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Magnetic Power Generator
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There are thousands of successful magnetic power generators being built around the world, which is a proof that this technology truly works. It is also predicted that in the near future, this technology will spread throughout the world and become the energy of the future.
This generator does not produce any harmful byproducts or gases, and there isn't any hazard concerning the generator itself. For those who are curious of how the magnetic power generator works, basically, it's simply using a scientific process called "Perpetual Motion". Perpetual motion is when a a device continues to mov
so last time i wrote anything about my case i said they still had no contact with the victem guess what mother fucker is still in arizona and this time they made contact with him
however to play in my favor they uncover some dirt on this guy
and the fact i dont no if i can use this on him but he has 33,000$ for child supprt he had made no trys to pay off
on top of that he made a big sceen when he went to the cable compeny they had to call the cops on him
so iam hopeing that would be some what to get him and let the people in the court room know iam not a flight risk
yeah granted i can be a lose cannon at times
but only when provoke i dont deserve this specially when i was defending my self and i did not even touch the fucker
my next court date is in dec 17
and before then my lawyer is asking me to see 2 doctors for rule 11
they want to know if iam mentelly stable enuff to go to trail my lawyer think its a good ideal for to buy some more time to work
Who Knows Maybe Santa Has A Fubar Account Sheesh
Dear Santa I would first like to apologize for ever turning my back on you. Im sorry it will never happen again. I believe I have been a really really really ok person this year especially if you compare it to the last few woowee was I terrible. Anyways there are some things I would like to ask for that I really cannot live without. I mean I wont be able to continue on this planet without the following Items and I mean it Santa this isnt a threat just the truth. Oh and by the way Santa have you lost a little weight? I think its true you skinny thang you. Ok to the list I'm just ramblin and you have a bajillion requests to fill so here it goes. 1. Mastering the art of french cooking by Julia Child, Louisette Bertholle, & Simone Beck I would absolutely love the hardcover version of said book please. 2. A set of all-clad stainless steel cookware 8" frypan, 10" frypan, 1.5-quart saucepan with lid, 3-quart saute pan with lid, 3-quart saucepan with lid and 6-quart stockpot with lid. Plea
Snuggle Baby Blanket
This is *sorta* the snuggle-wrap blanket from Amy Butler's Little Stitches for Little Ones except it's bigger and it doesn't have a tie.
You Know You're Trailer Trash If...
The Halloween pumpkin on your porch has more teeth than your spouse.You let your twelve-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table infront of her kids.You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws.You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night.Jack Daniel's makes your list of "most admired people".You wonder how service stations keep their restrooms so clean.Anyone in your family ever died right after saying, "Hey watch this!"You think Dom Perignon is a Mafia leader.Your wife's hairdo was once ruined by a ceiling fan.Your junior prom had a daycare.You think the last words of the Star Spangled Banner are, "Gentlemen start your engines."You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels.The bluebook value of your truck goes up and down, depending on how much gas is in it.You have to go outside to get something from the fridge.One of your kids was born on a pool table.You need one more hole punched in
Let's Get Nekkid For Serene Sunday!!!
Join me for my Serene Sunday morning radio show at 7am eastern!!! Get connected & happy listening! Of course Stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/
Done With The Circle. Just Done Totally.
So, yeah.... I am at a loss for words right now, I went to my blog to say some things and now it's all gone. Wait...here it comes......no...wait for it....... The lesbian circle of "I dated that persons ex, and now they are dating my ex" RUNNING FAR AND FAST. Screw the lesbian drama. I have had enough of it. As far as I am concerned, I'd rather be totally straight then watch someone who once wanted me turn to one of my exes for a fucking CUDDLE, not that it's ever gonna happen but... Do you know what a cuddle gets you? not a fucking thing. It get's you hurt, and delusions of grandeur. High expectations that lead to, oh, it could never go further than this. I know, I have been there on several fucking occasions, and I'll tell you what. Someone got hurt every single time. I have never seen this in the straight world ever, because there is a code of ethics that people go by, you don't hit on your friends exes. But apparently in the world of desperation and lesbianism, it's whatever
What I Believe!!!A Birth Certificate shows that we were born, A Death Certificate shows that we died, Pictures show that we lived! I Believe...That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.I Believe...That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.I Believe...That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.I Believe... That you can keep going long after you think you can't.I Believe...That we are respons
Another Day, Another Boom
So it rained today for the first time in 2 months. Also massive thunder. Of course, our reaction was to look for where the bomb exploded. Understandable, since there was a real a few minutes earlier.
By the way, Princess looks beautiful when she sleeps. I
Learning To Crawl - Step One
What walks on four legs in the morning, two legs in the afternoon, and three legs in the evening?
A Human Being
In our infancy we crawl, in our grown years we walk on two feet, and in our elderly years we add the use of a cane. (This is a rampant generalization, which I generally abhor, but for the sake of this foray into the forest of my mind - I am going to add a big stick - though I do surely think many folks will dance through their elderly years, sans cane.)
The Kings of Leon cd "Only by the Night" - is excellent. It is one of the few cds, besides a Tool or Perfect Circle cd that does not have a single song on it that I just want to skip over after the first listen in order to get to my favored songs. The WHOLE thing is great. It offers the song - Crawl - which made me think of a person, or a being, that wishes to see some progress made by another on the road towards true humanity. I probably do not interpret words in the same way as many - I think the song Revelry refers to th
My Abortion Blog
I may come back and update this as I have other thoughts to express. This issue is crucial to our continued existence as a society.
There is no Rep vs Dem / Conservatives vs Liberals / Left vs Right... we were given "our great title" in the Declaration of Independence and that is; American.
The answer to the abortion issue is coming together in agreement once and for all, and determining when does life begin? Once you answer that question it all becomes academic. A life is a life and as addressed by the Constitution we are endowed by our creator with the right to that life, along with liberty and pursuit of happiness, etc. The Constitution answers every situation all by itself, as every situation goes back to the basic question "who owns it?" All rights stem from property ownership.
My own personal convictions say that abortion is the taking of an existing human life and that in doing so we are in violation of the Constitution. There is nothing in this matter about women I'm afriad
In Front Of U
In front of the person u love, ur heart beats faster.But in front of the person u like, u get happy.In front of a person u love, winter seems like a spring.But in front of a person u like, winter is just a beautiful winter.If u look into the eyes of the one u love, u blush.But if u look into the eyes of the one u like, u smile.In front of a person u love, u can t say anything on ur mind.But in front of a person u like, u can.In front of the one u love, u tend to get shy.
But in front of the one u like, u can show ur own self.U can t look straight into the eyes of the one u love.But u can always smile into the eyes of the one u like.When the one u love is crying, u cry with him.But when the one u like is crying, u end up comforting him.The feeling of love starts from the eye.But the feeling of liking starts from the ear.So if u stop liking a person u used to like, all uneed to do is close ur ears.But if u try to close ur eyes, love turns into a dropof tear & remains in ur heart foreve
I love to see you smileAnd I love knowing that I caused that smileI love to see you happyAnd I love knowing that I caused that happinessI love to look into your beautiful eyesAnd I love the way I fall into themI love it when you hold my handAnd I love having the courage to grab and hold yoursI love to tease and torment youAnd I love it when you tease and torment meI love it when you touch meAnd I love to touch youI love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see youAnd I love realizing how attractive you make me feelI love wanting so badly to kiss youAnd I love the way you want to take things slowI love the fact that you still want to be my friendAnd I love that I want to be yoursI love so many things about youBut the most important thing is:I Love you!
i was told that it all was a lie. why wont they just go away.see ur friends love to fuck with my mind.and with everything thats said and my dad kno how he is i have put up a black wall of hate.that i kno no one will brake.im just a fuck up an empty soul that is here on earth. no more pain just full of hate and anger startin to see things ive never seen before.demons and monsters are hide behind every door.the demons keep say ur friends are no more. i see a light and can not reach and when i start to feel im almost there somethin hits me omg im dead..... so let my family be for after this they need to heal do to lose me
A Long Night Ahead (part 1 Of The Broken..by Kitty Simpson)
*The beautiful Mistress enters her quiet home with grace. Her long flowingblack dress tracing the floor. Raven black hair falling slightly into her face. Green eyes pierce through all in the way. Her soft pink lips form into a slightsmirk as she hears the faint screams of her new captive**In the dark the tall young man screams through his gag. Sweat falls from hisbrow. The air smells musty almost like a forgotten cave. The metal that Keeps Him in place is as cold as death. His breathing becomes heavy. Fear sweeps Over him.**From the far end of the house the clicking sound of her high heels fill the room. As she gets closer to her new pet she can smell his fear. Her blood beginsto boil. The excitement is intoxicating. She stops to enter her room. Slipping into her proper attire. A woman like herself wouldn't dare be caught out of Character for her favorite activities. She slides her body out of her dress while grabbing her long leather whip and laying it neatly on her bed. As the scream
Does He Know
Does he know how I feel inside?Can he see that he is my pride?Can he feel my heart beat in my chest?Does he know that in me he brings out my best?
I got this feeling deep in my soul.That our love will never grow oldWe will conquer all that we face.For our love has finally found its place.
Through our lives we've done nothing but struggle.Its not easy to have so much to juggle.I pray when hes sad that I appearIn the place our loved ones are near.
Does he understand what he means to me?When he looks into my heart what does he see?Does he know our love wont fade?Or is he still waiting to find that day?
This Is What I Am For U
Because existence can become severein one day,just sense me and I'll be there.In the minds eye,I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,in the whispers,I'll become the zephyr.and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,in the crystalline darkness,I'll become the moon.And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,in the warmth,I'll become the grass.And embrace you.
If you turn outside,in the wetness,I'll become the rain.An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,in the light of day,I'll become the sun.And smile for you.Between the miles-if you need me.If you need a friend.Let me be the friend and love , I want to be.
To That One I Want
hold me close to you don't let go... embrace my mind my body and my soul... nothing last for ever at least nothing i know... so cherish this moment. make forever so... stop time from ticking and the world from spinning... it's this second that I'm picking to start a new beginning... right here right now close but barely touching... somewhere somehow this memory I'm clutching... only wanting you here next to me... a mirage so clear yet i can only faintly see... wanting to caress with the softest touch... no more no less no need to rush... leaving all of our stress it's you it's me it's only us... it's a feeling so pure so carefree... these thoughts are appealing can we make this be??? can i softly touch your heart... as we passionately kiss... it's beating off the chart... as i gently touch your lips... time it seems frozen... as we become one... our bodies have chosen... it can not be undone... no words have to be spoken... we still communicate with none... pulling us closer then we ha
Part Of A Story That I Came Up With.
When I first got there, all I could see was death and decay. Darkness surrounded the area, and the smell of rotting flesh flooded my sense of smell. Nevertheless, there he was standing atop a mound of bodies, the man that started it all. His hair was silver as the moonlight with skin as white as snow and an expression so emotionless.
He’s known as the God of Death, he brought destruction everywhere he went. Killing people, ranging from adults to even infants, nothing could stop him. This man has been alive since 1905, he was born a vampire. No one could understand how pure blooded vampires were conceived, but here he was alive and pure blooded.
I stood there quietly watching the man; blood staining his white button up shirt as he held his katana out in my direction.
AAADDKNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ!Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder.Somehow I feel better even though I have it!!Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder.This is how it manifests:I decide to water my garden.As I turn on the hose in the driveway,I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table thatI brought up from the mail box earlier.I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.I lay my car keys on the table,put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full.So, I decide to put the bills backon the table and take out the garbage first.But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailboxwhen I take out the garbage anyway,I may as well pay the bills first.I take my check book off the table,and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study,so I go inside the house to my desk whereI
Poem I Wrote For My Mom
I’ve lived my life lonely and scared
Filed with pain and anger
While kids ran to their parents
I was left uncared
To all who think I’m happy and bright
I say you think wrong
Because my heart is dead as the night
So I don’t belong
I’ve taken blades and razors
Just to free the pain
But when it’s about gone
It comes flying back again
So don’t try to raise my spirits
It will just go wrong
Because if you didn’t know
I was dead inside all along.
Poem I Wrote For My Dad.
I can’t stand this! Why won’t you listen?
The words always come, but you’re never here to hear
I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison
I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear
So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake
Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me
You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake
To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave
I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed
So you didn’t know me, but now you do
So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed
Since I were but three, we were through.
