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Lifes To Short!
I STOLE THIS FROM HAZEL WHO STOLE IT FROM TEMPTRESS WHO STOLE IT FROM WV REBEL. AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU "WORK" I HOPE YOU READ, PAY ATTENTION, AND ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' Life Is a

This Is Outrageous
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on campus. A federal appeals court found the search "traumatizing" and illegal. Some parents say older children

So Lets See
So, let's see, We have a President Elect who has never run anything, not even a corner store. Don't tell me he ran his campaign, because he didn't, he showed up and gave speeches. The candidate doesn't have time to run the campaign. We have a Vice President Elect who thinks FDR was President and America had TV when the stock market crashed in 1929, (Herbert Hoover was in office and Television didn't become widely used until the '50's), he is also well known for his plagiarism in the late '80s. We have a Secretary of State nominee, who has never run anything, not even a corner store. Her claim to fame is that she is the wife of a former President, who had sex in the Oval Office, disgraced the Presidency and was impeached. We have a CIA Director nominee who has never worked in the intelligence field and is expected to take over during the most dangerous times we have ever faced. We have a Democrat Governor of Illinois who is the process of being impeached for trying to sel

For My Angels
here Will Always Be A Place Down Deep Inside My Heart, A Special Place Where Only You Will Occupy That Part. I Will Always Remember All The Beauty And The Grace, Your Smile As Bright As Sunshine And Your Beautiful Angelic Face. The Way Your Body Felt As I Held You Close To Me, In My Heart And In My Soul Is Where You'll Always Be. God Gave Me An Angel To Call My Very Own, Now We'll Always Be Together From This Moment On.

Now 29 Weeks Along!!
Just turned 29 weeks yesterday so that means 11 weeks to go ! :D so excited !!!I went to the ultrasound on tuesday and found out Im having a big baby boy lol he is weighing in at 3 lbs 5 oz!! 1 lb bigger than the usual 28 weeks baby so I might be scheduled for labor before my 40 weeks :) I've thought of some names but havent decided on them yet.. Joshua, Jeremy, or Jayden?? not sure if it will even be any of those either cause Im still looking. I also went shopping for baby clothes today and bought some cute little outfits I am so excited I cant wait to see my baby! My son cant wait to meet his little brother either he is surprisingly excited also!

How To Remain A Family Member !!
I have to add the Negatives too since ive been flooded with Messages... 1. If your way of trying to get to know me has any Vulgarity in it, i will NOT Respond to it. 2. Immediate requests to see my Pictures, or to be in MY Family will not be answered. 3. If you cant respect ME then go elsewhere. 4. If you leave Rude Comments not only will i Remove you from my Family, Friends but I will BLOCK you. If you want to get to know me treat me with respect and you will get to know me....

Salute Pictures
I Highly suggest to ALL my Friends to upload a Salute to their Profiles, if i keep getting these Strange Messages and ADD Requests from People that do not have one in their Profile I Might require for everyone to have one. Just a little Heads Up

Happy Birthday, Steve!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Steve! Hoping you have the best of Birthdays! You are an awesome FRIEND and I hope you have a great day! Good Luck with your Auto 11s! Hoping you level up! ß£nÐ£®ßL@k£@ fubar

To Be In My Family Read This !!
Well Well Well... i get lots of Messages requesting to be in my FU Family, so I thought i would write a Blog rather then answering every single Family Request or Wish to be in my Family. I am very Slective of whom i will Grant the Permission to be in My Family... So the question is how can you become part my FU Family... 1st. You MUST have a Salute Picture on Your Profile (NO EXCEPTIONS) 2nd. Send me a Message telling me WHY you want to be in MY Family... and NO one liners... 3rd. Rate & Comment ALL of My Pictures, Profile, STashes, Blogs... etc. 4th. Be Creative and Earn your Priveledge to be in My Family... 5th. If I add you to mine then i should be in your Family. ONCE in my family I want you to Creat a Salute dedicated to ME... BE Creative It's That Simple... Yes i reserve the RIGHT to ADD you or NOT. Of couse once in my Family dont stop Commenting, Rating all of my Things.... P.S. Gifts do make me Smile... But I WILL NOT EVER ASK FOR THEM...

Just To Bring A Smile To Your Face
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A brunette is trying to get across a river and suddenly she spots a blonde on the other side. She yells over to the blonde "Hey, excuse me! How do I get over to the other side?" And after a quick survey of the river, the blonde calls back "You ARE on the other side!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A blonde is speaking to her psychiatrist. "I'm on the road a lot, and my clients are complaining that they can never reach me." Psychiatrist: "Don't you have a phone in your car?" Blonde: "That was a little too expensive, so I did the next best thing. I put a mailbox in my car." Psychiatrist: "Uh ... How's that working?" Blonde: "Actually, I haven't gotten any letters yet." Psychiatrist: "And why do you think that is?" Blonde: "I figure it's because when I'm driving around, my zip code keeps changing." ---------------------------------

Dammit!
Do you have any pets? I sure do. What color shirt are you wearing? I'm not wearing one. I'm in a towel. Name three things that are physically close to you: Lighter, soda, crackers. What is the last book you read? I'm currently reading the last Twilight book, Breaking Dawn. Are you or were you a good student? When I applied myself I was. What's your favorite sport? To play? Softball or baseball To watch? Nascar Do you enjoy sleeping late? I love sleeping. It makes sad times go faster. What's the weather like right now? It's fucking freezing! Who tells the best jokes? Idk. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I'm not sure. It was weird and my ex's were in it. Yeah, weird. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Not legally and no. Do you believe in karma? Kinda. Do you believe in luck? Not really Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Depends on my mood. I really like poached but I

Do You Desirer 2.5 Million Fubucks Please Look Inside (repost)
How's it going I'm Lord Wolf,I'm willing to Offer 2.5 Million Fubucks for an Auto 11 Bling.The Desire to be Godfather has Consumed me.An yesterday After Rating An Auto Gal with Happy Hr.an purchasing Extra 11's Fubar added an extra 930,079 points to me.I was down to 1,027,067 but after my next purchase of more 11's on my last day of VIP my Total Rose to 1,997,086.Then to Top that Off 5 hrs later they recharged my card for another 500 11's.Yes it sucks to be me. 10 Morphs will be Created,For my Savior,That can Grant me the Honor of Godfather.

Great Truths In Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your mom is mad at your dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a dust-buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is wh

47 Things You Can Learn About Me And I Would Love To Know About You
47 things you can learn about me and I would love to know about you 1. What is your full name? Jami Rynn Sawyer 2. When is your Birthday? april 30th 3. What is your e-mail address? not givin that out unless we are tight 4. Do you smoke? yes but in the process of quitting 5.How many sexual partners have you had? less than 9 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? see above 7. Can you cook? yes 8. What was your dream growing up? to be an FBI agent or a cop 9. What talent do you wish you had? be able to play the guitar well 10. Favorite place? New York and Nashville (anywhere my family is also) 11. G-strings or thongs? both 12. What was the last book you read? breaking dawn by stephanie meyer (twilight series) 13. What zodiac sign are u ? Taurus 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 6 piercings 15. Worst Habit? cussing like a sailor 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace and if not why don't we? some i do some

Fubar Cherrytap
I Basically Finished Updating My Profile, I Didn't Even Know Whut Fubar Was, Soo I Thought 2 Join Upp 2day, Then 2 My Surprise, I Was Already A Member, I Thynk Dat When This Site Was Call'd "CherryTap" Or Sumthing, Haha, But N E Wayz, It Says Dat I've Been A Member Since July 2006 Or Sumthin, But 2 Mee, It Still Feels Like I Juzz Signed Upp 2Day, January, 16th 2009, Haha, Almost 3 Years Later, It's Strange How Fast Tyme Flies When U Dun't Even Notice It Fly By. I Hope I Don't Have To Do This Every 3 Years, Haha.

I Wonder...
Is there ANYWHERE that is fucking hiring???? I can not afford to pay my bills anymore, seriously! My fucking boss keeps cutting my hours. Yeah, I get that we are fucking slow, but why the fuck are you fucking cutting my hours when I have the most seniority at my place of employment?!?!?! Does that really make any freaking sense??? I am good at what I do...and I know how most of the place operates. AHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna go cry until I can't cry anymore! BYE.

Love Find You......
In my room, I sit tonight..No lights, no noise.. Just in candle light.Just need my time of solitude...to detox the mind...and for the soul to be soothed...I let my problems float away... as I relax my body...and reflect on my ways... I begin to lose myself...in a peaceful place... I close my eyes...and for a minute life fades..I drift into dreams...of marvelous things...Where the animals roam..and the free bird flies... that is where..my restless heart lies...In a place that I can call my own..Where only the best of things are shown..Where in the morning..the sun shines bright...and when darkness lurks..the stars fill the sky..Where the breeze is mellow... and the skies are clear...and the sound of nature...is all I hear.and my problems are gone...but I know this sanctuary...never really lasts that long..cause my candle flickers out...and I leave my special place...and it gets dark and quiet..no light upon my face..Reality is back... and yet I still smile...cause my trip was mig

Omg
I wanna hang a map of the world in my house. Then I'm gonna put pins into all the locations that I've traveled to. But first, I'm gonna have to travel to the top two corners of the map so it won't fall down *Mitch Hedberg*

We Can Call This A Blog Of Satire.
Seven ways to sin so deadly, and our loving leaders.... So, as you may know, there are seven deadly sins. And why are these sins so deadly? Dictionaries would like to call them as sins that lead to damnation. But perhaps damnation isn’t so bad. After all, recall who’s done it..... Lust, the act of intense desire, committed by the BELOVED Bill Clinton. This wonderful man won the Presidency in 1992 with a popular vote of 44,908,233 yet committed a deadly sin. Clinton publicly stated, "I did not have sexual relations with that woman, Miss Lewinsky." Later he annouces the fact that he did, in fact, upon mutiple occasions. So are these deadly sins waived at the level of class one is at? Or how one may talk through an action?.... Envy, the act of wanting what others have. Let’s use the democratic party, beginning in 1812, not stopping through today, and beyond. So they’re party envies other nations, France for example, oh how green they ar

So Smart He Comes Off As Creepy
I think the big mistake in schools is trying to teach children anything, and by using fear as the basic motivation. Fear of getting failing grades, fear of not staying with your class, etc. Interest can produce learning on a scale compared to fear as a nuclear explosion to a firecracker. *Stanley Kubrick*

Ipod Or A Glimpse Into Your Soul?
I am pretty close to my two youngest daughters. We spend a lot of time together. I like it that way. However, the other day we took a small road trip and drove from Kansas City, MO to just west of Topeka, Ks to pick up a friend of my youngest daughter’s. I don’t have an Ipod/MP3player like the rest of the free world. Although I am thinking with my income tax I may get me one of the purple ones. But my kids do. So instead of waiting on commercials and finding stations after we got out of KC I let my youngest put her Ipod on. I have come to realize that an Ipod is a glimpse into someone’s true self…a peek into their soul. I have to say I was so proud to hear the music on her Ipod I could have cried. Teenagers have a tendency to listen to the same kind of music all the time. Whatever their friends are listening to is pretty much what they stick too. Not to mention I know my father would have been delighted. He used to say there was way to many talented people on this earth to

What Is Wrong With The Programmers And Writters In Support?
every tyme the fu gets smooth...yall mess it up with a new add-on...thats not all that cool and messes with the flow...your server barly handles the graphics yall got...why slow it down...all the new and improved needs to revert back to good and worked well...alotta us are not happy with the testing and new junk...why dont yall leave a good thing alone...ya cant improve on the chatting and all the visiting to the site if it slow and freezes up mid stroke...folks will leave and find a faster better place...just a hint of the chatter i been hearing from many fu long tymers...and a few new ones

Blessings
Celtic Blessings and Prayers May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand. traditional gaelic blessing Beannachd Dia dhuit (blessings of God be with you - ScotsGaelic) Blessed Be. ancient - celtic blessing May the blessing of light be on you - light without and light within. May the blessed sunlight shine on you like a great peat fire, so that stranger and friend may come and warm himself at it. And may light shine out of the two eyes of you, like a candle set in the window of a house, bidding the wanderer come in out of the storm. And may the blessing of the rain be on you, may it beat upon your Spirit and wash it fair and clean, and leave there a shining pool where the blue of Heaven shines, and sometimes a star. And may the blessing of the earth be on you, soft under your feet as you pass along

Robert Chrisley: Saigon Shangri-la
ROBERT CHRISLEY "SAIGON SHANGRI-LA" UNVEILED STARVING ARTISAN 2008 e s t a r r t h i r t y t w o Oh, how I am overcome Skin as gold as the sun Oh, how I am overwhelmed Your Jade Garden blossoms Eden's river run Words forgotten beneath your Far East Star Comparison obsolete to the Goddess on thy knees you are Sands of time flee when I'm within your angel wings Entwined F.or U.nlawful C.arnal K.nowledge of your Vine Anh Yeu Em; Anh Yeu Em One taste; one kiss of you I am mortal under you Asian Sky Madonna One touch reason flees as my soul renders itself For you, my Saigon Shangri-la Oh, Desire courses through my veins To strike my bow across your sweet Violin As you sing erotic suggestion upon unwordly chords Your siren song is the Saphire Mantra that births your beauty within Anh Muon Em; Anh Muon Em (solo with seven string guitar and violas with vocal backward masking in Chinese) Your lips, your oceanic eyes Consumes me, my Saigon Shangri-la

My Fu-owner Say_hey2008
Check out my newest owner I know you already know and be real good friends with him, if not then you are missing out. He is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as a friend and as my fu owner. And he is fabulously sweet & handsome!! I'm pimping him out so come and show my new owner some mad Fu Lovin he will return it all. Add Him, Fan Him, And Rate Him Bling Him. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Sum Fu Loving! :P He loves to spank by the all the lovely ladies! Tell Him SinfulBrat sent you.... say_hey2008__ Owned By Freyja Fu Goddess Brought To You With Much Love... SinfulBr

Finally!
The guy from GE finally came and fixed my washing machine. It's only a month a half that I've been without a working washing machine. Since he was here I decided to ask about my dish washer. Yup, it was broken too. And it's been broken since the day I moved in. This stuff is supposed to be brand new. Somehow I always get shit like this. For anyone that was concerned, I got my books taken care of. Dad gave me $100 and I bought the $80 book. Then mom gave me the money to help with my credit card payment since I don't get a pay check in January. I used that money to buy my $50 book. Then I got really lucky and one of my professors had an extra copy of one of the books. So she is letting me borrow it for the semester. I feel very fortunate and blessed. I have another ant infestation going on in my apartment. I'm so sick of these little buggers. And if I saw the paper right, they have raised the rent from $650 to $775 for my apartment. So when my lease is up this summer I have to move

Girl Scout/flu Time
I'll be on very little until Wednesday 01-21-09. Its girl scout cookie sales time and additionally, i have influenza currently at my home and a stomach virus. Family of five so its a disinfecting nightmare. Luckily i had the flu shot and i hope will not get the bug. Anyway I will be busy to say the least. Kisses and loves to all. Now at work trying to catch up coz i was late today. always yours Freyja!

What I Can Do That You Might Think I Can't
-Mole removal -Digital makeup -Tattoo removal -Tattoo tests (You give me an image, i put it on your skin) -Clothing color changes -Sepia, black and white etc Think it up, and don't be afraid to ask.

Rates
To all my friends and family that help me out to rate up and come to find out I still run out of rates after leveling up to Idol that needs to be looked at by the owner! we should be limited to rates ? I have a lot of love to show and promise will return the love once I can hit the airways again ! I really like this site and have met some cool people here hope to hear from all of you all on this post about the rates? everyone have a great day and a better tommorow

Auto11-related New Feature
apparently, if you've activated the "auto 11" bling (and it's still running), next to your name a gold "11s" is showing wherever people see you; you won't have to put this in your status message... if I understand this right. Don't know if this is a new feature, or just for today, or whathave, but I like it...

Quiz Lol
answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your frie

Blue Moon Grand Opening
=== 'ItsUrAngel ~Owner Of The Blue Moon~ FuOwned By KIDDROCK / OWNER OF SEXY JESS' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 09:39:48'.. > > If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! > > > COME J0IN THE GRAND OPENING OF THE BLUE MOON !! > > > > > > > > > > > > > COME ONE COME ALL AND JOIN IN ON OUR GRAND OPENING AT THE BLUE MOON LOUNGE WITH DJ BADBOY ON AIR ALL REQUEST PLAYED DRAMA FREE JOIN OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS !! > > > > > CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW SEE YOU THERE !!! > > > > THE OWNER > > > THE CO/OWNER > >

I Mean Business
11:30 Ok So this time I am being super serious!!!!! So we had a weight loss thingie in the office with 6 girls involved right? I didn't quite make it. My goal was to drop 10lbs and I only lost 8, which in turn is good, but I fell short of those 2 lbs. I've been doing good, considering the fact that I hadn't gone to the gym like I had originally intended to. On the plus side, I lost 8lbs, and onthe other plus side, I want to keep doing it. My last weigh in was last night when I was tempted to look at the scale. Keep in mind, we only did this until Jan 01. So last night, when I went to the gym, I felt good. I felt comfy and at ease. I had a funny thing happen to me. You'll be like aww, but at the same time it is funny. So I got out of work right, I thought I had my wallet with me, so I decided, ok I'm walking to the gym, like I did on Tuesday. As I'm getting near the building, I decided to get my wallet out only because I needed a freakin quarter. I don't have a

Trying To Godfather With Auto 11s Right Now
Heres the Deal This Sweetheart is Oh So Close to becoming the next sexiest Godfather! its just 560k to go so i know we can do this for her!!!!!!!!!!! If u havent already u need to A/F/R her Bling her Spank her straight to godfather!!!!! All love is returned.. so come and make a real cool friend!! Lovable Lil One ~*~Fu-Angel~Owned By Starchaser*~Fu Bad Girl~*~@ fubar

Do Not Test Me
My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what goes around comes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on your knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you What it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Keep your head down Until I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on your knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you What it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet

Sad Story
Memories of Kailua bludgeoning death still vivid Recommend (34)Print this page E-mail this article Share Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine Buzz up! By Eloise Aguiar Advertiser Staff Writer On the day she was bludgeoned to death a year ago today, Janel Tupuola was supposed to switch cars with a niece in hopes of avoiding a former boyfriend she said had been stalking her. The 29-year-old mother of five was killed before the swap could be made, and the thought haunts her niece, Diamond Badajos. "She and I were going to switch cars on the 16th," said Badajos, a University of Hawai'i student. "Then I found out she passed away. I felt super guilty. Like even when I look at my car sometimes, I feel really bad." Tupuola's accused killer, Alapeti Siuanu Tunoa Jr., 31, is scheduled to stand trial in March before Circuit Court Judge Randal Lee. Tunoa is charged with murder, terroristic threatening, assault on a man who tried to help Tupuola and three firea

Rheumatoid Arthritis: The Importance Of Exercise
Rheumatoid Arthritis: The Importance of Exercise Learn about the importance of exercise for rheumatoid arthritis. Arthritis exercises can safely provide pain relief and build muscle strength. When joints are stiff and painful, exercise might be the last thing on your mind. Yet when you have rheumatoid arthritis, exercising regularly is one of the best things you can do to take care of yourself and your joints. Here is why exercise is so important: * People who exercise live longer, with or without rheumatoid arthritis. * Regular exercise can actually reduce overall pain from rheumatoid arthritis. * Exercise can keep your bones strong. Thinning of the bones can be a problem with rheumatoid arthritis, especially if you need to take steroids. Exercise helps bones keep their strength. * Exercise maintains muscle strength. * Regular exercise improves functional ability and lets you do more for yourself. * People with rheumatoid arthritis who exercise fe

Confused
CONFUSED CONFUSED AGAIN ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN CONFUSED ,FULL OF HATE AND OVER USED WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING WHEN ALL YOU GET IS LIES IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT? DISTRUST,ANGER HATRED ! I DON'T WANT TO HATE ANYMORE ,LIES ARE ALL IN THE PAST. I'VE DECIDED TO SAY FUCK IT AND LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME . NO MORE PEOPLE HURTING ME WITH WORDS .NO MORE LIVING IN THE PAST . I'VE BEEN DECEITED AND TORN IN WAY TO MANY WAYS . NO MORE BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE EVER AGAIN .I'M WRITING TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT . FEELINGS THAT HAVE BEEN STORED IN THIS HEAD FOR SO LONG IT'S HARD TO LET GO . WELL I'M LETTING THEM GO NOW ,GETTING OVER THE ANGER AND PAIN. CONFUSED AGAIN ,BUT IT WILL PASS . FOR THERE ARE NO MORE PEOPLE TO HOLD ME BACK. WHERE I'M GOING IN MY LIFE IS ALL UP TO GOD . HE HAS PLANS FOR ME AND I NEED TO LISTEN TO HIM, AND HIM ONL

Other: The Ibanez
Taking the Ibanez to have the strings lowered again...the neck will have to be adjusted for the strings to be lowered. I am replacing the medium strings with light strings----hence allowing smoother playing, especially for fast playing...

