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Black Label Society - Destruction Overdrive
Girly
I was kind of girly today.  I know, I know...I am a girl, but I rarely do "girl" things. I hardly get a chance to cook anything, and when I do...my stepdad doesn't like it because I don't season anything the way that he would. My kids love it though. I cooked today. It was actually pretty good. I did have to get creative though. I NEVER paint my fingernails. I don't have the time and generally within an hour of painting them, it's already chipping. I painted my fingernails today. HOURS ago, and it still looks decent. I even painted my toenails. There was something else that I did, but I don't remember what it is. Blah. Anyway, how is your night?
Lake Tahoe~
I stood in front of the living room window of the cabin we had rented for the weekend, wrapped in a fluffy white towel. I had just finished combing my hair, clean and damp from a refreshing shower. I looked out beyond our bicycles, still propped against the porch where we left them after our ride, to the copper glow of the sun fallen below a bank of clouds that cradled the mountains and cast shadows on the lake below. You stood directly behind me, watching with me, wearing nothing but faded blue jeans. Your left arm, wrapped around my neck, encircled my naked shoulders. Your right hand gently stroked up and down the side of my right arm. The contours of your torso against my shoulders felt extraordinary. My left arm hung at my side. My chin rested against your forearm. My right hand, beside it, held your wrist. My motion stilled, you knew I felt the fall to you coming. You were aware of the wish that your proximity made burn in me-namely, to have you inside of me, all around and in con
Knowledge Is Power?
There was something different about her tonight; something You just couldn't put Your finger on. You had had that feeling all day. You caught her looking at You more than once and yet when You questioned her, she just smiled softly or touched Your face in that way You loved.She didn't look any different. She didn't seem to give the black jeans and tight white sleeveless t-shirt a second thought. Mind You, You did. You appreciated the way the jeans hugged her ass, the way the t-shirt fit her curves, the outline of her nipples when the faintest of breezes would push them up against the thin material.It wasn't that she was at all inattentive. If anything, she was more attentive. As though hanging on Your every word, staring You deep into Your eyes whenever You spoke. Gentle touches, Your arm, a hand on Your knee when she wanted to emphasize a point.It was sort of unnerving when You thought about it. This one You felt You knew so well. Who up until now had expressed every feeling, every de
Rageahol
Anyone know that Simpson's episode, the angry dad rageaholic one?   I feel just like him in that episode today, this computer is royally pissing me off.
My Thoughts
why is it when you think you have someone to love you find out that they are with another.to have my soulmate would be nice it would mean someone to hold and love and be held right back.The one i thought loved lives with another and in another state.he was with someone when i was in love with him now instend of that preson he is with someone else and it is hurting me so bad. but one day i will find someone to hold and be held by and to love and be loved back.   well thanks for listening to what i had to say.   By Kim McMindes
I Am......
im a gorgeous passionate lady.fun to be with & very bubbly,one that u can alwayz count on when u need to smile...luvs to meet new people..alwayz willing to go out for a date.i rily love barhopping & drinkin trippings that will make me really hot...... if u wish u can add me up on my yahoo messenger   ashleydavis51@yahoo.com   ashleydavis51@yahoo.com   ashleydavis51@yahoo.com
Sorry...we're Closed
The man appointed to take over the day-to-day running of Burr Oak Cemetery said he doesn't expect to reopen it to the public for another 10 days. Speaking after a 2 1/2 hour meeting with cemetery staff and investigators this afternoon, Roman Szabelski said he should be able to help most families who have relatives buried at Burr Oak find the graves of their buried loved ones when the cemetery re-opens Aug. 1. "We're going to need a little more time," he said. Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said earlier this week that he'd hoped to reopen the cemetery on Monday. Also today, Gov. Pat Quinn announced his cemetery oversight task force in response to the grisly scandal at Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip, the Tribune's Clout Street blog reports. The new governor picked nine civic leaders to look at the management of for-profit cemeteries and propose new regulations and consumer protection laws. But Quinn's cemetery move already is part of a political controversy surrounding the issue at Burr
75k To Rate Default Folder
I AM SO CLOSE TO ORACLE I AM WILLING TO GIVE EVERYONE THAT RATES ALL MY DEFAULT 75K. JUST RATE AND THEN PM ME WHEN YOU ARE DONE. TY.
Survey Baby!
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?-eating dinner you have a brother?-yesWill your next kiss be a mistake?-noNext time you'll go out of town?-this weekendHas anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?-yes and it was amazingAnything you are looking forward to?-saturday morningWhen is the next time you'll see the first person on your top?-saturday morningWhere were you last night?-homeWho was the last person that you laid in bed with?-myselfHave you ever given your all to someone just to have them walk away?-yesHave a best friend?-a fewAre you in a good mood right now?-yesWho is the last person that called you?-justin
Gathering
Welcome all you Juggalos, to a place of mystic shows. With your help our status grows, it's the path you have chose.   Grab your kicks and grab your hoes, where this ends no one knows. Props to 'lettes and props to 'los,  THE GATHERING WILL NEVER CLOSE!  
Juicy
Why does nearly anything & everything make me horny? Is there something wrong with me that I am ready to go ALL the damn time? it doesn't even matter which sex anymore. A hot guy, a hot girl, doesn't matter, I want it all. I think I need a good solid cock pounding. I'm gonna watch some porn...
Today
Today has been a long ass day and its not even over yet. I went down to DSHS trying to get on the grant so I can get the counseling done so that I may move on with all that I am about to do. I got there at 11, was asked if I wanted to be put on stand-by so I was like sure... Well 11 turned into 3:15 and I was nerve racked just sitting there for so many hours that I went back up to the desk and asked how many ahead of many, when she said 6 scheduled and 3 walk ins, I was like would it be better to get an appt, so I got one set up for next week, HOPEFULLY they won't make me take those stupid psych tests again, since I just took them last month. Also THANK GOD I decided to take a book with me....I must have read about 100 pages during my time waiting. Speaking of books, I am gonna try to pick back up on reading more. I have started reading before I go to sleep, and maybe this will get me more interested in something I used to love to do. The book I am reading now is a true crime book, an
Orgasm From Climbing Poles
I went to the beach at dusk and got naked behind this bush, then ventured out to a newly installed pole near the volleyball courts.  The cool air felt good on my naked body.  My penis was already erect in anticipation.  When I reached the pole, I glanced around to see if any new people had arrived on the beach.  I reached up grabbed on and pulled myself upwards with thighs clamping together.  My penis jumped as it made contact with the chilled pole, but the sensation was all pleasurable.  I began working on slowly climbing and clinging to the pole with my thighs clamping together in a precise rythmic motion.  A few minutes pass before I start to feel something in my abdomen, that fluttering sensation.  Now I am chasing that elusive explosive orgasm I know will come if I concentrate and work through the fatigue I now feel in my arms and hands.  I start to gasp and breath hard as I intensify my efforts, and speed up my thighs and sutble humping action on the pole.  A quick scan of the be
Just Thoughts ...not A Poem...
Well here I am, another night alone, another night of deep thoughts...a friend of mine at work got married on Thursday...I wish all the best in what God has in stored for her along with her newly husband...I wish her many happiness. Though I haven't been married (yet) I find myself, someday to be married...it's going to be a joyful day in my life...for that is what I've dreamed of for so long...I don't need a big wedding or a fancy gown to make me happy...with just the thought of me getting married with the person that I so long waited for...its good enough for me...I am going to be one of the luckiest woman in the world to have found my true love, my better half...though I know it wont be an easy ride but it's all worth it. At times I've had people ask why do you want to get married? What if things don't work out? It's simple ...I want to be married to show that I am a devoted woman to him... I want to show him that I am a good woman ...I will be waiting for him when he comes home f
Doggie Style...
You can have me on all fours…As you are giving it to me I’ll be screaming for more “Ay Papi” is what I’ll be saying… Biting me, Pulling my hair, Spanking my a@@ Cause you know just what I like… Hold my hips tight and give it to me harder Spread my cheeks wide open but deeper and slower now… Because it feels so right and I won’t put up a fight Don’t worry if you can’t hold it much longer… Let go of yourself and rub it all over Just remember we have all night.
On My Knees...
I know this is way different than what I usually write but just wanted to make it a little bit interesting this time around…Lol : P My man will be one of a kind…Because when we bump and grind He will have me on cloud nine…Especially when were doing the sixty-nine Than I’ll turn around and he can have me from behind I don’t mind if he takes a hold of me and pushes me against the wall He is there standing tall waiting for me to get on my knees and give it my all I softly bite, lick… oh yeah even suck all the way down to his balls I will have him moaning…looking down on me and it’s my name he’s going to call Wanting more he pulls my hair and gradually pushing my head further down…deeper, slower I go and as I come up stroking, choking on his c*ck He will put one leg around my shoulder making sure I don’t move away as he has me on a lock…That gets me more excited wanting me to slowly take my time …Now I
"a Woman's Breathe"
Someone wrote this for me ... Hardly ever will you discover a woman that displays no cover. Open and fresh, illuminating her very person, from the inside and from her heart, you can see, feel and believe in her very heartbeat, that travels from within and that passes through life, touching and encompassing all that she meets,... with her precious breathe,... Hope you like it,...my impression of you... Thanks Steve :)
The Stench Of Failure
So, after working on Hollie's Altima for 4 days, I've determined this problem is above my level of expertise. Hurts me to tell her I can't fix it, and she'll have to pay a real mechanic. Last time I did that, one of the mechanics totaled her VW Bug at 9pm near his house "test driving it" while drunk. I just don't have anybody to recommend that I know will NOT rip her off. Grrrrr.Additionally, after helping Kissi with her Exploder all day, I found that the leak is actually coming from a cracked transmission housing. This can't be fixed, all she can do is replace it with another transmission. She has no money for buying a transmission or having someone install it. She's depressed and is now calling her friends looking to see if someone can come give her a ride back to Boone, where she goes to college & has a part time job. When she gets there she will be stranded again 3 hours from home. *sigh*I used to be able to fix anything. :(
One Hour Countdown
i am leaving, i have had enough of the cheating fucking lying filthy whores in this place. one hour starts now, if anybody wants anything out of my pics etc/ now is the time.
The Lights Are Getting Dim
Here's a more recent "funny story". This one is from today, July 16. So, working on this Explorer for my friend Kissi, trying to repair the problem, which is that was not wanting to go into gear when you put it in drive, we had just done a filter change and put new fluid in, then test drove it. Worked perfectly, but when I stopped at the gas station to check things over, I found fluid leaking out at an alarming rate, so we came back home. Meanwhile, a storm blew in and the rain really started hammering down, so I knew we were going to get soaking wet.I wanted to get back home and hit the internet, do some searches and see how many Explorers have this problem and find some suggestions for where the leak might be. But when we get back home, the power was off. Branch must have blew down somewhere. So I said, well next best thing, let's just sit on the back deck with the Haynes manual and look for tips instead. So the tips I found that seemed most promising where leaks where the dipstick
My Fubar Wish List...
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You Are So Beautiful
You are so beautiful, how gorgeous you are, it is true that in my lifetime I have not seen a doll that is prettier than you. You are so pretty, how gorgeous you are, it is true that when I am by your side I feel closer to God. You are so divine, so stunning and exquisite, that only a falling rose from heaven can equal you.
Nobody Cares (interent Fighting)
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so dont try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you are still retarded.
Cemetary Constellations
I like Neal deGrasse Tyson. He is an ASTROPHYSICIST, but manages to be charming, all the same. He would be the first to tell you that there are no such things as constellations. Oh SURE - the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper are the first thing a parent shows their child when the dark of night closes in and the sky is clear and the forest is ripe with mysteries to reveal; even its sky. The fact is - its just a mnemonic. A word tool used to help us remember, in orderly fashion, the tremondous amounts of diverse information we can be exposed to in our lifetime. I do not care. For me, the Big Dipper is real. It is where the words I send to Divinity are collected, then swallowed, and then the patterns are given to me. So slowly. So very very tremulous are the understanding that I am given. I suppose it is done this way so my head does not explode.  So today, when the Lady that I am, turned into the Tiger that I will be - should my babies be endangered - the Big Dipper got filled with al
Harley Rider And A Cop
A cop stops a Harley for traveling faster than the posted speed limit and asks the biker his name. 'Fred,' the biker replies. 'Fred what?' the officer asks. 'Just Fred,' the biker responds. The officer is in a good mood and thinks he might just give the biker a break and, write him out a warning instead of a ticket. The officer then presses him for the last name. The biker tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it. 'Tell me, Fred, how did you lose your last name?' The biker replies, 'It's a long story, so stay with me. I was born Fred Dingaling. I know - a funny last name. The kids used to tease me all the time, so I stayed to myself, studied hard and got good grades. When I got older, I realized that I wanted to be a doctor. I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Dingaling, M.D. After a while I got bored being a doctor, so I deci
Right Thats Its
i am giving up making mumms, no fucking point anymore and too much fucking hassle involved.
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You're Not The One
YOU'RE NOT THE ONE that walks beside me and holds my handYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that says I'm your manYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that fixes my mealsYOU'RE THE ONE that shows me how good I can feelYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to love me 'till the endYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to ask me where I've beenYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to move inYOU'RE THE ONE that makes me want to sinYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that says that she loves meYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to set my soul freeYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to walk with me in the parkYOU'RE THE ONE that waits for me in the darkYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to sit under a treeYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that everyone can seeYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to have my childYOU'RE THE ONE that always drives me wildYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that will promise to be trueYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that will ever make me blueYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that always wants to shareYOU'RE THE ONE that wants me to touch you thereYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to love me foreverYOU'RE NOT THE
My Way
Ears down, killers up, let me introduce myselfMistress of death, demoness in living fleshI choke necks but I'm not going to say that againCause I replaced that bitch plus she's dead tell the good news to your friendIt's Razakel motherfucker don't you ever forget itI've been blessed by death, I feel no pain, I don't regret itOvercomed by demons, spittin' psycho bitch shitSince I'm already dead I ain't never gonna quitSKR representin' motherfucker that's rightWith some fuckin' wicked shit that will have you runnin' for your lifeThe wicked bitch of the southwest just got signedRaise your crew, we run the final five and we'll never dieI enjoy killin' children of the ministerCause I'm the antichrist, yes, queen bitch blasphemerI ain't lost, I ain't blind, you're the one that can't seeI don't believe in your God because he never believed in meFuck the sheep, fuck conformityFuck the fake, fuck over rated anarchyYour life is based on a lie, in my eyes you must dieI remove your insides, make th
Thur Jul 16 Segundo Mejor
The only way I feel today is in the title of this blog. segundo mejor Every single time. It blows. [[Don't ask me what it means, look it up :P ]]
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If George Bush.....
If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved?   If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved?   If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narcissistic and tacky?   If George W. Bush had bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia, would you have approved?   If George W. Bush had visited Austria and made reference to the non-existent "Austrian language," would you have brushed it off as a minor slip?   If George W. Bush had filled his cabinet and circle of advisers with people who cannot seem to keep current on their income taxes, would you have approved?   If George W. Bush had been so Spanish illiterate as to refer to “Cinco de Cuatro” in front of the Mexican ambassador w
Raggle Fraffle Mrffff!!!
How is it that I have a GEEK for a daughter, AND a GEEK for a boyfriend, but my computer, which my GEEK daughter gave me, is running like CRAP???   I have run all the fricken anti-virus crap, re-booted, and DAMN NEAR put a hammer through the monitor. Which didn't happen ONLY because I have no clue if I even have a hammer or not.   My computer is hiccupping.   That's the only way I can describe it.   Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr     k done now :P
Here We Go Again
So I'm still asking my friends If they will help me get the spotlight!I really want it badly!I only have 20 million raised towards the fund and looking at today's spotlight of 180 million well I have a long ways to go.I have helped numereous people with their spotlight fund and only 4 people have helped me in return.That isn't good Karma now is it?Lol.Please find it in your heart to help out a friend and if you ever need help with spotlight I will help you.I try to be a good friend to everyone.I know I can't please everyone when I have thousands of friends but I try.Please help if you can.=)
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No War Is Good And Bad
if war is a nightmare and peace is a pleasent dream then i need war to get over the fear in my soul please give me nightmares to get over the things that make me scared. if war is a rainy day and peace is a sunny day then i would need then rain to drink and the sun to feel well and cool down. war is needed ot keep peace and if peace is all that is then war is easy to take over the world, and if war is all we know then we'll all die in the end by are stupided.
Need Help For Ketch22
Ketch22 is an idiot he tried to send me a gift of massaging oil with the words handjob please ....   He sent it to Hugh instead.....   I feel responsible because I own his ass so i turn to you asking for your help   Please send Hugh the same gift with the same words so he doesn't catch on that ketch22 loves him   Thank you Wicked
Avenue Q-the Internet Is For Porn
KATE Finally, I get to teach a whole lesson all by myself. And I'm going to teach something relavent, something modern. The internet! The internet is really really great TREKKIE MONSTERFor pornKATE I've got a fast connection so i don't have to wait TREKKIE For pornKATEHuh? There's always some new site, TREKKIEFor porn!I browse all day and night TREKKIEFor porn!KATEIt's like i'm surfing at the speed of lightTREKKIEFor porn!KATETrekkie!TREKKIEThe internet is for porn KATETrekkie!TREKKIEThe internet is for porn, KATEWhat are you doing!?TREKKIEWhy you think the net was born?Porn porn pornKATETreeekkie!TREKKIEOh hello kate monsterKATEYou are ruining my songTREKKIEOh me sorry, me no mean toKATEWell if you wouldnt mind please being quiet for a minute so i can finish?TREKKIEMe no talkieKATEGoodI'm glad we have this new technologyTREKKIEFor pornKATEWhich gives us untold opportunityTREKKIEFor por-oops, sorryKATERight from you own desktopTREKKIEFor ---KATEYou can research browse and shopUntil you
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Disrespect Me
Disrespect me Imma beat that assImma smash this glass against your face so fastC'mon bitch, what, disrespect meYou get your ass knocked out by a bottle of PepsiImma beat that assImma smash this glassAgainst your face so fastMake it fuckin' lastC'mon bitch, what, disrespect meYou get your ass knocked out by a bottle of PepsiI'm standing up for pshycos who let their fuckin' nice rollClaim they're outta luck, they pull the trigger of their rifleIt's nice though to have no self controlFind your girl downtown suckin' dick for dopeSo don't quit man, she's in some shitShe'll be comin' home to daddy with a split up her lipShe's just got to learn her lesson not to disrespectCause when you disrespect you gotta break some necksNow what do you really wantFrom a bitch like that who doesn't cost a lotLooks like she's half retarded, half dumb, she's kinda hairyIf I woke up in the morning next to that it'd be scaryDon't dare me buddy I got my reasonsImma keep it kinda bloody through the darkest of sea
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Nursing Home SafetyEthel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in.One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and  Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched.   "STOP!," he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said and away Ethel sped down the hall.As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said "On your way, Ma'am.
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Tears And I Aint A Cryer
Jhon,    There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpiller will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary. Jhon, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a beautiful butterfly. I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are
To Help Others Level Up
OK here it is i will be useing my ANGEL ability ALTRUIZE  to help others level im not selling it i cant garentee that i will always have autos on but if you think this is a good idea let me know and if you wanna be on the list say so here n will try to get to as many as i can ..... any donations of any sort will be aprciated ... i wanna thank everyone that has helped me get this far ... and i wanna help others get here also ... much love and reapect to my fam and friends xoxo and ^5's ... ty all ViPeR XP
Good Clean Fun
Here we are once again classy as everWith some tasteful ass tracks for your ears to dismemberRapin' and hatin' this bitches bodies get severedThe creators of horror that will be remembered foreverStabbin' your temple with these lyrical lancesThey'll leak out your lobe like some pussie ass rashesIllest that's spit like the worst of lung cancersNothing but good clean fun for all you sick bastardsA deadly medley of murder and butcherin' bitchesYou can see that I'm a threat when your family goes missin'My mentals macabre and my conscious is viciousYour girls on a leash and she's doing my dishesI'll make you drink your own vomit and laugh as you gagForce feeding you feces and chunks of old scabsPump you with toxins like lethal injectionsI promise you the putrid wickedness perfectionWe're back bitch, infections and hateDeath, anger rape, suffercating sluts and duct tapePentagrams and death and drugs fill their bodiesBurning Bible disciples of the illuminatiTwo retarded drunk fucks back with
Nap Time
im going for a nap if you want in on my group sex orgy dream, private message me. cya fuckers
I Love This Song
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n
Wake Up Call C51
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Stupid Encounter #14
STUPID LITTLE BITCH MUST BE A SEX OFFENDER... AND FUBAR DOSEN'T CHECK THIS OUT BEFORE HAND???
To The Death! No... To The Pain!!
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What The Bloody Point
of mumming and blogging anymore.   times were when i was popular and got lots of hits, now its just a fucking trickle and i just can't be bothered anymore, and yes fuckers i know the irony of this being a blog, before some smart arse points that out.   yes ok, i am an attention whore.
Fu Women
Once in a while I get swamped by asskissers-people that are aware that I would unleash my mighty Fox powers (aka tell them the truth about themselves) on them, leaving them defenseless. So they feel like suckin up to me, telling me all these rosey wonderful things.   THe truth is: even if I am nice to you at some point after you have swiped my ass with your metaphorical tongue, I still have the same opinion about you. And chances are, it is not the highest one.   Chances are, that if you are a female (I AM much harder on females cause you represent my gender in a really shitty way), you are a "mummer" and you are one of the popular ones, I dont hold you in much regard. Especially if you have cliqish tendencies. Chances are, I have pretty valid piplines that provide me with more info about you than you could possibly imagine, including your inter/intra Fubar drama. Its really fun to hear stories about your pathetic lil failed lives.    
Spending Money
do you have to spend money to have fun on fubar?
Sexiest Ladies On Fu Contest
I am in a contest for Fubar's sexiest lady.  Please go vote for me.  Kisses! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3175330&albumid=1769828&i=3693757115&idx=8
What If Captain America Were Not Revived Until Today?
“He went on about how precious America was – how you needed to make sure it remained great!  And he told you anything was justified to preserve that great treasure, that pearl of great price that is America!  WELL, I SAY AMERICA IS NOTHING!  Without its ideals – its commitment to the freedom of all men, America is a piece of trash!  A nation is nothing!  A flag is a piece of cloth!  I fought Adolf Hitler not because America was great, but because it was fragile!  I knew that liberty could as easily be snuffed out here as in Nazi Germany!  As a people, we were no different from them!  When I returned, I saw that you nearly DID turn America into nothing!  And the only reason you’re not less than nothing – is that it’s still possible for you [to] bring freedom back to America!” I really cannot picture Captain America saying some of this.  But let me take a moment to explain lest you think I’ve lost my mind.  This is from an issue one of Mar
More Shit Different Day
My girlfriend just broke up with me. Guess I am not meant to be happy. I can go into details but some people started shit and she thought this was the best way to solve it!! And like always I come out on the losing end. I just dont get what others get out of making others unhappy? Fuck I dont bother anybody, I keep to myself. Guess that must be the problem, Im not out drinking and getting high, like others do, so they have to fuck with me, cause of that, well they can go fuck themslef, and if I ever prove who did it, it will be a very bad fucking day to be him, cause there will be blood and guts all over the place. People need to learn to leave me the fuck alone, cause I am on the edge of madness as it is. It wont take much to push over and start a killing spree!!!
