and cried for what I lost the special bond the part of me so purenow it is gone all that's left is this memory picture of you
My Eyes
My Eyes If I lift my eyes from the ground Opening myself up Afraid of what could happen If I raise them into yours Would let you inside of me My hopes and fears They are ones I can never show For if I let anyone inside Would they ever truly want to know? Just what it is that makes me sad Of how I long to cry Of how much pain they have caused me Would they even wonder why? So I go along the sidewalk With my eyes cast down below I pray they never stop me I pray they never know©
On The News...and Grrrr
Ugh...WV CPS are stupid. They just had on the news that this little girl was visiting her grandparents. The grandparents seen bruises and called the police. Come to find out, her father was beating her with a belt. She told the police that she'd went to get food and he beat her "like a horse"..those were her words. I don't think spanking a child is wrong, over food..yes. And I'd NEVER use a belt. But that's not what is making me think that WV CPS is stupid. They said on the news, that that's not the first time the child has been removed for child abuse. They didn't say "alleged"..they fucking knew that child had been abused and they let the little girl go back to her father? Ugh.    
Caa #119
Maggie, the mother of Mare's daughter-in-law, is having a roough time with her cancer.  The Chemo is not working. Please send angel prayers of heling, love and comfort for the family.   Love, Doc
Watchmen Movie Review
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Caa #115 - Update1
I heard from my friend today, and their friend has had the operation for their cancer, but the meds that they are using to control it is stronger than chemo and really given them a hard time.  Please continue angel prayers of healing for him.   Love, Doc
Rice Burner
piece of shit that costs 8-17 grand and looks like it costs 90, but does 0-60 in about 16 seconds. obviously a dreamers car, for example a dreamer who is 16-21 yrs of age who makes about minimum wage an hour, whose parents probably drive a mini-van. skinny pimpley-faced kid in his lil asian car with his wannabe gangsta bitch barbie girl friend in the passenger seat checking her make-up in the side mirror bobbin her head to the "phat" beats blasting out of the 50,000 watt system, while admiring her scrwany ass boy friends asian charcter symbol tattoos on his scrawny arms while he's on his lil cell phone/2-way talking about his boys and saying that he's "pimpin".
Mouths Of Babes 3
"Mom, I love you better than a shark"
Carrie, Love Stinks
You love her, but she loves him, and he loves somebody else - You just can't win.And so it goes until the day you die.This thing they call love,its gonna make you cry.I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks.One thing's for sure...Love stinksLove stinks...yeah yeah...Love stinks!Love stinks! Yeah yeah...Love StinksLove stinks! Yeah yeah...two by two and sid by sidelove's gonna find you yes it isyou just can't hideyou'll hear it callyour heart will fallthen love will flyit's gone that's all!i don't care puttin a cap on those things all i can say is...Love stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinks Love stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaI been through diamondsI been through minxI been through longLove stinks!Love stinksyea yea! Love stinks!Love stinks yea yea!Love stinksLove stinksLove stinks yea yea...
Deadline Has Pass, Taking No More Entries, Thanks For Everyone For Joining
What Is Your Heart Made Of?
Give me your heart, small like a lime. You! Give me your heart! Listen girl, I know that you like, when you get mad, you like, a little fight. But I want to find out what your heart is made of. I want to know if it is sour or sweet.I feel it when you sing, like a chill, very cold… Is like a little thing I am yet to understand. Hmm, how can I explain this to you…? Sometimes you feel, sometimes you sing, sometimes you sleep, but sometimes you bite.
20 Questions...
  What is your full name?Suzette Michele H..... What is your birthday?March 8,1967 What is your favorite color?turquoise Are you spoken for?i speak for myself What is your biggest fear?walking outta the ladies room with a trail of toilet paper stuck to my shoe What is your most embarrassing moment?im not sure Do you love someone?yes Can you eat cereal without sugar on it?yes Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it?only iced coffee Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex?im always interested in sex...with myself or men If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on?hook up all the people that have helped me out then major shopping spree How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone?depends on  the childs maturity level What was your greatest wake up call in life?i keep hitting the snooze button so i havent technically woke up How many
Young Deer Bathing Kitty
Bbc Please Help Out!
Hey my daughter is in a Beautiful Baby Contest for WGN America. First prize is $5,000 for her college. Please help her win by voting as many times as possible and getting others to do so as well.   Thanks Katie and Sarah   Copy and Pastesite below to start voting:,0,7517665,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=alangel1314
Closer To You
How we long for nights like these Where time seems to freeze In the chilly midnight air And we have nothing to do But hold each other tight In a warm, tender embrace But as I strain to pull you closer Close enough to feel your heartbeat Pounding in my hands I see that no words are worthy Of how I feel right now And close to you Is never close enough
I Don't Really Know What To Think.
I promise you, I KNEW these people. Or at least i thought I did. To pick up such an ugly thing as heroin.. the sad part is, they're happy. I feel one of the most important peopleto me becoming so far away and there isn't a thing I can do about it. He told me himself,"I feel guilty because I know my friends and my family feel like shit about this, want me to stop for my own sake, and i'm sorry for saying this, but it just isn't enough."It's not like I want them to stop for me.. I want them to stop for themselves. I don'tthink they understand completely where they're going and what they're doing to themselves.I told him he's going to end up a homeless junkie on the streets doing nothing but everything to get more. I don't know what else I can say to him. All I know is that if I don't say something he's going to go crazy or die or rot his brain. He's already not thesame. It makes me so sad to hear about it, but I play the nurturer way too well. When he tells me what he's doing all I want
Finally the city of Vancouver has decided to review Translink and the Ferries.  From everything to fares, saleries and service.  The article was in the paper the day I decided to complain about the bus driver incident I had.  Not that it was the first time but it was the worst so far.  As far as i am concerned they should never had privatized public transit.  Since they had prices have gotten out of control  as the service sucks.  I was telling a couple people at work what happened and they shared thier stories about the system as well.  It seems like anone who uses the service has a bad story to tell.  I think the worst one I heard was the one driver who kicked off every high school student due to 2 kids playing with sparklers at halloween.  It was very snowy outside and the kids had to wait forever.  Lots of complaints and the driver was moved to another route on a short bus that no one ever uses.   I still can't believe how the bus driver reacted the other day to me when I asked
My Answers
What is your full name? Jimmy Foster What is your birthday? Nov 8 1972 What is your favorite color? Black Are you spoken for? No What is your biggest fear? Of the world my daughter is growing up in! What is your most embarrassing moment? Cant think of nothing of nothing off the top my head. Get back to ya on that lol! Do you love someone? Family yes.  In love with someone no! Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? No! Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? No! Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? opposite sex ! If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? My Daughter! How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? at least 13! What was your greatest wake up call in life? The birth of my daughter! How many children do you have? 1 Do you like sex? Oh Hell To The Yeah!! What is your favorite position? 69 How many sexual partners have you been with? 8 What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? on the
So whats up?!? Just seein whos payin attention to me. So bored, and tomorrows friday, i cant wait, i wanna get plastered!!!!!
What Wouldn’t I Give You?
What wouldn’t I give you so that you are at my side once again and saying those nice things you used to say and have not spoken ever since? I want you to know girl that I go nuts just to think… What wouldn’t I give you? What wouldn’t I give you, if I was capable of loving you even when you destroyed me, remember? It was when I said that I was going to give you freedom to grow, even when I knew that with you my life was leaving me. And now you understand the “why” of my sickness of madness. And time has not quenched my question, because in my heart I am still saying: What wouldn’t I give you? And now you understand why I live so crazy and lonely, because I will die with out knowing: What wouldn’t I give you?
Been A While... Just Updating Everyone
well, it's been a long time since I have had the chance to sit down and get on here. For all of my friends on here, I want to say sorry that I havent been in touch. I wanted to sign in though and give everyone a update on what has been going on in my life. I had a very adorable little boy on 6/30/09.. His name is Cameron Terry. He weighed 7lb 61'2 oz and was 20 3/4 inches long.. hard to believe seeing as how huge I got. I tell my husband all the time there was no sense in me getting so big to shit out something so seriously though.. he looked like a premie when he was born, he couldnt wear newborn diapers or clothes.. which is crazy cause he was a 41 week baby. But anyhow.. just wanted to update everyone, and let you know I am not ignoring you I just am very busy with taking care of a newborn by myself .. my husband works on the road so i only have help on the weekends.. enough with that though.. i am not trying to complain i love being a mom... so anyhow.. i am going to
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What is your full name? What is your birthday? What is your favorite color? Are you spoken for? What is your biggest fear? What is your most embarrassing moment? Do you love someone? Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? What was your greatest wake up call in life? How many children do you have? Do you like sex? What is your favorite position? How many sexual partners have you been with? What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? How many times have you been caught? Are you glad the questions are over?     I'd like to get to know you! Leave a comment with the answers or post this as a blog yourself and answer! Thanks!
