Lost...
uncertainty...
Forgetfulness...
It seems i have been down this path so many times...
So many times I pass the same ol' rocks n pebbles n divits in this path...
I have memorized them...
walking this same old path and remembering what I had thought along this path...
But at the same time forgetting why I am on this path...
It seems like a skipping record...
it plays over n over n over again at that very same spot,,,
Wishing I could leave this forsaken path...
wanting what so many have...
needing what they feel...
or is that one of the memories that have been etched into this path...
A solom recording of the self torment I have inflicted on myself...
wondering why I let this continue...
Its beyond my understanding...
I am afraid...
Afraid,
that if I left this path...
that what little memories I have left will be gone forever...
I am afraid once I am gone...
the memories will be swollowed by the earth and wind...
The path I cut would overgrow with time...
Would I fade away then..?
