Why Say Your Interested
why say you are interested in someone just because you give out your number or because you say that you are i found out some stupid people give out there number but they never texts you back or talk to you when they give there number out or they start to talkto you for a few days and that's it or sometimes they add you saying there interested in you but they never talk to you when they do its something like hi how are you iam good and you iam ok and that's it wtf if you are going to talk to someone make it more then just that or just don't talk at all simple as that that's another thing like yesterday my friend got this chicks number and yes it was a real number however it was not hers why do people feel the need to lie out there ass rather then just simple say hey iam not into you or iam not feeling you grow up your not a kid no more

Never Ending Love
There lye's a petal that flutters in the wind waiting for the right stem then it awakes an a flower blooms Eternal heart beats as one see such beauty gracefully float by in his arm she lye's in deep embrace gazing forever in the eyes. Love infinity as they glide to heaven to be one.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Written by Tammy R Bee January 4th 09 copy righted published my own work! please don't copy my poem thank you!

Geekbored Confessional
I didn't mention what I got for Christmas because it really reveals the geek that I am, but in the spirit of full disclosure to those of you that read my blogs and pretty much have a good idea of what kind of geek I am, I will 'fess up. With the new Xbox 360 update, they give you the ability to copy your games to the hard drive. This allows for them to load faster, though I wish it would mean I wouldn't have to switch disks, but I digress. My Xbox is one of the originals, with only the 20gig drive, which didn't fit many games, so I got the 120gb upgrade with the transfer cord so I could move all my old stuff over. I can definitely see a speed boost. I also got some more 360 games; Fable II, and Saints Row 2. I know that SR2 is a GTA knock off, but in some ways, I like it better, just because there are so many customization options. I enjoy pimping out my cars, my cloths, and etc. I also got the official Xbox wireless adapater, I had one I had kludged together, which worked

Dark Side Of Me
dark side of me washed away feeling no connection the inner soul------------------ damage------------------------ nothing left but scars---------------------------- rip my heart--------------- nothing matters--------------------- long journey---------------------- threw the darkness--------------------------------------- eyes closed --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- weep no tears------------------------ cold -------------------- yet live--------------------------- memories buried--------------------------- no remorse------------------------- the despair------------------------ no hope-------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------- lost soul--------------- wondering------------------------- forgotten------------ tarnish------------------------ no more------------------------- to care. ---------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------

The Finger...and The Ugly Side Of Beauty
Good Morning. Ever get so tired so fed up so angry that you wanted those that were guilty of putting you in the frame of mind to know your anger? Well… Chinese speed skater Song Xingyu has been banned from the sport for one year after making an obscene gesture toward fans from a rival province. Song Sung Blues…whoops be quite Neal… Song, who represents the northeastern province of Heilongjiang, raised his middle finger in the direction of fans from Jilin who were loudly accusing him of skating out of bounds in the 10,000-meter event. Song, 20, will be banned from all training and competition until Jan. 6, 2010, the Heilongjiang sports committee said. "During the sanction period, Song should meditate on his mistake deeply and write a self-criticism," the committee said. The incident occurred Sunday at a competition in Jilin's capital Shenyang. Oh I think Song will certainly meditate over that incident. I see some beauty queens made news over 2008…ever see the movie, “Beautiful” M

Hope You Like
What a real man would do.... • Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs

Marry Us? Nah
Det er ikke mulig å gifte seg med et kontinent. Heller ikke med en atombombe. Men allikevel er det tydeligvis mitt projekt. Anne Rice tok som sagt fullstendig feil da hun satte fram det idiotiske forslaget å drepe Dronningens ektemann da hun ble vekket til live. Men det er samtidig også den eneste muligheten til å kunne beskrive Kleopatra litterært. Sett som et bilde på ekteskapet mellom Roma og Egypt er de fullstendig umulig å skildre som et ektepar. Selv som uovervinnelige vampyrer. Ved å unngå problematikken fører det fram til den naturlige avslutningen på dronningens historie. En gjeng av de Eldre rotter seg sammen om å drepe henne, og en av dem tar på seg oppgaven å bære hennes sovende skjebne videre. Grunnen til at Anne velger den løsningen må derfor være det umulige som ligger i scenarioet. Og det må samtidig bety at Anne vet hva som er det andre alternativet. Grunnen ligger implisitt i betydningen av navnet til personen som hadde oppbevart de to mumiene. M

My Pops
My pops was diagnosed with lung cancer yesterday. Please say a prayer for him. Thanks

Urban Dictionary Survey
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: John UD: The John is another informal name for 'the toilet'. 2) Whats your age? ME: 39 UD: "Rule 39" - Applies to [the internet]: If no proof is shown, the tits are fake 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Crystal UD: A freaky, wild, spontaneous, and party girl with a love for life...and sex 5) Whats you favorite color? ME: Red UD: red headed stepchild - 7 definitions - A person or group treated without the favor of birthright. (this was the first hit from urban dictionary) 6) What is the name of the city you were born in? ME: Baton rouge UD: Capitol city of Louisiana. Home of the LSU Tigers and Southern University Jaguars. A drinkin' town with a football problem. 7) What is the month that you were born? ME: December UD: December - 3 definitions - The month in which the hottest women are born.

May Be Too Late
if loved ones in your life don't know how much they mean to you,then let them know....live life like everyone has a second to live..we never know when we're going to go so tell them how you feel,because you could regret not letting them know what they mean to you when that last second comes around..you missed out..why deal with life with regrets when you can live without regrets..to all my peeps who have shown me love, much love to ya!! TKO

In Honor Of Senior Corporal Norman Smith, Dallas Police Department....end Of Watch 01/06/09....thank You Brother
Senior Corporal Norman Smith Dallas Police Department Texas End of Watch: Tuesday, January 6, 2009 Biographical Info Age: Not available Tour of Duty: 18 years Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Tuesday, January 6, 2009 Weapon Used: Gun; Unknown type Suspect Info: Apprehended Senior Corporal Norman Smith was shot and killed as he attempted to serve an arrest warrant. Corporal Smith and several members of the Gang Unit went to a home on Wadsworth Drive in Dallas to service a arrest warrant for aggravated assault. When Corporal Smith knocked on the front door of the home, he was shot and killed. Members of the Dallas Police SWAT team were able to make entry into the apartment and arrest three suspects at the scene, including the suspect that shot Corporal Smith. Corporal Smith had served with the Dallas Police Department for 18 years and was assigned to the Gang Unit. Corporal Smith is survived by his wife,

Reality
"if you dwell on a negative past or present conflict..you will never have a positive future" by: TKO

Live N Learn
Another step closer

Thanks
thanks for all the ratings and comments

Eating Crow
Well it lasted 9 days. Tony went back to Tammy. I had asked him if Sara and I were safe. Tammy had talked 2 of 3 of her kids to kill their Dad for the insurnce money. Tony would not admitt it was true till he came back. Well I was concerned if they will try and kill their own Dad who am I to them? So he got offended and left. Oh well at least the divorce is final and I get childsupport. The only problem is he signed on the lease to the rental house and he is gonna have to eigther pay 1/2 the rent or get his name off the lease. If I can't get out of it then he should not be able to. The kids and I had a free place to move at my Mom's. I am still moving and miss my Friends. I'll be back as soon as I can.I am using his laptop right now. He took his new PC and mine is still crashed. So I have to get another one. I don't know how long that will be. I will let ya know when I should be back up and running. As sson as I get an idea of how long it will take to get a puter and internet service.

Little Video Clip For Cherie
Cherie I hope you like it!!!

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Sir Lick A Lot
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Poet
the tears that i have cried..comes from the pain that i feel inside..the hurts is never forgotten although i have tried..but pain brings forth reality that's how you know you haven't died..just a simple smile from someone else who cares now you have moved on and the tears drops dried..to be loved heals the pain you feel inside..pain shall never come back because you have found your soulmate to stand firm by your side..TKO>a lil somethin

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Jim Breuer In Studio, Boobs On Paltalk And Ratemywow, Write To 'rock', Ashley Ma
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) Welcome to another Whip 'em Out Wednesday wee ones (ehh, this alliteration is making me sound like a pederast)... and the not-so-little Lovely ladies of Paltalk, who bare their bountiful bosoms for all of you...and us...bums. No bullshit. Let's be brutally honest. Boobs are great, and if you're even the slightest bit polite and accomodating, you'll most likely see some CHICKS GETTING NAKED ON CAM. So how's about being a gentleman, Chesterfield...log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now! On today's Opie and Anthony circle Jerk, we're welcoming back Jim Breuer, who is performing at Prime Time Comedy Club & Theater in Sayreville, NJ this weekend. Check out the site for ticket info! Send your letters to 'ROCK': As you in the New York area may already know, the New York City FM affiliate, KROCK, is calling itself "The Place Where Rock Lives

Rev. Last Rite
Sup Juggalos, Again we are talking about certain things that must according to Mosaic Law or the word of God in the Old Testament. When discussing the Sabbath Laws understand that there is a purpose behind some of these laws. It says that the fields must be sowed and harvested for six years while the seventh year the fields are to be untouched. This was to allow the animals and poor to eat from the fields, however leaving a field unattended and allowing wild animals on them also helps the soil. Every time that you reap and sow a field you rob nutrients from the soil. If you give a field a chance to rest than the nutrients can get replenished. We already know that on the Sabbath Day everyone is supposed to rest, of course in this day and age that's almost impossible, but for people that work the land it is very possible. The reason for the rest is to not only have a day of worship but also to give the slaves and workers a chance to rest. Interesting enough, there is a lot of fo

Wealth Masters International Jay Kubassek
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Sob
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "But father he had

Ughh
nothin worse than working all alone all night while being sick. My throat feels like someone stabbed it, and I think I have a fever. Pity me! ;p only 5 more hours to go...*shudder

What Were Suppose To Do In Life
Have you ever felt like you cant find what you're supposed to do in life? Some people become paramedics, Lawyers, bankers and there happy at what they do. Some find that witch makes them happy early in life some go there hole lives and never truly find that one part of there life that can make them happy. There are some people that believe in fate, that your path is set and you have no choice in what you do in life. Others believe that you have complete control of your life and you live second by second. I often find myself thinking what skill, accomplishment, deed, part of my life have I done that will help me find that sense of completion. I have found happiness in my Daughter and a wonderful person who I was lucky enough to meet and spend my life with so far. Yet there is still that small part of me that feels incomplete. Like there's somewhere I need to go, or something that I have yet to do. I guess all we can really do is live life the best we can. Do what you think is right and

Bid For Me In My Auction
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Till Its Gone
You don't know what you've got till it's gone. That saying is so very true. Most of us don't realize what's right in front of our face till we don't have it anymore. Riding a bike, playing games, playing with your kids. I know there were a lot of times were my daughter wanted to play with me or even just sit on my lap to see what I was doing and I told her to go play. Often the family and I would just sit around the house wondering what to do instead of going to do something. Not that I cant just go and play with my little one or just up and go bowling or something I realize now how precious that time is. Who knows the next time ill be gone for a year plus. I know it's hard to do but people in general need to look at what they have. Every minute that you don't play with your kids instead of getting to that new level or looking at the web site is lost forever. You will never get that im back. Every moment you spend flipping through the channels on the TV or sitting there staring at the

Dj Howey
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Eight In Fourty Eight...
Yeah, that is correct! I have had exactly eight hours of sleep in the last two days! Y'know, twenty four x 2=...do the math! I'm so tired. I didn't even want to cook dinner for my family this evening. I thought, "screw it, that's what take out is for!" So, there we were, in the lobby of our local pizza parlor trying to decide what it is we all wanted to make our bellies full for the evening... I really could've give a shit at that moment but for all decision making purposes my husband had to ask me, several times, I might add, what it was I wanted on my pizza! Being a plain jane, no frills kind of gal, I opted for the canadian bacon and pineapple pizza. That's it. He, on the other hand, likes all that weird crap that should never belong on a pizza to begin with! Barbeque sauce, chicken, artichokes, alfredo sauce...wtf is that? That's not pizza! That's Macaroni Grill's standard weekly menu! Finally, after the third "what do you want?" question from my hus

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Warning One Donot Fuck With Me!!!!!!!!
HOW MUCH MORE MUST I GO THOUGHT TO SEE MY SONS....I CALL AND CALL AND STILL NOTHING...I FOUND OUT YESTDAY FROM SOMEBODY THAT GORDON WENT TO COURT AND LIED TO THEM WELL ....HE HAS MY ABBY AND MY CELL PHONE NUMBER HE COULD OF CALLED ME AND TOLD ME THIS OHHHHH NO I HAD TO FINE OUT FOR MYSELF....I AM STILL THIER MOTHER...WHEN I DO SEE HIM I AM GOING TO GIVE HIM A PIECES OF MY MIND AND THE BABYSITTER TOO....LOOK HERE MISS BABYSITTER WHAT THE FUCK GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO TAKE MY SONS AND NOT LET THEM SPEAK TO ME I AM THERE MOTHER I WARN YOU NOW STAY OUT OF THIS IT IS BETWEEN GORDON AND I NOT YO AND NOT HIS FAMILY WHICH I KNOW THEY WELL GET IN THE MIDDLE OF DAMN THING...LOOK WHAT YOU BABY BOYS IS DOING TO ME TREACH ME LIKE I AM TRASH CALL ME A WHORE BITCH PLEASE THERE IS ONE THING I KNOW YOU DO NOT FUCK WITH ME .....I WARN YOU AGAIN DONOT FUCK WITH ME....YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS HELL NOW YOU HAVE NOT SEEN ADAMN THING YET..

Leaving Fubar....
Hey to all my friends that I have made in Fubar,,,it has been fun, but I think for now I am going to give it a rest...I have met some great ppl on here and to those that would like to keep in contact and chat with me sometime,,,i do have a yahoo and my screen name is fun_luvin_girl_01 and i have two emails which are fun_luvin_girl_01@yahoo.com or susan13601@gmail.com...It has been great getting to know those of you that I have met and hopefully you will keep in touch! I will be deleting my profile prob. by Friday...Thanks for the loads of fun guys and hope to see you around... Love to all,,, Beautiful Chaos AKA Susan

This Is Me
At work With other people At times On the outside I look fine I seem fine I feel pretty good I have a positive attitude... But inside, alone, I carry dark & heavy thoughts -- fleeting thoughts of suicide. The words cannot convey, the feelings, the pain Somehow I ignore them -- for a while, perhaps -- a long while, all day, or many days -- figure it will go away -- ignore It's automatically not even recognized mentally. I go back forcing myself forcing day to day, week to week, contact with people and life My sorrow is hidden, My anguish contained. I push forward; I feel like dying. I tell no one. No one knows how I feel..

Little Things
In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do little things with great love. Mother Theresa

Evolution Of Dance
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Just A Biker
This was on DJ Savage Kittens page she reposted out of respect for Rhino61 im doing it out of respect of the both of them JUST A BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inch

Ron Asheton
So I click on yahoo today just as the story broke f Ron Asheton's death. I sat back and remebered the last time I saw the Stoogies preform, it was in Detroit, Iggy was running around so much it made me exhausted but Ron just stood there and put on a maginifcent show. I am glad I got to see him live. http://www.cnn.com/2009/SHOWBIZ/Music/01/06/obit.asheton/index.html http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clxxKRZP6n0

The Jerk
well i was bummed earlier tonight - i found out a friend of mine was no friend at all - and i admit i was very sad i had given him time - a shoulder to cry on - all the stuff a friend does - only to be forgotten like yesterdays trash i dunno why i am suprised - i should be use to the losers - but i really thought he was a decent guy i just wanna say - well fuck you buddy - u are an asshole lol

Growth Spurt Challenge
I've crawled out of a deep hole of depression, still working toward a professional bookkeeper certification as the first step in starting my own accounting/tax business. I'll hopefully have that in 3 to 6 months. My meds have dropped by 90+% and still dropping. But at times I get down and tonight is one of those nights. I need love, want love, it doesn't have to be sexual, just compassion. God this has been hard. I don't know if I can keep it going. I'm a recovered alcoholic for 23 years now and I mean recovered. I know alcohol will never be a problem for me again. But sex is another issue. I wasn't born with alcohol in my blood, but hormones are. All I can think about sometimes is sex and getting off. I've got to try and keep my mind occuppied with recovery and getting a business going. I wish my parents were still alive so I could experience their love. So lonely sometimes. I guess everyone is at times.

Leaking Out My Stress
*this isn't about anybody on fubar* the name is carni,the next midwest lyrical demon books upon books with hidden scriptures of black magic have your body twitchin when i'm 3 states away not the mofo to fuck with, have so many untapped abilities got a family like no other that i'm ready to die for (haha if i could) think i'm ugly and stupid, well FUCK YOU, u don't know me don't like the way i act well quess what FUCK YOu i'm me and that's it, no point in changin just to make u happy got SP on the shirt don't know what SP is, well it's the next big thing finally th Super Producer and the Straight Jacket Psycho collide on one track breakin the lock on ur brain and lettin reality sink in what u thought u knew is about to change no gimmicks just facts the raps i spit with the beat they on will make your head spilt whoever said nice guys finish last is a damn lie been single to long got myself thinkin that i'm not good enough how the fuck are u gonna tell me no u

Dogs ...
Treat every situation like a dog ... if you can't eat it or hump it, piss on it and walk away!

Gary Dirtysouthcrew Has Autos!
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Get Your Bid On!
Hey everyone, it's been a long minute, but I am pushing my way back through the crowd and have managed to work my way back to the (FU)Bar! And since I'm back up here, I am up for grabs in an auction, so come get your bid on! Ends January 23rd! Hope to see you all bidding! Click the picture link below for those who don't know! Much love to you all!

Have Been Gone But Back Now
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Umm Yea,, Ok
Ah, yes if anyone ever wonders if they thought they ever can break me... Friends, enemies, others.. well I got news..My real name may not be Melody .. heh, but the attitude is just the same. (song down below if it plays) GRANTED I have a little Naive in ME. This is to no one in particular... If you think so....Then there is guilt some where. and YOU did wrong.. SHAME ON YOU, And you prove my theory correct.. I can't trust just ANYONE, first. No wonder that I have put up my walls up.. I despise: liars,cheaters,rapists, users, oooooh the list can go on ok the song could not be uploaded......scroll down for the name of the song,, I am 36 years old, you may think , I am not all put together in my head that some may fool me... If you had I'll move on. Don't get me wrong I get hurt just like everyone else..,,,,,, maybe more so.. If you have to break a day/night out and want to hang with someone else.. just tell me ...pfft.. If you can't think I can handl

Finally I Have A Full-time Job
FINALLY I HAVE FOUND A FULL-TIME JOB!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!!! SO WISH ME LUCK IN MY NEW JOB!!!!!! I will be starting Full-time work at Blacktown Hospital as a Ward Clerk in the Post Natal Ward. As of Monday the 12th of January'2009. Monday to Friday 7.30am to 4.30pm. Dont have to work weekends or Public Holidays Woot Woot. How ever it also mean's that I will be online much less now which is sad,due to time difference's ,and for those of you whom know me well, also know that I use my son's computer for now anyway,and he Love's to Hog it when he's not at his GF place:s LOL. So by the time I get home from work he's on the Dam computer till 11-12pm, and I will be Watching Behinde The Eye Lid's by then LOL at 10.30pm. Will try to be here as often as I can.And will miss catching up with all the friend's I've made. No Dought I will try to stay in touch!!!!!!! Well think of it this way. Now I can save up and Buy my own Computer LOL Love Ya Gooey Gut's All

I Think...
9:55pm I think I should let him know how I feel. I've been honest, but it's been hard... I don't know where this is going. I think I'll tell him in person... What I truly feel. It kills me on the inside. I'm not usually a girl who shows emotions. I think I will tell him how insecure I am... I am afraid to call him... I miss hearing his voice, and I haven't told him. I think he should know.... thanks to him, I've become emotional. If he asked me to start anew with him... I would in a heartbeat. I think I'm the shy one... He should know, if he doesn't, then now it's known I know how I feel... I think he should know... in the little bit of time I've "known" him He really is a decent guy. Any girl could fall for him... Any girl could be me too.. I think he should know one more thing... I'm scared of all of this... Mainly because I like you a lot And......... it hurts...... 9:58pm Now if he didn't know I wrote this about him then he'll never kn

Just Me
Hey all! I hope this blog finds you all in a wonderful uplifted spirit & in good health. I'm so sorry for not posting things for ya'll as I normal would. Yes I have been around & have done a few pictures but mostly have been in my own world. If ya'll have noticed I have fell in love with the 3 Doors Down song Let Me Be me. It is a beautiful song & is so my theme song. I have spent most of my life tring to please others and be the person they wanted me to be. As I've gotten older I have realize all I really ever wanted was to just be myself. Even with people whom I thought was my best friends I was being somebody else. That is one reason why I love the best friends that I have now. They encourage me to be the true me. My mom has been my biggest fan through it all. She tells me that at times when I'm at my true self that she looks at me and sees me as the little girl I once was. I guess you could say I have been on a downward journey lately. I have been questioning the two things I'm so

For You A$$face.. If You Ever Get On Fubar Anymore
Our daughters FIRST Christmas passes.. and i really didn't expect you to send her a present, but you couldn't even spare a card? a note to her? ANYTHING i can put in her baby book to show that you gave even the tiniest of shit about her? I really am not expecting alot of anything from you because some of the things i learned about you is: *You say what you need to, to get you where you want to be, but it doesn't take long for your TRUE colors to bleed through. *you Lie.. and you suck at it. *you claim to be a caring father, yet do you pay ANY support on any of your 3 kids? OH.. well you have to actually have a job to do that huh? I have heard many excuses from you as to why you can not come see this little girl.... and I call bullshit . cant find a job? hell even McDonalds or Taco Bell would put clothes on any of your kids, or buy diapers. * You have the means to party, and provide for yourself..and then you puff up that chest and say "i am a daddy" but do you earn that title at

Saturday Is My 1yr Fuversary!quick!!!
My amazing Fu Fam & Friends! As most of you know My One year fuversary is on January 10th! I want to make this something that i will always remember! So first things first I am up for Auction Right now!!! Click on the pic below to place a bid! :) Can You Out bid the High Bid?? ***Dont wanna own me? Just wanna Spoil Me?*** Heres My Wish List!:) I really would Love to have a Happy Hour for this day or back 2 back happy hours Which i've never had before! Everyone Knows that a gyrl Loves shiny Bling on her Fuversary!lol I'm in love with Bling Packs! I admit it! lol Any Blast Or happy hours given I will pimp u out in them! U will also get Family Add! Length of time in fam will depend on what you spoil me with:P U spoil Me = I spoil U! So who wants to make my dreams come true?? I need some Lovinz!!! Can u handle Me? well lets see! ;) This pimpout was brought to you by the one and only.................... ♡Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy

Loves Gold
There was this man who loved gold so much that, everything he owned was yellow or just like gold looking.He had a yellow house,everything in the house was yellow. And even his bed sheets were yellow. His pajamas were to yellow as well. Then one day he came down with Jaundice and got real sick. By the time the ambulance showed up he was dead..The problem was they were having a hard time finding him.. With all the yellow around him.. So the moral of the story is: Don't hide your self in your glory cause you might never be found .. Have a blessed day.