Need Your Help! Beautiful Baby Contest
Hey my daughter's in a Beautiful Baby Contest and grand prize is $5,000 for her college. I'm single mom and could use any help possible so I entered her in it. We'd really appreciate any votes you can do as many as you can do. Copy and paste link in bar and vote away!,0,7517665,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=alangel1314   Thanks so much!!! Katie and Sarah
Omg Surveys!!!! Questions~ahhh~
What is your full name? What is your birthday? What is your favorite color? Are you spoken for? What is your biggest fear? What is your most embarrassing moment? Do you love someone? Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? What was your greatest wake up call in life? How many children do you have? Do you like sex? What is your favorite position? How many sexual partners have you been with? What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? How many times have you been caught? Are you glad the questions are over?   I'd like to get to know you! Leave a comment with the answers or post this as a blog yourself and answer! Thanks!  
4 Female Personality Disorders Encouraged By Children's Books
I feel that in my 34 years of being a female and friend to other females I am highly qualified to release my scientific research regarding the several different Female disorders that are encourage by children stories. What makes my research scientific? The fact that I fucking say so. Just shut your face and read the damn blog. THE EAT THIS, DRINK THAT SYNDROME The book: Alice in Wonderland. The symptoms: Thinking that taking a pill, or drink, or tying your stomach in a knot, or eating cabbage soup will help you fart your way to thin. We all know the only true way to stay at a healthy weight is to eat a healthy diet and excericise. It takes a lot of work and mindfullness for anybody. Except for that cunt Alice who only had to eat a mushroom or take pill to change her dress size and hardly any of the side effects were reported. Noted case studies: Several of my friends during high school who thought the good people of X-lax had the answer. Dana, age 15, lost control of her bowels while
The Girl With No Name
 The Girl with No Name written by Ashley Nichole DePew aka SexiChica88   My eyes are watering as my fists clench harder. I'm sick of this shit, sick of being the martyr. I can't find my way back to peace and tranquility. I want it, I need it, I long for the day. I search for the hope that my life will become something. I hope for the life that I know time will bring. I beg whatevers out there for more time to look. My life's not a fairytale inside a book. The answers are everywhere I'm finding each day. I'm sick of the lies and all of the hate. I lay in my bed drenched with sweat, blood, and tears. I've done it. It's over. My biggest fear. I've tossled the thoughts in my head for days. No longer will I be the girl with no name. You'll remember me. You'll want me. You'll think of me daily. I will be there haunting you every step of the way. I know what I'm doing and it will all be ok. As I said, I will no longer be the girl with no name.
Dead 2 The World
I'm Strung Out On Death Like SexBut When I Bust In Your Face There's Only Fragments LeftI'm Obsessed And Never Sure On Any Move I MakeCause I See Her Right There With Every Breath I TakeAnd When I Finally Break You're There To Pick Up The PiecesRearrange My Life And Hold Me Up Like I'm JesusYou Fuck Me Like The Way I Should Be FuckedHands Around My Throat Spit In My Face As I ErruptAnd Even Though I Hold Your Wrist Down Tape Your Wrist BackYou Love Every Moment Cause I Make You ShakeYou Be My Sick Bitch Junkie That Be Strung Out On GoreYou're My Heroin Needle The Perfect Drug That's A MetaphoreYou Bless Things Like The Thousand PicturesUntil They Burn Away Like A Thousand ScripturesI'm With Ya Like You're Dead To MeAnd I'll Forever Bleed And All These People Gotta See ThatI'll Be Your LoverI'll Be ForeverI'll Be TomorrowI Am Living Without HerI'll Be Your LoverI'll Be ForeverI'll Be TomorrowI Am Living Without HerAs You Hit My Brain It's Like I'm On CocaineAnd Each Line Is A Day And It
Final Touch
Now, some of you should understand this cycleDistraughtful, a madman with a knife and a rifleI tried so hard to just let you goBut everytime I think of you I just lose controlI got a bloody nose from the line I just didI'm well enough from the scene to see how you liveWithout me in your life, without me in your bedWithout me by your side, without me in your headBut there's never no witness, I don't think she loves me anymoreI think she's fuckin' someone else and I'm losin' controlThe phone rings again and againWhere you at fuckin' bitch on her voicemail that's all I saidAnd then I smashed my phone because I am all aloneWhile you're out there gettin' boned and not callin' on my phoneFuck that bitch gimme my respectOr death is the alternative, cause without you there's nothin leftYou will feel my pain, you will feel my touchI will watch you die, because I love you so muchNow you will be mine, I will watch you dieYou will feel my touch, because I love you so muchGoing in my car down I25I
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Minute Of Decay
There's not much left to loveTwo times a day to hateI feel the emptyI feel the minute of decayI'm on my way down nowI'd like to take you with meI'm on my way downI'm on my way down nowI'd like to take you with meI'm on my way downThe minute that it's bornIt begins to dieI'd love to just give inI'd love to live this lieI've been through black and backI've whited out my nameThe lack of pain, the lack of hopeThe lack of anything to sayI'm on my way down nowI'd like to take you with meI'm on my way downThe minute that it's BORNIt begins to DIEI'd love to just give INI'd love to live this LIEHow do you see itHow do you knowHow do you see itI went to Heaven everything was dead (How do you know)I guess that I am too (How do you see it)I went to Heaven everything was dead (How do you know)I guess that I am, I guess that I am GOD!!!!!!!!!The minute that it's BORNIt begins to DIEI'd love to just give INI'd love to live this lieI'm on my way down nowI'd like to take you with meI'm on my way downI
Kill Gods People
I am sick, I am wickedI will make you all my victimsI am hate, I am viciousI will kill all ChristiansI am life, I am deathI will steal your holy breathI am Satan, I am evilI will kill Gods peopleI am sick, I am wickedI will make you all my victimsI am hate, I am viciousI will kill all ChristiansI am life, I am deathI will steal your holy breathI am Satan, I am evilI will kill Gods peopleAll these voices in my head are telling me to killI know I'm better off dead and so I kill for a cheap thrillThe Bible burns when I touch it with my handI am the next generation of the wicked soldiers understandA new Savior, a new belief braze Satan 666 And kill Gods sheep yesI complex with the rhymes that I spitI am the Devil in the flesh and the wicked shit I representAnd when I die yes I goin' to HellBut I'm blessed to walk on fire that's how I got a tailI saw the sign a mark a Priest for the beastAnd at least when I kill I do it for the power of beliefI'm not sheep where you know I'm comin' straight
Say Goodbye To Yesterday Part 2
Say goodbye to yesterday and hope for tomorrowEven though it seems like everyone and everything is hollowSay goodbye, say goodbye to the hateAnd move on into tomorrow cause tomorrows not that far awaySay goodbye to yesterday and hope for tomorrowEven though it sometimes seems like everything is hollowSay goodbye, say goodbye to the hateAnd move on into tomorrow cause tomorrows not that far awayI remember when I first started everything was just a jokeA metalhead on the mic talking about the spirits belowI didn't know or expect what was nextCause life is like a game of Russian RouletteSo place bets and now I'm here some say a legend in the makingEven though it sometimes seems like everything is breakingI have hope and a dream to succeedIf it means that I lose all my friends that's the way it beI've been stabbed in the back by my familyBut now I finally realize they all were never brothers to meYou misplaced my kindness and my energyAnd now you're nothing to me but a bitter twisted memor
Signs Of The Diabolic
Black miracles the signs of the diabolicThe puzzle's in your mind and all you've got to do is solve itThe thirty third degree of the crucifixionShimhemforosh speak the words to invoke the spiritsBlack miracles the signs of the diabolicThe puzzle's in your mind and all you've got to do is solve itThe thirty third degree of the crucifixionShimhemforosh speak the words to invoke the spiritsThe words inscribed in my rhymes are like Masonic templesI've traveled distant lands to make my pact with the DevilMy fascination with the macabre it be the starting journeyAnd as my fascination grows I feel my soul is yearningAnd all of this started inside the wombI felt confined so I escaped into another living tombSatanist are born, they're not made like a ChristianAnd all my life all I really got is criticismBut I chose my own path to the leftAnd as I search for the next level I found faith in deathI found faith in a series of filmsI pass time to escape my pain and bring me great thrillsAnd soon my
The Lament Configuration
No one can save you, there's no one to pray toYou now feel the power of a puzzle that saved youA puzzle box, that brings Hells devastationFeel the power of The Lament ConfigurationToy maker, toy maker, he's the maker of toysA man possessed by the arts, hears the call from the nethervoidsA gateway to be built by a manShall let Demons roam the earth when the puzzle box is in their handsA simple ritual, a sacrificeA simple ritual, the curse of bloodline to the end of timeAnd no man shall come with endsOnly pleasure through pain shall give you what you demandThis simple box holds the key to the passage of HellSolve the puzzle, feel the pain and feel your body swellLet the flesh rip and put your body in rotationFeel the power of The Lament ConfigurationNo one can save you, there's no one to pray toYou now feel the power of a puzzle that saved youA puzzle box, that brings Hells devastationFeel the power of The Lament ConfigurationNo one can save you, there's no one to pray toYou now feel the
Hallowed Be Thy Name
