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Mild Heart Attack Or Severe Anxiety?!?!?
Hi My Dear & Sweet FuFriends... I swore when I joined Fubar for the third damn time, that I would not air my dirty laundry, meaning my personal life drama...but this is different...and very serious..!!! I'm leaving here soon to go see my Dr.'s.! I've been having severe chest pains, clammy skin, tingling, numbing, electrical sensations etc. since this past Saturday night..!! I'am scared too death..!! I have every symptom of having a "Mild Heart Attack" and my Dr.'s Nancy & Chris are freaking on me..!!! They both actually scared me into going in for a EKG and some type of Sonogram on my heart today..!!!! I hope and pray that the results come back as very severe anxiety at this point...If they tell me I had a Mild Attack, I'm going to lose it right there!!!! I'm too damn young and love life..!!!! I have too many things in life I have to accomplish or do yet...I'm needed here...to help others...to love, care, make them smile, cheer them up when having a bad day...help them get throu

I Used To Love You
I used to love you, when you were free...and we all were happy and always smiling. I used to love you, when you were down to heart, sensible, helpful with the poors and with the less lucky than us. I used to love you when I had the opportunity to say what I think, without the fear of a revenge against my family. I used to love you when the roses were red and the grass sweet and green. I used to love you Italy, but now I have to escape from you, because I'm afraid of you...of your ignorance, of your bigots, of your fascists, of your leaders (not mine, to be clear)... I used to love you...but your a liar a killer a thief... I used to love you, but now I don't

St. Pattys Auction Results
St. Patrick's Day Auction Results Submissive Desires WINNER: Lickmaster with a bid of 1.2 mil. imcrazybitch WINNER: Sixtyninemunch with a bid of 700K Bebe WINNER: Sniper with a bid of 25 bling pack and a nekkid pic of him. LOL. KellyLynn69 WINNER: SixtyNineMunch with a bid of 900K Dust Me Pink WINNER: Jak with a bid of a 65 bling pack Ring of Fire WINNER: Kitten with a bid of 5 million fubucks SixtyNineMunch WINNER: ME (Bebe) with a bid of a 25 bling pack and a 7 day blast.

Peleita
Dame tu corazón pequeño como un limón Mira chiquita yo se que te gusta Cuando te pones brava te gusta Yo quiero sabe de que esta hecho tu corazón Yo quiero saber si esta dulce o amargo Tú dame tu corazón Cuando te enojas te gusta Chiquita tu peleita te gusta Si tú no me lo das Te lo arranco Chiquita no soy manco Dame tu corazón Por que no me lo das? Es un escalofrío que me das As veces canto As veces llanto Dame tu corazón pequeño como un limón Ay tanta gente en tu vida que no se Si me lo dices tú, te lo creo

What I Love About You
You know what I love best about you? It is not your long beautiful legs. It is not your luscious bosom. It is not your gentle lips. It is not your tender touch. It is not your soft skin. It is not your enchanting aroma. It is not your sweet nectar. It is not your sound in ecstasy. It is not your penetrating dark eyes. It is not that every time I see a shooting star I see you. It is not that a beautiful start filled night sky reminds me of your eyes. It is not that a cold brisk wind reminds me of your warmth. Because it is all of those things, but… What I love best about you is how you entice my minds.

Idle Threats
So clownie found me on Myspace...and the love letter she sent me made me giggle and I wanted to share it. YOU NEED TO FUKING DIE YA SKANK BITCH THIS AINT FUKING FUBAR NOW. WHY DONT YOU GO FUCK YOUR DADDY IN THE ASS WITH A BARBED WIRE FENCE POST AND THE FUK YOURSELF WITH IT BITCH. YOU ARE THE MOST WORHTLESS PIECE OF SHYT I KNOW, YOU AND ALL YOUR LAME ASS PICTURES IM NOT THE ONE THAT HAS SEX WITH DONKEYS YOU ARE ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~♣Kerry♣~ (282657178) To: Twitter Lette Date: Mar 16, 2009 1:01 PM Subject: RE: Ha bitch lmao huge threats...bitch i gave you my addy long ago. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Twitter Lette (429736391) To: ~♣Kerry♣~ Date: Mar 16, 2009 2:13 AM Subject: RE: Ha bitch Like I give a fuck bitch GO FUCKING DIE before I do it

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Perdoa se eu estou te ligando amor nesse momento Mas, me fazia falta escutar de novo só por um instante sua respiração. Desculpa sei que eu estou quebrando nosso juramento, Sei que existe outro em seu pensamento, Mas meu coração pediu pra te dizer: "que eu estou morrendo Morrendo por dentro É tanta saudade morando em meu peito" Vida devolva as minhas fantasias, Meu sonho de viver a vida, Devolva-me o ar. Sem teu carinho, meu mundo fica tão vazio, Os dias quentes são tão frios e as noites me trazem A dor desse amor. Queria te dizer que hoje eu tô de bem com a vida E não sentir nada com sua partida, Mas com um só dedo não se tapa o sol. e eu estou morrendo, Morrendo por dentro, É tanta saudade morando em meu peito. Sem teu carinho, meu mundo fica tão vazio, Os dias quentes são tão frios e as noites me trazem A dor desse amor. me fazia falta escutar de novo, Só por um instante

Being Irish On St. Patrick's Day
It is said that on Saint Patrick's Day that everyone is an Irishman/woman even if only for a day. Well I am Irish 24/7/365. I am not a little Irish like most people are, but a full 1/4th Irish. My paternal grandfather immigrated from Ireland to Pittsburgh, PA in 1899 at the age of 4 with his parents. He was full Irish, so my dad is half Irish. SPD is kind of a weird day for me. On one hand, I like how Irish-Americans are acknowledged for their influence on American history. But on the other hand, I don't like how SPD is more about the Irish sterotypes of heavy drinking and fighting. There is also the fact that SPD emphasizes the Catholic Irish-ism over the Protestants like my dad's family. People need to understand that not all Irish are Catholic. We Protestant Irish went through the same bigotry that our Catholic cousins experienced. We proudly wear orange on the day for wearing green. I admit we Irish have short tempers but we try to solve our problems with a quick joke or k

Is Love Real Or Over Rated
What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.

Him
For the longest time I thought I was drowning. Falling into a sea of nothingness. I was what I thought of as lost. But then there was you... I met you and those big green eyes showed me what being lost was really all about. Your breath stole mine, showed me a new meaning of suffocation. Your strength weakened mine. Your intellect baffled mine.... WHAT IS THIS???? When I hear your voice I go deaf to all else. My hands get shaky my heart quickens with a fierceness. My knees feel unsafe under the weight of this absurdity. I don't think you realize what it is you do to me physically and mentally. What do you call it? When you are near me I can't think a solid thought. I find myself catching my breath. I try to keep my balance for fear of falling into an unknown abyss. But you take my hand and assure me that I am safe. When we are apart I feel like crying, I am incomplete. I can't eat can't sleep all I seem to do is itch for that drug you give me. A little pill call

Feeling Much Better
dark cold two oclock in the morning last night i mean this morning side of the road in grass valley transmission fried and smoking from a 138MPH hight speed chase through placer county got away again transmission done door open broken glass from the black berry brandy mixer in my arm all over the road in my hands throwing up on the side of the road bloody nose carpet on fire side of the car on fire just a small fire from cigarettes and alchohol stereo so fucking loud playing let the planet burn laughing, bleeding, throwing up blood, covered in white dust, sweat, and maybe gunpowder? maybe cocaine maybe gunpowder mixed with cocaine black car (on fire) black heart *on fire* black magic to get away this time her laughing "your fucking ride is through Mood" "how do you feel doll" she is always a cunt at times like these i try to stand fall to my knees laughing choking "i feel back to normal, think i am over the flu"

You Are Never A Victim...
"When we blame, we give away our power." -- Greg Anderson ALL of our personal physical, psychological, and social problems arise from a lack of alignment between the body, emotions, mind and the soul. As a result, we are never victims of outside forces. The soul challenges us to grow with problems, illnesses and/or injuries. These painful events trigger our subconscious blocks. This gives us the opportunity to SEE the blocks and release them. "People who consider themselves victims of their circumstances will always remain victims unless they develop a greater vision for their lives." -- Stedman Graham "No matter how frustrated you may feel, there is Always a way out. In every situation that arises, we choose to be powerful or powerless. It may not always feel like it, but it is a choice. And there are consequences for these choices in terms of the results we get, and the subsequent increase or decrease in our power and influence. If we choose powerlessness, it

Can You Do Jus A Rate For Ponyboy1966
How are ya doing? I Hope that all is well. I have a good friend in a rate only contest. could you spare like 20 second to rate and leave a comment saying that chaotic sent ya? i would really apperciate it. Have a great day Chaotic Princess

Its Me, Its Me
It's me. It's me It's me. Hey baby it's me his words floated through the chaotic darkness of my mind, awake i could hear him, lost i couldn't listen to him. don't let me ago i muttered as i struggled agaisnt his hold. please i knew i was saying these words but i couldn't stop the battle to be free that raged through me. the harder i pulled or pushed myself from him the tighter his grip got, the more frequent his words came. babe. stop. it's me. you're ok. it's me. My heart was ripping through my chest, I wasn't even sure if i was breathing during the panicked gasps. Slowly i was able to shake the feeling of a trapped animal. His arms remained locked around me, his words whispered in my ear. Finally i was able to catch my breath and slow my heart. I rolled to the other side of the bed, ashamed of my inability to sometimes seperate reality from the darkest sections of my mind. He reached over and rubbed the back of my neck I remember your nightmares. He said, i could he

I Got Nosy
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Ccpro
CCProLearn about making REAL MONEY right now4) The headlines read $250,000 first year income potential. Type in almost any keyword about making money online or a homebased business and you will have two, three or more of these "carbon copy" ads to choose from. What is Carbon Copy Pro? Who is Jay Kubassek?Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. He has had internet success in the last three years and has established Carbon Copy Pro as "the" system to automate wealth generation online. Basically, the Carbon Copy Pro system acts as a funnel to generate leads into Wealth Masters International. While this company has some marketing power and name recognition, with a base sticker price of $1995 - $19995 the average person will not become a part of this opportunity.When it comes to making money through a home based business you have to do a lot of research to discover who is doling out a load of false statistics and who is actually making a profit from

Baby Girl Your Mom Misses U So Much
TODAY BABY GIRL YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 6. EVEN THOU YOU ARE NO LONGER IN MY LIFE OR ON THIS EARTH, I THINK OF YOU EVERDAY. I KNOW YOU ARE ONE GODS LITTLE ANGELS, BUT IT STILL HURTS. IT HAS BEEN ROUGH SOMEDAYS and SOME ARE WORSE THAN OTHERS. TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS. YOU HAVE BEEN GONE ALMOST 4 MONTHS. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO JUST HAVE 5 MINUTES WITH YOU. WOULD LOVE TO GET ONE OF YOUR LIL BEAR HUGS, TO HEAR YOUR LITTLE VOICE. JUST SAY I LOVE U BABY GIRL. WHAT LIL TIME I HAD WITH YOU, YOU FILLED MY LIFE AND HEART WITH JOY, HAPPINESS, GOOD TIMES, AND LOTS OF FUNNY MEMORIES. U WERRE SO GOOD AT MAKING YOUR MOM LAUGH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I HAVE BEEN TOLD THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON, I AM NOT SURE ABOUT THAT. BUT I MUST SAY THANK YOU ALSO BECAUSE OF THAT HAS HAPPENED I HAVE MET SOME GREAT FRIENDS WHO HAVE SUPPORTED ME IN WAYS I NEVER NEW BEFORE. THEY ARE ALL GREAT, BUTONE IS MORE SPECIAL THAN ANY OF THEM. HE IS GREAT, AND MY BEST FRIEND. I LOVE HAVING HIM IN MY LIFE. HE IS GREAT, JUST LI

St. Patty's Day Bling Auction... Closes @ 10pm Est
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! Carrie is holding an auction for just one day. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. You could win: Shamrock Green Beer Green Beads Kiss Me, I'm Irish Sticker Auction will end at 7pm Futime on Tuesday, March 17th. Winner

Moon Mushrooms Pt 3 - Why 2012?
The first thing that started the speculations about a 2012 end date was the Aztec/Myan calendar which was carved in stone by a somewhat advanced culture long before Spain and other people started using the name "America". Some thought the date had to do with the return of the legendary feathered sperpent which was also part human in the symbols illustrating such, who they thought was a leader of that culture who departed towards the east and vowed to return someday. A story simular to the ones we hear about Jesus in our Western belief systems. The serpent representing wisdom and the feathers representing flight - aka freedom. Or representing the feathered dove which is symbolic of a gentle nature - messinger of peace. Others simply speculated that the calendar represented the end of time or of an era of time ( historical age ). Then Terrence McKenna came up with the idea that the I Ching which is a book from China - otherwise called the "book of changes" could be used as

I Will Miss All My Many Friends
This is it, i'm done, it's over. I have 1 auto 11's 1 running now, and 1 other, when they are done so am I. I only have yet to figure out who to give my fortune too? Thats right i have fuBucks: 19,410,611 [FuDIC Insured!] It has been a pleasure, i have had my FUN, and now I am done with FUBAR. Just a day or 2 to run the auto 11's and i'm out of here. For those that wish to stay in touch,,,,I am now @ ENVY!!!! PS: Baby J, is now preventing me from giving you all the invite link,,,drop me your email, i will send it to anyone who cares to try envy. or just drop me a line, that has fubar in the title, mrsanta4@yahoo.com

Please Read
Slow Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital . It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is

Spring Fever!!!
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Who Are You?
You Are Investigative You don't let anyone sway your view without a sound argument. You have an investigative characteristic and you constantly ask questions. You may want to major in Engineering, Information Technology, or in any of the Sciences. You want to be a Biochemist, Engineer, or Information Scientist. Who Are You? MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

When It Comes To Disciplining Children
John: Before my parents punished me for some wrongdoing, they would put forth real effort to understand my motive and the circumstances involved. I try to imitate their approach when dealing with my daughters. My wife, Alison, comes from a different background. Her mother and father were more impulsive. They seem to have chastised their children without being concerned about the circumstances surrounding an incident. Sometimes I feel that my wife disciplines our children in a similarly harsh manner. Carol: My father deserted our family when I was just five years old. He showed no interest in my three siblings or me. My mom worked very hard to provide for us, and I shouldered a lot of responsibility in caring for my younger sisters. It was hard to enjoy being a kid when i Had to play the role of parent. To this day, I am more serious than playful. When my own children need discipline, I agonize over their mistakes. I like to know why something happened and what the thought process wa

Five Steps Towards Less Stress
Realistically, you can’t expect to make it through school without having to deal with some kind of stress. Granted, too much stress can be oppressive. Wise King Solomon Wrote: “Mere oppression may make a wise one act crazy.” (Ecclesiastes 7:7) But you need not let stress drive you crazy. The key is learning how to manage stress effectively. Coping with stress is like lifting weights. To be successful, a weight lifter must prepare properly beforehand. He lifts the weights correctly and avoids lifting too much weight. If he takes such steps, he builds strong muscles without damaging his body. On the other hand, if he fails to take these steps, he can tear a muscle or even break a bone. Similarly, you can manage the stresses that you encounter and successfully accomplish the work you need to do without causing damage to yourself. How? http://www.socyberty.com/Advice/Five-Steps-Towards-Less-Stress.574695

Water Is An Enigma
It is both simple and complex. Each molecule comprises just three atoms - two of hydrogen and one of oxygen. Yet, scientists still do not fully understand how water molecules work. What we all know, though, is that water is essential to life, making up about 80 percent by weight of all living things. Consider just five attributes of this amazing substance... http://www.scienceray.com/Chemistry/Water-is-an-Enigma.580233

The Party Part I
I arrived home just after work on a Tuesday evening. Brian was sitting on the couch and as I walked in the door he rose just like he was trained to do. I took a moment to consume the image before me. He was there wearing a black t shirt that hugged his chest showing off his form. How many times have I dragged my fingers over that chest? My gaze drops lower now to his very neatly tailored brown pants. He sees my gaze drop and smiles at me. After visually consuming his bulge I twirl my finger and he rotates a half turn. It always brings me pleasure to see him from the back. Brian was an athlete in high school and college. While his body wasn’t chiseled like it was when I first met him I am always taken in by it. The tactile joy of running my finger over that sinewy body always brings a smile to my face. When Brian and I first met we were both students at University of Illinois. By some stroke of fate we had been dorm floor mates. At the time I was a young woman of 22. Br

Newness
Ive been on alot of "social networking" sites, and they all have things in common. Someone falls in love (like a tarantula likes meat) and my gf gets pissed, and I delete the account. Im trying to make friends.....not fall in love. I enjoy getting a little piece of other ppls lives to add to mine. Once in a while, Im bored with my life, and want to share someone elses. Fubar is cool and I dont wanna delete it......

Dating Without Regrets
Many years ago, little or nothing was known about the subject "dating", especially in Africa. Marriages were arranged by parents and the young people involved are brought together in marriage. No time was given was given for the individuals to study each other with the view to knowing whether they can actually live together as a couple or vice versa. But times are changing, and this trend in particular is rapidly wearing away. Today, people are better educated and informed, and the responsibility of choosing whom to marry is no longer that of the parents; hence the need for potential couples to associate and interact to ascertain their compatibility or otherwise, before embarking on a life-long relationship. Please just copy and past to get the full content. http://www.socyberty.com/Relationships/Dating-Without-Regrets.580169

Come To Get The Pot O' Gold?
COME LOOKING FOR THE POT O'GOLD DID YA? YOU WILL INDEEDY FIND IT HERE! BUT FIRST YOU MUST FIND A FEW OTHER LUCKY CHARMS ON ME PAGE. YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO FIND THE FOLLOWING: 1 OR MORE HORSESHOES 3 OR MORE LUCKY CLOVERS 4 OR MORE LUCKY "SEVENS" 2 OR MORE RAINBOWS BUT ONLY 1 OF THESE RAINBOWS WILL LEAD YOU DIRECTLY TO "THE POT OF GOLD" THESE ARE SCATTERED ALL ABOUT SO DON'T BE FOOLED! BE THE FIRST TO MAIL ME THAT YOU HAVE FOUND THE "POT OF GOLD" FOR THE GRAND PRIZE. OTHER PRIZES WILL BE AWARDED SO BE SURE TO LEAVE A COMMENT ON EACH LUCKY CHARM YOU FIND AND MAIL ME ALSO!! THIS WILL BE THE ONLY WAY I WILL KNOW AND BE ABLE TO KEEP TRACK!!!

