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Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,'   Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry,     Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort,
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How It Came To Be
Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's proposal was often mocked when it first made the rounds. Folks felt it unnecessary. And
I'm An Ass And I Like It...
I'm not the most sentimental, politically correct guy I know.  If I feel it, I let you know.  That doesn't mean that I'm out to hurt anyone's feelings on purpose, but if you're all fuckered up, then you need to know it.  At the same time, I prefer when someone let's me know if I'm jackballed up, too. I like a home with order in it.  I don't like things out of place when they're not being used, and I hate it when shit is half-finished and left alone.  That means that I expect my stay-at-home-mom wife to clean the house.  I also expect her to tell me an approximate time of how long she'll be out if I'm just coming home from work and having to watch the kids.  I do the same for her.  I really don't care if it limits her freedom, since I expect my freedom to be limited, too.  It's fucking marriage, not hanging out! If people think that I'm being chauvinistic, they're probably right.  A home has to have a master, and I'm the master of my home.  My wife and I are equals in our marriage, bu
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Making Something
So I'm wanting to try out this jibjab thing, yeah I know I'm super late to the "trend". Thing is..I don't want to make one of me. =/ Who wants me to make one for them? lol. I'll leave it on your page if you want me to. Just let me know.   Oh! If you're a father, Happy Father's Day!! 
I Got Out In Time
I Got Flowers Today I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral. La
A Remembering
 I am honored and flattered that you write the stories and share our love. I want to thank Master for taking me Jade a young scared school girl and turning me into a full grown women. I am filled with so much emmotion when I read what you have shared with others. tears soak my cheeks, I bite my lower lip while I read remembering each one of those experinces. We seemed to push my limits way past were I ever wanted to go. Some one looking in from the outside would see you as a cruel man to me, but in the end I knew you would never hurt me. Yes there were things I would have never done on my own and never would do again.. BUT in saying that I want you to know ....I did them becuase I love you and wanted to please you. I love you with every fiber of my body. My heart , my soul, they all belong to you Master.  I loved when you traveled and when you came home I was always waiting by the door to place kisses upon you. I was like a small child waiting for her daddy to return home to her. I wou
Fathers Day --- Story Behind It
Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's proposal was often mocked when it first made the rounds. Folks felt it unnecessary. And
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Something I Wrote For My Dad On Father's Day
  As i sit here staring up into Your green eyes i remember as a little girl wondering This man who i call my DadHe is TallHe is MightyHe is my HeroHe is my Daddyi am older nowi have a family of my owni look into those green eyesthat have become olderand wiserand thank God everyday that you're my Daddythis is from me to my Dad and to all the other Dad's out there as wellDM Hutton
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I Cultivate A White Rose
I Cultivate a White Rose By Jose Marti   I cultivate a white roseIn July as in JanuaryFor the sincere friendWho gives me his truthful hand . And for the cruel person who tears outthe heart with which I live,I cultivate neither nettles nor thorns:I cultivate a white rose.
Rantings Instead Of Musings Tonight...
June 18th, 2009 10:49 p.m.What a day!! (And not in a good way for most of it, really.) It started out well enough, I blogged/journaled a page, took a shower, talked to Mike a bit via text, and got to work just about ten minutes past ten. That's when my day tried its hardest to shoot itself all to hell~but I managed not to let it get to m,e. It was close at the end, but I survived in one piece and in a pretty decent mood.I swear, it felt as though the store was under an artificial full moon all day and that people were going to transform into werewolves and vampires, attack each other and be done with it!I wasn't even in the department for five minutes before Kathy said something to the effect of "Where have you been? You're supposed to start at ten, not ten-fifteen! I've been waiting to go on break forever, I get here at 7 and haven't had a break yet... yadayadaya..."Well, for some reason reason I'm likable at work, (I know, right?) and I'm constantly stopped by people saying Hi and w
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Forever And A Day..
11:11 p.m.At least it feels like it's been that long since I've written any of actual thoughts and observations in any sort of detail. (And, I just notice something in my handwritten version of my journal- my handwriting is eerily like one of my closest friend's-Jennifer's!)11:44 p.m.Yes, a full half hour to accomplish just those few sentences. Interruptions are common in my house, at least interruptions from others to what I am doing. I also was watching "Office Space"; I picked up that classic at W-M for only about $3.75! (ten percent discount, and it was on special for the low, low princes of only $4! And if you call now...) Wait, sorry, I got caught up in the whole infomercial similarity of my writing!Anywho.I can go days or weeks, just going along with the flow-not thinking about anything in particular/ Just working, hanging out and sleeping. Then all of a sudden my brain won't stop. Surely, there's gotta be some happy medium. A mental version of working if you will- do a few days
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I Apologize To Everyone Who Reads (or Did!) My Blog..
(June 18th, 2009)   Man, I have really been sucking on the blogging this year! Jeezus--ONLY sixteen posts in this whole year????I do have plenty to say, that's for sure! So, I am making a mid-year resolution! I am going to try to blog a LOT more, but with limited, uninterrupted access to my computer.. I am going to try for 2-3 times a week. But, don't fret--I printed off a bunch of pretty paper to write in way more often than that. And I will try to spend the couple of times a week that I get uninterrupted transferring the entries from paper to blog...I have a lot to do tonight, but hopefully you will have a lot more to read from me in the future dear readers!'Til we meet again! SeanaYour slacking blog host
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Life Lesson's
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Looking Up At You Dad
I just wanted to take time to say "hi dad". I wonder how you are doing and if you are enjoying your time in heaven. Do you get to do the things you always enjoyed? I know that you and mom are happy. I miss you and I wish that I could have been a better son. When you look down and view my life does it make you smile or does it bring sadness to you in paradise?  I hope that I am someone that you talk about with your neighbors up there. On days like this I think about you and how proud and lucky I was to have you as my father. You worked all the time and had a hard time dealing with me and mom was sick all the time. Yet you carried on. As years passed and I was busy with my own kids I lost touch with you. I wish I could have some of that time back just to tell you that I understand things that I didn't growing up and that I love you dad..   I miss you . Happy Father's day
The Wait
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Jesus Fucking Christ!!!
Whats the deal with women having douche bag boysfriends that they complain and rant about to there friends one moment and do a 180º and start saying shit like "Awww i love my baby" Make up your damn fucking mind. Even when i complained about my ex of 3yrs.I complained,but assured that I still loved the bitch.That was then though.what a crazy twat. so whats the deal?What is it that drives in my opinion "beautiful chicks" to complete douche bag assholes? uhhhhhhhhh.....i guess thats just women. wtf?!
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Real Or Unreal
I am 38 years old and have lived my life learning lessons..most of the time the hard way. I am single...never married and no children. I think about things like--my mom is getting older and really wants me to find the right woman to marry and give her a grandchild or two. My grandparents are very old and nearing the end of their days and I would want for them to see me married...happy and with children....but I fear I have waited too long to think on these things. My fear is finding a lady I think is the right one...only to get married and have it end in divorce with kids torn between us. This was my upbringing and it was rough on us kids. I never want this to happen to my kids or anyone else's kids. It's like I am on a time countdown in life to find my soul mate and create a happy loving family. This really sounds good to me but my biggest issue is-------HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU ARE WITH THE RIGHT ONE? Maybe it will seem like your with the right one and all of a sudden she decides she
Fathers Day
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You Still Love Me
Please explain the reason you can’t look at my face. Is it because you don’t want me to see that you still love me? Baby, even before love was invented, I already loved you.  Romeo and Juliet’s love can not come close to my love for you.   Your eyes reveal the passion and the pain that you are feeling now. Even as you reject me, you know that you are dying within.  Is true, no man has been birthed capable of making you fall in love with him.   You hide your feelings and you say that our love is from the past.  But love can never be forgotten, it always stay recorded in the heart.  Prove of that is your diary. There, is conserved the story about two people in love and those special times we lived together.  Do you remember when I made you a woman under that full moon? When I was playing with my guitar as I was singing to you and in return you kissed me?  Oh baby, don’t you try to fool me, you know very well that you still love me.   I must be sincere with y
Enchanted Forest Lake
The Enchanted Forest was achieved. My sweet Tatum has a Wood Elf communication center, a colorful toadstool fairy dancing ring (complete with scepter), and of course - a Dragon Lair. She seemed a little concerned by the Dragon Lair, especially after some artifical smoke was created by banging a whole roll of cap gun caps on a rock, by her loving uncles.  I told her that someday I would tell her about the friendly pretend dragon that COULD live there, behind the DRAGON LAIR sign, if she liked, but otherwise - it was just dragon flies, who are very colorful and absolutely harmless. Then it rained - ALOT. Now the Enchanted Forest path is an Enchanted Forest Lake. I thought I might add a Duck Crossing sign for fun. For my granddaughter, however, I would wade through any amount of muck to make her smile. A little Enchanted Forest Lake was nothing... She told me that I must not drop her, because she had on  a new summer dress, and I solemnly told her that I would never let her fall. Off we
Pimping My Picture
L.s.   Can anyone help me with pimping this picture for me?
Just wanted to let everyone know that life is good and i hope you keep on listening and dancing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As We Age What Us Woman Want...
What a Woman Wants in a Man  What I Want In A Man, Original List ... (at age 22)  ----------------------------------- 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially Successful 4. A Caring Listener 5. Witty 6. In Good Shape 7. Dresses with Style 8. Appreciates the Finer Things 9. Full of Thoughtful Surprises 10. An Imaginative, Romantic Lover What I Want In A Man, Revised List ... (at age 32) ----------------------------------- 1. Nice Looking - preferably with hair on his head 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner at restaurant 4. Listens more than he talks 5. Laughs at my jokes at appropriate times 6. Can carry in all the groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home cooked meal 9. Remembers Birthdays and Anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week What I Want In A Man, Revised List ... (at age 42) ---------------------------------- 1. Not too ugly - bald head OK 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the
Count Your Points Up
How To Make Women Happy... The Point System (advice according to women) In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes and you get points. Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Simple Duties: You make the bed (+1) You make the bed, but forget to add the decorative pillows (0) You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) You leave the toilet seat up (-5) You replace the toilet paper roll when it is empty (0) When the toilet paper roll is barren, you resort to Kleenex (-1) When the Kleenex runs out you use the next bathroom (-2) You go out to buy her extra-light panty liners with wings (+5) In the snow (+8) But return with beer (-5) You check out a suspicious noise at night (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is nothing (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5) You pummel it with a six iron
Real Drinks
Why do some men choice to drink pussy drinks instead of shots or beer or hard liquor? I hate it when a guy tells the bartender he wants an apple martini. Wuts up with that?
Surley Government Sadists
EvanescenceGood Enough Music Video Codes By Music Back in the day, when humiliation was something I put up with so that my children could eat - you used to have to take paper vouchers to the post office so that the window clerk could give you back monopoly like money - for food. Food Stamps, Food Currency. Anything but a discrete card that comes to you in the mail and is recharged monthly. No, I used to have to catch the bus from my trailer with my two adorable children, who had a mother that happened to be very good at being friendly to people in a business setting - and yet had the misfortune to not be totally necessary to a company who was in the middle of a recessionary crisis. So off to the post office we went. Bundled up snug in the winter, on to the bus, down to the local post office where the most incredibly rude old man did his very best to make sure that I knew what a pain in the ass it was for him to take my voucher and give me the means to buy so
Barak Obama Will Save Us All..
Chelle found this hilarious jibjab, comment about what you the link LOL!     He's Barack Obama
Eneme Ringtones (download Them Now)
Since they wouldn't let me post them embed in a fubar blog, here is the link to my Myspace blog where you can download them to your phone for free. (Limited time only) After that, they will be available for no less than .99 cents per download.   Hope you enjoy. Get This Money Records EneME, Mylk Money & CMB/Serial SiKkness Einstein Productions/PaperBoy Productions Blunt 92 Studios ChiLLaX Entertainment
Scented Sheets And Stinky Dog
ToolStinkfist Music Video Codes By Music Last night, I went over and above the call of duty for a pet owner. There is no medal. No celebratory parade. However, in my heart - I soothed the neurotic little Fat Russel Terrier named Jack, whose only job in the entire world is guarding me (at least that is what he thinks his job is.). He went for a late, late night walk and he discovered a skunk. The skunk did not enjoy being sniffed, and so did what skunks do - he sprayed my surprised doggy - black and white fluffy tail proudly held high so the full amount of oily stink could saturate the one who disturbed him. I was exhausted. My dog always sleeps under the covers, its how he knows when I move, which makes him growl, because obviously I am too stupid to know that movement attracts predators. I already do not spin around three times to make my bed secure - I have no idea how he works with what little sense I have.
My Last Apology
To the prettiest girl in my lifeTo whom I call my best friendTo whom I spent my best time withTo whom presented me my best giftTo whom has the most of my memoriesTo whom visit me every night in my dreamsTo whom found a meaning for my lifeTo whom I wish to be with when I dieTo you my eveI present my last apology----------------------Try to understand my egoIf my apology was a poemCan you imagine my tears - - - - -  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B:  FM
My Momma Coon
    This is one of my forest friends. She is an Amma (translation Mother), as am I. She came to visit me on the day that her babies were born. Just as she did through out her gestational period. First she was on the top of the back porch, quickly eating, while constantly looking behind her into the forest where her offspring were probably making noises only she could hear. I knew she had just had them because her back legs were wet, but her front legs were dry - and her teets were obviously ready for nursing. She often arrives at a time that is not natural for raccoons to appear - the daylight. They are nocturnal by nature, but of course, her babies would be awake at night and feeding - so she has to brave the open and the exposure of the sun in order to get the required energy in her system to nurture them. I make sure there is always plenty of food for her. But you can see that her focus is always on the forest and her kits. She once spent at least 60 seconds using her
The Marines Need Help With A Seriouse Issue
Ok so I always have seriouse love for those men and women whom unselfishly give there all for me n every1 in our country! So plse this is not a disrespect blog just need help. Ma man was medically discharged after 5wks training and as I suspected b4 he even left he didn't come back the same person that left for training. Physically he's stronger more dissiplend which is awsome! But mentally he is not all there he didn't come back to me ok. He's not sleeping right and is having nightmares. Mentally he can't barely explain what's going on in his head just feels distant @ lst 60% of the time and pushes every1 away when gets like this(he sleeps somewhat k whenim with him)...they broke him down but never rebuilt him or prepared him for this change considering he didn't finish training. I worry about him so much. I love this man unconditionally n full heartedly! I feel like my hands are tied n don't know what to do to help him get through This aside from just being there trying to understa
You Belong To Me =]
Yes you are mine :D And i have a blast to prove it. What your looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that im the one that understands you. Been here all along so why cant you see you belong with me. =] Oh wait you did. [[Iloveyou]]  Anywho! The last few days have been NUTS. I encountered a stalker. OMG and let me tell you. It was NOT fun. Been working on "things" and im starting to feel okay with situations. BTW please dont ask me for CB. Autos. Or Bling Credits. If ive 1 never talked to you. 2. You NEVER rtf. or 3. just wanta use me :D cause Hunnie IM NOT beat =] I get where ive gotten on my own. Alot of you should try it =] Now mind you ive meet some awesome people so far and they are awesome :D check out my family :p They rawks! Oh icon of the day: Anywho Happy fathers day guys =]
What Is The Longest English Word?
Without proper nouns, names etc Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanocon... is, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, "a word alleged to mean 'a lung disease caused by the inhalation of volcanic ash, causing inflammation in the lungs.'" Source(s): The longest word not in the dictionary is: • This is the chemical name of the largest known protein. It is an astonishing 189,819 letters long. However it is purely a technical term and though written in English it isn't a "dictionary" term and thus the first answerer is the most correct. Methionylthreonylthreonylglutaminylala... ylglutaminylprolylleucylglutaminylsery... lserylthreonylalanylthreonylphenylalan... rylglycylphenylalanylprolylvalylprolyl... lanylarginylaspartylglycylglutaminylva... nylleucylprolylglycylvalylglutaminylis... ylglycylarginylalanyllysylleucylthreon... llysylalanylasparaginylserylglycylargi... eonylasparaginylglycylserylglycylgluta... nylglutamyl
The Insanity Of Eating Out
Working in the food industry, I am finding in very difficult to satisfy my guests. It all about getting a $20 meal for $3.99 price. For some strange reason they seem to inspect a $20 quality and are damn right mad when they feel the got the $3.99 standard. Yes we must do our best to deliver the best product possible, but lets get real for a moment here. When you order $50 worth of food through the drive thru, dont you think its going to take a few moments? And not to mention the fact the people behind you r waiting just for a fucking coke. How inconsiderate can people be.....very!!!!! Just ask, me I know. Get off your lazy ass and think of others for just a moment in your self absorbed life, and walk in the store. In the end the guests behind you will feel better, the crew producing your food would feel a little more realazed, and guess what? you won't have to call because your order wasnt rushed through the window which caused some errors..    Here's one for you...This women stated sh
What Is Love?
What is love? Is it something that is part of us from birth like DNA and personality traits passed from our parents? Generation after generation the trend continues to move us forward. Animals carry the ability to love, so how far off are we from animals? Certain animals such as the wolf and swans to name two, mate once in thier lifetime. They belong to one mate, the true soulmate. Animals express love to one another, so what sets us apart from them? Is it because we have a thinking mind and we realize our own exsistance? Like breeding to expand the species, is it something we feel through touch, sight, and smell? Like other animals, is it there to be fruitful and multiply? And if it is, did we justify our actions in the past through religion. When human nature and morality are mixed together, it becomes religion. So is that where love comes from? From the believe that it must be something more or why do we feel this way from time to time. Did Adam know he missed Eve if God had not dec
Losing Out Identity Of Love
We want for people to be happy, at least I do, it all steams from childhood for me (dont get me started on that). We give up a little when we are in love in hopes, that in the changing of ourselves for this person, they will like us more. A little bit here, a little bit there, until one day we find, we dont really know who we are.....and the person we care for the most, really doesnt like us anymore. I have done this time and time again and the person I turn into, well to be frank, I just dont like. It's funny, because it doesnt happen overnight, in fact we fight it in the begining, until we realize that, it doesnt seem to bring the happiness we wish for the other to have. In the end if we can not be accepted for the people we are, than whats the point of the relationship.  Myself, I just want to be accepted and to have approval for just being me. For the good and the bad, because that is who I am. When we give up to much, we become lost, and finding your way back is hard and long. Its
Father's Day Origins
Searching for the Origin of Father's Day by Mike Krumboltz 30 hours ago Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's p
Understanding The Illusion
At least for me and I do believe others are the same way. I told myself I was in love so I would not be lonely and needing that partnership with another. It has been that way all my life, not to say I wasnt in-love by no means. I just find now that I really couldn't understand or express that love until I was able to truely love myself and to be a partner to myself. I am finding now after 43 years, that I have made myself be in-love because I didn't want to be alone. I did care for both my ex-wifes, but I might have short changed them for the fear. I am alone once again as we all find ourselfs from time to time and this time, its okay....I rather enjoy just being with myself, its a good feeling. Yes the animal lust is still there, but that of course is just the phsyical need. So we create the illusion so we don't have to face the fear of being alone for to long of time. Did we care for that affair that lasted shortly or did we brain wash ourselves into thinking we were in love to escap
Degrees Of Love
We all need it, we all want, and we all deserve it in one way or another. I have been asking myself this question though, is it an illusion?   The first is the unconditional love, the love we feel for our children (if u are a good parent and realize that children are a gift) No matter what they do good or bad, we will always love them. I would hope that my children would take responsibility of any bad thing they do against another and to also understand, no matter what they do, I would always support them.  The next is parental love, although our parents can be judgemental at times in the decisions we make, they always have the best in mind for us in thier minds. There r times we have to learn just to respect and accept them for who they r and what they try to offer us.  Than we have the love we get from our brothers, sisters, and friends. I put them in the same place, because a good friend could be just that, as a brother or a sister. My best friend is more of a brother to me than my
Lies, Lies, Eveywhere Lies..."