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The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty And I'm barely listening to last demands I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath Where I am Where I am I'll wear my badge... a vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest That tells your new friends I am a visitor here... I am not permanent And the only thing keeping me dry is Where I am Where I am Where I am You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting And I am finally seeing Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving D.C. sleeps alone tonight Where I am Where I am Where I am You seem so so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting And I am finally seing Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving Where I am Where I am Where I am The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights And send the auto
But What Do You Mean?
I had that feeling of mistrust early in life.  I suppose it dates back to an early childhood feeling that people weren’t really saying what they were thinking. I think a lot of children grow up thinking, “Hang on, more is going on here, but people aren’t saying it.” I wanted to know what they really thought, what they were saying to themselves that they couldn’t say out loud. People lie constantly, we all do. I think we suffer from the absence of the personal. When society lapses into the personal it gets all maudlin and inept and clumsy. Because we are not used to incorporating spontaneous, natural, truthful response.  We do not say what we mean or mean what we say. 
Anger Management
Ok guys and gals, I have been doing a little soul searching myself. I finally embraced the fact that I do indeed have a anger problem. I didn't recently throw anything in a fit of rage or anything to notice this, but I am starting to feel that deep pit in my heart start to boil. I realized to myself. This is not the way I wanna live my life anymore, finding something ridiculous beyond my control to get pissed off about. I am healthy as a horse right now which I am thankful for, but I can see how me being in this mental state can take its gradual toll on someone physically. I decided to take some action and look into anger management maybe to help deal with this. Being on here doesn't help me that much so I am thinking once I enroll, I probably will delete my account( I am not gonna go into what pisses me off here because I would sound like a broken record). Why keep something around that makes me angry if I am trying to improve myself as a person? I proved this theory by not signing
My Leftovers
Your havin a midlife crisis tying to get where I've been Well if you want 'em that bad Ms.V You can have 'em So when you see me comin You better back down Cause I've been waitin to smack you around Oh I don't hold my breath And I don't hold my tongue And I know that you know that I don't back down To no one To no one Oh you should've stayed home You should've known better Yet I melt in your mouth like liquid sugar. You thought you were gonna throw it back in my face But tell me how do my leftovers taste With all your plastic surgery you still think that your 20 Well honey you'll never look half good as me It would take a lot more money You can't keep your legs closed Your cheap and disturbing And you wonder why your still single and past 30. Oh I don't hold my breath And I don't hold my tongue And I know that you know that I don't back down To no one To no one Oh you should've stayed home You should've known better Yet I melt in your mouth like liquid sugar
Would Have Been So Much Better With A Picture
i was in my sisters car earlier and spotted a shop.   it was called "the way women are"   it was empty as it had closed down.   but somebody had put a poster for a fireworks display on the window.   it really made me fucking lol in my sisters car
King Of The World
My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what gomes around coes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me Keep your head down Untill I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on you knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Get on you knees 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king fucking king of the world of th
Sugar Cube
I'm looking to the life The words falling out the disco ball and there's snow on the ground say "ohhh" I say "oh" The sun shinning blind is whimp But only I know what it's right Put a wish on the sky say "ohhh" I say "oh" I think about you Can't dream without you I always want more Transe to the dance tune under a full moon And a reason to... I think you know Tonight Tonight Gonna put you, face you, tease you show you what I've been waiting for (yeah,yeah) Sugar cube Tonight Tonight gonna make you, face you, pace you, shake you right now to dance floor On the break down On the break down What comes up must come down Tension on the ground and the place shut down say "ohhh" I say "oh" The time has come Not a word, I'm not done Stay up all night ultill we see the sun say "ohhh" I say "oh" I think about you Can't dream without you I always want more Transe to the dance tune under a full moon And a reason to... I think you know Tonight Tonight Gonna put
Friends Are Very Rare Jewels...
NAILS IN THE FENCE   Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.   (Most importantly the last sentence)     
Know Me?
I just stole this from lilboops,  Let's see if you know me at all. :)           1. What is my first name?           2. What is my favorite color?           3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated?           4. How many kids do I have?           5. What type of music
I'm Giving Out $100 In Real Money
Ok, I'm not really giving out free money, but if you read this, I'll probably buy you a drink. Now that I have your attention...A few nights ago I was chatting with a new fubar friend.  Go check her out, she's awseome Blondebomb  Anyway, we were chatting about blogging and I'd forgotten how cathartic it can be.  It's great to rant, rave, or tell a good story (at least one that I find entertaining).  I generally have nothing profound to say, but like I said it's cathartic. My previous blogs were almost entirely about frustration with my wife.  Mostly about not having any sex.  Much has changed since then, although the sex isn't that much different.  Now we have a pretty good reason for not going at it very often.  We have a 4 month old daughter who keeps us occupied.  But, we try. I've been on Fubar a long time, even going back to the days when it was called Cherry Tap.  It's taken off quite a bit since then and I must say I'm impressed.  There's still the people who are begging for
Im Your Favorite Drug
What you get is what you see it won't take much to get hooked on me so shoot me right into your skin and i will be your heroin the sideaffects are sexual are you down for a taste the sideaffects are sexual you know the way i say I'm your favorite drug your favorite drug just one hit is never enough i'm your favorite drug your favorite drug you cant break this addiction no. your favorite drug.... i'll put my nails into your back yeah you'll feel me like a spinal attack you want it from me on both knees but not until you beg me please the sideaffects are sexual are you down for a taste the sideaffects are sexual you know the way i say I'm your favorite drug your favorite drug just one hit is never enough i'm your favorite drug your favorite drug you cant break this addiction no. your favorite drug.... i'm your pleasure in your i'm your fear just like cocaine no. i'm your treasure say my name I'm your favorite drug your favorite drug just one hit is never
Hallelujah
Well I heard there was a secret chord that David played and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do ya? Well it goes like this : The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah... Well your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya And she tied you to her kitchen chair She broke your throne and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah... (Yeah but) Baby I've been here before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor, (You know) I used to live alone before I knew ya And I've seen your flag on the marble arch and love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah... Well there was a time when you let me know What's really going on below But now you never show that to me do ya
Pre-booty Call Agreement (feel Free To Fill This Out)
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the day of_____ , 2009, by , between________ and__________ . THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) Theanswer is no, so don't ask. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you arefrom out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be offended. No extra clothing - I don't want your ass leaving
Fear And Loathing In July 2009
As i sit here in my very quiet kitchen, i'm considering what are the issues that face all us in this country... but more than that i wonder about the twisting of these issues and how hard both sides have dug to make it all so confusing... GM and government ownership... Yup the US govt. now holds a huge stake in the once mighty GM (so does canada) and there has been no shortage of republican/conservative out cry of "SOCIALISM!!!!!" yet the workers only own 15% and that's the key to a socialism, worker self owned/managed... Neither side addresses the real good and bad of this... good workers do now own 15% and the government will eventually be bought out of its shares, one can only assume when things are better... One therefore has to assume the government would make a profit and this should bode well for us the people.  The down side... for now, this is expensive and it is us the people who are paying.  Had we not done this though, job loss and income loss would have been devastating a
Didn't Get My Vote
John Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN ) for 6 am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA )
Smoking
♥Well as of yesterday July 15th 2009, i decided to stop smoking. It hasnt been that bad yet, i have had 3 cigareetes since 4pm yesterday, not bad for someone that smoked a half a pack a day for 12 years. I just hope soon i am able to put them down all together. This will save me $200 a month between me and kyle smoking. He is trying to quit too but havin a little bit of a harder time than i am. But he is also around smokers all day long. well i will keep you guys updated i hope to completly quit within the next few days! wish me good luck everyone!♥
Deep In Thought
People For Sale....
Starting up another auction soon, if you'd like to be in it please message me with what you want to offer its 20k to enter most rates prizes will be given out i will start the auction once 25people have joined. i will make the pictures for you. a rule that will be enforced is the person or auction or who is bidding must be on my friends list, i will add you if you want the points for it xoxo Lauren xoxo
Still Stumbling
Ahoy there!  As you can probably tell, I'm new around here, and I'm still trying to figure out the maze. I'm reading the FuBible as time permits but its a process learning what's going on in here. For instance, how to get that tagline by my name? Anywho, I'll keep stumbling, fumbling and maybe mumbling until I feel real. Feel free to grab my hand and lead me through if you happen to bump into me.  Peace All! ~Red~
New Blog Setup..feedback Please
Hi Everyone. Our magazine is finally caught up with things and we have launched teh company blog. If you have a few min check it out and let me know what you think. Gotta warn you its full of hustler chicks doing all sorts of naughty things. Paganman Blog Thanks for reading. Vlad PS any feedback gets a free gift :P
The Dance
The Dance Reluctant at firstTo take your handIn spirit I rehearseAnd then I standSo we take the floorAnd I rememberWhen I became unsureYou became tenderEach turn that we take We make another stepEach step that we makeA new memory is setAs the music of your heartPlays its sweet tuneThe voice of my heartEchos around the roomWe glide across timeOur souls togetherWith your love and mineThe Dance lasts forever   Melissa Lay 2006 copywright protected
Untitled
Untitled Thank you for the giftA gentle heartA beautiful soulA work of artBeauty immeasurableI am enamoredJust one touchAnd my heart stammersAn equal partnerFor me to takeIn the walkThat I will makeI have won a prizeI did not earnGiven at a timeOnly God could discernTo you I am indebtedFor your benevolenceAnd I am able to learnFrom your sapience   Melissa Lay.. 2006 copywright protected
What Do You Really Look At When You View Someone
when you look at someone what do you do . do you judge them by looks, do you judge them by personality , me personally if a person can except me and learn t love me for me then im more then willing to excet them in my life . I think we are all human beings and deserve respect no matter what . send a comment and tell me your opinion on the matter!!!
To My Future Husband
To My Future Husband   You speak my language You are my voice You are my thoughts You are me   You see through my vision You think with my mind You write by my hand You know me   You feel my heart beat You endure my pain You seek my comfort You breathe me   Be my muse Let your heart lie nude Open your soul Feel  me   You are my love You became my life You are my partner I am your wife   Melissa Lay February 16,1999
Poetry
Poetry   Poetry is the voice of my heart Speaking to your thoughts Causing you to feel Whether you want to or not   It tells the story of my life From beginning to end Expressing my thoughts in words That you may comprehend   There are only a few among us That can make a picture with words However, we go on speaking Until each feeling is heard   It gives you my passion The key to my heart Open the door, unlock it Experience my form of art   Melissa Lay September 1995
The Dream
The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us Have grown so fond I lie awake In darkness cloaked The picture I see My mind invoked I see your face Those entrancing eyes The beautiful lips That tell no lies I hear your voice The song it sings The words it speaks The thoughts it brings I feel your touch Your soft skin near The gentle embrace That calms my fear I smell your fragrance Your personal potion The strong aroma From a body in motion I feel your love Your soul's tenderness The warm affection That you express I fall to sleep Your picture I hold What dreams may come As each day unfolds     Melissa Lay October 1, 1998
I Am
I AM   ANGRY SCORNED BRUISED AND TORN   AFRAID BROKEN THE WORDS UNSPOKEN   COWERING ASHAMED MY HEART IN PAIN   WOUNDED CRYING MY SOUL IS DYING   HURTING ACHING OH LORD JUST TAKE ME....     MELISSA LAY APRIL 22,2006
Let's All Help Scott. Hmm? Pfft
The Scott Peterson saga continues. The family of the Modesto man who was convicted of murdering his pregnant wife, Laci, and their unborn son, Conner, in 2002, is reaching out via the Internet, asking the public to help fund a pricey appeal, reports CBS5. In a blog on the Peterson family's web site, they say money from the "state" (a.k.a California taxpayers) won't be enough to cover the thousands they estimate it will cost to retain the services of attorney Cliff Gardner. They're requesting donations between $5 and $50: Even with the state's help, there is approximately $95,000 more needed to cover the expenses of the investigation. We have been very blessed in that our parents have been able to pay for Scott's defense and appellate attorneys for the past 6 years. But the reality of today is that they have exhausted their resources. They're not the only ones speaking out. Peterson has been blogging sporadically from Death Row since 2008. Of course, he can't do this directly. Inmate
Please Help
Please help her level.  She is my number 1 and a very very good friend.      $safe_uid_dname
Some Thoughts About Relationships
SEE THE PROBLEM WITH RELATIONSHIPS NOWADAYS IS THAT PEOPLE "LOVE" OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE OF SUPERFICIAL THINGS LIKE MONEY, AND VARIOUS MATERIAL THINGS. SEE IN THE BEGINNING THERES ALWAYS THE "SPARK" AND THE HONEYMOON PERIOD...BUT PEOPLE GET GREEDY AND LOSE THE "SPARK" BECAUSE THEY ONLY THINK OF THEMSELVES. IF PEOPLE THOUGHT OF OTHERS FIRST AND DIDNT LET THE MATERIAL WORLD COME BETWEEN THEM AND THEIR PARTNER THEN I BET THAT RELATIONSHIPS WOULD WORK OUT MUCH BETTER...BUT UNFORTUNATELY IN THIS CRUEL WORLD MOST PEOPLE ARE VERY SELF-ABSORBED AND GREEDY...JUST A FEW THOUGHTS FROM DARTH SOFIE
Music Dejur
Deep Purple and Whitesnake. David Coverdale is one of my favorit hard rock vocalists!
Iraqi Pow And Mia's
US POW-MIAs and DUSTWUN Includes Civilians CAPTURED - DECEASED April 16th, 2004 :: Confirmed Captured USAR SSG Keith M. Maupin DOI 09 APR 04 (Captured as PFC, Promoted in Absentia 01 MAY 04 to SPC, Promoted in Absentia 01 APR 05 to SGT, Promoted in Absentia 17 SEP 06 to SSG)Remains Recovered 20 March 2008, Remains Identified 20 March 2008, Change of Status from Missing-Captured to Deceased 31 March 2008. October 23rd, 2006 :: DUSTWUN December 11th, 2006 Status Change to Missing-Captured SPC Ahmed K. Altaie (Ahmed Qusai al-Taayie) May 12th, 2007 :: DUSTWUN June 16th, 2007 2 ID Cards Recovered (Jimenez & Fouty)29 June 07 Status Changed to Missing-Captured USA SPC Alex R. Jimenez, 25, of Lawrence, Mass. USA PVT Byron W. Fouty, 19, of Waterford, Mich. 4 Contractors with a Private Security Firm were abducted when their convoy was attacked, Fall 2006. No names have been released. They remain missing. DUSTWUN/ Killed in Captivity June 19th, 2006 :: Iraqi Locals Report Captured USA
Just Something That Came To Me
I never that i'd see the day when friendship ties just fade away and all thats left and here to stay are memories that hurt to say those times were fun but now theyre done i miss those days of friends and fun i miss the days where we'd just run not from the cops but just for fun not cuz someone has got a gun or because we want some drugs i lost my brother to them son i lost my bois to somethin else a pain that i have never felt it comes around just like a plague and rots out your fuckin brain im tired of this girl my main i wish you would just drop her plain cuz you know you not the same and ima fuckin stay the course cuz thats what fuckin friends are for so when you here and need me man Condor will bring you home again.  
Roller Skates & Legwarmers
I love that all my friends think I'm dorky, so saying that and knowing its true.... continue Reading the following for you have no choice I have a love affair with the 80's I'm not sure whether it was the big hair, the tight leather clothes, leg warmers, short shorts for men or the wrist bands....... I know it started with grease, foot loose, dirty dancing, flash dance and the ultimate Xanadu.... I figure since you all love me you will want to or be forced to join this group.....   The ROLLERSKATING DIVA CLUB Feel free to add it to your name... I will make you famous... That's a lie small print says your a total dork ..... Wicked And this is totally not gender bias, men are so allowed...
Had To Have Emergency Neck Surgery
Was admitted yesterday to st joe's hospital room 1501 will be having surgery i broke my c1 which is putting pressure on the base of my brain and i have a severe spinal compression and i'm not to move even coughing could paralyze me surgery will today. My surgery went well, I have my whole neck fused. I had busted open the origianl fix in my neck and the screw came withing 1.6millimeters of severing my spinal cord. I do finally have freelings in my arms and legs. and I feel 110% better than I did when I first got here. I do know who wrecked me whihc was a stalker of mine, he is one of the reasons I got myself the gun. anyway thank you all for thinking of me. had C1 to C6 fused and repair of my spinal cord that came within a 1.6 millimeter from severing on my original cage that was in my neck that blew apart during the accident  they had to reopen me up and take out the drain that was draining fluid from around my spinal cord and from the sac around my brain stem and tighten up the sc
The Hercules Cluster
Medical Discharge
I just got a phone call about an hour ago from my first sergeant telling me that the Military wants to give me a medical discharge for my asthma. I can see why they would think that because three months ago we were on base conducting our first pre deployment training that consisted of a variety of things from blood work family history dental and physical exercise. I passed everything but the physical exercise which I have been passing every year and it’s not hard at all you got to do is two minutes of sit-ups and push-ups along with a two mile run under a certain time depending on your age. This year everything was looking great I was rocking the push-ups and the sit-ups and then we started the run, I got about a mile into the run and things started to become a blur and I don’t remember much after that besides what my 1 LT told me. He said that they were driving beside me to make sure that I was all right because another guy passed me and noticed my mouth was turning blue
Fight Me!!!
Think you can beat me??? find out! It's fun! http://brain-ninja.mybrute.com
Broken Hearted
THERE ARE MANY A DAYS WHEN I JUST WNAT TO CURL UP AND HIDE AND LAST NIGHT WAS ONE OF THEM.... THERE WAS A HUGE FAMILY FIGHT AT MUH HOUSE WHICH MADE ME REALIZE THAT IT'S TIME TO LET GO OF THE PAST AND FOCUZ ON THE FUTURE
Pointless Web Game
My Brute http://pedro-el-loco.mybrute.com If you go here, you can make a little fighter and attack other people.  Go ahead and give it a shot.  If you make one post the link here and I will fight you.
*pouts*
badfish is comin to houston...i soooooo wanna go...but i have to go to austin that weekend for my sis's wedding  :(   ....freakin sister.....
A Womans Poem
He didn't like the casseroleAnd he didn't like my cake,He said my biscuits were too hardNot like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee rightHe didn't like the stew,I didn't mend his socksThe way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answerI was looking for a clue. Then I turned andsmacked the shit out of him...Like his mother used to do.
Porcelain Or Diamonds?
  Porcelain or Diamonds? She may look and feel of porcelain... With only one touch, she will capture you. Skin so smooth and flawless and unblemished, undoubtedly attracts that of many a men.   Yet so fragile and seemingly helpless, Underneath her bossum holds more truth. She renders strength beyond her doubts, Attempting to whisper yet is only mute.   Is she breakable, or made of precious stone? Handle with care or she will be broken. Is her looks so deceiving? Maybe precious inside, bright and strong even!     Within her soul all locked away, lying there with sadness. Hidden neatly behind her sultry smile. Fo
The Crane Wife 1 & 2
It was a cold night And the snow lay low I pulled my coat tight Against the falling down And the sun was all And the sun was all down And the sun was all And the sun was all down I am a poor man I haven't wealth nor fame I have my two hands And a house to my name And the winter's so And the winter's so long And the winter's so And the winter's so long And all the stars were crashing 'round As I laid eyes on what I'd found It was a white crane It was a helpless thing Upon a red stain With an arrow its wing And it called and cried And it called and cried so And it called and cried And it called and cried so And all the stars were crashing 'round As I laid eyes on what I'd found My crane wife, my crane wife My crane wife, my crane wife Now I helped her And I dressed her wounds And how I held her Beneath the rising moon And she stood to fly And she stood to fly away And she stood to fly She stood to fly away And all the stars were crashing 'round As I laid eyes on what I'd found My c
Grace Cathedral Hill
Grace Cathedral hill All wrapped in bones of setting sun All dust and stone and moribund I paid twenty-five cents to light A little white candle For a New Year's Day I sat and watched it burn away Then turned and weaved Through slow decay We were both a little hungry So we went to get hot dog Down to Hyde Street Pier The light was slight and disappeared The air it stunk of fish and beer We heard a Superman trumpet Play the national anthem And the world may be long for you But'll never belong to you But on a motorbike When all the city lights Blind your eyes tonight Are you feeling better now? Some way to greet the year: Your eyes all bright and Brim with tears The pilgrims, pills, and tourists here Will sink fifty-three bucks to buy A brand new halo Sweet on a green-eyed girl All fiery Irish clip and curl All brine and piss and vinegar I paid twenty-five cents to light A little white candle And the world may be long for you But'll never belong to
Radio Storm Is Now With Universal
YES DIG THIS A NEW LEVEL AND A NEW NAME.. FOR ALL THE FANS WHO SUPPORT RADIO STORM LET ME SAY MOVED TO A NEW LEVEL CALLED THE DOUBLE DECKER.. YES BOTH HIGHBAND AND LOWBAND AVAILABLE FOR REQUEST AND TUNES.. NOW JUST STOP IN AND MAKE A REQUEST.. AS WE ALL SAY STORMIE IS FAR FROM GOING DOWN SHE JUST GOT WINGS TO FLY.. DID SHE NOT SHARE A WORLD OF GREAT TUNES AND MOST OF ALL THOSE LOUNGES WITH HER PLAYERS CONTINUE TO ROCK ON AND NEVER ALLOW ANYONE TO STOP YOU KEY TO ANY STATION IS TO STEP OVER PROBLEMS AND MOVE TO A HIGHER GROUNDS I HAVE NO REASON TO SUPPORT SITES WHO THINK LESS OF ME OR MY FAMILY.. SO FOR THOSE WHO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT US WE SAY TY AND NEVER STOP GIVING UP ON US... FOR NOW WE WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE ROLL IN THE EYE OF ANY STORM..
O Valencia!
You belong to the gang And you say you can't break away But I'm here with my hands on my heart Our families can't agree I'm your brother's sworn enemy But I'll shout out my love to the stars So wait for the stone on your window, your window Wait by the car and we'll go, we'll go When first we laid eyes I swore to no compromise 'Til I felt my caress on your skin Well, how soon we were betrayed Your sister gave us away And your father came all unhinged So wait for the stone on your window, your window Wait by the car and we'll go, we'll go But Oh Valencia With your blood still warm on the ground Valencia And I swear to the stars I'll burn this whole city down All I heard was a shout Of your brother calling me out And you ran like a fool to my side Well the shot, it hit hard And your frame went limp in my arms And an oath of love was your dying cry So wait for the stone on your window, your window Wait by the car and we'll, go we'll go But Oh Valencia With your blood still warm
I Cry When I Hear This Song Eveytime
Travis Tritt Best Of Intentions :I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with
A Cautionary Song
There's a place your mother goes when everybody else is soundly sleeping Through the lights of beacon street And if you listen you can hear her weeping, She's weeping, cause the gentlemen are calling And the snow is softly falling on her petticoats. And she's standing in the harbour And she's waiting for the sailors in the jolly boat. See how they approach With dirty hands and trousers torn they grapple 'til she's safe within their keeping A gag is placed between her lips to keep her sorry tongue from any speaking, or screaming And they row her out to packets where the sailor's sorry racket calls for maidenhead And she's scarce above the gunwales when her clothes fall to a bundle and she's laid in bed on the upper deck And so she goes from ship to ship, her ankles clasped, her arms so rudely pinioned 'Til at last she's satisfied the lost of the marina's teeming minions, and their opinions And they tell her not to say a thing to cousin, kindred, kith or kin or she'll en
Fishing Advice
Two buddies are fishing, but they haven't caught anything all day. Then, another fisherman walks by with a huge load of fish. They ask him "excuse me, but where did you get all those fish?" The other fisherman replies," If you just go down the stream until the water isn't salty, there are a ton of hungry fish." They thank him and go on their way. 15 minutes later, one fisherman says to the other "fill the bucket up with water and see if the water is salty." He dips the bucket in the stream and drinks some. "Nope. Still salty." 30 minutes later, he asks him to check again. "Nope, still salty." One hour later they check again. "Nope. Still salty." "This isn't good," the fisherman finally says. "We have been walking for almost two hours and the water is still salty!" "I know," says the other. "And the bucket is almost empty!"