Nine Fundamental Principles On How You Can Improve Your Memory
Memory involves three stages: encoding, storage, and retrieval. Your brain encodes information when it perceives it and registers it. This information can then be stored for future retrieval. Memory failure occurs when any one of these three stages breaks down. Memory itself has been divided into various kinds, including sensory memory, short-term memory, and long-term memory. Sensory memory receives information from stimuli through the senses, such as smell, sight, and touch. Short-term memory, also called working memory, holds small amounts of information for brief periods. Thus, we can add up numbers in our head, remember a telephone number long enough to dial it, and remember the first half of a sentence while reading or listening to the second half. But as we all know, short-term memory has it limits. If you want to store information indefinitely, it must go into your long-term memory. How can you put it there? The following principles will help. Please click the following l

12 Things Parents Should Do In Case Of Childhood Obesity
Obesity among children has reached epidemic proportions in many countries. The World Health Organization says that worldwide an estimated 22 million children under the age of five are overweight. A national survey in Spain revealed that 1 out of every 3 children is either overweight or obese. In just ten years (1985 – 1995), childhood obesity tripled in Australia. In the last three decades, obesity in children aged 6 to 11 has more than tripled in the United States. Childhood obesity is also extending to developing countries. According to the International Obesity Task Force, in some parts of Africa, more children are affected by obesity than by malnutrition. In 2007, Mexico occupied second place in the world, behind the United States, for childhood obesity. It is said that in Mexico City alone, 70 percent of the children and adolescents are either overweight or obese. Pediatric surgeon Dr. Francisco González warns that this may be “the first generation to die before their parents

Romantic Feelings Don't Equal Love
Most daters are too much in a haste to close the deal, walk down to the church altar to exchange marriage vows. Just click on the link to hear more.Good appetite! http://www.socyberty.com/Relationships/Romantic-Feelings-Dont-Equal-Love.565121

The Importance Of Setting Well-defined Boundaries In A Relationship
The Importance of Setting Well-defined Boundaries in a Relationship. Boundaries are clear lines of demacation .A healthy dating relationship needs good,solid, and well-defined relational boundaries.These boundaries remind you who you are, bring to your mind that you are a separate and distinct person from others - so you don't start doing something because others are doing it.boundaries help you to control your thoughts and feelings.When you set boundaries you are less likely to be messed up in a relationship, because you will know your preferences, what you like and dislike, what you will accept and won't accept, what you can do and can't do.You will know when you are going out of track, and when to apply the breaks... http://www.socyberty.com/Relationships/The-Importance-of-Setting-Well-Defined-Boundaries-in-a-Relationship.579385

Moonlight
Tonight I'm waiting for you underneath the moonlight below the same sky that holds your heavenly sight Here with my heart beating faster by the minute flush by desires of passion that you've lit Tonight our thirst will be quenched from the moment we touch the very essence of love is ours to clutch with every breathe taking we transcend all times of history no other second will ever match our degree Tonight the fabric of time and space will cease to exist blissfully moving our bodies in rythem with our own special twist Our eyes sparkle as we thurst upon unsurmontable pleasure though this will be just the beginning to forever treasure

Why It Is Imperative To Have A Life Of Your Own
Relationships are meant to last a life time, but unfortunately, sometimes they don't. Of a truth, relationships are meant to last a life time, but unfortunately, sometimes they don’t. For one reason or another, a relationship may break-up. It is better when this happens at the formative stages (dating), because at this stage deep commitments may not have been made nor real intimacy built. However, at any stage a relationship suffers breakage; someone suffers emotional pains and torture. But your life must continue. This is very important. I have someone who almost lost her mind because she was jilted, the man that promised to marry her, woke up one afternoon and called off the engagement. And she saw it to mean the end of the world. It took psychiatric doctors to restore her to normalcy. That was absolutely unnecessary... http://www.socyberty.com/Relationships/Why-It-is-Imperative-to-Have-a-Life-of-Your-Own.580157

Is It Simple Attraction, Infatuation, Or Real Love?
What so many people get wrong is confusing attraction with love. A young man has just seen a young lady and jumps into conclusion; oh mine! "This lady is beautiful, she's just wonderful. Check out here legs, the way she walks, the way she talks, wow! She's beauty-personified. I knew i had found love. I just can't wait to get her, it would really be wonderful." Quite romantic, is it? But as romantic as these expressions sound, they are very untrue. It is just a fleeting passion. Why? Because you can't really love someone you don't know. In other words, what has been experienced by this young man is simple attraction. http://www.socyberty.com/Relationships/Is-It-Simple-Attraction-Infatuation-or-Real-Love.566291

Wolf Ceremony
Taken from "Wolf Ceremony" Story by Cheif Dan George (1899-1981) In my song, I appealed to the Wolf to come and preside over us while I would perform the Wolf ceremony so that the bondage between my grandson and the wolf would be lifelong. I Sang. In my voice was the hope that clings to every heartbeat. I Sang. In my words were the powers I inherited from my forefathers. I Sang. In my cupped hands lay a spruce seed...the link of creation. I Sang. In my eyes sparkled Love. I Sang.

Sex
Kissing and hugging from the moment of our arrival, Straight to the point without talking is liable. Grinding our bodies as arms tie themselves, Endorphins building as it swells and jells. Wetness seeping. Stiffness creeping. Juices flowing letting off a sweet scent, The two of us Inhaling with no comment. Wet pecks down your neck pulling your hair back…….. Passionate puckers into a an unbuttoned blouse, Your Hand slid into my slacks. Slowly taking off your undergarments with my teeth For me to see what’s waiting beneath. Our Clothes discarded and you….. lifted to a soft awaiting spread, Sexing just around the corner ……racing to fed. Laying along side of you both completely uncovered, I have Mouthfuls so nothing can be uttered. Satisfying each spot with a kiss , Nothing on your firm milk glands missed. Working my way down past a button towards another, Directed with my tongue rutter. Reaching a resting place palming the ass of Ms. Mommi Extending my tongue to lick and taste the Na

I Find It Funny
One of my secret past times is being a nudist. I look on several newsgroups and such to research locations. What I find is funny is how these places are filled with guys showing off the fact they have dicks smaller then mine most times. very few women are on these boards , I guess they do not care to see out of shape guys without cocks

Myles'
YOU CALL ME SEXY, YOU CALL ME HOT".. YOU NET PEOPLE ARE SO KIND'... BUT I AM JUST SIMPLY MYLES, A SMALL LADY WITH A BIG A HEART'. AND IN MY OWN SPECIAL WAYS, YOU HAVE ALL PLACE IN MY HEART, I SAY I LUV YA COZ I DO"...

Nin Concert
OK i bought 2 tickets to the Nine Inch Nails Concert in Las Vegas, they are playing with Janes Addiction on May 18th...I am looking for someone to go with me or meet me there. I will cover the cost of the tickets and hotel you just need to get yourself to Vegas.... Im not looking for a GF, wife, or sex LOL just someone that will appreciate the concert and have fun. I also need someone that is serious about going cause i spent alot of money on the tickets!!!! If you want to know more and are interested IM me....Please Please be serious...LOL

Password Tips
1. Randomly substitute numbers for letters that look similar. The letter ‘o’ becomes the number ‘0′, or even better an ‘@’ or ‘*’. (i.e. - m0d3ltf0rd… like modelTford) 2. Randomly throw in capital letters (i.e. - Mod3lTF0rd) 3. Think of something you were attached to when you were younger, but DON’T CHOOSE A PERSON’S NAME! Every name plus every word in the dictionary will fail under a simple brute force attack. 4. Maybe a place you loved, or a specific car, an attraction from a vacation, or a favorite restaurant? 5. You really need to have different username / password combinations for everything. Remember, the technique is to break into anything you access just to figure out your standard password, then compromise everything else. This doesn’t work if you don’t use the same password everywhere. 6. Since it can be difficult to remember a ton of passwords, I recommend using Roboform. It will store all of your passwords in an encrypted format and allow you to us

For The Others
Hackers, and I’m not talking about the ethical kind, have developed a whole range of tools to get at your personal data. And the main impediment standing between your information remaining safe, or leaking out, is the password you choose. (Ironically, the best protection people have is usually the one they take least seriously.) One of the simplest ways to gain access to your information is through the use of a Brute Force Attack. This is accomplished when a hacker uses a specially written piece of software to attempt to log into a site using your credentials. Insecure.org has a list of the Top 10 FREE Password Crackers right here. So, how would one use this process to actually breach your personal security? Simple. Follow my logic: * You probably use the same password for lots of stuff right? * Some sites you access such as your Bank or work VPN probably have pretty decent security, so I’m not going to attack them. * However, other sites like the Hallmark e-mail

Hey, That's No Way To Say Goodbye
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm, your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm, yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new, in city and in forest they smiled like me and you, but now it's come to distances and both of us must try, your eyes are soft with sorrow, Hey, that's no way to say goodbye. I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time, walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me, it's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea, but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie, your eyes are soft with sorrow, Hey, that's no way to say goodbye. I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm, your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm, yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new, in city and in forest they smiled like me and you, but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't

If You Ask
If you invited me to try and crack your password, you know the one that you use over and over for like every web page you visit, how many guesses would it take before I got it? Let’s see… here is my top 10 list. I can obtain most of this information much easier than you think, then I might just be able to get into your e-mail, computer, or online banking. After all, if I get into one I’ll probably get into all of them. 1. Your partner, child, or pet’s name, possibly followed by a 0 or 1 (because they’re always making you use a number, aren’t they?) 2. The last 4 digits of your social security number. 3. 123 or 1234 or 123456. 4. “password” 5. Your city, or college, football team name. 6. Date of birth - yours, your partner’s or your child’s. 7. “god” 8. “letmein” 9. “money” 10. “love” Statistically speaking that should probably cover about 20% of you. But don’t worry. If I didn’t get it yet it will probably only take a few more minutes before I do…

Do You Have What It Takes?
I know there are some genuine hotties on this site. I also know there are some genuine Military Fangirls on this site. RangerUp.com is looking for some new RangerUp Girls. Check out their page @ Ranger Up Girls Contest Also if you're into military T shirts theirs are the best.

Oh Lady Apples
I can't believe that I was bugging out the way I was that I'm single for so long. It's then I had to enquire to myself as to whether or not it truly mattered to me and this is what went running through my head. Apples, oh Apples, what it is in your head now? You are steady staring in the mirror saying you're ugly, how? Girl wake up, look at yourself right now, passed the saddened eyes, with tears running down. So what you are single? Go out tonight! Smell the ecstasy in the air, see them glowing lights, blinding that sadness out of your eyes. Or go to the mall where all the boys crawls on their hands and knees to get the goodies. Let them stare you down, there's no stopping you now. Oh yeah they could try and make you cry but you'll just laugh in their face because at this age it's all a race. And you're in no rush, tell them bitches to hush, before their teeth get bashed in. That's not just shit I'm talkin' I've had it up to here, lettin' them bitches say whatever they want, le

Info About Auctions
HEY EVERYONE......WE HAVE DECIDED TO START USING POLARISMAN'S LOUNGE...HE HAS BEEN WORKING HARD ON GETTING MUSIC TO STREAM IN THE LOUNGE.....PLUS.....NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS.....OR BE OWNED BY THEM.... BRWNEYEDGIRL35&SCORPIOQUEEN61 WILL BE DOING THE AUCTIONS....THEY WILL BE FRIDAY NIGHTS AT 10PM EST....IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS INTERESTED IN BEING SOLD (A GREAT WAY TO EARN THOSE FUBUCKS YOU NEED)....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ONE OF THEM AND WE WILL GET YOUR NAME ADDED TO THE SLAVE LIST....HA HA....REMEMBER....THIS IS ALL IN FUN...SO DON'T BRING DRAMA TO THE LOUNGE AND RUIN IT FOR THOSE THERE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME!!! IF YOU WANT ALL THE DETAILS ABOUT THE AUCTIONS....PLEASE SEE THE LIVE AUCTIONS BLOG...THE BULLY IS IN THERE WITH ALL THE RULES!!!

40 Things About Sex....guys Take Notes
I did not write this, but I totally agree that these are 40 things guys should NOT do. Take notes guys! 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING

Loud Pipes Lounge...live Auctions....fri Nights.....10pm Est Time
LIVE AUCTION FRIDAY NIGHTS @ 10PM EST LIVE AUCTION BRING PLENTY OF FU BUCKS WILL BE HELD IN Loud Pipes Lounge YOUR HOSTS FOR THE AUCTION WILL BE Scorpioqueen61 & Brwneyedgirl35 PLEASE READ THE RULES BELOW AND HAVE FUN AUCTION RULES 1. You must be serious and follow through with what you offered to your buyer. 2. You must have the buyers name in your name for 1 week must also f/r/a owner 3. You will pay the auctioneer 10% of what you are sold for. 4. Be respectful to everyone in the lounge or you may be removed. 5. Remember....the auctions should be fun...don't spoil it for others...have FUN!!! CLICK THE IMAGE TO JOIN THE LOUNGE AND ALL THE AUCTIONS FUN OWN YOUR FRIENDS AND GET OWNED BY THEM

Picture Contest Enter To Win
This is my first contest! So hopefully I'll have a good turnout. 2 Prizes Awarded Win a 25 Credit Bling Pack!!! Runner up I will offer a 3 Day Blast!! The contest is Free. No Entry Fees! The Deadline for picture entries will be March 31st @ 12 PST Time. The contest will be active from April 1ST to April 17. ...Rules Are Pretty Simple... You must have a verified salute to participate. Please submit your picture you want to use for the contest. No NSFW pics As this will be a public folder event, thank you. Have your fufriends come by to rate and comment bomb your picture. As many times as you wish. I will combine your picture and comments. One Rate or One Comment = One Point (EX. 122 Pic rates 58 Comments = 180) Email me if interested!! Thanks for stopping by! $~acg_sweetthang~$ Take care everyone!!!

Vip Ends This Week
Now I am not begging.....just wondering.... I was blessed by a friend who bought me my VIP last month. I have enjoyed it greatly! But it is an expense I can't afford right now. It ends on Thursday Just wondering if any of my friends wants to be generous and give me another blessing?? If not, that is fine. I am not gonna cry and whine and beg....it is just fun to have. I can live without it....but it is fun...LOL Have a great day and I hope you are wearing your green!! I am wearing my green undies so you can't pinch me!! LOL ~~smooches~~

It's Been Awhile Update!!!
Aanii. Its been awhile since I have written a blog not because I forgot but because I am just to busy to do one. I am still a full-time student on the edge of getting my grade 10 math credit just have 3 more lesson books to do. I have also picked up an Ojibway class that goes right till the end of June plus two gym credits. I guess I am just keeping myself very busy with school work. I am getting some good marks which works out great for me. Now I am sure you all want to know whats going on with the wedding. Yes the wedding is still on well as far as I know...lol. Our stag & doe is set for April 18. For all of you that don't know what a stag & doe is its a fundraiser for the bride & groom. You have people buy tickets in order to come to the event you play games, 50/50 draw & so on. I have ordered my wedding dress which I am paying for on my own. I have gotten my shoes & tiara. My mom is buying my veil she just has to order it when she can. I spent days looking for a Maid of Hono

Carbon Copy Pro Team
Carbon Copy Pro TeamLearn about making REAL MONEY right now3) People come to the Internet by the scores, looking for ways to make buckets of money, for doing as little as possible. Is it any wonder that so many fail? The fact of the matter is this: network marketing requires work. Or does it? According to the gurus it requires that you buy all their books, videos and what-not, and someday, riches will arrive at your door.The major flaw in the guru plan is that the majority of the people buying and reading their material have absolutely no desire to put the information into action. Why? Because they want to get rich quick, with as little effort as possible. We all know that to make it in a home business opportunity of any kind, the war cry of the successful is, DUPLICATION. Give the same presentation to others that got you to enlist in the opportunity, and the money will come. Well, that's all nice and neat, but very few will actually do this; therefore, those who they do manage to sign

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Why do people feel the need to lie and cheat. Most of all lie to people that are supposed to be their friend. Why cant people just be honest with others? why do they feel the need to lie and really hurt the people that care the most about them.Lying dosent get people any where and starts and makes more trouble. People should be honest to others. If you cant be honest why say any thing at all. Dont they know or are they just to stupid to know its best to be honest then to lie. Idont understand these people that feel the need to always lie and hurt other people. Is it they just dont care about other peoples feelings or what?

Poem Writen By Dracula!!!
you're enough lucky to be Irish...You're lucky enough! My wild Irish rose, the sweetest flower that grows, you may search everywhere, but none can compare to my wild Irish Rose, My wild irish rose, the sweetest flower that grows, Someday for my sake she may let me take, A bloom for my wild Irish Rose..! I loved it Drac..ty

Myles Recipe' Chicken Curry With Mushroom.
ahh, one of the thing that i religiously do is cooking, meals are important for me... and my favorite place at home is my kitchen, and take note the tidiest place too, i hate stingy messy kitchen'... lol, just wanna share my recipe today'..

Irish Drinking
A Texan walks into a pub in Galway, Ireland and raises his voice to the crowd of drinkers. He shouts, 'I hear you Irish are a bunch of drinkin' fools. I'll give $500 American dollars to anybody in here who can drink 10 pints of Guinness back to back.' The room is quiet and no one takes of the Texan's offer. Paddy Murphy gets up and leaves the bar. Thirty minutes later, he shows back up and taps the Texan on the shoulder. Is your bet still good?' asks Paddy. The Texan answers, 'Yes', and he orders the barman to line up 10 pints of Guinness. Immediately, Paddy downs all 10 pints of beer, drinking them all back to back. The other pub patrons cheer and the Texan sits down in amazement. The Texan gives the Irishman the $500 and asks, 'If ya don't mind me askin', where did you go for that 30 minutes you were gone?' Paddy Murphy replies, 'Oh................... I had to go to the pub down the street to see if I could do it first.' Judgement The local District Judge had

When Irish Eyes Are Smiling
There's a tear in your eye, And I'm wondering why, For it never should be there at all. With such pow'r in your smile, Sure a stone you'd beguile, So there's never a teardrop should fall. When your sweet lilting laughter's Like some fairy song, And your eyes twinkle bright as can be; You should laugh all the while And all other times smile, And now, smile a smile for me. When Irish eyes are smiling, Sure, 'tis like the morn in Spring. In the lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the angels sing. When Irish hearts are happy, All the world seems bright and gay. And when Irish eyes are smiling, Sure, they steal your heart away. For your smile is a part Of the love in your heart, And it makes even sunshine more bright. Like the linnet's sweet song, Crooning all the day long, Comes your laughter and light. For the springtime of life Is the sweetest of all There is ne'er a real care or regret; And while springtime is ours Throughout all of youth's hours, Let

Bowling
The perfect cereal bowl should be able to hold a good amount of cereal, however it shouldn't be wider or deeper than the length of the spoon you use to eat cereal out of it. Depth is more important than width, as a wide bowl lends to more spillage as you walk around. A lightweight bowl also aids in the mobile cereal eater. Having landmarks on the bowl is also helpful, as it will allow you to get consistency with repeated use, in this instance landmarks are lines or ridges inside or outside of the bowl.

My Vip
So as part of the auction I was in, I was offered VIP. The person that "owns" me wanted me to let him know when the one I have expired so he'd know when to renew it. Easy enough, right? Well I went to check and this is what I seen.VIP Status: (paid up) Expires: Start: 2009-03-28 Next Payment: 2009-03-28 Billing Status: ACTIVE Cancel VIP status/billing. The VIP I have now was a gift and I can't find the message saying when it was bought. I've never seen a VIP status say this, it's always said 'Billing Status: Non-Renewing' [or something close to that]. At any rate....does this mean that I was bought at least a 3 month????

The Turtlesymbiote Story
It all started on day when I was just walking around my master's garden. Watching him as he teaches some younger ninjas. Then all of the sudden a helicopter crushes in to the garden killing both my master and the children. I went over to help out my master never even noticing the strange green substance that was on the ground and that got all over me. Then strange men in black come to clean up the mess. One of them picks me up and throws me across the yard. As I lay there crying about what has just happened days pass and I begin to grow bigger. Over the next few days I start to think of the men in black and how much it was their fault and how I will make them pay. Just then a small peace of glowing red stuff falls on my back though I don’t not feel it then. When get up and finally realize I have grown and now can stand on two legs and talk like my master. I vow to you master I will make them play for this!!! So I start to train and I look around at what is left of my master’s peaceful

Carbon Copy Pro Review
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Seabound - Hooked
Pounding heart you shake me I have never been so close To an earthquake Take my word I'm trembling For I know What I have felt Pounding heart believe me Rain is sweeter than The spring water fountain Take my hand and lead me To a place For us to melt Into one another Think the inconceivable Desire the untouchable I've come to understand that bliss Is quite impossible and if I'll ever find a way I'll claim another life I've come to understand that kiss Was quite impossible and if I'll ever find a way I'll halt the turn of time Pounding heart awake me I have never been so far From the shore Waves mount up around me Still I don't want to go back Loving heart believe me Your sincerity will Give me the strength to Work my way through the sea Memorize the words you said Think the inconceivable Desire the untouchable I've come to understand that bliss Is quite impossible and if I'll ever find a way I'll claim another life I've come to

Irish?
you know it's the stupidest thing in the world that St. Patties is not a national holidday. It's the only day that everyon becomes/wants to be irish and yet the man can't see that. I mean chicago die's* there river green and it's not a holiday. i myself took today and 2marrow off (antisapating a hangover) just to celebrate this day amongest days... Support the cause make St Patties a holiday!

Carrie's Auction
Carrie needs an OWNER! Do you need someone to pay special attention to your page each day? Well... Look no further... Here she is... Just click on the Offering tag, rate her pic and make a bid... You won't regret it! ***************************************** Be sure to Rate/Fan/Add the Hostess Dawn O'Doober ***************************************** Please repost. Thank you!

