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Don't Read!!!
CAUTION NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART! I will start our decent, Show you my true intent! I yearn to rip flesh, only when it is fresh! Taking you by the mandible, Bystanders saying please be reasonable. I tell them in a stern tone, Leave and I can get this done! They all stumble and run, I use only hands and blades, You will hear of me using no gun, There will be no escaping this escapade! Ripping into the skin, Your mandible is starting to show. What is being held there in, The look on my face getting an evil glow. I kick you in the sternum, Knocking you to the ground. Nothing will help you become numb, I take the straight razor without making a sound! I begin to carve you like a canvas, As I write my name you yell, Please I don't understand this, Do you feel that I do if so I won't tell! I rip a big K in the center, of what was your left cheek. Laughing at my banter, Telling you that you are weak! I break my restraints, Giving a y

Some More Real-fu-kin Life...
....ya know I just don't know anymore... ..there are some days on here when I wonder why I even sign in. I was looking through old "memories" (screenshots) of Fu days gone by over the years...and what strikes me most of all is the people that just aren't here anymore... ...these days, this place is honestly more selfish than I have ever seen. Everyone's Auto 11's...everyone out for themselves. Sure I'll have a thing now and then...but there are over 600 Level 26 members on this site. SIX HUNDRED!!!....that's crazy... ..barely anyone wants to talk anymore about anything with any substance. Most of what I get is even more selfish, things like, "can you blow this person up because they screwed me over?" The answer has been and always will be no. I try with alot of sucess I might add, to avoid personal drama. I will blow someone up if they are a fake. I will blow someone up if they are a cheater and scripter. I don't care what point level or member rank they are. Those numbers don't

Race To Get To Godmother
My family member # 2 and I are having a friendly competition to get to Godfather first. He is going to post his auto 11 soon and I need all the help I can get, If I need to I will have to get an auto 11 to do what needs to be done to prove that I am worthy of being Godmother first. What I am asking of my friends is that if at all possible, go in and rate just one of my folders and ask your friends to do the same. The only stipulation is that I need u and your friends to private message me so that I can return the favor. Rico Bear and I both believe in "Paying it Forward". Thank you in advance, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Vixxenn213

Birthday Blog For Feb.18th
imikimi - Customize Your World! Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar This Loving Birthday Pimpout brought to you By:JoAnna"Co-Founder"of The Llama Levelers and friend of Michelles:)

Pennsylvania Eyes In California Skies!
As she drives down the road She looks curiously in the rearview mirror She sees soccer mom left overs in the back She hears a sippy cup rolling around in the back seat A plane passes by, How she feels the need for clouds in her face The rush of speed of liftoff, the freedom of being closer to God beneath her wings The sensation of a hard banked turned escaping mountain tops She looks to her left and sees the waves crashing in the ocean She thinks back to her days in lakes rushing over waves She's reminded of that little girl and young woman full of joy and happiness Her cell recieves a text, You need to Pick up the kids, I'm running late Another message comes in "Don't forget we are taking my freinds to big bear" Can you watch the kids as I go skiing? Where did her life go? How did it get this way? A woman full of so much inner beauty That only shines through her outter beauty She think of her earlier years of being in control Knowing the limitations Conquering

10 Second Poem
Do you love me? I ask of you Do you love me? Is it true, you say you do. But when I turn around You are gone. Do you love me? I ask again just to make sure you say yes with a smile and like the fool I am I believed you. I give you a kiss, you give me a hug. We walk to school, we go to class I miss you so but I know it won’t last For I’ll see you again right after class I look for you after school, but you aren’t there. I go to my friends and find you there Naked answering the door. He’s in his room yelling who is it I shake my head and turn away she tells me wait So I stop and turn she asks me do you love me I did was all I could say As I walked away.

Same Old
Bags are packed Enough is enough! These bags are a reminder of the luggage that has weighed on for years How many promises been made How many lies have been sold Same old Same old Clock ticking Moons pass by The window is clear, the view of freedom makes her drool Things will get better! I will change Same old Same old Wallpaper becomes dingy Stains in the carpet The distance of closeness strangles her Is this the way life is going to end? Will it get better Same old Same Old!

Rates
So yeah people say I'm pretty good at editing images. I can animate just about anything. I can create quite a bit. Morphs are my speciality. If you need anything along those lines, hit me up. Check out my folders for proof and if you like anything, come see me. I'm pretty certain this blog won't be read, just putting it out there and seeing if I can reel in any business. 1,000,000 fu-bucks: Will rate and re-rate your images for a month. 10 credit bling: 3-pack of whatever you need: morphs, edits, animations. You give me the image and I'll do whatever you need done to it. Blast: 6-pack of whatever you need (see above). Bling pack/VIP: 12-pack of whatever you need (see above). Auto 11/Cherry Bomb: Indentured servant for 14 days. Will morph, create, edit anything you need for 2 weeks (within reason...I do work 40 hours a week). Will also rate as many of your images, blogs, stashes, etc. as fubar will allow per day (within reason...again, work fulltime). Happy Hour: Inden

Wouldn't You Love One Of These
Now take a read and leave your thoughts in a comment lets see what you'd say if you ever got one of these in your emails P.S. i forgot to add it was in a Pink Font lol nice copy and paste do you think from somewhere? Dear .......(......Named person.......). I had to write you as soon as I could to express just how much I enjoyed being with you last night time we chatted . I really had a great time! To be honest, I have never felt as happy, as content or as excited about being with someone as I was with you. The whole chat was a joy to experience. Truthfully,(......Named person.......), you are a class act. Even though I met you only recently, I feel as though I've known you for a long time. I consider myself a good judge of character, and from what I've seen, you are a one-in-a-million woman. You're so unpredictable and exciting yet so stable in that you seem to know what you want out of life. You're so strong emotionally yet you seem to have a gent

First Or Last
I'm as good of a man as they come. Don't lie, Don't Cheat,Steal or Hurt anyone unless they hurt someone I love. My last GF, stole from me, cheated on me, lied to her family about me when I broke up with her. Still I give her a chance, I get in a car accident on my way and can't make it. Haven't heard back from her in over a week and don't plan on it. She lived off me for 4 years. Never worked a day and yet I get burned. Oh, If your wondering? She would beg me to stop, she could take no more from a great sex life so that's not the problem. What happened to good guys? Rich Dorks!

Mid June - Hot Springs, Colorado [not Traveling Sistas Party But Should Be Fun!]
June 15th - June 21st plan now All are welcome to join in contact me or indian Rose to let us know if you plan on joining us!!!!! The More the merrier All Fubarians Welcome Hot Springs trip at Colorado's valley view hots springs Fubar Meet and greet get together. Need to plan on how many will be coming so I can contact the place to get rates. DJ Hash@ fubar Indian Rose@ fubar Valley ViewHot Springs (repost of original by 'ÐJ ♫ HÅ§H _ Enforcer at southern hideaway' on '2009-02-17 15:17:16')

-----schwaches GedÄchtnis-----(faint Memory)
ist es o.k., dass ich sage, dass ich Sie liebe? ist es o.k., erschrockenen im zu sagen? manchmal wünsche ich, dass Sie hier waren mich durch meinen gebrochenen Traum zu halten zu helfen, meine Flügel zu heilen ich bin so hart gefallen ich weiß nicht, was folgend ist ich wünsche, dass Sie hier waren mir zu sagen, dass Sie mich lieben mir zu sagen, dass Sie sich sorgen. wenn Zeiten hart wachsen, weiß ich, dass Sie dort sein werden weil ich rechtzeitig weiß Sie werden derjenige sein es ist erschrocken ich werde Sie bis zum Ende lieben ich werde Sie für die ganze Ewigkeit lieben und wenn mein Tag bitte oh bitte kommt, schreien Sie nach mir nicht am Ende war das es wert die Rauschgifte hatten mich verbraucht das Bilden von mir nichts als ein schwaches Gedächtnis halten Sie an mir jetzt fest meine Flügel werden so gebrochen ich bin bis jetzt gefallen gerade genommen zu werden Dinge könnten nicht dasselbe sein aber ich weiß, dass ich Sie noch liebe vergessen Sie mich

Apple Pie With Maple Whipped Cream
* Active Time: 20 minutes * Total Time: 1 hour 40 minutes INGREDIENTS o Filling o ½ cup sugar o 3 Tbsp all-purpose flour o ¾ tsp ground cinnamon o 1/4 tsp each ground nutmeg and salt o 6 Fuji or Gala apples, peeled, cored and sliced ½ in. thick (8 cups) o 1 pkg (15 oz) refrigerated ready-to-bake pie crusts o ¾ cup heavy (whipping) cream o 2 tsp sugar o 3 Tbsp maple-flavor pancake syrup PREPARATION 1. Place a foil-lined baking sheet on middle oven rack. Heat oven to 400°F. Have a 9-in. pie plate ready. 2. Filling: Mix sugar, flour, cinnamon, nutmeg and salt in a large bowl. Add apples; toss to coat. 3. Line pie plate with crust as pkg directs. Add Filling, tucking in apples to fit. Top with remaining crust. Gently press edges together, turn under and flute or crimp if desired. 4. Brush crust with some of the heavy cream; sprink

Walnut-streusel Apple Pie
* Active Time: 30 minutes * Total Time: 1 hour 30 minutes INGREDIENTS PREPARATION 1. You'll need a 9-in. pie plate. Place one oven rack in lowest position. Place a square of foil on rack to catch any drips. 2. Line pie plate with pie crust as package directs. Flute or crimp edge. 3. Streusel Topping: Mix flour, sugar, walnuts and apple pie spice in a medium bowl. Rub in butter with fingertips until mixture forms moist, coarse crumbs that will clump together easily. 4. Filling: Peel, halve and core apples. Cut in 1/8-in.-thick slices by hand (or with the slicing disk of a food processor). Place in a large bowl, add lemon juice (to prevent browning) and toss to coat. Mix remaining ingredients in a small bowl, sprinkle over apple slices and toss to coat. 5. Heat oven to 450°F. 6. Layer apple slices in pie shell, mounding them higher in center. Gently press mound to compact apples. Pat and press the topping mixture evenly o

Secret Admirers... Really?
OK, this one will be pretty quick - just like me in bed (HAH - beat you to it!) First, the secret admirer feature on the surface is pretty nice. It promotes making new friends and if you're into the whole points thing, it's the perfect method for you to get some more. Here's my deal though, and maybe it's just me. I'll be the first to admit that looks matter. Now of course I have ugly friends both in real-life and on here, and I'll also admit I hardly fall in the "OMG HES SO FUCKING HOT" category. I know I'm above a 5, but nowhere close to a 10. So now that I've got all that out of the way, don't you just hate it when you try to find your matches, and all you get is fugly people to choose from? ADMIT IT! You look at the faces and think "Oh gawd, seriously? I gotta pick one? I sure hope I'm wrong, cuz I don't want any of these folks to think I'm interested in them or anything..." YOU'VE THOUGHT IT! YOU KNOW IT! Again, don't be goin off and calling me shallow and superfici

Wth???
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Chocolate-orange Mascarpone Pie
* Active Time: 20 minutes * Total Time: 2 hours 30 minutes INGREDIENTS Cookie Crust 24 chocolate cookie wafers (we used Nabisco Famous) 1/4 cup unsalted butter, melted 1/3 cup orange marmalade Filling 10 oz semisweet chocolate, broken up 3 tubs (8 oz each) mascarpone, at room temperature 1/3 cup confectioners' sugar 3 Tbsp orange liqueur or orange juice 1/4 tsp salt 1 large seedless orange (optional) PREPARATION 1. Crust: Heat oven to 350ºF. You'll need a 9-in. pie plate. 2. Pulse cookies in processor until fine crumbs; add butter and process until blended. Press mixture evenly into bottom and sides of pie plate. Bake 12 minutes; cool on wire rack. Spread marmalade over cooled crust. 3. Filling: Microwave chocolate in glass bowl, 15 seconds at a time, stirring, until melted. Gently mix mascarpone, sugar, liqueur and salt in large bowl just until blended (do not stir to

I Like This One
Natures Beauties The stench of beauty Popping up around you with every step Fragile as glass Damp android but then vibrant with colors. Warmth and illuminating light Sweet and sour is present everywhere Silky mixed with smooth Booming, cracking, and zapping Happy, cheerful, and unforgiving Unpredictable they are These are natures beauties.

Life
Holes in Life A road is life It is filled with holes There are high spots But also low The holes shock you As do events in life. It cracks and crumples So do friendships and relations Life is a road full of holes.

Water
Giver of Life and Death Water is vast and wide Inside of you is where it resides You need it to stay alive There are many mysteries that it may hide. It allows life but also death It kills by taking your breath Fills your lungs inside It’s kind of funny that it resides within But when you take it in It shall kill you.

Yeah
Soul why? Tell me why you must. You and me; one we are Our mind and body; but soul, we are not Bonded we are but fight you must Why do you torment me By working with me to achieve happiness But you did it only so you could take it away. This is how you always do it We are bonded to one as is the other So why must you stab me Pry tell I must know You allow pleasure for me Then replace it with immense sorrow Soul why? Tell me why you must. This poem is about everyone saying “in mind, body, and soul” but that is not true because everyone has inner turmoil.

If You Think You Know What This One Is About Take A Guess
Sorrow Pip, plop, drip, and drop It comes from the sky Within your house Even from yourself It is warm and soothing Cold and depressing It is the one most important thing in life Everything needs it. It shows emotions It drops down your face Plush it falls into a pool It comes with happiness But most of the time It comes with sorrow.

Another One
Infectious Form Jumping with joy Bouncing off the walls Happiness has found you She’s the light of your life She completes you. In your mind, body, and soul Infecting you her image is When you close your eyes she is there Within your mind during troubled times Coming to you when least expected But during the times you need her the most.

Another Love Poem
From within She makes me warm Inside me there is empty space But she makes it full. When I see her Light becomes that which was once dark When we’re together there is no despair Our feelings for each other can’t be measured It can’t be touched, it is there but then it’s not It’s a connection formed between me and her Through our actions towards each other It is created, molded, and perfected But then it also can be destroyed. This bond between us It isn’t love but closely linked It’s here now and here to stay.

My Uncle Got Confused...lol
I became confused when I heard the word 'service' used with these agencies. Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' Cable TV 'Service' Civil 'Service' State, City, County & Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' This is not what I thought 'service' meant. But today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to 'service' a few cows. BAM!!! It all came into focus. Now I understand what all those agencies are doing to us. Now you are as enlightened as I am.

California Girls
Well East coast girls are hip I really dig those styles they wear And the Southern girls with the way they talk They knock me out when I'm down there The Mid-West farmer's daughters really make you feel alright And the Northern girls with the way they kiss They keep their boyfriends warm at night I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California girls The West coast has the sunshine And the girls all get so tanned I dig a french bikini on Hawaii island Dolls by a palm tree in the sand I been all around this great big world And I seen all kinds of girls Yeah, but I couldn't wait to get back in the states Back to the cutest girls in the world I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California girls I wish they all could be California (Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig the) I wish they all could be California (Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig th

Explination
When things start going great and it seems like things are finally going to go my way something happens to fuck it up. I dont understand why. I have been doing all I could to make everyone around me happy, trying to make my lovelife work but it seems like every time I turn around something happens and makes that even harder. I have been tryin to stay happy but for some reason depression has been settling in. so if Im quiet and not very open to you guys its not you, Ive just got a lot going on and its hard for me to sort it all out in my head right now. Just let me be and then maybe in time I will open up to you and talk to you bout whats going on in mind and my life.

Seperate Ways
Lyrics to Separate Ways by Teddy Thompson Come rolling into town unaware Of the power that you have over me And what am I to do With hello how are you Nothing’s ever said that should be And I don’t care about you If you don’t care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I’m turning into me, not you I can change my mind not my blood And not all who love are blind Some of us are just too kind We forgive too much And never speak our minds And I don’t care about you If you don’t care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I’m giving up on you And I’ll turn my heart to something new And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I stood out in the rain Holding my breath Waiting for you You never came You broke my heart You b

Now Im Confused...
So today in class, everything was a bit rushed to make up for having yesterday off, we zipped through like 4chapters in less than two hours. Normally, this isnt a big thing, BUT its all medical terms and thats a lil harder to soak in all at once. And since we had yesterday off, our test day wasnt supposed to be til Thursday, to give us an extra day to practice and study in class... SUPPOSED to be. We go on lunch and come back, and go to lab where were told we're having out clinical done today instead of Thursday. Now since we work on each other while at school, I didnt get a chance to really practice but for a half hour on Friday. And yesterday Candypants was SUPPOSED to let me work on her... but we lost track of time and next thing we knew it was 11pm. So I didnt get a chance to study or practice at all, so Im a lil nervous about this test. Im taking the clinical part of the test, and much to my surprise Im nailing it all as she's calling it out. I noticed I wasnt doing one thi

Here Is A Poem I Wrote
Endless chase We all have caught it Slips away everyday It comes big and tall Then comes and stays We enjoy it but then we get hit It lifts us up Then throws us into a pit. It gets us through life And leads us to death Illuminated by some Devoured by others This is the curse of love It finds us behind closed doors Curses us is how it flows In life until death is the way it goes. Love is a difficult thing

Today
I just joined furbing and Its cool. I am 33 year old male in northern michigan. I like everyone I get to know well. I like draw,play video games, build computers at home with my dad. But yes I live with my dad and step mother long story. I have a daughter that is 5 years old and she has bipolar. She is doing fine and she is adopted by my mother long story as well. I am married but soon to be single once I find someone in Grand rapids michigan that wants to be with a guy that has a learning disability and is on SSD which is social security disability. If you want to know why I had a learning disability ever sense I was little. I was tested for if. Thats all for now, bye.

Cake And Wonderwall :d
You know what phrase has always bothered me? "You want your cake and you wanna eat it too." Why would you want cake if you didn't want to eat it? Or COULDN'T eat it?? It's never made sense to me. Why would I go to all the trouble to get cake, if I'm not able to sink my teeth into the sweet, deliciousness that is cake? I'm not gonna let it sit there! They should change it to.. "You want your cake, you wanna eat it AND you want seconds." Nobody needs seconds. *SHRUG* RANDOM: I love Jae for this ♥ -REL

Hello Hello!
Hiya once again! As some of you may have noticed....there have been some changes going around regarding me. Yes I am getting married.April 19th to be exact. Yes I am happy.Christine aka Dark Teeny makes me very happy. There's new art by me in the artwork folder.More will be added when I get the chance. Other than the small tidbits I just gave you.I have nothing else to say really. Have fun folks.I know I will. S.P.G

The Bleeding~five Finger Death Punch
The Bleeding lyrics I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye The promises you broke, words you choked on And I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me Well, I'm so empty, I'm better off without you And you're better off without me Well, you're so unclean, I'm better off without you And you're better off without me The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, deceiving, the bleeding It's over Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing Well, you're so filthy, I'm better off without you And you're better off without me Well, I'm so ugly, you're better off without me I'm better off without The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings, disaster It's over As wicked as you are You're beautiful to m

Some Of My Work
for those in which that dont know me i am a poet and here are some of my works ~Parasomnia~ Its a long cold night as i go out walking not a person in sigh. The sounds of the dogs howling at the pale moon light. My heart beating faster as i hear footsteps setting a pace behind me each step getting faster as i stop and look behind me but there is no one in their place heart beats slowering until i hear a mumbling sound i stop to look back still no one is there i run home locking the doors behind me and sitting on my chair closing my eyes i feel a sweet kiss on my lips opening my eyes to see no one there begins stirring as i wake up realizing it was nothing but a nightmare and you are right here ~Hung~ Here i hang wondering how i got here. Is it the constant bickering with my family. Or how things are between me and the girl i am in love with. Or possible the threat of losing my lively hood my eyes filling red, my lungs and brai

Romans 5
3 We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance.4 And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.5 And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.

