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Love
One word Free's us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love. When they asked me what I loved most about life, I smiled and said you. Love is a language spoken by everyone, but understood only by a heart.

Fallind In And Out Of Love
Falling In And Out Of Love by Blu When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Reflection
I look back to the first night when we first slept still smiling about all the secrets we kept it was so unexpected you wanted to be protected I respected that I even wanted to give you some slack let you know we didn't have to get down like that that I had your back and that in the end I really wanted a friend You became so much more and there was more in store so much so fast I am not sure it can last and if it ended today I wouldn't have a bad thing to say just happy that you took the time and for that moment you were mine

What Would You Do?
What would you do if I told you I loved you. Looked in your eyes and said I'd never leave you, held you and kissed you and made you so happy then one day I said this could no longer be said, that I need both, some time and some space. I've got to get all my priorities straight made you promise not to find someone new then I find another, then what would you do? Would you cry and think that your better off dead reflecting on memories trapped in your head and just when you think that you've lost everything I worsen the feeling by removing your ring and tell you I'm happy with somebody else you'll actually think about killing yourself but something inside you is still fighting back your heart is much stronger, but something it lacks my love that I've taken away from your heart has taken your heart and broken it apart but you sit there waiting for me to return and something inside me is starting to yearn you'd rather die lonely t

Im Writing It Down
Im writing it down by:Blu Sometimes a woman's mind and tongue seems disconnected. My mind realize your wonderfulness but my tongue might fail to tell you,maybe,since my eyes and brain see how very obvious your lovely,endearing qualities are,my tongue thinks i dont need to let you know. In case there is any doubt about what i am thinking and feeling,im writing it downfor you: I always think you are the cutest,smartest,most wonderful,kindest,most loveable guy in the world. I want to hug,kiss,love and adore you forever.Please try to have patience with the negligence of my tongue.I am working to keep it in the loop better.

Neighbor Kids...
My new neighborhood offers a plethora of snotty nosed school aged children eager to play, cohort and otherwise mangle our newly paved streets with their toys, bikes, and underdeveloped voice boxes that seem to utter the highest of all high levels of screams imaginable. Children, these days,I notice all too much; scream at the drop of a hat. They scream in excitement, fun, anger, joy, fear and sometimes just to hear the sound of their voice. It's an annoying trait in anyone, let alone my own children. I've promptly warned my girls to never scream, unless, of course, they are on fire, in danger, or dying. Otherwise, a low groan is appropriate and even a genuine smile. I'm not THAT much of a kill joy! I was always on the assumption, especially growing up, that the less noise you make, the less noticeable you are, which equates to "the less likely you'll get in trouble." Maybe this "playground etiquette" is just outdated...or maybe, parents aren't taking the time to tea

I Carry Ur Heart With Me (i Carry It In My Heart)
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (everywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life, which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Continued...
Okay, so I've had a few ppl tell me that I shouldn't settle no matter what. And I totally agree. All the events in my life over the past year have showed me that I am much happier when I am able to speak my mind. And here are some more thoughts on my world!! If you just wanna have sex with me...tell me. Don't make promises you have no intention of keeping, or hint at things that you don't want. I view sex much like a man...it's there, and I can have it without emotional attachments. I am looking for someone to have a relationship with, but at the same time, I'm not gonna turn down the chance for good sex..ya hear me? Does this mean that every man that tells me he wants me is gonna get lucky? Hell no!! But it takes balls to tell a woman that you think she's hot, and you wanna get in her pants. I respect that. So respect my feelings and decisions. If I say no, drop it. Drama is so high school..get over yourself. Just because this is an online bar doesn't mean that I'm gonna

I'll Give It All
"I'll give you the moon at night I'll give you stars that lights your eyes I'll give you the sun that made just one more dawn So another day may come I'll give you my heart and soul I'll be there to catch you when you fall When you ask me what I give to you boo I'll give it all"

I'll Always Choose You
The world outside is a mirror, reflecting the good and bad joy and sorrow laughter and tears within me... Some people are difficult mirrors to look into, but you... I look at you and I see all the beauty inside of me.

"forever, My Light"
As long as I can remember, I have fought evil in a world besieged by darkness. Then I found you. My beacon of light in my world of darkness. When I look into your eyes, I can hear children laughing. When I hear your voice, my heart sings. You have touched more than my heart. You have touched my soul. I will love you, forever. Be mine, forever. Be my light.

A Poem For You
I think of no one else for there is only you your smile quickly melts me what am i to do i worry and i fret when you are not near the thought of you hurt is my greatest fear i send you kisses at night where ever you may be i ask my guardian angel to protect you, instead of me i can not pretend or lie anymore no longer can my feelings hide closed behind a door in my eyes you're perfect there's no wrong that you can do for i finally realize that I'm in love with you

Open Blog To Anyone Who's Not Blocked
I JUST GOTTA GET THIS OUT THE WAY WITH. WHY...THE...FUCK ARE YOU ON A WEB SITE EEEEEEEEVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE ONLY TO TALK SHIT AND WRITE A CHECK YOUR ASS CANT CASH? FTW...THIS DUDE IS THE BIGGEST MUTHA FUCKING PUSSY IVE COME ACROSS WHETHER IT BE IN REAL LIFE OR ON HERE, HE HAS OVARIES NOT TESTICLES...LOOK BITCH IF YOU SAY YOUR GONNA DO THIS AND THAT "FUCKING DO IT!!!" STOP SAYING YOUR GONNA DO SHIT AND NOT DO IT. I UNDERSTAND ALOT OF PEOPLE HERE ARE ALONE AND PISSED AT THE WORLD CAUSE OF IT, I USED TO BE THAT WAY BUT IF YOU DONT STEP AWAY FROM YOUR SCREEN AND BREATHE SOME FRESH AIR DUH NO FUCKING WONDER WHY YOU HATE THE WORLD. BUT ALSO NO NEED TO BE A BITCH AND A NET BULLY TO SOMEONE WHO'S BEHIND A SCREEN AND CANT KNOCK YA TEETH OUT, RIGHT FTW? IT'S EASY TO SAY "OH IMMA FUCK YOU UP IMMA DO THIS...THAT...THIS...THAT, BLAH BLAH BITCH! DONT SING IT BRING IT IF YOUR GONNA JUST RUN YOUR MOUTH. NO IM NOT GONNA MAKE THREATS HERE, IM ABOVE A COMPLETE LOSER LIKE FTW BUT I WILL SAY I WOULD TAKE

Wolf's Random Thoughts And Quotes.
False Christians take note: You tell me I am a sinner and I am Hell-bound. In that case, when you are condemned for your judgement and intolerance, I shall see you there! iF YoU f33L iT n3ceSSaRy To TyP3 LyKe Dis.... then kindly do me a favor and fuck off! Seriously. JUST. FUCK. OFF. I DO NOT support my government. That fact DOES NOT make me a bad American. Politicians are not the ones bleeding and dying in the field. I support the men and women who are. THAT is what makes me a patriot. (P.S to above: I'm former U.S. Army. So if I even THINK for a second that you are bashing our troops, you'll get perma-blocked. Period. No questions asked.) Remember this: If no one ever questioned or defied their government, we would still be a British Colony. "If you can read this, thank a teacher. If you are reading this in English, thank a Veteran!" "Surprise me.... Say something intelligent or thought-provoking!" (Latin) "Sic vis pacem para bellum" -Translation: "If you want pea

Bad News From My Endocrinologist
While at the endocrinologists office i was told that I may have thyroid cancer because there is a lump infront of my thyroid. :( I am calling her to see if she will order a genetic test and do a biopsy just to be safe and if it comes back that its cancerous I'll have it removed ASAP. I have been scared and depressed. Just wanted to talk about this. Thanks for reading!

Yet Another Auction...come Own A Lil Babz
AUCTION NOW OPEN!!! HURRY COME OWN YOURSELF A LIL BABZ....AUCTION ENDS JANUARY 5th!!! Click on the pic to bid!!! Remember show lots of love and repost often please!!! Be sure to show the awesome host some love as well for hosting the contest!!! ~KIMMY~#1 PIMPETTE@FANTASIA~OWNED BY M!K3Y~OWNER OF JOKESTER@ fubar

Another Year Older
As another year comes to an end, I ponder some thoughts as I gaze in the mirror at my fading youth. What is beauty? Where does it start, and where does it end? As I age does beauty fade or just youth? Is youth beauty or is it just the beginning of beauty? And what is my purpose, my goal in this life that I live? Youth, like spring is beautiful, with its flowers all in bloom, but as the petals wither and beauty changes suits, what we lose in flowers we more than gain in fruits. My grandma always told me that Character contributes to beauty. It fortifies a woman as her youth fades. Honesty, kindness, faith, happiness, patients, self-discipline, strength, and courage and Love, can do a great deal to make a woman truly beautiful. True beauty never fades away, because it comes from the heart and soul. So here is my goal for each and every day… to laugh as much as possible; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of

Prayers Needed !!!!!!
I know that me and my husband (Marlboroman # 1 on my list) have alot of good friends on here ,so i would like to ask each of you to remember his mama in your thoughts and prayers . Her name is Dora and she is in her early 70's . Her doctor has overdosed her on her medcation causing her to have a major stroke . Which has left her not to be able to do anything at all for herself . She doesn't even know anyone in her family no more . She did know her husband when he came to see her. She turned sick bout a month now and she is in the hospital and was put on life support last night . They lost her once already but was for only 2 seconds and they worked and got her back.His dad is taking it really hard they've been married for 56 yrs. It's an awlful time and we all have been hoping and praying for a miracle ,so please if you have some time to spare please put her and there family in your thoughts and prayers . Also feel free to stop by marlboroman's page and send him a few words.He would re

All I Have To Say
There comes a point in your life when you realize Who matters, Who never did, Who wont anymore..and importantly who always will. I wont worry about ppl from the past there is a reason why they are not in my future. What is said is said and what is done is done... i choose not to say my side and the whole truth for the fact that its none of ur business. My life will go on and my real friends will know I did what I did not out of spite or vindictiveness but out of what I believe what is right. And if you choose to listen to only one side of the story then your only naive to believe what you believe. I have not lied(never have wont start now) or talked about anyone behind their backs and for those of you that think i have..i have told u what i have felt and i am definitely not shy to express myself. I am tired of defending myself and tired of childish games. Believe wat you will of me for i care not anymore. There is more to life than what others think or precieve of you. This is not make

Ty Coughlin Rfs
Ty Coughlin RFSLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel Marketing System has only been active for a few short months but already has the internet buzzing. Ty Coughlin has changed the game of network marketing. His Reverse Funnel system is garnering rave reviews from vets and rookies of network marketing alike. This article will examine the facts behind this buzz and give you an idea as to why this excitement exists over this one single MLM business opportunity.The network marketing industry has been clamoring for a business model like this to come along for years now. Ty Coughlin stepped up to the plate and invested the money to develop a system the masses wanted. People were tried of going to hotel meetings, chasing down leads, and recruiting friends and family which were traditional hallmarks of old fashioned MLM companies. Ty broke the mold by creating a more duplicable system that took the natural selling ability of its members out of the equation. Thus the Reverse

Happy Belated Birthday Baby Boy
WELL YESTERDAY WAS ZAKK BIRTHDAY... HE IS THREE YEARS OLD NOW NOT ONE DAMN CALL STILL I GUESS GORDON IS TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE...I AM NOT GOING TO LET HIM DO THAT... MY LIFE AS A MOTHER IS HARD SOME TIMES....NOT SEEING THEM OR HOLDING THEM SUX ASS BIG TIME....I MISS PLAYING GAMES WITH OZZY AND ZAKK... THEY ARE MY LIFE HEART ,SOUL MY EVERY THING.. YOU TOOK THEM FROM ME ..NOW MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH.. ALL I AM DOING THESE DAYS NOTHING ..MAY GO OUT IDE SOME TIMES.. GO TO SCHOOL COME HOME DO MY STUDYING CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP.. GEEEEEEE THANK YOU GORDON FOR FUCKING UP MY LIFE AGAIN... OUR SONS ARE INMYLIFE IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT ASS HOLE. SO GET OVER IT AND IT YOUR FUCKING PRIDE OUT OF THE WAY... AND LET ME SEE MY SONS YOU JERK...

Level A Brat! By Pink0828 Thank You!
Do You Know This Brat? ~*~SinfulBrat~*~ Let's Get This Woman Leveled She Doesn't Have Far To Go Show Her Tons Of Love Bling Her Crush Her Fan Her Add Her Rate The (heehee) Panties Off Her But Lets Get Her Leveled TODAY! She Is Always Showing Her Love To Her Owners Her Friends Random Fu's Let's Do Our Part! Tell Her Pink 0828 Sent Ya! Pink0828

Belly Button Pericings....
I have one...and today ..and every day since then ..I’ve had people call me gay...cause of that...now what I don’t get is ...why should a piercing make a man gay?...I also was a cheerleader for north branch ....but no I wasn’t gay then either…I just like things that aren’t normal. .and I love rainbows….so all theses things point to …what gay…HELL NO ….they point to a man that wanted to do something so …he did…and I’m PROUD of what I’ve done and what I got and what I like…..so do you consider me gat or straight?…cause get it straight … cause I am…

Fire
she kneels quietly happiness glitters in her eyes as He looks down at her Their bodies glow softly in the light of the fire warming them as it snows outside hair caresses her skin the red curls falling down her bare back He adores her He thinks to Himself she yearns to serve Him with a passionate hunger Fate doth brought them together keeping their souls linked even though for a time they parted He reaches for her pulling her into His lap kissing the tender skin at her neck holding her close to His body enjoying the scent of her essence she purrs softly nipping at His ear in her heart she in whole feeling now more complete He sits there quietly no words needed to be spoken in the dark with each other watching the fire burn down low she serves Him with tenderness He owns her with love

Uncle Paul
"Hello?" "Hi honey this is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" he asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared,jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming.Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess he

Needing Help Learning Fubar
I have really started to like fubar. I am learning but i just cant seem to figure out how to put music on my page, how to create backgrounds, i dont even know what half the stuff is that you guys do. Can some one please help me.

Gothic Match
3 more and I can get VIP privialages Please add if you can. http://www.GothicMatch.com/v/Morgan_Le_Fey GothicMatch.com - The largest and most successful dating site for Gothic friends and singles in the world.

Dayum!
So this is why my street is blocked off... Police are looking for an armed robbery suspect after being called to xxxxx and xxxxxx. The suspect fled as police arrived. Authorities are searching the area from 48th Street to SR 143 for the man, described as a 5-foot 7-inch-tall black male, weighing around 150 pounds. He was wearing a black hoodie sweatshirt with blue liner, black shorts and white shoes.

You
You Wandering around this place this big, huge empty space all I wanted was to see your face Alas you have gone overseas in the land of no blooming trees at one time all you could hear were pleas Remember me, my dear love I'll forever be your dove Your safety net and hidden treasure cove You can cry all you tears and share with me your fears I'll stand beside you as the fog clears Right there next to you to you, forever I'll be true If you only knew So come back to the States This time we'll wipe the slates and leave our lives up to the Fates

At All
You have left me Behind You have burned me Badly Still I want you to Return Come home again Soon Make this pain Disappear Make this loneliness Fade I know its a lot of Work Taking care of me Always But this wouldn't have Happened I wouldn't be so Selfish If you had never left At All

A Daughters Tears
WHERE WILL I GO AND TO WHOM WILL LISTEN WHO WILL MAKE IT RIGHT AND WILL SAY I CAN DO IT GOD WHAT AM I TO DO WITHOUT HIM TEARS FALLING LIKE RAIN HEART SADDEN BY PAIN AND REMORSE WHY DOES IF HAVE TO END JUST A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME HERE ALONE A CHILDS HEART A WOMANS TEARS A DAUGHTERS PAIN THIS IS ALL ME MY HERO IS DYING AND WANTING TO LEAVE I CANT SAY GOOD BY FOR THAT MEANS HE WILL BE GONE I LOVE YOU DADDY

Never
Never No one knows the effect your absence has on me To never see you to never touch you You went away never said goodbye Maybe never is too rigid maybe never is too strict We've said it before But never followed through We couldn't deny each other never stayed away But now you're gone fighting for our country Timezones may separate us physically but world's couldn't divide our hearts true calling I never thought I'd miss you like this I never thought you would have such a hold There I go saying never again and I'm going to say it once more My one regret has always been missing you when you weren't there and I never told you I cared.

New Yrs Eve Party
INVITED : anyone and everyone DATE : new yrs eve TIME : 8 - whenever COST / WHAT U GET: 50 bucks gets u live enterainment , all u can drink / eat and hella kool peeps.... LOCATION : Rockwell (my buddies place) on telge rd (on the right after fire station in the new shopping strip) WHY : fk going downtown...come party with me and my friends in Cypress MORE INFO : call / text me

1 Year Anniversary Of The Rrd!!!
Come Join Us in The CelebrationThe Real Red Dragon 1 Year Anniversary!!! We Have Succeeded Where Many Have Failed We Have Stood Strong As A Family Thru Good Times And BadStill Growing And Welcoming All Who Enter!!! a> click pic to enter The Real Red Dragon From Midnight December 30th, 2008 til Midnight December 31st, 2008 We Will Be Rawkin Out The RRDWith Some Of The Original DJ's!!!Opening DJ...DJ Transformer Dollabill™ Addictive's personal boy toy Southern Stunna's sex slave @ The Playground** codem@ fubar12 a.m. - 3 a.m. Followed By DJ Smokin Jo ÐJ §MØK‡ÑJØ@THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE@ fubar3 a.m. - 6 a.m. DJ Barbie Asst.GM & DJ @ RRD.Radio Fu Engaged To Lord Draylon Vampire King Enforcer @ RRD.Radio@ fubar6 a.m. - 9 a.m. DJ BG DJ & Greeter @ The Real Red Dragon Lounge Fu Engaged to Tater aka Chetly@ fubar9 a.m. - 12 p.m. ~Maharet~Fu Wife & R/L G/F to DJ Mass~DJ & GM @ The Real Red Dragon Loun

Ty Coughlin
Ty CoughlinLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIn case you’re not familiar with The Reverse Funnel System, it is a hands-free, fully automated home based business opportunity created by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin. The Reverse Funnel System essentially combines elements of the “funded proposals” method, online marketing techniques, and complete automation to create a network marketing program that is producing results for newcomers and veterans alike.The Reverse Funnel System is in it’s infancy, and it’s still a ground floor opportunity having only been around for a few short months now.So what has my experience with The Reverse Funnel System been like? In a nutshell, it’s been a wild ride...In the short time that I’ve been involved, I’m seeing things that I’ve never seen before in any MLM or network marketing opportunity. Due to the fact that the sales process is 100% automated, the Reverse Funnel System has eliminated much of the learning curve and provided a way for brand new reps t

Open Your Eyes.
And the moment that she left the room The album started skipping Goodbye to beauty, shared with the ones that you love A shadow that has fallen over this town, Attention: All of my worst critics Who were once the best of friends. You're all just crows on the power lines [Into romantic speculations] Sightings of shape shifting Disolved into the darkness. A final oppinion is of less value Than an appreciation of and tolerance for obscurity. Theatrics all made up And pianos all playing at once through the dust. I found it difficult in my excitement To keep from floating off Into romantic speculations I'll rest on nests made by spiders Fed on drug dosed flys The spider sings alone. He paced the room with hurried steps And placed his hands upon his head As if he were afraid, His thoughts were bursting from his brain. As if he were afraid.

I Smell Like
Your result for The My Personality Smells Like... Test... Eucalyptus39% Eucalyptus glodulus has a slightly camphorous smell and promotes concentration. It means you're quite cool and balanced. You may be a bit too reserved. You might not like being told what to do but you usually do it. Try and do something creative in life. Either that or find some release for those emotions you find hard to let out occassionally. Take The My Personality Smells Like... Test at HelloQuizzy

Miss January
HERE THEY COME, 2009'S CALENDAR GIRLS. FIRST UP IS Mz JANUARY, LIFE'S A BEACH. CLICK ON SENCOND PIC TO GO TO HER PROFILE AND PLEASE REPOST THIS OFTEN DURING THE MONTH OF JANUARY. SHES COMING TO YOU FROM OUR 50th STATE, HAWAII HERE IS ONE ROCKIN BEACH BUNNIE!SO CLICK ON BELOW PIC AND SPANK HER HARD AND F/A/R HER AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE( SHE LOVES BLINGS)I KNOW SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE GIVEN AND YOU BE ONE FRIEND RICHER FOR KNOWING HER ~Life's a Beach & I'm Just Tanning® aka:Barefoot Babydoll ~The Official Fubar Mermaid®@ fubar THIS IS THE START OF A FU-TABULIOUS YEAR, SO COME ON AND MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS!!!! Thank you all so much!!! I wish you all the best New Year ever!!! REPOST AND STICKY PLEASE, OFTEN!!!!

