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Realization
I woke up this morning to the sound of my sound of my electronic "leash". I had to go into town and pick up my daughter and take her to school. So, I got up, got dressed, went in and brushed my teeth and washed my face. As I looked at my face, I noticed the lines that I never had before. I have always had a baby face, to say the least. Until I grew my beard, I was carded to buy tobacco until I was about 32. I just stood there looking in the mirror. Why do I look so much like my father did when I was growing up? I'm not that old. I slipped on my jacket, because it was cold outside this morning...about 10 degrees. As I was driving down the road shivering from the cold, before my car warmed up, I remembered how it was for me, as a child, waiting at the bus stop with no coat on in the freezing cold and that it didn't bother me at all. It seems like each year that goes by it is harder and harder to withstand the cold. Why? What is happening to me? I drove into town and p

There Are Still Heros
this is a story on a buddy of mine chad kite, also i have a video on my page and wrote a little something about shad on my home page check it out 3 Fort Lewis soldiers pick up Silver Stars By MIKE BARBER P-I REPORTER (Editor's Note: This story has been altered. Sgt. 1st Class Chad Kite's affiliation with the Green Berets was mischaracterized in earlier versions.) Three Fort Lewis soldiers who put their lives on the line in Iraq and Afghanistan were honored this week for their courage with the nation's third-highest award for combat valor, the Silver Star. In a ceremony Wednesday at 1st Special Forces Group headquarters, a Green Beret -- Staff Sgt. Chris Federmann of Cincinnati -- and a soldier serving with the group -- Sgt. 1st Class Chad Kite of Elkton, Va. -- received Silver Stars for their actions last year in Diwaniyah, Iraq. "While under intense enemy fire and without regard for their safety, (Federmann and Kite) prevented anti-Iraqi forces from overwhelmin

President Obama’s Inaugural Address
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 at 12:25pm BY Amy Hamblin President Obama’s Inaugural Address Placing his hand on the Bible once used by Lincoln, Barack Obama took the Oath of Office at 12:05 p.m. on the steps of the U.S. Capitol. Immediately following, he delivered his Inaugural Address to a sea of flag-waving Americans, which stretched down the National Mall to the Lincoln Memorial and beyond. The full text of his address is below. My fellow citizens: I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition. Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments,

About Me...
I am a mother of 3 beautiful children who are my reason for staying alive.. I am literally a single mother... I am here for friends and to chill in my favorite lounge..http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65747 Music Lovers Hideaway Lounge feel free to meet me there anytime... On that note i am very opinionated.. and very honest... so ask anything i will either tell ya the answer or will tell ya to get fugged!! If you want nsfw darlins please find someone else to get it from i am not a wh**e for your pleasure.... otherwise i will continue to put tasteful tease pix up and if you want more than that go look up a wh**e not i!!!!! xoxoxox much love to my friends!!!!!

Enslave Me... ♥
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Gary~dirtysouthcrew Autos On!!!
GARY~Owner of Dirty South Crew has the Power! Auto 11's On Baby...Luv him UP... ~Going for Prophet~ GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew@ fubar Click me hard.... Pimped by Heart Inspector~DSC with luv & lixx..xoxo Repost please.... ♥Heart Inspector♥ DirtySouthCrew~Owned by Gary of DirtySouthCrew & BhamBuggy~@ fubar

[the Big-o]
I'm on lunch waiting for noodles to finish so I'll make this quick How the HELL am I supposed to go back to work with all this excitement? It's my birthday, our president is NOT George W. Bush (and Mr. Obama delivered a knockout speach) and I'm just coming down from a 3 day weekend. Seriously... productivity is going to be nill today.

Things You Should Know About Me
I have no time for ignorant, closed minded people. Furthermore that type of behavior is offensive to me, and I wouldn't give anyone the time of day that had problems with the above stated. I fully support Obama, if you don't like him or didn't vote for him that's your problem. Get over it. But do me a favor don't insult MY president, or me for that matter, because I have no problem telling you to go fuck yourself. I have no time or patience for people who are immature and/or disrespectful, and petty. I have in my life met people from all different races and backgrounds, cultures, and I happen to think diversity is a beautiful thing. If you're biased, closed minded and racist, then I want nothing to do with you.

A Bright New Day
“But I like to be here. I like it a lot,” Said the Cat in the Hat To the fish in the pot. Reading “The Cat in the Hat” to my daughter Sarah before bed last night for the double- digit time makes me glad she’s memorized part of it. It’s easy to get tongue-tied when I’m reading the rhymes, particularly that long one as the Cat’s cleaning up his mess toward the end. Remembering what voice I’ve used for which character is hard enough, but fortunately my proto-three year old isn’t that discerning … I think. I wonder how the story would work to hear the fish tell it. Sally’s brother narrates the original 1957 Dr. Seuss book, and who’s only given the name Conrad in the 2003 insulting and annoying at best and scary at worst film – and he seems to be who makes the most complete turnaround (or doesn’t). Almost sounds Marxist, but I won’t go there today. Before going to work today I held Sarah and Jeffrey on my shoulders and gave them a ride around the room several times. I also go

Grrrrrrr!
I wish people didnt wait for a new president to jump on the lets change bandwagon!!! sounds negative but its not....remember today as if it were everyday... be inspired.... get involved....do something to make a difference dont just be cheer leaders!!! no offense to cheerleaders (I am a Coach) But sitting on the side lines of life complaining or cheering doesnt do a thing!!! Jump in. Or just STFU & show me your boobs:)

Missin U Guys
Well I havent been around in seems like years! Not sure how many of you will read this since I havent been around to keep in touch with anyone, but I do hope that you all are doin great! I miss ya's and even though I dont get online like I use to I will make an effort to get on at least everyday while the kids are at school. I hope yall had a wonderful New Years! Mine was pretty good, spent it with the hubby and my cousin and her boyfriend. I do hope yall can forgive me for not bein around, if not then not sure what else to tell ya other then im sorry for not bein able to get online to play. I started to babysit again, and my son is involved it Scouts, and in Basketball. My daughter is in gymnastics. So needless to say I do keep myself very busy everyday of the week. Weekends are just as bad, we have a basketball game on Sats, and then go and visit grandma, and Sundays well that is for me and the kids whenever hubby is at work. We sit around and play a ton of board games. My daughter

Sad
well i have been feeling down alot these past few days y well because..... been feeling out of place and unwanted by ppl that love or say they do..... i know for most ppl feeling wanted or loved is being cuddled or making love will for me its both and more and well one of those i got denide (sorry cant spell all that will will crying) just cause nature gave me something does not me to stop i know some of you would not understand what i mean but what i mean is hurtting me so much i see that ppl i love see me differently now...so today right now i feel like i should be died or dieing to have these ppl seee me...im hurtting and im really showing how much and no one can see it i guess...my status, me not wanting to be held, or touched but nope they just play it off. all i want is to be happy, loved, cared for, and wanted i really dont know if any of those i have from anyone i feel im being lied to every day and every word that comes out........now i dont know if its just cause i keep los

Jason's Letter
I was just taking a look around and saw your profile. I must say that you are the first woman on here that sparked my interest at a glance. Well I guess I'll tell you a little about me in hopes that you will be interested. I a big kid at heart who loves to have fun and make jokes. I'm single dad an a good one at that. I can party like a rockstar or totally chill at home. I can go out and be complete gentleman at any event (for a maximum of 4 hours). Please subtract 3 hours if there is an open bar. Kidding. I can raise hell with u till sun up or tell ur mom how great the meal was in a suit on easter sunday. I like the finer things in life like chicken and donuts. I love long walks on the beach! Bullshit! I hate when guys write that stuff. Im a man. I like football and tailgating and midgets. I love cracking up and watching the homo's at rehobeth beach in their sssssuper sssscimpy ssssspeedos. I like middle eastern guys named skip. I have a Movado watch that has no numbers on it. I guess

Pillow Fight & Calendar Girls On Sunday The 25th
Pillow fight & brand spankng new calendar girls on Video + show this sunday !!! nearly impossible, but you can listen to the show on 1450am, or channel 238 on direct tv... Go to www.naptimerecords.com on sunday 10pm and click the Video + button !!!! it's live and you can call me !!! 773-971-6791 during the show If you are in a band or a musician with video and you send it to me, i'll play it on the show !!! still time before this sunday's show !!! or give a call if you want me to interview you !!! 773-510-9181 only if you want to rock out on the Video + show with LaLa !!! send videos to: Nilou Achtland (Lala @ Video +) 28 E. Jackson Chicago, Illinois 60604

Animal I Have Become
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this anima

Show Update (jan 20,2009)
It has come to my attention, that in order for our 2 year anniversary to be episode 100, just like our first anniversary was episode 50, I need to do an additional 7 shows before that April 4th deadline. So, starting AFTER this saturday, episode 83, we will be doing 2 shows a week until we get caught up. One show on Friday night, and the normal show on Saturday. The idea of 50 shows per year is fine with me, its still alot of work even though its only once a week. There will be an announcement made this week, but be aware. The trivia and King of the Hill will still go on. This is my view of how I wanna run the show, and I don't think anyone will complain, unless maybe they cannot come to that show, then yea, lol.

Gawd It Feels Good!!
I have never felt better about being an American. To be able to witness history in the making is not only an honor but AMAZING!! My heart is filled with such joy for our country. Watching the Inauguration was just incredible! Even though President Obama stumbled over the words, it was enlightening and inspiring. We've been down for 8 long years. America is bringin honor and pride back!! Happy Camper I am!! WOOT!

I Hate Everything About You.
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

T'was A Beautyful Thing
O/our Collaring Ceremony So...last night was a much anticipated event for Soda and myself. O/our collaring ceremony. W/we invited very few people as W/we did not wish for it to be a circus. The words W/we "spoke" to each O/other were serious in context, as O/our intentions are. W/we were presided over by BC Daddy McSpanks. O/our witnesses were Dolly Dagger and Goddess. It was attended by some close friends, along with some real life friends and my real life daughter. The words below, are O/our creeds to E/each other. my words: yotd: Sir...No creed that has been written by someone elses hand will i write here. These words are my own, and written for You alone. i offer You my submission. Completely and with total trust, and the utmost respect. Know that You have captured my heart and that it is Yours and no one elses. My heart...my mind...and my body is Yours and i give these to You freely, fully and without restriction. i kneel before You....Your present..

Bling & Bux Today - Ez Read
Auto 11 Bling-Bux Event!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 11am Fu Time. 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 1pm Fu Time-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 500 pic BlingBux Folder will win a 3 CREDIT BLING OF CHOICE Comment Last Pic & Plz Private Message me upon completion. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 3 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ FOLDERS (BLINGBUX folder included) to be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 2 Million Fubux 1 Million Fubux 500k Fubux Plz Private Message me upon completion.

Rev's Review For 2009
Sup Juggalos, Here's some news that we have for you coming down the wire. 2008 has been a hard year for everyone. I'm reminded of 'Family Guy' when Cleveland was playing the Civil Rights Board Game and Peter asked "Does anyone ever really win at this game? Cleveland responded with "You never win you just do a little better every time." That's like FOJ is when it comes to running a large church. You never really win you just do a little better every year. Let me first start off this review by hitting you with the bad news and then later I'll come with the left hook for the good news. * First off, we have had a lot of well "deadbeat" clergy for lack of a better term. That means that we have some individuals who are clergy that are in our database as clergy and we don't hear from them for periods of multiple months at a time. Granted I understand that communication is difficult for some people. But for va beach chapter we have individuals who are clergy who refuse to show

25 Bling Or 1 Month Vip Auction...please Note Change Of Ending Time
Have done this before, time to do so again, of course all done to raise fubucks for spotlight for breast cancer awareness. Up for bid this time is your choice of either a 25 bling pack or a one month VIP subscription. As is the case before, if you send someone to the following blog: http://www.fubar.com/blog/224875/948724 They make a donation, say you sent them in that blog, and you win, I will knock 10% off your winning bid. Auction ends Sunday, Jan. 25 at 4:59p Central. Good luck and happy bidding....and of course, think pink. :)

Heavenly Father Of Shangri La:
HEAVENLY FATHER OF SHANGRI LA: Open my Eyes to the world around me. Let me feel things that I cannot see. Let me view the world through a lens of non bias. I know that in all the Laws of Man... there is no law to stop the true seeker of knowledge. Fore the true seeker of knowledge seeks within... and then searches without. Let me learn of all the wonderous things... and be amazed by its splendor. Help me to share the wisdom of my Life... with the ones that I Love. Keep prompting me to question my world, through questions answers are received. I look forward to a time that I may join my brethren... and have all my questions answered... in Shangri La AMEN AND BLESSED BE

Mcmurdo
McMurdo a little city of 1,500 people (there are about 200 hundred people there during the winter - Feb. thru October). There is much to do here at McMurdo: bowling, cross-country skiiing, hiking, drinking, etc. Quick Tips: There is 24 hour daylight during the summer months, so bring your sunscreen and sunglasses. Sandals actually are nice addition for inside the dorm rooms. Best Way To Get Around: We flew into McMurdo Station by airplane from Christchurch (airfare to New Zealand included in the contract), a C-5 Galaxy that landed on 5 feet of frozen sea ice. This sea ice melted away which brought in resupply vessels. There are many different types of land vehicles that run between some sights. Walking is the best choice however, although it turns into a run if a cold wind starts to nip at you. Everyone has to share it with a roommate. The old-timers (like myself)get to stay in the suite-style dorms. We share a bathroom with a neighbor. Every other dorm shares

The Princess And The Glass Heart
Once apon a timea princess with a glass heart lived in a castle. Who was so afraid to let her heart go she locked it in a box ,and kept the box hidden away in a place that only she knew how to get to it..... so jealously she guarded her heart she let no one near enough to her hence she never loved...untill one day a peasent came to the castle....and the princess fell hopelessly and completly in love with him... His smile his demeanor his giving nature...she wanted to give away her most cherished possesion the glass heart..... So she went...to where she had it hidden....in the room that was well guarded...in the box she had locked away but when she opened the box the heart lay shattered...into many many pieces The peasent came up behind her as she sat crying...asking what was wrong... she said i had my heart in a box...so carefully guarded...hidden away so that none may harm it...but here it is...broken he took the heart in his hands....the many pieces....that cut his hands

Reaching For Godfather!
It's time for yet another Fubarian to activate their Auto 11's....Me! Thanks to a great lady, and a great friend...not to mention an avid stalker of mine, Birdie! Thanks Birdie for being a pal, and sliding an Auto 11's bling on me! xo Hit me hard on the 24th, and show Birdie some luvvin' as well!!!

Many Changes To Come Family
The Call went out Yesterday for all Family to Rate Toxic Angel,(Shayla) She had Auto's on.Many of Family didn't rate or contribute in any way whatsover. You all no who you are? Being a member of a Family,you have a obligation.well you have not forefilled this obligation.with all the sweet morphs an tags that have been created for,so many of you.It's not Right that you could not rate Family but some piece of shit good for nothing friend u chose instead. A List will be compiled an if your name is on this List,you will be asked to remove our colors off your heading. Family isn't suppose to be like the Rest of the Selfish Haters on fubar.But with some of you it is?Your a Pathetic Excuse for a Family member.I do realize many of you have the Flu,Various Cancers an other Ailments.But if your on Fubar u can Rate.So Disappointed. The Good Raters of Shay,did Great bigbugger has matured into an Awesome Rater an very Loyal Family member.For Raters in bigbuggers class go see Silverado f

2010 Calendar - Fayetteville, Nc
It's the beginning of a new year, and to work on getting my photography up and running I am starting to work on my 2010 Calendar. I am looking for ladies in the local area that would be interested in being a part of this project to help promote their own modeling careers or that wanting to do something new and have some fun. None of the modeling will be nude, it will consist of either bikini, tight/halter top and short shorts or skirts outfits, which ever is more comfortable for you, the choice is yours what you model in. I am also looking for individuals with extremely well kept and maintained sports cars/SUV's and motorcycles. All the photos will be TFS (trade for services). Everyone that participates will receive a CD with their photos to use how they wish to promote themselves or show to friends/family, etc. Anyone interested please contact me either here on my myspace or at my other e-mail: laven_photography@yahoo.com So hit me up and let's have some fun doing so

Uuuuuugggghhhh
ok...still on a temporary lay off...i an completly miffed...got a call yesterday in which where i needed to decide the future ..and that decisino needed to be made in like 45 mins time...was offered to come back ..but the company forcing me onto a different shift...2 nd or 3 rd shift is not an option since i do have a special needs son...child care is non existent...now that i decided to stay on lay off ( still temporary i am told)...ill loose seniority but retain length of service ..if the layoff continues i will be one of the few to stay on an indefinate layoff since i didnt go back to a different shift...after all this company did to my family i remained loyal...and stayed....things were slow since july... 32 hour work week maximum...i am now forced to apply for bennies.... thank you automotive industry for recognizing that you had a loyal employee that you just kicked to the curb i prided on the fact that i was s single mom relying on no ones assistance...you destroyed all of

Reaction To His Meds
Last night we had to rush off to the emergency room at the hospital because my husband's blood pressure shot sky high. I have a BP cuff here at home and took his blood pressure and it was 165/107 which is entirely too high. The perfect range is 120/80. When we got to ER he had his BP taken again and it was 160/98. While waiting to be taken into a room he was sitting in the lobby and he started to get rather pale and clammy. I asked him how he was feeling and he said that he was feeling as if he was going to pass out. He was rushed right in and was stripped of coat and his shirt. His shirt was soaked with sweat. They hooked him up to a EKG right away and slipped a BP cuff on him and inserted an IV into him right away. To make a long story short, he had taken his blood pressure medication just an hour before. This medication which is to hold his blood pressure down did the opposite of what it is supposed to do. He eventually was released when his BP was norma

Neologisms
Once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly neologisms, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists. 13. Pokemon (

Ice Cream Personality
Your Ice Cream Personality: You are not a particularly modest person. You're proud of who you are, and you don't care who knows it. You are incredibly cautious. You rather miss out on something than make a mistake. No one would ever call you wild... but they would call you responsible. You are a fairly open minded person with a wide range of tastes. You are quite accepting of unusual ideas and people. You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask. You are fun loving and sweet. You tend to enjoy joking around and teasing people. The Ice Cream Personality Test

Needed New Fu-girlfriend
Well everyone I am single again and no longer love the girl of my dream... So I would like to have a new fu-girlfriend and I am not asking that much and again I am free and need new owner. Feel free to fu-owned me and will start from here to get to know each other and many thanks!!!

Sandwich Cookie Personality Test
You Are Spontaneous and Bold You view the world with childlike wonder. You are very inquisitive. You can help but spy, investigate, and ask questions. You are a very creative and innovative person. You dream big and rarely do something the same way twice. You're easy going and easy to be around. You aren't picky or high maintenance. You seek sensations in your life. You crave excitement and love risks. The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test

Three Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Guardian You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

Our Friend For Life
:-) My Friend Is Your Friend. I think I am addicted to my friend, Sex. Our friend is fun, entertaining, and very much loved. There are many ways to have it around. It can also be both your friend and foe. A great example is when you are really wanting to spend the day with it and its not around. Or even better, when it is around... its got a headache. Other than that, sex is loyal to all its friends and likes to play anywhere and everywhere. Known all around the world and very famous. Although in it's busy life style with taking the time out being on video, tv shows, radio, books, magazines, and many many more things in life. It seems it's there for us. ¢¾ I love Sex! ¢¾ But I would'nt get to attached to it. Not something to keep bottled up all to yourself. When it's mad, it not fun to be around. When its energized, watch out... it drains you. Oh, and it loves toys. Just about anything gives it pleasure. LOL!!! Have you played with your friend latley? - Intox

Here It Is...i Put It All Out There!!!
You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you. I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't. If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart. I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday. Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go. I have waited for you for awhile and I

Art Fart (fart)
someone gets a camera and then they are a fucking photographer. just cause your pics in black and white dosen't make it art. don't get me wrong if you can do it by all means do it. i love buying pictures of art and images that i might be the only one to see what i see in them. .thats ok thats what i do. but i hate people who aren't in it for the love. art is sacred.

The 3 Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Idealist You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

The Three Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Rational You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. The

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is Profound Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

What Color Should Your Blog Be?
Your Blog Should Be Purple You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is Rational Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly. You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions. And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring. It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world! What Pattern Is Your Brain?

What Kind Of Rocker Are You?
You Are a Chick Rocker! You're living proof that chicks can rock. You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas. And when you rock, you rock hard. (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) What Kind of Rocker Are You?

What I Hate...about You
Ok, so this really isn't about anyone specific, but just turning a phrase on an old TV show name. As you can guess from the title, top ten hates. Yes, hate is a strong word. So you can infer I feel strongly about these following things. No specific order, seeing as I haven't thought of all of them yet. 1. I can't sleep at night. This one is a mild sort of hate, I really can sleep, it's just getting there that is the trick. When I lay down at night, unless I've had a bit to drink or am extremely tired, I have the worst time falling asleep. When I lay down I think it's my brain's cue to start thinking about everything. I mean everything. From conversations I had that day, to conversations I had a month ago. To what I'm going to wear in the morning, and what I have to do at work, or if I need to pay bills. At one time I think I actually wrote a paper while in bed. I didn't actually type it, but when I got up the next morning I had every single thing figured out for it and just wrote i

What Color Should Your Blog Or Journal Be?
Your Blog Should Be Purple You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

What Kind Of Sweater Are You?
You Are a Turtleneck Sweater You are sophisticated, streetwise, and even a little cynical. You are quite cultured, and you don't fall for gimmicks or trends easily. You are naturally chic. You have a urban, cosmopolitan style. And you know that the secret to looking good is not trying too hard! What Kind of Sweater Are You?