Explore us from the darkest reaches of your mindStay confined in the puzzle because - hallowed be thy namePain has a face please allow me to show youControl you because - hallow be thy nameExplore us from the darkest reaches of your mindStay confined in the puzzle because - hallowed be thy namePain has a face please allow me to show youControl you because - hallow be thy nameI am a man full of wealth and tasteI've been around a couple years and nobody ever sees my faceI'm embraced by the darkest of saint death, obsessedMy fantasies consist of necrophilia and rotting deathAnd though I go to work from nine to fiveI'm indulging in the pleasures of my so called lifeIt's never enough cause I'm corrupt I need a little more of thisI want to be dominated call me sadomasochistPut me in this shaped place and treat me like an animalI want the hooks to pierce my skin and Cenobites to take controlSo now I sit as I work with this puzzleMy hands upon the box now the box begins to swiftly shuffleExplo
Bloodlines (interlude)
Listen close! Only in a world this sick do we thrive for the power of anonymity. Where it is no longer safe for a Christian to pray to his God. A Muslim to worship on his Holy days or a Jew to go to his temple. This is my declaration. May every child in this great nation of hypocricy rise above democracy to burn every church to the motherfuckin' ground. May every democracy of hypocricy built on mediocrity burn like ashes in the wind of a concentration camp. Bill Cooper died in vain. Phillip Schneider died in vain. They lay slain encased in glasses of memories soon forgotten. Not by me but by the peripheral visions of the blind Americans lost in this sea of excess. This is our world. The enlightened ones looking up to me to finance, to go bankrupt at a moments notice. Fuck a gallon of oil! This is food for thought that will soon be devoured by the bellies of 2012 hungry Mayan children. This is our Hell, the Cenobites are a metaphor for the beauty of the most grotesque things imaginable
Solve Coagula
You solved, you solved the box, the box, the box, the box, the boxOr is it that the box it solved meYou solved, you solved the box, the box, the box, the box, the boxOr is it that the box it solved meYou solved, you solved the box, the box, the box, the box, the boxOr is it that the box it solved meYou solved, you solved the box, the box, the box, the box, the boxOr is it that the box it solved meIn the beginning I said I was a normal manAnd now I think back and say God damnI was never innocent, I was never so pureI use to dissect animals and simply observe the bloodAn arterial spray from the veins I cutAnd sometimes the smell would be so bad I'd throw upI felt fucked by a non existant God figureI always hoped in my life there was something biggerAnd as my age kept going up in numbersMy lust was satisfied by the blood spill of others(Speaking)Do I look like someone who cares what God thinks?Hail Leviathan, you God damn fucks yeahAnd now I realize the box was my answerTo all of lifes pr
Hells Offerings
What's, what's your pleasure sir?For the father, the spirits, repent and nothing less for gloryWhat's, what's your pleasure sir?For in death like my life I forever stay unholyI wake up in a tomb that's confined in a roomAlready I met my doom, now it's Hells pleasure I consumeEverything I've ever wanted I shall now recieveEndless pleasures of the flesh and I'm the offeringI hear a sound, I make it out as the Cheddan in this saysRepent not for no soul that's here is blessedAnd then the walls seperate I see a passage wayThe Cheddan Demons and I cannot tell the night from daySo down the corridor I walk in a slow paceSerpents crawl upon my feet and the maggots eat upon my faceI've been embraced by the cold touch of deathBut now I rot in Hell because eternity is endlessWhat's, what's your pleasure sir?For the father, the spirits, repent and nothing less for gloryWhat's, what's your pleasure sir?For in death like my life I forever stay unholySo dark, but illuminated brilliantlyMy eyes are clo
Suffering Divine
(Speaking)Imagine a world where the body is countless , the body is clay. Your will and mind is the brush and the knife.In this maze I cannot betray my, my feelingsIn these days I'm another Demon, I'm screamingLost in madness, I feel no sadnessWelcome to my living Hell, suffering divineIn this maze I cannot betray my, my feelingsIn these days I'm another Demon, I'm screamingLost in madness, I feel no sadnessWelcome to my living Hell, suffering divineHere I am just a man in HellRepent at night so I'm in this cellI summon Demons, they let me bleed onAnd the reaper in this place bounces people screamingHere I am so I light the candleAnd the result is one I cannot handleAnd now it's me that's screamingAnd now it's me that's screamingAnd now it's me that's screamingAnd now it's me that's screamingStick to my madness filled with my sadness because of your pain the body is numbThe Cenobites come and they tell you're worthy , you will never escape you were caught with the tongueYour life just
Yeah, this is the endgame motherfuckersFuck it up!This is the endgame, there's no escaping nowI'll never leave, I'll never be allowedAnd I was born in the image of a goats kissAnd now I die, forsaken I'm an abortionistI'll never make it cause I will not repentForever sacred inside of the LamentConfiguration, with mutilationDisciples rise, let us burn down the nationLike flies like sheep to the rhythm of the hordesLike flies like sheep to the rhythm of the hordesLike flies like sheep to the rhythm of the hordesLike flies like sheep to the rhythm of the hordesYou cannot break, what you did not createThere's no escape, this is eternal fateYou can't relate cause you won't understandMy Hell is made, I am forever damnedI am the wicked, I am the sinnerI am the Judas, forever cold as winterYou are the flock that I do not needI am the goat motherfucker and you are the sheepYeah!
Eternal Flame
I spit wicked lyrics that are gonna kill your PreacherAnd it will reach ya, and if you're listenin it'll teach yaInvert the crucifix, light the candle sticksAnd tell the Lord himself he can suck your fuckin' dickNo respect for the Holy cause they try to control meAnd hold me, but I would never ever fold seeI am the wicked the definition of a sicknessMy rhymes are cryptic, the Holy thing is self inflictedBlack candles in the midnight mistI am a Prophet to some and to some I'm a JudasA Demonologist with a slit wrists that bleeds for one KingThat's some Holy wicked shitSo I touch myself when I think about JesusLittle Mary Magnalene should have killed the fetusBelieve this, cause we on the attackAnd the Devils got a message, Team Death is BackWelcome to our minds and welcome to, our worldSay hello to your Saviors, say goodbye to the wordIgnite the Holy Bible with Eternal FlameAnd write all your shame in the Book of Dead NamesWhy have faith when you are so oppressedLight the candles, renoun
Never Hold Us Back
It's been about 4 years, 20 hours, 36 minutes when I got this shitEverybody want to hate on me cause I'm rising to the top with the wickednessNow it's time, cause I cross the line, I guess too many people want to see me dieI say bring the blood, because I gives no fuck, and ain't nobody gonna kill or steal my shineAnd I was 19 when I picked up the mic I never knew that day would change my lifeAnd now I'm Soulless with a crew by my side, not alone in a broken home but with a fucked up lifeStrong now ain't nobody gonna keep me downAll you backstabbing motherfuckers get the fuck out my townCause I'm here, ain't nobody going anywhereBring both my 85's cause my killers won't be thereFuck y'all trying to rob my teeth, saying you're gonna murder meCause I spit the wicked wicked shit fuck y'all trying to say I ain't sickI'm the Soulless motherfuckers and you better respect thisThe only real Satanist on the micAll them other motherfuckers trying to imitate and take what's mineBut I'm like fuck
God Hates Me, I Hate Him Too
I'm another ugly face in a room filled with pretty facesI watch the Devil in the room as he pacesBack and forth and from left to rightIt's the Demon that took my soul in the still of the nightI see no light no peace in the endIt's only hate and despair, it's punishment for my sinsBut I don't give a fuck, no rest for the wickedWhat I say is spreaded my words are self inflictedMy rhymes are cryptic, do you really understandI'm at the crossroads, I met the Devil took his handTwenty three got four offerings to the GodsReimbursement for my pain and now they take scarsAnd now I'm left alone in a hopeless placeWith the evil one scratchin' and tearin' at my faceAnd my names been written in the book of dead namesHand printed with blood, rotten skin and as you're chainedIt's a game you see there ain't no good or no evilThere is no battle just a balance that I'm tryin' to give peopleBut at the same time I could really give a fuck lessBout the victims in the street or the homelessThere's nothing i
For The Beast
Black candles to invoke the beastFive bullets just to kill the priestAnd leave his ass deceasedFor the beast we will rape (we will rape)For the beast we will murder, for the beast we will hateBlack candles to invoke the beastFive bullets just to kill the priestAnd leave his ass deceasedFor the beast we will rape (we will rape)For the beast we will murder, for the beast we will hateNow it's time for rape, blood drippin' from my lipsSodomize the Preacher wife with a bloody crucifixAnd there's no escaping me cause I'm the king of wicked shitIn the name of the beast it's time to sacrifice this bitchNow you wanna beg for mercy but it's too late to shoutYou can scream if you want to can't nobody help you outGot her gaggin' on her blood I stuck that pistol in her mouthPull the motherfuckin' trigger left her brains on the couchGot these candlesticks lit, pentagram on the floorAbout to start the ritual I heard a knock at the doorIt was the motherfuckin' neighbor so I cocked the fo' fo'I'm about
As many of you already know I enjoy running marathons. This December 13th I will be running another marathon and as part of this goal I will be raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. If everyone contributes even a small amount, it will help stop leukemia, lymphoma, Hodgkin lymphoma and myeloma from taking more lives. Please visit my page and do what you can to help this great cause.  
