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Wondering Wat If
i sit wondering all the time wondering if ur doing the same. and if u ever think bout our life and if we would of worked ? but i just look back and ask myself what was going through that mind? i will always have a special place in my heart .but i second guess myself. i wonder how could i love u if u can't even love urself.i have cried and even straved myself and craved u for hrs on into the day.i can't get my mind around what u say is love..i don't understand how u c ould say u love me but consently hurt me over and over.u no how to say all the right things...

Help Me Help Flo
After I submitted my video and it was accepted I got an email telling me to share it with everyone and to get comments so pliz folks help me here! If ya do I'll give ya back rubba rubba. Leave a comment pliz!

Love
You know you are in love when that one person is the first thing you think about in the morning, the last thing you think about at night. When it hurts having to go even five minutes without talking to that person. Wanting to be with him, hold him, look into his eyes. When you close your eyes and all you see is his face looking back at you. You know you're in love when you can actually see yourself in the delivery room with that person, having a child with them. You can see yourself growing old with that person, and you cry because you can see a little old couple walking down the street hand in hand still as much in love as they were when they were in their 20's. You know you're in love when the longing to be near them is almost too much to bear. Not being able to see that person tears at your heart. When but a thought of them brings a smile to your face bigger than you have ever had. When just the mere mention of their name has you looking over your shoulde

Friends
You know for people saying that they will always be there for you no matter what, it always seems that when you truly need someone that they are nowhere to be found. i am sick of people telling me every day that they are your friend beyond anything and when they find out that they cant get into your pants they are gone. its bullshit that you can give someone your time and your ear, but you cant get the same thing in return. People dont care about other people, they only care about themselves. They only care about their problems, their dilemmas, but when it comes to yours, you might as well forget about it. But a true friend, a real honest to goodness friend, will be there for you whenever you need them. It doesnt matter what they are doing they will drop everything no matter the consequences and be there for you. That is the kind of friend everyone needs in their life. The one that will tell you how stupid you were, but still love ya none the less. The

The Ramblings
where i had once always seen a blurry face, the blurry is no longer there. there is now a face to go with my thoughts and dreams. i miss him as soon as our conversation has ended. cry when we have to say our goodbyes. i never thought feelings like this would overtake my thoughts, my dreams, my life in its entirety. warm sensations, happy dreams, the feeling of being loved and wanted, needed, adored. when i imagine my future i see his face right there beside me every step of the way. taking care of me when i am sick, making me laugh when i am sad, pushing me to go farther because he knows i can. he is my future, the one i have always dreamed of. the warm body laying next to me in bed. the hand holding mine. the father of my future children. he is the one who puts a smile on my face day after day, night after night. the person that is there in the good times and the bad. the person i can look into his eyes and the world around us seems to disappear. we begin to tal

Gone
I didn't want to let you into my heart, but somehow you snaked your way in. now like a bolt of lightening you are gone. You claim that I wasn't trying as hard, but I was you just couldn't see. The hell and the torture I went through because I wanted to be with you, you will never know. Now you have a new woman, a new life, and I honestly hope that you are happy because that is all I have ever wanted for you. At least you don't have to deal with my hurt, with my pain, knowing that yet another has stomped where no one should ever stomp. You claimed that you would never hurt me, never let me down. But you did, you changed and not for the better. You promised me the world and on a silver platter, I believed you, my heart told me I had to, but my head told me not to. I should have listened to my head because at least then I wouldn't be where I am today. I might actually be happy and be with someone that wanted to be with me. You say you are sorry, but I know that you

Curveballs
why is it that when things are finally going well for you life has to go and throw you a curveball? Went to court today for the divorce and the ex started crap in the courtroom. Now i have to provide proof that I am actively looking for a job, proof of how much I got on the tax return, proof of the stimulous check, and I may very well end up in jail. If thats not one hell of a curveball then I dont know what is. I mean we had agreed on making this divorce a quick and easy thing and I thought we had all of our issues hashed outside of the courtroom. Evidentally not. Here I was thinking that everything was going to go smoothly, I was going to be able to start my life over after the divorce, but no I honestly think at this point all the ex is trying to do is hurt me and have me thrown in jail. That would make him happy, he could get the kids and to hell with me I wouldnt be able to see them.... So now instead of the divorce being final in July, we have to go back

Quotes And Sayings From Around The Internet
THESE ARE THINGS THAT I HAVE FOUND SCATTERED AROUND THE INTERNET AND ARRANGED THEM TO WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO READ, I ENJOY IT AND I HOPE YOU WILL TOO! I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart no matter what length of time its for and regardless of the distance. enough to believe in our relationship to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you. I may not get to see you as often as I'd like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night, but deep in my heart I trul know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go. I have seen you a million times and everytime I see you I fall in love with you all over again. My heart starts to race, my

Falling
Thoughts and memories begin to swirl together, I am so tired I dont know whats real and whats not. And I begin to reach farther and farther finally beginning to fall forward unable to grasp. I keep falling and falling, falling into an endless pit, a black hole. I feel that there is no bottom to this pit, I am going to fall forever. I am reaching out for something, anything to keep me from falling for eternity. Finally after what seemed like forever of falling I landed on a soft ground. As I begin to stand the ground starts moving beneath my feet. I am now struggling to keep my balance, I do not want to fall. I begin to scream for help, I open my mouth, but there is no sound. I have gone mute. I try whistling, kicking, swinging my arms, but nothing. I can get no help. Out of the blackness I hear this high pitched screeching, like nails on a chalkboard. These black winged creatures start flying at me, attempting to peck at my face until there is nothing left

Thanks To The Soldiers
To every man and woman that has ever donned a uniform, wh ohas ever pledged to defend this country with his or her life. To every woman and man that has ever left their family behind in order to fight for our right to be free, who has ever fought alongside someone that they didnt much care for because they were called to duty. To every man and woman who has left their every day lives in search of something greater, to discover the person that they really are. To the families who have had to say goodbye, worried, scared that they would never see their loved one again. To the mothers and the fathers who raised their sons and daughters to have enough passion and courage to stand up for what they believe in. To the soldiers of the United States of America and the people who raised them, thank you.Thank you for making this country a great place to live, Thank you fo proving to me that there are more than cowards and sissies, for proving to me that people really do care. T

Poetry
i never knew how much love my heart could hold until the day you girls were born. looking down into your precious little faces i knew my life was forever changed. i counted each of your tiny little fingers and each of your teeny little toes. i kissed your little chubby cheeks and even your cute little nose. i cuddled you up so very close, cuddled you skin to skin. i laughed when nana said now that you were out you would try to get back in. when you opened your eyes so big and bright, i knew i always wanted to be there directly in your sight. as the weeks flew buy you grew so very big, just to hear your adorable laugh i would dance a jig. you are all my precious little baby girls, with your heads so full of bouncing curls. even when you make me spend and spend, i will love you until the very end

Wanted
I need to befriend someone with whom I share many of the same interests that can/will travel. None of my friends really have the bug and I want to see everything. It will be absolutely unacceptable to me if I have not been to three different countries by the time I reach 30. I just enrolled in a program where I just spend money the way I always do and I get flyer miles for United. At the rate I spend money...that's a plane ticket to England next year. I've been wanting to go to the Rebellion festival for years and I really don't want to let anything stop me from going now that it's super affordable. I just don't know about traveling alone. The world is a big place and I'm just a little librarian. So my big mission for the rest of the year is to find a travel companion that is just as committed as I am to going to Rebellion festival. Am I reaching for the stars here? I hope not.

Master's Creed
Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all He is strict and takes full advantage of the power given to Him but knows to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave real tears As the consummate lover, He will kiss the tears away without stepping out of character In times of trouble, a Master is a supportive partner and friend never forgetting that this is a loving relationship between two caring individuals He is quick to understanding the difference between fantasy and reality He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career or family just to satisfy His own pleasure To win His slaves mind, body, soul and love. He must first earn her trust. He will show His slave humor, kindness and warmth He must always show her that His guidance and tut

Abortion History: From This Woman's Work To.... Men's Choice?
With Bart Stupak's idiocy bringing discussion of abortion to the fore, I thought a look at the history of abortion might be of interest. Despite what the Church says, their views on it have been inconsistent over its history. How did a woman's personal matter became part of the business of the Church? Follow me below the fold...Pregnancy and everything surrounding it, from contraception to abortion to birth, began as exclusively woman's territory. As it should be. In ancient times, there were wise women and herbalists to help a woman in this area. Abortifacient herbs have been found in ancient archeological sites. Though primitive, their methods worked with minimal side effects or other problems.The earliest written evidence of abortion appears in the Ebers Papyrus, which dates back to 1550 BC. It is believed to be the earliest written medical document and includes chapters on gynecology and obstetrics as well as other medical conditions. Chinese folklore dates the use of mercury to in

Arizona Sun
Daydreamin in a plane so high look out the window at the clear blue sky The sun star so bright, but its clors start to fade deep red to hazy orange, drifting yellow, and rays sharp as a blade Slowly it slipsdown every minute of the day so hot the great desert cactus seems to lay In the distance see the formatting hills deep under rocks the rattle snakes wait for shade to kill The sky slowly turning pink as the star starts to hide colors as strong as the big pacific tide Darker and darker the plains must be the sky is still rich as I can see Half and half behind the hills the sun drifts away this wonderful beautiful image in my head will stay The colors fade the bright star is done

My Majestic
Majesticaly look through the eyes see the dawn of the sun as it sets while the eagle flies The kiss sets the butterflies free from the bind strngth that of a bear creating an uproar in the mind Journey to the moonas it dances on the lakeby taking the hand feeling free as we look upon this landd The touch so eroticand sensitive the stars are burning sweet voice makes the heart and world keep turning Thoughts running wildletting the inasents be buried in the well warm breath on the skinso smooth like the wings of an angel Loving memory hits like lightning across the sky so bright our bodies vibrate intensly like that of thunder crashing in the night Your love is the most majestic I've witnessed in my time may my soul be your majestic crime writtin by Kat Buske/richardson

Untutled Poem I Wrote A Long Time Ago
i love you i love you without knowing when where why and how its like i was drowning and you saved me a breath of fresh air you mean the world to me its like words cant explain my heart stops and speeds up everytime i think about you hearing thoes three words is like nothing anyone has expierenced with each passing day i fall more and more in love with you i cant imagine my life without you i know i can but i never want to live my life without you your my world my everything ive never wanted anything more than i want you in my life. no let me correct myself i not only want you in my life i need you in my life before, even in a room full of people i felt alone but now all i see is us nothing matters anymore but us our life you and me your everything i have ever wanted you may not be perfect but your perfect for me

Come Join A New Group Starting!
Come join this new group if you want to be a playboy bunny! We are going to start off small and take off! Come ask me how you can join if ur interested!!! I will hope that we can be a family and help everyone out!

So, This Guy Walks Into A Bar...
Where to start... How can one define a self? What makes a person who they are? Is it what that individual decides to do, how they act, who they socialize with? What makes a person? Who made you? I've long since been an advocate of the "make yourself" campaign. My grandfather instilled in me the power of free will, for that I'm forever grateful. A lot of people go to their parents for guidance, some look to their friends, and some choose a God. Who do you go to? Who ultimately makes the decision that will infinitely affect your life? What happened to make you believe in the things you do. Not everything is as certain as gravity. Are you making yourself, or are you letting others assemble you? Do you lead or follow? Are you someone you're proud of? What I'm getting at is that so many people I meet on a daily basis seem so happy, so secure, yet so clueless! People drift in and out of the bar without paying much attention to anything unfamiliar. Strangers will sit side by side and not utte

$tre$$
Money can’t buy happiness, right? Well then, why is it that everything that makes me happy, in one way or another, costs something?? I’m happy just to hang out with my friends… but the gas it takes me to get over there isn’t free, nor was my car. I’m happy sitting and playing with my cat, while he WAS free, his upkeep isn’t. Life is not free. Water, food, shelter… all these things cost. People have often said that “money is the root of all evil”. I’m not sure if I agree. If I were a millionaire, I wouldn’t have much to complain about initially. Why is everything so expensive? Our country is in a recession, and they’re still draining our bank accounts. Everyone seems to have noticed the rise and fall of gas prices, but it doesn’t end there! Has anyone paid ANY attention to the cost of Milk, OTC Meds, Rice, and even Clean Water? All of these everyday products have nearly doubled in price since 2000

O.i.l.
Why are American cities designed so it's almost impossible not to have a car? Why were hundreds of railways in big cities created and then deliberately destroyed? Why did the electric car get scrapped? Why were we, the United States, along with Australia, the only two countries not to sign the original Kyoto Climate Treaty? Why was an oil company lobbyist allowed to change official government reports on global warming? Why was the same P.R. firm employed by the tobacco industry to persuade the public that smoking is healthy, then employed by oil companies to convince us that there's still doubt about climate change? Alternative energy has been available for over 50 years! Why have we barely used it? Why were the solar panels taken off of the White House? Because right from the early days of the industry, the “oil men” and their obscene profits have had an unhealthy influence with the people running our country. Now they are the people running our country! The oil b

Looking Up
For the longest time, as far back as I can remember, I've questioned why life has been such a struggle. Between the day-to-day, nonsensical, inane bullshit one must endure, and the fact that we are forced to reside among idiots, it’s an accomplishment just to get out of bed. I’ve never understood how, or why, some people choose to be the way they are; ignorant, careless, deceitful, and just plain rude. Life is tough enough without their “contributions”. I’ve become desensitized to words like “recession”, “economy”, “debt”, and my personal least favorite… “Love”. Love is nothing shy of a fucking fairy tale to me. I know that it exists, I’ve felt it. It’s a great idea and all, but eventually, as well as inevitably, it will hurt you. After the only girl I ever loved died, I gave up. I knew that no matter what, I’d never get her back and I’d never love someone like I loved her. Well

Stoopidity
Now I'm well aware that people make mistakes once in a while when it comes to grammar, but seriously... There are people my age, people that have graduated high school, even college, that still can't differentiate between the usages of “your” and “you’re”. This is not a lesson in English; I seriously doubt that anything I could ever say would make you want to further educate yourself. My friends say words and phrases like “funner” or “seent it” just because they know how much it irks me. Now I’m even becoming desensitized to that. If you want to intentionally sound stupid, do it, I don’t give a shit. But if you’re going to send me a message packed full of netiquette, don’t even bother. I don’t like reading things like; “r u comin out 4 the show @ (insert venue here) 2morrow”. Jesus… things like that shouldn’t bother me as much as they do. Ignorance isn’t cool. It’s c

What's Your Problem?
By now I’ve learned that everyone has their own set of problems. Whether your problem is starvation and disease, or that the Italian tile you’re importing for your new bathroom addition is going to arrive late and throw off your whole schedule, a problem is a problem. We might view some problems as petty or trivial, but the fact of the matter is, that problem means something to someone else. Right now, my problem is that I’m not where I want to be in life. I’m sick of my surroundings and I’ve never been so homesick in my life. I’d love to move back to Florida, but I recently received a DWI and will not be able to relocate until my probationary period is complete. I won’t know how long my probation is until my court date, and I have not been given a court date yet… I’m officially at a stand-still. To some, my problem won’t qualify as a problem; it’d be a selfish complaint. To the millions of children, women, and men star

Dying To Live
You wanna know what’s really starting to piss me off… The fact that whenever a celebrity floods the media, everyone starts acting like he/she was one of the best of their time and change their status on myspace and facebook to “OMG (insert name here) is (insert ‘tragedy’ here)“. Well first off, Brittany Murphy wasn’t the greatest actress (based on the fact that the only award she’s ever won was a voice-over role on King of the Hill), Michael Jackson didn’t change how music was heard, and Tiger Woods isn’t the first athlete to cheat on his spouse! Why any of their lives, outside of entertainment, would ever matter to you, I don’t know. If you were to pass away tomorrow, do you think Angelina Jolie or Derek Jeter would say, “Last night Jane Johnson died, and she will be missed.” No! They don’t know you, you don’t know them. So why get all heartbroken because someone you’ve never met died? Hav

Tax Reform
At an open conference in Vermont, the state tax commissioner asked the audience which sort of taxation they thought was the most fair and equitable. There was a pause, and then a white-haired man in the back raised his hand. "The poll tax," he said. "But the poll tax was repealed some time ago," replied the commissioner. "Ay-yuh," declared the old man, "that's what I like about it."

What 8 Hours Sleep Get You!
I slept.. Im excited I finally stopped having major leg cramps last night and got a full 8 hours.. All of this sleep has changed my perspective on a few things... !. Ive been a mean sob lately, i apologize to my friends but hahahaha i love it. 2. I think im getting horny again and really its only to the gender with vagina's 3. I talked to Witchie on the phone at first i was scared i make shitty impressions but hey i made the call.. seriously that woman brightens my mornings.... maybe its cause were both psycho 4. Seamus still refuses to allow my to enter the boobs contest cause apparently he thinks the scorpion will give it away i personally think hes has "pregnant lady" hate... I love you all and i will try really hard to be nicer to those around me.. *crosses fingers behind back* HAHA FUCKERS IM PREGNANT YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ME!! Wicked My daughter is getting fat and oh im 6 months pregnant yeah PS i havent really talked to you people at all so what happe

Here, There And Anything I Say
Just wanna thank everyone that has helped me along so far here on Fu... This is actually my 3rd time with an account and love to level up and give Fu luv to all that I can! More to come @ another posting time... Keep Fu Rock'n and Rate'n!

A Sad, Sad Day For Americans
For the 1st time in my life I am ashamed of our government and the American People. Our government has always been a government of and for the People of this country. With 65 to 70 percent of the People of the United States not in favor of this Health Care legislation, the Federal government has decided that this issue should be forced down the People's throat whether we like it or not. They have now treated the People like small children who do not know what's best for them and by God they are going to show us what is no matter what. And we have no choice in this at all. The People have spoken and we have been told to shut up and enjoy the ride. To shut up and do what we have been told. The Democrats have decided they know best what is good for the country and the rest of us are just spoiled children who know nothing. Not only is this the biggest power grab in the history of the United States, it is also the start of the dismantling of our republic. As "We, the People" a

Victim #1
So I decided in an effort to keep my friends list down I am going to write a blog about a person on my friends or family list, once a week or so. I figure, by seeing what I really think about them, I will trim my list down considerably. So, who should the first victim be?

Faq's Revisited.
I get a ton of shoutbox messages everyday asking me the same questions over and over. Since I hate repeating myself, I am going to answer the FAQ's in here since apparently my profile is too much to read. 1. What do you like to do for fun? I love outdoor activities like camping, horseback riding, swimming, boating, and fishing. My favorite thing in the world is to travel and experience different cultures. I like reading, but rarely find the time. I love concerts and watching movies and plays. I also like to drive, to go and TRY to get lost just so I can say I found a new place. 2. Are you single? To 99.99% of the people asking, it is irrelevant, because I have no interest in you, and you shouldn't waste your time having any interest in me. But to answer your question, yes I am single. Let me save you some heartache and time: ~if I am nice to you, it is because I want to be nice and/or haven't decided that you are dull/annoying/boring/ignorant/closed mi

Ramblings
So Tuesday evening I took a new energy Supplement, Rhodiloa 110, that my wife received free at her half marathon...thanks to this new Supplement, I had plenty of energy and got 2 hours of shitty sleep... I will not be taking that again unless I plan an all night bender... Wednesday...get up at 3:45 central time...travel to ABQ...16 hour work day...too tired to go out to eat so bought a frozen pizza for dinner and 2 Harps (it was St. Pattys day after all)...had a great conversation with haiku who kept me up way too late...:) went to bed 11pm mountain time and slept like crap (starting to get sick)...work up at 7am and worked for 10 hours...feeling shittier as the day progressed... went out to eat to Red Robin and they lost my food order...2nd time I have been there and 2nd time they have completely fucked up my order...good news they comp'ed my meal but made me pay for my one beer...beer was probably not a good idea but fuck it i was sick... Went to bed and 10:30 and slept like shi

Taser
Always wanted a Taser. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-taser supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two triple-A batteries,

Music Monday 22...i Think
Only 5 songs...but good songs. An overall upbeat music Monday. 1. Vaporize - Broken Bells2. Bulletproof - LaRoux3. Sweet DIsposition - The Temper Trap4. Treehouse - I'm From Barcelona5. Lollipop - Ben Kweller I recommend delving deeper into each of these artists...maybe with the exception of The Temper Trap and only because I don't know much about them...but have a look, they might be great. I'm still working on branching out for these playlists, but since it's really just what I listen to, it's difficult. If you have any suggestions in completely different directions, let me know.

Luv It!!!! Lol
here's something a dirty Irishman wrote, I thought I would send it to you since it seems to fit you..... The Good Lord decided, That you should he blessed. You were made very pretty, With a really nice chest. You may not be a musician, Who will score a lot of hits. But you are really cute, With a nice set of tits. With so many good qualities, There is not much you lack. Your smile is lovely, And you have a nice rack. And I am sure you are tired, Of this poem by some noob. But it is really difficult, To stop looking at your boobs.

Carlin On Christianity & Faith
Lmao, I am watching on of the best Comedians ever, George Carlin, who just happens to be an Atheist and this is his take on religion which I just find funny, and Joe bless you LMAO"When it comes to bullshit, big-time, major league bullshit, you have to stand in awe of the all-time champion of false promises and exaggerated claims, religion. No contest. No contest. Religion. Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man living in the sky who watches everything you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these ten things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time! But He loves you. He loves you, and He needs money! He always needs money! He'

Surveyy
How tall are you? 5'5"Do you have any enemies? i dont careHave you ever been to Mexico? nope!!Do you like the subject of math? oh totallly ! cause im nerdy like that.Can you name six types of flowers?roseslilliescarnationspoppiesanndd thats ittttHas anyone ever made you cry? duhWhat do you think of clowns?they scare me >.