What Dreams Are Made Of
WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF ( FOR JOSH ) IT WAS EARLY EVENING AS I SAT THERE,, WAITING FOR YOU TO COME HOME MY MIND DRIFTED AWAY FOR A MOMENT...... WE WERE AT THE BEACH, LATE AT NIGHT THE COOL BREEZE TASTING OUR SKIN YOU WARM HAND WAS CARESSING MY BACK I COULDN'T STOP STARING AT YOU , YOUR EYES JUST KEPT DRAWING ME IN IN THE MOMENTS OF SILENCE, OUR EYES & TOUCH WOULD SPEAK MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS WE COULD HEAR THE WATER, IN IT'S PEACEFUL TRANQUILITY SPLASHING AS THE WAVES ROLLED IN AND BACK OUT.... YOU HELD MY FACE SO TENDERLY AND GAVE ME A SOFT KISS I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF ABOUT THE LOVE & PASSION I FEEL FOR YOU,EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME AS YOUR HAND SLOWLY SLID DOWN MY BACK, YOU GRASPED MY BUTT I LET OUT A WANTING MOAN AND KISSED YOU DEEPLY WE WERE TOUCHING , SQUEEZING, NEEDING EACH OTHERS LOVE OUR PASSION WAS OVERFLOWING WHILE WE KISSED AND FELT ONE ANOTHERS BODY YOU LAID THE WARM FUZZY BLANKET ON THE BEACH FOR US TO LAY ON

Jesus The Light Of The World
John 8 Jesus, the Light of the World 12 Jesus spoke to the people once more and said, "I am the light of the world. If you follow me, you won't have to walk in darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life." 13 The Pharisees replied, "You are making those claims about yourself! Such testimony is not valid." 14 Jesus told them, "These claims are valid even though I make them about myself. For I know where I came from and where I am going, but you don't know this about me.15 You judge me by human standards, but I do not judge anyone.16 And if I did, my judgment would be correct in every respect because I am not alone. The Father* who sent me is with me.17 Your own law says that if two people agree about something, their witness is accepted as fact.*18 I am one witness, and my Father who sent me is the other."

I Wish
I WISH I wish that I was as pretty as her so I could get your attention I wish that I was as fun as her so that asking for your time wouldn't have to be mentioned I wish that I could keep your interest so that I could stay in your thoughts but, I'm not what she is, I'm not her..... I'm me and that's all I'll ever be Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me why can't I have it all Is it the way I look, the way I talk, the way I remain silent at times, for fear of losing you And when I think about who I am, and what I do, I know that it's not me It's you that has the problem, open your eyes and see I'm a girl that's got a heart, one easy to break I'm the girl that most DO love, in spite of my mistakes I'm the one that tries to smile, even in hard times I'm the woman with morals and understanding, that's stood the test of time So if I'm just not good enough, for whatever it is you want then that's alright, I'll turn around, with my head held up and not worry i

What Do We Do Now?
WHAT DO WE DO NOW? All I needed was some of your time a hand held while walkin down the beach a soft whisper in the middle of the night to tell me you love me and it's all gonna be alright All I wanted was for us to be 'us' to love each other more true than anything else a glance from each other with that look in our eyes that speaks volumes over any thing more All I needed was you in my life and for you to let me be part of yours but other things got in the way you busy days and booked up nights I didn't have a place in your life, made just for me I loved you more than any love has ever known you were part of me that was bigger than this universe but, maybe I just wasn't 'enough' The nights get lonely without you around I just need to be held right now I need to feel your warm touch I need to feel your hands through my hair and I need you to be here I never asked you to give up the things that you love and I never would , but you know that, y

Misunderstood, My Love
MISUNDERSTOOD, MY LOVE IF YOUR VIEW OF ME HAS BEEN TARNISHED BY SOMETHING MISUNDERSTOOD IF THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR SMILE HAS DIMINISHED FOR GOOD IF THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME NOW IS THROUGH JUDGEMENTAL EYES IF THE CLOUDS OF DISTRUST NOW COVER UP THE TRUE ME IN YOUR EYES THEN HOW CAN I GO BACK AND FIND THE RIGHT THING FOR YOU TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I TRULY DO LOVE YOU? HOW CAN WE REBUILD THE TRUST AND LOVE THAT WE ONCE HAD WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE EYES THAT NOW HAVE TURNED SAD? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REPAIR SOMETHING THAT IS NOW BROKEN WHAT AM I TO DO TO SHOW THAT MY LOVING WORDS FOR YOU WERE SPOKEN? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPROACH YOU NOW NOW THAT THE TRUST IS BROKEN I FIND IT HARD TO TELL YOU THINGS FOR FEAR OF WHAT YOU'LL THINK I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, BUT WANT SO DESPERATELY TO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I COULD SEE SO CLEAR AND SO TRUE THE ONE THAT ENTERED IN TO MY WORLD FROM SOMEWHERE OUT OF THE BLUE YOUR WORDS TO ME RAN SO D

Why Do I Bother
WHY DO I BOTHER Why do I bother to open my heart when I know that eventually you'll tear it apart Why do I tell you that I care when I know you'll never even be here Why do I allow my heart to feel for you when the miles between us just make me blue You might be wondering if I really do care but you know, it's the truth whether I'm here or I'm there The reason I care so deeply for you isn't for looks, it's cause I love the real you The way that you look at me deep in my eyes like you're reading my thoughts, and I can't tell you lies It's the look in your eyes as you're talking with me the look gives a feeling that seems to run deep It's the smile on your face and knowing that I put it there It's all the things you say, and how you make me feel I miss you when you're gone and can't wait to talk with you again You run though my mind, from morning till nights end And when I think of having just ONE man in my life for some reason your face comes to my mind.

The Gospel Of John
John 6 35 Jesus replied, "I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry again. Whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.36 But you haven't believed in me even though you have seen me.37 However, those the Father has given me will come to me, and I will never reject them.38 For I have come down from heaven to do the will of God who sent me, not to do my own will.39 And this is the will of God, that I should not lose even one of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them up at the last day.40 For it is my Father's will that all who see his Son and believe in him should have eternal life. I will raise them up at the last day."

You Are The Missing Part
YOU ARE THE MISSING PART YOU'RE THE PART OF ME THAT'S BEEN MISSING FOR SO LONG THE PART I HAD LOST LONG AGO YOU'RE THE PIECE OF MY SOUL THAT I NEED YOU'RE THE TOUCH THAT MY BODY LONGS FOR EVERY DAY MY LOVE FOR YOU IS SO GREAT LONGING FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR BREATH ON MY SKIN WANTING FOR YOUR BODY TO BE INTERTWINED WITH MINE FOREVER KNOWING THAT YOUR KISSES ARE TRUE AND LOVING YOUR LIPS A DREAM GRANTED TO ME FROM HEAVEN ABOVE YOUR ARMS WRAPPING ME UP , KEEPING ME SAFE AND WARM YOUR EYES LOOKING RIGHT THROUGH THE VERY SOUL OF ME WANTING YOU TO KNOW EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY DREAM, EVERY WARM TENDER TOUCH OF MINE NEEDING TO BE WITH YOU, MAKING LOVE AND PLEASING EACH OTHER LIKE NONE BEFORE I FINALLY FOUND MY MISSING PART AND THAT PART IS YOU YOU, SO CLOSE IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART YOU, SO FAR AWAY IN MILES YOU, MY LOVE, YOU'RE THE MISSING PART AND I LONG FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME LIFE SO KIND YET SO CRUEL LOVE SO TRUE THAT NEEDS TO BE FELT WITH EACH OTHERS TOUCH ALWAYS

Does He Know
DOES HE KNOW DOES HE KNOW HOW MUCH HE HURT ME HOW MUCH HE'S MADE ME CHANGE MY WAYS DOES HE KNOW WHAT IT'S DONE TO ME THE LIES, SAD EYES, THE PAIN IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME BUT IN A WAY HE'S SET ME FREE TO KNOW THAT NOBODY CAN BE TRUSTED NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO IT'S MOSTLY GONNA BE ALL LIES THEY'LL END UP HURTING YOU HE WAS THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN THE WALLS THAT I PUT IN PLACE, I THOUGHT NOW THEY'RE BACK UP, SURROUNDED BY STEEL TO PROTECT AGAINST ALL PAIN THEY WON'T BE FOOLED AGAIN SO SOON IT WON'T BE EASY FOR THE NEXT THE SAD PART ABOUT IT ALL IS NOT THAT I GOT HURT IT'S THE FACT THAT HE'LL DO THIS AGAIN TO SOME OTHER UNSUSPECTING WOMAN MAKING THE PAIN GO AROUND INSTEAD OF RECEIVING THE LOVING

You'll Never See Me Cry
YOU'LL NEVER SEE ME CRY I'LL NEVER LET YOU SEE ME CRY I'LL HIDE THE LOVE I HAVE INSIDE MY TEARS FOR YOU YOU'LL NEVER SEE I'LL LOCK THEM UP , THROWING AWAY THE KEY THE TEARS I'VE CRIED HAVE BEEN MANY I WIPE THEM AWAY, LIKE SO MANY TIMES BEFORE HIDING MY FACE WITH A FAKE SMILE , THE ONE YOU ADORE I'LL NEVER LET YOU SEE MY TEARS I'LL NEVER TELL YOU ABOUT MY FEARS I'LL NEVER SHARE MY SECRETS WITHIN I'LL TREAT YOU LIKE YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER FRIEND FOR DOING THIS, IS THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN PROTECT THIS HEART FROM HARMS WAY DON'T TRY TO REACH IT, FOR IT'S PROTECTED NOW FROM HEARTACHE AND PAIN ... FROM THOSE TEARS THAT FLOW DOWN

What Kind Of Sweater Are You?
You Are an Argyle Sweater You are contemplative, brainy, and serious. You don't take much lightly - life is too important for that. You are a very determined person. You don't let anything stand in your way. You think out your actions and act deliberately. You don't waste time, money, or resources. What Kind of Sweater Are You?

Galatians
THE APOSTLE PAUL SAID IN GALATIANS; Galatians 5 25 Since we are living by the Spirit, let us follow the Spirit's leading in every part of our lives.26 Let us not become conceited, or provoke one another, or be jealous of one another.

Hebrews
Hebrews 12 God's Discipline Proves His Love 1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us.2 We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith.* Because of the joy* awaiting him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame. Now he is seated in the place of honor beside God's throne.3 Think of all the hostility he endured from sinful people;* then you won't become weary and give up.4 After all, you have not yet given your lives in your struggle against sin.

A Rose By Any Other Name
would smell as sweet! This particular Rose is by far the sweetest! She's always got my back and makes time for me and she knows I would do the same for her! Please help me to show some fu-love to her by rating or rerating her page and hit it with some ♥ Don't forget to buy the lady a drink too ;) But since your there...why not add and fan her too? She'll return the ♥!!! ♥®ô§£ ßµÐ ♥@ fubar Much ♥ & thanks!! Please repost this!!

Why
Why is it so hard to find someone worth the trouble of dating or being in a relationship with? It seem no one wants that anymore. They just wanna use someone for what they can get out of them and then move on to the next. I guess its why I stay single because I can't seem to find someone worth the trouble of being in a relationship. Its all about games and using someone for sex or there money. I don't need a man in my life I get my own stuff I don't need a man for that. I just want a man for his company and someone to cuddle up at night with why is it so damn hard to find someone worth a damn I will never understand.

Arizona Cardinals
well...we are who we thought we were.....for all the doubters, for everyone that thinks the cards should not be in the superbowl. to everyone who said the cardinals would never make the playoffs. to everyone who said they would not beat the falcons or the panthers, and to the ones that even said go ahead and pack your bags for tampa eagles. all i have to say is HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ok really im not gonna rub it in much, i have been a cards fan die hard for over 20 years and this is freaking sweet. its wonderful and i am going to enjoy this moment, if it seems like im rubbing it in then oh well. i had an awesome time at the nfc championship game. never sat down for a single play, neither did anyone else. hats off to the eagles they made it interesting and a heart attack special for cardinals fans...to say the least. no one makes it to the superbowl by "luck" i wonder when the nfl nation will actually realize the cardinals are for real. at least this year... i am not gonna be like

I R Dumber Now!
So I'm sitting here in bed because I'm still sick and can't stand up without passing out. I'm watching history. Such a hokey phrase really. I wish Obama the best. I think he's a good man and I hope he'll be a good president. As a Native American this country is everything to me. Yeah yeah, I know. I look white. Looks are deceiving. *wink* (ok ok I'm half white, sue me) For the past week, I've been really sick. I had the flu last month and just when I was starting to feel better, I came down with strep throat. Then I devoloped an inner ear infection, blah blah blah. Not my point really. My point is that since I've been really sick, I've been watching a bunch of TV. I don't normally. I'm starting to question my tastes in entertainment. Oh sure, I used to enjoy the occasional sit-com. I love Scrubs! I admit to giggling every week to "My Name is Earl". Mostly I watched crime shows and stuff on the History Channel. Movies. Lots of movies. But lately? Good Lord! I have found myself watc

Every Dog Has His Day.....right?
Hey, well here it is another year, man I can't believe how fast they keep passing. I graduated from high school 10 years ago this year and time has flown by.Any one person would say that is soooo boring, but to me it makes me think about my mortality. I have had at least nine people I love and care about die in the last 10 years, yeah everyone dies thats why I have been thinking about my own death. I have had 5 people I love die in car wrecks, my mom being one of them. Being a girl I always thought she would be here, she was only 40 and I 20. She never really wanted me thru life but the last 4 years she was alive we made up and those are what keep me sane when I miss her. I am lucky to have had that time but being selfish and human I wanted and still want more. My story is interesting compared to some and boring compared to others. So this is a way for me to let off steam share my story and ramble alot LOL

Welcome To Office
SEXY & HOT COMMENTS I am glad he won and that he is our president and i will stand behind him and will speak out against those policy that will harm her or her people old and young alike or her friends--like Sara said on Glen Beck last night.

If You Seek Amy?
So I was just reading perezhilton and one of the things he's saying is a lot of radio stations said they were going to ban one of Britney Spears' songs. It's called "If you seek Amy" They changed the name to "If you SEE Amy". Perez says the song doesn't make sense now..I'm not really going to listen to it. Anyway, the "old" title is suppose to say something if you say it "very, very slowly"...I just can't figure it out. Wanna tell me??

A Kinky Poem That Someone Wrote For Me
We'll start with the obvious: I would like you to take my soft penis and make it erect, make it engorged, make it /ache/ in your mouth. I want to give you cunnilingus. I would like to slip inside you and grab the flesh just above your hips that you keep saying you hate even though I love that it's there – love the feel of it, love my soft woman 'cause women are supposed to be soft. A little weirder maybe: I would like to rub my cock between your breasts rub it on your tummy rub it between – but not necessarily into – those velvety lips. I would like to rub my cock between the cheeks of your ass possibly while massaging your shoulders. While I /would/ like to put my cock into your ass, it's okay if you say, 'no, let's try something else.' I would like to cum on or in your ass on your thighs your tummy your tits on or in your pussy in your mouth and, maybe, on occasion, your face – but it's okay if you say, 'no, let's try something else.

Oh Ladiesss... Just Block Him Already And Save Yourself Possible Grief.
This MARRIED guy thinks he is god's gift to women and can say whatever the heck he pleases and expects us to fall over ourselves to bask in his wonder...sheesh! My convo with him so you can judge for yourself. :) BTW...see his status...He ain't no Adonis that's for sure and it's sad that he still CAN'T spell at his age. Tongue2SweetClit@ fubar

Chrysler 200c
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Pet Peeve
I can't seem to think of the right way to say this to make it clear. I don't care if people think i'm attractive, hot, sexy, etc. Keep it to yourself though. I'm not here to find someone. Men on here don't read profiles and don't bother looking at photos unless your half naked. I'M NOT INTERESTED. And if by some chance I am, you'll know it. We ALL know that if you saw me in real life you wouldn't walk up to me and talk to me that way. And IF you were stupid enough to you'd get punched in the mouth. Its PATHETIC that you use the internet and this website to talk to women this way. How about having a NORMAL conversation with me and save yourself from being blocked! I'm SO sick and tired of guys sounding like fucking robots on here. "Hey Sexy" "Your Hot!" "Hey Baby" "Come Rate My NSFW Photos" "Nice Tits" Any variation of these will guarantee you get BLOCKED. I've tried several different ways to say this but just about every guy that speaks to me on here says one of the above

Marriage Jokes
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. The next week the man realized that he would need his wife to wake him at 5.00 am for an early morning business flight to Chicago. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence, he finally wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5.00 am." The next morning the man woke up, only to discover it was 9.00am, and that he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't woken him when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed ... it said... "It is 5.00am; wake up." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A little boy was attending his first wedding. After the service, his cousin asked him, "How many women can a man marry?" "Sixteen," the boy responded. His cousin was amazed that he had an answer so quickly. "How do you know that?" "Easy," the little boy said. "All you have to do is add it up, like the Bi

Frauds On Fubar.
Really now. I'm SO sick of seeing guys using fake pics and actually leveling, yet keeping their salutes private so they can't be seen. I deleted 5 guys yesterday and one this morning. The biggest fraud? FRAUD http://www.fubar.com/user/1956208 He's sporting pics of a guy in the Marines whom "I" personally know, okay. I called him on it too. He said they're him. BULL! Considering I was camming with him and he took that shot, he's a liar. The REAL owner of the pic is actually deployed in Afganistan right now. Of course this jackoff 'says' he's a Marine too. Whatever. Lies. I can post the damn emails from this fraud. Is your dick SO small that you have to take other guys pics, and...their body shots too? I hate to tell you this, but I've seen 1000's of dicks. I'm an erotica writer, for christ's sake. Men just send me their dick shots! I can tell if I look at shot #1 and #2 that it's not you. I can also tell that if you have huge biceps in your pics you stole vs your

Ldc Family Love 4 The Week Of 1-20-09
Please show each of these members love this week……♥(Bi)I® ☠nicÁ™ ♥ FuWifey To ☆Metal Baby☆ ღ -*SBG*/DSC**UP 4 A@ fubar L.D.C Lasher@ fubar †Txtigerldy41™†~ LESTAT DARK CONVENANT~@ fubar

I Will Be To You!!!
Be My Strength, and I will be the same for you.Like a mirror, I will reflect the love you so freely give. Like the infinite circles that ripple forth in water pierced by a stone,I will radiate the happiness You bring to my soul. In times of darkness I will cling to the memories of our friendship and provide you with inner visions of this same bond to be your faith.... In times of sorrow, I will be your comfort and divide your grief by sharing it... In times of joy, I will rejoice in our friendship and encompass you with every tenderness. Together or apart, I will cherish everything about You with all my Heart. Be My Strength, and I will be The Same For You....

