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My Punishment
We'll looks like my status got me into trouble and the fu-gods were not pleased. I am dealing with the consequences of my actions and not having the privilege of having a status or online icon. I hope the fu-gods will look down upon me and show alittle love and give them back someday soon. I beg like alittle child, flashing my eye lashes and having a pouty face "please Fu-gods please give me back my status and icon, I promise to be good as I can be. I don't like being grounded and would be a happy little girl if you would let me have it back" I just wanted everyone to know that I am somewhat around still though you can not tell at all when I am and not online.

People I Hate......(love You)
People I hate, that I want to punch in the face: Wicked: because she has awesomely, beautiful legs and a really nice ass. Russian Foxx (or whoever she is now): because she is super pretty, has a purty mouf and a sexy accent. Not J: because she is so gorgeous it makes you want to punch babies. Kisses Papercut: because she has HUGE boobs and they are freaking perky! How do they stay like that?! And she has awesome eyebrows. Kloverlynn: she's beautiful and has amazingly gorgeous eyes. V: because he gets to see himself with his shirt off every single day and he won't share the goods. I'm sure my list will grow. :)

Read Or Pick Up
Yesterday at the car wash I met FOP sitting and waiting for hes GMC Tan pickup and I suppose hes wife or girl friend came out. Could be something more but is it possible to read or pick up others thoughts? Today an appointment with Herman T. and we talked but I lead the conversation to who beside myself had the most to gain. He said the hospital, doctors, and I persisted to what one individual beside me? It is possible to have blockage cause the dammage but he knew way back when that this is a Passive Homicide on the part of a physician due to Hypoglacemia. No, kind mentioned in the Insulin Manufacturers litterature does not say Insulin induced coma but low blood sugar which causes temporary to permanent damaga to the Heart and the the Brain. Herman T. said keep lifting those weights and he is right. Herman T. is the one that guided me and it was John C. who also guided me to defend myself against the VA. Others here and there helped. Surgery, I could of died or simply disappeared int

Bling!!! Get Yours Here!
I have Just been given the 65 Credit bling pack woo hoo So figure I would give out Free bling to whom ever answers the following questions! You don't have to be exactly right but close What is My favorite Part of the female body? The part that isn't begging for rates and bling Am I generous? To those who do not care about points sure Are you a friend of Mines? Probably not or you would have known I was not giving free bling Are you a very cool person? If your a point slut you are intellectually inferior AKA a moron What Month is it? [why is it important] Really? Just one month for cancer... morons.. sorry point slut no bling for you! What bling is every one hoping for this month? The silly breast cancer awareness bling, If you want to help breast cancer research/survivors, donate 10 bucks to a cancer research group(s), not 3 dollars on a bling, of which only 1 dollar goes to cancer research/helping those with cancer. What group of people can I laugh at daily? Oh yes

The List
Just in case you missed it on my profile because you did not look at it. A little about myself...I am 5'8" and about 175 pounds. I have hazel eyes, fire engine red hair. I am a mom of three beautiful children. Below is a short list that I have developed after suffering many broken hearts. Hit me up if you think you can fill this imaginary man's shoes. I am looking for a good man. "Definition of a good man?" you may ask...to me the PERFECT man would be the following: 1. Faithful; meaning that he will not play games with my head or screw another woman behind my back. 2. Strong; (not in a physical sense, well...ok in a physical sense as well, but I digress)...he would be emotionally strong...mentally strong, someone that won't let me run them over "all the time". Now, male common sense will tell you that there is a certain amount of B.S that you have to put up with, but not all of it. I want a man that will be by my side with pride and loyalty. A man that stands with his head held hig

Just Be You!
You were born to be real, not to be perfect. You are here to be you, not to live someone else's life. Every day you make some progress and every day you make a few mistakes. Through it all, your wisdom continues to grow and your experience continues to broaden. Be gentle with yourself. Accept who you are, where you have been, and what you have to work with, for in this moment you can make positive use of it all. Reach in and touch the purpose that makes you feel most alive. The world around you is filled with places where that purpose can do great things. It is never too late to offer your unique and genuine gifts to life. Now is the time to do great things, even in the smallest of ways. Choose to fully and graciously live life as it comes. The richest rewards by far are the ones to which you most sincerely give of yourself.

Why Me
I am not much of a blogger but I love to conversate and seeing how this is a way to do it on here, here goes! Why me ask yourself why did you accept and or pick me as a friend. Did you read the about me section or just on looks alone was your choice made, for the record im okay with either but I find the latter a tad more ego boosting lol hey im Italian how people percive my looks is important:). Moving on if you read what little I have put in and then decided than thank you as well, its not that im lazy or dont want you to know but this is my like 4 th go around in this place, and its just gets old having to put everything in again. However for the record on why I picked you I always read the profile if there is one but I wont lie as im scanning looks do get my attention. So if you want to know more about Why me and there is a lot to know I assure you then please start a conversation and what easier way is there than to have somthing to ask:). see ya!

Wicked And Witchie
Wicked and Witchie, really who would have thought we would end up being so close... The first time I saw her was in one of my Blogs she was funny and I figured Name likes her she must be sweet.... She then proceeded to buy Name Crisis off me... I sent her some sort of quirky reply to state that I was trying to pimp him out cheap.... and she was driving the price up... She responded like this: HES WORTH IT TO ME!!!! (insert snotty attitude) From that day on I loved her with all my heart.. she is my twin... I swear its crazy how alike we are... I belive that theres something about everyone i meet that I love and with Witchie there are so many things that i love its hard to say in one blog. She reminds me of me so much sometimes its scary... I wish one day I could meet her.. I think you should all perv her like i do.. i lust her breasts... Drools... I have to leave now im off to fap to her naked pictures... Wicked

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Dream Girl
Who is my Dream Girl? Who is made just for me, Who is only such girl made by Thee, Who is no less than an angel, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.The moon and the starBow down in honour, Seeing the beauty marvelShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.The 'Goddess of Beauty'Who is titled In the bible, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Not only for her gorgeous nature, But also for her beautful heart like a shinig mirrorWho is worshipped in templeShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Who is as purifiedAs the innocence of a childFrom mind nad body, heart and soul, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Who is innocent of angerWhose sweet voice can never be heard louder, In front of everyone who is always humble, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Whose eyes so resplendentExpress every feeling hidden, Who is so much adorableShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.For whom I am the only one, Who makes me feel like Heaven, For whom I am so spe

This Is Just A Thought
He destroyed your confidence, girl, He’s the cause of your pain girlYou got to be stronger than that, girlInnocent girl you once were.He stole your innocence, girl, He took your love, girlHe buried it with others, girl, Loving girl you once were.He tore apart your faith, girl.He turned everyone against you, girl.He made your parents not trust you, girl.Worthy girl you once were.He took your life, girl.Gave it a new name, girl, He drew your blood, girl, Living girl you once were.

New Car
The first Sunday after my husband and I bought a new car, we parked it in the last row of the church lot, not wanting to be ostentatious. While talking with friends after the service, my husband accidentally hit the panic button on his electronic key. Immediately our car's horn blared and its lights flashed. Watching my husband fumble with the button, his friend teased, "Wouldn't it have been in better taste to just put a few lines in the church bulletin?"

Chronic Larcenist - 4/15/09
CHRONIC LARCENIST (3rd entry into Migraine Poetry Contest) Even when you know the alarm code, your mired brain feeds sluggish fingers. Alarm specialists take their turn through the revolving door, for defenses breached is commonplace. To catch a thief as slippery smooth as this one is a herculean feat to be sure Weapons effective yesterday may not triumph tomorrow. This criminal does not always use the same MO No, your debilitation buttons easily accessible to him; More expert at keeping you on your back than on your toes. Even having secured all entrances with beefed-up reinforcements, you can be certain there is an overlooked pathway or crevice. Safe are your jewels, electronics and knick knacks. This shoplifter has particular tastes; Such as your time at work, with your family, and the most valuable, time to yourself. You are now spending that time in seclusion. That is, when you are not running to the pharmacy the neurologist, the family do

To The Bouncers (esp The One With Bug Eyes)
and other middleaged female Fu bouncers that keep deleting my shit as a result of bein butthurt, then denying it. You are nothing but broken, pathetic women that enjoy their "power" online because of the lack thereof in RL. Most of you are victims of abusive, failed relationships and low self esteem. After pointing out that D G had bug eyes (shit, her pics scared the shit out of me; I mean, talk about psycho eyes), and she should get her thyroid checked (listen, old lady, YOU will be the one dyin from it if left untreated, no skin off MY back), I now keep gettin my blogs removed. The timing is rather uncanny. Really, you are pathetic, not me. So feel free to flag /delete/etc this. LMAO, I laugh in your face, grannies!

Tattoo Care
People ask me what my after tattoo care is so I thought I'd post it here. This is the after tattoo care that I swear by. I always heal up in 4-5 days and I NEVER scab up. Mind you, this is subject to if your artist has a rough hand and scars you and the way that your body heals.First off, the physiology behind this is fairly sound. It keeps the blood plasma from pooling on the surface of your skin and ultimately forming a scab.After you have had your tattoo for 2-3 hours remove the dressing (my artist uses plastic wrap, it doesn’t stick and is a good barrier that won’t let a scab form in, on or around it).1) Run your water (either shower or faucet) to a temperature just below as hot as you can stand it. I know this sounds crazy, but it does 2 things: the heat sort of numbs the area effectively taking the burn away and the heat also draws the blood plasma up and washes it away. Run the water over your tattoo for no more than 3-4 minutes and wash the area with a fragrance fre

Pretty Girl
Pretty girl, who is to blameFrightened girl, they don’t know her nameSaddened girl, who cries at nightDistant girl, who’s out of sightPsycho girl, with scars on her wristsFairytale girl, who don’t existSilent girl, without a nameIgnored girl, who’s filled with shameFaking girl, with plastic smilesFreakish girl, from a thousand milesEmotionless girl, cant feel much Pain Darkened girl, who brings the rainCrying girl, tears start to floodPsychotic girl, who drains her bloodHated girl, who no one loves Such a weak girl, who’s no longer thoughAngry girl, there is no cureHappy girl, she is no moreHidden girl, she covers her scarsPrisoned girl, lived behind her life’s barsCrazy girl, who bleeds so muchLonely girl, who’s out of touchStupid girl, who no one likesBeaten girl, who always fightsPretty girl, don’t give up nowSuicide girl, there’s someway, somehowScared girl, don’t be afraidDistant girl, don’t go awayMorbid girl, don

Roller Coaster Hangover - 4/11/09
ROLLER COASTER HANGOVER (2nd entry in Migraine Poetry Contest) Dread coupled with strange anticipation are your only companions as you are dragged into that line, winding like an endless road to a known destination. This is not your first ride and most certainly will not be your last. Initial discomforts as you wait your turn are no match for the promised torture ahead; past experience making you a pitfall master. Self-warnings are useless, And preparations for the inevitable Have all the effectiveness of slamming a swinging door; you are chartered on a course for certain despair. The time inches near so quickly, ushering you to the reserved front seat. Your senses are incredibly magnified as your pulse accelerates and your heart starts to pound. Along with the ever increasing stomach cramps coming with every clickity-clack up toward the crest. Then whoosh! You are free-falling and your death grip does nothing to stem the panic rising like the b

Update
Here's what's going on lately...skip it if you don't care I've been kicking ass at work. The bosses all rave about me, the customers love me, the other employees love me...and they are trying to force me to accept a promotion or 3. The managers want me to apply for management, which would be cool but...I'll come back to that in a minute. I got a new apartment with my sister and her best friend...it's decent. Not great, but it'll do. Bad thing is it's a one year lease, so I'm stuck here in Peoria for a year. I'm already wanting out of here, but I'll manage. Who want's to come meet me? ;) I've got a real life again, finally, after a year of having none. I guess money and entertainment go hand in hand. I keep busy, very busy. I haven't had the net in 2 weeks and I haven't missed it. But...with all the money I have I gotta spend it on something so....I got it turned on. I got cable installed and decided "what the hell? upgrade EVERYTHING!!" So now I have subscription channels I'll never

Cropping
Better cropping, imagine drawing 2 evenly spaced lines across and vertically on your pics. That leaves you with a tic tac toe board. At the intersection of the crossed lines is where you should put the point of interest of your picture. The eye is naturally drawn to these 4 points. The face, eye, or main focal point should go on one of the crosses. Try it with some photos you already have and see what a difference it makes.

List Of Things To Do And Other Stuff
Okay so this is what's going on. I'm starting Medical Office Specialist (sounds snazzy don't it?) classes on the 12th. It's my grown up job so I can still pursue my childish ambitions. It's at a vocational school not a cool college but I'm too old for frat parties anyways. The admissions rep is cool, she asked me or rather told me to bring my art pieces with me to orinetation for her and the other office staff to buy. If I start making jewelry I'll really clean up! Plus they have work study I'll be eligible for a month into classes, working at the college rather than trying to balance two vastly separate schedules. On the down side, I was feeling really really tired and light headed, checked my blood pressure and it was high. Got more medicine and still felt fatigued but my blood pressure is good now so I had to have bloodwork done today. Yay, just love little pricks. So today I will alternate lying on the couch and painting art. I miss my treadmill :(

The Eye Test
Deep Down You are Mysterious You're the type of person who hasn't figured yourself out, so good luck to anyone else who plans to try! You are a mash up of many contradictions, and your mood changes daily. Once find yourself, you've changed into someone else. You don't show the world much about yourself. You are a person of few words and confusing actions. You prefer to observe and learn about people before you chime in. You only say things that you are sure of. The Eye Test Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Where Do You Think Best?
You Think Best in Your Bedroom In order to be able to think, you need to feel like you have some privacy and space. It's likely that you spent a lot of time in your bedroom while you were growing up. It's your sanctuary. You need a high level in control in your life, especially when you have something important to do. The best thing about your room is that it's exactly the way you like it. Having things the way you want allows you to relax and think. Where Do You Think Best? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

I Have The Best Friends..
My best friend Jason just got back from Iraq after a year. He called me to go out with him last night. He then told me he was going to ask Em to marry him. I was so excited. Em is the first girl that ever saw Jason for everything that he is. I liked her the first time I met her. I love her because she loves him the way he has always deserved to be loved. He showed me the ring when I dropped him off at home. Then we sat outside talking for a while. He then asked me how my love life was going.. he's always wanted for me to be happy as well. I reminded him of Gavin.I told him what was going on right now. He just watched the expression on my face as I talked. He said," I tell you what, if you two can get half the money together to get him here, I'll front the other half." I tried arguing about it, but I should know by now it does no good. I was so excited I was beside myself. The only problem now is, I haven't talked to Gavin since Thursday. The phone service I have doesn't work half

How To Do It Right!!!!!!!
How do you make love to a Woman,Romantically and Patiently;Take the time to make love to her mind.Fulfill all of her midnight wishes.Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses.Tell her, so that she will know!There's no place on her bodyyour tongue won't go.And, when you love a Woman,you love her real slow.How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Passionately and Sincerely;Let her Sweetness become your Weakness.Do not use just the Penis, But include your ear.Listen to the sweet sound of her moansand see what you hear.Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace.Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste.How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Sensually and Honestly;Say what you mean and mean what you say.Tell her that you love her,more and more with each passing day.Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head.Become her moonlight realitywhen it's time to go to bed.Kiss and lick all over her bodyuntil you find all her right spots.T

Amusement Parks And Carnivals
Amusement Parks and Carnivals As settings for dreams, these are ambiguous places. It seems as though amusement parks often include elements that we consider to be the best and worst in life. Many of us have enjoyed these places tremendously, but have also seen, smelled, or actually experienced the consequences of overdoing it: vomiting. Carnivals also include a very wonderful or frightening collection of personalities. These personalities may intimidate us at times. Sometimes the fright comes from a figure we love, such as a parent who doesn't really enjoy the carnival, but endures it for the children. Eventually, the illusion of the idyllic family outing is transformed to an angry scene. Who are you with in the carnival and how do you experience the time there? Finally, carnivals are full of out-of-control experiences. Being out of control can be ecstatic and wonderful. In these instances it may remind us of a sexual experience. However, it can be terrifying to people with fai

Rings
Rings (jewelry or magic) Rings may be symbols of covenant or commitment, as in marriage. Often rings of this type reflect our deepest desires to make or receive commitment from others or in regard to a particular task. Rings with magical vibrations may be about acquiring supernatural powers. Rings of magic drawn on the ground, such as medicine rings or crop circles, may have more to do with protection, as the ring is often the limits to which evil may approach. In dreams of this nature, you may be anxious that circumstances are pressing too hard upon you and feel that you need an intercessor. Did you create or find the ring? Do you feel any sense of control over it? Is there a ring that someone else is using to gain power over you?

Old Man/old Woman
Old Man or Old Woman These are archetypal figures of wisdom or spiritual power in dreams. For many people, the role of the father or mother has been lost in society through either divorce, workaholism, or some other emotional dysfunction. The psyche is prone to look for versions of this loss wherever it can create them, even out of the self. Often times, these characters personify and validate an internal source of wisdom that has been written off by the psyche. It may be that you are confronted with a problem that escapes solution because of the most conscious worldview you ascribe to. However, another means of problem-solving that you view as old-fashioned may be effective. The wisdom figure in your dream is trying to teach you this truth. Do you fear or disdain either your lineage or the prospects of your own aging? Are you ambivalent about the purported wisdom of your elders concerning life choices you are now facing? Are you looking for or missing some wisdom that would ai

Mountains
Mountains The mountains can be a place of majesty, danger, or ritual sacred land. You may just like being in the mountains and dream of them for that reason. They may make you feel good about nature, rebirth, and being alive. Also, the mountains may be a something to cross alone-either by choice or because you find yourself there for some unclear reason. You will want to consider who said good-bye when the journey started, why you left, and what you expected to encounter in the mountains of your dreams. The mountaintop experience has long been a idiomatic expression for the best life has to offer. Are you searching for or unable to attain a particular success in waking life, or do you feel you have ascended to that height in a particular area?

Ironing
Ironing The iron is a pretty mundane item and a generally despised chore. Feeling a little like Cinderella, you may be wondering if your life will ever be exciting. The iron can also be a symbol of conflict or servitude if the ironing is not for ones own benefit. Usually, a dream involving ironing is just a mundane dream that may cause you to realize how mundane your life has become and possibly encourage you to try something new.

Waiting
Waiting Waiting for the storm to pass; As it blows threw my heart. It tosses and turns hurting my very soul; Never ending always churning. Ripping at my being; Crashing into my heart. I wait for it to stop; When will the winds die and I find my soul at peace. It seems I am always waiting for that storm to pass; Will I wait for a life time? Seeming always waiting. The wait seems never ending; Yet the storm still blows in my soul; Crashing and churning over and over again; Into my soul. I think every day that; Maybe when the storm ends I will find my hearts desire.

Fox
Fox The fox is a predator of great cunning and wiles. As such, to dream about the fox is to see oneself as either possessing or being victimized by such attributes. The focus on this symbol should be your sense of fear or kinship toward the fox. Whether you like or dislike the fox will determine the representation of the world and your relationships in it. If the fox is an adversary, the object that the fox is trying to take from you may be revealing. A fox appearing in your dream should indicate that the qualities you most associate with a fox are somewhere at play in your life; either by you against someone else, or by someone else against you. Is there someone else in the presence of the fox that shares its qualities? Is there another person in the dream who seems to be approaching you with caution?

Skeleton
Skeleton The skeleton is a universal symbol of depletion, death, and secrets. Likewise, in dreams, it can appear in a variety of ways and reveal a variety of things. To discern an appropriate meaning requires examination of the context, and your reaction to the skeleton in the context it appeared. The depletion scenario often occurs when skeletons are animated-their somewhat taunting presence will seem to exasperate you. Where are you when you find these animated skeletons? Combining the bones with the emotional image of the office, home, or a relative's home will indicate a facet of life where you feel as though someone or something is sucking you dry. Interestingly, you may not be afraid of these skeletons and possibly may even enjoy them, intuitively realizing that you are related to them and don't mind being their benefactor. (In spite of the fact that you do not want to end up like them!) Death scenarios are contrasted to the above by the complete lack of animation. Often, t

Intimacy
Intimacy Intimacy is one of the primary dream emotions. Many times our dreams include elements of intimacy with others whom we desire, or intimacy that escapes us. These dreams reflect our desires for connection to the others in our world. Intimacy with others is not always a synonym for sexual desire in this case. Rather, it can be the feeling of emotionally connecting with others, or, feeling unable to do so. The central interpretive questions are: Do others respond to your overtures for intimacy? Do you seem unable to connect as deeply as you would like? Do you not feel the urge to respond to another's advance for intimacy? If you dream of romantic intimacy without being able to fulfill it, there maybe unarticulated concerns about your self-esteem, since one's sexual attraction is important to one's sense of overall confidence. Are you feeling as though people care about you? Or is your love, platonic or otherwise, unrequited? Insight into this dream may become more apparent a

The Song Of Love
The Song of Love It started a note A quote A song grew from that one small note To form a beautiful song of love. Love is life; life is love Love is patient Love is kind Love is gentleness Love is giving of ones self like no other Love is willing to compromise. Love is the fights; love also forgives. Life is love; love is life. Which ever path we choose how ever big or small I will always choose the path of love because it is like no other.