Aries In A Nutshell *lol*
Aries and Independence: Aries personalities are independent. Being the first of the zodiac signs, they venture out and are go-getters, often leading the way. Their upbeat and magnetic personality often entices others to follow their lead because Aries personalities bring excitement into others lives. Aries and Friendship: Aries are good friends, they always look out for their friends with caring and generosity and will protect them should the need arise and encourage them with their natural optimism. If confronted, Aries can turn to be quite childish, they will fight back with their agressive nature and are known to have temper tantrums should they not get their way. Aries and Business: Aries are activists. If a business idea comes their way, they tend to plunge right in. Aries are more then willing to take a gamble and follow their dreams and goals. However, if success is not immediate, they tend to lose interest and give up easily. Aries are notorious for not finishing what they

Sexual Aries Lol
Aries Love, Sex and Relationships What it's like to date an Aries Woman: Dating an Aries never lacks excitement. She is hot-blooded, and forceful, so you had better be able to handle the heat! The Aries woman is for the person who likes an independent self-driven woman who can fend for herself and is not clingy and needy. An Aries woman requires freedom. For the Aries woman, the best part of the relationship is the beginning, then the spark is there and she is trying to catch you to be hers. She will find happiness in a long-term relationship because she enjoys sharing everything with her partner. She will not only have a romantic partner but a best friend too. She has a great need for love and passion but she will never let a man become the master, she considers her partner to be equal. Aries women are not for domineering men. She will be faithful but she expects the same in return. She can be jealous because she wants a man to give her all of his attention, "all or nothing", so

Baby Girl
You are more than just a sweet sexy body to me, Ya, I know you dont like to hear, but let me make it clear, Your smooth, your sweet, no no no, I'm not refering to something to eat, Your mind, your soul, it takes such a hard toll.... Yes its true, I think about you through and through. Your voice, your hair, your skin, your flair, Yes, your make-up too, even wiping it off my face is something I love to do. With or without, you are beautiful through out!! So sweet to see, my dreams about you and me, I know its you, I know its me, its something I hope you also see, Through the day and the night, your facing me, up close, up tight... Your eyes on me, mine on you, so deep you see, but not right through. Oh, lets go back, to that sweet sexy body that I think is all that, Yes, its true, even if not in your eyes of you. A pricess, a queen, so pristine and loved to be seen. I want to feel you inside and out, see you all throughout. Dont know what else to say or to do, Only thi

Birth Name
For those whom I care about I willing accept their burden of pain. For those who do not know me know that I will not suffer ignorance. For those who have done true wrong know that only you can accept the blame and maybe, just maybe bear the shame. Acceptance does not come easily for you are eternally alone and with the passing of time even you will forget your birth given name.

You Risk Taking It Too Fast *lol*
Aries Dating the Aries woman If you desperately fall in love with an Aries woman, let yourself get carried away, but make sure you keep some affective resources for what will come. With the Aries woman, you risk taking it too fast from the very beginning and waste the necessary energy to go on with this relationship. When dealing with an Aries woman, you’d better ponder over (she doesn’t really know what it means and she doesn’t practise this... sport too often!) your ability to keep the fire of passion burning. If you think you can, then try to come up with some interesting challenge every single day, with some humanitarian goal to accomplish together or with some philosophical debate whose conclusion can be put off forever. If this special spice is lacking, your love game tends to lose its rhythm. There is nothing that stimulates an Aries woman better than the erotic fulfilment, which has to match her talent of seducing. If you are the one giving directions to an Aries

If Only Weunderstood
If We Only Understood Could we but draw back the curtain, That surrounds each others lives, See the naked heart and spirit; Know what spur the action gives; Often we would find it better, Purer then we think we would. We would love each other better, If we only understood.

The Color Of Friendship
The Colors of Friendship Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best; the most important, the most useful, the favorite GREEN said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." BLUE interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." YELLOW chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the

Ensign: The Gospel According To Jesus Christ
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 16 January 2009 Last month when business was slow, among the books I read besides my daily Bible readings (and can I admit with you, sometimes what I read I don’t understand) was a novel by José Saramago, “The Gospel According to Jesus Christ”. (ISBN 0151367000) Why would an avowed atheist (who doesn’t believe in God, which you assume would be a given in working a story about the Christian Savior, the Son of God) and Communist (not as mutually exclusive, but talk amongst yourselves about that) write such a story? It takes into account what’s in the Gospels, sure, but also some Gnostic traditions such as Jesus' love affair with Mary Magdalene (made more famous on infamous by "The DaVinci Code"). Certainly nothing forbids Mr. Saramago from having his own point of view, but the book

My Poem
I could have been a brother He could have been a friend We could have known each other But we'd never comprehend the death in this war that rages on The faces keep growing younger as time continues to age on and only feeding those soldiers of hungar the lives which make our enemy so strong which are wasted in this war that rages on Weve been fighting along time and fighting alone im lost, a prisoner in my own mind and all i can remember is home away from this war that rages on He has finally acheieved long awaited peace under the silence of my gun my guilty bullet was his release for his soul drifting in the sun and his body lay lifeless, in this war that rages on.

Trust Me
Wear me like the old school jersey I am The one you've kept all these years Because it reminds you of laughing days Of failed tests that don't count Thread your fingers anxiously through my sleeves Wear me like that Like your old school jersey Carry me stuffed at the bottom of your heavy bag

Life Is Too Short For Pettiness
I STOLE THIS FROM TEMPTRESS WHO STOLE IT FROM WV REBEL. AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU "WORK" I HOPE YOU READ, PAY ATTENTION, AND ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' Life Is a Gift Today before

New Form Of Kiddnaping Please Read!
NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us.. Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mal l entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat... A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, 'I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?' The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire an

Spare A Vote...get A Free Drink :)
Help Dove Goddess WinThe Sexiest Legs On Fubar contestAll Winnings Will be donated to The Pegasus Project, if Dove WINS... the winning amount will be matched and also donated. So, that's a total of 1 Million fubucks donated to The Pegasus Project if Dove WINS. Thanks to all the LOVE, Dove made the Final Round and is now in the running for the WIN. All previous comments have been reset. So, even if you have voted in the first or second round, stop by and leave a comment voting Dove Goddess for the sexiest legs on fubar. One Comment per picture please. The contest Winner will be announced sometime Saturday, January 17th, so please hurry and VOTE NOW... xoxo Dove GoddessCo Founder of The Pegasus Project Click on the picture above to place your vote. and please remember only ONE comment vote per pic is allowed. Remember, All Winnings Will be donated to The Pegasus Project, so vote for Dove and help out The Pegasus Project Ladies. Feel free to help with a Pimp Out or Blast, if the mood

Attention Please!!
After today please do not call my house if You have the number. Roommate is coming home and i do not wish to deal with her shit over friends calling or having the number. if You need me email me or hit me up on my YIM jewel_of_morning@yahoo.com Those who have my cell number are free to call em there. Thanks!!!!

Priceless
Listen 2 Ur Heart - Jon Young THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE IS AMAZING, SHE'S BEEN AROUND FU FOR A LONG TIME, ALMOST AS LONG AS I HAVE AND SHE DESERVES TONS AND TONS OF LOVE Priceless™ :: Deputy Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties Elite ::@ fubar LOOK AT HER! SMOKING HOT.. YOU CAN'T DENY IT! BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™@ fubar fine print: But the greatest love--the love above all loves, Even greater than that of a mother... Is the tender, passionate, undying love, Of one beer drunken slob for another.

Indiana
Gotta love Indiana: Aug. 12 - Moved into our new home in Indiana. It is so beautiful here. The fields and river valleys are so picturesque. I have a beautiful old oak tree in my front yard. Can hardly wait to see the change in the seasons. This is truly God's Country. Oct. 14 - Indiana is such a gorgeous place to live, one of the real special places on Earth. The leaves are turning a multitude of different colors. I love all of the shades of reds, oranges and yellows, they are so bright. I want to walk through all of the beautiful hills and spot some white tail deer. They are so graceful, certainly they must be the most peaceful creatures on Earth. This must be paradise. Nov. 11 - Deer season opens this week. I can't imagine why anyone would want to shoot these elegant animals. They are the very symbol of peace and tranquility here in Indiana. I hope it snows soon. I love it here! Dec. 2 - It snowed last night. I woke to the usual wonderful sight: everything

Come J0in The Grand Opening Of The Blue Moon !!
COME ONE COME ALL AND JOIN IN ON OUR GRAND OPENING AT THE BLUE MOON LOUNGE WITH DJ BADBOY ON AIR ALL REQUEST PLAYED DRAMA FREE JOIN OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS !! CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW SEE YOU THERE !!! THE OWNER THE CO/OWNER

C H E E R S !
Wow, I love this site. The old saying is "I'm not an alcoholic, they go to meetings. Drunks go to bars." Now this is some bar alright, lots of friends, fans and sharing pics and drinks. DRAMA FREE. Gonna miss you all but this long 4 day weekend I get to spend it with my 9 year old baby girl. Enjoy and behave yourselves. xoxox Sophie

Why Me?
This is the one I wrote after we broke up. Why must this always happen to me? I find someone wonderful and now it's like it wasn't meant to be. Am I just fooling myself by thinkin you'd always care? If I turned around would you even be there? I wanted nothin more than to be with you hopin and prayin for somethin true. Maybe I'm not meant for anyone, maybe I'm just not meant to have any fun. So I ask this question will you always be my friend? Or are we just not meant to finish what we start? I just want this lonliness out of my heart. I'm so sick of all the pain, won't you please help me stop the rain? Please tell me you're gonna stay. That you have no intentions of ever going away. But if we're not meant to be just let me know then I guess I'll have to let you go. That is the last thing I want to do because I am so in love with you.

Your Success In Any Occupation Depends On Your Enjoyment
Your Daily Motivation – Your Success In Any Occupation Depends On Your Enjoyment. Friday January 16, 2009 YOUR SUCCESS IN ANY OCCUPATION DEPENDS ON YOUR ENJOYMENT. Loving your work makes the difference. If you enjoy what you do, you'll be successful. If you don't enjoy what you do, you won't be successful. Your chances for success are directly proportional to the degree of pleasure you derive from what you do. If you have a job you hate, face the fact squarely and get out. You'll never achieve real success unless you like what you are doing. Success in its highest and noblest form calls for peace of mind, enjoyment, and happiness which comes only when you find the work that you like best. You don't pay the price for success. You enjoy the price for success. Work is love made visible. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com => Discover The System => Meet The Team

True Love
I wrote this back on 5/19/03 for my ex who i thought i'd be with forever. not so much. oh well enjoy. From the moment I met you I was in love A feeling so strong Truly sent from above. You won my heart you know its true I long for the day when We say I Do. It's you I want to spend the rest of my life with For nothing could ever compare to this. I love the way you make me laugh' and the way you hold me when I cry And I know we'll never say good-bye. No relationship is perfect, this I understand, Come with me now, take my hand. I promise to be there for you In good times and bad, I promise I'll try to never make you sad. You really are my best friend And I hope our love will have no end. So here's to spending forever with you Just always know I'm here and I'll forever love you. So much for it comin true. oh well he was a loser anyway. I'll save it for my next relationship cuz that'll be the one for sure. =o)

Haunted...
Metal on your breath A fire in your eyes You waged your war of nerves Beat me down as you smiled If you push me I'll break you Smash your glass spine Never had much voice to protest For you I gave up trying What else is left but dying? The sweetest sound is your tears You left me crying and alone I'm here to return the favor... That bitter taste in your mouth Swallow the ashes of our past and choke You kept me locked up in your cage You see now why my brain says RAGE You tried to bury me deep What you do today haunts your tomorrow...

Kent Duchaine
I saw this guy last night at our local Arts Centre. Not the greatest thing I ever saw there, by any means, but it was a pleasant enough evening. Lot of old guys in the audience though. I think I must like old man's music or something.

Some New News................
JUST WANTED TO LET MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS KNOW THAT I AM HERE TO STAY! ALL OF YOU HELPED ME DECIDE TO STAY. I WILL ALSO HAVE AUTO 11S TONIGHT STARTING AT 6 P.M. MOUNTAIN TIME. I AM TRYING TO LEVEL UP AND WOULD LOVE FOR ANY OF YOU TO TRY AND LEVEL ON ME. I WILL BE BLINGING RANDOMLY, SO I MAY JUST SURPRISE YOU! I WILL DO MY BEST TO BE ONLINE TONIGHT ON AND OFF BUT I HAVE DISLOCATED MY ELBOW AND SPRAINED MY ARM SO I AM ON PAIN KILLERS AND MAY DOZE ON AND OFF. I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY HELP YOU COULD GIVE ME. THANKS SO MUCH AND TO ALL THAT HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A TOUGH TIME YOU ARE ALL THE REASONS I DECIDED TO STAY. MUAAAHHHHH

No Loitering
After two weeks in Belize, J and I flew to Atlanta, where we had an overnight stay on the way home. I'd booked a room at the Hyatt downtown, and, after a debacle at the airport concerning Belizian hot sauce, Xanax, and a wildly tattooed man, we took the train downtown and checked in to our hotel. The lobby dwarfed us. The 70 degree room chilled us. J used the toilet and then joined me on the bed. "I accidentally put the toilet paper in the toilet. Do you think it'll be ok?" "Probably not." We went out for dinner. Bass Ale and uninspired Italian food, which filled my belly, but left me missing Belikin beer, beans and rice, spicy shrimps, smoky lobster. Surrounded by businessmen in suits, we finished off our pizza and calamari, depositing sand from our sneakers under the table. When we got back to the room, we tapped the thermostat up to 80 and headed to the bathroom to brush our teeth, wash up before bed. As I was brushing, J made some humorous remark, and I lau

Ranting About.... Sh@t On Tv
I can hardly turn on the TV any more. From the local BS to the Cable BS, it seems to be more of the same every hour. I used to watch CNN Headline news but I haven’t had the time or inclination for a while so… When did they go away from a regular half hour news type program? What is with this junk… Okay I know it is important to somebody that they are having another police chase in California but why is it on Headline news? What is so Earth shattering about someone in California driving a car that is so important that they must show it to the rest of the nation or for that matter the rest of the world? Why is this person Glen Beck on for so long not really even talking about anything? Nancy Grace what? In the 80’s CNN was the best news channel in the world. Now they seem to have descended into the cult of personality. What purpose does this serve? Can people no longer digest just the news? Now to be fair they still do have a regular news broadcast but not when I want to watch. CNN

Another New Interview And What To Wear?
Okay so two new things, well one not so new. I received another request to interview a band. Yay! It's The Last Vegas, they won a Guitar Center contest, chosen by Motley Crue, receiving money, equipment and a recording deal with MC's label. They're pretty cool, very 80's rock, with a little more grit. The other thing is I'm still trying to decide what to wear to the concert. What I feel comfortable in is my polka dot dress, but not exactly the image of a rock reporter. Of course it wouldn't be contrived, which I love to surprise. Anyways, if anyone has any ideas, let me know...and NO, I'm not going naked or in a bikini :P but thanks for asking :) K

What Goes Around Comes Around
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.' Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two.. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

Family Rate Day
Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.I rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. Seeking Godmother ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar Our Beloved Master Morpher + Co Desirers Love today as Well.150 pic Rates for a New Morph,Anything you Desire silverado"Kingdom of Rogue's co owner"@ fubar

Becoming...
I don't mind the sun sometimes The images it shows I can taste you on my lips Smell you in my clothes Cinnamon and sugar smiles I'd lie just to touch you I would walk 500 miles... We can't back away from what we want Nothing can keep us apart No one can tell us what we need They try and they fail Take my hand, we'll fly to heaven Without you they'll never let me in I little bit of me, and a little piece of you... Ain't nothin to it, there was nothin I could do Mold me into a new man I am Becoming...

Why Is It??
Why is it so hard to keep a promise?? I won't say any names or what the promise was that was broken, but I will say it hurts for that promise to be broken!!!! I think that if a person promises not to do something ever again then that person should stay to his/her word. This person knows how it makes me feel when this is done but yet continues to do this act. Am I over reacting? NO, I don't think I am. Am I being childish, NO I am not. Not only is the act still being done but the act of lieing too. I am at the end of my rope with this and don't know what to do, I am sick of it. I guess I can do the same act but what for? That doesn't make it right, you know the saying, "Two wrongs don't make a right"! I really don't have anyone that I can go to with this and talk about it so that is why I am venting here. Thanks for lending your ears to who ever reads this.

Not Me...
Imagine you're the type of person all your friends can come to when they're in need of someone to talk to.... You're the type of friend that can listen to it all... You're the type of friend that can talk about it all... You're the type of friend that others look up to, the type of friend that just HAS NO WEAKNESSES... ... ...and then imagine being so damn lonely, because you can't trust anyone... honest or not, you've seen what the nature of humanity is..... Imagine having a world full of friends, yet can't open up to a single one of them.... Imagine having to be "strong" in front of everyone, when you're actually dying inside.... ... Hell, I'm tired of it all. Tired of being friends just for the sake of it.... I'm going to return to my old values of "friendship".....

Poem- Little Angels
When God calls little children, To dwell with him above. We mortals sometimes question, The wisdom of his love.. For no heartache compares with The death of one small child Who does so much to make our world Seem wonderful, and mild.. Perhaps God tires of calling The aged to his fold, And so he picks a rosebud, Before it can grow old.. God knows how much we need them, And so he takes but few, To make the land of Heaven More beautiful to view.. Believing this is difficult Still, somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows Will always be "Goodbye".. So when a little child departs, We who are left behind Must realize, God loves children.. Angels are hard to find..

Call Me A Fool...
...yep, I got caught up. This whole "internet friendship" thing... ...guess I was perfect for it. I'm usually willing to listen and be there and yada yada yada.... ... Truth is, I'm fucking tired of people who are quick to call me their friend. I'm always the guy you can call when you need to laugh... ...I'm always the guy to call when you need cheered up... ...I'm always the guy to call when you're bored... ...hell, I'm the "good-guy", it's my job right?!?!? ............

Old
I don't want to be be hated for who I am inside Labeled for how I stand Not many people can see the real me You don't know what it's like to be me To be constantly misunderstood To be not belived in that you can succeed No longer listening to how I feel My fate is something I don't know I just want to run away and leave This place with you is not for me Never was never will be again Always at war with myself All of you act as if you want to help But you don't really know me So how could you care You don't know the real me I will be honest now Since I cannot say these things to you I am not doing so good I miss you so much Need you so badly I love you more than words can express I want you to come home I know I make mistakes I know I stress you out But this is who I am And if you love someone You have to accept all of them

24 Hours He's Turned On
Keith Is Turned ON! For 24 HOURS! That's Right, He's Activating His Auto 11's For You! Stop by and Climb In His Profile and Rate His Sexy Pics and Get Off Leveling! Whoooot HOT! Keith....Fu Married To My Hand LOL@ fubar Lets All Get Satisfied! No popularity contest or none of that. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit! Forbidden Jennifer, You Can Look But No Touching, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar

Sexy Question Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like 4play? 23. What is 4play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? reply back to me!!!!

