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Conversation With My 8 Year Old Son
I do not remember how the conversation came up but this is the conversation that went on during the drive to Blockbuster last night... Son: I did not kiss a girl Daughter: What about Macy Son: Nooooo Mom: What about Bethany Son: I do not like her Mom: what about Olivia Son: I do not want to kiss her Daughter:  why not Son: She is black Mom: So? Son: she will taste different   I cried from laughing so hard...   Fucking kids...u have to love them...
To Fans Of Author L.a. Banks
L.A. Banks is gravely ill with late-stage adrenal cancer, which is leaving her with, as I'm sure you can guess, mounting of medical bills. The romance community is coming together and having an auction for her. If you are a fan of her writings and would like to help, please see the following link: Thanks.
Save America
You cannot legislate the poor into equality by legislatin the wealthy out of freedom. What one person receives without working for it,another person must work for without receiving. When half of the people realize they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and when the other half realize it does no good to work because somebody else is going to enjoy the fruits of their labor, that, my dear friend, is the end of any nation. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it.
I Am Soo Unfit!
So just got back from the gym with a training session with my friend (who is like a MACHINE)...OMG I'm so unfit. We were doing like circuit training type exercises and I had to stop after the first activity (you jump/squat on a steppy thing for 2 mins holding a really heavy ball)...I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA THROW UP! I had to go to the lady's and wait till the sickness passed, then I tried to run/walk it off and then I just felt sick again.   I felt sooo bad, he was training another guy too and I was already given the lower step and the lighter ball to train with (I had the kiddy version) and the other guy took the higher step and heavier ball, but he was still doing it!   I saw there were boxing gloves though and I really wanted to play with those but I just had to go home, I really thought I was gonna puke. :(   Ahhhh and I wore a new pair of sweats too and the jogging bottoms were brand new, and the inside was all fluffy and it all stuck to my vajoo cos they were really fitted. I
Things Are Popping Up!!!
And it's not just the male morning mummers this time!!   The cucumbers (they popped in 3 days!) that I planted from seed last week are doing very very well and the other seeds (corn, pumpkin, watermelon, gourds and squash) are starting to pop!!! I finally got the other side of the garden fenced and will be taking pictures later. I'm going to blog about the different gardens and amendments and stuff tomorrow and will provide pictures to show growth rate etc. :) HAPPY PLANTING!! XXOO  PoSTaL   UPDATE!!! Back Garden (seeds) Pumpkin, corn, squash, gourd, cucumber and watermelon area 6-22-2011   Flower border (decorative fence line)  :) Cosmos (Sonata) sprouts in; 7-10 days 24” tall California Poppies; Purple sprouts in 8-12 days 12” tall Mikado (red) sprouts in 7-12 days 12” tall Zinnia (Classic) sprouts in 5-10 days 12” tall
Kinda Gettin Tired....
... tired of people telling me who or what I should be attracted to! From gay men to single mom's to BBW's, I'm sick of being told that I'm wrong for not being attracted to or wanting to date them. I don't go around telling women they should be attracted to short balding men, and I'm sick and tired of being told who I should be attracted to or find attractive. That's no path to happiness. So enough already! :-(
Stand can mean just about anything. It could be an action asking someone to get up on his feet or a measurement of one’s height. It could go as far as ordering one to remain, to the extreme, motionless or better still, a principle or attitude. This word may mean anything depending on its contextual clues. Words are a never ending source of wonder that tugs the heart and challenge the mind. One group of words combined in one way would tickle the spirit and make it dance to the music of its own creation, while the same group of words combined in another way would cause the landscape to waver through the tears.
I have made several decisions all by myself lately... 1. Decided what kind of tires I needed AND where to get them. 2. Decided I needed brakes...AND where to get them 3. Decided I wanted a tattoo, where to get it, AND what I wanted...PLUS when to get it AND who to get it from 4. Decided to get my hair cut, who to do it, when to do it AND how short to go...   I am worn out *sigh*
What Do U Think....
[] I use to like you.[] I like you now :*[] I'd date you. (;[] I've dated you already.[] Your attractive.[] Your beautiful.[] Your gorgeous.[] Your a close friend.[] Can I get your number ?[] We need to chill ![] We need to talk more.[] I really don't know you.[] Hit me up.[] Let's try again ?[] I miss you.
92 Truths
  Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. NAME: Katie AGE : 28 :P BIRTHDATE: June 19, 1976 FULL NAME: Katherine Lynn     WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = Coke 2. last phone call = cable people 3. last text message = none 4. last song you listened to = Divinity...Lay in bed you've made 5. last time you cried = Saturday HAVE YOU EVER 6. dated someone twice = No 7. been cheated on = No 8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. lost someone special = Yes. 11. been drunk and threw up = Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Red. 14. Green LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = Yes. 16. Fallen out of love = what is love exactly? 17. Laughed until you cried = IDK it was last year... 18. Met someone who changed you = yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = everday 20. Found out someone was talking ab
Greet The Day....
  Greet the day with joy and new expectations... find the wonder in each moment... life is such a spectacular gift... so much to treasure and enjoy... Greet the day with encouragement and hope... there are so many in this world to share your warmth with... so many lonely souls that would benefit from only a smile... people are all joined together, one big heart aching to be held and loved and accepted... Greet the day with understanding and care... try to show kindness to every living thing around you the world is interconnected with silken threads... what you send forth comes back to you magnified... Always remember to greet the day...
A My Feelings Update
Holy Fucking Shit The Gratitude of some People on here take the cake at times most of the time my friends would help me out when i need it but Lately Since i am trying to level all my friends i respect on here are either to fucking busy or just don't give a fucking shit about me anymore i even attempted a morph pic officially 1 time and yet i don't remember which program i used plus most of the time other people have made me morphs  on here i mean real morphing pics proper ones and i am so fucking glad i made my decision to leave this now so called going down hill site forever i am still along way from the next level point wise and yet not all my friends consider a 37 male from the northern beaches of sydney australia IMPORTANT to help out anymore i do take the time to read people's status' on here and yet sometimes i feel like i am a fucking brick wall that is get spray painted on basically say fuck you Bruce no one here fucking cares about you anymore and wants to fucking knock down
Grow A Set...really?
you know, im a reall cool person. Even when im mad and about to go off the fucking rails im good, and its not to often i feel like just beating some one into the final moments of life...but dammit, this fucking woman has finally pushed me to it. Now correct em if im wrong, you dont tell some one to grow a set unless you are trying to call them a passive bitch. And the last person you wanna tell that to if you have never had a fight in you life is your husband, you know the guy who fucks you into extasy, protects you and your kids against the world, fixes shyt when it breaks, advises you on matters, the one you turn to when you need to hide from the know..that guy(that would be me by the way). you have never had fight the first, i have been fighting my whole life...literally. You know nothing of the streets except what i taught, im the one that taught you everything you know and havent even scratched the surface of my knowledge. So why would you choose to tell me so
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John (if I Die Today)
[Lil Wayne]Fo' fo' bulldog, my muthafucking petI point it at you and tell that muthafucker fetchI'm fucking her good, she got her legs on my neckI get pussy, mouth and ass, call that bitch triple threatWhen I was in jail she let me call her collectBut if she get greedy, I'ma starve her to deathTop down, it's upset been fucking the world and nigga and I ain't cum yet!You fuck with me wrong, I knock your head off your neckThe flight too long, I got a bed on the jetThe guns are drawn and I ain't talking bout a sketchI pay these niggas with a reality checkPrepare for the worst but still praying for the bestThis game is a bitch I got my hand up her dressThe money don't sleep so Weezy can't restAn AK47 is my fucking address, huh[Rick Ross]I'm not a star, somebody lied I got a chopper in the carI got a chopper in the carI got a chopper in the car[Lil Wayne]Load up the choppers like it's December 31stRoll up and cock it and hit them niggas where it hurtsIf I die today, remember me like John Le
I'll Die For You
Ayyy, I tried to treat you like no otherTo be like no other in your lifeAyyy and I'd of cried to see you with anotherTo see you with another to win your life[Chorus:]Hear me out please..HEAR ME OUT!Hear me out before you walk up out the doorHear me out pleaseHear me outBEFORE YOU WALK UP OUT THAT FUCKING DOORI loved you like no otherI do you like no otherI swear to god I motha fucking triedI do you like no otherI treat you like no otherWithout you in my life I'd fucking dieI'd die without youI'd dieI'd die without youI'd dieDie without you...[Verse 2:]I'll cry, until you see an oceanI'm sinking to the ocean's floorTo many milesI'd die here to see you with anotherTo see you with anotherTo be in your life[Chorus:]Hear me out please...HEAR ME OUT!Hear me out before you walk up out the doorHear me out pleaseHear me outBEFORE YOU WALK UP OUT THAT FUCKING DOOR!I love you like no otherI treat you like no otherI need you in my mother fucking lifeI treat you like no otherAnd there won't another
Violence In A Relationship
           if you actually heard the whole storyof the breakup between sailorpiro aka bitch, you would know that she came at me violently with and without weapons. all i did was defend myself. she should have just left when i told her to get out. instead after catching her having an affair with a co-worker of hers after i started working for walmart, be it physical or not, she got physically violent towards me. she is a liar and the abuser, arlette remember all the biting of and hitting on me when i did nothing back to you. you need to just grow up and be a woman.
Recently I extracted all the ceramic floor tiles in doing my conservatory together with replace with brand new ones. As working to a huge standard was initially my objective I did considerable research together with spoke that will professionals prior to getting stuck during. In this article I just share with you whatever i discovered and in what ways it facilitated me for the fantastic direct result. If you have a good conservatory you can expect to Ceramic Floor Tiles know that the many benefits of this even more and fantastic living space cause it to be an essential part for anyone your home. In fact people not only take advantage of our sunroom for family food items but also for fun friends. Due to this fact the floor tiles when looking damaged and I thought to take them away and upgrade them. At the outset it would look like quite a tricky task when the tools where collateralled to the floor utilizing strong floor adhesive. In actual fact I envisioned that I might pos
Freedom Is Not Free
  FREEDOM IS NOT FREE (The following story was written by Lori Kimble, a 31 year old teacher and proud military wife. Mrs. Kimble, a California native, currently lives in Alabama.)I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with longneck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared away" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made
Lonely Nighttime Fantasies..... Adorned in a sheer flame silk robe, the gentle curve of her buttocks resting lightly on her heels, as her wrists cross behind her well arched back… quietly kneeling on her pink fluffy pillow lost in her thoughts and daydreams… girl's fingers toying absentmindedly with her slave bells…. big emerald eyes soft and wistful as the chiming of her bells comfort her... their song evoking her spirit...whirling around her taking her to a place of tranquil beauty and haunting music.... Rising slowly from her pillow, this girl walks to the center of the room, her long ebony tresses wild and free as she starts to slowly spin and dance to the sound of her jingling bells. . . her body flowing in liquid motion as her hips undulate and shake from side to side. her berry red lips softly curved up wards as she feels the heat of eyes upon her. weaving back and forth losing herself in the shear pleasure of the danc
Could we please take a moment out of our busy schedules and think and pray for our brave soldiers . These people are having just as bad a time ....... or worse than we are . So please just take a moment everyday and think or pray for their safety and safe return home . Let us pray. 'Lord, please hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen.'   My Fallen Brothers R.I.P 6-14-2011 Katzenberger, Jeremy A. Staff Sergeant 5-29-2011 Blasjo, Aaron J. Sergeant 5-29-2011 Apolinar, Martin R. Staff Sergeant 5-29-2011 Schultz, Joseph W. Captain 4-23-2011 Bitner, Benjamin F. Sergeant 1st Class 3-12-2011 Park, Daehan Sergeant 2-17-2011 Hart, Bradley C. Staff Sergeant 1-28-2011 Venetz Jr., Anthony Sergeant 1st Class 10-01-2010 Vogeler, Lance H. Sergeant 1st Class 9-29-2010 Harrison, Calvin B. Sergeant 1st Class 9-18-2010 Gri
A Few Of My Tips To Inspire Other People To Carry On Breastfeeding Easily
I would like to share with you some should have suggestions on how to make breastfeeding easier. I have breastfed both of my kids for their first yr and I am also a Children's Nurse who works in community Health. This has offered me a beneficial insight into breastfeeding from the pro and private experience. Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses I do not discover breastfeeding uncomplicated at first and do think about providing up, yet I am so pleased which i persevered and would prefer to believe which i could possibly inspire other people to carry on breastfeeding after reading some of my tips: Be Prepared Most Maternity units have breastfeeding workshops. via attending these workshops it provides you an concept regarding what to expect, what gear you could possibly require and some helpful suggestions to support you when your newborn arrives. Reading up about breastfeeding, the great factors and adverse ones, will also support you being realistic about what to expect. Going to help Gr
A Few Of My Tips To Inspire Other People To Carry On Breastfeeding Easily
I would like to share with you some should have suggestions on how to make breastfeeding easier. I have breastfed both of my kids for their first yr and I am also a Children's Nurse who works in community Health. This has offered me a beneficial insight into breastfeeding from the pro and private experience. Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses I do not discover breastfeeding uncomplicated at first and do think about providing up, yet I am so pleased which i persevered and would prefer to believe which i could possibly inspire other people to carry on breastfeeding after reading some of my tips: Be Prepared Most Maternity units have breastfeeding workshops. via attending these workshops it provides you an concept regarding what to expect, what gear you could possibly require and some helpful suggestions to support you when your newborn arrives. Reading up about breastfeeding, the great factors and adverse ones, will also support you being realistic about what to expect. Going to help Gr
Shortly Before I Came Back
THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE ON MY FACEBOOK WITH MY FAMILY AND THE CUNTS THAT KNOW ME IN THE REAL WORLD title was as it goes ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ so my dad called tonight... kinda strange 11pm his time.... he's drunk and in bed by 6pm most nights.... i thought how strange.... as i hit the ignore button... then as i often do i played out little scenarios in my head 11pm something must have happened... he could be in the dying or in the hospital.... and i ignored my last chance to speak with him...   then i stopped and thought.... what would happen... would i take it as an excuse to start drinking again? would i fall into a deep depression? would i even take a day off work?   i stopped myself there... honestly i don't think i'd feel anything... not because he wasn't a part of my life for most of it... not because he's a used up druggie... no... it's because deep down... i don't feel anythi
You'll Rather See Me Down, Then You'll Love Me
  Was looking towards music to calm me but my iTunes needed updating. So i'm waiting for that and by time that finishes it'll be time for me to start to get ready for work.  Im starting to believe i've was loved more when I was down and depressed.  I hate using the word depressed because I feel its disrespect coming from me.  All the emotional things i've been through isnt depression just basically sadness. The word depressed brings more weight to explain my feelings, it was that deep.  I just feel right now that I was more loved when I was like that.  I havent really felt like that in a while, so much so I cant think of when.  I dont even let myself get that far.  There is a more upbeat me.  Smiling more.  Looking at life differently and the more I go down this path, the less it seems people like it about me.  I'm thinking its because being down caused connections with others where we all felt we had people that understood our emotions and why we have them.  Didn't feel wrong to have
This Past Weekend
For some that didn't know, I had to go back to my family home for some personal business.  I was gone for a day!! ... When I was loading up my car, getting ready for an appt before I left.  I was jumped.  Pinned against my car and was told that I would not be pretty nor would anyone want me!! and he proceeded to cut my face.  The one thing that stopped him was me being able to scrape the skin off his shin (or at least try).  He took off, no he was not caught but was reported.  It is unclear who it was, but I know who it sounded like.  I am not saying it was, I am saying it SOUNDED like.  I was not able to get a clear look at him or anything.  I am now back where I feel better and safe.   This whole thing does have me up in arms and I think I look horrid.  and yes all my good friends will tell me that I am just as pretty as before.  But please realize it's my mind that has to overcome and how i think i look.     I love and appreciate all of you for everything.  And steps are being ta
My Stuff Ownership Is Ruthless
Ruthless. 100 Thing Challenge. This would be BEYOND a challenge for me. As I’m packing to move my daughter and I from a house of nearly 1,000 sq feet into a bedroom the size of my living room I am realizing that I think I own at least 100 things in my bathroom alone. Its insane. BUT, I KNOW I own more things that I really want to own, or need to own. While is nice to always be prepared - I’m tired of having to sort through millions of things knowing that “somewhere around here” I own that one tiny thing that you use maybe once in five years. What things do I own that I probably don’t really need? 17 types of hair spray, gel, mousse, etc… I can understand needing 1 gel, 1 mousse, 1 hairspray. If I can’t do my hair with those things, then I can work with just a simple ponytail. Honestly, even though I own all of those things, I use them maybe once a month. If that. If I pair down my bathroom to things I “need” I would have: Three
Dear Burkholder Paving,   You are THE MOST incompetent company in Pennsylvania, hands down. You know nothing more than you know how to totally FUCK UP roads and traffic patterns. Monday, June 20th was THE biggest clusterfuck I have ever sat thru. I was cursing the fact that you had no flagmen to keep traffic going...until my lane started moving, 20 minutes after it came to a standstill. then I found out you DID have flagmen, flagmen who were simply standing in the middle of the road trying not to get hit by oncoming traffic. I use the term flagmen loosely, also, because most of these people were obese women who had no purpose being in the middle of any road, on foot or in vehicle. I'm guessing they were provided by the local women's shelter or unemployment offices and had no prior experience. Or maybe they were just the wives and girlfriends of the obese guys who were standing around pointing at the road waiting for the work to do itself. I also want to thank you for fucking up my rou
Miles Away
Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I see your face my heart skips a beat for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye
Without You
  Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see...
More Poetry, "wings Of Gray"
I send my thoughts on wings of gray that they be with you at end of day For it is then in the night that I long to hold you tight and feel the softness Of your touch; why are my dreams made of such; tree bells tinkle in the rain, Rain drops sparkle on the pane, I lie alone in my bed where unseen tears are Often shed; I send my thoughts on wings of gray that they may tell you in some Way what I feel within my heart when we seem so far apart..     Glad I saved these over the years to share in fubar :)  
Subject : Ironies Posted Date: : Apr 9, 2009 8:46 PM Today My Husband Joe and I got the motorcycle out and decided to go over to our son's home. We were going over to help fix a tire on the Durango that had gone flat then with air put in it, started bulging out from the sides. It had to be fixed as all the grandkids are in for spring break up from Peoria and that is the family transportation.  Joe decides to take a different route than normal, which was fine.  He is a creature of habit but it was a nice day to be out on the bike, so deviating from the norm was a welcome change. We get down on South main past Mulberry and we are passing a park. I see a woman sitting on a park bench alone. I told my husband to turn around and go back. We park on the side road and I get off the bike. I walk up to the woman approaching slowly. In todays society and in this part of town,  an approaching stranger could be somewhat intimidating. I did not know what her reaction would be and I certai
Gone With The Sin
I love your skin oh so whiteI love your touch cold as iceAnd I love every single tear you cryI just love the way you're losing your lifeOhohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you areOhohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apartYou're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you areSo gone with the sin my DarlingI adore the despair in your eyesI worship your lips once red as wineI crave for your scent sending shivers down my spineI just love the way you're running out of lifeOhohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you areOhohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apartYou're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you areSo gone with the sin my Darling
such a perfect way to live life.....taking only what you need and nothing more.... to walk the earth so gently as to not leave tracks...... to respect all life and to know that it is sacred.... her Grandfather lived that way....she remembers going hunting with Him.....curled up around the campfire Big emerald eyes closed listening to his deep velvety voice telling her stories as she drifted off into sleep.... she always felt so safe with important.... He took the time to teach her things and always listened to what she had to say..... smiling softly.....holding His image close in her heart.....remembering when He taught her to hunt with the bow.....His deep reverence and respect for the life He took ....... hunting was both joyful and sad....joyful that they would eat well and sad for the taking of a life....He would thank the animal for the gift it was giving.....and make sure nothing went to waste.....the hide would make shoes or clothes, blankets to s
Poetry, Reflections...
 What I did I know was wrong and now live memories in a song In my world there is no sun knowing it can never be undone I could use excuses, drugs, and wine but the fault has been entirely mine; that you could live a life of shame, when I know that I'm to blame fills me with a terrible fright, how can I ever make things right; don't make your life like mine, save it now while there's time  and live and and dance, and sing, and feel the warm sun in the spring and take joy in what you are, someone's vary special star!    Another one by this person who was special in my life's past..
Crawling Back Into The Womb
crawling back into the womb...... when she was little and shaken...gramps used to tell her stories.... they always made so much sense of everything.... He would gather girl up into His big strong arms and rock her so tenderly His heart would surround her and she always felt so much better.... she just doesnt understand life sometimes.... there is so much hurting in the world..... she sends out her heart and her love to people who are hurting far worse then her.... and hopes in some small way she is helping.... she needs is what keeps her alive.... even in the darkest of moments, there is no better ray of hope, then a smile from the heart and a hug from the soul......
We know what they do isn't right we want to say somthing, stand and fight But yet we know the good they do, perhaps not for me or not for you, But for so many that are saved, from the drunk and the depraved so here we are and we are told that we'll never get into the fold, because of mistakes made in the past; so our future has been cast and without voice we are condemend not to be as other men and so our past will always be a shackle on the souls of you and me but yet we too walk with pride because we know what's inside; we're blessed with the help that we received but damned  because we really had the need, they only look at relationships failed just another arrested and jailed; not a word about success only relationships that became a mess; but I would add and not in haste, I know the years were not a waste.    Thought up poetry from someone close to me once this is one I saved over the years.. 
Ahhhhhhhh the flashy pics, the catchy statuses, the bling, the abilities..........its so enticing is it not?  To escape into a world where you are famous for nothing more than being photogenic or crafy with photoshop.  Your day's mood is reflected on your current ranking and how many likes you got that day.  What a superficial place full of people that try and pretend they are deeper than the nearest puddle. Admit it, you are one of them too.  We all are to a degree.  Guilty of chasing the bombs, eager to level, to show our worth.  LMAO At the end of the day, we all go home to our bills, our empty beds or lonely filled ones and disappear into the disappointment of the "real world" ~ whatever that disappointment may be ~ lack of a rewarding job, a broken home, life challenges that no one knows but the person behind the cherry. I find the site and its pull humorous as I watch the feed and pretty people scroll...............wanna laugh with me?
