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What A Girl Want By Christina Aguilera
I wanna thank you for giving me time to breathe Like a rock you waited so patiently While I got it together While I figured it out I only looked but I never touched 'Cause in my heart was a picture of us Holdin' hands, makin' plans and it's lucky for me you understand What a girl wants What a girl needs Whatever makes me happy sets you free And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly What a girl wants What a girl needs Whatever keeps me in your arms And I'm thanking you for being there for me Yeah Yeah A weaker man might have walked away But you had faith Strong enough to move over and give me space While I got it together While I figured it out They say if you love something let it go If it comes back it's yours That's how you know It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure And you're ready and willin' To give me more than What a girl wants What a girl needs Whatever makes me happy sets you free And I'm thanking you for giving it to me What a girl wants What a girl needs Whatever keeps me in yo

Masturbate For Me?
One thing that has always fascinated me is the thought of a man masturbating. I’d really love to see one do it in real life, but this is just a fantasy – ok?So, will you masturbate for me?Will you get out your cock and play with it, get it hard, stroke it, just for little old me? I’d love it if you did. You will? Fantastic!Ok, well first you have to get undressed, come on take all your clothes off. Let me see you naked. Hmm, I like that. You are quite good looking, you know that? And I LOVE that cock. Why not caress it a little for me, get it hard. Would it help if I let you look up my skirt a little? Oh you naughty boy, I think it does. That’s it, just play a little. I love to watch as it gets harder and harder. Its pretty big now isn’t it. It needs some attention I think. Can you imagine how it would feel to slide into my soft, wet slimy pussy? Can you? Can you feel how wet I’d be? Ok, you can start to stroke a little now, but do it slowly. I want

Offshoring Outsourcing
Offshoring Outsourcing Adam Smith the economist once said in his treatise The Wealth of Nations, "If a foreign country can supply us with a commodity cheaper than we ourselves can make it, it is better to buy it of them." Outsourcing therefore is simply a progression of an idea that has existed since early days of trade. From Outsourcing to Offshoring In outsourcing we have simply progressed to another step that is "offshore outsourcing" in which the buyer of the service is located in some other country then the provider of the service. Offshoring is best described as work traveling from large corporations, halfway across the world technology to savvy small IT companies. Behind every project that is offshored a multifaceted decisions process is involved selecting the right mode to suit a particular business need or scenario. Many developing countries are attracting business from developed countries due to factors like manpower, Knowledge, infrastructure facilities, Legal and busine

Own Me!just One Rate!
I am off to work in a few and have no time for a pretty bulletin(unless of course one of my talented friends wants to help me out...hint hint..) Ok here's what I need...I would LOVE a bid but if you cant just please rate at least as top prize for most rates is cherry bomb or auto 11 and 2 million fubucks! Please repost for me as well- i will pay 75k for anyone who can sticky for me and will pay 500 bux to anyone that rates and sends me a PM telling me they did! Much love, ~Temptress Click pid to bid and /or rate!

There Are No Words For A Title On This One....
There are no words for a title here..... Category: Life I took a psychology class at school...it was not of a very high interest to me for several reasons, but it did come with some benefits that I have found through gained knowledge to be useful. Greif!..One thing we will all eventually go through. There are many factors in life that can cause us to commence into the grieving process. One... is the loss of a loved one. Today reality has really sunk in for me, I knew this day was coming, but it finally happening has hit me with a shock. I am going to loose my Grandma, as is..the rest of my family. She is currently at Kaiser hospital and most likely will not be realeased because of her weak condition. She also came down with pnemonia ( don't mind my spelling, don't feel like correcting it at the moment. ) and she also now has C.O.D which is a condition brought on from exposure to hazardous wastes!Yeah! good job Kaiser! I have never liked that hospital and have alsways preferred Loma

Update
Just found out this morning that my brother only has 24 to 48 hours left. His lungs are giving up and the respirator is not able to do what it needs to do. Going to hospital to see him and find out what the doctors and nurses have to say. Keep him in your prayers.

How Do I Live By Leann Rimes
How do I,Get through the night without you?If I had to live without you,What kind of life would that be?Oh, II need you in my arms, need you to hold,You're my world, my heart, my soul,If you ever leave,Baby you would take away everything good in my life,And tell me nowHow do I live without you?I want to know,How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?Without you,There'd be no sun in my sky,There would be no love in my life,There'd be no world left for me.And I,Baby I don't know what I would do,I'd be lost if I lost you,If you ever leave,Baby you would take away everything real in my life,And tell me now,How do I live without you?I want to know,How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?Please tell me baby,How do I go on?If you ever leave,Baby you would take away everything,I need you with me,Baby don't you know that you're everything,Real in my life?And te

Right Kind Of Wrong By Leann Rimes
Know all aboutAbout your reputationAnd how it�s bound to be a heartbreak situationBut I can�t help it if I�m helplessEvery time that I�m where you areYou walk in and my strength walks out the doorSay my name and I can�t fight it anymoreOh I know, I should goBut I need your touch just too damn muchLoving you isn�t really something I should doShouldn�t wanna spend my time with youThat I should try to be strongBut baby you�re the right kind of wrongYeah baby you�re the right kind of wrongMight be a mistakeA mistake I�m makingBut what you�re giving I am happy to be takingCause no one�s ever made me feelThe way I feel when I�m in your armsThey say you�re something I should do withoutThey don�t know what goes onWhen the lights go outThere�s no way to explainAll the pleasure is worth all the painLoving you isn�t really something I should doShouldn�t wanna spend my time

I Need You By Leann Rimes
don�t need a lot of thingsI can get by with nothingOf all the blessings life can bringI�ve always needed somethingBut I�ve got all I wantWhen it comes to loving youYou�re my only reasonYou�re my only truthI need you like waterLike breath, like rainI need you like mercyFrom heaven�s gateThere�s a freedom in your armsThat carries me throughI need youYou�re the hope that moves meTo courage againYou�re the love that rescues meWhen the cold winds, rageAnd it�s so amazing�cause that�s just how you areAnd I can�t turn back now�cause you�ve brought me too farI need you like waterLike breath, like rainI need you like mercyFrom heaven�s gateThere�s a freedom in your armsThat carries me throughI need youOh yes I doI need you like waterLike breath, like rainI need you like mercyFrom heaven�s gateThere�s a freedom in your armsThat carries me throughI need youOh yes I

How Do I Live Without You By Leann Rimes
How do I get through one night without youIf I had to live without youWhat kind of life would that beOh I, I need you in my armsNeed you to holdYou're my world, my heart, my soulIf you ever leaveBaby you would take away everything good in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do I live without youI want to knowHow do I breathe without youIf you ever goHow do I ever, ever surviveHow do IHow do IOh, how do I liveWithout you, there'd be no sun in my skyThere would be no love in my lifeThere'd be no world left for meAnd I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would doI'd be lost if I lost youIf you ever leaveBaby you would take away everything real in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do I live without youI want to knowHow do I breathe without youIf you ever goHow do I ever, ever surviveHow do IHow do IOh, how do I live Please tell me babyHow do I go onIf you ever leaveBaby you would take away everythingNeed you with meBaby don't you know that you're everything good in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do I live without youI

But I Do Love U Bu Leann Rimes
I don�t like to be alone in the nightAnd I don�t like to hear I�m wrong when I�m rightAnd I don�t like to have the rain on my shoeBut I do love you, but I do love youI don�t like to see the sky painted grayAnd I don�t like when nothing�s going my wayAnd I don�t like to be the one with the bluesBut I do love you, but I do love youLove everything about the way you�re loving meThe way you lay your headUpon my shoulder when you sleepAnd I love to kiss you in the rainI love everything you do, oh I doI don�t like to turn the radio onJust to find I missed my favorite songAnd I don�t like to be the last with the newsBut I do love you, but I do love youLove everything about the way you�re loving meThe way you lay your headUpon my shoulder when you sleepAnd I love to kiss you in the rainI love everything you do, oh I doAnd I don�t like to be alone in the nightAnd I don�t like to hear I�

Cant Fight The Moonlight By Leann Rimes
Under a lovers' sky gonna be with you and no one's gonna be around if you think that you won't fall well just wait until til the sun goes down underneath the starlight - starlight there's a magical feeling - so right it'll steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight no, you can't fight it it's gonna get to your heart there's no escape from love was a gentle breeze weaves it's spell upon your heart no matter what you think it won't be too long til your in my arms underneath the starlight - starlight we'll be lost in the rhythm - so right feel it steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight no you can't fi

I Will Always Luv U By Whitney Houston
If I should stay, I would only be in your way. So I'll go, but I know I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way. And I will always love you. I will always love you. You, my darling you. Hmm. Bittersweet memories that is all I'm taking with me. So, goodbye. Please, don't cry. We both know I'm not what you, you need. And I will always love you. I will always love you. (Instrumental solo) I hope life treats you kind And I hope you have all you've dreamed of. And I wish to you, joy and happiness. But above all this, I wish you love. And I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I, I will always love you. You, darling, I love you. Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.

Are U Gunna Be There By Nsync
If I was downWould your arms lift me upto higher groundWith just the strength of your loveIf I was lostWould I find something in your eyes to lead me homeAnd if it all went wrongWould you be there to holdIt's easy to be there through the good timeBut when the times get hardWould you stay or walk away(CHORUS)Are you gonna be there when the rain comesAre you gonna be there with a warm touchCan you swear you'll be there with a real loveAre you gonna be thereWill you stand by my side through the bad timesThrough whatever will be will you still be mineWill you stay in my life for a lifetimeAre you gonna be thereWhen I need someone to holdSomeone there for meAre you gonna be thereBe in my worldIf it should all fall downWill you be thereBe there to turn it aroundWill you still careCan I depend on you to see me through this lifeAnd if it all goes wrongWill you still make it rightIt's easy to be there through the good timesBut when the times get hardWill you still be on my side(CHORUS)There wit

God Must Have Spent Lil More Time Than U
Yeah....Oh yesOhhh..yeah..Can this be true?Tell me, can this be real?How can I put into words what I feel?My life was completeI thought I was wholeWhy do I feel like I'm losing control?I never thought that love could feel like thisand you've changed my world with just one kiss.How can it be that right here with methere's an angel?It's a miracle...Your love is like a riverPeaceful and deepYour soul is like a secretThat I never could keepWhen I look into your eyesI know that it's trueGod must have spent...A little more timeOn you...(A little more time, yes he did baby)In all of creationAll things great and smallYou are the one that surpasses them allMore precious thanAny diamond or pearlThey broke the moldWhen you came in this worldAnd I'm trying hard to figure outJust how I ever did withoutThe warmth of your smileThe heart of a childThat's deep insideLeaves me purifiedYour love is like a riverPeaceful and deep (and deep)Your soul is like a secretThat I never could keepWhen I look into y

I Want You Back By Nsync
Justin)You're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now cuzI want you backIt's hard to say I'm sorryIt's hard to make the things I did undoneA lesson I've learned too well for sureSo dont Hang up the phone now I'm trying to figure out just what to doI'm going crazy without youYou're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now when I want you back(JC)Baby I remember the way you used to look at me and say "promises never last forever"Told you not to worryI said everthing would be all rightI didn't know then that you were right(Justin)You're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now when I want you backI want you back, yeahYou're the one I wantYou're the one I needGirl what can I do?You're the one I want, you're the one I needTell me what can I do?You're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now when I want you back

Wannabe By Spice Girls
Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,So tell me what you want, what you really really want,I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,So tell me what you want, what you really really want,I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you want my future forget my past, If you wanna get with me better make it fast, Now don't go wasting my precious time, Get your act together we could be just fine I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,So tell me what you want, what you really really want,I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,Make it last forever friendship never ends,If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is. What do you think about that now you know how I feel,Say you can handle my love are you for real,I won't be hasty, I'll give you a tryIf you really bu

U Remind Me By Usher
Yo, I ain't seeing you in a minute, but I got something to tell ya, listen. See the thing about you, that caught my eye, Is the same thing that makes me change, my mind. Kinda hard to explain, but girl, I'll try. You need to sit down, this may take a while. You see, she sorta looks, just like you. She even smiles, just the way you do. So innocent, she seemed, but I was schooled I'm reminded when I look at you, but, You remind of a girl, that I once knew. See her face whenever I, I look at you. You won't believe all of the things that she put me through. This is why I just can't get with you. Thought that she was the one for me, Til I found out she was on her dream, Oh, she was sexing everyone, but me. This is why we could never be. You remind of a girl, that I once knew. See her face whenever I, I look at you. You won't believe all of the things that she put me through. This is why I just can't get with you. I know it's so unfair to you, But I'd be lingering the rest to you, Wish I kne

Burn By Usher
[Intro] I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn [Verse 1] It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time coming But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn [Chorus] When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might ruin you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Deep down you know it's best for yourself bu

My Boo By Usher
Usher: There's always that one person that will always have your heartYou never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to seeOoh baby, you will always be my booJermaine DepriI don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)Usher VerseDo you remember girl, who was the one who gave you your first kissCause I remember girl who was the onewho said put your lips like thisEven before all the fame and people screaming your nameGirl I was there and you were my babyChorus 1:UsherIt started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my booChorus 2: BeyonceI loved you when we were younger you were mine And when I see from time to time I still feel like,And if I see you

U Got It Bad By Usher
Oh, no, no, no, no, no... When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all back) Flowers, cards and candy (I do it just cause I'm...) Said I'm fortunate to

The Waning Lover
This is something that I wrote last year around (October 2008), as I was recently doing some cleaning and going through my papers I ran across it and saw that it was never posted before. I do not remember exactly what was occuring at the time but this is how I felt at the time. The Waning Lover My thoughts of you are loving and kind. I treasure every moment that we have together. To know your breath will never grace my inner thigh or your hot wicked tongue ever taste my secret dew, drives me totally crazy. I love you with all my heart and I have done/I do things with you that I would never do otherwise. The passion was hot and vibrant when we first united but latey you seem less then enthuised with our love. Your mind at times seems in another world. You love everything I do to you including the oral. You on the other hand have said giving oral is a complete turn-off. I do not do the oral because it is a turn-on, I do it because I like to make y

Vote For The Title Of My Next Mumm....
1 - (NSFW) Why do Married couples.....stay together even when sex together feels like you're doing a family member? 2 - Why do Women always want to hear the man say..... "I love you?" 3 - (NSFW) Should couples welcome aboard a bi female.......when the sex in the marriage is dead? 4 - (NSFW) Do you think a well timed bowel movement.... is the most important thing in life as you grow old? **The one will the most votes will be done when i return in 3 hrs...thank you!

Aint It Funny By Jennifer Lopez
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and meIt's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to beBut there are facts in our livesWe can never changeJust tell me that you understand and you feel the sameThis perfect romance that I've created in my mindI'd live a thousand livesEach one with you right by my sideBut yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstanceAnd so it seems like we'll never have the chanceAin't it funny how some feelings you just can't denyAnd you can't move on even though you tryAin't it strange when your feeling things you shouldn't feelOh, I wish this could be realAin't it funny how a moment could just change your lifeAnd you don't want to face what's wrong or rightAin't it strange how fate can play a partIn the story of your heartSometimes I think that a true love can never beI just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for meLife can be cruel in a way that I can't explainAnd I don't think that I could face it all againI barely know you but somehow

All I Had By Jennifer Lopez
Love is lifeAnd life is livingIts very specialJlo:ooohLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeahhhLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeahhhLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeah yeahIts such a shame but I�m leavingCant take the way ur mistreating meAnd it�s crazy but oh babyIt don�t matta whatever don�t phase meLl cool j: I don�t believe u wanna leave like thisI don�t believe I jus had my last real kissI do believe we�ll laugh and reminiseWait a minute don�t bounce babyLets talk about thisJlo: well I�m bouncing and I�m out sonI gotta leave you aloneCuz I�m goodHolding down my spotAnd I�m goodReppin the girls on the blockAnd I�m goodI got this thing on lineSo without me you�ll be fine, right? All my pride is all I haveLl cool j: pride is what u had, baby girl I�m what�s u haveJlo: you�ll be needing me but too

I'm Good By Blaque
Yeah Uh huh New Blaque Darckchild, Darkchizzle The jump off Is it true that im the one making you nervous?Trying real hard as bound for show press By you and your crew, that's helpless You saw that X5, that's me out side I know you, kinda seem so confused You cant understand how my diamonds seem blueBut its cool its true, its unusualA girl so fly out shining a guy We can talk about this, lets talk about it We can talk about this, don't think about it About me on the floor, that's what I came here for So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more It aint me, im sorry you got the wrong one It aint me, I just came out to have funIt aint me, go out and find another one I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good And even if you come along, I'm good Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good With or without you If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good Say what you do for me than, I'm good You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good With or wit

Incomplete By Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can’t find no restWhere I’m going is anybody’s guessI’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incompleteVoices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt’s written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistakeI’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incompleteI don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you goI don’t want to make you face this world aloneI want to let you go (alone)I’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to b

As Long As You Love Me By Backstreet Boys
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine I'm leaving my life in your hands People say I'm crazy and that I am blind Risking it all in a glance And how you got me blind is still a mystery I can't get you out of my head Don't care what is written in your history As long as you're here with me Chorus: I don't care who you are Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me Every little thing that you have said and done Feels like it's deep within me Doesn't really matter if you're on the run It seems like we're meant to be Chorus Bridge: I've tried to hide it so that no one knows But I guess it shows When you look into my eyes What you did and where you are comin' from I don't care, as long as you love me, baby. Chorus Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me (Repeat to fade)

My Crimson Dream
Intertwined between the folds of silk lays my virile vampire god. Tantalizingly tempting me with licks upon his crimson lips. Does he know what he does to me, deep within the night? Dreams of bodies intertwined , glistening with dew of the sexual kind. Hidden whispers upon the wind take hold of me deep down inside. Hands start to explore and search deep inside for that intimate spot for which you desire. Passion ablaze and skin on fire as my alabaster god tastes of my desire. Deep down growl of lustful pride utters from his lips as he deepens his kiss. Smelling the essence that exudes from him turns me into a wantonous beast. Never before has one evoked that hidden passion that wriths deep within. I feel what he needs as he tastes of my skin. Little small licks as he marks his spot to quench his thirst. Piercing my flesh as he enters deep within. Thrusting inside to sate the lust while he drinks of me in total trust. In flows my life to fufill his need, pulsing and throbbing I am fille

Dilemma By Nelly
I love and I need you Nelly, I love you, I do Need you No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I�m with my Boo Boy, you know I�m crazy over you No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I�m with my Boo You know I�m crazy over you Uh-uh-uh-uh I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need to see But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but that�s okay �Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position Like a shortstop, pick up e�rything mami hittin� And in no time I better make this friend mine and that�s for sure �Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy home But there�s something �bout baby girl, I just can�t leave her �lone So tell me, ma, what�s it gonna be She said, "You don�t know what you mean to me," come on No matter what I do All I think about is y

To My Baby
Here I sit 3:30 in the morning lonly with out you. Here I sit 3:30 in the morning thinking about you. Here I sit 3:30 in the morning not able to sleep with out you. Here I sit 3:30 in the morning missing you.

Hott In Here By Nelly
Nelly]I was like, good gracious ass is bodaciousUh, flirtatcious, tryin to show patienceLookin for the right time to shoot my steam (you know)Waitin for the right time to flash them keysThen um I'm leavin, please believinOh, Me and the rest of my heathensCheck it, got it locked at the top of the four seasonsPenthouse, roof top, birds are feedinNo deceivin, nothin up my sleeve and, no teasinI need you to get up up on the dance floorGive that man what he askin for (oh)Cuz I feel like bustin loose and I feel like touchin you (ah, ah)And cant nobody stop the juice so baby tell me whats the use[Chorus x2](I said)Its gettin hot in here (so hot)So take off all your clothes[woman's voice]I am gettin So hot, I wanna take my clothes offOhLet it hang all outWhy you at the bar if you aint poppin the bottlesWhat good is all the fame if you aint fuckin the modelsI see you drivin, sportscar, aint hittin the throttleAnd I be down, and do a hundred, top down and gogglesGet off the freeway, exit 106 and

Sometimes By Britney Spears
You tell me you're in love with me Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me It's not that I don't want to stay But every time you come too close I move away I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right Be with you day and night Baby all I need is time I don't wanna be so shy Every time that I'm alone I wonder why Hope that you will wait for me You'll see that you're the only one for me I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you righ Be with you day and night Baby all I need is time Just hang around and you'll see There's nowhere I'd rath

From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart By Britney Spears
"Never look back," we saidHow was I to know I'd miss you so?Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behindWhere do I go?And you didn't hearAll my joy through my tearsAll my hopes through my fearsDid you know, still I miss you somehow[CHORUS:]From the bottom of my broken heartThere's just a thing or two I'd like you to knowYou were my first love, you were my true loveFrom the first kisses to the very last roseFrom the bottom of my broken heartEven though time may find me somebody newYou were my real love, I never knew love'Til there was youFrom the bottom of my broken heart"Baby," I said, "please stay.Give our love a chance for one more day"We could have worked things outTaking time is what love's all aboutBut you put a dartThrough my dreams through my heartAnd I'm back where I started againNever thought it would end From the bottom of my broken heartThere's just a thing or two I'd like you to knowYou were my first love, you were my true loveFrom the first kisses to the very last roseFrom the b

Worry
im not good enough for her yet she stays i am worried that she will leave yet my worries are not found she is my love my heart my life yet i feel her slipping through my fingers i know she has love for me but i dont know how long it will last i fear that if i go too far i will never be able to come back i fear that if i let things pass it will pass me by this is so hard to be in my situation it is so hard to live this life with her not by my side she will hopefully always be a good freind but will she always be my girlfreind or willshe be more will she be the one that tames me or will i always be like this unordered and useless will i ever get over my own self hatred she has brought me to tears and dried them up she has been there for me with my sudden homelessness she is an angel in disguise she is the best to ever happen to me i wish i could know if im truly good enough for her or am i just lying to myself if and when she reads this i know something will catch her eye about it i love

Pain By The Game
[Chorus: Keyshia Cole] See, ever since the day I got the chance to make a change I've been in this game, it's a new day And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah [Verse 1: The Game] I swear to God, it feel like every day is my birthday Let the top down, California's my birthplace So I'ma take you there like B.I.G took niggaz to New York "Juicy" had us feeling like we was from New York And that's real shit blazed the Philly It's summertime shout out to Will Smith 'cause who didn�t wanna be the Fresh Prince Flat top, gold chain and some fresh kicks? My nigga Nas told me money make the world go round And Uncle Luke showed me how to make my girl go down I've been around Hip Hop since '85 She had her ups and downs but she stayed alive I used to think LL stood for Love LA He from Queens, how the fuck he put that with Cool J? Red Kangol hat,

Foolish By Ashanti
See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad You said you love me, no one above me And I was all you had And though my heart is eating for ya I can't stop crying I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong See when I'm home, I'm all alone And you are always gone And boy, you kno I really love you I can't deny I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears after all these years See my days