Diy Alignment
There are many books which discuss easy home methods for checking alignment. If you're at all interested in this sort of thing, you should really get a copy of Fred Puhn's "How to Make Your Car Handle" -- it's a great book and covers a lot of useful techniques as well as theory of suspension design. But here's a really easy, fast, two-person way to check toe. I use this on my X1/9, which hasn't seen a professional alignment rack since I bought it, and since I race it very actively, I consider proper alignment *very* important, but I don't want to spend $80 every time I make some kind of minor change to the suspension just to save myself about five minutes of work (30 seconds to check, a couple minutes to change it if it's wrong, another 30 seconds to recheck). 1. Drive the car to a level parking place. Ideally you want the car loaded as it will be when it is driven (e.g. for a race car, put ballast equivalent to your weight in the driver's seat, use only the amount of gas you ra

Custom Gauges
Step 1: Open your dash and expose the gauges. Step 2: Once you've completed this step, scan them at a minimum of 300dpi in a Photoshop compatible program. Step 3: You will need to separate the image and have the background (figure 1) on one layer and the numbers and "dummy lights" on the other (figure 2). You can customize the second layer to your specifications, eg.font, size, angles, outlines....etc. Both layers need to be transparent. FIGURE 1 FIGURE 2 Step 4: The background layer can be replaced with whatever image fancies you. I've choosen a sunset. Create a new layer and paste the desired image. Select "transform" to stretch the image to full size. Ctrl + left-click on the background layer to automatically "lasso" the outline of the gauges. (Figure 3, layer 18). Once you've selected the outline click Ctrl + Shift + I to reverse the selection then Crtl + X to cut. (Figure 4) FIGURE 3 FIGURE 4 Step 5: To make a copy of the "dummy" lights and numbers layer, c

Has The Nation Been Reborn?
Good Morning Inauguration Day 2009 One could almost think that 4th of July 1776 just happened in our life time. May your day be filled with as much joy as is being spread around. A huge hug and a pat or two Marrtay

Quick Facts About Chemotherapy
quick facts about Chemotherapy * Chemotherapy, in its most general sense, refers to treatment of disease by chemicals[1] that kill cells, specifically those of micro-organisms or cancer. * Chemotherapy has played a role in cancer treatment for more than 50 years. Here is a quick snapshot of additional information about chemotherapy. * Chemotherapy drugs are often given into a vein. Once the drugs enter the bloodstream, they spread throughout the body. Clolar is given by intravenous (IV) infusion, meaning the medication is injected directly into a vein over a period of two hours. * In some cases, chemotherapy may be just one drug given to fight the cancer. But in many cases, chemotherapy is given in combination with other drugs. Most newly diagnosed people with acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL) receive a combination of chemotherapy drugs. * Because chemotherapy drugs target rapidly dividing cells, they can also damage normal cells. This is the cause of many c

Untamed Mind
She lies in her bed as her mind wanders Trying to keep her heart at bay She silently wishes for a change Her heart so mangled She can no longer open it Keeps it hidden not letting herself get to close She quietly wonders if he will break her spirit And leave the ashes of her burning soul behind She is defeated Already torn to pieces As she lies here hushing her untamed mind She cant help but slip back into the darkest corners of her mangled heart Remembering the others that came before Each stealing a piece of her Each taking a part of her But never returning the pieces or parts they stole She fears the ending of it all As she worries he will take her last piece and leave her nothing left to give.... Her walls have been invaded but not yet broken She must guard this last piece of her heart with all she has left Give it to him she has but with the means to take it back No longer a tame kitten with a heart of gold Replaced by a tiger with a broken mind and a lone

Heart Attack
Yep, I had one, 3 actually. It happened friday night/sat morning. I was home getting ready for bed and my arms and chest started hurting. I went to the hospital and had them there. Thankfully I was there when it started. They life flighted me to Akron General. There they performed emergency surgery on me. I now have a Stint in one artery. It's funny to think that you can get shot, stabbed, ran over by a car and in a major car wreck and survive. But all it takes a piece of something smaller than a grain of sand to clog an artery and it'll kill you faster than anything else. They asked all the usual questions, did I do drugs, steroids, or smoke cigarettes. And the only one that I ever done was smoked, Had done that for 25 years. And needless to say it was what was gonna kill me. So with that being said, for the rest of my life I must take meds everyday, and see a doc every month to monitor my heart. There was nothing else that caused my heart attack other than smoking. My

Fate 1/20/09 4:58 Am
FATE BY HAILZ JANUARY 20, 2009 4:58 AM A LITTLE GIRL PLAYING IN THE STREETS TATTERED CLOTHES NO SHOES ON HER FEET HER PARENTS DON'T CARE IF SHE'S HUNGRY OR COLD THEIR DRUG ADDICTION IS SOMETHING UNCONTROLLED ALL SHE WANTS IS SOMEONE TO CARE SOMEONE TO HOLD HER AND NOTICE SHES THERE A LITTLE BOY PLAYING IN THE PARK READING HIS BOOK ABOUT GREAT WHITE SHARKS HIS PARENTS FORGOT TO PICK HIM UP AFTER SCHOOL SOMETIMES SEX AND MONEY MAKES HIS PARENTS SEEM CRUEL ALL HE WANTS IS TO SHOW HIS GOOD GRADE BUT FORGOTTEN ONCE MORE HE SEEM TO DECAY ONE DAY THE GIRL WALKS TO THE PARK BLISTERS ON HER FEET SHE SEES A BOY IN THE DARK THE SMILES QUIETLY AND ASKS HER, HER NAME THE STARES AT HIM WIDELY KATIE, SHE PROCLAIMS SHE SITS DOWN BESIDE HIM TAKES HIS BOOK IN HER HANDS SHE TRIES TO READ THE WORDS NOT SOUNDING AS GOOD AS SHE PLANS THAT DAY TWO SOUL-MATES WHO WERE FORGOTTEN IN THIS WORLD FOUND EACH OTHER AND A CHANCE TO UNFURL SLOWLY

If You Are Uk-based, Please Take A Look
The 696 Form compels licensees who wish to hold live music events in 21 London Boroughs to report to the police the names, addresses, aliases and telephone numbers of performers, and most worryingly, the likely ethnicity of their audience. Failure to comply could result in fines or imprisonment. We believe this places unnecessary and frankly Orwellian powers in the hands of the Metropolitan Police, an institution which does not have the best record of racial fairness. The 696 form can only serve to deter the staging of live musical events - a positive form of activity in London and all cities - stifle free expression and quite possible penalise certain genres of music and ethnic audiences. It is an intrusion too far. To sign the petition against form 696, please go to: http://petitions.number10.gov.uk/Scrapthe696/

Writing
this story needs edited and more detail, i had a short amount of time to get it all done b/c it was an assighnment when i went to high school, but that aside tell me what u think. it wasnt an assighned topic tho, i just decided to write this to get a history smemster test grade on it along with creative writeing. its historical fiction, not my prefered type to write, fantasy is. Nikki Hunt World history/ English/ Creative writing Short story 9/05 Cassia the Gladiator "She's a feisty one." The guard said as he slammed the door, leaving me with a roomful of scumbags, instead of one. At least he'll have a knot on his head, for a while, to remember me by. I surveyed my new surroundings to find me in a chamber full of prisoners and some guards, they eyed me hungrily as I prepared for what I knew was coming. "She's a pretty little thing." Said one guard walking toward me, the stench of booze fresh on his breath. The guard went for a snatch at my hair, but I was too

Little Angel...
I am breaking again Need I a sign If this all is Worth of fighting for I have to gather the pieces I need some glue Just enough To make myself whole For one more day Just one more day They love me I know it Other people Who can’t love me Without me Their miserable lives Would be only suffering More painful Than ever Burning feathers What will remain? Angel? No Only dust…. I am feeling weak Today, Tomorrow… All the same Day after day Little weaker Little weak angel Walking into the dark sunset What could he find there? Misery, pain, death? Or friends? Lovely, nice friends? If he finds the light The smile will be found also

Step In Back...
I see no backdoors Only cold corridor At the end of it Door leads to the garden Of pain I hear notes Flames in the lines Who can compose Such a beautiful melody? These letters Storyline of mine Who can write Such an awful story? I listen the music I bury my head Into the pillow And I cry.....

Feeling Alone...
Its been a while since i posted anything. I did an overnight toy mod where i was up all night and by the time i got here, i didn’t feel like writing. While overnight, i received word that I mad department manager of toys. I’m now the Dept Manager! yay me. Yesterday was my first day as manager. it’s a whole new set of hours than im used to and i have to adjust. i came home and i was so worn out, tired, and sore that i showered and fell asleep til 9pm. woke up, stayed up waiting a while then crashed back out til 2am. When walking home yesterday i picked up a handful of snow. don’t know why, just did and let emotion flow into my mind. Cold, growing wetter as it melts in the warmth of my palm, water tracing my fingers as it drips off. hurt slowly flowing up my arm as the coldness sets in.. but feeling made me feel alive. I miss someone terribly right now and i keep on missing her.. it’s hard to handle.. I’m broke as hell. come on thursday, i need my money…..

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Tito Ortiz, Big John From 'rock Of Love', Taya Parker, Joe Derosa, New O&a Videos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) Happy Tuesdee everyone! It's another icy day in the Northeast, so if you're somewhere warm... eh, keep it to yourself. We're F-ing Freezing. Anthony's feeling a bit better, so that's a plus. Today on the Opie and Anthony Daily Douche Chill, we have a TON of crap going on, so let's not waste any time, shall we? First off, our buddy, Tito Ortiz is joining us (not to kick my ass again... like he did many years ago), but to promote the Affliction Pay Per View event on the 24th. Get Your Affliction: Day Of Reckoning Tickets Online now! We'll also be joined by our pal, and rockstar bodyguard, Big John Murray who you might know from that li'l VH1 show, Rock Of Love. Also from Rock Of Love is our favorite PENTHOUSE PET, Miss Taya Parker... whose naked ass never ceases to make us drool. We'll also be hanging with our funny man friend Joe DeRosa, who is going to be at the South Beach Comedy Fes

Bettie And Jessie
this is for the two most smartest, sexiest, great friends i have here. the sun only shines when you smile, the earth stops everytime you dont, today is another day, tommorow is one step closer to the future, there are many up and down days in my life, my days go up when you are here, my days go down when you are not, there are many jerks out there, but just remember im not one of them, I will always be here for you, to guide you, to help you and to love you, thats what friends do, and that ill do for you, every day that im here, even when im not, Ill be walking with god, And you will get your wings. bedrock

Come Away With Me
Come away with me in the night Come away with me And I will write you a song Come away with me on a bus Come away where they can't tempt us With their lies I want to walk with you On a cloudy day In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high So won't you try to come Come away with me and we'll kiss On a mountaintop Come away with me And I'll never stop loving you And I want to wake up with the rain Falling on a tin roof While I'm safe there in your arms So all I ask is for you To come away with me in the night Come away with me

Love Or Just Disaster
Do you think that you can unbreak me And somehow make me whole again? Bring me back from black, And wash away my sin? You take me in your arms Want me to feel safe in your embrace But then your vengeful words Sting like slap across my face If you want me to be your puppet Then let me know when you’re pulling my strings You tell me I’m your princess But I’m afraid of what truth brings You never had to lie to me You know you had me all along But somehow that’s not good enough It’s to your ego I must belong You act like you’re my hero But I wasn’t asking to be saved Although I let you take me anyway And now look how you’ve behaved Do you just want to use and abuse me You do know sometimes that can amuse me But if you don’t then you should not speak Of a love that’s true that you know I seek Because deep inside of me Underneath the mask I let you see Hiding there is this fragile girl Who was once known as only me I’ve protected her this far

My Stuff's Gone
I had just recently moved in with a friend and it's not even been two weeks yet and somebody has already taken my shit!!! I don't know who or how, but i will guarantee that there will be an update on this. I will find out who took my stuff and they will not enjoy the hell that they have brought upon themselves

Me Relax Hmmm??
I was told tonight while I was at work that I need to stop being so nice, and to relax because im always so stressed out. Well the thing is that I can't help it really I like being nice. That's just who I am, and I dont think that it is a bad thing at all. I also don't think that im always stressed out I happen to be a very relaxed person. I just happen to be very active in life and I like to work. Now tell me if thats a bad thing or not. I would seriously like to know if its a bad thing to be nice. Or that it is a bad thing to love to work. Or be very active in life and what you do in life. I would just like to hear someone else's oppinion besides the people that I work with and don't really know that well.

If Tomorrow Never Comes
Hello My Angels, Just wanted to drop a few lines to say I love you all and thank you for always being there for me. Everyone is asking why I decided to post salute picks and the truth is I feel you all have a right to know the real me, I never intended to hurt anyone by not being honest with you all from the start, I thought in some fucked up way it would be the fact is I am pretty sick right now and some how I always thought it would be easier on all of you if I kept a wall up around myself and didn't let any of you in to deep into my world, for that I will be forever sorry and I do hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me some day. I know that life has many turns and paths we must each walk alone and at this point my fate seems pretty much sealed, but that's alright, I've come to accept what I tried so long to block out from my mind and heart, I've drank away everything I ever had in my life and pushed away everyone that ever cared about me even my son, the one person I t

I Have A Dream...
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of interposition and nullification; one day right there in Alabama, little black boys and black girls will

(how To) Clean_cookies_&_cache
(How_To) Clean_Cookies_&_CacheWhat is Cache?Cache is often referred to as Temporary Internet Files and is located in a folder on your Systems Drive. This folder usually contains a kind of travel record of the items you have either seen, heard, or downloaded from the Web (whether it be Images, Sounds, Web Pages or even Website Cookies.Storing these files can make browsing the Web faster because it usually takes your computer less time to display a Web page when it can call up some of the page's elements or even the entire page from your local Temporary Internet Files folder.Internet Explorer 6PLEASE BE ADVISED!!! INTERNET EXPLORER 6 IS NO LONGER (TERMINALLY IN USE) SUPPORTED PLEASE CLICK THIS LINK TO Update_Internet_Explorer. THIS COMES AS A WARNING TO ALL MEMBERS WHO DO STILL USE THE IE6 INTERFACE..Cleaning Internet Explorer's Cookies & CacheInternet Explorer is the main browser for storing Cookies & Cache and is the one that typically needs cleaning out the most.Follow the steps belo

Llayin' It Down
U know things in this world r really getting to take their toll. And since some people don't have back bone enough to face what they've done and tell the truth. Just remember! #1 I never lied to you.(and that's a biggie for a lot of people) #2 I didn't start any of this by myself,u did most of it. #3 U should never make a promise u don't plan to follow through, especially to a child. (that was cold). #4 U probaly r laughin' as off right now.Until the day it comes back to u, but worse. #5 I'm sure I was not the 1st, and deffinatly not the last, u done this to. #6 U don't screw people over,not a very good idea. Last but not least the pain u caused,even to the innocent ones,will be remembered. When it comes back to u,with full force.

By Howling_ni Wa Ya
My Page tsu la s gi tv gi u wo ha li a ni wa yaDrag tsu la s n tsu la s gi blood brother sisEdit . A Guide to the Sacred Wolves have been long regarded by Nati...ve Americans as teachers or pathfinders. Wolves are fiercely loyal to their mates, and have a strong sense of family while maintaining individualism. In the stars, Wolf is represented by the Dog, Sirius, thought by many aboriginal tribes to be the home of the Ancients. Wolves are probably the most misunderstood of wild animals. Tales of cold-bloodedness abound, in spite of their friendly, social and intelligent traits. They are truly free spirits, even though their packs are highly organized. They seem to go out of their way to avoid a fight. One is rarely necessary when a shift in posture, a growl, or a glance gets the point across quite readily. Traditionally, someone with Wolf Medicine has a strong sense of self, and communicates well through subtle changes in voice inflection and body movements. They often find n

Naughty Thoughts
I lay here in my bed Thinking of you. I must be honest and say My thoughts are far From innocence. Naughty thoughts Naughty thoughts Running through my head It's possible I could be Punished for this in the end. I can smell you Musky... All man. Oh, how I want to Wrap myself around you And take you in. I qlench at the very Thought of it. Naughty thoughts Naughty thoughts Running through my head It's possible I could be Punished for this in the end. I run my hands Through your hair, Down your back...ooohh... Strong shoulders... mmm,mmm Your touch makes my Skin tingle. Your eyes make me Want everything. Naughty thought Naughty thoughts Running through my head It's possible I could be Punished for this in the end. My tounge tickles Your earlobe. My lips tease Your neck As my fingers explore Your skin You squirm with a Silent satisfaction.

Without A Touch
The simple touch Of a feather, Oh, the pitch in your breath. Arousement without the touch Of skin. Excitement, eagerness Brings surpriseing dreams. My lips hover over your neck. Tension that is so pleasureable. Passion flows through your viens Like a liquid fire that has been unleashed Underneath the tamed heart, Wild and free. Silk...cool, smooth... Yeah, imagine this me touching you. Ice, slick and divine... I'm driveing you to the edge... Yes, yes. Smile, baby, smile. Because all this without a touch Is nothing to compare what my fingers can do when I touch you.

Wolf Howl
Under the night sky In the full moon's light I hear a wolf's howl. A tear comes down. Realization of a beauty That is still left in this corrupted world. The simplicity of love and greatfullness In those notes that flow along the wind. I ponder what the languge means. It could be so many things. I feel no fear with the wolf's call. Appreciation is what I hear. A cry out to the Gods From the protectors who Need protection. They're on the brink of their destruction. The destroying of their homes All because of the wanting Of a so-called need. When it's really a selfish materialistic necessity. A race that is always craveing more; Dwelling on greed. All in all I don't think the wolve's howl Because they are a dying breed. I think they howl in prayers For the breed that destroys all.

Freedom Of Speech
"Freedom of Speech." There's limitations on these three. Think, think, arrange Your words carefully. Wrongfully written or said... Bang, bang you're dead... Hung by one phrase, one wrong word. How does freedom fit in? Only by acceptance Of one's ears. They are the judge of Where freedom sets in. Going by a person's say You are trapped in a cage. Always haveing to be careful Of what you say Or the bars close in. I ask agian, "Where does Freedom of Speech step in?" You ask me a question. I answer with freedom Of expression and NO cuss Words thrown in. This answer you did not like. So, you hand cuffed me to your bike. Now, that was a sight. Freedom of Speech: Collides, over rides, lies All because everyone thinks their right. Honest, brutal, one-sided, Manipulative, under-ruleing, vindictive. Words that can be use agianst you or for you. Simple, careing, devoteing. I could keep going. Freedom of Speech how does it fit in? Choices made by choi

Sweet Surrender
Sweet surrender I give into you. Your eyes a mysterious hue. Be careful Because I am new, Not real experianced. I am giveing myself to you. My trust is in your choices. I lay my heart at your feet. My body in your hands. Are you ready to love and cherish me... To protect me? My soul is fragile; But my mind strong. I'm beyond independant; Give me time to learn To let you take care of me. I'm use to haveing to do Things on my own. It's all I have ever known. Sweet surrender I give into you. Your eyes a mysterious hue. Be careful Because I am new, Not real experianced. I am giveing myself to you. I came to you Just as you intended me to. Are you ready for the embrace? I am finding myself Just like you're finding you. Are you willing to blend The two into a beautiful unique hue? I'm with you if you do. Outside my box. Comfort has left me With a crazy happiness ringing In my mind, A satisfying humm in my heart. Sweet surrender I give

Battle
Fierce warrior. Hear the battle sounds. Thunder rolling through the sky, It's Aries war cry. Shaking ground from The feet of worthy men. Adrenaline pumping Hearts thumping. Seek and destroy Seek and destroy Survival of the fittist. The clash of metal Echoing through the shouts Bone to bone, The crunch vibrates down your body. Rivers of red Flow fresh with the rising sun. A ground where Man is no longer Man. It's the beast within. Bared teeth. Voice growling. Daring you to step in his domain. ATTACK It happens in a flash. You or him could be laying on Your back. Battle grounds. Where the beast is set free. And Aries smiles with glee. copyrights....Ashlae Grisham

It's Been A Long Time
It's been a long time Since we've seen eachother's Eyes. I forgot how deep they Dwell into my soul. Knowing my every thought Before my mouth can speak it. It's been a long time Since we've touched. Oh, the shivers. The tingle in my heart. Between my theighs....sigh. It's been a long time Since we've spoken. Forgotten that sound... The sound of Ireland. Deep and heavy. How it easily pleases me Or frieghtens me. Please speak agian! It's been a long time Since I've run my fingers Through your long dark hair. Watched your eyes go Wickedly wild. The need pumping through Your veins. It's been a long time Since we've smiled. The one thing that Always brings me up Instead of tareing me down.. It's been a long time.....

Would You?
If you were to kiss me Would you taste the Innocence on my lips? If you were to embrace me Would you take me tenderly? If I were to say no, Would you understand And wait patiently? If I were to offer Would you take freely or cautiously? Would you take my hand And kiss it lightly and tell me You will go easy, Not just with my body; But with my heart? Would you tell me you Loved me to just get me to start? Are you low enough to Play with my heart? This is important Cause it is precious to me. So, would you...... Just tell me truthfully?

My Sweet Little Angel
My Sweet Little Angel By Ashlae Reborn with the eyes of a child Shed the darkness Embrace the light Hang on tight Because destiny is a bumpy ride. Crazy days Sleepless nights. Confusion may cloud judgement Anger may cause regret. Silence may triumph. And tears may shed stress. Conquer your fears And let your fears conquer you. Don't sweat the little things, And don't ignore the big. Don't worry my sweet little angel Take my advice if you wish Let me guid yoiu in this life I gave yoiu. This life will bring you many adventures. For the good and the bad. Lests rejoice when you're happy. Let me hold you tight when you're sad. I will protect you, when you Need protection from others And even from yourself, If I have too. I'll let you make your own mistakes Cause that's the only way to learn. Don't worry my sweet little angel. For I will always be here. Even when I'm gone I'll be in your heart. Watching from heaven above Knowing that I did right. fo

Crazies
"Anne~ Miss Fu-Fabulous".... Seems this member wanted to interact with me, so I thought, Ehh why not... (they seemd decent)...SO, within a few minutes, this person called me... I expected a "27 yr old woman from Memphis, Tn to call me"... I was dead wrong...This lady sounded about 50-60 yrs old and sounded like she just got done smoking crack.... Witin realizing what I had done, I thought quicky of a way to get off the phone.... So I came up with an excuse quickly and hung up.... This morning when I woke up... This same person, called me a few times, and I didnt think anything of it, but when I seen I had voicemails, I got curious... So I listened to them.. Come to find out. Apparantly someone had bought me on here, and I was to blame for it... So i jus giggled and went to the next one... Well the next one told me that (word for word) "your a pussy, your a disgrace to the military, and I hope someone blows your brains out" Which I might add I have only known this person by this time ab

Star Bright
Star light Star bright. You're the only star That I see tonight. I wish you may I wish you might Be with me tonight. I'll make you only One promise. And that's to do my best. I'm far from perfection. But I am ahead of annoyance. I cook, I clean But no ironing please. Star light Star bright You're the only star I see tonight. I wish I may I wish I might Be with you tonight. I'll cherish you Like the magnificiant person You are. I'll lay my heart At your feet. My a chori. Star light Star bright I wish you may I wish you might Let us be together tonight. ** a chori (ah-REE)Gaelic for "my heart"

Predetors Eyes
I HIDE WHEN I CRY AND YOU WONDER WHY. ASHAMED OF MY PAIN, ASHAMED OF MY PAST HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID TO LET THAT MAN GRASP WHAT LITTLE CONFIDENCE I HAD LEFT. I STILL SEE HIS PREDATOR EYES IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. HE TRIED TO TAKE ADVANTAGE JUST BECAUSE OF THE INNOCENCE I HAVE I DENIED, I REFUSED UNTIL HIM AND MY BEST FRIEND BROUGHT ALONG THE BOOZE. SHE LEFT ME SCARED AND CONFUSED HE TRIED ONCE AGAIN HARDER THIS TIME TO TAKE MY PRIDE KNOWING I WAS PHYSICALLY OUT NUMBERED INCOHERANT AS I WAS. I WAS ABOUT TO GIVE UP. THAN GOD SENT A MIRICLE MY FRIEND CAME WITHIN EARSHOT AND HE BACKED AWAY. FOR THEN ON OUT I WAS NEVER ALONE WITH HIM AGAIN EXCEPT FOR IN MY HEAD. A FEAR I BURIED DEEP INSIDE SCARED TO UTTER A WORD. BUT NOW I TELL YOU. EMPTYING MY PAIN I TYPE OUT THE LETTERS WHICH REPRESENTS HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE HID AND CRIED BECAUSE OF THOSE PREDERIOUS EYES.