Breaking The Rules
She wondered where these feelings came from; the feeling of wanting to rip things apart, to throw things, to break things. She could feel it, a crushing, tight sensation in her chest. Her breathing was choppy and uneven. Her hands curled into fists, the long nails digging into her palms, and she took several long, deep breaths. It didn't help. She knew he was coming over soon. She both wanted him there and wanted to be alone. She knew that she would not be able to hide the way she felt. He knew her so well. He could gauge her emotions so easily, sometimes with just a quick glance at her face. As she paced around the living room, she could feel her body heating up. Her thoughts were racing, and she was trying to sort through the myriad of emotions surging inside herself. She felt angry, frustrated, lonely, and a deep sense of not having any control over her own life. Friends made plans, then broke them. The harder she worked at her job, the busier it got. Some of her friends were

My Cat Is Gay
Ok, so like I got this cat and he likes my roommate better than me. My roommate is a guy. I have another male cat that loves ONLY me. But gets lick jobs from the gay cat every chance he gets. I dunno kinda random thought if ya ask me! hehe

Realigon
this is a convo i had with some dumb ass muther fucker who thinks he knows what wiccan is anyway yeah dumn ass have to read from the bottom up sorry chrisyrboo...: you kill things to sacrafise to ur fake god good luck chrisyrboo...: this is his fiance again, did you ever think that maybe this 'goddess' crap is just another name to lure willing souls like you into an eternity of suffering? Seriously hun, I would take a step back and look. I PRAY you find your way chrisyrboo...: there is no such thing its just a figment of ur imagination and if you think she can save u then ur wrong your gonna meet who u worsip and trust me ur not gonna like it at all may god bless you and help you see the light before its too late ->chrisyrboo...: omg i worship the goddess of mother nature so yeah whatever chrisyrboo...: his very life for people like you who he KNEW would turn away. Its either God or Satan, and paganism isnt God. Have you taken a good long hard look at who your wor

Pimp Out For Brother
PLEASE EVERYONE IF YOU FIND TIME GO WELCOME MY BROTHER TO FUBAR HE JUST JOINED UP.HE IS FROM AUSTRIA AND LOOKING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE HIM HERE WITH ME....

Shakin'--eddie Money
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Just Like Sister Ray Said!
Ray Dave is Dave Dave is Well. Who isn't. ... These Days.

Baby's Blue
Once upon a hot summer afternoon, when the cycle of life was in full bloom, pain with a purpose gripped me. For hours it filled my body, relentless and increasing. Mere minutes of merciful ease were all that Nature allowed. I walked through it. My breath drew in power and expelled poison. Symbiotic in the most basic sense, we gave each other life. You were born blue. The literal physical connection between us, the umbilical cord, was wrapped around your neck. Nature declared in a clarion tone that a different connection had to be established - the one that She had forged was now a detriment. And so we parted in order to come together. Silky brown hair, trusting dark eyes and a voice that sounded like joy guided me in innocence. To preserve that trust I would have shielded you from any evil. I feared nothing, if my bravery could save you pain. But the moments of scarring seem to be dealt with the hands that should hold you close and smooth that silky hair away from those beautiful soul

Medic School
Haha yea.. Not as easy as I thought it would be. It's actually VERY challanging and i love it! Makes me actually have to think, and go through a thought process. Of how things should/need to be done! Unlike massage therapy school (yea BORING) and I heard the same stories like 100 times... Anyways all is well I'll Add More To This Eventually As this will be an amazing journey for me Any other people going through or have been through Paramedic School Let me know just how much you love it.. And share things :o)

Crimson And Clover--joan Jett
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Peope Who Cant Mind Their Own
ok why is it that when you are trying at a relationship with someone people around you cant seem to keep their noses out of it? i mean seriously there is enough drama and crap two people have to deal with than to have people butt their noses into your relationship... is it that people fear that they wont get attention anymore or is it something deeper... that they don't want anyone else to be happy and content because they cant seem to find that same happiness and contentment? i wish people would just leave well enough alone and allow something to flourish when they can SEE very clearly that it is (or at least was) flourishing...... for once id like to see those people who cant get enough drama to just let things alone for just once and be adult for a better word.... yes she IS my once in a lifetime and for those who cannot deal or handle it that's your problem not mine or hers... just do me a favor and let us have out happiness and maybe actually BE happy FOR us.... and if that is

My Familia
1. Quit Asking To Be In My Family - If I Want You There, Trust Me. I'll Put you there 2. Have A God Damn Fucking Salute - Seriously Its Not That Hard... I Mean Really it takes 2 seconds.. Unless your one of those whores who cant take 1 damn pic of ur self without makeup 3. If i place you in my family. And you don't talk to me (or ur just not really a FRIEND) I'll delete you as I please 4. You're subjected to be deleted when I Deem necessary :p No questions/reasons why.. 5. If you happen to make it into my family.. And then you just so happen to piss me off.. GOODBYE! 6. If you add me.. then IMMEDIATELY ask to be in my family. This will result in me probably.. More then likely you never being added... So be a good boy/girl ;) (i only say girl because well some of them are my best friends and don't even look at the pics) 7. Oddly.... I could just say screw it.. Make them Private.. And you all need to Bling Me.. And Rate All My Pics.. And just be a COMPLETE fuwhore (

Caa #70
A very dear friend,both here and in r/l, an angel and special someone to me needs a lot of very special prayers at this time to help her through some things that have happened. Doc

Caa #69
A very good, dear and old friend of mine in r/l needs special angel prayers as she applies for a new job on Thursday. Doc

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DJ Arterious @ Gods Forsaken Radio Arterious has enjoyed metal since the age of ten. He is a proud Marine and he stands up for every military branch, and has seen many wicked music videos for military support. His faviorte bands are Opeth, Type O Negative, Fear Factory, Lamb Of God, Dying Fetus, Himsa, and so many more. The reason he enjoys being a DJ is he loves to share his love for metal with everyone. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Arterious @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!

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DJ Sadistic Dragon @ Gods Forsaken Radio Sadistic Dragon has been influenced by metal since he was a child. He finds comfort in heavy riffs and loud bass since he is a bassist. His favorite bands are Fear Factory, Helmet, Tool, Judas Priest, Lamb of God. The reason he likes being a DJ is to make your ears cum. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Sadistic Dragon @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

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DJ Ruiner @ Gods Forsaken Radio Ruiner is influenced by Dimebag, is the reason Why he picked up a guitar, his crazy ass family, his crazy ass family here @ godsforsaken radio, and his baby cynthia. His favorite bands are Pantera, Slayer ,5FDP, Tool, and Slipknot. The reason he likes being a DJ is his brain is full of thoughts and ideas, in an effort to reassure himself that he is not insane, he brings them forth to the masses, if he ruins a few minds along the way....so be it. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Ruiner @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

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DJ Metal Queen @ Gods Forsaken Radio Metal Queen is influenced by many extremely talented guitarists, yet her all time favorite is Randy Rhoads. She is a guitar nut. Her favorite bands are Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Megadeth, Black Sabbath, AC/DC. The reason she likes being a DJ is she loves being able to bring people joy through music. There is so much metal out there that the world hasn't heard yet, so she is always constantly searching for new bands. Plus she has had the opportunity to meet a lot of awesome people doing what she loves. So what are u waiting for come and rock out with DJ Metal Queen @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

Lmao!!!!!!
Body: If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having Babies. 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we

Support Our Troops
Thank you to all my friends for showing your support over the holiday season. Being away from loved ones during the holidays is really tough. For those of you that sent packages and cards you are not forgotten. You have shown me that you really do care and support the Soldiers, Marines, Airmen, and Sailors that put their lives on the line each and everyday protecting what is dear to us, our freedom. Words will never describe what I felt when I received them. Thank you all!

Oh Well
Since you've been gone I've been lonely Longing to be with you only Maybe there's still is a way I can find you and say Just how I feel. I can't believe that's it's over Wish somehow I could have showed her All that was inside of my heart and the promises we made You might have stayed Funny just the other night I was thinking I wonder if you ever think about me I call you on the phone, there's no answer Oh Well, there's still tomorrow Oh Well, I'll try again Oh Well, maybe just maybe Since you've been gone I've been lonely Longing to be with you only If there's a way I could beg you to stay would you please Stay with me. I was thinking maybe I could come over Hoping we could finally work this out Even if tonight we don't find an answer Oh Well, there's still tomorrow Oh Well, I'll try again Oh Well, maybe just maybe If I had another chance We would stand hand in hand You'll be my girl and I'll be your man Oh Well, maybe just maybe we can. I s

Cool People
Only cool people live in Forks...that is all

What It Means To Me...
Hey, this is what this inauguration means to me... Change that is real... Inclusion, I have ALS, it is so good to be included as a person who has a disability... Barack Obama seems to be truly sincere, that means a lot to me... Hope, it is a hope that he will lift the ban on fetal stem cells, so i can be treated, where there is no treatment for ALS now in the US... and this treatment is my only hope for recovery... I would love to fly to DC, to be a part of this historic event, in my power chair, the day the people got their government back... If you make a donation to help make Barack Obama’s Inauguration a success, you could be part of the once-in-a-lifetime event. Ten supporters will be selected to join the inaugural activities. If you’re selected, you can bring a guest, and they’ll fly you in and put you up in a hotel for the night. Make a donation now and be there as Barack is sworn in as the 44th President: www.pic2009.org/tickettohistory Thanks!

Sugary Sweetness!!
Ok so here's the deal.. I LOVE getting bling! Who doesn't? So my idea is.. I will give 50k per bling credit! Sooo if you need fubucks & have credits get @ me! Luv ya All! ~April

Crazy Mess
Love is patient , love is really hard, in fact its probably the hardest things anyone will ever attempt. What's the point of life? To go through it with the least amount ware and tare as possible? Or to live it? So you take a chance on someone. Starts w/ that lil spark..best part, everyone loves that part. That person makes the toughest times better, by helping them out, when work makes them crazy, then you start disagreeing what movie to see. or forget a bday, and your mad and i'm mad. All of a sudden it seems so easy to get out, run away. It's weird the universe always sends you a sign your making a big mistake. but what the universe is trying telling you is that, when you find the person that makes your life a crazy mess. They're 1 in a million, you cant Ever let them go. you just can't.

The Loss Of My Daddy
I am emotionally a wreck because my dad just died last month and his birthday was jan 4 he would of been 60.he died from cancer i am a wreck cause i dont know how to deal with the loss and the pain i feel i get into these moods where i cry and cry and cant stop...does anyone know how i can cope with this?please give me advice thx

I'm Donald Duck
Cheeky yet lovable, you make mistakes but are only human. Your voice is a little bit different but it's what you say that's important. And you always have a lot to say - but hey - to you it's all just water off a duck's back!

Vet School Here
Bradford School Of Business Houston

Welcome
Ok here it is! I finally created a blog. Took me long enough! I call it the rollercoaster because that is what my life is most of the time! :) If there is anything you want to know about me or something you want to ask..what are ya waiting for!? LOL Back soon! S.

Bad November - Track 6 - I'm With You
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from I’m With You Each word you say/ Makes my heart ache/ Even word you say/ Is a bitter lie/ Can’t forget you nor do I want to/ Because I’m with you Chapter 6 - I’m With You Yesterda

He Calls For Her
Come here." He said as she walked past Him. she obeyed, as usual. she walked to where He was sitting, naked, in His favorite recliner, facing Him, between His legs. "What can i do for You, Master?" "Take off your clothes. Start with your t-shirt and work your way down." "Yes Sir." she took off her t-shirt and reached around to unhook the pretty lilac colored lace bra He had bought for her. she loved her under garments and to tell the truth, He did too. she had good taste in bras and panties, she never dressed like a whore unless she thought it might please her Master. He occasionally told her to, but He liked her best when she looked classy. Tonight, she looked very classy. He knew she was also wearing the thongs that matched the bra. she took off the bra slowly, and as the cool night air touched her skin, her nipples rose and went erect. He licked His lips. His cock was already growing hard. She then reached for the snaps on her denim shorts, "No. Leave them on and k

Fubar And Its Whiley Ways....
Ive recently carried out a little test by asking for Fubucks on my status, since yesterday I think. So I'm curious. Bling Packs, Happy Hours, Auto 11s, Godfather/mother, leveling and other similar things that I still have no clue about - what in the fuck are they all about? Really? Ive been trying to comprehend this. I have a friends list comprising of mostly women except for one man, who I incidently dont talk to, similar to 95% of the female friends I have. However, I read their status regularily. Give me bling, I NEED a VIP, Only 13million to level = please help. Bling for NSFW etc etc etc etc etc Seriously folks WHAT THE FUCK does ANYYYYYYYY of this MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN????? Really, how is your life in NEED of a happy hour? I mean what the fuck is a damn happy hour? What is its purpose? Why is it a need, why is bling a need, what the fuck is bling? Is Fubar not a social networking site with a more adult theme to it? I think so, am I wrong? Is this not a place to meet fo

None
i like to talk to everyone,

Speeding Tickets
i got a speeding ticket awhile back and i found this site and it help beat my ticket http://www.productsupplycenter.com/web102536 it didnt cost me much and it saved me the price of the ticket and from my insurance going up

I Loves Anal
I LOVES ANAL I'm a nasty little dick-tease that needs to be taught a lesson: If I make your dick stick out, then I should make it cum, too, right? Why don't you take that big, hard dick and fuck me hard with it? Like a true whore, I love to be fucked hard in the butt... Will you fuck my hot little asshole and make me beg for your cum? Spread my asscheeks apart and pound me like a good little slut. My little puckered hole needs to be stretched open... aVa 1 888 938-7382

Apology
sorry all that i havent been on for awhile but i am recently single again and getting ready to hopefully have some fun happy new year all

Anger
So recently, I had a girl add me to her friends list. Which is odd, it doesn't happen very much. I could have only assumed that it was an addition for her benefit for points and what not. However within a matter of a few days I find myself getting abused by this girl. I made her aware that I am married as I do everyone I talk to from here. I am also male and horny most of the time, again, something I don't hide and finally, I enjoy chatting, it passes the time for me which Im also transparent about. So within approx 2-3 conversations lasting no more than 5-10 minutes a piece over a week or so long period, it turns out according to this girl, apparently my wife could do better. That I am a complete asshole who just keeps bugging this girl. Meanwhile observing this girls status and YIM status' that she is unhappy, in her own words she can judge whomever she likes, and screw me if I dont like it. Further more she is hurt by guys, and wonders why she keeps choosing the bad boy type

The View From 39
I'm coming into a place in my life where it occurs to me "mid-life" isn't just a catchy word for turning 40. It's very much a reality. I'm not sure I'm over the hill, but I feel the weight of my elders dragging me forward. On one side of the hill, my parents, grandparents and their peers are passing on. My mother must go to a funeral a month. I hear the tremble in her voice when she talks. It is painful for her to let them all go. Her peers represent her youth, the experiences of love and laughter that have brought her to this twilight. On the other side are my children, full of mischief and hope, as they charge forward. My oldest is 14. I can feel her straining to peddle her life faster up the hill. It frustrates her that we continue to push her back down, because she can't see over the top, and we can. They don't know that innocence is a blessing. I went to the cemetary on Christmas Eve. I rarely go. I don't find any comfort at the site of my father's grave. Mos

Dj Arterious @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Arterious has enjoyed metal since the age of ten. He is a proud Marine and he stands up for every military branch, and has seen many wicked music videos for military support. His favorite bands are Opeth, Type O Negative, Fear Factory, Lamb Of God, Dying Fetus, Himsa, and so many more. The reason he enjoys being a DJ is he loves to share his love for metal with everyone. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Arterious @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!

Dont Understand
So, I"ve been on Fubar for almost 2 years (will be on Jan 29th.) In those two years I have belonged to a couple of bombing families. The second family was actually really close knitted. I thought we had become really good friends. I didn't realize that once I stopped being useful the friendships would end. It's sad really. To spend so much time helping others and them helping you only to end up empty. Guess I learned the hard way fu-friendship = fake-friendship.

B*tch, I've Got Rubber Bands.
Sunday, I enjoyed the rain. My windows were up and the cool breeze blew. It brought me the sounds of the drops hitting the neighbor's tin room and the smell of wet, country grass...it was peaceful. I enjoyed it. I procrastinated on my homework as usual. After being back in school for 2 1/2 years now, the daily grind has me pretty jaded at the moment....especially since I've become a single mom this year. Add to that the fact that my son is a walking demolition team...and life gets hectic. Rarely do I find myself able to enjoy peaceful moments with wonderful cups of cinnamon hazelnut coffee, but on Sunday, I did. It wasn't long before that disrupted into anger and chaos. The ex brought our son back to me. Early. but what's new? he's always early these days so he can run off on a date with the newest love interest or sex interest...whatever she is. Or, that was at least my frame of mind when he showed up early on Sunday. Then he informed me that he's moving in with her. I boiled

You Never Know...
There's these 2 senior citizen guys that attend the same computer school I'm going to. One is Mexican 75 years old & the other is German 85 years old. They hang out together. They're always inviting women to lunch - and usually getting rejected. Not to mention laughed-at. (My instructor let me know this.) So... today they targeted me. I accepted their invitation. Lunch time came, we chose one of their cars, I climbed into the back seat. The Mexican one was driving. FAST. Speeding like a teenager. His friend was talkin away and laughin like nothing; meanwhile I'm in the backseat like thinkin "wtf" and tryin not to lol... We get to the restaurant and pig out, they ordered margaritas, I drank mine of course. (100% shitfaced is the goal right?) Anyways we had a ball. Conversating & laughing about everything from politics to love to religion to gangsterism to our classes at school. Life. Next thing we knew we were already 30 minutes late to be back in class - and still way across town.

Rant
okay. So I was in a relationship and happy. First official boyfriend I've had in almost 2 years at that point. I met him in september and by october we were an official couple. And We were both happy. Giddy giggly like a couple of High schoolers together. Just enjoying being around each other and spending time together playing games and just simple stuff that was fun. Watching movies, playing halo 3. It was cute it was innocent. We were kissy but not overly kissy. We were cuddly but not boffy. We were epic. Then the other shoe drops. he's got feelings about his x who hurt him. So he has trust issues. He loves her family members and they love him. Well christmas came and instead of us spending it together he spent it with her family. I got upset about it and when we celebrated christmas together on the 27th. Then he said talked about how he was hurting me and he doesnt want to hurt me so he then said that it would be better for him to deal with his issues on his own. I told him i wan

Far Beyond Driven 46
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Untitled
As the sky has darkened and the lights across town fade. The eyes of the child become heavy and soon they drift off to a deep sleep. And the slumber only made better by the dreams of the smile you have left upon my heart! And the child in which I speak, is the child you've brought out in me!

Bad November - Track 5 - Eternal Summer
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Eternal Summer - Hanging with my mates/ Having fun in the sun/ Watching the girls walk by/ I want to go back to that time/ Where nothing matters/ I want to go back to that time/ We can have eternal summer Track - 5 - Eternal Summer After Gavin told me he wanted me to meet his friend I was worried. I am not sure if they will know who I am. Yet I know people will judg

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying...
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance

A Poem...
LOST I am lost in the darkness, That is my life. I want to sleep, Until it is all over. I am lost in the darkest tunnel, In the biggest mountain. I am confused and sad, Frustrated and losing hope. I miss waking up, To a bright day. Looking forward to nothing. My job is going downhill, My life is going downhill. Why do I feel like this? Is there something I can do, To provide for my family? What can I do? I am lost in the darkest tunnel, In the biggest mountain… And I see NO WAY OUT! There has to be a way, Out of this tunnel. Help me out of the darkness, Back to reality. Nevermind… I HATE MY REALITY!! By: Michael The Smokin’ Gator

Things That Only Happen To Me...
Waiting at the train station this evening for my bus. Minding my own business. Dum de dum de dum, when this black gentleman approaches me. The encounter goes as follows: "Excuse me miss. I don't mean to bother you, but I was hit in the head with bricks last night." He points to this pink circle next to his eye that was about the size of a quarter. "And I'm not in my right mind right now." Hmm mmm as I casually take a small step back. "And I was wondering if you had 80 cents for my bus card." *insert bus card being waved* Now I genuinely didn't have any change on me. I really don't carry it. It's my "California Fund" money! LOL So very politely, I told him I was sorry but I didn't have any change. "But I need it for my bus card." I'm sorry about that, but I don't have any change. He takes a step away before asking, "What about a dollar?" Um, no. Now granted, I did, but I'm not about to pull out my wallet at a bus stop. That's just asking to get your

You Know...
I'm tired of everyone being cowards and yet then acting like the victim and getting pissed off when people call their bluff and blow up their spot. If people would actually fucking be honest for once it would save them the drama that their bullshit and games actually causes them. Where the fuck did honesty fucking go? Fuck.

