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Day 1 Freedom Lol
The kitties got their first day of freedom within the yard today...... and on their first day they killed 3 birds and 3 mice which is quite unprecidented around here. They havent left em around as trophies, but my lil guy and girl are turning into good lil hunters, im so proud of em :D

Something Diff From My Complaining
**So, here's how it works:** 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie ♣ Opening Credits:♣ When Doves Cry-- Ani DiFranco (cover song) ♣ Waking up:♣ Bang Your Head Mental Health -- Quiet Riot ♣ First Day at Highschool:♣ Simple Man -- Hank Williams Jr ♣ Falling In Love:'♣ Wicked Games -- Chris Isaak ♣ Fight Song:♣ American Honky Tonk Bar Association -- Garth Brooks ♣ Breaking Up:♣ Running On Empty -- Jackson Browne ♣ Prom:♣ Everything Dies -- Type O Negative ♣ Life:♣ Signs -- Tesla ♣ Mental Breakdown:♣ The Sounds of Silence -- Simon and Garfunkel ♣ Driving:♣ Mack the Knife -- Sinatra ♣ Flashback:♣ Like A Virgin -- Madonna ♣

Hmmm
in the world we live in we either care to much or care to little. where is the medium? why isnt there one near me when i need one? i feel i do everything and anything wrong. im just a waterfall waiting to burst open and let the water flow and flow and drain me completely empty. yup thats how i feel right now. completely emtpy and i havent even burst threw the damn yet. when did life get so hard and complicated? when does it get easier and stay easier? happy? i try so hard to do everything right and make everyone happy but where is that getting me? no where. how come? cuase ppl just keep takin it and taking it and it wont ever stop. soon its not even thanked for anymore its expected. and once its expected its required and how do u stop it then? im almost 23, when do i---I-- get to start doing stuff that makes ME better? i fucked up my life a couple years back and everyday i think about it and regrett it. now i have found a solution that will fix it and make me a better person. but am i

Random
I'm home alone this weekend...completely alone...not even any dogs to yell at. I've had about 18 diet cokes today. I think I may die of a caffeine overdose and I'm sure I won't sleep til Sunday now. Can anyone get the spell checker on the blogs to work? Does anyone actually have anything worthwhile to talk about? Anybody want any Starburst jellybeans before I eat them all?

Military - Blue Fridays
International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year 1st Place First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' 2nd Place Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before the burial of her hu

Obnoxious
TO THAT ASSHOLE I LOVE TO HATE:WHAT THE FUCK?WAKE UP! GOADING---TEASING TO LEAD ON TO PICK A FIGHT. EXAMPLE:I HATE YOUR SISTER,PLEASE IT BOTHERS ME DONT TALK ABOUT YOUR SISTER SO MUCH.SO YOU TRY TO RESPECT THE OTHER PERSON AND YOU DONT TALK ABOUT THEIR SISTER,AND THEY SAY OH,HOWS YOUR SISTER? SARCASM!SPITE! TEASING/JEALOUSY IT IS OK TO TEASE ME WHEN I KNOW YOUR TEASING/JOKING DONT TEASE ME TO HURT ME.JEALOUSY CAN HURT AS MUCH AS IT CAN HELP,DON'T BE JEALOUS TO INFLICT HARM BUT BE JEALOUS BECAUSE YOU CARE AND DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME HURT. VINDICTIVE ASSHOLES! LIE TO ME,...I PREFER YOU NOT TO LIE TO ME HONESTY GOES FURTHER I CAN WORK WITH THE TRUTH.A LIE IS NOT TRUST. WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO LIE TO YOU BECAUSE YOU DO NOT WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH?YOU HAVE 3 CHOICES:1.LISTEN.2.LET ME SMACK YOUR BITCH ASS UP,3.AND THIS IS MY CHOICE IGNORE YOU1FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU IGNORED ME.I WAS RIGHT AND YOU DID NOT LISTENAND YOU GOT YOURSELF BUTTHURT.FUCK YOU,AND YOU EXPECT ME TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU?W

It's Still Rock & Roll To Me-billy Joel
What's a matter with the clothes I'm wearing can't you tell that your ties to white Maybe I should buy some old tab collars welcome back to the age of jive Where have you been hiding out lately honey you can't dress trashy till you spend a lot of money Everybody's talking bout the new sounds funny but it's still rock & roll to me What's a matter with the car I'm driven can't you tell that it's out of style should I get a set of white wall tires are you going to cruse the miracle mile now a days you can't be to sentimental your best bets true baby blue continental hot funk cool punk even if its old junk it's still rock & roll to me &n

Slave Auction (a Work Of Fiction)
i am alone right now, even in the crowd i was alone. i looked no different from the rest of the sluts that where in this room. i rested in a pile of pillows, as far away from the door as i could, i did not know what was going to happen to me, but i knew that the others could all go first. i was dressed in a red tunic, no under wear, the tunic was fastend at my waist by a gold chain, and just tied at each should. there was a light collar that had been fasten on me when i had been dragged in the door. i smiled sadly as i wached the other girls, they were excited, they thought that this was just a game, that they would be put on display and then go home with their partners. me i knew better, i knew that i was to be put on display for sale. i would be going home with a Mistress or Master this night, and that after tonight i would turely be an owned slave. i dreaded what was going to happen to me. my thoughts turned to the Woman i had called Mistress for so long, i let my thoughts shape int

Celebrate Our Fallen
In 1865, Henry C. Welles, a druggist in the village of Waterloo, NY, mentioned at a social gathering that honor should be shown to the patriotic dead of the Civil War by decorating their graves. In the Spring of 1866, he again mentioned this subject to General John B. Murray, Seneca County Clerk. General Murray embraced the idea and a committee was formulated to plan a day devoted to honoring the dead. Townspeople adopted the idea wholeheartedly. Wreaths, crosses and bouquets were made for each veteran's grave. The village was decorated with flags at half mast and draped with evergreen boughs and mourning black streamers. On May 5, 1866, civic societies joined the procession to the three existing cemeteries and were led by veterans marching to martial music. At each cemetery there were impressive and lengthy services including speeches by General Murray and a local clergyman. The ceremonies were repeated on May 5, 1867. The first official recognition of Memorial Day as such was issued

Update
Just a reminder, I am still utterly depressed and alone and Look, i know theres got to be plenty of psychos on here whod enjoy killing someone without having to worry bout getting in trouble. Let me know, I am here, and if someone else kills me I have no worrys about the spirirtual cost of commiting suicide so its win-win, right? so yeah just get in touch already!

A Story For My Mistress
The retraining of jess The first day. i sit alone in this small slice of heaven. It is a place where you can just sit and dream, letting the world outside pass you by, not matter the weather it is warm and dry here. i let the sounds of the outside world fade into the back ground, the chatter of children, the drone of car engines, reminders of the city outside these plastic walls of paradise. i let my thoughts turn inwards as I hear the wind in the trees, the birds chirping and the buzz of busy insects. i feel my heart pound as things low in my body go tight, I let my thoughts turn again…… i see myself on my knees at Her feet, She moves; i know this as Her boots disappear from the sight of my lowered eyes. i can hear Her moving around the dungeon; the fine hairs on my arms tell me where in the dungeon She is. i shiver slightly, not from the cold but with anticipation, go i am so horny, my skin feels so clean as i have spent a lot of time getting ready for this. i have

Secret Admirers
Please, folks, if you wanna talk or whatever scool, contact me, I will repsond, I have No Friends whatsoever IRL (not saying that for any reason other than it is FACT) so yeah-leaving me secret admirer thingys does nothing, cause Im just going to hope one of the attractive women on the list of em is the one what sent it and Im always wrong because nobody attractive wants me or whatever so yeah, just kinda wasting my fubar points with the whole thing and I dont have much of em anyway seeing as I only get on at the library anyway-read my blogs about computers to get an idea why I wouldnt have my home puter online if I could. damn tho I am angry today. guess I just head out find some greedy asshole to hit with a hammer or sumfin.

Computa Wa Benrikunai Desu!
I probably spelt it wrong but I do remeber that phrase from Japanese class I took for a while. it means "computers are inconvenient" or close enough. Id said it when the teacher asked if I liked computers I was supposed to say they were convenient but I had to attach the negation to it cause yeah. Right now I am 45 minutes into my hour and a half here at the library trying desperately to get a driver to get my computer's Hitachi-LG model HG10L DVD-rw dealy working. right now it refuses to acknowledge that a blank DVD is in the drive and wont tell me why that is, so I figure the driver is bunko after I'd rolled the system back from vista (I refuse to capitalize that products name for reasons of respect obviously I dont repect it) just like with the onboard Sound Card which Compaq installed specifially without drivers availiable for use on an XP roll back so yeah I have made peace about the lack of sound, no biggie, everything else works and frankly I dont go to my computer for music any

5/21/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Vlog: "Singing Career" - kinda embarrassing! Don't you love when you randomly remember something from your childhood? Well here is a memory of mine, and I'm sharing it with you, via Fluffy Starr TeeVee. Click on"Singing Career." Man, the things my parents made me do... But totally makes sense now. But my grandmother and my aunties and parents always tell me stories. I was always "performing" in some way shape or form. And was a bit of a diva too. Not that I am now! (Depends who you ask. ) Anyways, I hope you liked this midnight blog. Just winding the day down. Had the greatest one. Happy. Hope you are too. Pleasant dreams... x Fluffy.

Wheres My Girls At ?????
oki did a mumm over this and got some good feedback so i guess i will start one. Ladies if you would like to be included in my sexy female folder just let me know, (it will be tastefully done,) and what picture of your self you would like to put in it. send me a pm with the link. thank you everyone xoxo

No Good Deed Goes Unwatched
Just a little something I wanted to share... Last night I agreed to take a friend to the bus stop to catch a greyhound bus for 10$ in gas money. The bus stop was over an hour away from my home town but I am a nice person and I do those things for people. His bus was scheduled to arrive around 9:30pm and it was him, two other young girls and a middle aged man whom were waiting for the same bus. Well the bus showed up as scheduled on time but turned down all four passengers because he said the bus was full. Me being the sweety I am offered to take all of them including me and my friends cousin to Kansas City last night to the main greyhound station just so these people could get on a bus to go to their family. Being as its the holiday weekend I figured why not what have I got to lose so we strapped all six of us in to my little dodge neon along with luggage strapped down with bungee cords to my trunk and took off for an hour and half out of the way trip so I could see that these compl

Fu Bf/gf
My last fu boyfriend was great thanks sean for having me now I need a new one that is close to my age and likes me for me an will understand that I have school an such. Will also take a fu girlfriend I am bisexual would like to try to have a fu girlfriend... Anyways much love!

Interview
Well I just got home from the interview for the transitional place. They asked a lot of questions pertaining to family history and mental illnesses and such. She said one thing she noticed from my answers is that I isolate myself, and asked if they chose for me to have a psyche test done if to be allowed if I would do it, and I said of course. She asked me about my fears, what I wanted out of the program and all sorts of other things. I guess there were 3 interviews scheduled today, and I was the only one that showed up, She also had me sign a release from when I went to treatment as well as one for my dr. When I was leaving she asked if I wanted to do a UA today, and I said sure.... bad thing is I am scared of is the other night when I was stressing so bad (Wed) I took 1/2 of a xanax someone gave me. I hope and pray that it was not in my system still. I am suppose to call next Wed and see where they are on everything, she said once she gets the releases back, then they staff it and

And Here I Write
and here i write endless, aimless for you unending wait, relentless regrets a failed attempt to explain where are my words what do i say what tells you i am true how do i tell you - i am true a moment of of pause a few baby steps a silent prayer here, i am again untouchable, ugh, ugly my mirror hates me hands folded in prayer hope on my lips the horizon barren endless, aimless horizon barren....

Did U Ever Think Of This? Or Even Care?
i dont know how and where i am going to start writing this"... we all live a very busy life, working, parenting, earning money, making a life, whatever"... and maybe even us here on fubar.. have our own world.. busy fubar world.." do we still have time to think or even care about the other people in our lives, whom maybe has less signifance in our lives. as i said i dont know where to start and how am i going to express myself,i cant her my thoughts and put them into words.lol, ok, let me start it this way" ive been living out of my country for nearly 15 years now, but i am still very much connected to my family, even to extended family.and even to distant relatives,..i did not go home for 10 straight years.. when i finally visited phillippines last 2004. then followed by another visit in 2007 in dubai to meet some relatives . cousins and former classmates, then last year , again in the phillippines"... i was full of joy and always almost in tears.. i made it a point to see

Which One Are You?
You are The Hierophant (Heavenly Master) Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Is The Meaning Of Family ?
What is Family ???..... Family is people your comfy around...People who always have your back....Family is more than just your homies there the people your always with .... Being a Juggalette made me relize what the definition of FAMILY was.... There for MCL to the Fam!!!

Songs Through The Years (1990 Top-100
1. Hold On, Wilson Phillips2. It Must Have Been Love, Roxette3. Nothing Compares 2 U, Sinead O'Connor4. Poison, Bell Biv Devoe5. Vogue, Madonna6. Vision Of Love, Mariah Carey7. Another Day In Paradise, Phil Collins8. Hold On, En Vogue9. Cradle Of Love, Billy Idol10. Blaze Of Glory, Jon Bon Jovi11. Do Me!, Bell Biv Devoe12. How Am I Supposed To Live Without You, Michael Bolton13. Pump Up The Jam, Technotronic14. Opposites Attract, Paula Abdul15. Escapade, Janet Jackson16. All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You, Heart17. Close To You, Maxi Priest18. Black Velvet, Alannah Myles19. Release Me, Wilson Phillips20. Don't Know Much, Linda Ronstadt and Aaron Neville21. All Around The World, Lisa Stansfield22. l Wanna Be Rich, Calloway23. I Remember You, Skid Row24. Rub You The Right Way, Johnny Gill25. She Ain't Worth It, Glenn Medeiros Featuring Bobby Brown26. If Wishes Came True, Sweet Sensation27. The Power, Snap28. (Can't Live Without Your) Love and Affection, Nelson29. Love Will Lead You Back,

Definition Of A Love Story
Some would say the definition of a love story is a story dealing with love but let me tell you my definition of a love story. My love story begins on Feburaury 18th, 2009, let me take you back to that day and explain how I turned into the most happiest woman on the planet. Back then I really wasn't searching for a partner or anyone in particular I was just surfin Fubar as I normally do on a regular basis. I got a little sidetracked by the Secret Admire game and decided to give it a try and just started clicking randomly yes on pretty much all the guys I came across hoping I would find one that would click on me too. That's excactly what happened to this one particular guy on here he clicked my picture it was then that we had made our first connection with each other. Do you know what its like to feel love at first site? Neither do I because I don't believe in love at first site. Me and Tim started talking off and on and became really good friends in the upcoming weeks followin

Riches
When I shout ' I'm Rich Biatch,' I'm not talkin' bout my wealth, I'm talkin' bout stability, and points of mental health. See, I got money, and can always get money, my bank account is serious, while y'alls money if funny. Y'all cats is out in clubs frontin' talkin' bout how you floss with models, your kids is at the crib with empty baby bottles... So keep talking that talk fool, the proof is in your stride, hope your pockets can out last the recession son, cause it's gonna be a long ride!!!

Songs Through The Years (1989 Top-100
1. Look Away, Chicago2. My Prerogative, Bobby Brown3. Every Rose Has Its Thorn, Poison4. Straight Up, Paula Abdul5. Miss You Much, Janet Jackson6. Cold Hearted, Paula Abdul7. Wind Beneath My Wings, Bette Midler8. Girl You Know Its True, Milli Vanilli9. Baby, I Love Your Way/Freebird, Will To Power10. Giving You The Best That I Got, Anita Baker11. Right Here Waiting, Richard Marx12. Waiting For A Star To Fall, Boy Meets Girl13. Lost In Your Eyes, Debbie Gibson14. Don't Wanna Lose You, Gloria Estefan15. Heaven, Warrant16. Girl I'm Gonna Miss You, Milli Vanilli17. The Look, Roxette18. She Drives Me Crazy, Fine Young Cannibals19. On Our Own, Bobby Brown20. Two Hearts, Phil Collins21. Blame It On The Rain, Milli Vanilli22. Listen To Your Heart, Roxette23. I'll Be There For You, Bon Jovi24. If You Don't Know Me By Now, Simply Red25. Like A Prayer, Madonna26. I'll Be Loving You (Forever), New Kids On The Block27. How Can I Fall?, Breathe28. Baby Don't Forget My Number, Milli Vanilli29. Toy So

Songs Through The Years (1988 Top-100
1. Faith, George Michael2. Need You Tonight, INXS3. Got My Mind Set On You, George Harrison4. Never Gonna Give You Up, Rick Astley5. Sweet Child O' Mine, Guns N' Roses6. So Emotional, Whitney Houston7. Heaven Is A Place On Earth, Belinda Carlisle8. Could've Been, Tiffany9. Hands To Heaven, Breathe10. Roll With It, Steve Winwood11. One More Try, George Michael12. Wishing Well, Terence Trent d'Arby13. Anything For You, Gloria Estefan and the Miami Sound Machine14. The Flame, Cheap Trick15. Get Outta My Dreams, Get Into My Car, Billy Ocean16. Seasons Change, Expose17. Is This Love, Whitesnake18. Wild, Wild West, Escape Club19. Pour Some Sugar On Me, Def Leppard20. I'll Always Love You, Taylor Dayne21. Man In The Mirror, Michael Jackson22. Shake Your Love, Debbie Gibson23. Simply Irresistible, Robert Palmer24. Hold On To The Nights, Richard Marx25. Hungry Eyes, Eric Carmen26. Shattered Dreams, Johnny Hates Jazz27. Father Figure, George Michael28. Naught Girls (Need Love Too), Samantha Fox2

A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you nee

Songs Through The Years (1987 Top-100
1. Walk Like An Egyptian, Bangles2. Alone, Heart3. Shake You Down, Gregory Abbott4. I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me), Whitney Houston5. Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now, Starship6. C'est La Vie, Robbie Nevil7. Here I Go Again, Whitesnake8. The Way It Is, Bruce Hornsby and the Range9. Shakedown, Bob Seger10. Livin' On A Prayer, Bon Jovi11. La Bamba, Los Lobos12. Everybody Have Fun Tonight, Wang Chung13. Don't Dream It's Over, Crowded House14. Always, Atlantic Starr15. With Or Without You, U216. Looking For A New Love, Jody Watley17. Head To Toe, Lisa Lisa and Cult Jam18. I Think We're Alone Now, Tiffany19. Mony Mony, Billy Idol20. At This Moment, Billy Vera and The Beaters21. Lady In Red, Chris De Burgh22. Didn't We Almost Have It All, Whitney Houston23. I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For, U224. I Want Your Sex, George Michael25. Notorious, Duran Duran26. Only In My Dreams, Debbie Gibson27. (I've Had) The Time Of My Life, Bill Medley and Jennifer Warnes28. The Next Time I F

I Have No Clue
Lost in my thoughts in search of my paradise i have no clue my time used up my prime behind me i have no clue that there will not be another that she is gone forever i have no clue i still wait, at time patient at times in anger as - i have no clue that my destiny was to be alone i have always been alone how could i have missed that clue at times a dying wish sometimes a death wish take it all away give me her but does she know does she have - a clue?

In My Mind
In My Eyes, Cold With Fire, Much Like Ice , That You Admire, In My Thoughts, Tapping On My Skin, Not Enough , Just Keep It In , In The Mirror, Spider Webs , That Seem Much Clearer, Feeling Dead, All Of Me , That I can Give , Break Away , To Let You In , Help Me Up, Till I Can Win, Be My Air , Crawling On My Skin, Glass Reflections , Bits And Peices ,Sliping Off The Edge, Loud Noises, In My Head ,On My Mind, In My dreams, Make me Blind, Break Away , So I Can Breathe , Let Me Go, Help Me Sleep.

Songs Through The Years (1986 Top-100
1. That's What Friends Are For, Dionne Warwick, Elton John, and Gladys Knight2. Say You, Say Me, Lionel Richie3. I Miss You, Klymaxx4. On My Own , Patti Labelle and Michael McDonald5. Broken Wings, Mr. Mister6. How Will I Know, Whitney Houston7. Party All The Time, Eddie Murphy8. Burning Heart, Survivor9. Kyrie, Mr. Mister10. Addicted To Love, Robert Palmer11. Greatest Love Of All, Whitney Houston12. Secret Lovers, Atlantic Starr13. Friends And Lovers, Carl Anderson and Gloria Loring14. Glory Of Love, Peter Cetera15. West End Girls, Pet Shop Boys16. There'll Be Sad Songs, Billy Ocean17. Alive And Kicking, Simple Minds18. Never, Heart19. Kiss, Prince and The Revolution20. Higher Love, Steve Winwood21. Stuck With You, Huey Lewis and The News22. Holding Back The Years, Simply Red23. Sledgehammer, Peter Gabriel24. Sara, Starship25. Human, Human League26. I Can't Wait, Nu Shooz27. Take My Breath Away, Berlin28. Rock Me Amadeus, Falco29. Papa Don't Preach, Madonna30. You Give Love A Bad Name

It Is What It Is
If the past is coming back ot stare you in the face you have two options run or face it, So I am facing it you want to look at me fine, you want to talk to me then talk but do something, dont hide behind a screen name

A Little Introduction
Hello Fubar, I'm just a regular guy, kind hearted and honest. I've travelled quite a bit, and I've been married once. Presently I'm dating and looking for friends. If by chance I should meet that special lady, then so be it. I'm very laid back and love pretty things. I enjoy horseback riding, water sports, riding my motorcycle, camping, hiking, and believe it or not I am a romantic. Chivalry is not dead lol. Don't be afraid to talk to me please.