Happy By Ashanti
Boy you fill me with so much joy You give whatever it is that I need Now I'm here to stay, Won't never leave So glad that you fell In love with me My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe All of my life (I've been searching for you) Everyday (So glad that I found you boy) On my mind (I've been feining for you) Everyday (I'm so happy baby) Boy you got me feeling so good You take all the pain away from me Without you around, I couldn't breathe And I knew you fell in love with me My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe All of my life (I've been searching for you) Everyday (So glad that I found you boy) On my mind (I've been feining for you) Everyday (I'm so happy baby) I'm so happy that I fell in love I thank God he sent y

Rain On Me By Ashanti
Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm... Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm... Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm... I�m lookin� in the mirror At this woman down and out She�s internally dyin� I know this was not what love�s about I don�t wanna be this woman The second time around �Cause I�m wakin� up screamin�, no longer believin� That I�m gonna be around And over and over I tried Yet over and over you lied Gettin� over and over my pride, yeah I don�t know why And over and over I tried Yet over and over you lied Gettin� over and over my pride, yeah I don�t know why Rain on me Lord, won�t you take this pain from me I don�t wanna live, I don�t wanna breathe Baby, just rain on me Lord, won�t you take this pain from me I don�t wanna live, I don�t wanna breathe, no See, I don�t want to hold my pillow late at night no more I�m tossin� and turnin�

Baby By Ashanti
I've got this jones formin in my bones from a man who indeed took over my soul understand I couldn't breathe if he ever said he would leave get on my knees til they bloody red beggin please see I don't know if you get it yet just don't know he's like a lighter to my cigarette watch me smoke I never knew another human life didn' t know could have the power to take over mine so baby Baby baby baby baby baby baby I love you baby baby baby baby baby I love it when I hear your name got me sayin baby baby baby baby baby baby I love you baby baby baby baby baby See I can never feel alone with you in my life I'll give up everything I own for you won't think twice almost ashamed how I'm mesmerised such a shame I lose my thought lookin in your eyes I know why because your kisses make my lips quiver and that's real and when you touch me my whole body shivers I can feel now I can see how another life another life could have the power to take over mine cause you're my Baby baby baby baby baby baby

Submission......part Vi
He has allowed her to move, letting her slowly rise so that she might take care of her bodily functions, and even to leave her alone in privacy to bathe in the hot fragrant waters of the bath. She tests the waters temperature and pours some rose scented bath oils into it as the suds rise with the waters pressure. She watches the water, the rise of steam as she feels the soreness of her body. Each time she moves, a soft pang moves through her inner thighs. As the water rises, and reaches the place where she shuts it off, she rises. Slowly she steps into the bath, testing it with her foot, finding it very hot, but welcomes the warmth of it as she moves to fully lie submerged in the hot water.Lying back, her head braced on the edge of the tub, she closes her eyes, going over in her mind, the past few days, and what she's endured at her Masters hand. The burn along her inner thigh throbs deeply, but she ignores this. The bubbles form up and surround the soft mounds of her breasts, nipples

Just To Bitch
OK SO U DECIDED TO SEE WHAT THIS GIRL HAS TO SAY WELL U GET WHAT U DESERVE. WHY IS IT GUYS TALK BULLSHIT TO U AND THEN AS SOON AS A PRETTY FACE OR BIG BOOBS COMES ALONG UR ALL OF A SUDDEN NOTHING TO THEM. I MEAN HELL I KNOW I AM NOT PRETTY BUT IF U DONT MIND AND U THINK UR GOING TO LEAVE ANYWAYS JUST DONT BOTHER TO STOP IN A SAY HEY DONT WASTE MY TIME AND DONT PLAY STUPIED FUCKING GAMES. HELL IF U FOUND SOMEONE ELSE BE A MAN AND SAY SOMETHING DONT JUST SIT THERE AND PRETEND LIKE NOTHING WRONG.U KNOW SOMEONE TOLD ME TODAY I NEEDED A REALITY CHECK WELL MAYBE HE IS RIGHT MAYBE I DO NEED TO STEP BACK AND REALIZE JUST HOW FAKE THIS HOLE SHIT IS.I WONDER IF THIS WEB SITE IS FOR GUYS AND GIRLS THAT WONDER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF U TAKE SOMEONES HEART AND SEE HOW MUCH U CAN FUCK IT UP. I KNOW PPL FIND LOVE ON HERE YEA THATS TRUE.I JUST DONT THINK THAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND DONT FEEL SORRY FOR ME BECAUSE AT THIS POINT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO ONE COMMENTS ABOUT ME OR WHAT I HAVE WROTE HERE SO

Tuseday
I dont know if i will be on much Tuseday cuz im haveing teeth pulled and there putting me under anesthesia cuz im tarififed of the dentist and ill probally be in a lotta pian so if you have my cell number text me to check on me if you wanan if not ill be back probally wednessday or if can on tuseday lol ........ I really dont wanna go to the dentist ethere lol ....im scared to death

A Woman Who Looks Like The Art I Want To Create
When a man pictures in his mind his perfect woman, he knows that it is very unlikely that she will ever materialize. It's like trying to find the holy grail, or King Solomon's Mines. So women have always appeared as though the biblical concept of creating woman from Adam's rib couldn't be more wrong. How could something so beautiful and sensitive ever be created from a man..... Several hours ago I saw her. It was something I don't think I can get out of my head. I saw all of her. When you paint something beautiful everyone wants to see it. Everyone wants to marvel in its presence and wish it was theirs to admire. The physical reaction after seeing her was something I couldn't quite wrap my brain around. It was like all of the physical traits of making love to someone without touching them, only internally. My heart sped up, I found that I was losing my inhibitions for just a few short minutes. I almost feel guilty for having the reaction that I did, but it's something science is res

Me
Hi, Im Sara. I'm divorce and i have 3 kids ( 2 boys * 1 girl ) Their my treasure. I love and like alot of things. And i do have in mine ,that if i just got my High School Diploma now i will try to get my degree to became a Teacher.I know that it will take me 4 years to make that ,but thats something i have dream and im doing for my kids and also for my own self. I also want to get a small caree and that its Medical Codin ,seen i know that will not take me long to take it so ,i will start with that so that i can start working on a better job. Know a little about me, i love to cook and keep my home clean.I love sports and music and dance and alot of more things . Their is something i don't like and that is drink alchole and drugs . will God Bless Evryone Here. Sara Rubi

Just Venting
My life seems to be one wild ride, up then down. Unfortuneately, now it is in a downward spiral. I have more on my plate than I can handle and it is taken its toll. My son needs surgery and he has no insurance. My oldest daughter is also unemployed and no one is hiring in her line of work, architecture. My youngest daughter is working but just had a break up with her boyfriend. Maybe just a break,but she is down. I am the only parent they have left and wish I could do more to ease their burdens. My personal life seems to be in the crapper as well. I have no job and no prospects. My love life is so damn confusing that I am not sure I have one. I wish I could be less sensitive and just go out and have a good time without getting involved. I just cant do it. I always care too much. Its no wonder I am so stressed, but it is nobody's fault but my own. If I sound like I am bitching, I am not, I am just saying what is on my mind. Life is just giving me a lot of lemons and I jus

Wreck
Well it happened was taking the kids to meet their mom had about 60 miles to go was entering onto I-95 heading south when all of a sudden wham I hit the guard rail gashed my head open it really hurts bad still no stiches refused medical attention although I might have to go because it has been bleeding since yesterday and wont stop. Most important the kids they were all right selt belted in more scared than anything especially after seeing all the blood running down my face. Thankfully it happen at 30 miles per hour not 70 or 80, on the interstated cause I wouldnt be here writing this nor maybe neitehr my boys, my steering just went out which cause my truck to jerk left in the turn and hit the rail causing the front wheel to snap off and we went up onto the rail almost going over down the embankment. All is good we are alive and I am still here to raise my kids.

As I Talk To You.
This thoughts are on a personal level but anyone in a similar situation would simpathise with them and I know they are many. AS I TALK TO YOU. When we read each other's conversation while we're online my love,you might feel that they are just words someone sent thousend of miles away and that this are just that,words without much meaning,just because we cant see each other's eyes while we are saying it.But when I read your words my mind starts to wonder and the thousends of miles just disappear from us and you are here with me holding you tight,feeling your heartbeat beating with mine,then smiling at me and placing your lips with mine,feeling the warmth of your lips that seems to say those 3 magic words "I LOVE YOU".Then with those loving eyes they seem to tell me "take me my love,make love to me".So next time we read each other's words,understand my love that this are not just words but true feelings that comes from the heart.

Ugh, Religion
There are wars over God...well religion, whatever. Are there wars over satan? If not, why is he such a bad guy then? He didnt get kicked out of heaven he left! It was god afterall that made the apple, AND the snake...and the trees to produce the apple and the blah blah blah I know I know the devil coaxed whatsherface to eat that apple (damn bitch cus now I have to suffer too!) yet if they were made in Gods creation..... Dammit!

Make 100k Rating My Pictures
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Wtf?
I randomly went to go check out the HH host. Just to be told I'm blocked. WTF? I don't even recognize this chick. I'm racking my brain trying to figure out how I would have made her blocked list. Mumms? Mutual friend? Hell if I know. Hell if I care. lol Most people that have me blocked, I have them blocked too. And there's usually a reason behind it. Her, I dunno. Oh well. Carry on!

Make 200k Rating My Pics
PLEASE READ ENTIRE BLOG!!! SO NO MISTAKES ARE MADE! This ONLY COUNTS WHEN MY STATUS SPECIFICALLY SAYS MAKE 200K CHECK BLOG IF IT SAYS MAKE 150K CHECK BLOG U NEED TO CHECK THE BLOG FOR MAKING 150K.................... IF MY STATUS SAYS IT AND IMMEDIATLY CHANGES ITS AND ERROR AND WILL NOT QUALIFY FOR THAT OFFER................... MY STATUS WILL USUALLY STAY THE SAME UNLESS I'M NOT PAYING FOR RATES THEN ITS RANDOM STUFF. DO NOT RATE ALL PICS AND MESSAGE ME EXPECTING TO PAY YOU A MILLION DOLLARS ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN U NEED TO PM ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT TO RATE 1000 PICS CAN U AFFORD THAT FOR JUST ME. CAUSE YOU ARENT THE ONLY ONE RATING THERES USUALLY 4 OR 5 GOING AT A TIME. SO PLEAS ASK FIRST OR ONLY GET PAID WHAT I CAN GIVE U OVER THE AMOUNT OFFERED FOR RATES RATE 300 PICTURES AND MAKE 200K THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE NSFW PICS THIS DONT NOT INCLUDE RIPPED PHOTOS I WILL SERIOUSLY CHECK EVERY PAGE OF EVER PICTURE YOU CLAIM TO RATE! I HAVE HAD PEOPLE STRAIGHT UP LIE TO ME AND THEN SOME

Stuck Foot
For a while, I've been having these weird muscle spasims or whatever in my lower back leg...calf..or whatever you call that area. I had actually gone to the doctor about it becaues it was driving me nuts. She told me to try this certain pill and get back to her in a month or so...I haven't yet... but anyways...i would get this weird tingling feeling in my leg...like I have to stretch it out. The last few days, I've been trying to massage it on my own...the muscles are really sore for some reason... Okay, so I was sitting in the office looking over some papers. My legs were bugging the hell out of me so I tried stretching them out while looking over my papers. I then decided to sit somewhere else to where I could lay my legs out. I sat in this chair at this table and across the table, I had put another chair there so I could rest my feet. I sit down, and put my right foot into the chair infront of me...now these are odd chairs...it's one that you can adjust the level of your seat. S

Chloe The Car Surfing Cat..
by Jennifer Eliot, The Cairns Post The two-year-old's morning nap on an ambulance ended in a hair-raising 13km trip from Port Douglas to Oak Beach at 100km/h, with lights flashing and siren blaring all the way. Chloe's owner and paramedic Myles White got a huge shock when an extremely distressed meow alerted him to a "goggle-eyed" cat sitting on the roof. "We did the job and we were loading the patient in the back of the ambulance when we heard a cat let out a big meow," he said. "Someone said there was a cat on the roof and I looked up and was very surprised to see it was my cat, Chloe. "The road to Oak Beach is quite windy and it was lights and sirens all the way. "I cannot be

Why Cats Blink
Cats send all sorts of nonverbal signals, both to each other and to us humans. One of those signals is a blink. If you own a cat and haven't ever noticed it blinking at you, keep an eye out. It usually happens just as the cat enters a room where you are sitting. It will notice you from a small distance, stop, blink both eyes once or several times, and then approach. Once you are on the lookout for it, the blink is quite noticeable. It's slower than a human blink and looks, well, intentional. What is your cat trying to tell you? A blinking cat is a happy cat. Blinking in cats is a signal that they recognize the presence of another cat in their vicinity but they are not going to fight it. A blink sends the

Untiltled
Sometimes I wonder will we ever be happy Will people ever just let us be As I sit and wait for you no one knows the weekness i feel because i need you so I need to have you lift this weight off my shoulders so I can finally let go Just for a while i need you to be mommy and daddy so that I can be ME I need you to cover me with your love and protection to remove all the outer worlds rejection COME HOME TO ME SOON BABY!!!!

Black Knight Sales.
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Greyface
CONVENTIONAL CHAOS GREYFACE In the year 1166 B.C., a malcontented hunchbrain by the name of Greyface, got it into his head that the universe was as humorless as he, and he began to teach that play was sinful because it contradicted the ways of Serious Order. "Look at all the order around you," he said. And from that, he deluded honest men to believe that reality was a straightjacket affair and not the happy romance as men had known it. It is not presently understood why men were so gullible at that particular time, for absolutely no one thought to observe all the disorder around them and conclude just the opposite. But anyway, Greyface and his followers took the game of playing at life more seriously than they took life itself and were known even to destroy other living beings whose ways of life differed from their own. The unfortunate result of this is that mankind has since been suffering froma psychological and spiritual imbalance. Imbalance causes frustration, and frustratio

Just A Lil About Me
hey Imma a 29 yr old male, been married for 8yrs this coming october and I dont add men so dont try unless I know you, so ladies only send me your invites, rates, blings, drinks, and whatever you want to to me.

Greed
I tell ya I have about had it with some of the greedy selfish people on here who dont give two shits bout anyone but themselves. I try and help people as much as I can when I can, or when ever I am privilaged to run a Bomb, and what do I get in return? Not a fucking thing. Now, I'm not asking for anything, but a simple THANK YOU would be nice...or have the love returned, but half the people on here have their noses stuck so far up in the air they would drown in a fuckin rainstorm. Just because you arent in their little "clique" or their "social class" you get treated like shit but boy when your runnin a bomb they'll be the first to hit up your Shout box goin BOMB ME BOMB ME PLZ PLZ! FUCK THAT. Until people can start showin the common courtesy and respect that I have shown time after time, you aint gettin nothin from me. I will stick to helpin those that have not done me wrong. fuck the greedy people. someone oughta knock em off of their damn high horse and bring them down to realit

Sissy's Song By Alan Jackson
This song is about a woman who worked for and was a friend of Alen Jackson. She died in a motorcycle accident........ Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, wife and mother Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that maybe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me It's hard to say goodbye Her picture in my mind They'll always be of t

Poem Story(unfinished)
She opened the door, With a silent ease, Knowing to be quiet, Her Lord may not be pleased. For the library is private, Her Lords domain, But her curiosity, Won't settle in vane. She has been to this room, Many times before, But she has never alone, Walked through this door. She just wants to see, What it is he likes to read, She has a strong desire to know, It's a burning, a burning need. As she steps inside the library, Her heart begins to race, For there are so many memories, In this forbidden dark place. Her eyes roam around, In a wondrous look, As she pans the room, Gazing upon each and every book. He has books of love and war, All covered in dust, There are true stories, And some filled with lust. His collection is massive, Impressive in size, But a glance straight ahead, And a single book captures her eyes. A story of a great ship, And the heavens above, That brought together two hearts, That would forever be in love. She walked on tiptoe, Closer to the book s

Four Months Of Our Unholy Union!!!
Actually missed our anniversary because my computer is an asshole!!! February 13th 2009 - The Day I Married My Best Friend, My Lover, My Confidant, My Angel Without Wings!! Happy 4 Months Of Being Married To My Crazy Ass, Baby!!! I LOVE YOU IAN, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!!!! Here's to four and many more!! Je t'aime, mon Lord Icarus. Toujours, Principessa Bella Scura

Poem
Writing Poems is my fave of all!DarknessAs darkness falls all around,No shadows left playing, on the cemented ground,There is an emptiness she has found,Alone in the silence, there is no sound.Trying to escape a life and just let go,Finding it hard to really show,That inner self, her inner glow,Afraid to be free and let life flow.It is getting darker, both outside and in,Why does it feel so cold, being in her own skin?She has no clue where she is going, but knows where she has been,Yet here she lies in darkness, a deep darkness within.She closes her eyes, as well as her mind,Drifting off to a place only her soul can find,A place that's not so dark and perhaps even kind,A place that she can unfold from her life's grind.Awakening to a new and fresh day,Hoping the sun forever shines, this exact way,A better life, freedom, happiness, what more can she say,As the darkness again falls, she can only pray.Written by S. K. 2005-May-5

Healing With Hurt
April 30, 2009Healing with HurtUsing Your Pain To Help OthersPain is a fact of being and one that permeates all of our lives to some degree. Since the hurt we feel may be a part of the experiences that have touched us most deeply, we are often loathe to let it go. It is frequently easier to keep our pain at our sides, where it acts as a shield that shelters us from others and gives us an identity—that of victim—from which we can draw bitter strength. However, pain’s universality can also empower us to use our hurt to help others heal. Since no pain is any greater or more profound than any other, what you feel can give you the ability to help bring about the recovery of individuals whose hurts are both similar to and vastly different from your own. You can channel your pain into transformative and healing love that aids you in helping individuals on a one-to-one basis and spreading a tide of curative energy throughout the world.The capacity to heal others evolves natur

I Leveled To Prophet!must Read
I must say how grateful I am to all the people have loved on me and helped me out the last 2 weeks.You guys are wonderful! I can say this in all honesty.9 days ago I leveled to disciple.In 9 days I just levled to Prophet.That is amazing.I signed up on fubar on February 16th,2009 and look how far I have got with the help of real and loving friends.I had an awesome friend who is a member of Moonlight levelers who went and got his whole group to come help me level the last 300k points in under 30 minutes.You guys really made my day and thanks so much for your help.Some of you may not like me.You may not respect me but if you knew the real me you would.I love my friends here dearly and Ill do anything in my power that I can do for you.I may get grouchy and bitchy sometimes but I do care about the ones who genuinely care about me and not about what pics they get to see.Someone helping me because they want to makes me smile.I love helping people randomly as well and making their day.Thanks f

Poem
Shadow I am but a mere shadow,Walking very long halls,In a giant manor,It is built of stone walls. I find myself going in circles,Round and round each corridor,My feet make no sound,Upon the stone made floors. Silence beckons me,As I have no voice,Where the silence leads me,I seem to have no clue, nor any choice. The walls all appear the same,As darkness is all I see,There is something missing,Or perhaps someone, who should be here with me. I feel soulless,A black hole in a forever night,And I will remain this way,Until things are made right. Floating the halls,Of an empty manor,A soulless shadow,Searching out her Master.

4 Missing 1 Found
/MDFodHRwOi8vczIxOC5waG90b2J1Y2tldC5jb20vYWxidW1zL2NjMTExL2ZvcnRoZW1pc3NpbmdfcGhvdG9zL1dhc2hpbmd0b24vP2FjdGlvbj12aWV3JmN1cnJlbnQ9Q2hyaXN0YWtvc19NYXJpYS5qcGc=" target="_blank"> MARIA STEPHINA CHRISTAKOSFamily Abduction -- Missing Since: March 11, 2009 ; age 4Missing From: VANCOUVER, WASHINGTONAge Now: 4 -- Height: 3'1" -- Weight: 37 lbsHair Color: Blonde -- Eye Color: BlueCircumstances: Maria was allegedly abducted by her mother, Svetlana Nesterenko-Christakos. A felony warrant is on file for the abductor. They may have traveled to Russia.CONTACT 1-800-THE-LOST / 1-800-843-5678 OR THE CLAY COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE AT 360-397-2211 IF YOU HAVE ANY INFORMATION ON THIS MISSING CHILD~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ HAILEE MARIE PASATIEMPOEndangered Runaway -- Missing Since: June 6, 2009 ; age 14Missing From: PORT ORCHARD, WASHINGTONAge Now: 14 -- Height: 5'3" -- Weight: 105 lbsHair Color: Black -- Eye Color: BrownCircumstances: Hailee may still be in the local

Black Knight Sales
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Compulsion
compulsion.slicing off small strips of fleshsharp pain relieving pressure of boiling bloodthe lips being still movingforcing thoughts from brain to wordso eyes don't pop out of their delicate socketsalone and aware only of the voiceeminating from the mouth attached to the facethat does not feel like a part of ittrying not to cry, not to screamafraid either will never stop if succumbed toteeth clenched every time the words stopthe nails digging further inwondering which pause will give way to the blood beneathit is babbling incessantly now, trying to save its lifehoping for the calming word, the calming voicethe calming caress to remind it that there is morethat the words will fade, the tension will fadeand when night comes once againall will be as it was before, it will be safe again. ~sinamynlee

Loss
twisted, misshapen, fractured pieces of a memorycracked through timecannot replace pieces of a defective soultears pushed backtrying to escapecreating condensationin and around a broken mindcarefully wrapped, surroundedenveloped in metallic lovestowed away in darknesswith comfort of a mending heart ~sinamynlee

Be Warned....
THESE ARE SOME OF THE CATCHY, GET STUCK IN YOUR HEAD, STAB YOUR SELF IN THE FACE TO GET IT OUT, EVERYONE AROUND YOU WILL HATE AND WANT TO KILL SONGS EVER!!! DON'T BELIEVE ME, GO TO WORK, AND KEEP SINGING JUST ONE OF THESE OVER AND OVER. THEY ARE SO CATCHY THAT ANYONE WHO HEARS THEM WILL GET THEM STUCK IN THIER HEAD, THEN YOU YOU MUST EXPLAIN THE VIDEO, WHICH WILL MAKE THEM LOOK THE VIDEO UP WHICH WILL MAKE THEM HATE YOU EVEN MORE. LET THE TORTURE AND MISERY BEGIN!!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND DANCING TO MADDENING SONGS.... NOW DANCE!!! THE FIRST AND MOST EPIC IS OF COURSE. CHIMPANZEE RIDING ON A SEGWAY!!! NEXT COMES DRAMATIC CHIPMUNK!!! THE THIRD IS JUST EVIL....NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM!!!! AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, FUZZY FUZZY CUTE CUTE....BEWARE IT WILL MAKE YOUR EARS BLEED!!!!