Medical Personnel
Medical Personnel Living in the age of technology, we are much less dependent on spiritual figures and much more on technical professionals. Consequently, if you have discord in your psyche, it may present itself as a medical dream. Dreaming of medical persons takes on three general types of presentation: you as patient, you as medical professional, and you receiving nonsensical care from medical persons. As patient, you are wanting someone to fix where it hurts. In dreaming, this is often a feeling of powerlessness or irresponsibility regarding matters in your own life. The area of physical discomfort probably symbolizes an area of emotional discord. This can be as obtuse a connection as you can imagine. If you are the attending doctor or nurse, you may not know your patient, but you see yourself as empowered with the knowledge and skill to bring about healing. If you know the patient, so much the better. The dream may reflect a care-giving or supportive role you fulfill. The p

Zoo
Zoo Zoo dreams are often similar to museum dreams. The actual content of the zoo may be true to life, or it may contain some nonsense inhabitants such as co-workers, past romantic interests or relatives. You may also be a display, rather than an observer. If others are on display, you may feel as though these people need to be confined or that they draw too much attention to themselves. If you are on display, you may feel that your life is somehow abnormal and on display for others to observe and critique. Do you feel as though others keep you on-display or caged-in? Perhaps you are uncomfortable with a particular sense of notoriety you have attained. Still, a dream that takes place in a zoo may have to do with ecological concerns, memories of childhood or a sense of adventure.

Save My Babies
Save My Babies If there where really time machines I would love to go back and unseal my babies’ fate I couldn’t save them form the pain I took the blows But it wasn’t enough I failed my baby’s I should have save them from the abuse I should have killed him the BASTERED!! So now we all suffer each day trying to live with What he has done. The guilt I feel is from not doing enough But people kept telling me I couldn’t take my babies with me if I ran. So I stayed thinking to protect them But again it wasn’t enough. Who is this man who hurt my babies?

Circles And Rings
Circles and Rings Circles and rings are archetypal symbols. They can manifest themselves as circular rooms, the magic circles of shaman or other soothsayers, circus rings, or even circular driveways. While circles are usually positive dream symbols, it is important to note the characters that accompany them and the emotions that surround them. Did you experience the circular object yourself, or watch others doing so? Was the circle broken or complete?

Lost Feeling
Lost Feeling Many times, life feels like a journey. Not surprisingly, in dreamland, the journey becomes confused. This may be a simple reflection of a dream that did not make sense or a dream story that did not seem to go anywhere. However, there are two ways to become lost, both of which say a lot about how we view ourselves in waking. First is being lost because you have choices and lack the ability to know which one to make. This may include dreams of driving a car, mall dreams, amusement park dreams, or other dreams where opportunities become uncertain. The other version of feeling lost is isolation, or a sense that motion is not leading to progress. Which image of feeling lost most accurately conveys your awareness in the dream? If you are lost due to choices, you may be at a point in life where you are unsure of what you want. This may include vocational, relationship, or personal values that seem up-for-grabs. It may also reflect an inability to see where a particular choice

Choking
Choking Choking is a physical event in sleep for many people who suffer from sleep apnea. The tongue relaxes against the airway in deep sleep, actually stopping normal breathing. However, people who suffer from apnea do not dream of choking more than others. Choking may be a symbolic revulsion dream or a deprivation dream. Are you choking on food or being forcibly strangled? The source of the food or the food itself may be a symbol for a revulsion you feel in waking life. If you are choking on a hot dog, Dr. Freud will see you momentarily. If someone is choking you, why? It may be that either you threaten them or they are depriving you of what you need to be effective in the home, workplace, or other setting.

Zodiac
Zodiac The Zodiac may come into dreams in numerous ways. If you are a fan of astrology in waking life, dreams of the zodiac often reflect your desire for fuller understanding of the world. Each Sign, such as Cancer, Leo and Pisces, has stereotypical meaning to illustrate various facets of life and personality traits. Think about the zodiac symbol and the gems, numbers and other elements associated with it. When dreams of reading astrology occur, you are often trying to categorize events of your life according to your understanding of what will be best for you. Do you come across signs of the Zodiac on your own in the dream or are they presented to you by someone else? Who is that person? If it's a stranger, try to figure out who in your life they best represent.

Canyon
Canyon Being in a canyon, abyss, chasm, or pit shows the dreamer as being somewhat trapped. However, in some settings, this kind of experience may lead to a place of initiation and transition. It may just be a place of beauty and rest for others. The Grand Canyon is a favored spot for many people who dream about it long after visiting. In this regard, the canyon is just a staging ground for other relationship transactions in the dream (for example, the peace provided from vacations or from experiencing natural beauty).

Hotels
Hotels Hotels are great places. A cheap hotel is the epitome of tackiness and indecency, while a nice hotel is the picture of elegance, wealth, and romance. To dream of a hotel usually brings you to one of these two poles of awareness. Either you are hiding-out of guilt or adultery-or you are basking in the power of wealth or romance. A third option may come from how connected you feel to the world. If the hotel is a residential or transient hotel, you may feel insecure about your economic condition or the relationships that govern your life. Do you have or find a room, or is there No Vacancy? Your feelings of inclusion, separation, or identification with others may be connected to the hotel event in the dream.

Hospitals
Hospitals Hospitals really bother us a lot. We are exposed to them at many levels in our own lives and through media and entertainment. Whether you are the patient or the visitor, no one wants to be there. Yet to dream of a hospital is not uncommon. As often as not, hospital dreams have little to do with sickness. However, in many hospital dreams, we have good reason to be there. They break down into dreams involving the emergency room, general care, intensive care, being unable to leave, and receiving nonsensical treatment in them. Emergency room dreams have more to do with the well-being of significant persons and relationships than the emergency room itself. Many times, people involved in emergency room dreams are worried (excessively) about the people coming to see them or the person they are going to see in the hospital. General care dreams reflect our sense of needing or being needed by others. Differentiated from the above dream, general care dreams do not reflect a crisi

Kidnapping
Kidnapping Kidnapping is a powerful image for us because it includes strong victimization and loss-of-power issues. Someone who is kidnapped goes from being in control of their own destiny to being completely in the hands of another. If you are dreaming of being kidnapped, the obvious questions are: What is the condition of your captivity; and by whom are you held? If you cooperate with your captors, you may be wanting someone to take control of an untidy section of your life. However, you may feel as though your autonomy has been so severely compromised that you lack the ability to manage the situation. If your captors are somehow familiar, this may reflect a sense that life has entrapped you. Where did your abductors take you and how? Your subconscious may be showing you an area where your life has become excessively entangling to your autonomy. It may be that somehow your kidnapping allows you to separate from your environment and start again. Perhaps you are wanting a secon

Dead/alive
Dead / Alive Dead people who appear alive in dreams have three general categories of participation: cameo, resolution, and judgment. Cameo participation is a little eerie in recall, but not particularly noteworthy in the dream itself. In these cases, the dreamer simply sees a dead person intact and living, just hanging out in the dream scene. Often there is little direct participation in the dream per se. The dream image probably is tied to an activity that the dreamer and dead person once participated in together. Most likely, there is a latent sense of missing the person that made the dream appearance possible. Resolution participation usually involves a specific action with the dead person. In this case, the dead person's presence is central to the unfolding storyline. Either you lack something they need or they act in a way to provoke emotion (positive or negative) from you. In either case, the transaction or inability to complete it revolves around some deficit that needs re

Captivity
Captivity Dreaming about being imprisoned, locked in a room, or restrained against one's will can be a powerful dream image. What is especially notable about this type of dream situation is how we react to the circumstances. At times we may try to escape, but other times we may just acquiesce to, or even cooperate with, our captors. Much of this depends on who is holding you captive and why. If you are cooperating with a familiar captor, it may be that you feel that person's control over your life to the extent that you have no choice but to be a part of it. Freudians may be inclined to argue that the captivity, especially if in a small room, reflects the repercussions of a dominant mother, or a return-to-the-womb type of captivity. This is a nurture-versus-power conflict. You may even experience a captor who is not your mother, but who treats you with a mixture of power and sympathy. Jungians may be inclined to see the captivity as preventing transition to another level of matur

Wrinkled Skin
Wrinkled Skin According to African legend, death entered the world in the following way: Long ago, people were able to shed their skins, like a snake. Everyone did this and lived forever, renewing their youth. One time, a woman forgot that she should do this and put her old skin back on, and death came into the world. Dreams of wrinkled skin may be troubling because they create images of age and death. You may feel as though you are wasting your time in waking life and your subconscious is reminding you that life is short. Another version of the wrinkled skin dream is accelerated aging, where your skin seems to visibly shrink or wrinkle in minutes. This dream may be revealing how you feel about your progress towards your life goals. You aren't getting any younger, after all. These dreams can be troubling, but should not be. Dreams of this nature often are your mind's way of saying, Hey, it's time for something new, and encouraging you to take steps in a new direction. Turn in you

Quicksand
Quicksand It is not unusual to feel as though the circumstances of life are pulling on us. Quicksand is unique in that it looks like regular terra firma until it is too late. Moreover, in waking life, the more one struggles against quicksand, the more entrapping in becomes. In dreaming of quicksand it is important to ask yourself who or what led you into the trap. In addition, as you were sinking in the quicksand, try to recall what you were most worried about. Many times in dreams, what you are most concerned about is not the actual consequences of the quicksand crisis, but other circumstances similar to those you are currently experiencing.

Rain
Rain Weather in dreams is generally a detail that may be left unanalyzed unless it is particularly noticeable to the dreamer for some reason. Rain is one of these notable exceptions. The reason comes from the relationship between water and fertility that many cultures affirm. In dreams where rain and water-fertility are identified, there is usually an unique feature to the rain. This can be as mundane as a drought that is broken to rain that only falls indoors on one or two particular people. Does the rain cause you problems of some sort or is it a welcome addition to the scene?

Taboo
Taboo One very unusual thing about dreaming is that almost any object, person, or association can seem to project a taboo power. This taboo may be either negative or positive. A taboo is something that contains intrinsic, potentially dangerous power that may be conjured and directed against oneself or another. Generally, the object, person, or association is representative of a moral wrong. Guns, for example, may carry a sense of taboo power. So may some magical dream objects. Occasionally, a very common object may have taboo power in your dream because of some experience you have had with it in your waking life. Many times, the taboo power does not exist in an object, but in a relationship transaction that violates a moral code (such as incest, marital infidelity, or theft). Others times, the symbol of taboo is something shrouded, such as a stranger that you instinctively knew not to mess with. All of these are taboo representations. The key to dream interpretation is to disco

Alarm Clock
Alarm Clock If you were given $84,600 per day, how would you spend it? This is how we view time. It is a precious commodity that seems impossible to acquire sufficiently. As a symbol Alarm clocks in dreams are often a reminder of our limitations. These may be reflections of actual problems (such as running out of time), symbolic of poor time management, or completely conceptual (such as failing to complete a life-cycle task before that cycle ends). This alarm clock could appear in the dreams of someone who is perceiving their time on earth as growing short. Use in Dream Recall Studies indicate that REM takes place with regularity about every ninety minutes through sleeping time. Dream recall is heightened from 20% to 70% or more when patients are awakened during dream time. By setting your alarm clock to go off either six hours or seven-and-one-half hours after going to sleep, it is likely you will have more vivid dream recall. Is the clock a hopeful symbol (e.g. at last the

Electrical Shock
Electrical Shock Electrical shock and other energy emanations are often associated with trying to cross a taboo line or some other kind of punishment. Sometimes the energy is not from a traditional source (i.e., cattle prod, electric fence, stun gun), but is rather the projection of power against us from another dream figure. Probably because of the paralyzing power of electrical shock and the invisible nature of electricity, we feel invisibly restrained or unable to move. The taboo we are violating may be obvious, such as trying to enter a place that is forbidden or itmay be more general, trying to assume too much personal power in the cosmos. Either way, being confronted by electrical or other energy metaphors can be a jolting dream event. Did you notice where the shock came from, or did it surprise you? Did the shock hurt or disable you, or was it merely a nuisance?

Spirit Guides
Spirit Guides The use of spirit guides as a means to acquire aid and understand a larger reality has become common in recent years. In these dreams, sacred or supernatural knowledge comes from a stranger who seems to have mostly human attributes but also seems to possess some supernatural quality.To dream of such a guide often reflects a deeply felt need for mentoring, direction, and support that is not being given through conventional relationship. Or, such relationships may not exist in the dreamers life, hence the need for a spirit guide

Freedom
Something happened to me yesterday (Oct 3 2009) that I just have to write down and share with someone. I am a Navy reservist who has been deployed in southwest Asia. I have just spent over 300 days in Muslim countries or at sea. I have just recently arrived back in the states and am currently staying on a Navy base here in Norfolk, VA. Yesterday was such a beautiful day, the sun was shining, and there was a nice breeze. I was setting outside, behind the barracks, smoking a cigarette, and drinking a cold beer. I was just enjoying the day, when this man comes up to me. He’s a large older man, with long gray hair, and was wearing a suit. I don’t know him, but I have seen him around and have pegged him as the building manager. He points to my beer, and in an angry voice says, “Is that alcohol?” “Yes it is,” I say, and feeling very friendly I continue “and I was just reading the label, and I’m surprised to find that its 6.5% alcohol per vo

30 Days And Counting
It has now been over 30 days since I've had a cigerrette. After smoking for 20 years I finally decided to quit. I used chantex, which was fine but I think coming off of of the chantix was harder than quiting smoking. I'm dying for a smoke right now so I figured I would list the things I liked having a cigerette while doing or after words. I don't smoke inside so some of these things are because I smoke outside. Mowing the lawn Working on my car (doing this today) After eating Really badly after eating a good meal STepping out the door driving drinking Just a nice day Walking the dog BBQing There are many many more but I can't think of them now. Chewing sunflower seeds helps but it does not completly fix the craving.

Picnic
it was a gorgeous summer day, perfect for a picnic in the park. we had planned on meeting in the main parking lot, before noon, and spending the day in a secluded spot near the river. it wasn't long before i saw you pull into the lot, and i ran over to you to greet you. it had been so long since we'd been together, i couldn't wait to be in your arms. you grabbed me and swept me into one of those kisses that just makes my knees weak, and all my pent up desire came bubbling to the surface. We kissed for a few minutes, familiarizing each other with the mouthes we had missed so much, then grabbed our stuff and set off down the marked trail. we hiked for a while before we came upon the stream, but decided not to stop yet, since it was not secluded at all. we kept close to the bank of the stream and made our way about half a mile further when we happened upon a small clearing, very secluded, and absolutely perfect for us. we spread out the blanket we had brought, and unpacked the small baske

Beyond Seven Condoms
I'm a senior at Cal State Northridge, I'm a health and sciences major. I grew up in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania where I worked at a rubber manufacturing plant. I now volunteer at the Health Services Center here on campus, where I am very active spearheading a safe sex initiative among college students. We distribute condoms for 10 cents apiece out of the Health Center to encourage safe sex and condom use by the students here. My personal favorites are Trojan condoms and Beyond Seven condoms, though usually the ones we distribute are provided to us by Planned Parenthood or another local nonprofit. I think a lot of people our age seem to have forgotten about HIV and the risk it poses, which is why I feel so strongly about the subject.

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Alone
When words are uttered from your fingertipsmy cloudy days go awaysunshine lightens my lifelove, warmth, the impossible happensA smile alights my faceI feel like im floating on a cloudThe impossible suddenly doesnt seem so hardthere is hope in my life once againmy heart overbounds with lovethen the words go awayterms of endearment and words of love no longer spokenuncertainty returns with a vengenceworries fill my mindbut patient i must beif ever there is hope for you and i againso i will continue on with this cloud hanging over me.waiting for the next rays of sunlight to warm my day

Bullies
They feed off people's weaknesses, passing their insecurities onto others in order to distract people from themselves. How do I know? Because I was one. As a child, starting as early as 3 or 4, I was a bully: I liked taking stuff away from kids, making them cry, kicking or punching them. I still have a scar on my cheek as a memento of those times. I remembered a tiny red haired boy whose life I helped make miserable, along with other kids. He recently contacted me on Russian classmates site, sayin that if he wasnt married, he would totally hit on me. I was like "damn, after everythin I've done to him!" And a semi-homeless girl from my class whom I tortured on a daily basis along with other assholes. To these days I kick myself for not tellin them to STFU and lay off of all those kids, for being just another piece of shit. I sorta got in touch with both of them, and they are doing just great, which made me feel a lot better. I know now that being the only Jewish person in t

Monopoly
ok here we go . i got park place if anyone has board walk let us help one another out . we can split the money and every one nose we need it so come and help please . i am unenployed lost my job do to economy laid off and it sucks so help me and i help you . this is not a joke mp2..

Imprese Artigiane
My name is Leon, my friends call me kuoth for short. i have been modeling for about a year now and I hoping to do it for a while. imprese artigiane mexico import export chile import export turkey import export indian stamps

Thank You
So I checked in and wanted to thank the following people for making me smile today... Gearhead (h) Robert (h) Kins (h) Ford (h) Take IT Deep (h) Mr Adorable (h) Jude (h) SilverOak (h) DF (h) *Hughie Pooh! (h) I enjoyed checking in today...and now its time to check back out :P hugs and kisses for my friends, and happy bday Dork!!!

Ftc's New Rules For Bloggers: A Quick Guide
http://www.pcworld.com/article/173169/ftcs_new_rules_for_bloggers_a_quick_guide.html Not clear what the FTC will require of bloggers and social network users? Here's what you need to know. Ian Paul

Call Me To Your Dreams Tonight
As you close your eyes tonight, please call me to your dreams see me as the mist sets in and pulls you from reality hold my body close to your's and look into my eyes. feel my lips upon your skin as our essence intertwines Feed my lust filled hungers as I fill your body's needs I'm not here to steal your soul I only wish to feed I promise I'll not take too much while we share this reality. Is this a dream, a wish fulfilled or is it just your fantasy? Some say it's a demon, a temptress or succubus that your mind sees All I know is this is my world my kingdom and my reality So call me to your dreams tonight I'm hungry and need to feed.

Need Just 1 Rate Please!
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From A Dear Friend...title To Come!
Broken promisesScattered dreamsTears flow like rainEach day it seems.Will things never changeThe lies, the deceitWith every new oneIt's only been a repeat. So go forward todayAnd not think of the pastFor there is someoneWith a love that will last."