Ice Story~
The room was bathed in a soft glow from the fire, and candles that were burning around the room. I entered the room as I always did, kneeling in front of the bed, waiting for Sir to speak."Hello little one""Hello Sir" "Where is your toy?""Right here Sir" I show him the toy sitting next to me."Good, now I want you to insert your toy, then take my cock in your hand. When your ready to cum, squeeze my cock, but don't cum until I tell you to, understood?""Yes Sir" I insert my toy and hand him the control. He turns it on low. As I let my mind drift, and my body feel the toy thrumming inside of my pussy. Sir gradually increases the speed of the toy, bringing me closer to the edge. Soon my body is straining for release.As I squeeze his cock harder I beg for release. " Please Sir, may I cum?" I put my head down squeezing him harder, He whispers in my ear "Flow for me" as my body releases. I let out a long low moan. I start to relax, as Sir lays back down again. "Stay where you are, and do this

Wtf?
I do believe this site is turning into a popularity contest. All I see is rate me fan me add me etc, instead of people actually wanting to be a friend. When I first joined this site it was a fun place to be. Now it seems like all anyone wants is to bling or whatever its called...I could care less really, I just like making friends. Is it to much to ask for to have real friends on here, someone to come talk to when I'm alone or just needing someone there for me? I even have the nude pics that women love to see as much as us men like seeing yours lol so please come get to know me, quit turning this site into a popularity contest, and get fubar back to way it used to be.

The Rant... Part One (because I Know There Will Be More..)
morning/afternoon/evening/hello people! I know I have quite a few followers of my rants now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the other day I was making a list of things that piss me off (my net was down) and It turned into a rant.. so, here ya go.. have fun.. and as always, if any of this offends you - fuck off. general annoyances* Insomnia - Insomnia due to some asshole stressing me out* The word "chillaxing" (because "chilling" wasn't quite poinltess enough was it..)* "Wiggers".. I've heard that is the short version of those white trash assholes who wear ridiculously baggy tracksuits/(occasionally) completely inaccurately made camo stuff/ tshirts with pointless logos or slogans (oh you know where I'm going with the clothing description.. I'll leave the rest to whatever the tards in your area look like) stupidly huge crappy jewellery (and before you americans start, thats how jewellery is supposed to be be spelled. Idgaf what is says in your dictionaries.) and of course, the oh-so-smart look of

I Think~
I simply think of you, and suddenly I am hard. I think of the college lecture hall where I first met you, of bending you over the large table at the front of the hall and teaching the assembled pre-med students about a very different type of biology... I think of binding you, rendering you immobile between the tall pillars, your body vulnerable and unprotected, keeping you on display, your face reddened with embarrassment as you serve as artwork in a museum of kink... I think of plunging into your ass, pinning you to the floor, My hands clenching yours as I enjoy your tightness, breathing hard into your ear, My eventual orgasm causing Me to jerk and spasm roughly upon you as My cum surges along My length and shoots deep into you... I think of My teeth grinding a nipple, the pain coursing through your breast, through your chest, through your entire being, sending a flurry of throbbing signals directly to your clitoris as you thrash about and endure the torture because of the bonds which

Dangerous Encounters
Finding himself speachless for the fist time in two thousand years he did the only thing he could do. Stand and stare. Those green eyes searched a soul he believed lost. Could he have moved if he wished. Likely not. This was a moment that he wanted to remember for the rest of his long extended life. She broke the truce. He began to speak when she silenced him ever so gently with a solitary finger to his lips. He could taste her. Warm milk and vanilla with something more. A hint of the wild. She was his. Slowly and ever so gently she moved her finger to glide down his chin and then chest leaving a heat that caught his breath. Dear God he thought I'm breathing. He almost remembered the sensation before the change. Her fingers slid casually down the silk of his dress shirt lazily unbuttoning each until his chest stood naked to the stars. Closing his eyes he prayed that this moment could last forever. "Run", she shouted. Startled, he opened his eyes. Where she stood w

Happy Memorial Day To All
imikimi - Customize Your World! to all our Family and Friends here on Fu: We would like to wish you all a very special and memorialbe weekend. At this time also we would like to let you all know that you mean the world to us both. You've made a big difference in our lives, some of you know just exactly how much of a diffference, but to all of you, you hold a very special place in our hearts. We love you all in your own special way. We will be gone this weekend,but will be back on Monday. Love ya: Mare and Doc

Rating Contest Please Help A Friend Out!
Ok trying to help out a good friend here and making my first blog at the same time! Please go and rate this picture and leave a comment help the guy out! It ends May 31 st though so don't be waiting too long to vote ! Thanks to all of you who read this and vote for him !

Songs Through The Years (1985 Top-100
1. Careless Whisper, Wham!2. Like A Virgin, Madonna3. Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go, Wham!4. I Want To Know What Love Is, Foreigner5. I Feel For You, Chaka Khan6. Out Of Touch, Daryl Hall and John Oates7. Everybody Wants To Rule The World, Tears For Fears8. Money For Nothing, Dire Straits9. Crazy For You, Madonna10. Take On Me, A-Ha11. Everytime You Go Away, Paul Young12. Easy Lover, Phil Collins and Philip Bailey13. Can't Fight This Feeling, REO Speedwagon14. We Built This City, Starship15. The Power Of Love, Huey Lewis and The News16. Don't You (Forget About Me), Simple Minds17. Cherish, Kool and The Gang18. St. Elmo's Fire (Man In Motion), John Parr19. The Heat Is On, Glenn Frey20. We Are The World, U.S.A. For Africa21. Shout, Tears For Fears22. Part-Time Lover, Stevie Wonder23. Saving All My Love For You, Whitney Houston24. Heaven, Bryan Adams25. Everything She Wants, Wham!26. Cool It Now, New Edition27. Miami Vice Theme, Jan Hammer28. Lover Boy, Billy Ocean29. Lover Girl, Teena Mari

Heart Of Stone
ok. so recently i have been hangin out with this girl that seems pretty awesome so far for a week. she likes all the things that i like and we seem to be getting along great. she works and is trying to help me get a job when she is not working. i have turned in several apps but havent found anything. she seems pretty cool so much that i can call her a friend but she tells me that she is falling for me. she keeps asking me what if i really do feel that way. i tell her that she can feel how she wants to feel. i tell her i cant say those words and i have to remember what it truly means to be in love. i also told her that what she is feeling is infatuation. many of you who read this know what i am talking about. the ones that talk to me the most on fubar know what i have been thru in the past and know why i told my friend that. i dont know if i can ever love again because of what my ex did to me. its very hard for me. i still have feelings for my ex because she gave birth to my kids. i mis

Wedding Inviations To All
The Palace would like to take a moment to invite each and all to it's first Virtual Marriage. In the past I've been told there have been many marriages held in many of the 1000's of Palaces, but this will be The Cantina's first. I think you will find it about as real as it can be, with out being real. The staff has worked hard to make this a wonderful experience for the couple being married. Wildfire the goddess at The Cantian and Ghostrider will be saying their vows to each on Saturday May 23, 2009. With love and affection for all family, friends and visitors to The Cantian we wish to invite you to join us in wishing them a happy and fulfilling lifetime of love. Event : Wedding Date : May 23. 2009 Time : 2pm PST 3pm CST 4pm MST 5pm EST Location: The Cantina ( cantina.coolpalaces.com) If you have never downloaded palace and need help please contact one of the members of the forum and any will be glad to help you get here. For those of you that will be seeing this on a site like

And Here We Are
I like that he stops to listen to everything I have to say .( even when I know damn good and well he has no clue what I am talking about . ) He just nods .And it leaves me with the sensation that someone was listing to me . And for a moment I don't feel so alone . The illusion that someone else might be here that understand me Lingers..... making the day go by faster . Wait .... No I think that is more of a dellusion . Yea .... that fits better . I love the idea that I can talk to him about anything at all . No matter what it is . I can talk and talk and talk .But he never gets tired of listing . No , He just smiles . Hanging over every word I say . Untill i relize I am rambling . And cut the conversation in mid sentence . Usually to only be followed by a ..... -Finish what you were saying .... Only I never do . I love that I am no longer defined by pre-wraped enchanted lines . No more walking on egg shells . The feeling as though I am a fumbling around a darkned room full of antique ,

U Know Who U Are.
a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between?

Songs Through The Years (1984 Top-100
1. When Doves Cry, Prince2. What's Love Got To Do With It, Tina Turner3. Say Say Say, Paul McCartney and Michael Jackson4. Footloose, Kenny Loggins5. Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now), Phil Collins6. Jump, Van Halen7. Hello, Lionel Richie8. Owner Of A Lonely Heart, Yes9. Ghostbusters, Ray Parker Jr.10. Karma Chameleon, Culture Club11. Missing You, John Waite12. All Night Long (All Night), Lionel Richie13. Let's Hear It For The Boy, Deniece Williams14. Dancing In The Dark, Bruce Springsteen15. Girls Just Want To Have Fun, Cyndi Lauper16. The Reflex, Duran Duran17. Time After Time, Cyndi Lauper18. Jump (For My Love), Pointer Sisters19. Talking In Your Sleep, Romantics20. Self Control, Laura Branigan21. Let's Go Crazy, Prince and The Revolution22. Say It Isn't So, Daryl Hall and John Oates23. Hold Me Now, Thompson Twins24. Joanna, Kool and The Gang25. I Just Called To Say I Love You, Stevie Wonder26. Somebody's Watching Me, Rockwell27. Break My Stride, Matthew Wilder28. 99 Luftball

The Pub
The Pub. Cheers! The clock tolls five... Winters slumber within the den, arise fair folk for the day is end. Put down your paper and pen, to Audley pub we shall head. Cheers? To friends, foes, and jesters alike... Mistress of drink a Stella please, Merriment and laughter put all at ease. A Pint, a Pound, and a Crested Crown, as I order from the mistress another round.

Dream Or Fantasy
a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between?

Stars & Stripes Event @ Playboy Mansion 5/16/09
So this will be quick but I'll come back and add as I have time. First of all, the Playboy mansion is beautiful and huge...well the outside at least, they didn't let us inside. I walked all around and got more pics to post soon, like the zoo, very cool! The people there were amazing, so sweet and supportive of the charity, Wounded Warrior Project, the auction made a lot of money and if a soldier didn't have a model on his arm he had lipstick on his cheek! I met my personal idol, Metal Sanaz, and after my 'fanboy' moment told her about the concert and she offered to get us a guitar for the auction, also for WWP, from Dean Guitars! Then she gave me her phone number! :D I also spoke to the west coast contact for WWP who was very excited about the upcoming concert and thought I was the coolest, which seemed so silly considering what they've been thru and what they do and extremely flattering of course! My other feel good moment was when a wounded soldier asked me why I paid to ge

Songs Through The Years (1983 Top-100
1. Every Breath You Take, Police2. Billie Jean, Michael Jackson3. Flashdance... What A Feelin, Irene Cara4. Down Under, Men At Work5. Beat It, Michael Jackson6. Total Eclipse Of The Heart, Bonnie Tyler7. Maneater, Daryl Hall and John Oates8. Baby Come To Me, Patti Austin and James Ingram9. Maniac, Michael Sembello10. Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This), Eurythmics11. Do You Really Want To Hurt Me, Culture Club12. You And I, Eddie Rabbitt and Crystal Gayle13. Come On Eileen, Dexy's Midnight Runners14. Shame On The Moon, Bob Seger and The Silver Bullet Band15. She Works Hard For The Money, Donna Summer16. Never Gonna Let You Go, Sergio Mendes17. Hungry Like The Wolf, Duran Duran18. Let's Dance, David Bowie19. Twilight Zone, Golden Earring20. I Know There's Something Going On, Frida21. Jeopardy, Greg Kihn Band22. Electric Avenue, Eddy Grant23. She Blinded Me With Science, Thomas Dolby24. Africa, Toto25. Little Red Corvette, Prince26. Back On The Chain Gang, Pretenders27. Up Where We Belong, J

Songs Through The Years (1982 Top-100
1. Physical, Olivia Newton-John2. Eye Of The Tiger, Survivor3. I Love Rock N' Roll, Joan Jett and The Blackhearts4. Ebony And Ivory, Paul McCartney and Stevie Wonder5. Centerfold, J. Geils Band6. Don't You Want M, Human League7. Jack And Diane, John Cougar8. Hurts So Good, John Cougar9. Abracadabra, Steve Miller Band10. Hard To Say I'm Sorry, Chicago11. Tainted Love, Soft Cell12. Chariots Of Fire, Vangelis13. Harden My Heart, Quarterflash14. Rosanna, Toto15. I Can't Go For That, Daryl Hall and John Oates16. 867-5309 (Jenny), Tommy Tutone17. Key Largo, Bertie Higgins18. You Should Hear How She Talks About You, Melissa Manchester19. Waiting For A Girl Like You, Foreigner20. Don't Talk To Strangers, Rick Springfield21. The Sweetest Thing, Juice Newton22. Always On My Mind, Willie Nelson23. Shake It Up, Cars24. Let It Whip, Dazz Band25. We Got The Beat, Go-Go's26. The Other Woman, Ray Parker Jr.27. Turn Your Love Around, George Benson28. Sweet Dreams, Air Supply29. Only The Lonely, Motels3

Sick Of It All
I AM TAKING A BREAK FROM FUBAR. I HAVE HAD IT WITH THE LIARS, CHEATERS, BACK STABBERS ETC................THIS USED TO BE A PLACE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE............NOW IT SEEMS LIKE GUYS JUST WANNA SEE YA ON CAM SO THEY CAN GET OFF. THEN OF COURSE WE HAVE THE CAM SLUTS WHO JUST HAVE TO COME ON YOUR PAGE AND DOWNRATE YOU CAUSE YOU HAPPEN TO BE SOMEONE'S FRIEND. I JUST LOVE THAT, NOT!!!!!!!!!!! OH YA AND THE LOVELY SHOUTS FROM THE SAME HO'S, GOTTA LOVE IT......... THIS ISN'T MEANT FOR EVERYONE BUT FOR THE MANY GUYS AND WOMEN I HAVE ENCOUNTERED RECENTLY..............THE FUN IS GONE, IT'S HARD TO ACTUALLY TRY AND TRUST PEOPLE............IT'S SAD..............I NEED A BREAK, I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME............I AM ALWAYS LOGGED IN CAUSE OF THE LOUNGE............TAKE CARE ALL..............I WILL BE BACK ONCE I GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK..............HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND!!!

Songs Through The Years (1981 Top-100
1. Bette Davis Eyes, Kim Carnes2. Endless Love, Diana Ross and Lionel Richie3. Lady, Kenny Rogers4. (Just Like) Starting Over, John Lennon5. Jessie's Girl, Rick Springfield6. Celebration, Kool and The Gang7. Kiss On My List, Daryl Hall and John Oates8. I Love A Rainy Night, Eddie Rabbitt9. 9 To 5, Dolly Parton10. Keep On Loving You, REO Speedwagon11. Theme From "Greatest American Hero", Joey Scarbury12. Morning Train (Nine To Five), Sheena Easton13. Being With You, Smokey Robinson14. Queen Of Hearts, Juice Newton15. Rapture, Blondie16. A Woman Needs Love, Ray Parker Jr. and Raydio17. The Tide Is High, Blondie18. Just The Two Of Us, Grover Washington Jr.19. Slow Hand, Pointer Sisters20. I Love You, Climax Blues Band21. Woman, John Lennon22. Sukiyaki, A Taste Of Honey23. The Winner Takes It All, Abba24. Medley, Stars On 4525. Angel Of The Morning, Juice Newton26. Love On The Rocks, Neil Diamond27. Every Woman In The World, Air Supply28. The One That You Love, Air Supply29. Guilty, Barbra

Songs Through The Years (1980 Top-100
1. Call Me, Blondie2. Another Brick In The Wall, Pink Floyd3. Magic, Olivia Newton-John4. Rock With You, Michael Jackson5. Do That To Me One More Time, Captain and Tennille6. Crazy Little Thing Called Love, Queen7. Coming Up, Paul McCartney8. Funkytown, Lipps, Inc.9. It's Still Rock And Roll To Me, Billy Joel10. The Rose, Bette Midler11. Escape (The Pina Colada Song), Rupert Holmes12. Cars, Gary Numan13. Cruisin', Smokey Robinson14. Working My Way Back To You/Forgive Me Girl, Spinners15. Lost In Love, Air Supply16. Little Jeannie, Elton John17. Ride Like The Wind, Cristopher Cross18. Upside Down, Diana Ross19. Please Don't Go, K.C. and The Sunshine Band20. Babe, Styx21. With You I'm Born Again, Billy Preston and Syreeta22. Shining Star, Manhattans23. Still, Commodores24. Yes, I'm Ready, Teri De Sario With K.C.25. Sexy Eyes, Dr. Hook26. Steal Away, Robbie Dupree27. Biggest Part Of Me, Ambrosia28. This Is It, Kenny Loggins29. Cupid-I've Loved You For A Long Time, Spinners30. Let's Get Se

Life In General...
When will people realize that bad things happen to good people??? So, you're a great person, living your great life, and something fucked up happens out of the blue... get over it!!! Don't get me wrong, I've had some pretty crazy shit happen to me, but when it does, I just ask myself, ' What makes me so fuckin' special?'. I've come to realize it's not what happens to you that defines the situation, it's how you respond!!! I said respond, not react!!! A reaction is based on feelings, a response is based on intelligence. Never let your emotions override your intelligence!!! All in all, life is a Beautiful thing!!! When something bad happens, dictate the situation, don't let the situation dictate you!!! Keep it pushin'...

Why Me?
I don't understand how hard it is to like/love someone like me. I'm not at all full of myself but I know I'm pretty and I know I have a great personality. Every guy I've ever been with has come crawling back in some way or another. In my mind though, once you've lost that chance its over for you. Why can't I see that a guy is leading me on? I'm told by lotsa girls and guys that he's really not interested but when he says otherwise, I let myself believe him. I guess I just fall into the trap time after time after time. Everyone has their issues, this I know. Yet another question to ponder, how the fuck can a guy choose video games over me?!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes VIDEO GAMES. I'm a total nympho, I'm always cooking and cleaning for my man, and I do whatever the guy wants me to. I always get stuck in the convenient girlfriend zone and then we break up. Why is that? What is it about myself that is sooooooo negative that no one wants to really get to know me and love me for me? I'm tire

Lyrics To Wild Horses
WILD HORSES Childhood living,is easy to do The things that you wanted,I bought them for you. Graceless Lady,you know how I am, you know I can't let you,slide through my hands.. *chorus* Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away. I watched you suffer,a dull aching pain now you've decided,to show me the same, no sweeping exits,or offstage lines could make me feel bitter,or treat you unkind. *chorus* Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away, Wild,Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away. I know I've dreamed you,a sin and a lie I have my freedom,but I don't have much time. Faith has been broken,tears must be cried lets do some living,after we die. *chorus*

Photo Rates
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it?

Now Hiring Cam Girls
HEY WE'RE NOW HIRING! THE BUNNY RANCH LOUNGE IS NOW HIRING FOR CAM GIRLS AS WELL AS OTHER STAFF. THE BUNNY LOUNGE IS PACKED FULL OF FUN. TO GET INFO ABOUT BEING HIRED SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE(PM). CHECK US OUT! http://fubar.com/lounge/66787

"a Cinder In The Furnace Of The Damned "
When I was eight years old, my mother told me, don't even bother trying because you won't amount to anything anyway. You're just a cinder in the furnace of the damned. Yet somehow, I fought my way out of the gutter and I made myself who I am. But somehow, someway, it's always somebody else who gets my breaks.

Ensign: Words
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 May 2009 “The B-I-B-L-E, yes that’s the book for me. I stand alone on the Word of God, the B-I-B-L-E. BIBLE!” My daughter Sarah’s heard that song from her cousin Josceline who’s in Sunday school (where she will start this fall) and when she sings that anywhere I’ve heard her it comes out, “I stand the Lord on the Word of God, the B-I-B-L-E. BIBLE!” I tried to correct her on this once, but she still does it and at three years old, I am not pushing for perfect lyrics or pitch. When do we realize that God is not pushing us to be perfect either? He knows we can’t do it; when Jesus says, “Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father … in heaven is perfect,&rdquo

"on The Edge"
"Every one of you craves life's pleasures, yet you don't indulge. You want to drink from ecstacy's cup, yet you won't imbibe. You want to walk the edge, like Raven, but you're afraid to fall, so you back away, slowly, hoping no one notices your frailties, your cowardice.' 'You wish you weren't so weak, and you hurt. Well what do you know about pain!? Try walking in my shoes. Experience my sorrow, a childhood without hope, a life without joy. But hey, at least you'll be alive.' 'They say the Raven is walking down alienation's barren path. But really, I walk alone

"happiness Is Helping Others
What about me? What about Raven? People say I'm cold. They say I'm calculating. But they don't tell you about the philanthropy. They don't tell you about the humanity.' ' I take a guy like Kidman, a runaway, and I give him shelter. I take a guy like Riggs, who's lost the use of one eye, and make him feel like he can function in society again. I take a 7 foot plus freak like Reese and I make him stop feeling like an outcast.' "I should be lauded for these things, but instead, I'm scorned with derision. I should be named a humanitarian, but I'm not. So what about me? What about Raven? You be the judge

Cruelty
They say that I say that I have problems. That I walk away from responsiblity. Yeah, I've walked away from a broken home. My broken dreams.' 'My father didn't show much emotion. But at least if he had a bad day at work, I got to feel the brunt of it. I guess it's better to feel something, than nothing.' 'They say I'm a little cruel. Maybe I inflict too much punishment on my opponents. But I guess sometimes, you gotta be cruel to be kind

Tagged
I got tagged by: ((President of the B-list))Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I'm a 36yrs old Mother of 2 children Wesley is 10 Wriley is 6. 2. I love spending time with My Family & Friends 3. I love all types of music..live is the best. 4. I am a total smart ass.. I love being a jokester.. 5. I may look all sweet & innocent but...Im not..hehehe 6. I am a big flirt..7. I am a obsessive compulsive clean freak..lol.. I guess thats why I am a Housekeeper 8. I am a nice person till U piss Me off then God Help U.. 9. I have walls built up around Me & Only the people I truly trust are allowed 2 enter..10. I am the type of girl that when I like U I like U alot.. When I fall I

"from Hell They Came"
In the night I hear their voices calling They seem to speak my name Glowin' bright I see the eyes of demons Reaching out beyond the grave And I... Think from Hell they came Oh! I... Think from Hell they came Dark the night Their cries so lonely Feel their need inside I can't fight This eternal longing Feast of flesh these ghouls tonight... And I... Think from Hell they came Oh! I... Think from Hell they came