I have found that pretty much everyone lies in one way or another. There are those maybe reading this who say they don't, but as much as you can try to be honest, the rest of this world just doesnt appreciate it. So if you are an honest person, you could be called....yes, crazy. Some believe by not saying anything, that you are not telling a lie, omition I believe is the worse form of lie there is. Its like the cowards why of lying and avioding saying a lie to begin with. Take a stand, lie or tell the truth, be true to yourself and stop hiding.   When does a lie become the truth, this can be a little interesting. If you believe a lie can be true, if you make the lie part of yourself and believe it, is it a lie? I'll give you an example of what I mean and this is a true story:   I knew this women who was not able to have children, everything was removed due to complications at birth. When her youngest child was about 9 she annouced to the world she was pregnant. Her belly grew, her brea
Why Are Guys Dicks
Believe it or not, it all comes down to hollywood and chick flicks, you think not? For the better part of the century men were men, the movies depicted men as be strong, without fear, and totally embracing what it was to be that way. We didnt talk much, didnt have to, we were men....until the 80's came around. The movie industry changed, it was impossible for a man to fall in and for the women to feel it as well. It become about proven your love in this outlandish ways, it wasnt enough to say you cared, you have to prove it hollywood styles. I mean look at how many marriages have survived from the old days. Nothing like today were the roles have been slowly becoming equal per say for men and women. The male sensitivity moment began and was achored mainly by the movies. Movies like "say anything", love one of the first go overboard to get your women visions. Women fell in love with that and the pressure and questions started to surface...."Why can't my man be that way", "thats what I wa
Funny That
they should never let someone who isn't sober near a computer. Because then we get into all these weird things or look up stupid things the rest of the night. So right now I'm unsober and typing away like an idiot. If I have mistakes I won't be suprised. If not, wow. But this is boring now so I'm off to look up  random things. Peace Out.
Who In Their Right Mind Would Hit A Kid
omg my friend DJ DRAGON has a son in the hospital cuz for the kids step dad put him there... over some stupid dhit... now he is laying there brain dead and gone from the world... i am so sorry DJ DRAGON i am here for u to talk to and a shoulder to cry on... my prays r with u
I Am Lost
I am lost when I am with you I am lost with out you My heart is full of pain Your love has left a stain I can't shake this feelin I can't start the healin Through the pain and the anger You have become a stranger I can't take this pain another day I wish the world would just go away Take me out of this life Stab me with your knife Let my life bleed out So there is never a singel doubt Bring my pain to an end My ever faithful friend.  
Dying To Be Thin
So yeah, still trying to lose's still going up and down but from the most that i've weighed..i've lost 16 pounds....not enough. I was talking to one of my coworkers and she's trying to lose weight also. really, she doesn't look like she needs to lose any...I'd kill to have her figure..she's not skinny, or fat..a little chunky maybe but perfect to me...that's what I want. I don't wanna be hella skinny...she told me that I should lose some weight.... thanks.   I feel that I have to lose weight just to be noticed...maybe not all guys dig the skinny, perfect bodied, non chubby chicks.... but in my head... that's what guys want..that's what gets guys attention... not a real thick chick like me.   I don't know why I'm loseing the weight like I have been...I haven't been eating much or had much of a appatie. I'm not starving myself or doing it on purpose...well maybe a LIL but im not gonna eat if im not really that hungry. I'm not wanting to lose weight just to please people
Life Sucks
Ok so i am startin 2 feel it the lonelyness is creepin up on me. I feel like there is no need for me in this world. Like im just sum1 every1 can tell wut 2 do and if i dont i get screwed on.... I try 2 help whoever i can but sumtimes i need a little help of my own.... rite now is a time when i feel like i wanna leave this life and never come back... alot of the people i met r well they only think bout themselves or they like hurting other people ... i had my fair share of hurt and i wish it will stop .. i feel like everythig in life is all a lie and i dont want it....
The Punisher - Broken. in life I feel like the way this song goes and how the Punisher  must feel.I may not have lost any one the way he did but we all lose someone at some point in different ways to different things and at the same time we lose a part of ourselves to along the way.I watched Castaway the other day and there is nothing like hopelessness is there? I guess that's life......
Pimp Out Raffle
I'm raffling off my pimp outs. Here are the details: 1.) Send me a drink 2.) In the message pick a number between 1 and 50 3.) The first three people closet to the number WIN 4.) You have 30 minutes from the time of this post 5.) One entry per person Good luck and have fun! Tell your friends to come by!
~good Guys Only Win In The Movies~
Yeah, It feels like this sometimes..... I had a girl, And I treated her tenderly, Oh yeah.She pretended that she cared, While she only laughed at me.All my life she deserted, I never knew how she flirted.Now it's me that's hurting.What a lesson I've learned.Good guys only win in the movies.Yes they do, now.They ride white horses, girl, And they're friends with everyone.Good guys only make it in the movies.Because in life, They turn out sad and lonely ones.How sincere now, baby, Could your man have been?I stuck right by ya, honey, Both through thick and thin.Girl I did?You know you turned the table.I don't think I'll make it, But I'm gonna make it on my own.Girl, I'm tired of your lying, Tired of your alibi'ing, Now my love is dying, I'm gonna kiss your love goodbye.Sad and lonely ones... Sad and lonely ones... PEACE.....
Auto 11
thank you candy for the auto 11 hugs   this is my first auto 11 please bomb or rate me, thank you to all my friends hugs
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Hi Everybody
I just to say i miss all of  you and ill have a comp soon i hope so im here to let you know i didnt forget about you.
Just Wondering...
So, here I am, a two-day member and I'm wondering if the majority of the members on this wonderfully kooky site even know that fubar is an acronym used by the military? It's normally used when someone or something is so incredibly messed up that it takes quite a bit of study before that person or thing is recognizable again. So, without prolonging the suspense... F - F**kedU - UpB - BeyondA - AllR - Recognition Now if you are reading this blog and didn't know what fubar meant before, you do now!
let me start by sayin I have no idea where I am going with this hence the title of ramblings. When I write I put my music on, slip the headphones over my ears, block out as much of the outside world and its distractions as i can and just start to type. Thats my formula for when I just seem to need to write. See I consider myself a word-smith.That is to say I use my words to try and weave a tapestry rather than just tell a story or give information. In truth the words are not always mine, or as some would say not from the more concious (think I spelled that right) mind and rather from the part that gets locked away in the deepest recesses and shielded from th world. Eh I dunno which is right I just know that sometimes I get writing and my words flow as if it were someone else writing. I have even stopped after writing and looked back over what was on the page and said where the hell did that come from. Anyway that to me is a word-smith as opposed to a writer who uses properly thought ou
Return To Me
Look out to the horizon, A whole world lies beyond The path of life shall guide you And move you swiftly on, There’s new things to discover And unseen sights to see But always I’ll be waiting For when you return to me. The road stretches before you No one knows just how far, And whatever may befall you Just remember who you are If others try to change you, Think who you want to be, And I’ll be right here waiting For when you return to me. You’ll find you’ve reached your limit, When you can go no more, And you’ll always have the memories Of good times you’ve had before So when your journey’s ending, And you’ve managed to break free Just remember I’m here waiting For when you’re back here with me.
Just Words
Where are the words I want to say. Words that usually flow so easily each day. But none of them can convey a thought so true, A wonderful friendship that has been given to me by you. One day we were strangers, next it was “puter pal” And through that stage we just seemed to sail. Suddenly it seemed, you became my very best friend. Now, all of my feelings and thoughts to you I must send. And, I never question this friendship so dear For I know with a click of my mouse you are here. Your friendship means the world to me. And, without you, I wonder where I would be. Beside me you stood when my life was so sad. You laughed with me when I felt happy or glad. You sense my smile when I joke and I tease. And, I need you to stay in my life forever, please. I give so little and take so much, I know. But if you ever called for me I’d surely go. Then why are the words unspoken that I want to say To let you know I treasure your friendship every day?
Leveling Blog #465
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Why Do I Feel?
I feel so used like a Kleenex tossed to the floor! Was it somethng that I did that made you not want me anymore? If it was I apoligize for everything I did that was wrong! I didn't really mean it because with you is where I belong! Everyone tells me that I shouldn't be crying every night over you! I know I know it's true But I seem to be stuck on you like glue. I wanna know what I did wrong so that I can make it right! Will you let me know so that we can end this fight!
Seeking Smart And Sexy Ladies!
Hey Folks! My name is Master Barnham, I'm the owner of a not-yet-built website called The Human Porno Project!  We're slating a launch this fall, but unfortunately heavily behind in what we need! The whole goal of the Human Porno Project is to put a new face on American adult media, seeking to create a cleaner, smarter, and more articulate form erotic video and erotic entertainment. Currently we are seeking smart, articulate and beautiful nerd girls and couples who want to create adult 'shows.'  Now, instead of just beinging on film, we're really trying to create actual broadcast style shows.  This means if you have the ability to record decent video, think you have something interesting to say, and wanna pork on camera, we encourage it!  The shows could cover multiple topics from sex and culture, fetishism and kink, porn and toy reviews, etc, etc.  If you can think of it, it turns you on and interests you (within reason), it would probably be a killer show. Money, of course, is a
Cast Your Vote
Ok family and friends. I have put a pic up in the sexist man contest in the candy shop. So go get your eye candy fix and vote for me. Thank you. Once you get to Candy Shop if your not a friend you will have to put in a friend request. If this link does not work please leave me a message. Thier page is also one of my family. %The Candy Shop%">@ fubar  
sooo im still a little confused with this site.. HAAA. but anyways you should add me on myspace..   and stickam! (stickam is a live webcam chat.. NO i will NOT get NAKED for you. but sign up and come talk to me.. im live almost every night!!!)
Ok Here Goes...
Want to ask me anything? Too fucking bad pervert. Muahaha.
Alter Bridge - Blackbird
The willow it weeps today A breeze from the distance is calling your name Unfurl your black wings and wait Across the horizon it's coming to sweep you away It's coming to sweep you away [Chorus:] Let the wind carry you home Blackbird fly away May you never be broken again The fragile cannot endure The wrecked and the jaded a place so impure The static of this cruel world Cause some birds to fly long before they've seen their day Long before they've seen their day [Chorus:] Let the wind carry you home Blackbird fly away May you never be broken again Beyond the suffering you've known I hope you find your way May you never be broken again Ascend may you find no resistance Know that you made such a difference All you leave behind will live to the end The cycle of suffering goes on But memories of you stay strong Someday I too will fly and find you again [Chorus:] Let the wind carry you home Blackbird fly away May you never be broken again Beyond
Ask M0p!
Yeah, I'll jump on the bandwagon for as long as I can sit here, I guess... can't sit long, breathing gets harder at night... :| Not that I'll get many people in here, but why the hell not. Ask me anything. I'll be 100% honest, if it's at all possible.
Another Day In The Books
We hade a blast today a drift on the river. Yes a little hot but Iam use to it. There's a little set of falls at the exit point that was neat. So  over we went and cooled things down rather quickly. Next time we plan on doing a longer run so for now fun out and may all your wishes come true. 
~Sweetie Pie Sandra~">@ fubar
Ask Away
i have no original thoughts in my brain today so i`m stealing this from a few of my friends   ask me anything you want and i`ll give you a straight answer     i have a feeling i might regret this
Arousal from being bound.
For The Women Broken By Love
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught shit from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while. We went through the great stage with no
Man - a being in search of meaning.  -  Plato
ebullient \ih-BUL-yuhnt\, adjective:1. Overflowing with enthusiasm or excitement; high-spirited.2. Boiling up or over.
Want 2 Own Me
Ends 6/27/09 Thought I would get in on this Own Me Auction Details Below.  Please Commet on Picture In Auction Folder.   25 Credit Bling Pack Starts The Bid Your name in mine A SFW Clevage Salute NSFW Access Shit Faced Every Day 100 Pix Rated Per Day All for One Month 65 Credit Bling Pack All of the above + Number 2 Family NSFW Access NSFW Salute Of My Choice SFW Salute 100 Pix Rated 50 Rate 11 This is for 2 months 135 Credit Bling Pack All of the Above + 2 NSFW Salutes 4 mos as #2 Family Random Comments Random Gifts 350 Credit Bling Pack Will Close Auction #2 Family Spot  6 months Random Bling 100 Pix Per Day
I Won!
Sooo... Mr. Not-So-Wonderful deleted his myspace and his fubar account will be deleted at the end of the month when his VIP (that I paid for lol) expires! I think I have most of you on my new yim!
Fake Messiah
Everything you've ever begged me to beCould never have meant any less to meEverything you've ever asked me to sayIt's so far away from the truthFake messiahStitches sown in your eyesFake messiahProphecy now deniedOver and over and ever againDefending your insignificanceUseless intent hidden behind your maskA coward's voice... AnonymousSo far away from the truthFake messiahStitches sown in your eyesFake messiahProphecy now deniedFake messiahOpen mouth, drawing fliesFake messiahProphecy now deniedGeneration failureSuspended in irrelevanceSlit you wide openJust to see what you're made ofSo far away from the truth...Fake messiahStitches sown in your eyesFake messiahProphecy now deniedFake messiahOpen mouth, drawing fliesFake messiahProphecy now denied
All Done....buh Bye
Just saying so long to my friends out here that actually gave a shit lol the rest of you....i feel the same about you lol couldnt care for Tom go fuck yourself, amanda...well you know...Thanks to everyone for the fun while it lasted....couldnt delete my account because of the VIP..but i will when it expires. Its been fun and good luck to the ppl out here whom were real
Wow, This Place Keeps You Busy....
Kudos to the creators of this site, it's certainly kept me busy, there's so much shit to do!  If anyone has ever gotten bored on here, I really don't see how, gotta go, I've got admirers to check out, and someone's hitting up my shout box..... Later!
Leveling Blog 464
  bootsiej2000@ fubar       20k to Level  
No Title
I'm not really sure what to say in here. I'm just tried of letting people get to me. I'm a very emotional person and I let how other people feel get to me too much. I think I try too hard to keep things from going "bad", when they were already bad. I'd really like to be able to just stop caring so much about what people think, but I can't. I sit here and cry about some of the things that are said to me. I realize things, and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm not sure if that makes me  a weak person or not. Either way it's me. I can't help it.  
Rules For Eating Out
Rule #1: When you sit down at your table, don’t wave at us, don’t holler and yell at us, and don’t sit with your arms crossed. We see you sitting down, and if we’re busy, it might take a minute. Rest assured, we know you’re there. If we don’t happen to be in the area when you sit down, someone WILL let us know about it. You pay our bills, we don’t like making you mad. Rule #2: When we walk up to the table, and say “How are you guys doing today?” or “How are you today?”, we really do want to know how you are doing. That helps us to judge how the course of the meal is going to go, and what we need to do to stay on your good side. Grunting or immediately starting your order is not acceptable, and sets a tone that most of us just don’t want to deal with. Getting on our bad side is a bad way to start your meal, because at that point, we know you aren’t going to tip, and no longer care. Rule #3: When we start our
Busted Content (updated 7/19/09)
      *Note* This is a reference page of busted members. Not all of the blogs are mine. Please show your appreciation by rating the blogs you find useful. If you have a blog to be added to this content page PM me the info.     Just Added! 7/19/09 ♥ :: j4cï3 :: ·!¦[·KïZm€T KïtTïÊ·]¦!· ™ *SingleSnowMinx*CCM*Slave@Excito*Jack's Daughter*   The One and Only --------- ღ☆Nina☆ღ
at home bored and nothing to do save me any one
Men's Age As Determined By A Trip To Wal-mart.
  Men's Age as Determined by a Trip to Wal-Mart. > >      You are in the middle of some kind of project around the house mowing the lawn, putting a new fence in, painting the living room, or whatever. You are hot and sweaty, covered in dirt or paint.  You have your old work clothes on.  You know the outfit - shorts with the hole in crotch, old T-shirt with a stain from who knows what, and an old pair of tennis shoes. > >      Right in the middle of this great home improvement project you realize you need to run to Wal-Mart to get something to help complete the job. > >      Depending on your age you might do the following: > >      In your 20's: > >      Stop what you are doing.  Shave, take a shower, blow dry your hair, brush your teeth, floss, and put on clean clothes.  Check yourself in the mirror and flex.  Add a dab of your favorite cologne because you never know, you just might meet some hot chick while standing in the checkout lane.  And you went to school with the pretty girl r
Real Friends Only
Okay I'm just going to ramble on whats on my mind and whats been bothering me and shit so if you don't really care about whats going on in my life and such go somewhere else.    Okay its been about 6 months since I last worked... and its been driving me nuts.  I started working when I was 18 my Senior year in high school.  I am now 21.  I feel worthless when I'm not working... I know I'm worth something but I like knowing that  I'm doing something productive and its helping at least someone.  Been about 6months since I made the worst mistake of my life.  Quitting my job and running away with a complete moron to have him just use me for a week and to send me back home.  Yes it was a man I met on this site... thats why I'm careful anymore of who I talk to and get close to.  That was just the worst time of my life... Hurting my family like I did and also quit a job that I was good at.  After that happened my health went into a down spiral.  I wasn't sleeping like I should of and was si
Youre're Gone
You were acting so strange and maybe I was blind and I didn't want to understand, that you needed a changeWas it something I said To make you turn awayTo make you leave me coldIf I could just find a wayTo make it so that you were right hereRight now.....I've been seating hereCan't get you off my mindI try my best to be a man and be strongI drove myself insane wishing I can touch your face.....but the truth re-mainsYou're gone............
