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The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Xiii
Some hours later, the man awoke in the darkness of his cave and immediately realized he was aloneand then, to his horror realized that he was not wearing his mask and that it was laying on the cave floor beside him. Jumping to his feet he ran from the cave and to the shack but to his dismay the shack was empty. Neither the small and pretty woman nor her father nor any of their belongings remained in the shack and the man knew he had been rejected. The shame he had not felt since he was a child and the pain he ahd not known since he had last been abandonned, flooded from his memory and back through his heart. The sun god staring down applauded and now the man with the hideous face heard the god and screamed into the sky. He swore his hatred on the god who had once promised him happiness and love. He cursed the sun god and named him a liar and leapt into the sky. He struck the veil of night with his sword over and over until he tore through it and then he passed into the heavens.
Ohio Love...
Yep, I'll be the first to make fun of Ohio. Kinda sucks here, and you'd have to actually live here to find any beauty in it. Well, while I was going through YouTube listening to some music, and talking to a friend, I came across something I DO love about my part of Ohio. The local music scene. Now mostly, I HATE musicians and so-called bands, but I've got to admit... ...downtown Akron and Kent have some great bands that come and go. One of the best spots around was "The Lime Spider". One of the few bars that bands had to be legitimately good. Unfortunately, the place had to close down due to people constantly breaking in (damn Akron crime!). Anyway, here's "If These Trees Could Talk" with Smoke Stacks the first night I heard them at The Lime Spider...
Pay It Forward
Has someone ever held the door open for you? Has someone ever given you a quarter because you were 19 cents short on buying that doughnut? Has someone ever helped you pick up something you dropped? Has someone ever told you your pants were unziped to save you the emarisment? Has someone ever fixed the tag on your shirt because it was sticking out? Has someone ever let you take the last box of cerial at the store? These things are nice small gestures that anyone can do yes even you! So today try and pay it forward to someone no matter how big or small. (warning, my blog has MANY mispelling in it, yes i know!)
Puff Paper Heart Craft
What you'll need: * Pink and white tissue paper, cut into 1” squares * White craft glue * Scissors * Piece of card stock or construction paper * Pencil with an eraser How to make it: 1. Cut out a heart shape from the construction paper or card stock. 2. Put white craft glue into the center of the heart, shaped like a heart. 3. Using the eraser end of a pencil, place the eraser into the center of a white tissue paper square. Twist the tissue paper square around the eraser and dot it onto the glue. Continue this process until entire middle of the heart is covered with white tissue paper. See photo. 4. Repeat the process from step #3 with pink tissue paper for the border of the heart. 5. Glue a hanger to the back if you like. Tips: * For younger kids who have trouble working the pencil steps, allow them to wad up the tissue paper squares and press them directly onto the glue with their fingers. * Instead of a hanger, try gluing a magnet strip to the back and hang o
The Executioner Ii
He looked at the axe one more time, and set it back in the corner. It felt like blasphemy to hold it without intent on using it, and he didn't want to waste that surge of power and adrenaline that he got when he came in touch with his tool on simple handling. He wanted to save that energy for tomorrow, for the big day. Sometimes John didn't feel worthy of this magnificent creation, but it was mostly due to his personal issues and insecurities. In fact, he has mastered the art of chopping heads to perfection, leaving as little mess as possible, and causing the victims as little suffering as they could've wished for, given those unfortunate circumstances. That, however, has not been the case in the beginning, when he just started his job, loathed and feared by most, thus keeping it a secret since day one. John still remembered the day when the blade was still shiny and virginal and there were no familiar grooves to cradle his fingers; when the axe was still a foreign object in his
The Executioner I
His fingers found familiar indentations on a smooth from constant wear wooden handle, placing themselves into familiar tracks. Even after doing this job for most of his adult life, he still felt that surge going through his body when he came in touch with this instrument-the same one he felt the first day he was handed it in. Although he held the axe in his hands, he knew better than assume that he had control over it. It was awe inspiring, powerful, striking. It sliced through wiry, fleshy necks with one blow, ridding the victim of life in mere seconds. It didn't see social status, or wealth, or integrity; it was a most nondiscriminatory tool that could have been used in a 17th century England. It cut that thin line between life and death in one swift moment. As the sun fell upon the sharpened blade, it glistened like a thousand fallen stars, reflecting the light right into the slits made for John's eyes. It made him flinch and turn his head; a task that was made almost impossib
O God Your Cheese Is Hard!
I tend to make unhealthy choices when it comes to food and relationships. I'm sure there are other things, too, but, lying in bed, surrounded by chips and sour cream & onion dip, fingers still covered with a film of salty/oily/sugary deliciousness, these are the two that come to mind. As a child, I ate weird stuff. (And no, not just dirt, though yesterday's piece in the NYT suggests that eating dirt is a good idea.) A certain Dr. Weinstock (which is my kind of soup!) gives the following advice: "Children should be allowed to go barefoot in the dirt, play in the dirt, and not have to wash their hands when they come in to eat." Also helpful, he said, is to "let kids have two dogs and a cat," so as to expose them to intestinal worms that can promote a healthy immune system. Mmmm. Worms. Nom nom nom. Certainly, I ate things out of the dog dish. And I consumed a fair amount of dirt, both the outside variety and the potting soil ilk - the latter being a bit lighter, ha
Offline
Just wanted to say that I am not likely to be online here much for a while. Been sick off and on for a long time and doesn't look like I'll be getting better for a long time either. So, love all of you and hope things are going GREAT! take care. xoxoxo, skl
20 Facts About Me........
1) I never thought I could love someone as much as I love my kids. 2) I never thought that love for them could be so much it physicaly hurts. 3) The realization that I cant run away any more breaks my heart. 4) Im scared to death of becoming a bag lady 5)Im sick of being the parent to my parents. 6)Im gonna be the crazy dog lady 7) I have a dependence on music to express my thoughts 8) I must have coffee, everyday, or nothing goes as it should. 9) I have no family, besides parents, so I try to find friends to replace them. 10) I loooove to cook out. 11) In the summer I would be perfectly content to move to the lake in my tent and stay there. 12) I hate Where I live with a passion like no other. 13) I read constantly. 14) Pondering what love really is is on my mind constantly. 15) I love women more than men, but could never give men up. 16) I am selfish 17)I am way too spontanious 18) I do 1st, think about it 2nd 19) I get addicted easily, to everything, internet, peo
Somebodys Hero
She's never pulled anyone from a burning building She's never rocked Central Park to a half a million fans, screaming out her name She's never hit a shot to win the game She's never left her footprints on the moon She's never made a solo hot air balloon ride, around the world, No, she's just your everyday average girl (but) She's somebody's hero A hero to her baby with a skinned up knee A little kiss is all she needs The keeper of the cheerios The voice that brings Snow White to life Bedtime stories every night And that smile lets her know She's somebody's hero She didn't get a check every week like a nine-to fiver But she's been a waiter, and a cook and a taxi driver For twenty years, there at home, until the day her girl was grown Giving all her love to her was her life's ambition But now her baby's movin' on, and she'll soon be missin' her But not today, those are tears of joy runnin' down her face She's somebody's hero A hero to her daughter in her weddin
Update On My Mother
Update on my mother I was with her from friday through monday she was having hallucinations its from the heart attack she had . . she now has a stint in her heart and is doing better . . we have 2 more surgeries to go through. Her curotted arteries in her neck is blocked one 90% the other 70 % They are operating on the 90% tomorrow. Then after she recovers and it heals they will be operating again. I`m ok . . thanks for all the love and concern . . I`m hanging in there . . .
Tulsa's Angel Leaving Love
red white and blue hazeleyed soldier birthday HB - love you! HB to a special friend! regular happy birthday regular happy birthday leaving birthday love
Koala And Lizard
Koala and Lizard A koala was sitting in a gum tree... smoking a joint when a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, 'Hey Koala! What are you doing?' The koala said, 'Smoking a joint, come up and have some.' So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where they enjoyed a few joints. After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was 'dry' and that he was going to get a drink from the river. The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned over too far and fell into the river. A crocodile saw this and swam over to the little lizard and helped him to the side. Then he asked the little lizard, 'What's the matter with you?' The little lizard explained to the crocodile that he had been sitting with the koala in the tree, smoking a joint, but got too stoned and fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile said that
Tell Me Am I Gettin Thru To You?
Why can't all the fucked up people in the world, come together and help eachother out? Huh? Seriously. What you went through, I went through. We can relate to eachother. Instead of shunning or judging. FFS. There's nothing like the comfort of someone who understands. Even having someone to just hug you while you vent or cry. It's nice when you have that. It sucks when you lose it :/ -REL
The Apple Vi
He swore and spit the pizza out in the trash. Learning from a previous mistake, he now placed it to cool off on a plate, and started chugging from a 2 Liter bottle of Pepsi. Finally, making sure he gave it enough time, he picked up the pizza and took another bite. And another; and another. Sloppily chewing greasy melted cheese and letting the oil run down his chin, he looked at the box. There were 5 more slices left, and although he genuinely enjoyed it at the moment, there was no way that he could have finished all this food. After inhaling the slice, he reached for another one. This time he did not feel extreme anticipation before eating; on a contrary, he was quite full and could barely take another bite. Glancing at an almost full pizza box, he let out a sigh, still holding a limp slice of pizza dripping oil on the floor and, finally making a decision, he flung the leftover slice into the garbage.
Pegasus
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Sarge's Bad Girls
SBG Tag . bed . wine . angel wings ...Miss Moneypenny SBG TA Leaving Love from Rebel Angel SBG Leaving Love - Leather .. MMP SBG Tag from Sarge ... leaving love SBG Tag from aGem4life angel-devil - showing love - basic from cotton candy Bad Girl from Deb (red straps) Bad Girl from Ticha Angel - Devil - from Tempting Enchantress Rolling spank me
Shuffle
1. if you got tagged for this note, you need to copy/paste this into your own note, delete my answers, and answer the questions using your own ipod. 2. put the ipod on shuffle 3. use it to answer the question 4. hit “next” 5. try not to cheat 6. tag some of your friends so they'll do the same (if i didn't tag you and you're reading this, DO IT ANYWAY because i wanted to tag everyone but couldn't) AND TAG ME BACK SO I CAN READ YOUR ANSWERS. :) ____ 1. How am I feeling today? Gnarles Barkley- Gone Daddy Gone 2. How far will I get in life? Regina Spektor- Lovology 3. What is my best friend’s theme song? En Vouge- Free Your Mind, yes thats rite 4. What was high school like? The Fray- Look after You 5. How will today be? Three Days Grace- Wake Up 6. What is in store for me this weekend? Blink 182- All The Small Things 7. What is the best thing about me? Sublime- Ive seen Better Days lmao 8. What song describes my parents? Tool- Useful Idiot...per
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The Apple V
When he finally got home, he threw off his shoes and plopped on a couch in front of a tv. He put the pizza in an oven, opened a bag of potato chips, and put in a movie that he rented a night before. He was not a food connoseur, and potato chips were one of his weaknesses, but right now they tasted exceptionally wonderful. Like a hungry lion in a savannah after catching a prey, he was stuffing one chip after another in his mouth, barely chewing them all up, and almost choking on smaller pieces. He was amazed at the extreme sense of satisfaction he was getting from these salty crunchy discs, and after wiping greasy hands on his work shirt, he continued to shove them into his mouth until there was almost nothing left. After shaking out the crumbs from the bag into his mouth, he crumpled it up and threw it in the trash. Finally, the timer on the oven set off, indicating that the second part of his feast was about to start. Smelling the pizza, he got a sense of confusion-his stomach felt qu
The Apple Iv
Who was she? How did she get there? And many more. Finally, as the clock was getting close to 5pm, he became even more restless and antsy, putting away unfinished paperwork and twisting in his swivel chair. He heard the movement and shuffling outside of his cubicle, and interpreted it as a sign that he can finally get out of there as fast as possible. Picking up his belongings, he swiftly got up and darted out, trying to beat the oncoming traffic of equally restless coworkers escaping their square shaped cells. On a way out, he passed The Bitch. She was standing by her cubicle and chatting with another office harpy, most likely about the rudeness he unleashed upon her and possible causes of said mental state he was in. As he walked by, they both gave him a glare, and he knew that indeed he was probably the topic of their heated discussion. But right now, he didn't care. Getting into his car, he remembered again the reason for his rushing, but realized that most likely the woman wouldn'
The Apple Iii
She gave him one more a time a condescending look, which he accepted with great pleasure and even a hint of a smile, since it meant that her feeding pattern was disrupted by his refusal cave in and give her material to gloat about for the rest of the day. After a brief moment of shock and disappointment, she straightened out and walked out of his cubicle, finially giving him personal space to go back to his daily routine and occupy his mind with yet another thought of what happened that night. He started guessing who the strange woman was again, jumping from one idea to another: a ghost perhaps? Or maybe he was drugged and somehow she took advantage of him by altering his mind and making him see all those things? That did not make any sense since he knew that he did not go anywhere , and clearly remembered going to bed for good. He rubbed his face with palms of his hands in an attempt to clear his mind and body of unwanted thoughts and skin cells, and decided to wait and see how things
How Grate Thou R
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The Apple Ii
He tried to replay in his mind the meeting with this strange woman, to pull up from his memory file the way she looked at him when he took a bite of the apple: her animalistic cold eyes and a carnivorous smile that lifted the corners of her mouth in such a mysterious yet conspiratory way. He clearly remembered every second of that occurrence, her every gesture and sound, but any memory previous to that moment was completely erased from his brain, and no matter how hard he tried, he just could not recall where and under which circumstances he could have met her. He could hardly tell whether this was a dream or reality, having only the physical evidence of this event taking place to confirm the latter, so this amnesia was not surprising whatsoever. Whether or not it happened, he knew he wanted to see her again, to smell that exotic aroma of sandalwood and vanilla mixed in with some unknown to him spices, to have those wild eyes glare at him again, revealing the fire glowing deep inside.
Thanks For The Great Time
am leaving fubar thur as iv passed all my test and will be heading out on road mon.As i will be gone for up to 3 weeks at a time i wont be around. Also i have to delete fubar as i have some friends staying at the house to look after my dog and they have 2 kids 11&13(boys)and i dont think they want them to find this place.I want to thank all my fubar fiends for being my friends and i have had a great time.All you great looking ladys ate the best and some day i hope to be back when i can get with a co. that will allow me to be home more often. My best wishes to all at fubar i will miss you all. rick (nascardei) GO JR.
Female Drivers
A MAN WHO KNOWS HIS MATH writes: I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and gave the woman the finger. "Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why:
Snow Iv
When he opened his eyes, Randolph, still slouching in his leather chair, could not understand what exactly happened to him and how he managed to fall prey to this deep slumber. Often, while writing his articles or reading literature, the drowsyness would slowly creep in, slowly chipping away at his alertness and attention, but it happened gradually, and he was always able to fight it off before finally going to bed after realizing that his productivity levels and comprehension were null. This time, however, it was different. He did not even get a chance to try and fight off this sleepiness since it came on so very strong and sudden; he did not know what to make of it. After a minute of disorientation and slight disturbance, he realized that there was a very strong chill in the room, almost as strong as the one in a staircase, making his skin cover with goosebumps. Randolph instantly glanced at the window and saw that it was slightly ajar, enough to bring in a winter night air. He coul
Help Somebody
Well grandaddy was a hillbilly scholar, blue collar of a man... He came from the school where "you didn't need nothin' if you couldn't make it with your own two hands" He was backwoods, backwards, used words like: no sir, yes ma'am, by god, be darned, hell yeah I'm American.. and all the years he walked this earth I swear all he did was work. He said the devil dreams on an idle horse so you listen to me squirt.. Don't get too high on the bottle, and get right with the man. Fight your fights, find your grace and all the things that you can't change, and help somebody if you can Now Granny said sonny stick to your guns if you believe in something no matter what cause it's better to be hated for who you are Than be loved for who you're not. She was 5 feet of concrete New York born and raised on a slick city street. She'll cold stare you down, stand her ground, still kickin' and screamin' at 93 I remember just how frail she looked in that hospital bed taking h
'there's No Place Like Home...'
Fuck! It's just not working! It worked for that stupid bitch and Toto! Well I suppose I would have to figure out first where home is.. or was! While I thought it was Vegas... since that was where I resided for so long... I thought that home was Vegas. Home is where you lay your head, right? Wrong! Well lately at least it seems that doesn't play true. Home is where? Well, maybe where my heart is... but my heart always fails me, so that's no help! My head... oh there's a blog in and of itself! God, if I ever let you into the depths of what goes on inside my head all at once it would scare the holy crap out of you! It does me! I have to live with it on a daily basis! So, where is home? Does anybody know really where home is? I'm thinking home is somewhere out there in the celestial vastness! Not here in the physical plane, but somewhere out in the spiritual or metaphysical atmosphere! It's not a tangent place. And I have spent my life trying to find where it is so I can return.
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Abunza Money
Abunza MoneyLearn about making REAL MONEY right now Have you heard of the Abunza business opportunity? It has been around now for several months and is one of the most popular Internet businesses online today.One question that has come up is whether or not Abunza is a scam. In this article we will take a look at answering that question.It is my opinion that Abunza is not a scam even though it’s a fairly new company. Many people are making very large sums of money on a weekly basis with this. And they’re doing it providing a quality product, compensation plan, and excellent back end support.No matter what business opportunity you decide to start your home business with, if you are going to run your own internet business than there are 4 essential elements that you need.- Good Support- Mentoring- A program that has been tested and proven- Focus and direction is essentialThe co-founders of the Abunza business opportunity started their business because they didn’t find many opportunities t
Couples!
Always remember to be faithful,open,honest&real with the person ur involved with,take them by there hand look into there eyes&tell them how happy&blessed u are to have them in ur life.compliment eachother,be there for one another&be eachothers rock when they need u the most.plus don't ever accuse someone of cheating unless u have proof,u can't always go by what other people say,cause some people like to cause drama.
Snow Iii
The staircase reeked of mold, stale cigarette smoke and ammonia, combined with some other less recognizeable smell, which he couldn't quite put his finger on. Moldy off white stained walls, dark brown floor tiles speckled with white paint and matters of various origins, and a dim light, emanating from a single lampbulb which was originally a part of a wall sconce with a glass shield now missing, were all creating an atmosphere of unwelcomeness and discomfort. A draft created by a large crack in a windowpane in a space between a flight of stairs added to this general feeling. He slowly reached his floor, trying to avoid touching a filthy metal bannister or the walls, and walked up to a door that said "506, Randolph" on it. He tapped his feet to shake off the snow off his boots, briskly ran his hands over the coat, took off his hat, tapping it on a knee, and walked into the apartment. As he turned on the light, a stream of warm air engulfed his senses; he was happy to be home. The room h
Cherry Popper
i'm curious as to what i can do and who i can meet on this website!! needless to say, i'm excited and looking forward to all the new things! today i am pondering an age old question: if you are a guy and you try to suck your own dick, is it masturbation or something homosexual??? i think it's masturbation which is a very healthy thing but then again, i'm not a guy. XD
Snow (ii)
The bus slowly pulled up to a bus stop after plowing its way through the freshly accumulated piles of snow and leaving deep tire grooves behind. The doors slowly opened, and a man carefully stepped off the rubberized steps onto the snow covered ground, making sure not to get snow inside his boots and cringing as cold winter air stung and pinched his face. He was in his early 40's, wearing a long dark gray wool coat that has seen its better days and a crumpled up black fedora that he pulled down almost to his nose. In his hand he had a black tattered leather briefcase with a large brass combination lock on the front. His attire, combined with a raised collar and a tucked in head, could have made him resemble a character out of 40's film noir, perhaps a spy or a secret agent, except for his miserable demeanor and less than glamorous walk. As the bus closed its doors and moved on like a steel dinosaur, huffing, puffing and plowing through more snow, the man looked around, as if adjusting
Snow
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here and the
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Xii
The small and pretty woman then acted. Following the man from a distance, she came to his cave and entered it quietly. She came upon the man where he lay beneath his moss and her heart was filled with warmth for this her saviour. Removing her robes she crawled beneath the blanket and gently woke the man and frightened as he was, for he had so little touching contact with human beings, the feeling that her ministrations gave him filled him with such joy, that his fears subsided as her loving washed over him. High above, the sun god looked down and saw all followed the script of his play and he smiled. The day and night had come and they lay together in his cave listening to a light rain drizzle down outside. The hideous man drifted in and out of sleep. His dreams tortured with visions of both heaven and hell and the threats of the dragon echoing fresh in his ears. He felt the softness of the small and pretty woman against him and was reassured and again allowed himself to drift o
The Apple
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about that smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic. All of a sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unable to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.
Angel I Am
You are the angel of Nature mostly known and also company. You thrive on the atmosphere being filled with company and love, but you also love Nature. You love flowers, plants and most likely love gardening! Your at your highest point when you have all these things and love to think of lovely memories with people. Your trustworthy and people can confide in you without the fear of betrayal and stupidity. Your one of the most beautiful mentally.
Auctiom
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What Is Love
Recently I learned what prolly is the best way to describe true love. True love is something not only felt but also actions, the action of be inseprable, being there no matter what, having that person number one no matter if your friends and family like them or not they should be that number one person cause they are the one that is there for you all the time for a life time.