Can This Year Get Any Worse?
been a while since I've posted, actually it's been a while since I've done anything on here.. been really busy lately, and today is the first time I've had to myself... my year has started off just wonderful.. my van was towed to the shop yesterday after leaving me stranded for a few hours.. I had a few errands to run, but didn't get to the first one. the temperature in the van went from feelin-damn-good hot, to freezing-my-sorry-ass-off cold.. then the engine temperature guage started to climb fast. so I pull over right away and got out to check under the hood. as soon as I opened the door, I could hear a loud hissing noise. when I got the hood open, there was a LOT of steam coming out from behind the alternator. it took 5 minutes for the steam to stop, when it did, I could easily see the problem, the intake manifold gasket failed. so now I'm sitting here, bored, tired, and pissed off. it's going to be an even worse day tomorrow when I go to pick the rust bucket up.. to get it fix

Another Ice Storm
So I guess there is another ice storm heading me way.. So I may or may not loose my power again! If I do, who knows how long I could be out for.. so if I disappear it's b/c I'm once again powerless. Keep your fingers crossed for me! I know mine are! ~April

New Toy
I just bought a new guitar ... http://www.ibanez.com/hollow/guitar.aspx?m=AS73 (The bright red finish) I've been planning to buy it for weeks, but the local music store never had one in stock that I could try out. Finally I just decided to go for it. I checked all the specs and it's a little lighter than my strat and the neck is about the same size as my 3/4 size classical that I play 90% of the time so I should be pretty comfortable with it. I also checked youtube for some videos of it to see how it sounds and was very happy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ECc6aUy6xk I think I'll be pretty happy with it. :D

The Next Day
ok so this is day 2 of this blog. as i layed in my bed most of the day it dawned on me that i still have a life to lead, a mothers life. as much as i would love to hang it all up and beg my abusive ex to take me back i have 2 more men in my life and they are more important than anything else in this world, my boys. i was so sad today i couldn't even get up to take him to school and then i got mad, why should i be the only one responsible for this? it was by no means immaculate conception. when i found out i was pregnant i thought everything was perfect, no morning sickness, i even lost weight. i did everything my doc said. because i was considered high risk i had visits 2-4 times a week. everything was great except hubby was coming home with a six pack everynight. when i went into the local convienince store the guy at the desk would always ask about how hubby was the next morning. of course i over looked it, i loved him and thought it was normal him just blowing off steam af

Friends???
I went out today to get cat food and talked to some friends. Ever have some fast food that should be warm and is cold...I love cold chicken especially strips but man..... My cats need food and they are hanging out on the bed...

Description #1 Of Ron Price's Blog
My literary activity on the world-wide-web is a personal and quite industrious enterprize. When I can find the time, I am engaged in creating across this global internet a tapestry or a jig-saw puzzle of poetry and prose. At this site, readers will find one of my many journals, diaries or blogs. These various terms are used by various internet sites for a series of posts by one writer/author. The series of posts at this site is one of the many parts of this tapestry of prose and poetry I refer to above. Sometimes the series becomes lengthy and sometimes it remains brief. Like pieces of cloth or pieces of that jig-saw puzzle, the size, the shape and the length remain a bit of a mystery until the story is told, until time takes its course across life’s path. This literary creation, this literary industry, has been created in the early evening of my life, in the last years of my middle age(56-59) and the first years of my late adulthood(60-64), by this retired teacher and lecturer

I Got A New Attitude
New Attitude - Patti LaBelle

Return To Fubar
I recently took some time away from Fubar as I was getting busier and busier. I returned a couple of days ago and am just trying to get use to navigating and reading up on the new functions on this wonderful site. My absence has taught me one thing, if you don't use what you have learned you lose it.

Friends In Need
Now first of all, and most importantly it was not supposed to happen. Sometimes people in need just happen to find each other and their loneliness fades for a while. She was only over to watch a movie. It was cold so we sat together in order to share a warm cover. The movie was bland and predictable, so it had little or nothing to do with the nights adventure. No it was the long day of work that started it. At some point we fell asleep. I woke up as we rounded midnight, and the room was bathed in a blue light. The VCR had shut down and the TV was displaying it's blue screen. She was there beside me sleeping silently in my arms. I'm not sure what it was, perhaps I just needed to feel someone soft and warm in my arms. It just felt right. I looked down at her and I was surprised to find her staring at me with big wonderful eyes. Eyes that seemed to ask for more. I leaned down and she met me in a long kiss. There was a wanting, a desire in her kiss. She opened her mouth and let me explore.

Salutes...
Thanks To Tulsa For This Idea...Just Changing Her Idea A Bit... I Would Like For Every Bad Girl To Make Me A Boob Salute... If You Have A Reason Why You Can Not ..You Can Let Me Know In A Private Message... It Can Be Either SFW(Boobs Covered In Some Way.. Or NSFW(Uncovered Completely) .. Or Both If You Choose.. Only Requirement Is That I Can See Boobs/Cleavage In The Pic If It Is SFW. Ok I'm Adding Something Else Here.. Who Would Be Willing To Make A Leg(Thigh) Or Booty Salute? You Now Have 3 Choices.. More If You Consider They Can Be SFW Or NSFW. Thanks, The Sarge

Dont Worry Be Happy
dont worry be happy - bobby mcferrin

I Hear Ya Got Religion?
The Residents gir på 19 Mysterious Tracks forklaringen på fenomenet the Residents. Låta I Hear Ya Got Religion? ble laget i 1969. Flere år før den obskure gruppa begynte å røre på seg. Men samme året som Brian døde. Sangen ble ganske sikkert laget som en generell latterliggjøring av religion og deres egen manglende forsåelse for fenomenet. Det var ikke en melding til London. Da Stones "svarte" med live-albumet Get Your Ya-Ya's Out ble derimot noe synlig for dem. De fikk et svar som ikke kunne misforstås. England HADDE religion. De var en del av en kristen tradisjon som var i ferd med å bli spist opp av et enormt monster som ikke hadde forståelse for Jesus, men som heller ikke hadde noen mulighet til å forstå seg selv. De skjønte ikke hvem de var i forhold til resten av verden. Plata Get Your er en livesamling fra Stones invasjon av Ux i 1969 etter at Brian var borte. Men som sagt, "Ya" har en helt annen og mye mer skremmende betydning. Den er en finte fra Brian

Support Me I Will Support You...
Hey I am having a party in Fells Point for mad people to come out it will be open event for all people it costs 5 for girls and 7 for guys. It is a charitable even because I am trying to get to Miami with my kids for my graduation. So here is the deal we are auctioning off Bachelors and Ettes and deep tissue oil massages at cheerleaders in fells point. Time 2p to 6p and longer depending also it is this Saturday Jan 10th. WOW. Let me know if you want to come my cell is 443 460 8963 you can do it. What the hell else do you do on a Saturday afternoon. Not a damn thing....

Thank You!
To those that know me on here and in the past two 1/2 weeks have been very supportive through the holidays and this latest nerve-grinding event. Yer calls esp. over xmas made me not lose my mind completely when i was about to go over the edge as i usually do every year for reasons that some of you know. Now I know esp. who my offline and online friends are and the favors will be returned 10-fold once I make it through. As far as everybody else, fuck them, and maybe fuck you too! It's my special way of saying thanks for nothin!

Questions That Haunt Me!
If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do docto

Vampires
This is taken from Wikipedia: Psychodynamic understanding In his 1931 treatise On the nightmare, Welsh psychoanalyst Ernest Jones noted that vampires are symbolic of several unconscious drives and defence mechanisms. Love, guilt, and hate are emotions that fuel the idea of the return of the dead to the grave. Desiring a reunion with loved ones, mourners may project the idea that the recently dead must in return yearn the same. From this arises the belief that folkloric vampires and revenants visit relatives, particularly their spouses, first.[114] However in cases where there was unconscious guilt associated with the relationship, the wish for reunion may be subverted by anxiety. This may lead to repression, which Freud had linked with the development of morbid dread.[115] Jones surmised in this case the original wish of a (sexual) reunion may be drastically changed: desire is replaced by fear; love is replaced by sadism, and the object or loved one is replaced by an unknown enti

Tattoo & Piercing Convention - Feb 13,14,&15, 2009
Come join the fun at this years Ink Travelers Tattoo & Piercing Convention Dates: Feb 13,14,&15, 2009 Location: Vancouver, Washington Reservations: Red Lion Hotel (360)694-8341 While your there stop by and visit my booth.

Just Random Things About Me
1) I do not have just one favorite color 2) I curse waaaaaay to much 3) I have tried online dating sights (long story) 4) Intelligent men make me hot 5) I can't stand olives...yeah I know weird for an Italian. 6) I am a total bookworm. I prefer books to most people. 7) I want to get naked with a certain man of the cloth. 8) I'm a lousy cook 9) I am a cartoon watching nerd. 10) I love makeup, nail polish, and body lotions. 11) I strongly believe in God but I really dislike going to church. 12) I've had 7 knee surgeries....6 on my right knee. and have had one of the screws from my right knee removed. so it's official, I have a screw loose. 13) My right knee does not bend completely due to excessive scar tissue and arthritis. 14) I really dislike it when people make fun of others physical appearance....beauty comes from inside. 15) I get pissed off easily over really stupid crap but I also get over it very quickly. 16) I really am happy alm

*auto 11 On* Make Mega Points*get*blings &?????
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ^^BUT FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY..Thank You for Your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:) ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 1-16-09 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 6 & 7 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A Example*...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B

Lounges That Suck
I visted a lounge a couple months ago called Club Wicked Paranoia, or CWP. It was rockin with some good tunes and some good people. I was only in there for about 4 days when I was banned. Now, if you know me at all, I can be dirty in the chats. But it usually gets tons of laughs. This particular lounge was not labeled NSFW, so I knew I had to tone it down. There were a couple members who typed shit and fuck a few times, so I thought I could turn it up a notch. Ya wanna know what got me booted??? Lesbian Spank Inferno. three words that are not as crude as shit or fuck. Hell, they arent even curse words. I emailed the lounge owner twice with no response. I really missed having fun in there, but I have given up all hope. Let's face it, if I were a chick, I wouldn't have this problem. So FUCK CWP. So if you are a member of that lounge, why dont you join some other cool lounges that are also fun? I believe they are all NSFW, so you can let loose. Just click my list of

Let It Go!!!!!!!!!!!
Let it go for 2009.. There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got t

The Day Of A Beer Man
I get up in the morningand drive the dreaded streets to work. All that is on my mind is I wonder what today is going to be like. What crazy thing is going to happenon the route and will i get help today. To my suprise I dont, this just ticks me off. I have over 600 cases and no help. It is and I have to get started. I laeve the warehouse and the first thing I run into is a slow moving car that is holding me up.NOw I am realy getting mad, they realy need to move or get off the road. If they only new how much I have to do and realy want to get through early today to take care of some business. Well I am at my first stop, DAMN the manager wants to cut his order, This just makes me more madder. Not only does this ass hole want to cut his order but he starts asking me all kinds of questions. I have no idea why he is asking , he should be asking the salesman, He is the one that gets paid to think , I get paid to paid to deliver this shit. Next stop is the same and the day is going d

Friendship Letter To All Love N Hugs Cherie'marie Aka Witchesbrew
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Surgery
Ello Fu Family, Well tomorrow im going to be going into surgery -sigh- more scars to add to my flawed dorkalicious body. I think im replacing my wants of tattoos with multiple sizes of scars, weird huh? lol. The past few days my arm has been hurting and I had no idea why so i went to see my doctor. Come to find out one of the titanium plates in my neck has come loose and shifted. For those of you that dont know me nor my past, I was in a rollover and broke my neck. It all happened in 2004 and was paralyzed for 5 months of that year, now almost 5 years later it bites me in the ass lol. I should be home in a week or maybe even less if all goes great but knowing me some BS might happen, just my luck right haha. Please dont feel sorry for me because this type of thing will be part of my life till I die and im ok with that, its part of life. Not everything is rainbows and butterflys, just gotta smile and hope for the best in the end. I hope everyone has a great week while im gone. Love a

26k To Godfather!
only 26k and has tons of pics! hit him up! KIPSTER ~ RATE SPANKER'S member ~(fu-hub to the queen)~@ fubar

Word Of The Day Jan 6, 2009
Sorrowful: experiencing or marked by or expressing sorrow especially that associated with irreparable loss

I'm On The Verge Of Tears
i'm on the verge of tears. i think i lost ma boo while i was on vacation she disappeared i found her apartment empty and a "for rent" sign on the lawn inquiry found to be private phones disconnected no further information available neighbors didnt know them just seen them come and go lost to all time from time on am filling ma eyes now as i write where do i find where has ma boo gone lost into the interstructure the best thing that has happen to me is gone how can i survive she was my salvation she was sweet as sugar and named after a spice which makes her twice as nice with sugar and spice

New Orleans In Feb
4:50pm I just found out some great news. The firm will be paying for our flights to and from Lousiana. This is a great thing. It means I get to save at least $400! Yes, I will be out there Thurs-Sun. I'm not there to party it up. I wish I was. Though in a way it works out because there were so many people who lost it all in Katrina. SO many victims fell prey to fraudulent companies, many died, many ingested toxins, etc etc etc. It's sad I know. I sort of posted up a blog sometime last month to let people know how this affected so many people, yet I didn't go into detail about it. I am thrilled because I get to see up close and in person just what everyone has had to deal with ever since then. You know, I speak to clients day in and day out re: the Barge Litigation Claim we're helping with. Our law firm, though based in California, is truly interested in helping those in need. Yes, it will be a good thing. Anywho, just to give a few people a heads up. The

Auto 11's On For 2 Straight Days
2AUTO 11'S BACK TO BACK ARE ON AND CONTINUEING UNTIL SATURDAY 7PM FU TIME. STOP BY AND SPANK ME HARD AND SHOW ME THE LOVE BROUGHT TO YOU BY BOBBYBONES, BROTHER TO THE GORGEOUS TNK, OWNER OF VODKAGURL,TEDDY BEAR TO LIFE'S A BEACH STICKY THIS AND PLEASE REPOST BOBBYBONES-DSC4LIFE-LOVIN MY SIS, TNK-YSC, FU-OWNED BY VODKAGURL@ fubar

Member Of The Week 1/6 To 1/13
We have a new Member of the Week. Please show her lotsa love and Club United Spirit. Shes a great supporter of Club United and a beautiful person. Treat her like you would want to be treated! Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar

I Should Have Written A Mumm But Here Goes....
Okay, so I was checking on my friend after the holidays and trying to find out if her son made it back from his stay with his dad. He is 2 1/2 too. Well, when I talked to her she told me that her son was sick and was running over a 103 degree temp when she got him back. I guess, apparently, her ex fiance did not have any heat at his place and no food in the house for the ten days that he had his son. I told her that she should have filed a CPS report against him but it would do no good as he lives out of state. Basically, she had to take her son straight to the emergency room because he had the first stages of pnemonia and was very very sick. Luckily, she knows that she will not allow for her son to ever go back to his father again and that he will get only supervised visitations. I am still wondering today that since her ex allowed this to happen she should have called someone about her ex, though. Her ex is finally back at his home and now my friend is caring for a very sick child...

Feeed Meee
I see so many infomercials about sending moneys to all those poor kids in foreign countries, and it bugs me. We have a shitloads of kids that need that help HERE. Soo, now I'm wondering if there are any places like that in the US.

Kipster Is Just 100k Away.
He's a really good friend and always returns the rates. Let's give him a good spanking and get him to Godfather! Thank you and have a great night. KIPSTER ~ RATE SPANKER'S member ~(fu-hub to the queen)~@ fubar

Not Like This
POE: you are sexy how can a single brother get your number and call and get to know you more Not like this.

Never
NEVER BITE THE HAND THAT STROKES UR.......EGO,LOL

Kiss
Rooted in the campy theatrics of Alice Cooper and the sleazy hard rock of glam rockers the New York Dolls, Kiss became a favorite of American teenagers in the '70s. Most kids were infatuated with the look of Kiss, not their music. Decked out in outrageously flamboyant costumes and makeup, the band fashioned a captivating stage show featuring dry ice, smoke bombs, elaborate lighting, blood spitting, and fire breathing that captured the imaginations of thousands of kids. But Kiss' music shouldn't be dismissed -- it was a commercially potent mix of anthemic, fist-pounding hard rock driven by sleek hooks and ballads powered by loud guitars, cloying melodies, and sweeping strings. It was a sound that laid the groundwork for both arena rock and the pop-metal that dominated rock in the late '80s. Kiss was the brainchild of Gene Simmons (bass, vocals) and Paul Stanley (rhythm guitar, vocals), former members of the New York-based hard rock band Wicked Lester; the duo brought in drummer Peter Cr

Christmas Gifts
More stuff I made in this blog to http://www.fubar.com/blog/264691

First Photoshop Sale!
Please take a look at my photoshop folder for some of my work. I do all photoshops myself and use photos you provide! Current pricing is as follows: 1 Photo - 1,500 FuBux (Buy 5, get 1 free) [Limit 1 order per week] 10 Photos - 1 Day Blast I will make exceptions for those who FuOwn me but I prefer straight up FuBux I also do lounge banners, comment images, anything within the FuRealm. Restrictions & Rules: (1) Nude photos are permitted, but are subject to a price change. No men for nudes, the world is an unfair place. =P (2) Please allow up to 48 hours per photo. I will provide you with the finished product as soon as it is complete. (for example, if you order 10, you will be sent at least 1 completed photo every 48 hours until order is complete) (3) Your photo will be placed in my Photoshop folder. I don't entirely need the FuBux as much as I need to build a portfolio. (4) No photos that may offend another FuBarian. (Race, color, creed) (5)

Interview With The "vampire"
Cold Al is. Denne setningen fra White Rabbit minner meg om det jeg har tenkt å skrive. Hvorfor er Al kald? Fordi Grace Slick spilte i bandet Jeff-er-Son Star-cheap. Å være kvinne og dronningemne i Ux er ikke noen morsom opplevelse. Vi må holde fast i bildet med Kleopatra som et element av Ux som fenomen. Selv om det ikke er forståelig for den gjevne amerikaner. Og selvfølgelig heller ikke for den gjennomsnittslige kristne europeer. Ann Rices Vampyr-serie er svært viktig for å kunne lage et riss av vår glemte dronning. Men hun klarer heller ikke å anskueliggjøre den kvinnelige heltinnen. Ikke engang som en bi-person. Og som vi skal se, ikke uten å drepe den egentlige hovedpersonen ganske raskt i bok 2. Intervjuet i bok 1 er en bevisst bløff og en måte å nærme seg temaet. En journalist intervjuer en person som påstår at han er en vampyr. Louis, personen som blir intervjuet, er egentlig en bikkje. Synliggjort hinsides enhver tvil i filmatiseringen av boka. En måte å f

Leving Blog 261
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Baby Blanket I Made For My Cousin
My cousin is due in late Feb. Made this for her baby shower at the end of this month.

Poncho I Made My Daughter
Poncho I made for my daughter. She loves it now lol

Frog I Made My Son
Little frog I made for my son. He saw the pic of it at the store and wanted it lol.

Helping Out With Sarge's Bad Girls
If Anyone Is Willing To Help Out With Sarge's Bad Girls..Making Bulletins...Pics/ Designing Pics For Blogs & Or Bulletins...Or Any Other Way You Can And Want To Help .. Let Me Know.

The Apple (iv)
He swore and spit the pizza out in the trash. Learning from a previous mistake, he now placed it to cool off on a plate, and started chugging from a 2 Liter bottle of Pepsi. Finally, making sure he gave it enough time, he picked up the pizza and took another bite. And another; and another. Sloppily chewing greasy melted cheese and letting the oil run down his chin, he looked at the box. There were 5 more slices left, and although he genuinely enjoyed it at the moment, there was no way that he could have finished all this food. After inhaling the slice, he reached for another one. This time he did not feel extreme anticipation before eating; on a contrary, he was quite full and could barely take another bite. Glancing at an almost full pizza box, he let out a sigh, still holding a limp slice of pizza dripping oil on the floor and, finally making a decision, he flung the leftover slice into the garbage.

Why Do I Even Bother?
MY LIFE IS SLOWING SLIPPING AWAY AGAIN....MY FAMILY DON'T CARE AND MY SISTER MOVED IN AND I DON'T MATTER ANYMORE....NOBODY UNDERSTANDS I'M SCREAMING ON THE INSIDE BECAUSE NOBODY LOVES ME...THEY ALL ACT LIKE I'M GONNA BE OK...BUT THE TRUTH IS I'M NOT GONNA BE OK....I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE....I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO END AND FIX MY PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!

The Apple (iii)
Who was she? How did she get there? And many more. Finally, as the clock was getting close to 5pm, he became even more restless and antsy, putting away unfinished paperwork and twisting in his swivel chair. He heard the movement and shuffling outside of his cubicle, and interpreted it as a sign that he can finally get out of there as fast as possible. Picking up his belongings, he swiftly got up and darted out, trying to beat the oncoming traffic of equally restless coworkers escaping their square shaped cells. On a way out, he passed The Bitch. She was standing by her cubicle and chatting with another office harpy, most likely about the rudeness he unleashed upon her and possible causes of said mental state he was in. As he walked by, they both gave him a glare, and he knew that indeed he was probably the topic of their heated discussion. But right now, he didn't care. Getting into his car, he remembered again the reason for his rushing, but realized that most likely the woman wouldn'

The Apple (ii)
She gave him one more a time a condescending look, which he accepted with great pleasure and even a hint of a smile, since it meant that her feeding pattern was disrupted by his refusal cave in and give her material to gloat about for the rest of the day. After a brief moment of shock and disappointment, she straightened out and walked out of his cubicle, finially giving him personal space to go back to his daily routine and occupy his mind with yet another thought of what happened that night. He started guessing who the strange woman was again, jumping from one idea to another: a ghost perhaps? Or maybe he was drugged and somehow she took advantage of him by altering his mind and making him see all those things? That did not make any sense since he knew that he did not go anywhere , and clearly remembered going to bed for good. He rubbed his face with palms of his hands in an attempt to clear his mind and body of unwanted thoughts and skin cells, and decided to wait and see how things

The Apple Excerpt
He tried to replay in his mind the meeting with this strange woman, to pull up from his memory file the way she looked at him when he took a bite of the apple: her animalistic cold eyes and a carnivorous smile that lifted the corners of her mouth in such a mysterious yet conspiratory way. He clearly remembered every second of that occurrence, her every gesture and sound, but any memory previous to that moment was completely erased from his brain, and no matter how hard he tried, he just could not recall where and under which circumstances he could have met her. He could hardly tell whether this was a dream or reality, having only the physical evidence of this event taking place to confirm the latter, so this amnesia was not surprising whatsoever. Whether or not it happened, he knew he wanted to see her again, to smell that exotic aroma of sandalwood and vanilla mixed in with some unknown to him spices, to have those wild eyes glare at him again, revealing the fire glowing deep inside.