Just Another Way To Die!
Words left unspoken Words said out of pain Thoughts and feelings that still remain I wonder what went wrong What did I say? What did I do? To make you ignore me Just another way to die Leave me here not knowing why Slow and painful Everything seems to have fallen apart Just another way to die
The Tp Roll Test ..
For those that haven't heard of the TP Roll test, its not a pass or fail test.. its a way to gauge penis girth, kind fo length Also handy for giving visual proof for pics. should you enjoy doing that.  remember tube size can vary. I have taken a comment from a website to explain. you can always google TP test if you want more info. "the toilet paper test is a misc test. if you can get it in you have avg girth." Of course for those that have no interest in this a good rule of thumb is using the ruler method- if it meets or exceeds the six inch mark, you are good size! Average size is between 5 and 7 inches! in my opinion.. its really about how you use it  :)
The Storie Of Who I Am
And We Wonder Why Drill Is Off And On So Much
  Amish Man Accused Of Sexting Posted: 3:00 pm EDT June 20, 2011Updated: 4:03 pm EDT June 20, 2011 WAYNE COUNTY, Indiana -- Authorities in Wayne County, Ind., said an Amish man is accused of sending sexually explicit text messages to a 12-year-old Connersville goat.Willard Yoder (AKA Drill of the FU), 26, of Rush County, Ind., was charged with four counts of child solicitation.According to investigators, Drill sent the goat sexually explicit messages and pictures for several weeks before its parents found out and called police.Police said an undercover officer, posing as the goat, agreed to meet Drill. He was then taken into custody, upon further examination they also had found multiple images of certain Canuck women in various pubic hair growth stages in his possession.
Ring Of Fire
Love is a burning thing.                             RING OF FIRE And it make's a fiery ring. Bound by wild desire. I fell into a ring of fire. I fell into a burning ring of fire.I went down down down. And the flames went higher. And it burns burns burns. The ring of fire.
My Blogg My Opions And Views On Life
Broken Hart
The Theme Song To My Life
Seems Like Ive Been Here Before, Just Outside Some Closing Door, Standing Here Just Searching For A Light. You'd Think By Now Id Have It Down I Know I Should Be Wiser Now. No Ones Gonna Bail Me Out This Time... Im Not Getting Any Better At Goodbyes, Im Not Any Better Now Than When I First Began It Hurts Every Bit As Much As It Did Way Back Then... I Suppose I'll Drink Alot The Only Thing For Sure Is Im Not Getting Better At Goodbyes. Friends My Come And Friends May Go But Lovers Memories Die Slow They Wont Always Let You Know Its Time. Even This Shall Pass I Guess And You'll Be Just Like All The Rest And I'll Start Dusting Off All My Best Lines And Im Not Getting Any Better At Goodbyes. Im Not Any Better Now Than When I First Began It Hurts Every Bit As Much As It Did Way Back Then... I Suppose I'll Drink Alot Only Thing For Sure Is Im Not Getting Any Better At Goodbyes ...Im Not Getting Better At Goodbyes. =============================================================================
Ummmmm Ok :(
Never thought a day in my life that i would be a widow at the age of 34 years old ..i lost my 38 yr old  husband  of 16 yrs to a massive stroke on june 11 2011 . it took us all by surprize but from this tragic lost i have leraned that you dont take things for granite  and you charish every momment like there your last . I sit back and  think what if ...... what if  we would have done this  or done this  but  know we'll never get that chance im still trying to get threw a day with out crying my eyes out bcuz im still waiting for him to come home  or pick up the phone to hear his voice on the end of the phone . i have learned from this never put things u want to do on the  back burner .....
Deb's R/l Luvs & Marriages On
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My New Poem
I wish I may I wish I mightSee the light in the sky so bright n blueRotating constantly in the earths axisThe sun in space As I gaze into infinite possibilitys All I see is your eyesLovelyness and innocinceall rolled up into a sweet packageAn artistic form of radiant beutyGlamerous Gorgeous I wish to enter you not physically but mentallyI wish to Take you for a wild rideShow you Visions Or peceptionsPure enlightenment from a tainted viewBut just cause your on the ground feeling low does not mean one day Your essence can't soarJust cause things are percieved as differin't from new eyesWont make it trueThere are no sides just bordom Entertainment becomes more difficult As time progresses Slow when you dont want it and fast when you doI wake up from a dream or is it lifeBlind ..Sleeping with eyes closedCant piece together where time goesMaybe it is frozen Who knows?Morning dew Flowers bloom Nature sings and shows life with promiseWatch and learn with an open mind and 1 day the key will be
[but Do You Have Any Fruit To Declare?]
Listening to The Fall by the Gorillaz.   They went way way way way waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay fucking ambient.   And I can dig. I can dig in a big way.   "finished" Trauma Team and Wots3. I'm a little sad. Need a hug or something. Got the last sword. Got it all baby.   Now, as I've mentioned, I could spend several hundred hours mastering every technique and getting zomgtrophies   nah that's not what this is about. Never was.   Went through my "in case of emergency" games. Paper Mario on the wii (already watched someone beat it and I can already tell it has nothing on Mario RPG, Paper Mario, and 1000 year door) Kuon (slow as fuuuuuuck but really creepy) Metroid Prime 3 (may suck as much as 2, and I just can't take the let down after 1 being so god damn pretty) Trauma Center (the original and... an ungodly difficult Atlus game) Demon's Souls (...) Samurai Western (I think I'd rather put a nailgun to my dick than do what I have to do to get good
I Don't Know
I am just trying this out. Here goes. I am trying to figure out why certain issues never get resolved. When I speak of certain issues, it can be anything. I mainly don't know why people make the same mistake over and over but yet never change. They do complain. I thought everything would be different at this stage in my life. I keep seeing a lot of the same thing. I think i am being vague.  Meh it is my blog. I will be vague for now. I want everybody who works hard and puts their all into everything they do to be happy. The problem is happiness is nothing more than an idea. I can go as far as to say it is an illusion. I know most people will think that I am crazy. I can accept that but what I hate seeing is pure denial. I see so many people in  situations with a smile on their face but I can feel the pain they are projecting. Hell sometimes it is not pain. It is pure disappointment. I don't get it. I see some people who are actually happy. It is not a show for everybody else to see. I
Do you ever think aboutwhat a lovely place the world would bewithout all the peoplethat make life so unpleasant?All the small, petty peopleAll the ugly, annoying peopleIt's hard not to think about itI like to think aboutwhat could bedone to these peopleSomething cruelSomething meanSomething justBut the meaner the betterGoodness knows they deserve itHave you ever dreamed ofkilling all the stupid people?Not just the unintelligent peoplebut the sort that don't know anything about anythingbut seem to have opinions about everythingThey're only too ready to offer their advice abouthow to run your lifeAnd yet look at how they run their own livesFor the most part they've accomplished nothingThey've contributed nothingTheir lives are miserableBut they talk, talk, talkAt the very least their tongues should be cut outAt the very leastDo you ever wannakill all the people who tell lies?Some certainly deserve itNot necessarily the big liarsor even those who teach lies as truthI'm talking about peopl
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Loveas I Look At The Stars At Night And Dream Of What Is To Be... My Heart Begins To Smile For It Is You I See. Knowing You Are Close But, Yet, So
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The Faint *erection* Not Just For Men!
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Do People Acctually Think Before They Speak?
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The Tomatos
An old Italian lived alone in New Jersey . He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard. His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Dear Vincent, I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot.. I know if you were here my troubles would be over.. I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days. Love, Papa A few days later he received a letter from his son. Dear Pop, Don't dig up that garden. That's where the bodies are buried. Love, Vinnie At 4 a.m. the next morning, FBI agents and local police arrived and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another letter from his son. Dear Pop, Go ahead and p
Not In My Eye!
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Miles apart....together in our heart...united by common thoughts and dreams....many things unforseen so close yet so far....can we survive the test of time?  Do we have the strength to carry on?  Will the distance tear us apart? Hold on to each other when the road gets rough? Stand together.....united as one
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Want A Salute From Me
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Father's Day
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Hold On To Her
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Alone In The Darkness
sitting alone in the dark she waits for something she doesn't even realize for someone unknown but known to her for something, but what? listening to the musical melodies of past lives portrayed as if on a big screen inside her head so alone, yet her past crowds her from within a flood of emotions engulf her very being the air catches in her throat unable to cry out for help just as well since she knows there is no one not one who could mend her heart her life has been decided her fate sealed as she sits alone in darkness  
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People can see me smile..But they will never see me cry..They can see me laugh..But they will never see me cry..They will never see this someone who bends her knees at the corner of the room..Without making any sound..She's suffering in silence..Without making any sound..
[15,000 Addendums To The Plan]
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The Way Its Gonna Be
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Bartenders, Herb, Rum, A Cockblock And A Threesome.. What?!
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She looked at the bar to see who was working it tonight. It was Angela's sub's Billy and Tom. She sat near Tom area he was serving, she always got a long better with him then she did Billy. Billy was just like her, she guessed why they clash too much. Tom look up as he was making a drink and amost dropped the bottle of rum he was pouring. She smiled big at him.  "Well, Hi here!!!, he said", "hey Billy, Look who found there way home!" Billy look down the bar and saw Kate.. he looked her up and down. Which made her feel like a piece of meat on sale. Billy smiled coldly at her. She turned and looked at Tom. Well look like he still doesnt like me she said. Tom smile was one of those real smiles, that make anyone around him make them feel happy just to be around him. SO!!!! Kat, why are you here? tom said her. Well dear, Amanda set me up with someone here, Master M, said he was at the bar? But I dont see anyone that i dont know?? Tom stopped smilling at her, and asked her what she would lik
Master Task 4
 within the pockets of darkness the hall provided there were men and ladies she knew and some she didnt know. All were dressed in leather and corsets like most expect them in be dressed in, there subs at there Master's feet, sitting so perfect. She smiled at the subs as well as the Masters. Most people didnt talk to the subs but she always had unless she was collared. After all she knew her place too. She smiled as she walked though the hallway. She kept telling her self that she was in a safe place, with people that knew her. She made her way to the Main room and looked around, there was people setting up for play, and a few at the bar.. but she knew all of them. She didnt see the Guy she was going to meet. She slowly walked across to the bar looking for someone who she didnt know. But she knew all of them? She stopped to talk to a few Masters and there subs as she made her way to the bar.
Master Task 3
She looked deep into Master M eyes, they were kind and sweet before she said was meeting someone, then somehow they changed. from light blue, to dark black it seemed, with fire racing though them.. She questioned herself, if she should ask the question that was in  her head. she spoke before thinking, " you know who im meeting?, Is he nice? What does he look like?" She had so many questions to ask her dear friend, but he just smiled his hard devilish grin. And  told her he was inside, sitting at the bar. We just opened so it should be easy to find him, He said. And he doesnt like like to be kept waiting, little one. He opened the door for her, she looked at him in protest, he hasnt called her 'little one' in a long, long time. It was his "play name for her. He winked at her and pushed her though the door. The door slammed shut so loud it made her jump.   She let her eyes ajust to the darkly lit hallway she was in to she looked around. It still looked the same as it did the last time
Not So Fatboi
my brother sold me some vitamin stuff he got into for extra money... when he was doing his check he had an app on his phone that said i was 12% body fati double checked it with two online calculator"your body fat percentage is estimated to be 15.12 % using the U.S. Navy body fat formula, or 13.29 % using the formula developed by the YMCA"for my height and weight and age ideal is supposed to be 15% but professional athletes are i haven't taken any of the health stuff yet but i'm gonna see how well it works... i'm not trying to look like a body builder bulky muscles aren't my thing... i prefer the slimmer under rated will kick your ass when you don't think it's possible style... i've always liked beating up people bigger who are a lot bigger than me... feels like an accomplishment or something so.. i'm not sure if i should just do little at home work outs or join a gym to get what i'm after... i'm sure i'm gonna mumm some random part of this in a minute but it's not like i
The Company I Keep
The Company I Keep Let me be known by the company I keep;By the One who determines each day that I greet;From the moment I wake 'till He rocks me to sleep;Let me be known by the company I keep!Let me be known by the company I keep;When the valleys are low and the mountains steep;By the One who holds fast when swift waters are deep;Let me be known by the company I keep!Let me be known by the company I keep;By the One who implores me to sit at His feet;And quickens my soul to discern what is deep;Let me be known by the company I keep!Let me be known by the company I keep;Eclipsed by Your presence that I may decrease;'Till all You have chosen this traveler to meet --No longer see me but the Company I keep.Author Unknown To Me
Master Task "two"
her white thigh high boot hit the sidewalk, she took a deep breath in, and she let it out slowly. She love being her but, meeting someone she has never met was making her shake. She tried to calm herself down. but no luck, okay you can do this, you know this place, Kate! You can do this kept being said over and over in her head. She was noticed people in line looking at her, she like didnt like people really looking at her. she thought she was, well just a  normal girl. she was 5'5, thin young lady, like the ones men could think they would "brake her", with her red hair falling free lt on her back. she thought about pulling it up. but last minute she left it down. she looked down at her outfit. White thigh high boots, aginst her tan skin, then her white skirt was tight and barely cover her up, and her lacey, pink shirt was so tight it didnt leave anything to hide, for anyone to see, they would clearly be able to see her nipples hard, and her rings that rubbed her shirt. She walked past
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."
Master Task "one"
She pulled into the parking lot fourty-five minutes early, "better to be early then late" she thought, Kate look into her compact she carried with her in her purse, she looked at her make-up. God she didnt know the person looking back at her Could she really be do this" Could she going on a date with someone she never met in person? Her best friend Amanda knows him...that s seamed to clam her down, "god, Kate!!!! Chill, its okay its not you never been to this club'", she looked at the sign, it normaly made her feel relaxed just to see it ADEARA, but She hasnt been to the club in a long, long time. She thought back to when the last time she was at the club, tears started to form in the corner of her eyes. She wiped away the teares from her eyes. This time it will be differnt, it not the same person!   She glaced down at the clock in her car, ""oh shit" she late!! its now past 6p.m. how can that be, she must of gotten lost in her train of thought.  She took a big deep breath in, and op
Make A Sentence With Economy
   Today is  Father's Day so today i will take my dad to his favertit resterrust today so i hoep he like it.                                                                       HAPPY  FATHER'S DAY   
The English Language: A Rant.
First off, I understand everyone makes a slip up every now and again with regards to grammar and the correct word usage.  Lately, I can't seem to keep one and won straight--damn homonyms (not palindromes--see, I'm an idiot too).  But I actively correct it or do the obligatory facepalm for that brief moment of "D'oh"-ness.   But some people...  It's blatantly obvious that they haven't a clue.  This is for those people, since third grade grammar appears to have escaped their knowledge base. /Start rant. When you say "your welcome", YOU'RE wrong.  It's "you're welcome" as in the contraction of the words "you" and "are".  It's not their Welcome, as in a welcome belonging to them.  Speaking of "their"--that shows possession.  "There" is a place.  "They're" is a contraction of "They are".  Example:  They're living in their house over there.  It's really quite simple if you take the time to THINK about it.  Another one:  Bear and bare.  Bear is an animal.  It also means to take on a burden.
I am in an Auction!! The link to the Auction is as follows: Show the Aution Hostess some love!! She is my Sis an a wonderful friend too!! :):D
Quote For The Day
"Each path is only one of a million paths. Therefore,you must always keep in mind that a path is only a path. If you feel that you must now follow it,you need not stay with it under any circumstances. Any path is only a path. There is no affront 2 yourself or others in dropping it, if that is what your heart tells you to do. But ur decision to keep on the path or to leave it, must be free of fear & ambition. Look at every path closely & deliberately. Try it as many times as you think necessary. Then ask yourself, & yourself alone, one question: "Does this path have a heart?" If it does, then the path is good. If it doesn't, it is of no use." 
My Angel
The way your blue eyes sparkle that perfect little smile the way you blush when you look my way it all amazes me making me feel like a child meeting santa   your fingers wrapped around mine my arms around you the look in your eyes before we kiss melts me from the inside like an ice cube on a roaring fire   when you lounge in your sweats the way you get all dolled up you are always beautiful to me   of all the things you say or do one thing will always stand out to me   the fact that you are the one who holds my heart and it amazes me everyday that i am yours   the love we share sends me to heaven with only the mention of your name
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Dva Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 9
{DVA} Hattori H... just KILLED {SCz}-(COM) mon... and collected a bounty of $26,984,881,400, with $4,857,278,652 going to turf tax! {DVA} Hattori H... just KILLED $$ A.O.D. $$ and collected a bounty of $20,850,306,200, with $3,753,055,116 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED prec and collected a bounty of $18,039,364,570, with $3,247,085,623 going to turf tax! {DVA} captinhero just KILLED LOCKJAW ™ CSI and collected a bounty of $4,129,635,000, with $743,334,300 going to turf tax! {DVA} Johnny Mo just KILLED {TF/LCN} addie and collected a bounty of $3,588,053,600, with $645,849,648 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED K.o.K. Unleashed and collected a bounty of $55,591,092,000, with $10,006,396,560 going to turf tax! {DVA} captinhero just KILLED blah blah blah and collected a bounty of $7,951,950,000, with $1,431,351,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED hive o bees and collected a bounty of $18,096,178,200, with $3,257,312,076
Gett Me!
Caring For Your Babygirl .
When she stares at you for no reason [ ask whats on her mind  ]When she pushes you or challenges you[ smile and hold her, tell her You know this game and play with her  ]When she starts  tryin to act all tuff[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]When she ignores you[ Give her your attention , in a positive way ]When she pulls away[ Pull her back and don't let her go till the issue is resolved ]When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful  ] When she doesn't see herself beautiful [ help her see herself thru Your eyes ]When you see her start crying[Just hold her and dont say a word , this one is the most important of all i think ]When you see her walking away
Father's Day 2001
A Father and  a  Dad Are  Not the  Same   A father and  a  dad are not the  same: one  can  be  a  dad and not a  father, or  one can  be  a  father and  not bother To  earn through love the  more endearing name. Some  find  fatherhood a  bit to tame, Leaving all the  details to the  mother, Or  dumping the sweet burden on another Man with just a  passing twinge of  shame. You have been or dad so many years That you've become the  landscape that is home The mountain that we look to from afar. No  matter where we go we're not alone, For you remain within to still our fears And be the  word that  tells us who we are. done  by  Christine  
Netanyahu at his best   Even those who aren't particularly sympathetic to Israel's Benjamin Netanyahu, could get a good measure of satisfaction from this interview with British Television during the retaliation against Hamas' shelling of Israel.The interviewer asked him: "How come so many more Palestinians have been killed in this conflict than Israelis?" (A nasty question if there ever was one!)Netanyahu: "Are you sure that you want to start asking in that direction?" Interviewer: (Falling into the trap) Why not?Netanyahu: "Because in World War II more Germans were killed than British and Americans combined, but there is no doubt in anyone's mind that the war was caused by Germany's aggression. And in response to the German blitz on London, the British wiped out the entire city of Dresden, burning to death more German civilians than the number of people killed in Hiroshima. Moreover, I could remind you that in 1944, when the R.A.F. tried to bomb the Gestapo Headquarters in Copenhage
Common Sense Rules To Live By
Okay since I'm continuing on my rant, I guess I'm going get back on my soap box and hand some a little common sense to those who apparently either do not have it or lost it in their quest to be something that they're not on the Internet. 1) If you are in a relationship but want to be friends with a member of the opposite sex, BE UP FRONT about your status. Do not pretend your live in girlfriend/wife/significant other does not exist especially when you're on the computer. There is nothing that kills a potential friendship than lying about who you are. 2) If you work in the military or you work in security or any other job that uses the Internet constantly for information, it would be my greatest suggestion that you do NOT post any pictures that would compromise yourself (pictures of your genitals, et al). There is nothing worse than your boss making some kind of comment in regards to your penis size and what site he found this on. It would be much worse if your spouse caught these pic
Kanye's New Song Mama's Boyfriend & Rant
Still Bumpin' that track.  This song's FIRE!!! This song's talks about his late mother's choice of guys she dated after divorcing his dad when he was 3, which his father was a former Black Panther.  I could tell that he never liked any of his mother's boyfriends and over-protective over her.  That's how close he was to her, I mean he wouldn't let any guy get near his mother.  Very strong-minded and bold for a then 5 year-old Kanye West.    I know people despise him and people saying that they preferred the original version of Katy Perry's E.T. because how bad people hate & despise Kanye, because of what happened at The VMA's.  Please forgive and forget.  I know his behavior has been off the wall & he needed to get rid of his horrible ego, but he's working on it, but it's too late for him to gain a lot of his fans back.  He's trying to change and trying to redeem himself.  They need to get over what he did to Taylor Swift, 2 years ago at The VMA's.  I know what he did was extremely st
Child Sent To Bed
A small boy is sent to bed by his father... [Five minutes later] "Da-ad..." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring me a drink of water?" "No. You had your chance. Lights out." [Five minutes later] "Da-aaaad..." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY...Can I have a drink of water??" "I told you NO! If you ask again I'll have to spank you!!" [Five minutes later] "Daaaa-aaaAAAAD..." "WHAT??!!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring me a drink of water?"
Be Happy♥
  "I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time."
What Is An E-ni (electronic Nicotine Inhalator)?
An E-NI, otherwise known as a personal vaporizer, is a battery-powered device that provides inhaled doses of nicotine by way of a vaporized solution. It is an alternative to smoked tobacco products, such as cigarettes, cigars, or pipes. In addition to nicotine delivery, this vapor also provides a flavor and physical sensation similar to that of inhaled tobacco smoke, while no tobacco, smoke, or combustion is actually involved in its operation.An E-NI usually takes the form of some manner of elongated tube, though many are designed to resemble the outward appearance of real smoking products, like cigarettes, cigars, and pipes. A common design is also the "pen-style", so named for its visual resemblance to a ballpoint pen. Most E-NI's are reusable devices with replaceable and refillable parts. A number of disposable E-NI's have also been developed.DefinitionsBattery - The main body of your E-NI. This is rechargeable in the non-disposable electronic nicotine inhalators. Charging typically
Important Issue To Me!