What Is Love?
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . . Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think. ************************* 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 ************************* 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 ************************* 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 ************************* 'Love is when you go out to eat and give s

Lost
Waking up without the feeling of purpose. Without the feeling of just being.. like a dream you just can't wake up from.. then you wake.... you realize you did in fact lose everything. you wonder about your friends, your family.. where do you run to? do you run at all? you question yourself about everything you once knew... about who you were.... did it all matter? did anyone care? being lost in yourself is like being lost forever.. then you realize.... you were never found...

School Starts Tmrw :(
Yay, I made my goal of Godfather before school started back up! I'll probably be there for a while because, if I do what I'm supposed to, I'll be busy doing homework. Sooooo just a heads up if I'm not around much (because I know you will just miss me terribly) it's because I am going to school fulltiem and working fulltime. Oh the fun! I think I was going to say more but I don't remember, I'm tired. I have to go look up what class(es) I have tomorrow so I can be slightly prepared. I'm crossing my fingers that there are not too many retarded kids in my classes.

Attention All Electricians
TO all who are in teh electrician buisiness i've got great savings and would love some input on the economy and the price of electrical tape. if u could save $1.19 a roll for some awesome electrical tape made by Freezer Flex that is competative with Scotch 33 and Scotch 88 would u consider? I am trying something new to help elctricians survive our lovely economy right now. If u need electrical tape I know a great supplier who can save you loads of money. black and all other colors are available message me if ur interested and i'll contact you directly if u like. THANKS AND GOOD LUCK IN YOUR BUISINESS. HOW MUCH U COULD SAVE IS A SHOCKER!!!

Celestial
I woke up today in an inescapable haze where had I just come from? Some impossible dream where I was in love There she was in that impossible alabaster the soft curving harmony of her body with those poison ruby lips. I can't live another minute without touching without kissing without possessing I can't face another faceless day. The opiate smoke of her words still in my imagination. The spiraling incapacity of her pleasure. It all couldn't have been dreamt the knicks, the aches they're too real. The dryness in my bones is too real. A thousand wells in a desert, and I'd walk through another just to reach her. Just to be a minute flare of her supernova. A glimpse of her perfection... a drop of her on my lips could sustain me another millenia. Touch me love me curse me maim me but please do not deny me... To ignore me is to destroy me down to the last speck the very last atom. To turn your goddess shoulder away would erase me. Namel

La Cultura Dalle Mie Scelte Ed Accettare Il Dolore
§ Choices and consequence. That's what life is about, right? Trying to make the right choices Only to make the wrong ones. Trial and error Trial and error. So it weighs heavy on the heart. La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. It's harder to accept the consequence Of your own choice Than others....Can you answer why that is? La cultur dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. Acceptance is the key How easy that sounds. Facing my fears I can now feel the tears That I've been hiding. La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. Yeah, that's how it is. Another whirlwind spin In this so called life. So I keep on trying. La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. L'accettazione e` la chaive ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NOTES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore:(italian) Learning from my choices and accepting the pain L`accettazion e` la chiave: (italian) acceptance is the key

Let The Rant Begin
Ahhh Shit. Its time for some Korn to be blaring in my ears. Hang on a Sec.. Oh yes..This is the good Stuff. Louder..Mhmm. Okay! Lets get this shit started. Lately things outside of what I show has been rough. Only one person knows what I'm talking about. And it will probably remain that way. He's been there for me since day one, even when I didnt need him. But I footly appricate it. Anyways.. Yes, things have been rough. Emotions high,feeling low. Work doesnt help. Bullshit customers who think they know what the fuck they are talking about, but in all reality, they are just like little kids with new toys. And todays youth isnt any better. They only want it becuase its expensive and now a status symbol. Unaware of its full capabilites, they waste it, abuse it,and eventually break it.But oh well. Its not my money. Even though my ipod touch has two little scratches on the screen.Haha. I'm rough with things. On a lighter note. My hair looks good.Need to lighten

Are You One Of The Blind?
§ It's another day The sun is up again. In the Sahara another Emotionally dysfunctional soul Walks in the sand alone. Praying for the fountian of life To quinch their weary mind. To fill the emptiness in their heart. And to finally wash away their pain. Loneliness drowns them. Seems like they are forever Stuck in the sands of time. Wondering why the others are so blind. Waiting for true sympathy, Not superior fake empathy. Why can't others open their eyes To the ones who suffer internally?, To the one's who reach out to be saved? So please just give me a minute of your time! Give me a minute to explain the reasoning of this write! For there is someone out there Cutting an inch at a time. Or swinging lifeless in front of the window pane. Just to get rid of their pain, To stop the loneliness. And I ask why? Why do you wait until it is too late? Why do some of you choose to be blind? Why do you let selfishness take over Whe

Cool Breeze Bring This Unknown Soul To Me
§Forever waiting in time To be able to call someone mine. My heart aches of loneliness The echo of soul drowning In the abyss. Oh, cool breeze Will you bring my soul mate to me? Dare me to jump off the ledge Into the cool water of desire. Sooth me with passion Teach me love. Bring me a piece of heaven from above. Unknown soul, give me a chance To show you how special you are. How caring a lover should be. let my touch tease and please. Feel how my words can douse Your angry fire. Let my presence subdue your pain. Unknown soul look into my eyes. See that everything is going To be all right. Kiss me and hold me tight. Together we will take this life flight. Unknown soul you don't have To be alone tonight. Oh, cool breeze will you bring This unknown soul to me? ©Ashlae G.

Candycane Fantasy
§ Candy cane fantasy Minty breath skims the lips. Tell me can you handle the Essence of me? Sticky, sweet. The romance underneath the sheets. Red heat sizzles off you and me. As the white light of ecstasy blinds. Can you hear my pleasure cries? Night to day, Day to night The excitement rises Between my thighs. Wiggle, Wiggle, I get you high With this candy cane delight. Sugar rush jumping, Pumping, We really are some-thin' Our individual colors combine Into this scrumptious treat. Candy cane fantasy Is where you and I like to meet.

A New Beggining
I've seen dark days, Days where I thought I lost my way. Forever denying what was to truly be. Now I know I didn't truthfully know me. I've accepted my past, My present, And hopeing to accept my future. One day at a time The light shines brighter As I discover the hidden desires Of my lonely heart. Once a loner, And once a stoner, I am no longer a naive joker. One day at a time my life will shine.

Tis A Fantasy
Tis a Fantasy Of broken dreams And pleasing screams, That I see. Here we could find eachother, Due to our broken views And half way healed hearts. My other half is covered in bruises and scars How about yours? Trust is a rare thing. Prying on the scar tissue At one point or another We loose track of who we are. We've gotten this far alone. How far could we get together? Could it be forever? This I shalt not know. Together can we take this chance? Put our half hearts together To make a whole? Tis a fantasy Of broken dreams And reassuring pleas. Here we could find eachother Realign our broken views. Tis nothing but a fantasy.

Paranoid Insecurity
Bi-polar, schizophrnic, manic depressive??? Belittling myself, I cry, and I don't know why. Lost in translation. Shut away, I put myself on lock down. Unable to give anyone the key, The key that will enable me to speak. I will not take a pill to fix the glitch, Fearing the addiction that once glazed my own mother's eyes. I fight and I hide. But people see what's plauging my mind. Ghostly transparent, I am blind. Today's one of those days, Where I am down on my luck. Subconscious wispering words of fear and sadness. I scream. GO AWAY! I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE! I guess I still have some fight left. But I don't know how much more. It's not like I can buy it at the store. My words are in the ink. These written words, My therapy. The weight lifts off my heart, My soul, My mind. Here I am now, Knocking on the cyber worlds doors, Getting complete strangers support.

Contemplating Suicide
I wrote this one a long time ago when I was going through a really dark period in my life. I've decided to share it with my fu-friends...it's in dedication to a good friend of mine who just lost someone close to her due to suicide. May strength be with you nettie!! Contemplating Suicide By Ashlae Anger, frustration Contemplation Sadness, fear… Cracked mirror. Image broken in half Sense of self loss Subconscious Belittling, bewildering…pushing Another step towards the ledge. Little strength left… Fighting, struggling…faltering The beast feeds Growing, consuming Time to scream!!!! Visions so real… Pick up the knife Slice, Slice, For once I can feel My anguish Dripping down my hands My fears Washed away with my tears Lots of years wasted I should be better than this More courageous { Realization, Finding strength again} Slow boil within I scream NO IT’S NOT MY TIME TO GO! As my sin blows Away with the wind Anger grows… Turns into

Hey
Hey guys, well its the new year.. sorry its taken forever for me to blog on here.. Anyway I have been a busy bee! I have been posting vids on youtube.. (if you wanna watch I am under tinamarie1979) doing school work, being sick, listening to music and generally just being myself. Anyway I am on facebook, myspace and youtube.. Here are the links www.myspace.com/lilscorpiosweetie79 www.youtube.com/tinamarie1979 www.facebook.com/tinawitt I love this site www.makeupgeek.com So check those out.. rate, comment and subscribe and tell your friends.. oh and here is my blog http://lilscorpiosweetie79.blogspot.com

My Favorite Random Internet Convo Thus Far
(oh yay) PP: I don't know what to think about your elephant. It reminds me of some sort of cult symbol. Are you in a cult? Awesome. me: 01/15/2009 - 1:33am no, silly. not a cult symbol. it's just a bullseye to get people to look at my boobs. PP: 01/15/2009 - 1:39am I was going to look at your boobs anyway, though. But not in a 'I'm horny' way, more like a 'What is your personality like' kind of way, like in 8th grade when girls started getting boobs. Although, maybe another time I'd look at them in a 'I'm horny' kind of way. But I think it's hotter to look in someone's eyes in an 'I'm horny' kind of way. me: 01/15/2009 - 8:20am my boobs tell the future. you can look at them and try to figure out what you're going to be when you grow up. how about that? PP: 01/15/2009 - 11:05pm Doh snap. That reminds me of the mighty boosh when they sing "Future Sailors". People keep telling me this photo looks like Yick Yu from Degrassi High. It's so cold

Ex Gf Code
1.You walked away...so that gives me the right to do what i want,when i want,with whom i want 2. If you replace me,i get to hate you more than i did at the beginning of our break up 3.Dont tell me how important your new girl is to you...because i was just as important if not more at one time 4.Dont treat me like shit if you said "I Love You" at one point in time 5.I was the most important person to you at one point in time,so dont act like i never meant anything to you 6.I get to HATE you for what you done 7.I am allowed to be crazy and wild YOU broke me 8.I am allowed to make fun of you,you did fuck with my heart,feelings,and mind 9.I may miss certain parts/things about you ,but just because i miss some things doesnt mean i want you back so dont flatter yourself 10.Dont talk shit because you know i wont believe it,i know things about you,your not much better These are your rights= 1.You are not allowed to tell me when i am being a bitch or a brat

Why Teddybears Are Important To Me
When I was 5 years old my Grandmother gave me a teddybear and a card. In the card she wrote "As you go through life you will go through many difficult times and your family and friends wont always be there to comfort you. But you can take your teddybear anywhere you go. He will always be there when you need a hug, Will always listen when you need to talk, and will never laugh at you when you need to cry". My Grandmother passed away 3 days later after giving me that teddybear. Since then as i have gone through life I have collected teddybears from everyone in my life that has made a difference or a positive influence in my life. That way as i moved around the world with different duty stations, and being deployed around the world i could always take my friends and family with me, or thier teddybear that represented them as a token that kept them fresh in my head. I could pick up any one of them, and it was like a stuffed memory cabinet. All the good times I shared with them c

Maybe Now........
is the time that I stop messing around and go for what I truly believe is the one thing that will make me totally happy once more!!. Yes I went through the wringer a few weeks back….scared that I was going to lose everything that was important to me and now I realise that I had to go through what I did, just so I could see what I might have lost and very nearly did lose, if I had not started to think things clearly. I have spent that time sorting out my own issues, laying all my ghosts to rest and finally stopped worrying about just what others think or say but that it really is all about what I think and feel…… So….yes…now really is THAT time!!

Music
All Music SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Name one song that pops up in ur head wen u see the name: George Strait:Check Yes or No Beatles:Help Carrie Underwood:Before he Cheats Hank Williams:There's a tear in my beer Sugarland:Want to Elvis:Ain't nothing but a hound dog lol Taylor Swift:Love Story Tres Bien:who? Pete Wentz:Is he that Fall Out Boy dude? Beyonce:Yuck Joel Madden:The Anthem Fergie:Lets get Retarded Shakira:Hips don't lie T-Pain:none Chris Brown:none Now here is the actual questions... How did carrie underwood become a country singer:American Idol I think Who is kellie pickler:Some country chick When did chris brown become famous:No clue Are you an american idol freak:Nope Are you a music freak or nerd:Nerd I guess What was elvis known as:The King Who is ur favorite male singer:John Fogerty who is ur favorite female singer:Not sure really. Have you ever seen your favorite female singer in concert:One of. Do u like Britney Spears:Nope Does Paris Hilton s

Venting!
Can not stand my head, nor my heart to be played with, like it is some board game that can be pulled out whenever it seems necessary. I am a human being that has feelings and emotions just like everyone else in this world. If you prick me, don't I bleed. If you hit me, I may get pissed off but, don't I cry. Then why, oh why must this be deemed okay. People wonder why others have trust issues, just look around there are plenty of eye openers. Wake up this is not High School anymore, this is the REAL world and in the REAL world it involves a lot of growing up, which some have not. Is it sooo hard to find a decent person? What is it that I am doing sooo wrong that god must torture me so. Haven't I been through enough!

What Dr. King Was Fighting Against.......
read down to up as its straight from the shout box........ ->~*SeaMaiden*~: actually I am well educated, and you need to take your personal feelings out of the issue and look at whats right ~*SeaMaiden*~: you would never understand it. you don't know how it feels and im not about to sit up here and continue to try to explain it to you. all i can say is-educate yourself and be more open and empathetic. you're 31 yrs old and you speak with ignorance ->~*SeaMaiden*~: NO word, is above race.......... and what IS ignorant is to think a word can be used by one race and not another, personally i dont like the word at all, I dont think blacks or whites should be saying it at all........ and it IS racist to say blacks can say it and whites cant, and it makes no difference what the meaning is because its the intent with which its said that counts, not the word itself ~*SeaMaiden*~: the "n" word? its really sad that in 2009, some white ppl don't realize how offensive that is and when it's

Grr At Ex's
Ese que llama a las 3 de la mañana y te pone una cancion romantica Ese que te deja en la libreta una tarjeta Donde dice que te ama Ese que te entrega el corazon con la mirada... y tu como si nada... ese que sueña que una cancion, puede ablandarte el corazon... solo yo... ese loco soy yo! Ok they're lyrics to a song I can't seem to get out of my head. Damn my ex! Ex's suck :( Don't you agree?

My First Time
The sky was dark, the moon was high all alone, just her and i her hair was so soft, her eyes so blue i knew just what she wanted to do her skin so soft, her legs so fine i ran my fingers down her spine i didnt know how, but i tried my best i started by placing my hands on her breast i remember my fear my fast beating heart but slowly she spread her legs apart and when i did it, i felt no shame and all at once the white stuff came at last its finished, its all over now my first time ever milking a cow

Winter Life In West Virginia
jan. 3- moved to our new home in west virginia. beautiful development with lots of trees and a great view moved up from the south. cant wait to see some snow. jan 10- snowed last night! what a beautiful setting. shoveled the driveway open. kids love it here. what a terrific state to live in. snow plow came by. had to shovel out jan 13- more snow. kids r off school. shoveled the driveway out to get to work. I-81 blocked with assholes who dont know how to drive. got home to find out the snow plow came by and blocked my driveway. had to shovel to get the car in. he's starting to piss me off jan 14-more of the white shit fell again last night! kids still off. just got finished shoveling out the driveway again and that damn plow came by and closed it up again. gave the driver the finger. he blinked his lights and ran over my mail box.BASTARD jan 17- snow falling and a foot more is predicted. kids off again. left car out along the curb so i didnt have to shovel the driv

Holy Fuc
king Shit. Seriously. If you don't want to read a book, leave now. Jeff bought a new router today. It works great with his computer, and his playstation, but started a chain reaction that lead to his mom's computer to melt down. I kind of feel like its my fault for telling Jeff to buy the router, even though it had nothing to do with it in the end. The router wasn't even hooked up when it happened. It just all happened after he turned off the old router and tried to change a wireless setting. The issue dates back to one of those fucking mini-cameras. Those things are fucking terrible for your computer. They never install right and always end up corrupting. It happened to mine, and it happened out of the blue like it happened to her. I feel so bad. She has all of her pictures already backed up onto her iPod though, so she shouldn't have an issue. She is just has no idea how technology works and doesn't know what to think about this. Jeff doesn't like it either. I'm scared. I don't wa

Just A Thought
i would carry you into the living room and start kissing all over your body starting at your ears and making my way quickly down to your pussy. then i would just kiss on your thighs and feel your body jump when my tongue connects wit your sweet tasting pussy. i begin it real slow and then i speed it up like i havent had nothing to eat in two weeks. i feel your hands start to run through my hair, but i didnt pay it any attention cause i was doing what i like, pleasing my woman. i can hear you starting to moan my name and as i stuck my tongue deeper into you, you starting saying 'i'm cummin' but i didnt pay it no mind. i just went ahead and continued to sucking on your clit like i was on a popsicle. you tried to start moving my head out from between your legs and but all i kept doing was pushing your arms out the way. but you waited until you noticed that i was coming up to take a quick breath and you jumped over the couch. so i got up and just smiled at you and walked towards you and yo

Confused
When I lost my Daddy and Stepmom to a plane crash on June 17th 2006, I learned that I should say what I feel because I might never have the chance again. I've tried to stick with that, but it's just gotten me more heartbreak. I don't know what I should do. Go thru life regretting that I never said how I feel or wishing I could take back what I said because I fucked things up?

Something Among Nothing
what do you call love that ends in pain? what do you do when someone leaves a stain upon your soul? what can i do to make you understand? i use my words to speak a thousand truths, why do yours turn to lies? why is it i open up and feel completely free, and you just feel torn and raped? free me from this frozen and cold less being, you wont to be from me just to be alone! while you cry apart of me dies when i see your eyes my soul gets torn in two and heart breaks while you cry! these are words that i use to love you with and if my words make you feel sad then why do you love my mouth? I'm shouting this at you i can't take it anymore i've told i loved you a million times i've held you close just to feel our hearts beat as one! why do you push me away I am i too much to take am i loving you too much? is there such a thing?!

Love My Life
So for those who don't know me.. I am in college right now, a criminal justice student. Working towards that criminal profiling and forensics profiler degree. Have only one more semester left. I have a full time job.. and I love things in my life right now. I have thing on lock right now... College Work Family Friends.. and life couldn't be better. Love .. it will come.. I am enjoyin going out clubbing, dancing with whoever the ef i want.. so, upset that im single? nah! not at all... I have all the time in the world to find the man of my dreams. Lol been asked have i met him yet.. possibly... I don't know, time will tell all. Im not your ordinary chick either. I know im cute.. and i know I got what i need... Im your southern bell, sweetheart and I have an attitude i know how to protect me.. my friend always says.. do you... thats the best you can do.. just do you.. and I am sure as heck doing me... doing me big! .. yay me!!! ♥ Chrissy

The Thin Line Between Love, Pain And Hate....
It really is a thin line, even though they exist at the extremes of human condition. They are far from center, good and bad. Pain is the opposite end of the spectrum turned inward, hate is projected. Here’s an example of how quickly things can turn. This is a portion of a conversation used for illustrating this purpose: Guy: Okay I’m gonna ask some questions, and I need, really need, honest blunt answers, I feel I deserve them, okay Girl: Okay Guy: So, we fight and 3 minutes later you say you moved on? To what, to who? Girl: (Silence) Guy: Hello? Girl: I’m still here Guy: Okay, so you said you moved on, are ya saying in the last 3 minutes you found someone? Girl: (Silence) Guy: Hello….. Girl: I’m here Guy: Well can you answer? I mean the last few weeks you said we’ll talk about and think about fixing it, then in the last 180 seconds you’ve somehow moved on. What do you have to lose by telling the truth at this point? You have nothing to lose and everything to gain really….