Can't Wait...
My Hubby and I never had a real wedding. We were married when I was 9 months pregnant in my moms living room. We have always kinda chatted about renewing our vows. Now we have finnally set a date Oct.31, 2012. I know it's a long time form now but we need to save money. I can't wait! I'm so excited! But I'm glad that I have plenty of time to plan out what we want. An that will make it a lot easier to set everything up if we know exactlly what we want.
Some Of My Quotes From Over Time...
Media is one of the greatest and most talented artist in the world. It can paint a picture with out using a paint brush. It could convince you of something that isn’t real. Media can make one believe there points to be true. Media is the greatest con-artist in the world. It has convinced white society that all African American society consist of is gang-bangers, drug addicts, jail-birds, poverty , school drop outs, single parent homes, no good fathers and death. Which causes a Caucasian woman to clinch tight her purse when ever approached by a black man. Media-The greatest illusionist ever known.-Ivory Smith     Rage against injustice, Rage against abortion, Rage over child porn producers. Rage about a rapist, Rage against Racism, Rage against bias media who performs public contortion. To rage against someone’s driving, over someone who cuts in front of you, who gives you the magic finger, and throws his fist at you. To give rage for rage is strange and deranged that caus
Adolph Hitler Was Our Fault...
"Written in history is the story of a man, a man who had possibilities of great potential for the good of this world. History of a an idealist, author, artist and great leader, if steered right could have made one of the greatest impacts for the good of man kind in this world.-Anonymous"We are born with dreams, we are born with goals, we are all born with opportunity to fulfill our hearts desire. As little children we once longed to be like that man or woman who we saw rescue someone's life, whether it was from a fire, drowning, or keeping them safe from the criminal with intent to do someone harm, the story of the princess which captured the hearts and imaginations of young girls everywhere the result young girls soon frolicking through the fields dancing with out a care with ribbons dangling from their hair. When you heard about Ludwig Van Beethoven and how he silenced his musical opponents with an array of seemingly impossible maneuvers of music during his day and age, it made you l
My Son Nevin
So today, my son Nevin, 11 years old, calls me and says he's going bike riding and needs some money to get something to snack on while he's out for the day. 5 minutes later, my oldest son Ian calls me, and says he needs 15 bucks to take his girlfriend to dinner tonight. I told Nevin to ride his bike up to where I work, and I would give him 20 bucks. 5 for him, and 15 to give to his brother, Ian. Nev shows up with 3 of his buddies, and I give him the 20. I go home for lunch, and ask Ian if Nev gave him 15 bucks. Ian replied, "No, he only gave me 10 bucks." Nev calls me later, to let me know where he is at and what he is doing. (Apparently they have some secret clubhouse in the woods). I asked him what happened to the 10 bucks I gave him. He replied: "Dad, I went to McDonalds, and they totally screwed my order up. I ordered two orders of fries, and two Cokes, for me and Tanner. And they ended up giving us THREE fries and THREE Cokes, and we didn' realized they messed up until afte
Salutes Version 2
I'm gonna make more salutes tonight. Most will probably just have your username on it...because I'm lazy, but yeah. If you want one...leave a comment on here.   I know I just made some, but now I have more paper...if you got one  then and you want another one..that's fine lol.   Gotta go for a few. I'll be back when I get the boys to sleep. Love you all!
POEM – THE DASHThis poem was written by Linda Ellis.  She wrote it while working at a company with a tense working environment.  She saw people’s priorities were messed up.  The bosses and her fellow employees were worrying far too much about what seemed to be unimportant in the larger scope of life.  A letter was sent around her office written by a wife of an employee who was dying.  Her words were: “Regrets?  I have a few.  Too much worrying!  I worried about finding the right husband, and having children, being on time, being late and so on.It all works out and would have worked out without the worries or fears.  If only I would have known then, what I know now.  We all are going to die.  Stop worrying, start loving and living.”The Dash – Linda EllisI read of a man who stood to speak   at the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on her tombstone   from the the end.He noted that first came the date of her birth   and spoke of the f
Do You Know...
Just a quick question to see if anyone remembers. Do you know which mummer gave me the nickname Lippy?   hint: was when fubar was still cherry tap hint:  it is an old school mummer
To My Male Friends
Though you left us far behind… Know that we will always have you in our minds You’re in a better place than I No one to judge, criticize or even make you cry I lay in my bed and look up to the darkest night as I sigh  With memories of you and I Tears began to slowly come down my face For I wish to feel your warm embrace I miss you so much that I don’t know if I can’t take this anymore For I wish to speak to you and look into your loving eyes Like we did in the past … That showed so much Love and devotion without even a reply I now know nothing last
  My Wed was a really good one. It was a still day in the midst of chaos. I am a commuter, but when I have things to do on campus I normaly stay at the leadership house. As I began my walk to the library by the huge pile of sand by the Seminary I began to see a small black object crawling. Thought it was a bug, but as I approached it, it was a baby snapping turtle the width of two fifty cent pieces. So me being me I pick it up and placed it in my pocket and it just crawled around inside the pouch. I soon took it back out again and began to play with it, to my surprise it never placed its head, tail or legs in the pockets of its shell to protect itself, but it began to simply crawl around and relax like it just trusted me. Walking along it began to crawl around on my wrist and it soon lost its footing and fell to the cement and as soon as it did this it placed its head, tail and legs inside to protect itself. I proceeded to pick it up and it kept its head, tail and legs inside. Before i
My Colloquy
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As Of Monday The Third There Will Be A Change
As of Monday August the 3rd there won't be much of me on fubar.I got the job I interviewed for.They really liked me and thought I would be a good asset to their company.I'm so excited.I havent had a job in 10 months.I've been looking and looking and nothing.I live in Arkansas and it wasn't easy to find something.I have to try my best to hold on to this job! I am going to be dedicated as I can be.I'm going to be exhausted.My boyfriend works night shift from 4pm to 1am.I am used to being up all hours of the night and suddenly have to switch my schedule to 8am to 6pm for work.I'm going to be getting not very much sleep.The only times I'll really be here is for the weekends sometimes.I hope my friends stick with me and know I still care and am not abandoning them.I have to work and I have to do for myself.I dont want anyone mad at me for not being here.Thanks for all the support I've got on fubar and being able to make all these levels in just a few months of being here.Some of the friends
Keep It Real
You all know that those who are full of shit are 1 day gonna get there payback so wtf why lie to make friends thuth is everyting and everything is life stay up hoimes and ride hard Dreamer4rmxiv
a year of memories gone astray pictures in my heart haunting my day one right after another they come wonderful they are angry are some so resentful am I of your decision your smile sets my foolish prison my heart is cracked right down the middle I feel as if I were the fiddle played until you grew tired as your queen I was fired a peasant once again I go a feeling again I never wished to know a life of what ifs I am now to live my heart has no more to give my love for granted ahs been taken and now I am forever shaken at the thought of moving on and grasping that you are gone      
The Start Of The Second Chapter So Far...
I hate the feeling when you wake up just before the sort of Glorious Moment of the dream. You know what I mean, the one part of a dream that makes you wish wholeheartedly that it were real, though even then youre marginally aware its a dream. Everythings jujst too good, aqnd youre facing exactly the events that would make the entirity of your exsistence worth all the suffering? And this was a really good one. I was right there, with Jeana about to tell me they needed a dude and I would thuis be spared and allowed a small place of honor in the world free of men. The worst part of it is youre still able to return to sleep but you always know when you blearily spy the clock and know if you do youll be wosre off catching that extra 45 minutes or so and in this case, facing my first inerview since I got fired from the last job over seven months ago, I really had to be as unagitated as possible. At least the girls didnt do that open mouth, start buzzing in the voice of my alarm clock. Nothin
I'm Just Smart
My Wedding Day!