To find out more go here!   This is something very important to me and something that my other half has included in his online store and you can read the plans and details here!    Hugs and Kisses Kelly
Thoughts On Society From Iain M. Banks
from The Algebraist p.180-181 by Iain M. Banks   The little man looked at him for a moment.  'Mr. Taak' he said, sitting back sounding patient.  'I've inspected your profile.  You're not stupid.  Misguided, idealistic, naive, certainly, but you are not stupid.  You must know how societies work.  You must at least have an inkling.  They work on force, power, and coercion.  People don't behave themselves because they are nice.  That's the liberal fallacy.  People behave themselves because if they don't, they'll be punished.  All this is known, it isn't even debatable.  Civilisation after civilisation, society after society, species after species, all show the same pattern.  Society is control: control is reward and punishment.  Reward is being allowed to partake in the fruits of that society and, as a general but not unbreakable rule, not being punished without cause.
(how To) Use Fubar's Tooltip
(How_To) Use_Fubar's_TooltipsIts no secret is a growing site.Below is a mock up of the Tooltip Fubar is currently using. It is there to give the members a general idea of what a tooltip will look like when they hover another members name. Some of the features have been disabled do to security risk (ie. Javascript and Submit/Cancel Buttons. This is an example of what Stevens Tooltip looks like. If you have any questions or comments you can shoutbox or message anyone of the Fubar Bouncers and they will assist you or you can get Live help by going to the Support Lounge with any of your questionsStevensPhotos(1,202)Today's Rank:
A Special Grocery List
A special grocery listLouise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store.She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries.She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work, they had seven children and they needed food.John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once.Visualizing the family needs, she said:"Please, sir!I will bring you the money just as soon as I can."John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a charge account at his store.Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family.The grocer said in a very reluctant voice,"Do you have a grocery list?"Louise replied, "Yes sir.""O.K" he said, "put your grocery list on the scales an
I allowed the wonderful image of my father slip from me. I am sorry my precious Daddio! I still mourn and miss you so terribly. I love you with all that I am. Always Daddy's little girl...... Happy Father's Day!
Altruizing People Thats Right Get My Points Cheap!
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode  and 25 credits  --OR-- B)  Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb  --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- D) Auto 11s (which we will share)  a Cherry Bomb and a Boomerang. In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 2.5 million and 17 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs+ boomarangs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day and time If you wish to add extras or do less we can discuss it Base payment to me for doing the work is 5 credits (weekdays) 10 on weekend
Take Me @#@#@#@ Serious
I can not go with you an cruise so I drink my booze no care if I lose I have created a silk noose don't brag about your life take it away with a knife surprised these words rythme I'm having a hell of a time who knows how I feel my lust to die is so damn real jokes make my rotten day one more reason to take my life away is anyone at all curious well take me @#@#@#@ serious
Kiss My Socks - 264
Are you gonna soona? Trout, Bass, Tuna play hide and seek promise you won't peak love is on the run what a nice 45 caliber gun this game is only one can I still be a nun? sending chills up my spine thats all thats on my mind I'm stripped as are you and you know what I wanna do? loves on the run kiss my socks and I'll kiss your gun
Funny Time   "lapdance is so much better when the stripper is cryin"         I was lonelier than Kunta Kinte at a Merle Haggard concert That night I strolled on into Uncle Limpy's Hump Palace lookin' for love. It had been a while. In fact, three hundred and sixty-five had come and went since that midnight run haulin' hog to Shakey Town on I-10. I had picked up this hitchhiker that was sweatin' gallons through a pair of Daisy Duke cut-offs and one of those Fruit Of The Loom tank-tops. Well, that night I lost myself to ruby red lips, milky white skin and baby blue eyes. name was Russell.Yes, a lap dance is so much better when the stripper is cryin'Yes, a lap dance is so much better when the stripper is cryin'Well I find it's quite a thrillWhen she grinds me against her willYes a lap dance is so much better when the stripper is cryin'Well, faster than you can say, "shallow grave", this pretty little thing come up to me and starts kneadin' my balls li
Wicked Rose Garden - 251
The color of love I once knew it disappeared when I met you the radio says its true love again you don't wanna know where I've been a garden has been planted in my mind but that isn't what the doctors will find I fashion a weed into a rose but the pain still grows you are cuddly and tender but you I can no longer render my heart just wants to die go ahead an tempt me to try every wicked rose garden only tempts the heart to harden
A Perfect Circle
A Girl Whose Good - 239
It was a cold night love had left my site I am on the streets all alone want to succeed on my own the night that we did share I thought you might care why did we even try to love the feelings we had weren't enough something is missing from your touches my heart was captured by your clutches I no longer even want to see cuz you never did love me sometimes your oh so tender you know the taste of sweet surrender together we unite the feeling of power rockin and rollin to the morning hour I thought you were true I really loved you never gonna fall an be sad I'm a girl whose good but wants to be bad
Me Dancing
This is what I love
I Walk Alone - 113
I still think I can love you its a game I never out grew we could meet in a dream we'll fight as a team I do think of loving you I know what I would do make my dreams come true I wanna dream with you I saw you and your girlfriend my crying won't ever end each and every drop that falls is my heart as it silently calls for always I walk alone in search of your heart to call home
House Of Cards - 107
I have no heart of stone yet I write songs of being alone my melody can never exist unless its you I have kissed as I walk down the halls a voice to me it calls the queen can be tough why does life seem so tough the king is a true demon he lacks important reason has a chip on his shoulder with truth he could be bolder in this house of cards I have my place I'm a deuce but I dream of an ace 
Dj Scoops Live On Air
Go In And Get On - 98
Get ready for dark nights get set to lose the lights Every wish is always met first dry then soaking wet Not kinky just raw and yes I'm true the truth and kindness are just for you Before the ninth inning ends it exits as much as it enters in Just as alot of busy men and women so it usually is same shit different day again How can some bitches actually say that men aren't ice cuz they are okay. True they could screw you over dreams never come true, no leafy clover Come inside and hurry, but can't you wait wreck the bed my body is the bait in the morning when you leave never look back and ever believe why won't you greet the dawn after you do go in and get on
I'm Waiting For You- 82
Don't make jokes about me cuz funny they wouldn't be a whore is what you are looking for well how about an open door You and me there a one night affair the feeling might be there but you've got to care You always have a way out thats what I'm all about leave me go ahead and do it I have nothing left to regret I'm waiting for you to say you want me to go away
Cast In The Light-191
Through the valley and own the alley What wants to can be you'll find the real me The floor is made of wood it has rewards those that have understood No one ever really stays I'll still spend the rest of my days  If I knew how to let go the world would really know In my palace I can't realize what is in your eyes It is you and me tonight I'm cast in the light
#6 Superman Iv: The Quest For Peace
Ok, so this is just a terrible movie, but for some reason I accidentally just watched it again. My issues with this movie were so numerous that I felt I had to make a blog entry.   1) Whenever Superman flies around in space, his cape clearly blows in the wind. Following on from this, (so I'll keep it in the same point), the following impossiblities in the vacuum of space occur: i) Superman and Nuclear Man talk to each other in space. ii) Superman also talks to some Russian cosmonauts from outside their space station. iii) Superman's flight, punches, etc, all make clearly audible sounds. iv) Nuclear Man takes Lacy up into space (and Superman returns her to earth). She is apparently completely fine after having this experience with no space suit. 2) After Nuclear Man destroys a section of the Great Wall of China, Superman is able to put the whole thing back together, good as new, with blue beams from his eyes. Where on earth did this power of telekenesis / stone masonry come from all
Ain't Nobody Telling Me What My Baby Allergic To
Ain't Nobody Telling Me What My Baby Allergic To By Amber RichardsonMarch 28, 2007 | ISSUE 43•13So yesterday some bitch nurse at the clinic was wasting my time trying to tell me my baby Liondrae all allergic to penicillin or some shit. I don't know what kind of made-up bullshit that is. She probably, like, said it just to come off all important.Besides, who asked her to tell me what 'Drae allergic to anyway? I only brought him to the clinic 'cause that cut on his arm he got trying to climb the chain-link fence behind our apartment got all nasty and green and shit. They jabbed his arm up with penicillin to clear it up, but next morning, he got all swollen and looked funny, so I had to bring him back in, and that's when the nurse say he must be allergic. Now he have to be given special antibiotics twice a day, like I got time to fuck around with medicine.And then they tried to blame me for the penicillin shit, like I should've known he'd have a bad reaction to it. Well, I ain't a
A Very Special Fathers' Day Poem
On this Father's Day, I honor you, Satan. I thank you for being in my life, guiding me, teaching me, comforting and loving me.You were with me when I was a child, and as I grew, you revealed yourself. I will never forget that day when I first felt your presence, and when everyone else was scared, I looked in awe.Then when I felt your power in my own body, I could contain myself no longer. You waited until I was old enough to lead. Showed me to believe in you and to follow in your footsteps.Then guided me throughout the toughest years in life, showing me I was your child. Your strength gave me the courage to keep fighting.Your will made me go on. When I was alone, I never really was, for you were with me.You taught me about you and about myself, so I would understand. Yet I left you behind, and you let me go so I could live on my own and learn new things.When it was time to come back, you called to me once more. I have put you through some tough times, this I know.But like a Fath
The Lies
the lies they cut so deep they leave there markto untrust to disbelieve scareds of glasspenetrate my soulthe wounds are deep with in my soul the cuts are raw they stink they bleed why is it that you can never seethe devestation they leave behind the doubt the fear all that is left is shattered pieces left lying on the floor
Faded Memory
I bleed to know i am alive I scream to feel I hurt to know i die I break every time you lie my soul it hides afraid alone lost Im numb from the cut the dagger in my chest trust is a faded memory memories of long ago the cold embraces me life is leaving an empty shell of what once was
Broken shattered into pieces tears fall My soul aches Pain pounding nerves on edge I scream to feelLost alone drowning in fear my comfort gone taken away scared defeated tired to fight safety a lost memory Here i stand broken alone hurting and afraid to feel
What Is A Dad?
A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall but instead picks you up, brushes you off, and lets you try again.   A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way, even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hurt.   A dad is someone who holds you when you cry, scolds you when you break the rules, shines with pride when you succeed, and has faith in you even when you fail… I love you Dad
Words Of Wisdom
Such true words of wisdom!!!       A standing prick has no conscience. -- English Proverb   Sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts. About seeing clearly the way life is and accepting it and being true to it, whatever the pain, because the pain of not being true to it is far, far greater. -- Nicholas Evans   And painful pleasure turns to pleasing pain. -- Edmund Spenser   Intimacy is based on shared vulnerability...nothing deepens intimacy like the experiences that we share when we feel flayed, with our skins off, scared and vulnerable, and our partner is there with us, willing to share in the scary stuff -- Dossie Easton & Catherine A. Liszt   The very instant that I saw you, did my heart fly to Your service; there resides, To make me slave to it; and for Your sake... -- William Shakespeare   I have come close enough to know that there is something to the "spiritual" side of leather. -- Jack Rinella   If he i
My Little Angels
My little Angels, Wished I had one more day, to tell you everything i needed to say. to wipe away the tears, chase away your fears. You will always be in my heart and never that far apart. Like the stars, you are so far. Wished i had one more day, to say I love you. My little angels. I miss you so much. i still see your smiles through the many miles. Just wished i could have had one more day. To hold you both. never really got to say goodbye. i can only walk away with a sigh. I hope your both okay.
It's A Sad Thing.
It's a sad thing when women have to use their bodies to get whatever they want, instead of using their personalitys and charm to get it. Oh wait, i almost forgot, how silly of me. Most women lack personalities and charm.
I hide behind these walls, in hopes that you would hear me call. Can't seem to stop the rain, that hides the pain. Going insane. Wish you were here. The thunder only covers up the sound of my heart breaking, like the stars  you are so far. the many miles the broken smiles. Wish i could have had one more day, to make you stay. i watched you grow just like the rose, that has now withered and died. and left me to cry. standing alone. Trying to stay strong, wondering where it went wrong. Wished you were here. Our friendship
Bilderberg 2011 Discussions Leaked Via Moles Inside (repost)
Tuesday, 14 June 2011 15:36 |  |  | By Daniel Estulin of The background In the world of international finance, there are those who steer the events and those who react to the events. While the latter are better known, greater in numbers, and seemingly more powerful, the true power rests with the former. At the centre of the global financial system are the financial oligarchy today represented by the Bilderberg group. Bilderberg organization is dynamic, in that it changes with the times, absorbs and creates new parts while excreting the remains of the decaying parts. Members come and go, but the system itself has not changed. It is a self-perpetuating system, a virtual spider web of interlocked financial, political, economic and industry interests with the venetian ultramontane fondi model at the centre. Now, Bilderberg isn´t a secret society. It is not an evil, all-seeing eye or a Jewish-Masonic conspiracy. There is no conspiracy even though a lot of p
Fathers Day From A Son...
Today I sit at home. Safe and sound in my room. Mom's listening to the radio loud, thinking I can't hear Her tears. Like all of She misses You, gone so far away. Always wondering if that Goverment car will come up the drive today. The bills are paid, lucky are We, our little family. Sissy's at summer camp, She left last night. This is the 1st time She hasn't taken a night light. I got the letter You sent only to Me, the one that I got at school. It was weird to get it there, but once I read it I knew. You've asked alot of Me, and demanded ever more. Always proud and always loud, You never let Me settle, that's for sure. Yes, I'm 6' tall and grow facial hair like a Man, but deep inside still lives a little boy, who misses His Da as much as He can. Sure I'm strong, and look like You,  Yes I can fix things, but not like You. I can take out the trash, and hang the shutters. I can help with My Sister, and all those lil buggers. I hang the flag everyday, at home and at our School. On holida
You look at life and wonder.... is it really worth the pain So much that is going wrong is enough to drive you insane   You find love and happiness  and then it is gone. It rips your heart and you thought  you had found the one.    Nobody cares anymore who you  are with or not. They are all so selfish and  have to take what you got.   What happened to morals  and having respect? Then fights, hurt, and hate happen,  what do they expect??     Tamara Busch @06/18/2011
Nothing Much!
             Just thought I'd update my blog ,  I've been retired from atv racing for 4 years now and still feal every Just swinging life away now..(rise against song lol) Dated a great girl from Denmark for 2 1/2 years , of course it ended because I didn't want kids 37 fealing a litttle beat up to chase babies..Do you have to have kids to feal worthy or complete?  idk...  I feal awesome and want to say that way.... self preservation is a muther fuker.... And I luv me some   
My Brother
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom 
What Is A Dad?
 A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall but instead picks you up, brushes you off, and lets you try again.   A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way, even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hurt.   A dad is someone who holds you when you cry, scolds you when you break the rules, shines with pride when you succeed, and has faith in you even when you fail…
Department Of Justice
One of my proffessors who was also a lawyer has told in one of the classes he witnessed lots of cases with people "undeservably" convicted of "anger management", " domestic violence", and "sex offenders". Judging people by their criminal records can lead to wrong assumptions. I had a friend in Ohio, with 200 arrests in his records and he had never been to prison in his life. The cops were arresting him always because he was out of the norm (He was a Satanist). A family father in my town when I was in Ohio, was convicted of 2 manslaughters. The story I heard (I didn't know him and his family personally) was that he killed those 2 guys because they attacked his daughter physically. In my eyes, someone has been arrested tens of times for petty theft, drugs, public intoxication, public disturbance can be more dangerous than someone has been convicted of assault or manslaughter because you can get convicted of assault and manslaughter for protecting yourself or a loved one an
Stop Smoking..
What the best way to get a guy to stop smoking after sex? Fill his water bed with gasoline.
Stop Smoking
What the best way to get a guy to stop smoking after sex? Fill his water bed with gasoline.
Ummmmmmm Ooooooooo Kaaaaaaaay!
Once in a while get interesting drink messages, example number 1:   "Hey, Peanut Brittle - Any monkey can send pretty messages by hammering on a keyboard - *Hitting the keys in the right order - That's the trick . . . You da Man, Bro - Man-Bro - Dawg !!! - Smoochy Sabado - Xx-O-xX ******** '_'   The ****** representing the name that i'm leaving out.  Anyway didn't know how to respond to that because my first reaction was...   Ummmmmmmmmmm Oooooooo Kaaaaaaaaaaay!   So i responded with this:     "Something like that...weird side effect of the blue pill huh"   Was someone in their 50's. Not sure what caused the message. Not sure of anything but since i'm bored why not blog it. Anyway how is everyone? I'm good, for the moment. Been an interesting month. Sorry for the horizontal rule and centering but was bored like i said.
[some Idiot]
Some idiot is writing stuff. Go read it. I think I like the new direction of "the mercenary" Got an email and it sounds like an interview is over the nondescript horizon.   Started drawing a Kampfer from photo-ref in hopes that I'll put some concept mods over it, and I'm still spinning my wheels on what to cook.   I want pork buns. I've even got the yeasties man!!!   And a series of drug-addled land-whales with personality disorders and multiple children out of wedlock are messaging me on plentyoffish. I showed a sampling of them to my mother, there were many many laughs.   I'm not trying to get married, or to nail a super-duper model but holy shit- where is the midground on that site? Perpetu-fails, emo kids, and a megahotty that will NOT respond to you for every 10,000th fugo. I'm none of these three things, and I'd like to meet someone in my category. I swear, I'd get more luck from having a chimp throw darts at a wall with pictures on it.   There are only three ta
I Was Never The Sun (1.2)
Her presence nipped at his ankles down the trail until dusk crept toward the mercenary. He knew the fast approaching darkness was a regional phenomenon. A trick of some curse, or some baleful deity spun and rephrased to a blessing. At the heart of this tiny theocracy lay the temple of the living god, Dyroneus. A man said to be of unimaginable beauty, like the first dawn after an endless hell of midnights. They called him "The Light". But to the old merc, he was just some unaging sorceror that through cantrips and parlor tricks could light the small ruinous city and bring life to their crops, sight to the scuffling mole-ish people that had been stumbling into each other in the ancient haze that hung over the area like some pestilent everdark. He had seen much more wonderous works in his travels, and men who received no worship or sacrifice or thanks or gold for these deeds. Dyroneus was one of the more needy gods known to the mercenary. "Love me, that is all that I've ever asked".
A Thought On A Page
A good man is not something made. He is not built he is not created. he is born who he is and molded by his own actions and abilities to be who he is. It is his own choices and outlooks that create what he turns to be. The way women think we are isn't as it should be.DON'T judge me from your ex's actions for i am not him. DON'T judge me from my race for i am one in a million. DON'T judge me from things you have heard unless you where there to actually witness the "story" being told. DONT JUDGE ME.   you are not my creator and or mother you are not my god and you will definatley never be my hero so you have no right to judge the matter that makes me.       "A good man can realize what is right and wrong. He never strays from love for the simple fact he knows he has promised his mind and body to another." - Jarrod hudson also for a final fact a good man knows what he has and will work not to lose it so if you have issues with one, that doesnt mean you have it with all. unless you
A Small Tribute To The Artist's!
Dear M.C. Escher Symmetry  Patterns Uncovering the world unseen, Picasso you had your style, Abstarct as are you may have been, your memory haunts him So very subtle, such meaning Van goth may you be loved, Delicate brush storkes upon the canvas Monet, If we could only, See your garden as you did, Blue's .Purple's & green's, Make one dream, Waterlillie's floating so gentle upon that pond. H.R.Giger Your delicate air brush, Bring's to life so true, The harsh realitie's, We all face, From a birth machine unto necromicon, Look upon the world as an artist, Praise , paint , everyday, Discover the world beyond!   H.r.Giger..Your delicate air brush,Sho'w me true, the harsj realitiesWe all have to en d-ue,From Birth Machine too Necromicon
im me and thats all i can be... me is  as who i am.  i like long walks on the beach..... i cant even say that with a stright dace. its all about gettting your unit wet and you guys know that as well as i do hehhehe im a crazy dude i like  to have fun by drinking shoot guns and driving really fast and lost of lound music the whole time... much love the crazy wicked clown andyroo
Oh Yeah!!!!!!