Please Take A Moment
This isn't one of those times where I'm going to ask you to kick fu-bux to someone for spotlight or help level someone. Just asking for one quick rate. And if she isn't on your list yet, wow are you missing out. So click the pic below and F/A/R her. When it comes to good friends she's at the top of the list. She does a lot for others and now it's time to do a little for her. If she's already on your friends list please just take a moment to check and see if you're able to re-rate her. If so please do. And if you want to do more and feel like rating some of her pics or stuff like that go for it. But please at the least rate her page or re-rate her. Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar

Fubucks For Rates
Ok, listen up everybody! Here is a great way to help someone else and yourself at the same time. My #1 had to make a new account after hers was deleted and she has been trying to get back to where she was at..level 23...and is currently at level 21. So heres what i am gonna do to help her out. The first 3 people to go in and rate all pics and stash of hers will receive 100k in fubucks...the next 2 will receive 50k. Here is how to claim your bucks... 1. comment the last pic in every folder after rating so we know you were there. 2. private message ME after all pics, comments and stash have been completed. After checking with her to make sure all these have been done, I will send out your fubucks. Once all 5 prizes have been awarded, I will update my status so that everybody knows, so keep your eye on my status if your only here for the money. Here is her link: Queen~of~Hearts*Rating Revolution* RL Fiance to DJ Money@ fubar

K This Year Is Not Going Well So Far
I need to vent sorry. well i have to move in 5 weeks and have no place yet. the place i hadt ready and will not be for awhile. hubby is leaving for cali before we leave so no sex. lol had to throw that in there. dad is looking for a place for me. then when there i have to find a mental heath place not only for my daughter but for my mother who is going to be living with me in 9 months when she is done with rehab. and to top off all the stress my daughter walks in the door and says "mom i got into an accedint last night and need to go to the doctors, sammi has to have surgery on her hip and the snow mobile didnt make it and i am hurt" so i take her to the er and she is fine. banged up really good but she will live. her friend at the same hospital was still in surgery when i left. so now what? what the hell sorry had to vent a little

Thank You Everyone!!!
WOW!!!! WHAT A SHOW OF SUPPORT I GOT TONITE!!! THIS IS WHAT FUBAR IS ALL ABOUT, HELPING EACH OTHER AND HAVING FUN. THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE TO THANK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN!! SO, I WILL DO IT IN ORDER THAT MY POOR MEMORY ALLOWS, LOL. FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU TO THE LLAMA LEVELERS AND TO THE RATING REVOLUTION. WOW, YOU ALL REALLY ROCKED MY PAGE TONITE. TEMPTING ENCHANTRESS, ROSE, NO ONE COULD ASK FOR A KINDER OR SWEETER FRIEND. YOU SENT SO MANY OF YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP ME. YOUR KINDNESS TO ME LEAVE ME IN AWE. MY PEGASUS PROJECT FAMILY. YOU SHOWED UP TO HELP ME AND ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED YOU. I AM BLESSED TO BELONG TO SUCH A WONDERFUL SISTERHOOD. MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY...WHAT CAN I SAY??!! I HAVE THE BEST ON FUBAR. THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A TIME THAT I HAVEN'T ASKED FOR HELP AND YOU NOT BE THERE. FUBAR IS AN ONLINE SITE AND HERE JUST FOR FUN, BUT MY FRIENDSHIPS ARE VERY REAL. I AM GRATEFUL TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND WORDS CAN NEVER EXPRESS WHAT YOU A

Marriage
So I've been in the unique position that most of the people I went to high school with, and college for the most part, have been younger than me. While three years is typically not that big, in their points in life they are much less mature than I am. Now please don't get me wrong, I am not trying to brag, just stating what pretty much all of them have said. What I have seen is that a great number of them get married after meeting their first "love." For the most part there is nothing wrong with this, but I've seen the things they normally can't/don't want to. For instance, a lot of the people that I have noticed getting married don't seem to have any real common ground. While arguments could be made that they might make it work, I don't think they will. Not that I want them to fail, far from it, I'm just worried that they might be biting off more than they can chew at the age of 22. Of course, I was almost married at that age. Though what happened to me was traumatic and I reall

Follow Your Heart -
Have you ever found that one person in your life that totally completes you and then it turns out to be a joke ? I guess what I am asking our there real people out there looking for love or has this place we all call earth gone to hell ?

Doors
Slam , slam ,slam . As I run behind her down the hallway . Door after door is slammed in my face . What am I to do fear, anguish, anger . Is it a window to my soul or a door to the future . Turn the nob and push to enter fear, anguish, anger oh what am I to do . Slam slam slam ....

Tall Dark Handsome And Blue Eyed Blonde
Starting a Sunday morning off where I need to get some solticeand solitude, I reflect on the plans I made for later thatday. Driving home I find myself deep in thought of what was tohappen for the day. As I arrive at home I call and ask "What time are youstopping by?" He responds "In about half anhour." I shower quickly. I heard a knock at the door. 2 gorgeousmen stood before me. One brunette and one blonde. The brunetteI had been with a few times in the past. Hot, tall, fit anda great lover. His friend was Average height and build,but a cute smile and beautiful eyes. The brunette and I went into my room while the blonde tooka shower. He threw me back on my bed after we had kissed andlet our hands wander for a while. He burried his face in myhot pink wet clit. He made me cum all over his face with littleeffort. He has a great oral talent that always makes me gushcum all over his face when ever we are together. It had beena while since we were together. I forgot how huge and thickhis co

Always Check Your Childs Homework!
Life Lesson# 45893 = Always check your child's homework before it gets to school! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When asked to draw a picture of what they wanted to be when they grew up, second-grader "Sarah" turned in the lovely drawing shown below. Needless to say, the teacher was a bit surprised -- Mrs. Smith had always seemed like such a conservative woman. So she sent a note home to the girl's mother asking for clarification as to the picture's meaning. (read Mom's reply below the picture) (Here's the reply the teacher received the following day) Dear Mrs. Jones, I wish to clarify that I am not now, nor have I ever been, an exotic dancer. I work at Home Depot and I told my daughter how hectic it was last week before the blizzard hit. I told her we sold out every single shovel we had, and then I found one more in the back room, and that several people were fighting over who would get it. Her p

Suprise!! Nsfw Folders!!!
so your cruising thru fubar and sending out the 10's ect and its all good, then you come across a pic you like and figure, sweet ill add them cause hotness is neat. then it happens, "blah blah " as accepted your friend request. so you open their pics up and what could it be? you guessed it, the coveted NSFW folder. i love this, really..free teh breasticles ladies, we love you more that way. loller.

Auto 11's On For Toxic Angel,seeking Godfather Please
SEEKING GODFATHER PLEASE AUTOS ON ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar Creed All Tag Links are Live,Seeking Godfather Please. Please Help me to Achieve this Fubar Title Ty

The Pasture
On the edge of the pasture I see what I believe is my life .Filled with prickly pear and cactus but flowers blooming are fresh with a sweet sweet aroma . Knowing that a storm is brewing and the rain will fall with lighting and thunder . The sky is purple gray and magenta swirling clouds over the pasture . Winds blow away the rampage of mother nature to a calmness only she knows ....

Mona's Wedding Present
Mona and I are getting married soon and I would like to give her 2500 profile rates in the next 24 hours as a wedding present. Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ Please rate or re-rate Mona today. Make my beautiful bride-to-be happy and let's keep fubar's finest lady #1. Thanks everyone! We can do this. Yes we can! Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~@ fubar

Panty Auction
ITS ALREADY STARTED SO JOIN IT NOW http://fubar.com/user/1968932 GO TO GEEKYGIZMOS PAGE AND GO TO THE ORGY FOLDER AND BIDDDD THERE ARE STILL SOME LEFT!!!!! GET THEM WHILE THEY ARE STILL AROUND UNWORN 15BUCKS WORN 25 BUCKS AND ADD A PERSONAL PICTURE OF THE GIRL WEARING THEM HOLDING THEM AND AUTOGRAPHED FOR 10 EXTRA BUCKS.

Bullshit And Boys...
Seems I need some hipwader to walk through the neck deep bullshit that has been put in my way. If you say something then you had best mean it...if not then leave that person alone. I cannot believe I am back on FUBAR...hope it's a better ride than last time.

Oops! Lol
'Hello?' 'Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?' 'No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.' After a brief pause, Daddy says, 'But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul.' 'Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, Right now.' Brief Pause. 'Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway.' 'Okay, Daddy, Just a minute.' A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. 'I did it, Daddy.' 'And what happened, honey?' He asked. 'Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed With no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser. And now she isn't moving at all!' 'Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?' 'He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back wi

Orgy Candy Salute
THE ORGY CANDY SALUTE so heres the rules: Each staff member that is included in this picked their limit from sexy pose which is clothed or face only Boobs/Chest only Butt only Muscles only Mild nfsw Anything but pentration Above each staffs picture/name will say there limit.. TO GET A SALUTE DONE BY THE ONE AND ONLY ORGY GUYS AND GIRLS IT WILL COST YOU: FUBUCKS MINIMUM OF 10,000 VIP BLING How it will go: You email The orgy page tell us who and we will tell them then you will bling/vip/fupal them once they get the fupal/bling/vip you will be notifed when it is put on the orgy page for you to rip!!! WHO IS IN IT geekygizmo mild nfsw Dj Cliff Chest/abs only Dj Crystal Mild NFSW getto diamond anything goes but pentration phatty swank chest only Dj rip sexy pose Pimphedpe mild nfsw mental mild nfsw Kerigirl4you boobs and above only Websil

My 25 Things List
heres my list. i didnt put in stuff about liking coffee and brunettes.... its probably too serious so ill have to do one about what my fav foods are a idle crap like that.... :D 1. I stand alone in my life, and am the strongest person i know 2. I havent talked to my mother more than 5 times in 20 years 3.I havent talked to my father in 7 years 4. i have supported myself since i was 16 and had to figure out shit on my own 5. Im a good father and my kids come before me 6. my eyes are always open when people get close to me 7. Im the guy who helps you move and buys the beer 8. im lazy because when i do something i refuse to do it half assed 9. im an introvert in social situations until ive assessed who im around 10. my opinion is that people are selfish and motivated by self worth 11. I hate going to the dentist 12. im the quiet guy that doest brag 13. when i like someone its out of instinct 14. Im more comfortable in a small group than in a crow

Husband Down.....
A husband and wife are shopping at the local store. The husband picks up a case of beer and puts it in their shopping cart. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the wife. "They're on sale. ONly $10 for 24 cans," the husband replies. "Put them back, We can't afford them," demands the wife. A few aisles further along, the wife pikcs up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the basket. "what do you think you're doing?" asks the husband. "It's my face cream. It makes me look beautiful," replies the wife. Her husband snorts, "so does 24 cans of Budeiser, and it's half the price,'" Suddenly, on the PA system: "Cleanup needed on aisle 16. We have a husband down."

Sbg January Birthdays! Woot! Love These Bad Girls!
Some of sarge's bad girls are having a birthday JANUARY 1ST Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW*Owned By Tulsa's Angel@ fubar JANUARY 6TH S3XYCRICKET MEMBER OF THE SARGES BAD GIRLS & MEMBER OF*FU-Bombers*& RATING REVOLUTION@ fubar JANUARY 11TH *JuicyFruit69(Bi)*Sarge's Bad Girl**@ fubar JANUARY 12TH BiBabyGirl...DON'T LIKE BIGGER GIRLS GET THE F... OFF MY PAGE!@ fubar JANUARY 29TH ~Mistress Momma Meagan~R/L & Fu-Wifey of DJ Munchies~Owner of MMM's Pets~SBG~@ fubar show them lots of birthday love! Rate Fan Add Bling Crush them. While your here check out the sarge's bad girls were the best and baddest on fubar!! Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

Poetry
ON a road well traveled is this the road for me ? Today I take a different road one I have never traveled before . With it's curves bumps and blind spots it brings me fear . not a fear of death but a fear of life one that I feel apprehensive to explore . But on this road less traveled I make a stop . With this stop I find a piece of mind a seance of need and desire to explore this stop on this road as I am torn do I have a final destination or do I stay and explore this stop on the road less traveled ?

Help With My Spot Light
Dani~DJ Lush is going for spotlight!! She is offering some cool stuff for a few measly fubux..... For any amount she will rate up to 300 pics :) For 100k or more she will make you a kickass salute!! For 500k or more she will let you be a guest DJ during her show in Dirty Deeds Radio *your choice of songs for an hour*!!!!!! Not interested in that? How about this?? Silentlizard is offering some awesome stuff too for donations: Graphic *tag or animation* of your choice for only 5k *see folders for examples* Salute and 3 free graphics for 100k or more!! Still not interested?? Try this on for size.... Souljagirl is offering stuff as well *wink* For 100k or more she will make you a personalized salute and rate 200 pics :) All fubux should be sent to: ~?Ðani?~?DJ LUSH?~CO-OWNER @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~Fu-OwNeD by LITTLE PHUCKER~ Don't forget to R/F/A her as well!! Lets get this sexy Biotch spotlight!!!

2 B 6 Again
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observin his wife lookin at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. I'd like to be six again', she replied, still lookin in the mirror. On the mornin of her birthday, he arose early, and made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park: the Death Slide, The Wall of Fear, the Screamin Monster Roller Coaster- every ride there was. Five hours laterthey staggered out of the theme park The wife's head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. The husband then took her to a fast food restaurant where he ordered her a burger with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, with popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted.\ He leaned over his wife witha a bi

It's Been Awhile
its been ahwile since ive updated ya'll on my life..well as you all may know im an army wife of a deployed solder in afganistan,suckyes..very. Honestly if it hadnt been for alot of you on here it woud have been harder than nessacary for us when our/my daughter Lizzie~[~AnglEyes passed away in Sept,o8.. On to a long year for the family as you would presume.. honestly it got much worse i was also left out of her obituary ...i have resent to have it redone..not because im mad because i forgave as soon as it happened,(some ppl know not what they do to others) But because they might as well of left her out ..if you all follow me.. i know just another blog on someones life .. honestly i dont care what you think other than my true freinds will always be there for me ..THats why their my family.. i have honestly been pushed to mylimit this year.. An yet i always find the strength ..im always here for my freinds on Fubar an probally always willbe... ***alot of you are brothers an sist

She'd Love To Have The Last Word After My Last Words
you wrote a death wish and i'm on it will santa reap the gift for you soon? gave me a death sentence with many reasons will you finish or is it a paragraph? signed my death warrant time running out is it pills or pull the trigger for you? issued a death certificate i graduated and you're elated why didnt it happen so fast?

Help Dani Get Spotlight!!
Dani~DJ Lush is going for spotlight!! She is offering some cool stuff for a few measly fubux..... For any amount she will rate up to 300 pics :) For 100k or more she will make you a kickass salute!! For 500k or more she will let you be a guest DJ during her show in Dirty Deeds Radio *your choice of songs for an hour*!!!!!! Not interested in that? How about this?? Silentlizard is offering some awesome stuff too for donations: Graphic *tag or animation* of your choice for only 5k *see folders for examples* Salute and 3 free graphics for 100k or more!! Still not interested?? Try this on for size.... Souljagirl is offering stuff as well *wink* For 100k or more she will make you a personalized salute and rate 200 pics :) All fubux should be sent to: ~?Ðani?~?DJ LUSH?~CO-OWNER @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~Fu-OwNeD by LITTLE PHUCKER~ Don't forget to R/F/A her as well!! Lets get this sexy Biotch spotlight!!!

Exploration
So I have decided that it's about time that someone started a sexual exploration blog. Everyone has something they wanted to know more about or something they did that others might enjoy, hense where this blog comes in. Send me a PM with a question and ill write a section about it, participate in our discussions and enjoy sexual explorations. Sexual explorations is a phrase everyone understand but what does it truly mean to everyone? Everyone has some sort of "fetish" they desire, some more specific than others, but everyone has that one thing that sends fireworks up. Some don't even know it yet. My opinion on fetishes has always been really simple, whatever floats your boat. I personally have a few things that drive me over the edge but i can't really say that idea of someone sucking on my toes is sexual satisfying. One thing everyone needs to keep in mind: DONT YUCK UP SOMEONE ELSES YUM! Don't be hateful to people because of what sexual stimulates that - with reason (child porn

Deleting My Account??
To All my friends... I am really considering deleting my fubar account. I just don't think I should continue to be on here. I have done somethings this previous year that I am not to proud of. If you are a true friend and want to continue to chat with me, send me a Message with your Yahoo address and I will keep in touch. I will be deleting my account by the end of this week. I had fun meeting all of you on here. Hope to hear from you...

The Dating Game.
Dating life has its moments-good, bad, memorable, forgettable...nightmarish. Being a single mom dealing with school and work on top of domesticated life doesn't leave me with too much time to bother with dates, first meeting jitters, and awkwardly filled silences, but even I've had my share here lately.... (btw, if you happen to think you are being mentioned here in this blog, don't get your panties in a wad--no names are mentioned so only you and I will know. Just be flattered you made the list.) Bachelor #1: late 20s. never married. no kids. degree from FSU. owns internet startup company and designs websites. lives alone--a plus, but in a bad neighborhood but he's made the best of what he's got....eye for decorations. hm. plays guitar/former local band member, awesome voice, cute. online hookup. two dates. total dork. lives close. really enjoys being a bachelor. too aloof. Bachelor #2: mid twenties. divorced. ex-military. mechanic and going to school for that. lives a coupl

Auto 11's
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My Name Is Addiction.....
I can suck you into my endless trap. I dont come with any rules, not even a road map. I'll take you by suprise, make you tell every one you know lies. I'll take your mind, through twist and turns. You wont even care, how many bridges you burn. I'll bring you down, to what we call ground zero. You'll have nothing to lose, your nobodies hero. I'll leave you with, the look of addiction in your eyes. I'll leave you with, that look of no soul. As I move onto my next victim, the poor unsuspecting fool. My name is ADDICTION..... Written by: Jessica 4/15/07 Written for someone i loved so much to watch them get sucked into addiction was a sight i never want to see again....

"it Not Just Anther Day Off! It A Day To Remeber A Great Speaker!
Graphics for Martin Luther King Day Comments REMEMBER "MARTIN LUTHER KING" " A ANGEL SENT BY GOD TO BLESS US WITH HIS WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE" Graphics for Martin Luther King Day Comments Graphics for Martin Luther King Day Comments AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar

Black Box Of Mine
My heart grows colder, every second of everyday. This is not a joke, no time to play. To this I am saying, Beware of me. For the future is grim, this is what I can be. It is a time for change, a time to be free, a time to let go, a time to be me. Its a time to change, this black heart of mine. To singing,dancing,drinking, that would be just fine. For this is just, a rant of boxed up rage. Could someone put me back, in my deep black cage. I thought I was ready to see the sun shine, but maybe this blackness will be just fine. Maybe this blackness is just what I need, no, im not off my rocker or losing my mind. Its just me, myself that I'm trying to find, I need to find me, first and foremost. Before what I see in the mirror, is just a ghost. Is this just a phase, I sit and wonder. Can I bring myself back, or will this take me under...... Written By: Jessica 4/8/07 One of the most blackest times my soul has ever endured....

"do I Really?"
Do I really? Do I really have a measure, do I really have the will? To silence all the dreams of doubt, to resurrect the still? And wrestle all the darkest thoughts we have here to the floor Do I really have the backbone, to give you something more? Do I really have the knife to cut, in deep right to your heart? That special road map leading home, that compass or that chart? Here inside my garment bag, I fumble for the tools The implements that will help me break those ever present rules Do I really have a standing, a place of reverence? One that lingers over all miles, and dissipates distance? A meaning that most would surely miss, or declare it out of time How strained and worn can you really get? When I am feeling fine Can I really find that meeting place, predestined from the start? Where the soul awaits the starter’s gun, and the runners are the heart The finish line is scuffed and worn, by defeats from our past Now it matters not who crosses first, or stag

They Are Gone
I deleted all of my blogs, except for the ones that I had set for family. Why? Because I want to start fresh on here. I already cleaned out my friends list, so this was the only thing left to do. I may at some point start the same "type" of blogs again, but right now...I don't want any reminders of the past 2 years on here. Speaking of reminders. I don't want anyone talking about Tom from this point on. I'm going to act like he didn't even exist. That might sound harsh to those people that are still his friend, but he acted like I didn't exist...at least I have the decency to wait until we aren't together. I'm going to do things to make ME happy. I'm not really all that worried about how what I do makes you all feel. If I'm doing something that bothers you, and you think I should know....tell me, but don't be upset if I don't stop doing whatever that was. That is all.