Thoughts
The clouds have grown dark The sunbeams are lonely The lilacs are dead,starting to rot It is easy to get lost again Darkness now encloses me The notes of music all wrong It is hard to remember summer days They've been gone for far to long I move along day by day now My tears mix with the rain I can't wish away all this pain Somewhere high above the clouds The sun sets on this wretched day it's funny how alone you can feel in a room full of people How pathetic I seem to be As I slowly approach the place Where we used to laugh and play I surrender to the darkness of fantasy The fire in my eyes has faded Cooling like embers in the snow I have no spark left in my heart to reignite them I am losing myself and it seems so easy So I fold my arms around myself My breath like smoke in the air I miss your touch and your sweet kiss My hands long to touch you My arms long to hold you I give into the memories As summer has surrendered to the cold The moon will not r

Inside My Head
I do write about what's going on with me, and the obscure yet lucid thoughts my brain possess, just not here. If you are genuinely intrested on where to find these so called blogs and figuring out what really circles in my head, ask, and I will give you the information on where to locate them.

I Missed You
god i missed the fu and the fu channel and all the fu things you get to do on here. my car is dead and the schwabs man is going to come to the rescue. i have an appointment today with my therapist and i have to make it to that. all my meds for my messed up head are at home too. well thats about it. i will be off and on all day

????
It doesnt matter where i am in life~For i am there It may not matter how you think~but i still care if you think i am a toy,then please,do not destroy My hearts still mending,my love is not bending the words you speak,are not weak and my ears have heard ,do they bleed? im trying to get through this wall,denying this fall wondering what i did for you not to call? confusion and heartache,not my fault why is this union becoming a vault? I cannot do this anymore and for this i do deplore the roller coaster has hit the floor and this time the ride ends,ever more;0(

One & One
As the opposition drop there tainted swords of steel, Upon the cold concrete ground, As another pole is twisted in the ground, The enemy withdraws with bloodyhands. No respect, No dignity left, Corpses lay strewn across the fields of red, For the soul purpose of the man watching over, With his Chess board playing men like fools. The glass isin't clear in his view, Its lost in a haze off thick smoke, Blinded by paper bills & Bullions off gold, What doe's this mean to the victims. Another person sent to a soily grave, Family & friends gatbher in tears, Shed over with rage & hatred, Poisoned, By the fear of retalitation off the owner of all. Why oh why, does this happen to the good souls, Left to waste at the gates of heaven & hell, Venegeance will bite upon those who oppose, The roost should be shared by a common view. One & One, Together, Forever, Hopes, Dreams, Happiness, Health.

Victoria Secret Shopping
The negligee A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price. He saw that the sheerer the negligee, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the sheerest item, pays the $500 and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on and model it for him. Upstairs, his wife thinks, 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on; instead I'll do the modeling naked, return the negligee tomorrow and keep the $500 refund for myself.' She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good grief. You'd think for $500 they would at least iron it!' He never heard the shot. Funeral is on Thursday at Noon. Closed coffin

Spotlight
ok, so I am still begging!! I am accepting donations for spotlight. If you want or can and will.....send them to either me or my friend Magnum. I am getting really excited about the possibility of a THINK PINK day here. I have lots of ideas running through this pretty head of mine...LOL The point we want to make is that breast cancer is all around us. We all know someone affected by it...if we are not survivors ourselves. Having support is a big part of surviving!! Believe me...had it not been for friends there for me....it would not have been pretty! So, please get the word out.....THINK PINK and show all your support you can!! thanks! ~~smooches~~

Diet And Mother-in-law
Despite not having the best week, between preparing for MIL's visit, having a fight with hubby and cheating on my diet right after the fight, missing my walk twice due to bad weather, etc., I still managed to lose 2 more lbs. Yeah it's not much, but it's a loss, not a stall or gain. So, yay. That's 6 lbs. lost since the New Year. So, MIL is coming in from Puerto Rico tomorrow. She'll be staying with us for 2 weeks. Despite the fact that we have other relatives close by, she always stays pretty much the whole time with us. She's a good lady and I do love her, I just love her more when she lives 1,000 miles away. She's very paranoid and always panicking about the littlest things. She's always convinced that I'm doing something terribly wrong as a mother and I'll cause my children irrepairable harm. (I guess that's a universal trait in in-laws though.) Anyway, I'm sure she'll be keeping me on my toes. Hubby's not taking vacation either, so since I'm the stay-at-home mom I'll

The Top 10's
Top 10 Things to do at the Mall 10. At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!" 9. At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed. 8. Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard. 7. Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray them with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke. 6. Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts. 5. At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them. 4. Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leak proof". 3. Ask appliance personnel if they have any TVs that play only in Spanish. 2. Try pants on backwards at the Gap. Ask the salesperson if they make your butt look big. 1. Show people your driver's license and demand to know "whether they've seen this man." ----------------------------------------------

I Will Never Forget You!!!
I REMEBER EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE AS I CAME UP TO YOU AND KISSED YOU GOOD MORNING AND YOUR LAUGHING EYES AS YOU HELD MY HAND AND WALKED WITH ME TO THE STORE, HOW YOU TOOK CARE OF ME WHENEVER I GOT SICK, WATCHING OVER ME LIKE A GUARDIAN ANGEL, NEVER LEAVING MY SIDE,ALWAYS THERE, ALWAYS ATTENTIVE TO MY NEEDS, NEVER THINKING OF YOURSELF BUT OF ME,NEVER ONCE DID YOU SAY ANYTHING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD, I JUST FELT LOVE EMANATING FROM YOUR HEART TO MINE, YOU WERE JUST BEING YOU, THE SWEETEST MOST CARING, MOST LOVING WOMAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT, EVERYTHING GOOD IN ME I GOT FROM YOU, AND I AM WHO I AM BECAUSE OF YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT.. YOU'VE BEEN GONE FOR A LONG TIME NOW BUT YOU ARE STILL IN MY HEART, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM, I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT!!!

Family Rate Day
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty > > > Family to be Rated with a Vengence. > > Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. > Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.Rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. > > Seeking Godmother > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~ @ fubar > > TLC Official Account holder of our Headquarters her Pictur

Come Get Ya Points Auto 11 Is On New Pics
!!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Owner of ~ThE *BaCk *StOp~ !!!Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Has auto 11 on lots of easy rate folders and new pics.And no penguins hahahaha,So stop by and spank my pictures hard please. !!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Owner of ~ThE *BaCk *StOp~ !!!Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Proudly Owned by~LadySn

Friday Assignment!
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:02:30'.. Official Family Rate Day. There should be no Rating of Auto 11 people today unless they're Family. Time to Show Love to Family. Loyalty is the Key. A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans. Even though we are Rogues, we are still a pack and should honor Our CO's + Family with Rates & Love Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an rate the shit out of them please. Shayla needs Love Bad. If you're dedicated to this family, choose a member and rate rate rate. This Family Rate Day is for Family that requires leveling. Below are a few links to get started. If you know of others let me know and they will be added. All rates given to Lord Wolf will be returned with 11's. Seeking Godmother ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar TLC our Official

Family Rate Day
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:07:59'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty > > > Family to be Rated with a Vengence. > > Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. > Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.Rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. > > Seeking Godmother > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner o

Thought For The Day January 16, 2009
Calm your thoughts and be peaceful. Know that all is well, all the time. This moment is already the best it can be, and is everything it can be. Accept it and move forward. Do not fear the worst, for your thoughts of fear give great power to whatever it is you fear. Instead, sincerely expect the best and you create the best. Know that the positive possibilities are always present, and your eyes will be opened to them. Everything that is, can be put to good use in moving toward your highest vision for life. As life unfolds in each moment, new opportunities are being born. No matter what has already happened, choose to create the very best you can imagine. This is the day that you have to work with. Live with peaceful purpose, and use it to create a magnificent world. -- Ralph Marston

Rate Family Today
from: *Lord Wolf* Fou... (Friday Official Level Family Day)) Rutland, MA subject: can u blog this please received: 01/16/2009 07:07 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.Rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will b

Native American Official Family...'!
Native American spirituality is rich in history and culture, with many of its traditions still practiced within tribes today. To understand the depth of the faith of Native Americans, one must take the time to learn about the various practices and rituals, and, most importantly, the meaning found behind them. Native American Indians have remained true to their roots, despite the numerous transitions and periods of adversity encountered over generations. From tribal dances to special blessings, rituals have remained strong and true, unshaken by changing times. Read on for more information regarding Native American spirituality and the lessons learned from it. The Beginnings of Native American Spirituality When Europeans first settled in North America, there were more than 1,000 tribes native to the continent. Each of the individual sects had its own rituals and spiritual beliefs, which would make an article covering each aspect of Native American spirituality massive. Howev

Hex Becomes A Legend...in His Own Mind....
Let me preface by saying what I'm about to write is an accurate account of the events that unfolded this evening in our cafeteria in a remote location in Afghanistan...This is the very first installment of hall of fame material of conversations, pics, etc.... Here's the convers I had with Ms Casey "Casum" Marcum: Me: indeed Me: ok...here it goes Me: i walk to the cafeteria Me: and i see on the menu board we are having spaghetti with Italian sausage Me: much to my delight because I love me some Italian grubbage! Me: As I sit to enjoy my Italian cuisine Me: i notice the "sausage" in my spaghetti is rather "light colored", if you will, for it to be an actual Italian Sausage Casey: my mom makes the best spaghetti with Italian sausage Me: gee thanks for that! Casey: sawwies Me: i stick my fork into the sausage looking object Casey: carry on ... Me: and i taste it Me: and it tasted rather similar to a vienna sausage Casey: o wowow Me: so i look at my buddy Lou, and say

Watchmen Movie Gets The Go-ahead
"Superhero movie Watchmen will be released as planned on 6 March after two Hollywood studios resolved a legal dispute over copyright. 20th Century Fox blocked the $130m (£87m) Warner Bros movie claiming it had held the film rights since 1986." Source : BBC.co.uk Haha!! Relief.

Phone Sex- Update 89
Phone Sex You called me today and we had a very heated conversation. You had me so horny, I had to get out my glass toy. As you were telling me what you would do to my wet pussy, I was doing it with my toy. There are closeups of how wet my pussy is. I even squirted on the camera and camera person. I have almost 6700 pictures and 56 video clips on my site. I have 27 videos on my SCVideos Page. I will have 1 or maybe 2 more coming next week. If there is anything you want to see please email me your idea. You will want to join my fans group. I add pictures and offer stuff just to those that are members. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Ghost In This House
"Ghost In This House" I don't pick up the mail I don't pick up the phone I don't answer the door I'd just as soon be alone I don't keep this place up I just keep the lights down I don't live in these rooms I just rattle around I'm just a ghost in this house I'm just a shadow upon these walls As quietly as a mouse I haunt these halls I'm just a whisper of smoke I'm all that's left of two hearts on fire That once burned out of control You took my body and soul I'm just a ghost in this house I don't care if it rains I don't care if it's clear I don't mind staying in There's another ghost here She sits down in your chair And she shines with your light And she lays down her head On your pillow at night I'm just a ghost in this house I'm just a shadow upon these walls I'm living proof of the damage Heartbreak does I'm just a whisper of smoke I'm all that's left of two hearts on fire That once burned out of control And took my body and soul I'm just a

Shower Time
OK, I was asked to tell another story. This one isn’t as funny as the others but it was entertaining. Again it happened in college. One day after playing an intramural basketball game a friend of mine and I returned to our dorms tired and of course sweaty. We were preparing to take long showers before getting dressed and going out that night. But the showers were almost full and we both hated the showers in the guy’s hall anyway. You see they were open showers, the army type. Nothing but a platform and shower heads in the wall. No privacy at all. So, we were drinking and waiting for the showers to clear out some, when he has this idea. “The girls have private stalls in their showers.” I followed with “Yeah, we could take our time and have a nice long hot shower.” Jim, lets call him that, said I’m going to get ready for the shower, meet you on the girls floor. First let me explain why Jim isn’t his real name. You see, Jim, is a politician in the state of Virginia. When he was runn

Weird
Today at work some lady called down and asked if someone could come up and make her a ponytail, since she only had one arm. So I went, and she was this young black cute chick with a stump for an arm. Looked recently amputated, you could see the stitches kinda. I made her a ponytail, and helped her put on a shirt (on top of her tshirt), cause she couldn't manage to put the arm in a sleeve. It was odd, but she was nice. I was expecting an old smelly woman.

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Spotlight January 15,2009
Being in Spotlight is a pretty amazing experience here on Fu. I wish I can do it again...heheheh I need to thank some really awesome people on here. First off Freak,she remembered something that I wrote in her blog once & brought it up to me only a few weeks ago. Because if her,I wouldn't have given Spotlight a second chance Freak~*Fu-owned by Razz*~@ fubar Another sweetie is Devil Girl.Her & Freak teamed up to get 24 Hours of me on your page. It's still a close call of whats better Me or A Christmas Story....LOL ~DevilGirl~@ fubar A real doll that helped me alot is Ms. Mona Doll. She's close to leveling to Angel for a reason. Spank her today during her HH!! Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar And I can't mention Mona without talking about Steve 'Mr Helper'. He sent me the best pic link,to upload all those ez rate pics.Even tho he's a really busy guy,he still has time to help friends Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~@ fubar There ar

Thought For 1/16
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves 'who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

Llama Leveler Of The Day
GnbRebel Manager of Head Thumpers At Sweetwater's Slave To Carolvision63& Carrie Llama Leveler@ fubar All Llama Levelers will leave 100 rates each when done please a comment below that you have done so.

Me
So what IS reality? Reality is - what IS. Whatever IS, whatever is happening, the rain, the trees, etc. Only we know it as rain and trees and body and thoughts and "ME" and "YOU" through the prism of perception. Reality IS - that's it. So whatever you're "seeing", that's it. You're looking directly at pure and total reality, right now, already, without any effort, without any search, without any "enlightenment". Only there is a belief that you're seeing reality as it is and that there is a separate "seer". Reality includes the seer, the seeing and the seen. Reality is all of it. We can only say it's broken up by using the mechanism of this perception, this mind, this limited perspective. So see if any of it stands up to this realization that we can never actually know reality directly - we can only know that we ARE IT, that whatever it is, we can't know it directly, we can only BE it, but not as some individual "ME" character, which is just the prism. You are reality -

Cyber Love
I still consider myself a beginner but then the experiences and situations of my friends in the internet cyberlove chatting has brought me into being careful, not to let my guard down considered myself as a pros. Hmmmm.... you might be wondering why do some people fall in love with somebody from the chat room or internet world considering that they know nothing about the person, only the words streaming out of the monitor and pictures received which we are not even sure if it is really him or her. It is not that hard to fall in love with somebody you haven’t met yet. A sensible discussion could start a desire to get to know a person better. It might even start from a simple "asl pls?" What will happen next is more important. Ok! You enjoyed chatting together. The next time around you will start looking for this chatmate, for another discussion and as you do this, you are emotionally attaching yourself to that stranger without realizing the risk we´re taking. D

Fuckd Up
this bitch is so fuckd up she calls me drunk she wonts 2 kill her saef dont talk 2 her she will call u talking shit if u do u will see she is sike,if u like that u can call her at,1-509-552-5021 t[ fubar.com photo: 1648975117 ] his is her ,

This Is The Blind Leading The Blind
Good Morning, yippee it is Friday, oh yeah we still have cold bone chilling temperatures and Snow and more Snow expected. Hey it’s Michigan… So on with today’s goober awards. Now how can anyone fault this guy. Joseph Goetz, 48, was charged with trying to rob the Susquehanna Bank in Springettsbury Township, Pa., in November, even though he had to leave empty-handed. The bank had just opened for the day, and cash had not yet been delivered to tellers' stations. Employees said that Goetz was highly irritated at having wasted his time, and that he threatened to file a "complaint" about the bank's operations. Attempted Robbery is Attempted. However give the guy a few coins so at least he fells like he deserves to be in jail for taking something, I mean being pissed off at the Bank is no reason to lock his dumb butt up. How about the latest in not knowing there were camera’s on me… Benedict Harkins, 46, was charged with attempted petty larceny in Jamestown, N.Y., in December after he had

Funeral Song #2
There's only a few things I want promised at my funeral: Open bar. Great buffet. Everyone having a good time. But, I did want ONE song played, and that's "Great Below" by NIN. ...and now, I have to add this song: Someone please take note. =P

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Untitled
You played me and then tossed me aside like an old rag doll for your own sick enjoyment. You strung me around like i was a fuckin yo-yo. And when i could do your tricks you threw me away like trash. I've been bound and gagged like your voodoo doll that wasn't allowed to speak. I was a guinea pig that was only to be let out for your own amusement. I was your favorite little toy til you got everything you could out of me. Once i had nothing more to offer, you locked me up without any dignity to spare. Til you needed another "pick me up". You have me like a pet on a leash. Forcing me to go whichever way suits you.

The Game 11-21-08
I want my razorblade. This tension inside is making me slip. I need to bleed. I need to cut. I need some form to let it all out. My mouth will never open up enough to say what my eyes are giving away. The tears. The lies. The fake smiles. The hidden cries. Just one slice is all I need, To say under control of This mindless game.

Gone 11-21-08
Alone. Unwanted. Unloved. No one knows. No one cares. She gets fucked over More than once. Will she learn? Probably not. Her life's the same. And will always be the same. She's headed nowhere fast. So fast she's only slippin deeper. Deeper down. Her pain. Her loss. She takes it out on no one but herself. Poor girl. Pity me. Fuck it all. I wanna die. Fuck it, I'm already DEAD!

Push Me 11-07-08
Suffocation. cut off my airway to life. fuck me over. spit me out. Drown me in my own pits of hell. cut my wrists slice my throat. Gag me, strip me, leave me bare. Share my deepest darkest secret to the rest. I'm fucked up the way it is. Why not push me farther?!

Razor Blade Happy 11-04-08
Every night she cries. Every night she tries. She reaches for her favorite object. No one cares. No one loves. The razor blade. No one knows. It's all a joke. She grips it tight. How deep will I go? How many times? She stretches out her wrist. Blood pours. Wounds welt. Immediate relief. She sinks back in extacy. Her razor never lets her down.

They Can Smile 11-4-08
All she ever tries All she ever does Is never for herself Always for him. Does he care? Does he listen? Hell NO! All he does is lie. It'd be so much easier on everyone If she wasn't here. She wouldn't have to lie By putting on a fake smile To make everyone think all is well. She's done with hurting Herself. And them. She's had it. Tonight'll be the night She thinks. How to do it? Crash her car driving carelessly Or bleeding out in her car in the country? Either way, she won't be found for awhile And everyone can smile

One Cut 11-04-08
He said she made him happy. He said he'd be there. The time she needs him the most, is the time he decides to go back on every word he's made to her. You'd think it'd be easy to leave Right? Wrong. How can she just up and walk away from the only guy that cares? It's her fault this is happening. If only she knew what was best. This would stop happening. All she can do is take One cut at a time!

The Power Of A Knife 2-10-04
A strong, silver blade slides up my wrist Red shiny blood is visible – not only on the edge of the blade ~ But pouring from the veins in my arm. It’s not enough! Don’t Stop! More! This pain is so relieving! It relieves my thoughts of the day. Now-the blood’s running from my other wrist! The words go through my mind as I contemplate rather or not to finally succeed. “You’re worthless” “You’re stupid” “Just Go Away!” “I HATE You!” SHUT UP! “Failure” “I don’t care what you think” I can’t take this anymore! The knife’s rising up to my throat. One last silent good-bye Memories are rushing in and fading out! The cold, sharp silver blade glides deeply through every layer of skin. As my right hand pulls it across … From left to right. (c)

Just Rambling
The world is spinning. Everything around me looks like a total disaster... you can't see them but you know that they are awaiting your arrival... feel there presance and feel their pain.... there are just somethings worth waithing for....