Make It Stop
I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop.
For The Joy
You’re like a shark at the first taste of blood, Attacking until you’ve tasted my defeat You’re like a lion watching the prey, Searching for the weakest link—which always seems to be my confidence You’re like a bear knocking me down just for the joy, Scratching away the surface until my insides show out You’re picking me to pieces more then any other, Ruining my confidence, simply because you’re my mother
Use Somebody Kings Of Leon
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I seePainted faces fill the places I can't reachYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like you and all you know and how you speakCountless lovers under cover of the streetYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like youOff in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleepWaging wars to shake the poet and the beatI hope it's gonna make you noticeI hope it's gonna make you noticeSomeone like me, someone like meSomeone like me, somebodyI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready nowSomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodyI've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
I never thought it would be so hard The hardest decision to make the hardest of my life And then to go with that you have to say good bye. As the weight on my shoulders lifted things didn’t seem hard anymore More good times rolled in but the time went so fast and the time had come Time to say good bye, the hardest word of all Trying to find those words that just don’t actually want to say. Trying to find the words to say good bye but all I really want to do is stay. Tears fill my eyes and ask why, but it’s too late now it’s time to say good bye. But actually good bye doesn’t have to be forever because memories last a life time.
I Can't Say...
I can’t say I’ve never felt lonely Even my shadow leaves me in the dark And I can’t say I’ve never been sad As even now I feel anchors on my heart Life has always teased me with Happiness on a string Leading me down misty paths to Depression And, lately, Death has been around every corner And the hurt worsens with every succession I can’t say I’ve never hated someone Even that guy in the mirror annoys me And I can’t say I’ve never loved someone Though I couldn’t tell you now where they all could be But you can all see me every single day Just like the news reporter, every single night So I smile and pinch my finger; get on with the show And I act well, ‘cause you all hardly know I can’t say that this helps me But I have reached my wit’s end ‘Cause I can’t say that I’m alright And neither can you, my friend
The Whole Truth..and Nothing But The Truth.
So I've been posting a lot of blogs lately. I guess I have alot on my mind. Especially with my husband gone. I have seen people throw me away a lot recently, although, I have made some other friends, that have made me feel way more important than the others ever did. It is sad, the way the world works. The greediness we see even on a computer. I appreciate everyone that has bombed me or rated me these past couple of days. Even if it has been for your own benifit. Thank you for opening my page and doing so. When i am feeling up to rating ...I will return the favor, that I promise. Until my son is out of the hospital, I doubt I feel like doing much of anything but talking to people that care. I am sad that a lot of you have abandoned me, but it is ok. We all make our own paths, I can't make anyone want me in theirs. And if they don't, it is only that person missing out on a true friend. Goodnight people..Hope you are happy in your choices and content in your life.
Judge: Mr. Phillips, please answer the question! Duke Phillips: All right! Yes, I sold the mustard gas to Qaddafi! Judge: What? Duke Phillips: Uh... mustard... gives me gas, as does taffy. Judge: I have the same problem with fresh fruit.
abeyance\uh-BAY-uhn(t)s\ , noun;1.Suspension; temporary cessation.
Always be a poet, even in prose. - Charles Baudelaire
A Big Issue That Has Popped Up On Me
As some of you know I'm a Nurse. Well I went for my yearly. And they done a Ekg and found some issues with it. And had me go in and have a echocardiogram done and we found out that my, the pulmonary or pulmonic valve is between the right ventricle and the pulmonary artery. I've have a leak in it. At this time we are unsure when they will fix it. Or if it can be fix. I have to see another Heart specialists and then I will know more of when I see him or her. I know alot of ppl have had this kind of surgery and be fine. Seening that alot of my friends and family are here on Fu. Me and a few others thought it would be best if I blogged to tell you all at once. I will keep you all updated as I know how things are rolling out on this . Thank you .......
And Please don't look at me any differnet I'm still the same camo. Just a sick camo.
I wish I had something mercifully meaningful and insightful to tell you.Something dark, droll and true to your uniquely mass-production brand of suffering,but its not there.I'm too distracted with pink haired slutswith ellaborate tattoossuspiciously devoid of tan linesOf mice scurrying through my realmchewing on my hand-bled notes,praising the quality of my hard earned goodswhich they then proceed to deficate on.Oh what I would pay to be someone elsejust for one dayso I could turn right around and beg to be me again.You might have the balancethe footingthe wit, the smile, the ferrarithe girl, the job, the juicebut you'll never have the explosive wisdom and dripping cynicism that is the screw-tight lid to my rattling jarred rage.You will never be the liquid high of my creation,nor the sopping bliss of the destruction of my obstructionsYou can't have me. You can't own me. You can't be me.You will never drink the tap of misery as I haveand come back just to swill it aboutand comment on th
Stole This From My Pet (miab)
What color eyes do you have?green
How tall are you?4'11"
Right handed or left?Right
Your Heritage:1/2 italian, 1/2 irish... hot tempers all around!
Your job:fulltime student and mommy
Do you like your job?
i love my school and the fact that i'll be done in a little more than 4 months.
Any tattoos/piercings?too many tattoos to list. ears are pierced 3 times, upper cartiledge, madonna piercing on my upper lip, and my nose.
What underwear are you
I haven't been online as of late, been busy with all sorts of stuff, almost never have time even for a quick fuck anymore hehehehe!!! oh yea like I would let that happen.
Anyway....me and Sam have been hanging out at a local bar, having a few drinks and meeting new and interesting people....OMG like you wouldn't believe the guys who try n pick me and sam up OMG!!!!! sorry guys but y'all have to work on your pick-up lines!!! Anyway.....we started hanging with some girls that are like just legal to drink, we have talked about all sorts of different things like we tend to do, no wise cracks from males!!!!!!!!! once our chats turned to sex we found that a couple of the girls were like still virgins, I was like no fucking way, but again they said guys don't ask them out cuz they are not model thin or have aren't cute! I thought guys were just like dogs, no offense guys, but most of them I know would do it to anyone just to do it which is great, like they wouldn't care what we looked
Interesting Thoughts "single Life"
Part rant sorry
I have noticed somthing very interesting in the last few months...when, or at what time did people become so "Self Centered" Around them selves they they cant even look up to say HI! Cell Phones and Internet have become so consumed in our lives that we hardly ever have real life conversations with anyone. Now dont get me wrong I love Interent and Cells, but when your a single guy "looking" trying to use the internet to find someone becomes a bit of a pain. And heres why.
Almost everyone "girls" always say "i dont care about looks, and want a man thats looking for a serious relationship" Well I cant tell you how meny times Ive cought this to be some certified BULL SHIT.
Now granted my beleif has always been "Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder" and I hold true to that.
But lets be serious for a second and Im gonna throw somthing out there. Have you ever seen a Super Model Chick with a FAT ASS Tub of lard guy or a Hot 6 pack abbs guy with a Obease Chick? NO!!! and if
Dsw Shoes...please Don't Go There
So, yesterday I went into the DSW Shoes store at 290 Mid Rivers Center in Saint Peters, MO 63376 to look around for a pair of cuban heel shoes. I walked around the store looking, but did not find anything like what I was after. I went up to one of the sales associates to ask as to whether or not they carried anything like what I was after. She seemed to not know what I was talking about so I gave a description. Ultimately she ended up getting on the radio to ask one either her manager or one of her co-workers...I don't know which. In any case she had her headset turned up loud enough that I was able to hear the response. The response I received was "What kind of a fag wants something like that?" I turned around and walked straight out of the store. In any case, I have written a letter to DSW Shoes informing them of this incident.
The following is a copy of my letter:
Sir / Madam, I am writing to inform you of my experience in one of your stores. Specifically the store at 2
It is always sad when we lose someone in life, specially the love of our life. One of my friends here on Fubar has lost her husband, and our thoughts and prayers go out to her and her family and friends.
Please send angel prayers of healing and strength to her, her family and friends.
Stolen From Miab
What color eyes do you have?
very dark brown, almost black
How tall are you?5'3
right handed or left?Right
Your Heritage:Russian Jewish
Your job:the most legal one is a night auditor
Do you like your job?
several ear piercings that mostly closed up
What underwear are you wearing right now?white with red hearts, really stupid looking
What shoes did you wear today?Snakeprint stilettos
Do you play video games?No, I hate them
Have you ever broken someone's heart?uhmmm... in the past
Have you ever had your own heart broken?
Favorite car:my ancient Honda Civic
Favorite soda:Tarhun (Russian soda)
Favorite underwear:anythin I can find in my drawer
DjDaf166....hey i think you are the hillbilly tard i think you need to take your penis out of your own pants and go fuck youself with it ok this is regaurding the comment you left on my mumm on march 31 2008
[i'm Still A Whore]
What color are your eyes?
How tall are you?
Right handed or left?
Partially ambidexterous with right dominance.
Your Heritage:1/2 unknown. German, French, English, Blackfoot+Sioux, Irish
Your job:It's nice to have one. I process applications for medical programs for the underpriveleged of KS.
Do you like your job? Yeah, its cool helping people and paying my bills.
No and I don't have any planned, ever.
What underwear are you wearing right now?*takes off pants* Boxers, Black with red hearts.
What shoes did you wear today?Black on white chuck taylors
Do you play video games?regularly
Have you ever broken someone's heart?Scads.
Have you ever had your own heart broken?
Favorite car:64 Mustang.
Favorite animal:? My dog.
Favorite soda:Regional root beers
Favorite underwear:My lucky boxers.
Favorite music:*shrugs* I have favorite artists for various genres.
To Say Your Thoughts Or Goodbyes To Mickey
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY AKA SR DARK KNIGHT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEBhttp://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692
ALSO I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNEW THE BOTH OF US OR JUST HIM AND WOULD WANT TO PAY YOUR LAST RESPECTS SO THIS IS HERE FOR YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND BARE WITH ME THREW THIS GUY WRENCHING NIGHTMARE IN MY LIFE AND TRY TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, AND YES TRUE LOVE CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE WE MET ON FUBAR 3 YEARS AGO AND GOT MARRIED IN REAL LIFE AND I WOULD HAVE RATHER LOVED HIM THEN TO HAVE NEVER KNOWN HIM SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT LETTING ME MEAT MY SOULMATE ON YOUR SITE.
LINK TO HIS PROFILE AS WELL RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar
here is a blog done by a beautiful friend just a year ago on how we meet and feel instantly in love tnx to fubar please read maddily in lo
To Say Goodbye To Mickey
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEBhttp://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692
To Say Goodbye To Mickey
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEB http://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692
Erm Part 2 Cos I Cut Some Off Lol
the invisible kind
Favorite music:classic rock
Ever feel like you're not good enough?
Do you want to be in a relationship with someone?I am
Do you like anyone?yes
Who was the last person to drive you somewhere?erm me
Do you want someone you cant have?:| yes
When was the last time you cried?yesterday
What is the last movie you watched?P2
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?all the time
When was the last time you totally broke down?last week
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?meh idk some ice for my tea
Last person to worry about you?mom
Anyone crushing on you?yes
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?yes
Your ex shows up at your house what do you say?lol i live with him so i guess i say hi
Where is the person who has your heart?home
To All My New Friends
the soft smile,
is what you have,
everyday of the week,
everytime i talk to you,
the soft smile is a good quality to have,
it what warms the heart,
it helps when you are down,
thats why i call you a friend,
keep that soft smile,
amen to you my friend,
thats they way it is..
huggs and kisses bedrock
What color eyes do you have?
How tall are you?
Right handed or left?Right
Italian, Irish, English (maybe Scottish?), Yugoslavian (whatever fucking country it is now..Croatia? or something)
Do you like your job?
some days LOL
Any tattoos/piercings?10 piercings, tattoos soon to come
What underwear are you wearing right now?
What shoes did you wear today?Barefoot
Do you play video games?
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Have you ever had your own heart broken?