Unrequited Love
This is the first of many posts of poems, prose and wisdom. They say there is no such thing as original thought. Whilst I have an ability to string a reasonable conversation together,sometimes I find work by other people that says what I would like to say. It will hopefully become a celebration of work that is out there to provoke thought and deed both in myself and those who read the work. This first is to continue my healing process, if the person this is to be shared with ever reads this, she will know it is for her. TO A LOST LOVE I seek no more to bridge the gulf that lies Betwixt our separate ways; For vainly my heart prays, Hope droops her head and dies; I see the sad, tired answer in your eyes. I did not heed, and yet the stars were clear; Dreaming that love could mate Lives grown so separate;-- But at the best, my dear, I see we should not have been very near. I knew the end before the end was nigh: The stars have grown so plain; Vainly I sigh, i

Another One!
hahah this one's cute APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go

Boyfriend Application
Okay sooo here it is.... the boyfriend application! lol JUST for fun but interesting to see who cares enough to answer and be REAL with me: BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u have s

The Months Meanings
JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. has difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost som

Cuz Its An Essay :p
Your result for The Love Styles Test... 75% Eros, 18% Ludus, 46% Storge, 54% Pragma, 50% Mania, 82% Agape At various times, everyone takes on different aspects of each of the love styles. No one is just one style or another. However, we each have styles that we may tend towards more than the others. Also, no one style is necessarily better or worse than any other. It's more important to find what works for each of us as individuals, and figure out how to enjoy our love in a healthy and positive way. The descriptions below were taken from Close Relationships Research by Susan S. Hendrick and Wikipedia's entry on Love Styles. I highly recommend checking out these resources if you find this subject interesting. Eros 75% The Eros lover is characterized by passion, though a passion broader than just a physical one. The Eros lover tends to be drawn toward a preferred physical type, and thus there may be an immediate recognition or "aha" when meeting a pote

The Enneagram Made Easy
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...9 - the PeacemakerThanks for taking the test ! you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator") "I am at peace" Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them. How to Get Along with Me If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure. I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this. Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit. Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally. Ask me questions to help me get clear. Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery. Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings. I like a good discussion but not a confrontation. Let me know you like what I've done or said. Laugh with me and s

Auto 11 Auction
AUTO'S ARE FOR SALE!!! HE HAS AUTO'S FOR SALE COME MAKE A BID CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO GO BID...... I'mSmut-fuowner of DJ sunshine princess, Belle and 8 others@ fubar WHILE YOUR THERE MAKE SURE YOU .... F/A/R THE HOST... COME ON YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MIGHT JUST WIN HE WANTS SOMETHING TO ENTERTAIN HIM... ARE YOU UP FOR THIS CHALLENGE??? WELL COME ON LETS SEE... CLICK THE LINK GO MAKE A BID ...BETTER MAKE IT GOOD.....YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MIGHT GET AN AUTO (repost of original by 'MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~' on '2008-12-29 19:37:53')

Auto's On...in My Dreams...or Yours?
FUBAR’S DREAM….IN MY DREAMS…OR YOURS? AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!! HIT HER WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!! AUTO 11’S ON!!! HELP HER TO PROPHET…SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!! ALL IS RETURNED!! IF SHE ISN’T ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS…SHE SHOULD BE!! IF SHE IS…YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU SHOULD BE LOVIN UP ON HER!! CLICK BELOW AND HIT HER WITH YOU’RE YOUR BEST SHOT!!! In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Jaded One ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Coming Back
Im just gonna make this short and sweet. I know some of us have not been on lately and sapphire and becky have had to do a lot to keep us going but now the holidays are just about over and i will be able to come on a lot more now and i would like our monthly prizes to be better and bigger and seperate prizes for our officers that go out of their way to cover my a$$. lol hope to see you all and start back stronger than ever after the new year...... Angel Eyes...

Rfs Scam
RFS scamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIf you're checking out different home based business opportunities, there's a good chance that you've probably heard something about The Reverse Funnel System lately. The Reverse Funnel System is an online home based business opportunity that is fairly new, but has been stirring up quite a bit of excitement in the work at home industry. In this short article, I'm going to give you my Reverse Funnel System review. Hopefully by the time you're done reading, you'll have a better idea of exactly what the RFS is all about and whether or not it's for you.The Reverse Funnel System is an automated marketing system for building a network marketing business. It was developed by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin and uses the funded proposals approach.In a nutshell, The Reverse Funnel System takes a high converting sales process and adds automation. It eliminates the need for traditional network marketing sales techniques such as hotel meetings, phone calls, a

I Am Really Taking A Break
I will start it later tonight for sure, but I am really going to take a break. I guess there can be a few factors in it, but here are a few as not to be a stranger to my friends here. For one, as much as people love the holidays lol, it was quite the downer time for me, dont know why. I certainly dont regret my kind acts I did for folks, and as much as I dont like to acknowledge I do certain things for certain people, favoring if you will, I did, and I hope you know who you are. I did what I did as sometimes random kindness, but my true friends, I did it because I wanted to give you something special. Another thing would be in myself, that I just spend too much time here, and I have made myself burn out rather quickly. It happened with myspace, lol, and I hardly ever go there for anything but to just log in. It is just the way I am, could possibly use an overhaul. A third reason is quite personal, but I would like to state it anywho: it just doesnt feel the same, not seeing a

Fluffy Starr Christmas Blog
Merry Christmas! New photo + Gift inside.... Hi. Merry Christmas! Feliz Navidad (from Cosmo)! Happy Hanukah! Happy Kwanza! Or just Happy Holidays!!! It's been a great year for me, and it's been rad to have YOU along for the ride. Thanks so much for your support this past year. And extra special thanks to those who bought my CD legally! *MegaKisses and good karma to you!!!!* A lot of very interesting things will come in 2009. I am starting to know what I want out of a music career. And starting to get my 'music legs' so to speak. So 2009 and 2010 will be AMAZING years! Hope you will be along for the ride for that too! For now, here is a new photo of me looking like my silly self... And YES, new music coming in 2009. My new studio is almost built, and I'm so excited to get all that started. Dying to, in fact! There will be lots of vlogs too, from the studio this time. But for now, I give you an MP3 of the song that got most of you to know me. One of the first songs I ever wrote. 'O

Help A Lady Out In A Rate Contest Starting Tueday Night At Midnight Till The 31th Midnight Fubar Time! Just One Rate!
"NOW I ENTER A RATE CONTEST AND A LITTLE TWIST MUST RATE THE PIC BELOW! I LOVE TO GIVE OUT BLINGS FOR THE NEW YEAR! SO IF YOU GOT TIME STOP AND RATE THIS PIC ON THE 30TH WILL START AFTER MIDNIGHT TILL THE 31 WILL END 10 PM FUBAR TIME WILL END! MUAH GOT 3 HOURS LEFT! HERE THE PIC! HOST IS: MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar

Angry
Here is my rant for the month. I've been holding my tongue lately and I'm done with that as of today. I am sick to fucking death of all the fake ass people who come to me. Save your drama I don't want to hear it anymore. You talk shit behind my back and act all nice to my face. I know better. I am not as stupid as you think I am. Maybe I should start naming names, but I have more morals then that. Ex's need to stay away from their ex's. One more of mine gets up in my business they will regret it. I can only take so much before I snap. I was thinking about leaving again but fuck that. If you want me off of here you're going to have to do better then that. Hold your tongue and leave me alone and I won't bother you. I mean come on I might not be the greatest person in this world but I'm usually pretty laid back. OOOOOOOO and one more thing if you're going to ask me to do something don't turn around and stab me in the back. One day that will come back to bite you

The Quick & Painless Enneagram Test ...
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test... 5 - the ObserverThanks for taking the test ! you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like Abou

Had To Do It... [stolen From Radioxshow]
Your result for The Commonly Confused Words Test... English GeniusYou scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 100% Advanced, and 80% Expert! You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. Take The Commonly Confused Words Test at HelloQuizzy

The 343
The 343 Ask any firefighter, and he will say And the Brothers all agree; We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. Where were you when the Towers came down, The cry will be heard through the years; Where were you when the Twin Towers fell, And we realized our worst fears. The old man asked of the young boy he met, The lad looked up and answered politely, "My daddy's a fireman, and he died that day, But I still say a prayer for him nightly." The old man moved on, and he found a young girl, And he asked the same question of her, She answered so slow,"I don't think I know, For you see, I wasn't born yet sir." But ask any firefighter, and he will know, The day, the time, and the year; For those of us who fight smoke and fire And have no time for fear. We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343.

What Are You?
Your result for The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test... Joe Normal For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored less than half in all three, earning you the title of: Joe Normal. This is not to say that you don't have some Nerd, Geek or Dork inside of you--we all do, and you can see the percentages you have right above. This is just to say that none of those qualities stand out so much as to define you. Sure, you enjoy an episode of Star Trek now and again, and yeah, you kinda enjoyed a few classes back in the day. And, once in a while, you stumble while walking down the street even though there was nothing there to cause you to trip. But, for the most part, you look and act fairly typically, and aren't much of an o

How Much
What I see, how I feel, what I want Is to lose myself with you To react from the deepest depths of my soul Knowing you'll use against me what you know I don't know if I have everything you want Or if I can give you everything you need But I'll be the person that brings you to your knees For what I have to offer is given passionately Take of me what you want, what you will Rule the spread of my thighs Make me shameless...make me hot I want you to fuck me inside out Bring the torrid hurricane down on me And I promise to scream your name in return Wrap my legs around you so tight Take everything you have to give every night I'm all yours, body, heart and soul Every morning I'll erase all your doubts of life and love As I crawl on top of you And prove just how much I love you 10 pm, Dec. 29, 2008

Fallen
Fallen Rest now my fallen brother Lay soft your suffering back Rest well and forever Your memory shall not lack Rest your tired hands Wipe clean your weary brow Rest with St. Florian Your spirit now endowed Rest here your breaking heart We know you gave your all Rest easy, you’ve done your part You’ve answered your last call Rest knowing that in god we sought Oh lord, watch over another who just fell Rest assured your troubled thought As we ring the final bell

Just Doing My Job
Just Doing My Job As I search though the smoke and flames my bell on my air pack goes off I have five minutes left to search for the 2 year old boy i was sent in to get. I search and search through the endless room When suddenly i hear a little voice weeping in the closet. I head toward the closet calling for my fellow firefighter to come and help. I open the door and find a little boy sitting in there holding a teddy bear. I take off my mask and give him the air that I have left And I put him under my arm and follow the hose back to a window Where I smash out a window to get help. The ladder truck swings it ladder toward me. I finally get to the ground where I am asked if I am a hero. I say no...just doing my job sir. Then I run back to help fight the fire.

She's So Close To Leveling!
Go on and brush your shoulders off! I know I'm lame, but I'm trying to pimp out a friend of mine. She is very close to leveling. So go drop off a few rates, comments, maybe even a bling or two. I heard she likes the cupcake one. Thanks to my friends for helping another friend. DevilNinja@ fubar p.s. Sorry my creativity is lacking.

Super Hawt
So I stumbled on this yesterday, don't ask how I found it... This probably is more for the guys out there, and EXTREMELY NSFW, btw. Just a fair warning, lol. I watched this with the volume down so I don't know what it sounds like, but the visual is great! ;) http://www.spankwire.com/FuckedHard18-Halia-Hill/video149334/

Cherrybomb's New Year's Eve Birthday!!!
The one and only Cherrybomb™ is hosting a happy hour on her birthday! Join Cherrybomb on Wednesday, December 31st at 11:00 am FU TIME and wish her a Happy Birthday and a Happy New Year! Show Cherrybomb LOTS of Birthday Love with Lots of profile and picture rates! Cherrybomb will have AUTO 11s running so get your 60 points per picture rate! Any birthday love is greatly appreciated! This public service announcement brought to you by: ღTulsa's Angelღ and ♥ ßßW GØÐÐÊ§§ ♥

This Is A Stick Up! Give Me All Your Fubucks! Please?!
Put your hands up, this is a stick up! Give me all your fubucks and no one gets hurt! That's right, I want your fubucks pretty please. I really want to be an uber dork and try to get the spotlight. I was going to wait till my birthday, but I may (probably not) level before that. So hand 'em over folks! I promise I'll be very grateful and come up with some way to thank everyone that helps me. Just click the pic to go to my page to help or the fupal link to send monies directly to me. Thank you in advance! ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar

Running My First Auction
Entery fee is 35k and all you have to is make a Tag with what u would offer i'll be in it too send me ur entry pic and 5k the auction will start when i get 5 people and if you want in when it starts you can get in too > > > > > Thank u

Penguins & Cute Saying
Hi gang, Sure they tell you that you can make points by rating Auto 11's pics. But have they thought of the mental damage done? I currently am suffering from a penguin affliction. I've got one of my cats and one of my dogs on the alert for penguins. The cat will try to distract them while I escape. The Dog is going to pretend to be a walrus and attack! Don't even get me started on cute saying! I'mm going to search the net for non-cute saying. Then I will uolosd them to save fubar humanity! Wish me luck and watch out for the penguins! msboy8

Dj Btch
COME CHECK OUT DJ BTCH AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Dj Boon
COME CHECK OUT DJ BOONDOCK AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

My Auction
I AM GOING TO HOST A AUCTION AND IM GONING TO NEED ABOUT 10 TO 20 FRIENDS TO ENTER IT WILL START SOON AS I GET AT LEAST 10 FRIENDS TO ENTER SO IF YOUR WANT TO BE IN LEAVE ME A MESSAGE WITH WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING AND LINK TO THE PIC. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar

Dj Chatter
COME CHECK OUT DJ CHATTERBOX AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a

This Is Me You're Talking To
This Is Me You're Talking To by Trisha Yearwood This was bound to happen It was just a matter of time This town is just too small for Us to really say goodbye You're smiling that smile that You get when you're nervous Like you don't quite know what to do But this is me you're talking to This is me you're talking to I've heard you met somebody It didn't take you very long And I'll admit it isn't easy Knowing you've moved on But I can see how you could make any woman Fall deep in love with you This is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken Me, the one who was still hopin' You might be missing me We don't have to do this We don't have to act like friends As much as I would love to I really just don't think I can You don't have to tell me that you really love me After all we have been through 'Cause this is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken

Happy New Year
To: all my Fu Family and Friends I wanted to wish you all a Happy New Year. I hope that God blesses you with all the love and joy that a new year can bring. I will be visiting a very special friend for new years. I will be back here on or around the 4th of January. Again HAPPY NEW YEARS to all. Love Ya All MARE imikimi - Customize Your World!

For Lia
meet one of the most tasty intellectual Women on FubarCome Check her out and show her LOTS of love, she returns it I promise. Ophelia ~The Tasty Intellect~Owned by Cookie Monster@ fubar Have you checked her out yet? What are you Waiting for? Fan/Rate/Add her Pimpout brought to you byDJ(RET) Army Medic~Will make GIF's or custom Graphics for fubucks....@ fubar

A 2009 Wish
My Wish for You in 2009: May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2009 be the best year of your life!!!

Wow! Horoscope....so Dead On...
Someone in your life has been running hot and cold on you, and today you should turn off the faucet and walk away. You have been working so hard at making a connection with them, but it's not worth it. You have been clinging too tightly when you may need to let go. Maybe when you're not around, this person will understand the value you bring to their life, and maybe not. But you are not getting what you deserve right now, and you are better off moving on. Control your destiny! I do not think that I have ever just read something and knew that it just fit that day! This is so dead on in my life today...it's just a matter of letting go of friends that are not friends!

Super Blah
Yes I am a walking news brief on this DAMN SNOW! We got 10 inches today and my back and shoulders hurt from shoveling. Woohoo this out of shape bitch is getting exercise. But the news said we have gotten 61 1/2 inches of snow this month... Know whats messed up? I am 62 inches.... UGH!!!!!!!!!!

Any 1
r u lookin 4 a bf? watcha do 4 fun/hobbies? wats ur idea of commitment? r u interested in a serious/long term relationship? im 23 i have cp as a disability use a walker/brace 2 get around, im fun to get along with im a ppl person i luv 2 cook, read watch sports i luv nfl, mlb, hockey etc, i luv james patterson marry higgins clark patricia cornwell i luv music acdc cinderella def leppard motley crue metallica im lookin 4 a gf any n all takers in the rochester ny 14617 areacode or thereabouts any 1 interested in rochester ny

Boiling Over
I drove to my parents' house this morning. My brother's birthday is today. Happy birthday, bro. He and his wife and his two awesome labs came to visit, I drove in from the Land of Cleave. Wonderful time--laughing, eating, drinking, a nice evening walk on a beautiful country road. Then my father and sister-in-law get into it. My dad, 82 in March, only recently became an old man. He's slowed down quite a bit in the last year or so. Even so, this past summer, he finished building--all by his lonesome--a house that he and my mom now live in. Suffice to say he is a good man, but a more stubborn, opinionated person I have never met. Enter my sister in law. 10 years older than my brother (58), she is a force of nature, about as opinionated as my dad but much more volatile (she gets PISSED really easily). Politically, she (a raging liberal) and my dad (a crazy conservative) reside at opposite ends of the spectrum. He, at my mother's insistence, doesn't engage. She takes adva

Thank You
I want to give everyone a special thank you for all the love and holiday greetings but with the connection I have right now, it's impossible...I'm hoping to be back online by the end of next week weeeeeeeeeee...Love you all...Happy New Year!!!!

Contest Mz.belle And I Are Holding
> Ok We Are Running Picture Contest This Contest Will Be A Rate Only Contest This Will Run From Midnight On The 30th Dec Till 31st Of Dec Midnight The Prizes As Follows 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack The Most Person With The Most Rates Gets A $20 Bling Pack Also We Are Holding Auction For 4 Auto 11s The Hosts For The Contest Are As Follows MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar ~~~Demented187~~~FU Owned by 'MZ.BELLE for life~~~Force 3 Bomber@ fubar So If You Wish To Enter Please Contact One Of The Hosts

Kind Of Pagan I Am.
You Scored as Zoroastrian PaganThe Zoroastrian Pagan is a rare breed who follows the teachings of Zoroaster, the religious reformer. He believed that there were no gods, and it was naive to put faith in them and give them names. What one should focus on is merely serving one side of the cosmic duality; work on good or light deeds, and the world would become more good or light. Pagans of this variety are rare, but often feel like they get more done without the hassle and clutter of pantheons and gods. They're smart, analytical, and occationally cynical. Zoroastrian Pagan 90% Eastern Pagan

A Moment Of Your Time
If for just a moment I could be with you that is all I need to tell you how much I love you. You would see in my eyes the love I have for you. You feel it in my touch. For every moment we spend together makes my heart melt. If I could wish for anything I would wish for a moment of your time.

Undecided
about a week ago I meet the most amazing women on line and and I'm trying to get to know her better, without her thinking that I'm some sort of perv. or something! I am a very sincere, loving and a very sexual brother from NYC, who really know how to treat a lady! how do I get this lady that I met to open up to me, to let her know I'm a real sincere brother without scaring her away from me!

? ? ?
*drunken / drugged cycobabble* today for whatever the reason i can't stop noticing the comments left by big hideous beasties. i wonder, do these individuals believe that the images in the comment are now them or turned into them by osmosis or something? huh? i know what i was trying to say. anyways it's time for my meds (LOL) and then cocktail hour...check back a little later, maybe i'll find the courage and or confidence and or craziness to grow an ego or are a hell of a lot of people just must more confident and comfortable in their own skin and with having people looking at it than i am ?

The Difference Of This Friendship...
Okay...So here's What's Going On In My Mind IN case Any Of You Negative Assholes Have Anything to Say About Me And My Friendship With *AnotherHeadcase*...Not That It's Any Of your Businessess....He And I Are Good Friends. We're Not Dating Eachother There Is An Open Possibility With That...And The Only Reason Why I Feel The Need To Explain Myself...is Because This Feels Different In A VERY VERY Good way...And I Know That There Are Questions At My Sudden Interest Change...But That I Will NOT Go Into Details As It Was A Stupid Misunderstanding That Cannot Be Reversed So WHY Bring It Up...Clearly If Certain People Are Not Over What They Are Feeling And Not Honest About It...Then i Cannot Change ANYTHING...I Am NOT A Mind Reader. I'm Not In Love With Gil...I Haven't Known Him Long Enough To Love. Plus I Am Still Fresh On The Whole David Thing... He Is Not My Boyfriend...For Now I Am Still Single... I Really Like Him Because We Can Be Silly And Not Have To Worry About What Words Mea

Avoidant Pd
Your result for The Personality Disorder Test... Avoidant PDYou scored 70% on Openness, 70% onConscientiousness, 30% on Extraversion, and 80% on Agreeableness. Your score places you closest to Avoidant Personality Disorder, a disorder marked by hypersensitivity to criticism, social anxiety, and feelings of inadequacy. Individuals with this disorder tend to avoid relationships with others unless certain that they will be liked, and likewise avoid activities involving large amounts of social interaction or evaluation. They tend to see themselves as inferior to others or as incompetent socially, and are unlikely to take risks or try new activities due to a fear of being embarrassed. Avoidant personality disorder is classified as a Cluster C "Anxious/Fearful" disorder.Did you like this test? Please take a second to rate it. Thanks! Take The Personality Disorder Test at HelloQuizzy

Leveling A Awesume Friend
Please help me Level A Super Sweet True~n~Honest Lady I call MY Friend 4 Life~ Tiny 25 To Life , Kingdom of Rogue's, N Club United@ fubar She's In need Of Sum Help To Level AND I'm Asking U ALL to Please help her out as much as you can~ Thanx Alot Ur Friend Always,Hippie (michael)

...i'm Sure Of One Thing...
I watch the sun rise through the trees through the window by my bed, the dull yellows, greens, and blues slowly growing brighter. I sit and contemplate my life here, wondering if it's all worth it, pondering if I should stay. I sigh, resting my chin in my hands, staring at the sky as it lightens, welcoming the new day. I see animals scurry in the snow dusted yard, busy with their own existance, no time for them to comtemplate what their lives are about. Absentmindedly I pet my faithful companion, who looks at me with thoughtful blue eyes, wondering why I haven't yet moved from the bed to go for our walk. Another sigh...why is life so hard sometimes? Why can't it just be easy for a change? There's a stirring beside me on the bed. I lean over and kiss the forehead of the man that has kept me going, kept me breathing. I stare at him lovingly, gently pushing his dark hair from his face. As I stare into his peaceful, sleeping face I realize that life is worth living, that m

These People Here
Have you ever felt like your word doesn't count here and feel like they take your words and try to make them their own? I feel like I ain't shit being here because I am not popular on here, so my word is just tossed out the door. I may not be a member for the simple fact that, how is it going to be a website to help others, but really the person is only helping themselfs and doesn't care about others. No I am not complaining or being a whinny baby, I am just listing facts.