Me
first off let me just say this iam not on here looking for sex and iam not on here looking for a one night stand i don't need to be on a dating site to get laid also i don't pretend to be someone iam not iam what iam and if you don't like that then please just leave me alone how many people on here men or woman alike that can be this upfront about them self's with no secrets after all if there one thing i learn is don't let there be any shocks later down the line to walk into later on you know also i take people for everything that they have even there flaws because no one is perfect i have no type when it come to a woman really what you see is what you get my name is Keith iam looking for one woman to prove to me not all of them are the same iam Italian dutch Irish and Shoshone and Cherokee iam 26 years old stand about 5ft8 black hair hazel green eyes use to work in porn when i was 18 stop at the age of 20 got tire of it the money is good but that's not really me been single for 6 yea

Dateing List
1. would you date a guy who is good looking ugly or just decent2. would it matter if he can cook or would you not date him because he cant3. would you be with someone who has a car or does it not matter to you4. would you be with who is nice and sweet or someone who well treat you like shit and you still go back with him5. does it matter if he was broke.rich.or just decent wise6.how imported is it if they like pets and you don't7.does it matter to you if they like your parents or not 8. do you care about religion enough that you wont be with the person because they don't care or would you rather be with someone who love it as much as you do even if he was mr right9. if you new he had a hard life and everything he has been Thu would you give him a chance even if you new some of his past you would not like10. would it matter to you if he likes to stay in at times or go out all the time11. does it matter if the person has a strong and high sex drive and wants it all the time or does it ma

Court
ok so i went to court and found out that they still don't no whats going to go onstill no word of the suppose victim so my next court date is oct 6 but i don't have to go only my lawyer however i do have to go on the 16 my lawyer said this if they don't have any word from the victim then they are going to dismiss the case and i wont have a felony on my record and if they do not dismiss it then my lawyer is going to try and see about getting a class 6 witch is misconduct witch means ill get probation if not ill be doing 5 years of prison time so not looking forward to that

Older Or Younger
people make excuse's alot of the time when it come to either gender or age you can't help who you are attracted too they either think there family will disown them or there friends well turn there back i see it like this if your family or friends cant understand then they dont need to be in your life if they make alot of issues about the matter at hand specially when it come to age range just because your either younger at the age of 18 or older does not make them any less of a person or for you not to be attracted to them i see no problem in age at all its all about how they treat you and if they know when it is ok to be immature and to be mature about the matters at hand and there personality not there looks but whats in there heart

Update To Trust No One/ My Case
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call..... .. .. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. .... .. .. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you

Long Distance Relationships
i was reading someone blog asking this subjectDo long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they?------------------------------------------and this is what i saidyes they do but they are something you have to really dedicate you and the other person to really make sure there is something there try and make time for them either by talking on here or on the phone or some other way of communication and be honesty with one another and be understanding with one another even if they have kids you have to rember they come first before anything else like i have always said before it can work but so many people don't want to put up any kind of effort into things at all

My Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she

Ok...seriously...
I really hate when I'm in the middle of something on this dumb site and my OCD gets the best of me and I have to pause to write a blog because I'm so annoyed. First off, it's 6:15AM. I'm not particuarly happy I'm up, especially when I dont have to work for another 8 hours. However, I punked out and went to bed around 11 last night. Secondly, I've been up only about 20 minutes now. The sleep isn't out of my eyes, my hair is a mess, and I'm still no where near 100%. But I have to ask.....what on God's green Earth makes people think I would meet them off this site just with a snap of their fingers? I've met three people offf of Fubar. One I don't talk to anymore, one was a mistake, and the other was a douchebag. 0-3. The only people I would ever consider meeting, or plan to, is pretty much my top family. That's it. In fact, Heather's gonna be stuck in NY with my ass if she doesn't continue on her path of taking care of herself! And NY wasn't in my future plans so she better!!! :P Jus

What I Really Want
I've been pondering this again... Shit has been crap, lately... Fuck the goat in my ass... I want some recognition for the fact that I'm mostly harmless. I want to stop being the flower on the wall. I want some people around to notice. I want to stop taking the fall. I want your undivided attention. I want my come-uppance due. I want to divert all your dissent and I want the one and only you. enough of that... i want someone to take me aside and put my head in their lap and stroke those spots above and behind my ear and tell me that i'm actually not a piece of shit and that i really am a likable and liked person and that i shouldn't worry about what others say no matter how it hurts and that i really should just come be with them until things blow over and i should focus my all on what i really want because i deserve it and goddammit SOMEBODY MAKE ME FUCKING BELIEVE ALL THIS PATSY BULLSHIT COMING OUT OF MY FUCKING MOUTH BECAUSE THE LAST FUCKING THOUGHT I'LL HAVE TONIGHT IS HOW I CAN'T

Mind Boggling... (i'm To Poor To Mumm)
i kinda find it sad that anyone would be so indecisive as to NEED help from random strangers... but apparently they do.... what's mind boggling is the fact that most mummers even the self proclaimed bitches and assholes actually think they are doing people a favor giving them their advice(even while making them wanna cry... they are"helping them see") i actually don't understand the logic behind it all... i mean i have always mummed cause i found it entertaining nothing more... but to come here day after day thinking you're helping people i have to ask.... did people watch to much dr.phill and operah fuck even ricky lake.... do they think they are jerry springer giving advice at the end of a show? what motivates a mummer to actually try? does hearing other peoples problems make make them feel better about their sad existance? are they just lonely on the inside and need a fucking hug? or do they think they are proving themselves useful... or even worthy...

Christian Kittens
A fundamentalist preacher was taking a walk one day and happened upon a young girl who was playing with something in a cardboard box. When he got closer he could see that in the box was a litter of new-born kittens. "What kind of kittens are those?" asked the preacher."Why, they're Christian kittens," replied the littlegirl. The preacher walked on, pleased to see that the little girl had Jesus foremost in her thoughts. A few days latter the preacher saw the little girl again. "And how are your little Christian kittens doing today?" asked the man of God."Oh, they aren't Christian kittens, they're Pagan kittens," replied the girl. "But...but... I thought you said last week that they were Christian kittens," sputtered the flabbergasted preacher. "Oh, they were. But now their eyes are open."

The First 60 Days In Iraq
So here we go, my fourth deployment. It all started out fairly decent, but then along came peoples true colors. There's soo much corruption, and buddy buddy here its not funny. But i've been bustin my tail workin 10-14 hour days, which is fine and dandy, but its the same people who dont do shit, who get away with shit. I never really had that prob before on my other 3 deployments. I just hope it gets better. And just hope friends are there when I need to talk or just wanna talk, to get my mind off things. But i'm sure i'll get some haters who comment on this, but i dont care, freedom of speech right? The whole reason why we're over here to begin with? To make sure America stays free? So Bring your self critisism, im' down. But Hope everyone has a good day and keep in touch!

You're Probably Wiccan If...
You’re probably Wiccan if… v You spend time at work complaining that you blew up your kitchen last night all because you added Burdock Root to the pot. v You spend so much time staring at the candle scents in Yankee candle that when you see “Plastic Bags” you think it’s a candle scent, too v You walk into a Christian store just for the heck of it v You ask a customer annoying questions such as: “What’s God’s name?” and “Have you ever read the bible?” v You wear excessive amounts of one color (for a good reason) v You wear shirts that say “Pagan and Proud” or “Magick is af

Subliminal Thoughts Of Epic Proportions.
And you wonder why i closet myself from humanity.To realize something.To open up my eyes and realize that i am an endless target of getting hurt.That the only certain people that actually "matter" are so self centered and full of shit that they are oblivious to the everythings that are going on around them.That people let others lie to them repeatedly so they can hopefully learn to trust only themselves.That people take the internet way to fucking seriously and the only thing that fucking matters is the people you know in real life, or are going to make an attemption to get to know in real life, and not the ones that live in fucking canada... united kingdom.... mexico... whatever.Oh, and that people are not the clothes they wear.The music they listen toThe movies they watchThe color of their hairThe tone in their voiceThe cigarettes they smokeThe herb they growThe beer they drinkThe church they go toThe religion they CLAIM to believeThey are not the leftThe rightThe upThe downThe diagn

A Little Something About Me ...
I have come through the tunnel of darkness. The one that takes us down and makes us wonder if we are ever gonna feel free and light again. I suffered severe depression, PTSD blah blah blah, and a myriad of other things due to experiences in my life. And we all have them, experiences I mean, and we all deal with things in a different way. I have never been one to be rude and insulting. Direct perhaps, but not insulting and definitely not rude. I often use sarcasm, and my feminine wiles to get my point across. Hell, why have the body of a woman, if I am not going to use it to communicate in a feminine way. This is the temple chosen by my spirit to undertake its' journey in this life. I rarely turn people away and only have four people on my 'blocked' list. Three of which were put on only the other day. Why ?? Simply because anyone that degrades and downplays another individual, and their input in an insulting, demeaning and degrading way, cannot be my friend and is definitely

Zodiac
CAPRICORN The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)Patient and wise. Practical and rigid.. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18)Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality... Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive.. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous... Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a chal

A Boys Confession
'Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have been with a loose girl'. The priest asks, 'Is that you, little Joey Pagano ?' 'Yes, Father, it is.' 'And who was the girl you were with?''I can't tell you, Father. I don't want to ruin her reputation'."Well, Joey, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti?''I cannot say.''Was it Teresa Mazzarelli?''I'll never tell.''Was it Nina Capelli?''I'm sorry, but I cannot name her.''Was it Cathy Piriano?''My lips are sealed.''Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then?''Please, Father, I cannot tell you.' The priest sighs in frustration. 'You're very tight lipped, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself.'

Red Tomatoes
A beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem To get her tomatoes to turn red. One day, while taking a stroll, She came upon a gentleman neighbor who had the most Beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes. The woman asked the gentlemen, "What do you do to get your tomatoes so red?" The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front Of my tomato garden, naked in my trench coat, and flash them.

Emotes
We all know those cute little computer symbols called 'emoticons,' where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by:-) :-( Well, how about some 'ASSICONS' ?Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) an ass hole {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

Summary Of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy.GR

Wrong B!tch
The train was quite crowded, so a U. S. Marine walked theentire length looking for a seat, but the only seat left wastaken by a well dressed, middle-aged, French woman's poodle.The war-weary Marine asked,"Ma'am, may I have that seat?"The French woman just sniffed and said to no one in particular,"Americans are so rude. My little Fifi is using that seat."The Marine walked the entire train again, but the only seat leftwas under that dog. "Please, ma'am.. May I sit down? I'm very tired."She snorted, "Not only are you Americans rude, you arealso arrogant!"This time the Marine didn't say a word; he just picked up thelittle dog, tossed it out the train window, and sat down.The woman shrieked, "Someone must defend my honor!Put this American in his place!"An English gentleman sitting nearby spoke up, "Sir, youAmericans often seem to have a penchant for doing the wrong thing.You hold the fork in the wrong hand. You drive your autos onthe wrong side of the road. And now, sir, you seem to h

Love
what does being in love realy mean. dont know still trying to figure it out. how do you know that you realy love someone? would like to know before it is to late to show the woman i care about that i realy do love her. have alittle family and dont want to break it up. i love being part of a family and being accepted by her family as part of the family. i need help here i am asking for everyones help.

My Dream Man...episode 1
Ok, so as I come up with characteristics of what my dream man must have I will blog about them. I am trying to weed the garden of men on this site, hoping that maybe I can find someone that I can truely connect with. I am fed up with being attracted to someone and finding out later that the attraction was not mutual. I want to be happy with someone that is happy with me, for once. I want the love you see in the movies. I want what every little girl dreams about when it comes to boys. I want to be swept off my feet and treated sweetly. I want "THE PERFECT MAN"...I am almost positive that he does not exisist beyond fantasies. Anyone who has given a damn to actually read my profile will see the first part of this blog posted with a continuance promise. With all that being said I bid you FuPeople Au'du....Good Night

Footprints In The Sand
Friday, July 17, 2009 foot printd in the sand Current mood: blessed well i haven't writtn anything from the heart latly so heres oneppl walk into our lives and walk out of our live leaving leaving foot prints in our hearts letting us feel love and pain. some stay to be part of our lives cuz they see something they like or love to be around or how you make them feel. i recently gained a few new friends that are amazing and some day hope to meet. i think that when a heart is opened to another that person fills a part inside the heart that was emty. i think ther is a resion for y we meet ppl, its not by accident!! i think its a inner persons soul connecting to ppl together. weather it be a friendship or a new love, i think the soul of another is what really makes it happen!! i cant say im in love with anyone, but there is a amazing person that has my attention, i think my inner soul has picked that person..for what is yet to be seen!! but a friendship i agree is the found

Under The Gun!!
Saturday, July 11, 2009 UNDER THE GUN!! Current mood: electric well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place

Love And Friendship
sometimes letting go of the past is so hard some use it as there great wall, the protecter of there heart! you past is just an outline of mistakes, failers, broken hearts, and wishfull thinking. everyday we meet people that reminde us of it, and we tend to turn away from them not to even give a chance to see if there diffrent! u can take the things youv learned from it and make better choices, or you can hide from it and no one will ever know the real you! basicly what it boils down to is when you meet some one and there interesting, stop looking at at your past and comparing the new!!! give people a chance, step out side the box that traps us all!!! trust me the comfert zone of knowing i wont be hurt was my security!!!! now iv eccepted my flaws some i cant change and some im working on! my addvice to u is dont let the love of your life or a new bestfriend pass by you cuz your past has tought u not to trust or love or u cant be open with people! maybe if we satart doing this, more wil

Gowd I Love This One!!!!!! U Gotta Read This!!
. Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios. Thursday, July 09, 2009

Stepping Stones Of Life
life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are and thank all of you for being part of that! to thoughs of

Message In A Bottle
love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard, discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came from! but i guess all in all we should remember to kiss, hug,

Shattered Faith
to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart!! they allways ask y dont you trust me? and say im not d

Her The One I Want!!
HER, THE ONE I WANT, TRUE AS THE SUN RISES, HONEST AS A NEW BORN BABY!! HER TOUCH THAT LIGHTS MY ETERNAL FLAME WITH THE PASSION OF A SOFT KISS. HER, THE ONE I WANT, WITH THE CURVES THE MOON CAN CORESS WHIT THE MIDNIGHT LIGHT AND LEAVE SHADOWS AMONG HER SOFT SKIN LIKE SILK. HER, THE ONE I WANT, WITH THE PASSION IN HER EYES WHEN SHE TELLS ME SHE LOVES ME WITH OUT SAYING A WORD. HER, THE ONE I WANT, WITH HER BREATH ON MY NECK AS SHE KISSES MY SOFT SKIN SENDING ME TO A PLACE WHERE TWO BECOME ONE!! HER, THE ONE I WANT, THOUGH THE ROAD IS LONG AND LIFE IS SHORT, SHE WILL POSSES THE LOVE IN MY HEART. FOREVER IS LONG BUT ETERNITY IS FOREVER AS I FILL MY HEART WITH THE LOVE...........OF HER, THE ONE I WANT!! HER, THE ONE I WANT BY ALPHADOGINK

Single In Fountain Co
so ive lived here in fountain, colorado for a year now and i have been single the hole time. not by choice but because i still dont know my way around if there are any women in my area on here that are single message me and we can see where things take us. jwah.

Ordia - Rough Landing
The following is a small sample of a story I've been writing for...pretty much ever. It's about a man who is sent to fight a war against a race of aliens known as the Ordians. It takes place after his escape from custody, and his shuttle crashes on the aliens home planet, Ordia. ______________ The small bursts of multi-colored lights that are the Ordians lasers fly by him, as he pushes the ancient motorcycle forward, keeping his hand tight on the accelerator, and having no concern for where the brake might be. Mostly because he knew he would need as much speed as possible to clear the distance in front of him, but also, because he wasn't exactly sure that they worked. As he hit the bottom of the incline, he could smell the smoke pouring out from beneath him. The bike began to rattle, sputtering more by the second, and steering became incredibly difficult. Having been left the way it was, he was surprised it ran. Having gone through what he has in the last several days, he was not at

She Isone Smart Cookie
I am aren't i.... Ive come to realise that I'm also: Perverted trucker mouth like Nympho Vulgar Hated Bitchy I have temper tantrums But hell I'm a girl with nice tits and a great ass SO YOU ALL LOVE ME.... Say hi so i can feel you up THank you wont be here long I am WICKED

Guys Fairy Tale
The perfect Fairy Tale: Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl, 'Will you marry me?' The girl said, 'NO!' And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles, and went fishing and hunting, and played golf a lot and drank bee...r and scotch, and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up, and farted whenever he wanted. The end

The City
Let's watch this city burn From the sky over top the world Til there's nothing left of her Let's watch this city burn the world watch things turn to ash With two empty cans of gas The only evidence they have Is the police catch on my mask And its hardly time to ask If you can save my heart for last And its hard to face the facts When the darkness fades to black It's not just make beleive When they make me take a seat And they put amphetamines in the air and make me breath So come on and grab your children Look out for burning buildings And civillians who perish they kill them by the million And billionss of people die For a lost cause So now I pray for my nation thats destroyed under god All my battles have been won But the war has just begun The city looks so pretty Do you wanna burn it with me? Till the skies bleed ashes And the fuckin sky crashes We make ashes just with matches To ignite the flame And all the hopes of a young teen Fuckin insan

Point 13 : Www.g-jo.com
G-jo 13 In the webbing between the thumb and forefinger; Squeeze the two together And place a finger atop the mound that is formed. Keep your finger on the mound And relax your hand; Then begin the stimulation.* Direction 1: Push on the point with 20 pounds of pressure Tpye 1 Chest Cold and influenza Ear Elbow Eye Face Forearm Gingivitis (bleeding gums) Heat rash Laryngitis Lip Migraine Mouth Nasal congestion Neck Nervousness Nosebleed Sedation Shoulder Sinusitis Sore throat Throat Toothache (Lower jaw) Direction 2: Does it hurt? If so good! My experience (7 years) with Chinese medicine is it either hurt or tastes bad Since you are not eating anything it is going to hurt. Don’t worry it is temporary Tpye 2 Acne Childbirth: if you within your third trimester it will work Concussion Conjunctivitis Dislocated Gall bladder Gastrointestinal system Heart Heart attack, heart failure Hemorrhage Lumbago Mumps Pain control center (upper body) Pleurisy

He Said I Am So Hot In Fashion
A casual dress shoes to attend a gala dinner at a 5 stars hotel ballroom. In short, your fashion dress shoes are ugg boots should be dressy depending upon what you wear with them and the occasion you are going to attend durability men. Whether one goes in for quantity of clothes or quality of clothes, in both these cases one has some basic colors. Indian fashion dress has always known for its attractive textures, embroideries, fabrics, cuts and styles Inspired by Becky Bones Becky Bones is an inspiration to a new generation of environmentalists, and as such she is the perfect inspiration for up games. Becky Bones lets teens and teens connect with environmental issues sourcing mall. This would allow purchasers to order online and select from the available styles of latest and accessories in uggs. The focus of this store is to communicate and execute with honesty and efficiency Designing, virtual games allow you to make the task easier. You can benchmark the at dress up games as models

I Knew It Would Happen But.....
I got a message today. I had left the phone in the other room and didn't hear it ring. Long story short: my only living Grandpa is now on Hospice. I called Grandma back and let her know I'd be there in the morning. I held back the tears while talking to her. I love hearing her voice. She was tough too and told me the facts. She has been through so much. I don't know how she does it. God must have given her the strength of several women! Anyhow.... I may or may not be around for a bit. I'm kinda scared.... if you would remember us in your prayers I'd appreciate it greatly. I

The Reason I Don't Cyber
This is what happened the last time I tried cybering..so maybe this will explain why I don't do it anymore :( Girl: Hi Boy: hello Boy: who is this? Girl: just a someone? Boy: A someone I know? Girl: nope Boy: Then why the hell are you bothering me? Girl: well sorrrrrry Girl: I just wanted to chat with you Boy: why? Girl: nevermind your an asshole Boy: Hey wait a minute Girl: yes? Boy: look I'm sorry. I'm just a little paranoid Girl: paranoid? Boy: yes Girl: f what? Girl: me? Boy: No. I'm in hiding. Girl: LOL Boy: Don't fucking laugh at me! Boy: This shit is serious! Girl: What are you hiding from? Boy: The cops. Girl: gimme a fucking break Boy: I'm serious. Girl: I don't get it Boy: The cops are after me. Girl: For what? Boy: I'm wanted in three states Girl: For??? Boy: It's kindof embarrasing. Boy: I had sex with a turkey. Boy: Hello? Girl: You are fucking sick. Boy: Send me your picture. Girl: why? Boy: so I know you aren't one of them. Girl:

Ass Like That Lyrics
[Eminem]I'll Be................Wooo...[Hook n Eminem]The way you shake itI can't believe itI ain't never seen a ass like "THAT"The way you move itYou make my pee-pee goDa-doing doing doingI don't believe itIt's almost too good to be trueI ain't never seen a ass like "THAT"The way you move itYou make my pee-pee goDa-doing doing doing[Verse 1]:The way she moves she's like a belly dancaShe's shakin that ass to the new nelly jamsaI think someone's at the door, but I don't think I'ma answerPolice saying freeze.Da-doing doing doingWhat do you mean freeze?Please I'm a human beingI have needs, I'm not doneNot till I'm finished peeingI am not resisting arrest, I am agreeingMister officer, I'm already on my kneesI can't get on the ground any further it's impossible for meAnd do not treat me like a murderer, I just like to peePee, pee, yes I make R'n'BI sing song, it go ring a chongA Ching chong chong chong chingSyke, I joke, I joke, I kid, I kidIf I offend, I'm sorry please please forgiveFor I a

For The Love Of Lust.
Echos of lust flow sweetly from your lips..giving me chills..oh the things you tell me..like that of dirty dreams..better yet..wet dreams..you twist me and spin me around..with touches of grace..passion in every kiss..hotter then the flames of hell..tempt me out of my sanity..you vanity betrays you..for i am no simple fool..lies and disease you spread..opening and closing your legs like a cheap motel room's door..it is the acts that i adore..for i can read you so well..my dear..i havent a penny to give..nor a warm place for you to lay your head..call me names..and lable me the same..crimson colored lips..and curvey hips..arent going to do me any better..i play in the minds..so physical beauty has no effect on me..for i came from nothing..and i dont desire lust..only stable place for me..call me gay..when i rejected you..it makes me none..cry me a river..and kiss my ass goodbye..the only regret that i hold..is for the next sucker that comes alone.

Sh*t Together
So, here I shit... err sit, Thinking about the term "Shit together" as in, "get your shit together and lets go", or "that boy better get his shit together or he is goin to get canned" Anyways, as I sit thinking about this term. I heard one from a colleague of mine, "poop in a group" Which I guess would be the politically correct way to say it, or if one were around young ears (that means kids). So as I sit thinking about "shit together" and "poop in a group" I come up with something different, "Feces in a bunch" or how about "stool in flock." These may seem far fetched, or quite a reach at humour, but, when you are as bored as I am. and thinking random thoughts about none other than poop. This is what you come up with. Thank you for giving me the last 3 minutes of your life and now you shall be thinkin about poop too. Have a great day. Jamie

'tis The Night Of Full Moon And Fire
'Tis the night of full moon and fireThe Dragons are circling now by our fire.The youngest one of red and gold,His heart is young but his soul is old.The newest one, green of the wood.Still shy and untrusting, but his heart is good.The one who carries our hearts is BlueAll our emotion runs through you.Serpentine black, is my Lord AlastorCarries darkness and light, music and more.And the one who is older than old.Purest white and goldest gold.The Healer of all until the endHe is my teacher, and my friend.Welcome the dragons both large and small.As they protect and watch over us all. Firewalker6668.............................................