Over 30 Crowd
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears With their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill... barefoot… BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it And how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my Childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you Don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and Look it up ourselves, in the card cat

Idk
Somethin inside me became different Yet another change Possibly another disgrace I stare in the mirror And I barely recognize her Same bright blue eyes But they feel like just a disguise To be who everybody knows Loves and laughs with To be that cryin shoulder To be that ear But there in lies the fear Of who's goin to listen Who will understand That she's not goin to be this way much longer She'll be even stronger Even more determined So who'll try to knock her down next I don't recognize her any more Feels like I've been on this road too long Tryin to find my home again One that was destroyed years ago By arguments and tears It's all different It'll never be like it was There is no more trust Smiles and lies Are the deception in this households eyes

Wow
I.. totally forgot about this site! Ha. That's what I get eh?

The Apple (d.s.excerpt)
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; not having to m

The Apple
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about that smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic. All of a sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unable to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.

My Heart Shattered
She is my heart She the only reason i stand her breathing Instincts take over as i watch him shatter my heart No longer loving her, wanting her How could he do this to her My mind lost as i see red Instincts take over as i run No longer will i allow him to hurt her I will not stand by as he shatters her I will take her and run... Run as far as it takes... Hide protect my heart... No longer will the monster hideing within him shatter my heart Run and hide her Keep her safe Instincts take over and we are gone Never to be found again....

Leving Blog 260
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What Goes Around Comes Back Around
Ironic this has Scarlett Johanson in it.. He always said she reminded him of me and liked her.. LOL Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around via Noolmusic.com Hey Girl Is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you, baby (baby) Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't wanna think about it (uh) Don't wanna talk about it (uh) I'm just so sick about it I can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it (uh) Feeling the blues about it (yeah) I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair Is the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Shoulda known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around Cause I know that you're living a lie But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will fi

Bid On Me Please!!!!
OK here is one drop dead gorgeous lady that is up for auction . So get in there and bid on her and lets show her what she is worth . Guys are already bidding but she is worth so much more !!!! Kerigirl4u is offering 1. Rate pix durrin HH 2. Add to yahoo 3. Added to top friends or top family . ( winners choice ) 4. Fu owner for 2 weeks 5. will make 2 blingees for you Make sure you click on her pick below and show her how bad you want her !!!!!!!!!

Holly Shi*t
So I started school yesterday didn't think I would be able to handle it but I am sure going though my lesson books fast. I doing my last grade 10 credit and its math! I didn't pass math in high school because my teacher was an ass and I am sure I forgot to do some work or didn't study for tests. So there's a total of 5 Units and 5 lesson books in each unit. So a total or 20 work books to do. So I have to put in 20h a week and finish at least 2 lessons. I am now starting lesson 5 of unit 1 so I am well on my way. Yesterday I finished my two lesson's got my marks back today. I figured I didn't get a good mark as I finished them so fast. Well to my surprise. My teacher on attached a piece of paper to my sign in and out sheet ( keeps track of our hours) Lesson o1 I got 71% lesson 2 got 74%. I almost fell on my butt I as so happy. Called my mom right away. I can't believe after 6 years of being out of school that I still can kick some butt when it comes to school work. So tonight I am going

Pictures
Ive got new pics on my computer but when I go to down loan them here it says the pics are to big. How do I fix that?

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wolfsub2001@ fubar 105k to level

Dieing Inside
He promised her lost soul the world He said forever and took her hand Stole away her soul as he walked her down the path Shattered her heart as he whispered in her ear Broke her spirit and left her dieing on the floor Took from her everything she knew Ripped away a lifetime of love Left her mind broken, heart shattered Laying naked in a cruel dark world Walked out with the first to take his hand Leaving her soul floating amongst the lost once again... She reaches but can not grasp this reality Tears fall as she realizes she is dieing inside To forever be lost in this dark place No longer whole with a shattered heart and a broken mind....

Should've Said No
Should've Said No It's strange to think the songs we used to sing The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone Yesterday I found out about you Even now just looking at you: feels wrong You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance It was a moment of weakness and you said yes... [Chorus:] You should've said no, you should've gone home You should've thought twice before you let it all go You should've know that word, bout what you did with her Would get back to me... And I should've been there, in the back of your mind I shouldn't be asking myself why You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet... You should've said no, baby and you might still have me You can see that I've been crying And baby you know all the right things: to say But do you honestly expect me to believe We could ever be the same... You say that the past is the past, you need one chance It was a moment of weakness and you said yes... [Repeat Chorus] I can't resist... b

Kerigirl4u Up For Auction
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What's Fun Got To Do With It
Finding Joy in Meaningless Tasks Spending an afternoon working on the car, gardening, or even cleaning the house can be fun when we have an interest in the project. Yet, we can also find joy in the chores and tasks we don't especially like. All we need is a change of attitude, a different approach, a little music, or some help from friends, and the tasks or responsibilities that we perceive as tedious can become a source of pleasure. Most of us tend to put off what it is that we don’t want to do. Yet, one of the best approaches to an unpleasant task or dull chore is to dive right in and be fully mindful of what it is that you are doing. You may not perceive washing the kitchen floor as enjoyable, but it can be if you view it as a loving act for both yourself and your family. Lose yourself in paying your bills, and thank the universe that you are able to receive the service you are writing that check for. Mending can become a treasure hunt to find the right button and matching thr

Honest Wisdom
The Power of Not Knowing There is wisdom in not knowing, and it is a wise person who can say, "I don't know." For no one knows everything. There are many types of wisdom - from intellectual to emotional to physical intelligence. Yet, even deemed experts in their fields do not know all there is to know about mathematics, yoga, literature, psychology, or art. It is a true master who professes ignorance, for only an empty vessel can be filled. There are many things in life that we don't know, and there are many things we may have no interest in finding out. There is freedom in saying "I don’t know." When we admit that we don't know something, we can then open ourselves up to the opportunity to learn. And there is power in that. We can’t possibly know everything. And when we think we do, we limit ourselves from growing and learning more than what we already do know. A person who can admit to not knowing tends to be more intellectually and emotionally confident than someone who preten

All By Myself
When Isolation Is Ok We all need time alone. Even those of us who are social butterflies need some time to ourselves. Solitude is necessary for meditation and quiet reflection. We also may choose to isolate ourselves when we are busy and need to meet a deadline. We may cherish time alone when we want to give ourselves over to art or music, lose ourselves in a good book, or delve into a personal project. Having time to ourselves allows us to focus completely on our yoga practice or get into the zone while running or strength training. Sometimes we need to be alone to simply do nothing but enjoy the sound of silence. Our alone time revitalizes and replenishes us, grounding us in our own company. Yet, too much isolation, especially when our intention is to hide, withdraw, or not deal with the realities of our lives is not physically, mentally, or spiritually healthy. It is during moments like these when being in isolation takes us away from our lives, rather than enhancing it. If an

Working Through Silence
Noise as a Distraction Our lives are typically filled with noise. There are the noises from the outside world that we cannot control, and there are the noises we allow into our lives. These noises, from seemingly innocuous sources like the television and radio, can actually help us avoid dealing with uncomfortable thoughts and emotions. However, using noise as a distraction hurts more than it helps because you are numbing yourself to what may be internally bubbling up to the surface for you to look at and heal. Distracting yourself with talk-radio, television, or other background noises can also prevent you from finding closure to issues that haunt you. Noise as a distraction can affect us in many ways. It can help you stay numb to emotions that you don’t want to feel, allow you to avoid dealing with problems, distract you from having to think, and make it easier for you to forget reality. Drowning out the thoughts and emotions you find uncomfortable or overwhelming can complicat

The Ways We Love
Choosing to Have a Mate or Being Single The way we choose to love can be as unique as the way we choose to make a living, maintain our health, or entertain ourselves. Some choose to seek out a mate and enter into a partnership with a special individual, while others find immense satisfaction in staying single. There is no right or wrong way to be in your life when it comes to deciding whether or not to be in a relationship, even though society tends to put an emphasis on romantic partnerships. Whether you choose to go through life as part of a romantic relationship or live as a single unit, there are benefits to both. Feel free to be comfortable with whatever choice is right for you. Choosing to be single is a wonderful way to spend time discovering yourself. You have more time and space to figure out what and how you want your life to be without having to keep someone else’s choices in mind. Being single gives you the freedom to do what you want at a moment’s notice and the prid

A Self-created State
Worry We have all had the experience of worrying about something at some point in our lives. Some of us have a habitual tendency to worry, and all of us have known someone who is a chronic worrier. Worry is an extension of fear and can be a very draining experience. In order for worry to exist, we have to imagine that something bad might happen. What we are worrying about has not happened yet, however, so this bad thing is by definition a fantasy. Understood this way, worry is a self-created state of needless fear. Still, most of us worry. One reason we worry is because we feel like we’re not in control. For example, you might worry about your loved ones driving home in bad weather. There is nothing you can do to guarantee their safe passage, but you worry until you find out they have reached their destination unharmed. In this instance, worry is an attempt to feel useful and in control. However, worrying does nothing to ensure a positive outcome and it has an unpleasant effect o

The Music Of This World
Natural Sounds Meditation The tool most commonly used to focus our minds in meditation is the breath. When we sit down to meditate, drawing our attention inward counteracts our habitual tendency to be scattered. Meditation on the breath helps us gather our energy into our bodies, centering and grounding us in the present moment. Almost as readily available as our breath are the sounds of the natural world. From rain to wind to the ocean and birds, meditating on these aural manifestations brings us not only a sense of peace, but also an experience of connection to the physical world. It is easy to get stuck inside our own heads and our individual lives. We get caught up in our goals and plans and almost forget that we live in a world that is always there, humming away in the background. There is an internal shift that occurs when we tune into that background and really give it our attention. It’s as if we are discovering a more expansive world, because we are. We are also experien

Five Actions
Panchakarma "Panchakarma," a sanskrit word meaning "five actions," describes a series of gentle, natural therapies that boost the body’s ability to detoxify and rejuvenate. As an essential part of Ayurveda, India’s ancient holistic system of medicine, it is used to maintain the body’s balance to prevent illness or as the first step in holistic treatment. Panchakarma’s incredible purification improves healing throughout the body, mind, and spirit, clearing the way for the body’s healing intelligence to flow freely. Today, an oil massage, steam baths, and a special diet prepare your body for several days of relaxing, healing therapies at a spa-like medical clinic. A precise sequence of soothing treatments is then applied in such a way that brainwaves are stimulated and synchronized, creating deep relaxation and an expanded state of consciousness. At the same time, herbal therapies help flush toxins from the body’s systems and tissues while massage soothes the body and balances its

Conditioned Response
Reactions To Life Events Our experiences color everything. The events of the past can have a profound effect on how we see our lives now and what we choose to believe about our world. Our past experiences can also influence our emotional reactions and responses to present events. Each of us reacts to stimulus based on what we have learned in life. There is no right or wrong to it; it is simply the result of past experience. Later, when our strong feelings have passed, we may be surprised at our reactions. Yet when we face a similar situation, again our reactions may be the same. When we understand those experiences, we can come that much closer to understanding our reactions and consciously change them. Between stimulus and reaction exists a fleeting moment of thought. Often, that thought is based on something that has happened to you in the past. When presented with a similar situation later on, your natural impulse is to unconsciously regard it in a similar light. For example,

The Great Transformer
Loving What You Hate Hatred can be irrational, and it has a greater impact on the individual who hates than the person or object being hated. Yet overcoming hatred is difficult because hatred reinforces itself and causes greater enmity to come into being. The most powerful tool one can use to combat hatred is love. Deciding to love what you hate, whether this is a person, situation, or a part of yourself, can create a profound change in your feelings and your experience. There is little room for anger, dislike, bitterness, or resentment when you are busy loving what you hate. The practice of loving what you hate can transform and shift your emotions from hatred to love, because there is no room for hatred in a space occupied by love. Granted, it is difficult to forgo judging someone, love your enemy, and seek the good in situations that seem orchestrated to cause you pain or anger. But in deciding to love what you hate, you become one less person adding negativity to the universe

Do Unto Others
The Golden Rule All over the world, there exists a simple precept that, when followed, has the power to end conflict and banish strife. It is the Golden Rule, a key concept in many philosophies and spiritualities that admonishes us to “do unto others as we would have them do unto us.” Its meaning is clear: treat others only in ways that you would want to be treated. However, the golden rule is not always easy to follow. It can be a challenge to honor others as we wish to be honored. Yet, when we do so, we bestow a gift of loving kindness on our fellow human beings. And, in honoring others, we honor ourselves. It is as uncomplicated a tenet as one could wish for. When we live by it, harming another person becomes nearly impossible. The Golden Rule is rooted in pure empathy and does not compel us to perform any specific act. Rather, it gently guides us to never let our actions toward others be out of harmony with our own desires. The Golden Rule asks us to be aware of the effect ou

The World In A Bright Light
Grateful Everyday is a blessing, and in each moment there are many things that we can be grateful for. The world opens up to us when we live in a space of gratitude. In essence, gratitude has a snowball effect. When we are appreciative and express that gratitude, the universe glows a bit brighter and showers us with even more blessings. There is always something to be grateful for, even when life seems hard. When times are tough, whether we are having a bad day or stuck in what may feel like an endless rut, it can be difficult to take the time to feel grateful. Yet, that is when gratitude can be most important. If we can look at our lives, during periods of challenge, and find something to be grateful for, then we can transform our realities in an instant. There are blessings to be found everywhere. When we are focusing on what is negative, our abundance can be easy to miss. Instead, choosing to find what already exists in our lives that we can appreciate can change what we see i

Just To Let My Friends Know
As you know i have not been on fubar as much as i use to be mainly cause i am involved in several projects now that is taking alot of my time i will not be deleting my account but i will be spending less time here but dont worry i will always be here for my friends to help level or talk or whatever you need me for. As most of my friends know one of my very best and dearest friends Margie has done left the site and it just dont feel the same with her gone although i have met alot of new friends that have put so many smiles on my face and pulled me threw some hard days of missing her and i am very very proud to call of you my best friends and glad to have you as my family and sissi for anyone who would like my yahoo just let me know i will be glad to give it to ya but as i said i am not deleting my account just busy doing other stuff but i will be

Universal Feelings
Everything is Relative Every day we hear stories of personal suffering and loss that far exceed our own. When we compare our situations to those of people living in war-torn countries or those who have lost their homes and livelihoods to natural disasters, it is tempting to minimize our own experiences of suffering. We may feel that we don’t have a right to be upset about the breakup of a relationship, for example, because at least we have food to eat and a roof over our heads. While awareness of the pain of others in the world can be a valuable way to keep our own struggles in perspective, it is not a legitimate reason to disregard our own pain. Disparaging your feelings as being less important than other people's emotions leads to denial and repression. Over time, an unwillingness to experience your own feelings leads to numbness. It is as if our internal systems become clogged with our unexpressed emotions. This in no way helps other people who are suffering in the world. In f

This Is Hilarious
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Pain
I love this song. It has meaning to me. I have grown over the years and have overcome this. In times of pain, I am reminded but I will never go back. A Baltimore Love Thing (HD DVD Quality) - 50 Cent

This Is Pretty Accurate....
Your Heart Craves Love You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Happy New Year
Happy New Year To all my family and friends. and to all on fubar. May this year be better than the last.

Yesh
well things are going great working for marquette so far although no internet on the boat sucks just letting all know im still alive and miss you all. Hopefully will get laptop replaced soon and be back online asap hugz

Sooo Sleepy
so yesterday/last night was eventful... just not the way that i wanted. first off what sucks is that i had to be up at 4 in the morning to be at work... sounds exciting riiiight??? yeah well not so much... then i get to work and start feeling really really crappy, but im a tough girl i will just chill out and be alright. well 630 am rolls around and now i am sick as a dog and having horrible stomache pains. doing the whole bathroom dashes and everything. on top of running to the bathroom... at some point they painted the door bright white... out uniforms... are dark navy blue... so after trying to get most of the paint out of my clothes and junk i am still sick. the good thing was that i got to leave like 8 hours early but then spent those 8 hours at emergicare and the ER trying to figure out what was wrong with me... only to find out that i had some virus and they gave me pills to stop stomache cramps. not really the way i wanted to spend my day... JR is awesome though... went and

Hair Of The Dog--nazareth
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The Pursuit Of Happiness
Sometimes in your life you meet someone who makes you smile no matter when you talk to them. Someone you just can't talk to enough. They click with you on so many levels you wonder how you have lived this long without ever knowing them. It is really odd that at this point in life that would still happen. I thought by now I would know all of the true friends I would have in life. I guess as long as you live you make new friends. Although, something feels good here, different. I really can't explain without going into too much detail and I do not want to give myself away. How on Earth do you meet "The One" and they happen to be in the same town? Do you realize how many people there are out there? How many people you have yet to discover? I suppose the reality of it is you meet someone, there is a spark, and you fall in love, and live happily ever after right? Or do you…. What if your happily ever after evolves something, or someone you never knew was out there? If you run into t

Situations
I have been kinda down lately cause I realize that no matter how hard I try, things will never be the way I want them. My relationship had problems in the past about him neglecting me and not wanting to have relations with me. I feel that it is happening again. I know that I cant blame him cause he is far away right now, but he can make an effort. The conversations we have are mostly about his job and his school. The emails are just like the phone calls. If someone read the emails or listened to the phone calls they would think I am his personal assistant. He rarely tells me he loves me. I recently found out out some other stuff from his best friend that makes me question if he truely loves me. I just dont know what to do or think anymore. He never compliments me or encourages me on anything I do. I had weight loss surgery three months ago and I do work out hard and watch what I eat. When I tell him I lost weight he says of course you did cause you had the surgery. I want to say that I

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on, pooped on, chewed on, peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a

Bully For Lynne To Rebuild
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This Is How It Works!
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN: Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. HOW TO TREAT A MAN: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV. LoL So True!!

A Diamond
never take someone for granted,, hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were to busy collecting stones This holds true for a person I know :-) DJSessions52 Hope u dont mind I took this from ur profile!

You Know It's A Really Long Day When...
....you're going through the mail and you think you received a magazine called, "Armpit" and when you do a double take you realize it actually says "Imprint."

Hva Var Iggy I 1969?
Han var et bilde på Brian. Da nyheten om at Stones var kommet til avslutningen av samarbeidet med Brian fikk det konsekvenser. Dels ble det planlagt en avslutning på Brians liv i overenstemmelse med scenarioet som var bygget opp. Han var Fired. Handlingen med å sette Nico i forbindelse med Iggy var en kald-dusj på samme måte som den Brian fikk. Og det som sies med handlingen er at Brian kun var et menneske. Utenfor Stones var han nemlig det sett fra amerikanernes side. Han hadde vært fienden i 4 år. Uten gruppa si var han ingenting. Ved å sette Nico i forbindelse med en bjeffende mann kom hun automatisk ned på jorda samtidig. Hun var Earth-bound da hun fikk nyheten om Brians mysteriøse død noen dager etter å ha vært i studio (fortsatt i full overbvisning om at hun var dronning og Kleopatra). Problemet var at ved å komme ned på jorda på den måten ble hun konfrontert med seg selv. Og den eneste måten å hjelpe henne var å fortsette å drepe de andre elementene av teaterstyk

Who The Hell Do We Think We Are?
Man, we are told, was made in the image of God. Man has extended his own longevity, discovered nuclear energy, landed on the moon and developed technology beyond the point of being able to control it. It would seem that the price for all these amazing achievements is a fatal loss of balance between the head and the heart. There is no more powerful or destructive negative energy in the Universe than that of man’s delusional, over inflated egotistical concept of self value and self importance. We have convinced ourselves, that human beings are the chosen, the precious living creatures, over and above any known or imagined living beings in the great “ all that is “. We have even invented religions and gods which confirm and support this hypothesis. Our uniquely specialized brain and superior intellect, apparently places us in a position of dominion over all we survey. We even have Holly scripture which say so. If this be true, we have thoughtlessly, disgracefully and to our own detriment,

Verbal Diarrhea
sometimes there are things in life difficult to talk to others about. even common mundane things can be awkward and embarrassing. I'm overwhelmed with mixed emotions lately and wish very much that i could just let my mind be still...silent...at peace. i feel torn and confused and dissatisfied with my life in this body, and all the baggage associated with it. the thing that makes me the happiest right now also makes me the saddest...my heart is miles and miles away, in the hands of a man I'm crazy for. It's a difficult thing to persevere through. and it sucks not having the resources to just do as i please and go to him. ahhhh...but what do I know about anything anyway? perhaps close proximity is too much to ask for. i feel like I've won this huge prize but will never see it because of circumstance. Be grateful for what you have is what i keep telling myself.

Thug Passion
THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK ALIZE REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE MAN, AND WHEN PUT TOGETHER IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY,SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT.