Where I Reside Online
About a month ago I had an urge to create Deeper Meaning Mystic Healing. A site that focuses on various forms of energy, spiritual, and natural healing of the body, mind, soul and world around us. I had felt drawn to learning about these things for a few years now but more so in the last several months. The more I learned, the more confident I grew and began to use herbal remedies, aromatherapy, crystals, EFT, meditation, relaxation, affirmations, prayers, gratitude, Feng Shui, space clearing etc.. to help heal sicknesses within myself, my family and even our pets as well as ridding areas of our home of negative energy. The feeling I got from this was like the feeling I get from gardening; tilling, weeding, planting, and everyday tending to the garden, later to be rewarded as everything begins blooming. A very good feeling, and one that feels better when shared with others. Which brings me to why I've written this blog. I've come to a point where I'm on far too many website
One Nighters
So I was sittin at work on yahoo, and all of a sudden I get a message...from a guy that I had a one nighter with 7 years ago, when I was 19. Rewind... My friend and I were bored, and decided to find someone to hang out with. We found some dude on yahoo, and invited him to her place. He was 31, covered with disgusting tattoos, and dumber than a bag of shit. We drank beer and sat around, then me and him went to the lake. We made out at the lake, he drove me home at 4am. I suggested we do it, he said next time, cause the car was too small. I said there would be no next time, and suggested that the neighbor's front lawn was big enough to accommodate. So we did it, and I threw a used condom on my neighbor's window sill cause he was a douche. The guy went home. THe next day he called me and asked me out, I said no. He called a coupla hundred times again, and was politely denied based on a lack of IQ. Forward... So yesterday he messaged me out of a blue. He is 38 now, and is movin
God's Word
A PRAYER FOR HEALING by HELEN STEINER RICE I JUST WISH I KNEW SOME MAGIC WORDS TO SAY TO TAKE YOUR TROUBLES ALL AWAY, BUT AT TIMES LIKE THESE WE REALIZE THAT GOD WHO IS BOTH KIND AND WISE, CAN DO WHAT NONE OF US CAN DO AND THAT'S TO HEAL AND COMFORT YOU SO I COMMEND YOU TO HIS CARE AND MAY HE HEAR YOUR SMALLEST PRAYER AND GRANT RETURNING HEALTH TO YOU AS ONLY HE ALONE CAN DO. LORD, I LOVE YOUR HOME, THIS SHRINE WHERE THE BRILLIANT, DAZZLING SPLENDOR OF YOUR PRESENCE LIVES. PSALM 26:8 TLB AS THE MOUNTAINS SURROUND JERUSALEM, THE LORD SURROUNDS HIS PEOPLE NOW AND FOREVER. PSALM 125:2 NCV EVERY PATH OF THE LORD IS ONE OF MERCY AND TRUTH FOR THOSE WHO CLING TO HIS PROMISE AND WRITTEN INSTRUCTIONS. PSALM 25:10 GOD'S WORD SURELY GOODNESS AND LOVINGKINDNESS WILL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE, AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD FOREVER. PSALM 23:6 NAS BECAUSE YOUR
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Xi
And so the battle raged on for all of the day and through the night. The dragon tearing with tooth, shredding with claw, and searing with the lightning bolts it breathed. The hideous man in the silver mask did his best, but; never had he faced a foe of such immortal power and while he gave no quarter his very skin was being seared from his body. Ever closer to the shack edged the dragon, determined to uinnerve the man. And when at last they hung above the simple home of the small and pretty woman, the dragon again began to taunt the man with threats of unmasking him. But this proved to be the dragons undoing. Summoning all his magic and the last of his stony strength, the man gripped the dragon's lower jaw and tored it from its skull. Then the man behind the silver mask flung himself down the dragon's throat and struck the dragon from within when he reached its gullet. Then he went to the dragons heart and with his blade did he ruin it. Soaked in his own blood as well as that of
I Have Lost The Will To Live
Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this Can t be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he 's gone
The Way Things Are And How They Should Be
What ever happened to the way things used to be? When the strong lived and the weak didn't. The days when the world wasn't so Nerf-like. In the old days you read about strong leaders, things being done, people working harder and family's stronger. In the days where discipline was key and there was respect for others. I think some things should be changed back. I think everyone deserves a little help. Its the world today thinks that everything should be handed to them. I'm tired of the blame game. Take responsibility for what you do, work for what you want. I'm not trying to say everything was perfect back then, but things were better.
I Want Pancakes...
and people to think pink by supporting breast cancer awareness and hope for a cure. That would definitely satisfy my hunger about now.
Today
Tuesday January 27, 2009 Born today, you are not one to beat about the bush, especially when you are negotiating the best possible terms for any personal endeavor, be it an affair of the heart or a career maneuver. You are direct, straightforward, honest and even at times disarmingly blunt. When you say something, people listen -- and often don't have anything to say in return. People tend to do what you ask or tell them to do, and this is something you must never abuse; become a taskmaster, and you're likely to lose the loyalty of your friends and invite harsh criticism from others. You like to look at things from the inside out, for you are most interested in what makes people tick, what lies beneath the surface, and what drives both people and situations. That which is most evident is of least interest to you; you want to see to the heart of the matter. Bridget Fonda, actress; Donna Reed, actress; Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, composer; Lewis Carroll, writer; Troy Donahue, act
Food For Thought!
So If You Took Three Carpenters And Had Them Eat 5 Bagels On Top Of A Speeding Trailer While A Swarm Of Anteaters Flooded The Trailer And Somewhere In The Background Completely Irrelevent To That, A Bird Attacks A Leprechaun With A Pick Axe, Then Who Ate Miss Wickerman's (Formerly Mrs. Wickerman) Cupcakes? Answer: No-One, Cat's Only Have One Tail!
Perving
Poetic Suicide a.k.a Mrs. Robinson@ fubar burfday + auto 11 + boobs = you go rate her now, k thx
Thought For 1/27
Success is nothing without someone you love to share it with..
Happy Birthday
It doesn't all it in my status. Believe me, i tired. Lmaoooo Wanna say Happy Birthday to 3 beautiful ladies. Poetic Suicide Poetic Suicide a.k.a Mrs. Robinson@ fubar Crystal ĈŔYŞŦĄŁ : Admitted Fu-Point Whore.@ fubar JWH JWH@ fubar Go show all three some b-day luvin'. And patty whacks too. :P
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Memory
Who sits awake with you at night, when there is demons we must fight, Don't you think that I don't feel your pain, your in my heart, soul, body & mind the pain, But I'm not the one to blame, never in a million lifetimes could I have every made you feel this way, you are my hope s you are my dreams, something we've worked so hard, It's been so long now time is here for making choices & changing lives, just beyond our grasp... What About Now lyrics - Daughtry lyrics What About Now Video - Daughtry Music Videos Music Videos by VideoCure
Lookin For Friends
Anyone need a good friend?
Can A Woman Ever Be Too Wet???
Can a woman ever be too wet??? Can flowing pussy juices spoil a man's (or a woman's for that matter ) enjoyment?? I personally get very wet, but only when I'm really aroused, when I really desire sex, when I really want someone .. so I can't see that that's a bad thing as most men I speak to find this a great turn on!! And after all lubrication is a necessary element of sex. But I have heard that some men lose sensation when there's too much lubrication, that it takes away some of the enjoyment!!! But come on .. there's always tissues to absorb some excess moisture if it's really that bad So what's your experience???
Sweetness Survey
1. What is your occupation right now? LAB RAT 2. What color are your socks right now? White 3. What are you listening to right now? SWEETNESS' VOICE IN MY HEAD 4. What was the last thing that you ate? HAVE NOT EATEN SINCE THURSDAY SO IT'S GOTTA BE SWEETNESS 5. Can you drive a stick shift? YES 6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? SWEETNESS 7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? YES AND I LOVE HER ALSO 8. How old are you today? 15,768 DAYS GIVE OR TAKE 9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? NOTRE DAME FOOTBALL 10. What is your favorite drink? DR PEPPER 11.. Have you ever dyed your hair? SWEETNESS WOULD COME UNTHEFUCKGLUED IF I DID THAT 12. Favorite Food? SWEETNESS 13. What is the last movie you watched? at the theatre? I WATCHED SWEETNESS NOT THE MOVIE 14. Favorite
Live, Learn, Deal With It, Move On
IF THERE'S ANYTHING THAT FUBAR HAS TAUGHT ME, IT'S THIS: 1. MOST PPL ARE LIARS 2. TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME 3. IT'S HARD TO FIND TRUE FRIENDS 4. THERE'S RARELY A PERSON ON HERE THAT'LL STICK BY AND SUPPORT YOU, AND TRULY CARE 5. YA HAVE TO SEE WITH BOTH EYES OPEN! LOL 6. PROMISES ARE JUST WORDS UNTIL PROVEN I'VE MADE SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE, IF YOU'RE ONE OF THEM, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. AND, I'M TRULY GRATEFUL FOR THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH ME. BUT BEING ONLINE, ON SITES SUCH AS FUBAR, HAS MADE ME REALIZE HOW IMPORTANT HAVING A LIFE OUTSIDE OF THE COMPUTER REALLY IS. I'M NOT ON LIKE I ONCE WAS AND I'M GONNA CONTINUE DOING THAT, MY EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL HEALTH IS JUST MORE IMPORTANT THAT THIS TO ME NOW. THOSE THAT ARE TRUE FRIENDS WILL UNDERSTAND, THOSE THAT AREN'T , WELL..... DILLIGAF? LOL I STILL HAVE THE LOUNGE AND WILL CONTINUE TO INVITE AND BE THERE AS MUCH AS I CAN, AND I ACCEPTED THE JOB AS MANAGER IN BETRAYED SOULS LOUNGE AND WILL DO MY BEST FOR
A Man That Changes Into A Goat, And A Car Into A Plane
Good Morning. Police in Nigeria are holding a goat on suspicion of the attempted armed robbery of a Mazda 323. Vigilantes took the animal to the police, claiming it was a criminal who had used black magic to transform himself into a goat to escape arrest after trying to steal the car. Police have detained the goat in custody while they ponder what to do next. Hmmm and I thought the use of drugs over there was declining. Apparently not! A Boston-area company plans to begin flight tests this year of a two-seater airplane that moonlights as a car. The aptly named Transition takes a stab at bridging the gap between automobiles and airplanes. Some people call it a flying car. The company designing and selling the vehicle prefers the term "roadable aircraft." Either way, it boils down to this: You sit down behind the steering wheel, drive to the runway, unfold two wings and take off. You can fly 500 miles on a tank of gas -- regular unleaded -- and when you land, you simply fold u
Wife Says
FWD:wife says, "i have a headache." husband says, "good, i was in the bathroom powderin my dick w/aspirin. you can take it orally or as a suppository!"
Day 2
alright, day 2 here in Canton. Last nite was boring. Ended up going and checking out the mall, yea that was exciting. Hit up Chili's for some eats, but they look at you like your retarded when you are by yourself, lol. i guess today is my first day of school. so 8-5, then the rest of the day is mine. not too bad, but we'll see how it goes.
Abunza Scam
Abunza ScamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe reason that most people fail on the internet is because 97% of people do not know how to market. It’s a fact. Abunza has changed that because they have on their weekly training calls, top marketing experts from many different companies , give the abunza members top secret training on how to generate huge amounts of traffic.Abunza has shaped and reformed the way new business seekers are approaching business opportunities through the web.Abunza is a bi-lingual business opportunity in both English and Spanish. It is the first opportunity of it’s kind to capitalize on both the English market and on the 100 million Spanish speaking people online. As a distributor, you get ownership of two digital libraries in both Spanish and English, valued in excess of $75,000, which you can either retail individually at 100% commission through your Abunza bi-lingual shopping cart software, or you can market the library wholesale through our 2 tier com
Carbon Copy Review
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Carbon Copy Pro is a relatively new company just launched in the past couple of years. The company is led by Aaron Parkinson and Jay Kubassek, both million dollar income earners. They decided to create a company that would give every person a chance to succeed in the Direct Sales industry. (Carbon Copy Review) The advertising and marketing is certainly eye catching and it illicits the question What Is Carbon Copy Pro? The company has been developed with the more serious entrepreneur or professional in mind. If a person wants to take advantage of this program they must first go through a system of qualification to determine if they are truly serious about building a Top Tier Direct Sales business (Carbon Copy Pro is the "system" that is used to implement the product of a high end direct sales company). Once through the qualification process a prospect is contacted by a successful marketer who has many years of experience. They provi
Miss Being Mrs
Loretta Lynn   More CMT Music   More CMT Music Videos I lie here all alone In my bed of memories I'm dreamn' of your sweet kiss Oh, how you loved on me I can almost feel you with me Here in this blue moonlight Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Like so many other hearts Mine wanted to be free I've been held here every day Since you've been away from me My reflection in the mirror it's such a hurtful sight Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Chorus Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Oh, and how I loved them loving arms That once held me so tight I took of my wedding band And put it on my right hand I miss being Mrs. tonight Repeat Chorus Oh I miss being Mrs. tonight
The Approval Of Strangers
Okay, my hygienist isn't a stranger, but, it's funny just how bouyant I was walking into work this morning with her praise for my improved dental regime still ringing in my ears. Everybody likes to hear someone say "well done", I guess. One other interesting point about my visit to the dentist this morning - the nurse assisting the dentist with my check up had the wrong hands. A charming young girl in her twenties, slim and, I have to say, beautiful, with an air of the young Kat Slater. With the fattest stubbiest li'l hands you ever saw. It was the weirdest thing.
Yep...
"Don't be overcome with evil, yet overcome evil with good" I was watching one of my fave movies "Man On Fire" with Denzel Washington and this Bible verse was used. I like it, and it's quite fitting. So easy to give in to evil.... So easy to let it eat away.
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Getting Off Of Fubar In 2 Months
OKAY SORRY MY FUBAR FRIENDS BUT I HAD TO MAKE A TUFF, I DECISION IN LIFE. DO I WANT MY HUSBAND OR DO I WANT TO CONTINUE TO PLAY AROUND ON FUBAR FOREVER. I HAVE MADE MY DECISION. MY HUSBAND COMES FIRST IN MY LIFE AS WELL AS HE SHOULD NOW AND ALWAYS. IN TWO MONTHS, I WILL B LEAVING THIS PLACE AND TRADING IT IN FOR A BETTER ONE WITH MY HUSBAND. HE NEEDS ME AS WELL AS I NEED HIM. IT IS TIME FOR ME TO GET OUT OF THIS FANTCY WORLD AND GET BACK TO THE REAL ONE. SO I AM REALLY QUITING IN TWO MONTHS AND CLOSING MY ACCOUNT. I THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HELPED THRU EVERYTHING AND THE ONES THAT MADE ME LAUGH AND HAVE A GOOD TIME.THE ONES THAT GAVE ME A CHANCE WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD. THANK U ALL FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE OF ME. P.S. I AM KEEPING MY YAHOO AND MSN ON SO IF U WANT TO STAY THERE LET ME KNOW SOON. THERE IS A FEW OF YOU THAT I WILL KEEP ON YAHOO ANYWAY. MY REAL LIFE NEEDS ME AND I NEED MY REAL LIFE TOO. IF I WANT TO KEEP THE MAN OF MY DREAMS,MY HUSBAND HAPP
Celebrate
Life is a gift and should be praised and celebrated every day for as long as we live; good or bad moments must be taken as they are given to us and just be happy that we breath. Dream what you wish to dream, go where you want to get, be where you want to be because you have one life and only one opportunity to do everything you want to do. When you were born, you were crying and everyone else around you were laughing; make sure that when you die, the ones around you would cry while you smile...
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Abunza Review
Abunza ReviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right now Abunza, like other business opportunities, have what is called a call center or Dream Team in both languages that will call everyone for you in a timely manner. If you want you can call these people, it is just an option to have the team call your prospects for you. If you make a wholesale sale then you make $947 on tier1 and only $250 on tier2 which is your team’s downline. So where do you think the remaining funds go from that $1197 sale. One guess and I am sure you are correct. If you end up getting a heavy hitter that sponsors a hundred people then you can only make $25000, unlike some of their competitors.In conclusion Abunza has some great products that they can offer to the Latino and English speaking people around the world, which is a plus. If you are looking for a 2 tier program that pays on 2 levels then this may be for you. The only thing that I can say about Abunza is if you get that heavy hitter and he/she makes 100 sal
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Carbon Copy Scam
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy The headlines read $250,000 first year income potential. Type in almost any keyword about making money online or a homebased business and you will have two, three or more of these "carbon copy" ads to choose from. What is Carbon Copy Pro? Who is Jay Kubassek? Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. He has had internet success in the last three years and has established Carbon Copy Pro as "the" system to automate wealth generation online. Basically, the Carbon Copy Scam system acts as a funnel to generate leads into Wealth Masters International. While this company has some marketing power and name recognition, with a base sticker price of $1995 - $19995 the average person will not become a part of this opportunity. Jay's attempt to create a system that eliminates the human touch is admirable. My opinion is you will always need some follow up as you build your business. While systems are
Something To Think About Epecially Those Who Text
This gives us something to think about with all our new > electronic technology. > > GPS > A couple of weeks ago a friend told me that someone she knew had their car broken into while they were at a football > match. Their car was parked on the green which was adjacent to the football stadium and specially allotted to > football fans. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control, > some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on the dashboard. > > When the victims got home, they found that their house had been ransacked and just about everything worth anything had > been stolen. The thieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. > They then used the garage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to the house. The thieves knew the > owners were at the football game, they knew what time the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they had t
Contest
Attention Lounge Staff and Members of Haunted Passions Auction to be held 1/27/09 Starting at 12pm noon Bring as many as you can to the lounge and get them to join as members it ends on 2/2/09!Hurry! Hurry!Hurry! 1st Place- gets a bling and ticker 2nd Place- get a bling and a pic 3rd Place- gets Rated all pictures added to Camos sweet Family with an a SFW Salute! ~ALL PLACES GET FABULOUS BRAGGING RIGHTS TO THE LOUNGE ALSO~
Never There
We always said one day we'd be... Yet we're never there. We make our plans and dream our dreams... Still we're never there. Will the day ever come We're finally together; To be what we've wanted for so long? My love for you is forever, No matter where you are. But I'm still here and fear I always will be Never there...
Car Accident
Hey everyone, Yesterday evening, while driving back to my college dorm from my parents house,I hit a patch of black ice and lost control.My car rolled over twice and landed upside down in the median. Luckily I escaped with a few bruises and lots of aches and pains. I wanted to let my friends know that I will be back/forth online or so. Please be safe out there. ************AND REMEMBER GO STEELERS***********
Abunza
AbunzaLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowWhen you join there are a few different packages you can choose Abunza Pro and Abunza Lite. The Lite membership costs less, you get less products in your digital store and you earn less when you sign people up. Abunza Pro is the most popular membership however you can start on the Abunza Lite membership and upgrade later.The Abunza pay plan utilizes a two tier payment system that puts money straight into your account. The two-tier compensation plan encourages teamwork as when you make a sale your sponsor benefits as well.Sales of digital products are done using the shopping cart in your digital store. You receive 100% profit from sales through your digital stores. You also have free access to download any of products including the travel rewards.Offering travel in addition to software is a great idea as most people love to travel.Abunza also provides marketing websites (gateway pages) English and Spanish as well as a series of professionally
Half The World
Half the world hates What half the world does every day Half the world waits While half gets on with it anyway Half the world lives Half the world makes Half the world gives While the other half takes Half the world is Half the world was Half the world thinks While the other half does Half the world talks With half a mind on what they say Half the world walks With half a mind to run away Half the world lies Half the world learns Half the world flies As half the world turns Half the world cries Half the world laughs Half the world tries To be the other half Half of us divided Like a torn-up photograph Half of us are trying To reach the other half Half the world cares While half the world is wasting the day Half the world shares While half the world is stealing away
Perspective...
I was watching the local news tonight. They were doing a story on our state's unemployment rate, which is currently at 9.1%, the highest it's ever been here in my living history on this great earth. In the story the newscaster interviewed a lady waiting in line at the local Job Connect for her turn on their free computer and internet service. They asked her how "things are going" for her, to which she replied "not so well, and that she just wishes she could get a job"...She talked about how difficult it's been and how all she wanted was a job so that she could keep her home... To my surprise, I recognized her! That was my old neighbor. She lived above me when me and my husband lived in our condo by Virgina Lake. She was an annoying lady with two fat little girls. They never knew the meaning of "walk" and constantly pounded every step they took upon my ceiling. I used to take the broom and pound the handle upward into the ceiling, as some kind of warning, to say, "hey
Fly Away
MESSING AROUND IN AFTER EFFECTS
My Mistress Bacardi Girl! (01/27/2009-02/27/2009)
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Naughty Application ;-)
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[endurance]
I think I'll sum up today's 50,000 layoffs legal action being taken against multiple corporations by various depts of labor and the general exploding chaos around us as this depression continues to jam our jugulars with home made shivs. A good meal feeds the man. A great meal feeds the soul. It has absolutely nothing to do with anything but for some reason I find it to be very true. I'm not saying life sucks, have a cookie. I'm saying take care of what you can be happy with what you can take care of. As my mom would say: Make the main thing the main thing and keep the main thing the main thing. We'll endure... alright I'll endure the rest of you can panic if you'd like. I'm 90% sure I'm going to become a chef, whether I use that professionally or not is yet to be determined. But hey, at least my food will be well prepared and well selected even on the most dismal budget. I often daydream about owning a bistro or an inn. Serve lots of fresh vegetables...