Favorite car:the new Dodge Challengers are niiiice and the Pontiac G8s are niiiice too
Favorite soda:mt dew
Boy shorts or hipsters
Metal, rock, rap, hip hop, r&b, pop, country, classical, olides
Ever feel like
Stupid Encounter #24 From Sb (read Bottom To Top)
pointer245: oky pointer245: u have a panty? pointer245: i had prob using my cc To pointer245: get me a bling pack and I'll tell you pointer245: wat u wear now? To pointer245: by talking pointer245: how you do that? To pointer245: sex is pointless you can have sex without even touching plus its safer pointer245: it's good sometime sex for different perspective To pointer245: Well the real reason is the only thing guys want these days is someone they can stick their dick in... they use them and they leave them most men just want sex and who else but a fat whore with 5 kids to do that the best omg isen't that like everyone on fubar? Another thing if you read my profile you would know that I am not in to having sex I'm in to intelligence being that there is not a sole on this site that amounts to even maybe what Im looking for I am single and happy about it cause A. I wont turn out like a whore thats all about sex and using men...because God won't let me and B. Because if I did honestly wa
All The Cool Kids Are Doing It
What color eyes do you have?
How tall are you?5'7
Right handed or left?Right
Your Heritage:German irish mexican spanish
Do you like your job?
haha love it
Star on my forearm
butterfly on my chest
chinese writing on my leg
What underwear are you wearing right now?
What shoes did you wear today?Chucks
Do you play video games?yes
Have you ever broken someone's heart?Idk probably not
Have you ever had your own heart broken?Yes by a friend
Got This From Crystal
What color eyes do you have?
Gold in the winter. Hazel in the summer.
How tall are you?6'3"
Right handed or left?Right
Greek & Spanish
Just recently found out I have a fraction of African American as well but not sure how much.
Your job:In school
Do you like your job?
I used to :D
Any tattoos/piercings?5 tattoos all on my arms
What underwear are you wearing right now?None
What shoes did you wear today?Barefoot
Do you play video games?nope
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
probably. If I did, they never told me.
Have you ever had your own heart broken?
Very much so
Favorite car:dodge magnum
Lions & Meerkats
Favorite soda:mt dew/vault
Mostly R&B, reggae, hip hop....aww hell just listen to my playlist
Ever feel like you're not good enough?Nope, not here for the approval of others
Do you want to be in a relation
Hey guys! So here's what's up! First off, I have been trying to level for about 2weeks now! Ive begged and pleaded Ive tried everything! I am only 268k away which is nothing! Sooooo if u bling me ill add u to my family which means yes u can see my not safe for work! I am also in an auction so im up for sale! I would luv a hot ass owner and the more u hook me up the more i will hook u up! The link will be in my status box or u can shout at me and ill send it to u! Thanks guys plese help me out its been awhile since I have asked for anything like this im desperate lol
my bestest friend was engaged a whle ago to a guy who had a drinking prob. She told him that its either alcohol or her, and he picked the former . So she gave him the ring back and broke off the engagement.
Well, several months later, she found out that he got married a while ago to some fat chick that he barely knew. A total rebound marriage. Now she is pissed off...
I told her that he wasnt her anymore, so why should she care, but still
I need everyone to "demand" this movie come to my town so I can see it. It's being released in a limited amount and I don't want to have to wait for the DVD release to see it. Please?
View all Charleston events on Eventful
I don't know if it will work, so I'll put it in the comments too.
My Birthday Getting The Wii
This is me, my friend Deoblo, my sister, and my Mom playing Wii Sports Bowling on Nov. 4th, 2009! I got a Wii for my birthday and so we played all night! Tons of Fun! Hilarious Footage! Enjoy!
Hi just stopping by my blog to say I added some clips of me on my site so you guys can check them out....pertty sure you will like them.
Where do you run? Where do you go? What are you supposed to do? When you are killing yourself Inside out I know I can win I can beat my body But I am not safe In my own skin Please body, please Don’t let me down today Not today Will I be weak? Is death in three years? Or three days? You take away my hair You steal my freedom You seize my innocence And possibly my future But you cannot take my hope I have faith But inside my failing body I wonder silently How can they rescue me From myself?
The Missing Tile
Lost in your eyes, I don't know how to go. With you by my side, So easily it all flows. Everyone says it'll never last, But our love will never end. They call it rash, Just because we don't know what's around the bend. You've brought back my smile, You've made it all right. It's true that you were the missing tile, The tile on the table of my life.
It was morning. My lover stayed with me last night. I woke from a strange dream to his touch. He had rolled over and put his arm around me. I touched his skin, which was warm from sleep. I held him close, to feel him on as much of myself as possible. After snoozing a little while longer, I felt him stir. He was facing me, and I turned and opened my eyes to see him looking right back at me. He smiled and held me close to him. After he gave me a soft kiss, we lay like that for a little while.
In a few minutes he took a bit of a stretch. I did the same, and then we held each other close again. I said, "Good Morning, Sweetie."
We kissed and hugged for a long time, each of us enjoying the fact that the other's touch was there to wake up to. My lover began to kiss my neck and touch my face lightly, enjoying my skin, which he says is so soft. I could tell he wanted something more, but didn't know exactly what, because our lovemaking was so intense and so varied last night.
After more in
Will You Buy A Droid?
Verizon is now selling the Motorola Droid phone. It’s Motorola’s answer to Apple’s iPhone. The Droid runs on Google’s android operating system which New York Times’ reviewer David Pogue says “…the Droid just incredibly fast, so it’s a delight to use. Audio quality (that) is superb, both on phone calls and music.”
Sounds like Pogue is sold on it. Has he bought one? I don’t know. But, if he got a free one then I want a free on two. If you want to read his review click it here: http://www.nytimes.com/2009/11/05/technology/personaltech/05pogue.html?_r=2
I have a better idea. Whether you like Apple, Motorola or any other music phone just bookmark my favorite stations, BlastFM. Sounds like a winner to me.
It is said, that a long time ago there was an island. And on this island lived all the Feelings and Human Values: Happiness, Sadness, Wisdom... and like all others Love.One day it was announced to the Feelings that the island was about to sink so they all prepared their boats to leave.Only Love remained til the very last minute.When the island was at its point of sinking, Love decided to ask for help.Richness passed by Love in a luxurious boat.Love said: "Richness, can you take me with you?""No I can't, said Richness. Because I have a lot of gold and silver on my boat and I have no room for you."Then Love decided to ask Ego for help as he was passing by in a gorgeous boat."Ego, can you please take me with you?""I can't help you Love, said Ego. Here everything is perfect and you might break my boat."Then Love begged Sadness:"Sadness, please let me come with you!""Oh Love, said Sadness, I am so sad I must remain alone."Even Happiness passed by Love, but she was to content to even hear th
Waiting..what Im Not So Good At
Hello all. Sorry Have not been on so much. Been very busy with real life..I been working more..exercising more..etc. Anyways..just a little to tell ya whats been going on in my life. I have worked the last 2 days. When I get home, I take my great dane for a 2 mile walk. Then I am usually ready to just collapse. My one boy got his grade card. He got all As and a Bplus in reading. Of course I am a proud momma. Wed morning he has a awards assembly I need to go to in the morning. I will be working days monday. Off tuesday, which is my birthday. I am not sure what I will be doing then. I work wednesday evening, but wont be on to much due to being at the assembly also. I went to the Health Dept today to get my boys the vacine shot for H1N1. They were supose to give these out at the schools but I guess they changed there minds.I was told ahead of time I should go in real early because they would probably be busy...but I had no clue they would be that nuts. I just arrived to the
Female Poem Vs Male Poem
A WOMAN'S POEM:
Before I lay me down to sleep,I pray for a man, who's not a creep,One who's handsome, smart and strong.One who loves to listen long,One who thinks before he speaks,One who'll call, not wait for weeks.I pray he's gainfully employed,When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.Pulls out my chair and opens my door.Massages my back and begs to do more.Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?'I pray that this man will love me to no end,And always be my very best friend.
A MAN'S POEM:
I pray for a deaf-mute gymnast nymphomaniac withhuge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course,and loves to send me fishing and drinking. Thisdoesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.The End
well ive been told that the recession is over well if its over tell me when we are going to see a change in our paychecks money in our wallets. iam tired of there not being any jobs out there. sitting at home drawing unemployment really sucks i cant make endsmeat. we are having to steal from peter to pay paul. can ya tell me how and when are we going to see the light at the end of the tunnel
Managing Stress With Herbs
We all get stressed every once in a while because our lives have become so hectic; but for some of us our stress is more emotionally related from worry, work, fi nances, anxiety, tension, grief, frustration, depression and anger. Stress can be due to illness, loss of a loved one, a job loss, family visits, over-work, travel or exposure to toxins. Anything that threatens the body physically or emotionally causes stress; over-time your body’s reaction to continual stress can cause conditions like high blood pressure, asthma, ulcers, headaches, insomnia or weight gain.
Fortunately herbs can help reduce the effects of stress. Adaptogenic herbs normalize the body so it can better cope with stressors; they support your immune system and nourish your adrenal glands.
Eluthero formerly know as Siberian Ginseng is an adaptogenic herb studied during the 1940’s and 50’s in the Soviet Union for its ability to help you better cope with stress and un-frazzling your nerves; improvi
Need Help With Set List
Hey All.. This is an acoustic set we play at a local bar. Mostly 30 something Crowd with a few younger and a few older.Looking to expand the song list and am looking for Ideas.Any and all suggestions welcome.Keep in mind that we are an "Acoustic" band. We try to play things a little oustide the norm. As of yet, we do not play country - Sorry Ladies ;)Thanks for the Help!
Set List @ AJ'sJack Johnson - Rodeo ClownsPolice - So LonelyRadiohead - High & DryCream - Sunshine of your LovePearl Jam - Elderly WomanSting - Fields of GoldU2 - With our Without youColdPlay - YellowBlack Crows - Talks to AngelsSqueeze - Tempted by the Fruit of AnotherTom Petty - Mary Jane's last dancePink Floyd - Wish you were hereDave Matthews - Jimi ThingJack Johnson - TaylorCitizen Cope - Sons gonna RiseR.H.Chili Peppers - Under the BridgePearl Jam - AnimalBilly Joel - Piano ManMatchbox 20 - UnwellLed Zep - TangerineSmashing Pumpkins - Cherub RockVolcanos - Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl ( yea.. I know )Van
Cell Phone Trick
am not sure if it will work Lets just see shall we....... Don't know about the wish, but i got a text when i got to the bottom . . . coincidence? -- DeAnna Holy smokes, after i read this my boy mike called me....Sammii ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Mine did it tooo!!!!! - Bryan WOW EEEE!!!2@@@ ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Didn't work yet but I had a hell of a wish -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone did to!! =l -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone rang while I was reading this shit my phone rang too ---------------------------------------------------------------------- hOLY MoLy, mY cell phone RANG!!!!! ahHHHHHH -------------------------------------------------------------------- I hate chain letters, but my phone rang and it freaked me out Collin ------------------------------------------------------------------------
Green kind of goes with the story I'm posting. I decided to go on a "hike" with Daniel this afternoon. I have to tell you that we didn't really go all that far, we were gone maybe 10 minutes.
Anyway, I took this picture right before we started. It's so cute. Well, he is.
Well, we kind of got lost. My fault really....I let him lead the way. I told him to walk straight. He did..but I got a little sidetracked. While we were walking back he was telling me, "We have to make it home, I love it there". Kind of made me feel bad and I was starting to panic. The only thing keeping me halfway sane was that I had my cell phone and I was texting Ron.
When we got back..yes I'm good, I know =]......He jumped on my back and beat me to death. Not really..but yeah. I was attacked and thought I'd take a picture of it.
Hope you all enjoyed it. lol.
[edit:] I forgot to mention, when he seen the house he said..."It's a miracle".
What The Four Thieves Knew
The interesting legend of the 4-Thieves has long been a part of herbal history as an all natural preventative to contagious diseases.
One legend has the 4-thieves pilfering the homes of the dead during the Spanish Infl uenza without contracting it.
A 14th century European legend has the 4-thieves robbing homes during the Bubonic Plague, when they were caught the authorities wondered how they could rob so many homes without falling ill; in exchange for their secret they would be given their freedom.
During the Plague of Marseille in the 1700’s the thieves rubbed a combination of herbal oils on their bodies before robbing the homes of the dying and the dead; again upon being caught they shared their secret and were allowed to go free.