My 2nd Trip To Ohio
Last week I went to Ohio to see my DJ Bear. We had such a great time together. Sunday we took Devin to the Mall for Pictures & then I talked to The Manager about Transfering - So I will be starting there feb 1st as of right now. Most of the time we didn't really do much we went to Dinner a few times with my Mom, Met his grandparents (well my mom did I already met them in July), his Aunt & a few cousins. New Years Eve we just stayed in drinking a little and played board games. Not much else really happened just spent alot of time together. I am moving there in a few weeks! So, wish us luck!

Psychic Vampires
I know you're supposed to help thy neighbors and all that. But where do you stand on help thy neighbors even tho they're psychic vampires that suck your will to live. I say screw em.

Find Ur Self
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if y

Dreams In The Night
Restless are the smoldering dreams of my soul Erotic images waken me in the still of night There is a fading vision of my soft velvety flesh Beckoning to be tasted and explored With fingers and kisses into the musty lust Feminine hands open the swelling lips Teaching the secrets of my arousal Inviting him into the walls of pleasure Showing him the wetness of my self pleasure Thrusting fingers in deep Stroking in and out they move Through the slick delicate folds Begging for his tongues devotion Moaning as he begin's to kiss Licking searching within Craving the bittersweet juices Legs draped over his shoulders My soft hands pulling him closer Back arched hips moving to each lick Nails raking his back as I reach orgasm which Explodes and runs down his chin Rising up he enter's into the slick folds Pulling me to him to suck on hard nipples Rocking gently in and out Hips building slick fiction Falling back I ride in total abandon Controlling

Second To None
These are some words I need to say to you and you'll know where Im coming from by the time Im through. When I tell you I love you,DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When I stroke your ego when your feeling blue and trying to show how much Im feeling you.DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When Im up all night trying to make it right, and agree with you to avoid a fight, DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When you feel like you have no friends, I'll be there for you until the very end, SO DON'T TAKE ME THERE. So when everything is said and done, What Im trying to say boo is,THIS GIRL COME SECOND TO NONE!!!!!

True Friendship
WHAT IS A TRUE FRIEND YOU ASK,,, A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU,SOMEONE WHO IS REALLY TRUE BLUE. A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN YOUR WRONG AND HAVE YOU SINGING A WHOLE NEW SONG. A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE REGUARDLESS OF HOW MANY FIGHT YOU HAVE AND STANDS STRONG BEHIND YOU LIKE MOSES STAFF. A FRIEND WILL STAY WITH YOU UNTIL YOU SEE, JUST HOW STRONG A PERSON YOU CAN BE,THEY WILL CRY WITH YOU, MAYBE EVEN FIGHT WITH YOU,BUT JUST REMEMBER THEY ONLY WANT WHAT BEST FOR YOU,

Leppie
bored and need some 1 to chat with.any 1 wanna chat with me send me a message

Your Whole Hands Are Both Full Is My Epiphany
Thirteen years ago … That Cadillac will drive us all crazy! We were supposed to get the gray Cadillac in our driveway as good as new. We did get the car, but it was with a bad battery (we think). Tonight the car still sits in the Triple D junkyard, where we hope that it can be fixed early next week. I got Freya’s card today, and it hurts that I’m still seen as overwhelming. I want to be able to commit, and I don’t want to disappoint someone. It hurts. “Suffer not the little children to come unto me; for the kingdom of God is made up of such as these.” At least my father isn’t openly racist – I remember we were at dinner in Crescent City and a young white woman came in holding an African-American (black doesn’t sound right in print) baby. All through dinner, he and Susan kept looking at them and condescendingly through them. The barrier between races, particularly in this last decade of the 20th century, may seem insurmountable. But it is not, because it must not be. P

How A Marriage Works
A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, 'Honey, I'll be right back.' 'Where are you going, coochy cooh?' asked the wife. 'I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I' m going to have a beer.' The wife said, 'You want a beer, my love?' She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer brands from 12 different countries: Germany , Holl and , Japan, India , etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, 'Yes, lollipop ....but at the bar...you know...they have frozen glasses....' He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, 'You want a frozen glass, puppy face?' She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pa

Jackass Is Begging For Money
So I get this shout today: red moon(C...: READ MY ABOUT ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU CAN DO BABY. Being Curious I check out his profile and this is what his about me says: "If you want to talk this is my number, 9312669408. i need money so I can do somethings and excuses come last. 4103 Dixie Rd. Ft.Campbell K.y. is where you can send me somthing if not just a letter of a friendly greeting and what you about.The name on the money order would be Andre Towns. Make smiles happen for me.Give me the privilage of being that speacial one because you prioritized my exsistance with funds to reach dreams seldom seen. Yall know what real is. Delete me or don't accept my request unless you can handle my mind. Take affirmative action cause life is no joke around my way. It's precious so I'm sincere when I tell you have a nice day.I need money in a major way and since I'm human I have to have love." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA That's right folks! With our failing economy he wants us to gi

Were Leaving Fu
dear friends, we have to leave fu we sorry .. we will leave this blog up for a week or so an we will also be deleating this account.. porkys is already gone we need to save our marrage more then be on this site... if you still wana talk to us then plz your more then welcome to add us on yahoo porkys yim is lil_satans_kidd and mine is paininthebutt91182 if your our true friend we hope to hear from you soon we love you all and hope to talk soon love always babez and porky

Hope And Disappointment...
"It’s precisely the disappointing stories, which have no proper ending and therefore no proper meaning, that sound true to life." -- Max Frisch "Don’t get your hopes up!" Were you warned of this as a child? What does this say? It says that life is bound to disappoint you. It says, don’t aim high because you’re not likely to get what you want. It says that we can’t expect good things to happen to us. As our thinking creates our reality, this kind of thinking dooms us to a mundane existence. It’s time to change our stories. Why not focus the immense power of our hearts and minds on bringing to fruition the very best life has to offer? Allow yourself to hope and believe in all possibilities. "Hope is the companion of power, and the mother of success; for who so hopes has within him the gift of miracles." -- Samuel Smiles "The very least you can do in your life is to figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that hope. Not admire it fr

This Looks Interesting
I just came across this ad, and it seems like a worthwhile investment for people who are interested in saving tons of money on utility bills. Please check it out and let me know what you think:

Why Can't Things Be Easy?
Don't walk infront of me because I may not always follow you, don't walk behind me because I may not always follow you, Walk beside me and be there for me the way I have you.... Just random thought going through my head with the millions of others... wondering if I'll ever find the one that will walk beside me and not infront of or behind me....

Bootyfulbadboy A$$hat
SHOW A PLAYA SOME FU-LUVIN a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2298229&friend=2298229" target=_blank>BootyfulBadBoy@ fubar ->BootyfulBa...: lmao whatever ....u cant see so u r pissed BootyfulBa...: Easy now fat girl.... ->BootyfulBa...: awww someone is butt hurt...same points no matter waht needle dick BootyfulBa...: I will get em without lookin at dicks.......thx ->BootyfulBa...: damn playa not to good at da game ->BootyfulBa...: i thought u wanted points??? BootyfulBa...: Guess not..........peace out ->BootyfulBa...: so your going to rate all 900 pics to see a folder of cocks BootyfulBa...: I rate all your pics, would ya add me then? ->BootyfulBa...: ohh ok,well nsfw is no points anyways,so u can rate the other first since you need points,,,your so sweet BootyfulBa...: ummmm, cause you're hott and I need some frickin' points... ->BootyfulBa...: ummm why? BootyfulBa...: Add me to your family girl.....

Where..................
Where did it all go...................

Auto 11s
Ok, I know what they are now. But how long do they last? And these people who have changed their names to Auto 11s..do they just buy bling pack after bling pack of them so their name doesn't come off as stupid? [which doesn't work.]

Just Smile
Amazing what a simple smile can do for a person's day....It can bring warmth and happiness to their gloomy day...It can bring a ray of hope... that friendship is here to stay...It is something you can give to someone freely...that will last them throughout the day...It's a reflection of someone's soul...that shines from far away...But most of all...it opens up their heart and lets love shine from within...that no one can take away....Smile So while you are out and about today...don't forget to share your warmth ...with a simple smile throughout your day...It is the key that can fit anyone's heart...and brings warmth and joy... throughout their day.... I hope you have a beautiful day my friend...Smile

There Are 3 Types Of Ppl In This World...pussies Dicks And Assholes
Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes

Body Wash
So this blog is to show stuff I use or like. Cuz I guess I think people care. [I'm pretty sure they don't, but it's my blog so stfu! :P]

Screen Name "good N Plentiful"
Level: Friend of fubar (10) Gender: Male, ? Location: United States Status: (NSFW open for all for rates for a couple hours) trust me it was neither good nor plentiful.... ->good_n_ple...: and not that impressive so piss off ->good_n_ple...: your profile is boring and your cock is just a cock good_n_ple...: will u rate them or no? ->good_n_ple...: woohoo ->good_n_ple...: okay i just looked good_n_ple...: oh ok, so u never view them? ort just havnet gotten around to it ->good_n_ple...: no... i haaven't even looked at your profile good_n_ple...: yw, u view nsfw? ->good_n_ple...: thank you good_n_ple...: good, very pretty ->good_n_ple...: fine good_n_ple...: hi there how are you?

Princess Leia's Starship Train
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await, including tags. 1. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, add, the crew and captian, just leave a blog comment http://fubar.com/blog/253720/948250 for the captain she will add you to the starship crew and on board the ship. Comments are encouraged. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your comment, repost the bulletin. Also, as an option, if you want please add "Member of Prince

Ode To Banana
Oh, banana... How yellow, how smooth, almost too beautiful to eat, I gaze upon your potassium rich goodness, I long to peel away your layers to reach your inner squishiness, I can feel your buttery richness on my tongue. Mmmm... How sinfully delectable. Wait, what?? Get back to work, Aurelia, geez. -REL

Do You Carry Your Umbrella?
We all have something to learn from this young girl. As a drought continued for what seemed an eternity, a small community of farmers was in a quandary as to what to do. Rain was important to keep their crops healthy and sustain the townspeople's way of life. As the problem became more acute, a local pastor called a prayer meeting to ask for rain. Many people arrived. The pastor greeted most of them as they filed in. As he walked to the front of the church to officially begin the meeting he noticed most people were chatting across the aisles and socializing with friends. When he reached the front his thoughts were on quieting the attendees and starting the meeting. His eyes scanned the crowd as he asked for quiet. He noticed an eleven year-old girl sitting quietly in the front row. Her face was beaming with excitement. Next to her, poised and ready for use, was a bright red umbrella. The little girl's beauty and innocence made the pastor smile as he realized how much faith

Family Circle Members Please Read!
The mad hustle and bustle of the holidays are over and I, for one, like the idea of kicking back, putting my feet up and sigh, "Thank Heavens"! As things go, most of you were still rating everyone during the holidays and I thank you so much for your diligence and your devotion to the group. Some of you have not been rating for some time and I am sad to note that. For those of you who have lost interest in the group I would appreciate notification that you do not want to be a member any longer so I may remove you from the group. If you wish to remain in the group, you must rate the members the minimum of 35 rates per week as was stated when you joined. Also have the group name or initials in your header. I do not like to see anyone leave, but it is not fair to the others if they are rating and you are not. Please comment so I may know that you have read this. We do have several openings in the group if you wish to recommend anyone to fill them. Luv ya all! Hoakie,

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Got Auto 11s On? Let Us Know!
If you're running auto 11s leave a comment here with the date! :) Those of you trying to level hit them up! I have been on this page and look! We're level 21. *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle*2nd LEVEL 30** FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar She runs them every day and gives blings too. She's a friend of the page. ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~R/L BF/FU-HUBBY TO FU-M@M@~DSC~SOUTHERN SEX SYMBOL~@ fubar Fu-Daddy is a friend of the page and runs autos 24/7 too! SEE COMMENTS BELOW FOR EVERYONE ELSE!

Rules! Very Important! Read First When Joining!
1. I (Vamp) expect you to r/f/a everyone in roster blog. They're ALL members of the group. 2. If anything comes up that you have a ? about hit up Vamp Morticia, JDHUNT or Carnage (when he's back online) on here or their main pages! They're in top family! 3. Treat EVERYONE in the group with respect. 4. EVERYONE should have Vamp Morticia's Victims in their name or VMV. OR display their tag as main pic 5. Make sure you keep up on the blogs and repost bulletins if needed. 6. YOU MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE! Or talk to Vamp about getting in on a trial for a week. THEN you have 1 week to get a salute done! 7. If someone needs help leveling help them out. That's what we're here for. :) I will post a blog for everyone to leave comments on if you're CLOSE to leveling. 8. Send me a picture link of a pic you would like in the group pictures folder. 9. There IS a group saultes folder. You MAY do a salute for the page but it's NOT required! 10. I don't

Love Stinks...lol
love is an addiction back to my old ways of not giving a fuk with an attitude so that no one will get close to hurt me again cuz love is an addiction that i fell into ....

Meat Loaf - I'd Lie For You (and That's The Truth)
I'd never tell you one lie, I'd never let you down I'd never leave, I'd be the one who'd always be around Baby give me a chance I'd pull the sun out from the sky to light your darkest night I wouldn't let one drop of rain fall down into your life Put your heart in my hands Baby Believe me, I could never do you wrong And I would never paint your world blue And if sometimes it seems I must have lost my mind I might be crazy but I'm crazy about you... I'd lie for you and that's the truth Do anything you ask me to I'd even sell my soul for you I'd do it all for you If you'd just believe in me Just take a look in my eyes, you'll see a love that's blind Just take a hold of my hand, I'll take you to paradise Ain't a star that's too far Your every wish will be a wish that I will make come true And if you want the moon I swear I'll bring it down for you Let me into your heart Believe me baby got your name carved on my soul ’Cause You're the only one that I

The Key To Your Success Is Desire
Your Daily Motivation – The Key To Your Success Is Desire. Tuesday January 6, 2009 THE KEY TO YOUR SUCCESS IS DESIRE. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you're willing to pay the price, any of your circumstances will change. If you want something badly enough, you're sure to get it. Obstacles don't matter very much. Pain or other circumstances can be there. But if you want to do something bad enough, you'll find a way to get it done. Your desire will in time externalize itself into concrete fact. Your reality will form around your commitment to succeed. Desire is the fire of life. You only have to love a thing greatly to get it. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =============================== Free Webinar: How to Thrive In The

The Love Story Of Ralph And Edna...
The love story of Ralph and Edna... Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays true Wingmanship. The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with

Bit Of Group Info
OK, after talking to a few people and thinking myself I think It's going to be called Vamp Morticia's Victims. It's a guys AND GIRLS group. I MAY start up a page of it's own for it but for now all the people joining will be listed in this blog (their link) and I will make a tag for them. This will be a group for everyone to help each other out with leveling and r/f/aing too! :) Just a fun group to be in. and you get to see ALL my NSFW pics! and more too if I make a page for it! :) Everyone in the group get SPECIAL treatment from me too! THANKS everyone! If interested hit me up! http://fubar.com/vampmorticasvictims That's the groups page link! Morticia EVERYONE WANTING TO JOIN MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE!

Leppie
ANY GOOD HEARTED WOMEN FROM PA WANNA GET TO KNOW ME?I DO NOT WANT JUST SEX,I NEED A CHALLENGE.SOME 1 WHO BELIVES ME THAT I DONT WANT JUST SEX.I NEED A WOMAN LIKE THE 1 I WANT.THAT I CANT HAVE.SOME 1 WHO WONT LISTEN TO WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY.PLEASE NO GAMES

Roster
EVERYONE WANTING TO JOIN MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE! Or talk to Vamp about getting in on a trial for a week. THEN you have 1 week to get a salute done! EVERYONE MUST R/F/A PREVIOUS MEMBERS ON THE LIST! OK!  THE LINKS IN THE ROSTER ARE NOT WORKING!  EVERYONE THAT IS IN THE GROUP IS IN THE FAMILY ON THE PAGE!  ALL YOU NEED TO DO IT R/F/A EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY!  THEN COMMENT ON HERE SO I KNOW YOU"RE FINISHED! :)  THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING! VAMP MORTICIA~JdHunts Wife~I like 2 Kiss Girls GF~Owner of V M V@ fubar The owner of the group! Vamp Morticia (tag maker)  jdhunt~Vamp Morticia's husband 4 life ~My Baby Owns me too!~VMV i will die with my wife vamp(ta@ fubar JDHunt is co-owner of the group. (Vamp's Hubby)  Beto aka Dj Devious One: Owner & Dj of UBG Lounge Member of VMV Group@ fubar  BETO WILL MAKE MORPHS/GRAPHICS FOR ANY GROUP MEMBER! BiBabyGirl...VMV & a Sarge's Bad Girl...DON'T LIKE BIGGER GIRLS GET THE F... OFF MY PAGE!@ fubar   "like Maxwell House, Good to the Last Drop!

Please Help Me Get Back To Level 22
HEY HEY HEY YALL I HAVE A HUGE FAVOR I AM TRYING TO GET BACK TO LEVEL 22 I WOULD APPRECIATE ANYONE WHO MIGHT BE WILLING TO HELP ME GET THERE AGAIN AND ANYONE WHO MIGHT WANT TO VIP ME OR AUTO-11 ME(IT WOULD BE A NICE WELCOME BACK PRESENT) HEHEH THANKS YALL...HUGS

Plz Send Back You Will Understand Why !!
PLEASE SEND BACK YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHY Ruth went to her mail box and there was only one letter.. She picked it up and looked at it before opening, but then she looked at the envelope again. There was no stamp, no postmark, only her name and address. She read the letter: Dear Ruth: I`m going to be in your neighborhood Saturday afternoon and I'd like to stop by for a visit Love Always, Jesus Her hands were shaking as she placed the letter on the table. 'Why would the Lord want to visit me? I'm nobody special. I don't have anything to offer.' With that thought, Ruth remembered her empty kitchen cabinets. 'Oh my goodness, I really don't have anything to offer. I'll have to run down to the store and buy something for dinner.' She reached for her purse and counted out its contents. Five dollars a

Att All Family And Friends
came on and her account was gone please help her get back to where she was shes got pics to rate! she was almost a GODMOMMA Scorpioqueen61@ fubar TO MY GIT R DONE FAMILY THIS IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND NEEDS ALOT OF HELP PLEASE HELP HER. THANKS! THE WATCHER

A Friend So Loved
Dear friend so brave so calm and true,In your soul doth beauty lay. Take not light this love I feel for you, Know that I think of you each day. The love you had, the love, you lost, the love that has returned. I know he guards you at whatever cost, that love for which you yearn. What ever pain and grief you bare goes through my soul as well. Should you ever know how much I care, only time and fate shall tell. Your beauty brings me such content, to know that you exist. The love you shared the time you spent, with you comes joy and bliss. I applaud your will and inner strength know this to no avail. Should lifes storms wash you to the brink, please use me as thy sail. Know that you are loved sweet faey, and know you're in my heart. For if ever should you fade away, of my soul you will always be a part. Poem written for a dear friend on July 10th in 2002.

Test Bully2
I HAVE THE BEST OWNER EVER!!CLICK HER PIC AND RATE ADD FAN BLING. SO WHATCHA WAITIN 4 .... SHOW HER SOME REAL FU-LUV PEOPLE!!!!! !

Out Of Curiosity!
ok so say that u were wanting things to work out with u and ur significant other! ur separated and not living in the same house! ur told that they want to work things out but find out they said it cause they knew u wanted to hear it!! ok then they say that they think we should see other ppl...... to see if it makes us miss what we have and bring us back together! total crock of shit or believable? hmmmmmm i want honest opinions plz!

Fu Fakeness
i think that i might take a fu break. I used to come on here to have fun, talk to people and forget about work. lately this site has been gettin to me. I know it's just a website but to me the people sitting behind the screen are real. Ive met so many people on here and have made some really good friends,whom i adore and would prolly meet in real life to hang out. dont know whats been going on lately,some of whom i adore are starting to look fake to me. i'm the kind of person thats like an open book,i wear my heart on my sleeve.im real and have nothing to hide. alot of you are getting the wrong idea bout me and i'm always being misjudged by the way i look, and i certainly do not like it. i feel like all i am is eye candy anymore and it makes me feel sick. so many ppl on here have hurt me or tried to and sum succeeded. i feel like im in high school with all the cliques going on..lmao @ fu cliques....which i'll never be apart of because im no follower. so maybe if i take a break, it may

Seductive Kisses Is Holding An Auction!!
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My Life
This is the thing I am 21 years old and all I want in my life is to happy but in order to do that I feel that I am getting angry all the time and that is not me. I think that I have some personally info that I need to figure out. The two main thing that I need to figure my self I can't get to it. So right now I am lost and have really nobody for direction instead my girl mary jane. She help to get raid on the pain in life for a little bit but it dosen't mean that it gone. The worst thing that a person can do is to suppress there feeling because you can exploed on somebody that you don't mean too. Thats whats going on to me right now and I don't like because it is not who I am. That is the main problem too every body have a purpose in life and I don't know what is mains. The thing for me to know that is for me to know who I am, not what I am but who. There still a lots of stuff me for to figure out but right now I have to figure where the hell I can get a boost mobile phone charger a

Cheater Cheater Lyrics
Cheater, cheater where'd you meet her Down at Ernie's Bar? Did she smile your way, twirl her hair and say how cute your dimples are? Did she use that line "Your place or mine?" while you danced with her real slow? Tell me cheater, cheater where'd you mee that no good, white trash ho? Liar, liar did you buy her whiskey all night long? Did you hide your ring in the pocket of your jeans or did you just keep it on? When the deed was done and you had your fun did you think I wouldn't know? Tell me cheater, cheater where'd you meet that no good, white trash ho? Now I'm not one to judge someone that I ain't never met But to lay your hands on a married man is bout as low as a gal can get Hey I wish her well as she rots in hell and you can tell her I said so Cheater, cheater where'd you meet that no good, white trash ho? Loser, loser hope you love her cuz your stuck with her now Take your sorry butt, load up all your stuff, and get the hell out of my house But I just wish y

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Life
WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU WINE,DRINK YOUR HEART OUT,BUT WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU THE SHITS,MAKE SURE YOU HAVE PLENTY OF TOILET PAPER!!!!