Saltwater
saltwater.my soul is floodedwith tears i won't cryit is not a stream, or a rivermy soul is stagnantwith unshed saltwaterthe flood comes up halfway through my heartabove it is just a vaccuumit is not nothingnessa vaccuum sucking the life out of my heartsucking the life out of my headi am retreating into myselftrying to save a piece of me from drowningit is too latea temporary whirpool formsthe black hole inside me moving underwater temporarilyboth the me i try to saveand the me i sent in to save itdrown in my soulbefore my soul's breath is pulled in as wellleaving an empty shellwith blank eyesblank expressionmy body moveswith no directioni am dead insidei do not care if i get resurrectedor if things remain as they arewith my drowned heart and suffocated soul ~sinamynlee

Hard Work/sore Muscles!!!
Behind my house -is a steep bank, with a creek at the bottom. Prob a good 35 foot drop from top to bottom. I decided to build steps to the bottom, so the trolls can get down to play in the creek safely. Nothing fancy -just small logs cut & laid down, with metal stakes pounded into the ground to hold the logs in place, and then back filled with dirt, to create the steps. I finished half of it today and am tired. That is all:)

Havin A Fight With Myself......
Silver: You best be careful! Karen: But he is so sweet and treats me like a queen!! Silver: Been there done that. They ALL are in the beginning. Karen: He's the most romantic man I've ever been with. Silver: Romance, schmomance, he's a guy and he'll just break your heart. Karen: Women have broken my heart too. Silver: You have never been in love with a woman. Karen: True, true, but this just feels so right. So good. Silver: I'm tellin ya, you let yourself go and you'll regret it. Karen: I have no regrets, remember? Only disappointments. Silver: Ok, get used to disappointment then. Karen: Fuck off Silver, I'm goin for it and let the chips fall where they may!!

Old New Guy
Ok, so I've been a member of fubar since way back in the day when it was called CherryTap, but haven't ever really been active. I'm trying to remedy that, but feel like I'm a step behind what everyone else is doing to level up and all this. Anyone wanna give me some advice or assistance?

Need Staff!!!!!!
WE ARE LOOKING FOR STAFF MEMBERS FOR THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR...WE NEED BARTENDERS, DJS, GREETERS AND PROMOTERS, AND DANCE GIRLS WHO ARENT AFRAID TO DANCE ON CAM....IF INTERESTED CONTACT ME OR RISQUE OTHER WISE KNOWN AS KAT...THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP.....

Rating Pics
Seriously how lame are you? I think it's funny if I give my honest opinion and someone rates me low just cause I gave them a low score get over it stop taking it personal not everyone is gonna think your a ten! This site is hilarious!

So I Should Start Wearing A Helmet...
Seriously I need full body armor. Friday night I dropped and broke a full double of apple rum and diet coke, and cut myself cleaning up the glass shards. Last night I was walking down stairs and ran into this sharp corner really fucking hard. Like, so hard that I have this stabbing pain shooting up from the welt in my forearm all the way up to my breast bone, shooting through my shoulder blade. Seriously I don't know what's goin on but fuck it hurts. And both of these injuries were sustained before I got drunk. It's not easy being me. Really.

Hear Me Out
To all of my FU friends thank you to each and everyone of you for making my life that much more enjoyable and my days that much brighter. I enjoy the times and everyone I met. I am just a typical good hearted guy trying to make it in this world, and through yall's support and friendship... there is no dream or goal that I can't reach. Thank you all

Some Truth And Venting
I am sitting here thinking about how I should write this blog. Honesty is always best, so I am going to give you honesty. The last month in a half has been hell most of the time. I got very betrayed by a good friend of mine and there has been nothing but drama to follow. My kid’s father is blowing them aside for a piece of ass. Wants to write them off because he can’t see them. My kids have been going through hell because when they see their father they tell me he ignores them to be with ex-friend. He only really wants to see them once a week and when he can see them he has to see them with her and the kids get ignored. To me that isn’t right and I am the one who has to put the pieces back together. I really don’t like them going up there to see him when he is with her that reason and that she has two kids of her own and when they go some place they take one car. Which would be ok but the car they take can only fit 5 people and there are 6 of them. Wh

I Want A Vip! Here's What I'm Offering... Sb Me!
^^^CLICK TO BID^^^ Hey all... I want a VIP And so I'm offering up these Items... SB Me or send me a VIP and I PROMISE that I will Do everything on this list for you! 1. Shitfaced for a however long the VIP is for! 2. 4 pics graphically designed or morphs! 3. SFW Salute! 4. Pimpout on my page for how ever long the VIP is for! 5. All Stash Rated 6. All Pics Rated 7. #2 Spot in Friends for how ever long the VIP is for! 8. 1 Million Fubucks 9. 6 Bulletin Pimpouts 10. 1 Blog Pimpout 11. Access to NSFW's 12. 200 11 rates a week 13. Daily Profile Comments 14. Cherry Bombed whenever I have one! 15. #3 Spot in family for how ever long the VIP is for! 16. Random Blings 17. Personalized Skin Thats an awesome deal isen't it... 16 items for a VIP! Thanks to all that whom have stopped to read this! Lots of Love! C51

A Raven Soul
Raven is soul representation. This is a very interesting path for a being. I suppose the most important thing to remember about a persons life when they are under the Ravens wing would be, you have been here before.. you know all about this stuff and what you don't know you are about to find out. There is really nothing too surprising or amazing to a Raven person.. new things, sure, but as they have been witness to so many massive shifts over the miriad of lifetimes required to lead a Raven life, there are virtually no real surprises. The danger for a raven soul is landing in an area where there are no other ravens and no real competition for them. A Raven needs some powerful reflection and only another Raven can do that for them as they know that they are the only ones who really understand. An old soul does not protect a person from falling into a trap of getting too comfortable and growing lazy. Laziness is deadly for a Raven, they need the power of their wings to carry their great

Happy Birthday
today is the year of the nco for the united states army 234 years ago congress put together a unit called the us army to fight and defend the people and the constitution of the united states of america happy birthday army hooah

Whatev!
Goober Chi...: was just having fun but i guess you're too much of a cunt for that. ->Goober Chi...: my status is perfectly innocent...you took it upon yourself to be a pervert. Goober Chi...: you brought it on with your status. ->Goober Chi...: you really have no right to ask someone you don't know that question. Goober Chi...: sorry? just making conversation. just forget i said anything to you. ->Goober Chi...: why the fuck is it any of your business? Goober Chi...: a nice long tongue? Goober Chi...: really? just curious wha gets you wet ->Goober Chi...: wow really? Goober Chi...: WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET THOSE PANTS MOIST? from the bottom up...

Morphs For Rates!
Hi fu-barians my friends! If you rate 100 of my pics, you get a morph. Once you've rated 100 of my pics, send me a private message and include the pics you'd like morphed. I'm sure I'll be quite busy with the morphs, so please do this as it may be very difficult to look for your pics for you. If you don't send the message, you might not get your morph. The only thing I ask is that you have fun! ENJOY!!!!

This Is A Story Of A Girl...*extended Version*
There once was this girl, she was shy and felt like an outcast to the world. Her eyes used to be so full of life, vibrant and beautiful like the colors of the rainbow. She faced many obstacles within her life. When she was a child she was in a world where make believe and dreaming co-existed, where there were no worries everything was carefree and simple. Her childhood was filled with surprises and wonderful adventures. Her childhood dream was to be a princess who would be saved by her knight in shining armor. As she grew older make believe became non-existent and her dreams were of finding true love and having a life full of happiness. She faced difficult situations where feelings of heartache and betrayal roamed freely. Rumors cut through her soul like a knife and her relationships would end in tears flowing and her heart shattered into a million pieces scattered all over her bedroom floor. Lies and deceit reigned over her and she dwelled on the lies of others and wondered why the

This Weekend
This weekend has been filled with trials and tribulations. Oscar and I went and got my 6 year old niece on Friday and we went out to eat with Steph, Lusty, Spike, Madussa, and Lusty's lil one at Lone Star. The company was great, but the service and food were lacking terribly. After dinner we were all exhausted so off to home we went to get tucked into bed. (Along the way Friday some things were said and feelings were hurt...) Saturday it was up at 7 a.m. and down to Battle Creek's Largest Breakfast Table by 8 a.m. The kids were able to eat breakfast, get pictures taken with various team mascots as well as Tony the Tiger, the Keebler Elf, The Taco Bell Taco, Smack, etc. The kids were also able to see a possum from the zoo, The Army, get spray on tattoos, face fainting, and much much more. It was exhausting for this old woman walking up and down those streets. LOL! Saturday afternoon it was getting my nails done along with my 6 year old niece and shopping, shopping, shopping t

Your My Addiction *poem*
There once was this manwho had eyes that would shake your soulhe yearns for what he needshe could feel it taking over his dark heart flowing through his veinshis heart beats and he becomes more alivehes so addicted to herthe girl that makes him who he is her heart skips a beat everytime he says her name andtells her shes beautiful she is addicted to himher heart needs to be mendedhe could make her feel whole once againshe cant stop loving himhes her addictionhe wants more of herwith each word...with each smile.. xoxo.

Auction - Twaune Presents 1 Yr Fu-anniversary
Want to own Lizzie? Now's your chance to bid on me!!!! I’ll buy you a drink every other day (whenever I’m online basically) and I’ll rate all pics and stashes during HH! If I get a Bling Pack, I'll make sure to bling you! IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? If Cash value is upped, then there will be more to add ;) Fu-Owned in my name for a month Rate all pics during HH One SWF Salute/Shout Out Everyday I log on there will be a 2-3 drink minimum if not already drunk Add as a top friend get my Yahoo s/n If VIP everything else the same except with 11s. If bling pack is bought, then will also bling. **will add to family for one month if VIP & Bling pack** click below :) Brought to you by: TwåunεVålêntïnô™ *§näke Ëyeš ®ädïð *!!!! Fu-Owned Auction™ 7 "1 Year Fu-Anniversary (running from Sunday, June 14th - Saturday, June 20th" !!!! bully posted by: Ni

Blackout
dear diary, last nigth i listened to the whole van halen catalog and drank blackberry brandy, brandy, some girl drink like mikes hard punch, and vodka...oh yah sevaral king cobras, until i blacked out..when i woke up today at four the black brandy was tipped over and dripping off my desk like blood, life is good. your friend Hood Mood

Nothin Todo Anti-athesis
Everybodi thankful for somethin Most in the sounds Of, Possibly in every end of the day at least DO you have a happy for nothing day then you mite have or it mite of then their mite, scarey or fait if you did your bought buuanother Somethin Where lightnig comes from why wind has @200mph why their mite some aliens never been to hell kinda ______________.Meet a bookkeeper poss.. My apenyun I dont want to talk about God I dont to correct on about God dont want to hear your feelings about God your Consires about God how won by its creator sum fool that thinks about God. Then there are ones!! God heaven the hole bliss a Journey yah when you die you turn-around an walk back that's what athesis is. Athe'sis is beings a bitch but Dude she can do that_!! It's simply Teachment the younger the better QA are the first letters on a tpyerwriter left of course now you know there are these bridges in life we build if you dont find christ. You dont stand on that bridge in the end for long best to p

Mom Funeral Info
Will be held at Wilders funeral home in Homosassa , Florida Here is the Link Info . http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/sunsentinel/obituary-funeralhome.aspx?page=fhdirections&fhid=3786 View is from 11am to 1 pm She will be buried at Stage Stand Cemetary http://www.topozone.com/map.asp?lat=28.79583&lon=-82.572 Thank you all for your Love and Support during this trying time .

Life Is Good
So.. Everythings prety well settled into our new home. We still need to paint the kids room & little things here & there but overall its a nice place to call home. I'm happy at this point in my life, I love my babys father, which i hate lablin him that so well just call him Hubby. :o) My other daughters due in Sept. and times flyin by. Im gettin stinkin fat lil but hey I still look good pregnant. Its alot better waking up to the family that you love so much everyday and goin to sleep with them. He brought me in flowers & a card to my work about a week ago which was really unexpected but really sweet. & he's was bein the "family" man today doin the laundry. :P cute. But anyway tomorrows my bday and im spendin it the way I want it. Hes makin me dinner that I want and who knows what we'll do . I havent been this happy in awhile though. If bitches would stay out & mind there own business. but anyway thats another suject. lol Must be checkin up on me or sumthin u kno. well thats all i rea

My Work
to all my friends i have decided to move all my blogs and my creations to my own website to protect them as they are copyrighted if you enjoyed my work copy and paste the link and come visite my site to enjoy my work again hope to see you all soon, have a great day. http://www.ravenscentral.com

Loneliness Is Starting To Fade
The loneliness is starting to fade with each moment I have you. Its almost as if you were made to be the person who proved friendship can be true. What you have given me is the greatest gift one that cant be wrapped up or viewed. You've given my spirit such a lift and my faith in people has been renewed. You once said that you would wait for me to trust that you wouldn't get bored and walk away. You've peeled away my doubts like stale crust and I believe you'll be there for me every day. All of the things you have done for me I will never be able to express. You've helped me to begin to feel free to open up about my feelings, I confess. I know I always apologize for telling you exactly how I feel. That is because some days I feel like I'm dwelling instead of taking the steps to heal. Now I've come to realize that I am making the stride each time I bear my soul to you. Learning to trust again gives me a sense of pride to learn that not everyone is comple

Wanna Own Some Krissalicious???
Hey Everyone!!! Im Up for Auction!! Auction Ends Saturday June 20th.. So what are you waiting for?? copy and paste link the link below and place your bids.. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=2252776903&idx=19 Oh And Dont For Get To Show The Auction Host Some Love!!! fyi.. i hate fubars new blogs ughhh

Fire Trucks Stopping At Your Home...
Life can sometimes scare the shit out of you. Earlier today, mom was playing a computer game when she asked if I heard that noise? I didn't hear anything but the games effects. So, I grabbed my book and headed out onto the balcony to read. You can imagine my shock and horror when I saw and heard a fleet of fire trucks pull up and stop next to our condo building. I walked back inside, telling my mom that something must be going on cause a shit load of fire trucks just pulled up. This is when I noticed a beeping sound. I assumed it was the idiot people that live above us. They had an alarm clock from hell go off one afternoon when they went out and you would have sworn it was in your place. I grabbed my keys and was going to check to see what was going on outside when I opened the door and was hit with the beeping noise and strobe lights! SHIT! I slammed the door and screamed at my mom it was the fire alarm going off. I dart to my room to get my ids and bank stuff thinking we're gonn

Expressions
Each day I try to express exactly how I feel but the words I have for you simply do not flow. Part of me is terrified to reveal that my feelings for you continue to grow. The time I've spent in your arms was too short yet I still remember feeling like I was in my place. Even with the distance you manage to comfort as if you were standing here ready to embrace. Each day you are the cause of my smiles that until you were so hard to find. Despite the distance of too many miles you seem to be able to read my mind. That being said I still wonder if you'll ever see what you mean to me. When I feel my emotions might pull me under you're right there to keep me from drowning in the sea. When I tell you that you're awesome you argue that you're just a regular guy. But I disagree since you have made me blossom and see that I should reach for the sky.

Bid On Me!
HEY SEXY! I'M IN AN AUCTION! PLEASE, COME BID ON ME! IT'S MY SECOND ONE AND IT'D BE REALLY COOL TO COUNT ON YOU. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=928523482&idx=55 THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ANNIE.

No Matter What....
No matter what I need you to be you're always ready to be it for me. You do this without complaint or regret and because of this, you I will never forget. When I need a shoulder to soak with my tears you are there to hug me and listen to my fears. The days when I could really use a smile you always go the extra mile. You never make me feel like I am less having you around makes me feel so blessed. I will never be able to find the words to say how much I look forward to talking each day. I hope one day my actions will show all of the things that I want you to know. The words "I love you" are used way too much but I hope you'll be able to feel it with my every touch. Not a day goes by that my feelings don't grow yet the words for how I feel just don't flow. I wish you could see just how special you are but trust me that others see it from afar. I am so greatful each passing day as I realize you won't be the one to walk away. No matter where things tak

448 Things To Fear
AbstinenceAcne MedicineAerosol ContainersAfternoonsAirplane Aisle SeatsAlaskaAlfalfa SproutsAlligator ShoesAluminum FoilAntennasApple JuiceApricot KernelsAromatherapyArtificial NailsAssertivenessAstringentsAugustAutumnBaby Faced BoysBackpacksBad InitialsBagelsBaggy PantsBaked PotatoesBakeriesBaking SodaBalloonsBanistersBartendingBathing SuitsBatteriesBeachesBean Bag ChairsBeauty ParlorsBetween 3-4pmBible QuotingBicycle SeatsBicycle WheelsBirimingham, AlabamaBlow DryersBlowing Off SteamBlowing your noseBlue EyesBody OdorBottled WaterBottling Up AngerBowingBowl GamesBraidsBrassieresBreadBrieBright colored clothingBrush CuttersBubble BathsBug ZappersCampingCandlesCanned TunaCan OpenersCardboard BoxesCareers in AdvertisingCar PhonesCar-Pool LanesCar windowsCartoonsCasinosCasserolesCatsCerealsChainsawsChamomile TeaChampagneCheerleadingChewing GumChiliesChopsticksChristmasChubby CheeksCigarsCinnamon GumCity BikingClassical PerformancesCleanlinessClose ShavesClothespinsCoffee CupsCold Weather

A Loss Of A Dear Friend
A Sweet Friend that I met on Tagged was murdered By another Tagged Member Last week. Her name was Gail Joseph. She started talking to this guy who was charming and said all the things that she wanted to hear. Gail agreed to go on a date with him and that was the last time she was heard from. Gails body was found in a River. Gail lived in Trindad. tabago and so did her killer. This guy was arrested but not charged with her murder yet. Gail leaves behind 2 beautiful daughters. HE IS A SUSPECT. Please my Sisters be careful. There are Men out there that will kill without a second thought. If you are on tagged and you get a friend invite from a Aundre B..from Trindad Tabago Reject it. If he is on your friend list Delete him. BE CAUTIOUS..BE SAFE.

The Raven
Edgar Allan Poe. . . Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -Only this, and nothing more.'Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -This it is, a

Life And People
So things have happened. Ashley got her exam results, she got an ‘A’ and 3 ‘B’s for her Honours and we are well chuffed, am so very proud of her. She on the other hand has begged me to stop bragging about her, I almost vomited onto her new dress with shock! Brag? Me? Of course I will brag about my child, what else can I do? No one in my entire family history finished fucking school never mind went through a full private education till they were 18 years old and then onto University and stayed on right through till they got their Honours, with a commissioned writing job at BBC..Brag? Oh fucking yes I will! Most females in my family line get pregnant or married before they were 10 years old! So am very proud and happy, I walked out of school on my 16th birthday, have no qualifications and no educations to speak of unless you count the street level of East End Glasgow-ness I got after running a bar in the Calton. My education was based on 16 old men, two old

Exhausted & Frustrated
IN THE FIELD WE FIGHT THE FIRES TO KEEP EACHOTHER SAFE AND ALSO TO STOP THE FIRE FROM HURTING,KILLING ANYONE OR SOME TIMES AN ANIMAL(S)..THIS YEAR HAS ALREADY TAKEN THE DEATH TOLL OF ONE CLOSE TO HOME ALREADY AND I JUST WANT TO SAY TO MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS OUT THERE THIS YEAR"BE SAFE AND KEEP HAVING HEADS UP TO YOUR SURROUNDINGS WITH COMMUNICATION". REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND FROM ROSS POINT(OUT OF COEUR D'ALENE , IDAHO WHO DIED FROM A TREE FALLING ON HIM....I AM ALSO A SAWYER AND I FEEL FOR YOU BRO AND ALSO FOR THE ONE WHO FELL THE SNAG...I PRAY WE CAN LEARN ALWAYS FROM OUR MISTAKES WITHOUT TAKING LIVES...TOMTOMMY

Hide
Waste away I'm crawling blind Hollowed by what I left inside For you, just you I'm caught in place But I ignore what I can't erase I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong Close my eyes theses voices say Haunting me, I can't escape For you, just you Time will always wait While I throw away what I can't replace I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong [x2] I will run and hide! And I will leave behind! I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong!

Hummmm
I was browsing thro profiles and saw some that were unique... But this one caught my eye and I just can't stop thinkin about it.... "Life's to short... Don't lie, cheat, or steal... Speak yur mind... Don't take wuts not yurs" Yeah life is short for bullshit... Life yur life to the fullest witout hate n' disrespect...Don't lie.... Ok thats a good one... Be honest wit all parties involved don't say one thing and turn around and do the total opposite... Don't steal... Yeah this is the one that burns my ass to a tee... People who are more than capable to work but are to lazy to get out and find a job... Even if it being a waitress/waiter flippin burgers... But choose to live off of the tax payers money and or child support... Isn't that stealing from the taxpayers/children??? I don't care if yu going to school part time or full time get off yur ass and get a job and if yu got lil ones at home make time work wit ya not against ya... I give mad love to the single parents who go to school,

Ppl That Make Yu Say Huh...
Would it piss you off if you found out that the money that you are payin your ex every week isn't all going to your kids like it is suppose to??? I know this person who is a damn hard worker and who also has children and faithfully pays their child support everyweek... But the other parent, who is perfectly capable to work but chooses not to... This parent started school but has never went back... This person hasn't worked in almost a year, but the only income they have is the child support that they receive for the children that they have... But yet they are able to pay for rent a center, a loan payment, cell phone bills and the list goes on and on... But yet the parent that had visitation of the children that weekend, the child had a great big hole in their shoe!!! This hole was so big that the visiting parent could stick their finger into the shoe and see the inside of the shoe from the outside!!!! So the visiting parent took the children to buy them shoes... Don't you think if you

Me Part 2 - What You Might Like To Know
(Typical Claire Furey statement here - IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU READ - MOVE ON - ITS ABOUT ME AND WHO I AM etc etc Ok so yeah Im british and proud of living in the UK.................... I could go into full description about me and my life - but to cut a long story short I was an alcoholic for a good long time and now Im not - I hit rock bottom so I can see the good in others that some only see the bad in - dont judge me if you dont know me As i have said before and I will say it again - I AINT GOT WHERE I AM TODAY BY BEING A GOOD LAW ABIDING CITIZEN - I got where I am the hard way and learnt a lot about the way of life - a lot of things you will probably have read in papers etc. I have actually experienced and believe me some things aint pretty but its life. I am who I am - I look after my friends and family and those I hold to my heart - I have their backs and they know it...........