Heart Warming
Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey.. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words:Dear God,Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick.I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her You will know that she is my dog. I really miss her.Love, MeredithWe put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed it to God/Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith pasted several stamps on the front of the envelope because she said it would take lots of stamps to get the letter all the way to heaven. That afternoon

This Is God At Work - Listen...
AND WHY DO WE GIVE - BECAUSE CHILDREN NEED TO LIVE. Songwriter: Chris Cornell I don't mind stealing bread From the mouths of decadence But I can't feed on the powerless When my cup's already overfilled, But it's on the table The fire is cooking And they're farming babies While slaves are working Blood is on the table And the mouths are choking But I'm growing hungry I don't mind stealing bread From the mouths of decadence But I can't feed on the powerless When my cup's already overfilled But it's on the table The fires cooking And they're farming babies While the slaves are all working And it's on the table The mouths are choking But I'm growing hungry I'm going hungry

Old Writings
The first cut is the deepest.The first blow the sneakiest.Take the pain in moderation . Remember you deal with the devious.Can't trust for longer than i hold my breath.Waiting patiently for muh death.People always leaving me empty , taking with them all that was goodBitterness arising leaving me numb.can't think of anything quite like it.Hatred. Despair. Loosely tugging my hair.Can't please everyone, anyone , or myself.

Love Dont Mean A Thing.
It is with the up most respect..that i write this letter..its saddens me to utter these bitter words..for we shared so many warm memories..but i must begin this heart break.. Dear Love, Wake me when your gone..because its feeling like im resting in an everylasting nightmare..for all the times you said i love you..i belived it..and agreed with it..but in the end..what does love mean..when your no where to be found..the words echo..throughout my head..playing on a repeated track..i can not forget the words..hunted by the things leading up till this point..like im living in a state of mourn..for love is just a word..untill you show actions..i gave up alot in the last couple of years..over a lie..i cant say it wasnt all fun..you got what you needed..and in the end..left me to the seas of despair and regret..it was you love..that darken my life..i open up my heart to you..and this is what i get in return..i read somewhere in the bible..to turn the other cheeck..but for years..ive done jus

Up Up And Away!
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Manic Monday
dear bloggy, track was hard and these girls told me to stop cussing i was like seriously u guys can fuck off! then they were critizing my drinking soda. and these girls are on a dieting and at diner they didnt eat like a diet. this is all io have to say the end, ruthie

Wow Are We A Special Deep Dark Hole Of Need?
Ok lets have some fun here...i won't mention any of the names from which i have recieved many of these rather entertaining shouts from but you know me i will post them and have fun with them too....enjoy my friends.1. Nice legs..what time do they open.*do i like like a fucking convience store people?...not very original here*2. You got 206 bones in your body..do you want one more?*well if his dick was half as big as his ego i might of been interested...NOT3.I have 9 inches and i can make your pussy bleed.*that one scared me so much i blocked his ass and hid my cat...i'm against animal cruelty. lol*4. Wanna play army? I'll lay down and you can blow the hell out of me.*he wanted to play his game but didn't like my game of hide and go fuck yourself..hmmm i hate people that can't play fair.5.If you were the last woman and I was the last man on earth, I bet we could do it in public.*i'm betting not cause if we had to be the last people on earth for him to whip it out in public..i'm betting

Well Just Great
I went online a while ago to find a new doctor because mine had transferred to a new place a while ago, but my card wouldn't work. I emailed the place to see what was up with that and they said I didn't have account there or whatever anymore. So I asked Rich if he knew how to sign on into that shit and he was able to get through and when I looked at his claims, I wasn't a dependant anymore. So aparrently, I hadn't had insurance for a long while....good thing I didn't get hurt or real sick...But I needed to find a doctor so I can get more medication and stuff. I had already talked to my manager on Sat or Sun to help me get signed up for my own benefits, since we're getting divorced, there's no reason for him to be paying for mine anymore...well back then since I don't seem to have it anymore. So we'll get that taken care of soon. I just really wanted to get more pills and a check up. I check the mail and find out I have a collection fee of 50 bucks to a phone company...a phone line th

Point Whore
I'm sittin in my basement,I've never had a lifeI have 11 babiesWith my fatass welfare wifeI troll for nudie pics;My cock is all the rageWith unsuspected chicksThat stumble on my pageThe only thing I doIs eat and masturbateSo please check out my pageAnd Add, Fan, Rate

State Salutes
OK so i got this idea from a friend, so i thought i would Fu~lift his idea!!! Here is what i NEED, (or want). A salute from every state.. Can you help me??? Be creative, Have fun!!! But sense not everyone is ADULT enough it should stay SFW. Thank you cant wait to see them! Please leave a comment, so that ppl know what states have been done! I tried this a few months ago and no one was interested in doing it, So thought i would try again and see if i can actually get ppl to help me!! Thank you in advance!

Lost, Original Entry In My Diary Of Life
Lost somewhere unknown, so deep in the vast reaches of my mind. Seem to be cast adrift in an endless sea of dispair. Criss crossing through life, the roadblocks and detours many. Each leading me to another nightmare. Each nightmare hard to make any sense of. Each day spent consists of counting the minutes and hours trapped in this troubled life. Each day seems to pushing me closer to insanity. Everywhere I look brings dispair. No corner or passage seems to save me. Destined to never escape this living nightmare. Freedom seems to not be an option, Seems my destiny in life is to dwell in this memory. Left alone to face this tragic form of life alone. Trying so hard to be an angel, but slipping closer and closer to the darker side of life. Guess it is time to accept it and continue the present path till life itself ends.

Clean Your Own Backyard Out First...
As I've made mention before, I have been a fubar bouncer for a long time. That being said, I have to get this out, this is why I'm blogging this today. I'm only the messenger. When you registered for a place on Fubar, you were presented with what is called, Terms of Service. Those Terms of Service you agree to when you click the button to continue making your account. If you rushed right on by without reading it, that isn't my fault. If you clearly violate the Fubar Terms of Service, you can expect repercussions. I didn't make the Terms of Service., but I help make sure they are followed, and that Fubar stays a fairly clean place to socialize on. That is my job here. So. Please don't get in my shout box, or my PMs and blaming me for something that YOU did. For those that insist on YELLING at me, or calling me childish names? You know who you are. Do yourselves a favor and read the Fubar Terms of Service. or HEY! My support blogs have all kinds of information that is use

Top 20 Songs
Okay guys I am doing a survey on the 20 most liked songs. It can be from any type of music (rap rock country metal...) wed i will be counting up the songs and on Thursday I will be playing the top 20 picked songs on hellsgate radio www.fubar.com/lounge/hellsgateradio .Come in on thursday at 4pm and see if the song you picked gets played (Please put the name of the song and the band/singer)

Am Worrie
I just talked with him for a lil bit today....cuz he said he was not ok and was going to hospital...but he is so confused that he said the nurse said to him that he could have a stroke or something........n now i have no idea whats going on with the cowboy :-(...damn it...hope he gets well soon.

My Mother And Insanity
Little girl lost Who's only five. Where is my mother? They sent her away, Insanity robbed her they say. With so many children what could she do? If only she had known she had everything to lose All the demons she has to fight will she remember the little girls plight. Not even a card not even a letter The little girls asks why? They say she's better. The years roll by, The little girl don't remember of her mother she lost in sixty-five of December. She calls her one day and says we can make this better. Her mothers reply, When they sent me away I lost my children that day. So go on now I am busy today. I'm sorry to hear that was all the girl could say. She hangs up the phone and turns to cry for the mother she lost in 65. Little girl lost What will she do? I don't even think she has a clue.

Birch Tree
birch tree, I see you stand all aloneIn a clearing, so far removed from others.You strive to belong in the woods with them,To be among your sisters and your brothersBut strong roots keep holding you down to the ground,All you can do is tilt your head and flail your armsHoping they will see your struggle, come to you,But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realmsAs days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind.You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day;But distance is too big, and they can't hear;You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they sayThe day is coming to an end,The clearing and the forest stand in the darkYour green head is tilted down, you feel defeat,And clear bitter sap is running down your bark.You fall asleep and see the dreamsOf standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine.You feel the wind caress your leaves,And bring your soul a little closer to divine.At night the clouds gathe

Domestic Violence Prevention Month
In honor of awareness this month I suggest Women to Learn some form of marshal arts (Aikido: think about controlling every room just by walking into. Knowing that any opponent you stand against will have no chance against you. Whether they small or tall, weak or strong, one or 5 you will be able to control them all without harming them.) or sword play (There is nothing so powerful as a woman who change a man's religion with but a flick of her wrist.).

My Paper I Gots An A On :d
Night Life Blaze shivered and shoved his hands into his pockets as he walked down the street. Life had been rough the past three years but he tried no to let it get to him. Being a prostitute was not his dream job, but it paid the bills, and bought some food, and left him with enough to take out his girlfriend. Today he was on his way to the local McDonalds. Last week, while trying to score, he had ran into a reporter who offered him lunch in exchange for talking to him. Hell a free lunch was a free lunch no matter what you had to do. As he walked up to the door of the restaurant he stubbed out his cigarette. Smoking was the only vice he allowed himself, and even that was done sparingly. Any drugs he bought were simply “extras” that his customers wanted. He looked around as he walked in and seen the man sitting at a corner booth in the back. What did this guy want with him anyway? What was so special about him? Shaking his he

Survey 1
What grade is the last person you texted in?Not in schoolDo you miss the way things used to be?I miss peopleHave you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?In like 4th grade lolYou have to get a piercing, what do you get?AnythingWhat was the most memorable thing that happened this summer?RollinnnnnDo you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?Who knows.Have you ever walked on the beach?YesHas someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?YepDo you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?I dont want a relationshipHave you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?YesAre any of your friends virgins?NoDo you like to make the first move?SureWhat is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?WaterHas anyone said you have changed lately?NoDo you think you will ever be married?Hope so.Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?AlwaysHave you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?YesIs it possible to b

First Toc Auction
This is our first auction..if interested..there is no entry fee for TOC members...non-members will be 15K entry fee. Please Mail me your details and I will make all the tags for the auction. The auction will start (as long as we have enough ppl) This Saturday. Saturday the 10th at 6pm eastern time and will run for a week, till Saturday the 17th 6 pm eastern time.The person who wilns the bid on you will OWN you for 2 weeks. All cash bids well ride over any fubux bids. SO let me know who all wants in with thier info.

Reputation?
So I was talking to Johnny on the phone earlier and he said I do not get many rates on my autos because I have the notorious reputation for being a cunt,,I know it shouldnt.but it othered me...those that talk to me know I hae a nice side..but wtf..NOTORIOUS???? He informed me that I am far mor known than I realize..and not in a good way *sigh* I need to be nicer

Post If Ur Not Scared
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin amazin 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = i wanna fuck u 14.= Let's get married

I'm So Horny On Yahoo
fell for it again,lolz I NEED to clean my house, since I will be showin it to potential buyers sometime soon. (I am sellin it so I have moneys when I will go to Russian on my around-the-world hiking trip). The place is a FUCKIN MESS< ZOMGG!!! But every time I look at this mess, I get discouraged and sucked back into Fubar/doin somethin pointless and irrelevant. Do I have to just suck it up on swoop down like a hurricane, cleaning any mess I see in my way? or Do I continue to waltz in and outta the room, pickin up random lil things and callin that clean up? ughh.,,,,

Herbalife
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Old Lady Bet
A little old lady went into the Bank of Canada one day, carrying a bag of money. She insisted that she must speak with the president of the bank to open a savings account because, "It's a lot of money!" After much hemming and hawing, the bank staff finally ushered her into the president's office.The bank president then asked her how much she would like to deposit. She replied, "$165,000!" and dumped the cash out of her bag onto his desk. The president was, of course, curious as to how she came by all this cash, so he asked her, "Ma'am, I'm surprised you're carrying so much cash around. Where did you get this money?" The old lady replied, "I make bets."The president then asked, "Bets? What kind of bets?" The old woman said, "Well, for example, I'll bet you $25,000 that your balls are square." "Ha!" laughed the president, "That's a stupid bet. You can never win that kind of bet!" The old lady challenged, "So, would you like to take my bet?" "Sure," said the president, "I'll bet $25,000 t

Mumm Privs
i got mine back and of course i could behave and only do "pc" mumms but where is the fun in that? i mean this is me we are talking about... so think we are gonna start a pool on how long i'll have my privs... dr.black says 48 hours... anyone care to take another bet?

Gigglesnort
Cleveland, OH (AP) - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Cuyahoga County courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family unity be maintained to the highest degree possible.. The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried and said that they also beat him. After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him After two recesses to check legal references and confer with the child welfare officials, the judge granted

The Gold Standard
“And Bezaleel made the ark of shittim wood: two cubits and a half was the length of it, and a cubit and a half the breadth of it, and a cubit and a half the height of it: And he overlaid it with pure gold within and without, and made a crown of gold to it round about.” The thirty-seventh chapter of Exodus opens with God-gifted Bezaleel making the ark (of the testimony, more popularly known to us as the Ark of the Covenant) and receiving from Moses the written instructions to do it. We’ve already seen those in chapter twenty-five, verses ten through twenty-two. Verses one through nine describe the efforts of Bezaleel himself (his assistants aren’t mentioned here, the ones working on the tabernacle itself in the previous chapter) to make the ark forty-five inches long, twenty-seven inches deep, and twenty-seven inches high. A cubit is eighteen inches. The gold that the children of Israel brought for the tabernacle and its furnishings (minus the earrings; thos

Am I A Cold-hearted Bitch?
So lately, there has been many people, and friends of mine, that have been constantly whining, bitching, and moaning about one thing or another. Granted, I love Heather and Johnnydevil to death for putting up withme when I do it, but our entire conversation, every conversation, isn't me whining or half begging for pity and sympathy. I feel like I'm being a cold hearted bitch when I say, I really don't care. Especially when it's my male friends doing it. Be a man. Shut the fuck up, suck it up, and move on. Seriously. It's annoying. God gave you a dick, not a pussy. Fact is, is if your life sucks so damn bad, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! STOP sulking. STOP acting like God is picking on you. Stop acting like your life is over just because you're having a bad day. Isn't that a chicks job to be that over dramatic anyways? Or have I just been that out of touch with the majority of people these days that that's how it is now? I'm sorry if some of you think I'm being distant, but it's probably

Dollar General Love Affair
ok so this is how it goes. girl meets girl at the park. girl had boyfriend but still dates other girl. they break up. girl goes to work. girl meets boy. boy had girlfriend. girlfriend dumped boy. boy asked girl for phone number. girl found out boys ex was other girl. other girl had baby. girl fell for boy. boy dumps girl and goes back to other girl. now, i know its totally lame but thats the short version and yes its true. i loved josh very very much and the bitch took him from me. im not the only one with a dollar general love affair tho! theres an older lady say mid 40s who fell for a mid 50s guy and she was married. she left her husband for him and they fell in love well she took care of his kids and he took care of her bills. that didnt last cause she took her low life husband back! so now me and 50s guy is best friends becuz we went thru the same shit! its horrible! stay tuned for an update of this and of my love tab!

Where Did This Come From?
MAD DOG 546 You really DON'T want my opinions now,or do you? United States subject: MAD DOG 546 sent you a fuRona received: 10/5/2009 11:05 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam "Re;MUMM-PISS IN THIS,THEN SHOVE IT UP YO ASS!!-IF THAT'S NOT ENOUGH,GO FUCK A MEXICAN!!!!"

Hahahhahaha
Boredomand might I suggest you try to write like a grown ma instead of a pissed off 12 year old? Buy here back an leave me alone dudeFFS it is a website get a grip=== 'CHΘPPΣR™ LøuñgeXpèrt/Cúst.TågsXpèrt/Grãphîç~ÐêsígnërXpèrt' wrote the following at '2009-10-05 11:02:17'..>> annoy her?? r we in kinderguarden?? why would u wanna do that i mean ur a grown woman> === ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2009-10-05 11:00:57'..> >> > I bought her to annoy her> > it worked> > === 'CHΘPPΣR™ LøuñgeXpèrt/Cúst.TågsXpèrt/Grãphîç~ÐêsígnërXpèrt' wrote the following at '2009-10-05 10:58:53'..> > >> > > may i ask why u bought ccbrat from me? did u not notice i was first in her family? i mean it's no big deal but she send me this message back,, this is a copy and paste -> ok.wtf..i just got bought...not happy..i dont care..not changing my name!..i didnt notice!..ill probably get kicked off today for pissing someone off with Mumm anyway..im beginning

An Explanation...for Those Who Care To Read It
I've decided to try to do things a little differently around here from now on. I've gotten quite a lot of a particular kind of attention and I think I've had my fill. It was fun while it lasted, but it might be time to quit letting everyone else stroke my ego and grow up a bit. My family list has suffered some dramatic changes. Gone are the people who were only there for access to the goods. Added (and kept) are those who have shown they actually give a shit about me. Forging bona fide friendships is more my focus than titillating the fu-masses. I plan on adding some pictures of my real live family on here, and I'm only interested in sharing photos like that with people who don't objectify me. I know the fate of the universe does not ride on whether or not someone gets to be part of my fu-family, but I thought someone might be interested in knowing what was going on. I could be wrong. Happened before! Anyhow, everyone have a great week and keep your eyes peeled for pics of m

Crutch Or Convenience? You Decide :)
An escalator can never break: it can only become stairs. You should never see an Escalator Temporarily Out Of Order sign, just Escalator Temporarily Stairs. Sorry for the convenience. - Mitch Hedberg (RIP)

What The Hell
So I am noticing a severe down mood around here lately...makes me sad...I havent been on much lately because I have so muc shit goin on personally that I cannot handle te bullshit that has been in abundance on here Lighten it up already guys

M.i. - Muse Ick
Ick looked in to the mirror and beyond. There her sisters were, providing inspiration to mortals that were to bring delights and wonders into the world for the pleasure of the gods. It was an unintended benefit that the works of the mortal artisans often pleasured humanity as well. At least Ick did not think that most of the gods that created, destroyed, betrayed, or uplifted certain mortals did it for anything other than their own sense of whimsy. They were mostly self-absorbed. She thought perhaps one day they might become mere myths to the mortals whose minds they now ruled. Of course that was her job - to be the inspiration of things that generally made mortals and gods alike groan in a sort of uplifted let down. Currently she was working on a sound she called the rimshot. It was definitely going to have a U, and a B, and a D and an M - of course an AH. The order was still unknown - but she spent at least 10 minutes of every day standing in front of her chosen mortal for this rimsh

My Letter To The Chief
Gentlemen, I'm writing this email in hopes that it produces good things in the department for one patrol officer Cross, whom I had the pleasure to meet late Saturday night / early Sunday morning Oct. 3rd-4th 2009 I'd like to preface this letter with a note on my personal point of view on law enforcement in America, in general; I am a liberty loving citizen of the State of Texas, and an American. As such, I feel that the police departments around the country are slowly yet doggedly becoming the henchmen for corrupt government, opting to silence dissent and violate the Constitution with regards to our unalienable rights in many cities across the land. This growing mistrust of law enforcement is widespread, and millions of Americans now-a-days feel that the motto "To protect and serve" has fallen by the wayside. Having said that, I want to tell you about my encounter with officer Cross, who has altered that viewpoint at least a little bit, for me on a personal level. I have an olde

Can You ??
Can you touch me in a wayThat will show your feelings are trueStand beside me, hold my handWe could help each other through. Can you bring joy to my heartThe kind never felt beforeEven when we're far apartAnd make me want you more. Can you look into my eyesSee deep within my soulBe caught off guard and surprisedKnowing you have all control. Can you whisper in my earA simple I love youAnd take away all the fearThat only you can do. Can you promise all these thingsFrom now until foreverFor then my love would remainAnd always we could be together.

Just Getting A Feel For What This Is All About
Hi! Just learned about this place from a friend and thought it sounded pretty interesting! Anyways, I work in real estate, despite the current conditions (I know…). While I am not a realtor, I work with helping others improve their real estate marketing through real estate video tours and more interactive techniques. It’s not for everyone, but I like it! Looking forward to learning more about this place!

Friday The 16th @ Starland Ballroom
Friday, October 16th / Doors 7:00PM Friday, October 16th! Type O Negative With Seventh Void, Destrophy, Core Device and Beyond Visible. An all-ages to enter, 21 to drink event. $23 advance, $25 day of show + applicable surcharges.