Awaken ~disturbed
Awaken lyrics Stripped of life, alone In the midst of something that I Want to play with your evil inside Wanting, letting go, of what never could be again Lost and alone Imprisoned now inside your mind With the way you tried To destroy me again You were waiting and living for no one With the way you tried To completely refuse all your life Feed on your nothing You'll never live up to me [Chorus] Awaken you With a little evil inside Feed on your nothing You'll never live up to me I've stricken you I want to live with the lie Feed on your nothing And you'll never live up to me Awaken you, oh no, Can't live up to me I've striken you Feed on your nothing and you'll never live up to me There isn't a thing that I can do Watching this whole thing just wash away Making me long Making you strong [Chorus]

51 Questions About Ur #1
Can you answer 51 questions about the 1st person on your top friends list? (Don’tchange your top friend.) 1) What’s their names? Stef and Chris 2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend? she is dating and he is married 3) Do you get along with them all the time? absolutely!!! 4) How old are they? 26 and 42 5) Has he/she ever cooked for you? she has and he hasnt 6) Are they older than you? she isnt and he is 7) Have you ever kissed them? her and i kiss all the time and i only wish i could kiss him LOL 8) Does your #1 have a pony? neither do 9) Are you related to them? nope 10) Are you really close to them? very!! closer then i ever thought i could get to people 11) Nickname? babes and Angel ;-) 12) If you

Remember
Remember lyrics Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and watch it bleed You can't deny it Pain you know you can't ignore I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe If I can Remember To know this will Conquer me If I can Just walk alone And try to escape Into me [whispering:] Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember I'm just holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe If I c

Inside The Fire
Inside The Fire lyrics Ooh, Devon, won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul about to be mine again Leave her, we will receive her It is beyond your control, will you ever meet again Devon, no longer living Who had been rendered unwhole as a little child She was taken and then forsaken You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me for eternity Release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me, there's another way Release your life, take your place inside the fire with her Sever, now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all and give life to me again Fire, all you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver till you deliver You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one imm

Stricken
Stricken lyrics You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know how your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've don

Variety.
So the more I think about it, I'm all over the place with music. The worst part is, I'm a real dick sometimes about what I listen to. I'm trying to get the fuck out of that mentality but I have some predisposed shit in my head. I've been way better about it the last year or so though. Anyway, I added a bunch of shit to my stash. Pretty much covers my range. Music has been the topic lately, and I forget how much I enjoy it. Also, it's scary how much I get my taste from my parents. I didn't realize that shit till recently as well. I'm seriously a hybrid of them. Makes sense but still weird to me.

Great Status Messages ...
In no particular order ... enjoy I know I did! 1. Spray Air freshener on it every once in a while."websilk" 2. I am 8 kinds of horny (ok how many kinds are there?) "Pokesfab" 3. Just checked, my give a damn button is still broke "Death Wish" 4. Making money be back after it dries "Bull.chit" 5. Cranial rectumitis, do you have it? "Cannabal" 6. I am the highway so ride me "SepulNation" 7. Dear Jerry Springer, Today on Fubar... "Joey BagaDonutz" 8. When I said lets try the butt, I meant yours! OUCH! "Joey BagaDonutz" 9. Not a tease / catalyst for ur cravings "Two Souls" 10. I suck beer for dick money "Mystical" 11. Want a committed man, look in a mental hospital "CHERRYPOP"

Thinking Of You
Lying all alone and restless unable to lose this image sleepless, unable to focus on anything but your surrender Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying So delighted with a new understanding Something about a little evil that makes that Unmistakable noise I was hearing Unmistakable sound that I know so well Spent and sighing with a look in your eye Spent and sighing with a look on your face like Sweet revelation sweet surrender sweet, sweet surrender Surrender... Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying So delighted with a new understanding Something about a little evil that makes that Unmistakable noise I was hearing Unmistakable sound that I know so well Spent and sighing with a look in your eye Spent and sighing with a look on your face like Sweet revelation sweet surrendering Sweet revelation sweet Thinking of you, thinking Thinking of you, Thinking

Why Are People Stupid? Lol
Why do you insist on pissing me off in the mornning??? 1.I have 2 kids and I can manage to have my kids dressed before we leave the house, why cant you? 2.PLEASE PULL FORWARD...dont block everyone behind you...we have places to go and things to do...unlike you who will probobly go home and watch soap operas!!! EX. when i drop my daughter off at her preschool...you have to pull around in like a circle, OR you can park!! well this BITCH decides to stop right at the turn...and block us all from going around. We all have bigger rigs and we cant get around enough to park. She gets her idiot ass out of the car to release her bratts. then she walks them in the school with her van still parked there...I WAS HEATED!! Then after she finally comes out 5 minutes later...she pulled only like 10 feets forward and perceeded to talk to another idiot mom in her van!!! I got behind her and she motioned me to go around, which would mean i go into the grass!!! FUCK THAT AND FUCK HER!! I dont know

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Lazlow In Studio With Gta: The Lost And The Damned, Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Shawna Lenee Afterm
Tuesday Opie and Anthony Links: Lazlow in studio with GTA: The Lost and The Damned, Download the O&A Show, New Boobs On RateMyWOW, Shawna Lenee Aftermath...and interracial smut? Oh sure.

Liberate
Liberate lyrics Liberate your mind You motherfucker, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded Liberate your mind Now motherfucker, will you liberate your mind This time Bold motherfucker Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So bold motherfucker Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. I "Out of Zion shall come forth a law And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken" Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting.

Vorsicht.
Strange to think that you are not beside me here, when you're still so tangible. I reach out, up... and you are all around me, in my head, in my voice, in my laugh. Two planes separate us it seems, and all thoughts of you are but an echo. In memorium, I breathe for you I continue. There is still a footprint I have yet to leave... So I step forward, for you, for me... for all of those who can no longer. Because if I don't think I make a difference, well, I don't. I am always a step behind myself, and yet a cut above the rest, Sheep, the lot of them.... and for you, I will break free of this pasture and seek what you never thought to find. Freedom of mind, I will not be disillusioned merely for the sake of comfort. I will hold steadfast, and I will not falter. Fear is for those who don't understand. You and I, just know. Walk with me, through fire and we will shine like diamonds in the end. Because then, that will be all we have.

Down With The Sickness
Down With The Sickness lyrics (Do you feel that?) (Oh shit) Ooh ah ah ah ah Ooh ah ah ah ah Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give it to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give it to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes Oh no, there is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give it to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you

Society In General
Why do institutes decide to conduct massive studies about the effects of violent cartoons on children? It's disgustingly obvious that all these "scientific" studies are designed to vindicate parents from accusations of being horribly inattentive. It's time to realize that kids will not be a product of what they see on television if parents actually gave a damn and taught their children the difference between fiction and reality and even more important the difference between right and wrong. I am just sick of the piece of shit parents of my generation getting a free pass for raising little hell-raising pieces of garbage. OH IT'S TELEVISION. OH IT'S VIDEO GAMES. BULLSHIT! It's your inability to parent children. Stop the BS. Don't blame others.. look at yourself first you lazy fucks.

If You Are Still Here...
it is becuase i love you. honestly, and to the ones i deleted please dont take it personal, everyone is welcome on my page because i love talking to everyone. but my life is hell right now so i need to kind of have my little bubble of people who i talk to everyday. and my list lies i do not have 59 friends, i have 24 no drama it will be deleted and i really do love you all sarah

Remember The Good Ones
I just got off the phone with my dad, he was telling me that my great uncle passed away yesterday. He was a really cool guy, a World War II vet, part of the 101st Airborne. He was part of the invasion on D-Day, he flew a glider behind enemy lines and was there for some time. He was also one of the members of the Louisiana Hayride, the precursor to the Grand Ole Opry. Only purpose of this is to let you know to remember the people in your lives who have come before you. Take time to hear their stories, learn about their pasts. They slip away from us every day, even when we don't want them to go.

Sometimes Family Sucks
I love my family. Well whats left of em lol. I was having a discussion with my granny, She told me I need to settle down with a nice Scottish or Irish girl. I had to be a asshole and ask her that question.....How the hell do I do that? Is there a Store with Irish or Scottish women in it to buy? I would have no Idea how I would do this lol. Do I walk into a pub, drop my pants and yell "Any Irish or Scottish women wanna mate with me?". Has anyone had this problem in this day and age? I need to find another red-headed freckled blue eyed person somewhere? I don't get why my Granny is acting so funny lol.

This Scared Me....
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My Family Zodiac Levelers Please Join!
Help I'm in a Contest! Join my family Zodiak Levelers! Link to family Page: http://fubar.com/user/2142064 Read Page! Any Questions please ask me!!! If you add family PLEASE SAY KRAZYR SENT U HUGS! FAMILY RULES Ok... whats expected of you: * We ask that you display our family name in your profile name so all our members can identify you as one of our family. * Next we ask that you add our home page and the manager you are assigned to to your friends list This is so you can find your way to our home page to read the blogs. The blogs are there to keep you informed of the family functions.next thing is we ask you to comment bomb at least 2 hours a week. That is 20 minutes a day or less. How you bomb for 2 hours a week is entirely up to you. * Next, we want to get to know you. In order to do that we ask you to stay current with adding all the members we have in our family album in our photos. * Next, thing is we will not help you with contests for at leas

The Game
The Game lyrics Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me! Do you think that we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me through. Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time. Rah! Rah! [x2] It doesn't really seem I'm getting through to you. Though I see you weeping so sweetly. I think that you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life in the battle that ends this day? Is she not right?! Is she insane?! Will she now run for her life now that she LIED TO ME! You always wanted people to remember you. You leave your little mark on society! Don't you know your wish is coming true today? Another victim dies tonight. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to m

Emotive Rainbow
Red Vermillion lust Desire drips from flush lips Hungrily waiting… Orange Tangerine juicy Liquor of the Gods, your lips Beckon to my soul. Yellow Sultry, hot, sunshine Blazes from saffron petals. Rapturous softness. Green Sweet-scented clovers, Crystal spring freshness of lips, Breathless desire… Blue Icy breathlessness, Frozen in your lips’ embrace. Cerulean dream… Purple Velvet desire, Lips like supple violets On lavender clouds.

The Best Valentine
THIS YEAR I WASNT REALLY IN THE SPIRIT OF VALENTINES DAY ALTHOUGH I WAS TRYING,ITS NOT THAT THAT I DON'T LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THE THE ONES CLOSEST TO ME BUT I JUST FELT KIND OF CHEATED OUT OF WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO FEEL,DUE TO SOME MATTERS BEYOND MY CONTROL,AND I STRUGGLED TO FIND THE WORDS TO LET THOSE PEOPLE KNOW I CARED AND DIDNT FORGET ABOUT THEM,...AND THEN I GOT THE GREATEST VALENTINES PRESENT AND I WASNT EVEN LOOKING,I GOT TO SEE MY LITTLE GIRL,TELL HER I LOVED HER AND MISSED HER SEE HOW BIG SHE WAS GETTING AND A TEAR CAME TO MY EYE,AND VALENTINES DAY WAS SAVED IN A MOST UNUSUAL WAY,AND WORDS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS WERE RESTORED,.... SO TO THE ONES WHO THOUGHT I DIDNT CARE OR THAT I FORGOT,HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Auto 11 Up For Sale!
WHO WANTS AN AUTO 11'S??? WELL NOW YOU HAVE JUST AS MUCH OF A CHANCE AS ANYONE TO HAVE ONE!!! I AM HAVING AN AUTO 11'S AUCTION!!! THE STARTING BID IS ONE MILLION FU BUCKS!!! JUST CLICK ON MY CHERRY TO BID!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS MY AUCTION BIDDING STARTS WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 18TH 6 A.M. AND WILL END ON FEBRUARY 25TH AT 6 A.M. Μz §ħõřŧşωεεŧīε *R/L GF to Ill Pay Fo It*@ fubar THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY... FUBAR...TELL ME...WHO MISSES LOST CHERRY???? AND BY... Z♠♠kS™~ThE hEaD bAnGeR oF hEaDs @ PyRoTeKnIcS~*oWnEd By KiTtY kAt & BlUeMeW360*@ fubar (repost of original by 'Z♠♠kS™~ThE hEaD bAnGeR oF hEaDs @ PyRoTeKnIcS~*oWnEd By KiTtY kAt & BlUeMeW360*' on '2009-02-17 20:02:09')

Frustrations
Im going to complain here because no one else cares to listen. My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem. Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out. So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark! Comment back, tell me what you think!

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imikimi - Customize Your World! TEXAS TWISTER HAS A HAPPY HOUR TODAY! GO SHOW HER HOW WE SHOW LUV TO A GREAT PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS THERE TO LEND A HELPING HAND! LEVEL UP ON AUTO~11'S!! SHE'S THE BEST OWNER I'VE EVER HAD!! SHE'S ALSO ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE YOU WILL MEET ON FUBAR!

Lady Of Avalon: The Travails Of Morgaine Pt. 2
Initiation Beauty reigns on this of holy nights, In the shadows, dance the tawdry sprites. A procession emerges from the forest wall, To the mournful Moon with upraised arms they call. A blanket of sweet-smelling clovers leads the way, To the sacred Ring of Tor, where they shall pray. Invoking the Goddess, chanting her name, So that she may bless the chosen one, Morgaine. Their haunting, lilting melody consumes the air, A light born in their midst blinds and glares. Surrounding her in enveloping warmth, She drinks of the sacred herbs, inaugurating birth. Lightning blazes across a ravenous sky, Ominous omens shake them where they doth lie. Bloodcurdling screams pierce the pregnant stillness, Dismembering the countenance of the irresolute faithless. Racked by convulsions, tears spilling down her face, Thus completes the initiation in this sacred place. A final wail, worshippers fall to their knees in reverence, The world spin

Thanks To All My Friends
to all my friends/non-friends/friends of friends/ hell thanks to all of you that rated me during my Auto's!!! I will surely return the love & rates! My bartab was whizzing by so... If I miss you please be sure to send me a PM saying so. Thanks again You Guys Rock!!!!

Lady Of Avalon: The Travails Of Morgaine Pt. 1
Prologue The silky, luminescent pool shimmers brightly. She leans to greet the water, her fingertips brushing lightly. Wrapping her abundant midnight robes around her, racked by searing pain, her vision a blur. Amidst the seeming blindness comes clarity. A vision of truth, and in this comes disparity. She is a mortal and yet she is not merely so. She oversees the harvest and blesses the fields that they plough. ‘Tis her wretched destiny, her curse, her loathsome fate. ‘Tis her honor, her gift, an undeniable bait. To her knees she falls, soiling her drapes. Perpetually controlled, perpetually worshipped, perpetually raped. -VT

Q&a
69 QUESTIONS 1. Initials: KIC 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: That guy over there... I think someone I know has the same, but no one I am close to. 3. Favorite fruit? Pineapples or strawberries 4. For or against same sex marriage? Whatever floats your boat 5. Are you allergic to anything? Dust, Mold, Tree Pollen, Grass Pollen 6. Are you bisexual? Been there tried that, figured out hey guess what? I'm straight! 7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Frequently, specially when he's gone. 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 9 for sure maybe more 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? Three - California, Texas and Nevada 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? I lived close to Tijuana 11. Name something physical you like about yourself? Ass and Legs 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? Well there's the obvious personality, but it seems so cliche 13. Do you have an

Stop It.
For anyone sending Fat Sonny negative, or bashing messages you better stop it right the fuck right now. He's a good guy and doesn't deserve to get hate mail from my friends. He's in my fu-family, so i dig the guy. I will not put up with it. Sonny and I were never in a race, we both turned on our auto's on the same day, that shit will happen from time to time. He wants to level so he can pimp out his friends. But hearing my friends were bad mouthing him after-wards made me sick to my stomach. I won't think twice about deleting someone if i hear about it again.

Life In General And Joey !!!
WELL MY LIFE AS OF NOW KINDA STINKS EVERY GUY I'VE EVER KNOWN OR BEEN WITH HAS PRETTY MUCH HURT ME AND THE ONLY GUY I COULD EVER TRUST WAS JOEY HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND SINCE WE WERE IN LIKE 8TH GRADE AND WE WERE TIGHT ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS TOGETHER HARDLY EVER APART HE MEANT THE WORLD TO ME AND NOW HE IS GONE AND NEVER COMING BACK ITS LIKE IVE LOST A LITTLE PURPOSE IN MY LIFE I STILL FIND MYSELF CALLING AND TEXTING HIM...HES BEEN GONE FOR A WEEK AND 2 DAYS AND ITS HARD I KNOW IF JOEY WAS STILL HERE WE WOULD PROBABLY BE THE ONES TOGETHER AND IF ANY DUDE EVER HURT ME JOEY WAS RIGHT ON HIS ASS ANYWAYZ YEA THATS MY RANT FOR NOW :/ I LOVE AND MISS U JOEY SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!! THIS ONES FOR YOU JOEY U ALWAYS HAD UR EYE ON THE PRIZE ILL NEVER FULLY UNDERSTAND WHY U DID WHAT U DID BUT ILL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT U WERE MY ONE TRUE BEST FRIEND U HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR I KNOW THINGS WERE MESSED UP BUT I COULDA HELP U TURN EM AROUND I LOVED U SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL I STILL WAKE UP CRYING THIN

Hey, Hey, What Can I Do
Wanna tell you about the girl I love My she looks so fine She's the only one that I been dreamin' of Maybe someday she will be all mine I wanna tell her that I love her so I thrill with her every touch I need to tell her she's the only one I really love I got a woman, wanna ball all day I got a woman, she won't be true, no I got a woman, stay drunk all the time I said I got a little woman and she won't be true Sunday morning when we go down to church See the menfolk standin' in line I said they come to pray to the Lord With my little girl, looks so fine In the evening when the sun is sinkin' low Everybody's with the one they love I walk the town, Keep a-searchin' all around Lookin' for my street corner girl I got a woman, wanna ball all day I got a woman, she won't be true, no no I got a woman, stay drunk all the time I said I got a little woman and she won't be true In the bars, with the men who play guitars Singin', drinkin' and rememberin' the times

My Last Serenade
My Last Serenade lyrics This is my last serenade This is my last serenade This revelation is the death of ignorance Tangled in a state of suffocation Slave to self righteousness Damnation is on your lips From sorrow to serenity The truth is absolution From sorrow to serenity It's on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself, you cannot run away It's your choice, point the finger But it's on your head Your destination is a choice Within yourself Will you rise or become a slave To self righteousness Open up your heart And gaze within From sorrow to serenity The truth is absolution From sorrow to serenity It's on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself, you cannot run away

Just A Few Things About Me~
Just a LiL Bit About Me... ~For Those Who Keep Calling Me A Dyke~ (LMFAO) ask a few of my friends..Im SO NOT a Dyke... ~Im a HUGE Tomboy (country girl) ~Born in the city, but LOVE the country ~I race quads & take my truck muddin ALOT ~Im comfortable in my jeans & hoodies ~BUT...I will wear a skirt or dress ONCE In A WHILE..( I even gots nice legs...LMAO) ~ I LOVE country music ~YES...I do know how to fix things, like a John Deere tractor or a truck ~ Im SINGLE...and plan on staying that way (at least til someone can actually PROVE to me that not all guys are the same) ~ Yes...I do have a life...I always forget to log out of this damn site ~ NO...I DO NOT want to see ur cock on cam... ( IF I want cock..I can get it ) ~SOO.... Just because I like to race quads, fix a traactor or my truck, do not dress in skirts or dresses all the time, and love country music... This DOES NOT constitute me being a DYKE... I like cock WAY

Things That Happen When Single
Kinky Chef...: np let me know if ya change your mind ->Kinky Chef...: Well Im not but thanks Kinky Chef...: damn i wish u were lookin for a bf i would be first inline ->Kinky Chef...: I dont want to be taken Kinky Chef...: u a hottie Kinky Chef...: u would not be single for long i would take ya ->Kinky Chef...: Why is that Kinky Chef...: wish u were in northrn va