Here I Dreamt I Was An Architect
And here I dreamt I was a soldier And I marched the streets of birkenau And I recall in spring The perfume that the air would bring To the indolent town Where the barkers call the moon down The carnival was ringing loudly now And just to lay with you There's nothing that I wouldn't do Save lay my rifle down And try one, and try two Guess it always comes down to Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this way And I am nothing of a builder But here I dreamt I was an architect And I built this balustrade To keep you home, to keep you safe From the outside world But the angles and the corners Even though my work is unparalleled They never seemed to meet This structure fell about our feet And we were free to go And try one, and try two Guess it always comes down to Alright, okay, guess it's better to turn this way And here in spain I am a spaniard I will be buried with my marionettes Countess and courtesan Have fallen 'neath my tender hand When their
California One/ Youth And Beauty
Take a long drive with me On California one, California one Take a long drive with me On California one, California one... And the road a-winding goes From golden gate to roaring cliff-side And the light is softly low as our hearts Become sweetly untied Beneath the sun of California one Take a long drown with me of California Wine And the wine it tastes so sweet As we lay our eyes to wander And the sky, it stretches deep Will we rest our heads to slumber Beneath the vines of California wine? Beneath the sun of California one Annabelle lies, sleeps with quiet eyes On this sea-drift sun What can you do? And if I said, O it's in your head On this sea-drift sun What can you do? We're calling all bed wetters and ambulance chasers Poor picker-pockets, bring 'em in Come join the youth and beauty brigade We're lining up the light-loafere'd And the bored bench warmers Castaways and cutouts, fill it up Come join the youth and beauty brigade Nothing will stand in our way I figured I had p
Sparrow And The Gentle Hand
 ~ Sparrow and the gentle hand ~    I, am like a sparrow with a broken wing . . . Truly born to fly, yet has lost its way to flight . . . Knows the song that it must sing, yet is only mute . . . The path to get water is near, yet cannot sail the winds without its strength . . . Joyful noise of spring awaits new life, yet the sparrow has forgotten where the miracle of life begun . . . And yet, in its eyes you see its will to want to survive and accepts a gentle hand . . . Although it trembles beneath a gentle touch, it relinquishes with closed eyes and receives love and caring and all its fears subside . . . I am the sparrow and "you" my gentle hand . . . I've never wanted to fly so much as I do with you . . . it would be as though I have never flown before . . . because with you I want to see and feel all things again like it's the very first time! With you, I just feel in my heart, some ways I instinctively know somehow that my wing will no longer be broke . . . My flight will nev
Cheating.....
So I read a MUMMS today and it asks, "Is it still cheating if a girl makes out with anothor girl". To me that sounds like a hell of a time and a Freakin Bad Ass Girl Friend, exspcially if I get to Join in. Girls and Guys Make cheating sound like a bad thing. It keeps life interesting! If i am with someone that i love, I dont cheat on them to leave them, rather to have something new for a moment to change the norm. Its like drinking nothing but water for a year straight and nothing else. At some point you wanna damn soda, or tea, or coffee or milk, anything! Sometimes you'll now crave that sode, tea ect, But you still need to that water!
Letter Written By A Soldier
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting and he's right.   Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he'
Pain- She Whipped
Music I love
Just An Idea
so we all go down this dark allyway called life filled with dumpsters  hobos and hookers wondering  what kind of light will be waiting for us at the end  but all we do is crunch the broken glass that is shattered like our hopes and dreams or we see if we can haggle the toothless hooker to our left into sucking 10 minuets of synthetic pleasure from our viagra induced ressurections of youth gone and past but still we trudge on barely able to make out the rats at our feet pretending that they like our fears in life arent really there  wanderding from dumpster to dumpster looking for a answer to it all like a bum looks for somebodys leftover takeout that might still be warm when will we ever learn that every corner we turn hoping for a exit just takes us to the next ally over
Temptation
A Females Hair!
I AM A NATURAL BRUNETTE BUT AS YOU CAN SEE IN MY PICTURES SOMETIMES I GO BLONDE! IM ON THE FENCE OF IF IT LOOKS GOOD OR NOT! LET ME KNOW WHICH LOOKS BETTER AND PLEASE BE KIND, NO NEED TO BE RUDE! XOXOXOXOXO AMY
Stitches
Stitches By:Ashton MullenMy tears were fallingThey burned like fireHe was goneThe one I desire. My pain was realMy heart bled openIt's stitches poppedand it was broken.But then I sawYour face todayAnd my tears of sorrowwere wiped away.You came back to meand grabbed my handYou pulled me upand outta the sand.I misunderstoodI thought you were goneBut while I was cryingYou were there all along.I know your hereAnd we're apartBut you haven't stopped loving meAnd I still have your heart.This is for the bestIt wont remain this wayI know that it's just for nowand you'll be back someday.You kissed me tenderand promised you'd returnand your love for mewill always burn.With that you leftTo a far away landThen I opened up The palm of my hand.You left a needle and threadTo sew up my heartWith that I knewThis was our fresh start.
For The Sake Of Money And Progress
It has been six months since I last wrote anything. I have been told that I should not have stopped writting. We have forgotten who we are, how we got here, and forgotten how to live on the Earth. We have forgotten what is sacred or deemed it no longer sacred for the sake of money or progress.Water is sacred, and for the sake of money and progress we can no longer drink our water where once we could. We could drink from any water because it was pure and clean. Now most of our water is toxic and we must drink our water from plastic bottles which we are learning even now that is not good for us. Water that needs to be purified in order to be safe to drink.The earth is mostly covered by water, we are mostly made up of water.Trees are sacred, and for the sake of money and progress we continue to cut down our trees for development and for industry. Trees are a living breathing entity that supports life...our life. Trees breath in what we exhale and we breath in what the trees e
Ehm...
I'm afraid of pain, but I have a pill for that. No pain means no stopping, no loss, no weakness, no fear. No fear means no inhibitions. Even lions scream when they're hurt.I'm strong because I fear the breakdown and the judging. I fear the pain and I fear the fear. We are given the choice of avoidance, and we've never looked back. We slam back and forth between cause and result. The only cure is movement of the spirit up towards enlightenment, the mind out past the barriers of normalcy, and the body within to accept our injury, to let instinct overcome it, to store it in the past and not inside. Our being is for movement, not memory. Healing begins when we forget. There's no room in this body for trauma, so we hide the pressure. One way or another, it always finds its way out. We make disease inevitable
Sex Story #16
We meet for the 1st time after chatting on line and several phone conversations. I am walking towards u, as u are standing beside ur car, watching me as I get closer, I look up, our eyes lock, a smile across both our faces, I reach u, we embrace into a tight but gentle hug. We look at each other, saying it's a pleasure meeting u as we tremble in each others arms as our lips meet,  in a deep, soft, passionate kiss. We are both so hot with desire for each other after all the erotic conversations, not being able to stop how we are feeling for each other, thankfully we are in a somewhat secluded area, our hands exploring each others bodies as we kiss more deeply, our breathing heavier, knowing we want each other right here and now. Not wanting to stop to find a more secluded area, or a bed to be completely alone. I help u out of ur shirt, admiring ur tattoos, my hands running over ur back, ur shoulders, admiring ur smooth skin, kissing ur chest, gliding my tongue over ur very erect nipples
Changes
I have recently made some changes....physical ones, but still changes none the less. I've pulled away as I am so good at doing for several reasons, because in solitude I can eventually find peace. So I yanked up my stakes and moved my sons to a land far, far away (yes, that is sarcasm).   While I don't regret this decision by any means, I am having a reality check and it has sunk it what I have done.  We have a tendency to get lost and since it's just been days, as of yet we have no friends or comfort zone.   Now this appeals greatly to me and my sense of adventure but....now I am scared.  I've always been in places where I have friends and family (if I choose to go around them) but now I have neither.   I know my reasons for doing what I have done and it's too late to change it even if I wanted to.  I just wonder if I am the only person who is constantly looking for something.  Punishing yourself for invisible "wrongs" and all the while saying I don't deserve it or if I just do th
Patriotism
OK, I have been meaning to write this for a long time.  Why do people think that because they were a flag shirt, have a flag sticker, or "terrorism huunting permit" or some other stupid thing like that, that that makes them a Patriot.  I remeber after 9-11 i pulled up to my mothers house and she asked me why i didnt have a flag on my car.  I said "are you kidding me, you protested the vietnam war even though your brother was there, when i told you i was joining the Army you said i was stupid, you never vote, but now because you have a flag and i don't your a Patriot".  This is the stupid stuff that pisses me off.  I live in NY were we don't have alot of recent ex millitary, but i see tons of Terorism hunting permits, flags ect.  I know for a fact that these people would never answer the call to defend there country.  Its the same in the south all these Rednecks, talk about Patriotism, and owning guns, and free speach, but when push comes to shove they stay home and watch it unfold on T
Survival Of The Fittest
So what does it take to survive the rigours of the mums.   thick skin limited intelligence belligerent attitude  cheese ignorance pathological desire to kill/hurt/dismember desire for attention whether it be good or bad no sense of humour
Local Las Vegas Ladies Only
All You Nice, Sweet Sexy Las Vegas Ladies Who Are Up For Nice Conversations And Great Chitt Chat, with A Sweet Romantic Guy With Ears To Listen, No Matter What The Subject May Be About, Im All Up For It, Drop Me A Line Ok. Lets Talk, Look forward To Talking To You Ladies, And Please   No Cam Girls At All Ok
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.....
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.....If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do. it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a whil
My Sign
The Goat December 22 to January 20 Traditional Capricorn Traits Practical and prudent Ambitious and disciplined Patient and careful Humorous and reserved On the dark side.... Pessimistic and fatalistic Miserly and grudging
Sex Study
New Sex Study... It has been determined, the most used sexual position for married couples is a doggie position. The husband sits up and begs. The wife rolls over and plays dead...
I Cant Stand A Liar
Compulsive lying is called 'pseudologia fantastica'. It comes from many different sources. Most specifically, as you've guessed, is a lack of self-esteem, driven by an underlying depression. Sometimes it is driven by a personality disorder. At the very least it is a characterological disturbance. At the worst, it is a sign of sociopathology.
How To Dump A Guy Letter..
Dear _______________, I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening come available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: (Check those that apply) 1. ___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. 2. ___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not something I can picture myself yelling out in a fit of passion. 3. ___The fact that our first dining experience to date has left MY wallet a little lighter, and YOUR pants a little tighter! 4. ___Your inadvertent admission that you "buy condoms by the truckload" indicates that you may be intereste
Blair Weed Project 2
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Don’t Say A Word
Don’t say a Word about whatever happened in the past before we knew each other. I like you so much that I get jealous even of the things that could not have happened and I figure that is the reason I am so uneasy. Don’t say more, allow me to imagine that the past does not exist and that we were born the day we met.
Blair Weed Project
  "IM A STUPID GURL: welcome to drama central IM A STUPID GURL: where someone wants to humilate you" Kbernachizrtrn74 3:25 AM: Marys more important Chris:
All Men Are Liars
The Lies Men Tell... 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wont cum in your mouth. 33. I fell aslee
Application To Date Me!!
Application for permission to date ME This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. 1. Name ___________________ Date of birth ___________ 2. Height __________ Weight _________ I.Q _________ G. P. A _______ 3. Social Security # ___________ Drivers License # _____________ 4. Boy Scout Rank __________________ 5. Home Address _________________ City/State ______________ Zip _____________ 6. Do you have one Male and one Female parent? ______ if not, Explain __________________ 7. Number of years your parents have been married ____________ 8. Do you own a van _____ A truck with oversized tires______ A waterbed _______ Do you have an earring, nose ring, or belly button ring ______ A tattoo ______ (if "yes" to any of #8, discontinue application and leave premises.) 9. In 50 words or less, what does "Late" mean to you? ____________________________________
Everything Happens For A Reason
  Everything Happens Sometimes people come into our life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some purpose, teach you a lesson, or try to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roomate, neighbor,professor, long lost friend, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair at first, but in reflection you will find that without overcoming those obsticles, you would never realize your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happends for a reason. nothing happens by chance, or by means of good luck, illness, injury, love, lost of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be safe and comfortable, but dull
I Cant End This Tell Me How....
When is sacrifice torture Private could not believe what has happen in the last 48 hours. Even survival seems unmanageable when you think of the war torn baron landscape that he has driven thru. What on Gods creation did this once beautiful landscape blasphemes to deserve unrelenting decimation? His thoughts did even consider the people that once inhabited the once utopian valley since it was hard to imagine that anything could exist in the dirt scorched nothingness that now exists.   What in the fuck could bring so much destruction to such beauty? But as this thought crossed his consciousness he already knew the answer.   Pvt. Gin sits down on a pile of debris that once used to be the place of praise. The have taken this place back from tyranny but at what cost? Two days have past but he is the sole survivor of his platoon. His family is gone as well all taken in the flame the consumed his land just like this one. All of this wells up within him. And this war hardened and batte
Have A Coffee On Me...*gigglez*
Forwarded Message: Enjoy a Coffee on me. Just cause its so hard for us to get together for a coffee...have one on me....  J This is cute. I don ' t know how they figure all this stuff out. Enjoy1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW)2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY5. CLICK ON OPEN ENJOY!to start click COFFEE MACH
Releasing The Demons -godsmack
What do you see when you're in the darkand the demons come for you?If only you could have seen how fucked up my life used to bethen everything starts to changesupposedly healing my painI never thought I'd feel this wayI never thought that I'd see a dayI'd run away from anything or anywhere or anyoneIt's all these demons haunting meIt's all these little things trapped inside of meReleasing me from all my sinIt's taken me all of my angerAnd taken me all of my hateTo learn how my life came togetherReleasing the demons againAnd now I look through my minds eyeAnd see where my past needs to rustIt's always disturbed by these voicesThat echo inside of my headAnother way that I can hideAnother reason to crumb inside and get away from everything and everywhere and everyoneNO!It's all these demons haunting meIt's all these little things trapped inside of meReleasing me from all my sinIt's taken me all of my angerAnd taken me all of my hateTo learn how my life came togetherReleasing the demons...
Stolen From Hoochie Misty
Do you hide when Jehovah witnesses knock on your door?no i answer and tell them jesus is coming and that i gotta go before he gets off without me Tell me about your dancing style?like a white guyDo you have any family traditions?noHonestly, do you laugh when people trip for no reason?Yes.What is your most used cuss word?Fuck. Do you think it looks silly when people wear socks with sandals?yesHow many speeding tickets have you talked your way out of?1If you wake up late, is the rest of your day ruined?dependsWhich side of the bed do you sleep on?leftName the seven dwarf'sDopy Bashful Doc Sleepy Sneezy Grumpy Happy When you bend over, can you touch your toes?yes What kind of drunk are you?happy..laid backHow do you feel about rainy days?reminds me of homeDo you think that people mistake your kindness for a weakness?sometimesCan you cook?grew up in a kitchen plus ive cooked professionally for 13+ years and have 2 years of school What is your best dish?ribs and steaksHave you ever eaten
Attempts To Sleep
Well laid down tonight with the idea i was going to sleep.. yea not so much, I started thinking about all the experiences i have had. past and present with work and such...  How do u erase a face from your mind and let go of things...?
[split The Scene]
My brother and I have a lot of common interests.One of them is the blues.God I wish I had a mint julep and a smoke right about now....what would Jimmy Reed do?He'd split the scene.Not an option. Got an interview tomorrow.3:00Gotta send my goofy ass resume to a temp-droneso I can be a temp-drone.Fuck it. I seriously just wanna make some money, andmake some fucking money.Fuck I'm tired of bein broke.The most romantic experience of my last 2 months was making out with tree, its closely followed by meeting a girl at the comic shop that actually knew about Gundam.Yeah. I guess I'm kinda easy when a girl smiles, and can keep up.Only... she couldn't keep up, and I was pretty put off by meeting a chick that followed mecha.I was a little impressed.Next dish is gonna be a green curry.Means lentils and spinach.But I'm really not all that excited.Almond cookies are a higher priority.And thats dessert.I'm not exactly nervous, but man I sure as hell don't have the right energy goin into this thing.I
Religion And Ignorance
I am running out of patience and the planet is running out of time.  How long will it take for people to figure out that they can't tell the Creator what forms it can take on?   The one they call Jesus Christ...his name is Emanuel and in his words "we are eternal".  We have free will and it seems to me that limiting yourself by believing that you are not in control of your own life is an inherent contradiction!  There are no churches, synagouges, or mosques in the after life... Speaking of mosques, Islam is the most terrifying force on the planet.  Do you people even know anything about your so called prophet?  What kind of prophet marries a 6 year old girl and consumates the marriage when she turned 9.  Are you fucking kidding?  Or orders the beheading of a woman breast feeding in publlic?  Oh and her baby too.  You sick fucks.  Ask any muslim, their goal is to take over the world.  And where have we seen this before?  Crazy religious movement trying take over the world.....oh yes, N
Um I Stole These From Ick-r-us
  Im half asleep bare with me Do you hide when Jehovah witnesses knock on your door?They hide from me.Tell me about your dancing style?I dont danceDo you have any family traditions?noHonestly, do you laugh when people trip for no reason?Yes.What is your most used cuss word?Fuck. Its such a powerful sentence enhancerDo you think it looks silly when people wear socks with sandals?fuck yesHow many speeding tickets have you talked your way out of?3If you wake up late, is the rest of your day ruined?no way. I love sleeping in.Which side of the bed do you sleep on?the one that isnt near the wallName the seven dwarf'sDopy Bashful Doc Sleepy Sneezy Grumpy Happy (what he said)When you bend over, can you touch your toes?yes What kind of drunk are you?a loud crazy stupid why dont you just stfu already kinda drunk. this is why i dont drinkHow do you feel about rainy days?I love them! I wish it rained more.Do you think that people mistake your kindness for a weakness?Im not kind.Can you cook?Heck
Well This Should Be Interesting...
Do you hide when Jehovah witnesses knock on your door?I invite them in to witness the weekly goat sacrificeTell me about your dancing style?an epileptic being electrocutedDo you have any family traditions?ummm...does sodomy count?Honestly, do you laugh when people trip for no reason?Doesn't everyone?What is your most used cuss word?dirty cocksucker? Do you think it looks silly when people wear socks with sandals? they should be shot or sterilized. How many speeding tickets have you talked your way out of?A few.If you wake up late, is the rest of your day ruined?I wake up late, I kill people.Which side of the bed do you sleep on?Left side, under the mattress.Name the seven dwarf'sNO!When you bend over, can you touch your toes?Last time I was asked to touch my toes....*shudders*What kind of drunk are you?evil, but in a fun way.What is the most difficult thing you've ever had to overcome?There are way, way too many to name hereHow do you feel about rainy days?Dancing and sex should alw
Yea Yea
I was gonna go to the beach with my two friends today but Kari said that they changed their minds...bummer, it was a nice day to go to the beach also. Then she called me up asking if I would like to see Harry Potter with them so I did. First theater we went to, they were all sold out still...we grabbed some food at Arby's, then went to another theater and watched it. Good movie by the way..that's all that I'll say. I can't remember the last time I saw a movie with them. I sat next to Kari while she sat next to her dude, Myke. I looked over at the seat next to me which was empty and wished that someone was there with me...lol lame I know... Even though I've been pretty much single for goddness knows how long..when while with rich still..just feels weird. It's like...learning how to do things on my own again..and not with that special someone. I do miss it though. I still feel alone a lot...I don't really got close friends that I could hang out with anymore...time will heal I guess. 
[let's Kill Some Time While Time Kills Some Us]
Do you hide when Jehovah witnesses knock on your door?I have multiple options here, depending on how annoyed or busy I am.My favorite is answer shirtless with my scars exposed in baggy pants (often with my hooha nearly exposed- or comical boxers)and I leave the screen door shut because I love signaling my dog and having her jump up eye level and pawing and barking at the glass trying to get a piece of peddler.I once answered mormons in the middle of having sex, and had my straw hat over my bits, covered in sweat and claw marks, my ex screaming for me to hurry up and come back.Mostly for the sake of the story.Tell me about your dancing style?Samba.I dunno- I actually have a good sense of rhythm but I'm VERY self conscious when I dance, unless I'm drunk, relaxed, or having a blast-  I don't dance. Used to just be the robot the batousee and the monkey- now I kinda got the flow.Do you have any family traditions?Yeah. Mostly running from the cops and listening to banjo music- but also blowi
The Tendency Of Wedding In West Culture
There are so many differences between the eastern culture and that of the west. Take wedding for example, they differs in many aspects. Weddings performed during and immediately following the medieval era were often more than just a union between two people. They could be a union between two families, two businesses or even two countries. Many weddings were more a matter of politics than love, particularly among the nobility and the higher social classes. Brides were therefore expected to dress in a manner that cast their families in the most favorable light, for they were not representing only themselves during the ceremony. Brides of an elevated social standing often wore rich colors and expensive fabrics. It was common to see such brides wearing bold colors and layers of furs, velvet and silk. Brides of a lower social standing often copied the elegant styles of wealthier brides as best they could. Prom dresses have traditionally been based on the popular styles of the day. For ex
Id Be This Boy Friend
Everyone should read this !I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.Just read this, it will make a difference.If only everyone could see this and understand it.When she stares at your mouth,Kiss her.When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-ass it's because she thinks shesstronger than you,Grab her and dont let go.When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,Kiss her and tell her you love her.When she's quiet,Ask her whats wrong.When she ignores you,Give her your attention.When she pulls away,Pull her back.When you see her at her worst,Tell her she's beautiful.When you see her start crying,Just hold her and don't say a word.When you see her walking,Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.When she's scared,Protect her.When she steals your favorite hoodie,Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.When she teases you,Tease her back and make her laugh.When she doesn't answer for a long time,reass
Hot Head
mj's hair catches fire   click the link to watch   http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=14532128&ch=4226715&src=news
A Lil Rhyme
I'm half ill blown out like lil retarts no fronts. Don't give where the shit starts. Checked what the fuck do i need checked nothin. Only thing i know is maybe you motherfkers actin like they don't kno they words it's disturb just keep to ur dayum self n smoke ur herb. Sick & tired of this world pickin & kickin on me. I've had it blunt brain smash the skulls i'm fucked up & life & never had any goals. So I failed. You wanna life story then go talk to some half-blonde gutted bitch name torrie. She give you all the facts the puzzles n pieces while i'm fucked tryin to learn telekinesis n pick up on every artist's releases for them to get through to see this. My name is a 4 letter word that begins with a k & ends in a s yes you guessed it. Now what the fuck you wanna cookie shut the fuck ur startin to spook me. Why the fuck do i have to go through so much bein screwed on this world n havin no life no kids no money or no gurl my brains dead n i can't hurl n its all just a tilt & twirl n i d
Thoughts...................carri Is Lost................