I am writing this to give you all a good laugh and to show sometimes when there are signs you should see them and run..... These are sure signs that you should not get married: 1. You buy your own rings.... 2. Your bridesmaids are both lactating 3. your corset you pre ordered months before is 3 cups sizes to bug. 4. the flowers you picked for your bouquet come and your father looks down and says those are the same flowers we throw on the coffin in Greece... 5. as soon as you walk out the house all ready a rain storm appears lasting the whole day 6. your wedding shots are outside in the said rain storm 7. you arrive at the church and your son is ill (scarlet fever) 8. you look down the isle and realize that there's no exit doors close enough to make a mad dash for it 9. Your dad says be strong as you walk down the isle 10. your dress wont hold up because you just spent the last 3 hours in the rain smiling pretty for the camera, so your aunt uses a large pin to hold it up. Peo
To All The Fu Gals On My List
you taught me   you taught me to be myself you taught me how to smile again you taught me to open my heart up again you taught me to laugh again you taught me to live life to the fullest you taught me to care about myself and others you taught me not to be blindsided you taught me not to be afriad you taught me to be more me you taught me to hold on to the special one you taught me to love again bedrock   ps i love you
Still Hurts
It hurts when i think about how happy we once were.It hurts when I think about ur smile.It hurts when I hear your laugh.It hurts to talk to you and just act like nothing ever happened.It hurts when you say "I love you".It hurts to think about your touch or to think that your heart belongs to another now.I thought i was over you I thought I was strong enough to handle this but now i dont know.People always say that time makes everything heal but it still hurts to love you.
Garage Ninja
Don't Hate Me 'cause I'm Beautiful
Oh Hai!   It’s me, SteamingBeaver4u, and I’m here to guest blog for Ketch today.  He decided he better go down to the free clinic after our little “rendez-fu” last night.  I don’t know what his fuckin’ problem is, but he woke up and hurried out the door without even eating his breakfast.  ** sigh ** Another can of Beanie Weenies goes to waste!   Anyways, he left his login up so I thought I would jump on here to introduce myself.  As you can see, I’m one hot piece of chocha AND I know how to cut a bitch.  So watch yourselves skanks!!  I know you’re after my man!!   Excuse me a sec – “Seagram!!  Seagram!!  Don’t let your baby sister play with the knives!!!”   Sorry.  Where were we?  Oh yeah … And I know some of you ladies want to know how a fine azz, hard partyin’, snizzbizcuit like myself gets all the good Fu-fellas.  So I’m here to help. 
Love Crashes Down!
We were never ment to be baby we jus happened so pleasee don't mess up the trick hey im the new Slick Rick! Thay all say I move quick but we can't let the moment between us pass us by How could a godess ask someone thats average for advice OMG you listhin to that bitch? whoa its me baby this is tragic! I was flyin now Im CrAsHin! real bad Bad like when I sent you the news bout Michael Jackson Wish I could go back hate to kno im crashin don't evan know what the fuck jus happened see when love comes around it knocks you down said if i could go back id make it happen faster  
This Is What Happens When You Sing On A Table
Stargazers - Delight
This is for Savannah. The child that spent months and months watching her mother spin from the NO CRY ZONE of the pediatrics ward, where her older sister, Fae, lived for joy with my grandson Harper while he fought something we could not see. Leukemia.  Then Savannah would watch her mother fall apart at home, stumbling and tumbling to the floor  - wailing for things to be right and just. She kept her tears to herself. The only time I saw her cry was when she turned from kissing the still warm scalp of her Harper, when his body released his soul to soar. Now, there was a time when Savannah was a lima bean. I know this, and I have the pictures to prove it. It was the first time I saw my baby. An ultrasound of my little lima bean. Such potential was there for me to see and feel, to imagine and describe - so I did:
Drama, Grudges & Hate!!!
Beyonce Clown
My Apologies
I wish to apologize for building a lounge and not being able to be in there as much as I was.I am visiting a friend in Germany that needed help and now our time zones are way out of sorts.It is now after 11 pm & if I am correct it is only after 3 pm back home in the states.When I do get on to try and hook up with everyone it is so late here that I can't focus for to long because my eyes wish to go to sleep.I Know that the lounge is being taken care of when I am not there but still it seems when I go no one there,hence {time zones}.I saw someone left a statement once that the lounge doesn't stay busy anymore..If this is because of methen I am truly sorry.I try my best to get there as pften as I can.When I get back to the states it will be time for me to go back to school and start my teaching for the year.My times then will be after school or on breaks at school and only until maybe 10pm at night,I get up to early to stay on any longer than that. So this is my apologies to you for not
Why does it hurt so bad when family turns on you? Without talking to you. Without coming to you and even asking if what they heard about you is true? Friends are one thing. Many come and go and you find out who your true friends are over time. They stay, they love you, through anything.They become like family. But what do you do when your family turns on you. Yes, I'm a sub. No I don't expect them to understand it. But by brother in law has forbiden me to see my sister or my nieces or nephew. He is also telling my family that he has read things on my personal pages that I have not ever written, not even thought about writing. When everyone keeps telling you over and over again that you are a bad person, it's hard to not start to believe it after a while. Maybe I am what they say I am. And there are my 2 ex-husbands, who won't let me see my chldren. What have I done to deserve that? I can understand if they don't care for my Lord Lestat. I don't care for the girls they have chosen, b
Reality 2
Reality by Margaret Reality is that slap in the face When you think you have the world by the tail And life seems to be moving at your own pace When you feel like there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes When you find you were walking with them closed And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry Because with reality, it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a person's heart and soul And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels The truth and only truth is reality's only goal And it doesn't care whose world that it might kill. Reality keeps me in a state of mind That I know it has complete control But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find And love lives for a while in my heart and soul. Reality is not fair. Reality does not care.
 Reality by suthern Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind
Hidden Light
I don't love youthe way I lovethe sunset,or the way I lovea rose in bloom,because sunsetsand roses fade.I love you the way I love the night's glowingpromise of dawn,the way I love the hidden lightcarried by the stars.I love you the way I lovea winter gardenthat holds the beautyof flowers that have not yet bloomed.I don't love youthe way I lovethe sun or the wind,because they only touch meon the outside.I love you likesomething beautifulthat lives inside me,like the fire of existence,a beautiful memory of childhood.I love you with allof the passionthat feeds my soul andinspires my greatest dreams.Without knowing how or from where,I love youas completelyand as naturallyas the circle of life.I love you as perfectlyas the way the stars shineupon the whole world,as perfectly asthe way your handlies upon my chest.I love youthe way that I lovethe unity and flowbetween us,the way we close our eyesand dream of tomorrow together.I love you,infinitely,passionately,and profoundly,with everything I
The Reason...
We go through lifeasking why,but love is the reasonwe live and die.Love is all the soulyearns to seek,the only wordthe spirit speaks.We dry our tearswith the hand we hold,heal our woundswith a heart of gold.For love we seekrainbows in the skyand plant our dreamson the stars up high.Only love lightsthe candle in the our souls,instilling hope and faithto make life whole.And we cling to lovethe only tie that bindsthe spirit and souland heart and mind.
Idiots In Th Sb
FUCK YOU (My link drop back to idiots!)   Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box?  Do I know you?  Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger?  Didn't think so!   FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!
I Support Cancer Patients/ And Cancer Charities
I volunteer my time across the USA on the comp or/ and off the comp to support cancer patients and cancer charitites Cancer is big part of my life: about a year ago I heard my mom had cancer then not too long ago my boyfriend has cancer(minimike1968) yes he is on fubar as one my family my grandpa dies when I was young with cancer; I have friends and family with cancer; I just don't support them but even strangers- children and all     I don't have cancer myself; but I help do research for cancer reseachers to hope for treatments some days and make treatments cheapers for cancer patients I hope to give anyone with cancer or have a family member with cancer some hope; cause there is hope out there I walk and am a part of relay of life I just hope you might think you will think "it might be ur family; friends or even urself and help support cancer patients and charities   I not begging you; but just asking thank you
Absolutely Divine
Our love is so greatthat no words can define it,no poet can write it,no artist can design it.It's a miracle beyond mortal conception,the closest thingto true perfection.It's brighter thanthe heavens aboveand holds more beautythan I ever dreamed of.It's about so much morethan mere fascination,arriving with the promiseof lifelong duration.It speaks with the heart--never with the mind.It's ever unselfish,patient, and kind.It always givesmuch more than it takes,and never quits,never forsakes.It's never harsh,and never deceiving.It's a faith in the heartthat's worth believing.It's far grander and deeper than I could define--our love is absolutely divine.
Angel's In Heaven
Angel in heaven,angel above,touch my friendswith God's special love.Reveal all the giftsthat they hold within,and walk beside themas a friend.Hold their handswhen life gets toughand smooth out the roadshould it get rough.Stand beside them,and guide themall of their days.And shower themwith heaven's sweet rays.