My Wife
Erica West McCurley, I Can't Wait Untill Were Married I Love You Oh So Much!!!!!!!!!
Lyrics - 80's Edition
Guess the song, 80's style. ANSWERS IN THE BLOG! Usual rules, first lines of the song, and no cheating allowed. My last one of these did not turn out that well, so here's to a better outcome. Most correct guesses by the time I go to bed gets a ticker credit paid for by me. Let's get down to it.   1 - "Do you remember a guy that's been, In such an early song" 2 - "Well I've been waiting, Waiting here so long" 3 - "I have a picture pinned to my wall, An image of you and of me And we're laughin' with love at it all" 4 - "Well we know where we're goin', But we don't know where we've been" 5 - "Since you've been gone. I shut my eyes, and I fantasize that you're here with me." 6 - "Well, there was no reason to believe she'd always be there, But if you don't put faith in what you believe in it's getting you nowhere" 7 - "Looking out for love, In the night so still" 8 - "She'll only come out at night, The lean and hungry type " 9 - "Looking in your eyes I see a paradise, This wor
Some Things To Think About...
SOME THINGS TO THINK ABOUT ~ When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often time we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks, they can deceive, Don't go for wealth, even that fades away, Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
ya know I got hit with that stupid bouncer check crap trying to go from posting my blog back to my home page just now. WHEN WILL THESE IDIOTS RUNNING THIS SIGHT REALIZE IM NOT A COMPUTER PROGRAM TRYING TO MASSMAIL PEOPLE OR WHATEVER THE HELL THEY KEEP DOING THAT SHIT TO ME FOR. Seriously, FUBAR SUCKS. I dont know if Ill be back but it wont  be for a few days if I do. and serious-if someone knows where the people doing this shit live and can tell me I swear I wont kill 'em if they tell, and thats something I wont swear to about just anyone!
I dunno. just cant help getting the feeling the skies going to open up and suck everyone out into space one of these days.
Can U Plzz Take 10 Mins
Can you plzzz take a few mins and Help my Friend TheOne  Level to ORACLE he has 11's on .Thank u soo much. Just copy and paste. SASSY
Funny Ass Review Of A Restaurant!!
I don't really blog alot but when I came across this review of Der Weinerschnitzel I had to post it! Here it is for your enjoyment. It's really funny in my humble opinion :D The review is from Jetta R. from Phoenix, Az.     What would I ever do without Wienerschnitzel?It's my holy place. My temple. My place of tribute. And I'm not making a clever metaphor for the rise in obesity and fast food consumption.You see, to keep in line with my religion (Discordianism), I have to eat a hot dog (or two...or three) every Friday in reverence to the goddess Eris. I'm not making this shit up. Look it up in our scripture. I experimented for a while in finding a suitable regular source of weenie. At first I tried doing the "hot dog cart outside of the store/bar/strip club" thing, but after a while I realized that behind every smiling hot dog salesman is a tragic story of heartbreak and shattered dreams, and I began to fear that eventually hot dogs would begin to taste like cheating spouses and chi
Matahambre For Father's Day
Every year - I get serious about bbq'ing.  I keep a freezer full of beef, pork, lamb, & chicken.  Just picked up 136 pounds of beef from the butcher and am going to try something new -Matahambre Its a butterfly'd flank steak, wrapped with bacon on the outside, and rolled up, pinwheel style, with thin slivers of asiago, celery, smoked ham, bell peppers, sausage, and a lil red wine vinegar, cooked over charcoal.   Not sure how it will turn out -so -am gonna make burgers, each with a pat of herb butter on the inside and montreal steak seasoning on the outside. Thats the plan for Father's day. For Pen Pals
My Mom
not going to be on much going to spend time with my mom she has been battling brain cancer and it is starting to get to the point she can't do for herself anymore. i will be back on when i can.   dave
Leveling Blog#463
angel of the night@ fubar About 20,000 to Insider
Deletion .... Mummers!!!!
I detest my friends getting deleted, I hate the fact that they don't obviously have the freedom of speech that their constitution allows them. And that the same company who deletes their accounts for saying something inappropriate; will then allow NSFW pictures as there 'Happy Hour'. I can assure the company that if people are at work, it isn't the scribblings of some random mummer, but the tits of a porn queen they are looking at.   The hypocrisy boils my piss. Delete me if you wish, I couldn't give a fuck anymore.   Oh yeah, I can whinge if I want and I will continue to do so, if I feel it is necessary. If you want to bow down to authority then kiss my arse on the way !!!!
The Candy Shop Contest...redoux
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love woman in pigtails send me your pic and ill rate your pic and blog  
Today would have been our 28th wedding anniversary.  He died right before our 23rd anniv.  We had a good marriage, not all sweet, but we loved each other.  We had three wonderful children and for that I am thankful.  He has been gone 6 yrs and I still miss him so much.  I started dating around 3 yrs ago.  I have met some very nice men and some not so nice, but none who have touched my heart.  I have a lot of passion and love in my heart for the right man, but I just have not met him yet.  My husband was my soulmate, maybe there is not another one out there for me.  He was a good man, a good husband and a great father.  He died from cancer at the age of 47.  I often thing God made a mistake taking him, but God only needed him here for a short time and brought him home.  He left me with three reasons to keep on living.  Jason, Melissa and Hannah.  This is our anniversary and I will always have him in my heart.  To anyone who has lost a spouse, you understand, love doesnt die, it remains.
Pizza The Hut Ate Himself To Death On Father's Day Weekend
Last night after work I say Mary, Sarah, and Jeffrey on the patio and we had no idea what we would do for dinner.  Martha was at work and the other three were wet from spraying with the hose.  We opted to order in from Pizza Hut (which we’d apparently never done before from the restaurant closest to us; when we lived in an apartment, it was on the south end of Minot, where there’s another Pizza Hut) and I wasn’t entirely surprised by the new packaging that just calls the place “The Hut”.  I’d read an item online about it that day; apparently the corporation that owns Pizza Hut is “listening” to customers and repackaging to appear and offer more nutritious offerings.  I figuratively bang my head on the counter, wondering how far this health fascination will go.  Will pizzas themselves be phased out? Ok, that was my angst-filled rant … now to today, when after THEY get off work Martha and Mary are going to go see “17 Again&rdq
I Need Help
So, me and Stacie were talking today, and we realized that   We're getting married.   More relavant info can be found in Stacie's Blog. Please read it.   Now, the hard part for me is dedicating myself to just one I was apprehensive to admit the fact that we are preordained to be married. Luckily, we found a loophole that will satisfy all people involved without having to sacrifice either or marriage or my lust for boobs from every woman I talk to and most of those I don't.   I'm becoming mormon   Now, I'm not too eager to be changing religions but, since it's the only thing I can think of...I'm willing to do it. Now I gotta go steal one of those books from the nearest Hotel so I can revel in my new religion. I know that poligamy is still illegal, and Mormons do not practice it but...I'm old-school, and I want a harem.   So, is there anyone out there who can teach me more about my religion? Do I have to eat only fish every 3rd Friday of the second solstice of the
Melt By. Ashton Mullen He was cold He was tough He had himself and that was enough. They'd come and go The girls he knew Throwing them away and finding someone new. He didn't care This bastard son He lived his own life and needed no one. But then she came walked into his life and suddenly his world was free of strife. She could be silly This was for sure but she made him laugh and her heart was pure. There was something about her That changed his view and never again did he want someone ne
My Another World" Lol
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Sexys Man Contest
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It's Over
I'm finally done with that horrible class (and school in general) for three weeks. Well, sort of ... I'll be doing tutorials on Flash, CSS and Perl over the break. What can I say, I'm a workaholic. LOL
I'm Getting...
...Married. Yep, you read that right. See I was talking to Van on the phone and we got to talking about how it seems like, pretty much, every guy that I say hello to thinks we are in a "relationship". Next thing I know, it dawns on me..."if that's the case, what does that mean about me and Van?" I mean I say hi to him a lot, we  have actual conversations on here and we talk on the phone. It MUST mean we are getting married. He agreed. So here's our question........ Do we have a traditional wedding or Do we just go to Vegas We need major help here!!! 
Goodbye Again
Goodbye againBy:Ashton MullenI guess it was all pretendI thought he loved me, like I loved himHe said his feelings for me wouldn't endThe light around him has grown dim. Now he doesn't wanna tryTo to rebuild the friendship we hadA part of me has completly diedI'll always feel empty and sad.Goodbye again, my oldest friendWho I've loved all my lifeMy broken heart cannot be mendYou've cut me like a knife.Goodbye again, my first loveI guess it wasn't meant to beI'm like a fallen broken doveYour words had shot at me.
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The Candy Shop Contest
The candy shop is sponsering a sexy man conest.....decided to throw my hat in the her page love and check out my contest picture........
My Two Little Warriors
the two little warriors... they are my two brave little soldiers.. mightily shouting 'ALLAH-O-AKBAR". w/c means 'GOD IS GREAT"... THEY DONT KNOW WHERE IS WEST, NOR WHAT IS TERRORIST, THEY ARE JUST INNOCENTLY PLAYINg... not pro west nor anti  
Come Help My Girl Level To Oracle
We all know how hard it is to get to ths level she is 4.7 Mil away so come check her out F/A/R/C  and Bling her to Oracle.   š ™ A Little Shy ™ š ♥♥ I Love The Girlies ♥♥@ fubar
My Feelings.
I am so hurt and confused. I hurt the only person i didnt want to hurt. I think i pushed him to  far. I really thiink i lost him for good. I really think i have had my breaking point when it come to relationships. but i really hope i didnt lose him.
Haha,im Meltin Your Dome
whoop whoop,wuz up fam? iz me eggz again,im gonna let your brains have some knowledge cause knowledge killz ignorence i wanna know why people cant just learn to love eachother,instead of always hating.I myself have been guilty of this too,but im working on this problem,people wake up,were not here forever,lets make our time on this piece worth living.I notice there is more and more people hating on me and mine,for being juggalos,but they wish they had fam like mine.God has blessed me with the most beautiful people in the world to call family,whoop whoop.I have the most gorgeous woman alive,and if thats reason to hate me,f.t.f.o!!!! i dont think that great things are meant to be,i think that we are meant to do great things. peace homies,killas and ninjas,MMFWCL
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And The Hammer Falls...
Really. Now.What do you think you're doing?scribbling Notes in a brokendown bookVolumes left in the dark, musty and full of mouldtell the Secrets of the midnight hourTwitching and witching outHoles exposed pipes bleed rustLost in the nightmare of razorbladesandcandysometimes i Wonder what we're really doing hereIn this lost cataclysmic maelstrom of iniquityOf absurdityWhere did you come from? What dream do you live from?Leeching energy off those who'll allowi know your fais it's a memory i may neverforgetlostinthedreamsofforeverWhy? whynot? Flailing about, flout out the truthand hide it like it's a lie...Hm... What do say? who knows. I don't at the moment. I'm in an odd sort of mood. Solid... Clear? Concise? Maybe something else that begins with a C. Maybe ...cement. or concrete. or cumbubblemotherfucker. But god damn, I feel rather good. unafraid. Confident. Just sitting here, and thinking. Y'know, like I do. And, I've come to the conclusion that I do over think everything. Which is a
I'm Done
Don't take this personal..but I'm not going to bid on anyone again in an auction. So don't ask me to do it.
Leveling Blog 462
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I Didwhat?????
Well it's Saturday in Georgetown, Wasington DC, I was born in this town, and aside from traveling the world for 25 years , I will probably die here, because after all it is my home.For those who might read this, and not live in the D.C. area you should know that there are two main groups of people who huant this part of the city, the old town upper crust living above M street in million dollar plus town houses .... actually the prices have come down a little bit! ... and the rest of us ... us being students, river rats, artists ,musicians, and others who would be lost in  the Brownian motions of mainstream human intellect. As for me, well my excuse is, I was born here, and am going through my second middle age crises, I figure if you survive the first, and return to a normal life, you deserve a second try. This time, I will not try to save the world, because I have learned that I am not even good at saving myself, but just leaving people, and places just a little better off than I f
Help Me Get My Dream Body!!
Hi Guys My name's Kitty, I'm 23 years old and my greatest ambition is to be a porn star and glamour model. But there's one little problem.... actually - make that two little problems. I need some bigger boobs.   This is where you come in.  Send me donations to my PayPal account:   and help me get new boobs and a few other little things, and when I get my dream body I'll send everyone who made a considerable donation some photos of what they bought  :))   And I'll also run a little raffle draw so that one of you can have the chance to see it in person ;) So don't just sit there waiting, help me out and the sooner I can get this done the sooner you'll get to see me on DVD.... ;)) Thank you and big hugs, Kitty xoxoxoxoxoxox
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Shes Falling.....falling Apart
Shes falling apart No one sees Her crumbling heart Filled with black holes She is filled with love No one sees Her faithful commitment Ruined with many men She has her good days No one sees The smile on her face Covered by troubles and hurt She has moved on In her life She patched her holes Filled with fake feeling She finds new troubles In her life The troubles seem umbareable To the point where she becomes unfaithful Shes falling apart In her life Her heart is crumbling now Black and filled with many holes
Cherry Tap Levelers! Thank You!
Cherry Tap Levelers  Home Page..No friends request unless a joining member!!!">@ fubar
Sup FUBAR,   After realizing, i have no interest in gettin to 30, due to so many events prior to this, I have come to realize I am a happy Oracle.  Anyhow going to the point... I'd like to place this contest in honor of those who have been there for me and those who have helped me get to this level.. most of all my true fu-family... So what about this contest... hmm..   To win this, is simple, at the end of the night...I will size up who commented on my pictures or stash items the most.. that person will receive ANYTHING in the FUBLING section thats 35 credits or less...   Rules of the Game: 1.  DO NOT in ANY WAY flirt with me or do anything to PISS OFF my girl. If i see this, you will be DISQUALIFIED. 2.  Feel like clowning me, go ahead, as long as its not disrespecting my girl or anyone i care about, you're still good.  However, insults will not be counted as a comment, in fact, it will place a negative count of 5 comments. 3.  If you know you've had problems with me in the
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If Anyone Cares, I'm Leaving Fubar
I've just been made painfully aware of just how fake and shallow this site is. My Fu-Wife told me, in just so many words, her page and ratings are in the toilet, because she fu-married me over others, and she's lost over half of her friends and fans since that fateful day. Ordinarily, I'd just consider her incredibly shallow and move on, but over the past few months, I've gotten to know her off-site, and shallow, she is not. Considering I have on my page 340 friends and 287 fans, and perhaps 2 actually give me the courtesy of a hello, her claims aren't too far fetched, So, after a neat, tidy divorce, and wasting several hundred dollars here, at least, within a month, i bid you, admittedly, a not-so-fond adieu. *UPDATE* Her account has been deleted by the bouncers. she'd actually talkrd me into staying. I might for awhile, we'll see if they let her back.
A Native American For President Of The United States
First and foremost allow me to express my utmost respect for the presidency of the United States.  I am not writing this force my beliefs on anyone; I am expressing a few issues that are foremost on my mind.  Secondly, please let me congratulate Barack Obama on his victory and inauguration as the first African American president of these grand United States of America.  What an event to live through, to be able to say to my children and my grandchildren that I seen the inauguration of the first African American president is something that I will always treasure. Not many things in my lifetime have been an event worth remembering, or an event worth telling in a positive manner.  I mean if you look at the past thirty years since being born in 1979 I can remember many events such as the Challenger disaster, September 11th, Columbia exploding on re-entry, the earthquake and tsunami of 2004 that killed over 200,000 people.  Every time I turn around it seems like its bad news after bad news
If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, (love) is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if tongues, they will cease; if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing. For we know partially and we prophesy partially, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. When I was
A Revelation - A Personal Statement Of The End Times
         As I have said in the past, I am not a real religious person.  Raised in a southern Baptist family, I attended a very small family run church in a town so small that if you stood in the middle of town and spat in any direction it would land outside the limits.  Most of you reading this should be aware of my feelings on the current state of most churches, if not I state that I do not believe that today’s churches are what God, or Jesus had intended.  Most churches are a congregation place for the two faced, unfaithful hypocrites that are plaguing our planet.            However, whatever my personal views of the church are, I still have been instilled with certain values and very real beliefs from attending church as a young boy every week.  As I have matured, I have often thought about faith and God, and allot about prophecy.   The book of “Revelation” lays out God’s final plan for man.  Growing up I never really gave the book a really good look, nor d
I'm in the mood to take some pics with my, nothing NSFW. However, I'm at a loss of what to do in them =/ This all started because one of my friends wanted to see my new liscense picture, lol. I looked kind of pissed in it. But I was. I was there for way too long and it was hot.   Anyway, any one have ideas? 
What Do It Take To Get Out
Hello my fufriends this is my first blog hope I get it right. Well the question is what do it take. This is a wide range of topic but we will take about relationships.  Hit me
Hi my family n friends, Just a short note to let you know our net isnt up as of yet..Im only on briefly while at work..Both Chris n I are great altho Im going for some tests Wednesday as I found 2 lumps, so say a prayer for me that all is well..This man rawks my world and makes my heart sing.. He da best...woot!! Have a great Fathers Day to all my Fu Dad Friends.. Deb
"i Missed You..."
He walked through the door, to find her standing in nothing but a long black lace nightie, candles glowing behind her. Her long brown hair still a bit damp, flowing so beautifully. He smelt something Italian simmering, but his eyes weren’t looking at anything but her. She walks up to him, closing the door with their bodies pressing against it hard. Her breasts, so divinely hugged into her negligee’, leaning down he sucked each nipple through the lacey fabric. She pulled his hair a bit, as he nuzzled her close, cupping her breasts he leaned up to kiss her intoxicating lips deeply. Their tongues swirling inside each others mouths‘, so hungry for each other. “I missed you, sweetheart.. “ She whimpered softly, kissing him tenderly. God, he needed her so, just to feel her body against his, her sweet smell lingering just right as he kissed her back. Her hands ruffled through his hair, her body fit perfectly in to his. His hands roamed all over her back, feeling
When The Dust Settles
A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with passion, love, everlasting. Enduring. The fire blazed. A fire that nothing could extinguish. A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with anger and pain. Losing sight. The fire blazed. Love conquered. The fire extinguished. All is not lost. I have not left you. You are still with me. You take my hand as we rise from the ashes. Like the phoenix taking flight.
