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Final Resolution
Final Resolution Oh, take some other man, be at your leisure That the fruits of life you might more readily enjoy; And blossom in your spring, yet reaping flowers Erst the snow collects me when the rose still blooms for you. Feel no regret as you behold the wake Forget remorse as I fade from view, Know no loss in what you must forsake While God and Nature take me far from you. I would have tarried one more hour, A day, a week, a month just to be at your side, But the heat will follow summer's ev'ry shower My dissolution comes across the years, I cannot hide. This old heart aches and breaks and wishes for a dream, Where you and I could be as one, But I am neither fool nor madman Lucid reality has us all undone. But feel no grief when I'm not with you, And do not cry when I no longer ramble on; there are years that were meant just for you, And I'm not made to see the dawn. I had my time, I laughed, I frolick

Paying To See Pics
Ok guys, and gals....I'm looking for more feedback..... I've noticed during my time in Fu land that most of the girls have progressed to asking for bling packs or fubucks or whatever to see pics. I however will never stoop to that level. If i'm going to ask for payment of anykind, I want it to be the real green!!! LOL Anyways, my questions are simple.... Would u or have u paid any price to see NSFW pics? If so, was it worth it??? Is there any one woman out there that you would not hesitate to pay to see, celebrities included....lol And knowing that ur paying to see these pics, just like a porn site or buying a playboy/hustler, do u have certain expectations of what ur going to see? To me I'd be expecting to see the whole 9 yards....but hey, i'm selfish and greedy like that :) Now the most important question of all, to me at least......when u pay to see a chic's pics, do u have less respect for her cuz obviously she has very little for herself. Pls, leave any and all co

My Sweet Witch
I had a very close friend on here. From the moment we met we instantly bonded. She was a great writer, among other things. Since she has passed, I still often visit her site, as she always promised me she would never delete it. It is increasingly harder this year for some reason for me to go to her profile, but I still do and always will. She was such a dynamic force in my life. I just thought I'd share with you all since I do have many connotations to her on my profile in different places. Her name here is Amawitch, her real name is Christa. I love her. I miss the days when people here, her included, used to blog a lot, and she was one who used to ask me to critique her work and edit it grammatically for her. She wrote a book, which I was blessed enough to be involved with. She suffered horribly with afflictions physical while on this earth. From her spirit, you would NEVER know. She is my kind of people, and one of the reasons I hang on here at this site. I just want to publicly th

Psychoanalisis Of The Fubar Mind Game
Well call me old fashioned...but its sad 2 see a place like fubar fall in2 this pit of ignorance and chaos. First U have to understand, I come from the dayz of the net when U used it 2 reach out 2 people and not purposefully try 2 hurt them. Secondly, U also have to understand how Fubar got its start. Fubar started as Lost Cherry, then changed to CherryTap. When I joined waz during the CherryTap era. During this period it waz A LOT of fun. The whole point back then waz 2 come online and send gifts and see who uploaded new photoz, blogz, mummz, bulletinz and basically just keep intouch and stay updated with what waz going on with your "budz in the bar". Yes ofcourse U still had your rednecks and Sluts, but it waznt az prominent as now. The overall class of people on here waz a lot different and the site waz generally just a lot friendlier. And yeah the lounges use to always be FULL!!!! (It should be noted that a lot of my good friendz who were on here during thoze dayz have since lef

Highlight Of Life
Every people come to the world, they all want to have an exciting life. I think life should be exciting, if not, it has no passion. But not every people make the dream come true, after all, a part of the people can control the world, most of the people are controlled. At one time or another, I always want to become the person who can have power to manage my life, but at the moment, fade life is true, it is always happiness. In the virtual world, I like quiet. I do not like noisy. Therefore, when the other people play together, make jokes together, buy Aion CD Key together. I always stay in the corner. They all think that I am lonely. But in my mind, I do not care that. Because of that it is my world. I have my own sky; no one can come into it, but when I meet her, as if she opens the window. She is an optimistic girl, when we together, she will say a lot, as if she will not to finish speaking. Most of the time, I listen to her quietly. Since I recognize her, I feel that I become more a

A New Role In Lotro
MDB.com today broke the news that David Wenham will likely star in directed by Sam Ramie’s the film version where the role of Alsace. David Wenham from Australia, New South Wales, have been in the "Lord of the Rings Online cd key," which starred in the role of Farmer, and participating in the exercise been Frank Miller film "300" and "Van Helsingr." The origin and the real degree of speculation have not yet been confirmed. As early as 2007, the Lord of the rings online Game card version to determine when, Blizzard has announced that the role of Alsace Prince will not appear in the film version of them, but we all know Blizzard is a good game is its constant production of company, so on Alsace will appear on the big screen, we do not have to worry too much. On 2007 on Blossom, Blizzard has stated that the story targeted at the Alliance camp, but Chris Mertzon said one of a coalition party's roles will be very out of color. Not long ago, according to director Sam Ramie introduce th

Heh.
the first person to guess what the following ppl have in common gets a bat, pumpkin bling, or pink ribbon bling (their choice): carefully corrupted perrrty caralina naughty & precious stang PM me w/ your answer. you can enter as many times as you'd like. send it in PM form, NOT gift form. be back tomorrow. 'nite! p.s.: i will be updating my apartment blog tomorrow, lots of news. it's easier than typing/texting it all to everyone who keeps asking.

Ryhme Theme Number 1
like everyone else my problems circle all around, there's no escape or exit from this town. How can I find happiness if everyone beats me down? Pretty soon I'll have no choice but to frown while everyone else listens for the sound of the warden walking slowly through the pound. I'm stuck in the bleachers when I have the skills to be on the field. Searching through the lies I only want to find something real and use all my senses to their full potential to feel. Unfortunately my batting average is low, I guess I spent to much time smoking the dro. It's such a sad state for the ultra pro. I wonder if I'm still metal or still have what it takes, I want to pull through with everything at stake. I want to fast forward or rewind to my life on the lake. Back then everything was simple and good and evil could be found in a pimple. Back then the hardest thing I had to do was learn to bake a cake. Fast forward to now and I'm flipping all over like I've got a world to create. Some call it a god c

Dmx - Prayer Iii Lyrics
Let us pray Lord Jesus it is you, who wakes me up every day And I am forever grateful for your love.. .. this is why I pray You let me touch so many people, and it's all for the good I influenced so many children, I never thought that I would And I couldn't take credit for the love they get because it all comes from you Lord; I'm just the one that's givin it And when it seems like the pressure gets to be too much I take time out and pray, and ask that you be my crutch Lord I am not perfect by a longshot -- I confess to you daily But I work harder everyday, and I hope that you hear me In my heart I mean well, but if you'll help me to grow then what I have in my heart, will begin to show And when I get goin, I'm not lookin back for NOTHIN Cause I will know where I'm headed, cause I'm so tired of the sufferin I stand before you, a weakened version of, your reflection Beggin for direction, for my soul needs resurrection I don't deserve what you've given me, but you never took it from me be

Why Trade Penny Stocks?
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Yadda Yadda
Yadda yadda yadda....yeah thats how I am feeling right now. Today where I live I had my one on one with my caseworker, and this time I actually printed out some of my blogs and read them to her. She was like wow, they had actually told her so much. So much to the point she asked me if I considered getting on disablity...but IDK! I honestly dont feel there are a lot of things I can't do, especially right now. Tomorrow is the big breakfast and luncheon for the transitional place, we were asked to attend it. I am not thrilled with that because I was told there were gonna be an easy 500 at each session. *Sighs* Then with winter right around the corner anxiety is hitting me there as well. Once I start riding the bus it is going to be very difficult for me but SOME HOW I need to make it past that. I did tell my caseworker that I would volunteer once a week downtown at the women's hearth, which is part of transitions. I would like to help in their computer lab since I know its not open a

Love Poems
A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.My love, I have tried with all my beingto grasp a form comparable to thine own,but nothing seems worthy;I know now why Shakespeare could notcompare his love to a summer’s day.It would be a crime to denounce the beautyof such a creature as thee,to simply cast away the precisionGod had placed in forging you.Each facet of your beingwhether it physical or spiritualis an ensnarementfrom which there is no release.But I do not wish release.I wish to stay entrapped forever.With you for all eternity.Our hearts, always as one.

Sparks Fly And Through The Barrier We Go.
Pressed hard against me, it is like a unseen mass of thick air. It had resistance like water. Maybe thicker. Almost of of a jell. The one more step and we were through it. Daylight. No wipping cold wind. A breeze. Birds chirping. The town vanished below. Wild grass growing. Golden green. As high as the steeds flanks. He stops. Paws the earth. "What is it, boy?" I ask. It is time for you to get off me. I looked. Did I hear what I had though. Yes, you heard me. I said it is time for you to get off me. You can speak? I said in utter amazment. Here I can. On your quest I can. In this vally of the earth I can. This place seperated from space. Set up in the circle cast by the elements. Who do you think brough you here. The Wind of Air blowing the direction. The snow of water freezing the feeling. The cold of fire buring with the absence of heat marking the circle. The earth itself the foundation of all. Here, I can speak. And it is time you get off me .... But why ...? It is not t

Never Going To The Theaters Alone Again!
Today, I went to take myself to the movies at the movie theater for the first time. I have never gone alone before. People have told me that going to movies alone isn't a bad thing. I was used to going with my ex or friends but I had no one to go with and I wanted to do something outside of the house. So, I go to the movies. It was pretty empty, not many people in there. Then this guy, asked if he could sit near me. I told him it was fine. He sat a seat away from me. I was fine by that. Sometime during the movie, he changed his seat and sat next to me. That made me a little uncomfortable but didn't think too much of it. Just thought since I was in the middle of the theater, maybe he wanted a better view of the movie. I had moved my drink that was near his seat so that he wouldn't take my drink on accident, if he did...he had his own drink. He tried talking to me during the movie and I would say something short to him but kept my eye on the movie. From the corner of my eye, I could see

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Answer In Comments
1. Suckin' on chili dogs outside the Tastee-Freez 2. I've done no harm, I keep to myself 3. There's a freeway runnin' through the yard 4. I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all 5. Your mom threw away your best porno mag 6. Can you hear them? They talk about us, telling lies, well that's no surprise 7. One that won't make me nervous, wonderin what to do 8. Are you more than hot for me, or am I a page in your history (book) 9. I can hear you comin, I know what you're after 10. And it's true we are immune when fact is fiction and TV reality 11. Don't go around breaking young girls' hearts 12. I've got my back against the record machine 13. You take me by the heart when you take me by the hand 14. A cloud appears above your head, a beam of light comes shining down on you 15. I'm lying in the rain, but I never wave bye-bye 16. He's the one that makes ya feel all right 17. Are you happy, are you satisfied, how long can you stand the heat 18. I think I thought you

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You Can't Hurry Love By Diana Ross
I need love, loveTo ease my mindI need to find, find someone to call mineBut mama saidYou can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitShe said love don't come easyIt's a game of give and takeYou can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitYou got to trust, give it timeNo matter how long it takesBut how many heartachesMust I stand before I find a loveTo let me live againRight now the only thingThat keeps me hangin' onWhen I feel my strength, yeahIt's almost goneI remember mama said:You can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitShe said love don't come easyIt's a game of give and takeHow long must I waitHow much more can I takeBefore loneliness will cause my heartHeart to break?No I can't bear to live my life aloneI grow impatient for a love to call my ownBut when I feel that I, I can't go onThese precious words keeps me hangin' onI remember mama said:You can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitShe said love don't come easyIt's a game of give and takeYou can't hurry loveNo, you just have to wa

Deaad Beat Friend Listers.
I Have Stopped Accepting add request. I have never been able to find a add that would or will send me messages first & keep in contact with me. I always have to make the first move. Friendships go both ways & are 50/50. No one i ever add talks to me first. Everyone On This Site is a dead beat. so i have officially given up on adding anyone. Ill just talk in random around the site.