Packin Away Your Memories
THERE IS NOTHING HARDER TO DO THEN GOIN THROUGH THE BELONGINGS OF SOMEONE WHO HAS PASSED I MEAN I WANNA KEEP SOME MEMORIES BUT DONT WANNA FEEL LIKE A HOARDER OR SOMENONE WHO CANT LET GO OF THE PAST DONT WANNA ACT LIKE YOU NEVER EXISTED BUT THEN I DO NEED TO TRY AND MOVE ON SO I SHALL SLOWLY GO THROUGH THE THINGS WE HAD SHARED AND THE THINGS I BOUGHT AND THE THINGS YOU BOUGHT YOURSELF BUT THATS GONNA TAKE SOMETIME AS THERE IS ALOT TO SORT THROUGH LIKE WHATS GONNA GO TO YOUR FAMILY WHAT YOUD WANT ME TO DONATE AND WHAT I PLAN ON KEEPIN AND SOME OF THIS IM JUST GONNA TRY TO SEE IF IT FEELS RIGHT CAUSE IF IT DOES THEN I BELIEVE IN MY HEART IT WOULD BE WHAT YOUD TRULY WANT ME TO DO tbc

For Snowball
Now normally I wouldn't ask for anything at all.....I just rate, have fun, maybe help out a couple people if they need it BUT THIS TIME I DO NEED HELP!!!! Snowball, our Flame Point Siamese, is sick bad!!!! She hardly eats, she doesn't go number 2 because she is badly constipated which can kill a cat if not treated, and she sleeps way to much aka she's lethargic. We've tried mineral oil, change in diet to pure protein, alot of attention, at least she drinks her water that I'm thankful for. Anyway it's gonna take 70 bucks for the treatment plus exam 40 bucks for the exam 8 bucks for the antibiotics 22 bucks for the laxative I don't have that kind of money, anyone who knows me can verify that I'm down to handwashing clothes because his job is straight commission and honestly I can't work anymore. I've got a blood disorder/back disorder and vitamin D deficency/plus PTSD. I'm still fighting for disability. We don't have cable, we really can't afford rent our landlord is working with

U Will Understand This Soon....
de Francisco Luis Bernárdez:ESTAR ENAMORADOEstar enamorado, amigos, es encontrar el nombre justo de la vida.Es dar al fin con la palabra que para hacer frente a la muerte seprecisa.Es recobrar la llave oculta que abre la cárcel en que el almaestá cautiva.Es levantarse de la tierra con una fuerza que reclama desde arriba.Es respirar el ancho viento que por encima de la carne se respira.Es contemplar desde la cumbre de la persona la razón de lasheridas.Es advertir en unos ojos una mirada verdadera que nos mira.Es escuchar en una boca la propia voz profundamente repetida.Es sorprender en unas manos ese calor de la perfectacompañía.Es sospechar que, para siempre, la soledad de nuestra sombra estávencida.Estar enamorado amigos, es descubrir dónde se juntan cuerpo yalma.Es percibir en el desierto la cristalina voz de un río que nosllama.Es ver el mar desde la torre donde ha quedado prisionera nuestrainfancia.Es apoyar los ojos tristes en un paisaje de cigüeñas ycampanas.Es ocupar un territor

Are You Scared?
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine Don't Be Shy, LOL!

Sarah And Jeff Part 2
When Jeff stepped into the shower, Sarah immediately dropped to her knees. She swirled her pierced tongue around the tip of his cock then lightly sucked on it. Jeff looked down at her and slowly worked his fingers into her wet hair and gave a playful tug. Sarah moaned softly and slid the tip of his cock into her mouth a little further. Sucking a little harder and moved her tongue around him. He tugged at her hair again a little harder this time and closed his eyes and put his head back moaning slightly. She took more of his cock into her mouth going further and further down until his cock was deep in her throat. She looked up at him .Jeff moaned a little louder and looked down at her and locked eyes with her. Her eyes looked so innocent, he pulled her head back and pushed it down on his cock again, putting himself deeper into her throat until she gagged a little. Sarah moaned louder every time he pulled her hair. She sucked harder and faster swirling her tongue all around Jeff&rsq

Loss
have you ever thought about what your life would be like if you were left alone?Some of you still have your parents or maybe just one parent alive and some of you have children to love and love you back.Have you ever thought about what your world would be like to not have those people in your life? sometimes we act like nothing is wrong and smile as we walk down the street and then go into our empty homes where silence greets us and sometimes all you want to do is crawl in a corner and hide your self from the world.But life goes on around us the sun still shines the clouds still float by children laugh and we carry on as if our world hasn't just been turned upside down. Today I smiled for the first time in days and I felt guilty so I caught myself and thought no this isnt what right...I am young and yet I feel sooo old right now and broken but I will smile again tomorrow and every day after because that is why i am still here To keep memorie's alive and not forget those that loved me

Random
hello hello everyone. I havnt written in a while and i cant sleep SO i figured why the hell not.... Things in 2010 arent going as well as i planned, found the most amazing man ever and he dumped me the day after my birthday because i told him i loved him...Whateverrrrr im over it. Iv decided im going back to college but im going to go to college out of state. i want out of this state so bad. Still living at home with my mom and dad... not where i want to be BUT i cant really do anything about it. its either be here or be homeless. I lost my job back in december because i got swine flu and was out of work for 2 weeks. They labled me as a "liablity". again...WHATEVER. I lost a bunch of weight. if you havnt been able to tell i went from a size 20 down to a size 13. and still losing more! Im so proud of myself for accomplishing something i have been working so hard to do for a long time. I may look different on the outside BUT i am the same me on the inside. And that will never change. i

My Supper Tonight :d
GRANDMA BALTON'S LITHUANIAN KUGELIS(POTATO PUDDING) 5 lbs. peeled potatoes1 lg. onion4 eggsSalt and pepper to taste2 tbsp. Bisquick2 tbsp. flour2 c. milk, scalded2 sticks melted butter Grate potatoes and onion; drain off liquid. Pour scalded milk over potatoes. Add flour, Bisquick, melted butter, eggs, salt and pepper, mixing well. Pour into 9x13 inch baking pan. Place in 400 degree oven for 15 minutes. Lower heat to 375 degrees and bake for 45 minutes or until done.

I Wonder Why
~ I WONDER WHY~ I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU SAY GOOD-BYE! I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU MAKE ME CRY! I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HURT MY HEART! I DON’T UNDERSTAND THE END WHEN THERE IS BARELY A START! THERE’S AN ACHE IN ME I DON’T LIKE FEELING! I NEED YOUR WORDS FOR THE HEALING! YOU MAKE ME FEEL REALLY WRONG! I THOUGHT YOU HAD A FEELING STRONG! WHAT DID I DO BAD TO YOU? THAT YOU WOULD SAY IT’S THROUGH? BLUE AND SAD OVER THIS! BUT IT’S YOU I WILL MISS!!!

Connected To You
FEELING SO SPIRITUALLY CONNECTED THAT HAS A BLINDING LIGHT, TO SEE YOUR SOUL IT IS MIGHTY BRIGHT. YOUR SPIRIT LIFTED SO HIGH THAT THE MEASURE IS BEYOND SPACE AND SKY, THOUGHTS OF YOU I CAN’T COMPARE AND FEEL HONORED THAT YOUR HEART YOU WOULD SHARE. IN THE DEPTHS OF YOU I CAN FEEL FREE TO OPEN UP AND JUST BE ME, GREATFUL TO HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND TO THIS I HOPE NO END. YOU TOUCHED MY HEART IN WAYS YOU’LL NEVER KNOW, BUT I AM TRYING TO TELL YOU SO.........

I Do Believe That God Above
I do believe that God above, Created you for me to Love, He picked you out from all the rest, Cause he knew I'd love you best. I had a heart that once was true, Now it has gone from me to you, Take care of it as I have done, For you have two and I have none.. If I die I'll wait for you at the Golden Stairs, But if you aren't there by Judgement Day , I know you went the other way,, And just to prove my Love is true I'd go To Hell to be with you!!

In A Heart Beat
IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD BE SAD,, IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD BE GLAD,, IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD DIE,, IN A HEART BEAT A NEW BABY COULD CRY!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD SAY I HATE YOU! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD SAY I LOVE YOU!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD DO SOMETHING MEAN! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD DO SOMETHING KIND!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD LOSE THE ONE YOU LOVE!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD MEET SOMEONE NEW!! IN A HEART BEAT YOUR WHOLE LIFE CAN CHANGE!! IF YOU THINK OF LIFE AS A HEART BEAT TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKE CARE OF IT EVERY DAY!! CAUSE IN A HEART BEAT IT COULD ALL GO AWAY!!

What People Say!!
People say this is only the net and not to let ur feelings get involved. People say that its only a site so what does it matter. I say the internet is what connects people. I say the site is a helper for people to get to know someone else that you other wise could not do. If people thought that the land that we are on is all really common ground then you would see that the internet and site are a tool on it. I wish people would treat other people with dignity and respect. We are all on here for a reason to meet new people. Greed has gotten out of control and how many people can truely say they are a real friend on here?

A Truly Dark Day In American History....today, 3/21/2010.
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A Truly Dark Day In American History....today, 3/21/2010.
How this… Leads to this… First off, friends thank you for stopping by and taking the time out of your busy real and Fubar lives to check out this blog. It won’t be pretty, so if you’re easily offended, you may want to skip this one…sorry, It’s not about fakes and drama. It’s about real life that will effect each and every American and their children for years to come, so yeah, that kind of take precedence over the usual stuff… So it seems that at some point tonight, your president Obama and the elitist Congress in Washington will have , barring a miracle, have passed health insurance reform in the Senate and House and it will be on the way to the President’s desk to make the law of the land. This is a progressive socialist’s dream come true. I don’t’ really know how many, or at what level any of you follow the news and current events. It should be much, much more but that’s another issue altogether. I’

The Age Of Aquarius
I am often asked by people online who I really am deep down inside. Ok, in all actuality, I'm NEVER EVER asked that. I'm usually just asked to show my tits. But maybe one day someone won't care about my bust and will just want to get to know me for me. He will probably be gay, but at least I will be able to direct him to this blog as a means of enlightening him about all that is Mandyness. I came across this description of Aquarians on BUGSTER'S profile yesterday and I thought it really fit me. Yes I am an Aquarius and yes I'm kind of into that goofy astrology stuff. Aquarius Strength Keywords:- Witty- Clever- Humanitarian- Inventive- Original Aquarius Weakness Keywords:- Stubborn- Unemotional- Sarcastic- Rebellious- Aloof Aquarius and Independence:Aquarius personality is very independent, any attempt to hold them down or restrict them will cause them to flee. They need to be free to be on their own. Independence is not just desired by Aquarius, it is essential to their well

Old Brown Shoe
I want a love that's right but right is only half of what's wrong. I want a short haired girl who sometimes wears it twice as long. Now I'm stepping out this old brown shoe, baby, I'm in love with you. I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now, I'm telling you. You know you pick me up from where some try to drag me down And when I see your smile replacing every thoughtless frown. Got me escaping from this zoo, baby, I'm in love with you. I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you. If I grow up I'll be a singer wearing rings on every finger. Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday Who knows, baby, you may comfort me. I may appear to be imperfect, my love is something you can't reject I'm changing faster than the weather, If you and me should get together Who knows baby, you may comfort me That love of yours, to miss that love is something I'd hate. I'll make an early start, I'm making sure that I'm not late. For you

For Martin
It's been one long week since I've seen your face or felt your warm embrace. Loving that you love it when I smile. Get lost in your eyes; a sea of shimmering caramel. I wish I would have held on just a little longer For today you are gone and your memory slips a lil farther away from my mind and heart. But the most shocking of all is that I can still feel your energy and presence near by. I can feel you thinking about me simply because you know I'm thinking about you. "If you love someone, set them free and let go and let God" because we are not the ones in control, HE is. "The king's heart is in the hand of the Lord, as the rivers of water: he turneth it withersoever he will" This is why I must let go of the situation and pray that you come back to love me the way I would love you... I miss you

For The Love Of God.
I was going to blog. Had the subject and everything, then my phone vibrated...I had a text....and I forgot. =/ I don't think it was something really all that wonderful, but still. It just proves that I have ADD. Oh the idea is back. Not really an idea, but yeah. How do these people, and by "these people" I mean point whores, get people to give them blasts and expensive bling?

Authentic Ugg Boots And Replicas
Uggs-Australia boots first reached upscale surroundings through its advertising in high-end distributors such as Nordstrom's. However, after Oprah Winfrey's endorsement, sales have expanded to the general public, who obviously wishes to experience the same luxury and comfort as their idols. In fact, the increased popularity has had an unexpected and unfortunate result: the introduction of imitation ugg boots. Unsuspecting buyers can easily end up with irritating pig hide or cow skin instead of sheepskin, and find it far less enjoyable than they expected!The best bet is to contact a reputable supplier of UGG Classic Mini on sale-Australia for authentic, new, Uggs at the fair market price. Buyers will have assurance of quality and the true luxury experience associated with ugg boots.

"life Is A Theater"
LIFE IS A THEATER_invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is holy enough and healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. Its amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatable,not-going-anywhere,relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention. Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones incourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path uphill and which ones are downhill? When you leave certain people,do you feel better or do you feel worse? Which ones always have drama or dont really understand,know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? The more you seek God and the things of God...the more you seek quality,the more you seek not just the hand of God but the face of God...the more you seek things honorable...the more you seek growth, peace of mind, love and tru

Called Out 1
Well, the point whores are in full effect tonight. I don't understand why the Fubar "way of life" is appealing to people, but I have to say I find it quite pathetic... Let's take a look! · bihorny little ... rated your photo an '11'! · bihorny little ... rated your photo a '10'! · bihorny little ... rated your photo an '11'! · new friend request from 'bihorny little ...' received! · bihorny little ... rated you an '11'! · bihorny little ... just checked you out! bihorny little devil@ fubar hi welcome to my page im JAZZ ,IM 29 38C 135 BLONDE AND BI IM A SWINGER YOU CAN CHECK MY PAGE ON THE SWING SITE BELOW I NEED HELP 2 LEVEL UP 2 GODFATHER IT SEEMS LIKE 4 EVER I HAVE BEEN ON THIS LEVEL IF U HELP ME ILL HELP U PLEASE SEND ME VIP,HAPPY HOUR,BLINGS,BLAST OR TICKER ILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR TIME I HAVE ALOUT OF PICS UP NSFW PICS ILL LET U SEE IF U BUY ANY OF THOSES THAT I LISTED IF I GOT A HAPPY HOUR I WOULD LET U SEE MY PICS 4

I'm Curious
I hate to say it, now I'm curious as to why I'm still here not only to key this but to do other things? See, I'm supposed to be dead. Some people say Jesus is with him and others the devil is with him. My sister says I have a Guardian Angel. I'm curious as to why I'm still here. To me it does not matter. I'm alive, I'm alive. I'm dead, I'm dead. Intresting, since I do not have anyone special but only material things. Glad to hear that the day went well for Cheryl. Cheryl is a friend. Glory to God Norio

An Early Start
When I was about 10 or 11 years old - we were volunteered by the scouts to model for a clothing catalog - I was backstage and all of my friends were out on stage - so it was just me and about 5 women - I was standing there and the woman next to me said to the other woman - bathing suits? the answer came back yes - so she reached over and unsnapped my pants and pulled them down - undies too - then she turned and asked which one - I’m standing there naked - when I noticed all of the women smiling and looking at me - I looked down and was standing at attention - now - I wasn't very big then but I was rock hard - ever since then - there is a smile that a woman gets that just makes me crazy. I think that's where it comes from - I love to see that smile that says - hey - look at that - I like what I’m seeing.

Update About Medical Condition Please Read!!!
Well I have been doing chemo for cancer for the past few months and I found out today that they are stopping chemo due to the fact that the cancer is spreading. They also informed me that I have a max of 1 year left to live. I thank God that I have lived thus far!!

Explaining Mumms
Should I explain in my mumms the subject when posting them? For example I made a mumm asking about matzos, and many didn't know what I was referring to! I had to make it as a comment reply to a few people.

Mirror Shot Contest!!
Ok Gang....Since I love mirror shots so much..Ive been told that I should do a contest. So, guys and gals, if you have a sexy mirror shot and want a chance to win 5 million fubucks...let me know. My investor tells me I should start the contest as soon as possible so....spread the word.....and private message me with contest in the subject......The contest will run for 7 days, it must be SFW and total number of rates and comments will be added up to determine the winner......this is my first time, so be gentle on me.... guys and girls...don't be shy!!

Finding The Reason
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa

Friendship
Friendship~–noun1.the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.2.a friendly relation or intimacy.3.friendly feeling or disposition.Friend~–noun1.a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.2.a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. Ok now that i have that out of the way...what does it mean to you when someone says they are your friend...or that u say that you're their friend??? is it someone you can trust??? someone you can run to when you need advice, or a shoulder to cry on....what about judging??? if you are really friends with someone...do u judge everything they do...or do you trust them??? i know for me when i have a friend, a real true friend, i dont judge them..i like them for who they are & trust their decisions...i mean we all have our moments...where we may rub our friends the wrong way or maybe do something that they are not happy about...but if they ar

Now I Feel Old.....
checking out Hastings with my 13 year old daughter, and 9 year old son. Saw somw little things from cartoons from my child hood. and my 13 year old looks at me and say "wow mom, i didnt know they had cartoons back then" i pointed to some things from even before my time and she was like wow was there actually tv before you were born.. lol i wanted to slap her.. lol i mean come on im not even 32 yet.. lol

Saving The Soul
The story takes place during the summer of 1995. At the time I was a firefighter/medic and crew officer for a local volunteer fire and rescue department. One weekend, which I had off from fire duty, I was notified of a large structure fire within my area of operations. Not having anything else to do, I went to the station to help with staffing. When I got to the station, there was an immediate need for an ambulance. A grabbed two other personnel to staff the unit. While responding to the fire, dispatch redirected us to the interstate for a significant multi-car accident. The dispatcher indicated there were 5 at least 5 cars involved with possible trapped victims. There were other units dispatched but would be delayed because of the fire. When we arrived on the scene, I knew this was going to be bad. Half of four-door sedan had slid under a tractor-trailer. An old station wagon was upside down and was partially in a ditch approximately 50 feet from the sedan. There were f

Love
1 Corinthians 13 (NKJ) Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing. Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. For we know in part

Downloading Music
..was the name of the MuMM I was blocked in. She deleted my comment too. Ugh. Oh well. She proved my point. In her MuMM she asked people to tell her music to download because she deleted all of hers. I said that she shouldn't download music just because people are telling her and that it sounds like she's just trying to "fit in". Anyway, she says she's only downloading music from artists that she knows. Ummm, then I said she wasn't starting fresh fresh. That starting fresh would mean that she would download music that she's never heard. Yanno, NEW things. Oh well, I'm blocked and my comments were deleted. I guess she doesn't like when people prove her wrong.

Marooned
I know I'm from a lesser tribeI suppose the range of my intelligenceIs way too wideAnd you don't see me'cause I don't have much to sayMy emotional outletIs consuming the better part of meAnd apart from the wrong wordsA tortured cry is making me seeThat you don't see me'cause I don't have much to sayHours and hours of jealousyAre passing me byAlthough hollow silenceIs the only waveGoing through your brainAnd you don't see me'cause I don't have much to say

Life Is Good In The South
I went fishing this morning but after ashort time I ran out of worms. Then Isaw a cottonmouth snake with afrog in his mouth. Frogs are goodbass bait. Knowing the snake couldn'tbite me with the frog in his mouth I grabbed him right behind the head, took the frog, and put it in my baitbucket. Now the dilemma was how to releasethe snake without getting bit. So, I grabbed my bottle of Jack Daniels and poured a little whiskey in thesnake's mouth. His eyes rolled back, he went limp. I released him intothe lake without incident and carriedon fishing using the frog. A little later, I felt a nudge on my foot. There was that same snake with two frogs in his mouth. Life is good in the South.

What Did I Do
What did I do to deserve this? I don’t know what to do , I am just beside myself confused and hurt…… Why does this seem to always happen to me? I have opened up my heart to those who seem to be trustworthy but shame on me for it turned out to be nothing but lies. What did I do wrong? Is it my looks? My hair to short, boobs not perky, is it because I am not pretty enough, or don’t got the perfect body? How about my personality? Would it be the way I talk or how I dress… tell me please I deserve to know where it all went wrong damn it is that to much to ask from you? You don’t give a damn for you have moved on and closed the door on this relationship before we could even try to work things out…. I never understood the meaning “if you truly love someone, sometimes you have to let them go “ I did and it hurts like I have never hurt before ….. It hurts when two people who love each other have to let go because they will

Doubt
Why is the darkness so terrifying the rain falls the thunder rollsdreams of love haunt my nights the reality of lonlieness haunts my days doubting my choices wondering if time was truley to shortmaybe fate wanted one more joke before my time ran out as the sunsets the darkness consumes me terrifying me once again leaving me alone fending for my sanity

Sunday Thoughts....
The ongoing question as of late is, "Why do you post the pics that you do?" Its very simple. I enjoy the pics and from the ratings, most others do as well. If I'm bisexual, why all women? There are a lot more pics of women available on the net than men...the Internet world is a mans world. I am always looking for a nice cock. (figuratively, not literally). Speaking of that....you see a woman on Fubar that says she doesn't want to see your cock, question her sexuality or her realness. In the modified words of the very funny Ron White.."once you've seen one cock, you want to see them all". Being bisexual doesn't mean I'm a slut, a whore, easy or wanting to cam and talk about sex all the time. I am a mommy first and foremost and then a fiance to a wonderful man. That is my world. Fubar is a game I love to play and have to admit, I've become quite addicted. I flirt, maybe more than I should, but I'm not hiding anything from anybody..especially from the man that works hard and

Turtle Turtle
Do any of you know anything about aquatic turtles? I'm having a problem keeping his cage clean. We just cleaned it and the water has a green tinge to it. We used to be able just to change the water about once a month, but change the filter once a week, and the water would stay clear. The filter doesn't seem cloged, or look dirty, just the water.

A Little About Me
Name: Ashley Birthday: April 3rd Birthplace: Lewisville, Texas Current Location: Dallas, Texas Eye Color: Red Hair Color: mostly Brown Height: 5'7'' Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: german & irish The Shoes You Wore Today: none yet! Your Weakness: boys, shopping and alcohol Your Fears: spiders and being alone Your Perfect Pizza: just pepperoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: stay in a happy healthy relationship! Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking up: i need to pee Your Best Physical Feature: my boobs probably Your Bedtime: weekdays try for 12ish...weekends like 2 or 3 Your Most Missed Memory: my best friend living right by me Pepsi or Coke: pepsi but i perfer dr pepper MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds Single or Group Dates: single, but i like both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont care as long as its sweet! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: nope Do

Life Changes Means Less Fubar
Good morning. Wow.Been along time since my last blog. First the good news. After working for my father for 25 years, i have finally kicked his ass to the curb. :P. Yesterday i bought him out and will be the owner of the company starting on Monday. I have always had many ideas what i want to do with the company, and the changes i want to make. Now i can. I'm very excited, and know this will be alot of hard work for years to come. But i welcome it. Now for the bad news... I'll be putting all my free time and energy into the comapny, which means little or no time on Fubar. Of course i'll still pop on and say hello to who i can, but i'll be on very little as you can imagine. This makes me sad, i really enjoy my Fubar time, and the friends on here. But real life comes first, and i have to take this chance to make life better for myself. Please feel free to still stop by and say hello. I will get back to you. (mostly on weekends.). I thank you all. You guys rock. To All my FUMaf

Thank You All
Just wanted to thank you all for the help yesterday on my Triversary Spectacular! Let me give you some irrelevant stats: Tooltip Views:7,865 yesterday. Photo Views:22,447 yesterday. You collected 3,998,468 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor Today's Rank:#57 I ran 6 tickers & a Blast, 2 Bombs and Auto 11's and received 17 million points. I am pretty close to Oracle now, only 12 million to go, and I think I may actually have it before too long. I appreciate all who helped me out. It was pretty hectic there for a while, so I really didn't have the time to thank you while it was happening. Just doing the bomb my SB was flooded with requests, most of which I just had to ignore. I think I may know what its like to be a pretty girl on here now...