I Am Always With You
I search for love, When the night came and it closed in. I was alone, but you found me where I was hiding. And though I'll never ever be the same, it was the sweetest voice that called my name. Singing You're not alone For I am here Let me wipe away every fear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest night and I'm the one that's loved you all your life All of your life You cry yourself to sleep cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep All hope seems lost With heartache your closest friend and everyone else long gone You've had to face the music on your own but there is a sweeter song that calls you home **sayin' You're not alone For I am here let me wipe away your every tear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest nights And I'm the one that's love you all your life All your life Faithful and true... Forever For my love will carry you....
Nudism A/c
  NC12 Jr. Teen Beauty Pageant   We are born naked. Everyone knows that. But the moment we leave the womb, we are wrapped in a blanket, and the skin hardly ever sees the light of day again. For the next 70+ years of life, we wrap our skin in a cocoon of fabric. Is this healthy for our bodies? Were our bodies designed to be forever clothed? If you believe in evolution, the answer has to be no. Of course evolution didn't create a body designed for clothing. If you believe in the Judeo-Christian divine creation of the human body, the answer must still be no. Adam and Eve lived naked in the garden of Eden. That's what their bodies were designed to do. Why have this magnificent organ of skin enveloping our entire bodies, every square inch of it covered with delicate sensory nerves and sophisticated temperature regulation pores, then wrap it up 24/7 in artificial coverings so it's all useless? Clothing can keep us warm in extreme conditions. But in other
Without You Hinder
I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it
Fu- Poo
3 Explorers from the San Diego Zoo travel to the Andes Mountain range in Peru on a mission to find and capture a legendary bird, the infamous Fu-Bird. Local legend has it that the bird is a menacing killer in the Andes, and the Native people were deathly afraid of it.After several days of mule packing travel in the mountains, they heard a terrible, earth shattering "Fuuuu...Fuuuuuuu...Fuuuuu" and the local guides they had hired for the trip totally panicked, and ran for their lives leaving the explorers to continue their journey on their own. They had come way too far to abandon the trip, so they continued on.Suddenly, this massive prehistoric looking bird swept down screaming "Fuuuu...Fuuuuu" and shat on one of the men. It was the most disgusting, nasty, smelly bird poo one could immagine. The man ran down to a mountain stream, and jumped in to bathe. As soon as it had all washed off, he grabbed his chest and died.The other two men in shock by the events, decided to turn around and he
My Son's Band..
LIVE IN TEXAS!!!My son and his band Dead Rebellion will be in central Texas for two nights only!!! The first show is a free acoustic show in Ballinger Texas at the Ballinger Park on Tuesday the 23rd of June. Their next show will be in San Angelo Texas at the Bill Aylor Sr. Memorial RiverStage which is located on the banks of Concho River at 16 E. Avenue A. Tickets are $6.50. Doors open at 7:00 p.m. show starts at 8:00 p.m. If your in the area please go!!! -Heather  
Scrapper's Mumm About Salutes
What would you do in this situation? created @ 06/19/2009 07:57 am mum expired. [EVERYONE] Many of you have seen my hall of shame this week. We ousted a fake that honestly one of the best I have ever seen. Salutes are kind of funny. I have seen some real shitty salutes, but I can tell its that person. Well, I call these people shape shifters. It's really annoying. So I am going to put this out to you and this is an honest question.If you were approached by an admin who questioned your salute and identity and asked you to go on cam to prove who you are would you.A: Get on cam and say FUCK you scrapper I am real. B: Say fuck you scrapper I don't need to show you I am real.Ok wait.......don't answer yet. I listened to every excuse she made and I created "The Golden Package." I will mail you the following and all you have to do is get on cam for 3 minutes and wear the fubar shirt I am going to send you. Golden Package1. Brand N
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Hurtful Missing
Our hands parted ways, So slow go the days. What transpired between us, Has crushed me like a bus.   I long to hear your words again, Without you, I go insane. My heart is beginning to crumble, I try to talk, but I only mumble.   You were the light of my life, Now I'm full of so much strife. Where you have gone, will you come back, I need you to put me back on track.   I have told you, I'd do anything, Now I feel such a painful sting. Look in my eyes, just say the words, Spread your wings, and fly back just like the birds.   :(
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New Cb Superman Auction
CB Superman is having another auction and everyone is invited to join the auction... Auction starts wednesday (July 1st)at 8 pm and will go for 1 week... If you are interested in joining the auction... let send me a shout and let me know you want in...
Birthday Wish
On my 66th birthday, I got a gift certificate from my wife. The certificate paid for a visit to a medicine man living on a nearby reservation who was rumored to have a wonderful cure for erectile dysfunction.. After being persuaded, I drove to the reservation, handed my ticket to the medicine man and wondered what would happen next. The old man slowly, methodically produced a potion, handed it to me, and with a grip on my shoulder, warned, "This is powerful medicine and it must be respected. You take only a teaspoonful and then say '1-2-3. 'When you do that, you will become more manly than you have ever been in your life and you can perform as long as you want." I was encouraged. As I walked away, I turned and asked, "How do I stop the medicine from working?" "Your partner must say '1-2-3-4,' he responded. "But when she does, the medicine will not work again until the next full moon." I was very eager to see if it worked so I went home, showered, shaved, took a spoonful of the medicin
Oh yeah, come home from work and my neighbor kid comes up and asks if I had been to the garden, No I reply and she tells me someones cows had wiped out my corn patch.  Thinking she was a joking I head on over, now my patch of corn is only 15 * 150' and sure enough three cows had almost eaten the entire patch in one night. Now being the adult and trying to set a good moral example for the very impressionable child I soon replied well you cant blame em they like corn too.  What I was thinking was an entire cow on the spit.  Just outta curiosity I would like to get others reaction had this happened to them.
But It's David!
I’ve been busy lately.  Hunting asparagus and bunnies, installing a solar light in my barn, building a peep house.  So I’m not sure how long David has been missing from my refrigerator.  For at least the last decade, David, the statue but in two-dimensional magnet form, has occupied a prominent spot on my refrigerator.  Yesterday, he was missing.I found him resting on the top of the fridge, a bottle of pinot noir sitting erect on his normally flaccid manhood.  The wine is not great, but David seemed to have found it to be very stimulating.  I lifted the bottle of wine and retrieved him from his reverie, stuck him back on the front of the refrigerator, surrounded by magnetic poetry, a gaggle of verbs, a smattering of unused adjectives.My sister comes to mind as the most likely suspect.  Upon reading the story about how my mother disgraced David by putting a magnetic flower bouquet over his forget-me-not penis, my sister called to tell me that she concurred with my mother.Squ
Full Moon Spell
hello sweetie I wanted to wish you many blessings this full moon.. and i thought to send you this protection spell for you to keep or pass on. I found it online , i'm not sure who wrote it. be safe , Goddess Bless...... Forevrgoddess CHANT OF PROTECTION Goddess, Give me protection from the outside world, Let whatever people say about me not hurt, Let whatever I fear not bother me, Let all the mixed up feelings inside be released without harm, Goddess, you see my pain, I am thy child, I am thy soul, I need a dream to cast away this pain, Something to soothe my soul, Give me protection from the outside world.
Fuckin Men...what Is It Seriously?
Ok, so im a lil taken aback by how fuckin ballsy some of you guys think you are and how stupid you think some of us girls must be.   Guy 1 - Most recent, been dating(?) this guy off and on since feb. Hang out, get drunk, be stupid, whatever, mess around, but never really I'm thinkin ok, maybe this is one that isnt just tryin to fuck me, awesome. Now this has been goin on since FEBRUARY, with a couple of small breaks, a month or so when i moved to dallas, and a couple of weeks when I was somewhat seriousa bout someone else (guy 2, whom I'll get to in a minute) And i told guy one about guy 2...when things didnt work out, per se, We started kickin it again. Hes always tellin me, how he likes me and how different I am, and how he can just be himself and its cool...SO last weekend, I go over there after work, at like 11pm and hang out with him, he mentions that we are pretty much together at this point..and i didnt argue...asked me to come over on my days off...tues and wed...
I Love Live Shows.
So I went to a show at a local bar and saw this band, Ten Year Vamp. They were pretty amazing. The singer is really that hot, and she's a lesbian. Bonus. The bass player is beyond incredible. I found a pick on the floor between sets. Like a total geek I grabbed it. That's really all I have to offer, other than seeing a chick rock that much makes my dream of being in a band even more desirable. Maybe that'll be the next goal I shoot for. :D
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Yet Another Butt Hurt Mummer...
This all started in the mumm... Where have the good men gone... was being purely comical and this fucker who takes the fu way to serious came in my shout... okay mumm first...Grim Reaper:I kno good guys r still out there cus I just happen to be one. Hit me up if u ever just want to talk.Emanon:just want to talk hm why cant i believe that lmao Grim Reaper:Cus ur used to the pervs so when a good guy does come by ur suspicion of his intentionsEmanon:No, i am a pervert a proud one in fact...and i am a male a straight one so dont want any guys to come by with their good intentions Then he came in my shout box....Grim Reape...: wow big fukin deal ..u must be proud of urself->Grim Reape...: I am always most proud of myselfGrim Reape...: u say ur so kool but y am i worth more than u and have more friends if they love u so muchGrim Reape...: get over urselfWhen i went to respond i got this....Aw yes your so cool, your definition of cool is you have more fu
Any one can get angry — that is easy — or give or spend money; but to do this to the right person, to the right extent, at the right time, with the right motive, and in the right way, that is not for every one, nor is it easy. -Aristotle
In cases of this sort, let us say adultery, rightness and wrongness do not depend on committing it with the right woman at the right time and in the right manner, but the mere fact of committing such action at all is to do wrong. -Aristotle
I Am Free
I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free. -Nikos Kazantzakis
It's About That Time!
Sooo I owe salutes, I know.  Trust me.  The kids are with their dad for the weekend so I'm hoping to put my cute face on and take some salutes.  If you want one, lemme know, and if you have something specific you want, just ask.  But no bare boobs or anything, I'm vetoing that now lol   Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Knowledge Through Tao
Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power. -Laozi
Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain Clings cruelly to us -John Keats
Letter Of Reality
Nothing ever becomes real till it is experienced—Even a proverb is no proverb to you till your Life has illustrated it.   -John Keats
Les opinions ont plus causé de maux sur ce petit globe que la peste et les tremblements de terre Opinions have caused more ills than the plague or earthquakes on this little globe of ours -Voltaire
My Fantasy
I approached my lecturer at the break and asked him if I could discuss my project, he instantly replied that he would be in his office 15 minutes after the lecture so we could have a chat then. I returned to my seat and as I sat down I noticed him glancing torwards me. His eyes suddenly met with mine and he quickly turned his focus away. As the lecture proceeded I sent him flirtacious signals, gently rubbing my leg and moving my skirt further up to reveal part of my panties. I could see him struggling to focus on the lecture and I giggled to myself as I enjoyed teasing. My mind began to wander, as I wondered how big his dick was, we quickly exchanged looks and my cheeks flushed as I hoped he didnt realise me dirty thoughts. As the lecture ended i passed him by at the door and he told me he'd see me in a few minutes in his office.As I knocked on his office door 15 minutes later I was promptly answered and directed in. I sat in the chair opposite him and shut the door behind me. He moved
Hope And Desire
Sanza speme vivemo in disio. Without hope we live in desire. -Dante
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.   -Gandhi
Os meus sonhos são um refúgio estúpido, como um guarda-chuva contra um raio. My dreams are a stupid refuge, like an umbrella against a thunderbolt. - Fernando Pessoa
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I'm burnt out.May need a vacation.Your thoughts, faithful readers(and my berzerkers)?
Come On July 4th
I fucking can't wait until July 4th weekend... All alone for a week. Yes!!!
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LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
Wtf Happened To The Real People In The World?!?!?!
You know I wonder what happened to the real people of the world? Yeah as a species we are immediate gratification freaks, and we are fixated on having bigger, better, faster more. Or in the case of sites such as this we are looking for HOT HOT HOT.....all I have to say to this is WTF???? Yeah sure hot is great since we are visual creatures but what about integrity, values, morals and personal fortitude??? Hell our country is run by those considered geeks in high school or college in most cases so wake up Americans!!! Our country and our scientific individualism was founded on survival of the fittest. Well I hate to be the one to break it to you homosapiens but the fittest is not always the hottest....OMG did he just say that.....yes I did, and if you search your heart you will agree with me. Sure my views may make me unpopular but that is not why I was put on this Earth. I was put on this Earth to be point blank and period which sadly most of us do not have the courage (or balls as we
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Hello all I need some friends. I am a mother so of 4 beautiful children, I am single. Although I am not looking for a commitment, if your nice I may let you peek at my webcam and nasty pics if I ever get any up here.   Willow
It Is What It Is
My life is full of surprises every day i get up an head out the gate looking for new twist on life IEDS  i am the protector of the inocent and the protector of our military routes keeping them free of destruction life is short live it or just let it float by its your choice i chose my job in the military to you all can live your lives  to the fullest. I know that one day i might not make it back in the gate from a mission but you know what i will know that i did my job gave my life for others so they can live     " it is what it is" is my motto and "its the life we live" as my creed of the route clearance team give a shout out to a solider and never for get 9/11
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Someone's Been Using The N Word ....
Greetings Neighbors:   When I used that word, 'neighbors', I sincerely mean it.  We all are living here on the planet so , I always consider myself a neighbor, a fellow human being.  Simply put, I try to treat people with the respect I wish to receive.  I realize I can be an irritating lifeform, but, it is just better to live and let live.  Yet, what am I to think of someone who uses the word, 'nigga'?  As a person of African decent, I can claim that I am being victimize when that term is uttered.  I could get angry and immediately try to correct the person in hopes making that one understand how that word makes me feel.  Yet, wait a minute.  It's just a word.  Words can hit like fist when used in brutality.  Then again, words are only as strong as the value or power one puts behind them. I was sitting in a chat session thinking we were having a good time until one of the  users spewed out that accursed phrase and instantly angered a fellow brother in the room.  The two started
June 17, 2006...three Years Ago Today....
I lost my daddy and stepmom in a plane crash.  It was a tragic and sudden accident that left all who knew them heartbroken.  I miss them like crazy and no matter how much time passes, it will always hurt.  For those of you who read this blog entry, please read the wonderful poems in my stast, listed under the category dunno.  These are very important to me and will always make me feel closer to them.
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Holliwood's Salon Adventure
So today in preperation for leave, I decided to go to the Salon and have a few beautification things done. WOW! What an experience! First obviously being a Soldier, I needed a haircut. After the haircut I got a manicure! That wasn't too bad. She made my thumb cuticale bleed alittle and the middle finger on my left hand, but like I said not too painful. Then came the "FACIAL"! Started off enlightening! I was enjoying it actually, to the point to where I fell asleep. I was abruptly woken to the shear pain of a metal object scraping away at my nose. I couldn't tell what she was cutting me up with because I had some type of cloth covering my eyes and stuck to my temples. To my surprise I was not bleeding or cut at all! Intense pain that was shooting through my whole head! WOW! All that just for black-heads! To top it all off I had my back waxed! Compaired to the FACIAL that was cake! It was alittle uncomfortable but had to be done! Ladies! I give you props! You go through alot to stay sexy
I have been doin some thinkin.. and i know how people will set their settings so only friends can view their profile. whats the point in that? oh people randomly stalk me.. get over it, it happens its still easy to tune out, you can turn your shout box off, which is fine, or even better don't reply to the idiots. If someone is that determined, they will find a way anyways. blocking specific people would be the best remedy imo, but I don't make the rules and even that isn't full proof     i think some people think they are something special. I got news for you, you are nothing special, you are just some person who thinks they are hot shit.  big deal if you have 100000 fans or 100000 friends, or 1000000000 points, or can ge some schmuck to buy you random shit. doesn't impress me anymore, then the earwig that runs around with his pinchers open. I'm well aware that it's part of the game, but does that mean you have to be a numbnutz about it? In the end we are all people and hey you never
You Guys Rock
This is gonna be another random blog about a few subjects.First of all I want to welcome all the new members of Alissa's gentlemen's club.You guys are cool and I appreciate you being in my group.This group is all about boys.There are lots of girl groups and I think the guys deserve one to. I want the group to be able to band together when another member needs to level.I think that would be great to help each other out.If anyone is interested in joining message me or leave a comment on the blog.Also,I leveled to Prophet a few days ago and that was pretty cool.I did it in nine days that was sweet.Im about 14 million from Oracle.I've had alot of support and rates lately.Keep the love coming my friends.I return love the best I can.I have almost 5,000 friends so sometimes it is hard.Thanks everyone who really matters for being cool to me and being my friends.For the stupid ones well you know what you can do.
Good Morning
Well its going to be another glorious day in the sunny state of florida. High in mid 90s and a 30 % chance of rain.Iam hoping to meet up with some friends to drift the lower part of the Stienhatche river in a small raft can hardly wait to see how that works out.Visit my Super Store for great deals on a lots of outdoor items.
They Love Me ... Yaaaaaaaaay
Dear friends, fan and others perhaps new friends. Would you like a NSFW salute ? : 15000k and adding me as your friend. It will be a salute of my boobs.   Would you like a NON NSFW salute : 10000k and adding me as your friend. It would be a picture of my pretty face.Lol. PM me and tell me what you like.   MUAH
Im Sorry
I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extremely sorry for the mistakes I have made n appologize that I can't fix urs! Yes I'm sorry for ur pain, n the fact that I can't make it go away! But most of all I am sorry for being me and not telling you what you want to hear, n not saying everything is ok between you and me! I'm sorry that i can forgive u but not forget! I'm sorry that i can't be there for you now! I appologize for any hurt u feel i caused u! I am sorry i can't imagine how u must feel now! I appologize for not wanting to know! I am sorry that I can't say that I will be there for u now, bc of the decisions u made! I am s
Boredom Redefined
my friend had this in her blog and it says to pm the answers, but fuck it... maybe someone actually wants to know this shit.   Copy & Paste this into a Private Message to me w/your answers! :) 1.Your Full Name: Sin (yeah you're not gettin that one)2. Age:283. Single or Taken:taken4. Favorite Movie:that's not a fair question, ask anyone in my house "i love this show"5. Favorite Song:acid bath - scream of the butterfly6. Favorite Band:i don't has one7. Kinky or Clean:take a wild guess8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:five tattoos, three earrings and a belly ringHERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... (responses to Mistress of forbiden - who lives in the same house as me)1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?we do now2. What song reminds you of me?addicted to love3. Would you have my back in a fight?depends... do i have weapons?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?yep5. What is your favorite memory of us?the trip from pennsylvania to here6. Have we ever b
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The Beach
It was a beautiful day, I walked to the beach. No one was around so I decided to remove my cloths. I laid down on the warm sand. I could feel the heat from the sun on my body. I laid there with the warm water flowing around me and the sound of the rushing waves.  I felt a shadow standing over me, I looked up and you were standing there, so tall and strong. You bent down to me, touched my face, slowly put your lips on mine, kissing me so softly, working your lips down my neck, to my breast. It was so soft and amazing. I pulled you to me, our bodys were like one. I could feel your passion, and never wanted to let you go. I laid there with the warm sand, rushing water, and the heat from the sun , feeling fulfilled. You were gone.