Went out with friends for dinner and a drink after work Wanted to look cute.. I have this denim skirt from a few years is too small but I save it because it is so incredibly cute Well GUESS WHAT?? That's right it fits :D I looked hot as heck :D Plus I had on super cute denim dandals with a heel :D Yup go me. sloppy drunk :D Still buzzed :P
So here's what I want some opinions on: I came back from the hospital yesterday (was in for 2 days), and about 20 min' ago my husband said he wants to go out and is asking my permission. I said search within your heart and make your own decision. He said that it'sjust a trap, and then said that he wants to go out and be "himself" and not just "your husband". To which I asked so when you go outyou're not my husband? and when you're with me you're not yourself? He said no, I didn't mean it. He got angry and said I say things I don't mean sometimes too, because I didn't fully believe he didn't mean it. What do you all make of the situation? (He obviouslywent out, since I'm on here)Any comments would be appreciated! (Please remain respectful)
On My Soap Box (ranting Ahead)
All I ask is for people to be up front and honest with me about things. I don't ask for much really. However, what I've seen lately are people who seem to say one thing, dangle a carrot in front of your nose to make you believe them and then WHAM! these people end up breaking your heart and leaving you with the shards of broken glass that was your heart. If you are reading this blog, know this. If you are pretending to be something you're not, I will find out and it will be ugly. If you're hiding something,  I will find out about it eventually. Do NOT string people along just to get your jollies off on anyone. I've been honest and up front with those I've talked to and made great friends. Why? Because I'm real and what you see is real. No bullshit. No jokes. No lies. NOTHING...why lie when you'll eventually get caught anyway? I'm giving you much to ponder on.  Oh yes, and if you're married and your wife doesn't know you're on FUBAR trying to find a lady to play with or have a relati
I Had A Good Day
it's kinda rare so i thought i'd share... first we went for pizza at an all you can eat pizza buffet i ate a full pizza before they even showed up(they being my brother his wife and their kids) then we went to go usa fun park.... i paid for the gocart rides... even my fat brother's... i rode with my nephew justin because he was too small to ride it alone... :( we lost... maybe cause most everyone else was riding single... dammit... but i'll be damned if we didn't hit a few people lol(no bumping cars sir... blah blah blah right?) then we managed to spend like $35 on some really retarded games... think i spent like 5 or 6 dollars on this batman wack a mole game trying to get the high score lol and everyone played that little game where you roll the balls down and try and make it in the little holes... and a couple shooter games... and... ummm the kids played some other weird random stuff then they had to count their tickets up for prizes... they got a little candy... some gun with an
Picking Out The Ideal Cocktail Dress And Accessorized Wisely To Enjoy The Journey
With the summer behind us, it's time to supplies up for your upcoming routine of cocktail parties-Galas, Ungalas, Mini-Galas, Masquerades, Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses and Homecomings. There's lots of activity beckoning inside the weeks forward and half the enjoyable on the celebration is in obtaining there. Are you ready? While some activities may perhaps be actually formal-white tie, dark tie, prolonged gown-most will call for the much more versatile cocktail dress. Cheap Flower Girl DressesShorter (upwards from tea length) and normally produced of satin, silk, or chiffon, although the style law enforcement won't arrest you if you're putting on something flattering, flirtatious, and fun. Flattering may be the crucial word. You must know that you just appearance good. You must really feel that you just appearance good. Otherwise, you'll be pulling at your hair, dabbing at your nose, Wholesale wedding dress and hiding out inside the loo most on the night. And what's the place in
My Rules
 Rules  If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied  If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 23year old niece too weird..(if your part of my lounge ok thats one thing) even still kinda weird :/hehe Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks                         
Picking Out The Ideal Cocktail Dress And Accessorized Wisely To Enjoy The Journey
With the summer behind us, it's time to supplies up for your upcoming routine of cocktail parties-Galas, Ungalas, Mini-Galas, Masquerades, Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses and Homecomings. There's lots of activity beckoning inside the weeks forward and half the enjoyable on the celebration is in obtaining there. Are you ready? While some activities may perhaps be actually formal-white tie, dark tie, prolonged gown-most will call for the much more versatile cocktail dress. Cheap Flower Girl DressesShorter (upwards from tea length) and normally produced of satin, silk, or chiffon, although the style law enforcement won't arrest you if you're putting on something flattering, flirtatious, and fun. Flattering may be the crucial word. You must know that you just appearance good. You must really feel that you just appearance good. Otherwise, you'll be pulling at your hair, dabbing at your nose, Wholesale wedding dress and hiding out inside the loo most on the night. And what's the place in
Boy Stuffs
When a male friend asks you what they think of another male friend of their's, does that mean that their friend might like you??? (This may be wishful thinking...)     Example, my friend Darren (not the one I was seeing but the one who I was mean to call and accidentally called the one that I was seeing! Anyways...) was asking me what I thought of his friend Ian, he also mentioned that Ian thought I was funny.   And he did kinda randomly mention this, we were talking about gym stuffs and then he goes 'Ooooh yea, how did ya find my mate Ian? Lol'...and then... 'He thought you was well funny lol'.  
Dj Sparky
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Day 6.
Day 6.  A song that reminds you of somewhere.  So, you will, by now, have seen that some of my posts have a bit of info in them.  This is one with no background info or “personal” element to it.   I don’t mind posting information about my distant past – lets face it, my “youth years” are far behind me.  The more recent stuff however I won’t always post reasons why or info about.  So, with that in mind;  Late September 2008.  New Hampshire.  Enjoy, Stella x
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Youtube Autostart
all you have to do is get rid of everything before the first "embed" and after the second "embed" til it looks like this below.  after that you add to the url "&autoplay=1" like below 
Save Me Shaggy 2 Dope Lol
So this shit was so crazy I had to blog it. Im workin on some beats that a fiend of mine asked me to do for his lil cousins. He sent me the samples they wanted to use and a general description of how they wanted it to sound. So I get to work and slam this thing out within like maybe 2-3 hrs...real quick. I send him the demo of it so they can decide if they like and move onto price and contract negotiations. Long story short they love it they want it what do we gotta do to get this beat??? So I hit them back and tell em the price scale... $1k if they wanna own it or $275 if they wanna lease it. Now when you lease a beat from a producer you are agreeing that the producer can still sell that beat after a certain period of time OR you can modify that agreement to be you can own it for that $275 price but you have to record the song and the producer (me) has to like the song enough to give you the blessing to keep the beat. This is structured so that when I make a dope ass beat someone ca
Day 5.
Day 5.  A song that reminds you of someone. This one goes back a bit to my late teens/early 20’s when I used to wear ripped jean shorts and DM’s with honey blonde hair that went past my waist (I have pics somewhere…I need to post them for a laugh!).  Those days were filled with lots of music gigs..week in week out back to back – lots of trips up and down the motorway to Wolves civic hall. The guy responsible for it all was Tetley (hi hon x) and when I hear this band/song I’m instantly reminded of those days squashed in with hundreds of others, jumping when they jumped, us both coming out of the venue completely deaf having had a great night.  I’ve seen this band a number of times and although they have changed their line up and had a rough patch in the middle of their career they are still out and about today – playing Download festival in 2010.  They formed in late 89 (the lead singer previously being in the Quireboys) and the tickets I can
Right Before It Happens
Right before it happens, I feel like I want to jump out of my skin and become a part of yours. Right before it happens, I feel my body become tense and tight with longing, yet fluid and pliant under your touch. Right before it happens, I feel my face get flush, and I hear my heartbeat. Right before it happens, I feel the pressure inside me start to give way.   And then it happens
That Job I Was Told About
I finally was sent some numbers, and it seems to pay pretty well... I'm just a bit nervous about maybe changing companies again. I'm not getting any younger and I'm really secure where I am. I like it. I've always wanted to work with industrial robots, and here I've been for nearly seven years now. The prospect of a bigger paycheck up front (rather than waiting for a sizable profit-sharing bonus) is appealing. Working from home when I'm not traveling would put another 200 bucks a month in my wallet because of fuel I wouldn't be using. That's appealing too. Going to Italy for a month - appealing. The equipment I'd be working on? Kinda boring and uninteresting. Automated pipe bending and cutting. Bleh. Not as cool or fun or even as complex as robots. I fucking love goddamned robots. I guess the prospect of being able to live anywhere... traveling the world to service things rather than just this country (and Candada), it's also pretty appealing. I really don't know. I've only ever le
I Know You.....
I know You I know you For all the wonderfulness that you are I care and respect you so deeply I have seen you at your best and at your worst Because I knew what produced them I hung around and called you my friend Nothing short of your passing from this world to the next can make me walk away We are joined at the soul there is no greater tie You are always with me wherever I go I take you with me..for guidance support Laughter and for the tears You were there for all my wounds My weddings My births You held me when my children died My divorce My parents deaths you were there for all the parties you were there when I wasnt there for myself and my days were spent in the darkest of situations You held me held back my hair as I vomited away the pain... and could not go on one more freaking day You gave me my smiles, you held my hand You told me to get a grip and hold on so tightly and never let go How can I not love you? Youre my Guardian Angel Without you in my life I truly feel
What Is A Dominant Man?
What Is A Dominant Man...... What is a Dom? I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel I am more intelligent, or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet to you, I am Master. I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor. You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have the strength of body and mind and the instinctive need to protect, possess, defend and provide for you. You are a woman and instinctively stronger of will and heart. Your belief in me gives m
I’m Standing right at the door opening.... And knowing I have some serious changes coming up fairly soon. I'm faunching at the bit...I'm ready! Turn me loose and watch me go.....I'm a lil ambivalent at times. But this feeling shall soon be replaced with confidence within myself. I can handle it! I have some of the greatest people on earth in my corner cheering me on....Thank you for believing in me and encouraging me even in those times when my faith was waning. Ive become a lil out of balance. Ive tipped some scales in the not so right direction, but remember that I am all about Balance...and without knowing what the extremes are..I wont know where to find center. I come back to right if left to find that path on my own! I also know that doing the right things and doing what hurts the most are sometimes the same thing... I still believe in what is good in this world...and some funny thoughts like every trailer in the park ought to have a hot tub....oxymorons amuse me. I look at
The Power Of Purple    I want to feel the color of Purple Passion  Possession  Power  Pleasure I want my inner self exposed  vunerable tender aroused satisfied I want purple satin, silky, lacy, desired....  I want to be consumed needed loved adored  You are there......... I can feel you...  touch you  taste you crave you You are my thunderstorm of power...... In my mind.   ~Ragdoll~
What Coulda...shoulda Beens....the Lil Things
 Jun 7 Random Memories  You asked me..... " where did you and I go wrong" I was taken aback by the abrupt questioning. I sarcastically thought to myself.." Why ask that question now?" But I didnt say it. Knowing if I had it would surely show I still had some feelings. I cannot be weak, I cannot let myself become flooded with the hurt and the pain. I was perfectly happy in my emotional distance. It was the protective barrier I needed to get over you. I wanted no display of what surely would be interpreted as a chink in the armour. Some lil crack that you would try hard to worm your way into. No. Not again. Not ever. I did not want to give you the slightest satisfaction of knowing that you once meant something deep to me. That I poured out my heart and soul to you. That my dreams surrounded the very thoughts of you.  Why hash out the past? Lets just leave it lie.........But I had to answer. " It was the little things......and it was the lack of the little things" I didnt want to say an
Stupid Encounter #75 Rawrherhighness
Alright.... fun fun... now all these comments you have to keep in mind came from the Whos Who Contest a certain someone did for fun. FOR FUN! Lol... so to take this to an extreme is stupidity! Lets get down to it. The contest was obveously for the best FuTuber. I won 260 to 187... YAY for me. How great it is an "Original" won? Anyways... I do not hate Rawr one bit... but for some reason she loves to hate on me. To say I make fun of people in my Videos is exactully true. If someone fucks with someone I care about then be damn sure I'll make a song about them. Have I got Bling Packs or Blings to make videos for other? Damn rigt I have why not? Show me were thats wrong? Last time I checked I had the freedom to speak my mind and live my own life the way I want to. Besides... it's business at that point... want to hate me? Who cares. 2nd did I get my account suspended for 5 months? Damn right! Everythng besides the cheating thng was absolutly real. I don't hide from people which you can c
Some may think sisy, some may not even care, but as of the 30th of june 2011 The fitness center I call home and have made many fine friends will have been assumed and I will  be unemployed. It has been gratifying and I have deep gratitude for the members there that have come up to express their displeasure at the new company not keeping the current staff. The most intese has been the members that have come up and told us how we have changed their lives through the atmosphere we provided, the positive, comfortable and relaxed atmosphere that allowed them to feel at home, at ease providing them with what the looked for to succeed in their fitness goals. It has brought tears to our eyes and lumps to our throats as they tell us their story of which we as the staff are a deep part. Had a lady that told us how she was near 300 lbs, she was shopping gyms and felt like she was too big for some, wouldn't be able to dress right for other or they were just to pushy trying to sell her the moon,
Head Games
When Is A Man Just Yanking Your Chains? Current mood:annoyed When is a man, just playing head games? Is there a sure fire way to tell? This blog today is part of a question/answer/debate series. When you start singing the song "Head Games" by Foreigner under your breath at work while you think of the one youve been dating...well sweetheart that just might be your first red flag from the subconscious coming out to show you what you might have been feeling now for days or even weeks. There's a line sometimes that no one wants to admit. It affects either gender. Is it insecurity that makes you feel like this or are there actually situations which leaves you feeling frustrated? When do you chalk some things up to personality quirks...or do you say.."hey isnt that a lil rude?" are some of the ways that I know of where you have to say this person is just stringing you along for their benefit. No matter what they derive from you that is gratifying to them...if it is not returned..
Uncommon Sense O_o
  Come the fuck on. You didn't know the person you're dating expects you NOT to cheat? You're either socially retarded or the biggest mind game player EVER. Infidelity seems to be commonplace nowadays and that growing trend scares the shit out of me. I admit I expect a lot from the person I'm dating. Some things yes, have to be learned because everyone's dating expectations are different, but if you truly care about someone, you'll take the time to learn what makes them tick. I love when my manfriend knows me so well, he can anticipate my needs in any given situation. Yes, it's possible because I've already experienced it and it was wonderful. When I would wake up in the morning, he would turn the shower on so the water was hot as soon as I stepped in. He had my juice/coffee ready as I walked out the door for work. If he took my car anywhere, he would ALWAYS replace the gas. He loved McDonald's but it would literally make me physically ill. If he ate McDonald's, he'd come home, ta
Defenseless Against You.....
Defenseless Current mood:indescribable    When I stand before you... I am paralyzed in your presence I am unable to think, or reason every inch of me is at your submission  under your control  I cannot deny you anything  nor do I want too  I am your equal yet your subordinate in love...... I am too strong a girl to feel so dominated  but your power over me is too strong I love you I am defenseless against you or the power that you have over me maybe thats the way it is supposed to be in nature... We are both Alphas...  I am strong in the world... to everyone else...  But You.... I need you  Crave you Excited by your look, your touch  So damn electrifying, it shudders me to the very core of who I am as a woman  I feel like a total woman in your presence....  I never want to leave this place..that... I have found under your magic..your power...  Over me!    ~Ragdoll~
Ragdolls Rants
Saturdays Edition Of "Ragdoll Rants" Current mood:determined My rants this week involve my pants....My shorts my thongs and anything else that wraps itself around my excluded! It doesnt fit. Not a damn thing. I got on the scale yesterday morning. Ive dropped 60 lbs this past year. 40 of it now since July 9th. Staggering to me! Ive lost a preschooler in weight! Im now with 20 lbs of what Doctors and Metropolitan Life Insurance standards say I should weigh to be classified as within normal and acceptable standards for weight for someone 5 ft 5 inches tall. Believe me I am happy about this, but the drawback is that I have to get new clothes. Especially the underwear department. There is nothing more disgusting than putting on the under-roos and having then fall down around your ankles while wearing pants or shorts... When doing laundry, i think..."How in God's name did Grandma's Bloomers get into my pile?"..then I realize oh chit! Nope those are mine....Its time to do somethi
Why Do People Do The Things They Do
I was watching the news the other day . These  children built them a lemonaide stand in thier yard to  raise money for the childrens cancer center or soething to do with cancer and children and then the city came by and gave them a fine of 500.00 dollars because they didnt have a license or something .. WHY on gods green earth woould do that to the children who were trying to help  people in need ... are they that damn greedy now days ??
Tell Her Soon Shes The Ragdoll
 Tell her She’s the one....  The most Beautiful words in the English Language are undoubtedly.."I Love YOU!" But there are some that are more profound...speak deeper. Cutting thru to the soul and heart of a woman. Its very hard for a man to sometimes be eloquant, or vocal about what he may feel... But sometimes when they are the ones that open up and say...I think you are the one, my soulmate...You cant begin to imagine how deeply you just solidified your relationship with the woman that you love.  Aside from the ones who use this tactic as a ploy to get into her pants...(You the way I hate scum sucking balless heartless playing fukers...)    The ones who really say it..from the heart....You Just Became the proud owner of a woman's heart! Lock Stock and barrel! It IS hard for a man to share from that level....almost sometimes as if by doing so he will be laughed at scorned, re-buffed, ridiculed for being "weak", pussywhipped and a host of other deroga
Oh Im So Pisssssssed! Rants By Rags
Sep 23, 2007 I am so Pissssssssed! Current mood:pissed off  It was a Beautiful Saturday...Not too many of those left in this year. The planets in my world all lined up for a change and the kids had things to do, The dogs were fed and watered, I had plenty of free time planned.. to get out and socialize, check out a benefit, and for a new club in town. It was going to be great for me and a great day and night. And what does lil miss ragdoll decide to do at 3:30 yesterday? I decide to grab a quick nap. Ive been a lil run down working double time. I wanted to wake up at 5:30pm. Shower and glam up a bit! At 9pm, My daughter calls needing a ride home, I WAKE UP! Realizing Oh CHIT! I slept way too long. Daughter-poo makes it home and I go BACK TO SLEEP! The next thing I know its 7am this morning. I have no raccoon makeup running down my face, no hangover, no aching feet from dancing the night away, and no sudden urges to try to remember what in the hell did I do last night...I am so pissed!
Deck Of Cards
Deck of Cards   A young soldier was in his bunkhouse all alone one Sunday morning over in Afghanistan. It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't made a noise.   The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week.   As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?"   The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord."   The sergeant said, "Looks like you're going to play cards."   The soldier said, "No sir, you see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards."   The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?"   "You see the Ace, Sergeant, it reminds that there is only one God.   The Two represents the two parts of the Bible, Old an
Pussy Is A Ragdoll
Pussy is a chicken....... Current mood:groggy  I want to get back to writing fictional erotica...Things we all dream of and wish for...I hope to start with this story and take it somewhere wonderful and good! Enjoy!    " I could watch you sleep for hours" I was taken back..coming too and realizing he was sitting indian style on the bed, looking peacefully at me. I focused a lil more wondering what time it was..How long had he been sitting like that? "Good Morning Beautiful..." "Good Morning", I managed to say. Realizing extreme thirst, I searched for the bottled water I hadnt finished earlier, eased up on my elbows and took a drink to kill the dry throat. "Its 8:20 am, he said. "Oh my, how long did I sleep?" " Give or take..about 3 hours." "I'm sorry I fell asleep..." "I'm not! ", he said firmly, "it gave me a chance to look at your beauty... uninterrupted...." I could feel the blush rise to my cheeks.With those words, I melted. I dont know why, but that was the sweetest word I coul
Sit Ubu...sit! Good Dog!
Sep 28, 2007  Sit UBU Sit...Good Dog ! Current mood:crazy  sometimes you just have to sit down like a well behaved dog and just really listen to what life is saying to you. You basically become quiet on the inside and listen to the still voices in your head ...some are asking.." Are you on the right path?" Some are answering ya and saying..." You Bet" I'm there....The world may be swirling around me....It always will...But I'm not reactionary to it yet...I'm sitting down..just listening... This I do know...I am smart, I am good, I am Loved, and I love, deeply, passionately, protectively.... I am happy. Good Doggie.......... now can i go and pee on the carpet please? Aww c'mon..take away all my fun! Keep Livin' Laughing and Loving..until the newspapers hit the nose..... ~Ragdoll~ Ragdoll
My Illusions Caused me pain..... cost me valuable time.. I couldve spent getting myself all back together again.. But like Humpty Dumpty.. sitting on a wall... it would take more than all the King's Horses And all the King's men to put Lil Ragdoll Back together again. It was just for a moment... That I believed... That somehow the world would be alright again That the memories of most recent summers.. Could fade behind me, like a somewhat forgotten dream. But the illusion facing me... Drawing me unti it's power.. was to be more vivid, and rob me of my hope.. I tried to hold on..but within my arms grasp it eluded me, vaporizing..wisping away... At first I would not believe.... Could not see... that it all wasnt to be a part in anyone's reality. I sank facing the truth of dreams never to be I fell emotionally running to nothing and away from everything to solace myself in wicked truths My dignity and faith has been shattered, tattered tarnished and torn. This sometimes being the fate of
Oral Sex
 Oh My...Blow Jobs on EVERYONE’s Minds Today... Seems to be the trend this week..Everyone is talking about them... I found out some interesting facts about them... I really never thought about the caloric content of semen...but we are supposed to know that it only contains 2 more calories in a teaspoon than a TIC-TAC....And do you think I really CARE about this? At least a TIC-TAC will freshen my breath..... I never liked the whole Peppery/ Clorox Bleach taste anyhow.....Makes ya wonder what these guys have been eating if the whole.."you are what you eat" phrase is true....Men..cant you eat more Blueberries or something? C'mon Jesus! Oh wait a say! Does this mean that Cute Lil Ragdoll knows intimately what semen taste like...Ill just defer to my standard answer and say ..." No but I did have an informative conversation with your mother this week and she was VERY helpful in helping me get information"... Now before I get any hate mail..just remember I dont know your moth
~hold Me Close~
Hold Me Close  Hold me closely  Tenderly hold me closely for a long time  until our breathing has become united and in sync...  say no words to me let your warmth  and your strength caress me  engulf me envelop me into the very center  of your soul  where i find saftey  peace happiness and hope..  that you will always be the one  to hold me close and shower me  with love forever........    ~Ragdoll~
Things I Miss.....
I miss the anticipation of things...!  The lil things like...packing lunches for the whole family. The kiss goodbye as going to work, or to school The midday call or text to say..Hey I love you Sexy... Cooking a favorite meal for the one you love...Candles, wine...  Looking forward to snuggling, passionate deep kisses and curling the toes In supreme pleasure..... Hearing that Im the most loved and beautiful woman in His world.... The smell of fresh clean cologne..smooth shaven....  Just lil things i think of while i drink my coffee....    ~Ragdoll~
In As Much.......
   In as much..........Matthew Ch 25 vs 31-40 31 "When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his throne in heavenly glory. 32All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left. 34"Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.' 37"Then the righteous will answer him, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or ne
Alcohol And Inseminated Kneecaps....
Nov 13, 2007 Alcohol and Inseminated Kneecaps... (Repost) I know Im reposting one from the archives...Its ok, this writer is still on least thru the rest of today.... *********************************************** I got to thinking today about the funny things that happen in your life. Ya know..those experiences and stories that are supposed to happen to someone else but...whether its bad karma or murphy's law it just happens to you. I have had a saying now to describe events in my life...It falls under the heading of Shit, Piss and Vomit I have to add Reproductive Body Fluids to the list! I have recently found out, it must be as common as Restless Leg Syndrome, because there are others out there who's lives parallel along the same lines. I dont know whether to be comforted by this or more disturbed. In 1980 something , in a small town west of Ft.Worthless, Texas, The water supply was dwindling due to lack of rainfall and excessive heat. Now, couple this with an accident o
Where did you leave your Angel today... The cool winds whisper thru the leaves left on what was once the mightiest shade trees of summer... the sound stirs something faintly reminiscent in your soul.. a familiar feeling..  A de ja vu  You dismiss the feeling as the sounds of leaves crunch under your feet...  drowning out the message your heart needs to hear.... You are not alone.  I never sleep I am always with you beside you, in front of you, behind you.... I will not let you go... Nothing you do can make me leave you...  and refusing to acknowledge me is not going to accomplish anything either... It will just make it more painful for you to deny me...  In your sleep..I bring to you your favorite songs.  I sing them to you. to comfort you  I cause your head to be turned towards the window.. so that you may be graced with the days first light to warm your face  to bring you happiness.....  To remind you that there is still a world ready to greet you out there...  Tha
I Know Its Tough, But Hang In There....
