Great Idea For Every Car
High-speed chase ends when OnStar halts stolen SUV Stop thief: California carjacking suspect nabbed after GM's OnStar halts fleeing SUV By Tom Krisher, AP Auto Writer On 6:35 pm EDT, Monday October 19, 2009   Buzz up! 34 Print DETROIT (AP) -- When two Visalia, Calif., police officers swung their cruisers behind a sport utility vehicle that had been carjacked at gunpoint early Sunday, they prepared for a dangerous high-speed chase. The 2009 Chevrolet Tahoe roared away with officers in pursuit, but shortly after the suspect made a right turn, operators at General Motors Co.'s OnStar service sent a command that electronically disabled the gas pedal and the SUV gradually came to a halt. The flustered thief got out and ran, but was quickly nabbed after he climbed several fences and fell into a backyard swimming pool, police said. It was the first time since OnStar began offering the service in the 2009 model year that it was used to end a chas

Quick Update...
My school schedule plus kids has me busy from 6:30am to 7 or 8pm.  I'll be on more now that I'm getting accustomed to being in school plus changes in medication. I was feeling light headed and tired, my blood pressure was up so I saw my doctor and he gave me samples of Benicar HCT.  He informed me it was the same thing I had been taking but it had an added diuretic.  I was feeling the same days later, checked my bp, it was fine.  I told my dr I started taking my bp med at night because I was feeling so tired during the day and thought it might be responsible, he said no and told me to take it in the morning.  He decided on blood tests to check for diabetes. All last week, which incidentally was my first week of school, I had symptoms of being diabetic, I even got sick after eating simple carbs or sugar.  While visiting my mom she checked my blood sugar after eating and it was in the high 200's..normal is 125 or less.  So I not only braced myself for a future as a diabetic but started

Herbs I Like
www.BOIRON.com   Arnica montana Trauma, Bruises, Muscle Soreness Common name: Leopard's bane   Graphites Helps reduce scars Common name: Graphite   Symphytum officinale Promotes healing of bone trauma Common name: Comfrey   Staphysagria Promotes healing of surgical wounds Common name: Stavesacre  

A New Role In Lotro
MDB.com today broke the news that David Wenham will likely star in directed by Sam Ramie’s the film version where the role of Alsace. David Wenham from Australia, New South Wales, have been in the "Lord of the Rings Online cd key," which starred in the role of Farmer, and participating in the exercise been Frank Miller film "300" and "Van Helsingr." The origin and the real degree of speculation have not yet been confirmed. As early as 2007, the Lord of the rings online Game card version to determine when, Blizzard has announced that the role of Alsace Prince will not appear in the film version of them, but we all know Blizzard is a good game is its constant production of company, so on Alsace will appear on the big screen, we do not have to worry too much. On 2007 on Blossom, Blizzard has stated that the story targeted at the Alliance camp, but Chris Mertzon said one of a coalition party's roles will be very out of color. Not long ago, according to director Sam Ramie introduce th

The Leo Sex Horoscope And How To Sexually Please Leo
So, let's take a look now at the individual positions of Mars and Venus, starting with the female horoscopes. Gender Mars Venus Description Sun in LEO Femalehoroscope Mars in fire Venus in fire excessive sexual desires, extramarital affairs, instant-sex, loves visualizations, passionate, love at first sight, indiscreet, wants to be amused and entertained(!), enthusiasm, supportive family, quite blunt, wants a sports-minded partner, gorgeous with venus and mars in Leo, nearly always has children Venus in earth wants to be amused and entertained (!), sensual, loves physical beauty and luxury, materialistic, money through marriage, social, exhibitionism, multiple marriages, traumatic events re parents/family Venus in water wants to be amused and entertained (!), domestic, the atmosphere, ambience and surroundings are extremely important (!), tumultuous affairs, strong desire for love, sensual, well-liked, loves dancing, lover/partner has sex aff

Compatibility Of Leo
Compatibility of Leo the sign of the Zodiac Leo are born between July 23rd and August 23rd Leo and Scorpio love compatibility There will be an instant mutual sexual attraction, equal in force between them. But Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Intense, smoldering Scorpio is on a too short fuse, while Leo is much more buoyant. These two very strong willed individuals generally create some rather stormy moments. Generally in such relationships there will be no "romanticism", but these two are capable of sensual loving and good, long partnership. Leo and Virgo love compatibility Here is a good chance for a happy partnership. Magnanimous Leo will overlook Virgo's tendency to be critical, while Virgo will take pride in Leo's accomplishments, good humor, and lovable nature. Virgo will bring in that couple's sexual life large amount of emotional heat and understanding. Leo will respect Virgo's clever and alert mentality. Virgo will try to