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Copy & Paste this into a Private Message to me w/your answers! :)     1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?2. What song reminds you of me?3. Would you have my back in a fight?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?5. What is your favorite memory of us?6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?7.Would you do me?8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you drive across country with me?15. Do you think I'm attractive?16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what wou
1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?2. What song reminds you of me?3. Would you have my back in a fight?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?5. What is your favorite memory of us?6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?7.Would you do me?8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you drive across country with me?15. Do you think I'm attractive?16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?18. What is the best advice you can give me?19.Would you come over
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Speak softly there are words here. Anyway- *rubs eyes* so yeah- I've laid off my work for a while now, it wasnt' so much that I had writers block, but rather that I was afraid I had it. I tend to write in a very... organic? chaotic? fashion.The way my mind associates things and runs downstream makes planning and plotting rhyme in a poem nearly impossible, and conspiring a sensible storyline into being rather improbable. That being said, I'm working very hard to actually outline, take notes, make notes, and leave reminder cheater text for my new fledgling novel. I like it! ... the imagery isn't as firm as I would like, but I really don't have that much done.I've said that before about a WoW story I wrote and found myself with 25 pages in a very small font with very descriptive and emotive scenes. and I'm starting to remember why I need glasses... after 14 hours of this my eyes get really shriveled. Point is- I don't have writers block, and I'm not DEAD! but I do prefer to write poe
Did You Really Say That?
The words I wait to hear wispered sweetly in My ear.The words some give away like pennys left at the gas staion.but truely should be gaurded like gold in fort knox.In seconds My day turned wonderful.and filled with dreams of what could be.The amazing feeling i felt,when You first said You love Me.
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Getting Rid Of Dead Weight
The Rose
A rose that was slowly wilting away, Pedals that fluttered to the floor, The radiant ray slowly went astray, Anguish that penetrated to the core. Deprived from water to live, Slowly becoming nothing, Nothing left to give, The beautiful fragrance that once was pulsating, When the last thorn wilt, Suddenly something began to flourish, Things unknown begun to shift, Slowly the rose is nourish, The hand of a lover, A single red rose, Love to fully savor, By love it rose, Touched by this daily, Thorns become vibrant, You made me lovely, Ray can’t be silent, Without you I’m nothing, With you I’m everything, Depart from you I’m crying, With you I’m shining, I am the rose, You are the lover, You are my water, You are my life.
Through my veins flow words. I turn those words into poems and short stories. I did this one to mark a special occasion in my life. Two days ago I celebrated 21 months with the love of my life. He made the comment it was a nice stepping stone. That is the inspiration behind this poem about the jagged rocks and smooth pebbles of relationships. It's a little wordy. So I thank you in advance for reading it. But, in my opinion, it is my best work to date. Stepping StonesTwenty-one months ago our lives changed for the better.At least in my opinion, I assume you feel the same.There have been many rocks along the way.Some made us stumble, others we’ve leapt over without a thought.This is to commemorate those small pebbles.Pain:From day one we knew this wasn’t going to be easy.True love isn’t simply sunshine and rainbows.Turtles have a hard impenetrable shell.Butterflies start life as ugly worms.We hurt the other to protect ourselves.Failing to realize it does more harm
Life’s purpose to stay alive dims, Wanting to gash open my limbs, Growing, my loathe for happiness becomes, Emotions becomes cold and numb, Hostility for people intensify greatly, Keep knives hidden places discreetly, Losing control of myself altogether, In the end I won’t be the one to suffer, The ones who brought upon the pain, The ones who made me this way, Will receive what they deserve, They’ve sliced through the last nerve, To just walk up and gash open their throat, Now I will be the one to gloat, Gasping for breath while crawling on the dirt, Watching the fools with a smirk, To repay them of the scars they’ve sown, Make sure my hatred for them known, Hear the scream of horror from the next victims, Now they know what will soon be their symptoms, Block her into a dark corner, The yelp of a scream of horror, Couldn’t help but smile, Now they know that I’m vile, Run the blade across her cheek slowly, Hear the whimper of her voice lowly, Penetrat
Partay At My House! *dances*
So, moms partay is tomorrow and I'm excited! We're grilling up steak, chicken, hotdogs, hamburgers...I made potato salad gonna make the relish dish in the morning.... Picking up the keg tomorrow afternoon...good times *grin* I remember Majik commenting in one of my blogs around xmas....he stated that I would work through things...of course he stated it way more elequently then that ...but ya, that's what I got... He's right, I did, and much much MUCH stronger....all that "self reflection" "resenting my friends" shit ....well, I worked through it. Now, I'm throwing a kegger. NO, I'm not going to drink any of it! *sticks out tongue* ♥ PoStaL
Open Awakening
Life isn't always what it seems to be,A reason to live isn't always easy to see, Some don't see what other's go through, Would you like to trade them shoes? To go through someone's life to see for yourself, What do you see; is it pleasent or do you want help? Are you experiencing an unknown pain? When you thought all your problems were insane, Did you ever come to think someone else was hurting? Ever try looking in their eye's of understanding? How is it standing in the cold holding a sign? Before you were sitting in a warm home, To fight to get a mere slice of bread to eat, When you had a homemade plate but to picky to eat? Fight tears back wishing the voices would go away, Instead you cry because you didn't get your way, Life isn't the same for everyone, Have you ever sat down to comprehend someone else's life? You might realize how lucky you are in life, Never judge someone's life without understanding your own.
They Say.
Darkness engulfs me,No light to be seen,No sense of reason to be,Craving for death like a feign,You left with no notice,Taking my heart with you,My picture on life is out of focus, The words it will get easier becomes more untrue.Some say it was for the best,Some say it seems so cruel,I sit at the place you lay at rest,Anger rises inside me like a fuel.They say God has a reason for everything,That he don't place more on us than we can handle,Then why can't I bare this suffering?Why does tears flow down like water from a ladle?He was wanting a family,He was straighting his life up so fast,God who we cry upon faithly,Gripped all his dreams and shattered them in a grasp.All I know,and all I can say,this is the pain that has been sowed,If I can keep faith; save me a spot beside you for that day. ღ Dedicated to my brother. I miss you bubby. ღ  
Thoughts About My Life
I was reading a friend's blog earlier and find myself relating to it in ways I'd rather not.  I've looked back on my life and seen that there are so many things i wanted to accomplish and haven't at this point.  I'm 22 years old and when I see friends all around me graduating from college it makes me realize how badly I let my life slip through my fingers.  I hear from family members how I don't shape up whether it be physically, financially, emotionally or otherwise. Basically I've become a screw up in every way that counts to them.  Alot of people know that I fell off the track that I had set for my life when my mom passed away. At 16 I lost sight of what I wanted to accomplish and since then haven't worked really hard to get it back because I realize it never really meant anything to me. People I know with alot more heart to succeed and become something have failed so what made me think I ever could. I used to think I was smart and capable of anything, until life tore out my heart
Tired Of This
I'm so sick of asking day in and day out for just a little fu love it's like no one will do shit for me because i DON'T have nsfw's WTF do i need to repost them just for some love GOD what is wrong with people really come on if you seet one tit you've seen them all......I GIVE UP
  Good Morning to all. I will be away for a few days celebrating my 50th Birthday, I have family and friends coming from all over! Lot of last minute details for the party to take care of, and if you remember, have a drink for me about 12 midnight EST. Many thanks to all my family and friends here on Fubar, for all you have done and continue to do and I will see everyone soon.   Love, “Doc” George
Did I Ever?
Night's go by with tear soaked pillows, Wanting nothing more than to know why,Never experianced such a sorrow,I begged God answer me why you had to die. Doesn't he understand you were my protector?Doesn't he understand you kept me going? Doesn't he understand you were my only brother?Nothing I can do to stop these tears from flowing.You were straightening up your life,You told me you were ready to start a family,You've made it through so much strife,Then everything was ripped out of grasp suddenly.Did I ever tell you how much I love you?Did I ever once tell you how proud I was of you?Did I ever mention on how much I looked up to you?And did I ever mention how I would have given up if it wasn't for you?Down deep I know you're in a better place, I also know I'll never be able to hug you,That I'll never see your smile on your face,But all I want you to know bubby is that I'll always miss, and love you.   ღ Dedicated to my only brother who I lost on August 28th. 2008 from an enlarg
Caa #113
A dear friend of mine here in this great state, needs prayers for her daughter who might have cancer.  Please send angel prayers of love, hope, healing, strength and blessings for her and her family.   love,   Doc Kids On The Block..hahahahahahahahahahahah
ok....  i sold tickets to new kids... SHUTUP!....  lol...   oik ok ok...  funny ass story bout th@ 1....   call me....  ill tell u all bout it..  roflmfao!     RP
So Heartbroken.
People say he’s only in my headIt’s gonna take time, but I’ll forgetThey say I need to get on with my lifeWhat they don’t realizeIs when you’re dialing six numbers just to hang up the phone,Drivin' cross town just to see if he’s home,Wakin' a friend in the dead of night,Just to hear him say it’s gonna be alrightWhen you’re finding things to do not to fall asleepCause you know he’ll be there in your dreamsThat’s when he’s more than a memoryTook a match to everything he ever wrote,Watched his words go up in smoke.Tore all his pictures off the wall,That ain’t helpin’ me at allCause when you’re talking out loud and nobody’s there,You look like hell and you just don’t care,Drinkin’ more than you ever drank,Sinkin’ down lower than you ever sank,When you find yourself falling down upon your knees,Praying to God beggin’ Him please,That’s when he’s more than a memory.he&
Naughty Application
Naughty Application: Your Name: ________________________________________________ Age: ___________ Favorite position: _____________________________________________________________All and more;) Do you think I'm cute/ pretty/beautiful? ______________________________ Would you have sex with me? ___________ lights on or off? _______________ Would you have to be drunk? ______________________ Would you take a shower with me? _________________ Have you ever thought about having sex with me? ______________________ Would you leave after or stay the night? ________________________ Do you like cuddling afterwards? _________________________ Condom or skin? __________________ Have sex on the first date? ___________ Would you kiss me during sex? _____________ Do you think I would be good in bed? ______________________ Would you use me as a booty call? __________________________________ Can I use you as a booty call? _________________ Can we take pictures of the act? _____________
In Memory Of Longhorn And Mojo
This Goes Out To 2 Best Friends Any Person Could Ever Wish For You Guys Helped Me Through Alot And I Know It Was Time For The 2 Of You To Go. But I Know One Day We Will See Each Other Again But For Now You Guys Are In A Better Place Take Care And I Will Never Forget You.   Mike "Hurricane" McCurley RIP Mark "Mojo" Pensoneau 1966-2009   RIP Paul "Longhorn" Stevenson 1982-2009  
Trucking Across The Us!!
This goes out to all the Truckers who travel through out the US! I never really knew but had an idea of the rigerous rodes you all travel but never knew just how ruff it truely is on the open rode till a few days ago when i had to drive from North Carolina to California. All Truckers out there, you all have my upmost respects.  I deffinately don't know how you all do it when it comes to the damn mountains you all have to go through on a daily basis..  But i can say i have learned alot from you guys when it comes to driving through the deepest and tallest mountains.  How you may ask did i learn from you?  As i was driving through the mountains in a rental truck, i couldn't figure out why my vehicle kept wanting to try to over heat on me goin up the inclines of the mountains until i kept watching how you guys would just creep up the mountain. I would then try that n just let the truck creep up the steep incline of the mountain and she would be back to normal.  Thanks guys for showing m
You won't see me express emotion Tears running down my cheeks Just drops in your ocean Locked in a room Looking out the window And when I look at you, I look in through a keyhole You'll never find me anywhere you look A happy story in a closed book What's locked in me, is locked in you Looking through a keyhole
  TestRead this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right..  While at the funeral of her own mother, a woman met a man who she did not know. She thought he was 'amazing'. She believed him to be her dream partner so much that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister.Question: What was her motive for killing her sister?Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below..   Answer:She was hoping the guy would appear again at her sister's funeral. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath.This was a test developed by a famous American psychologist, used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly... If you didn't answer the question correctly, good for y
The Love Behind A Soldier
When the good Lord was creating military spouses, He was into His sixth day of overtime. An Angel appeared and said, "You're having a lot of trouble on this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you ever seen the regulations? It has to be completely independent, must be sponsored to get on base, have the qualities of both mother and father during deployments; Be a perfect hostess to four or 40, handle emergencies without military orders, cope with the flu and move around the world, have a kiss that cures anything from a child's torn valentine to a soldier's weary day, have the patience of a saint when waiting for the unit to return stateside, and have six pairs of soft hands." The Angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pair of hands? No way!" And the Lord answered, "Don't worry. We'll make other military spouses to help. Besides, it's not the hands that are causing the problem - it's the heart. It must swell with pride, sustain the ache of
i dont understand why i cant handle some truth ...when it comes to me and someone tells me somthing about my self i get defencive i hate it we all should able to learn  from  what people think about you it gives you a out look in  how you are seen in the world. i am not saying to  be all like oh my god  i must be like this. i am saying how can you be real if you dont even know what you reflect
Indian Thriller
Indian thriller... Wow this an interestng one. Youtube user Mike Sutton (Buffalax) added english subtitles (mondegreens*) to this seemingly familiar video. It is undoubtingly a rip off of Michael Jacksons Thriller. It is worth the watch.   As always, if you are interested in seeing MY videos feel free to add me. *Mondegreens  -  This is not the exact defenition however an example, Ever sing along to a song and replace the lyrics with what you think is being said? The subtitles in this video are what it sounds like he is saying in english. 99 red ballons anyone?   ~Brodie
Behind Every Soldier
There is a girl.She is always with him in heart & soul. She goes through everything that he goes through. She feels his pain… his sorrow… his joy… his longing… and his devotion. For every minute they are apart, her heart aches… but she smiles. She is a model to other girls. They watch her and wonder… how does she do it? She is the picture of everlasting love & fidelity to her Soldier.. His cause… and their country. She is his rock.. his support… his best friend… and his lover. Her job is the hardest & most painful thing she knows. It is also by far the most rewarding. Their relationship will weather storms… cross miles… and reach indscrible heights. Not because of who they are… but because of the love that they share. A love that is patient.. honest… true.. and kind. A love that transcends the distance. A love that is deeper than any ocean. A love that is more abundant than all the stars in the sky. A love that is perfect in all its flaws Behind every Soldier… there is a
Bended Knee
As I sit hereThinking of youMy mind wondersOf things to doYou have touch my lifeIn more than one wayYou bring happinessAnd joy every dayYour smile Touches my heartThe caring beganRight from the startYour eyes Can see my soulWanting your heartIs the real goalThe thoughOf your sweet kissIs somethingI don’t want to missI don’t have muchTo really offer youBut what I do haveThat is love that’s trueTo make you smileEach and every dayTo fill your life with loveCome what mayI think about youAll the timeDreaming of a chanceTo make you mineA life with youWould be a true dreamNothing is normalNot as it would seemI have been lookingFor a true soul mateBut life is shortI don’t want to be lateI never want to hideMy feelings for youKeep you safe and lovedEach day, brand newYour heart and loveI will always cherishTo always be by your sideTill one day we parishIf I were to goBefore youWait at the gates of heavenFor you I will doFor there is a connectionTo each our lifeOne has a
Veggies Yum
i quit eating meat a few months ago and i couldnt  feel any better when i ate meat  i felt like shit afterwords i have no idea why just  didnt like it. veggies bewere  you got a new  mad eater on your asses
God I Need Some Sex
some one talk dirty to me
I'm lazy. I want to tell all of my friends that I really do appreciate them all. I know I don't leave comments, rate, or do much of anything to you all, but seeing you online and leaving comments on MuMMs and blogs makes me  smile. I'm not really sure why that does, but maybe it's because you all still keep me on your list, lol. Anyway, I love you all!!!  
Me On Fu
The reason why I joined fubar was due to lack of parental control and a freakin' pedophile, my adult chat room on Yahoo went poof. What a 14 year old was doing in an adult chat room is beyond me, but so be it. So, I signed up here to chat, make friends, etc. For some it's a popularity contest, which if that's your thing, so be it. However, for me it's the quality, not the quantity of the folks that are on my list. Friends consist of those I chat, rate, comment, bomb, etc. with frequently. Fans are either folks bumped down from friends due to the fact they rarely/never stop by to say hi or those who's pics I enjoy. If you're on both, you're just special. LOL Though drama can be fun at times, it gets old fast and I just don't have the patience to deal with it, which brings up the point of this blog. An individual I considered a friend had a bad habit of either a) ignoring me when I stared a conversation with him or b) claimed to enjoy chatting with me and then would say all of 5 words
In a cubicle of self one is encased warped in recognition and erased Losing oneself simply put begins before the dirt  
A Dad Is A Special Man
It is said that women are the bearers of life, and while that may be true, in the truest essence of the universe, all things must be balanced, which means it takes two to create life.  It takes a man and a woman to create life.  A woman cannot do that alone.  After conception, we carry this life in our bodies for what seems like an eternity and bring it forth into the world with blood, sweat and tears.  We contribute one half of the genetic code to this most special of little lives and the other half comes from a man who we chose to share our most precious gift with.  Ourselves.  Our love.  Our lust.   Some children are born out of love and commitment, and some sadly, are not.  No matter what circumstances a child is born under they have both a mother and a father, if only biologically.  Most people take on the responsibility required to be the parent this child needs and deserves and some do not.  For the most part it is father's that get the bad rap if they choose not to "man-u
A Mother Speaks Of Death And Life And Thanks
(Written and told to me over the phone, while tears ran down my face, by my baby - Fae. A woman, a mother who has lost her baby boy, my friend, and always my own baby girl. 6-19-09)   Peace Surpasses Understanding Posted 10 hours ago - - HarperGibson06   It has taken me 10 weeks to face the page...a feeling and regiment that once lifted me has created more fear and sadness than I knew existed. I am literally shaking and squinting through the tears to follow the words on this screen but I want you all to know... I miss Harper terribly. I miss the routine. I miss the kiss. I miss the laughter and the joy. I miss the purpose and the drive he created in me. I miss my friends, my cancer families, and my doctors. I miss the feeling of fulfillment - Harper was my stimulation, mentally, emotionally, physically, faithfully...he allowed me to thrive on a smile and nothing more...I miss that. I am not less grateful, just different. The child and the story was my purpose.