Teen Confesses To Roasting A Kitten! Read At Your Own Risk!
Bronx teen confesses to roasting kitten BY Lisa L. Colangelo, Erica Pearson and Bill Hutchinson DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS Friday, June 5th 2009, 4:00 AM Myspace Cheyenne Cherry tossed her ex-roommate's kitty, Tiger Lily (below), into the stove, then left so she didn't have to hear the cat's anguished cries. Myspace A Bronx teenager roasted her ex-roommate's kitten to death in a stove - then brushed off the incident as a joke when she was busted, authorities said Thursday. "I hate cats," Cheyenne Cherry, 17, allegedly told investigators when asked about the heartless crime. Cherry's confession came after she was arrested Wednesday by the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. She and an unidentified juvenile allegedly broke into Valerie Hernandez's Tinton Ave. apartment on May 6 and trashed the place. Then in a shocking act of animal abuse, they tossed the woman's kitten, Tiger Lily, into the stove and cranked up the temperature, ASPCA assistant d

My Guitar Gear
Ok decided to post a blog of what gear I use for the hell of it, and so those of you who think I am full of it on guitar can see the truth. Guitars: Jackson Kelly KE3 (Crimson Swirl) Jackson Kelly KE3 (Transparent Red) Ovation iDea Acoustic/Electric Ibanez AEG Nylon String Acoustic Electric Effects: Zoom 9.2tt Effects Console Danelectro Free Speech Pedal Amps Ibanez TBX 150w Head Berhinger V-Tone 120w Head Ibanez TBX 4x12" Cab Custom Built 4x12" Cad with Celestions

Straight From The Heart"
i am really disappointed to see a friend suspecting me of something that i am not doing. let me tell this straight... by joke or whatever it is .. alley jaguar calls me his mistress.. just for fu fun.... pete call me his darling myles.... and others baby etc.. i have some great friends here... i do appreciate the friendship that they are sharing with me. to all my fubar friends.. thank you. i have few other favorites here.. like dizzywonder , whom i call fudaddy, he decided to leave fubar few weeks ago, matt, and john maloney, captain rat, steve, and myluv,paul , ravinglunatic,popey and if ther are others that are not mention, sorry , it doesnt mean that you are not special, maybe i'd just could not remeber your names here.... of course my oldest friend on here taznix.. and here is my sentiment.... mo longchamps, is someone really dear and special for me, just like you guys, we are just seeing and sometimes chat , just on here, i am always sweet and close to him... and m

Why Not
okay now I just took a long road trip 7 hours ( old truck doesn't have AC so yes that is a long trip) anyway got to thinkin about some crimminals and the way we deal with there crimes 1. Drug Smugglers~ citzens get what a few years in Jail? foringers get deported or maybe spend some time in prison. ( nothing against these folk personaly but Charge Citzens with treason( and shoot them) foriengers try them as sabtours ( and Shoot them) 2 drug dealers agian charge them with treason ( and Shoot them) Unless they agree to pay taxes on the money they made 3 pedophile make them unichs( Chop the offending member off no pain killers) 4) Rapist hang them by the testicles until dead ( or if you can't stand the screaming shoot them) 5) Murders depend on who they killed (some folks just need killing) 6) Drunk Drivers~take away their cars~make them move to a dry county for a period of time depending on the severity of the case Okay so I'm a lttle blood thirsty~ you spent 7 ho

Have Made It Home At Last...
I just wanted to take a quick moment and update everyone. I am finally home and will be taking it easy for a few days. I did end up with surgery having my apendex out as well as having scar tissue remmoved off of my intestine. Thank you all for all the love and support and I will continue to update!! Hugs always, Amity Kay

Deb, One Of The Best! A Good Friend?
I'm not so sure anymore, I don't know what the hell happen however she's blocked a few of her closest friends.... Amazing Grace, Lisa & Myself from rating her profile/stash & or even send her a gift everytime I've went to her page this is what I get? ERROR: This user's permissions don't allow you to view their profile. Now I have called her 5 times an everytime there has been no answer. I love DEB with all my heart an soul & for her to pull this shit on me thats just FUCKED up right there, without a goodbye or reason for doing this? Anyways I just thought I'd vent for a bit seeing I am so goddamn mad right now I could bite through nails! Much love to all my "REAL" friends...

Sex Quiz
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!!Rules:Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self!1.Would u have sex with me?answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in?answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out?answer: 4.Would u sex me hard?answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me?answer:6.Give me a naked pic?answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower?answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me?answer: 9.Would u use desert?answer:10.Would u have a 3-some with me?answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me?answer:12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed?answer:13.Where would u do me @?answer:14.Would u do me in front of people?answer:15.Would u do me again and again?answer:16.Would u do me in the rain?answer:17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars?answer:18.Would u have phone sex with me?answer:19.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go?

Home, Written By My Sister, Faun Douglas
A world of confusion and chaos A child alone, but encircled by faces I talk, but no one hears my cries I scream, but it is not my voice I hear My attempts to calm the chaos go unnoticed I retreat to this place I call my own Where I am in solitude The screams can be silenced The tears I cry do not fall for myself They are for everyone else suffering in this "place" This "place" that we call "home"

Tattoos Number 2
I wanted to get some smaller pieces added before summer got here in full force. On Februrary 11th 1989 we commissioned USS Princeton (CG59) as a member of her first crew, I am now titled as a PlankOwner for her until she is either sunk in Combat or decommisioned out of the USN and scrapped. At the time, Princeton was the most technologically advanced mobile Surface to Air missile launching platform known to mankind. On February 18th 1991 we were on a combat patrol in the Northern Persian Gulf for Desert Storm. The mission was to make Sadaam Husein believe that the Coalition was going to land Invasion troops via a Normandy style Amphibious Assault, If he believed that several thousand heavily armed Marines wear about to cross his coast line, he would need to put his own troops in their way. The better that we did our job, the less armed troops would be facing in the direction that trouble was actually coming from. The Ship ran over a series of underwater mines while succe

I Cant...
my head. this brain. i need a new one. maybe 2 so i can change the other screw up one. headache...seziure...chemical level problems. i have take it anymore! i need drugs. i need something. i what to wake up and not feeling like my head is going to explode. maybe a week. just a week! im going to pull my out brain out so if things dont stop so fcukin be out of uncontrol. i can stop it. my head and brain are free wheeling with this damn epileptic! i need a drill!

My Wonderful Life
Outtatown Kitty rolled in this week on Thursday. We'd made plans with some of the family to all hook up at the S[pring] A[dult] F[un] munch. I spent part of the afternoon picking up a dear friend of the family who we'd decided needed to get out. Our dear RazorKitty came out and opted to come along, since we had even more friends meeting us out there. All of us have folks we really don't want to run into and had hoped SAF would be a fresh start for stepping back into the scene slowly. Doing it in numbers was mostly about supporting each other through each of our semi-anti-social moments... I have to say each of us found the experience delightful. At first it was a little overwhelming because when we walked in a bit late so many warm smiles greeted us and hugs abounded. If our entrance caused part of the seat confusion at that point, please accept our apologies. We were actually so happy to see some many loving faces. While old friendships were only a fingertip away, each of us manage

Blah Blahhhhh Blahhhhhhhhh
I wish I could be ,all you want and need , instead of being such a burden , then maybe you wouldn't full so much contempt for me. you are constantly telling me that you want and love me but then you end up telling me you hate me . make up your mind before we run out of time AND NOW ......A HAIKU bubbles are to her heaving bossomsass that can make the Earth shakeand ass has hidden wonders that tit can not compete

One More Day!!
I would like to take the time these last 11 hours to say to farewell. Those who know me know what is about to do ... It embarking on a journey. I don't know when I will be back or how long it will take but I have to leave. For those woman i want to do bad bad things with i am sorry but you will have to wait. I am cleansing my impure thoughts and washing away my desire to drive you to certain extacy. For those men who I would love to continue to tease and in a disgusting way flirt with. I apologize its not you its me... lets be friends... its better off that way.. I have to apologize to the one person i have continually provoked. He takes it like a champ and tries to fight back. He will be my arch enemy my love my friend my foe.. and a whore... He loves it when big bamboo objects are shoved straight up his ass... I will miss you Seamus you will be forever in my thoughts as im sittign on the toilet taking a banana shaped, yellow colour floater.... There is only love in my heart for

Long Lost Friends
I just wanted to let those of you who are on my friends list that I've not forgotton you,I have had a lot of things happen within the past yr and it's prevented me from being on here, but things have worked out for now so perhaps I can keep in touch

Child Of War
I looked to the sky Fire filled my eyes Smoke filled my lungs I started to run The sun was covered by the smoke's black shroud I couldn't push my way through the crowd I couldn't get away The bombs fell The streets burned like Hell The sound of explosions rumbled Buildings cracked and crumbled The sound of destruction drowned out my cries Couldn't see through the darkness in my eyes I crawled On my hands and knees in blood Slipping in the mud The fire swept over me in a blinding wave Consumed by it's heat, no chance of being saved I burned

Bittersweet Tomorrow...
Tomorrow, I'm going to Kennywood with my best friend Jenniliz. It will be bittersweet, why? Last time I saw Whitney Jo alive, we went to Kennywood and had an amazing time. I'm going to try not to lose it, but I know Jenniliz has my back and she knows that it's going to be kind of difficult for me. I MISS YOU WHITNEY!!!! I Love You!!!! -Bella Scura

To Be With You
So many things I can't let show Reach out to me, touch my soul So many things I don't understand Reach out to me, take my hand So many things I want to give So many dreams I want to live So many things locked up inside So many feelings I'm forced to hide So much pain in my heart To release it, I don't know where to start So many things I want to share So many tears frozen behind my cold stare So many lies I've been told The fire inside smothered cold So much fear of what is to come So much fear of becoming numb So many times I have tried So many times they have lied So many secrets deep within To open up, I don't even know how to begin So much turmoil, so many years No, I can't blame you for your fears And I can't tell you what to do I just wish I could be with you

Ghosts
Running the roads all hours of the night Quick shadows under the street lights Mischievous, muffled laughter and whispers, too loud The thrill of being where they're not allowed Restless, searching for something substantial, something real Restless, never quiet, never still Through yards and driveways, creeping Disturbing the dreams of the sleeping As if the neighborhood belongs to them You run them off but they just come back again Kids I drive through my old neighborhood Full of memories, some bad, some good Down Broadway and then turn onto Main On the pressbox in the ballpark you can see my sister's name And further back, the woods where our clubhouse was hidden In some strange way they now seem forbidden We used to sneak and drink beer there, me and my gang Me, Buster, Eddie, Ricky, and James Around a long curve, that's James' house on the left It's been over a year since my friend's death Back then it seemed like things would never change I once called thi

My Son Turned 11 Yrs Old Yesterday...................
i cant believe my son turned 11 yrs old on friday i feel really old and to thynk my daughter will be 3 yrs old next month where does the time go someone please tell me

Can You Find Me
I'll hide under the car or behind a tree I bet you can't find me Made it back to base again Hide your eyes and count to ten Can you find me Daddy hit me because he was mad Said he was sorry and that he felt bad I won't listen to a word he has to say Leaving tonight, going to run away Can you find me I'm out running the streets again Stirring up trouble with some friends The darkness explodes into blue lights I run laughing into the night Can you find me Got my hand on my gun, it's gotta go right Or I am going to die tonight Talk to the man, can't let nothing show My face is a mask frozen cold Can you find me I feel like I've gone slightly insane I feel like a ball of stress wound in strain The child's not gone, he's still here You just can't see him through all the years Can you find me I have a heart somewhere inside It's twisted and torn but it hasn't died There's no peace even in my dreams From somewhere far off a child screams Can you fin

Sharing Lips
Oh my love. If I am under the swaying of your legs, if I’m buried under swaying of hips, it is heaven, my heaven. Oh my fled love. You take me, you leave me, you squeeze me, and then you throw me aside. You leave me so that you could search for other heavens, and then you come back like the hummingbirds do. You have me like a dog under your feet. Once again my foolish lips fall back to your skin and your lips come back to me to provoke me, as I descend from your breasts to your feet. Sharing lips, divided lips, Baby I can no longer share your kiss. I can no longer share the deceit. I can no longer share my life and the pain. My mutant love, we are friends with privileges and without the privilege to have you always; I am forever patient, waiting for my piece. Alcohol Thunder, The voices cry alone in the sun, it is my burning lips you torture when you angelically undress, and then you leave.I prefer to be hit by Lightning or

Monster In The Closet
A childhood brought to an end Innocence lost to your sin Your lust, my pain My blood, your stain A victim of your demented games My smile hides my shame My love, my trust Lost to your lust I know who you are Time won't heal this fucking scar I know what you've done From your conscience you can't run I hope my screams ring in your ears Every day for the rest of your years I hope you remember the face of the child That your lust and filth defiled As for me, I guess I just have to live with this pain And know that I'll never be the same This dark secret, I keep It haunts me in my sleep Inside I cry In the shadows of my mind you lie Monsters in the shadows Monsters in my bed Monsters in the closet Monsters in my head On the wall hangs the picture of a happy child So much happiness and joy written in his smile But beneath the bright, happy eyes A dark shadow of hatred lies With time it grows In time it shows The picture breaks, the smile fades Bright e

Stone Face
He never learned to laugh He was too busy crying He never learned to live He was too busy dying He never learned to give Because he felt he had nothing He never learned to stand tall The pain was so crushing He never learned what freedom means He couldn't unlock the gate He never learned to love It was so easy to hate He never knew peace Pain is all he could feel He never learned to care Emotion seemed so unreal He never had a friend He lived his life in isolation He never knew accomplishment Just failure and frustration He never learned to let things out He kept them deep down inside He closed off a part of his mind And it died No show of emotion Stone face Feelings locked within Stone face Nothing shown through Stone face Nothing bothered him Stone face

Say Goodbye To The Sun
Wake up to the church bell Reminding me I'm going to Hell Midnight now and all is calm Silence ticking like a bomb I sit up in bed I live up in my head Can't go back to sleep Tried counting sheep Watched'em line up for the slaughter Your son, wife, and daughter And everyone else on this fucking rock Listen to them voices talk Watching visions like you watch TV I saw God but did he see me When the shit goes down Where will you run Nowhere Say goodbye to the sun The whole fuckin' planet's a warzone Kids killing teachers 'cause they got sent home Mothers killing kids because they can't afford'em Fuck it, kill'em all, let God sort'em Shake our heads and say "Kids these days" They're just mimicking our evil ways They're just copying what we do Did he learn to make that bomb from you The one that went off in the classroom Taught him to shoot too I assume And where'd your daughter learn to spread her legs so wide And to let sin come inside Worried about pregna

Peeking
Peeking Surreptitiously moving As a shadow Hearts desire To be observed Daily in actions As simple as washing the face Peeking Am I pervert? Or an observer To understand What makes you – you To smell your toothpaste As you pass by Not noticing

I Can Do Better
She sits in her rocking chair looking at her back yard and sighs. Another day that her family doesn’t come to visit and that makes her angry. I deserve better she said to herself. After all I have done for them, I deserve better. The cool spring wind blows over her as she rocks in her chair. She starts thinking back over her life and thoughts of the home she was raised in comes to mind. A shack really, she recalls, no siding like the houses today, just black tar paper. She remembers being teased in school for being poor and this angers her. How could her parents have lived like that, raised children like that? I deserved better, she thought. She thinks about going to school and how she had to work summers to help her parents pay for her college. She realizes that she is the only child of 9 that was able to go to college. She thinks back to the counselor at the college who told her she needed to attend more classes or she was not going to pass. She knew that she had been skipp

Violent End
Dark clouds Moonless sky Howling wind Spirits fly Lost memories Restless night Dark souls Take flight Forever troubled Eternal pain Graves open Pouring rain Church bell Hallowed hill Night growing Darker still Chilling scream Sightless eyes Rising dead Darkened skies Lightning flashes Death descends Earth erupts Violent end

Your Love......
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling place And can return no more....................

A String Of Pearls~
You are naked, except for a string of pearlsWas ever such whiteness set against white –Like the lace of your discarded brassiere,Like cherry blossom tinged with nipple-pink,Like snow in springtime, snow on clouds?I love the pearl beyond all other precious jewels.I would throw any other stone away; but thisSpeaks of our secret femininity – just think –A priceless thing kept hidden, deeply sacrosanct,In folds of yielding flesh, only lover-tried!Oh I too would wear pearls against my neck,Their milky imperfection only serves to showThis shameless bite-mark, lately suffered!Let me walk the streets with this – let all seeAnd call me whore! I take that joyfully!Whore I am, and whore I always was, my love.Slave to any girl who bought me with a kiss.See these hips? How many others rocked them!These shoulders have the scars of bites, scratches,And hands galore have tanned my nether cheeks!You think me Little Miss Vanilla-two-scoops?Well you’re wrong! Treat me like a

Solitaire
Another day Slips away Through the fingers of my clenched fist My emotions lay In disarray My heart has fallen into the abyss It seems that pain Is all I've gained All else is lost Though chance is to blame For loss in life's game It is up to me to pay the cost Tears fill my eyes As I cry Over my heart's remains Into the sky I want to fly But I am held down by my chains Through the past I have come so fast Only to find my end And at last My time has passed Death is now my only friend As darkness is cast I can only laugh As my pain upon the world is doubled And mankind is destoyed in a flash By a great blast Now my heart is no longer troubled

A Special Glow~
One day I met a girl with "a special glow,"The kind that inflames immediate desire.She was a lovely five feet two inch small Blond,And her perfectly shaped figure lit my fire!We didn't waste a lot of time with small talk,Cause what we both needed was just one small thing.A private place that the both of us could share,And make both our sexual fantasies sing!There was a "special pleasure" as we undressed,Because I saw a "Goddess" revealed to me.Her perfect figure with small breasts was "Heaven,"And her tight plump bottom was SOMETHING to see!She was a natural Blond but without proof,Because she always kept her pussy shaved bare.To me her pussy looked like a feast waiting,And it didn't take me long to get down there!Her pussy's lips were smooth as any peaches,And when they pulled apart they showed a flower.The way it's pink Rose color glistened wetly,Showed me what my inflamed brain wanted devoured!I began with my tongue gently caressing,The inside folds of her vulva's tender lips.I lick

A Slut Not A Whore~
a slut not a whore sensualsultrysexualslutswe serve and we dancechores galorewe tease and delightsluts not whoresfur bunnies sicken usthe whores a borea slut for a fewa whore for allsly winkssubtle swaysbouncing breastscreamy thighsslave oils leakng and poolinga small stream delightfula great river distastefulfew Masters dip their wicksa nice treat for someall Masters samplingthe goods diluted and polluteddo you know what you area slut or a whore?if not maybe you should think about it more?! ~W.H. 2009~

My Birthday [so Far]
So far my birthday has been wonderful. I woke up to 3 texts, all telling me happy birthday. I sign on to quite a few comments and status' about me. I have gifts from people on here. [I really hope I thanked every one of you] My Mom and stepdad got me 14 carnations..red and pink. They are so pretty. That is only the third time I've been given flowers. My cousin is taking me bowling. Cubby sang to me on my snapvine A few people bought me bling I won't list their names here, but I KNOW I thanked them. Everything has been wonderful. I couldn't ask for a better birthday. I love all of my friends so much. I really do appreciate you all. ♥

Sunday 14/06/2009
Well, here I am, haven't been here for a while. Don't get a lot of time since changing jobs, so have lost contact with most people that I was friends with on here. Just basically to let you all know I am back again and feel free to say hi. I've missed you all.

Tag...
If you're tagged, you're tagged. If you're reading it, you're also tagged. Go. 1.You can ONLY answer Yes or No. 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming because nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to...make sure and tag the person who sent it to you as well ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- no Been arrested? --- No Kissed someone you didn't like? --- no Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes Fallen asleep at work/school? --- no Held a snake? --- Yes Ran a red light? --- Yes Been suspended from school? --- yes Experienced love at first sight? --- yes Totaled your car in an accident? --- No Been fired from a job? --- no Fired

Poems Of Life........
My life if a single steping stone. I live it day to day all alone. No one there to help me stand. No one there to lend me a hand. I spend my life by crying out. Wondering what it's all about. Knowing that without a doubt. One day I'll figure it all out. Today must not have been the day. As again all alone I still lay. Maybe tomarrow will bring about. Something that will help me figure it out. I can't go on like this much more. Feels like my insides have already tore. From the emptiness I feel inside. Because of another day that I've cryed. I'm waiting for someone to help me through. I'm hoping that someone will be you.........

Poems Of Life........
I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.", but it don't feel the same. Something in me tells me to run away. Leave you behind me and let it all go. Leave you behind me that's what I must do. Yet..... I'm still standing in the rain tryin to wash away the pain of you. Lookin at you now, it's just not the same. All I can see is the pain. You made me believe so much in you. That I don't know what else to do, but.... Leave you behind me and let it all go. Leave you behind me, that's what I must do today. Hours have turned to day, days ahve turned to months. I lay awake lost in a world of unknown. Wondering where and what I did wrong. Why do I lay alone? Why do I feel so broken? I gave you everything I had, everything I was. And you took it and tour me apart. I wanna scream, I wanna cry, but I try and nothing comes out. The fear of loosing you has become reality, leavi

Crazy And Just Plain Crazier
So, I've been pretty scarce lately, and I miss you fuckers, I've just had a lot and I do mean A LOT going on lately. My oldest graduated from high school last week, she'll be attending NC State next year, we've had all the normal graduation stuff to go through plus some banquets to attend for scholarship awards. I'm so proud of her, she's gotten damn near every bit of next year paid for in scholarships and grants - and it's a pretty penny for out of state tuition to NC State. My 15 year old has just gotten his drivers' permit (SCARY) So we're finding time to drive around town - without the baby in the car of course. And well, AJ just never stops running, either his legs OR his mouth! I'm house hunting right now, but I"m pretty restricted as far as where I can look, I don't want the boys to have to switch schools - too traumatic for Jeremy and I need my mom to be able to get the baby on and off the bus since I'll be at work during those times. And, for my personal demons, I'm dea

Clues
clue#1 slow jamz clue#2 movement clue#3 hott clue#4 kisses clue#5 wet clue#6 water clue#7 drips HAVE YOU GUESSED WHAT IM TALKING BOUT? NO NASTY IM TALKING ABOUT A BUBBLEBATH WITH THE MUSIC GOING... OMG PEOPLE GET UR MIND OUT THE GUTTER!!! LOLZ JP

Life Quotes
“Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper

How The United States Does Buisness Today
It is the month of August, a resort town sits next to the shores of a lake. It is raining, and the little town looks totally deserted. It is tough times, everybody is in debt, and everybody lives on credit. Suddenly, a rich tourist comes to town. He enters the only hotel, lays a 100 dollar bill on the reception counter, and goes to inspect the rooms upstairs in order to pick one. The hotel proprietor takes the 100 dollar bill and runs to pay his debt to the butcher. The Butcher takes the 100 dollar bill, and runs to pay his debt to the pig raiser. The pig raiser takes the 100 dollar bill, and runs to pay his debt to the supplier of his feed and fuel. The supplier of feed and fuel takes the 100 dollar bill and runs to pay his debt to the town's prostitute that in these hard times, gave her "services" on credit.. The hooker runs to the hotel, and pays off her debt with the 100 dollar bill to the hotel proprietor to pay for the rooms that she rented when she brought her clients there. T

Please Help Me!!!!!!!!
i am asking for a little bit of help. i am trying to get the spotlight as well as make a couple of special purchases. If anyone can help by sending me fubucks i would greatly appreciate it. any amount will help.

