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Written
Written I turn the page And look at whiteness So clean So fresh A chance to start over new To turn a new leaf To rebuild the destroyed But as I look at the page It grows dirty No! No! Please I want a new start! I cry out in pain As my life is written for me What happened To come what may? And living in the moment? My life flashes before me And I look again at the page What once was white Was now black My life has been written for me But I want to change But can I change what was written?

A Small Voice
A Small Voice Out of the darkness I heard a small voice A voice that said come Come into the light And be free Free from this pain Suffer no more In this world Of darkness and agony But live in peace In this place of harmony In the bright unknown Where your soul is free And you worry no more Free from the pressure Free from the lies Free from the darkness That hides you inside Free to be you And who you want to be Free to make your choices Free to live your life I turned And I looked into the darkness I reached out to find The voice to soft and sweet Only to find The truth that lay behind There was no light No bright unknown No peace and harmony There was only you And the darkness That hid your lies.

Too Great
Too Great I'm running and running With nowhere to hide I can't find an escape The pain is just too great I just can't handle it no more I want out I want to be free The looks The laughter the jokes It's all too much anymore The pressure to be Who you want Me to be I just can't take it anymore I'm sick of this life I'm sick of this place The pain and the pressure Is just too great. I just want to escape.

Wanting And Waiting
Wanting And Waiting I'm tired of just standing by And watching as life passes me by I want to do something I want to be someone I want something out of this life I want the chance to choose To choose who I want to be Not to be pressured By the people around me I'm sick of this life I'm ready for a change Ready to move on And become someone Not this nobody This nothing That I have always known I'm ready for a change In the scenery around me This darkness that hides Everything from me I want something new I want something bright I want to step into The bright unknown And see what that life Has in store for me I want to be new Something that matters Not the old nothing That had not a meaning Is this dark and dismal world I have forever called home I want a new home A new life A new dream A new purpose Not to sit here And rot away A fresh new start Is what I await I want to see To feel To taste All the beauty In this bright u

Willing, Yet So Scared
Willing, Yet So Scared I want to give Give my heart to him But the fear of pain May be too great I try so hard But I'm still soo scared Scared of the past And what could Happen again I want to trust I want to love I want To give it all again The pain of the past Has yet to heal My heart Is still in pieces Is he willing? Are you willing? To put me together again? So that I may Give my all Once again Without the fear Of the pain I want to feel The love again The happiness The joy I want to share With him What I hide within I want to be The one he loves I want to be The one who loves him I want to share my life And be with him But I'm Willing, yet so scared.

On Your Own
On Your Own I'm sick of playing this game I sick of all these lies I'm done I quit I'm tired of being broken I want to be whole I'm sick of being led on With nowhere to go I want out of this game This stupid Painful game Called love I'm tired of being used Sick of being Being the backup plan In case she goes wrong You could turn to me Well that shit hurts And I'm sick of this game I'm out I quit I'm not playing anymore You lied too many times And kept too many secrets You chose to push me To the side And keep me in the dark Well I'm in the light now And your plan Just went up in flames I'm out And you You're on your own

Crushed
Crushed You took my heart And you held it in your hand You told me you loved me And wanted to be with me But with one squeeze You showed me the truth You were lying Leading me on You crushed my heart With all your lies I trusted you And you tore me apart I guess I'll never know What true love is I thought I loved you But you deceived me And proved it wasn't true You took my heart And held it in your hand And with one squeeze You crushed me to death.

Its Lung Cancer
So many people before me have heard these words about a family member or maybe themselves. Grandma is 74, has had emphysema for a year, been on oxygen during activity and living somewhat good quality of life. Grandma & Mom called us all to the hospital room for a meeting to tell us of the diagnosis today and her decision to NOT do chemo. She is going to "give it to God". She has lived her life and a good one and she is going to leave this world with dignity. I support her decision and her reasons. But some family members dont and one is so mad at her and everyone who supports her she caused a horrible outburst today. One can only hope she is doing what she feels is best for her. But even though I support her my heart still hurts that within a few months or so an important part of my life will be gone. I want to go back 10 years and try again to make more good memories so that she will have more to live for I suppose. But I can't so I will have to just... "Giv

The Nothing
The Nothing I look out in the darkness But all I can see Is the nothing The nothing that surrounds me I can hear the voices Voices of the unknown They come and go Some are happy Some are sad Some angry Others just don't care I can feel their presence As they surround me And wrap me in their embrace They pull me closer And I feel their emptiness And I feel their pain I look out in the darkness To see if I can find This presence that lingers And stays by my side These voices that whisper And this pain that I feel I want to know who And I want to know why I reach out To see what I can find But to no avail I feel nothing but the cold There's no one there Not a soul to be found I look out in the darkness But all I can see Is the nothing The nothing that surrounds me

Help, For I Am Alone
Help, For I Am Alone The past haunts me The present pushes me And the future evades me I'm reaching for the future Trying to move on But the past is holding Holding me back I can't move on The memories They haunt me Causing my future To evade me The present is pushing Pushing me onward But the pressure is too great The past is still fresh And holding me back I'm trying to move on And be done with past But I am alone And therefore cannot succeed I can't do this on my own I need the help The help to forget And put it all behind So that I may find What within the future lies With you by my side Perhaps I shall succeed I might get by And put it all behind Help, for I am alone

Enough
I've had my fill. I can't seem to make anyone happy. Can I just die already, please. I've been told all my life how much of a failure I'd be, and to that end I've fought and fought and fought against that. Well I'm out of fight. I just can't fight anymore. I feel very alone and very down. I used to wonder when this woman who was supposed to make me happy and everything great was comming but now I don't really know if she'll ever be comming

Fire Ablaze
Fire Ablaze There's a light in my eyes And a fire in my heart Since the day I met you I have been ablaze The passion burning Burning deep inside Longing for your touch The feel of your arms To look into your eyes And see the love A love I have longed And waited So long for Burning deep inside Waiting to be released Waiting for you To come along And light the spark That set it ablaze And found at last The man who had Had that spark in his hand And has set me ablaze

Eagerly Awaiting
Eagerly Awaiting I can only sit and wait Eagerly in earnest For that day to come When we finally meet The passion that will rise And the fires set ablaze The heat that will surround Shall be the love That is set free I dream of the day When our eyes shall see And our lips to taste Our hands to feel The love that burns Deep inside Raging and waiting to be released The passion buried Deep inside When we see When we taste When we feel The barrier sounding Shall be shattered I can only sit and wait Eagerly in earnest For that day to come When we finally meet

Cupid's Arrow
Cupid's Arrow A desire that so grew So wild and free But yet so hidden from view All buried inside In a tangled web A desire to be Just who she wanted to be To live life To feel love To taste freedom But all was buried And hidden away Until one day Out of the blue Flew Cupid's arrow Straight and true It struck her in her heart The center of that web And all at once Out flew it all The overwhelming passion The ever burning love It all flew true At the one she love He released it all Unlocked her heart And set her free With only a kiss from his lips A touch of his hands A look from his eyes A whisper of breath And with that he unleashed A storm so full Of fury and love and desire.

Hollow
That feeling again filling in the spaces I do not know how to explain it I try to cry a single tear I wish for it the feeling overwheling as it is, it stiffles Loudly Scream into the night air Stomp your feet and make your presence known Force the world to look at you and tell them that its their fault Their fault, Yes blame them for it The conformity of beauty in their eyes its why you feel as if though your As if though you may be empty The expectations of the high and mighties Those immpossible standards they lay out Before you can accomplish the first they add more that never ending quest of stability Grab at the ground and throw it at them There it is are you happy...? The earth you think you own The ground we all walk on, are you satisfied Tell me please explain to me ... you fight for it and make it impossible yet do you bring it with you when you die as the people you stepped on step on you? this ground is nothing you see its science hogwass

Lonely & Alone
Lonely and alone Two different things I am alone even when you're here I am lonely because you won't come near I am afraid it is all my fault Though my brain says I am not My heart cries because it still wants you What could I have done wrong What could I have done better To be a friend in need is so hard To wonder if you will be there to help Lonely and alone for how long written by me, 1991

Celebrating My Life! January 19th
On January 19th 2007 I had a double pulmonary embolism. If you don't know what that is a Pulmonary embolism is an obstruction of a blood vessel in the lungs, usually due to a blood clot, which blocks a coronary artery. Pulmonary embolism is a fairly common condition that can be fatal. According to the American Heart Association, an estimated 600,000 Americans develop pulmonary embolism annually; 60,000 die from it. As many as 25,000 Americans are hospitalized each year for pulmonary embolism, which is a relatively common complication in hospitalized patients. Even without warning symptoms, pulmonary embolism can cause sudden death. Treatment is not always successful. I barely survived. I passed two clots into my lungs. I don't tell most people this because it's a personal thing and few friends know all the details. I spent 11 days in the hospital, 4 in ICU. I spent almost a year on blood thinners trying to dissolve these massive clots in my lungs. I am lucky to be alive today. I'm w

You, My Reason
You, My Reason You are the brightness That shines deep inside my heart The one thing that gives me reason To see tomorrow You are the hope That I have for the future And what's in store The feel of your lips Pressed against mine The warmth of your arms Wrapped around me The look in your eyes When you look at me and smile It is you The love of my life That gives me the reason To live my life

Self
because pain makes us stronger we must embrace it..... to truly love the one who is meant for us...... so choose to live and never let go of your hope, your faith in self and most importantly never lose sight of the amazing creature you are with in.....

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DJ DevilsLittleAngel @ Gods Forsaken Radio DevilsLittleAngel's influences would be her family as well as the metal bands she loves to listen to. Her favorite bands are Slipknot, Black Label Society, Pantera, Slayer, and Murderdolls. She likes being a DJ because she is a metal girl at heart and she loves music, and she loves to give people the same joy she gets from metal. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ DevilsLittleAngel @ Gods Forsaken Radio !!!!!

One Mans Soul, One Mans Desire
Life living and I could write a book. Since a child was I, the paths I have chosen. A fleeting chance, I would not look back and say... no! Turn back time? no!! From nine to now, the age of my time of true alone. the paths I have taken, were true and tough. many days, I thought..this is enough.. Is this the way my life should be? Should I stay and see what will be? Or follow my hearts destiny. 9 to 17 imagine what I have seen. 17 to 20 I have seen alot. I have lived on the street fed from the gift of others. Even at the age of ten. Of course, I had a mother, a TRUE mother. Who stood by me. I hate to expose my past. yet, in my memory.... she will be the one who only lasts. I have traveled trains. from state to state. slept in shelters at the age of 16. did I pay my way? no! I did what I could.. I had to survive. keep alive. as any person should... MY WHOLE POINT... WE ARE HUMAN..WE ARE HERE.. JUST BECAUSE OF MY JUDGEMENT

Torn Apart
Torn Apart I'm being torn apart From the inside out This pain I feel Is my breaking heart I can't decide Exactly what I want in life And it's hurting you Therefore hurting me I can't stand to see this way I wish I could choose I wish I could stop All the pain inside But wishes and dreams Have never Came true for me They float in my face And with only A whisper of breath Are blown away So far out of reach The pain inside Runs so deep Like a knife through my chest It continues to bleed The love runs Deep as well But the pain inside Is killing me I can't stand What I'm doing to you It breaks me More than anything

Cold Darkness
Cold Darkness Alone I stand In this cold darkness With no one by my side No guiding hands No lingering spirit Just me and the darkness Where have you gone? Why have you left me here? I need you by my side In my heart And my mind I question your doings Why did you leave me? Why couldn't you stay? I need you by my side In my heart And my mind And alone I stand In this cold darkness With no one by my side And alone I shall stand Forever till you return

Trucking Up
Driving across this Nation's highways I roam in the cab alone Except for my CB and phone Listening to my 8" straights Loud and proud Looking down at my gauges I'm out of numbers My needle says I'm doing H in MPH Revs at 2200 In 18th gear My CAT runing strong Looking in my mirrors Green light on That ThermoKing going strong Sun shinning off the sides of my spread Full grown bear in the middle Back it down Get to 80 as I pass him and wave Looking back he stays put Winding it back up again to cruise I get on down the Interstate Broker calling to ask where I'm at I tell her still another 1200 miles to go She says my appointment has been moved up Well shit I say, now I get no sleep again Time to search for some go fast Calling on the radio to my neighbors I find where some is at Pulling in to get some West Cost turnarounds Do the deed, then out again I go On down the highway I travel Closer to my destination Eyes wanting to close But knowing I can't I keep

Lonely
Lonely All I want Is to be with you To feel your love To hear your voice To be surrounded By that comfort Of being with you All I want Is to be with you To feel your touch To be in your arms To be the one Who you love so All I want Is to be with you But still yet I am so lonely So cold So alone All I want Is to be with you I walk my path In this cold darkness Without you by my side And still so lonely All I want Is to be with you

Questions Inside
Questions Inside All these questions I have inside And not an answer in sight Why does it have to be this way? Why does it have to hurt so? I sit here and ponder And only wonder All these questions I have inside And not an answer in sight Why does it have to cause So much agony? But on the other hand, Causes so much happiness? Why can't we live without it? Why do tolerate the pain it can cause? All these questions I have inside And not an answer in sight

Guidelines For Leaving The Family
Leaving the Family Guidelines Any one may leave the family at any time. No one will force you to stay but we may try to talk you out of leaving. Some members may be allowed to come back at a later time and others may not. If you decide to leave the family: ~ Please send one of the heads a private message letting them know you are leaving. We would really like to know why but if you would rather not explain we can’t make you. ~ If you run into computer problems or net problems and can’t get online for a period of time, please try to find some way of letting someone in the fam know. Most of us have at least one phone number of someone in the fam and if not there’s always the library so you can at least leave us a message. You will be ineligible for re-entry: ~ If you leave the family without notifying one of the heads that you are leaving. ~ If you make it obvious that you left because another member left. This shows us that you are not about the family as a whol

Heartache
Heartache Love surrounds me Yet only heartache follows me I have no love To call my own My friends are never alone For they have their loves Who are always by their sides And as for me I'm always alone For heartache is my love And misery my companion And in my foot steps Shall heartache always follow For I am destined To always be alone

Suffocating Darkness
Suffocating Darkness I reach out Looking for a hold Trying to find a way out Of this suffocating darkness That is slowly pulling me under I reach out Only to find That you have left behind And now I am alone Slowly suffocating In this empty darkness Again I reach Still hoping that I Just might find A way to escape This suffocating darkness And again I only find That you are still gone And I am still alone Forever trapped In this suffocating darkness

Forever Yours
Forever Yours Heart and soul Body and mind I will always be yours Till the day that I die Either by your side Or the back of your mind Forever I'm yours And forever I'll stay In my heart Always shall you be And shall my heart Yours to forever be

A Soldier’s Wish: Angel Of Steel
A Soldier’s Wish: Angel Of Steel As we lay in the shadows Of the tall golden wheat A wave of hope Sweeps through the valley Perhaps tonight Shall be the night When we all shall hear That fearsome roar Of our Angel Of Steel And may she throw down her hair And whisk us away Into her cold, yet welcoming arms There goes the signal! And forward we crawl Ever so slowly And with not a peep For the enemy surrounds us Yet knows not of their doom For the strength of swords Shall pour down like rain And all through the grass Rose a soft whisper A sound so sweet As our wishes flew high For tonight we wish That this journey may end A journey full of pain And a journey full of hardships Here we are hated by many And loved by few Yet a job we have And a job we must do And a job we have done Yet we are patiently waiting For the long overdue The feeling of her embrace Our Angel Of Steel

More Lyrics Again The Misfits- Saturday Night
"There's 52 ways to murder anyone One and two are the same And they both work as well I'm coming clean for amy Julie doesn't scream as well And the cops won't listen all night So maybe, maybe I'll be over Just as soon as i fill them all in And i can't remember when i saw her last We were running all around, and having a blast But the backseat of the drive-thru is so lonely without you I know when you're home i was thinking about you There was something i forgot to say I was crying on a Saturday Night I was out cruising without you They were playing our song Crying on a Saturday Night As the Moon become the Night Time You go viciously, quietly away I'm sitting in the bedroom where we used to sit and smoke cigarettes Now I'm watching, Watching you Die On a saturday night

Giggity
So, I see this guy comment on a mumm. I went and commented to him that he's not the real giggity. This is the ensuing conversation. Bottom to top. ->giggity: Checking me out to block me, eh? ->giggity: No, but the "good for you" comment was idiotic when explaining what a comment meant... that, and I have a really good time fucking with people whose IQ are below 40. giggity: i didnt do a damn thing to you ->giggity: Because idiots like you make it impossible. giggity: why dont you go fuck off ->giggity: Good for me? Wow, you really are kind of a dunce, aren't you? giggity: good for you ->giggity: There was a well-known Fubarian here with the name Giggity for a long time. He deleted cuz he had some stuff going on in his life. HE is the real Giggity. giggity: what are you talking about · giggity rated you a '1'!

Searching For A Perfect Drug...
Seems like a very good metaphor for what I want in my life... I got my head, but my head is unraveling Cant keep control, cant keep track of where its traveling I got my heart but my heart is no good And youre the only one thats understood I come along but I dont know where youre taking me I shouldnt go but youre reaching back and shaking me Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky The more I give to you, the more I die And I want you And I want you And I want you And I want you You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug You make me hard, when Im all soft inside I see the truth, when Im all stupid eyed The arrow goes straight through my heart Without you everything just falls apart My blood wants to say hello to you My feelings want to get inside of you My soul is so afraid to realize Every little word is a lack of me And I want you And I want you And I want you And

Bleh Blah Bleh
Hmm I swore I wrote in this earlier after I got home. Maybe I forgot to hit submit or something. Anyways, Work was just another blah day... another day with me thinking about stuff. I was talking to my co-worker about the situation between Rich and I. I told her some things that's been happening. That I haven't been happy in a long while. She asked me if I still loved him and I told her that I didn't know anymore. Another co-worker heard us talking and he said that I should take rich out to dinner or some place to where we can talk, again. Have a talk outside from home. I've had soooo many talks with Rich about this. It'll work for a while or whatever..but then it just starts all over. But, I'll give it a try.....AGAIN. I'm also going to see how things go this week. Try to give him the hint of certain things I guess....like..simple things like I'll ask him if he wants to cook dinner or does should I....he hasn't cooked dinner in a while... Okay, well he did on Wednesday...

Crazy For Feelin...
I'm feeling this tonight for some reason... Crazy Crazy for feeling so lonely Im crazy Crazy for feeling so blue I knew Youd love me as long as you wanted And then someday Youd leave me for somebody new Worry Why do I let myself worry Wondrin What in the world did I do Crazy For thinking that my love could hold you Im crazy for tryin Crazy for cryin And Im crazy For lovin you

Sex Kills?
Dangers posed by sexual activity is probably minimal, but heart disease could curtail your sex life. While research shows that sex can indeed trigger heart attacks in some people, especially men, the odds of literally succumbing to passion are very low. Sexual activity is a contributing factor in less than 1 percent of heart attacks, according to a 1996 study by Harvard Medical...

Dj Devilslittleangel @ Gods Forsaken Radio
DevilsLittleAngel's influences would be her family as well as the metal bands she loves to listen to. Her favorite bands are Slipknot, Black Label Society, Pantera, Slayer, and Murderdolls. She likes being a DJ because she is a metal girl at heart and she loves music, and she loves to give people the same joy she gets from metal. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ DevilsLittleAngel @ Gods Forsaken Radio !!!!!

