how come when i have dreams they never cometrue. hopes and prayers all unanswered. what do i do wrong just what do i do wrong. im sad im unhappy and what i thought i had i dont. i wont someone in my life i wanna be happy again. i wanna stop crying i wanna stop hating life and instead enjoy life how come everytihng i ever wanted i cant get. why me why me i want things to be different i want someone to care for me,i have dreams about it dreams that feel so real but thats as close as i ever get to it. never wati want never