Friends With Auto-11's!!!
PLEASE CHECK BACK OFTEN, AS I WILL BE ADDING PEOPLE TO THIS LIST AS I FIND FRIENDS THAT HAVE AUTO'S ACTIVE! If you have a friend with auto's that you would like for us to help, please send a link to their profile, AND I WILL ADD THEM! PLEASE DO NOT FORGET THAT BRATTYBYTCH WILL BE ACTIVATING HER AUTO-11'S ON SATURDAY AFTERNOON, AT ABOUT 3PM FU-TIME!!! PLZ RATE ALLLLLLL HER PICS!!! BrattyBytch - Club Mystic@ fubar AND.... I STAY IN CLOSE CONTACT WITH SPIKE, AND HE WANTS TO DO ANOTHER AUTO-11 RATE-A-THON FOR VIP'S AROUND FEBRUARY 11TH, HIS BIRTHDAY! STAY TUNED! DON'T FORGET TO CHECK BACK FOR OTHERS WITH AUTO'S, AND SEND LINKS TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT HAVE THEM ACTIVATED!

Attitude
Attitude!!!!!!!!! The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company ... a church ... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ... we are in charge of our Attitudes.

Current Giveaways ~ Plodding Along...
WE CURRENTLY HAVE FOUR ACTIVE GIVEAWAYS, AND WE NEED TO BE LEAVING COMMENTS ON ALL FOUR DAILY! I KNOW THAT BOMBING IS A PAIN LATELY, BUT WE GOTTA DO IT OR LOSE THEM! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT ARE STILL BOMBING! YOU RAWK!!! MY GOOD FRIEND TOLD ME THAT WHAT SHE DOES IS PUT LINKS TO EACH ENTRY IN HER SHOUTBOX, AND LEAVE ONE COMMENT ON ONE ENTRY, ONE COMMENT ON THE SECOND ENTRY, AND SO ON. IF YOU HAVE YOUR PC SET TO OPEN A NEW TAB WHEN YOU CLICK ON A LINK, YOU NEED TO CLOSE EACH ENTRY WHEN YOU LEAVE IT; IF YOU HAVE YOUR SETTINGS LIKE THAT, YOU MIGHT WANT TO CHANGE THEM, IF YOU NEED HELP WITH THAT, LET ME KNOW! IT WILL WORK BETTER AND FASTER IF THE LINK TAKES YOU TO THE NEXT ENTRY IN THE SAME TAB/WINDOW... IF YOU DO IT LIKE THIS, YOU CAN GET A RHYTHM GOING, AND IT'S NOT AS BAD AS YOU THINK, LOL! AND THE ENTRIES ARE.... 3 MONTH VIP FOR 20K COMMENTS CURRENTLY HAS 6,100 COMMENTS (+1,273) Please f/a/r or re-rate our host, and send a drink and say hello!

Come Share My Birthday With Me And Get Some 11s Too : )
It's My Birthday (Saturday, January 17, 2009) Show Me Some Fubar Love! Share My Birthday With Me and Get Some 11s Too :) I would LOVE to level for my Birthday! I will have an Auto 11 running, starting on Friday, January 16, 2009 at 4 PM Fu-time (7 PM EST) ß£nÐ£®ßL@k£@ fubar This blog brought to you by: ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ Proudly Owned by Makin Whoopie@ fubar

The Club Mystic Family!!!
MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY ILL FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS, AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING TO HOLD THIS FAMILY TOGETHER... YOU ALL RAWK!!! I NEED ANOTHER TEAM CAPTAIN...ANY VOLUNTEERS? SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME, AND I WILL EXPLAIN WHAT I NEED... THERE WILL USUALLY BE A MESSAGE IN THE STATUS ABOUT WHO TO RATE; IT WILL USUALLY BE SOMEONE WITH AUTO-11'S, TO HELP YOU LEVEL, BUT SOMETIMES IT WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE WHO HAS HELPED US OUT IN THE PAST...IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS CLOSE TO LEVELING, OR HAS AUTO-11'S THAT YOU WOULD LIKE FOR US TO HELP, PLEASE LEAVE THEIR LINK IN THE COMMENT BOX ON THE HOME PAGE!! ALSO, MEMBERS THAT HAVE AUTO-11'S RUNNING MAY USE THE HOME PAGE AND THE MYSTICAL HELP PAGE TO RATE THEMSELVES...PM ME FOR LOGIN INFO! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,899,373 Points to go! (+268,080) Founder

Do You Have A Stalker?
The Stalker as Antisocial Bully Stalkers have narcissistic traits. Many of them suffer from personality disorders. The vindictive stalker is usually a psychopath (has Antisocial Personality Disorder). They all conform to the classic definition of a bully. Before we proceed to delineate coping strategies, it is helpful to review the characteristics of each of these mental health problems and dysfunctional behaviors. I. The Narcissistic Stalker The dramatic and erotomaniac stalker is likely to show one or more of these narcissistic traits: Feels grandiose and self-important (e.g., exaggerates accomplishments, talents, skills, contacts, and personality traits to the point of lying, demands to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements); Is obsessed with fantasies of unlimited success, fame, fearsome power or omnipotence, unequaled brilliance (the cerebral narcissist), bodily beauty or sexual performance (the somatic narcissist), or ideal, everlasting, al

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy...
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy...... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 14. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 15. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 16. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges

Tips 4 Dating An Aries.....(i Happen 2 Be An Aries To A "t'...fellas Take Notes)
Dating Advice and Tips for Dating an Aries: Don't think this is going to be an easy one. Dating an Aries is no walk in the park. An Aries needs a challenge and difficult goals, both physically and emotionally. Boring conversation will make this goat want to run to the hills, and a non sincere, not clear and straight to the point attitude might end this date even before it has begun. People born under the sign of Aries are ruled by planet Mars, which means they have a lot of personal pride, and sometimes can be hurt very easily. The Aries admires and loves people who express energy and power. Aries Dating Tip: In the area of love the Aries seeks protection, and will fall in love only with those who are stronger than them. Aries people do not follow social tradition and have an independent way of expressing themselves. Another dating advice: Don't get turned off too quickly if this Aries doesn't behave as expected, there might be much more behind the facade.

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Fu Friday! Jim Norton Live In Atlantic City This Weekend, New Videos Online
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) Woo hoo! It's FRIDAY! We made it! It's cold as hell, but we made it! Call the FU Line: We never plug it, so why not start now, right? If you have someone you'd like to send a big, healthy, F-You to, then call the Opie and Anthony F-U Line. If your call doesn't suck (ie; no slander, hate speech, or anything else that could get us in trouble), we'll probably use it on the air! The number is 866-F-U-LINE1. Today on the Opie and Anthony Water landing, we'll be talking about that rather large object that crashed-landed in the Hudson River yesterday. (Say, let's whore out some Jimmy Norton, shall we?) Jim Norton in Atlantic City: Our meat-bosomed compatriot Jim Norton is heading to the Borgata in Atlantic City THIS WEEKEND to do his comedy thing. ...and if you can't make that show, well he's always traveling all over the country, performing for Y O U. Get JIM NORTON tickets Online Now!

In Her Temple
I was at Your temple. The carvings and paintings dedicated to You show how much You inspire mortals. Statues of marble and granite and of other stones of the world. To me, they still do no justice to what I've seen of You. I have stood on hills and seen You in fields of wheat softly blowing in the breezes and said "this must be what it is like to see Her hair move." I have sat on shorelines and listened to You in the waves washing upon the land and said "this must be what Her voice is to me." I have lain on the ground at night and gazed deeply into Your stars of the heavens and said "this must be what looking into Her eyes must be like." I have seen a mother holding her newborn child with the bond between them so new and so strong and said "this must be what it is like to be touched by Her." I have sailed across the seas with the winds in my ears and said "this must be what I hear when She whispers to me." I have trekked through the heights of the mountains, with the snows lying so smo

Yah
So he tells me today that he wants me to be his other woman. I sorta rejoice, for a sec. What he fails to see though is that I am a woman....that I don't share...that I am much more than the other woman. That he can't see what's right in front of him. That he is the only one I break my rules for. That I am tough as shit with everyone else...and try as I might with him....I can be nothing other than raw & uncensored with him. But I reconize that he can't see that. And it hurts me...and in turn it hurts those that genuinely love me. But you can't help who you love & why you love them. I hate that I hurt my best friend when I talk about him. I hate that I see hurt in her eyes whenever I talk about him. He knows how I feel about him...acknowledges it even. Maybe it's time to start acting like he means nothing to me...as much as that would kill me. I hate playing these games....and I hate that sometimes you have to play those games in order to show the person just how you fee

Friends
Why is it when we meet someone we go out of our way on being nice? We make them feel good. Compliments and such. Yet when things start to get comfy, it back fires. Now you go out of your way on being mean. They know you care right? Reassurance is for pansies. Blah. I just want to be a friend. A good one. I'm sorry I suck.

Lmao...oops!
I almost had the spotlight today. I bid at about 1:30am EST just to be funny because it was so low. Then I checked back at like 2:50am and I still had the high bid. I was freaking out! I kept thinking, crap...I don't have a good spotlight picture. LOL And I hadn't made my thank you pictures. Crap, I haven't even started on my thank you pictures. I guess I should at least start that. Back to the story, I was getting frantic at 2:58 when I still had the high bid. I kept hitting refresh. Then at the last second the chick in spotlight came in and bid a couple hundred more fubucks than me for it. Thank goodness. Although, I have nothing to do all day Friday until 5:30pm. Well, other than the gym and some homework. Ok, enough rambling. I'm going to bed now. :)

Trucker's Breakfast...lmao!
A trucker came into a truck stop cafe and placed his order. He said, 'I want three flat tires, a pair of headlights and a pair of running boards.' The brand new blonde waitress, not wanting to appear stupid, went to the kitchen and said to the cook, 'This guy out there just ordered three flat tires, a pair of headlights and a pair of running Boards.What does he think this place is, an auto parts store?' 'No,' the cook said. 'Three flat tires mean three pancakes, a pair of headlights is two eggs sunny side up, and running boards are 2 slices of crisp bacon. 'Oh, OK!' said the blonde. She thought about it for a moment and then spooned up a bowl of beans and gave it to the customer. The trucker asked, 'What are the beans for Blondie?' LOVE THIS ONE.......... She replied, 'I thought while you were waiting for the flat tires, headlights and running boards, you might as well gas up! FOR ONCE THE BLONDE GETS EVEN!!!!!

Myspace
To all, I have a MySpace page. Feel free to check me out on there. It is not as NSFW like it is on here but this way I hope to stay in touch with my friends, fam and fans. Show me some love on there if you like. Thank you Take care. myspace.com/ladyzelda

Morons What Else Can I Say.
Morons, what else can I say.. My ex is a dipshit that can't get a life.. comes on here and buys my so called friends.. then when I shout them to explain things to them, the don't reply.. HMMM makes me wonder what kind of lies the abusive asshole is spreading about me.. I already have a few that no longer talk to me since I kicked his ass out for hitting me and other shit.. People don't wanna believe me when I say what really happened.. Thats on them.. But when it happens to them, I hope they do not expect my sympathy.. They for damn sure will not get it.. I hate liars and fakes.. And now I am coming to see who is really and truly my friends on here.. everyone else, can go fuck off and remove themselves from my list id they don't like what I have to say.. and if they wanna associate with him.. so be it, but I will go through my friends at some point and if ur friends with him, YOU WILL BE GONE... I am not playing games.. He has already told enough lies about me that I am done with it..

How To Handle Jealousy
Many people feel jealous from time to time. Jealousy is easy to deal with, once you understand what it's teaching you. Here are some pointers on working through your emotions and feelings of jealousy. 1. Understand the emotions. Jealousy is a combination of fear and anger: fear of losing something and anger that someone is "moving in on" something that you feel belongs only to you. 2. Allow yourself to actually 'feel' emotions in a healthy way. When you start feeling jealous, ask yourself: Is it more fear-based or more anger-based? Recognize which part of your body is being affected. If you feel a dropping or clutching sensation in your stomach, it’s probably fear. If you feel a burning, tight sensation in your shoulders and jaw, then you’re likely feeling anger. You might also feel a combination of those sensations. 3. Communicate your feelings. Sharing your true feelings with someone without blaming them can create a deep sense of connection between the two of you

More Blitzkid Lyrics "dying Day"
"Tonight the reaper mows for me In the grip of suicide Cold steel rests upon my flesh Running red drips from the blade My time is drawing near Salvation comes so swiftly Forever to be laid to rest embrace my past for the dying day (chorus) Remember me Think of me as you dream I kiss the sorrow of your soul And pray to god my soul to keep... Death’s specter looming close the plug is pulled from machines Breath escaping from my chest The end’s a heartbeat away My time is drawing near salvation comes so swiftly forever to be laid to rest Embrace the past for the dying day (chorus) (repeat chorus) We tried-oh how we tried Blame rests on hands of mine No place left for me inside Released from the demons on the day I died . . ." this is a lot closer to how i'm feeling right now

Done
What I found in you was acceptance. In my heart that not only just loved you , but loved you more than me. Goodbye doesn't speak to the feelings. I'm sorry doesn't soothe away the pain. My heart misjudged the woman that I felt you were. Now I must find a way to say goodbye to the woman that never really spoke real love to it...E.D.M.L.

My Life
it was a dark night like I have never seen befor cloud's filled the skyhiding the moon awayas I walked through forest fog covering the ground all at oncei hurd a nouse. I stoped in my track's turned to look couldn't see any thing and did hear the nouse I thoght I hurd all I could see is the darkness around me. Haveing feeling that i was being watchedunable to see.I toke a step or 2 and hurd it again sounded even closer then befor so I stoped again. Nouthing but a feeling like I was being watched. All I could see is the darkness that was around me all the sound's where gone with all the silince felt like I was being stalked. Like I was a nice dinner or maybe a snack. Then it sounded like somthing was right behind me. The last thing I rember was opening my eye's unsure where I was or even what place i was in and it had seemed tat i have gottin away from the darkness that almost had me. as I open my eye's a little more i could see very little just some crack's in the wall's or maybe in t

If You Will Be My Eyes.
If you will be my eyes, I will be you tears Warming your cheeks, calming your fears If you will be my heart, I will be your beat Working all time, to give you your heat If you will be my lips, I will be your kiss Dreaming about, the old time we missed If you will be my wish, I will be your star So I can give you, your hope from far If you will be my love, I will just be me No greater thing, I can offer you to be

Jealousy
Jealousy is an ugly thing it makes you accuse someone for unseen things. It makes someone green with envy and that can be an ugly thing when Jealousy makes you say hurtful things Jealousy has hurt many friendships and relationships all for what a person precieves or think they see. Lets look at the meaning of jealousy: Jealousy typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. Jealousy often contains a mixture of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. While jealousy and envy are similar, they differ in that jealousy is about something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy is about something one does not have and either wants to acquire or to prevent another from getting. Jealousy is a passion, focusing his definition on the effects of jealousy, which “frequently get out of control” (Goldie, 2000, p. 229). It is a common observa

Frog Revenge...sorta....lmao!
There was a 12 year old boy walking down the sidewalk dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He walked up to a house of ill repute and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the young boy and asked what he wanted. He said, 'I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money and I'm not leaving until I do.' The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, 'Do any of the girls have any diseases?' The Madam said no, but the boy replied, 'Well, I heard some men talking about having to get shots after making it with Amber. So THAT'S the girl I want!' Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money

Forbiden Love!
Seeing you with those eyes don't seem I deserve How can this beauty of yours, be preserved A lovely fairy tale, your eyes always speak The shyness of your heart always shown on your cheeks How can beauty such this, in one person reside My feelings are so intense I can feel them collide But the mouth cannot say such words for you A deep pathway separate us the two I wish Romeo was here to make him shy The beauty I see, just make me fly My words for you are carefully chosen So it seem my feelings are actually frozen It is hard that you seek sometimes to hide Because it is forbidden for me to take your side But I think life have more to offer you and me I think if I want it hard enough I believe it will be Remember to never let go a dream in your heart You have to work for it sometimes very hard I know I want you, I wanted from long ago You were taken so my words wouldn't show But now, the chance I have, my heart can see It is time to unleash what I feel

Crescent Star Love
Crescent coat that you wear Till death that you had swear Thickness that is not easily tear Caution and always prepared Promises we had declared Feelings we had shared Extreme extend, to be a pair Secret bonds, publicly unaware The world has been unfair Judging with cold stares A love that is rare Leaving only a messy affair Bloodsheds placed everywhere Leaving me hopeless and despair Nightmare couldn't even compare Crimson dust fills the air Wearing my star coat with six pockets I still hold on your heirloom locket Would you cover me up with a jacket And take me away to another planet?

Battlegrounds
I fear I dream I scream I see the faces of those that race to rush me to my demise. They are gonna get me or will I escape this time? I can fight I am brave I bleed Protective of the ones I love and hold dear. We are in this together, my brothers & I. Trained for this battleground with experience alone. On the peaceful nights, I look up to the sky seeking an answer or a sign. Is God out there? Watching over me... us? The battle starts again suddenly. Defenses up & we are ready. We are growing Learning as we go Together we survive. Each day is new with lessons learned. Life Death We respect and fear Life for the unknowns in it Death for its permanency. We are told there is peace in death, but is there? I am a soldier on a different battleground. No, I didn't volunteer for this. Never asked or wanted it. We fight a different battle with the same message. I would trade battlefields in an instant. To experience this all for a purpose.

Poisoned Kiss
The nighttime pleasure Of the moon Can give way to Certain doom A single kiss Is all it takes Then the passion Soon awakes Centuries of shadows Try to hide Smelling the fear Before you died Poisoned kiss Has stung again Taking you where You might have been

The Average American
The Average American A recent study conducted by Harvard University found that the average American walks about 900 miles a year. Another study by the American Medical Association found that Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of alcohol a year. This means, on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon. Kind Of Makes Me Proud To Be An America

Forever - Part 3
And no murmur of a voice to say "I love you" and "good night" Yes, if eternity has to offer a way to prolong this pain I feel as if a dying flower, waiting for the rain sorry - it is raining, no pouring to be exact - forever seems to have taken it's toll not in heart but mind oh well who lives forever since it's our love that stands the test of time so for you my life and love, for you I will always wait and if eternity wants me to wait forever to see your darling face forever is how long I suppose it shall take forever is a long time darling but you are well worth the wait.

Forever - Part 2
I've been waiting quite some time now I forgive you for your lies since you see you are not here to help me wipe my eyes will I have to wait a while, remember my heart is weak, but for you my heart will beat like the chimes in the wind but time it is the reason I wait and a while it has been a while more I shall wait, no more tears shall wet my cheek my lips will never tremble at the thought of your haunted kiss and my heart will beat for someone no, it will beat for it is you that I do miss shall I ponder a while longer making this eternity last patiently for me you wait I'm sorry if you miss the fullness I know I do, the empty and loneliness is not hard to miss but even though I'm lonely and have no arms to hug me tight,

Forever - Part 1
The memories have gathered like cobwebs In the corners of my mind Sending unpleasant shivers to the trenches inside mine This gilded cage has rusted shut protecting my weakened heart Bathed in shadow and standing still Is it forever that I must wait? I awoke from my bete-noir silence came too soon Silence is a lonely thing, since with out light, it is silence that sings and comforts the dark, sounding forlorn while it rings Stepping out into the light, darkness suddenly takes wing, I left my peace and comfort with the silence and gilded thing I did this for us, but now it is only me. Revealing the tears you knew I'd weep, I cannot see into the becoming gloom, I cannot see your face I am lost without you, I cannot live with out you, and without your strong embrace You promised me you'd be there, when I slept and soon would wake, I've been crying for a while now, trickling at first, now the rain has come, though it's you that makes it pour.

From A Guys Point Of View: Saw This And Thought.....amen!!!
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Living Will
Last night my girlfriend and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.