"come Back"
Come back little raven and bite my face I've been waiting, endless waiting Come back and bite my face Come back little raven, descend your home This is not then, it is not now Come back, descend your throne I think you realize what I've done Well, on a corner slept my horrible corpse I'm not alive for anyone I think you realize what I've done You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back Come back little raven, here by my face I've been waiting, endless waiting Come back and bite my face I think you realize what I've done We're on the corner, slashed my heart for fun I'm not alive for anyone I think you realize what I've done You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back, come back, well, come back Right back to me You gotta come back, come back, come on back Right back to me You gotta come back, come back, come on back Right back to me You gotta come back, come back, come on back Right ba

"devil's Whorehouse"
he works at the devil's whorehouse she loves carnality in her human pit of love entrance to heracy, well when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come on up to the devil's whorehouse intimate hell of a demon slut, well angels take their time in falling come alive in the house that screams when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come alive in the house that screams come alive in the house that screams this is the devil's whorehouse night time for beating backs said this is the devil's whorehouse night time for midnight masses when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come alive in the house that screams come alive in the house that screams when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure

"mommy, Can I Go Out And Kill Tonight?"
1, 2, 3, 4 singled out the kids who are mean to me get straight a's but they still make fun i don't give a, i'll laugh last stayed in every night do my homework so i'll be smart girls all say i'm a little fucked mommy i'm a good boy mommy i'm a fuckin' savior mommy i'm alive mommy, can i go out and kill tonight rip the veins from human necks until they're wet with life razor-blades love teenage flesh an epidermoty i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight killed a girl on lovers' lane i kept her toes and teeth every night i stalk around until i find my keep i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight killed a girl on lovers lane i kept her toes and teeth every night i stalk around until i find my keep, mommy i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill ton

"vampira"
hey black dress moves in a blue movie graverobbers from outer space well, your pulmonary trembles in your outstretched arm tremble so wicked two inch nails micro waist with a pale white feline face inclination eyebrows to there mistress to the horror kid cemetary of the white love ghoul, well take off your shabby dress come and lay beside me come a little bit closer come a little bit closer come a little bit closer come a little bit closer to this vampira, vampira, vampira hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Secret Admirers!!
I have been discussing with a few of my friends about the correct way of picking who on the page could be the secret admirer.. I have tried to make intellectual choices on who it could be... Ive tried various patters here's a list of those patterns: 1.Morphs 2. People expressing their opinions with their middle digit 3. Cartoon Characters 4. Sayings like "Bite me" 5. the middle row only 6. choosing a checkers pattern, starting from top left 7. all the tattooed people 8. men with no shirts. The list goes on... apparently Seamus wonders why all the fat older chicks seem to be the right guess. Ketch22 was mentioning that he saw an older man turn into a unicorn the other day, I seriously believe that Name Crisis would love for all the woman to be "doable" also he apparently hates the flashing auto 11's.. These are just some of the reasons i hate playing this game that and i only usually get 1/7.... By the way I love you witty, mop, hugh, blue, pixie, seamus (sometimes), na

The Misfits
Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me oh baby Your future's in an oblong box, yeah Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen it a-coming on Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead end girl for a dead end boy Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me a baby Your future is in an oblong box Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen the end a-coming on, a-coming Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead door for a dead end life Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single wo

~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose. `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS`THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S`THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES.`THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL.`IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE`SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY `GROWS... ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL**********

Seacrest Out ...
OK, I’m going to tell you my secret shame - I’m a closet American Idol fan. There … its out!! Go ahead and make fun. But I think it’s a pretty good show as its full of surprises. I mean, who would have thought that K.D. Lang would have lost this week? And what other show on television can you ask, “Holy Hell … was Paula PMSing tonight or was she just drunk”?? Every week?? Suuure, the other reality TV shows have some great moments. ( Flavor Flav IS my patron saint after all ) Damn it all if I didn’t laugh like hell when that dude put his dick in a box and gave it to Tila Tequila. But AI is pure. Its about young people chasing a dream. Its about plucking an unpolished diamond in the rough and making it a shining star. So leave it to me to sully and tarnish it with my flair for the inappropriate. You see, I had a dream the other night. In my dream I was camming. Which in and of itself is really weird because I neve

Coining A New Term
This year's latest fashion appears to be shorts that are extremely short. In my estimation even shorter than last years shorts, but who knows I am a dirty old man so I could just be noticing more of the less. These shorts that I have seen basically go to about the pubic area on the legs, and I was thinking that there needs to be a good term for the style. I was thinking they should be oalled "Corts" since they are shorts that reach right about to the, well, uh, cooter, yeah that's it. I'm still in the testing phases of the word so I am open to suggestions and or refinements. And by all means if you have examples of the phenomenon please do not hesitate to post them.

I Dont Even Know What Im Waiting For
Friday, May 22, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) It's hard for you to be patient today because you know what you want and you see no reason to have to postpone action any longer. Your impatience is fed by others who seem to be more impulsive than you are, yet something is still holding you back. Don't get too hung up in trying to rationally explain your feelings, even if they run counter to your logical preferences. Listen to your intuition; if it's telling you to wait a bit more, then that's exactly what you should do.

What Happened To All The Nice Guys?
I found this from someone who posted this on craigslist and I reworded the bitter verbiage but it is something to think about for both men and women..... What Happened to All the Nice Guys? I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out. What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were seeing treated you, sometimes he would help you emotionally and financially when the other guy wouldn't. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little

Only Steers And Queers Are From Tx (and So Is Rey).
I've been seriously considering deleting my fubar account. I spend little to no time on the site and to be frank, I have better things to do then battle with those of diminished mental capacities. I set my status yesterday saying " give me a good reason to stay". Well, Rey aka " the twatwaffle from Texas" , from now known as "TWT" sends me this message (see below) : Seriously Rey, grow the fuck up. And btw, your semi homoerotic photo's of yourself are quite amusing. If your looking for a sugar daddy, how's the search going? I'm sure if you try hard enough (no pun intended) I'm sure you can find that special "Mr.Someone". ß ∃ Y™ @ Fa... (=l) Houston, TX subject: DELETE then kill yourself received: 05/21/2009 02:52 pm replied: no block this member

Bumbed
For all who know me. As most of you know by now that throwing an double headed axe is one of my hobbies. It looks like this year I will not be able to throw in competition. And that my friends, bumbs me out because I love competing in this annual event in our area. I have a few issues going on in my shoulder that needs attention and repair. 1 is bone spurs 2 is calciumitis 3 is arthritis So if all goes right I will be back in the swing or should I say the throw of things by next year. But, who knows I may be able to pull it off this year. If things dont happen soon maybe my shoulder will be strong enough to at least compete. Hugs and kisses

Holiday
I'm taking a quick holiday. Thanks again for all teh spotlight bucks, I shall be doing my getting of a spotlight in a week or so when I get back off my hols. Be good folks, and I'll see you in about ten days. Your friend Ben Affleck No wait... kins.

Depression
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i

Please Readd The Old Edward Cullen If You Deleted Him
OKAY THERE WAS LITTLE MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN THE OLD EDWARD CULLEN I YESTERDAY PLEASE READD HIM IF YOU HAD HIM IN YOUR LIST THANKS...LOVE YA BELLA Edward Cullen ( A Twilight role playing profile) Looking for my Bella@ fubar

Memorial Day
This is Memorial Day weekend. It is a time to remember the sacrifices that have been made by our men and women in uniform.It is also a time to remember the sacrifices made by the families and friends of these same men and women.To quote a Billy Ray Cyrus song,"all gave some ,some gave all". These men and women have fought for the very freedoms that most take for granted,please do not be one of them. As a 25 year veteran of the United States Marine Corps, i salute each and every one of the men and women who have served this great country, past, present and future. So, please, when you're on that picnic with your family or just partying with your friends,take a moment and remember those men and women who've defended your rights to do these things. They fight and defend us so we may all sleep peacefully in our beds at night secure in the knowledge that we are protected. THANK YOU to every member of the ARMY NAVY AIR FORCE MARINES and COAST GUARD SEMPER FI

Those Eyes
Wonder who is she… Who are those eyes They leave an image They draw me a scene When the day gets arduous And hopes begin to die she steps to me softly they keep me alive they play with me they play to me they colour my sleep they light my life and when they look away when they look away time tends to stop every wish, each hope life stops

Auction Openings
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st and will close on june 14th at 3 pm eastern time

Love Campaign
The young suitor was determined to win the heart of the girl he wanted to marry, in spite of her rejection of his proposals a number of times. He began what can only be called "Campaigning" and sent her a small token of his affection every day for a month to her house. Soon, the young lady fell in love with the UPS man.

Take It For What It Is
Feelin' uninspiredThink I'll start a fireEverybody runHe has got a gunThink you're kinda neatThen she tells me I'm a creepFriends don't mean a thingGuess I'll leave it up to meWhat shall i do now I shall do nouthing but laughShouldn't i you put me downYou called me a freakYou say i'm nothing nowWe shall see what i am i no not muchI do know that i'm more alive today Then you will ever beI stand strongeI walk taller then anyI will not go down easyFor a wolf's blood run's in my vainesI am the wolf in the man I am the man in the wolf

Yes I Am...
ill be a good slave and i do housework. im neat and will kiss your feet...if your into that if not ill work on up. own me today before im worth nothing and have a nervous breakdown....hhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...sorry love peace and a bottle of whatever!...xoxoxo

Choosy Sergeants Choose Jif!
My wife worked with a sergeant (long after her basic training) who at one time was a Drill Sergeant. For those of you that don't know, being a Drill Instructor is not a permanent job, it usually goes on a 2 year assignment, and then you go back to the real Army and try to un-dickhead yourself. So sitting around one night at work, he's telling everybody his Drill Sergeant stories. He relayed how his favorite prank was one he loved to pull every time he had a female platoon. Females made up 20-25% of new recruits at that time, so you could figure every 4th or 5th cycle you would have females. Well the morning routine goes as such, get up and be outside for PT formation at 5am, do that for an hour, then come back to the barracks, shower, get dressed in uniform, get your area squared away, and be in formation for breakfast at 7am. While they are eating, the Drill Sergeant does a walk thru inspection of the barracks, with the squad leaders. Everyone has to take a turn being squad leader f

Let Us Not Forget!
This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home. we may all be getting ready to have a party or BBQ this weekend but lets not forget just what this weekend is all about. I am a very proud veteran of the 82nd Airborne and 3rd Ranger and i will never forget the men i served with and the ones that still fight for our freedoms today. to all of you active military you are in my thoughts this weekend. God bless and my he keep you safe.

The Dance
Upon the dance floor we grind Lights flashing, minds blown Down your bare back my hot hand slides Shivers through the sweat, buds show Grinding hips gyrate and press to hurt Stiffening desire felt through the beat Feel your nails digging through my shirt My hands through your hair press lips to feel heat Tongues intertwined like serpents in trance Hands exploring all we have to give On the edge as silk spills down my pants Your hand exploring where my desires live Pressing member against you finds it mark Pressure through silk as inhibition falls Eyes close revealing intoxicating sparks Liquid desire unleashed as nirvana calls Falling into my arms with gasp and pant Hearts beat together in rhythm with the song Kiss me tenderly again, don't say you can't Afterglow together swaying without wrong ©2009, C-Wolf

Robbie Knieval!
GET YOUR ORDERS IN QUICKLY ..THE TICKETS ARE GOING FAST. Subject: Free Tickets I have four (4) extra tickets for the Robbie Knievel (son of Evel Knievel) event at the Philips Arena in Atlanta if anybody wants them. He's going to try to jump a thousand (1,000) Obama supporters with a bulldozer. Should be a good time. Let me know...

Go Pay Your Respects.
“True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost.” This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home. And if you're looking for a sight to see, go stop by a National Cemetary. I'm going to Ft.Snelling this weekend, there isn't much that compares to the sight of it. For me, it always brings tears.

Stillness . . .
Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and hoping for you, That you are well, Wherever you are, In your stillness, In your quiet of the night, When you are alone, Feel me with you, Know that I am there, Wishing in my stillness . . . ©2009 C-Wolf

Week 13 ...slow But Still Going!
Week 13 and I've lost 35.8 pounds! I am much smaller now than I was in highschool!!! My weightloss has slowed down alot....on average of 1-2 lbs a week now. But I'm still going! Not gonna give up!!! I'm pretty damn proud of myself! :D

Wishes Combined
Wishes CombinedAt the edge of my mind you reside, Within my arms held sound, Or dancing slowly in the rain, Raindrops from skin. Not a soul around... Deep inside you own a corner of my heart, Your presence keeps me warm, A smile ensconced in my mind, In dreams you come. Where wishes combine... There's a place where passion still lives, Where titillation still reigns, The butterflies still play, This place I seek. For this I pray... ©2009, C-Wolf

I Believe...
I Believe...That just because two people argue,it doesn't mean they don't love each other.and just because they don't argue,it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe...That we don't have to change friends ifwe understand that friends change.I Believe...That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurtyou every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, even overthe longest distance. Same goes for true love.I Believe...That you can do something in an instantthat will give you heartache for life.I Believe...That it's taking me a long timeto become the person I want to be.I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones withloving words. It may be the last time you see them.I Believe...That you can keep going long after you think you can't.I Believe...That we are responsible for whatwe do, no matter how we feel.I Believe...That either you control your attitude or it controls you.I Believe...That heroes are

This Morning - New -
this morning, i began again the dew, the bees, the birds they sang anew this morning, hope crossed my mind the sun, the breeze i felt them anew this morning, i look forward to life offering all that is mine hoping for one smile anew, all over again this morning, life, new. FOR A DAILY UPDATE ON THE SUBTLE OF LIFE, MAKE ME A FRIEND - read NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS, my closer to heart blog, just for friends

Come Party With Us At The Cullen Pack Lounge
> THE CULLEN PAC WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO JOIN US ON OUR GRAND OPENING....BEWARE WE DON'T BITE MUCH JUST NIBBLE ALITTLE. > > > > > > > > > > > > We would be happy to have you all as our guests! > >

Socialism
a theory or system of social organization that advocates the vesting of the ownership and control of the means of production and distribution, of capital, land, etc., in the community as a whole. hence the stimulas package, borrow, but if you default, it belongs to the government.. food for thought, give me youre opinion..

Blogs
Describes my life perfectly.It's strange to get up in the middle of the night 4am aroused with thoughts of setting up a blog. Perhaps an act of seeking emoting abilities from what i've lost over the last months of this year. It's stranger when you attempt to loosen yourself from those emotions in days when you were younger and wish you're feeling them in the older years.I went away from blogging 2004 hopelessly sentimental and here, i'm back again, with all hope to project image of myself to myself (if there is any), to seek myself from the space to portray myself.Blogging is such an act of self-indulgence and narcissism, which i must seek, before the last tinge of myself gets lost in those massive non-emotions. Self-affirmation is necessary!

Change..........
I did not wish to pull away from Fubar without forewarning my dear Fubar friends and family. I am not totally leaving.......my profile will remain, but I won't be here as often as I have been, although my presence here has slowly been diminishing over the last few months. I am going through some massive changes in my life......my spiritual Path has become more defined. I am still attempting to simplify my lfe. Some of this is a deeply painful process for me, but the end result will be worth the effort. My time here will vary from week to week......I will be back a couple times a week to check my Private Messages and such. I am open to the possibilities! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all of you. Wish me well...... Maggie

If You Only Knew - Shinedown
If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Wit

Drugstore Wrapper
Drugstore Wrapper They were bangers doin' Mollies, Liked to watch the Sheilahs gag, They treated lassies like collies Then they'd zip them in a bag. They queried Maurice about the scene, And asked Jerome just where he'd been, They said when your life is in the crapper, You've got no use for a drugstore wrapper. There was a Dick that called her Vic, I said that's not her name; He said, "You're a person of interest," And "She was just another Dame." The doctor talked in Latin, And then the priest did, too, I think a tall man said her last name Like it came from Popol Vu. The Peelers kept me under a lamp in the dark, Watching blood in my eye with a frustrated sigh. She must have had a visit from a foreigner, And they had a hunch that he was I. For a while ten men were all my friends, And told me victims were volunteers, They said scanty clothes just asked for it And smiled at me with clever sneers. Gentlemen made me generous offers, Suits

Losing Someone You Love More Than Once
It's difficult to lose someone you love. There really are no words to describe how it feels. I know many of you have lost someone you loved and I'm sorry that anyone should ever have to go through the pain, but I guess it's just a part of this journey we're on that we call life. I lost my father more than once, (In different ways than actual death, I lost him twice) The first time I lost him, I was just six years old. He was everything to me, and we were inseperable. One day as he was driving home from work, he got behind a semi truck without flaps, and a 4 1/2 lb rock spun through the tires, and flew through his windshield, and smashed his head. We found him over 8 hours later. Apparantly he had been lying in a wheat field for the 8 hours, but then sat up and drove himself (with a shattered windshiel) back to where he worked. I was sitting in the car with my mom, and when we pulled up alongside the truck, he looked over at us and smiled. He was unrecognizable, and he should have di

My Last Benge
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh even if he made me madI felt like in him i could trust and dependfound out that i got played in the end HIS LAST NAME IS BENGE

Wrong Card Omg
Wrong Card A new business was opening and one of the owner's friends wanted to send flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site and the owner read the card; it read "Rest in Peace." The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he had told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist said. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place today, and they have flowers with a note saying, 'Congratulations on your new location!!'

Hahaha
Sunbather A woman was staying at a hotel and she decided to go sunbathing on the hotel roof. When she laid down her bikini top fell off. But, she didn't care because no one would see her anyway. After a while she heard footsteps; it was the hotel manager. She hurried and covered herself up. The hotel manager said, "We don't mind if you sunbathe up here, but we really would appreciate it if you would keep your bikini top on!" She answered, "No one will see me anyway." The hotel manager replied, "I hate to break this to you. But, you've been lying on the dining room skylights."

Cute N Funny!!!!!!
Roar A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop, and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, ROAR, step, step, ROAR all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he reached the pulpit. The little boy, however, was getting more and more distressed from all the laughing, and was also near tears by the time he reached the pulpit. When asked what he was doing, the child sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear!"

Not So Dumb After All
Funny? Not So Dumb After All There was a little boy named Johnny who used to hang out at the local corner market. The owner didn't know what Johnny's problem was, but the boys would constantly tease him. They would always comment that he was a few bricks shy of a full load, or two pickles short of a barrel. To prove it, sometimes they would offer Johnny his choice between a nickel and a dime, and John would always take the nickel. One day after John grabbed the nickel, the store owner took him aside and said, "Johnny, those boys are making fun of you. They think that you don't know that the dime is worth more than the nickel. Are you grabbing the nickel because it's bigger, or why?" Slowly, Johnny turned toward the store owner and a big grin appeared on his face and Johnny said, "Well, if I took the dime, they'd stop doing it. So far I have

Designers
Designer Four engineers were sitting around one day trying to figure out who might have designed the human body. The first fellow said, "I think it might be a Mechanical Engineer, because of joints and muscle and sense of balance." The other three nodded their heads and said, "Yeah, could be." The second fellow said, "I think it might be an Electrical Engineer, because of the nervous system and neural network." The other three nodded their heads and said, "Yeah, could be." The third fellow said, "I think it might be a Chemical Engineer, because of hormonal balances and metabolism." The other three nodded their heads and said, "Yeah, could be." The fourth fellow snaps his fingers and shouts out, "I know, it HAD to have been a Civil engineer!" The other three ask "Why?" "Well," replied the fourth fellow, "who else would put a waste water drainage right through a recreational area?"

Headlines
Headlines President Wins on Budget, But More Lies Ahead Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant Miners Refuse to Work after Death Is There a Ring of Debris Around Uranus?Iraqi Head Seeks Arms Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says

Real Problem?
Real Problem One afternoon, a man went to his doctor and told him that he hasn't been feeling well lately. The doctor examined the man, left the room, and came back with three different bottles of pills. The doctor said, "Take the green pill with a big glass of water when you wake up. Take the blue pill with a big glass of water after you eat lunch. Then just before going to bed, take the red pill with another big glass of water." Startled to be put on so much medicine, the man stammered, "Jeez Doc, exactly what is my problem?" The doctor replied, "You're not drinking enough water." Ain't that some shyt?