What Is Wrong With This Country?
This is from the 10NEWS.com A local pastor and his wife claim they were interrogated by a San Diego County official, who then threatened them with escalating fines if they continued to hold Bible studies in their home, 10News reported. Attorney Dean Broyles of The Western Center For Law & Policy was shocked with what happened to the pastor and his wife. Broyles said, "The county asked, 'Do you have a regular meeting in your home?' She said, 'Yes.' 'Do you say amen?' 'Yes.' 'Do you pray?' 'Yes.' 'Do you say praise the Lord?' 'Yes.'" The county employee notified the couple that the small Bible study, with an average of 15 people attending, was in violation of County regulations, according to Broyles. Broyles said a few days later the couple received a written warning that listed "unlawful use of land" and told them to "stop religious assembly or apply for a major use permit" -- a process that could cost tens of thousands of dollars. "For churches and religious assemblies there's bi

A Special Update
Hey everybody i have been a bit busy recently but i got some special news i will be in Ballarrat Victoria in september 2009 for my brother Keith's 2nd Wedding so for a weekend or even a couple of weeks i might be in Melbourne Victoria for a bit of a break from Sydney New South Wales from Bruce

A Downer...
well got ready to go home...packed the whole smear...down to the prescriptions...dr. came in...has in infection...one more week of this hell....am gettin tired....but keep plugging on...all my friends and all the prayers r so much appreciated....i just hope whenever ANY of u need me..i am available for u as u have been for me....thank u from me and my family...GOD BLESS U ALL.....XOXOXOXO.....CELTIC

Gone For A Few
So as you could tell, I just lost my father. I will be gone from Monday until Thursday for the funeral and general R&R. If you need me, you know how to get a hold of me. If you don't and would like to, leave me a sb. Take care and have a shot or two for me.

Stepping Away
So as my closest friends know I am in the process of moving. While I am surrounded by boxes & friends stopping by to make me cry....I am hit by reality. I love the water on the coast, it calms my soul, I love the slow southern drawl of the people who clog my world. I ponder what it is that will calm me when I am landlocked. Is this possibly just cold feet? I won't back out at this point, I know that for a fact. I just wonder what calms landlocked people. Although I have bottled some of my coast to take with me there is no noise and that's what I have depended on.

Work Schedule Changes.
Well recent news. My work schedule used to be Wednesday through Saturday nights. 4 nights 10 hours shifts . Starting tonight, I work Sunday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturdays. Yes. 5 nights now 8 Hours shifts. 11 p.m. to 7:30 a.m. now.

I Should Request That You Read This
Dear Fu Friends, My friend list is getting so long. It's partly my fault, I have accepted blank requests, sent requests to people I thought were interesting, then lost touch, accepted requests from people who thought I was interesting and then lost touch. Anyway the point is, I don't talk to half the people in my friend list. The very sad part is, I would like to have contact with more of them, so I was thinking, if the list didn't seem so daunting, perhaps I would and could find the people I originally wanted to have real contact with, or who originally had good intentions of staying in contatc with me. I realize having friends is one way to make a lot of points, and I know, I have wanted to earn points before, like when you stay at the same level forever and ever, and just can't seem to move up. The time has come unfortunately that I need to do a better job of being a friend to my friends. If you want to remain in my list of friends, re-rate my page, and send me

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Salmon Poo
It is 7:11 am and I have technically been awake for the last hour. Its Sunday and there's no point of me sleeping because i have horse back riding lessons in an hour... This is my story..... I am dog sitting for a friend, her chihuahua named Bella. Chihuahua's aint know for their friendly personalities so we have been trying to socialize this dog as much as possible. I take her to the dog park where dogs come charged at her thinking she the squirrel that got away.. we live threw that only to have her slowly but surely move at least 3 feet away from me.. She also hates males, I'm not sure where she picked up this hate but of course the boyfriend cant seem to shake that the dog actually hates him. So in order to win Bellas little heart he sat on the floor last night and hand fed her ALL NATURAL "Salmon" dog treats... It lasted all of about 4 minutes then the love for him was gone...... Needless to say we all go to bed.. We are convinced that Bella needs to be treated like a regular

In Her Thoughts
Left to protect herself once again. She doesn't understand, Why love never lets her win. Each time it happens, The wall gets higher, The concrete stronger. It's at the point, That she doesn't give a damn. So long by herself, Why let anyone in. Risk it all to have love, Only to have it turn out to not be love at all. Just a way to use her, Abuse her, Have her be the means to the end. So she takes each day as it may come, Knowing giving up on love, Doesn't make it right. Life is easier without it there, No worries or pain from a broken heart. Yes, she knows it doesn't make it right, To give up on love, Just let it be. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Joe Nichols, Brokenheartsville
He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns.Sweet-talkin' forked tongue haf a temptin' charm.Before I turned around, that girl was gone.All I can say is: "Bartender, pour me somethin' strong."Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.It was long on chrome, sittin' in the lot.An' fire engine red, that thing was hot.He revved it up, she waved goodbye.Well, love's gone to hell and so have I.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope s

Wanna Own Me???
i will be in an auction starting tonight .... i will update this more after auction starts...but it will be starting tonight at 7. The host is Twaune Valentino TώåunεVålêntïnô™@ fubar please r/f/a him...not a requirement to bid on me...but please show the host some love!! here is the link to my aucion: hope to see you there!! xoxo

Luke Bryan, Do I
Baby, what are we becomingIt feels just like we're always runningRollin' through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeChorus:Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you, babyDoes the sight of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I still enoughTell me don't I, or tell me do I, babyGive you everything that you ever wantedWould you rather just turn away and leave me lonelyDo I just need to give up and get on with my lifeBaby, do I?Remember when we didn't have nothin'But a perfect, simple kind of lovin'Baby, those sure were the daysThere was a time our love ran wild and freeNow I'm second guessing everything I seeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you, babyDoes the sight of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I still enoughTell me don't I, or tell me do I, babyGive you everyth

Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend
Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend!I look to you from morning until daylight end!From the heavens I call on youTo Watch over me and a the little ones!With each day I feel your presence.I know you are right beside me.I know when I feel lost, you guide!I know when I feel lonely, you hope!I know you give me strength to do my deeds!It is in you Dear Angel That I believe!So when you are going to sleep each night,Remember to Thank Your Guardian Angelfor guiding you to Heavens Light!

Does True Love Truly Exist?
Awww... the beauty of LOVE.... but TRUE LOVE? hummm... True Love must exist somewhere in this world... cause ART imitates LIFE... is not that what they teach you? If art imitates life then those who paint it, write it, sing it & seek it know it must be out there somewhere or why would they waste the time in such an endeavor? Just to make poor sad souls seek an unattainable dream? No, I do not think this is the truth. All Dreams CAN come true... it is fundamentally part of our nature to fulfill all our dreams... and hopes... and wishes... and needs... and wants. NOW... I am not saying that all hopes & dreams DO come true mind you, but the potential in fulfilling them IS very REAL. BUT they (yes the imfamous & unnameable THEY) also say that IF you seek something then u do nothing more than to push it further away from you. I disagree... How can one FIND anything if you DONT look for it? I am a romantic at Hearte... Can't help that... Can't help wanting what is probably the most

My Mind Goes In A Million Directions
Since the economy has been blasted on the news every day. I tend now not to watch it, as I am depressed to the max and dont want to deal with any more crap then I am. It didnt really bother me at first, because hubby was working and so was older son. But then it hit.....Hubbys company went on a 4 day work week and son got laid off. Bingo right on clue, my depression hit me like a mac truck. I realized then we might lose our home and any thing of value. It got so bad, I was crying over stupid shit. I am worried yes, but hubby keeps telling me as of Sept the work share program is no more. Derek finally got on UI so that will help and I pray he will be back to work before its gone. I honestly hate hate hate being this way. No one understand what a person goes through when your in your dark place. Every thing seems 100 times worse then it is. You dont think your acting any different to your family and resent the fact they tell you your acting like a Bitch. You see them as

Cuckold
Ready For Your Creampie Piggy? You know who you are. YES YOU with the little weenie…you think I don’t know? Ha ha ha I know all about you pulling on your little pecker trying to make it cum. How sad is it that you’re a grown man and no woman has ever touched your little pee pee well, not since your mommy when you were 5. I wonder if your mommy knows that your dick is the same size as it was when you were 5?Do you wish you had a real cock that woman didn’t laugh at? Poor baby hovering and hunched over in the corner of the room watching me as I suck on a real man's cock, my red lips wrapped around his thick shaft. You watch him as he bends me over and mounts me you watch him as he pounds his cock into my wet pussy. You kneel there waiting, when I'm finished I'll allow you to crawl between my thighs and suck his creamy thick cum from my swollen pussy.Isabella1 888 430-2010

Offbeat Ramblings
Many of you won’t read this and that’s OK. My real friends will and that is who I’ve written this for anyway. I want to give credit where credit is due. My life was a shambles. I had invested my whole life caring for and loving Sheila in spite of everything thrown my way and she died. Just died and left me to pick up the pieces. I’ve written often about my devastation. I had lost the will to live. I was merely existing. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, didn’t care. I could muster no feelings for anything. I was an empty shell. Time passed and the rawness of my hurt finally scarred over and I was able a little at a time resume trying to get my life back. I opened up my heart a tiny piece at a time. I met several wonderful people and tried so hard to have a relationship with them. While they gave all they could, I just wasn’t as ready as I thought I was to receive. Only God knew when I would be ready. Then last October I met

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Week Of 6-14 To 21st Member Of The Week
Member of the Week Dj Warped "Sissy" Please show her some Zodiak family love! She need's rates, gifts, tags, drinks, blings anything thing will be great! So go rate her already if you got time this week this is your girl! Thanks so much management! Her link: http://www.fubar.com/user/1607663

Just So You Know
Recently I have come to the conclusion that my time spent on line is not a good use of my time. I turned to the PC when my marriage ended cause all of the friends I had in real life had pulled away when my ex lost his mind. LOL...lost his mind in reality what happened was he decided at the age of 38 with 4 daughters, a good job, a home and 17 years of marriage that his life long dream was to be a Meth addict. So I call it loosing his mind cause I have no other sane way to explain it. Anyway, so between the 18 months of dealing with his addiction and the separation to follow our real life friends who didn't know what to say, how to act or what to do they pulled away. I felt more alone than I ever have in my whole life. So I turned to places like myspace and eventually found other sites that if they did nothing else they gave me adult contact. No one knew me well enough to judge me or my life. Eventually those contacts turned in to real people cause I ventured to meet them. A step I sti

Just Blah
Well, this is another addiction for me to try and juggle along with the rest of my resposibilities and addictions. lol After everything life has thrown at me, I still seemed to find a silver lining. I found a friend that I could never have asked for. I moved to this podunk town a few years ago in search of greener pastures. Well I found the pastures but they were full of manure. Ha yes it is a simple town of small mided people who don't realize how big the world actually is. I can not wait to get back home and the mess I love to call killadelphia :)

Unable To Sleep ~
Tonight is tough, my son in law who just turned 21 last Wed, has to get back on a plane at 8:30am in the morning/ Sunday/ in order to go back to another 6 months duty in Iraq. I think that it's harder to see him go back this time than when he left in Jan. My daughter and he have had 15 days, and well now of course, she is also in tears. That's hard to see as her Mom.. We'll all be going together in the morning to see him depart and.. So, I ask, that you keep them in your prayers and ask God to watch over him as he serves our country. Thank you my friends, Anna aka Fyretygress

Hott Lips Name The Knob Contest
Name the Knob! You know it well - it's slapped your happy butt many times. You should be on a first name basis with him/her! Please Name our Knob! or pick your favorite of the the other 'Name-inations' in the default pictures in my profile. You may only vote one time. Contest open to Hott Lips members only. Contest runs until the end of June. Winner will receive 100k fu-bucks SO NAME THE KNOB!

Argument And Then War
dear diary fuck you cunt, fuck you diary, your a cunt it is 12:19 in the dark i am spun out , and drunk,, and i was feeling hopeless and i want you to know diary, i dont ever think i will get sober for any real lengnth of time i am in the bag in the drink spend my time of just past knee deep in the pink fuck you diary fuck you god,, jesus christ fuck you cunt i want to destroy i want to rape i want chaos i want darkness i want money i want cars i want success i want to meet you behind bars a ;sldkkkkff k;jl'lkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkki black ed outi for a seciond ist so late adn i am listineting to dri and van healen and i want to snuff ot all the light

R.i.p Steph... (a.k.a Miss Informed) For Any Of You That Knew Steph You Knew Just What A Unique And Amazing Person She Was... She Was Closer To Me
FOR ANY OF YOU THAT KNEW STEPH YOU KNEW JUST WHAT A UNIQUE AND AMAZING PERSON SHE WAS... SHE WAS CLOSER TO ME THAN ANYONE THE SISTER I NEVER HAD... SHE WILL BE MISSED... R.I.P YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND HOLD A PLACE IN MY AND MANY OTHERS HEARTS.... I LOVE YOU AND WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS, LOVE, SHAWN A.K.A AZ

June 14th Update
Ok, so here's an update thats not goin to be very long ,but its an update since I have not updated anyone lately very much... Ok, so heres the update. Well, instead of going to the nursing home right now and healing up some then doin surgery.. They have offically now decided to do surgery now instead of waiting cuz the doctor doesnt think that the sore will heal up anymore on its own so surgery is either on the 18th or the 22nd i'm not exactly sure what one ,but it will be one of those 2 days forsure.. My nausia has calmed down a lot now that they have my antibiotics under control.. They are goin to have to go in and make sure everything is cleaned out and then they are goin to do a flap is what its called.. They are goin to move some of the tissue and skin from the front of my right leg to the back of my right leg.. so they are goin to have to be very careful and take there time so its goin to be like a 4 hour surgery at least.. So that way they can cover the sores behind my thigh an

Just Because
Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over? some Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right? nope....something more Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? hmmmmm sum wat Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? nah not 4real Who are the past 4 people to send you a text? iono i hav no fone Do you love where you live? yes my confort zone What were you doing 12 AM last night? bed dreaming Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes? iono i dnt remember....havent been on the fone Can you get over people easily? nope not at this moment Have you ever regretted letting someone go? yerp Would you go out in public looking like you do now? of course why not Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? mall Does your ex miss you? iono??? If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back? yup Did you sleep alone last night? always do Do you believe that th

A Poem
I took a journey on a highway through life no one picked me up"cept myself Scares me to know that very few care to see a desperate man They look but they do not see; They have eyes but they don't want to see I tooka journey on a highway through life No one picked me up 'cept myself Scares me to know that very few care To see a desperate man on a highway singin' to himself And laughin' at the world as it goes by But I'm just laughin at myself

Lost .............
OK SO IM SITTING HERE TODAY AND THE PHONE RINGS AND ITS MY FAMILY ON THE OTHER END GIVING ME THE NEWS OF MY GRANDMA PASSING AWAY. I CAN ONLY WONDER WHY NOT TAKE ME IN HER PLACE? SHE HAS SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVE HER AND NEED HER IN THERE LIFE. WITH ME IM TIRED OF WAKING UP CRYING AND FALLING ASLEEP CRYING. MY LIFE IS IN A COMPLETE UP ROAR THE MAN THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL DOESNT EVEN REALLY SEE ME IN EXSISTENCE. HE KNOWS THAT I AM HERE BUT JUST DOESNT UNDERSTAND THE PAIN THAT I GO THRU EVERYDAY THAT I WAKE UP KNOWING HE ISNT A PART OF MY LIFE ANYMORE. HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, AND IM SLOWLY SMOOTHERING WITH OUT HIM. THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAVE THE MOST PAINFUL TIMES IN MY LIFE. NOW I LOOSE ONE OF THE OTHER MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND HE ISNT HERE TO COMFORT ME AND TELL ME ITS ALL GOING TO BE OK. HAS ME REALLY WONDERING ABOUT LIFE. ASKING MYSELF A THOUSAND QUESTIONS. WHAT CAN HAPPEN NEXT ? WHO CAN NE TAKEN ME FROM ME TO HURT ANYMORE ? IM

...the Taser.....
3, 2008 Last weekend I saw something at Larry’s Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety….?? WAY TOO COOL!Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I’d get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn’t

The Night That Was
I waited the night spent it in your eyes with my fears on my lips a prayer in my heart in doubt of my fate i spent my night in your eyes. tired of the wait i reached for your name in the sounds of your laughter in the soft morning dew i sought you again in the morning light clueless to my wanderings my days go past me i collect the dust of my travel waiting for a word from you my mornings my nights waves in my life they break me, i make them i spend my life in your wait in your eyes close them once so I may hide so i may be yours secure just for a moment for all other times i will spend my night in your eyes in waiting for you just you

Trinity Saij & Mizbehaven Reunion
Trinity Saij came out to see me in the beginning of April. Although we did have so much naughty fun together during her stay we didn’t get to do much because she had gotten sick. Since that happened, Trinity and I decided to schedule another meeting in August, only this time I’m flying down to see her in the US. In order to make this happen I’ll need to save up at $500 for the trip. If you would like to see this hot reunion happen, please send a donation. All the money I make are going towards this trip. Trinity and I have so much more hot and horny things we want to do to each other and would really appreciate your help. Thank you !

Venting...kinda Sorta. Idk.
I find myself yet again, to be in one of those "moments". You know what I'm talking about. It's when you’re lucky and vulnerable enough to get to see your life from an outsider's perspective. Usually, in my case, it’s brought about by unexpected, unplanned, and unwilling circumstance. Most of the time when this happens, I’ll just shake my head and tell myself to “Skye, get it together”. I swear my life seems like its just an overly dramatic, syndicated, TV show where all you can do is sit, watch, wait, and deal. However, I think this time, I’d like to call it a learning experience, or more bluntly a reality check, more than anything else. And if I were my best friend, I’d do the best friend role and bitchslap me, probably more than once. Well, I’d hit my best friends anyways. I’m always quick to hand out much needed "favors” that I see fit. But, like Britney says, there really are only 2 types of people in the world. Those who

If We Had Sex Would U...?
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i l

The Piano Has Been Drinking...
not me... i love tom waits... anyway i'm lying, the piano is sober, i'm drinking. i actually set my bartab to see when my friends post blogs and i've realized one thing... i hate people that blog stash - meaning: if all you're doing is posting a video of a commercial, something you found on youtube, a song you like and you have NOTHING to say about it... put it in your fucking stash... seriously, if i wanted to waste my time watching dumb commercials and listening to your music, i'd be rating your stash, or searching through other sites on my OWN to find shit to watch and listen to. i am NOT referring to videos you made yourself for people on here or something personal, or even videos that you link that you talk about during the blog. i just mean if all you're doing is posting random shit, put it in your fucking stash so those of us that can see blog postings and ignore stash postings for a reason aren't stuck here opening pages with nothing more than a youtube video on it. my .02

Revelations And Compensations
When did Britney Spears start being featured in the annuls of gossip magazines and starry blue screen skies as more of a hedonistic harlot, and less of a pop star princess; when she invited the curtain to be pushed back. Suddenly the surface of Mars, filled with men with hard helmeted astronaut suits, all begging to be the victim of her OOPS!! I DID IT AGAIN heart piercing, discovered a regular, gum chewing, country girl who bred with a BACK UP DANCER, of all things - and the light that shone from within her (directly into the fantasy playland of denizens of both Mars and Jupiter), was down watted. Right sized. She only regained some of her sheen when the curtain was pulled back into place and the three rings of the circus were restored. The last time royalty fell in love with a commoner - he abdicated his right to the throne. King Edward VIII of England fell in love with Mrs. Wallis Simpson - an American and a divorcee. Such a scandalous state of being. They married June 3, 1937.

Ways To Keep Sane
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car WithSunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't DisguiseYour Voice!

Support Our Troops
It's long. Suck it up. READ IT! Benning honors Medal of Honor recipient, Army's birthdayBenning posthumously honors Medal of Honor recipient By Lily Gordon lgordon@ledger-enquirer.comOn Dec. 4, 2006, a 19-year-old Army private named Ross McGinnis threw himself upon a fragmentation grenade that an insurgent had tossed down the gunner’s hatch of the Humvee in which he was riding during combat operations against an armed enemy in Northeast Baghdad, Iraq.McGinnis pinned the live grenade between himself and the vehicle, absorbing all lethal fragments and damaging effects. That courageous act cost the young soldier his life, but saved four men from serious injury or death.For his gallantry that day, McGinnis, who was promoted posthumously to specialist, was awarded in 2008 the nation’s highest medal for valor in combat, the Medal of Honor. Robin Trimarchirtrimarchi@ledger-enquirer.com Retired Staff Sgt. Ian Newland, left, and Sgt. 1st Class Cedric Thomas were saved by Spc. Ross

Legend Of The Cherokee Rose
In the latter half of 1838, Cherokee People who had not voluntarily moved west earlier were forced to leave their homes in the East. The trail to the West was long and treacherous and many were dying along the way. The People's hearts were heavy with sadness and their tears mingled with the dust of the trail. The Elders knew that the survival of the children depended upon the strength of the women. One evening around the campfire, the Elders called upon Heaven Dweller, ga lv la di e hi. They told Him of the People's suffering and tears. They were afraid the children would not survive to rebuild the Cherokee Nation. Gal v la di e hi spoke to them, "To let you know how much I care, I will give you a sign. In the morning, tell the women to look back along the trail. Where their tears have fallen, I will cause to grow a plant that will have seven leaves for the seven clans of the Cherokee. Amidst the plant will be a delicate white rose with five petals. In the center of the blossom will

Pointless
None of this matters. I can't do it anymore. The person I became after being here for nearly two years is a far cry of the person I once was. I've looked in pics and seen the same eyes. I am walking away. I am unsure if I'll be back. I might even delete my yahoo. There is evil everywhere as there is goodness. I am going to surround myself with goodness. I am sure my fu ranking that got up to 402 will fall. It doesn't matter. I will miss some of you alot.

Amazing Alana
So I was at work tonight..not something surprising I know. I sometimes have to lift very heavy things and move them or carry them for customers. part of the job description. We have carts and such for the very heavy things. Vacuums, microwaves, toaster ovens...not so bad. Anyhow it always makes me giggle when short ass me comes carrying out a huge item and the customer says to me..I could have carried that for you. I have already carried it across the store at this point. But tonight I had to carry this box I swear weighed close to 90lbs and the box was damaged so there was no real handles to grab onto. I wish I had a video clip of this I know I looked mostly retarded with this huge box over my shoulder and my neck sideways to carry it. But the guy at the desk was shocked as I lifted it up onto the counter. I think my height is deceptive. I could put half the guys to shame that I work with when it comes to lifting and carrying things. Anyhow my point is that I may be short, but do

The Great Yellow Jacket
A long time ago, the people of the old town of Kanu'ga'la'yi on Nantahala river, in the present Macon County, North Carolina, were much annoyed by a great insect called Ulagu. Large as a house, it used to come from some secret hiding place and snap up children and carry them away. It was unlike any other insect ever known and the people tried many times to track it to its home, but it was too swift to be followed.They killed a squirrel and tied a white string to it, so that its course could be followed with the eye, as bee hunters follow the flight of a bee to its tree. The Ulagu came and carried off the squirrel with the string hanging to it, but darted away so swiftly through the air that it was out of sight in a moment. They repeated the operation with a turkey, then a deer ham, but nothing worked. At last they killed a deer and tried again. This time the load was so heavy that it had to fly slowly and so low that the string could be plainly seen. The hunters got together for the pu

A Flame And An Oath
You throw around I love yous like bread crumbs are thrown to the birds and then you wonder why you get chased away by the crazy lady with the umbrella. I feel sorry for you. You constructed a pedestal out of infatuation that in paper terms would be no thicker than cheap vellum. You glue it together with the words you speak on the first night and the sweat that pools in your back. You wonder why when you stand your desire on top of it; it falls to the floor along with you. You always seem to end up on the bottom and you always seem to stay there way too long. You know how it feels when you're in love? Its like youre on fire and you are burning brighter than ever before. A fire can be very quickly lit but will always go out without the proper care. How does it feel to be nothing more than a step above a right hand? A comfort for uncomfortable times and once you've served your purpose youll go back on the shelf until youre needed again. There are fires starting up all over, its damn near

Music Of The Wolf
Night moon forever watching the earthen creatures padding through the night, Stars that paint the world with ideas and truth, Sky being that holds them all together, Watch the wolf travel the land and carry his hymn through the night, Wolf who walks in the night scared not of his shadow, Wolf who always sees the path that is open even when it is dark, Wolf who owns his place in the universe even when he travels the land, Howl to the greatness of the night, Plains that hold the life blood of the buffalo, Mountains that provide homes to those in need of shelter, Hills sharing the space in between the two, Watch for the wolf as he approaches carrying his song through the day Wolf who would listen, Wolf who's leadership is also his harmony, Wolf who's prowess encourages the young to grow, Howl to the greatness of the day, Winds that breath the wolf's howl to the world, Trees that

Monsters Vs Aliens
If you have seen Monsters vs Aliens, you know that scene where the President is playing the keyboard in front of the alien machine thingy? My son and my nephew broke out dancing to it right now when it came on. It was so freaking cute. That is all.