My Nsfw Pics...reserved.
They will now only be available to family. If I like you, you will be added to my family and you will be allowed to view them. I'm tired of the annoying requests for my pics and ppl just friending me to see them. I will not accept family requests unless I like you and have talked with you. I will also add ppl to my family if I see them worthy. :) No fakes or BSing idiots. Genuine ppl, get genuine things. That's how I am.

Me
Well lets see I am writing this for a friend in Texas, to see if she ever reads any of this crap I put in here. I have been very depressed here lately. Not sure as to why just am. I should be happy but I just cant stay that way. Now girl if you read this let me know what you think. You know who you are!lol

Updates On Pbr Tour And Prca..and The Dates Ill Be Riding
first rodeo fer me this year will be on the enterprise tour jan 17th 2009 in spokane wa for the pbr then jan 24th in augusta ga then jan 30-31st in bryan texas the discovery tour feb 20-21 in kalamazoo il then march 28th in palestine texas the last 3 dates being the discovery tour the first date being enterprise tour which im enter in on jan 17th ill also be riding the extreme tour too the dates will be marc h22 houston rodeo n livestock show april 4-5 luaghlin nv june 18th cody wyoming yellow stone extreme bulls aug 30th kitsap county extreme bulls in bremeton w sept 5th in ellensburg wa that just a few as im still putting my schedule togehter. i got 3 new sponsers now reliv which is a sports medice distributor and my sponsers double ss saddles in minnesota who have been with me for 2 years now ther is gona be an autogaph siginin in minnnesota in feburary either the 7th of feb or in januarary not sure yet. yall stay posted as i will have an update soon anyone who wou

F37!5h/turn-offs
Hmmm...I'm in the mood for this discussion! ^___^' I'd only give my precious and great amount of time to hot/cute, young males who... Have low self-esteem,lip piercings, tattoos, are emotional, sensitive, usually older in age and enjoies the darkness as much as I do. I think is incredibly hot when guys are mentally unstable and manipulative combined with no self-esteem and inner rage. -- I've gotten bored with fat ppl. Theres just only so much they could to for me. Constant perverts are annoying. Even HOT pervy people annoy the crap out of me.Just cos I'm a girl and just happen to be good looking doesnt mean I'm gonna put out for just anyone. Meet qualifications? Usually no. (And don't ask me. You'll know if you do so stfu lol) Old, fat pervy guys...C'mon. Think I'll waste my time? PLZ..so totally not cool. Yeah I'm shallow but I'm not going to sugarcoat anything either. I'm very exclusive and only the best, get the best of me. I don't like wasting my time with s

Dear Pets...
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end

Hate Who Hates
I hate those who hate, I hate myself for not knowing what to hate, I hate life, I hate love, I hate not knowing of my upcoming strife I hate not know of my oncoming love, I hate those who hate, I hate myself I'd stop to hate for gold of my weight, I hate all those with wealth, I hate those who harm, I hate those who hurt, I hate those who use their charm, To put others in the dirt, I hate living as I ache, I hate living in earth wake, I hate people who hate, I being the one who must be to forsake Those who hate, must hate me Because of thou hate I hate thee, The point i must make, Leaving myself without this weight Is that I love to hate, And all love hate when you hate what they hate

Bets X-mas Present Ever.
Okay, so like 20 some odd years ago, I was taken from my parents by the state of California, as some of you may already know. 10 years of my life were spent in foster and group homes until at the age of 18, I was deemed an adult and thrown out on my ass with nothing to my name.For the next 16 years, I scoured the earth for my father, sister and mother. So far, I been able to get in touch with my Sister and Dad, but my mother was the most elusive of them all, I almost gave up hope in finding her. Then, today, I get a phone call from my sister saying that she's found my Mom..........For 3 hours straight I did nothing but cry, because after 26 years, I've been searching for my family and now my dreams have become a reality. I can finally die happy knowing that all is right with my biological family and that I can see my Mom, (yes...I am a momma,s boy)Thankfully, this was all done without the help of Montel Williams or Oprah or some shit. I can breathe a sigh of relief because the one thin

I Hate You
I hate to smile I hate to laugh I hate to giggle and grin I hate to skip I hate to dance I hate to twirl and spin I hate the sun I hate the stars I hate that sort of thing I hate the grass I hate the trees I hate the birds that sing I hate the sea I hate the sand I hate the seashells too I hate the world I hate it all I hate that all I don't hate is you

Strippers Are Crazy
Back in the day, before Al Gore invented the internet, dating was much more tough for me. I didnt have the skillz to pay the billz when it came to meeting chicks. Approaching women in bars was a tough sell for me. So I tried the party phone chat lines. I had a dream last night that reminded me on a chick and I just had to write about it. I met a chick who lived about 10 minutes away from me. God help me, I can't remember her name. So I will call her Julie. She was Phillipino mixed with something else, and she reminds me of Ross' one time girlfriend on Friends that he royally dicked over for Rachel (who was also named Julie). It doesn't matter, this is MY blog and I'll call her whatever the fuck I want. On our second date, she came over my house because I was planning on sealing the deal that night. She claimed to be an artist and brought over some of her drawings which were not half bad. Let's just say, she shound;t quit her day job. Actually, her night job, because she was a s

Baby, Listen To My Heart!
Each day I listen to my heart Mapping a path for our possible love start My head speaks and so does my heart Feelings of mine for you wish not to depart With millions of gadgets Spread across the planet None of them can measure the way My heart feels about you each day Baby, Listen to my heart! Will you be my sweetheart? Baby, Listen to my heart! Our heartbeats shouldn’t be beating apart Heart to heart We can build us bridges of love Heart to heart We can sing our songs of love Heart to heart We can trust in this thing called love Each day I listen to my heart My heart has constantly infinitely spoken Each time it beats for you a work of art Only you can heal parts that are broken Baby, Listen to my heart! Will you be my sweetheart? Listen to its instant drumming Glisten to its constant humming Baby, Listen to my heart! Our heartbeats shouldn’t be beating apart

: Bitch
There is no doubt I’m a bitch That’s the truth without a stitch Well since I was young I have had the same routine This was until I turned eighteen Like Billie Piper and Chris Evans There where no more ridiculous sexual bans So what’s wrong? With dating someone double or triple your age Let’s face it nothing at all, if one is getting a decent wage After all life and love is performed on a public stage At least one is working Not just talking but forking Hey I’m not afraid of getting laid I’m just afraid Of not getting paid I go daily to the gym to date That’s so far determined my fate I’m all nice, slim and tight Men love it, they want a real fight They want you to surrender With your body so sweet and tender I’m a magnet With a target LookLooking for a victim I’m a one-woman team Endless needy friends Who wants them at the end? They are of no use Yes they just abuse Yes I’m a bitch You just can’t stop me Without paying a fee Perhaps an ex

Please Help
I'm soooooooooooooo close to Oracle. If I've ever helped you out I'm asking for your help now. I am under a million to go and I have Auto 11s running until 4pm fu-time. I'd love to see a great turn out and help me reach Oracle. Please Help. Auto 11s ☠♥ChelleBelle♥☠-Tattoo'd, pierced, redhead bbw@ fubar

Happy New Year
Hey everybody, First of all, I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. Second thing to mention is that Xcursion is selling tickets for a show in Cleveland. It is on Jan. 18th, 2009 at Peabody's (2045 E.21st Cleveland, OH 44115). The program starts at 5pm and will end at 2am. Chip Tha Ripper, Felonious Punk, and many others will be performing there. The tickets are $15 in advance. I will be there also, but I am not performing. This event is going to be huge so you want to get your tickets early. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me or go to Xcursion's page (www. myspace. com/xcursion). We will answer them. What a year 2008 has been, we have elected the first Black President which is exciting. Xcursion and I have come close to losing our mothers due to people shooting, but thank God neither bullet them. We have so many good things coming to us to begin the New Year off with. We are thankful to all of those who support us, spiritually, physically and mentally. We hope th

A Lovers Arm
In a lovers arms I find my calm In a lovers arms I reinstate my peace With a sweet soft tender lingering kiss In a lovers arms My life long dreams are Spiced up, stirred and stewed Heated up with fascination Grilled with imagination Tduring our loving lifespan duration In a lovers arms My questions are answered Answers to unanswered questions can wait It is not a question of now or never It is a question of how to make This sweet moment last forever

Secret Macaroni & Cheese Soup Recipe
How I make mac and cheese, it's quite good if your only other option is ramen noodles. Open box of Kraft thick and creamy mac and cheese. Use the handle of a spoon to bash in the perferated 'easy open' tab. Be careful not to smash any digits. Dump box of macaroni in boiling hot water, forgetting to remove the packet of cheese. Carefully reach into the water to retreive packet, remove fingers when al dente. Boil pasta with the intention of draining it after 7 minutes but forget about it until it is way overcooked and mushy. Drain macaroni, spilling half of it down the sink (that's ok, it was mushy anyway). Add 3 Tbs butter, way too much milk, and contents of cheese packet. Mix half-assed. Eat straight from the pan. Enjoy!

My Thoughts
Ok alot is going on now. The shopping season is finally over for me at work. Now comes the cut hours and little bonus money. I really like this guy i am friends with I would love to be more than friends, but i know he does or have time for a girlfriend now. On the other hand I have at least five guys who just want to play but I dont want to with them. I have met alot of friends on here and some who are just interested in sex. I am now 38 and I am ready to finally settle down in life to concentrate on my family. But still like to enjoy the good life once in awhile with someone. I have worked un retail for over 20 years and it has be a crazy experience in my life but I have enjoyed it alot. Cant wait to see what next in my life!!!!!!

Cynde Is Just 400k Away.
~Cynde~Member of Rate Spankers has AUTO 11s!!! Cynde is so close to becoming fubar's next Disciple. She is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Her Auto-11s will be active until 9PM EST/8PM CST/6 PM fuTime. Thank you and have a great night. ~Cynde~Member of Rate Spankers@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Moving.
Well, it's official. I gave my notice today here at my apartment complex. I will be moving in the next month. I had chinese delivered a lil bit ago and realized I am gonna miss that restaurant's food and my lil chinese delivery guy. :( My fortune today: Temptation resistant is the true measure of character. That is all.

Today Is The Day
First day back to work (officially. I went in several times during my 'vacation'). Not everybody was here, was actually just me and my people, with one of them working from home. She made me laugh, said I work too much and I needed to get a life. Perhaps she is right. I've been so bored over the last week with nobody around, and surprisingly little to do at home. I actually went to bed at 11:00 last night. I realized forcing myself to sleep was better than laying in bed looking at a laptop for three more hours, not really doing anything but surfing youtube. Perhaps a life would be a good idea. Any suggestions? I realized today that a fear I had when I moved for the first time may actually be a reality. When I moved to Georgia I was so amazed at how great it was to be some place different, to experience a new place and new people and new things that I was concerned that I would get tired of where I was and want that feeling again. Three years later, I moved to where I am now. I've

Disgusting Little Boys
You disgusting, egomaniacal pigs, Cheating on your wives & girlfriends E V E R Y F U C K I N G C H A N C E Y O U G E T, STAY AWAY FROM ME. Seriously, do I have a "I'm a whore" sticker on my forehead? Uhh, that would be a no. Actually, a HELL no. Trying to play off being a "friend" just for sex? Playing games to get into my pants? Seriously? GROW UP. If you're not getting something from who you're with, BREAK UP WITH THEM, FFS. Be single. Why is this such a hard concept? You lowlifes are stocking up on Karma, I'm telling you. When little boys play with matches, They get fuckin burned. And that's what you are you cheating bastards. Little Boys. Ugh. -REL

Life Insurance.....
OKay did you ever have it happen. Where things are going really good. And then all of a sudden something happens that throws your world upside down. We had four people pass away already. Then there is the lose of income due to all of it. Having to pay for two funerals. Oh and the famous after the Holidays money crunch to ass to it all. My Dad passed away on 11-19-2008 and my Father-In-Law passed away on 7-24-2008. This year has just really sucked beyond compair. If feels like our hearts have been ripped right out of our chest and nothing is ever going to feel right again. Sometimes you just feel like throwing your hands in the air and screeming I give up. But I can't cause that is not how my or my Husband were raised. Plus, I am just determined to try and set everyting right again and somehow get through this. There have been tons of other problems that have happened to us. Not just these. But they all just seem to be adding stress on top of stress for us. I feel like I am fighting a l

My Intimate Style
I would lay you down on your back while licking,sucking,nibbling, and caressing your breast, while fondeling your clit continuously and alternating from your breast to passionate kissing while talking very nasty as you reach the point of climax. I will be caressing your every sensitive curve and as you cum i will suck your nipples faster and harder and then look up at you as you blast off and say " DONT YOU STOP FUCKING CUMMING WITH YOUR SEXY ASS KEEP CUMMING AND ENJOYING THIS SHIT IAM DOING TO YOU" I will give you a 10-15min multiple with just my hands alone and then as you think iam going to let your body relax i will open your legs and start eating your pussy while moaning from the enjoyment that iam having and savouring the taste of your wetness! You will cum again and i will grasp your hips and eat more vigourously so you cant get away making you explode even more intensely. Now i will sit you up and let you take my dick in your mouth for only a mere 5 minutes and then lay you on

Squirting
History of Squirting If you were to refer to literature over the last 50 years you would be lead to believe that females have only been able to ejaculate since about 1980. Of course this is absurd, and just shows how "the experts" can be wrong for decades on just about anything. Many knew the experts were wrong, but had little success in convincing anyone. Needless to say this lead to many problems, needless surgery (to fix the poor women who would ejaculate), expensive counselling (got to find out what happened when they were children to cause this "problem"), and in some cases divorce. "The G Spot" by Alice Kahn Ladas, Beverly Whipple, and John D. Perry, has dozens of letters from women who went though various personal tragedies because they would ejaculate during lovemaking. Doctors, gynaecologists, and psychiatrists invariably told them they were peeing and needed either surgery or psychotherapy. Newsweek published an article entitled "Just How the Sexes Differ" in May of 198

Stress........
Stress . . . . & a Glass of Water A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g. to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy,we won't be able to carry on." "As with the glass of water,you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put t

Just One More Time ...please
Standing there feeling the warmth of the fire from the fireplace on her skin-- she couldnt help but smile at the memories that were flooding her mind. She recalled the night Riley slipped his arms lightly around her waist, standing right here, pulling her close.The smile that spread across her face grew even wider as she remembered the feel of his warm lips against her skin as he kissed her neck.Her eyes closed- her head thrown back, she allowed him to continue kissing her neck. It felt good to lean against his strong body while his hands traveled effortlessly across her. Her nipples instantly grew hard as his fingers lightly touched them thru the sheer silky fabric of her blouse. A gasp escaped her lips when she felt him pinch and gently tug on her right nipple. Biting her lower lip -she turned to face him. No words were spoken. They just stood there for a moment, looking into each others eyes, letting the desire grow stronger. The way Riley was looking at her sent delicious chills o

So Many Thoughts
There are many types of people on here. All here for a reason, some for the same thing. This is truly a melting pot. Some faces start to look the same from time to time. You can see good, evil, and indifference in their eyes. It doesn't matter what level or whether they picked angel or demon. There really is a face on the other side of the screen. The picture may or may not be their own. In time you may see beyond what they show to the fu world if you delve deep enough. Or one day they might be gone with or without a warning. This place is crazy. I see some leaving here as more changes happen. There are parts I really enjoy here. I actually like to look at pictures, always have. When a person would share photos I would actually look them over, not just hurriedly flip through them. I guess the chance of finding a bit of beauty has always appealed to me. If you look hard enough you can find it anywhere. {I am going to ramble.Be prepared for jumbled thoughts.}I was blocked the other day b

Conclusions
today's conclusions: feel free to add to them. 1. girls are shady and mucho competitive. that's why i rarely like them. 2. people think medication is the great cure all of our time. 3. i need a nap partner. the job duties keep growing--poolboy/pillowfluffer/nap partner (p.s. i have no pool). 4. i am more real in my online interactions than i am in real life and this sort of depresses me. 5. our justice system fails. often. 6. attorneys really aren't all that bad ;) 7. small town life isn't really all that bad, either. 8. i am addicted to blogging and trips to texas and candy. 9. the people i work with are retarded bitches. 10. i stay waaaaayyyy to busy for my own good.

Whatever2
I'm beginning to think that if I left today,my blood relatives wouldn't even realize that I was gone. Would they miss me if I was dead? Right now, all I want to do, is crawl under a rock and die. Sorry for the dark cloud - but my blood relatives have me in a horrible mood.

What Is Dirty Minds?
Since I've been asked a few times of what I was playing last night..... It's a game of naughty clues to non-naughty things. Each player gets a booklet filled with clues and the person to the left of them has to figure out the word with the clues given. You get one free guess then the next two guesses you lose a card if you're wrong and get a certain number of cards when you figure out the word with the clues given. For example, -I'm a four letter word -I'm a name fora woman -I end in "u-n-t" If your first answer to the above clues wasn't "AUNT" then you have a dirty mind! Another one... just for fun ;) -I fit in-between your legs. -You make me go faster by whipping me. -If you ride me too long, you walk funny. HORSE Got the idea? hehe...so its really fun to play when all your friends have dirty minds or you're drinking.

Meanderings
Is my time on this globe wasted? do my words and thoughts mean anything? on a planet filled with so much beauty and wonder how can there also be such infinate cruelty and evil? My friends must see my worth, they ask my advice and seek my council crave my company (i hope anyway) my family seem to need me around too so i suppose my time isn't so wasted after all

The Up Side Of A Razor Bath
OK, I'll begin this existential load of clap trap with one statement: I AM VERY VERY DEPRESSED!!!!! I tried the overdose, and failed. Maybe I should explore the virtues of other possible methods??? Ok so the razor bath, hmmm should be fairly painless, I mean apart from the initial slices of course, just lie back in a very hot bath and fall asleep. But...... what about the poor sod that has to find you? How traumatic would that be? Something they would never recover from I'd bet. So... our next option? Oh! a high dive, just pick a fairly tall buildiing and dive off (don't jump, cos if you land on your legs instead of your head then you are just a cripple instead of a corpse). Now the downside (lol sorry not funny) is the instant of fear as you stand on the edge, and if like me you are afraid of heights then terror not fear would be more like it. And again what about the poor sod who has to scrape you up? More trauma. Hmmm, now I'm running out of choices. A gun?

Nonsense
I'm a proper "Billy no mates" With whom no one wants to play, It's probably my mental health That makes them shy away. It's not that I blame them at all, For wanting to be free I lose my temper often So they keep away from me. Who needs a friend so needy, they often sit and cry For no apparent reasons They want to curl up and die. Well I'm sick of being like this I'm tired of these mood swings It's time that i got better And moved on to better things. For more than two years now I've been a total mess No friends, job or money And just couldn't care less. It's not that I'm indifferent, Please don't misunderstand It's just hard to see the problems With my head burried in the sand. The pills, the Docs and councilling And even all the shrinks Don't help me even a little bit And I think that just stinks. So have my mental wanderings Given you a rough idea Of what it's like to be me On any given year? See I've even lost interest in this poem......

Death On Hold
I need to die But things keep me here I can't take my life just yet I'm waiting for a large cheque my bitch is going to have puppies we're going to the States in August It's my birthday in September. Every time I make my plans it's always the same someone needs me something has to be done I can't wait much longer the waiting is killing me, I have all the details worked out now all I need is the When. My friends and family.. make me feel selfish but I think it's they who're selfish if you saw a stray dog suffering would you let it continue? no, you wouldn't, you'd end it's pain Well I'm suffering every day is harder than the last. I need release I need an end I need to die but... I have to live

How To Tell You've Entered A New Year
You enter your password on the microwave. You haven't played solitaire with a real deck of cards in years. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of four. You call your son's beeper to let him know it's time to eat. He 'phones you back from his bedroom, 'What's for dinner?' You chat several times a day with a stranger from Canada, but you haven't spoken with your next door neighbour all last year. Your daughter just bought a CD of all the records your college roommate used to play. You check the ingredients on a can of chicken noodle soup to see if it contains Echinacea. Your grandmother clogs up your e-mail inbox asking you to send her a JPEG file of your newborn so she can create a screen saver. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home. Every commercial on television has a website address at the bottom of the screen. You buy a computer and a week later it is out of date and now sells for half the price you paid. The concept o

Body Heat
When passion burns And lust inflames And hearts go all aquiver a single touch can fan the flames a whisper make you shiver the softest kiss makes promises the heart wants to deliver as bodies merge a single whole could stay like this forever the passion peaks hot juices flow just like a burning river as sense returns I promise this... That I will leave you never.