What You'll Learn To Forget.
I remember when it was about the music.Now its about the dance.The design.The jeans.The shitty line of t-shirts and body sprays.She let her hair down today.Something about the clay highlights in her skinthe fiery light of the copper in her slept-in manetussled by a scrunched up face and wild frenzied fingersthose dark dark eyes with darker dimensions of intentand piqued, round soft cheeksperfect for dozingscrunched up with a trail of droolAlways asks me if she was snoring...but this was about her faceuntil I got distracted by the walk.Like she could step through a solid wall of bullshit and assumption.Power behind the legs.Poise poised on the heels.But what I said to the man with the gun is true now.You can bulldoze a galleryyou can burn a restaurant built by very tired handsyou can kill the prophetbut there is more power in the kindness than the bullet.the beauty you destroyedthe beauty you created in destroying the gentilityLake's only serene til you make a ripple and ask to take it

Auction
I am doing my first auction on this account it is open to males and females! entry fee is 155k justemail me with what pic you would like to use and what you are offering NSFW and/or SFW photos are accepted thanks the auction will start 10/20/2009 thanks

What Flavor Shake Are You?
You Are a Vanilla Shake Vanilla, yes, but definitely not boring. You are subtly complex and deeply sophisticated. You're the type of person who has always been ahead of their time. You don't fall for gimmicks or tricks. You are drawn to what's true. What Flavor Shake Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

What Do You Think Bout Me?
POST THIS IF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU... 0 = ewww!?! 1 = Definetly not attractive... 2 = Decent... 3 = Cute... 4 = Fine as hell!!! 5 = I'd do you... 6 = Pretty damn sexy!!! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine

What Pumpkin Treat Are You?
You Are Pumpkin Cheesecake You are sweet and smooth. You charm people without even trying to, and you leave a lasting impression. You seem rich and sophisticated yet down to earth. Most people feel immediately comfortable around you. With each new season, you look forward to revamping yourself and upgrading your style. And autumn is no exception. You love to step out of your house in a nice new coat and scarf. Maybe read a new book. Try a new restaurant. It's all about change. What Pumpkin Treat Are You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Obsolete - By Tim Davis (a Poem For My Son Andrew)
On these thoughts I now ponderAnd down the Road of Sorrows I wonderLives cherished, now perishedLove tasted, now wastedAnd yet my heart still beats…obsoleteTo once again touch your faceTo hear your voice fill this placeNo words can touch, no thoughts replaceThe longing I have for your embraceAnd yet my heart still beats…obsoleteThe emotions rageThe thoughts conflictThe heart brakesThe breath restrictsAnd yet my heart still beats…OBSOLETE

13 Years, That Are Gone Forever.
I know this is going to be hard, but it isn't impossible. I've seen people do it, and not go back. They've crossed from one side, to the other, without looking back, because they're better than they were before. They're stronger, wiser, and for the most part, happier. Does it take awhile? yes. Is it enjoyable? No. Not in the least. but it's beneficial. Health wise, as well as financially. For 13 years I've chosen smoking over breathing. A chain over freedom. It over me. I've changed my mind, and decided to change to change my life. I just hope I Can stick to it. Fuck that. I know I CAN. What I hope, is that I WILL. I've got little over half a pack left. And have not bought any to replace them. Once they are gone, I am done. I will suffer through the headaches, the sweats, and whatever else this shit throws at me as it leaves my body once and for all. I will do this, because I WANT to do this. I want my money back, and I want my life back. It's about a choice, really. And between sm

I Surrender
I am so fucking sick of men's bullshit - yea I said it - I surrender. You all come with the same grandeur spitting out the bullshit lies to win the prize - professing to be all that we need and so much more. I am so sick of the cloak and dagger game with men. I have spent the past couple months getting yelled at and ridiculed by a person that professed to love me. Mind you I haven't done a thing wrong... I am not a cheater - a liar or otherwise and although I cannot say the same for him - I am the one getting the shit end of the stick. I love my children more than anything in the world and I want so badly for them to have a good and positive role model in their lives but I think I am going to just have to give up on that too. I have serious doubt that I will ever find someone that can fill my dreams with reality and not build them up with lies that they cannot live up to. I lay in the tub trying to leave the stress for only a moment and try to regroup a bit only to listen to him ran

Questionnaire For Heterosexuals
1. What do you think caused your heterosexuality?2. When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?3. Is it possible your heterosexuality is just a phase you may grow out of?4. Is it possible your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex?5. If you've never slept with a person of the same sex, is it possible that all you need is a good gay lover?6. To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies? How did they react?7. Why do you heterosexuals feel compelled to seduce others into your lifestyle?8. Why do you insist on flaunting your heterosexuality? Why can't you just be what you are and keep it quiet?9. Would you want your children to be heterosexual knowing the problems they'd face?10. A disproportionate majority of child molesters are heterosexuals. Do you consider it safe to expose your children to heterosexual teachers?11. With all the societal support marriage receives, the divorce rate continues to spiral. Why are there so few stable

Solace
In your voiceI can hear the painof past loves deflatedflattening your beliefthat you are worthy.Your eyesare colored sadnessdarkenedand not wantingto be blue.God, I could love youso easilyhope could be renewedand you'd knowyou are the perfect creationof a mighty maker.Skin to boneand mine to yourshow I'd like to show youelation is possibleeven at our age.Do you believe there is still timeto get caught up in the beautiful complicationsaccompanying love. Consider me, will you,let's track solace down togetherhopelessness is oldand ready to take leaveand I imagine retiringin your arms. Poem By Tammy C.

Upsidedown
The box fell from it's shelf. Open and overturned. Remnants of yesterday. Scattered like cornmeal on the kitchen floor. There is no time today for the mess it made. Let the birds eat and their song can be tomorrows mantra. Poem By Tammy C.

Blast Message
"October is Breast Cancer Awarenous so FEEL YOUR BOOBIES!!!Much love to my friend Nismo who bought me this Blast! Give him luv! Here's to the..friends that love me, the losers that lost me && the lucky bastards who get to meet me!! The one and only mfkin PoD" a) What is Awarenous? b) Ofcourse people that didnt wanna put up with her shit are losers c) I'm sure people that "got to meet" her , AKA Ms Ohio trash, are the lucky ones. Where do I sign up? I feel like my luck has run out

Fall
From a distance, trees stand as a copper canopy connectedthrough the grey capillaried branches-Interspersed-with neighboring reacheslike dreams that intersectin likemindednessintercoursed with shudders of occasional breezes.I crack twigs underfootas shadows lean to the rightpointing the way around to the sunsetHearing the whispered rushes of copperleaves in the windat my back. Poem by Tammy C.

Tagged - Bored...
You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the 3's of YOU. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 19 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. And I was BORED...Three names I go by:1. Shawn2. Durham3. DITThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Warehouse manager2. Waiter3. Quality Control managerThree Places I have lived1. Dallas2. Richardson3. PlanoAll in TexasThree Favorite drinks1. water2. Diet Dr Pepper3. CoffeThree TV Shows that I watch when I get to watch1. CSI - All 32. NCIS3. NumbersThree places I have been1. Georgetown, Cayman Islands2. Cozumel, Quintana Roo, Mexico3. RoatánPeople who text me regularly1. Not Tellin2. Reeka3. HelenThree of my favorite foods1. Pasta!2. Chee-tos3. steakThree friends who I think will respond1. whoever2. has3. a boredThree Things I am looking forward to1. Halloween2. A new job3. Winning the lottery!

I'd Come For You By Nickelback
I'd Come For You by Nickelback Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm pleading Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now Everyday I spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing I finally know just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no one does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for

Doctors Are Idiots!!!!
I wish that there was some magic way to make me feel better. I'm always in constant pain. Feeling like I'm being ripped apart at the seems. Migrains that never go away, pains in my back and knees. The constant feeling of shooting pains all through my body. Then along with all that comes the depressing feeling of pure saddness. Think of the sadest thing that you could ever think of and times that by 100. I think that mainly thats because everytime I go to the doctors or the Emergency room they always tell me that there is nothing wrong with me. That its all in my head and that I should do something out of the ordinary to pick up my spirits. I cant understand it. I mean I totaly understand that they are lookin out for the drug junkies tryin to score pills or some shit like that. But all I'm lookin for is answers to why I hurt so bad. I have been like this ever since I was 12 years old. Thats 13 years of pain. I dont get it. When someone is actually in pain they dont so a damn thing for

Ut Oh !!! Watch Out Lol
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Your serious mood is good in the workplace but can cause difficulty in romance. You place a high premium on personal and professional loyalty, so you're liable to feelings of betrayal and jealousy.

Ok It's Naughty... And I Really Hope It Doesn't Offend Anyone... But You Have Been Warned... Don't Like It, Don't Read Any Further :p
OK, so this is what I write... enjoy! (it's not finished yet lol) LA VIE BOHEME You had left me to entertain myself while you went to watch Leeds play. I knew you were going to be gone for the whole afternoon so I made the most of my time and explored my new surroundings. After spending some time looking around the shops, and having bought the most delicious underwear, I decided to take a tea-break. Settling into a small leather sofa in a cosy tea shop just off of the Millennium Square, oversized coffee cup in hand, I watch the world go by. I’m aware of the other customers but one particular woman stands out. Hiding behind my sun-glasses I watch her for a few minutes. Her long wavy hair lays tousled down her back, her bangs falling forward obscuring the view of her face as she reads, she’s dressed in a long skirt and vest top in bright colours. Her top has tiny mirror sequins that catch the sun when she moves. I love that look, the earth mother, the voluptuous goddes

Hmmmm...no Horoscope Is A Little Off
You could be feeling a lot of fond affection for everyone around you today, even those whom you normally might find irritating. Co-workers, friends, family, and your significant other are likely to be happier for having basked in the glow of this and should respond by reciprocating. You're feeling especially generous, dear Pisces, so gift-buying is likely to be on your agenda. Don't forget, however, to be kind to yourself as well. No I can't say I felt really affectionate today.Jut a regular day for me

If You Are An Infantryman
(Reprinted without permission from Henderson) If you’re an Infantryman: -Underwear is entirely optional at all times-who wears underwear? -You have pooped in the same bag you ate from. -You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag. -You’ve pooped in a hole more than a porta potty -Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it. -You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security. -You have no problem running 5 miles drunk. -You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk. -You have no problems doing a 12-mile road march drunk. -You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all. -You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he’s an Infantryman. -You’d fight your best friend, even though he’s an Infantryman. -Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show. -You know someone who has done the following: 1. Pissed themselves

The Nobel Prize Use To Mean Something...
And now they give it to the president...who in his own words feels he does not deserve the honor..yet he is forced to take it instead of respectfully declining... There sure is something wrong with that prize panel..by the award creators own words most people that have received it do not deserve it.. 'Alfred Nobel wrote that the prize should go to the person who has contributed most to the development of peace in the previous year' Look at the list...doctors, chemists, writters..etc. They have taken it so far away from the original intent that the honor is lost.. Um ok but Obama took office just shy of 2 weeks before the contest dealine for submissions! He should not have even been considered for it until next year..if at all. I have but one question...just what did the prez do to deserve this prize? The answer has eluded me.. / RANT

Hope
THERE IS HOPE in this world when 2 fall in love. Something grows even if the distance is far. What people do in these circumstances is 2 things. Trust noone and stay alone,which is the safe choice. Or, take the chance.Worst that can happen is the first. Best,you reach happieness and the one you love. Real question is which are you; the safe or one destined

Poetry
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can tell you about alcohol & drugs, but I can't say "No" for you. I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you. I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God. I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life. I can love you with uncondi

Aids Cure
PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG, THANK YOU! The following article copy/pasted from the link below: http://online.wsj.com/article/SB122602394113507555.html By MARK SCHOOFS The startling case of an AIDS patient who underwent a bone marrow transplant to treat leukemia is stirring new hope that gene-therapy strategies on the far edges of AIDS research might someday cure the disease. The patient, a 42-year-old American living in Berlin, is still recovering from his leukemia therapy, but he appears to have won his battle with AIDS. Doctors have not been able to detect the virus in his blood for more than 600 days, despite his having ceased all conventional AIDS medication. Normally when a patient stops taking AIDS drugs, the virus stampedes through the body within weeks, or days. Sixten Koerper Dr. Gero Hütter isn't an AIDS specialist, but he 'functionally cured' a patient, who shows no sign of the disease. "I was very surprised," said the doctor, Gero Hütter. The breakthrough appears to

Roasted Butternut Squash Bisque (that's Right, I Said Bisque Bitches)
Many of you know that I like to cook. With winter fast approaching I thought I'd share one of my favorites. This one gets me rave compliments when I make a batch... enjoy! Roasted Butternut Squash Bisque 1 whole butternut squash (about 3 pounds) 2-3 tablespoons olive oil 1 medium sweet onion-minced 2 cloves garlic-minced 3 stalks celery-minced 3 tablespoons bu

Missing Mama
Missing MamaI awake each morning to start a new dayBut the pain of loosing you never goes away.I go about the things I have to doAnd as the hours pass I think again of you.I want to call you and just hear your voiceThen I remember that I have no choiceFor you are not there and now my heart criesJust to see you again to tell you goodbyeTo say Mama I love you and I always willAnd hope that much of you, in me you've instilled.The day that you left I just didn't knowThat you were going where I couldn't go.And now all my memories of you are so dearBut gosh, how I miss you and wish you were here.Who now can hear me when I need to cry?It so hard to tell you "Mama goodbye."Someday I know all will be wellAnd I'll see you again with stories to tellOf how you were missed and how we have grownAnd how good it is to finally be home.Until then my memories of you I'll keep nearAnd I'll pass them on to those who are dear.I miss you Mama.