Missing 14 Yr. Old Girl
WESTON -- State police are looking for a missing Lewis County teenager. Kelsee Brooke Grogg, 14 of Jane Lew, was last seen at her home at 9:00 p.m. Monday. At 6:00 a.m. Tuesday morning, her mother discovered that she was missing and had taken a bag of clothing with her. Grogg got in a truck at the Jane Lew Truck Stop and rode with the driver to another truck stop in Brookville, Pa., troopers say. Troopers spoke with the authorities in Pennsylvania and confirmed through surveillance video, that Grogg was at the truck stop between 5:00 and 6:30 on the morning of the 13th. Troopers have spoken to the truck driver who dropped Grogg off in Pennsylvania. Grogg told the trucker that her name was Alice, that she was 18 and that she was fleeing an abusive relationship with a boyfriend, say troopers. Kelsee mentioned to the truck driver and an employee at the truck stop, that she may be heading to New York, according to Grogg's mother, Lisa Hardy. Grogg's mother does not

Cereal Killer
Your result for Serial Killer Profiling Test... Serial Killer MaterialYou are 71% Serial Killer! You'll could make it in the exciting fun filled world of serial killing. Below are your scores for the various areas in serial killing, You should read http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer to understand your score. Serial Killer Potential: 71% Killer Type of Serial Killer: 80% Organized 33% Disorganized 0% Medical Professional Killing Motivation: 0% Visionary 100% Mission Hedonistic 100% Hedonistic/Lust 0% Hedonistic/Thrill 100% Hedonistic/Comfort 100% Power Take Serial Killer Profiling Test at HelloQuizzy

Losing Weight
I decided it was time to lose some wieght when my 7 year old son saw a commercial on tv for a weight loss pill and told me I needed it. I knew I was fluffier than I should be. I say fluffy because it feels better than to say heavier. Seems if he felt the need to tell me that then I should do something about it. I want to be thinner but mostly I want to be healthier. I want to run and play football with my 3 boys. I want to have enough energy to keep up with them. Well, at least to have a fighting chance of keeping up with them.. haha. Mostly I want them to proud of me. So, I am on a wieght loss adventure... I say adventure to try and make it sound more fun because we all know dieting sucks. But if I keep my eyes on the end result I know it will be worth the effort. So please show some love and support. I'll keep You all updated as I go!!! Wish me luck!! OK Honey!! LOL.. I've stopped drinking pepsi. I'm drinking coffee or water most of the time. Cut out most junk food and a lot of brea

Please Help
This is the Story of Baby Roxan..... Taken from her Daddy's Blog While you read her story Please Try to open your hearts. Sometimes we forget about how important some things really are when we get distracted with the land of fubar. Thank you for taking the time to read baby Roxan's Story....if its not to much trouble to ask can you guys please repost this! Spread the word we need to get her all the help we can get! I am reaching out to you all in hopes that some of you will find it in your hearts to help me help my daughter. Below is a link where you can help contribute to her happiness and well being. I also included a bit about her and what she is going through. Please take a moment to do what you can. Simply CLICK THE PIC below to contribute, please. Thank you... AJ Roxan was born on November 30th 2008 at 6:27pm. She was a month premature and weighed in at 4lbs 6oz. Roxan was born with many complications, some severe and others strictly cosmetic.

A Song A Me And My Best Friend Wrote Our Frist Song We Ever Wrote Lol It Sounds 80s Lol
I know sometimes I've been treating you bad I didn't know I was the only love you had I'm reaching out now with nothing to find but the long lonely days and the sad cold nights don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy like oldies station radio I turn you up, you feel like home Wherever I go, whatever I do with every thought, you're sure to follow don't say goodbye as I arrive it can't be gone before we've tried It's not a rush, cause I miss your touch I can't give up that that good old-fashioned love My hands were bound and I drowned when you found me you pulled me back, but it's taken me time to breathe I never said the words I thought you assumed I'm telling you now without a doubt, I'm in love with you don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy Chorus Don't let me think that you'll never turn around you're the one I want there's no good reason to be feeling we can't have it all Like a

9 Crucial Tips
Please pay attention to Number 9!! 9 Crucial Tips Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation...This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you...chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't se

Poem I Found
I am a woman. At times even a lady. And at any time, a willing,passionate, talented partner in bed. I also like to be held and talked to During those lonely hours of the night When i feel so alone in the world, crying into my pillow. There’s never anyone to hear me or to care. Maybe i should become the kind of woman men seem to like: A perfect 38-24-36 and the type To simper and flirt and act dumb for a man. But that isn’t who i am, and i will not be that kind of woman. Or accept the man who wants me that way. Still, nights like tonight the loneliness is overpowering. I begin to doubt in the kind of woman i am. I wonder when, if ever, there will be that man Who can appreciate me and see into my heart and soul And realize the loneliness lurking there. With the need and ability to love someone til we’re old and gray And who trust in the woman i am To keep the heart and soul of her man Safe from harm for all eternity.

Help Me Decide
HI ALL, IM AT THIS POINT OF FIGUREING OUT IF I WANT TO KEEP MY FUBAR ACCOUNT OR DELETE IT? I USE TO LOVE THIS PLACE BACK IN THE DAY AND NOW IT SEEMS TO BORE ME. I COME HERE LIKE ONCE ADAY NOW FOR LIKE 3 MINS AND LEAVE. PEOPLE ON HERE ARENT LIKE THEY USE TO BE. FEELS LIKE I GOTTA KISS ASS TO GET SOME PLACE AROUND HERE!

Just A Questiony Thingy
Have you had sex this week? NoPe... *LOOKS AT KSOUTLAW all MEAN* Do you have strong feelings for last person you texted? *SHRUGS* Where did you get the shirt you' re wearing? ii'M WeaRiiNG BeLLa'S NiiGHTGoWN :P Are you happy ? YeS!! Have you ever had a pet fish? yes, 3 actually for about 3yrs&let me tell you those were some big goldfishes! Somet hing you hate more than anything? two-faced ppl. Do you firmly believe that every thing happens for a reason? omg yes. what happens with the decisions that you mAKE? you have to abide by them. Who did you last cuss at? PFFT WHo HaVeNT ii CuSSeD aT Where were you at 11pm last night ? wiTH BeLLa PLaYiiNG PRiiNCeSSeS Do you think you' re wasting your time on the person you like? ne

This Is Who I Am
some say i'm the shyest person they know until they truely get to know me....then they say i'm a crazy bitch..i will put up no fronts... i like to tell it like it is....straight forward. it's the only way to go. because if ya put up fronts it will get you nowhere quick. i just like to have a good time at no costs. pure fun and no BS.

Poetry
To Come Home To PEOPLE A;WAYS SAY THINGS LIKE "DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL"? AWA FROM THE LUXURIES OF THE RUSH ABOUT DAYS THAT ALWASYS SEEM TO BE? I KNOW THAT I DO.....I NEED SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THAT IS SOLID AND SECURE AND SOMEPLACE THAT I CAN ESCAPE TO WHERE I CAN CLOSE OUT ANY WORRIES AND OPEN UP TO MORE PEACEFUL THINGS. IM LUCKIER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE I GUESS FOR I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE...SOMEPLACE TO GO WHERE MY HEART IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO BE AND WHERE I HAVE SOMEONE TO TURN TO....SOMEONE WHO IS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF ME AND THE BEST PART OF ALL IS ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST COME HOME TO YOU.....

Be Thankful
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know everything, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.

Think Before You Speak
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, 'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?' I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with men's balls . THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at th

Who Am I
My profession is somewhat unique in comparison to that of the average person. At any one fixed moment in time when duty calls upon me, I am prepared to sacrifice my own life to save the lives of others I may not even know. I am willing to do this because I understand that we all make choices in life. As for myself, this is the choice and path of service I have chosen to follow. Though my job is often rewarding, it can also be unsettling. I often reflect upon the simplicity of one question, "Who am I ?" At times, I cannot provide this answer, not even for myself. So, "Who am I" to choose a profession in life that regularly shows no mercy for the preciousness of life? "Who am I" to willingly, without hesitation, invite myself into some of the most uninviting situations known to mankind? "Who am I", so that when duty calls, may never again lay eyes on the loved ones I could leave behind? The assumed simplicity of this question is not so simple after all. Understanding "Who am I" may be di

Hmmm
I never knew finding the one person to fall for was a big deal recently. I was off doing my thing and I seen her...wow,I was amazed. I thought to myself she is the most beautiful person I have ever layed eyes on. Kinda hit me like a tons of bricks. I am content now. Thank you Kirsty.

I Understand
I understand I must love myself before I can love others I understand I must be open so I can open others unto themselves I understand I must be honest if I expect that of my friend I understand I must speak the truth if I am to hear the truth spoken. I understand I must reach out to people if I am to be touched. I understand I must share If I am to be given. I understand my knowledge must be used if I am to grow. I understand you must have freedom if I am to be free.

I'd Like To Know...
Why it is, that people find it necessary to fuck your day up for no apparent reason. I'd also like to know, why if someone has something shitty to say about your spouse they don't fucking say it to your spouse? What the fuck good can it possibly do ME?! Please tell me, what exactly does it do for me for you to tell me that Tim's, this or that? Is this like when you tell a fat girl she's fat and then she's supposed to stop eating? I'll tell you exactly what it does, it alienates me from you and makes me run further to him. I have 4 people in the world I trust and only 3 of them, that I know beyond a shadow of a doubt want me because I'm me. Love me because I'm me. Does it really matter if I'm with him? Does it make a difference to you? Is it going to fuck YOUR day up if someday we move back in together and he leaves me? If you care about me, I suppose it is possible for it to have an impact on your life, you'll be there listening maybe, feeling impotent that you can't do

Portrait Of A Friend...
"Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,

Interested In Joining Our Family?
INFO ON THE RATE SPANKERS * You are not an official member until you have received a confirmation email back from the Princess ... & she has added you to the Homepage. * - You must have at least 100 pics & 100 stash.... no exceptions. - You must be a level 10 or higher with a verified salute. PIMP-OUTS - We normally pimp 2 people out at a time, for 3 days, sent by email. LEVELING - When you're close to leveling, email either the Princess or Red Z28! STATUS / BLOGS / BULLETINS!! - Be watching for blogs & bulletins posted by the Princess & Red Z28. We will also change our status when someone is leveling. We may also msg or comment all members. WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY! Feel free to ask for help with contests, however it is not required of our members to help! Some people will gladly help though. WE MAINLY LEVEL MEMBERS OF OUR FAMILY - Although we do help a few outside of the family, it is usually because they have

Show Her Some Mad Fu-love!
PLEASE GO SHOW MY NEW OWNER SOME MAD FU-LOVE!! SHE'S THE MOST AMAZING FRIEND YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR AND IF YOU ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE HER IN YOUR CIRCLE OF THE WORLD THEN YOU ARE TRULY BLESSED! CLICK HER MIDGET AND GO SHOW HER ALL THE LOVE SHE DESERVES!

Another Saturday
man do saturdays suck or what? i guess for most people it's probably one of the best days of the week next to payday. For me they suck. i get to spend a day known for sleeping in and lounging around to another day of wondering how im gonna feed my kids and what i can do to lead somewhat of a normal life. Normalcy has not been with me for a very long time. you know i did recently start listening to the lyrics of favorite songs. its amazing how your perspective of life changes in an instant, and no matter how you feel or think there is always a song to change your emotion. its amazing how the lyrics of a song can change a lot of things. there are songs to make you feel happier, songs that make you feel worse about your lovelife than you did before, songs that make you feel like you can do anythings n the world, and songs that make you feel like nothings in the world can hurt you. the funny thing of it is that i love music and i can listen to alot of music during the day and i lov

Looking For A Few Good Promoters@ Fallen Angels
HELLO THERE EVERYONE !!! IT'S DA PIMP HERE AGAIN !!! I HAVE MOVED TO A NEW & UP COMING LOUNGE ON FUBAR !!! COME CHECK US OUT AT http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63713 WE ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PROMOTERS/GREETERS IF INTERESTED LEAVE ME A MESSAGE !!! I AM THE HEAD PROMOTER & I AM IN CHARGE OF THE PROMOTERS/GREETERS

It's Been Awhile
so yeah here we are with a new year and so far 2009 is lookin pretty good I have a new job I'm startin on monday and yeah I'm looking forward to seeing what the year will have in store for me everyone out in fubar land stay classy later

Beauty
How come you have to be a size 0 to be beautiful? I would love to have a good self esteam. It's not too bad, but it could be better. What should I do? I dont sit around and eat all day. I go to the gym, but it still doesn't make a difference in how I feel about myself. I just want to feel pretty. I hate those people that think that they have no flaws and think their shit dont stink. It's those type of people who give others a complex. Sorry if it sounds like im bitching, but i just needed to vent. Smooches to all. P.S Thanks for listening.

Kill Me Now....
I just got off the phone with my ex (yes dear lord I have lost my mind I am doing an ex blog but at least its not a mumm). Much to my surprise some friends of mine still talk to him and one of them told him about fubar and me being one blah blah blah. Well he got all nosy and asked them to show him.....of course they did. that would bring me to the why he called me part. He called to have a fit about my pictures and why when I was with him I never had, took or sent any like that for him. Having lost my mind I actually went into with him and told him well perhaps if you had not spent the better part of your time telling me I was fat and plain and going into detail of how so many other women are better looking than me I might of. He says that if I had not been dull boring and a prude (that made me laugh) and done something like that for him he probably would have, and that Im insecure if thats what I needed plus that any man would agree with him. blah.... if he gets a fubar acc

Black Rose
Black rose -Sigh- Intensely in my mind Dark as a thought Moving fleetingly From shadow to shadow I see you Intermittently Blonde hair Blue eyes Narrowly bound waist Corseted Contained Yet Yet freely You open Trust Trusting me To roam through your dreams Blindfolded Fed a solitary grape Juice Juices flowing down your legs Anticipating Anticipation of a touch Yet not a touch Only capturing Your mind To open The black rose And accept the nectar Of sweated loins On smooth Shaven lips poet

1-17-09 Auction Rules
> Human Auction Saturday January 17th @ 9:00 P.M. EST RULES!!! #1-NO DRAMA-Any in appropriate behavior will get you banned. #2-Must be a member of the Forbiden City to participate #3-Half of the money earned on your sell is yours the other half goes to the lounge for future promotions #4-Starting bid is 10,000 Fu-Bucks #5- Ownership lasts 1 month #6-You must put owned by your owner in your name for the duration of the ownership #7-Must send a comment to your owner every day that you are online #8-Must rate at least 200 Pics and or stash #9-Must be present to be auctioned off Please get back to DJ Slick if interested, A.S.A.P. ~DJ Slick Owner of The Forbiden City~ Send messages with questions our way too, we will answer them as quick as we can. Will be great fun hope to see everyone there.

Me
MANIFESTATION OF ANGER AND PAIN MISREPRESATION OF MIND AND BODY UNPREPARED AND UNACCOPLISHED UNSKILLED AND ARTLESS PRECEPTION OF MIND CONFINEMENT RESIGNATION OF FEELINGS DISPLACEMENT OF HEART AND SOUL BENDED, TWISTED, AND WARPED EMOTIONS TRAVEL SWIFTLY DRIFTING IN AND OUT OF THE ALCOHOL INSIGNIFICANT, MINDLESS DEMINISHED, DECLINED AND BEATEN

Jagged Pieces
THE DEMISE OF MY HEART FALLS INTO A DEEP DARK PLACE PAIN AND ANGUISH DISTORTS THE FEAR AND TERROR THAT RIPS ACROSS MY FACE SHATTERED, JAGGED PIECES OF A LIFE A PERSON TORN APART, THAT ONCE WAS ME THE DREDFUL FEELING OF BEING ALONE NO ONE TO TURN TO, NOWHERE TO GO AGONIZING SEREING FEAR, LEAVE ME BE HELP ME PLEASE, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE TEAR AWAY THE TIES THAT BIND PULLING, SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY HURRY REACH OUT, TAKE MY HAND, FIND

Bottle Of Shame
SLIPPING AWAY TO THAT DARK PLACE FIGHTING HARD NOT TO FELL HURRY RUN, FASTER,ITS A RACE THE DEEPER I GO, MAKES IT DARDER TO DEAL PAIN IS THE ONLY THING THAT SEEMS REAL THE IS SO FIERCE, SO HOT, STOP WILL I BE OK, WILL I EVER HEAL ITS GOT ME, WONT LET GO, DROP HITTING BOTTOM HURTS SO BAD GETTING HURTS AS BAD AS FALLING IVE LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING I HAD BEING A SCREW UP SEEMS TO BE MY CALLING HIDING AWAY IN A BOTTLE OF SHAME IM LOSING THE BATTLE, IM LOSING THE FIGHT ITS BECOMING IMPOSSIBLE TO DOUSE THE FLAME TRYING TO HOLD ON WITH ALL MY MIGHT THAT FIRE WATER HAS ME TWISTING, TURNING I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT, ITS JUST ME PUT IT DOWN, GET AWAY, ITS BURNING IVE PUSHED EVERYONE TO FAR, ALONE TO BE WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO MAKE THE PAIN STOP IF I FALL, CAN I GET BACK UP,TIME WILL TELL CAN I CLIMB OUT AND GET TO THE TOP OR AM I DESTINED TO STAY IN HELL

Love And Death.
Mandy and Austin have been going out since 7th grade, now they are in 11th grade. Mandy has been thinking of breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Mandy and Austin where talking over the phone: (Phone ringing at Mandy's house) Mandy: Hello Austin: Hey Baby Girl, how is it going? Mandy: Alright, u? Austin: Pretty good, so are u still up for the movie? Mandy: Im sorry i can't go, i promised my little sister that i would take her out to eat today. Austin: That sucks Mandy: Im really truly sorry Austin: Its all right, so can u got tomorrow then? Mandy: I cant, sorry, i have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. Austin: U know, it seems like u have been avoiding me this past few days. First u cant go out to dinner with me because u have a paper due, then u cant come over because u are to tired, and today during passing periods u totally ignored me. I had something i wanted to give to u. Mandy: Im sorry, im

Passages/spirit Tracks
Spirit leads us, reluctant, through valleys of mirrors. Waves of shadows, shone away by bursts of light, rise and fall... As patterns repeat again and again, till masks are dropped one by one. Naked, meek, willing, the cup finally empty, gentle drops of peace cloth us in new Life, And we remember who we Are. Blessings John ~Teach Only Love~

My True Love
They say that true love never dies, I must admit it's not a lie. Your my knight and shinning armor, Who said " I'll never harm her". This was also true, My love for him will forever be new. He has my heart and soul, While all other took it over coals. He locked it in away. And still has it till this day.

Truth Of The Matter
Someone once asked me if I was the best future for my little girl.Something i thought about for along time.Heres what i decided.No one in this world is perfect. Heaven knows I'm not. But I love her more than anyone else possibly could. In the end, that's all that matters.Shes my chance for something else something better and theres no way am letting that go.

100 Years
A Hundred Years from now. It will not matter what your bank account was. What sort of house you lived in. Or what kinda car you drove. But, The world may be diffrent. Because, you were important in the Life of a Child!

Fantasy ?
I had a dream about you again the other night. Not last night but the night before. I forgot because of everything thats going on. But here it is. I randomly showed up at your apartment. You answered the door and there I was standing there wearing a long buttoned up coat. You invited me in, you seemed confused. You took my hand and pulled me into your room. You started kissing me on my lips, on my neck. You held me tight. You took off my coat and what was underneath made you take a step back. I was wearing nothing but a red bra, red lace underwear and a garter belt. Which I find rather interesting since i have never owned a garter belt. Anyways, you smiled with this big devilish grin. You pulled me close and lowered me down onto the bed. You slowly unhooked my garter belt and pulled my panties off. You then spread my legs and started to lick my clit. Oh how good that felt. You nibbled it gently and inserted two fingers deep inside of me. I quivered with pleasure. You stopped and

I Found You
You Came Too! Current mood: cheerful Category: Writing and Poetry I came to the crowd seeking friends. I came to the crowd seeking love. I came to the crowd for understanding. I Found You! I came to the crowd to weep. I came to the crowd to laugh. You dried my tears. You shared my happiness. I went from the crowd seeking you. I went from the crowd seeking me. I went from the crowd forever. You came too.