Think!
Mortals suffer on this coil Strive for better with their toil To prove to Him that they are good To gain a place in His neighbourhood To sit on high is their only goal To feel His love within their soul. Please don't think this is blasphamy But all above doesn't apply to me Oh I don't think I'm the only one The time for that is now long gone Centuries pass and time flies by Then old beliefs just seem to die. Mortals now seem all obessed With trying to be the very best With having more than all around And knocking lessers to the ground We live at such a frantic pace That greed is now so commonplace. If we continue just like this Then we'll miss out on so much bliss The joy of loving fellow men Will all too soon become alien With love no longer on the Earth Soon there'll cease to be re-birth. So pause a moment, this I plead In your pilgrimage of greed To consider others once in a while And take the time to stop and smile For if our ways we do not m

Why?
Why is life so complicated? Why is nothing simple? Why does love never flow smooth? Why are men emotionless dicks? Why are true friends so rare? Why do I bother living? I don't know the answers to any of those questions, least of all the last one.

Lost Another One .....
I noticed that yet another person from my Family list has deleted their profile. I know I am not here that often anymore, but it bums me the Hell out. Knock it off people!!! You can't leave until I tell you can leave, so there! In other news ...... how was everyone's Holiday?

Youth
When you are young: friends are plentiful, cares are few, responsibilities don't exist, and yet you want to be older. They say "youth is wasted on the young" How true that is You only realise how special your youth was once it's gone....

We're Naughty Girlz And Want To Prove It!
Baby It's Cold Outside But We Are *Hot As Ice* We Are Warming Up By The Fire And Want To Melt Your Heart Ever Wanted To Make A Bid, But Didn't Want The Crazy Drama Of Owning? Well Pink & Sweet Have Something Very Special For You! We are Auctioning Off Our Goodies and Ohhhh What Goodies They Are! No Owning Involved! Just Make An Offer! You Will Have To Add, Fan & Rate Us Both Before You Bid. Sweet~N~Sexxay Pink0828 To Bid...Go To Pinks *Pink~N~Sweet's Naughty Auction* Folder. Comment On The First Pic That You F/A/R'd Us and Understand How To Bid And Then Bid Away! Bidding Runs Until The First Day Of The New Year 2009!

Regret
Regret is such a crippling emotion it holds us back, makes us second guess the future, colours the past grey, and is futile. Learn a lesson from me I beg you, regret nothing, fear nothing, live your life NOW, If you must have regrets save them for your 90th year when all but the last few brief moments remain. Your past is a learning curve not an anchor. Learn from your mistakes don't dwell on them. Live each day with hope in your heart Sleep each night contented Love with your every fibre Make each day count!!!

Friends
A friend is someone who accepts you BECAUSE of your flaws not inspite of them, A friend is someone who is always there for you even when they are miles away, A friend asks for nothing but a hug, A friend offers you everything even if you don't ask, A friend is someone who thinks THEY are lucky for knowing YOU, A friend doesn't forgive you your sins, they see no sins to begin with, My friends have my undying love and respect and know it. Dedicated to my REAL friends:

Defences
Defences built for just one thing to keep the world away, Protect my heart from damage and stop it going astray. But not even the highest wall as impenetrable as it seems can keep out love persistent and hopes of happy dreams. With sense of the inevitable the high barrier is breached the tender heart behind it is somehow finally reached. With loves first blush upon me and passion burning true I cherish every moment that I get to spend with you. I know that love is transient as fleeting as the breeze something with less substance than the wind within the trees. Although I know what's coming I pray that I am wrong I want the common fairy tale and not the same old song. But no, my heart gets broken ripped and bleeding all inside trying to keep my head up trying to save my pride. My mind and heart in peril from knowing how I lied I jeopardize my sanity Oh God! I wish

Useless
The question I ask myself most: What purpose do I serve? Ok so let's try to answer..... I am incapable in my current mental state to offer moral support to those who need it. I offer love but am unable to show it. I can't work.. I don't have the energy or motivation to do housework.. I earn no money. I am not even decorative. I take up space and resources. I worry my friends and family. I can't even leave the house unaccompanied. Shopping is almost impossible. I am almost constantly either angry or depressed. My wifely duties are a chore. My parenting duties are non existent. I can't even take proper care of myself. Ok enough answers, conclusion drawn... I am totally useless.

Life
The ability to create life it's so often taken for granted but when you can't conceive when you can't create you feel bereft, void empty and pointless. Procreation is not a given it's a gift from God a blessing. I want offspring I need to be a mother before I'm too old while I still have energy while I still have love to give. I need to share what I know I need a child to hold to nurture. I will adopt I think

Hitting The Road
I am thinking of taking a trip to NYC tomorrow and/or Friday. Aside from the usual "touristy" things... anyone know of, heard of, or could recommend something fun to do that's a little off the beaten path?

I'm Outta Here!
I never get online to talk to anyone and with a new baby on the way, I'm just not going to have a free second in my day to keep in touch. During the times I was able to "talk" to you all, it was fun! But those days are over now and it's time to shut down my page. Thank you so much to everyone for all your friendships and support. Some of you I've known for several years, through a couple different accounts. Take care everyone - I wish you all the very best in the new year to come! Love and hugs, Wendy :)

Suckage
My life sucks, for every good thing, it's balanced by ten bad things, So I try to hold onto the good, try to maintain a happy face, but my happy mask slips, and then my true face is revealed, my broken heart shows through, my friends try to help, they try to make me see reason, but there is no reason, not in my life, only pain, pain to me is a constant, emotional and physical pain, I need to break the cycle, I need to start over, I need I need I need LOVE Unconditional Undying Life changing love.

Auto 11's On......
I would greatly appreciate it if you could stop by and show me some love. I decided to celebrate the new year by buying myself 11s. Who better to love you than for you to love yourself? All love will be returned....trust me. Thank you.

Reaper Man
The Reaper called on me today he said my time has come that I must put my fears away and go to my next home. He said death is not the end of things but a beginning fresh & bright that change is all he really brings So you have no need for fright. Where you go your heart will heal and your troubles fall away no more pain will you ever feel With the setting of this day. Yet still I begged him for my life for a chance to carry on let me struggle through this strife until my pain is gone. Death thought long and hard on this as slow minutes they ticked by so upon his cheek I laid a kiss and then I began to cry. I ask not for life everlasting only for a few more years I'll try to stem my suffering and wipe away my tears. I'll somehow fix my broken heart and mend my wicked ways just say I won't have to depart from this mortal coil today. He looked at me with sockets bare such a cold impassive face not on

Fuloser: Passion Inside 77
This one is my new FAVORITE! As always read from the bottom up :) passion_in...: oo u too....take care sexy ->passion_in...: enjoy your stay on fubar! ->passion_in...: and while your at post a picture of yourself so the next chick you try this shit on can trash how you look right back. passion_in...: just saw the bathing suit pics...time to get to the gym.....seriously...when i made my first comment i never looked at your pics...outside the main one ->passion_in...: grow the fuck up ->passion_in...: boy is mean to girl to try and hurt her because she rejected him ->passion_in...: girl turns boy down ->passion_in...: boy hits on girl ->passion_in...: however i am highly amused at your childishness ->passion_in...: just like i don't give a fuck what you think about how i look. your opinions don't mean shit to me. ->passion_in...: i don't give a fuck what you like passion_in...: u r demanding....i like that quality ->passion_in...: answer my question passion_in...: wow.

Fairy Tale
Every Princess, in every tale Has a Knight so bold He rescues her from evil Or so the tales are told. But real life isn't like that There are no Knights of old No-one there to rescue you From the deepest, darkest cold. I may not be a Princess But I have a heart of gold And all I ever wanted Was to have a hand to hold.

Insecurity
It seems to me that much of human behavior is driven by insecurity and fear. I wonder if people started feeling good about themselves if they would be more prone to treating others with respect? There is a book called The Four Agreements, and the first agreement is to use your word "impeccably". This simply means not to use words for destructive purposes such as lying or insulting largely based on the premise that words have power unto themselves and when you send them out they have an impact beyond just that moment. I'm not sure if I believe that exactly, but I do believe that words can make the world a better place, or a worse one. It seems many times people choose the power of their words to inflict pain, and I wonder what it is they get out of it. Does it take away their own pain? I rather doubt it... so what is the gain? The only thing I can assume is that it provides a false sense of superiority, if only for a moment.

The Dream
It always starts the same way I'm with my love and tragedy strikes The world suffers monstrous losses Sometimes it's by plague Sometimes war Sometimes even alien attack. But always a common theme always many are lost always few survive I am always one of the few I must help keep mankind alive I must strive to be strong I must help others This I must do with a broken heart For my love was lost My love was the first to fall so I go about my task alone gathering man together rebuilding life on earth and then I awaken with the task half done feeling my failure in my heart just once I'd like to succeed just once I'd like to win I just want to finish the dream............

I Want To Keep You!!!
HELLO MY FRIEND. I WANT TO KEEP YOU!!! There comes a point in your life when you realize: Who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore... And who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future Send this to everyone you don't want to lose in 2009... Including me, if that's what is in your heart. Be Kind in 2009:HUGS XOXOXO

Distant Dreams
So close and yet so far distance bars the way waiting for the time when love is here to stay I ache with every moment we must remain apart wondering if I'm right to bare my fragile heart emotionally naked my feelings all on show vulnerable and open my love's allowed to grow blessed I am to know you blessed to know you care impatiently I'm waiting for the time when I am there I know that I can trust you not to break my heart I know that once I've held you Never will we part.

Oh God Why?
Why do children suffer? Why must babies die? Why take the pure and innocent? Why make young ones cry? Why create the illnesses? Why make a pedophile? Why make life so difficult? Why not just let the children smile?

The Abyss
Sliding slowly ever down, Towards the darkness of the ground, Inch by inch the hollow nears, filled with all your worst of fears. Suddenly you're at the brink,, so much fear you can not think,, filled with so much pain and sorrow, you long for no tomorrow, The question now, shall I leap? into the abyss so dark and deep, sadness soaked into you core, you ache for there to be no more, there is no way for this to mend, and so you jump.... The end.

3 Wishes
If a fairy said to you, 3 wishes are yours to make, how much thinking would you do? what chances would you take? Would you wish for wealth untold? or for a longer life? maybe just for a hand to hold? or existance without strife? would you wish for peace on Earth? and for all the wars to end? for humanity to find rebirth? Or racial wounds to mend?

No More Please!
The world spins my body shakes my heart races shivers run through me nausea prevents eating first chills, then sweats no sleep I am exhausted I can't concentrate my head hurts I want to scream I can't stand much more no-one can help no-one knows how I face this alone like I face everything even loved I am alone when 30 minutes becomes a whole night I know it's time to scream for the help I need so badly. But instead I sit quietly suffering, wishing I were dead.

Sorry Doesn't Cut It
I wanted to say sorry but I didn't know how I missed you bein there but I need you back now I hurt us both I know it was a stupid thing to do I didn't make it easy I can't help but still love you I offered you my heart once and now I offer it again if you think you can trust me not to cause you any more pain So I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that I lied I'm sorry for the tears that I know you tried to hide. But most of all I'm sorry for ruining what we had if you can just forgive me then I will be so glad.

Week 17
Hey all... it's the last week, football season is almost over :( Whatever will I do, I don't like basketball and not a big hockey fan cause they are all big whiney crybabies.. Guess its wait til spring training. Sorry I didn't have the schedule posted earlier, thanks for getting your picks in anyway. Gotta tell ya, some sore ass losers out there. OUt of 32 ppl that joined, 4 are left..LOL The winner of this last week was me and JP with 13-16. Winner of all games all season is JUST ME with 171-254.. GOOD JOB!!!! 2nd Place is me with 168-254 3rd Place is JP with 167-254 4th Place is Kelly with 163-254 5th Place is Will with 153-254 I wasn't sure what I was going to do as a prize, but I wanted to be fair since you all stuck it out and played a hell of a good game.. I will reward everyone. :) Thanks for playing with me, and hope to see you next year!! Anyway..hope you all had a great holiday and have an even better new year. Have fun, be safe. Catch you all

Control
For those that our looking for a Master or a Dom/Domme Cpl that are looking or wanting to give the owner full control and they want to have NO LIMITS we're the ones to look for in the control and NO LIMITS.. So, let us or Master know something thank you very much from Masterdaddy & Dom/Dom Cpl.

Check Out These Special Ladies. Show Them Some Love
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Sometimes
The moment life gets difficult you seem to run and hide cover up your feelings disguise your softer side You need stop your running stand and face the crowd listen to your inner self then you can be proud It doesn't make you vulnerable to have a heart within release those pent emotions then let your life begin

Shall I List The Reasons?
Shall I list the reasons? Shall I list the reasons, That I love you so? Shall I wax forever lyrical, About how you make me glow? About the way you make me smile Just by saying “hello”. I love the sound of your voice So deep, dark and velvety. Your eyes are so expressive So filled with love for me. Shall I go on? Alright I will. Your kisses they inflame me Leave me burning with desire. Wherever that your hands touch leaves behind a trail of fire. In short my love it’s everything That makes me love you so Not just a single reason But many fold and more. Know this…… My heart, my mind, My soul and flesh Are yours to do with as you please. You are the blood in my veins The air in my lungs Without you I am nothing.

George Francis
SAN FRANCISCO (AP) — George Francis, the nation's oldest man, who lived through both world wars, man's first walk on the moon and the election of the first black president, has died. He was 112. Francis died Saturday of congestive heart failure at a nursing home in Sacramento, his son, Anthony Francis, said Sunday. "He lived four years in the 19th century, 100 years in the 20th century, and 8 years in the 21st century. We call him the man of three centuries," said the younger Francis, 81. UCLA gerontologist Dr. Stephen Coles, who maintains a list of the world's oldest people, said Francis lived 112 years and 204 days. With Francis' death, Walter Breuning of Montana, who is 112 years, 98 days old, becomes the country's oldest living man. At 114, Gertrude Baines of Los Angeles is the nation's oldest living person. The world's oldest person is Maria de Jesus of Portugal, who is 115 years, 109 days old, and the oldest man is Tomoji Tanabe of Japan, who is 113 years, 101 days,

Thank You
I am over whelmed with the love you guys on fubar have shown in the last 2 hours of starting my auto 11's that foxitoxi gave my as a Christmas present , Thank you again sweety , I just adore you , you mean so much to me you are my family. I came to fubar as a very shy and withdrawn person , as i have been away from human contact for a few years , My life consists of looking after my mum and my pc , Ya fubar , My choice , I love my mum very much but I missed being able to interact with people , but you guys have made it possible for me to see the out side world , through the places you take me to in your pics , I cant express what that means to me but I hope you understand , You rock my world and I mean that from the bottom of my heart , I have met so many beautiful people with the most caring hearts and they have touched mine deeply . Your hugs I feel , Your words mean so much , I only hope I can repay you with my friendship as much as you have given me. I will close off this now as I

What My Love Brings
Where ever you go, what ever you do I want you to know I will be right here waiting on you. What ever it takes I want you to know I am here. So when you feel the sun beating on face just know that it is me letting you know I am here. When you feel the rain on your skin that is my tears letting you know that I miss you and wishing you was here. When you hear the wind blowing through the trees that is me telling you I love you. So remember my love that no matter what the seasons bring I am sending my love to you. I will be waiting for you always my love. For I will always love you no matter what life brings to us.

My Insanity
My Insanity My mind became unhinged My thoughts untethered My words became acid Eating away at the love I’d built I threw away my good friends Almost lost my true love And all this in a matter of weeks It seemed for a while That all I wanted was to die I closed off the parts that loved Closed off the parts that needed To make easier the task But I was saved I was scooped from the jaws of death By my love My one true love With his help a new journey begins Recovery The road is long and filled with potholes But he guides me along He supports me when I’m weak He soothes me when I quake with anger He gave what I couldn’t ask for He is my strength My anchor My home. So here we are Over a year has passed I’m on unfamiliar ground I find I want my friends Have I totally destroyed the bridges? Can I repair the damage done? How do I say sorry? He can’t help me here This is my challenge My task I need to tell them I still love them That I am back Scarred

Visions Of The Night
The vision of you so close makes me want to reach out and touch you but then I awake and know it was a dream. I want to be able to touch you and feel you next to me. To hold you close and to feel your breath on my skin. Just to feel the warmth of your loving touch make my heart skip beats. So if only the moments of silent night is where I our love exits I will keep the night as place to revisit. For our love is like the night filled with nothing but hopes and dreams and then when morning comes we must awake. For I know that the night will come again and we will revisit the embrace of each others arms. For this we know is where we belong together forever love.

When Darkness Falls
When darkness falls upon you look up and I will have a light shinning on you. This light is to let you know that you will always have someone standing by your side. You don’t have to go through life alone no more. I will be here for you.

Love Poem
Falling into that beautiful thing called Love (Ridiculas, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other-love) So this is love. As wonderous and scary and fabulous as it can be. It may have started with mere attraction, but where it's ended up is somewhere deeper, truer and endlessly more fulfilling. And despite yourself, you will have learned a little something along the way. That euphoria doesn't have to be fleeting. That love can survive doubt. that joyful instinct should never be repressed. And so you throw yourself into love. Heart first.

Knowing
Knowing someone loves me, Makes everything worth while, Knowing I am are cherished, Makes me wake up with a smile, Knowing I am respected, Is a truly wondrous thing, Knowing how you feel inside, Makes me want to sing.

Ia There Any Point?
I'd say goodbye if I thought that I could actually go through with it. But I know my own weaknesses. I cannot stand to make anything that permanent. But I say goodbye silently every time. Cut another chunk out of that friendship and throw it on the fire. It's like walking when everyone else is driving. You see them, they see you; but they're moving so fast & yourself so slow. It feels like life is something beyond your grasp. Memory tells you stories, but they only make you want to cry. Memory presents its evidence, but it's a mistrial. What good are these friends, when I'm just as alone. What is the point to these friendships, if I don't feel any different, or maybe sadder still sometimes. Watching them dwindle as they do...left remembering the dead. I'm tired of digging graves in my mind and heart but when does the mourning end. Maybe it's just tonight, but anyone who knows me knows it's not. Maybe it's just a mountain I'm climbing to find the top, but anyone who truly

I Met An Angel Yesterday
I met an angel yesterday Her heart so pure and true The perfection of her features Her eyes a clear and crystal blue She shone with inner radiance Her goodness showing through. She laid her hand upon me And spoke gently in my ear She said let nothing worry you Nor should you ever fear Life is never bad enough To make you shed a tear. She said tears show The Devil That his work is going well For He wants us all to suffer And on misery to dwell But God wants you to be happy And avoid the road to hell. For all life’s tribulations Find a happy thought to hold Keep a smile within your heart You must be strong and bold A loving thought will warm you And keep the evil in the cold. Try to never harbour hatred Or do an evil deed And never judge another By their colour or their creed Prejudice of any kind Helps evil plant it’s seed. Please do not be frightened By the words that I impart I mean only to assist you In the discovery of your heart For you to turn yo

I Hate
I hate the fact that after all those things I have sacrificed for you, you still left me, shunned me and found someone else... I hate the fact that you could just switch your feelings off so easily after all those moments we had... I hate the fact that I was there all along with you when your voice was needed to be heard, but when I needed somebody to lean on - you were never here... I hate the fact that after all those awful pains you made me suffer, you're still using me to satisfy your life and fulfil the emptiness of your living... I hate the fact that you have turned into everything I ever hated... I hate the fact that I think you were ashamed of admitting me all along... I hate the fact that I have come to realise you were just playing around with my soul... Despite all, I hate it so much every time I saw you that you always looked so damn pretty... I hate the fact that no matter where I went and what I did, everything and everywhere reminded me those mome

How Did It Happen?
I don't know how it happened, do you? I just know the more time I spent with you the more I hated him. It was gradual, easy to miss at first As I looked more deeply into you the shallower he seemed. The hours we spent just talking or even just working side by side meant more to me than you can know. I never meant to hurt him I never meant to fall in love with you But I did. I know you aren't perfect, I know you have faults, But I think maybe, just maybe you are perfect for me. You understand me you don't try to control me you just let me be me. I guess it started with I luv u but then progressed to I Love You and then I'm In Love WIth You. I don't know where this is going I don't know where it will end But I do know I'm going to enjoy the journey.