New Lounge
Please come check out BADASS REDNECK MUDDERS http://fubar.com/lounge/69231 its a great place to hang out and have fun, good friends,great music, so stop on by and say Hi, and hit that join button. Become part of our family,

Check This Shit Out
this is so screwy how can someone come into our lives that we helpped no less got a person out of a bad situation and screwed us badly by leaveing in the middle of the night with out saying good bye or anything we did everything for this person we drove in the middle of the night drove 13 hrs total gave her our home to stay got her back on her feet feed her dinner every night even after she got her apt. she still came to our apt and ate dinner bullshitted with us and played like nothing is wrong and vanished ..well thats it .. no more helping ppls out we get screwed over every single damn time so this is for everyone out there.. becareful on who u talk to and hang with on the net cause 1 day u might get focked in the ass royle like we did btw the person we helpped out on here is no other then broken focker

Internal Affairs
Sometimes you have what I like to call “the moment” between two people. It was the last thing I was expect on that cold December morning. I’d been hired several months earlier to come in and turn the parts department of a major local car dealer around. The new owner had purchased the store a couple of months before I got there and needed someone to come in and overcome the years of neglect that the parts department had been the victim of. In all honesty I’ve done this sort of work for years and this was the worst that I had ever seen it. I was averaging about 75 hours a week, and even at that pace it had taken me well over 3 weeks just to get rid of the stuff that was purely trash. It was tiring work. I’d arrive at my usual 6 AM this morning and was finishing the left over paperwork from the day before. This was actually my favorite part of the day as it was quiet and I could work without someone poking their head in and out of my office every ten se

Please If Ya Want The Love Returned (plz Read)
I have new pix and stuff up...I have said Id return all love well Iam gettin over loaded with requests fans rates comments and so forth...So PLEASE PLEASE if ya rate me fan me add me or whatever ya do drop me a quick note either by message here or a quick note in my shoutbox and ill definetley return love to ya...I may not be able to give ya all 11's as for we only get 100 a day but ya rate me a 10 or 11 and thats what ya will get back...Ill give ya 11's if i have em Thanks All for ya help on this Nita

I Am Alone ... Again ... And Always.
(Author note: Don't get confused by the titles of the installments. I pick of the last ling to keep then in sequance. It beats calling then part one, two, etc. Too, be warned, these are not always spell checked; it is raw work.) Shifting, the wind whips from behind. Pushing us on. The steed, a pinto, charcoal and black, snorts, paws at the ground, impatient, he awaits my leave. Patting his muscular neck, I signal my understanding. He carries me along the path that only he can sense. That canyon grows darker, colder, deeper. We slowly spiral down. Rocks. Outcroppings. Isolated twisted trees. Some bare. Some with the last of autumn’s dress. Red. Gold. Now brown. The wind tugging on the last of the lightless kiss of frost's own pain. Descending. We twist among the debris of the lower ridge. Ahead there is a shimmer in the air. Like heat rising on a desert road under a high noon's blaze. No blaze here. Heat rippling from below. Or maybe ... not sure. We approach. Does the steed se

Capricorn
Capricorn in Love In order to love a Capricorn, you must understand what motivates them. Capricorn can be romantic, but no matter how great their love for you, the achievement of their objectives is their paramount drive. They are capable of great commitment and are responsible to a fault, putting the needs of their loved ones above their own. But their ambition is the driving force of their nature, and a Capricorn without a goal is a sad Capricorn indeed. Your Capricorn lover may not be the most romantic soul you have known, but his or her heart will be true and when they marry it is usually for life. Capricorn’s desire to be successful at everything in life extends to relationships, and they may try to control their loved ones if they feel out of balance in their life.

Who Knows Why?
Luton has no place for me; I know this because its transport system basically shouted it at me. “Battersea, I don’t think so love?” Luton guffawed and left me standing trying to work out the myriad of buses and trains that get you to fuck out of its small town. Luton is the kind of place where you land and run away from as fast as you can, but I couldn’t get a flight into Heathrow Terminal 5 which I adore and love, it has a tube station that takes me practically to my door when I stay in Central London. My mate John came and picked me up and drove me out of the orange Easyjet painted hell hole. I saw newly arriving Eastern Europeans take one look at the place and pour petrol over themselves and go up in flames with despair in the outside smoking area “this is what we gave up our shanty but happy homes for?” they said in a language I couldn’t understand but could tell from their actions, that’s what they meant. Guantana

Im Done
my life as of recent has become well whats a good word to use other than fucked. starting back in january i had a lot of things start to happen, and there are tons of things that have occured since then up until now. lots of people have an opinion about my life and what they think they know. but i would have to say people shoud live the things i have lived and then i kinda get the feeling you would say im thankful and happy you made it through and that your still here figthing. there a few people in particular who i have watched word themselves and write somethings to make what they have done to me seem so easy and that i am the bad person in all of this. i beg to differ however. i know what it is like to be treated in some of the most horrible situations by better half i kinda feel like that makes me able to treat people not that way and better than that, and to be able to admit when i am wrong and learn from my mistakes. i was with someone for 6 years and had 2 children with the

Problems In Life
life is really hard right now everything is going wrong. ppl are telling me shit i dont believe but history says other wise. but i dont know what to do or listen to. i have to puit my two sons above all other things...... my 22nd birthday and i dont hAve have anyone who really cares. my 2 sons i take care of on my own. well i lost my two best friends on the count i had to choose either them or my fiance and kids... i chose my faamily..... i hope i did right

Wicked Update
I figured I should update those of you who are uninformed of my current situation, so here goes: 1. I am moving in with Jeff, yes we lived together in my small 800sq ft house. We have been moving our stuff into his house over the last month. ALso we have been unbachelorizing it since a girl was moving in. 2. My business has been struggling so im actually paying more attention to it.. also its year end and im doing book keeping for ever.... 3. My son is once again in soccer five days a week. Life has been crazy , chaotic and hectic... hence why Ive become a new alcoholic.... Sorry I have to run soon just figured I would update you all as to why i haven't been on as much... I miss you all terribly WICKED

A - T, A - T, Don't Forget It!
Sarah was singing this after she finished breakfast yesterday, apparently combining the movie “E.T.” she and Jeffrey had watched with their aunt Mary with her memory of a song from the Disney Channel cartoon “Phineas and Ferb”. It’s an episode where their sister Candace challenges them to make a word into a cause on everyone’s lips, and they choose an aglet, the plastic tip of a shoelace. (The song as sung by Phineas and Ferb and friends is “A-G-L-E-T, Aglet, don’t forget it!”) It got me to thinking of an AT-AT or Imperial walker from the Star Wars movies, though I doubt she’d know that since 1) though we have a Burger King toy of a walker with an Imperial stormtrooper’s head on top that bobbles when it walks, she’s never heard the term, and 2) I can’t think of ever hearing an AT-AT (an acronym for All Terrain Armored Transport; think a tank with feet) called that in the movies, simply a “walker&rdq

Twin, Clone, Or A Carbon Copy
She had to be a twin, clone, or a carbon copy. Same legs, butt, tummy, boobs, and hair. Quite taken and never gave her any recognition. Wrote a email and said the above but added that, the guy riding shotgun, could care less about her. Meaning this twin before me and beautiful as she is she held the door for me. Odd, I thought because other beautiful ladies have done the same and I said in the mail it has to be my age. Getting old. Yes, telemitsu is genuine and I am not only a member of The Order but others a little bit more heavy. The Order anyone can join and as long as you put up with it, advance, who knows learn something? Maybe not? Even with The Order after a certain position is reached any teaching stops at this level. Most are happy with that and stay at this level. Show me what you got and join The Order and try for about two years. Rosicrucian Order AMORC in San Jose, CA. Beyond that your on your own. I'm not saying bo-peep. Silence is what allowed me the freedom and placed m

Me
I am always me, no matter who people try to make me to be. I am friendly,kind,helpful. But yet i lay down at night..alone.. wondering why? Why do people dislike me so?Why am I single?Why did my last 3 gfs break up with me because I was too nice?Do I have to change myself just to satisfy everyones needs? At this rate I will still be me.Whether or not I found someone to accept me for who I am is up to you.

Yes! Before You Die!!!
Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!)A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank.Here is the exchange :Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.'Citibank : 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.'Family Member : 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.'Citibank : 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.'Family Member : So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?'Citibank : 'Either report her account to frauds division or report her to the credit bureau, maybe both!'Family Member : 'Do you think God will be mad at her?' Citibank: 'Excuse me?'Family Member : 'Did you just get what I was telling you - the part about he

Quiz I Took
Kristin completed the quiz "Which House M.D, character are you?" with the result You are Cuddy. You're a multitasking, people managing, law-abiding, built for stress, no bullshit hot mama! If you're daily tasks of running and operating a high maintenance facility isn't challenging enough, you've also got to deal with juvenile antics of your friends and co-workers. Although you've got a tough front, you're soft at heart and seeking for the perfect someone. Don't worry, you'll find your Yin to your Yang soon..

10 Easy Ways To Say No
I'd love to, but... 1 I have to floss my cat. 2 I've dedicated my life to linguini. 3 I want to spend more time with my blender. 4 The President said he might drop in. 5 The man on television told me to stay tuned. 6 I've been scheduled for a eyelash transplant. 7 I'm staying home to work on my cottage cheese sculpture. 8 It's my parakeet's bowling night. 9 It wouldn't be fair to the other Beautiful People. 10 I'm building a pig from a kit.

Happiness
Thats where I wanta be. Theres nothing like happiness. I'm to real and got much love in my heart. but it seems like it hard to find sometimes. its all good theres nothing I cant handle. Time to get down, and high. IM HAPPY NOW!!!

Please Allow Me To Introduce Myself....
In my last blog I talked about Rules for Customers. I would just like to elaborate on one point that I made. If you come into the store I work at I am going to try my hardest to get you to buy something. I get paid to sell merchandise to you! While it does not directly affect my pay, (I don't make commisson) it does affect our store goals and sales profits if you just come in to "look" around. Employee hours are schedualed by profits. So if you come in and don't by something I'm really thinking: "Fuck you! Now I get less hours next week." I know that I don't have a high profile or even a special job but it is how I make my living. I am thankful in these times to even have a job, so please don't belittle me by mentioning that I "only work at the mall." I have to take all the hours I can get, especially since I only make minimum wage. Another point that ties in is that if I am extra friendly to you, it is because I want you to have a good experience and come back to my store. I'll tell

Ranting And Raving Part 1
As A rule I trust people now as to the devil inside of them that is another question entirely. There is alot of guys out there, that are completely retarded. They pose as people and thats not them! Why do people do this stupid crap?IT is lost on me. What can you possibly gain by doing this besides hurting another person.And then if that is your goal why would you do such a thing? To understand Human behavior is to put yourself in their shoes.....I cant.It is not me and never will be.If you have any comments please go right ahead.