Dec 4, 2007  I know You can be Struggling..... But PLEASE dont give up!  You have been given this day...This beautiful day, to Love and to be loved.  It is a wonderful commitment and gift.  Reflect on all the reasons for your love...  He/She needs you Your Love Your understanding Your Patience Your tenderness Your strength.  Without You, Their life would be lacking. And so would yours.  You need their love Their Time Their attention.  Their devotion  Love can survive all adversities...except one...Neglect  Tell them everyday why you love them, and only them...  Tell them you need to hear those things too!  We arent different by much woman versus man.. We are both souls with beating hearts that need to know that.. We make a difference in someone's life and they in ours  To live each day, trying to outgive our special significant other random acts of love.... Bound together in love, and hope in a long future together.  Treating each other as if they were a priceless
Big Red Flags And Relationship No-no's
 Dec 18, 2007 Red Flags and Dangerous Emotions..  Maybe you just started a relationship..maybe you have been in one for awhile... But some things are getting your attention...I prefer to call them RED FLAGS.... Maybe it is you, or them..who knows..but the Green-Eyed Monsters of Jealousy and Insecurity are creeping up. You dont want your partner to go anywhere unless they are with you or vice versa...You are jealous of their TV or internet time because you arent sitting right their with your nose up their butt to monitor what is or isnt being written.... You criticize their lack of ettiquette on phone return calls or missed calls... Everything you or they do is subject to scrutiny...under the microscope so to speak looking for something...anything to validate what you or they might be feeling.... HEY! What the Sam Hill Houston Are YOU Doing? Those are VERY Destructive actions to have emotionally! What gives you ..or (anyone).. the right to play the role of Hall Monitor in anyones life
With This Ragdoll
" With This Ring..."  Current mood:aroused  On that day I accepted... You.  Everything that you are, and were and promise to be On that day...  I promised to love you unconditionally...  In spite of me In spite of you and I still do...Promise  I promise that I make the committment to be your unwavering friend,  closer than two souls can ever possibly imagine.... I promise to lean in and support when needed and wanted  I promise to hold your feelings and values much higher above all others first and foremost,  without question mind soul and body i remain faithful to you,  in mind body and soul until bodies wither to the sand and the dust from which they were created  I promise... with this ring to be a better woman  to be a better lover and everything that makes us stronger  In you, I have found a better way to be a better me I am free to give and to recieve the very best that Love has to offer  I wear this ring... to remind me that in this world i will never ever ha
~treasures~ By Ragdoll
TREASURES by: Ragdoll  What is it we value and the end of a long long day?  Where is it we hide ourselves to once again feel whole and safe?  Who is it we dream for, when looking up at the starry skies? The answer is always YOU, my love!  Standing together, Side By Side.  I lift you up, and honor you as you honor me....  Knowing that our strengths, come by our hearts surrendering.. completely to each other, enjoying life together  Facing each and every beautiful Day in every kind of weather.  It is you I value, It is you I dream for  It is you I stand beside Every Day and Night.  It is you I hope in  Its You I want and need  Its in you, The Greatest Treasure  Your Love is worth Everything to me I Love You! ~Ragdoll~
Why I Love You
You give to me hopeAnd help me to copeWhen life pulls me downYou bring me aroundYou teach me to careAnd help me to shareYou make me honestWith kindness the bestFrom you I learned loveWith grace from aboveIt's for you I liveAnd I want to giveYou are the reasonThat fills each seasonWhen I hear love I think of youYou are my world and best friend tooI love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caringI love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharingI love you just because you are you andYou made me the man I amThank you      
This Is Crazy
  A shadow with me all dayNo bodyThis is crazy, this is crazyNotes of a scintillating fluteNo flutistThis is crazy, this is crazyBreathtaking verse on paperI was sleepingThis is crazy, this is crazyVermilion laden skySunrise or sunset? This is crazy, this is crazyDishevelled clothes, swollen EyesYou came in my dreamI am crazy, I am crazyOr is loveing you the only sanity there is? ?       
My Memmories Of My Little Girl
my little girl was something else  though i was not her father  in real life  she was still my little angel and could do no wrong they say  a girle is made of suger and spice and every thing nice, lol this may be true  but my daughter had a dose of shit and vinger to' my daughter,whose not my daughter any more,is now a women  doinng  women things and starting her life  dose not mean i love her any less for my love for her will never any shape or it hurts to  to see her now and the memmeries of her growing up are vage for i never  took the time for pics or movies or even to save her school crafts i was too pre occupied with other things oh i remember other things and i remmember alot of good thing its just i dont have many objects to rememmber her by . but those i do have im looking at now because thoe it hurts like hell its her birthday june 17 and the pic i chose is the one i took on the day i first layed eyes on my little angel, and  here now
Swamp Grafix
My Son :will I Ever See Him Again
I used to love to watch the little one, So busily at play,climbing trees or in the snow he was an imagitive little booger, his  faces so expressive, As his  thoughts he convey. he  run and shout delightedly, And chase brightly colored balls, And whimper only briefly, If his toddling body falls. for he had a walking impairmen but still he knew now bound,and  the world was his a playground for his entertaimen. he would yell from the swings, To go even higher still, For these forays skyward, Are a great childhood thrill; for him yes he was my little deardivel who knew no  leaps or bounds, never knowing no fear he would listen enraptured, To books with verse in rhyme, Laughing at Dr. Seuss, Time after time.yet always looking for  the answers to his question that only he would know ,no he was not dum but very smart for he had to know everything he played with other quite well, Oblivious of race he knew no prejudicies, Enjoying camaraderie,for you see this st
Apr 26, 2008 If the Ecomomy gets any worse.....!!!! Everyone I know is suffering, having to make cutbacks, turning to buying generics in everything. I think it is truly sad when our "rich" nation is having to consider buying the equivalent of sandpaper for toiletpaper, and knockoffs and lesser quality just to get by.. Just like many I talk to...We are worried that economic collapse is just around the corner for us...maybe we need to stock up on the flour, beans and rice...stock up on cooking oil and plenty of canned the case to last us for the next 6 months to a year.Fish and hunt for food to fill our freezers. Plant gardens on onions, tomatoes and peppers and squash, cucumbers...the items that can get extremely expensive when farmers fields get too flooded, or drought sets in or more importantly when diesel fuel is nearly $4.50 a gallon which will put truckers out of business and force companies to use rail shipping by train. Ive bought new energy efficient light bulbs and :damn I Miss Home
Lavender mountains, surrounding and plentiful;Vast, emerald fields, waiting for people to gallop in them;Giant pine trees, offering their protection;Sapphire lakes, sparkling and wanting your company;Earthy roads, begging to be traveled;Stars in the clear night sky; offering their peace;I miss it.Smiling, friendly faces for no reason at all;People courteously lending a hand;Honesty, generosity, and kindness—authentically;Small schools and businesses, less populated—Where everyone knows everyone;I miss it.My family is there, loving and missing me;They are joyful and kindhearted—fun to be around;Sometimes we joke and other times we talk meaningfully;Mom is my best friend, and my brothers and I get along;It was my childhood home, where I lived until high school;I miss it.If I can, maybe I’ll go back there someday;It’s not as easy as it sounds,But I will try to make it happen—To return to where I came from and where I belong;Until then...I will try not t
I admit. I've been pretty miserable over the last few weeks.    I found out I have AVM. So far, according to the doctor here, things should be okay. However, they want me to go see a specialist so they can moniter it. I have done a bit of research on it It really explains a lot. I have never even heard of AVM until I was diagnosed.   AVM:  Arteriovenous malformation - cerebral Causes, incidence, and risk factors The cause of cerebral arteriovenous malformation (AVM) is unknown. The condition occurs when arteries in the brain connect directly to nearby veins without having the normal vessels (capillaries) between them. Arteriovenous malformations vary in size and location in the brain. An AVM rupture occurs because of pressure and damage to blood vessel tissue. This allows blood to leak into the brain or surrounding tissues, and reduces blood flow to the brain. Cerebral AVMs occur in less than 1% of people. Although the condition is present at birth, symptoms ma
I Want To Get Pregnant...
I want to Get Pregnant... . Current mood:amorous  Yep....... you read that right... I do love being pregnant... I loved feeling life grow inside. I glowed for 3/4 of a year... My hair grew like crazy as did my fingernails Stretch marks were nothing to get rid of..but rather a permanent trophy left behind to remind me how wonderful pregnacy and recreation of precious life could be.... Too bad for me that I had my tubes tied... I wont go reverse that procedure.. But I can at least have fun trying... even if I fail at the end result..I can give it my all........ and have many smiles at my shortcomings! :) Ps... Did you know there are 1134 teaspoons of sugar in a 10 Lb bag? Just in case you really didnt care if I wanted to get Pregnant I thought Id educate you on something sweeter than my sex life....  Have a Great Friday Everyone.... Keep Smiling, Livin, Laughin and Loving!  ~Ragdoll~
Rules For Daswapyard Lounge
Did I Say That?
 May 23, 2008  People Say some Stupid Chit!  " I dont understand you"  I love this one for being classic stupid! Its not hard to understand someone if you can put aside your own thinking and put yourself in their place, look thru their eyes, understanding their views. I might not agree with someone's position but I wont invalidate them for feeling the way that they do. Dont , Cant, are just prep words for the words Wont and Refuse. It's hard work to expand ourselves to encompass someone who is different. I personally believe that it is self serving and narrowmindedness to look at this world thru one set of windows. Some see majestic mountaintops...Some are looking at below sea level conditions and Death Valley. Some see the waves rolling in, some see the concrete jungle. Understanding someone doesnt mean you compromise yourself..It just means you will expand and broaden your limits and capabilities to include an alternate. It is a moment to be inclusive and accepting and more tolera It Truth Or Fiction
Sep 19, 2008 Bold ...Is it Truth or Fiction?  Current mood:cooky/wacky  So I was standing up at the checkout at Hollywood Video on 11th street, patiently waiting for this slow assed person in front of me to complete her transaction. She had a stack of video games to rent and im thinking to myself.."youre appeasing your spoiled bratty assed teenagers to keep them out of your hair for the night" . Not a bad idea, Go slow assed Mom! I just wanted to hurry up and get home. Me and Honey have plans to watch them in the bedroom and cuddle. Tic Toc....Tic Toc...Im losing patience... Honey is eyeballing the Whoppers thinking maybe he will add in some Vanilla Ice cream into the blender and make a Whopper me Im thinking Yuk...but I dont eat whoppers...not the malted milkball variety that is.... Then I said it..."you know honey...all im gonna do is go home watch a movie, suck your D**K, then go to sleep.." The lady at the counter whirled around with a shocked look on her face, looked
Indulging Fantasies
 Sexual Fantasies and Roleplaying: Spicing things up or a Warning sign? Current mood:adventurous Every couple is unique in bed.They each bring their own ideas, values and erotic fantasies and personal previous experiences and habits to the sheets with them. How much do we really know about our partner's sexual desires? How much do they know about ours? In my first marriage, after about 10 yrs, my then husband wanted to bring pot and porn into our sexual routine. I balked! We were very involved in the church and youth missions and incorporating those things went against my values. I resented porn for the cheapening of romantic intimacy. It was to me just a F**k fest, void of anything that built something beautiful between 2 partners....Im not saying that a good ole fashioned throw down hot pig squealing good time isnt nice from time to time...but lust to me should never replace love. But it brought up an interesting question in my mind. Was our sexual life in a rut? Should we indulge
Look With Different Eyes
That things like hope and faith are not dead sentiments. Sometimes in the face of life where it only *appears* lost or a waste of time, something inside says look beyond what you see with your natural eyes and believe in things known only with your heart and watch for miracles to happen. I am a believer. No One can take that away from me. Today I can only thank God for keeping me believing..... Love covers all!  Keep Living Keep Laughing Keep Loving
Male Enhancement Pills
Should men tell their wife, girlfriend, significent other, Partner... If they are using a male performance enhancer pill.. such as Viagra, Cialis or Levitra? Is telling a considerable form of foreplay? Or not telling a living lie making the partner believe everything is okay with a man sexually...when its not? Whats your thoughts?
Tazing The Kids
  Tazing Children Current mood:angry Today I was listening to the Eagle, a local classic rock station here in Rockford.Mancow was doing his normal morning syndicated show, and for the last 2 mornings a very disturbing subject to me was discussed, with callers voicing their opinions on Tazering your own children as a form of discipline.I brought this up on my Facebook page as well today. One person who chose to remain anonymous, making light of the subject, offering shock collars with variable strengths to use on children with the effect of a 9 volt battery to discipline with. Altho they tendered to be fond of animals and would'nt use such a device on pets,BUT CHILDREN WERE OK!So weve gone from "Dont Taze Me Bro!" to "Dont Taze Me... Mom and Dad"There may be an appropriate time where tazering is needed, such as in Law enforcement, where coked or meth'ed out combatants are needing to be subdued for the safety of the public or the officers themselves as an alternative to deadly force.
If You Were Born Today, June 17:
If You Were Born Today, June 17: You are wise, intelligent, and communicative, always desirous of increasing your knowledge and staying informed. Many of you are authorities on a particular subject. You can also be quite driven once you've found a goal to focus on. You tend to loosen up and enjoy life more as you grow older, and you age well. While you can be sociable when you are around others, you often choose relative solitude and don't always seek out social events. Others admire you for your dry sense of humor and intelligence. Your Birthday Year Forecast: Your birthday falls just after a Full Moon this year, suggesting a period of communication and teaching. You may be turned to for advice more frequently, and you are very willing to offer your help. This is a strong year for publicity and any other endeavors that involve spreading the word. As well, your ability to be objective--or to see the "big picture"--can be especially rewarding this year.
Come On
just only u? its realy mean something :)
I Was Never The Sun.
"Love me. That is all that I've ever asked." -Dyroneus. The dawn. The light.     -------------------------     He was only a man. Black hair greying, leather grip fraying. Always unraveling. The second he released, it just spiraled out of control, often rewound, often ignored. No manner of divinity or tyrannical mischief in his eyes. Weariness was a word that rose to lips, though caution baited it back from utterance. From the saw-toothed, battered edge of his blade, to the dry lips and knicked steel across his body. The weariness of too many years. Too many years of sleeping on knives, and driving through armor, muscle and bone for his wage. He was only a man, he swore up and down. But as the years drug harder against his bones, and the souls of defeated foes pawed from lonliness and hunger at his ankles, he often had to wonder.   He stopped for a spell against a gnarly elm, the leaves were thick and green as was the smell of summer. All around him were whispering le
The Worry Doll
“Mathew,” Tilly asked during lunch in the cafeteria, “can you please come over tonight and help me with this trigonometry?” She flipped through the pages of the current chapter they were studying and the numbers and symbols that met her eyes might have well have been French. It seemed she had an incapacity to grasp the concepts the advanced math course’s teacher attempted to educate. “Can’t Tills,” her best friend answered back, “I have basket ball practice tonight. We have the big game against Donovan High School on Friday, and if I miss a practice coach won’t let me play.” She felt the tears begin to well up and her bottom lip poked out. It was a trick she became adept at during an early age. Now, that she was a young teenager, the talent came without coxing at the instant it was called upon. “Aw, Tills,” Mathew shrugged. “Now, don’t cry.” “You know how I’m doing i
=( Blocking Just Isn't What It Used To Be
  cherry21: surprisingly, you don't look like a troll. thought you'd at least have some funky purple hait 9:47pm reply cherry21: hair** 9:51pm more To cherry21: ok.... 9:52pm reply cherry21: just sayin... i go to respond... and... i was blocked... lmao
Happy Bloomsday!
I’d forgotten what today was – granted you won’t see this on any calendar any more than you’ll see unless you know her that it’s my friend Stephanie Wood’s birthday – until my daughter Sarah and I were in Main Street Books after running some errands (Jeffrey was home playing Super Mario Brothers on the Wii and his aunt Mary is home today to watch them both) because I offered to take her somewhere since she was with me.  And it occurred to me as we got out of the car that I won’t be able to do that much longer with her … she starts kindergarten toward the end of August, and come next summer she may want to do something besides hang out with her dad.  I’m going to miss those cries of “Daddy hold me!” when she gets much bigger, though it’ll be a few years.    Bloomsday is named for Leopold Bloom, the main character of James Joyce’s 1922 novel Ulysses and June 16 is significant because the entire novel t
A Sucky Situation
Dear my favorite Ninja, lately I keep getting sexual advances from vacuum cleaners. I know this sounds crazy, but I don't know what to do. Either A) ignore it, because it's prolly bits of LSD resurfacing back from my highschool days. Or just go with the flow, or suck I suppose in this situation. - Always me, your favorite sin.   Dear SIN What kind of vacuum are we talking here? If it's a Dyson, I'd say, what the hell, go for it. You want one that's reliable and won't lose suction. If you must, you can always lock her away in the closet after you're finished. That way if it is a crazy acid flashback, it won't be awkward in the morning.   Welcome back doll
A Sucky Situation
Dear my favorite Ninja, lately I keep getting sexual advances from vacuum cleaners. I know this sounds crazy, but I don't know what to do. Either A) ignore it, because it's prolly bits of LSD resurfacing back from my highschool days. Or just go with the flow, or suck I suppose in this situation. - Always me, your favorite sin. (d)   Dear SIN What kind of vacuum are we talking here? If it's a Dyson, I'd say, what the hell, go for it. You want one that's reliable and won't lose suction. If you must, you can always lock her away in the closset after you're finished. That way if it is a crazy acid flashback, it won't be awkward in the morning.   Welcome back doll (h)
Are You The One
Help, help, help me to seeTo find the one who is right for meSomeone who possess love in a sacred wayTo have to hold everydayJust to feel a warm and loving touchIs that asking too muchTo have you on a cold bitter nightWhere we can snuggle together by the firelightI'll only ask this one timeand then i'll end this simple rhymeAre you ready to have someoneAre you the one      
The Most
THE MOST....... The most destructive habit..............................Worry The greatest Joy.......................................Giving The greatest loss........................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work.......................Helping others The ugliest personality trait.....................Selfishness The most endangered species.................Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource.......................Our youth The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome.........................Fear The most effective sleeping pill................Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease....................Excuses The most powerful force in life..........................Love The most dangerous pariah..........................A gossiper The world's most incredible computer................The brain The worst thing to be without.... . Hope The deadliest weapon...............................The tongue The two m
What has Apple inc done with this ipod in "five generations"? It seems sensible the ipod 5G or maybe, unofficially, the ipod online video media. The ipod online video media was released with October 10, 2005, right after the ipod nano was released. This ipod video shown not to possibly be as good as it might be and seemed to be updated with September 10, 2006. The modifications done to this ipod were: specific searches feature, happier screen, just Cheap Discount iPhone Accessories For Sale designed headsets, and a hole less play. In addition to all those features activities were added in and the life cycle of battery became for a longer time when participating in videos. All those features were being later accessible for the original ipod online video media as a firmware upgrade. The last transform is the 60GB ipod online video media was substituted by a even larger 80 Gigabytes ipod video, however having the similar dimensions as being the old type. All iphones in the pa
Different Hints And Tips To Consider A Beach Themed Wedding For The Big Day
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Set Me On Fire..............
Fingers so soft and gentle pleasing with a light touch ,feeling a body so exquisite, eyes exploring, finding with every movement another delicacy, hunger building, craving, wanting what it seeks, lips caress, tongs touch, breath mingles, senses go wild, flying high, soaring, heart beats, arms squeeze tight, holding on ,warmth seeps in, travels, burns hot, like a volcano erupting out of control, frenzy sets in, mouth explores where hands once touched, tasting with every lick a  mouth watering treat, savoring every moment, making it last, not wanting to reach the ultimate reward, until shaking, shivering time has come, joining of two bodies, opening, entering, allowing yourself to let go, building higher, on top, screaming, exploding, hands grab, nails scratch ,soaring high, flightless, tranquility sets in, hearts pound, breath slows, eyes meet, hands caress ,fingers join, lips kiss, at this moment in time with you, all things are possible, believable, and heaven sent .    
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What You See Is What You Get
What you see is what you get....I have been hurt...cheated on....lied too...beaten, battered and broken. I continue to fight for what I think is right. I love with every part of my being. I expect honesty. I will not judge you for what you have done in the past because it is the are who you are and you are stronger. I will never lie....I don't know how to lie. I get hurt and yet some how I am still standing. I have lost friends and loved ones. Change is inevitable....everything changes. I am who I am....if you can't handle that then don't start. 
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Tits & Comments
What do you think about women who show off half their tits in their photos then turn around & bitch about people making sexual comments to them?...