Pause For Thought
Why do we always want the things we can't have? Why do we always set ourselves impossible goals? Why do we then wonder why we are disappointed? Answers for a more stress free life....... Set yourself only reachable targets Ask for nothing Expect nothing Give only what you can spare The only exception in all these rules are: Your heart Your love For they should be given freely A broken heart is better than a frozen one

I Pray
You know with each day that passes by, I pray to god I'll never forget who you are. You mean everything to me. I love you Ooooh Ooooh Ooh I pray You were in my dream Before I even knew that there was a you and me, Now I can't wait to see your smile, When I wake up each day, It makes it worth while With the kinda love you plant inside, Specially with a heart so empty as mine. All your soft tenderness is the one thing that I don't wanna miss. [Chorus:] I pray, When it's time for me to say goodbye I'll never forget looking in your eyes, I pray, That I feel your touch And that God doesn't forget our love, I pray, When I close my eyes, I can still see visions of you on my mind. I pray, That I see you in another life, I pray that you still by my side. Oh I pray. Everything that you give to me, Only comes in a fantasy, It seems like life goes by so fast, But in this time I wanna make it last. (I pray) I hate that we live to die, But only God knows wh

An Apology
It is so easy to get wrapped up in our own little world and our hurt that we actually fail to see the pains and hurt of another, the struggle they are going through in trying to heal their own pain and hurt so they can move on beyond their hurt and find the peace and happiness they richly deserve. Yes I am very guilty of doing such and was being something that was not in me and that is being selfish instead of being as I am selfless and would like to take this chance to say to that person, I very much regret my actions, which were inexcusable and very selfish indeed. Please do not think wrong of me, I am truly sorry that I did not respect your wishes or feelings when I should.

Beer Vs Vagina
BEER VS. VAGINA 1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may ge

Cutest Video Ever
"This cuddly couple won't let size or species differences stand in the way of true love." A pitbull and a kitty are in love. This video is adorable. Especially at the end when the kitty is cuddling up to the doggy and the doggy is licking the kitty cat. The good life @ Yahoo! Video

A Life Without A Dream Is Just Existence
Pastor Gerald made this statement in the sermon he gave the first Sunday after Christmas yesterday. He also referred to the day as being two special anniversaries for him; his wedding anniversary (he married Luann in 1977, thirty-one years before) and the anniversary of preaching his first sermon in 1969 (when he was a senior in high school, thirty-nine years before). Yet Bethany Lutheran is the first church he’s been pastor of because he spent most of his life as a farmer; in North Dakota, I understand this is not unusual. In fact, one of his sons still manages their family farm and he and Luann get out there a lot. I just hope when I’m in my mid-fifties I have a willingness to take a new direction in my life that I’d spent decades preparing for without even realizing it; I admire him a lot for that. Like most people who see our kids frequently (and even Martha and I do this), it’s easy to call Sarah or Jeffrey by the wrong name, especially if we’re in the middle of somethi

Elevator Fun ;)
Annoying Things to Do in an Elevator 1. Walk on with a cooler that is labeled "HUMAN HEAD" on the side. 2. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!" 3. Crack open your briefcase of purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there? 4. Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. 5. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves. 6. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral. 7. Meow occasionally. 8. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose. 9. Stare at another passenger for awhile, then announce in horror, "You're one of THEM" and back away slowly. 10. Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers. 11. Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope. 12. Annouce in a

Assited Or Cheating This Is The Question
I was having this discussion with a male friend of mine, trying to determine the parameters of assisted masturbation. Is it truly being assisted or are you cheating? These are the two scenarios I came up with. If a girl who has just had her nails done,had a friend who helps her masturbate by holding the vibrator. She does not touch the other girl nor do any of her clothes come off. Do we call this assisted masturbation? A man has broken his arms and legs. Hes on an island of all men. There is no electricity so he can not watch any porn. If he has one of his friends jerk off for him. is this cheating? This is the crap that comes into my head late in the night

New Year...new Hope
For all who know me and have got to know me over the last year, they know that I have made some major changes this year. Some of them where forced and some of them were by my choosing. With all of them there is just one thing I can say, I am going to be so damn glad when this year is over. I will not look on 2008 with fondness other than for the fact that I finally got my shit back together during this year. I have a few simple wishes for the upcoming year. 1. I want to begin to live my life with purpose again. I never again want to put my career and job over all else in my life again. I love what I do but it is not what I am. 2. I want to spend more time with my family. More quality time. It is important to realize that it is not the quantity of time that you spend but the quality of time. My boys have already grown up so much right in front of my eyes. Now it is time to open up my eyes more and enjoy them. 3. I want to take the time to appreciate my friends both old

About Me
Hi there, my name is Kelly, half french and half Irish I love cheer leading, swimming and surfing the net. For those who may not know of me, I am a very kind, sweet, caring, independent, a leader and a loving person. I enjoy helping others. I would like to think I have always been an over achiever. I'm in the adult business and it started when I won in my first bikini contest. I started modeling bikinis and lingerie. I loved it. I couldn't get enough. I was showed a website and I immediately wanted one for myself. So I started a solo site and for those who doesn't know what a solo site is, let me enlighten you, lol, a solo girl is a term we use in the industry to describe a girl like myself. Solo meaning, her website only. No men and the main focus is she. Solo girls started the real girl next-door look, because we were just that. Real girls next door. I'm currently single and looking for someone who is on my level. A hard worker. Good looking, polite and has a good positive at

How Much Do You Remember 2008?
You Remember 50% of 2008 Okay, you were somewhat paying attention during 2008. But you're not going to impress anyone with your knowledge of what went down. You know the basics about what went down, but little else... Let's just say you won't be writing the history book for 2008. How Much Do You Remember 2008?

The Chrsitmas(holday???) Gods!!!!!!!
Well, I was on vacation the past few days. From Chistmas eve(24th) until last night. I went up to Spring Hill, (just north of Tampa) to see my brotha, and my fam. So I was not really looking forward to coming back to work, But what are you gonna do??? Well the rich folks STAY on vacation(lol) BUt i'm not rich, so back to work for this financially challenged brotha!(lol) OR SO I THOUGHT!!!!!! When I get to work this morning< and I even got there a few min early too, My boss says to me basically "Why are you here??" So I answer, "because I'm suppsoed to be here.lol" To cut othe chase , turns out I have 3 MORE days of vaction time, So I was sent home.......This is a good thing, first time I have been sent home for having too many vacation days(lol) SO I am off the rest of the week. That's right, BE JEALOUS BEEYOTCHESSSS!!!! LOL!!!!!! But seriously, since I have all this free time now, anyone wanna do something??? NO i'm serious.... Ok,ok,.... I was just jokin

Christmas Season
I am so glad to see that Christmas is over. I never really realized when I was a kid just how stressful the holidays can be for parents. Although at the end of the day, it is all worth it when you see their faces on Christmas morning. I love having family around but it is nice once everyone is gone and you can look back on a successful holiday and just smile. I was able to go through this holiday season with such amazing happiness looking forward in my life and no longer looking back on what had occurred over the last year. I truly understood the spirit of giving again because I was not only able to give presents but was able to give all of me, my time and my spirit. I haven't been able to do that in a long time. That was my Christmas miracle.

It Happens
Annoy your wedding dj IN THE DJ BOOTH Recently,I was talking with some friends who still Dj wedding gigs and they always brought up the fact I never talk about the WEDDING DJ. Well when I first started I did a ton of weddings, as a matter of fact weddings can be very profitable.Some people love Djing wedding gigs and as for me Its not my cup o tea!! Weddings are always fun and people always seem to loosen up at a wedding and dance all night! So kudos to the wedding dj ,I will probably never hear the end of this but it had to be done!! Here is a list of ways to annoy the hell out of the dj next time your at a wedding!!! ENJOY! 1. Do a large, posed group photo on the dance floor. 2. Dress up like a videographer and wheel a video camera on a large tripod onto the dance floor with a overbearingly bright floodlight and stick it in the faces of everyone on the dance floor. 3. Ask the DJ (who has the perfect song lined up with a perfect beatmatch) to wish a happy birthday

English Rose
My name is Mike Taunton, and I have lived here in Kenton my whole life. I am a deputy in the local police force. I have been a cop since I graduated the local college 8 years ago. I am 29 years old and still single, which really annoys my mother. She was hoping for Grandkids by now. I mean don’t get me wrong, I have had plenty of girlfriends in my time, just not found anyone I would want to spend the rest of my life with yet. But that was all about to change………….. Her name is Amelia, and she is a stranger to the town. You would know she was new here even if you hadn’t just seen her get off the 5.20 Greyhound bus. She looks bewildered and lost, standing as she is: all alone, eyes moving constantly from one thing to another, never seeming to settle in one place for more than a few seconds. She draws a lot of attention within the bus station, not because she is new here, but because of how she looks. She is five feet tall, with long wavy golden hair swept back from her face. It fall

Check This Out!
Hmmm, Did you know every time someone viewed your midget it can help generate points? Ha! So I thought this might be a good start to see how well it works. Click and view my midget please, would really appreciate it. Thank you!!!! ♥Angel♥Kiss♥

Heat
With her eyes closed she can feel his warm breath on her neck as he stands behind her, she feels his hand slide under her long silky, blonde hair, his fingers reaching her neck cause a shiver to pass through her! Moving her hair aside his lips pass over her slender neck, his warm breath chilling her body. Slowly his other hand passes over her shoulder following the curve of her body his fingers edging forward. Her nipples harden as his fingers brush by! He takes the zip of her black dress between his teeth and slowly moves down allowing both hands to follow pulling at the silk cloth, Her dress falls to the floor exposing her firm body his breathing increases! Her satin underwear shines in the candlelight entrancing him. His tongue slides slowly over her soft skin on the back of her leg as he moves slowly up reaching the base of her cheek. Her aroma fills the air as she becomes more aroused. His hand slides up her inner thigh slowly circling. The shivers increase as she feels his fi

12.29.08 - Third Eye Blind - How's It Gonna Be?
SONG VERSION BELOW Hows It Going To Be - Third Eye Blind VIDEO VERSION BELOW Hows It Going To Be - Third Eye Blind LYRICS BELOW I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore Before you take a swing I wonder What are we fighting for When I say out loud I want to get out of this I wonder Is there anything I'm going to miss I wonder How it's going to be When you don't know me How's it going to be When you're sure I'm not there How's it going to be When there is no one to talk to, between you and me 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be How's it going to be Where we used to laugh There's a shouting match Sharp as a thumbnail scratch A silence I can't ignore Like... The hammocks by the doorway we spent time in Swings empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me I wonder how's it going to be when it goes down Hows it going to be When your not around Hows it going to be When you found out there was

Rfs Review
RFS reviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowWith the advancement of technology, the internet has gained the utmost importance. The entire business system revolves under the influence of internet marketing. Online marketing is the booming business of today and the Reverse Funnel System is the pioneer in making this system function effectively. With a team of members, Ty Coughlin has created a magnificent system called the Reverse Funnel System and it is changing lives, fast!The Reverse Funnel System is absolutely different from other systems that we have heard of till date. This system helps in bringing the typical type of people of your choice. The people of your choice mean the number of people having similar opinion. There are best and distinct benefits in the older network marketing forms. Speaking of difference, this system depends entirely on marketing and not on probabilities. People who opt for Reverse Funnel System should study and get trained in it to work for marketing.

Get Your Trading Card
So what am I doing? Well I decided to try something out. Since I like photoshopping pics, I decided to create a trading card series. I am not sure yet how many I am going to do for series one yet, but am taking requests. I just need you to send me a pic that you would like on your card. You can send it in my shout box or in PM, up to you. Check out my gallery titled "Fubar Trading Cards _ Series One" for the ones I have done so far. Thanks

To All That This Affects
It came to my attention last night that someone has been under my sccount and being dirty. I spologize for anything that has been said. I did not do anything of the sort. I am not that type of person. Again I apologize for any harm or hurt feelings that was done.. I am trying to find out who was the person that was doing it. Thank you ~T~

Rating Game - 12/29/08
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! PM Rain For Bonus Entries. ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~Entries~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Last Week's W

My Words For Lounge
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Perfect
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

I Am She Who Weeps..
I AM SHE WHO CUTS DEEP SLICING MY PALE SKIN WIDE MEMORIES HITTING ME LIKE AN ANGRY TIDE I AM SHE WHO HATES ALL THAT HAVE WRONGED ME MAKING ME CRY HOW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE I AM SHE WHO SCREAMS BUT NOONE HEARS ME YELLING MY ANGER,STREAMING MY TEARS I AM SHE WHO ONCED LOVED NOW I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL NO LOVE OR LUST ALL ALONE IN THE DARK COVERED WITH DUST I AM SHE WHO WEEPS IN THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT...

Blackened Tears..
Teardrops on the fire in a rush of onward storms Blackened flowers blossoming in a graveyard filled with stones And there's no one here to hold me or pull me from the pit And take these blackened tears that stain my cheeks so dark Water fills my eyes and masks the world from view And no one really sees this tumbling on down On and on and on Lead me far away from this place I've sat an hour too long While the trees decay around me And flowers bloom and frost Leave me here to rot and age With nature warped to black Or hold a hand behind you To catch but not turn back

Survival
My tears have stopped falling The pieces of my heart are mending My soul is no longer dust in the wind You are not worth my tears My heart no longer feels for you You dont own my soul anymore I will reclaim my self respect You are not the air I breathe I do not need you to survive Your smooth words try to claim me Your lies fall on deaf ears I have myself, I am all that I ever needed

Blood Feast
My spirit hungers; You understood. Such a craving; Deeper than blood. Vampyres feast; I drink from the well. True love rejoices; I hear their bell. Come and dine; Dinner bell chimes. Delicious morsels; Friends of mine. Table set and prepared; Lets eat. Use your hands; It is so sweet. Succulent bites; Blood flows as wine. Spirits intercess; Grapes from the vine. Rage of angels; Rage of the unfed. We are alive; The meat has bled. Marrow so juicy; We lick our lips. Tastes like chicken; Delicate kiss. Blood dripping with life; So divine. Manna from heaven; It is so fine. Give so you can take; Feed me. Eat up, famished one; Bon Apetite. There is plenty; You can consume. Plenty of guests; Plenty of room.

Toy Fun
Toy Fun I must have not been to naughty this year. St. Nicolas brought me lots of toys. Or maybe he wanted to see more of my wild side. Of course I had to try them all out. Cum on over to the member's sextion to see how I put them all to use. I test them all out in my sweet pink pierced pussy. I now have a new favorite toy. Can you tell which one it is. There is a video clip, in each sextion, of my newest video, "Baby Oil covered Exotic Flame" I make my luscious body so shiny with baby oil. I am ready for some slippery fun. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Vampiric Legacy
I hear his voice, he's calling me Through the streets and in the wind A soft seductive echoing I hear it as it twists and bends. My body rises from the bed I slowly walk the path alone As his call seers through my head I find my way into his home. The darkened stairs lead to his room And as I walk with steps of doubt I hear his voice in slumbered gloom My breath comes raspy, in and out. The breeze from opened windows drift As heathen creatures here are born In Satan's sanction comes the kiss Of pungent breaches and bloody thorns. The screeches loudly herald me Into the depths of Hell I roam Until I finally come to rest Among the undead's catacombs.

Performance Art.
I'm not wearing socks today. Cuz that leads to shoes shoes lead to grocery stores military service, and any myriad of bullshit tasks and cornucopias of busy work. No socks, no watches, In one fell swoop I have eliminated both time and task. All for a dream a burning sensation in the mind. There's no cream for that y'know... Just a righteous wrist and mind's eye set to fingertips. Still sends shivers up my back. Butterflies down my pants. Red phantom lips across my body. Ah what it is to be infatuated with college educated women of independent means with sophistication class, and tenacity dedication, and soft, silent completely missable sensuality that is unless your eros-fevered brain wraps silk and frills around her hips places your favorite perfume on her thighs and just for the fun of it, we garment her in an apron featherduster and demicup corset her alabastor chest heaving with each round on the brass pole Her knees flicked effortlessly to

Friendship Defined
1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I'll pick you up and dust you off-- After I laugh my butt off!! 9. This is my oath...I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask -- because you are my FRIEND!

Alcohol Consumption And Medication
Wow, this is my kind of bar. I'm on 5 anabolic medications and booze is a huge no-no for me so this is my kind of bar. All the ambiance of a happy place to socialize and my body doesn't have to worry about alcohol overload! Don't get a headache from too much second hand cigarette smoke either. So, have fun, invite me to do stuff, help me "mingle"! Party ON!

Overwhelmed!
Hello to ALL of my wonderful family, friends, fans and new acquaintances!!! I am totally overwhelmed with the outpouring of LOVE, not to mention the rates, by all of you on my birthday! You are truly amazing people who deserve the BEST of everything in 2009. I responded to over 100 PM's yesterday and have even more than that to answer today. I hope you will be understanding about the lag time in getting back to you! All of the tags made for me is still almost too much for me to comprehend! As I go about editing and deleting some of my pics, ALL will be added in the very near future. I sincerely DO have the GREATEST friends on the FU! Thank you, Thank You, THANK YOU ALL! Manly

New Year
Yes another year is about to arrive & its gonna suck b/c I am alone. Well not really alone alone but without a guy & I can handle that for now as I think I found someone special but he is very far away & for now all we can do is talk on yahoo & thats fine. There are several other guys out there that I have been talking to as well and I really hope I get to meet some of you b/c you seem kewl as hell & I am sure we could have some fun hanging out. To those I have meet & you turned out to be disappointing WTF? But hey thats life you live & learn. Yes I can be jealous & very needy but that goes with divorcing an asshole who never told me I was worth anything. I am learning to deal with it as best I can. So if I piss you off or bother you too much just tell me don't just ignore me! Thanks and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! GO GATORS!

Need To Get This Off My Chest
Ok so everyone that knows me knows Im in a shitty marriage, I only got back with him cause someone broke my heart pretty bad and the last thing I ever needed was to fall in love again so I went to a safety. I know shallow but that's how I roll and In my defence He knows it. SO fast foward a year and I'm doing what I do best, having a good time and my life is good, with no feelings besides to my daughter. I start talking to someone and pushs threw my walls and gets to my heart to the point I'm looking for an apt... SO I'm on one day and some goofy girl gets on my sb telling me that he's with her blah blah blah and he loves her, Mind you he's gotten me to admit I was in love with him. So here he goes and compounds it by telling me I have tomuch baggage(she's in a loon bin, nad I have bagage? wtf) Anyway I got over it, And I wish them the best. So Im on here and he starts talking to me again telling me all this stuff blah blah then disapears agian and blaims his mother by saying she tol

Grrrrrrrrr
Yesterday was a tease.... the weather outside was warmer and nicer.... woke up this morning to it snowing again! YUCK! Spokane snow fall sets record for December Posted: Dec 26, 2008 09:50 AM Updated: Dec 26, 2008 10:25 AM PST SPOKANE , Wash. - Talk of a white Christmas , snow fall on Thursday gave Spokane a record for the month of December. As of 4 p.m. Thursday Laurie Nisbet of the National Weather Service says Spokane had received 46.2 inches this month. The old record of 42.7 inches was set in 1996. The latest dump was more than 8 inches from a snow storm that began last night. More snow is in the forecast for Spokane into Monday with heavy accumulations possible Sunday night. ================================== AND GUESS WHATS IN THE FORECAST ALL WEEK!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!!!

Lust
L U S T Close your eyes...feel my touch Dream with me / fly with me / play with me My name is Lust I walk through the night invisible to all I play with those who seek pleasure fiilling them with need... A whisper in their mind.. urging them on.. bringing their hidden desires to the front of their mind. It is me that haunts your dreams.. It is me who taunts you with forbidden images.. taboo fantasies.. the seduction of the unknown. It is my hand that strokes your flesh as subtly as the evenings cool breeze.. my mouth against your pulse feeling your heart race in lost excitement.. I am Lust.. call for me.. let your voice ring out loud and clear into the night.. open your arms wide and embrace the power I bring you.. Let me teach you how to explore the darkest corners of your mind. welcome me.. surrender to me ..and I will make your wildest dreams draw breath. You reflect the journey of the spirit. The journey of life as we grow, learn, face our everyday trials. You strive to ac

The Dream
the dream Current mood: awake In the dream we are sleeping in the last row of Merlot to the west, before the Cabernet Sauvignon; the air is weaving, lush and humid, as if we're on the highway making heat a noun, as in, "Look, you can see the heat above the road." Our feet are to the north, towards the buildings, and there's a red bird chirping loudly at a brown bird by my head. When I sit up, I see the raccoon scat, pocked with tiny grape pips; he has stopped only a foot before our feet. You're still sleeping. Suddenly we have coffee and a tent, you're awake, and we have just eaten breakfast: campfire eggs and beans with stale wheat bread. There is a tiny baby deer resting in your lap, and the sky is shaping up to bring a storm. I have a pocket-watch, and pull it from the pocket of the seersucker suit that I'm now wearing--you're in jeans and a crisp white tuxedo shirt--and say "They're coming, I can feel it, time to go." I blink, big and slow; the deer bab

Thought Of
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My tanned skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this man who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a woman he will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to hers: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

My Kindered Spirit
My kindred spirit, Do you doubt we'll share, A love transcendent, And truly rare? Our souls dominion; Will give us no choice. Time will stand still, When I hear your voice. If fate has its way Your eyes will meet mine, Lost in forever We'll travel past time. Then, long awaited Our hands will touch; Yours, fragile, soft, Mine warm and rough. No thoughts will break, Or suspend our dance. When our souls meet, We'll be left to chance. A force of nature, Destiny shall ordain. Our will cast aside, Released from the pain. To each other's center, We will be led, Seduction upon us, Our hungers fed. My heart, for you only, My flesh will surrender, Respond to your warmth, To your touch, so tender. A coveted encounter, Fulfilled at long last, We'll know from then on, If this will just pass. The danger for us, Will be revealed then - What might be our future, Are we lovers or friends?