To Clearify My Status Message ..don't Ask For Rates If Your Not Rating Me....
Don't get me wrong Auto 11's are great they help us level. But please don't assume I will come by and just rate your pictures because you have them on. My friends and family all know that I will rate them regardless if they have auto 11's on or not. They also stop by my page and rate me regardless. I'm just getting so tired of people rating one picture and maybe the profile and then come to expect that I will rate all their pictures because of an Auto 11. Those of us that don't have auto's on on a regular basis need help leveling..so where's our help??
Carbon Copy Pro
Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Mike Dillard has made quite a "splash" recently in the network marketing world. Many a network marketer has had an inbox filled with videos of Mike touting his expertise in "attraction" marketing.He has intrigued many of us with his cutting edge style of Magnetic Sponsoring. Mike Dillard is quite glib and articulate and certainly seems to know his "stuff."With all that expertise, many of us have wondered if Mike is active with a network marketing business himself. The truth is that Mike Dillard has been highly successful with a network marketing company by the name of "Carbon Copy Pro." In fact, Mike Dillard is the "right hand" man of Jay Kubassek, who is the company's leader. "Carbon Copy Pro", according to Jay Kubassek, will create 100 millionaires by the year 2012! Jay and Mike appear together on the company's required informational dvd entitled," Inside Out."The main product line of Carbon Copy Pro revolves around financial infor
Distance
Upon really looking at things today, I made a discovery. Every person I care about, friends and family, are moving away from me this week. For most, this isn't a permanant trip. For one, I will never see them again. Some go to see family, some are family going to see friends, some are friends in love, some are friends out of love. Some are leaving by choice, some are leaving because it's all they can do. I don't know what it is about this week, and why travelling seems to be focus. It just got me thinking about my travels. When I moved to Georgia I left behind a home I had lived in for 21 years. I took it for granted. I was upset when I left, really broken about some things, so I vowed that I'd never go back. In the past five years I've only gone back three times. It's been over a year since I have, and I realize I miss certian things. The hardest part though was when I looked at my parents about two years ago and said I want to go home. I realized the place I knew for so long was n
Supermassive Black Hole
Oooh Baby don't you know I suffer? Oooh Baby can't you hear me moan? You caught me under false pretenses. How long until you let me go? Ooooh you set my soul alight. Ooooh you set my soul alight. Glaciers melting in the dead of night and the superstars sucked into the super massive (oooh you set my soul alight.) Glaciers melting in the dead of night and the superstars sucked into the super massive (oooh you set my soul) I thought I was a fool for no one. But ooh baby I'm a fool for you your the queen/king of the superficial How long before you tell me true? Glaciers melting in the dead of night and the superstars sucked into the super massive (oooh you set my soul alight) Glaciers melting in the dead of night and the superstars sucked into the super massive (oooh you set my soul) Supermassive Black Hole Supermassive Black Hole Supermassive Black Hole -Muse
No One Wants To........
ok so im leaving fubar fuck this place, i spent like over $300 in blings packs and shit and buying most of u blast and vips, well guess what no one appreciates it or anything i ask for simple little shit and no one can do it so im never spending money on this fucked up site, if you want to be friends sb me ur number or yahoo sn so we can keep in touch the rest of u can fuck off. you guys only wanna level and want people to spend money of u and shit and nothing in return to the very few that did help me and i know who u are thank you but you guys are out numberd by the other idiots and im tired of waisting my time on this over rated site i have better things to do so again let me know if u still wanna be friends sb me ur number or yahoo sn if not good bye
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You Know That One..
mumm about the undergarments i'm wearing mine right now. i have nice curves. yay! i should wear it everyday from now on. :D
Another Monday
you know im at the point now where i have stopped counting the days i guess that means im growing into my new old person. but the thing of it is i dont like the old person, at least not all of her. i love the fact that i have been a great mom from the moment i conceived. i stopped drinking, watched what i ate actually lost weight was great news to my doctor since i was fat enough as it was. anyway i was on time to the upteen tests i had to have. i was in my ob/gyns office 3 times a week. i loved every minute of being pregnant both times, even though my youngest gave me a horrible case of morning/afternoon/and night sickness. i also loved the fact that i would do anything for anyone and never expect anything back. thats how i was raised. raised to do things for myself and help people in need until they make it a habit. i am a caring person and always have been. but take advantage of me and i am the biggest raging bitch that you have ever seen. i once waited in the parking lot t
From Bad To Worse To Better...
Fuck me, what a week. I can barely breath/move/laugh/cough without feeling like Freddy Krueger is squeezing my inards. One of my best friends is yo-yoing with her trust for me. My DVD player crapped out on me. I'm now coming down with a cold, as wll as feeling like puking every-now-and-then. And, oh yeah... ...I can't fight my nerves by smoking becuase, well, I'd end up in worse pain. Fuck me........
A Wise Friend Gave This To Me And It Makes Since.
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it, it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage and friendships and children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them. I received this from s
~love~
The moment we touched i just knew how much love i felt for you. To have you hold me in your arms at night to whisper "things will be alright". My soul longed for someone like you it seems like eternity, I wonder if this was meant to be. Your the first one i have let have my mind, heart, body and soul. With these feelings for you my heart grows stronger each day.I start to fade when your away.
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Hello! I am on this site referred from a friend on Myfreeimplants.com. The site is basically a way for men all over to help raise money for women who are not so well endowed haha. I happen to be one of them. I am hoping this message can reach to many people! It is a wonderful site and i am hoping to reach my goal this summer! Check it out! If you have any questions feel free to ask me! love, kylie
More About Me...
My name is Zoey, and I am a country girl at heart, but now reside in the city. I sure tell ya that you can take a girl out of the country, but you can't take the country out of the girl. :) I am 6 feet tall, with long sexy legs, and I feel sexy when I wear heels. Some of my heels make me near 6'4" tall, and I tower over my family and friends. But I love it! I used to weigh near 400 pounds, wearing a size 26/28. I had short hair and I wore sporty clothes and hats a lot....one day I went through the drive-through at Burger King, and the employee (someone I knew well) told me "Thank you, Sir. Have a good night...Oh I'm sorry Miss!" THAT was when I knew my life had to change. So I became very active and lost a lot of weight and changed my lifestyle and eating habits. I learned to enjoy water more, although I still LOVE soda, but I try not to overdo it. :) I lost 174 pounds, getting down to a thin 210 pounds....I was in a size 5....for my height 200 is thin, although "EXPERTS" sa
It Is Snowing
winter reminds me of when I was a kid ... so much that just takes me back to those times .... I think this song was about those days!
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Dreams don’t seem to stop Can’t breath when I wake Harder to think when I do sleep Thinking what had been done The violations upon my being Piercing into my mind Can’t seem to make it go away Always lingering around The night mares will never end This night here is real It won’t end It never has Wishing I had a means to stop This nightmare which seems to stay In my mind each day Nothings changed just my thoughts In the process of healing It has not fully been It Won’t.. The tears still come The loss of breath Lack of control Blaming ones self For what was done Which wasn’t at fault Couldn’t control ones actions Locking away the heart Won’t Suffer Won’t be Broken Won’t let it happen again Never again
Just A Little Note Plz Read!!
I have a lot of things going on right now. SO if I am not on it is for a reason like work or illness or takin care of the kids & my husband. I want to thank you all for rating my pics and so on. All I ask is that you be nice. When I start getting messages in my shoutbox about your dirty thoughts it does nothing to me since I am happily married. SO please don't message me about what you want to do to me. I don't mind talkin or even getting compliments there, I just don't want to hear what you want to do to me or askin me if I have yahoo or msn if I barely know you. If you are a friend then act like one. I hope you all can understand. As for my pics you can leave whatever type of comments you want there, after all that is what they are there for. Thanks for listening.
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Ever Wonder Why?
Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Lonestar - I'm Already There
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Leveling Help 357
X Dealer®™@ fubar 981k to level Auto 11's on
Brooks & Dunn - Neon Moon
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Frank Sinatra - New York, New York
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The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part X
It was at that moment that above them a cloud began to twist and thicken. Bolts of lightning began to erupt from it and it darkened until it was a deeper blue than the sea. Moments later, with a roar, the cloud had finished transforming into a blue dragon and litning exploded from its mout and rained down upon the man behind the silver mask. pushing himself away from the woman he ordered her away for while his heart remained melted, the lightning scorched his flesh. This may have been the moment that the man had trained his life for. This was battle was the test of all his sword and magic skills and the air flashed and burned in the struggle between the two titans. The dragon admitted it had come with the pirates and that it had blown the pirate's ships to the shore and for it that the pirates had stolen the small and pretty woman. The dragon revealed that it had seen the hideous faced man when he was a child living in the muck on the sea floor and it goaded him that it would tea
Own Me For Valentine... Lol Muah Muah
Own me here is the link...
Dierks Bentley - Come A Little Closer
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Alan Jackson - Little Bitty
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My Backyard Wrestling Days- Me Getting A Lighttube Shot
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Auction? Drunk.. Both Are A Yay!
Own a Drunk1™ OK SO... I HAD FORGOTTEN BUT NOW I RE-DISCOVERED THE FACT THAT I AM ONCE AGAIN IN THE GAME OF "OWN THIS DRUNK1" SO FOLLOW THE PICTURE BELOW AND SPEND A MOMENT TO RATE AND POSSIBLY OWN THE ORIGINAL DRUNK1 OF FUBAR!!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO BID, JUST RATE THE DURN (YES THAT SAYS DURN..DAMN COUNTRY LIVING) PICTURE!!!CHEERS TO YOU ALL.... I'M DRUNK... ARE YOU????
For All That Dont Know.
OK HERE I AM AGAIN EXPLANIN MYSELF. I AM THE BEST PERSON TO HANG OUT WITH AND YET I KEEP GETTIN LOST OR LEFT BEHIND. MY FAMILE AND I MEAN MY REALY FAMILY IS SO FUCKED UP MY DAD IS A DRUNK AND MY MOM WORKS ALL THE TIME AND THE FAMILY THAT I DO HAVE IS FALLING APART. my big sister and my best friend right now is so ready to just give up on it all and i feel so shitty that there aint nothin i can do to help her. another of my besties is down and i have no clue y as we dont talk that much. my little sister has her own shit to worry about and as for me..... i can be the upmost amazing person but when you fuck with me or the people i love it hurts me and does nothing but make me mad. i mean ya i have no job right now and it hurts like hell too i know that i am not perfect but who is. i have met some amazing people in the last few weeks but i must warn you all i am a very quiet and shy person most of the time. i can be self centered and i can be a bitch but for the most par
Sometimes
Sometimes I just sit in the dark, waiting for the night spirits to take me away. Sometimes the demons come out, cursing me, mocking me until the light of the day. Sometimes I catch the glimpse of an angel, flying by quick as lightning. Sometimes the angel crashes, burning, smoldering, leaving nothing. The seasons come The seasons go and life goes on they'll never know Sometimes I just sit in the dark, waiting for the night spirits to take me away. Sometimes I wish they would take me today.
Fubar Support Blogs
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. If you wish, you may link to any blog. Also, please repost so others can read this. (If you're short the 10 fubucks..i'll be happy to transfer it. :P) Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/538359
A Slave Is Bound
Blocked Again...
Started in a MuMM. Here it is.... Fubar Leveling created @ 01/26/2009 07:05 pm expires in: 23 hrs [EVERYONE] I'd like to get my fubar level up some more. Would someone like to help me out?He didn't approve my comment which was: No, but I will report your MuMM You can thank me later.Here is our shout box convo before he blocked me. Call Me An...: reporting my mumm like a little bitch Call Me An...: and i dont know why u have to be such a bitch about it ->Call Me An...: It started in the MuMMs, keep it there. I don't know why you have to be such a wimp about it. Call Me An...: No ->Call Me An...: keep it in the MuMMs. Call Me An...: gee thanks alotI was trying to tell him I wasn't being a bitch. He's the one that didn't read the rules for MuMMs, not my fault he's an idiot.
You Dumb Asses On Mumms
To all you stupid fucks out there.. There is no reason to be a rude mother fucker to someone who you don't know...Like in my mumm posts.... If your going to be a fucking asshole don't bother to rate my mumm or leave a fucking comment...
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Ix
Once the woman saw that her father was unharmed she sred across the beach to the man behind the silver mask. Upon her return the man was just awakening and somewhat confused as it had been many, many years since he had experienced pain. When he saw the woman bent close and about to check his wounds, he flushed beneath his mask and quickly drew himself up to his knees. The woman asked if he was her unseen benefactor, but as he had never heard a womans voice, he was overcome and confused. The emotion welled up inside him and unable to control it as he was, a laugh tore from his throat. Poor at words and unfamiliar with what he was experiencing he replied simply with a knod for his yes. The woman thanked him and began to express it with a simple embrace, but the man again was unsure of the experience and he jumped to his feet and backed away when the woman extended her arm and apologized. He turned and sped off for the caves from where he had first heard her. There he laid down and
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Bullet For My Valentine- Waking The Demon
Video
i took a video with my camera and downloaded it to the computer but aparently i needed to put it on a dif setting or something cause the file is way too big like 170mb. i need to figure out how i can compress it down to at least 100mb but i am totally computer illiterate so i need help from someone who knows what the hell they are doin PLEASE HELP
Name Change
I did not realize the was already a lounge called the Wolves Den. Therefore I have changed the name of my lounge to the Beach House http://fubar.com/lounge/65128
Gfr 36
Upcoming Show for Texas Metal Alliance Texas Metal Alliance will be in Austin, Texas, April 3, 2009 at 8:00 pm. They will be at TMA/By Any Means Necessary/Turbid North at Room 710. The address is 710 Red River Street. So go and rock out with Texas Metal Alliance!!!!!
Yet Another One
customization of the fixation of the mental frustration and all of it will only lead to more aggravation my mind will only bring your devastation im so confused and often misused im gonna blow cause im a bomb that can't be defused i divide my hate from my love i will get high and fly away like a dove get high and get a back rub drink til im numb and if my breath ends up smelling like rum just reach on into your pocket and give me some gum and the bud is so yum yummy in my tum tummy my face that you have a distaste oh how funny
Fake Scream Video (funny X7)
Upcoming Show For Texas Metal Alliance
Texas Metal Alliance will be in Austin, Texas, April 3, 2009 at 8:00 pm. They will be at TMA/By Any Means Necessary/Turbid North at Room 710. The address is 710 Red River Street. So go and rock out with Texas Metal Alliance!!!!!
New Poem For Well Who Knows
The pain searing through my brain The irony of all of what is real and isn't soars like a crane Does anyone truly know what is real Or do we all pretend and collect some paper simply to pay a bill Do we know what the message on the dollar is Or are we just passing it on to or kids for his Or her own good, but how do we know its good Is there a hand book that says this to be good, ironically it'd be more wood Some might not get this, some may understand it well Are we all in heaven or is this truly hell Will all of this be answered in time, surely we cannot tell Should we figure it out or just deal with it all And set our future only to fall Or will it really rise Is this truth or is it all lies This no one can disguise With all of the reverse messages i do despise But the end is finally here A sign of happiness for those who don't want to hear
Havein Points And Fubucks Reset
Ok u may or may not have seen me in the last few days but I have been on quite a lot the last couple of days. Well this morning I left my acount on while everyone was asleep when i woke up a few hours later, I came to discover that somebody reset my account from almost a friend of FUBAR to Freshmeat, Also that my FuBucks was reset from almost 10000 to nothing and what have i found out from FUBAR that I need to read "The Terms of Service" and that was from support. Well how the hell does ur account points and Fubucks get reset to zero but still have all of your friends list and pics and stil be sh**tfaced??? The only way i can see that happening is for someone fuked up at the other end were the server is is the only way for it to happen. So I say this if you are on my friends list rate and rerate all things for me so I can get back to were I was, and if your not on my friends do the same and add also will return the favor. Also plz leave a comment.
Something Else From My Mind
Every time we look to the sky. Do we all question what happens when we die? Can there be this almighty being up there. If that is not true then do we go nowhere? Are we all to ignorant to see the truth. Do we really need concrete proof. Should we believe because we're told to do so. If that's the case then it won't happen I simply think the answer is no.
Tonights Work Out
wow this new training program really pushes me to my intensity limit. I have never experienced muscle fatigue and soreness like this. Who would have thought that doing one exercise per body part for 3 different bodyparts could increase strength and muscle gains so fast. I tell you this work out is not for the weak of the weak of stomach. Starting cardio again on wednesday morning, just going to do a brisk walk on the treadmill for 45 min. Until tomorrow.
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In The Dark Alone I Sit Crying At What Was Thinking it Shouldn’t of Ended When it had not really begun Feeling lose an Sadness Heart Shattered to Pieces Not wanting it To End Facing the Truth Wasn’t for us to be? Alone I am again Trusting no one Alone I Will be Forever And now on Loving No One Just Wishing for Love Which  is lost
Wolves Den
I am trying my hand at setting up a lounge. Feel free to drop by and say hi. It is a work in progress so please bear with me. Here is the link: http://fubar.com/lounge/65128
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Past is now present Something That I Wish Didn’t come back Time for Innocence Which was taken away? Forgetting what happened Dealing with the pain Years go by Time goes by Trying to forget Not being able to Remembering over and over Things coming back Trying to forget But not really forgetting My past came back Crossed paths again Ignoring the signs Going on with life
Egypt Central -- You Make Me Sick
Come Join Dolphin And Unicorn Lounge Tonight!
Good evening! I'm giving everyone who joins the Dolphin and Unicorn Lounge tonight $4k fu-bucks tonight. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63948#. I'm ON AIR tonight so bring your song requests and get an extra 1K.
Ughh
I am ungodly tired, and have to go to work at 1030...UGHHH!!!! GAWD< WHY???!!!! NOOOO!! WHY ME?! I didn't get enough sleep today because I was too busy making stupid mumms and hittin on hawt mens, and now I"m totally payin for it :( last night I passed out with one arrival left; good thing I woke up about 3 minutes before he walked in, but the whole time checkin in, I was worried that I had drool on my face.../ I hate late arrivals.
Trying For An Auto 11
Can you spare 10 minutes? Poker Princess needs 12,500 comments on this pic for an Auto 11 Giveaway! If everyone that reads this bulletin dropped her 100 comments, she could reach that goal in NO time at all!
Peace
The surface of life is also in a state of constant flux, with good days and bad, victory and defeat. To maintain, as the ocean does, a deep inner calm, while the storms of misfortune, reverses, fears and worries lash at the surface of life, is to discover the secret of serenity. Years ago, when Thomas Edison's factory burned down, he wasted no time bemoaning his fate. Immediately after the disaster the reporters found a calm, quiet man already at work on plans for a new building. When Emerson's home was destroyed by fire and his precious books were being reduced to ashes, Louisa May Alcott came to console him. The great philosopher said, "Yes, yes, Louisa, they are all gone, but let us enjoy the blaze now. Isn't it beautiful!" Some people are ocean personalities. In their inner depths they are not defeated by what happens to them. The towering waves of circumstances cannot reach us when we go deep within to seek the peace that passes all understanding. While the surface of l
Follow Your Heart
"Follow your heart because it can't steer you wrong." Just remember that. its the best advice i can give anyone. take my word for it.
Show Me Love Plz
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own I'm Pimping out my one of my friends you might already know her and be real good friends with her, if not then you are missing out. She is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have her as a friend. SexyLeeLee is trying to level and she needs our help. She is offering 50K to those guests who come and rate her pics. Send her a private message for payment! If you haven't had the chance to r/f/a SexyLeeLee yet now is your chance. Private message her and you will recieve an extra 10K for doing so. Come and show my friend some mad Fu Loving she will return it all as soon as she can. So lets spank her hard and get her to GodMother I know we can do it :). Add Her, Fan Her, And Rate, Her Bling Her. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Her Sum Fu Loving!
I Wrote This Back In 2006
you come home to find me waiting for you.i take you by the hand and lead you to the shower as i stand there i ask you to trust me as i strip off all of your clothes and turn on the shower to the perfect tempeture i take my robe off and take you into the shower with me.i slowly wash your whole body and as you look at me i can see how very hot and horny you are getting.i then place you back against the wall and drop to my knees between your legs useing my tongue and tongue ring very fast on your clit and make you open your legs wider i keep going more and more pushing you to where you are just about ready to start cumming i then stand up and tell you not here. i take you by the hand with both of us still dripping wet from the shower i lead you to our bed and lay you back i tie you legs down and apart i then tie your hands down and then start back licking and kissing your clit and use my tongue and tongue ring very furiously on your clit and also slideing my tongue deep into you hot and w
Help Me?