Trapped Within Your Violent Dreams
Trapped within your violent dreams Unheard voices from my silent scream Nightmare tickets couldn't be redeemed Insanity being pushed to the extreme Melancholy twist of euphoric surprise No souls listening to my hidden cries Sweet promises tangled in your lies Debt mounting, unable to pay the price Waking up to bitter taste of reality Life hanging on uncertain destiny Expired drugs provides no remedy Angels unable to lift me from gravity Tormented to the edge of the seat Enslaved producing unwanted seed Useless repetitions of endless plead If only you'd let me go, then I'd be complete

The Fat Disease
Being fat is an epidemic in the US so they say. But they never take the time to show one other side of the coin. I have Cushings Syndrome. Its the "fat disease". My body makes a chemical which is absorbed into the thyroid and caused me to gain weight at an unimaginable rate. You also get this hump on your back right below the neck. I gained 200 lbs in 6 months. And they thought I was just over eating. I had not changed my eating habits in that time. I did try to change things like going vegetarian for awhile to no avail. Millions suffer from it and most are undiagnosed. There is treatment for it but it is mostly a diet and some thyroid meds. After I divorced in 2000 I went into therapy cuz of the divorce and started working on losing the weight. I lost 150 lbs in a year and a half but it doesnt appear anymore will come off. The moral of this blog is, maybe, just maybe some of those people the skinny people make fun of cuz of their weight may just have no co

Imagine Me There
Imagine me there as you close your eyes I’m gliding my hand between your thighs I unzip your pants, and take off your shirt You unsnap my bra, and take off my skirt Kissing you soft down to your tip In and out, “May I have a sip?” A precious swallow of your dripping lust In and out, can I make you bust? To feel your pleasure down my throat In and out, make me choke! Teasing my tongue across your love Passed my lips, again I shove Pushing your trust out and in Coat my throat once again! My sweet cream fills, as you gush Between my legs I’ve turned to mush You push me down and beg to lead I lie on my back and act naive You grip my sides and hold them tight Resist your appetite with all your might Feel the heat between my hips Slide your tongue between my lips Massage my clit and make me drip Glide your finger and let it slip Between my legs, but back a bit Soft and slow so it will fit “Oh shit, Daddy…” you’re ‘bout to taste My seductive pleasure down your face

Moving On
Have you ever known you had to let go of something, but just could not bring yourself to do it? I know that it won't ever be the same, and I realize that letting go and giving up is the best thing to do, I just can't seem to. Honestly, I think I'm more upset at myself for not being able to forget about the situation than the situation itself. In the past I have never had problems with just dropping something and starting over, or forgetting someone and cutting my losses so to speak. I guess as we get older things start to mean more to us. All things change, nothing can stay the same. It's the drastic changes that get us, if it's subtle, we adapt quickly, like a frog in a pot of slowly boiling water. I didn't get the curtesy slow increase, I got the dumped in the stew kettle. Oh well.

Putting Your Affairs In Order
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order. The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. ? 'Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well.? In this case, things aren't well.? I have cancer.? Let's head to the club and have a martini. After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of? the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.' The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma,? I thought you said you were dyi

I Miss Her More Than I Can Ever Say
Each night when I fall asleep I find myself looking in your eyes Every hour of every day you seem to find your way into my mind I know that I must move ahead but the past is hard to leave behind Getting over losing you is gonna take some time I never thought I’d see the day you’d come to me telling me goodbye It may have been easier if you had given me a reason why Right now there is an empty place the shape of you within this heart of mine. Getting over losing you, Is gonna take some time.

Irs
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor was surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, Which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' Now the auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with Gra

Perfecting The Art Of Multi-tasking..lol
Wazzzzuuup people..lol To all my sexy female friends, just curious as to know how you guys are so good at multi-tasking, while we men surely suck at it..lol. Any thoughts on this would be greatly appreciated ladies. Oh and don't mind me. I'm just bored as hell and drowning my self in a bottle as we speak..lol BOOOOOYYYAAAHHH..... By the way I hope everybody's night is going great..lol

The Beautiful Angel
Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears As autumn's cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach A whispered supplication, alone, these barriers I cannot breach A gent

Dark Greetings
From the dark of the night I hear, Your call as you draw near. I open the window and await, The arrival of my dark mate. Yours is the beauty of the night, I'm just a moth trapped by your light. I want you as my dark wife, and for that I gladly sacrifice my life. Into my neck your fangs you sink, And of my blood you deeply drink, As you take what you need to live, Your own blood to me you freely give. When the last human in me does expire, and into darkness I am born Vampire. Children of the night we'll be, You, My love and me. With hunger for the blood we need, Together we will hunt and feed. For our own selfish sake, The life's of innocents we must take. And when in Tomb from daylight we do hide, I will lie contented at your side. and with a shroud used as a cover, I'll lay down with my DARK LOVER.

Blitzkid- Carve Out A Heart
I've cut too deep this time, now there is no chance left For all this blood to dry, enshrined, your picture, in my red Such a sick elegance, I've found there in your eyes It takes too long for regret, to be soothed by my knife (chorus) And I'll wait for you and I'll be fine, and slash at my pain with pride I'll let you tell me lies, alone-and carve out a heart to cry Quiet seems so loud today, and I'd beg for one last kiss Now mis'ry's so misplaced, it has to be like this? You were my one true end, as I sit here in disgrace My wounds shall bleed again, and this flesh will bare your name. And I'll wait for you and I'll be fine, and slash at my pain with pride I'll let you tell me lies, alone-and carve out a heart to cry And I'll wait for you and I'll be fine, and slash at my pain with pride I'll let you tell me lies, alone-and carve out a heart to cry (repeat chorus) And carve out a heart to cry....(x5) kind of what i feel like right now

The Famous "sushi Pants" Story
The Famous "Sushi Pants" Story (Printer Friendly Version) I used to think that Red Bull was the most destructive invention of the past 50 years. I was wrong. Red Bull has been usurped by the portable alcohol breathalyzer. The same device that cops have been using for 10 years to conduct field sobriety tests is now offered by the Sharper Image for $99. It is the size and shape of a small cell phone with a clear round tube sticking up from the top, almost like an antenna. One blows into the tube, and a few seconds later a Blood Alcohol Content (BAC) reading is given. Though not as accurate as a blood test, they are accurate to within .01, which is good enough for my purposes. I was living in Boca Raton, Florida, when I bought one to take out with me on a Saturday night. This is the story: 9:00pm: Arrive at the restaurant. I am the first one of the group there, even though our reservations are for 9pm. The restaurant is crowded full of the abysmal type of people that infest So

What I Am
I am a Vampire. I worship my ego and I worship my life, for I am the only God that is. I am proud that I am a predatory animal and I honor my animal instincts. I exalt my rational mind and hold no belief that is in defiance of reason. I recognize the difference between the worlds of truth and fantasy. I acknowledge the fact that survival is the highest law. I acknowledge the Powers of Darkness to be hidden natural laws through which I work my magic. I know that my beliefs in Ritual are fantasy but the magic is real, and I respect and acknowledge the results of my magic. I realize there is no heaven as there is no hell, and I view death as the destroyer of life. Therefore I will make the most of life here and now. I am a Vampire. Bow down before me.

Surgery!!!!
WELL I'M DONE WITH THE SHOTS IN MY BACK. I WENT TO THE ORTHOPEDIC DOCTOR TODAY AND I AM OUT OF WORK AGAIN. I HAVE TO CALL THE SURGEN TOMORROW TO MAKE AN APT TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT SURGERY AND TO GET A DATE FOR THE SURGERY....WHEN I GET THE GIST OF WHAT WILL GO ON I WILL UPDATE MY BLOG AND ADD IT IN....TTFN!

My Dream
My dreams are filled with him night after night, Embracing him in my thoughts with all my might. When the sun awakes me to the reality of the day, My eyes open, only to have him slip away. I try to close them for as long as I can, The force of the light is too strong to withstand. The darkness brings him to me, if just for a short time, Flicking images of him fill every corner of my mind. How I suffer in the sun’s golden light, The days are unbearable until the return of night. Bring back the night it relieves my pain, I curse the light and its power that makes me insane. I can never resist the strength of his kiss, He takes his fill and gives me my every wish. It’s the dark that fills me with anticipation, He takes me to the time of his creation. How can I put out the sun to shine no more? Would it prove he exists, not just lore? I Know he’s real, I just have to close my eyes, I can smell his sent on me; it’s not a lie. O my god please bring me

I Lost My Bff..he Was The Only One..
Curt@ fubar Thank U Curt for offering sympathy & working on pics for me...U are an amazing friend on fubar, but when REAL life hit u were a REAL friend....Plzzz show him love. A good Friend all around!!!

It's Soooo Cold!!
Omg it's sooooo cold outside it's - 13 degrees outside with a -25 degree wind chill.. I hate cold weather so much. Allie and I are just hanging around my house doing pretty much nothing. Hmm I think Allie already fell asleep, she is such a party pooper ughh..I'm so freaking bored... There is nothing to do but watch tv or a movie :-/ My back hurts really bad.. I'm so glad I'm off tomorrow. I'm hoping we're still getting our puppy tomorrow.. The lady is being really flakey though. She hasn't responded to our e-mails about meeting with her and the dog. I'm getting really frustrated because I just wish we had the dog already, we were approved for it now we're just waiting and waiting... Well for anyone who read this it was probably a waste of your time haha.. It wasn't too exciting hahaha

Video Games = Meth (old, 2007)
Nev. Couple Blame Internet for Neglect Sunday, July 15, 2007 RENO, Nev. — A couple who authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing "Dungeons & Dragons" series, to give their children proper care. "They had food; they just chose not to give it to the

The Journey Of Frienship ~ty Tj~
The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anything in common and hear their words as they speak. They soon realize that they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves. The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obstacles for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are. In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning their backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you. It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or tur

Friends
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. The most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. The richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~ might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.'

Woman Threw Baby At Officer (2007, Old)
Police: Woman Threw Baby At Officer Police Say Mother Threw Baby 5 Feet POSTED: 3:31 pm MDT September 18, 2007 UPDATED: 5:13 pm MDT September 18, 2007 Woman Accused Of Throwing Baby According to court documents, officers entered the home of Evelyn Doninger, 23, of North East, Md., after smelling a strong odor of marijuana. Inside the home, police noticed a hand-rolled cigarette, a bag of marijuana, and other drug paraphernalia. Two men were inside with Doninger and her children. Officers attempted to arrest Doninger, when she became "incredibly irate," stood up from a chair and threw her 6-month-old at least 5 feet at one of the troopers, police said. The child struck the trooper's chest and he caught the baby just before it hit the floor. Doninger then shoved the trooper, striking both him and the baby. The 6-month-old was not seriously injured. Doninger was released from jail and faces eight different child abuse and drug charges.

Children Taken From Parents Who Wanted 'hitler' Cake
The Associated Press Published: January 14, 2009 Previous: Parents Ordered 'Hitler' Cake HOLLAND TOWNSHIP, N.J. - Three New Jersey siblings whose names have Nazi connotations have been placed in state custody, police said. The children, ranging in age from 3 to under 1, were removed from their home Friday. They drew attention last month when a supermarket bakery refused to put the name of the oldest — Adolf Hitler Campbell — on a birthday cake. State workers didn't tell police why the children were taken, police Sgt. John Harris said. A spokeswoman for the state Division of Youth and Family Services, Kate Bernyk, said she would not comment on any specific case, but she said the state would not remove children from a home simply because of their names. A family court hearing is scheduled for Thursday. Court officials said the matter is sealed and they could not release information about what might be decided at the hearing. The other two children, both girls, are

We Are Hiring Sales Reps!
If anyone is looking for extra cash drop me a line. We are currently hiring online sales reps. Pagan Man is launching its sales subscription positions and would like you to be part of our team. Can be easily worked along side your present employment. “Nice little earner”… No sales experience, well don’t worry. Below is a brief outline as to what it’s about and how you can make money. Subscription Sales The cost per yearly subscription is $49.95. For each yearly subscription you sell you make $14.98 Pagan Man Publications Pagan Man Publications is an online Adult Magazine publisher, providing high quality content to the adult market, replacing the need for printed top shelf magazines. Pagan Man Publishing has released its first publication, Pagan Man, in conjunction with Hustler & Dennis Publications International Based Sales: Subscription (full time/part-time) The first of a new generation of sales, delivering targeted lead generation and sales for

Arn Money And Be In Our Next Issue!
Hi Everyone! We love FUBAR so we wanna include some FUBAR girls in each monthly issue of www.paganman.com sooooo...... We are looking for girls who want to be featured in our magazine. All you have to do is supply 2-4 high quality digital photos of your sexy ass self and a link to your profile. What we will do is put you in an upcoming issue and link it to your FUBAR profile. Its a chance to show off and make some new friends. If that wasn't enough we sign you up with a nice little link that you can send to all your friends here and elsewhere. When someone checks us out through your link you get $14.95 for each new subscriber to our magazine. Its pretty simple! Drop me a line or check out www.paganman.com Cheers, Vlad

Pot O' Gold Contest
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I Know Who Killed Me...
Yeah, I finally decided to watch it. It WAS pretty horrid. But I dont think Lohan did a bad job because she's a bad actress, I think she did a bad job because it was poorly written. The other actors in it were JUST as bad, but Lohans the only one that got crap about it. I think the story could have been better, I know its a remake of some sort, Did anyone else see this? Am I the only one that was completely lost by the ending?

Goal For The Year
Well now that my birthday is coming up and I believe I have done enough lazy time I have decided to lose some weight. My goal is to lose fifety pounds. I have started excercising and watching what I eat. It has not been easy and it is very challenging but I am determine to lose the weight.

Earn Money And Be In Our Next Issue!
Hi Everyone! I love FUBAR so I am sharing I wanna include some FUBAR girls in each monthly issue of www.paganman.com sooooo...... I am looking for girls who want to be featured in our magazine. All you have to do is supply 2-4 high quality digital photos of your sexy ass self and a link to your profile. What we will do is put you in an upcoming issue and link it to your FUBAR profile. Its a chance to show off and make some new friends. If that wasn't enough we sign you up with a nice little link that you can send to all your friends here and elsewhere. When someone checks us out through your link you get $14.95 for each new subscriber to our magazine. Its pretty simple! Drop me a line or check out www.paganman.com Cheers, Vlad

A Joint Work By Sweethotmomma1968 & Bloodsin09
I watch in the pale moonlight as she slowly removes her clothes Her skin so pale and white softer than the petals of a rose She stands and let's me admire as the cool breeze blows through her golden hair To not pull her close would just seem so unfair I stare into her eyes, so innocent and blue Holding her within my arms feeling her love so true she gently caresses me and smiles the love in her eyes makes it all worth while so sweet and gentle her touch there is no doubt why I love her so much I know now that she is only a dream I know this and I want to scream I lay awake my body in shiver Waiting for the pain to be delivered Holding the blade in trembling hand prepared to make it but Just then the phone rang I never had the nerve to make the final cut

Men Are So Bitchy........
You know you here men all the time referring to us women as bitches, saying that all we do is bitch. But come on and gimmie a fucking break. All my fucking husband does is bitch all the time. I get so sick of hearing it. Its always something I swear I think men have periods. Its like can't you just be fucking happy for one fucking day. Then you go to talk to them and its like literally talking to the wall.....

Gfr 33
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Big Rock Candy Mountains
Catherine Britt, Big Rock Candy Mountains Tabs/Chords Looking for Catherine Britt Lyrics? Browse alphabet (above). Artist: Britt Catherine Song: Big Rock Candy Mountains Catherine Britt Sheet Music Catherine Britt CDs CAPO I A One evening as the sun went down, E A and the jungle fires were burning, Down the track came a ho-bo hiking. E A He said "Boys I'm not turning. D A I'm head-ed for a land that's D A D A E far away beside the crystal fountains. A So come with me we’ll go and see E A the Big Rock Candy Mountains. A In the Big Rock Candy Mountains there’s a D A D land that’s fair and bright, where the hand- A E Outs grow on bushes and you sleep out every night. A Where the box-cars all are em

Yo Ho Yo Ho!!
[Capo 3] Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot Drink up me 'earties, yo ho / D GD DA D / Bm F#m / / G D / E A / Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We kindle and char, inflame and ignite Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We burn up the city, we're really a fright Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We're rascals, scoundrels, villains, and knaves Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We're beggars and blighters, ne'er-do-well cads Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Aye, but we're loved by our mommies and dads Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me

Denny's 2009
So my first week back to work since i took my maternity leave in March, wow my new job is great i never thought working in a brand new restruant for Denny's could ever be as much fun as I've had this week! It's wonderful I am so happy and you can't even imagine! It feels so great to get to go back to work!!!

Music: Update On Tonight
...first I'd like to say I am thankful for Buck and Barbra for letting me stay for the night and for the food ---yummy...btw, I enjoyed the morning breakfast..,tonight was one truely awesome night...I feel my talent is now embracing---played at 7:30, three numbers; my amp settings: pick-up/wah: blackface amp/cabinet modeling: Boutique reverb: ... noise gate: 52 when I did the cadenza, I put the pick-up/wah on bo (Boutique Wah) at o3... I felt relaxed playing tonight---for the first time, I was first up to play ...I knew I felt the fire---the sound was fire coming from those huge Marsahll amps, heads and cabs. I now feel content that I have embraced and enveloped neoclassical....we left a little after 9 and had our late dinner at Bucks and Barbra's...thanks for letting me use the laptop you guys---everytime I've been to Tenn. only twice did I get the laptop... play hard, play with fire

Addendum
ok so i decided to add another one since its been several days and i still dont have an answer to my garage load of unanswered questions. i used to work, i enjoyed my job, take that back i loved my job. i worked with blind and multi handicapped children and i enjoyed every minute. even with all the scratches, pinching, biting, and hitting. i had a kid come at me with a pair of scissors, ive had a brick thrown at my head, and had to deal with the whole politics and ethics of a state job. it was more politics and light on ethics when it came to the hierarchy of working for the state. i felt belittled, and unappriciated, but then again what boss do you know that actually listens to their employees who know a hell of a lot more than the stuffed shirt and tie of a jerk they put in the leadership role. these people had never been down in the trenches, the only time they ever dealt with one of the kids was when they were being recognized for something. the whole point being i loved my j

Who Wants An Iphone Or Money!
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Çåråbë££å Wants To Level Before Her B-day
ÇåråBë££å@ fubar PLEASE HELP ME TO GODFATHER(GODMOMMA) BY THE TIME MY BIRTHDAY ROLLS AROUND WHICH IS JANUARY 29TH. ANYONE WHO SHOWS THE TRU FU LOVE WILL GET THE FULOVE BACK.. I DONT HAVE FUBUCKS OR BLING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO GIVE.. SO IM HOPING ALL MY FU FRIENDS COME THREW FOR ME & HELP ME GET TO GODFATHER... TY

Come And Join Me On Imvu
Ive been on imvu awhile and just started going back on if your looking for a Fun new way to IM this is it. They Have THere Own online adult community Example you avatar can have dare i say SEX! and so much more so come join me now for alittle Fun I'mLightsAngelon

Bored..done A Questionaire
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69 Do you like it rough or sensual?: both Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite How often do you like to have sex?: 3 to 4 x week Is sex a top priority for you?: no, but I like it Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: I don't How do you feel about one night stands?: not my style How many one night stands have you had?: none What's your favorite position?: like them all Where's your favorite place to have sex?: public Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: love Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 30-minutes Do you get off first or do they?: equal Do you like kissing during sex?: most definately Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: yes.. middle range Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: verbal but not

Christmas Is Over (i Wish The Snow Was Too)
OK just a little update I am still alive. Still dealing with the pain & suffering with my right hip (and my tail bone - years ago I fell down the stairs at my parents home getting worse I guess) I can't sit for long periods of time. It's been worse the past few weeks because of the cold we have been in the single digits and below zero for highs. Electic has not been stable (when is it) at least so far it has frozen the water pipes or the gas line. My youngest is stuck at my parents for the time being. He so wanted to come home I went out to shovel the sidewalk and clean the car off and my mom called on the cell with a road condition report she got from my brother as he works in Elkhart, IN and had just gotten home to feed and water the steers at my parents (just 2) and then he has 2 llama's a pony, 4 goats and chickens to tend to by his place. It was getting dark when he decided he wanted to come home (mom and I were hoping he'd decide to stay there because of the cold so I

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Trying To Find A Vehicle
Grrrrrrr trying to find a vehicle can be so aggrevateing , always hit and miss hit and miss, u can't ever tell the sheep from the wolves.... I hate that i wish that this world was not such dog eat dog and more people car about each other and being honest . It really sucks and makes it hard to find a dependable vehicle, and that is exactly what i have to have , a dependable vehicle , i have two kids and the vehicle has to being able to get my husband to and from work and now there are so many people out there so quick to sell u a lemon even after u tell them that it sucks..............