Finally The Man Rules!!!
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear ' the rules ' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said

Women Are Always The Best!!!!!
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! ------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, ' but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' ------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by th

Some Me Some Not
OK HERE ARE JUST A FEW OF MY TURN ONS, NOT ALL ARE ME THO AND THOSE THAT ARENT WILL BE A COMMENT BESIDE IN ()SO IF YOU READ PLEASE NOTE THAT IN YOUR PEA BRAINS SOMEWHERE...LOL CANCER TURN ONS (THATS ME) 1. TALL MEN 2. NORODIC TYPES, BLONDES (MEN ONLY) 3. BUSINESS MEN, COLLEGIATES 4. JOCKS, BODY BUILDERS (NOT TO BUILT THO) 5. SMOOTH TORSOS 7. NUDISM 8. LITE S & M 9. SLAVING (NOT AT ALL) 10. DOUBLE DILDOS (WOOOHOOO) 11. STRAPPING ON (NEVER TRIED IT) 12. FATHER FIGURES 13. ANAL SEX 14. (PASSIVE) B & D 15. SEX CLUBS (NOT AT ALL) 16. SWAPPING (HELL NO) 17. INTENSE NIPPLE PLAY (SOMETIMES) 18. DOWNERS, QUALUDES (FUCK NO NEVER) 19. FIREMEN, COPS, DELIVERYMEN (HUMMMMMMMM MAYBE ALL THREE PROFFESSION LOL) 20. WATER SPORTS 21. SUBMISSIONS FANTASIES 22. PROSTITUTE FANTASIES (HELL NO) 23. DUNGEONS, WHIPS, CHAINS (WOW NEVER DONE OR USED THEM EVER) THESE ARE FROM A BOOK CALLED SEXOLOGY THAT I READ WHEN I GET BORED OR WANT TO KNOW HOW SOMEONE IS SEXUALLY A

Did Dark Energy Give Us Our Cosmos?
OUR universe may have arisen from seeds preserved in a universe that existed before the big bang - all thanks to dark energy. One of the models put forward to explain how the universe began proposes that it is just the latest phase in a never-ending cycle. Proposed in 2002 by Paul Steinhardt of Princeton University and Neil Turok from the University of Cambridge, the model argues that our universe exists on a 3D region called a "brane" separated from similar branes by a fourth spatial dimension. Under the right conditions, these branes collide, triggering a big-bang-like event. After the collision, the branes bounce apart, before another collision occurs many billions of years later. This model initially struggled to explain the ripples in the temperature and density of the universe that can be seen in the cosmic microwave background radiation left over from the big bang. The only way to make calculations based on the cyclic model produce the observed pattern of ripples is to add

What You Don't See About Me
The Part of You That No One Sees is Paranoid You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere. You're the type of person who goes along to get along. And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat. Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart. You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it. Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Never Part 2
Never part 2 I would try again. And fail. The questions and queries and wonders descend upon me like hordes of enemies under the blanket of night. - Why? With her back to me, she did not know it but with her she stole a piece of me. Absence yields such an emptiness. Quiet now. Once I was there, I heard the whispers and saw the grins on the faces of those aware of my shame. I am a secret. Her secret perhaps. As my voice seeks to scream from rooftops it must rather be reticent. - Why? No words found their way to my ear. The silence froze my tears upon my face. Epiphany. There is nothing. Nothing I can do. Helpless. At the moment of frigid rationale, my breath emerged as white clouds with the words "...I will go..." No matter what I do, it won't be enough. - Why? Forgive me. In my voice she heard the longing and the sorrow. The hope and the disappointment. Once upon a time, I had a dream. Resplendent, recurrent. I stood and

One Love
Listen to this story bout a world so cold where real life is fake, and insides never told you see theres the fake world you see people every day but when they get home always act another way you see every person has a mask they wear they show to people daily, cuz people just dont care you see we live in a world where everyones about themselves they dont go give a fuck so they never try to help chorus-we need to show some love, start caring for each other, appreciate our friends, and try to help one another x2-end chorus see in this day and age people caught up in themselves money and profits only care about the wealth see somebody in the street, gettin beat and just pass em by we dont want no trouble, let you know you just let em die see a lady being raped, no escape, just pass her by now she pregnant, your no help, and the baby is a bastard, all these fairytale dreams, this fame and glory bullshit, but i see the real world so i aint having none of it chorus see ther

Iggy Pop-candy
Its a rainy afternoon In 1990 The big city geez its been 20 years- Candy-you were so fine Beautiful beautiful Girl from the north You burned my heart With a flickering torch I had a dream that no one else could see You gave me love for free Candy, candy , candy I cant let you go All my life youre haunting me I loved you so Candy, candy , candy I cant let you go Life is crazy Candy baby Yeah, well it hurt me real bad when you left Im glad you got out But I miss you Ive had a hole in my heart For so long Ive learned to fake it and Just smile along Down on the street Those men are all the same I need a love Not games Not games Candy, candy, candy I cant let you go All my life youre haunting me I loved you so Candy, candy , candy I cant let you go Life is crazy I know baby Candy baby Uou uou uou Candy, candy, candy I cant let you go All my life youre haunting me I loved you so Candy candy candy Life is crazy Candy baby Candy baby,

We Wont Bite You, Come On Over!!!
COME SEE US HERE AT THE SITE htt://www.965thenoize.com COME SEE US THIS SAT NIGHT RIGHT NOW LIVE DJ'S ALOT GOOD PEOPLE HERE>>LIKE I SAID WE WONT BITE AND IT DOESNT HURT!!!! ahahha http://www.965thenoize.com

Reason
You’re the reason why I cry The way I'm feeling It's quite hard to describe I feel so alone and lost In this unbearable life Too many twisted emotions My stomach all tied in knots Wish there was something I could do To completely erase all these thoughts How long must I feel this pain I've cryed so many tears I can't stand looking in your eyes Only to see all of my fears How can you believe the smile on my face When you can clearly see the pain in my eyes Take a step back and look deeper You're the reason why I cry

Love
You said the words I love you, But it is obvious things have changed. I said the words I love you, And my feelings are still the same. You said I'll love you forever, But forever wasn't long enough. I said I'll love you always, And I'll mean it forever. But I can not imply to you What that means, 'Cause your version of Forever Isn't what it seems, And my version of Always Seems like an unrealistic dream.

Even If
Even if I still love you today Even if I so much need you to stay Even if I still want you to be mine Even if I so much need you to be fine Even if a life without you is death Even if your heartbeat is my breath Even if I'm terribly missing you Even if I pray for a hope anew If your heart changed and your love is gone I must say goodbye 'cause I'm not the one Who'll hold your heart as tight as you held mine who's destined by God for your love so divine I must accept the fact that you're not mine And in your life I must take off the line I must let you go and set you free For now I know your heart's not with me

Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry; I know it hurts but please dry your eyes. I will give to you whatever you need; A hug, a kiss, just tells me please. To see you cry is a terrible sight; Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight. I'll do anything you want to make you proud; I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud. I love you to much to see you cry; Please sweetheart don't say goodbye. Don't push me away I must stay near; To gently wipe away your tears. If we must truly say goodbye; One more time just close your eyes. And let us share one final kiss; For you are the love, I will forever miss.

The Hardest Thing
The hardest thing in the world Is what I'm about to say please listen to my words Before you turn away wer've been together a while everyone says were great Lately Ive felt different maybe this is not fate I know you love me dearly boy I love you too but the time has come to say I'm breaking up with you. sorry that was sudden please listen to me For these reasons I need to say These reasons we couldn't be 'Its not you its me' Would be a lie to tell Im going to tell you the truth As you know me so very well. To the best boyfriend of all No one could ever compare sometimes you broke your promises saying you would always be there I was always there for you at your every request you found it hard to realize I was always placed second best. I understand friends are important Maybe more so than me But baby you needed to understand That slowly you were loosing me. i may not have left your heart I was slipping out of touch did you ever see my pain? I cared a

Empty Arms And A Broken Heart
When I'm alone, and no one can see, Tears form behind my eyes, Every time you glance at me, A part inside of me dies Knowing it can never happen, Knowing it can't be true, Shatters my heart and my world, All I want is to be with you If I could just hold you, Just to know you're there, I would treasure that moment forever, Just to prove how much I care But I'm left with only a dream, Left to wander - I've played my part, I am all alone once again, With empty arms and a broken heart.

Volvo S60 Concept
Having long shed its image of producing boxy cars, the Volvo S60 Concept demonstrates that the designers at this Swedish automaker are taking the company's styling to new heights. There's no mistaking the Scandinavian heritage in this S60. The headlamps, for instance, throw light off in a pattern that resembles Viking longships, and the interior that uses light-colored wood accents. The S60 promises to be even kinder to the environment thanks to its direct-injected 1.6-liter 4-cylinder engine that produces 180 bhp.

....
dont wanna leave it all behind but i get my hopes and watch them fall everytime ull be okay i got to move on and be who i am i just dont belong here i hope you understand we might find our place in this world someday but at least for now i gotta go my own way

Poem From A Friend
this is a little poem a friend of mine said to read and i agree with it alot an its true. i love the poem david hope don't mind i repost it As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

Huh?
I didn't expect to already have a subject for entry but I suspect after reading some things here I might have more than one a day. Okay - so I'd heard about MUMM's but had no idea wtf they were, saw that one of my Fu-Friends voted on one and and thought I'd check it out. Oh myyyyyy.... The first one was a poll asking if you find anerexic girls or bbw's more attractive. Uhhhhh.... I see another one, something about being unlady like so obviously I click on it and read the question. It's obvious that this person has a question in there somewhere... but isn't very clear about what the question is. Now, I don't judge others' typing skillz or the way they communicate in, say, private messages or blogs - that sort of thing- bcuz I'm far from using great grammar myself. BUT - When you are trying to be witty and post something for a public forum you *might* wanna ... oh, I dunno... proof-read it first? Use spellcheck? Get an opinion about whether or not it even makes sense? Grrr

Real Bitch Simple Bitch
A simple bitch will take u where u need to go A REAL BITCH THROWS U THE KEYS AN SAYS IT NEEDS GAS A simple bitch will tell u not to fight it ain't worth it. A REAL BITCH WILL SAY BEAT THIER ASS AND LOOK AT THE CROWD N SAY NOBODY BETTER JUMP IN A simple bitch wonders who ur new man/women is A REAL BITCH KNOWS THE MUTHA FUCKERS 1ST,LAST NAME. BDAY WHERE THEY LIVES,WHO THEY RELATED TO,WHT KIND CAR THEY DRIVE,WHERE THEY WORK HOW MANY BABIES MAMAS /DADDIES THEY HAS,N HOW MANY BITCHES THEY TALKIN TO. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she/he can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out A REAL BITCH WILL JUST KNOCK THEM THE FUCK OUT A simple bitch tells u when she/he has had enough to drink. A REAL BITCH TELLS U WE NEED ANOTHER SHOT WE BOUT GET FUCKED UP. a simple bitch reads this and deletes it A REAL BITCH PASSES THIS TO ALL THE OTHER REAL BITCHES. WITH OUT THINKIN BOUT IT

Volkswagen Concept Bluesport
Promising both outstanding fuel economy and plenty of driving thrills, the Volkswagen Concept BlueSport features a mid-mounted 170-bhp 2.0-liter turbodiesel in a sleek 2-seat roadster. The engine's tremendous torque, 258 lb.-ft., enables the BlueSport to sprint to 60 mph in 6.2 seconds and yet have a highway fuel economy of 50 mpg. With an 18.5 gallon tank, this VW can go a whopping 710 miles between fillups.

Him
the heart sings and the minds wanders....... a quickened breath at the sight of him......... floating along to some haphazard dreamy state..... the words are stuck between my thoughts and lips........ let me touch you and show you what i am...... i am a universe undiscovered..... are you ready..... close your eyes & just feel it.....

Local Folk
Just something I had in mind...... This guy, Seth Lakeman, is local home grown talent. I went to one of his concerts, I almost peed my pants, well mebbe not but, he is very good live as well as recorded, not much difference in quality of voice or musically......enjoy this with meaning, I'm still procesing........

The Weekend Is Here
Got up this morning at 0730, and did a nice short 3.4 mile run, about 1 mile into the run I felt my hamstring hurting, so I decided to ease up on my speed. I found a race in febuary that I'm intrested in (San dieguito half marathon/5k), I haven't made up my mind yet on wich race I plan on running, but either one I plan on making it a blast. I'm really in need of a good race, I'm not to fond of being stuck in a classroom, and studying all the time. I went to the gym after my run, and decided to do a ab workout, I noticed alot of cute caucasian females in the gym this morning, that made me extend my workout even more longer in the gym, and they were in really good shape, thats always a good thing in my book. Called my mom (hehe mommy) today, and told her about my rough schedule at the school, and that I have dropped to 136 pounds because of my lack of eating, etc. On weekdays I seem to average only 1 meal a day, and that's during lunch time, my evening meal always ends up being so

1st Time This Guy Talked 2 Me...peice Of Shit..
Tony: later ->Tony: BYE Tony: ok i will but i want phone sex ->Tony: HOW ABOUT THIS...I BET U DIDNT EVEN READ MY PROFILE..HUH..AND YOU WANT ME TO PHONE FUCK YOU...NOT EVERYONE IS AFTER THE SAME SICK SEX SHIT...I AM REAL ..READ MY PROFILE...AND DONT JUDGE ME.. Tony: oh Tony: i dont know.... but im true to my word.. now call me and phone fuck me ->Tony: U R NEW HERE..IVE BEEN ON HERE FOR LIKE 2 YEARS...AND IVE HEARD UR STORY 100 TIMES...FROM MEN THAT WIND UP TO BE PSYCHO'S OR MARRIED... Tony: hmm ->Tony: LOL...LIKE YOU EXPECT ME TO BELEIVE THAT...DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE HEARD THAT SAME SHIT.. Tony: oh i def would.. i can hop on a plane first thing tomarow.. lock us in ur room and do it all day and nite mmm ->Tony: 28 IS GOOD...BUT YOU ASKED A QUESTION...WHAT WOULD YOU SAY IF I SAID YES BRING IT...WOULD YOU?? Tony: what now u wont talk to me Tony: like i said ..... old enough to make u cum over and over Tony: im 28.. ->Tony: THAT DID NOT ANSWER ME.

Ftw?!
Disclaimer: The following content most likey is only important to me, as it will contain ramblings usually only I can understand. I don't type in complete sentences, or even thoughts. It's all random, but I like it that way. Kind of like - controlled chaos. It works for me. And yes most of what I add in this section will be NSFW. This disclaimer applies to this, and any future blog entries I may make. Enjoy! Sooooooo... yeah. I'm so easily amused! And apparently this Fubar thing is my latest *thing*. Pretty cool site so far. A little "busy" for my taste, but I didn't create it, so I'm not complaining. I was invited to join the site when a friend of mine started DJ'ing in one of the lounges. When I first joined, I thought it seemed like a good site to boost one's ego. It seems everyone's pics on Fu get rated a '10' or higher. But after chatting with someone in a lounge and asking about the leveling up thing I found out that the more you rate pics, the faster you

The Union Of Irish Dad & Mommy
Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu Matrimony DJ Irish Dad & DJ Mommy Saturday January 17th, 20097:00 p.m. E.S.T. click pic to enter The Real Red Dragon Stop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!!

A Tribute To Those That Protected And Still Are Protecting Us...
God Bless you Great people of the armed services!!! ***OUR ARMED FORCES*** MY MEMORIAL DAY TRIBUTE TO THOSE THAT HAVE SERVED... REMEMBER THOSE THAT HAVE FALLEN IN LINE. WE HAVE SOME OF THOSE THAT ARE SO ASININE. NO APPRECIATION FOR THE LIVES THAT ARE LOST. BENT AND DETERMINED TO BETRAY OUR SOLDIERS AT ANY COST. UNPATRIOTIC AND VERY DISRESPECTFUL TO THE CORE. LAME, IDIOTIC, NEVER HAVING SERVED A HOSTILE TOUR. THEY ARE OUR FINEST YOUNG PEOPLE IN UNIFORM. GIVING THEIR LIVES AND RIDING OUT HELLS STORM. THIS DAY OF MEMORY FOR THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN GIVING. WE OWE THEM A DEBT, FOR THEY ARE THE FREEDOM WE ARE LIVING. BOW YOUR HEADS AND SHOW SOME RESPECT FOR OUR MOST COURAGEOUS. THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T IT HAS BECOME A BIT OUTRAGEOUS. I BELIEVE IN THEM NO MATTER HOW POLITCALY EXTREME. FIGHTING IN IRAQ AND AFGHANISTAN BECAUSE THEY ARE SUPREME. THEY ARE OUR SONS, DAUGHTERS, AND THEY GIVE US THEIR ALL. SHOW THEM DIGNITY, LOVE, AND SOME GRATITUDE BEFORE THEIR FINAL CALL.

Brattybratty Has Auto-11's!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? BrattyBytch!!! BrattyBytch - Club Mystic@ fubar SHE HAS THEM RUNNING UNTIL 3PM FU-TIME ON SUNDAY! THAT'S 5PM CST, AND 6PM EST!! LOTS OF TIME TO GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! PLEASE HELP TO GET HER CLOSER TO PROPHET??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! SEND PM FOR RETURN RATES!!! BrattyBytch - Club Mystic@ fubar FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!!

Forgiveness: Rip Aunt Annie.
Earlier this month, my world changed. My beloved Aunt Annie passed away. She was my mom's "baby" sister. Annie came to me in spirit that day and told me something had ruptured and she passed out, and she died. It was later found from an autopsy that she had an eptopic pregnancy and bled internally to her death. Her fallopian tube had ruptured. Her death is not what changed my world. The way she died did. Her husband and she were unable to afford insurance. However, Minnesota Care provides free health insurance. She had it, but her husband's inability to help her fill out the paperwork every six months brought forth the day of her death. Now, my Aunt Annie was born with brain damage. Nobody knows how it was caused, but she always had difficulties showing basic emotions and learning. She was a smart woman in her own ways. I connected with her because she was a fellow lover of animals and like me, had an amazing ability to communicate with them like nobody could. She was able to tame ferr

Custom Skins
Just because lately I have been approached by a few about making custom skins I have decided to start charging. I don't make the best but it still takes time to make them. So if anyone is interested, fee is as follows. Small Bling pack or 600K Fu-bucks get's you 1. Auto 11 gets you 3. If interested,send me a PM titled "Custom Skin". Skins will be made based on my free time so depending on when the request is made, it may take 1 day or it may take a few days. I'll also need to test them to make sure it works. Payment first, once I agree to do it. Browse through the ones I have already made, custom and non and make note of the skin title so that I know the type of lay out you want. Theme and color will be to your liking obviously. I will also need link to pic you want used as header if you want one.

Dear That Special Someone For Me
I know you are out there and it's just a matter of time before we find each other. I am looking forward to that day with all my heart. I am preparing myself for you each day. Imagining what you could be like. What do you look like? Are you tall, dark, and handsome or are you short, thick, cuddly, and good looking? No matter what, you are for me and I will love you regardless what happens through the years. I hope to grow old with you for the rest of my life. To celebrate good times with you and support each other through the bad times. Marriage is a journey that we will grow together through. We will learn things about each other every day. We will not always have good times but we will always love each other and work through our problems. Marriage is forever. So I promise you forever. We will have fun watching football games, taking walks, and watching movies. I look forward to that day and until then, I will be waiting for you with open arms and my heart full of love just for you.

Modern Day Slavery
Have we all returned to an era of slavery? About a hundred year ago, most people earned their living with small scale business. There was no boss as such but if you didn't work hard you didn't get to eat. Now, most people work under a boss or for a company. The boss/company is effectively able to hold you in a state of slavery. Keep them happy or lose your job. Contracts may not accurately refelect working hours or practices. Protests about this may not be looked upon kindly. They effectively own you. Instead of being paid for the real value of their labour, people are paid a reduced wage/salary in return for job security. Hence freelancers make so much more. Is the only truly free individual in todays society the self employed entrepreneur? Would you risk security for freedom and money by becoming an entrepreneur?

She Needs Your Help Please??
~*DVUS WANTS YOU!!*~ ~*MY BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYED REBELLION HAS HER AUTOS ON AND NEEDS YOUR FU LUVVV*~ ~*She is a HOTTIE N A HALF, with all the LOVE in ALLLL the right places. She is beautiful inside out and can ALWAYS make me smile*~ ~*So go drop by her page and help this seXXXy Fu HOTTIE out and LEV UP on her*~ ~*Thats right drop by her page and spend some time with one of the MOST BEAUTIFUL & SEXXIEST women I know and LEV UP in the process...you KNOWWW you wanna*~ BlueEyedRebellion~Don't like it?GObk2MYSPACE, or GROW THE FK UP!Asst chief promoter of fuLUVbomb@ fubar ~*JUST CLICK HER LINK ABOVE TO VISIT HER OR YOU CAN CLICK MY LINK BELOW TO VISIT ME YOU WONT REGRET IT!!*~

Today
Well, today Justin {my son} and I cleaned out 2 closets, 2 cabinets, and the storage under the guestroom captain's bed. He is taking 3 garbage bags full of clothing to Goodwill for me. Pretty good start to the packing process. :) As for my SI joint... Eh, a pain pill and muscle relaxer later and I am tolerating. :) We didn't even argue over anything. He just did as I told him to do. :O Who kidnapped my son and replaced him with an uncanny lookalike??? That is all.

[woooohoooooooo!]
Allow me to introduce you all to Alexandria V. The fifth (duh) hard drive/PC to receive that designation from me. What does this mean? *drum roll* A return to NO LIMIT TEXT ENTRIES!!! I'm no longer strangled AND I can listen to my music again as I write! WOOHOO!! Oh... and multiwindow porn and such while watching foodnetwork, but who's keeping track. I've got A LOT of work left to do, namely getting most of my favorites back, and my files up to august of last year. Not to mention ALL those files to reacquire... For right now I'm going to bask in the glow of my benevolent PC. Damn it is so good to have her back. It feels... right.