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Music
hmmmmm. where to start? well here's a few to think on...(feel free to copy and paste then answer as per your opinion) Catergory : (10) OLD(pre 1985) or New(1985+) Lead Singers: Old... havn't seen the likes of Hindrix, Robert Plant, Janice Joplin... in any of the new lead singers, they had a presence on stage that was untouchable Creativity: Old... Seems to me the revloution as come to a stop with new misic everyone sings about bling and their crappy relationships now, nothing like the life experiences and mind bending stories woven in some of the older songs Style: New... what were they thinking back then god don't get me started on the rags they wore in the 60's(tye dye was cool though) and disco clothes sucked...lol plus you never got the skin you get to see now....thanks MTV (well back when they played music videos) Musical quality: New... as much as I hate to say it th

Soulidium-live Forever
It's time to die So say your goodbyes Your mortal life Is close to over Immortal dreams Of ages it seems In your final screams Your eyes will open Your crying as your dying, And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever And live forever Your hunt begins Your animal within Compassion dies And now it's over First dusk to blood Your hunger overruns This kill will be To feed on ecstacy She's crying as she's dying And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever And she's crying... She's dying And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever

Nicole
So, I've been with alot of women and alot of pretty much one night stands. So now I've been dating my girlfriend now almost 2 months. Truly the only girl I have been with that did not give it up the first night. I had to wait a whole fuckin week. LOL. That was definitely one of the main things that attracted me to her in the first place. I havent felt so strongly about a woman in a long time. First off shes not a hoe or a one night stand. Second shes only been with 2 guys including me. Third she didnt give it up on the first night. Fourth she is amazing in all aspects looks personality it just out right caring about everyone and everything. Fifth she totally rocks out to rock and psychopathic music. I love this woman shes amazing in everyway possible. I have a hard time showing my feelings though. I tell her I love her and she says it back. Is that enough to make her happy. I just sometimes dont know how to show it I guess. I have a hard time showing feeling

Love Note
Love Note Draw me a heart on paper; lined. Don't keep feelings so confined. Spill me words upon a page. Unleash your heart from the cage. Letter by letter, not so neat, to exchange when we meet. From love to love, note to note. To you this paper I devote. Pencil, pen, no matter to me as long as words I can see. I love you's throughout the lines and worded emotions of all kinds. A heart in pen, jagged and black. All I want is a scribble heart back. Take this note in your hand, read it and you'll understand. I love you and always will and in here my feelings spill. We'll look back on these one day and know our love won't go away.

Adult Questions
1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? No 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Any time, bring it on! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Left side. 4. Lights on or off? Either or depends on my partner 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Not yet. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 7. Shower or bath? Both. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Yes. 9. Mexican or Chinese? Both 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Love, money, or lust? Love and lust. Money isn't important. 13. Credit cards or cash? cash definitely. 14. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? My Father.....long story 15. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Both. 16. Took a break....Hmmmm. I dunno 17. Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? No 18. Have you ever been to a strip club? Yes 20. Ever been to a

Baby Dream
Baby dream I close my eyes and try to rest, being here without you again, another endless night, I feel like I'm slowly loosing my mind, I miss you so much. Another night without you here, I close my eyes and take a breath and will myself to sleep because your with me in my dreams. I think about you all the time and spend my days with you in my heart but when I go to sleep each night, that's when all the miles disappear and I'm finally able to rest. In my dreams I can feel your arms, feel your lips on my cheek and your hand reaching for mine, as our fingers link together perfectly I finally feel complete. Another night without you here, I close my eyes and take a breath and will myself to sleep because your with me in my dreams. Which each day that passes I feel a little older and feel the wear of strain on my soul but everything else falls away when I'm dreaming of you each night. The world and everyone in it all disappear when its just yo

Anniversary Gift .... From My Master Kittytamer
FINDING ME I get a shiver in my bones just thinking of my lover A quiver in my soul dreaming of her touch If I wanted to I could cage her heart Frame her love for display but, where is the joy in that I don't care what is thought of me all I need know I find in her eyes It matters little, what is said of me all I need know I hear in the beat of her heart No one can tell me what to feel or describe my bliss No one can make her kneel in love, she does this Lost in her I forget me Finding myself deep in her surrender I didn't know all of me until I lost myself in her I didn't know passion until I saw hers for me I hadn't seen a storm til the tempest of her kiss washed over me swept me away I could not resist F.M. 2.7.08 for my kitten on our anniversary, with many more to follow.

Gift From My Master....
To my Kitten In the coolness of dusk Talking quietly Of all the small things That are life The children playing And crickets chirping in the yard So close at hand But a world away As I gaze at your face in the glow It seems to me Your innder fire lights your countenance Twinkles in your eyes And ripples beneath your blouse Is it your fire that warms me Or my passion My satisfaction That you Sit before me Because that is where You need to be My tamed eruption Fierce kitten My treasure FM By my Master Kittytamer I love it baby xxx 1/18/08

Adult Questions..
Body: ADULT QUESTIONS 1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? Yes 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Any time, bring it on! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right side. 4. Lights on or off? Both. 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Not yet. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope. Less complicated if you do it for free. 7. Shower or bath? Both. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Nope. 9. Mexican or Chinese? Both are yummy. 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive more than passive. 11. Love, money, or lust? Love and lust. Money isn't important. 13. Credit cards or cash? I prefer cash. 14. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? No, I love my family. 15. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Both. 16. Took a break.... from reality? What's reality? 17. Would you shave your entire body (including y

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FOR EVERYONE WHO RATES MY FOLDER IN THE NEXT 6 HOURS DURING MY AUTO 11'S. CALLED RATE ME.. IT HAS ABOUT A LITTLE OVER 1,000 PICS IN IT WILL GET A PERSON SFW SALUTE PHOTO.. BUT YOU MUST RATE THE WHOLE THING AND IT MUST BE DONE DURING MY AUTO 11'S .. LESS THEN 6 HOURS TO GO.. SO HURRY IF YOU WANT TO DO IT.. PLZ COMMENT THIS BLOG TO LET ME KNOW THATS WHAT YOUR DOING.. OK... SO I CAN KEEP A HEAD COUNT.. HAPPY RATTING GUYS... you have to hear this whole thing.. Its a wicked remix OKAY GUYS THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE DURING MY AUTO 11'S ONLY BUT SHIT GET THEM RATES ANYWAY ONE CAN I GUESS RIGHT. DO ME UP BOYS.. BUT IT HAS TO BE AT LEAST DONE DURING HAPPY HOUR.. WOW AT LEAST RATE DURING HAPPY HOUR OK... ILL DOUBLE CHECK AFTER YOU TELL ME YOUR DONE AND IF ALL IS GOOD ILL MAKE YOU A SALUTE.. BUT REMEMBER IM A CHICK OK.. YOU ALL CANT JUST SAY HEY GIVE ME MY SALUTE. IF MY HAIR IS NOT DONE NOR FACE ON NO ONE GETS A PIC.. BUT IT WILL BE DONE IN A REASONABLE TIME

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My Foolish Heart
so many times my heart has done battle with my head my heart always seems to win knowing the strategies and pattern of defeat my head always pleads lets have a conference, please just listen to me I mean you no harm, in fact my goal is to protect please lets work together but my stubborn heart, it just wont listen it brags n boasts that it knows better that what it feels is real why not wrap myself in what I feel? why should I not revel in the emotions in the high of the moment my head exclaims you are so foolish, you wear no armor and walk blindly into the world and each time you go out you come back wounded when will you learn to put your stubborn ways to rest please, I beg you, listen to me, I know what is best what you so eagerly trust does not benefit us but my foolish,foolish stubborn heart it knows not what it does it sees a paradise and runs unprotected into the unknown not far from the door it is shot down wounded, bleeding and hurt my head runs out and

My Personal Boyfriend Application
Okay so today I started thinking and decided that maybe I should give men a chance again, but I'm gonna screen more carefully so fill this out and if you're lucky I may consider you! What's your full name: (may be substitued for "Hey you" or "babe" etc... for now) Age: Years you have been this "age": Birthday (Note: This information is not entered in to the main database - do not assume I have it beyond this application procedure): Your current location: Location of X-girlfriends, their level of jealousy, propensity towards violence, and likelihood of owning a firearm: Are you willing to commute / relocate?: At 4am because of a drunken request?: Sexual Preference: Number of times prefer sex per week?: Height: Weight: At what altitude?: Body Type Into giving oral? (if you are not put "Does not qualify - Disregard App" at the top margin of the first page of this application): (if you are put "FAST TRACK CANDIDATE - CODE A" in

Dragonfairy
My #2 Fam is having a Patty's Day Contest where prizes can be anything from 1 Credit Blings all the way up to A11's and CB's. SO go check it out. What's the worst that can happen. Rules are easy, they are on Pic 1. Here's the link http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1090801&albumid=1566952 if that don't work just hit my #2 Fam and see their blog or the pic albums.

You Know You Have A Dark Personality When....
-You pay 6 bucks for cigarettes that match your outfit. -You wear sunglasses in the produce department at night. -You wear long, velvet coats in the middle of summer. -You buy $15 fishnets and rip them on purpose. -Your combat boots cost more than it takes to feed a third world child for two years. -The shade of powder you wear is called "Sheet Of Paper." -You fashion your eyeliner after a culture that's been dead over 2000 years. -You paint your fingernails black. -You don't paint my nails black... you bash them with a hammer. -Your purse is large, square and metal. -The purse has scratches from being used in a fight. -You could easily blow $500 in a Halloween store. -You could spend all $500 on just make up. -You avoid fights because it might smudge your make up. -The club you frequent has concocted an original drink called "The Vampire's Kiss." -You wake up still drunk at 3 in the afternoon with anonymous black lipstick on our face. -You go to Denny'

Narrow Minded Idiots On Fubar
OHHHHHHHHHHH for ffffffffffff sake. I came across a mumm today about this twit posting a mumm about ignorring married peeps on here. I can understand her point I guess a bit. Some on here are here to hook up with someone on the net to get their yah yah's. How ever the other 80% of us I will assume are just here to make a few friends like myself. I remember when I was in college at the age of 30, how the younger set didnt think I had the right to be there on acct of my age. Any how one day we got on the topic of having male friends. OMG a few of the girls sitting at the table thought just because some of us were married we didnt or shouldnt have male friends. I laughed at them and told them to get their heads out of their asses..this isnt the 50's or even the 40s. I went on to say...just cause a person is married dont mean their life stops when it comes to friends yanno. Then I run into this shit this morning. Gawd she acted like we have the pleage or somet

Blog Ratings Count For Points Too You Know?
Namaste FuBarBarians: It is I, The Norse Viking and boy am I upset. I posted a blog about blogging before, but I feel it is time to really rant about blogs yet again. I feel that if they allow a blog section on a website as they do allowing pics on a site for ratings, WHY IS IT NO ONE IS READING AND RATING ANY BLOGS> This site is not playboy magazine. There are more here than just pretty pictures to look at. People share thoughts, dreams, ideas, tears in their beer or just to rant and rave about trivial bullshit. You get points for rating blogs too, it wouldn't hurt to do it once and while. Hell it might be nice if people actually commented more on blogs. I am not just saying to bomb pretty chicks who talk about how to look in their private folders and such, I mean actually look around at your Friends and fans blogs and read rate and comment. Give those that don't have massive albums a reason to blog besides sheer boredom.

~¤~ Hmm... ~¤~
I've noticed alot of people throw words and emotions around. In turn I feel this makes the words worthless and there's no point in saying them anymore as it's all been said to much. I know alot of people would ask the person they care about to do the opposite, but i feel that it's not necessary to say for actions speak louder than words... So... Do not tell me I'm perfect, perfection is to hard to attain... Do not tell me how beautiful I am, beauty is only skin deep... Do not compare me to others, I am but me no more no less... Do not say I love you, if you truely did I wont need to be told. Just be there for me and walk with me when it seems the whole world is in it's darkest, be my friend before you try to be anything else and accept my faults without trying to change me. By the way this isn't directed at anyone it's just something I was thinking about. So don't read it and be like she's blogging about me lol coz it's just a random thought lol

The Power Of The Spoken Word
I Ask You Now What Is More Powerful Than A Action. It Is That Of The Spoken Word. Words Affect Everything We Do. Rather It Be Love Or Hate. Happy Or Sad. Mad Or Glad. Words Can Hurt More Than Bullets More Than Sickness And Can Lead To Death. Wars Are Started And Ended By Words. Mothers Cry Children Die Because Of Words. Love Comes And Love Goes Because Of Words. Just Depends On How You Put It. So End The Hate And Tell Someone That You Care Because Only You Have The The Power To Change Someone's Life With The Power Of The Spoken Word.

Random Thoughts
Two very diff'rent people Too scared to get along 'Til two hearts beat together Underneath one sun One very special moment Can turn a destiny And what some would say could never change Has changed for you and me 'Cause it's all It's all in the way you look through your eyes And when all is said and done All of the fear and all of the lies Are not hard to overcome It's all in the way you look at it That makes you strong We were two Now we are one We are two very diff'rent people So much to overcome So why care for one another When there's so much to be done? 'Cause sometimes it's necessary Just look how far we've come You could say, my friend, that it's the end Or a new tale has begun And one moment in time Is all the time we need Just to make a difference To make it better For you and for me If you just believe

Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Pro
Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy ProLearn the secrets of the Internet WealthyIf you've heard of Carbon Copy Pro's Business in a Box, you might be wondering if it lives up to all the hype. Is this a legitimate business opportunity or just another get-rich-quick scam? Let's take a look at what's contained in Carbon Copy Pro's Business in a Box, how much it costs, and whether you can actually use it to make money.First launched in July of 2008, Business in a Box offers entrepreneurs the chance to try out Carbon Copy Pro at a more affordable level. For $395, Business in a Box (or BiB for short) contains everything needed to be a successful online marketer. Some people might balk at the start-up fee, but this is a very good deal for what has proved to be a top-tier program.When you purchase Business in a Box, you receive a boxed set that contains two marketing manuals, three DVDs, and an assortment of extras that add even more value to the product. Newcomers to the network marketing field like the

Fubar Is Life
so I guess the question I have is....why do people let fubar control them? The meaning of this being, when someone start to get into a lounge and starts gettin blings and gifts and everything from the pople in the lounge....why is the lounge the only people they focus on? Why do people sit here and bitch about wanting rates yet when they get them dont give them back. ive rated many people over the past few months and havent gotten shit in return! why? is it because im not in a lounge? is it because I dont have money to waste on a little graphic? probably so. You get new comers that talk to you for a second and then are just gona because all this other dumb stuff comes up and they act like you have just be come insignificant to their well being. I dont get it, ive been stuck at my level for almost two years now WHY?! im on here everyday!! rating all the time! I dont get it, can someone help me out here!! ive made graphics, ive made morphs, this, that and the other just havent s

Gone But Not Forgoten
in our life we go on even through the hurt and pain , you see as we go through life , cards are dealt to us and it is up to us to play them. as we take the journey in life , we grow, and become who we are. there is no reason for people to try to change us , not everyone is the same, cause if we where what a boring life it would be. as we go on we meet new people, some become good friends and some well we just don't agree with and want nothing to deal with them. and sometimes true friends do fight , sometimes we can forget about it and move on and sometimes the hurt and pain are to much to deal with. and sometimes friends fight over stupid things, but like they say "shit happens" . and then there is family , they are our life ,and we do anything to protect them no matter what . i remember times when i was young , and being the youngest of 10 there was always some type of fight going on but no matter what we made it through, and then when you loose a family member a husband,wife,a ch

Soda Cans
WASH THEM FIRST Please Don't Erase this message before forwarding on This is Serious! This incident happened recently in North Texas . A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of all soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned. A study at NYCU showed that the tops of all soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets (i.e.).. full of germs and bacteria. So

Happy St Patty's Day
**CHEERS**Just a cute St. Patty's Day Poem :)The Wearin' O' the Green Today is the day fer the wearin' o' the green.Today is the day when the little people are seen.Today is St. Patrick's Day, so if ye'r Irish me lad,Join the celebratin' fer the grandest time ta' be had.Ya' put yer hand up in the air, the other hand on your hip.Ya' tap yer toe, ya' tap yer heel, ya' bounce yer knee a wee bit.Ya' prance 'n dance around the room, n' circle one two three.The saints be praised, I must admit, ya' all look Irish ta' me.Much love to you and may you have some Good Luck today, Yours Truely, Radiant Gloom

Bird Brains
Catholic Parrots A lady goes to her priest one day and tells him,'Father, I have a problem.I have two female parrots, but they only knowhow to say one thing.''What do they say?' the priest inquired.They say, 'Hi, we're hookers! Do youwant to have some fun?'That's obscene!' the priest exclaimed,Then he thought for a moment. 'You know,'he said, 'I may have a solutionto your problem.I have two male talking parrots,Which I have taught to prayand read the Bible.Bring your two parrots over to my house, Andwe'll put them in the cagewith Francis and Peter. My parrots can teach yourparrots to praise andworship, And your parrots are sure to stop saying.. .. . That phrase . . In notime.'Thank you,' the woman responded, 'thismay very well be the solution.'The next day, She brought her female parrots tothe priest's house.As he ushered her in, She saw that his two male parrots. Wereinside theircage holding rosary beads and praying.Impressed, She walked over and placed her parrotsin with them.After

Soulmate
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who k

Promise
Sleeping through the evening singing dreams inside my head I'm heading out, I've got some ends who say they care and they just might run away with you if things don't go as planned plannin big can be a gamble, I've already rolled the dice. I spit and stutter, stuff and clutter worries in my worried corner maladjusted just untrusted rusted sometimes brilliant trusted thoughts think I'll stay for a while I'm intrigued and I'm red as a newborn, white as a corpse. I promise not to try to fuck with your mind I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine I promise not to lie if I'm looking you straight in the eye I promise not to lie and not to let you down. I am elated I am all smiled and dated in this man bites dog town with a spanish name I am my own bone I am two toned red as a newborn, white as a corpse. I promise not to try to fuck with your mind I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine I promise not to lie if I'm looking

Shatter
I had this to say about that but the chalk had been taken from me. The cruel mistress of gravity calling the smudge stick to her cold, solid touch. Shattering my utensil to a thousand pieces. It woke me from the fevered impulse I had started at midnight dawn was cracking through my windows like splinters rampaging down a frozen lake. I put dusty fingertips to streaked cheeks unintentional camoflauge keeping me invisible to the sane semblences of the houtside world. What have I summoned here? What terror from my heart have I birthed to this already unfortunate world of cheating mothers burning libraries screaming wardens oak honed to clubs steel built for cages words, law, power built for cages. What have I done? What have I done to deserve this world. What have I done to face it alone? Am I the saviour the victim or the apacolypse? And why oh various faceless ventriloquist gods why have you placed this stone on my heart? Am I to sink in the se

Things I Hate Part 2!
... i hate when people make noises when they eat... ... i hate when people over use a phrase ... ... i hate when people smell like cats ... ... i hate when people clear they're throats near me... ... i hate when people touch my kid ... ... i hate when dogs smell people's butts ... ... i hate the way birds smell... ... i hate how cats look sooo snobby ... ... i hate the way animals smell in general... ... i hate when people smell like vinegar ... ... i hate when people have GREEN teeth... (what the fuck is THAT) ... i hate when people smell something gross and then make you smell it too... ... i hate when someone checks my purse to see if it's real! (UGH!! BASTARDS DUH!!) ... i hate when people ask me "is that ur kid?" ~no asshole... i found this kid on the street and i took her home i really don't know who the hell she is~ ... i hate how old womens bewbs look like two oranges in some panty hose... ...damn... im a hateful person huh... oh and i hate that you agree...

Disection
I had a dream that I was a doctor on an operating table and I was looking inside my own body. I cut myself open and peeled back my flesh to see what was inside. Then I cut open the rib cage. It was all there lungs liver kidneys ect. All of it in pretty decent shape. Then there was the heart, or lack there of. In it's place was nothing. Everyone else was shocked and horrified thinking it had been stolen but the me in the mask looked calmly and said no folks this is why we're disecting him. This is the man without a heart. He had one one time but over the years of break and repair it finally shattered to dust. This man somehow lived without a heart. Sad to think he lived without love. But such a creature is incapable. All well, at least his fate finally came and his torment at an end Here is a modern day frankenstein monster, more a monstrostity than a man.