Malignancy
She walks slowly through the deserted hallway. The only sound she hears is the drum beat chorus of her racing heart. There's no where to go but straight into the menacing darkness ahead, unable to retrace her steps into the fading light of the past. Her fingernails claw for a foothold in the smoothness of her cage, as if groping for the resolve to stop her descent into inescapable nothingness. Her reason, like a puppetmaster, plays tricks of deception, rendering her helpless and unable to trust herself. Her logic, like a jackal, tripping her, merely to watch with satisfaction and glee as she pathetically falls to the muddy earth time and again. She's trapped inside herself, murmuring whispers of imaginary purple clouds and frolicking, invisible creatures. Her reality is our surreality. Her tears are our shortcomings. Her trembling is our destruction by the hands of our one true weakness. Her mind has been savagely raped by unseen entities, her heart

Scream
Scream lyrics Caught up in this madness too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring Cover me, unwanted clemency Scream till there's silence Scream while there's life left, vanishing Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire Perishing. We've all had a time where we've lost control, We've all had our time to grow, I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right, I'll hunt again one night. You know I make you wanna scream, You know I make you w

Led Zeppelins Hobbit Reference
Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way. Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay. But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way. For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way. Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do... [Chorus] Ramble On, And now's the time, the time is now, to sing my song. I'm goin' 'round the world, I got to find my girl, on my way. I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On, Gotta find the queen of all my dreams. Got no time to for spreadin' roots, The time has come to be gone. And to' our health we drank a thousand times, it's time to Ramble On. [Chorus] Mine's a tale that can't be told, my freedom I hold dear. How years ago in days of old, when magic filled the air. T'was in the darkest depths of Mordor, I met a girl so fair. But Gollum, and the evil one crept up and slipped away with her, her, her....yeah. [Chorus] Gonna rambl

A Little Piece Of Heaven
A Little Piece Of Heaven lyrics Before the story begins, is it such a sin, For me to take what's mine, until the end of time? We were more than friends, before the story ends, And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design Our love had been so strong for far too long, I was weak with fear that Something would go wrong, Before the possibilities came true, I took all possibility from you Almost laughed myself to tears, (Hahahaha!) Conjuring her deepest fears (Come Here You Fucking Bitch!) Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times, I can't believe it, Ripped her heart out right before her eyes, Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it! She was never this good in bed Even when she was sleepin' Now she's just so perfect I've Never been quite so fucking deep in It goes on, and on, and on, I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever, With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever 'Cause I really always knew that my litt

Dear God
Dear God lyrics A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love Hope is hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there And where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and

Seize The Day
Seize The Day lyrics Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, w

Late Nite
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death Where for art thou Lord? I can’t catch my breath The valley of ghosts and bones is my home Hidden away, I ravage alone drunk and stoned Hiding from the light, is it a heaveanly delight? Or another reminder of sorrow just for spite The road I’m on feels dark all around While the fog rolls in, I inhale the smoke and lie on the ground Looking by the moonlight at the start filled sky I wait to die live fast stay high and live a lie The road to rightousness to to straight to walk while filled with demons I feel their presence and my soul is their reason for breathin I lay awake dreaming and life and its surrounding seam so unreal While others conform and cower, I stand tall and am ready to deal As me and death play roulett I stay close to the steal Against my own will I’m forced to hold on to the pill And repeal anything that may actually help me break the seal To my right is the ocean, to my left the sand I look back at

Going Back To Cali
[Verse One: Notorious B.I.G.] When the lala hits ya lyrics just splits ya Head so hard, that ya hat can't fit ya Either I'm witcha or against ya Format venture, back through that maze I sent ya Talkin to the rap inventor Nigga wit the game tight, Bic that flame right Spell my name right, B-I, Double-G, I-E Iced out lights out, me and Ceasar Leo Gettin head from some chick he know See it's all about the cheddar, nobody do it better Going back to Cali, strictly for the weather Women, and the weed -- sticky green No seeds bitch please, Poppa ain't soft Dead up in the Hood, ain't no love lost Got me mixed up, you drunk them licks up Mad cause I got my dick sucked and my balls licked, forfeit, the game is mine I'ma spell my name one more time, check it Its the, N-O, T-O, R-I, O U-S, you just, lay down, slow Recognize a real Don when you see Juan/one Sippin on booze in the House of Blues [Chorus: repeat 4X] I'm going going, back back, to Cali Cali [Verse Two: Not

Sacred Past
Dark thoughts spring forth unbidden, lightly kissed by the iridescent moonlight. Like light shrouded in darkness, I come to you. In your instinctual reverie you know me like the night knows the dawn, the child it births each morn. Dusk descends, you shiver, your body responding to the inner stirrings of awareness. My eyes meet yours as they have done so sweetly many times before. Locked, you gaze deep beneath my silvery-blue irises, seeing lifetimes and archaic civilizations rush by as you unearth the bitter familiarity. Souls intermingle. Fiery passion seizes your body like lightning immersed in a rapturous tempest. With a past that winds like chains around your heart, a solitary tear traces a river of pain down the gentle sloping of your cheek. You hear the rhythmic susurration of my heartbeat…deafening, consuming, terrifying in its divine monstrosity. Seized by rapture and fear, understanding and naïveté, you utter the raspy entrails of the ancient pass

Mz.þhått¥gµrl&☠seancastle☠
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Damned
Blood red rose petals waft gingerly to the rain-soaked ground, buoyed by the mournful wail of prisoners of Lucifer, their cries drenching the earth with moist regret. Against the black sky, the green grass luminescent, a silhouette of everlasting memories and misplaced destinies. Black-brown ripples pierce the heavens, the cry of the predator travels the unbounded emptiness. Here the rabbit flees. But here is not everywhere. -VT

California Love
[1]-California...knows how to party California...knows how to party In the citaaay of L.A. In the citaaay of good ol' Watts In the citaaay, the city of Compton We keep it rockin! We keep it rockin! [Verse One: Dr. Dre] Now let me welcome everybody to the wild, wild west A state that's untouchable like Elliot Ness The track hits ya eardrum like a slug to ya chest Pack a vest for your Jimmy in the city of sex We in that sunshine state with a bomb ass hemp beat the state where ya never find a dance floor empty And pimps be on a mission for them greens lean mean money-makin-machines servin fiends I been in the game for ten years makin rap tunes ever since honeys was wearin sassoon Now it's '95 and they clock me and watch me Diamonds shinin lookin like I robbed Liberace It's all good, from Diego to tha Bay Your city is tha bomb if your city makin pay Throw up a finger if ya feel the same way Dre puttin it down for Californ-i-a [repeat 1] [2]-Shake it shake it

Heartbreak Station
Waiting at the station Tears filling up my eyes Sometimes the pain you hide Burns like a fire inside Look out my window Sometimes its hard to see The things you want in life Come and go so easily She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart Watching the days go by Thinking bout the plans we made The days turn into years Funny how they fade away Sometimes I think of those days Sometimes I just hide away Waiting on that 9:20 train Waiting on a memory She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart My ladys on the fly and shes never coming back My love is like a steam train rolling down the tracks yea, yea She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the la

Kick Ass And Free....wow! Worth Reading!
So....this is the deal.... I am about to give u links to 3 programs....They are FREE...and i know that sounds stupid, but i absolutely swear by these programs for keeping my computers safe..Seriously......By 'safe' I mean....all of ur pics, ur music, ur files, important papers, creations of any type, anything u can think of that is on ur PC....ALL of that will b protected by u downloading these 3 programs.... Like I said they r FREE (they do accept donations)...and u r my friends so I feel compelled to tell u this bcuz it will help us all in the long run... .... U can only use the home versions (the FREE ones) for personal usage laptops/desktops, but any business or company would certainly benefit from purchasing the business versions of these 3 programs, as well....They r user friendly and they kick some serious ass.... and I don't say that about just anything...lol..... This Is important and I hope all of u really are reading this...and u take my advice...It will take very little t

With No End
everybody rushing the streets, overcrowded feet rushing and dragging another day closing in through space and time, a penny from heaven to my astonishment nobody notices i walk along the beaten bath wondering what i have seen a sign without a border or an end to a reason as i watch the people conforming to the norm i wonder what my life will be the penny lays there, no side is certain i try to pick it up from the street where it lays with no end in sight

Anthemic Surfacing
From the abyssal depths I ascend. Seized with a primal urge for self-preservation. Indignation propels me further towards salvation, Beyond crippling insecurity and heartache. The surface tension gives way to my fortitude. That first sputtering breath of hope is long overdue. On the horizon, a future of indeterminable definition. It lays before me, prostrate and ready for the seizing. -VT

The Midnight Express
The sheer diversity of life is astounding, radiant, upsetting. Its the little things, though, like the broken girl with no roots, collecting pennies in a nest of warm trash, that tears at you like suddenly appreciating all that you have. Your lucky to find that you can still feel, when you realize, her eyes just ran away with your heart like a never ending ride on the midnight express

Car Crash Nightmare
Wandering through my own desolation, Seeking a window out of this darkness. This soul has become my cold prison, The dogma of love has left me faithless. Like an empty smile there is something missing, From the lewd remarks and vile requests. Should I be on my knees confessing? It seems that my life is one big morality test. But please, tell me, who are you to judge me? I know all those dirty secrets that you hide. The crown bears heavily on the mighty. Only a fool hides behind a mask of pride. Some unconditional love predicated on condition. How easily I was duped into believing your lies. You will never be forgiven for this sedition. Your treacherous ways my explanation defies. My heart sings a final requiem for our love. I am resigned to the failure of my dreams. And from this mangled wreckage I will rise above. This car crash nightmare will end sooner than it seems. -VT

Stimulus? For Whom?
So, President Obama signed into law the "Newest" in a string of government spending spree's today. $700+ BILLION more thrown at the economy in an effort to pull us out of the so called "recession". Folks, where is all this money coming from? How the hell are we going to pay for this, regardless of whether it actually works or not? Never mind that the general public didn't want President Bush's plan to pass (but it did anyway. Talk about not listening to your constituancy). Never mind that the only people that actually READ the 1000+ page legislation before it was voted on and signed into law today were the lawyers that actually WROTE it. I ask again, how are we going to PAY for all of this? Has ANYONE thought about this at all? I have no sympathy for people who got themselves into bad mortgages. I have no sympathy for people who made a decision to live outside of their means. I have no sympathy for people who believe that the world owe's them a hand-out. MOST of what I s

Yeah. . .
Oh, my, god. Becky, look at her butt. It is so big. *scoff* She looks like, one of those rap guys' girlfriends. But, you know, who understands those rap guys? *scoff* They only talk to her, because, she looks like a total prostitute, 'kay? I mean, her butt, is just so big. I can't believe it's just so round, it's like, out there, I mean - gross. Look! She's just so ... black! [Sir Mix-a-Lot] I like big butts and I can not lie You other brothers can't deny That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist And a round thing in your face You get sprung, wanna pull out your tough 'Cause you notice that butt was stuffed Deep in the jeans she's wearing I'm hooked and I can't stop staring Oh baby, I wanna get with you And take your picture My homeboys tried to warn me But that butt you got makes me so horny Ooh, Rump-o'-smooth-skin You say you wanna get in my Benz? Well, use me, use me 'Cause you ain't that average groupie I've seen them dancin' To hell with rom

Abandon Your Fear
Lovely and humorous you are indeed. Though guarded you keep yourself; confined, isolated, and denied. One may never see sorrow dampen your eyes. Lovelorn poetry may never drip from your lips. The truth only uttered as an inadequate skeleton of itself, transparent and thinly guised. And though you hide your jewels jealously from the world, I know that you want to share your treasure. And when you are ready, I can keep a secret. -VT

Silvergun Superman
find you in the dark read you like a cheap surprise without shame sell me out, and frame your name I can hear when the pig whispers sweetly jealousy is the weapon you kill me keep a dime for a truth you might tell you toed the line, and I know it was mine couldn't hide, write a wave, ride a lie let me know, can I friend ask you why? rolling back the days with my friend I love to play the "little one" superman with silver gun I can hear when the pig whispers sweetly jealousy is the weapon you kill me keep a dime for a truth you might tell wait for me, take a dive take a piece of my life (leave me numb) wait for me, tell a lie, try to take my life (leave me numb) wait for me, take a dive take a piece of my life (leave me numb) close to me, and I'll leave you numb

No Reservations. No Apologies. No Excuses.
--I wrote this in 2005 and after finding it again, I think it still applies today.-- I’m tired. I’m tired of doing the dance. You know the dance. You do it too. Maybe not everyday, but you do it. It’s that peacock strut, that censored voice from your mouth, and that filtered mirror image of yourself. Truth, it seems, is a scarce commodity nowadays. Society has diluted individuality and the media has weakened self-identity. Can anyone, in such a place, genuinely know themselves? Sadly, I think not. There are too many voices…too many images…too many demands. Obviously, like drones, whether consciously or not, we flock to conform in the hope that in our conformity to society’s “perfection” (This is a word to describe an unattainable concept. There is NO SUCH THING. Never let anyone tell you any differently.) we will be accepted; we will be loved. And there it is, like a smack in the face, that word: love. No longer are we just animals striving for the favor of a mate to reprod

The Shadow
"The Shadow" written by Larry Weaver (thats me) 2/17/2009 Perhaps only in my mind, will I get to see her soon, I look around for comfort, My only solace the light of the moon, For in it I see her face, hypnotized by its sight, Her eyes so piercing, it takes away any fright, In the day I hear her voice, as the leaves dance in the breeze, Her soft voice rings in my ears, calmness overtakes me, In the sun I feel her touch as it warms against my skin, Her embrace once comforted me..way back when, She does not see me, in the same light, I am her shadow, she casts upon the ground, And although im not in her thoughts at night, She closes her eyes and feels me all around, I long for the day that I may rise, Be more than just a falling star in the sky, In her tears you will find me, caressing her cheek, Falling to the floor, I lay at her feet, At times I am at the forefront, she sees me as I am, Knows my heart, flirts with the thought of me

Still Remains- For Jennifer Colbert Rip My Love
our bed we live, our bed we sleep making love and I become you flesh is warm with naked feet stabbing thorns and you become me oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. she holds my hand we share a laugh, slipping orange blossom breezes love is still and sweat remains a cherished gift unselfish feeling... oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. she tells me things, I listen well drink the wine and save the water skin is smooth, I steal a glance dragon flies "er" gliding over... oh, I'll beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine take a bath, I'll drink the water that you leave if you should die before me ask if you can bring a friend pick a flower, hold your breath and drift away...

Weird Things To Think About
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do'practice'? Why is lemon ju

Oil Changes
i cant believe people are willing to pay 16.99 for an oil change and not get a great service for a little more money no more perssure no more sales guys tring to get their comission i mean it drives me nuts to meet people whoi are willing to pay less money for less quailty i swear i dont understand it

Its Ur Choice
I'M SICK OF SO MANY PERVS ON THIS SITE SO I'M MAKEING MY PROFILE PRIVITE FOR FAMILY ONLY IF U WANT TO BE IN MY FAMILY SHOUTBOX ME SO I CAN ADD U BUT I ONLY IF I KNOW U I HAVE ALOT OF GREAT FRIENDS HERE BUT I CAN'T TAKE ANOTHER SICK PERV LIKE I SAID SEND ME A PM OR SHOUTBOX ME IF U WANT ME TO ADD U TO MY FAM THANK YOU BTW I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I NEED TO BE ADDED IN UR FAMILY ALSO

The Facts
So yesterday something happened that annoyed me. Someone made a comment joking around and then you get other people that can't grasp that it's a joke and they turn it into something serious. I'm talking about the whole "race to level". So here's some facts for those that wanna go..."ohhh he beat you". But let me point out something...I've got nothing against either person that this involved. I think both are pretty awesome guys, but there are times when your friends do something stupid that ya gotta tell them so. And oh the do something stupid is aimed at the people who took a joke comment as serious. First...it's not a race when one person starts with about 5.1 million to level and the other person has about 2.5-2.6 million to level. That's like telling someone you want to run a lap against them but you want a 20 minute head start of them so that by the time they start you're almost crossing the finish line. More facts... The supposed person who got beat dropped over 3 m

I Will Follow You Into The Dark
DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE LYRICS I Will Follow You Into The Dark Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black And I held my toungue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now I

Trust
=======EFINITION======== Trust is both and emotional and logical act. Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both. I trust you because I have experienced your trustworthiness and because I have faith in human nature. We feel trust. Emotions associated with trust include companionship, friendship, love, agreement, relaxation, comfort. MY PERSONAL ADAPTATION===== In light of recent events in my life, some people have asked me whether or not I can still trust my boyfriend. Several people have told me that they would leave without question and kick his ass in the process. DO I STILL TRUST MY BOYFRIEND? YES!!! THIS IS WHY... My bf has

Stop And Say You Love Me
Artist: Evans Blue Album: The Melody And The Energetic Nature Of Volume Title: Stop And Say You Love Me Hey listen, because I'll only say this once do you think that you could lose yourself in me? I could say I want to die by your side one day but I could never speak the words because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me so together we can burn this way stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you I found a loop hole for us now it's called redemption of my history do you think you could look past my fears tell me now my love because I will lose it in your eyes, I see firelight in your eyes I know that things will be better when you are by my side stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you I'm guarded, I'm fragile, but if anyone could ever save me now, you can stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you stop and s

Brilliant Hilarity
Hell explained by a chemistry student The following is an actual question given on a Washington State University chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the wor

Shiver
Shiver by Coldplay So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you? And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Ohâ�¦ Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to sayâ�¦ Don't you shiver Shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you So you know how much I need ya But you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Ohâ�¦ Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to sayâ&#

The News I'm Making Good
“As much as we complain about being busy, the typical American has more free time than ever – more than five hours per day, according to time surveys by the U.S. Census Bureau and researchers at the University of Maryland and Penn State. That’s a gain of nearly an hour since 1965 and a gain of about four hours since the 19th century. In Victorian England, when life expectancy was only about 50, workers put in 60-hour weeks, from age ten until they died. If you feel too busy, it’s probably only because you’re doing so many other things than work. Over the course of a lifetime, you typically spend no more than 20 percent of your waking hours on the job, and experts say there’ll be even more free time in the future as life expectancy keeps increasing and work hours keep shrinking. By 2050 in the industrialized world, others project, the average workweek will be just 27 hours.” I need some good news. Outside of the Word of God, at least for me, there isn’t a lot of it. So when

Effingham Radio Station Interview About Flora Show This Weekend
for those of you in the area I will be interviewed on 104.3 THE PARTY and 98.9 JACK FM in effingham about the show this saturday at the BEER BUCKET in Flora, IL. I"ll be doing the commercial spot for the bar as well as snippitz of the interview played friday and saturday...if you're in the area I hope you get the chance to hear it! Tim

How To Rate Others!!
I have not been on fubar very long but i have noticed there are alot of people saying come rate me so i can get closer to level.Then every once in a while you go to rate someone they have everything marked "PRIVATE" i just dont get it.Then the ones that are saying "RATE ME" and are marked "PRIVATE" are the ones yelling that "NO ONE LOVES ME" because they are not getting rates....The whole thing just dont make any sense to me.If someone does read this can you explain it to me!!!

You Dont See Me
Pussycat Dolls You Don't See Me Lyrics Songwriters: N/A This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much This is as hard as it gets 'Cause I'm getting tired or pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours you can hold me I'm empty and taking and tumbling and braking [Chorus] : 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream a world where you understand That I dream a million sleepless nights But I dream a fire when you're touching my hand But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends? Nothing but good friends [Chorus] This is the place in my heart This is the place where I'm falling apart Isn't this just where we met? And is this the last chance that I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely Instead of just only Crystal and see through an

First Things First
OK so lets get a few things straight now I am back Unlike before I am not here to level up, help others level up or be a fake friend - any one that has purely added me for that reason GTFA. I have come back purely cos I am still a cripple and any comments you wanna make about that - bring it on I seriously dont give a FEK what you say about me, the way I look at it, while you are stabbing me in the back you are leaving others alone. I aint gonna be on here as often as I was, cos I have other sites and also other things to do in life than sit on pc all day Ok if you are sure you understand all this - crack on and let the party begin.