Fubar Video Salutes?
we've been kicking around the idea of doing some tv commercials for fubar.com to help spread the word about the site. if anyone has a video salute that you've already made for fubar, or had thought of making one and wanted an excuse, please post a *link* to the youtube video (youtube only please and make sure it's a link.. don't embed it here.) in a comment to this blog or in a PM to me if you're shy... but if you're shy, why are you here? :D in the video please include your uid or fubar custom url. the uid/url can be hand written or spoken, but i need to know how to find you. for example, my uid is 1 and my custom url is fubar.com/mike. feel free to say what you like most about fubar, why you use it, any interesting stories you might have from using the site, or whatever else you want... (keep it legal please, i'm too fragile for the pokey). there isn't a plan to include any of these in the commercial, but you never know what'll happen (i'll contact you and ask permission fir

I Am Pathetic...
Somebody want to donate fubucks so I can post more intelluctually challenged mumms?Dont be greedy,unless you are greedy.Then cool.I wouldnt give em to me either.Cheers for now.I am cooking supper so I am in and out. Tatoe

Deadly Shadow
Slowly stalking through the darkness, a lone Warrior cautiously moved through the enemy lair. Tyburcio Warpoet had his goal set, and was fixated on achieving it. Calling the Shadow Clan home he was a very skilled Warrior for his age, and had already become the favorite of the clan’s Mistress, and continuously called upon for tasks. At the age of Sixteen Tyburcio has already taken part in more than thirty campaigns, and lone “disciplinary actions” against other Clans in the region, more than any other Warrior his age which is the result of constantly intense training in the arts of Calvary, Swordsmanship, Hand to Hand combat, and Infiltration from his father Olmec Xchyler who was a superb Warrior himself. Born from another high status dominant female, Tyburcio was well aware of how the social structure worked within his Clan, and others for that matter. Which made him very useful for situations that demands a more “aggressive diplomatic” touch. Within his Clan the females were domi

Disillusionment
Disillusionment Dismayed by illusion is but an intrusion into where you wish you were even before you find your way. The past is in your face until you put it in its place and take control of the desires that that make your heart want to race. But now inside and behind all of the confusion lies the peace and resolution to the fears that captivate your travels. So now if all that you possess are the fears that prevent your rest then lift your face up to feel the rising sun of day. A simple smile can send your disillusion back to its point of intrusion and create within your heart a hope and love and inclusion.

Enough With The Damn Drama!!!
Hard2Handle Rate/Re-Rate Day!! She attractsHatredJealousyand Envyfrom other Women! She brings outLustDesireObsessioninMen! This is.. Auto's On!!! Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubarWhat ever emotion she has brought out in you, stop by and pay her a visit! Rate or Re-Rate!Add or Fan if you haven't already!!Male or Female, there's bound to be something in her albums that WILL tickle your fancy!! Brought to you by:DUH!MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubarPlease Re-Post! DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

A Poem
I felt a sudden inspiration, so I wrote a short poem. Leave me love, comments, criticism, concerns, suggestions, rotting tomatoes, whatever, I wanna hear it. I wrote this in five minutes or less, and I don't write that often, and okay, no more excuses, here goes... It's called "I am" for what you will soon see are obvious reasons. I am Multi-faceted like Loreal Feria Multi-faceted shimmering hair color #60, crystal brown. I am Multi-faceted like a princess cut diamond engagement ring, $2,700, platinum. I am Multi-faceted like a mullet that stays business in the front, party in the back, $9.99 plus tax and tip at Super Cuts. I am Late-night Lady and Studious Student, Marja Morgan, pleasure to meet you. I am A gym-rat-health-freak and also enjoy moving my thumb back and forth on a grape-flavored Swisher Sweet, watching it twist between my pointer and middle finger as I watch the smoke fill my vision and feel the moment as nothing but sensual. I am

Looking For Staff And Members
Click The Picture Below To Go To The House Of Love LOUNGE THE HOUSE OF LOVE IS LOOKING FOR DJS AND HAVE MANY STAFF POSITIONS AVAILABLE THE OWNERS ARE DJ LADY MEL AND TABS CO OWNER IS SCORPIOBABY AND IF U ARE INTERESTED IN HELPING OUT SEE THE OWNERS FIRST AND WE WILL DIRECT U WHERE U NEED TO GO TO INQUIRE BUT ALL HELP IS APPREICATED

Today Is A Very Sad Day
I was notified at 10am this morning that a very very good friend of mine of over 10 year died of a brain aneurysm this morning at her home. She was only 35 years old. This was totally unexpected and no one knew that anything was wrong with her. I am in total shock, and very sad about this. I have tried to hang out on here but I can not keep my head on straight. So if you could please keep my family and her family in your prayers. She left behind a husband, a 12 year old son and a 8 year old daughter....

Not 1 Of My Usual Blogs
As some of you may or may not know, I try to keep to myself as much as possible and just hang out here with my friends and do the FU…But it has been brought to my attention that I am being blogged about, falsely. So this is what I am going to do, for the sake of fairness I am going to show you who is blogging about me and threatening to “HACK ME” Here she is: MzMic ™ Standing on Her Own. Now first you need to know she was recently RESET for cheating. She claims a dozen reasons why she was UNFAIRLY reset but she never mentions in her blog that she was rest for SCRIPTING. I have a yahoo conversation of hers I am going to show you too where she admits scripting and threatens a few fubar members, and has a few choice words about fubar admin while she is at it… This is the proof of why she was reset- read this from the bottom up: This is her yahoo: this is only her side of the conversation to protect the one who busted her out: from the bottom up. micshell42: kidd better be

Fubar Lover Application
~*~FILL THIS OUT TO APPLY TO BE MY LOVER~*~ *You* Name: Age: Birth Date: Height: Weight: Muscular or Scronny?: *What You Think About Me* Whats the most attractive thing on my body?: Am i good looking?: On a scale of 1-10 what would u rank me?: Do u wanna kiss me?: Do u wanna have sex?: Would u ever go out with me?: Would u ever cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on anyone?: Have u ever helped anyone cheat?: What do u like most about me?: *More about You* Whats your favorite color?: Chevy or Ford?: What stores do u shop at?: Do u like Abercrombie?: What kind of Music do u like?: Whats your longest relationship?: Why'd it end?: Would u get me presents randomly?: Would u love me?: Do you like me b/c Im beautiful or am I beautiful b/c u like me?: Would you ever surprise me just so u could see me?: What kind of car do u drive?: Are u a flirt?: Do u get jealous easily?: If I flirted with another guy, what would u do?: If any guy

You Must Learn To See The Good In Any Situation
Wal-Mart here in Minot is open for its first business day since closing Sunday due to trouble with its roof supports. I know because Martha had to go to work at seven this morning and Mary took here because she had to work at Kmart at eight this morning. So it was my second Saturday in a row home when the kids woke up, and my second Saturday without going to Breakfast with the Boys, and Martha’s second Thursday where she wasn’t scheduled to bowl on league but she “had to” because someone else gave a funny excuse to not show up. But I don’t see a double standard in any of this … I got to deal with Sarah waking up earlier and earlier after going to bed at the same time every night, her and Jeffrey’s inability to keep still and through much of the week my inability to let them out of the house with all of our snow. Today there’s no more expected snowfall and it’s twenty-eight degrees right now, but the possibility of very highly piled, very tightly packed snow melting too fast or me

Skin Template:
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Skins!
subject: SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating post date: 2007-10-15 17:54:46 views: 3529 comments: 35 ratings: 0 Skins-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating Ripping a Skin There are two ways to rip a skin on FuBar. Option #1 The first way is to visit your homepage and click on the My Skins link.http://fubar.com/myskins.php Original Homepage Power Homepage A page will open with the Option to Browse Skinshttp://fubar.com/browse_skins.php The red link is clickable. Once clicked you will be in the whole FuBar site gallery of skins created. You may go through the lists and look at the titles to decide which one(s) you would like to have on your page. Make sure that you preview any skin that interests you in order to ensure that none of the codes or pic links are broken. The skin will then generate as you would see it on your public profile page. If the skin is what you like, then close out the preview window (which opens in another tab) and rip the s

Dj Lady Mel
RATE FAN ADD CRUSH BLING ME MY AUTO 11 ARE RUNNING SO COME GET YOUR LEVEL ON DJ LADY MEL~Founder & Owner of House of Love Radio & Lounge **Fu Angels Team 2 ,The Pegasus Project@ fubar Click anywhere on the pic SO U WANNA LEVEL HIT ME HARD CAUSE I LOVE IT d>

Poetry
~The Reaper~ The Reaper answers the door, comfort to make, pain to take. Memories reflected in broken mirrors, twisted and bent. Changes reflected in prisms of your emptiness, a stony silence of painful remembrance. Abhorrent, absent function, alluring in an obsequious, macabre dysfunction. Particles of dust flower where the soul flourished A gruesome effigy to a being that was known. This mechanistic prison of fear; this belligerent dread, for He is near. Parsimonious love brings acquiescence. Broken paths of degenerated nostalgia, the life that never was. That ceaseless, capricious creature answers the door, pain to make, comfort to take. ~Jon~

Whiny Bastards... Ffs Act Like You Have A Pair Fellas, Please.
->texascount...: Oh, and, women don't like the smell of desperation nor do they wish to be hit on by random "men" -I use this term loosely since you're clearly not one. Men that go around begging for sympathy are worthless. Desperation smells like dirty monkey taint. ->texascount...: No, not with you, get bent, fuck your mother, die. texascount...: hello are you single? do you like to talk on the phone? do you have yahoo messenger? what's your id? can you please answer all 4 of my questions please?

Perfection
find and share erotica on causticerotica.com I wake from a dark and dreamless sleep eyes closed I turn to get closer to your body wanting to feel the rhythm of your breath, your heat comforts and evokes a soft throb of desire as I slowly mold myself to your back and embrace you. I press my face into your skin and your scent makes me ache As I softly place a kiss to your neck yet I am careful not to wake you basking in the essence that has become us. My breasts tighten as they brush against your skin And the desire becomes a deeper throb within my loins As I slide my hand ever so slowly down your body I bite my lip to silence a moan, as if wanting to etch this moment into my memory forever. If only I were an artist, I would put your beauty on canvas so that I could display to the world what I see when I look at you Though in reality the true beauty of you could never be captured I feel you stir as my fingers lightly dance across your chest and my breath quickens as I softly ki

She's A Keeper!
~ SLUT~ co...: and was made to suck a horses cock ->~ SLUT~ co...: sweet! ~ SLUT~ co...: goat no but i have been fucked by a dog a few times ->~ SLUT~ co...: a goat? ~ SLUT~ co...: nope ->~ SLUT~ co...: ever fuck a midget? ~ SLUT~ co...: so definatly ~ SLUT~ co...: and i like humiliation ~ SLUT~ co...: i will do anything im told ->~ SLUT~ co...: sound like fun to you? ~ SLUT~ co...: no never ->~ SLUT~ co...: when a guy shits on your chest and then titty fucks you ~ SLUT~ co...: whats that? ->~ SLUT~ co...: ever have a Chili dog? ~ SLUT~ co...: yes sir ->~ SLUT~ co...: cool, you like bukkake? ~ SLUT~ co...: yes ->~ SLUT~ co...: you are a slut? ~ SLUT~ co...: hey ~ SLUT~ come comment my pics@ fubar

A Little Piece Of Me.....
You look at me and wonder what I know of Goth/Emo...I was a child of Goth/Emo before some of you were children........ I just had to learn to hide it on the inside. My ramblings on here are often all I have left of an era that has past me by now....

My 3s
well heres the deal bout the 3s... 1st off 3 is my fav # and i figure it dont get no betR than three 3s.also 3 is a very powerful # amongst #s.just look at the effect that 3 has on r society-just think bout it... however its much deeper than that 4 my self.as yall know i hav an angel tatD on my bak.it says "angel of god" under it.eventually it'll say "macivelian arc angel of god" ... which is a skillD and blessD worrior !!! the 3s r on my bak also-the meaning of which is life,power,death... the LIFE is:GOD,JESUS & the holy spirit the POWER is:the desturction of sadda&gamora, babalon & the flood the DEATH is:JESUS & the 2 thieves that died on the cross theres also fear,strangth,victory---theres fear n life,strangth n power,victory n death,plus theres 3 more i had 2 go with this.u know 2 complete the circle of 3s,but its been yrs sence i thought bout it and need 2 read up on my BIBLE.i do remember the last of the last 3 is salvation cuz theres salvation n victory...

How To Treat A Woman
Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. Love her with all your true heart and soul as she does you ! HOW TO TREAT A MAN: SHOW UP NAKED.. BRING CHICKEN WINGS... DON'T BLOCK TV...

Caa #76
Another prayer request just in room a good friend of mine. Here friend is having a really hard time right now and it is crossing into the personal and financial parts of his life and affecting his business. Please pray for him that angel prayers will help console, comfort and support him and let him know he is loved. Doc

Portrait Of Valor
Portraits of valor From Iraq and Afghanistan, a few American heroes you've never heard of By Robert J. Caldwell April 16, 2006 On any given day, American soldiers and Marines fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan perform extraordinary feats of courage and sacrifice in the service of their country. Hundreds of these unsung heroes have been awarded this country's highest decorations for valor in combat, often given posthumously: Navy Crosses, Silver Stars, Bronze Stars, Distinguished Service Crosses and, in one case so far, the Medal of Honor. Yet, with rare exceptions – Army Sgt. First Class Paul R. Smith's Medal of Honor among them, fortunately – these acts of valor go mostly unreported and unknown outside the brotherhood of arms that is the United States military. The Media Research Center, a conservative watchdog group that monitors television news, complained last fall, for example, that the major television networks (ABC, NBC and CBS) devoted only eight stories from J

Caa #75 - Update
Heard back from my Angel and her friend is doing much better, the fever has gone down and she has stabilized. So, dear friends, prayer does work and keep going she is not out of the woods yet. Love you all and thanks so much. Doc

Css Skin Coding, Making Skins,
Keep in mind...that you have to start somewhere. Rip a skin from someone, then rip another skin from someone else. For your own sanitys sake as well....PREVIEW the skin and make sure it loads properly! Put them both into a file on your desktop and do some comparisons between the two. Study the layouts and the different coding techniques. CSS codes, are written by individuals and will not look the same for every skin. Below are some clickable links for various net coding sites. I've also included one for your html and hex color codes. **************************************************** http://www.dynamicdrive.com/style/layouts/category/C12/ **************************************************** http://www.hypergurl.com/css.html **************************************************** http://www.draac.com/css/csstricks.html ************************************************** http://www.neopets.com/~csshelp ***************************

Lie To Me
lie to me tell me you love me. whisper in my ear tell me you need me. tell me how badly you want me. Let me pretend for a while that u actually loved me just for a second before you shatter me. here i lay again upon the floor a million pieces love doesn't seem real any more. i dreamed last night... dreamed that you where here that u really wanted me but i know its not true. I'm not perfect but i really did love you. the times come now that I leave you behind... I'll miss the days you actually cared but I wont miss this empty feeling. I hide the pain so well but i cant pretend any more and I cant love you that way so just disappear before i resent ever knowing you. Just fade away like i know you should have done years ago

To Be A Friend
To me a friend should be someone like me. Someone who shares some of the same dreams, a kindred spirit. Someone you feel a connection with on the deepest level. Someone you can count on when you need them, in good times and bad. Someone you feel you can share any feelings and thoughts with, whatever silly things they may be. Someone who has a big heart, because you may need forgiving. Someone who is very understanding and patient, because life doesn't always go the way we want it to. Someone who sees who you really are, yet still loves you. Someone who makes you feel like you matter to them. Someone who is always there for you, even when you least expect it. Friends and friendships are a very important part of who we are. Friends can influence us in positive and negative ways. Friends come and go from our lives and we adjust accordingly. Some friendships last a lifetime, some only a season. No matter how long they last value them for what they are, how they

Sweet~n~sexxay Spotlight Auction!
Want to own this BigDaddy click the pic below to make a bid on me! Win a salute from me and my wife SinfulBrat all fubucks goes to Sweet~N~Sexxay 4 her spotlight fund Win a salute from me all fubucks goes to Sweet~N~Sexxay 4 her spotlight fund

Random Schtufff
random thoughts at 30,000ft..... Whoever the asshat was that said "Live with no regrets." was a fuggin idiot. If I ever meet that person I will stab them in the jaw. You're a douche. A person can't live without regret, regret is what makes a person say "yes" instead of "no" like the last time, or vice versa, duh.... If you're missin an appendage because you wanted to "Live without regret", I bet you're regrettin that shit now.... I've never heard anyone ever say "Man, I regret not goin skinny dippin with the sharks...." Cornbread, ain't nothin wrong with that.... OK, this ones really geared toward the asshats of FuBar, ladies, you'll love this.... Fellas, listen, just one tid bit of advice, be a gentlemen if you're going to engage the ladies in a Fu-Conversation. "Hey, nice tits, can I jack off to you on cam?" is not really a good way to start off, I'm just sayin.... Personally, if she says "yes" you can have her.... I prefer a lady with a freak streak myself, not a who

Tag Ur It
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 1) I am allergic to work lol 2) I hate fake people 3)I can mutitask 4)I can change the brakes on my volvo 5)I have a sexy scar 6)my middle name is michael 7)I love my baby girl 8)I have never broken a bone 9)I have a big heart 10)I have had a cat thrown at me got scratched. brother threw him and i got clawed.lol I choose ~C~ in la la land because i love her I choose cassi cause she is an awesome friend I choose ****fubarmademeabitch**** cause I care alot about her I choose sweetgb cause shes sweet I choose donna cause shes a good friend

Mercenary - World Hate Centre
Ok, so the singing may not be to everybodies taste, but the musicianship on this song is near second to none. Now do you feel respectable on the cross? Hanging by the shred of life that we lost Greet the pain, meet the nails That we thrust into your chest Now it's time for you to repay us Never judge me It fuels my hatred Join the searching And lead the bloodshed We will track you down and nail you Unto the cross with thorns We will do this with precision Make sure you'll regret you were born Only when you ask forgiveness We may pretend that we care Yeah sure You my friend represents the sickness And we shall be the cure We shall be the healers of our time Strike back, twice as hard then proceed Can you feel the hate that flows divine And soon the world belongs to me Never judge me It fuels my hatred Join the searching And lead the bloodshed Now you bow your head in shame So where's your power, sinner Your weakening becomes my gain An

New Year Weight Loss
A fellow was ordered to lose 75 pounds, due to VERY serious health risks. As he wondered how in the heck he would ever do it, he ran across an ad in the newspaper for a guaranteed weight loss program. ''Guaranteed my ass,'' he thought to himself, but desperate, he calls them up and subscribes to the 3 day/ 10 pound weight loss program. The next day there is a knock at his door and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptous, athletic, beautiful babe dressed in nothing but a pair of NIKE running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, ''If you can catch me you can have me!'' Without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through and she leaves, he thinks to himself, ''I like the way this company does business.'' The same girl shows up for the next two days and the same thing happ

Johnny Has Autos On Now!!!
He's Sweet! He's Sexy! And He's my best friend! 1.6 million to Prophet! Let's put a big dent in that number. RATE Him FAN Him ADD Him BLING Him Bomb his folders... He'll pay you 15k per bomb! ****************************** Lovingly Pimped out by Carrie ****************************** Please repost... Thank you...