I Said Coffee
I said coffee I didn't say, "would you like to cup my warm cheeks in your red colored nail, long, tapered, Diamond ring fingered hands?" I said coffee I didn't say, "would you like to run your tongue along my neck just below my left earlobe?" I said coffee I didn't say, "would you like to hold me in your arms and feel my heart skip beats as you press your lucious hard, lean body up against mine until I melt into you with desire?" I said coffee as we stood there in the jasmine scented night my car door like some modern day bundling board separating us, protecting us from ourselves and lust I said, "would you like to go for a cup of coffee?" I didn't say, "would you like to brush your lips across mine as you move silently to bury your face in my dark, course, raven black chest hair?" But you s

Answer The Phone
Answer The Phone I miss the sudden pause as your breath is caught by the surprising but expected sensation of your fingers brushing your clit, at my direction. The whisper of your voice deepens and shakes as I tell you all the things I would do; the places I would brush with the tips of my fingers, the tender parts my teeth would nibble, if I could only reach more than your ear. I miss the way you call my name O Jorge at that moment when I tell you it's time to stop holding back. The nights without your body lying beside mine are too long, and too short when I can touch you, so tonight let us pretend we're together. Answer the phone. Bedroom Accessory Placed behind you I enjoy the control the angle the freedom to shift to slow or quicken to trace my fingers across your shoulders or down your back slip in my thumb and feel you inside and out but I miss the contortions the little "ohs"

I Ask You..
I ask you... why am I a lonely man I am loved am i not? I have traveled all around the land. From sunrise to sunset, keep walking and searching never to rest. My passion is and has been my friends. My pen always in my hand, so as to write down my thoughts my love of poetry sharing ideas love passion and hope. always wanting to then read to my destiny. I know She is somewhere out there. she dances around trees and laughs and plays. Runs bare foot in the rain, beaconing come play with me here. I can smell her perfume and her hair. oh to take in the scent of the woman in love. to be in that heaven- that earth did bare Her image always burnt and glowing in the embers of my imagination. Her everything is my foundation, to cross a thousand miles, over the land and sea, to find a place in her heart, where my love can be. Why then I ask you, please~ Why am I so lonely, tell me Please? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The Encounter
The woman entered the room and with a knowing smile teasing her full lips, she sank into the comfort of the soft, plush chair in the corner. The handsome stranger turned, having sensed her approach, and stared in her direction. Locking his deep inviting brown eyes on hers, he moved slowly toward her, his experienced gaze measuring her, hypnotizing her with his soft murmurs of assurance. Don't worry darling lady I know exactly what you need.... He sank to his knees before her and without a word, smoothly released her from her constraining attire. With a sigh of surrender, she allowed his foreign hands to unleash her bare flesh. He new how to manipulate and move her ....oh yes...oh please she says.... He expertly guided his hands through this tender, often hidden territory, his movements deliberate and assuring, confident in his ability to satisfy her every need. Her senses swam. She was overcome with an aching desire that had gone unfulfilled for so long. And just as it seem

Random Thoughts...
random thoughts When she had touched all that I knew I wrote her a poem, something new to touch. The cup is half empty. She most likely thinks I'm a slob and an ass The cup is half full. She calls me a poet and drinks pink champagne in the bubble bath I made her I have not written by the promise of a letter to a one-night stand.

Games~
*Sorry. * snicker laughing and smiling ensues... I took it seriously. I put you at the very top of the ladder, up there with my breath and the sun -- but did not get warm. oh but the afterglow umm keeps me playing... For you, I way lying somewhere in the middle rung with movies and games you play once a week then brush aside when something more important sprouts. No need to worry about games, They're always there in the cupboard waiting breathlessly for the player to open the door. But no more -- I have adjusted my scales to fit yours, and am ready for the game. And anyway, games are so much more fun... Be careful, I've

...one....
Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago? Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls? Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know, A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago? Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance, Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand? Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart, But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart. Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back, Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths. When this life is over, and a new life begins, Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends two lovers two who become ...one...

So It Came To Me Today...
So, it came to me today... Current mood: Dreamy Category: Dreamy Dreams and the Supernatural So, it came to me today in a wisp of autumn air, I respectfully ask you...Imagine creating pleasure of mind and soul? Together 'til daybreak, It starts with a thought a sound... a scent in the air...it lures us to the dreams we partake, we crave and search for... Sharing with each other our mutual... "desires"..."needs" ~"wants" Where passions blend using our imaginations...taking on the others passions and thoughts exploring the others and making it our own.... Nights together we spend but do not stay...for the dream moves us into our waking thoughts imaginations and daydreams.... in to the that state of being we find ourselves in a firelight sets the mood.With a dreamy design Romance we embrace. With candlelight and wine ~ champagne and chocolates... As the embers burn bright and dance the dance of the fires of our souls desires, passion takes over and stirs the heat

*****your Our Spell******
***your our spell*** Current mood: artistic Category: Dreams and the Supernatural In her spare time she practices magic but not the kind you see on TV. To the best of my knowledge she can't do card tricks, saw people in half, or make coins disappear. To get warmed up she'll exert dominion over nature start an Autumn squall just to shake things up a bit. Then across the city doors slam windows rattle and she'll

Thinking Of Her Today...
Will you? In years to come, lifes' stories not yet run Will you still hold me? Will you still want to? In the stillness of dark nights, after the passion has taken flight Will you still need me? Will I need you? Will your Heart still race, when I bend to kiss your face? Will my jokes still make you laugh? awful impressions make you smile? as I sing out of tune,and you bury your head in your hands? Will you stay with me forever? Will you continue to feed me? Will you feed my soul equally? Will you? ....Will you? Questions to ponder and wounder... In return shall offer a solemn promise to you? unswerving, unstinting, remorseless, tumultuous Me. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~@~ Thoughts of her. They permeate the air today. A scent, I catch a glimpse Of a sweet memory A song might come on "Isn't She Lovely" Stevie sang this Thinking of

Spilled Out....
as I sat in my chair of serenity last night..... My words spilled... From between my lips and under my tongue... Broken Lust Self Collapsing ....Eyes... Widely Blinded* and tightly shut,.. love? Hate? new? over? my words climbed up on a branch & swung deep into her ears... and as she felt them slide down Guilty

Abyss
To the winter of my soul I come, encircling me in quixotic rhythms unknown to one as humble as I. To the edge of the abyss yawning deep before my trembling toes as they inch closer and closer to its inky depths. Into the moment a whisper floats, "Draw back. Remember your life is not yours to own . . . soon, so soon, comes spring, rebirth the inevitable answer to destruction but hold fast the memory of those moments on the precipice.. ..as reminders of the cycle, when next your toes shall dangle at the edge of the abyss in the winter of your soul."

Thinking Opf You....
thinking today of My Dear.... as the winds that blow threw trees... Will you touch me with your hand..... my dear? I want you to pull me close... against your chest, your breast, your heart... to be held in your arms... oh yes, my dear... your heartbeat your breath ... giving me peaceful rest.. then in balance let my hands my dear.... caress your silky skin feeling the warmth and wetness.. my dear... the warmth of passion within let me lie curled and blissful in your gaze...

{{{{{silence}}}}}}}
Ive been in my office today contemplating and musing... its amazing how a simple twist in the events of life can distort even that greatest of all truths, love. that simple dynamic that we all seek so desperately, yet reject so quickly. and.... you know, its amazing how I have learned so skillfully, when and how to hide from my own emotions.... lately, I barely smile, when amused..... and when sad, I cry alone. Lately, I prefer solitude over companionship. I have learned you must be coy, and so ever skillful… to hide from your own emotions. an realization and understanding its sadness that you bury so deep, hidden in your soul, then there are the words you want to say and can't. and the words you don't want to say and do..... and ultimately....I realized... I really love music, and my books, and even talk radio, but most of all I love the silence in life. the wind outside, the

Infatuation Or Love?
Is What I’m Feeling Infatuation or Love? Current mood: pensive Category: Life Is What I'm Feeling Infatuation or Love? Red Flag Thoughts: "You are my life. I can't live without you." There are some feelings we have when infatuated that we don't have when we're feeling love. Some of the "symptoms" of infatuation are; feelings of panic, uncertainty, overpowering lust, feverish excitement, impatience, and/or jealously. When infatuated, we are thrilled, but not happy, wanting to trust, yet suspicious. There are lingering, nagging doubts about our "partner in infatuation" and their love for us. We're miserable when they're away, almost like we're not complete unless we're with them. It's a rush and it's intense. It's difficult to concentrate. And most infatuation relationships have a high degree of sexual charge around them. Somehow being with them is not complete unless in ends in some type of sexual encounter. Do any of these "symptoms" re

Words Not Needed...
Come Sunday and here we are..... Like sepulchral statues we lay Upon the makeshift bed of our passion your body reminiscent of fine porcelain Waiting to be fired by molten heat My naked thinking heart had room for only one far away... we will have our seasons to ripened our love Like swollen fruit on the bough I whisper to your eager ear... a nervous question... and gaze into expectant eyes... I see my answer..... License my roving hands let them go to where your body needs... For they explore familiar territories Of soft warm undulating terrain... ...this man...these potters hands.. need little, ask not for much... but, one simple and loving request... Let me beloved roll you under my tongue~ Savoring you as my sweetest morsel And if you should vanish tomorrow My death would be slow by famine Take me and imprison me in you, for You enthrall me and I will

Dew...
my beloved There's a chilling breeze running through this meadow tonight along side the scent of my Lover who's feet are covered in dew She leads me into the shadows smiling quietly her eyes hint at passion Her hands touching me here and there guiding me to where I know not sit me down Love and let my body rest take me in your hands let your warmth cover me Slide down on me breath me in and let your lips caress me let your hands embrace me Take your time tease me but only slightly and let your tongue lead me let my passions roam There is a soft cry echoing off of the trees and my love of the tree... resounding in the muffled whimpers of my lover who's liquid warmth brings pleasure Her soft lips embrace leads me sliding from beginning to end slowly Her hands embracing me all the while I listen to her and feel her and now I am close breath me down Love and let my passion rest take me in your lips let your warmth cover me Slide down hard o

Sunday Morning....
I lie in bed with wicked grin... My Sunday routine has managed to Slip its way into my every day my mind wanders to you... All we have is this Sunday morning, And the glittering sunlight, That flickers as it dances across your skin, Fills the warmth that envelopes me, As your lips touch mine. And I wonder, Is this what you wanted are you dreaming of this too? For the moment to be king, With no walls or inhibitions between us, Just the vulnerability of our existence, Turning from abstract to concrete, And dissolving again, As our lips part. I remain under the covers thinking this is perfection this is ... Sunday Morning.........

Silence....
I want to fuck you into silence. .. ...... Until you cannot make a sound. .. ...... So that your words cannot be found. ...... Not in the heavens or on the ground. .. ...... There is nothing to be said. ...... Steal every thought from inside your head..... I want to fuck you into silence. ...... you always have words .. ...... in your night and your play, .. ...... in your work and your day, .. ...... you always got something to say. ...... I want to fuck into silence. ...... Until none of your lips can speak. .. ...... ...Yeah... .. ...... I want to do it just that deep..... I want to be fucked into silence. ...... Actions speaking. .. ...... Body reaching. .. ...... Licks on flesh .. ...... doing the teaching. ...... Thrusts inside you doing all my preaching. .. ...... Until you can't even sa

Thought Of Her....
I want to pour out myself to you to her to you I can pour Here's the lip, the spout But no receptacle Unless you hold it out. Go ahead choose a glass From your cupboard – take a glass, A mug, a cup, a blue glass choose the chalice chose the vessel Choose one, hold it up steady. Go into the kitchen, the floor is clean, Open a door, choose your favorite thing, Hold it to the light so nothing mars, Hold it to your breast, hold it to the stars. And if you find an empty glass With bright engravings all around, Hold it, there, just there Just hold And I'll pour. all that is me all that is you all that is all that will ill pour pour pou po p .!. _______________________________________

Life Responds To Your Outlook.
Your Daily Motivation – Life Responds To Your Outlook. [PLEASE RECOMMEND MY BLOG TO OTHERS] Monday, December 29, 2008 LIFE RESPONDS TO YOUR OUTLOOK. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Life is largely a matter of expectation. You must expect to succeed, if you want to succeed. When you expect things to happen, strangely enough, they do happen. Expectation energizes your goals and give them momentum. When you believe something good can happen, it will happen. Set your goals high. If you begin with some wild expectations you'll succeed beyond your wildest expectations. The dreams you believe in come to be. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =============================== Free Webinar: How to Thrive In The Down Economy Our economy

R/f/a
All Of Sarge's Bad Girls Must R/F/A " Rate Fan Add" Everyone On The Bad Girls List ... If You Are A New Bad Girl... Make Sure When You Rate And Send A Friend Request That You Also Fan ... All Others..When You Accept An Add ..Make Sure You Go Back & Rate And Fan The Person That Added You.

**blue Eyed Brat Is Sbg Of The Week!***
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-29-08 Blue Eyed Brat Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573/944391 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ' on '2008-12-19 18:09:20') (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-12-22 07:44:00') (repost of original by 'VAMP MORTICIA~Fu-wife & Owned by SIRJP~LaLa's Girl~Sultry's Mistress~STRYKERS Lover' on '2008-12-22 07:47:01') (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-12-29 07:14:25')

U, Me, And What?
Would you kiss me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Already Did [ ] Want to a lot right now! ***************************** Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! [ ]Sexy! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf or bf [ ] A friend ....................................... [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody [ ] A freak ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends................................... [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Fuck me? ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate m

Rapidly Rating
To keep track, one way is to drop a comment (but later delete it so as not to confuse yourself!), but another is to use the "link photo" feature, grab the URL- the first part (the a href bit, before the greater-than sign) in the "text link" - save that in a text file if you need to... this only sounds complicated... - then find the folder you're rating on the left (you may need to increase "idx= " if you've gone more than 100 in :) so that you're on the right _page_) then "view source" in your browser then in the URL you grabbed, take the number immediately following i=. just the number and search for it twice. That way you'll find the id number - the position in the images - if you want to know it. (Then now that you know what number image it is, you can find the image, and "copy the link location". DO NOT USE THIS TO SAVE THE IMAGE without permission (unless it's not an image they have rights to to begin with, of course)) This takes practice and doing.

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 12-29-08 Blue Eyed Brat
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-29-08 Blue Eyed Brat Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: raylee massia aka brat Birthday: january 1st 1989 Zodiac Sign: capricorn Hair Color: brown. blond, red, black all natural colors Eye Color: blue Tattoos: none yet Piercings: ears *Favorites* Color: red, black, blue,white, Season: summer Day Of Week: sunday Animal: all Flower: roses and carnations *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: when i was a kid Laughed So Hard You Cried?: all the time..lol Smiled For No Reason?: yep Sat On Your Rooftop?: i use to love doing it as a kid *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: i rather my computer Phone 0R IM?: rather im McDonalds 0R Burger King?: neither Summer 0R Winter?: summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: mp3 XBox 0R PS2?:ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: all my fav pizza in one Your Fears?: worm

I Lovvveeee...
social experiments. Studying people just does it for me. I love to watch the actions, I love to control the variables, and I love to record the data. One of my favorites to do is on Fubar. If I have a picture of Jeff and I up, everything stops. I get no rates, no friend invites, no shouts, no gifts, nothing. Lets keep this clear. I have two out of five pictures of him in my default folder. I'm not hiding him, and its still abundantly clear we're dating. The second I change my default to just a picture of me, everything comes flooding in. I've been invited on 3 dates in 24 hours alone. 25+ friend requests, gifts out the ying yang, shouts left and right. Nothings changed in my default folder. I've still got those two pictures of the big scary man choking me in a loving fashion. Its like, the second they see a picture of a female, everything is thrown out the window. Including common sense. I find it down right hilarious. The other thing is how possessive and angry people get with

Hi Every Body
My VIP is going to be ending on 30th Dec 2008 (just after 2 days) have to keep only 25 family members in list...........sorry for them Iam going to delete if I would be again VIP sure I include them, extremely sorry form them they were in my family list and they r not now I Love my friends too like we r a family xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Sneezing And Sexual Thoughts...
lately my fiance has been sneezing, alot! He says its allergies, and it could be, but I found this news article and it causes me to pause... (WebMD) Sure, you sneeze when you've got a cold. But some sneezes may happen just by thinking about sex or having an orgasm, British doctors report. Mahmood Bhutta, a specialist in ear-nose-and-throat surgery at England's Wexham Park Hospital, writes of a colleague who once had a patient who "described uncontrollable fits of sneezing" immediately after having any sexual thought. That patient, who was a middle-aged man, had no other symptoms. He said he'd had those sneezing fits immediately after thinking sexual thoughts throughout his adult life. Bhutta and his colleague decided to do a little research, and they figured that since the condition might be embarrassing, it might not get reported --except in Internet chat rooms. So the researchers googled "sex, sneeze, OR sneezing" twice in 2007, and came up with reports by 17 people -

Some People Just Have No Fuckin Clue
Here it goes... The reason for this is to clear up some Facts about This place know as FUBAR.. In the Beginning there was Lost Cherry… It all started September 23 2005… Ryan and Mike where looking for a way to communicate with their friends mostly the ones that travel a lot due to being Exteme Sport Athletes … If you didn’t know Scrapper / Ryan has a magazine called Kiteboarder. And babyjesus / Mike was working for one of those other web bases communities (which will remain nameless). Well they got together and started Lost Cherry. Now if ANY one you have they have read the core interests and if you READ them most of them are Exterem Sports… from BMX to Formula 1 Racing… Kite Boarding, BMX Racing, Surfing. Skate Boarding… just to name a few. You got the Idea now right? It was cool when I joined Oct 23rd 2005… that’s right one of the first members on here. Everyone was having a great time everyone got along and everyone joked with each other. Just hours of fun. No one cared ab

Real Life...ugh
Well as most of you know I fuck around a lot at work mostly on here...flirtin, being a smartass...etc. Well got into work this morning and received an email from the owner that stated that work computers are to be used for company business only and not chat sites or other inappropriate sites...I can only imagine what someone saw walking by my desk one day LOL. Anyway since most of my time on this site is spent here from work(I know I am a terrible employee), I will not be around as much anymore :( I know this makes all of you so sad-sarcasm intended) but those of you that have my yahoo, I will still be using it because we do use IM for work too and it is easy to hide...shhhhhhhhh I will make a better effort to log on in the evenings when i am not helping with homework, creating things with the kids and such. Hopefully I will not be put on the uncool list because i can't be around as much, but if so, then so be it. Of Course i will sneak on from time to time...shhhhh Anyway e

The Price Of Dishonesty Is Self-destruction.
The price of dishonesty is self-destruction. --Rita Mae Brown There once was a woman who told her husband what she thought he wanted to hear. She told him she was happy when she wasn't. She told him she liked his friends when she didn't. She tried to figure out what he wanted so she could do it for him. She felt hurt when he didn't do the same for her. She felt he should also try to read her mind and do what she wanted without her having to express it. She was scared to tell him how she really felt. However, her pain and resentment grew so much she couldn't stand it any longer, so she told him her true feelings. He was so used to hearing her lies that he called her a liar when she told the truth. Now she knew how much she had hurt herself by trying to please him at the cost of her own honesty and needs. Honesty is necessary for a good relationship with anyone. When we lie to ourselves, we cannot tell the truth to others. By being honest, we open our doors to others, we trus

Introducing My New Fu Owner S1lkéÑélÐêr™
Making sure to take the time to introduce my utterly amazing fu-owner! Yes thats right I am fu-owned. :) & What a lucky girl I am to be owned by the one and only S1lkéÑélÐêr™!! Indeed ladies and gents that is correct I am owned by the man that rocks the fu harder than anyother! S1lkéÑélÐêr™... Owned by Taterbaby and Your Ultimate Desire@ fubar So if you aren't his friend yet you should be stop on over and check him out... He's a right and true friend. Timeless and for the ages! F/R/A HIM SERIOUSLY! YOU'VE NEVER SEE MORE AMAZING PHOTOGRAPHY! HE'S ALWAYS GOT HIS AUTO 11'S GOING!!

Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System Leads Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Does this Reverse Funnel System really work? Thousands of people are asking themselves that question right now. Is it Legitimate? Can I really make money? How does it work? These questions and the hundreds of others on people's minds right now will have different answers for each individual. However, 1 thing that Everyone researching the Reverse Funnel System needs to now is that there IS something Ty Coughlin isn't telling you. Coughlin and his "Inner Circle" put the Reverse Funnel System together to Grab your Attention and Play to your Emotions, and it does a very good job. The thing Coughlin isn't telling you is that it will take a lot of Work and a Commitment to Learn to be Successful with the system. If you are going to be successful with the Reverse Funnel System, you need to be open to Receiving an Education. To make the Reverse Funnel System, or any other Online Business Opportunity work

Just How Fast Does One Have To Be To Outrun A Pregnant Lady?
Good Morning and I am back after a few days off, family and all was quite awesome to see all the girls home. Jessica returned to Florida last night while Mandy is staying on a few more weeks to help Jax with the Queen Contest. However,…there may be a huge problem brewing…Manders wants to come back home for good, homesick or just tired of Florida’s high prices and ignorant drivers might be some of it and perhaps living quarters with her sister just was not what she bargained for…so that bridge is a bridge she is going to have to cross in a few weeks...on her own… Here is a couple of crooks that are borderline goobers. Not Ready for Prime Time: William Jarrett, 38, was charged in Hempstead Village, N.Y., in November with swiping a necklace from a 32-year-old pregnant woman and running off. Despite her condition, the woman chased him, screaming, for six blocks and caught up with him just as a police officer was arriving on the scene. Now who wants to be known as the one guy that could n

Live Your Own Life...
"We don't always know what makes us happy. We know, instead, what we think SHOULD. We are baffled and confused when our attempts at happiness fail...We are mute when it comes to naming accurately our own preferences, delights, gifts, talents. The voice of our original self is often muffled, overwhelmed, even strangled, by the voices of other people's expectations. The tongue of the original self is the language of the heart." -- Julie Cameron We are each unique beings with a unique path in life. If we wish to be fulfilled, we need to go to our own hearts for direction. We might regularly ask ourselves: - "What do I really want to do?" - "What brings me greatest happiness?" - "How can I bring more of these into my life?" Life wants us to go for what brings us most joy and meaning. "It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. ...I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing." -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer "Let me

Can I Get Some Help Plz
I need more friends so please can you guys help me. I am having a hard time because I made a mumm saying that and it wasnt even a bad mumm and it got marked nsfw. I mean it happen in like 2 seconds. I am having a hard time and I need a little help.

Christian Woman
Forgive her For she knows Not what she does.... A cross upon her bedroom wall. From grace she will fall. An image burning in her mind. And between her thighs. A dying God-man full of pain. When will you cum again? Before him beg to serve or please. On your back or knees. There's no forgiveness for her sins. Prefers punishment? Would you suffer eternally Or internally? Ah. For her lust She'll burn in hell. Her soul done medium well. All through mass manual stimulation Salvation. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Body of Christ. She needs. Body of Christ. Body of Christ. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel her God. Inside of her - deep inside of her. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel, feel, feel Her God, Inside of her Deep inside of her. Inside of her Deep inside of her. Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, Jesus Chris

Cantspeak
Can't speak Can't talk Can't do anything they want Can't hide Or change your mind Gonna live with all my soul Inside Can't speak Can't talk Can't stop for the reeling cause Or love I told 'em all about it Can't talk 'cause I'm already lost Can't think Can't cry Keep thinking of a suicide It's hard I just can't forget it Gonna fade 'cause I'm already dead Can't think Can't dream Don't care if I live or die Don't talk I just can't believe it Gonna fade 'cause I'm already dead Can't think I cant dream I don't believe anything I see I really don't wanna get it Gotta leave or I'll live to regret it Can't speak Can't lie Don't go anywhere to hide Can't think Can't cry Keep thinking of a suicide Can't speak Can't talk Can't do anything I want Can't hide Or change your mind Gonna live with all my soul inside Can't speak Can't talk Can't do anything I want Can't hide Or change your mind Gonna live with all my soul inside

Pain In The World
Heart full of hell Room to burn Heart full of something Unclean Dreadful to know Fair in the mirror Hard on the soul They should have known it From birth Pain Had come to this world Crying Pain has come to the world Dying Pain in the world Heart full of sin Breeds so slow Should have killed it from birth This treacherous son Angel of wisdom See how it's grown Agony's bastard of lies Coming down upon Crying Pain has come to the world Dying Pain in the world Heart full of hell Indifferent and cold Heart full of misery's seed You should have learned Hate is your mirror Like it or don't Angel of suffering smiles Coming down from above Crying Pain has come to this world Dying, yea Pain in this world Crying Dying, yea

Girl
Girl Let's climb too high Let's climb too high For the stars To reach us girl Girl I'm gonna take you hard I'm gonna bring you higher Than your mind Can take you Girl, let's climb too high Let's climb too high For the world to reach us girl Girl, let's flee the light Diaphanous Let's slip into the night Girl I'm gonna slip inside I'm gonna slip inside Fly on fire to your mind Girl I'm gonna take you hard Gonna take you harder Than your body can take you Girl, let's climb too high Let's climb too high For the stars to reach us girl Yea Girl, let's climb too high Let's climb too high For the world to reach us girl Yea Girl, let's climb too high Let's climb too high Yea, let's climb too high Let's climb too high

Song
Blood and tears Blood and tears Since you've been gone I hear you've been crying Blood and tears All alone In your misery So alone Could you have Been deceived Since I've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears All alone In your misery So All alone You are lost Endlessly Since you've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears There's blood in your tears Bl

Come Join The Newest Leveling Group On Fubar
HEY ARE YOU TRYING TO LEVEL AND CANT SEEM TO DO IT BY YOURSELF WELL COME ON OVER TO UNIQUE LEVELERS AND JOIN THIS CREW WE ARE NEW BUT ARE GROWING SO FAST SO COME JOIN THIS GROUP BUT BE SURE U HAVE A SALUTE AND GONNA BE TRUE TO THE GROUP FIRST IS THE HOMEPAGE UNIQUE LEVELERS@ fubar THEN ITS THE OWNER AND CO OWNER †Rebel™ †R/L ~N~ FU HUBBY TO Michelle†@ fubar Michelle R/L ~ N ~ FU WIFE TO Rebel@ fubar THEN ITS THE TAG MAKER Smokie™ Fu&RL Hubby To Corky/Owner Of Club Velocity/Enforcer@Americas Brave And Proud/Lounge Expert@ fubar THEN ITS THE MEMBERS Ðj Çhîèƒ Øwñè® Øƒ Klµb Kºñvîk†@ fubar Violet20 Co Owner Of Klub Kovikt@ fubar

Smoke The Weed
smoke the weed trying to hide the pain Spendin all my time, smoke my life away You can feel it inside, take a look in my eyes Can you feel the pain Mary Mary, take my pain away With struggle in time, spittin all over my face Take a look in my eyes, don't you dear look away Mary Jane maintains, tryin to heAl my pain Kickin in the door with the double dawg pumped Shot gun trucha comin in people screamin And pushin and shovin I'm buggin I'm thugin and muggin Showin no love to you and my cousin now what [shut the fuck up] Bringin heat like an oven they call me no good for nothin I'm always huffin and puffin about to get into somethinG And if you startin I'm jumpin in the Clika I'm bumpin it New Mexico Lobo I ain't the fool to be fuckin wit Ignitin like dynamite my beat is atomic An automatic ak-47 ain't no stoppin me Got the chronic got a problem G I'm Romero like rufetho I'ma always be on top of things I put the chronic in the bowl take a mothafuckin pull Like a m

Fu Proposal
Ok well I was wondering why I wasn't getting any fu marriage proposals and it seems that my privacy settings are set to nobody. I keep changing it, but it won't stick. So I apologize to anyone who is trying to fu propose to me. I still think it is very funny and not really sure if I would accept if someone asked me. I guess it depends on the person. Just like in real life. well since I posted this blog, I have gotten a fu proposal. Hmm interesting. xoxo, Amy

Why Did I Come Back?
Sometimes, I log on to my computer in the mornings, open my email and there's dozens of messages waiting for attention - which, until i've had coffee, I ignore. I log on to fubar in the mornings, and nothing. Its making me wonder why i bothered coming back tbh. I remember cherrytap as a place where things happened, rather than this lethargic, i can't be bothered, nothing happening atmosphere I'm seeing today. Basically, I've not logged in for teh better part of a week, and had no messages, add requests, rates or views. Now, this, in itself, doesn't really worry me too much - after all, we've had christmas in there. But since I came back over a month ago, I've had - and i've counted this - two friend requests, a dozen views and around teh same in rates. Hardly the atmostphere I was expecting. I guess what i'm saying is that unless things pick up I'll be deleting my account again. Honestly, I spend the time on here, but if there's nothing happening, i'm not going to waste my tim

Argh!!!!!!!!
OK IM GOING ON A RANT. HAS THE CONCEPT OF PERSONAL SPACE BEEN THROWN OUT THE WINDOW? I MEAN EVERYONE HAS AN AREA AROUND THEM THAT THEY FELL COMFORTABLE IN. CALL IT YOUR COMFORT ZONE, PERSONAL SPACE, WHATEVER, BUT ITS THERE. EVERYONE HAS IT. SO WHY DO PEOPLE INVADE THAT SPACE I WONDER? ESP UNINVITED? EXAMPLE: I MADE A SHORT TRIP TO WALLYWORLD (WAL-MART) YESTERDAY TO PICK UP A FEW ITEMS. OK, I GOT WHAT I NEEDED AND MADE MY WAY TO THE CHECKOUT. NOW MIND YOU THIS WAS A "TEN ITEMS OR LESS CHECKOUT LANE" AND OF COURSE SOME STUPID PEOPLE WHO OBVIOUSLY CANNOT READ WAS UNLOADING A BUGGY FULL OF GROCERIES, ETC, WHICH IS ANOTHER RANT ACTUALLY, BUT I WAS IN NO HURRY SO I WAITED PATIENTLY WHICH IS QUITE UNLIKE ME, BUT I WAS IN A GOOD MOOD. ALONG COMES THIS MORON, WHO INSTEAD OF STANDING BEHIND ME IN LINE, DECIDES TO STAND RIGHT NEXT TO ME. AND WHEN I SAY RIGHT NEXT TO ME , I MEAN HE WAS STANDING THERE ROCKING ON HIS HEELS, BRUSHING MY RIGHT ARM EVERY TIME HE ROCKED. FOR ME, THAT IS JUST TOO DAMN C

Things Are Getting Better!!!
some really cute guys are out there asking me about the things i write on my page so i just simply tell them it's a roller coster ride in the weirdest way. the only thing that stays constant is work and my two wonderfull kids. and now that i have found oout that i can stay in casper has made it even better!mostly i got to thank all my true friends that have made it possible for me to stay and the hope and prayers i have received as well i thank you and i will pray for you as well thank you and may the angel of strangth sit on your shoulder and gide you to help others

"hey _____________,"
Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceivin' But I know I saw a light in you And as we walked we were talking I didn't say half the things I wanted to Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold Hey Stephen, boy you might have me believin' I don't always have to be alone [CHORUS] Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you Can't help it if there's no one else I can't help myself Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feelin' So I've got some things to say to you I've seen it all, so I thought But I've never seen no body shine the way you do The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change Hey Stephen, why are people always leavin' I think you and I should stay the same [CHORUS] Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel

I Wanna Go Thru Life Backwards!
You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, You spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. I REST MY CASE!!!!!

Daughtry It's Not Over
I was blown away. What could I say? It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything, And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life, But good things in life are hard to find. We'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. Taken all I could take, And I cannot wait. We're wasting too much time Being strong, holding on. Can't let it bring us down. My life with you means everything, So I won't give up that easily. I'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? 'Cause it's all misunderstood. Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This

Mothers Milk
We believe in one drink, Guinness the almighty; Makers of cans and bottles; Of all that is drunk and un-drunk; We believe in one brewer;Arthur. The only son of Guinness; Eternally begotten of the hops; Hops from hops, barley from barley, True drink from true drink. Begotten, not made Of one distiller of the Father. Through it, all things were made for us men and our salvation. It comes down from St. James Gate. By the power of the market, he became incarnate, and was made a rich man. For our sake, we are crucified under Pontius Prices, Bad pints, suffer hangovers and AA meetings. On the next day we rise again in accordance with our scruples and ascend into oblivion. We come again to judge the living and the dead. We believe in one alcoholic beverage, Brewed and bottled under license. We acknowledge one, Arthur, inventor of the almighty pint Conceived in heaven, and sold on earth. Blessed is the one drink, through one father and many sons Sold under one label an

All Lies
I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer Life was just too much I never saw my life in future times Or happiness and love and such I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump And had become happy with thoughts of no pain Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse I had nothing left to gain The sun failed to shine In my world overcast Birds no longer sang And the first had become the last All things good and whole Had turned and went their way They were never to return to me So I felt I should just go away Consumption by hate, to save was too late Where should I turn now? Why do I get kicked when I’m down? When could I be happy? Or even better, how? Fallen and fetal I will return to the dirt Bittersweet battle within No longer would I hurt Smiles soon faded And hearts followed to break As I cried out for help I cried in heaven’s sake Routinely I cried For a hand to reach to me I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare And closed my eyes reluctantl

Heart Strings
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Life
I always tried to touch the lives of the people I meet in my life. Either if it is by the words that I speak or the actions I take. I will sacrifice my own happiness for the ones that I love and care about. There are days that I feel like I have the world on my shoulders. My family thinks that carrying that burden is bad for my health. But you carry that burden for the ones you love. If you really want to make a difference in that person's life, there are going to be times that you will have to sacrifice your happiness so that they can be truly happy. I want to be that person and I choose to be that person always.

My Favorite Verses
These are all very beautiful phrases that were taken from many sources that I love except the last one lol I just came up with that one. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had? DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME UNLESS YOU REALLY MEAN IT, BECAUSE I MIGHT DO SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE.....I DON'T KNOW.........MAYBE..........BELIEVE IT!!!!!

Another Poem.....
Written @ 1:49 on December 30, 2008 You only have one life How you live it is your choice You may make choices others do not agree with In the end it is your voice Will you make your life the best possible? Or will you not be courageous enough Will you stay by yourself, feeling down Or allow someone in even if they are rough When is the right time? Or even the right person? How will you know or find out? Hopefully before your life is done... Have you passed up the chance To find the best happiness? Has it not come to your door yet? Will you settle for less? So many questions, try and find the answers Are they in a book or you will see the light Will you even find the right ones? Or just guess and hope you are right Who knows the direct path you will end up on? Or where you are destined to be Will you make the right choices in life Or have them be washed out to sea Whatever choices you make in life Should be thought out and clear Be sure that y

My Feelings
Written at 1:38 am on December 30, 2008 Why does it have to be this way... Like there are walls all around me No one can break through them My pain, no one can see I built these walls A long time ago Never to let hurt in Why are the walls there? So many people ask.... I really don't know I blame it on my past But is that true The real reason why I may never get an answer Until the day I die Will I die ALONE? It seems to be that way I'll never find happiness Sadness every day Some days I seem happy Or is it a false facade Put on a happy face for all to see Make it look not odd I have been to counseling, tried to talk about my feelings Never know where to start Not a thought that brings So I start back at square one With no answers at all I live a hopeless, helpless life Deeper, more depressed I fall Where will I find the answers, When will I live to be happy These are some of the questions That are asked of me The answers are

Leaving For Home
Unfortunately I will be leaving for home in roughly 72 hours--things back home across the pond acquire my attention and chances are i will end up in an Army uniform because of it...so to all the people on fubar i actually forged friendship with i will miss you and i will try to keep in touch--to those who are nothing but spineless, worthless, useless, good for nothing, lying ass bag attention whores--have fun fucking yourselves, others, or just generally getting what karma has in store for you...cheers all Drew

Wake Up By Coheed & Cambria
I'm gonna ride this plane Out of your life again I wish that I could stay But you argued More than this I wish You could have seen my face In backseat staring out Of the window I'll do anything for you Kill anyone for you So leave yourself intact Because I will be coming back In the phrase to cut these lips I love you The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you... Decide to wake up I've earned through hope and faith And the curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold Forever If morning never comes For either one of us Then this I pray to you... Wherever I'll do anything for you This story is for you (Because) I'd do anything for you (anything you want me to do for you) Kill anyone for you So leave yourself intact Because I won't be coming back In a phrase to cut these lips I loved you The morning will come In the press of every kiss Wit

Je Suis Désolé.... ~*~ Update!!! 12-28-08
I want to update you all on my current contest. I have been very sick over the holidays and I really appreciate all the love, gifts, and phone calls. I am better, well mostly, and I'm gonna try to get this finished up as quickly as I can. It may be more of a financial thing now than a health thing however. Due to Christmas, the extra Dr. Bills & Meds. I'm pretty broke at the moment so unless someone wants to donate a bling pack or two :D, then the prizes which require real dollars will not be given until I receive my next check. Which is not until January 14th. I am sorry to disappoint or upset anyone, but honestly I don't think anyone is more disappointed or upset than me. I love my contest and I love gifting others. Mostly I love my Fu Friends. I hope you all will understand. Love & Smooches Lucretia ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar Music provided by WYKD

Heart Break Quotes
With what a deep devotedness of woe I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain, And memory, like a drop that, night and day, Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away! ~Thomas Moore Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown I thought when love for you died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on. ~Rupert Brooke Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you. Anonymous

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Skull Hammer
Skull Hammer is out of Framingham, Massachusetts. They are an unsigned band. The band members are Steve, Geoff and Matt. They listen to and appreciate a wide array of music from all different genres and musical styles. The band was formed in 2007 with the intent of creating powerful, original, heavy music with no musical boundaries or limitations. The band worked hard thru early 2008 at writing and practicing new material including: Demons Roulette, Born Evil, Polar Decimation, Fear the Truth, Souls Sold Long Ago, Balls to the Bone and reworked versions of some Lethal Fury classics like Blasphemy and Gladiator. Late April 2008 the band entered the recording studio to begin work on their 1st 4 song CD "Fear the Truth" including : Demons Roulette, Fear the Truth, Polar Decimation and Souls Sold Long Ago. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Skull Hammer!!!!!

A Firefighter's Tears
A Firefighter's Tears The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the firefighters up and out, Awakened from his bed at the station By the clanging of the bell. Engine 12 pulled out of the hall, Dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck Were tensed with anticipation " It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him As they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street And he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids To see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home That he so dearly loved Going up in Smoke and Flames As he donned his gloves. Aggressively he hit the fire And searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance He saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell He saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said, "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next sh

And The Winner Is....
The Prince Of Darkness!! Blizzard Of Ozz won by three votes over Back In Black. So for all you Ozzy fans tune in to my show tomorrow night 10 p.m. to 1 a.m.. eastern. Blizzard of Ozz will be played in its entirety during my first hour. Hope to see you there!! www.godsforsakenradio.com

What Is The Jcn, Someplace To Check Out
JCN International News is the leader in analysis, gathering and public distribution of Intelligence that concerns the activities, current plans and past operations, of the Jewish Mafia. JCN is staffed 24 hours a day, seven days a week, by men dedicated to thwarting the efforts of the criminal cabal in their particular countries and abroad. We call upon a network of retired and active military; both civilian and government Intelligence analysts, as well as a mixture of concerned researchers from a wide variety of backgrounds. JCN features critical information in the format of video, article commentary and opinion pieces. We catalog our content by the date specified at the source. Therefore, our dating system uniquely allows our readers to immediately see the time line of events that have led up to the eventual world-wide domination of the Jewish Crime Network.

Iraq
I never thought that in all my travels that I would have ever ended up in Iraq. Since being here, I have got to meet some of the Iraqi people that want to change their country. They often talk about what it would be like to visit American and visit places that they have read about in books or seen on tv. They often ask me about my family and where I live back in the States. Sometimes it is hard to tell them about yourself and your family, cause you really do not know if you can or should trust them. But in telling them, I am trusting them. Should I do it, I do not know. The guys that I am stationed with say(and think) that I should lie to them a little, so that they do not know to much about me. But I thought we were here to change their minds and give them a reason to trust us. I want them not to view us as soldiers only, but as there friends too.

Men
Waking up each morning with him on my mind. Random things reminding me of him, an the few moments we shared. I know its best to let him go even though I miss him an will always, just less an less each passing day,his crazy personality forever making me smile. I just hope he knows that im not upset at him an knows that i don't regret anything between us. That I'm sry about the way things happened an how i wish him the best in life.In time i will let him go but for now i still hold him close in memory...

Poem
Today I shed a tear for you Please know that I am near by and hear a wisper of sorrow Yet you hide your sadness from me. I too am sad that you haven't turned to me to share your heart A dove has stopped flying... A wisper of sorrow... Today I shed a tear for you... To my ear I hear your cry Shattered is your heart I am to listen for no one else will A wisper of sorrow hits my open ear As words finally flood my heart of what you have said Today I Shed A Tear For You

So True
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

Poem
He is I; I Am Him ;Me And Me- A thought process poem So Often I Wonder Who I am... As I look into the night I have been in wonder To each day I walk with no insight to whom I became or will become Contemplating the meaning of my drift through life Do I really know myself or am I just a stranger to me The Only Reality is know ones' self But to know ones' self is to live To often I just drift, not living Just filling a void of time and space And who will I be In the future...