The Equipment Dont Make U!!!!
I thought you were a man, what happened? It really burns me up when a guy claims he's a man un til things get hard! Using the lame excuses and reasons like, because I'm a man, etc. So quick to say they are a man, but acting like one is a total different story. For example a man that claims he loves you, and has the balls to try and tell you what you can or can't do and who you are allowed to see or tries pick your friends. Amazingly when some things happen like he gets you pregnant, or he gets caught cheating on you; where do his balls go then? It's odvious that when things get hard for a man that really isn't a man they tuck there balls and run. Including such lame excuses as, I didn't wanna hurt your feelings. Weird how they had no problem telling you and saying things that hurt your feelings (possibly earlier the same day). Some of these pathetic creatures will even totally ignore you or aren't even smart enough to come up with an excuse or lie. I'm just saying as a female I

Time To Vanish..
One person on Fubar knows what goes on in my life. Well, mostly. A few weeks ago, my grandfather(my moms dad) passed away leaving me with no grandparents on my mother's side of the family. Just a few weeks before that, my Grandmother(My dad's mother) Vanished without a trace. A month, several news casts and ads in the paper later, she was found in a nursing home. She was put there by my father. He won't return my phone calls, or tell anyone where she's at. After calling many different Homes, they all told me they couldn't release information on if someone was staying there. That being said, I'm leaving Fubar for a while. I feel like I have nothing left. My grandmother was the only person in my family I could ever truly level with. I could tell her anything. I told her I smoked pot. If i lost my job. If i needed money. Anything, she was there and she would listen. I feel like I lost my best friend. I honestly dont expect any of my fu-friends to read this, as most of the time, I'm but a

Marridge Break Up ,
I read some jerks lame ass mum about why after over 10 years of marridge he called it quits. And WOW, like no surprize here, he decided like a imature idiot to call his x all sorts of names and made accusations about her. Blehhhh, Funny how most

A Woman's Heart
A Woman's heart is in her home. from the very 1st day she crosses that threshold through the Front Door. Her artistic sense of self wakes up to creating a sanctuary for her family. Everything has to be just right in colors, from the paint down to the blinds, chair rail, wall paper, stencil art. etc etc etc... It becomes her expression of Love for her family who she holds closest to her heart. It is her sole investment she has created in her heart that is priceless to anything in the world. A woman's heart is shattered when through no fault of her own that life closes one chapter of her book and moves onto a new one closing the door for the final time in her home. She leaves a piece of her heart with the house that will forever be there for other women to continue the trend. She worries for her children, who are dependent on her strength to keep the family safe. She doesn't worry about the emotional failure she feels from the love lost of a companion for the entire family even

Wake Up
Okay I need to rant about something.I am out spoken yes. Sometimes I butt my head where it does not belong yes. But if you openly rant to me about something, I am going to give my thoughts and opinons on the topic. Because if you email me, saying something about yourself complaining or upset, I will reply. I will attempt to give advice. I will console you, I will give my ear. I will talk with you. If you do not want to hear what anyone has to say, on your issues. EVER. THEN DO NOT EVEN START TELLING ME ABOUT THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. If you argue with me at EVERY turn. This bothers me. This upsets me. This makes me angry. If you tell me you can not be my friend because I believe a certain thing about you. THEN GUESS WHAT????? You didn't listen to a GOD DAMN thing I said to you the entire time did you? No, you just assumed what I was thinking and misinteruptted my words to sound like something that you could argue with. News flash: Yes you are alone. You are alone for a reason. Because y

Scammer Alert!!!
Do you have this chick as a friend of yours? Have you *wasted* any money on her? {I sure hope NOT} She lies to all the guys and girls on Fubar just to try and get what she can from them. She has NO intentions on meeting ANYone from Fubar! MyTrueFriendsRTheOnesWhoCare@ fubar{Tiffany} MyTrueFriendsRTheOnesWhoCare ~ AKA ~ 1587086 ~ AKA ~ Sweet Kandy Kisses ~ AKA ~ Tinkergrl ~ AKA ~ TinkGirl 101 She's NOT from Sweden and is NOT in Sweden, nor was ever in Sweden! They're from Pennsylvania and always have been. Tiffany and her boyfriend {Steve} that she lives with {for 4 years now} have been scamming TONS of people of Fubar! BEWARE!!!!! I know this girl and her boyfriend {who likes BOTH guys AND girls} personally. I used to live in the same town as they do and we all hung out together. As far as her pics on Fubar go....all I can say is THANK the sweet lord for Make-up, lighting AND photoshop! They really do wonders for some people! LOL I have actual pics of her if anyone is interested. I

Amazing How Life Changes
Well I lost my job. I finally decided it was time to move home. So I have been going crazy trying to get things set in motion to leave. Well tonight I finally got a call that I was expecting but dreading as well. I wasn't sure how it would turn out. But so far its going well. Lets just say its something I have been dying to hear from someone that I know and now he has said what I have so desperatly wanted to hear Im not sure what to think of right now. I was put through so much from him that I learned to fear men when they get too mad. So far old wounds are ripped open again and not sure how to deal with them. So many diffrent emotions are running through me right now. I do know is that we have a child together and no matter what happend between us I will not let that affect her. In time I will let them talk and then met each other. I have learned caution from past failed relationships and not to mention I do not want my daughter hurt by him. So after we get to know each o

Spotlight Day 4
Well, looks like I have enough cash to do it now, in just four days. It's been a ride, and you guyses have been all awesomes and shit. brought to you in part by Pixeh, Kit, Vanima, Misty Melons, Jai, Joker, OMFGSHOSHONNI, Tom, Brain Ninja, Nursie, Postal Florist, LaLa, Jeniwren, Majik, Bunnz, NinjyStars, Hairduz123, Luna Deuville, Sproet, She Devil, Faeriesue, Not tellin, 9987, MooMoo, Moet, Deacon, Lipstick, Frayed Knot, Mistress of Wolves, Gabe, Muss, Yssup, Noone, Babybootay, Whorasaurus Sex, Morgan Le Fay, Cute But Psycho, Goddess Kevauna, Jan, Black Widow, Pan, Kisses Papercut, Cory, Witchie, Jennie28, CQQrsLightGirl, WooGirl, Karma's Bitch, TopKnotch, Silver Diamond, Kit, Cataine, Sugit, Master Of Puppets, Trippitaka, Angel on the Moon, Crystal, broken, KissedByTheSun, ticktick....BOOM, GutterSlut, Porch, Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekakakakakakakakakaka, Tamz, Kittie, Misfit, Mrs Badcrumble, YOTD

Would You
Would You Would you love me as I am or would you walk away? Would I not be good enough for you or could I be your ever fantasy? See I would love you I do love you still Even though you refuse to see Maybe I am better off now that you are gone But I can't help but remember how things use to be At one time we were one you looked at me like there was no other Now we are just two strangers crossing paths and I wonder why it is Would you love me? I ask you this I will love you always this I shall live with

You Know You Wanna
So, I had a little bit of drama and hastily deleted my profile but thanks to a good friends conning, I've started over again. I was level 21 before I stupidly deleted my prof. So! How's about helping me level. Just rates and add's and I'll return all the love. =) Thanks!

The Right Doctor!
Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means t

Hello There
Boys truly confuse me and i never know what to expect so for now im just letting things come as they do. i can be unpredictable so don't try to read me before you know me! If you see me i ted to be laughing or smiling cause im just that kinda person..happy =) I'm crazy and outgoing so hope y'all can deal with that. Stop and think about it, its a good thing to sweat the small things,those are the things the really matter!!sweet angela here.. am online now....wanna talk now! heres my addyangela_louis26@yahu.com or angela_louis26@hotmale.com in msni'll wait you there... thanks.......

Goin Outta My Head
Been laid off, got no car , sacked out on my brother's couch in a no horse town, got divorced, can't see my kid's cause they're two thousand mile's away and I can't find work to save my life. All since November. Top it all of with the fact that I'm struggling to keep from going back to my self destructive way's. For my girl's though, I refuse to give up. Been clean and mostly sober (only drink a few time's a year as opposed to every day as well as shit people shouldn't do. I don't judge though.) for five year's. Just gotta hold out,get on my feet again, and fight to be the father I never had. Sorry if this come's off as a personal pity part. Not what I was going for. Just needed to get that out. If anyone has advice though I'm open to suggestion's and all form's of comment. Thank's for taking the time. Peace out girlscout's

Women
Women are Emotional They care more about how they feel than how they think. Generally, women tend to be less logical than men. (That’s why laughter is extremely important and why good humor works on them most of the time.) Have you ever seen females giggling nonstop at some other men’s jokes which aren’t funny to you at all? Did you find yourself thinking, “Hey, that joke wasn’t funny at all…what’s wrong with her?” See? You were using logic. Whatever can amuse a particular woman is funny. Period. Focus on the emotional effect on women, not logical effect. What delivers emotion? Not words themselves, but pictures these words create. In order to make a woman feel you need to send mental pictures to her mind. Use very descriptive and evocative language to make her feel amused. Women interpret humor differently and laugh for different reasons. And most women are easily disturbed by ideas that they are not used to. It’s a natural se

Pissing Youe Teachers Off Xd
Don't remeber how I found this...but I'm bored an wanted to like show my fu friends xD *Bring a small cactus to class with you. Raise your hand, and when you're called on, say that the cactus has a question. Turn and look at the cactus, as if you're waiting for it to say something. After a few moments, shrug, and wait for your professor to move on. Do this once a day, and become increasingly irritated with the cactus every time, sighing heavily and giving it evil looks when it fails to "speak." When you leave the room after class, start yelling at the cactus, "I can't believe you embarrassed me AGAIN...." *Bring a vacuum to class. Halfway through class, stand up and start using it. If your professor objects, explain that you "can't stand sitting in this pigsty any longer." Keep vacuuming, grumbling angrily. *Brush your teeth during class. While doing so, raise your hand as if you have a question, and mumble your question incoherently while brushing, spewing toothpaste all over

Gtfo Again.
[Copied and pasted from Family Only blog] *crickets chirp* That's what I've heard since the incident in the mumm where those assholes spread that rumor and accused me of what they did. If ya don't know what it was, read the next blog. I'm on the verge of locking my shit down and taking off for another few months. I don't need this shit. I've got too many real friends outside of here to be worried that so-called friends on here are avoiding me like the plague. It's fucking stupid that I'm even caring about it, because I've recently learned how many people on here actually give a fuck whether I live or die. Not many. Not at all. I'll say this much, I'm done being nice to people. DONE. Those that truly heart me, will understand. Those that don't, can GTFO my life. I was nice to someone, commented her blog, and then felt like a fucking psycho for it, because of what she changed her status to. I even apologized for commenting on her blogs. Why? Because I'm so fucking paranoi

Truck Driving
this my life i'm a truck driver and i'm all over the usa i like some time it can get bad out here it is my job i get to see the usa and get payed to do so i'm good at what i do lol so if like truck driver u hit me up on my im it is tommieboy27@yahoo.com i taking pics of the usa so i will put them up here as son as i can

Im This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy. but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more then inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "ok, you owe me..."Jokingly not because I acutually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet things you do for me...I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...I'm

Dressed In All Jet Black With Straight Maniac Contacts... Just Pass Me The Axe! Current Mood: Rebellious Hellraisers And Fire-blazers! Ones Who Fl
Dressed in all Jet Black with straight Maniac Contacts... just pass me the axe! Hellraisers and Fire-blazers!Ones who flipped trail-blazersOne whos wrestled aligators!BATTLED TERMINATORS!The Juggalos With StandingAxe-murder the high demandingWe are the JuggalosWe have those who will go to Shangri-LaN those who will visit hell's pitThe low down inconsideritI tell you to take a seatListen n sing along my wicked beatOr I'll punch you in the assN BDT you in the streetThis group is for the:Freak shows, serial killer, JuggalosThe ones who:Got pulled ovaBY a undercova piggie in a dark green nova"Get out of the car sir,"I finished my brewN' said FUCK YOU"What?!"I jumped out wit my mossbergI hate cops n wouldn't mind takin one outI shot twice n shredded his body like sauerkrautCOME ONE COME ALL! I DONT FUCKIN CARE IF YOU HAVE A THREE FOOT LONG NECKBONE! I DONT CARE IF YOU NICKNAMED YOUR DICK SANSONG!Juggalos With Standing! Come one, come all!Dressed in all Jet Black with straight Maniac Con

Life Sucks
ok so my life isnt going anywhere any more and i hate how i dont have anything to do anymore so ya here a list of y i hate my life 1:no friends to hang with in public 2nly a few friends online/out of state so not alot i can do with them 3:no job,car,own home,money 4:no gf been looking for almost 5 yrs nonstop in public and online no luck and im thinking of stoping cause no1 wants me or wants to try to go out i dont care if we not work out i just want to try and make work if anything 5:nothing to do all day but eat,sleep,iming,music (this is wat i do all day every day of 24 hrs looks like this 5 hrs of sleep 7hrs online and a few hrs in all for eating,bathroom,watching tv so ya i dont do anything fun just basic stuff...) 6:no life 7:fam thats not really fun or loving anymore 8-15:etc.... so im thinking of getting off this site and all sites im on cause im not getting friends i can hang with and also im not getting a gf so i may end this pf within 5 days and then all othe

Update On Me
so last weekend i went to cedar point ohio with Janelle and her husband Jeff. the coolest amusement park EVER! we had so much fun! camped and we rode so many rollar coasters. she had me havign my eyes open at the end of the first day and by the second day i was allll for sitting up front. i was totally on top of the earth and away from everything and i lvoed it! she is one of the coolest ppl around! jeff and i actually talked and idk "bonded" maybe a little which was cool cause the last time i seen him he was actually rather mean to me and i thought it was going to bring this trip down but it didnt, it made it better! BUT of course there IS a downfall. not the rain, not the rides breaking down, and def not running outta money BUT i developed my first migraine ever. and it wouldnt have been harmful IF it wouldnt have lasted til early this morning. i ended up having to have a catscan done to make sure there wasnt anything seriously wrong...yes i know bring on the jokes...and i was put on

Grey...
Oh look at how she listensShe says nothing of what she thinksShe just goes stumbling through her memoriesStaring out on to Grey Street. She thinks, "Hey, how did I come to this?"I dream myself a thousand times around the worldBut I can't get out of this place.There's an emptiness inside herAnd she'll do anything to fill it inBut all the colors mix together - to greyAnd it breaks her heartHow she wishes it was differentShe prays to God most every nightAnd though she swears it doesn't listenThere's still a hope in her it mightShe says "I pray oh But they fall on deaf ears,am I supposed to take it on myself?To get out of this place? "Oh There's a loneliness inside herAnd she'll do anything to fill it inAnd though it's red blood bleeding from her nowIt feels like cold blue ice in her heartWhen all the colors mix together - to greyAnd it breaks her heartThere's a stranger speaks outside her doorSays take what you can from your dreamsMake them as real as anythingOh It'd take the work out of

Miss My Friends
to all my friends and those who i talked with i miss u all and i am truly sorry that i haven't been on i been workin alot and haven't had time to get on but here is my email if u all would like to im its babywolf222000@yahoo.com

Why Are There Such Hater B!tches On Fubar
Now I thought Fubar was supposed to be a place to meet people make new friends and have fun. Play the game to level as quickly as you can. But I have found that there are girls on here that take this place way to seriously, and start getting a little jugemental, and even paranoid. I have encountered my share. I have encountered the ones that randomly hate, the downraters, the ones that think cause there blingers are giveing me bling I must have befriended them to go on their page to get them to bling me. Hell to the nutuh. I dont do that shit. I get bling cause I am a nice girl who is nice to people around me. even when I have been attacked on here I still stay true to form and am nice. I might block a person But you have to do something really stupid like call my man names or say something sexual to me in shout or comment . For the most part I forgive and forget. That is my nature. So to all those Haters out there. Keep your hate to yourself. Stop Being selfish stu

May 21 - Upside Down Sideways Medical
Got call to see cancer doctor this afternoon and got my first 10 min visual inspection by the doctor. He said that he thinks the hospital staff who studied the sample taken by the general surgen came up with the wrong opinon and that I no doubt do not have skin cancer like I was formerly told. That exposure to sun did not cause tumor on the neck as the lab techs suggested. So apparently I wasted a lot of time going to hospital and so forth not to mention wasting money that SS will have to pay out The new doctor thinks that the cancer started someplace else in the body and then spread to the neck. But he has no name for what type of cancer I have as yet - because much more testing is needed. He said. More testing - scans - and so forth start tomorrow.

End Of Days
Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of the people beatin mehittin me, kickin my cold dead body around .im so sick of the people tellin me thatim worthless, sayin how your heartless.truth is its the people out there that made me,that formed, inside im just little boy thatwants to be heard. voices haunt me tellinme your so fuckin worthless, go fuckin hangyourself your doin the work of others. go jumpoff of a bridge, its not like anybody will miss yasitting there lonely hear the people sayin im sorryi turn and say its too late the bullet’s in my head, im dead...Chours 3xend of days i cryend of days i dieend of days im goneend of days no more People look at me, hearing them laughin about how im a scrub, laughin about the clothes i wear and the things that i do. if they knew me they would understand the things about meunderstand what im about and things i do.they would think im not worthless im someone who needs the love of oth

Leveling
I want to thank EVERYONE that has visited me for showing me love and helping me out. You guys are AWESOME!!! Thank you Thank you! I would take my hat off toyou but I dont have one on, so I will take my shirt off instead! BEWBIES!!!!! LOL (h) ...Oh! and special love to Dan. I love you shuga!

I'm Ready For The Weekend.
I hope tomorrow goes by fast. I'm so ready for the weekend. Today, I locked myself out of my truck on my lunch break. Yesterday, I ran out of gas. (both things are of course my fault. doesn't make them any easier to deal with though.) My boss has been in a horrible mood and I started walking and a new diet plan. Tomorrow, I have to go to a high school graduation and it's going to be hot. I'll probably have to go for my walk right after work or when it's pitch black outside. (walking in the dark is probably not a good idea.) I'm afraid that if I miss a day I won't want to go walking the next day either. I need routine! Tomorrow is going to be better...it has to be.

Xmen Origins: Wolverine
i dont really need to tell you this movie was awesome, yu should already know. anyway its the story of how wolverine became who he is. even if you arent a fan of comic books ect, its still a good action packed way to spend 2 hours a few key charecters were a bit off base but over all was done pretty nicely. GAMBIT LIKE A MOFO! ( o )( o )( o )( o ) 4 bewbs

Tattooless: A Minority Of One?
That's right. I am a clean slate. No tattoos. No nothing. It's not that I don't like them, I think they are cool as hell in a 'I'll look and thats cool but no thanks' kinda way. I've just never had any real "want" to get one. Couple that with some sort of fear of needles and well..yea..here I am at 35 and no tattoo. As I get older, I am realizing I don't know anyone else without a tattoo or peircing of some sort. Oh I am sure they are out there, but I think they are afraid to come out. Like not having a tattoo or peircing is looked down upon by society as a whole and if discovered you will be drug through town, stoned, and then promptly have your respective genitalia branded (no, I don't have that either) before they tattoo a giant red "T" on your chest.I've long known many people consider tattoos "hot". Since I've been on fubar, I hear this from my friends daily. I used to think tattoos were considered "hot" because it was something of a tabboo, and only the baddest of the bad had the

Were You A Friend Of Parker20 (scotty) ?
His Fubar page was hacked 5/20/09. Whomever hacked him deleted all his pics, friends and transfered all of his money & bling off his account. Scotty made a new page, please pimp him out and show him some love, he's starting over fresh and it'd be so very AWESOME for his real friends to come out of the woodwork and help him get back to where he was before. Parker20~Twisted Phucker ~and the punk who stole my account can kiss my a$$@ fubar I really wish that something could be done for him, he's always ALWAYS been a huge help to everyone who knows him and it's time to give back to a great friend. The above is all that is left of his skeleton'd page, y'all. XO to Scotty

Have A Taste
So this gallery in Albany NY saw my work and is going to do a showing this summer featuring my work. The details are not firm yet but it will happen. I'm excited to have my work recognized, but also this could lead to other gallery showings. To see my online galley, go to http://timlasure.deviantart.com/gallery/ Thank you for your support. Timmy Backwater by =TimLaSure on deviantART

Blah
I need to snap the hell out of this funk. I still can't concentrate on much of anything and that part is driving me insane. Tomorrow I have the appointment for the transitional place, I just hope I am not a blubbering mess there and actually make sense of my answers cuz I am not making any sense to myself right now. The connection I am on today sucks bad, but I can actually shrug that off since my attention span is so shitty. Just kind of in the mood to shut everyone out, cuz in my mind I don't feel like anyone really understands everything I am going through. It just keeps adding up and getting worse when I didn't think it could get anyworse.

House Hunting
I wanted this townhome I found in Rancho Cucamonga that was going for around 240k. I bid 250 and went up to 255 and lost out, probably to someone who offered all cash! I cannot win in California! Too many people with money while I struggle just to own. Oh well, I still have a job. I keep looking every weekend, put in my offers on the weekday, rinse and repeat until I finally get a place. Eventually one will slip through the cracks, but it is brutal to do this, school, work, work out and right now, move!

Just A Rant
this is what pisses me off pedifiles, people who let adults hurt kids. kids who wear there pants half way down there ass's and people who use others good nature but most of all people who hurt the defenceless kids. the kids cant speak out for them selves so we have to speak for themour voice is loud our voice can be heard and will be heard that vooice is child protection community a group of concerned people who want to make everyone aware of the problem we have in the USA hard to believe this happens in our great country. hard to believe it happens anywhere. you to can join our fight to help the weak and be an advokit for the children visit www.childprotectioncommunity.com tell them captn steve sent you i am the nevada state rep for the community my myspace is myspcae/cpcnevada i post amber alerts pedifiles in the local area missing persons and child abuse cases. if you know anyone who needs help or just someone to talk to we can help please dont hesitate to cantact me here on my spac

Hitched Or Ditched
Set to premier on primetime: A new telivision show is schedualed for realse this season entitled "Hitched or Ditched" The programs basic flow is that people are given exactly one week to get to know each other, fall in love and say "I Do" provinding these requirements are met, the show will provide for them a large lavash wedding. Part of the show's advertisement is that the series will promote Drama. Thats right good old american drama just like we have here at fubar. To be perfectly honest, Im not nearly surprised as i am appauled. This programs advertising point confirms my suspicians of that which has been said a thousand times. "People love drama" and I dont mean a good old shakespearian drama, I mean who's knocking boots with who's spouse, backstabbing, lieing stealing and sneaking around. How can we as good people possibly enjoy, and promote anything that encourages people to be as absolutely dirty as they can be. When did cheating, and lieing become entertainment. And what

A Poem...
I was in class this Tuesday evening, and an assignment in class was to write a poem about ourselves. We were given the title "I Come From..." and we were to build from there and see where our minds brought us. She also informed us that it did not have to rhyme. After she said that, she told us we had 20 minutes and left the room. What am I going to write? Here is my outcome... I come from a broken home Yet that is not all I've known Surrounded by family that cares New thoughts were often dared Importance of working hard Learned at an early age Daily tending to field and yard Never confined, never caged As in physical work, academic was to match Earn each grade to life's new latch Let dreams build your future While making sure to find your right suitor Melody and rhyme Completely fill my mind Music is a part of my upbringing Musical instruments, but I am left with only my singing Dreams of being a professional performer A few years ago I begun the journey to come closer Strong

Fubucks Offer May 21-may 28, 2009
Need some Fu-Bucks? Try this! 10,000 for every 100 "10" pic rates. 15,000 for every 100 "11" pic rates. Rating NSFW pics does NOT count! PM me when finished, and let me know which folder(s) you rated pics in.

Today Is Love You Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is love u day. Send to everyone you love. Whether it s real love or friend love. Ur spoiled if you get 4 back.Did Anyone Ever Tell YouHow Important You Make Others FeelSomebody out here is SmilingAbout Love that is so RealDid Anyone Ever Tell You thatMany Times When They were SadYour E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bitIn Fact It made Them GladFor the Time You Spend Sending ThingsAnd Sharing whatever You FindThere are No Words to Thank YouBut Somebody, Thinks You re FineDid Anyone Ever Tell YouJust How Much They Love YouWell, My Dearest FriendToday I am Telling YouI HOPE I GET THIS BACKI believe that without a specialfriend you are missing out on a lot.