Week 6
With the upset of Huston and Oklahoma I got 4 games wrong on week 5. My week 6 Top 25 predictionsNo. 4 LSU over No. 1 Florida No. 2 Texas over Colorado No. 3 Alabama over No. 20 MississippiNo. 5 Virginia Tech over Boston CollegeNo. 9 Ohio State over Wisconsin No. 10 TCU over Air ForceNo. 11 Miami (FL) over Florida A&M No. 12 Iowa over Michigan atNo. 14 Penn State over Eastern Illinois No. 15 Oklahoma State over Texas A&MNo. 16 Kansas over Iowa State atNo. 17 Auburn at ArkansasNo. 18 Brigham Young at UNLVNo. 19 Oklahoma over Baylor No. 21 Nebraska at No. 24 MissouriNo. 22 Georgia Tech at Florida StateNo. 25 South Carolina over Kentucky

Meant To Be
As I sit here in silence drowning in my thoughts only one image comes to my head visions of you in all you splendor your beautiful eyes the way your hair always falls just right your warm lips pressed against mine oh to feel your strong arms wrapped around me that would truly be bliss how blind i was before never thinking, never knowing. in my dreams you are always there beckoning me to you holding out your hand to take mine leading me away from all this pain and agony no longer suffering just yours the dream starts to fade and i wake up once again cold and alone and dreary so i keep my head held high and continue waiting for the day when you realize we are meant to be

Nightmare Society - 4/14/09
NIGHTMARE SOCIETY 1 of 3 entries into a Migraine Poem Contest Welcome to the Nightmare Society. For here you have been thrown, capitulated. Still, only after the most grueling of initiations. We are a non-discriminating society, with various breeds sharing a similar history. Our shared torment fueling instant bonds. However, mere headaches need not apply. We are migraine connoisseurs. Oh yes, we believe in nightmares, and not the dreaming kind. We live with them, in them, and despite them. Ironically, it is at times sleep that brings sweet relief. But don’t count on anything but the misery, she doesn’t disappoint. Triggers to our affliction is a loaded 9mm Berretta. 17 in the mag, 1 up the pipe. Like all lethal weapons, it delivers efficiency, accuracy, and agility. Members are of course wearing the requisite bull’s-eye. Shhh! Every individual strike of the keyboard bears the resemblance of 100 jackhammers singing in

Get Me Peace
My daughter Ashley is better; her swine-flu has finally left her body. I didn't enjoy her swine-flu period, there were no surrealist paintings or amazing art work- it just made her grumpy, whiney and her hair grew five inches in depth as well as length during her bedroom internment. She looked like a big woolly snot ridden mammoth. She emerged recently looking paler, thinner and was slightly alarmed that the world had still turned despite her having nothing to do with it for three weeks. Ashley got up this morning and asked her dad if he could go get her a 'Fat Toosh' he thought it sounded sexual and hid behind the toilet door till she stopped speaking, turns out a fat toosh is actually a 'fatoush' which is toasted Lebanese bread with salad, the local take away had shoved a brochure through our letterbox. She also got Ian Rankin's new graphic novel shoved through the letter box, she was excited and even danced a wee bit. I on the other hand have been suffering some deep

Bacterial Vaginosis Help
HTML clipboard If you have a fishy vaginal odor which is accompanied by a gray or white watery discharge and severe irritation around the delicate tissues of the vaginal area, it is likely that you are suffering from bacterial vaginosis. This is an extremely common condition which can effect 1 in 3 women over the course of their lives, although some experts reckon that almost every woman will have had a least one mild attack. Fortunately, natural treatment for bacterial vaginosis can be highly effective and, due to the very nature of the condition, can work much more effectively than expensive antibiotics and over the counter remedies. Bacterial vaginosis is caused by an imbalance of the naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina. Under normal circumstances, the beneficial bacteria within the vagina keeps the harmful bacteria under control by ensuring that the pH balance is maintained at a slightly acidic level. When something happens to cause an imbalance, the harmful bacteria

The Definition.
Sooo...I have a very good friend on here and we had these nicknames. Emphasis on the HAD. She calls me hoeface :) which turns out isn't so bad, its a term of endearment (mind u a lil twisted but eh, thats me). I USED to call her hoebag...until...I looked up the meaning for that and nearly pee'd my pants laughing so hard.... The definition... Hoebag- A person {preferrably a woman} who "gets around." Some one who is such a hoe that their vagina has been stretched to such an extent that it can be used as a bag to carry things such as: mail, yoga balls, ipods, crayons, ect. ect... So, yea...I love my friend and will never get the image of her keeping crayons in her vagina outta my head...no matter how hard I try ♥

Scrolling
Here is my thought on something random before I leave for work. I always though a picture of you flipping off the camera was NSFW, yet someone has it as their primary and they are scrolling. Hrmmm Anyway, off to work. I love my friends!!!!!

Human Trafficking - Joyce Meyer
PLEASE PUT A STOP TO THIS!!! If You have any kind of a heart... or you have Children... PLEASE TAKE TIME TO WATCH THIS! Grab a Box of Tissues... and Prepare YOURSELF! PSA-HUMAN TRAFFICAING The 100

Won't You Please Help These Animals?
Please Help by donating your money to help Animals in need! Click this Link: https://secure.humanesociety.org/site/Donation2?1514.donation=form1&df_id=1514 Everyday thousands of Animals In Need! We can continue to protect dogs, cats, and other animals at home and worldwide in 2009 and beyond. Your donation will be used to stop animal cruelty inflicted by individuals and institutions, to rescue and shelter animals during times of disaster, and so much more. So stop Spending your Money on Fake Stuff for a second and help these Poor souls live another Day! If you are looking for a pet... please visit a shelter near you to get yourself one! There's all types that need good homes! Won't you help?

Your Song
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

Whenever, Wherever
Lucky you were born that far away soWe could both make fun of distanceLucky that I love a foreign land forThe lucky fact of your existenceBaby I would climb the Andes solelyTo count the freckles on your bodyNever could imagine there were onlyTen Million ways to love somebodyLe ro lo le lo le, Le ro lo le lo leCan't you seeI'm at your feetWhenever, whereverWe're meant to be togetherI'll be there and you'll be nearAnd that's the deal my dearThereover, hereunderYou'll never have to wonderWe can always play by earBut that's the deal my dearLucky that my lips not only mumbleThey spill kisses like a fountainLucky that my breasts are small and humbleSo you don't confuse them with mountainsLucky I have strong legs like my motherTo run for cover when I need itAnd these two eyes that for no otherThe day you leave will cry a riverLe ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo leAt your feetI'm at your feetWhenever, whereverWe're meant to be togetherI'll be there and you'll be nearAnd that's the deal my dearTh

Not Really A Rant :o
So I was at work yesterday (well last night) and a girl I work with came up to ask how old I was. When I told her she was shocked. I was like yeah I know Im old, but she couldnt get over that I looked so much younger then I was, in her opinion atleast. I think it might have to do with my voice as well though, Im constantly getting mistaken for my step daughter on the phone and even my husbands old work used to ask to speak to my "dad" when they called and i answered. Just felt like sharing that, now off to get ready for the day.

Just A Message
I HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH DUE TO GIVING BIRTH TO TWINS ON THE 21 SEPTEMBER,I AM VERY MUCH ALIVE AND KICKING AND TRYING TO ENJOY MOTHER HOOD WHICH IS SLOWLY TAKING SHAPE.BUT FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO CARE I LOVE U LOTS AND I WILL TRY AND GET ON SOON XXXX

Film Type Stuff
At the weekend I watched a film called Kung FU Killer, normally I don’t watch films with names that suggest they are going to be a bit on the naff side but it said it had David Carradine in it so I decided to give it a chance. Anyway, in the film David Carradine plays a monk called Crane who dicides, after his master is killed, that he needs to ninja the people responsible to death. The thing that confused me was that when he would ninja someone to death he would then look sorrowful as if he had not liked having to ninja them to death but then he would go and ninja someone else to death too. He also did a very strange thing where he ninja'd someone, but not to death, then said to them "my name is Crane, you will remember that" then he ninja'd that person to death which makes me think that his statement was a bit pointless. In summary, this was a very silly film.

Justin Partyka
Decided on a whim to take my parents to the Sainsbury Centre this weekend, which they'd never been to, at the University here in Norwich, as they had on an exhibition of photographs that Norfolk Photographer Justin Partyka has taken over eight years of Rural and Farming life in East Anglia. Absolutely stunning. Seeing your own natural environment interpreted in an artistic context really makes you see the familiar in a new way. I'm no farm boy, but I spent a few summers working in a farm shop, and my parents grew up in this kind of environment, although again, they aren't strictly farm folk. Really opened my eyes to the inherent beauty of the Norfolk landscape, and the cultural context of the region within which I was born. Totally inspiring, and my parents loved it. Also took in the other major exhibition the Centre has on at the moment, which was very much 'Modern Art', so the usual heady blend of fascination and nonsense. Not sure what my parents made of the chair we

Force Factor Supplements
In your quest to get the most out of your workout, you have most likely tried many supplements in the hopes to maximize your potential for strength and definition. Some of these products will work and some will not. Force Factor Supplements Unfortunately, some of them are also dangerous. You know how destructive steroids can be, and anyone that is serious about their health will stay away from them at all costs. Are there any supplements that are side effect free? Max

The Havoc
The Havoc The emptiness played havoc on my heart, It has stayed for what has seemed like a very long time. I needed help I went to seek it, I found nothing but emptiness. If there’s hope in the world I hope I find it soon, Before the emptiness seeks out my soul. It binds me with loneliness I pray this will all end, Before the emptiness kills me soon.

This Is Sad Really
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Http://www.reverbnation.com/comstocklandscaping?add_email=true
This is one way to get to know me what I do come by and visit me.Would like to see and hear what you all thank of my song call (Ice is breaking) Thank You all that do.

Affordable Wealth Solution
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This Is A Fake Profile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you all for stoping by. This is a fake profile so I ask you not to waste your money on bling. I do not want you to waste real money on a page that is here for entertainment and my break from my other page that is often filled with drama. eek! MY LOCATION IS NOT REAL EITHER. So if someone say, "This profile is fake" well I said it was. Thank you DON NOT BUY ME BLING, VIP, MARRIAGE, OR WHAT EVER COST REAL MONEY

My Snap
I'm Lewis Smile, and I'm a writer on the internet. I build websites online, and spend most of my time online! My latest website is about Automatic Twitter Updates software, and I have a couple of Twitter blogs too. Lewis :o)

I Believe....
Birth Certificate shows that we were born> A Death Certificate shows that we died> Pictures show that we lived!> Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly.>> I Believe...> That just because two people argue,> it doesn't mean they don't love each other.> And just because they don't argue,> it doesn't mean they do love each other.>> I Believe...> That we don't have to change friends if> we understand that friends change.>> I Believe...> That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt> you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.>> I Believe...> That true friendship continues to grow, even over> the longest distance. Same goes for true love.>> I Believe...> That you can do something in an instant> that will give you heartache for life.>> I Believe...> That it's taking me a long time> to become the person I want to be.>> I Believe...> That you should always leave loved ones with> loving words. It may be the last time you see them.>> I Believe...> That y

Thoughts From Grandma
My Grandmother had heart surgery this past week. I've spent almost every minute with her at the hospital. After a long visit with her tonight, I just had to share a few things we talked about while they were still fresh in my mind. We sat and took a stroll down memory lane. Her rambling and telling me things about my Grandfather that I never got to know. He past years before I was born. About how he proposed to her and how they would spend hours talking about everything or nothing at all. She said Babo (my pet name she calls me) dont ever settle for something or someone that only gives you a minute of their time when you deserve a lifetime. She made me long to live in a much more simple time. When romance was blooming. Promises made were kept. Hearts were meant to be loved not to be broken. When true love meant forever which meant exactly that FOREVER! Ahhhh the simple things in life. I can't help but wonder where they have gone. As much as I have enjoyed this past few days

Toronto Christmas
As Christmas brings together family and friends, it is one of the most remarkable holidays. While many individuals practice the tradition of picking out a gift for their loved ones, Christmas is also a moment that is filled with carols and joy. Certainly the greatest gift of all is being able to enjoy that holiday with the people you care about, but to really top it off, Christmas parties will definitely leave an unforgettable memory. Toronto Christmas cruises are fabulous; it's jam-packed with activities, offering you excitement all around the clock. The bar and wine service is phenomenal and your children will definitely enjoy the arts and crafts and sports activities. In addition there is a great variety for a luscious meal. Offering you different types of cuisines and atmosphere, such as Italian, Greek, Middle Eastern and such; you'll definitely find the right combination that matches your expectations. Furthermore, if you forgot to buy a gift for your other half, no worries! Sh

An Exerpt
Skipping the beginning for personal reasons... Además de felicitaciones, me gustaría decir unas cuantas cosas más a la clase. • Nunca dejen de aprender. Todo la vida, segan aprendiendo • Nunca digan lo siento por hacer su trabajo • Nunca renuncien su integridad Nuestra integridad es todo lo que tenemos. Nuestra integridad es lo que defiende el honor del Servicio. Sin integridad, no tenemos nada. La verdadera prueba de la integridad es su negancia a ponerse en peligro. Nada, absolutamente nada, en este trabajo vale su vida. Llege a casa, cada día, sin excepciones. En cuanto a esto, hay otra cosa en que pensar. Con este trabajo llegara peligro. Es la verdad, podemos morir en el trabajo, pero esto es cierto en toda la vida y no podemos tener miedo de vivir nuestras vidas. No le tengan miedo a la vida, el fin de la vida viene y no puede ser evitado. Clase, Tenga valor en lo que haces. Séan furetes y poderosas fuerzas no vistas vendrán a su auxilio. y cierr

Arrrrrrg
I love the escape but when I fly Away I want the world I have here to come with me to the forever after tomorrow~ I don't sleep well even with the wealth of friends both here and home I don't have people to tell secrets any more I have no guilty pleasure their is no us there will be ne we even if their is an hours evrything together was yours my love yours my thoughts yours my pride yours my walk yours my sense of evrything all rolled into togethrness the collapse of my personal world trapped, under a clutter of emotions from rage to freedum then as the dust settles and my slow ravaged sence of disillusion shows up to give some false hope for a sense of releif even an answer to this but no that is crushed by backlash an aftershock from being in love so long those mistakes that fools make again we clim to the top of the ruble and servey the damage we pick up some peices looking to find the right place to start are minds wander to strange far off hopes of instant love when we know wh

Limit
x ၏ခ်ည္းကပ္တန္ဖိုး x'တြင္ f(x) ၏စည္းသတ္တန္ဖိုးဆိုသည္မွာခ်ည္းကပ္တန္ဖိုး(x')၏မီွခ်က္တန္ဖိုး f(x') ပင္ျဖစ္သည္။ သေကၤတအားျဖင့္ lim f(x) = f(x') x→x' Example.1 lim 3x x->2 Let f(x)=3x x=4,f(4)=12 x=3,f(3)=9 x=2.5,f(2.5)=7.5 x=2.25,f(2.25)=6.75 x=2.01,f(2.01)=6.03 x=2.001,f(2.001)=6.003 :

Is There Anything Her I Can Call My Own?
Is there anything here I can call my own? A feeling? A moment? Anything? Will there ever be a time when I am truly loved? When I'll know it and not wonder if it's real? Is there something I can protect and love and care about? Is there a truth I can keep that has no fear attached? Will there ever be a time when I can be somewhere and it will feel like home? Will there ever be a time when I will look around me and know I am finally in the place I am supposed to be? Is there anything here, anything I can see, While I breath, trying to stay alive long enough to just be able to be here and know that I am here? Not just any here but the here I am supposed to be in. Is there anything that I can call mine that will not eventually be taken from me? Is there anything, anyone, ever?

Tat Contest
I'm in a tattoo contest, come help me out by rating this pic: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1450398&albumid=1862300&i=2237593855&idx=3 i would really like to win against some of the more elaborate tats that are in this contest!

You Like That Girl With The Wild Garden Mind...
You like that girl with the wild garden mind. She threw herself off a mountain and landed with flowers in her hair. She has a nomadic heart. She doesn't care what's going on if you say it's going on. Because there's something somewhere else that's really going on and she's gone. You'd like to follow her for awhile. To show her where the end is and to ask if she'd like to hold hands. She'd just smile, wave and leave you there. And she's so beautiful. If she'd just sit still... But then you see your world's too small to keep a girl who keeps nothing. Now if she'd just sit still... But she already knows you just put things on shelves in rows and in dark closets stacked with boxes. And there's not enough room in your world for forests, caves, and foxes. And you call it chaos in her eyes. It's just the freedom you can't handle. And her unconcern for what you keep near makes you see it's just cowardice you hold dear. She's the pet bird who flew out the window. What do you call a pet that j

New Number
So today I went and got a new phone. And so far its a hunk of junk... It takes forever to text on it (No qwerty keyboard) and the predict text on its all jacked up. COOMPLETELY bass-ackwards from every other T-9 Ive ever used :| I also got a new number. I tried sending it out to everyone, but after a few texts I decided to mass text it... and I got a message back from some saying they got the new number, and I also got a text from the phone saying "Text not sent to all recipients" but it failed to mention who did and who didnot get the text... So, if you want it, let me know

As My Mind Wonders
AS MY MIND WONDERS I SEE THE THINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN THE THINGS THAT ARE I WONDER WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT THEN I SEE THE LESSONS I LEARNED AND THE EXPERIANCE I HAVE FROM THEM WHAT I CAN AND CANT DO OR SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT DO. THEN I SEE YOU AND WONDER WHAT WILL I DO WILL FUCK THINGS JUST LIKE I ALWAYS DO? OR WILL THINGS WORK OUT SO I CAN HAVE A NORMAL RELATIONSHP. SO I LOOK TO THE SKY AND SEE THE STARS AND MOON OVER HEAD AND WONDER IF I WILL ALWAYS BE ALONE IN THIS WORLD. I FEEL YOUR LOVE INSIDE MY HEART AND CLOSE MY EYES. I FEEL YOU THERE BUT JUST OUT OF REACH MY MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND PLAYING AND I FEEL THE RYTHUMS FLOWING THROUGH ME IT BRINGS MY INNER FEELINGS TO THE SERFACE AND I REMEMBER WHAT IT IS TO BE WITH YOU MY EYES OPEN AND YOUR GONE AGAIN I LOOK UP TO THE LONELY SKY AND SEE THE STARS FALL FROM THE SKY NEVER TO HANG WHERE THEY ONCE WERE. AND I WONDER TO MYSELF WHEN WILL I FALL FROM THE SKY WHEN WILL I BURN OUT. WHO WILL REMEMBER ME WHO WILL CARE .

Okla Los And Lettes
under the covers where the boogie man creeps we all come out to walk the streets we never knew this day would come where all the juggalos and juggalettes all come out to play with our hatchets and are faygo drinks we hear all the shit say they dont like us so fuck them anyway we just care if they like us or not just because are faces are painted and we wear all black doesnt mean shit to us on what u say motherfuckers theres more juggalos and juagglettes everyday ......................THEY KNOW THAT WE ARE THE TRUE FAMILY

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

The Piece That Is You
She smells of Champaign and roses. Combined together, they mark the touch of loves passionate kisses mixed with the satin warm skin that has become the map of my exploration of her pleasure. Her lips invite my kisses. Her moans encourage my desire. Her heart sets the rhythm that my body moves to. She is my symphony, playing to my hopes and dreams. Sweeping them up into her arms as we dance upon the blankets of her bed. Great seductress of my heart. Angel of blessed passion. Healer of my heart. My giver of everlasting, I name you all of everything that is me, for everything of you has woven the threads of us into one. We are forever inseparable. We are all that is love and all that love could ever be. This time, this moment, cannot be compared to anything that has passed. For nothing that has been transcribed or thought could come close to the wonder of this stroke, this kiss, this taste or the very moment of your eyes looking into mine. To perfect for perfection

Without This Woman
+Without This Woman+ @ Eternity converged Triangular stars upon my heartParallel universes closing in on meLove starved soulSpiraling the voices in my headGalloping horse rhythmEchoing reflections in my memoryMoonlight/SunlightCollide in black whole of infancyLeaving a rippleIn the water of my lifeSlamming convulsionsFading blue moonSunset glow When I think about The reasons whyI LOVE YOUThats why I cryIn the sanityGiving me a reasonTo try As I take timeFrom yesterdayI realizeI onlyStopTimeFor you Thoughts ofSunshine fireIn yourEyesSweltering heatInRain stormComforting transitionsLikeDarknessFrom dawnPulsars Beat of my heartHollowBlackLonelinessOf myUniverseInterruptedByExploding stars Turning back the time To where I used to beI seeIt's no longer meAbsorbing your voiceIn a wordHearing your thoughtsIn my heartWalking among the remnantsOf discarded leavesOn a quest for eternitys visionWith the roar of hells doorAt my back Cold receding daysLongMistyBrightNovemberNightWords fromM

Today
+Today+I know we've been through hard timesI know we've been through goodWe had to go through all of themTo know the life we wouldIf I could make you feelHow muchI LOVE YOUTodayJust take the stars from foreverPut them in your dreams to stayMultiply them by infinityIn hopes that you would sayI LOVE YOUAnd I never wantThat LOVE to go away. +Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Time Incurred
+Time Incurred+So it seemsI can't go onLiving my lifeLike I don't belongGave all I hadTill there wasNothing leftMoved onWrote these words asTime incurredIn burden of wrongsAnd failure withinI know my sunWill rise againTruth todayGone tomorrowHappiness is cleansedWith sorrowExausted lonlinessIn love and spiritBecause someones soulsAre too coldTo hear itRacing timeTo beat the patternLost withinLike nothing matters+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Ha Ha Ha
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His fathersaid, 'Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is$280,000 and your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can affordit.' The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the frontdoor with a suitcase. So he asked, 'Son, where are you going?' LittleJoseph told him; 'I was walking past your room last night and heard youtelling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to waitbecause she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here bymyself with a $280,000 mortgage and no bike.

