mrs lonely girl's blog: "random thoughts and stuff"

SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME THAT I WASNT HAPPY AND THERE FOR I WOULD NEVER FIND A MAN THAT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY THAT I WOULD ALWAYS BE STARTING SHIT AND STARTIN DRAMA AND MAKIN THEM UNHAPPY AND NOT WANNA BE WITH ME. AND FOR A WHILE I BEILEVED HIM CAUSE I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS ME THAT WAS DOING THIS AND MAKIN THIS STUFF HAPPEN.

   THING IS COME TO FIND OUT IT WAS HIM THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME. HE LIED TO ME HE HURT ME HE DID THINGS THAT I THOUGHT WOUULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME, HE ALLOWED SOMEONE TO BREAK INTO MY TRUCK AND STILL MY MONEY AND BREAK MY DOOR HE KEEPS TELLIN ME HE IS GONNA PAY ME BACK BUT HE NEVER DOES AND BECAUSE OF HIM I HAVE GOTTEN SO BEHIND ON BILLS THAT IT AITN EVEN FUNNY.

 I WAS SO DOWN AND I WAS SO OUT OF IT I WAS DEPRESSED AND HURTING ALL THE TIME CAUSE I THOUGHT I WAS NEVER GONNNA FIND SOMEONE THAT COULD REALLY TRULLY MAKE ME HAPPY AND BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM SOMEONE THAT I COULD TRUST AND BE WITH AND FEEL SAFE WITH THEM EVEN BEEN NEAR ME OR MY TRUCK OR ANYTHING AND NOT WORRY THAT THEY ARE GONNA JACK ME NEXT.

 THEN ONE DAY IT WAS ODD AND VERY STRANGE ON HOW IT HAPPENED BUT IT DID I MET SOMEONE HE IS VERY SWEET AND HE IS SO NICE TO  ME HE CARES BOUT ME TRULY AND HE CAN BRING A REAL SMILE TO MY FACE I LIKE THIS MAN ALOT AND I WANNA BE WITH HIM FOR A LONG TIME.  I SEE HIM EVERY CHANCE THAT I GET EVERY MOMENT THAT I SPEND WITH HIM IS A MOMENT THAT I ENJOY AND WILL  REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.