Ever Growing Darkness
so small  the light that pasts the walls anymore, no longer the darkness stands out for now it has became the surroundings, pain is most plentiful and fully enjoyed, marks on the walls are not those of signs for help but rather signs of comfort. each new breath welcomes the shadows ahh yes  they are coming  it is time to become them

Bls Storie..sdmf 4 Life...
Ok yall know I love to write stories so here is my bls storie lol..     I am ready to go put some cunts IN THIS RIVER, because they should of killed me when they had the chance. SDMF BLOOD IS THINKER THAN WATER.! If anyone shall ever fuck with the family there is going to be a  SUICIDE MASSIAH. Were never BORN TO LOSE, its a CONCRETE JUNGLE up in this mother fucker. Others should of been STILL BORN because they worship a COUNTERFIT GOD. I am going to take THE BLESSED HELLRIDE to THE HOUSE OF DOOM because i am BOARD TO TEARS. So the moral of this storie is lets FIRE IT UP!!     by dee oct 19 2009..

Hear New Music Artists
With all the different music genres and artists out there is it any wonder you can’t hear most of them on terrestrial radio. Your favorite radio station plays only a limited number of songs and artist because of their limited vision. Well, now that internet radio has taken hold in the entertainment market place, you can hear artists you will never hear on the “radio.” what that mean is internet radio gives a platform to most if not all new artists and their music. Read about it at Radio And Internet Newsletter (RAIN). http://textpattern.kurthanson.com/ BlastFM is one of those stations that give you artists heard no where else. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Birth Sign
I'm a PISCES   LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. *5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.   SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. *15 years of bad luck if you do not repost   SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not repost    THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19)

Ppl I Leveled For G Levelers
      This  is the ppl i leveled today     jwk5337@ fubar ♥ ♥  Janice ♥ ♥@ fubar  Lividwasteland@ fubar LilSmily09@ fubar  RexZombie@ fubar          October 22th 2009 ppl tp level NOTE IF U ARE IN MY BFFS FAMILY CONTACT HIM G LEVELERS ONLY N HAVE HIM LINK YOU TO MY BLOG  HE KNOWS U ALL BETTER THAN I DO! THANKS LINS       armyguy5050@ fubar Munchkin@ fubar spartan92@ fubar jle672@ fuba

Oh Sh&t
We'll I dont have mumms , status or a online icon and im kinda slowly disapearing from fubar. So if you want you can add me to your myspace  just   look for  Meowzette   myspace.com/meowzette

Fake Sunshine?!
New Blog!!! http://www.fubar.com/blog/207243/1074969

Fake Sunshine
Fubar Profile Link: http://www.fubar.com/2931246

Heavy Metal Pussy Cats! Metallicats! : Key Of Awesome W/ Mark Douglas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAfpq6EPKck

Starting Today -
I would like to try and send alittle something sweet out everyday to my new found friends, in hopes of sharing something sweet and maybe give you inspiration and hope.I know that everyday I cant, But please know your all thought about. What I have realized I need to change most is my idea of how unimportant I am; how little I impact the larger world. I believed that those little things might be nice but weren't that important. My heart knows differently. I may not be able to stop a war or feed the hungry masses but I can say thank you. I can make a difference in one person's life by taking the time to smile at a stranger, send a comment to a friend, or do any of the little things my heart asks me to do. Change is often about taking a risk. Writing this blog is that kind of risk. Maybe I don't have anything to say that rates as important but then again maybe it isn't what I say that is important but that I am willing to say it. So instead of writing pages and pages of thoughts that

He Is,...
he is the key that unlocks my heart, he is the hug that is warmer than any other,The heart that melts me,The butter that makes it sweeter,The love I had always dreamed,If this is real,{IT IS} Its a lovestory,what is next?for this is happily ever after.   sweet&kinky copyright 10-18-2009

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Bottle Top!
Ever see a comercial of a product that's either an interesting idea and yet you can't help but laugh?     BOY OH BOY DID THIS TICKLE MY FANCY!