Will someone help me level this guy? lol. He's under 2k and I can't rate anymore of his pictures. I've been leaving him stupid random comments.♣ ♦Suicide King♥ ♠@ fubar
Dialog With Swingers
ok, so this isn't from fubar. it's someone who saw me in yahoo chat. my screen name on yahoo is broken_faces_shattered_minds. why someone would pm a person with a screen name like that, expecting to score a swing session is beyond me. anyway, i've posted the discourse here for your amusement. angel.j2009: topeka couple here angel.j2009: hello you there Sets Fires: good for you Sets Fires: so what... you need counseling? angel.j2009: what??? Sets Fires: you're a couple. you guys having problems? need counseling? angel.j2009: oh no! just looking for another couple to have fun with. angel.j2009: you have gf angel.j2009: or wife Sets Fires: fun? Sets Fires: like mini-golf? angel.j2009: are you jealous or what. angel.j2009: strange questions. angel.j2009: do you swing Sets Fires: when it's nice out Sets Fires: i have a really cool porch swing angel.j2009: ok by Sets Fires: good riddance
Nothing Else Matters
I'm sorry for you, but not sorry for me. I know I'll be in a good place soon. I know God will take care of me. I know he'll love me because no one will ever love me here. It's okay though, I totally understand. Who'd want to love someone like me. I sure wouldn't. My heart feels like a blank page about to be turned. It's always turning, but never any end. Why? I dont know. It'll happen soon, my happiness will soon come, through God only. No one will ever make me happy. I've accepted it for what it is. It's ok, I totally understand. I'm sorry for all the peopel that've known me. I never expected it to end this way. I was such a good person or so I thought. I never expected to hurt anyone. I'll be okay after tonight, everything will be back to normal and I'll be happy once again. Nothing will change my mind, so don't try. My feelings for everything is this.... you were born to die... no point to feeling the pain anymore. The thoughts in my mind hault a suprising ending.... what will I do.
Am I Mean?
Okay so I haven't been online all weekend, and I was really busy at work today so couldn't be on much during the day. Some guy that friend requested me on Friday just called me a stuck-up bitch cause I didn't rate him back and friend him. I have 120 friend requests and I don't feel like going to all of those pros and rating and adding.. I am lazy lol Do you think I am being mean by not answering or do you not really care you just want me to shut up :p
Leveling Blog 356
Cutie & Me@ fubar 1.8 Million with Autos on
Can You Believe This?
I found this on Photobucket. Some people just don't know where to draw the line. I won't use any names so as not to seemingly attack anyone. This is a voicemail that someone (we'll call them "The Stalker") left for someone else (we'll call them "The Stalked") when their friend (we'll call them "The Commentor")left a comment on their page and "The Stalker" didn't like it.
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Little angel from heaven Came down So precious And tiny For me to care For one little thing Can change me forever Having her With me from now Till she is grown Emotions I did not know I had Till I held such a tiny precious being She is my little angel from heaven And I thank you for giving me her So precious and small So full of love and innocence Not know the dangers around I shall protect you Best I can Little angel of mine
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The thoughts of you Run though my mind Like a curse That won’t go away The thought of you sticks in my head Making me think about Things that had been said The wrong an the right all the same now The thought of you Is like the wind there but I can’t see it Making me cry When I think about What we had How it ended Made me sad But now The thought of you Makes me Smile No longer in Denial
Caa #81
A friend of my angels, Scary, is having some problems and needs all the Angel prayers of healing, love and understanding. Love Doc
Ehh Just Read It
Alright so i have not been on here in a very long time. And i've decided that i am just going to delete my account due to me never being on here anymore. For those of you who would still like to stay in contact with me on AIM , yahoo, or myspace, let me know and i shall hook you up with the info. Otherwise , it was nice chating with all of you and have a good life :-)
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Hurt an anguish Torn apart Broken Like my heart Feel no pain End no sorrow But will gone on Like there is no tomorrow Hurt will fade Love is lost At the end there is no Cost Love will come And some will stay I alone Will face the day Won’t end the pain That not the way Will go on Live another day Hard as it is Time will pass Wounds will heal Heart will mend Trust in time
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Lingering touch Tight embrace Thing for longing Time cannot replace Lips touching Arms caressing Bodies needing To feel the love Making slow movement Light and dark Bodies shining from sweat Hearts beating harder Tempters rising Slowly coming down Touching each other Love among us Acing for what had passed Waiting for more to come The future is there Time for love To be Forever And a day Remember the sweet bliss
Her Master
She rolls over and lays on stomach on bed wearing her pink and black corset, waiting on him. He climbs up behind her pulling her head up and tilting her neck slightly and sinking his fangs into her neck. She arches back in pleasure and lets out a soft moan into his ear. He sinks his fangs in deeper drawing and drinking her blood letting his hands slide slowly down her body caressing her softly and slowly. She moans softly in his ear, "where do you want me?" He pulls her up turning her to face him as he pulls her closer. He sinks his fangs back deep into her neck as he lays her back on the bed. He pulls out a nylon cord and binds her hands to the bed posts. He pulls back and slowly makes his way slowly down her body and pulling out more nylon cord and binds her legs apart. He whispers to her, "hush and enjoy what you are about to get my love." He comes back up to her neck licking and sucking gently letting his hands slide down pulling her corset down a little exposeing her breasts. He m
Caa #78 - Update #2
We have heard that he has a highly contagious infection and they are giving him antibiotics. Please continue pray that God will help heal this infection. Love Doc
Vip Impression
My husband was once employed in the printing division of a large manufacturing firm. One morning, word came from the top that some visiting VIPs would be touring the plant in just a few minutes. All production was immediately shut down as employees scrambled to quickly tidy up the work place. When the appointed lookout yelled, "Here they come!" fifty fingers that were poised over fifty machine start-up buttons pressed down in unison and blew every fuse in the building.
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Bodies touching Minds racing Arms embracing Touch of lips Fingers sliding Heart beating faster Running down the spine Shivering from the touch Breathing in harder Bodies moving together Slowly moving Pulse racing Reaching the end Sweat dripping Sheet tangled Sweet love made Laying beside you Touching your arm Down your back Closing eyes Falling asleep In loving arms Knowing its Forever In love Feeling Uncontrollable
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Heart is broken Hurts to much Can not care any more Will not touch Friends are lost So is Trust The heart still broken Tears some slowly Will stop soon Can not deal any more Might just leave Not needed around Feeling lost Always alone Lost in a daze Eyes blurry from tears Soon it will end Time will come Heart is still broken Incredibly numb
Sigh
i should be packing. arranging little travel soaps and shampoos in a bag, throwing in clothes, shoes, undies, reading material, extras... i leave for texas on wednesday and there's still a million things to do. i still need to get some rolls of quarters. no paper money is allowed inside. i still need to make the reservation on the rental car. i don't want to put 1500 miles on my own. it's a 12 hour drive or thereabouts...i'll travel through the florida panhandle, transverse that little tiny part of alabama that hangs precariously between florida and mississippi. I'll see mississippi at about dusk...it's gorgeous. lousisiana will be dark as always and eats up the longest portion of my trip... i'll stop rarely. somehow i just don't feel all that safe stopping in rest stops and gas stations all by myself. music and phone-a-friends will keep me company. my excitement about leaving georgia behind will keep me awake. i'm staying at a guesthouse this time. there have been h
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Trust has been lost Friendships are broken Tears running down my face Knowing their for not necessary Trust had been lost Forever Knowing the truth While being told a lie Making choices Knowing the Truth No turning back Was lost and now I am free From the lies Betrayed Forever Denial is gone So is trust Moving on from The broken trust
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Why Do Guys
WHY DO GUYS..... 1. Fart in public? 2. Drink beer that gives them shits? 3. Sit and watch sports knowing no one else wants to? 4. Expect a woman to be presentable in 5 mins? 5. Not shave and think it's cool? 6. Go for days without talking to you and then act like nothing happened? 7. Get mad at me for out burping them? 8. Get embarrassed when I out drink them? 9. Only want to see the NSFW pics? 10. Expect me to fuck them? any and all comments welcome
Well Sorry All I Aint Been Around Here Much
well just thought i would stop in see how everyone was doing i aint been in fubar in awhile so yea been busy with the grandbaby and the kids elgin is like to freaking boring so ive been hanging out with kids alot and ready to change that lol i whant some fun i posted alot of new recent pic's on here things here well there going good got a daughter graduating this yr and another one next yr graduating so also been busy with alot of that stuff just aint had time so i will try to pop in a few times a week and say hi to everyone and you can always find me in tagged and myspace well hope all is doing good and hope to catch up later ....
Wtf
I got a snapvine so call me so I can put a voice to the face. And show some love feeling lonely here.
Military Friends Vs Civilian Friends.
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Keep your stuff untill they PCS. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: know a few things about you. Military FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. Military FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. CIVILIAN
Best Divorce Letter
EverDear wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw.Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.Your EX-Husband P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from
Today Was My First Day
Today was my first day .. My PhotoShop Class went really well Mainly because I know the shit already lol But the one I was hyped up about was my Philosophy Class and Wow I made either a really Brave or Stupid choice .. .. Our last test or Mid-Term thing is a debate on 2 Subjects Artificial Intelligence and Global Warming Both are a piece of fucking cake Not exactly what I wanted, but hey .. fuck it .. easy credits But, I'm going to attack Herd Mentality Oh Yeah This is a Group thing 2 Teams, 12 on each team BUT .. here's the choice I made .. I'm going to go it ALONE Me Vs. 24/25 People They choose 1/4 (each team that is) of my grade The Teacher chooses 2/4 of it I choose 1/4 So, here I stand, facing a possible Fail BUT .. I stand unfaltering, I don't care if I pass or Fail At least I'd be standing by my choice and not giving into Herd Mentality .. .. See what I'm doing? :) I am the Fucking WOLF
Another New Skin
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Check This Out
A short trailer from the "B" movie I was in....Copy and paste....I could not embed it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8EUs-BjKmI
In My First Auction!
HELLO ALL: I AM IN MY VERY FIRST AUCTION! WASN'T SURE I SHOULD DO IT BUT I AM ACTUALLY GETTING BID ON! I AM VERY EXCITED! HERE'S THE LINK: AND PLEASE LEAVE LOVE TO VAMP & GANG THEY ALL ROCK! Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!@ fubar I APPRECIATE ALL THE BIDS & ALL OF MY FRIENDS & FANS! THANK U VERY MUCH FOR YOUR TIME! AND A VERY SPECIAL THANK U TO INKMAN876 FOR HELPING ME WITH THE WHOLE LINK THING! THANKS SO MUCH! MUCH LUV, APRIL
Leveling Blog 355
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The New Palace Hotel
There is a point beyond which senses cannot lead. Ecstacy means being flung out of your usual self, but that is still to feel a commotion inside. Mysticism transcends the here and now for loftier truths unexplainable in the framework of language; emotions register on the senses, too, as a rush of fire in the veins, a quivering in the chest, a quiet fossillike surrender in the bones. Out of body experiences aim to shed the senses, but they cannot. One may see from a new perspective, but it's still an experience of vision. Computers help to interpret some of life's processes, which we previously used only our senses to seek, trace and understand. Where do we go from here when we leave the palace of our perception?
For The Better?
it's amazing the way in which the internet has advanced our civilization. information that only 20 years ago was inaccessible to the common man is now available instantly. communications are now instantaneous thanks to e-mail and chat. and thanks to the advent of broadband internet access, billy bob here can browse your entire folder of 'nekkit pichers' during half-time and STILL have time to hit the fridge for another coors light before the second half kick-off. hmmm... maybe the internet hasn't really advanced us that far after all...
Lets Talk Notes
Im a musician, well sort of. Im actually a music producer. I consider myself a musician because I have had formal training at one point in my life. In high school, I used to be in my high school marching band and orchestra. I am a percussionist, but I can play the piano and guitar by ear. It's something I've always been able to do. I cant read notes, but I can pick up on melodies and harmonies really well. I'm also able to group instruments together to incorporate a certain sound. That's why I consider myself a musician. I was wondering if there is anyone on fubar who shares my passion for music. It doesnt have to be just hip hop or r&b. My ear is open to all of the world's music, and I feel a real musician understands that.
Scars Of Yesterday
I watch the shadows dancing on the wall As the rain comes pouring down Restless nights and endless days Will the nightmares ever end? (bridge) Guilt and regret have come back home This night we will finally bury hope (Chorus) Look down at the scars of yesterday A soundtrack to a forgotten history Each mark a dream destroyed This night my scars will go away I hear the thunder call my name The lightning guides my way I take a breath and cut And watch my pain float away... (Bridge) Guilt and regret have come back home This night we finally buried hope.. (chorus) Look down at the scars of yesterday A soundtrack to a forgotten history Each mark a dream destroyed This night my scars will go away
Gang Sign?
I'm so confused. My primary...what do you see when you look at it? What "sign" am I making. Let me put the image here... I just got this in my shout box: young mecca: what gang sign is that? I aint never seen that b4. but u cute though....lolI'm just wondering if he's stupid or am I really throwing out gang signs?
Your Horoscope 1-24-09
Your Horoscope Your Birthday Today They say you have a head for numbers, but that's because "head for tumors" isn't really an expression. Aries March 21 - April 19 Your shortness of breath and wild fainting spells will be cured this week, thanks to a series of well-placed commas. Taurus April 20 - May 20 People in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, though it's your habit of cooking naked that's really pissing the neighbors off. Gemini May 21 - June 21 The stars apologize for last week's prediction of "money problems." Looks like they forgot the "k" in there. Cancer June 22 - July 22 You'll soon possess the courage of 10 men, and the sexually transmitted diseases of about 50. Leo July 23 - August 22 The stars foresee a second job promotion in the days to come, though they should probably be telling Dave about it instead of you. Virgo August 23 - September 22 Your creativity will be at an all-time high today, much to the dismay of your wife, the vacuum
Post Cards From The Other Side
:D Al had a great idea.... i want my friends to send me post cards, soi can take pics of them and post them in their own folder. anyone that sends me one i'll send one back, cound be good fun :D message me for info on where to send them
Thought Of The Day Jan 26, 2009
Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last…some don’t even start…..”
Confusion
I have totally confused myself the past few days over a certain thing. Is this normal and will the confusion subside? That is all.
Confucius
"A superior man is modest in his speech, but exceeds in his actions."
21 Things Girls Don't Realize...
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.... 2) Guys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. And usually for quite some time after the fact. 3) Guys go CRAZY over a girl's smile. 4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?... uh... nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are really thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. 6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he really just needs someone to listen to him. You actually don't NEED to give advice. 7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 8) GUYS LOVE A LOT YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!! 9) Guys use words like "hot" or "cute"
I Wanna Reach Level 25
please people help me reach godfather i really want it.want it badly..i will kiss you all if you do...hehe drinks all around if i get godfather..
Wild Vs. Blackhawks 011909
~minou Minou's V Day Auction~
Come Place Your Bid on Thump*Star! It's Minou Minou's V Day auction Be sure to rate add and fan her Thanks Thump*Star Click the Photo to BID!! Happy Bidding Everyone :]
Mfkn Jc Needs Our Help
Hey girls MFkn JC is in a contest and needs our help...please go to her page and read her contest blog.....show her some love DC style :) •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .@ fubar
Job Interview, Funny
Job Interview A man seeking to join an East Texas Sheriff's Department is being interviewed. The Sergeant doing the interview says: "Your qualifications all look good, but there is an attitude suitability test that you must take before you can be accepted." Then, sliding a service pistol and a box of ammo across the desk, he says: "Take this pistol and go out and shoot six illegal aliens, six meth dealers, six Muslim extremists, and a rabbit. " "Why the rabbit?" "Great attitude," says the Sergeant. "When can you start?"
Timberwolves Vs. Bulls 012509
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I'm in a not so happy mood right now. With that I have a headache and i'm sleepy. Just to show I heart you and stuff.
Bouncer Check
I can tell they messed with the bouncer checks again today! I got like ten bouncer checks rating like thirty pictures. This crap ain't gonna fly at all!
Fresh Prince-gangsta Style
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Founders Note
Dear Members, As some of you are aware Michelle is the person that creates a good portion of our blogs with backgrounds and effect. I was looking for a catchy title we can give her the Llama that picks the best one will be given something special. Hmmm not telling ya what it is either. Leave a comment below as to what this catchy title should be. Also, there is a glitch temp. with fubar on rating people....rate 5 or 6 then bouncer check system maint. they said hopefully soon it will be fixed. Thanks, Dave Founder Llama Levelers
I Found The Missing Horseman
Curse up a storm. Note: if you post a comment that is offensive, adult or NSFW (Not Safe For Work), your account will deleted [?]Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image.   I still hate Mel. ♥ ♥ That is all.
In Your Hnads
Day after day I think of how happy I am with you yet in the back of my mind there is more there's a feeling of longing. The longing of knowing What is in the future... Will we break up? Or will our love last an eternity? Trying to figure it out is killing me. I think if I ever lost you it would kill me because I would lose my heart and soul you hold both in your hands.
When We Were Young
Halcyon days of tempestuous youth, In a land bathed in summer sun, A world without care, Clothed in the protection of softest wool, Shielded from the horrors of living, Ears closed to unkind words, And inhuman acts, But later, to burst from this cocoon, Our existence of warmth, Screaming in to the dark of abhorrent evils, To sink or swim, sucked down by the fiendish nature of mankind, To swallow the foul bile of real life, Seeping in to your very soul, Contaminating this childish view, With the stench of crippled spirits, Fallen long before, only remembered by pungent memories, The soil beneath our feat sapping our will to carry on, Faces of the weak litter our path, The mud a mix of ashes and spilt blood, A quagmire to swallow you, lost forever in a struggle to be free, But in this life of terminal bondage, Of freedom only for the free, Our only consolation and ray of hope, Is, One day it will be over.
Maryland Prep School Student Admits To Killing Mother In Argument Over Grades
TOWSON, Md. — A Maryland teenager calmly admitted in court Monday that he beat his mother to death with a baseball bat after an argument over his grades at a prestigious private school. Lewin C. Powell III, 16, wore a dark suit and showed no emotion as he answered questions from Baltimore County Circuit Judge Kathleen G. Cox about whether he understood the significance of his guilty plea to first-degree murder. Prosecutors are seeking a life sentence with the possibility of parole when he is sentenced April 3. Powell's attorneys plan to ask for all but 15 years of the sentence to be suspended and to have their client sent to the Patuxent Institute, a maximum-security psychiatric facility with a program for young offenders. Powell did not stir when a prosecutor read a statement of facts that detailed the prolonged attack on his mother and a similar beating of his father, who survived. "He's always taken responsibility for what he's done," Shanell Kathleen Harleston, one of
A Place Like Home
There’s no place like home, And this is nowhere like home, Stale smoke and sticky tables, Rancid smell of yeasty beer and pre-packed food, But this is home now, This cant have happened to me, Looking for clue’s in sad songs on the jukebox, In the eyes of the others along the bar, My fellow bar flies with their own sad stories, True or false they stick to them, Getting worse further down the line you go, Is this the course of my degeneration? One way ticket to Waterloo Bridge, And cocktails in vivid purple with less American dry, My mind snapped back to now by the last order bell, That time already do I need a take out? Thinking through my swimming mind, Well while I do a pint and a chaser please, Down the chaser with the kick of a mule, Warming my icy soul, But doesn’t chase the pain away, Two more shots to keep the cold out I lie, But to whom, Eleven twenty and i’m woken by the shout, Drink up gentlemen please, Aint you got homes to go to, Well I have and I d
My Demons
We all have our demons, This is mine, My demons I once quenched with a silky sweet nectar, Now linger inside, Trapped and screaming, Louder day by day, I fear to let them out, In case they engulf me totally, But my will weakens, Giving in to them come night fall, Now no longer able to control, Giving in to the need to silence them, In my torment they revel, Drink to forget, But just for the shortest of time, Helping me to put the past behind, If only for one night, The black cloud now rising to smother my will to resist, Just one for the smallest relief from my pain, My aching heart soon to be filled with a drunken joy, Only a masquerade mask to cover my pain, In a purple haze of fun, Once again the painted smile of the clown, My will easily bent, My grief just covered with the silky satin veil soon to pass, Now just left with the maddening shriek of a million dark crows, Pecking at my tender mind, Giving way and returning to my demons, Through the da
Last Chance
Steely light caresses your face Lighting it in eerie stillness Pale angles come to be Enhancing your inner illness A face so beautiful, so serene Shining gaily in the light of morn Shielding from view your pain Of your fragile heart torn Only the grey, dim light From the harsh, cold moon Shows your tattered inner self Unseen in the rays of noon No doctor nor counselor Can mend nor patch the tear That is the soul and heart Of someone that I care I foolishly have tried to bridge The chasm that has grown From reckless and cold men Keeping a part of you alone Give your all to me now And finally you will know There is someone in this life True love to you will I show I hold out my hand to you No string will I attach I only offer hope and redemption A bandage your heart to patch If truly I am the one to spend This life and the next w
A Love Hobo's Prayer
hearts are racing pulse is so quick grow wings and fly yeah, thats the trick forlorn and destitute in the matters of love pauper begging for scraps teary eyes look up above searching the worlds both cyber and real for a taste of hope a reason to feel can u spare some change none that will clang but from this prison my hoarse voice sang when is it my turn to strike it rich not lucky numbers not scratch my itch heart not clothes tattered my soul worn so thin tho not from walking but emptiness withing can i fill my belly with the nectar of a kiss can my hunger quenched and enjoy eternal bliss these are the questions asks the loveless tramp will love not pain my eyes finally damp
Emerald City
The tornado disrupting and powerful, Ripping its way through, Removing me from my life, Discarding me dazed and confused in to this bizarre dream, But surely the only emerald for me, Is the green grass above me, Feet encased in concrete of gloom it slows my journey, No magical scarlet shoes for me, But for now the world of dreams and nightmares, Journeying the yellow brick road to my emerald city, I find no comfort in my surroundings or friends, The bizarre and grotesque caricature I have become, Drawn by one who see beyond my eyes, As different to me as can be possible, The Jeckle and Hyde effects of substance abuse, Effects last longer ‘till almost engulfed, Its sharp talons in my flesh, Searing pain tearing through my soul and mind, Ripping me apart from inside out, Pain darts through my heart and soul, Soon to be lost forever in purposelessness, Killing the pain in the only way I know, Vision through blurring eyes set on my goals ahead, My addictions draggin
Love Is
What is love, love is everything, nothing, pain, pleasure, torment and ecstasy, Love is the tingle of excitement, The terror of rejection, Love is the sublime feelings of exquisite joy, The questioning of trust and honesty, Love is the warm glow of December log fires, The tangible fear of loneliness, Love is complete understanding, The pain from a bitter broken heart, Love is the anguish of separated moments, The destruction of bridges built, Love is the recollection of happier times past and those to come, The shattered memories at your feet of life lost, Love is the wonder of stolen moments, The emptiness of singleness, Love is the all consuming adoration of beauty, The pang of regret to see another in your place, Love is the pleasure in its most extreme, The extreme pain of love and love lost, We crave it like drugs, We are all burned by its furious light, Its intensity we love and are loved intensely, Will it last, Or burn out like an exploding star, The l
My Angel
Is this an angel entering my life, A gift from the heavens to save me from my life, Can she quell my demons, Set me on the mysterious path to happiness, What have I done to be so lucky, Is it fate, Or just my time, Spending hours talking, Voices floating to the heavens and back, What wondrous things will happen from here, But lets not fast forward life, Just enjoy each magical second of discovery, Each hour of intimacy, To kiss her warm skin, to feel her warm breath on mine, To watch her sleep, To touch her hair, Am I to be so lucky, Such ecstasy I am filled with when she is near, Every fibre of my body humming with electricity, Butterflies inside fluttering once more, Feeling eighteen again, Excitement buzzes through me just to feel like this, First time once in a life time, every time she looks my way, Numbing my eternal pain, Giving myself up to her completely, The way she walks, Her eyes sparkle like stars when she smiles, A love so strong my heart canno
Ghosts Of Future And Past
Here I sit 2047, Eighty years young, Senile, dribbling and stinking of piss, A faded second-hand chair coming away at the seams, Gravy splashes and greasy mark, Help to frame a picture of a more sorry sight, Lost and away in memories, All I have left to show for four score years, No one visits or calls, All bridges burnt long before, Like an army in retreat no way back, My life ends as it began, In a troubled council flat, On a troubled estate, In fear I would live, If my possessions were of any value, To anyone but me, The only gold I posses are my golden memories of better times, Arthritis burns my hands, Fading eyes making my reminisentses brighter, Behind my eyes is where I now exist, But this is many years from now, Only half way along my journey, This view doesn’t have to be, Or is it set and waiting for me to arrive, Can I change this ending to my existence? Am I my own script writer? My days of womanising and drinking, In full swing as I sit here and
Three Fifty Am
Music on the stereo, Cigarette butts in the ashtray, Empty beer cans strewn, Whisky glass half empty, Or half full, Numbing of my mind and senses, I sit alone and all the signs show, Insomnia returns, My love sleeps away from me, And has been for many hours, My mind slurs, Vision wavers, But yet sleep still evades me, Depression waits at the door, At least until the lights go out, Nine minuets to four, The clock ticks away more slowly arms stand still, Half a can left, Words scream around my head and fall on to the page, All at once realising life will change come sunrise, About to be left again, If only you could see how much I love you, And want to protect you from harm, To show you true happiness, To give you the moon and stars, To give you the universe you deserve, All the riches that life in happiness has to offer you, Never to break your heart or hurt you, As many before, You’re my goddess to be worshipped and revered, To save you to save me, Time t
My Love
As the days go by and I see you all the time I think of how lucky I am to have you for my own. My friends say they wish they wish you were theirs but also they are happy for me yet they still want you. Every second of the day your going through my head the thought of you makes me shiver because of my love for you. My love for you makes me strong I feel with you by my side Nothing could go wrong with my life You are my heart and soul.