After a mumm about tattoo's and Drill talking about Chinese symbols and stuffs. I got interested in my own Chinese name and the meaning behind it so I did a little research. The tough bit was trying to get a computer image of my name seeing as I can't type in Chinese! I found a website that if you try to write a symbol out yourself it matches up to the nearest looking one and luckily I managed to match mine up to get the screename that I have now! Good thing I still remember how to write my own name lol. Anywho. My Chinese name in Chinese character's would be 吳美倫. The first character there would be my family name/surname which translates phonetically to 'wu'. The second character translates phonetically to sound like 'mei' which means beauty. Now the last character translates to sound like 'lun'-that on it's own I'm not sure what it means. So my Chinese name in English would be spelt as Wu Meilun. I googled a bit and apparently Meilun means 'beautiful rel
Tooth Number Eighteen, Stay With Me
No, I do NOT want tooth number eighteen – to my now-official dentist, Dr. Greer, whom my wife referred me to and I saw for an “extraction” yesterday morning, that’s the tooth furthest back on my lower left jaw – back.  Part of it had broken away and I’d been dealing with intermittent mouth pain there for weeks.  Usually when I ask to see any doctor it takes a back seat to my wife and children’s medical needs for sheer financial consideration.  But Martha can relate to tooth pain and how annoying it is – she’s missing several back teeth and also has a gap in her smile now due to a chipped, broken tooth.  And since my bill got merged with hers, we’ll be paying what I think is quite reasonable for an extraction of a tooth; considering I’d last visited a dentist ten years ago, the penalty on my mouth was not steep at all! Dr. Greer and his assistant Monica did an x-ray of my whole mouth since those folded boards dentists pu
Too "hot" To Ride!
Been  way too Hot  to ride  my steele horse! Look forward to cooler weather!!! Rock like a Rock star, Party like a Pirate!
Ok, This Is How I Feel.
I sit here at work completely beside myself of the goings on on Fu. The amount of straight up unkindness floors me. Fu use to be a cool place to meet people. As of lately people only give a shit about leveling! WTF is wrong with everyone? People are begging and offering this or that. When is the last time you simple said Hi! How are you today? Geninely cared how somone is feeling? I think people need a reality check. How sad I am at this moment. This place causes jealousy too. I am feeling it myself at this moment thus the reason I have chosen to step away from fu for a few weeks. I am sick of it to be honest. The comments, gifts and bling. Its so very easy to hurt someones feelings on here. I am officially hurting and have no idea what to do next. I know that I deserve so much more.
it turns out that even when you try to move forwards and away from the direction in which your life is going it is not so easy to do so In my case it is partly due to the valeu given to humanity, human emotions, and feelings Most importantly it is due to the sense of resposability or rather the burden of the same Since for me it is not so easy to walk away from what I am responsable for things that in fact I have made my responsability things I have taken on the burden of well I have lost my train of though after being interupted mid-sentence but that is not important or is it I supose it depnds on who you were to ask If there was a point to anything I have said is that I hope you have courage courage to change your life if and when you see your life going in a direction you did not want it to go I hope you have the courage to change the course of your life
Wish For The Day
Throughout the day,may there bejoy in every hourof your journey... happiness in your eyesand laughter in your voice...contentment that reaches downto the very depths of your soul...peace in your mindand love in your heart.May today be one of thoserare and beautiful timesyou'll always remember fondly...a time when hope is restoredand dreams come true.And may you take comfortin knowing that I'm here,and I care about you.      
Wondering Where To Turn To...
with everything going on, I feel beyond lost; confused; even dead on the inside... because numbness doesn't begin to cover how I feel. I'm just battling with my own emotions... I can't even describe anything else so musik & videos will have to do...Lost in the darkness, hoping for a signInstead there is only silence,Can't you hear my screams...?Never stop hoping,Need to know where you areBut one thing is for sure,You're always in my heart.I'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Lost in the darkness, try to find your way homeI want to embrace you and never let you goAlmost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...Living in agony 'cause I just do not knowWhere you areI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.Whatever it takes, I need to know.I'll find you
Monty Python Does The Not So Live News
  Yesterday was a relatively slow news day.  The big story was the weather.  There were storms with flooding and lightning strikes cover the better part of Eastern South Florida.  After the obligatory shots of cars driving through flooded roads that show some idiot in a Hummer flying through the water throwing up a wake the drowns anyone driving a normal car.  (I added a period instead of the comma that belongs because this was turning into a really long sentence)  The news came to their big exclusive story.  Lightning had hit a tree next to house and the lightning jumped from the tree into a utility room and had fried the washer, dryer, and water heater starting a small fire in the house.  No one was home at the time and the fire department was able to contain the fire to the one essentially outdoor room with no damage to the rest of the house. I add all this detail in case you aren't familiar with Florida and South Florida in particular.  We are the lightning strike capitol of the
Our Flag
Washed in the blood of the brave and the blooming, Snatched from the altars of insolent foes,Burning with star-fires, but never consuming,Flash its broad ribbons of lily and rose.Vainly the prophets of Baal would rend it,Vainly his worshippers pray for its fall;Thousands have died for it, millions defend it,Emblem of justice and mercy to all;Justice that reddens the sky with her terrors,Mercy that comes with her white-handed train,Soothing all passions, redeeming all errors,Sheathing the sabre and breaking the chain.Borne on the deluge of all usurpations,Drifted our Ark o'er the desolate seas,Bearing the rainbow of hope to the nations,Torn from the storm-cloud and flung to the breeze!God bless the Flag and its loyal defenders,While its broad folds o'er the battle-field wave,Till the dim star-wreath rekindle its splendors,Washed from its stains in the blood of the brave! © LT.David Martin
so deni might be able to get me a job with her company..i should hear back today   its winn/dixie BTW
Football News
Positional Power Rankings: RB packagesby Adrian Hasenmayer, The days of the workhorse running back that dominates the ball seem to be dwindling. Consider that last season only five running backs legged out more than 300 carries, while a decade ago, in 1998, the NFL's RB leaderboard included 11 backs hitting the 300 mark.n today's NFL, more and more teams are staying true to the numbers, specifically 300 (number of carries in a season that merit concern) and 30 (the hypothetical age when RBs start breaking down). The result the past several seasons has been the growing popularity of the RB-by-committee, which used to be solely out of necessity but now is deemed necessary by many teams in a league full of approximately 50-60 high-speed car wrecks per game for running backs.Which teams are the most well-stocked at RB in 2009? For the purposes of our rankings, the goal for every team is to find two, if not three, guys who can come in and start in case of injury emergencies. I
I Fuckin Hate..........
i fuckin hate........... only getting in one day of work a week, if i`m lucky living in so cal sometimes, water the lawn 2 x a day so it doesn`t dry out and die and then have to cut it 2x a week that i want to do severe bodily damage to someone, but i can`t find the fucker   global warming/climate change whatever you want to call it. my crops are flowering too fuckin early. the plants should be at least a foot taller   stupid fuckin people     end of fuckin rant until somthing else pisses me off and i really hate it when someone i really care about has a major problem and i can`t help her
Spell Check, Anyone...
Last night, about an hour before Im about to leave work someone comes in. He looked just a lil TOO young to be at a bar so I carded him. And something just didnt look right about his ID, Im studying it for like 3mins, and he's getting pissy with me about it because Im taking too long looking at his ID. I throw it back at him and tell him "Go get your money back, your Navada ID is no good" He left bitching
Results Of The Finals And The Winner Is:....
The Latest Standings in THE FINALS Last Posted Wed. 8-5-09 @ 8:22pm  ( pst) ***The Finals Will End Tonight @ 8pm pst***     1477     Mad Curves **WINNER!   Sexiest Lady On FU!! 1322     Alessia  865      Sweet Southern Adicktion  555      Sunshine  287      Classy  113      Blue Country Grace  113      Des Tin E   66       Sandi   11       Mel   **  These totals DO NOT include previous votes that were carried over with some pics from other rounds.
~rip In Peace All The Soldiers Who Died~
~RIP IN PEACE ALL THE SOLDIERS WHO DIED~   The Final InspectionThe soldier stood and faced God,Which must always come to pass,He hoped his shoes were shining,Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, you soldier,How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek?To My Church have you been true?"The soldier squared his shoulders andsaid, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't,Because those of us who carry guns,Can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays,And at times my talk was tough,And sometimes I've been violent,Because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a pennyThat wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtimeWhen the bills got just too steep,And I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear,And sometimes, God forgive me,I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a placeAmong the people here,They never wanted me around,Except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord,It needn't be so grand,I never expected
Love On Northern Angel
Show Northern Angel Lovinz On Her Auto Northern Angel@ fubar
A True Friend
We met uponthe internet,My heart you didnot have yet.I sit and wait each day,for the song myheart will soon play.Of laughter, love and tears,You have washed awayall my fears.To be my friendand see so deep,I now know whyI don't getmuch sleep.I have waitedthrough all theseyears,To find somethingto hold so dear.And now I knowI'll never beBlue,For I have founda true friendin you.
What I Miss
I miss your touch I miss the rush of emotions when I’m with you The feeling of your breath on my neck The wreck I am when you are so so near.     How I long for you To sing my songs just for you. The intimate moments we would share When I’m so close beside you.     You know I want you To get deep inside Tasteing, touching, feeling Laying , standing, kneeling      
Fighting On Short Notice
fighting on short notice.....   fighitng while hurt........   fighting at all......    