Smile With Me
My momMy brotherMy sisterMy loveFriends - Matt, AradiaDawn, Courtney, Allen, Mauchi, Gaz, Ghost, Skittlez, Christina, Rev, Seductress, Raistlin, Windir, Christian, Rebel, Hurco, PedroPeople that know why they're not on this list and love me anywayA roof over my headFood in my stomachGood musicmister bearA bed to sleep inLoveThe view out my windowStupid websitesFunny picturesthese things make me smile, they make me thankfulfeel free to add your own

Possible Eviction....the Reason The Day Is Not Good For Me.
Ok so, two months ago I accidently hit a ceiling spriner in my apt. outdoor storage closet and it flooded. Fire fighters came and shut it off anf the complex came and fixed it. Now, i am being charged for the broken sprinkler and damages done to rooms which i didnt think possible since the closet is outside and they arent my roooms. $718 for a college student on her own, living off of fin.aid in this economy. The situation is dire, and now i have to appeal to them through a lawyer, asking to see the bills for the reapir to see if the are ligit and/or they can be lowered and disputed. Right now, im going to have to ask people who are barely my family for moeny for somethign i did wrong, i hate having them in that situation for something i did. But, if I get evicted, i will have to pay $480 for the place i got evicted from until my lease is up in a year AND pay for the rent of wherever it is I go. I need prayers. This is the reason i am down and the day is not good for me.

Could It Be Any Harder
Head towards starlight upon this stellar sky,Monarchs hold freedom within orange wings,Fly away into the distance never turn back,Exemption is yours do not fear your future.Bounded to iron, an attached concrete floor,Darkness falls as moonlight becomes you,A locket warn to represent his heart to her,As candle wax drips onto burnt parchment.Her respiring is suffocated gasping for air,Becoming warn like rose petals eventually;they deteriorate without the care they need.As she whispers" Could it be any harder;.........................To breathe without you"

Test
I are having a contest:Below is what it is all about !! Auction with prizes being held on Monday June 15th All pictures for auction need to be in no later than June 13th at midnight Prizes included are the three top highest bids at end of auction will be: 1st prize-Your choice of one month V.I.P or 7 day blast and 25 credit blingpack 2nd prize-3 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack 3rd prize 1 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack Please make these pictures unique to get the highest bid for you. This is a HOW SEXY ARE YOU CONTEST.What do you consider being sexy.It could be a look,A kiss or any part of your body as long as it has your face in it being all that you can be.Show me what you feel is sexy. You will need to send the pictures to Paul aka Fu-Tru Legend here is his link... ♫ Fu True Legend BadBoy DJ,Anger OWNER OF West Coast RawkerInk♫ Club Oasis @ fubar I and Paul will be holding this together and it will be an auction,so come get you some.Don't fo

Things To Do Be For I Die....( Or At Least Hit 30 )
ok these are the things me and my best friend want to do before we get too old to do them @ ROAD TRIP!!! #Bunking for fun:P $Visit EVERY theme park in America *Pay respects to Ground Zero % Play practical jokes on Society ! Humiliate Ourselves!! ^Crash a Party ~Shake hands with a Government official = Visit well Known memorials + Meet a Celeberty -Go on a Haunted adventure $Tour the rainforest *Face our Biggest FEAR #Volenteer in a 3rd World country %Break a World Record @Go diving in the coral Reef ^ Watch the olympics..... LIVE !!! & Make a movie staring US !!!!!! :D

I Don't Want To Be A Foot Note In Someone Else's Happiness
I'm looking back at entrys in my old written journal trying to fit it all in one note book and every word I wrote hurts and it makes me wonder why I tried so hard when the writting was on the wall. I just keep wondering if every word and situation I spoke about were just lies, I can't help but wonder that because look at where the situation is now; every promise has been broken and everything that was said would happen is gone...its like that part of my life was just a dream. More than anything I want to understand why I still care, why even now just thinking about it fills my eyes with tears. I feel stupid, I thought I moved on from it all but maybe I'm just lying to myself again. I know there is no point of voicing these feelings and m ore likely than not no good will come from it like most things I have said when it comes to this situation. I know that the other never wonders or thinks about any of it, I am just a bad memory or a nightmare. Thats all i ever am I guess, but stil

My Birthday
My birthday is May 23rd. this year i will be 27 years old. Happy Birthday To Me! LMAO. yeah right... im not really looking forward for it btw. personal reasons of why and i dont feel like sharing. but just thought i would tell my friends that i TRUST not those that i dont but oh well i guess almost everyone will see this but dont get any ideas. Oh and happy birthday to those that share my birthday, and Happy birthday to everyone else who doesnt as well! comments are welcome. hate comments will get deleted.

Secrets Tattooed Upon Your Tongue
The forgonedampens my bones,suspended before owl eyes.Choosing to mock mewith affection,never mine.I, of course crumblefor venom loves these veins.Keeping secrets tattooedupon tonguecautiously away. Have you ever felt a heart beat? in truth it never brakes. The pit where butterflies roambecomes a haven for insecurity.I have,of course witnessed the past,present and the future.Yet bounded is what I aminside the pages of you. Left right,up down. Down up,right left.Slow, fastfast slow.You, I.I and you. And I of course crumble,but in truth I never brake.for it's just a metaphor in my mind to keep me safe.

The Bathtub Test
During a visit to the mental asylum, I asked the "Director how do You determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized." 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' I said. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?'

Bad Moon Rising
I once twirled the moonin the palm of my hand,transfixed was Iby the spirit in your eyes.Antique was his heart.You feared eternitymore than existence alone,never did I emphasizeuntil you handed meyour immortality...Like kryptonite it drained me.He vanished only;to dance with gravityI was pensivewhile he was released.Stellar became afflictive,darkness was my home.May I show you something?Let me exhibit moonlight,yes, across the floor.Let me allow you to seewhere we sat...-On the eve of confession-and yet I was hung,from the edge of the moon,Not understanding my deathas I was cursed with eternity."Immortality only exists,in the heart of the beholder.And in my absence you managed,only to lose your heart"I was vulnerable.We were twobut were we ever as one?I once saw a bad moon rising,though it was beautiful after all.Forever we dance. We are eternity. (For my sister n her heart) I love you n everything will work

New/old Terms For Sexual Favors
The Rusty Trombone - This is when you are standing and your girl is behind you tossing your salad while at the same time she is reaching around and jacking you off! The Admiral - When attacking from behind, you place your arms behind your back, clasp your hands together and continue your hammering. Strictly a class move. The Blumpkin - The act of receiving a blowjob while simultaneously taking a shit. The Hoover Vacuum - When you bang a girl in the ass right as she is taking a shit. You pull out long enough for the log to come completely out then you grab her hips and pull her back into her own shit which then gets pushed back in her butt since her hole is already gaping. The Houdini- While fucking a chick doggystyle. Right before you blow your load, you spit on her back which makes her think you're blowing it.....but you're not. She turns to look, and BAM! you blow it in her face. NOTE**If you are skilled enough to make it into her eye and she screams "Arrrr", then you have just com

Something To Ponder!
" There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. Don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future...."

Wow...wow
This is by far one of the sickest fucking things I've seen so far, which confirms my beliefs that some people need to be sterilized and castrated. Wow... BAKERSFIELD -- A horrifying case of alleged child abuse has surfaced in Bakersfield, where a 34-year-old father is accused of biting out one of his son's eyes and mutilating the other. Police say Angel Vidal Mendoza appeared to be under the influence of PCP when he attacked the 4-year-old boy April 28. After the attack on his son, police say Mendoza rolled his wheelchair outside and began hacking at his own legs with an ax. A neighbor found 4-year-old Angelo Mendoza Jr. naked, unconscious and covered in blood on the floor of his home. Officers later discovered that one of the boy's eyes was missing and the other eye was horribly damaged. Investigators said the child told them, "My daddy ate my eyes." Doctors at Mercy Hospital say it's unclear whether Angelo will regain vision in his right eye. The boy's mother wasn't hom

This Tattoo
Embedded markings, A name written in my skin, Memories I've been holding, Memories I can't throw in the garbage bin! A carved-out scar, Leaving me to endure, Crying like the sound of an electric guitar, Can't you see you're my only cure?! Implanted dreams, Going in a rewind in my head, Hear my unheardable screams! I've been haunted by everything you said! Printed words that you used to say, Still hanging around in my room, Reading it saddens my day, Someday I'll bring it in my tomb... Engraved feelings in my heart, For longest time it's still you! In my life you've been a big part, Unforgettable and unerasable like a TATTOO!

Not Enough
Contentment is not enough for me, I want to be happy, entertained and free. To take happiness instead of waiting would be fair, for I search for it and its never there. I wait and sit and sit some more, but never does a smile knock on my door. Lonely, and never truly enthralled, I envy those who have that all. I want to kick and scream and slam the door, but only for the want of more. What it is, I think I know, but none of them shall ever though. It crouches and hides and waits for me, depression, tis thee, and only for me. And now these solemn words I write, are never to be read, but kept out of sight. For pleased eyes and light souls, it will never show, for only the lonely truly know...

For Today
The days pass by and nothings changed, I speak, I laugh, I sit in boredom, I meet people I cant touch, sometimes hear their voices, but so faint and so far away. I'm restless now, I've nothing else to do, my place is filled, yet I'm lonely still. I dont know what to do with myself, this way, so I guess I'll just stay content for now. Feels cold, warmth never stays long, but it always feels fine when it visits, it does. Wrap up in it and run around screaming. And it would be so good if I could just stay this way for today.

Brown Eyes
I've always liked green eyes or blue eyes, probably because most of us do not have them. It wasnt until recently that I decided that I like brown eyes too. The dark brown ones that everyone seems to have and that no one gets complimented on unless it is by the owner of a green or blue pair. It was when I learned that people with green and blue eyes are lacking a specific gene that allows there eyes to have color, making them the ones with colorless eyes, that I decided we, the brown-eyed, were the special ones, that we held the color. It is not just that that has lead me to the fondness of such a popular eye color, it was when I looked into a pair of brown jewels and realized how you can look into brown eyes forever and get lost. Brown eyes are full, complicated, and deep; you can hide much and see all through them and thats what makes them special. So now, my brown eyed counterparts, revel in the marvelous pools that are your shutters to the world and moments in time, for they are fu

The Bronzing Summer
The summer is falling and I'm still here. Sitting, day by day in what seems an endless cycle of nothingness. I've nowhere to go, nothing to do and not a one to really talk to. But, I sit here, in my demise with a sore backside and a pessimistic outlook towards life and what I'm doing here. Still waiting for answers to that question. But no rush. As the leaves float by my step and crumble, much like my time around me, I cant help but think about whats next and what do I do now? How do I change this? Still trying to figure that one out for myself. But now the season's turned, and winter approaches warily, lowly, and still I wonder what I'll be doing there. Goodbye light rain, hard storms and hot sun, my friends, leave me to the next month and the next time.

This Is A How Sexy Can You Be Auction And All Can Enter.
Auction with prizes being held on Sunday May 31stAll pictures for auction need to be in no later than May 29th at midnight Prizes included are the three top highest bids at end of auction will be:1st prize-Your choice of one month V.I.P or 7 day blast and 25 credit blingpack2nd prize-3 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack3rd prize 1 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack Please make these pictures unique to get the highest bid for you.

Short & Simple
3:31pm Ok So I am here checking out the site.... I hadn't talked to anyone in a while except for about 1-2 people. I haven't had any internet connection at all. It sucks really b/c at the same time i've had to deal with major DRAMA! Everyone hates drama for sure. The last time I remember being "happy" was forever, but the last time I was somewhere near happy was when I was reassured about something. He still doesn't know he proved me wrong with something that I kind of thought. I realized when I was out of a job, that it's not the end of the world. Yeah, yeah I know... I always speak my mind especially through blogs. It's been bad to the point that I am going to have to move out and I have no clue where I am going to end up. The hardest thing I had to do was not cry, but only b/c I haven't had time to cry. It's been hard, trying to pack up my stuff, give away some clothes, and some new shoes/heels i'd bought for the workplace. When I suddenly left on Monday at the end o

A Surreal 36 Hours
My oldest son in spite of all the obstacles placed in his path by his mother and some bad choices that he made finally graduated from High school on May 18, 2009. I am proud of him of that. It was not pretty, was not gracefully but he did graduate. Now he is on a new journey, his choices, his hard work and he has limited Excuses. I told him that I will see him graduate again where is his choice, either from College or Basic training from one of the 4 services…. The choice is up to him :-D. And Yes I am deadly serious about that part. Phase 1. Pick up from Shelby and to Southaven. In the infinite wisdom and the public relations game our command decided to give the soldiers whose family members were graduating from school a 36 hour pass to attend. Yeah the suck part of the equation is that we are not allowed to have own cars down here and so somebody has to pick us up or we have to get some type of commercial transportation. However this obstacle or challenge c

Been A Minute...
The last time you kissed someone, were your hands around their neck?yes Who last complimented you?my best friend! he is so sweet and awesome Was your last phone call boring or somewhat interesting?my convos with my best friend are always fun and interesting lol Would you kiss the last person who texted you?that would be awkward Who is the last person that texted you?my neighbor lol How is your day overall?not to bad other than my baby girl bein sick today What is making you worry?besides my little one bein sick, my trip for next week. i just want it to go as smooth as possible Have you ever had the cops called on you?nope. Do you think relationships are hard?they can be Do you have an accent?not really... it usually only comes out when i drink lol Are you good at giving directions?kinda Have you ever met a gay person?quite a few Do you blow dry your hair?only when i get it cut and styled What is the last movie you saw in theaters?Mall Cop Have you shaved your legs in the

Rant Of The Day
I’m stuck in a closed minded, self righteous, bible thumping society. How does this make me the crazy one for believing in my own self enlightenment and not in a two-thousand year old fairy tail? What if you’re wrong and this is the only life you’ll have? What if you’ve been to busy trying to please the sky for a place in it when you should’ve been living for the moment with your feet on the ground? Why not take life by the horns and do what makes your heart happy instead of putting all your faith in a place that might not be there in the end? You don’t need the sky to forgive you your foibles when you should embrace who you are and live life accordingly. Treat others as you want to be treated and they should reciprocate. A smile gets a smile and a frown gets a frown. It’s not hard to believe in a universe formed out of coincidence when science and liner thinking come into play. Though I gues

Rose
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.She said, 'Hi handsome.. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?'I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze.'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked.She jokingly replied, 'I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...''No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me.After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would l

Do Overs
My mom died on May 5, 2009....I have learned so much from her life and her death. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, and yet close off at the same time. But I have learned that life is too short to waste it being unhappy and if there is anything in life making me unhappy I will change it. I accept and work on forgiving myself for every mistake I've made so far in life and will work from this point on to not make choices that will lead me to have to live in regret. While looking at photo's with my dad that I brought of my mom, he looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, "You know what I've learned the most out of all this? that there are no do over's" It broke my heart because I know there is so much my mom and dad would do differently now...but I will not waste the lesson he was speaking of....I will wear my heart on my sleeve even if it gets crushed, I choose to have the courage to do that...when I love someone, I will tell them...when I don't like someone, I will not was

Proper Car Audio Power
If you have a system in your car and your headlights dim uncontrollably your system is not grounded properly. You need to go to AutoZone/O'Riellys/Advance and get 2 40" ground cables, and one 24" ground cable. Both with eyelits stamped on both ends of them. Undo the battery ground and resecure it with an eyelit on it, find the closest biggest fattest bolt on the body or frame and remove it. We are using the 24" here. Grind all of the paint off of the location UNDER the BOLT. I am talking shiny happy ground. Secure the ground from the battery here. NEXT go to the trunk. Remove the ground from the amp, find where you are grounded now, undo that. Again find the biggest fattest tastiest ground closest to you, its usually a seatbelt bolt(usually a Torx bit) or seat bolt itself. Take the bolt off, grind to bare metal. Grind the threads on the bolt, the bottom of the nut holding the seat on, AND the where the bottom of the ground touches the car. Here is the best part. Use two

Leaving Tomorrow
I am leaving tomorrow with the whold family and going to San Franisco. My younger brother is graduating from San Francisco State University on Saturday. Sunday I will be with my family on fisherman's wharf doing some touristy things and showing my parents the life of SF. They have never been to the wharf since they are from southern California and this will be only their second time to the City. Monday we will visit with our oldest son where he is stationed and visit for a few hours before we head back north on Interstate - five to home. It is going to be very fast, long and brief stay with the families for the weekend. It appears that it will be beutiful though and who know, maybe some pics will come out it if we can find a camera soon.

Who Am I ?
Who am I?I ask myself, a question heavy on my mind. Who am I?A person? Am I really one of a kind?Do I laugh because I am happy?Do I cry because I am blue?Do I sigh when I am tired?Do I really sing when I am inspired? Do I show sympathy when someone's in pain?Am I hard to read, easy to comfort, difficult to persuade. Am I completely insane?Who can answer these questions? I'd like to know, sit and listen to your suggestions.Is there anyone beside myself who can really tell me why?What I'm doing, what I'm trying, why I laugh when I also want to cry? Do I seem impulsive or am I very shy?I'd like to know these things because sometimes I feel lost.I don't know who I am right now. I don't know where, when or how. I'm sure it will all come back to me. I'm sure I will be fine. I'm sure. I guarantee. It's just sometimes. Sometimes these things are hard to define.

A Joke
A 70-year-old man goes to the doctor's for a physical. The doctor runs some tests and says to the man, ''Well, everything seems to be in top condition physically, but what about mentally? How is your connection with God?'' And the man says, ''Oh me and God? We're tight. We have a real bond, he's good to me. Every night when I have to get up to go to the bathroom, he turns on the light for me, and then, when I leave, he turns it back off.'' Well, upon hearing this the doctor was astonished. He called the man's wife and said, ''I'd like to speak to you about your husband's connection with God. He claims that every night when he needs to use the restroom, God turns on the light for him and turns it off for him again when he leaves. Is this true?'' And she says, ''That idiot, he's been peeing in the refrigerator!''

Please Be My Friend...
Hello everyone... new here and trying to figure this whole thing out. I know nobody here and I was really hoping to draw some attention and make some friends.... drop me a line... until then... have a great day

Sex And What Not To Name Your Dog..
Everyone who has a dog calls him rover or boy, I call mine sex. Now sex has been very embarrassing to me. Last night sex ran off again. I spent several hours looking for him. A cop came over to me and asked "What are you doing in this alley at 4:00am in the morning"? I said I was looking for sex....my court case comes up monday morning. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license I told the clerk I would liek to have a license for sex. He said "I'd like to have one too." Then I said "but this is a dog". He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said "you dont understand.....I've had sex since I wasnine years old". He said I must have been quite a kid. When I decided to get married, I told the minister I wanted to have sex at the wedding. He told me to wait untill later. I said "but sex has played a big role in my life, and my whole life style revolved around Sex". He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life, and would not marry us in his ch

My First
I have no idea what to put in here...but...I guess Im just going to raddle on about something...This is my first blog...so POP! goes the cherry...lol Anyways...its Thristy Thursday and I plan to do my fair share of drinking...anyways...Hope you enjoy my first blog!

Murmur, Mumble
More x-rated, this one was written the same day as "Crow Caw, Owl Hoot". As perhaps is obvious by the style. It is, however, rather short. I pondered lengthening it (that's what SHE said), but nothing quite worked. Murmur, Mumble Murmur, mumble, lithe tongue tumble,Tickle and tease with tip to please; Nibble and nip with lips to plunder,Sticky flow of girly pleasure,Suckled at with lazy leisure.Shatter, thighs asunder,Bodily shiver and vocal thunder:Thighs twitch,Girl sighed,Satisfied.

Maybe I Will And Maybe You Won't
This poem isn't really about me at all. It is, in fact, just about becoming interested in someone, and all the insecurities that may bring. Thus it fits neatly into my (many) "theoretical" poems - just exploring, pondering. I also think it's rather nifty and sweet. Since I hate 90% of my poetry, this probably means it is. Maybe I Will And Maybe You Won't Wondering what do I mean to youThinking and pondering, sitting as I doI lean and close eyes, invisible fingers at my jawYou, easily the most beautiful woman I ever sawAnd I think of how soft your fingers would feelAnd how warm your lips would taste......and how many worries crop up that I can't quite grasp atBiting my lip as fear rears it's headLittle red demons without hands - pitchforks instead.What if this and what if thatWhat if I mess up and what if I see things that aren't really thereLike the man by the stair.Maybe you do and maybe you don't,Maybe I will and maybe you won't,Maybe it did and maybe it didn't,It's al

Eyes
I've always been fascinated with eyes. Especially brown ones. This poem is quite obviously about that. Eyes Brown eyes,Sad eyes,Glad eyes,Bright eyes.Silly eyes,Shining eyes,Whispering eyes,Wandering eyes.Grinning eyes,Spinning eyes,Skyward eyes,Ogling eyes.Eyes for every occasion,Eyes for every glance.Eyes for every whisper,That lips did ever chance.Eyes that just look,And eyes that only be,Eyes that whisper of memoriesThat no other eyes will see.Eyes with a smile in,Eyes with a sigh in,Eyes with a secretThat only one has seen.But these eyes,Eyes in a picture,A picture not even looking at meThese are the best eyes,The prettiest,The deepest,The softest,The hardest,The most colourful that I ever did see.I wonder if all eyesAre ruined now for me?Brown eyes, brown eyes...Lost to you I be.

Crow Caw, Owl Hoot
This poem was written during an abortive attempt to write an entire poem using only words that started with the letter "c". That, unfortunately, drove me round the fuckin' bend, so I took the first two words - "Crow caw" - and built from there. On the upside, the exercise certainly got my writing muscle flexing: I wrote about 40 poems that day. This is just one. It is obviously environmental in theme. Crow Caw, Owl Hoot Crow caw, owl hootFox scramble, farmer shootThunder rumble, raindrops tumbleNature nurture,Man stumble.Ice melt, hail pelt,Tanner slice, butcher dice,Hunter capture, dinner table raptureNature stumble,Man mumble.Rubbish rustle, trash to stashDiggers dig, miners mineRape the soil for a glass more wineCorn grow, stocks lowSky grey,Far off thunder rumble.No man listens,While silver glistens:Dig, dig, dig,Bury head;Garden shed, garden gnome,Replace the place where pretty things grow.Dust billow, storm growShake your fistAt fortunes slowNo man may plant where n

Kitty Doom
Light-hearted, short, and silly, this poem explores the thoughts of paranoid pet owners. Kitty Doom Kitty watches through the windowWaiting for her momentFor her claws to scritch and rendTo ruin me she triesAh! Kitty! You drive me round the bend.