Mirror Image
The person I feel I am on the inside is not who I see when I look in the mirror. When I look in the mirror I see all my flaws and the reasons why they don't match. Reminders of more painful times are the first obviously visible thing to me. I see it in my silhouette, I see it in the way I move, I see it on my skin. I see the years that have slipped passed me while I was involuntarily sedentary. I see age in my skin, my hair, my eyes. I see the evidence of the children I bore, the life I created. I see a limited person. I see a person I do not recognize. I see a trapped soul. The person I look for in the mirror is young and vibrant. The person I look for is carefree, adventurous, spontaneous. Without physical or potential limitations. I look for the person I feel wants to conquer the world. A person who would climb mountains just to watch the sun setting behind the world. A person who would jump out of a perfectly good airplane and parachute thru the heavens just for the thrill of it

Things We Should Do
I think we should all slow down sometimes. Life is crazy for us all at some point or another. It is too easy to get caught up in the complexities, chaos and stress that are in our daily life. We don't think often enough about ourselves. We are consumed and occupied with the thought of all the things we need to accomplish and trying to accomplish them, that we loose our inner peace. Most of the time we feel there is no time to rest, there are just too many demands and obligations to be met. We have our family, our jobs and any other obligations we have deemed worthy of occupying our every spare moment. We spread ourselves too thin. What do you think would happen if you just decided to turn the ringer off, told your spouse and children you would tend to their needs later. Told the boss you had an appointment you just had to keep. What if you told your customers you would get to them another day, told your friends you would talk to them later. What if you just walked away from everythi

Auto 11 Rates
Ok friends, family, and fans just a little note I want to pass on and please don't take this the wrong way... Here lately I have noticed alot of people with Auto's on so I have committed most of my time to rating only those with 11's on for the points only. Please if you have Auto's on and you want me to come rate you I would prefer either a Shout in my box or a Private Message letting me know. Now another thing since I have alot of friends with Auto's on all the time or most of the time I can only find it fair to rate some of your pictures before moving on to another friend and helping them. Generally I will only rate around 100 pictures or so. Now friends that have Auto's on that are offering fubucks for rates will get priority over those without. I want to make that clear. I also may go ahead and rate all your pictures just because I feel like it or because no one else has sent me messages letting me know there Auto's are on. Please if anyone has questions or comments fee

Hot Night Out Cont#3
as i sit in my office thinking about what just happened my legs still shakey from the major orgasm i just had feeling pleased i am still thinking about getting off again i ponder on the thought for a few and deside to get off again just as i start to prop my leg up on my desk my office door opens . Oh Shit its my boss damn sure glad i hadnt started playing yet i would have been busted he stands there talking for a few and walks out the door thank god he is gone i sit back down after locking my office door and i start to rub my clit it is still tingly from earlier rubbing it feeling how moist my pussy is getting yet again i rub and rub then i start fingering myself mmmmmm its nice and hot and wet just feeling the inside of my pussy excites me wishing and dreaming of his hard cock i stop playing with myself long enough to grab my bag i never leave home without a few toys for the office they do help pass the time at work i grab old blue he is about 8 1/2 inches and suctions to the wall o

Bear In A Bar
A bear walks into a bar in Billings , Montana and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer. The bartender approaches and says, 'We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Billings ' The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer. The bartender tells him again, more forcefully, 'We don't serve beer to belligerent bears in bars in Billings ..' The bear, very angry now, says, 'If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar.' The bartender says, 'Sorry, we don't serve beer to Belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings' The bear goes to the end of the bar, and, as promised, eats the woman. He comes back to his seat and again demands a beer. The bartender states, 'Sorry, but we especially don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings who are on drugs.' The bear looks at him quizzically and says, 'I'm not on drugs.' (You'r

Dirty Jokes ... You Know The Kind We All Like !~
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!". -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One

Jokes That Lead To Hells Gate !
First god created earth, then he rested... Then he created man, then he rested... Then he created women and no one has rested since! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A pastor explained to his congregation that the church was in need of some extra money, so he asked them to consider being more than generous. He offered that whoever gave the most would be able to pick three hymns. After the offering plates were passed about the church, the pastor glanced down and noticed that someone had graciously offered a $1,000 bill. He was so excited that he immediately shared his joy with his congregation and said he'd like to personally thank the person who placed the money in the plate. A very quiet, elderly, saintly lady in the back of the church shyly raised her hand. The pastor asked her to come to the front, so she slowly she made her way towards him. The pastor told her how wonderful it was that she gave so much, and in thanks he aske

Me, Myself And I
I feel I am everything to everyone. I am a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister, an aunt,an employee, a co-worker, a friend, a lover, a confidant, a provider, a cook, a taxi driver, a maid, a waitress, a seamstress, a counselor, a healer, a hero, a poet, a nurturer, a keeper of secrets, a survivor. And soon a grandmother. The feelings I feel most often. I feel stressed. I feel love. I feel lust. I feel loved. I feel passion. I feel happiness. I feel desperate. I feel misunderstood. I feel incomplete. I feel fulfilled. I feel lost. I feel focused. I feel lonely. I feel curious. I feel mellow. I feel content. I feel satisfied. All these feelings come and go throughout the days, weeks, months and years. But they are my feelings. They make me who I am. They drive me to do the things I do in life. When I look at all the individual pieces of the puzzle that is my life, they look incomplete. There is no one perfect piece. But together they complete me

A People Pleaser Defined
Being a people pleaser is an emotionally draining and often painful existence. I don't know what it is, but something deep inside you feels the need to try to keep everyone you come in contact with happy in some form or another. The need to please consumes your mind and soul. The need to please is so great that you are willing to make yourself miserable in order to please another. When you feel the need to put forth the effort to please, you can't help but to put your whole heart and soul into it. Everything a people pleaser does to try to please, they do with an intense burning passion. Which I'm sure is the reason rejection hurts so bad. Rejection is a people pleasers worst fear. We can accept the small everyday rejections life has to offer. But when it comes to rejection from people we try hard to please, that kind of rejection can crush a people pleasers soul. A people pleaser is a very emotional, poetic, romantic and passionate person. Emotions drive us to do everything we do

Heavy Heart
If my punctuation sucks in this blog I don't give a shit!!!! Recently i was told my kids mother that they are moving further away from me with a very short notice!! I bothers me being two hundred miles from them it killed me at work yesterday couldn't come to terms with it at all.But I will have to suck it up and deal with it is all i can do.There is a song by Slipknot that reminds that you cant take back the past and have to move forward.What iam trying to say is in times like this i feel i failed in areas of being a dad but i know im a great dad though.B the song tells me that i cant weigh myself down but music helps me deal with sorrow in my own way so this one way of getting off my chest.But i love my kids and i hope they do ok in a really big city they are moving to and all my love is with them i love guys!!!

Hearts
Mending Hearts is the best place to start. Meanding heart is the best way to start. We all need to mend our hearts from hurt That people put us thow But just were do we start Our friends,Family, loved one who Tear you heart apart Just were do we start with mending our hearts I know our hearts maybe shatter in two But those are alright I sure your heart Took time to mend from one thing or another So I think that my heart is fallen apart I just dont know were to start KaTrina AnnReed Copyright ©2009 KaTrina AnnReed

Request For Prayers
My daughter and I volunteered our time to help train young horses for the last few months. Yesterday, the MFB@STARD that owns the place molested my baby girl -- she is 10. I spent the whole night with her with the police and the hospital getting evidence to put this F*CK!NG SLIME BEHIND BARS I want to kill him but I know that my baby girl needs me. Her father died in 2000 so I am all she has left. My baby is a straight A student, peer-to-peer counselor with students at school, in music, karate, and wants to be a vet someday. She IS our merry sunshine! The resilience of this child is incredible. Please pray for her quick recovery and that she will be able to trust and love as she grows. I thank all my friends on here and here at home along with all my wonderful family for all the love and support they have given us. TY for your prayers. Peace Love and Hugs C~

Ptsd - What Is It?
WHAT IS PTSD? Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a distinct set of psychological symptoms that a person may develop after an especially horrifying or traumatic experience. This experience usually includes a threat to physical safety, or the safety of a companion or loved one, and results in feelings of helplessness, fear, and horror at the time of the event. When the psychological impact of such an event does not diminish, but instead continues to affect a person's quality of life for months and years afterward, a diagnosis of PTSD may be appropriate. PTSD YESTERDAY AND TODAY Historically, PTSD was most commonly recognized in combat veterans who repeatedly witnessed and experienced violent and life-threatening events. It was known among military personnel as "shell shock" or "battle fatigue." In the early 1980's, these symptoms became recognized as Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. Currently, PTSD is understood to affect hundreds of thousands of men and women, both mil

Silly Me
my heart beats slowly goin faster at the thought of your arms around me, my sould bleeds when i think you might want another, i am shattering insdie from not knowing what is going to happen, are you truely going to be with me? or is it some crazy fuckin game that you play? i want to run but i stay, i cant seem to drag myself away, as i watch you play with my heart each day, im slowly losing my pride, should i beg or let it die. rainmaker- 0109

Friendship On The Rocks
Friendship on the rocks Friendships on the rocks What a sock that our friendship is on the rocks Our hearts are in for a sock Mending friendship is a hard job I know a friend who is my sis she know who she is Mending our friendship is the place to start I know in my heart that we have just started But deep in my soul I can see in your eyes that you are hurt that are friendship went this far Deep in my heart girl you have the heart to mend this friendship all we do is start Our friendship is more then that you it and so do that is why we got the time to start all over again KaTrina Reed Copyright ©2009 KaTrina Reed

Gifts/love 'n' Light
We are all equally special. We need to focus on what is right for ourselves. As we focus on what is right for ourselves, we will start to see our special gifts. Then we can see how to share our special gifts with others. If we focus on what's wrong with ourselves, we will not be able to see our gifts. Then we will think we have nothing to give others and we become selfish and withdrawn. The more we focus on our good, the more we see the good in others. The more we see the good in others, the more we see the gifts they have to share. What you sees is what you gets! My Creator, today, let me use the gifts You have given me. Let me use them wisely. ~~ Have a Blessed Week-end! ^i^ xxx

Very Fun!
o,last night,my cat jumped out the windows and got gone in the dark soon. It took me more than 5 hour to look for him, but nothing. When i decided to go sleep and to continue it tomorrow,I saw it stay beside the door and want to go inside.

You Have The Power To Live Your Dreams.
Your Daily Motivation – You Have The Power To Live Your Dreams. Saturday January 17, 2009 YOU HAVE THE POWER TO LIVE YOUR DREAMS. ---------------------------------------- ------- The day you take complete responsibility for yourself, the day you stop making any excuses, that's the day you start moving down the road to success. No one else can do it for you. Only you can make it happen. You're the only one that has to live your life. Success on any major scale requires you to accept responsibility. It's up to you to choose the thoughts and actions that will lead you to success. Your life will be what you make of it. Nothing will ever happen by itself. Success will come your way once you realize that you have to make it come your way by your own actions. The power to succeed is yours alone. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com => Discover The System => Meet The Team

Valentines Day
For along time now Halloween has been my favorite holiday before that when the kids were growing up it was Christmas. This year it will be Valentines Day. Most girls are brought up with this dream, fantasy of one day meeting the perfect someone where everything just fits like it was always supposed to be. Their soul mate, their best friend above and beyond all friends, their other half, mind, body and soul. I to had that dream at one time but life took it's twists and turns and I found myself married for 13 years in a marriage that was just convenient and not really love at all. I raised the kids, cooked the meals, cleaned the house, worked full time and did it all with a smile on my face like it was all great. I was everyone's clown and I played the part well but inside I was alone. With the kids grown and gone there was nothing left to hold on to about 6 years ago on my bday it ended. I thought this was the worst birthday anyone could have and I wouldn't ever celebrate it like most p

Jades Dirty Diamonds
EACH WEEK, I'LL DO A PIMPOUT , ONE MEMBER A WEEK,A RANDOM GROUP PIMP OUT BULLETIN, ALONG WITH COMMENTS,BLOG,GIFTS(RANDOM AND WHEN IT'S UR WEEK TO BE PIMPED OUT...this is for guys & girls!!THOSE THAT DON'T KEEP ME AND ALL MEMBERS ADDED & FANNED WILL BE REMOVED, THIS CREW IS ABOUT SHOWING SUPPORT & LUV , THE FUBAR WAY, THANX ALL. HUGZ. DIAMOND. The mere mention of the word fills the mind with a multitude of concepts and images. Diamond is a mineral, a natural crystalline substance, the transparent form of pure carbon. Diamond is something superb, the peerless "king of gems" that glitters, dazzles, and symbolizes purity and strength. Diamond is for engagement and the 75th wedding anniversary, for a commitment to never-ending love. Diamond is indomitable, the hardest surface known. Diamond is exotic, formed in Earth's interior and shot to the surface by extraordinary volcanoes. A diamond is likely the oldest thing you will ever own, probably 3 billion years in age, fully two thirds

Some People Have Asked Me About Super Bowl Parties
There will be parties galore throughout the weekend--many private, some public, and most a little pricey. Super Bowl parties will be spread throughout the Tampa Bay area: Thurs. Jan 29---P Diddy hosts the "Champipons of the Good Life" party at The Venue in St. Petersburg with tickets starting @ $200. Promoters say it will be a "Vegas Fight Night" themed extravaganza with famous athletes and celebrities. Inside guests will be greeted by costumed ring girls and casino dealers to create a real Vegas vibe. Friday Jan. 30th--- Deion Sanders & P Diddy host "Legends of the Good Life" Party at The Venue in St. Petersburg with tickets again starting @ $200. Promoters say this will be a night of celebrating excellence in sports with some of the world's most decorated and recognizable athletes.For more information visit www.goodlifeexperience.com Fri. Jan 30th--The 6th Annual Leather and Laces Party hosted by Kim Kardashian, Jenny McCarthy and Carmen Electra held at Jackson

Caa #75
A friend of a friend of one of my dear angels is in the hospital fighting a bad lung infection that seems to want to win. Let us send all our angel prayers for it's defeat, their healing love and support. Doc

What Happened!?!?!?!?
Where did my life go?!?! Just yesterday I was 18 and getting out of high school and today I looked in the mirror and some 45 year old dude was looking back at me!!!! WTF Happened?!?! I know, it has to one of those consciousness transference devices that put your mind in someone else's body!! Either that or some fucked up voodoo spell that changes you like on Freaky Friday or something! Then again, maybe it's just my own mortality creeping in on my body while my mind is still stuck in non-linear limbo. When you are in your teens and early 20's, you think that time stands still and that you will live forever.....You are "bulletproof". Getting older is the last thing you think about, and is only something that other people do.....OLD PEOPLE!!! HOLY SHIT!! THEY LIVE!!! But we don't stay the same forever, and as much as we don't want to admit or acknowledge it, we DO grow older.....even when, like myself, we fight it tooth and nail. Why the hell should I get old?! I still th

Is It Possible
Hi all! Just writing to say that I am going to see if I can "get my wings" tomorrow...lol! I will be running an auto at some point tomorrow to try to accomplish it. I am nearing the point level needed, have the "bucks", but still need two more referrals to accomplish it. If you have any ideas or leads in this regard, PLEASE PM me and let me know. I have ALWAYS said I have the GREATEST friends on ALL of Fubar. Have a GREAT Weekend!!!!! manly ***update*** only need one more person to join!!!! ***update again*** thank you thank you thank you...got to 25 - ready to go now!!!!

New Collar
The phone rings. I answer it. You are calling from work to say You are going to be a bit late, but You will call me when You are about to come home. We tell each other that We love each other and hang up the phone. I go about and continue on with my afternoon, passing time by. About two hours later, the phone rings again. "babydoll, I am on my way home. You are to be naked and kneeling in the living room, with your back to the door when I arrive." "Yes, Sir." "Good girl, see you in a bit." I get off the phone, and go into the bedroom and disrobe. I neatly fold my clothes and place them in a pile on the floor. I come out into the living room, and take my place on my knees. It does not take long till I hear You coming up the stairs. I feel my heart starting to race. I hear the key in the door, and my body starts to tingle. You walk in, You do not speak. I do not say anything, I know I am to stay silent until spoken to. I am kneeling, with my legs slightly spread, my han

A Cool Gaming Tournament Site
If you like to play on yahoo or pogo or game desire then you will like Eliters.com! I am the Head Tournament Director for Eliters Canasta League on Yahoo....it doesnt cost to join, unless you want a premium membership. Check it out! Eliters.comBoard and Card Games Tourneys!

Never Say No~
It had been a frustrating day, projects not on time, people not where they were supposed to be. Now to top it all off, we had a business dinner to go to. I called my little one and let her know to be ready to leave as soon as I got home. Since we would be out with "straights" she was allowed to wear a "proper" dress, panties, but no bra, and her black satin choker instead of her usual collar. When I arrived home, she, as she is supposed to, was waiting at the door for me, ready to go to the damn dinner. She was wearing a black mini dress that was properly tight, showing off her fine figure. The neckline was a "scoop" type almost reaching her nipples. Her makeup was perfect, highlighting her features without being apparent. I motioned for her to spin around so I could check her all around. Her long hair was pulled back and held by a sliver clip I had given to her, falling to the middle of her back. The dress was tight enough that I could see the outline of the panties under it. "V

So Cold Outside
Because its so cold outside u can get sick at anytime of the days.so u always have to remember too dress up warm so u would get cold make sure u have an hat gloves and boots on if u need them in the winter time because your feets can get really cold and something for your face to cover that up too then u shouldn't get sick at all anymore.then u have too. and i always will not like the winter time .lol and i really mean it.

Mean People
I came here for fun and friends. Now people hate me Why what did I do? Nothing I say! I live my life in a way that I try not to do anything to hurt any one else But I am the one that always gets hurt If I have hurt anyone's feelings please forgive me I did not mean too. my heart aches when I hurt someone it breaks when I break someone else's. PLEASE FORGIVE ME

Cop Killer Pistol
Some time ago information was disseminated regarding a pistol that can defeat body armor. The pistol is the FHN Five-Seven. The US media has nicknamed this pistol the "cop killer" pistol because of its danger to police. In mid-November, one of these pistols was confiscated during a traffic stop on a signal 30 in Colerain Township (Cincinnati Ohio area). The gun was found after the suspect resisted the pat down. Attached is a picture of the confiscated weapon and the rounds that were loaded into it. As you can see, they appear to be small rifle rounds. The pistol was test fired at our range and the rounds penetrated both the front and back of the vest. Please share this information with all of your personnel as well as with any other police agencies you deal with. While all weapons are a danger to our officers, this one poses an even greater risk and it has now made it into the hands of criminals in our area.

Animals
There a whole a lot of animals all around the world. they come in different shapes. sizes colors. they also all have different names. on them all and i don't like dogs or cats at all because when i was little i got bitten by an dog when my dad was holding me still ever since that happien i don't like dogs. but everybody is different then i don't like other animals at all so i don't ever brother with them at all.

Morphs Promotional Tags Skinz, Lounge Skinning And Graphics
Ok I have decided to follow a friends advice... I make morphs and comment tags ( for lounges for instance to promote them) So I have decided to put it out there for everyone that I will make a custom profile pic morph/animated pic or comment tags for blasts, vip membership, auto11's, and other blings. Anyone who gets me a VIP Will get all 100 11 rates daily as well durring HH. SB me or PM me for more info if interested. Will also make custom graphics for lounges or and make skins

What We Deal With
Ok I am one of many owners of a lounge on here. When you join a lounge to chate with people in the lounge it is great. Our numbers go up in members. You meet new people. And most of all have a good time. The thing you may not realize is the hard work we go threw to make this possable for you. We find staff to work the lounge to make it a fun place to be. Spend many hours on line. Some of us DJ when we are on line so you have music ,and can get your request for the music you want to hear. All we ask is that you take the time to thank them for the work they do for you to have a great time on fubar. LEFTY (AKA) COWBOY OWNER@ROUGHSTOCK

Crafts
I love doing crafts stuff because its give me something to do i make blanket.all different colors. so its will keep me warm during the winter time u just have to remember to make it big so it will fit u if not then u won't be warm

Man Peom To Read N Comment On
Before i lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man,who's not a creep. One who's handsome,smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who think before he speaks, Onw who call,and not wait for weeks. One who won't lie to you,and say they are single, and u find out he isn't. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his money LOL,won't be annoyed. Pulls out your chairs,and open doors for me, Massage my back and beg for more, Oh!Send me a man who will make love to my mind, Knows what to "answer to how big my behind is?" I pray that this man will love me to no end. And always be my very best friend also

2.5 Million From Disciple!!
Mz Lil Synful One is 2.5 million from becoming a disciple...She is running auto 11's today at 8am fu time...stop by and hit her up! ♥Mz LILSYNFUL ONE™♥FuFinstLvlr ClbUnited OwnedxSquirterPrincess@ fubar

Friendship
ok this is just something i have been thinking about alot lately.... Alot of people knows its not easy making friends,but over the weeks/days/months you actually learn about them.Not everyone is judging another person.To me friends is someone that i look fwd 2 seeing when i come around to see them, get a phone call, letter or even when u see them come online. Im not the one to judge anyone unless they are passing judgments against me.Learn about your true friends and you might actually like what you see, hear or read about them.I love making knew friends and those who know me,knows how i cherish my friendship.

Birthday Wish!!!!
Wicked Wanda's Birthday is in 2 days and guess what, she is only 1 million away from becoming prophet! She is running Auto 11's today so lets all stop by and give her some early birthday spankings!!!!! Wicked_Wanda@ fubar

The Lake
when i'm feeling down i will always go sit by the lake and think about things what going on in my life and i just sit there and lok at the lake move and think that during the winter time its freefes u can walk on it but make sure u don't fall on it.