Relationship Resume'
Lately I have seen a lot of women saying that they are accepting applications for a real man or a partner or whatever else that they want. This post is a response to those requests.... Application is as follows: Age:28 Status: Single Male Current address: Natrona Pa. 15065 Details: I am 6'5 tall and a little overweight but I am fairly well built. I own my own home. I pay my own bills. I am not a mooch and I am not a cheater. I do not smoke, drink, or do any kind of drugs. I am honestly a dirty minded individual, but to be honest I can be just as naughty as I am nice. I am not shallow but I am looking for a woman that is not exceptionally overweight that doesn't mind cuddling, hugs, and affection in general. I do not hit women nor do I lash out in anger. I don't mind a woman that smokes, or drinks as long as she doesn't get aggressive when she is drunk. Experience: I lost my virginity when I was 21 and I have been with 9 women since. Out of those 9 women, 5 of them

What A Beautiful Suicide
What a beautiful suicide The night skies so dark The stars shine brightly Tonight I’ll make a mark What a beautiful suicide With a gun next to me Alone in a room How good will this be What a beautiful suicide I’ve already planned Alone in silence Nothing could be more grand What a beautiful suicide I’ll have to no longer live Nor hurt nor pain All it takes is a Man with no brain…

Feeling Lost(salvation)
I'm So Tired I can't Sleep. I Choke Every Time I Try To Breathe. I Am In Way To Deep. Why Am I Falling From Grace. I Stubble Every time I Join The Race. I Am Like A Beat Without Bass. All I Want Is A Taste. I Will Never Be Free. The Chains Bind Me Holding Me Down. Never Letting Me Obtain The Crown. Where Is My Salvation That I Deserve. I Just Want To Fly To The Sky So High. Just One Time I Want To Reach Cloud Nine. But I Keep Fighting. I Will Never Surrender. I Am To Strong To Give Up. My Will Can't Be Broke. I May Be A Picture Torn. I'm Like A Rose With A Thorn. But As Long As My Friends Continue To Care. I Will Continue To Be Strong. I Will Continue Down The Trail. Down TO Salvation Row.

Yo Momma Train
YO MOMMA TRAIN RULES: 1) NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! 2) RATE THE PICS IN MY KISS ME I'M IRISH FOLDER (THERE ARE ONLY 60) START HERE 3) RATE AND FAN ALL RIDERS (IT IS NOT NECESSARY TO ADD ALL RIDERS BUT YOU CAN IF YOU WANT). 4) LEAVE A COMMENT STATING YO MOMMA OR SOMETHING TO THAT AFFECT 5) PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ONCE YOU'VE COMPLETED THE TRAIN SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG AND ADD YOU TO THE BLOG/BULLY 6) PLEASE REPOST THE BULLY ONCE YOU'VE BEEN ADDED HAVE FUN! HOSTESS: Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proudly Fu-Owned by Dusty~Proud Fu-Owner of Arctic Mermaid and Jade&Jackso@ fubar

Royal's Happy Hour
~HAPPY HOUR ON THIS ROYAL HIGHNESS TUESDAY EVENING @ 10pm FU TIME AND 1am EST.~DON'T FORGET TO SHOW UP AND SHOW THIS HIGHNESS THAT LOVE~ ROYAL HIGHNESS,ATL.FINEST FU MARRIED 2 KERIZZZMA.....YA DIGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ fubar ~THIS BULLETIN WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY... ♥KERIZZZMA♥LaLa's Wifey♥FU MARRIED 2 ROYAL HIGHNESS

One Before Bed, Thankies Amy Girl!
Name of the last person you texted? -HAHA im in the stone age no cell anymore! This survey gets a little personal can you handle it? -Naturally. Do you think somebody is in love with you? -Maybe, one can never tell. Is it easy to make you cry? -Umm depends on my day and hormone levels lol What would you do if your best friend died? -My world would fall apart,i cant handle to much more death in my life. Do you consider yourself lucky? -Im surviving that in its self is lucky. I bet you miss somebody right now? -Very much so. I bet you're thinking about someone right now? -Yes i am Can you honestly say your okay right now? -Im doin the best i know how to right now and thats ok to me. What are you doing tomorrow night? -Same shit diff day, im at a stand still in my life at the moment. Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not? -Yes im queen at hiding my feelings sometimes. Do you hate when guys/girls flirt with your bf/gf? -It re

Scavenger Hunt Time
ITS SCAVENGER HUNT TIME!!!! It's almost St. Patty's day & I'm ready to have some fun how about you??? NEED SOME FU BUX??? WHY NOT WIN THEM!!! Will start scavenger hunt once at least 10 contestants join Entry fee of 40k 1st PLACE WINNER=1mil fubux 2nd PLACE WINNER=500k fubux 3rd PLACE WINNER=250k fubux HUNT WILL LAST FOR 7 DAYS 30 ITEMS WILL BE LISTED...EACH ITEM IS WORTH POINTS...PERSON WITH THE MOST POINTS IN THE END WILL BE THE WINNERS CONTESTANT MUST BE IN THE PICTURE WITH THE ITEM FOR IT TO COUNT FOR POINTS IF THERE IS A TIE....THE CONTESTANT THATS MORE CREATIVE WITH A TIE BREAKER ITEM WILL WIN

Im Growing Weaker Each Day
What makes you think that it'll all work out in the end? Afraid to feel bad? Better off to try and pretend. I'm immortal, immune to all that is wrong. Just keep on wishing. Crossing my fingers. So long. Is this helping? I'm growing weaker each day. Can't stop whining. Still afraid of what I might say or reactions, that control us one and all. It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself. Inside, we all know, only the strong survive. So now I'm bleeding on myself yes once again. Seems I trusted another deceitful friend. My fault. Should've known the deal. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer, for real. Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard. Trying to guess life's dealing. What's the next card? I'm surely folding. I don't like this hand at all. It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself. Inside, we all know, only the strong survive. Maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer. To overcome the grieving of lifes unr

Read Before Adding
If you want to be my friend, chat a bit in here and other chat sites, share pics, clean or naughty, cool. If all you're doing is adding me to level up then please move on. I've made alot of cool friends here, some I actually hope to meet someday but I'm personally not a point whore. I've made Fugee with just a few cool pics that I like, some I've ripped and some you MIGHT see when I decide you are worthy to be a friend or family. Most of the points I make are from helping friends by rating and commenting on the pics I feel are worthy of a ten. Trust me there's alot of pics I just won't rate. A few examples just so you don't get heart broken; Any pic with your kids in them. This site is for adults and I really don't want to see your darling 3 yo daughter on your lap. Kind of leads me to believe what kind of parent you are. I also won't go thorugh and rate the 2045 pictures you have of random crap just so you can make your next level, and by the way...easy rates might work for you...but

Day 2-4
Day 2 bus was an hour late picking the 18 of us up. we had to call to get them to come and do it. organized this place is not. my two roommates both speak english and are leaving in two weeks. means i get the place to myself for at least a week. Lots of nice people on here. Swells are very high but no seasickness yet. crew food sucks but is filling. everything cost money even a glass of water at the bar. going to walmart in the Am. need to pick up odds and ends that i forgot. Day 3 got off the boat and went to walmart in the rain and cold. Had a "fireside" chat with HR and the safety officer today. heard some stories. found out where the crew bar is and the internet cafe. cant wait to get this week over with and into the kitchen. Day 4 in safety class today. talk about boring. crew movie is the transformers. i have now seen it 3 times today. food sucks again. no surprise there.

Help Me Out Please!
Okay listen up ya'll! I'm going to be walking the the March of Dimes - March for Babies this year on Sunday April 26th. My job has a team together and I need sponsors. If you'd like to be one of my sponsor's for me walking, please make an online donation to this website: http://www.marchforbabies.org/tlporter The money we raise for March for Babies will help: - support all-important research offering preventions and solutions for babies born too soon or with birth defects - educate women on things they can do to increase their chances of having a healthy baby - provide comfort and information to families with a newborn in intensive care - push for newborn screening and health insurance for all pregnant women and children Won't you please help me in this worthy cause? Contributing to my walk online is fast, easy and secure. You can donate directly from my personal webpage with a credit card or PayPal. If you prefer, I can also accept cash or check. J

From My Son Posted On Myspace
I need your prayers!! Current mood: bummed Category: Life On Nov 19 2008, I woke up and climbed out of bed and my legs collapsed beneath me. I was rushed to the hospital and I completely baffled the doctors. My health just worsens from there and at one time my wife was notified that I was not going to make it. The doctors couldn't find the bacteria/virus that was slowly eating me away. The bacteria/virus eat away at my myelin sheath (which is the protected coating on the nerves that run the spinal cord). I spent 33 days in the ICU the doctors found a way to stop the bacteria/virus from spreading. The doctor diagnosed me with acute disseminated encephalomyelitis (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acute_disseminated_encephalomyelitis). My whole body at this point paralyzed I could barely move my arms and speak. After I was released from the ICU I was moved to another hospital to under take rehabilitation. After a few weeks I started gaining mobility in my arms. Every week as b

In My Second Auction!
I AM IN MY 2ND AUCTION! THE FIRST ONE WAS AWESOME! & I MADE AN AMAZING FRIEND! SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COME BID ON ME! U WON'T REGRET IT, I PROMISE! THE LINK TO THE PAGE IS: VAMP MORTICIA~RL Girl & Fu-wife 2 JDHUNT~PUCKERZ WIFEY~Miah the Mack's Pimpette~CindaFella Owns@ fubar AND THE LINK TO ACTUALLY BID IS: THE AUCTION JUST OPENED TODAY(03-16-09) & RUNS UNTIL 03-30-09 WHICH IS IRONIC BECAUSE THAT'S MY 32ND B-DAY! SO PLEASE COME BID! & SHOW BOTH LINKS LOVE! THANKS 2 EVERYONE FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SUPER! LUV ALWAYS, APRIL

Pics
AS YOU ALL KNOW THERE ARE MANY TRICKED OUT PICS FLOATING AROUND HERE AND GUESS WHAT I MAKE THEM TOO!!! BUT SINCE THERE HAS BEEN AN INCREASE IN DEMAND FOR FOR PICS AND SINCE I HAVE TO PAY FOR ALL MY PROGRAMS THIS IS HOW IT WILL GO DOWN. FOR ALL TRICKED OUT PICTURES: STARTING PRICE IS A 1 CREDIT BLING THE MORE WORK I PUT INTO THE PIC THE HIGHER THE BLING CREDIT WILL BE ITS ONLY FAIR. **I DO WELCOME ALL BLING PACKS AND BLAST ALSO** HERE ARE SOME SAMPLES OF WHAT I CAN DO CHECK IT OUT.....

I Wish He Really Knew
I wish he knew just how much he crosses my mind and how offten he make's me smile just by thinking of him and if he did know why hasn't he said anything to me.If he really did know i think it might just scare him off but then again i'll never know because i could never tell him what i really really feel inside for him yes he know's i love him but he doesn't know just how deep it flows maybe someday i'll havee the guts to say it but untill then he'll just have to read this and just get some sort of feel for what i feel inside..hmmm and if he doesn't feel the same it'll crush me mind and soul and i'll more then likely never give my heart out again...i'll become the crazy mom with the cat's sitting on my porch drinking ice tea and talking to mr wiskers or some s*it

Why I Don't Rank Friends...
Most everyone on here knows that you can rank your friends in order. Basically it's for you to keep people you talk to the most on the top of your friend lists so that they show up first. It's, at least for me, NOT to be intended to mean so and so is a better friend than the another. Long time ago, I started placing people on my 'Top Friends' list because I had so many people but only regularly talked to a few. OMFG, I would catch such f*cking grief about it. "Why's Snay-nay-nay ranked higher than me? And other stupid questions like that. Oh, and the 'Family' list too..."How come I'm not in your family?" Anyways, last November, I eliminated the Family list and took everyone off the Top Friends list. I shortsightedly thought my problem was solved. Fast forward a couple months, I'm being asked recently to rank friends on here. I'm not doing it. So instead of explaining it 15 different times, I'm just explaining once on here as to why I don't rank friends. I have dozens of fr

Thank You Twaune
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Are There 'plants' On -fubar-?
No, I do not mean those green things growing in your garden. Now, then: I have not been on this site for long, but. . . I've received some "interesting" messages from some lovely young women - "Hello; My name is -____- I saw your profile and you seem like a nice person. . ." etc. - Now, since I am dumb enough to have been on pay- sites ('Meet Single In Your Area') - and I have also been accosted by lovely women wishing to know my name, rank & serial number, (not to mention more personal details) and the odd remark that sounds suspiciously like a pick-up line or 'marriage' proposal - I have to wonder: just who ARE these "people"? Needless to say, these encounter lead to nothing - not a thing. . . So I ask you - Have you had an encounter of this sort? What was the outcome? * Ladies, this inquiry applies to you as well - Has a tall, dark, stranger visited you and then, *poof - simply vanished? As a King once asked himself, "Yes, I'm para

I Do Not Want
After a turn of events this weekend that set my life in once again the hectic mess that has become much the norm, I began thinking. I know most usually a dangerous topic where I am concerned, but nonetheless these are the ramblings of nothingness I came up with. Most people know what they want from life. Things they look for when finding that elusive "one true love: or when searching for ways to obtain their dream job. Aspirations, goals, desires: all part of what is " wanted from life." I guess at one time I was much the same way. I wanted out of the small hell-hole of a town I once knew as home, to become a successful attorney, to find true love and live happily ever after. Well, a series of events called life got in the way of all those plans and everything I once "wanted". Now as cynical as it may seem I am no longer willing to live my life searching or striving to fulfill a list of "wants" instead I am approaching life in such a matter that I now know what " I do not

Darkness Befalls
Walking thru the desert like a wild fire ruling the moraine, catching the ferocious winds moving thru the night. The sky is dark and there is no hope that a shining star will come thru, neither the moon with its brightness should come again. Darkness befalls in front of thee, where did it go, how come? how long?. Desperate shouts go thru the air wondering what this madness could be. Suddenly a thought comes thru, is it the end? is this true? For life has long been ignored, lost souls floating from door to door, day by day, night by night. How could this be if they weren't ready? A voice carried from miles says this is destiny and not an illusion. For a message was sent forth to thee instructing to bow down before thy king. A moment of gamut between silence and disdain hit the air. Adolescent voices sprout thru the night asking for forgiveness from thy king. With the blink of an eye lives are deleted from this world with galore. The enemy has hit the moraine with a ferocious ruminant ar

Part 2
I am only here for a time and I don't want my life to ever be a waste so I go on forward with my destiny which is to fulfill thy command. I would never stand in someone's way even if they were in the wrong side of town. I would never mislead or lie to someone even if it meant for me to be hurt. I would never act or try to be something that I am not because I am me and am here for a purpose. If you are reading this that means you must have read part one and part two means am still alive and writing. I am not perfect because no one is and the only person to walk the earth that was, he was crucified. What that means is when the time or the moment of truth comes people will show their true colors. Judas betrayed him after Jesus welcomes him with open arms. He ate from the same food, from the same wine, from the same blood yet he found it on his heart to sell him for money. This is the symbol that most people use and care about in life. Money is the root of all evil and yes we need it howev

I Am Only Here For A Time
I am only here for a time and then once my purpose is done I will be gone. I don't want to miss out on the beautiful things that my love ones bring forward but if tomorrow never comes I have to take in to my heart that I did indeed have had a life with joy. If tomorrow never comes, if the sun never shines again, if the moon never brings the light, if the air is at still, if the mountains shall crumble, if the rivers over flow and the sea takes on the world know that I have been here for a moment that was meaningful not just to me but for to those that mattered and most important those that love me and the love was returned. I am one of a kind not better than anyone else but an individual whose burden has come and gone because I have seen the light and I have seen the purpose and the task that has been given on hand. I don't have to be a world wide known individual because it would not do me any good if people knew me all over but could not share and feel the power of the one thing that

Free Drinks!!!!!
I don't ask for much on here, call me on it if you must (if I did I'd be asking for a VIP). But I don't, people ask for everything on this site. I'm asking for everyone to give a few simple fubucks to someone who is special to me for her birthday spotlight. No money...bling yatta yatta, just some cheap fu. Won't cost you anything. An yes I know everyone is asking for fubucks lately, shit, $5000 here an there isn't much. Hell, I even asked Baby J! Xx Tamz xX ™ Take Me As I Am, Or Don't Take Me At All@ fubar Oh, don't tell her I sent you.

Be Good To Me
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go

Call Me Weird Haha
i cant wait to get out on the road and into a truck... i got to see the inside of my moms trainer truck and it was pretty nice and i thought that was pretty neat.. call me a dork or weird or what ever u want i thought it was something i cant wait to experience i got the chance to actually sit in the driver seat and for a second i could imagine what it will be like to drive something like that soon ... and i think im going to like doing it haha ok... enough with wasteing your time... muah!!! XoXoXOOXxxOoXo

Frik'n Witchie!!
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? Mustard an mold 2. what is your favorite brand of deodorant? What's that? 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. I have one testicale bigger than the other. (girls feel free to investigate) 4. what is your worst habit? Playing with myself. 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? Wow, tough one. The only reason I wake up is my dogs, so I guess them. 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? The T.V. show Dukes of Hazzard I guess 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? My biggest weakness is me. Tag!!!!!! you must do it

Headstrong
I'm a straight up kind of girl, I am I'mma tellin' it like it is, I am And that's just the kind of girl I am Head up, Hands up tell me You're a hiding it kind of boy, You're a talented kind of boy, You are And that's just the kind of boy you are Head up, Hands up these are Headstrong crazy days When your mind's made up And the music plays Headstrong can you feel the beat? Meltdown can you feel the heat? Meltdown, It's not a crush In a hot hot room, We're in a rush Headstrong can you feel the beat? Meltdown can you feel the heat? Gonna feel alive tonight, I am I'm a positive kind of girl, I am Leave my troubles behind tonight, I am Stand up, Get up tell me Are gonna be down with me, You are Yeah you're coming along with me, You are 'Cause that's just the kind of guy you are Stand up, Get up these are Headstrong crazy days When your mind's made up And the music plays Headstrong can you feel the beat? Meltdown can you feel the heat? Meltdown, It's n

Positivity
From where I stand I see A world of possibilities So don't be going Negative on me baby Love is hard But that's alright Give it time It's worth the ride You know it's all in the way you.. You're lookin at me I'm lookin at you What more do you want Show me some positivity It's all I got Its leading me on Can't leave it alone Show me some positivity You're making it harder Then it has to be So wont you please show me Some positivity Some Positivity Wish I could get into your mind So I could see if I'm inside 'Cause I know you're right here in mine oh baby The glass is half full not empty Why do you think You won't get none You know its all in the way you You're lookin at me I'm lookin at you What more do you want Show me some positivity It's all I got Its leading me on Can't leave it alone Show me some positivity You're making it harder Then it has to be So wont you please show me Some positivity Some Positivity Don't bring me down

Borrowed In Rememberance Of My Gradma
Remember me in the glow of the sunset or when the robins return in the spring Know that in life there are up and downs , remember beauty exists in all things. Remember me as the butterfly flutters, and drinks the sweet nectar of flowers Life is as simple as nourishment within all there is loving power. Remember me with the radiance of the sun as the glow of me warms your face When the gentle breeze blows your hair in your eyes know its me sendng God's Grace Remember me when a newborn cries for soon tears of joy will appear As you gaze upon the newness of life know that I am close to you near. Remember me as u pray at night for this is when you sense me the most Know that I am and forever will be alive with God as my host.

Blah...
Im getting in one of those moods where I dont want to be bothered by anyone anymore. I know Im not the happiest guy by far, but am by no means one thats always down and depressed. But there's just been alot goin on lately and its startin to get to me. I think I am starting to get depressed. I havent been eating as much as I normally do, and I leave my place (let alone my room) rarely. Is it just a phase everyone goes through? I mean, Im kinda feeling like I just dont care anymore... about anything. I have no excitment about things anymore that would normally excite me. Doing things or seeing people, I just dont care. Is it just because of every wrong thing thats going on in my life, or should I worry?

New Computer For School
I have a change to get a newer computer for school. Mac is more expensive price but heard and have gone to the web site and seams a lot better than the typical PC. But for the same price of a Mac i can get a nice rigged out PC. Should I get a Mac or I get a rigged out pc? Comments appreciated.