I Am Not A Player, I Am Just A Lost Soul Taking Life
Taking life one day at a time. I don't meant to come off as a player in any of the sites I belong to. I am a sincere old fart looking for friends to fill my empty life. I have been labeled a player because I won't commit to someone online. This not how I feel is the final step in a relationship. First you must be willing to meet face to face to see if there is any chemistry, if there is strong chemistry then maybe a commitment. But not just out of the blue want to settle down without even meeting face to face.

But Shh, Say I
This poem I'll give no real introduction, except to say that it was written some months ago. It's one of my favourites - not for content, but for the fact that at the time, this encapsulated -exactly- how I felt about something, and someone, and thus is one of my very best. I feel it strives for the emotions it speaks of without ever over emphasising them; it is to me both subtle and strong, and this is how I wish all my poetry was. But Shh, Say I Quiet I keep the many thoughtsThat roil and tumble, in squalls and storms.Hello say I, to thee, and ask the simple question:Say I, "How are you today?" and let it be as mayAnd answer simple doth return to me - nary a suggestionOf what in me, lurks today.Let us joke and titter, giggle and cackle,Let me paper cracks of awkwardness,Let us swiftly fall to silence,While into the fire my thoughts I toss to crackle,No stress:Merely abience.O, but what if I were to say,All the thoughts I had today;What if to tumble out I let,Each pond

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Alot of times we find ourselves looking to find someone who'll be there not usually for any reason at all; normally we choose to do it too feel and hope to make our lives easier. Some of you out on Fubar; already have come to realize I am not like alot of men out there. Conversations have always been meant for just that; assuming respect comes from both ends. Yes it's common for people to flirt and the degree of doing it is one thing --limits are another. Friendship & family is what they say on here; is that what it really is though? I see alot of women on here doing much more then that...And then whine and complain when they get those assholes saying what they say. I realize I am just me and nothing to good to look at; at least I am real. All in all if you want to know me it's cool. I flirt and stuff but thats where it stay's. Granted depending on how and who you are; helps in deciding what you are too me. Love me or hate me your choice.

Just Sick Of This
I am just sick of this. i have been out of work for 6 almost 7 months now. i know i have had it easier than most since after losing my apartment i was able to move back in with my parents. but still i am sick of this. it think it is pretty sad that our government is more worried about these milti milliondollars execs getting paid than they r about trying to help those of us that actually need the money. now that my car is busted and i can not afford to fix. it has gotten to the point where my mom and i r discussing me moving in with a friend of hers back in cali just cause we both know that there is a job waiting for me there. it would not be much but at least i could start to work on getting myself out of debt. and from there i could also work a second job if i need to. heck i could move back to portland and find work cause there r places that would take me back, i jusrt would not have a place to stay. I know a lot of people, (if anyone actually readsthis) will think i am an ass cau

Old Love
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! Old Love A husband in his back yard is trying to fly a kite. He throws the kite up in the air. The wind catches it for a few seconds, then it comes crashing back down to earth. He tries this a few more times with no success. All the while, his wife is watching from the kitchen window, Muttering to herself how men need to be told how to do everything. She opens the window and yells to her husband, 'You need a piece of tail.' The man turns with a confused look on his face and says, 'Make up your mind. Last night, you told me to go fly a kite.'

Spiderman 3 Actress Kills Self
21 May 2009 Spiderman 3 Actress Commits Suicide A British actress who appeared in Spiderman 3 has committed suicide in her Paris apartment, just two days before her 29th birthday. Lucy Gordon, pictured here, who appeared in the third instalment of the Hollywood blockbuster series alongside Toby Maguire and Kirsten Dunst, was found dead in her home on Wednesday 20 May. The Oxford-born actress had played the part of British reporter Jennifer Dugan in the movie. French police said her body was discovered yesterday, and her agent Jean-Louis Diamonika confirmed she had taken her own life. "There were no suspicious circumstances," a detective said. "It appears that the young woman took her own life." Miss Gordon, who also worked as a model, made her screen debut in 2001 in the film Serendipity with John Cusack and Kate Beckinsale. She had also just completed one of her biggest parts yet playing the role of Serge Gainsbourg's lover Jane Birkin. The actress had

Auction House Preparing To Open!
I am going to host my first auction! I have been in multiple auctions and co-hosted one as well..... now I am doing one myself! =) *50k to enter *PM me your offers: See my Auctions folder for ideas *Auction will run from May 27-June 3 *Entry cut-off May 26th @ midnight EST *For every entrant you refer, I will offer you either an additional free bulletin pimp out for the auction (up to one) and/or I will take 5k off of your entry fee. *I am not responsible for ensuring obligations are met. Entrant chooses their winner and the winner and entrant are responsible for making sure everything is paid/taken care of to one another. *I will provide one free pimp-out bulletin. You can repost it as you wish and are free to make your own. If you want me to make you another one it will be 5k per additional bulletin. *I will make the tags for the auction folder. The cost for this is in the entry fee. Let me know if you want in!

Husband's Diagnosed With Thyroid Cancer
Dr. called today...mike has papillary thyroid cancer...totally treatable...surgery will b june 2nd....take thyroid and have a lymphnode disection of neck....3 days hospital....post op visit given 2 doses of radioactive meds to kill off any existing disease.....thank you all for ur concern and prayers......lisa....:)

Bills
I was suffering from a Migraine earlier so I went to go lay down, in a dark and cold place. I was laying there feeling better when out of no where Nakita the beast jumped on to the bed and started obsessively licking my face... As sweet as this might be shes a. not allowed on furniture and b. licking so much her tongue is getting dry and my face has become numb.. I figured it was time to get back up and see how my so called fu friends had faired without me. Apparently you all live your own lives, because non of you were waiting anxiously for my return..... Before heading to the basement, I saw my mail lady out of the corner of my eye... Let me tell you about my mail lady, shes sweet and elderly but probably has thighs of steel. She loves Nakita I'm not sure why but she always takes time to give her love and a cookie. Nakita being the bitch she is first growls at her then realizes this is the lady that gives me treats and jumps up on her.. (also not acceptable behavior). The Mail la

Life Is Fun....full Of Changes...
So, i will be off line for a bit. I am moving cross country, and picking up my little ones along the way. Alongside that quest, I will be tryin to get me ex the help she needs, my kids need their mother too... life is fun and full of changes, so to all my friends, I will be in touch as I can..gonna be very busy for awhile.... wish me luck and keeps us in your prayers please... Love you all, Donn...

Daddy, Stop Talking.
Yesterday at work one of my customers brought in his two-year-old son Azen. I’d seen him and his wife in the office before, and I asked how she was doing since last time I saw her she wore a cast on her arm from slipping on a walkway during our very late winter. I got an “I don’t care” from Steven (their son’s name is a combination of the first two letters of her name Azusa and the last two letters of his) and there are moments I’ve felt the same way about Martha, so I didn’t press it. After getting home from my church’s youth group which was part two of the chat n’ chew with Pastor Janet about our teens there and their attitudes toward sex (yes, sometimes sex DOES come up in church) and receiving the subtle impression that boys and men are unethical slime when it comes to anything below the waist, I got home where Sarah wanted to play outside with me. I expect my son Jeffrey did too, but he’s not as clear speaking. &ldqu

Schedule For Industrial Night! 2011
Hello all! I am DJ Dark Horse from Dark Horse Leather and the Columbia MO Goth / industrial night. I would like to welcome everyone to join us at the SOCO Club in Columbia Mo for our once a month Friday night event starting in January 2011. The Club is Located at 128E Nifong Bvld Columbia MO 65205 The event starts at 9pm, and there is no cover before 9pm. After 9pm there is a cover of $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ I will be posting the other two scheduled DJs at a later date. For now, I DJ Dark Horse will spin as one of 3 for the night, along with selling leather gear and footwear. Dates for Industrial night: TBA The Columbia Goth / Industrial scene has grown to many members. On any given scheduled Friday night event, over 150 people are in attendence. DJ Dark Horse and DJ Larry K keep you very well entertained with Goth / Industrial, EBM and Aggrotech music. New to each event, starting 2011, there will be themes to each night and more entertainment as well. I will post the 2011 s

Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier Teaser
A teaser from the storyline of Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier In A.U. 0127 on January 3rd, a protest in the space colonies aimed at bettering the unbearable and oppressive treatment the colonies were receiving from the World Government is dealt with harshly by troops sent out by the Blue Typhoon Task Unit. The commanding officers of the Blue Typhoon task unit, Erwin and Samantha Rommel, are disgusted and appalled by their subordinates actions and attempt to find and purge the oppressive side of the task unit. When their efforts are discovered by the World Government's corrupt leadership, they are told "Stop what your doing or your careers are history." In response to the message from the President of the World Government, Erwin and Samantha Rommel quit their jobs as the Blue Typhoon task unit's commanders then informed Gneisenau Electronics about the circumstances involving their leaving their command, not expecting 95% of the over 250,000 Gneisenau Red Aces employed by the Blue

Suzie And Rellik Are Auctioning Themselves For Fubucks Only
☆HIS☆ ☆ Owned by in name☆ ☆ top friend spot☆ ☆ custom morph☆ ☆ fubucks only☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆Her☆ ☆ Offering ☆ ☆sfw salute☆ ☆#3 family spot☆ ☆yahoo addy☆ ☆custom picture☆ ☆owned by in name☆ ☆ fubux only, they will all be going to Rellik☆ ☆Kunty™CuppyCake [Basement] Rellik's fu-wifey☆ ☆ HURRY QUICK THIS AUCTION ENDS FRIDAY NIGHT ☆ ☆TO DONATE:☆ ☆This guy is amazing and he needs our help. His birthday is REAL soon and hes been trying to save for spotlight, and well he's not even close yet.☆ ☆He really needs our help.☆ ☆Lets show him how nice the fu can really be.☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆FUPAL HIM, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?☆ ☆HIS FAV

You Belong With Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upsetShe's going off about something that you saidShe doesnt get your humour like I doI'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt likeAnd she'll never know your story like I doBut she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirtsShe's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachersDreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and findThat what you're lookin for has been here the whole timeIf you could see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all along so why can't you see?You belong with meYou belong with meWalkin the streets with you in your worn out jeansI cant help thinking this is how it ought to beLaughing on the park bench thinkin to myselfHey isnt this easy?And you've got a smile that could light up this whole townI havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you downYou say you find I know you better than thatHey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?She wears high heels, I wear sneakersShe's cheer c

It Was Written..
* Step 1 - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable on the fu * Step 2 - Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity, yay baby j is useful afterall! * Step 3 - Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of others in distress with the same fu addiction. * Step 4 - Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves, which doesnt include unblocking of the doosh's we have came across. * Step 5 - Admitted to baby j, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. * Step 6 - Were entirely ready to have baby j remove all these defects of character & user settings. * Step 7 - Humbly asked baby j to remove our shortcomings, more mail for him?.. * Step 8 - Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to MOST of them. * Step 9 - Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so w

Come Get Double Teams By Us
Who doesnt like to get double teamed? I know you do so heres the deal You got a Princess and a Bratte wanting to double team you!! thats double the spankings, double the sweet loving and even double the fu-luvin. All you have to do it is "help us Spread our Wings"which is not that hard to do right? while your there A/F/r if u havent done so already After that the lovings will begin!! Trust me when i say this." you will not regret it at all" this is the best 2 fus around!!! ♥ஜ♥þrïñ¢ê§§ Ìrï§hï§hê¥ê§♥ஜ♥@ fubar♥Bratte♥ Owned By ♥Photobug & Devilrocker♥@ fubar Show them both some love! let the spankings begin .lol

Yeah, Just Another Survey Thingie. Hehe
One Thing....That will always make you happygood musicThat makes you completely depressedmyself?That gets you extremely excitedwell, you see there is this boy....That you love the feel ofcontentmentThat you love the smell ofmy perfume XDThat annoys you more than anythingbad musicThat makes you royally pissedpeople...yeah, peopleThat you love to hearThom's voice.That always makes you crydon't laugh....Lord of the Rings movies.That you will never dolet people dictate my lifeThat you have always wanted to doform a bandThat you miss at this very momentmy bed at my parents' houseThat you never do in front of anyone elsestrip?That you dont understandwhy people are so closed mindedThat gets you frustratedpeople being closed minded XDThat you absolutely couldnt live withoutmusicThat you would take with you wherever you gobus pass? lolThat you could eat anytime, day or nightramen!That makes you want to throw upthrow up. lolThat makes you feel completely uncomfortablenot much.That others obsess

Lightning Strikes
I finally got my buell lightning from the shop yesterday after having to take it in the day before foran air box repair..I know that sex is better, but opening up the throttle of that bike on the 121 and then I-435 was nothing short of orgasmic...

Example Of How Not To Act
Wish I had saved the first part of this convo, but oh well.. bethy221: Seriously though, stop bein so pushy...bethy221: Im already married and have a man at home... online, I dont need someone given me shit all the time.NameChanged: i know ugg i have cancerNameChanged: need freinds sorrybethy221: what does cancer have anything to do with private pictures?? or calling you?Namechanged: i jst asked im sorrybethy221: its not so much that you asked.. but you asked then got all pushy with me..NameChanged: just say noNamechanged: i did im sorryNamechanged: wrong of mebethy221: Im cool with bein friends.. but damn..Namechanged: i messed upNamechanged: when you dont feel good u dont think strraightNamechanged: i see you block me on fubarNamechanged: all you had to do was say noNamechanged: i never would have brought it up agianNamechanged: that how i amNamechanged: are you going to talk to me agian ?Namechanged: i need to go home and puke now stressed out im sorry i hope to be freinds agian

Fubar And Its Vip As I See It
I treat fu with simplicity. I look at pics, rate em, like em and in some cases love em. I chat, I waste time, not chasing cars though - thats a nice song. Anyways, the reality is, they get nothing from me except my wasted time spent here. As for the rest I really simply don't care! Thats my choice, I choose to do what I want. And I choose to please me, not literally buy into the costly stupidity of the unfree stuff available here. There's no worth or merit to me by giving fu money so why the fook would I do that. Some would say yes there is worth in giving them money. Like What? You have a lil VIP on yer page, change the colour of yer name? You can shit face people in one click? Seriously? That and all the other stupid things are worth payin money for? Are you mentally unstable? Look at all the cool things I can do as a VIP. Riiiiiiight, OK, well whatever makes you feel special cos thats what selling and shopping is all about. Being made to feel special by paying for something. But wha

Why Do U Care?
i have found through friends and myself that because some of you pay for this site or things on this site that you make such a huge deal over pictures and salutes! i have looked at many many a fake profile picture on here and the person has no salute and they have leveled up and up!!!!!!! ok here u go to so you can see some of that pichunter.com there is one picture on particular of a blonde girl in a mirror that so many woman have used so everybody sit down shut up and go about your lives! quite frankly i wanna know how people say they are working and sitting on this site, my boss would fire me! kissessssss

Fake Salu
Does anybody realizes how many fake ass people is on fubar.Come on Fubar is letting people move up in the ranks because the are VIP's.Take a look at there site and they made a salute with there computers.Is there any site that really takes having real people talking to real people.To see what I'm talking ,do asearch under names and search for freedom.should be on the second page.Rank disciple.Not one real salute.These people are ruining FUBAR for the rst of us.If more people complained to the admin's we would have a better experience

Get Double Teamed By These Two!!
Who doesnt like to get double teamed? I know you do so heres the deal You got a Princess and a Bratte wanting to double team you!! thats double the spankings, double the sweet loving and even double the fu-luvin. All you have to do it is "help us Spread our Wings"which is not that hard to do right? while your there A/F/r if u havent done so already After that the lovings will begin!!Trust me when i say this." you will not regret it at all" this is the best 2 fus around!!! ♥ஜ♥þrïñ¢ê§§ Ìrï§hï§hê¥ê§♥ஜ♥ ♥Bratte♥ Owned By ♥Photobug & Devilrocker♥ Show them both some love! let the spankings begin . lol

Just Make Sure One Of Them Is Pretty ;)
I have had my fair share of fuckers in my life but this past year I found myself with an unusual amount. Now some have come clean about their two faced-ness and while I appreciate that it still just shows me how you really are. It took me calling you out about it to own up to it. Otherwise you would have been perfectly content talking shit about me behind my back. No matter tho' cause there is nothing anyone can say about me that will make or break me. In my life I have always tried to be real with people. To let them know exactly how I feel and where they stand with me. I have never once acted fake with someone. Either I like you or I hate your guts there is no middle ground with me. And that's usually how people are with me. Just so you know it didnt hurt me to hear that you said you were glad he dumped me to be with her because you know what? I am extremely glad how things worked out. It was truly the best thing for me. At the time I couldnt see that, but being away fr

Dear Fubarians:
Here is some advice.... 1) DO NOT fall in love with me - I am in love. I don't need you. 2) DO NOT ask me to play on cam for you - If I wanted to I would 3) DO NOT ask to do me, see me, fuck me, lick me, touch me, or anything of that nature..... - I have a perfectly great man at home to do that for me. 4) DO NOT hate on me because I CAN be the biggest bitch you have EVER met and I am ALREADY getting pissed off. 5) DO NOT think that you can replae Brandon - You CAN'T and NEVER WILL! 6) DO NOT think you're funny - You're not. I might just decide to update this time and time again if I feel the urge.... because I am just pissed off now.

Hedonism Iii In Jamaica-2009--awesome Again!
Jamaica & Hedonism Blog April 25 to May 3, 2009Day 1 Saturday, April 25, 2009Well, after working late into the night on some last minute travel arrangements for some long-time clients, my plan to spend the night at the La Quinta (park and fly) hotel near the Tampa Airport finally came to fruition. Unfortunately, my wakeup call at 4:30 a.m. came too soon and it was off on a shuttle to Tampa International Airport and a short flight to Miami on American Airlines at 6:30 a.m.An uneventful 41 minutes later I arrived in Miami but had a nearly a 4.5 hour lay-over until my connector to Montego Bay, Jamaica. That Florida-Jamaica 71 minute flight too was uneventful and landing in Sangster Int’l Airport then meant about 30 minutes in the immigration line (3 flights landed nearly at the same time) and then after baggage claim and a short wait in the customs line, I was whisked through once the customs official saw I was a veteran Jamaica traveler, a professional and had nothing but costumes

Two Hearts
Two hearts intertwined...Different views...Different dreams...Different needs...Different wants...Bound by a fragile string called LOVE...Union as willed by GOD...A journey in life...May be pounded by the forces of nature...May be struck by the fiercest lightning...Yet two hearts bound by a delicate twine...STRONG enough...To stand the test of time.

I Said Yes
My emotions are too intense to describe;I could never explain the way I feel,I've forgotten how to breathe as he takes my hand,And before me, begins to kneel.I gaze into his hopeful eyesAnd feel his gentle grasp,Time was held still all around,Yet an eternity seemed to elapse.Although he barely whispered the words,In a delicate, loving voice,They landed on my ears like a thunderstorm,That ceases to await my choice.I hated putting you in suspense,But I lost ability to speak,My heart had stopped altogether,A tear rolled down my cheek.I reached out and caressed his lovely face,My decision I'd never second-guess,Loving him so much it hurt,I uttered my fateful, "Yes."

The Stars
The sky seems so much blacker than all the other nightsBringing a deeper chill which reaches my bonesThe stars are scatteredSparkling, shining, shaping the worldI can’t see anything else but you,Anything but you and the starsI lay down, my head on the orange and red fallen leavesAlthough they all look the same in the darkI wonder if you care we are laying on the groundTiny goose bumps dance along my arms and legsI wonder why you haven’t moved closer yetI wonder if you don’t want to be thereLaying on the leaves, in the coolness of the darkLooking at the stars, with meI think I’m thinking too much, I think that...You move closerDeep breath, deep breath...My hand feels so small in yours,Small but safe, safe and warmI could fall asleep with my head on your shoulderWe say nothingI remember the stars, they are still sparkling back at usI’ll always remember them now

Love!!!!!
If I KnewBY Robert Byers If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Planting Seeds For Affinity Group
I've decided to plant some seeds in honor of our new group, the Affinity. I think it will be neat to watch our seeds grow as do our friendships within the group. If anyone would like me to plant something special for them, I'd love to. Just let me know. I'll be hitting the seed store in a couple of hours here, lol, and will have you all in mind. I was excited before about this group, but now I'm Really excited...lol. If you've never heard of this group, please ask me about it, or see the Bulletins in same name. We're Everywhere...lol..and growing, I'm happy to say.

Do You Enjoy Reading?
I've figured out a cool way to share some of my e-book collection with my Fu-Friends! Visit my Dunno & Joke Stashes to increase your collections! I've also got a shit-ton of e-comics that I will sort and post some of the gems for youse.

4.0
So my first semester back to college was a huge success. I got a 4.0, which I'm very excited about. It's amazing how much easier school is when you put a little effort into it lol. Now I just get to work all summer, but once I go back in the fall I am going to go straight through-no more summer breaks. Not that it matters since I plan on going to med school so it looks like I'll be a slave to school for the next 6 years or so. Fun :)

First
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b

The Saga Continues
So more about me, well lets see I was born on a friday night at about 8pm, just in time for the party! because of this I am always hyper on fridays, no matter if I am at work or not, and if its a full moon and a firday..dont even bother, you get within 10 feet of me and you will be electrified the energy pules out of me in waves! Yes I love full moons, vampyres are kick ass on a random note, If I could be any mythical creature it would be that one..if they are mythical lol. yes I like twilight and loved the books two..so! lol. interview with a vampire was a great show as was the 90's version of brham stokers dracula. I am all about the laughs if I can make you laugh at least once then I have done my job as your friend. I love being the center of attention, mainly cause im good at it lol, and yes im humble too:) true story people will always gravitate towards me in a crowded room, girls and guys, I know this is a little cliche but in my case its true you either see the real me and

*fubuddies*
HEY EVERYONE, i JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR EVERYONE BEiN' NiCE TO ME ON HERE, AND i HOPE THE PPL THAT i CHATTED WiT ARE GONNA BE OKAY, AND HAPPY TOGETHER, i JUST WANTED TO HELP, JUST TELLiN' YA'LL THANKS AGAiN MAYBE i MiGHT GET LUCKY AND HAVE MY LOVE COME BACK TO ME!!!!! WELL i WAS JUST SAYiN', iT MiGHT HAPPEN LOL, BUT iF iT DON'T iT'S ALL GOOD i WiLL BE FiNE, THANKS AGAiN TO ALL MY FU-BUDDiES :)

*i'm Okay*
OKAY SO MY FEELiN'S WERE HURT BUT YA KNOW WHAT iT'S WHATEVER, i AM ALL GOOD NOW, i JUST WANT PPL TO BE HAPPY (RYAN i AM GLAD WE TALKED OUT OUR SHiT) AND i WiLL ALWAYS HAVE LUV FOR YOU, NO MATTER WHAT, BUT i AM GLAD WE ARE TALKiN' NOW!!!!! :)

Howard This Is For You Baby
My pillow.Enveloping me in your soft folds of comfort.Eyes closed, your gentle caress soothes my concernsand carries my thoughts to a bed of pure contentment.Completely satisfied, I lay in your sweet embrace,longing to remain indefinitely.This is love.