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week
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Sex Iq
**Astra: Guess you know what they say about birds of a feather! :P* You have a Sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Angel's Story (part)
Jandor an elven ranger finds a infant laying in a nest area atop a mountain that was filled with many beasts. Rumored to be home to a crafty and old silver dragon, tho no one had ever seen it themselves. Unsure of why an infant would be in the area, let alone one that was quite clearly at least part elven it had to have been stolen. Even so he had no idea if there where indeed any missing children. He couldn't take the chance to leave an infant alone to the elements, and the creatures of the area. He wrapped her in his spare tunic and carried her with him back to the village. Leaving her temporarily with the town elders while he busied himself with his activities. Sure that the elders had already figured out where the child belonged. "We were unable to locate this child's parents. There are many willing to take her in while you are on your travels. You must take responsibility for the child,at least until parents can be found." Protesting in disgust Jandor said" I am a ranger. I h

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Novel [part One]
She raised onto the balls of her bare feet and brushed her lips across his jaw. The secent of him filled her head and heart, and she opened her mouth and kissed the side of his throat. She heard the harsh intakeof his breath next to her ear. She ran her hand across his shoulder and down his chest to feel his heart. It pounded beneath her touch, and she raised her face to his and gave him a teasing kiss that left his his mouth chasing hers until he could take no more and raised a hand to the back of her head to hold her against his mouth. Then he drove in and gave her a hot, wet kiss that made her insides tumble. She took a step back and raised gaze til it met his. She lifted a hand to the front of her blouse and slowly unbuttoned it and let it slide to the floor. His gaze followed her hands to the snap of her jeans. She popped the snap the lowered the zipper tooth by tooth. His gaze turned so hot, she was surprised her pants didn't catch fire as she slid them down her legs. Her pan

Cancer
in my blog what thanksgiving means to me i told u about my mother and her cancer.. well her sister was told today that she has ovarian cancer.. this means.that all 5 siblings have had cancer 2 r fighting it now and 3 have passed away from it.. man cancer is an evil evil thing.. it has destroyed our family... so i am thankful for everyday i have.everyday i get to wake up.. everyday i get to love, laugh. cry. i am thankful that i get to feel all feelings.. cause that means i am alive...

So Sad…. You On Your Own Jojo
This has been an interesting start of a new year. And while I have not made any new year’s resolutions, I have been working on me lately. First of all, of course is my humility. It is hard for people to notice because I am so awesome, but I have been working on it. Another main thing I have been working on is how I have to have everyone taken care of. I have decided that is not my responsibility anymore. I used to have to try and have every angle covered, know where all the pieces are and make sure everyone is in the loop. Now, not so much. For example when I used to get together with friends I would call everyone and coordinate everything. I was always checking on where people wanted to go and it was just a big hassle. Now I get a time and place and don’t worry about it. If someone is late, I don’t sweat it and if the first place is packed, I can now move to a new place without waiting for everyone to make sure everyone is taken care of. In the rescue diver course they tea

Anti Valentines Day!!
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Anti-anti-american Rant And Some Stuff About My Day
First, let's get this out of the way. Anyone not looking for a rant should skip down a bit until they see the lolcat. Yes, I'm a muslim, no I'm not an orthodox muslim. The fact that I'm not wearing a scarf in my pic should make that really clear. Do I like america? It's okay. Am I anti-american? No, I do think however, that you're some of the most addle-headed toe-minded jump on the band wagon people history has ever produced. Try thinking for yourselves and doing some research before you jump on your president's war wagon. Do I care for bush? No, I don't. What about Obama? Let's see what he's capable of, so far, I am not impressed. What do I think of americans? You people had so much potential and you pissed it away fighting amongst yourselves and killing anyone who doesn't agree with you. Every day in your news it's something else. Open your eyes and notice things. more animals So I thought I'd try this out and see how it works. I'm not promising

Just A Reminder
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it,but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE think s about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8.. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received.. Forget about the rude remarks. *Good friends are like stars.....You don't always see them,But you know they are always there. *Whenever Go

Dreams
In the mist of the night My dreams come aflight Working in magic as they tell me a story, of beauty an light... Waking with skeptism an curiousity Wondering if this is really ment for me... Sorting thru the ashes, trying to see what could possibly there for me.. Digging deeper an deeper, I find a light that shines just for me... Pulling it close an holding it tight, I open a door hoping for nothing but pure delight... I follow the light that was given to me, holding it close in all my dreams... It brings me smiles an laughter, as my heart is filled love an an ever after... My soul sent soaring, with the wildest of dreams... For Beauty has finially found me... In the mist of the night, I awake to my dreams, Only this time the story they tell wasn't made for just me... Someone is trying to pull me away from the beautiful of light brought to me... I awake cold from sweat, chills in the air as my body shivers from the dream that awok

When........
When it Rains it feels like little drops of heaven touching your skin. A feeling like no other, A calming warm rush of comfort that you only feel from a loved one’s hug or a gentle kiss on the cheek. When you smell the flowers the scent dances across your nose, tickles your insides with a giddy sense of childhood when all was simple. When the wind blows it weaves through your hair with tingles of little fingers running through it to make you feel relaxed and serene. When the snow falls on your tongue and it melts away quickly, take your worries and fear no more for it shall fade away as quickly as they came.

Judas Priest-turbo Lover
You wont hear me, but youll feel me Without warning, somethings dawning, listen. Then within your senses, Youll know youre defenseless How your heart beats, when you run for cover Your cant retreat I spy like no other. Then we race together. we can ride forever Wrapped in horsepower, driving into fury Changing gear I pull you tighter to me Im your turbo lover Tell me theres no other Im your turbo lover Better run for cover We hold each other closer, as we shift to overdrive And eveyrthing goes rushing by, with every nerve alive We move so fast it seems as though weve taken to the sky Love machines in harmony, we hear the engines cry. Im your turbo lover Tell me theres no other Im your turbo lover Better run for cover On and on were charging to the place so many seek In perfect synchronicity of which so many speak We feel so close to heaven in this roaring heavy load And then in sheer abandonment, we shatter and explode. Im your turbo lover Tell me

Bad November - Track 12 - Dreaming
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Dreaming Never believed in happy endings/ Never thought there was more to life then this/ You entered my life and taught me love/ Then you crushed it all to dust/ Now you tell me you want

A Real Virus Alert Warning
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You Can Have Me All 2 Urself
Ok boyz listen up. As i start to get use to this Fubar Site im starting to find new ways and new games 2 play. If you want to own me all you have to do is 4 things. That is it. THe 1st one is to Rate all of my Pics and comment some of them. The second is to Rate/add/fan my #1 family member. He is the one who got me started on this. And im trying to help him make it to Level 28. The next thing is to send me a Blingy thing, or a pimping gift. Last but not least send me 50k fubucks. For every 50k you send after that you will have more chances at winning. That is all you have to do. Im going to have this going until Saturday Jan. 24th 2009 so everyone can have a chance to play. And everyone who does these 3 things will get put in a hat. Who ever wins me. Will get the following. Own 4 30 Days Your name besides mine that says OWNED by ?. 200 pic rates a week. 100 pic comments. Each Week a differnt NSFW Pic. 2 Drinks a day. My choice of course. Your picture as my background. #2 fri

Are You Singing Your Song???
Whenever people actually find their own song to sing, their deep-seated sense of self-doubt begins to be released, leaving a space for creativity to fill. The song turns out to be beautiful; people find that they can sing it without being punished and even earn a living being themselves. In every case, the song is socially positive and acceptable. Beneath the fear of being unique, each of us has a powerful craving for as much uniqueness and specialness as possible. Why is it that at first the prospect of being ourselves is so horrifying? Deep down, as much as we might deny it, all of us have been hurt by having our childhood wishes trampled on, but we accepted it “for our own good.” A child needs and demands to be respected as a unique person, but being small and helplessly attached to his parent’s approval, he will sacrifice his own feelings to win the reward of their love. For most of us, our parents fed us their own concept of “being good,” and we conformed to that even

I'm Tired Of The Bs
As of right now my profile is set to friends only, til I see fit to let anyone else in. Personally I'm just sick of the shit, the whining, the crying about this, that or the other thing, or those that feel the need to confess their love for me only to have me turn them down. Tough titty said the kitty, but the milk is still good. I personally don't care what people think of me, whether you like me or not, I don't really give a damn anymore. If the shit continues, NO ONE will be able to see my profile. And then after that I'll get to the point where I'm just gonna delete my entire fubar account just to avoid anymore drama from anyone. Me personally I'm not gonna sit there and confess my love for this person or that person...gimme a fuckin break, that kinda shit sickens me. If you already have a man or a woman, and you both happen to have an account on here, by all means confess your love for one another. But don't come to me and tell me you like me or you love me, especially aft

My Triumphant Return! Maybe Not
Hello, hello!!! How have all of you been? Good, I hope. I have been sort of a hermit in the past couple months, considering around Christmas time is not a very good time for me. Anyway, since becoming Fu-King, I decided I needed a break from Fubar, being it was consuming my waking moment everyday it seemed. So, in order to break my Fubar habit, I decided to get a new habit, play computer games! Yes, I know I am pathetic, but I like computer games, they are very challenging, and they don’t make your wrist go numb after hours of playing them like when I would rate people’s pictures. But the rest was well worth it, and with all the blog topics I began to think of started to pile up, I thought it was time to do some typing. There has been some new changes on Fubar I have noticed since I became a Fu-King, first I noticed there is a new picture for the security check. It’s still annoying as hell, but I guess Fubar just wanted to make the check fancier. Also, you can be owned by som

Realtionships...
well lets see im sick of hearing bout realtionships so im going to speank my opiniosn bout them. well lets see i believe a realtionship is a part thing bothe the guy and guy must agree, get along, care for each other equally. same goes for guy with guys, or girls with girls. I also believe that a realtionship can work if it long distance can work, and work out better then realtionships of those the cpoupel live close to each other. i believe that a realtionship is a mutual thing both have to have the same feeling and etc. im sure this blog makes no sense but it not the point.

What I'm Going Through!
I'm sure you've all seen the last blog I posted, about my cervical dysplasia. I'm having alot of problems getting my husband to sit down an listen to me about the whole thing it seems as if he doesn't really care nor want to deal with it, he lost his mother do to cancer and I'm not sure if this is why but I do need someone to talk with because going through it alone is driving me insane, I hardly eat anymore & do the things I once loved to do. I have talked with my mother over the phone many times about this but it's not the same as if you were doing so in person. I've told my husband many of time that I wanted out of this place we're in now because of all the shit they are tearing down & puttinh up, and the fact we live right across the street from a steel mill, I can't even take my kids out to play because of the kesh???? that flies around, I've thought about moving down to my mothers without John & just taking the kids but then again I can't bring myself to do something like that I

She Had A Birthday!!!
My heart was broken July 2008. I was sitting alone with my Mom in her hospital room. The doctor gave us the bed news. They can not repair her heart valve. They gave her two years to live. A few tears slipped out of my eye and my Mom was stern with me. She told me not to cry that she needed me to be strong. I have my moments where I slip away to shed a few tears. We made a decision to live each day to the fullest. My Mom is my best friend. She's great!!! Yesterday we had a family birthday party for her. I love it when she glows. Her face had color and she was having a great day. Her great grandchildren and grandchildren showed up. It was a wonderful day. You could her laughter fill the house. Just wanted to share a happy thought. Happy Birthday Mom!!! Number 72!!! Wooo hooo!!! Thank God for giving her such a great day. Kiss the ones you love, you never know when might be the last time. Don't be afraid to tell friends and family that you love them!!! :)

A Little Bit About Me And What I Want....
Race: Italian, Irish, Russian Birth date: 12-31-75 Age: 32 going to be 33 next week Weight (Some like big girls that are a certain weight): 210 What you are looking for: Relationship or someone to hang out with Your Marital Status: Widower Your height: 5'8" Your Hair Color: light brown Your Eye color: Blue Body Type: thick Education: Associates Employment: Laid off Profession: Religion: Pentacostal Religious Services: weekly Political Views: Middle of Road Smoking: No Drinking: Socially Kids: 1 Wants Kids: want to adopt Groups: columbus bbw Interests: music, dancing, hanging out with friends, sports How would you describe your personality? (I'd prefer a paragraph but please give me at least 5 words) I am laid back and shy at first. But; I warm up quickly. I love to joke and have a good time. Astrological Sign: Capricorn Sense of Humor: silly Social Setting: I am good

Moderate Cervical Dysplasia
I had a pap test come back bad in May of last year, went an got a colpo done in August which came back to be moderate cervical dysplaisa but it really messed me up the doctor that I was seeing at that time said I had two choices one was to get a cone biopsy or a full hysterectomy,thing is I had gotten a bacterial infection from the colpo which caused me to get a yeast infection that lasted for 3 months, talking about hurting I was in alot of pain, could not walk nor sit for any amount of time before having to stand so thought to myself I would go to a second GYN and get a second opinion she said that the doctor I had been seeing was way to agressive that we could get rid of this by doing the leep, thing was she had me set up to get this done on September 25TH but I had went into her office over the yeast infection and well needless to say I had started my period on the 23RD of that month, they had called me for a reminder I tried to explain that I was unable to make it but the lady cut

Failed Glucose Test !
I got a call from the Dr today that I failed my 1 hour glucose test and need to come in tomorrow at 8 am to take a 3 hour glucose test!!! So I might have gestational diabetes :( That might explain why the baby is so big. I hope I pass the 3 hour test tomorrow...

Gidget
Physical Properties We clasp hands in greetings Hand to hand, physical properties Defining a relationship Embodying a meeting of Personalities We move our feet In synchronous motion Dancing to a sonorous drum Expressing the heart As two beating Or alone with one’s spirit Swaying Lips blood red Bruised from tender Bites telling ones Desire for another Expression, expression Physical properties Arms entwined Holding another Warmth radiating Soul to soul Fingers raking back Arched forward for Physical properties To give ones time Since teen years defining Blond tresses Loving horses ridden Dogs best friend A lovely lady may Once again enjoy The smiles of Physical Properties The ability to reach And touch Gidget poet

Questions (stolen From Cc)
I stole this from Van. I changed it a little. I don't want to be put on the spot asking anything because I'm not as deep as he is. :P Questions. This blog is all about questions and answers. Ask me a serious question, and I will answer it honestly and truthfully...I will not hold back any answer, no matter how shameful or secret it may be. Ask me a goofy question...I will probably respond with a goofy answer. Ask me an inquisitive question, about something you have wondered...and I will try to answer it.

Anything Goes With Gem Tonight
Anything Goes on Sunday Sinners Paradise Lounge and Dawn Star Radio invite you to join us as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life plays what you want yo hear. Regardless of the genre or year its from. As long as she has it she'll play it. Anything you want to hear (and we mean ANYTHING!). 8pm - 10pm (EST) Hope to see you there! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-18 15:37:28') (repost of original by 'HersheyK' on '2009-01-18 16:16:37')

Some Things P*ss Me Off
One thing I'll never fathom is seeing a beautiful woman who is dressed in such a way as to draw attention to her figure, then blow her lid if I happen to notice. Several times in the course of my existence, something similar has happened. I've seen women of varying ages wearing sheer tops with no bras; "Daisy Dukes" that have been cut shorter than you'd expect or believe; very low-cut cleavage-exposing tops, among other things. I, being human and a male, have naturally noticed these things. Pretty much all of these women have caught me noticing (I don't stare, heh heh), and a lot of them have given me smiles in return, which tells me that they've dressed that way specifically to be noticed, and their reasons for this are their own; I don't make assumptions. The flabbergasting thing happens to be the few - the very few - who dress this way, then get indignant when they get noticed. I've even been chewed out a couple times, enough that I have started responding by pointing out to

Birthdays Suck!
No, this isn't a blog bitching about how I didn't get enough attention paid to me, or whatever. I've gotten more than my share of well- wishes from my beautiful daughters, wonderful boyfriend and amazing friends. What I'm bitching about is that more things than normal went wrong on a day we're conditioned to think is all about us. So, here's went wrong today... Basement flooded, soaking piles of not-yet-put-away-but-clean laundry. My kids were late for school due to said flooding. My blower fan went out in my van, although it suddenly started working somehow again. The first guy to come out to fix the sewer line broke his cable trying to fix it. The second guy to come out and look at it refused to try to fix it due to the age of the pipes. The final guy I called I found out that my ex owes him money and he won't come without a 250.00 down payment. When I was picking up a kid to take him on a visit with his mom, I got stuck and had to dig myself out of the

I Am So Using This Next Time I Fill Out A Resume
What the fuck people! I need a motherfuckin job, and I have a resume that says I am fucking fit to be your goddamn front desk/administrative assistant. I have applied to a ton of jobs on here, and not one of them responded, WHAT THE FUCK?! Cover Letter? Here's my fucking cover letter! Now, I'm really low on money, and I'll suck a dick if I have to...that's right! Got a bear in your backyard that keeps eating your garbage? I'll fight that motherfucker and I'll win! Can any other prospective employee say that?! FUCK NO! What'd you say? You lost your keys? FUCK IT! I'll shoot the goddamn lock off your door with my laser eyes! That's how bad I need a motherfuckin job! Your brother is gay and you're not cool with that? I'll de-gay him with reverse buttsex. Don't believe me?! Then hire me and I'll fucking show you! OBJECTIVE I need a motherfuckin job. SHIT I HAVE DONE -I invented the moon. -Atlantis was around til 1988, but sunk when I shot out of my mom's vagina like a

Gotta Be Somebody For Me.....
Hinder – Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I w

Thinking Of You
Just sitting here and thinking, Thinking my thoughts of you Dreaming of how things would be If you were right here too. I hope that things are going The way that you had planed I only wish that you were here And I could hold your hand I dream of being with you Of being by your side Of waking up beside you of love that we won't hide I hope one day that you'll be more Than just a dream at night That I can bring you happiness And love with all my might But until then, I'm here alone There's nothing else to do Than dream of you and count the days Until I'm there with you

Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along

Need A Job, Or Just Some Extra $$--serious Inquiries Only!!
If you dont have a job, want to possibly earn extra income, or know of anyone that could use this.....please contact me (either through email on here or kizzmint26@yahoo.com) for information and the number to fax your resume to. SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY!!!! Since our founding, HealthCare Services International, a subsidiary of Mednet Healthcare Technologies, has provided complete cardiac monitoring solutions utilizing extensive technology and service options. The Holter Center, a nationally renowned monitoring service, is currently recruiting motivated individuals to provide scanning services. We are currently seeking Full-Time/Part-Time Holter Analysts with a minimum of 1 year of experience scanning holter monitors. Applicant will be Responsible for: - Processing incoming holter recordings - Prospective scanning and analysis and preparing reports - Editing data - Reporting test results Requirements include: - Experience with Phillips Zymed Holter scanning syst

Get To Know Someone
I can only get to know someone that is willing to talk to me and let me know who they are. i am a very sontanious person and i am not very patient, i guess that is one of the things i have to work on about me. i dont want to change anyone else. it is useless. if you want know the ins and outs of me you have to ask me questions and i will answer the best i can. i can tell you one thing about myself. i do not lie. the guilt is just not worth the time for me. I tend to run through my life i am learning how to slow down now. I only stop when something gets my attention, my full attention. and if i am pushed away i might not want to but i will get over it sometime, i dont stay mad very long, there is no fun in anger. i have had to learn to be a surviver, and that is what i do best.