Everyone is a winner but not me, I'm just another loser. I make everyone's happy and do things to make them happy but not for myself... I'd not be happy again... where is it? It had gone down drain.People's wishes will come true for them but not mine. Never will.I will get things to be rubbed in my face and I'm just gonna let them, no points to say anything to it nor fight about it. My dreams are gone. I don't know if I'm gonna ever get them back. It is lost, don't know if it will ever come and find me again. I don't ever know if I'd be wanted n loved ever again?! It will go with me till I die.I guess I'm a retarded. I don't know where Carri is anymore.Oh well that's the life for me, I guess.At least everyone's else are happier than I am. After all they deserves that but not for me *clap clap*...No sorries or pities for me, please because I don't need them since they don't do anything good for me.Nothing ever will be, unless SOMEONE proves me wrong. I challenge you all out there to do
Take Me Outta My Misery
WELL JUST A TAD OF INFO ABOUT ME...MY FULL NAME IS MARJORIE MICHELLE MOSHER , I AM 36 YEARS OLD. WAS MARRIED FOR FOURTEEN YEARS ,I HAVE NOW BEEN DIVORCED FOR OVER A YEAR....I WAS MARRIED TO A MAN WHO WAS VERBALLY AND MENTALLY ABUSIVE, STILL THE MAN TEARS ME DOWN WHEN HE CAN , I THINK MY CURRENT RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE HAS ENDED, I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE WAY HIS BODY LANGUAGE IS AND HOW HE NOW TALKS TO ME DIFFERENT , PLUS HE LEFT HOME AT 10 AM TO SUPPOSEDLY HELP HIS DAD AND HASNT COME HOME YET, MY INSTINCTS TELL ME SOMETHING IS WRONG. I JUST CANT SEEM TO FIND AN HONEST MAN WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME , MY LIFE CANT GET AN WORSE , I HAVE LIVED IN THE HOMELESS SHELTER FOUR TIMES, LIVED IN MY CAR FOR FIVE DAYS AN ONLY ATE TWICE ,WAS IN JAIL 51 DAYS AND WAS DUMPED THAT DAY WITH THE EXCUSE THAT HE COULDNT HANDLE IT , THE EXHUSBAND WOULDNT BRING THE KIDS TO SEE ME ( HE GOT EVERYTHING IN THE DIVORCE) , WHEN I WAS IN JAIL I WROTE MY KIDS EVERY DAY AND NEVER GOT ANY LETTERS IN RETURN ,ACTUALLY SL
Day N Night
One bright day in the middle of the night, 2 dead boys got up to fight. They turned back to back and faced each other, drew swords and shot each other. The deaf policeman heard the noise, came over and shot the 2 dead boys. If you dont believe this story is true, go ask the blind man, he saw it too
Failure
NO MORE THEN THE BEING OF EXISTANCE AM I UNDERSTOOD TO SELF, THOUGH I YERN FOR PEACE.. THE VAILS PREVAIL ME IN FAILURE, DOUBT, MISUNDERSTOOD.. NO CLARITY AS I CONTINUE TO WALK I SEE STAGNATE REMEDIES APPROACH FREELY IN DARK THOUGHS.. WHAT I BELIEVE IS LOST, FAILURE IS MY ROOT WHICH IS ALLOWED BY DOUBT.. ILLUSIONS INTRUDE HAPPY TIMES OVER MY SOUL COUNTLESS TO CLOAKS, DAGGARS, GRAILS.. THEIR BRAIL AND ASHED AS DUST IN DISGUSTFUL TERMOIL..HEAD IS HIGH AS THE SKY PASSES OVER.. I SEEK AS I AM BLIND TO MY DESIGN EXISTANCE IS GRIM, BREATHE IS CLOUDED AND BLACK TO FADE ME SOON IN THE PLACES OF FIREY LAKES.. THE LONGER THIS IS THOUGHT, THE MORE IT CONCIEVES ME TO BE.. THREW MY FAILURE.. I BEGIN TO SEE CORRECTION, FOLLOWING THIS CORRIDOOR SHOULD HEAL MY FAILURE.. I BEGIN TO WALK..     NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...
I Came Upon A Child Of God
If you recognize those lyrics then undoubtedly we can relate on some level. With all my heart I believe that there was no better decade to have been born into than the 50's.  I would not trade it for having 30 years shaved off of my age or anything else.  I love that I can remember 11/22/63.  I love that I can remember where I was on 7/20/69.  I only wish I had been old enough to attend Woodstock that same summer.  I once had a roommate that did however.  That's as close as I came.  Robin, who was about 5 years older than myself, and his CAT attended Woodstock.  LOL. There are times...such as tonight...drinking Tequila, celebrating my 53rd birthday, and listening to songs from that era...that I am almost spiritually and psychically transcended back to that time.  Little did we know that it was such an incredibly amazing time to be discovering the world.  Is it any wonder that in years to come there would be a TV show that would actually REFER to those years AS "The Wonder Years"?  I
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This Is Shit Hitting...
Alsip Police are re-opening their investigation of the discovery of bones four years ago at the scandal-plagued Burr Oak Cemetery, with Chief Christopher Radz saying he would be "remiss" if he didn't. The move comes after newly-obtained police records show that a number of public agencies, including the Alsip Police Department, the Cook County Highway Department, and the offices of the comptroller and the medical examiner were all aware of the bones on the ground and could have uncovered over four years ago what was going on at the historic cemetery. Subcontractors with Commonwealth Edison on Tuesday said they were moving power lines along Cicero Avenue in 2005 when they came across bones on the ground. "Actually we saw arms, legs, sticking out of the ground," Russ Bausone said. Those men said they called police, but the Alsip police reports from the incident suggest it was Alsip who initiated contact after it was learned that one of the members of that construction crew had taken
Gotta Luv Dem Cajuns
Cajun AngelsGabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have someCajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They areswinging on The Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and barbecue sauce isall over their robes! Ham hocks, spareribs, and crawfish shells are allover the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heavenclean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds! They have eatenalmost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing theirhalos, saying it is messing up their hair."The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven ishome to all my children. If you really want to know about problems,let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns."The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!"The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do foryou?"God replied, "Tell me what kind of problems you are havi
Update On Life
I guess some or all of you are wondering what the hell is up with me lately? I can’t say I blame you. Life has been Crazy over the past few years. I did the whole going off to fight for your country thing and that was a good learning experience. I moved back to Fargo, North Dakota for a couple of reasons. First so I could finish my Bachelors of Science in Nursing. Secondly, I had thought that maybe this is where I could do some good and possibly become a roll model. Lastly I like it here, it’s peaceful. I have been really sick lately.  I have a cyst on my pancreas and they think that it may be cancerous. For the first time in my life I realize how precious that life is. I just wanted to say i am sorry to those that I have offended pissed off and letdown. I realize for the first time I am human and I don’t have to be all things to all people. You all know that I am usually the First person that you all call on but I am a little amazed that when I need some one to be th
Thank You All For Your Prayers For Zachary Lane
I WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT ZACHARY IS HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HE IS DOING GREAT. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY SON..HUGS TO ALL..
Ask
Stop a moment please, this we all ask.   Not just for a tease,  only pause your task.   Its the world who grieves,  from an empty cask. Your only a disease,   hid behind a mask.   All us on our knees, pain is where you bask.   Momenteraly ease, this is all we ask!
Silent Cell Phone Complex
Silent Cell Phone Complex I’m so disappointed… in people, once again.  What is a “friend?”  That word doesn’t exist in my life… By my definition, I don’t know what it feels like to have a friend. I always imagined that friendships would be “even”.  In other words, both sides of the street are equal, instead of being a one sided road.  People use that cliché saying, but they don’t live up to it. Perhaps I’m the fool for upholding the “fairness” in the relationship. I’m starting to think that relationships are closer to being pimps and bitches.  You’re either the pimp, the big dog, or you’re the bitch, who ends up being the slave.  There is no, I’ll scratch your back if you scratch mine.  There’s only, I scratch your back, then you run off after feeling relieved.  Why are people so selfish like that? Time and time again, I’ve observed people… humanity is failing.
Broken Hearts
This is to both men and women!!!   We all know this is the internet but when you play with peoples hearts it's def not cool:( When you hurt some one with your games and lies and deception you need to be careful because one day it may come back to you with your heart being broken. There is that right person out there for everyone and I hope everyone finds that but until then please watch the heart strings u step on. We are all grownups and adults so some of you need to fucking act like it on here!!!!  I am here to make some awesome friends whether it be male/female and would NEVER step over any boundries or talk to anyones bf/gf , please show some respect to those you know are in relationships on here. Thats all for now, I vented! Lol. OH P.S. Love you all:)
10 More
I'm doing 10 MORE Random Useless Facts, because Jenn did it twice and blamed me, so I owe her.But I'm not "tagging" anyone this time so don't feel any pressure. :)1. I'm addicted to cough drops. I carry at least 2 packs of Halls in my car, and if I ride in your car, I'll open the console and root around saying "What the hell.. No cough drops?"2. I love the smell of new tires. Anytime I'm at Pep Boys I go use the bathroom so I can walk down between the storage racks full of tires, & just go "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh".3. I left home when I was 16 & lived in an old school bus in my neighbors backyard. There ain't much rednecker than that, but "ahhhhhhhhh" the sweet life of freedom!4. I listen to music that don't match. My playlist on "random" (tonight I jotted them down) went: Merle Haggard, Disturbed, Righteous Brothers, Prince, U2, Creed, Night Ranger, Blackfoot, Blues Traveler, Etta James, David Bowie, Marshal Tucker Band, Iron Maiden, Brooks & Dunn, Train, Lynyrd Skynyrd.5. I'm a spiteful hardh
Miss Ya Dad
EVERYONE SAYS THAT TIME HEALS ALL THINGS. WELL ITS BEEN ONE YEAR TODAY THAT I LOST YOU DAD. THERES NOT A DAY THAT DON'T GO BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF YOU. I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. YOUR NOT HERE FOR ME TO TALK TO OR TO ASK QUESTIONS WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS. IT JUST HURTS SO BAD. I MISS YOU DAD SO VERY MUCH. THE ONLY THING THAT I AM GLAD FOR IS THAT YOUR NOT HURTING ANYMORE AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE ANYMORE MEDICINE OR DO DIALYSIS ANYMORE. I KNOW WHAT YOU SAID. THAT YOU FELT YOUR BLOOD GOING BACK IN YOU AND THAT IT HURT LIKE HELL AND YOU WOULD CRY. CAUSE THE PAIN WAS SO GREAT. BUT I STILL MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD..EVERYONE IS TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD BE WISHING YOU A HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN. BUT, I GUESS YOU CAN SAY I'M GREEDY CAUSE I RATHER YOU HERE WITH ME. THAN IN HEAVEN. TELL BUBBA THAT I LOVE HIM ALSO AND I MISS HIM TO. DARN GOD HAS TAKEN MY ONLY BROTHER AND NOW YOU DAD FROM ME. I MISS YA'LL BOTH SO MUCH. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TWO VERY MUCH.
Polak Running The Show Lol
Day-to-day operation of the Burr Oak Cemetery has been wrested from the owners and turned over to the head of the Archdiocese of Chicago's Catholic Cemeteries. During a Wednesday hearing, Cook County Circuit Court Judge Stuart Palmer OKd the appointment of Roman Szabelski, executive director of Catholic Cemeteries, to temporarily oversee the Alsip cemetery which is now a crime scene. The move comes a week after four Burr Oak employees were arrested and accused of pocketing $300,000 by digging up old bodies, dumping them in a mass grave in the cemetery and reselling the old plots off the books. With lawsuits piling up and cemetery owner Perpetua Inc. a no-show at both the 150-acre site and in court proceedings about the management - and the alleged mismanagement - of the cemetery, the judge moved quickly to put the cemetery in receivership. Szabelski has extensive experience managing cemeteries: his agency operates 47 cemeteries in Cook and Lake counties, it handled 17,500 interment
It Truly Gets Worse
Four years ago, Matt Hamilton tried to blow the whistle on the diabolical scheme that is unfolding at Burr Oak. Hamilton supervised a crew of utility workers who were installing poles in the area where police officials believe more than 300 bodies were dumped by cemetery workers. "When I was out there, there had to be 100 bodies -- skulls, legs, arms -- it was insane," Hamilton said. "I almost got sick." Hamilton said he called the Alsip Police Department, but by the time police officers came out the next day, someone had covered up the bones. He also called the media but couldn't convince anyone to pick up the story. So, he was dumbfounded on Tuesday when WMAQ-Channel 5 reported that two utility contractors saw bodies and open coffins four years ago. The station reported that after their complaint to Alsip police, the contractors had to shut down their work on power lines for 10 days. Hamilton said he had refused to go back to work in the cemetery until the situation was invest
Basics
Can these words tell you? Tell you how i feel? Can these gestures show you? Show you how i feel? I doubt they ever will. Every thing is never enough To give what you gave me. A heart once lost Is found again. Memories once burried Surfacing once again a smile once forgotten Is rememberd once again. That flicker in my eye Flickers once again. I guess were going back Going back to basics.
Family Reunion!
Hey all just letting u all know where i'll be this weekend...i'll be in richmond kentucky @ a family reunion in Waco KY and i won't be back til sunday..leaving tomorrow night! Need me call the cell if u know the # HOLLA @ ya boy!
Take A Chance
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past.
-best-
The best of both worlds,Notliving,Not dead,Unconcious;Breathing ever so lightly,Isnt it wonderful?Floating in a world all your own.Never to share,You're asleep.
Reflection Of The Past
Stop looking at me,Am i that creepy?You tease me,Stop looking at me,Youhate me,Why am I really that Strange?You dont know me,Dont judge me!I told you stop looking at me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wait what am i saying?Your perfect reflection,Your lovely complection,Stareing back at me,Your just a mirror image,Of what i used to be.
William Shakespeare
“A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.”
Blog
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 i did ur mom last night. hahaha 2 ppl are stupid 3 i have road rage 4 i like to curse. FUCK  5 i drive way to fast wouldnt change it tho 6 i also text and drive 7 love boobs and asses 8 i love the live action comi
Light
People of the light,Join us on this night;Without a fright.Dance in the gleam,Of Mid Summers Eve.What a wonderful time,For joy and ryhmes.Lets frolic and playTo honor this beautiful day.
Linda Lovelace?
I'm getting a female ball python soon, Seamus says I should name her Linda Lovelace because she swallowed everything.   Should I listen to the all knowing yet extremely perverted and stoned Seamus? or can you come up with something better?
Ranting
I hate how things are going lately. My body has broken down and my doctor has ran out of ways to try to get me better. So I am hurting all the time. What is worse that  it's not just me suffering it's also my 4 year old son and my husband. Lucky for me hubs has been so understanding and just when I think he has reached the point where he cant deal with it he suprises me. Like today. Was hurting soo badly and pain meds wasn't helping. Could barely move off the couch without the pain knocking into me. He came home from work and took our boy and my lil 8 year old brother to the pool so I could rest. He cooked dinner and cleaned up so I didnt have to. I know there are people out there alot worse than I am and are dealing with health issues far greater than mine.  And this whole situation has humbled me..I say a prayer to those people even though I dont know them. I just wished my doc would find a way to fix me. I cant even get a job cause of the pain I am in almost all the time. Hubs says
News I Just Found Out
Well I injured my knee on July 6th from falling out of a trailer and I was wearing boots with like 3 inch heels. And it has been bugging the hell out of me and I can't put any pressure on it. So I went to the doctors today and he told me that the band in my knee looks like it has been torn again. But he's not sure if its just from the surgery I had on it 6 years ago or if its new. So I have to wait 2 weeks and if it isn't getting any better by then, then I will have to call him and he will make an appointment for me with my orthopedic surgeon. So I may have to have surgery on my knee before too long...sigh!
Hell Fires
... ..... the laugh of you in my eyes burning every intent.. my friend, enemy resides.. hahaaa, o the laughs you say, i'll give you comfort for evey soul you take.. hell fires, funny, i watch you burn.. shots flamming your every turn.. running, come home you hear, you're to far gone to grab the hand that's near.. feel.. hell fires, hello how are you today, hey i need a miniute in my office once your settled in, ok.. ... ..did you know the thoughts are willing your end.. head in the office smiling leaving no job at days end.. hell fires, hey, your house was vadilized and the ones caught hold family ties, why did you move so fast.. squeezed the trigger silenced the life you can't bring back.. hell fires, demising me in every move i take, making me hate is sought for my dinners plate.. the days hold no light for me, laughing once again you of upright social viewed in our sociotey.. you win what, you take what.. laugh, ill cast of actions.. hell fires working in mobbs, see the soul walk th
Heach Ache
. .. ... i know a place where eye's can't see, if i show you would you believe.. not in me but what is sought, mystery of living thought visualized, tell me would you see thee i'z.. the foe is every where, tiding smiles in every glare.. feed the hungry watch the pull.. gluten, sloth, envy.. reign becoming full, judges renown the throne.. my head aches from all these stones..   NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...
Blue Skies
Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed Get up For the start of a new day Upon the breath of the wind.
Love
Love is a Wonderful and Beautiful thing,A Ray of sunshine, it gleams of brilliant white.Around, it spins and twirls with a bright bling,High in the sky, in everyone’s eye, it takes flightFloating and whirling, spinning and twisting,Caught in a whirl wind, wondering, when will it end?Surprising when suddenly you’re not movingNot turning around, but down you ascend.With a loud slam and a thunderous clash,Spinning and twirling again and again.Thinking it will end, you bash, crash and thrash,Regaining consciousness, it will not end. Love is a round, never-ending circle,It follows you in an obvious cycle.
Simple
Spinning like a child,Whirling with the wind.Time fly's and the world spins,Older now, yet still spinning as a child.My mind is racing,Time is pacing.With every changing season,My body continues fading.Life is simple,As a kid spinning.The wind blowing,Leaving your clothes in a rumple.The sky so blue,The air so clean.You're free as a bird,With air beneath your wings.
Relief From Pain
Sitting in this room,Alone and quiet.The walls are spinning,The silence is loud.Nothing but the (tap tap tap),Of the rain,falling against my window pain.The shadows on the wall,move in such a crawl.The light is dim,And the air is cold.Thoughts racing,One by one,Through this empty mind.No feeling,Numbness to all around.No more hesitation,Let it out.The feeling of relief,Bittersweet.
Ha I Love It
A Blog Repost
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Fu-owned Me Baby!
I'm up for auction come and make me yours for a month..I'll make a good fu-slave baby!!! Own in my name for 1 monthAdded 2 Top Friends/FamilyPimpout on my About MeRandom Gifts each week100 11s for 4 weeksIf 25 Dollars All Above Plus:1 SFW 15 Phone Call (if wanted)Random Gifts or Bling If I Have AnyOracle Pimpout Daily for 4 weeks1 Custom Skin for you or a Friend200 11s for 4 weeksIf 50 dollars or Over All Above Plus:Oracle Pimpout Daily for 2 months2 Custom Skins for you or a FriendRandom Gifts or Bling If I Have Any500 11s for 4 weeksAdd to Yahoo (if wanted)1 SFW Salute Anyway you want it (within reason)I Love Blasts, Bling Packs, would love a HH hehe *muahz*
The Wheel
THE AIR'S HEAVINESS IN ITS DARKNESS AS IF A VAGUE BLOODLIKE DRIZZLE THREATENED TO COME DOWN FROM THE SKIES DARK CEILING WE INHALED THAT BREW OUR NOSE DIRTY A SYMBOL OF CHILDREN WITH ADULT ACTIONS TO SECRETLY GO ON WITH OUR STRUGGLE FOR SOME CAUSE WE DID AND DID NOT KNOW A GAME OF HANDS AND FEET TWICE AS ROUGH BUT JUST AS SWEET AS PAYING BACK TOOTH AND NAIL FOR THE FIRST BLOOD DRAWN OR FOR A YOUNG GIRL SWEET AS THE FIRST TRICKLE OF HER BLOOD AND AGE OLD SYMBOL OF LIFE THE WHEEL TURNING STUCK BETWEEN ONE GENERATION CAUGHT IN THE WINK OF BRIGHT AND DIM EYES COUNTER CLOCWISE THE WHEEL BROKE LOOSE BEFORE IT BEGAN TURNING AND ENTERED TIME AS CALM WATERS SERENELY QUICK SCATTERED IN DARKNED WATERS FOREVER LIKE PIECES OF A SHIPWRECK PART OF ME HAS NOT SAILED I HAVE NOT TURNED THE WHEEL WITH TIME I AM THE DARKNED CURRENT STILL NOT A GHOST PART OF ME IS THAT BOY WHO FALLS DOWN CURSED WITH HUMANITIES OMENS AND I HAVE NOT COME OF AGE YET OR AGE HAS NOT COME OF ME YET AS VICTORY OF LIFE I SAVAGE IT
Life
I find it all together insane, how much life can change in just a few months, days, hell even minutes. Now with that s I would like to point out that I still don't understand men, however, i don't know if women are supposed to... i mean really, men don't understand women so how fair would it be if we understood them? Now, with that being said i am just going to tell you all that there is a way to be happy, and the truth of the matter is, it's just in letting go. i am not trying to stand on my soap box and preach but the i found nothing until i stopped looking, i wish you all the best and hope you find what you're looking for but until then, party hard and have fun, nothing's over until life is done!!!!!
Whole
WHY UTTER GODS OR STARS..FOAM OF AN INVISIBLE OCEAN, POLLEN OF THE MOST REMOTE GARDENS... IF LIFE HURTS, IF EACH DAY BREAKS CLAWING AT OUR GUT, IF EACH NIGHT FALLS CONVULSED, MURDERED... IF THE HURT IN SOMEONE ELSE HURTS US, PRESENTED ALWAYZ AND IS THE VICTIM AND THE ENEMY AND LOVE AND ALL WE NEED TO BE WHOLE.... THEN, I GO OUT TO THE ROADS AND I LISTEN, HEAR, THE FIERCE BREATH OF ANGUISH EXPLODES IN FRONT OF THE MOUTHS AND IS LOST IN CLOUDS OF FROST AGAINST THE IMPENETRABL SKY... I CLOSE MY DOORS FASTEN MY WINDOWS...MY RIGHT HAND THE DREAM OF FLOURISHES AN ANGRY SWORD AND THROWS A MULTILATED ROSE, ROLLING ROLLING AT MY FEET... UNRESTING DOVE IN THE DEPTHS OF MY NIGHT... SWORDS MY WOE'S COMPLETING ME WHOLE....   NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...
Love Anthologiez
DO YOU ALREADY KNOW MY NAVIGABLE BLOOD, MY GEOGRAPHY FULL OF DARK MOUNTAINS, OF DEEP AND BITTER VALLEYS THAT ARE NOT ON THE MAPS... PERHAPS... YOU HAVE VISITED MY CHASMS, MY SUBTERRANEAN GALLERIES WITH.. GREAT MOIST ROCKS... ISLAND JUTTING OUT OF BLACK PUDDLES, WHERE I FEEL THE PURE RUSH OF ANCIENT WATERS... FALLING FALLING FALLING FROM MY PROUD HEART... DOSE ALL MY LOVE BLEND COLORZ MARBLE SOLID, MY FRIGHTENING VOICE TOO THE HARSH CRY IN MY THROAT, ALL MY BONES MY ROOTS AND... THE ROOTS OF MY ROOTS ALSO THESE DARKE BRANCHES SWAYED LOVE ANTHOLOGIEZ DREAM...   NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...