Poem I Love
Time to share is always thereI peered thru lifeEver avoiding strifeBut now am undoneMy barriers brokenFor one has found meReached in and unbound meHer love has burst my bondsAnd set music to my songsHer need for meAnd mine for sheHas made my Winter SpringA new startWith hammering heartWe color the world with our dreamNothing is as it did seemThe darkness of my solitude is doneShe - my rising sun.

Lyrics - Theory Of A Dead Man - Not Meant To Be
It's never enough to say I'm sorryIt's never enough to say I careBut I'm caught between what youWanted from me, and knowingIf I give that to yaI might just disappear.Nobody wins when everyone's losingOh, it's likeOne step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I can't change your mind, Oh, it's likeTrying to turn around on a one way streetI can't give you what you wantAnd it's killing me and I, I'm starting to seeMaybe we're not meant to beIt's never enough to say I love youNo, it's never enough to say I tryIt's hard to believe that's there'sNo way out for you and meAnd it seems to be, The story of our lifeNobody wins when everyone's losingIt's like one step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I can't change your mind, ohIt's like trying to turn around on aOne way street. I can't giveYou what you want and it's killing meAnd I, I'm starting to seeThat maybe we're not meant to beThere's still time to turn this aroundShould we be

Lust In Her Lips
If asked why I love her I would sayIt’s the sway in her hips,the thickness in her thighs.It’s the lust in her lips,the love in her eyes.It’s the softness of her skin,the silk in her hair.It’s the twist in her walk;it’s the sweetness in her talk.It’s the way she loves methat makes me love her each day.That is what I would say.

Relationships Blow Oh Lack Of
Libra - May 21, 2009It is all very well feeling a powerful physical attraction toward someone, but as you well know by now, there is more to a relationship than this. Current planetary energies indicate that you now need to take a closer look at the way you both communicate with each other, and see if you can perhaps improve on it, as you would then feel more at ease.

A Lovers Pact
The snow, so peaceful and serene,caressed by the soft moonlight,gave magical feelings to the night.The soft blue glow,the lovers' words that then did flow,their lips closer and closeruntil, locked in the throesof a passionate embrace,he decided to express his feelings,to keep her safe.He whispered softly,his words like music to her ears,"I Love You,"and her response the same,heard like the gentle breeze,"And I, love you, forever."That was the night they promisedto be together through everything,each to care for the other when old and gray.A lovers' pactthe most likely to last.

Vodka....who Knew?
Who Knew???1. To remove a bandage painlessly,saturate the bandage with vodka.The stuff dissolves adhesive.2. To clean the caulking aroundbathtubs and showers,fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka,spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean.The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.3. To clean your eyeglasses,simply wipe the lenses with a soft,clean cloth dampened with vodka.The alcohol in the vodka cleansthe glass and kills germs.4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodkaand letting your safety razor bladesoak in the alcohol after shaving.The vodka disinfects the bladeand prevents rusting.5. Spray vodka on wine stains,scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka toyour face as an astringent to cleanse theskin and tighten pores.7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo.The alcohol cleanses the scalp,removes toxins from hair,and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.8. Fill a sixteen-ounce trigger-spray bottlewi

80's Movie Character....
As usual this Monday was suppose to bring us all a little closer as Fu friends and allow the inner dork to come screaming out...But alas you Americans will be celebrating a holiday. I struggle with whether or not I should, like you ignore the fact that you have a holiday and play on. Considering no one cared to postpone Sci fi day when it was Victoria day.... You did me a great injustice. I feel a little used that none of you stuck up and said Wicked will not be there i wont play.... I on the other hand have a sympathetic heart and I'm willing to move Mondays theme day to Tuesday... just this once.. All in favour please state your name, character and a yes for Tuesday... All still wanting to play Monday state that.... I don't do mumms, its scary and i have very thin skin hence why i blog.. I'm sensitive!!! I will just so you know be playing Kira from Xanadu, because my love of leg warmers and roller skates will go to the grave with me... Kira (Xanadu) = me Jack (Big Trouble

A Boy Singingto His Little Sister
A Boy Singing to his little sister..... You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine' Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her.The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an activemember of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor.Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a longstruggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed theinfant to the neonatal intensive care

Medical Update - May 21
Did research on internet and found that my skin cancer can be treated with Cryosurgery which is a low risk procedure where they kill the rebel cells by freezing them with liguid nitrogen. The bad news is that my primary doctor is not talking to me but only directed me to yet another doctor which was recomended by the general surgen who removed the tiny sample to testing. Someone who has a sepcialty related to the neck area - "nose and ear" doc. so he can give his input. And he recomended that I get a x-ray scan of the area involved. No one as yet has directed me to a doctor that treats cancer patients. My appointment with the neck doctor was yesterday but the old lady at their front desk refused to accept me because I was never issued a card from S S medicare, claiming that she cannot confirm that I will be coverd by it ( money more important then treating people ). Although two hospitals and 3 doctors were able to confirm my status via my SS number on their computer that offi

New Edward Cullen Role Player
IF YOU ALL HAVE THE OLD EDWARD CULLEN ON YOUR LIST PLEASE DELETE HIM WE HAD TO REPLACE HIM PLEASE ADD THE NEW EDWARD CULLEN...THANKS LOVE YA BELLA Edward Cullen 'Twilight Role playing Profile'@ fubar

Now And Then
how was it then what will it be now the constant to and fro..... what did she say how will she speak now the constant to and fro.... the smile then the abrupt disconnect now life comes to halt as i dither between then and now.... let me off the boat let me drown let me find another meaning let me be now..... memories haunt words lie actions disgrace me a silent cry where does this end how does it stop i walk the way dithering between then and now FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS....

Software Downloads
Ubuntu 9.04 ISO's http://www.mediafire.com/file/yzn1mf2nd32/ubuntu-9.04-desktop-amd64.iso http://www.mediafire.com/file/mwluen5b1te/ubuntu-9.04-desktop-i386.iso http://www.mediafire.com/file/ngmtw1f5ztf/ubuntu-9.04-server-amd64.iso http://www.mediafire.com/file/zmzk1yrfkdm/ubuntu-9.04-server-i386.iso

'two Wolves'
'Two Wolves’ This is the best I have ever heard it explained. One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said: 'My son, the battle is between 'two wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.' The grandson thought about it for a minute, and then asked his grandfather

Funny
2012 Candidate For President Bill Cosby has a great way of distilling things. Looks like he's done it again! I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM:(1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language. Speak it or wait at the border until you can.(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the Wal-Mart policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border (six month tour). They will be under strict orders not to fire on

Where Has The Time Gone?
Cannot believe how slack I am with the blog, am such a lazy bugger. The past few nights have been great, show selling so well and audiences to die for. I love NZ. Just loving my self contained suite at The Sky City Grand hotel...I mean that bed....whoa...it’s SO comfortable, I don’t want to get up in the morning. The room has a living and kitchen area and a separate bedroom which is super sweet. The Grand Sky City is just the best hotel I have been in for ages. I tried to watch an in house movie, it was a romcom called Zak and Miri make a Porno – but the sound was out of synch slightly so I had to go downstairs and explain to the reception. The girl was tiny Asian and we were both having a slight accent problem, so I had to shout (coz I am a dick) “My film I paid for ‘Zak and Miri make a Porno’ didn’t work properly” and all everyone in the reception heard in my big Scottish voice was “My PORNO film didn’t work in my r

Random Chaos.
Imagine one thing, if you canJust close your eyes and seeThat in a wasteland meadowThere lies a little seedAnd in this parched grasslandWhere nothing pleasant can growThis little seed burrowsTil it finds fertile soil belowNow where did the seed come from?If this land is so forsaken?It is actually a pieceFrom a dying tree shakenBecause that tree was strickenTaken for granted and left for deadIt made one last effortAnd so the seed was shedThen days go by and byAnd slowly turn into weeksThe storm rages in the skyAnd soon a thunder head leaksThe blessed rain caressesThe tortured and parched landIt gently stirs to wakenAnd thus gives the seed a chanceMore days go by, then weeksAnd slowly but surely, trueThat little tiny seed seeksThe sunlight poking throughWhen the tree had diedA bit of knowledge it did impartThat seed knew what lied ahead,For that tree it was a heartAnd now the drought was overThe rains came and fellSunny skies now prevailedThe seed began to swellIt rose up from the ashen

Arguing
The other day, Nancy and I got into some petty argument. (I say it was petty. She would have said it was Armageddon.) As is our nature, neither of us would admit the possibility that we might be in error. To her credit, Nancy finally said, "Look. I'll tell you what. I'll admit I'm wrong if you admit I was right." "Fine." I said. She took a deep breath, looked me in the eye and said, "I'm wrong."I grinned and replied, "You're right."

Sex Kitten
the lounge was empty and the muisc was above avg. but there was not one staff member to be found and when ask got no response in my oppion this club needs to hire more staff or close down when they can not staff the room when was contacted by the enforcer was bought a drink and then told that the owener was there and was invited back this is a place that I will have to give a second chance to but from the first look This reviewer gives the SEX KITTEN a 6 out of 10

Thinking
ok heres the thing, I always enter auctions but never host them. So I'm really thinking about hosting one. If i do the enrty fee would be 50K and will run for 2 weeks. I just want an idea of who would be interested in entering.

Have You Ever Noticed
Have you ever noticed while, scrolling threw the mumm's and occassionally answering them. Even thou you haven't bashed or did any name calling. Just gave an opinion to the rude asses who attact the mummers. Get pissy? Welp seems that means you have stuck a nerve. That perhaps what you said is the truth and they dont like it so they want to attack you so they dont feel so out of shape over it. I think these idiots think, oh Im gonna call her down etc . "I'll show her" < childish Name calling

Nyc Police: Terror Suspects Wanted To Commit Jihad
NYC police: Terror suspects wanted to commit jihad Buzz Up Print AP – James Cromitie, right, is led by police officers from a federal building in New York, early Thursday, …

Heres What You Have Been Waiting For (breaking Dawn Info
Robert Pattinson Will Star in Breaking Dawn May 19, 2009 · View commentsComments in Robert Pattinson If there was ever any doubt that Robert Pattinson wouldn’t be appearing in the fourth movie of the Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn, he has confirmed to the Hollywood Reporter that he’ll be appearing in the film– Pattinson told The Hollywood Reporter that he is committed to starring in the final outing to date but doesn’t know when backers Summit Entertainment will begin production because of the actor’s jam-packed shooting schedule. He also talked a bit about the fact he’ll be appearing as a flittering image of Bella Swan’s mind in New Moon–instead of just a voice: Said Pattinson, laughing: “You’re playing a figment in Bella’s imagination so I was trying to do it in a 2-D way. I hope it doesn’t translate onscreen as being boring.” The hardworking actor is taking a few days off after completing &ldq

Desire
Ty czyniæ coœ do zrobienia mi (you do something to me)I think! To my stranger in the night, my Prince in my dreams. One word, one gift makes it easier to slip into the darkness of my slumber to where I will find you, and wake into the void of the sunlight to make it so much brighter. It’s Almost a juvenile feeling during the brief moments that we speak can I be perfect without flaw knowing, you know no better. Dreaming and writing of perfection I am not even sure of: It’s a Magical, Poetic need, a desire to know your soul and your truth. For now I wait for the night to set in when my desire turns to dreams, you’re on the beach next to me as our sun falls to the depths of the ocean… Michelle 2009

Because
I have to say that I have found a new freedom that I have not felt in awhile and as I slowly become me again my brain is working like it use to so there will prolly be useless blogs here but I thank you for reading them and commenting it means alot to get feed back on my writing!

Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche For New Moon Discovered!
Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche for New Moon Discovered! May 20, 2009 · View comments198 Comments in Italy Set The yellow Porsche that Alice will drive in New Moon has been discovered in Montepulciano, Italy! Ale at TwilightersItalia sends in this report– The big man you can see in some pictures is one of the stuntmen. He had an Alice wig, a bandana, a couple of elbow high red gloves, and seemingly from far he actually looked like our loved little vampire/pixie. Mauro secretly told us that there are two yellow porsche in Montepulciano, placed in different places of the town. As they were not exactly identical, one had yellow brake pad cover and another had them red, Production was willing to spend to the incredible amount of €5800 PER PIECE to have them all red!!! Luckily they found out a way to paint them, but this episode says a lot on how high is this movie’s budget!!! The helicopter we told you about ealier, has kept low-flying whole day long filming

Help Me Getsome Justice For This Torturedandmurdered 3 Yr Old Boy
Please Read and Sign in his Memory: 3 yr old brutally tortured and murdered For His Memory Do you remember February 1993 in England , when a young boy of 3 was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second, Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up his anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other mutilations were inflicted but not reported in the press. Remember, a 3 year old cannot possibly defend themselves against a 10 year old, let alone of 2 them. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to iden

Go Check Out The Cullen Pack Lounge
THE CULLEN PAC WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO JOIN US ON OUR GRAND OPENING....BEWARE WE DON'T BITE MUCH JUST NIBBLE ALITTLE. We would be happy to have you all as our guests for the Grand opening of the Cullen Pack!!

.mov To Gif Animation
Alright, so I’ve been trying to figure out how to do this all night and I finally have the steps. Step #1 Downloading file format converting program My movie clip files come straight off my camera as .MOV formatted files. My movie editing software (aka Windows Movie Maker which will only read .WMA format) cannot read these files. So, I download a file format converting program FOR FREE called FormatFactory (my friend gave me the idea but I initially downloaded it to convert my .MOV file to .AVI format but decided I needed to edit the movie first). Step #2 Converting file to .WMA FormatFactory makes it easy to convert files to .WMA and .AVI which I also needed to do later. Step #3 Editing clip through Windows Movie Maker My file was 1 minute and 3 secinds so I needed to cut down the time a lot if I wanted to make a GIF so after cutting out a few parts I got it down to 13 seconds. Step #4 Saving edited clip Here is where I ran into trouble. I could not figure out how to s

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Bryan "Todd"... or "BT" PeaseI go by Todd to my friends, Bryan on paper, and not "BT" but it works . . . * Age: 45 * Gender: Male * Astrological Sign: Leo * Zodiac Year: Rabbit - The Rabbit is most compatible with the Pig and Dog and "Incompatible" with the Rooster and... Rat...! * FYI - Pigs are Clean and Smart, Dogs are Loyal and Fun, so you Roosters and Rats well . . . if you don't know... which I didn't...! * Until Now - Roosters - are extremely sociable and prefer being the center of attention, always bragging about themselves and their accomplishments. They continually seek the unwavering attention of others which can be annoying. Roosters are as proud of their homes as they are of themselves. They’re extremely organized individuals as evidenced by the fact that their homes are always neat. Rats - are full of energy, talkative, and charming, but they have a tendency to become aggressive. (Definitely NOT Me...)...! * Industry: I

Spotlight Fund Day 3
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Why are you such a asshole you feel the need to put me down and you dont even know anything about me. Why are you such a asshole, you feel the need to poke fun of me and get your friends to follow you in doing the same. Why are you a ass hole, you feel the need to make my life a living hell. This is how I feel about most people who feel the need to put down, make fun off , judge others, and make their life a living hell. And why? you dont even know this person from adam. You base your assumtions on what is on their profile, or when they post a blog, or a mum. Do you honestly think your any better? Do you think your all that and a bag of cookies? Got news, chances are your not. You just want every one to think you are cause your so gawd dam inscure about your self and feel intimadated when someone just might have a foot up on the ladder of life then you do. Its sad in todays world there are still bullies out there that feel the need to hurt and put down others just t

A Dying Man's Own Ulogy
"When is someone considered human? When they are born? Or when they finally acknowledge that they have morals or a conscious? But what if a man realizes he is man when he does wrong, is it too late? These are questions that ponder most people I know. It's hard to follow your life as you seem comfortable to do so, but it is do able. When people die, we have to shed tears for them as a sign of primal mourning for that person. But what about the ones who don't cry anymore? Are they just some heartless creature void of compassion and love? When i heard the news he had died, I didn't cry. I was enraged. I was angry. I was a monster that I have come to enjoy and call myself. I no longer cry for the dead. I rejoice for them. I rejoice because they are on a new path, a new journey. When I die, I ask all my friends who know me to not come to the funeral. What point does it make to cry over me? I still haven't figured that out, but I guess when my time comes I shall find out. Oh well, my heart

Justice
Sadistic eyelids hold open the views of a new world order But yet Saints and sinnners walk the streets hand in hand The diabolical masquerading Judas's preach of things of greed And watch the Satin King fall farther down from his crown In July the Joker pulls his trick of illussion and mystique Only to be brought before the judge for foul and evil trickery. Sentenced to die by strangulation the Satin King begins to cry And watch his empire crumble beneath the boot of domestic invaders On the day of night when the sun is bright The mighty Eagle doth take his glorious flight For his wings touch the ends of the mighty empire His vigilant eyes so old and weary never tire But strike him down and he shall rise up from the ashes A creature of rage and hatred of revenge and justice Flying through the burning skies of ash and decay For he shall not rest until Justice comes that day She stood awatch the glorious blue glass Not ever budging when mighty barges pass She sto

Me
First off, my name is Michael and I am 43 years old. I am on here to make friends and that is it. I am respectful of others rights to privacy and expect the same. I am not into all the drama and racial BS that is going on in the world. With that being said, I am a very laid back easy going guy who does not act my age, I like to have fun and know not to cross the line. Yes I will look at your NSFW photos and make comments, but they are meant to be respectful and somewhat amusing. If I offend anyone, it is not intended. I am new to this, but am catching on quickly. I will give out my e-mail to friends who ask.

Double Standards For Couples
I resently came across some information lastnight about a son of mine. He went to a x girlfriends birthday party, and pissed off his soon to be wife. She found out about it and went blastic. Okay I can understand that really I do. How ever. Seems its okay for her to screw off with her friends being both male and female for a long week end thing . Which she has done over and over. But!!! not okay for my son to go see his friends and one being a X. See this is double standards. I have heard so much about his future wife that leaves me shaking my head as to how in the hell is it ever gonna work out. I so want to say a few words but promised myself I would stay the hell out of it. I know what its like to have a metaling parent of the opposite side stick their nose in every thing the couple does. And its a pain in the ass. It almost cost my hubby and I to break up, we even so much sought a marridge councellor to help. Wont go into that thou. lol What I want to say simply

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I been here two days in Oregon with my family My baby sister Bethany, My Son Joshua, My neice Angel aka Monique, My Nephew Connor, and Bethany's Hunny Travis. I spent the last two days haveing a freaking ball playing with my son Who turns 9 on the 25th I taken so many pic's that i cant wait to get leveled up or my Vip back so i can add a ton of new pic's of all of them. Bethany and Travis Have 5 kids between them counting my son Joshua. They both are full time College Students and Travis is manger were he works. They are so maid for each other its kinda funny concedering my sister is very picky about the men she lets into her life. I will be adding pic's of them all when i get home in June so till then hope you all are great and i will be on again soon Tiff

No Quit (poem)
Beat and broken I've been here before But Im still standin Screamin for more Give me your worst Cause it's all been done I don't back down I refuse to run Put me through hell Your effort's in vain I'm still smilin I welcome the pain Laugh in your face and spit in your eye How do you kill A man that wont die

(no Title)
Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume But you were nowhere near. And in reverie, I felt you holding me. And even in my dreams I shake from the fear Of truth being swept away By the rhythm of the waves u whisper in my ears.

Chasing White Rabbits
I wake in the mornings with thoughts of the night before. Visions of chasing white rabbits and green monsters are all I think about. Thoughts of seeing myself in a mirrow behind bars of white as smoke rises from my chair. Haunting images of being behinde enemy lines while tring to catch a white rabbit with a hollow tube. The closer I get to the white rabbit the worse i feel but for some reason I just can't help myself. The chase goes on for hours and in the end, when I finally catch that white rabbit, I fall into a sea of confusion. I look at myself in the mirrow only to see a man who has sold his soul for just a few hours of happiness. The person looking back at me is not the same person I see in the mornings when i waken from a night of sher bliss. Instead all I see is pain because though the rabbit brings happiness for a short while, its after effects are torture. My head swims with thoughts of chaseing that rabbit again as my stomache rolls in pain. I try to eat but the food doesnt

Snow White Is Dead
I walked the nights looking for your sweet embrace. I kissed your lips and you just turned away. I kissed you again and you laughed in my face. I touched your pale white skin and in return you walked away. I spent sleepless nights waiting to inhale your luring aroma once more but you never showed. I paced the floor all day and night waiting for an answer but none never showed. I laughed at the thought of any other takeing your place. I can still remember the way you shined with dimonds all over your body. I can remember the taste of your skin and the smell. I sat waiting for you for three days but you never showed. I feel I have taken a path that has been worn down from countless souls caught in your trap. I stop to look at the carnage I made after spending time with you my love and I feel it is time for this snow white fairy tale to end. I close my eyes and think of all the pain that came with meeting you. I can not take the pain anymore my white queen.....it is makeing me crazy. I kn

The End
The air exscapes my lungs and I fall to the ground to my knees. Tears start rolling down my cheek as i look up at the sky with rain hitting me in the face. I ask god why he puts so much pressure on one man and expects him to be happy. I get no answer in return, just more rain and tears. I grab my chest and and stare down to the ground. I feel the mud between my fingers and the wetness of the rain and the cold breeze. I close my eyes and think of everyone and everything and come to the conclusion that I am the cause of thier misery. I am the reason they cry. I am the man they fear. I think of going and getting my gun but that would be to quik, I need to feel the pain. I think of hanging myself but if my neck didnt snap then I would still be alive and have a slight chance of being saved. I think of takeing pills but you have to take to many and there is still a slight chance of liveing. I reach in my pocket and feel the knife between my fingers. I pull the knife out and open it. I star

Through The Eyes Of A Dieing Man
I set on the brink of destruction with cold steel in my hands. I watch time turn slowly as the cold steal brushed against my lips . I watched the dawn set for the last time. I felt a sharp pain go through the tendons of my wrist and I listen to the rain of a dark red substance hit the floor. I start get light headed as I slowly lean back and take a shot of whisky. I have stop feeling anything beyond this point except the burning i have in my wrist. I look around the room with my eyes slowly closeing , knowing that soon I will be falling into that eternal sleep. I reach for my friend at the side of my bed, longing for its sweet embrace. The hallousanations start takeing affect as my sheets gether up the blood and its strong smell. I look out in front of me and see a vision of a BROKEN ANGEL. She stares at me, beconing me to come to her and embrace her and leave the past and everything else behind. In a haze I look up at her, she reaches out to me with her hand. As i reach back with min

Surrender
Surrender yourself unto the lies. Feel them take hold of you and start strangleing you softly. As they choke ur every word of truth turning them into shit, you realize that all you have ever done was lie the whole time. There is no undoing wat has been done, so just walk around with the plastic smile that you love so well and pretend that every thing is ok. Make yourself believe that the lies told were not there because it will only lead to more pain. Kill your mindless thoughts of where will things end up because the answer is uncertin either way. Breath in the air and exhale the pain. With your best friend at your side, make the night air stink of fresh red sangre. Paint the walls red and let the rivers flow with the thick liquid. You and the greatest and last friend will spend the rest of the night it sweet surrender.