Cheater
Cheater The night gave way to cleansing light, and she watched her shadow flee the day. Though she tried to hide her lying eyes, her reputation sadly preceded her. Deeper than a thousand lashings, more severe than the memory of home. She realized all her dreams were haunted, as his eyes bore into her deception. The blade felt at home in her hand, as she slid it across his sleeping throat. Murder; easier than what she must do, Her shape crept away in the dark. A sole candle lit the chamber then, as she eased into the enticing aquatic. Crimson dishonor floods the basin And she is ushered away by demons. Copyright © Steve Britt Nov 2006

Abysmal Love
Abysmal Love I fell into the abyss, Of her dreadful love. Colors choked together, And blackened my resolve. Then my heart burst open, Like a thundercloud in the desert. I saw a pale horseman, Trod out upon a battlefield. I was blinded by the brilliance, Of her simple strategy. And the last thing I saw, Was her face. Copyright © Steve Britt 27 February 2002

My Life And Other Things
I'm trying to just relax and chill today but its kinda hard when I have so much going on in my mind and my parents coming home getting pissed at me cuz my animals had no water in theyre bowels when they did but my big dog mojo drinks it all before the others could have some also. So I am the one who gets yelled at for it all just cuz I'm the only one home alone during the day and sometimes everyone is here I still get yelled at for it when it isnt just my job its everyones to me it is whoever is here its theyre job to feed and water the animals and make sure they are ok outside and play with them for a hour or so outside then relax inside. But thats not how my parents see it so it pisses me off and cuz they dont understand me like my friends do. I work my ass off trying to clean this whole house during the day everyday while everyone works and also feed and water all animals and give them baths and stuff and play with them sometimes. Anyways besides that I'm chillin in my room bore

Mia
Mia I saw her there, A deer in my headlights, But I did not swerve, I drove headlong. I stopped just short, Didn’t want to hurt her, She said thanks stranger, Maybe we can be friends. So we had a margarita, You know, the kind with salt, And she told me a story, About a life once lost. It was sort of like a dream, As we drove to the sea, Where we became lovers, Mia and me... Copyright © Steve Britt 7/20/07

Nothing. Song.
The Feel Good Drag lyrics "I'm here for you" she said and we can stay for awhile, my boyfriend's gone, we can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling) Where do we begin. Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Everyone in this town is seeing somebody else Everybody's tired of someone our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who I am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin Your littlest sin Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Failure is your disease You want my outline drawn You

Anniversary Gift ....
Happy Anniversary kitten. Join yourself to me and know the joy of one soul enter my world of pleasure and drink deep from my cup Empty your heart of desire and bathe yourself in mine your body can cease its search you have found your treasure Open your arms and soul to me forget your past you have no more need for the world you now live in mine I will feed your heart, be your desire all that you need, want and my words, to you, opium, manna three meals a day Abandon your life in the world you have a new state of being surrender what means so little to be come so much more You have found yourself in me F.M. 04/19/2008 ^..^ TAMER ar vu vu's Master Love you to bits darling pet.

Trail Of Deceit
Trail of Deceit The Pearl Man’s just a friend she said, She swore it to him from their bed, But what about the note he read, The pain he felt, the tears he shed? A secret life she kept from him, The things she did with guys like Tim, While lights shone bright, not soft nor dim, Mere fantasies for dolts like him. The Pearl Man’s secret she held close, The note it spoke of one-man shows, Where girls rubbed him without their clothes, The way he said, the way he chose. Women like her, the ones he ate, Were easy to manipulate, Just call them pretty, their need so great, Do anything on their first date. The Pearl Man’s just a friend she said, Of course sometimes she gave him head, Not sexual, not in their bed, When he cried - the tears he bled. Copyright © Steve Britt 19 October 2004

The Last Leaf To Fall
The Last Leaf to Fall The wind it howled all through the night, So she hung on with all her might, While others fell unseen by light, When morning came she saw their plight. The town then woke and what they found, Their trees were bare for miles around, Crimson and gold had covered the ground, Alone she cried without a sound. From high above the earth she hung, The mournful wind its song it sung, No one was left to be among, To their end they’d all been flung. Her senses were sharp, her vision keen, How could winter be so mean, Her skin had turned deep aubergine, Blackened veins where once was green, As she succumbed to winters nip, Her life lived; she lost her grip, And in the wind her shape did flip, Over the ground her frame did skip. She came to rest upon the grass, The man had watched it all from class, Where he awaited with frame of brass, And gently placed her behind the glass. Her tree of life for those months few, Stood bare outside drap

Arielle
Arielle Once upon a time there lived a mermaid named Arielle. She was born in Atlantis and was a direct descendant of Poseidon who was the King and protector of all the seas creatures. Being born of noble blood; Arielle was offered advantages as she grew up. She went to the best schools in the Indian Ocean and the Adriatic Sea. She was shown how to use the ocean currents to traverse vast distances quickly and she learned to speak many languages of the sea. Her studies consumed her and she was always at the top of her classes. Arielle mastered in speech and could commune with all the seas creatures. Poseidon was proud of her and made it his business to protect her. He assigned Mermen from his army to watch over her and gave strict instructions that Arielle was to never know of their presence. Mermen were fierce warriors and would carry out their orders without hesitation. Poseidon’s army was made up of thousands of these divine creatures and their loyalty was unrivaled in all o

Verizon Cellphone Users. Opt Out
Verizon is currently sending out notification letters chock full of legalese to its customers. Here's a summary: You have 45 days to opt out or you "agree" that Verizon can share your personal data. Update: Verizon says this policy is not new. It has been in effect since 2007. Verizon also reiterates what we state below, which is that any personal-data sharing only happens within the Verizon "family" of telecom services, which are technically separate companies, hence the wording. According to author David Weinberger, who made the discovery upon reading his pamphlet, the personal info Verizon wants to distribute willy nilly to anyone with a check includes "services purchased (including specific calls you make and receive), billing info, technical info and location info. They promise to only share this with 'affiliates, agents and parent companies.' It will definitely not be shared with 'unrelated third parties' ... unless, perhaps that third party pays Verizon to become an affili

What Happens When The "right" Thing To Do, To You Is The Wrong Thing
*WARNING- THESE VIEWS ARE MY OWN TAKE FROM IT WHAT YOU WILL. THANKS FOR READING* This question is the silent "straw that breaks the camels' back"... What I mean by that is, in many of lifes' endeavors there comes a time where you must make a choice. Some of these times have the situation were you are right no matter what you choose, or you are wrong no matter what you choose. These can be solved with near to no effort.. And that's cool, I can dig it. But what happens when you are faced with one right decision and one wrong? Well the answer should be simple in taking the right one right? Wrong... Cause what if the right choice was really the wrong choice, and the wrong choice was right, or they were both right or wrong either way you did it? Anyone catching on? If not let me explain. Life sucks, end of story.. Not really, but it seems that way in these crucial moments. You see, the problem with right and wrong is that there is no "set in stone" right and wrong, just p

So This Is My Philosophy On Life.
·The Philosophy Of Life·Life is a test. It will bend you 'til you break; twist you.. knot you up.. and drag you across the barbed wire of the fence, that was torn from the ground, by your eyelids. It smirks at the thought of ripping out your insides, and eating them right before your eyes, while you scream in agony. It'll toy with your head, and take the things you value most. Teasingly it holds them just out of your reach, only to tell you "jump!", while you stand in the quicksand, where most have given up and sank.Do you really want it to win, and take you down? Fight back for everything you believe in, and all that you stand for. If nobody had striven for what goals they had, or fought for the things they stood for, I can guarantee we wouldn't be here. The whole world would most likely be like the 3rd, 4th, even 5th world countries. So as it drags you along.. Just remember..Jump up!Knock it down!Spit in it's face, Wrap it in barbed wire...And SHOVE IT! face first into it's own poiso

Lmw 331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we were the na

Never
how come when i have dreams they never cometrue. hopes and prayers all unanswered. what do i do wrong just what do i do wrong. im sad im unhappy and what i thought i had i dont. i wont someone in my life i wanna be happy again. i wanna stop crying i wanna stop hating life and instead enjoy life how come everytihng i ever wanted i cant get. why me why me i want things to be different i want someone to care for me,i have dreams about it dreams that feel so real but thats as close as i ever get to it. never wati want never

On Rats And Stealing
On Rats and Stealing I remember the day the man I called Dad taught me to steal. It was just like any other day in Camp Sea Ashe. My brother Randy and I had been down to the green (a green is the term used to describe a large expanse of grass in Europe) playing soccer with some of the local British lads. My best friend Colin had been teaching me how to trap the ball with the arch of one foot up against the heel of the other while running. The move was designed to toss the ball over your own head (and consequently your opponents) while at a full run. I had been able to pull it off a few times but generally my attempts had resulted in face plants. When we came walking in to Hill Bridge (that was the actual address of our "home"; Hill Bridge, Camp Sea Ashe, England) my dad was waiting on us. "There is a rat in the laundry room boys" he said from the couch while playing his guitar. Randy glanced at me and we just went to the closet and got the cage, cut-off brooms and our gloves; we kne

The Pegasus Project Mystical Fu's Of The Week
The Pegasus Project MYSTICAL FU'S OF THE WEEK Please show each Lady of our Mystical Family some Mystical Fu-Love!!! Just click their special tag below to go to their profile. ~Tulsa's Angel~ and carolina yankee ~ The Pegasus Project ~ Shadow Leveler ~ This is a great way of showing some Fu-Love this week and making them feel special each day! Show love by commenting, rating, or gifts.... Whatever you chose let these great ladies know they mean a lot to you! This bully brought to you by ~Team Four Leaders~ and ~Pegasus Project Homepage~ (repost of original by '†FÕяѕáķĕŋ βίτсђ†Team Cpt 4 CLUB FAR~' on '2009-03-16 19:29:15')

Alex
Alex It was a very warm Saturday afternoon and I was at Bellevue Square, having a bite to eat when I saw her at the Nordstrom’s perfume counter sampling various fragrances. She was lost in the aromatic beauty of it all. As I approached I noticed that she had on very high quality clothing, designer labels by the appearance and she made them look good. She was in an eggplant colored dress that appeared to move even when she didn't, it simply flowed on her. It was a bit low cut and every so often you could detect the presence of what I assumed was a silk camisole. She had on very tasteful heels and was wearing glimmering stockings, the kind that requires a garter belt which I could just make out under the silky dress if I watched carefully. "Hot" came to mind as I admired her beautiful brunette hair. Her make-up was applied flawlessly and she had chosen a soft pink lipstick that seemed to have a hint of white floating above the primary color. From my proximity she appeared to have

Patti
PATTI It was 3 in the morning and the phone was ringing. A sense of deja vu traced its finger down Lee’s spine. “Hello” he said. “Hi darlin, I’m sorry to wake you up but, I have some terrible news”. It was Lees’ sister Teri on the phone from San Antonio. “What is it sis, what happened”? As he listened to his (clearly shaken) sibling delivering horrific news he became aware of the reason this all seemed so familiar. Lee’s mind drifted off to another story from the city whose clutch he seemed unable to escape… The magnetic thermometer on his dash was shaped like the State of Texas and its mercury presently indicated a temperature of 102 degrees in the car as Lee flew down TX1604, the outer loop that surrounds San Antonio. He could have taken the inner loop; Loop 410 was a shorter route but it had a lot more cops. Lee lived in Universal City, which was nothing more than a watering hole for Randolph AFB, headquarters of the U.S. Air Force Air Education and Training Command, the 19th

Cause I Love Anna O'molly
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? Relish I make my own tartar sauce. 2. what is your favorite brand of deodorant? Degree shower fresh 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. My mother is in a nursing home with Demetia and I live everyday missing her. 4. what is your worst habit? I don't understand my worth so I put myself down alot. It seems to upset my friends. 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? No offense to my friends here but my son saves my life everyday. Without him I would be so much less then who I am. He is my sun. 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? Me I did everything on my own. From the moment I found out I was pregnant I worked and did everythign I could to better my sons and my life. 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? trusting too quickly. I want to always believe everyone is good and lovely and honest. That doesn't always happen.

Stolen From Anna Molly
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? soysauce, don't use it much. 2. what is your favorite brand of deoderant? Burberry Touch 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. I have a scar on my ass from fallin on a cactus while running away from home in the 8th grade. 4. what is your worst habit? a foul mouth 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? in the last year...hmmm saved my life might be a little strong, but prinny made me realize how good a person i am.;) (edited) 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? Mr. Copeland my HS art teacher 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? Communication.

Am I Good Or Evil
well the time has come for me to decide to choose angel or demon, mostly ppl pick this on thier on but im gonna let what few friends i have pick this for me as the way u see me lol , so leave a comment if you think im good or evil or angel or deamon lol

Cormorant
cormorant \KOR-mur-unt; -muh-rant\, noun: 1. Any species of Phalacrocorax, a genus of sea birds having a sac under the beak; the shag. Cormorants devour fish voraciously, and have become the emblem of gluttony. They are generally black, and hence are called sea ravens, and coalgeese. 2. A gluttonous, greedy, or rapacious person.

Driving Again
Today i went driving for the first time in 9 years. I havent drove since i been in a chair. It was quite an experience . It was not as easy as i thought it would be driving for the first time. My mom drove my car out to a sub division out buy were i work and my grandmas neighborhood. I realized that it was not as easy as i thought. First you have hand controls which are so awesome. When you drive with hand controls you have to be careful not to drive while holding the brakes and gas together. It takes a lot of getting use too. I was good at making turns and i am going to practice going in reverse next time. I also am working on making turn a rounds when u hit a dead on. Next time without curve checks lol. I know it takes a lot of practice and i know i will get the hang of it. It makes me a little nervous because it is a different obstacle to overcome but i think over time it will be easier and each time i do it it will be second nature. When i was about done there was

New Love
i just want to say that love is great.i know that a while back i said it sucked . that was befor i meet a great lady.her name is amanda and she is the love of my life. she 26 years old and has a five year old son. i have been with her for two weeks now and it has been so woundful. i will keep every one updated on how it is going.

Going Down
so im a newbie whats the do in the fubar it seems like a pretty cool site quite busy to! well how is the world idk chris brown and rihanna i think the media needs to chill apparently she was tagging his a*** also, they can work it out ummm lets see, well im sad we did't get a stimulus check this year i really could have used that. how about the old lady in the shoe that had so many kids the world didnt know what to do, AMERICA GET OVER IT! WELL UNTIL TOMMOROW.

Mcdonalds
So, I used to play this online game about ten years ago. We had a habit of having really strange, but funny conversations. The following is a log of one of those conversations about McDonalds. Please note, all of the conversation from someone named Kalan is from me. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- S O L A R E C L I P S E --------------------------------------------------------------------------- [162 Mlnbn R 9] [VeNgeAnCe] Kalan, Founder of Windows, 1900 edition, Y2K LIVES {Anti} [201 Rhthn R12] [ ShiNobI ] Elite_Champion Strife pimps like Ronald McDonald [WED] Kalan gossips 'Strife, I have been wondering, does your title mean you have sex with small children?' Rufus falls down laughing. Strife gossips 'No no, that's Micheal Jackson, NOT Ronald Mac' Justice gossips 'You sure?' Rufus gossips 'Ronny M ' Strife gossips 'I think.' Rufus gossips 'Ronny does it with clown makeu

Transportation Cervixes
Yeah, you read it right. Some of you might have heard about the import/export class where I got stuck with two Russians asking some shady questions. Well, I was cleaning out my laptop bag today and I pulled out a business card from one of the Russian guys Victor Byaly President Ocean Transportation Cervixes Yup, we'll take your cervix across the world folks! It took me a full 3 minutes to catch my breath after reading his card. I work with people every day that speak English as a second language and still have a better command of the English language than the vast majority of Fubarians. However, I do enjoy a giggle at some of the mistakes here and there.

There's Too Much Wrong For You To Stay
He was just your average everyday traffic jam competitor with half a gram steppin in the club trying to set it off She had two silicon weapons of mass distraction Nipples like screw in cleats damn near blastin Through her skin tight blouse, she's looking for some action Said her hubby was out of town and started askin If he's like to go to her house. I think that's when He realized he couldn't do it, looked at her finger A diamond from her ring hit his eye, he couldn't linger He started feeling guilty for everything they were up to He took a deep breath and said "you know what I'd love to But evidently there's already someone who loves you" She looked at him like he insulted her and said "fuck you Look at your pupils I know what that stuff do Mr. Goody two shoes call me out I'll call you out too" Now he was weak as her. He had a ring too Just walk away Just walk away. There's too much wrong for you to stay. Just walk away Just walk away gonna get yourself in trouble

More Info On Me
*FOODOLOGY* What is your salad dressing of choice? Balsamic vinergarett or Italian What is your favorite fast food restaurant? hmmmm Taco bell What is your favorite sit down restaurant? Columbos On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? 3-5$ What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? What are your pizza toppings of choice? Linguica sausage pineapple ham and pepperoni (not all on the same pizza) What do you like to put on your toast? butter or chunky peanutbutter What is your favorite type of gum? winterfresh *TECHNOLOGY* Number of contact's in your cell phone? 10 Number of contacts in your email address book? not a whole lot What is your wallpaper on your computer? http://img159.imageshack.us/img159/73/shednotearshcz2.jpg How many televisions are in your house? 2 *BIOLOGY* Are you right-handed or left-handed? right my son is left Do you like your smile? yes Have yo

Info On Me
{1} What political party do you support? Do I have to? {2} Who do you support for president? no one {3} If you could date one same-sex celebrity, who would it be? angelina jolie {4} How about opposite sex? Hugh Laurie Johnny Depp {5} Could you walk to where your parents work from your house? probably on a good day {6} What's the stupidest thing you've done during the winter? Thought that 4 feet of snow would break my fall with my arms out .. Oh boy what a sight to see {7} If you could do anything with the person who posted this before you, what would you do? ummmm i dunno hang out more i guess {8} Could you date someone with different views then you? Been there done that Lets not again {9} Are you worried about someone right now? Yes {10} If you write surveys, do you tag them? Tis not my Forte` {11} Describe the last time you got hurt. idk how but I know i got this big ol bruise @ work on my inner thigh {12} Where are your best friends? in m

Bored
I'm bored out of my mind. I really need to make a bulletin/blog about Jeff..seeing as how I offered that in the auction, but I'm lacking any creativity. So I'll have to do that another night. I really do want to do something fun. I thought about MuMMing, those things are moving so slow tonight and the only new one is about abortion..and I will NOT talk about that. I think I need music. [runs off to play my whole 2 songs]

Dont Fall Victim!!
I did a re-post on a very good write up about scams that are being uncovered related to people claiming to be getting FREE GRANT MONEY. Take a look here for the full story.. Solar Arise Corp. Blogs

Hair
hey don't know if anyone will read this... but I wanna know if I should do my hair? it's hella windy here. Like really bad. but I kinda wanna be girly. Should I curl it? I dunno.... I don't normally do my hair.

2012 Moon Mushrooms Pt 2
Down with doomsday. You will not hear such thories from me. If humanity did not spend the last 30 some thousand years evolving our technology towards a postive outcome, then why even waste time talking about change. We are talking about a radical transformation however from our war like history of the past into a new era of peaceful co-exsistance. A earth where people are united to pursue a planet that has a healthy environment, abundance of food for the populations without us taking more of the green then we need for that purpose, a earth that is secure for people to walk around in without fearing their fellow humans. A world where religions, nationalities, race, or poltical goals do not build walls that seperate us and that destroy our spirit of unity that is bonded in the shared hopes and dreams of one and all. Now it is possible that this could occur without us people being much aware of it via a natural part of our historical momentum. Otherwise it would take something

I Love You And Goodbye
I will never forget you, Though I may meet someone new But a part of my heart Will forever belong to you. I know it won’t be easy, And I’ll miss you every second But everything in life, Comes with a special lesson. Letting go is hard But when all the sadness clears There will not be a reason To shed another tear. What we had was priceless And you will always hold my heart But now that our love is gone We must forever part. You said you’d love me forever But forever has come and gone And still I sit and wonder Where it all went wrong. But now I see what’s really there And there’s nothing I could have done You can’t help who you love And I just wasn’t the one. Maybe someday down the road Our paths will intertwine And once again I can hold you And know you are mine. I know I wasn’t perfect But I gave you all I had And if we were so deep in love Why does it feel so bad? I still have a lot of questions And I still wonder why But now all I ca

People With No Real Pics
Ive noticed a ton of people on here that have only beautiful/interesting/funny pics from the internet or that they created as their pics(profile pic,default and public folders)....some dont have any REAL pics,and if they do,they are locked in private folders....are they really that scared of people seeing how they look? Are they that ugly? Or do they think it just makes them cool? Do they think it makes them super-private? Tons of other info is available on the page,so why not a pic? I have seen some where you cant even view a salute to see if its a real person. I dont know if they had one and then remove it or what. I just like to visualize who i am talking to,and i appreciate the other kinds of pics,but I find it irritating if you cant find at least one pic of actually THEM on their page. Just venting,you will have to excuse me im not feeling well tonight......

Wasted Love
There once was a woman who wasted her love she risked it all and put him above Now she is lost and clueless what to do Hopefully her next love, will stick to her like glue But it did not, it all went wrong she could not keep up and could not be strong What could she do, nothing went right she saw giving up so close in her sight But she tried once again to make it all work But he threw her off with only a smirk she knew it was the end, why even try So she got rid of her heart with a simple goodbye The woman is now dead, buried below The love in her veins ceases to flow There once was a woman who wasted her love

Rating People
When I go on here to rate people just for fun to get points. Its what I think and prefer to like. The people that I rate get all mad and butt hurt that they didnt get a ten not my problem you dont post a pic of you and something else or whatever. Its peoples opinions and that shouldnt matter to anyone unless it hurts your feelings grow the fuck up and be an adult about it, this isnt high school anymore.