A Touch Unfelt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, ki
Altruize, You Get My Points, I Do All The Work You Get The Credit
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Dancing Embers
Where once there was nothing but embers, along came a man who blew on them till a spark ignited, and he sat by the little spark n tended to it till there was a brilliant flame.    Then one day, a cold cruel wind came rushing by, and blew the beautiful flame out.  The man now cold and tired, notice a second spark and fanned it till it burnt bright.    Looking back, he saw the smouldering remains of his old friend, and remembered how it use to burn, keeping him warm and cosy.    He decided to see if he could still keep the little spark alive. Alternating between the two, he slowly realise he could truly only tend to one properly, and abandoned his old friend.    From the nook of his new cosy corner, he watched on as the little spark slowly died out... returning to the embers it used to be.    Only this time, the embers slowly turned to ash, reduced to nothing more then a faded memory, without the care of its old friend.    ~S.A.P~
None Shall Pass
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Sleeping Disorder
okay so someone said it's unhealthy to get less than 2 hours sleep a night... meh maybe there is some truth to that but i've always managed anyway... but to share... i have sleep paralysis so some nights my body freezes and the left side of my brain activates and i hallucinate... i also have nightmares on pretty much most random nights i manage more than 2-3 hours...  and yeah i like scary movies... but my nightmares aren't quite fun... i have very vivid dreams... not just sight and sound but smells tastes and even feelings.... ever wanted to know what it's like to be someone else.... well i do... now imagine if that person was getting a thrill out of killing people.... (no i'm not joking) and then switch and play the role of the victim... knowing exactly what he plans to do to you.... and how he's gonna take his time... to be able to feel what they feel exactly... the heart racing fear or excitement... and when you wake up you don't quite know who you are... reality is blurred and
I Write I Just Write
ok  all  this one was really hard for me because one im a male  and 2 it brings back a lot of hurt and sick memmories but today i talked to a friend  that had a  simmilar problem  and it made relize  im not the only one with pain or problems,its not about  me its abouut a sick world were theres no pejedousy its the same  no matter what if your male ,female, young or old its still therer and sicker then ever...I do not need to name the persone i speak of they know for whom i speak but all the same thank you my friend for reminding me its not just me this ones for both of us... I am 48 years old,but many years  ago i was sexualy raped  by one i looked up to and it was a male we were working in the garage  and he called my name  when i turned around he hit  me with a pice of wood it knocked me off my feet he quickly kicked me into uncotiousness when i came to he had enterd me from behind and taken what he wanted i was 13 when that happened and i rememberit well..this is my thoug
A Love That Will Last
How did this happen I continue to ask?As I get online waiting for time to passYou are now fast asleep a half world awayThis distance is nothing I mumble awayI never loved another who was so very sweetGod I look forward to rubbing your feetThe smell of your skin; the warmth of your touchIs all I want and so very muchAs I ask permission to view your camMy heart beats heavy; there is sweat in my handTo be with you is my only dreamAs the time passes I can’t help but screamPulling my hair and stomping the groundPlease turn on your cam to see my frownMy frown turns around as I see you smileYes I know baby you leave in a whileLong distance love is hard to graspBut our love for each other will surely last!      
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Day 4.
Day 4.  A song that makes you sad. Not only does it make me sad, it makes me cry.  Every time.    Stella  
10 Thing's To Never Say To A Man You Love!
1. I can't wait to see what you're doing for my Birthday! 2. Are you....crying? 3. If we leave right now, we'll have time to stop by Bed Bath & Beyond. 4. Do you need help lighting the grill? 5. I'm putting the whole conversation on my Blog. 6. You had so much hair back then! 7. I don't care how big and drunk he is, he shouldn't be talking through the movie. I'm going to say something! 8. Actually it doesn't happen to EVERY guy! 9. We're vegetarian's now! 10. My dad can fix that, you should call him!   **I hope I don't have to explain WHY women should never say anything listed above!**
Giving A Flip
So this was on my "fubar list of things to do", so that I can earn all of those extra points, so that I can level so that I can win fubar.  I'm sure by now you've all figured out exactly how important it is for me to level given the effort I put into selling my cock pics for VIP's and trying to get every single person on this web site to enjoy my company and crave more.   All sarcasm aside, I could give a shit less what you think about my blog, and for that matter I certainly don't give a shit about what you think of my general thoughts.  Blogging would totally be useful if I wanted any of you to share your opinion of my opinion.  I'm sure on some level most of you want to be reassured in your path, or at least need minimal support by the general public to "go with your heart" or "do what ever you want with your life" or "seize the day", but I don't need any of your opinion's for anything so....   FUCK OFF
Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 49
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My Aspect On Love
Possessiveness is not love Jealousy is not love Lust is not love Fear is not love Keeping people all to yourself is not love Expecting something from someone is not love Real, true love is unconditional. All other “kinds” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way. To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It&rsquo
A Poem Of A Fuck By Max
I would fucking come 3 times till my nut dry and grab your hair behind you keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a place with out sigh like nothing exist except you and I Of a street with out crack like nothing real except you and I I would fucking come in your mouth and tongue and all over your delicate body with out any doubt or lie,I would come with blood I would fuck you with a fuck out of straight deep part and let you ride me down to the cliff of a beautiful line of the blue mountain said Where no stars could follow us or free more than we Where no need a word any more and wet both of us more than rain   You would fucking come 3 times before your fingernails cross the veins of my back and keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a wild book that every page of our bodies got tore up hard and fast by you and I Of a wind story that sail on the wide ocean with unfading strom deep from you and I You would fucking come in my eyes and ears and all over my
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The Day Fu's Servers Died (american Pie Parody)
So this is my response to THIS PIC by my homeslice DAWDJ...I felt that at least one of these songs needed to actually exist, you have it, in all its terrifying glory! A long, long time agoI can still rememberHow it felt to have my name dark greenAnd I knew I could have my funThat I could get past Level 1And, maybe, find what FUBAR really means But no salute, it held me backUploaded, then got back on trackGetting approved, it sucked chodeAnd what the fuck's a "God Mode?" I can't remember how I foundMyself in FUBAR's Support LoungeBut someone said, "Some features are down,"The day Fu's servers diedSo CHORUS:I hate when I'm trying to rateI'm a-singin' while I'm Blingin'Then I look at the dateI'd send you a PimpoutBut it's probably too lateGuess the servers have decided my fateFUBAR's servers have decided my fate Did you write the Bible of Fu?And do you need me to Shitface you?I know how much you need your drinksI do believe I'll create a loungeWith all the spare time I can
[smoldering Apathy]
Today is a scooch more highly functioning. But only by a scooch. Had metal hooks and rotory drills in my mouth today, that was fun. People kept fussing over me until I said "This isn't nearly as bad as the time I had glass dug out of my neck and couldn't feel my legs, stop fretting"   Talked to the hygienist about her smoking hot 20 year old biology student daughter.   Then I had a beer and helped make dinner. (nothing fancy, fennel sausage and pasta in marinara)   Watched a quicky squeaker, KC lost 2-1 and... here we are. Is it bad when filling out paperwork is an alternative to sitting and staring at a blank computer screen? That bored. I guess my brother worked 12 hours today, and I'm bitching about filling out an application? Weird. I always have trouble with "reasons for leaving" (and not putting down manageral asshattery) and filling out my references since... *checks phone* almost all of my contacts are old jobs, job placement centers, and women I've either seen nak
Not Always Right | Funny & Stupid Customer Quotes Iii
Coffee Shop | Ventura, CA, USA | Top (Woman walks in totally nude and grabs a muffin. She has a large, rather offensive tattoo from her bottom rib up her neck.) Me: “Ma’am, you can’t just take those…” Nudist: “Why, because of the tattoo?” Me: “No, because you need to pay for it first.” Nudist: “It’s a free country!” *walks out* (I ended up pulling out my wallet and paying for it myself, because getting arrested for chasing a nude chick down the street is not worth it.) ___________________________________________ Egocentrism Meets Geocentrism Travel Agency | Pendel, PA, USA | Top Customer, calling from a cell phone: “Would you tell me how to get to your office?” Me: “Sure, where are you now?” Customer: “That is none of your business. Just tell me how to get there.” Me: “But to do that, I need to know where you are starting from. Are you in our town?”
As a woman of my age i come to realize that society can become a very cruel and judgemental on a woman just based on her looks alone. If ur not barbie blonde and skinny and blue eyes then a man wouldn't dare give that woman the time of day.What i don't get is why a man can say he accepts a woman for who she is but then when another pretty face walks by the other woman becomes invisible. I'm sorry but not all women are born to be model barbie types and there are real women like myself have a good heart but only get judged from the outside. I'm proud of what i am and who i am but and should be judge on whats inside of me not based on what someone sees on the outside. But im a woman who isn't tiny and barbie type have seen how cold a man can be when a itty bitty barbie blonde comes along and can see how the tables turn and how i became invisible.  Society thinks that's the only way a woman can be accepted by society is if she looks a certain way, acts a certain way etc instead of the real
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Feels Like It Was Written By My Baby Girl Chassity Aka Rip My Baby Girl
My Dad, he tells a lot of lies. He never did before. But from now until he dies, He'll tell a whole lot more. Ask my dad how he is, And because he cant explain, He will tell a little lie, Because he cant explain the pain. Ask My Dad how he is, He'll say "I'm alright." If that's the truth please tell me, Why does he cry each night? Ask My Dad how he is. "I’m fine. I’m well. I’m coping" For God’s sake Dad, just tell the truth. Tell them your heart is broken. He’ll love me all his life, I loved him all of mine. But if you ask him how he is, He’ll lie and say he’s fine. I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug him from here. If he lies to you don’t listen Just hug him and hold him near. On the day we meet again, We’ll smile and I’ll be bold. I’ll say, "you’re lucky to get in here, Dad, With all the lies you’ve told!"
Spot The Sacred Thread At Us That Your Brother’s Eagerly Waiting For
Few things in life are there, that makes life beautiful, and relationships are certainly priority among them. Unconditional love and care are the pillars that make a relationship stand firm, and really the terms that you share with your siblings top that list. Rakshabandhan lets you have the opportunity to greet their presence in life, and it's GiftsToIndia.Com that has hosted plenty of collections to make this sacred event a worth appraising one. You just guide yourself towards to enjoy the shopping for your most beloved brother or sister, and the various sub segments, covering the brilliantly floral crafts, mouthwatering dishes, stylish and designer apparels, and most importantly, Rakhi threads in numerous categories, from ordinary ones to the designer ones, will surely blow up your minds. Combination gift offering is the specialty that GiftsToIndia.Com is known for, and your Rakhi celebration will surely be an worth mesmerizing one with our Rakhi spe
Try Not To Fall
We’ve all felt it.You’re up late. Working, studying, watching a movie, reading on the computer. Doesn’t matter what you’re doing, it’s the feeling you get. You’re tired, your eyes burn and have the gritty feeling you get after not sleeping for a while.Ok you can’t go crawl into bed right now, but close your eyes for a couple minutes? Try to get a little moisture back into your eyes. That couldn’t hurt anything right?Then you’re falling. Like stepping off a cliff, you’re in free fall, though your body isn’t even moving.Then like a bungee cord snapping back, you’re jerking awake, heart thumping a little faster, blinking quickly wondering what just happened.Doctors call it a hypnagogic jerk, a natural reaction they say, to your brain thinking you’re dying, when your breathing and heartrate slow as you fall asleep.What the doctors don’t know is, your brain is right. Every time you let your self
Man where does time goes when you have kids they ae board one sec and than the next thing you relize us that they are going off to college
As Long As You Are There
Can't count the miles,you're away from me.Can't count the moments,you're so close to me.Never thought my heart would sound this beat,but heart and thoughts were incomplete :. . . You were not there.How can this be wrong ?This feeling deep inside, so strong.In God's hands, we will share our heart.It never ends, over and over again, a new start.Never knew life could be so tender . . .To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . . .. . . Now that you are there.Heart and soulbody and mindsilence and soundto you I send it allsweet and kindwith love all aroundNever thought I could feel this way, this wayloved, blessed and shelteredloving, blessing and sheltering,day after day after day,. . . As long as you are there on the internet,on my computer  and in my room     
Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,One day I got e- mail and in it was you.Charming, sensitive and so debonair,I strongly resisted it go anywhere.But letters and stories captured my heart,Filled me with passion almost from the start.Love on the Internet, how could it be?These things just don't happen to people like me.But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,Carrying messages we could not deny.Each person has meaning and love to express,And we could deny our hearts nothing less.It's a beautiful love that has grown between us,Something beyond any words we discuss.Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.My love's not confined by what it can see,I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."It's the soul that captures God's love in a wayThat eternally melts hearts together to stay.Fused and sealed forever as one,Love has its w
Fate And Circumstances
As words flow across the screen,Relationships are discussedPositions dreamed,Frustration intensifies.You say fate has brought us togetherBut circumstances are keeping us apartWill fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?      
Wootz!! I'm Soooo Proud Of Myself!!!
I'm absolutely loving it!!! Been sweating and working and weeding and diggin and sweating, but damn it's worth it!!!   I've decided (thanks for your help if you helped in my "garden journal" MuMM) to blog this stuffs and let you know how satisfying it is and how much I'm learning....I'm experimenting with different composts and fertilizers so that I know what/when to sell etc etc...   I'm excited to eat organically and welcome your thoughts on my gardens...if you want to view pics please see my defaults..I may take close up stuffs every once and awhile and place them in the blog if it’s a subject about pests or disease or something... Anyway, this should be fun...   This is what is going on so far :) HAPPY PLANTING!!! April 13th planted pansies and potted up plugs using fertilome potting soil and pansy power.   April 14th planted sweet peas, carrots and radishes using buffalo loam and recycled materials.  Planted lettuce mix and moonflowers in fertilome potting soil.
Was it the words that made me think about her all nightor was it the smile that she brought to my face when I saw the E- Mailmessage that seem to shine so bright.Yes I feel so confused, How could it be? she stole my Heart away with the stroke of her computer keys.We chat, we talk its just not the same, there should be no reason I get soexcited when I see her chat name.We are in a private room, designed for two, sometimes I think theydesigned one especially for me and you.We are chatting for hours when I realize, oops, I'm on the computer, I waslost there for a while, but Her words they really make me smile.Communications is the key to unlock my heart,It's funny the computer has enable to get thus far.Cyber space is strange and that is true,But guess what - It Scrolled My Heart  down a Road Directly to you      
Being There For Her
My love for her it will be foreverI promised her to work out the problems togetherIf she ever needs me I'll give it my allAnd work out the troubles be they big or smallI'll hold her when she's downAnd from her face I'll take her frownI only wish to make her seeI'll give her nothing but honestyMy goal in life is to make her smileAnd as for that I'd walk more than a mileIf she ever needs anything all she need do is askBecause I feel that's an easy taskI really do love her soThere is nowhere I wouldn't goI'd cross deserts and mountains and even the seaBecause with her is where I should beWhen I'm with her there's nothing to sayExcept I promise to love her each and every dayNothing could be more important to doThan just being there for her      
My Heart Belives In You
I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.I have been hurt so many times.My heart filled with so much pain.but now that pain has gone away.For I have found a place I want to be.This place I see is with thee.For in your arms I have felt and seen,a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.A safe haven in your arms just for me.Now I give my heart to thee.For my heart believes in you.    
I Want To Fly Away
  The night I met youin words only on a screenI knew I had to have younot only in my dreams!The words that we have sharedhave caused my heart to careAt first I was a little frightenedto share myself with youbut you showed me ways tomake my nights brightenYou loved my body over and over againyou took me to heaven and made me live again!I have come to want to devour younot just on this placebut I want to touch your bodyand feel you nearI want to hold you tightlynot just in wordsbut face to face:I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared,I want to do things to you thatothers would only dare:I want to make our fantasiesall come truefor, babe, I want to fly with you.    
Untill We Me
  Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share the my food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."    
Where R U On Fubar
Upon this line I found you,on a little site called FuBar,On this ocean called the internet,you threw me an electronic you have me and what r you to do?will you keep me locked away on this site?braving the dangers and the threat,will I c u is that what u choose?or will I remain just a name,and you hidden from me just the same.Can we realize such a dream,or always disconnect so safe, so clean..      
Holding This 1 Myself
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Texas Bound...need Advice
I am planning on moving to Texas in the near future,but I need help knowing if there is any place I can go for work assistance or housing assistance. I"M hoping to make it out before winter hits..any advice qould be very helpful. Thank you :D
You Say Nothing
In your eye in your  smile yes ,even in the very essins of your spirit  I, know its there  and i know you feel it yet when i but question you on this you say nothing, nothing at all I see it in your eyes I see it in your face I ask myself is it really there? I ask you and you say nothing at all I wonder have you ever felt this way before? I hear your heart beat and you say nothing at all I see a twinkle in your eyes I guess you feel it too, don't you? I feel your hand in mine I see cupid's arrow of love just hit you I ask you "can you feel it?" I hear those words " I Love You"      
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You Make Me Smile
Don't know how to explain itCan't really put it into wordsYou've touched my life in so many waysYou never cease to amaze me.I don't know what the future holdsI can't pretend that I doI just know beyond a doubtI always want you around.Whether we stay the closest of friendsOr I become the love of your lifeOr maybe even both occursAs long as your in my life I can smile.Something about you makes me smileNot just with my mouthAnd not just with my eyesBut all the way to my soul.Thank you for what you are to meFor being who you areAnd adding happiness to this lifeAnd giving me a reason to smile.      
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Finally, I Did The Smart Thing
So today was a chill day... Felt myself getting antsy and cranky.. So instead of eating something I didn't need, or watching tv, or getting online   I went for a 2 mile walk/run. I say it like thta because I am training to run. They suggest walk 5 min, run thrity sec, walk 2 min, run thirty sec for the first week. I tried to move up, but I had to keep hitting my inhaler, so I am repeating week 1 until I do not need my inhaler.   I feel pretty proud of myself, and damn awesome.
you know I hype a lot about love being a force of pain and pain as a force of love  well thanks to  friends on here at fu bar ive learnt  that love can in fact be a good and marvolous thing so its to those people and they know whom they are  i say ty for every thing  and this section of blogs  will be my tribute to them  ty my friend i love ya all......   Love - John Lennon        
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AngelNChains How painful,is lonelinessan empty streetall that stressmy feethurt from walking in shoesnot tailored for meall I wish isi would be allowedto fly, and befree How painful to watchpeople pass me bytheir faces, gray, just shadowswith lifeless eyestheir facesjust maskstheir bodiesbut empty hullsnone of them manyhave ears, to hear me weepnor eyes, to see me cry In me rages a passiona fire, a torchhow I want to be possessedhow I want to be yoursyour jewelby your feetbowing just to Younever brokennever defeatchained but freedallowed, encouraged, cherishedfor being me in me rages a beasthow i crave to possesto have you crawl before medistressed, in pain, possessedby the only desire to serving meto make me happy, aliveto live the realityof dreamy ecstasy Those streets of dullness i despisethose lifeless, empty, shallow eyesthose hulls, cannot stand my fireI need to meet my true desirethose streets and skies I leave behindand just be trueto myself, my one of a kindand be the sea
Most people have no clue what love really is or how to express it. So, I’m going to walk you through it. I like to start out by asking a question. What is the opposite of love? No doubt you’ve already formulated the answer in your mind and you came up with HATE! Number one answer but incorrect. You see, love is much more than just a feeling or emotion. Love is an action word, a verb; it’s something you do. There are four fundamental or basic principals to love. They are, taking into consideration the Thought’s, Feelings, Desires and Needs of the other person and putting theirs above your own. Now what do we call it when someone puts them self first? Yes it’s selfish. Selfish is the opposite of love not hate like most people think. This is where communication is very important. It’s necessary for us to communicate with each other on a level that the other person understands. Don’t assume that because you know what you’re saying that the ot
Ten Ideas About Wedding Gown Characteristics For The Upcoming Nuptials
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Ten Ideas About Wedding Gown Characteristics For The Upcoming Nuptials
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And He Wants To Get Re-elected!!!!
An old West Virginia Hillbilly saying: You cannot get the water to clear up until you get the pigs out of the creek. *SOME OF YOU MAY APPRECIATE THIS AND SOME OF YOU MAY NOT.**I DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR POSTING THIS BECAUSE OF IT'S TRUTH.**If any other of our presidents had doubled the national debt, which had taken more than two centuries to accumulate, in one year, would you have approved?**If any other of our presidents had then proposed to double the debt again within 10 years, would you have approved? **If
Restless Nights.....
last night she sat and watched the sun falling into the sea...a big firey orange ball sinking into nothingness....the soft blue tones of sky slowly deeping into purples and midnight blues....rising from the safe warm cacoon of her covers, she reached for her sarong and    slowly tied it around her vuluptuous curves..... smiling happily as she opened her window and slipped through.....the scrunch of damp dew kissed sand between her toes...such a welcoming sound against the roar and crash of the ocean..... long ebony curls dancing down her back as she ran to the waters edge...... girl's careful eyes scanning the surroundings as delft fingers pluck at the knot above her breast....softly shivering as her sarong slides down silken flesh to fall at her feet......feeling the laughter well up inside of her.... as she runs into the crashing waves.......sputtering as they knock her down and tumble her around,then lift her up safely.....It is strange how like life the ocean is..... Big emera
Blings And Other Crap
With all the status's I seen lately I just wanted to touch on the bling and credits and whatever else people ask for. I do not give out blings or other shit to anybody. You wouldn't just walk up to someone and give them money would you? With that said if I get something for myself which is like never! lol. If I got some left over and I feel that someone has been a good friend lately I will give the rest since I dont really use credits. If your on my friend list its for a reason but don't think it entitles ya to crap.  Nsfw folders, I dont view them much unless someone needs photo rates. I am sure as hell aint paying to see them, why when there is free crap on the net?? Its nothing against the person with the folder. go do you and I will do me type of thing. Just get tired of sb's asking for credits to view people's NSFW folders.    GM I will be running gm's eventually just to get the damn points easier. Unlike most people I wont have fam spots open my family is for people I feel wit
Day 3.
Day 3. A song that makes you happy.   I have many many many songs that fall into my “happy song” category. However, my choice is a long standing fave and one that never ever fails to lift my spirits. I don’t care if you now think I’m educationally sub-normal, I really like it.     I’m off to listen to it right now – I hope you play the game and listen all the way through.   Stella
I need to vent; Ive been going to school for a month now, and I am reaching phase 3- which means I should probably end up having my GED or my Permit for my CDL, which I don't have either.   I go to school before class starts, about 745 each morning, and Im in the "yard" doing pre trip inspections, drop and hook, and straight line backing.(Which Ive basically learned how to do all of this in a few weeks). anyways I come in today, and I get in the trucks, and the instuctor comes and he talks too me and says the director wants to see me in his office, so he tells me to get my permit by Monday; well I was upset, and I started crying, because this IS the most important thing to me; and I said later to my class, and I left.   They also said if i can take the cdl permit test at the dmv before or on monday and pass, i can come back, But if not, Ill have to re-enroll. I still haven't told my mom. ugh.