Throat Punch
  I don't know who I want to throat punch first: RR or Sho.   RR bet Sho she couldn't be helpful and nice in every MuMM for 24 hours or some bullshit (check in her pics for the SS of it.) It's getting ridiculous!! She is actually HELPING people! WTF??     STOP IT ALREADY!!!!   /rant

Illiteracy Is Cool?
Events that have taken place in the last several weeks have got me to thinking. However, There is just one thing I cannot figure out. This is in reference to no specific individual, just something that I have noticed over the years. I know what my personal opinions of it are. I was just curious as to what others may think. I am sure most if not all of you have seen me busting some poor schmucks balls in the MuMMs for his/her lack of attempting to spell, punctuate and using just basic grammar rules. My personal take on it is, the majority of this behavior is usually done for two different reasons. The first reason being that the person is an actual idiot and too stupid to even try to do things the proper way. The other reason is that the person is just too damned lazy to even attempt to do anything correctly. Typical misspellings, I can forgive as shit happens. I see the English language slowly eroding away to shit. I mean when they are adding made up shit from Rachael Ray t

Let Me Tell You Something
  Leeds was sunny and I love autumn, isn’t that something? The drive through Ilkley and Skipton and all across that area with the trees and foliage turning bright gold to vivacious red was awesome. That’s officially me getting old, I am a leaf peeper! But I have to say the Midlands countryside is just stunning to see at this time of year, and Leeds looks so quaint, who knew it was hotbed for terrorists? It looks so peaceful and nice as well!   As I was walking through sunny scary hotbed of terror that is Leeds, I sat by the little river and took in the view. A man approached wearing inappropriately short shorts, you know what I mean, over 40s mens shorts should be below knee, under 20s men shorts can be showing some clam if they want, they are young and their skin still fits them. This man was in his 50s and was grossly over weight, the shorts were disgustingly tight, and I couldn’t stop staring at his crotch which is disturbing to say the least.   Of course sag

Always Remember To Brush Your Teeth After Smoking Crack
I seen this and had to share it - enjoy! ROTFL! Always remember to brush your teeth after smoking crack Choder I stayed at work late yesterday to finish up a few projects. The newest new girl asked why I always wear headphones. At first I played nice and told her I stream Sirius and some of the comedy stuff is NSFW, but then she said she thought it was because of people yelling across the office. The office manager came out, and I made a comment about how a lot of it was to tune out the ol’ stink behind me, and everyone had a chuckle and agreed she’s way too loud. On my way out, I noticed she made some additions to her pantry, most notably a toothbrush, and an aquarium-patterned dixie cup sealed with packing tape. I didn’t have time to investigate then, but since I knew I’d be in before her today, I ninja-pic’d some evidence. And listen, I know some people are weird and brush their teeth at work. That doesn’t make it normal. And

Rally!!
Rally to save Michigan Film Incentive! Monday Oct 26 @ 7pm The Crofoot Ballroom Pontiac, MI FREE!! Join supporters and members of Michigan's Film Industry as they Rally to preserve the Michigan Film, Television, and Video Game Incentives.     

Feds Issue New Medical Marijuana Policy
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091019/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/us_medical_marijuana By DEVLIN BARRETT, Associated Press Writer Devlin Barrett, Associated Press Writer – Mon Oct 19, 1:07 pm ET WASHINGTON – Pot-smoking patients or their sanctioned suppliers should not be targeted for federal prosecution in states that allow medical marijuana, prosecutors were told Monday in a new policy memo issued by the Justice Department. Under the policy spelled out in a three-page legal memo, federal prosecutors are being told it is not a good use of their time to arrest people who use or provide medical marijuana in strict compliance with state law. The guidelines issued by the department do, however, make it clear that federal agents will go after people whose marijuana distribution goes beyond what is permitted under state law or use medical marijuana as a cover for other crimes. The memo advises prosecutors they "should not focus federal resources in your states on individuals whos

*cough* *sniffle* *snort*
So. I'm home dressed up in layers like a hobo, making a used tissue pyramid and coughing like an aged alcoholic. I had coughing and a runny nose all week, but the fever just hit me today. The lack of sleep the past couple of days,  the smoking and not that many juices might have had a slight part to play. Might. I admit to nothing. As such I'm sipping lemon tea with honey and imagining what kind of kingdom would have used tissue pyramids... Furthermore I have no idea why I'm writing about it. Must be the fever talking. Also to warm my feet the only thing I could find were a pair of slippers (might be the wrong name) shaped like sheep with hearts on them and. yes I kid you not, pierced ears. With silver earings. No. They are not mine. Seriously. I'd rather batter my head repeatedly against the wall and plunge my head in a barrel of napalm than buy such a thing. They do keep my feet warm though. The bastards. I have locked the door in fear of someone seeing me in them or eve