The Meaning Of It All
Well look at the morose fuckers right here, its looks like someone shit in there cereal BONG!! ok enough with Jay and silent bob. Just got out of the hot tub with my friend. Had to relax, a little pent up about my trip to U of M tomorrow. So I had some wine and a good soak, and a good think. Why is it we as humans naturally fear the unknown? I mean I know all the crap I have been threw the last 12+ years with my cancer but even though I know they aren't going to do anything new to me I am still apprehensive about going. Yet I have no fear of dying, in fact sometimes I wish it would just come so the pain and suffering it is putting my children and I threw would be over. Granted I do want to make it to see my babies become adults and know that their futures will be ok, but I don't want them to witness what this shit is doing to me. Over the years I have become more sensitive about life and its offerings to the point that I cannot turn away a person truly in need of help, but I have

Hiring Djs,greeter,bodyguards, And More
i have new lounge i need people if u like to work for me i so happy i do need the help here i like this lounge to rock and make it people second home (lol) so sb or message me ty hugs n kisses lick n bite

Questions: 1-19-09
This is a fun activity, I've done it before and it usually gets good results. I believe it originated with Iced Earth..and the original intent was you ask me a question, I answer it honestly, and then I ask you a question. Turns out people liked my questions and didn't have so many of their own so...I've altered it a bit. Feel free to join in, even if you have never talked to me before Questions. This blog is all about questions and answers. Ask me a serious question, and I will answer it honestly and truthfully...I will not hold back any answer, no matter how shameful or secret it may be. Ask me a goofy question...I will probably respond with a goofy answer. Ask me an inquisitive question, about something you have wondered...and I will try to answer it to the best of my abilities (yes, I will even go so far as to use Google if I must..but I rarely do, I'm smart like that). In essence: ask me ANYTHING. But perhaps you don't have any questions to ask, and you'd like me to query yo

How Long Will It Be Before Death Claims Obama?
How long will it be before death claims Obama? I will be the voice of reality. I feel, see and have come to know deep within my heart and soul; we place a bi-racial man in the White House, but how long Barack Obama will last there. I don’t see him lasting long. Sorry, but life is not yet ready for him. He is just walking in three men footsteps, who were assassinated. How long will it be before Obama is assassinated? We compare him to Martin Luther King Jr. and JFK, plus Lincoln. All three were killed because life didn’t want them in life or power. Abraham Lincoln was assassinated by a shot in the back of the head. John F. Kennedy was assassinated by a shot while riding in his car along side his wife. Martin Luther King Jr was assassinated on April 4, 1968. I wish him all the best, but he is walking upon a dangerous and deadly pathway now. I just pray his children are kept safe from harm. I wander if he knew the risk he was placing his family in. I know there have been threat

A Note Of Farewell
To all my friends and family on Fubar, I feel like its time I said farewell to you all on Fubar. There are many reasons as to why I am leaving this site and as a member; that point i will not raise, but every individual has their reasons in life to do what they want. I have met a lot of friends and made some really close friends on here...so close to the fact that someday we will have the chance to meet up and may be become friends for life. I will know will be friends for life. True friends who will stick out for you no matter what and be there for you even through some of you are half way around the world...they know who they are, I can't thank you enough for being there for me through the rough and the good times. I'm sure without a doubt we will stay in touch elsewhere other than here :) Love you guys very much...you mean the world to me. x As for the rest of the friends and family I have made on Fubar, I wish you all well, sorry I may have not had the chance to spea

Whats Right And Just
I was raised that when you make a promise to someone you do everything you can to make it happen. As I grow older I wonder if that is actually a good thing. I am left in a state of confusion, If I do something to help someone it is said that God smiles on that. Though I wonder if what I did to help someone was something God says we shouldn't do does he still smile on us? Is it ok to hurt someone that is hurting others? I know the law punishes violaters, but when there is no law except that of the Lord, is it ok to save others by destroying what is hurting them? I am Roman Catholic, I have read the history of my religion. From Moses and the Ten commandments to the birth of Jesus, From the Crusades to the Templar Knights and the Illuminati. I have seen that many horrible acts have all been done for the belief it was the right thing to do. Am I as my fore fathers and doing things that I believe are necessary and right no matter how bad the means. So I am left bewildered to how far you can

Just A Thought!
this isn't about politics for once it's just a thought i don't care what people say about me or think and hate me if you want to cuz really your only hating yourself. i have a right to think and a right to write down and say what i think. anyhow like i said this isn't about politics for once. it's about a man years ago with a dream. and today it's come true wouldn't martin luther king jr. be proud of that if he was still alive today to see that his dream has come true. what are we all fighting about just cuz one man name oboma is president. have we all been brainwashed by everyone else's thoughts about him just cuz he is a black man runing the country now? you can think for yourself.i have never been into politics till now i find it very interesting also very intense. i think oboma will be great for this world. people he isn't preisndent yet give the man a break and our respect. he is only human.you may not like his politics i may not like them but he is human and will be

About Love
About Love... Loving the right person at the wrong time, Having the wrong person when the time is right, And finding out you love someone right after That person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, But when you see them smile at you, You'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending To be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that They will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way Of expressing how much you love the person... In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love Being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because The absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the Other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body But it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason Why the heart is not always right... Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love But to

Valentines Day
♥AS MOST OF MY PEEPS KNOW I DON'T PREFORM VALENTINE'S WEDDINGS, WELL THIS YEAR THINGS HAVE CHANGED A LOT FOR ME AND SO MANY OF YOU HAVE ASKED ME, SO I THOUGHT OKAY WHY NOT!! SO I ASK YOU PLEASE BOOK WITH ME IN ADVANCE IF POSSIBLE. AS I ALREADY HAVE A FEW THAT HAVE. :D HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO YOU ALL!! MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT! JUDGE WHITEDOVE XOXO

Temptation Playhouse
TEMPTATION PLAYHOUSE NEW LOOK so come check it out and play in this tempting playhouse Owner ~Pastel Princess~Owner@Temptation's Playhouse~Owned by Big Don@ fubar co~owner $DJShort&SEXY*co-owner of Temptation's Playhouse@ fubar Head Designer & Promoter რ♐ TAINTEDPRINCESS™ ♐რ SDMF~ CO~OWNER @ SIXTH SENSE@ fubar Click anywhere on the pic d>

Nicht Ganz So Sinnlose Scheiße
Mind your thoughts, because they become words, mind your words, because they become actions, mind your actions, because they become habits, mind your habits, because they become your character, mind your character, because it becomes your destiny.

Wanna Karaoke With Me Fubar?
This is an online bar which means there should be online karaoke. My profile song is me doing online karaoke. The website I use to do online karaoke with is http://thesimsonstage.ea.com . After you record your song you can choose to blog it. Take the embed code and put it in your trackz here on fubar. Then let the ratings begin!!! Have fun with it! Do it sober....or get completely shitfaced and sing your heart out like a howling dog. Make funny ones! You can even add your webcam to make a video of you singing if you want. Who knows if I'm amused by yours enough I might even bling you :) Remember this is for fun. Don't worry about sounding like some amazing singer!

Sex Quiz
Your Bedroom Grade: A+ You've got it going on in the sack. You know how to please your partner in every possible way. You are a one in a million, and anyone that is lucky enough to get with you will agree with this quiz! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

Heaven On Line
There's a land where I go when I need to share that's not on a map, yet exists everywhere A land of names without faces, a curious place, modern creation that's called cyberspace. There's all creation of people with cute little names Like Pookie, and Sandman and Rosebud and Flames. Some are just snobs and some are real fun. And some of them just want to find someone. But both good and bad they all play a role. Still each one unique, but part of the whole. We talk and laugh and wonder why. We flirt and we hug and sometimes we cry We can't be heard and can't be seen. Yet, there it is, right on our screen. But all in all the most curious part Is the power it has to open our heart. To share with a stranger those things we've concealed Which to our closest of friends we'd never reveal. Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears The scars in our life which bring us to tears. What gives them the power to reach into me and show me the

Me At My Sizzmartest...
Two people can just be friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever. When you have a smile on your face and a twinkle in your eye only your true best friend knows you about to break down and cry The saddest lies are the ones we tell ourselves There are two kinds o secrets. Those we keep from others... and those we hide form ourselves. -Frank Warren *PostSecret* feel the rain on your skin no one else can feel it for you only you can let it in no one else can speak the words on your lips. I wish you didn't think I was so perfect, I wish you didn't think I was so great,because it'll just hurt worse, when you realize the truth a little to late. some people, after seeing others being "original" they decide to be a follower and be "original too" just like them some people think its holding on that makes one strong sometimes its letting go Let's just d

Flobots - No Handlebars
This is one of those songs that was introduced to me through my friends. When they first told me about it they kept raving about the song and how deep it was, and that I had to see the video, but not once, over and over again, that way I could see just what exactly what was going on. I have to admit they are right, I've watched the video about five times now, and every time I pick up something new from it. Sadly the band has removed embedding from youtube, so all I have are the lyrics and the link. Seriously, watch this video. You'll like it, and try to catch the meaning behind it as well. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuK2A1ZqoWs I can ride my bike with no handlebars No handlebars No handlebars I can ride my bike with no handlebars No handlebars No handlebars Look at me, look at me hands in the air like it's good to be ALIVE and I'm a famous rapper even when the paths're all crookedy I can show you how to do-si-do I can show you how to scratch a record I can

God Has Changed Me
God has totally changed my lifestyle and the way that I present myself to people. I want to share with everyone what God has done for me. Jesus has broken my chains of addiction to sex, alcohol, and smoking. I am so in love with Him that I want to share with the world what He has been doing in my life! I want everyone on here to recieve the same JOY and LOVE that I have in my heart. If you want to know about Jesus then let me know! I will be more than happy to talk to you!

Tag1
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What Is A Friend
the definition of a friend, to me anymore..well i just dont know.i got many of people who CLAIM to be a friend and CLAIM to worry when i am not on for a while.its like oh hey i miss you or hey where ya been or hey sure do miss talkin to you hurry and get on sometime.but when i finally DO get on and are trying to talk to these people who do this i get ignored. i mean it is obvious that i am not a person they want to talk to. i mean i know a person can be busy from time to time.god dont i know that,but when you try continuously to communicate with people that you have had a a friend forever and they dont seem to answer you or WANT to for that matter, well then hey maybe it is time to think..mmmmmm maybe i am just one of those friends that they want to talk to on THEIR time only when THEY want to.if anyone decided to read this and at this point in time i really dont care if anyone does cuz i am fed up ,then let me know what ya think. maybe i am just rambling cuz i was in a bad wreck toda

Love
Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife

Finding And Keeping Your Spiritual Balance
Finding your spiritual balance is not easy. People sometimes go their whole lives without ever finding that balance, and people sometimes have no clue that they need to find balance. What is this balance that I am talking about? For years I felt like I have been searching for something but never knowing what it was. All I knew was there was something else that I had to do. When I found that I was a Seer and found my balance I felt this increadable since of inner-peace and harmony. The balance that I am talking about is a sense of total peace and harmony within yourself. Once you find your balance it becomes even harder it keep it. Try this little test. Find a piece of straw or a straw and balance it on your index finger. Not that easy is it. This represents you trying to find your balance during your life. Ok so now you have it balancing on your finger, now keep it balanced. Not easy is it? Any little thing causes it to become unbalanced and falls off. This is why I said that keeping y

Things Are Going To Change
O.K. to start out with i will say that i love my fu friends but somethings are going to change. my NSFW folder will no longer be accessible to anyone else. i'm sorry but that is just the way it has to be. the only way to make it onto my family list if you aren't already there is to OWN me in an auction. and then you are limited to two weeks. i didn't want to start out making people pay to see my pics but i have just had a talk with a really good friend of mine and we have come up with this. i am trying to get to at least disciple by July soooo i am asking for auto 11's. what you will get in return is a NSFW salute of your very own. the NSFW salute album will open to friends when i have an auto 11 active. if you don't like what i just laid out then kindly remove me from your friends list. if you don't mind it then thank you for your friendship.

Life In Our Daily Fast Track
Well happy New Year to you. Bet you wish you had a dollar for everytime someone said that to you. Did you make a resolution? Mine was to keep writting more in my blogs, and work on my grammer too. Was your resolution to lose weight, or stop smoking, or be a better person? What about a resolution to slow down, and take a good look around you? Don't look at what you want to see, look beyond that, and really see what is around you. You might be suprised. Trees, the ground, the sky all working in harmony. Close your eyes and listen, what do you hear? Birds, loud noises by cars and trucks, city life? You might be surprised what you hear like your spirit talking to you, or animals trying to tell you something, or you might hear life. Our pace of our lives is so fast that we miss far to much. Make a possitive resolution for 2009 to slow down, and take a minute to really see whats around you. Discover something that you might not have seen or heard before even though you have looked at it or h

Slow Down
i dont no why people want to rush into a relationship if you do that it wont last long take your time get to no that person inside and out by that i dont mean to keep talking about sex get to know there likes and dislikes just becuse you want a relastionship does not mean you should force the other one into it thats not how it works and if you just got out of a relationship then give your self some time and think about why it did not work out to better your chances to make it right the next time

Falling One
I TRY TO DO SOMETHING AND U WORK ON IT AND SOMETHING IT JUST WORK THEN ASK AND BEG THATS ALL FINE JUST HAVE TO DO THIS ALONE PEOPLE KISS MY ASS SO I DUSTY MYSELF OFF AND WALK ON AND NEVER LOOK BACK IF U LOOK BACK U AT THE PASS.

Employment Background Check
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A Simple Matter Of Multiplication
“Now these are the names of the children of Israel, which came into Egypt; every man and his household came with Jacob.” That opens the book of Exodus, the second book of the Old Testament, with Jacob’s sons (the ones the tribes of Israel are descended from, named in verses two through four) and likely their wives and children totaling seventy people who had come from Canaan to Egypt. (More details on that in chapters thirty-seven through fifty of Genesis, the first book of the Old Testament.) This list did not include Joseph, Jacob’s youngest son who was in Egypt already as prime minister and had saved his father and their family from starvation and persuaded the then-reigning Pharaoh or king of Egypt (literally “man in the big house”) to let them settle in Egypt. So they did, and so they eventually died, bringing the end of Genesis and the beginning of Exodus in line with each other in verse six. Verse seven (“And the children of Israel were fruitful, and increased abundantly,

Old Enough To Be Her Grandfather!!!!
Tongue2Swe...: I think we should both call in sick from work one day soon and spend the day with each other maybe go to the Jersey shore for lunch. What do you think? My friend has a beach house there I can use Tongue2SweetClit@ fubar MY RESPONSE TO him..I LEFT IN his PROFILE COMMENTS..... WTF?!?!!??!!?...CHARLA IS MY DAUGHTER AND IS 18 YEARS OLD, YOU ARE WHAT AT 3 TIMES HER AGE, YOU'RE F*&*ING SICK!!!!!SO WHAT IF SHE'S OF AGE, GO PLAY IN OLD FOLKS HOME YOU TWISTED PERVERTED A$$!!!! ONE PISSED OFF MOTHER!!!!!! DONT CONTACT HER AGAIN, YOU DONT WANT TO PLAY WITH ME OR MINE!!!!! IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I AM SAYING TO YOU THEN BRING IT!!!! NOW PLZ, SOMEONE TELL ME, AM I WRONG, FOR BEING A LIL UPSET, I KNOW SHE'S OF AGE AND ALL, BUT FFS.....WHY WOULD ANYOONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WANT TO...???? NEVER MIND I SO JUST DONT GET IT AND AM EXTREMELY PI$$ED OFF!!!!! THANX FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS $HIT, SORRY I HAD TO VENT !!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO BECKY.....aka...MRS.WiCkEd$

Hacked
Computer has been hacked. It will require a comp. tech to fix. I would suggest if you stopped by my page to run anti virus and anti-spyware. Nearest we can figure out the source is china in the Bejing area. Please take care with this.

Body Parts
Body parts pt 1 Lips Feel my lips brush against yours in the dark. Softly at first, just a touch. Feel my breath against your cheek, warm like a gentle caress. Kissing deeper now, I suck your bottom lip, we can taste now, and the night gets hotter. Our tongues mingle now dancing together, tasting each other. Deep wet kisses, make a connection, more of a connection than even sex. A kiss of passion tells a story, an expression of the soul. A kiss lights the fire, and you can feel the warmth. You feel the heat build deep within. Lose yourself in my kiss. Body parts pt 2 Torso Feel me now breathing in your ear, sucking on the tiny flesh hanging from your earlobe. Kissing my way down the side of your face to your neck. My hands on your breasts holding them tight, as my thumbs trace there way around your nipples. Your burning inside now, you can feel it deep, your hips naturally adjust for ease of entry. My lips move down your chest to your left breast. I run my tongue

Morph Pics
set up a folder and mark it pics for morph and put up to 4 pics in it and let me know when it is ready and all i ask is that you rate my pics then add me as a friend if you haven't already the folder is set to private then i will load it and you can rip it from my pic folder ok if you would like more then one mark the pics in order 1-4 5-8 9-12 and so on ok and please save your 11's 10's are fine for me this site limits the size the pic can be so i am limited to 4 to a morph people animals whatever but 4 pics total per morph

God Bless Bubba
T. Bubba Bechtol, part time City Councilman from Midland, TX , was asked on a local live radio talk show the other day just what he thought of the allegations of torture of the Iraqi prisoners. His reply prompted his ejection from the studio, but to thunderous applause from the audience. "If hooking up an Iraqi prisoner's scrotum to a car's battery cables will save one American GI's life, then I have just two things to say": 1. "Red is positive" 2. "Black is negative" God Bless Bubba

Frustrated
I don't even know where to begin. Since this Fu ownership started the drama on my page has been unbelievable. I try to get along with everyone. It takes less energy to be nice then it does to be mean and nasty. I don't tell people who they can be friends with and I expect the same in return. If you don't like who I am friends with, not my problem and do not make it my problem. If my friends have hurt you in anyway I am sorry that you were hurt. But I didn't do it. So do not blame me for it. There are always at least two sides to every story, so I will not block or delete a friend because they hurt your feelings. I am writing this blog because of the events over the last week or so. KaTman had purchased me from S1lkenedler. Did I mind that he did? NO, did S1lk make a big deal out of it or cause all sorts of drama? NO. Both of them have been great friends to me, neither one of them has ever disrespected me in any which way shape or form. But yet people who I do not even talk to h

Little Lost Sheep
A young man graduated from University of Arkansas with a degree in journalism. His first assignment for the newspaper who hired him was to write a human interest story. Being from Arkansas, he went back to the country to do his research. He went to an old farmer's house way back in the hills, introduced himself to the farmer and proceeded to explain to him why he was there. The young man asked, "Has anything ever happened around here that made you happy?" The farmer thought for a minute and said, "Yep! One time one of my neighbor's sheep got lost. We formed a posse and found it. We all screwed it and took it back home." "I can't print that!" the young man exclaimed. "Can you think of anything else that happened that made you or a lot of other people happy?" After another moment, the farmer said, "Yeah, one time my neighbor's daughter, a good looking girl, got lost. We formed a big posse that time and found her. After we all screwed her, we took her back home."

Drink Toast (joke :p)
Once upon a time in China, there was a wedding dinner. The dinner occupies only half the restaurant. The other half was occupied by some Caucasian tourists. As the wedding couples hop from table to table to toast the guests, the cheers of 'GAN BEI' (happy & joyous drinking) gets louder and louder. One Caucasian gets more and more irritated as the couple get closer to him. 'GAN BEI.........GAN.........BEI.........!!!' the cheers continued. Finally, the irritated Caucasian couldn't take it anymore. He stood up on his chair and shouted, 'IF YOU CAN'T PAY, THEN LET ME PAY FOR U!'

Poem 3
To touch the cupwith eager lips and taste,not drain it; To woo and tempt and court a bliss-and not attain it; To fondle and caress a joy, yet hold it lightly, Lest it become necessity and cling too tightly; To watch the set in the west without regretting; To hail its advent in the east-the night forgetting; To smother care in happiness and grief in laughter; To hold the present close-not questioning hereafter; To have enough to share-to know the joy of giving; To thrill with all the sweets of life-is living.

Thats How The Fight Starte
My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while We were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No," she answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes." So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend." And that's how the fight got started..... After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply For Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's' license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, But I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'. So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver Hair. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for Me,' and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security

Poem
I MISS YOU I miss you,miss you,miss you; Everything i do echoes with the laughter and the voice of you. you're on every corner, Every turn and twist, every old familiar spot Whispers how you're missed. I miss you,miss you,miss you! Everywhere I go There are poignant memories dancing in the row. Silhoutte and shadow of your and face, sudstance and reality Everywhere displace. Oh,I miss you,miss you! God! I miss you,girl!there's a strange, sad silence Mid the busy whirl, Just as tho' the ordinary daily thinys i do Wait with me, expectant for a word from you. I MISS YOU ,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU

Something To Think About
God determines who walks into your life ....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away,who you let walk away,who you let stay,and who you refuse to let go. God determines who walks into your life ....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away,who you let walk away,who you let stay,and who you refuse to let go.

Sbg Of The Week Txdutchess!!!
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-19-09 TxDutchess Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge

On Hold 4 Now....
Well I tried to keep our group together...and everyone seemed to have wanted it in the beginning...I thought about deleting the homepage,but some said 'ride it out'...so now I am here to say...the homepage is here...I may use it from time to time, but not so much I think. If and when people decided they would like to start up again...just send me a message and we will talk and iron out a plan. Until then... Blessed Be my friends!

Broken English
There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins were not invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? One index, two indices? Is cheese the plural of choose? If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital? Ship by truck, and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkw

Next...!
Friday. Someone made a comment as to why I'm all of a sudden getting all these tats and piercings at 31. Answer: Becuase I can. I've already had them done. I'm just reopening holes in my face :P And I had 3 tats prior. -REL

From Your Missouri Friend
FRIENDS VS MISSOURI FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say 'hello'. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, 'I'm home!' FRIENDS: will visit you in jail MISSOURI FRIENDS: will spend the night in

Bling & Bucks Giveaway!
She really needs no introduction.... Yep, she's RED, SEXY and FABULOUS! And tomorrow night (Jan. 20th) at 7 PM Fu-Time (10 PM Eastern Time), not only is she the SEXY host of our Happy Hour, she's going to be giving away a total of 3 Million in Fu-Bucks! But WAIT, it doesn't stop there! She's also gonna be blinging at random for those that stop by to love her up and down during her Happy Hour. And with her autos running and 2400 pics, how could you not want a piece of the action? Here's how it's gonna work, you have ALL day tomorrow to rate 2000 of her pics (comments are always welcome as well). Once you have completed the 2000 pic rates, private message me, Qtazabutton, and your name will be put into a drawing for one of three drawings for 1 million Fu-Bucks! The drawing will be recorded on web cam and posted in a blog for all to see no later than 8 pm Fu-Time on Wednesday. Three winners will be chosen with a prize of being 1 million in Fu-bucks! Howeve

Hey There!
Hey guys! just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing pretty good finally standing my ground....Met some pretty great people in the past week! :) as for me and the ass we have just decided friends would be best right now and I totally agree ...we get along better that way..lol...im on bedrest for 2 weeks which sux but its ok i guess everyone is keeping me entertained..lol...just wanted to update everyone! love yall! steph

Children's Health
Share the blessings you have and be a donor to Women for World Health. Help the organization to perform their life-altering service in improving the lives of many less fortunate people especially the children's health from poor communities in the world.