Monica, Monica, Monica
Moinca the Great!!!!!! She is point whoring AGAIN!! She has an Happy Hour and Auto 11's today!!! Happy Hour is @ 4pm pst So rate her hard Cus if you dont she will crop dust you all MONICA THE GREAT, IF YOU CRUSH ME, PLEASE TELL ME SO I CAN LOVE ON YOU!! Member of Dangerous curves@ fubar You know you want to kiss her A$$!! So what are you waiting for. Go now and rate her this pimp out was brought to you by ME!!!!! Love ya Monica KCPilar69™~R/L Fiance 2 CravenMoorehead ~Protected By Bounty Hunter@ fubar KissBy Prince

Wut It Iz, Wut It Do
... wut iz it? style, class, game, wut u kno or wut you can do... 2start me, myself hv no swag nor game. jst keep'n it real an hv'n it da way tht it iz. their iz no other way to do it.. u pay like u way rite? dnt tell it sell it & if u dnt kno wut ur do'n leave tht shyt 2da pro'vetz ,& thtz real lil'1. lol'lmao i hope u undrstnd! ... howeva, u can say itz like pimp'n,, 1st their too kindzof pimp'n da babi powder on da hand trip or tht i get fly, mad G'd-up floss'n wut u hv u or wut not, u kno? lol. thz iz mad funni... da sswwaagg bblloogg !! LOVE TI', LIKE IT', or LEAVE IT', ALONE'

Train Wreck
Soo, unbeknown to me there was a train derailment right in my burb, in a spot that I cross every day on way home from work. Sub-zero temperatures and a freight train derailment in northwest suburban Buffalo Grove have caused several delays for Metra commuters Friday. RELATED STORIES Metra service updates As of 10:30 a.m. Union Pacific Northwest Line Train 611, scheduled to arrive in northwest suburban Crystal Lake at 10:25 a.m., is operating approximately 20 minutes behind schedule due to switch problems caused by extreme weather conditions, according to a service advisory on Metra’s Web site. Southwest Service Train 822, scheduled to arrive Chicago Union Station at 11:01 a.m., is on the move and about 20 minutes behind schedule because of earlier delays, the site said. Also because of earlier delays, Milwaukee District North Line Train 2128, scheduled to depart Fox Lake at 8:45 a.m. and arrive Chicago Union Station at 10:22 a.m. is operating approximately 50 minutes

Argh
The ammount of people that have fu pics made on a website that they pay fubux for, if you want a decent pic made, send me a mail with a link to your pic and ill crack on. check out my art page for more some idea of what iv done before donations welcome but not needed atm.

How Do You Tell Them?
SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO SAY, YET UNABLE TO SAY THEM. HOW DO YOU TELL THEM? HOW DO YOU LET THE WORDS FLOW OUT? HAVE YOU EVER FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YET HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO SAY THE WORDS? I HAVE, I FEEL AS IF I DONT SAY THE WORDS IT WONT HURT AS MUCH. HA! I'M SO KIDDING MYSELF, RIGHT? EVEN IF YOU DONT SAY THEM THEY STILL ARE THERE. THE FEELINGS, THE EMOTIONS, THE LOVE, IT'S THERE. EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER SPEAK THEM THEY ARE THERE. SO MANY HAVE COME AND GONE, SO MANY HAVE TRIED. YET IT STILL REMAINS THE SAME. WHEN YOU HAVE FALLEN DO YOU SCREAM IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS OR LET IT STAY HIDDEN INSIDE? MAYBE ONE DOESN'T SPEAK THE WORDS FOR FEAR OF REJECTION, FOR FEAR THE OTHER DOES NOT FEEL OR SEE THE SAME. SO INSIDE THEY STAY HIDDEN. BUT AS THE TIME GOES ON, IT BECOMES HARDER NOT TO SPEAK THEM, THEY SIT RIGHT THERE AT THE TIP OF THE TONGUE WANTING AND WAITING. YET THE WORDS DONT FLOW. HOW DO YOU TELL THEM?

Recipe's
Ingredients: Beef Stew stewing beef, trimmed onion 1 head garlic celery carrot red wine beef broth root vegetables, (onions, carrots, potatoes, turnips, parsnips or celery root) bay leaf fresh herbs, (such as thyme, rosemary, or sage) salt pepper Directions: Beef Stew Begin with a few pounds of trimmed stew meat. Remember tough meat is best for stewing because the muscles that are used the most are not just the toughest, they have the most flavour! Cut the meat up into medium chunks. Too small and the stew will cook too fast and you won’t get the marvelous, deep flavour that comes from long slow simmering. Gather together a few onions, a head of garlic, a few stalks of celery, some carrots, some tasty red wine and some broth, beef if you have it. Add any other vegetables that you like in your stew and some fresh herbs such as thyme, rosemary or sage. Brown the beef in a thick-bottomed stew pot; use enough oil to coat the bottom and add more if you need

I'm Back
Hey all, MMMMMMMMMM whats better then me half naked, with a very small walking cast. mmmmmm......How about me chained, gagged, blindfolded - with a walking cast, just totally helpless waiting on you to do ANYTHING you and your friends wanted to me. That was the prize the street racer how put me in my cast got after his race last night. ME, and all of me. I think him and his team enjoyed to rewards. I'm going to sleep Luv u Tara

Recipe's
Tempura Batter Ingredients: 3/4 cup Clam Broth 1 1/4 cup Sake 1/2 tsp Sugar 2 1/2 cups sifted Flour 2 cups cold Water Egg Yolks 1 /4 cup Soy Sauce 1 quart Vegetable Oil Directions: Mix the batter with the exception of the oil. Dip seafood such as shrimp, halibut, scallops in batter and deep fry in hot oil. Fry until lightly browned. RATINGS AND REVIEWS PRINT RECIPE 3 x 5 | 4 x 6 | FULL PAGE COOKING FORUM Tempura Batter #2 Ingredients: 3/8 cup Flour 1/8 cup Cornstarch 1/4 tsp Baking Powder 1/8 tsp Baking Soda 1 Egg White 1/2 tsp Salt 1/2 cup Water 1/4 tsp Garlic Powder 1 tsp Parsley 1/2 tsp Paprika RATINGS AND REVIEWS PRINT RECIPE 3 x 5 | 4 x 6 | FULL PAGE Directions: Combine all ingredients in a large bowl and mix until well blended. Dip fish fillets in flour and coat each side,

Saturdays Auto 11's
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ************ HAPPY HOUR W/AUTOS ********** 5 PM FU TIME CLICK ON TOP LEFT "BOOK A HAPPY HOUR OR SPONSOR TO SEE TODAYS SCHEDULE AND SEE YOUR TIME, I CANNOT FIGURE THAT OUT FOR YOU :P 6'1 Playground@ fubar MzCh@osR☼xx/Wifey 2 TinMan22/Dylons's Diva Mafia/The Pegasus Project*Own'd by ImSmut@ fubar Ћξ şᴌݩŧ™: Owner of THE Trailer Park@ fubar ☆ ♥ Dawn ♥ ☆Fu-Wifey to ♫Rock Candy♫@ fubar Auto Suggadaddy ™/owner of/owned by Sultry@ fubar ♥AUTO SULTRY™♥Support Our Troops♥Mistrs to Vamp Morticia♥Owned by Suggadaddy@ fubar ♥ Porsche ♥@ fubar ..chillie...™@ fubar

Weekly Pimp Out #1 1-18-09(early)
MsCharlotte2U's Random Weekly Pimpout!! I've decided to create a weekly random pimp out, randomly pimping out 5 friends once a week. This is completely random. Most likely, I won't even know we are friends until I put you in this bully. Hopefully I will remember who I have and have not placed in the bully, but I will not be keeping track of who has and has not been pimped. So, you could end up being pimped more than once. You may wonder what do I want out of this..I don't want or expect anything! If you just say thanks and or re-post, that will be thanks enough!Oh OK, you can tell them I sent ya, most likely, they/you, may not even know that, they/you are in here! So.. F/A/R each other, because we all do not have the same friends so there's always room for more.. and let the fun begin! NO BLOVIATING™@ fubar The Enchanting Goddess~FuOwned by SupplyDaddy~@ fubar mikerice27@ fubar *Sunnydays* is Proudly Owned By SinfulBrat :-)@ fubar Being all I can be@ fu

Fallen Angel
u r the meaning of beauty and grace u bring smiles upon people face u may be an angel that has fallen but u want love calling life is worth liven because to u one day love will be given so now my angel from above i send u my friendships love thanks for caring

Mark Me With Ur Lips
bound with silken scarves made hard by anticipation you pounce with feline grace my naked flesh a fresh canvas for your lipstick covered lips crazy patterns spin us wildly mark me as yours forevermore rings of red run up and down each inch another encircles me marking each gasp and moan coaxed out by her hungry mouth till no space is left bare or dry my love will rock her head and sigh upon that pillar raised so high to make me spill my seed for her

Top Four Adult Jokes
Top Four Adult Jokes FOURTH PLACE: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, 'Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me.' She replies, 'If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221.' ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THIRD PLACE: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says 'I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh.' The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. 'Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?' ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ RUNNER UP: Bill

Together As One
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th

Exploration
The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above find sweet release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your hot breath your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly croon song of love to me need binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion? my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide

Trying
today like every other day i tried. tried to be who i am tried to be different tried to be who i should be... in the end it's who you really are as a person as a friend as a human being.... will we ever learn will we know who we are? can we be who we really are? i don't think we can really....

Today...
when you think life is real it's not. i see things as they are. bleak. absent. so i try. and try again. like we all should. to make life real... and in the end fate should reward us all.. to live happy..... to live the way we should... to hold what we have and cherish it... to have family,friends, and lovers, is that possible? .....yes it is.

Easily To Get Into Orgasm
WHY MEN IS EASILY TO GET INTO ORGASM Is it normal that men is easily get into orgasm? most of the time that we do sex,i am always who comes out first, and I’ afraid that this might be the cause of losing my wife, and i can't afford to lose her. coz i really love her. what should i do? thank you and God bless you and your family! THE ADVISE OF ONE OF PROFESSIONAL.......... Yes. It is very normal that men come quickly. So normal that they have a name for it—premature ejaculation. So normal that so many businesses (mainly fake) have made tons of money trying to sell creams and salves claiming to delay ejaculation (they usually don’t). So normal that two different techniques have been developed in the US (all kosher, above board and effective!) to deal with this problem. The first is (Dr.) Sieman’s STOP START METHOD. The second is (Drs.) MASTERS AND JOHNSONS’ SQUEEZE TECHNIQUE. In addition, if you put any or both phrases on Internet Sex Eng

Friends
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile

Read This And Do It Please!
THIS GIRL, HANA PESTLE HAS AN AMAZING TALENT. SHE NEEDS TO BE KNOWN. SHE WANTS HER SONG "NEED" TO BE IN THE NEW UPCOMING MOVIE "NEW MOON." GO TO HER PROFILES AND ADD THEM BOTH, PLEASE! SUPPORT HER. LET EVERYBODY KNOW ABOUT HER AND HER SONG. THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME, LIKE SO MUCH. THE SONG IS AMAZING AND GOES GREAT WITH NEW MOON. PLEASE, DO THIS. THANKS, MEGAN http://www.myspace.com/needfornewmoon- READ HER BLOGS AND WATCH HER VIDEO! http://www.myspace.com/hanatunes- HER OFFICIAL MYSPACE.

Wild Desire's
for we are both prisoners of wild desire and we will never be free to be alone again there are chains of love that bind us tight a lover's pact made between me and you she smiles so sweetly and softly calls to me her eyes say that she will be always be mine her lush lips open to invite my fevered kiss locked in love's embrace till the end of time for we are both prisoners of wild desire and we will never be free to be alone again there are chains of love that bind us tight love's bonds forged in passion's fire for we are both prisoners of wild desire burning all day and through darkest night these chains that bind our hearts so tight a lover's pact made between me and you

The Hunter
It is the spring, the season of my hunting, And I'm awaken from the winter doze, I'm a volcano which begins erupting, The smell of love fills my perceptive nose!.. I lose my peaceful reasonable mind And any pretty woman makes me thrill, And though I have a half a life behind I can not stop to pay my passion's bill!.. I like to chase ignoring any troubles, The path of love will always fascinate, 'Cause I was born to be a king of loving, It is a crucial but very happy fate!.. The only problem is to choose the target 'Cause any woman's charming and unique... And in the ocean of my wild desire I'm alone though heart of mine is big!.. **** Let us enjoy ourselves, my baby, Forgetting sorrows till the dawn, Let our eyes be blithe and happy And days of boredom won't return! Let's be delighted like two children By streams of kisses and caress, And let's forget all boring lectures Of those who never really guess! They can't imagine even partly The feelings d

So Called Friends
Ok so, i have known this gal for a while now, but she has since deleted me blocked me, and all. I am wondering WTF? Come to find out she was bitching at another gal for buying me. Now can you say childish, wtf is she thinkinig about. This is a site to make friends, and have a good time. A place to get away from the BS in the real world, i just dont get it, don't get me wrong, i thought ths 1st gal and i were pretty good friends, but i guess that was not the case. I like Fubar, and it so cool meeting new friends and all, we need to face it, this is a place to relax and have fun. A place to get away from the everyday hassles of Normal Life! Wish she would talk to me, but I guess that aint gonna happen. All i can say is sorry, but ya know i am not a bad person, and i did nothing wrong. Well there i vented, for now, have an awesome weekend my friends. Alan

What I Love About You...
I love the way you look at me, your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, and the way you show you care. I love the way you say, "I love you", and they way your always there. I love the way you touch me, always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, and glad that you are mine.

Chief Executive Of A State...(a Letter To..)
Our governor is a douche bag and after watching yesterday's "State of the State" address, it's taken me a good day just to cool off from his ignorant, pathetic attempt at trying to balance our so sorely diluted state budget! "I did it without raising taxes!" he says... SO WHAT! Just because you ran on that ticket doesn't mean it works anymore! Haven't you heard the term "desperate times call for desperate measures"? I'm sure there are a lot of people in our state willing to pay a half or more percent sales tax then have your dumb ass cut education for our already struggling children! Let's not forget that Millenium Scholorship you kept intact. Ooooh, one point for you Mr. Governor! Who cares? Why keep it, if there's no money for it? Is it so illegal aliens can fund their education with our tax dollars? I can't use it, but I'd sure like to. My kids can't use it. Cut it! Give that money to our teachers, our kids who already have to share a classroom with 30+ other stude

Pegasus Project January Birthdays!
Wishing a very Happy Birthday to SxyAnn January 16th Sprite-N-Sassy January 16th Other Pegasus Birthdays this Month are... Suga Hooker January 8th MzB January 9th CaraBella January 29th Stop by and show these lovely ladies LOTS of LOVE This bully brought to you by The Pegasus Project (repost of original by 'The Pegasus Project' on '2009-01-16 10:43:30')

House Of Cards Auction
PLEASE COME SHOW SUM LOVE AND BID ON ME IN POKER PRINCESS' AUCTION! ITS MY 1ST AUCTION, IAM VERY EXCITED!! COME CHECK ME OUT PPLS. THX SO MUCH!! http://www.fubar.com/user/1246900 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1246900&albumid=1420658&i=33768610&idx=25

My Time.........
Well this weekend I will have some freedom to roam...meaning bf will be at bike event "EasyRiders show" this weekend and you know I feel like enjoying myself to the fullest but not sure what I wanna explore....Well I know what I want to explore but I need that HOT FIREMAN in just his turn outs and helmet....mmmm yummy. I know of one but he needs not to be working though. Ugggghhh! Well I know I will get freaky or frisky whichever one comes first.........

Solitude
The Injustice... Has Created a Solitude... Of Proportions... I Do Not Think... I Can Bear Much Longer... I Will Give It All I Have... That Is All I Can Do... Karma Will Take Care Of The Rest... For That Is Her Task...

Sexually Transmitted Disease Rates Soar: Cdc
WASHINGTON (Reuters) – U.S. syphilis rates rose for a seventh year in 2007, driven by gay and bisexual men, while chlamydia reached record numbers and gonorrhea remained at alarming levels -- especially among blacks, health officials said on Tuesday. Blacks make up 12 percent of the U.S. population, but account for about 70 percent of gonorrhea cases and almost half of chlamydia and syphilis cases, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention said. Black women ages 15 to 19 have the highest rates of chlamydia and gonorrhea, and gonorrhea rates for blacks overall were 19 times higher than for whites, the CDC said. Dr. John Douglas, who heads the CDC's division of sexually transmitted disease, or STD, prevention, said overall syphilis, chlamydia and gonorrhea rates are unacceptably high. Cases of these three STDs are reported by U.S. states to the CDC. In 2007, 1.1 million U.S. cases of chlamydia were reported, up from about 1 million in 2006 and the most ever, and the rate

U.s. Chlamydia Infections Hit All-time High
TUESDAY, Jan. 13 (HealthDay News) -- The number of Americans newly infected with the sexually transmitted diseases chlamydia and syphilis continues to rise, federal health officials reported Tuesday, with chlamydia infections hitting a record million-plus new cases annually. The numbers, from 2007, show that cases of chlamydia as well as syphilis rose for the third year in a row, according to a report by the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). "The bad news from last year has continued," said Dr. John M. Douglas Jr., director of the CDC's Division of STD Prevention. "These infections remain at very high levels, and frankly, unacceptably high." Chlamydia and gonorrhea, the two most commonly reported infectious diseases in the United States, together accounted for almost 1.5 million reported cases of sexually transmitted disease (STD) in 2007. "Chlamydia is at a new all-time record 1.1 million cases -- it went up about 7 percent since 2006," Douglas said. "

Common Genes Link Bipolar Disorder, Schizophrenia
FRIDAY, Jan. 16 (HealthDay News) -- Bipolar disorder and schizophrenia appear to share common genetic causes, a new, far-reaching Swedish study concludes. In analyzing three decades of generational information on 2 million families in Sweden, researchers from the Karolinska Institute in Stockholm found that blood relatives of people with either mental disorder had a notably higher risk of developing bipolar disorder or schizophrenia during their lives, compared to the general population. According to the study, published in this week's edition of The Lancet, brothers or sisters of people with these conditions were nine times more likely to be schizophrenic and had eight times the risk of developing bipolar disorder. The odds were less steep but still high for half-siblings. Brothers and sisters with the same mother had a 3.6 times greater chance of having schizophrenia and a 4.5 times greater risk of bipolar disorder. Paternal half-siblings were roughly 2.5 times more likely t

Omg
MARION, Texas – Authorities are trying to find out who stuffed 70 dead Siamese cats into seven large trash bags and dumped them onto a road in suburban San Antonio. San Antonio television KABB reports the dead cats were found Thursday in the Guadalupe County town of Marion. The animals were all adults. Guadalupe County Sheriff Arnold Zwicke says the cats appeared to have been kept in a freezer or refrigerator. They've been buried at a site in Guadalupe County. Marion is located 23 miles east-northeast of San Antonio. ............ I say find the person and kill them

A Young Fire Fighter
In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride around the block on a f

Sweet
I lay awake thinking of you Wondering what it would be like If I were there or you were here Just to be close I close my eyes and you appear Your next to me holding me dear I take a deep breath and breath you in I can feel your strength from within My body trembles with pure desire of the day Your touch will set me a fire I walk around with such a grin knowing I will soon talk to you again Your twisting and turn through out my mind How could u get in there and if only I could stop time I would replay our talks or just watch you smile You’re an ass your sweetheart you make me laugh You scare me but you’ll never make me TAP!!!!!!! Not my best but love ya anyways Lola Navarro 2008

Stuttering...
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say 'fuck', the Rottweiler ate him!"

Poem
“FORGIVIN” Wicked people Evil eyes Crazy thoughts of suicide Pills Knifes Razor blades Life plays on today Will it happen How indeed Should I say anything My eyes say yes My heart says no How far will it go Will it work Will I be stopped Dose it matter if I get caught What will happen Will I die Will I live Will I take another try At this point of suicide Pills Knifes Razor blades My choice of pain today! BY: LMN

Tiny Angel
Tiny Angel rest your wings Sit with me awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long... Why is it you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know... But I do know you loved me, And that I loved you so."

St. Michael's Birthday Train
St. Michael's Birthday Train "Guitar Man" The Rules: 1. Stop by St. Michael's page, rate the Default folder of pics... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... His Happy Hour is at 10am Futime... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Birthday Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday St. Michael," "Ridin' Guitar Man train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will get a thank

Banned From Wal-mart...
BANNED FROM WAL-MART... This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, my wife is like most women - she loved to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Wal-Mart: Dear Mrs. Samsel, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Samsel are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1... June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2.. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. < /FONT> 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato jui

Does He Hear My Heart.....
She sits daydreaming In a dream world. Anxiously wondering Does he think of me………. He seems so perfect It just cannot be……… She hopes to one day feel his touch Feel his love……. At the thought her body quivers And her body temperature rises If she only had him near…….. When she hears his voice The distance disappears………. Her heart skips a beat and races She tries to act unaffected…… Does he know what she is thinking, Or does she hide her secret well………………….