Bombing List For Ability Points 3/21/10
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Through The Windows Of My Eyes
Through the windows of my eyesI see you my belovedso far away.yes so far away.. I shut these windowssit down and thinkAnd I feel you in my heartyes deep in my heart And I feel aliveso alivefor you are the oneI live for and die for Day and night my heart praysonly for you my loveWhere you are my lovethats where my whole world is Through these windowsI see youfeel you love you March 2010

Today's Vote...?
Since I am bored and still writing My version of the Declaration of Independence, and Spinoza is bored and is too much of a sissy to post a blog I said I would.So I am waiting for the vote on health care later on, maybe around 2 or 3 I will turn to a liberal news station on one T.V. and a conservative one on the other T.V. [I have two T.V.'s in My office] I enjoy watching how they cover the exact same thing in different ways, if it is a liberal pushing it the conservatives love to talk about the freedoms of America being taken, and if it is a conservative pushing it, the liberals love bitching about how they want a say... I just find them both funny since I am neither. So figured I would blog and ask what do you, whoever happens to view this blog other than Spinoza... think of the health care bill?I mean it was mentioned months ago, they have the bill online on nonpartisan sites. I trust these more than liberal and conservative sites who post the bill cause they only post part of it t

1 Chance Make It Count!
One guestion,one change,One honest answer, you can ask me one guestion(to my inbox only),Any guestion, anything ,no matter how crazy,dirty or wrong it is no catch,but I dare you to post this on your status,and see what people ask you?

Invictus- William Ernest Henley
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. I wish I had such a command of language.

I Serve You
Leather choker with matching chain around my neck you will tame stand before me as I'm on my knees paddle in hand I'm at your mercy give the commands I must follow your punnishings shall not be shallow the touch of your hands is pleasing if I behave your eyes and hands are stern Iam a bad girl this day the tension is eroticwhen I beg for you to play I crawl before you at your will sturdy antisipation as I await your spill your juice is like drug flowing in my stream I'm intoxicated from your demanding gleam the intensity boils hot throughout my body your tongue tantalizing my flesh as you explore the stroke of your fingertips soft yet rough on my thighs excitment runs through my veigns when you pull my hair vibration shakes our souls while our minds are caught in this role our hearts are flooded and trapped behind this wall who's the servent , who's the master

Sittin In A Traveling Train
Sittin in a Traveling Train Sittin in a traveling train dreams running wild in the brain waking to chains that bind me to the bed a tray of toys lay next to my head confused at first as exitment quickly follows wanting to move to touch you deep in the hollows the binding stops meso you can explore slowly our clothes start hitting the floor you drag cold beads across my warm flesh intensly the feeling sends lightning through my blood so erotically you brush a leather strap down my chest to around my thighs the sensation gives me a powerfull high sittin in a travelling train your stare demanding me without all the pain the strength from your body like thunder so exotically conflicted your like a drug I'm caught and addicted the passion you provide has my mind in a daze your soul runs deep and traps me in a haze everything about you grasps my soul; how I know exactly

Life And Death
Life is not the changes and chances of this world, and its true significance is found in the development of the soul. True life, the life of the soul, occurs in this world for a brief time and continues eternally in other worlds of God.

Fuels Of Passion
Everyday I waken just to see you, frozen speechless unknowing what to do. My heart went to you in fear, just to let my soul tear. I pray that I find in you is found in me, the very special thing that can set you free. just hug, and kiss you forever makes me want to cuddle in the arms of love and happiness. The beauty in those eyes, stir up feelings from deep inside. mind racing pacing neverslowing, my feelings for him run like a river ever so flowing. The kindness in the voice so hypnotized, is it for real what he says? The fire in your touch, the passion in your kiss, fuels the passion from within.

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1.Who are you?2.Are we friends?3.When and how did we meet?4.How have I affected you?5.What do you think of me?6.What's the fondest memory you have of me?7.How long do you think we will be friends?8.Do you love me?9.Do you have a crush on me?10.Would you kiss me?11.Would you hug me?12.Physically, what stands out?13.Emotionally, what stands out?14.Do you wish I was cooler?15.On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.17.Am I loveable?18.How long have you known me?19. Describe me in one word.20.What was your first impression?21.Do you still think that way about me now?22.What do you think my weakness is?23.Do you think I'll get married?24.What makes me happy?25.What makes me sad?26.What reminds you of me?27.If you could give me anything what would it be?28.How well do you know me?29.When's the last time you saw me?30.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?31.Do you think I could kill someone?32.Do you miss me?33.Do you think i

Flagging Pics For Nsfw
IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MY PICS THAT DON'T SHOW MUCH SKIN ALWAYS GET FLAGGED NSFW, AND THERE ARE A LOT MORE PICS ON HERE THAT SHOW MORE THAN JUST SKIN AND THEY ARE NOT FLAGGED NSFW. I AM WONDERING WHY THAT IS? ANYONE CARE TO EXPAND ON THIS? LET ME KNOW YOUR OPINION.

Military Men
So I've noticed lately a lot of anti-war, military bashing shit talking by people who don't even know what they're talking about. This shit is starting to piss me off. It's not only people in my city but its people on this website too. I actually had some broad say she supports the troops and then turned around and said that none of our soldiers should be over there, that they're stupid and wasting their time and the ones that re-enlist are begging to be blown up. Those soldiers are over there protecting your right to talk all the shit you're talking about them. So STFU! And those stupid bitches that marry men in the military, knowing they're going to be goin over to Iraq and will be gone for a year, but marry them anyway and then CHEAT on them..I hope you stupid broads die. You're the reason the men in our military barely trust any women anymore and why most of them are starting to treat us like shit. Isn't it enough that they go over and fight this war, possibly having to kill somebo

Ugh.......
grrrrrr...... why is it that people work so hard at making you fall in love with them and then fuck your world up...... a year of my life gone to an asshole..... why cant you just be honnest and straight forward... i told you all my expectations, where i wanted to go what i wanted to do and so on over a year ago... then you move thousands of miles away, promising visits and to move here and such, just to keep me wrapped around your finger but FUCK THAT.. i'm done its over and there is no chance of it ever going back. you had my heart and threw it in dirt. i'm over it all your broken promises and plans. i;'m not to be put last after all your club meetings and working on your cars hanging out with friends... i cant even get 10 mins of your time just to talk about whats going on..... this is my good bye... i'm gone its over P.S FUCK YOU!!!!

Chapter 6: The Demons On My Sleeve
Is it my pride that allows me to have a hatrid for those who don't know or those whom know but treat knowledge like a joke. I remember a time when I was treated like I was the dumbest person on this planet.. But then I proved them all wrong.. A half nigga from the back fucking woods of my town ended up with an "ed-u-mah-kation" well gee williekers..imagine that. But then again intelegance has became a joke. So then what do I do.. I rip the head off the first person that insults ither my intelegance or the pure simple knowledge of any situation. Am I right for doing so? Probably not but then again with all this shit sometimes I just don't care. And its that don't care attitude that at times I try to regret but yet I don't allow myself to for the simple fact that I know living with regret won't solve anything. So does this make pride my vice? Well then what about wrath?.. Yes I am full of wrath at times I live for those vengeful moments.. were people that fuck me over are comfortable the

Chapter 5: Confessions Of A Nice Guy
To be lost within a midnights dream.. To have everything that could be utterly seem like happiness seem like within a single whisp of the wind it could all go away. This is what I have learned about happiness. No matter how you may act it can oh so easily change. From being the number one mother fucking ideal expression to being something that can be oh so hated. There is an eye upon me. An eye staring into my very soul. Is it an eye from past loved ones, enemies... or just a higher power?... Or could this eye be just the very start of a paranoia that has been binding it's time within me. Waiting to come out of a young boy into the man that is here today. How ever this may be just something that I must live with. I must live with this and other shit within my life. Gettings screwed over again and again by my friends... Getting angered by so many enemines... And yet what do I do about this fucking bullshit?! I do stand up for myself.. and yet I'm too much of a nice guy to be so violent.

Chapter 4: Wicket Shit Bitch
So tell me this what makes one better than another? What makes the human mind become so fucking clouded that it has beliefs that everyone else is just so fucking beneath them that anything that anyone else does goes unnoticed? I have to know this for that I grow tired of this type of human... just because they cannot realize the truth.. Everyone is equal. Show me a man that is flawless within everyway and I'll reveal that he's a mere figment of an imagination. I know my flaws. I wear them on my sleeve. And yet even still I have those thinking that they are better than me why? Its all because of popularaty. How so? Thats just the way of life. Until that very day that I'll snap and reveal to them what I've held back for oh so long then well lets just say I'll keep smiling. I have some people telling me that I shouldn't smile that I should commit acts of volience. That is something that I feel right down to my very bone everyday. And yet the reason that I smile is because with a smile th

Chapter 3: More Human Then Human
What is it that makes us to be human? I mean besides the flesh and the bone what makes us to be human emotionally and physically? Some may say that not acting on impulse and thinking our actions out makes us human... though what about the others that say to man up and not back down... are they human as well? If so then why does eveyone makes them out to be such vicious animals? ... Ah yes music calms the savage beast. Atleast the savage beast the lurks within my soul. Everyday it's getting harder to hold back.. harder to keep my inner demons atbay. Sometimes it just gets so damn overwhelming.. I know not what to do what to say. I just hide and pray that I do not hurt anyone once my inner demons are unleashed. It hurts to even know the devastation that they can cause. Though I do know this when I am pushed so far I am going to open those gates. And flood everything around me with all of this fucking haterid that the world will stand on edge until I stop. Just how long can I hold on? Tel

Chapter 2: Enter The Mind Of A Twisted Indivual
To be a cog within the wheel of life forever turning to be apart of something to make someone else money. That is what this life is for. Life has became nothing more than just a spoke within a wheel. Just another way to give to the ever feeding machine of our own undoing. What am I talking about some may ask but many already know. Many are not blind to the system. We created a system for the people. And yet only the people in power are those in uniform. And where does that leave me? Just to be a simple pieon.. a worker ant just waiting to be stepped on. So why did we start something that will never give us power as a group? Tell me why... Some may think it's fun to pick on the little guy.. and others just laugh.. but what happens when that little guy is just a ticking time bomb? What happened to the laughter? Answer me... Family.. ah yes just such a simple word... I once had a family that was out side of my own blood. They helped me out when I needed them and gave me everything that I

Chapter 1: Downward Spiral Of Self Hate
Am I just a puppet for the entertainment of others? I help people out with their problems, but there's no one to hear my own. I can never be myself or my own, because I am dead. My mother is never happy with anything that I do. My father only has anything to say to me when my mother gets angry at me. Sometimes I feel like a robot becayse that is how I am treated. I've not been able to shed a single tear for many of years. Sometimes I feel like a ghost and everybody walks through me. Sometimes I can never tell how others feel towards me, and that just shows that poeple hate what they dont understand. I know how they feel, but I dont let them know. I sometimes sit back and think about how my brother treated me, everone tells me that I love him, but they wont tell me that after I tell them what he has done to me. Everyone has an older figure to look up to but I dont. I sit back and wonder if I died then who would come to my funeral. Who would say they knew me. Who would be there just to s

Alien Abduction Day
If you ever had visions of being abducted by aliens then March 20th is your day. March 20th is Alien Abduction Day. Although no one knows for sure when it started, in 2008 the day was celebrated with a festival in Toronto. So if you’re reading this then it’s unlikely you are in an alien space ship. Oh well, there’s always next year. http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/03/19/alien-abduction-day/?test=latestnews BlastFM is open to aliens of all types. Aliens like good music too. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Intro
It's odd how one day I'm here and the next I'm there. How life can seem so short but yet so everlasting at the sametime. How a simple object can carry so many memories and emotions. It is these thoughts that pleauges my mind. What is the inner workings that takes a boy to become a man? Or is it that a man is just truely a boy that has aged? Answer me this. These are my thoughts. Thoughts of sickness, fear, anger, angst, love, lust... though are they just thoughts? Or just emotions?... Come and take a step into what I am... the love.... hate.... machine.

Subless Domme
The crop, discarded, regards her scornfully. Chains, rattling, hang limp and useless. A whip, not yet broken in, awaits a firm hand. All are empty in her eyes. A subless Domme cries shallow tears. Her breasts ache for attention, no slave to fawn over them, needing to bring pink nipples to full and hardened bud. Boot laced legs so cold. No one to kneel before them, lay their precious lips against them. No warm hands to massage awaiting flesh. Warm feelings stirring between shaven lips. Passion growing a needing so strong. An aching in the impassioned bud that lays hidden in the folds. The whip cracks. The crop swings. The chains reach out. But nothing releases the burning. No one to give will to her completely, to serve in delivering her into ecstasy. She suffers in silent strength, too bold to show her tears she chokes them down. Her skin quivers with the touch of the air's carresses. An unclaimed collar in her hand she moves between her legs, slidin

Pink- Don't Let Me Get Me
This song is the story of my life, lol Never win first place, I don't support the team I can't take direction, and my socks are never clean Teachers dated me, my parents hated me I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin' right Everyday I fight a war against the mirror I can't take the person starin' back at me I'm a hazard to myself Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else I wanna be somebody else, yeah LA told me, "You'll be a pop star, All you have to change is everything you are." Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears She's so pretty, that just ain't me Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin A day in the life of someone else? Cuz I'm a hazard to myself Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else Don't let me get me I'm my own w

Who's The Fairest One Of All?
When I started yesterday reading the first Star Trek novel of the year, “The Sorrows of Empire” (ISBN 9781439155165) it occurred to me how unreal that science fiction franchise’s mirror universe – where the United Federation of Planets is instead the Terran Empire, where assassinating a superior officer to get promoted is routine, extermination of dangerous species is not uncommon policy to get what you want – is. Or at least in late 1967 when the original episode set there, “Mirror, Mirror” premiered I guess that it was. Quoth Spock from the main universe (perhaps the most enduring image from that episode is his counterpart sporting a beard): “It was far easier for you as civilized men to behave like barbarians than it was for them as barbarians to behave like civilized men.” At least, we like to think we’re civilized … So the novel’s set after the episode where Kirk challenges the mirror universe’s

Lets See If I Can Grasp This Right.......
IF YOU CROSS THE NORTH KOREAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET 12 YEARS HARD LABOR > > IF YOU CROSS THE CANADIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET 3 YEARS IN PRISON AND DEPORTED > > IF YOU CROSS THE FRENCH BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET 5 YEARS IN PRISON AND DEPORTED > > IF YOU CROSS THE MEXICAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE BEATEN AND JAILED. > > IF YOU CROSS THE IRANIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU ARE DETAINED INDEFINITELY. > > IF YOU CROSS THE AFGHAN BORDER ILLEGALLY, YOU GET SHOT. > > IF YOU CROSS THE SAUDI ARABIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE JAILED. > > IF YOU CROSS THE CHINESE BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU MAY NEVER BE HEARD FROM AGAIN. > > IF YOU CROSS THE VENEZUELAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE BRANDED A SPY AND YOUR FATE WILL BE SEALED. > > IF YOU CROSS THE CUBAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE THROWN INTO POLITICAL PRISON TO ROT. > > IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET > > A JOB, > DRIVERS LICENSE, > SOCIAL SECURITY CARD, > WELFARE, > FOOD STAMPS,

Call Me,text Me,email Me And Stalk Me! Haha!
Yahoo id.... ihaveboobs@yahoo.comHome Number.. 382 563 3650Cell Nuber.. 696 873 7326and last but not least...my home addressKerosene38258 Dream StreetStalker,Fuland37325yahoo me,call me,text me and stalk me...ok then :)

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality\ Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

They Caugt His Ass
Bruce Shipkowski, Associated Press Writer, On Saturday March 20, 2010, 3:14 pm EDT WASHINGTON TOWNSHIP, N.J. (AP) -- A 16-year-old boy patronizing a Walmart store in southern New Jersey took over the public-address system and ordered black people to leave, angering customers and prompting company leaders to apologize, police said Saturday. Police said the boy, whose name is not being released because he is a juvenile, went on the intercom at Walmart's Washington Township store Sunday evening and calmly announced: "Attention, Walmart customers: All black people, leave the store now." The teen was arrested Friday on charges of harassment and bias intimidation. Authorities said he was released to the custody of his parents; they did not know whether he had a lawyer. "This was an extremely disturbing event on many levels," Gloucester County Prosecutor Sean Dalton said at a news conference. "Any statements like these that can cause harm or grave concern must be addressed as quickly we

More Questions About Me
Do you love anyone who's name starts with A?Sure I do, Amy, Andrew, and a few others.When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?I gave my Tony a hug about 3 hours ago!Who is the last person that made you smile?My sister, she's a flake!Do you lose interest in someone easily?Depends on if the piss me off quickly.Are you dating the last person you kissed?No, I haven't had a kiss in forever... Has anyone ever asked you if you were bi polar?Um, my high school teachers?When is the last time you cried?Last night. Who is the last person that disappointed you?My mothers husband constantly. But as of late, myself. What's one thing in your life that you wish you could change?Wish I could lose the weight I need to.Do you fall in love easily?Not easily, but when I do, I fall hard.Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?No.Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?Hahaha.... yeea... Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?I

Corona It Is!
You Are Corona You are outgoing, energetic, and very extroverted. When people talk about the "life of the party," they're talking about you. You always have a good time when you drink. Kicking back with a couple beers makes your usual cheerful self even happier. You enjoy the company of others, and you thrive in any social situation. No group is too big or too small for you. You may like beer more than most people, but that doesn't mean you aren't successful or productive. You are a huge go-getter. What Type of Beer Are You? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Friends,and Family
hi,just want 2 let everyone that on Sunday morning,I will be looking at my friends,and family list,and will be taking a lot of people out.It not because I'm mad or anything like that I love you all,but I don't care about moving up level,and I really just want 2 give more time 2 fewer people then the way it just hit or miss now .So please don't get mad or thing I'm mad ,I'm not still love you all.PS sorry but there just 2 many,and it not fair 2 anyone .Hope you all understand, this need 2 be done love you all

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames

[buggering Hell That's A Lot Of Option Parts]
Now... why I have the BOTTOM of a shield... and no other parts is beyond me.I'm looking over the runners to my Ramba Ral custom and there are...THINGS...that don't do anything. Parts parts parts... and I have no idea where they go. There appear to be 3 extra chest plates, an extra cod piece (was crotch plate a better word? center skirt?), and an extra set of face hoses and leg hoses. And these weird little ... I dunno what to call em... hooks?These do not exist on a Zaku I.*scratches his head* ... ... ... Now I kinda wanna get it done and take a look at what fits where with the surplus. I haven't seen a nonstandard build for this kit except the dark blue custom paint job, and from what I can see...... ...I guess my point is there's a lot of extra... Jazzon this kit.And I wants to play with it. I'm still kinda annoyed about the shield. I was hoping it was complete.Something about 2 "ball shields" in one of the reviews. I got your 2 balls right here!

Animals-city Of The Damned
High heels and smoke filled thoughts Litter the street in disgust Strangled children and crying howls Scare away passing strangers The city of the damned and the condemned Is the name that has been known Shot in the face or lingerie and lace Decides your future fate Scream his name as loud as you can You’re in our town now Dreadful darkness clouds your world Until it is no more We are the ones you have abandoned Now we want revenge Stumble into our world and onto my knife Your are in the city of the damned

So Much
So much pain I set aside, So many rules I must abide, So how do i distinguish the line of a girlfriend, As apposed to that of a bride, I wouldn't want to stray to far, because i've never been touched before, but we both know I can't stay still, so I run around some more, Could I loose her, have I already, My god am I too late, was I a fool or just being played, sometimes I believe its fate, peeking over my shoulder slapping my hand, whenever I try to reach, Destined to be "in the land of laughter", stuck on my own one man beach, Other couples walking slow, pointing as they whisper by, Saying he'll never be able to love just one, but I know that's a lie, I strive to be the best, that is the best I can, Play my cards listen to my heart, but i'm the first high maintenance man, I need someone to tell my problems, we laugh and they go away, I need you near at 5 am, when I have something sweet to say, Am I asking too much of you?, My dream girl my everything, one whose presence melts this st

Random Thought
What do you think horror is? It should make you squirm in your skin. You're mind should go mad at thought of what could be. Not this stupid slasher shit. "OMG drive even though the bad guy running on foot is faster than a car." Idiots. The mind is much more interesting place to play with than a humans gag reflex at the site of mangled bodies. The imagination is much more powerful than we give credit.

Me And Myself?
its 4 am a strange voice wakes me suggesting I rise and shine, startled I jump up and have a look around it seemed to be all in my mind, to unease to go back to bed plus I have a full day planed out, so my day has begun in the weirdest of ways no clue what that was about, to the sink I soon head face towel in hand all set to remove sleep from my eyes, I arrive at my destination only to find the mirror held quite a surprise, it me but not me he seemed to look through me and move when I reached for the soap, he folded his arms and I hear that voice again saying rudely {my god what a joke,} that's when it got weird because the voice started to sound oh so familiar you see, I spun around then focused on the mirror the voice was coming from me, losing it dose not describe how I feel at this moment in time, I'm either still sleep or crazy either way I need to get a grip on my mind, who are you to live such a life as this and NOT love every minuet you are given, you have all that you

For Jules
just brightens my day wheneven shes around u make me feel all squishy inside loves to please everyone around her excites and entices all the guys special to me and to many others JOVIAL UNDERSTANDING LOVEABLE INTELLIGENT ENIGMATIC

I'm Blogging To Let You Know I Blogged
So yeah, what the title says. I've started a new short story over on my other blog. I'd love it if you'd check it out and let me know what you think! Feel free to leave comments either here or there (or in a box with a fox). I less-than-three feedback.