Awesome Song
Already Over Cue the music, Curtain falls, The lights all fade to gray. Don't think there'll be an encore For our secret Passion Play. It's time to play the final card In a game I now despise. To me it seems so obvious- To you it's such a big surprise. It's already over- If I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. They say parting is such sweet sorrow, But I'm still looking for the sweet. I feel just like a baby- These tears don't miss a beat. And I'd rather be anyone but Here And anyplace else but Me. I'll just climb inside my head awhile- My demons have a date with me. It's already over- if I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. So go ahead, and hate me now For breaking-up on the phone. But I know that I'd crack if i saw your face- I deserve to be alone. And I hate that i still love you, girl- An
Karma
When do karma take over? I try to be a good person. I am going to lose my job, got told today that my hours are being cut. SO I have to lose things that I need. Like my cell phone, medical insurance, which with all my illnesses I need, wont be able to aford my meds, which will shortin my life. People that have wronged me, sit safe and secure with there job. They should be the ones who are getting fucked not me! When do they get whats coming to them? When will I stop paying for the mistakes that I have made and the evil that I have done? I have next to nothing, while others who dont deserve it has everything!! I know life is not fair, but this is fucked up! My most recent ex has a secure job same place has me, makes better money and has no worries (this is the same one I wish would get ganged raped and die of aids), she was given and very nice car, has a second nice car, just left her husband for a nother man who pays her bills for her. If anyone needs to get fucked over its her! Karma
Master's Rules
The Numbers Game
I know what you're thinking...Is this another plea for people to add my Rock The Troops page so the numbers are more attractive to the bigger bands pr, right? Rock The Troops! Absolutely! The link was not only passed onto several different bands but also someone at CBS and Gary Sinise. And I know what you're also thinking.. What's in it for you, right? Rock The Troops! I don't know, maybe if enough people add Rock The Troops! then I might be inclined to cater to frivolous whims :D Use your imagination! Click Here-->>Rock The Troops! Then send your request here :)
The Real Explanation
BDSM is shorthand for two distinct lifestyles that can but do not always come together. B&D stands for Bondage & Domination. S&M stands for Sadism and Masochism. One of the reasons many women are afraid to explore their sexual submissiveness is precisely the BDSM acronym; they are worried one inevitably leads to the other, which is not actually the case. Every BDSM relationship is as unique as the persons involved in it. What dominant and submissive individuals do together is determined by both of them. The idea that becoming a Sex Slave means being forced to live out the full and often extremely painful and offensive gamut of Sadomasochistic activities is completely untrue; it is a negative stereotype and in no way an accurate portrayal of the sane consensual BDSM lifestyle many loving couples have been living for years.
Meant To Be
A relationship of similarities My heart says go for it My soul says the same My mind says slow down. I have a feeling we were meant to be We were meant for one another From the way we act To the sports we like to watch. As I sit alone away from you I think of how luck I am And I thank God to have sent you to me And I count the blessings you've brought. You and I were meant to be. meant to be a match. We were put here to love each other No matter who wants to stop it.
Leveling Blog 354
TuneRight@ fubar 9k to level
25 Random Things, Facts, Habits, Or Goals About You
Once you've been tagged you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to "notes" under the tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app). Then click publish.) 1. I am a mother of 2 2. I love to ride horses..they are my passion 3. I have never lived outside of jersey for longer then 5 months 4. I smoke way too much and always say im quitting 5. Being a parent is definately the harder job, I've ever had. 6. I love to be with close friends i feel safe 7. i am divorced 8. I miss my mom as the person she use to be! 9. I always feel like i disappointed my dad! 10. I once fell into a well but got myself out..i still have no idea how i did it 11
¢¾sinfully Sweet Addiction¢¾
Lets help her out she is 500k away from GodMother.. stop by tell her i sent you an rate your ass's off people ¢¾Sinfully Sweet Addiction¢¾No Empty Requests Accepted¢¾READ PROFILE!!!¢¾@ fubar
Que Sera Sera
When I was just a little girl I asked my mother what will I be? Will I be pretty? Will I be rich? Here's what she said to me: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera When I was just a child in school I asked my teacher what should I try Should I paint pictures? Should I sing songs? This was her wise reply: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera When I grew up and fell in love I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead Will there be rainbows day after day? Here's what my sweetheart said: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera What will be, will be Que sera sera...
Rip Lou Blaney
I remember watching and rooting for Lou Blaney almost every weekend that my dad took me to the track. He was the inspiration that got me interested in dirt track racing. I watched so many times as he won the featured event. As a kid I watched his red number 10 drive around the track like it was on a rail. Often I got pissed that his rival would beat on him and go on to win the race. But when he wasnt racing, he was being a husband, a father, and a grandparent. He raised 2 good and well mannered racers. Dale and Dave. RIP LOU. God speed.
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He Loves Me!!!
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Pu$$ycat Playmates
~Pu$$yCat Playmates~N~Pimps®™~ home page@ fubar I'm now a Pu$$yCat Playmate :) YAY! imikimi - Customize Your World!
New Stuff!
I bought a japanese Teisco guitar from the sixties today, didnt pay much for it but it needs some work done on it to make it useable. I really didnt need another guitar but im like an alcoholic when it comes to guitars, you can never have too many.
Day 1
So I'm on a work trip, in Canton Oh of all places in the middle of winter. Not sure if I should consider this punishment or a vacation, lol. Oh well, with being here over 2 weeks I'm sure to learn my way around and see whats up in this place. Hopefully I'll make a friend or two and keep myself from going crazy. Feel free to leave me some love cause I'm sure to need it.
Today Is Not A Good Day
This is a series of events dating back from the time my mom went into the hospital.. July 26 - mom goes into the hospital because she has diaherria that hasnt stopped for 3 days. They keep her cuz her white blood cell count is out of whack. July 29 - they find out her gallbladder is bad and take her to surgery. I waited at that hospital from 8pm til mid waiting and waiting for it to be done. Bugging the shit out of the nurses up there cuz i know it shouldnt take this long. The doc finally comes out and tell me that her gall bladder was so bad that it was just mush. And that if they had waited any longer she would have been in big shit. They had to take all her gall bladder and part of her large intestine cuz the infection was so bad. That she has a colostomy bag and it would be temporary til her bowls healed from the surgery. they has also found a small spot of cancer in her intestitine and that why has to cut out as well. A week after the surgery they find she has cancer
If You Knew
If you knew that my love was true what would you finally do? I mean I can whisper my love and dreams to you in your sleep but if it dosen't sink in do I just continue to whisper forever? I guess I will just wait for my heart to break as it always has. I have never left a man. I am always left. When I give myself I give all of myself but never fully never until I realized the reason I never could was because I didn't know you. I have given myself so completely that I don't even understand it. I just want to be where you are or nowhere. I don't want to see men unless you are among them. I don't want to put up with childish bullshit, unless its yours. Fuck I am screwed. I know what I am. I know how I love. I am just waiting for you to destroy my heart and I can try to heal but never will.
The Actual Stats At To My Former Employment
JL French Automotive Castings Inc. announced Monday it will lay off 300 employees in Sheboygan and cut one local manufacturing shift “due to the unforeseen rapid decline of orders.” The cuts were announced in a press release that hinted more job cuts may be on the way. Tim Kellner, vice president of human resources, said most of the 300 workers had been on an extended holiday shutdown, but they have now been informed the layoff is permanent. He did not say when employees were informed. “The speed with which our customers have been reducing their own production expectations has been surprising,” Kellner said in the release. “We can’t bring people back to work like we had planned, and we have to change our manufacturing structure.” Kellner said JL French — which manufactures die-cast automotive parts — will cut operations from three shifts two at both Sheboygan plants, 3101 S. Taylor Drive and 4243 Gateway Drive. The shift change will be complete by mid-February, Kellner s
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Drama They Bring
There'sa point in your life when your get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,But it's not giving up.....It's realizing that you don't need Certain People and the Bullshit and the Drama they bring.
Some Women Hate This
I know that some women would not like this ... I have thought it might make a good comment on some pictures but I have been advised not to .... Guess my sence of humor is unapreciated.
Ynot29 Needs Help
I have a friend here on fubar that is also a friend in RL and she needs to level up so that I can own her...lol... Would all my other fubar friends help her out she does not have that much further to go so a few add, fans, and rates would be great:) ynot29@ fubar
Death Is But The Beginning
death it starts with your life being taken away from you and put in someones elses hands and just goes on from there. love is alot like death, while love dont kill you it makes you act in ways that only people under a trance would do and with my life i am in love with a very special someone and dont know how to tell her and i have even thrown away a marriage to make it so that i only have her and my friends in my life who are there for me but to learn how to tell this to that special someone, that is what i seek and hope to get the help in the way to tell her cause it is eating me up inside tht she dont know....... death will overcome me and darkness shall rise. more from the grim reaper as time goes on... grim reaper 01/26/2009 at 1 in the afternoon   Death does funny things as explained above. at the time of the post above i was able to feel a presence in my life. i was unaware at the time what it was but not long before it i was looking for a reason to die. since then now almost
A True Man
A true man does not need to romance a DIFFRENT women every night,a TRUE MAN romances the same women for the rest of his life...
I'm Back.
Well, here I am. I got moved and still settling in . I love my new home. I moved just in time. There is a winter storm warning for tonight and tomorrow. I am so tired and have TONS to do. I missed some of you a lot. :P So......... Anyone miss me?
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Been Thinking A Lot Lately!
this is from the heart.. it's better to be friends then have enimies it's better to love then hate been thinking a lot about myself lately and the kind of person i truly wanna be. and how i wanna live my life and the people around me weather they are on the internet or in person. i wanna treat people as i would wanna be treated live each day with kindness in my heart and love in my soul. i may have my moment's and say things i truly never mean. i don't wanna be that person. love to all in my life...
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Lovers
Lovers 8/13/07 Lovers entwined, In body and in mind, Hearts connected, Feel their love projected, Passionate words said, No longer shall they pray for death, Entrapped in each other’s eyes, No more betrayals and no more lies, Loving words said in their lover’s ear, Whispered low so no one else can hear, Arms locked in a tight embrace, Gazes never straying from the others face, A simple touch, Will never be enough, For these two lost souls, Who make each other whole. Kind of..my softer side exposed. =)
Losing Time
Losing Time 10/18/07 Cage my heart and my evil thoughts, prove that all I've done is for naught, reject my ideals; ignore my beliefs, continue living within a world so bleak, differences; they become so few, when one is afraid to begin anew, passion begins to ebb away, minutes fade to hours of long, endless days, the world moves on but you stay in place, life and vibrancy slowly fade from your face, time soars by; but you're stuck in the past, praying for death to take you fast, unbearable pain consumes your soul, you want to be alone; you'll never be whole, looking in the mirror; you hate what you see, you lock yourself in the past, never wanting to be free, your fear of change doomed you from the start, so now you're free to rest your tired heart.
Sanctuary
Sanctuary 12/12/07 Sitting on this high up perch, City lights twinkling; so many stars on earth, The beauty below me fuels the rage in my soul, The pain and frustration destroys my control, Screaming in agony; the memories return, The anger in my heart continues to burn, The walls I built; crumble and give way, For the weakness to return; remembering that day, Dropping to my knees; the colorful lights taunting, Sobs wrack my body this realization daunting, The strength; it fades as the truth is unfurled, The only clear thing is you in my world, No matter how weak I know that I am, The pain will recede; just take my hand, I'm broken; yes I know that's true, But that doesn't change my love for you, The anger, it fades into a love so pure, You are my sanity; of this I am sure, So hold me together as I fall apart, Alas, awaken the love within my heart
City Of Nightmares
Welcome, my friend, to the City of Nightmares, Where the wind whistles through the trees, Like a ghost’s solitary lullaby, Where tortured souls band together, In a force far stronger than words can describe, One with the power to bring a nation to its knees, With only a few carefully worded thoughts, A city in which the deserted roads are endless, Only occupied by the dimmed spirits, Of once bright and positive beings, A land in which there are no visitors, No innocents just passing through, Put simply…once here, You are never able to leave, The sorrow surrounding you encompasses your mind, body, heart, and soul, Turns them black…until finally, You ARE one of those lost souls that choose to dwell within this place, Within one day of being here you will be unable to return to your old world, You will forever be trapped within the walls of this city, You will forever be in pain… So, my friend, with this, I welcome you to the City of Nightmares. 5/21/07
A Child's Murder
A Child's Murder Mommy, why are you lying on the road, Why are your hands so cold? Why is there so much red stuff? Why don't you get up? Mommy, why are your lips so blue? And why is Daddy staring at you? I see a tear fall from his eye, Daddy's crying, but why? Why is Daddy staring at me, Why did he say, "honey, forgive me please." Is that a gun in his hand, Help me Mommy! I don't understand! Now Daddy's just looking at me, He says it's time for us to be free, Why is Daddy talking like this? He leans down to give me one last kiss. Now he's aiming the gun at my head, Soon, Mommy, both of us will be dead, But it's ok; we'll be in God's arms, We'll finally be free from harm. 4/24/07
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The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Viii
The pirates swept up the shore and grabbed up the small and pretty woman and then turned towards the village, but the man behind the silver mask, again felt something new, a beat within his cold and icy heart. The iciness melted and exploded with the fire of an anger he had never known. And so hot was he that he rolled up the shore with a speed greater than the strongest storms. Ever boastful and prideful the entire band of pirates dropped their victom and turned on the man. Never knowing fear the man whith the hideous face attempted to turn his skin to stone, but; was unable to for the presence of the small and pretty woman kept his heart melted and realizing this the man turned away from her, for he was being struck by the enemiy's arrows and blades. And once his heart again burnt cold he became as stone and defeated the enemy easily. For the first time ever, though, the man knew wounds and bled, and exhausted as he was, he collapsed on the beach. The small and pretty woman re
And I Think To Myself...
93-year-old froze to death, owed big utility bill BAY CITY, Mich. – A 93-year-old man froze to death inside his home just days after the municipal power company restricted his use of electricity because of unpaid bills, officials said. Schur owed Bay City Electric Light & Power more than $1,000 in unpaid electric bills, Bay City Manager Robert Belleman told The Associated Press on Monday. Thain says hid nothing from BofA NEW YORK (Reuters) – Former Merrill Lynch Chief Executive John Thain defended the acquisition of the brokerage by Bank of America Corp (BAC.N) and said the bank knew of Merrill's losses and bonuses before the merger closed. In a memo to Merrill employees, Thain also said he plans to reimburse Bank of America for $1.2 million spent to renovate his office a year ago, including $35,115 reportedly spent on commode and $1,405 reportedly paid for a trash can. He called the expenses "a mistake in the light of the world we live in today."
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Der Sonnenschein
I don't need your sunshine. To have a brighter day. I want to come from ... The light of my old ways. I need to release myself. Upon it to have a brighter day. Can we come to make a nation. To have a brighter way, Oh baby! Is it absolutly necessary... For us to live in pain? Is it absolutely worth your while, to break trust for your own gain? Should we really bash these poeple, To make their brighter day? The sun may be bright, But it shall not guide our way. If we keep all of these.. Methods that turn us into slaves. surely this'll only lead to, Our very own shallow graves, oh baby! We don't want your sunshine. To have your brighter day. We need to come from... The light of our old ways.
More Poetryt Lol
My political views fuse together like fussion And i got a misplaced mind of time that causes confusion I don't wanna be caught up in this race because most politicions are a disgrace Im so out of my mind, so out of this place that i got a palate that has a distaste For all of the political corruption that is causing a comotion So my plan needs to be put into motion Im so frustrated but i got to demonstrate it and put lead in the evils Of this nation, but my weapon of choice is to teach all of my pupils The meaning of my words, and the lines that i spray combust like spontanious combustion Oh now you wanna study this lesson that im teaching so that we're not just an irritation I got these ways that i practice and if you wanna learn i gotta cause some frustration But this isn't biting that im doing because im not an immitation And if i gotta go i wanna go down in applause like Rammstein said But if i don't i might just get lost in my head And i'll proabably just end up dead
Think To Be Free(poem)
All that was to be shall never truely exist Shall we be free or will the pain only persist Can you anwser the questions that time has made for us Or shall it always be... hidden from most of us would you persist to question. Or sit and learn the lesson? i don't think we understand, that knowledge is the true weapon. Can we finally come to be... free like our nation percieves. Would you like to exterminate me... Merely for stating my believes. The pain shall persist. If we don't find the reason... Of the the poisonous cyst. Are you listening or are you just another demon? All that was to be, Will never come to be. For we don't use our minds. To make us finally be free.
The Poems Keep Coming
I am the defiler of the mind, And the killer of the soul. How much was lost you will find, To be more than something foul How could you be the genious of our time. How could i be the killer in this rhyme Do you really care if i murder your thought How much of your opinion will you let be bought How much of your soul will be defiled by me When i make you die i'll smile with much glee And yes this is truely me And how true it is i want you to see I will hack your body into pieces Until this failed existence ceases I will forever be here my true intent never clear And the voices you will never hear When they fail to a deaf ear. At the end i will make you all quiver in fear. Im the defiler of your mind And i will be found in due time.
January 26th 2009:i Had A Dream
i had a dream last night of falling in love, i fell in love and fell out of love once more. I keep thinking i should give up on it, why? you ask. Well i cannot keep riding the coaster of heartbreak each time someone breaks up with me due to my lifestyle and my ways of living. I party to stay happy to stay alive, yeah i drink, but on ocaasions and socially...occasions are birth days mine especially and holidays especially New years eve. Yet most ladies i meet up with have something against that, and they leave me. Yes it hurts still even tho they say..i do not want to hurt you...they do but im strong enough to not let it show, why should i? yep ican cry but there are no more tears for those who dont wanna share the pain i feel at times. But if you want me to share them with you then be there for me as friends,TRUE friends not just someone who says they are.