My Opinions On Fubar And The People On It
I have been on fubar for a few months now and all I continue to see are women with NSFW pics asking that men spend actual cash on them to see thier pics. Since when did fubar become an escort service? I am so tired of the so called "hotties" on here asking or begging for cash to be spent on them just so you might get to see them naked. I for one WILL NOT spend real cash on any woman on this site. I believe that if you put naked pics up then you should figure that men will want to see them and should at least make it to where they can get a view if they want. I am not saying that everyone should be able to view them but damn, at least be realistic when it comes to the price you ask for. You should have a figure in fubucks to see if guys don't want to spend real cash considering the economy of the country right now. I know I will catch flack over this blog but I don't give a damn, its my opinion and I am entitled to it. If you are on my friends list and this offends you then GTFO my list

Family
well there are going to be issues coming with my kids, so to be on the safe side pretty much all my pics are in my family only, removed, or closed to me only til these things are over, the kids are more important to me than anything and after i start this fire he is going to try to make it bigger. I have to protect the kids. if you have questions you can ask either inkman876 or davideld, both are in my family. i talk to them and they know the full story. love everyone, i will still be getting on fu from time to time but i have to keep my pics hidden.

What Day Is It?
ok so i think i have pretty much ran the gammet here with my share of fuck overs, ive gtten it hard in the ass and couldnt even enjoy it. it seems if you put yourself out there for just having fun that the guys crawl out of the woodwork. where were these guys before i got married? i probably wouldnt be in this situation. i really love the fact that its getting almost socially exceptable to be a "bbw" in todays society. when i was growing up i went through the whole bully and teasing thing. i can remember the comments that were made like when i would walk by someone and i would hear the laughing and gigling, or the oink oink noise, or my personal favorite would be "brace yourself people its not an earthquake its just elaina walking around. i can still remember the face of the bully i most feared in school. i had to ride the bus with this girl everyday of my middle school career. i was terrified to get on the bus for the fact of hearing her say when we get off the bus im so gonna

Pot O' Gold - Win Your Friend Some Bux
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Because, Really, It's Not That Difficult!
Chizzled Pink Princess is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? ღ Chizzled Pink Princess@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? LOL! PLEASE REPOST!!!! ¢´ Chelsea.Smile ¢´ FuGF of Ruby ¢¾@ fubar Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean

Forbidden
A moment untouched by sunlight. Forsaken dreams in darkness that never see the light of day. Moments unspoken,breathless,tasteless,forbidden fantasies kept in secrecy. Tainted kisses,lustful hearts beating to a song only heard by ears of the dark world. Caresses felt, hands unseen,lips kissed by moments of sin. A moment of ectasy,two souls becoming one.

Home Sweet Home !
Well, I am once again back in Mobile for damn near a week ! Woo Hoo ! I get close to another wek with Rebecca and tonight is really relaxing for the most part. She is on one side of the room occupied with her music and laptop and I am on the other ide of the room doing the same. We hae a fire going and it is comfortable and I could not ask for a better environment. This is just one of the ways we spend time together and chill out. One thing I can honestly say is that we are both addicted to our computers and our music. So, I didn't tell her I was on the way back home from Arkansas yesturday till I walked in the hose and suprised her. She was happy as usual to see me like she always is. We spent an amazing nigt together last night. I won't go into the details....Awwwwwwww....I know. Sorry. Ever day and night I spend with her is better and better. I meet a new Becca every day and each one is better and better each time. We still learn so much more about each other each day. I have never

Some Things About Me
I am Happy with my man. I am standing in as a step mom to his 2 daughters. In which they love me as much as their dad does. I love being with them (all 3 of them) almost as much as I love being with my own kids. I don't get to see my kids that often and it feels great having his daughters around. Honestly it is helping me get back into the swing of things for when I do get my kids back. I am working on my bachelor's degree in business specializing in accounting. I just recently finished my AAS in business administration and accounting and I am so proud that I did it. Now I know the work is getting hard in my bachelor's program and I get irritated with it but I know I can do it. I have pulled through a lot of stuff this is just something I have to pull through too. I have faith that I can do it and I am not going to give up trying.

Please Help
guys i am in a contest will u please help me out go to my page to my fam click on johnny go to his bling pack auction and leave comments on my pic i am trying to win a bling pack please help the love will be returned

What A Shit Hole !
Correct me if I am wrong but I was rather excited to be heading over to Arkansas for a week but was really upset with the trip up to North Little Rock Arkansas and when I got there it really wasn't much better. I expected scenery and beauty and all I encountered was flat cold dry climate and rather shitty mean people with a lousy fucking hotel to boot. That was in my last blog about the hotel. Not fun. So, I am back home now.

Mummer Photo Albums Cont.
thought it was only fair If I did my own personal photo album blog too dont say I never share what ... I didnt do it just a sample of me being an activist worst date EVER !! he had promised me to keep them private when I gave them to him well fine then Im gonna show his ...and trust me there was nothing SUPER about it

Friend Application
If Interested Answer and Send it to me in a Private Message! Thanx Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: Pubic Hair Style: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I li

Crystal
> > > > CryStaL ♥ She is always helping others out, and telling us all to rate everybody else...sooooooo SHE HAS TEH AUTO,s AND HH FRIDAY @ 7 pm FU TIME It is time for PAYBACK!! RAPE DIS BISSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHH!!!! ĈŔYŞŦĄŁ : Events are influenced by our very great desires.@ I DID NOT MAKE THIS BY MYSELF DAISY HELPED ME, I AM REPOSTING IT FROM A WEEK AGO

Pot O' Gold Contest
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Blow Job Revenge
Blow Job Revenge A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him.The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice. " So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue... salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys... smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks... this is OK. Finally he picks up t

Pentagon Suspends Munitions Delivery To Israel
source: huffingtonpost.com Quote: "The Pentagon has suspended the delivery of a shipload of munitions to Israel after international concern that it could be used by Israeli forces in Gaza...." Full story at huffingtonpost.com

Conservation!
I keep seeing these ads on TV telling us how we should conserve more and use less of pretty much everything! It occurs to me though that if if we simply had fewer children, that would do more to help save the planet and make life better than all the conservation and energy-efficient vehicles and homes combined! Conserving is all nice and good, but how about promoting the idea of having fewer children as well? Smaller more tightly knit families where the parents can "invest" more time, attention and resources in their kids would do wonders for our population and the planet in general IMO. Think about it! Why is it so politically incorrect to promote having fewer children? I get sick at my stomach every time I hear of a new mother who had 4 or 5 babies at once, or families with 5 or 6 children or more! To me that's just wrong. We each take up space and consume scarce resources in this world, there needs to be fewer of us and *we* need to be of high quality! Smaller families WOULD

If He Should Go
I live with a fear that most will never know The fear that one day soon I will have to let my soldier go Where will I be when I get that dreaded call? I pray to God, please, don't let his name end up on that wall. How long will I have to wait for him to come back to me? How many nights will I stare at that empty space next to me, the space where he should be. But he is a soldier and I am his girl He's given me his heart and he's become my world If he must go I will hide my tears with a smile and tell him I love him and will see him in awhile He will be far from me but never far from my heart We have a love not even a war can tear apart He is my soldier, the love of my life and one day I will be a proud army wife If he should be called to duty I will wait for him standing tall, for he is my soldier, my hero, after all

My Sweet Friends Here
I just want you all to know--my true sweet friends--that at times when others bash me and make me feel like leaving(which I came close to few times)-I need to remember my true friends and not let them ppl chase me off here--I care a great deal for my friends even tho we can never meet--I still have a HEART for you and care a great deal!! Some ppl say 'its just the internet"--but to me , its not--I care about you all!! I really do and wil do whatever I can to make you happy(within my power)--there are some that will always stay in my family , thats cause you have been very close in my heart!!. At times I wanna leave this place cause of mean ppl--but its the ppl close to me that keeps me here. I cant leave you!!! You are the one that keeps me here, makes me feel warm and wanted--why have some stranger throw you away from ppl that really care about you? Face it-youre stuck with me--now, who needs a beer???-LOL

My Grandpa's Granddaughter
I am standing up. Holding a carnation to put on your casket, My father's arms wrapped around me tight. Crying so hard, As I see them fold the flag. I look at your coffin one last time. I know it is the last time I will see you. I fall on my knees, I feel so alone. The sound of trumets in the background, Playing Taps for all to hear, 21 guns salute you and the tears stream down my face. I missed you then And I miss now. Wishing I could see you just one last time, To let you know just how much I loved you I am still your little granddaughter, Just all grown up. *Dedicated to my Grandpa Swedo who died from cancer on April 10, 2003* -Karen M Fotheringham

On The Lighter Side Of Obsession.......
You see that....that's you that is :-p She can be the scariest monster.....meh She had an horror of rooms she was tired you can't hide beat When I looked in her eyes they were blue but nobody home Well she could've been a killer if she didn't walk the way she do, and she do She opened strange doors that we'd never close again She began to wail jealousies scream Waiting at the lights know what I mean Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running scared Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running scared She asked me to stay and I stole her room She asked for my love and I gave her a dangerous mind Now she's stupid in the street and she can't socialise Well I love the little girl and I'll love her till the day she dies She wails Jimmy's guitar sound jealousies scream Waiting at the lights know what I mean Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running scared Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running sc

Internet Women (poem)
Internet Women Gina lives in Florida, Next to some Nicole Who's dating Eric With an artistic soul. Heather likes to gossip About some kinky Liz-- A real sexoholic, Who really likes to please. Ashley looks fantastic In her birthday suit-- Is it any wonder She is everyone's pursuit? Stephany is blogging About another ex, Giving tips to everyone On the joys of sex. Jenna is a lesbian-- Forget about her-- Better talk to Courtney Who'll make you purr. Pamela looks tasty For someone of sixteen-- Look for someone older If you know what I mean. Well endowed mothers With some racy pics Blog about literature And Realpolitik. Is it any wonder That I'm so shy?-- With so many choices, With so many lies. Maybe it is Nadja, Amber, Jill or Kate, To give me inspiration For another day. Jessica is dazzling, Kimberly's a star, Looking so sexy, Yet living so far. If I lived in Texas, Would you love me still? Would we still be kissing In bea

Accepting The Folded Flag
Accepting A Folded Flag This is the first time I watched them fold the flag. I stood in the comfort of my father's arms watching every precise movement of the honor guardsmen flanking the grave site as they lifted the flag from the casted and begun to fold it into a triangle. Their hands moved quickly to manipulate the fabric and smooth potential wrinkles, passing the thickening shape down the line of men, until all I could see were the bright white stars on the blue background. Then men were meticulous with their movements, careful not to let the scared banner touch the ground. The leader of the guard stepped forward to accept the finished triangle from the two men who gripped it so somberly at the end of the lines. He inspected the angles and tucked the loose end under the last fold to secure it. Then we walked slowly over to my mother hidden in symbolic black. Her eyes swollen and dark from the endless crying. She looked beautiful in spite of her overwhelming sadness, radiating s

Nco Vs Officer Work
Officers At Work A Lieutenant, a Major, and a Colonel were dining with the General in his quarters one evening. The conversation turned to sex and the Lieutenant stated that making love to your wife is 10% work and 90% fun. The Major disagreed and stated that he believed making love to your wife is 40% work and 60% fun. The Colonel then stated that they were both wrong and that the ratio is 80% work and 20% fun. They decided to put the matter to a young Sergeant. "Well, Sir," he began, "I think you are all dead wrong. It must be 100% fun." "Why do you say that?", asked the General. "Because," answered the young sergeant, "if it involved any work at all, you'd assign an enlisted person to do it for you."

Another "piece" From The Poet's Korna...
No Way Out?! By RennyWorks™ Like a lifer looking for his parole My sins have captured my soul Like a flash of light being lost in the Black Hole The hope of repentance mixed with too many "I'm sorry" Doesn't fare well for a man in control Like the fish floppin' in the boat knowing his days are close at hand I flounder through life from a little boy to now a grown man My life is like a checkerboard jumpin' around trying to be king and avoiding pitfalls of being captured in this mire, this mess, of flesh that I desire, Why can it not be like chess where I can deliberately plan my moves to maximize my best [by passing this test] God only knows I should read and study my Bible It is the fulcrum to the balance of my existence Instead I do the opposite and place myself in precarious positions becoming more and more liable When the very nature of my resolution is the allocution of my deeds, my sins, my transgression, and all could be avoided by the mere resistanc

Why Should I Stay ??????
I have heard that people on this site are so friendly, I don't believe it. I add you as a friend, I send you comments, buy you drinks, help you level up. I still have a hand full of comments, I am still sober. In fact I never hear from the people I have added as friends. I find it hard to be friendly to people who are in it for the ratings. If you are on my friends list and really don't want to get to know me better, please remove your self... I would rather have no friends than people that have accepted my friendship and want nothing to do with me. Can anyone give me a good reason to stay on this site that is full of fakes and phoneys......

Friends Requests
Just so every one knows, I am deleting friens who do not return the favors that other have given to you. I am not here to get the highest number of friends. I am here to meet genuine people and help out where I am needed. On another note I would like to thank my Fubar family members for helping me to level up to the point that I am now. Please remember to let me know wh any of your family/friends need the assistance that has been given to me and I will gladly help out as best I can. VIXXENN

Simple Man
I ain't nothing but a simple man Call me a redneck, I reckon that I am But there's things goin' on that make me mad down to the core I have to work like a dog to make ends meet There's crooked politicians and crime in the street And I'm madder than hell and I ain't gonna take it no more We tell our kids to just say no And then some panty waist judge lets a drug dealer go And he slaps him on the wrist and he turns him back out on the town Well, if I had my way with people sellin' dope I'd take a big tall tree and a short piece of rope And hang 'em up high and let 'em swing till the sun goes down Chorus: Well you know what's wrong with the world today People done gone and put their Bibles away There livin' by law of the jungle not the law of the land Well the good book says it, so I know it's the truth An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth You'd better watch where you go And remember where you've been That's the way I see it I'm a simple man Now, I'm the kind

Really Am Annoyed About Some Things
You know, it's pretty damn sad when your out on the roads and your girlfriend is driving, namely Kate and it's snowing, visability isn't good and we get followed home by some asshole who didn't like how she was driving which was 35mph from US 31 to East Silver Lake Rd. in (Grand Traverse County, Traverse City, MI) and followed us all the way into the park till we get past the mailbox and then the damn fucking pussy decides to turn around and take off like a bat out of hell! IF CERTAIN PEOPLE DON'T LIKE HOW MY GIRLFRIEND DRIVES IN WINTER WHEN SHE ISN'T USED TO IT COMING FROM CALIFORNIA, THEY CAN KISS MY ASS AND HERS BECAUSE BY ALL RIGHTS YOU HAVE AND SHOULD DRIVE SLOW WHEN THE ROADS ARE ICY AND IT'S SNOWING AND VISABILITY IS LOW TOO, IT'S BULLSHIT THAT PEOPLE HAVE TO DRIVE LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL AND PASS ILLEGALLY MIGHT I ADD IN A NO PASSING ZONE OR OVER A DOUBLE YELLOW LINE, ONE OF THESE DAYS, THERE IS GOING TO BE A TRAGIC CAR ACCIDENT WHETHER IT INVOLVES US OR NOT AND SOMEBODY MIGHT N

Dj Dimes @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Dimes is one of the newest DJs here at Gods Forsaken Radio. His favorite bands are Pantera, DamagePlan, HellYeah, Testament, and FFDP. He loves being a DJ because he loves metal, he loves sharing what he likes with others and discovering new bands. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Dimes @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

Hey Future Friends
hey well my name is tawny i am 22 and i am a lebian and proud of it!!!!! just foud this fubar so add me please. i like to do lots of things in my free time i like to play in the mudd and do whtever i can do in the out doors i am a people person and a socail butterfly well if i sound cool addd me thanks virgobaby

I Was Told To Do This.
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Spiteful LonerYou are 71% Rational, 29% Extroverted, 71% Brutal, and 43% Arrogant. You are the Spiteful Loner, the personality type that is most likely to go on a shooting rampage. In high school, you were probably that kid who wore all black and who sat alone in a corner of the lunch room, drawing pictures of dead babies. You are a rational person and tend to hold emotions in very low-esteem; not only that, but you are also rather introverted, meaning you probably bury any emotions you feel deep inside yourself, like all of the bodies in your backyard. Combine these traits with your dislike of others and your brutality, and it seems that you would be quite likely to shoot innocent people in a rampage. Most likely, you also have low self-esteem. Hell, I get low self-esteem just looking at you. This is only yet one more incentive to go on a shooting rampage, because you wouldn't care if you died as a result. Granted

Fan And Rate B4 Add? F-you If You Can't Return The Favor!
Ok this is a rant...I'm sick and tired of these stuck up bitches around here. You expect everyone to do all these things for you but you don't have the courtesy to return the favor. Just because you get more points receiving you greedy f*ckin wh*re, doesn't mean you shouldn't give. NEWS FLASH: You get points for rating and fanning back, it may be less but you get points. What does it take you to stop taking nude pictures of yourself just once to return the favor? I'm going to start deleting people who don't Fan and Rate me back when they ask me to do the same. Though I don't know why I bothered posting this, as those same idiots don't even know how to read. The population needs to question this more often so we can get these ungrateful sl*ts off the top lists and put actual people up there. These "I'm going to take everything and not give back" people are just as bad as the cam girl bots that pop up time to time around here.

Thought Of The Dat Jan 15, 2009
The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration

Damned Good Advice
OK, so anyone that knows me well, knows that I have a thing for movie quotes... lol Last night we watched The Women... buried somewhere in the middle of the movie as Meg Ryan and Bette Midler smoked a fatty was a tidbit of advice that just stuck with me.... "Let me give you Leah Miller's secret to life. Don't give a shit about anybody. Be selfish. Because once you ask yourself the question "what about me?" everything changes for the better. I mean after all, who ARE you? What do YOU want?"

For The Ladies
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of

I Screw Up The Great Things
Looking at all the happy couples across the world... I can't help but to wonder where I went wrong... Everyone so happy with that special person in their lives... Why Do I Screw Up The Great Things. I've had some great people come into my life... Pushing them away after "I got what I wanted"... Knowing that I didn't get what I wanted... Why Do I Screw Up The Great Things. I've never found what I wanted in one single woman... Until you came into my life... I guess it's like three different girls had what I wanted... Why Do I Screw Up The Great Things. I've tried so hard to show you I'm not like the rest... But it seem's that I'm trying when there's no point... I've wore my heart of my sleeve all my life... So I guess thats why, I Screw Up The Great Things.