Just like the legends, there are a few formulas associated with the thieves. One formula is made using apple-cider vinegar 1/4 part lavender, rue, wormwood, sage, thyme, oregano, rosemary, and elecampane along with 1/8 part nutmeg. The vinegar is
The feelings I have are so tender and true,I never knew I could meet someone like you,Girl you Make me smile through and through,No one has ever had the power that you do.The miracles of our very first Kiss,your beautiful smile that I cant resist,the sparkle in your eyes make me at bliss,I never knew I could feel like this.Holding you closely is all I can do,I never ever want to let go of you,what I am saying is so very true,I am so glad I was led to you!Even though we are apart,I can not take back my heart,It was giving to you from the start.Time will come when we are again,Holding each other hand in hand,I told you girl I am your man,Why you keep pushing me away from you,This is something i am not used too,It hurts me truly through and through,But its because I am in love with you.I never knew I could feel like this,It's you I cherish and I miss,All the way back to our first kiss,I never knew I would love like this!
since alot has happen to me i have to say it change me alot
iam not as lazy as i use to be even tho i still have my moments
i can control my temper alot more now
money does not seem to interests me any more and it does not make me smile or happy
the only thing i have left of any family that iam very close to is my grandmother and my loving cat stretch he is my world and is the only thing i have left that is family i treat him more then just a cat
and i have a roommate who i ment online who turns out to be the father i never have does it that beat all
i never thought i would do anything like that just move in with out knowing who iam moving in with but then again i did not have much of a choice i was about to me homeless or go back to jail and never get out again
so i did i have been here for atlest 3 or 4 weeks now its awesome i dont have to pay for rent or food he got me the internet witch is why i have been on here allot hell yeah i miss it lol
i dont rea
Girls Vs Women
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in.Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.Girls check you for not calling them.Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex.Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a manwant to 'lock' you down.Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing.Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk it out.Girls are afraid to be alone.Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth.Girls ignore the good guys.Grown women ignore the bad guys.Girls make you come.Grown women make you come home.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.Girls try to monopolize all their man's time
Brandy’s House Cleaning Service
What I’m offering is a typical regular cleaning that includes vacuuming, dusting, scrubbing sinks, floors, countertops and range hoods. Some services include loading the dishwasher, changing bed linen and laundry.Prices:
$60 for an apartment$70 for a one story house$80 for a two story housePrices vary on size of home and job needed. Contact:
Brandy Baker (480) 570/7482E-Mail Address: email@example.comSpecial Offer:
First time cleaning half off with with mention of seeing this ad on Fubar and next scheduled appointment.
November Is Cold
Am listening to Jay-Z and I do so love him…Empire State of Mind is awesome…anyway I am sure you are not reading this to find out what music am into.
Last week, my ears decided to totally block up with bricks of wax. Yes, I produce more wax than a queen bee and my ear then cuddles it all around my ear drum and making me deaf. This was a pain the ass as I had a lot of work this week, you try doing a charity auction half deaf!
The people at the Boisdale Club in Belgravia London really helped me out, they raised hands to pledge cash, love those nice folks, but the tartan carpets were odd though. You always know you are in England when you see hundreds of tartan throughout a building.
I then flew home half deaf picking at the ear, filling it with ear drops (which are more expensive than crack per fluid ounce) I now have a healthy ear drop habit, they don’t work. You know what works? Nothing, just in case you were interested, I filled my gungy ears with th
Love In The Ice, English Lyrics, By Dbsk
Those freezing hands aren’t your faultThey carry scars from long beforeAfraid to love someone,You turn your back on the other side of the words…Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw* For anyone to be loved by someone,Makes life in this world shineIf it was me, I’d make your heart warm once moreWith eternal tendernessEven if fate’s games hurt the heart…On the other side of the tears,A single ray of light will swoop down into the darknessWe know that this is soAs strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmthEveryone is searching for a placeThat can take away the sorrow and lonelinessSo… for you, that place is hereDon’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect youTo the point of being painful (my heart)This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)This time is beautďful (you know… let you know my love)* Repeat
Love In The Ice Lyrics, Japanese Version, By Dbsk
[Jaejoong]Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanaiOsanaki hibi hotta kizukakae[Changmin]Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru noKotoba no uragawa se wo mukete[Yoochun]Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you niSotto tokedasu[Jaejoong]Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameniKono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa[Junsu]Sore ga moshimo boku naraMou ichido kimi no kokoro woTowa no yasashisa de atatameruyo[Yoochun]Unmei no itazura[Jaejoong]Kokoro wo itametemo[Yoochun + Jaejoong]Sono namida no saki ni wa[Yunho]Hitosuji no hikari ga[Changmin]Yami no naka maiorite[Yunho + Changmin]Bokura wa kizukusa[Jaejoong]Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eruHito no nukumoriDaremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodokuIyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiruSou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusaOsorenaide mou mayowanaideBoku ga mamoru[Junsu]Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong] My heart)Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho] Don't be afraid)Hakanai hodo ([Changmin] Let you know my mind)Uruwa shii ([Yoochun] You know)Kono toki wo ([Yoochun] Let you Know my l
The Idiots Return!.. Trucker0918
In a friend request..
WoW, so Sexy. I just rated your picture a 10 and added you to my friends. Please, I need your help in Fubar land. Please, Add me, Rate me, and Love me (I tryed). Thank you for your help. Peace be with you, and have a nice day. Jeff
Riiight... As you'll know if you're in my friends list, I don't add anyone, because I don't collect friends. Anyone who takes the time to read at least a bit of my profile will obviously get the same in return, and even though I'm not on here too often anymore, I still talk to everyone in my friends when I am.. so asking to get rated/fanned whatever bollocks just to add someone else to your list really pisses me off. As for "help" on fubar, help with WHAT? The popularlity contest between you and the thousands of people you've never and most likely will never meet? Getting people to "rate" you based on a photograph so you can level, and get more photographs and bullshit.. so pointless. I came on here because a friend suggested i
More For The Rant Part 2.. Sort Of :p
okay so I got bored again, hooray for the stumble button... so here's more of the shit the internet provides... mostly stupid bitches who obviously have too much time and/or booze.
Well done wench, you can afford a boob job... but honestly, It's not even a very good one.. oh and you have photosjop and a camera? Well thats a first for the net isn't it...
nobody thinks a photo of you topless smoking is sexy. Adding blur over your face just makes us think that you've more than likely altered the photo in other ways too, and that you're probably covered in spots. I have more to pick at but there's so much stupidity out there I'm saving myself.
obviously the fake breasts and over the top position are to distract people fro
How Does One Do That?
"How does one kill a man?" I know that the movie Amadeus portrays Antonio Salieri as a much more evil man than is true, but the movie is still very powerful, especially in portraying the genius of Wolfgang's music.
That's my random thought for the moment.
Let's see, what does the day hold for me? Cleaning my room, doing laundry, putting in a new ceiling fan.. Yup. That's about it. *sigh* I also hope to hear from Eric today..
Any suggestions as to watch to watch after this movie is finished?
20,000 Words By Making Life Work Tuesday, That's My Plan!
I don’t know if it was my good deed for the day (I need all of them I can get), but helping two older women I know up the steps to First Lutheran Church’s bazaar today was something I was glad to do. After I got their walkers up the steps while they held the railing and worked their way up (only the first needed or wanted help navigating the steps), I was on my way to work where I type this now. It occurs to me that I haven’t figured out what to get my mom for Christmas yet, and we really want to get all the cards and mailings and gifts out by my birthday that is exactly two weeks before the twenty-fifth of December! Mailing can get crazy, and I only go into our local post office when I absolutely have to (our mail comes out to the house) because I’ve never seen a person working there who smiles. And they seem unaffected by those who do.
I’ve used my parenthetical allotment for the day in the above paragraph! I chuckle into my hand that deer hunting
Who I Am - Theme Song To Sue Thomas Fb Eye - Sung By Jessica Andrews
Who I Am lyricsIf I live to be a hundredAnd never see the seven wondersThat'll be alrightIf I don't make it to the big leaguesIf I never win a GrammyI'm gonna be just fineCause I know exactly who I amI am Rosemary's granddaughterThe spitting image of my fatherAnd when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fanSometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsyBut I've got friends that love me And they know just where I standIt's all a part of meAnd that's who I amSo when I make a big mistakeAnd when I fall flat on my faceI know I'll be alrightShould my tender heart be brokenI will cry those teardrops knowing I will be just fineCause nothing changes who I amI am Rosemary's granddaughterThe spitting image of my fatherAnd when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fanSometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsyBut I've got friends that love me And they know just where I standIt's all a part of meAnd that's who I amI'm a saint and I'm a sinnerI'm a loser; I'm a winnerI am steady and unstableI'm youn
Place Me On Linden - 2/17/09
PLACE ME ON LINDEN
This home was my 3rd luck charm on a street that was the Oreo cream center
Sandwiched between the bookended cookies of Red Bank’s epicenter, Downtown
And what suburbanites worshipfully called the quintessence of residential existence
The paradox of this stretch of road only makes sense to its inhabitants
Tantamount to the Golden Gate Bridge between the tidy world of pristine lawns, unruffled pavements, and freshly poured sidewalks flanking the picketed clichéd domiciles
And the equivalent of the “wrong” side of the tracks
As scenes from “The Outsiders” flash across my mind’s silver screen
Is it any wonder this is the first and only home I ever called sweet?
Sweet as the 16th birthday I celebrated on this expanse of connect-the-dots potholes with nature made speed bumps
It is here the trees murmur hide and seek histories while their roots crawl past their boundaries
To mingle with the everlasting crevassed sidewal
Oh What A Night...
So last night I go to a hockey game. I go to one about once a year lately cause the company I work for sponsors the team for a night or something. Anyway, I'm standing down by the beer vending area talking to some friends and coworkers when this girl asks one of my friends if he wants to go out on the ice and shoot the puck for a chance to win a harley davidson motorcycle. He says "no", my next friend in line says "no" as well....they tell her "ask Ryan, he'll do it". I tell her that "Yes, I'm like Mikey on the cereal commercial, I'll try anything once."So I'm supposed to go out on the ice inbetween periods and shoot this hocky puck through a very small goal they've made, probably only 9 inches wide at best, and from quite a distance too I might add.My only fears at this point, and I only have a few fears largely due to thee amount of time recently spent by the beer vendors ;) ...anyway, back to my fears. I basically have two objectives in mind to actually save face while entertaini
Unleashed ( Lyrics)
Declining, all colour fading)(Defining, time coming for me)(Rescinding, my inspiration)(Receding consciousness)
Back in the day I can recall thatMy thoughts were outstanding and sageThere was no blackStaining the walls of my memories
Now there's a haze pushing me sidewaysAnd leaving me nothing to gainTaking me backLocking me cold in disparityNow there's a haze pushing me sidewaysAnd leaving me nothing to gainTaking me backLocking me cold in disparity
Where was I meant to be?I feel I'm lost in a dreamLong for the day I can be myself
When I'm freeWhen my sun has setRelease my soul foreverI'll have no regretTo be freeI'll exist againNo more lost endeavoursNothing to contendWhen I'm free
Color declines, all that defines meIs falling away far behindNothing to keep me with the timeThe here and now
Cure me, free me, help me, see me)(No more worry, no more losing)(Save me, near me, help me, hear me)(No more heartache, no misery)(Cure me, free me, help me, see me)(No more worry, no agony)
The Pain Us Women Go Thrue For Men
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax.Mynight began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and playwith the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mindfor the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of themedicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom.It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you justrub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apartand press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair rightoff. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be?I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figurethis out.(YA THINK!?!)So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stucktogether. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get outthe hair dryer and heat it to 1000 degrees.("Cold wax
What if my Cardiologist gave me a Mickey. Mr. Phil stated it as a Rotorooter pill, Pharmacy worker questioned me if my plan covers it, Jo-Ann even asked about this amazing pill, and yet Dr. Viswanath says there is no such a thing. Last meeting with him, I knew I could not miss because of what he is going to give me. He told me three different times to finish what's in the two bottles before I have the prescription filled? I do feel better in many sense but not like I was in my late thirties, however, I cannot deny what I feel and what took place between him and me.
Far as any transgrittions by any of my physicinans, I am certain it was well intentioned or just an accidental mistakes. I know I made number of mistakes and one of the most serious was my marriage to Shirley and for 25 years I kept it up. Looking backwards this divorce was very painful to me as it was, was the best thing for me.