Some Stuff We're Working On...
Hey everyone, I just wanted to give you an update on some of the larger things we're working on for fubar. It's been awhile since my last blog post, since we've added other features on the site that let me keep you up to date on what's going on. :-) Bling ordering -- This is a lot of work since we have to completely redo the 'my bling' page. But, in the very near future you'll be able to organize your top 100 bling and the 'my bling' page will be categorized based on bling-type (ie: favorites, limited edition, special ability (autos, bombs, etc)). We'll also be increasing the amount of bling that's displayed on the home page and public profile page. fubar Lite -- A super simple home page without the normal 'header' (ie: no scrolling stuff, shoutbox, bartab, etc). new members will get this by default (while we experiement and see if people like it). existing members will be able to change their home page type to 'Lite' from the profile settings page if they'd like to try it out.

Just Another One
I lay in bed with tears in my eyes with thoughts of you. my love for you is so strong that i can never stop loving you. you told me you loved me to. then you told me there was another. I would give up everything for you. my love for you is never ending i will wait for you.

Dana V
So... Once again I'm muzzled. Got globals yanked, which I could deal with. But along with globals my ability to even comment in MuMMs is likewise gone. This renders the site utterly useless to me for entertainment purposes. I'm restricted to SB, and creating friends only MuMMs, Bulletins, or Blogs. And once I create one, I can't even follow up comment on my own shit. So my little friends list, do I.. Ride it out this time to see how long it takes to be restored, and just not mess with Fubar that much until I'm cleared Or Delete myself yet again and create Dana V

Why Me ?
AS I SIT HERE ALONE AND PONDER ALL THAT I HAVE LOST,I CANT HELP BUT REALIZE THAT...HAD THINGS GONE DIFFERENTLY,I WOULD NOT BE WHERE IM AT TODAY!THE WOMAN I LOVED WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING IS GONE! AND MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH THAT SO DOES MY BODY AN SOUL! I TRULY LOVED THIS WOMAN AS I HAVE NEVER LOVED ANY ANOTHER! SHE WAS MY YING I HER YANG.WE HELPED EACH OTHER TO THE UNDERSTANDING OF TRUE LOVE! WHEN WE MADE LOVE ( I MEAN REAL HONEST TO GOODNESS HEARTFELT LOVE!) IT WAS AS IF OUR PASSION STOPPED TIME ITSELF,TO SAVOR THOSE MOMENTS IN OUR LIVES, MAKING THEM SEEM ENDLESS! I KNOW I WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE THAT AGAIN! AND THAT IS A PAIN ALL IN ITSELF.I GAVE WHOLLY OF HEART AND SOUL, WHEN WITH. NOW THERE IS A VOID THAT CANT BE FILLED! TO ANY WHO READ THIS ,... I APOLOGIZE , TO SOME I MUST SOUND PATHETIC! BUT TO KNOW US AND TO KNOW OF THE LOVE WE SHARED , ONLY TO HAVE IT TAKEN AWAY THE WAY IT WAS, WOULD WEAKEN THE STRONGEST HEART! OUR LOVE WAS OUR OWN FAIRYTALE COME TO LIFE . AND TO THOSE WH

The Journey..the Unseen Traveler
Half the world is sleepingHalf the world's awakeHalf can hear their hearts beatHalf just hear them breakI am but a travelerIn most every wayAsk me what you want to knowWhat a journey it has beenAnd the end is not in sightBut the stars are out tonightAnd they're bound to guide my wayWhen they're shining on my lifeI can see a better dayI won't let the darkness inWhat a journey it has beenI have been to sorrowI have been to blissWhere I'll be tomorrowI can only guessThrough the darkest desertThrough the deepest snowForward, always forward I goForward always forwardOnward always upCatching every drop of hopeIn my empty cupWhat a journey it has been

Family Holidays
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The Tax And Spend Health Care Plan
Last week, the Congressional Budget Office released itspreliminary cost estimate for the health plan put forward by SenatorMax Baucus (D-MT). The plan would cost $829 billion over ten years butstill reduce the deficit by $81 billion.The White House and liberals in Congress say the report confirmsPresident Obama's promise that big-government reforms "will help bringour deficits under control in the long term." The leftist mediajumped on board, heralding the CBO's numbers as a "green light" forObamacare. Does it sound too good to be true? There's a good reason why: Heritagehealth policy expert Nina Owcharenko points out that the report is farfrom rosy. * Just a preliminary analysis. The CBO makes very clear that itsanalysis is based on Sen. Baucus' plain-English draft proposal.It is not based on final legislative language, so the costestimates are subject to drastic change.* Real cost may be far higher. The $829 billion ten-year costcould easily underestimate the real burden. "Virtu

Streaming Your Hard Drive Music
Check it out, a company called Last.fm is developing a software program that will use the songs on your hard drive to stream the music back to you. What does that mean to you? For starters, if you have an Iphone and listen to internet radio Last.fm will stream music you like back to you. How about that? So cool. For more info go to http://www.kurthanson.com/ . www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterf

Made For Me By Jonathan
I wanted to paint you a picture, but there was no colors vivid enough to bring to life how brilliant my soul is when I see you smile.I wanted to dedicate a song to you, But I have not yet heard a voice strong enough to lift my love and carry it gently to your ears, no music sweet enough to show you how my heart dances with a simple touch of your hand.I wanted to write you a poem, but even the bards loquatious toungue falls silent, speachless by the he flood of emotion that roars withink my breast. Shakespeare, Poe, Bouchard, all bow as amatures to your muse.I wanted to cook for you, but there was no food as nuritiong to my life as the sustinance that comes from your lips in every kiss, your lips pressed softly against mine.I wanted to caress you, but I am afraid that you may know through trembling fingertips how vulnerable I am in your presence. that I am as fragile as the dust that dances on the sunlight at dawn.You are my dream. Everything that is wonderful and magical and fantasti

"i've Had It."
I'VE TRIED TO MEET E-V-E-R-Y-O-N--E'S NEED BUT AS I'VE JUST BEEN SHOWN,IT MEANS NOTHING TO SOME OF YOU. YOU GET ANGRY WITH ME AND LEAVE ME CLUELESS SO.WHEN YOU GET ON YOUR FUCKING HIGH-HORSE AND BLOCK ME WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHY,I'LL STAY BLOCKED IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON AROUND HERE?PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING,LIVE ONE WAY AND THEN BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU'RE BLOCKED WITH NO KNOWN REASON.I MEAN EVEN IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG,TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE AND IF YOU STILL DECIDE TO GO YOUR OWN WAY I'LL UNDERSTAND.BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN HIDDEN OR UNKNOWN AGENDA AND THEN SAY,"FUCK'EM"WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IS UN-FUCKING-BELIEVEABLE!!!!!" NOW I'M LIKE WHATEVER CUZ WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING WHEN SOMETHING ELSE IS GOING ON IS FUCKIN' BULLSHIT ESPECIALLY WHEN I'VE BEEN STRAIGHT WITH E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E HERE DEVELOPING STRONG,SINCERE EMOTIONS FOR YOU AND WITHOUT WARNING,"BAM,YOU'RE PISSED AND I'M IGNORED AND BLOCKED!!!!!"NO QUESTIONS ON WHATEVER THE SUBJECT IS OR ANYTHING,

My Plead To Scrapper
I know ya get this all the time. I do have an issue. I have a antifan club that flags my mumms no matter what they are about. Lately it hasnt happened but my last mumm was definitly no NSFW it was a MUMM by definition and it was in no way controversial or offensive. Of course it got flagged and i lost my mumm privys. Ben The Komodo is one of my friends and frequents my mumms and will tell you very well that I do not cross the line with the mumms. Please allow me back on mumms im begging. Its my favorite thing to do on fu and I have been sending alot of invites out in my community. Smiling Bob is sad.

Downrater...
An Downrater, because probably has nothing better to do, what a pussy!!! Heres who he down rates...woman level 20 or over with NO salute...anyone with MFKN in there name....anyone that has KaTman on there page...and peeps that just annoy me Click lil guy and tellem what he is!! oh tellem I say hi!!!

Online Cruelty
The Internet delivers an astounding array of images and ideas into homes across the world—but not all of these images are particularly animal-friendly. In the United States, individuals have the constitutional right to free speech, which includes the right to discuss and advocate for animal abuse in public forums like the Internet. Unfortunately, some of what is being shown online crosses into the realm of illegal activity. Rest assured, animal cruelty is a crime in every state—if people go beyond discussion and actually practice what they preach, they can be prosecuted for animal cruelty under their local laws. Hoax Sites While some online images of animal cruelty are, sadly, all too real, many websites that appear, at first glance, to promote animal cruelty are hoaxes. Of course, websites that are disturbing or disgusting are not breaking the law if no animals are actually being harmed. While you can certainly express your opposition to these sites to the companies that host

Box Of Rain
I am cautiously optimistic about life, and believe strongly in my connection to loved ones. I have the wisdom to understand that life is full of challenges, but am somehow able to get through the difficult times by convincing others around me, that better days are ahead. My friends find me complex, but consistent. "Believe it if you need it, if you don't, just pass it on.". I am peace & all that peace baby

Help Support The Aspca
For those who know me well.. know that I am a huge supporter of the ASPCA this month I have desided to go "ORANGE". Not only will I go for the month I will continue this for as long as I remain on Fubar.... a few things here and there I will post via this blog various informations and ways you can help support the ASPCA. Thank you for your time in reading this. TIGGY

How Sweet
Blast : "WARNING:I'm not the girl next door; I'm the bitch down the street!" And I'm sure she will be complaining about how no good men are coming her way. Because any man wants a bitch from Ohio. Thats down the street...

Help Bob Get His Mumms Back.
This will be easy and with your help you can help me get my mumms back. I need the help of my friends to flood support with e- mails. all you have to do is click the link and copy and past the note. I promise it will only take a second. Whomever sends the most e-mails will recieve 10k fubucks and a custom Free Smiling Bob salute of your choosing. Just comment when you send. 1. Click this link. http://fubar.com/privmsg.php?u=60228 2. Please copy and past this in the SUBJECT box. Poor Bob needs his mumms back please quit ignoring him. 3. Please copy and paste this in the TEXT box. Bob is my friend. He is awesome. You all banned him for being awesome. Now I think fubar sucks. Please free Smiling Bob. http://fubar.com/user/1978850 4. Send Message

Jason Scrambles
.."look," he said to the proprietor (if you could call it that). "I'm looking for a man." -So's about half the people in here -Not for that reason. I need to talk some business with him. -Does he want to talk business with you? -Maybe. -Maybe doesn't cut it asshole. Either your here to drink and buy pussy or you leave. What a helluva a place this is, Jason thought. But he knew he'd be back. http://www.fleshbazaar.com/ http://dameonline.com/

Laughter The Best Medicine
(I LOVE THIS ONE) Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, 'I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensive.' 'How much?' asked Grandpa. '$10.00 a pill,' Answered the son. 'I don't care,' said Grandpa, 'I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the money under the pillow.' Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, 'I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00. 'I know,' said Grandpa. 'The hundred is from Grandma!'