Trying To Make Godmother
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Putting It All Out There!!!
OK SO THE FOLLOWING IS SOMETHING THAT WAS WRITTEN ABOUT ME BY SOMEONE THAT THINGS I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON...SHE IS ENTITLED TO HER OWN OPINION......HOWEVER I THINK SHE NEEDS TO RE-EVALUATE THOSE SHE TELLS ME IM JEALOUS OF!! ENJOY!!!! If most of you know me you will know me as a blunt person who calls it like i see it..., in the past months i have decided to zip my lips and watch more so then say anything to see who was real and who really was fake. Well i feel like i can no longer keep things zipped and i'm really about to explode with some of the knowledge i have...so yes it is time to shine some light on those self centered assholes and show people what they are really like...People i was once happy to call my friends, i now wonder why i wasted anytime on them and their lies...nonetheless i am going to give them the attention they are seeking and hopefully put them in the spotlight they so dearly wanna be in...Since i have been on fubar i get alot of people who love reading my bl

Bounty Has Auto,s
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Teenagers
My son is almost 13 and he doesn't get it. When I was a young man, I thought as long as I could imagine a problem going away or half-ass fixing it, no problem. That's what he thinks is the right thing to do. He doesn't understand how blessed he is. I didn't have two parents that took care of me. I didn't have new clothes and new things as quickly as I could say 'please'. I didn't have a parent who called school, went to school, reviewed my homework to make sure I did my best in school. My parents didn't go to college. My mother made a fraction even in today's dollars to what I make, so she hid the shame of welfare from us. At one time, we didn't even have a bathroom in our house. When computers, Atari, even a new typewriter came out, I didn't dare ask for one. I never learned to play an instrument. My mother rarely ever advised me about anything besides to stay out of trouble and if I got in it, she wasn't going to help me get out of it. We were poor, but we had love an

The Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' Life Is a Gift Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. B

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Happiness I Feel...
I rose above pain. Soared past clouds and through the treetops you could see me gliding past. I was at last alive. Free. Perfectly beautifully inexplicably free. I had waited so patiently standing vigilant over the next of my virtue and the anchor of my heart. And here is my joy. My grand reward and ultimate salvation. Higher and higher I would fly past even where the sky shines blue. In my wake, gorgeous trails of crimson trace my path across the sky. Off. Off into infinity I fly. Do you see it? Can you see me? All there in my eyes. See how they are frozen in that joyful moment forever? Blankly I stare in to eternity no longer capable of sorrow or pain. Impervious in fact. The smoke still warm rising from my mouth harkens of my liberation. Millimeters of steel and lead forged my bridge to sanctuary. - Fuck my birthday, forgive me for being wrought upon this world. Mordrid

What A Jerk
ok i left the site for a while and recently came back shocked account was still here... Was like cool lot of time on my hands to waste till i move home being im not job hunting here. meet this guy Styx who seemed cool enough at 1st. lived near my baby brother so made plans to meet as friends for a movie. few days before thibgs just didnt feel right so i decided not to drive up home changed my mind about just meeting a straner off here even if it was in public. Now i get home from my weekend trip and relize how right i wasnt to go u8p to tampa to meet him this girl he introduce me too starts telling me what a liar he is. ... long story shorter cause he's not worth my nails... last nyte he tells me im talking to ppl telling them i broke it off with him... 1- only one real life friend knew i was going to meet him, i didnt go talking about him to no one here so who would i have told. well he told me F off have a nice life.... ok so i think its all over with. LOL not i go around d

Can You Find Them
The Eye Test you are going to need glasses after this............. lol Can you find the B (there are 2 B's) RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once you've found the B Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1............... Find

Coffee Shop Crusifixion (short Story)
Her eyes flashed like lightning, shimmering with forgotten tears as her hands balled into fists. Her jaw clenched as he watched his hands twiddle on the table in front of him. I couldn’t hear his words, I had no idea whether the tears he was evoking were happy tears, sad tears, angry tears or any kind of tears – maybe they are just tears, but tears are always more than tears. He seems unable to take his eyes off his hands; I am reminded of when someone confesses to some horrible deed. Momentarily a flash of light danced across his angelic face, playing on the tracks of his tears like dancing specters. His mouth moves, a silent prayer and her answer – an inaudible torrent of what read as rage, maybe frustration. I smile to myself as the light of the candles on the table flash in her eyes; daggers aimed directly at his slowly, visually shattering heart. I can see the million little pieces glittering in his eyes, falling like stars – winking out as they splatter on the table top amidst

The Husband Store
The Husband Store A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, me

In Divinity's Eyes (poem)
Whispering secrets of long past wishes Dancing a forgotten, celestial macabre Glittering in lover’s captivated eyes Shimmering in secret, stolen kisses Dancing diamonds in a velvet black Dripping decadent from a garish night Showering dust when divinities collide Gifting wings only to requisition them back Goodnight, dear shimmering, shining light Goodbye sweet, sad, seductive sense Dancing a misbegotten, celestial macabre In horror, visions from a garish night.

For Renee, For Myself (short Story)
I cant tell if the girl in the mirror is me anymore, in this pit of bodies I don’t know that I care—just promise me one thing, promise me you wont forget me. The words seem so carefully careless as I read them to myself but I knew they were not, they were just the ramblings of some random girl that no one would remember. I felt the cold sliver of metal in my hand and watched the light glitter off its razor edge as tears prickled in my eyes but did not fall. They never fall, I hit bottom so fast that they just can’t keep up, and they never fall. Slowly, to prolong the pain of payment, I drag the metal edge up and down my forearm. Slowly the words that flash in my mind like violent rubies form in liquid guilt, filling the tears in my flesh. Now the tears came, one by one—tiny toy soldiers marching to battle back the rage. I leaned over my arm, cradling it painfully and wondering why I do this to myself. The pain clears my head; it makes the voices stop but is it really worth the silenc

What Is Wrong With The World Today
Is it me or has it seemed that people have just gone crazy. I can not turn on the news anymore with out hearing about somebody slartering people or animals, for no good reason. What has happened to peoples compasion life. Have we as hole become so desentized to those around us. I just saw on the new yesterday about people killing ducks and deer in a horrific way and just leaving the corpses lay. What about that can possibly bring enjoyment to a person. Can some one explain to me what is going on here. If this how things are now. I fear for my children, and how it will be for them when they are my age.

You Care Right?
I find it interesting and hilarious to see people spend so much time on being mean and hateful to eachother. I posted a mumm, http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=510817 today, and the theme of it was for attention AND to get 1 ratings just for shits and giggles. People who "don't care" obviously want me to know that they don't care... which means they do care in the slightest bit if nothing else, to tell me I'm someone who has absolutely nothing compared to this person. I thought that the downtrodden populous of the internet who loves to bash and berate others would jump easily on this bandwagon. How can someone determined to make everyone else's life miserable pass up an open invitation? I'm starting to see that these people who make it their online mission to verbally (textually) abuse others receive enjoyment in just being an ass. Although this may seem like an obvious conclusion, it's further enhanced with the results of inviting the behavior openly and receiving negative rem

Life
So I go from a good well reserved girl to a little naughty. Not sure how I am feeling about that but will figure it out in do time. I think it is cool how people look at my pics weather it is a great pic or a slightly naughty pic. I don't want anyone to get me wrong I love myself and I love my body. I just don't like to share it with others. I appreciate my loyal friends and I have a few special ones that I treasure. I am a fun person and I like when new people come in the lounge it becomes initiation and fun. Really though there are good people as well as bad but keep the ones close to you that mean something because they really can become real life friends.

Wow A Must Read
SEEMS SO MAY PEOPLE ARE SO CAUGHT UP IN THINGS THAT HAVE NO RELEVANCE WHATSOEVER IRL- TO ME ITS ALL SO PETTY AND I HAVE NO NEED FOR DRAMA IN MY LIFE..THIS SPOKE TO MY HEART TONIGHT..I STOLE THIS FROM A MUMM MADE BY WV REBEL AND HAD TO SHARE.... There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, m

Idiot Sighting
WOULD YOU BELIEVE THESE ALL HAPPENED FOR REAL!!!!!!! Be Careful Out There: IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two.' We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, 'You gave me too much money.' I said, 'Yes, I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back.' She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said 'We're sorry but they coul

Metallica - Hall Of Fame Bound!!!
(FROM METALLICA.COM) Cleveland REALLY Rocks! 1/14/2009 Check out the press conference here: http://www.fuse.tv/music/metallica. Wow . . . what a great way to start off 2009! We are beyond proud to let you know that we will indeed be inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in a ceremony held in Cleveland on April 4, 2009. As a refresher, it has to have been 25 years since your first record was released to be eligible and while it certainly doesn't feel like it's been that long, we hear that's the case! So here's the other cool part. For the first time in the 24 years that the Hall of Fame has been around, tickets to the ceremony will be available to YOU! The induction ceremony will be held at Public Hall in Cleveland, and if you're a member of the Hall of Fame and Museum, you can buy tickets in a pre-sale on January 22 and 23. There is a walk-up sale on Saturday, January 24 (that means you have to find your way to the box office at the Hall of Fame that day), and fi

Triple Dared Lmao
He must have been triple-dog dared By Times Staff | Thursday, January 15, 2009 | 22 comment(s) HAMMOND | A North Hammond boy learned a valuable lesson about tongues and freezing metal Tuesday night. Police were called to the 3900 block of Hohman Avenue shortly after 8:30 p.m. and found the 10-year-old with his tongue stuck to a streetlight pole. The Field Elementary School fourth-grader managed to mumble to police that a friend had dared him to lick the fixture. By the time an ambulance arrived, the boy had managed to yank himself away from the light pole, police said. Medics explained to the boy's mother, whom they described as "pretty upset," how to care for his bleeding tongue. "You'd think everybody in the country had seen 'A Christmas Story' by now," said a police officer at the scene who asked to remain anonymous. "Remember what happened to Flick."

Rate Me A 1
no this isn't a joke. I got downrated by some profile who's sole purpose was to rate everyone a 1. I'm not caring about points and hell, I think it'd be funny to be the lowest ranking member on fubar. Cause I sure ain't making it to the top with my tits. have fun, Brassman

I Like
*Cows* Leave Comments pertaining to cows, it can be funny cute or whatever you want. Best comment will win a bling.This will be judged by three people.Contest Runs for 24 hours.YOU MUST add me to play.I will be approving comments as I see them.You can leave as many as you like.NO DRAMA! Click the pic below to comment U MUST ADD RATE FAN TO PLAY †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Ðj ßåßý ßºý *Footnote added by Rain* ~ Also show mad fu-luv to my hubby~ ~ Yep Thats Him That Guy Down there~

Ez Contest - Win Bling
*Cats* Leave Comments pertaining to Cats, it can be funny ,cute or whatever you want. Best comment will win a bling.This will be judged by three people.YOU MUST add me to play.I will be approving comments as I see them.You can leave as many as you like.NO DRAMA! Click the pic below to comment U MUST ADD RATE FAN TO PLAY †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Ðj ßåßý ßºý *Footnote added by Rain* ~ Also show mad fu-luv to my hubby~ ~ Yep Thats Him That Guy Down there~

Bling Fling And Auto 11's Bonus Game!
AUTO 11 BONUS GAME 3 ways to win! First, I will be blinging random raters throughout my 24 hours of auto 11's. Second, on Thursday, January 15, at 9 PM Central, or 7 PM FU-Time, I will be holding a Race for BLING! Rate The "Poster" folder and PRIVATE message me as soon as you are finished. The 1st, 5th, and 10th person to email me will win a new MOON BLING !!! Third, Need fu-bucks?! During my auto 11's I will be holding a drawing for over 2.5 million fu-bucks! For rating every 100 TRUE EZ Rate pictures, you may private message me for one entry. Rate more, enter more. Example, If you rate 500, you get entered 5 times. 1st prize is 1,000,000. 2nd prize is 500,000, and 3rd is 250,000. In addition to those, 3 winners EACH day will be drawn to win 100,000 each day. Thanks in advance all! xoxo

Thank You Guys!
I just want to thank everyone that helped me level yesterday while I had auto's. It was greatfully appreciated!!!! Hope everyone has a goooooooood day :P Love ya all!!! And again, thank you Lippy for the auto's!!! Love, Nicole

Level Up The Birthday Boy ~ Benderblake
It's Steve's Birthday (Saturday, January 17, 2009) Let's Show Him Some Fubar Love! Help Out A Great Guy I would LOVE to level him for his Birthday! He will have an Auto 11 running as well, starting on Friday, January 16, 2009 at 4 PM Fu-time (7 PM EST) ß£nÐ£®ßL@k£@ fubar Please repost this bulletin if you will... Thank you! : ) This bulletin brought to you by: ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ Proudly Owned by Makin Whoopie@ fubar

Think U Got What It Takes.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 22. what do you rate me outta 1-10??

Oscar Grant......
For those of you who don't know who Oscar Grant is,let me tell you.He was a young man that was MURDERED by oakland transit police on new years....Oscar&a few of his friends were headed home after celebrating,when they were approached by transit police.There was enough officers around to know that the situation was under control.But one ROOKIE officer that had Oscar detained must have felt a lot different.While Oscar was on his stomach handcuffed with a knee on top of him,this ROOKIE officer shot him in cold blood!...After this happened,Oakland residents went ballistic&messed up a lot of buisnesses.Now this ROOKIE officer is in custody on murder charges....Justice is being served,so lets not mess up our city or anyone elses.Lets fight to stop police brutality in all cities worldwide...PLEASE LET US ALL PRAY FOR THE GRANT FAMILY IN THIS TRAGIC TIME....Even if you don't know them.....

Soldiers
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in , attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well alm ost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or re

News About The Dr's Appointment
I’m writing ya’ll from my recliner. The doctor’s appointment yesterday has left me unable to move without yelling out in pain. From what I can tell of what the doctor told Mama & me. He is going to help out my case is the impression I got. He told us that my scans where horrible before and after surgery. He said that I have bone spurs up and down my spine along with narrowing of my spine. He also relayed the news of that the state of my health concerning back the way it is now is the way it will be the rest of my life. I have permanent nerve damage. I thought he was killing me when he did his exam of pulling me in different directions. It hurt so bad that I was near tears. He did say he was sorry for hurting me but it was a little too late for that because I was done in pain. On top of the long ride to South Heaven then his exam I felt like I was dying on the way home. We forgot to take me something for pain to take after I seen the doctor. So I had to wait until almost eight o’clock

Heres The Lowdown
Despite what OTHERS do here, here is how I have my family... If you're in my family your there for a reason and I talk to you all the time ... not just once a week or once a month. EVERYONE in my family is equal... PERIOD there is no favoritism, Where you fall is noted by your user number... just cuz your user number is lower then someone else’s doesn't make you any better then the other person. This is how you get in my family... 1. I know you personally 2. I talk to you frequently 3. I've known you for a LONG ASS TIME ON here 4. I feel you need to be there All the rankings EXCPT “Family” and “Fans” is chosen by your user number. Your “Friends” and “Fan Of” are chosen when YOU add them and then it’s listed from newest to oldest. SO if your user number is 1 you will always be listed first in “Family” and “Fans”. Example : Brandy is user number 181 she will always appear first in fans… and My user number is 270 therefore I will always be second in your fans list. OR if

Taken From Craven, Poetic, Sherry & Mel...
If you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say? This should be fun. Pass this along and see what YOU get back. Yes I am going to be a sheep, which is not like me at all

Extreme Home Makeover !!!!! ( Yelling It Like Oprah!)
MOVE THEM BOXES! Extreme Home Makeover is in our fair city of Fresno. The media is covering it like it mad. Finally, there is something positive to cover. Sure sure. They had a response from THOUSANDS to volunteer for this build. This is always the case. When it comes to giving at any other time, Fresno just isnt that into Fresno. I decided to take the boys to see what the hooplah is about. The city had a bus you could ride, to the site. We went that route. Took my niece with us, too. We wait for the bus, wasnt too long of a wait. We get in the bus. Crowdeded to capacity. We got a seat, though. OF COURSE. We had our battle plans laid out. We were not standing with a 4 year old. Then the jokes start... "Ever see The Laughing Police Man? That was about a bus load of people getting shot in SF." " Ever see SPEED? There was a bomb." "What if a train suddenly appears out of no where and hits the bus?" ( on the freeway.) "What if the bus goes up the side of the freeway, rolls

The Game
LOVE Love is a gamble love is a game Guys do the fucking girls get the blame 1 night of pleasure 9 months of pain 3 days in the hospital With 2 babies to name The father is a bastard The mother is a whore Little J.R. would not have been born If that damn rubber would not have torn

First Night @ Gold Cup
Okay, so I was a little lazy. I did go on stage three times though...and now my knees look like I spent the night blowing a football team or something...I didn't really work as hard as I could have, opting instead to let myself get readjusted to the environment...Afterall, being a stripper is something I feel good about doing because I truly do enjoy it but it has been a while since I did a night shift... Willbur stayed with me all night for support. I could see the pride in his eyes when I went on stage. He told me honestly that I was very good. I can't begin to express my gratitude for this man. He takes the best care of me ever! Did you know there are only 2 sexually oriented business licenced topless bars in Houston? My friend told me they are both dives too! What a fucking trip!! Today I am going to look up all the specifics of the laws of the land. Seems our asswipe mayor is trying to destroy this business. If he is too successful it may be time for this city to revolt

The Mastema Codex
As I stare at the world through this broken veil of tears I see all that should have been but was not. The myriad pieces of the world's soul that form my funeral cry out to me with the combined pain of all the people who have been hurt by my selfish actions. And as I come to my breaking point my mind reaches further and further into the ether searching for a way out. I lay back accepting my destiny at long last and light the fire that will consume all of my evil and cleanse my taint from this world.