Far as smoking I intend to quit but I hate someone telling me I have to because there is no ot
It Was A Rough Week, But The Answers Is Still 42
It was a rough week, but the answer is still 42. Fucking mice. Current mood: indifferent
So fates tested my heart's strength all week. I have experienced enough mental and emotional stress to give myself an irregular heartbeat. Such fun for a woman with mitral valve prolapse! It's been the total elephant on the chest experience from years ago again. I hate that fucking sensation. At my age, it actually causes an additional anxiety of having my first heart attack...I've had mini ones my whole life because of the mvp and this week there was a day that my arm was numb enough for me to worry a full one had hit...I am still a little shakey and sore from it two days later, but never felt afraid enough to go to the doctor or anything. I knew the cause and had accepted it could be a reality. I thought of a stepmother a friend had that at 33 woke up to go to work, vomited and then died. wham. I kept telling myself, "As long as I am not vomiting then I am not dying." Morbid huh? Just how my
Help? Need A Vip
Hey guys. It's me again. I am in dire need of a VIP. I have tons of photos to upload and no space on my profile for them. I have been uploading them to my stash. If any of you buy me a VIP, I am offering my 11s for 1 week, shitfaced when needed, & 2-3 SFW salutes. Please help? PM or Chat box me if interested.
Kaicee Goes Dogging
This week I have released the conclusion of Road Block which stars the voluptuous Kaicee Marie getting fucked outside
See Kaicee riding cock in the great outdoors one way then the other before being taken form behind where she is shagged hard before Kaicee is flipped over and it is not long before her big tits are covered in spunk!
Over 14 minutes of brand new video and more that 50 unseen hardcore pics
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One Plus One
Sometimes one plus one is two
Sometimes it is more
If it ever gets to being less
It might be time to walk out the door
There ain't no sense in takin' abuse
If you're all that you do claim
And there ain't no sense in gettin' intense
And trying to place the blame
Sometimes one plus one is two
Sometimes it is more
If you find that it is less than one
It's time to find the door
Being a lil obsessed with Finland and squirrels, I couldn't pass this up
Informatik - My True Love
My true love - the only one for meAnd the other there will never beMy true love - always there for meWhen I'm feeling so lonelyMy true love calls my nameThat's when I go runningMy true love will never let me downPlease don't let me down
''Chorus:''The more that I see youThe more that I need youThis feeling just won't go away
I can't live without youI won't ever doubt youI'm begging you - don't go away
''Verse:''My true love whispers to meTells me all the things that I want to hearMy true love takes over meWill never let me go, never set me freeMy true love is my everythingEverything I am, all I'll ever beMy true love will never let me downPlease don't let me down
''Chorus:''The more that I see youThe more that I need youThis feeling just won't go away(Won't go, won't go away)
I can't live without youI won't ever doubt youI'm begging you - don't go away(Don't go, don't go away)
''Bridge:''You have left your mark on meI will never be the sameEven if I walk away
Your heavenly em
The Love Crave - My Soul (excellent Tune!)
Reflections get so clear andThe mirror hurts but it can't lieThe shell I built is brokenThe fire's back to melt the iceMy life is like the thunderHow could I live without the soundActing a part I blunderedI change my skinI'm back around!(I can feel you here)And I'm not dreamin'(I can feel you near)I'm not alone and you're not goneI'm not alone!My soul is explodingIt's white just like the lightningMy soul is reloadingIt's dark just like the thunder!I'm back with all my weaknessWith all the tears, with all the laughsI burned my mask of bleaknessI rock againI´m heading there
Jeckle N Hyde?!?!?
A Dream, or was it a nightmare?
At the start of my dream, it seemed innocent enough.
Gone out riding with my friend.
next thing I know, we pick up someone.
they seem to know us. the guy asks us to go to this place.
when we arive the place has been broken into.
some kind of furniture company...
the place is being looted.
for some reason, I join in!
All of us were taking everything we could...
someone yells out one minuet...
then the cops show up...
Next thing I notice, the cops were all over me..!
all of a sudden, i'm talking to the cops.
I am talking like I was innocent even though I was part of the melle...
My friend and the other huy got hauled off...
yet I drove off in a totally different car and laughing my head off!
Why? Pt 2
Why can't people take responsibility for their actions?
Why do we blame others for our laziness?
Why do we wan't everything handed to us?
Why don't people say please and Thank You anymore?
Why do people think they should automatically be treated as Royalty?
Why do people only talk to others when they are given things?
Why are people so insecure with themselves?
Why are people so blind to the obvious?
Why is it everyone else's fault for our actions?
Why am I going to go lay on the ground and freeze My ass off today?
Ive found myself stuck in my sobriety. Kiinda like when u save up for a car and u finaly get it u dont save for the car any more. One of the reasons i got sober was to show the woman i love that i can change. Well all b dam i changed. Last night at a meeting i realized that i cant stop changing because there is no seal the deal with the woman you love gentleman we have to earn our love from our ladies every day never take them for granted or have stupid expectations from them. Accept that they love you 99 percent and youl work the rest of your life for the remaining one percent and they will love u 110 percent and not tell u they have to want to love you and be with you a piec of paper can be used to wipe your ass with cuz it isnt worth anything if your lady doest love you. so get to work men were waaaaaaaaay behind
Does Anyone Know???
on the site TWITTER,, when someone post from the ""API"" does that mean they still have to log on to their page,,or is it an automated statement????
Tired of giving people what they need.Does anybody notice from these wrists I bleed?The problem is the cuts weren't made by me.They were made by a phantom I can not see.
I push myself day by day dealing with the pain.Yet I deal with issues that drive me insane.I got a family that thinks I'm wrong for following my heart.Meanwhile my man i have not yet found.
I don't know how to take all this judgment.Maybe I'll take too much of one substance.Don't know if I cant take this shit anymore.Maybe I should find out what the end has in store.
Cause I talk like this people think that I'm wrong.But the truth is I don't know where I belong
I Have Just Had It
Are people born with a selfish gene? Are they also born with a lieing one? Because I am seeing so much, even some of the people I thought cared about me, really only care about what they get and that's it. Just because you level to god knows what does not make you some king or queen. I have helped out so many people. As I lay here, with my son in a hospital, my back fractured, and now a fucking tumor...awaiting a trail for someone that tried to kill me, I see no one has really given a fuck to help me or do ANYTHING nice for me unless I do something for them. It seems as if I should be like everyone else and ask for things when I do things for people, because what hurts the most...is after I help...and show how much I care...I get stopped talking to. Look around on your list of friends. See who is mooching off you...and that you help , and thinks deserve it? Only from very few people have I got any type of email about my son...mostly by women. The rest are to busy thinking fubar is some
I Am Tewdope
Someone in my list of shit........had a status that said GO GaTORS!
For an ignasec, I saw "GO GOATSe"
...walk With Me...
It seems i have been down this path so many times...
So many times I pass the same ol' rocks n pebbles n divits in this path...
I have memorized them...
walking this same old path and remembering what I had thought along this path...
But at the same time forgetting why I am on this path...
It seems like a skipping record...
it plays over n over n over again at that very same spot,,,
Wishing I could leave this forsaken path...
wanting what so many have...
needing what they feel...
or is that one of the memories that have been etched into this path...
A solom recording of the self torment I have inflicted on myself...
wondering why I let this continue...
Its beyond my understanding...
Restore My Broken Heart
The wounds have torn me down.. Once i had a heart full of life. But now it lays dead. slowly dieing and withering away.. All the times i have been hurt.. did they all think i would come crawling back to them! No. How could i when all they did was crush my heart and wound me with deep gashes that made it hard for me to trust others.. But is one out there. That can fix me. Restore the peices to a whole new heart. Is she out there somewhere waiting.. How hard it hurts to breath, as if the cold wind steals my breath of life. Can a broken heart be healed after so many wounds of hurt, and all the pain that seems to never end. The problems in me and hurt that i have hid in me for so long have come back and wound me more than i can bear. Dieing my heart is. But hope for some reason remains.. Love out there... Interesting thought.. Can the power of true love of one special person heal the all the pain and wounds of one..
I rmember this days as life had just began. Gazing down upon the ground i look at what is burning now. Feeling no feeling, Numbed to so many things now. What is left to feel i ask. As i look to the darkned grey cloudy sky. Seeing the burning heart slowly becoming ashes. My heart... Tired of being hurt over and over and OVER!!! so i here i am ripping my heart out! and letting it burn to ashes. a sacrifice i am willing to make. Collapsed to my knees i feel the cooled wind brush the ashes on my face and take them away from me, Scattering across the world these ashes will go. Far and lost they will be. Maybe one day someone special will find my ashes and put back my heart again.. For once i feel cold and numbed to the bone as if all the light and life has drained from me. these that were once my heart are still full of sympathy and hope. Maybe just maybe they will be renewed. into me my heart! ashes... looking at once was a burning heart is now a small pile of ash,
Caught by the breezethe wisps of blonde,that softly frame my face,wave at the sparkling of my eyes,and on strawberry lips they trace,The joy of summer sunshine,as it shines down on this place,where sea, and sand,and sunshine meet;converging time and space.Legs akimbo on the sand,and fingers digging deep,I lean back, laughing,on my hands,as the waves lap at my feet.Grains of sand,run through my toes,and tickle as they flow,The laughter fills me up inside,with summer sunshines glow.
Poem By Tammy C.
Life Is Sucked Right Out .
Once was i filled with life in me, having the never ending light and hope run through my veins... But no all there seems to be in me is a slow wilting dieng heart falling apart. No feelings in me. No anger no saddness No nothing. I am jusst here going through life just to go through it now. No caring for much of anything anymore... Is this bad of what i am becoming...?? Becoming distant,, not speaking. Slowly losing mysrelf in silence and solitude.. What is this i ask?? When once was a time when i felt the hope and light sheding through me. But now that i am not caring for me.. I care for others even more than i did before.,., Now i know and i see the truth now.. All along i have been falling into utter darkness of nothing.. But yet i give light and hope to others... where does this come from then i ask?? how can i give so much but have nothing in me.. Its as if somehow, in some odd strang way, life in me has wilted away like a dieng rose that will never come back..
So much pain so much hurt, It all seems to built up into my caged animal. Then when my animal comes out pain comes to others. But yet i am here to help others. and help i do! But why must i have this curse of feelings others pain and knowing what they are going through! people say its my gift! GIFT!! i say no gift, its a curse. Yes i maybe able to help them but i can feel there pain. And i help them. They thank me and compare me to great things in which i am not. My price for this is my animal is becoming numbed to feeling. Now it seems as if i am slowly giving up on hope. Price and pay! And now the damage is starting to show. the scars are beginning to appear now! And now all the pain begans to bleed all again. I am paying my price for not caring for me and regreting on everything that i have done! paid the sacrifice to just help others and not care for me. And paid i am being! But must i continue this dreadfull pay! How can i solve such a burdon. The pain
Where's my reality, I have no actuality. My minds playing tricks on me, telling me things that can not be. Some one pull me out of my mind, I wish there was a way to rewind time. You can't be dead, I need you here. In my dreams you're still here, but in reality you're already gone.
Game Of Life
Hang a right at Fools Boulevardand I’ll meet you on the cornerat the Museum of Failed Ideaswhere you’ll find my resume in the galleryof Exaggeration and Quantification,a collection of career still lifes.It’s an impressive creationof accomplishments and certificationsthat at the momentyou can buy for a song.Once solid real estate,It sits in disrepairon that," Will Never Work Drive"though if you roll the diceyou might land a PhD,2.2 children, and a McMansionin the ‘burbs.Let’s play.
Poem By Tammy C.