Mom
Mom went to the lung Doc today. They told her and my oldest sister it was either lung cancer or an infection.  They are going back in Feb to have another CAT scan and if it has grown they will do a biopsy. Her chances for cancer are high since her younger sister died of lung cancer. Maybe it's just me,but I don't get the waiting thing. Why not check it now and not months down the line?  There will be no treatment for it,because she is to frail to survive that,but waiting makes no sense to me. Not my choice and I respect that.

Linking Monopoly, Numb3rs, Ot3p
I am playing Monopoly with a vast number of other North American citizens, which means I have an opportunity to give my change to the Ronald McDonald House charity practically daily. I have never seen the television show Numb3rs, but I am told it is very interesting, and since I lose my glasses like Velma, the precept of crime solving mystery shows is fitting. Ot3p FREAKING ROCKS!!!! I was never in to female lead singers in a hard core band and I was just about to ask my husband to get me off the sidelines of the mosh pit (my favorite place to stand, close enough to get the energy, far enough back to not get head butted) when I heard this most lovely primal, deep roar, then a lighter female voice and all of a sudden I put two and two together and realized that the roar came from the woman - who liked hats. Win Win. Perhaps you too are playing Monopoly. Here are your odds: One in Six chance of winning a food item. Here is the list of items that odds are you will NOT get: 8 - Twenty

Make You Think Of Anything?
I remember when... When you used to look at me like you do him. We used to talk all the time. We couldn't get enough of each other. My heart leaped when I talked to you. You were even in my dreams. Now..I rarely see you except in my nightmares. Your voice is distant, your eyes are dead. Carrying on a short civil conversation is like pulling teeth through my anus, I can't wait until you shut your fucking mouth and let me be on my way. I remember when... You used to make me laugh, and you laughed at all my stupid jokes. Life was carefree and you made me a better person. Now...you make me cringe, and you sneer at everything I say. Life is tedius and you make me a bitter person. I remember when... I couldn't wait to touch you. To hold you, run my fingers through your hair. To kiss your soft lips, and caress your flesh. Now...I ache to be out of your reach. Touching you is atrocious, your hair is an oily knotted mess. Your skin is dry and flaky, your lips are like an oversunned tuna. S

Random/weird Facts About Mz. Iowa!
I was really bored....lol1. I cannot eat a waffle without peanut butter. Period. Pancakes I like peanut butter on too, but I don't need peanut butter. Waffles, there's just no go without it. Yes, I put syrup on them too, and yes, they're amazing. Don't scrunch your nose at me until you've tried it. And don't pick a goofy kind of waffles like chocolate chip or blueberry. Then yeah, that sounds gross lol2. One of my favorite snack foods that I don't eat very often, I call my "swimmer food." When I was in high school, I hung out with the swim team pretty often because I was a swimmer most of my life, and I was dating a guy on the swim team. My best friend and I used to stay after school in the pool area doing homework and watch our boyfriends practice. And we'd get a bag of cheetos and peanut butter M&Ms and mix them together like chex mix, and get a Mountain Dew. I rarely eat it, once in a while it creeps up on me, but I always ate it during swim season, thus why I call it my "swimmer fo

Back To The Weightroom.
      Back into the weightroom. Don't feel strong, gotta get strong, so it's back to the weightroom. Nothing fancy mostly the 3 major compound movements, lat pulldowns or pullups, some type of rows, crunchs and a little cardio I'll post my max every 3 months for the 3 major compound movements; bench, ATG squats and deadlifts First entry: Bench - I pushed my covers off of me this morning. Felt good afterwards and my form was good. Deadlift - Lifted my dead ass out of bed. Kinda shaky until coffee intake was acheived. ATG squat - I was only able to squat to toilet level this morning. Lots of power though and very smooth movements. See ya in 3 months!  

Too Skinny
So I took my son to the doctor today for his 3 month med check...well, he's under weight...the doc wants him to gain about 8 or 9 lbs....otherwise she may end the meds that he's taking...and I don't want that because they really help him maintain his focus...so I have to try and fatten him up in the next 2 months....her only suggestion was to use whole milk with chocolate syrup....anyone else have any tips? I could google it but ya know...my friends always have awesome advice.