I'm A Rat!
Rat Relationships The closing stages of the Rat year will be a favorable time for the Rat both socially and domestically. Parties and functions may bring new acquaintances. If any problems or uncertainties that should arise in your relationship, do not hesitate to seek the advice of others. You have many acquaintances and close friends that are willing to assist you on your path. Romance is favored later in the year, around November and December. This is a good time to plan a wedding or make a proposal. SEE THAT^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ DO YOU HEAR WEDDING BELLS???????????????????????????? My Mr. Right will show himself this year!!!!!!!! CROSS YOUR FINGERS!!!!!!!! Well...... It's October.....next month (November) or maybe even December is right around the corner.......  My Mr. Right will show himself real soon!!!!!!!  LOL.....  Funny though.....  I myself have pictured my future by myself.......  My daughter is planning her "escape".....So alone I will be......  Or will I?  Only
My Crying Soul
My soul cries for lost love, That will never be found again, My soul cries for friends, Who have been betrayed, My soul cries for peace, In a world where there is none, My soul cries for acceptance, When there is none to give. My crying soul… My soul cries for the broken hearts, Of every little girl, My soul cries for all the lost souls, Wandering this world, My soul cries for hate, Which brings death and destruction, My soul cries for the lonely, Who have nowhere to go. My crying soul. This is the first poem I ever wrote..lolz. wrote it back in '04 sometime, I do believe. Don't quite remember
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Yep More Poetry
How does one kill off the pain and supersede depression. Finally coming to grips that the dirt is the final destination. I've come to terms and have the final solution. Rid ourselves of these tyrants that are known as clergy. We shall secularize and thus doing so reach secularity. If one wishes not to be secular then follow like sheep. For when they finally perform a massacre greater than Jones town I shall not weep. You all can sit there staring at your symbols being moon'stricken. When they die and go nowhere who'll be laughing thene? See what I'm trying to say is avoid these mostres cre'. Practice your belief at your home you don't need they're hypocrisy.
Some Poetry Of Course
Can you see me standing here, Flaunting an arrogant attitude. People staring at me truly filled, With an in ability to not be rude. Throwing an evil look at all them, Who would choose to be my enemy. I have a sudden urge to splurge, In a blood lust with all those filled with stupidity. The full force of my insanity shall, Be felt when I inflict it upon thee. Killing your face several times, Showing a tremendous amount of glee. So before you question these things, Do yourself a favor and leave me be. Or all of my hate that I generate, Will be directed to thee.
Your True Sign
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Open Your Eyes
Open Your Eyes October 9, 2008 Open your eyes, take a look around you. Does the state of this world not matter to you? Consumed by greed and selfishness. Money won't save you when the resources run out. Popularity won't matter when it comes to your mistakes. Continue living as simpletons. Watch as the world crashes around you. Cry when you're children are molested for being whores. GET AHOLD OF YOURSELVES GOD DAMNIT! Right the wrongs that have been made. Fix your own mistakes, take responsibility for your actions. Don't shove your problems off on everyone around you. Don't lash out at others for what your lives have become. YOU control your fates, your lives, YOUR futures. No one else. Make use of what time you have here. Do something worthwhile, be better than the rest. Wake up and smell the coffee. Life isn't all butterflies and rainbows anymore. This is reality. THIS is real. Grow up and think about the real problems. Look at the governments of the world. c
You Ask Me Where To Begin
You ask me where to begin Am I so lost in my sin You ask me where did I fall I'll say I can't tell you when If my spirit is lost How will I find what is near Don't question I'm not alone Somehow I'll find my way home My sun shall rise in the east So shall my heart be at peace And if you're asking me when I'll say it starts at the end You know your will to be free Is matched with love secretly Talk will alter your prayer Somehow you'll find you are there Your friend is close by your side And speaks in far ancient tongue A season wish will come true All seasons begin with you One world we all come from One world we melt into one Just hold my hand and we're there Somehow we're going somewhere Somehow I'll find my way home
Stairs
Stairs August 7, 2008 Up and down..up and down. Do they ever end? Endlessy they seem to go on, Infinite in their length, But then..they stop. Flat..easy ground. The location of our goal, How long can you rest... Before you want something else, And must once again face the stairs.. Up and down..up and down. So tiring..the quest to what we want. Go up four..and trip. Fall back three... How long till you get what you desire? Exhaustion sets in.. You wish to give up. But no! You must go on! Up one..then another..and another. Finally..your goal is in sight. You rest.. Take deep..rejuvenating breaths. And think..this is life. Struggling for each want.. striving for each need.. Up and down..up and down. Obstacles tumble towards you.. but you make it through.. You reach the end.. And then realize..this is only the beginning.. Up and down..up and down. Stairs...do they ever truly end?
23 Years Ago Today.....
23 years ago today the preacher said lets bow our heads to pray, let this couple live til death due us part let only that tear them apart. But years have changed us and apart we did go. But now we are stronger than we will ever know. The years have taught us that we grow closer even tho we are apart but yet we still reside in each others hearts. The heart is a funny thing. It beats on its own like a butterfly's wings. A heart can be broken it can be shattered in a million pieces but yet it still beats. It beats for us to live to deal with lost loves. it beats even tho our children have hurt us. it beats even tho the love of our lives have crushed it at one time or another. but a heart is whole when you have the love of your family and friends. so 23 years ago today I gave you my heart, I thought for a while there that you had vacated it but in truth you have always been there. I can not touch you but my thoughts and heart are with you even to this day. Hap
Self Image
Self Image July 13, 2008 Look into yourself, tell me, what do you see? Is this what you wanted? Is it how it should be? Did you settle for second best, was it easier to gain? Or did you strive for your dreams, even if you failed again and again? Did you fake who you are to fit into the crowd, or were you always yourself, always true, always proud. Did you lie and betray to get where you are today? or were you honest till the end, never fully led astray. Did you listen to the taunts of those far below you? Or did you hold your head up high, believing in the truth. Were you selfish and greedy, thinking only of yourself? Or did you reach out a helping hand, even when you're down, always lending help. Did you strive to accomplish all you set out to do? Or did you give up on yourself, thinking you are through. Look back upon your life, did you live it undaunted? Or did the world around you transform what it was you wanted? Were you always true to yourself and those that
Sin Of Reality
Sin of Reality June 25, 2008 Walking in a dream like state, is this forever my only fate? faces blurring, why can't I see, the blatant truth that's staring at me, Nothing's as it seems, nothing is true, the grass isn't green, the sky isn't blue, hope is but feeble in this life full of let-downs, a smile is really nothing but a frown, happiness is a farce to hide the sadness within, money's just a way to give the rich bastards a grin, taking everything for granted is the american's way, while there's children in africa looking for something cold on a hot day, war is but a way to give one a more superior feeling, media tells us who to be, it's our uniqueness they are stealing, stereotypes are only a way for society to group us as one, instead of taking the time to talk, they look at the style, then are done, what you see around you, isn't really what it seems, there are lies and disguises everywhere, even in your dreams.
Rebirth Of A Poet
Rebirth of a Poet June 21, 2008 These tired eyes, they tell no lies, for the darkness they've seen, has clouded the truth, they once beheld; this tortured soul, it holds no secrets, for the pain it's felt, has caged the wisdom, it once possessed; this tattered heart, it shows no love, for the betrayal it's been shown, has shattered the trust, it once gave freely, this broken mind, it holds no words, for the games it's played, has shattered the knowledge, it once strived to learn, this battered body, it holds no treasure, for the hate it's been shown, has worn away the perfection, it once yearned to behold, with these eyes that saw no light, I discover the beauties, the truth of the night witholds, and with this soul, I feed on its pain, to set free its wisdom, to heal lost souls, with this heart, I fill it with love, to shower trust upon those, that hope hath been denied, and with this mind, I write words of light, with hope th
Life Of A Poet
The Life of A Poet Blood flowing onto paper forming soul-stealing lines, Heart and soul enclosed in simple words, Frustration comes to be when the flow ceases, Words now forgotten never to be retrieved, Depression sets in when words refuse to come, Emotions piling up into a sea of frustration, Blood still flowing but with no place left to go, Mind and body draining into simple empty shells, Heart and soul decaying under the weight of suppression, Body becoming sluggish with the burden of pent up emotions, Incidents triggering thoughts and cracking the stone walls, Words forming in mind as pen at last touches paper, Thoughts gushing out into an abyss of heart wrenching words, Lines forming, words flowing like a river in midst of a storm, Current slowly destroying the feelings of depression, Lightheartedness returning as a masterpiece is formed, Thus is the life of a poet. 8/24/07
Yummy Boys And Girls
The YummY Train! Rate/Fan and Add all the YummY Boys and Girls to be added to the train! Be sure and show your fellow YummY FUs lots and lots of love! After you have added all the Yummies and Myself, private message me... PebblesinAZ-Kisses to My Fu Valentine Shaun the Scotish Lad-"Member of Princess Leia's crew&@ fubar ...and I will add you to the train! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ BlondePrincess*~Live,Laugh,Love bc Lifes too short@ fubar Tony411@ fubar AutosOnღMz.ǵffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives!@ fubar weldingangel ( Space Hottie ) ( FuAngel ) PLS R8 MY PRF & SAL PICS@ fubar
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Vii
The sun god smiled down, for like the puppeteer, all was as he planned and controlled. The man with the hideous face stole a look from the mouth of his cave but could see little. Scaling the face of the cliff carefully so as to not attract attention to himself, he crept through the boulders on the shore towards the source of the starnge and beautiful sound. At last the source came into view and down along the beach he spied a small and pretty woman gathering crabs from traps in the shallows humming as she worked. The man was flooded with emotions that he did not understand. He was overcome with the memory of his mother who was the only human being who never screamed at the sight of him and yet there was more. There was something about her beauty that drew him. There was a softness in the melody she hummed that made him feel a warmth that he had never experienced and he knew without comprehending the experience that he would lay down his life for this human being as he would not
Breast Cancer Awareness
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Friends Are
Just want all you fu to know that My words on My status is PERSONal thank you. LOVE YOU ALL
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Thank you!!! I want to thank very very much to my fu-family who helped me a LOT, wanna thank all the friends and friends of friends lol(i know, it sounds like i just got an Oscar lol).I'm speechless.This pic here says it all. Smooches for everybody!!! ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar
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R Any Ohio Gurls Here?
r there any gurls 4rm ohio around cleveland?
What Generation Do You Belong In?
You Belong in Generation X You fit in best with people born between 1961 and 1981. You are fun, laid back, and very independent. You are willing to take risks and live your life however you see fit. You are casual, accepting, and friendly. You see everyone as your equal. What Generation Do You Belong In?
Do People Like You?
People Like You... Sometimes You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults. Deep down, you are a good person, but you definitely have some obnoxious tendencies. So step back, and try to figure out when people aren't responding to you positively. A few simple changes could make you a lot better liked! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself. People don't like that you forget them easily. No one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't remember their name! What People Like About You: People like that you can defend what you believe in calmly and rationally. You stand your ground and gain respect. Do People Like You?
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Lessons Learned
Lessons Learned You wake up, listen to the quiet. listen to the wind, for the wind speaks look to the sky, for there is a lot to read. feel what is in your heart, there is a message in there. touch the earth, there is life everywhere.
My Happy Hour
Friends, I am hosting a HH at 3pm Futime (6pm EST) today Monday 1/26/09. I totally forgot tho that I have to be at court at that time, so if you all could show me extra love AND I WILL HAVE MY AUTOS ON...and If anyone can get a screenshot of my HH for me...I'll love u all forever :) Have a great day and I hope you all level up off me today. Kisses
The Truth
if i could just tell the truth would it fall on deaf ears would you still feel the same after all these years another set of lyrics to a song I wrote if i could just tell the truth would you even know is this pointless or just inane i probably ,will never know if i could just tell the truth and speak right from my heart would you even know its you thats tearing me apart if i could just tell the truth you'll probably never know you'll never ever read this poem but hey, i never know cause if you read this and understand you'll never let me know cause we are truly worlds apart but the same inside (i know)
Meet Cutterbum...
Psst...Hey Ladies... I'm Gonna Let You In On A Little Secret Meet cutterbum... If he isn't already your friend you are missing out on something big. I just met him but I can already tell he has a heart of gold. Not only is he easy on the eyes but he is also funny and really easy to talk to. Ladies, he is one of those guys that people refer to as one of the "good ones". Stop by and say hello to him. Get to know him. And of course R/F/A him. (BTW...He is an avid Cubs fan) He is running Auto 11s today so it's a perfect time to show him lotsa love. Tell him ღAMANDAღ sent you...please. Now knowing all of this I only have one question for you... Why aren't you there yet?? Click the pic and love up on him... cutterbum@ fubar This Good Guy Pimpout Brought To You By: ღAMANDAღ@ fubar
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Are You Id, Ego, Or Superego?
You Are the Superego While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all. You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously. Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself. You have high standards for your own behavior. Which makes it hard for you or anyone else to meet them. Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?
The Pain I Promised You
This is the lyrics to a song I wrote. you got me runnin, hidin, I'm gaged and I'm bound and then you kicked me and left me to bleed on the ground ya want my money then honey, then you go away and when i'm achin to see you, ya say go away. I'm willin to take your tourtued love I'm willin to keep my head above the hate your drowning me in cause your gettin under my skin the pain you promised me..ugh, love ya got me bleeding from your whips and chains and ya keep on playin these foolish games I'm gettin sick and tired of all this abuse cause next time its my time and this ain't no rouse I'm willin to take your tourtued love I'm willin to keep my head above the hate your drowning me in cause your gettin under my skin the pain you promised me..ugh, love now this time I ain't gonna be so nice I'll put your fingers in a vice I'll knock you down on your knees then make you say "PRETTY PLEASE" this time its mine, tatterd love. I'm willin to take your tourtued
Wow! That Must Be Nice!
When you drive by large homes, see someone wearing a nice watch or jewelry, or driving expensive cars, what is your first thought? Is it, “Wow, that must be nice.” You might entertain a quick daydream about what it must be like, then you go about your day doing the same things you’ve always done – at least until the next time you encounter some “lucky” person who became wealthy. I used to entertain those daydreams myself, but now I’m actually working towards being that “lucky” person. You know, it’s been said that one of the best ways to become wealthy is to find an unmet need, then find a product or service that fills that need at both an affordable and profitable price. THAT’s the hard part; finding that solution. When deciding on how I wanted to pursue this dream, I was very selective: First, I wanted to offer a product or service I could stand behind, without having to compete with other companies and retailers. In other words, I didn’t want to try to meet a need that had
Damnfanbox Spam Mail
grrr this damn fanbox spam is invincible, i mark it spam, spray it witth RAID, stomp on it with a work boot and it still keeps coming back!!! why? some body tell me something....its everyday like this... Inbox Upgrade to the all-new Yahoo! Mail View: All Messages Messages 1-10 of 10 Go to First page | Go to Previous page | Go to Next page | Go to Last page Inbox Read / Unread From Subject Date Size Read Give Me Some Love It's your 19th ton Love 10:00 AM 4KB Unread FanBox Fan Lim wants to be your loyal fan Sun, 1/25/09 5KB Unread Share Inspiration A 11th positive message Sun, 1/25/09 4KB Unread Give Me Some Love It's your 18th ton Love Sun, 1/25/09 4KB Unread Hugs AnimeGurl is sending you a Hug on FanBox! Sat, 1/24/09 4KB Unread Share Inspiration A 10th positive message Sat, 1/24/09 4KB Unread Give Me Some Love It's your 17th ton Love
Superbowl Shuffle
Uncle Rich can get down with the shuffle..lol :)
Twilight Caracter
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My Rantings
When I was a child I believed in childish things; I believed in Santa Claus I believed in the tooth fairy I believed in the Easter bunny I had such high hopes, I wanted to be a cowboy I believed in happy endings. When I grew up: I found out the truth of Santa, the tooth fairy, and the Easter bunny. Not much call for cowboys these days and there really are no happy endings.
My First Auto 11s Auction
I am auctioning off one(1) Auto-11 bling (or 35 credits' worth of blings of your choosing) for fubucks. To bid on this auction, click on the link below to my photo gallery and leave your bid in a photo comment there. The auction will end on Wednesday, February 4th at noon Central time. I will notify the highest bidder at that point to make the payment and I'll bling them during Happy Hour. Happy Bidding!
Wednesdays Auto 11's
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ** PLEASE REMEMBER IF I AM HITTIN YOUR PAGE AND DOING "NOTHING" I AM JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE AUTOS ON FOR THIS BLOG, IM NOT A BOT, IT'S POSSIBLE I COULD BE BOUGHT BUT I'M VERY EXPENSIVE ROFL!! * SOME OF THESE ARE ABOUT TO EXPIRE SO HURRY!!! ♥Delicious RedHead ♥FU-GirlFriend2 Tony♥@ fubar Crime Of Passion**Guilty Of Love**(( RR Member))**@ fubar ஐ.™ DeDeLiCiOuS ™ .ஐ@ fubar †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ߺý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Owner of BUMP N GRIND~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar Jaded Dragon {W.I.S.E.U.K. Friends}@ fubar
Stranger In A Strange Land
“And there went a man of the house of Levi, and took to wife a daughter of Levi.” We can’t tell just when the events of the second chapter of Exodus occurred after chapter one closed, but it’s safe to say that Moses’ birth was a consequence of it. For without Pharaoh’s edict to cast every Hebrew son into the river, Moses would never have been found (and actually named Moses, which means “drawn out”) by Pharaoh’s daughter when she came to wash herself in the Nile according to verse five – thought the river isn’t named, in Egypt it’s pretty much THE river to do anything in. The child who would become Moses was born in verse two and hidden from the Egyptians for three months. Then the difficulty of hiding a newborn child became apparent, and Jochebed (her name appears once in Exodus and once in Numbers) made an ark out of the bulrushes that she then made watertight with pitch and hid her youngest child in. “And his sister stood afar off, to wit what would be done to him.” Where
10 Movies That Don't Suck... But They Do.
This is a list of my top 10 vamp movies... In no particular order... because vampire are hot no matter what order you take them in... 1. Underworld (The first one!!) 2. Blade (Also the first one...) 3. Bram Stokers Dracula (The scene with Lucy on the stone table) 4. 30 Days of night 5. Near Dark 6. Lost Boys (an 80's must) 7. Interview With a Vampire (MAde the list even Louis whining! ;)) 8. From Dusk Till Dawn (Quinton had to make the list!) 9. Salem's Lot 10. Vampire Hunter D Comment away folks!! Add to my list!! PLEASE... If I left something out tell me.
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How Do You Live Your Life?
You Live Your Life Silently You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. How Do You Live Your Life?
Let Me Be
Let me be the one to show you there are still good men, Let me be the one that never let's you hurt again, Let me be the one who proudly claims "I'm yours," Let me be the one who holds open the doors, Let me be the one you can brag about to your friends, Let me be the one to love you to no end, Let me be the one to hold you by the hand, Make me the happiest person on Earth and let me be your man
10 Cd's I Just Can't Live Without
So I was going through my stash and decided to wrote a blog... I am curious and would like a response from friends... What are 10 CD's that you have to have in your CD collection??? :) Here is my list... Depeche Mode - Violator Depeche Mode - Songs of Faith and Devotion Manson - Eat Me Drink Me Kittie - Spit Everclear - Sparkle and Fade VNV Nation - Empire remixes Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes Manson - Mechanical Animals Nine Inch Nails - Broken Otep - Ascension There is a list from me... Those of you who have actually taken the time to get to know me have to know that music is my passion and I am VERY diverse. This is just a small taste of what I enjoy. Delicious to my ears.
Becoming
Becoming I'm always doing things for people I know, But to ask a favor of them, that can't be so, I will do anything for them, I aim to please, But they are pissing me off now, at ease Marine at ease. Taking advantage of my generosity, It's leading to a lot of animosity, They don't know what they are about to release, The devil inside me will be unleashed. Immeasurable amounts of rage, Inside me I keep caged, People will suffer without a doubt, If that which is in me, ever gets out. If it does, many will not speak to me again, For I know, I will send some to oblivion, I do not wish to hurt any of my friends, I want to keep the peace and make amends. Thus far the anger has remained unseen, But they will soon feel the wrath of this Marine, I could easily forgive and forget, When I am not being treated like a toilet. In the meantime, the tides are turning, The nice guy inside is slowly burning, Soon he will cease to
Up To Date Fc Membership
The following are the current members of The Friendship Circle 6/09/09: Bill "D" Daisy DavidRaymen Disciple  Eagle (new Member)  HoakieGirl Imcrazybitch Jus'Me Lawman2009 Liz MamaDuck Micki Blue Eyes RedWing Hunny Sassy Vampress (Tiffany) she changes her name alot lol Vitamin DE Zaira   I would suggest putting them in your family or top friends list so you do not lose track of who is who. Hoakie
What's Your Hidden Talent?
Your Hidden Talent is Understanding People Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. What's Your Hidden Talent?
How Quirky Are You?
Your Quirk Factor: 61% You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average." How Quirky Are You?
What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?