Deleted Acct.....please Help Her Level Back
HEY EVERYONE.....MY BEST FRIEND HAD HER ACCOUNT DELETED ON HER YESTERDAY...SHE WAS 1 MILLION AWAY FROM MAKING GODMOTHER......WHICH TOTALLY SUCKS THAT FUBAR DELETED HER ACCT WITHOUT ANY NOTICE......SO LETS SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE AND GET HER BACK TO WHERE SHE WAS.......THANKS TO ANY OF YOU THAT HELP IN ADVANCE!!! Scorpioqueen61@ fubar

Gall Bladder
Well all i get it out on the 16th of january yay!!!! then once i heal from that i get the kidney out

Survey
Are you afraid of losing the person you like right now? -not really Have you ever cried from being so mad? -yeah Does anyone hate your ex? -besides me? Is anything bothering you? -not really Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? -yeah Are you missing anyone? -yeah Song you're listening to? -Nothing right now What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? -why did i stay up so late What's your ex doing? -who cares Have you ever tried your hardest, then got disappointed later on? -yeah Are you happier now Or four months ago? -Now Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them? -Yes Who was the last person to call you? -D Have you made any new regrets this year? -not yet Have you ever been arrested? -yes Does anyone know your myspace password? -no Do you know a secret about one of your friends that would embarrass them? -probably Do you do your own la

Boring Is From Lack Of Interest In Life....it's Not From Life It Self.
Take an interest in life and you'll find it to be an infinite source of richness and value. Become fascinated with certain aspects of this world and you'll find an endless source of treasure and possibility. There is nothing in life that's boring. There are only people who choose to see things as boring. In fact, wherever you are and whatever you're doing can be truly fascinating when you decide to make it so. Life in any moment is as interesting as you wish to make it. When you're truly interested in what you're doing, you'll do it much more effectively. When you choose to take an interest, you'll discover whole new worlds of opportunity. You are immersed in a truly amazing and fascinating universe. With just the slightest spark of interest, you can begin to travel a path of discovery that will lead to beautiful places you cannot now imagine. Instead of complaining about how dull life is, truly take an interest, and follow that interest with passion. There is no limit to

Beleaguer
force to quit; upset

Friends Wanted
imikimi - Customize Your World! Tbone73 ~EXCALIBER PROMOTER~@ fubar

True Friends Or Users
You got people that is true to you and is there for you no matter what, then you have the users that takes advantage of you to get what they can out of you. Always keep your ears and eyes open at all times and watch their actions.

Winter In Canada (poem)
It's winter in Canada And the gentle breezes blow Seventy miles an hour At thirty-five below. Oh, how I love Canada When the snow's up to your butt You take a breath of winter And your nose gets frozen shut. Yes, the weather here is wonderful So I guess I'll hang around I could never leave Canada I'm frozen to the friggin' ground! author unknown

Ufo In Pennsylvania On 10/04/08
The following incident was documented to have taken place in Elk County, Pennsylvania in the United States at 4:45 am, on 4 October 2008: Two hunters had entered the woods at about 0445am. It had been raining and it was very dark. For lighting they had only a “hat light” and a mini Mag light. As the fellows walked further into the wooded area, they heard the sound of a coyote howl and the two men stopped. A short time later, they heard coyotes howling from various locations all around the woods. It appeared to be three different packs of the animals. The men had hunted quite often and one of the men said he had never heard so many coyotes howling like that before. At times it was hard for the men to communicate with each other. Suddenly about 150 - 200 yards ahead on the other side of a field they noticed two very dim glowing lights, the lights were about the size of a baseball and about two feet apart, and estimated to be about 15 feet above the ground. They glowed, “like the indig

Help
someone please tell me what auto 11's are about changed so much since last year when i used this profile last also can someone send me a message got no one to chat to yet¬

Account Was Wiped Startin Again
HEY EVERYONE....YESTERDAY SCORPIOQUEEN61'S ORIGINAL ACCT. WAS WIPED OUT.....FUBAR SAYS THEY DID NOT DELETE IT AND SHE KNOWS SHE DID NOT DELETE IT.....SO ANYHOW......SHE HAS STARTED ANOTHER PAGE.......WE ALL NEED TO READD HER......REFAN HER......RERATE HER.....AND SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE......SEND ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP US IF YOU CAN AS WELL.....SHE WAS ABOUT 1 MILLION AWAY FROM MAKING GODMOTHER......AND NOW SHE IS STARTING ALL FROM THE BOTTOM AGAIN......LETS SHOW HER HOW MUCH SHE IS LOVED..... Scorpioqueen61@ fubar

Mmm
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Nice Guys
This is one of those chain emails but I don't care if a million people repost it. I don't believe in that bs but I DO know this is what I want in a guy!!And to the nice guys out there I APPRECIATE YOU!!To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she g

Support
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Blueyedbella Has Auto's On!!
Yes People I am Pimpin' Myself Out!! I'd really like to be a Disciple!! Think you can help?? A litle over 1 million to go!!! From 11pm Monday to 11pm Tuesday, I have Auto 11's on so come get some points!! I always try to help others and now I'm asking for alittle love in return!!! I would greatly appreciated it if you send me a private message if you happen to hit my page... I like to return the love!!! Thank you!! xoxo ..::Auto 11's On::..ღ§êx×x¥ßlµÈ¥êÐßêllåღ~Dangerous Curves Co-Founder~@ fubar Special thanks to Sweet Man for treating me to Auto 11's!! Please be sure to hit him up too!! ~~" SWEET MAN KEN"~~@ fubar

Woman
She gave life. She is a wife. She is a mother and she is a friend. She is a sister and a survivor to the end. Appreciate her, we don't dare. Ask her worries, we don't care. Wipe away her tears, they are invisible as air. She works, cooks and cleans. She laughs, helps comfort, and hides her pain. When you struggle she pulls you through. All this is she and what do we do? Complain and create a mess. Provide stress and leave her feeling depressed. Push her away and ignore her advice. Tell her she is nothing without thinking twice. She was raped, tortured and abused. Told she was nothing and would always be used just for pleasure, forget her pain. She swallows her pride, put her feelings aside. Does as you need in order for you to be free. Ignores your ignorance and tolerates your flaws. You call her Bitch, Slut, How and Tramp. She answers with pride, dignity and a complete loss of self. You call her nothing. I call her Strong, Smart, Sensual, Caring, Giving, Surviv

Douglas William Jerrold
"The only athletic sport I ever mastered was backgammon."

Why
Why is every body so damn sensetive? "OMG SHE JUST SHOWED THE BEGINNING OF HER CLEVAGE CRACK! THAT IS SO NSFW!" or "OMG ALL HE WANTS TO DO IS FUCK! IS THAT ALL GUYS EVER WANT TO DO?" first off, this is an adult sight, if somebody wants to show a picture of them getting fisted, LET THEM. its their business. second, yes I fuck most of the time that I am awake and not at work. You dont like it you dont have to look at my page. and if I try and strike up a conversation with you, dont go bitchy on me immediatley. just say hey, dont want your cock. and at that point I can take a hind and piss off. Its not that hard. Ok I feel better now. Stop being so damn sensitive you yuppy fuckers.

Im In An Auction
so check dis out me an alot of otha hotties r in an auction so come check us out an bid on us u wont be let down! hurrs da link ta git u started an have fun http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2160212&albumid=1425385

Thought For 1/6
It’s only when you embrace your past that you truly move forward..

About Me
i am 48 years old guy looking for someone to go out or just stay i and watch movies or play games i am a truckdriver that go from maine to all over the usa always lookig for new friends my Philosophy is if i can make you laugh or smile and make an ass outta my self so be it

Where Are My Extra 11s?
Sent an email last night ... tried again this morning cuz i still don't have extra 11s and emails are empty and could not send an email. ... what's going on ... tried sending this to fubar support this morning and it would not go thru. Greetings; I know you may not have gotten my message since yesterday it said it's been 24 hours since you were here, however i sent an email with a copy of my payment for extra 11s. i still don't have extra 11s and my email is empty now. Can I please have my extra 11s? Ha... just did a copy paste and below was my payment confirmation. Please let me know what's up. Thanks! Tulsa's angel === 'fubar shop' wrote the following at '2009-01-05 20:21:23'.. > > > Your extra elevens payment has been confirmed! > > Extra elevens have been added to your account and you've been given 2,500 points!! >

About Me
well what can i say i am with the greatest guy in the world we are just not in love with each other we are bestfriends to and i have two great kids that he takes great care of and they are not his now thats a man. baby i know you are going to read this i love you with all my heart

Taking Entries - Sweetwaters Live Auction
SWEETWATERS SALOON WILL BE HOSTING A LIVE AUCTION IN THE LOUNGE - TAKING ENTRIES NOW! TO ENTER, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE, INCLUDE ALL OFFERS.ONCE I GET ENOUGH ENTRIES THEN I'LL ANNOUNCE WHEN THE AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE YOU MUST BE PRESENT DURING AUCTION - HIGHEST BIDDER WINS - IT'S THE REPOSIBILITY OF BOTH PARTIES TO FULFILL THE OFFERS & BIDS ™JÁÐʁ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

I'm Tired And This Might Be Off The Wall
have you ever seen the dentek brand in your local health and beauty section in wal mart? They got a formula that relieves jaw pain...does that work if you've suckd to much dick? (This next one is kinda gross; but what the hell I am a crude person) Ladies have you ever wondered if vampires were real if you could sell your used tampons as meal on the go bars? And those bulky pads as the new sub sandwich? (see told ya so) Here's one for the men...For those of you that have or have considered getting a Prince Charles(a penis piercing), have you ever wondered if your lady or gent would have to sing themselves free like selma blairs character in The Sweetest Thing? Man that's all I got for right now...I'm too tired for this.

Spendid 2 Much Moe Nay Toe Day...but Th@s Oh Kay.
cuz im werkn the boston bruins 2day n stuff......so blah! rp

Karma, Just Happens...along With Fate
Good Morning, the ATM joke yesterday was truly mean…for that I am sorry…however I just seen an un dignified death blurb where a woman was in an ATM line drove up dropped something on the ground opened her door and when the car rolled forward it squished her head in the car door…So perhaps the ATM differences between men and women are not all that far off… I found this in the archives files of Karma will reach up and snatch you into fate file… In 1983, convicted South Carolina murderer Michael Godwin, then 22, succeeded in getting an appeals court to reduce his death-by-electric-chair sentence to one of life in prison at the Central Correctional Institution in Columbia, S.C. Six years later, in March 1989, while sitting naked on a metal toilet and attempting to fix earphones that were connected to a television set, Godwin bit into a wire and was electrocuted. Apparently he should have chosen the prison gig instead, perhaps he would have just been but diddled ever so often by fellow in

Need A New Fu Slave?
IT’S A NAWTY NEW YEARS AUCTION AND I’M ON THE BLOCK AGAIN TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT I’M OFFERING MY NEW FU MASTER IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE, GO AHEAD AND CLICK THAT PIC AND BID I PROMISE YOU WON’T REGRET IT….I HAVE REFERENCES, LOL WHILE YOU’RE THERE, TAKE A SECOND TO R/F/A THE AUCTION HOSTESS ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By feeze@ fubar I LOOK FORWARD TO BEING YOUR FUSLAVE Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

Done
Who is it who calls me today the one who yells or the one who says stay? My mind is filled with doubt my head is splitting. What the FUCK do you want from me just make it clear or let me be! Spinning lower my thought they go darker and darker they grow with every day you fuck with me my hands grow even more steady. Everyday I think of you more and more I see the truth your the same as all the rest you use and use till there's nothing left. I smile I grin now let the fun begin! Tell me more lies call me the sinner tell me why I'm sick inside. Burn the image of me into the wall the demon the monster i will show you what horrors i can be! Your light grows dimmer your FUCKING DEAD TO ME! You back me up against the wall cast the stones at my face blood flows down my cheek and still i smile you know nothing of who or what i am your just pathetic weak insufficient trash your just damaged fucked in the head. I have had enough i am finished with these games push me again push me

My Thoughts On Life
You can't expect to meet the challenges of today with yesterday's tools and expect to be in business tomorrow. Now that I am older, I see why the idea of elder wisdom has passed from currency. Not to know me argues yourselves unknown. Farmers are respectable and interesting to me in proportion as they are poor. Retail is detail. The errors of faith are better than the best thoughts of unbelief. Care is a state in which something does matter it is the source of human tenderness. You -- poor and obscure, and small and plain as you are -- I entreat to accept me as a friend of the heart. There is something terribly wrong with a culture inebriated by noise and gregariousness. Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. Truth is far from the ones who seek it, but is never more than one can handle. To fail to love is not to exist at all, but to live life in an instance. Thus much for thy assuranc

My Savior
My heart was cold and locked tight till the moment you opened your eyes smiled and looked at me. Your gaze shot straight to my core and melted all the chains and tore down the walls made from years of pain, hate and self doubt. How can one as tiny as you break down a man to his very soul. When I hear you call my name I am filled with love and happiness i never thought I would feel or deserved to feel. you've opened up my heart to love again. Your smile brightens my day your laugh makes me smile and your touch can make me cry. Now the only thing I can do to thank you for the gift you gave to me is swear that I will always be there for you my Gracie Lou

Lost
Loss Current mood: amused Category: Life I woke up this morning with you on my mind. The feel of you hair running though my fingers, the smell of your body floating in the air. My mind goes numb my heart races I look around and you are not there you never were, you who curses me with these thoughts and dream All the fun times and memories we shared play over and over in my head reminding me your not real just a dream that I can never achieved. I call out your name but only silence is heard the emptiness and darkness is deafening and it crashes me down making me feel hopeless and lost. I fight and fight to break free of your grasp but the more I struggle the more I see how much you truly mean to me, as wicked as you are, your beautiful to me. The only mystery is why my heart want let go of you the one I never had but have always loved. This I know to be true till the end of your time love will haunt you, it will consume and control you, you can't fight it

This Shall Be Historic
Yes, this is a historic moment - my very first Video Mumm. I thought I would keep the standard high, at least as high as I have set it with some of my other mumms. So I asked a question of unknown, yet obvious, importance.

Lonesome Suicide
Sitting in the silence of the darkend room All alone, thinking of such a doom The thoughts of suicide No longer will I hide My pain etched on my face Sleeping soundly will replace What was once the sound of tears The sound of once forgotten fears Tearing deep into my wrist Punching that hole with my fist Breaking down, I just want to die No, I'm not kidding, this is no lie My sorrow brings me to such a place Scars that this blade will once again trace Blood streams down my arm This pain disperses, I see no harm Black as coal the blood does flow Crimson, I think you should know I bleed black, black as the pits of hell Bitter and cold is this excuse for a shell My ears ring the sounds of death at my door My wounds bleeding, I rise off the floor I can see my body lying there, cold and still Where there is no hope there can be no will My last breath drawn in, I will be free No one will mourn my death as you see For they do not know what is before their

No Antidote
No, this is not about anyone. I just couldn't sleep and it came to me. Under my skin your vile memory pumping through my veins taste lingering, scorching, tainting my lips Baby, there is no antidote for unrequited love sultry fingers ghostly, tracing enticing, intoxicated by your vampiric-like essence I need an antidote for unrequited love Juliet's dagger penetrating lacerating rupturing my soul star-crossed antidotes- misplaced in time

Everyone!
Hi to EVERYONE, Well I must tell you, I have had the most AWESOME 48 hours on this site I have ever had! So I wanted to take the time to tell everyone who came out to my page during my auto 11's and my happy hours on Sunday and Monday, THANK YOU SO MUCH for rating some or all of my pics. My birthday was Jan 5th also and I want to thank everybody for all of the beautiful cards, profiles comments, and all the wonderful gifts and drinks, you all sent me. I just cant say enough how absoutley awesome "everyone" that I have encountered on here is and I mean that from he bottom of my heart. So let me show you all some love...thank again, your friend always Diamond Deb MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Robbie Madison Checks In, Ashley Madison Contest Continues, Adios Rochester And Cape Cod - Listen To O&a On Satellite
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) Happy TuesDEE, guys and gals. The folks at the Opie and Anthony Show are still getting back into work mode, but that just means you'll have more to point and laugh at while we stumble about, trying to get our bearings...so, uhh, deal. Today, we're going to be talking to Australian stunt motorcycle rider Robbie Maddison, who made that amazing jump at the Paris Hotel In Vegas (click to see the video) Turn On Your Paltalk: Want to see what a few weeks of rest and relaxation does to a worn out bunch of radio dopes? You should Turn On Your PALTALK and head to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room. Even if you don't give two shits what WE look like, you're bound to see some naked girls getting dressed, sleeping, and/or showering. We loooove the Paltalk! Let's welcome the most awesomest sponsor to the Opie and Anthony POgram... it's PORN.com!! How fortunate is the bastard who registered THAT

Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Mike Dillard has made quite a "splash" recently in the network marketing world. Many a network marketer has had an inbox filled with videos of Mike touting his expertise in "attraction" marketing.He has intrigued many of us with his cutting edge style of Magnetic Sponsoring. Mike Dillard is quite glib and articulate and certainly seems to know his "stuff."With all that expertise, many of us have wondered if Mike is active with a network marketing business himself. The truth is that Mike Dillard has been highly successful with a network marketing company by the name of "Carbon Copy Pro." In fact, Mike Dillard is the "right hand" man of Jay Kubassek, who is the company's leader. "Carbon Copy Pro", according to Jay Kubassek, will create 100 millionaires by the year 2012! Learn about making REAL MONEY right nowJay and Mike appear together on the company's required informational dvd entitled," Inside Out."The main product line of Carbon Cop

Fellow Americanas! What Is A Japanese?
It is a small Rat. Like all women obviously she is ratlike in one of her animus. The main thing abouth the japanes Rat is that she wants to eat you cock. Just your cock and balls. That is all she is interested in! Does that make you scared Bill? It is nothing. Let her eat your whole body and drink your blood. It is only natural for her. And by the way hillbillys: Kick Out The Jams. Let us get all the Ukks out of our country. The MC5 said it once and for all in 1969. Or kick out the James like Iggy would put it. If the french won't fire them why can't we do it for them! Hahaha! Hahaha! And let us kill the german naziwomen at the same time! HA! iT'S 1969 OK??????????

Check Him Out
Are you looking for a great new friend? Please check this great man out and show him lots of love Rate/Fan/Add/Crush/Bling him hard puddy@ fubar Please tell him cutemommy82 sent you ~*~cutemommy82~*~ I'm his diamond and the queen of his heart!!! love u baby@ fubar I wish you a wonderful day!

She.
Her first memory was a dream. In this dream she was sitting in a theater, the lights were dark and the large white screen illuminated the room. There was no smell, no noise, it was empty- like her. As she sat in the very back row her thoughts wondered until a tiny black dot came across the screen appearing larger with her every breath in perfect cadence. What is this? As the dot got larger it took the shape of a dinosaur and one that was definitely carnivorous at that. From the left of the screen a figure- small but defined walked out. As she inhaled the figure became clearer. It’s me but why? Tapping her leg nervously she watched herself walk up to the dinosaur. The dinosaur looked at her in the row sitting quietly and back to her on the screen. What is this? In a single swoop and gulp she was gone. No remnants almost as if she never existed. But I do. These dreams have diminished over time to the point where when she sleeps she craves for the oddity. Each day

Hydaway Rx
I had a dream the other night that I was working at the Walgreens up the street from me. Yet everything had Rite Aid written on it. That was very strange. What was even more strange was that my manager was this chick Jessa from Hydaway Radio. I had seen her on cam earlier that day. She was wearing PJ's on cam, but in my dream, she was dressed up in a sexy business suit. She was walking out the door barking orders at me, telling me I needed to ring up a certain number of customers to keep my job. I needed 200. When I started the day, the register said 5 customers were rung up. At the end, the total was 395. So I had saved my job. The dream ended there. Its no coincidence that day, I was at Walgreens and I had seen Jessa on cam that night. I have always figured out that small instances throughout my day wind up being what I dream about. Very peculiar.

Confused
there are times it seams that no mater how hard you try that u always seam to get told that your not my type we are better off ass friends why cant people just come out with there feelings

Here I Stand
I stand here all alone looking out into the mist, wondering what it would be like, to be held in someone's arms again....that I so much miss...To have the warmth of his breath on my neck... as he holds me close...While I feel our hearts pounding at the thought of a kiss...we lean back and look in to each other's eyes...seeing the fiery passion that burns deep inside...His fingers slightly moves my hair to the side...while I let out a little sigh, from his soft touch to my face... we draw closer for our first kiss...as our lips touch softly...while the passion deep inside of us starts to flow with loves embrace...So I stand here wishing... that my true love will find me...Smile

I Am A Cow. Ar Ar Ar, D.
FORKLARINGEN PÅ DYLANS SJAKKSPILL. Har du lurt på hvorfor begge dronningene befant seg innenfor Dylans kontroll? Nico og Janis var begge fastlåst i sine roller som Nazidronning og Isis. Begge likte garantert kong Brian, men de var utilgjengelige. De befant seg på Amerika-siden av brettet. Årsaken var at Brian ble drept umiddelbart. Spillet var over i øyeblikket det begynte. Dette er grunnen til at spillet kunne fortsette i det uendelige. Brian visste at han var drept selvfølgelig, og han holdt ut i 3 år. Han ble drept dels på Highway 61 og dels via en voldtekt på Chelsea Hotel. Det er umulig å vinne med det utgangspunktet og Ux i bakhånd. Dylan var uangripelig. Dels pga sin moralske rolle som protestsanger, dels pga jødenes skjebne, men først og fremst fordi han var Amerikaner. Morrison var bare en bonde som gir et bilde på Ux' underliggende støtte. Og han kunne drepes i '71 med letthet ettersom resten av deltagerne var blitt amerikanere. Bw og Stones de mest synlig

Your Smile Shines Through
You are beautiful within You are beautiful without There's no reason for your mind to Be consumed by senseless doubt There are times we will remember There are nights we won't forget If we value every moment We will never feel regret You have wisdom of exemption You are gentle like a child You will always be protected You will never lose your smile There are friend who will remain Within our thoughts throughout our lives There are ties that can't be broken There are bonds that cannot die Everything you do Your smile shines through

Johnny Riggs Birthday Train... Sam I Am
Johnny Riggs's Birthday Train "Sam I Am" The Rules: 1. Stop by Johnny Riggs's page, rate the Happy Hour and My Hero folder of pics... He will be hosting a Happy Hour at 6pm Fu-time... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Happy Birthday Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday Johnny," "Sam I Am train" or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list...