My Sexy Wife Wrote This For Me
i've been thinking about you all dayit seems like my hearts been blown awaymy minds spinningmy hearts cryingi am in painand it makes me go insanemy feelings for you i cannot defineeven in the most prestige dictionary you cant findit feels like foreverbut my mind says NEVER!why am i suffering?is my life thy offering?i knew from the very startthat you're the one whose gonna break my heartbut i was blinded with your smilethat tempts me all the whileohh poor heart of minei've been fooled, by a foolish smile...

Walk Away
I'm sorry,for the demon I've become, You should be sorry,for the angel you are not, I apologise,for the crule things that I did, But I don't regret, one single word I said, Just walk away, make it easy on yourself, Just walk away, please relese me from this hell, Just walk away, theres just nothing left to feel, Just walk away, pretend that none of this is real, Could you forgive me,if I told you that I cared, Would you be sorry,if I swore that I'd be there, Plese forgive me,for laughing when you fall, I'm so sorry,but I never cared at all, Just walk away, make it easy on yourself, Just walk away, please relese me from this hell, Just walk away, theres just nothing left to feel, Just walk away, pretend that none of this is none of this is, Just walk away, make it easy on us both, Just walk away, there was never any hope, Just walk away, you already know the deal, Just walk away, pretend that none of this was..none of this was real

State Laws Don't Apply To Me
I truly "love" some of the people in our condo building. (Please note the quotes. LOL) They seem to feel that it's their place and they can do whatever they please. Granted, while this is true to a degree, being in a condo setting, there are State Declarations and Rules and Regulations that need to be followed. One of the declarations is that 80% of your unit MUST be carpeted. It's an older building and doesn't have sound proofing. WELL, some people have decided they're "going to do what they want to do" and put in tile/hard wood floors. Um, hello, no. You can have tile/flooring in the hallway from the door, the kitchen and bathrooms. Everything else though, carpeted. Well, apparently that interfers with their lifestyle (in the case of the people that live above us without carpeting - it must mean running around liked fucking animals). They feel that the State Declarations and the Rules should just be "tossed out" because they don't agree with them. Also, we have a passenger elevato

Erotic Poetry
Can I have you? Written by SweetInnocence Can I have you? Your heart? Your love?Can I have that first kiss? that first touch?Can I have the warmth of your skin against mine?Tell me what I have to do...tell me what it takes...I will do anything...I will do everything...just to have you.So please, answer...Can I have you?

Missing Out.
Here it is March 20th my son's 9TH B-DAY an yet it seems as if I was just changing his diapers an holding him in my arms, I know I've missed alot from may 18TH of 2008 till resently because of my cancers my mind just wasn't with me but I will say this much if it wasn't for Edward/Summer an Jo Jo plus John (husband), my mother an father-in-law plus the doctors I wouldn't be here today to enjoy my little mans BIG DAY... I love them so much, they were there when I needed them most an still are for whatever reason just makes me wanna cry thinking about it, what this family has went through for damn near 2 years because of me but what can you do when your sick? Anyways I just want to say to those that's going through this or going to be let anyone & everyone help you don't push em away it doesn't help in the long run believe me...

Green Eyed Monsters
Okay that woman I was talking about in my other blog, lets just call her Sybil,anyway after all the heartache and torment she caused me, she had the audacity to try to turn my ex husband against me,sur e he bought her crap for awhile but after some facts came to light, like her calling me names after she said she stopped, and threats on my life he stopped talking to her.great but 1 thing he told me and my cousin told me to; see, she (Sybil) unknowingly was talking to my cus on Facebook,(my cousin is slick) anyway she whined how she had to work for evryting she has, her parents struggled,ate soup, blah blah blah,she bitched about how I was raised, comftorably , but not rich,my dad owned a juice business for over 40 years, built it from the ground up literally.it was a big sucucess,but i never got a car till after i was married the 1st time then it was a used 1, she called me a rich bitch,how is that?because my parents didn't starve? owned a modest 3 bedrom home,car,we had tvs, coul

Death Of A Wonderful Man
Dr Spike@ fubar This man was one of my best friends here. This was a man who could make you smile , no matter how bad your day was, he is and always will be , my Angel. But sadly, at 3.15am Today (20th March 2010), he passed away. He has had blood clots, for the last 25 years. He had many that had travelled to his intestines. He did not know about them. Well last week, he was rushed to the hospital, in severe pain. They tried to figure out what was going on. They had him in surgery on Friday. When they were in there they found it had caused gangrene throughout his insides. there was nothing they could do. They put him in a medically induced coma, so he was not in any pain, until he died. I'm unsure what else to say, but if you knew him, you would have loved him as much as I did. Please visit his page and leave messages for his family. I will Always Remember You Eric aka Dr Spike. R.I.P My Hug Buddy I Love You xox

March 20, 2010
Feeling lost in the ocean all by myself no lights to guide me water is cold and i cant swim I want to cry out but I cant part of me wants to let it all go and let it all be leaving myself in the bottom of the ocean it might be so much easier it might be so much painless but it might be too heartbroken to be peaceful I want to cry but I cant I am lost in the ocean

Let's Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ I'll be playing a little Paramore, Your Way Out, Kings of Leon, The Promise Hero, and a whole lot more!!!!Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Not So Blonde
You look at me & have already decided what I am. Who am I to make you the fool. Few people actually realize it's your ears..not your mouth...that hears. There is more than 1 way to live, yet there is only 1 way to be right. Hmmmmm, how many of lifes lessons are not taught nor learned due to those who already know it all? I can babble like an idiot or be as quiet as a mouse, either way, I'm sure I was listening more than you. I don't have to be right to you, so long as I know I'm not wrong to me. Those old sayings carry much wisdom, " Never Judge a Book by it's Cover", you might just miss out on the best novel you'll ever find.

Snapvine
What better place to post the messages that everyone left me on Snapvine. I thank each of you for being a part of my life in this way and I archive those messages here because they are part of the story of my life for the friends they represent. You will need flash installed to load the player.

A Beautiful Song
Unbelievable by Craig David...Thank you for this song baby...I love it...and I love you Rob Always said I would know where to find loveAlways thought I'd be ready and strong enoughBut sometimes I just felt I could give upBut you came and you changed my whole world nowI'm somewhere I've never been beforeNow I seeWhat word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewhere I never thought I'd be In my heart in my head it's so clear nowhold my hand you've got nothin' to fear nowI was lost and you've rescued me somehowI'm alive I'm in love you complete meAnd I've never been here beforeNow I seeWhat the word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewh

Tragic Blast
I'm a blast from the past movein to fast to grasp the fact that is i am an impact distractions never last when u never can see past the otherside of a chili bowl you fuckin fat ass you pussies you fakes you cowards im gonna worship the motherfuckin flower its leafy green with a sour imbetween Hell id make her my fuckin queen Mary Jane Green To my homies my respects through all the shit just straight up kill that bitch if they have the need to snitch just straight up kill that bitch if they have the need to switch to straight up bitch Now let me introduce you to the true definition of another thrillin classic expedition through the past haters u can fuckin kiss my white ass cause this was a blast from the true definition of class

A Song To My Ex-wife Sam Kinison-wild Thing
Wild thing! Wild thing! Wild thing, I think you move me� But. I wanna know for sure! Every time I kiss you, I taste what other men had for lunch! The only thing that can get you off is to see me in pain, but I think I love you! Wild thing! You make my heart scream! You took everything! Oh, wild thing! Wild thing, I think you move me! Ah, that just came to my mind � I thought I�d say it� You made me trust you, then stuck the knife in my heart! You�re a lying, unfaithful, untrustable tramp, and I think I love you! Wild thing! You make my heart scream! You took everything! Oh, wild thing! Wild thing! Oh, we�ve all had some kind of wild thing that went through our lives and made it hell. �Cause everybody�s had one � you, me � NOBODY likes to lose! And you know she�s out there, laughing at you � I don�t care if it was last week or the 3rd grade! Someone broke your heart! What was her name?!!!!! Wild

Being A Mother!!!!!!
AFTER 17 YEARS OF MARRIAGE, I ASK MY HUSBAND TO TAKE ANOTHER WOMAN OUT TO DINNER AND A MOVIE. I TOLD HIM" I LOVE YOU" BUT I KNOW THIS OTHER WOMAN LOVES HIM ALSO AND WOULD LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM. THE OTHER WOMAN I WANTED HIM TO VISIT WAS HIS MOTHER.WHO HAS BEEN ALONE FOR 20 YEARS,BUT THE DEMANDS OF HIS WORK AND THE TWO KIDS HAD MADE IT POSSIBLE TO VISIT HER ONLY OCCASIONALLY.THAT NIGHT HE CALLED TO INVITE HER TO GO OUT FOR DINNER AND A MOVIE.'WHATS WRONG AREN'T YOU WELL; SHE ASK MY HUSBAND?HIS MOTHER IS THE TYPE OF WOMAN WHO SUSPECTS THAT A LATE NIGHT CALL OR SURPRISE INVITATION IS A SIGN OF BAD NEWS.'I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE PLEASANT TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH YOU,'HE RESPONDED.'JUST THE TWO OF US.'SHE THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A MOMENT,AND THEN SAID,''I WOULD LIKE THAT VERY MUCH.''THAT FRIDAY AFTER WORK,AS HE DROVE OVER TO PICK HER UP HE WAS A BIT NERVOUS.WHEN HE ARRIVED AT HER HOUSE.HE NOTICED THAT SHE,TOO,SEEMED TO BE NERVOUS ABOUT THERE DATE ALSO.SHE WAITED IN THE DOOR..SHE HAD CURLED H

Not Kat Von D
Jesse James' alleged mistress, Michelle "Bombshell" McGee, has lots of tattoos. Kat Von D is a famous Hollywood tattoo artist. Paps put two and two together and figured Kat must have done Bombshell's tattoos, right? Not exactly. In fact, the L.A. Ink star says she's never even met the woman who claims to have had an affair with Sandra Bullock's hubby. What's more, she's never even heard of this skank lady. "I have no idea who she is," said Kat outside West Hollywood's BOA Steakhouse Thursday night. Which kind of makes the follow-up question by the paps—"Did you do any of her tats?"—a little unnecessary, but she politely responded nonetheless. "Hell no!" Kat answered with a smile before driving off. And so the search for the person behind Bombshell's body art continues. Or not.

Updated Blog ...read It Lol!
WOW! Where to even begin... a lot has happened since the last time i was on teh Foo! For those of you wo did not know , i bought a house! WOOT WOOT! I love it! Its amazing.(i really never thought i would own one lol) I finished up last years drifting season taking second in the advance class.I lost by 1 point out of 100 can you believe it!!! But i lost to a great friend who had earned it so i guess its cool haha! After the end of the drift season last year i sold my car... :( The drifting was a blast but i need to take a few years off from it to work on some otherthings. One of those other things i am working on is music. After not playing with any regularity for the last 5 or so years i decided to pick up my guitar and play... i ended up writing almost a full album which i am in the process of putting the finishing touches on. I formed a band as well ( abunch of drifta friends ,go figure lol) and we really click great.Each one of them brings something great to the table and makes o

Come Check It Out!!!
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Zodiac Mindwarp And The Love Reaction - Let's Break The Law
Zodiac Mindwarp And The Love Reaction - Let's Break The Law I'm A Stormbringer Baby Got A Broken Glass Stare Ride A Blood-Stained Charger Said I Call It My Nightmare You Can Tie Me To Old Sparky Said Let The Fire Fly Told You Baby I'm The Wild One Ain't Afraid To Die Said Let's - Break The Law Said Let's - Break The Law Jailbait Baby Wanna Flick Your Legal Switch Well I Like To See My Baby Like To See That Little Bitch Twitch People Say I'm Bad Tell Me That I'm Mad But Man She's The Best Thing That I Ever Had Said Let's - Break The Law Said Let's - Break The Law Well Some Call It Murder I Just Call It Fun Want To Slaughter Your Little Sister With My Sex Machine Gun Wanna Break The Law On The Living Room Floor Wanna Break The Law Til My Baby - Til My Baby's Sore

Wtf
why does it always to have end up with someone getting hurt? at the begining i asked please dont hurt me ive been through a lot an my heart cant take it getting hurt anymore an they reply dont worry i wont ever hurt you an they end up not wanting to talk an is already talking to there new "fav" friend. why do they say they really like you an get jealous over you hanging out with friends an then the next thing you know they dont want to talk to you anymore? WTF!!!!! seriously why does this always happen to me i am always getting my fucking heart broken by fucking people. does anyone really care? i mean if you have someone care so much about you that they help you with financial things to help get you out of the hole an to actually have a cell phone heat for you an your kids an have money to put food on the table. but yeah i guess the nice ones always get fucked at the end, but why is that? its like the assholes always get everything an the nice ones always get fucked over.

[the Most Cruel Month]
I guess it wasn't so bad.She asked me to "call if I wanted to hang out"and I did.At 5:30.She didn't pick up.I texted her the details, basically stating"I wanna hang out... my parents want to hijack my weekendHALP!!!...call me when you can :)" she said "Okay :)" ... there's one ... four problems with this girl. 1. Kind of a space cadet on stuff like that.I might be here waiting ... STARING at my phone willing it to ring. Okay, no might about it, that's exactly what I'm doing. She has this weird history of blanking out on these things.Bless her heart.From what I can gather its never willful but she might very well forget alltogether to call me. say "oh yeah... he wanted to spend time with me" at exactly 11:00 Sunday night :/ Suh-igh. Its not that I have the time this weekend,that I have ANY idea what I'd do with heror... any of that really... *shuffles his feet*haven't you ever just wanted someone specific around? Anyway, the theme tonight is unintentional cruelty. Accidental

Yes Virginia There Is A "g" Spot After All
For years women were told there was a “G” spot that when touched would raise your ecstasy level exponentially. Then a study came out last year that said there was no such thing as a “G” spot. Telling women don’t worry if you don’t have an orgasm. Now we’re told there is a “G” spot after all. OK ladies, which is it? Is there a “G” spot or not? http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,589623,00.html BlastFM has a “G” spot in your favorite file. Push it anytime and you will be entertained to the heights of listening pleasure. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Ensign: The Classic, The Bridge, And The Current
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 March 2010 When my family and I were in Bismarck last week, I noticed a church sign with today’s title on the marquee. Accompanying “The Classic”, “The Bridge”, and “The Current” were times for what I guessed were church services – that is, the same message preached in each service, but the accompanying music and programs within their services designed to appeal to a particular age or mindset. It wasn’t so much of a shock to me, even though I grew up in a traditional church setting with the “thee”s and “thou”s intact. I attended a church for three years where they sincerely tried to make both a “contemporary” and “traditional” service work, but you’ve got to have the peop

Lifes Changes
Here is a poem I wrote one day when I was feeling a little down and creative. As time goes by; and people change.There are many questions why;and answers so strange.Understanding life;can be so hard. It can be like a knife;stabbing you in the heart.The pain you feel; can incompacitate you.Wondering if its real;or another distorted view.Driving you to look for an answer;to lifes hardships and strife.Striving to find a chance or;reason to live a better life.Life can be easy;or it can be hard.Life is what you make it;and its never to late for a new start.

Shiver
So I look in your direction,But you pay me no attention, do you.I know you don't listen to me.'cause you say you see straight through me, don't you.On and on from the moment I wake,To the moment I sleep,I'll be there by your side,Just you try and stop me,I'll be waiting in line,Just to see if you care.Did you want me to change?well I change for good.And I want you to know.that you'll always get your way,I wanted to say,(Chorus)Don't you Shiver? ShiverSing it loud and clearI'll always be waiting for youSo you know how much I need ya,But you never even see me, do you?And this is my final chance of getting you.On and on from the moment I wakeTo the moment I sleep,I'll be there by your side,Just you try and stop me,I'll be waiting in line,Just to see if you care.Did you want me to change?well I change for good.And I want you to know.that you'll always get your way,I wanted to say,Sing it loud and clear.I'll always be waiting for you.I'll always be waiting for you.I'll always be waiting for

One Last Time....
this is only public because this person occasionally comes by when others are looking sooooo.... if ANYONE ANYWHERE wants to continue to accuse me of something like they have that is so fucked up and could possibly have me in jail for a long time so help me god i will spend the rest of my days hunting you down and i will find you and i will beat the holy living shit out of you and pull you in front of a mirror and slice you from ear to ear just so you can watch yourself bleed out....you may think im talking shit but lets see what happens if i hear or see it again....i WILL find a way to get to you i swear that on my kids head i will end you have a good nite im outtie

Seriously?
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I Got This Message Today
hello can i sk you what happens when you die, ????? and what happens to people that committ suicide, xxxx My reply: that is the million dollar question. one can only know when we leave this mortal realm. until then, it is all supposition.

Don't Cry By Guns N Roses
"Don't Cry" Talk to me softly There is something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin is changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sign Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight And don't you cry tonight And don't you cry tonight There's a heaven

Fail
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } One simple word... Taken the wrong way. One hesitated action... Can be punished. I am expected to know you... In all things. Perceiving what comes next... Though you don't understand me. The gentle teasing I might do... My humor. How I try to make you smile... And FAIL. How many more times... Until I stop trying? Giving and learning who you are... And yet never knowing at all.

Stoned Thoughts
What makes you believe/trust someone? Is it one thing in particular or is it a combination of little things? Does everybody require the same things to believe/trust someone? Is there a time limit on how long it takes you to trust someone? This isn't about anything in particular, just a thought while I was high.

Dont Fall For His Bs
I came into contact with this guy on here that I found out is a complete douche and feel it is my civic duty as a bitch to let all the females know to NOT trust this guy at WHATEVER he says....DJ SNAGGLE. He is a wanna be player and a complete douche bag. Liar out the wahzoo. So if anyone wants to talk to him.... you are wasting your time. He will lie to you over and over again and fuck with your head. He'll tell you all these things like he loves you and he wants to marry you.. all this BS. Don't believe him.......

Im Sorry
Think of the lives that only can sway, I held their lives in my hand and threw them away. I'm sorry I did it, their blood in my hand, But I couldn't help it, I just couldn't stand. If only I awoke to stop myself think, Their lives would be theirs and just me to thank. Now they are dead, it couldn't be changed, Now just for them their funeral arranged. Why me, why me, why did I have to kill? I went to sleep and woke up just to find I was ill. I'm sorry I did it, I'll repay them all back, This knife in my hand and life I will slack. The next time I sleep, I will not awake, The time I will die is the next breath I take.

In Lezz Than 1 Sec
I believe my day has come, But still I wish it wasn't so. I had so much things to live, But now I need to go. The moment the trigger pulled back, The moment that was filled with fear. The bullet blasted threw the air, I knew that death was near. In between that moment of truth, I've realized what I've done. This guy was really serious, There was a bullet in the gun. I thought of my wife and kids, I thought of my smile and frown, Then in less than a second, I fall dead to the ground.

Isolectic
Some people love, And they know it's real. But me and some others, Don't remember how it feels. See, I'm isolectic, A very rare and unheard of disease. That when ever I see you smile, To me it is a tease. See, my neurons in my brain, They don't work at all. I lack of serotonin, Which means I have no emotions to fall. I can't feel happy, I can't feel shy. I can't feel sad, I can't even cry. Though, I wish I could cry, It would be such a relief. I would sell my life to the good, Just for me to be in grief. You might think it would be great, To not know how to love. All I can do is hate, That's all I receive from above. I can't feel emotions, Because my receptors died. Man, I wish this was all a dream, And I could wake up from this lie. But this is real, And it could never change. I need to face reality, I will always derange.

Looze My Soul
I feel upon me, The shadow of death. It shatters my life, It takes away my breath. I know it's too late, I know it is done. I cannot turn back now, I cannot start to run. I would smile, But I'm too weak. I share with you, What I speak. Blood falls to the ground, I no longer feel the pain. What has gone through my head? I am turning insane. There must be something wrong, Now look what I've done. I've ended my life, I will no longer have fun. The shadow of death came upon me, So now I must go. I fear nothing but the darkness, As I loose my soul.

Love Of Mine
Oh, lover of mine, Tell me where have you gone? I just turned around, And you were nowhere to dawn. I remember the days, Where we used to play, The blue sky would shine, And being sad was ok. I don't understand, How you could ever replace. Those tears in your eyes, With a smile on your face. I wish I could do, The things that you did. Back in the days, When we were just little kids. We would go to the park, We would feed all the ducks. But ever since then, Our lives were forever stuck. Oh, lover of mine, Tell me what do you see? When you look back through your life, And you don't see me. Oh, I loved you so much, But now I hate you so. Now I don't even care, The reason that made you go. I wish I could cry, oh, how I wish I could. I would cry all the time, Oh, yes I would. Now you want to come back, And jump back in my world. I don't want you back, All those wasted moments won't unfurl. Just leave me alone, Please lover of mine, Leave my rotted life, So I could just resign.

No More Love For Me
I have loved many people, I have loved very easy. But the one I loved the most, Went and died in front of me. She took her life away, She also took my tears. I have never loved since then, Nor will I for years. Don't try to love me, I won't ever love you. I don't care about anything, Even if I wanted to. You won't ever make me love, So don't expect a thing. The feeling of love can feel good at times, And other times it stings. Stop annoying me with these emotions, That I will never feel. You might think love is everything, But to me it isn't real. This all might be disturbing, This all might be sad. Don't ever think that not feeling emotions, Can't be that bad. I would do anything, Just to not feel depressed. Why must I be under so much pressure, Why must I be stressed. Even though I seem innocent, I am the culprit and the victum. I have committed the crime of life, Though I can't find the dictum. Love is a talent, That every one can do. Hate is the sum of love, That's all I can constr

Nothing But Hate
Black is all I see, Including you and me. I've heard the devil's cry, I've heard it in the blink of an eye. My hatred keeps me alive, Death helps me survive. Love is all I dream, My darkness keeps me keen. All I want is love, But I wasn't given to me from above. Now it's to late, I only consume hate.

Oh Boy Wat Fun To Do
Make people cry, Make people hurt. Oh, what fun, To treat them like dirt. Make people angry, Make people mad. Oh, what fun to do, To make people sad. Oh boy! Oh Boy! What fun to do! Don't feel bad, If it's not you! Screw all the innocent, Don't wait till they're dead. Let them feel the pain, You can feel good instead. Ruin their lives, Ruin their soul. You can have the power, You can be in control. The sweetness of pain! What fun to see them suffer. It doesn't matter if your weak, It doesn't matter if your tougher.