A Red, Red Rose By Robert Burns
O my Luve's like a red, red rose That's newly sprung in June: O my Luve's like the melodie That's sweetly play'd in tune! As fair thou art, my bonnie lass, So deep in love am I: And I will love thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry: Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt with the sun; I will luve thee still my dear, When the sands of life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it were ten thousand mile.

Anything And Everything
what is unknown to you????? please tell me i want to know. anything you want to know about me just ask. i will answer i will not hide anything. if you like poettry let me know maybe i will write you some thing

Sxcgirrl Birthday Bully
HEY EVERYONE... AN EVENT YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS!! TODAY IS ♥Sxcgirrl♥™ BIRTHDAY!!! So tonight ONLY in EXOTIC DREAMS We are CELEBRATING HER DAY WITH HER... our BEAUTIFUL SXCGIRRL!!! Click on Pic Below to Show SXCGIRRL Some MAD FU LOVE!!! AND BE SURE TO JOIN US IN CELEBRATING WITH SXYGIRRL TONIGHT IN EXOTIC DREAMS!! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER WE LOVE YOU SXCGIRRL!!! MUAHZ!! XOXOXO

Sxcgirrl Birthday Bully
HEY EVERYONE... AN EVENT YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS!! TODAY IS ♥Sxcgirrl♥™ BIRTHDAY!!! So tonight ONLY in EXOTIC DREAMS We are CELEBRATING HER DAY WITH HER... our BEAUTIFUL SXCGIRRL!!! Click on Pic Below to Show SXCGIRRL Some MAD FU LOVE!!! /fubar.com/user/335782"target="_blank"> AND BE SURE TO JOIN US IN CELEBRATING WITH SXYGIRRL TONIGHT IN EXOTIC DREAMS!! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER WE LOVE YOU SXCGIRRL!!! MUAHZ!! XOXOXO

Bringing Back An Old Blog...
Since its that Irish time of year again I thought I'd bring back an old limerick written by Paddy O'loco himself... I once new a girl from Minnesota She was a talented deep throata She give you some thrills Going down on your pills and swallowing cause she's 'spoda

Confusion
You silence screams so loud. It's ringing in my ears. I can not hear the words once said. Our dreams are shattering with sickening unsurety. Our love once so clear is now a haze of smoke. A future up in flames. Tiny pieces floating is all directions. Plans scattered by the wind, as if they were never made at all. Once side by side, as one we moved. Still moving just the same, but now as 2 like charges pressing steadily apart. So blind we were to all around us. Now we are merely blind to what is being lost. So long it took to build, now it is torn apart at such great speed. Crumbling into dust. How long until there is nothing to rebuild with. Don't close your eyes to kiss me. Look at me instead. See the pain behind my eyes. Know the pain within my soul. My heart is yours. You're crushing it. Even if I took it back, you've left nothing there to give. Broken promises trampled beneath uncaring thoughts. Once so full now I am empty. The cold is creeping in. Hear my silent cries.

I Stole This..
This is an active MuMM. It just made me giggle.Uncle O'Bruty limericks created @ 03/16/2009 05:21 pm expires in: 23 hrs [NSFW] [EVERYONE] Buffalo dude started it. I once had sex with a woman Who's mouth was fiercely a foamin' I started on top She told me to stop And thats as far as I got because I didnt know how to rhyme anything else so onto my mumm. Does Irish pussy taste like cabbage?

Sagittarius Woman
A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamoured by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world. She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude t

Fake Ones
OK, seriously... what the f^&k is up with people who put up a fake pic as their profile pic?!? Especially when they have a real salute of themselves! I mean, isn't anyone with common sense who's been on this site for more than 10 minutes going to check out the salute? Ever wonder what the mentality is behind that sort of thing? Are people really so self-conscious that they think they'll make a new friend by intentionally deceiving them right off the bat? What does that say about the value they place on friendship to begin with? Hell, I'm no model and not vain enough to think I'm anything special. But one thing I do have is my integrity. If you know me at all you know I don't lie or bullshit people. What you see is what you get, take it or leave it. I don't need friends or attention so desperately that I would portray myself as something or someone I'm not. And I won't ever be so desperate for points or running up my numbers on here that I'll accept a friend or rate a fake just to

A Lil About Me
hmmm so where do I start, how about this: Hello my name is sHorty; I am 4'9, 102 lbs; I have a 5 year ol lil boy. I am happily married and I will be honist and straight forword to you no matter what. I feel that honisty may hurt, but if the truth hurts, then change it. My life has had its hard times and I have had my fare share of screw ups. I personaly do not have time for people who like to start dramma, act ike a slut or a whore, and deffintally no time for high school games. So if you all on any of that YOU GOTS TO BOUNCE!!! I love helping people and I always have an open ear for any I work as a Privet Home Health Aid and I also run a daycare on the weekends. I am a loving, caring, honist person.

Relationship Theory 101
I'm smart. However cocky or arrogant that comes out, I am. I always have been. It's something that is a little alienating, at times, solely because I find it hard to relate to people on many levels. I'm also an intense person. There are only a handful of people out there that understand what I mean by this. I'm sorry they have had to experience my over zealous nature. When I find someone I can relate to, I tend to go off the deep end, not in the sense that I should be fitted in a straight-jacket, for a padded room, but I definitely overwhelm people. It's part of my inability to relate. Once I find I can relate to someone, I sort of unleash the inner me, and chaos ensues. Being a female, I'm also emotional. Sometimes, irrationally so. For this, I do not apologize, because I don't consider this a bad thing. I just need to remember that most people don't think inside my head. I am a loner. Hardley ever lonely, but often alone. People irritate the uber nonse

Apartment For Rent
APARTMENT FOR RENT A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. They did their thing, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his secretary write a check and mail it to her, calling the payment 'RENT FOR APARTMENT. ' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done, realizing that the whole event had not been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250 and enclose the following typed note: >> 'Dear Madam: Enclosed find a check for $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place, I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; and #3 - it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it w

Sometimes, I Wonder About This Place...
to all my friends on fubar. I have been feeling a little silly lately. I say hello to everyone, send lots of gifts, hugs, rates, comments. But no one ever says hello to me unless I say it first. Maybe its me, am I wishing too much?

Sensual Taurus Zodiac
You are among the people most likely to: Cuddle after sex. Sensual Taurus lovers are the most touchy-feely people in the Sensual Zodiac. Here’s a shocking sex secret about you... Your skin is your sexual spark plug. All it takes is one touch, one kiss or one timely stroke from the right hands to set you ablaze. You crave touch, affection and tenderness almost as much as others crave a certain food. In fact, you can practically live off a bear hug for a year; and when it comes to romance, it’s all about physical contact and connection for you. Passionate, Sentimental and Affectionate You laugh as you live, openly and freely. Your feelings are your traveling companion. You can play any role you choose: run a business, paint a masterpiece, prepare amazing cuisine, tend to your garden or nurture your children. You have an uncalculated spontaneity and childlike wonder that makes life with you an exciting feast for the senses. As a lover, you are pure sensuality. Men rotate a

To Someone Dear To Me
YOU HAVE COME TO ME FROM A DISTANT LAND DREAMER OF DREAMS TO FILL MY HEART OF HEARTS DESIRE SWEET MUSIC FLOWING FROM YOUR NIMBLE HAND THAT PLAYS WITHIN TO LIGHT MY PASSIONS FIRE A SYMPHONY OF WORDS AND THOUGHTS YOU BRING EXCITEMENT BUILDS UPON CRESCENDO'S SOUNDS BROUGHT FORTH IN TONES TO MAKE MY LIGHT HEART SING FOR ALL THE BEAUTY THAT WITH YOU I FOUND A LIFE IS CHANGED IN JUST AN INSTANT TIME ALL DARKNESS FLED BEFOR BRILLIANT SUN THAT SHINES FROM SPOKEN WORDS OF SOFTEST RHYME AND SPEAK OF TREASURES ONLY JUST BEGUN THE MYSTIC MEANING GIVES MY HEART A GLOW THAT A FEW HAVE SEEN AND ONLY YOU WILL KNOW

Bestfriends
HOW DO YOU FIND A BESTFRIEND? WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BESTFRIEND? HOW DO YOU CONNECT ? HOW WILL YOU KNOW ? I HAD 2 FRIENDS NOT BEST FRIENDS THO BECAUSE THEY BOTH WERE TROUBLE FOR ME AND I NEVER SEEN IT COMING BUT I WISH I COULD FIND A BESTFRIEND TO HANGOUT WITH AND JUST GET TO KNOW ALSO CAN YOUR BESTFRIEND BE A MAN? LET ME KNOW AND THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT.

Please Help These Folks
MY LAST LEVEL GUYS AND I HAVE AUTO 11'S RUNNING.. PLZ HELP ME GET A BIT CLOSER TO THE END TY.... I AM BEGGING ALL FAMILY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE TO PLEASE RATE/RERATE THIS PIC TODAY. THIS ENDS ON THURSDAY AND WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET. PLEASE HELP ANYWAY YOU CAN! BLOG IT, LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW, ETC. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! (repost of original by ' AUTOS ARE ACTIVE PLZ RATE MY BLOG MIZZ SHADY TRUE CHIXOR WANTS AUTO'S :) & 2nd alarm hottie' on '2009-03-16 14:39:03')

The Princess Is Just 400k Away...
from becoming fubar's next Oracle. She is my best friend here on fubar and always returns the love. I'm sure she has probably helped you out at one point or another and now it's her turn. Let's give her the spanking she deserves! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH~owned by RedZ28 & Jumpmaster82 & Law Dawg40@ fubar

Friends
What is a friend? I wouldn't know because I barely have any. The ones I had lied and cheated, back stabbed and crossed boundaries they knew they shouldn't. I, obviously, am a friend of convenience to most people who claim to be my friend. It's okay, I would rather have only a few true friends, than a bunch of fakes who I obviously mean nothing to.

Wtf? I Was Violated!
I feel so violated right now!! My son calls me at work this afternoon. He got home from school and finds someone has broken into our house. Things are tossed all over the place. Drawers, closets, cupboards.. even the damn refrigerator. Really? And get this.. they took a jewelery box, cell phones and all the damn chargers in the house. And some change. They went past the laptown, guitars, amps, surround sound stereo, TV's.. Police figure it was kids. Yeah probably. They got in through a high back window using a deck chair and the barbque. Sitting right next to the couch on the deck is a fucking ladder. WTF? At least we have stupid burglars. I'm sick to my stomach thinking these hoodlums have been pawing through my stuff. And will they be back now? I'd shoot the fuckers if I actually owned a gun!!

Just An Update On My Life..and Shit..lol
Well, I've come along way since Scott and I ended our relationship. I've had a couple of different jobs, nothing major...One was a pizza place...then there was the convenience store. Now, I have THREE jobs, and a steady roof over my head, etc...I'm doing great. Hanging out with my bestie's three children, J is almost 7, A is almost 3, and L is 14months...I'm starting to get baby fever! lol I've always wanted a baby, but now it's gotten worse! haha Anyways. I'm still my same ole hard-headed, I am woman, hear my roar, spitfire self, and I won't ever change. I miss all of my old friends here on Fubar. I'm logged in 24/7, but I'm not always here. You can get ahold of me by e-mailing me: missdazlin@tmo.blackberry.net missdazzylynn@hotmail.com x_miss.dazlin_x@yahoo.com I get all of my messages on my phone, so please feel free to drop me a line! I love you all! Miss D.

Happy St Patrick's Day!
The Irish are storytellers, myth makers, poets and romancers. The Irish revere the spoken and written word The Irish can dispel the mist with their light and laughter. The Irish will always spare you a song and a smile May this day bring you all the wonder and magic your heart can hold. Happy St Patrick's Day

Torn
I look back at all the mistakes I've made and wonder what it would take to make up for the wrong I've done. Other times I feel no shame telling myself regret is futile. But what happens when you're not sure? When you see the good and the bad as equal in juncture? Or...what happens when you know you will regret what you feel later? Is there a way to change your feelings or do you have to suffer through. If there is a way someone let me know. After all it would be nice to have the secret to life...

Re: More Grey Hairs Avaliable On I-tunes !!!!
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From The Animals To The Humans!
Homosapien or otherwise! Rest well one & all, Swim in clear water's & Run through field of green, Swim like the gracefull shark or the great whale, Pounce like the wolf or the Tiger, Fly like the eagle , the pigeon, No hate, No regret's Unleash your energy & peace unto all Dove's fly in whie shade's Rainbows rise & bring colours The sun envelope you in warmth Let the night caress you Blessed be let the fallen rise Without regret or sacrifices Br happy being yourself Let the spirits soar high Live your life free & be blessed Break through those times of dark let it fall upon wounded souls Rain brings much needed refreshment From the cold surreal reality that is life Rainbiws , diamonds & dust bloom delete One day we shall find what were searching for delete for the sun to rise & bathe you in warmth Gas the stars descend on another black night Got to love the Riseing of the Moon over the ocean!

Own This Lil Dj For 30 Days:)
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Not All The Irish Will Be Celebrating Tomorrow
Just to get this clear to a few. Some Irish and Irish descent don't celebrate St. Patricks day for a very good reason. Possibly the same reason hardly anyone would dream of celebrating hitler invading poland. The reason why is explained by the gentleman in the following text. The Truth Behind St. Patrick's Day Innocent Beer-Fest Or Propagator Of Snake-Hating Extremism? You Decide Ed Dykhuizen, Contributing Writer Well, it's that time of year again. It's the time of year when you forget to wear green to school and everyone pinches you until you're red with shame and then you run home crying and then get in trouble for ditching school! Thanks a lot, Ireland! That's what I hear, anyway. Not that I'd know, heh heh. But St. Patrick's Day is about more than just the private traumas of an innocent, forgetful young boy. It's even about more than green beer and buttons with amusing phrases like "Kiss Me, I Once Met A Guy Who Was Irish." It has a long history, dating back to th

I
Lo though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no evil for evil becomes me I am the dark one the demon in the night hiding, lurking just outside of the light hungering thirsting feasting on lost souls living of the fears of the weak and the tears of the innocent sucking the life out of their eyes leaving naught but an empty shell and for these sins I will take my place in hell I was once like you just wanting to be whole wandering the earth as just another lost soul then one day I opened my heart and loves fierce talons just ripped it apart Now I feast on misery and thrive on your hate and when you see my true face it will already be to late for if you let me in you open that door all you will hear is a deafening roar as I steal all your joy and suck out your soul for you now pay my price you will also never be whole I wait for death but never will he come afraid to come knocking after all I have done I offer this to you

A Mothers Real First Love
HOW IRONIC THE BARREN FIELD IN WINTER PREVAILING WINDS SCATTERING BLUEBIRDS RECALL ARM N ARM HOW I MISS U .. KIDS WE WAS LOVE WE HAD NEVER LOST JUST GAINED FIELD MOUSE SCRATCHES TO FIND MORSELS I DREAM OF MYRIAD ADVENTURES YOU IN THE FORTH OF JULY IN THE CORN HIDE AND SEEK HOT SUNBURNED WE DONT CARE JUST YOU N ME NO HINT OF BLUE TOMORROW NO SORROW OR REGRET ALL I HAD WAS YOU N TWO OTHER SMALL ONES THERE GROWN AND GONE WITH LOVE THAT STANDS SO STRONG ILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY FIRST REAL LOVE,, ILL NEVER REGRET THE FIRST DAY I HELD YOU,, YOU STOOD STRONG AND PROUD THEN NOW YOU STAND STRONG FOR ARE COUNTRY I LOVE YOU SON .. YOUR MY FIRST LOVE....

Stone Garden
Reflected shadows of granite angels Pillars marking souls within this cold employ Flowers with vacant petals bow in defeat Against the sullen winds that blow. The whisper of a lonesome cry Descends upon the barren tombs As thunder roars its angered song And lightning strikes against the moon. The night is cast by misty fog And wrapped within a damp embrace The stones of those long forgotten Who's broken souls now haunt this place.

Goodbye
The word still hangs Lifeless Void of any color Shape or substance Just an echo A passing thought as you turn away Did I not love you strong enough Long enough Did you doubt sincerity For I know those words I said them over and over I love you But still As you walk away A wisp of hair on your collar A wrenching reminder And as the distance grows between us, I wait Hoping Praying That you care enough to turn To see me one more time See my tears That they may move you Pull you back to me But you have walked so far Not once turning around Not seeing these tears Unmoved Now... Not even an echo of your words It truly is... Goodbye

Movies Movies Movies
So I saw PhiloNerd's Blog and decided to put up my own... Oh, and *everyone* should be able to get at-least 3 or 4 of these :) Movie Quotes 1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies. 2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. When someone guesses correctly, cross it out. 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search or other search functions. 1 Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, th

Llama Leveler Of The Day
JC.....The Enforcer for (Mustang Sally) FuEngaged to The Darke One@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

When Smiles Collide
Two whispered souls From across the room Who have thoughts of despair and gloom. But for just a moment They're lost in time And spirits lift When smiles collide. Suddenly, they feel that all's not lost Kindred souls together A simple gesture's brought. A gentle lift of sunshine upon lips that cannot hide The act of human kindness When smiles collide.

Special N True Friendship
WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH I WILL ALLWAYS BE THERE IF YOU NEED A FRIEND I WILL ALLWAYS CARE IF YOU NEED TO CALL ILL ALLWAYS TALK WHEN YOU NEED TO CRY OR IF YOU WANT TO TAKE A WALK FRIENDSHIP IS NOT MEANT FOR JUST ONE DAY A FRIENDSHIP TO ME IS FOR NOW AND FOREVER

Playing For Keeps
When the sun was swallowed by the Harvest moon, We knew that it was going to end all too soon. But with your arms around my waist -- cheek against mine, I knew that memory would survive against our greatest demon: time. The wind had us strewn along the horizon, our toes in the sand, And a tear fell from my eye when you gripped tighter onto my hand; I could feel the blood pulsing through your shattering veins, As we tried desperately to hold onto our haggard remains. With a sparkle in your eye, you told me it was time to go, And in your most fragile voice, you promised: "Just so you know, This isn't the end of us, we can make it through anything; I'm playing for keeps." -- [You left me dangling like a puppet on a string.] I raced against the clock, hoping it might bring you back home, Shame on me -- I always knew I was better off alone. The butterflies in my stomach burnt and crashed, turned to ash, And in the bottom of my heart, they writhe and gnash -- Wingless, as

Many Thanks
I would like to thank everyone who helped me get as far as i have with my autos on. Many thanks to this woman who went way out of her way to help me. Please show her some love and tell her I sent you! ~KITTEN~NUM YUMMY@ fubar

Another Painted On Smile
Another painted on smile I'm forcing it out today Put away my crimson tears I will always be this way Another painted on smile No one can tell the difference I can still laugh and play My happiness on a leave of absence Another painted on smile I work it quite well Not even my closest friends Can look at me and tell Another painted on smile It's just better off this way Bleeding my tears at night Being jolly during the day Another painted on smile So I wont cause any one pain I'd rather hurt so they don't have to Dealing with my feelings..I abstain Another painted on smile But thats as far as it will go I will never hurt myself again Just so you all will know Another painted on smile Don't anyone worry about me I cannot be helped This is how it's supposed to be.

Need A Break From Reality.
things have just been really tense lately with EVERYTHING. i feel like i'm walking through hot coal on my tippy toes. i just want a break from life in general. i wanna get away. actually, even though my mom and i had a shitty relatioship in the past, i want a hug from my mom. i don't care what anyone says. there is nothing like a mom hug. i have to find a new place to live by the 15-30th of april, and it's hard because of shit that's going on. not to mention that my fiance and i have work schedules that often conflict. My dad is on my ass all the time about things that he has no business talking to me about. my college classes are getting harder, work is getting strenuous due to people being idiots in the mall, and i haven't been able to just take a breather and relax lately. i'm just not really that happy anymore. i don't know. maybe i'll be happier when i find a new place. i sure hope so. cuz i don't think i can take much more of this bullshit, especially from my dad. i literally wan

What They Don't Know
I'm sitting here alone again Struggling just to use this pen You promised me I'd be okay Doesn't look like it's going that way Striving to be something I'm not Lies in my throat are caught I'm bleeding on the inside out What am I even going on about? I have the perfect life A man who wants me to be his wife Family and friends who really do care So why does my life feel so empty and bare? Is it my destiny, my fate? Is my happiness just too late? Sometimes I sit, wonder, and cry Tired of pretending, running from the lies Is it possible to be alone When you're not the only one? It's not like I have no one around me But what can they really see? They think I'm just fine Not knowing my life is on the line I'll let them think this is true Funny thing is..they don't have a clue.