A Letter To Hayden
I'm thinking back on the past, how beautiful you would be if you were here in my arms. I'm sorry mommy couldn't hold on longer, i'd give anything to hold you, even just once. Your in heaven, where you will be safe. I wish things were different, and i wish your daddy wasn't such a jerk, otherwise you would be here. You helped me grow as a person, and i know Daniel, and your great grandparents are looking after you. Your my angel, looking after mommy everyday, keeping me holding onto life, and reality. My beautiful guardian angel, i imagine your smile, It's been over a year since i lost you, but i know your always in my heart, you know, you would be 7 months old this month. You will never be forgotten. Hayden Skylar (11/23/06-1/12/07)

My Life-part Vii: Being Political
Throughout my life I have always been interested and involved in politics. At age 10, I really cut my politically teeth by working on the 1980 presidential campaign of then-Gov. Ronald Reagan (R-CA). I told me teachers everyday up until the November election to vote for RR. I was back in action in 1984 and 1988 with my parents and sister. Once I started community college, I got more envolved by joining student government to represent my biology club. When I went to Marshall University to earn my BA Ed., I got even more involved by joining College Republicans and getting appointed to MU's student government. I worked on the 1996 presidential campaign of Fmr. US Sen. Robert Dole (R-KS) and the WV governors campaign of now Fmr. Gov. Cecil Underwood (R-WV). In Tucson, I advised the Univ. of Arizona College Republicans. It allowed me to goto the 2000 GOP candidates debate in Tempe, AZ. I didn't do much politically until 2008 other than getting my wife to join the GOP. In Octo

Attitude Is Everything
5 simple rules... Attitude is EVERYTHING: Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. It's a decision I make every morning when I wake up. Each day is a gift. And all the happy memories I've stored away ... Old age is like a bank account ... You withdraw from what you've put in. So, my advice to you would be to deposit a lot of happiness in the bank account of memories. Thank you for your part in filling my Memory bank. I am still depositing. Remember the five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred. 2. Free your mind from worries. 3. Live simply. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less.

Better Off
Doug Stone I'd be Better off in a Pine box Lyrics: I said the night you left me, Nothin' worse could ever happen, But seeing you with someone else proved that I was wrong. And when your eyes met mine, I knew that you were gone forever, Along with all the reasons , I had for hanging on. I'd be better off in a pine box, On a slow train back to Georgia, Or in the grey walls of a prison doing time. I think I'd rather die, And go to hell and face the devil, Than to lie here with you and him together on my mind. I always thought that someday, We might get back together. I just thought you needed time to [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/M4U ] spread your wings and fly. But when I saw the lovin' way, You held onto each other, It was all that I could do, not to break right down and cry. I'd be better off in a pine box, On a slow train back to Georgia, Or in the grey walls of a prison doing time. I think I'd rather die, And go to hell and face the devil,

Madison
3:07 AM 2/17 12:02 AM 2/17 Madison, age 8,(*NOT MY DAUGHTER MADISON*) passed away just a few days ago We've been asked to pass this on. Doctors told her family that there have been quite a few children Madison's age that have died recently the same way that she died. The only common link between them was that they were given Motrin (ibuprofen) and Robitussin together, this caused a heart attack. They believe this is what happened to them. They told her to alert everyone to this. Do not give children both of these medicines together. You can give them one or the other but not both. When Madison collapsed she suffered a heart attack and died. this was sent to me and i hope all parents take heed to the warning

Another Auto 11's Contest
Auto 11's Contest! RATES ONLY! It's gonna be a SHOOTOUT! Meaning you will only go head to head with someone until we are down to the last two! So, there will be multiple folders with 2 entries in each folder. You only need to get more rates than one other at a time to move on to the next head to head round. The last two standing will compete for the Auto 11 Bling. 1st Prize...Auto 11 Bling 2nd Prize...1 Million Fubucks 3rd Prize...$500,000 Fubucks No entry fee and everyone will receive a lil' something for playing along! Your Hostess: PebblesinAZ-Kisses to My Fu Valentine Shaun the Scotish Lad-"Member of Princess Leia's crew&@ fubar THE CONTEST IS UNDERWAY! The first round will last 24 hours. Folders opened 2/19 @ 7pm Fu Time and will close Friday, 2/20 @ 7pm Fu Time. No comments necessary. Only rates will count. The person in each folder with the most rates will move on to Round 2. I would love if you would encourage your friends to F/A/

Is America As Free As We Say We Are?
Is America as free as we say we are? I was watching some news coverage on the homeless in L.A. and was completely appalled at the cost of the shocking solution. Because of the amount of daily homeless and the shelters maxed out they came up with a new invention as a solution to the problem they hope to get rid of. The solution was mobile camp carts that doubled as a cart by day and by night it becomes a camper. This invention is supposed to put a roof over the heads of the homeless unable to go to the shelters because of overcrowding. To manufacture this mobile camp cart (which is nothing more than a oversized shopping cart fitted with a camping tent around it in a way it could fold down by day and be set back up at night) it cost $500 each! Why would there even be a price on something for the penniless or homeless? I could go into my back yard and gather thrown away materials and craft a better more sturdier mobile camp cart for no price at all. Maybe it cost to have the people to

Deck Of Cards
Here is a new way to look at a deck of cards!! Please do not delete! You will be glad you didn't. Deck of Cards It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, 'Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?' The soldier replied, 'I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord.' The sergeant said, 'Looks to me like you're going to play cards.' The soldier said, 'No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards.' The sergeant asked in disbelief, 'How will you do that?' 'You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God.

Why Do Women Fear Men?
Why are women afraid of men in the least? I came across a discovery that is well known to women that deep down in side they have a fear of men, stranger or friend. Upon this discovery I began to ask why. I got answers but still remain confused of the whole idea. Because of the many cases involving rape, murder, abduction, and abuse of women they say these are the reasons. But those reasons don’t stop women from dressing inappropriate in public or exposing themselves on the web cams or being attracted to drug dealers. If you ask me, women should fear themselves more than they fear us men. Men wouldn’t rape, murder, abduct, or abuse women if they weren’t so promiscuous. I’m not saying these are valid reasons to do so. I’m just saying women should smarten up. I for one am afraid to even try to rape a women for the fear I might get kicked in the nads. That’s the weakest point on any man unless he has had them removed. I have no reason to abuse any woman nor abduct or murder one. But t

Something For My True Friends To Read
last night i was bored so i sat and kinda chilled and i started thinking about all the fu-drama that is around me over the past 2 years and 3 diff accounts.. well yeah i have made tons of poor choices and i dont always think before i speak but i would get upset and sad and hurt and have such envy at the ppl that got so much fu-love (blings blasts ect.) and i thought that they were all stuck up ppl. well i came to relize last night that 90% of the problem is me... i do do and say things that bring most of the drama on myself and i and i alone am to blame... (save for the crap that fat sonny and FTW pull) so i guess to my TRUE friends i have this to say.... i love all of you very much... and i am aware that most times i am a hard person to stay friends with....but now that i see its mostly me.. i am gonna work overtime to fix the stuff i need to.... in short....THANK YOU, AZ

Mmmm
Well sweet melting mercy, you all know how to make a MarshaMallow feel welcome. There is so much to see, I can't can't keep up!! LOL I will figure it out eventually so please bear with me. Till then drink up, and get the campfire burning, cause this Mallow is about to get get Toasted!!Cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No Longer Want To Dream
No Longer Want to Dream No longer do I want to dream Many misunderstand what I mean I always believe in many things Shining like a diamond ring I wish I could help everyone but sometimes I do like to have a bit of fun I hold onto deep memories Knowing this will drop me to my knees My focus has been blocked This for many isn't a shock I'm losing myself into many things keeping away from my dreams I once met someone who gave me hope I began to learn how to cope Then one day it all went away Washing away along the lonely bay

Open Letter To Kellogs Re: Michael Phelps....freakin' Hilarious!
An open letter to Kellog's re: Michael Phelps Dear, Kellogg’s. I’m writing this letter to express my disappointment in your company in firing Michael Phelps as a spokesperson for your products because he was photographed while enjoying some marijuana. I respectfully would like to communicate my opinion on this matter because I think it’s of great public interest. First of all, although it is true that Mr. Phelps broke the law, I think any reasonably intelligent person would admit that it’s one of the most fucked up and corrupt laws that we have today in this country. Marijuana is relatively harmless and certainly far less dangerous than a host of other things that are not only legal but also readily available, like alcohol and prescription drugs. The only reason it remains illegal to this day is because it’s a plant and you can’t patent it and control it’s sale, and because if it were legal it would greatly affect the demand for a host of prescription drugs that rake in

Auto 11 Auction
Oh, the coveted Auto 11.... If you would like one, I am holding an auction for an auto 11 bling. Opening bid is 3 million fubucs.... Click on the pic to come place your bid... Auction ends Saturday, 2/21 at 9:00 PM PST.

Love
when 2 people meet they dont really know each other and can loose track of each other. but some meet again and fall in love. they can loose each other again and meet again the love for each other grows even stronger it becomes an eternity

See If U Can Do Better
1B- Albert Pujols 2B- Dustin Pedroia SS- Hanley Ramirez 3B- Alex Rodriguez LF- Manny Ramirez CF- Josh Hamilton RF- Vladimir Guererro C- Ivan Rodriguez SP- Tim Lincecum SP- C.C Sabathia SP- Johan Santana SP- Jake Peavy SP- Carlos Zambrano RP- Carlos Marmol CL- Jonathan Papelbon DH- David Ortiz Bench- Lance Berkman Bench- Chase Utley Bench- Jimmy Rollins Bench- Evan Longoria Bench- Ryan Bruan Bench- Carlos Beltran Bench- Ken Griffey Jr Bench- Victor Martinez

All About Me
ok i get it . i may not be the best lookin guy around but u know what im fine with that. unlike alot of people i dont need to put on an act or be someone im not to impress any one. what u see is what u get and how i act is how i am personally and if none of you can accept that then u know where to go. i do nothing but respect everyone and treat them the way everyone should be treated and then the women claim that want me or wanna be around me. but when u people get a look at me on my cam what do u know its a whole diff story. u know what like i said, i dont give a crap what i look like. oh and just for u people who think i put on an act just to get in ur pants, u can kiss my ass. you can go around and ask anyone thats the last thing i wanna do. i have a shit load of women that r friends and r single that i have known fo ra while and have yet tried to get in their pants. see unlike 90% of guys here i do something called respecting a women boundries. so if ur not comfy in the way i run

Mistress Help Her To God Mommy
DON’T MISS OUT ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST LADYS ON FUBAR ~MISTRESS~ LETS HELP HER TO GOD MOMMY COME HELP THIS LADY OUT SHE IS ONE SWEET LADY !! CLICK BELOW AND RATE THIS HOTTIE SPANK HER HARD SHE LIKES IT !! This bully is brought to you by DJ BADBOY (¯`¤ÐJßãÐßØ¥¤´¯)ÖWñÈR @†HÈßLÚÈMÖÖñ/ÖWñÈR @§ÖÚ†ÈRñ HÌÐÈWÄ¥@ fubar

I'm Sick
I've got a bad case of bronchitis. I've coughed so hard I've pulled muslces in my back and stomach. Autumn is doing great now. She's off oxygen, her IV, and just about everything in general. I however am now on an inhaler and antibotics and vicodin for the pain. I'm going to head butt the doctor today till he lets us go home. Autumn is perfectly normal again, so there is no reason why we shouldn't. Jeff is being really sweet. Hes helping me feel better. Just another couple days and I finally get to see him. I can't wait. We're going to go to hibatchi. Somehow we have more stuff then we did when we got here. I don't know how that works in the hospital, but it always seems that way.

The Kiss
If a kiss was a raindrop... I would send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the Sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. Author: unknown

Please Help Djbadboy Godfather Ty Brother Kiddrock For The Bully
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Lamb Of God - Descending
It's all about one set of lyrics in this song, just greatness. "This God that I worship, This demon I blame, Conspire as one, exactly the same" The river I'm bound to be found in, A rope chosen bound for the hang. When I'm blind and I think I see everything, Convincing myself again. This God that I worship (a faded reflection). This demon I blame (a flickering flame). Conspire as one, exactly the same. It's exactly the same. Descending, To never recover the pieces to all that we've lost. Recover the pieces lost. The pieces to all we've lost. I shudder to think of the consequence, It's blasphemy simple and true. The tragic protagonist torments, Convincing myself again. This God that I worship (a faded reflection). This demon I blame (a flickering flame). Conspire as one, exactly the same. It's exactly the same. Descending, To never recover the pieces to all that we've lost. Descending, To never recover the pieces to all that we've lost.

My Pictures! Please Read!!!
OK...I'm VERY HAPPY with JDHUNT. I left it up to him on what I do with my pictures...he and I decided to close my NSFW. I don't care if that pisses you off! If you get me a VIP, 7 Day Blast or bling pack you can see them still, but otherwise they're set to ONLY ME and JD. I DO still have some sexy pics in the me folder and more of me. ALSO! Don't expect me to cam for you. Don't even ask. I will get on cam but you won't see anything. From now on I will ONLY DO SFW salutes too! If I have made you a NSFW salute in the past they're still on my page just set to only me. I know a lot of you will be mad about this but oh well! I'm NOT A PIECE OF MEAT!!!! XOXO

Jdhunt And Vamp Morticia Are Together!
JDHunt and Vamp Morticia are a RL couple and Fu-married. Love ya baby! XOXO jdhunt~Vamp Morticia's husband 4 life ~My Baby Owns me too!~VMV i will die with my wife vamp(ta@ fubar VAMP MORTICIA~JDHUNT'S WIFE~PuckerZ wifey~Sultry's Mistress~@ fubar

A Real Man!
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus

.gotta Get It Out.
First off, fuck your bitch And the click you claim West side when we ride Come equipped with game You claim to be a playa But, I fucked your wife We bust on bad boys Niggas fuck for life Plus puffy tryin to see me weak Hearts I rip Biggie smalls and junior mafia Some mark ass bitches We keep on coming While we running for yah jewels Steady gunning Keep on busting at them fools You know the rules Little ceasar go ask you homie How Ill leave yah Cut your young ass up See yah in pieces Now be deceased Little kim, Dont fuck with real ass gs Quick to snatch your ugly ass, off the streets So fuck peace Ill let them niggas know Its on for life Dont let the west side Ride the night *Stupid Tupac laugh* Bad boys murdered on wax and kill Fuck with me And get your caps peeled You know, see Sorry had a Tupac moment there for a second.

Aenima
Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this bull-shit three ring cirrrrcus siiiideshow of Freaks here in this, hopeless fucking, hole we call LA. The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a bull-shit three ring cirrrrrcuus siiideshow of freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA. The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfounded dips

Stinkfist
Something has to change. Undeniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I would not want you any other way. Just not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my. I can help you change tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be well upon our waaay. Blend and balance pain and comfort deep within you till you will not want me any other way. But it's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip awaaaaaaaay. Chupa minha pica pichu Chupa minha pica pinto Something kinda sad about, the way that

Soldier Dedication Show 2/15/09
I would like to welcome everyone to the first edition of Soldier Sunday, a block of 4 hours where I will be dedicating each hour to a specific soldier or group of soldiers. First off, I would like to take a moment of silence to remember those that will never come home….. We must never forget those people who give all they have so others can share in our freedoms. On September 11, 2001 the United States of America was attacked by terrorist. Nearly 3000 people lost their lives that day because of terrorist, 1966 at the twin towers, 125 at the pentagon, 87 people on AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11, 64 people on AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77, 60 people on UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, 40 people on UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 93. These figures Do Not include the 5244 U.S. military deaths in Iraq and Afghanistan since the war began or the terrorist. What follows is a list of 10 of our fallen heroes.. Sgt. James M. Dorsey, 23, of Beardstown, Ill. Spc. Christopher P. Sweet, 28, of Kahului, H

This One Pretty Much Says It All !!!
I will bid farewell Sever the ties Is this all i am? Is this all thats left? Turn from deceit, the love of self is death Deliverance is given to you I will bid farewell Sever the ties (Sever the ties) Now your heart beats black with deception You have been forsaken Leave behind (I will) All reminders of you of you I will bid farewell to all lies I will bid farewell sever the ties Searching always searching, hoping for a change I will never be satisfied, I will never be I will (I will) Never(Never) be satisfied I will now bid farewell I will bid farewell to all lies I will bid farewell sever the ties A Bid Farewell Killswitch Engage

Only In America....
….No wonder the rest of the world thinks we're nuts Best lawyer/insurance story of the year, decade, and possibly the century. This took place in Charlotte North Carolina. A lawyer purchased a box of very rare and expensive cigars, then insured them against, among other things, fire. Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of these great cigars, the lawyer filed a claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the lawyer stated the cigars were lost 'in a series of small fires.' The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason, that the man had consumed the cigars in the normal fashion. The lawyer sued and WON! Delivering the ruling, the judge agreed with the insurance company that the claim was frivolous. The judge stated nevertheless, that the lawyer held a policy from the company, in which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable and also guaranteed that it would insure them against fire, without defining what i

Tuesday, Feb. 17
Hello to all you listeners out there! I know what you are thinking, I am reading this, not listening. But that little voice in your head, you're listening to it! I win. Totally made up news: California will be closing it's doors. The state, plagued with a budget crisis will be going out of business. California Governor Schwarzenegger announced that the state will be dissolving assets and selling to foreign investors. Interested parties are Canada, who has claimed they are looking for a winter home. Today in history: In 1876 Julius Wolff was credited for being the first to can sardines. That can is still available for sale today, as nobody really wants those nasty things. In 1933 Blondie Boopadoop married Dagwood Bumstead three years after Chic Young’s popular strip first debuted. The marriage brought hope to lazy people all over the world, it is true, you can sleep all day and bag a hottie. In 1996 the world chess champion Garry Kasparov beat the IBM supercomputer "De

Short And Sweet
Short and sweet is what I am, but not talking about me here. This blog is short, but not so sure about the sweet part. Anyway, to the point... Am not liking the length people go to in order to become popular. The lies and such just irk the hell out of me. But it's your game and all the best to you, however, don't try and feed me your line of bullshit 'nough said

I've Returned...again
Well I have not been on this site for a very long time. I think it was still Lost Cherry when I checked things out last. Lets see if I can do a rundown of major events. 1) Dallas and I moved into our own house. We rent so we don't own it, but its a huge house. We love it. 2) Soon after moving we got married. We got married Oct. 31st 2007. We are very very happy. I love him so much it still bugs me to be away from him while I'm at work all day. I know...its sickening. 3) We've been through some bad times where we were jobless and then got new jobs that didn't work out, then jobless again...I finally found the perfect job working for a University. I get benefits and time off and all that good stuff. Its heaven and I get a long with all my co-workers. I think I've found my place. 4) Dallas is doing his own thing by running a mobile mechanic business. Its starting to do pretty well. If you need some work done to your vehicle and you're within a reasonable driving

The Hole In My Head
1986:My sister had a couple of friends over and we had our four-wheeler and the dirt bike out. My neighbor Mike had his 250r 3-wheeler out and my other neighbor Byron and I got on it. Neither of us was wearing helmets at the time and I take off hauling ass down the dirt road. We pass Tam (my sister's friend) on the dirt road and I sent the 3-wheeler into a slide and turned around. I was coming up on her very fast at about 70 m.p.h right in front of our house and I was going to show off and pass her on the left. At the last second Tam not realizing I was coming turned and hit the back wheel of the three wheeler sending it into a slide right into the ditch. Byron and I were both catapulted from the 3-wheeler. Byron cleared the mailbox and landed about 50 feet away in the grass breaking a couple of fingers. I on the other hand was sent head first into our mail box post and was knocked un conscious and sent into a flip where I landed sliding face down the dirt road. Bryon parent s

A Dangerous Campaign
I heard a commercial on the radio this morning for an Ad Council campaign called That's Not Cool. At the website you can get clever little graphics such as: Is this the type of behavior we should be supporting with our tax dollars? Inducing bulimia just to avoid showing boobies? I tell you it must be stopped. Though I was thinking of giving this graphic to the boss:

You Envy Me
people sing in friend requests now? KIPSTER ~ RATE ... Online (Trying to work) 2009-02-17 07:12:16 GONNA SADDLE UP MY HORSE AND RIDE INTO YOUR CITY , GONNA MAKE ALOT OF NOIZE CAUSE YOU ARE SO PRETTY! SINGING FOR AN ADD BABY DOLL ! HELP ME OUT !