My Passion Is Writing Poetry
Whisper of Love I Long to hear the voice that dominates my heart. Imagination runs ramped of the voice talking to me and setting a fire through my feelings and thoughts. Loneliness has taken the best of me away. Lost am I...So lost Then I have a whisper in ear as she talks slowly. Concentrating to absorb every word into memory as to play it again later. I am found again as I listen to her breath. For now the voice is all I have of her. She Dominates my heart as we talk. Then a good-bye. I am back to the imagination of her voice played back in my head. And yet she is far away from me. Until we meet again the Voice is all I have and it fills my heart.

Exploring Fubar Homepages
Opon arriving here at fubar a few weeks ago I thought I had discovered Babylon, the party capitol of cyberspace. And it is that to be sure, but fubar is much more then just that, it has become a gathering place for artistic people, and where you can find gentle hearts and establish friendships with people of quality. Art is everywhere. At least on the girls homepages (sorry guys - did not check u out). Photographic art, and things like dragons, angels, animals of all kinds, etc. Everyone sharing their special interests. Lots of creative things to enjoy on those homepages. And homepages decorated with mythological, enchanted, and magical things. Also I am a fan of the Native American culture and that is popular here at Fubar. Humor is abundant here at Fubar - funny signs and all the Disney type cartoon superstars. And the music - hey the best DJs are here and they put those on the AM/FM stations too shame. So I started to collect homepages... a good hobby. If I f

Update 2
Hey Everyone! I am just giving everyone an update on me. Well as you can see from my pictures I am having a great time and living life sober. I am loving it as well. Dec 23, 2008 was 4 months clean for me and it was a hard 4 months, but like they say this is not gonna be an easy task but hell I am ready to kick it in the ass. Hope everyone is having a blast as much as I am. Thanks again to all my friends and family who have supported me through this. It means a lot. xoxoxoxo

Lost My
my mind has began to wander believe I miss it so I wonder myself from time to time which way it decided to go I'd search for it if I had half a brain yet no such luck for me I am a snowflake lost in the rain a lock that has no key alone and alas destined to be with out guidance or help awaiting the moment I touch the ground so finally I can melt waiting for someone to want to know whats on the other side to tamper with my tumbles open me up wishing for someone to give me a ride to the place my mind was last seen or spotted the pursuit has become quite a dance you ask what made me this way I'll tell you I once wanted to experience romance and it drove me from who I was I say cupids aim is not as it use to be instead of hitting my heart he hit right between the eyes and this is what it has done to me MY fault perhaps I was quite fine before I sought to enhance my life things were great before my thoughts led me astray before I wished for a wife s

1972
Ok this is what happens when a tanker truck blows up on the HWY and I am stuck in it for hours. I get bored and write off the wall things so hope you at least get a chuckle out of this. I have a 1972 Vulva that has been parked for quit sometime. The previous owner drove her for about 15 yrs but the last 2 yrs he left her parked except for a day or two each month, recent modifications to the body has lightened the load and I've noticed she has more torque to her engine and can run for long distances. This 1972 Vulva needs to be driven by someone that will take care of her and keep her in good operating condition, so that she does not get rusty. However, I am quit attached to this Vulva so I will be picky about who gets to test drive her and then be the sole driver as she deserves the best there is in an owner. ***disclaimer*** This is intended for humor please don't take it as anything other then that..

To Us
filled with regrets from yesterday my heart is overwhelmed with sorrow... because the past not only still haunts me but cause it will still be here tomorrow ... no way to wash my pain away my soul has left me hollow... i run and run to try to escape but ghost intend to follow... but escape i must and trust in love my all i give to you... my heart my body my mind my all so that we may continue... to grow to love to try our best to help me be rid of my past... to try to give all we can give to make this good thing last...

We
im not here I've left this shell my soul now travels free/// i'm not dead it's just quicker a way to find the one for me//// tired of judging and blaming folks they will be what they will be//// I've found salvation, my way away, I finally have the key/// let go of the negative vibes the harsh feelings and you can see/// any and everything you wish to see. ever so clearly//// you can understand every chirp of bird every bumble of the bee/// the only thing I can not find I search for desperately//// I have half of what I seek as well as the recipe/// I just need a little you to make a serving size of we....

My Song To Those In The Csi
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eye Your scarf it was apricot You had one eye on the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that theyd be your partner Theyd be your partner, and... Youre so vain, you probably think this song is about you Youre so vain, Ill bet you think this song is about you Dont you? dont you? You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive Well you said that we made such a pretty pair And that you would never leave But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... Well I hear you went up to saratoga and your horse naturally won Then you flew your lear jet up to nova scotia To see the total eclipse of the sun Well youre where you should be all the time And when youre not you

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Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Skull Hammer Skull Hammer is out of Framingham, Massachusetts. They are an unsigned band. The band members are Steve, Geoff and Matt. They listen to and appreciate a wide array of music from all different genres and musical styles. The band was formed in 2007 with the intent of creating powerful, original, heavy music with no musical boundaries or limitations. The band worked hard thru early 2008 at writing and practicing new material including: Demons Roulette, Born Evil, Polar Decimation, Fear the Truth, Souls Sold Long Ago, Balls to the Bone and reworked versions of some Lethal Fury classics like Blasphemy and Gladiator. Late April 2008 the band entered the recording studio to begin work on their 1st 4 song CD "Fear the Truth" including : Demons Roulette, Fear the Truth, Polar Decimation and Souls Sold Long Ago. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Skull Hammer!!!!!

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Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Dragonwyck If you're looking for a band that makes brutal, heavy, thrashing, good music that will make your ear's bleed then one band that you'll no doubt want to check out is Ohio's own Dragonwyck. They are one band who's music has the power and intensity to give Metallica a run for their money. The band members are Kenny, Tony, Nick and Michael. They have a record label with Nightmare Records and Distro. Their latest release Born into Madness, the songs are all very well written, and are very heavy, brutal, and just so intense that by the time you get to the last song on this 10 track CD you can't believe that the music has come to an end. This band leaves anyone who listens to this CD wanting more and more. Dragonwyck's sound is very original and I must say they really do have a sound that is all their own. With song titles like "Bag Of Bones" , "Dig Into Me" , and "Spitting Nails", how the hell can you go wrong. They just might be the next big

Own Me For The New Year! Look In Here
"NOW I IN A AUCTION STARTING THE 24TH TILL THE 28TH! NOW I HAVE BEEN NICE AND NAUGHTY THIS YEAR AND LOOKING FOR A NEW OWNER!" HERE THE LINK TO THE AUCTION: HOST IS: SinfulBrat@ fubar

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Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Yigaels Wall Yigaels Wall is out of San Francisco, California. The band has a record label with Reign Recordings. The band members are John, Vincent, Jan and Dan. Their debut album is Requiem For the Living. They have a new album coming soon, Emperor Castrato. Yigael's Wall plays thrash, but with an updated modern edge that keeps things from residing in the realm of mere oldschool worship, with a grinding, dirty guitar tone, thundering rhythm section, and savagely growled vocals. Of course, none of this would be meaningful if there wasn't quality songwriting to back it up. The Bay Area-flavored riffs have a bit of modern edge to them and vary nicely between midpaced and high-speed sections, while the long, melodic solos add an early '80s flair that helps change things up. Drum and bass performances are similarly capable and driving. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Yigaels Wall!!!!

Happy Birthday Infarred
HAPPY BIRTHDAY - InFArREd - God gave a gift to the world when you were born. a person who loves, who cares, who sees a person’s need and fills it, who encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others rather than herself, someone who touches each life she enters, and makes a difference in the world, because ripples of kindness flow outward as each person you have touched, touches others. Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday, because you are a special treasure for all that you’ve done. May the love you have shown to others return to you, multiplied. I wish you the happiest of birthdays, and many, many more, so that others have time to appreciate you as much as we do. Click her pic and Spank her until your hand gets sore! She's worth it and She deserves it!! We LOVE you Lisa! Have a beautiful birthday! xoxox

Best And Worst Of 2008
This is my subjective list of Best/Worst of 2008. I dunno if it's going to be an annual thing or what. But for all it's wonderful flaws and fuck ups, here it is: The best Christmas present I received this year was from my friend in Pennsylvania. She had gave me a zombie plush toy that you can rip off the arms, legs, head, and brains. She even helped me name him: Leroy The Homosexual Zombie. And in her package, I got a spork AND cookies! AWESOME! Worst Christmas present: not spending it with someone (family doesn't count). The best album of the year is Tiltwheel's Hair Brained Scheme Adicts. An oldie - no doubt; but nice raw pop-punk sounds that reinforces in my mind why I love this sub-genre of punk. Catchy hooks, emotion-filled lyrics, fast drumming, not the best guitar work, and most importantly sounds great LOUD! But my best purchases: Off With Their Heads "From The Bottom" and Terror's "The Damned, The Shamed". Worst purchase: Dillinger Four's "Civil War." Their musi

Men Stuff =)
So all of my friends are settling down, having babies, husbands, and whatnot... but not me =) I'm doing the "career" thing, but I have been thinking of some traits that I would/will want in my significant other... -- The first date. If you come to my door with flowers, necklaces, candies, watches, purses, and/or all kinds of gifts I will shut the door in your face. That is fake. On the first date you do not know me. So do not shower me with shit to get me to like you because I want you to do something special because you like/love me as a person not because you think it would be sweet. On the first date you will not know me enough to like/love me. -- Friends. Friends are a very important part of my life. Some nights I will want you to go out with your boys and I will go out with my girls. Do not call me 458 times asking me what I am doing. I will not do that to you either. Trust me. -- Trust is very important to me. I do not have time to sit around and be jealous or worry abou

Ok Everyone
ok everyone im back havent been on for a while i moved from chesapeake va to winthrop harbor il so all il friends email me i need friends here i lonely lol anyways hope all yall r doin well crissie1981@hotmail.com

Real Life Human
They say that everything happens for a reason right? Have you thought about what you have been through in life? Have you tried to turn the negative into a positive? Most people who know me, don't really know ME for me...they don't understand me. They think I may have issues or that I'm crazy, when in all honesty it's the opposite. I mean everyone gets down at times about life. Shit, I've lost a child and a brother to death way too soon on top of being used for sex all my life. BUT...I don't let that get me down. I'm older now and I have children I need to raise into great men. I think about what I've been through adn I alter my lifestyle and life in general to turn everything I do into a positive thing. I smile more, I laugh more, I allow a few more close people into my life and I love more. I am a helper by nature. I help others when I see them in need and I think my only flaw at times is I tend to forget myself and my needs at that time until when I'm done helping others, I'm still a

For You, Momma.
well, my mom had a myspace page...in which is more like a memorial space, I could/should say. here is a poem that her best friend left her as a comment, that brought me to tears. I am not going to fix any of the mistakes (and I am positive that some do exist, but perfection is my last thought right now) we do all miss you mom, and this one was for you from Linda. xoxo. Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, wife and mother Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that

Alone
Surrounded by people. Friends. Family. And yet, that one little aspect that you crave is missing. And it just makes you feel utterly alone. So you smile. You say the right thing. Do the right thing. You let them see the "happy" that you've worked so hard to perfect. And when you're all alone, you take off the mask. You let down your guard and let it out. So stand there in front of the mirror, eyes red and smeared with makeup. So you reach for the pills to numb the pain. Or you reach for the knife to redirect it. A little booze. A buzz to dull the edges. And then, the next day, the charade starts all over again. When does it stop? When does the pain stop? When do you wake up and realize that what you need is not going to be found in someone else but in yourself?

How Kinky Are You?
You Scored as Very KinkyYou are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partner Very Kinky 100% A Sicko 60% Average 50%

New Journey
As some of you already know, I am going through alot of personal problems. I am in the process of getting a divorce and working on myself. I will be off of Fubar for awhile. I will be moving to New York, where I can get a job and also start a new life for me and my children. Since I am making this big move from PA to NY, I have alot that needs to be taken care of. As many of you know, the last couple of weeks has not been good for me. I thank each and everyone of you for your support, bright spirits and words of wisdom during my time of dispair and troubles. You all will be in my heart and I will be taking you with me while I start this new journey in my life. I do not know when I will be able to come back. There are a few on here that I will be in contact with while I am taking care of everyting that needs to be done. If anybody has any questions about me or to see how I am doing you can contact the top 4 in my family (you know who you are) and they can let you know how things a

Why Is It That Only Whites Can Be Racist?
[IF you get offended I'm sorry but i thought this was soo true.] Proud To Be White Someone Finally Said It.... But How Many Are Actually Paying Attention To This? There are Afrifan Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, ....And then there are just Americans. You Pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White Boy" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Caveman" ...And that's OK. But when i call you "Nigger" "Kike" "Towelhead" "Sand-Nigger" "Camel Jockey" "Beaner" "Gook" or "Chink" ...You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the gettos the most dangerous place to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You hve Martin Luther King Day. You have Asian History Month. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Kawanza. You h

Illegitimi Non Carborundum
this is a latin mock aphorism for "Don't let the bastards grind(or get ) you down". According to Wikipedia this is incorrect latin for the phrase intended. The correct Latin is "Noli nothis permittere te terere". Either way, on this day my 40th birthday which concludes 4 decades or more correctly starts my 4th decade is appropriate for reasons too lenghty to get in to. That said, 2008 is nearly over, 2009 has great promise, if for nothing else, it is in front of me and 1968 through 2008 is behind me. Great things await and I look forward to every experience, good or bad that will shape year 41 and make me better than the prior 40 years. It's cool to be 40!..

Thank You All
I RAN OUT OF PIC RATES BUT I HAD GREAT PEOPLE RATING ME !!! GOT ME CLOSER TO DISCIPLE SO HERE IS MY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SHOWED ME LOVE THERE IS STILL AN HOUR LEFT SO RATE ME MORE PM ME TO SHOW LOVE BACK OR IF I FORGOT TO ADD U TO BULLY THE MAN WHO GAVE ME THE AUTO rØckrülë§2001******Fu B/F Of ~SwEeT MoChA™~******Please Read Profile 1st@ fubar ♡ ๔๓ ђєคгt -- Co-Owner of Dragons Layer ♡@ fubar Mysticfairy@ fubar ÇråzêÐMåñïå¢(þrðmð†ïðñ§@£ðrßïÐÐêñÌñ¢.)ÖwñêrÖ£†årñï§hêÐ†ïgêr,ÐjJÖJÖ,ÄñgêlÐåwñKrï§,ßêåµ†ï£µlÐrêåmêr@ fubar ☣ Howey ☠ The VagiSnorkel ☣ Feltersnatch ☠ FuHubby To Mels ☣@ fubar cabbestfriend@ fubar ThugPassion247@ fubar

My Owners Past And Present
THIS GOES TO THE FOLLOWING LADIES OF FUBAR EACH ONE OF YOU HAVE OWNED ME ONE OF YOU ETERNALY:) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALLOWING ME THE PRIVELDGE OF HAVING YOU AS OWNERS AND THE GIFTS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THE LAST YEAR. TO ME HAVING YOU IS GIFT ENOUGH. TO ANYONE READING THIS IF YOU DONT HAVE ANY OF THESE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOU ARE SORELY MISSING OUT! PLEASE SHOW THEM THE LOVE EACH ONE DESERVES FOR THEY ARE IN FACT SISTERS TO US ALL! TERRY ~~DreamWeaver ~ ~ Wife Of The Watcher~~Shadow Leveler@ fubar ~LadySnowOwl~Manager of *Omega Bombers* ~& Now a member of ~Shadow Levelers~, Woo Hoo lol@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.... Garys Forever..@ fubar ~Rebel Lady™©~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR™©~Fu-Owner of The Watcher~@ fubar ♫ ô DJ Aimee ♫ ô ~The Bitch You Love To Hate~ President of GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD@ fubar ~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71& permanently o

More Ufo Food For Thought
For years embalmer Glenn Dennis has told an intriguing Roswell crash tale. If true, it leaves no doubt that what fell to Earth in July of 1947 in New Mexico sands was from another world. However Glenn's story has been disputed by researchers as having serious difficulties. Today, some have all but dismissed his purported involvement in the crash events. But new interviews and information show that the undertaker's amazing story may well have basis in fact. And a fresh look may have uncovered the possible identity of the "missing nurse" at the Roswell base who decades ago revealed to Glenn the alien reality of the crash. GLENN'S STORY Glenn Dennis could only happen in a place like New Mexico. His top shirt button always clasped, he often wore a bolero. His frame was lanky but always upright- standing at least two feet taller than desert brush. A marvel of shortened hyperbole, tongue-in-cheek cusses and flirtations- this is how family remembers Glenn. Glenn Dennis is now on t

Spotlight Fund
This is my last chance to get my first Spotlight. I have just had my first Happy Hour, and OMG everyone came through I think you so much it was incredible, So Im gonna do an Auto 11 auction . starting bids will be 3 mil. so come get you an Auto 11 and help me out too will run for 24 hors if goes well might do 2 or 3

Still Fly
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent But that's okay, cause I'm still Fly Gotcha car play gems on shine Said it's mine, get a mink, Baby Girl let's ride You the number one stunner, and we gonna glide Go straight to the mall, turn out the inside Prowler Gucci full length leather, burbons cooler, Coogi sweater Twenty inches pop my feather I'm the Bird Man Daddy I fly in any weather Alligator seats with the head in the inside Swine on the dash, G-Wagon so fly Number one don't tangle and twisle When it come to these cars I am that Fella Gucci with the matching interior Three wheel ride with the tire in the middle It's Fresh and Stunna and we like brothers We shine like paint, Daddy, this our summer Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent But thats okay, cause I'm still Fly Got a quarter tank

My Happy Hour ~ 12/29/08!!!
Monday ... December 29th at 6:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate! ღTulsa's Angelღ The Happy Hour is courtesy of an awesome soldier heading back to Iraq, Hazeleyed Soldier. Hit him up with lots of love too! Hazeleyed Soldier

I'm Yours
(Everyone who knows me knows I am a "rocker" or "metal-head". But now and then, I hear something that perfectly describes the way I feel. I will not call her out by name, but she knows who she is! This one's for you, love!) ================================================================================================== I’m Yours - Jason Mraz Well you done done me and you bet I felt it, I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted. I fell right through the cracks, and now I’m trying to get back. Before the cool done run out, I’ll be giving it my bestest. Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention, I reckon it’s again my turn, to win some or learn some. I won’t hesitate no more, no more, It cannot wait, I’m yours. Well open up your mind and see like me, Open up your plans and damn you’re free. Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love. Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me. A lá peaceful melody. It’s your God-forsake

Ez Rate Folders.....not
I have a short but sweet rant to get off my chest. You people with your so-called EZ rate folders. The point of the ez rate folder is to be able to get through the pics fast. Too many times I have gone to someones folders only to find that the so-called ez rate folder is full of pics all different sizes!! I then have to scroll up and down to get to the cherries to rate. If you are going to advertise that you have EZ rates, then for GAWDS sake, upload only thumbnails or at the VERY least, pics that are all the exact same size! For cryinoutloud!! LOL ok done seeee, it was short. lol

New Purse
I don't care what anyone thinks, I think gift cards are the best gifts EVER. Case and point, my uncle knew I wanted a Ross gift card instead he went to Ross and bought me a top. It's not my size, but it still fits nicely. The thing is, I don't need anymore tops. If he had just gotten me the gift care I wouldn't have had to pay a dime for my new purse today. My stepdad on the other hand got me a gift card. It should be a sin to own as much clothing as I do and not get to wear a lot of it because of work, so I decided to get a new purse. I went to two stores and then found my dream purse. It is a Guess bag. It retails for $95 and I got it for $48.99. With the gift card I only had to spend $22 out of my Christmas cash. :D I'm extremely picky about my purses. I love this one. It is neutral enough. And it is shiny! lol Here's a pic, ignore my ugly mug.

My Real Husband And I
Its my first auto 11'S me and my real husband have them on hes only member in my family and only fan. Anyone can rate us.This is great this auto 11!My husband used to be level25 without them it took him 47 happy hours and a year to get there.It was hard and he was a trainee bouncer when there wasn't training lol.We had several lounges me and husband and he was dj of loads.Does anyone remember the candy lounge?Thanks all for reading.

Please Come By My Page
Please stop buy my page and show me some mad luv, Luv the pic rate's n comment's and Allway's trys to hit ya back some luv so stop bye and give some major luv. imikimi - Customize Your World

Cynde Has Just Activated Her Auto-11s!
~Cynde~Member of Rate Spankers has AUTO 11s!!! She is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Her Auto-11s will be active until 9PM EST/8PM CST/6 PM fuTime. Thank you and have a great night. ~Cynde~Member of Rate Spankers@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

The Last Alarm
The Last Alarm My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck And when he'd go to work each day he'd say "Mother, wish me luck" Then dad would not come home again until sometime the next day But the thing that bothered me the most was the things some folks would say A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometimes he won't fight a fire for many, many days When I first heard these words I was young to understand But I knew when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all goodbye but little did we realize that night we all would cry My father lost his life that night when the floor gave way below And I wondered why he'd risked his life for someone he did not know But now I truly realize the greatest gift a man can give is to lay his life upon the line so that someone else might live so as we go from day to day and pray to God above Say a prayer for your local fireman He may save the one

Flagging Pics
What the hell is up with the idiots on here flagging pics that have been up for a while. Give your opinion and if you are one of those haters well screw you and go else where if you don't like the pics.

A Firefighter's Pledge
A Firefighter's Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. Promise courage - courage to face and conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called