Fu Slots Ergent!!!!please Read N Spread Word
AROUND 4 PM PACIFIC TIME ON THE FU SLOTS I HAD OVER 6MIL TOKENS DEDUCTED FROM MY WEEKLY WINNINGS BOARD... AT FIRST I THOUGHT THAT WAS TOO MUCH FOR JUST 1 DAY ...THEN COMES AROUND 5 PM PACIFIC TIME AND I HAD NOTICED THAT MY DAILY LEADER BOARD TOKENS WERE NOT BEING PROPERLY TALLY'D UP... THERE IS ANOTHER PERSON WHO IS IN 2ND SPOT FOR DAILY LEADER BOARD WHO AS WELL WAS PLAYING THE SLOTS AROUND RUFFLY THE SAME TIME I WAS....HER WINNINGS TOO DID NOT MOVE UP LIKE THEY SHOULD...THE AVERAGE DAILY WINNINGS THAT SHOULD BE DEDUCTED FROM OUR WEEKLY LEADER BOARD IS RUFFLY 3.2 MIL N TOKENS..NOT 6MIL IN 1 SHOT... PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THIS SITUATION AND PASS THE WORD ALONG
Anxiety overwhelming sanity Obsession falling from vanity Anger ruling over humanity Depression harnessing my own profanity Repetative actions that cease to quit Agonizing patterns I will not admit Intimate letters of stranded fit Seeking definitions of blank unused wit Reality shattering to keen stabbing shards Insanity and reason rolling dice, playing cards Light retreating as darkness regards Pistols of paranoia sinking deep to hearts reward Sorrow of helplessness twisted to fate Clouded blue eyes of hysteria await Hallucinating scenes of a false soulmate A life of perspective, whom all underrate Desecrate
This love hurtsUncompromising painAccompanied by euphoriaIt's hard to explainUsually writing these poemsHelps me get it off my chestBut my words are lostI'm feeling depressedEveryday my love for you growsWhat was once a lifeless seedNow resembles a roseFlowers need water'lest they wither and dieJust thinking about itMakes me want to cryA petal falls..He loves meAnother petal falls,He loves me not.
Poem by Tammy C.
Internet Dj Rules According To Malice Cooper
Don't mess with djs!!! These are the only rules we have.RULES#1 We have the internet radio air waves. Which isn't really a rule but more of a warning to those that mess with us, in any way shape or form. You can harrass us by phone, you can harrass us in emails. But you won't get on air unless we say so. Think about that before you make rash decisions to take on any dj. Stalkers, and otherwise, beware especially because you make for great dj ranting as we call it. All of us being comedians, are purely making a complete joke out of you and none of us can be taken seriously.#2 You don't mess with Vm (Vic Mendoza-VM Underground Show) cause thats a 6 month long marathon about how you were a jerk, stalker weirdo that searches threw his drawers, mailing him hair or any other offence he sees fit.#3 You don't mess with Malice Cooper, cause I don't need a whole 6 months to verbally tear someone a new one. I can do that in 5 minutes of my show. Its 2 hours long good luck figuring which
The Need To Be Hugged...
My penis is like a retarded little brother, it means well but is ultimately driven by the need to be hugged.
Nine Inch Nails~in This Twilight
Watch the sun,As it crawls across a final timeAnd it feels like,Like it was a friend.It is watching us,And the world we set on fireDo you wonder,If it feels the same?And the sky is filled with lightCan you see it?All the black is really whiteIf you believe itAs your time is running outLet me take away your doubtYou can find a better a placeIn this twilightDust to dust,Ashes in your hair remind meWhat it feels likeAnd I won't feel againNight descendsCould I have been a better personIf I could only do it all againAnd the sky is filled with lightCan you see it?All the black is really whiteIf you believe itAnd the longing that you feelYou know none of this is realYou will find a better a placeIn this twilight
Pfc. Jeffrey Pearsall, 21, from Houston, was waiting outside in the parking lot for Smith. He was talking to his brother on a cell phone when a group of soldiers ran out the door and a window shatteredIt was only then that he heard the gunshots.He pulled his pickup truck forward, then hopped out and helped the wounded into the bed. He loaded as many as he could and sped off to the base hospital.
Army Training At It's Best.
Pfc. Amber Bahr, 19, of Random Lake, Wis., tore up her blouse and used it as a tourniquet on a wounded comrade. It was only later that she realized she'd been shot in the back, the bullet exiting her abdomen.
You Know You're Bella-drunk When....
You attempt to use the bathroom quietly and politely (parents have connection closet to said bathroom) and you smack your head against the wall and it takes 5 minutes to get off the toilet and return to the computer.
And this entry took 3 minutes to write. With decent grammar, punctuation, and everything.
YOU'RE SO JEALOUS.
I lie to myself so I dont go insane wear my fake smile of hidden disdain nights full of tears wet my pillow of fears lie so I dont go insane. I pretend to be happy and let others know I feel little remorse for when I have to go. Death is the way out the only way I see well thats how I see it thats the way for me. Kicking and screaming want it all to end still I wear my smile and still I pretend. Surrounded by peers all through out the day not one word escapes me I have nothing nice to say. I really dont like many people they all just dont care most of them dont even realize people like me are there. Surrounded by people all through out the day dont care what they think or what they have to say. My mind wanders around the thought of my demise how to end it all maybe work out a comprimise of my wanted fall. My mind wanders around the thought of how I want to die. I now sit here writting to you all wondering if I'm good enough planning for my fall. You probably think I'm crazy but
Pop Rocks And Boobies
Hi, Bella here.
It's 2 am, and I just served myself my final drink.
I've drank a half a 5th of Calico Jack rum and root beer. In less than 2 hours.
I'm listening to DJ GroundZero's first show back and everyone is getting a bonus cuz I have a few people watching my drunk ass on cam, attempting to eat pop rocks, running into my own bedroom door, my father checking on me (my parents discourage drinking alone) and BLAMING IT ON FUCKING POP ROCKS. "Daddy, I dropped my pop rocks... everything's okay." "But I heard something go bump." "I hit my head on the desk." "Are you okay?" "yeah, I"m going to bed." and yes, I'm writing this drunk. BE PROUD.
I got autos running and I'm fucked up and I can't feel my fingers but they're still doing what my brain commands them Spike is recording our conversation -- FUCKING BRON JUST BUZZED ME.. FUCK YOU SEXYPIE. -- Anywho... I told Spike to save our convo... I really want him to be staff in GFR cuz that kid is fuckin AWESOME.
I'm so h
All the pain, all the the hurt that i see them going through! Its hard to breath when all i feel is soo empty and hollow.. Just please pain go away and leave me here to rot all alone in this forsaken place.. People i have hurt,, how could ii!! All the times i have pushed the good people away! No more smile.. All now that exist in these eyes is hollownness that does not care for life. Lock me in a cage of hell so i cannot see the light again! For i do not deserve it!! Blame me for all the pain!!! Why do i feel so lost now!! was i once filled with hope!! The blame will add on to theses million scars!!! i scream for the pain to just kill me!! i cant take all this regret and blame!! just goo!! i yell.. I have fallen now!! please goooo!!!!!! The blame eats at me like a animal hungry for blood!!1 no smile now now that lives a lost boy that may never find the light again and die with all the hurt and pain and blame of the fallen now. so goo i yell and forget me! but the
oh moon i worship theeyou make me feel like im freeoh moon your so brightyou light up my night skyoh moon but when you hidei feel torn apart insideoh moon come out to playso i can feel your praiseoh moon where did you go without you i am no moreoh moon please dont disapeari need you so we can be a pairoh moon your back againtogether again we can sinoh moon i worship theeyou make me feel like im freebyBrandon LancasterAKA Moon
Things I Cant Live Without
I just received my order from Sephora and OMG.....
I found the best stuff ever for razor burn and ingrown hairs! It's called the cool fix and it's made by shaveworks. Pricey but sooooo worth it!
kk, done with my total girlie moment now.
Be With You
Monday night, and I feel so low,I count the hours, but they go so slow.I know the sound of your voice, can save my soul.City lights, the streets are gold.Looked down my window to the world below.Move so fast, but it feels so coldAnd I am all alone, Don’t let me die, I’m losing my mind,Baby, just give me a sign.And now that you’re gone, I just wanna be with you.(Be with you)And I can’t go on, I wanna be with you.Wanna be with you..I can’t sleep, I’m up all night.Through these tears, I try to smile.I know, the touch of your hand, can save my life.But don’t let me down, come to me now,I got to be with you some how.And now that you’re gone, I just wanna be with you.(Be with you)And I can’t go on, I wanna be with you.(Be with you)Wanna be with you.Don’t let me down,Come to me now.I got to be with you some how.And now that you’re gone,Who am I without you now?I can’t go on, I just wanna be with you.And now that you&rs
Enrique Iglesias - Ring My Bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Sometimes you love it Sometimes you don't Sometimes you need it and you don't wanna let go.. Sometimes we rush it Sometimes we fall It doesn't matter baby we can take it real slow.. Cause the way that we touch is something that we can't deny And the way that you move oh it makes me feel alive Come on Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. You try to hide it I know you do When all you really want is me to come and get to You move in closer I feel you breathe It's like the world just disappears when you around me oh Cause the way that we touch is something that we can't deny oh yeah And the way that you move oh you make me feel alive so Come on Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. Ring my bell, ring my bells.. I say you want, I say you need I can tell by your face, you know the way it turn
After The Happy Hour
This is the 'after the Happy Hour' blog, that I know everyone is excited to read.
I had a blast and I'm exhausted lol. I was tired before it started & this drained whatever tiny energy I had left.
I leveled! Which is awesome. I got over 6 million points, which I'm happy with. I started with a little over 500k fu-bucks and now I have close to 10 million. Awesome. I screen shot how many requests and messages I received, along with how many tool tips and photo views.
Thank you to everyone who rated me and my family/friends and each other to help me with points. Thank you for the gifts, pimp outs, bombs, & bling.
Special thanks to: RadioXshow for bombing during my HH.
ChiinaWhiite for getting me shitfaced before.
Philemon for buying me auto 11s.
And of course, Rio is Lovely, who made all of this wonderfulness possible.
I appreciate everyone who pimped me out in their status and stayed awake for this.
Okay, so I just read this story. What in the fucking hell is this? What in the world is wrong with people that they would watch such a thing happening and not do something to stop it? Some people simply are not deserving of life...
Please Take This Quiz Send It To My Inbox
Y=Yes N=No Would you? Will you?[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _[_] kiss me?[_] let me kiss you?[_] take me out to dinner?[_] let me drive you somewhere?[_] take a shower with me?[_] buy me a drink?[_] take me home for the night?[_] let me sleep in your bed?[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?[_] let me make you breakfast?[_] help me with homework?[_] tickle me?[_] let me tickle you?[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?[_] get wasted with me?[_] instant message me?[_] greet me in public?[_] hang out with me?[_] bring me around your friends?[_] make out with me?[_] in public?[_] fuck me or get fucked by me?[_] in public?D0 Y0U...[_] think im cute?[_] think im hott?[_] want to kiss me?[_] want to cuddle with me?[_] want to hook up with me?[_] want to live happily ever after with me?AM i...[_] smar
Goodbye to sleep I think this staying up is exactly what I needWell take apart your head Take apart the counting, and the flock it has bred Goodbye to loveWell it's a ride that will push you upRight against the wall Take apart your head Right against the wall Chew it up and swallow it You're brought back but you're running I fell asleep at the inclineI can't shake this little feeling I'll never get anything right Goodbye you liarWell you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything Then you think you will inspire Take apart your headAnd I wish I could inspire Take apart the demon, up in the attic to the left Goodbye my love You're brought back but you're running You wait right here, and they will come and pick you up Let's sleep at the incline I've been on pause, but I'm shaking off the rustI can't shake this tiny feeling I've lost my charge, I've been degaussedI'll never say anything right I'm on my own, I've been degaussedI'll never say anything right I'm on my own Take me,
My New Poem...short
No dreamer could dream the beauty I see in your faceAll the worlds wonders, all in one placeSo soothing your voice, so beautiful your skinI look in your eyes, so this is where life beginsI’m lost in your beauty, but found the reason for living
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset, She's going off about Something that you said, 'Cause she doesn't get your humor Like I do. I'm in my room, It's a typical Tuesday night, I'm listenin' to the kind of music she doesn't like, And she'll never know your story Like I do. But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts. She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers, Dreamin' 'bout the day When you wake up and find That what you're looking for Has been here the whole time. If you could see that I'm the one who understands you, Been here all along so why can't you see, You belong with me. You belong with me. Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans, I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be, Laughing on a park bench Thinking to myself, "Hey isn't this easy" And you've got a smile that Could light up this whole town, I haven't seen it in a while Since she brought you down. You say you're fine, I know you better than that. Hey, whatcha doin' with a g
Quotes I Like
"Take away love, and our earth is a tomb."--Robert Browning
"Like music on the waters is they sweet voice to me."--Lord Byron
"I wished for nothing beyond her smile, and to walk with her thus, hand in hand, along a sun-warmed, flower-bordered path."--Andre Gide
"What I feel for you seems less of earth and more of a cloudless heaven."--Victor Hugo
"Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."--John Keats
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same.