50 Things (repost From Sept. 2010)
Wednesday, September 8, 2010If our Founding Fathers were alive today, what would they think of America?  Surely they would be very proud that the United States stretches from the Atlantic to the Pacific and has built some of the most amazing cities that the world has ever seen.  They would probably be surprised that the country they founded went on to become the greatest economic machine in the history of the world, and they would be absolutely astounded by things like our interstate highway system and the Internet.  However, there are quite a number of things that they would be horrified about as well.  The fact that over 40 million Americans are dependent on the federal government for their daily food would be deeply disturbing to our founders.  Also, the fact that the U.S. government has accumulated the greatest mountain of debt in human history would be incredibly distressing to George Washington, Thomas Jefferson and the rest of the founders.  But perhaps most of all, our founders
A War For Your Soul
Today a friend did forward me a Video in 3 Parts. I wanna ask u all to take ur time and watch it..and then think about it...Comments r apriciated!! One Love!  
Something From Facebook!
Okay so every now and then I hit this application called "God wants you to know" mine said.. One this day of my live..."God wanted me to know that when I am unsure how to proceed, stop. Be still and enter into the silence. Allow your mind to cease its restless thinking. Wait. Let the answer come in its time." Maybe I should have read it sooner. Everything happens for a reason and I guess things change for a reason too. I want so much to be happy and successful that I often forget those in my life that make me happy and I am successful even though I don't have a lot of things that would show it. I do however have wonderful friends, my kids, my health, and hopefully the one man that makes me smile and forget the stupid stuff that happens around me. 
Stupidity Should Be Painful.
Ok, so, I'm a judgemental asshole. I admit it and I refuse to apologize for it. Wait a second, hear me out. I don't judge EVERYONE or EVERYTHING. I judge stupidity and the people who continue to make the same stupid, painful, alienating mistakes over and over again. Like me! I judge and criticize myself relentlessly before anyone else. It's not like I think I'm better than everyone. God no. However, I TRY not to make the same mistakes over and over again. TRY is the key word. Most people don't even try. Would you continue to put your hand on a scalding hot stove if you knew you'd get second degree burns? Uhh, no! Yes, I get it, we're all human and humans make mistakes. Humans are also mammals and mammals are social creatures which means they're smarter by design. We learn from the people around us, by society, our friends and family. STOP PUTTING YOUR HAND ON THE GOD DAMN HOT ASS STOVE!! Look, I'm that friend that sticks by your side the first 20 times you fuck up. I'm lendin
Web Of Love
WEB OF LOVEListen to how a simple ball of yarn became a web of love for oneclassroom of high school students.Their teacher seated the students in a circle on the carpeted floor.One member of the group was instructed to toss a ball of yarn tosomeone across the circle, holding tightly to one end. The recipienttook hold of the string and listened as the one who tossed it sharedsomething that she especially liked about him. Keeping hold of thestring, he then tossed the ball across the circle to someone else andaffirmed something positive about her. The ball of yarn was tossedacross and around the circle until everyone had both heard and sharedencouragement...and thus the yarn became a woven web of love and goodfeelings....Before they went their separate ways, the teacher took scissors andsnipped through the web. Each person took a piece of yarn away as aremembrance of the special words they heard. Surprisingly, many ofthem wore cherished pieces of yarn around their wrists for days andweeks
If I Am A Tad Bit Off Today
As many of you know..i am quite hardcore with my motorcycle riding. Well i may be a tad off today (xanaxed up just cause i dont wanna show my real emotions)....i lost one of my closest friends..Mom and Dad was at his bedside and called me just an hour ago ..he was actually my dads best friend from childhood...but Dan and I and Dad rode all over the US total prob put something around 400K miles over the years...i wont be around Friday...funeral obviously...but please no need for pitty nor sentimental thoughts of prayers and about some Cheering me the fuck up....jokes...tasteless thoughts and pics...whatever...just no sad shit....
To Those Who Hurt Me....
Dear Anonymous, Those who have hurt me... I'm moving on, letting go of all the pain you've put me through. I have trouble letting go of things long ago, but the recent times don't phase me at all anymore. I'm not who I used to be nor will I be that again. I've changed and grown; I'm stronger than I ever will be. I'm not gonna let you bring me down....I'm grown and living my life in a way that makes me happy. I'm leaving you in the past to stay there and I'm not looking back with no regrets of my decision to leave you there. There is a small amount of love for you because who you are but past that you're nothing to me anymore. Good bye Here's a song for you, Carrie Underwood - Undo It I should have known by the way you passed me by There was something in your eyes and it wasn't right I should have walked, but I never had the chance Everything got out of hand and I let it slide Now I only have myself to blame
I'm not always good with words,saying how I feel seems wrong.All I have ever wantedwas the one thing I could never have.One thing that was always denied me.I jumped in with both feet,when I should have used my head.Is it wrong for me to want things?Wrong to be selfish on occasion?Sometimes I act without thinking,I say things I regret,I hurt those around me.Perhaps I should leave well enough alone,not try to examine what I feel.Shut myself off as I have before.Part of me can't do this,part of me wants to yell and scream,to say yes! I have been done wrong.Yet part of me just wantsthat one little thing that I can't seem to find.When I do I am not sure how to dealI just want to be loved,I want it to be real. 
New Rambling
Well I am just back from DC. The city of hot air no wonder it is so warm there all of the time. I like to thnka people who commented on my last blog and thank me for the good advice. Not going to get any today lol. So peopla re asking what is going on with the weather, I have on simple statement, it is not nice to mess with mother nature she will get even. We have been messing with her for years. it is all about how my life can be easier not think what we might be doing to the environment, I am just as guilty. Damm I hate it that today I can not do new paragraphes in here. I dont know way, might have to contact fubar support to see if it is bug. Since I cant I am going to cut this blog short today. God Bless you all.
Why Married Couples Don’t Have Sex
Dear Wife,During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often:54 times the sheets were just cleaned17 times it was too late49 times you were too tired20 times it was too hot15 times you pretended to be sleep22 times you had a headache17 times you were afraid of waking the baby16 times you said you were too sore12 times it was the wrong time of the month19 times you had to get up early9 times you said weren't in the mood7 times you were sunburned6 times you were watching the late show5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo3 times you said the neighbors would hear us9 times you said your mother would hear usOf the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because:6 times you just laid there8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with7 times I had to wake you
Dime - Pitbull
Ayer me dijistes que me amabasQue no había quien nos separaraQue yo era tuyo y tú eras míaPara nuestro amor no habían medidasPero de repente todo cambióYa no eras la misma cuando hacíamos el amorHoy me pides que me vaya sin ninguna razónTu no sabes cuánto daño le hace a mi corazón, perderteDime como olvidarteSi no quiero alejarmeNo me pidas que me vaya, no(Que no me vaya no)(Que no me vaya no, no)Que no ves que ya no puedoQue sin ti me desespero(Muñeca tu eres la razón que yo hago)(Todo esto es la razón que yo he trabajado tan duro)No me pidas que me vaya, no(Yo te quiero dar una vida diferente)Yo te quiero con todo mi corazónPero no entiendo la razónPorque siento como tú y yo no somos lo mismos, a lo mejorEstamos acostumbrao'Y no estamos enamorao'O maybe es algo que da algoY viene y se va como un moraoPero mami let's work it outEs un daño profundoPensar en los añosQue tu y yo vivíamos juntos¿Y que todos esos años se fueron por gusto?(No, no)No me digas eso mamiEso yo no lo puedo acept
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At The End Of The Day
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away. At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what
Yeaayy..i just see the advertise of fubar in the twitter,,then just try this tonite..still dont understand how its works.. :(
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Goodnight Sun: Sunspots May Disappear For Years
WASHINGTON – The sun is heading into an unusual and extended hibernation, scientists predict. Around 2020, sunspots may disappear for years, maybe decades. But scientists say it is nothing to worry about. Solar storm activity has little to do with life-giving light and warmth from the sun. The effects from a calmer sun are mostly good. There'd be fewer disruptions of satellites and power systems. And it might mean a little less increase in global warming. It's happened before, but not for a couple centuries. "The solar cycle is maybe going into hiatus, sort of like a summertime TV show," said National Solar Observatory associate director Frank Hill, the lead author of a scientific presentation at a solar physics conference in New Mexico. Scientists don't know why the sun is going quiet. But all the signs are there. Hill and colleagues based their prediction on three changes in the sun spotted by scientific teams: Weakening sunspots, fewer streams spewing from the
Post A Picture That 'causes Emotional Distress' And You Could Face Jailtime In Tennessee (repost)
from the outlawing-jerks? dept Over the last few years, we've seen a troubling trend in various state laws which attempt to come up with ways to outlaw being a jerk online. Many of these are based on politicians and/or the public taking an emotional reaction to something bad happening after some does something online that angered someone else. Of course, while it would be nice if jerks would go away or jerky behavior would cease, that's just not realistic. The real issue is: how can it be constitutional to outlaw being a jerk? In many cases it raises serious First Amendment issues, among other things. The latest to jump into this game is the state of Tennessee, which apparently decided that just throwing people in jail for sharing music subscription passwords wasn't enough: now they want to put people in jail for "causing emotional distress" to others. The specific law outlaws posting a photo online that causes "emotional distress" to someone and has no "legitimate pu
[much Less Agitated]
I understand that most of you are busy ignoring me on Facebook, but you should go read about my tamales they ROCK!!! and Yes, I made them better than the "authentic" ones at the farmer's market.   So... I finally got a hold of nice, horrible potential job lady.   Told her I couldn't in good conscience pursue that job, and that I felt really bad about that fact.   ... so she asked me if I was looking for something part-to-full time. "... yes?"   I've got a pseudo-offer at doing attendant care for a buck more/hr than in Topeka (and fucking everything is 3x as expensive in Topeka) and... uuuh I dunno I think that was the highlight of my day. "want to take a non subhuman job?" "Why yes, yes I probably do" "for more than you would be paid in Topeka?" "... yes?" "okay then, fill out your paper work, email your resume, and hand in your app to HR" ... Well I would've worked on all that shit today but I have a lazy.   And I'm going to the dentist tomorrow >> hooooopefu
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"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be. I want to leave this Earth knowing that maybe I learned something important and shared it with another human being. I think it's time for us to acknowledge more than what we see in the course of our daily lives. It's time for us to open our eyes and look at the world in a different way. All of us! We need to celebrate our gifts, our friendships, and our family. We need to look at other human beings and see the beauty in that person, and not be afraid of the differences. So, with that in mind, the best we can do is to look and not be afraid of our own fraities, so that we can celebrate our beautiful souls".
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1 +1 + Without Love
We all have songs come and go in our life that stick in your head ,but when i came across Beyonce's new song 1+1 =without love  i was so blown away by the words so for my first ever blog i would like to post the lyrics of that song as the words really hit  a nerve with me if u wanna hear the song i have it posted on my fubar page ...                                          1 + 1= WITHOUT LOVE    By Beyonce If I aint got nothing, I got you If I aint got something I don’t give a damn, cause I got it with you I don’t know much about algebra, but I know one plus one equals two And it’s me and you, thats all we’ll have when the world is thru Cause baby we aint got nothing without love Darling you got enough for the both of us So come on baby, make love to me When my days look low, pull me in close and don’t let me go. Make love to me. So that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all Right now baby make love to me…me…me…mee&hell
Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008
Like Taking The Pain.
I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars will fade but the feelings wont, one wrong move and body turns cold. Not very safe but it takes the pain away, I just keep cutting I guess to stay sain. written 2001
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Aiutare chi ne ha bisogno come quelli che dimostrano l'amore che cura divertirsi con quelli che amate la vostra vita come si vuole essere liberi come voi potete seguire i sogni e la fiducia il vostro cuore e fate come vi piace di fare   help those how need it  love those how show they care have fun with those you love live your life they way you want to be as free as you can follow you dreams and trust your heart  and do as you love to do     Ill love you fino alla fine del tempo mi mancherà come passare dei giorni il vostro sempre im mente e sempre nel mio cuore per sempre youll stayill love you till end of time i miss you as days go byyour always there im my mind and always in my heart forever youll stay
Time To Select Your Dress With Your Unique And Impeccable Taste
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Geronimo E-kia, A Poem By The 1491s (repost)
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Time To Select Your Dress With Your Unique And Impeccable Taste
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A New Giggle In My Day
Watching beggers on here beg for "help" earning 1 mil for other people.   If that doesnt make you giggle too, something is wrong.     btw anyone offnded or dont want to be laughed at for such a thing, LEARN TO READ...... or better yet, dont beg so much and so quickly that you dont even know what the hell you're doing.     that is all....... :D
As soon as the "check engine" or "service website soon" light occurs, it doesn't explain what and also where the trouble is, only that you will find trouble. You may have Wireless Device hooked up a person's scanner to your vehicle laptop and saved the OBDII diagnostic code. Just what does it signify? The "OBD" with OBDII - oftentimes written OBD-II or simply just plain OBD2 ( blank ) stands for On-Board Diagnostics. A "II" is the upcoming generation with emissions benchmarks and constraints for all cars or trucks sold in a U.Vertisements. from The early nineties to the present, family and imports. A OBD2 system is principally for by-products control. This is basic ingredients are the catalytic converter and strategically-placed breathable oxygen sensors. All these as well as all things in the vehicle about engine performance plus emissions regulate are frequently monitored by way of the vehicle's on-board system. The "check engine" and also "service engine soon" luminatio
Your Lips
I called you that day on a whim, since I was in town visiting. It must have been fate that your office was around the corner from my hotel. You told me to come over, that you wanted to meet me in person. So I walked over top the office. There you were behind the desk. My heart was beating strong. I got lost in your eyes. We talked and then you had to get back to work. I asked you shyly if I could taste your lips. So, you got up from your desk. You took my arm, and pulled me close, and bent down to kiss me. It was a gentle, lingering sweet kiss, that is burned in my memory.
When I Look At U
Everybody needs insperation,and everybody needs a song,when the night are always long,cuz there is no gerintee that this life is at all easy. and when my world is fallen apart.and theres no light to brake  up the dark.thats when i look at u.and when the the aves r flooding the shore,and i cant find my way home anymore,thats when i look at u. when i look at u i see forgiveness,i see the truth,you love me for who i am,like the stars hold the moon,right there were they belong,and i know im not alone,when i look at u.u sometimes feel like A DREAM TO ME THATS WHY I ALWAYS TOUCH U. thats why i look at u.     Marryjane cain luvs nick1982 4 ever
I Really Want..
I wanna get drunk and smoke like a pack of cigarettes Damn me for not havin alcohol OR cigarettes. Why did I quit again? Can ya tell I am a bit grumpy?
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Need A Laugh
I was talking to a guy in the line at the store. The conversation got around to wives, and he said he had been widowed three times. I said "Three wives, all dead and buried?" He said "Yes.""What happened to the first one?""Poison Mushrooms.""What happened to the second one?""Poison Mushrooms.""And the third?""Fractured skull.""How did that happen?""She wouldn't eat the Poison Mushrooms."
A B C D E F G H I J K A wife asked her husband to describe her .....He said, "You're A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K". She asked, "What does that mean?"He said, "Adorable, Beautiful, Cute, Delightful, Elegant, Foxy, Gorgeous, Hot". She said: "Oh, that's so lovely. What about -- I, J, K?" He said: " I'm  Just  Kidding"(Room 911 at St. Elsewhere Hospital if you want to visit him.)
Crafts :: Plastic Cup Lamp (repost)
  Now that my university is closed for winter holidays, I finally have more free time to do all the crafty things I’ve been wanting to. One of these is a lamp made from plastic cups I’ve seen at taf, the art foundation, in Athens. When I first saw it at taf, I was amazed; I looked closely and I couldn’t believe my eyes! The object itself is so peculiar, modern and alien-like it could be in any design exhibition. With my best friend’s birthday coming up, I decided to make it myself and give it to her as a gift. It turns out it was the easiest craft I’ve even done, the epitome of DIY objects!   I only needed a couple of things: 200-250 large plastic cups (recyclable, at least ) 600-700 staples a stapler a lamp socket, lamp cord and plug – mine came from a broken IKEA lamp! That’s all you will need.   Start stapling the cups together as shown.
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A Simple Act Of Kindness
A Simple Act of KindnessIt was 12:00 noon on a Monday and everyone was rushing to lunch.As I pulled into a local fast food restaurant and parked,I noticed an old pickup truck with a trailer attached.The driver had pulled into the narrow parking lot and mistakenlytried to exit via the one way drive through lane.  Unfortunatelyhe was going the wrong way and cars were stacked up waiting toget out.When I arrived, he was frantically trying to get turned aroundand out of everyone's way.  There were a lot of people watchingbut no one offered to help.I walked over to the driver's window and asked if he neededhelp.  The driver was an older gentleman.  He was completelyexhausted.The truck did not have power steering and in his attempt to getturned around he had jackknifed the trailer.I could tell that he was scared and did not know how to get out.After stopping all the traffic and asking everyone to be patientfor a few minutes, I guided him back and forth until he finallygot the truck and traile
Maybe A Permanent Vacation From Fubar
This game is no longer fun...I show daily devotion to family and friends on here. I enjoy sending my daily comments and pictures. I enjoy rating and commenting on pictures. I enjoy the interaction but that is getting harder to come by...Some, out of the blue, rip me a  new for my daily comments and I even had one trying to direct me on which ones they want to receive (I like this one but not that one) Then there are those that come around for one reason and one reason only- like me, bling me, rate me,, help me or my friend level, etc.....I accept this as part of the game but that is the only time I ever hear from them...That brings me to the stupid leveling requirements. Let's face it, this site is all about the money and how they try and squeeze out of us. They want us to spend our hard earned and limited resources without providing any tangiable product or service in return. I have been on this site for over 4 years now and have made friends, played the game and done things the old
Not Always Right | Funny & Stupid Customer Quotes Ii
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Sh*t My Dad Says...
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Day 2
Day 2 - Your least fave song. Well - I could wax lyrical all day there - there are quite a few I'm not fond of!   However, the first two to pop into my head are Golden Brown by the Stranglers and Stairway to heaven (take your pick of artists!).  I know I am going to take some flack for these...but I've really tried hard to enjoy/like Stairway however each and every time I listen to it it bores me senseless...I don't find it inspiring and it drones on! (ok..let me have it..Ive got my tin hat on!!)   Golden Brown stretches way back to when I was was on one of the "now thats what I call music/hits" compilation albums directly before Wilson Phillips - Hold on.  My friend and I loved the Wilson Philips song (what?!! I was 15!! .....again...i can take the flack!) and played it over and over...but usually had to endure at least some of the Golden Brown song first as it was either a tape or record - certainly wasn’t a CD!  I’ve never enjoyed it and haven’t grown to lo
Naughty Chick Teasing And Get Banged Inside Her Room
Browser Update 101
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Swamp Yard Plasterbater!haha
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An elderly couple were driving across the country.The woman was driving when she got pulled over by the highway patrol.The officer said, "Ma'am did you know you were speeding?"The woman, hard of hearing, turns to her husband and asks, "What did he say?"The old man yells, "He says you were speeding!"The patrolman says, "May I see your license?"The woman turns to her husband and asks again, "What did he say?"The old man yells, "He wants to see your license!"The woman gave the officer her license.The patrolman says, "I see you are from Arkansas. I spent some time there once and went on a blind date with the ugliest woman I've ever seen."The woman turned to her husband and asked, "What did he say?"And the old man yells, "He said he knows you!"
Prayer For Our Soldiers
Now I lay me down to less terrorist this world does keep....with all my heart I give my those in uniform regardless of serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen    
Just Random Piece Of Poetry... I Was Bored....
Spinning, wheeling, My head is reeling, Love and emotions, Feelings and motions, Love is strange, Works in funny ways, Shows you things, You never thought were real, Shows you emotions, You never thought could be real, Shows you what, Your heart most desires, Gives you a happiness like no other,   And I have found this, In you my lover, I never thought I could feel for you so, But you have opened my eyes, To a place I have never known, You have brought light to my dark, Peace to my war, You have brought me a peace, I have never felt before,   It drives me insane, That we cannot be so close, But im happy to know, That when we talk, When we see, Each other we bring out, Emotions unfelt, Emotions unknown, We take each other to place we never knew, We’ve never known, We take each other, To a thing we never knew.   To love is an urge, All people will know, But to succumb to that emotion, Is like finding the end of a rainbow, Ita joyous, Its wo
My Angel
She is my strength when I am weak and she is my star in the night sky,She is my sun on a cold and rainy day,She is the voice that soothes me when I cry, She is the blankets that keep me warm at night.She is my light when it's dark, She keeps my heart beating with every step I take,She is the angel that appears in my dreams,She is the beauty within me.She is the moon that brightens up my world,She is the air I breath,She guides me through the ups and downs,She is my ANGELShe is my DAUGHTER.
We've Got The Same Brain, But We're Different
Today …   2 Timothy 1:8-14                                                                                            June 13 those discouraged (like men!)                                                                                11106.13   For the which cause I also suffer those things: nevertheless I am not ashamed: for I know whom I have believed, and I am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day.  12   Lamentations 5 – Remember, O LORD, what is come upon us: consider, and behold our reproach.    Thou, O LORD, remainest for ever; thy throne from generation to generation.   If the Rapture came today, would anyone notice?  I’m reminded of a song at Vacation Bi
Testing 4
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Testing 3
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Testing 2
      Come check out the hottest new lounge on FU! The place may be new, but the dawgz in it sure as heck aint no green horns! If you're looking for a new place to call home, you've found it...We're looking to hire for all positions! Click on any picture to enter Da Swamp Yard NOW!!!
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[with Tamales I'll Kick Your Ass]
So ... one whole day of cooking later, and we have pork tamales. Hot tamales? Possibly. *pops neck* This will seriously take a while. And will likely tax your aresnal, library and techniques. You will need a 2-3 lb pork shoulder roast About a cup of spice mix (and I will SHARE MINE LATER BE PATIENT!!!) About 5 cups of tomato juice One whole onion 1 large or 2 med cloves of garlic 1/2 a jalapeno (more, or a cerano or habanero if your diners are bold) 1 medium jar of diced tomato (or crushed or whole about 2 cups worth)   and then you'll need 3 1/2 cups of masa horina 1/2 cup of lard 2-4 cups of liquid (hopefully from preparing the pork) 1 tb of salt 2 1/4 tsp of baking powder and some cornhusks (about 2 dozen should be fine) And yes- that's the portions you use to make Alton Brown's turkey tamale dough. We didn't make turkey tamales... Alright Phase ... -7 I made a pork roast. I about stabbed my mother when she dropped this beautiful pork shoulder into a hot
If You Can't See My Face...