Only In Tha Moviez
Welcome to America Where everything is fake To the blood that you drop To the breaths that you take That guy got shot twice But he's still strong enough to fight That guy was killed But he was alive to haunt the night I love the brilliantly planned plot And the conveniently places police The highly trained secret agent Always disturbs the enemy's peace The bomb is about to go off But there is still enough time to run Because you won't get out the building Until the ticker counts down to one The mother ship is under attack The space pilots are dieing Lasers are screaming pass the universe And camera trickery are lying Welcome to digital cable Where all magic can be real A man can be immortal And a hero can punch through steel Where's the foolish criminal Who will later become a hero? Where's the crackhead superstar Waiting to be turned into a zero Welcome to hollywood Where the paparazzi crawls And all your money bribery Is hidden beneath the walls

Paradoxical Sleep
I can't stop crying, I've wasted my life. So much pain in my mind, Hurts like a knife. I've tried so hard, But life's not what it seems. The only way I could be happy, Is in my escape dreams... Why does it have to be this way? In dreams it always ends ok... Where's my line? Where's my number? For I'm not bothered, When I'm in slumber. I saw the light, Then closed the door. Now it's too late, My life I ignore. I can not feel pain, When I'm asleep. I can not drop blood, When dreams will creep. Why does it have to be this way? You'll see, it will end ok... Or maybe my life is like reality, No truth in it at all. Maybe this is why after all I've been through, I refused to fall. No, I did fall, Though I stood right back to my feet. No broken bones, Just destroyed dreams burned in hopeless heat. Visions of dreams, No hope to be true. Hidden behind crooked pictures, That will never look new. Once you grow up, Your past is a scar. And once you grow up, You realize who you are... Why

Put Tha Gun Down Kyle
You've really done it now Putting those pills down your throat And that gun in your pocket Hidden deep in your coat Did you think she was cheating Or did you jump to conclusions It's too late, you already fired An attempt to escape this confusion Look at you, tough guy With that empty bottle of booze You have two options when the lights come Now it's time to choose Put the gun down Kyle Your just digging a hole Fuck all that bull shit Your not one bit in control You've taken it upon yourself To shoot your own wife So come with us Kyle We don't want to end your life Don't try anything stupid We can see you're feeling down Try to think for a moment Do you want to die with a frown Put the gun down Kyle Before we feel afraid Becuase you know what will happen then We'll shoot you and get paid Kyle, don't even think about it I can see it in your eyes You standing there ready to go When that gun starts to rise Ok, Kyle It looks like you've made your decision No point in calming you down now T

Questionz
Have you ever tried to bleed? Have you ever tried to die? No? Are you ever thinking of why? What's the point of living? What's the point of death? Why? Maybe it's just so we have a last breath. It's easy to ask some questions, And ride your problems like a horse. But if you want some answers, You might need to use some force.

Quick Murder
Oh no, Look what you did to my knife! You got blood all over it, my wife. Please feel free to understand your death, While I clean you up from your breath. All those crying pictures hanging from the wall, Anguish that reminds me how you fall. Sweet little child, for your the next in line, Come here I won't hurt you, this gun isn't mine. Oops, I accidently pulled the trigger, boy. I'm so sorry, I hurt you with my toy. Here let me help you and mommy in this ditch, Bye-bye to both of you, life is such a bitch..

Relapse Is Run
I looked up at the sky Dogs ran on the stars Oh the colors I saw Don't remember what they are Retake the pills Uppers in my brain Give me some more So I can be insane Abduct the law Laws are so wrong Let us do drugs Tell them we're strong Heavy users Eat their addiction Take some more Immunize this restriction My drugs never go away Even though I do a lot I think not a day goes by My lungs breath in pot Salvage salvation Open the south Hold the joint Insert it in your mouth Gather all the seeds Harvest your own plants Relapse is so fun I'm so high as I chant Green and purple Higher than the sky Trees of laughter Now begin to cry Open the bushes Why won't this make sense I think I hear the cops Maybe I'll jump this fence Nocturnal eyes Open really wide Towards the day light Leave this side I'm smoking a joint Every word I write I need some cocaine Now or I'll cry tonight Get some cocaine I need some cocaine Acid is fine Meth gives me pain Holy shit I've never felt this good Get high wit

Religion
The story on life, Can be described in many ways. Sometimes in the bible, Sometimes in a praise. The Islam Quran, The Hebrew torah. No matter what you read, There's still death's aurora. The Buddha of the buddhists. The priest of a church. They all worship something, But hate still must lurch. Can't you understand, That no matter how much you pray. Bad stuff will always happen, And we'll still be in dismay. You people pray for forgiveness, You pray for world peace. Well who the fuck are your praying to, The death rate won't stop to increase. Tell me why you have religion, And still we are at war. Pray all you want, But still your target will ignore. Religion is something to believe, But there is no proof of it being true. Well, I hopes it just me, But aren't your answers a little overdue? Believe what you want, For this is just what I think. Fuck the whole damn world of hatred, And now this holy water I must drink.

Seeing Something Real
i recently started at my new job.today was kinda like any other day for me at work.there is a resident that is in this facility that her husband comes to see her everyday,however about a month ago he had a stroke and just hasn't been the same.today was the day that i finally got to meet this outstanding person.while i moved thing around in his room for him and his wife to bed there together he just sat in his wheelchair and talked to me about life and why he decided to admit himself to our facility.this gentlemen had some much compassion for his wife that it was almost unbearable, he had lived through the depression,been in wwII, as a young man it was simply amazing to hear this mans life story, as i sat there and listened to him speak of his wife the way he did touched me like i can't even describe.during the process of this convo i realized something this man sitting here talking to me was just like my grandfather.as my eyes filled he said son what's wrong my reply nothi

Leave Me Alone
Get away from me, you make me mad, stay away from me, you make me sad. The words you say are nothing but delight but you can't understand my dispair and spite. These words of happiness these words of joy, the only time I use words are only to destroy. The amount of anger that only I consume, will stay with me my whole life and will be carved in my tomb. I only live for the reason to die, I only feel pain just so I cry.

Funny One Liners
100,000 sperm and you were the fastest? 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. A clean desk is a sign of a cluttered desk drawer. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. A closed mouth gathers no foot. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. A day without sunshine is like, night. A diplomat is someone who can tell you to go to hell in such a way that you will look forward to the trip. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries. All generalizations are false, including this one. All men are idiots, and I married their King. Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else. Always try to be modest and be proud of it! Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of. Artificial Intelligence usually beats real stupidity.Assassins do it from behind. Atheism is a non-prophet organ

I Dnt Knw
the tears fall like rain,all i feel is pain,as the hurt start to stain,me deep down in my soul,where i have a hole,where the hurt takes its toll,on u,as u think luv isnt true,as u sit so sad lonely and blue,u wish luv wasnt a game,but it is all the same,u r told lies, to believe, all men do is deceive, to get in ur heart, and pull all apart,love is a lie,y do we all try,to put our hearts on the line to have them get broke,to have all the pain we feel never be spoke

Stop Human Trafficking!!! My Personal Story
http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Imaginary-Friends/Yolanda-Jackson/e/9781608620173/ Stop Human Trafficking - The Petition Site: http://bit.ly/aS3711 via @addthis OK here it goes. I grew up in the Bahamas,on a small Island name Bimini I thought this was the only place that existed in the world until,I mother said she was leaving for America and she will be right back,I was in shock America?what is it?is it like a beach or something? I could remember her laughing and that was the last I saw of here in about I will say three or four years,a neighbor kept me along with some other Hatian children.she was not nice at all but that was all we had so we could not complain.anyway one day my mother showed back up,I knew her before she knew me,I called out to her and she looked upon me like a foreginer.I remember having a pail in my hands and I drop it on the ground the water splashing all over the place. I could not believe she did not remember me at all,she was all decked out with new

Need Friends
Hi everyone, I am a new author on the block and I need friends and supporters.fans are great too.I love making new friends with like intrest and also different too. I have made friends everywhere and Fubar is no different,I will love to make friends,share blogs,stories etc.and who knows one day I might be a big time Author...:)

League Of Extraordinary Robots
http://www.publishamerica.net/product88842.html Chapter 1 THE SPOILED PRINCE In the land of Mayfair, lived a king by the name of Alfred and his wife, Queen Jasline. King Alfred and Queen Jasline had two children, the oldest Prince Harry and his younger sister, Princess Cilla. Prince Harry was a very happy little prince because you see Harry was very spoiled and rotten. Nobody, absolutely nobody was allowed to say ‘no’ to Prince Harry when he wanted something, or to punish him when he did something wrong or even to criticize him. Whatever Harry wanted to have, Harry had and whatever Harry wanted to do, Harry did and that was just the way it was. Prince Harry was always getting into mischief, whether it was chasing his sister around the castle with his scary mask or snatching the clothing off the line for the hired help to re-clean them all over again. Harry thought this last was hilarious and he would laugh at all the servants, as he caused their jobs to be much h

Imaginary Friends
http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Imaginary-Friends/Yolanda-Jackson/e/9781608620173/ Chapter One Everyone had or has imaginary friends; what do yours tell you to do? Well, I’ll tell you about my friends. Back in the 1980's, I was living the worthless life of an abused child, one that society doesn’t care about. I was what they called poor white trash; my father was nowhere around and my mother was a whore and drug addict. Every night she would bring different men into the house, hoping to score enough money for a hit, and most of the time she would sell me to them. I was raped, beaten and molested, but she didn’t care; my innocence was making her rich. Instead of the men asking for her, they’d asked for me. Yes, I tried to fight back, but the men were too strong for me. I called out for my mother, but she ignored my pleas; she sat in the room and smoked her cocaine as the men had their way with me. She never came to check on me; she didn’t know if I

Since When Is It Country To Be Pop??
Well, Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned down, down, down. There’s a whole lotta weepin’ and wailin’ in Nashville town, Nashville town. Well the Man in black ain’t commin’ back and Waylon ain’t a gonna come around. Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned down. Chet Atkins & Marty Robbins ain’t here to play, sing and play. Miss Patsy Cline was one of a kind Lord knows, Oh By the way, I got nothin’ against the young Country Stars, but I could use more fiddles and steel guitars, Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned.

Peter Carrot-top
http://www.amazon.com/Peter-Carrot-Top-Search-8th-Key/dp/1598249673 Chapter 1 Meet the Carrot-Tops A long, long time ago, in the year 1850, there was a man by the name of Sam Carrot-Top. He was a well educated man, slender in build and always wore a dusty old cap that covered his orange hair and broken glasses. He was an honest and wealthy man, but you would never guess that he and his family were well off; he never showed his wealth or bragged about it. He used his money to help the poor and needy. His wife, Jane, was oh so beautiful, with lush red hair, a petite figure, and smooth, creamy pale skin. She loved all the children in the neighborhood, always fixing a broken heart or a scraped knee. She was the perfect housewife, the kind any man could want. They lived in a small town in Georgia called Valdosta. Sam and Jane were the talk of the town; they grew the largest vegetables and fruits the eyes have ever seen. Their watermelons were the size of houses and carrots as long as 2

Creepy People
I can't believe that I finally have come to the conclusion that it isn't safe to take my children to the park without my husband along anymore. We live in an area that is, to quote a friend of mine, " the buckle of the bible belt" To most that would seem SAFE for the most part. Sure we have crime, but not as much as a very large city like Birmingham or Huntsville. In fact this city that I have an address in, (Hanceville, even though I don't actually live inside the city) just recently voted on whether or not to got "WET" For you Yankee's that means that the entire county is DRY, you cannot buy alcohol in this county at all, you have to drive about 50 miles to do that. If you are caught with more than the legal amount for one person allowed in your vehicle you go to JAIL! The vote DID NOT pass, by the way...the city is still DRY. Each individual city, once large enough, may choose to vote for Wet/Dry. It has not passed anywhere in this county, yet. So, my point is this .... The w

In A Good Mood :)
You know.. today is gonna be a good day. I didn't sleep that well, but I'm in a good mood. Just finishing up my class and I think I'm gonna do my laundry today. I actually payed attention in class today and I feel good. Borrowed my friend's laptop so I could have the slides as my teacher goes over them. Sometimes she goes to fast to write, so I thought I would try it out, having the slides on the laptop so I could write as she lectures. And it worked, so I'm very happy. Like I said, I think I'll do laundry today. I at least have to wash my clothes for training tomorrow. I rejoined the old kung-fu group I used to be a part of. Didn't realize how much I missed it. The style is called White Crane Silat. It's an Indonesian based kung-fu. I'm taking out Boots for dinner tonight. I owe her for buying me a book when I really wanted it and didn't have the money to buy it :) She's awesome. Probably gonna go to CPK and share a pizza. There's a girl in my life I don't wanna be "friends" w

What Would You Do For 100 Million Fubucks?
I'm getting tired of the fu-owned BS on here! So I was thinking of giving some of my fu-bucks away soon! Some kind of contest! So put on your thinking caps all you pervs out there! What kind of contest should I do? 1) A NSFW Salute to me and Vampy 2) or something else? We'd really like to hear your thoughts on this one :)

Hate
You always second guessed or questioned everything I say or do...... Start arguing over nothing when things are going fine..... Treat me like a leper and alienate me like if I was gonna do something to you...... Always saying I was doing something when I'm with you 24/7....... But now I see who you really are!!! Blaming me for cheating when it was you!!!!! Doing stuff online when it was you!!!! Treating you like shit??? No you were treating me Like shit when all I did was try to make you happy, and my kids, acted like they were a nusciance when they weren't doing nothing but be lol kids playing!!! Then acting like I'd do something to you when you are the one that called me asshole to me in front of my kids verbally abusing me a hitting me when I just wanted to hug you...... All just because you were seeing some dumb fuck behind my back while I was living with you!! But fuck you bitch you godamn cunt!!!! You wanted to marry me and shit?? But you miss and love Tony Febles?

Wam Update
Happy St. Patty's DayKiss me I am Irish. Yes I am part Irish. And I love my beer. In this update I don't just drink it, I pour it all over my white dress. You got it. This is a WAM set (Wet and Messy) I even have on my white hooker boots. You will need to come to the member's side to see how wet I get, and not just my cloths and hair. There are over 120 pictures in this update with over 15000 on my site. There is something for everyone. I, alos, have 44 videos on my SCVideo page and 129 video clips on my site. Don't forget you can also purchase individual photo sets for only $1.99 each. You download them right to your computer. Luscious Kisses Exotic Flame-- Hugs and KissesExotic Flamehttp://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

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Root Beer Recipes (repost)
Root Beer Recipe This old-fashioned root beer recipe is taken from "The Book of Knowledge and Sure Guide to Rapid Wealth" published by Hurst & Company, New York, in 1873. For 10 gallons beer, take 3 pounds common burdock root, or 1 ounce essence of sassafras; 1/2 pound good hops; 1 pint corn, roasted brown. Boil the whole in 6 gallons pure water until the strength of the materials is obtained; strain while hot into a keg, adding enough cold water to make 10 gallons. When nearly cold, add clean molasses or syrup until palatable -- not sickishly sweet. Add also as much fresh yeast as will raise a batch of 8 loaves of bread. Place the keg in a cellar or other cool place, and in 48 hours, you will have a keg of first-rate, sparkling root beer. Root Beer Recipe This vintage root beer recipe is taken from the book "Lee’s Priceless Recipes: A Valuable Collection of Tried Formulas and Simple Methods, Etc." by Dr. N. T. Oliver, published by Chicago: Laird & Lee, Chicag

Old Time Ginger Beer Recipes (repost)
Jamaican Ginger Beer Recipe This old-fashioned ginger beer recipe is taken from Mom's old recipe scrapbook, circa 1929. Ground Jamaica ginger, 1-1/2 ounces; cream of tartar, 1-1/2 ounces; brown sugar, 1 pound; 2 lemons, sliced; boiling water, 4 quarts; yeast, 1/2 package (use 1 package dry yeast in 1 pint of the water, lukewarm). Mix all ingredients together in a large stone crock or crockery bowl; allow to ferment for 24 hours; bottle. Brew will be ready for use in 2 weeks.I recall, as a child, my mother's mystification at my brothers' sudden indifference to raspberry vinegar until a series of loud explosions led to the discovery of a ginger beer still in our cellar, fermentation having been speedier than the recipe had indicated. The young brewers had secured the corks of the stone bottles with wire. Ginger Beer Recipe This old-time ginger beer recipe is taken from "Wright's Book of 3000 Practical Receipts" by A. S. Wright, published by Dick & Fitzgerald, New York

Ffs
Today I was talking to my sister. And every other thing is "Im tired of the drama" She has twins and is a single mom. She thinks she needs a man to survive. Every other day she messages me about a guy that she's "with" that's treating her like crap. So I tell her that she needs to worry about her kids more. Less about men. She said to me "I just want to be loved" so I replied "so, what your family doesn't love you and I don't love you?" She said to me " Yeah thats true but Im tired of gertting hurt in the end" I hate to say this but I think she needs some serious help. Why the fuck does a woman with kids need to be worried about herself and a man. Should those kids not get all her attention. Im really confused here. I mean like does she not have any common sense? Havn't women been doing the whole raising children thing alone for a while? I mean it seems like -- she don't give a relationship time. She finds 'em and you can clearly see they arnt the right one for her. Many

Replaceable
I go threw the motions today like its just another day. I got you on my mind. My visions a haze. I have defiantly seen better days. You move on. Talking about memories. This is that part where I get something in my eye. Your with her I understand. You where the better man. You long for me in every thing you do. Deep down you have this wild side. This side that she never could abide. She could never hold a candle to you. A comment from you. Or maybe that’s just how I heard it. It doesn’t matter, you got what you want. There goes that emotional shatter. You’ve watched me die inside enough times to see this is the way it should be. No good for you is what I’ll continue to be. To much to contain. An adventure every day. Another thing you say. No I didn’t just hear it that way. You miss me you wont lie. Yet still I lay here and I die. Emotional shatter. Watch the life of me as it quickly splatters. Like paint on canvas. This is the way it’s suppose to

My Feelings
I was Sitting Here Thinking And Was Wondering Can Someone Really Care To Much For Someone? I Used To Think So Sometimes You Can't Help Who You Care And Love Your Not Supposed To When You Love Someone You Love Them And What You Feel In Your Heart Shouldn't Die. I Believe If You Want Something Bad Enough You Should Fight For It And Not Give Up Cause Once You Do The Other Person May Feel You Given Up On Them As Well. To Me Love Isn't Just Something You Feel It's The Things You Do And Say To A Person That Makes Them Feel Wanted And Needed. I Realized I Can't Give Up Easily Cause It Might Pass Me By Knowing The Person You Think About Is Always There In Your Heart. I Believe People Can Love Again But Are To Scared To Because Of Getting Hurt But I Try And Look At The Positive Things In Life And The Future Cause There Is Someone Out There Who Will Treat You With Love, Honesty, Respect And Be Loyal To So Don't Give Up On The Person Who Has Showed You All Those Things Because You May Not

The Sweetest Letter I've Ever Recieved!
Crystal, I'm writting this as you sleep, deep in slumber in our bed we have shared so much of ourselves in. How you captivate me, make a slave of my heart and a servent of my body. You are like wildfire, so unpredictable at times, and I just want to be near your flames. Do you even know how you tie me in knots? I am like the dessert and you are the blessed rain. I drown in your eyes, so full of mystery and promises. Do you know how much I envy you? your compassion and strength, your courage and heart? How I want to give you the world. I kneel at your feet and pitty those blind to you. Today was so amazing to spend with you, to share with you. I love the sound of your laughter, and cherish your smiles, keeping them in my mind as treasures in a vault. Wish you could fit me in your pocket, and I would go with you wherever you went. Watching you sleep now, even your snores are cute. I love waking up next to you, and want you to always be what I first see every day. I'

My Dream Man
has to be/have: 1. Funny. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything -Marilyn Monroe 2. Nerdy. I like some computer games, I like Memes, adore sci fi books and documnetaries, I snort when I laugh..... ummm.............8D And nothing is cuter than a nerdy DnD lover ;D 3. Empathatic. If you can help a old lady across the street, you are ace in my book ;D 4. the height. Preferably taller than me, I am 1.75m. 5. love rock music. Because I can't live without it. 6. HAIRY BUTT. MOST IMPORTANT Haha, just felt like sharing that. Oh appearance wise/age, I can't be arsed :) As long as you make me feel safe and happy then yeah, it's enough for me :D

Love Can Make >>>>>
Love can make a common man poet, but a heartache can make even the hardest man a poet. We all do have a heart and we realise it only when we feel a pain of hurt there, other we often forget if it is in the right or the left. But when it aches it

My Son
This past Saturday my son had extreme abdominal pain, then 2 days later pain in his thighs that he described as bad enough to make him puke. Both times he went to the ER, both times told it was nothing more than muscle cramps. My son is 24yrs. old and has always been an athlete. He still holds his High School's indoor High Jump Record and is 4th overall on most recieving yards in a season for their football team, so we're not talking a lazy whiny kid. I post this as a warning... My son may die or have permanent kidney damage or require a transplant due to LEGAL sports drinks and Muscle Mass powders... I don't know how to embed a video in the blog, so there's a video in the comments... pray for him pls. DP

Our Creativity!!!
Naked, walking up behind me, I feel you reach around me with one arm to pull me closer. Then the other hand comes up my back slowly and gently. As your hand reaches the base of the back of my neck, you firmly pull my hair towards you. You start kissing my neck slowly as your breathing gets more and more rapid. I feel your hard urgency to be inside my now dripping hot sex. Turning around to face you, I see the need of entrance on your handsome face. My eyes slowly wonder down your body, stopping at the glistening moist tip of your cock. Taking my finger I wipe the moist tip. Bringing my finger to my lips, I swipe my tongue to taste what you have to offer. Savoring the image of what it will bring. Needing to know how your hard cock fits into my now watering mouth, I get down on my knees. Admiring your cock for just a brief moment. Placing my hands behind my back, I gather your hard, throbbing cock in my mouth with such ease. Swirling my tongue around the tip as I take you deeply as I

My Lost Breath!!
Waiting for you to arrive, I settle in gracefully. Undressing myself slowly as I pave a path to your santuary. Fingertips brushing my lightly chilled skin as I part clothing. Dropping little evidence here and there. Trying to captivate your thoughts as you enter your castle. From a very long day, you feel the need to relax, but you see something hanging on the doorknob as you stroll up the walk. You get closer and the foreign object becomes clear. A black stocking hangs just barely. You part your lips in a sweet grin, and your imagination starts to play. Feeling your excitement brush the front of your blue jeans. You open the front door to only find a t-shirt lying on the floor. In the not so far distant, you see a black lacy bra. Peeked enticement you follow the path to suduction. Arriving to the bedroom door, your shakey hand turns the doorknob, the door opens. Your jaw drops slightly as I lay barely covered on your bed. Uncontrolable light moans excape me as I ready myself