Auction Up For Akamrs. T Damiendarke Doing The Dam Thang!
"IT A NEW 2009 AND YEAR AND GUESS WHAT AKAMRS. T IS IN ANOTHER WHAT YOU SAY! A AUCTION THAT WHAT I SAY! WIN ME OR JUST STOP AND SHOW A LADY SOME MAD LOVE! JUST MOVE YOUR MOUSE BELOW AUCTION PIC: WIN A LADY ALL DRESS UP IN RED JUST FOR YOU!

Flashback
Ok this is going to make you go Aww Even for me... I just remembered something that made me all smiley and giggly.... I was hanging out NYE with a great guy! He truly is a great guy. Well... I was cold, practically shivering when he decided to take his sweater off and let me wear it for a good while. *sighs* You know how good that made me feel? A guy hadn't done that for me in such a long time... a really, really, really long time. Just thought I'd share. I felt like giving him a super long hug and a million kisses, but I was just listening to his every word as he spoke about his friends and his friend's son.

My Inbox Messages
"ERROR: message 49731197 is not your message!" Here is where it all started tonight.......sigh. I can SEE "1 unread message" on my bar tab, but when I click to open it, the above line is what is written. Normally, it would not matter THAT much to me---well, it WOULD, but I could /would have to learn to live with the fubarish world here....but THIS message was going to be so special......just have that feeling... I sent SHOUTS to Baby Jesus and 2 bouncers...also found out from others through the shoutbox that THEIR mailboxes are ALSO emptied.....so it was a huge FUBAR-FRENZY disaster here. What I want to know is : can our mail all be retrieved, or is it gone forever? If someone sent me his email address, I will need it again to be on the safe side. Here I thought 2009 would be a better year than 2008. I still pray it will! Who knows? Maybe I lost that LOVE of my LIFE in that message! For now, pleasant dreams as I head off to bed...

Not With Stupid Anymore
Wow it's been ages since i wrote in this thing. I'm not with my stupid ex anymore. His name was Rob. I met him on here. He was a very violent and mean individual and eventually I had to call the cops on him and he went to jail and did community service, had to pay a fine and was found guilty of domestic violence. he's been gone for a while now, and I've had trust issues with men ever since. But I'm getting over it, time heals everything you know... I'm working for a school district here in Pierce County. I really enjoy my job. I'm an assistant to the registrar and love all the girls I work with and enjoy going to work each day. I'm currently single, and not quite sure what I want. I love making new friends and talking to people and helping people. I have a very few close friends in my life... I hate drama and I don't associate much with people who bring it into my life. (Hence part of the reason I got rid of Robert, he was the biggest drama queen ever lol) It ta

Me On My Own
you call me hot"..you call me sexy, but did you ever take time to pause and truly look inside my heart?..we all have fun, we all have crazy thoughts,..... but ,i was always left wondering where i stand? YOU! friends are all dear to me.. some i am attracted to.. some i truly like.. you know who you are, i do not mind you not being interested... am here anyway, some i dearly love.. and am very close too, that doesn't mean they are all bf's too.but there is one you felt like you really love so much, beyond this fu bar thing.... but sometimes they just seems to just play on you!...so.. I AM SETTLING MYSELF.. BEING JUST ME.. I AM NOBODY'S BABY, NOBODY'S DARLING....NOBODY'S GIRL..JUST LET ME SHARE A NET LIFE WITH YOU". dont offer me anything..if you are a friend you'll stand by me"..in my worst time, in my happy times..you'll never lie, you'll never play"....

I Wanna Be Your Dog
Jeg unnlot å nevne at Iggy antagelig skrev I Wanna Be Your Dog før han traff Nico. Det er mulig at kjennskapen til låta blandt Warhol-klanen skjedde tilfeldig, f.eks i sammenheng med en gryende interesse i bandet MC5 (også fra Detroit) noe som kan ha fått mennesker fra New York til å interessere seg for den adskillig mer interessante personligheten som Iggy virkelig var. Det kan ha fått noen på den genistreken å benytte seg av Iggy i Anti-Nico projektet. At Warhol benytter seg av ham på Ugano's er opplagt. Like opplagt som at opplevelsen av å skjønne hva han var kommet borti var totalt ødeleggende for unge James. Like opplagt er det at Iggy nektet å spille låter fra bandets første periode (da han ble løftet opp til ære og berømmelse på nytt av Bw i 1972). "Nah, we ain't gonna play I Wanna Be Your Dog" innrømmer han på ett av konsertopptakene fra Michigan Palace i 1973 (før han fremsier en del av teksten som et lite dikt). Iggy var blitt brukt, mot sin vilje. Men det fri

Bye Fubar!
Leaving Fubar, BYE FUBAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ownership....
i'm currently owned my bludgeon, should i be scared?

Woot Woot
Well...I've been on exactly a month today and I work for two lounges...ENFORCER/PROMOTER/GREETER @ DRAGON RIDERZ LOUNGE AND HOG WILD BAR & GRILL!!! ...And I must say that my bosses are excellent peeps to work for!!! COME JOIN US ANY TIME, NEW FACES ALWAYS WELCOME!!!! Just copy and past the links into your browser ::: FOR DRAGON RIDERZ LOUNGE PLEASE USE : http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63535 FOR HOG WILD BAR & GRILL PLEASE USE : http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63649 HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON!! ESPECIALLY MY IN TOWN FRIENDS!!!

Pj's
Ok I don't think a women should have to get all dolled up to go to the grocery store, or run around doing odds and ends. You shouldn't have to put your make up on, curl your hair, wear those really nice tight fittin' jeans and cute top. BUT--come on ladies--pj bottoms, nasty tshirts and slippers????? If you aren't getting out of your car, fine, but if you are going into the store, put on some damn clothes, shoes and brush your hair. I have worn my pj's to drop the kids off at school, but i don't get out of the car until i am home. Most of these women are usually married and seem to think who the hell do i have to impress, well here is my thought on that. You don't have to be trying to impress everyone or anyone, but it makes people think you have no class, feel unsatisfied with yourself, and honestly your husband would probably love to be in public with a women that takes a little pride in herself. I use to be very heavy and I had no self esteem--still don't--but I always did my

Unhappy People
Unhappy people are usually unhappy because they have not mastered the ability to be happy within themselves. Therefore, they may try and gain happiness/pleasure through others no matter what that entails. Don't get confused with my usage of unhappiness and then compare it to depression because they are two different things. This article is about unhappy people - not depressed people. An unhappy person often uses others to get what they need out of life. At first this may work, but after a while the relationship begins to experience problems because their partner cannot tolerate the life getting literally sucked out of them. This kind of needy and spongy behavior is what the medical and psychiatric establishments like to call, "codependency". There is nothing really wrong with these kinds of people, except for the fact they need to come out of their selfishness, grow up, be accountable and take responsibility for their own happiness. Unfortunately when certain establishments coin

Our Kind
For so many lifetimes we have come to save humanity from themselves. Once again we have awoken to a time of change. The life of a wandering soul is a long journey with many twists and turns along the way. We live in a world not made for our kind. Rather it has been formed into the ways of the mundane. There will come a time soon when the miraculous will once again manifest.

Donations For Spotlight For Special Cause...read Me
I see a lot of people doing this, figured I'd do it as well....with a twist. As of now, I am requesting donations for spotlight. The reason? So that for one day, it's Think Pink day here on Fubar. And for the most part, i don't even care if it's me or someone else in the spotlight or not, just as long as breast cancer awareness has the stage in it. Your help is greatly appreciated. Pass this along to all you think might be interested in helping me out. Thank you all very much and as always, think pink.

The Feast
The Feast by StarFields We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quive

Alex Is Just 300k Away!
♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥ has AUTO 11s!!! Alex is a really good friend of mine and she is just 300k from becoming a Godmother. She only has a little under 300 photos. Please give her a good, hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. ♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥:@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar

Public School Dress Code!
As of Jan. 5th 2009 (yes right after x-mas) my 16 years old son's school decided to put this dress code into effect. I can agree with some dress codes in school but I think this has gone to far! I am pissed as are other parents and we want to know what we can do about it? Dress Code Policy The intent of this policy is to ensure that our students dress appropriately, are not disruptive to the educational process, and do not compromise the safety and security of our school. While requiring a specific type of clothing, it is not our purpose to interfere with student decisions or freedom of expression. However, the safety of all students, the security of the building, and the environment in which our students learn must be the foremost objectives of our school. I. PANTS: Should be casual/dress/corduroy pants of a solid color: • Khaki (Beige) • Navy Blue • Black • Gray • Striped, plaid, or print a. Pants must be sized to fit the student (i.e. one size to the st

Bad November - Track 4 - Who I Am
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Track - 4 - Who I am Lyrics from the song Who I am When I dream/ I am dreaming of you/ Every time I take a step/ I'm one step closer to the truth/ Do you see me?/ Like I see you?/ Do yo

Talking To Your Self
I like this it really true! i tried tell some people but they assume im just crazy now im sure im not! Peter Griffiths Daily Herald Column 1980 Talking To Yourself Daily Herald April 25, 1980 Many people talk to themselves, silently or aloud. Some become upset if they catch themselves talking to themselves. There is no reason for them to feel upset. There is nothing wrong with them. Talking to yourself is good for your mental health, as long as you realize you are talking to yourself, and say good things to yourself. Stepping outside of your skin and having a good look at yourself helps you to better understand what you feel, and also, how you are behaving. Others may do this for you, with the intention of helping you, but it is only when you actually have that chat with yourself that you really believe what you hear being told to you. One important rule when talking with yourself is to focus on positive messages about yourself and positive actions you can take.

This Is The First Few Chapters
In the darkness, amongst the trees, in the deep dark woods, people where fighting against each other for life and for freedom, but they are not human nor gods creation. They were in fact demons. Born on this world, half – breeds as some people called them. One of them is a rebel vampiric angel, a powerful being of beauty and speed. She id one of the half – breeds that fight to have her rightful place as the queen of all vampires and she will do anything to get that rightful place. “You are not going to win you foul creature,” said one demon fighter. “Even if it kills us,” another stated. Standing with her armor of gold dragon scales and the sword filled with the blood of all the other demons that attacked her and failed. “There is no way you will win this night, even the moon of blood will not stop me until I have my place as your queen.” She smirked. With the stare in her hazel green eyes and her long black hair in a braid, she gets ready for another attack form the last two

Thank You
OK SO I REALLY JUST WANTED TO TAKE A FEW MINS TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN HELPING ME OUT TO GET TO GODMOTHER . AS EVERYONE KNOWS MY VIP RAN OUT YESTERDAY SO IT'S WILL BE A LITTLE HARDER NOW BUT THAT'S OK . I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AN IF THERE'S ANYONE I DIDN'T GET BACK TO PLEASE LET ME KNOW AN I WILL RETURN THE LUV . I LUV ALL MY FUFRIENDS EVEN THE ONES THAT GET LOST A LITTLE LOL OR DON'T COME AROUND AS MUCH ANYMORE YOU ALL ROCK IN YOUR OWN WAY AN I'M LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS =)

Broken
Stuck No room to breathe Drowning in the aftermath Broken My mind is numb So why do the tears flow Angry At you And myself... mostly at myself Why Cant I stop Please help me stop Confused If you love me... Why dont you want me to be happy Scared I love you I dont want to hurt you Help me stop

Im A Loser
I am leaving fubar for awhile because I cant stop being scandelous. I am hurting the woman I love nd I dont want to lose her forever. It doesnt help when there are so many sluts that want to help me out in lying or being naughty. (i.e. a certain k bunny in a certain chat room) But anyway I want this to work with her so I will not be Djing or online till I can get myself under control. Ill miss all my friends. Nate

You Started It!
A young attractive guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, ' Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job.' The social worker behind the counter said, 'Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a Chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his 2008 Mercedes-Benz CL, and he will supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll also be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips. This is rather awkward to say but you will also have as part of your job assignment to satisfy her sexual urges as the daughter is in her mid-20's and has a rather strong sex drive. A two-bedroom loft type apartment with plasma T V, stereo, bar, etc. located above the garage, will be designated for your sole use and the salary is $200,000 a year. 'The

She Got 20k To Level Plz Help Her To Level To 21
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Angel Dawn Kris Rawks Check This Out
I WANT TO INTRODUCE MY GREAT FRIEND ANGELDAWNKRIS JANUARY SIXTH 2009 IS HERE TWO YR ANNIVERSARY ON HERE SO CLICK ON MY AWESOME FRIEND'S LINK AND F/A/R/B HER!!!!!! *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Screwby N Crazed Maniac@ fubar PIMPOUT BY: POOKIE COONASS Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven@ fubar BeyonceSuga Mama

Is That Too Much To Be Askin' For?
imikimi - Customize Your World! Oh there's something 'bout a man in black, Makes me want to buy a cadillac, Throw the top back, And roll down to Jackson town, I wanna be there on the stage with you, You and I could be the next rage to, Hear the crowd roar, Make 'em one more, I'll kick the footlights out, I wanna love like Johnny and June, Rings of fire burnin' with you, I wanna walk the line, Walk the line, 'Till the end of time, I wanna love, Love ya that much, Cash it all in, Give it all up, When you're gone, I wanna go too, Like Johnny and June, I wanna hold you baby right or wrong, Build a world around a country song, Pray a sweet prayer, Follow you there, Down in history, I wanna love like Johnny and June, Rings of fire burnin' with you, I wanna walk the line, Walk the line, 'Till the end of time, I wanna love, Love ya that much, Cash it all in, Give it all up, When you're gone, I wanna go too, Like Johnny and June, Like Johnn

Hvem Svek Brian I Stones?
Mitt tips er Bill Wyman. Spørsmålet er hvordan man kan bevise det. Wyman var den eneste som stemte mot utkastelsen. Men selve utkastelsen av Brian fra gruppa var antagelig ikke en strategi i seg selv. Det førte til hastverksproduktet The Stooges. Det måtte skje på den tiden ettersom Brian var mer elller mindre død. Og I'm Jumping Jack viser det med all tydelighet. Brian var egentlig klar over at tiden var ute. Uansett hvor fortvilet han ble. Hvorfor gjorde Wyman det? Hvis vi ser på mengden med låter som Brian ga bort er det mulig å tenke seg at personer som mottar en slik gullgruve blir grådige. Men ikke så grådige at de bomber fjellet. Bill fikk kun en låt. Men det kan ha vært nok til å sette igang de virkelig onde sidene av ham. Årsaken kan derfor ha vært Misunnelse. Interessen hans for Mandy Smith peker mot Brians tidlige historie med den mysteriøse graviditeten til Brians jomfrukjæreste. Og Brians dametekke hadde Bill benyttet seg særdelses grovt av som han

What Are They Thinking?
So I'm watching the postgame of yet another disgusting loss in a BCS Bowl Game and I have to listen to the regular garbage that spews from the ignorant mouths of less-than-intelligent players. This particular player of course started by giving "glory to God". He then thanked God because without Him, "I wouldn't be here and we wouldn't have had the kind of game we had". Now, thinking about this statement, I can only figure two reasons God wanted Texas to win. Either Texas is God's favorite team, which we know isn't true because Notre Dame is. (Don't believe me? Two words: Touchdown Jesus) The other reason would be because God had bet on Texas to win. Call me crazy, but I really don't see God betting on Texas to win a Bowl game, so from now on, maybe players should think before they talk with a camera pointing at them. But that's just my opinion.

Rate Elmo N Sponge Bob For A Cupcake Bling
rate the elmo and sponge bob folder during HH for a cupcake bling plz pvt msg me be for u start!!

Pink Is Back Happy New Year
FIRST OFF I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS....I HAVE BEEN OFF FUBAR FOR 2 MONTHS DUE TO SOME ISSUES RELATED TO ELECTION DAY HOWEVER I DO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ANYONE THAT I MAY HAVE OFFENDED THAT DAY AND KNOW THAT I MEANT NO HARM. SECONDLY MANY OF YOU DON'T KNOW I AM 8 1/2 MONTHS PREGNANT AND EXSPECTING MY FOURTH CHILD YEP ITS ANOTHER GIRL AND I JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL THE NEWS AND SAY HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED BEING ON FUBAR AND HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED MY DEAREST AND SWEETEST FRIENDS I MADE HERE. I ASK THAT NO ONE TALKS TO ME ABOUT POLTICS OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE THATS WHAT GOT MY OTHER ACCOUNT BANNED AND DELETED BECAUSE I ALLOWED A FEW PEOPLE TO GET THE BEST OF ME AND BETTER MY JUDGEMENT. I AM STILL THE SAME OLD COWGIRL IN PINK BUT BACK WITH A NEW AN IMPROVED ATTITUDE AND OUTLOOK THIS IS A NEW YEAR AND SO LETS MAKE EACH OTHER SMILE AND LAUGH AND REMEMBER WHY WE ARE TRULY HERE ON FUBAR AND THAT IS TO MAKE FRIENDS LAUGH AND HAVE FUN SO HOPE

My Seventh Ever Fuslave.
Mary Jane Blaze - Worthy of being admired - PROMOTER @SUBZERO ~~ owned by Redz28@ fubar

My Bday Bully From Jc & Uncle Abe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FAT SONNY......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar GO SHOW THE BIG GUY SOME BIRTHDAY LOVIN!! ADD~FAN~RATE~BLING BIRTHDAY PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .@ fubar AND

Party This Weekend
hey everyone having a bday party this weekend in nc and if u on my friends list and in nc let know if u wanna attend it will be in the country and will bonfire and it is bring your on beer party lmao

Are You An Auto 11 Virgin??
Yup, I'm doing it again!! I'm giving away an Auto 11 Bling to someone who has NEVER had one!! So, if you are an Auto 11 virgin, or you know one, send me a private message, NO SHOUTS, with your name. If you are nominating a virgin, then PLEASE send me their profile link! I will include a message letting that person know who wanted them to have the bling. You don't have to rate or comment ANYTHING! Just send me your name! I will respond to your message to let you know you are entered. PLEASE no need to respond back! All names will go into a hat and 1 lucky name will be drawn. Only 1 entry per person but you may nominate more than 1 person. (do you know more than 1 virgin? lol) It may take me a little time to respond back as I have done this before and was flooded with entries. Please be patient! I will award the winning Bling at 9pm tomorrow night, 1/6/09. That is 9pm, pacific standard time. (west coast for those geologically challenged!) Remember, this is for Auto 1

Bad November - Track 3 - Anarchy
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Anarchy - Anarchy, anarchy/ Throw your books away/ Anarchy, anarchy/ Question what they say Track 3 - Anarchy College indeed flew by during September. I barely

Could Use A Little Help!
HEAR ME OUT HERE.. So.. times are rough for everyone right now money wise and well i've been wanting an XBox. I did some research and found this really awesome program that ACTUALLY WORKS, saw the videos and everything. I'm 20% done I just need 11 more refferals. There's 2 ways to do the system one is a point system where you earn your xbox all by your lonesome self. another way is via refferals getting other people to join which is what i'm doing. All i had to do to validate that was complete one offer and i did it for a free credit report *make sure to cancel before they bill you!* once you get your link you can do what i'm doing and get your free one to. It's a great program. And you may want to make another email address to catch the spam. Here's the FaQ: 1) What is the catch? Why does this company give out free XBOX? When you complete the offer, the advertiser will pay TRAINN some money. When you refer your friends, the advertisers will also pay TRAINN more money. So, aft

Never Enough
I would consider myself lucky and blessed each and everyday. I have a house, i have my family, my mom would do anything for me, i have some of the gretest friends in the world. My boyfriend is amazing and i have the things i need and want. So why am I so depressed. I am striving to make myself a better person. Going back to school was a big challange for me, but I did it. I didn't do that well but I got distracted along the way. I have one friend inparticular who pushed me to go back to school and when i did we were fine. but then she wants me to do this and do that and lose some friends she doesnt like or dump a guy she doesnt like. Like she is my mother. and its getting old! I had to listen to her bitch at me for 2 hours on the phone today cuz i never call her or see her im always stuck up chad's ass. but what she doesnt get is that its not chads fault its hers. I dont wanna be around that bullshit all the time. she makes me feel so bad about myself at times and i just wanna punch he

Will You Remember
WILL YOU REMEMBER We haven't known each other very long but we've helped each other sing our song If there comes a time when you're gone is there a place in your mind that I belong Will you remember my kiss on your lips and the touch of my fingertips Will you remember the places that we went and all the great times that we spent When you think back, will you be sorry we met when you think of me, will your heart be full of regret From time to time will you smile and think of me Or will you pretend I never was and erase me from your memory Will your remember our first kiss or will it be the last one that you miss Will you remember how things began or will you only remember how things end We've had some good times and for that I'm glad there's been times you've brought me up when I was sad Sometimes before you've really begun, things will disappear like the setting sun when this happens, all you have left is what you have done Will you remember how I tou

Jan 6-12
Hey Everyone....headed to sunny Florida for some much needed rest & relaxation. Not to mention I need to escape New Jersey for a little bit...hate the cold weather! :) If I'm not on much this week, that is why!!! Leave me love and messages and I will get back to you all upon my return! XOXOXOXOXOX

Navratan Korma
Swiped from Kitchens of India: Navrattan Korma Veg Recipes Navrattan Korma Navrattan Korma is a mildly flavoured creamy dish made with different kinds of vegetables. Ingredients : 3 cups of boiled vegetables (potatoes, carrots, green peas, french beans, cauliflower, capsicum, cabbage, bottle gourd, cluster beans) 150 gms grated paneer 3 tomatoes 2 grated onions 1½ tsp ginger paste 1½ tsp garlic paste Aashirvaad salt to taste 1 tsp turmeric (haldi) powder 1½ tsp red chilli powder 1 tsp coriander powder (dhaniya) 2 tsp garam masala powder 2 tbsp cream 6 tbsp vegetable oil 1 tbsp ghee 1 cup milk or water ¼ cup dry fruits (cashew nuts, raisins) coriander leaves for garnish Method of Preparation : Boil tomatoes till tender. Allow them to cool. Then peel off the tomato skin to make puree. (Ready-made tomato puree can also be used.) Take 1 tbsp ghee and slightly fry the dry fruits for about 1 minute on medium heat. Heat oil in a pan. Fry onions and ginger-gar

The Screw...
The Screw... It's the Spring of 1957 and Bobby goes to pick up his date. He's a pretty hip guy with his own car. When he goes to the front door, the girl's father answers and invites him in. "Carrie's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" He says. "That's cool." Says Bobby. Carrie's father asks Bobby what they're planning to do. Bobby replies politely that they will probably just go to the soda shop or a movie. Carrie's father responds, "Why don't you two go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally, this comes as quite a surprise to Bobby, so he asks Carrie's Dad to repeat it. "Yeah," says Carrie's father, "Carrie really likes to screw; she'll screw all night if we let her!" Well, this just made Bobby's eyes light up, and his plan for the evening was beginning to look pretty good. A few minutes later, Carrie comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt and announces that she's ready to go. Almost breathless with anticipation, Bob

Work Sux!!!
yeah so anyways if anyones wondering im gonna be away from the computer for a good majority of this month and half of feb. i have to participate in the wonderful workings of the US Army in Cali. Thats where we train up for deployment overseas. Yeah we'll see how much I learn. Anywho that's the skinny bout me and my current situation. just in case u were like trying to add me or wanting a drink and wonderin why the hell im not responding well bye 4 now

Dj Sadistic Dragon @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Sadistic Dragon has been influenced by metal since he was a child. He finds comfort in heavy riffs and loud bass since he is a bassist. His favorite bands are Fear Factory, Helmet, Tool, Judas Priest, Lamb of God. The reason he likes being a DJ is to make your ears cum. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Sadistic Dragon @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

One Thing Is For Sure...
"We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them." Quote by Einstein a few years after the market crashed in '29. He meant this to be directly derogatory to the financiers of the day who led the country straight into that market...which was bound to fail with the corruption of the day back then...for we are now faced with the same people who claim they can fix the economy being the same ones who caused its' failure!!