Help
to all juggalos and juggaletts my friend sunny is on here she needs help getn 2 level 10 can any 1 help her please her screen name is juggalettelove2 she is still new member when u 1st started out again please help her out

I Do But I Realize
I love you, I worship youBut I do realize that you are not mineThat you don’t belong to meBut I will love you no matter whatNo matter where you areNo matter how far you goI will love you for everWill always reach my arms bridgesBridges of love, passion, desireEven if u hold other man's armWill keep reaching mine toward youYou might go to a very faraway placeAnd might forget about this heartMy heart, where u stay with every single beatAnd I might never see u again when I want After you made my life a garden fill with rosesHow damn hard this distance is How damn hard it is without tellingI wish u couldn’t go this farHow could you leave me like this??How could u walk away on me??How could u be this careless after u showed me what love means??I swear to this love u have taught meI will always be your singing birdYour shinny moon to light up your dark nightAnd bring back your lost smile------------------------------W.B: FM june 14th 5:25 am[yes middle east time]lol

Info
so i might not be on for a bit and i dont want people to think that I was mad at them or ignoring them... going thru a tuff time right now so I am on here when I can be but its going to be a bit till things settle down thats all for now love to everyone

"silouetted Night"
"Silouetted Night" by Kiera Rose Lathan [ Do not steal/use/take without permission!] I was sitting, Waiting. Pressed against the falling day, I was sitting, Waiting. As stars shrouded me, Veiled me in their love, I was still there, Waiting. My head on my knees, I watched them twinkle, I watched them dance, I was there, Waiting. I watched the moon rise, I watched the brilliance glow, But I sit untouched, Only by celestial friends. I look, and against the darkness, A tree, where I sat and thought. I hadn't visited in a while, so I'd go. I climbed into my tree, And sat there, smiling. Breathing in fresh air, being alive once again. I thought I died, I was only in a coma and needed to wake up. Time cannot erase what has been done, But that is behind me now, just as the day was, While I sat in my tree, Unceaselessly smiling. I danced beneath the streetlight, A waltz, hummed to a quiet tune of my voice. One-two-three, one-two-three... We spun on the street, laughing. I was no longer wai

Babes, Babes, Babes!
On this site there so many sexy babes how can any guy choose just one. After a guy picks this one then another hottie catches his eye. Choices, choices choice. Just like BlastFM where there are so many greats songs to play and so little time. You hear one song you think is the best then another one catches your ear. Listen to BlastFM where you hear songs you remember and songs you only heard here. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

"this Feeling That I Have"
"This Feeling That I Have" [2006, Written For My Future Husband, Ian] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Don't Use/Steal/Take/Be A Douche] From tears and torment,To smiles and laughter...This is what I love. I never thought that someone could just come into my life,Look at me and smile,And then make me feel positive, like there's hope left. I don't want to rush this,I just want to trust this..This feeling that I have. For a moment, I was a wasted void,Ambling down the railroads of life,Trying to find my train to happiness.It startled me, the train.Out of nowhere, it came for me.I grabbed on tight,And watched my horizon bloom. Underneath the sparkling stars,Looking into your glittering eyes,I just know that I'm safe.And this comfort I have not yet felt before,Is taking me by suprise. I don't want to rush this,I just want to trust this..This feeling that I have. Many times have I been betrayed,Berated and delayed.I have just sewn the wounds,Scared to enjoy life again.But you've given me a

"one In The Same"
"One In The Same" [A Poem Of Love For My Husband, Ian] by Kiera Rose Lathan [DO NOT TAKE/USE/STEAL Without Permission!] As I sit here smiling,And think of what I've got,I think random things,And of course, there is a lot. But the thing that makes me smile,And the thing that makes me weak,Are truly one in the same,And I've ceased to continue to seek. For when I'm by your side,I'm breathless yet I breathe,And when it's time to part,I never want to leave. My hand, so small in yours,Clenched warm and tight,Finally feel protection,And feel safe throughout the night. I can lay there in silence,And never say a thing,For calm and happiness,Are the feelings that you bring. Though our marriage is young,As are we, too..Honestly, I've got to say,I'm the happiest when I'm with you.

"uncertain Destiny"
"Uncertain Destiny" by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Use/Steal/Take Without Permission!] I feel lost,Amongst a sea of bodies,Floating through the cosmos,As if not a care or worry hinted.I don’t know what’s wrong,And I don’t know what’s right,And I don’t know anything.I think I’m numb again.Finally, I let my guard down,And I’m plummeting down the abyss,Of uncertain destiny and what else..Clinging to whatever life I have,Praying that tomorrow will be a better day.I shouldn’t have said anything.Just laid there in the stark silence,With a muted smile and closed eyes.Then again, it wouldn’t of worked,I wear my heart on my sleeve,And you would’ve looked and knew.My body betrays me.I’m climbing back into my shell,So afraid of what’s to come.I know I’m cold right now,But I don’t feel it.All I can feel is my barely mended heart,Ready to shatter into pieces again.Maybe I’m too needy,Or too selfish,Or too

Life
The saying goes when one door closes another one opens. This Monday one chapter in my life is finally ending. My husband and I have been separated for nearly two years now and I've kinda gotten used to that fact. Never mind that I'm the one doing the filing its a mutual decision we made long ago and one I'm having a hard time coming to grips with. Neither of us wants to be married any longer so no clue why other than the fact that in just over a month would be our 31st anniversary. Such a long time over half my lifetime that he's been a part of my life. He's given me 3 wonderful children and we have 2 beautiful grandsons. We make such good friends too bad we couldn't make such good spouses. The only bright spot is that we remain in each other's lives and are here for our children. I've been told I will be meeting the man who will make me truly happy soon and its funny as much time as I spend on here I will be meeting him in person not online. I've known for over a year I will be meeti

"charade"
"Charade" [Prose That No One Knows] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Copy/Use/Steal/Ect Without Permission!] Elegant. Intelligent. Quiet. Introverted. Hiding so the rest of the world can't see. Loud. Obnoxious. Ridiculous. Ludicrous. How the world always sees me. I'm sick of this charade. I wish you knew. I wish you knew. Couldn't hear the words, Couldn't feel the hate, Couldn't bear the fate, Couldn't feel.. at all. I wish you could see through my eyes. Look in that mirror, And not be dismayed. I'm waving my white flag. I give up. Finally, last breath, And sigh. Rest assured, My heart still beats in frailty, Broken by all the bats, Shattered with the barbed wire. I wish you could think my thoughts, Feel the world through my fingers, Then maybe.. You would understand what it is... To be me. I make life look effortless. But behind the laughter and the smiles, The jokes and the goofiness, I'm silent. And nobody would know. I guess it's just the upset talking. But i'm sick

Rest The Insomniacs
"Rest The Insomniacs" [A Poem Of Resolve] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Steal/Use/Ect Without Permission!] Rest the insomniacs, Challenge the slayer, Lead the maniacs, Swallow the eternal fire. And still I find myself crying for your embrace. For my bloodstains upon your walls, Repeatedly read and misunderstood. Keep steadfast in your train, As thoughts of doubt overwhelm you. Ficticious, as though the rain pours, Exercise my love for one alone. Believe what you will, Life shall change still. Don't assume to know what is in my mind, From time to time, You don't know this from that, And that is a cold hard fact. You can't understand, You can't even know, What roams through my head, Will never be so. You think I yearn. You must be mistaken, For I am happy in love, Happily and serenely taken. Never was he mine, Never shall he be, I shall not want, He's just not for me. Say what you will, Do what you please, Your jealousy and doubt, Will bring you to your knees. Rest the insom

What Makes A Friend
It's not what you wear, t's not what you have, it's not what or who you know It's the ability to share a laugh, It's the ability to learn and grow, it's the ability to enjoy warm company, it's the desire to reach out in need or listen when needed. But most of all it's the joy that being with the friend brings in warming your life. For those of you who read here, who care enough to know me, you bring such warmth to my days, Thank you.

Scary Movie 1
Fred sat on the windowsill and looked out through the glass. Quite a storm was raging outside, rain and wind and thunder and lightning. He pressed his hand against the window glass. He noticed that the rain drops hitting the glass were just about as big as his hand. After all, Fred was only an inch tall. He was not always so small, up until a couple days ago he was a normal six foot height. And then he woke up one day and was small. Needless to say that both he and his wife, Ellen, were quite shocked. Though there was nothing for them to do. They had not told anyone. He had simply called off work, and in fact had not left the house since it happened. He kind of felt like a house cat, in a weird way. "Ready for the surprise," Called Ellen, her voice echoing from elsewhere in the house. He perked his ears up at the sound of her voice and smiled. She had taken care of him the last couple days. As he was so tiny he could do almost nothing for himself. He did not like re

Pirate Bath 1
Brian stretched out on the sofa. It was a small sofa, dark brown and only about four feet long. As brain was only three inches tall, it was more then enough room for him to stretch out. He heard a door somewhere open and close. He turned and saw Erica walk into his line of sight. She was a lightly tanned, with long black hair. Wearing nothing but a black bikini, he could see her slim slender body and all it's curves nicely. She was five feet five inches tall, or somewhere just under two hundred feet tall to tiny Brian. She stopped and stood in front of the sofa, a small white box in her left hand, and looked down at him."It's time to get ready," she said as she set the box down on the sofa cousion, "Ready for what?" Brian asked"You'll see...it's a surprise. Just get dressed.'' replied Erica. Brian walked over and looked inside the box. Inside was a puffy white silky shirt, blue pants, black boots and a red cap. All the perfect size to fit him. Erica cleared her throat and

5 Year Old Boy Dies In High Speed Police Chase!
The police responded to a domestic violence call and the boyfriend that had a shotgun got in his vehicle and took the 5 year old with him and the boyfriend was drunk. The police chased the car for about 30 minutes when the driver went through a red light and hit an oncoming semi and the little boy was NOT strapped in and flew through the front windshied dying immediately. Please pray for the family of that boy!!!

Ratings
I know I'm new to FuBar, I know. But these fucking ratings... You're killing me! I got bitched out by 4 different guys because I gave them "low" ratings. Mind you, these ratings were no lower than a 6. I was being honest. Generous, even, in some cases. It was nothing personal, Jesus... But these guys slammed me back with some cruelly low ratings. I'm not going to give you a good rating for a picture that is blurry or is of something other than the actual user. I mean, fuck. And SAWH-ree if I just don't think you're all that attractive or interesting-looking. That's just too damn bad. I expect people to be honest with me, so I just start things off by being as open as physically possible. And that's what I think about the goddam ratings up in hurr.

Branded A Downrater Lol.
Its so damn funny that I make a mumm asking how others rate and then telling them how i Rate and then i was told that I'm trying to make people believe the way i do.lmao.far from the truth.do people actaully try to read mumms wrong to pick a fight?...is there life really that damn boring rotflmao.Seams to me they come on here to make friends then get bored with it very quick & think fighting is the best thing to do to keep them entertained.they seem to not be happy in their everyday life.so they try & bring others down.boy, are they barking up the wrong tree with me lol.I'm to sexy & happy with myself to be affected by strangers.So Now I'm branded a down Rater for telling others in my Mumm that i use the other 9 numbers as well.well pop my ass & call me sally lol.I'm guilty as charged.theres some weak ass people on this site that lets something as little as a rate control their emotions.if you can't take the BAD with the GOOD then you really don't belong on the net at all.Something to

Hotness
COME ON IN AND BE PART OF SOMETHING NEW.. AND SOMETHING FRESH.. WITH NO CAM DRAMA TO WORRY ABOUT.. JUST GOOD PEOPLE AND FUN CONVERSATIONS. JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND ENTER THE "MELTDOWN" AND IF YOU WANT TO BE STAFF..PROMOTERS (VERY IMPORTANT), NICE GREETERS, ENFORCERS AND EVENTUALLY LIVE DJS.. SO, COME EARN YOUR BRAGGING RIGHTS, "I WAS THERE WHEN THE GREATNESS STARTED" http://fubar.com/lounge/67109# VAMPYRESTA..

Lol
: BUY SWEETIE!!! XOXO!!!->Snazziii**...: LOL your views*? Yeah we can go with that..itwas fun...enjoy your day nowSnazziii**...: AW SWEETIE. I THOUGHT U WAS TIRING OF ME. I CAN SPELL FINE BUT I CHOOSE TO SPELL THE WAY I DO BECUZ I WANT TO && CAN && IF THATS ALL U HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME I TAKE IT AS CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM && HAVE EXPLAINED MY VIWS->Snazziii**...: neybe not...except I can spell...want me to teach ya? or shall we call it a daySnazziii**...: BECUZ U KNO ME SO WELL YET U ENTERT6AIN URSELF WIT ME. MAYB WE'RE NOT SO DIFFERANT->Snazziii**...: no I just bore quickly with common idiots like yourselfSnazziii**...: O A QUITER. XOXO->Snazziii**...: LOL i knew that would be your comeback..you are so predictablethis is n longer fun...byebye nowSnazziii**...: THATS FUNNII CUZ I BEEN WIT THE SAME GUY FOR 5 YRS SO REALLII. LMAO->Snazziii**...: men*]->Snazziii**...: no i am the one using you as free entertainment...you know kinda like the med in your lifeSnazziii**...: UR THE ONE FEEDING I

Yup
pretty much done. nobody will give me a job, government wont help I will at this point have to take aquisition of funds entirely into my own hands. on the bright side I have cance rwhich while still at an early easily treAtable stage I cannot afford treatment for and so it will simply be allowed to progress until it does become incapacitating. I have the library. Men stink, I mean that literally, and theres no women at the library neAR my place, its all guys who dont shower but instead lather themselves in gross smelling body spray that makes me want to vomit. I only mention that because on this rare occasion I am trying to blog here for my own stupid forgetting to bring my flash with my resume on it so I cant look for work effectively anyway. Not that it matters Ive sent out thousands of copies and never even gotten an interview and now my phones cut off cause I cant afford it and I have 17 days left on my apartment to come up with 690 dollars which I wont be able to do legitimately.

Revelations
I learned a few things about myself today... 1. When I burn on my arm, and it peels, it takes forever to actually finish. Each layer of skin I peel off, comes off in very small pieces. It sucks =/ 2. I'm "in love". [shrug] Also, I have no plans for tomorrow. It's Sunday. I can't go out late, the boys will be home. So IF I do anything, it will have to be early. Ugh. I'll probably just be on here, lol.

I'm Sick Of Fu
Goodbye Fubar im goin' awayI'm sick of you and there aint no wayDont want to know, dont want to seeDont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYeah and Fubar,its sad but true,now im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our loveNo way for our loveCuz im sick of You.Good bye Fubar im going away.Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDont want to know, dont want to see Dont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYes and Fubar its sad but trueNow im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our love,No way for our loveCuz im sick of youEvery evening and every day,Seem to always turn out this way,To get an endI better find new love,then you'll pay,then youll pay,ain't no way.Cuz im sick of you.Goodbye Fubar im going away,Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDon't want to know , dont want to seedon't you ever, bother me ....

My Dad The Last Time He Spent Time With My Grandfather This All Who Lost A Dad And Grandfather
I never got meet my late grandfather he passed away when my dad was 12 this his favorite memory of him: With Father's Day nearly upon us I can't help but to feel it is fitting to start a thread for those of us who had fathers who are or were railroaders and/or railfans.I was only 12 when I lost my Dad but in the few years that I had him in my life he helped to create an interest in trains that has lasted for 52 years.Though memories are at times few I can remember times when he would take me to the local Five and Dime to get an ice cream cone and then we would head down to the Espee depot in Palmdale, Ca., to visit both his friend who was the agent and to see what trains we could see.One of the memories I have is seeing a Black Widow EMD SD9 that usually powered the wrecker train that would come into town ever so often and how he would walk around the train with me as it sit, resting for the day. And I remember the wonder I expressed when the San Joaquin Daylight started to change its

To Set The Record Straight
So I have realised that Fubar ain't the place for me. Before I delete my account I feel I have to set the record straight on a few things that have been said about me. Apparently a few people decided to stick their noses into my business and put dirt on my name. I have no idea why they would do this....jealousy I guess. So with that I will get to the point. I want to clear the air on a few things. First off whoever decided to spread the runors around that I beat the shit out of my ex-wife and daughter....that was a classic one. Couldn't be further from the truth. The time frame this would have happened in my daughter would have been a year old and I would have killed her. She's 8 now alive and well. Never laid a hand on her. This was a good one.....whoever made this one up....yeah it stuck and has fucked me up. Ok now another rumor being passed around. That I'm a drug addict. LMMFAO....yeah sure....I smoke weed thats it....barely do that anymore....I don't even drink. Ag

Sik
Ok so i found a sik ass techno club (yea i know dont gimme shit) called Spin in san diego. I'm there every friday an saturday night. Its the loudest club around with a kick ass atmosphere. If good times, good music is yer thing cum on out an hang! Oh by the way did i mention it's open till 4am? FUCKIN WOO HOO!!!!!!

Poetry
Fly Away In a world of pain You called me up And played the game I did'nt know you'd hurt me so Rip me apart very slow Don't have to dry my eyes; no tears Just twisted wasted worried fear What to do now that your gone Bitter empty played out songs Over and over Time and Again I ask when will this suffering end? Tomorrow or maybe today Probably never That's what they say Continue to pour my heart and soul? Or close up and grow old alone? Decisions made I'm just fed up Sick of trying Done with love

My Dad And Step Mom R Now Outta My Life 4ever
Last night I was online talking to some of my family, when i found out that my step mother was bashing me to them. I was told all the awful things that this woman has said about me. I can't take this abuse from my so called family any longer. I called my father and confronted him with what was said, he was yelling at me barly let me speak. I started yelling at him back, that he needs to listen to me for once and he listened to me for about ten seconds before hanging up on me. Before he hung up I told him I want my daughter back and then I never want to see him again, his response was that's not gonna happin. I am hurt that my so called family that was supposed to be helping me is now fighting me for the rights to my daughter. I am really depressed at this point, I feel my father has been taken over and that this woman has put things in his head to make him belive that she is this awesomely nice person when in the real world she is a person who tells everyone how to live and what they

Gone But Never Forgotten
MIDKIFF - State Police in Hamlin say two people were killed in an early Saturday, June 13, automobile-house accident near Midkiff. Trooper D.C. Brinegar of the Hamlin Detachment said he and fellow troopers also estimate that the house involved was one-fourth destroyed in the incident along State Route 10.Dead, according to Brinegar, is the driver, Jeremy Ryan Rakes, 22, of Ranger, and his passenger, Dawna M. Mascol, 32, of Branchland. The pair were pronounced dead at the scene shortly after 3 a.m., Saturday morning, Brinegar said.The trooper said Rakes was driving a late 1990s model, red Ford Thunderbird. The vehicle was traveling North on Route 10, he said. Although it has been difficult to determine exactly what happened, Brinegar said officers believe Rakes lost control and his car flipped over and landed in the living room of the house located across the road from the former Midkiff Elementary School. The home owner, who was sleeping in the house at the time, said he was awakened b

The Honest Book Of Truth
THE HONEST BOOK OF TRUTH being a BIBLE of The Erisian Movement Episkopos LORD OMAR KHAYYAM RAVENHURST, KSC Bull Goose of Limbo Master Pastor of the Church Invisible of the Laughing Christ Hidden Temple of The Happy Jesus Laughing Buddha Jesus [LBJ] Ranch From the Honest Book of Truth THE BOOK OF EXPLANATIONS, Chapter 1 1. There came one day to Lord Omar, Bull Goose of Limbo, a Messenger of Our Lady who told him of a Sacred Mound wherein was buried an Honest Book. 2. And the Angel of Eris bade of the Lord: Go ye hence and dig the Truth, that ye may come to know it and, knowing it, spread it and, spreading it, wallow in it and, wallowing in it, lie in it and, lying in the Truth, become a Poet of the Word and a Sayer of Sayings -- an Inspiration to all men and a Scribe to the Gods. 3. So Omar went forth to the Sacred Mound, which was to the East of Mullah, and thereupon he worked

I Wanta Grow Old With You =]
♥ && HELLO && ♥Its 5pm and its ALREADY been the day from hell. I didnt get to sleep till like 6am. Then woken up at 10 to bullshit and its been drama drama drama since then. Even this site isnt being a sanction for me right now. Im s sick of the constant bullshit from person to person. And the constant need to hurt someone. I dont get it. If you love someone, why be the worlds biggest ass to them? Then apoligize later. I dont get it But maybe thats just me. Im over whelmed with it. Anyway lets move onto the next topic. Does anyone else see that the world is surronded by people with the constant need to feel like they're the " bigger " person? Oh well im done with it. So for today =] ima just sit back and enjoy the rest of my saturday like the bad shit dont exist :-jIcon of the day: Have a good one =]

The Game We Call Life.
The game we call life.. Current mood:Real Well what can I say. "life is a tangle web we weaved." And it's a bunch of choices we made wrong that continue to lead us in the wrong or right direction depending on the path we choose. Me, I lived plenty of life for about 30 country ass people that never left their 1 horse town. Yes it's true in this great country we call america there is some back country mother's that still have sex with there 2nd cousins and shit. I'm just glad my fam chose to raise me in civilization. Where the creative minds of a street rebel could find all sorts of shit to get into. Ah the wrong choices of my life have led me to this moment where freedom is not that free and anything you like is probably bad for you. But the one thing I do have, and we all have is the choice to have a free mind. Don't waste any more time thinking that you have more time to waste cuz before you know it, 20 years has passed and your not watching Voltron anymore...... I'm AC Adaptor

Creative Writer Aka Ctkortz
When I was six years old the time of my life I was supposed to be imaging, dreaming and full of playful thoughts instead I was thinking of ways to build underground shelter with a house on top of it. A place I could go when trouble came to hurt I thought of more of the bad things than the good. I dreamed of simpler times in a world that loved each other where everyone got along and even though I was a realist at the age of six I had hope the world would change to leave the hate behind and learn the true meaning of sibling love a blind hope for caring that came with friendship and trust with understanding. I had never known a childhood I grew up way to fast to soon that I had not the chance to really live in the way other children did with both parents. By the age of eight I was living on the streets nowhere to go and nobody I could trust to be there for me I was alone but not scared I believed in myself. I had worked jobs mowing, raking, scrapping metal and a long list of o

Lmao And Shes Still A Hussy She Says
now i lay me down to sleep i pray the lord my shape to keep please no wrinkles please no bags and please lift my butt before it sags please no age spots please no gray and as for my belly please take it away please keep me healthy please keep me young and thank you lord for all you have done five tips for women 1. its important that a man helps you around the house and has a JOB. 2. its important that a man makes you laugh 3. its important to find a man you can count on and who wont lie to you 4. its important that a man loves you and spoils you 5. its important that these 4 men dont meet each other loll one saggy boob said to the other saggy boob; "if we dont get some support soon - people will think we are nuts" omg she is too cute at 80 years old i swear

Strange Things
i know people often misrepresent themselves online and often in life ... not sure why but they do .... the cries of i am sick or i am hurt or i am alone when they are not sick or hurt or are actually married all the while lookin for the next best thing to come along. i never will understand .. there are things i dont share with people who mean lil to nothing to me or am embarrassed to share with just about anyone but those closest to me ... i am confused why someone would say they do this or that ... one thing that kills me is when people claim to be nurses or docs and give medical advice online ... a pet peeve of mine ... anywho from miss open book i just wanted to vent a bit and express to my friends ... honor yourselves and proclaim truth and honor and blessings will fall upon ya.