Returned Demon
Returned demon that I call my own always with me you keep coming back as if haunting me yesterday wasn't enough you hold me every night playing with my thoughts Nothing ever hurts you Nothing turns you away from me My stares don't penetrate My lack of words never frightens you They fall off you and hurt me more Each time you return you take a part of me stealing tokens from my heart Adding them to your own My precious Demon, With open eyes I willingly submit my heart and

Stay Human By Michael Franti & Spearhead
Starvation is a creation of the devila rebelI'm bringin' food to the people like a widowbrinin' flowers to a grave in the middleof the city isolation is a riddleto be surrounded by a million other peoplebut feel alone like a tree in the desertdried up like the skin of a lizardbut full of color like the spots of a leoparddrum and bass pull me in like a sheperdscratch my itch like a needle on a recordfull of life like a man gone to Meccasky high like an eagle up soaringI speak low but I'm like a lion roaringbaritone like a Robeson recordin'I'm giving thanks for bein' human every morning...(chorus)Because the streets are alive with the sound of Boom Bapcan I hear it once again!Boom Bap tell your neighbor tell a friendevery box gotta right to be boomin'because the streets are alive with the sound of Boom Bapcan I hear it once again!Boom Bap tell your neighbor tell a friendevery flower got a right to be bloomin'!Stay Human!Be resistantthe negativity we keep it at a distanceca

I Get Off By Halestorm
:Verse 1: You don’t know that I know You watch me every night And I just can’t resist the urge To stand here in the light Your greedy eyes upon me And then I come undone I could close the curtain But this is too much fun :Chorus: I get off on you Getting off on me Give you what you want But nothing is for free It’s a give and take Kind of love we make When the line is crossed I get off on you I get off :Verse 2: There’s so much left unspoken Between the two of us It’s so much more exciting To look when you can’t touch You could say I’m different Maybe I’m a freak But I know how to twist you To bring you on your knees

Reminded
Sitting here I was reminded of the reasons why I lust you your smile, the way it teased at me seductivley your laugh, the way it tempted me your eyes the way they seemed to hypnotize me remided of the resasons why I love you your smile, and the way it brings such life into me your laugh and the way it seemed to make everything ok your eyes how they always sem to read my thoughts Standing here now i can only think of the reasons why i have to let you go your smile and the way it confuses me your laugh and the way it seems to mock me your eyes

My Favorite Game By The Cardigans
I don't know what you're looking for you haven't found it baby, that's for sure You rip me up and spread me all around in the dust of the deed of time And this is not a case of lust, you see it's not a matter of you versus of me It's fine the way you want me on your own but in the end it's always me alone And I'm losing my favourite game you're losing your mind again I'm losing my baby losing my favourite game I only know what I've been working for another you so I could love you more I really thought that I could take you there but my experiment is not getting us anywhere I had a vision I could turn you right a stupid mission and a lethal fight I should have seen it when my hope was new my heart is black and my body is blue And I'm losing my favourite game you're losing your mind again I'm losing my favourite game I've tried but you're still the same I'm losing my baby you're losing a saviour and a saint

Helpful Hints
Today isn't a good day. I feel sick, and its probably due to me chugging that Rockstar this morning but God knows I needed it. So I apologize if I don't get everybody I normally do rated today. However, on that note... If you have some stupid ass profile skin, that either almost gives me a seizure or takes more than 5 seconds of my life to load, I'm not rating you. Period. It's annoying and I know most of you won't rate me back if I don't leave some stupid status comment. I've proven that. My rates and profile views doubled as soon as I started to, even though most of you see me on your page daily. So if you're not going to rate me back if I dont leave a status comment, plz take down your more than likely flashing, ugly, not put together very well, hard to read profile with your 2375302573208 graphics that need to load. Please. It usually freezes my computer on top of things and its annoying! And thank you Mel for pointing out you can turn skins off. I like the profile skins and I li

Club Bounce!
Club Bounce party people made it a great weekend to be at the club! We hit capacity with a line of people waiting each night! Join us this Friday, March 19th for our new theme of Denim and Diamonds! Wear denim and some bling to get in for $5 before 10 p.m.Then Saturday, 3/20/10 is a regular club night filled with the best music and a packed house! We are filling up faster and faster each week so be sure to get there early to avoid standing in line! Dress code is strictly enforced so remember, NO white on your tennis shoes and collared shirts are a must for the guys. _________________________________________________________________Join us next Friday, March 26th for our popular Singles Mingle night! It is one of our most requested themes...and with all the love found in the club, we know why! Come down and find your perfect match!We have a new anti-size discrimination petition, the last petition was accidentally closed early by the petition site, so we had to create a new one, your sign

A Picture I Saw
dark desire'sfires burn,lust from deep within,resist i must,repel these thoughts,for only the weak give inand once sucked inyou are lost to love,unable or willing to fight.a slave to those eyesthose lips her touch i know this cant be righteven in dreams i see her facelost like a sailor at searelease me from guiltfrom lust from lovedo this as a favor to meone may wonder why not just give her beauty is beyond compareeverything single thingall you've ever wanted it all seems to all be therebut you are all fools you do not see one way this could endshe would be my reason for breathingmy personal sliver lininghow can we just be friends?

Flying Is For The Birds - Part Deux
The flight home from San Diego to Atlanta wasn’t as pleasant for me as the flight there. I am not sure if it was because I was sore from surgery, or if there were just some genuinely annoying occurrences. I also get a little…out of sorts….on pain medication so maybe that was the problem. THE GOODWe told the Delta staff at check in about my surgery and they moved our seats. Our new seats were one row away from the door, and we were allowed to board first. Mom and I were very anxious for a little while there because we were two people in a three-person row and unsure if the remaining seat was spoken for. I really did not want to sit next to anyone. It is very hard for me to sit still for that many hours and I just did not want to deal with fidgeting next to a stranger (who is touching me). This was a smaller plane than the one to San Diego and it seemed more cramped. We were relieved to eventually find that we were the only two seated in that row. We got to spread ou

Poem For Friend
You are hardly known, yet on my brain you surely sit. My mind wonders all because you are so sweet to me You make me feel so good I smile and your name is upon my lips You kindness has me in awe I never knew a man could be as sweet as thee. Kindness is in your heart that is easy to see. I must say, I am proud to call you my new found friend!

Buffy Musical Episode - I'm Under Your Spell
I lived my life in shadow Never the sun on my face It didn't seem so sad, though I figured that was my place Now I'm bathed in light Something just isn't right I'm under your spell How else could it be Anyone would notice me? It's magic, I can tell How you've set me free Brought me out so easily I saw a world enchanted Spirits and charms in the air I always took for granted I was the only one there But your power shone Brighter than any of I've known I'm under your spell Nothing I can do You just took my soul with you You worked your charm so well Finally, I knew Everything I dreamed was true You make me believe... GIRLS Ahhhh, ahhh, ahhh. (etc...) TARA The moon to the tide I can feel you inside I'm under your spell Surging like the sea Brought to you so helplessly I break with every swellLost in ecstasy Spread beneath my Willow tree You make me complete... You make me complete... You make me complete... You make me...

I Have No Title
So either I'm on here too much (which I don't really think I am) or it's because I was on here right before I went to sleep: I'm not really sure. But I had a dream last night that BabyJesus and I were texting each other. Like..a lot. I need more sleep. Good morning and crap.

Oh Come Let Us Adore Me
So tomorrow is my big three year anniversary. I have my happy hour at 6pm EDT 3pm PDT. I will be running Auto's all Day as well as a bomb (maybe two.) Please feel free to stop by and rate if you feel up to it and have some time. I'm also taking suggestions for what I should use as my default pic tomorrow for my happy hour, so post your suggestions here. I have a couple favors to ask of you, if you are willing: If you havent bought a ticker in two weeks, can I buy yours? If you have a top friends/family, could you place me high so its visible that I am running autos? Anyhow, once this is all said and done, I promise to shut up about my point whoring. Thank you all for putting up with me this much.

How Can You Not Fall For Her...shes Amazing :)
I fell for who you are. I fell for what you are. I fell for you. I want to be with who you are. I want to be with who you are becoming. I want to be with you. Consumed by you I am. Consumed by you are my thoughts. Consumed by you, completely. Wishing for you. Wishing for the day. Wishing on that star in the sky. We found each other by chance. We found each other by fate. We just found each other. Roller coaster of emotions. Roller coaster of words. Roller coaster that i never want to get off of. I want. I need. I desire. With you I am complete. With you I am free. With you is where I wanna be. You hold the key. The key to make this more. The key to me. The key to us. The key that no one has been giving, With in you I entrusted my key. My key to all of me. Hold it near and never loose it. With in you is me.

Fuck Everyone
....If you think I'm nice, or think I'm "awesome" or whatever little story you have going on in your head. You're fucking delusional. I seriously fucking hate everyone, you may be a "friend" or whatever the fuck it is you consider yourself in you head to me. But I have serious fucking new's for you... You aren't!!! There are four people that I would drop everything I was doing and help/spend time with/do anything for/or hang out with, at the drop of a hat. Other people I "make time for". You make think you're the most awesome person I know, but I hate to break it to you, you're really fucking not... You take no consideration into how I feel, who I feel for, what I want to feel... It's all about you, you and you... So I say to thee, fuck off mother fuckers! You may not understand this diatribe of a rant, you may think you know what it's about, but I can tell you this... YOU REALLY FUCKING DON"T. So to reiterate my final point of this. FUCK YOU ALL, YOU COCK S

My Vows To The World
even after a bad couple of days i will always stay on point and push through the negativity that this new age of technological wars and chaos I will not sit down and watch the world go by i will stand up and absorb only individuality, true free speech, and a world not ruled by greed. violence, conformists, half-assed governments, and closed-minded bible thumping facists these are my vows i have said mine when will you be awake enough to say yours.

How Can It Be?
How can it be that you can love so much but also be hurt so bad? How can one person completely disregard another person as if they were nothing? How can a totally different person care for those they dont even know and put those people above themselves? For these answers you look inside yourself. Ive looked inside me and i have found that i love wholeheartedly, i hold hope for myself and others. Yet i also found i tend to get hurt easier and worse then those around me. I am willing to go out of my way to help those in need and forget myself completely. I rather see those other people get the help they need then myself. Sometimes i feel people take that love, nurture, care, and hope for granted. They never stop and look at what they are doing, or who they are hurting. They never realize the love they were given til they lose it for good. I have also seen inside myself that i tend to forgive for things people should not be forgiven for. I leave myself to wonder what if i would have sai

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you if that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re-direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of the truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

Seeing Eye Dog
You're my seeing eye dog and I am blind You take me there every time With that winning combination of loyal and kind Your eyes like wells to the water of your mind I want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket To every thought I could think now, I say fuck it I just want to go with how I feel Like my only job here Is to care for and covet you, dear I love the way your stories seem to fall from your lips With just enough slobber so it sparkles and drips The way you hang the whole room on a word Like a little stick in the beak of a bird First we touched fingers and then we touched toes Then my army surrendered My government overthrown I threw myself a little role reversal and followed you home Just dying to be chewed The dog was chosen by the bone Be my seeing eye dog Cuz I am blind Just take me there One more time With that winning combination of loyal and kind Your eyes like wells to the water of your mind I want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket To every thought I

Up
Tonight i have been up very late..due too the fact im under a lil stress..i seriously need a vacation too like egypt,lol..or las vegas(my favorite spot)i also want too go off too new york oneday sty for about a month just too party hardy,lol..i also need to meet some new friends well im gonna make me some hot chocolate and watch family guy and hang out here:) i love fubar!

Halftime.
The house was quiet; he was sitting there watching a football game on television when she walked into the house. She walked over to him and kisses him softly on the lips before kicking her heals off and sliding out of the pants she is wearing. She folds her pants and lays them over the arm of the couch before curling up next to him on the couch with her feet tucked up under her ass. He leans over and kisses her forehead before grabbing her one leg a pulling it over his lap so that she is straddled over top of him. She sighs and curls up into his chest, her head buried into his neck. She breaths in deeply, taking in the scent of his cologne deeply into her lungs. She again sighs and wiggles into him closer, He wraps his arms around her as she does so, she can feel his cock bounce to life under the lace of her panties. He kisses her shoulder and she lifts her head up to look into his eyes, as she does he kisses her passionately. While they kiss they let their hands explore each oth

Freedom.
What people fail to realize is that I do not say the things I do for attention. I honestly believe them with every fiber of my being. I am one of the most self-loathing people you will ever meet. There is no object, or belief, or subculture on our green earth that I hate more than I hate myself. I do not enjoy it. I never have, and I never will. These thoughts cause me no form of joy or pleasure. Every day I can see them pushing the man I love away from me, and still I can not shut the voice in my head that drips these poisons up. I have given her a name- Araea. She is the woman I would like to be. Physically she is flawless- Tall, thin, with unmarred skin and silken black hair. Her eyes are a sharp, cold blue, with a gaze that would chill even the most hearty man to the bone. Emotionally, she is confident and cruel, a borderline sadist. Her pleasure comes from my pain. The voice that issues from her soft throat is deep and elegant, and her accent is aristocratic. I'm not sure when she

Random Things About Me
birthday : April 6, 1990 birthday place : anywhere it happens current location : Bayview, ID eye color : blue and brown hair color : brown height : 5'11" right hand or lefy handed : right your heritage : German, Sioux, Cherokee the shoes you wore today : my boots your weakness : gorgeous eyes, nice butt your fears : clowns, ants, shelfish... your favorit pizza : hawaaiin

1 Year Old Happy Meal Doesn't Age (repost)
Thursday, March 18, 2010 filed under: food This will make you think twice about swinging by the McDonald's drive-thru on your way home .... While researching her nutritional book for kids, "Baby Bites," Joann Bruso put a McDonald's Happy Meal on the shelf to see what would happen to it over a year's time. The result? Virtually nothing! No decay, no mold, nothing! In Joann's own words ... "My Happy Meal is one year old today and it looks pretty good. It NEVER smelled bad. The food did NOT decompose. It did NOT get moldy, at all. "This morning, I took it off my shelf to take a birthday photo. The first year is always a milestone. I gave it one of my world-famous nonna hugs, as we've been office mates for a year now! (Okay, maybe my sanity is in question.)" This is the photo -- after a year. Source: Boing Boing via Consumerist

For My Family
I've realized lately that I'm not the same person I used to be. I'm growing up, and I'm not sure it's a bad thing either. I'm learning that when I was younger, and trying to change myself to make other people like me, for maybe a glimmer of home of acceptance, maybe for a kind word here and there, that that was completely wrong. Well you know what? Fuck this.I'm learning that life isn't always good, it certainly isn't always bad, and anything else that says other wiseFuck that. I thought maybe by cutting my hair, losing some weight, and changing how I acted and did things, and in effect, changing myself, that those people who have treated me like shit, who have taken advantage of me, would maybe see fit to be nice to me once in a while. Maybe I was going at it the wrong way, well you know what? To all of you who think you're better than me, Fuck you. Mom We've had our blow-ups, or ups and downs, and our all out brawls, but you're my mummie, and I love you

Me Being Misunderstood
OK, this makes the second account that I have had here. The first one I believe got deleted due to a message I sent out. I am a collector of cleavage shots and have amassed quite the collection of pictures. I have collected from a lot of lovely ladies here and on other sites that I belong to. I an up front and honest with what I am askind and not Bullshitting around. I tend to think that the up front approach is the best way to go. Now I know alot of ladies have misunderstood maybe what I am asking, this I can see and understand. But to go and block me or have my account deleted, thats a bit harsh. I thank the ladies here that have replied and said yes to my message and also like to thank the ones that have said no as well. There I at least got a response. I know its a small rant but thought I would get it out there. I love boobs and I try to stay a gentleman with this and I am sorry to those that dont see it.

10 Power Food Combos (repost)
Research shows certain foods suddenly become healthier when eaten in combination. From spinach and beets to red wine and apples, here are 10 pairings that boost each other’s benefits. Why does orange juice taste so good with oatmeal? And what is it about olive oil that enhances the flavor of tomatoes? The answers to these questions, it turns out, are buried deep within our instincts. New evidence suggests that certain foods that taste great together also interact with one another in nutritionally positive ways. In other words, two particular foods consumed in combination can actually deliver more benefits than either one would on its own. Epidemiologist David R. Jacobs refers to this phenomenon as “food synergy.” He believes that it might explain why we are inherently crave certain foods together, as well as how they join forces to protect and nourish our bodies. Here are 10 food combos that maximize absorption of the good elements while keeping the bad

Random Thoughts
The only thing I ever wanted to be in life was a mother. I was given that chance 9 years ago. Then I was given two more chances at that. I tried my best with what I was given. Which wasn't much. I gave love, uncondtionally. Looking at those little faces and seeing reflections of loved ones pasted, and reflections of my self, gave me such joy. To hold them, watch them grow, everyday they became my world. I wanted to give them the world. A happy home, and memories that they could look back on and laugh about later in life. Those three boys hold my heart, and everything that I am. I couldn't be more proud of them. But I have failed them. I am not the mom who can wipe tears away, I am the mom that causes those tears because I am not there to hold them. I am not the mom who kisses the boo boos away, or brushes them off when they fall. I am not the mom who is able to cook them dinner, kiss them good night or sing that song with them. Everything that I wanted to be, I failed at.

Update On The Medical Stuff
so 3 weeks ago I went to my GYN... and she did a cervical cancer test on me. Yesterday, it came back as a negative. Thank god.... now the problem is that we don't know what is wrong... I went through a full round of blood work today (seriously... 4 vials? wtf is that shit... not little vials either.. BIG ONES...) had cultures done of my vajayjay... and also had 2 freaking ultrasounds... oh and urine test for hormones and stuff... i dunno... lol anyway.. I was watching the lady who was doing my ultrasounds.. and at one point she made a face and was looking at the screen... she kinda startled me when she said "have you been having pain?" i was like yeah.... and she asked "where.." i said left side....and she said hmm... she was looking at my left ovary.... but didn't tell me anything... I go BACK to the doctor on the 7th... hopefully it was nothing... i am a littttttle worried though

Grasping For Whats Gone.
Will you ever speak to me again? I am sorry, for what I said that made you hate me so much, or made you so angry. That wasn't my intent. I was upset and hurt by things you had said and I reacted poorly. Its been months, and still everyday I think of you. I think of how you made me laugh, how you are like no one I've ever met before. I think about all the good times we had vs the bad ones. I miss hanging out, going on nature walks, listening to you ramble on about a weird but awesome theory or idea. I miss you, I miss our friendship before i became so toxic for us. I know I said I wouldn't bother you anymore, but I've wanted to talk to you for so long. If its only a message that you will read and ignore, or not even read and just delete, at least I'll get things out. And if you really wish to be rid of me, please just block me, i can't bring myself to block you.

This Was Sent To Me By Gatorchomper1984.
Now I know this is a chain letter and I do not normally share these things. But this one hits home for me as it discribes the night me and my Wife met very well. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do and remember, our friends make us strong but being a true friend makes you strongest of all. Enjoy the story: Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.' I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them la

Subdivision
"Subdivision" white people are so scared of black people. they bulldoze out to the country, and put up houses on little loop-d-loop streets. and while america gets its heart cut right out of its chest, the berlin wall still runs down main street separating east side from west. and nothing is stirring, not even a mouse, in the boarded up stores and the broken down houses, so they hang colorful banners off all the street lamps just to prove they got no manners, no mercy, and no sense. and i wonder then what it will take for my city to rise. first we admit our mistakes and then we open our eyes. the ghost of old buildings are haunting parking lots in the city of good neighbors that history forgot. i remember the first time i saw someone lying on the cold street, i thought, "i can't just walk past you, this can't just be true." but i learned by example to just keep moving my feet. it's amazing the things that we all learn to do. so we're led by denial like lambs to the slaughter

The Darkest Point Of Light
Sixteen years ago … Proverbs 12:16-23 March 18 58 days [to graduation] 48, intern! What are we doing right? 9403.18 A fool shows his annoyance at once, but a prudent man overlooks an insult. 16

Lovesong
wait my dear ... no jealousies silly thing ... you can't know how i feel come take my hand i will show you the flame burning secrets, burning wishes ... your name don't be insecure, don't be afraid ... i'll hold you tight oh, virgin weakness, infinite sweetness ... that's you so let's dance all alone i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep your silly skin, a tender touch, a sign that promises so much i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep and so we dance nothing ever spoils my joy of loving you, of looking in your eyes ... i couldn't be that blind that i won't crave for you and still we dance all alone i want to kiss you ...