Fubar Lies
u know i join this site to have fun and what did i get a broken heart i meet a wonem i fell in love with she was perfect for me we could talk for hours took us all night to say goodnit.i can rember all she said to me me i was happy in life. then fubar drama kings and queens beagain to tell lies he said she said bullshit. she belive there lies and now she gone and i am a shell a broken man i would do anything for her but now i am block cant get ahold of her because of lies. i am in so much pain knightwing is a man with a heart that now in so broken so much he dont want to live if u see this blog pass it plz maybe she will see and may see though the lies and know she my one true great love and i never love again.knightwing is just a a broken man name mike who dont know what happen to is life. if u read this my love i be here if u ever need me. u may not love me anymore u may be mad or hate me but thats ok cuz my love for u willnot break i prey to god he show u the truth and u fine your w
For Fun
So I have seen several of my friendsdo this similar blog..and it always ends up interesting. I would like to know more about many of the people I talk to on here. So here it is..I am asking you to each tell me one thing about yourself..but it has to be truthful. And in turn I will answer any question asked of me with 100% honesty       So....wanna play?
There Is A First Time For Everything
      They say there is a first for everything.  I guess you could say I got two of them out of the way in one day.  Being the "chicken" that I am, I have never had the courage to ask anyone out before.  Course they always seemed to come to me, so I never really had the need too. Well there is this girl that I have been talking to when I'd see her at her work, one of my favorite stores. Well I have been going in there a lot here lately, and have wanting to ask her out.  But when I get nervous, I start to shake.  So I have been putting it off.  Well I knew her birthday was coming up, just couldn’t remember when.  So I asked her again when it was and she told me, which is in a couple days.  So I was like well maybe I could take you out for dinner one night for your birthday.  And with out a second thought she was like, NOPE!    So I’ll admit I was upset.  But then she told me why.  She is going through custody battle for her kid right now, and isn’t going to do
Help Me:d
you all should blast me or happy hour me .. i will rtf widd pic rates... n u will b able to view my private pics:d muahz!!!:d
Great Not Talkative Tomorrow Either Lol Libra - June 20, 2009
Libra  -  June 20, 2009Although you may find it difficult to string two sentences together, let alone describe to someone exceedingly attractive just how you are feeling, you may be required to do just that anyway. The current celestial energy implies that a misunderstanding may have occurred that requires some discussion. You will have to do the best you can, as to ignore it would not be wise. Just do the best you can.
Alright cool!!!  I made it threw those six weeks of training and three weeks of OJT!!!  I'm now going to be going threw my 3rd cycle as a correctional officer.  It's a different world in there but it's actually kinda cool.  I know that your suppost to be somewhat scared of the place when the gates close behind you but it doesn't bother me, I'm more at ease when they close for some odd reason.  But anyways, I'm a CO II and in a few more months I'll be a CO III Damn, it's strange.  But anyways heres mostly whats been going on with me, well besides the divorce haha!!!  Talk to you later!!
As I Read Your Words Today....
So very happy was I from the second I saw your smile. Then you talked to me and the distance went to feet from miles. You are there and I am here, but your voice on the phone keeps us near. Feeling like a school kid again with butterfiles, As I have you on the phone with me my, how the time flys. You have all the right answers and say the right things, and we both agree we have what we want now to see what time brings. In just one brief moment of time, I thought i found my special one I was gonna make you mine. But fate always seems to see things different than me, Now I am wondering if you and me as in "us" will ever be. I kinda feel a small hole in my heart, I feel kinda of taken back really a bit torn apart. I never give in quite so easily, but making you happy was all i could see. Just some mean words from you were said to me, and now I feel worse than hurt I feel so empty. As I am sitting here tonight writing my feelings on here, You need to feel these words as
I'm Still Sick. (drama-free)
I don't know how many of you know, but I've been sick since October. Bronchitis, and pneumonia mostly, but pleurisy and emphysema have been discussed. I've had many blood tests, several x-rays of my lungs, been on 4 rounds of different antibiotics, and am now on corticosteroids, albuterol, and singulair to help me breathe. I have to call my doctor in a week if I'm still not better, and if I'm not, we start the next step - which he didn't tell me what it was - he just looked at me. I'm assuming it's either being admitted to the hospital for IV antibiotics, or oxygen treatment, or other lung stuffz, or all of the above. I've been so sick lately, it's taken all my energy to sit here more than a few minutes at at time. My breaths are about 1/10th of what they normally are. It takes a lot out of me to type and stuff, believe it or not. I'm sorry if I've ignored anyone, or forgotten to reply to anyone, and that's why I'm writing this. I'm gonna visit my son this weekend, and be bac
I cant wait till June 28th! thatas when my vacation starts and im gonna have some fun..
The Train
The train of heartach has come to the station making us climb abroad with dispear moving along the tracks of alone and coldness  gripping at are seat's we look around and all we see is  all the pain in are life play back  like a bad movie rerun just in color  making us dive in the river of lost tear's  fear sneaking up at us showing it's evil head it and we run from it but you know if you run and hide it away it will only make us cold and the people who have hurt you have won  the reason people hurt other people is simple this (they have been hurt and want everyone else to feel there pain so it makes them hide there own fears of hurt and then they move on to the next person until it is there turn to have it happen again to them it is very rude and childish to hurt others and why people  can't just come out forward and tell how they really feel instead of hidding it away and coping out taking the easy way out of what goes could have been this what goes threw are minds when we reach the
Love This Comeback !!!!!
  One of my sons serves  in the military. He is still stateside, here in  California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms,  but so that others may have them also.  But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha.  
The Why's
Why do I feel so alone even when people are around me,Why does it half to hurt when love fails and we feel like we have crashed and burnned.Why do we give so much only to have it taken and not returnned,Why do we live when  all we want sometime is to die.Why me,Why not someone else.What did i do  to ask for this pain and heartach,So many whys and little bit answered this is life this is what makes us human this is to show we have a heart and this is how we learn .I find there is always going to be good times and bad times it shows us that nothing on earth is prefect but one thing is so simple we are all learning together side by side gather around and hold your head up high  and (Know this I am with you and so is GOD .)
Wall's Of Love
Betrayed lost and alone my heart stabbed with a rusty blade that has dulled edged only to have it ripped from my chest and tossed about like a rag doll,and laughed at enchoed in my ears ashamed to love with compassion and wondering if love is for real or if it is a game most play with instead of a feeling.Most just use it to get what they wantnot caring who they hurt making use feel powerless to them making us ask are selves ( Do they know what love is ?)(Did they even love me ?) Most of us have felt it only few give up on the love quest leaving a cold and empty feeling in are hearts where once a warm feeling was there,Only time will tell if are loved ones will be there the people that could have hurt you could be a Bf/Gf,Wife/Husband,Family,Childern this is what I know the pain and disapear of reaching out only to find no one there .But to me I have found one man that is always there even tho I may not see him I know in my heart he is right there and will not hold me under but will he
Adding People
so this is my first blog and i figured i woudl try to figure out why people add others but never talk to them after the add i just don't get it.. i mean i ry to keep in touch with all the people on my friends list but damn anyways first blog figured i woudl see what happens
6-19-2009 Iii
Oh, by the way.... It DID come to my attention why I singled out a specific "religious" sect in my musings.....Hmmmm....won't go into the details of it, too many to cover here, but the religion that I pile drove into the mud, was the basis for Hitler's SS in WWII.....And they took it even further than that, but it was the "cornerstone" of that organization. I'm not splitting hairs, but I have a big problem with these three things, because they helped get the ball rolling for WWII. One- Fascists, Two- the SS, Three- The occult.  So, you'll forgive me if I DO NOT care if I step on someone's toes about this. For those that will argue with me about this, let me step on your toes a bit harder and harder, until you decide to shut your fucking mouth.
Fuck Love
The Bitch Blog!!
sorry its come to this,but yes this is my bitch blog!!i have over 150 friends on my list and 90% of them i never hear from so yes im going 2 clean it out.i rate friends all day and never even get a thankyou,shit im lucky if i even get 10 rates in a day,at this rate ill be lucky if i make godfather by next december lol anyways im just writing this blog cause i wanna know who are my true friends in here!if you still wanna be friends then answer this blog otherwise your being deleted and from now on im not accepting bs fake ppl on my list anymore!aside from that have an awesome weekend:D
Vip For Me And You'll Get....
Hey guys, I'm really trying to get VIP.  I've been on fubar since January and have had nothing bought for me except for bling. If you are the kind soul and decide to VIP me, you will recieve all of the following (and maybe more): *Rate ALL.  Includes pics, stash, and whatever else. *Shitfaced 24/7 *VIP only gifts *Pimpouts in bully/blog/status randomly for however long VIP lasts *Ticker *YIM *Personalized salute *Poem or song dedicated to you *Rate 2 members of your family *NAME YOUR OWN CONDITION* (has to be agreed on!) *Cookies   **If VIP is bought along with bling pack/11's/cherry bomb - YOU WILL BE SPOILED.    Special things given out for anything BOUGHT for fu.  Please help a poor sick girl out. You will be loved forever!!   -Bella-
6-19-2009 Continued
Ok...and while we're touching base about shit in general, let's touch on something else. Something else I mentioned in my "about me" section. About making this country possible for a person to go out and act like a jerk or harlot, if they want to do that. I DID it, and you cannot judge me in ANY form. You want freedom of speech? I bled for it. You want the right to do this or that? I killed for it. You want the freedom of religion? Only God knows what I did to secure that for you.  Oh you Crunch and Munch fanaticals can get over yourselves. I did a job. Did what I had to do to secure YOUR freedom. You want to go out and fuck every living thing around you? Go ahead. I bought you that freedom with sweat and pain.  So, go ahead and think I'm a moronic jerk. Maybe I'll sleep better at night, knowing you hate me. At least, it's the first honest feeling you've had in a long, long time.
Ok...let's get one thing out in the open. First off, I know people read my "about me" section. And it pisses them off. Some have told me I SHOULD care, but I don't. Why? Because, if I changed myself to "fit in" with all the other idiots of this world, and not show my true colors, would YOU respect me? Let me answer that for you....NO. You fucking wouldn't. Let's face it. I'm a dinosaur. I don't care. If I hurt someone's feelings about tattoos, religion, etc- so what? Those are my viewpoints. Period. Over and done with. Yes, I am former military. So, there's most of your answer there. I am honest, dependable, a hard worker, EMPLOYED, and have a deep devotion to God. BUT, you push me- and God is the only one that can help you. I was honest in my "about me" section. Get over it, you ignoramic morons.
Is it immature to delete someone you thought was a close friend if they didn't tell you happy birthday? And yes I know this person was on, they were all over my bartab all day in blogs and mumms...
I got a text from a friend and this topic was on CNN Now as well. It was a forwarded text with a number to call for marijuan reform, if they get enough people to support this(a million needed) there will be a proposed bill to be put in front of the house for a vote and all the way to the president, with the economy the way it is this bill would be huge and hell marijuana will be legal. So here is the number to call and show your support for this effort. 973-409-3274 Press pound for yes.
Ask A Whore....master.
I stole this idea from the beautiful Witchie and Broken Angel, they said I could...           Most of you know that I am a smart ass.               Ask me a question (that's answerable) I'll give you an honest answer, or my personal honest opinion. No matter how brutal.               Go.
Where Are The Mumm's
Remember when Mothers day was getting close? Hell, Remember when it was still 2-3 weeks away? There was a fucking deluge of MUMM's. Second class citizens again.
Pimpin' On Fubar
This takes the cake. I objected to the level title of "Pimp" when my account was at that level bcause I'm not a pimp, and I don't find anything honorable about being a pimp.  Pimps are sexual predators, their victims are the ladies they exploit in their "stable" and in no way do I want to be associated with the term either in the walking world or online. Having said that, there is now a new "feature" on Fubar known as the Pimp Hand. This allows any Fubar member willing to spend the bling credits to have the ability to shut down any other member at will.  So in essence they've handed over admin-like powers to anyone willing to spend real money on the site. Fuck that.
Too Much Time?
How $ex Starts
how sex starts... Now this is friggin funny...true..but funny!!! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ..a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a f--k. So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution dear friendhow many times your solution was correct??mine was 99% and yes its always depends on the teachercuz if u like the teacher u gonna do the homework, if not the F is waiting lol------------------W.B: FM
Women And Roses
some men think roses is a silly thingsome think its a women thingand most of them kinda hate rosesbut why??roses are very softvery nice to start the day withsmell soo nicefeel so soft and nicehave all different colors and shapesall kind of sizesthey also rest at night and close at them selvesthey also have thornes to protect them selvesits amazing the resemblense between roses and womenall above would be the same if i am describing a ladyand what kind of man on earth doesnt like ladies[sorry fags no pun intended]so yes my friends i love roses--------------------------------W.B: FM
July 8th
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I Am Selling Puppies!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written By Wolfofdeathvalley Ty So Much Sweetie!
You are a bodacious vixen with beauty and class. Just an gorgeous angel. You are overall combination of loving emotions desire passion romace consideration a dash of technique charm manners unselfishness and other great qualities.. You are grace sweet gorgeous. Beauty and my inspiration you are my masterpiece. you are classy and a classic forever you are special to me always and forever.... Your body is phenomenal your hot like it's tropical i love your smile and i could get lost in your gate way to heaven that is your eyes. you truly look amazing from head to toe. Absoulutely astounding sexy. You make me smile when i see you. I hope this poem makes your Day
Bid On Me Damnit!
Ummmm Unsure
Okay lately i have been dealing with things due to my own stupidity. I am working on fixing it or least trying to anyways. The one person i would think that is on my side i guess is not. Lately i have been getting nothing but fucking attitude from him and i cant figure out why. It really hurts me but i guess there is nothing i say or do will change that. I love this person more then the world. this person is my world my everything and i feel like i pushed him to far and now there is nothing i can do.
Well Gavin choose to come in about a month early and ta daaaaa here he is via emergency c-section.  He was born @ 3:44 today and wieghed @ a whopping 3 pounds 5.9 oz. Rather small but so far he is doing great. O2 is good so he is breating on his own. He has pooped already ( yay ) and is holding his own heat. I am uploading pics in a few min and of course expect more once things calm down. ( yes we are g33ks and brought laptops to the hospitol ) .   Mom is doing well...rather tired and sleeping soundly and im starved....   Update day 1. He is holding his wieght and heat well...still haveing a little trouble holding down food but thats expected when your a month early ( my 2nd daughter by my first wife was born @ 1 pound 9 oz and was fact 17 and pregnant ) we dont have any clue when he will be able to come home but they estimate about a month. Good news is we are about 5 min away from the hospitol so its nothing for us to get here...   that is all for now...   Update d
what a waste!   ·  friend Pedro El Loco got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of  Ziggy St...!     he's not even online...
London So Far
The flight down from Glasgow was ok, I was rather annoyed as I got a BA American Express credit card and on the phone the Amex people reassured me TWICE that this British Airways Amex gets you access to their executive lounges and I asked my mate who works at BA when I got the airport and she told me it didn't give you access, MANY people had been duped by that sales technique. Shame on Amex for lying to people, anyway flight was fine. The downside of the flight was I was feeling horrid. I had a spiked fever and my throat hurt. I was convinced I had swine flu. You see, I had been in Dunoon and Shawlands over the weekend and both places have been hot spots of swine flu, so in my head I was about to die. The thought of going to the NHS and saying "I have a fever and sore throat and by the way I have just travelled through Los Angeles, Hong Kong, New Zealand, Dunoon and Shawlands over the past six weeks" I would be strapped to a bed and quarantined like a Guantanamo Bay prisoner. So, ins
Bottoms Up
hittin til my minds gellin
July 19th
Ok i am posting shows in ny, philly, mo, maine, and mass for my friends in those areas who want to find good shows...if you go to this one let me know cause I WILL BE THERE     SUNDAY JULY 19TH CLUB EUROPA 8PM BROOKLYN, NY 20 DOLLARS 18+ SHOW Anti Nowhere League / Duane Peters / Cobra Skulls / Ashers (Mark from The Unseen) / Stigma (Vinnie Stigma of Agnostic Front) / Jakked Rabbits   < buy tickets here and yes I WILL BE AT THIS FOOKIN SHOW
And So It Begins... Again
I went back to my plastic surgeon today.  He agreed that my skin had healed enough to resume attempts to do tissue expansion on my left breast.  Following that, his nurse did a session of expansion, so now I'm sore as heck as an extra 90cc's of saline was added to push out my pectoral muscle and skin. The most unfortunate thing is that since it's now been nearly 4 months since my mastectomy, I now have feeling in the area of the breast where they have to put the needle into the tissue expander port.  So... OUCH!!!!  Next week I definitely will be taking painkillers before I go in. But all in all, I'm glad to have the process going again.  If my skin / muscle turn out not to respond well after the radiation, they will need to take a graft of skin & fat from my back to use as the breast skin, with an implant behind it.  *crosses my fingers that won't have to happen*
Chapter 3
They were just beginning to build it in winter 1994. By April 1995 it was open and going strong. For a long while I worked as a cashier, then I went on the line. Soon I knew how to run the place, so they offered me a Shift manager position. See where being a manager in high school kicked in? I was with that job for a little over four years! To date that is the longest I ever held a job. By spring 1999 I was fed up with the gossip and it got the best of me. I was accused by a 16 yrs old of calling her a whore and all kinds of other things. I would've had no room to speak if I had said such a thing. But my options were to either apologize to her or to be fired. I tried to apologize to her and to talk to her. But, she kept walking away from me, therefore making it impossible. I gave up and gave in. I quit. I went and applied at several places after that. But took a job at the Circle k in Bartow, FL. This became a pattern for my work for the next 12 years. In that time I held several jobs,
♦HAPPINESS keeps you SWEET♦♥TRIALS keep You STRONG ♥♦SORROWS keep You HUMAN♦♥ FAILURES keep You HUMBLE ♥♦SUCCESS keeps You GLOWING♦♥ But only GOD keeps You GOING ♥
Chapter 2
Only four months later another huge shock. One of Mychelle and my peers was killed in a horrific drunk driving accident. Shane Langston left an amazing story in the wake of his death. The night before his Senior Prom May 2, 1993, at around 6:30 or 7, Shane and a few of his friends had been drinking. They were headed into town on Mount Pisgah Road when Shane took one of the curves too sharply. Shane’s Jeep rolled crushing his head under the roll bars. Only seconds after another of his classmates came upon the accident, Michael Pollard. This was a shock to all of Florida. For only being a Senior in high school Shane had made his mark. He was a star on the football team, baseball team, and all around handsome and well liked. His funeral brought others from all over the state to Fort Meade, FL. People were excused from school without excuses. This tragedy made a mark. After that and until this day the Prom Promise has been a major player in Fort Meade Jr-Sr High Schools. After anothe
Saturday, January 20, 2007 6:35:28 PM Many people may call me a "bitch," but none of them know me. They always judge without knowing my story. If only more people were like me I'd be better understood. The fact of the matter is that I am the way I am because of how others have treated me in my life. It all started with my family, well for most people it starts with their family. My Dad apparently never thought about anyone but himself. He and my Mother married and filed for divorce, then found out they were pregnant with me. Now, a smart person would see that if they couldn't make a go of it then that I wasn't going to help. Children only complicate things, guess their parents never told either of them. Hell, the two of them couldn't even decide on a name for me, they thought; "Oh well, we'll just call the baby Michael and if it's a girl we decide on something then." Guess what, I'M A GIRL! Then of course, things were further complicated by my Fathers' drinking and drugs. I don't know
Fathers Day 2009
  Oh the joy of Fatherhood, it changes ones perspective on many things all at once! Yet, this is not about me, but about my father. My dad was in the military, army to be exact. He was not a perfect dad, for I have found out later in life that there is no such thing. I spent a lot of my younger years being mad at my dad, because of things I couldn’t do “because he said so” or things that I didn’t get to have. But I loved him like child would. It didn’t upset me until later years that he and mom didn’t attend my football, basketball, baseball or bowling games and banquets or band stuff, but they loved me, I knew that, Dad was too busy all the time, army, American Legion, 40 & 8. Yet my teen years must have been the hardest on him, for as I also found out later, we were so damned much alike. I was rebellious, coming at the end of the hippie generation in my teen years, anti-establishment, and since dad was army that meant him too.   I grew up and ha
Chapter 1
It was June 1990, Dad came up to Pennsylvania to help us move to Florida. His friend had built a duplex, and in hopes of moving us to Florida they had built one unit larger than the other. We loaded up the Uhaul and Grandpaps car (Mom's had been wrecked and totaled the week before) and we moved to Florida. Leaving behind the only life we'd ever known was hard. I didn't really want to go and in the end I have several times regretted leaving PA. But, once Dad packed our stuff in the Uhaul there was no turning back. Over Thirteen hundred miles and a lot of misery, later we arrived. We were instantly disappointed. The only other kids around were kids we didn't fit in with. There were the landlords two girls, but they had their friends and their interests were so different from ours. There were two other girls in the neighborhood, one was older and a junior, and there was another she was a lot younger. The older, Abigail, was extremely snobbish. She had braces and was, at the time at least,
Goodbye Fubar. Hello Africa.