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend. Albert Camus
Life without a friend is death without a witness. Eugene Benge
Work In Progress...eep
PROLOGUE The latch to the window popped open and a dark figure let himself slip inside. His silhouette was framed by the moonlit sky seen through the widow. Slowly he shuffled across the bedrooms floor, avoiding the toys scattered. His movements so quiet, not stirring the child in the car-bed at all. For a moment, perhaps more the figure loomed over the child scrutinizing with his steady eyes... Into the hallway the dark figure went, finding a larger bedroom. The large room was just that. It felt barren compared to the other rooms the dark figure had visited on his travels. There was a lot of vast open space, a bed pressed against the wall in the center of the room. To the right of it was a nightstand with a small desk lamp. All these features just silhouettes but the dark figure knew. After-all, this wasn't his first break-in. If he was to let himself be known that he had visited, it would be deliberate, not some slip up. The dark figure would make no mistakes, rest easy, he ma
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St. Augustine
from the movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin, great movie :)
I can't sleep so I'll be gay and write a blog. I love weekends. I get to spend time with my friends and dirky! Dirk and I are getting a place to gether after the holidays. I'm really excited. This weekend having a party at my brothers house and sunday is corn maze and eagles football game against the cowboys. My bf manda, shaun, dirk and I went to red lobster it was amazing liike always! THan we went and looked at puppies. We are planning to get one soon after we move in to are own place. But nothing is really new just tired and a little stress with school but doing great. All A's so far! *crosses fingers*. Any who goodnight everyone!
I'm not sure if I should keep this. I don't even remember making it. lol.
2 Weeks To Win This Contest!!!
Help i'm in a contest to try to win a cherry bomb. I only have 2 weeks. I need the most comments and rates.
Echoes Of Past.
An iron tinge fills her nostrils as she descends upon the field. old blood...This is what she has been searching for, the place where her ancestors had been slain 700 echoes ago. This is where it all began, and now this is where she would pick it up. She pulls a knife from her boot and slices open her hand, letting crimson pour from her to the earth. As soon as the two make contact, the ground begins to tremble and glow an unhealthy green.
"Al dr barun dai ka!" she cries, as sickly smoke rises up to meet her nostrils, making her eyes water. This place was more tainted than she thought.
Falling Off The Wagon
The other day I fell off the wagon and cut myself several times on my wrist. It has been a few months since I had done it last and can't really pinpoint a reason why I did it. I saw the razor blade and felt a surge of adrenaline that rivals any high I have ever had.
Taking the razor across my wrist, seeing the first tiny drops of blood was like a release. It actually made me smile to see the marks and blood.
I go back to the psychiatrist on the 13th and discuss this episode, the fact my anti depressant makes me feel like I'm just a shell, and my insomnia is in full fucking effect.
Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i feel like screaming but i can't.
Not many people know about this film...and I suppose in good reason.
It's a highly controversial film starring Willam Dafoe.
Just to quickly graze over the plot:
A man and woman (who are not given names...their credited as 'he' and 'she') lose their child in an accident and the woman is stricken by grief.
I shouldn't say more but I will say most of the film takes place in a cabin located in a place called Eden.
One of the main concepts of the film is that nature is Satan's playground, and visually this shows.
Here's the tough part about this...I don't know how I fully feel about the movie. I'm so on the fence about it and I'm afraid to actually recommend it to anyone because they could very well hate me for doing so. So...I think this is the best way to do it...
I dare you to watch Anti-Christ.
It has some absolutely amazing shots. Simply put, their beautiful. On the other hand, it has some scenes that are terrifying, wrong and disgusting.
I'll give it a 7/10.
I'd give it a h
Drag Me To Hell
Sam Raimi? Directing a new horror film?
Oh, what a breath of fresh air this truly is.
Don't get me wrong, I thought the Spiderman films we're fun and well done (fan's may argue about the disappointment from the 3rd film though...Not enough Venom...I know). Sam started to make an impact with these Spiderman films but, many might know where his roots really start.
Got any guesses?*cough*Bruce 'Don't call me Ash' Campbell*cough*EVIL DEAD TRILOGY! Those movies are really the pinnacle of a good B-horror film. Yeah, that sounds strange...good B-horror film but that's just how it is. Anyways, if you're lucky enough to have seen any of these movies you can understand my excitement upon hearing Sam Raimi doing a horror film!
Drag Me To Hell is about Christine Brown, an employee at a loan office who is looking to better herself (and impressing her boyfriends parents) by getting the Assistant Manager position. She's a strong and solid character who has what may be looked at as weaknesses but
Ok, so...I've decided to post some movie reviews in a blog. If you care to read my thoughts on a movie then this is the place to be. I'm open to suggestions and will try to watch as soon as possible. Post your suggestions on this one. Thank you.
You Should Add Me Because Your Hot.
Wait...did they change the blogs back to the way they use to be? Let me try something....
I hope to God they did!!
Anyway, I get back on here and see 3 friend requests. Two of them are blank, auto deny, and one actually has a few sentences. Shock, I know!
So I'm reading it and it's the typical, I'm going to give you way too much information about myself in hopes that you will add me. But at the end of it he added.."You should add me because your hot" [yes I know that it's wrong in the subject..now you know why ;)]
Seriously, why do people do that? Do they think that since they called me hot I'll add them? Do they want to have these so called hot friends to make themselves look better? I really don't get it. It's almost as bad as the guys telling me I have "dick sucking lips". Yes, I've had that said to me. =/
Anyway, just needed to vent. If the blogs are back to normal, I may just cream myself. [prays]
What a crappy day...didn't get much sleep...people just seem to get me all upset and pissed off.
Falling Doesn't Kill You
They say its not the falling that kills you but rather the sudden stopping that does it. In many ways this is true, like its not when the car is spinning uncontrollably that you die, No its the slamming into to telephone pole that make it to where you'll never live again. This verse has always kinda been something to live by for me in my life I've realized every time i fall it inst the fall that hurts, cripples, or even kills me but rather when i suddenly stop....i may not be literally dead, but in the metaphoric sense it kills me evry time. It may not make sense to thoses who actually read this but it does to me... when i fall i fall so hard that I can't honestly say that i can lift myself up because the last time was the hardest. let me put it like this....i fell i landed on cement...just for weeks later when i'm finnally getting myself on solid ground i start falling again...is this the endless cycle of my life? How am i going to be able to stop falling if in the back of my mind i
Billy And Betty
Billy: Yeah. I like the attitude. I like the spit we sling. I like the pendulum swing between strength and vulnerability.
Betty: I disagree with you that our music isn't about a longing for home. Sure - not all our songs are (thank god) but the new album, The Homeward Stretch, is a nod to that good-achy feeling: the exult of leaving, the yearning to return; when coming home again feels like leaving. I think you just have a problem with being viewed as twee and cutesy and want to make your booze-weary man-side known. That reminds me, I bought your birthday present yesterday. Guesses on what it might be?
Billy: No, sorry. Above, I meant I totally agree with you about home. I like how The Homeward Stretch just came together, how we let the theme reveal itself. Of course there is the sense of home, of contentment, of familiarity. The essence of domesticity. But the songs are each a component, an individual part, funny how it all linked up huh? No idea on birthday presents. Uggs? Last yea
Paying For Nsfw Photos
Hello everyone, this is my first blog on here and I wanted to get everyones perspective on this. Guys why do you pay 50-100 dollars for auto 11s or Happy Hours for girls just to look at their tits and girls why do you charge for it? If you wanna post NSFW photos thats fine I enjoy looking at them but never will I pay to see ta-tas that will never ever be rubbed in my face. Guys we have to try to put a stop to this. Just because you bought her a Happy Hour and she lets you see her pics doesnt mean you will ever get a chance to touch them. I am a firm believer in expressing sexuality and for those that are exhibitionists good on you the more the better but can we please cut this having to pay for them. (Remember guys most porn site are only $30 a month.) Feel free to leave comments and let me know your way of seeing things. Also I understand if they are your friend you wanna help them out and try to get them to level but lets be real you probably will never see them in real life and if y
When I Hear Your Voice
When I hear your voiceI forget everything I have in mindI will love u,No matter what people would think or sayYour beautyJust got me so distractedI told I want to see youI want to tell you about what I have in mindWhat is going on?What’s going in my blood?I want to start But I don’t know where or how to startYour beauty just got my thoughts scattered It stole my brainMy day became night,My night turning into day timeIt’s confusing meIs there any one could bring my heart back of your hands?? Just to get it stopped Stopped of beating To kill me!!Because it’s the only way my heart would ever stop loving you It’s when it stop beating and pulsing------------------------W, B: Mr. M***aAt 5:51 am 11/3/2009
Came into my life...a love...of a good friend
Now a good friend I love...
a connisseur of strange..new..and silly
a chef decency and open mind
a mistress of what is pretty and kind...
I hope that dancing is what you do at night
and I hope the smile shines in the daylight
Can't say I thought I would gain so much from someone I dont know...
And yet its wonderful...
A love..of a friend...
So amazing when the universe makes these circles connect..
wonderous is the powers that be
and gratitude for making room in my heart for yet another
You are amazing...you are mom, you daughter
you are life on life's terms...
with no expectations
and that is freedom some days
so continue what you are being
love those that love you
with all that you are
A love.... of a friend
and now a friend that I love!
You're mommys golden rainbow. You're mommys deep blue sea.
You're all I have ever wanted. You mean the world to me.
You wrapped your hand around my finger and smiled your sweet smile.
Right then and there I finally knew that my life is now worth while.
You lift my spirits up each time they start to fade.
You are the greatest gift that God has ever made.
I love to sit and rock you cradled against my chest.
It's moments like these where I know how much I've truly been blessed.
I promise to always protect you and keep you safe from all that harms.
With compassion, hope, and faith and mommys loving arms.
Cuckold As A Fetish
Cuckoldry as a fetish has been around since at least the time of Leopold von Sacher-Masoch (the writer after whom the term Masochism is coined). Sacher-Masoch's wife, Aurora Rümelin, recounts in her memoirs multiple instances of Sacher-Masoch asking, begging and even threatening her to make her cuckold him so he could experience the pain and humiliation of the act. To that end, Sacher-Masoch created multiple opportunities for the adulterous act to occur, none of which were successful. While Rümelin indulged her husband in many of his masochistic requests, due in large part because to her dependence on him to financially support her and her children, she steadfastly refused to cuckold him. Rümelin's refusal to succumb to Sacher-Masoch's cuckolding fantasies was one of the causes of their separation and her subsequent descent into poverty.
The term has acquired additional meanings within certain sub-cultures, referring to couples wherein the female is dominant and she
In Animal Behavior
"Cuckoldry" is also a term used in the study of animal behavior to denote brood parasites, laying their eggs in the nests of other birds. The best-known example is the European Common Cuckoo from which the term derives. The cuckoo egg hatches earlier than the host's, and the cuckoo chick grows faster; in most cases the chick evicts the eggs or young of the host species. The chick has no time to learn this behavior, so it must be an instinct passed on genetically. The mother still feeds the cuckoo chick as if it were her own, the chick's open mouth serving as a sign stimulus for the host to feed it.
If you'd like to be in my November Auction, please read the following:
Buy-in is 75,000 fubux.
All entries must be received by 7am Futime on 11/9 to qualify.
You can consider yourself sold at any point. Just send me a private message telling me who's bid your selling to.
Highest picture rate will receive an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb from me the day the auction ends.
Auction will run from November 9th at 8pm Fu-time to November 19th at 8pm Fu-time.
With the Buy-in amount please write in the message a link to the picture you want me to use and your offers to the highest bidder. Keep in mind, cash bids outweigh all fubux bids.
I am not responsible if the bidder doesn't pay up. The highest bidder has 48 hours to pay the winning bid or the second highest bidder will be declared the winner. You must message in a private message to let me know you have received payment.
History Of The Term (cuckold)
"Cuckold" is derived from the Old French for the Cuckoo bird, "Cocu" with the pejorative suffix -ald. The earliest written use of the Middle English derivation, “cokewold” occurs in 1250. The females of certain varieties of Cuckoo lay their eggs in other bird’s nests, freeing themselves from the need to nurture the eggs to hatching. In medieval Europe, the law, custom, and the church all defined married women as a category of property held by their husbands. Although Christian marriage vows strictly enjoined sexual exclusivity in a marriage for both partners, custom rarely enforced it on the husband (although Catholic doctrine held infidelity by either party to be a mortal sin).