Broken
Alone Here I sit, Thinking, Crying, All While Its Sinking In. I Look Inside Myself, What Do I See? I See A Hole. The Cold Grip Of Loneliness Grips Tight. I Try To Fight, But The Hole Consumes Everything I am. What Is This Hole?? Over And Over I Ask. No Answer... Still Alone I Sit, Thinking Of The Past, Present, Future...Will It Ever Change?? Why Am I Broken So?? Then It Hits Me, This Hole Is Nothing More Than The Loneliness That Consumes Me Can I fix It??? No One Knows, Faith In Myself Is All I Have, Then She Appears, Is She Real?? Is She My Cure?? She Glows About Feeling The Darkness In With Her Warmth, Her Light Of Hope. She Motions Me To Her, I Go Forth, She Begins To Walk. I Follow, She Begins To Leave Me Behind, I quicken My Pace, She Still Seems To Be Gaining I Begins To Run, She Fades Into The Darkness... Alone Here I Sit...Broken The End- BuddahTheKlown

Gardening In The Nude Is Hot!
Boulder, Colorado is one of the most liberal towns in America. Today, it lived up to its reputation. 52-year-old Catharine Pierce was gardening outside her house wearing pasties, a thong and gloves. Incidentally, she lives near a school. Police couldn’t arrest her because state law prohibits exposing genitals which she had covered. For more http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/03/18/colorado-nudist-causes-stir-gardening-topless-near-school/?test=latestnews BlastFM celebrates individualism. That’s what creativity is a persons self expression. Listen to our creative talents 24/7. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Orleans - Dance With Me
Dance with me, I want to be your partner Can't you see the music is just starting? Night is falling, and I am calling Dance with me Fantasy could never be so giving I feel free, I hope that you are willing Pick your feet up, and kick your feet up Dance with me Let it lift you off the ground Starry eyes, and love is all around I can take you where you want to go Dance with me, I want to be your partner Can't you see the music is just starting? Night is falling, and I am calling Dance with me [ break ] Let it lift you off the ground Starry eyes, and love is all around I can take you where you want to go Fantasy could never be so giving I feel free, I hope that you are willing To pick your feet up, kick your feet up And dance with me Dance with me, I want to be your partner Can't you see the music is just starting? Night is falling, and I am calling Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me

Ok So I'm Not A Cowboy...lol...doesn't Mean Some Of This Song Don't Fit Me
I don't know why I act the way I do Like I ain't got a single thing to lose Sometimes I'm my own worst enemy I guess that's just the cowboy in me I got a life that most would love to have But sometimes I still wake up fightin' mad At where this road I'm heading down might lead I guess that's just the cowboy in me The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I've done for foolish pride The me that's never satisfied The face that's in the mirror when I don't like what I see I guess that's just the cowboy in me The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I've done for foolish pride The me that's never satisfied The face that's in the mirror when I don't like what I see I guess that's just the cowboy in me Girl I know there's times you must have thought There ain't a line you've drawn I haven't crossed But you set your mind to see this love on through I guess that's just the cowboy in you We

[part Epic, Part Case Study]
So I was brainstorming and free-forming this dreamscape I had a few nights ago about this divine representative of another planet.I remember she breathed methane, and wore an ellaborately carved device and ceremonial clothing so she could visit far off planets and scare the ever living crap out of them. She always arrived as a harbinger. Someone that kinda ... closes down doomed planets. But as I recalled that structure, I was reminded of Childhood's end, and decided to take a step to the side What would Heinliein do? I knew she was beautiful, powerful, holy, but from a profane world of wrathful gods and fertility rites. So of course the alien descendant of mankind in an impossibly harsh environment would one day fuck the bio engineered over-sanitized protagonist of the elite terran descendants. And no.I didn't see Avatar. *sigh* And no.Avatar didn't do it first. This is an act of inquisition, not romance or conception."this thing's vaguely like me, maybe I can relate..."Some

Hahaha. No.
I now believe drug addict is ruining my life. Not with any intent or malice but by sheer fact of being in her radius. Fucking whore. fucking cow. fucking drug addict. She showed up at school today and they are letting her stay. fuck her. fuck them. She had an instructor all to herself to teach her all the hair cuts she missed. Fuck her. I was sent to nail jail in her place. I was swept away from playing with hair to tickling old lady toes. fuck them. Fuck her complaining about how things might be going faster if her private tutor wasn't getting called away. She got a little defensive when i told her I didn't want to hear about her private lessons going so slowly. Have another vicodin ya bastard. Who says addicts are selfish? It's the worst crew too. the worst of the worst. the whitest of the white trash strung out on everything that is fucking wrong with America. Save Kait. She's ok. she needs to learn self defense though. She needs to learn that those people in charge are paid by her

Omfg.......read From Bottom Up!!!!!
Bobby: call me please???? To Bobby: awwwwwwwbyeeeeeeeeeeeee Bobby: i'd like to keep talking to you tonight, the ownly way to do that is call me. i have to logg off now... tghey are kiing me off To Bobby: i have expensive tastes you know.....i lke to be spoiled.... Bobby: i ownly get $632 a month or somethang like that To Bobby: we'll see...... Bobby: fuck the gov. is paying me to b lazy Bobby: text me or call me please? To Bobby: damn.....thats alot of money..you rich..you be my sugar daddy?? Bobby: I'm paying over $1,054.00 a month for rent To Bobby: OOoOoOoOoooOoO....you is????? Bobby: I don't have internet @ home yet. Bobby: I'm a lil over 7" long, & 1" rond Bobby: & when i get home i'll text you my dick... hard!!!!!! Bobby: hey, the library is gonna close soon... (308)-539-1154, thats my cell phone #. please call me? yes! text them to me To Bobby: you wanna see my tits honey?? To Bobby: awwww....well im sorry she didnt want you to.... Bobby: i still have a h

He Thought He'd 'list Perhaps
"But ranged as infantry, And staring face to face,I shot at him and he at me, And killed him in his place. "I shot him dead because – Because he was my foe, Just so – my foe of course he was; That's clear enough; although "He thought he'd 'list perhaps, Off-hand like – just as I – Was out of work – had sold his traps – No other reason why. "Yes; quaint and curious war is! You shoot a fellow down You'd treat if met where any bar is, Or help to half-a-crown."

In My Dreams
Dokken - In My Dreams Toss and turn all night in the sheets I can't sleep Night after night don't know what it means In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be Calling your name, but you're turning away Please don't leave Running in circles, waiting to see you In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you'll always be In my heart and in m

And Map The Battle Chart
All wars are planned by older menIn council rooms apart,Who call for greater armamentAnd map the battle chart.But out along the shattered fieldWhere golden dreams turn gray,How very young the faces wereWhere all the dead men lay.Portly and solemn in their pride,The elders cast their voteFor this or that, or something else,That sounds the martial note.But where their sightless eyes stare outBeyond life's vanished toys,I've noticed nearly all the deadWere hardly more than boys."

I'm The Cure For Wrinkles. Partially To Blame For Your Crows Feet Though... Character Building.
To: The few who have to suffer my company regularly. I've often caused you to choke on some food or beverage substance while reciting a litany of popsicle stick jokes that I may or may not remember correctly. Opps. Let me apologize ahead of time for channeling my inner 12 year old boy as well as the following: The golden retriver who is distracted by chasing smaller animals and barks at the strangers down the street. The construction worker... I really couldn't explain why I feel compelled to whistle at folks. The special needs kid who likes to hang out in windows(car windows, bus windows, store windows, etc) But really... who can resist making faces at people checking thier own reflections? The cartoonist. Is it really bad that I can point out a handful of character traits exhibited by people who are mean to you that remind me of specific cartoon characters or should be characters? The chiuaua. I will hump your leg for cheap thrills. It doesn't take booze and there's no way a p

Sugardaddy/roomate Application
SugarDaddy Application! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a Sugar Daddy for this person. (To be taken very seriously) Copy and paste into a message for me.... ***HUGS N KISSES*** Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Single(Y/N)___ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ other (how long?)_____ How long is your....member (when erect! lol) ________ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like:1.2.3. What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" i

Crazy Week..where Did It Go???
Just as stated in title....CRAZY!!! Monday~Made my floral deliveries, invoiced for a bit, picked up Mr. Murphy and got him plated...came home and stated the tune up. Tuesday~Worked on Mr. Murphy, went to the auto shop place, took my daughter out to get her car, went to an auto shop place, got home ate and crashed. Wed~Worked on Mr. Murphy for a bit, daughters car wouldn't start, went to auto place, went to driver's liscense place so daughter could take her test to get her liscense, they wouldn't allow it..said some bs about having to take a 6 behind the wheel test along with all the other stuffs she had already done (nobody told us this) came home, called auto school, daughter took bus out to auto school to take driving test, I fixed her car. Daughter passed test, I picked her up in her car, went to dmv, got her liscnese (with 2 minutes to spare til they closed)car overheated, went to auto store, fixed car, parts store didn't have other part at location...went to other part store

My Bud Did This
I too love jeans and jazz and Treasure Island and John Silver's parrot and the balconies of New Orleans. I love Mark Twain and the Mississippi steamboats and Abraham Lincoln's dogs. I love the fields of wheat and corn and the smell of Virginia tobacco. But I am not American. Is that enough for the Phantom pilot to turn me back to the stone age? . . . America: let's exchange gifts. Take your smuggled cigarettes and give us potatoes. Take James Bond's golden pistol and give us Marilyn Monroe's giggle. Take the heroin syringe under the tree and give us vaccines. Take your blueprints for model penitentiaries and give us village homes. Take the books of your missionaries and give us paper for poems to defame you. Take what you do not have and give us what we have. Take the stripes of your flag and give us the stars. Take the Afghani Mujahideen beard and give us Walt Whitman's beard filled with butterflies. Take Saddam Hussein and give us Abraham Lincoln or give us no one. . . . We are not

Morons
they think they can mess with me even sent one of there low level losers to downrate me 1's he's called mkeenan he even had the balls to tell me to go kill myelf i mean serioulsy what are they thinking mkeenan: take ur beating like a man and walk awaymkeenan: gotta suck to be all alonemkeenan: still noonemkeenan: bitchmkeenan: just go kill your selfmkeenan: d-bagmkeenan: i hope somkeenan: anoyed yetmkeenan: i got a big bottle so i am good to gomkeenan: you see all i do is drink and talk shitmkeenan: and then i will be back and we can start all over againmkeenan: i will be kicked off here befor they get here if they are realmkeenan: ha ha fuckermkeenan: you have no friendsmkeenan: oh so sadmkeenan: not one rate on my shitmkeenan: where are thes friendsmkeenan: fagmkeenan: bitchmkeenan: kinda like how i fuck your mom all nightmkeenan: now i am gonna do this all nightmkeenan: i was gonna stop but you couldnt let a dead dog liemkeenan: under ur skin a bitmkeenan: am i starting to get to y

The Burger Lab's Top Ten Tips For Making Better Burgers (repost)
Posted by J. Kenji Lopez-Alt, March 12, 2010 at 7:30 AM It's time for another round of The Burger Lab. Got a suggestion for an upcoming topic? Email Kenji here, and he'll do his best to answer your queries in a future post. Become a fan of The Food Lab on Facebook for play-by-plays on future kitchen tests and recipe experiments. We're taking a break from hardcore testing at the Burger Lab and Food Lab for the next two weeks* but I thought I'd use the time to write something that a lot of folks have been asking me about: a basic handbook for taking your burgers to the next level. *Full disclosure: my wife and I are in Spain backpacking, eating, drinking, and generally having a much better time than you are as you read this. Sorry. The tips I'm setting out here are ones that, with very few exceptions, apply universally to all hamburgers, regardless of style. Thus, one thing you will not find in this list is specific cooking instructions in terms of heat source, streng

Diamond Rio - I Believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it's like you haven't been gone a moment from my side Like the tears were never cried Like the hands of time are holding you and me And with all my heart I'm sure we're closer than we ever were I don't have to hear or see, I've got all the proof I need There are more than angels watching over me I believe, I believe Chorus That when you die your life goes on It doesn't end here when you're gone Every soul is filled with light It never ends and if I'm right Our love can even reach across eternity I believe, I believe Forever, you're a part of me Forever, in the heart of me And I'll hold you even longer if I can The people who don't see the most Say that I believe in ghosts And if that makes me crazy, then I am 'Cause I believe There are more than angels watching over me I believe, I believe

This And That Ii
Took this blog from yesterday and am writing the story under each I am bored, spinoza told Me to blog I am still bored, but spinoza did not tell Me to post this one... :P So what should I blog about... a blog asking what to blog about.. I am blogging about each thing in this blog from the previous blog for the sake of blogging.. The cum shot face? Oh I would have to ask the women ..the ones who can get Me to cum that is.. what My face look like... though the room with mirrors I have seen My own cum shot face lmao My enjoyment of women in gas mask, leather, rubber, latex? Oh yes, I find there is nothing more fetish pleasing for Me then to see a woman in a gas mask, with latex, rubber, leather and other styles of fetish attires that I find pleasing ...kids that need to smoke weed....or get off the crank Yes I am for making weed legal :P My random religious conversation with this Christian couple a week or so ago Yes they did, such a wretched group of people who wa

Fuck That Shit
Dont try to tell me how to talk or how to live my life Fuck that shit, fuck that shit Everytime I'm right, a little part of you dies Fuck That Shit, fuck That shit should I ever be pardoned for crossing the line fuck that shit, fuck that shit it was made for those that cant think for themselvesfuck that shit, fuck that shit DIE! A little part of you DIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youDIE a little part of you You keep judging my prescence never what I think(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)I'm just another maggot in your world of hate(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)You try to play god, you try to fuck me in the ass(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)consequence-- I'll fucking shoot you in the head(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)DIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youREVOLT-- ITS REVOLUTION!BRING OUT THE GUILLOTINE!REVOLT-- ITS A FINAL SOLUTIONBRING OUT THE GUILLOTINE

Who Are You????
I stand in front of my bedroom mirror and admire the way the white lace of my teddy looks against my tan skin. My shoulder-length brown hair falls forward to brush against the fullness of my breasts, and I sigh, eager to touch myself and forget the day's troubles. I slide the straps down my arms and cup my naked full breasts in my hands, liking their texture and weight. The nipples have already tightened slightly in eager anticipation of my fingers. I wet my index finger and slowly trace circles around my nipples, loving the sensations this arouses. There is a slight fluttering in my stomach now, and my pulse beats just a little bit faster. I squeeze my breasts, pushing them together and pulling them apart and imagining YOUR??? wet and wicked mouth sucking and licking and kissing my nipples until they are small peaks of pleasure. I'm getting hotter now... I lie back on my bed and slowly ease the teddy off. I like the way the cool air feels on my nakedness-it is a pleasant contrast to t

How I Love Big Titty Thursdays (part 2)
isthisronald: i mean slow until it all goes in isthisronald: call me now...4696856292 Suga Booba...: do you want it slow? it would be hard for me to do..I want to tear your ass up isthisronald: will u go slow Suga Booba...: if you'd let me..it's really thick it might hurt you isthisronald: would u if i was closer Suga Booba...: well you're too far boo isthisronald: oh ya baby....whose ass you thinking? Suga Booba...: I think I'm gonna stick my dick in someone's ass..I'm horny isthisronald: or do you even want to talk anymore? isthisronald: would u want to call me? Where's Anon?! He's begging me to call lmao!

Strawberry Basil Lemonde
Strawberry Basil Lemonade by Gaby on March 17, 2010 How many of you like lemonade? Do you make your own or buy the powdered kind from the store. I for one prefer to make my own at home. Just this past week my parents brought me about 10 pounds of fresh lemons from a friends tree in Tucson, AZ. They were HUGE! I mean giant, huge lemons. And you know what they say… when life hands you lemons… you should make strawberry basil lemonade (alcohol optional!) It has seriously been 80 degrees this week in LA. Its perfect spring/summer weather for me. I am fairly certain that I have improved my tan by at least 2 shades this week just from my runs and driving with the windows down. It’s pretty amazing to say the least. I guess this is why I pay an obscene amount of money for rent. But whatever. It is what it is! I don’t know about you, but when I think of sitting outside and just the summer time in general, I immediately start thinking about refreshin

Fess Parker
LOS ANGELES – Fess Parker, a baby-boomer idol in the 1950s who launched a craze for coonskin caps as television's Davy Crockett, died Thursday of natural causes. He was 85. Family spokeswoman Sao Anash said Parker, who was also TV's Daniel Boone and later a major California winemaker and developer, died at his Santa Ynez Valley home. His death comes on the 84th birthday of his wife of 50 years, Marcella. "She's a wreck," Anash said, adding Parker was coherent and speaking with family just minutes before his death. Funeral arrangements will be announced later. The first installment of "Davy Crockett," with Buddy Ebsen as Crockett's sidekick, debuted in December 1954 as part of the "Disneyland" TV show. The 6-foot, 6-inch Parker was quickly embraced by youngsters as the man in a coonskin cap who stood for the spirit of the American frontier. Boomers gripped by the Crockett craze scooped up Davy lunch boxes, toy Old Betsy rifles, buckskin shirts and trademark fur caps. "The Ball

I Need To Vent......
I am feeling quite terrified lately.. Been having a lot of dreams about what is going to happen when I have my baby. When I let "HIM" come to the hospital to see our son... What will happen when I see him? What will happen when I am holding my baby knowing that the father wants and never wanted anything to do with loving me? Will I resent my son for his fathers actions? Will I feel like I am a bad mom for not wanting to be around "HIM"? I am so scared that I am not completely over "HIM" too... I still look at his blogs about when he said he loved me. I still feel like crying every time I read the blog where he admits to cheating on me and when I read him writing how much he loves other girls... How he blames me for things.. Idk.. I cry almost every time I think about him period... I have a great guy who treats me amazing and I'm truly happy with him but I'm not truly over "HIM"..... I'm scared. I want to be with the father of my child but I know that can't and will never h

I Love Big Titty Thursdays!
isthisronald: mmmmmmmmm yes it is Suga Booba...: it's ok..ass is the other vagina, right? isthisronald: sorry Suga Booba...: oh..well I touch mine all the time. i was hoping you had a vagina isthisronald: my penis Suga Booba...: your penis or your dildo? isthisronald: lol...would you touch mine Suga Booba...: ohh..I was going to call my plastic surgeon and yell at him then lol. I want more than one! Suga Booba...: how many operations did that take? isthisronald: im talking about my toys Suga Booba...: you have more than one penis? isthisronald: my big one is 13 isthisronald: guess so Suga Booba...: sure..doesn't everyone? isthisronald: u have one?

I Miss You..grandma
To my Beautiful grandmother,I love you and miss you everyday I think about you all the time,And everyday it hurts to cry.So much has happened in my life,I'm not sure how hard to try.Tears are falling constantly,My heart hurts everyday.I think about your beautiful smile,That I pray I see again someday.The sweet smell of your perfume,Has slowly faded away.But all your helpful teachings,Are always here to stay.I can't express how much you taught me,So much I can't explain.All the times I can remember,Never once heard you complain.So many hearts were broken,The day God called you home.It seems as though each one of us,Were left to survive alone.I know there was a reason,That you had to leave.To keep us in your watchful eyes,So now you watch us all from Heaven's door above R.I.P 3-08-2010

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Das Boobies
So I asked Supe what was up with the new chick photo in his default. No, he's not trying to get freebie rates from the guys, he's paying homage to boobies. Well, he has a very valid point, boobies need to have more attention paid to them. Hold on, wading through all this sarcasm is tougher than it seems. So to jump on the bandwagon, I am going to make an homage to boobie blog. Hold on to your teenie peenies guys, it's fap time! Mmmmm, that is effin sexy time right there! But wait it gets better... Suprise boobies... has no idea we are watching! So naughty... you naughty boobie!!!! If I had a close pin at hand, mmmmmmmm, bad bad boobie... Oh yeah, two sexy boobies checkin each other out. Just don't get any man juice on your keyboards guys... I don't want to be responsible for such a thing. Finally Supe asked someone to take pics of my green boobies. Well, the green boobies weren't out last night, but I did find a set for ya today. Those bo

News Story
I just read this news story about a woman who wants to make it into the Guiness Book, for being the fattest woman. That in itself wasn't amazing, it was the end of the article where they mentioned that men paid money to watch her eat fast food on her website. Here I was trying to lose weight, no wonder I don't have any money LOL. I wonder if people would pay to watch me eat... guess it would depend on what I was eating *wicked grin*

Orianthi - Believe
You made it so easyTo fall I had no fear at allI saw you beside meYou never saw me there at allI promised you all thisI made plans thinking this was itI never imagined I'd find you and lose myself insteadI just never pictured it would endAnd I wanna believe in loveI wanna believe in something bigger than the two of us (the two of us)And I wanna breathe againI wanna go back to the days the days I had my innocenceI wanna believe againHe picked up the pieces and put them back where they belongedBut somethings missing but a part of me will carry onI am gonna learn to trust againAnd I wanna believe in loveI wanna believe in something bigger than the two of us (the two of us)And I wanna breathe againI wanna go back to the days the days I had my innocenceI wanna believe again

Dirt Bag!
Poor judgment?! Poor judgment is doing it once, but eleven freakin' months? Give me an effin' break! Kick this douche to the curb. LOS ANGELES (Reuters) – The celebrity husband of actress Sandra Bullock on Thursday broke his silence on reports that he cheated on his Oscar-winning wife, telling People magazine he used "poor judgment" and asking his family to "forgive me." Jesse James, a custom motorcycle manufacturer and reality TV star who married Bullock five years ago, said he took responsibility for his actions but stopped short of admitting that he had an affair with another woman. Bullock, 45, who won her first Oscar last week, on Wednesday pulled out of the London premiere of her hit movie "The Blind Side" after U.S. celebrity magazine In Touch Weekly published claims by a model that she slept with James last year. "It's because of my poor judgment that I deserve everything bad that is coming my way," James said in a statement to People. "This has caused my wife and

Flying Is For The Birds - Part I
A couple of weeks ago I flew from Atlanta to San Diego with my mother. Now, keep in mind that I have not flown since my honeymoon over 13 years ago. I have to say, things have changed slightly.Here are some of my observations and highlights: The security checkpoint at Hartsfield International Airport seemed different than I remember. The obvious change, of course, being that we had to remove our shoes and have them scanned. I passed that test with flying colors, but failed the liquid restriction requirements which I was aware of but, as is my rebellious nature, completely disregarded. Unfortunately, my attitude got my hairspray confiscated. Here is how that went: Worker: Whose bag is this?Me: Mine.Worker: *opens bag and rifles through it, pulling out the hairspray bottle*Me: *waits*Worker: What is this?Me: HairsprayWorker: This bottle is bigger than 3.4 ounces. See? It’s 8 ounces *points to wording on bottle*Me: Yes, true. BUT! It’s only two-thirds full so I’d estim

Poem
I watch him sleep, touch his lips with my fingertips Lay over him my breasts just inches from his mouth. He sighs A breath that tickles my nipples into life. I whisper into his open mouth- "I love you" I slide my body onto his and lay there, feeling his heat that familiar heat that pulses like electricity between my legs a wetness stirs inside of me as blood flows to that part of him that pushes me over the edge He reaches out from his slumber, eyes still closed mouth still agape still asleep i touch my tongue to his chin and trail it down his neck. he pushes his hips up into me, I moan. low and deep. I inch down his torso over his navel to his hips where i can smell his skin it is calling to me, whispering aching for my touch begging me- "Please" I pull his boxers over his hips, slowly kissing through the expanse of dark hair The breath of his loins is inhaled into me and I taste it with my lips in short loving kisses. The tip of my tongue comes alive trailing over his shaft, t

Silly Auctions
This will probably piss a few people off that I'm posting it, but some of the stuff I see on here just makes me laugh. This site is really starting to get ridiculous. I was looking at an auction, and I was struck by the silliness involved. All these things women are offering up to the person who has the highest bid to purchase them, whether it's fake money or real money. First of all, think about what is going on there. That's all I'll say on that. Second, I couldn't help but notice one person offering her Yahoo ID. What good is a Yahoo ID if she never signs on or is always invisible and never responds to messages? What is really going on on this site? Seriously? You let some ugly guy that you'd never give the time of day to on the street be your close buddy on here because he throws some money in your face so that you can become more popular on an internet site?