Booti Has 11's Again
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When & How Will I Die?!~ ;)~
When Will I Die by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes October 31, 2013: Scared to death. You are getting ready to go out with your friends when trick-or-treaters ring the doorbell. You hand out the candy and all the kids leave, except for one small boy. He is dressed in a very real-looking zombie clown costume and stands there, staring at you with his mouth open, breathing slowly and heavily. Slowly, he raises his hand and points. Just as the little boy is about to speak, your friend jumps up behind you and screams, "Boo!" You are so scared you have a heart attack and die. The little boy was just pointing to your friend who was sneaking up on you!
Theory Of A Deadman
Help A Hottie Level Up! Do This For Va Beach Girl 4 Life Aka Texxas. She Is Awesome!
~~**~*~**Va Beach girl 4 life~*~***~* THIS SEXY FU IS IN NEED OF SOME HELP GETTING TO Henchman SHES ONLY 213K AWAY I KNOW WE CAN ALL PULL TOGETHER AND MAKE THIS HAPPEN WHAT ARE YOU WAITING GO SHOW HER SOME LUVIN! ADD/FAN/RATE/CRUSH/BLING HER HARD!!!!
The Military Wife - Author Unknown
♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥* ~ The Military Wife ~ - Author Unknown - The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into His sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order. She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both a father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move to a new location ten times in seventeen years. And, oh yes, she must have six pairs of hands!" The angel shook her head, "Six pai
Who Are You On Lost?
You Are Kate You've done a bad things in your life, even though they were justified. And since you keep your past to yourself, people see you as very mysterious. You're independent. You do what you have to in order to survive. You are quick witted, and you have a variety of useful skills. You're quite resourceful. Although you're a loner, you form strong romantic bonds quickly. Deep down, you're very loving - though you are still scared of being burned by someone. Who Are You on LOST?
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Meadow Again
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.
What's Your Medieval Profession?
You Are a Cartographer You have a wide range of knowledge and you're very detail oriented. You have a photographic memory, and you remember places very well. Like a middle ages cartographer, you're also very adventurous and curious about the world. In modern times, you would make a good non-fiction writer or scientist. What's Your Medieval Profession?
Help Start A T.v Show!
A new project I'm working on needs your help. A simple survey to determine the outcome of a new idea. Please take a few minutes to fill it out. Let me know once you've done so and I'll stop by and rate etc... TAKE THE SURVEY HERE Much obliged!
What Kind Of Drink Are You?~
Drink Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes Beer: You're young and carefree, and you like to keep things simple. You are Beer. Your personal style is fun, easy going, smooth, and low-maintenance, just like any good beer should be.
Death Again
Hi all iam kinda back off and on just been alot of stuff going on in my life that I need to take care of and been Busy with that. I have to go to Viewing tonight and it scares me to death. It happened over 5 years ago and it still gets to me even today. A friend of mine Dad died last week while he was working and I have to go because I said I would but even though of death brings Flash backs to the time I almost died not once but twice. People say let it go your still alive live your life. I say easier said than done, Death does not scare me or anything like that but it does hurt to see people I know greev over someone and think that could have been me lying there. I will suck it up and go for my friend but its going to be hard for me and It all may come back it may not who knows wish me luck! For all that know me real well they know what iam talking about but for those who dont look in my death folder and then you will find out Love to all DJ BARTAB
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Vi
And so the sun god spoke to the hideous youth for whom he had designs on. The sun god asked the man what was his most fervent desire, though the sun god knew the man's desire was for love, though the man himself knew not the words but spoke with his open heart. And the sun god told the man that someday he might indeed fullfil this dream but first he would be tested. He told the man to leave the temple and go out into the world where the human's dwelt and that he was to be their protector. And for the first time in all his life the man knew hope and he did as he was told and went into the world. And the sun god smiled for he knew his plans were set further into motion. And after a time the man in the mask traveled back to the only places he knew, along the coast towards the village where he was born. And there he met a band of theives who were raiding from village to village, and he defeated them easily. and so he traveled along the coast for many years. And the human beings tho
For Those Who Live Or Are From Montana.....
You might live in Montana... By Jeff Foxworthy If "vacation" to you means going shopping for the weekend in Great Falls, Billings or Bozemen (while the kids swim at the Comfort Inn), you might live in Montana. If parking your car for the night involves an extension cord, you might live in Montana. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 8 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Montana. If you're proud that your state makes the news primarily because it houses the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Montana. If you have ever refused to buy something because its "too Spendy", you might live in Montana. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Montana. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and doesn't work there, you might live in Montana. If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Montana. If your town has an
Day 3 For Misift
Yesterday after telling Misfit in the MuMMs I would post my underwear choices for her every AM she made it perfectly clear she was tired of being promised these things and not having it delivered. so ..... here we go 7 days for Misift Monday Tuesday changed as per Misfits specifications Wed had to do Thursday now its just so damn sexy and stuff Friday Saturday is laundry day ... shrug
Which Twilight Movie Character Are You?~
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Clue...
i find it to be a little underrated as far as movies go... Are there any movies out like this now? I've seen Murder by Death. But they just don't make movies like this anymore (at least in the theaters) Wadsworth: The game's up, Scarlet. There are no more bullets left in that gun. Miss Scarlet: Oh come on, you don't think I'm going to fall for that old trick. Wadsworth: It's not a trick. There was one shot at Mr. Boddy in the study, two at the chandelier, two at the lounge door, and one at the singing telegram. Miss Scarlet: That's not six. Wadsworth: One plus two plus two plus one. Miss Scarlet: Uh-uh. There was only one shot that got the chandelier, so that's one plus two plus ONE plus one. Wadsworth: Even if you were right, that would be one plus one plus two plus one, not one plus two plus one plus one. Miss Scarlet: Okay, fine. One plus two plus one...SHUT UP! Point is, there's one bullet left in this gun, and guess who's going to get it!
Goddamit
For the love of all that is holy I cannot hit the ' key first time today. Pis*ing me the hell off. That is all
Stupid Cupid... Luv To My Girls
Just because I Can & they so deserve it Please show these ladies some great luv They have been here for me & this seemed the best way to repay them for all their love & support that they have shown to me always. They are the reason I stay on this crazy site lol ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:) ~SURPRISE ME~ IF YOU THINK YOU CAN *~~*Lynne*~~*~~A.K.A ~**Candy Caine**~ ♥♀Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$♀♥ ReBeCcA Thank you all so very much & you are the best friends ever!!! Bulletin Brought to You by ஐ~Dream~ஐ ALL MY FRIENDS RAWK!!!
Good Tune .....
Ok...not The Kind Of Morning I Wanted To Have
It really wasn't that bad...Nothing like staying up late and trying to sleep in knowing that you can't because of the things you have to do. Those just happened to be one of those days to where there were people to call before lunch and I didn't get to hear what I wanted. Well, part of it I didn't want to hear. lol I called my unit here and was inquiring about my departure date and my mobilization station prior to my deployment, since it was supposed to be next month. YEAH, SUPPOSED TO BE...well, it has been pushed back another month due to them having a large workload to contend with. The good part about it though, I'm not going to be freezing my butt off in Jersey. :-) I'll be in the south for it and that makes me feel ohhh sooo much better. The thing that makes this all that much more difficult to deal with is that I'm not having the communication that I'm wanting or needing. You know who you are if you have read this. Being pushed away from the fact I'm leaving sucks
Llama Leveler Of The Day
NormKewl~Llama Levelers~@ fubar all Llama Levelers will leave 100 pic. rates when done kindly leave a comment below that you have done so.
Got Auto11s Twice From ^sin^
Could anybody help me thank her (that is how you spell thank, isn't it?)  (auto 11s on..come do me hard!)
True Feelings
I love you more each day I love you more then words could ever say You mean so much to me And hopefully someday u will see You are my inspiration My true destination I love you with all of my heart You are the biggest part I want to feel your strong arms around me And feel your true love surround me Your eyez are the prettiest shade of blue Sometimes I think how could this be true Your smooth gentle loving touch Your sweetness, your great voice Alwayz makes my heart rejoice I think about u all the time O hunni, your alwayz on my mind
Everytime...
Everytime were apart I get a bad pain in my heart Everytime were together I wish we could stay in that moment forever Everytime u look me in the eye I feel like I am in heaven & died Everytime I see your face I wanna feel your sweet embrace Everytime u hold me close I know that is where you want me the most Everytime I feel like everyone is against me I know u are alwayz standing in my corner I love you and you love me Now -n- forever, we will be together
Why
Why is it when I hear your name I get happy? Why is it when I think about you I forget all my problems? Why is it when I hear the sound of your voice I become speechless? Why do I worry about loosing you when you told me you love me? Why do I think your slipping away when we don't talk everyday? Why do I get nervous when you get near me? Why do I always think about you even when your right there? Why do I feel that I have to talk to you all the time? Why do I feel like heaven when I look into your eyes? Why is it when you hold me I feel safe? Why is it when we are together time seems to speed up? Why do I seem to float away when you kiss me? Why do I get sad when you stop hugging me? Why do I get chills when u whisper "I love you" in my ear? Why did I fall in love with you?
Up For Sale Come Bid On Me!!
DJ CANDY ::: pics 11 rate stash, leave a profile comment daily for as long as they own me and a sfw salute...put there name in mine play a song for them on every shift and of there choice please click the above link to go straight to the auction pic.
Why I'm Single
I wrote this about a year ago - and I've been asked recently a lot while I was single - so I thought I would through it up here for reading purposes... (and yes - i wrote this haha) I keep seeing these blogs with "This is the guy I want" or "This is the guy I am" crap. So I made up my own - this is what I want, and this is why i'm single. I want a girl that has time for me because she needs to see me, not one that needs to make time for me because she feels like she ought to. I want a girl that looks forward to hearing from me and thinks about me often, not one that only thinks about me when she hears from me. I want a girl that says I want to be with him, instead a girl that asks me why I'm single. I want a girl that knows something is bothering me and asks what's wrong, instead of a girl that asks if something is bothering me. I want a girl that can't wait for me to meet her family, not one that dreads the day when I do. I want a girl that's my soul mate, not just a girlfriend
True Depression
Sometimes I wonder, what do I have to give? What is the real reason I live? Why do I always seem to get hurt? Feel like people walk on me like dirt What is the real purpose for everything? Come on God give me something So much sadness and pain How much more can I take before I go insane? How much more will I take? Everyone can tell my smile is so fake Trying to think of things that will make me happy Oh my gosh, they aren't coming snappy Not really caring about anything or me Sometime I wish how it would be to be free Free from heartbreak Free from pain Free from everything Free from myself and everyone else
Rock Bottom
As I sit here all teary eyed I just wish I had died So much Stress What a big mess No one to turn to in the world By myself, and all alone Wishing to here someone's tone Feeling of emptiness, like I am a bliss Feeling unloved and unwanted My problems I have confronted Wanting to be alone Interrupted by the ringing of the phone But all I hear is a dial tone Life is so mean and unfair Why the hell must it be here Everyone is against me All these problems that I see They all make me want to sit and cry But all I really wanna do is die This stage I hit really sux Because in my heart I feel completely fucked This is my own life No one elses Strife And in the end I know That everything will show And will be left out I the cold My problems still untold Frozen in time, I wish these were mine My problems, an easier life it would be Not having to worry about me
B.b.k.
see that look in her eyes, as she says goodbye see the look on her face, never wondering why we always talk about it, but she never tries im the one that keeps her, from taking her life shes been through some shit, seen and done it all, been hit, raped, abused, still has yet to fall told her story to the class, said its fake thats all come home, same shit, every night a brawl chorus- but this girl holds a special place in my heart sill smiles through it all, no she never falls apart shes unarguably the strongest person that I know so I tell her everyday, to never let go-end chorus Shes still so young but knows the worlds so cold been through so much shit, only fifteen years old she faces life everyday, still standing so bold always keep her life to herself, her story untold you wouldnt even notice when you take your first look you never can tell by the cover of a book but if you start reading you know you'll be hooked still so beautiful after everything shes took ch
Hurt
Feeling lonely but still talking The feeling of depression is still stalking I am continually walking To an unknown place I don't care Why the hell am I the only one there My heart broken in pieces Why are people so deceive These are things that I truly hate Makes me sit and wonder is this really my fate Nothing ever seems proportionate How am I suppose to contemplate When really there is no one that can relate I'm the only one with no date A date of " the real world " A look into my own life A world in itself and no one else My life, my battles, my conflicts Constantly building commotion Why can't I get rid of this notion
A Very Good Day At Work
Here I am at work. standing and chatting with a co-worker, when I feel a light touch moving up my leg. I thought nothing of it, because the co-worker I was chatting with was dress very provocatively and she is very hot! Of course, whenever I see her I feel a slight stirring in my pants,thus the light movement in my pant leg was probably from that blood movement to my crotch. She always talked about the women she dated which always made her that much hotter to me. She had never mentioned any men in her social life, so I assumed she was only into women. Much to my chagrin. She is a perfect female~~ at least for me~~ She is a busty, voluptuous redhead with a great sense of humor and very intelligent and a smile that makes me shutter. We have had drinks as colleagues before and there was/is always some causal friendship flirtations but never led anywhere but me returning home taking a shower and relieving my tension by my lonesome, but with dreams of her in my shower with me. Anyway
Fubar And Marriage
To my many friends and family, Though i have become friends with alot of you and very close to some, i regret to inform you all that I will be closing my account on Fubar due to complications in my marriage. Some of you may know what I am talking about, others may not. If you have been become a close friend of mine then you already have another way of contacting me. If you would love to stay in contact with me, then feel free to leave me a message and I will give my e-mail to stay in contact with you. I can not promise that I will be able to write you everyday, but at least to be bale to say hello. I am not happy about this "choice" at all, I have come to enjoy Fubar very much and have gained alot of good friends here, some have even helped through some rough times! I want to thank all who have helped through my rough times and i promise I will never forget you, cuz I know who to get a old of you if I need you again, and I will be still talking to you guys!!!!!!! Like I have said,
Figured You Out--nickelback
I Like Pizza...
not sure if they thought of this already, but why don't pizza places offer cold pizza? or do they and I just have to ask? edit: sorry almost forgot a funny video...
Vamp Morticia's Victims! My Group! Come Join!
Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!@ fubar Come check out my new group! It's the coolest! There is NO competition with other groups out there! I don't care what group you're in you're still welcome! All you have to do is read the rules blog and comment if you're ok with them at this link. http://fubar.com/blog/269882/948917 THEN you MUST r/f/a everyone in the Roster blog and leave a comment when finished at this link. http://fubar.com/blog/269882/948897 YOU MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE TO JOIN!
Have You Ever Been In Love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
Any Parties In Bullhead City?
im in bullheaD AND i want to party....rave specifically
New Close Date 2-28-09
So because of various things in life...I never got things together quite the way I wanted..SO...the end date will be 2-28-09.
If
If I asked you to be mine, would you forget If I asked you to slow down, would you regret If I apologized, would you concede Then take away all that I need If I asked you to smile, would you only frown If I asked you to go up, would you only drag me down If I would bleed for you, would you even know Or just pretend to not even show If I asked you to stay, would you leave me behind If I asked you to breathe, would you leave me confined If I gave you my heart, would you keep it close Then trade it for all the things that you owe If I asked you to hold me, would you keep me away If I asked you to leave, would you only dismay If I brought you dreams, would you open your heart Or only proceed to tear them apart If I asked you for truth, would you only give me lies If I asked you for life, would you only let me die If I asked you for warmth, would you take me inside Then only to have our wishes collide If I asked you for your heart, would you only give
Restless
I'm always missing you every day and night Even when I talk to you I long for your touch But at night is when it's at it's worse And I become even more restless and awake In my sleep I'm more awake than ever Tossing and turning in lonely bed Wanting to feel your head on my chest Wanting to bury my face in your hair I know I say I sleep at night And by definition I do sleep at night But my mind works more then ever Trying to create your touch and your warmth Every night it's the same thing for me I see the same picture over and over And even in the picture I don't really sleep I'm as awake as ever afraid to close my eyes You lay on my arm next to me facing me If you opened your eyes you'd see into me I drape my other arm over you like a hug But I take care to let you sleep and dream I'm afraid to close my eyes even to blink I'm afraid if I do it'll be all a dream And that I'll never feel your warmth again And that's a fate worse than death to me And t
Granny!!
The Rambo Granny of Melbourne , Australia Gun-toting granny Ava Estelle, 81, was so ticked-off when two thugs raped her 18-year-old granddaughter that she tracked the unsuspecting ex-cons down and shot off their testicles. The old lady spent a week hunting those men down -and, when she found them, she took revenge on them in her own special way, said Melbourne police investigators. Then she took a taxi to the nearest police station, laid the gun on the sergeant's desk and told him as calm as could be: 'Those bastards will never rape anybody again, by God.' Cops say convicted rapist and robber Davis Furth, 33, lost both his penis and his testicles when outraged Ava opened fire with a 9-mm pistol in the hotel room where he and former prison cell mate Stanley Thomas, 29, were holed up. The wrinkled avenger also blew Thomas' testicles to kingdom come, but doctors managed to save his mangled penis, police said. 'The one guy, Thomas, didn't lose his manhood, 'but the doctor I
I Can Wait Forever
I know that someone is there for you loving you caring for you i know that im no match for his charm to his good looks but i got one thing that he can't do when there is no one to love you when everyone else leave's you behind just look back and you'll see me standing you know that i can wait forever for your undying love...
I Wait For You
It's hard to explain how I feel, this clouded situation I'm in. there goes the pain; I'm finally healed, but there's still a wall, and oh so thin. I have no tools; Nothing to tear this down. I have but my voice and my faith. I hate this; I love this; I will be found. I've made my choice; I've decided to wait. I know it will rain, the sun can dry me up. The sky will boom; shake my heart with thunder, the breeze will shift the storm. My mind will Freeze; consumed by a blizzards gust, your love will warm my soul. Don't expect me to explain; my words have no price. Throw everything this world has; I'm calm; I'm steady. This is what I need; I'm prepared for our lives. One day this wall will crash, and I will be ready.
Princess
Your, you Beautiful and cute I wish I had you You're a rare find To perfect of a dime Something I want to stare at all the time You have ways to make a man's heart sing And a smile that shows You're irresistible to adorable And I'm pitiful You'll always be you I'll be me I'm a coward, though Cause I see you, Walking And everyday I watch you Looking the impossible That's never going to happen
Breathless
Do you believe anything I say.... When I say that you take my breath away? If you thought I could breathe.... you were wrong... If only I could be that strong.... Ive been waiting... For comfort... For Solace.... Fly away.... but don't shut me out.... cause I cant breathe without you Run away.... Come with me.... cause I cant be without you When I wake up everyday... I need to know you're not so far away. Another moment is another Eternity.... The whisper of you're words mean everything to me. Ive been waiting... For comfort.... For Solace.... Fly away.... but don't shut me out.... cause I cant breathe without you Run away.... Come with me.... cause I cant be without you I will be strong.... I must be strong.... Because with you my love.... I know I belong.... Ive been waiting... For comfort.... For Solace.... Fly away.... but don't shut me out.... cause I cant breathe without you Run away.... Come with me.... cause I cant be without you Without
So Far Away, Yet Always Close
So far away... the beaches which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.
Afraid Of It All
I'm so afraid to love again I love this girl but every chance I get to be near her I just run away This girl you see She stole my heart And I poured my very soul into what we had But she took all that and crushed it underfoot So now I sit here terrified to give out my heart again I'm afraid of rejection I'm afraid of giving away that which I clutch to my chest now For fear of having it spit on once more I haven't always made the right choices with love So now I'm so afraid that I don't want to chance it all Don't want to gamble it away on this girl But tomorrow is a new day And I have to give myself the chance to even find love For I run at the slightest chance of being hurt And now that I sit here confessing it all I pray to you almighty lord Come down and show me your mercy Help me find the one girl in this world just for me Help me to risk it all and win it all Dear god just let me love again Unlock these chains around my heart Untie this knot in my stoma
When The Day Comes
Hundreds of miles away Yet linked invisibly so her voice is always near My arms long to hold her tight against my chest My mind calls out for her whenever she isn't here My soul weeps with the agony of not being physically near Yet everyday her radiant smile and striking eyes They catch my mind's eye They ensnare me and hold true With promises of my lips on hers I bide my time Loving from afar Till the day comes When I finally lay down my heart at her feet And tell her true that I love her so One day soon I will show her this One day soon... she will love me or not One day soon... this window into me will close
Get Over Yourself
Longing for love Because I try to stay true While I know that she's out there, in the blue, Because she has so many problems Of which I see If only she'd love me I could fix them with ease And I must wait for her, Knowing all along That if she would just get a clue, We could be together forever Start our love anew
Admission
When all was lost I found you After I had left A love untrue I did not understand That you were here all along It could be meant to be The other was wrong You are nothing like her All that she wouldnt be How could I consider her special When you actually care about me I now care for you too Lost love I will amend You can be my angel My godsend
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part V
Discovering, as he had, the source of all others' revulsion towards him, the child who wore the silver mask threw himself to the floor before the altar to the sea god. He prayed to the sea princess who had fostered him and bade she return him to her home in the muck where none had eyes and the world was thick and dark. And there he remained prostrate for many days until all the candles he had lit burnt out and the chamber before the altar grew chill with a winter air. But it was the sea god and not his daughter who at last came to the child. And the sea god spoke without revulsion, for there are beasts of great ugliness in the sea. And the sea god spoke without pity or compassion, for the sea is a cold and hard place which tolerates neither weakness or failure. The sea god told the boy to stand. He told the boy he was no longer a child but was now indeed a youth. And, he told the youth to train until he was a man and that the gods would send word to him. The youth who wore th
Random Facts: The Trilogy
-i dont like crossing bridges cause i always think they will collapse as soon as i cross them -my ultimate goal is to make enough money to quit working and travel the world -i used to have an orange allergy -i hate talking on the phone -i´m very close to my family and i´m really grateful for having such an amazing family -i wish i had a pet monkey -i recently started jogging and its starting to become a kind of active meditation for me. i never thought i could enjoy it as much as i do -why do jelly beans have to be so expensive over here? -thank god for my metabolism. cause i'm pretty sure getting fat wouldnt stop me from stuffing my face with lots of unhealthy food. -i find it hard to believe that girls would consider dating me cuase i dont think i have much to offer. no wait there´s one thing... my awesome red beard -i almost drowned in a whirlpool once. - a couple of friends and i once visited a friend in berlin. and as we´re standing inside of
Miss You
As life goes on, as days fly by Every second, a piece of me dies Gusts of wind, pounds of thunder Nights get dreary, dreams pull me under Thoughts and memories before my eyes Tears drain out, as I lie Kisses, hugs, pokes and tugs Romantic loving, passionate snugs Connections seem closer, feelings seem bright As I move in, lips lock tight stains of salt, reminders of fears murmurs of just how much i miss you, my dear
Mmmm Bursting
Monday, January 26, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Whatever was holding you back finally seems to let go. Your creative dam could burst today, sending a flow of big ideas and original visions into your awareness. The real issue is whether or not you'll be able to express your experience in a manner that others will be able to understand. Your need to be seen and appreciated is strong now, so don't be afraid to let others know what's going on.