Knights Last Prayer
O Savior of my life,Will you meet me in my death?O Deliverer of my hope,Will you free me in my peril?O Healer of my soul,Will you cure all my disease?When I cry, shedding tears Do you taste my bitterness?When I strive, struggling to surviveDo you stand by and offer your hand?When I give up, with shattered dreamsDo you pick up all the pieces? O Listener of all my prayers,In silence and thunders I wait for your answer.O Comforter of my broken heart,In lonely night I search for your solace.O Helper of my weakened strength,In unbearable burden I seek your relief. O Maker of heavens and earth,May I call you my God?Even if I never know your name,Even if I've done some shameful things,Even if I betrayed you and ran away once. But will you forgive me for all my wrongs?Will you help me when I reach toward you with my tiny hands?Will you grant me peace even though we battled all our lives? People say you set the rules,But I know you truly love.When others judge my covers,You attend my heart
Dreams
ALL THE STARS AT NIGHT SKETCHES ITS HANDS IN SHADOWS..THE PLEASURE IT REVEALS, ASLEEP..THE VICE IT UNCOVERS.... DREAM ALL THAT THE SHADOW LETS HEAR WITH ITS BLOW OF SILENCE..THO ASLEEP, THE UNFORESEEN VOICES..IT BURNS BETWEEN SHEETS, SPACES, THE CRY OF THE BLOOD, THE MURMUR OF SOME STRAYED STEPS.. DREAM ALL THE SILENCE IN THE DREAM FREES ME, THE STEAM OF DESIRE, THE SWEAT OF THE EARTH, THE NAMELESS FRAGRANCE OF THE SKIN... DREAM ALL THAT DESIRE ANOINTS MY DREAMS LIPS..THE DREAMED SWEETNESS OF A CONTACT...THE TASTED TASTE OF SALIVA... DREAM AND ALL THAT THE DREAM TURNS..MOUTH OF A WOUND, THE SHAPE OF AN ENTRAIL, FOREVER IN A HAND THAT DARES... DREAM....   NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...
My Hero's
In todays world we often hear the word Hero, We have many Heros today with our troups fighting in Iraq and other countries. I will always have them in my prayers.  But sitting here today loking at this myspace thing and what I can do differently to it, I saw the category about Heros, and I had listed Mom and Dad. They are my true heros in life. The sad part is it takes them not being here to realize just how Heroic they were. In the middle 60's my mother found out she had tumor on her tongue that left her with no taste.  Imagine not being able to taste anything at all.  A few years later we found out she had a brain tumor behind her left ear. That left her with no earing in her left ear, partially paralized on the left side of her face, and also she lost the ability to produce tears in her left eye. All of this would cause most people to quit, give up, want to no longer exist.  And I can recall many times that Mom said those very words, she couldnt go on.  But she did.  Not only did s
Such A Tragedy
Wish i could spend a night with you between my legslisten, i sit and wonder who's having love with you nowbehind closed eyes, my private horror showthe queen of fools is wearing the crownand the sea of heartbreak is where i drownAnd love is dead - it's a tragedyyeah love is dead - what an evil thiefyou stole my heart with no regretsnow love is deadSo many asses around me, but i only want yoursI'm starving 'cause my nights are a borehello again, here comes another lone daythe naked truth is here to stayAnd love is dead - it's a tragedyyeah love is dead - what an evil thiefstole my heart with no regretsnow love is dead - shut up and rotyour love is dead - i'm gonna chop up the cockthat stole my heart with no regretsyou stole my fuckin' heart with no regrets
How Not To Make Friends
I am very limited in what I can do on fubar while at work. Today I was collecting user ID's of auto 11's for a bomb after I got home. When I got home I readied my list and checked my bar tab and found this: http://fubar.com/user/2172006 was on my list to bomb, I don't think so now. I will wait on my bomb. You see, her #1 is the benefactor of a level 37, who I recently added to my family for leveling reasons, points tonight. The level 37 is having a Happy Hour tonight and to help his benefactor I was planning to use the bomb during that Happy Hour. I guess landing on her profile and not rating it is grounds for a 1 and a block. 29,000+ points for her and ?? for her #1 lost.
Stupid Encounter #13
I mean really... what? Way to make friends there fake bitch!
Sexual Violence
English paper, April 2009 Sexual Violence Against Women in the United States Rape and sexual violence has become a part of our everyday lives in the United States. It is not something that is pleasant to think about and so it gets swept under the rug and ignored by the mass majority of society. It seems archaic to think so, but women are still regarded as little more than property by many in our society. Women are abused at all stages in their lives. Child sexual abuse is on the rise, women on college campuses are being violated on a daily basis, and even elderly women are often victims of sexual predators. One of the first things to be done is to spread awareness about the issues; the time for ignoring the problem has long passed. There also needs to be more of a focus on prevention rather than just dealing with the offenders after the fact.  One of the more long term changes is that of modifying the criminal justice system to better handle cases of rape and sexual violence. There a
Sthenolagnia
Arousal from a display of strength and/or the sight of muscles.
Sadden Blue
In my darkness deep despair This once happy girl No more to hear Blue tears come and Blue tears go Yet pain is great and so are their blows To the heart that shatters in too As the tears of sadden blue Flow from her eyes Like they always do Greater now that their both in pain Their hearts beat at the rhythm of Chaos and gut wrenching pain Never knowing if they will see each other again Tortured and burn by lies of despair They question everything And hold on with a prayer Not knowing who to believe or where to go They just know they want there mother so
In Loves Name We Play
We walk along our way,   never stray apart.   Looking from the day,  in which we had start.   Never ever play, one anothers heart.   Begging each to stay,  making love an art.   To our God we pray,   for us not to part.   Nor fade to grey, nor turn to dark.
Bestow
bestow\bih-STOH\ , transitive verb:1.To present as a gift or an honor; confer.2.To apply; use.
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Abused patience turns to fury.  -  Thomas Fuller
Neat Spiritual Info
Some info I came across that is very close to my heart is, first something by King Serge Kahili - Mastering Your Hidden Self - A Guide to the Huna Way , awesome book. And anything by GREGG BRADEN or there is also good stuff by MIND , BODY & SPIRIT.  Ultimately anything u research is for u 2 understand from ur perspective, Plus check out Michio Kaku, really important stuff happening there.        PEace
Vegetarianize!
English paper, March 2009   Vegetarianism comes in many forms these days. Some choose to eat no meat whatsoever while others will still eat fish or poultry. All vegetarians have one thing in common; they eat no red meat. This means they do not eat the meat from cows, pigs, or sheep. There are many reasons why one would choose to renounce eating meat. Many vegetarians chose their way of life because of health reasons. Some did so because of their moral standing on using animals for food. Vegetarianism also has benefits that most vegetarians do not even realize. For instance, vegetarianism also helps the global environment and leads to the saving of money and energy. Overall, vegetarianism is the responsible and healthy choice for those who do not necessarily have to depend on meat as a source of nutrition. If done correctly, the vegetarian lifestyle is one of the healthiest lifestyles known to man. Those following a vegetarian way of life, and have done so for most of adulthood, gene
What If
Why wonder why, "What IF" you say Hi to a stranger today? What would you have to lose? Not a thing. I know when I am out on the lake in the boat, everyone waves at the one passing by.   When I lived in the sticks of Texas, and maybe that is the keyword, STICKS, but the driver would always raise a hand when you passed them by. A quick hello, not a finger sticking up. A greeting,  a wave,  a hello.  At the very least you told someone hello. Who knows, maybe a new friend comes along. What do we have to lose. Say hello, flash a smile and go on with your day. Just a quick hello might be enough to make someones day. And even make you feel better for the day. Everyone needs a pick me up. What IF? Why isnt there a National "What IF Day"  Watch it Hallmark
Embarrassing Moments #2
when does being a pervert start? well i was into being nekkid as a child, ya know the kid who never wanted to keep his diaper on? that was me...shocked i know! well i must have been about 6 years old and during the summer, id get who ever i could to be nekkids with me. and one time i was scooting thru some bushes in a park nekkid and i got caught! some kids called some other kids and i had a group of little kids staring at me for a while...     so i guess this is  why i have no fear of sharing my nekkid pics and stuffs....   now you share   as you were  
The First Time
Now I've been blocked, many times actually. But I have NEVER been blocked because of a comment I made in a BLOG. I know that a few of my friends don't get a long with some of my other friends, but what I like about it is that none of them try to force their opinions on me. They understand that I'm their friend AND the other person. I see that a few of my friends are commenting on this one particular blog. I go read it and it's a bunch of whining. Then they are calling out certain MuMMers, by name. Which is against the TOS. I simply said that their blog was a nice way to group every MuMMer together. That not all of us are assholes, even the ones that they were calling out as being one. I then informed them that their blog was against TOS. And lastely I said that they needed to stop whining and just block the people that they don't like and ignore them.   Then....a quick refresh and I'm blocked. I'm really  not sorry if they got offended because I spoke the truth. I was defending my
Animal Abuse
Animal Abuse Please master, I am so tired of hurtingDid you know that I only wanted you to love me and give me lots of praise and affection? Why did you choose to yell and scream at me when I misbehaved, at times resorting to physical abuse? Remember, you were the ones who chose to take me home. After you separated me from my mother, sisters, and brothers, why did you change your mind? Wasn't I the same soft, lovable, cuddly puppy? Was I wrong in expecting you to be my new family? When I pottied in your domain, it wasn't that I was stupid, like you yelled. After all, going potty at any time or place was very natural for me. Did you really think that I was just trying to displease you? I just didn't understand what you expected from me. Can you imagine how totally crushed and humiliated I felt when you shoved my face in the messes I made and then threw me outside? How about the time you kicked me across the living room, calling me a dumb stupid mutt? I, like you, have sensitive fee
Poetry Sings
BRING ALL YOUR OLD BURIED SORROWS TO THE CUP OF THIS NEW LIFE... POETRIES SING SHOW ME YOUR BLOOD AND YOUR FURROW, SAY TO ME...DEATH AND BEYOND..BEYOND THE GEMZ THAT DIDN'T SHINE OR, THE EARTH DIDN'T DELIVER THE STONE OR THE GRAIN IN TIME ON TIME... POETRY SINGS POINT OUT TO ME THE ROCK ON WHICH YOU FELL AND THE WOOD ON WHICH THEY CRUCIFIED YOUR WORDZ, BURN THE ANCIENT FLINTS BRIGHT FOR ME..THE ANCIENT LAMPS, LASHING WHIPS STUCK FOR CENTURIES..TO ITZ WOUNDS STAINS INGRAILED POETRIES.. POETRIES SING BRILLIANT WITH BLOODSTAINED HANDS YET I GRASP MY PEN IN AWE...I COME TO SPEAK THREW VERSES PROSE KNOW NOTS VERSING HEAD KNOTS, SPEAK THROUGH DEAD MOUTHS AND IGNORANT MINDS.. THROUGH THE EARTH UNITE ALL IN THE SILENCE OF THESE SPLIT LIPED VERSES.. POETRIES SING FROM THE DEPTHS SPEAK TO ME ALL NIGHT LONG AZ WE JOURNEY POETRIES SONGS THAT HYMM THE ESSENCE OF OUR EXSISTENCE WERE WE ANCHORED TOGETHER, EVERYTHING SHARP THE POINT OF THE KNIFE...THIS IS MY PEN UNBARD IN INK THREW MORTALITIES SIN, TH
Real Women??!!
a real women is one who can take all the crap of other women and deal with it. a real women will be their for her husband through thick or thin. a real women takes care of her kids even when their down. a real women will do anything to get her and her family on track. a real women will love even the ones who disrecept them and their family. a real women understands her mans needs. a real women will stick to her guns. a real women will ask god to forgive the ones who are not doing right. a real women will ask god to put things in his hands if their is nothing she can do. a real women will tell her kids that everything will be ok. a real women will never let go of her future goals. a real women will stand by her man. a real women will pray for the one who needs help, reguardless of her wrong doing. a real women is the women that every women should be, that is if that is what they say they are. but beware, the devil is always their and can change everything. but a real women will not see
Dancer
DANCER GLIDE ACROSS A MIRROR FLOOR...TOURING EYES LIKE NEW LANDS EXPLORED.... DANCER THIN GLIT PLAQUES ON EYGYPTIAN BODIES, FINGERTIPS REDDENED, BLUE LIDS PAINTED, LIFT OF VEILS NAIVELY SCENTED GRAVE MASS DESIRES.... GO VOICELESS AMONG THEM, HANDS ABOVE KNIVES, TEETH ABOVE ROSES, LAMPS BEFUDDLED BY SMOKERS SMOKE..MUSIC AND THE MOVEMENT FLOWS DEPRAVITY, FLIGHTS OF SILKEN STAIRS GLIDE FROM DANCER NOW ADVANCE, LEAP AS GRASSHOPPERS, ADVANCE, RECOIL, AVOIDING GLANCES IN CLOSED ROOMS, DANCER IS INCREDIBLE WHEN DANCERS IMAGE MOVES... DANCER DANCING HER DANCE NAKED, YOU IMAGINE UNCLOTHED IN SIGHT YET LUST OF COLD SHIVERED REALITIES..DANCER, PITIFUL SERPENT WITHOUT APPETITE IS A CHILD OF DAYLIGHT, ANEMIC ANGEL MADE OF HOLLOW...MELANCHOLY EMBALMS HER.... DANCER     NATE FUEGO .. FUEGO POETICAS.. .
Back
Well Im back after a long time off from FUBAR only because of the loosers and drama. Some of my past friends here on FUBAR send a add request I will either add you or not add you. I am here for me, Not you dont ask me to rate photos, profiles comment anything if I feel like it I will do it because I want to and not you. Dont being me any he said she said Bulls**t I dont want to hear it, if I dont add you dont take offence Like I said I am here for me not you.
Colors Of Love
 .. ...i can't conceive what i've gone threw.. the mere of life and what it bestows us and you.. so intricate, the immediate soon finding it's ends..   terry awhile longer, it proceeds to grasp hands.. that's your friend.. friend without judgements, friend with motives in your well being, this is more then attraction of physical sight.. this site brings forth more worth then materials of currencies might..   do you see, go beyond thee eyes, as i's tied destruction and hatred let it not destroy the colors of love's light..   nate fuego.. fuego poeticas...
Leveling Blog #482
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar 4,112 to level only 61 pics:)
Blessings
count your blessings and realize what u do have... from your words the mind feeds, are we listening to the sounds beyond the literature inhaling hearts freed... blessings come, do we except, can we except.. are we ready... do we believe it to be, or not to be.. words are beginnings bred in life's passage, passing us threw future generations... temptations of pain sustained once love enters.. the doors are open only in open eyes the river is a body the sea is vastly abundant.. blessings flow, endlessly blessings for you, us, we...   nate fuego.. fuego poeticas...
Could It Be????? :o
 fubar shop just sent you a message! 4 mins ago ·  You have a new Secret Admirer! 4 mins ago · BabyJesus re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! 1 hr ago · BabyJesus re-rated you a '10' from a '9'! 1 hr ago · BabyJesus re-rated you a '9' from a '8'! 1 hr ago · BabyJesus re-rated you a '8' from a '7'! 1 hr ago · BabyJesus re-rated you a '7' from a '6'! 1 hr ago · BabyJesus re-rated you a '6' from a '5'! 1 hr ago · BabyJesus
Random Thoughts
I find sites like this and others interesting and diffinately not boring. Many interestings walks of life cross our paths via the internet. Due to taking a few risks in the past it's difficult to allow myself to step out to far and trust just anyone. How can one figure out who to trust on here and whom not to? There is a guy on here that has made his way across the country and back making ladies believe he's some big cowboy, owning and working .. riding pbr etc. He actually gets ladies to bail him out and send him money. Are there ladies doing the same thing to gents? Are their people just looking for sugar momma's and sugar daddy's? How do you figure out who if for real and who isn't. If flirting is just flirting or who is really interested in knowing more ... do you just forget all that and have fun?
To Vent
I need to scream. Instead, I'm going to make a list of complaints here like a whiny little bitch in hopes that I can get some things out and get some momentary internal peace. Peace of mind? no. I realize it's doubtful I will have that especially this evening.    Please don't feel the need to inundante this blog with i'm sorrys, it'll get betters, look on the bright sides, or stay positives. While well intentioned, I just don't give a fuck about that. I just want to complain and know that someone somewhere heard it and wishes me better days. Thank you, wisher.   1. I had a kidney stone Monday. I lost sleep for like 2 days and I'm totally wiped out. Never had one...pain wasn't terrible, but I had no choice but to work. I'm like a zombie walking around today.    2. My son's father is a self centered, immature jerk. I suppose that's why he's my ex and not my current. I try so hard to maintain a friendship with him that most people see as odd just for the sake of our child. I ignore
3 Men On A Hike
Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large raging, violent river. Needing to get to the other side, the first man prayed: 'God, please give m e the strength to cross the river.' Poof! .. God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. After witnessing that, the second man prayed: 'God, please give me strength and the tools to cross the river' Poof! .. God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once. Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed: 'God, please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross the river' Poof! .. He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred yards up stream and walked across the bridge. GO AHEAD, SEND THIS TO A WOMAN WHO NEEDS A GOOD LAUGH AND TO ANY MAN WHO CAN HANDLE IT! 'If a t first you don't succeed, do it the way
Randon Bableing
Ok you see I am a verry nice guy and lately I feel as if nothing is going the right way . It seems as if evry girl I wind up dateing is eather married or in some sort of relationship just my luck . It would not be so bad I guess if I knew what I was getting into a head of time . I mean honestly thow how does a female keep something like that from a guy weeks at time and then suddenly just say o by the way I have a man . What Is that crap all about ? I mean why can't they just be honest right from the begining . Atleast then if I got involved then it would be my choice .Not that it would be right but atleast I would know what I was getting into and not be setting my self up for failure right from the begining. I mean honestly if I was looking for a one night stand I could just bring some random girl home from the bar and know thet thats all it was . Not that would make me a good person but hey we all have needs at time we are only human. I know I am not perfect but hell atleast I am hon
Me
I've been seriously irritated by Fubar and Fubarians alike the last month specifically, so this is going to be somewhat of a rant, but it'd be appreciated if it was read and understood. I'm not here to hook up with people. I don't care if you think I'm hot, I don't care if you want to fuck me, and I don't care whatever else it is you want to do to me. It's the fucking internet. Get a fucking life and go get a piece of ass at some bar and stop being so pathetic and desperate. I mean really? The internet? Don't get me wrong. I'm not opposed to attempting a relationship with somebody long distance, or even that I may have met off fubar. But it's certainly not going to be with anybody that can't do anything else in a conversation with me but tell me how hot I am and whatever the fuck else. Yes. I'm single. I've been single about 7 months now. I got burned pretty fucking bad in December, and honestly, being single has been a CHOICE. I've had my opportunities, and declined them. Dont worr
Hyper Red
Hyper red, still not bled Forced down, tied down Invade body, persuade soul To use you is my goal Eyes tight, precious sight Mouth sealed, pleasure revealed Limbs bound, whimper sound Taste of pain, some power gained Red welt, stinging belt Open wide, nothing to hide Stinging sweat, never regret With this rod I am a god Call my name, sexual games Anal pleasure, deeply I measure One extreme, wickedly clean Candle burn, a sacred
Dark Wish
Callously… I taste you Secretly… I rape you Feel my sweat My only regret It hurts for but a moment I taste… your skin It makes me… sin Damned by images I see Of thee Ferocious hunger builds in my veins I fight back the need for your fl
Rude Awakening
Um, the video thing doesn't seem to work here, so the video I wanted to post is down in my comment.  My sincerest apologies for fubar's sucktastic html-hating blog thingy. Also?  I just found a tick on me.
I Live Because Of Death And I Breath Because Of Love
Dearest Benjamin,It is amazing how I can look back at those new pictures, and remember so clearly how happy I was, and how much I loved you. I was so distraught over the thought of you having to move away, but that one night... the one you asked me to marry you, I finally felt like everything was going to be okay, that we could survive it.They say Love is Blind, and it must be... because although I suspected, I never wanted to let myself see. That last night with you, on cam, typing back and forth, you forced me to see. At first, all I wanted was to stop the pain, the burning feeling in my heart, in my mind. I wanted to end it. I wanted to end me. Then, as I read your words, as my mind slowly rose from the shallow fantasy of hope and blindness, I REALIZED something. In trying to end my emotional pain, I was causing myself physical pain... AND IT HURT. Every drag of the knife, instead of bringing me closer to death, brought me more and more back to life. I was numb at first, when you le
Chester Benningtons's New Project
All I Wanna Know Is...
Funny Pictures
First Blog
this is my first blog! hope it works.   Friggin hot today, 115 outside
Bad Day Turned Good!!
Sorry to my friends for being so flippy today..   Life's shit had me down   My dad came over and actually made me laugh.. hes a dork like me   I want to thank all my friends for putting up with my craziness...   Im bringing back theme day.... I love to hate you all Wicked
Gardening With Peeps
It’s ten o’clock, and I’ve just roused myself from bed to fetch a peach, brew some coffee.  The coffee is some I brought back from Honduras.  I can’t drink it without thinking of horseback riding on the coffee plantation, of Carlos, the delightful guide.  I can’t drink the coffee without wanting, at least a tiny bit, to go back. It’s still windy today, but the sky is clear, and it looks like it will be a beautiful day.  I predict a full day of sunbathing, mowing, gardening, and/or peep-patio construction. I feel awful even admitting this—but my peeps have, as of the last week or so, been stuck inside.  The weather has been too tumultuous to mess with taking them out to their little portable cage, and the birds are getting too big—and too fast—for me to catch them.  They have a good-size house in the barn, though, a room I built for them, so they have lots of space, and a nice alfalfa floor.  But no fresh grass.  Sure, I bring them f
Sexiest Woman On Fu Contest
hey everyone i was bored last night so decided to enter in the sexiest woman of fu contest--- yea i know!! lol  Come vote for your girl PLEASE!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3175330&albumid=1769828&i=1603052158&idx=3 thank you VERY much in advance!! Vote MANY times as you can!! HUGZ  
Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com
Wed, Jul 15, 2009 [[calming Down, Mother Drama]]
I've been feeling better today! Last night a great friend from the Fu called me and talked things over with me.  I realized that though I am going through some hard things right now, i'm not the only one plastered with the word 'worry' written over my entire face. I want to thank you so much because you truely helped me to realize that having problems is no reason to not go out and enjoy the things I love the most! :) HUGS! :) Hmmm, what else?  Well, my mothers been blowing my phone up insisting that I'm depressed because I won't answer her phone for ONE DAY! Oh boy, that lady gets on my nerves sometimes! She actually called me on speakerphone today with a close friend (to both of us) with concern for why I wasn't talking to my EX BOYFRIEND lately!? REALLY? We dated 2 years ago for a 2 year period and he wants to get back with me but I don't feel the same and apparently, everyone needs to know whats up with me not talking to him. [[Needless drama]] He tells me that 'he wanted to see
Lets Say I Break Into Your House
 ( this doesnt reflect what i think on the subject one way or another , but its one hell of a point of view and sadly enough makes sense) Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country, protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration.  Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave.  But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house).  According to the protesters:  You are Required
What Happened To The Love
yes im here yr there and now were here .i want  u. like u want me so lets let ths b come holla at yr girl i aint goin nowhere things is passionate thing is strange times is great times r bad but just so u no that i am here my feelings for u are true and cant wait to give it to u but each step we take in life is to the better never second guess when it is rite here for u waiting wondering whats the next thing to do waiting for yr move tell me what u want tell me how u feel tell me this is it tell me im here for a reason show me that u is u words r words ive made that move now u try and make yrs told u i was goin to hold on but i feel like yr leaving me behind in some ways but if thats the  case let me no shit there is things to do places to b and would like to do them wit u
Out For A Beer
John was lonely and so he decided life would be more fun if he had a pet. He went to the pet store and told the owner that he wanted to buy an unusual pet. After some discussion, he finally bought a centipede, which came in a little white box to use  for his house. He took the box home, found a good location for the box, and decided he would start off by taking his new pet to the bar for a drink.  So he asked the centipede in the box, 'Would you like to go to Frank's place with me and have a beer?' Silence; there was no answer from his new Pet.  This bothered him a bit, waited a few minutes and then asked him again, 'How about going to the bar and having a beer with me?' Again, there was no answer, nothing but silence came from his new friend and pet.  So, he waited a few minutes more, thinking about the situation. He decided to ask him one more time. This time ,putting his face up against the centipede's house and shouting, 'Hey, in there! Would you like to go to Fran
How Well Do You Know Me?
click the link and find out i have mentioned the answers throughout the times...lets see if u pay attention   http://www.quizyourfriends.com/take-quiz.php?id=0907151636205600&a=1&
St. Andrew
(Spoken) Speak the truth and speak 'ever Cost it what it will For he who hide the wrong he did Did the wrong thing still Come back sweet St.An, come of me again Cause I'm broke again, broke, broke Yeh I'm broke again, broke, broke And down on St. Andrew I'll buy it back from you But you ain't no lover, lover, lover No, no your just a pusher, pusher, pushing, pushing I've been down to St. Andrew To pay for my sins are you Love come save me Love come save me soon Now I've sung midnight choirs with beatsets, drunks and liars but theres never fighting, fighting, fighting No we just get higher, higher, higher So long since I walked a road Amongst these midnight souls They were only stealing, stealing, stealing Yeah we're stealing for feeling, feeling, feeling I've been down to St. Andrew to pay for my sins are you Love come save me, love come save me soon yeah love come save me soon love come save me soon Yeah love come save me Love come save me soon One day my time will end And who I've b
Me! Me!