"escape Or Die!"
My new DVD, "Escape or Die! A Santini The Dark Master of Escape Documentary" is well on it's way to being finished and will soon be released. Besides featuring interviews with myself, my crew, and my manager, the DVD also contains live performance footage and rare still shots. The soundtrack has now been confirmed and assembled and it features some KICK ASS hard tunes by a wicked line up of international metal bands including: - SERPENT (Sweden) - THOR (Canada) - Serpent Underground (L.A. - U.S.A.) - Darafuzz (Canada) - RCZ (Czech Republic) This is going to be the DEFINITIVE Santini documentary to date!

The "she Dates Black Men" Dopler Radar. I Haz It?
i recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine a few days ago concerning weather or not black men could tell if black men in fact have a radar when it comes to knowing weather or not women of a different race date black men. i proceeded to tell her that i for one do not. i mean outside of the obvious clues such as over the top ghetto dress,speach and slang, it's really hard for me to tell. now i can really only speak for myself on this matter so take it as you will. i never have been one to approach a woman who was excruciatingly ghetto in mannerizms or appearance. that's just me. none of the females in my family were like that so i tend to gravitate twards women who act themselves at all times, regardless of who they so choose to date or what form of music they wish to listen to. which brings me to another point. i listen to a plethora of different music which usually leaves me open to be comfortable around all walks of people. from metal heads to classic rockers to t

Relationships
fellas, some of you have officially been chopped and screwed out a good lay. why???.... ok. one of my best girls just spilled the beans on all ya'll trifelin' ass women ( only applies to the ones that do it) who claim to have a headache when their men wants a lil fun in the sack. fact is, one of the things that can be considered good for a headache is sex. sex,sex and more sex. ane me, being an anylitical whore , is once again forced to pry open this clam and schuck it for all it's worth. till the clam looks like it need a damn replacement, till it looks at you with sad eyes and no hope to live in it's heart. puns intended. now i've never had that used as an excuse so i really can't talk from experience. but if you really love your man and are a stand-up woman, then why the hell is it that you feel the need to lye about your status in order to keep the "monster " at bay. let the man release the hounds on that ass then call him in the morning. instead of " i got a headache" it reall

Relationships
use me. use me. not for my intended purpose but for what you wish to. for what you may be missing in your life. just for shits and giggles. just because you can. just because that’s what you do well. just because it makes you feel better about who you are as a man/woman...thing. take what you can and leave the rest for one that is just like you . i’m sure that they will appreciate the thought. a kind gesture that you bestowed upon them, that you lacked to show me. it’s ok though. because i asked you to do so. i am an open book for you to read,diagnose , run your hands through , and burn as you see fit. after all. that is my intended purpose to you isn’t it? i would be an ass to assume so therefore i am simply going to allow you to do so untill you use me up. would you like anything else? the shirt off my back? my ear for listening ? my mouth for touching,kissing? to talk back to you? my back? just in case you need

The Reason I Need To Move Out Of Ny
NEW YORK – Only five metropolitan areas in the U.S. will escape job losses this year, according to a forecast released Saturday by the U.S. Conference of Mayors. New York is expected to take the biggest hit as thousands of jobs are lost on Wall Street. Big financial firms are slashing workers as they cope with bad debt. Other companies have gone under, like Lehman Brothers Holdings Inc., which filed for bankruptcy in September. The New York area is expected to lose 181,000 jobs in 2009, the report said. Consulting company IHS Global Insight produced the report for the group. The Los Angeles area is expected to see 164,000 lost jobs, in part because of the huge drop in home prices that has punctured the California economy. After New York and Los Angeles, the Miami area is expected to see the greatest loss, with a decline of 85,000 jobs. Chicago and the surrounding area are next, with losses projected at 80,000. Unemployment is expected to top 10 percent in 70 areas, from

You Must Act To Overcome Fear.
Your Daily Motivation – You Must Act To Overcome Fear. Monday January 19, 2009 YOU MUST ACT TO OVERCOME FEAR -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One of the greatest surprises you'll experience, is when you discover that you can do what you were afraid you couldn't do. Your obstacles will melt away, if instead of cowering before them, you make up your mind to walk boldly through them. Do the thing you fear and fear disappears. Confront your fears, list them, get to know them and only then will you be able to put them aside and move ahead. When you face the things that scare you, you open the door to freedom. The only thing you have to fear, is fear itself. You must act to overcome fear. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com => Discover The System => Meet The Team

Thanx, Show Luv To These Ppl Please
AS PROMISED HERE'S THE PIMPOUT BLOG PLEASE SHOW THEM ALL LOVE!!THEY ALL RATED ALL OR A BIG PART OF MY STASH AND PICS,ON MY OLD ACCOUNT PLEASE A'/F/R/C/BLING THEM STILL~*NunyaB~*The Pegasus Project*~*Fu-Angel~@ fubar ♥DJ Blackice27♥Boats-N-Hoes♥ Kitty Titties♥Immortal Radio Promoter@ fubar ~Texasman~FU_Married to ~Kit~ (2006)@ fubar ~♥ DJ Cutie & Co.♥~@ fubar ~·÷±‡±ÐjÐ®ågøñ§Þå§§îøñ±‡±÷~AKA~Broken ♥Angel~Owner of The Mystical Dragon's Den ~@ fubar sassy_youfor owner THE WOLF DEN@ fubar ~Kit * FU_Married to ~Texasman~ (2006)@ fubar

Going On Two Weeks And More
So it has been awhile since the last time me and the wifey had some mad monkey love. And who is to blame on this one? None other than the evil Auntie Flo...I swear she always shows up at the most inconvenient time. And I believe she will remain till tomorrow but I wished she had left like yesterday! Anyways, I look forward to her departing so I can "get my grove on". But then again yours truly here will probably screw it up by doing something stupid like get into an arguement on how to raise kids versus just keeping my mouth shut and allow her to make all the decisions...only time will tell this time.

Rip My Angel
4 years ago today a beautiful little girl was born. She had red hair and blue eyes. She was so tiny. She was born 6 weeks early and couldnt breath on her own. We all knew something was wrong, but no one could prepare us for the next 21 days. I never knew that in that moment in time I would fall in love with a little girl who wasnt even related to me. She had no blood relation to me, but she looked just like my daughter. That would be because she was my daughter and sons 1/2 sister. She was born early in the morning on Jan 19 2005. She had a hole in her abdomen and she was not stable enough to have the surgery that would save her life. Some days were good days and gave us hope. But the bad days, were pretty bad. Then early in the morning on Feb 11th 2005, that beautiful little girl was taken to heaven. I never got to say goodbye. My life forever changed on that day. I never looked at life the same again. Because you never know when someone you love will be gone. I know her mommy and dad

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 1-19-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-19-09 TxDutchess Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Renee/Dutchess Birthday: July 18,1979 Zodiac Sign: Cancer Hair Color: Dark Brown Eye Color: hazel/green Tattoos: none yet Piercings: just one in my ears *Favorites* Color: black Season: winter Day Of Week: Saterday Animal: frog Flower: tiger lilly *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: no..not yet Laughed So Hard You Cried?: every chance I get Smiled For No Reason?: yeah Im crazy Sat On Your Rooftop?:NO! Im afraid of heights *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: depends on my mood Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: depends on my mood Summer 0R Winter?: Winter CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: MP3 XBox 0R PS2?:neither Im not a gamer RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: stuffed crust, extra cheese Your Fears?: he

Untitled
Everynight I look up at the sky and wonder What is going on through your mind do you think of me as i do for you? I dont think I will ever know As time passes I think I have it made The random messages I get light up my day Do you know this? I think you do Good friends are sure hard to come by Grab hold of the special ones and dont let go Cus one day you jus may never know

Thoughts Circling My Mind
You know that feeling when nothing goes right? And you just get tired of trying? Sometimes I think the only reason I don't give up is because I fear what will happen if I do. If I give up in this life, how much worse will I be making my next one? Then of course is the wonder if I'm truly wanted.... I know I have some very dear friends and family who want me around Beyond those dear friends I don't know... Am I still around because I'm wanted or.... Am I still around simply because I'm there? Should I keep trying? I just don't know anymore. I use to feel treasured. Now I feel tolerated.... I sit and wonder when that change started to happen I just can't seem to find the transition... I sit in the dark searching for that shred of light that will answer my questions. I sit there without truly believing I'll find that light with the answers I need... ~Kerti

For You =]
Unforgettable, thats what you are Unforgettable though near or far Like a song of love that clings to me How the thought of you does things to me Never before has someone been more Unforgettable in every way And forever more, thats how youll stay Thats why, darling, its incredible That someone so unforgettable Thinks that I am unforgettable too Unforgettable in every way And forever more, thats how youll stay Thats why, darling, its incredible That someone so unforgettable Thinks that I am unforgettable too ... i LOVE this song ...

What Metal Are You?
You Are Silver You are a flexible person. Being open to opportunities in life has served you well. You are very polished and sophisticated. You're probably in a higher class than you were born into. You are naturally popular and quite influential. You are a bit of a trend starter among people you know. And while you are well liked, you don't let it go to your head. You remain contemplative and wise. What Metal Are You?

What's Your Friendship Style?
Your Friendship Style is Empathetic You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection. You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants. You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need. You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return. You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama. You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected. You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space. You and a Philosophical Frien

Are You A Procrastinator?
You Are a Bit of a Procrastinator You tend to get things done in a timely manner, but you can't help but put off tasks you hate. You have no problem getting the fun or easy stuff done. You generally enjoy taking care of responsibilities. However, if a task arises that you dislike, it might get shelved for a long time. And even though it's human nature to procrastinate, your procrastination is hindering your productivity. Take a look at the things you are putting off doing. Do they really need to be done? Complete any task that's important. The other stuff you're procrastinating is probably not worth doing. Are You a Procrastinator?

Help
HEY EVERYONE MY VIP IS GOING TO END IN 6 DAYS NOOOO AND I WOULD LOVE IT . IF SOMEONE WOULD RENEW MY VIP PRETTY PLEASE . IF SOMEONE RENEW MY VIP FOR 3 OR 6 MONTHS I WILL MAKE YOU A SPECIAL SALUTE PICTURE ;) AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING JUST A SALUTE PICTURE HA BUT I DONT MAKE SALUTE JUST FOR ANY BODY THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE SPECIAL IF SOMEONE RENEW MY VIP :) THANKS FOR READING NICOLE

Threesome
When the prospect of a threesome comes up, most men naturally assume it's going to be him, his gf and her fit mate,right? I wonder if the idea is quite so appealing when he finds that it's just the one woman...and his not so fit mate?

In Memory R.i.p
NEVER FORGOTTEN We shared a love for a short time I thank the Lord for what we had All of which I am glad you were mine For making me a proud dad Jake’s eyes of blue are so true The color of Charlie’s hair Both reminds me so much of you Sometimes almost to much to bear I remember our times of fun Unimportant things forgotten Thanks to our handsome sons You may be gone, but never forgotten Happy Anniversary, Rest in Peace.

Move To Bull City
=== 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 18:06:54'.. You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone...send a message to me (TheBULLdaddy) to be added to the list (if you do not message me, I do not know you have completed the list). Rate this folder (starting with this pic and move forward) to get your personalized tag. The Mayor of Bull City... Those who have made the move... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ 2. Jennifer, Read Story Blogs On Me, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar 3. Axl ♡ H Gr.Fr. ♡@ fubar 4. LittleLady@ fubar 5. **Vicki** ~fu-owned by BORN N' RAISED ~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar 6.

Me And More Me
Hi everyone im John I dont post too much here but pics and I wanted to let you know more about me on a blog so my friends and family will see it. We the basics are im 5'8" tall and 150lbs that loves life in all areas. Im a naturalist and that means i love nature in every form! I dont like clothes for and been to nude beaches! Love that feeling of freedom that comes with it and the view is awesome! There isnt no better feeling than being in contact with nature the way we brought in this world! Im not a perv but am freaky a little? LOL and I really enjoy a woman! Im a laid back kinda guy who is very daring and open to alot of things ! I like the simple things in life meeting people and having a good time in all areas of life! I love to crate with my hands and use them to help others or just hold a woman very passionatly. I have several mediums painting woodworking and stained glass. I cant solve the worlds problems but I can make a difference!! I create w

The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test
You Are Traditional and Dependable You are optimistic, friendly, and cheerful. People appreciate the hopefulness and good vibes you bring to any situation. You are a very active, on the go person. You get restless if you're forced to sit still for too long. You're easy going and easy to be around. You aren't picky or high maintenance. You seek security in your life. Feeling safe is important to you. The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test

I Hate Dum Ass Ppl..
HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THOES DAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO SLAP SOME BODY WELL I HAVE.. GOT A EMAIL FROM SOME BODY I HAVE NO CLUE WHO HE IS...ALL I KNOW THAT HE IS FROM OVER SEAS ...WHAT THE HELL GIVE HIM THE RIGHT TO PUT CRAP ON MY PAGE AND CALL ME NAMES YOU SON OF BITCH YOU HAVE NOT FUCKING CLUE...GET A DAMN LIFE....

Labels Of Morals
The labels "whore" "slut" are these just insults or do you believe it's a valid label on someone? -since we live our lives as we choose to,make our own decisions and are free to be ourselves, the land of the FREE as they call it, then who are others to judge and label you? -if a woman or man chooses to sleep around why should they be looked down upon? just because you choose not to live such a life style.. -OR is it easy to look at someone and insult them because of their lifestyle just so we feel better about our life- -it's a bitter sweet topic that draws a thin line between wisdom and understanding..

3/26/09 Update In The Weight Loss
1/19Ok all i want to thank you all for the motivation to help me and all the subjection to help me it has worked alot. I also have been ina work out program and i have been walking like a mile a day everyday. I also have cut out like almost all the the soda and i have been eating smaller portions when i eat at anytime. I weighted my self the other day and i seen that i am down 6 pounds form the last time that i was weighted at the start of our weight loss which we started on 1/12/09. i will keep you all updated and i will post a new pic with my next pic date. Please keep the good comments coming and the motivation to help us keep going. I would like to say a special ty to honey,rain, and simply for doing this and supporting we are all weight loss buddies show them support too ty. 1/27ok i want to say that i am very thankful for having friends and family that have helped me out with this weight loss in the past week i have tones my legs and arms up and i have lost another 2 pounds so

Underwear Dust
One evening a Husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simpl y couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put Talcum Powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!!! ! YOU GUYS NEVER LEARN.....DO NOT PISS OFF THE WOMAN..!!!!!!!!

My Husband And His Recovery
After exercising his mouth daily and trying to catch up with all the missed work at his job he is about 90% of what he was prior to his stroke. Driving is not a difficulty to him as it was a few weeks ago. Typing is not as a difficult as it was a few weeks ago. And walking around is getting better after his balance was effected. He says that is tongue feels swollen all the time and his biggest complaint is that he bites his tongue and lip far more that ever has. His other complaint is that his right arm and hand feels colder than usual. Today he gets a blood test, has a neurology appointment and has to run off to speech therapy session too. On Thursday he also he sees his primary physician to get a check up for overall health and results for his blood test he had today. This is going to be a very busy week.

Vicki's Turned On!
Vicki's Turned ON! For 24 HOURS! That's Right, She's Activating Her Auto 11's For You! Stop by and Climb In Her Profile and Rate Her Sexy Pics and Get Off Leveling! Whoooot HOT! **Vicki** ~fu-owned by BORN N' RAISED ~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar Lets All Get Satisfied! No popularity contest or none of that. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit! Forbidden Jennifer, You Can Look But No Touching, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar

Where Do Dinosaurs Come From?
READ Bottom to Top Rev: lol, cool man ->Rev: im going to shuffle down the hall like im on Thorazine and get more coffee Rev: heheh! ->Rev: make a mumm out of that..lol if you do let me know.Id like to see what the minds of fubar come up with..hahah Rev: lmao! ->Rev: ahhh I love a good status change in the morning ... gets the mind working.. ->Rev: its explains a lot... haha Rev: so, that's what those were for! ->Rev: you see the big roasters they made .. what do we call them ? Pyramids Rev: heh! morning ->Rev: damn I need a cup of coffee... hahah good morning, well... ok ... evening ->Rev: Science is no match for the mind of Todd...haha I can see it all now.. haha Rev: lmao dude! ->Rev: oh the foot prints.. Alien kids playing with the bones , and the full caucuses found drunken aliens to full to care they dropped one Rev: hehehehe! ->Rev: just Alien take out my friend...haha Rev: lol! when you put it like that.... ->Rev: you know the dinosaurs were

I Once Was Lost.. But Now I'm Found...
There once was a man that once said... "Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred." And with today being MLK Day... I have decided to look up the speech that he gave that day... I'll admit it was the first time that I actually read the entire speech. I know that it was about all Americans having their 'freedom' regardless of race, greed, or color... But, if you read through it, there is much more to it. It's actually gives great advice to everyone, not just African Americans. Last night, I have opened myself up to someone, for the first time in nine years. I have felt trapped inside myself for seven years, and last night, was the first time, that I have cried without feeling guilty for myself. It opened me, freed me. Maybe for good. Maybe for now. This I won't know until time has taken place. I have always been a selfish person, but maybe this talk I had will break me of that. To realize that I'm not perfect,

Hackers On Fubar? Beware! Oh Yeah More Stuff 2!!
As some of you may or may not know, I try to keep to myself as much as possible and just hang out here with my friends and do the FU…But it has been brought to my attention that I am being blogged about, falsely. So this is what I am going to do, for the sake of fairness I am going to show you who is blogging about me and threatening to “HACK ME” Here she is: MzMic ™ Standing on Her Own. Now first you need to know she was recently RESET for cheating. She claims a dozen reasons why she was UNFAIRLY reset but she never mentions in her blog that she was rest for SCRIPTING. I have a yahoo conversation of hers I am going to show you too where she admits scripting and threatens a few fubar members, and has a few choice words about fubar admin while she is at it… This is the proof of why she was reset- read this from the bottom up: This is her yahoo: this is only her side of the conversation to protect the one who busted her out: from the bottom up. micshell42: kidd better be

If Tears Could Build Stairways
If Tears could Build Stairways If Tears could build a stairway. and memories a lane. I would walk right up to heaven and birng you back again. No farewell words wore spoken. No time to say "Goodbye". You were gone before I knew it. and only God knows why. My heart still aches with sadness. and secret tears still flow. What it meant to love you- No one can ever know. But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more: To remember all the happy times. life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten, I pledge to you today. A hollowed placed within my heart is where you'll always stay:

One Of My Favorit Poems
Written In Blood Written in blood sealed with a kiss If you love me you'll answer this Do you love me or do you not You told me once but I forgot So tell me now and tell me true And I'll vow to never lie to you I do believe that god above created you for me to love He picked you out of all the rest Cause he new I'd love you the best Once I had a heart just like you But I gave it away now you are left with two So take good care of it as I have done Now you know you are the chosen one Some say its a sine to fall in love But I never asked them why And if its a sine to fall in love with you I'll sine till I die If I get to heaven and your not there I'll site and Waite upon a golden chair If your not there come judgement day I'll know youve gone the other way Id give the angles back there wings golden harps and other things to prove To you my love is true I'd go to hell to be with you

Salmon Steaks
combine a small amount of brown sugar in the bottom of a glass oven dish then sprinkle it with lemon put salmon steaks in dish season them with salt , pepper , garlic etc and put in a 300 oven for the length of time you prefer them cooked i cooked mine on low for about 2 hours mmmmmm tasty

Lovemaking Tips !!!
LOVEMAKING TIPS FOR SENIORS: 1. Wear your glasses. Make sure your partner is actually in the bed. 2. Set timer for 3 minutes, in case you doze off in the middle. 3. Set the mood with lighting. (Turn them ALL OFF!) 4. Make sure you put 911 on your speed dial before you begin. 5. Write partner's name on your hand in case you can't remember. 6. Keep the Polygrip close by so your teeth don't end up under the bed. 7. Have Tylenol ready in case you actually complete the act. 8. Make all the noise you want. The neighbors are deaf too. 9. If it works, call everyone you know with the good news. 10. Don't even think about trying it twice. (This was printed in large type so you can read it.).

What Is Love ??
'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6 ----------------------------------------------------------------

The Eye Of The Beholder...then I Am Blind...
I attended the Miss Coloma Pageant this weekend not due to having a daughter in the running for Miss Coloma. Not because I was on the committee to put the pageant together. Because My second oldest daughter produced, directed and MC’D the program along with a local radio personality. They both did a great job. One thing I learned at this pageant along with other pageants held across the country is beauty is not always the main reason that one wins the contest. Let me take that a step further and give you my reason for saying being beautiful doesn’t always make a winner in events like these. This year’s choice for Miss Coloma was beautiful; she was a fabulous choice for the crown even though she referred to GOD every chance she spoke. That in itself turns me off…no not GOD referrals, but the abundance of referrals to GOD. Let’s be honest can we? GOD doesn’t give Athletes extra speed when running; GOD doesn’t give Athletes the ability to hit Homeruns, nor to throw a Touchdown, Not even

Happy Birthday
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept . Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!"