Fuck Monster!!!!
Monster Problem for Rock Art Morrisville, VT - October 9, 2009 A rose by any other name might smell as sweet but does a beer by another name taste as good? Beer drinkers could soon find out as Rock Art Brewery might have to change the name of its Vermonster brew. Owners Matt and Renee Nadeau were in shock when they received a letter three weeks ago from a lawyer representing Hansen Beverage Company, the makers of Monster energy drink. The "cease and desist" letter demands Rock Art stop selling its Vermonster beer, drop its effort to get a federal trademark for the name, and pay Hansen's lawyer fees. The letter says Monster has worked hard to establish its brand and Rock Arts use of the name Vermonster "will undoubtedly create a likelihood of confusion and/or dilute the distinctive quality of Hansen's Monster marks." Rock Art consulted several lawyers who all agree the microbrewery would win the legal battle over the name. The problem is the legal fees start at $65,000. It is money

Big Bottom Protects Against Diabetes!!
Here’s some good news for women who find it hard to squeeze into their skinny jeans, courtesy their big bottoms: a generously proportioned derriere could be good for health, say scientists. Researchers believe the type of fat that accumulates around the hips and buttocks, rather than around your stomach, may offer some protection against developing the disease. But fat that collects around the stomach, known as visceral fat and often resulting in a ‘beer belly’, can raise a person’s risk of diabetes and heart disease. That means people with pearshaped bodies, with fat deposits in the buttocks and hips, are likely to be less prone to these disorders, concluded the research at Harvard Medical School. Scientists believe that the more beneficial fat, called subcutaneous fat because it collects just under the skin, may help to improve sensitivity to the hormone insulin, which regulates blood sugar levels. Dr Ronald Kahn, who led the research published in Cell Metabol

Sadness
Her frowning face,with its disapproving eyes,speaks to me as only a lover could.Without uttering a single word,I feel her anguish.I comprehend her unhappiness.Yet, I do not, I cannot, accept my predictionsWithout hearing her confessions of displeasure;Knowing that she wants me to know her anger.The mere fact of her desire for my oblivionIs enough to bring me to tears-To know that she would rather sufferThan talk things over with me;That she would rather hold things backThan release them on me, allowing me to mollify herIt is enough to break my heart.All I want is to make her smile.

I Am
You can't see me, but I am thereI am neither dead nor alive, I just amI am there by choice not by dutyI am there to listen, to love, and to lean onThough there are days I don't hear from youI know you'll always come backI never argue with you,I never hurt youThough I might do something that you could take in offense toBut I never do it intentionallyI do what I have to for your lifeNo matter type of life it isI give you, your freedomAnd hope you do rightI understand you and love you unconditionallyNo matter whatBut its your choiceTo believe in me or notNo matter, I will still be there.

Greetings
Good morning and have a nice day,are pleasent words we can sayCheer up my lonely heart they mayand to crown it all, we do not pay.How pleasent it is to see a smile,that touches the heart even for a whileHow sweet it is to hear the words,that soothe my soul, like chirping birds.Little we have if there's no loveto share among usmateral things vanish quicklywhithout love left, what then?A compliment here, a cheerful word therecoming straight from the heart,are jewels and gems beyond compare.From which we should never part,cause you'll always be in my heart.

A Letter To Words
I'm a rolling stone with no soul Shadow cast for my shadowed past Collecting dust by the bushel at the feet of the altar of poetry I swing this pen like a sword collecting a familiar foe like cotton candy to a cone. Have I lost my taste to write? It's this dilemma I face tonight, eyes to the skies, intent on finding a place to fight. My fate glows like heaven in this blade Enduring on hell and earth for the same place in time to have my name engraved. I comprehend scorn and shame of Pulitzers' and Laureates' ability to swallow the forgotten ideal of great. I am the epiphany at the end of a sentence- but also the shell used for human reflection . To find yourself in me is to lose yourself completely Synapse becomes obsolete underneath me You spit me out and breathe me, scream at me and eat me beat me until I'm so dark you can't even see me I am that shade that exists only when you close your eyes

Looking (song)
Driving down this road tonight,Can't get you out of my sights,Gettin away from all the fright,Going to you before the night.Strolling down the avenue,Wishing all my dreams came true,Just want life to act like glue,and put me right next to you.I'm thinking of you baby,You're driving my mind crazy.My thoughts are never hazy.You're my one and only baby.In your arms and in your eyes,I can see past any lies,Just keep me close by your side,and we can have a wild ride.I crave the feeling of your touch,You have me wrapped up in your clutch,I just want to see this through,Heaven is hell without you.

Missing You
The days have past and I miss the conversation,Waiting for you I put these letters to words,The last time I saw you was in my dreams,But my biggest mistake is when i wake,Your pretty face drifts off in the distance,Reaching for images I cannot grasp,Looking for an answer to be with you,But all the answers are behind locked doors,Unluckily the key is my heart and you have it,I'll let you hold on to it from now til' forever,As long as you promise to share it with me,Until then I'll be sitting here dreaming,Of moments we can have together,You are my world, my sky, and my air,I cannot live without your existence.

Inspiration
She's my never ending inspiration,Everyday I wake she is my first thought,The first image in my head,The first thing I want to touch,The first person I want to wish a good morning,I want to be there to show her love,I need her next to me in all the rough moments of life,She is perfect,Strike that last word, perfect is jealous of her,Beautiful looks at her in the magazines and dreams,Envy is itself just inverted when it sees her,Awesome is what she is in every fragment of the word,Loving doesn't mean enough for the amount of love between us,People always say "Life ain't fair",People don't know me and how unfair it is,Life's strongest emotion is witheld in me,Dieing to get out and wrap itself around her,If love were a sickness, I'm terminal,The cure is 2900 miles away,But time is standing still with thoughts of her,One day we'll be together and paint the town red,But until that day I'll be here waiting.

Waiting (song)
I wake up in the mornings and I'm all alone, Thinking of you as I sit on my throne, I watch the world pass through these lonely eyes, Only wishing you were, by my side, Visions of you keep me going day by day, Dreaming of the moment you are here with me, But until that moment, I will wait, Standing at the doors to heavens gate. I've been here waiting, Anticipating, Just demonstrating, My love for you. My guilty conscience, It's made of non-sense, This feelings intense, My love for you. Your smile is perfect and you're looking great, Seeing you here I realize this was fate, I run up to you in your loving arms, Holding tightly, keeping you safe from harm, I never want this sudden moment to end, But we're born only fated to pretend, I kiss those lips for the very first time, I rose ontop of the world right in a dime. I've been here waiting, I'm hesitating, Just contemplating, My love for you. I'm feeling perfect,The wait was worth it, And you deserve it,All my love for you.Things can neve

Pathes
The world is so upside down at the moment,I just can't be happy until you are here,Breaking down and crying in all the madness,Losing you is all i have left to fear,We're on the move, never sitting still,Going in different directions,If or when our pathes cross I'll wear a smile,Even if it was my imagination,The sight of you is all I can fathom,It's all I can think about,You are my guardian angel,My bliss,My sensation,My wonder,and my dream.

My First Blog
Figured I'd start writing in here. I'll probably fill this with alot of my writing I do but if anything major happens in life I'll keep this updated, most of it is love driven, so if that's your style enjoy reading it! I also write songs which I will label, maybe if I could fit it into some instrumentals I might even sing it and post the videos >8O. Anyways I hope you enjoy my future blog posts! I take all sorts of feedback, negative or positive, feel free to speak your mind freely.

You And I.
You are the source of my happiness. You are the allieviator of my pain. You are the cure to my sickness. You destroyed my fears. You brought light to the darkness in my heart. And I..... I am the source of your sorrow. I am the one that caused your pain. I have infected you with this sickness. I am the one you fear. I have swallowed your heart in darkness. After how i've repaid you... How can you still say you love me?

Door Hanger Advertising Family Classifieds Christian Classified
work in a sign shop and we make lots of door hanger advertising for local businesses. I am a patron of our local church and believe that god will lead us down the right path in life. A little blind faith never hurt anyone. I am quite involved in the church and help set up family classifieds and christian classified for the local community here in Cannon Beach. I also love to go mountain bike riding in our vast mountain region.

Box Tops
I am trying t earn BOX TOPS for Alexia'a & Andria's School..... Who ever gets the most people to sign up will get 5,000 box tops & plus a bonus 1,000 box tops + $100 FOR THEIR SCHOOL. So if you would like to help us out all we need is your email... feel FREE to spread the word and help us out. THANK YOU. JUST S.B ME UR EMAIL

An Answer For My Friend
My dear friend, Mr. Moon - who tenderly listened to me cry and tried to make me laugh (and often succeeded) - asked me a question recently -- IS FUBAR A DATING SITE!!!!!!!!!!! I forgot to answer him, because it hardly seemed like a pertinent question to be asking me, because as my dear friend, he should already have come to the conclusion that I define the spaces and places I bring my individuality to - at least online. Regardless of what 44,140 people may think about the purpose of Fubar right now (the number of folks currently apparently online here) there is 1 person -- ME -- that has always enjoyed the blogging aspect of Fubar, the casual talk with a few entertaining people (oddly I cannot stand to talk to Mr. Moon online, but he assures me he feels the same about myself). I do not really care what the supposed intended purpose of Fubar is. A place is how you define it. A circus is supposed to be fun, but there are plenty of people that see it as a place where wild animals are ab

Dress Guides For Mom In Wedding Ceremony
Sure – the day may be all about the bride and her big dress, but the mother of the bride dresses–need to be shined too. Here is something you need to know to ensure your wedding stylish and perfectly coiffed on the big day. Getting Started When it comes to selecting wedding day attire, the bride goes first. The moms need to start shopping as early as possible – but not until after the bride has selected her gown, custom bridesmaid dresses and custom flower girl dress. Once these have been done, the bride will discuss her preferences of lengths, colors and styles with her mother or both mothers. If you’re not happy with the style she suggests, let her know and work out a compromise. Here is your guide to selecting mother of the bride dresses and mother of the groom dresses: Etiquette Typically the mother-of-the-bride (MOB) selects her dress (taking cues from the bride), then politely consults with the mother-of-the-groom (MOG) as soon as possible to inf

Life
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Living right by letting go. Sometimes we need to let go of that which is holding us down. It can be very hard to let go, especially when you have an emotional attachment.You must ask yourself, in letting go, will it positively impact you? Will you be better off in the long run, by letting go? We find that most of the time, the answer to this question is "yes", and only due to the fact that we needed to let go, because that which was holding us down was something negative, and therefore not beneficial to us in any way possible.We need to reevaluate what it is that we call "positive" in our life. One must understand that every meaningful interaction we have, not only with others but with ourselves must thoroughly be grounded in the basic meanings of the word "love". When we hold onto that which holds us back, depresses, saddens, or causes us to feel negative, that there is in fact no love involved. One can not truly say they are loving themselves when the

To Know How My Life May Be Like.
Well for thoes who dont know or i havent had a chance to tell i want to tell you all about my kids a little just you all know were just about all of my time and energy go. My son has sever brain damage. He born 3 1/2 months early and he spent 4 months in the hospital and he pulled out of that and was doing great but then one day about 1 month before he turned one my wife found him on the floor blue my inlaws did cpr untill the EMT got there and the brought him back to life but the doctors said he was dead for about 20 to 40 minuts and that caused the brain damage. he is 3 years old now and he still dont do 1/2 the things a 3 month old can do but I am very hopefull and he is one of the best things in my life i love him so much (and hes cute but thats natural he takes after me) My middle daughter has a sizer disorder that they cant figure out why she is having them and it also makes her learn alot slower so she is in special classes and stuff but she is doing great and school is really

Is There .............?
Is there any real men left out there ? Ones that are not liars + aren't cheaters , I really wander sometimes. From what I've heard from friends + what I've seen I'm starting to think they are a dying breed .