Well the time is getting closer now and honestly I have a lot to say to everyone. I want you all to know that it has been great and I care about a lot of you though I never speak it or show it. I'm not going to lie to you where I am going I may not return. It happens I know what I signed up for and I am proud to have to chance to fight for our country. I'm not very good at saying goodbye to anyone never really have been. But I want you all to know should I not make it back from Africa that chances are you won't be informed. I don't want to put that shit on anyone and honestly I'm just one of many who are fighting in this war. Peace and blessings to you all and if you happen to want me to call you send your number to my Yim. I don't know for sure if we will have coms but if we do I'll try my best to talk to you guys. Anyhow I don't want any of that sad facey bull shit goodbye crap happening. It's not me. Smile as you say goodbye and all that jazz cause I won't lie part of me wants this.
Life changes when you least expect it. Not sure why or how it just does, and sometimes it's a good thing and sometimes it's a bad thing. Either way we as humans always find a way to handle the unexpected. Somethings in my own life has taken a mental toll on me.  Without going into details that past two and half years have really drained me mentally. For those that know me, knows exactly what i am talking about here.  So in reality i feel that life has taken me to a place where things are kind of  shattered.  meaning that i don't know when i'll stop hurting inside from all the Life's unexpected tragedies that got me here. To top it all off not only have i not had anyone in my life for the past seven years. But now all of a sudden i have not One but Four that think i am the one for them.  But only one of them well maybe two of them has made a move to find out if what they are feeling for me is GENUINE.  NOW WTF, when is my life going to be complete again hum hum hum!!!!! Life changes
Am I That Bad Looking
I must be according to this woman.. alanie24 rated your photo a '2'!
Am I The Only One
Days have passedAnd still no sign of usNot a hint of what used to beWhen you lived in that part of meNow we're sitting here all aloneCould this be that it was all a lieAnd we're afraid to say good-byeAm I the only oneWho sees what we've becomeI see no sense in going onOr asking what went wrongWe sit and stare at what could beWe both just grew apart you seeIt's strange to knowThere's truth in what I sayBaby, I know you feel the sameAnd the truth isNo one's to blameTwo lonely dreamersPlaying by the rulesAll we thougth ofWas me and youNow we're facedWith a simple truthI'd love to say that this is all a lieBut that just means I'm scared to say good-bye
Skies above fill with cloudsthe air turning coldas a sharp wind springs upstealing away my breathanother storm approachingSnow falling softlymingling with silent tearssliding down my cheeksskin becoming chillmatching the barren landscapeThe wind increasing her furythreatening to blow me awaypushing toward some distant goalfighting to keep uprightStumbling onheedless of my tracksknowing they will soon fillerasing my existenceuntil finally collapsingexhausted, unable to go onso I sit                             frozen                                                waitingwondering if I'll ever find shelter
All I Have To Say Is...
Big Lots is, hands down, the cheapest place EVER for apartment stuff. Seriously. I think I'm gonna orgasm over the amount of money I saved on stuff today. 
I Am Calling You All Out!
Next weekend Houston has it's annual GAY PRIDE FESTIVAL/ PARADE. Sure it's a huge party, but it is also a chance for people WHO REALLY DO BELIEVE THAT HUMAN BEINGS SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO LOVE WHO THEY WANT TO LOVE and not treated like outsiders, aliens and/or folks who should be denied rights that apply to the 'standard' TO COME TOGETHER AND SHOW THEIR SUPPORT!! I don't care if you are straight. I don't care if you are gay. I don't care if you are ambisexual. I do care that you have no shame in support a section of humanity that is under constant socio-political pressure purely because they happen to love someone who is not of the opposite gender!! IF YOU TALK THE TALK THEN GET YOUR ASS TO THIS EVENT AND WALK THE WALK!!  SHOW UP AT THE PARADE ON NEXT SATURDAY JUNE 27TH!! It is from 11 am to 7 pm. It's fucking FREE!! Park in the neighborhoods - not the businesses on Westhiemer!! For directions and more details, please visit And to all of you who think none
New Poem
Hidden Desire Longing and trembling Under moon's full glow Seems an eternity Til touch comes this way Only moments away Need fills this soul Marked by a bite Eternal this moment becomes
Puppet Master
Fascinated are these eyes By such a sweet yet weak display of powerAm I to fear this tyrant...Or these sheep that walk so willingly behind your shadow.Laughing as I open these eyes of mine...That those who so quickly protect their king... show much more strength and powerthan the one who holds them by the string.The question will always remainWhen all your buttons are stripped awayWill you be victimize..... or will you ascend from your own little games?    Better a patient man than a warrior,        a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city. Proverbs 16:32   ** anyone can pull a trigger..takes alot more strength to swallow your pride and recognize defeat.   The sad part of gaining recognition through a button...  at the end of the day.. you're as useful as a light switch.
I just bought Bjork.. Barenaked Ladies.. Phish.. Less Than Jake.. Cd's from the Dollar Tree.  It actually saddened me to think how bad the record industries doing when companies are sending it to an everything is a dollar store.  Great deal for us.  Terrible for them.  It's about time. Haha. Usually they have the lame tribute Cds, and party mix's there, but I can't wait til certain DVDs are there too.. I've found some classic b&w horrors for 2/1.00.  I love that damn store.  Lately I've noticed alot more name brand items.  If $tree can make a profit off of being that CHEAP, you'd think the original company would get a clue, and stop inflation.  I get my soy milk there, sugar free energy drinks, scallops (REAL SCALLOPS), the one closest to my house has freezers. Oh, and I got some nifty glass beer mugs, and martini glasses from there today too.. hahaha.  Momma would be proud.Here's to being Cheap! Cheers.  Plus I'm so happy about the Cds, I've been slowly rebuilding my CD collection af
Bitch Slap ???
·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Profile comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: MuMM comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Photo comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Rating blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  Angel ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ just checked you out! wow ,talk about bullshit  :P:P plehhhh     look at what this bitche's status says      (Want me toPimpHand someone? Bling me a 1 credit)   this is bullshit for the fact of getting banned from doing almost everything on here for 30 minutes .this must be one of the new things babyj was talking about doing to the mumms :P:p i am sure if af
Im looking for someone to have fun and love
Friends Or Points
ok so im fairly new here lol! im lokin around checkin people sayin hi reading there profiles and so on.the weird thing is ... is everyone here to make true friends/maybe love onday or is people here for just the points.i my self here for friends and what becomes of it happens:) others i read there pages and its rate bling fan me i rate back.hmm those are for points i guess ive said hi in the nicest of ways done what they have asked in there profiles.and i stil see rate me ,and so on lol. i dun understand it! i know ive met a couple of really good peeps and thank u for that:) just very confused about the other friends or points?whats it goin to be.
DEATHDeath is something we try not to think about, but is there from the startfrom the time we first open our eyes, we are on that road to departSome people live there lives and try to make a mark, and some just try to surviveno matter what you do, you’ll never make it out aliveDeath, it's the great equalizer of menit doesn't matter how rich you are, who you know, or where you've beenwhen the angel of death knocks on your dooryou can't hide and you can't ignoreSome people believe that death is a passing to a new lifethat when you close your eyes for the last time, you just look for the lightthere are those that think that there is no journey to startthat when you close your eyes for the last time, there is nothing but darkThe meaning of life is deathit's the one and only thing everyone will do from their first to their last breathforget all the gray in-betweenforget about taxes, learning, loving, forget about everythingYou can't take anything with you and you don’t really l
New To The Fu
Expanding my friends list is gonna be a challenge. Live locally? add me. I usually throw get togethers at the local pubs round my sh*thole of a town.
The Way Of The Bayou
June 18, 2009, 8:18 pm The Way of the Bayou By Dan Baum Lori Waselchuk for The New York Times Members of the Jazz Vipers play in the Spotted Cat nightclub on Frenchman Street in New Orleans. Five weeks after Hurricane Katrina, I was wandering around the ruins of New Orleans as a writer for The New Yorker when I heard some really dreadful news. The city was just starting to show signs of life. A few restaurants had opened, albeit with very limited menus — burgers, red beans and rice — served on plastic plates. For those of us who’d stayed through the crisis, these small miracles were our first taste of cooked food in a month. More important, though, was the symbolism. Live music was returning; Coco Robicheaux sang at Molly’s, and three members of the Jazz Vipers played at Angeli. For the first time since the disaster, it was possible to see a future for New Orleans. And then a bombshell: All of the city’s real estate records had been in the
Drawing," The Child In Me"
  just drawing! myles  version of NEMO". lol
Your Default Photo... Is Fake!!
I honestly do not know how anyone else feels about this so I am ONLY speaking for how I feel about this (which is absolutely disgusts me) .... But if you have decided that you are going to create a Fubar profile, post a default photo that is some hot dude that you don't even know the first name of, and that default photo is the ONLY picture on your entire profile, you have no Salute and nothing else on your profile that says "the default picture isnt me" then IMHO you are lying. There are no ifs, ands or buts about it. And to actually sit there and try to defend misrepresenting yourself with some bullsh*t explanation about how your looks dont matter, you are the person you have represented yourself as in chat? Give me a mfkn break dude!! If you are misrepresenting yourself on any level, you really have NO ARGUMENT to defend yourself. There is really no way to tell what you are lying about and what you aren't. Period.  
The Joy Of Less--happy Days Blog
The Joy of Less By Pico Iyer “The beat of my heart has grown deeper, more active, and yet more peaceful, and it is as if I were all the time storing up inner riches…My [life] is one long sequence of inner miracles.” The young Dutchwoman Etty Hillesum wrote that in a Nazi transit camp in 1943, on her way to her death at Auschwitz two months later. Towards the end of his life, Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote, “All I have seen teaches me to trust the creator for all I have not seen,” though by then he had already lost his father when he was 7, his first wife when she was 20 and his first son, aged 5. In Japan, the late 18th-century poet Issa is celebrated for his delighted, almost child-like celebrations of the natural world. Issa saw four children die in infancy, his wife die in childbirth, and his own body partially paralyzed. In the corporate world, I always knew there was some higher position I could attain, which meant that, like Zeno’s arro
Deep Survival: Anne Frank's Extraordinary Act Of Survival
Anne’s  Great Act How a young girl hiding in an attic, writing in her journal, transcended what it means to survive.Text by Contributing Editor Laurence Gonzales, author of the books Everyday Survival and Deep Survival; Illustration by Marc YankusIf she had lived, Anne Frank would have turned 80 this June. Hers was an extraordinary act of survival, in which the process of living was far more important than the outcome. Her Diary of a Young Girl, published after her death, reminds us that in some cases survival is not simply a matter of how long you live, but how well you live. Frank’s birthday is a good time to contemplate what it means, really, to survive. The word is derived from the Latin supervivere, a combination of super (over) and vivere (to live). While the common translation of supervivere is “to outlive,” Frank’s diary suggests that supervivere means something infinitely richer. Her story describes survival as an act of grace under pressure&md
The Illusion Of Distance.
In the world of Concrete and Steel, people equate things with how close or how far things are and establish importance to things by a sliding rule. Of course this all depends on the person and their views of what's important or what is trivial. There is an old adage of Never letting one's reach exceed their grasp, but how does one know the distance of one's reach and the strength of one's grasp. Phrases like "S(he)'s out of your league.", "I wouldn't touch that with a ten foot pole", "They are worlds apart", "They are from two different sides of the tracks." and "He's in his own world." all have to do with the implication of distance or of the isolation of distance. When a person decides on these implications and isolations, they establish distances for themselves and others that interract with them. The main thing that dictates distance with us is the mind and how we sense things in our world. Take for example the ten feet of that aforementioned pole. I am not the fastest guy around
My Nsfw Pics
ALL ARE OPEN...but not for long.   Please rate AND comment them. Help me level by rating at least some of my non NSFW pics.   Hope I dont make you feel sick LMAO. What ever.   MUAH    
The Mystery Lover Appears
she sits at her vanity table getting ready for bed the door opens and she whirls from the mirror unable to restrain the startled gasp as a masked man enters her room. he says "do as i tell you and you will enjoy it emensly, do not fight me just enjoy the sensations and  sucumb to your desires." he walks up behind her and cups her arms at the elbows lifting her off the dressor stool he draws her toward a long mirror where he positions himself behind her as she is facin her reflection. she does not fight him her excitment and overwhelming curiosity drive her to obey. he reaches up in front of her and cups her well endowed breasts, the palm of his hand rubbing her nipples till they harden under her silk gown. he rips the gown away from her exposing her shoulders and baring her breasts catching them in his hands as the fall free. then his hands push the gown further sliding it to her waist she gasps one soft protest as she stands fully naked before him vulnerable to him , one long finger
Nestle Recalls Toll House Cookie Dough Products
NEW YORK — Nestle USA on Friday voluntarily recalled its Toll House refrigerated cookie dough products after a number of illnesses were reported by those who ate the dough raw. The company said the Food and Drug Administration and the Centers for Disease Control are investigating reported E. coli illnesses that might be related eating the dough. In a statement, the FDA said there have been 66 reports of illness across 28 states since March. About 25 people have been hospitalized, but no one has died. E. coli is a potentially deadly bacterium that can cause bloody diarrhea, dehydration and, in the most severe cases, kidney failure. The FDA advised consumers to throw away any Nestle Toll House cookie dough products in their homes and asked retailers, restaurateurs and other foodservice operations not to sell or serve any of the products. "This has been a very quickly moving situation," Nestle spokeswoman Roz O'Hearn said, adding the company took action within 24 hours of learni
While I have been away a lot has happened.  I have moved and am now working. My daughter turned 18 and has decided to live with her Uncle.  I am waiting for her to Graduate from High School. My son turned 16 and is looking at driving soon.  He is enjoying his summer at the pool swimming and training for this seasons meets. Things with me have been going OK.  For the ones that I have been in touch with, I thank you for being here for me and supporting me in this time when I have needed you. If anybody needs to get a hold of you please contact my number one family member and he will try to let you know what is happeing with me.  I speak with him almost every day. I am wishing that you all have a wonderful rest of the summer and please stay safe.  Please take care of yourselves and of the families. God Bless! Tia!
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Lounges Treating People Unfairly
I believe that lounges should not be able to tell you that you can not be in their lounge because of your name.  If they have members that do not know how to act like adults then those people should be kicked out.  I was punished because of others that act like children.  If they act like children then treat them like chidren.  That is what the silence, ban, and eject buttons are for.  I feel this infringes on my freedom.
 The Dream     Last night I dreamed I was an eagle soaring through the sky My wings being warmed by the sun I stopped on a mountain top to look for my Love
Divorce Vs Murder -- Priceless
 A respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, 'I would like to buy some cyanide.'  The pharmacist asked, 'Why in the world do you need cyanide?'  The lady replied, 'I need it to poison my husband.'  The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, 'Lord have mercy!  I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband.  That's against the Law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All Kinds of bad things will happen.  Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!'  The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife.  The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, 'Well now, that's Different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription.'