People Piss Me Off
hey dont u just hate it when people get on ur fucking nerves well i have something like that going on in my life right now and i cant standt.i just hate people.I really dont know wut to do about anything right now with everything that is going on i think i should let everything go.

Poem Written By Al For Gthf. U Rock :)
Sin...........its like time ticking away every second of the day. To feel pleasures unknown. Fobidden by those who were blind to truth. Knowing it was by far the best advantage LOVE was granted. For men and women who find truth can't help to feel like they have falln from the Grace of GOD in the end. Love and let Love live.......Alpha n Omega

What To Do?
Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to go right? I have had a couple of months like that. If I could, I would have stayed drunk the last 2 months. Maybe then I wouldnt have to think. I am cursed with an analytcal mind. Eveything that happens, my brain auomatically wants to analyze it. I am so tired of analyzing every little thing that happens. The worst part is, my ex, who cheated on me, all of a sudden wanted to get back together with me. I of course, said no, but he just got it in his mind that we were getting back together. Would not take no for answer. So, I started seeing someone, someone he knows. Things did not go well at all. He did everything in his power to destroy my relationship with this other guy. I have known this other guy for 14 yrs., he is a great person. I enjoy spending time with him, he makes me laugh and he is a great friend. I didnt know until recently that he has had a crush on me for like 10 yrs. So, we have remained friends, hoping that one day my ex wi

I Think You Can...
Calling all friends.....ok ya'll so i have a really great friend whom i just got to join and i think it'd be really awesome if ya'll would scope her out, say hi whatever. Ive already de-virginized her in the mumms and she loved it, so lets rape her the mummer way :)... Since i have no idea how to get the damn link to her page in this blog ima just put it in a comment below... p/s...I still want tongue salutes :) Thanks 4 Reading...

Alone-downface
It's been a long day At the bottom of the hill They say she died of a broken heart She told me I was living in the past Drinking from a broken glass I'm Alone Now I turn to face the cold I'm Alone Now I turn to travel home I walked down To the other end today Just to catch those last few rays I held out my hands and slowly waved goodbye I turn my eyes to the sky Chorus She'll come back to me I held out my hands to the light and I watched it die I know, that I was part to blame But I've done my time And I Never want to spend my life alone

Princess
You came in so quiet and shyAll around so so brand newShaking the whole way hereSo lost without a clueIt took awhile to adjustBut we managed to earn your trust.Every day became an adventureWith you as the sparkSo full of loving prideYour presence leaving its markWhether running around like a childOr laying so calm and mild.You became a friend and a sisterMaking our family wholeLifting the spirits of us allWith your beautiful soulAlways warm and invitingAlways refreshing and exciting.Hard to believe its trueWhy did you have to go?What are we supposed to doWithout your special glow?How do these tears dryWhen our hearts need to cry?Now that you've leftOur family seems brokenThough you remain in our thoughtsAnd in every word thats spokenThough your life had to ceaseMay you forever rest in peace

What Is It With Cliques On Fu
Well.. I'm done. I thought I was working with some good ppl. Snake Eyes Radio. Working my fuckin ass off. Doing shit that wasn't even my job. All day I run around in RL to get things done early so I can take air. Then after running around.. had my computer set up to take air. All of a sudden I hear on the air, that Lucky was stealing air from me. They didn't even tell me. Shit I was the DJ manager. They just fuckin ignored the fact how rude it is to steal air from someone. Specially from someone that is not an active DJ. SHit I should get a lounge owner for a fu hubby. I would be jackin air from everyone. So I got DRUNK and kick a few ppl off the air. I admit.. and I'm proud. Alittle bit of what was dished out to me. I thought it was funny watchin ppl on cam while I did it too. HAHAHA!!! The faces Wes and Celt made were fuckin priceless. Don't get me wrong.. there are some great ppl at ser. I just guess I'm not cool enough in the to get respect I deserve.

Costa Rica
just giving a quick update to my fam and friends, or at least those who care, lol, i recently moved to Costa Rica to help my family with some mission work. I'm not sure how long i'll stay here but at least for the summer. So since i won't be online too often just didn't want you to think i forgot about you. Thanks to all who still keep in touch and show love. Hope you all have a wonderful summer

Smooth Balls
I was eating a chile verde burrito when it struck me.. Does having smooth balls give you an advantage? And would it be weird to have a bush on top but smooth balls underneath? I have had my share of BJ's (not talking about beef jerky ok) in my day and I've pondered this on occasion. If I had smooth balls would I get my balls sucked more often? You see ladies a mans balls are equivalent to a woman's breast , hence why we have man milk and you all have that other kind (that only little brats get !!) The balls are really sensitive and need attention. I've fully shaved before, weed wacking the bush along with the balls for total smoothocity. Honestly I felt like I was 9 again (so a little creepy). But now I'm thinking about just shaving the balls because to be quite honest I feel sort of bad for the chick that puts her mouth on them when they're all fuzzy ...If I were a woman don't know if I could do that at all. But then again I don't about having the reverse mullet on my genitals (

Grow Old
I just wanna grow oldi dont care how the story unfoldsjust how the end goesthe antisipation of tomarow just grows oldI just wanna grow olddiscover the here afterforget the then and nowI just wanna grow oldI dont care if i miss the showdont know why the times matternothing and everything lasts foreverI just wanna grow old

A Sniper
A Sniper's Tale By me My belly presses the dirt Prone, I am still As sand covers me head to toe. Desolate barren road, Tiny grains swirling are blinding. Still my scope searches for my foe. A white pick up truck A man scrambles to set his trap. Right on time, just as I was told. His eyes appear over a scarf. A father perhaps, definitely one's son To me he has no soul. One last breath of life, He jerks violently around And left in an awkward fold. The convoy follows By taking one life I have a hundred to show. Again the desolate road…... ………I wait. Mrrcp 2008

A Poem For A Very Close Friend
I know i left you just this morning but I wanted you to wake up to something special. I long for your touch each day n night . I wait for the kiss that might not come I lay watching stars shine bright Wishing and hoping that i see one more note from you every mornin. Your face takes over my dreams at night when I finally get to shut my eyes . Thoughts of your hands as the glide across my skin. Make me squrim with lust for just one more touch of your hand. The kisses you send lay upon my lips like rose petals so soft and gentle. But each and every morning I awake to yet another empty piece of bed beside me . Oh wh

Curiousity Kills Cats 2
Title: Curiousity Kills Cats 2Characters: Marie d'Aquitaine, Virginia MathesonTime: 22 Jan, Near dawn Location: Marie's lair, the docks and streets of Crescent IsleWriter: DanoMarie d'Aquitaine was furious, but it didn't show. Instead her anger wrapped around her like a long, fridgid cloak as it always did. Her 'daughter' had gone missing again, something the little trollip had been doing frequently, and Marie knew deep inside that it was time for mistress and scion to split. The impending split hurt, and Marie always channelled her hurt into anger.Marie channelled anything into anger.She was waiting as her scion of over a century and a half slipped through the door, which clicked softly shut. "And where have we been tonight?" Marie asked with ice dripping off the words.Virginia knew that tone, her mistress was more than a little miffed. She stood stock still as Marie approached and walked around her slowly. "Hunting," she explained."Ah," Marie said, sniffing Virginia's breath, "an alc

Domestic Violence
The Purple Ribbon Campaign to end Domestic Violence: Why Purple? Bruises women have sustained at the hands of their abusers. It is time to remind our country of the hidden secrets many women and children face daily, in they're nice warm pretty homes! Hidden behind closed doors. In a place they thought at one time would serve as comfort and love. YOUThere are many faces in domestic violence. There is no stereo type situation Strong Powerful Women, Stay at Home Wives and Mothers, The President of the PTA, The clerk in the grocery store. A CEO in charge of a corporation. The Woman Being Beat Can Be ANYONE! The only tra

Well Hell
So I am thinking I must smell bad! Not that anyone could verify this :P I am being ignored! I know it is a tragedy!!! So um..now what? Should I beg? I think I would for you ;) maybe if you stop ignoring me I can :P *those who have no clue what this is regarding ignore itLOL*

Curiousity Kills Cats 1
Title: Curiousity Kills Cats 1Characters: Gavin, George (NPC bartender), VirginiaTime: 21 Jan, Near Midnight Location: One Eyed Eddies, the docks and streets of Crescent IsleOne Eyed Eddies, a bar right on the waterfront, was quiet for a weekday night. George, the owner and bartender, had a little extra time to mingle and talk with his regulars. One in particular had been more regular lately."You go out today?" George asked, inquiring about whether he had taken his boat out on a fishing run. George was really wondering if Gavin would settle the tab he had been running. Gavin was captain and owner of the Glastonbury Tor, a fishing boat that catered to the Crescent Isle tourist trade.Gavin looked up from his drink. He had switched from the dark rum of the last few nights to Killians Red, a detail that had not gone unnoticed by George. "Yea, first time in days.""Time heals, glad to have you back with the living." He patted the shorter Celt on the shoulder, "You'll get over her.""I always

What Chyld Is This?
Title: What Chyld is This? Characters: Virginia Matheson, Gavin Draegun, mentions Marie d'Aquitaine Time: Wee hours of Monday morning, January 17, 2005 Location: The docks of Crescent Cove, and aboard the fishing boat 'Glastonbury Tor'Writers: DanoVirginia stopped in the shadows at the corner where the alley met the main street. The breeze off the water was warm and moist, speaking to her of distant rains. She could hear the dark waves lapping against the quay and the creaking of the fishing boats against their moorings. From somewhere down the docks she heard distant singing and sounds of revelry in the night. If she waited here in the gloom, prey was sure to pass by sooner or later. Her thoughts drifted to Marie and the prey she was toying with tonight.Her mistress, the master vampire that had created her, had sent her out earlier in the evening to bring back 'dinner and a show'. To Marie this meant a pretty, naive young man to torture and eventually feed from. The man would not surv

My Pitty/bitch Party For Today....
I haven't blogged in a while... partialy because of being soooo damn busy & the other half because I haven't felt like it so much cus of keeping things to myself. Not like anyone really reads my blogs as is but still feels good to let it out & I feel a lil bit of a rant coming on that I can hardly keep in. Can't say my life is absolute hell but its no picnic here lately either!! Have soooo many frustrations right now about my job it isn't funny anymore... Sometimes I wish I never came over here to help out!! Yes the pay is a bit better but there is a hell of alot more responsiblity & shift work put on me right now that is driving me to my breaking point. I tried being really strong in the beginning to help work things out. (If my boss didn't have steady in home care than he'd hafta go into a rest home which he really hates the idea of because he has a 13 year old daughter that he'd never really get to see since his bitch of an ex wife who's a nurse left him right when he got ill :( Won

Friends Or No Friends??????
WHERE ARE MY REAL FRIENDS??????????? I AM GETTING SICK OF FUBAR DRAMA.. PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS BUT JUST WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO THEY CAN HAVE TONS OF PEOPLE ON THERE LISTS I ALREADY CLEANED OUT MY FAMILY LIST...AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST IF U WANT TO BE MY FRIEND .. PLEASE LET ME KNOW BEFORE I START DELETING AS I SAID BEFORE IF ALL U WANT IS ME TO BE A NUMBER AND NOT A REAL FRIEND.. PLS LET ME KNOW AND I WILL DELEATE U.. I AM TIRED OF FAKES AND LIARS.... ALL I WANT IS TRUE FRIENDS WHO WILL HELP WHEN THEY CAN AND I WILL HELP WHEN I CAN

Starting Late
Title: Starting Late Characters: Gavin DraegunTime: Sunday, January 16, 2005Location: Gavin's flat, and aboard the fishing boat 'Glastonbury Tor'Writer: DanoGavin looked out across the docks to the blue water beyond. A warm breeze tousled his straggly red hair through the open window. It was another perfect day in paradise. Gulls spun and wheeled through the clear sky, following the outbound fishing boats."Shit," he thought, "late again." He downed half a cup of lukewarm coffee and headed for his boat.At least it wasn't cold outside. He loved the English winter, but the cold had started to seep into his bones the past few decades. His power base, the green things of the earth, faded in winter.At least it did in northern winters, which is why he was here in the Carribbean.His sandals slapped on the pavement as he reached the dock. A few stragglers, mostly tourists, were sitting around looking for a boat. Eleven tourists, and on just a half cup of cool coffee. At twenty bucks a head it

Prolog
These are things I have written over the years, mostly on 'story boards' (an RPG that tells whole stories, not just interactive snippets). If you are reading these, at least have the courtesy to let me know what you think. I am posting them here as they were written originally, in the preferred format of the board they were posted to. Please show me the respect of acknowledging me if you quote them.The first set is from a list called 'Crescent Isle' about an island in the Caribbean in an alternate reality much like our own except that vampires, werewolves, magic and such exist.

Couldn't Do It =(
OMG! I am such a wimp!! I went in for the c spine MRI this morning, and as soon as they put me in the damn machine, I could not do it!!!! I never thought in this lifetime I was claustrophobic!!!! I have to call and reschedule for an appointment, I need to be sedated so I have to have a driver, they wont even let me take the bus.... weird!

Excerpt From My Book
I still hear the water running in the tub in the evenings; the way it always has been when she bathed at night. Sometimes, I still see her sitting on the sofa on the front porch afterwards painting her toe nails or talking on the cell to her mother. Maybe it’s just guilt. The guilt that it should have been me lying in that grave instead of her. Or maybe selfishness. That’s it! It’s selfishness. Selfish thoughts and questions. “Did she still love me even until the very end?” Did she blame me for what had happened, even though she and I both knew it was simply an accident?” Somehow my mind and heart need these answers. But, then I talk to her. She never even gives the singlest of clues to me. She talks of all the good times we shared. About how much fun she had at Christmas time when her father paid for us to come to New Jersey to visit. I don’t, in my heart of hearts believe that she ever blamed anyone for what h

Still Here....kinda
well, I am still here...kinda. I am so busy these days with the kids home from school and getting the house and things in order around here getting ready for my surgery on June 18th. I jump on fubar to check on friends and family about once a day. I usually don't speak cause I got the kids hollering at me or the dog is ready to go outside or the clothes need to be folded or it's time to cook.....well, you get the picture. Plz say special prayers for my girl VIVI as she goes in for some surgery on the 18th also. I won't go into details but you can go by and see her and leave her some love and support. I know she would appreciate it!! Like I said I go on the 18th for surgery....my surgery will be reconstructive surgery to fix 'the girls' after the lumpectomy I had last year. I will loose about a cup size (dang it!!) but I will be even again and I will feel better about my appearance (I hope). I will update some pics later on after some healing. In the mean time, leave lots

High Qaulity Wedding Gowns
Do you know anybody that's getting Married ?Checkout these High Fashion Wedding Gowns Dear Customers My name is Vanessa Jones and I am a 29 year old fashion designer, a little bit about me I am a single mother of two wonderful sons, I have a Bachelors degree in Fashion design and textiles. I have been in the fashion industry for 8 months. I was born and raised in Andover, N.M. Know that you know a little bit about me, now I want to bring to you my love and passion for fashion design through my high quality fashion gowns and dresses. All my current designs are made from material that I get from Australia and China, all my designs are hand made and I would love to show you what I have in the way of my wedding gown designs along with other dress designs that I am currently working on. If you like fashions then I would love for you to visit the sight below and check out all the designs that I have available for purchase and hope that you will enjoy my designs as much as I enjoyed maki

How Will I Get Through This One?
I RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT THE CERVICAL POLYP I HAD REMOVED IS MALIGNANT! IT HAS BEEN REMOVED AND I HAVE NO MORE, HOWEVER I WILL STILL HAVE TO UNDERGO CHEMO AND RADIATION AS A PROCAUTION! I STARTED YESTERDAY WITH MY TREATMENTS AND I DONT FEEL VERY GOOD! IM VERY NAUSEOUS AND A REALLY BAD HEADACHE! IM SURE THE LONGER IT GOES THE SICKER I WILL FEEL BUT MY DOCTORS HAVE TOLD ME I HAVE A 99% RECOVERY RATE BECAUSE IT WAS REMOVED AT A VERY EARLY STAGE! I AM VERY HURT AND ANGRY BY HOW RUDE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TO ME ON THIS SITE! ITS JUST MEANT TO BE FUN I CANT HELP IT THAT YOU ARE WASTING YOUR MONEY ON FAKE WEDDINGS AND OTHER THINGS THAT NEED A CREDIT CARD! YOUR MARRIGAES ARE NOT REAL....FUMARRIED LMAO BLINGPACKS? 11''S? CHERRY BOMBS ETC..... I HAVE OTHER THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT SO IF YOUR GONNA BE RUDE STAY OFF MY PAGE AND STOP COMING BACK DAY AFTER DAY TO LOOK AT ME! I CAN SEE WHO DOES AND ITS ONE FEMALE THATS VIP AND ITS REALLY ANNOYING SO SORRY YOUR PAYING BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU NEED TO STARE A

A Smile On Her Face~
Shelby entered the hotel room and immediately let her wool coat fall to the floor. Her master Robert drew her to him, kissed her blood-red mouth, then pushed her away so he could assess her appearance: Just as he requested, her plump, curvaceous body was bound at the waist by a form-fitting black bustier. The steel boning pushed her ample breasts up and forced her tapered waist to constrict her breathing. Her thick, fleshy cunt was covered by a tight, sheer thong that pushed the lips out and up. He was pleased. Touching the exposed cunt lips, Robert noted they were free of hair and slick with her juices. Shelby felt Robert's probing fingers along with the fabric of the thong straining against her shaved cunt, and gushed even more juice onto his hand. Robert forced the thick index finger of his right hand deep into her snatch. He fucked her cunt until her juices covered his hand and wrist, then force-fed his finger into her mouth. Roughly, he pushed his finger down her throat, forcing h

Eight Rooms Of Sin: Room Three Part2
Sarah's body was on fire, Kieran could tell. She was shifting and purposely rubbing herself against his leg, humping it much like a bitch in heat would hump a stud. Kieran spread his legs wider and grabbed her hair. "I think you can hold off on that, can't you?" She pouted, but he chuckled. Turning her head, she took a peek and moaned, as she watched Master flick his wrist and send the whip to take a taste of slut's pussy. Kieran noticed her expression and grinned. He stored the information in his memory, felt his sex jump at the fantasy and then saw her catch the action out of the corner of her eye. With a clenched jaw he saw her make her way to his balls. When she enveloped them into her warm mouth, his hips rose up to give her better access. He groaned with pleasure when she took the offer and gathered his balls so deep into her hot haven that her lips pressed against his body. "Oh fuck, Sarah," he moaned and for a moment forgot about Master and slut. **Whoosh Kieran jerked up and w

Eight Rooms Of Sin: Room Three Part1
Sarah had become an addiction for Kieran. Since the morning he woke up with lipstick on his cock and watched her get off on his bedroom floor, he'd become entranced with her. She felt the same way, allowing herself to grow attached to the quiet persona he showed in public, and the passionate one he shared with her. Tonight would be another night of pleasure for Kieran, one he was growing accustomed too. Sarah had gone out on her own to arrange for Kieran to be accepted into a unique club she helped start up. She was now a silent partner, opting to leave the playing to others while she enjoyed the view behind the windows. The music was loud, the drinks of the highest quality and the atmosphere reeked of not only wealth, security, and fun, but it was also apparent that only the most elite were allowed past the two burly, but exquisitely dressed, men at the front door. Kieran watched with interest as Sarah said hellos and kissed cheeks. It was a different Sarah he was observing. She was s

My Thoughts
I first joined this site back when it was Cherry Tap, it was a place to come and just talk to people. Not now....it has turned into free for all for jackasses that harass women. It seems just because I'm male that i automatically want to hook up or see you naked, that is not the case with all men (and don't roll your eyes) ....I know the concept is hard to fathom but it's true. Why can't I simply say "good morning" and get one in return. On to what I refer to "Fubar Ho's".....everyone knows who they are...."can I get a bling?"..."can I get a blast"....vip, auto's, happy hour, ticker....geeesh buy it yourself....all for what?...to show some desperate individuals naked pictures of yourself, that says so much for your morals and self respect. Who's to say the pics are even of you.....most likely not. I could careless if I get any comments on this......atleast you have my opinion. To my true friends....love y'all :) Roger

Hope This Makes You Smile
The Big Survey of Trivialness(Read it you sods!) 1. In one sentence, explain what ended your last relationship: Itching. 2. What made you smile today? Vinegar Strokes. 3. What were you doing this morning at 8a.m.? Relieved I had got through 7.59 am unscathed. 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Dreaming of Dave. 5. Something that happened to you in 1985? Found out that Father Christmas is my dad, I was an Elf and my Mum was a Reindeer. 6. Your prom night? I have done a lot of Promenading down Southend Pier...Does that count? 7. Last thing you said aloud? "Ooooh yours is so big and it turns green if you hold it too long". 8. Last thing someone else said aloud? "Nice marrow darling" 9. Worst thing currently on television: This Blue hooped china ball that I paid the extravagent price of £1.50 for from some shop in Barry(Place in Wales) when Jules and I were searching for KY Jelly that doesn't make a noise...Honestly that is true....Just ask Jules:-)Oh and that Noel Ed

I'm Going To Do It...
That's it..I'm officially going crazy. And I don't mean the fun to be around crazy. I mean the I might kill someone crazy. I love being accused of shit that I KNOW I haven't done. Liars make me sick. Karma will get YOU in the end. I really wish people weren't so delusional. Seriously, all of this before my birthday? I'm fucking done. Hello changing everything. I hope you all answer texts from weird numbers, answer emails from weird addresses.....because I'm changing it all today after I get home from work.