Vendor Problem
In a software design meeting, we were using typical technical jargon to discuss a data exchange interface with a vendor. One co-worker said the programming we had ordered was delayed because the vendor was suffering from a "severe nonlinear waterfowl issue." Curious, the team leader raised his eyebrows and asked, "What exactly is that?" The programmer replied, "They don't have all their ducks in a row."

My New Favorite Pass Time...
The History of Bellydance Bellydance, also known as the dance of the people, reflects the basic life experiences common to all. Born to celebrate Mother Earth, Bellydance, with a long and colorful history, originated as a fertility ritual dance. 2300 years after Enheduanna wrote about the patriarchal religions developing and conquering the matriarch based religions, Bellydance and sexuality were no longer considered sacred or spiritual, but evil. As the Ottoman Empire reigned, female gypsy dancers were hired to entertain the women living in the harems – this continued the original legacy of women dancing exclusively for women. At the end of Ottoman Empire, Turkey became a republic, religious limitations were lifted and women were allowed to once again entertain and dance for men. The European painters discovered Middle-Eastern dance in the 18th Century, introducing it to the West, and giving it its name Bellydance because of their fascination with the exposed belly. Bel

Omfg!!
YA KNOW WHAT....IM REALLY TIRED OF PPL HAVING THE GUTS TO COME ON MY PAGE RATE MY STUFF ALL 10'S OR 11'S THEN HAVE THE NERVE TO REPORT MY PIC AS "NSFW" IF UR GONNA RATE MY SHYT HAVE ENOUGH RESPECT TO NOT REPORT PICS...AND IF U HAVE KIDS SITTING BY YOU WHEN UR RATING PICS TELL EM TO GO AWAY...I HAVE PICS THAT HAVE BEEN REPORTED AS NSFW AND THEY ARENT AND IT PISSES ME OFF....IF UR KIDS ARE ROUND U STAY THE FUCK OFF FUBAR!@! ITS A FUCKING ADULT SITE....AND IF U CANT TRUST UR KIDS ONLINE THEN PUT A FKING LOCK ON CERTAIN SITES...DONT RATE MY SHIT THEN REPORT IT...DAMN PPL!!

White Pride
read all the way to the end....................................... This e-mail does contain wording that is meant to express an open opinion to a major problem in the USA , and other countries throughout the world, It is estimated that only 11% of those receiving this e-mail will read it all the way to the end. In addition, it is estimated that only 1% of non-white color will read this past this point and 99% will blow it away because of the title. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "WHITE " Pride" This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is..... Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point.............. Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it.

Oh Yeah
soo...I was perusing craigslist in search of hookers, and... I found an ad that said that some dude would pay someone to watch him jerk off. Me: "holy cow! I get the moneys for watchin some dude pull his sausage?! sweet!" I email him, he emails me back. Turns out it was a prank, and he is an ass. I reply with something witty, he likes it and says I'm funny. We talk back and forth a bunch, and I turn the things around and tell him I would pay HIM to watch him. He totally buys it, and asks me if I'm serious. I say yes. To make the story short, I am thinking of posting his address and the same ad (changed up a lil, with an emphasis on gayness) on CL for gay dudes to come over and watch him. Touche!

Friendship Is A Precious Gift
Friendship is a precious gift That can't be bought or sold. But its value is much greater Than a mountain made of Gold. For gold is cold and lifeless It can neither see nor hear. And in the time of trouble It is powerless to cheer. It has no ears to listen And no heart to understand. It cannot bring you comfort Or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a Gift Be thankful if He sends Not diamonds, pearls or riches But the love of real, true friends!

Does This Remind You Of Anyone - Faceless Friends
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus

The Truth...
On a mission started by my own admission I will leave you all behind By direction I'll create my own protection The real me you'll never find Aspirations turn to fear and desperation Nothing's ever good enough for you Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow You'll only see what I want you to Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside there is a real me I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll see Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside they haven't found me yet I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll get On a mission to establish my attrition You may think that you have won Your rejection has brought on my introspection I'll escape I'll only run Accusations may destroy my motivation I can feel it when you're pushing me Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow Only I know which me you'll see Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside there is a real me I'm always gonna h

Is It Really Out There?
I am really starting to wonder if there is such a thing as true love! At least for me. In the past few months I have seen what true love is and want that for myself, but does it even exist anymore? I just watched my mom take care of my dad for 2 months until he passed 2 weeks ago. They were married 44 years. Even with his last breath my mom was proclaiming her love and devotion to him and up until the last week of his life he was proclaiming his for her. I've read some mumms about nice guys vs rude guys, questions about what men look for in a woman, about men being romantic or liking romance, but do you men really vote the way they feel or do they just vote the way they think women want to hear? And it's not just men, us women do it too! What do people have to do now to find that kind of love? With everyone having sex on the brain how do you really build a strong lasting relationship on true feelings not lust! Do we all just need to slow down, as the old saying goes "take time t

Can't Always Talk
It seems that life screws up for me. I think just about every time I think about whats going on in my life and when some people don't get talked to they get pissed off. I am the type of person that always second guesses things. I may be the horrible person people make me out to be but I think they do that cause they are pissed that I don't give them every moment of my life. If they wanted it they should learn to give me the time and space that I was trying to take before they got pissed. I guess guys should just be used as a damn sex toy now cause a relationship with them seems almost impossible. I guess it isn't my loss. Its theirs.

Auto 11 Auction - Ends 02.20.09
I have one auto 11 up for grabs. Bidding begins now and ends 02.20.09 at 6pm FuTime. I will send the auto during a HH, so you will also receive double the points. To get to the pic and bid, click this picture.... Good Luck! I hope everyone has an amazing rest of the week! Michele :) DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

Just About Me
I know I haven’t been a big blogger on here I tend to keep my thoughts to myself I have over the last year to year and half been battling severe back pain. Well over the last year I have had to shut down my business of helping handicapped people to get jobs and train them how to do them. I have had to quit volunteering with handicapped people teaching how to ride horses. I have now become a client with the same group. I get by with help from friends and family. Now why would I tell you these things well first of all I don’t make a whole of money like” mostly zero” although I have qualified for disability just recently. I have qualified for some help. What this means to you is I cannot pay for much but will help with your help and understanding to do as much as I can. I m not asking for you to be a sugar momma but expect you to understand that I will probably spoil you as rotten as I can if I know you don’t expect it. I want to do this in the form of massages, hand and feet massages.

4 The Lifetime Soldiers
As i see it, my brother & sister soldiers, heres how it is: Wherever a man takes his stand, whether in accord with his own best judgment or in obediance to a commanders orders...THAT is where he needs to plant his feet and face EVERY adversity thrown his way...careless of death and ALL else...but dishonor.

Wow....
Friend requests get weirder everyday.....From Date Message ACCEPT DENY Mister Tilt Online (says - For President's Day - Free Beak Rides !) 2009-02-17 04:34:40 So I'm sittin' here roamin' the fu . . . swirlin' my martini wonderin' apple slice or olive and come across you. Y'know I was smitten and had to compose myself so as not to stutter the question on everyone's lips . . . Wanna be friends? PT

No Wonder She Never Called!!
The following ad was in The Atlanta Journal: SINGLE BLACK FEMALE seeks male companionship, ethnicity unimportant. I’m a very good looking girl who LOVES to play. I love long walks in the woods, riding in your pickup truck, hunting, camping, and fishing trips, cozy winter nights lying by the fire. Candlelight dinners will have me eating out of your hand. Rub me the right way and watch me respond. I’ll be at the front door when you get home from work, wearing only what nature gave me. Kiss me and I’m yours. Call xxx-xxxx and ask for Daisy. Over 15,000 men found themselves talking to the local Humane Society about an 8-week-old Labrador Retriever.

Good Parent, Bad Parent?
Good Morning. How does one determine good parenting over bad? I mean think about it. There are tons of parenting books, magazines, television shows, self help talk shows and even instructions manuals. Oh yeah! The instruction manual is called and are you ready for this? THE TOTAL TRANSFORMATION PROGRAM, by James Lehman a behavioral therapist. Well isn’t that a fine how do you do? A manual to help raise children into fine people. I need to send Mr. Lehman a Thank you Card. Oh no, I did not require his services however seeing all the rat bastard children that turn into serial killers and I am not talking about someone who polishes off a box of cheerio’s either! I am referring to the sniper over looking the highway that has wounded or killed numerous innocent individuals. I am talking about the John Wayne Gaceys of the world. The Reverend Jim Jones who wiped out hundreds. The list goes on pick your own murderer I mean there are thousands upon thousands, however my story is not about Mr

Welfare Is Back!!
Change you can believe in!! Welfare is back!! You have to love the Democratic party… Now tell me how the “Stimulus” bill, that restores WELFARE and ENCOURAGES states to increase welfare rolls helps the economy?? Let’s encourage MORE people to get on welfare and depend on the government and now we have more voting Democrats!! Great… This economy is going to surely recover now…

My History
i dont normaly talk about my child hood but it explains alot about me and who i am and why im the way i am. this will be a bit hard for me but i guese take a deep breathe and get it over w and i swear to god none of you better feel sorry for me. i was born in californis my mom was in the airforce and so i was always at a baby sitters. all my babysitters were physicaly abusive according to my mom the only thing i remember from that early inmy life is when i was four i was at a babysitters and she was curling my hair. she took a knife out and told me that if i didnt gfet in my moms room shed kill me. so i ran but my mom had locked her door. she took me by the hair and sat down and said well your going to well you guys can get the picture i was forced to give her oral. my mom says she took me to therapy and they said i was to young id never remember well i did. my mom was pghysicaly and emotionaly as well as verbally abusive pretty much my whole life as well as her partners. ive h

You're So Close
it feels like the end when you're not here. you waited for me. i can feel you next to me. it doesn't matter what i do. i end up with you. voices in my head tells me where you are. I'm so close to you i can feel you breathing. you gave me so much than i can ask for. you gave me life. i hope this last forever. with you, only you i have a reason to live. i make bad decisions but you are always here to help me. i never wanted to be found but you chase me down. you made me believe love exist. how could this last forever? this only exist in a movie. you chased me down and made me feel whole. i can feel you breathing. when i feel like its the end. you came and make feel its the beginning. having a new life with you. you are the only one i could ever ask for. with you i could never lose. you are so close i could feel you breathing. i never want this to end.

Adult Site? I Think Not!
When I 1st joined this site a little over 1 full year ago it was promoted as "The MySpace for ADULTS"!! Why then is it that the adults here are forced to hide their N.S.F.W pics in private albums? Sure, it is fine for those who have certain pics they only want to share with their fu friends and fu family. Or for the gold diggers who want to make a buck or 3 off their pics by charging REAL $ before they grant access. Which is fine their page, their pics, their choice as much as it is my choice to move along to another profile without rating adding or even fanning those members. Anyway. I think the answer can be found by looking at the limp wrist pansy assed self appointed "moral policemen" that are allowed to remain on this site after they REPEATEDLY flag pics as NSFW EVEN after those same pics have been approved by the bouncers over and over and OVER again!! Solution? Take the anonymity out of the equation. Make it where if I flag someones pic(s) as NSFW or someone flags mi

Goodbye Fubar
ok I used to love this web site but alot haz changed sence then now everytime i get on here its nothin but druma and cheatin shit i dont like bein treated like a dumb ass and like i dont kno what the fuck is goin on behind my back. i mean really if you get cought doin something then just fess up about it, you dont have to be a lil lieing bitch about things (this is not to any one person) but long druma story short im gone for a whill if you want to hit me up im on yahoo most of the time. im goin to get rid of the lounge inless someone wants to take over it but if so let me kno today becouse it will be the last im on here for a very long time. i just cant take all of this shit it seems that every time i get on here i see something that i shouldent and i keep getting told that it aint nothing hahahaha im not fuckin dumb i kno whats goin on so im not even goin to draw this out any longer then it already is so goodbye and to those close friends MMFWACL DUCES

The Wise Words Of A Willful Man
I'm still learning. Once upon a time, I had a lover who taught me how to be an adult about being single. She taught me that you don't have to marry everyone you date. You might not even marry everyone you love. You may not always have sex with the people you're sleeping with right now, although some of them should become your friends. If you can't be friends with anyone that you're having sex with, you may be having sex with the wrong people. being friends after being lovers can be awkward at first, but it is possible. We're adults here, so we should be able to handle it. The person you're sleeping with regularly may or may not be monogamous with you, and it's really none of your business unless you've defined your relationship that way. If you don't trust that person to protect themselves (and you) then you shouldn't be in bed with them in the first place. If someone you've been sleeping with gives you an STD, that's a perfectly good reason to never speak to that person again, to put

These Chains Unwind
It isn't often that love finds me. ...and can break through these chains, I have set to bind me. Ive Found, Ive wound myself so tightly.... ....I now bare bruises so unsightly. If I was to, these chains-unwind. I'd follow love, it'd lead me blind. It'd lead me down the darkest road. I'd bask in the sun from which it shown. I am romantic, hopelessly. For love I'd swim the deepest sea. ....and let the oceans swallow me. Underneath the undulating waves... and deep inside it's darkened caves... From myself, I'd let love save me. Even let it pluck, the wings it gave me. I am my own worst enemy. I let the love of love, take over me. Hence why ive chose this armory. So I wrap myself in chains, of steel. To keep myself from what I feel.

Petrified Remains
It is your voice that speaks through me between my timbered lips. Giving motion to my unhinged limbs and lifeless fingertips. As you control my every move from stand, to sit, to lay. You take me out to show me off and then put me away. Trapped inside this box you've made when you'd like me unseen I strain to hear the words, you speak that don't orate from me. Time has come again and I do "the dance" as taught. Though I seem to tangle in the twine ....along with me-you wrought. Friction heats my surface I feel the embers burn within The twine has left its branding upon my ashen skin. You look at me in realization as my hand falls to the floor your act has now gone solo. im not your puppet anymore.

Can I Get Some Help Plz ....
PLEASE STOP BY & SHOW LOTS OF LUV . A11S ONLY ON FOR LESS THAN 4 HOURS MORE . PM ME IF YOU NEED A FAVOR DONE IN RETURN ! TY ALL ! R.F.A.B. HAPPY 11s !!! -- Kro -- Fu-Engaged to ~AngelEyes~@ fubar

Thinkin Of You
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into... You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touche

Life Stink...!!!!!!
What a day?? Life just stink sometimes..even you know that.. is allways suprise you. Ok..i dont want to walk happy hills all the time but pls even sometimes would be nice. How many times you have to desepoint to people? AND ALLWAYS FIND NEW KNIFE IN YOUR BACK..ARG!!! ...this is just those days..and nice to complane anyway....weheeeeeeeeeee!!!

In You
IN YOU Confine me in your mind Deliver me with your soul Feel my ache and whine It disappears now letting go As you run in through my brain The feeling is pure, so weak I stay The kind of feel Without a shield We both lie When real is real Hear your thoughts within the waves Touching souls by day Insane With passion burning My world is dazed Amazed With you by EliG

Wake Up And Live
One, two, three, four! Wake up and live, y'all, Wake up and live! Wake up and live now! Wake up and live! Life is one big road with lots of signs, So when you riding through the ruts, don't you complicate your mind: Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy! Don't bury your thoughts; put your vision to reality, yeah! All together now: Wake up and live (wake up and live, y'all), Wake up and live (wake up and live), wake up and wake up and live, yeah! (wake up and live now), Wake up and (wake up and live) - wake up and live! Rise ye mighty people, ye-ah! There's work to be done, So let's do it-a little by little: Rise from your sleepless slumber! Yes, yeah! Yes, yeah! We're more than sand on the seashore, We're more than numbers. All together now: Wake up and live now, y'all! (Wake up and live) Wake up and live! Wake up and live, y'all! (Wake up and live) Wake up and live now! You see, one - one cocoa full a basket, Whey they use you live big today: tomorrow y

This Bike Is A Pipe Bomb
(CNN) -- A bicycle with a sticker advertising a Florida punk-folk band forced the evacuation of a Memphis, Tennessee, airport terminal late Monday afternoon, authorities said. A pilot alerted airport police when he saw a bike with a sticker that read "this bike is a pipe bomb" parked near the passenger ramps of Terminal C at Memphis International Airport, according to the Memphis-Shelby County Airport Authority. "Terminal C ticketing and baggage claim at the airport were cleared out," said airport spokesman John Greaud. "A K-9 unit responded and found no explosive materials at the scene." "This Bike is a Pipe Bomb" is the name of a band based in Pensacola, Florida, and this is not the first time in the band's 12-year history the name has caused a commotion. Bikes sporting similar stickers at college campuses in Ohio and Philadelphia led to building closures, arrests and the bikes' destruction by bomb squads acting on the assumption the sticker was announcing a real threat.

Last Time
so i told him that i love him and that we can't see each other anymore i told him it's tearing me apart and i can't do it i can't be an "at arm's length" girl i can't wait around for him to be ready hell we're not even talking about marriage we've already tried that i can't pretend to "just be friends" with someone i'm in love with i can't "just hang out" with someone i used to spend my life with not when i still match them all everyone i'm with to him i can't wait for him to clear his head when it tears me up inside each time he walks away i'll be okay though i lowered my standards i don't try to be happy anymore i just try to stop being miserable. ~sinamynlee

3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There's secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Maybe I'm just blind... Maybe I'm just blind... [chorus] So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone [end chorus] Love me when I'm gone... When your education x-ray Can not see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [chorus] Maybe I'm just blind... [chorus]

Shores Of Life
A blank stare gazing nowhere watching nothing. Adrift in the sea of things past. Hoping, dreaming of the shores of things to come. Not to know what will come to pass, but rather which wave to ride in. Realizing that my pockets are full of the sand from shores long left behind. Wanting to not lose the memories, but to carry them with me always. Now knowing that the culmination of an old life is upon the tips of these waves that are carrying me to a new understanding, a new chance at happiness. A last chance at life! Emptying the sand from my pockets, watching each grain as they form a new shore for me to set anchor upon. Undrestanding now that my happiness should not be sought in the things to come, but rather from the grains of memories that now form the shore underneath my feet and heart.

Last Night
I rolled over and pulled your frail little form Closer to my body. I whispered in your ear "I Love You". You rolled over to face me and before another word was spoken we embraced in a passionate kiss that only true deep love can have. We spend most of the night in passionate embrace lilke never before could be compared. Heaven came down and touched us as we loved one another. It was as if we were created just for that night. Whimpering were the two of us, not for sadness, but for happiness from knowing that we were meant to be together. That is what god created us for. That was the very last night I spent with my lover, my friend, my wife. For God did come down and touch us, but he did let go of my sweet Angela. I Love You Angela and I will forever love you. I will never say "Good Bye". My heart just awaits the time that we are with each other again, for all eternity

For Clubmystic
maybe u can answer this,if ur wanting to level should u rate the ppl that level u?i` have less time than any of u and i NOW make the effort.my computer sucks ass.i go to school 2 nights a week.and work 32 hrs a week.i work sometimes till 3 am.AND I MAKE AND EFFORT.to all those who don`t.I GOT 2 WORDS FOR U,JUST LIKE 2 DROPS IN A BUCKET FUCK IT.i`m not rating any of u,ur not wasting ur time. why should I.and i have less TIME than any of u.and any one got any smart ass comments i`m here waiting for u..i`m off all day.