Boyd Rice - Mr. Intolerance
I'm not a tolerant personIn fact I get more intolerant by the dayI just find it more and more difficult to tolerate assholesAs my tolerance decreases, their numbers seem to increaseEvery day there's more and more of themAnd every day I have less and less patienceI'm not a mere bigotBut I certainly don't cut any slack to anyone on the merit of their status as an oppressed minorityYour people were enslaved? Tough luckThe white man stole your land? Too fuckin' badYour fair sex is plagued by date rape? Grin and bear itThese days everyone has a sob story, and frankly, I don't careIt's no excuse for being an assholeWe live in the age of the excuseWe live in the age of the assholeThey're everywhereThey come in all shapes, all sizes, all colorsThere are black assholes, white assholes, women assholes, men assholes, queer assholes, straight assholes, smart assholes, stupid assholes, suburban assholes, inner-city assholes, homeless assholes, upwardly-mobile assholes, lazy assholes, incompetent as
Random Thoughts Of You
Alone in a roomIts just me and youI feel so lostcause I dont know what to doNow what if choose the wrong thing to doIm so afraid, afraid of disappointing you
Ensign: No Lawyer Joke
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS                                                              19 June 2009 Today to be a “devil’s advocate” is to take the side in a debate that looks for what’s wrong in a proposal or what’s flawed in someone’s reasoning.  Normally, this is part of a useful give and take of ideas that allows many people, each with a different viewpoint or a different approach to the same viewpoint, to decide whether taking or not taking a particular course of action is worth the consequences.  Make no mistake, for we do live in a cause-and-effect world. I’ve heard the phrase and I’ve wondered what the opposite of that is.  Is it an “angel’s advocate”, the opposite of devil in the lower-case sense?  I did a little research and came up with &ldqu
My World
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I've been upgraded to "Girlfriend" status!   WOOT!!!   hehe   This is a VERY good thing!!   *sigh*  
Back Again?
wat keeps u cumin bac? Yea I can c u. I c u lookin. not sure wat ur lookin @. not sure wat ur lookin 4. wat r u lookin @? wat r u lookin 4? Y don't u tell me? leave me a note, a comment, some thing. R U Shy? Do u not no wat 2 say? R u havin trouble sayin it? Don't worry no wrong or rite way 2 say it, jus say wats on ur mind. MMMMMMMMM! Do u jus like 2 look @ 4 bidden choclit? MMMMMMMMM! Do u jus imagine da taste of 4 bidden choclit? MMMMMMMM! R U thinkin bout how 4 biddden choclit would feel n ur hands? feel n ur mouth? MMMMMMM! wat will it taste like? do u dream about the 4 bidden flavor? D u dream bout how u would lic...suc...swallow if given the chance? Where would u start? Wat would u do? FIRST? Would u rush? knowin dat 4 bidden choclit melts n high temps. Would u go slo? takin dat chance.....let it drip on u. let it smother u. u drown n all this hot meltin 4 bidden choclit. let it consume u. let it flow over u--n u. U try 2 lic ur way out but its so much 2 much 4 u 2 handle. Ur pu
Just My Thougths, You Might Not Like ... Read If You Want
I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh... Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help... What I want to know is what the fuck happens when my day is going to shit... do i complain no because i like to bottle it up inside till I burst WELL FOLKS TODAY IS THAT DAY Here's my list of shit I deal with on a daily basis: 1. my mother's white cell count still has recovered from her cancer treatments.. so I have to wonder will i send another 9 months visiting her in the hospital because shes isolated and needs blood transfusions. 2. My x husband owes me 5 grand in child support he refuses to pay for any soccer but I still let him see his son and I'm smile and don't bother him... cause my son should see his dad 3. My business is on the verge off either c
And Now They Have Moved To Fetlife
And today we have yet another edition of HOW NOT TO APPROACH A FEMDOM...I know many of you are silently giggling and thinkging 'oh joy!'...ok, so not so many...teeeheee Well folks it looks like the CM wankers are finding their way over here to this site where I have found all my real people...the funny part is so many of them are actually finding TRUE community hook ups here and about local events, so they think they might come out...yep folks some them might actually step out from behind their boxes and venture out to our world -- don't say you haven't been warned... The GREAT news is every time I get one of these I check their profile to see which events and groups they are supporting...because they are goofy they always go for the glitz and ditz and not the good stuff...So REALLY the only way you might have a problem with them in public is if you are already wasting your time suporting that local nightclub's monthly LIE perpetuated by that certain retail establishment owner that a
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing, and I learned that those who have something shou
Nine Words Women Use....lmao
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: 
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An Open Letter To Our Government
This was read on the Glenn Beck radio show recently. by Janet Contreras I’m a home grown American citizen, 53, registered Democrat all my life. Before the last presidential election I registered as a Republican because I no longer felt the Democratic Party represents my views or works to pursue issues important to me. Now I no longer feel the Republican Party represents my views or works to pursue issues important to me. The fact is I no longer feel any political party or representative in Washington represents my views or works to pursue the issues important to me. There must be someone. Please tell me who you are. Please stand up and tell me that you are there and that you’re willing to fight for our Constitution as it was written. Please stand up now. You might ask yourself what my views and issues are that I would horribly feel so disenfranchised by both major political parties. What kind of nut job am I? Will you please tell me? Well, these are briefly my views and
Hello everyone!  and welcome to my Fu Page!  This is my first Fubar Page so I think I will tell you a litlle bout myself....   I am 29 almost 30..Yuck I know my youthfulness is over but I still have a yonthful heart that is all that matters.  I love music..anything other than Country.  Don't Really get into that whining and crying bit.  I know I am from the South but I don't fit the "Southern Sterotype". I love the beach as you can tell..Would live there if I could.  I am not boring at all.  I am the chick who you cannot predict at all.  I love surpirses.  Am very happy with my life.  Have an ok job..Hey it is work who likes work? Would love to chat with ya.  Send me a tell I am open.  =)
Loose You Zero
Det vanskelige i forhold til en tilnærming til Isis via kristendommen fra et jødisk ståsted, noe Iggy er et eksempel på (ved at hans far Brian Jones døde dagen han ble ”født” og at han samtidig står i tradisjonen etter Dylan) er å Tape. Brian lever videre ettersom han tapte i 1969. Fun House albumet viser dette konkret.Down On The Street handler om bakkekontakt for jødene (som dreier seg om noe annet en kristen bakkekontakt, og viser seg som et evig talkshowtraume i USA)Dirt handler om underkastelse overfor Gudinnen.TV Eye betyr at Isis ser deg uansett hvor du befinner deg.1970 handler om Isis som noe lettvint og lett (noe det ikke er).Fun House handler om invadering i den kristne kirken. Men Loose er sånn sett den viktige låta på Fun House.Det er ikke lett å tape.Og forskjellen kan vises på sessionene der Loose har 32 (!) tagninger.Et ekstremt antall i forhold til alle de andre sangene. Den siste låta LA Blues (opprinnelig kalt Freak som igjen peker mot Freak Out i mot
I Need To Know
They say around the way you've asked for me There's even talk about you wanting me I must admit that's what I want to hear But that's just talk until you take me there oh If it's true don't leave me all alone out here Wondering if you're ever gonna take me there Tell me what you're feeling cause I need to know Girl you've gotta let me know which way to go My every thought is of this being true It's getting harder not to think of you Girl I'm exactly where I wanna be The only thing is I need you here with me - oh If it's true don't leave me all alone out here Wondering if you're ever gonna take me there Tell me what you're feeling cause I need to know Girl you've gotta let me know which way to go   This is a song by Marc Anthony
Well once again something has to go wrong. Last month I found a lump on my pups leg. So i called the doctor and wanted to know when i could get him into the vet. Well she told me things i could try first at home to see if it will go away. That way i wouldn't have to spend any money.   Well a month has gone by and he has gotten worse. The lump is huge and I am thinking it is a tumar. Not only that it has turned black and has gotten hard. Also it has also moved to his inner thigh. which is now all red and also kinda hard.  I have made him an appiontment to go to the vets on monday. But to be honest i don't think he will make it till then. He has gotten the shakes and he is always sleeping now. He is also wheezing in hie sleep. I would hate to have to put him down. Hopefull they tell me all he needs is to go under the knife to get it removed.  I feel so bad for him. And i have done everything I can to make him comfy till monday. I just hope he will make it till then.
Farmer's Advice
An Old Farmer's Advice:  * Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight And bull-strong. *Keep skunks and bankers at a distance. *Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deer tractor. * Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. * Meaness don't jes' happen overnight. * Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. * Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. * It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. * You cannot unsay a cruel word. * Every path has a few puddles. * When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. * The best sermons are lived, not preached. * Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen anyway. * Don't judge folks by their relatives. * Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. * Live a good, honorable life. Then, when you get older and think back, you'll enjoy it a second time. * Don't interfere with somethin' that ain't bothering you none.
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New & Phils!!!
I am new to the site, so dont take it personal if I dont respond lolol (still figuring it all out) P.s.- Go Phils!!!
Life as a whole My life is great as it is.Even thought I know it is his.I live my life day by day.Letting the Lord have his may.He will bring me what  I wantWhether good or bad.He has taken my dadBut he gets what he wants.My life will goWhenever he wants it you know.Hopefully not soonBecause I still have to come out of my cocoon.
Lets Go
Remember and this is one of the most difficult as well as the most wonderful statements to grasp. Remember that no matter what difficulty is,no matter where it is,no matter who is affected, you have no patient but yourself. You have nothing to do but convince yourself of the truth which you desire to see "manifested"   Charles Haanel ( 1866- 1949)
about a year ago my now exboyfriend had introduced me to one of his familys friend who does does tattoos he dont work in a shop he just does it at parties (my ex got a tat in the middle of a field by a bon fire) and peoples houses.. He has all the professional equipment he never reuses needlles  and he does a good job.. so one day he comes to our hose to do tattoos to do a few tattoos for my ex and some friends and i decide to let him do my second one ( my first one was done by a professional)  and it turnned out great he only charged me for the needle he used on me... so he keeps coming to our house to do tats for people so about six months later he comes over to do my ex's uncles tat and his girlfriends first tat ever   she asked me to get one with her so i said sure why not she was going 2 pay for it  so while the tattoo guy was doing  the uncles tat me and his GF had a few shots of tequilla (she was nervous bout gettin her first tattoo and i cant turn down tequilla) he gets done wi
Two Things A Man Should Never Be Angry At:
Two things a man should never be angry at: what he can help, and what he cannot help.
Stuck In My Head
i was at a friends house yesterday and nothing was on tv so we decided to watch a movie so he decided we had to watch Bubble Boy. I swear i could hear my IQ points dropping (i dont have many points 2 spare anyway).  now I have the 500 dollar bit stuck in my head.  I feel like shoutting it at every person I see. I have to at least pretend im not super crazy...
Lap Top
Yesturday I bought a Lap Top. And can use the Libraries Internet for free when ever I want. I love this Lap Top. Works very well. I'll be on Fubar alot now.
Dedication I Wrote For Myhero And Joan
2 Fus Needing Their Wings. A Little Love Needed! :-)
Please help my my fu-hubby and my good friend sexy welding angel get their wings. They are both pretty close, and need a good push to Angel land, lol. DJ Army Medic 21M to go! Sexy Welding Angel 5M to go! THIS PIMPOUT BLOG BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS: 'Princess Leia' I love profile rates!
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How To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write  For Marijuana. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get.
First Blog :d
hmm well this is my fist blog :D grrrrrrrrr MY FREEVIEW BOX DONT WORRRRRRRRRRRK!!! its sooo annoying cause i love my music channels and yeah its shit it just died lol. and today :O, the speakers on my comp died too :( which again is shit cause then i wont be able to listen to anything on my comp like the radio or my songs lol. this is one of the most boringest blogs in the world lol sorry :D haha
New To Fubar
well, im new here and i am just getting used to everything. So far so good. Was gonna take the kids to pool but it is raining like hell.  That idea got shot to shit.
If I Die Tomorrow
If I die tomorrow And my corpse grows cold    Are there things you kept hidden    Feelings you could have toldOur days on EarthAre yet unknownEmotions concealedLove not shownLife is about chancesTake things in strideTo many peopleHide behind prideI see peopleEach and every dayWorried what their friends thinkWorried what they would sayYet if you care for someoneYou should let them knowFate works mysteriouslyAn arrow from cupid’s bowBut in the endIt’s what fills you with joyA heart is a fragile thingNot some play toyEveryone deserves to be lovedNo matter who they areFor love we take chancesBroken heart a scarSo please think hardAnd feel no sorrowWhat would you say to me todayIf you knew I would die tomorrow   Life is uncertain. Our time here unknown. In my life I have learned you have to take chances and let people you care about know. Because, what if....
Wonders And Blessings
Well I finally got moved, Loving my new place, it took a lil longer than I thought it would, do to some unexspected events.. I went into preterm labor and ended up spending two days in ICU at Methodist Hosptial ( they almost killed me) but the baby and me are doing good, they got my labor stopped and I was put on bed rest which was a pain in the ass since I was moving so I had to rely on people to help me move, Im not use to relying on anyone ( no one ever stays that long anyways lmao) .... On the bright side the baby is growing like a weed she is a beauty.. And in a couple short weeks I will deliver her and life will be perfect. The pine trees and country air is wonderful, its keeping the stress down. My son absolutely loves it.. Life throws blessings with every curve ball.. This is one of them:) Anyways Im now 34 weeks pregnant going on 35 and having a beautiful baby girl that I can not wait to hold... Life sometimes does the strangest thing and something good comes out of some
A Day In The Life Of An Emo.
7am : I wake up. The sun comes up another day begins and I’m not even worried about the state I’m in. I stare in the mirror and see a fat shapeless entity with no cheekbones. I shed my first tear of the day. How did I get like this? Where did it all go wrong? I wish I was back in the womb. Not just any other room.8am : Attempt to have breakfast. It goes wrong. I try to pour my Frosties into the bowl and they all fall on the floor. I feel like collapsing onto the ground. It’s too cold here. Humans are too cold. Too weak to sweep up the mess so I leave it for mother to sort out. She’s used to this sort of shit.9am : Return back to bed and realize just how lonely I am. Want to turn on the tv to watch the early morning news but I can’t find the remote. Realize I can never find anything I want in life whether it’s the remote or happiness. Happiness is remote. Just like the hopes of surviving after death. Religion is a lie. Jesus is a fraud. We are all pri
Falling Through The Cracks (repost)
Dirty man asking for change"Get a job!" they keep sayingJust another voice to add to the ones in his brain Somehow I don't think sanity is on his resumeFalling through the cracks"Leave him, if it's that bad"But she is convinced he is the best she can haveWarped sense of perceptionThe ones who leave aren't the rule, but the exceptionFalling through the cracksHis best friend is a bladeCuts himself just to stay saneAtleast he can control this painAnd when he is gone, no one will remember his nameFalling through the cracks
Twelve Steps Of A.a (opposite Version, Courtesy Of The A.a Grapevine...)
  1) I declare my complete control over alcohol and everything else; I furthermore declare that my life is in perfect order.   2) I recgnize no power as great as I am, nor any person as smart as I was; If you don't like it, step outside...  3) I made a searching and fearless moral inventory of my fellow man, and found him woefully lacking in all respects; and never did I hesitate to tell him so.  4) I made a decision to run my life and everyone else's to suit only me;  and to pity anyone that came across my path.  5) I admitted to no one, especially God, myself, or a fellow man, that there could possibly be anything wrong with my actions or me.  6) I exhausted every effort in trying to increase my defects of character and allot time in this busy schedule for a little bit of drinking.  7) I continued my obnoxious air of asking no one for anything; My Big Eye was for telling, not asking or receiving.  8) I kept a complete list of all persons that had harmed me, whether real or ima
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Sorry I havent been on here much. Been busy with work. For the few people who miss me, come to yahoo messenger. I have it on my cell. My ID is
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Hinder-how Long
Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking How long till this goes away I try to remember to forget you But I break down every time I do It's left me less than zero Beat down and bruised I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away I can't seem to get my heart over you Cause you creep into everything I do And now I'm dying to know How he touches you I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away How long till this goes away She said she wants to be friends I took a big step back She said She said She said she's sorry With one finger I said fuck that I can tell you're lying when your lips move Cause of one lie it's not me it's you It's left m
What The Hell???
u know,i just can't stand people who try 2 judge other people b-4 they get 2 know's a waste of their own time and energy and they don't even realize it!!!(dumbasses)
Movie And My Thoughts..just Blogging"
 Last night, i could not  sleep, so , i went to open the ref and found delicious cherries, and some chips, hmmm. what a combination?.. sit on the couch, sigh and sigh"... lazily, i turned on the tv.  i started to watch a movie... i did not see that movie before, but i find it interesting..TIME MACHINE".... as i watch the movie.. it brings me to so many thoughts , to my own thoughts... how i wished it was real and true, if only i can have a chance to go back to the past, ... i would probably at all cost, will avoid this present time,  i will change route  just to avoid this time and situation , to go to my future.  but then i asked myself, what is really in there in the future? and will i ever be forever feeling sorry for my present?   i am here today, but seems in two real worlds, one physical world, where my body exist, and one hidden world , where my soul and heart wandering..but it is a real world to me as well...  i wonder how beatiful it would be, if one day i found my body
Gotta Love Some Quizzes
I was bored and took a quiz on facebook and came with this and I was scared about how eerily this descibes me....People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of theim abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep intellectual conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between
Sneaking Sweets
Sneaking Sweets I had been asked to do a eating set in pantyhose and high heels. So here you go. I am to be losing weight so I had to sneak the cream filling cakes. They remind me of your hard cock that makes my sweet pussy full of cream. I treat the cake like I would your hard cock. Seductively sucking and licking out all that yummy cream. Make sure you check out the video that goes with this set called "Sneaking Sweets and Masturbating". I end up cumming all over as I eat sweets. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame-- Hugs and KissesExotic Flame
Hello Everyone
hello everyone! Im new to fubar. Im just gonna make a post so everyone will no a little more about me. I am a single mom with 4 beautiful daughters. I am currently in a relationship so plz guys dont send me any thing saying how you want to hook up. I dont do the online hook up thing. And so you no i am the one on the left in my photo. My 14 yr old daughter is on the right. We look alot alike tho. Well, thats about it for now. I dont have a very exciting life so i probably wont be putting much interesting stuff in my blog. Thanks to all that add me as your friend.
Thank You Fu Friends
I wanted to THANK all of you who help me out on here and for being my friend, without you this site would not be the same!
10 Things About Me
1 I live with my mother and her sister 2 I put a nail in my peehole once, and it got stuck 3 I like to eat my boogers 4 When I was 5, I let a dog lick my testicles 5 I was born in Romania 6 I like to wear pantyhose to work 7 I like to read poetry 8 My dad used to hit me with a wet towel 9 I like to knit 10 I used to cut my penis with a razor
"what Do You R Eyes Say About You ?"
You keep your emotions at bay and you let people in even if you could get hurt in the end. You never worry or get to excited but that just shows people how beautiful you are.
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