One Of Today's Horoscopes...
Yeah, it's probably no big deal to most, but it definitely tells me a lot... Resist the urge to whimper, whine or say 'if you loved me, you would.' Guilt may have worked on others, but it's not an attractive technique. How about brutal honesty instead? I'd rather not have it any other way (right, shithead?) (y) *away doing stuffz*

New
Could you please donate at least 500k to RAYMONDSDAD96 so he can make spotlight?? If so tell him I sent you and let me know and Ill bling you today and bomb you tomorrow...Thank you heres his link http://fubar.com/user/2135077

Left In My Comments...rather Interesting...hmmmm
What everyone wants from their lover, their best friend, their partner.Show them... tell them... Need them... Never let them go... Rainy days and cold nights,These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms,Hold me close and keep me warm,Tell me I'm your good luck charm,Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you ,Tell me I'm your every wish come true,Lay me down very gently,Then make love to me essentially,Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot,Lets play around like connect the dots,Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride,Take my body on a journey that never ends,It always seems to just begin,Make me climax like i never done before,Do what you want to my body its all yours,Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Private Profiles
Do the people that so cleverly make their profile only viewable by friends realize that you can go look at their photos even if you're not their friend? I think it's funny to go to their pics and rate them. Something tells me most of the people that have their profiles like that wouldn't want you viewing their pics either if they haven't approved you as a friend. Yet none of the ones I've gone and rated the pics of have said anything.

R.i.p. Mom
..> ..ot; src="http://x.myspace.com/images/spacer.gif" width=30 border=0> SOMETHING I WROTE FOR MY MOTHER R.I.P. SCREAMS I WANT TO BE IN YOUR MIND, BODY & SOUL..AND IN YOUR HEART AND LOVE YOU MORE THAN A DREAM COULD EVER BE IN THE DEEPEST SLEEP OF ANYONES NIGHT WITH MY FACE PRESSED UP AGAINST A GLASS WINDOW WANTING THAT OLD LIFE BACK SO BAD BUT ITS SO FAR OUT OF REACH DEEPER THAN ANY OCEAN BLUE LEAVING ME LOST LIKE A FLOWER WITHOUT RAIN....LIKE A THUNDERSTORM WITHOUT LIGHTNING...I WANNA LIVE AND NOT JUST EXSIST AND IT IS ALL MORE THAN A DREAM TO ME ...CAN I GO ON WITHOUT MY SCREAMS?AND BE HAPPY? WITHOUT YOU? OR WILL MY LIFE REMAIN THE CIRCUS LIFE THAT IT IS IN THIS HELL THAT I MADE FOR MYSELF BUT WHEN YOU DIED THE FIRE CAME ALIVE AND AND BECAME THIS ROARING BLAZE THAT IS SO INSANE HAVE YA EVER FORGOT WHO WHO U ARE?AND I MEAN TO THE POINT WHERE YOU GET DIZZY AT TIMES AND SCARED LIKE SOMEONE HAS A GUN TO YOUR HEAD? I HAVE ....ANXIETY IS WHAT

Hey Rosemary, How You Doin?
I got myself a hair cut yesterday. It was really starting to look unruly. I also decided to trim my facial hair last night. I was seriously becoming unkempt. As soon as I started trimming I realized just how unkempt and wrote it off as a lost cause. I set the trimmer to one and cut a swathe across my face like Sherman's reunion tour through Georgia. I uploaded the evidence last night. I'm sure I'll get scruffy again, because shaving annoys me. Which is rather hypocritical of me since I prefer that a woman keep themselves smooth...everywhere. I will volunteer to help with that though. I'm only annoyed shaving myself. I saw on television last night that some Dutch artist had taken pictures of her baby dressed up as some of the worst dictators in history. It shouldn't be too hard for you to find the pics online. Or me for that matter, but I already saw them and you can just do it yourself. I'm not messing with html today. Anyway, my first reaction was "Awwww, Hitler bab

Wtfe Yo!
I really hate people who talk shit, and block you. How big of a pussy can you be? Seriously? I'd do anything to punch some of these people in face. Anything. Let me break something down fu. FUBAR IS NOT MY LIFE! Sorry. I know for a lot of you, even the majority of you, it is. But it isn't mine. I love rating people. I love being here. I love helping people. I do. But some of you need to grow the eff up and get over yourself. Especially you CHILDREN that shouldn't be on this site in the first place. Mainly, the salute issue. I'm terribly sorry that I'm not sitting on unemployment collecting money for doing nothing because I'm a lazy SOB who'd rather screw the government than take care of myself and my family. I'm terribly sorry that I work anywhere from 60 hours a week to 100. How about some of you assholes try working? Even those of you that work 40 hours a week and complain about how tired you are at the end of the week and how awful it is. Wah. Really. Try my effing job for one D

Beauty Runs
How deep her beauty runs,Someday I hope to know.Through this ones eyes,It must go clear to her soul. Her words of love ring true,When I saw her on this day.I hope like the springs morning sun,Her beauty shines more everyday. In her heart the love she seeks,I truely hope this she does find.Because for this beauty named Hayden,Her heart is a beautiful as her mind.

Save You
Simple Plan - Save You Take a breathI pull myself togetherJust another step till I reach the doorYou’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see youI wish that I could tell you somethingTo take it all awaySometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI won’t give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to knowWhen I hear your voiceIts drowning in a whisperIt’s Just skins and bonesThere’s nothing left to takeNo matter what I do I can’t make you feel betterIf only I could find the answerTo help me understandSometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI wont give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to knowThat if you fall, stumble downI’ll pick you up off the groundIf you lose faith in youI’ll give you strength to pull throughTell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fallOh you know I&rsqu

The Zen Of Sarcasm
THE ZEN OF SARCASM 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbour's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 3. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 4. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 5. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 6. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 7. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticise them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 8. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is probably not for you. 9. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. 10. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person ag

Lunch And Learn
The company I work for sometimes holds "Lunch and Learn" seminars for employees during lunchtime. These deal with a variety of physical and mental health issues. If the seminar lasts beyond the normal lunch hour, we're supposed to get managerial approval to attend. So, last week, this flyer came around: LUNCH AND LEARN SEMINAR: WHO'S CONTROLLING YOUR LIFE? (Get your manager's permission before attending) Looks like that question's been answered ..........

Wal-mart Is Truly Eeeeevillllll
WASHINGTON TOWNSHIP, N.J. (AP) -- A Walmart store announcement ordering black people to leave brought chagrin and apologies Wednesday from leaders of the company, which has built a fragile trust among minority communities. A male voice came over the public-address system Sunday evening at a store in Washington Township, in southern New Jersey, and calmly announced: "Attention, Walmart customers: All black people, leave the store now." Shoppers in the store at the time said a manager quickly got on the public-address system and apologized for the remark. And while it was unclear whether a rogue patron or an employee was responsible for the comment, many customers expressed their anger to store management. "I want to know why such statements are being made, because it flies in the face of what we teach our children about tolerance for all," said Sheila Ellington, who was in the store at the time with a friend. "If this was meant to be a prank, there's only one person laughing, and i

6 Classic Dishes Everyone Should Know (repost)
Get back to basics with these delicious recipes. When you're feeling nostalgic, sometimes classic childhood comfort foods are just the trick. The problem is-- what do you do if Mom isn't around to feed you? Put down that phone and forget about another night of greasy Chinese food, because we have a solution. Here are some simple recipes for comfort food dishes-- plus, they're the basic dishes that any beginner chef should have under their belt. Simply turn to these delicious and easy recipes next time you're in need of a taste of home.1. Chicken Noodle Soup (above)Ingredients:Soup: 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 1 medium onion, chopped 3 garlic cloves, minced 2 medium carrots, cut diagonally into 1/2-inch thick slices 2 celery ribs, halved lengthwise, and cut into 1/2-inch thick slices 4 fresh thyme sprigs 1 bay leaf 2 quarts chicken stock (recipe follows) 8 ounces dried wide egg noodles 1 1/2 cups shredded cooked chicken Kosher salt and freshly

Most Content & Relaxed Cat On Earth (repost)
This is Shironeko. You probably have seen him somewhere – the zen master cat. Shironeko is perhaps the most content and relaxed cat on earth. His name translates literally as “White Cat.” Shironeko was born on March 8th 2002, so that makes him an 8-year-old boy. He may look pudgy in the photos, but he only weighs about 9.9 lbs (4.5kg). Shironeko looks like a Turkish van cat to me. The most distinctive feature is his eyes. They look like they are always sleepy. Shironeko loves a relaxing day, napping in his basket or anywhere he finds comfortable. He is one adorable kitty . You can find more photos of Shironeko at his gallery or blog. Scroll down to see more photos of Shironeko:

Simple Home Remedies
AMAZING SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES: 1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP. 2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK. 3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER. 4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON. 5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH. 6. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE DUCT TAPE. 7. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL PROBLEM. DAILY THOUGHT: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES - NOT REALLY GOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT THEY BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE WHEN PUSHED DOWN THE STAIRS

Your Response Game!!
OK I'M SORRY FOR DOING THIS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, I TRIED TO UPDATE THE LEADERS SO FAR AND WHEN I LOGGED IN THIS MORNING THE PICS WERE GONE AND FU DIDN'T LET MY RELOAD THEM SO HERE I AM, THE CONTEST ENDS MONDAY, MAR.22nd!! HERE'S HOW IT'S GOING GO: IF YOU ARE LEAVING A COMMENT FOR THE COMMENT GAME THEN ON YOUR ENTRY WRITE: (comment game entry)THEN WRITE YOUR ENTRY. IF YOU ARE LEAVING A ENTRY FOR THE FILL IN THE BLANK GAME( I _ YOU) THEN WRITE:(fill in the blankentry) AND WRITE YOUR ENTRY. IF YOU ARE LEAVING A QUESTION FOR THE TRY ME, ASK ME ANYTHING GAME: JUST WRITE YOUR QUESTION & I WILL REPLY!! SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE AND THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING!! THE LEADERS SO FAR ARE AS FOLLOW: TRY ME GAME FILL IN THE BLANK GAME COMMENT GAME REMEMBR THE WINNER OF THE (TRY ME GAME) WILL RECEIVE A 25credit bling pack THE WINNER OF( FILL IN THE BLANK) WILL RECEIVE A 1credit bling of their choice & 1.5mil fubucks THW WINNER OF THE (COMMENT GAME) WILL RECEIVE A 5credit bling of their

"(they Long To Be) Close To You" (as Recorded By The Carpenters)
Why do birds suddenly appearEverytime you are nearJust like me, they long to beClose to youWhy do stars fall down from the skyEverytime you walk byJust like me, they long to beClose to youOn the day that you were bornThe angels got togetherAnd decided to create a dream come trueSo they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of goldAnd starlight in your eyes of blueThat is why all the girls in townFollow you all aroundJust like me, they long to beClose to youAh, ah, ahOn the day that you were bornThe angels got togetherAnd decided to create a dream come trueSo they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of goldAnd starlight in your eyes of blueThat is why all the girls in townFollow you all aroundJust like me, they long to beClose to youJust like me, they long to beClose to youWaa, close to youWaa, close to youWaa, close to youWaa, close to you.

Fine Again
It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying hereAnd I am aware now of howeverything’s gonna be fine one dayToo late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as wellI feel the dream in me expireand there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying hereAnd I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as wellAnd I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now.And I’m not scared

A 10 Steps Plan To Qualify Cisco Certifications
The networking industry over the last few years has made exceptional development so has increased the demand of networking professionals. Cisco Corporation is heading the networking industry by offering networking data management and all other highly specialized solutions for networking such as voice, video, and wireless. IT industry and economy are unpredictable and -it’s very important for an IT professional to keep himself updated with the new inventions in IT field. Networking professionals who want to secure their career and want to move up to the next higher level of their career often opt to go for Cisco Certifications. However most of the time they get confused which course they should take and what plan they should follow to competently complete their Cisco Certifications.The issue is not that you complete your Cisco certification but you should try to achieve quality Cisco Certification. High professionals often choose not to go for “paper Certification; paper cer

Roses
I really want you to knowThat everything from inside and out is so beautifulDid you know that you're everything a man could want in his lifeCould want for a wife, you wrote your vows cause you know I'm rightAnd everytime that we fight when you cry the tear kill the fire insideWho am I to bring such pain in your eyesAnd as far as all the times that I can't apologizeEnough with just rhymes back to the matter at handI know we're just friends but this is my chance to explain what you mean to meAnd all the things I should have said originallyThe day that we met, the day I regretWhat I should have said was I love youBut instead just how are you doingI blew it I knew it I just couldn't force myself to do itI new at this and I hope you're hearing thisI drop the roses downWould you believe me nowI hope you hear these wordsBefore you're lowered into the groundI drop the roses downWould you believe me nowI hope you hear these wordsBefore you're lowered into the groundI never liked being a little

Please Don't Go
Please don't go away It hurts so much inside Please don't run from me I know the fault's all mine We were so close now so far away And I, wish I could say all the things I really wanna say But I buckle under the pressure how could I let her slip away And I, you know who you are don't think I need to say any names And I don't know if you'll ever again look at my face In your life so now I turn to the knife I wanna embrace this blade Cause I can't imagine a life without you, never did you let something in my way So I write my stupid letter that'll let her know the pain inside Please don't go away It hurts so much inside Please don't run from me I know the fault's all mine I really can't explain how I let you out of my grips I must be out of my wits Cause all your love just had to do just evaporated now I'm back in the place A place that I never really wanted to face again I'm back in this motherfuckin' race again But the pace will never be like it was back then My bats crackin and I

The 9th, Revised, By Me
The Enumeration, (or) The Numbering of, certain Rights in the constitution Shall NOT be construed, taken, or used, to deny, OR to disparage, defame, dismiss, disregard, disrespect, or belittle, other Rights retained by the people. Amen

Doing The Unsonstitutional, As Regular Business
Just because Congress has made a pattern of doing the unconstitutional Does NOT mean that that makes it constitutional, it does NOT! Is is still an unconstitutional act, and as such cannot be law

Ugg Boots Work In All Season
Ugg boots come in so many styles and colors, it's hard to keep track of them all. Men's Uggs come in more basic, classic colors and styles, but for women, it's "anything goes" in terms of colors and styles. After all, women need a pair of shoes for every outfit, and, with Ugg Boots, you can almost do that. Get some Uggs in ankle-high, mid-calf, and tall versions. You can find Uggs that have flat heels or more chunky and textured soles. Generally, Ugg boots are considered to be a casual footwear, meaning they go great with your favorite jeans. Pair them with a short skirt and opaque tights or a long skirt for some comfortable yet stylish wardrobe choices. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, Ugg boots work. Being exceptionally warm, your feet stay cozy in the cold weather. Because they are made from natural sheepskin materials, the fibers breath and your feet won't get sweaty or smelly in the warm weather, either. Just about the only time you can't wear Ugg Boots is during particularly we

Whoring Streets
"Whoring Streets" Is there anybody here who hears me Crying? I'm dying Is there anybody here, When it's over? Over I'm just passin' the time, wonderin' How you people will ever survive whor- Ing down your whoring streets, killing You while you're killing me It's time, to show all you people You'll never survive Whoring down your whoring street Killing you while you're killing me. Is there anybody here who hears me Crying? I'm dying Is there anybody here, When it's over? Over I'm just passin' the time, wonderin' How you people will ever survive whor- Ing down your whoring streets, killing You while you're killing me It's time, to show all you people You'll never survive Whoring down your whoring street Killing you while you're killing me. Killing you while you're killing me. Whoring down your whoring street Killing you while you're killing me. Is there anybody here who hears me Crying? I'm dying The End- Scars On Broadway

Chop! Chop!
Chop!...Chop!.Drip, Drip, I Loosen The Grip, Then I Drop, Blood Flows Quick, Enough To Make You Sick, No! I'm Tough. Lifeless Lays The Body, Hmm? Now Lets Hide This Guy, Quick, Grab The Spade, Digging...More Digging, Sit In The Shade. Rain Rain, Go Away!! Cant You See Im Trying To Throw Him Away. Blood Mixes In Mud, Oh Crud!! Drip...Drip, Rain Rolls Over My Lips Thrust In, Toss, The Dirt Covers His Shirt. Walking, Running, Laughing, Talking Wildy To Myself, Asking Questions, But Hold No Answer This Madness Eats Away Like A Cancer, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Who's Next? The End- BuddahTheKlown

What Is This?
I hear your name. My heart skips a beat. I feel emptiness by my side. My body is isolated from your touch. You are far, I ache. An urge pulses through my veins. Chills run down my skin. I can no longer stay still. I search for you. My feet moving closer to you. You stand before me. I look in your eyes, I am home. I reach out pulling you close. The emptiness disappearing. Filling me with comfort. Your touch warms my cold skin. I hold you closer. My body relaxes. I have you now. I cannot stay away from you. What is this feeling? Is it love? Written By Metessa

Madness
Tha-Thump, Tha-Thump... My Heart Pumps The Same, Life Seems Nothing But A Game.. Wanna Play?? Im Sorry Please Stay, Life Can Be Such A Tease, Searching For Someones Touch, Finding No Love In A Whore. Walking Down A Winding Way, With Loneliness Stalking Close, Emptiness Takes Hold, Gripping Tight Feeling So Cold, Laughing In Spite. Tha-Thump.......Tha-Thump, My Pace Slows, Madness Begins To Glow, Standing Alone, Pick Up The Phone, Still Quite Alone, Is No One Home?? Cold Are The Rain Drops On My Skin, Feeling So Much Pain, Gripping The Blade, Bring The Spade?? Waiting....Watching... NOW!! DO IT NOW!! STAB! SLICE!... That Wasnt So Nice, The Sweet Scent Of Blood Fills The Air, Taking Away All My Cares. The End -BuddahTheKlown

You're So Vain - The Blog
You walked into the blog like you were walking onto a MUMMYour font strategically leaned to the rightYour font it was helveticaYou had one eye in the mirror as you watched yourself macarena And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner They'd be your partner, and... You're so vain, you probably think this blog is about you You're so vain, I'll bet you think this blog is about you Don't you? Don't You? You had me several years ago when I was still quite the NOOB Well you said that we would win FUBARAnd that you would never fuicideBut you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me I had made some MUMM but only got clowns in my comments, Clowns in my comments... You're so vain, you probably think this blog is about you You're so vain, I'll bet you think this blog is about you Don't you? Don't You? Don't You? I had made some MUMMs and all I got was clowns in my comments Clowns in my comments, and... You're so vain, you probably think this blog is about you You're s

Darkest Hour
Megadeth - In my Darkest Hour In my hour of need, Ha, no, you're not there And though I reached out for you, Wouldn't lend a hand Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me Feels so cold, very cold, No one cares for me Did you ever think I get lonely? Did you ever think that I needed love? Did you ever think, stop thinking You're the only one that I'm thinking of? You'll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too Things will be better when I'm dead and gone Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong But oh, how I lived my life for you, Still you'd turn away Now, as I die for you, My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years,I thought I was wrong, Now I know it was you Raise you head, raise your face, your eyes, Tell me who you think you are? I walk, I walk alone To the promised land There's a better place for me But it's far, far away Everlasting life for me In a perfect world But I gotta die first, Please god send me on m

My Wolves
White Wolf, Black Wolf, Black Wolf, White I wish I may, I wish I might choose the right Wolf to feed tonight One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME Black Wolf, White Wolf, White Wolf , Black let it be hands not stumps I draw back White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White one is DARK and one is LIGHT Black Wolf, White Wolf White Wolf, GREY !? feed the right Wolf turn not away White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White which to feed he Dark or The Light? One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME

[my Instincts Say...]
That's the crazy thing.My instincts can't make up their mind.I'm split on two extremes.It's so weird being this far along and not being bugged for a comitment, or to move in with someone and sell my dog. So damn strange. So I'll be honest. All aspects of my life are poised.State of stagnant stability.Or worse, fragile stability. Cups.Coins.Wands.Blades. ... *drops the swords into a trashcan* Who am I even in conflict with?Really. This isn't high school. Cups... cups... I owe my friends more time. I never did call Chris back.Or drop a line to Brandon. Wands... Crazy thing is I'm having these intricate dreamscapes that when I wake up I think "man what a great book" ... and then I go to WORK and never put anything down except on a notepad.What the fuck!? Coins... I'm stable but unsatisfied. Employed but unapreciated, vastly underestimated, grossly underemployed and underpaid, and all around withering. That's where it stands.Let's see where the cards point.That doesn't look good

Kids Program Gets A Dose Of Nudity
You’re watching a children’s program with your kid when the pictures turns to some nude people talking dirty. Can you imagine what you would think? Time Warner in North Carolina accidentally broadcasts some adult fair on the kiddy channel. The good news is the problem is fixed. Click for more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/16/time-warner-playboy-channel-kids-show/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fentertainment+%2528Text+-+Entertainment%2529 BlastFM only broadcasts great sounds. No oohs or aahs. Just get music. Listen for yourself. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Look, Mommy, I Copyrighted Myself!
“The Congress shall have power … To promote the Progress of Science and useful Arts, by securing for limited Times to Authors and Inventors the exclusive Right to their respective Writings and Discoveries.” (United States Constitution, Article I, section viii, clause 8) Saturday when the kids and I were at the North Hill Bowl before I had to go to work, I wrote Sarah’s name on a sheet of paper and urged her to copy it. Her aunt Mary is likely to be the one commissioned to teach her to write since my daughter and Mary are both left-handed (so is my father-in-law Robert, but he went to school at a time when left-handedness was actively discouraged) and Martha and I are right-handed. I tried to do it myself, but it’s awkward for both of us. But she was so proud of my guiding her hand to form S-a-r-a-h she showed it later in the day to Mommy and told her what sounded like today’s title! She had written out a copy of her name, hence “co

Poem Of The Apache
A million stars were glowing underneath a poet's moon And the desert's shadows watched as I drove by. A gypsy wind was blowing a relentless feral tune As it swept the thunderheads across the sky. I had overtaken midnight; I was in my car alone While driving through the Arizona night. Across the lonely flatlands, no other headlights shone. My speeding car: the desert's only sight. Then the gypsy wind stopped blowing, as though turned off by a switch, And I got this eerie feeling deep inside. Then, from my car, I heard a sound that squealed with alien pitch And the engine in my car just simply died. The Firebird coasted to a stop; I mouthed a silent curse And knew that I was stranded and alone Some eighty miles from nowhere and, to make the matter worse, No way that I could get there on my own. I stepped outside and listened to the silence of the night And wondered why the wind had ceased to blow. Then I saw this cloud formation touch the ground off to my right And approach

This And That
I am bored, spinoza told Me to blog So what should I blog about... a blog asking what to blog about... The cum shot face? My enjoyment of women in gas mask, leather, rubber, latex? ...kids that need to smoke weed....or get off the crank My random religious conversation with this Christian couple a week or so ago Whistles... true Fascism or Socialism...no thanks My wanting your blood! We hold these truths to be self evident.,. that science says all men are not created equal. Bitch show Me the nudes!