User Box For Fumafia Meeting Rooms
I gotta say, you guys are making this place rock.. I just have one small request though.. is there a way you could modify the "My Turf" meeting room so you could see who all is in the room similar to how it works in the lounge?that would be awesome, so we would know who all is in the room!Thanks, Much Love-Your Name Here   Please Copy/Paste and send to scrapper or BabyJesus

December 07
December.. December, month of blood loss (see my blog 56 Days) County Code Violations, Sun Tans, and fire pits.           So I get home and see these two pieces of paper on the door. I walk up looking at them thinkin 'Somebody is gonna be in for a surprise' because I think it's a summons for someone that doesn't even live here. No It's a compliance order from the county code enforcement. Yeah, I was surprised. It's cold, it's December, this is going to suck.           Behind the house is what can only be described as, and has been affectionately nicknamed, THE JUNGLE. In that over six foot tall tangle of growth, somewhere, are several tables, five chairs, a swing set, a patio couch, a former indoor couch, various yard tools, lots of dieing lumber, several small trees, a fire pit, and probably a lost pigmy tribe. (Something riles up the dog, and plays with the dog, and sometimes we swear we hear drums, though that could just be the neighbors stereo) Not to mention that there are

Can't Sleep....?
  Sleeping pill. Make sure you don't overdose.   -REL

Prisoners
They’re many lost souls in prisons and, in jail. So many of them are forgotten and, lonely.  Their heart are broken.  We don’t see all the pain they have buried inside. Some prisoners feel hopeless and, empty. We don’t see the stuff they go through everyday. They have no one to talk to. Some of them wake up nightmares. The light in their soul slowly grow dim. Some lose their will to live. Some are always fighting to stay alive. Most feel like giving up because, everyone has given up on them. They change while they’re there. Some of their heart become stone. So many of us judge and, criticize them. Yet we don’t why they’re there, or what caused them to do a certain thing. We forget all of us are God’s children. We don’t know how or, why they strayed away.  Some feel like they’re all alone. Where they’re it’s very violent. Some act out because they feel like they have nothing lose. Still others wait for the death bed, slow

As The Lord Commanded Moses
“And of the blue, and purple, and scarlet, they made clothes of service, to do service in the holy place, and made the holy garments for Aaron, as the LORD commanded Moses.”  Although Bezaleel the master craftsman isn’t mentioned by name in the thirty-ninth chapter of Exodus, it’s a fact that he, Aholiab, and all the people commissioned by the LORD to make the tabernacle and all its furnishings through Moses are still working hard at the base of mount Sinai.  Even the people called upon to serve the LORD in the tabernacle, the priests – beginning with Moses’ older brother Aaron and continuing through his family line – and the Levites – meriting service in the tabernacle due to their standing with Moses against the worshipers of the molten calf in chapter thirty-two and reinforced in chapter thirty-eight – have to look the LORD’s best as He directs. Chapter thirty-nine’s description of the priestly vestments or wear mirr

Unknown Title
The chest seems to tighten The eyes seem to burn Something within us urns Life is stressful Love is chaotic Yet something about you is hypnotic I'm there for you You're there for me So how can nobody really see I hold you up You never let me down Oh how I hate to see you frown Juggle the problems Juggle your life How can there be so much strife Give me your hand Come let us stand Together we deal Together we seal My heart to yours Your heart to mine What we have is all divine I'll never let you fall You'll never be alone This is love Love is what I've shown

Money For Nothing...
Some of you already know this, but for those who don't: I partly support myself financially from rental income. Yeah, I'm a landlord. This is NOT a job, it's money for nothing (well, if you discount the mortgages I'm still paying off on some of my properties it is). It is, however, a pain in the arse sometimes. For example, I employ a handyman to look after my properties. If he can't fix something he has the authority to call an expert from a list of plumbers, electricians, joiners, etc, that I provide him with. My tenants are told that if anything goes wrong with the fabric of their place, or the fixtures and fittings, etc, that they should call him. They're also told that they should only contact me with regards to their ability to pay rent. Yet, I still get calls about fucked up plumbing, electrics, etc, when all I can really do about it is to call my handyman dude and get him to call the tenant. But, let's be realistic. That isn't work. Far from it. Anyway, to get to the reason f

We Are All Beautiful - Amen
Amen - so be it. 