Lonely Thoughts
+Lonely Thoughts+Transgressions of lonelinessFleeting thoughts of desireCost of soul measuredIn heart fires Sometimes My tears get tiredSoul callingMy mind a liar In angerWords spoken upon the earthExist in infinity Never wanting allot of thingsDiamonds, clothesCars, goldAll seem so coldMy mind feels so oldKickin' back On the porchWith my soul I supposeLife is what we make itAlthoughOur lives are what makes usWe can't let it break us Lost memories of timesI can't make upSo now I'm straightLaced upFor the court of life I wake upDressed in blackRunning from the waist upLet me make my caseI appeal to the judge I lived my lifeAlways knowing You can't bring backWhat once was Is it no wonder whyI bust In traces of dustAn remnants of lessonsSpiderwebs of confessionsHad me stressin'Never second guessingThe questionOr the lesson.+Brown Recluse+-2009-

It Begins
It BeginsLost within spent momentsWhen happpiness seamedSo close HelloGoodbyeIn the blink of an eye Our love fellTo the championTime Tear streaked lonlinessImplodingPieces of mind Shallow meanings of loveSlayThe sacred shrine Narcotic memoriesSmoke signalsLeft behind resonance Through the swelter and the stormClouds drift pastThe moments we had Since the time I was bornDistant voice pointingTo destined futures Traces of loveResidual differencesShadows of what once was Not good enough to beTouched againSo It begins+Brown Recluse+-2009-

A Flickering Light, Just Out Of Reach
+A Flickering Light, Just Out Of Reach+A flickering lightPathway to my heartBlocked by youEven I thought it wasn't possibleCold fusionMy heart tells my mindDream of youSomething I can't controlNight sky in my headSeeing your face in the starsCought in the circle of me and youLaying upon the earthRememberingAll the words you saidFeeling from the placeI try not to let people inListening to the languageOf my heartThunder claps of LoveEarth/SkyYou/MeCrystal clearHow muchI LOVE YOUSee me smilingLike the morning sunUpon dew kissed grassAll the time I was thinkingI didn't have the heartTo Love you withAs this crazy world would have itYou got itWhat would be truly crazyIf I didn't Love youShattering ImagesOf what I thoughtA woman wasIn sorrow shaped lonelinessForgetting aboutPassing daysIn my eyesAlwaysI come back toTwisted thoughtsOf me and youSet adrift intoThe colors of the earthMaking the cloudsStand stillTouching the clayDigging deepFeeling your warmthThere is no such thingAs timeWhen I w

What Aphrodisiac Are You?
You Are Asparagus You're not exactly subtle. You seduce people by being highly suggestive.And surprisingly, it works. Your outrageous ways are very appealing.You always try to look as sexy as possible. Even if it means being a bit inappropriate.You somehow always manage turn the vibe sexual. You have more fun when everyone is being naughty! What Aphrodisiac Are You? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To! Exactly right, down to the T.

Please Read
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT TO FUCK! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F. U. C.Ks are. 9,675,000,000 people in th

Where Are We?
Let us pretend that nothing has happened. After all, is the easiest way out. Let us keep ourselves busy. Le us look for thrills and exciment everywhere with anyone. That will help us move on. Let us convince ourselves that is worth it. Isn't the right thing what we are doing, right? We are not for each other, right?. So it does not matter. No harm was done. We were just playing at lets believe it can happen. Sitting at the table we are. Facing each other we shall. What is going through your mind? You ponder what is going through mine. Are we to just expose our differences? Are we to justify the reasons of our actions? Why bother you may say. I may follow up and reciprocate the cold feeling. In the end was it worth it? One thing is for sure if you believed in me just as I believed in you. Then I might say it was worth it and I would do it again. The question is, was our hearts in the right place? Did we cheat on them? You saw into my eyes, I heard your words. Are we to take actions up

Isn't It Funny How I'm A "fat Cunt" When I Destroy All His Hopes And Dreams But Not When He Thinks He's Gonna Get His Dick Wet? As
from: Dshady1 Why so serious Lansing, MI subject: RE: Dshady1 sent you a Sex Machine received: 10/4/2009 07:05 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam really u can go fuck yourself you fat cunt....=== '`·.¸¸.ஐ< Sweetness >ஐ.¸¸.·´' wrote the following at '2009-10-04 18:56:22'..>> *blink* > > Did you hit your head on something? I'm not your baby. I don't even know you wtf kind of question is that. ffs > > > === 'Dshady1' wrote the following at '2009-10-04 18:50:00'..> >> > a sex machine baby....> > === '`·.¸¸.ஐ< Sweetness >ஐ.¸¸.·´' wrote the following at '2009-10-04 18:23:52'..> > >> > > Be what? > > > > > &

Not Fitting In The Social Structure.....to: All Those Lying,2 Faced, Back Stabbing,stupid,unexperienced Lazy Pricks That I Used To Work For
i've been taught to work or u don't eat..... been taught to do the job the best it can be done..... been taught to have honor and honor those before me..... been taught to respect those that have earned it..... been taught to be truthful to myself and others..... been taught to be loyal to those who have earned it because it's truely priceless..... been taught the "golden rule"......... these things made me to the man i am yet still cannot seem to fit into the social structure of life........... has it gone that far that it's just a myth or now must it be one of many facades u must maintain in order to survive the work place because it seems that that's how companies run instead of doing it right and getting the job done...... yet then again i've been told to cow tow,eat it,bite my tongue and do some thing stupid which i know not to be right why why why whyWHY does being a man change when i have to kids then how can i teach without been a role model am i to be come which is

Beloved Daughter
A heart is beating,A heart that is not whole.There's something missing,Something I want to hold.She isn't here now,And she won't be anymore.She's gone above now,Gone through Heaven's door.A piece is gone, It's never coming back. I can't be whole again, There's something that I lack.I miss her greatly,But I know it's for the best.I'll be there someday,Singing like the rest.But until then,I'll cherish memories,Remember good times,And forgotten melodies.There is a brightness,A small and shining light.I'll grasp onto it,And hold it with all my might.This rhyme's for everyone,We've all lost someone dear,But I hope that one day,They will again be near.

What Aphrodisiac Are You?
You Are Wine You are very naturally sexy and inviting. You don't have to try too hard. The longer people spend time with you, the more drawn in they become. You believe that seduction shouldn't be rushed, you like to savor every moment. Going too fast kills the excitement. You like to indulge all of your senses. What Aphrodisiac Are You? Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

Don't Say A Thing
The days are getting shorter. The warm sometimes breezy summer nights are slowly being deposited in a chest full of memories. One morning, perhaps in the middle of a quiet day, or when the moon is supreme in the sky. A thought might cross your mind. A memory will overtake you. A reaction you will have. Does it anger you? Does it saddens you? Does it steal a smile off your face and brighten your eyes? Your heart will surely change the rythm of its beat. But "don't say a thing". Whatever your feelings might be "don't say a thing". You might opt to dig more into your memories. You might want to allow your feelings to bloom. You might question the reason behind it. Hey! do you feel like making that phone call? Do you feel like writing that letter? Are you adventurous and bold enough to have a face to face? But, hey! "don't say a thing" Keep it to yourself. Is yours to keep is yours to nurture, is yours to throw it away. You and only you will know when to yell it to the four corners of

Attraction
Experiences can be eye opening....... What attracts men to me? Why do they think they can attach themselves emtionally and sometimes physically and think it is ok to enter ones heart. Once the heart believes the person is being real... They enjoy the company and still want the attention from the heart that they widdle their way into... Yet, go to another who looks just like me and give them everything that my heart has mended and healed. While I'm left aside like trash but, still asked to be there when needed to be built up and stroked. Men .... I know ...i hear all men are not this way... but the men that I seem to attract near, far or what ever... They are all the same and tend to have the same behavior and traits. This started with the marriage to the current moment and date. From the moment I meet you I ask u to respect me, be honest and be who you are. "MOST OF ALL DON'T LIE" For truth always come out....If you are a in the process of being in a rebound I am not the women you

Usamygemany.com/units/engineers/usareur_563rdengrbn
Try the above bogus address and figure out what to key in as I did. "ACCESS DENIED" was what the site said. Any and all places I went to since 1977 and here on the net came into the scruitiny of MI. Don't know what that is? Military Intel and Counter. AI will quickly figure this out and who to notify. Key, NAS leaves a message and runs. Another key is the three blank pages of my military personnel file. I just looked up a old unit with all sorts of bugus information only to come across LRRP from the 75th Infantry. Wheres that leave me? A shadow and I'll flip. You all, well it depends on if your a threat to The National Defense Secrets? Life is so dull that we have all these misunderstannding of God and life in itself. We all have these needs that have to be satisfied. Death, you only have to die to conquer it. Game is life and we all have to get out. That is the rule and only way out is death. Says who? Lie and nothing but lies. Ask

Weight Loss System That Works.. It Did For Me.
I think everyone is looking for a way to get those few extra "unwanted pounds" off of their midsection. Most have a misconception that if there is a magic pill they would buy it. But then, who here has time to live in a Smelly Gym struggling to lose those few pounds? When I came back from Iraq, I had gained weight ( although I had been doing PT-- even on painful knees). What I didn't know at the time was that I had a disadvantage, and my body was not producing Testosterone. A Metabolism Killer. But I used this system, and in one month effectively trimmed off 9 pounds. This system tracks your food intake, your exercise, it offers suggestions on what meals to eat. And yes there are those "All Natural MAGIC pills" Several different types. This coupled with the new power drink which is all natural ( Most Power drinks use Taurine, Ginseng, and other herbs, as well as over 4 table spoons of sugar to crank you up.). This drink is nothing but all natural B vitamins. It has to be tried and expe

Being With Her
being with her every weekend is the greats thing in the wold next to my lil girl who she love's to death and i hate saying good bye to her when she or i leave i love her very deeply with every once of my heart and soul cant wait to see her a gian she makes me feel like a new man when i'm with her and she is amazeing in every way she is perficet in every way for me. she is smart funny beautiful fun love her personality i love every thing about her next to my lil girl i cant stop thinking about her.

The Children
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. ..Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99

Rare Medical Condition
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other inthe first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took outa tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten tofifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A fewminutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shudderedviolently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the manwas still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutespassed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue,wiped her nose, her body shaking ever more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned tothe woman and said, "I couldn't help but notice that you'vesneezed three times, wipe your nose and then shudder violently. Are you

Midlife Crisis!
As i said in my mumm, i'm planing and organising mine for the end of the year. I was thinking about having it at 30 (and an early retirement) as mens average dying age is in their late 60's (the ones who married i persume) So my list is.... Teen girlfriend! Tatts! piercings! plentiful supply of Viagra anything else I've missed?

Handwritten Notes Say So Much
yeah...so...it's me. This personality profile is based on the writing of Jenniy French created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program. Jenniy uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Jenniy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far.

Within Temptation - The Other Half Of Me
Over the hills, lies a new beginningOver the hillsOver the hills, there is a way I know itOver the hillsYou can't bring all the gloomYour heart is frayed and so emptyYou glorify the futureLiving in a different world than meThe journey ends in deathYou are giving up so easilyYou are the other half of meOver the hills [4x]We are drifting apartChilled to the marrow, cause you don't want to goCause we've got a different wish at heartThe amulet guides us to the other sideWhen I go down it's you who'll bleedI'm not scared to die, as long as I'm with youYou are the other half of meOver the hills, lies a new beginningOver the hillsOver the hills, there's a way I know itOver the hills

Lmao Look What Haters Do
DEVILS GODDESS: who said thatDEVILS GODDESS: i had a falling out?DEVILS GODDESS: so why did u delete mecensored: i was told something along those lines, that something happened between yall and that you werent friends anymorecensored: i did it to prove a point to them, but i kept you on here because i didnt want to lose touch with youDEVILS GODDESS: prove a point?rcensored: i am actually searching on FU for you right nowDEVILS GODDESS: wat pointcensored: i wanted to work for SER and they thought i wasnt trust worthy since i had you in my top family and suchDEVILS GODDESS: oh gee thanksrcensored: they thought that i was a spy for you and i wanted to help you bring down SERDEVILS GODDESS: DEVILS GODDESS: who said that this was a convo between me and a long time friend who wanted to volunteer his time at snake eyes radio but since I was his top friend he wasnt allowed cuz I was a top friend of his.so he had to delete me from his friends list.. You guys are PATHETIC.... GET A LIFE!

I Request Rates....plz!
UPDATE: contest holder Tornadic Action has opened the photos up to all, you no longer need to be a friend of hers to rate me for the contest. However it is still appriciated by her if you r/f/a first. Okay....I normaly don't get into these sorts of things, and I hate asking ppl for favors. But if you have a minute where you are not doing anything else I would like you to vote on my picture. First person to 3000 rates wins an Auto 11 or cherry bomb, 3 day blast and a 12 credit bling pack! The photos are private so you may have to r/f/a the contest holder to gain access. this is where you need to go: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1862678&i=479314261&idx=13 Here are the additional rules added after the start of the contest: points awarded as follows 1 rate = 1 rate 20 comments = 1 rate 1 bling credit = 15 rates 17 contest rates + 1 comment when your done = 10 rates and now 1 ticker = 25 rates I appreciate it...winning is not as impo

Oct. 2 2005 Once Again The Shadows Returned
oct. 2 2005 once again the shadows returned Once again I must return to the shadows to where I dwell. I came to the light just to have my heart shattered once again. So I once again returned to where I dwell on my own pain choking on my own tongue with no one there to help me or wanting to be with me. So once again I travel the shadows by myself feeling my heart getting colder and colder again. Not wanting to open up to someone else. And now once again realize that I was meant to face this world alone. Fighting my own shadows and others shadows who stand in my way. So why must I continue to let people take my heart and put it in a blender. Knowing damn good and well what their intentions are going to be. So once again I ask myself why I do it. I guess you could say that I must be addicted to heart ache and pain. That people put me through. So why do I continue. Why do I continue? I’m so alone I’m so cold I just want someone’s warmth but never receiving it. So why

Flames Of Darkness June 3 2008
Standing hating feeling the flames creeping up engulfing me with its cold black and blue flames nipping at every part of my body, mind and soul. Leaving burns, blisters and scaring my body. Making me scream both in pleasure and pain. I don't know weather to stay, run or embrace both the pain and pleasure. But feeling it slowly consuming the former person i use to be, slowly bleeding out from the wounds the flames of darkness left. Hypyro

Heart Of Darkness June 3 2008
Embracing the darkness and it's ways. Accepting it's coldness it's interaction, embracing solitude. Being alone running alone hunting alone. No warm embrace watching the door being shut, being cut off from the world. When the door shuts the warmth stops cutting the flow of blood off from the brain, body and soul. Slowly going numb, a slow painful reality of no emotions left to express. Just silence never ending erie silence. Even a sound of a pin drop is swallowed by the silence of the heart of darkness. Hypyro

The Way I Feel About Life!
Friendship is like a rare stone, precious and different in every one. True friends are bonds of unbreakable trust and understanding. love is more powerfull then any man made thing, yet doesn't have to be showen to be known. Peace is within the knowledge of truth. Cherish the stones which you carry, strengthen the bonds you will create, feel what you feel cause it is whats true but let no one convice you other wise.

Haunted Dec 29 2007
My past keeps haunting my thoughts my dreams my days. Everyday is being haunted by my past my choices are being haunted by my past. Everyone I see is haunted by my past. Everything I see is haunted by my past. I am constantly being haunted by the past... Everything that is suppose to beautiful is now dark haunted by my past. Everything I love is haunted by my past. I try to run back to where I once was before everything was haunted by my past. My trust in people is haunted by my past. Everything I touch is now haunted by my past. Everyone I have ever loved is now haunted by my past. Everything of me my existence is haunted by my past. Everything I feel is haunted by my past. Everything is so dark I can't see. My mind is the only thing that sets me free. To my dreams I flee to avoid the haunting of my past. But now that is being tainted by the haunting of my past. I close my eyes trying to remember all the good things in the past but the haunting is slowly creeping in. Soon I will be

The Pressure
The pressure: 06-04-04 The pressure of life makes it hard to breath. Feeling the pressure around my lungs constricting making it hard to breath. Even with the smallest problems.Hoping someone will come along to help me with my burden and give some advice, but everyone keeps walking past me leaving me to sufficate to death on the floor. As I lay there clutching my chest forcing myself to try and to get air back into my chest but with no success. My eyesight starts to dim and I start to claw at myself cutting deep gouges leaving skin beneath my fingernails just trying to breath. But with no success. As my eyes fade to black I see no angels or light just darkness. Then I learn to embrace the darkness realizing I'm left alone. Still people continue to walk by as my blood spills over the floor. People keep walking without glancing or looking back leaving me to sufficate and bleed to death. Hypyro

Scars
The Scars: 06-04-04 The scares I wish you could see and what it has done to me. Always sitting in a corner talking to the shadows. Asking them what I have done. To be treated this way. Every lie betrayal I have felt when I look away from the corner. Being lashed at for trying to see what is going on. Peoples words of harshness is a whip to my back causing searing pain as my skin splits open causing my blood to spill once again on to the floor. After each day I go home remove my shirt and see scars that are not there. But feel the searing pain from wounds that are not there. Seeing blood stains on my shirt that are not there. I look at my back see that my back is covered with scars that are not there. And I start it all over again sitting in the corner talking to shadows.Hypyro

What Autumn Smell Are You?
You Are Your Favorite Sweater You love to feel nostalgic and peaceful. Every fall, you are flooded with happy memories. A certain smell or feel in the air can take you back to your childhood. Autumn is a important time for you. You enthusiastically greet each fall. You are excited to wear heavier clothes and curl up under a blanket. Autumn reminds you of a simpler time with being back at school, halloween costumes, and hot chocolate. And it all starts with your favorite sweater. What Autumn Smell Are You? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

Easy
Easy, The Cup is The Holy Grail or a Vessel. Red Whine means The Blood of The Master for The New Covenant. White Wine is the The Water, The Gospel, or The Word (sigular). Friends wanted or not is The Brotherhood. Clear Passage is very plain. Do not interfere. D, says I can have it all. Thank you for clarifying everything. I have two PIN's? Others are looking for something I am not. Whatever I find is mine. Yesterday it was 150k, today a set price, and tomorrow it will not be worth anything. Soon it will be time to take a break. norio

What Type Do You Fall For?
You Fall for the Sensitive and Romantic Type You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you do. You know you've found your soulmate when you're with someone you'd die for. You believe in sacrificing everything for true love, if necessary. A simple "I love you," kiss, or even look can sweep you off your feet. You tend to get lost in the moment. You believe in happy endings, and you're looking for a prince or princess willing to ride off into the sunset with you. What Type Do You Fall For? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity lol

Halloween Specials
Halloween is just around the corner. Do not wait until the last minute to plan for it. That leads to visiting stores with costumes thrown around, finding the last available costume you were looking for just to find out it is still there because of the foot print on the back of it or the tear right up front. Here are a few ideas for online places to go for costumes and decorations.Amazon:From kids/infant costumes to adult costumes, Home Decorations, Trick or Treat Bags, Flashlights, Glow Sticks and more. Select merchants within the site are giving out $10 off specials, 25% off sales, Daily Specials and more. International shipping is available. http://budurl.com/HalloweenAmazonElectrique Boutique:Free shipping when you spend $100 or more. (Does not include speedy delivery.) They have both men and women’s costumes. Their prices are fair and if you are looking at ordering a costume for both you and your significant other you should reach the $100 mark for free shipping. They

If You Know This Song Right On..if Not Try It
Indian legislation's on the desk of the do right congressman Now he don't know much about the issues so he picks up the phone And asks the advice of the senator out in indian country A darling of the energy companies their ripping off What's left of the reservation I learned the safety rule I don't know who to thank Don't stand between the reservation And the corporate bank They're sending federal tanks It isn't nice but it's reality Bury my heart at wounded knee Deep in the earth I said cover me with pretty lies Bury my heart at wounded knee They got these energy companies Who want to take the land And they got churches by the dozens Trying to guide our hands And turn our mother earth Over to pollution war and greed Well Bury my heart at wounded knee Bury my heart at wounded knee I said deep in the earth Bury my heart at wounded knee Won't you cover me with your pretty lies Bury my heart at wounded knee Bury my heart at wounded knee They got the federal marshalls We get the covert spi