Out And Looking
Hello to all who reads this well im new to this so if you dont mind helping me out a lil that be nice. ladies hit me up add me. i live in cali so if your from cali thats a plus if not its all good i dont mid getting to know you..

Forever Would Be Never [if Never Was Enough]
This is what I get for believing in empty promises Because the way you lie on your back told me different It's the kind of thing you beg to feel strangely about And I never should have allowed myself to love you You left me lying in our bed all alone last night Maybe you had something more important to do It's the fact that my tears don't phase you anymore I've run out of my luck on trying to win you back Sometimes, two hearts just can't dance to the same beat But it's looking like we're not even on the same tune And when the envy turns into defeat, I'm turning away It's at that moment you want to reach out for my hand Sadly you could paint these walls with the heartbreak They'd probably be a sluggish shade of reverberating yellow Your lips taste of flushed cyanide, you hold them well Maybe that was my first clue that you weren't good enough You used to be the kind of medicine I thought I needed But now I'm finally realizing you're the poison I avoid.

I Told Him I Wanted A Time Machine.. :p
The following is an original poem written here and now by yours truly, Daddy Rocks Hard.... If I had a time machine I'd tell you what I'd do I'd go back and be reborn again so I could live right next to you. I'd be your friend from childhood on and we'd laugh without a care We'd know each other inside out & have so much we could share I think it's like a fairytale, or something in a dream I know that time machines aren't real but I'll let my imagination scheme If I had a time machine I'd probably break it fast Who knows the trouble I'd get in just playing around in the past So with this all being said I'll tell you a secret you must hold tight Getting to know you is a pleasure my dear, now have a wonderful night. The End.

For My Sisters Wedding
Wedding Toast Years before, for just a moment, they first met Nothing happened then, but she was someone he’d never forget He waited years until the day she could finally be his Letting all know that one day they would be Mr. and Mrs. And here they are five years from the day When they gave love a chance and will finally say I do, and will love you with all of my heart From this day forward until death do us part Now here they sit before us as husband and wife Looking forward to the beginning of a brand new life Celebrating with family and friends this special day With best wishes and all of our love being sent your way So lift your glass as I make the toast To the bride and groom whom I wish the most We celebrate this day with love and joy All because they fell in love, this girl and boy.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You You make me smile with the things you do And give me reason to feel special too You give me courage to look forward to tomorrow And help lift the burden of my sorrow With you I can always be myself And can leave my mask up on the shelf Because of you my soul has grown And I no longer feel I have to walk alone Everything you say and do comes from the heart And from the others, this sets you apart You are always there when I call And there to catch me when I fall You have a goodness that’s above the rest And this is what I love about you best.

F Word #4
Sooo it's that time again...where I beg you to give me input for the F Word http://www.fubar.com/fword/4/6885628 What did you think? What kind of questions would you like to hear answered? Most importantly...ideas for the next fuFacts. One more addition...who has seen a good movie lately? Send me your short reviews. So come on, tell me you hate it, love it or just don't care, but flippin say something. I neeeed your brains.

I Am...
I am the student Fighting the tears Saving the crying Till no one is near I am the daughter Coming each day With tons on my mind But nothing to say I am the friend With so much to hide Keeping the secrets That are deep inside I am the sister With sadness in me Striving to be The best I can be I am the girlfriend Acting so strong Hiding my tears Like nothing is wrong But I am myself When I cry at night Hoping things Will be alright Wondering why I pretend to be tough When can I be me? When will that be enough?

Still Here Waiting For You
As I look into your eyes I can't seem to look away I get lost into the moment Each and every day I thought you didn't like me I thought that you moved on But to tell you the total truth... My feelings aren't gone I'm still here, still waiting For us to finally be I'll stay here for as long as it takes For you to be with me I'm still here inside your heart I'll never give up on you You'll never find anyone else Who loves you like I do I'm still here just waiting For you to finally realize I'm still here waiting for you to see me How I see you through my eyes

Awkwardnesssssssssssssssss
so i'm at work today, and this guy comes into the store. i'm nice and say "hello, can i help you find anything today?" and randomly he was like "how big are your boobs". I kicked his ass outa the store. then security came in (cuz he was asian) and wanted to talk to me. the fucker played the race card cuz i wouldn't answer a question that was inappropriate in the first place. Thankfully, I used to party with most of the security guards and they know i'm not like that. now the guy isn't allowed at the mall. but still, comon, really...the race card???? did it really have to go that far? some people are just pathetic when they don't get what they want. i hope the fucker gets hit by a bus. i coulda been fired for doing absolutely nothing wrong.

I Watch You Walk Away...
You walk out of my life Like you were never there You leave me standing here As if you never cared You give me back my heart Like it was never yours You leave without a tear Like you don't care anymore I could fall to my knees Begging for you to stay But I let my heart break As I watch you walk away But its hurting so much To keep it all inside I try to fight the tears But they're so hard to hide And only if you knew How much it hurt that day To watch the one I love... As he slowly walked away

Did This Last Night, Was Kinda Drinkin... :(
ok so for the blog today i'm write on notebook or whatever this is... so a little bit for you all to know. for most of my life i have been living up to what my mom wants, doing what she wants me to do, being friends with people she likes just so that i can get her aprovel, for what reason?!?!? i have no damn idea why.. it has messed me up so much living up to what my mom wanted me to do, i forgot how to do and act the way i want too. For years now i have let someone tell me what i can and cant do, i'm putting a damn stop to it, i cant take it any more... everyone in my family wants me to do and be this way. but i hate to tell them that i am my own damn person n if i get fucked in the process then let me learn from my mistakes. I can only learn from doing it... If it wasnt meant to be then it wasnt meant to be in my life. I'm so freakin sick of people telling me what i have to do, I WANT TO LEARN DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think tho as of this moment something is telling me that i'm g

Laughing Through Tears
I smile every single day I'm happy in each photograph He thinks that I'm okay He doesn't see through my fake laugh He doesn't see me when I cry For it is something that I hide he doesn't the see tears in my eye When I'm breaking down inside You'd think that after all this time It's something He would see That He'd look in these eyes of mine And see the pain in me Instead I'm laughing everday Like there's no pain at all For if I laugh then he won't see The hidden tears that fall

Just A Thought.
I LOVE THOSE WHO LOVES ME, I CARE FOR THOSE WHO CARES FOR ME.. AND FOR THOSE WHO REJECTS ME.. I'D JUST CONSIDER THAT, THEY DONT EXIST SO THEY CAN REST IN PEACE'... BUT I ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE FOR EVERYONE"..

Omg This Is No Joke Damn Check It All
MY LAST LEVEL GUYS AND I HAVE AUTO 11'S RUNNING.. PLZ HELP ME GET A BIT CLOSER TO THE END TY.... I AM BEGGING ALL FAMILY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE TO PLEASE RATE/RERATE THIS PIC TODAY. THIS ENDS ON THURSDAY AND WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET. PLEASE HELP ANYWAY YOU CAN! BLOG IT, LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW, ETC. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! you have to hear this whole thing.. Its a wicked remix

Please Rate These!! Please!!
I AM BEGGING ALL FAMILY FRIENDS AND DROP INS TO PLEASE RATE/RERATE THESE PICS. WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET ON THEM PLEASE HELP ANYWAY YOU CAN! BLOG IT, LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW, ETC. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I DON'T KNOW HOW THESE OTHER PEOPLE ARE GETTING SOOOOOO MANY RATES!!! IT'S CRAZY!! THIS ENDS THURSDAY (CURRENTLY IN 2ND) PIMP CONTEST (CURRENTLY IN 3RD)

Teach Me To Let Go
Teach me to stop caring When I think of what we were Teach me to stop crying When I see you there with her Show me how to live again When you're not here with me Show me how to fight the fact That we're not meant to be Tell me that I'll be alright And my life will be okay Without you right here by my side To hold my hand each day Let these teardrops wash away Don't let this heartbreak last... Let me let go like you did For you've forgotten me so fast

25 Cents
Since I love the game of football I just had to do this... It's funny... I hope you enjoy it... A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked it. "Oh, I really liked it," she replied, "especially the tight pants and all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents." Dumbfounded, her boyfriend asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was... 'Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!' I'm like...Helloooooo? It's only 25 cents!!!!"

Look Away
Look away Act as if it isn't killing you Ignore the words That are tearing out your soul... Show that fake smile And act as though tears aren't Forming behind your eyes... Let the truth haunt your mind As a lie escapes your lips Pretend for a moment That all is okay That nothing is wrong And then maybe, just maybe... If you pretend long enough... You'll actually believe it

New Poems
#1:bloody sabbath if you are one of te few that see's me for who i am. Then com with me and you can see the bloody pentagram. All lost souls you will see. And one of the lost souls is me. i was lost and never found. too rome this earth i am bound. but if yu stil love me as i am. then come with me so you can see the devil's pentagram. #2"Black light My days are dark. and my heart has grown cold. and still i have nothing to show. because my life has reached it's tole. in this game, it gets old. so it must be time for this hand to fold. #3ark light In the darkness of the night i feel so alone. another restless night of sturgglers staring at this gun at home. I just wanna be taken by the dark light. i wanna be taken by the light so i dont feel so alone. all i want is to go home. #4: Darken mirror of me this lonelyness is killing me. so i look in the mirror and what do i see. me wshing for a better life. then i look again and see myself cluching this

Girl & Kitteh Seek Loving Home
Or just a home, whatever. The kitteh and I are contemplating moving out of our overpriced and ill-situated apartment and are wondering if anyone is looking for a couple roommates. The kitteh is a little chubby, very hairy, and she has a terrible personality, which doesn't allow her to socialize with other kittehs. I'm thin, hairy, and I have a terrible personality that allows me to socialize almost exclusively with kittehs. And by "a terrible personality" I mean "nice tits." Beneath all the fur, they're very shapely. Our ideal roommate would be someone who would ignore the kitteh (because, like all chicks, she becomes very insecure when she's ignored, and then she'll try to make nice with you). Also, we'd like someone who is funny. Furriness is optional. In all seriousness, I'm looking to move, and I'm just wondering if anyone has any suggestions. I'd probably be happiest with my own place, but I wouldn't rule out the possibility of being someone's live-in gardener/pool

The Obama Deception Hq Full Length Version
I AM SO ALL FOR OBAMA BUT DAMN SOMETHING ABOUT THIS MAKES ME SAY HMMMMMM....PLZ SHARE AND DEBATE WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS CUZ THIS IS SOME REAL IMPORTANT SHIT....IT'S OUR CHILDREN'S FUTURE!!! ALL I CAN SAY IS IF THIS SHYT IS TRUE THEN DAMN WHATS NEXT? IN THE IMMORTAL WORDS OF B.I.G.....TO HELL I SEND THEE, IT;S ALL ABOUT THE BENJI'S , WHAT!! The Obama Deception HQ Full length version

Fu-daddy Is Being Rated
This Album is complete So far I have completed today 03/16/09: Daddy 250 Sinfully Wicked Chell 69 Gift Shop 213 Bling 184 GP Kids 150 Rebel Flags 188 Dragons & Butterflies 200 Cartoons 230 Cars 2 250 Cars 1 partially done TOTAL RATES TODAY = 1734 Jujubilee

Time
time is time you pay it's toll with every breath, with every heartbeat you pay it's cost without thought or intention you need not pay attention, it will take it's price whether you want it or not whether you notice or not whether you care or not time is something you never have enough of or you have too much of rarely is everything timed just right but then again, it always is time figures in everything if you are a mountain, man, or mouse time is a powerful thing just try to live without it ! take your time, give yourself time, watch the time, you don't have time time is a powerful thing time is time

Educational Curiosity
I'm a bit confused about our current educational system. School starts between 8 and 9 am. Most work in the "real world" starts at the same time. Yet school ends anywhere between 1pm and 3pm. Depends on what level of school your in and your classes. Some kids have work study so they get to leave school early to go to work. Why do the kids get out of school so early? In the "real world" you work 8 hours not including your lunch break. So why don't they get us into that habit in our schooling years? Children end up home alone while their parents are still at work for a few more hours before they get home from work. Its opening children up to get themselves in all kinds of trouble that they most likely wouldn't get into if their parents were able to be home at the same time. Why can't kids go to school from 8 to 4:30 as if its a normal work day? At least that way the children will be getting home around the same time as their parents. Public schools allow you to wear pretty much

Things That I Almost Forgot
I've been a way for a bit and have recently noticed a few things about this place that had escaped my memory. I'll lay them out here for you. I find the humor in everything, so if you think this applies to you... then don't get offended, just laugh, it's funny. -Stalker profiles: The profiles with no salute, and are either a fairly attractive woman or some obscure cartoon figure. They stop by your page, often several times a day, and never rate a thing. These don't bother me, I just don't understand why people can't say 'hi' -The "I am too hot for you to flirt with me" profile: This one is always one of my favs. They have a half-dozen pics in which their vagina is hanging out (not that I mind, usually) or they are wearing lingerie that hasn't fit them since 1995...usually positioned right next to a few pics of them with their kids.. But their profile is filled with 'Don't flirt with me.. I don't want to see your cock..or my fav.. u wishn u wuz me' -The Mummers that are smar

Friday March 20th~
Back to Back Happy Hours! Demons Under My Bed DEMONS UNDER MY BED@ fubar Followed Immediately by CantSleepClownsWillEatMe! ™©ღO'CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪ *Proud Member of the Ocean 4*@ fubar The fun will be beginning at 1pm fu-time on Friday March the 20th continuing on at 2pm. Come show lots of love! Rate, Fan, Add, Bling, Crush and all that Jazz!

Hail To The Chief
“Then the LORD said unto Moses, Go in unto Pharaoh, and tell him, Thus saith the LORD God of the Hebrews, Let my people go, that they may serve me.” The beginning of the ninth chapter of Exodus continues the pattern we see the LORD establishing with Pharaoh through His messengers Moses and Aaron on behalf of His chosen people the children of Israel. The afflictions the LORD sends upon the land and people of Egypt in response to Pharaoh’s stubbornness (and by the time we’re reading this, it IS one man’s stubbornness, a man who as occupier of the throne of Egypt is considered a god himself) come after he’s warned, and they all ultimately prove to have a double meaning. Not only is the land of Pharaoh getting trounced and probably not as much is getting done, all of what the average Egyptian chooses to believe in – the power of their magicians and their gods, many of whom are represented by animals or animal-headed beings – about life is getting held up to a mirror and found wanting.

Every Military Man Should Know This....
What Every Military Man Should Know! 1.) If she wasn't emotional before, that is all about to change. 2.) You getting a higher rank could just mean an automatic free lay. 3.) Get her a pair of dog tags, ASAP, This is crucial, she will never take them off. 4.) Most of the time, you losing reception during training is your fault. (Though, she will eventually understand) 5.) Most of the time, everything is your fault. (This especially goes for when she is pregnant) 6.) She WILL start talking like your guys and you talk, including using your last names. 7.) Her patriotism could out-do most of your men... she will be proud... VERY proud. 8.) Be Ready: your car will end up with a yellow ribbon magnet or an "I LOVE MY _____" sticker eventually. (if you have seperate cars, hers will DEFINITLY have these) 9.) She will most likely need a pair of dog tags to hang from the car's rear view mirror. (see 3) 10.) Every week she'll have "another song" that makes her thin

60 Things Women Should Know.....guys, Please Come Comment If This Is Right.
60 things most girls don't know Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. --Boyfriends need to be reassured

What I Have Come To Expect
What I have come to expect With the morning the sun will rise Even when hidden behind darkened skies Up the road out of my view An unwanted baby born brand new Down the way on an unknown road Will pass away an elder of old caddy corner with daddy not there Mom combs a child's tangled up hair Across the world around the globe a conflict will be by the media told In a home unknown to me a battered life will cease to be In a cell tucked far away AN Innocent prays for freedom someday Up the walk at the grocery store Clipped coupons,sales, bargains and more banks failing, digressing economy Every day people suffering that sodomy The sun sets high then eve is bound With so much distress all around And as the day folds in to night All go tuck in to bed so tight Think their thoughts on tomorrows day With hope that something will gave way And less their struggles,ease their mind Show them life can still be kind H

March 16th
Totally Made Up News: In a legislative move Congress has decided to initiate a ban on trucks larger than parking spaces. Results to the bill seem positive, as almost everyone in this country seems to have been slighted in some way to find a truck parked next to their vehicle so large that it is impossible to open the door to get into the car. While it was decided that this may be a function of bad parking skills, it is mostly due to the fact that these vehicles are too big for most spaces. The annoyance factor continues when it is discovered that only one person is driving in said vehicle, large enough to accommodate eight passengers. The ban is expected to pass by a majority vote, and will go into affect soon. Offenders will follow a three stage process. First offense will be ticketed for abuse of parking spaces. Second offense will result in towing the vehicle and a fine. The third offense will result in the vehicle being crushed into a small block of metal and left for the own

Jay Kubassek
Jay KubassekLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe headlines read $250,000 first year income potential. Type in almost any keyword about making money online or a homebased business and you will have two, three or more of these "carbon copy" ads to choose from. What is Carbon Copy Pro? Who is Jay Kubassek?Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. He has had internet success in the last three years and has established Carbon Copy Pro as "the" system to automate wealth generation online. Basically, the Carbon Copy Pro system acts as a funnel to generate leads into Wealth Masters International. While this company has some marketing power and name recognition, with a base sticker price of $1995 - $19995 the average person will not become a part of this opportunity.Jay's attempt to create a system that eliminates the human touch is admirable. My opinion is you will always need some follow up as you build your business. While systems are essential t

Yummy
I've just been reminded of my sweet, sweet lady love for Chiodos. &I'm giddy as an anime school girl in a porn. It's safe to come out now No one is around This sugar coated doughnut lost its flavor long ago. And I just don't know what to think When your disguise begins to show. Now I know I always think to slow. 'Cause I never thought I would miss Our sweet forever of passion violence But I can't forget the wretched torment It's on its noose and hung beneath my ribs You're hung beneath my ribs... Can't you see Why can't you see? My heart is branded It's all your fault. You're hanging from my ribs, And I hope you fall. My heart is branded, It's all your fault. You're hanging from my ribs, And I hope you fall... 'Cause I never thought I would miss Our sweet forever of passion violence But I can't forget the wretched torment It's on its noose and hung beneath my ribs

Social Experiment
For those out of the loop, know this... I don't date. My old boss deemed me a "serial monogamist", I stayed diligently coupled from 16-31. A series of three lovely men whose company and friendship I enjoy to this day. I am now working on almost 4 years of being single, various entanglements not being considered as relationships. Quite some time ago, a very good friend suggested that I utilize the internet to schedule dates, and tell her the stories for entertainment value. I began a half hearted attempt to do so, joining Yahoo personals and accepting the occasional invitation when it seemed prudent. I have blogged secretively about these dalliances, gaining much admonishment from those not on my preferred list for having so many blocked entries. Lately, my own coyness has served to annoy me and I am weary of the constant encouragement to "write". I toyed with the idea of sharing my experiences with everyone, I am now about to do so. For the friends that I am about to lose, I am regretf

Moon Mushroom
The truisms that humanitiy needs for a peaceful transformation have been around throughout the ages in every culture on planet earth. Today we have witnessed what amounts to a big bang of information in the way of new writers as well as recent translations of older writings - a new wave of both inspirational and practical books about ways to improve your personal life and society at large. With the year 2012 looming near we can almost feel the novelty wave approching our planet and humanity on a international scale, the era of change is upon us. We are now at a place in time and space which is simular to the discover of the "new world" by those who came form Spain, England, France, and elsewhere back when the United States was founded and our consitution was scribed. The world was no longer flat. We are still lingering in an era of fundamentalism which is about to give way to a new historical era of idealism and self realiszed freedoms. I will be doing a number of blogs

Misanthropic Tendencies
I am in danger of developing misanthropic tendencies even after 8 and a half years experience homelessness I thought I had seen it all in terms of the horrors of what humans to do other humans, but what I witnessed the other day on a news site just left me horrified. If you are of a nervous disposition you shouldnt watch this news video. I really couldnt believe what I was seeing and as I knew relatively little of what goes on in Africa found more stuff that I found more horrifying. Dispatches made a video of what they do to children accused of witchcraft. Dispatches Video All i can say is thank goodness for people like Gary Foxcroft who set up the Stepping Stones Programme As an Athiest I cant understand the people who commit abuse against children in the name of religion. If you have time please sign the petition On youtube there are literally hundreds of videos of women, children being butchered for being accused of being witches.