Solving The Ilegal Immigration Problem
  Wanna solve OUR ilegal immigration problem without spending billions on a fence and guards (you can give the money to the healthcare plan)?  So simple.  Pass a bill that says if we find a company that has hired an illegal immigrant, they will get charged $100,000.00 per violation/person.  On the bill say the illegal will be shipped back to their country of origin.  Hey two sentences, one piece of paper, so simple an 80 year old Senator MIGHT read it and even understand.   Next call up CNN.  Have the INS put down their doughnuts for a day.  Plan a raid on ANY major meatpacking company.  This is the hard part, keep it a secret till AFTER the raid.  Have CNN film the whole thing as you round up the illegal workers and load them on a bus.  You will need one INS agent, that can count (that is also a toughy)and they count the number of people loaded on the bus.  He/she then adds 00,000.00 to the number of people loaded on the bus and hands the company the bill, payable in 30 days.  CNN
If you haven’t tried it, I’d recommend it.  Eery and amazing.  I dove on a wreck on Sunday, a sunken submarine.  Dropping 90 feet below the surface with no structure to act as a guide seems endless, like a exercise in futility.  “What the fuck’s this?  I could be in the middle of nowhere finding nothing” was my first thought.  Then the ocean floor came into view and I finally got a bearing.  From there, in all directions light blue nothingness.  No trace, no trail, nothing but barren ocean.  He said to go West so I went West and then, from nowhere, she appeared.  20 feet off the bottom, blackness descended.  Enormous.  Her Conning tower came into view and her gaze was upon me.  Vast, dark and only the beginning.  From being completely hidden to being completely inescapeable in a moment is alarming.  I couldn’t shake her if I wanted to.  I suspect that feeling is just the way a ship would have felt in her presence.  I couldn’t see her beginnin
Regarding Best Breast Contest Every1 Should Read This *specialy My Friends*
Ok I usually dont blog , but this calls for a blog! Ok for most of u know I entered the Best Breast  Contest and ia msure sum of u added this bish and voted ! Which if u did TY..If u didnt well U should still check this bogus shit out! Ok so for starters i went to view the folder and it was private so i assumed it was over ... Ty bish for letting the contestants know *0o0o and besides leaving it on ur status wtf not everyone is on all the time like u bitch!Get Phuckin Real! 0o0o0o and did I mention right after the contest all the bishes friends were gone ! ha imagine that she says its because sum ppl left shitty comments on her pics well for one are u really gonna be stupid enuff to delete all ur friends or juss the ones that left the nasty comments? Ummmm I wouldt but I guess if u think about it imagine all the points ur gonna get when u readd all of them..Hmmmm! So the Bitch had the nerve to bash my friends!!! Yeah if ur lookin at this ur my friend so !!! her it is .... juss sayin!
yep, im sabotaging my life again.   what the fuck is wrong with me?
Just Close Your Eyes
This song by Waterproof blonde has a certain meanng to my life.   Deceived by my eyes and all I was told I should see Opinions not mine, the person they taught me to beOne night in the dark, a vision of someone I knew And in the darkness I saw, a voice say, I'm you.Inside me a light was turned on Then I was alive If you close your eyes your life, a naked truth revealedDreams you never lived, and scars never healed In the darkness, light will take you to the other sideAnd find me waiting there you'll see, if you just close your eyesHearts uninspired, trapped inside somebody's dreamToo close to the fire, yet cold and numb with the painBut the fever has broken, and the river has run to the sea Washed to the ocean, and saved by a voice inside me.Inside me a light was turned on Then I was alive If you close your eyes your life, a naked truth revealedDreams you never lived, and scars never healed In the darkness, light will take you to the other sideand find me waiting there you'll see, if
7/30/09 Dilbert
The Truth About Socialized Medicine
I am in total support for a government run health care system.  BUT...  I have some major beefs.  First off, if I were in charge of Canada, I’d bomb the ad agencies for bad mouthing their health care system.  (hmmm, that is JOKING of course, so touchy these days saying things like that).  I have a INTERNET friend who lives in Canada.  Just last week I asked her what her feelings were about the 'bad mouthing' her country's health care system was getting on our TV commercials.  I also asked her what it was really like.    Talk about your perfect timing, on a Friday night she had to go to a local hospital's emergency room.  She had quiet sever stomach pains, she thought maybe her appendix had burst.  She went into a waiting room that she said had only 4 people sitting in it, none appeared to be patients, more than likely someone waiting on a person.  She gave them her health card, NO PAPERWORK (other than the nurse asking about her complaint)/NO INSURANCE PAPERWORK, just her heal
A Prayer Of Sorts
Did you ever find when you closed your eyes anyplace that was still and at peace. As the lines start to fade you are the reason I am not afraid.Shame on us for all we have done. May god have mercy on our dirty little hearts.
Tired Of Being Fu Broke
hey there's........i am tired of being fu i decided too sell my soul...well salutes....i will make a salute ..of your choice of me or a special bunny donate now....or
The Pain In Life Hates
The sweet sick sour bitterness love that never settles blowin over hot tea kettles. I find myself sittin here writin doin nothin. While some boring love song roams on. My life is endless & it sucks my world & everyone in it. Grownin anger eyes. I despise see through flies. A whole bunch of speck of lies through hate insights. So much of bullshit the corporation, the pollution that suffercates through the flesh, the sickness that pours in the skin the diseaseness. No one's talkin to the pain i suffer the pain. I feel the distinction the tase i wanna kill. This soul that reaps beneath me. Everyone under me. Everyone that hates me annoys me or i annoy them. Bubblin rage the tickin sound the hallowed ground. The frown on my face that can't be misplaced. Poisoned with lace no trace. Stayin away choppin dead ex's heads off. Watchin the blood spur out their neck for the harm they done to me. Wish that some just die & go away & leave me be with nothin to see again. Shall be nothin more quote t
I Miss You
Something about a girl drives me insane...Is it her eyes or maybe its her touch, but still...She drives me crazy with every little thing she does...Yes, I know its weird for most to understand but oh well...She makes me happier than anyone else on the planet...I used to say livin for the future only destroys your chance at the present...Today I am more curious than ever to wonder what our future is gunna be like...I think my future will be great because I have a wonderful girl in my life...Being unlike anyone I have even known, I have had my heart stolen...I just want you to know that she is my baby and that I miss her...Whether its a rainy day or sunny day, I know I have her to hold me when needed...I worry not about losing my life, but losing our chance...She helps me when I get worried about my past catching up with me...I trust within her for reasons I cant explain...But hell, I cant even explain my true feelings for her...I just know I honestly want to be with you, a couple....
Self One's Release
I hate war give me through light. Where no one bites. Out myself of despite fuck your shit. Cuz it's not right. I have no light hate out of all despite give myself mighte. Hater maker decider choose snooze you loose. Where do we follow there no rules. Who cares there noe their. It's no radio concluded with dead air. What is all this screamin. My ear's are bleedin. What is their no one to help me. I'm pain my blood is drained. Nothin but acid flesh nothin but less. What is there to help me deal with the stress. I need some fuckin rest. Lay my head upon on your breast suck the milk from your nipples feel myself shrivel. Gives off on a little. Hater maker forsaker faker. Decide where may i hide from all this conservative conspiracy that's not all to be. What is do you not see through not believin in me. In through in how in hate. In take all through what is not fully servin. Hatin my life hatin myself hatin this all. Hatin none relatin hatin i'm hate release pain in self preservation thr
Inspirational Words....
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on the mat in our bathroom. We have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loved chapstick. LOVED it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. Finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and explained he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer after he finished. That year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has long forgotten that this is a wonderful da
Woman And The Fork
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.... 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that ?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. 'That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained.. 'My grandmother once told
No Meanin
Pen injects needle poisonin voice without reasonin none believinin. Here I stand from what lies away. All i say is go away please leave me be water pumps full blood. Heart shape glass shattering calatterin what i'm bringin. Life's to cheap or one way full a leap. I'ma negative loser creep. Where to find my soul to weep. If anything i'm none to get. Feelin such a whole of shit.  What am I to get. To find the one the shoe that fits. Life fully grazin. I'm sure beyond then amazin. God's on off rasin so much with praisin. Caught in a lost dealin with this haulocust of at matters shit matters what's up pin the lattr. As a kid felt there no use to. What else was there for i knew to do. Only thing was video games goin through same ol things. Before now let my head bang to this what we call rock/metal hearin. It's all pedal to the ground. All is from what is found feel myself gagged & bound. From all round through sound. All from types of adjectives verbs places & nouns. DowneD, HaTe, Lost, O
Melbourne, Day 8.