Wings Of A Butterfly
Heaven ablaze in our eyesWe're standing still in timeThe blood on our hands is the wineWe offer as sacrifice Come on, and show them your loveRip out the wings of a butterflyFor your soul, my loveRip out the wings of a butterflyFor your soul This endless mercy mileWe're crawling side by sideWith hell freezing over in our eyesGods kneel before our crime

Apple Iii
When he finally got home, he threw off his shoes and plopped on a couch in front of a tv. He put the pizza in the oven, opened a bag of potato chips, and put in a movie that he rented a night before. He was not a food connoseur, and potato chips were one of his weaknesses, but right now they tasted exceptionally wonderful. Like a hungry lion in a savannah after catching a prey, he was stuffing one chip after another in his mouth, barely chewing them all up, and almost choking on smaller pieces. He was amazed at the extreme sense of satisfaction he was getting from these salty crunchy discs, and after wiping greasy hands on his work shirt, he continued to shove them into his mouth until there was almost nothing left. After shaking out the crumbs from the bag into his mouth, he crumpled it up and threw it in the trash. Finally, the timer on the oven set off, indicating that the second part of his feast was about to start. Smelling the pizza, he got a sense of confusion-his stomach felt q

Apple Ii
In a shower, J realized how much his mind was preoccupied with this nocturnal event after forgetting to wash shampoo out of his hair and letting water pound on his skin while standing immersed in a hypnotizing daze. When he came to senses, he quickly got out and started wiping his body with a towel, trying to clear his mind of these obsessive, nagging thoughts. Being on and off in this feeling of slow motion, he got to work late, just as he was afraid. Trying to pass the inquisitive looks of co-workers and feeling the mental burn of this walk of shame down the row of cubicles, he rushed to his desk, shuffling papers and frantically coughing to create some sort of a busy atmosphere to distract the vultures. Surely this will give them some food for thought during the lunch break; maybe some behind the curtains talk about his supposed ongoing drinking, drug, or gambling problem, or perhaps his problems with a female of any sort. Getting frustrated at a mere thought of someone laundering h

Wicked Games
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but youIt's strange what desire will make foolish people doI'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like youAnd I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heartNo I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heart..with you What a wicked game to playTo make me feel this wayWhat a wicked thing to doTo let me dream of youWhat a wicked thing to sayYou never felt this wayWhat a wicked thing you doTo make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heartNo I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heart..with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but youIt's strange what desire will make foolish people doNo and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like youI'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no Now I wanna fall in loveThis world is always gonna break your heartNow I w

Auction Time Come Bid On Me
SO I DECIDED AFTER A LOT OF CONVINCING ON SOMEONE'S PART NOT SAYING WHO UM COUGH COUGH TILA TO ENTER AN AUCTION. IT'S A ONE TIME THING NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN SO WHY NOT TAKE THE TIME TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH. I MEAN COULD YOU REALLY GET ANYONE SWEETER THEN SUGA ;). LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS IN ADVANCE.....O AND BY THE WAY THIS DOES INCLUDE FAMILY ACCESS, SOME BLING AND A PIMPOUT OR TWO ;). http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1051450&albumid=1861833&i=3426695828&idx=12

Apple
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about that smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic.All of a sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unable to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.***********When John woke up, he was laying in his bed on top of the cove

Ugh
Dear bloogy, work sucked like always i dont know why i dont just quite! i hate it there and i only work one day im back in the dorm trying to study but not really cause i keep wrighting blogs. it's suck cause im poor like POOR and i dont know what todo i think im going to donate plasma on friday for some cash. im looking for another job too. love, ruthie

Right Here In My Arms
She is smiling like heaven is down on earthSun is shining so bright on herAnd all her wishes have finally come trueAnd her heart is weeping. This happiness is killing her. She'll be right here in my armsSo in LoveShe'll be right here in these armsShe can't let go[Repeat 2x] So hard she's tryingBut her heart won't turn to stone... oh noShe keeps on cryingBut I won't leave her aloneShe'll never be alone She'll be right here in my armsSo in Love

Jason: Http://www.fleshbazaar.com/
http://www.fleshbazaar.com/ So Jason had Candy on his mind. but he also had a business proposition from her: catch her supposedly cheating husband in the act. Candy said he hung regularly at the Virgin Vigalante, a strip club across town. Well, the next step was easy--head to the Virgin and see if he could find the philandering husband. He'd heard about the Virgin, apparently not a place you want to hang around in unless you are a very confident person, and able to take care of yourself. Half and hour later Jason pulled up, parked as far away from the door as he could. As he got closer he heard clear moans of pleasure from several parking rows over. Against better judgment he navigated himslef closer. A woman with her skirt half way down was sucking some guy's cock, and even though he was apparently in the throes of coming, he glared at Jason and said, "the fuck're you looking at, bitch." Jason kept walking, said nothing. He opened the door, looked in, and knew his work had just

In Love & Lonely
In love and lonely In love and lonely I'm not with you my baby Just to see you cry I'm in love with you Not the tears in your eyes I can't remember The last time you smiled Oh I know how it feels I know what it's like To be In love and lonely In love and lonely Don't what to do my baby It's not alright This can't be the end The time to say good bye No I won't walk away that easy After all this time Oh you know how it feels You know what it's like To be In love and lonely In love and lonely Oh you know how it feels You know what it's like You know how it is But you just can't stop crying In love and lonely In love and lonely In love and lonely In love and lonely

For You
In the grace of your love I writhe, writhe in painIn 666 ways I love you and I hope you feel the same I'm for youI'm for you I'm killing myself for your love and again all is lostIn 777 ways I love you 'til my death do us apart I'm for you - and I'm dying for your loveI'm for you - and my heaven is wherever you areI'm for you - and I'm dying for your loveI'm for you - and my heaven is wherever you are In 666 ways I love you and my heaven is whereveryou are I'm here for you - I am here for you

I Know I Will Not Be Popular For This!
This makes you think all of you Obama Lovers...Look at the damage he has done already. Some people think President George W. Bush was "the dumbest president ever" (and, amazingly, many of you still do), please note that political blogger Josh Ray has this message for you: If George W. Bush had given Prime Minister Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Prime Minister Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narcissistic and tacky? If George W. Bush had bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia , would you have approved? If George W. Bush had visited Austria and made reference to the non-existent "Austrian language," would you have brushed it off as a minor slip? If George W. Bush had filled his cabinet and circle of advisers with people who cannot seem to keep cu

Who Is Silver Really?
These are some of the things that have influenced my life and made me who I am today. Some things may shock you, as I have experienced some scary shit in my day. But I don't regret anything, and I won't apologize for anything I have done as it wouldn't change anything. So, if you are REALLY interested and read with an open mind, you just might learn about what makes me tick. Or not. Either way, this is theraputic for me, a way to release my thoughts so I don't implode. lol 1. I was born with a birth defect effecting my bladder and kidneys. 2. I spent most of age 10 in a hospital to correct the defect. 3. I have virtually NO memory of my life before the surgeries. So in essence, my life began when I was 10. 4. My mom and dad divorced by the time I was 11. 5. I lost my virginity at 13 to a 19 yr old guitar player, in a cemetary. 6. By 15, I was a drug addict, and my older brother was a violent alcoholic. He would beat me up daily. 7. I was date raped at 16. I never reported

Don't Close Your Heart
I know how it feels to be on your own In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone Where you are alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain any more You're too numb to believe in In anything Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down I know how easy it is to let go Surrender to despair lurking at your door To lose your soul and all your feelings Strenght all gone And so many things left unsaid And deeds undone You've stopped caring 'Cause it's all in vainBaby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down You are so alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down Don't let me down Don't let me down Just don't let me down

Dark Light
Shivers run through the spineOf hope as she criesthe poison tears of her life delightIn the raven black nightHolding hands with Dark lightComes shine over all stars tonightAnd blindAll fears that haunted youYour smileDark Light In oblivious gardenThe bodies of fireWrithing to warmth the angel devineTo learn how to dieIn peace with her heart Dark lightCome shine over all stars tonightAnd blindAll fears that haunted youYour smileDark Light

[some Free Advice About Approaching A Neurotic 170-200 Lb Animal]
Free advice is worth exactly nothing, but kidsdon't RUN toward a dog.Don't run toward ANY dog.Don't run toward any dog you don't feel comfortable with pinning, tackling, flipping, or outright judoing for your own bodily safety. That being said kids don't run toward strange dogs even if they're on a leash- and certainlyneverEVER approach a stranger. What the FUCK are people teaching their kids these days? That Amber Alert is a magical get out of a creep's basement free card?I remember stranger danger. I remember abducted kids in my hometown turning to cold cases, or winding up in texas with a whacked out blood relative years later. Do NOTtalk to strangers. Do NOTrun toward my dog, flail your fuckin chubby arms and squeal with glee. You are MEAT to my dog. It upsets her, and it annoys the everliving fuck out of me. Now, I assumed, because I knew better, that this was a rule when you were 10.I assumed incorrectly. Two young men about the age of ten ran across a street without loo

Hey
I am: contentedly child free, self-made, self-aware, unpretentious, intellectual, analytical as well as intuitive, a pragmatic romantic learning to live more mindfully. Attempted balance of right-brain and left-brain thinking. A serious soul with a sometimes playful disposition. Contemplative night owl, valuing thoughtful conversation and nonfiction, perceiving in the mundane the spark of the divine. INTJ personality type in the Myers-Briggs/Jungian personality typology; the thinker type on the enneagram. Tolerant, progressive, a little artsy, with a strong sense of justice. Best known for my M*A*S*H-like (dry and contextual) sense of humor. Often turn to nature for inspiration, rejuvenation, and peace; canceled my television service years ago. Have the usual range of urban interests but also like to investigate the hidden out-of-the-way places. Earn my admiration and be prepared for more affection, respect, loyalty, and passion than mere mortal deserves. :-) Love is the shortest dista

Looking For Djs Help!!!!!
ok this is your one and only dj bitch and once again i am looking for some djs to help me with the tunes if u love music and people then djing for me would be what u want its fun and relaxing to just get out there and blear your tunes every one loves doing it u don't have to have experience it is a plus but not need we can train on site just message me shout box me leave a comment get back to me if u r interested thank u very much

I Need Your Help Getting 3000 Rates....
I'm in a contest again! First person to get 3000 rates wins! Please help me out! :) Just click on the pic below :) Thank you so much! Feel free to send your friends :) If pic doesn't work here's the link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&i=409670007&albumid=1862678

Some Of My Pics Have Come Down.
Yes I know some of you remember me having some NSFW pics posted up. When I had them my boyfriend at the time didn't mind them being posted. That bf and I have since broken up and I'm dating someone else. Granted he is not on Fubar and wouldn't see if I still had the pics up on here or not, out of respect for him I have taken them down. If he ever changes his mind or we breakup the pics may return. For those of you who did not see them, you are not missing much. And to the curious, no they were not nudes.

Starlit Night
Staring at the brightest Star I start wonder where you are I think of you consistently Hoping you feel the same Lyin on the cool ground Wishing you would come around Time will tell as my heat Begins to pound I here foot steps all around I try to move to see who's there However I am tied down No where to go Voices, voices everywhere I feel myself looking left and right Then your voice sets me free I feel your arms wrap around me It's alright your safe is what you say Finally True Love has come my way You take the blind fold off my eyes Upon you horse, We kiss and ride We

Live Strong
I WROTE THIS YEARS AGO WHEN I FOUND OUT MY MOM HAD CANCER AND LANCE ARMSTRONG PUT OUT THE BRACELETS TO HELP RAISE MONEY FOR CANCER RESEARCH LIVE STRONG I remember that day As if it were yesterday I got home from school and you were crying You told me the next day I was getting an award At school but you wouldn't Be there cause you had to Have a surgery, I was scared

Concealed Thoughts
Laying in my bed thinking of you I start to wonder what your doing If your thinking of me too. There are many ways I want you Just holding me, In me , On me Together we will be Day after Day Our LOVES here to stay Connecting as one Our bodies will be Sexually connected we will be Laying in each others arms Kissing ever so passionately Ripped apart by The three years you've been away I long to have you In many different ways

Emotions
Emotions OVER THE PAST FEW WEEKS YOU HAVE DONE MORE FOR ME THEN ANYONE YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.. YOUR THE ONE I RUN TO WITH EVERYTHING YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND MORE I ONLY HOPE YOU FOUND IN ME WHAT YOUR LOOKING FOR.... THERE ARE MANY STAR'S IN THE SKY AT NIGHT AND WHEN I THINK OF YOU I LOOSE COUNT EACH NIGHT THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE FOR ME ARE WHAT I HOLD NEAR TO MY HEART... WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD NO ONE YOU WERE THERE WHEN I THOUGHT I COULDN'T COUNT ON ANYONE YOU TOUCHED MY SHOULDER AND LET ME KNOW YOU ARE THERE... THE FIRST TIME YOU SAID MY NAME YOU WOULD BE THE ONE TO LOVE ME FOR ME... AS DAYS GO BY AND WE COUNT DOWN TILL WE SEE EACH OTHER I'M FALLING EVEN MORE IN LOVE... THIS MIGHT BE CRAZY BUT IT'S OH SO TRUE.. NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU LIKE I DO....DAY AND NIGHT I COUNT THE STAR'S THANKIN THE LORD FOR GIFT SENT FROM ABOVE.. THAT GIFT BEING YOU... EACH DAY THAT GOES BY I WONDER WHY.. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE YOU.. THEN I THANK MY LUCKY STARS FOR THE FAC

Feelings For Feelings For You
When times get hard i think of you When i feel alone i hug my pillow n wish it was you... When i need a smile i play our song I'm reminded you love me Although the distance keeps us apart I find my self a little each day Starting to Fall more in love What we have started as a friendship Then slowly started to become more real I'm worried one day you'll walk away Which is why I never thought to tell you the feelings I started to have... the day we met was one I'll never forget You called my phone and said 'I'm fallin for you' I felt speechless unsure of what to say Sitting there listening to you A tear rolls down my face 'I'm falling for you too' I reply Every day that goes by I want you to be with me Side by side is how we should be

Tomorrow
Hello beautiful smile, eyes so blue, clear skies of rain Shaming the sun with a smile and I can breathe again Good morning across fields of softest porcelain Warmest breeze of life caressing my ear as the day begins I get so lost in the mirrors of a tortured soul This wandering misery has finally found a home So afraid of tomorrow, will it promise it's real? Falling so far, so fast, lost in the blur, in the wheel The sky burns streaks of passion and release King of my little universe, and for a moment at peace Everything's so clear, and something seems right Lost in a glorious morning after the coldest night Hello beautiful smile, eyes so blue, clear skies of rain Shaming the sun with a smile and breathing again Goo

How To Build A Magnetic Generator
A magnetic generator has been popularly known to be a free energy generator. It utilizes magnetic force to induce perpetual motion. Operating by itself indefinitely without stopping, the magnetic power generator creates completely free electrical energy, which can fully power your house with no cost at all. Click here to read more - magnetic power generator and how to build a magnetic generator This is designed to be a safe system for use and operates well. It doesn't produce any harmful byproducts or gases, and there isn't any hazard concerning the magnetic energy generator itself. Even if you have young children, they may freely walk in the close vicinity of the generator.

Moon In Libra
Moon in Libra: Moon in Libra people have a strong need for partnership. Without someone to share their lives with, they feel utterly incomplete. This is why many people with this position get involved in marriages or living-together arrangements quite young. Because this drive for harmony, peace, and sharing is so powerful, Lunar Librans are apt to do a lot of conceding. They are sympathetic and concerned for others, enjoy socializing, and revel in a good debate. Mental rapport with others is especially important to them. Lunar Librans feel safe and secure when they are in a partnership. These are the people who seem to always need to have someone tag along with them wherever they go -- even if it is to the corner store. They find strength and reinforcement in and through others. Both men and women with this position are often quite charming. They can be very attractive to be around, and are often given to flirtatiousness. Rarely directly aggressive, these people win your heart with th

Send Me An Angel
Send me an angel to dry my crimson tears Send me an angel to kiss away my fears, to make everything all right Send me an angel to take away these pills To make the pain stop, and replace the way it feels Send me an angel to take the gun from my bed Just in case Im not afraid next time I put it to my head Send me an angel to stop these shaking hands An angel who will help me when I fall, to stand Send an angel to love me for better or for worse To make the pain disappear, even when everything hurts Send me an angel to put the smile back on my face The one which the frown long ago replaced Send me an angel on whose shoulders I can cry An angel who makes me want to live, even when all I want is to die

Music Of My Childhood
When I was little, I didnt have my own room, so I had to lock myself in the kitchen at night and listen to the radio with huge headphones. So some of the music, even tho kinda shitty, stuck with me for good, and it feels really good listenin to it now.

Forever Love
As I sit here waiting for you, the tears never ending hope is all i have left hope that a part of you still loves me promises made of forever needing to feel your arms around me once again holding me but for now all i have is my dreams believeing now that you are my soulmate, the distance crushing please dont toss our love aside like yesterdays trash remember the good times as i have forget all the bad in every relationship there are trials that one must endure but if love is truly there then those trials become a thing of the past and love awakens hope so as i sit here waiting the tears always in my eyes please remember your promise remember why you loved me and please come back to my heart.

Who Wants The Breast Awareness Bling?
Monday JAK is buying a bling pack for a special reason...the 1ST 7 ladies who bare their breasts with "♥ 4 JAK" and submit a photo (will be in a special folder) will get the special bling!!! once the 7 are given thats it...a one time chance...will you be one of the lucky 7???

Come To Me
Come to me tell me what did you find So out of your head so out of your mind Left yourself in a World of distress Oh look haven't we made a beautiful mess The lies you live I can't understand To take me down was that your plan You failed yourself and all the world Into the ashes your life has been hurled Now you think it is me that has lost my mind I guess it was me that left you behind But the truth is this I still exist And all the pain you have caused still persist Because if the truth be known the you is really me So I just close my eyes and pretend that I don't see If it wasn't me then it must be you So we will go on as one and count as two

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When Will It End
It's cold yet I make deal It hurts but I can't feel I lay here in my new found fate Was lured by the evil and fell for the bait The toture that goes on inside The days go by and I just want to hide Isolated behind a World of walls Life definetly has me by the balls I guess there is no reason to pretend This tourmented life will see no end I can not die nor can I feel Nothing I do ever seems real So when will it end I'd like to know Take me there now it's past time to go

Empty Visions
Look to the sky what do you see Is it how it is ment to be The lightning flashs then it all goes black The moment is gone can't get it back There is nothing out there but empty space No clues no answers not even a trace If you chose to wish upon a open sky It makes no differenc when you die You can't take with you what doesn't exist So why does my love fo you still persist Like hollowed out eyes upon a empty face The Visions are gone without a trace

The Alley 2
Heat and moisture gather between her thighs as her fingers now tace along the curvature of her hips. She moistens her parched lips with her tongue as her fingers trial down to the waistband of her skirt. A sudden noise echoes in the empty alleyway bringing her out of her daze. Before stepping out of the alley she smoothes out her clothes. She is reminded of the sand that abrasively rubs her thighs and decides it is probably time to head home. A hot soak in the tub is in order and perphaps her release.

In The Alley
She returns to the bustling boardwalk gazing at faces of intoxication. An array of emotions stir the otherwise still air. She briefly stops to gaze at a lady holding a sign reading Jesus Saves. Not being able to help herself she offers a smile. A knot forms within her stomach for she perceives herself as condemned. She basks in the radiating light before slipping back into the shadows. She digs into the pocket of her cloak for her pack of dunhills and leans against the brick wall of the alley that offers solace. Peering from the corner of her eyes she observes those who pass by. Turning her attention away from the crowd she now watches the ember of her cigarette and the rings of smoke drifting through the air. Unaware and unconcerned with the time she slips into another realm where none of this truely matters. The shadows carress and dance around her. Flames of an ancient fire heat her skin. Her nipples harden as she becomes arroused. Her hand goes to her throat and with one traces d

Breakthrough
So, this guy I met thinks that I could do stand up comedy, and wants to hook me up at a decent sized comedy club in my area. He really has entirely too much faith in me, and keeps pushin it, thinkin I can make it big. I REALLY dont think I have what it takes, and being super shy and anxious, I see myself just havin a heart attack on stage or somethin. I just dont know if I should go for it, or just keep that shit on youtube,.

Believe
Red White is also simple. Red wine is The Blood shed by The Master for The New Covenant. White wine is The Gospel or Water and often The Word. Friends are required for The Ritual. The Cup is The Holy Grail but a Vessel. Clear Passage is do not interfere. Simple, isn't it? You know, you have to believe in some thing don't you? Do you? Critic, I contacted the financial institution on their general mail. I will go forward and contact them officially for you. I want you, stranger, woman, and the rest in the public lime light. Congratulations.