It Is I.
What do you seek, old man? I seek what was lost, and what will be. I am what was lost. Youth. Energy. Innocence. Naive. The simple view .... You were never that innocent ... True, you were older before you were younger ... Future, what would be, the shadow of what would become, wickking up the short line of time to the your past, my now. Did the darkness of winter's frost cast it shadow on the child that I was? Do you have to ask? No ... I suppose I didn't ... But what else it is Old Man? What did you learn? What do you know now that you were not to know then? That what is the past colors the present. The present foretells the future. Alterable ... yet .... Yet ... yet not ... unless .... Unless I knew from the begin what is the end .... But .... But I did, didn't I? I could see it coming. The collision. The crunch. Like train cars, accordian atop one another .... You saw it ... I saw it and I was no longer there .... You were as alone in the house as you are on this

How Was The Funeral?
My mom died October 2; she had been in the hospital for 2 weeks, but it was still a shock because she was actually getting better, then crashed overnight. It's been really hard for me because (A) she's all I've had since my dad died when I was 2 years old and (B) we lived together. I know it's hard to find the right words to offer someone when the lose a loved one, but the stupidest question by far has been "How was the funeral?" How was it? It RAWKED, dude! The dancing bears we had imported from a Russian circus really won everybody over! And since my brother works for a Budweiser distributor, the company loaned us the Budweiser Clydesdales to pull Mom's casket to the opposite fucking side of town! We were going to have Chippendale dancers at each end of her casket, but thought that might have been a bit over the top.... If you don't know what to say, just say "I'm sorry for your loss" and LEAVE IT AT THAT!!!!!!!

Please Help Me!!!!
OK I NEED A LIL BIT OF HELP MY MAN BIRTHDAY WAS 2DAY AND I DIDNT GET 2 C HIM PLUS HE WAS IN A BAD MOOD ALL DAY JUS THINKIN. SO I WANT 2 GO C HIM DIS WEEKEND COMIN UP AND IDK WAT I SHOULD DO 2 SHOW HIM DAT I CARE BOUT HIM, DAT I WANNA B WIT HIM AND DAT I LOVE HIM PLEASE GIVE ME SOME IDEAS. I KNOW DAT HE LOVE bRUGAL SO I THOUGHT ID GET HIM A BOTTLE AND TAKE HIM 2 DINNER BUT I WANT IT 2 B MORE THAN JUS DAT.

Dating 101 Can Romantic Partners Have Friends Of The Opposite Sex?
RELATIONSHIPS Dating 101: Can Romantic Partners Have Friends of the Opposite Sex? 10 tips to having opposite-sex friends without ruining the relationship with your significant other By dating expert Sharon M. Rivkin, MA, MFT, for Hitched Photo: iStockphoto.com/asiseeit Updated: Jun 10, 2009 RATING THIS ARTICLE Average (753 votes) Rate it: Opposite-sex friendships are tricky and can be a direct threat to the relationship you have with your mate, but they don't have to be. For most people, fear comes not from the friendship, but in keeping the friendship platonic, which can be difficult given that 90 percent of the time one of the individuals has experienced romantic feelings for his/her friend. Sometimes this is talked about and sometimes it isn't, but the feelings are there. But limiting our friendships with the opposite sex once you're in a committed relationship doesn't allow us the richness and perspective that we c

The Nerve Of Some People...
So this evening I sent a text to Not Tellin'. Letting her know how much I value her friendship, and as a responce, I get *Looks at text for a direct quote* "You suck. I hope zombies eat your face off" I think someone owes me a "sorry" just saying :p

Soldier Who Received Lung Transplant Dies From Lung Cancer
LONDON, England (CNN) -- A leading UK hospital has defended its practice of using organs donated by smokers after the death of a soldier who received the cancerous lungs of a heavy smoker. A close up X-ray view of a cigarette smoker's lungs. Corporal Matthew Millington, 31, died at his home in 2008, less than a year after receiving a transplant that was supposed to save his life at Papworth Hospital -- the UK's largest specialist cardiothoracic hospital, in Cambridgeshire, east England. Papworth Hospital released a statement saying using donor lungs from smokers was not "unusual." The statement added that the hospital had no option but to use lungs from smokers as "the number of lung transplants carried out would have been significantly lower," if they didn't. Should hospitals use smokers' lungs in transplants? An inquest held last week heard that Millington, who served in the Queen's Royal Lancers, was serving in Iraq in 2005 when he was diagnosed with an incurab

Chapter 20
The day grew into night and the time came for me to head out into the world I had left behind me for years now, and yet now here I was having to go right back into the one place I feared ever going into again for the past is a scary place. As I headed out of the Castle Gates and stood by the final pillar I took in a deep breath and glanced over my shoulder into my room window where I saw my son waving and holding his siters hand tightly with that ever present smile of his I couldn't help by smile back and let the deep breath out and partake in another as I stepped away from my safety net of the Castle. This was it now or never as my legs moved slowly and shaking started coming in waves over me the further away I walked from the Gates of Delrita to the edge of the woods, with one last look over my shoulder to my home and a deep sigh I turned to the woods and enter my own private hell once more, but this time I had nobody waiting on the other end to greet me with open arms and a smile,

This Love Song Is For The Lover That I Havent Met....yet! Or I Already Met Him?
"Near You Always" / Jewel Please don't say I love you,those words touch me much too deeplyand they make my core trembleDon't think you realize the effect you have over mePlease don't look at me like thatIt just makes me want to make you near me alwaysPlease don't kiss me so sweetit makes me crave a thousand kisses to followAnd please don't touch me like thatmakes every other embrace seem pale and shallowAnd please don't come so closeit just makes me want to make you near me alwaysPlease don't bring me flowersthey only whisper the sweet things you'd sayDon't try to understand meyour hands already know too much anywayIt just makes me want to make you near me alwaysAnd when you look in my eyesplease know my heart is in your handsIt's nothing that I understand, but when in your armsyou have complete power over meSo be gentle if you please, 'causeYour hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teethAnd it makes me want to make you near me alwaysYour hands are in my hair, but my heart is

Chapter 19
Was I losing my mind standing here hearing the voice of my dead lover ? The Father to my oldest Son the same one that I watched die before my very eyes in front of my old home when he'd come to kill myself and my own child not caring what the cost to himself was gonna be ? I was losing my mind that's all there was to it that's all nothing more just my mind playing tricks on me from being so worried about my Daughter and Husband that it was shouting things out loud enough for me to think that they were real voices that's all it was. I'll go back to the Castle and take the kids out for some fresh air and see if my Daughter would drink anything while we were in the Garden. It'll be better once I'm back around the kids,it has to get better being around them I'm always happy and have a smile on my despite my Daughters illness I'm always smiling with her to keep her happy. " She's never gonna trust me once she knows it truely is me and not just her mind playing tricks on her from all she's

I Hope You Understand
First off, I need to thank everyone who has been here for me the past few days, you have no idea what it has meant to me. My real friends have really come through for me. I don't have enough words to express my gratitude to you all. I love you all with all my heart. I need to take a break away from here for a little while. I have found myself sitting here the past few days waiting for a man who doesn't exsist. I need to get some things in mind straightened out. I know some of you may not understand and that is ok. But I truly loved David and am having a really hard time right now understanding why all this happened. Many of you have my number and yahoo, please feel free to contact me through that if you want to talk to me. I will log on here to check my messages from time to time..if you see me don't hesitate to speak, I will talk back. I just can't sit here for hours right now. Please remember I love you all and appreciate everything you have done for me. Especially you Rich, you

Chapter 18
I must of passed out at the feeling of thinking I had heard my dead lovers voice talking to me at the gates of Castle Delrita for when I had awoke I was in my own room and in my own bed covered and laying peacefully. My door opened and I saw my Maid come walking in slowly as if she thought I was still asleep and didn't want to wake me from my slumber when I turned and spoke to her I suppose I must of scared her just beyond this side of reason for she screamed and then turned to see I was awake and shut it down quickly as one of the hallway gaurds came runnign in she stopped him at the door and told him she saw a mouse on the floor and that was the cause of the scream and nothing more so he didn't have to worry. She in turn shut the door and walk over to the bed and sat softly on it next to me and looked upon me with a worried look upon her face as she spoke to me " My love your starting to scare me more and more nowadays. If it weren't for the night time gaurd shift change I don't th

Reasons For If I Am Just Alil Not Myself .......
Well first off before i get started Please allow me to make any and all appologies ahead of time. Reasons for if i seem just not myself this month and going into the holidays. You see, This month on the 25th marks the 7th year of my moms' passing. Seven years might be a long time to some people to pine over a loved one but this woman who gave me life 36 years ago was my heart,my rock,my everything. Before she had died in 2002, my mom and i had a wonderful mother/daughter friendship. Yes we did have our ups and downs but what parent doesn't. Anyways, back in 2000, my mom had to retire from a job she had since 1970, first as a supervisor, then moved up to Tax Auditor within California's main hub for income taxes, Francise Tax Board. In those years i had grown up knowing alot of people who had come and went within the years.. either moving on to other jobs or retiring. Living with my mom ( So you know, i was 21 when i had my son and i had decided to stay with my mom) which worked out pr

Chapter 17
How long had I been lost in my thoughts before the sound of the curtain blowing against the window seal finally caught my eye and made me come back to the present only to find that I was better off being in my own dream world were everything was fine and nothing was going wrong for me. I had everything while I was lost in this world of mine where we were all walking and laughing in the warm sunshine and none of us were afraid of it. The warm touch of the sun dancing and playing upon my face felt so real that when I heard the wind I had tears running down my face which I hadn't had since the babies were born and I knew they were health,or at least at the tinme they were healthy now my Daughter is being plauged by something of this world and I have no idea what it is that has made her so ill. Why would anything or anybody want to harm my Daughter this innocent soul who's not even old enough yet to be taking a life to be called a sinner and yet something is making her very ill. She get'

Chapter 16
I awoke the next morning to find myself in better shape and health than I had ever been in before as far back as my mind and soul could recall. I got up outta the bed and moved around the room looking at everything as if in a new light to myself. As I proceeded to my closet to grab a dress for the night and walk the hallways with my Son and Daughter to see how their Father was doing or better yet WHAT he was doing in our family home of Delrita. We walked all along the pathways in the Garden and the Hallways of every floor and yet still no sign of my Husband anywhere at all. With sudden rush of panic and fear flowing all over me the dream of the night before came rushing back and yet I knew it to be only a dream yet my mind screamed out in horror that it wasn't a dream and that I was truely left all alone to raise our kids to learn to fight and survie for the upcoming battle that lay ahead of them as they were to get older and grow in power and skills. I rushed around every corner hopi

You Hold Me Without Touch, You Keep Me Without Chains
Something always brings me back to youIt never takes too longNo matter what I say or doI still feel you here 'til the moment I'm goneYou hold me without touchYou keep me without chainsI never wanted anything so muchThan to drown in your love and not feel your rainSet me free, leave me beI don't wanna fall another moment into your gravityHere I am and I stand so tallI'm just the way I'm supposed to beBut you're on to me and all over meYou loved me 'cause I'm fragileWhen I thought that I was strongBut you touch me for a little whileAnd all my fragile strength is goneSet me free, leave me beI don't wanna fall another moment into your gravityHere I am and I stand so tallI'm just the way I'm supposed to beBut you're on to me and all over meI live here on my kneesAs I try to make you seeThat you're everything I think

Stolen From Philemon
I am a cuddler - False; not really I am a morning person - True; sorta I am a perfectionist - True; but more like have some OCDs I am currently in my pajamas - False; a towel I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False. Never had a broken heart I am okay at styling other people's hair - False; I hate touching peoples' hair I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - Very true; I am painfully shy...at first I can be paranoid at times - False. ALL the time When I get mad I curse frequently - True; I curse frequently as it is I enjoy jazz music - False; I hate it I enjoy talking on the phone - True; when at work I have all my grandparents - False. Two are gone I have been told that I am smart - True. I've been told that I have bathed/showered with someone - True. I have changed a lot over the past year - False; I havent changed since I was 5

Fumafia
dear fuland, fumafia? really? i just have to say... fuck that shit. do not ask. no way. i have better things to do with my time....like taking half nude pictures of myself and posting them. or sending them to people. okay? thanks. all my love, j

Kid Syn Has Auto's On & Hh Tonight @ 8pm
Kid SyN Rate, Fan, Add, Bling Him. so come and show him sum fu loving! He also has a Happy Hour @ 8pm fu-time tonight! Kid SyN Owned by Pink & Devilish Impressions Bully Brought To You By:

My Life In Music
Here you go...if you ever cared to know how things work in my head...here you go! It's my "Inner Voice" playlist. Copy and paste link into a new window and read the explainations if you want...1. Saliva - I walk alone - This is pretty much my attitude lately...2. Ozzy - I don't want to stop - My life has been crazy, but I love it...for better or worse3. Everclear - Rockstar - Even though I'm getting old, the inner me still has the dream4. Hoobastank - Crawling in the dark - My mind works in a very different way than most, so I always feel like I'm searching for the reason why that is...5. Pepper - Crazy Love - This isn't here just cause I HAVE had some crazy love, but I'm a goofball in love and this song has the feel that I get in love6. Sugarcult - Bouncing off the Walls Again - I have momentary spastic episodes of high energy7. Stevie Wonder - Higher Ground - Alright, I might be a hippie, but there is a higher conciousness o

Some Interesting Facts About Ourselves …………………
In my blogs, you'll only find jokes ;)It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women will be finished reading this by now. Men are still busy checking their thumbs. Have a fantastic day and SMILE :-) Anthea.