Love Vs Love
Love! What does it mean? If I tell a woman I love her it could be taken as if I wanted her between the sheets, but if I tell my mother I love he it means nothing of the same. I love the colo Hunter Green. This does not mean I want to eat the colo hunter green, but when I say I love cheescake it truly does mean that I want to eat it. I love my pocket knife and I love the ocean, but they won't both fit in my pocket. Silly me, why is love so complicated and yet it is just a simple four letter word? I just wish people wouldn't make such a big deal when I say to someone that I love them. I do truly love everybody. I may not like someone, but I can still love them. I just include pity for the por souls. Ok, I am not stupid! I do know the differences. I am just trying to make a point here. When I say I love you then you can rest assured that I mean it and if you are a man it does not mean anything gay. I have passion, heart and knowledge in such a plentifull supply that

Flawless
Flawless....(contemplating)..... Are we flawless? No, but we know that. Am I flawless? No, God knows I am full of flaws. This is a part of what makes us human. Does that mean life other than human is flawless? No, all life is has flaws, even when lifes processes run smooth. We live in a society that relies on the human flaws. We call our flaws entertaining. We make laws against our flaws, but we continue to live our lives not realizing how much faith we have in the flaws of todays society. For instance: We climb aboard a jet airliner beleiving that we will take off, fly and land flawlessly and safely. Is that belief, or self persuasion to believe? It is faith Dummies!!! Now think of all the flaws in life that you experience every day. Now think of the flaws you don't know about or realize have even happened. Take those thoughts and remember them when you step into that plane, or car, or boat. Is your belief that that vehicle is flawless really going to help

Compassion
Compassion: a feeling of deep sympathy and sorrow for another who is stricken by misfortune, accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering. Where is the compassion in todays society? I live every day searching for others that demonstrate compasion and empathy in everyday living. To my surprise I have found others who demonstrate these in the way they live thier lives. Not only for friends and family, but for others beyond the ones loved and known, but the surprise for me is where these people are found and what types of situations bring out the good in others. All I can say is life is to short and beautiful to live with closed eyes and closed emotions. Live for yourself and die lonely, live for others and live forever. If this makes sense to you then you have what it takes to live a full and happy life regardless of your physical status. Open your eyes Damn It! in anothers eyes you are no more than "Other People"! Society forms the ground for what we see and do.

Unknown Sight Or Parapsychosis
The silence gives way to a low roar quickly moving closer until the heavens above open up and the depths of hell breaks the barrier. The violent rumble shakes my body violently as I awake from my sleep and open my eyes to see with a shattering deafness as my home is horrifically ripped open to the fires from hell. As I scramble to avoid the terrible heat from the endless flames that engulf everything in sight. My skin melting from the enormous heat that ensues. I stumble out of my broken home feeling definition of death. I can only see debris and flames as I notice the house next to me is gone. Understanding death was at my feet but sighing at the life that still remained in me I opened my mouth to scream in pain and horror but instead of sound I spewed sickness from within myself onto the ground before me…… I awoke from this dream sweating and shaking with fear. This was approximately 2 weeks ago. I have continued to have extremely similar dreams almost every night since. Last nigh

Halo Lyrics!!!
Halo lyrics Remember those walls I built Well, baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make up a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' It's the risk that I'm takin' I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me

Move On
The time comes to move on, but how? How does one move on? Hiding behind this computer gives me such security, Such safety. But, what am I feeling so safe from? Others or myself? What does it mean to move on? Do I put the past aside? Maybe I realize that the past lays path for the future. Does that even make any sense? I am who I am today because of my past. What does that make me? You decide! I am just going to keep moving into my future one second at a time. Maybe I need a push! Maybe I need to push myself. But if I only knew how. It all still makes no sense to me at times. One second, two seconds, three seconds, time to move on........

Just Thoughts
I can write better than anybody who can write faster, and I can write faster than anybody who can write better,Something attempted, something done, Has earned a nights repose.The mind has exactly the same power as the hands: not merely to grasp the world, but to change it. If the human mind was simple enough to understand, we'd be too simple to understand it.The big majority of Americans, who are comparatively well off, have developed an ability to have enclaves of people living in the greatest misery without almost noticing them.And He feels so incredibly weak when he has ferociously quarreled against them since his genuine years and has lost. His hopes for a better understanding dissipate as he grows older, and his mind grows less eager to reach a verdict. Having no sense of direction, he roams here, looking above, asking futile questions, even though the answers may be feared. Good by nature, he has learned his survival skills, which will lead him into the real world, and will somed

I Will Always And Forever Love You...
My Love, it has been more than a year now since I last touched your face and told you I Love You. I will never forget our last days together as we said our goodbyes. I thought we had more time, but you knew it was time. You tried to tell me, but I would not listen. I would not accept the loss of my best friend, my wife, my Soul Mate. We had a strong love that held us together when times were hard, and lifted us to the heavens when times were good. I miss you. Rest in Peace my Angel, my Angela. I will Always and Forever Love You with all of my Heart and Soul. Happy Valentines Day

Searching For...
i'm searching for my friend kouboi ive been in jail for the last 12 months and can't remeber the password to my old account if you see him tell him that ladylucifer is back and really needs his help cause i had to start this new one and plus i just really truely miss him

Why Do I Even Bother???
So I'm kinda on the fence with the whole relationship thing....It seems I keep hooking up with these guys who either can't commit themselves fully or can't commit becuz they have trust issues!! HELLO!!! DON'T WE ALL HAVE TRUST ISSUES?? DO THEY REALLY THINK THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO HAVE BEEN FUCKED OFF BY SOME ONE THEY THOUGHT LOVED THEM AND WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIVES WITH?? I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TAKING CHANCES!! AM I FUCKING WRONG?? I MEAN AM I THINKING THIS WHOLE THING COMPLETELY WRONG?? I DON'T THINK I ASK FOR MUCH....I WANT TO BE LOVED FOR WHO I AM....NOT FOR WHAT THEY EXPECT ME TO BE FOR THEM TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES....I DON'T THINK IT'S TO MUCH TO ASK FOR A LITTLE RESPECT!! OK SO MAYBE I'M WAY OFF BASE WITH THIS ONE...AND ALL MEN SUCK!?!?!?! NICE TO KNOW THEY CAN BE INTO YOU ONE MINUTE AND THEN THE NEXT THEY DON'T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR EXISTENCE!! I FUCKING GIVE UP!! ****OK SO I FAILED TO SAY WOMEN ARE JU

1 Year Ago
On February 22nd 2008 (my 23rd birthday)... I was on vacation visiting my love and my wheelchair tipped over a step. Due to my fragile bone disorder, the impact broke my legs and injured my spine. Because the hospital was unfamiliar with my condition, the doctors gave me some heavy pain narcotics that my body could not handle. The drugs put me in a state where my lungs almost stopped working and I was experiencing respiratory acidosis. That means that my lungs were not getting rid of the carbon dioxide. I had to be intubated and put on a ventilator and eventually the doctors had to perform a tracheotomy. I was in the hospital a little over 3 weeks and had the trach almost a month. I almost died and the doctors said I would have to live with the trach in the rest of my life. THEN Today almost a year later, I am trach free and feel honored and blessed to be alive. That was a scary, scary time for me and I thank my family, friends and girl friend for

My Good Friend Anna...best Laugh Ever...lol...had To Share!
~laughin is liven~ A to the Double N A...Bless Her! Just in case...lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUmgQB7t6xE&eurl=http://www.facebook.com/home.php?&feature=player_embedded

Remembrance
Even now as I enjoy clarity (see previous entry) and a newfound measure of peace, I find myself having a period of remembrance. I close my eyes and think back to the time of how it felt to know love. Not love of oneself, but the love of another. I remember the slightest touch, a gentle caress, even just a gaze that spoke so many words without any words ever being spoken. The warm feeling interlaced with all of those, that told me I was wanted, needed, craved...loved. I embraced that feeling during the periods of time that I had it, reveling in it, and enjoying each perfect moment as it washed over me and comforted me. I long to meet the stranger again one day that is the indescribable love of another.

She Pissed Me Off Lol
Why cant anything just go right?So Jess is doing her home injections and I got a little worried about some side effects.They are the same side effects I brought to their attention when she went through the initial 30day IV phase.Her eyes were bothering her and she was getting headaches.As I read the insert in the box of her injection it sayd prior to taking the interfuron the patient should have an eye exam and if any eye problems occur during treatment to seek advice immediatly.So I called and wanted an appointment asap.Keep in mind that we told them bout eye problems before and they said it wa normal.So we go in to the doctor on 2-2-09 and of course the doctor doesnt even see her,he sends his assistant who I dont like anyway.She is the type that when you are talking she talks over you and has a way to make you feel 2 feet tall.Well she says she is worried and want Jess to STOP her interfuron until she sees an opthomologist and gets an MRI.So she goes and gets a card and had a dr's na

Screwup 1-12-09
Ok so Jess finally finished her first 30 days of treatment.This consisted of treatment everyday infused through her PICC line.Once the first 30 days were up they remove the PICC line and she takes he treatment via a pen shot on Mon,Wed,and Fridays. Soooo,we go in today for the treatment center to teach us about the home injections and to have her PICC line removed and as the IV team is removing it she says "well no wonder that was so easy,it's only a mid-line and not a PICC".I askd her what she meant and she said that a mid-line is not nearly as long as a PICC.When I told her Jess was to have a PICC she seemed concerned and was asking what Jess was having infused.Now I know sometimes I can overreact especially when it comes to my children,but I also know that I saw something by the expression on that womans face. Then her Dr and the treatment team came in with a cake and a certificate congradulating Jess on her first month being done(which I thought was very sweet).When her dr asked

Treatments Started 12-15-08
Well we started treatments last Monday.They told me Monday's will be the long days because they do the blood work every Monday to keep track and see how well the Interfuron is working.They told me this first month would be the hardest since she gets the Interfuron 5 days a week.Mainly the side effects are high fever,shakes,fatigue.Well out of the main side effects,Jess only had the fatigue and really bad headaches.Never did she get a temp above 100 and the doctors thought I was lying because the guarenteed me she would have the fever lol.I am thinking things are looking way better than expected.Til today! Today they did the lab work to compare it to last weeks base line.I can't type it all out but the results showed her white blood cells and platelets and about 5 other tests are wayyyyy below level.Now her immune system isn't working anywhere near what it should.When the nurse saw the results she said she was gonna have the doctor come and talk to us and that they would probably pos

Interfuron
So we went to Hillman Cancer Center today and the doctors say Jess will need to be on interfuron,a different type of chemo,for a year. With the interfuron there are less side effects.She wont lose her hair but she will have flu-like symptoms for a year.The symptoms will be at there worst for the first month. They will be surgically inserting a port sometime this week so they can start treaments on monday the 8th.I then have to take her to Hillman mon-fri to have the interfuron injected through the port. However after 30 days of this they remove the port and she will be able to have the injections 3 times a week at home for the next 11 months.This is actually the best way to go and Hillman is the best from what I have heard! Her doctor did also say that so far she is already 60% cured and that the interfuron will take that up to 85% cured Thanks again to all my friends who have kept her in their thoughts and prayers!!

My Three Wishes
My Three Wishes If I happened upon a lamp With a Genie hidden away inside As soon as the Genie was released I would speak my wishes for the Genie to abide My First wish would be for My Heart For I long for her touch once again To have her blood course though me Two become one heart and begin My Second Wish would be for My Angel That I could be her wings in flight As we fly in the Warm sun by day And land gently in each others arm at night My Third Wish would be for My Love That we would be always hand in hand That I would be her smile always That side by side we would stand Yes all three wishes are for one woman She is My Heart My Angel My Love She is the smile on my lips She is the woman I am always dreaming of I know some men would wish For fortune or fame or to rule as a King To live forever or have some kind of power Wasted wishes on material things I would rather have My One Special Gift The One who truly owns my heart She is most important and preciou

Qoutes To Think About
Women speak two languages - one of which is verbal. ~saying about meaningful friendship by William Shakespeare I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious. ~quote about Attitude by Albert Einstein Decide what you want, decide what you are willing to exchange for it. Establish your priorities and go to work. ~quotes on Self Improvement by H. L. Hunt

Vindicated.
A little known fun-fact about me is that I am one of six straight males in the Midwest who have impeccable, if not exquisite, taste in women's shoes. Today, an Italian professor put some science behind my near fetish. So a big thank you Dr. Curruto and to the world's best, not the finest, news source for providing some science behind my lust and for publicizing that science. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7225828.stm

My Shadow
My Shadow Left here formless and void To watch you live without me The torment of a love lost My death was unusually slow When I was finally released I thought so would the pain be Instead I carry it through eternity now Watching you love another My shapeless hands try to reach But they pass through Just as they did when I was alive Before I shed my mortal coil I thought I held to hope Once my light as extinguished I came to the grave discovery I was only holding a shadow Now I see the truth Watching you run to another You pass through me As I try to stand in front But into his arms you fall Watching your lips meet My heart enters a void That shadow you see In the corner of your eye The one that escapes view When you try to turn That is me my love The faint sounds of wailing Of a heartbreaking Of tears striking the ground That is me every moment It happened when I was alive But you turned a blind eye Now I am dead But still in my pain My Shadow W

Loving You In Silence
Loving You In Silence The day you told me you might leave I knew you were definitely gone I kept hanging on to a dream Holding out for the new dawn But like a shadow I cannot take hold The dream leaked through my fingers Mixed with my tears and blood But your scent still lingers As my heart freezes inside my chest My fantasy of you dries and withers As my spirit turns to stone again My life falls into to tiny slivers Have I smiled my last smile? Have I received my last touch from you? Have I lost the kiss I desperately need? Have I nothing left to prove? You have held all the power Keeping me as a future reliance Now all I can do is sit here Loving You In Silence

Too Funny
*laughs until she hurts* OKAY. My friend, who is slightly of kilter much like me, just asked me a very interesting question. Please, if you have an answer, leave it in a comment. If a pair of Siamese twins is making out, is it incest or self-gratification?

In A Box (palindrome)
In a Box In a Box There is me There is You Trapped inside Sharing our pain Living in our darkness Our history written in blood Our present written in loneliness Our future written in uncertainty Our present written in loneliness Our history written in blood Living in our darkness Sharing our pain Trapped inside There is You There is me In a Box

I'm Just Dying
I’m Just Dying Not that it will matter at all I’m Just Dying From your heart an endless fall I’m Just Dying As my voice grows even more quiet I’m Just Dying Loneliness is now my steady diet I’m Just Dying As I loose myself into pain I’m Just Dying Feeling like I’ve gone insane I’m Just Dying Your silence is not golden I’m Just Dying To an empty heart I am holding I’m Just Dying Watching my hope slip away I’m Just Dying Into the darkness of the day I’m Just Dying I wish that I was still living I’m Just Dying So many things I want to be giving I’m Just Dying But It’s not worth your acceptance I’m Just Dying And now on the other side of your fence I’m Just Dying

That All I Want.
I want someone to hold me when i'm feeling down. I want someone to protect me when I'm weak. I want someone to wipe my tears away and say i love you. I want someone to hold my hand and to kiss me under the stars. I want someone who will hold me when i'm scared. I want someone who is a hopeless romantic that will take me to pic-nic on the beach. I want someone who's smile makes me happy even though i'm broken. I want someone who will love me for me

If I Could
If I Could Watching the last bits die now Right before my eyes As my water losses it’s flow And the river of my life dries I thought I knew Love I can’t remember what it is to smile I have lost the taste sweetness Now everything tastes like bile What I would give up For one touch of your hand Just one last time My Love Before all the beauty becomes bland If a heart dies alone How long before another notices? If the body just walks the earth With a shattered soul in pieces What’s to stop it from fading to black If the will is lost in despair If what little strength is drained And a feeble mind no longer cares Then what’s to stop my death? Since I have cut off the world So into my darkened corner I dissolve Into a little ball I am curled Stuffing all the pain down Since there is nothing left that is good I know I should release myself I don’t know If I Could

I Can't Even Scream
I Can’t Even Scream!! Look at me now held down again by you On my knees which are on rough ground My eyes tormented face the dark sky As your hatred keeps me bound My mouth is gagged I thirst for water But poison from your cup is all I drink Your cruelty revealed once again My eyes so dry but I can not blink The cold steel blade that scrapes my throat May offer some sweet release from this In an instant my blood could flow Released into the spirit with death’s kiss But you will never let me go of my chains You think me your little toy of pleasure and pain I can not break free from your cold dead hand So I loose my soul to your Dark Reign What did I do to deserve this ungodly fate? This nightmare my waking dream I don’t know how I became ensnared I’ve lost my voice I can’t even Scream!!

The Hardest Road
The Hardest Road I can barely see the road ahead of me Rain pours down as I figured it would be Thunder and lightening strike all around I feel the hardness on my feet from this ground Many long hills to climb up and down The darkness of the clouds causing this long frown When the winds and rains are not pounding my skin The glaring sun like a desert seems to burn deep within I know this journey is all in my mind My hope is the end of this road true love I will find I see your face ahead of me your eyes are closed Your soft lips tightly together no emotions exposed I want to bring you home my one true love Right now though there is darkness below and above I want to protect you and keep you safe and warm I want to hold you close shelter you from the storm I will continue to dredge along carrying this heavy load For the greatest destination is reached on the hardest road

Why Men Don't Write Advice Columns
Why men don't write advice columns: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Walter, I hope you can help me here. The other day, I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't driven more than a mile down the road when the engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was in our bedroom with the neighbors' daughter. I'm 32, my husband is 34, and the neighbors' daughter is 22. We have been married for ten years. When I confronted him, he broke down and admitted that they had been having an affair for the past six months. I told him to stop or I'd leave him. He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has been feeling increasingly depressed and worthless. I love him very much, but ever since I gave him the ultimatum he has become increasingly distant. He won't go to counseling and I'

I Call It Frat Trap.
Living in a college town I have to come up with new and inventive ways to destroy the popped collar, spoiled frat boys that tend to roam the streets looking for whatever good times can be had. My latest invention: The Frat Trap. The premise is simple. I drive a somewhat nice car. With a very loud engine. It sounds mean, it is mean. They drive similar cars that their daddies bought them. However, time has taught me a lesson about driving my car. Speeding tickets are bad, being considered a "super speeder" is even worse. Drag racing, well that's just a no no. The goals and objective of the Frat Trap. 1. Identify preppy frat boy who wants to impress someone, show off, or just be a douche. 2. Identify they are in fact driving a car they think can race mine. 3. Rev my engine to 8.5 RPM's while stopped next to said frat boy at stop light. 4. Race him until the speed limit is reached. 5. Laugh as you throttle back, he zooms past you, and straight into the waiting arms of the two po

From My Grave
From My Grave The blood dries now Mixed with the earth My fingers cracked Another shovel of dirt Being swallowed Here in my grave Reaching my hand I am deaths slave You sit up on high Watching me rot My tongue burned and dry Covered in little black spots Each black spot A scar from trying to love Trying to reach you but You kept yourself high above The demons laugh They torment my soul Another piece rots away I have lost all control Still you sit and watch As my body shakes Violently torn to shreds Broken heart in the wake Being with you Would have been my Heaven Being without now my Hell From your sight I am driven

Filling This Book
Filling This Book I tuck my thoughts in its pages Almost locking them in cages Pouring out my heart for you Leaving a simple trail of clues Desperate to lead your heart to mine Then binding tight this books spine Embracing your body forever Chasing this lovers endeavor Wings of My Gorgeous Angel spread Across the night sky we sped Resting in our castle on mountain high Wanting to catch every tear from your eye Holding your love precious and near Protecting your soul casting out the fear Like honey so sweet your taste is The mysteries of passion hidden in your kiss Your ware’s a gift I wish to receive My heart I will wear upon my sleeve Each pen stroke brings more thoughts The holes in my heart you filled the spots I pray your eyes grace these words Leave me a sign that I rest assured Someday your pen’s ink mixed with mine Live according to nature’s design

Come With Me
Come With Me My Angel I beg you Please come with me I have a place set aside Where our hearts roam free The trees sing to us The wind carries our soul The grass is soft and lush I want to make you whole I will try to paint the image That you may see and know In this wide open space We have freedom to grow I lay myself bare Lay my whole being at your feet Nothing do I hide from you Beside you I take my seat I wish to be the man in your eyes I wish to be the song in your spirit I wish to be the strength in your stride I wish to be the words when your ears hear it My Angel are my words lost? Do they not reach you anymore? Are they drowned out? Or have you finally closed the door?

