Here i am back again, back on the same page. it seems like everyday i seemed im depressed bout everything. like is everything gonna be ok sooner or later. i find my self thinking and wondering bout all the what ifs i had this or i had that. sometimes i feel the whats ifs would make things better for me. theres so much pain built up inside of me and sum of it is from the past but i still find myself still saddened ova the situations. i hate being stuck in the middle and confused on bout what i should do trying to figure out how things can get better. Rite now things just sucks for me i feel like sh** i aint even gonna lie bout how i feel. i need to talk and let it all out. its just makin my self do it thats hard. i have my good days to were i am fine then i have my bad days to were i just dont even feel like being alive anymore.