What Would You Do If?
BOYS ONLY!! Current mood: content AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST!WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF?1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU:2. I KISSED YOU:3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU:4. I STARTED SMOKING:5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU:6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:7. I WAS DRUNK:8. I LICKED YOU:9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE:10. I ASKED YOU OUT:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY?11. ASS:12. LOOK:13. FACE:14. HAIR:15. BODY:WOULD YOU?16. BE MY FRIEND?17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE?18. KISS ME?19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME?20. KEEP IN TOUCH?21. LICK ME?23. DATE ME?24. HAVE SEX WITH ME?HAVE YOU EVER?25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?26. WANTED TO KISS ME?27. WANTED TO BITE ME?28. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME?29. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME?30. HAD A DIRTY DREAM OF ME?AND MORE!31. WHO ARE YOU?32. ARE WE FRIENDS?33. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?34. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD:35. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION?36. WHAT REMINDS YOU OF ME?37. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WHAT WOULD IT BE?38. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?39. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME?40.

For Dj Clone
You say you've turned it offHid your heart up on a shelfScared of what it might costTo take it off for someone else'Cause lovin her you lostToo much of yourselfBaby can't you see that she's not me and... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meI'll follow any road anywhere to get to youI'll open up my soulIf that's what you need me to doBut now baby it's your moveAll you've got to doIs believe in love, just believe in us now... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meJust believe in loveJust believe in usBaby... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meCome and fall into meBaby fall into me

For Dj Clone
The Way I Love U lyricsEverything's cool, yeahIt's all gonna be okay, yeahAnd I know, Maybe I'll leave andLaugh about it somedayBut not today, noCause I don't feel so goodI'm tangled up insideMy heart is on my sleeveTomorrow is a mystery to me(Chorus)And it might be wonderfulIt might be magicalIt might be everything I've waited for, A miracleOh, but even if I fall in love againWith someone elseIt could never be the way I loved youLetting you go isMaking me feel so cold, yeahAnd I've been trying to makeBelieve it doesn't hurtBut that makes it worse, yeahSee, I'm a wreck insideMy toung is tied and myWhole body feels so weakThe future may be all I really need(Chorus)And it might be wonderful, yeahIt might be magical, uh ohIt might be everything I've waited for, A miracleOh, but even if I fall in love againWith someone elseIt could never be the way I loved youLike a first love, The one and only true loveWasn't it written all over my face, yeahI loved you like you loved me (oh)Like somethin

Nice Ugg Boots Styles For The Discerning Buyer
Who would thought, that the good old Australian Ugg Boots would have become a force to be reckoned with in the fashion world with teenagers and adults alike worldwide, flocking to this Fluffy Footwear. Australian's got over the ugg craze around 1985, but it seems that the rest of the world is just catching up, and causing a revival of ugg fashion in Australia as well. Have you even wondered why Uggs are so popular, and an incredibly comfortable boot - to-boot ! Authentic Australian Uggs Boots are made from Sheepskin of the highest quality typical of Australian sheep wool. Many overseas providers have copied the Australian's and tried to get in on the ugg craze, but only Australian original ugg boots have the sort of quality and comfort that most are looking for. If you want authentic Ugg Boots of hte highest quality, then you need to shop from an Austrlian ugg boots supplier. If you choose to buy uggs from an inferior overseas supplier then buyer beware! The wool of the boot doesn'

This Being Cancer Awarness Monthy, I Thought I Would Share Something I Wrote 4 Years Ago
This is part of a Blog I wrote 4 years ago on Myspace. And as it has been almost 5 years since Sherry passed, I thought I would share it with those who wanted to read it. I have watched the mums on this site since I joined back in April and have seen how crude and nasty people really are tho I have to say, a lot are not so. So read it and feel what you will. I for one, know that writing it helped me deal with what happened. And tho I have tried my best to move on, and I have, it still jerks at my heart strings every single day. For those who have lost someone very dear to you, you know what I'm saying. For those who have not, I can only say that, You Will one day. Sunday, February 08, 2009 A Widower's Journal of Life, Death & Retirement - Moved from Yahoo360 to MySpace Current mood: lonely A Widower's Journal of Life, Death & Retirement This journal begins 364 days after the death of my wife, Sherry. I retired 1 & 1/2 months later. Entry for November 15,

Mr Junior Hockey Star
Today, we salute you Mr. "Livin the Dream" Junior Hockey Player. While most average adolescents take the normal route right to college, You defy conformity and take the road less taken. While most are home studying for tests, you are out with your 12 pack, your tin of choice, and your team jacket trying to get as many high school girls in one place at one time. You truly are an All-Star. So raise your glass, and crack open an ice cold Bud Light, because there's no shame in being older than your college professor

Life Dilemma
not really. I would've asked this in a mumm, but I have wasted all my mumms on complete BS. BTW, thanks Bludgie for posting one for me. Does anyone know what would happen if you put varnish/laquer on fresh leaves? (or dried ones?) Would they hold their color and look, or would it do somethin to them? same goes for leather.

Rant 09-12-09
I am consistently looking around myself and wondering if I am speaking Japanese. People don't understand the words that are coming out of my mouth and it is severely frustrating to me. I feel as if I go to great lengths to make myself understood and yet there is always a lack of communication in everything that I do. (of course this applies more to some than others) I have a lot going on with me - that is the understatement of the year! I take care of an elderly relative and my two children with no help at all it seems and some days I just want to raise my hands to the heavens and scream. I get so depressed about the future when I look at my Aunty, to be old is something that I never dreamed myself to be anyways but looking at her now I am certain that I never want to be in her position. To be old and unable to take care of myself - to be have my life be completely beyond my control and to be alone in a sense is simply not in my design. I have no support from my kids' father. He is

You Lied To Me
You sat there and lied to me. Even as I cried. You gave me pretty words that later you would deny. You promised you wouldn't do this, You lied to me. I believed all that you had to say. Now I'm dying Inside. All my pain is because of you. Now what is it I should do? I gave you all that I had. The words you spoke where never true. You lied to me. All you gave to me where broken promises, and emty dreams. All because You lied to me. I was so blind that I could not see. I couldn't see that you where lying to me.

Caution All Around
Caution all around unless they make a mistake. Why is this? My sister is no longer on the wireless because she now knows I hear everything. She is very cautious. Gary is also very cautious in not only what he says but the format. No longer is it in WACHOVIA's. Physicians are very careful in what they say and one was even in tears over the phone. Someone I should of not met, just met, too far from where their supposed to be. Beauty is remarkable from her to this one. Had to be same or perhaps I was seeing a twin? Nothing in the attic. Three other places remain? Unfortunately, I know exactly where, why, how, and when to look. Perfect year for surgery 9, moth 10, and Holloween? Perfect. and ABCDdcba means? I will not teach, figure it out. PAX

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LOVE HAS BEEN AROUND SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME WELL BEFORE A POET'S FIRST RHYME LONG BEFORE YOU OR I BEFORE ADAM AND EVE EVER TOLD A LIE YET STILL SOMEHOW I AM NOT CONVINCED THAT THERE'S A LOVE LIKE OURS, THAT IT EVEN EXISTS. EVEN THE NOTION, I MUST DISMISS BONDED WERE OUR SOULS, AND SEALED WITH A KISS

What Is Fibromyalgia?
What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia produces widespread pain, disturbed sleep, and exhaustion from head to toe. Fibromyalgia means pain in the muscles, ligaments, and tendons—the soft fibrous tissues of the body. Although the muscles hurt everywhere, they are not the only cause of the pain. Instead, the diffuse, body-wide symptoms are greatly magnified by malfunctions in the way the nervous system processes pain. Regional muscle pain not related to arthritis or the nervous system also occurs in the majority of people with fibromyalgia. Patients describe this as firm knots in the belly of muscles, often causing restricted movement and radiating pain. These muscle nodules are myofascial trigger points and some researchers suspect that these painful areas overlap with the tender points used to diagnose fibromyalgia. The symptoms of fibromyalgia are unpredictable and most patients are frustrated by their physical limitations and inability to make plans. You may feel as though you

A Sisters Love
A Sister's Love "A Sisters Love" A sisters love knows no bound, it's alot stronger then it even sounds. A sisters love is tuff to find, when it's found it's only kind. A sisters love for his sister is strong, something you learn as you move along. A sisters love means good or bad, even at times when all she does is make you mad. A sisters love never quits, it always stands tall and never sits. A sisters love catches you when you fall, he will wipe your tears as if they were nothing at all. A sisters love will continue to grow, even at times when it doesn't show. A sisters love means being tuff, it's not giving up, when i say enough is enough. A sisters love means sharing what she has to give, even if it means something really massive. A sisters love stays in your heart, something that can never tear apart. A sisters love goes along way, especially when she plays with you on a rainy day. A sisters love is being a friend, when your tired and at your wits end. A sisters lov

For Those Who Thought They Knew Everything
************ ********* ********* *** ************ ********* ********* ********* ***** The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for blood plasma. ************ ********* ********* *** ************ ********* ********* ********* *** No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait...

The Bus Ride
Two bowling teams, one of all Blondes and one of all Brunettes, charter a double-Decker bus for a weekend trip to Louisiana.The Brunette team rode on the bottom of the bus, and the Blonde team rode on the top level.The Brunette team down below really whooped it up, having a great time, when one of them realized she hadn't heard anything from the Blondes upstairs. She decided to go up and investigate.When the Brunette reached the top, she found all the Blondes in fear, staring straight ahead at the road, clutching the seats in front of them with white knuckles.The brunette asked, 'What the heck's going on up here?We're having a great time downstairs!'One of the Blondes looked up at her, swallowed hard and whispered... 'YEAH, BUT YOU'VE GOT A DRIVER!?!'

Whether You Love Dogs Or Not, I Know You Will Love This Story . . .
An older, tired-looking dog wandered into my yard.I could tell from his collar and well-fed belly that he had a home and was well taken care of. He calmly came over to me, I gave him a few pats on his head; he then followed me into my house, slowly walked down the hall, curled up in the corner and fell asleep. An hour later, he went to the door, and I let him out.The next day he was back, greeted me in my yard, walked inside and resumed his spot in the hall and again slept for about an hour. This continued off and on for several weeks.Curious I pinned a note to his collar: "I would like to find out who the owner of this wonderful sweet dog isand ask if you are aware that almost every afternoon your dog comes to my house for a nap."The next day he arrived for his nap, with a different note pinned to his

What Causes Arthritis?
A drunk man who smelled like beersat down on a subway next to a priest.The man's tie was stained, his facewas plastered with red lipstick,anda half-empty bottle of gin was stickingout of his torn coat pocket.Heopened his newspaper andbegan reading.After a few minutes the manturned to the priest and asked, 'Say Father,what causes arthritis?'The priest replies, 'My Son, it'scaused by loose living,being withcheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, contempt for your fellow man,sleeping around with prostitutesand lack of a bath.'The drunk muttered in response,'Well, I'll be damned, 'Then returned tohis paper.The priest, thinking about whathe had said, nudged the manandapologized. 'I'm very sorry.I didn't mean to come on so strong.How longhave you had arthritis?'The drunk answered, 'I don't have it, Father.I was just reading here that the Pope does.' MORAL: Make sure you understand the question before offering the answer.