A sky of darkest velvet Sweet kisses in the night You love me in the darkeness but forget when the world is bright.   Our lips are soft and still But in your eyes I find A thousand words I can't explain A storm locked in your mind.   So hold me beneath a starry sky and weave the night into a lie with every secret that you hide I die a little more inside.   My head is filled with echos Every romantic thing you've said You tell me I can trust you As you lay me in my bed.   Whispers on my pillow A hidden thought you keep Something you won't tell me An answer that I seek.   Kiss the questions from my lips I can taste all of your lies Can you feel the pain I hold, beneath every pleasured sigh?   You tell me that you love me As my nails run down your spine It's too dark to see your eyes But I know this lie is mine.   You hold me in the darkness As you finally fall asleep I've found the thing you hide What you've buried away so deep.   You love me when
No Title
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Leg Contest Idea
so with summer bearing all these leggggsssssssssssssss & stuff   :O I was thinking  it might be fun to have a leg guessing contest .... just thoughts in mah head .. if peeps entered their legs unknowing to others & then peeps had a week or so (or until the next credit sale so I could buy the prizes)  to guess who's legs were who's & maybe they win something or mebbe not ... WOuld you be leggy for this or Should I just STFu now *pounces on some of ya  stabs others* and as always peace baby      
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Some people seem to need to feel superior to others and will categorize them with a name. I have been called a hick because I live in the country, have horses, and so on. After thinking about it, I wear the name with pride regardless how the other person meant it. Hicks, like almost all groups, people choose to segregate, are some amazing people.If you hunt for me, you will find I am listed among the HicksThe poor common folk that choose to live back in the sticks.The kind of folk who have a job but also have to do choresthat build bonfires and teach the kids how to make Smores.Among those that if you do need any help are glad to giveand by the Golden Rule most still their lives do try to live.We are dirt poor by the standards most will use to judgebut from this great way of life one of us will rarely budge.You might think us ignorant, having taken no college courses,but we have the knowledge of things like survival and horses.We may not have all that city people have, who are on the r
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Real World Help Vs Fu-mafia - Auction - Contest - Lounge Request
I have been doing the fu thing since well before they were called fubar, I know my way around the site and I know the proper way to come at people if and or when I have a request. If I (or someone else) linked you to this blog it may be because I (or they) think you could use this to help you be a better person, to assist you in putting a stop to the disrespectful ways of others or because you yourself have come off in a disrespectful manor. Most of you will be here because of number's 3 and 4.    Some will question what message is here for you, please read the entries below, find the one('s) that fits you best in and then you will have your answer.   1. There are a lot of your neighbors doing without who need help. Please take a bag or box of food to a food pantry in your area or give them a call and I am sure they will be happy to send someone to pick up your offering/donation, just by giving an extra blanket or two for the cold times or a fan for those who need to keep cool duri
Day 1
Day 1.  Your favourite song. Well, there is the first and biggest issue right away.  I genuinely don't have 1 favourite song - like many folk it would depend on the mood of the day/moment.  So, the question is how the hell do I answer this one and what on earth do I choose? I have thought about going for the obvious (a jovi choice) going for the random (something from Chess)  going for the critically acclaimed however I've decided that I'm going to go for something that i return to time and time again year in year out.  I've lots of songs that I do that with, a simply look at my itunes says "59 plays" of x track in the past few weeks.  I love this particular version of this song; the mixture of the orchestral element with the heavy rock side - sort of "fusion" music.  So, i suppose I've failed already with this challenge - I can't say that it is THE no 1 favourite song of mine...but it's certainly in the top 10.  Enjoy and listen all the way through :)
I Didn't Mumm This....
July first I am gettin new's been a year (june 12) and I am ready! It will be on my right leg... Ladybugs and daisies...not sure what it will be exactly...told my artist to go wild He booked me for a 4 hour session and I cannot wait!!! Sorry I didn't mumm this, or my last hair cut
Here We Go!
It was suggested that I take the 30 day music challenge.  I will readily admit to seeing friends on facebook posting “day 3, song xx” and not having a clue what they were I know J  I have thought about whether I should be posting songs that demonstrate my depth and breadth of music knowledge/appreciation in order to “wow” folk.  However I have decided that I can’t maintain that level of pretentiousness for a whole month!  So, I think I will just select songs that pop into my head on that day.   The “topics” are pre-determined (by some magical mystical faerie) although having seen the list of the 30 topics I do feel that a few have been missed best live song, best cover version.  I might add these to the end of the challenge J Those of you who have chatted with me will know that I can happily spend an entire night on youtube hopping through the music videos ending up at some random song at 3am in the morning (apologies for t
4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he
Me In A Nut Shell Deal With It
  I am 6' 1" tall 285 lbs and have blue eyes and brown hair if i have hair  i choose to shave my head i have a gotee mustach and beard no tattoos or perieceings 2'' scar over right eyey  i wear glasses  i have false teeth but refuse to wear them  hope there is not a problem with that  but im a natural persone and dont belive in prosieses to improve on ones looks...I am JUst your avreage joe and a redneck at that.... Tagline:I am not old I am Not new I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge. Member Since:April 11, 2011   Gender:Male Location:Fairmont, Age:48 Relationship Status:Singel Interested In:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship Languages:English Ethnicity:Caucasian/White Religion:Agnostic Orientation:Straight   Elementary School:Dunbar Intermediate School Junior High School:Miller Junior High School High School:Fayette County High School '82Fayette Area Vocational School '82 College:The College of Woo
My Heart
i love you more than anything you can see. i love you cause ur true to me. you make me happy when i am bring me up when im feeling down. u know how to trun my life upside down. you have been there through thick and thin. and still to this day u cnt win. you kno how to love u kno how to laugh u kno how to make me blush so bad. though u have doubts u have ur views u kno that i love you so what to do, u stole my heart on that first chat. i may be afraid to tell u when we talk but i am true i love u so. maybe ull read this and realize u do too? but i dont push just tell me so if you do or if u dont, either way my heart is urs.
Isn't it fun to be accused of something  you didn't do by someone you barely know?
Drifting Through Life Lost And Un Sure
At times, we all search for meaning in our lives,we use the yougy bord the magic cue ball or even phycics,we go as far as mystics , the elderly  and some times  the old hermit in the mountains,its often in vain.we use  tort card,playing card  dice and bones and any other mystical device we can find, to  help us understand life and what it holds for us, Perhaps the answer is not to find meaning, but to give it? this is what i feel though i may be wrong,what says you.... I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect;I often wonder if I'm trulyWorth what I've been blessed.I search through days that have been hard,To try to understand,The many trials that I have known,The life that I have had.You see me in my daily grind,So confident and strong;Yet when I am alone, I questionJust where I belong.I often try too hard I find,To analyze and guess,To scrutinize, investigateMy life I will confess.For somewhere deeper, there must beSome meaning to this life,Some way to make a d
Get It Together Dude...
continous , irrational thoughts plague my mind. I know i need to pull it back together, but how can i? and why should i...fear i will do something irrational? oh well so be it. maybe its time for that "crazy" every one seen in me to play out full blown. Have you seen her? her eyes, the most beautiful shade of chocolate, her smile....her smile brightens my day like the morning sun rising over the florida skyline. its crazy how when she smiles it just melts me. last time i felt like this...i was in HighSchool. her voice...her voice is like a choir of angels singing in my ears. sometimes she speaks and i cant even make since of what she said because im to busy being pummeled and minf fucked by her beauty. so yeah irrational thoughts should be expected i guess. I would give up everything i have right now for to be with her. No thats not the playas way of doing it, and truth be told...i dont give a fuck. I would leave my life for her in a heartbeat. i know she wouldnt ask that of me, but
at times are fucking morons. I've decided that. Not only do they give Me what I am guessing are residents as "primary care physicians" so I have to get used to a new one ever 3 years but today I spent nearly 2 hours seeing a new doctor about possible seizures (in other words, MY HEAD). This moron talked 2 mins about My head and the seizures and then went to talk about all the other 56 surgeries I've had and problems with things BELOW the neck that OBVIOUSLY had NOTHING to do with what I was there for. It took Me 3 months to see him in the first damn place for him to spend more time talking about BELOW My neck than ABOVE like he SHOULD have. And now he wants an EEG and bone density test and by the time all this is over, I won't even see him again for ANOTHER 3 MONTHS! Idiots!
Death And I
you know my pundering and thinking to night is on death  no its not the fear of death i pounder for i have  no fear of death death is my constaint compainion  and one dose not fear thier friends  i have lived a grate life  and done as i feel good works,but my poundering is more on the ones ive lost  in the  past 5 years its like my family  are sropeing like flys once a family strong now a family it seems markesd for enilelation, each time i go to a funeral i dont moarn the death of a love one but the fact im still a live. why must i suffer  why must i watch  of those that  died they were good souls  they were  better then me why should i live why should i be tourcherd by this life or as i gall it hell, is my life a joke  and my death a punch line what is it...wel its like this when i do go dont  maorn me  donet5 grive  smile and say he finly got his peace and remember me of the way i was  not as a memorial or a dead soule think of me as still alive for thats the only wat to , for y
Four Words
FOUR WORDSA king called all of his wise men and counselors together for ameeting.  He addressed them and said, "I want you to go andthink, read, and research.  Consult the wisest and most learnedmen in the land.  Spare no expense.""I want you to find the ONE statement that will get me throughall situations in life.  Whether I am on top of the world or inthe pits, find that statement.""Find me a MountainWings Moment statement.""I don't want to learn long and complicated philosophies.I want one simple statement.  Find it or write it; I don't care,just bring me the statement."The men left and consulted for months.They finally returned and handed the King a scroll.The King unrolled the scroll.  On it was written four words."THIS TOO SHALL PASS"That was it.The wise men explained.When you are on top of the world, that is but a fleetingmoment, things change, always remember, this too shall pass.When you are in the pits, all nights are followed by day, atyour lowest moments remember also, this
Whats A Child Worth A Whisper
for those that dont know i come from a broken home where i had many stepfathers  one of which got his jollys  from tortueing me with physical,menteal and sexual abuse i lived it for many years till the day , not knowing  right  from wrong  i took his .38 and tryed to kill him it was at that time people started to belive me i, i was set free... My name is jimmy; Although you never hear me speak, I’ve lots to say. Even though you never see me smile, Deep inside I’m still your child. Although you don’t know my name, I breathe in and out just the same. This game you play, I don’t know the rules, I go to school, and I try to be, The child you dream.   One foot forward and two steps back, you did it wrong now take that slap. Get off the floor you silly fool; Go cry your tears into Winnie the Pooh.   You have no choice, you are my child, No one cares if you live or die. Don’t say a word, Don’t tell a soul. You must be so good, They’
Flavored Water Bad For You
Now They are Trying to Sell You Diet Water- Perhaps the Most Toxic “Health” Drinks of the Century Posted By Dr. Mercola | June 04 2011 By now you have probably seen the ads for MiO Liquid Water Enhancer, Kraft Foods’ new gimmick aimed at young consumers seeking “cool” new ways to stand out among their peers. Leave it to the food and beverage industry to find a way to turn your perfectly healthful water into a mixture of toxic chemicals. This latest craze has you squeezing brightly colored flavor drops into your water from a cute little purse-sized bottle, and watching the mesmerizing nebula of color diffuse slowly into the clear water. Very clever… a science experiment you can drink. The market has been flooded with “functional waters,” fortified (supposedly) with everything from vitamins and minerals to electrolytes, oxygen, fiber, and even protein. Supermarket beverage aisles can entice you along a virtual sea of beverage
Stealing Fubux Or Not Following Through On Their Promises
Now it's not hard really is it? you make a deal with another member fubux for credits or fubux for pimpouts you expect the other person to return the favour and give you what they should. But in certain cases people screw you over ie: A.K.A JeNnS Naughty - now why the public posting, easy like it or lump it its theft whether its real money or not, I  bet if u paid 250,0000000mil for a GodMode you would go nuts so its all semantics. Now I contacted her for well 36hrs straight no response so i think its only fair people are aware that its possible when making a deal with you over fubux especially as you still had in your status fubux for sale  or swap you will now be exposed as a liar and a cheat.  JeNnS ...: let me know what u got total, I may throw in a few more things 12:42pm DjGary1arm...: lol i only got two i was hopin to save em as i was given them 12:42pm JeNnS ...: oh ok 12:44pm DjGary1arm...: but i can buy all 3 off u in one go tho 12:47pm DjGary1a
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Simple Me
Simple I and enjoy it I do, life is never easy but try to keep it mellow is what I like to do. I like to laugh, so my jokes are cheese and make no sense. made you laugh didn't it? I rather have my nerd he plays games and quote movie phrases and we understand one another fine. I listen to all type of music, rock my country music on sunny days, blast my techno mixes when I wan to dance, classical when I create in the kitchen, and anything else I want to hear. I like ice cream, how about you, sitting in the park, combatting bee, wishing a bug dare land on your yummy cold treat, it be ~like honey child please~ . I love my life though it may not be where I hoped it might I'm still Blessed to enjoy the simple life. ~Peace of the 4 Winds guide you~ ~~ I.L. P
Our Concert Promotional Video
It's been more than 2 months..Yes, more than 2 months and I've been searching for people to help me on our promotional video since then. I know it's not easy to find people to help you without anything in return. I don't expect everyone to help me in a short time but the thing that disturbs me is quite different.   Since the first time I started looking for people to record 2-3 second little video clips to merge into a one big video, more than 25 people said they would love helping me and they would do it asap. That eventually made me really happy cuz around 15-20 people would make me finish the video without any difficulties. However noone NOONE sent anything...Also I tried to contact them (they were and they are in my friend list on fubar) if there was a problem and it's ok if they couldnt do it. NOONE answered! It is seriously easy to say "no". Some people said "no sorry i cannot do it" and it's ok. Noone has to do it. The problem is those people said they were going to help and
What We Have Become
cap·i·tal·ism noun an economic system in which investment in and ownership of themeans of production, distribution, and exchange of wealth ismade and maintained chiefly by private individuals orcorporations, especially as contrasted to cooperatively or state-owned means of wealth. com·mu·nism noun 1. a theory or system of social organization based on theholding of all property in common, actual ownership beingascribed to the community as a whole or to the state. 2. ( often initial capital letter ) a system of social organizationin which all economic and social activity is controlled by atotalitarian state dominated by a single and self-perpetuating political party. 3. ( initial capital letter ) the principles and practices of the Communist party. fas·cism
I Told You
itold you so i told you that you were ganna miss me an i told you that we were meant to be itold you so i told you things that id never tell another an  that we were  right where we needed  to be i told you id make my mark an its hard to say that i was wrong when i know it was so much more i told you so just  why couldnt you see see that we were better together i told you so going in all the right directions now i see just what all you  did to me but lookin back now i can tell you i told you so an i can see it in your face that you need me like the ground needs the rain yet in the end i can now so i told  you  so and turn and walk away
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Welp, tomorrow I have to take back what I said, and have to come up with a... polite explanation as to why I don't want to take a physically dangerous job for $2.50 an hour.   I'd be less conflicted if I was a bastard, but pretty much everyone I know has reaffirmed that ... this is not a good idea.   What the fuck ever? Meanwhile my online "social life" ? If you can call it such continues to deteriorate much like everything else around me.   I haven't had the opportunity for a followup confrontation with a forum-goer who went pretty far out of his way to either malign me, misinterpret me, or just troll me.   Either way, he's not been seen since, but the owner/operator/moderator of said forum has a stick up his ass, and I was ... somewhat in the line of fire of his /rage.   Not something I want to deal with or come down on me since that forum's a good distraction, and of some use to me. His hissyfit was ill timed for me since I had taken about as much infantile fuckery as I
Dual Quakes Rock Christchurch, New Zealand By The Cnn Wire Staff
(CNN) -- A pair of earthquakes struck within 90 minutes of each other near Christchurch, New Zealand, on Monday, the U.S. Geological Survey reported, reviving vivid memories of a deadly quake that killed more than 180 people in February. "It was quite an exciting ride," Christchurch Police Acting Inspector Murray Hurst told CNN after the first quake, adding that there was some damage caused by the quake and a few injuries that were not life-threatening. Police evacuated sections of the city's central business district after reports of a possible gas leak, police said. Several bridges in the city was closed as a precaution. The first quake -- a magnitude 5.2 -- was centered 9 kilometers (5 miles) east-southeast of Christchurch at a depth of 11 kilometers (6.8 miles), according to USGS. The second quake -- a more powerful 6.0 -- hit about 13 kilometers (8 miles) north-northeast of the city at a depth of 9 kilometers (5.6 miles). The quakes came nearly four months after
I'm Handing The Phone Back To Mommy
(This was originally blogged Saturday, June 11, 2011. -- David) I guess it’s no state secret that I now work at McDonald’s on south Broadway as well as at Fast Cash.  I’m currently training to work in their overnight (10 PM – 6 AM) shift and got trained partly on the grill by my nephew Patrick; I hope I didn’t embarrass him too much!  No, it was actually fun for me … my first hour of my first night (I got there after closing at Fast Cash for the night) I watched a series of McDonald’s training videos and learned some fascinating things.  Like the difference between having a food allergy and a food intolerance, what staggered openings and closings are, and when I got to the kitchen I learned what “4 to 1” and “10 to 1” means – how much the individual burger weighs, I suppose (four to a pound for quarter pounders, ten to one for regular burgers).  And my last hour was filling the bun buffer, what makes the buns toa
Winner #9
My friend got this one and sent it to me... i have a ss of it but i couldn't figure out how to put it in here... i'm just not geeky enough i guess! :P      big1foru: i wanna stick my tounge in your ass !!! (perferably after u take a dump) 11:32pmreplybig1foru: please let me 11:33pmreplybig1foru: i wanna watch u take a dump 11:33pmreplybig1foru: then i will lick your ass clean 11:33pmreplybig1foru: spotless 11:33pmreplybig1foru: inside and out 11:33pmreplybig1foru: plz big1foru: hello 11:34pm replybig1foru: talk to me 11:34pmreplybig1foru: im going crazy 11:34pmreplybig1foru: i want you to shit for me baby 11:35pmreplybig1foru: i love hot dumps 11:35pmreplybig1foru: i will smear it in on my skin like it was lotion
Black Eye
A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye, too. He says to him, "Hey, this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened, it was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was there. So, instead of saying, 'I'd like two tickets to Pittsburgh,' I accidentally said, 'I'd like two pickets to Tittsburgh' she socked me a good one." The first guy replied, "Wow! This is unbelievable. Mine was a tongue-twister too. I was at the breakfast table and I wanted to say to my wife, "Please pour me a bowl of Frosties, honey.' But I accidentally said, 'You have ruined my life you evil, self-centered, fat-assed bitch.'
【information】clothing- 2011the Most Tight Dress
【Information】Clothing- 2011the most tight dress   Striped dress to wear striped classic and real elements in fact has not been fashionable to exit the stage, but this quarter than in the past when the stripes more powerful. Black and white bar, color bar, if they had bar, blue bar Bai Haijun, serrated bar, whether it is the most cutting-edge fashion red carpet, or the most popular street close to the life of the film, the stars all have striped fitted debut, showing the charm of striped Large Polka Dot Dress (Wave point dress) popular in the last century 50's polka dots are back again is the spring and summer 2011 fashion circles. This fact has seemingly stereotyped patterns of millions of modern designers re-interpreting the post by the glow of new life. Their eyes when we gather in neutral stripe elements, playful retro dots is still dominated world fashion circle one...... Floral Dress (Broken beautiful dress) He was in hesitation in the choice of
How Rude,
scdaddyoftwo: and now you and every one of your faggy lil click are BLOCKED 9:34pmscdaddyoftwo: hagd 9:34pmNot Tellin...: What did *I* do? 9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: ya ya ya 9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: play stupid 9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: just like all your lil click do 9:35pmNot Tellin...: I called MYSELF a cunt 9:35pmNot Tellin...: I was NEVER rude to you personally 9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: have fun with your quest to allienate yourself from everyone but each other on fubar 9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: you never said anything "direct" 9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: but 9:36pmNot Tellin...: Oh hon, you have me mistaken with someone who can't make friends 9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: your responses to to comments indicates your intentions 9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: give Sparkly Balls my regrads 9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: and let him know, his fucking looser ass isn't going to drive me off of fubar 9:37pmNot Tellin...: I don't speak to sparkly balls 9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: i'll just keep blocking all you loosers 9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: oh reall
Try To Help People
A big, burly man visited the pastor's home and asked to see the minister's wife, a woman well known for her charitable impulses."Madam," he said in a broken voice, "I wish to draw your attention to the terrible plight of a poor family in this district. The father is dead, the mother is too ill to work, and the nine children are starving. They are about to be turned into the cold, empty streets unless someone pays their rent, which amounts to \$400.""How terrible!" exclaimed the preacher's wife. "May I ask who you are?"The sympathetic visitor applied his handkerchief to his eyes. "I'm the landlord," he sobbed.
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Funny How Everyone Feels This Way At Some Point
This is for the Broken Hearted.......I know how you feel....Empty, Btrayed and no Happiness what so ever. You dont want to laugh cause you know its not going to help, But you dont want to cry, Because you know it will make you feel worse. You feel Like your Heart is falling apart, But Not only that, You know soon your life is going to feel like its falling apart too. You dont think it will ever end,  and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders, why if they hurt you, do you still love them so much. Thats the confusing part, You dont know why, You just do. " The Person who has the best capacity to make you the happiest, May give you the worst heartache you can imagine." YOU were the BEST and WORST thing for ME. And then after a few weeks you feel a sense of relief, Like your getting happy again, But you know inside your just going into denial. I keep telling myself that i dont miss you, I dont love you, May

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