A nuance of the word often overlooked in contemporary usage is that it refers to a man who, like the bird warming the cuckoo’s eggs, is unaware of his victimization. A man who knows and acquiesced, in his wife’s taking of another lover was called a "wittol," itself a derivation from the Middle English for "w
In Australia, Brazil, Germany, Bulgaria, Greece, Italy, Poland, Portugal, Russia, Croatia, Slovenia, Spanish speaking countries and also Arabic speaking countries, "horns" are a metaphor for suffering the infidelity of a partner, not limited to husbands in modern usage. However, the use of the term dates from the Roman empire, since legionaries returning from the war were given horns as a triumph or prize. So, the use of the term is a mockery of the husband, victorious in the battlefield, but defeated in his own bed. The gesture of the horned hand can be used to insult the cuckold.
The Italian equivalent is cornuto, sharing the same exact double entendre with cornuted, asserting both featuring horns and cuckolded. Its use is playful and lightheartedly derisive, with little or no particular efficacy in scorning someone during confrontations as it is lacking earnest damning credentials, potentially leading all parties to a chuckle and smothering the feud at its inception. A pervasive
Popularity Of Cuckolding
When cuckolding is a humiliation fantasy, it works best when the individual with the fantasy believes cuckolding is hopelessly the only choice for their relationship. This may be one of the reasons cuckold fantasy stories sometimes contain the theme that females are genetically predisposed to desire the "alpha-male", prefer men with larger genitalia or that their wives are driven with wild lust.
Cuckolding as a dominant voyeuristic act
While the word origin and most historic accounts define the cuckold husband as being submissive, powerless and/or in need of humiliation to receive stimulation, contemporary practice suggests the possibility of something altogether different. Rather than passively acceeding to the infidelity and desires of an errant wife, this cuckold is more in keeping with the male partners defined in polyamorous, open, or swinging relationships.
In this manifestation, the cuckold is a consummate voyeur who derives great pleasure from seeing his "hot wife" or
Days Go By
Days go by and seem to change every second. Each second being more precious than the first one. Friends come, then they go...someone says I love you, then they have found another. Life has it's turns to where you barely can see...even in the brightest light. Sometimes, you question where to go, what to do..but in the end..there is nothing you can do but try. To everyone that reads this, know I care about every single person that comes into my life...I cherish each of them in different ways. I would give my last dimes to help friends in need...and do all the time. I do not ask for much, just hope to see a smile on their face...even if they truely don't appreciate what is given. I feel good knowing that I am a good person. That my life, no matter how hard it is, is not all horrible. At the end of the day, my soul is pure, and good. And I, wouldn't trade mine, for anything else in the world.
Awww So Sweet ....
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University ..On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air.The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled.Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenage son.As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures turned and walked o
Falling Down Down Down..
So yea.. I called the roller rink and Dominic said he had just hired 4 new people. Sorry. All I ever hear lately is the word sorry. He's sorry, I'm sorry, my life is sorry.
*crawls under a rock*
Many a road have I traveled since last we met, my friend;
Many a lesson haz been hard learned,
Many a Time haz my heart been broken...
You can no longer judge me from my past,
The Truth iz now and it'z changing fast.
Wishing I Was Adopted!!!
I am in the middle of a Great Big FUCKING Family Feud!!!
Since my special needs cousin left his dad and he told us about it...
Now My older brother has taken my fathers family side...
and he isn't even blood to that side, he's my half brother from my mothers side...
I am about to FREAK OUT AND GO ON A KILLING SPREE!!!!
I'm the only one who takes care of my mother...
she now has a heart condition...
I just can't believe what these fuckin assholes are doing to us...
I wish i was neve part of them at all...
Fort Hood Shooting-not Shocked
Hire a fox to watch over a henhouse...
This is what people get for hiring the enemy to be in the US military ranks. I feel bad for the shot people, but srsly, when I saw this on the news, I was like "*sigh* NOT surprised, please tell me something more surprising"
I mean, hiring a practicing Muslim in the US military? This failed govt, and all the rests, should be sued foor doing that shit. Its a joke.
So my birthday is on Friday the 13th. I know I know. But I love it. I am having a birthday on here on the 13th in the VELVET LOUNGE and Having a day out with my friends on saturday. Would love 4 all my friends to stop by and wish me a happy bday. I havent had a good 1 in a while. So come on in to the velvet lounge and party with me on the 13th. it'll be so much fun. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
8pm fu-time, be here!!! My 1st Happy Hour, made possible by the lovely Rio.
Stay up & enjoy Rio's 1st Happy Hour at 10pm fu-time.
Thank you, I appreciate you all!
Transformers - Revenge Of The Fallen
So we all know this was a huge blockbuster movie. I was a huge transformer fan as a kid so the movies have been hard for me to get used too. I finally just let the cartoons go and concentrated on the films. Shia LeBeuf did an excellent job in this chapter. He has just the right amount of comedic timing and action star quality to pull it off. Which is surprising, I thought for sure he wouldn't be able to do it. Like Megan Fox who besides being gorgeous can't act her way out of a paper bag. She makes for good eye candy though.
The plot was hard for me follow at first, partly because my five year old was there. He cried when he thought Optimus Prime was dead. I loved the twins, Skins and Mudflap, no matter what the critics have said about them being racial slurs. They were funny, and they did an excellent job making Bumblebee feel like a person. The crying scene was classic. I also really appreciated the introduction of Jetfire, he was perfect. So overa
Clandestine Euphoria - 2/12/09
After slamming all the doors
And carefully turning the keys in the locks
Until it was no longer a chore
I shut down the funhouse of my emotions
Blocking out every last physical memory, albeit
They were as timeless as the tides of the oceans
Willingly comatosing my way through the halls of monotony
To the dungeon where I obtained a zombie-like consistency
Flash forward to where I stepped unknowingly
Across a threshold into cubic squares of ecstasy
My very own Narnia of tactile sensuality
Brimming with micro-bursts of energy
Compelling both miniscule fuses and mammoth reactors to rupture
Into just the right mixture of pleasure
Held so lovingly in the tiniest of smiles
Be my judge, my jury, my executioner
For I freely accept my sentence as you convict me
With every embrace of your capable hands
Smoothing, carving, rolling, and chipping away at me
This living, breathing sculptured product of desire
Invoking the cry of “More!”
Being Single Sux
Is there really any nice woman left on this earth?? Been burnt yet once again by a so called "Nice Woman" huh huh whatta joke
Scrapper just wrote me back asking me for the link to my hacked account.MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE they will FINALLY take it down
My husband gave me lilies and then informed me he was leaving for Germany tomorrow...why cant men ever do that without it coming with bad news? *sigh*
My kids both got rave reviews at the PT conferences...I may be an epic fuck up but I have good kids
I have a new fan...why do I always get the psycho stalker fatties? Blah
the snow finally melted
I think ferrero Roche chocolates may just be better han sex
I saw a 5 year old with a pacifier yesterday
why cant I shoot the parents of those kids?
Why is it so dead around here lately? Makes me sad I tell ya
I am trying to fin a new obsession to stalk
fuck fuck fuck I am bored
taking the kids to see Christmas carol tonight....I want cotton candy
I hate folding laundry.,.I wanna burn the shit
and oh I want 5 minutes alone with the piece of shit terrorist that hit Ft Hood yesterday
Just What Is Essiac?
Essiac is a blend of herbs used by Canadian nurse Rene Caisse in the 1920’s; while working with a breast cancer patient who did not have the money to pay for medical treatment. Fortunately Rene was acquainted with an Indian “Medicine Man” who believed he could help this patient with his herbal tea. After her recovery, Rene used what later became Essiac on both her mother and her aunt who lived much longer than their doctors had expected.
The original “Medicine Man’s” formula was modified a few times and over next 50 years it helped many other patients believed to be incurable by their doctors. Rene eventually formalized Essiac into a 4 herb formula containing Burdock, Sheep Sorrel, Turkey Rhubarb and Slippery Elm. Unfortunately this blend has never been approved by the AMA or the American Cancer Society; to scientifi cally prove its effects would take millions of dollars and 10 years of research; but over the last 80 years Essiac has had positive re
It’s Ok To Quit
1. Quit arguing with people about the same old foolishness! Respect their position and keep it moving!2. Quit telling people your secrets when you know they are not going to keep them! And if you keep telling them, then quit getting mad when they tell your secrets!3. Quit trying to pull people on your journey who don’t want to travel with you. Either they believe in you and value you... or they don’t!4. Quit complaining about things you can’t and won’t change!5. Quit gossiping about other people! Minding our own business should be a full time job!6. Quit blaming each other for things that in the big picture aren’t going to matter three weeks from now! Talk solutions... and then implement them!7. Quit eating things you know are not good for you! If you can’t quit...eat smaller portions!8. Quit buying things when we know we can’t afford them! If you don’t have self control, then quit going to the stores! Quit charging things, especially whe
Go read myspace to get the facts.
I nailed Doctor Rosenbloom, Cooper Hospital, Our Lady of Lourdes, and medicine on the violation of my Civil Rights and the crime is believe it or not murder.
Should of left it at too dangerous as I asked you to do, rather than, you refuse based on your prejudice. Sucking in Cooper and Lourdes with you.
Keep The Fork!!
Woman and a Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in.Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly.'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply.'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.'The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say.That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked.'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor.The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me th
To BlueTesseract: or are you full of shit and trying to fuck with me?To BlueTesseract: so you are gonna disgrace yourself and your uniform and country?BlueTesseract: well since we invaded them first i'm trying to help improve their morale by seeing a troop in a different light.To BlueTesseract: why did you disgrace yourself, your uniform and your country like that, if any of this is even true?BlueTesseract: i basically handed it over to them on a silver platter. they were all laughing. they tossed me a burrito to eat off the floor and they laughed watching me try to eat it.To BlueTesseract: I won't ever willingly submit to being degraded.BlueTesseract: that's true. i guess that's the difference here. i'm willingly submitting to be their butt. when my face is on the floor and my ass is in the air they entertain themselves by spitting on it, slapping it and making me apologize for being such an ass in the first place.BlueTesseract: i couldn't stop them after they told me to drop
Leaving out for my mothers 4 a few days will be back soon till then have fun & take care, much love 2 you & your's...
PS that is my exhusbands yahoo
To Brad: meet me on yahoo?
Brad: now you can see all my nude pics
To Brad: my yahoo is vincentdicelli@yahoo
Brad: not yet, accept my friend request first
To Brad: lets chat on yahoo..then we can pic share?
Brad: if you accept my friend request you will see
To Brad: would you be willing to prove #3?
Brad: 1. i dont suck dick. 2. i wouldnt let you fuck me. and 3. i have more then 8 inchs
Whoever Said Life Is A Rollercoaster Ride Was Right..
Sooooooo after yesterday's car fiasco happened, life seemed to right itself a little. It was discovered I left the headlights on for over a day (I don't drive often, usually only to school/work) and completely killed the battery. Since this was the first time I have ever done that, my parents weren't too bugged about it. My father went out and bought a new battery for the car and it's working just as before. This made me happy because now I could go to work tonight without relying on rides in the middle of the night. That, coupled with the fact that I didn't fail a midterm AND have the ability to make up points on said midterm, made me even happier. It seems as if today would turn out ok.
But it wasn't to last unfortunately. I got a call from my department head at work, saying that the store was cutting hours again and my shift was one of the ones that was cut. *sigh* This was the only day I was scheduled to work.. and it was a measly 5 hour shift too. I could have used the 40 bucks,
HE HAS CHANGED MY LIFE AND WITH HIM I WANT TO BE.... EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS WONDERFUL.. HE MAKES ME SMILE WITH JUST THE WORDS HE SAYS OR JUST BEING AROUND FOR ME WHEN I NEED A FRIEND... HE IS THE BEST AND I HOPE THAT WITH HIM I CAN BE
A Little Boy's Special Request!
Noah, 5yrs old is in the last stages of a 2.5yr battle with Neuroblastoma Cancer.
The family is celebrating Christmas next week-and Noah's request is to get lots of Christmas cards.