Vicks Vaporub
Vicks Vapor Rub(not just for your chest anymore!) During winter colds and coughs when we had a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Some of us have used Vicks Vaporub for years but had never heard of this. It is supposed to work 100% of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child or adult, put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition it is extremely soothing and comforting and they will sleep soundly. I heard the head of the Canada Research Council describe these findings on the part of their scientists when they were investigating the effectiveness and usag

As I Lay Me Down To Sleep
As I lay Me Down to Sleep I think of the prayer my mother used to recite Whenever I was scared in the still of the night She would comfort me with words O’ so kind Praying for protection for body soul and mind But now I am cast out into the darkness For I followed the call of sin that harkens Transformed forever into something hideous Ensnared by deceit O’ so insidious I have lost the beauty of my youth All because I foolishly strayed from truth Now I have no-one to comfort me in the dark Now my souls fire is loosing it’s spark

Ahhh, To Be Six Again....
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and

Always The One
Always The One Always the one who has to let go Always the one who is pushed away Always the one who is rejected Always the one who is in last place Always the one who is just an option Always the one who is cut in the heart Always the one who is loosing his soul Always the one who is loosing his love Always the one who is loosing his heart Always the one who is sent to the corner Always the one who is winding up Alone

Signs Lol
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: 'Dr. Jones, at your cervix.' ************************** In a Podiatrist's office: 'Time wounds all heels.' ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck: Yesterday's Meals on Wheels ************************** On a Plumber's truck: 'We repair what your husband fixed.' ************************** On another Plumber's truck: 'Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber.' ************************** On a Church's Bill board: '7 days without God makes one weak.' ************************** At a Tire Store 'Invite us to your next blowout.' ************************** On an Electrician's truck: 'Let us remove your shorts.' ************************** In a Non-smoking Area: 'If we see smoke, we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action.' ************************** On a Maternity Room door: 'Push. Push. Push.' ************************** At an Optometrist's Office: 'If you don't see

Another Poem Called ~*memories*~
Memories by Maria Byrne Weakness, A feeling experienced, Again and again, No running away, But to chase, And Follow the heart, Because that's where, The weakness lies, From broken hearts, That have not yet healed, And visible scars, Portray the patterns, That once were, And from the heart, Seep to the mind, Which seek pictures, Visual feelings, Emotions, More than just a picture, But of the memories, Long since gone, Only in the hearts, Will those memories stay, And I know, I will never forget, Memories are all that's left.

Slow Dance
Slow Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short.. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running

Slip, Slipping
Slip, slipping into consciousness lying in bed Wondering, wondering… Understanding not, for the night has passed. Left tired from a toss and turn not knowing. What is it that differs from other days passed? What is it that dominates my feelings, My thoughts, My inner being, my mind? I lift up from bed to enter my day, walking, Floating, my feet 12 inches off the floor. Warmth, kindness, passion and joy Fill my being with comfort. Still feeling, still seeing, still experiencing The touch, the softness, the taste, the scent. My body screaming and my mind at calm. What is it that dominates my mind today? These feelings are new… No, no, These feelings are old, familiar, Coming from a time long forgotten. A time and feelings thought lost. Anxious to learn, eager for more. I am ready to experience what has overcome, Overtaken, consumed my body, my mind. A night passed, a choice made. Respect and Honor still in place, still in waiting. Something done right, someth

My Health
"Why am I in the hospital?" I started to get really sick in August of 2007. After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis. The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor. Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline. After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted into the hospital in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the hospital, I have been undergoing radiation therapy. These treatments have caused a number of side effects. The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia. Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso! It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think. I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had. I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major respirat

Words Flow
Words usually so easy to flow, but today not so much so. Thoughts racing, memories chasing, feelings on hold. What is this that plagues my way? Keeping me from being able to Write what I want to say. Many lives lived, many hats worn. Why do I sit here feeling so torn? Confusion? Not most likely so. Disillusioned? Never that path Again will I go. Changes are coming as is written before. Never did I expect to be so hungry for more. So much has been seen, so much to share, But never to you would I ever compare Realizing again, today will soon be tomorrow. Time not to sit and look back in sorrow. Life is my text book which is always open. The world is the classroom where I set my Mind to always be open to things that I see And others that can be hard to perceive. Things to be seen, experienced and learned. So much to share, so much I have worked for So much I have eagerly earned. When I open myself and share my words, Don’t be afraid of me, but experience my Though

Princess Leia Bully
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This Old Body
Creaking and popping, having trouble walking, This old friend broken and tattered with pieces scattered. Abused and pushed, and a few times crushed. Many times taken for granted. This old body. May times taken to it’s limits, Then reaching inside and finding more From within it Tired and times almost dead, Yet still today able to climb out of bed. Moaning and groaning, dealing with the pain. What was I thinking, was I truly insane? Abused and drugged, wanting to be hugged Tired of living so hard, every day painfully bugged. This old body. I have come upon a choice, call it my inner voice. Hoping it is not too late, how many years left Two, three maybe eight. I’ve decided on surgery to help this old friend. My gift to you is to be easier to bend. No more medications to fakely gain. No more smiling and hiding the pain. Sorry my friend for being so relentless. Some day soon to be able to move With a smile and a little more effortless. This old body

Tested By Fire
Am I to be tested by fire? Tempered, as steel, to forge the keener blade Can I possibly survive? Emerge from the flame Purified Purged Is such searing necessary? Must all that I am (or thought I was) Be melted to the core And poured out Liquefied Molten Am I to be totally recast? Refashioned at the anvil by heavy handed blows So unyielding that I require This violent a process Hammered Pounded I would choose a milder makeover The gentler touch Of potter to the clay The subtle training Of gardener to the vine Is the smithy to be my only master? If this is the form of refashioning I truly require Then I shall try to endure Hopefully Gratefully Shall I be made more worthy? I ask only that the process leave me bettered By whatever bellows and blows Keener blade Finer mettle Stronger Truer Brighter Tested by the Fire

Waiting For The Sun To Rise
Dark stale night, Waiting for the sun to rise. Sleep is just a dream, Awake for my Nightmare. Ready for another day, Waiting for the sun to rise. Another day begins as I remember the day past. What is it all for? What reason do I endure? I walk with wonder From day to day, Thinking too much, Trying to belong. Waiting for the sun to rise. Come on this day For me to embrace. Don't look back into the darkness, But, embrace the new day as I would a loved one. Waiting for the sun to rise. This is my gift. This is my nightmare. This is my life. Embrace it!

Why Am I Still Single?
This blog will pin-point why I hate relationships and I think it is nothing more than a big source of un-needed drama. I am now 28, and I do own my own home. I pay my own bills and I try to be everything that I could be to everyone that I consider my friend. But the funny thing is that I simply cannot be anything more than friends with anyone. I am either too young, or I don't have a car,or any number of vast other reasons. I am always being told that I am a wonderful friend and that I am very special to someone. But it hurts to sit and watch EVERYONE ELSE getting into relationships and being able to hold someone close at night. To be able to see that my heart will always feel this empty no matter how hard I try. I have some of the worlds most wonderful friends and I will risk nothing to lose those friendships. All I am saying is that I want to simply have someone in my heart and in my life who will be just as special to me as I am to them in a romantic sence. I am not just about se

Alone
Lonliness, a thought, a feeling or an emotion? What is this that haunts me? No one here to laugh at my jokes. No one here to comfort my fears. Bodies all around me talking, stating thier coments. Bodies all around, but no one to hold my hand. What do I do, where do I go? What do I say to the feelings that rain upon? All that is familiar around me, but all that I don't understand. Why, What for, How come must I endure? Another day passes. Another day in my life gone by, all alone. How many days are left? I am right here! Please, make your way and I will be right here waiting for you.

Thoughts
The end is drawing near, You must start understanding. I'll clear you a path, In order to give you a clear landing. I got my mind out of the gutter, I gave my thoughts a cleansing. I give you all of my mind, yet still you aren't listening. Giving up is a good idea, But I don't want to go blank. For all of my morbid thoughts, I have you all to thank. You give me such an inspiration, I can't even begin to describe. If this was mid evil times, I think the only thing I'd be is a scribe. Do you love it of hate it, I don't think you believe in, What I have just stated, You are all going to burn for sin. Wether it is sins of the flesh, I don't know the answer yet. I don't think that I can, Start to forgive or regret. All of the things that I've done, I did it all in fun. But some things may get evil, Maybe, perhaps I am really the devil. The avid unbeliever, The true deceiver. Where as you are the receiver, I happen to be the dealer. Of th

Losing My Whole World
I met this amazing man and started to fall in love with him. Well once again ive been proven im unloveable. It looks like im losing him already. I dont want to he is my whole world. I just dont know what to do to keep him. Everytime I fall in love it ends badly. But this time I thought it was different. I felt something different with this man then I ever have with any other man before. We have so many things in common. Ive even stayed up late to talk to him. My body cant handle it like it use to be able to. But he is totally worth it I dont regret any lost sleep because it was spent getting to know him better. I would do anything to protect him and to show him how much he means to me. He is the sweetest most romantic man I've ever met. He makes me feel more special then any man ever has. I dont know what I will do if I lose this man. I really wish I knew what to do to keep him. I've been saying hes my whole world my heart. I meant it every single time. Ive never meant it more then I

St. Patrick's Day Auction
I'M UP FOR AUCTION :p YUP, you heard correct MMMMHMMMM... THE RUMORS ARE TRUE BID TODAY!! YOU THINK YOU CAN OWN ME? COME GET ME! WHEN YOU GO TO CLICK TO BID ALSO CLICK THE YELLOW LINK UNDER THE PIC TO VIEW CURRENT BIDS WITH BABY'J'S NEW CODING AUCTION ENDS MARCH 16TH AT 9PM FU-TIME

More Words Of A Madman
I am sitting in my own blasphemes, Looking at all of my catastrophes. I don't want to keep on sinning, However I have to keep on living. You see to live is evil, And evil is people. People are sinners. Yet people are believers. I accept if I'm wrong I shall burn, I merely sit here and wait for my turn. I preach out my lesson, yet none of you learn. I have given up on you it seems. You can't give up your silly dreams. I'll murder your mind if you'd give me a chance. For talking to me may just be your final dance. I wish to give you all my mind. But the message none seem to find. Maybe it isn't them who are lost, Maybe my victory is Perice, at to great a cost? I have chosen my fate. it is all to late. I'm going to end this all. I have finally started to......FALL!

Different Than You, I Am Me
Different Than You, I Am Me Climbing out of bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. No one to impress, I just get dressed. Different than you, I am me. Walking on the beach, Hearing the Sea Gulls screech. Different than you, I am me. Life in my perception No exception. Different than you, I am me. Watching others As they Walk by, Wondering what for And why. Different than you I am me Dreams and passion, No need for fashion. Different than you, I am me. Seeing something more Behind every door. Different than you, I am me. Accepting God, Being no fraud Different than you, I am me. Walking through the park, It is getting dark. Different than you, I am me. Wanting to be like you, No thanks, I like my shoe Different than you, I am me. Climbing into bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. Perception, Deception, Hatred and Love. Obsession, Affliction, Push and Shove. Impressions, Relations, Accep

Pics
I think its a load of crap that people can have pictures of legs on here and not get marked NSFW yet I load a tasteful one with legs and some whino marks it NSFW. If you dont like the pics then don't look at them instead of running to fubar bouncers to report peoples photos

Welcome Back To Danger!!!
???????? ÐÁÑGÊR ??????M@ fubar COULD EVERYONE PLEASE KEEP DANGER'S PICS RE-RATED, SHE ONLY HAS 31 AT THIS TIME, PLEASE HELP HER LEVEL UP! HER ASSHAT EX DELETED HER ACCOUNT, SO SHE LOST IT ALL....

Super Bowl Seat
A Steeler fan had 50 yard line tickets for the Super Bowl. As he sits down, a man comes down and asked the man if anyone is sitting in the seat next to him. "No", he said, "the seat is empty". "This is incredible", said the man. "Who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the Super Bowl, the biggest sport event in the world, and not use it?" Somberly, the man says, "Well...the seat actually belongs to me. I was supposed to come here with my wife, but she passed away. This is the first Super Bowl we have not been together since we got married in 1967. " "Oh I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But couldn't you find someone else - a friend or relative or even a neighbor to take the seat?" The man shakes his head, "No. They're all at the funeral. "

Again...i Don't Know
My heart's beating so fast I don't know if I'm going to last Running down this road of confusion Wondering how to rid of the delusion Of this life I lead Will I ever get a head o the stampede What am I supposed to see What am I missing Give me a clue A sign A brief moment of intelligence Clarity Is what I search for the hardest To get a hold of the emotions And to kick out the constant thoughts Of anxiety Can I How will I Ever survive Surrounded by nothing but lies No one wants to step up Or keep it real Never can we own up to how we really feel Afraid to hurt Afraid to scar Afraid to accept who we really are Find one Forget the rest Then it's all really put to the test Can you stay loyal While being happy Or do you end up disregarding All past memories For a future unknown

Divorce Vs.murder
A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. "You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

Example 1
I can't stand your lies I can't stand your life I'm sick of being fooled I'm sick of never knowing what's right You won't get inside now You won't know who I am I'll never help you now I'll never make it alright You've ruined everything now You've done the worst you could do I never saw it coming I never thought you were that kind of guy My heart is breaking now My head doesn't understand why But I'll take you back anyway But I'm sure you won't come running So goodbye quick romance So farewell to one great chance...

P.i.m. Poetry In Motion
Poetry in motion is where you have a list of words and you come up with a poem. This were done in 2005 but I loved the imagery in some so I figured I'd share. Uncle Willie 11-16-05 A rememberance of lost love: Uncle Willie in baggy tweed mindless eyes forgotten timeless ethics keys of steps fractured on rememberance of his love Ruth Natures Song 10-29-05 use your own imagery When a child blossoms The soft breathe of love Life's memories appear hopeful In Natures Song Tears Surface 10-27-05 Moments of unwanted tears surface come unnoticed as depths weaken Beyond live details happening still resurrected once reached Savoring Love 9-13-05 Feelings that can show through; Always embracing your tears Beyond the loneliness Your hearts desire unlocked a warm, soft touch of love I have almost a hole book of these but I don't want to bore ya :0) 3 of these P.I.M. won me money on poetry.com which at one time was a free sie, now you have to pay

Single Mother Needing Help!!!!!
Hello, I am a single parent with three children. My oldest son is 5years old and in kindergarten. My other son is two years old and my daughter is one year old.My two boys have been diagnosed with ADHD, but my oldest son had surgery on February 3,2009 on his right leg. This is his second surgery on his right leg. He wears a brace call an AFO with a pelvic strap that is connected to a wister cable that can be adjusted when need to be.He also wears a brace on his right hand. My son had a prenatal stroke before he was born. His father is in jail in Va. My other two children's father wants to throw myself and my children out in the street.He doesn't care if we have aplace to stay or anything to eat.He's mentally and emotionally abusive to me. I love my children with all my heart.I need help very badly in getting into an apartment or house.Any type of assistance would be very much appreciated; because right now the only income I have is my oldest son get a disability check on the first of

Where I Belong:
You belong to S.Korea You were just getting back to a normal cycle of eating when a group of people came up to you and said that you were too different than they were, so you could no longer visit the beach. You'll probably miss the beach, and you're still kind of hungry, but ironically you cook for lots of rich people in other places who think your food is excellent, but won't let you eat it yourself. You are revered in the Caribbean, though, which counts for something.

Take Me As I Am
Take me as i am the girl how has tear stanes on my checks The girl how has scears form a borken heart form so many men that have hurt me. The girl how has hide for all to all. Would you take me as i am are would you run like all the rest have?

Thank You Cynzdreams
LETS ALL GET THIS WONDERFUL MAN TO DISCIPLE HES A LITTLE OVER 500K AWAY AND HES RUNNING AUTO 11'S SHOW HIM SOME OF THE LOVE HE SHOWS ALL OF US ~Brian™~Owned by~ CynzDreams ~@ fubar MUCH LOVE TO YA "B" ~CynzDreams~Owned By SouthernOutlawBiker!@ fubar (repost of original by ' ~CynzDreams~Owned By SouthernOutlawBiker!' on '2009-02-16 19:39:04')

What Do I Do With This?
DEAR BLOG IM WRITING IN UR BULLSHIT PAGES BECAUSE MY FRIENDS ARE CRAZIER THAN I AM THEY THINK IF I CAN WRITE THIS DOWN THEN IT WILL HELP ME GET OVER IT. I MEET A GUY I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT LIVE OFER 2000 MILES AWAY AND YET COULD STILL HAVE THE POSSBILTY OF LOVE AND WHAT DO, I OF COURSE DO WHAT I AM GOOD AT FUCK IT UP LIKE I DO EVERY RELANTIONSHIP BUT I THINK THIS ONE MEANT SOMETHING DIFFRENT BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE OFER THE INTENET AND I DID SO NOW I HAVE TO FIND AWAY TO MOVE ON AND GET OVER IT WOW NOW THAT IS SO MUCH EASIER SAID THEN DONE ISNT IT GET OVER IT LOL IF IT WAS THAT SIMPLY I WOULDNT BE WRITING THIS IN HERE NOW WOULD I .I HAVE HONESTLY SAY THAT DRAMA CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE U ARE.

It's Extreme!
Strolling down the street in Caye Caulker, Belize, J and I saw a sign for "EXTREME snorkeling!" How, pray tell, does one make snorkeling extreme? J suggested, "Well, they could pour cupfuls of blood onto the snorkelers." For the last several weeks, J has been sewing. What we call "extreme" sewing, as he is stitching leather by hand. He just finished his two pre-trip projects: a camera bag for his Nikon D-90 and a small messenger bag. Both are sewn from a wonderful, soft, thick black leather. Neither project resulted in much spilled blood. Today we went to the leather store (in the leather district) to purchase accoutrements for one of the bags. While there, I was checking out the sale-priced leather. I found an earthy green hide that I couldn't resist. Granted, I have no idea how to sew leather, but J has promised to teach me. I'm now the proud owner of an entire cow hide. Over 49 square feet of soft buttery fleshiness. I could clothe a small family in green leather

Annabelle Lee; Edgar Allen Poe
It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love - I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulcher In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me Yes! that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. But our love was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we Of many

The Box, By Abercrombie Lascelles
Once upon a time, in the land of Hush-A-Bye, Around about the wondrous days of yore, They came across a kind of box Bound up with chains and locked with locks And labeled "Kindly do not touch; it's war." A decree was issued round about, and all with a flourish and a shout And a gaily colored mascot tripping lightly on before. Don't fiddle with this deadly box,Or break the chains, or pick the locks. And please don't ever play about with war. The children understood. Children happen to be good And they were just as good around the time of yore. They didn't try to pick the locksOr break into that deadly box. They never tried to play about with war. Mommies didn't either; sisters, aunts, grannies neither 'Cause they were quiet, and sweet, and pretty In those wondrous days of yore. Well, very much the same as now, And not the ones to blame somehow For opening up that deadly box of war. But someone did. Someone battered in the lid And spilled the insides out across the fl

Caa #86
Another one close to home. A dear friend of mine lost his wife's grandmother on Friday. He is a good friend and coworker. Let's send all the angel prayers of love, healing and comfort to him and his family in this time of there need. Love, Doc

Auto 11's Running 2/16-2/17 -10k/100 Rates...read Blog Or Bully
I am running my auto 11 at 3pm fu time/5 CST/6 EST tonight, Monday. I will pay 10k/100 rates on the following folders... Please leave a comment on the last picture of the of the folders. Then PM me with the total amount of pictures you rated when you are done rating. Please feel free to rate as much as you want, but the above folders are all that I am payin on. Carebear@ fubar

Made By Jade Roes
CLICK ON HIS PICTURE BELOW TO SHOW HIM LUV- RATE ADD FAN BLING ETC......... VENGEFUL ANGEL IS THE DIRTY DIAMOND OF THE WEEK WANNA JOIN?,CLICK HERE!! (repost of original by ' Jade_Rose_Forever ~*MNGR OF BETRAYED SOULS LOUNGE*~' on '2009-02-16 18:59:23')

Nerve Damage
iam going to have SURGERY on Thursday the 19th on my elbow and left hand what i want to no if any one ever had it happen to them if so how did it turn out for them iam not scared i just never had it done before and would not want to lose the use of my left hand

Armstrong's Bike Stolen After Race
Quote: "LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- A one-of-a-kind bicycle belonging to U.S. cycling legend Lance Armstrong was stolen from a team truck in California just hours after he rode it Saturday on the first day of a nine-day race. Lance Armstrong's bike was stolen after he competed in the first day of the Amgen Tour of California. Cancer survivor and seven-time Tour de France champion Armstrong is racing in the Amgen Tour of California this week as he attempts another comeback after retiring..."