Okay, so things have changed a bit.  Two nights ago I was wondering what I was doing here.  Today, I don’t care.  I decided to make the places I wanted to make, the aquarium, the Pompeii exhibit and, last night, Dali at the National Gallery.  Beautiful!  So many incredible paintings and so many beautiful women…enter Trisha, a sarcastic Asian student from Singapore.  Sarcasm?  Kind of a weakness of mine.  If you know me, you knew.  Trisha wore flats.  I mention this because I’ve noticed almost all the women here wear flats.  No heels anywhere except last night at the Dali exhibit.  There, all the women wore heels, except Trisha.  She wore flats.  Go figure.  Dali, dinner, coffee and good company.  She made me laugh.  I like laughing.  She told me after she had a boyfriend.  For that, she paid for her own dinner. Today, with a bunch of free time and no more sites to see, I made the rounds, hung out with friends and after a meeting in Richmond, asked to be dropped
This Is My Story, This Is My Life
This is it y'all my minute to let looseThis the story of my life, I didn't get to chooseI was born in eight four to a mother that they called a whoreCalled the Devil's son, a mistake, by my family scornedThen the year turned into nineteen eighty fiveAnd my mother died so brutally, I still feel it up insideMy grandmother adopted me and raised me in her homeBut it was so damned hard cause I was aloneI started school and I never had any friendsBustin' lips and blackened eyes was a childs revengeI got pushed around and beat down by the students and the staffWhen I run away cryin' all they did was laughMy equalibrium at the time was like the death of meTake me no time to rent all the horror moviesHellraiser, Halloween and Faces of DeathDay in and day out it was the illest shitNinety two rolled around I even found ChristBut then I turned my fuckin' back cause I found it was liesI found my Left Hand Path and yo I'm still the sameLove ain't crowding enough the sinnin' to feel up my brainThis i
The Doctrines Of The Damned
The wicked shitThe wicked shitThe wicked shitThe wicked shitI can't remember being born so I must be eternalI am the Lord Lucifer and these are my journalsNow did I say that I was Lucifer, did I lieOnly you can be tellin' me through reflections of your eyesMy concept is to bring you these doctrines of mineThe time I've been here, the ones that fear, till the end of timeYou're livin' your lives in the motherfuckin' darkLet me show you levels of conscienceness to tear that ass apartI will tear at your motherfuckin' heart, I will make you understandNonetheless did you think I was a manCome and see me at my gatherings and genocideThe answers are in front of you, why would I lieAm I a deceiver with the serpents tongueOr am I nothing but your savior from a cross I was hungOr am I just a normal man that's just gone insaneFrom my life full of tribulations and painListen to my doctrines of the damned, let me have your handLet me show you my world, let me show you who I amCause I'm damned just l
Watch Your Savior Die
Welcome to my world, let me show you aroundI been found to be funny but don't you call me a clownMy name is Lucifer, I was once cast downBut now I'm back in the flesh and now I'm takin' my crownAnd I'm payin' your Gods back for all the pain that I've feltEternal darkness and damnation is all I've gotten for myselfAnd when you're in the dark ten thousand years you hold a grudgeSo through possession of the flesh, I'm gonna be the judgeOf your Christ, your savior, your Godsend prophetAnd you can hold your crucifix but you can't stop thisI'm on a mission to destroy your GodsAnd through the doctrines of the damned shall all mankind rotYeah, and now that I'm here tell me what you want to doShall you pray to your savior or take my hand and let me lead youI'll bleed you like you were the King of the JewsCrucify the punk of God masturbating to the museNow that I'm here all your saviors dieWhen they look into my eyes they're gonna die die die die die dieOpen up your ears I can smell your fearsMa
I Hate This World (so Fuck This World)
I can't dream when I sleep at night, because I, I hate this worldThere all sheep cause they so damn blind, so fuck this worldI won't be anybodies sheep, I hate this worldI can't believe in a God that don't believe in me, so fuck this worldTake a look at the world todayAnd tell me where God is and why you have your faithIn a place that's not real cause there's no HeavenAnd if there is a Hell I guess I'm burning twenty-four sevenBut it's better to reign than to serveA simple minded fagot who had the nerveTo say, he was the Christ the son of GodAnd have people killing in his name to secure his fraudThe Virgin Mary was nothing but a prostituteAnd she is missing in the Bible what the fuck is wrong with youYou're brainwashed with morality and tragedyBut that's why I'm here, to bring you to realityI can't dream when I sleep at night, because I, I hate this worldThere all sheep cause they so damn blind, so fuck this worldI won't be anybodies sheep, I hate this worldI can't believe in a God tha
Disciples Rise
(Speaking)Disciples of The WatchI stand before youIn the name of the one...true GodWho was cast out from HeavenBut is meDo you hear me? (We hear, We hear)I now command youTo seek out and destroy the Nazarene childSlay the Nazarene and I shall reign foreverFail...and I parishSlay the Nazarene and you my DisciplesShall truly inherit this EarthFail...and you will parish without traceSlay the Nazarene and you will know the violent rapturesOf my father's kingdomFail...and you will be condemnedTo a numbing eternity in the flacid bossum of ChristDo you hear me? (We hear Master)Disciples of The WatchThere must be no delaySlay the Nazarene and the victory will be oursNow and forever moreDo you hear me? (We Hear, We Hear, We hear, We hear, We hear, We hear, We hear, We hear, We hear, We hear, We hear)Upon the mountain I stand as I offer my handThe two Disciples of The Watch willing to make the final standAgainst the Holy one, the Nazarene, the unborn childA fuckin' bastard of a thousa
Unholy Execution
Oh wicked land of SodomiteYour World Trade Center's goneWith crashing planes and burning flamesTo Hell you're Souls have gone[Speaking]So we pray,Our Father, Who art in HeavenHallowed be Thy Name;Thy Kingdom come,Thy will be done,On Earth as it is in Heaven.Give us this day our daily bread,And forgive us our trespasses,As we forgive those who trespass against us;And lead us not into temptation,But deliver us from evil. Amen.I'm an American terrorist raised up in this wicked nationBring you to stand by the peoples frustrationsAnd I'm not Al Quaida, I'm a homegrown SatanistTerrorist, who loves to kill a fuckin' PacifistYou been found guilty by the jury of the damnedFor preachin' beliefs that contradict the left handGot a bomb on my chest and I'm not afraid to use itGot the power with the Devil, best believe I'm gonna abuse itOn American Christians and CatholicsFuck the Baptists and the Muslim TheatricsYour God was a bastard, your Virgin was a whoreAnd Mohammad was a fagot and at home mol
Beezulbubs Prophecy
The Nazarene child is now deadInstead of life on this earth the fetus has turned blood redI read through the passages of the sacred bookThe words are right in front of you and yet you never seem to lookI'm a crook, I'm a thief, I'm a sinnerYou killed the Nazarene and now Satan is the new HitlerI shall open camps for all the JewsThe Muslims, the Christians and all the rest of youYet society of hate has brought, my reignNow my words have sustained from the mouths of the insanePraise be to the Prophet and I'm not talking MohammadI be talking about the Souless and these lyrics that he vomits forthFrom the depths of Hell his soul will burn eternallyBecause of the story that he wanted to tellHis soul swells in the darkness like the day when the morning star finally fellThe sky falls, the earth quakesThe rivers turn blood red and this is our fateThe ground shakes, the wind blowsWhere you going when you die, I guess nobody knowsBut I'll tell you this much I will bow not before youI have vowed
Ceremony In Flames
Humans are the most vicious animals of allIt's not the Devils fault or the reason you don't hear Gods callIt's pure insanity, people killing familiesAnimalistic children, it's a sick twisted fantasyI had a friend that was in love with methamphetamineHe once raped a bitch when she was strung out on ketamineTwo days past and he found out he had H.I.V.And put the gun against his head and went splatteringI had a friend one time that did just one lineAnd passed out cause he was so highAnd when he closed his eyes I guess it was his timeBut now I realize that this was my lifeI'm in Hell please help me cause I can't get outAnd when I'm screamin' my lips move but nothing comes outHave you ever had a bad dream and tried but couldn't wake upThat's how life really is because life is really fuckedLife's a sick game we're all gonna loseDeath is the solution tell me what you gonna doKill yourself, kill yourself for the DevilJust, kill yourself, kill yourself for the DevilJust, kill yourself, kill you
My Flesh Is His Flesh
On the night of the ritual the water purifiesBlack candles are lit and I'm ready for my sacrificeAnd when I did the steps on that August nightIt was only the beginning, now I pledge more than my lifeSo sanctify me in the waters of the AbyssI give praise to the whore of Babylon as a child of darknessExulted be the name of the King of deathAnd with every step I take I offer up another breathI say the Lords prayer backwards nine timesAs I drink from the chalice I renounce Jesus ChristUpon the parchment is a pact, give your body and soulUnto Lucifer I give full controlCause my flesh is his flesh, my blood is his bloodMy life is his life in the Kingdom of the oldSo now I consecrate my soul for the Prince of the AbyssAnd I reject the name of God and the Holy SpiritMy flesh is his flesh, my blood is his bloodMy life is his life in the Kingdom of the oldSo now I consecrate my soul for the Prince of the AbyssAnd I reject the name of God and the Holy SpiritCome forth from the deep and Unholy Tri

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