It Seemed Like Fun
25 Random Things... 1. I am actually really shy. 2. I have a hard time recognizing most emotions. 3. I love books. Not just reading them and the stories inside, but the feel. I go to bookstores and libraries and run my fingers along the shelves. 4. I'm a massive procrastinator. 5. I hate talking on the phone. 6. I love eating raw snow peas. 7. I think I have a shopping addiction. 8. I usually don't bother to do my hair or makeup, and tend to avoid all things "girly", but I like pink. 9. I have a creative side, but I don't feel like I ever have time to express it. 10. I have a vulgar side that not everyone sees. 11. I remember everything except what I'm supposed to remember. 12. I'm 3 credits and a practicum from my MSW. 13. I always pay my bills at the very last minute. 14. I like my handwriting. 15. I'm anal about spelling, grammar and punctuation. 16. I'm an energy drink junkie. 17. I have never lived more than an

Respect
I saw an ex Marine, being disrepected to day by a young man. The man deserves much respect in my books. He served his country. I pulled the young man aside and said havent you ever heard of respecting your elders? To which he replied no. I was like young man, you see that man over there you just disrepected he's not only your elder but an ex Marine, and disrespect him and you disrespect me. The young man look at me, like I was jokeing. I explained to him that my Dad was vetern he served our country in the Army. And he tought me to respect my elders and any man or woman currently in the services or in the services in the past. The Young man went and apoligised to the man without a thought. The man just smiled at me as I walked away the man stated there arent many young ladies that have respect for those who serve our country let alone those that have. I smiled at him and said I'm an army brat.

Me?
25 Random Things About Me 1. I make chainmail 2. I curse like a sailor 3. I read at a 12th grade level.. in 4th grade.. 4. I secretly like Britany Spears music... well.. some of it 5. I LOVE broccoli.. 6. I like wheat pasta more than white pasta 7. I never liked to play sports.. 8. I love to dance.. but don't unless i am alone 9. I have anxiety attacks when I am around people 10. I used to be addicted to drugs.. 11. I grew up with a baptist mother and a catholic father.. but am considered pagan.. 12. I think milk is disgusting... unless it is chocolate 13. the only chocolate milk i like is ovaltine.. 14. Hello. My name is Vani and I am addicted to video games 15. I'm messy and I have no organizational skills whatsoever.... except at work! 16. I don't have many real friends... 17. I want babies.. and I want them bad. 18. I love shoes, but hate wearing them.... 19. I am addicted to chocolate. 20. I refuse to wear my hair long

5 More Weeks Of School
One more week knocked out, 5 more to go. I will be finding out where I will be going next week. The district Sergeant Major's are visiting MCRD San Diego. I'm hoping to get stationed in my hometown, it would really mean alot to me. I've been calling my little sister pretty much everyday, I have big plans in 2009 and I'm going to pretty much recruit any kid that I see not doing anything with his life, starting with one of my nephews, I can't wait to get him off the streets, and in to Marine Corps.

Big Thanks...
I just wanted to say a speical thank you to SexyTiger for helping me level. He went above and beyond what he had to, to help me level and I appreciate it soooooooooo much! Thank you to everyone else who helped me level! It's what I wanted for my birthday and all of you that helped, thank you! I will be returning all rates, but if for some reason I don't let me know. I have been having computer problems and it keeps crashing so I lose everything in my bar tab! Much love, Cassie

I Dont Care If This Pissin Ne1 Off
first off.. i c ppl on here that post pics of their kids.. i know ur proud parent n all n thats wonderful but think about the world 2day we have ppl raping kids ppl gettin off 2 kids and their pics there r some sick ppl out there n the world n here u r postin pics OF UR KIDS on a site where there is over 2mill ppl which half of them r sick fcks that do sick shit 2 kids and or women and yet mothers and fathers STILL post pics of their kids n plain site of ppl that could very well b doin the unthinkable 2 ur kids pics... sorry 2 say it but damn ppl think bout stuff this is a very sick place where we live in 2day and ur givin them easy access 2 do it... half of the ppl that have pics of their kids dont even have them locked 4 family only can c... i mean seriously think bout how many ppl come 2 ur page... think bout how many look at ur pics... now think bout how many r pics of UR kids by writin this i hope some of u guys open ur eyes n realize just how easy ur making it 4 someone of that t

Healing And Prayer Request.~update02~
She is Home!!! Sorry if I cantype all that well right now but I just wanted everyone to know that she is home and doing well, Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all of your thoughts, prayers and well wishes to her in her time of need, it truly did help. Love you all so much; Nathaniel Once Again My Friend and I cannot thank you enough for your support, your kind words, your prayers and your thoughts. I spoke with her today and her Doctor said that he had no idea why she was making such great progress. I think we all know why, Love and Faith are on her side:) Those of us who truly believe in Higher Beings Know that those beings have an Undying Love and when we place our trust in them fully they come through for us. I have added a special Folder Titled "I Believe There Are Angels Among Us. Let me introduce you to Them....." And all of the Real Life Angels I have found are in it. I love you all so much that I cannot put it into words, so I will not even try. It would

Girlfriend's Revenge
Girfriend's Revenge > A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. > While they're > sitting there having a good time together, she starts > talking about this > really great new drink. > The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets and > starts trying > to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he > gives in and > lets her order the drink for him. The Bartender brings the > drink and > puts the following items on the bar: > > A salt shaker, > A shot of Baileys, > A shot of lime juice. > > The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman > explains. > 'First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue,next > you drink the shot > of Baileys and hold it in your mouth,and finally you drink > the lime > juice.' So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and > please her, goes for > it. > > He puts the salt on his tongue........ salty, but OK. > > He drinks the shot of Baileys and holds it in his > mouth........smooth, > ric

Don't Care,don't Give A Rats Ass What You Think
Okay this is my fucking rant,and if you hat me or think i'm a fucking jerk for doing it,then Go fuck yourself.I'm sick and tired of people adding me,and when i delete them cause they never keep in touch or return the favor.They get all prissy about it,and come to me and say why did you delete me.Well you know why,don't act like a dumbass.Another thing that pisses me of is when they ask me for something like design their tattoo for them,or rate their page and picture,and you do then they chat with you like a moron then for a day or two they ignore their your ass.This fuck head never return the favor or they just blow you off cause they got what they wanted.Well fuck you and kiss my legless wheelchair ass you retards.Yeah you know who you are.You bunch of dumbasses,i ought shove my foot which i don't have stright up you A-hole.Another thing that grinds my gear are the women from my city Laredo,Tx.Yeah you butches of Laredo.You think you are to good for a guy,you bunch of skinny and fat a

Bad Day
so i was at work to day and my boss yealled at me for like 2 hourz and then she left then my help was being t=stupid and treated me like shit then it was tyme to close and we got 15 orderz and i just trhey iped out and was about to quit then i got a smoke then it was all better and now i am home

Oh For The Love Of God!
Thx Annie!! lol Here's 25 useless things about me. 1. I'm a total dork 2. The Hummel figurines are my ancestors. Google them 3. I leave bruises on those who sleep w. me haha 4. Don't piss me off while driving. Your life will depend on it, trust me 5. I tend to cry myself to sleep 6. I'm a very loving person. It's in my nature 7. I have a NY attitude 8. I know what I have many people don't so I like to flaunt it ;-) Sounds bitchy but admit it, you do too 9. My cat likes to claw my butt 10. I plan to be a Parasitologist once I graduate college 11. I have extremely high expectations for myself and don't stop until I achieve them 12. I hold a lot of shit in, especially if it exposes my feelings 13. I could care less about what people think of me 14. I speak French semi fluently 15. I'm getting a headache thinking of random bullshit about me 16. My Mom-Mom meant the world to me 17. I hate when people tell me to view/comment their NSFW's

Body Statistics
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are probably still busy checking their thumbs...

Screen Name Mr Kimball® Ask Me After, I'm Busy.....
Okay so I closed the shout box and forgot to copy and paste what all dude had said...it really wasn't that interesting but I'll try and summarize. Basically what happened was I am sitting here and I'm bored so I clicked on the BORED tab wondering what happens when you do that. Well apparantly peoples pics pop up for you to rate them. Well you can't get to the next pic without rating the picture of the one that is in front of you right, right. Keep that in mind. Anyway, dude gets all up in my s/b quoting the caption from my picture "this is me 3hrs before I was completely fucked up and cum coverd and passed out on the floor. Unfortunatly Wolfie couldn't find my camera LOL" he says "Interesting, you should try porn" I say well we got the porn covered but I was too fucked up to film it and I laugh about it but then I realize something and say "Oh I ge it you are being a smartass about me being open about my sexuality" and then I proceed to tell him the only reason I rated his dum

25
stupid vince. here's 25 useless things about me. 1. My real name is Annabel Iglesias 2. No, i'm not related to Julio or Enrique Iglesias. (however, my brothers name is enrique and my cousin's julio --different last names though--) 3. When i sleep, i tend to kick and punch the air. :P 4. If you ever see me on the road driving, RUN. Or turn at the intersection, whatever. 5. I admit I can be a little needy at times. 6. I worked in the fields picking grapes and stuff since I was 12. 7. When people guess my wieght, they're completely off. I take it as a compliment :P 8. I love DISNEY PRINCESSESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9. I'm a daddy's girl /hides 10. I always jump to conclusions (stupid ones) 11. If I ever feel anxious, especially while driving or as a passanger, my body shivers til i feel relaxed again. 12. I can NOT comfront people whatsoever. good or bad. I just can't do it. argh 13. If I ever have kids, I want my first to be a girl. =D 14. I have

Work
Wtf... I have been asking one of my supervisors to send an email out about some things that are not getting done... she never did.. so i sent one out.. my manager sends me an email back reprimanding me for doing something a supervisor should take care of.. wtf is this shit... I am the one that does the work... and I am the one that fixes all the shit... and I am the one that ASKED for something to be sent out about it and it NEVER got done.. but I AM THE ONE THAT GETS BITCHED AT?!?! UGH

Do I Have A Friend In You
I want to know the you That has not been introduced to anyone else. I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself. I want to know your most recent fantasy - You know, the one that just tickled your fancy. I want to know each and every thought of me, So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality. I want to know that spot That seems to be under so much stress. Because as a body physician, I have the answer - It just needs to be caressed. I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked and kissed, Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed. I want to know what makes you happy, What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry. If I have to take a dive, And explore the ocean floor, I'll find out And bring it back to shore. I want to know, That no matter what we're going through Whether our lives are sunny or blue I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

The Black Fiddler's Oath.
This is no place for the faint of heart or the wicked in deed. No cowards with guns, no bunker warrior urban repressors. No hostel for lovers nor sanctum for pilgrims. No preaching of holy-thou's or prophets of greed. Here there be monsters in form of fire and fall. Here there be redemption in the sollice of a moonless balcony Waiting for its inagural leap. May the Recluse song bring you the dull ache of the broken. In spirit in heart in promise and word. Come now to the cardhouse catastrophe of my ascension. Where we burn alone, and fall without fear.

Devildriver- Hold Back The Day
the lyrics to one of my favorite songs "Dig deep, dig in deeper You go where only fools fear to tread You'll find devices to kill your Master Why not kill your Maker instead? Leave it to the ones who own you Leave it to the ones to disown you Put your faith and trust in the dusk Do what you must do I'm getting edgy for those departed Left all alone, left still forgotten Miles to go and skies to fly Hold back the day, Miles to go and skies to fly It's darkest before the Dawn Claw hard from your casket Six feet and getting deeper Should the top soil still feel heavy? It must be getting weaker Towers people build up in life, Become frail and fall to the ground Fuck them, Their opinions, Deceiving the Honest Man I'm getting edgy for those departed, Left all alone, left still forgotten Miles to go and skies to fly Hold back the day Miles to go and skies to fly It's darkest before the Dawn Always, Always darkest before the Dawn I'm getting edgy f

Sorry To All
through recent times...i have had many ups and downs in life...hurt,cry,laugh,happy, all those moods. I have come to a point to say sorry to all that i have hurted. I have not meant to do so. I am only human, we all are not ourselves most of the time when on net. So to all on the net that i have hurted, i do apologize. In the real world..i say sorry also. I am going on a new journey to find out what i was meant to be here for. I feel right now there is no reasoning for me...i am a black sheep who hides...with my walls to push people away...

True Honor And Love
Doctor, 61, joins Navy to honor son By Ony Perry When Marines came to his door a year ago to tell him that his eldest son had been killed in Iraq, Bill Krissoff reacted like any father: with confusion, devastation, then numbness. Nathan Krissoff was so young, a lover of poetry, a champion athlete, a leader whose maturity and selflessness had impressed fellow Marines. The father in Krissoff found no resolution to his grief. The physician in him did. At an age when many people think about retirement, Krissoff decided earlier this year that he would enlist as a doctor. He was 60 years old, decades above the military’s preferred demographic. Still, with a medical degree from the University of Colorado and specialty training at San Francisco General Hospital and UC Davis, Krissoff seemed easily qualified for a reserve commission in the Navy medical corps, which tends to Marines. Krissoff had a flourishing private practice in Truckee, Calif. After a lifetime of swimming

Hate Myself
Once again i find myself fucking up.... i feel as though i find the "right one".. and yet i let myself self put up these horrible walls and push them away....i know i have not been the best person....i have done my wrongs...who hasnt...no one is perfect. I feel as though i should stop searching...but yet i wanna settle and stop being lonely...how do i let these wall tumble down from all these past episodes?...i hate who i am

3 Dayz B4 Graduation!
Well Just got ranked number one in my district in Saint Louis Area For "Best Dicus Thrower". Well it was a weekend before Sectionals, and i decided to go out with a couple of friends too a party which rounded out tobe the best nite every. Intile i decided to take my moms Yukon XL 2007 truck out on the road drunk and under age. Which I crash into a house 60 mph dead on into a brick house almost killin my friend who had left ten mintues before my accident running throw his room and into the kicthen. I lost my scholarships for college my friends and most of all almost my "FAMILY"! But what makes the story worst i had no set belt on and should of been DEAD!

25 Useless Things About Me...
1. I have two friends that I trust completely, no questions asked. 2. I want to go to Rome and Greece 3. I have 14 tattoos, and the one inside my lower lip hurt the least 4. I think walking through cemeteries is one of the most relaxing things to do. 5. I drink about seven cans of Amp/Monster/Full Throttle a day 6. Ive done photo edits for Oxford Mortgage company 7. I want a pet bat 8. Im always someones escape 9. I think everyone should see American History X at least once. 10. I drink scotch, and perfer Blended malts over single malts 11. I want to fly helicopters. Even if its just one time 12. I brush my teeth with hot water 13. I basically live off of pizza rolls. 14. I sleep about 2hrs of broken sleep a night 15. Im never given a second chance by people who expect them from me 16. I have surprisingly low self esteem 17. I was an extra in Spiderman2 18. Ive had drinks with Sam Raimi, George Wendt and George Romero 19. When I get nervous I stratch my legs to the po

Thank You All From The Bottom Of My Heart!!
THANX EVERYBODY THAT'S RE-ADDED ME AND ADDED ME, FANNED RATED ETC. I SO APPRECIATE THE LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP...... I'M TRYING TO A/F/R AND COMMENT U ALL AND WILL DO WHAT I CAN TO GET PICS RATED AS WELL ........ XOXOXO'S LOTZ OF LOVE, JADE!

[oh... And I'm A Godfather]
The kind that matters, not for this silly internet popularity contest. That means I need to make a trip... soonish. I missed another great moment today too, nothing beats the excitement of being present for a child being born, or say giving someone a "just because you make my life better" present face to face. But its always great to get that enthusiasm at least secondhand. More on these topics, more poetically, later For now I'm just riding two high points, and actually getting ready for bed Lonely as I am I think I'll be in better company tonight. When I'm a rich man I'll give you diamonds When I'm a happy man I'll give you my love. And to Mackenzie: don't worry, I won't call you mac and cheese around your friends and Your parents love you very much... even if they are pretty damned clueless. I guess that's why I'm in the equation Looking forward to all your firsts, and being a part of the great adventure ahead. -Love Arthur.

I Will Be Gone For Awhile.
This is just to let everyone know my plan is to move to my new townhouse next Saturday. To ensure I have no distractions while packing, etc. I am calling my cable/home phone/internet provider at the beginning of the week to have it turned off here. Some of you have my cell number and I have yours. I will be missing the Fu, so be assured I WILL call. :P I am not sure when services will be turned on at my new place, but I will be busy setting up my new home anyway. :) So, in short...Just a few more days of the Fu for me for a bit. That is all.

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
I'm being a big fuckin baby cuz I have a sinus infection that is making me cough like no other. I hurt so bad and I just want to stop coughing. I've been drinking tea and cough syrup like it's going out of style, plus I'm on antibiotics. I just want to feel better!!! ok I think I'm done being a baby.

Pain.........
THE PAIN INFLICTED BY OTHERS. THE PAIN INFLICTED BY ONES SELF. PAIN, SHARP, HURTFUL. PAIN, LONG LASTING. PAIN HEART ACHING, SOUL DESTRUCTION. THE PAIN ONE GIVES YOU. BROKE YOUR HEART. TORE YOUR SOUL. OPENED THE DOORS. MADE ONES MIND GO INSANE. SHOWED YOU THE WAY, THE WAY TO ONES PERSONAL HELL. DEPRESSIONS SETS IN, SATISFACTION FADES. THEY HELPED YOU TO SEE THE PROBLEM, AND THE PROBLEM WAS THEY CAUSED YOU SO MUCH PAIN BY YOU MISSING THEM.

Hmmmm.....
SOMETIMES YOU BELIVE YOU'VE FOUND THE RIGHT PERSON TO BE WITH. BUT AS IT ALWAYS TURNS OUT THAT PERSON WAS THE WORNG ONE. THE PERSON WHO SEEMED TO BE SO TRUE SEEMED TO SHOW YOU THE CLUE YOU NEEDED. THAT ALL THIS TIME THE RIGHT PERSON FOR YOU WAS SITTING WITH YOU. NOT THE ONE YOUR WITH, NOT THE ONE YOUR HEART BELONGS TO. BUT THE ONE WHOM YOU CHILL WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND. THIS IS THE PERSON WHO UNDERSTANDS YOUR WANTS AND ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU NEED. SEES THE WORLD AS YOU SEE IT, BUT YOU NEVER KNEW IT FOR AS THE SAYING GOES LOVE IS BLIND. BUT NEVER EVER FORGET THE PERSON WHO SHOWED YOU THE CLUES FOR THEY HAVE SHOWN YOU WHO YOUR TRUE ONE IS.

Self Destruction.......
THE HEART BEATS FOR YOU, IT SINGS A SONG FOR YOU, YET YOU DONT LISTEN TO IT. THE MIND IS FULL OF THOUGHTS, THE SOUL IS FULL OF HOPES, YET THEY ARE ALL JUST DREAMS OF LUST AND INFACTUATION. WHAT WE HAVE DOES IT REALLY EXIST? OR WAS IT JUST EMOTIONS PLAYING TRICKS? THE TIME SHARED WAS IT WASTED HOURS, DAYS, NIGHTS? YET UNABLE TO TOUCH, TO SMELL, TO LOOK INTO THE EYES OF THE ONE YOU WANT. WHAT DO YOU DO? DO YOU LIVE THIS FALSE SENSE OF REALITY, DO YOU CONTINUE ON THIS PATH OF PURE EMOTIONAL SELF DESTRUCTION?

Blah Thoughts
ITS TELLING ME THE TIME IS COMING. DO I LISTEN YET AGAIN AND SAVE MYSELF THE HURT? OR DO I PUSH IT ASIDE AND WAIT IT OUT? YOU EVER HAVE THAT PIT IN YOUR STOMACH THAT JUST WONT GO AWAY? YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. THE ONE THAT FEELS LIKE YOU ARE FULL ALL THE TIME. WELL ITS HERE. TELLING ME THAT THE END IS NEAR. DO I LISTEN? IS IT RIGHT YET AGAIN? OR IS IT TESTING ME? WHY IS IT THIS HAPPENS TO ME ALL THE TIME? OK I NEED SOME QUESTIONS ANSWERED....IF EVERYONE WHO MEETS ME THINKS I AM TRULLY AMAZING WHY IS THEY ALL LEAVE? SOMEONE ANSWER ME THIS. IF I AM EVERYTHING THAT PEOPLE IMAGINE THEMSELVES WITH WHY IS IT THEY NEVER STAY?

High?
So...I stumbled across this tonight, and decided to join. Not really sure how I got here, but you all know how it goes with you fall into the I-hole. At any rate, glad to be here, please pass the wine. Thanks. Not sure what I'm doing yet, so bear with me homies. Blinking things and buttons to push get me every time.....