Hopeless
I feel the emptiness rise with in me and I can see the grey clouds over my head turn black. Through the cracks of my despair hope comes through. I begin to think posative and smile more with thoughts of you danceing in my mind. My emptiness turns to happiness and my black clouds clear. I see the envisionment of an angel infront of me. Days even months go by and I fall for her more and more. We were happy and enjoying each others company until that night she crushed the hope I had and took my heart and threw it on the floor. She looked at me and said I care for you baby and I love you. I told her I do not believe you care about me but I know you love me. She just brushed it off like it never happened and walked off with blood on her shoes and my heart in ruins on the floor. I told her that she my be a broken angel but I am the shattered man. I am now just a former shadow of my former self because dont know if she truely cares for me or not. As I lie in my bed thinking the thoughts of ha

State Of Mind
Another day in the eyes of almost death and destruction can only mean that the worst part is yet to come. I can not begin a day without thoughts of her being with another and being so far away. I can feel the fire in my heart engulf with flames. I can see the sunset and never know if i will make it through the night to see it rise again. We speake to each other with such passion and yet we hurt each other with that same passion. I do not want to be another notch on your bed post...I want to be so much more. Years will wind down and the sands of time will slowly become drained and yet I will still feel the same about her as I do now. I hate what I am becomeing and yet I feel I have no choice but to become this monster to save us. All I ever wanted was to hear your voice say those words I so long for, but it will never come to be. I will continue to wait for you my broken angel of the world for you save me at my weakest points in my mind...and I love you for it my world.

A New Babylon
As i walk down the empty streets seeing all the ruins of an acient babylon and the rotting flesh of the bodies that scatter the entrance ways of homes, I start to think of the time I left the world to be in the arms of a loveing stranger. You held me so tight I couldnt breath. It was as if God himself was hugging his long forgotten son. I cold feel your lips on mine as we kissed in the rain of eternal bliss. I ran my fingers through your hair and placed my hand on the side of your face and as I looked into your eyes ,searching for that love that the world had lost so long ago, I awaken to the world I long to forget. I countinue down this path in search for that love once more but at last it is a search that will have no happy ending......or at least not until I find you my broken angel of love and hate.

Why Have I Done This???
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah!

Love That Is Real
Sometimes at night,When I look to the sky,I start thinking of you,And then ask myself "why?""Why do I love you?"I think and smile,Because I know,The list could run on for mile.The whisper of your voice,The warmth of your touch,So many little things,Make me love you so much.The way you support me,Even my silly notions,The way that you care,And show such devotion.The way that your kiss,Fills me with desire,And how you hold me,With the warmth of a fire.The way your eyes shine,When you look at me,Lost with you forever,Is where i want to be.The way that I feel,When you are by my side,A sense of completion,And overflowing pride.The dreams that I dream,That all involve you,The possibilities that I see,The things that we can do.How you finish the puzzle,That lies inside my heart,How deep in my soul,You are a very important part.I could go on for days,Telling of what I feel,But all you really must know is...My love for you is real

Lost
Looking back upon my life all the the mistakes Ive made all the rights Ive done lost to me forevermore lost in time lost in darkness the depths of my mind needing wanting to fill that void the on thing I cant seem to do on my own I try and try still something missing lost to me forevermore lost to void why this hollow this void never filled Looking back upon my liIve lost my soul lost my way lost forevermore

I Miss Her...
Chey....love and miss you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_GJyUK0GUI I'm coming homeI've been gone for far too longDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingHave I fucked things up again?I'm dreamingToo much time without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire You're not aloneBut I know I'm far from homeDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingDo you wait for me again?I'm screamingNo more days without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire My bed's so cold, so lonelyNo arms, just sheets to hold meHas this world stopped turning?Are we forever to be apart?Forever to be apart It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire (I'm coming home)I've been gone for far too long(I'm coming home)Do you rem

I Feel...
Black Dahlia I loved you. You made me. Hate me.You gave me. Hate,See?!It saved me. And these tears are deadly.You feel that? I rip that,Everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad?! You feel sad?! I'm sorry!Hell no! Fuck that!It was my heart.It was my life.It was my start. It was your knife. This strife,it dies. This life and these lies.& These lungs. Have sung. This song for too long.And it's true. I hurt too.Remember, I loved you!I've, lost it all, fell today, It's all the same.I'm sorry oh.. I'm sorry no. [no]I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you.I'm sorry oh.. I'm sorry no, [no]I wish I could have quit you.I wish I never missed you.And told you that I loved you. Everytime I fucked you. The future that we both drew.And all the shit we've been through.Obsessed with the thought of you.The pain just grew and grew!How could you do this to me?Look at what I made for you.It never was enough and theworld is what I gave to you.I used to be love struck.Now I'm just fucked up.P

First Entry, Last Entry 1
a drug addict alcoholic, deemed a psychopath, perhaps growing into a lunatic. cravings beyond that which many know, those that may and could, lain a grave. "Caffeine, nicotine, marijuana, ecstacy, vicodin & alcohol." sounds like a Feel Good Hit of the Summer - Queens of the Stone Age (plug) I'm not okay. Trent Reznor once wrote; "My lips may promise but my heart is a whore." For me...it's like a fucking Mantra! So my questions - that have no anwsers, not a plea for help, just a suggestion...experience, strength and hope.......................................................................................... I have done bad things, made mistakes, more than this, bad dicisions, choices made which cannot be taken back. So mote it be. Consider this: Walking along in the woods, it is something you enjoy doing....suddenly you come to a pit of quicksand along the middle of the trail. You know what it is, what it does...so, do you walk around it? Maybe you'd like to play with it, poke it

Jose Nunez-bilingual
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where

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The SecretaryLet me tell you what happened to me at work about a month ago. I'm self-employed and have a small office primarily for telephone soliciting. I have three women working for me. Two of them work on a part-time basis a couple days a week and the third works full-time as my secretary and assistant. Well this story is about my secretary, Linda.Linda is a beautiful young lady of twenty-three years old. She really does not look that young. When she had told me her age I actually found it hard to believe. I've never seen such a gorgeous young woman before.She's an absolute knockout with her 5 foot 5 inch tall, petite body. She's got shoulder length strawberry blonde hair which is always perfect, that is to say, it is never out of place. And what a gorgeous face with a perfect complexion. There isn't a flaw on it. You could stare all day into her lovely blue eyes and never get tired of looking at her beauty.Linda's breasts are nothing more than average, about a thirty-six inch ches

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THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY by Gen. George S. Patton, Jr. Through the travail of the ages, Midst the pomp and toil of war, Have I fought and strove and perished Countless times upon this star. In the form of many people In all panoplies of time Have I seen the luring vision Of the Victory Maid, sublime. I have battled for fresh mammoth, I have warred for pastures new, I have listed to the whispers When the race trek instinct grew. I have known the call to battle In each changeless changing shape From the high souled voice of conscience To the beastly lust for rape. I have sinned and I have suffered, Played the hero and the knave; Fought for belly, shame, or country, And for each have found a grave. I cannot name my battles For the visions are not clear, Yet, I see the twisted faces And I feel the rending spear. Perhaps I stabbed our Savior In His sacred helpless side. Yet, I've called His name in blessing When after times I died. In the dimness of the shadows Where we hairy heathen

Bestmoviestar In (mistress Monique) Hot Sex Storie
Mistress Monique The phone rang, waking me from a deep sleep. "Hello", I mumbled half tempted to curse the caller on the other end of the line. Looking over at the clock, I saw that it was 1 AM and I had just barely gotten an hour and a half of sleep. "Wake up, pet and be up here in a half hour. I want you wearing that thong pouch that I bought you and nothing else when you get here. I expect to find that plug is still in your ass and you had better be clean! Understand?" "Yes, Ma'am" I responded, in a more awake voice. My Mistress Monique lived in the same high-rise apartment building , just 7 floors above me. It was quite convenient that She had found me this apartment, though. Especially given Her recent tendency toward calling me at Her whim to come to Her to perform some service or another. I began wondering what Her needs were at this hour. The thing is, I had just left Her apartment less than two hours ago. She had spent several hours using me in Her playroom.

Any Thoughts?? (found On The Net)
Of all the countless reasons that the form of ideological thuggery known as political correctness must die, James Hudnall at Big Hollywood has chosen the top five: 1. It's censorship: Point blank, that's what it is. It's used mainly by people on the left to attack people on the right, but not the other way around. When Miss California, Carrie Prejean, politely said she thought marriage should be between a man and a woman, the PC thugs proceeded to try to destroy her life. But when Obama said it he was elected president. It's used to accuse people of racism even when there is no racism involved, It's not only a scare tactic, but also a career-destroying move. And it's a thuggish weapon of intimidation. 2. It's bigotry disguised as manners: You may think all those touchy-feely names they come up with for various special interest groups are more sensitive and empowering than the "mean" names of the past, but most of them are patronizing and they segregating. When you separate people int

To Go Or Not To Go?
ok so i can get back with my ex that i still have feelings for ... and go to miami next week.... then he wants me to go back home with him to texas and stay with him ... but theres a lot of loose ends.... should i go? or should i tell him he has to wait til my lease that my brother on is up and continue to look for a job here. or see what plan he can come up with so my brother doesn't loose the apartment please i need your help

Waiting
Alone I sit and wonder why the world around me passes by flashing teasing shouwing faded memories of things Im always needing never giving always tempting forever wanting waiting bleeding screaming never knowing who or why just sitting here waiting wanting to die wishing praying crying sobing joyless tears ebbing flowing still not knowing what they meant what they were the places ive been the people Ive known just seeking answers waiting wanting bleeding screaming

Angel Wings And Devil Fangs
Shades of grey cover my eye's, as somthing warm and wet streaks my skin. Ignoring the sting in my chest, I continue my stride foreward, no end to my journey in sight. In the distance I can hear your laughter, whirling around as I search in eager circles, looking for the source. As I flail, urges of holding you creep in my chest, as the pain makes a lump fill my throat. I scream at you, I scream at my self, and I scream your name, pleading for you to come back. The grey becomes black, blacker than the midnight on a moonless night. I still yell, yellng till I am hoarse, and my throat pulse's with pain. I scream till my lungs ache so much I can hardly breathe, and all the while I can still hear you laughing at me. My eye's blur as salty rivers start flowing again. Ignoring my tears, I slowly sob and pull my knees to my chest, rocking slowly. Images start to flash now, playing memories of you. You in your cherry bathing suit, and it never staying on. The fire works reflecting of your f

Audio Samples Of Entire New Album Available - May 19, 2009
MARILYN MANSON: Audio Samples Of Entire New Album Available - May 19, 2009 Audio samples of all the tracks that appear on MARILYN MANSON's new album, "The High End Of Low", are available for streaming using the player below (courtesy of Universal Music Germany). The CD is due out on May 26 and is his first with longtime bassist Twiggy Ramirez since 2000's "Holy Wood". The official track listing for "The High End Of Low" is as follows: 01. Devour 02. Pretty As A Swastika 03. Leave A Scar 04. Four Rusted Horses 05. Arma-Goddamn-Motherfuckin'-Geddon 06. Blank And White 07. Running To The Edge Of The World 08. I Want To Kill You Like They Do In The Movies 09. WOW 10. Wight Spider 11. Unkillable Monster 12. We're From America 13. I Have To Look Up Just To See Hell 14. Into The Fire 15. 15 Manson told England's Kerrang! magazine about the new effort, "This is not a record that we would leave black and self-titled and mature. This is the experienced record. This album is the 12th-grade guy th

Party Night Part 1
Its Party Time!!! As I think as I look into the mirror as I am getting ready for work. I can see the glow covering my face in anticipation of the evening to come, because I know that this evening we will be having a few friends coming over to watch the game . Only they don’t know they wont be watching the game very much As I look up I see you coming into the bathroom, you come up to me wrap your arms around me and murmur good morning as you kiss my neck. I can feel your semi hard cock through the thin material of your pj bottoms so I move my ass against your cock To make him get hard for me because I love the feel of your hard cock against my ass. Than I think oh the hell with it I’m going to be late for work so lets make the most of it I turn around in your arms and kiss you deeply as I trail my kiss to your check and down your neck slowly down to your chest and even lower the lower I go you look down and Say hoarsely baby do you know what your startin

Bittersweet Love
Filled with bliss covered in shit Down and out far and away. liked by chance and fucked by desire Filling the voids that have overtaken me I feel like the middle man in this overrated sanctity Lost and abandoned in this bittersweet abyss I lack the taste or even the function Rather useless now and distraught My mind is all amuck, I'm lost in thoughts about you

On Prayer
People in a Position to Know, Inc. ON PRAYER Mal-2 was once asked by one of his Disciples if he often prayed to Eris. He replied with these words: No, we Erisians seldom pray, it is much too dangerous. Charles Fort has listed many factual incidences of ignorant people confronted with, say, a drought, and then praying fervently -- and then getting the entire village wiped out in a torrential flood. "Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong. I'm mad but not ill" Werewolf Bridge, Robert Anton Wison The Purple Sage. HBT; The book of predictions, chap. 19 Heaven is down. Hell is up. This is proven by the fact that the planets and stars are orderly in their movements, while down on earth we come close to the primal chaos. There are four other proofs, but I forget them. Josh the Dill King Kong Kabal IGNOTUM PER IGNOTIUS The meaning of this is unknown IT IS MY FIRM BELIEF THAT IT IS A MISTAKE TO HOLD FIRM BELIEFS.

Can't Concentrate
With everything going on at the moment I am having such a difficult time concentrating or focusing on anything at all. I can't keep it together, when I think I am doing okay, something else hits me and I lose it again. For once I am totally emoish, and I hate it. I don't think my heart could be yanked or smashed to anymore pieces. I have so much more shit going on in my life then just that, I swear I am having anxiety attacks!! I am tired as hell, but at the same time I don't want to go to sleep, its only 9 pm and I already wake up around 7 no matter how late I go to sleep. I just wish I knew how to make this easier, all of it, not just certain parts of everything.

Prayers For My Brother
I'm coming to you all tonight with a very sad heart. My brother,,,Tony, AKA Hydrovamp to his fubar friends was in a terrible accident on his job today.His right thumb was completely severed from his hand and almost all of his right index finger. He went through about 4 hours of crucial surgery. The doctors were very skeptical they would be able to save his thumb, but luckily both fingers were re attached,,at least to some degree. He still has to forego many surgeries in the very nearfuture before all is done. Please, I am begging you,,please keep him in your prayers. He has a wife and 2 very young daughters and I'm sure you all know this could take a toll on his family. I appreciate all of your prayers and hope you will pass the word along to others for their prayers also.

Rellik Need Bday Love
☆This guy is amazing and he needs our help. His birthday is REAL soon and hes been trying to save for spotlight, and well he's not even close yet.☆ ☆He really needs our help.☆ ☆So for everyone who sends 500k and plus will get a SFW salute from me.☆ ☆Lets show him how nice the fu can really be.☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆FUPAL HIM, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?☆ ☆HIS FAV BLING IS☆ ☆BROUGHT TO YOU BY☆ ☆Kunty™CuppyCake [Basement] Rellik's fu-wifey☆

My #4 Friend Kimmie Kinzz Is Having A Rating Contest Plz Help Me Out!!
The contest will run from May 20th till May 31st and all prizes will be given out June 1st. Each comment is worth 1 point. Each rate is worth 10 points. 1st Prize will be a Cherry Bomb AND Auto 11 2nd Place will be a 25 credit bling pack 3rd Place wil be a 3 day blast There is also an extra bonus... The person who leaves the funniest/wittiest/most original comment will win a 5 credit bling. Both the person leaving the comment and the contestant win one! click the pic below to rate n comment i appreciate it so much this is my girl Kimmie Kinnzz make sure u show her mad love she is too awesome ~*~Kimmie*Kinz~*~ @ fubar

My Life - (how It Used To Be) Part Ii
Its almost funny, how I used to sit awake for days... With nothing particulary good or inspiring to say But there was no one around me very much I hate myself for how long I continuesly damaged my spirit everyday I stayed Because in the end, the price was so high I had to pay And I could feel my heart breaking in 3 places simultaneously... Watching that tear roll of her cheek, as she turned to walk away from me that day Words By: Jason M. Alexander

Her.
i'm not good with speaking in words outside of a letter.. out of text.. out of letters.. my voice can never describe anything as well as my words. so this goes out to my soon to be... your are my life.. you are my dreams.. I'm tired of the drama. tired of life of nothingness. my son was what kept me walking. He kept my heart beating and walking one foot in front of the other. when i first came here i didn't have a friend.. you were my first... i mean that. you were the first. talked to you as a friend. became close as close can be. never even seen under my own eyes that your feelings for me were the same. living every day in the real world only made me want to come back to this dream to hear your words swirling around my head. you really do mean the world to me. there is not a thing in this world that could make me change my mind now. i'm devoting myself to you. this is my last try. i'm tired of being so caring and giving... i'm tired of being everything i can be for someone when the w

Moods
People that have watched me in the Mumm area, will typically find my default pics change frequently. There is a simple explanation. I change them according to my mood. It may go through several changes, on any given day. Or, not change for several days. It all depends. Here are just some of the moods and pics I use: Don Rickles - When I'm feeling sarcastic or irritated Chief Dan George or a Native American - When I'm feelin' my heritage. Gomez or myself - When I'm feeling upbeat. Of course, the pics are subject to change. Just thought I'd explain this a bit, in case some of you were wondering.

10 Rules
haha im getting this laminated and put up when my daughter starts dating. 10 Rules For Dating My Daughter Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up.Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose his compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However,

Today.. 5/20/09
ok seriously.. I am fuckin annoyed. Why am i annoyed you ask? because i am so fuckin sick and tired of people asking me whats wrong when theres nothing fuckin wrong so i dont answer you with baby. hun.doll. but i say allo.. why does there have to be something wrong.. what really pisses me off about this is i was happy hyper n content and then the "whats wrong" q comes out of the blue and its like auto snap for me. GRRRRRRRRRr ffs people reall why does it have to be something wrong if you act out of character for a moment a week a year? Thats it im done. .im done with being claimed im done with most everything James you n me.. Hun ur precious in my life but i cant deal with the over concerned shit. your like my dad when u get like this. and i cant do it. My doc tells me i need to take stress out of my life. And some days your the source of my stress. how you may ask? the over concerned the walkin on egg shells when i flip the wanting to know all my sexual prefrences when i

Family
I'm a father of 2 , a 5 year old girl and a new born boy I enjoy every minute with each of them i get since I work tons of hours. Family is the only thing that keeps me in line if it wern't for my kids my BEAUTIFUL wife and working with my father on our online project, whitch will go up and online in about 30 days, only GOD knows where I'd be today for that I thank every day that I have the oppertunity to follow through with all my dreams. So you see what my family meens to me. and why nothing in life could ever be more important then that.

Bye!!!
I'm erasing my profile tomorrow when I get home from work.This is not meant to get attention no matter what Im out of here.I've met about 50 or 60 people so far who beg everyone to bling them,rate them,fav them,add them whatever else so you go and do it for them and about 3 or 4 return the favor.SCREW THAT,good luck all!!!!

Relationships
So they say home is where the heart is. Im not so sure u can say that since i dont really have a place where my heart is comfortable. I have had so many peices chipped away in the past there isnt much left to be sated with anywhere. Even now as i sit in my temporay home i feel so out of place. Being single and feeling the full weight of being alone in the world with the only family for hundreds of miles being my brother who is dar to busy with his 1 year old. So liek grasping at straws i reach out for people. I guess the world wide web woudl be a great place to reach out except we all know how meaningless online relationships are. you are never really honest open real and exspresive. our u may be untill you relize that on the other side of that screen is another person with feelings emotions a past and future and everything else that can burn you or go worng. So there you are with the choice of actuly trusting this person with ur emotions and then things get thrown into reverse. So the

Bombing Runs And You
So here's the thing. I've been doing some bombing runs over the past month and so and I've noticed a couple of things. So here's what I'm thinking. Now I know it might be mean, but cherry bomb blings are mainly about one thing: grabbing points. Some common courtesies for bombing runs (just my opinion folks): #1) If you're going to spam a shoutbox for a bomb have Autos on #2) If you're going to spam a shoutbox for a bomb, do the person bombing a favor and drop a link, not just a random "hey, how's it going" or some other nonsense. #3) Read the status of the bomber. Chances are you'll get some very important information from that status. #4) One SB spam is fine. You don't have to keep dropping the same link over and over, it gets annoying, and drops your chances of actually getting bombed. #5) Don't pout if the bomber doesn't respond to your SB spam right away, or bomb you right away. Chances are the bomber is so busy bombing, that taking the time to respond would lessen the