Ron Paul?
Let me preface what I'm about to say with some background: As a person active in the Truth movement and all that entails, I was drawn to Ron Paul's candidacy as a breath of fresh honesty in a very bleak and poisoned political landscape. He talked about the issues over fluff. He seduced millions of voters across the Republic. I campaigned for him strongly, canvassing, yard signs, talking about him in a multitude of online forums, and even still to this day have his sticker on my car. However... I've also looked back at his words vs his deeds. You can tell a tree by its fruit as the saying goes, and what fruit has Ron Paul brought forth? He promised to stay in the election all the way to the convention, which he did not do. "As long as I have the support" was his credo, and while hundreds of thousands of voters were trying to grab up unbound delegates for an upset, he bowed out at what I consider the height of his chances. He gathered a LOT of money, and ran no natio

Time For The B*tch To Come Back....
Ah, yep tis about that time again, time for the infamous b*tch to return to where this too sweet, caring, nice and helpful person once was. Door mat days are over for me. Just yanked the "Please Use Me And Abuse Me Anytime You Like Sticker Off My Back" Just done with the crap, so if ya wanna sling that find somewhere else to be!!!! Life from this point on shall be fun, yippee!!!!

Woe Is Me
Okay so if you know me AT ALL then you know I've been sick forever!! Well all the doctor's in the area have finally thrown the towel in. It has been five LOOOOOOOONG years but they have finally said they cannot figure out what's wrong with me. So off I go to the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota. Only 86 miles from the Mall of America I may have lots of pin pricks all over me but I'll be in shopping heaven!!

Begorrah & Beejaysus....!!
Begorrah and beejayus, da top o' da mornin' to yaz! Oi'd loike to welcome yaz all to da very foine St. Paddy's Day Auction hosted by Lil Slave Grrl, so I would, to be sure......! Please bid on me so dat oi can feed me leprechauns... And here are da rest of da foine participants, starting wiv da hostess....

Dreams
As I grow older I always come to ponder what is a dream exactly. Is it a reflection of the past or a window to the future? A Window Of Things To Come And if you don't change it could be be what your life will become if you stay on the path you are on. Dreams can also manifest when you keep your feelings inside and never talk about them so you think about them while you sleep and for some strange reason they come to you in pictures or actions instead of a simple thought like when your fully awake during the day. Like For Example if you have feelings for someone you might have a dream about having adult relations with that person or losing that person depending on what feelings you are having for that person. Dreams Could also be a way of preparing you for something that is about happen like if you have a dream about someone close dying it could be a message telling you to spend time with them or just tell them you love them and that you care for them. Dreams can also be a

Check Us Out
WELCOME TO DA JOKER'S CLUB AND JOIN LOUNGE WE LIKE TO HAVE YA AS FAMILY AND I AM LOOKING FOR STAFF ECT CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW THE VIDEO TO COME IN THE LOUNGE Insane Clown PosseHomies Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Wmi Carbon Copy Pro
WMI Carbon Copy ProLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowWhen it comes to making money through a home based business you have to do a lot of research to discover who is doling out a load of false statistics and who is actually making a profit from the business they are promoting. The secret is to sift the fact from the hype. Carbon copy Pro does just that for you presents you with facts and leaves you to decide.So what is Carbon Copy Pro? This is an automated marketing system created by some of the very brains that drive Wall Street. You are required to buy yourself a financial course what will teach you all you need to know about internet marketing. You will get a copy of a web template that will sell products of a company called Wealth Masters International. The marketing of the product is done for you by Carbon Copy Pro and you get as much as 8000 dollars when someone buys the product, sounds dicey but it works!The CEO of Carbon Copy Pro is Kim Herriage. Kim was managing an account

Red Wolf Of Whom There Are Three
Red Wolf, of whom there are three, beckons the Hunt. He searches the Valleys of Plenitude and Hills of Contemplation for his quarry, his prey. Amongst the Herds proud and mighty he hunts, there to cull the weak, lame, disabled and disabling thoughts, memories, and feelings that lurk in the darkened recesses of my Life's experience. Fear, hostility, denial, pain and remorse are abundant food for this Warrior of Spirit's design. Unto Consciousness he renders service. Cleansed of the emotionally scarred members is the herd; assured now are survival, vitality, swiftness, viability and endurance of the Whole. Having but one calling, to remove that which is debilitating to the herd, he will feast upon that which is willingly relinquished. If nothing is willfully offered, then must he rip asunder from the belly of the drove that which is in fear of surrender, for Red Wolf must-and Red Wolf will-cull the herd of its weakness. Thence to his mate does he carry his treasure. White Wolf, She-Wol

Do You Think About Sleeping With Other People When You Are In A Relationship????
i was talking to a friend of mine and he is upset because he had a dream about his girl. The dream was that he was in a room and his girl was screwing someone in front of him. That morning he asked his girl if she was interested in sleeping with other people? She told him yes but not at the risk of lossing him. He asked me for advice. He wants to know if he should trust her. Can you guys help me give him advice.

Leaving For Awhile
I have come to the conclusion that this site has taken over the majority of my life, and I hate it. I am taking a break for a while, I will still be on every now and again. I need to reclaim my life. I have a daughter that needs me and she doesn't need to see me sitting at the computer all the time. I'm going to miss the many friends I have made, I will still help when I am on, just going to be limited for the time being. My vip runs out tomorrow and that will start my time away. I will check my messages, so if you need anything just message me. It is with great sadness I made this decision, but real life is more important than this site. I messed up many things because of being on here too much and I won't let it happen again. Thank you for Understanding Bill To my RR family, I will still be doing DOD, just won't be around for many levelups at this time. I will miss you all the most you are the best family on fu. I will be back better than ever, tust me on that. Just need to step

Movies, Movies, Movies!
Movie Quotes 1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies. 2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. When someone guesses correctly, cross it out. 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search or other search functions. 6. No looking at my favorite movies on my Facebook page 1. You rush a miracle man, you get rotten miracles. 2. Don't touch that squirrel's nuts! It'll make him crazy! 3. -A bird may love a fish, signore, but where will they live? -Then I shall have to make you wings. 4. My God. I haven't been fucked like that since grade school. 5. With enough courage, you can do without a reputation. 6. -Voice confirmation required. - Uhhh... -[after the "uhh" echoes] Accepted. 7. You telling me the man who try to put a rubber fist in my anus was a homosexual? 8. Well, if you say you haven't, you're a prude. If you say you have you're a slut. It's a trap. You want to but you can't, and when you do you wish you didn't, righ

Ok Everyone The Lucky Winners Are: Please Repost
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So Tired
of rating peoples pics and so many of them are so ungrateful. i mean not even a simple thank u.. guess they think they are doing us a favor by having autos and bombing us.. when matter of a fact they are getting the same points. and we are doing them a favor by rating them. oh well this site has become more of a popularity contest then anything. this site used to be fun when it first started. but now everyone is more concerned about fast they can level up. like this site is going to take u some where.......

It's Done(update)
as of the last post, me and my husband have talked things out. we are deciding to stay together and give things another chance. this news makes me so happy knowing what i did wrong. i am the happiest and luckiest woman alive! the love i have for my husband and my daughter is way stronger now than ever before. especially for my hubby tho......lol thanks for all the well wishes and prayers that were sent my way!

I Know You Love My Dirty Stories..enjoy!! Xxx~
So before I go into this story right now I want to give a big THANK YOU to everyone that has been reading and sending me messages wanting to read more of my stories.. I LOVE hearing from all of you.. If theres any kind of story or scenerio that you want me to write about, please drop me a line.. I LOVE writing so Id be happy to write something for anyone and everyone..Ok, I forgot the story that I wrote the other day at home so Im sitting at the switchboard at work and I feel the creative juices wanting to pour out so Im going to wing it.... Let me know what you think... Dolly Disaster XxX~ .......... Im sitting here at work and Ive been so fucking horny these last few days that Im seriously needing a nice big hard cock filliing up all my tight pink holes!.. I call you up and invite you over the house.. As I wait for you to show up I change into a pair of pink and black lace panties and a matching tank top.. Its freezing out and my nipples are rock hard. You call me to tell me that

Looks To Me He Got More Problems Then I Thought.
Deleting p...: take cae of your fucking kid bitch Deleting p...: you and him need to really leave me alone,and get jobs I have no time for your momma drama bullshit you can't even lie right and every thing you say to people it gets back to me,your fuck buddys might beleve you but you have another thing coming if you think my friends beleve your liein ass!! i also know what you problem is You want me back LMAO sorry sweetheart you fucked your self after you slpet with 5 men and then you went to your sex interview,in buggy town.you can'r tell me that you don't or other wise you wouldn't be on my fucking dick.so why don't you hop off and move on my dicks tired of your ass on it leave me alone nigger momma!!!!!!! Deleting p...: go suck a dick b itch Deleting p...: fuck that tittie boy AND WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LEAVE A GREAT HUSBAND FOR A LOW LIFE THAT FUCKED ANOTHER MAN WHILE HE SLEEPS COME ON DAN YOUR STALKING ME AND THE COPS KNOW IT.I CAN CARE LESS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FUCKED

Year Three.
It's the third year anniversary of my mothers passing today. I wanted to honor her a bit by....well...rambling about her for a few moments. I'm not asking anyone to read this, it's mainly here for her and I. But, if you're interested in knowing a bit about one of the coolest women to walk this Earth then...by all means, read on. I remember New Year Eve. You standing on the front porch banging pots and pans absolutely carefree and ecstatic. I remember your music, I still cannot hear anything from Willy Nelson or James Taylor without crying. No matter where I am or what I'm doing, hearing songs that were essentially yours still bring tears to my eyes. Every time I pick up a book I'm reminded of you. You gave me my love of reading, among countless other valuable traits. All those PBS shows I would have never even knew existed, the parades with all the grandkids on holidays, and the "Let's see if we can get lost for the day" trips in the car. I remember all your stories of your ch

Gross
ok so....here i am bored at work browsing fubar and found some gross things and sense im bored i will write about them lol. it is completely gross when old, ugly, or fat people put half naked pics of themselves up. its even worse when they set them as their default pic. i mean if you want to put them in an album on your page go for it. i mean im sure there are some chubby chasers on here, or old desperate horny guys. and its their choice to look or not. but when you set it as your default its forcing everyone else to look. not everyone likes to see your nudity. im sure there are plenty that dont even want to see your face but at least its not as stomach turning as the nudity you force us all to look at. that is all of my opinion on that. thanks for reading

I Am The One Caled Doc
I'm the one called "Doc" I shall not walk in your footsteps, but I will walk by your side. I shall not walk in your image, I've earned my own title of pride. We've answered the call together, on sea and foreign land. When the cry for help was given, I've been there right at hand. Whether I am on the ocean or in the jungle wearing greens, Giving aid to my fellow man, be it Sailors or Marines. So the next time you see a corpsman and you think of calling him "squid," think of the job he's doing as those before him did. And if you ever have to go out there and your life is on the block, Look at the one right next to you... I'm the one called "Doc." Harry D. Penny, Jr. HMC(AC)USN Copyright 1975

Cave
If you ever watched the old Kung Fu TV series, you may remember the powerful beginning sequence: Grasshopper (David Carradine) is in a cave. He seizes the smoking cauldron and burns the tiger and dragon images onto his skin as he carries the cauldron out into the sun. Upon doing so, his initiation is complete and he is an official Taoist monk. The cave is the archetypal place of initiation. Caves are the first and most sacred of human dwelling places. As such, people may often feel a primordial sense of attraction to caves in their dreams. Initiation is the Jungian term for becoming a Self in the transition from childhood to maturity. Jung contends that there are rites of passage that need to be completed. The cave is often the place this is done. For much of human history, caves have been sacred places of shelter from the world; the place that became the extent of a person's kingdom in the face of uncertainty and peril. While the cave itself may not be a central image any longer, w

Omg You Guys Plz Help
MY LAST LEVEL GUYS AND I HAVE AUTO 11'S RUNNING.. PLZ HELP ME GET A BIT CLOSER TO THE END TY.... I AM BEGGING ALL FAMILY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE TO PLEASE RATE/RERATE THIS PIC TODAY. THIS ENDS ON THURSDAY AND WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET. PLEASE HELP ANYWAY YOU CAN! BLOG IT, LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW, ETC. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

Fuckin Whores Or Lack Of
cherry bomb was semi successful, glad i was able to hit all the friends that i did if i missed you i`m sorry, don`t take it as a personal stab, i was just following who was in mmms and my bartab you mummerfuckers need to get some e z rate folders, most of you non whores have a largest folder of 14 thank you tew for the bomb, love ya lady

Chemical Imbalance
Rules: 1. Put Your itunes/ipod, windows media player etc on Shuffle 2. For each question, press the next button, and the title of that song is your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS 4. Put any comments in (brackets) after the song name 5. Tag at least 5 people to pass this on. Are you male or female? avarice What do people feel when they're around you? opiate Describe your current relationship. november rain Where would you like to be now? gimme a chance How do you feel about love? hells bells What's your life like? anesthesia What would you wish for if you had only one wish? spin you around Say something wise. dead skin If someone says "Is this okay?" You say: adrift and at peace How would you describe yourself? beautiful lie (wow did that one hit home lol) What do you look for in a girl/guy? bad day How do you feel today? the day i tried to live What is your life's purpose? requiem f

Mem's Ideas On Life
The Tides That Bind And The Pain That Comes Is Like The Sun Setting And The Moon Rising. Where The Darkness Begins And The Light Ends Is A Ever Revolving Cycle Forevermore. Close Your Eyes, Go To Sleep, And Dream That Ever Loving Dream. As You Awaken Begin Anew, Smile, And Enjoy The Beauty of The Morning Dew. Because Each Day Is Never Promised But It Is Never A Curse. When In Actually It Is A Blessing When You Look In The Mirror. Because As The Day Ends, So Shall Your Life So Make The Best Of It In All You Do. Doesn't Matter If It Is A Picnic In The Park Or A Walk In The Rain Each Life Is A Blessing In It's Own Way. So As You Grow And Get Closer To Death. Think Of It As Another Journey That Is A Blessing Because One Day The Moon Will Fall And The Sun Will Rise The Tides Will Break And The Pain Will Come Nevermore.

Togther Pt. Ii/event Horizon
Come to me in the night Speak my name and set me free Cast off the stones of your past Step across the bridge and begin life anew A touch is all I need Taste the future with me Hold me close as we move together This new world is a scary place New wonders to face Horizons to crest As one we will watch the sun rise and set Together You and I will watch the world burn We two will be reborn as one Let the chips fall and arrows fly We shall face all that is and will be So much strength found in the joining of two Hand in hand we will walk Together we shall travel through many gates The end we shall face with a smile Together...

Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy
Wealth Masters International Carbon CopyLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowCarbon Copy Pro is a USA Corporation based in the state of Texas, and it was founded by industry leaders in January of 2005. This is significant because it has passed the important three-year mark that many companies never reach.You also need to know the structure, or compensation model of the business.Carbon Copy Pro is not a multilevel marketing system. There are only two "levels": your direct sales and the sales of your team members. The compensation model is that same one used in the Real Estate, Mortgage and Insurance industries. Leaders who recruit and train new professionals receive a commission each time members of their team make a sale, but the largest commission goes to the person who actually makes the sale. Therefore, each member is rewarded for his or her own hard work.You might want to make certain the company you'll associate with is established with industry organizations.Carbon Copy Pro is

Name Meaning
Delete the other person's first name and repost this with the title "what does your name mean?" J : People Adore You E : awesome kisser N: You love your music N: You love your music I : You are great in bed F : You are dead sexy E : awesome kisser R : You are really silly R : You are really silly. O: Easy to fall in love with S : Fuckin crazy S : Fuckin crazy wow this is pretty true... epsecially the double luv my musics and the fuckin crazies hehehe Code List: ------------ A : You like to drink B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You are romantic. E : awesome kisser. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You are great in bed. J : People Adore You K : You're wild and crazy. L : You like to gush M : best kisser ever. N: You love your music O: Easy to fall in love with P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Y

Men And Sh!ts
this is more of a question right now than a blog... why is it that guys wait until we are in a hurry to leave, are like 2 minutes from walking out the door. then it HITS them... they have to shit? *bangs head*

Thanx 4 Those Helping ;)
Taking a moment to send BIG thanks for those of you that have been helping contribute to see that I get a spotlight 4 my bday *mwah* TAKE A MOMENT IF YOU WILL AND STOP BY 2 SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LUVS!!! IF I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO LIST YOU BELOW PLEASE LET ME KNOW XOXO ~Dream Snatcher™~♥'s Priceless@ fubar NaNa♥VoN♥BiATCH™ ♥Co-Owner Of CLuB FLaVa♥ToXiC's Wifey♥@ fubar X Dealer®™

Well Ok....
I have had fun on here, but I am afraid its over... I will be deleting my account soon. I have met some really awesome people on here, and you know who you are. But I am just tired of this sight and the rest of the people on here. People take things way to seriously and need to realize its just a website. Thank you for all the fun and I will miss you all. xoxo

Survey Time
How old will you turn in 2009? 39 Who was your first kiss of 2009? my kids Would you date someone 8 years older than you? nope im taken forever What is the last card game you played? hmm not sure Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere? my nieghbor What were your first thoughts this morning? its quiet.. Are you a jealous person? I can be Do you have a best friend? yes Where was your default taken? my house What is bothering you right now? little things Is there any meaning behind your profile song? some of them Do you believe what goes around comes around? yep Do you trust people easily? no What was the last thing you drank? water Are most of the best friends in your life new or old? both Do you like pulpy orange juice? its ok Would you ever parachute off of a plane? I doubt it lol Is your birthday on a holiday? no but is 4 days from one

The Deceitfulness Of Demons
I came across this just moments ago and I cant beleive I fall into so many of these statements .. I try and not feel so negative towards others and ask why do they get all the good things in life and here I am struggling. I guess I need to try and work every day to stop the neg attitude 1. THEY IMPERSONATE GOD IN OUR THOUGHTS "And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising then, if his servants masquerade as servants of righteousness. Their end will be what their actions deserve." - 2 Corinthians 11: 14-15 Religious spirits manifest themselves to people as an "inner voice" from God. They come as "angels of light" saying to some, "You are special to Me." "Your are different from others. I am giving you special knowledge - a special assignment." They flatter people with these words enticing them to spiritual pride. This is often how cults are born. Spirits also impersonate the Holy Spirit and try to inflict a lot o

Vietnam Revisited
First Installment. Someone ask me to tell them about Vietnam The bloody hell and that damn smell. Golden lights and overhead dog fights Screams of falling shells and the rings of distance doorbells. Home coming for Christmas to an empty house, And old lady spit on me when I got off the plane in San Francisco, She looked just like my grandmother. Went swimming in the Atlantic Ocean in November. In the darkness of nights I have visions I cannot forget VA calls them dream; they have never had them They don't know, but if they 're dreams I don't want them anymore. Bravo two-nine triple three Death dealer triple three Names we longer use, but visions we can not lose. Sound that causes us to jerk and faces we can never forget. I will sleep tonight, if I sleep, with sheila under my pillow. She is my only best friend, I keep her close, I keep her clean, and I keep her mean. She is cold but she is always there. I am now old, but they are not, they still live inside me.

When I Wake Up
when i wake up i don't like getting up because its seem like i just want to bed not that along ago but when i do get going and get ready to go out side its is dark outside i don't like it outside when it is sunny out because then u can't see out there unless u wear sunglasses.

My Fate In Your Hands
i long to hear his voice say my name to hear that might be my undoing all my walls tremble now just the thought of you you need just lay a hand on it all will tumble down at your feet exposing all of me to you i know what lies within me its been there for a lil while a soft glow of ember never fading waiting to be fanned to life or smothered out not sure what to do or say being me seems mute at this point should i go or should i stay can i just be me again without you in it am i too far gone can you bare to hurt me if needed will my being here hurt you more trying like hell to understand what is going on leaves me shaking im so afraid now having spoken this much im like a wounded dove my fate lies in your hands do you fix what is broken or do you snap my neck end my misery

Sundays R So Special.
sundays r so special because i get my youngest son for like 7 hours or so but thats better then nothing because its not like i can't see him anytime i want to and so sunday makes my day so faster.