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Sticking Out Of The Ground...
One of the Com Ed workers is the son of a lady my mom works with. View more news videos at: http://www.nbcchicago.com/video.
Angels And Demons
I see a lot of folks on here with descriptive names and/or profiles which include the terms "angel"  "demon" or even both. I want to know why everybody wants to be an angel or demon? Do you not know said beings, powerful though they may be, have no free will whatsoever? Is that really what ya'll want to be, might tools for one entity or another to utilize, abandoning the one thing humans have going for them? It's confusing to me, and being a deity myself with only a certain range of choices availiable have to scrath my head to see so many willingly throw away the greatest gift ever for the sake of a silly image. The demon ones are the funniest cause my gods, have you ever seen a real demon? Yeesh its like looking at me afetr serious exposure to an Uglification Ray, you know? Ah so that is your lot I guess as humans- to be given the world and only want a prison cell. I must go now even with this disturbing feeling I have something else of vital importance to impart to my nonexsistant re
Medal Of Honor Winner Dies
Ed Freeman You’re a 19 year old kid. You’re critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley , 11-14-1965, LZ X-ray, Vietnam . Your infantry unit is outnumbered 8–1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the Medi-Vac helicopters to stop coming in.  You’re lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you’re not getting out. Your family is half way around the world—12,000 miles away—and you’ll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day.    Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see an un-armed Huey, but it doesn't seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it.   
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With a masochistic-sociobalistic pantomime I find.....                                        Oh lord you're killing me Inside, I lied                                       Oh god you're killing me     Creeping and crawling This hatred is calling                                       Please oh god forgive me...                  &n
My Eyes Are Hazel
Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days._____________________________________________________Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in
Honesty!
OK QUESTION! WOMEN SAY THEY WANT TO BE TOLD THE TRUTH RIGHT? WELL WHEN I'M HONEST, I GET SLAPPED OR YELLED AT OR CALLED NAMES! IT'S FRUSTRATING REALLY! I'M TOO OLD TO LIE & IT CAN BE EXHAUSTING!!!  MY VIEW OR IDEA OF A LONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP IS BOTH PARTIES MUST WORK HARD ON THE LITTLE THINGS! THE GOOD MORNING GORGEOUS - THE I LOVE YOU- I'LL DO THE DISHES- LET ME RUN YOU A BATH- I'LL COOK- TAKE A GIRL'S NIGHT- GO TO THE SPA! THOSE LITTLE THINGS ARE THE GLUE TO A STRONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP, I THINK! I'M PRETTY MUCH HONEST TO EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MY KIDS & PEOPLE DEAR TO ME BUT IT ONLY SEEMS TO BOTHER WOMAN? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY?
Who The Fuck Are You People
types of mummers fun people, there for entertainment and friends. angry people looking to blow off steam without really hurting anyone angry people looking to hurt people lonely hearts looking to score some romance serial killers looking for victims cross dressers looking for fashion tips religious zealots looking to show us all the light toothbrush salesmen looking to spread the joy of dental hygiene space cadets looking to.................. nasty fucking tramps looking to take advantage of member of the opposite sex who are in a vulnerable position. ash, in a category of her own bored lonely housewives looking for some virtual cock action mormons fudge packers midgets people who have crossed several species barriers in their genetic makeup obsessive castration ladies serial nymphomaniacs. large breasted smiley faced women people with delusions of grandeur of being faux royalty. canadians butter eating canericans a
The Bikini
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-xo0frk7vw
I Need A 135 Credit Bling Pack And Ill Trade You...
i need a 135 credit bling pack and ill trade you... 20m fubux any takers? sbox me!! message me!! do something to help me please thanks < 3
The Perfect Skinny Jeans
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Yaoa_9u6A0
New Pics
please take a look at my new akron ohio zoo pics please comment
Oh Shit
Work Poop Survival Guide CROP DUSTINGWhen farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. FLY BY The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. ESCAPEE A fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a poop in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden wave of embarrassment. If you release an escapee, do not acknowledge it. Pretend it did not happen. If you are standing next to the farter in the urinal, pretend you did not hear it. No one likes an escapee. It is uncomfortable for all involved
Daddy's Poem {will Make You Cry}
Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mummy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid;she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmatesof why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never seesa dad who never calls..There were daddies along the back wall,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher calleda student from the class.To introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,a man who wasn't there.'Where's her daddy at?'She heard a boy call out.'She probably doesn't have one,
Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im
Lost
           A lost soul in life What is to happen to some one that wants to be happy?   What is a person to do that feels like they have lost every and that thy don’t belong any where. That has had so mine dreams inside. And thing that thy all ways want to do see and fell but in any more thy don’t think thy ever will. Some one that was so full off trust hope and faith and a believe in anther person and to. Have it all ripped a way in time as it every that thy had been dreaming was for nothing to know that nothing thy would ever do.  Would ever change that. there are just some things that will never be know because lets facet if all was know then there would never be a question  for any one to ask.  My be the best thing that any one should do is just have some kind of hope faith and trust. That thing will get better and that will be bett
Mb Missing???
LMAO!!! Not really.  Internet modem went down.  As soon as it is replaced, MB be back!! MISS ME WHILE IMMA GONE!!!
Round One Results
Here are the results from Round One:  Congratulations to our Winner and the two Runner Ups.  Everyone did an exceptional job - made lots of new friends and had a Blast!   Round Two is now under way!!   Round Three is next and then THE FINALS -- (more on this in my other blog)   255 MEL The Pirate Hooker   (ADVANCES TO FINALS)152 Sandi                                   (ADVANCES TO FINALS)118 Sunshine                              (ADVANCES TO FINALS)105 Busdrivertohell 68 Coleen 59 Cherry Bomb 54 DJ Brittany Brutality 49 Inked Angel 47 DJ Soft 44 aLwaYsInTroUble 41 Beautifilly Broken 33 MS THANG 32 Huggiefux -- Sinfully Sweet Addiction 31 Lilsnoop 26 SiLLy CaLiFaS GuRl -- Sunny 25 GRLSKIKASS 24 DEB -- Pumkin41 23 LisaAnn -- Southerncakes 21 Rising Phoenix
Ugh...
Anyone know this annoying Woo chick? Seriously, she just runs around here whining all the time. Someone should really give her a beatdown.
By Jeremy A. Kaplan Arm Cortex + Google Chrome = Your Next Netbook?
With 14 billion processors shipped to date, a whopping 4 billion of them in 2008, ARM is a silent giant in the computer industry. When a company that ships 90 processors a second wants to talk, I'm willing to at least hear them out. ARM has traditionally focused on the low-power mobile arena, but the company has come to realize that the same chips that decode Flash videos for cell phones can also do so on netbooks, set-top boxes, HDTVs, UMPCs, and so on. But ARM cores can't run Windows…or can they? And Linux-based OSes can't succeed on netbooks, right? Where will ARM chips play in the future of mobile computing? I had a lengthy conversation with company executives earlier this week, who made a strong case for a transformation of the netbook market. They pointed out that processors like the Intel Atom have overshot the needs of the average consumer—that the rest of the system needs to catch up. And that's arguably true; in terms of performance, a Pentium CPU can surf the W
R.i.p Shifty Powers
Not sure who originated this—the one who met Shifty in Philadelphia --but it came through MOAA. I think it is appropriate and warranted to hold an on-line service like this by sending this message to those who care.) We’re hearing a lot today about big splashy memorial services. I want a nationwide memorial service for Darrell “Shifty” Powers. Shifty volunteered for the airborne in WWII and served with Easy Company of the 506th Parachute Infantry Regiment, part of the 101st Airborne Infantry. If you’ve seen Band of Brothers on HBO or the History Channel, you know Shifty. His character appears in all 10 episodes, and Shifty himself is interviewed in several of them. I met Shifty in the Philadelphia airport several years ago. I didn’t know who he was at the time. I just saw an elderly gentleman having trouble reading his ticket. I offered to help, assured him that he was at the right gate, and noticed the “Screaming Eagle”, the symbol of th
Wanna Trade
So, I look around, and wonder about my life.  How good do I have it?  Am I happy?  Should I be happy?  Am I a good friend?  Am I a good boyfriend? Mostly I wonder, would anyone really want to change places with me.  And I think, from the outside, my life looks really good. Who wouldnt want to be me?  I have a great job, good car, caring friends, I am dating a great girl.  Alas, looking in from the outside is very different then looking out from the inside.  Why do I hate my life, and wish I was dead sometimes???  Why when I think I finally met someone who wants to be with me do they just stop talking to me??  What is wrong with me??  Am I supposed to be alone??  What is my purpose in life??     Ok, so I know we make our own purposes in life, and no, there should be someone out there for me, but hell if I see them or know who they are. I do get depressed from time to time, but now is not one of them, and I still have these thoughts.  So, where is this random thoughts going?  That i
What's Your Love Style?
Send Some Love To.. .
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Could You Cheat On Someone?
What Type Of Passionate Woman Are You?
Apocalypto Romantica
...And as worlds collided, crashed down around us...your lips fused with mine. Bombs exploding, screams, terror, pain, anger, fear...But we don't feel the shrapnel, just skin on skin as the fire consumes, purifies us...I know we'll find each other again...Our ashes scatter and bits of our love float on a scorching wind...Catching in the eye of a beholder, making them weep with grief and joy...tears of blood.In the aftermath, at ground zero... is where I'll be waiting...where I'll always love you.
How Strong Is Your Relationship?
Love And Sex
hi all fubar fans this is loverboy. well i had my first encounter with love at the age of 19 and it was ok and nerve racking. she was so hottt that when i saw her i went ape shit and then we went out together for a year and then we went our separate ways.  i was sad so i did not go out on a date for 5 years and then i found rose.  she is so fucking hot that when i saw her i went fore the gusto and now we are together and i cant get enough of her.
Does He Only Love You For Your Body?
Why?
I want to know WHY? I have been going through other womens' pages and stuff.. most of their pictures are obvious "NSFW" pictures, but they aren't ever flagged...NOTHING.. Just are rated, commented on and adored.. all my are..are flagged as "NSFW".. Why aren't their pictures flagged. I have had it. This is the last straw..If any of mine are flagged again I will never post another picture here anymore..EVER..I am tired of the double standard.. they can post pictures without them being flagged and I can't? HELL FUCKIN NO!! I just saw one picture and her hand was down her pants...and it wasn't. If I posted a picture of hair up my nose or whatever redundant picture i can post.. within a second it is flagged as "NSFW"..Not just the women..I've been going through the mens' pages too and my Gods, they show their dicks and they aren't flagged. One of you must hate me so bad..like two years ago...someone went through and flagged 500 of my pictures and it took a bouncer 7 hours to clear them an
What Your Name Means (numerology)
We Could All Start Out As Wormwood
“Now, if we can keep men asking: ‘Is it in accordance with the general movement of our time?  Is it progressive or reactionary?  Is this the way that History is going?’ they will neglect the relevant questions.  And the questions they DO ask are, of course, unanswerable; for they do not know the future, and what the future will be depends very largely on just those choices which they now invoke the future to help them to make…. We have trained them to think of the future as a promised land which favoured heroes attain – not as something which everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes an hour, whatever he does, whoever he is.” C.S. Lewis’ writings to me range from something to think about to something insane, but “The Screwtape Letters” from which I excerpted the above passage really stands out.  It’s a picture of Hell from a Christian standpoint as a bloated bureaucracy where the goal is to draw forth human souls to beco
My Veins Have No Blood...
MY VEINS HAVE NO BLOOD Current mood:  disappointed FUNNY HOW I HAVE 2 BLOOD RELATED SISTAS..& 100'S OF RELATIVES..YET FEEL NO BLOOD RUNNING THRU MY VEINS...THEY SAY BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER..IM FEELING LIKE A VAMPIRE..YEARNING THE TASTE OF BLOOD...BUT...I GUESS WATER WILL SUFFICE 2 QUENCH MY THIRST...MY PRIDE..MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS..MY GOALS...MY HOPES N MY DREAMS WILL NOT BE SHATTERED BY IGNORANCE..SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS..N RIDICULE BY THOSE THAT SHARE MY BLOOD IN THEIR VEINS..REGARDLESS OF WHOM THEY MAY BE....THEREFORE WITH DEEP HEAVINESS IN MY SOUL....I WILL STEP BACK N ELIMINATE THOSE THAT CAUSE ME SUCH DISREGARD  & NEGATIVITY TO MY PERSONA...IVE MADE A DECISION 2 ELIMINATE THOSE THAT DEGRADE ME....THAT FROWN UPON ME...THAT TRY TO EVAPORATE MY SELF ESTEEM TO UTTER NOTHINGNESS..I LOVE MYSELF!!!!....WHETHER I CHANGE THE COLOR OF MY HAIR..LOSE OR GAIN WEIGHT...BOUGHT A PAIR OF $100 JEANS OR $15 JEANS...$20 PAYLESS SNEAKERS...OR THE LATEST PAIR OF NAME BRAND SNEAKERS...HAVE  A HOUSE..
Kinky Insomnia
Kinky Insomnia Hormones are the strangest intruders in my life currently. Being near my 'croaning' phase of life they have various affects when it's "that time". Physically, I feel like hell each month and most of the time twice a month! It drains the very life source from the depths of my bones, which rattle and ache each time too. The whole damn thing puts me completely out of sorts and cause my home to go into 'eggshell' mode, even if not consciously. While I enjoy the space, attention and affections of my kitties during these points of agony -- for they are very good kitties who treat me like a true princess -- I hate how the last night of "that time" is sleepless for me! I mean just at the peak of drained energy, I am forced by the will of the gods to avoid being able to attain that feeling of drowsiness pre-requisition-al [sp?] before obtainment of dream-state...FUCKING INSOMNIA SUCKS... It sucks really hard if you are the sleep partner too! Poor Will tried to stick with me al
Song Lyrics
Careless Whisper lyricsSongwriters: Michael, George; Ridgley, Andrew; I feel so unsureAs I take your hand and lead you to the dance floorAs the music dies, something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyesI'm never gonna dance againCause guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste the chance that I'd been givenSo I'm never gonna dance againThe way I danced with youTime can never mendThe careless whispers of a good friendTo the heart and mindIgnorance is kindAnd there's no comfort in the truthPain is all you'll findI'm never gonna dance againCause guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste the chance that I'd been givenSo I'm never gonna dance againThe way I danced with youTonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose the crowdMaybe it's better this wayWe'd
Music Dejur
Group(s) of the day: Yardbirds & Led Zepplin. Gotta love Jimmy Page!
My Religious Standing
im not religious at all. i dont beleive in god and i have no intension of ever doing so. in this subject i would like some sort of proof. yes proof. i mean think about it....theres some ultimate being who can do pretty much anything. there are also many religions with different gods...some have multiple gods. whos to say whos right? all religion does is cause some problems. heres what really annoys me. a lot of religions talk about peace and loving all man. but then if your not part of their little pact they just want to kill you. its pretty much "your either one of us or you can go to hell." they also preached these things in the past and yet again if you werent one of them...then they killed you. i also dont agree with them when they say to themselves "with out god i am nothing" "without jesus i am nothing" "god will always be with me" or "god is my strength." honestly you dont need him to be strong or confident. we are our own people. its not some omnipotent being that makes us who
The Vision
I've recently got the pleasure of reconnecting with an old friend from high school. In fact we were very close friends, but as life does.. we lose sight of some people because of circumstances beyond our control. So we have been talking alot getting to know each other again and gaining insight to what has happened in our years not together. She shared with me the story of her mothers final days. This is a heart warming experience I wanted to share with you all, and maybe it will touch you as it has me, just remember after the darkness of any storm, there is always renewed life and light and what may seem at the time a horrible thing is in all actuality.... a blessing. *******************************************   My mom was 61 when she died of cancer, she had just retired & was planning to do all those things she waited her entire life to do. Her health was fine, no diseases or any other conditions, except, of course, of the fact that she was a heavy smoker. Her lung
"silent Warrior"-enigma
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RB_qsKGjTrg&feature=player_embedded
Shoutbox Bandit
!!!!!!!!!!...: the monkeys ass is more beautiful tah your dirty ugly face !!!!!!!!!!...: its good for you to ride adog or donkey ..just an animal like you !!!!!!!!!!...: i have no life in asite on the internet ,,..im not like you or the people around you ..i have alife already if u can make it like hell ..then do it ...u just internet whore ..i only see you like this !!!!!!!!!!...: who u say alittle boy to ,,,im fuckin older than you bitch !!!!!!!!!!...: the bitch is whom ever u sleep with ...fuck you fuckin bitch ..u just internet whore !!!!!!!!!!...: fuck you mo0ther fucker       Ok guys.. this was in my SB when i returned from the shower. I haven't the slightest clue who he is, or what the hell he's rambling about. I did, however.. LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF. don't forget guys, bottom to top, and thats all him talking. by the time i came back, he had me blocked.
Okay
Well my 1st night here was alright. I was a nervous wreck most of it. The girls are all nice. I didnt sleep worth a darn, seemed like I was awake almost every hour. But I am sure that will improve, or at least I hope so. I am gonna go after the counseling, I was semi reluctant at first, but I think that would be the best thing for me. Perhaps, something to knock me out of this funk I have been in for so long. I will have access to fu, just not as much, which is fine too. There are no messengers, so if you are one of the few that dont have my number and want to text or something, private message me and I will give it to you. I love you all, and thank you for all the support you have given me.
Please Vote For My Daughter!!!!
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~soldiers~firemen~police~
This Country is Twisted.....The Author is Right On...... THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson .  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was anentertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, But that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief.  When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here?  ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?  Whatabout all tho
Just Let It Go
A sexy Man Class But an ass When come to me Selfish, No Care From 2nd to 3rd To being amemory Or only seen when have a need And not me Exspecially when you said you loved me Tried to butter me uo Get me in love So your weak ass can run Front like you did something Leavin Me crying, And stalking Na not the one Seen it from the door Got all your onces Know you can't handle me Kicking you to the street Around town, With your best man You know he get nothing Like you Make your heart break Eyes get all wet Straving Calling for nothing But you know Just leeting you go
23 Days & Counting
So I have 23 days before I get to see my dream Queen in person, and I can't tell you how excited I am to do so! :) So many emotions am I going through it's hard to describe just one to you! I'm nervous, anxious and a little scared. Hoping that I'll meet her expectations and that I'll make her laugh and smile when I finally get there! She's been through soo much and never really had the adoration and appreciation she deserves, I just want to show her how wonderful she is and not just because of her amazing physical curves! She's so beautiful outside and in, to not see that in itself a crime not to mention a sin!  So until Aug 6th I'll have to sit and wait, and look forward to seeing her, how exicting that will be, not to mention how great!
Like Her
You know the previous blog was about an insane crime where both federal and state laws were broken. Listen to this because I like her an awful lot. She is around my age and single and also African American. A USA citizen with Civil Service position working in this Beautiful State of NJ out of a nice town named Vineland. She cares for those that cannot but her coworkers where many have questionable citizenship are giving her the royal treatment. I'm thinking she is getting the short end of the stick and some. What do you think? I should contact Homeland Security or the President of The USA? I think this looks like those two plus the FBI. Norio  
Hillarycare Revisited- The Nationalization Of America's Health-care System
We do need health care reform in America, but there is a right way -- and a wrong way -- to go about it. President Obama and Congressional Democrats want a government-run health care system that puts a Washington bureaucrat between American families and their doctors. And they are hurrying to pass and sign a bill as quickly as they can. Obama has ordered the Pelosi/Reid-run Congress to get him a bill to sign before August 8th, when Congress begins its summer recess. That's less than 25 days from now. Why the rush? The Democrats have learned from their missteps last time they tried to force Americans into a socialized health care system -- the abysmal failure of the Clinton Administration's "HillaryCare." So now, they are rushing "Obamacare" through Congress, hoping it avoids the same fate. President Obama and Congressional Democrats think government is the solution to every problem. They're wrong. The government already runs car companies, banks and mortgage companies. Republica
Reporter And Burr Oak
This is just one of many personal stories. Unimaginable! I hope they get every asshole that is responsible for this! Personally, it's more than the four in custody and I think he owner knows more than he's letting on! My mother used to tell my sister and me that one of the hardest trips she ever made to Burr Oak Cemetery near suburban Alsip was to bury her grandmother. At family gatherings, my mother often has talked about Lessie Saville Jennings as a larger-than-life figure. My great-grandmother was born in Mississippi in 1898 and moved to Chicago in 1916. She had a dark brown complexion and stood 5 feet 8, which was quite statuesque for a woman of her era. My mother told us that our great-grandmother had two major passions beyond her family: God and policy, the precursor to lottery, which she played with near-religious fervor. On the nightstand by her bed, she kept her Bible and a variety of dream books. Dream books, which were sold at five-and-dimes, assigned three- or four
Old Marine
A> > old retired Marine walked into a supermarket with his> zipper> > down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, 'Your> > barracks door is open.'Not a phrase that men normally> > use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he> was> > about done shopping, a man came up and said, 'Your> fly> > is open.' He zipped up and finished his> >  shopping. > > > > > > > > At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line> where the> > lady was that told him about his 'barracks> > door.'  He was planning to have a little fun with> > her, so when he reached the counter he said, 'When> you> > saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine> standing in> > there at attention? > > > > The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for> a> > moment and said, 'No, no I didn't. All I saw was a> > disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel> > bags.