Gps Stolen
Ok I am sorry. I am in a bad mood tonight because my car was broken into and my GPS was stolen. I am writing here because it helps me get it out and maybe not be so upset. How could someone do that? Why me? Why didn't the touch my purse which was there too with my CC's, checkbook, driver's license ect.? ARGH!!! I have/had addresses in there that I do not have any where else. I used it daily because I am horrible with directions. WHY????? I feel so violated. With all that I do for everyone else, how could this happen to me? Thank you for letting me vent here. I am off to be upset and cry for a few minutes. $500 lost.. gone.. sucks when you can't afford to replace it so you will never have one again. this is what makes me not trust people! ;akljdsfk;lajsdfk;lajdsfklasghai;hgaseialega;sklhgoiarg

Prayers
Wednesday morning my Dad was injured at his work. Mom called me about 730 in the am and said we needed to get to the hospital. Dad peels carpet padding and his machine broke and while he was fixing it it caught up his hand and crushed it. He bled lots he said and thats bad for him to say! They were stitching him up once we got to the ER and then they took him for xrays. Once they got the xray back the doc came back in and said we have to put the IV back in and admit you. He crushed 4 carpal bones. It took them about 9 hours to figure out what to do.. and that was to transport him to columbus because the ortho doc from our town said they couldnt even begin to fix the damage done. So the ambulance came and got him there and surgery ended up being about 2 hours and 8 pins in his hand later. He came home from the hospital today with the doc saying it was a very severe injury and the pain was going to be terrible, and short of stopping him from breathing he was gonna hurt like he

Beh...
I don't know why today turned to be a crummy day. Work was smooth but boring. The day just dragged on forever it seemed. I saw this one dude that I've never seen before, I guess he was working a extra day. He did look familiar, only skinner. Damn, he lost a lot of weight. He looked better when he had meat on him. Wasn't ever attracted to him or anything, I just remember seeing him working on a different shift and he looked different. Some reason, it feels like Rich is giving me the cold treatment or whatever you call it. It seems like he's accusing me of doing things that I haven't been doing. Like, he was looking for some condoms and couldn't find them and he's like "well they were right near the bed" It's not like I put them on myself and he's the one who should know if he used the last one or not. We haven't had sex in goddness knows how long. Then he's like... "the room smells funny, I smell cologne or something" I told him it was probably the bear that Trey gave me on Ch

What Do You Think Ladys
is it true that nice guys finish last? I have always been the nice guy and so far no good. Should i stop being so supportive with the women or should i still continue to be this nice guy when at the end the girl always tells me, "I cant go out with you, our like my brother since u r so nice."

Who Cares If A Soldier Dies???
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier dies!

My Personal Poems That I Have Hand Written Myself So You Tell Me What You Think Please Comment!!!!part2...
PLEASE DON'T COPY MY POEM IT TOOK WHILE TO COME WITH AND TOOK TIME TO WRITE THIS AND EVERYTHING PLEASE DON'T COPY...FEEL FREE READ IT AND MAKE COMMENTS ON IT THANKS...... THIS POEM CALLED..... ONE WISH WRITTEN BY NEW ORLEANS GIRL IF I COULD HAVE JUST ONE WISH I WOULD WISH TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY TO SOUND OF YOUR BREATH ON MY NECK. THE WARMTH OF YOURS LIPS ON MY CHECK THE TOUCH OF YOUR FINGERS ON MY SKIN AND THE FEEL OF YOUR HEART BEATING WITH MINE...................KNOWING THAT I COULD NEVER FIND THAT FEELING WITH ANYONE OTHER THEN YOU........ WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THIS????LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE..... THANKS NEW ORLEANS GIRL...

Stay...
Stay... Don't run. I don't need more people running away from me. I need people to stay with me. Stay. Through grief and happiness, good and bad, heaven and hell, for better or for worse. Stay with me. Don't run, not you too. Don't. I long for you. Long for you all. All you people who I know, love and care about. I want you to be around, I don't want to separated from you. I do need to be alone sometimes, but not to be left alone. Stay. Stay with me. Stay for me. For yourself. For us. For joy. For loyalty. For friendship. For love. For giving without craving. For being who we are. Me. With me. Be here with me. I need you here. Talk. Talk with me. Communicate. Communicate without words. Look at me. A single look, stories and stories contained within seconds of eye contact. Stay... Please, stay! I don't want you to leave... I push you away, time after time, I don't mean to. Withdrawing further into the darkness, the place in which I recover the best, b

Did You Know Santa Had A Younger Brother?? Yummmy!!!!
Did you know that Santa had a younger brother? Well .... Scroll down and meet Jared, Santa's younger brother. Jared takes care of the 'naughty' girls. So ... Who is going to be naughty???? The line forms on the right!!!

Ok Then........yeah
Sittin here stoned always gets my mind wanderin. Gotta be at work at 9 I really need some new shoes Charlie is so cute when he's sleepin Wonder when my W-2 will be here Did anyone get the mail Who is that schmuck in my sb This chair isn't comfy anymore Isn't this about the single most interesting thing you have read on fubar in a long time? I told you I was stoned! hehe *waves bye bye* WOOT

I Am So Scared Right Now.....what Should I Do - Help Me ! ! !
well today i had to go to the police station because i had missed court for three traffic tickets , the second court date i have missed because i was scared to death to go , well i had the cuffs on me before and after i was in front of the judge , well if my ex husband didnt show to pay the bail after he spoke to the judge i would be sitting in jail at this very moment till feb something , i would be collecting dust and crying everyday that i dont see my children , my kids were supposed to come over today and then my daughter was supposed to spend the night , well the ex husband never brought them over , and my kids didnt call me on the phone to say goodnight to me like they do every night , i hope that because of what happened today , legally he cant keep me from seeing my kids , but i am so scared he is going to think he can , and he will keep them from me because he knows that i dont have the money to pay for a lawyer so i can fight to see my kids , i am so sorry that this explanat

Events
NEXT WEEKEND ON JANUARY 25TH I AM GETTING FU MARRIED. THE WEDDING WILL BE IN THE HOT N BOTHERED LOUNGE, WE HAVE 3 DAYS OF EVENTS BEFORE IT. FRIDAY NIGHT JANUARY 23RD WILL BE MY FU BACHELORETTE PARTY WITH LOTS OF WOMEN AND FUN, DRINKS FLOWING AND HOT GIRLS ON CAM. SATURDAY NIGHT THE 24TH WILL BE MY FU FIANCE'S BACHELOR PARTY WITH SEXY MEN AND DRINKS, ALSO LOTS OF FUN. SUNDAY THE DAY OF OUR WEDDING WE WILL BE HAVING AN AUCTION, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO PARTICIPATE OR INFO ON THE AUCTION PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHOUT ME FOR INFO. EVERYONE IS WELCOMED TO ATTEND ALL EVENTS AND GIFTS WILL BE MUCH APPRECIATED. LOVE TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS

Winners 1-16-09
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Fuangel With The Auto 11's On!!!!
AUTO 11'S ARE ON FOR ONE OF OUR FU-ANGEL !!!!!! She has 1,527 pic's to rate so please show her some luv, because I know for a fact she's a sweetheart, and will return the luv... Her Auto's turn off at 2:30 eastern time so click on her FuAngel pic below and go and get some!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ? Lovable Lil One ? ~*~Fu-Angel~*~Inky's Levelers~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~

Computer Problems
Sorry all i havent been online alot last night and today.Snice i am having alot of problems with my computer.Hope i didnt miss anything on here.If anyone is mad at me for not being on alot sorry im here now i hope.

The History Of Pen Pal & Links
The History OF Pen Pals Begins here, we invite you to create history by coming together and making the pen pal community the most sought after network on the net. Informative, innovative and continuously improving Bringing people and cultures together is what we aim to do ~ And did I mention that it was FREE! Join Pen Pals. A free social networking site uniting people across the world We invite you to take advantage of our Classified Ads Center Better than eBay - Join Auction House - List & Sell - Bid & Buy Items - Best of all it's Free

Show This Bitch Some Downrating Love
there is a woman going around and downrating people left and right. she will come to your page rate you a 10 and then re-rate you to a 1. she has gone to a few of my friends pages and rated them all 1's after rating them a 10. if you can plz find it in your heart to show this bitch how it feels and plz feel free to give her a piece of your mind then here is her link... B_Titties@ fubar now that you have it plz by all means show this bitch some downrating love. much love to all my friends and family

I'll Kill Any Fucker Who Does This To My Girl Or Any Girl
Guy:"Lets have sex right now. Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no. Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell. Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first. Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all. Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop. Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

Surgery
iam going to have surgery feb 29th on my left hand as some of you no from my past blog on the subject as far as i know there is a good chance 80% so there a 20% percent chance i may have permanent chance of damage to my nerve

Get 2 Free Tickets To Slipknot & Meet The Band!!!!! Hurry Before Its Too Late!!!!
This is for fans in the Ontario/Los Angeles area!! TXT KNOT to 50505 and have a chance to win 2 Free tickets and a Meet&Greet with members of Slipknot! Please make sure you put the venue closest to you! Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium The Forum Inglewood, CA Sat, Mar 7, 2009 07:00 PM OR Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium Citizens Business Bank Arena Ontario, CA Tue, Mar 10, 2009 07:00 PM

A Thought!!!!
Under Your Hand....... My lessons are taught, my heart soars, My tears are brushed aside, my body blooms, my soul deepens, my mind grows, My slavery flourishes, my serenity exists, Under Your Hand....... the woman in me is discovered

What Not To Say To Ur Valentine!
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, AND THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: 1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you has screwed up my life. 2. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. 3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. 4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed. 5. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. 6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. 7. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. 8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 9. My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way

I Want To Buy A Blast!!grrrr
I tried for days now to figure out how to work this paypal, i set up an account and everything put in my credit card info and all that so it says im not verified, what does that mean! ive given them all the info they need. i see where you need to put in a bank account or a sign up for there credit card well how can i possibly do that if for one i dont have a bank account and for two my credit is shitty and thats why i have this pay as you go visa. im frustrated to know end i want to put up a blast and nope i guess im not going to tonight maybe some other time,,,well the rage is leaving my body now that ive vented some of it down here, maybe tomarrow folks you will see me in the little box up in the corner lol...well hope everyone is having better luck than me!!!! always beetle

Pictures
looking at pictures of you and I And all I can do is cry Memories of happier times When you never lied When you never cheated Back when we never fought Back when we always had fun But it seems our joy Has now turned to anger and pain Clouds now cover our sun I just want to go back To those perfect days And relive them until I die Your love was my life I've lost myself Somewhere along the way Now that your love is gone It's all I can do to pick up the pieces And move on with my life

The Priceless Spotlight Fund!!
Hey to all that read this. Trying to help raise up enough fubucks to Spotlight my #1 friend, Priceless. As some know, im holding auctions for that sole purpose, but with the price of spotlights these days, need a lil more lol more is always better. So if you can, stop by my page or hers, and make a donation. Thanks to all that help in this matter, leave a comment if you like too. Lets help this sweetheart, and amazing person, long time Cherry tap/ Fubar user get to where she deserves to be, In the spotlight :D Thanks to everyone, and anyone that helps out!!

Part 2
Once He knew that the chloroform had taken effect, the stranger laid Khatra down on the ground so that he could dispose of her keys and her cell phone. “Sorry lovely but can’t let you keep this cell phone it might be equipped with a GPS and my Master doesn’t want anybody to be able to find you.” He said with a chuckle as he tossed Khatra’s keys and phone into the car and then locked it up. Once he was satisfied with the way things looked he gently picked up the sleeping woman and carried her off toward his waiting van. As he walked toward the van the fog which had been slowly rolling in started to thicken and rise as though it was concealing his actions. He opened the side door of his van the moment he reached it and laid Khatra inside. Quickly he went to work untying her hands. He rolled her over onto an air mattress then he raised her hands above her head and secured them to an eye hook that had been attached to the floor of the van. Once he knew that her hands were secure he mov

Uhm Yeah.
So today my friend got her tongue pierced as one of her birthday presents from another friend. And no she has concluded I must get the same thing. My question is whether you guys see me as the type to have my tongue pierced Would you see it as acceptable for an Elementary school teacher to have their tongue pierced? And fuck you I didn't make a mumm out of it; Go eat dog shit or something :P The end :D

Well New Year Same Troubles
Well same ol chit here no job no money and going nuts selling stuff to stay a-float!!! Come-on O'Bama shift it in to high gear do as you said ....... Oh well kids are fine sorta bored with same crap to do, chase chickens and go nowhere but school kinda sucks for them too. Hopefully things change soon I need a drink for REAL!! And no money to buy one... LOL oh well... I just found out a good friend and girl I worked with just passed on!!!! She was a kick-ass biker chick, I plan on posting a pic of her may she REST IN PEACE with GOD... Gonna miss you Sandy!!! Well enough pissing and moaning I hope all you's had a good Year's start. I think declaring Marshall Law and an hostile take over would be a good Start. And By-the-by F credit Card companies while at it.. Laters all....

Old
Let me lay my head upon your chest tonight And close my eyes against the harsh light I am weary and my world is sad This wordly strife turns me to you Won't you just hold me tonight Though friends will fail you Or move far away We will always have each other In my love for you You've become my solace Your tenderness is my saviour It soothes each care Forever I'd remain in your arms Just to have you in my life

Say What?
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on campus. A federal appeals court found the search "traumatizing" and illegal. Some parents say older children

Native American Belief
i am 1/2 native american i have been looking up on some belief that the native american have and the one that really got me was that man and women are not equal the women is held in higer respect for the fact they cook and clean and mak clothing and child barriers and men just hunt and fight for thier tribes !

Sweet~n~sexxay Auction Is Open!
Sweet~N~Sexxay Spotlight Auction Auction is open for bids. If you still like to enter the auction or auction off a salute please let me or Sweet~N~Sexxay know. You can use any pic you like as long its not animation, all tags will be made by me and the entry fee is 50,000 fubucks and all starting bids will start out with 100,000 fubucks. There will be no end date for the auction it will end when you are happy with the bid that is offer. Salute Auction Ends 1/31 @ 8pm Fu-Time! There going fast we have 3 sexy fus that is owned and they great offers so come on by and get you a sexy fu to spoil you with some fu-lovin. Click the pic below to get the salute auction entrys :P. Lets see them bidsand help our friend Sweet~N~Sexxay get spotlight! Here are the fus that are auction off a salute!

The 5 Healing Colors...
Adapted from The Secret Teachings of the Tao Te Ching, by Mantak Chia and Tao Huang (Inner Traditions, 2005). According to Chinese medicine, the “Five Healing Colors” can purify and heal all the pathways in the body, and the colors are traditionally used to harmonize the organs. When you visualize these universal energetic color forces, the organs become purified. Even if you don’t have organs in stress, this is a wonderfully cleansing and preventative exercise for your whole body: Use this guided meditation using any one of the organs using the appropriate color: 1. Sit calmly but alertly. 2. Pay attention to the calm place behind your mid-brow. 3. Think of something you love, and relax. 4. Bring your attention to the organ in need of attention. 5. Picture the organ, feeling the love you experienced in #3. 6. Picture the organ as a rose that is the color required, and imagine the rose slowly opening. Repeat until the color radiates through and from the organ.

Ants In My Pants
I"m bored and antsy. I didn't get to go to hubby's show because his friend got sick and can't give me a ride there. GRRR... I am in a REALLY hateful mode right now. And would love some violence and bloodshed.

The Hillbilly And The Mirror
After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the mirror thinking it was a picture of his daddy, but on the way home he remembered his wife didn't like his father. So he hung it in the barn, and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. His wife began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with."

Home From The Hospital!
So, I spent the entire week in the hospital. Monday I posted my status as not feeling well ...that I was going back to bed. Well, that bed ended up being on the second floor of Paradise Valley Hospital for the week. My kidneys are revolting. Am I better? NO! I was so sick of that damn hospital bed though and I couldn't take it anymore. I was well enough to be let go and was sooooo sick of being pumped full of narcotics. Now, without them, I realize how bad I AM hurting. UGH! The doc called em my flanks! My FLANKS FUCKIN' HURT! Yah, the kidney area just above my ass! When my ex husband attacked and beat me 2 years ago he did quite a bit of damage to my right kidney and it has been struggling since. I ended up with a double infection, a stone and who knows what other kind of kidney yuk sludge you can think of. I am going to follow up with a specialist but for now...AM HOME! YAY!

Giving *blings *auto 11 On
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ^^BUT FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY..Thank You for Your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:) ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 2-03-09 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 7 & 8 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..OR THEY ARE WORKING TOWARDS LEVELING LOL.. **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A Example*...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY *SEXYGIRLBL

Just One
Day dreaming By HJG It was you there in my dreams My heart seemed to race The thought of you staring at me It drove my bad moods away My mind wandered to my fantasies A beautiful fascination with lust I day dreamed of what it was like To maybe kiss you touch and hold you I thought more of how you would smell Would you tantalize my taste buds with fruit? Or would you intoxicate me without trying My mind ran away with the rest The Thought brought color to my face An image of you laying there beside me Staring into your eyes as whispered exchanged Can you feel it too? Think hard and relax I felt like I was flying as you spoke to me Slowly drifting away in my dream of you Watching the world pass by slowly I can no longer cry with you on my mind In time I will snap out of this dream Returning to reality as quick as I left But for now I have nothing to accomplish So I will remain dreaming of what could be.

The Good Life!!
what is the good life having it all or having what you need thats what i ask myself everyday and i just want more and more but whats it all worth when im gone !!?? i just want to tell you all live happy and life is defenetly good!!!

Anyone Wanna Help
we will be traveling down to FL jan 18th. we will be at the fort lauderdale airport around 930am, we will need a ride from fort lauderdale airport to port of miami, then we will need picked back up the 25th from port of miami and taken to somewhere in fort lauderdale. we need to find a cheap hotel for the 25th-26 as our flight home isnt til the 26th at night. any help would be appreciated and we are more then happy to pay for gas and what not.

Pictures
I have added a bunch of new pictures to my site, since my friend Kat1114 gave me a VIP for the month. Don't be shy and come and rate them. I would love to get my overall rating up from a 10.07 to something higher. It's been there forever...lol So if you can and would like, please rate them 11s....wish I could afford a Auto 11 to get it done myself....Help a friend if you can. Hugs, Wild Angel

The Music To Keep
The Music to Keep I heard a song within me Was it my heart who sings our song? And as I listen to the melody, I can't make myself asleep 'til dawn. My soul started to sing And my mind begins to think again, Trying to remember the times when we're together, The times when we're not friends, but lovers. Does anyone hear the music? Do you ever care for the lonely beat? As the music plays over and over, Well... it's you I always remember. The tears started to fall like rain into the river, For the thought that we can't be together forever. I'm not a perfect person, I know. And in committing mistakes, I always fall. Loneliness? Oh, it always comes, Specially now, that you were gone. Couldn't be just you and me And build our dreams to reality? But then, it's time for you to say goodbye. I know I've LIVED, LOVED, LOST and DIE. Our song comes to an end But, somehow, I hope that my heart will mend. Even if I know that we can't be together again: This m

By Choice We Became Friends
By Choice We Became Friends It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends... Friendship is a strange thing....we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives...things we don't even share with our families who raised us...But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? an ear to listen? a heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met, .... I call you friend. A word so small...yet so large in feeling...a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed... it is a constant book always written...waiting to be read... and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements...we may argue... we may concern one another...friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all.... A part of me is put into my friends...some it is my humor... some it is my listening ear... some it is real life experie

Just Keepin It Real!
Humble Advice for The New Year Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email addresses and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! Stop making excuses about your life and make changes! Keep your opinion to yourself! We all know what others should do, but what about you? If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor - LET IT GO! Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time with them. Who cares if you miss out on a "mix"! You can party anytime! If you are not saved….get saved!!!!! Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get your own life in order! Listen more! Talk Less! Give without worrying about it! Tell people you love them before your hear about some great tragedy in the world or lose a close friend! Sp

Surgery
I just found out about an hour ago that I will be having to have surgery . The surgery date is scheduled for February 3, at 8am . I know it will slow me down a bit, but I know me I will be up and running hopefully by that evening . This is another obstacle I will overcome and get on with my normal business . I am one who doesn't take long to heal , I know they say about 4-6 weeks for recovery but I know me . The least amount of time I am down the better I am on getting back to where I need to be .

Question About 3g2 Files
Hello All, I have a Cell phone. When I try to download the videos to my computer it comes up as a 3G2 File. I only have Windows movie player, Windows Media PLayer and quicktime player. Thats all I have. So what do I need to play the files ?

I Am Going To Hell !!! If You Believe In Hell That Is !!!
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. What's the difference between Jesus and a painting? A. It takes only one nail to hang a painting. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to

We Love This Bar (repost From Dawn)
Trying another vid host service.. if video doesn't start please click the lil play arrow, it might take a sec Free Video Hosting (repost of original by '☆ ♥ Dawn ♥ ☆Fu-Wifey to ♫Rock Candy♫' on '2009-01-16 13:39:34')

My Love
I'll love him forever because he's my life. He respects me and I respect him. I trust him with my life. I'll love him til the day I die. He's the love of my life and I want to spend my life with him for all eternity. Kari