In A World Of Absolutes
In a world of absolutes how can things go so horribly wrong? Left or right. Black or white. Good or evil. Creation or destruction. This idea has served me well for the past 25 years. So how can I be growing weary of it now? Is this some new emotional growth that I must burn away to the nether or am I finally opening my spiritual eyes and seeing the ugliness of the world in all it's glory for the first time? How can I be happy with a life that i must continuously sacrafice so taht others may reap the benefits? I've grown sick of the battle and long for the peace of victory or defeat. I really don't know if there's a difference anymore. If I achieve my victory and everyone is better would it be worth sacraficing the things in life i hold most dear? Giving all i have to give and more hasn't worked too terribly well so far in life. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!?!?!?!?!? If i give in now and accept the defeat, again everyone's happy but i may get to hold on to a few precious scraps of my soul

Rooser;s Rock & Country Saloon
COME KICK IT IN THE ROOSTER'S ROCK & COUNRTY SALOON FOR GREAT MUSIC 24/7 LIVE DJ'S !! !!! "ROOSTER'S ROCK & COUNT" CLICK ANYWHERE ON THE PIC TO ENTER SO COME CHECK OUT THIS HOT NEW LOUNGE WITH SEXY DJ'S AND HOT MEMBERS!!!! t

Khaaaaaaaaaaann!!!
Oh, I doubt William Shatner – the actor best known for playing then Admiral James T. Kirk in 1982’s “Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan” – said this when he heard (if he has) of Ricardo Montalbán’s death yesterday. Indeed, depending on your age you might better remember him not as Khan but rather as Mr. Roarke from “Fantasy Island” (1978-1984), the voice of Senor Senior Senior from “Kim Possible” (2002-2007), the grandfather in the second and third “Spy Kids” movies (2002 and 2003), or the spokesman for the Chrysler Cordoba’s “soft Corinthian leather” in the mid-to-late 1970s. There’s a lot more over an acting career of six and a half decades, but just now these roles come to mind, and for some reason my warped little mind remembered Kirk’s primal scream as he knew his enemy was going to leave him behind … But breaking away from pop culture for a few minutes, last night after Martha and I got home from church services, Jeffrey had been in bed since I left work (and didn’t wake up thi

Our Night
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Critcal Time
What a crazy and interesting world we live in. Technology has far outpaced human development. We now have the capability to destroy ourselves in a whole bunch of ways. This isn’t new at least not for the last few decades, what is new is now it can be done by small groups or just one individual. Between atom bombs, bugs and pollution we seem to be rushing to the point of no return. The three horseman of my apocalypse are Poverty, Politics and Religion. These will be the drivers and motivators for our future of discontent. And the weapons of choice will kill hundreds of thousands at a time. Let us start with the basic stuff of doom and gloom. Just 65 short years ago no nations had the atom bomb. How many have crossed the threshold now? India, Pakistan, North Korea, who is next, when this knowledge can be purchased by the highest bidder. Who will come along and think it is okay to use this weapon of true mass destruction. Next on the scary list, biological weapons! Massive amoun

Rice,eggs And Fried Potatoes
So I have yet again fallen off my high horse and broke yet another new year’s resolution. While counting points daily, giving up sodas, and increasing steps. I’ve become weak. Those who look they have stepped right off the pages of Vogue or any other high fashion magazine, purge, puke, excessively work out to the point they have no life and or have not had children; I don’t want your advice. Not to sound cynical but obviously you’re not anything like me! So obviously temptation gets the best of me. It’s a life lesson that many of us fall victim to. Starting off the year; trying to manage points. along with stress, family crisis and an occasional woha of emotion. What woman wouldn’t say they “cheat?” So it’s apparent to me that I’m perhaps active enough to wear myself out, but not active enough to burn the bulge (loose the ass). It’s quite depressing so the lease. But has me at a rock bottom, searching for, not an easier way. But a more productive way, to begin my reformation

Big Daddy T Second Auto 11 And Hh
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Has Auto 11's and a Happy Hour on Saturday Hey Everyone, will be activating my auto 11's at 8 fu-time and I will have a Happy Hour at 5 that same day. I'm on my way to Prophet with only 4 million to get there. So come on by my page on the 17th and give me ll the rates you can afford. Great pics and EZ rates for everyone. If you haven't already Fan/Add me to your friend list also can alway have more friends. So tell your friends, its a great way to level up, I know personally that is how I got to where I am at now. ~BIG*Daddy*T~Promoter @ THE SKINNY DIPPIN LOUNGE@ fubar

I Am Getting Older
Among the things I have noticed during the last few years is how my sense of humor has changed and with it how we as a culture look at humor. What I thought was rolling on the floor funny at 10 doesn’t even interest my daughter. Slap stick of the type from Gilligans Island was normal for humor of all types for centuries and I see it is used a lot now but ohh the changes. What I realized though was my tastes have grown. I still like something with low humor once in a while but I prefer satire now. I know it comes with maturing and I don’t regret acquiring these new tastes but it does make it difficult to watch some shows with my kids. One movie in particular comes to mind, Napolean Dynamite. Now to me that show was just flat out horrible. I not only don’t get the fascination with this show, I really wish they didn’t either. I know it is all just a cycle, how one generation finds something they can call there own. From hair styles to clothes, from language to humor. But oh at times even

Being Solicted On Fubar!
I was sent a shout from this older gentleman asking if I would come to his hotel room if he had a fake business trip in my area. So of course my response was NO! I explained that I have a boyfriend and was very happy. Apparently this wasn't enough of a discouragement because he then asked me if he could be my Sugar Daddy! I was floored! I made no attempt to respond but had my Boyfriend ask him to leave me alone. The guy then had the nerve to send me a private message telling me that all he wanted was to taste my pussy once a month in exchange for a shopping trip and this could be our secret. I have taken screen shot and have them on my profile pics! I feel that my response was direct and to the point! and then if him asking me to be his whore wasn't funny enough he then send me a private message telling me that he was sorry and has blocked me from his profile! ROFLMAO!! But this is the asshole that felt I was a whore! Let's show him how much we appreciate his kind on here! htt

Calling All Friends For Help!!
I AM CURRENTLY IN A HH GIVEAWAY AND I NEED 17K MORE COMMENTS. THIS HAS BEEN ONGOING SINCE OCTOBER AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOUR HELP TO GET IT COMPLETED. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET ABOUT A DOZEN OR SO OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE TO HAVE A "BOMBFEST" WITH ME TO GET THIS OUT OF THE WAY. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, PLEASE LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG. THANKS TO ALL IN ADVANCE. ANY AND ALL LOVE, AS ALWAYS, WILL BE RETURNED!!! HERE IS THE GIVEAWAY LINK:

What Is Second Life?
Second Life® is a 3-D virtual world created by its Residents. Since opening to the public in 2003, it has grown explosively and today is inhabited by millions of Residents from around the globe. http://secondlife.com/whatis/ send me an email addy and i'll send u an invite!

Men!!
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best out of everything they have. Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness and bad days give you experiences. Both days are essential in life. Stop whinning and start being grateful. Love, Peace and Soooouuuulllll. MEN!!! this is primarily for the women but it is still funny. 1.WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a fina

My Bar Tab Is $540.. If My Adding Is Correct
The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $20 Did acid -- $10 Ever had sex at church -- $10 Woke up and did not know the person who was next to you-- $50 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $30 Had sex for money -- $200 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $25 Vandalized something -- $27 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $ 40 Beat up someone -- $100 Been jumped -- $20 Crossed dressed -- $11 Given money to stripper -- $30 Been in love with a stripper -- $25 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$16 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $22 Ever drive drunk -- $21 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $59 Used to

'fantasy Island' Actor Ricardo Montalban Dead At 88
LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- Actor Ricardo Montalban, star of the hit TV series "Fantasy Island," died Wednesday in Los Angeles, a family spokesman said. Montalban, 88, was in deteriorating health over the past several days but "died peacefully" at 6:30 a.m. at his home, son-in-law Gilbert Smith said. He understood "it was his time," Smith said. The cause of death was not given. Montalban rose to prominence as one of the most visible Hispanic actors in post-war Hollywood in the 1950s and 1960s. But his star grew as he took on television roles as the mysterious host Mr. Roarke on the hit drama "Fantasy Island" and as Captain Kirk's archnemesis Khan Noonien Singh in "Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan." Born in Mexico City, Mexico, on November 25, 1920, Montalban knew at an early age that he wanted to be an actor. He moved to Hollywood as a teenager, and his first big break came when he was cast in a small part in a 1941 play, Tallulah Bankhead's "Her Cardboard Lover." A

What Do You Do? (fucked Up)
What do you do when your worlds crashing down? when your falling all alone and noone is around? when everything you thought you knew turns right around to bitch slap you? when life throws a curveball and you learn where you stand? the people that you trust on just one hand its crazy who will turn on you when you thought they had your back kickin dirt right in your face just to cover their own tracks chorus- enough is enough, im finally fed up, im going on a rampage and gettin fucked up, the well is boiling over, fillin past the top, this pain is all to real, and im never gonna stop-end chorus who do you turn to when theres noone you can trust? when you wish that all thats left of you is a body in the dust? where do you escape to when real life is too unbearable? with emotions so fucked up your mind is unrepairable? they say your body is a temple and your mind is a maze but what do you do when you cant see through the haze? chorus where do you go when theres nowhere l

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTEN His view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon’s control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished

Silently I Die
Wh..spered Shadows haunt my dreams S..lent Screams ..nvade my conc..ousness Lonel..ness and Despa..r my fa..thfull compan..ons S..lently .. D..e A L..fe once l..ved A Future once faced A Past never end..ng S..lently .. D..e A Tear never shed A Laugh never heard A Feel..ng never felt S..lently .. D..e Swell..ng Darkness all around Ravenous Anger ..n a ball Mortal Terror grabb..ng hold S..lently .. D..e One Last breath One Last scream One Last cr..mson drop S..lently .. D..E

Learned In Class Today
today kids was sex class i learned that i am the perfect woman...selfish enough to ensure the survival of my and my mates young. but unselfish enough to put my mate and his offspring first. my man will always be numba 1. wow describes me to a t. but remember i am still single and my owner may have a word to or 2 to say to any man trying to become my numba 1.

This Really Got Me Pissed...
Anywho...over a year ago now she made her 1st son stay at his dad's in another state because of her boyfriend at the time...we'll just call him Spineless..anyway Spineless didn't get along with the son. But son was wanting to come home because dad was now in jail for doing something to a lil girl at son's school. Well about a couple months after that phone call she was getting another telling her that son was in a dirt bike wreck with car. And he was at hospital farther up north of where he was living.. took mom awhile to get there. Son was 15 and now dead. Mom was either in shock or just didn't know how to show emotions towards this son. She never really acted like she liked him much anyway. Before funeral mom collected the insurance money and supposedly paid for the funeral. Still no real emotions...what was she thinking? Well mom had another funeral of her father a year 2 months after son's...at funeral son had nothing showing where he was laid to rest. Really suxed!!! Okay but no

Auto-11 And Stupid Pics
OKAY WHY I WAS GONE FROM FUBAR FOR 2 MONTHS IVE COME BACK TO SEE AWHOLE LOT OF STUPID PICS BEING UPLOADED JUST BECAUSE OF THE AUTO-11 THING I RATE PEOPLE ALL THE TIME AND THEN I GET TO THE POINT TO WHERE I DONT WANT TO RATE THE PERSONS PICS ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST PLAIN STUPID I MEAN SERIOULSY YOU IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO CONTINUE TO RATE YOUR PICS GIVE US SOMETHING WORTH TO RATE AND LOOK AT BECAUSE PERSONALLY I AM BORED WITH SEEING THE SAME STUPID RETARDED PICS AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT SINCE SO MANY ARE RUNNING AUTO-11 ALL THE TIME WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE LOWER LEVEL PEOPLE THEY GET NO SUPPORT OR HELP EVEN FROM THOSE THAT THEY HELP AND WHY BECAUSE THEY ARENT HIGH LEVELS OR THEY DONT HAVE AUTO-11'S OR BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO OFFER IN RETURN BEFORE I WAS GONE FOR 2 MONTHS I WAS A LEVEL 22 AND MY ACCOUNT WAS DELETED I HAD A BUNCH OF BLINGS AND TONS OF POINTS AND FUBUCKS BUT SINCE IVE COME BACK IVE WORKED JUST AS HARD TO GET MY LEVELS WITHOUT ANY AUTO-11'S OR WITHOUT MY RATIN

Tongue Twisters
Randy wondered why Willie really wasn't well. Sam saw six shiny silver spoons. Giddy gophers greedily gobble gooey goodies. Slippery slimy snakes slide slowly. Six shiny snails sighed sadly. Pretty Patty Piggy pickles plump pink peppers. Cheryl say Cher's sheer shawl Sunday. Six seals slick sick seals. How much dope could the dope dealer deal if the dope dealer could deal dope? Sheep shouldn't sleep in shacks. I slitted a sheet, a sheet i slit now i sit on the sheet i slit. I wish I had an Irish wrist watch to watch on my Irish wrist. Stick a sticker where its sticky where a sticker once was stuck. She sells sea shells by the sea shore Sure, the ship's ship-shape sir! Does the wristwatch shop shut soon? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Try saying these 10 times fast... Caution Golfers Crossing Sun Shine City Toy Boat Unique New York Mixed Biscuits Red Leather, Yellow

My Zodiac Overview
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties.You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature.Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Bye Bye Fu's
Im deleting my account today as a matter fact here in a lil bit..I do have myspace and I also have yahoo so if u want leave me ur info and we can stay in contact! Much love to all the "TRUE" friends i made on here...K

(quick N Easy) 'what Is Your Sexual Zodiac?'
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties.You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature.Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Comfortably Numb
There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship, smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse out of the corner of my eye I turned to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now The child is grown, the dream is gone I have become comfortably numb...

11's
Hi all auto 11's are on for 24 hours please help me get to Disciple would really appreciate any help..15 K Fu for each of my 4 Super slow rate folders PM me when done Our new mantra Rate 1-2-3 repeat Uggggg Click my pic below and rate away level up !!!!!!!Thank you again Jason Exec asst of Addictive ,Enforcer for the Fu-Luv Bomb sqaud@ fubar

The Balance Of Life
Last night as I was driving along an empty streth of Highway, I looked to the horizon and took a good look at the moon. It was extremely low on the horizon, one of those moons that you think you can reach out and touch. It was full, had a red/orange tint and was mezmerizing. In a word, it was beautiful. Today, the newsman at the radio station where I work told me an area family of three died in a fire. A 33 year old mother, her 3 year old son and 1 year daughter perished from a fire of unknown origin. I didn't know the family. This is my life, this is our life: there is beauty and tragidy everywhere in the world. It's giving me pause to think, and to realize, maybe we need to pay attention to which end of the teeter totter we're sitting. Find something beautiful in life today.

Tina Was A Hero
Real Heroes honored: Tina Sterling-Soffel to receive award posthumously Photo by Courtesy photo Click to Enlarge This family photo was taken in December. Pictured, from left, are Michael Soffel, Soffel’s sister Ricci Frasco, Soffel’s daughter Jayden and Soffel’s wife, Tina Sterling-Soffel. Sterling-Soffel will receive the American Red Cross Real Heroes award posthumously in the Good Samaritan category. She was killed in January after stopping to help another motorist. Courtesy photo By Marija B. Vader Free Press Staff Writer March 19, 2008 Comment Comments (0) Print Friendly Print Email Email Early on a January morning this year, Tina Sterling-Soffel stopped on Interstate 70 to help a man who had crashed his car. While trying to help another, Sterling-Soffel, 28, was struck by a car and died at the scene. Sterling-Soffel was a recent graduate of Mesa State College and a stepmother. She volunteered for Relay for Life, raising money to battle cancer; she was

Pink-sober
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning 'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Aahh, the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end [Sober Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ] I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're my protection But how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence... The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use? Aahh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "come and play" Aahh, I am falling And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside

No One Reads The Rules!!
Why is it that no one can read the rules of a contest?? I'm having my Virgin Auto 11 contest and have already had people breaking the rules I set up! grrrrrrr In the rules, I specifically ask people NOT to message me back after I let them know they are entered. The reason for this is that at the beginning of my contest, I empty out my inbox so as to reserve it for entries. When you respond back, I just have to delete that message, because I JUST want the entries in my inbox. Second, I specifically state that there is only one entry per person but that you can nominate as many people as you like. I am getting multiple entries from people. PLEASE, gather up all your virgins and send their links to me in ONE MESSAGE!!! I'm pretty much letting a few things slide THIS time. Please people, READ THE RULES and follow them! They are put down for a reason!! that is all, rant over, go about your biz now!! hehe

It's About Time...
...I got back to all of you. Sorry for not really talking much. Just been a little busy and whatnot. How is everyone doing. I hope better than I am right now. lol. It's so hard trying to find a job over here in Mass. Even Burger King wouldn't hire me. I mean what is up with that if a burger joint can't hire people. Bullshit right? Well that's not all... A manager at CVS led me to thinking I would have a secure job at a new store they built a few months ago and when I called him up the other day he fed me this bull shit story about how they were cutting back. More bullshit. My mom's pushing me to go in to the military which really doesn't seem like a bad idea at this point. If anyone would like to chat with me about anything feel free. I'm always here.

Just Like It Says...
Okay guys this is mainly for my so called "Friends" on fubar. I just thought i would put out a little news flash on here. Also please note this does not apply to everyone and I am not gonna sit here and make a list of the offenders. You know who you are. I just have to say is I am sick of chasing my friends around on this site and on yahoo (to those who do have my yahoo) to have a conversation. Seriously, I added you to my friends for a reason. There was something about you that I must like or have liked. Lately, I dont feel that the friends I made on here are quite genuine. NOTE TO PEOPLE..... THE KIDS EXCUSE IS GETTING OLD...REALLY!!!!! If it is true, don't bother with the fucking computer and take care of your fucking kids!!! Theyre human beings not used as a tool to avoid someone. Seriously, I don't buy it anymore. I know if I bought you some fake shit that Baby Jesus created on this site... Id be greeted EVERY day. oh yeah Im in school is another one. YEAH... You are in school

Whats Wrong With You People?
im kidding of course, but got this email, pretty interesting. Bell Curved Claim: Violinist Joshua Bell played incognito in a Washington subway. TRUE A Most Interesting Story A man sat at a metro station in Washington DC and started to play the violin; it was a cold January morning. He played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, since it was rush hour, it was calculated that thousands of people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. Three minutes went by and a middle aged man noticed there was musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds and then hurried up to meet his schedule. A minute later, the violinist received his first dollar tip: a woman threw the money in the till and without stopping continued to walk. A few minutes later, someone leaned against the wall to listen to him, but the man looked at his watch and started to walk again. Clearly he was late for work. The one who paid the most a

Now Thats Steeler Pride
Steelers Nation is gripped by playoff fever and it seems the man in charge of Pittsburgh has been severely afflicted. Mayor Luke Ravenstahl has asked to be known as Luke Steelerstahl — at least for this week. "On behalf of the Steelers Nation, I've decided to remove the word 'Ravens' from my name just like the Steelers will remove them from the AFC Championship," he told the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette, in regards to the upcoming playoff game against the Baltimore Ravens. Ravenstahl began the process of a legal name change, but his paperwork has not gone through because it wasn't complete. The civil court in Pittsburgh also said it didn't receive the required $108 check to process the request, the Post-Gazette said. The Pittsburgh mayor said the idea for the change came from callers on a local radio station. "As soon as I heard it, I thought it was a great idea," Ravenstahl said. As for the rest of his family, he says he hasn't talked to his wife about changing her last nam

Lost....
ITs like slowly stepping into a nice warm bath. at first its soothing, comforting, warm. You slowly allow yourself to be engulfed, until your covered head to toe in that warm sensation. You feel great. relaxed, at ease, happy. You start to allow yourself to get used to it. Feeling more at peace with each passing moment. Til finally, youve allowed yourself to be engulfed to long. The water begins to turn cold. starting to nip at you. But you were so at peace you refuse to move, fighting the cold like it was just in your mind. Then the cold starts to bite. hurting you more and more. The longer you fight the more you allow yourself to be hurt. So finally you give up and get out. Now your left. standing alone, cold, hurt, and shivering. Welcome to the world of relationships. its best to learn quick that eventually, everything you touch and care for will leave you. Its the curse of humankind. So, if you fear the cold..or are just afraid of the pain....run.

Just Venting
Just decieded to write a blog been awhile. I been doing good. worn out kids have been keeping me so busy. Glad the holidays are over. I been working out trying to get over the weight gain from siezure meds. I lost 14 lbs since Thanksgiving and a some inches. I work out almost everyday and been eating really healthy. I feel better. Have not had an siezures since November so thats a plus also. Fubar has been stressing me out some lately. Even thought about deleating it but I just paid for a 6 month VIP. I have had people say things about me that don't even know me. So much drama. I am just here to have fun and make friends. I have people get mad sometimes saying I ignore them I really don't ever mean to ignore anyone I promise. I try to return all love. Sometime I just can't get to fubar. I am a busy mom of 3. My kids come first. I enjoy fubar and my friends but Kids keep me really busy sometimes. Just drop me a line and I promise I will say hi ... I am just slow lol. Don't get mad a

Music And Other: An Update
surely enjoyed breakfast ---thanks to Buck and Barbra---all those pancakes and waffles I could eat...I am so thankful for Gary and Karen---when I first met them, I had no idea that their ministry was more than meets the eye...Gary and Karen are singers ---Buck and Barbra are singers also (Buck plays guitar--he dresses up like Elvis, sings and plays like Elvis, lol)....Barbra is Gary's sister...with that, and having said all that, I have to give thanks and credit where it is honestly due AND to whom it is honestly due...it goes to someone that stood by me and believed in me---someone who not only knew I play, but who also knew I was going to play, and despite all everything---and despite how things looked, kept believing...that person's belief in me was and is superb...my material at current is little, and that is ok---being a soloist in classical is a longer and harder road because there is much more to classical than the blues....and I am still learning it...I could not have done this

Fubar Or Auto 11 World?
Well, it is official, you can not get people to come to your page, unless you have Auto 11's. It seems that Fubar has changed into Auto 11 world. If you don't have them, you may as well not even log in. People will not rate someone with out them, let's face it, they want the extra points from the 11's. Also, HOW are these people running Auto 11's since October, every single day? It is interesting though, as they brag how they are in the top 10 for several weeks! Yeah, I would be too if I had auto 11's every day for 4 months! I just think fubar is not as much fun now that the whole Auto 11 world took over. So for those of us who can't afford Auto 11's every day, or scheme them out of others, we may as well forget about fubar!