If You Are Good Enough For Kari !!!
Alot of you seem to want Kari. Just to let you know she loves me and I trust her 100% as she does me. So hear you go is your chance to find out. If maybe you are her type. Answer all questions send Chris a private message or leave a comment. 1. size? 2. how long can you last? 3. how long did it take you to find this? 4. What would your last girl you were with rate you 1 to 10? 5. DO you think Chris will say yes? 6. Are you respectful? 7. How many times can you cum in a setting? 8. Do you follow directions good? 9. How many times will she cum befor u? If you pass this test a 2nd will be sent to you.

My Sissy In Law
well seem the grim reaper has taken someone close to me yet again my best friend and my sis in law was ripped away from me she was my age we went to school together grew up together and when i found out she was marrying my step bro iwas so happy she died of a heart attack and left behind not only a loving hubby my bro matt but a sweet heart of a son noah who just turned 2 now looking back i wish i made the time to go see them spend time with them instead of us both saying yeah wouldnt it be great if we got together like the old days but we both had our lives to live it saddens me and breaks my heart to loose such a wounderfull friend as missy plz keep Matt & noah and her rents in your thought and prayers hug your loved one a lil longer and a lil tighter tonight cuz in a blink of an eye they could be gone R.I.P. Missy i love you girl and i hope you will be waiting for me at the gates

How I Expect My Wife To Be Treated:
You are to speak to her like you would a lady, Because she is one! Do not use her or think of her as your sexual object/ toy Kari is very open and honest- PLEASE be the same Please treat her like you would expect someone to treat your mom/sis/daughter If she is full of drinks- you can send her a gift she loves those and it doesn't bother me Don't get pissed off at her if she doesn't get back to you right away- Kari has things to do away from the computer- She has a life - But her friends are very important to her We will let you know if we want to Yahoo, IM, let you in our private pics etc.. If you want to be a Rude Ass come find me or just leave us alone THANK YOU CHRIS

Caa #85
Another close to home, a dear friend, angel and sister to me lost a close friend today. The friend was being a good Samaritan when they got the call home to God. Let us pray for all their friends and family in this time of their grief and send angel love, prayer and support to them. Love, Doc

Caa #85
This one is personal dear angels. Just got email from my mom and her brother-in-law, has had the lung cancer has come back with a vengeance. He is in hi second of three chemo's and hopefully it will put it into submission. He has had a good life, being able to serve as a police officer and sheriff and is now retired. Please send plenty of angel love, healing, support and prayer for him. God bless you Uncle Lenny, I admire you and respect you. Get well! Love, Doc

I Don't Feel Like I Fet In
I feel like am not welcome where i work some people say hi but when i talk everyone ignores me like not even there. Why do i feel like this?? I feel like am not gd enough be apart of that lounge, so weird everyone loved me was happy when came in there when wasent staff not that i am ive noticed everyone treats me different! I feel like there pushing me way, maybe this was bad idea after all...~sighs~

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 2-16-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 2-16-09 Dj_Lette Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Amanda/Dj_Lette Birthday: 05/18/84 Zodiac Sign: Taurus Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: None at the moment Piercings: Yes *Favorites* Color: Hot Pink Season: Fall Day Of Week: Friday Animal: Eagle Flower: Lily of the Valley *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yeppers Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yeppers Smiled For No Reason?: Yeppers Sat On Your Rooftop?: Yeppers *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: IPoD XBox 0R PS2?: PS2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Sausage,Mushroom,Onion,&Xtra Cheese Your Fears?: Losing the people I love most in my life Your Weakness?: Sexy Women/Men Do

New Tattoo.
yes, I got my third one on V-Day...and no, it wasn't the entry posted earlier. That one as a back piece would have run me about $4K...money i care not to spend right now, so I got this instead. Still a tribute to the book, but in a slightly different way. It reads as follows. "Ziiju nil riem yu. Ziiju nil fierria." translation: "Sleep well my angel. Sleep well tonight." Enjoy.

We've Got Some Celebrating To Do
WE'VE GOT SOME CELEBRATING TO DO......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU!! PLEASE DROP BY THEIR PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LUV!! R/A/F IF YA HAVEN'T ALREADY AND FRIEND REQUEST THEM, THEY'RE ALL GREAT PEOPLE TO KNOW FEBRUARY 18TH S/M/O/K/E/Y~T/H/E~B/E/A/R/...aka smokescreener@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH DIAMOND{"GREETER@FORBIBBEN}@MEMBER OF THE DIRTY DIAMOND CREW}@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH DJ Cali Bitch Staff @ Dollhouse@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH GYPSYLORD@ fubar FEBRUARY 20TH Cbear (sign my guestbook plz)

Sbg; Your Cure To The Monday Blues; Feb. 16th Edition
Do You Have Monday Blues? Are your wondering what to do on a Monday? Do you want to rate but don't want to go through the BORED board? Are you tired of only rating only ezrate pics? Well, here is something different, fun, and exciting! SARGE'S BAD GIRLS The BEST bad girls you will ever meet! A listing at your fingertips of beautiful women with great pics. And of course the man that made it all possible. (He has folders of some of our best pics!) Give these bad girls a good old fashioned fu-spanking and don't forget to thank the man that made it all possible. Fan - Rate - Friend - Bling - Comment! You won't regret it! ***SBGs*** You Should Be Rating The SBG picture folders of Sarge and the Top Five SBGs (Up To 25 Mandatory) in this Bulletin/Blog. Next Monday These Top Five Will Be On The Bottom Of The List. All SBGs .. please comply! Sarge's Bad Girls

Broken Pieces
So yea being too nice and sweet just sux. Got my heart broken once again can't seem to get anything right not here and not in the real world. I'm so tired of all this crap I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm the one just standing on the outside watching everything happen for everyone else but me. I feel so alone in a sea of friends and family. I don't know how much more I can take anymore. This is why I stay single because thier just isn't anyone for me out there. If there was I think I would of found them by now. well thanks for reading to those who did and thanks to those who showed me love while I was feeling so sad.

March '09
Join The Party! March 20th AND March 21st! Fu Party in Rowlett, Texas! You get TWO clubs for the price of one! Weekends for those wanting to rock the night away, AND The Crazy Horse Saloon for those who want to two-step! Price? There is NO cover charge! We had a blast the last two parties we had! Check out party pics below and on many of our pages. Let Blueroses or Tulsa's Angel know if you will be able to attend! Those Attending This Affair: Debbie ~Blueroses~ Barbara from Tulsa ღTulsa's Angelღ Amber Sexy Green Eyes ~ Shari ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â Beth From Ohio ♥ ÐJ ÇÚÐÐLÊ GØÐÐÊ§§ ♥ Bonnie from Oklahoma ÐJWîççâ Dale *Phantom*

Dragon Riderz Is Giveing Away An Auto 11 Bling
DRAGON RIDERZ IS HOLDING A CONTEST THE 500TH PERSON TO SUBSCRIBE AND THE PERSON WHO INVITED THEM WILL EACH RECIEVE AN AUTO 11 BLING.....WERE DRAWING VERY CLOSE TO THE END AND I WOULD LOVE TO WIN THIS SO COME STOP ON BY AND TEAM UP WITH ME AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN WIN THIS PLZ BE SURE TO TELL THEM MIZZ MURDER SENT YOU SO SHE GETS CREDIT FOR IT

Current Giveaways
20k comments for 3-month VIP Currently at 10,171 comments (+590) AUTO-11 BLING; LAST ONE TO BE AWARDED AT 50K COMMENTS! ALMOST THERE!!! Currently at 47,020 comments (+1,371) I am suggesting that the 2 ga's above be finished first.....bombing is such a pain, and such slow going right now that I really think it is too much trouble to bother with the 2 bling ga's unless you just want to bomb them...if we ever finish these two, we will finish the two small bling giveaways.

Poem
The Scene There was an emptiness inside me that burned Nothing could quench it no matter where I turned There had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be whole I knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss You gave me a safeword and pushed me to use it Your teeth bit hard on my nipple but did not abuse it You proved to me that in You I could trust And in me grew a deep devotion and lust Bent over Your knees with my eyes shut tight Y

Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You
NSFW NSFW i come back to 15 of my pictures marked at 2 of my FUCKING blogs FUCKING gone FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK im done with this piece of shit site and the idiots on it and in case you missed it FUCK

Men And Women (a Friend Wrote This)
Many people have questioned preference my in women. Wondering what is it that like, what catches my eye and what turns me on. Well although that sounds like a easy answer, its not. It is as perplex as understanding how the pyramids were constructed. I am attracted to several things depending on the woman. There is nothing more attractive than confidence, personality and intelligence. A woman with a strong mind is a great thing. And even greater than that is a woman with a strong mind and nice curves. Some people may say that looks is not everything and physical attraction is superficial. I say; maybe thats right for what motivates them. But as for me, I have to have a woman that is pleasing to my eye. I want to be attractive to that woman when she is sleep, when she is just waking up and on her worst day. Now that doesn't mean she has to be what america has deemed as being pretty but she has to be what I like. It's not just about the size of her backsi

My Pics
OK SEXY FRIENDS.. IM LETTING U KNOW I GOT ONE MORE FULL DAY... B4 I GO INTO KNEE SURGERY.. SO PICS WELL BE DELAYED FOR A BIT UNTIL I HEAL.. SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME.. AND STILL RATE ALL THE PICS I HAVE HERE NOW.. I LUV ALL OF MY SEX FRIENDS... MUAH.. AND KEEP ME IN UR PRAYERS.. PLZ

Iowa's~katelynn Stinnett National Memorial Ride
* *****Iowa's~Katelynn Stinnett National Memorial Ride** *Created By: njoyzridin* of Bikerornot.com Start Date: 6/13/2009* End Date: 6/13/2009* Start City/State/Zip: Cedar Rapids, IA 52401 **This ride is part of a National Child Abuse Awareness Ride that is being held on the same day in different states across the U.S. The goal is to have each state represented and if successful it will be the first time a ride like this has ever been done.The ride was started as a Memorial Ride in rememberance of Katelynn Stinnett. A 2 yr old little girl who was violently raped,sodomized and beaten. She had to have over 400 staples & stiches in her groin from the rapes, almost every bone in her body was broke and her skull was crushed. Little Katelynn passed away Dec 3, 2008 from her injuries. I have volunteered to co-ordinate the Memorial Ride here for Iowa.The mission for this national ride is to bring awareness to child abuse across our nation and help raise money for this cause. All monies raised

Club Mystic Member List
imikimi - Customize Your World! FAITH'S ACCOUNT APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN HACKED, THE ONLY THING SHE IS ABLE TO DO FROM HER ACCOUNT IS FU-MAIL... PLZ RATE ALL OF MERLYN'S PICS THIS WEEK, WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEVEL HIM! PLZ PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU FINISH RATING HIS PAGE, I WILL LET YOU KNOW THE SITUATION ON FAITH...SHE MAY HAVE TO DELETE HER PAGE! I HAVE MOVED MEMBERS WHO ARE NOT BOMBING TO INACTIVE LIST....THERE ARE A COUPLE MORE THAT I PROBABLY SHOULD PUT THERE, BUT THESE TWO MEMBERS ARE THE FIRST TO RESPOND WHENEVER I ASK FOR HELP! BUT EVERYONE SHOULD TRY TO BOMB AT LEAST A LIL BIT EVERY DAY... I AM TRYING TO GET JOHNNY TO LET US RATE PICS INSTEAD OF BOMBING...WAITING TO HEAR BACK FROM HIM POINT INCREASES ARE FROM 2/10 - 2/16 PLEASE LET ME KNOW AT LEAST 24 HOURS BEFORE YOU PLAN TO ACTIVATE AN AUTO-11 SO THAT I CAN PIMP YOU OUT! PLEASE STAY AWARE OF HP AND MY STATUS MESSAGES, IT WILL HELP US ALL A LOT! THANKS! I AM STILL EXTREMELY ILL, AND NOT ONLINE A LOT, PM IS T

Goin To State Baby!!
tate bound! Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Feb 16, 2009 Missouri Class 4? No sweat. Wrestling in the state’s largest class for the first time, Lebanon placed fifth in the 13-team meet and will send its largest class of state qualifiers in 12 seasons to Columbia. Six Yellowjackets qualified for the state tournament at the District 3 meet on Saturday in Jefferson City. Justin Britt (285 pounds), Trevor Byrd (215), Zach Drinkall (189), Austin Brawner (145), Tyler Zimemrman (140) and Kyle Hansen (125) placed in the top four and will compete at the state meet on Thursday in Columbia. “We went to seed meetings thinking we would get three or four (state qualified),” Roark said. “We pulled off six, and we could have had a couple more.” Lebanon last sent as many as six wrestlers to state in 1996. The Yellowjackets had a total of 31 state qualifiers in a four-year span from 1992-1993 to 1995-1996, including nine in 1994, and eight in both 1995 and 1996. Justin

Come Own A Bala!!
Come bid on me and own Your very own bala for the month!! Here is what you would get! Fu bucks bids * Owned by added to my name (1 month* * rate all pics and stash during HH* * SFW Salute* * 2 tricked out photoshop pictures* * get you sh*tfaced once a week* Real money bids (VIP,blast,bling) * Yim ID* * Access to nsfw pics* * NSFW salute* * Photo shoot for my owner (no money shot)* * Added to top family for a month* Simple click the picture link and Your on Your way to own Your own bala its that easy!! [ fubar.com photo: 3420452438 ]

Hosting My First Auction
=== 'DRAGONATIC~DJ~DRAGONATIC ~' DRAGONATIC'S AUCTION IS ON!!!!!!!!! STARTING: MONDAY FEB.16 AT 8:00 PM EST. ENDING: TUESDAY MARCH 17 AT 8:00 PM EST. ID LIKE TO MAKE THIS A HUGE SUCESS!!!!!! SO COME BID ON YOUR FAVORITE THEY ARE OFFERING SOME GOOD THINGS!!!!!

John Bobbit's Dick
Lorraina Bobbit was really very upset at the actions of her husband so she cut off his penis. Below is the part of the story that you may not have heard yet.... After she cut his dick off, she left the house with his cock in hand. She got in her car and headed down the highway. Realizing what she had done, and realizing that she still had the swollen bloody cock of her husband in her hand, she tossed it out the window. The penis flew out and was taken by the wind. It hit the windshield of the truck that was behind her. Inside the truck, there were two rednecks that were in from a hunting trip. As the cock hit the window one turns to the other and says, "Hey Billy Ray..." "What Cletus?" "You see the size o' the dick on that bug?"

It's Because Of Her
It's because of her I am so full of hate. Waiting for the day I come home to get my revenge. No one knows how much pain I went through because of her. I gave you ALL of my heart! And I am not gunna remain silent about this anymore. It's because of her I can't live a normal life. It's because of her I am depressed. I am so over her, but not over the fact that she got away with what she did to me. My life is getting worse because of her. No one understands and tells me to let it go. I can't until I put my mind at ease. I am the most loving guy you'll ever meet but you brought out this side of me that I never knew I had. You are the worst kind of person. I hate you so much Cheating Ex Fiance: (www.myspace.com/ashleyavenger)

Venting
Y are we so blind as to see the problems today? We treat our education system poorly. Our elected officials are usally are as bad as can be found in the local jails. We will give to save the children of another country, but let the homeless of america go hungry. We are flawed. I too am included. I am just tired of the stupidity of everyday life. I just want to vent, and since the odds that some one will read this b4 they rate it are nill, i will vent here. fasten yer seatbelts and hang on, it'll be a hell of a ride. Kobra-

Catch & Release
Catch & Release The Pornstar COME ON LETS HELP HIM BACK FOR ALL HIS Love And Sexiness He Has Shown Us mmmmm Catch & Release Wifed & Owned by the Magnificent Sherrylicious@ fubarcenter> JUST CLICK ON THE LINK AND GET HIS ASS WAHOOOOOOOOO

The Gypsy Heart
all things in nature have a spirit We believe that when you hunt if you kill an animal you thank the animals spirit for giving its life so that you and your family can eat and live We thank mother nature for providing the animal and father sky for giving good weather for the hunt and both bury the parts that cannot be used in the earth as a sign of respect for the animal and in thanks to the animal, mother nature, and father sky they give back so that it will be reborn the animals are our friends the woods our sanctuary the streams and rivers our life blood the mountains our strength the sun is our warmth the moon is our guide the stars tell of our journey the stones tell us stories if we but take the time to listen the wind whispers to us as we move no creature is more in tune with our mother the earth than we of the clans no one understand the natural world better than the gypsy for we are wild as the world and free as the wind we are Our mothers children now and

For My Baby
too many ideas flowing therough the channels of the mind to dictate just one would never suffice, two or three seem better to me but then the words are theirs not mine. By theirs I mean the many muses that live in the vast reaches of the void. Their thoughts and desires seek out the word smith and bombard us until we have no choice but to surrender thought and perhaps even reason to the myriad of impulses flowing along the synapses making the fingers work to produce the words the muses wish to spew forth upon the page. I myself must admit that at times the words are not mine, and in fact sometimes I cannot even claim to know where they come from or who as the case may be. I sit and I write never really knowing what will come next, this is bot a joy and a curese. For to type without foreknoweledge is to sometimes put fporth things one would not normally say....And now on with the show yes? yes. I sat down to write tonight with the thought of but one person in my mind, My gorl Kat. A wom

Somethin Cool I Read Recently
A STORY OF TWO WOLVES An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life "A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego." He continued, "The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith The same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Leveling Blog 397
Justfishing Fu-Hubby to NunyaB... Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Life@ fubar 496k to level Auto 11's on ~*NunyaB~Fu-wife to Justfishing~BadBitch~*The Pegasus Project*~*Fu-Angel~SBG~@ fubar 531k to level Auto 11's on This is a dual level just click on either link

A Vampires Tale
this is a tale that speaks of both truth and of myth....the truth is that a man named jesus christ was crucified upon a cross of Roman design and adopted by the christians as a symbol of faith.The myth is that christ was the first vampire....he was not nor will he ever be a vampire. He truly was the son of god in human form. Humans are sacred to the one called god. meaning that they are his children, christians drink the blood of christ at ceremonies held by various churches. they also eat the body of christ...yes I know they are but symbols. However using the teachings that life itself is sacred this would make the blood of christ was sacred, theirfore so is the blood of every human. Theirfore I say to you that the vampire is more of god than any priest as we drink the blood of humans to sustain our lives, yet a priest does it to mock the man who said the words drink of this it is my blood, eat of this it is my body. for if not a mockery they would actually partake of the real thing i

Im Getting Close..
Extra! Extra! Read all about it. Unnhibited_one is up on the auction block! So click on pic and Rate,and if you want to own me leave a bid aswell! Plus i am only 606k till i make it to insider so stop by and show some love! http://www.fubar.com/unnhibitedpleasure Quick, run and tell all your friends. Spread the word. a>