Tappin' That Ass In Iambic Pentameter
Just because Alix challenged me to do this awhile back - The deep thought here is what if introductory emails on Fubar were required to be in iambic pentameter?  The content and tone don't change - just the rhyme and meter. Yo Girl, I want to tap and smack that ass You look so fine and tittilicious lass Like steel, my peen is true, my peen is tall For real, I want to screw, you'll take it all This pretty much made my brain hurt and I think I fucked up the meter.  But you get the point.  Reply in rhyme, if you will.

Touch
Touch your soul In the shine of your eyes Lies the key to my dreams The warmth of your smile Keeps my heart in its seems   I wish that I could return All that you make me feel Even if I could only send part back Your life would be over filled with zeal   To many days I do not have the words So many hours go by without your voice Time drags on when you are not in touch I wish in my feelings I had a choice   I dream that I could warm you heart To make your smiles endless would be a great goal Make your days shine with happiness To reach out and bring a smile to your soul

No Real Name
Steel Grey eyes like the storm above Hold so much force and power One swift move or slight glance Feels better than a hot shower   A sweet smile that is relaxing Truly calms ones feelings Full cheek and lips That can bring about sweet dealings   Soft vibrant hair That loves to dance in the wind Watching its sweet dance Makes thoughts slip one’s mind   A relaxing joyful voice Makes the heart leap with joy So soothing and warm It is truly better than any toy   So much is unknown Yet everything seems so devine At times it is to speak Though I truly wish you were mine.

Poll Being Done.
1. How old are you? 2. What is your sexual orientation?   3. Have you ever given somone oral sex? 4. Have you ever received oral sex? 5. How many sexual partners have you had?

Touch Your Soul
In the shine of your eyes Lies the key to my dreams The warmth of your smile Keeps my heart in its seems   I wish that I could return All that you make me feel Even if I could only send part back Your life would be over filled with zeal   To many days I do not have the words So many hours go by without your voice Time drags on when you are not in touch I wish in my feelings I had a choice   I dream that I could warm you heart To make your smiles endless would be a great goal Make your days shine with happiness To reach out and bring a smile to your soul

The Walk
  Into the darkness they walk two souls looking for shelter not knowing where they are going not knowing where they have been looking across the endless darkness, in search of a light to bring home never traceing the steps back always looking, but more hoping trying to find a way through the darkness a way to safety a way to show what they can give so many places they have seen many people they have touched Yet never once be touched back the way they have touched others looking for the path they once knew yet have never found again hoping that they meet one day, and can show what they feel Wondering along, hoping that day is soon.

Grey
  The grey and dark have come. Her cold touch fills the air. Into the newness January stands alone. Seeking to touch those with out care.   The softness of her voice cools all that can hear. Her chill bears down deep on toughts around. Gloom, is seen for miles. For her heart can not be bound.   Everything has gone past the point of old. In her eyes, you can see hope of a new. Hope and trust try to push on. Yet even the frost kills her dew.   Lot of things still hang in the balance. Hope and luck are in there fight. Fear, sorrow and cold strike hoping to prevail. Both sides wage at each other with all there might.   Eternal is the feeling. Long are the nights. Warmth seams to be to far away. One hopes they can survive the fright.

Thinking About The Past
ive been thinking alot about this past year and i find myself feeling really sad and lonely...mostly for old friends that i no longer have. yea i shouldnt think about it but i cant help it, desparately tryin to hang on to happier times long gone and it hurts. i long for the ppl i lost, how can i say im sorry and lets forgive and forget? i wish to so much but they dont, of course there is nothing i can do about it but i wish there was.. why do i have to do this to myself? i wish i had an answer but i dont. my memories are all ihave left and they are so painful..... i just want my friend back i miss him so much. :(

Never Again...
Never again will you hold power over me.. Never again, will you hold my heart in your hands. For I am.. Whole again. I have you to thank... for making me strong as I am. You won't ever know me again. For I am.. whole again.   Never again will you judge me... Never again, will you hurt me.. For I am done picking up the pieces. You know I am better off w/o you.. For I am... whole again.   You gave me the chance at life again.. You gave me strength.. I forgot I had. for I am... whole w/o you!   Never again.. will you get this chance.. to shatter what isn't yours.   ~~* (h) Lifes moments are too precious to waste on you (h) &~~ {{Just randomness at thought}}