My Birthday
3 October 1972 Your date of conception was on or about 11 January 1972 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Libra. Your Life path number is 5. Your fortune cookie reads: Don't forget, you are always on our minds. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441593.5. The golden number for 1972 is 16. The epact number for 1972 is 14. The year 1972 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1972 and ending 2/2/1973. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Raven; your plant is Ivy. You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach,
Just Say It
I want you, I need you Love the way you smile I think your cute and fun So love me for a little while I might not be a perfect match I might not be the one for you But give me a chance, open your heart Thats all you gotta do. Just say you love me I don't care if it's not true Lie to me, don't break my heart I wanna be loved by you. I don't need no kisses just hold me once, hold me tight Say you love me once or twice Even if it just don't feel right Just say you love me I dont care if it's not true Lie to me, dont break my heart I wanna be loved by you I'd live a lie until I die I don't care I just want you to love me I'd live a lie, just say it I wanna be loved by you.
People U Hurt
There are times in a persons life when they say things that are hurtful to others and wish they had never said them, but they say them and its to late. Things move on and that person you care deeply for still wont forgive and it hurts you now. They tell you its ok and we are still friends but you know in our heart that the hurt you caused is still there and they are to STUBBORN to let you back in coz u might hurt them again. That person you miss that was there for you is no longer there, they tell you they are but you there arent really, coz they dont really talk to you any more and kinda block you out to a point. One day they might finally forgive you so keep your chin up dont let it fall coz they arent there to pick it back up for you, or maybe that person will be the one to make you smile and laught when you want to cry.
Covered In Snow
A girl so sweet she makes me fly my heart rate rises with a look in her eye A girl so unique shes the secret in my heart she gave me goose bumps from the very start A girl so adorable it makes me sick I think of her smile with every clocks tick A girl so perfect she makes me forget how horrible life is, Im so glad we met I know her love is destined for greater things but a boy can still lust over sharing matching rings A woman so special i miss her everyday time goes by so slow when she's away A woman so lost she cant find her way too many distractions for her id say A woman so beautiful she has her own glow like an ice park in heaven covered in snow A woman so mysterious she came out of the blue why she talks to me? i still have no clue I hope you'll always be there in my life How different things would be to call you wife
Leave Me Hardcore Love
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO OPEN MY PAGE AND SEE SOME HARDCORE PIC'S OR VIDEOS OF WHAT MY PIC'S DO TO YOU? THAT'S IF YOU CAN HANDLE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Iv
At last there was a moment of peace in the child's life for his mind was sharp and his body strong from his years beneath the waves. He took to all the monks lessons, his only weakness being his skill at making the speech of humans. From the tiger monk he learned his skill of swords and and the monk declared him the greatest warrior he had ever trained. It was the great white cloud though, the monk from whom the child learned his prayers, who taught the hideous faced boy who wore the wooden mask his greatest skills; those of magic and the ears to hear the gods. Particular of these skills was the ability to project his cold and icy heart outwards, until his skin hardened as stone. One day, while sparring with the swordmaster, the wooden mask, that concealed his hideous face, was dislodged and broke when it struck the floor. The master and all the students cried out in horror and fled. It was at this moment that the child realized that it was his own face that bore the guilt for h
Eternal Love
I wonder if I dreamed of you- if you would appear? To make my nights full of love, and always hold me near. I wonder if I thought of you- if you would feel it in your soul? Like two spirits in the universe, who always seem to know. Even if the stars went black and the sun were to shine no more. They could find their way to each other, no matter how far the shore. Safely in each other's arms, to bid the rest of time. Finding Eternal Love so many seek to find. Caring for each other through the worst of storms. Leaning on the arms of love and never need anymore. This is how I feel for you, I've known it all along. You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!
An Update On My Friend Tracie
I did get to speak with Tracie for the first time last night. She was still in I.C.T. and is having a stint put in this morning to defer some heart blockage. Thank you all again. I have been a basket case since Friday evening..lol; still can't fu like normal, just need some time.
Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 1-26-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-26-09 B1tch¢â ¢Ó Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Jodi/ B1tch Birthday: August 29 Zodiac Sign: Virgo Hair Color: Brown w/ Blonde Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: a small homemade one on my ankle of a peace sign...lol Piercings: Just the ears!! *Favorites* Color: Blue Season: Spring Day Of Week: Monday Animal: dog Flower: rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: yep still do Laughed So Hard You Cried?: of course Smiled For No Reason?: sure..i am a bit devilish Sat On Your Rooftop?: NO... *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: both...can't live without either Phone 0R IM?: phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: mcdonalds Summer 0R Winter?: summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: cds XBox 0R PS2?: ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: xtra pepperoni and cheese Your Fears?: heights
Addicted
She has me so addicted to her Since day one i couldn't let go She's like a sweet addiction She keeps me wanting more How do i tell her she's my all? If every time i hold her hand My heart jumps out my chest And everything i say i cant seem to understand The way her eyes shine Every time they look at me I fall deeper in love And i realize that this is more then a dream The way she kisses my lips Oh so softly and gently The way her lips taste So sweet just like candy She has me so addicted to her Her lips, her taste, her touch and her look Shes my sweet drug The only drug i ever took
Its All For You
A brisk cold night and i long for you A silent whisper of wind And i long for you A sunset bright like fire and i long for you A bird on a wire and i long for you A first drop of snow and i long for you A fresh new day and i long for you A River i see flow and i long for you A movement in my bed and i long for you A moment that i felt just longing for you
A Taste Of You
When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed but I will disguise it as friendship until it can be unveiled when we have decided it is safe I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait
Whispers
Whispers of your presence lingers through the day winds of need blow gentle as thoughts of you it plays. Sitting by the lake of dreams holding your silky hand million thoughts run through my head steady making plans. Virtual renaissance painting, ambrosial angel face picture of perfection beauty style and grace. Let me be the canvas for the colors in your life brush in hand I will paint away all the grays of strife. Saturated by a mist of sexually enigmatic dreams. knowing that one special day, we will ride the tide supreme. Rose petal scented hot tub and candles set the mood strawberry taste on full red lips, not to be eschewed. On soft feather pillows, you lay your pretty head satin sheets caress your skin on color of deep red. Moonlight through the window silhouette on the shade As darkness hung with folded wings, it sang a serenade.
Do I Forget Or Have A Chance?
My heart keeps saying to try Believes there's still a chance It's so happy when you're around It just begins to dance My mind tells to forget Says there is no way These feelings make me so confused I don't know which to obey I need to hear it from you So I can come out of this trance Tell me if I should forget about you Or if you think I have a chance But I want you to think about it And I need you to think hard Analyze every feeling There's nothing to discard Don't worry about hurting me Pain is part of searching for love Besides, I'm used to it It's nothing I'm afraid of You know me very well More than anyone I know You know I will always be there Through cold, thunder, rain, or snow I will always love you deeply If you just let me try I won't ever hurt Never give you a reason to cry I'll show you I care every day Always wish you a good night And if something were to go wrong I will always make it right With me, you will always be happy
.diva.
I'm a, I'm a, a Diva (hey) Now diva a female version of a hustla Of a hustla Of a, of a hustla Stop the track let me state facts i told you to give me a minute and i'll be right back 50 million round the world and they said i couldn't get it I done got so sick and flithy with benjis i can't spend it How you going be talking shit You acting like i just got up in it Been that number one diva in this game for a minute I know you read the paper the one that they call the queen Every radio round the world know me cause thats where i be. I'm a, I'm a, a Diva (hey) Now diva a female version of a hustla Of a hustla Of a, of a hustla When he pull up, wanna pop my hood up Bet he betta have a six pack in the cooler Getting money Diva's getting money If you ain't getting money then you ain't got nothing for me Tell me something (tell me something) Where yo boss at? (Where yo boss at) Where my ladies up in here that likes to talk back (that like to talk back) I wa
My Daughter,
she has a cough, I asked her, "do you want to go to school" normally she says YES or a cute way to say no, but she said SOOL! attempting to say school. so I can't say no to that. getting her ready for school!!!!!!!
Great Start To The Day
it`s not even fuckin 7:30 yet and i already had 2 phone calls from exes this morning cali ex called , been up drinking all night and wants me to call off work today and drink with her, tried to explain to her i don`t like her and like her even less when she`s drunk n y ex called, haven`t talked to her in about 3 years, she just called to say she still hates me and hopes i rot in hell. i guess her son gave her my phone # time for a new phone number i think why the fuck do i end up with psycho cunts?
Can You Tell I'm Bored??
Some of ya probably have already watched these videos. Ok I'm bored *sighs*
Funny Stuffs..
What Can I Do Today That Is Most Like Me?
Nothing is more difficult than competing with a myth. -- Francoise Giroud Sometimes we think we need to try and be something we're not. Maybe we feel pressure from friends to behave or dress like someone else. All we need to do is remember when we were younger and dressed in our parents' clothes and shoes. We pretended to be grownups, and it was fun for a while. Then the huge shoes on our feet grew clumsy and uncomfortable and the mountain of rolled-up sleeves kept falling down and getting in the way. Soon we grew tired of the game and stopped pretending. Today when we start feeling the pressure to be someone else, let's remember how hard it is to play a role that doesn't fit us.
Part 2
My letter to him this morning There are some things I need to say and if I don't say them now I never will. There were other options that could have happened with us before you cheated on me. You could have gone ahead and found a place of your own or even just told me you were going to rather then asking, even though I asked you to give this family more time. We moved too fast and stepping back and starting from an earlier point in a "relationship" was an option. I had not realized how much stress my family really was putting on you. I'm also still very hurt that all last week you flat would not talk to me, you told me it was work stuff or nothing, and all the time you were already planning on leaving me in pieces. I knew you meeting her was not a good thing for me, but I TRUSTED you, and that is something you will never get back from me. I will try and be a friend to you, but you know as well as I do that's not going to be an easy task. There's a part of me that even says "
How Will I Die
July 4, 2016: Stomach ruptures during hot dog eating contest. You enter a hot dog eating competition and are surprised to discover you're actually very good! It's down to you and one other person. You've already eaten 70 hot dogs and the other person just finished their 70th hot dog. It's a tie. If you eat one more hot dog you win! You're so full you can barely stand it, but your friends are all cheering you on, so you eat one last hot dog. Before you finish off the final bite, your stomach explodes and you die. When Will I Die by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes
Please
SOME MEN HAVE THE BALLS TO COME UP IN ONES SHOUT BOX AND ALL HE HAS TO SAY IS MY C**K IS HARD WHAT IS THAT WHO GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT what is it because i am a female subbie it gives them right please give me a break. i dont understand it at all not even a good morning how are you nothing but that darn shit sick is all get out. if you going to talk like that to me stay the heck off my page and if i want to look at your pictures i will dont tell me go look please this just kills me they all think all you want is what is between thier legs grow the heck up because i am in the lifestyle dont mean i am about all sex i am not i do have a mind get over yourself.
A Pimp Out For Two Wonderful Ladies! (tysm Patti) Love Ya! Xox
Please Go Show These Two Some Love,They Need Some Help Leveling.. EveryOne Knows What It Is Like To Be Stuck.When It Comes To Getting To The Next Level.. We May Not Be Able To Completely Level Them,But Every Rate Does Help To Bring Them Closer.. These Two Wonderful Ladies Help EveryOne On Here,So Please Let's Return Some Love Back... Just Tell Them That Patti/aka Mz LilSynful One Sent You... Ty From The Bottom Of My Heart,Hugzz To All ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*DSC*~@ fubar 3.2 mil 2 Prophet ¢¾Arctic Mermaid¢â¢¾Rating Revolution¢¾Bad Bitches¢¾@ fubar 996k 2 GodMother
All Night Long...(ewwww!)
HOWDY FOLKS First I would like to say: I HATE HOTELS! I spent the worst night of my life in a Marriott in MONROE La. a couple of years ago. I think through maybe one or two of Ole Kuntry's past blogs may have give ya the notion that I think I'm OLD. WELL I AM! How about a short quiz?......... WELL? Don't matter your getting it anyway. First question............. WHAT DO OLD PEOPLE LIKE TO DO WHEN THEY ARE ALONE IN A STRANGE BED? NO NOT THAT!.... YOU FOLKS ARE SICK AND TWISTED........MABE WHEN I WAS A LITTLE YOUNGER..... THE CORRECT ANSWER IS SLEEP.... YEP... I SAID SLEEP! Back in the day when Ole Lionel Ritchie wrote that song : "ALL NIGHT LONG" I think he was talking about danceing...... Maybe I'm wrong..... AT least that's what the two dudes in the room above mine were thinking...... EWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!! FOLKS, Is it just me, or is there actually somebody out there that would enjoy listening to two Gay Dudes having Sex all night long?EWWWWWWWWWWWW
This Is What We Do If You Dont Like It Dont Come Back
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifle
Fiber One Bars
Ok those close to me know that I have been workin on getting back into shape. Amazing what kids and several hours a day on fubar can do to ya ! lol Anyways The doc told me to eat more fiber because it has been proven to help maintain a healthy weight. So I got the bright idea to try the Fiber One Bars....OMG what a mistake...I thought I was gonna explode :-P So I did a little research on these and they are by far not that healthy for you. Here is a list of 3 key ingredients... From the ingredients of the Chocolate Chip Fiber One bar: These two ingredients are the primary reason this toxic waste bar is causing gastrointestinal disturbances. Ethanol: Ethanol within the human body is converted into acetaldehyde by alcohol dehydrogenase and then into acetic acid by acetaldehyde dehydrogenase. The product of the first step of this breakdown, acetaldehyde, is more toxic than ethanol. Acetaldehyde has been shown to increase the risk of developing cirrhosis of the liver, multiple
Lost In And Amethyst Dream Part I: The Gunslingers Meet
****DISCLAIMER****The following story is a piece of fan fiction and is in no way connected to Stephen King or his Dark Tower series beyond the appearance of two of the key characters from that series. This story is intended to honor some of my biggest influences and inspirations and any mistakes are mine and are not intended to dishonor one of the greatest writers and series of our time. Anything that ive gotten corect should be atributed to the great Stephen King and his wonderful style and story. Please enjoy the tale of two gunslingers and any feedback would be greatly appreciated. Thankee sai. Darkness. Falling through empty nothingness. A flash of purple light before a sharp impact with some hard surface. Darkness. Some unknown time later, he awakens, sprawled on a purple floor. Not glass, but transparent nonetheless. He groans in pain as he works himself into a sitting position, checking himself over for any damage he might have sustained. His right
Foot Treatment
Foot Treatment After being on my feet all day what better way to relieve them than to pamper them. I start by soaking them in hot bubbly water. Then I filed them to make them nice and smooth. I had to make them pretty for you, So I painted them red. Check out the video that goes along with this set called "Foot Treatment". Don't forget to check out some of the other hot videos like "Beer Bottle Masturbation" or "Pantyhose Pleasing" I have added clips of my newest videos in this update. Be sure to check out the members sextion to see all the hot steamy clips. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm
Monty Python-spam
Killer Rabbit
New Nsfws
yea right....Sarah's bday is tomorrow & she'e in whore mode(not thats she doesn't normally, but this time its special). I got a bully out if you could re-post if for me, i'll love you long time. Poetic Suicide a.k.a Mrs. Robinson@ fubar G'moaning all you lovely fu's
Anwsering Some Comments :)
Hey everyone! I’ve been busy working on some of my projects lately.. I will be going to Cancun in a bout 2 weeks to shoot and learn a little bit more of managing… I will also be shooting with my new Rebels I’m almost done with the free tour design for www.arielrebelcomic.com (this will be the stand alone site for my coming ------------------------------------------------- Many of you have sent me mails and comments about the last couple of days…. I’m currently on my photoshop right now editing the pics to be able to post something probably later today Don’t worry about me everything is going fine My projects are going faster than I thought! And in a couple of month I will be able to show you all of that I got some REALLY REALLY good news about my projects…. I cant say too much for the moment but there is some of my sexy friends that you already know that you will start to see more often on my site or on my new one I never thought starting a business would
Want Better Sex, Fellas? Have A Stiff Drink
By Clair WeaverThe Sunday TelegraphJanuary 25, 2009 12:01am Drinks anyone? ... research shows that alcohol improves men's sexual performance. IT gives the phrase "a stiff drink" a whole new meaning: Australian researchers have made the surprise discovery that alcohol improves, rather than damages, men's performance in the bedroom. They hope the finding, which flies in the face of conventional belief, will reassure men who worry about the affects of drinking on their sex lives. Until now, it has been widely believed alcohol consumption could cause erectile dysfunction, commonly called "brewer's droop''. But a study of 1580 Australian men has shown the reverse may be true, with drinkers reporting as many as 30 per cent fewer problems than teetotallers. Even binge drinkers had lower rates of erectile dysfunction than those who never drank, although this type of drinking can cause other health problems. Lead study author Dr Kew-Kim Chew, of Western Australia's Keogh Inst
This Is Another Poem I Guess You Might Like It
If we all had to walk the walk Would we have the guts to talk the talk Is there anything worse than being silent Or is there something worse that would be violent Can you walk up to the political scum... That have their mandibles lached tightly on our sacrum? They are canables because they eat our will Our will to be free and have the full benefits of the country’s will That will of course the constitution which now takes freedom instead of keeping it with the many are we all dumb? Do you walk with them or talk with us Will they just arrest me and take me away on the bus That they use to house freedom writers and im not talking about the movie Do you want to be free or just sit back and be a baby I want to speak no I have to speak. Not only for you and I but for the weak Who won’t walk the walk and won’t be free and won’t speak Can you be real enough to take back what has been taken I only beg that this nation stops dreaming and ge
Starting Is The Key To Success.
Your Daily Motivation – Starting Is The Key To Success. Monday January 26, 2009 STARTING IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS. The great thing is the start. To see an opportunity and to pursue it. Even though in the beginning, you're not totally sure of all the answers to your questions. Taking a new step, uttering a new word, is what people fear most. Don't wait to overcome all your possible objections, or nothing will ever be attempted. If you want to be successful you can start anytime. Your only true failure lies in the failure to start. The reason why so little is ever done, is generally because so little is attempted. If you can get up the courage to begin, you have the courage to succeed. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team
Anima Noir
lyrics of theatres des vampires album: anima noir Anima Noir I’m lost in this silent paradise Where the angels scream and nobody hear Where is your heaven? Where is your lie? Cause I’m falling in this endless hell Time after time When I cannot see anything over me And everything disappear and I die I die Anima Noir In this cold winter In this barren garden Where all the roses die Where all my whispers lay.. Anima noir All this cold is freezing me I’m loosing my soul The last flash of light Anima Noir Alone Frames of glass A broken mirror But there is nothing more to see There is nothing more to feel There is nothing more…
Need Drinks!!!
Hey Guys Please Buy Me A Drink!! Im Really Thirsty!!
Lost Lust
Lost Lust Lying here thinking abut you while drifting off to sleep, I had a physical confrontation with myself…me and my Bitch…she won!!!!…I no longer see you in that light I saw you in before…Did you know that men have a counterpart???…A BASTARD, just as women have theirs…A BITCH…My Bitch took away that light I use to see you in. It goes back to the incident I told you about, where some man’s Bastard took my innocence and emerged my Bitch. When I first met you, you were able to lull her to sleep, but your words cut deep. I’ve never really heard you speak physically until then. This brought on the confrontation with me and my Bitch, now the lust I had for you is no more. I don’t like your Bastard for cutting me so deep, censoring me, subduing me, it’s like the incident happened all over again. The pain, the hurt, the loneliness, the reason why I can’t and never will be able to love. Now the lust is gone and you are only a man, a man whom I thought could help me, but has onl

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