Just Expressing
Here I sit wishing I knew an easy way to tell him exactly how I feel about him. Knowing that when he gets done with work he will come home and we will go out together as if we were officially a couple, without a care in the world of what others think of us being together. He is always there when I need him and does everything he can to make the hard days easier and to understand me. He has no idea how much he helps me just get through each day and night with all the other drama and bullshit going on. Just hearing his voice and having him tell me everything will work out one way or another makes everything all that much better and easier to handle. Now with Heaven being with her grandparents and father I spend every other weekend with him, just the two of us. Yeah he's had to work both weekends that I have been down here so far but that's alright because while he's at work I just hang out and try figuring everything out and then when he gets home we do whatever we wanna do. No

And Bullshit There Was Election"
yesterday we had our election for the presidenialt"election".... and so many people voted, or i may call was fooled and cheated, of what they called 'election". i am one of them.. lol.. i was ready to partiipate hoping for some reforms, but'... now leave me really confused, disappointed... i feel that evrything was just a political drama. blah blah... i'd just cant express really what i am feeling about this.. was there really democracy in iran? my answer is yes!!! BUT I CAME TO CONCLUSION WITH ITS DIFFERENT DEFINITION DEMOCRACY HERE, MEANS.. POOR THE PEOPLE, FOOL THE PEOPLE AND BUY THE PEOPLE.

He Loves You Till You Love Him Why?
Why is it the moment he finds out you can give a good blowjob you gotta be giving it to every guy you speak to? why is it that he can bitch but you can't? why is it if he leaves mad it's okay he needs to cool off but if you do it you wanna go fuck someone else? Is it just me or does this all seem like an excuse so he can go do what he wants to do? Mainly why does he love you till you love him? This shit is what makes single sound so freakin good! yesturday I was bitchy WE FOUGHT, today I was laughing and in a good mood WE FOUGHT! tell me this when do men realize sometimes it's about them and not you and why don't they ever own up to it? I really care about this guy but if I go off and do my thing and give him space I am accused of fucking or wanting to fuck someone else (excuse my language but it's true) however if I stay with him I am up his ass and don't give him enough space WTF. My thought is he wants to break up he is just not ready to give up the physical yet and he wants

No Sleep At All, Lol.
I swear, sometimes..if my life were a film, Motorhead would be the soundtrack, lol.Sleep?what sleep?NO sleep.No sleep, forever.That's right. Price one pays fer being "reliable", lol.It's cool, was built with broad shoulders.No sleep, forever.Alright. Wonder if this is how Lemmy feels?

My Bitch Of A Little Sisster
Ok, so we got sims 3, which I LOVE by the way, but its only under my brother in laws user name on the comp. Well sissy stayed up till like 4 this morning playing, like I knew she would. The only issue is...before I went to bed I asked her, " sissy would you please stay logged into Mitch's account, I wanna play Sims when I wake up?" She said yes. I wake up this morning and not only is the computer NOT logged into Mitch's user name.... BUT THE DAMN THING IS TURNED OFF!!!!! Fucking bitch.

Whose Your Favorite Fu? Contest Ends June 19th 8 Pm Fubar Time
Here it is folks, the contest has begun!!! so rate your favorite FU!!! The one who has the most picture rates at the end of my second happy hour wins a 35 credit bling!Thats the first contest pretty simple, second contest will be held during the two happy hours for the people who bomb the How Do YOu Fly The FU?!?! album. This will be a random winner, also recieving a 35 credit bling. Each bomb will be given a number in the order i was bombed. I'll put the numbers in a hat and pick one on cam in Bad Habitz Radio Lounge. Its as fair as i can make it. Above is a link to Bad Habitz Radio lounge and if ya haven't been corrupted yet ya should and tell them Howey Feltersnatch sent ya!!!Below Is the link to my picture which starts the albumHowey Feltersnatch™Howey Feltersnatch™Happy FU'ing and thanks to all the entries this couldn't of happened with out you!!!!

Angels
ANGELS..............................An angel here, an angel there,I'm surrounded by angels everywhere.When I'm in the middle of a terrible stormThey come with their candles to keep me warm.An angel to comfort, an angel to guide,An angel to fill that dark hole inside.An angel to cry on, an angel who cares,I'm surrounded by angels, everywhere.The angels who reach out when times are roughWho'll listen to my heartacheand all kinds of stuffBright in the sunshine and in dark of nightThe angels surround me with comforting light.I guess God is busy and can't come on downTo give me a smile and take care of my frownSo He sent a few angels to brighten my dayAnd help to carry my burdens away.So thank you, dear angels, more than you'll know

If I've Added You To My Family Here...
If I've added you to my Fubar family it's because I want to be sure to show Fu-love to you and your profile on a regular basis. I try to show Fu-love to all my friends regularly, but the ones I add to my Fubar family are special to me for what they've said and posted during my time here at Fubar! Hugs to ALL my Fu-friends!!

Thought I Would Share...
The __CHUDWAH__ Field Guild: Davo started this discussion 2 days ago The CHUDWAH Field Guild: A Field Guide to Clueless Heterosexual Dominant Wannabe: This field guide is only to be used for CHUDWAHS, and does not identify trolls, brats or subs, which are totally separate species.The Greater One Trick Wonder:Unum Magnificata Voice: "That's the only way to do it." Habitat: Often seen in newsgroups, seldom seen in real life. Range: Known to disappear for extended periods of time, but frequently returns, like a bad burrito. Notes: Does only one thing, but occasionally does it well. Denies the reality of events that do not conform to its script of expecations. Mistakes appearance for substance. Often mistaken for Trollus Sokpuppiti. The Lesser One Trick Wonder:Faux Magnificata Voice: "That's NOT the way to do it." Habitat: Only seen in newsgroups. Range: Never goes away. Notes: Call often identified by use of the foot stomp as a terminal punctuation mark. Attempts to do only

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Onto the seaI sailed my boatAnd prayed that itWould stay afloatFrom dawn til duskFrom dusk til dawnIn search of loveI drifted onWhat happened thenI don't recallI think it wasA sudden squallFor when I awokeI thought I diedAt the sight of an angelAt my sideBut lucky for meThat was not trueFor I found loveAnd love was you."

The Unicorn's Ride
"The Unicorn's RideOver your rainbowA unicorn flew,He was sent to find me...He said by you."Climb aboard", he whispered,"We must go for a ride..."And into a portal of lightWe rode inside.The sky was so blue,The fields so green,With each explosion of lightWas a wonderful scene.So happy we seemAnd always together,There was no end to your dream,It just went on forever.Then the unicorn said"I have one more surprise..."So we took off quicklyAnd pierced the sky.Then I saw you sleepingAnd dreaming in your bed...I caressed your hair gentlyAnd kissed you on your head.The unicorn interrupted..."I must now get you home,But now that you've seen her dream,May you never feel alone."My heart is feeling heavy,A fire burns inside.Thank you so much my darlingFor the unicorn's ride."

Soul Secret
Soul Secret................................I want to be the inspiration that wells up inside you;the sweet-scented tulips that blossom for you in spring.I want to be the joy that fills your heart with simple things I do,the reason for that smile that only true love can bring. I want to be why you shiver when you hear that special song;be the sunshine that fills your world with warmth and light.The reason for those days when you think nothing could go wrong,the reason you'll give thanks when you close your eyes tonight.I want to be a part of everything your heart desires;be the reason you stand again if you should fall.To fill your life with love and lust, and all that fuels your passions fire;and to consider you, my love,my greatest blessing of them all.I want to be your soul secret, your lover, and your friend,to fade into forever with you, together hand in hand."

A Night With You
When we are far apart Can sorrow heal our broken hearts? I love you baby, yes I do! Sleep is sweet while dreaming of you. All of you is like a rose. Night has come so I must doze. With you I leave one thing in mind: You must read the first word in every line!!! ????? Chellie Maye

A Night With You
When we are far apart Can sorrow heal our broken hearts? I love you baby, yes I do! Sleep is sweet while dreaming of you. All of you is like a rose, Night has come so I must doze. With you I leave one thing in mind: You must read the first word in every line!!! ????? Chellie Maye

Pool Party-bra Pantie Party
My husband and I are swingers and he and I decided to have a party, It is not a sex party that is not why we are doing this ,, it is just to have a good time and be comfey while we are doing it cause I am one of those ppl that have clothing probs when I drink lol ,, anyway we hope that all of our space friends can make it. If so just let me know here or in my Y**HOO at ezgoinzwife we can chat better there..

Misdirectinon
Led down a path overrum with falsehoods and deceit with you as my guide. This misdirection of my mind the game you played, Following you past every fork in the road, Being enticed onwards towards the darkness I did not see, Believin your lies and faux promises, Heedless of the warning cries sounded from afar. Thus is comes to pass that only now in the gloom of this desolate night I awaken. Sensing my peril I search for the path back into the light yet see only your treachery. The trust I placed in you lies shattered on the ground, Leaving me lost in thsi black forest of illusions, Led to this place by your misdirection, Left with only my nightmare companions.

Littlle Boys Lesson
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his tem p er at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

Time
So it's been nine whole long years. I miss Rene today. I miss her every day at least a little, but today, it's really bad. I have a history of not telling anyone, not a soul, and I'm starting to think that's a really bad move. I don't need sympathy or anything like that. I just think I need to have it on the outside, because keeping it all on the inside is just stupid. I miss her. She used to sing to me. I miss that. I miss so many things and this is the kind of day where I feel soul-crushingly alone, even though I'm really not... there's a lot of people who care. Even though I don't always see it. It's hard to see when you feel so alone. Nine years... doesn't feel like it today. And I feel guilty because... I hope it does tomorrow. Your normal insane Dagorath will resume service shortly.

Wanting......
Wanting.. I want to give myself to you, kissing, touching, having fun,giving you all of me to make us two come together just as one.To have our bodies intermingle,to touch you, please you until you feel that tingle.To caress the curve of your butt,oh my God, I cant believe the luck.You are so soft and warm to my touch,I have never felt like this to want someone so much.You caress my breast, and kiss my neck,your touch is erotic, hot, and delicate.I feel the pressure of your body on top of me,you groan, I moan, all great sounds of pleasures to be.You feasts on my body, like you are starving for nutrition,I want you to understand, I have tricks like a magician.You plunge to a dark sea that you do not know,we are both in territory that will make us glow.You are deeper and deeper into me,this is the way I always wanted it to be.Your body glistens in the shadow of the candle light,oh my, what a beautiful delight.As we come to the highest pleasure,our climax is off the chart something

My Life Part One...
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one res

Part 1
Emotions lapp at my feet, surgeing to and fro to an unfathomable current. A tide of colors rush against my feet to splash up into the air billowing around the room like a miriad rainbow on a summer day when it starts to drizzle. It is beyond beautiful to watch, and yet all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs in sheer terror. Emotions laid to rest a long time ago. Life was so much safer when they laid dormant in the depths of my soul. Dead inside, but no pain or betrayals, just the fun that life is, the boundless unending array of troubles my mind could conjour with no worry of any complications. And here I find myself in a place I never expected to be again. Emotions, ever the sneaky bastards can't be fettered one at a time, its often all or nothing. They come up to shackle and bind me in ways I can't handle. There embrace a soft silken touch, the merest brush against my skin can bring shivers of extasy, pleasure or pain. They taunt and laugh at me, threatening wit

Do You Ever
look in the mirror and wish there was someone else looking at you? Or think of what it would be like not to be trapped inside your head? Or wallow in your own misery so much, you forget how to be happy? Or wonder what it would feel like if everything ended on a spot?

Dates
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso

My Father's Father
My Father's FatherMy Father's FatherHas gone awayMy paternal GrandfatherJust died todayHe wasn't a man of moneyBut somehow he got byWhen I was a childAlways a twinkle in his eyeI remember fondlyThe man he wasFrom the "Albino Deer"Really a goatTo the shaggy dogSnowball with a white coatThe little shackWhere business was doneOh, how it smelledWhen hit with the sunThough I remember himFrom the time of my childhoodNot one thought do I haveThat isn't good.I mourn his lossAs do we allAnd like the restMy heart doth fall.© 2009 by G.R.Kuder

Suicide
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry

I Wonder ...
Sometimes I wonder why do people that say they are your friends don't care about you anymore.... they seem to be selfish or kinda self involved, they just want everything for themselves but dont care to give the love to you and when you ask of them something they just bully you over or get mad or something .... and that makes you feel bad Least to say its been happenin to me here on fubar by the ones who i totally adore and check em out on daily basis but they just dont care to reply the love back ... I wonder ... if its all normal or am i being ignored to the point of being left alone.... I wonder ....

A Poem I Wrote
There once was a girl Who wanted to die, Cuz all she ever did Was fuck and get high. So pointless and Lame This was no kind of life, Heart darkened by hate Shed rather end it by knife. Once beautiful eyes could no longer see, This was not the way She expected to be. She used to be caring She used to be kind, But hate and deciet Was all she could find

Fuck It
i just love it...i mean really FUCKING Love it when you think something and it TOTALLY fucking turns out to be right, when ur being told its not what u think it is! like seriously wtf ever. fuck life. fuck this shit in life. im sick of being let down and caring.

Me And My Wife
im writing this to let all friends know that the flirting and comments need to stop thank you we are at a spot where we need to focus on just us and not be flirting even in good fun we or i have not fully shown her attention that i most of the time do and it has blinded me a lil so from this point on im back to my old self for her for me and for us i cant stand to relize she is upset and im ashamed of my actions to her my life is her and i pray she relizes i love her and am sorry for the times recently she has felt neglected its alot of thinking and talking to people to see what happened so i will be my silly fun sometimes goofy guy that loves to make her laugh she is and was always worth it sometimes it takes somthing big to impact our souls and wake us up to see and that happened . there is my own demons from my past i will be dealing with that im getting help for cause that person is not me at all but right now im back for good to have the love from her i need and want and to be th

Long Winded About Me Right Now
on the 19th of June I am moving into my first house YAY its a singal story 3 bed room house it's a lease to buy. I am going threw a divorce right now so I don't want to buy just yet I don't want any thing she can try and come after. I adopted a puppy today that was cool him and my cat are getting along pretty good so far he is a shih tzu 3 months old I named him Marx his name was mark lol so not a big change. I have separated from my soon to be ex wife for about 6 months give or take I was with her for about 6 & 1/2 years I never realized how wrong she was for me until I left her witch was problem the best thing I have ever done for my self. I currently have a girl friend who treats me better then any one in my life ever has. her and I do every thing together paint, draw, make music (she has been teaching me to play the guitar witch is some thing I have always wanted to learn). her and I have been friends for about 2 years we worked together up till about a month ago I left that store

The Road Not Traveled...
He's walked this road before, he ponders Back when the petals seemed to fall forever And never hit the ground And strangers weren't so unwelcoming And he would find comfort in the arms of shadows That were always there for him... ...Or so it seemed But that is when he stops his crying And halts his decent into madness That is when he stops walking And makes a pivotal decision... ...He doesn't believe in luck anymore Because luck is for those Who have felt it And he decides he never has It is why it always rains On their numbered vacation days And he knows they were merely lovers When both were on holiday But soon they had to return to reality It is why he let himself believe That this was his reality And not just simply a fantasy A clouded haze of broken glass and crimson kisses Where he could scream her name and no one would hear And she would whisper those three words For the world to hear And that is when he makes a pivotal decision... ...He doesn't believe in love anymore B

Idk
dreaming of you and me together finally dreams become reality i am bearing your child and carrying on your name forever it will be you and me no one standing in our way wearing the ring that sybolizes the love we share and the bond we have over our child finally the family i always wanted has become true no longer a fantasy no longer in the future here it is staring at us take my had and we'll approach it together :)

Lies, Damned Lies, And Stats
Mark Twain said it best when he said "There are three kinds of lies..Lies, Damned Lies, and Statistics" What fucking burns me up is that my job took me 2140 miles away from my home state, and the people that I originally thought were my friends here in TX flaked on me... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!?!?!?!?! oh well..I know who truly loves and cares for me...and no, I am not naming names...figure it out...you all are that smart *Winks*

Poem/shortstory
Heartbeat Thump thump, the only sound is the beating of my heart as it echoes in my ears. Thump thump. My eyes slowly drift out of focus to the sound in my head. Thump thump. The outside world disappears as I draw in on myself. Thump thump, lights flash in front of my eyes to the tune of the beat, swirling and spinning in the darkness that I have gathered around myself. Like twin universes as viewed from afar; my mind reals in fascination all bemused, I giggle to the outside world. My body stuck slack jawed, arms at my side, the flow of the day rolls around me unconcerned. Thump thump, the seconds slowly tic by feeling like an eternity. The events of the past month play across the empty void, flowing in and around the orbs I have created. The way it all started, the silly smiles, the way she entertained my dreams, the eternal waiting for that fateful day to arrive, the sweaty palms, the indecision

Welcome Back To My World =] Round 1
♥ Well its been over 2 years since ive been on here. Damn wish i would have kept my old profile. But oh well not to hard to start over :->. Should be rather easy once i get the hang of this stuff again.So lets see an update about me over the past two years. PSH. Where to begin. Ive lived in new jersey. Maryland. Been to florida. LIved in 3 different houses. 2 Apartments. Had dogs. Lost dogs. Engaged. Unengaged. Broke my leg. Had about 6 different jobs. LOL that about sums it up in one paragraph. Its not that i regreat a lot of my past or choices. Its just im in a good mood and i dont wanta dwell on that :DSo my silly little Icon of the day will be back :-> i wonder how many of you will read and look for it :D Yeah i know im basically a silly loser but everyone loves me once they get to know me. Nope im not aliciarenee anymore. Yes that is my name but im Mrs. Fukin Attitude cause i always got an attitude and an opnion. Welcome to my world =] im so happy to be home >:D

I'm Sorry =[
sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl"I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day.I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you.I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.I'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.I'm sorry that I try my best to get you to like me but, then get hurt.But most of all; I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.and I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap & all they want to do is be loved by you. Think about it.If you're a girl and you agree wit

Penguins Are Stanley Cup Champs!!!
The Pittsburgh Penguins, against all odds, won against the previous Champs - The Detroit Red Wings in their home arena of the Joe Louis!!! "Sid The Kid" is the youngest Captain to raise Lord Stanley... especially on enemy ice! I'm very proud to be a Pens fan and I dedicate this Stanley Cup win to Whitney Jo, who passed away in September 2008. She was the one who got me to love the Pens. Thank you babygirl. I love you and I miss you!!! I am very drunk. I had 10 drinks and 4 vicodin, so..... YEAH PENS!!!!!!! I miss you Weewa!! I love you! Always, Miss Tyler

How To Know If You Are Hetero
How to Know if You Are Hetero Determining your sexual orientation can be a confusing experience. If you have started to wonder if you are het, these tips can help. However, only you will know. It may take years, or it may even change over time. Just know that however you identify, you are still a valuable human being, no matter what others may say. Eventually, you may end up accepting that you are straight; but then again, you may discover that you are indeed queer after all. You may pass on to the next step of accepting that you are straight, and eventually to having a successful heterosexual relationship. Steps 1. Learn about the various definition of Straight; there are many different considerations on the subject, depending on whom you talk to, but be honest with yourself as to what defines being straight to you. The debate on the subject is often referred to as the "nature versus nurture" conundrum. (Are you born this way, or does environment and upbringing play a contributory

Survival Guide To Establishing A Steamy Relationship
Men give love for sex while women give sex for love. This makes me wonder, what is really love? Is it really sex masquerading as something acceptable to society? Does it really follow that if you love someone, you have to engage in carnal pleasures with that special someone? As a child I was taught that "love sees beyond the imperfections of your lover". While others say "love is blind." Well, I prefer to believe the first one however the second maxim gives me some tempting options. When it comes to courtship, it is thought that the fool proof strategy to be successful in establishing a relationship is to go through the friend stage first and then progress to the lover level. However, this is a form of deception because the man is hiding his true intentions. Well, to sleep with the girl of which his eyes set upon. These men are just waiting for an opportunity to unveil his agenda. While the ladies on the other hand, are less prepared in taking the relationship to the next level. As

To Whom It May Concern
To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)If you were so concerned you would know by nowThat I am definitely not just fuckin' aroundThe things that are on my mind that I find is suicideBut I just can't close my eyes and black out this mortal lifeI wish so bad each day that I could find a faceThat really feels what they say but each face keeps turning awayAll your lies come together each timeAll your lies feed the fire insideAll your lies give me the desire to dieRealize you're really the only reason whyTo whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)If you were so concerned you would know by nowThat I have needed your help to prevent me from falling downYou would have seen the signs if you weren't so fuck

Blastfm Live!
It's here and live! BlastFM is starting its live broadcast with DJ Rick Darling from 3PM to 6PM EST. The broadcast originates from Baltimore, Maryland, USA. Tune in this Monday, June 15, 2009 for the first official live broacast. See you there! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings
I know why the caged bird sings by Maya Angelou A free bird leaps on the back Of the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns rays And dares to claim the sky. But a BIRD that stalks down his narrow cage Can seldom see through his bars of rage His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with a fearful trill Of things unknown but longed for still And his tune is heard on the distant hill for The caged bird sings of freedom. The free bird thinks of another breeze And the trade winds soft through The sighing trees And the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright Lawn and he names the sky his own. But a caged BIRD stands on the grave of dreams His shadow shouts on a nightmare scream His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with A fearful trill of things unknown But longed for still and his Tune is heard on the distant hill For the caged

Happy Happy Joy Joy
i am happier than a pig in shit, happier than a fat kid in a candy store (yea that's me in the candy store), even happier than a dog in petco and a rich owner. that last one might be me also, scratches head. hell i'll go as far to say i'm happier than a carny in a meth lab, or drug store with no cameras lol. ,ight be as happy as a gay guy that just got a life sentance in the big house even. no maybe not that happy lol.i had just got my "Less Drac" today. it's a guitar kit that i bought awhile back. best thing of all is no instructions, YAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!! and yes that's the best thing about it to me. i get to figure out how to build it myself. it will be my first set (glued in) neck that i have built. those that don't know i like dabbling in building electric guitars. and everyone and there motherless goat knows that a Les Paul is the holy grail of guitars. i plan on out doing the Les Paul with my Less Drac. i think that name has a nice ring to it lol. i'm planning on staining it a

Be Gentle -my First Time
Pop My Auction Cherry! You get: 1,000 rates per week, for a month. My crush for a month. 5 million total spent on you in Fu-owned Actual drinks if we ever cross paths in real life photo & profile comments Ill cover yer back in Mumms Bonus profile & photo comments Minimum bid is a VIP OR Auto 11's bling OR Cherry Bomb Bling. MUAH!

Texting A Stranger And Freezing Again.
Normally I don't text strangers. But I do get the random texts from people I don't know. I usually just ask them who they are, then tell them they have the wrong number. Now, I'm just sitting here minding my own business...freezing half to death, when I get a text. The only thing it says is "congrats on ur pens". So I ask who it is. I get back.."Ouch cuz. It's oubie". I still have no clue who it is and up until that point I thought it could be a cousin of mine playing some joke on me. Come find out that their cousins name is Michael Ryan. That's when I tell them they have the wrong number. What they said back to me had me laughing. "Oh shit. I'm sorry. My bad" Anyway, I ended up texting this person for a few minutes. Longer than I text pretty much anyone..even if I do know them.