Fucking Awesome Ppl
All the top fubux lovers are here!!! $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Sent me 14m!!!   $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Sent me 3.5m!!! $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Sent me 2m   $safe_uid_dname@ fubar
Why Love Hurts
Why Love Hurts Seeing the one you love in pain Physcially or Mentally And can't do nothing Someone you love leaves with no reaseon And rejects all you do to show Your the one for them Someone you love do you wrongTreat you like the floorThinking your supposed to be walked on Showing so much love,And your still invisible Nothing you feel  will ever be a thought Give all your love and they give there's To someone else But claim your the one they love The thoughtsThe smell The yells The love they give The essance The presenceOf missed love Why love hurts
Poetic Urge #67
o fubar your mountainous fires of night like sand under a summer dress give up your high virgin and delve into the foe symmetry of your hallowed halls stand and sleep in the misty fog of earl that poet which is enamoured with underground decadence shall prevail in clamours of polyphonic sprees and empathically take fall again in thy enamoured prowess leading the world to an apocalyptic end hapless and insane in the wind and fire... and she, innocent and chaste will return in a glowing and fiery trance in habit of what has come to be and poor sinners will rejoice waving their nations flag then I shall be redeemed   --unknown, scribbled on ancient pavement  
If You Don't Know How To Spell Dictionary...
How do you know what to look it up in to find out? Just saying...
Warning!
TICK WARNING! I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally but this one is real, and it's important. Please send this warning to everyone on your e- mail list. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.
Discrimination Rears Its Ugly Head
Once again discrimination rears its ugly head....                                                               Will it never end?
Coward
Can love paralyze a man?  Is it possible for that which gives us our greatest strength to leave us shackled to the wall?  I have never been in more despair.  My love is totally out of my reach yet closer than I would dare hope.  She stays at my side and all I know is the sweet fragrance of her skin, the gentle touch of her hand.  I am held captive by the light of her eyes.  Raging against my bondage with the desire to devour her lips with gentle kisses that subside only for those stronger, passionate embraces that allow man and woman to leave this world behind while tangled and lost in each other. My love loves not me.  Why does she do this to me?! I can write off the world but not her.  Why can't I extinguish this flame?
A Tampon Stary
Please read the whole thing... You'll love it.     I am reminded that "God Works in Mysterious Ways "  Tampons (A TRUE STORY) Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them from the ladies auxiliary were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a female care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, he shares it with Marine X.He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, s
The Old Marine
 A> > old retired Marine walked into a supermarket with his> zipper> > down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, 'Your> > barracks door is open.'Not a phrase that men normally> > use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he> was> > about done shopping, a man came up and said, 'Your> fly> > is open.' He zipped up and finished his> >  shopping. > > > > > > > > At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line> where the> > lady was that told him about his 'barracks> > door.'  He was planning to have a little fun with> > her, so when he reached the counter he said, 'When> you> > saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine> standing in> > there at attention? > > > > The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for> a> > moment and said, 'No, no I didn't. All I saw was a> > disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel> > bags.
7/15/09 Dilbert
Google Kick
Romantically Hopeless (repost)
Just another face in the crowdShe doesn't fit in but she doesn't stand outA "Hello" from a stranger makes her dayBreaks the monotony of all those who look awayShe feels selfish for wanting some attentionMom and Dad didn't give her much affectionHe doesn't believe in soul matesBeing alone seems to be his fateRejected for things he can't controlHis undying love a woman will never knowLonging for acceptance in a woman's eyesLike an old band-aid he gets tossed asideThen one day their eyes meetJust a random encounter on the streetHe smiles and says "Hi"She blushes and repliesIt's now the story beginsTheir hearts know how it endsShe will love him for himHe will never doubt againJoined at the soulTwo halves of a whole
Coffee, Wake And Bake And Life
Ok so I'm sittin here, drinkin my coffee, contemplating my life. Yea, I know, kinda early in the a.m., but I also got stoned first thing. Day off and all, yanno. ANYway....so I just got laid off from my job. This saturday is my last day. But for some reason, I'm not too broken up about it. I haven't had any real time off in two and a half years, so I figure I will take about a month off and just play. I'm thinkin I deserve it. I got two concerts coming up I'm going to. Crue Fest with Motley Crue, Godsmack and Shinedown. Then Bret Michaels. (shut up, I love Bret!) My boss was worried that the unemployment rate in Oregon is the highest in the nation, and that I wouldn't be able to find another job. That's crap. I may have to lower my standards a little, but there ARE jobs out there. I'm not above working at a MacDonalds. Besides, I'm one smart cookie, so even conning my way into a job is feasable! haha I do still have a degree in Criminal Justice, so I can use that. I highly d
Oakland Cemetery
The grave of Nathan Goldkind The owner of the Logan Mansion The original owner of the Rendall Building Trinkets from a voodoo ritual An antique coffin cover Shreveport Madam Annie McCune
Tag You're It! Tagged By Kimberly-- Plain -n- Simple
Tag your it Blog game,       I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits  about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going.   HAVE FUN!       1-I hate the tag you're it game. Ha! 2-I have lived within the same 20 mile area all my life. Yes...it's been a long time...yes I need to get out more....I heard once that the earth was flat...is it true? 3-I have no fear of bees....I was stung once in my life. I tried to catch it with my hand....hey - I was 3 years old... 4-I don't have a sweet tooth....it magically disappeared when they stopped making the Bar-none candy bar....coincidence? 5-My musical tastes run the full spectrum of the music world. I like anything except possibly rap. My 4000+ CD collection proves it!   6- I am planning to attempt snowboarding this coming winter. I must check my medical coverage firs
The Degas House
The Degas House From October 1872 to March 1873, French Impressionist painter Edgar Degas, whose mother and grandmother were born in New Orleans, the Musson Family, whose business was cotton. While he resided in the House, Degas created at least twenty-two works of art including the detailed scene of Michel Musson's office. Maria Desiree Musson, Degas's maternal grandmother, died suddenly in 1819, at the age of twenty-five. The architect Benjamin Latrobe, who was then working in New Orleans, wandered by chance into her funeral Mass at the St. Louis Cathedral. "The Church was
Don't Forget To Wipe!
OK, WTF is the deal with people talking on cell phones while in public restrooms? I don't mean standing around in them admiring themselves in the mirror, I'm talking about in the stall, on the can, full on colon blow in effect. I mean come on, you couldn't NOT answer the phone and let it go to voicemail? You can't wait the 5 minutes you'll be in there to make that "important" call? Maybe it was important you say? I travel alot, trust me, it wasn't important. I've heard everything from conversations about the weather to what kind of meal they planned to eat when they got done doing their business. One time I even heard what must have been a businessman planning a meeting with a customer - in between copius amounts of plop plop . Here's a hint people: Many cell phones pick up background noise very well. Personally I hate what the cell phone have brought to the table. It is a lack of manners wrapped up in a package of convenience and responsibility. Just because they have wormed their
The Hermann-grima Historical House
The Hermann-Grima Historical House 820 St. Louis Street, built in 1831, HERMANN-GRIMA HOUSE is one of the most significant residences in New Orleans. This handsome Federal mansion with its courtyard garden boasts the only horse stable and functional 1830s outdoor kitchen in the French Quarter. Painstakingly restored to its original splendor through archaeological studies and careful review of the building contract and inventories, the museum complex accurately depicts the gracious lifestyle of a prosperous Creole family in the years from 1830 to 1860. On October 15, 1850, Mrs. Albert Grima died in the Hermann-Grima h
The Marie Laveau House
Marie Laveau House Laveau House Legend has it that MarieLaveau lived in a house at 1020 St. Ann Street. best known and most revered practitioner of voodoo in the city, and some say the "founder" of New Orleans voodoo, was Marie Laveau, a free woman of color born in 1794 in Haiti. Laveau was also a devout Catholic; it was this unique blending of Voodoo rituals and Catholicism that would differentiate New Orleans voodoo from other forms of the practice. About 1875 the original Marie Laveau I, bereft of her youth and memory, became confined to her home on Rue St. Ann and did not leave until claimed by death some
Rant Of A Soldier
This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news - interesting. ____________________________Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a fr
The Griffin House
Griffin House A often spoken of in hushed tones is the Griffin House. This grand home was originally built by Adam Griffin in 1852, and as the ghost tale goes, it was abandoned by Griffin after only a few months of him living there. This was the begining of the War between the States, and Griffin was said to have fleed before the Union occupation occured. Located at 1447 Constance Street Griffin House still stands in it's ageless beauty. Whether it is still haunted or not, remains quite another unsolved mystery, but the stories that have been told about the place over the many many years
The Beauregard-keyes House
The Beauregard-Keyes House The Beauregard-Keyes house in the New Orleans French Quarter has a reputation that is known to be very haunted. Historically Known to be haunted The Beauregard-Keyes House, was built in 1826 for wealthy auctioneer Joseph LeCarpentier. It is a fine example of a raised, center-hall house. It derives it's name from two of its former residents, Confederate General Pierre Gustave Toutant (P.G.T.) Beauregard and author Frances Parkinson Keyes. General Beauregard and his family lived in the home from 1866 to 1868 while he was president of the New Orleans, Jackson, and Great Northern Railroad. Mrs. Keyes used the
The Sultan's House
THE SULTAN'S HOUSE THE GARDETTE-LAPRETE HOUSE The Sultans Ghost-This ghost is one of New Orleans most famous ghosts. He is said to roam the halls of the four story house located at 716 Dauphine Street. The house is situated on the corner of Dauphine and Orleans Avenue. The Sultan was from Turkey. He rented the house from the owners, the La Prete family, for his large family and harem. It is said that he was a dangerous and cruel man who was not above kidnapping women off the streets of New Orleans and torturing them into submission and then adding them to his harem. One afternoon the Sultan met his fate in a cruel and
The Lalaurie House
LaLaurie House The following is excerpted in its entirety from Old New Orleans: Walking Tours of the French Quarter, by Stanley Clisby Arthur, © 1990 by Pelican Publishing Company, Gretna, Louisiana, @ pages 96-99: " 'THE HAUNTED HOUSE’ 1140 Royal Street The three-story building at the southeast corner of Royal and Governor Nichols street, to some the most famous private residence in old New Orleans, gained its eerie title, ‘The Haunted House,’ from an oft-repeated tale in which spirits of tortured slaves clank their chains during the midnight hours in remembrance of awful punishment meted out to them by their mistress – a
Lost
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Just Thinking
I dk anymore why is life so hard. I wish it was like when I was a kid. Easy. I just keep thinking about alot of stuff and dont know if I am makeing the right chooses. I am sarting to hate it here and wish I could just up and move or turn back tome :(
Interludes Of Happiness
First summers kiss on late spring’s breeze, Caressing gently across young skin, Salted sea airs piquant taste lost in each other’s eyes, And jogged once more in tears of autumns sad farewell, This interlude has past again in to the lengthening shadows, As life’s orchestra once more takes its seat, To play out life in blue notes, Dead leaves clatter in turmoil, Coughing to stillness of a winters midnight hour, And the band begins to play out your next smile less chapter, Nights spent gazing at darkness in its cloudless bea
Halp Me Jesus!
So I am going on my approx. 38th or so hour of no sleep. Insomnia is killing me. My body feels like I'm dead but my mind just can't stfu. I flop around in there like a damn fish out of water. Ugh. Nothing is helping anymore...I fail at sleep.
From The Cook Country Sherrif
WE CONTINUE TO ASK FOR YOUR PATIENCE AS WE ATTEMPT TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS REGARDING THE SITUATION AT THE CEMETERY. THE CEMETERY WILL REMAIN CLOSED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE AS THE CRIMINAL INVESTIGATION PROCEEDS. WE ARE COMMITTED TO RE-OPENING THE CEMETERY TO THE PUBLIC AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. SINCE THURSDAY MORNING, THE SHERIFF’S OFFICE HAS RECEIVED MORE THAN 53,000 CRIMINAL COMPLAINTS AND REQUESTS FOR INFORMATION FROM THE PUBLIC REGARDING BURR OAK CEMETERY. UNFORTUNATELY, THE CEMETERY RECORDS ARE IN COMPLETE DISARRAY AND THAT IS SLOWING DOWN THE PROCESS. WE HAVE FOUND PARTIALLY DESTROYED AND ALTERED RECORDS, AND MANY BURIAL DOCUMENTS ARE MISSING ALL TOGETHER. THIS HAS MADE IT EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO ANSWER QUESTIONS REGARDING GRAVESITE LOCATION. WE HOPE IT WILL BECOME POSSIBLE TO PROVIDE MORE DETAILED ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS IN THE COMING DAYS. OUR HOTLINE NUMBER HAS BEEN OVERWHELMED BY CALLS, IF YOU HAVE TROUBLE GETTING THROUGH TO OUR PHONE CENTER, PLEASE CALL BACK AT A LATER TIME. IF YO
Moldy Records
Records at the suburban Chicago cemetery where four people are accused of unearthing bodies in an alleged moneymaking scheme have been found disintegrating and rotting in a rusty file cabinet. "I have been running the cemetery, and that obviously is not what should be going on here," Dart said. A young Chicago girl found murdered a year ago Tuesday is buried at Burr Oak, bringing new questions to an unsolved crime. Many of the cards were fused together with mold, and mice were found to have been nesting in the drawers. "I don't think you're going to need carbon dating to notice that this didn't happen yesterday," Dart said. The condition of records at Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip illustrates the daunting task ahead of identifying the dead whose graves have been disturbed. Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said Tuesday that he'd received about 65,000 requests from families seeking information about loved ones buried there. Meanwhile, Dart said at a news conference that he'
Fart Proudly
I read this and liked it so decided to post it for others to see. It appears this is something Ben Franklin would state, if he were still alive. In these troubled economic times, it’s good to know that our dearest founding father is still the wisest.  I offer up to you Mr. Franklin’s notorious essay written in 1781 while he was living abroad as United States Ambassador to France.  Presidential candidates and US congressmen please take note. It is universally well known, That in digesting our common Food, there is created or produced in the Bowels of human Creatures, a great Quantity of Wind. That the permitting of this Air to escape and mix with the Atmosphere is usually offensive to the Company, from the fetid Smell that accompanies it. That all well-bred People therefore, to avoid giving such Offense, forcibly restrain the Efforts of Nature to discharge that Wind. That so retained contrary to Nature, it not only gives frequently great present Pain, but occasions futu
You See There Face Everytime U
Have u ever watched someone choke on there own blood? Looking at u gasping for air, blood running down there body and yours, doing what u can with what you have, all the noise and movement around stops and all your focus feels like your in slow motion, u feel the sweat dripping from your body, your eyes fixed on there eyes as u do what u can. But in the end everything u did sometimes is not enough to keep this child alive. people tell u u did what u could, but u wanted more. You hear the voices all around you, the screams of on lookers, the horror repeats its self everytime u close your eyes. You see there face everytime u close your eyes.   Welcome to my fucked up world
Card Name
Those of us who worked at the front desk of a convention hotel in Williamsburg, Va., prided ourselves on making the guests feel special. When someone arrived at reception, credit card in hand, we would sneak a peek at it and address him by name. Once during a particularly busy check-in, one of our guests presented a corporate credit card. "Welcome to Williamsburg, Mr. Bell," the desk clerk said. "Oh, please," the man replied, "call me Taco."
'twas The Night Before Jesus Came'
                              'Twas The Night Before Jesus Came' 'Twas the night before Jesus came and all through the houseNot a creature was praying, not one in the house.Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without careIn hopes that Jesus would not come there. The children were dressing to crawl into bed.Not once ever kneeling or bowing a head.And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lapWas watching the Late Show while I took a nap. When out of the East there arose such a clatter.I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter.Away to the window I flew like a flash,Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash! When what to my wondering eyes should appearBut angels proclaiming that Jesus was here.With a light like the sun sending forth a bright rayI knew in a moment this must be THE DAY! The light of His face made me cover my headIt was Jesus! returning just like He had said.And though I possessed world
My 3 Fuwishes
I would love to get 50 blog rates so I can have a top blog. I blog a lot to inform others of whats up on fu, bust the fakes, and rant about things so you all can join in and rant with me. I'd like to think I deserve to have a top blog. :) 1,100 more fans so I become a legend! :) I'm also just under 2.5 mil from becoming a Virtual Virgin. The best part is that it's all FREE! I'm happy to help you out in return when I can. Heavy raters and big helpers will get bling'd when I have credits available (I'll keep a list so I can bling you when I do get credits)
Blank Friend Requests & Phonies
This morning I sign onto fubar and I see. 1 new friend request yay... I open it up it is blank. I have never even knew this person existed.Just a little bummed about that..   I will say this again and again.. When I first signed up for fubar, from what I understood is it is a social networking site. I know in real life if I walked up to some stranger on the street without talking to them, and went "Hi I wanna be your friend". Chances are they would look at me like what's this moron thinking and keep walking. Maybe even get a knee in the taint or something who knows. What I wanna know is seriously people... What is so hard about making a little blurb about yourself when friending another fubar member? Is it that you are quite insecure of yourself to tell me something interesting about yourself or point out something interesting in what I have written or stated? Even if I have someone in my SB and wanna friend them, even then I try to write some little ditty to go along with it... If
Hawt
So, I have decided to make a daily cartoon blog on blogspot.com. Its gonna be a buncha my drawings based on puns nad sickness.   I need some outrageous ideas
Men
Ok so my heart has been broken a couple times now.  Beginning to think it isn't the guys I'm dating but something wrong with me.  I'm giving up for the moment.  Maybe I'm just too broken myself to have a normal relationship?
My Children
From the very first second The moment that I knew How much my life would change I never had a clue. My heart cannot explain This special kind of love Never a day does it waiver For you came from God above. Now when I look at you And think of joys from the past It bring tears to my eyes You've grown up way too fast. So remember all my children Where you go, whatever you do In body or in spirit I'll always be with you. And through all the trials of life For which we are to blame Deep within your heart do know My love will forever be the same.
Who Is The Editor For These?
  Proofreading is a dying art, wouldn't  you say?  Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter  This one I caught in the SGV Tribune the other day and called the Editorial Room and asked who wrote this.  It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!!  They put in a correction the next day.      I just couldn't help but sending this along. Too funny.    Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says     
Running
You run away from the pain off others but only to find that you can never actually run from it. The things that would make you cry in the past is gone, but new things are making you cry now. Wishing it would all go away but not knowing how to make it go.Leaving behind everything you know and everyone that you thought that ever cared about you. Then later on finding out that it was never true. You think about the people that supposedly loved you, but then finding out it was all a lie. You ran from it so you would not have to think about them ever again. The only time you actually think that there can be no pain no more lies being thrown at you aganst you is in your sleep. Dreaming is your only excape from the wrongful doings of reality. You remember the sweet dreams that you once encountered, but now all they are are nightmars of the past. Stopping to think is this the right thing to do and not be able to answer your own question. Your mind is always searching for the right thing to do
I Dont Know
What are we sure of about life? Some people think they know, but its only what they think life is supposed to be. No one can really know what lifes about. The only thing everyone would beable to agree on is your born and you die. But its the inbetween that is conflickting. Human emotion is constent. Wether you want it to or not. Your head always filled with everything, pounding its way to get out. But what do most people do, hold it back. Fear of regection from anything, wether it be a lover, or a boss, or even just your parents can send you through a world of different emotions. Its all how you handle  yourself depends on the out come. If your with someone or want to be and they reject you, let it go wasnt ment to be. No matter how hard you want to think that you control your own life, you dont. Sorry life sucks a fat one I know. Your head can have control over you threw your emotions. Why its easier to be so cold harted. But thats my problem. A person can look right at you dead in th
Writing Poetry
A dreamscape doorway, Midnight black, promising of nighttime sparring Pleasures and primal perfume entice Of morsels savored and midnight laughter. A scene of gentle carnage, linens torn away from careful placement, revealing the wanton bareness of our ecstasy. Could we regret the night's passion And set aside our certainties? Or shall we just accept our fate, One soul captured in two vessels. Joined for a moment's time, Electrons changed for all eternity.
Poem By Andrea
The Poetry of Electricity Look at his tenuous embroidery of cables essential-- interlocking engineered magenta transcendental poetry composed of orchid--tragically sentimental, Unpretentious uniqueness, gracefully conceived. In life unappreciated, in death perhaps a hero, Judge him not for lowly station but for the gifted contribution of stable, standard, sound construction. Oh, husband, father, twist your wires Electronics without histrionics, A pioneer sampler of repressed emotion. Art designed to be functional, hidden, necessary, beautifully crafted, we trust eventually In each and every thread.
What Is An Ass Hat You Ask? Lol
1. ass-hat One whose head is so far up their rear end it could pass for a hat; used to describe a person who is stubborn, cruel, or otherwise unpleasant to be around. ass-hat 2 A general term for someone who carries out actions with such stupidity that they might as well wear their ass as a hat. Pete begins looking for his sunglasses, unknowing to the fact that they are on his head. He asks Ed where his glasses are. Ed takes them off his head saying, "You are such a fucking ass-hat." 3. ASSHAT.. Someone so incredibly stupid and/or ignorant that everything above their waist is useless; i.e. a hat for their ass. "That ass-hat just switched across three lanes of superhighway! Augh!"
If You Could Only See - Tonic
If you could only see the way she loves meThen maybe you would understandWhy I feel this way about our loveAnd what I must doIf you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she saysWhen she says she loves meWell you got your reasonsAnd you got your liesAnd you got your manipulationsThey cut me down to sizeSayin' you love but you don'tYou give your love but you won'tIf you could only see the way she loves meThen maybe you would understandWhy I feel this way about our loveAnd what I must doIf you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she saysWhen she says she loves meSeems the road less traveledShow's happiness unraveledAnd you got to take a little dirtTo keep what you loveThat's what you gotta doSayin' you love but you don'tYou give your love but you won'tYou're stretching out your arms to something that's just not theresayin you love where you standGive you heart when you canIf you could only see the way she loves meThen maybe you would understandWhy I feel this way about ou
I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreigner
I gotta take a little timeA little time to think things overI better read between the linesIn case I need it when Im olderNow this mountain I must climbFeels like a world upon my shouldersI through the clouds I see love shineIt keeps me warm as life grows colderIn my life theres been heartache and painI dont know if I can face it againCant stop now, Ive traveled so farTo change this lonely lifeI wanna know what love isI want you to show meI wanna feel what love isI know you can show meIm gonna take a little timeA little time to look around meIve got nowhere left to hideIt looks like love has finally found meIn my life theres been heartache and painI dont know if I can face it againI cant stop now, Ive traveled so farTo change this lonely lifeI wanna know what love isI want you to show meI wanna feel what love isI know you can show meI wanna know what love isI want you to show meAnd I wanna feel, I want to feel what love isAnd I know, I know you can show meLets talk about loveI wanna kn
A Lil Info About Me You Might Want To Know
ORAL PREFERENCES: I like Steaks Medium Well. I want it DEAD AND JUCIY! Well Done is DRY always. And Medium is to pink. PURCHASES: I own a 1998 Jeep Wrangler... I paid $700 for it and so far have sunk almost $3000 into it. Not because it needed it... but the fact that I CAN DO IT! UNUSUAL HABIT: It has to be cold... no matter what. Coffee COLD, Tea COLD, When I sleep... COLD... Soda WARM... Don't ask WEIRD TALENTS:  The fact I can move my tongue in many different ways and I'm not talking about rolling it either... All I know is girls love it! WTF MOMENT: Recently I was pulled over for some BS traffic violation never got a ticket. Turned out my ex had a warrant issued for my arrest for something... who know? BUT Went to court and the judge stated "To Stale DISMISSED" Wasted valuable sleep time. DOMESTIC FACT: I've moved more times then anyone making a trip around the world! EARLY YEARS: When I was in school I slept... that's it! I was a discusting brain... I would sleep for 3 mar
Searching 4 Those Willing 2 Open Their Eyes To New Things
Looking 2 Have Sum Naughty Fun W/Single (Men,Women) Couples We're Not Looking 2 Swap, Everything We Do Is 2Gether. So If Ur Interested Please Contact Us..Oh & You Must Be In Or Near The N/W Indiana Area!