To All The Sportsmen And Everyone Else!!!
To all you hunters.... Words fail me. I think I'll just go pick some chips off the Doritos tree in the backyard to go with the stiff drink I think I need right now. They walk among us & they vote !!!

The Ant And The Grasshopper
This one is a little different....Two Different Versions! .................. Two Different Morals!OLD VERSION: The ant works hard in the withering heat all summerlong, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter.The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs and dancesand plays the summer away.Come winter, the ant is warm and well fed.The grasshopper has no food or shelter, so he dies out in the cold.MORAL OF THE STORY: Be responsible for yourselfMODERN VERSION:The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, buildinghis house and laying up supplies for the winter.The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs and dancesand plays the summer away.Come winter, the shivering grasshopper calls a press conferenceand demands to know why the ant should be allowed to be warm and well fedwhile others are cold and starving.CBS, NBC , PBS, CNN, and ABC show up to provide pictures of theshivering grasshopper next to a video of the ant in h

True Cajun Ghost Story
This happened about 6 months ago on Louisiana Hwy 57, just outside of Dulac, a little town in the bayou country of Louisiana , and while it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's real. An Ohio businessman, Saul Rubins, abandoned his disabled vehicle on the side of the road, and attempted to hitchhike. The night was pitch dark in the middle of a thunderstorm. Time passed slowly and no cars went by. It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of his face. Suddenly, through the sheets of rain, he saw a car moving slowly, approaching and appearing ghostlike in the rain. It slowly and silently crept toward him and stopped. Desperately needing a ride, Saul jumped in the car and closed the door. Only then did he realize that there was no one behind the wheel and no sound of an engine to be heard over the rain. Again the car crept silently forward and Saul was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running.. He saw that the car was approaching a sharp curve and,

Thoughts...
it’s been a quiet night so faruneventful, plenty of silencebroken only by the occasionalsounds of the cricket chirping;a long time indeed since i stayed awaketill the early morning, 4am to be precise,sleep is the last thing that is on my mindtry as much as possible, my eyes refused to closemy mind, like a clock, keeps thinkinga lot of things from the silliest to thebizarre, from the good moments to thebad moments and even scripting“what if” and “if only” scenarios in my lifeas the cold morning breeze played havocwith my senses, gently trying to disruptmy thought process and put my mind to rest,i tried to stay alive and keep it goingwith the dawn slowly approaching and my destinationstill a long distance away, i needed to keep my senses sharpand not overwhelm it with the “to be forgotten past”,as the future is still waiting to be born,the protest of the mind is quelled down,only to be continued laterTorill...

Bastard Ass Landlords
so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months.... i missed a call today from my landlord. he left a message saying that it was important, call him back. guess what.... yep, we are in forclosure!!!! son of a bitch!!! i know i have a few months before anything goes down, but what a kic in the ass. i have lease, so i still gotta pay rent, even though he aint payin his mortgage. i cant just bail, i have a 10 y/o who is in school. so i guess i will just piss and moan about it here!!

Awwwwwwww
he reads her blog with adorationas his cock thickens with anticipationshe smiles and feels warmth in her heartas she knows that this is only the starthe is humbled by her beauty and sweetnessand knows that she really is his only weakness!

Yup
Portland is not the city I thought it was. The people are NOT friendly, they are paranoid violent and evil. I hate now more than ever. I am leaving all Human concerns behind in three days. All those on my friends list I say thank you, to everyone else, especially the assholes who respond to my attempts to make friends IRL here I say QUIT BEING SO DAMN PARANOID YOU STUPID TWITS! I wish I had the stregnth of will to stick around and see humanity wipe its own worthless ass off the planet completely in a few years. You all desreve all the misery you create. All I wanted to do was bring the love, but there is none to bring in your hearts. Bye

Return On Investment
“And he made the altar of burnt offering out of shittim wood: five cubits was the length thereof, and five cubits the breadth thereof; it was foursquare; and three cubits the height thereof.” Bezaleel, the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah, is the man commissioned to build all the furnishing and objects to be used in the LORD’s tabernacle. The thirty-eighth chapter of Exodus opens with Bezaleel’s action to build the altar of burnt offering that Moses had first been given the instructions for in chapter twenty-seven verses one through eight. Remembering that a cubit is roughly eighteen inches long, that puts the dimensions of the altar itself at seven and a half feet long by seven and a half feet wide (making the altar foursquare, forming a square with all four sides being equal) by four and a half feet high. Each corner of the altar sports a horn also made of acacia word and overlaid with brass per verse two. These aren’t just ornament

Who Really Cares...
Have you ever noticed that everyone without question asks the same old question "How are you today?"?? Its funny.. Why?, You ask.. because who really cares how everyone else is doing? Really I dont for the most part. I care about certain aspects live or dead etc.. But I dont give a shit if your having a rough day... Take a walk in my shoes for a week youll give em back and tell me good luck and never look back... I may say the same for yours... We are all so wound up in your own self centered little worlds that we dont really care... And just for those who continue to try and ask this same silly question.... Peachy... Im just FARCKIN Peachy... I am married 10 years to a woman who is in and out of psychiatric hospitals cause evidently I nor our children can make her happy enough to want to live or look at the brighter side of life. Yet I am MOM and DAD and yet still have to be a husband faithful even though I am the one left to keep the normal life on track. Where do I get a break? Wh

Got Milk?
Slain gay rights activist Harvey Milk will get a special day of recognition in California, making him only the second person in state history to gain such a designation. Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger's signing of the bill establishing "Harvey Milk Day" each May 22, Milk's birthday, was announced Monday. The Republican governor vetoed similar legislation a year ago. In the interim, Milk was posthumously awarded the Presidential Medal of Freedom in August and was the subject of a movie for which Sean Penn won the Academy Award for best actor. Penn spoke out in favor of the bill last spring, saying he didn't want to insult Schwarzenegger's intelligence by assuming the governor would again oppose creating Harvey Milk Day. "He has become much more of a symbol of the gay community than he was a year ago because of those things," Schwarzenegger spokesman Aaron McLear said. "That may be the difference from last year: he's really come to symbolize the gay community in California" In

Twisted Playground Auction
TWISTED PLAYGROUND IS HOSTING ITS FIRST AUCTION THERE IS NO ENTRY FEE 2 WEEK OWNERSHIPS I ONLY NEED A FEW THINGS FROM YOU IF YOU CHOOSE TO ENTER FIRST IS I NEED YOU TO BE THERE OCTOBER 28TH AT 9PM EST SECOND IS I NEED A PHOTO OF YOU FOR PROMOTION THIRD IS I NEED YOUR OFFER AN OFFER IS THINGS YOU WANT TO DO FOR YOUR OWNER LIKE PIC RATES STASH RATES COMMENTS DRINKS OWNERS NAME IN YOURS ADD TO FAM

25 Credit Bling Pack/ Vip/blast Auction
Ill be holding an auction that will close on Friday October the 16th at 6pm eastern time for an 25 Credit bling pack/VIP/ Or a 7 day blast. This prize will go to the highest bidder, at the time specified above. All bids must be placed in fubucks.The minimum starting bid must be 2,000,000, all other bids must be higher. At the end of this auction the winner will be notified by email, and will have 24 hours to pay, or the prize will go to the next highest bid. Let the bidding begin!! The winner will choose at that time which of the prizes he/she wants to opt for!!

Auto 11/ Cherry Bomb Bling Auction
Ill be holding an auction that will close on Friday October the 16th at 6pm eastern time for an auto 11/ or Cherry bomb bling. This prize will go to the highest bidder, at the time specified above. All bids must be placed in fubucks.The minimum starting bid must be 2,000,000, all other bids must be higher. At the end of this auction the winner will be notified by email, and will have 24 hours to pay, or the prize will go to the next highest bid. Let the bidding begin!! At the time of prize payment, the winner will opt to choose either an auto 11/ or cherry bomb bling!! Good Luck

In Tha'lover's Pain.
HEY MY 225 FAMILY AND FRIENDS,I HAVE MISSED YOU AND LOVVE YOU SOOO MUCH IT'S UNREAL!!!!! I have been physically hurting since the beginning of the month so i haven't been here for you,MY MONTANALAND225 FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT I'M BACK NOW AND FOR KEEPS!!!!!.THANK YOU TO MY FAM AND FRIENDS WHO CHECKED UP ON ME WHILE I WAS GONE,OH,HOW I LOVE YOU.AND TO THE ONE'S WHO LEFT ME LOVE WITHOUT QUESTION,JUST CUZ,I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH TOO,HA,HA,HAA,HA,HA!!!!!"for those who reaally know me,thhis has been a time of discontentment for me cuz of different folks(or factions)who have their reasons for having their way bout who is(or not)in tha'225 family."THIS IS FOR EVERYONE FROM THIS POINT OUT,"FIRST I HAVE MET A-L-L OF YOU ON AN INDIVIDUAL BASIS,OR ONE AT A TIME,I DIDN'T KNOW OF ALL THE OTHER STUFF(and i use that word loosely)BOUT'YOUR WAR WITH THISS ONE OR THAT ONE.FOR MEMBER TO COME TO ME BOUT THROWING OTHER PEOPLE OUT ISS REALLY DISSTURBING TO ME CUZ EVERYONE AT SOME POINT

Harvey Milk Day!
Harvey Milk Day, a state day to honor the slain San Francisco gay rights advocate, is now official in California thanks to a somewhat unexpected signature Monday from Republican Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger, who has vetoed such legislation in the past. The bill was one of two key gay rights bills authored by State Senator Mark Leno of San Francisco, who says he's "pleasantly surprised" that the governor put his pen to both; the other bill makes gay marriages performed in other states legal in California. Leno, reached Monday, said he believed Schwarzenegger finally signed the bill this session to establish a day for the late San Francisco supervisor because "Harvey Milk Day is an idea whose time has come.'' In the past, Schwarzenegger "could suggest that Harvey was a local personality,'' he said. But that was before Milk's life and accomplishments were recognized in a shower of honors last year: there was the success of the Oscar-winning film, "Milk,'' the biopic starring Sean Penn,

Communication Chaos And How Children Clarify Contacts
America is the greatest nation in the world, because we have touches of all other nations within our borders, helping to shape our spirit into the CAN DO determination of the cream of our crops of citizens - no matter what their country of origination was originally. I do not think that many people have an appreciation for the great service that the children of hard working people that had a dream of freedom and opportunity to thrive do for their families. These children live in multiple worlds all at the same time. They speak multiple languages, act as translators for their parents who are not as adept at learning the language of the country they have proudly chosen to make their new home. Adults just do not have the same ease with switching their brains into a mode to take in a new language. I have witnessed their young children opening the doors of understanding between cultures with words spoken and translated back and forth - and also with explanations on what the behaviors of th

The Things I Want
=====30 things I want===== 1. I want a 1500 square foot house on a hill with a view of the ocean and a lot of nature around it. 2. I want a Nissan GT-R with autostick, working AC, custom leather interior, 4 point harness, brass roll cage, purple & gold, purple & gold rims, lots of power adders, a navigation system and Z rated tires. 3. a chef style gas stove with a grill. 4. a huge refridgerator. 5. a garage with a complete automotive tool chest 6ft. tall. 6. Bigger Computer. 7. a nice laptop. 8. a very good digital nikon SLR with lots of big lenses. 9. Lighting equiptment for photography. 10. lots of backgrounds for photography. 11. my own airplane. 12. reflectors for my photography. 13. to have a photo studio. 14. to have a bedroom fo each of my cats. 15. have a gallery. 16. filters for photography. 17. a golf cart. 18. a pitching wedge.