Life Is A Gift, Open Your Present
Im writing this blog because ive been inspired. In my quest to achieve something great not only have i given myself something to be focused on but ive also brought together some positive reinforcements. Together i believe we can sculpt what started out as just an idea into a phenomenal masterpiece. I dont want to give too much away at this time as i see no need to. This is something special and i plan on pouring everything i have into it as well as my partners. With that said i have a question and within this question holds a lot of power. We have all walked a different path in life, each of us holding inside a great story of passion, failure, accomplishment etc. Each one of us is unique in a different way and every single one of us should be proud. People often ponder the meaning of life and with this holds many different answers. I believe that the meaning of life is just that...too bring a meaning to yours that will live on even after we are gone. So my question to you is if you w

Dj Ruiner @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Ruiner is influenced by Dimebag, that is the reason why he picked up a guitar, his crazy ass family, his crazy ass family here @ godsforsaken radio, and his baby cynthia. His favorite bands are Pantera, Slayer ,5FDP, Tool, and Slipknot. The reason he likes being a DJ is his brain is full of thoughts and ideas, in an effort to reassure himself that he is not insane, he brings them forth to the masses, if he ruins a few minds along the way....so be it. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Ruiner @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

A Life In The Day
ya know i'm not one to be little anyone. i have always seen the brighter side of the coin but in recent months actually this last year has been the year from hell. dec 27, 07 my dad passed away under curios circumstances. my husband and i moved in with my parents when i had to have my first back surgery. i cannot remember my husband helping me at all. i can't even remember hardly any of those days being strung out on percoset and oxycontin. my days for like 2 months were lived by tying to find a comfortable position from the excrutiating pain i was in. i did everything i could to try and maintain a good relationship with my husband. he was an alcoholic for many years. i begged for him to get help. help he got through AA. he was a changed person for the better. he took better care of me and my kids than he ever had. then things started changing. he spent more and more time at meetings, 2 meetings a week turned to 2 meetings a day, more on th weekeneds. when my oldest start

The Tiger And The Fox By Massud Farzan
The Tiger and the Fox by Massud Farzan A fox who lived in the deep forest of long ago had lost its front legs. No one knew how: perhaps escaping from a trap. A man who lived on the edge of the forest , seeing the fox from time to time, wondered how in the world it managed to get its food. One day when the fox was not far from him he had to hide himself quickly because a tiger was approaching. The tiger had fresh game in its claws. Lying down on the ground, it ate its fill, leaving the rest for the fox. Again the next day the great Provider of this world sent provisions to the fox by this same tiger. The man began to think: "If this fox is taken care of in this mysterious way, its food sent by some unseen Higher Power, why don't I just rest in a corner and have my daily meal provided for me?" Because he had a lot of faith, he let the days pass, waiting for food. Nothing happened. He just went on losing weight and strength until he was nearly a skeleton. Close to losing conscio

Check Out My Owner
Stop by my owners page and spank him but good! He has auto's running until 9 am est He's a wonderful person and has tons of easy rate albums open! cybermonkey1905~Owner @ Animals Den@ fubar

I'll Be There!
When no one is there for you and you think no one cares. When the whole world walks out on you, and you think your alone. I'll be there When the one you care about the most, could care less about you. When the one you gave your heart to, throws it in your face. I'll be there When the person you trusted betrays your trust. When the person you share all your memories with, can't even remember your birthday. I'll be there When all you need is a friend, to listen to your thoughts. When all you need is someone to catch your tears. I'll be there When your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe. When you just want to curl up and die I'll be there When you start to cry, after hearing that sad song. When the tears just won't stop falling from your eyes. I'll be there So you see, I'll be there until the end. This is a promise I can make. If you ever need me, just pick up the phone and I'll be there!!!

Please Comment Or Mail Me No Sb
giving you a chance for 2 pictures. Picture 1. A salute like in my salute album. http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2151529&albumid=1318713&idx=0 what i'll wear is up to me. No bra shots, though I might wear a shirt that gives out good cleavage if you ask nicely. NO ASS SHOTS for 2 reasons 1. I don't like angeling out the camera for something low 2. I prop the camera so that i know it's not blury cuz if i old it chances are it will suck for Picture 1 please don't get mad at me if i take a lot of time or if I do all of the requests at once. PICTURE 2. I'm fiddling with making online scrap books. http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2151529&albumid=1294429&idx=0 What I ask from you, Please pick out your picture unless you don't care. If you wish to pick out your own picture please keep in mind there will be a boarder inserted so leave room for it. Please post the link. EDIT IT WILL BE SAFE FOR WORK!

Check This Sweet Man Out
Check this sweetheart of a man out! He's got some awesome pics to view, and he's got his auto's running until 6 something fu-time. קlคאเภђคг๔-OWNER OF BLEEDING RED WHI@ fubar

All New
SO... new year... new thoughts, new look, new people, new feelings.... what can I say new everything... 2008... eh.. could've been better but no complaints.. Met people who I've gotten to know and learned to love, miss people who still mean a lot to me... everything's just been so damn different ever since I moved to PA... I still kinda hate it, I'm far from everything and everyone I care about. With new feelings, new thoughts, and new people, come new determinations and decisions that are life changing... I've gotten myself stuck in such a bind and dilemma that I don't know what to do... I'm waiting to see, let things happen how they're supposed to and just see what exactly is gonna happen.... Honestly, I just don't know what to do, head is saying one thing, heart is saying another, now THAT'S a problem once the comparison starts between the 2... what to do, what to do... Can't say I'm not happy though, I'm somewhat happy with my life now, everything that I've been through and everyth

To Me!
I like you because of who you are to me. I hate you because of what you did to me. I miss you because you got her, and not me. I love you and thats how it will always be.

The Right Guy
If you asked me what I look for in a guy, I would say that I look for a guy who trys. A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings. Not someone who will just try to buy my love with diamond rings. Just someone who will be there for me if I need to cry. Someone who will always care. Someone who will always be there!

January 7th! ^sin's^ 2nd Anniversary / 3 Happy Hours / Auto 11s!
^sin^ ~ The Perfect Drug! Wednesday, January 7th is ^sin's^ SECOND Fu anniversary!!! ^sin^ ^sin^ is such a bad girl . . . go SPANK her HARD!!! ^sin^ The one and only ^sin^ is hosting not one but THREE happy hours on Wednesday starting at 4:00 PM Fu Time! ^sin^ Hit ^sin^ up with LOTS of FU anniversary love! She will be RANDOMLY blinging raters! ^sin^ ^sin^ ~ The Perfect Drug! Visit her page and get your fix! This public service announcement brought to you by: ღTulsa's Angelღ

Shots
i would like a lot of jager shots please thanx

Seductive Brown Eyes!
Looking deeply into your seductive brown eyes, visions of us together is all I see. Your arms wrapped around me would be the perfect moment, nothing short of just right. That sexy little smile that just makes me wanna stay awhile. When you look at me, no other guy can compare. I want you to be all mine, and see me for me. In everyway your the only one in my thoughts. Everyday it would be my fantasy, my dream come true. The day I can say I have you!

Spinal Menigitis
My niece who is 26 years old is a teacher. She is married to a man who doesn't work nor has attempted to. Her choice. She found out tonight that she has spinal menigitis and the doctors want to put her in the hospital,but she feels she can't afford to. She refused to let them admit her. She has insurance, but wont go. UGH!! Everything she said had her husband attached to it. Just frustrated and worried. I love my niece to pieces and I don't ever want anything to happen to her. Please say a prayer for her. Thanks for letting me vent.

Wanna Own This Man??
I'm up for auction again folks.. This time its for Fubux or for blasts, tickers, HH or bling packs.. Come see what I have to offer and we can make a deal!!! Click the pic below to be linked to the auction!!! Remember to also f/r/a the great hostess of the auction!! Her pic is below Remember to also f/r/a the great hostess of the auction!! Her pic is below *Lady Witoka* #1 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar

Not Holding Back
i haven't posted a blog in a while so i thought i would post one. last year wasn't the greatest to start off with till about half way through. i was extremely sick from the first of the year till june. i fell in love then had my heart shattered. i lost my job. but then around june things began to change for the better. i really reconnected with my best friend in the whole wide world because of them i found fubar and met some great people. started to recover from my illness and be normal again. got a new job with the same company i lost my job from and kicking ass at it. got my divorce signed by the judge and became officially a free woman. i also started to heal my shattered heart. i found someone who just rocks my world to no end. i realized last year was bad for the first half then kicked ass for the rest. i wouldn't change anything that happen last year. it has made me stronger. this i am kick ass and take names. i am not holding back and i am walking the line. i see

Crazy Relationships
This one may not make sense to others... it's very personal to me... Water torture Current mood: exhausted Water spilling drip drop on my forehead won't stop getting colder numbing pain slowly driving me insane tugging hard against the binds trapped inside my fucking mind drip drop now increasing drip drop never ceasing hollowed head drowning in air sweaty palms strapped to this chair bound by honor flashing lights pouring words from lips that bite bleeding tongues from silent mouths my cup is full it's spilling out drip drop all alone echoed voice could be my own melted ice filling my veins getting numb still feel the pain broken pieces of shattered glass voids left from the leaky past drip drop it's colder now have to get away some how bitter waters get inside every orifice I can't hide wish I was steel it couldn't touch me wouldn't care if people loved me couldn't feel the water drop wouldn't mind if my heart stopped like Teflon I

Sbg Of The Week . . . Cotton Candy!
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-05-09 Cotton Candy Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge )

My Life....
Love sick Current mood: lonely Exploring possibilities, thoughts take their own direction Dissected to the pit of me, I mourn for his affection Disease is taking over me, love sick is my infection Addicted to the bitter sweet that feeds on my regression How unclear must the picture be, blind faith must get me through If loving you means I can't see, I'll trade my sight for you Inform me when you've had your fill, I never give enough Remarkably despite my feats I'm desperate for your love Whenever will you notice me, my God how long it's been The time loves truth can be embraced we both will truly win Sorrow grows from seeds of hope neglected by the sun I need your light to penetrate this solitude of one

Mama Robins Sick
♥Cherokee God Mama♥Owner of club F.A.R♥R/L Girlfriend to ♥Anubis♥Click@ fubar Llamas take 5 mins. of your time go to her page leave her a note something shes seriously Ill and need prayers support anything we can offer lord knows how much she means to us!!

Moved
well i moved up here to fort drum on saturday, from a city in maryland called Waldorf. and so far from what i can tell its way different up here, more country, less city, less people, more deer, more snow, and less places to get too by foot..... ide like to go back to waldorf, as its my hometown, its everything ive pretty much ever known, all my friends are there, i used to go to Washington DC every friday to skate, but i cant do that anymore. Oh well, hopefully i will meet some people up here soon so im not so bored

The Executioner
His fingers found familiar indentations on a smooth from constant wear wooden handle, placing themselves into familiar tracks. Even after doing this job for most of his adult life, he still felt that surge going through his body when he came in touch with this instrument-the same one he felt the first day he was handed it in. Although he held the axe in his hands, he knew better than assume that he had control over it. It was awe inspiring, powerful, striking. It sliced through wiry, fleshy necks with one blow, ridding the victim of life in mere seconds. It didn't see social status, or wealth, or integrity; it was a most nondiscriminatory tool that could have been used in a 17th century England. It cut that thin line between life and death in one swift moment. As the sun fell upon the sharpened blade, it glistened like a thousand fallen stars, reflecting the light right into the slits made for John's eyes. It made him flinch and turn his head; a task that was made almost imp

Fubar Fugitives
You know what ass I didn't say anything to you in the goddamn mumm. You came talking at me. So don't get your panties in a twist when people don't like the shit you do. Take your bitchness elsewhere Mkthx === 'Fubar's Booty Fugitives' wrote the following at '2009-01-05 18:55:32'.. > > fine just say no thanks and leave it as that not a damn discussion on it, thats total disrespect to every female that is a member > > === 'Ms.Heather...owned by MONICA THE GREAT but Lipstick owns my fun bags!' wrote the following at '2009-01-05 18:52:40'.. > > > > I really don't give a shit. I don't need to plaster my ass on another persons page. > > === 'Fubar's Booty Fugitives' wrote the following at '2009-01-05 18:51:06'.. > > > > > > i saw it scrolling, but one of the fugitives came to me and was telling me that once again the group was in a mumm, come on now, what r we hurting > > > You know I don't really give a rat's ass about groups and shit but it annoys the crap out of me wh

7up Aka Lil One...auction
TO OWN FUBAR’S HAWTY JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW!!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT THE CHANCE TO OWN THIS GIRL!!! SO BID HIGH AND SHOW HER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER!!! SHE WILL ROCK YOUR FU!!! 300 11’S DURING HH 50 PIC COMMENTS DURING HH 100 STASH RATES DURING HH R/F/A IF NOT ALREADY 1 TICKER-2(FOR HIGH BID) 2 DAILY FU DRINKS MIDGET POSTED ON PROFILE WILL FU BUY UP TO 1.5 MILLION FU BUCKS ADD TO TOP FRIENDS IF NOT ALREADY MAKE 4 MORPH PICS MAKE 4 OTHER SPECIAL PICS MORE CAN BE DISCUSSED WITH THE BIDDER BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Thanks For Helping Me Level!
WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME LEVEL TO DISCIPLE. JUST TO METION A FEW, THE TWILIGHT LEVELERS, MY DSC FAMILY AND FRIENDS, MY SEXY SLAVE VODKAGURL, MY MZ JANUARY LIFE'S A BEACH, DJ IVORY OF THE DSC, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!, MY SICILIANCHICK, NAUGHTY&PRECIOUS SUB, MY FuBEAR, MY "YSC" MY SISTER TNK, AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO STOPPED BY TO SAY HI AND SPANK ME A FEW TIMES! FOR AWHILE THERE I THOUGHT I'D NEVER LEVEL @ fubar I HAVE 2 AUTO 11'S COMMING SOON SO BE ON THE LOOKOUT TO HELP ME GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL, ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED AND IF YOU NEED HELP FEEL FREE TO ASK, I AM ALWAYS WILLING! @ fubarBROUGHT TO YOU BY YOUR FRIEND BOBBYBONES, BROTHER OF TNK,OWNER OF VODKAGURL,FUOWNED BY VODKAGURL

Leveling Blog 258
dodgehemi8@ fubar 73k to level

Abstinent
abstinent \AB-stuh-nuhnt\, adjective: abstaining, especially from self-indulgence

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Abstinence from sins is better than seeking help afterwards. - Ali ibn Abi Talib

You Touch Me
how i miss you so much..i wonder if you miss me as well..you touch my heart..you touch my face..you touch my lips and you touch my soul...you become more apart of me where do you begin where do i end as we become more apart of each other...i feel you yet there are times i dont see you and i wonder where you are right now my life feels empty please dont say you have left me and you are gone from me...for surely i will die if you are gone and to be no more....

Lol Ooops
And this is what is OUT of the folders....... Hi, my name is Morgana, and I have an addiction......

I Wish It Was Legal To Kick My Husband's Ass.
Oh damn he has pissed me off good. OOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo I am so pissed! He is damn lucky that he doesn't get the wrath of me. He is DAMN lucky that it is a wrestling night. HE IS DAMN LUCKY THAT I LOVE HIM. How can such a smart man be such an idiot sometimes!!!!!!!!! The man is brilliant yet STUPID AS FUCK!!!! I want to punt his balls! I want to rip his head off Mortal Combat style, but I wont.I ooooooooooooooo man ooooooooooooooo FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

My Blog
Just in case anyone is interested in just how my mind sometimes works........ http://darkstorm2light.blogspot.com/ Let me know what you think Hugs, Storm

There Are More Than A Dozen Alternative And Advanced Fuels In Production Or Use Today
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Poem
Master Sir I felt your love go through me, when the candle dripped slowly onto my milky skin I knew how deep your love was for me as the flames become one with my sweetness You have molded me into a slave I can't deny. One drop has me bound as I become wild. Two drops sent me into ecstasy as my orgasm climb over the edge. The thorns pricked my skin and dropped blood from my wetness and you suckled it away. My hips rose and my clit met the wild thorn with pleasure. My body rose and become one with drops of fire. I beg for more as you walk away and leave my sweetness dripping Master please don't leave your slave like this take her into the darkness of pain. My slave I leave you dripping for my hunger The pain you will feel is nothing like what I am going to give you. The fire will dance across your body and the candle will burn into your clit leaving you to crave your Master Sir You will beg me to b

May 1 2008 - Jan 12th 2009
May 1 2008 - Jan 12th 2009 Mood: Expansive Walking Away The Devil fools with the best laid plans, good thing it runs when there is a new day She has so much to say, but can only star at the pictures on the wall Times of play, they went away, the camera is broken and lost in the clutter A heart became a lonely place, sees only dark faces in the bright of day, where is the joy? Cold coffee, last week's pot roast needing to be thrown away, empty chairs at the table Went for a walk, everyone gets in the way, children playing, couples glancing So many wants a piece of the sun, if you can wake up from the dream it can be explained Change that is not so simple and never rests , stops midway through suffering to return later Foreign land that these creatures seem to play, it is the backyard Careening through empty buildings that lovers long lost used to reside within, shadows that tore us apart only follow Overlooking cities that are sinking deep into the future that is

October 19th 2007 - Feb 11th 2008
October 19th 2007 - Feb 11th 2008 Current mood: Spacey Sense of direction Rapid movement, I can barely tell The Sky is a target that seems so wide in the face of pride So much is accomplished, but really nothing at all One step closer to darkness, the haze wont scare me away Moments of clarity settle, delusion for all to be well Instance so sudden that it becomes overwhelming Run away as the day goes away, frightened of fortune Streams of tears and dreams, emotions spill like a flood Mental verities swarms realities that make a hard impression Lacking movement now, treading in a void of confusion Fire is the youth, confidence flickers in flames of heat, something missing Going through a routine, yet still not realizing life can be so good Retracing fading steps of a backward path, like finding scattered puzzle pieces Hoping to find the way while going through the motions Feet walking upon the ground one step after another, a bond that is never broken

Poems
the touch of her Master's hand His presence brings a happiness and joy into her life unlike any other His voice commands her body to do what no other can command her to do speaks the kind of love that only He can give His scent lingers upon her memory keeping Him with her always the sparkle in His eyes when His slave is allowed the pleasure of gazing into Them lingers in her memory like the twinkling of the stars in the heavens His smile touches her within letting her know His pleasure, His pride His joy, His love oh but His touch the touch of her Master's hand sends a thrill throughout her soul a tremble throughout her body a quickening within her heart a stirring within her innermost being that only the touch of her Master can do it stirs within her the fires of slavery of wanting to please and serve it stirs within her that ancient desire to give of her all to the One who owns a

May 24-june 30th 2007
May 24-June 30th Current mood: refreshed Impending Direction Rays of light break through the mist in search of a darkness to brighten So many gaps, the result is so random Choice hinders on whether go outside or seek from within, no clues await Ripples in the water, a maze of a desert, time still plays a game Signals flicker in the background, meaning in spurts, still awaiting Scream she makes in short range, no one responds, deficient to matter Still much spills as a result, it is basked in the capacity of arrogance Lost and found, ending somewhere familiar, terminal foundations bound Politics and media play to desires, given rise to the base of fears It is engaging now as it has in the past, she cries because the pain is too much Prescription drugs try to find the one within, hope is annulled Finger twitches as it seats upon the switch, the light burned out so long ago Finding the care that never seems to be there, vague to reality Finally the po

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