Dont Be Afraid!
Don't be afraid to explore ur sex life, I mean hell you only have one life why not enjoy things you've never done before? It may sound scarey at first but once you have gotten to know someone that ur comfy with then let it all hang out...lol... My husband knew that I was BI before we got married an hell ya know thats every mans dream (DAMN NEAR) besides those that are (GAY) in which I have no problems with... If your interested in talking about it or wanna hook up sometime please feel free to contact us here or @ wildcpl3338@yahoo.com tell us what your looking for & maybe swap some photos? Anyways I do hope this has opened your eyes to new things, and think about what your missing out on? Till another time my friends have fun and take care...   Much love 2 you & yours always & forever John & Jaime!
Dgwer
lmao boy i felt dumb, i thought rich was cooking dinner..he hasn't cooked dinner in forever but it was for his friends tomorrow....silly me..thinking he actually was gonna cook but it's for his friends.    
Ways To Get In Contact With Me
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Ever Had One Of Those Days?
me too...and im in a mood and all i gota say til tomorrow is.......                                                                                                                                            
Death Of A Brother
I got a call yesterday from a very close friend of mine that I served with in NUMEROUS places doing NUMEROUS things. A small group of us served together and did alot of crazy shit when deployed. We survived, as have many others, and made it home fairly intact physically and mentally. So anyway, Anthony calls me and says, "Mike....."  "Danny's dead". What the fuck?!?!?!?!?!?! "How?!?!?!" "Car wreck" "What?!?!?!?!" "Yeah dude". "When?" "Last night" "Fuck" "I'll call you tommorw when I find out the details for the service" ".......alright" Now here's the deal.....we were special forces. we made it through alot that we shouldn't have. We did our part and managed to make it home and after all was said and done, our duty served, this is what happens? How that fuck do you justify that? Sleeping anywhere and everywhere, taking our horse pills, staying up for days at a time, leaving home at a moments notice, gone for an unknown period....to come home, go out with your wife for drinks
Asgasga
Last night, I went out with Kari. I havent really hung out with her in a while and I wanted someone to talk to about things. We went to Sharies, which is like a 24 hour family resturant. I told her more about stuff that's been happening in my life. We talked about a few other things. She paid for dinner and we went to Starbucks and talked some more. I paid for the drinks. Then we went to the grocery store because she needed to get food for her place. I was pretty out of it, you know the whole tired I feel high kind of feeling. I was taking some kid toys and playing with them...got home around 9am. I didn't do much today, I actually woke up before my alarm. Was a bum arond the house for a bit then I started to clean up the bed room some more. I went through a lot of boxes of stuff...love letters, cards...junk....all gone into the trash, stuff in other boxes seperated between me and Rich's things and stuff to goodwill. My plan is to slowly get rid of things so it will be easier for me
Bands Wanted
Looking for KICK ASS bands to play on my show Sik Sundays with Stoney on metalmonthly.com. If interested hit me up!!! Stoney
How To Take A "screen Shot"
"I want to take a screenshot of my screen and save it in a graphics file, so I can email it to a friend. Do I need to purchase or download special software to do this?" (PC First | Mac Second)     First the basic's about this. Definition “A screenshot, screen capture, or screen dump is an image taken by the computer to record the visible items displayed on the monitor or another visual output device. Usually this is a digital image taken by the host operating system or software running on the computer device, but it can also be a capture made by a camera or a device intercepting the video output of the computer.” (Wikipedia, retrieved 20:18, 30 July 2007 (MEST)). One may make a distinction between: Screenshots Outputting the entire screen or a part of it in a common bitmap image format such as BMP, PNG, or JPEG. Screen dump The display system dumps what it is using internally upon request. Output may be rendered in a different format, e.g. PNG instead of X or Displ
Pointwhorio!
Wow, a lot of people come by and see your page and that when you have one of them glitterly auto-elebens things on.  Cheers, peeps.
Never New It Was Possible..
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Moonlight
I want a moonlight for a sad night. I need to think about, oh divine, the dreams you brought me. To feel that you are mine, mine like no other. Since you left, I have not had moonlight. I feel you like hooks, like claws, they drown me at the beach from all the pain. And I’m dragging your chains in the quiet night; I wish it was a full moon, blue like no other.
Funny Thing
People assume an awful lot. People can say whatever they want, and think whatever they want, believe whatever they want. But without actually knowing, or really being told, they know nothing.  
Randomness
I've been thinking.... And here is what I have came up with... **Should have known better **Too soon **Too far **Jealousy hurts not just others, but yourself. **Life is too short.... Just BLAH... WTF?! Tink Emo night? :| Mixed emotions are running wild, and idk how the hell to contain them.. at all.. And.. of course... nobody to talk to about it :| Go fuckin' figure!!!
Perseverance.
These days have been extremely clouded for me... and I could've sworn the last ounce of faith that I had in God went down the drain.. then I wake up to this chapter of my favorite book in the Bible.. and it gave me the deep realization of the spiritual warfare that is going on.    2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.  12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. James 1: 2-4, 12   One of the reasons I chose the name "endure the flames" revolves around the concept of.. never let circumstance define who you are, but define circumstance through domination by humility.  Waiting.. is a skill that brings so many answers to alot of mysteries.. but it's more than just
Untimely Death
  .... BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!!  YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!!  I WAS!!!           DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW    
All Your Prayers Needed
To all my friends, i just learned that my brother in-law has been taken to the hospital. He had a bad seizure this afternoon, and was experiencing bad chest pains. So please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. He's not doing well at all. Thanks so much, hippy
Boys Suck.....kick Em In The Head
Boys can suck my balls if i had any..... ever heard of a relationship? Its a thing where u stay with one person and that person only.....get a clue fool.
Stepping Back
Stepping Back Alone you stand at the edge looking down, all you see is bleakness and no end in sight You think about your life and know you have to choose Do you dare take that step forward? End it all as it is, or do you walk away find hope amongst the gray You might want to take that deadly step might think that it is for the best A soul beaten down broken hearted alone in the crowd I reach for you and pull you back hold you close and show you that at least one person does care A heart to mend a soul to heal Search deep within and you will see that endless fall
This Is What Everyone Should Think About
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
How Well Do You Know Me?
1. What is my first name?2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What do I drive? 7. Do I have tatoos?8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read? 10. What is my major in school?
Questions 7-14-09
  Ask me ANYTHING   And again, no smartasses. Just ask me a question and I'll give you an answer. I'll even ask you a question in return. Ever pondered the meaning of life? I know it. Wanna know why the sky is blue? I'll tell you. Want to know why your left boob is bigger than your right? I know that too. Just ask, and I shall tell you. To begin, I'll ask a question. Why do directors have to fuck up a good movie with a shitty ending? Like, for instance, "Push"...great movie, but that last scene on the plane was just stupid.
There Are Times
There are times i could scream. No one sees the pain. There are times i could cry. No one sees the tears. All they see is me. There are times i just want some one to hold me. No one is around. There are times i just sit alone. No one can see how much i hurt inside. What they do see, is me.
Questions
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?my cousin[2] You were in the car with? mom [3] Went to the mall with?No one[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Peter[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar? AddictiveT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?True Q: Been suspended from school? FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?TrueQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Mountains[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?Being ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black an
Enlistment.
Tomorrow, I call the recruiter to enlist in the Air Force. Then, I go to boot camp after the MEPS processing. After that, probably going to volunteer to deploy the first chance I get. Woo.
How Well Do Ya Know Me?
I stole this idea from Woo, Serenity and lipstick. Let's see how well ya'all know me I have exactly one bling credit left, so yeah 1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What do I drive? 7. Do I have tatoos? 8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?
How Well Do You Know Me....
I stole this idea from Woo and Serenity.  Let's see how well ya'all know me :P  Weiner, I min winner gets a one credit bling of their choice :)   1. What is my first name?   2. What is my favorite color?   3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated?   4. How many kids do I have?   5. What type of music do I listen to the most?   6. What do I drive?   7. Do I have tatoos?   8. Am I a smoker?   9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?
Who Am I?
Hi. My friends call me Rum I like to flirt and talk shit. I run a forum on the Yuku boards called The Buzz http://thebuzz17122.yuku.com/ I'm not much of a conversation starter but I'll talk to most anyone that waks up and says HI. Now wheres my drink?
Time
In time we grow, not just in age, but as a person. We take the bad in with the good. We learn, not just to walk and talk, but through out life. We never stop growing and learning. We look around, and see the young grow older and wiser. The old pass on to better places. In time our fate shall be the same, but until then. We live our life in this time, growing, learning, just living life.
Will This Work?
You opened it good luck. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00pm-4:00pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the shock of your life, a good one. If you break the chain you will miss an opportunity you have been dreaming about. Karma. If there is someone you once loved (or still do) and can't get them out of your mind, repost this within the next hour.Tonight at midnight they will remember how much they loved you as well.You will get the shock of your life tomorrow, a good one. Let's keep our fingers X'd
Can We Say *cough*bs*cough*
SPRINGFIELD - The president of the company that owns Burr Oak Cemetery today expressed "outrage" at the "absolutely despicable" conduct of ex-cemetery employees alleged to have hatched a grave-selling scheme that displaced hundreds of dead people. In his first public statement about the scandal, Melvin Bryant also extended sympathy to the families wondering if their relatives are among those moved illegally from their gravesites. "The criminal conduct by former employees of Burr Oak Cemetery was absolutely despicable," Bryant said in a prepared statement. "I extend my heart-filled sympathies to all of those who have loved ones buried at Burr Oak Cemetery. "I also have family members buried in the cemetery and share the same outrage toward the conduct of the individuals," Bryant said. Bryant, CEO of Perpetua Holdings of Illinois, noted that he conducted an investigation that uncovered "financial wrongdoing" by Burr Oak's director of operations, resulting in her firing in March. Brya
Burr Oak Update
Saying he is essentially running Burr Oak Cemetery himself, Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said today he's asked for an emergency order from a judge to place the disgraced cemetery in a third party receivership. That means a judge would appoint someone to take over the day-to-day operations."There is nobody running the cemetery right now, other than me," Dart said at an afternoon news conference. Dart, who has more than 200 sheriff's deputies either investigating or assisting families seeking answers at the cemetery, said the cemetery owner has failed to send assistance. Cemetery workers have been asking Dart when to take a lunch break, and when to go home for the day, he said. Dart said his requests for help from the owners have fallen on deaf ears. "We don't get a response," Dart said. "They know the address, we haven't seen them." The CEO of the company that owns Burr Oak, Perpetua Holdings of Illinois, broke his silence today, issuing a statement, blasting the behavior of former
This Is What Is On My Mind
So I have been doing a lot of thinking this past week. Of what i want from my life and what I need to do to get there.I want a man that loves me for me with all my flaws and man there are a lot of them. I want something that will last a lifetime. I have decided that someday I will have my dream house even if I have to be alone. I want a ranch with some horses and chickens. Maybe a few head of beef. I want my quiet life with someone to love me. I didn't think that was so much to ask, But I guess it is the impossible. I am tired of men trying to get with me when i have never given them a single sign that I even wanted them in that way. Is it to much for a guy to find a woman attractive and just be friends
This Brings Me To Tears, It's So Pretty
Remember those walls I builtWell, baby they're tumbling downAnd they didn't even put up a fightThey didn't even make up a soundI found a way to let you inBut I never really had a doubtStanding in the light of your haloI got my angel nowIt's like I've been awakenedEvery rule I had you breakin'It's the risk that I'm takin'I ain't never gonna shut you outEverywhere I'm looking nowI'm surrounded by your embraceBaby I can see your haloYou know you're my saving graceYou're everything I need and moreIt's written all over your faceBaby I can feel your haloPray it won't fade awayI can feel your halo halo haloI can see your halo halo haloI can feel your halo halo haloI can see your halo halo haloHit me like a ray of sunBurning through my darkest nightYou're the only one that I wantThink I'm addicted to your lightI swore I'd never fall againBut this don't even feel like fallingGravity can't forgetTo pull me back to the ground againFeels like I've been awakenedEvery rule I had you breakin'The risk
Sent To Destroy All Notions Of Normalcy
yes I'm back with my self ordained mission to bust your bubble and get you out of your fu comfort zone-- Well my lasy topic was a soothing missive to all of those that have been hurt by anything in their lives and how we all can overcome it and say we survived-- THIS entry is all about one thing and one thing only-- DESTRUCTION! alright-- I've been trolling around some fu profiles today and I've seen some great ones-- a girl looking for a one time fuck buddy, and a guy in Tijuana wanting to find fubarians willing to watch a donkey show.. oh my fucking god, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!and then, to make matters more interesting, I blindly stumble upon my ex wife's fu page-- she's divorced again (for the third time, I was number 2)..and she has three kids..(my my my my my, was she fucking him with her eyes while they were married, or did she just get Pregnant by looking at him?! LOL) Lastly..to bash Luvbaby again, I saw his status "Is Loving on my fu Wife".. well, brother, she ain
I Can Has *****?
its probably too early in the week for a bewbs blog, and im bored...so if ya has bewbs to show show em. But if you need alcoholic beverages to be a voyeur then ill just do a fuck blog...havent seen one since 514xors fuck blog... ill say fuck the politics on fubar! im sure this wont be epic, but i can try... ok so just say fuck whatever you feel like. for example ( imean slow people) Fuck paying tax's get it got it good! as you were
Stranger In My Arms
Stranger in my armsby: Ashton MullenI was so warmYou felt so rightand in your eyesI saw this light.I trusted youand loved you dearwhen I was with youI felt no fear.Your hair was blondeyour eyes were greenyou were kind to meand never mean.Our love was strongOur love was pureWithout each otherWe'd die for sure.You took my handand promised methat you were mineand you'd never leave me.But then one dayI felt this chillyour light was dimour love grew ill.My trust was fadingand I grew fearYou felt so distantwhen I drew you near.Your temper was shortyou drove me insaneyou brought me to tearsand caused me pain.You ended usand here I sitbroken heartedand pondering it.Who is this man I'd hold at nightWho is this manwho's lost his light.This can't be himHe wouldn't do thisbreak my heartand still feel bliss.Who is this strangerwho left me alonethe man I lovewouldn't leave me disowned.I love this man with all my soulbut he has changedand I'm no longer whole.He has my heartbut he is goneand I lay her
Nothing
YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE EVER REALLY LOVED YOU IT WAS ALL JUST A BUNCH OF WORDS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOUR NOTHING THAT YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE LOVED NEVER MEANT FOR ANYTHING EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A MISTAKE EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A FAILURE I REALIZE IM MY OWN WORST ENEMY IM A PILL SMOKING LOSER ADDICTED TO DRUGS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING
What It Takes To Get Further In Fu
Leveling Requirements created @ 2009-06-29 13:31:41   A lot of people are not aware of the requirements for each level after 30, so I am posting them for easy reference. I will do ANGELS first, and then DEMONS. At the bottom of this, I will also be putting the Level 31+ User Agreement. ANGELS Level 31~ 105,000,000 Points Must have had 100 ability points spent on you. Must have been added as family by at least 50 people at time of levelup. Level 32~ 120,000,000 Points Must have at least 25,000,000 fuBucks at time of levelup check. Must have won the spotlight after reaching level 31. Level 33~ 140,000,000 Points Must have been rated 11 by fubar family. Requirement must have been met within the last two weeks and after reaching level 32.
My Feelings
  I remember   I been crawling till the end, I been beaten myself up What I did wrong? What did I do for you to walk out on me? Now as I stand alone frantically searching for someone, anyone to hear me. I remember when suicide eased away my pain, and sorrow falls from my eyes again.   Jose Hermosillo
Fu-engagment Train
FU-ENGAGMENT TRAIN: OWNERS: $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar MEMBERS........... $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar
So Ya Wanna Know "me"?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti
What Dreams May Come?
I dream alot. Every night I have dreams. Some I remember vividly when I awaken. Some just wisp away. Lately when I'm most stressed I've had nightmares. The worse kinds. Waking terrors. I wake with screams trapped behind my teeth. I have had to call my father before because I was convinced he has a stroke in the middle of the night. Unfortunately with the grief over my mother I have had alot of death dreams lately. I can't be the only one out there who has these. Dreams where the people you love die or come back dead. I can slip under pretty fast. I drop in REM quickly. I use to enjoy my dreams. They were interesting. And the sex dreams were great. But now I don't want to go to sleep most nights. I am tired of waking up scared or crying. I think I'm fucked in the head.
Scream
I want to scream at you, grab you and shake the hell out of you. You have no idea what you could have.   blah.   No I'm not thinking the person should be with me...but they don't see theirself the way I do and it pisses me off.
So Hurt.
So, my husband decides to break a mirror and attempt to slit his wrists while I'm sitting right beside him.   One of the most horrific things I have ever seen, seared into my memory.   I took him to the hospital and they admitted him immediately.   I love him so much.  But I will never forgive him for what he did to me today.  The traumatic sight, attempting to pull the broken glass away, only for him to be stronger....   Why Can't I Be Okay?    Happy 5 months of marriage, Ian.  Yeah right.
Fu Love
a minor adjust from 9987   Him: wow, you are an angel; you are the most beautiful thing Ive ever seenHer: omg, really? I think Im so ugly! You should really see me in my backless mini bikini, I look so fat!Him: I bet you are just gorgeous! I would love to see more of you!Her: Aww, you are just a sweetheart; most guys just want me for my bodyHim:  I really like you as a person, I'm not like other guys. I am very unique, like to cuddle, cook, take care of kids. Her: wow, you sound just like the guy I'm looking for.Him: *scoreee!* do you have yahoo and cam?Her: *omg, I finally found him* yes! hotsexymomma@yahoo.com
About Me
i am 6 foot 8 inches tall. i live on a beautiful beach in florida. i like to go to the beach and swim as well as tan. i like riding bikes, playing football,baseball,and go camping,hiking and fishing. My jobs are driving a trackhoe for a big demolition company and i am a forman at a block masonery company.
So You Think You Know Me?
I'm going to be a copy cat. Let's do a little Amy trivia. The first person to get them all right wins a one credit bling.    1. How many siblings do I have? 2. Do I have any tattoos? 3. How many piercings do I have? 4. What is my favorite color? 5. What is my natural hair color? 6. What is my eye color? 7. Do I have any pets? 8. What state was I born in? 9. How many roommates do I have? 10. What am I getting my masters degree in?   I think that's enough questions to keep you all busy. Just leave a comment in the blog and I'll try and "score" it quickly.   Good luck!
Lost
I only wish I could figure this place out... it's so...so...so overwhelming... jeez! Any help would be absitively posilutely fantastic.
Aye
So tonight, i turned down some chick at the bar, not cuz she wasnt hot, but she was annoying the hell outta me, only to get home and realize, shit .... that was really stupid.   then to top it off... i'm still trapped in this house, with the ex.  and even though i love her, i can never make it work with her... then find out, shit it is annoying the hell outta me that she is not home.   why the fuck should this bother me... it really fucking shouldnt... i hate my brain.. i shall drill it out and feed it to whoever wants some whiskey soaked membranes.
Rod Mckuen--the Second Time
  THE SECOND TIME As fragile as a teacup in the wrong hands, As empty as the nests that birds vacate just before the winter months. As silent as an enemy with worked out plans. As difficult as detail is to those who charge ahead without instructions or a may. So learning how to love again must be to those who leave off loving after having scaled love's mountain a time or two before. I am a willing pupil ready to again take up the lesson book or attend        the master class. Any day when I'm not learning even if it's called re-education I consider lost. I ask only patience... the kind the first grade teacher offers her most backward child        that initial month, before demands of aggressive children learn to make out of ego and necessity. Be as careful with me as you are when rounding corners               new to you. I'll cram, I'll study and I'll work to merit this time spent with you. This new chance at reeducation. I relearn quickly when I trust.
Fluids Coming Out Of Holes They Really Shouldn't Be
Ok, so let me explain. I was eating dinner with my Mom earlier, and she was looking at some magazine and saw these plush dogs that look real and "breathe". Well, she made a comment about the fact that our dogs would probably rip it to shreds, just as I took a drink of my juice. Needless to say, I tried my hardest not to laugh but it was too late. So what did I do? I covered my mouth so as to not spit fruit punch all over the table, only instead to have it come out of my nose. If you have never experienced something coming out of your nose before, let me tell you that it is not pleasant. My Mom of course started to laugh, as was I, simply because I know it must look funny to see it happen. I am still clearing fruit punch out of my nasal passages as I write this. Only positive thing is that it was not soda, that stings way more than juice.
What A Day
well, i suffered through an incredible amount of my ex's verbal abuse and attacks on me and my character.  I maintained my cool, the hard part is that he came with documents and paperwork (normally the mediators DONT look at paperwork etc.) this one did, I didnt bring any.  I felt naked, I had nothing to show this lady what the truth is. I do feel certain that the lady was able to read my ex, and define his character through his actions and behavior. Now we await her report.... My worry here is the fact she interveiwed Meghan after being in my exs custody for visitation for the last 5 weeks, this girl is so precious, and wants to please everyone.  She knows (because i told her over and over before) that i will always love her no matter what. Meghan has also seen, what happened to Viv and her dads relationship when Viv didnt go along with my ex's antics and lies.  He has abandoned Viv,  Meg has stated how fearful she is of "Daddy not loving me anymore". So there inlies my worry, m
Feels Like Home
I'm sitting here, watching How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days. I somehow forgot that my wedding song was in it.  The second I heard it, tears filled my eyes.  I just wanted to be happy and loved and safe.  He used to make me feel like he was home to me.  I miss feeling that way.  Fuck this hurts.  I'm ready for it to be over so I can truly move on.  And that hurts too. Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myselfMakes me wanna lose myself, in your armsThere's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fastHope this feeling lasts, the rest of my lifeIf you knew how lonely my life has beenAnd how long I've been so aloneAnd if you knew how I wanted someone to come alongAnd change my life the way you've doneIt feels like home to me, it feels like home to meIt feels like I'm all the way back where I come fromIt feels like home to me, it feels like home to meIt feels like I'm all the way back where I belongA window breaks, down a long, dark streetAnd a siren wails in the nightBut I'm alri
Symphorophilia
Sexual arousal from causing many casualties (train crash, burning hospitals, explosions).
Louche
louche\LOOSH\ , adjective:1.Of questionable taste or morality; disreputable or indecent; dubious; shady.
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In fair Weather prepare for foul.  -  Thomas Fuller
The Stray Dog
Okay! So this all started Friday 7-10-09. The doctor I work for is going around the office looking for somebody to adopt this stray dog. After some time he seems to convince the office manager aka granny. This dog was a Dachshund, I say over 10 years old. The person that found him stated that he was like 6.   Anyways! Lets continue, Granny ends up taking this dog home on Friday evening and loves it. Well till Sunday comes around I get a phone call from her asking if I wanted the dog. Well I then start to question her asking what is wrong with the dog and why didn't she want him no more. She then proceeds to tell me that the dog is depressed and lonely, that he needed a big family with kids.   (Lets not forget I live in a big house with three kids and other people) As we proceed I agree to take this dog in on Monday, I bring him home, he is doing great the kids love him and my other dog Woody loves him! This was around 7pm. Everything was great Mr.Weenie (the stray) was fitting in
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