Sexy Halloween Costume
I finally decided on my halloween costume- trailer park trash Soiled dress-check 3 different colored dolls, one hangin off my stomach by a rubber umbilical cord-check beer n cig- check a big pregnant stomach- check Black eye- check I need advice on what kinda dress to wear tho, so it screams "white trash". Mind you, I will be preggers.

For My Babygirl Ricki...hold Onto Your Little Girl Why You Can...someday You'll Be Right Where I Am Now...i Love You Baby!
Kenny Chesney - There goes my life All he could think about was I'm too young for this Got my whole life ahead hell I'm just a kid myself how I'm gonna raise one All he could see were his dreams going up in smoke So much for ditching this town and hanging out on the coast Oh well, those plans are long gone And he said there goes my life there goes my future, my everything might as well kiss it all good-bye there goes my life....... A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl. Momma's waiting to tuck her in as she fumbles up those stairs she smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncing curls He smiles there goes my life there goes my future my everything I love you, daddy goodnight there goes my life She had that Honda loaded down with Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American express he checked the oil and s

Kenny Chesney - Me And You
Ordinary no, I really don’t think so Not a love this true Common destiny We were meant to be Me and you Like a perfect scene from a movie screen We’re a dream come true Suited perfectly for eternity Me and you Every day, I need you even more And the night time too There’s no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to Every day I live I try my best to give All I have to you I thank the stars above That we share this love me and you Every day, I need you even more And the night time too There’s no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to Ordinary no, I really don’t think so Just a precious few Ever make it last Get as lucky as Me and you Me and you

Calming The Beast
The beast stirs within , she glances up with a darkned smile and blackened eyes. The cool night air carreses her heated skin. All around her a variety of music plays as she walks down the busy streets tuning out the world around her. She licks her parched lips and lights a cigarette in vain, hoping to calm the hunger that grows within. She feels the eyes upon her as her heartbeat accelerates and her breathe quickens. The smell of the ocean permeates her senses , the sound of crashing waves beckon to her. She continues forward with the urgent need to cleanse herself in the calming waters. She tosses off her shoes upon arrival and breathes a sigh of relief as the sand blanket's her bare feet. She looks up at the full moon before running to the water. Laughter escapes from her lips as she breathes in freedom. Inhaling deeply she brings in the moon's energies. The beast settles within her calm for the time being. She walks back to the shore soaked and slightly chilled. The san

First, Understand This...
ok, i am not an overly religious person. yet figure this...if there is a god, and i say if for the skeptics among us, and judgement day falls upon the people, i ask you this...will you survive? neext point...almost 18 year ago i read these statistics in a brisbane newspaper. 1/3 of the female populous have been raped, molested, and/or sexually harrassed...reported cases. not trying to be offensive, that really sucks on two counts. for the girls, what are you doing taking so much shit, and for the boys, you all look like shit. seriously the girls are worthy of so much better than a stinking rapist, and rapist dont deserve to get their cocks wet. also taking into account the child rape statistics, the adult populous seem worthless. maybe the judgement day has become a battle of the sexes, girls vs boys, yet the children are stuck without even their family to rely on. WAKE THE FUCK UP!!! do something good, and sleep and dream for a change, and stop worrying about getting laid. and if

Wishing I Was There!
i want to be there by your side i want to be there for all time i love the way you look at me and i damn well kno im your fantasy! you are the one i want at night i always want to be in your sight i want to see you every day and if i come to you can i please stay?

Layout...
Hi! This is my first blog for Fubar. In my blogs I am going to express my feelings, and what is on my mind (hince " On My Mind" blog title). Currently on my mind is my heart. I am a female, what else do we think about other than our heart. My love just broke up with me about a month ago and I am still hurting from that. My family is going through some hard times, so I am being the support of the family. Umm... Um... Uh... Sorry ADD kick in lol. I am starting to realize what I want out of my life, which isnt very much. I guess all I want to be when I grow up is happy. Currently the economy sucks, no one can really survive, and this is causing families to fall apart (just like mine), I guess these are the times in which you need to look up towards God and get down on your knees as pray for help. I currently have no job, I am living with my dad, and I have no life. Now, come talk to me before Mike broke up with me and I had a job, car, my own place, a life, and happiness. Dont you find it

A Sigil For Aenorsart Alloy
Former dental practicioner I converted to Art practice almost Naturaly during a journey of one year in New Caledonia, where i was invited to go in a creative hermitage in the bush at Tao to prepare an Exposition of my work with Drifted Wood's .I produced about 30 opera's , mainly with a method that i called 'pigmentary impregnation' where the colors penetrates the wood. Pleased with the result's but not satisfied as far as the creative standard's ,I thought it would be nice to work with metal on these object's ,of course my first idea was to use Bronz.Since i am pretendet to have a creative mind i started creating, in the bush and during my journey there intellectualy my specific alloy:Aenors a quartenary composition of some gold,some more silver,much cuper to create mass and as much iron molecules as gold to ad a specific electromagnetic resonance to the alloy, wich turned out to be also the signature of my work's!( if it react's to a magnet i'ts aenors)The trademark Aenors is the alp

True Friendz Or Fakez
I have an issue that i have got to get off my chest...I will have been on the fu for a year on the 9th and am finally at my wits end. Ive been in the # 1 spot a few times and still have managed to not be stuck up like a few fu's (not mentioning any names). I have helped people and seen people go from nothing to top ranked I have even donated my hard earned bux to help people buy autoz and get spotlight. But in the end the only people that stay by my side are the newbies or people without the ability to buy their way thru levels.( MUCH THANKS TO THOSE FEW U KNOW WHO YOU ARE).Things have been changing lately i have 17k+ friends and alot of those are upper level people that have been my frind since the begining since they were lower level nobodies like alot of ohters on here, but now they think they are too special to even talk to me , i rate & re-rate but never get one back , i send b day gifts and messages when they get down and get no response..The only time these fu's come around is w

Different Kind Of Pain
Before I let you go, give me just one more night to show you just how I feel. I lost all my control, if it takes my whole damn life I'll make this up to you. Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the shore That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me.(x2) I tried to let you go I wish I could turn back time and show you just how i feel i needed you to know, if it takes my whole damn life i'll make this up to you Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the shore That's blown in by the wind, that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me. (x2) Before you let me go away Before you let me go away Before you let me go away Before you let me go I needed you to kno

The Guy I Am
ADAM IS MY NAME, I'M 5'8"-5'9" TALL,165LBS ATHELETICLY TONED BODY,I'M A BOXER FROM MEMPHIS,TN. NOW LIVE IN HATTIESBURG,MS. I AM A GUY THAT TAKES PRIDE IN WHAT HE HAS, & WORKS ON MAKING IT BETTER "IF NEDEDED". I'M THE ROMANTIC TYPE, I LIKE TO PLAY AROUND & SNUGGLE, BUT THAT WOULD BE THE SOFT SIDE TO ME. THE HATE SIDE BELONGS IN THE RING.I HAVEN'T GOT MANY FRIENDS HERE YET, BUT I'M KINDOF BORED WHEN I GO OUT. EVERYONE HERE HAS THERE OWN CROWD AND NO NEWBIES ARE ALLOWED IN UNLESS YOUR PART OF A FRAT. SO I'M ALWAYS STUCK WORKING,GOING TO THE GYM,&CHATTING ON HERE! I HATE TO BE BORED, I'M ACTUALLY A DECENTLY FUNNY GUY, I LIKE TO HAVE FUN IN LIFE BUT SOMETIMES REALLY HARD. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME? COMMENTS ARE EXCEPTED!

Daily Dumbass
So I hope that image posts good and clear, if not sorry. I'm drunk so I'll type it out after I post this if it's not clear. I've dubbed this kid the daily dumbass. It's idiots like him that give military men a bad name, men a bad name, and the human race in general a bad name. Seriously. But he was fun to fuck with for a while :) Granted the MUMM is now gone. Not sure if he really did delete it or if it got reported enough times it disappeared. All I know, is this dumbfuck doesnt need MUMM privs. PieDaDDY said: who the fuck told you that you have to give anyone your nickles and dimes...what a whiney bitchStatus: ok seeing as everyone on here has to say everything they are doing all day long imma say what im doing too.....Sitting here just liek the rest of youEven your status screams out whiney little bitch 1N5@N3 K1LL3R said: I bet it does yet your the dude with a pink name..... PieDaDDY said: its for Breast Cancer awareness ya dum

To The Illiterate Men Of Fubar..
I'm sorry but I have to once again complain about some of the men here.I am not here to sexually stimulate you,get you off,talk dirty to you! I am not interested sexually in one man on this site.I have a few close friends and I show them respect as I do most people here unless otherwise given a reason not to give it to them.I am sick of people assuming they know me or assuming Im here to show you my naked pics.I am not.I would not.My pics are there because I LIKE them and I find photography to be an art and Im not ashamed I take nice photos.If you can't respect me enough not to put stupid and disgusting comments on my photos then kindly fuck off.I have tolerated enough.I have tolerated enough people saying it is an adult site.I'm fully aware this is a adult site hence why I show some damn cleavage.But..being an adult site does not exclude the men here from being respectful to a women and not assuming we are all the same and just want to make you fun.Honestly..most men here are gross.Th

This Is What Happened.
This is going to be a very long read, so if you're not in it for the long haul, you might want to stop reading now. I've had a lot of shit building up inside of me and I haven't expressed it to hardly anyone. If you don't like the things I'm about to say, then you're not a true friend anyway and you can go ahead and delete me off your friends list. Before I had Gabby I thought my life was hell. Teenage angst? Sure. Rebellion.. you betcha. I stayed out drinking all night, smoking whatever was put in front of me. I did whatever the hell I wanted and didnt think twice about it. Consequences didn't mean shit to me. You couldn't tell me nothin. Got in a shitload of fights in school. Talked back to whoever challenged me. Disrepected my parents. I was hell on wheels. When I was 14 I was out partying and I met Daniel Johnson. A couple months later I found out I was pregnant by him. Scared the shit outta me. He wasn't there for me through my pregnancy at all. I swore over the toilet cursing

So Long.. Goodbye
Keep changing your mind like clouds in the sky Love me when you're high, leave me when you cry I know it all takes time, like a river running dry when the sun's too bright So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life Keep dodging lights like a thief in the night The sun will rise and expose all our lies So why deny that you and I lead different lives? The rivers from your eyes can't change my mind So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life Oh no, no The rivers from your eyes can't change my mind So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life

Ex And Life :)
idk why i went throw it we wasnt happy i was happyer wen she was away i just couldnt wait intil she went 2 work but idk im better off with out her cuz no more stress i do miss her sometimes but idk why yes i did tlk to gurls but i didnt want them i thought we lasted 4ever i guess anything dosent lasted 4ever i know im n a wheelchair and i really wasnt trying my best 2 get out i realize i have 2 do something and try my best i cant really trusted no1 but myself so it just helps me 2 think i have only myself i just want 2 wlk and find my 1 i hope it works out :) just hoping 2 find some1 i can trusted dat wont cheat on me and tell me how they really feel only thing i can do is hope i do like some1 and wanna c something happen with us but idk if it is so.... just hope and be happy!!!! :)

Calling You
There's something that I can't quite explain I'm so in love with you You'll never take that away And if I've said it a hundred times before Expect a thousand more You'll never take that away Well expect me to be Calling you to see If you're OK when I'm not around Asking "if you love me" I love the way you make it sound Calling you to see Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile [Chorus] I will keep calling you to see If you're sleeping, are you dreaming If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me I can't believe you actually picked me I thought that the world had lost it's sway It's so hard sometimes Then I fell in love with you Then came you And you took that away It's not so difficult The world is not so difficult You take away the old Show me the new And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you So while I'm on this phone A hundred miles from home I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you I only want to see If you're OK when I'm not around Asking

Stamps Collecting
I am kind, honest, understanding, generous, down to earth, open-minded, simple. I like to do anything with someone special. I understand that making a relationship always takes time and it usually starts from a friend relationship. stamps collecting sports memorabilia topical postcards old currency thematic stamps

Those With Breast Cancer...
Both survivors and those still fighting the fight get an Auto 12 from me! Remember the women in your life and remember also.. to think pink is not thinking of a color, but is a state of mind. Thanks for your attention!

My Owner Has 77k Till He Levels! Come Help Me Help Him Help You... Out!
My FU OWNER HAS 77K TO LEVEL COME ON ALL HELP HIM OUT!!!!!! **M£Kñ**ÐVÚ§_¹/ÐÄRK Èñ£ÖRÇÈR@//£ÖRßÌÐÐÈñ ÌñÇ./È†Ç**£ÚÈñGÄGÈÐ & RL ß£ †Ö MÌÄ@ fubar

Survey
Will you have sexual intercourse within the next week or two? NOT IF HE EVER CALLS IT SEXUAL INTERCOURSE, I WONT BE. "OHHH BABY MAKE SWEET SEXUAL INTERCOURSE TO ME"The last time you saw your best friend, what did you do? GAVE HIM A KISS AND CONTINUED TALKING ONLINE Do you think your ex still wants to be with you? I THINK HE WANTED TO COME LIVE WITH ME FOR SURE, I MEAN HELL I SAW HIM FLY INTO THE AIRPORT.What is a word you say a lot? REALLY?Is there anything you should be worried about? PROBABLY MAKING THE HOUSE NOT SMELL LIKE PUPPY BEFORE MY SISTER COMES UP.You're up after 3 AM, what's the reason? DANS JUST COMING TO BED FROM PLAYING XBOX LIVE.Are you in a relationship with anyone? I AM.Who was the last person to text you? MY NEPHEW, STEVE.Have you ever liked someone just because they were good looking? MAYBE MIKE. MAYBE. THATS MY EXCUSE, ANYWAYS.What were you doing 2 hours ago? FIGHTING WITH WALMART.Name something random in the same room as you: STEAM CLEANER.Is smoking a turn off? C

I Enjoy My Life
As I take you as my slave, slapping you into submission, I enjoy my life. As I train you to serve me, I marry you with a collar, making you mine. I take you as my property and make you serve my whims. After all that is what we agreed. Giving you meals is a small price to pay for making you my slave.I've made you mine... And now it's time. To make you serve my whims. I've made you mine... And now it's time. And I enjoy my life.

In You
You wake from a deep slumber to find me there before you the moon casting a soft hue of light like a dream or yet some fantasy The darkness plays it's tricks As i move ever so near Calling out to you wanting... needing your touch Soul yearning to be released to shed the chains and find solace in your embrace A simple kiss turns to firey passion entwining us into one i moan for you as calm my madness Only to spark my desires When it all fades and d

Bomb/auto Auction
Why the hell not? :D I'm in a good mood. Mostly because of my Rockstar ;) So I decided to go ahead and SELL an auto or bomb instead of trading one since it seems like nobody ever sells for fubux anymore, they only trade. So, why don't we start nice, and start the bidding at only a whopping 5 million fubux? Auction ends this Friday at noon. Lots of Happy Hours that day, so an auto or bomb, whichever, will make for a nice day for whoever wins :D Let the bidding begin!!!!! ~Mz. Iowa~

Cows, Constitution, And Ten Commandments
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately: illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligators attacking people in Florida Not me. I concentrate on solutions for the problems. It's a win-win situation.+ Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border.+ Send the dirt to New Orleans to raise the level of the levies.+ Put the Florida alligators in the moat along the Mexican border.Any other problems you would like for me to solve today ? Yes!Think about this one:1. Cows2. The Constitution3. The Ten CommandmentsCOWSIs it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that during the mad cow epidemic our government could track a single cow, born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she slept in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls... But they are unable to locate 50 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow..THE CONSTITUTIONThey keep talking about

Dating
I never knew it was going to be so hard to get back into the dating life. It seems like all the girls i meet are so meterialistic. What happened to people that know life is more than cell phones, cars, name brand cloths...etc.? I am not saying i dont buy shit like that but isent love one of the best FREE things in this world or am i getting to old?? I never knew trying to find that special person to spend the rest of my life with was going to be so hard. Its soo funny and sad how eazy it is to get random sex but finding someone you wanna be with....??? I just dont get it. I meet alot of people (girls) online and it always seems like all the ones that i might have intrest in live way out in bum-fuck egypt. LOL!! You get my point, They live far from me. It seems pointless. All the good girls are gone....... So sad. Someone tell me how me working hard and paying all my bills just to be somewhat poor makes me a bad person to date. I just dont get it.

Penis Pump
I had a customer today as me a question about the penis pump... well How can I answer that question... I know I will take a survey and find out How many men out there use a penis pump and what kind? and what do you think of it? does it prolong your abitlity to cum? does it make your cock bigger.. What is really the out come of the use of the penis pump... PLease dont be shy and share with me. Hell tell me all about it so I can have the exprience to tell others... and share please

Don't Think I Don't Think About It
I left out in a cloud of taillights and dust Swore I wasn't coming back, said I'd had enough Saw you in the rear view standing, fading from my life But I wasn't turnin' 'round No not this time But don't think I don't think about it Don't think I don't have regrets Don't think it don't get to me Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey Don't think I don't wonder 'bout Could've been, should've been all worked out I know what I felt, and I know what I said But don't think I don't think about it When we make choices, we gotta live with them Heard you found a real good man and you married him I wonder if sometimes I cross your mind Where would we be today If I never drove that car away? Don't think I don't think about it Don't think I don't have regrets Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com Don't think it don't get to me Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey Don't think I don't wonder 'bout Could've been, should've been all worked out Yeah I know what I felt, and I k

What I Look For In A Guy
There are a lot of different things I look for in a guy. Everyone wants something different. = The guy has to be smart for sure. he has to be able to have a decent conversation, without his eyes glazing over. (yes, its happened so many times) = He has to like to have fun. For example, if I get in the mood to go do something like go play volleyball on the beach, or go out for ice cream and walking around the park, or rent a lot of goofy movies and lay on the couch and have a maration. He has to be real. = He has to be sensual. I know everyone would be like, Umm...hello, he is a MAN?. Sensual is a lot different from sexual. Sensual means that you can take your time, and be completely consumed in the other person. wanting to pleasure eachother beyond all dreams. Where emotions are involved too, and not just bodies. = He has to understand me. Like if I have a shitty day at work, and then tell him how bad it was, he immediately knows what to do to make me smile, and forget about everyt

If Your Interested In Knowing Me More
1. Would you fuck me?2. What positions would u fuck me in?3. Would u suck/LICK me ?4. Would u fuck me hard?5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me?6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fucked you?7. Would u fuck me in the shower?8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me?9. Would u have 3-some, 4-some or more with me?10. What about me makes u want to fuck me?11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked?12. Where would you fuck me?13. Would u fuck me in front of people?14. Would u fuck me again?15. Would u fuck me in the rain?16. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star?17. Would u have phone sex with me?18. Would u cheat on me?19. Would u break my heart?20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go?21. Would you fuck me once and leave me the next day?22. Would u tell me the truth no matter what it is or what you do?23. Would you do kinky things with me even though you haven't tried them before?24. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how I want t

Eternal Love
how can i describe,The feelings locked insidethe hurt and pain im feelinginsides all twisted and grindingoutside a normal facenot being able to show weaknessgrieving, not knowing what to domy love for you out of control,knowing it is forever,yet also knowing the feelings are no longer returnedtransporting myself backi remember a time long agowhere love notes existed, cuddled togetherus against the worldbut now that is gonemy eternal love no longer returnedonce you promised me foreverhow could you take that backwhen i need you the most, no longer hereunable to handle itthe pain wracking my bodynow only a shadow of my formor selfas i sit here hurtingi only wait for your love to returnand warm my cold away

Not Sure...
So here is my story. I moved to Arizona to start the next chapter in my life. I am really excited to be here, but am a little lost. Not sure what is in store for me. Had a pretty good life in South Carolina, but was never really happy there. Now here I am, no car, no friends, no job (I am disabled) and nothing to do. I know God has a reason he made it possible for me to move here. I just wish I knew what it was. I am going a little stir crazy. Love the peace and quiet, but sometimes we all need a little excitement. I could get a bus pass like a friend recommended, but not sure where the bus routes take you and where to get them. Guess I could call a Taxi and get around that way, but I feel that I might as well stay home, if I am going to be by myself anyway. I just need to learn to be more patient, I guess. Any suggestions are welcome. I am just having a pitty party for myself. Maybe I shouldn't even post this. I think it helps though to get it out. Thanks to all who a

Yup, Another One :)
This is mainly for JD since he told me to write a blog, and I told him I would if I found something that annoyed me enough to write about. Fortunately for him, I found a few things. First off, in regards to Johnnydevil's blog about the spotlight. I don't think you should be able to pass the salute requirement because you bought a VIP. I really don't. I think the site makes enough money and they'll be fine to start making it be that way. I don't think anybody with a fake salute (obvious or not) or somebody who doesn't have one in general, should be able to rank in anything. Hottest Membes, Girl/Guy of the week, Person of the Day, Legend, things like that. I don't think they should be allowed to run tickers or blasts even. While they've done a good job deleting fake accounts or multiple accounts, there's still quite a few they've missed and its evident. It's not hard to get a salute. Anybody who says otherwise just doesn't want to show who they really are. We're in a technology age. Web