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Milestones
So today I was thrown for a loop when I watched my little boy shave for the first time. I know he's 14 and I should be expecting this stuff, but dammit it made me sad. He's growing up. Fuck he's going to be leaving me soon. He stood and talked about how he wanted to keep his soul patch but he didn't want the hair on his lip. Fuck! Where the hell did my little boy go. I'm almost eye level to him now. It's rough raising a boy and thanks to my friends on here they have helped me through rough and ackward patchs and questions. Thank you Dan and Ian. I was just shocked tonight by the thought that he's big now.

1 Word :p
The One Word Survey! Answers can only be one word; no explanations! Your self: Dislike Your eyes: Like Your hair: Soft Your smile: Cute Your crush/bf/gf: Dreamy Your prized possession: Love Your bedroom: Messy Your style: Comfortable Your mood: Loved Your outlook: Positive Your favorite movie: Many Your favorite book: Many Your favorite band: None Your favorite weather: Spring Your favorite car: Meh The room you are in right now:LivingRoom The song you are listening to right now: ........Hard The person you are thinking of right now: *winks The task you are putting off right now: Sleep The best word to describe you right now: Calm The last person to talk to you: Lewis The last person to hug you: Brian The last person to tell you a secret: Lewis The last person you told a secret to: Lewis The last physical injury you have recieved: Hip Take This Survey | Search Surveys | MySpace SurveysSurvey found on Bzoink

Birthday
i always thought my parents were pulling my leg when they told me that the older u get the faster the years go by. but they years have been going by faster and faster. the thing is that as i get older it really doesn;t seem like time is going by faster just that i have a lot less of it

Warned Prt 2
Whoever that loser is who I saw at Union and tried to act tough tonight, how is your broken nose and jaw feeling now? Calling me homo and flower boy because i had a rose for my Daughter was probably a bad idea on your part. You're lucky i didn't hit you real hard you little bitch. Oh and it was so funny when you started crying after you woke up, that made my night.

Warned
This is for the guy who wouldn't leave me alone in front of a certain bar a few weeks ago. Next time somebody tells u to fuck off and then counts down from three it is a bad idea to start up a shadowboxing session. I hope the ambulences got you to the hospital reasonably fast and that you were well taken care of, but I warned u twice and I don't feel bad.

Latest New What Going On What Happiening On My Lounge Call Ride The Lighting Lounge
Getting people to come in slowly but i'm getting up there then trying still to findstaff slowly and seeing whoever about stuff making tags and stuff and seeing if they want to help out in the lounge.if any one wants to just shout box me or if u want to join please do thats will even work too.

Grow The *f8* Up
I absolutely LOVE when people that dont even know me can talk so much shit about me, and the ppl i care about most get hurt because of it . seriously, grow the fuck up, get a fucking life, and take 2 steps to the left and get the fuck out of mine. if you dont it may or may not be bad for your health ... eat a fucking dick- and grow the fuck up. PEACE OUT RHINO

Tag Ur It !
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 1)I am afraid of heights 2)I im a huge dork somtimes 3)I love to workout kinda an obsession 4)I am good with makin thigs out of wood, so good with my hands 5)I love to ride my bike and go mountain biken 6)I cant stand judge mental people 7)I have a weakness for being to trustin and get hurt 8)can be very lazy somtimes 9)I love tolistento music lol 10)speakin of random , i can be so randum and change the subject like that lol I choose ~C~ in la la land because she my gf and i love her ****fubarmademeabitch**** cause shes a friend that can always make me smile Cassi bec

Getttin Nervous
Tuesday is the big day..I have my surgery. It's not major or anything but it is more involved than what it was going to be. I know it will be fine but I am still nervous. I also have mixed feelings about it. This is really the end of the road as far as having a baby. Don't get me wrong, I am totally done trying that. I went through more pain, physically and mentally, than most women would allow themselves to go through. Sometimes I think about what all I did and it amazes me that I put myself through some of it. Never did anything affect me the way fertility did. UGH! I did get pregnant and I know one was a girl. I named her, grieved for her and kept her memory. That is all I can do and it is enough. I guess in some small way I was a mother..even for a very short time. But that part of my life is over now. I am ready to move on and be healthy as well. This crap I go through 3 weeks out of every month has to end and I am ready. So enough babbling..lol. Please think of me and if you are

If You've Ever Wondered What It Would Be Like To Spend And Evening With Me Here You Go
I’ve been burning the candle at both ends for over a month now. Between being very understaffed at work and being the only one in my house that’s not infected with some sort of bug (now who’s laughing at me being a germaphobe?). This is the first weekend in five weeks that I’ve had off and I needed to blow off some steam. Late Thursday night, right before I went to bed, I sent Fonty C a text message telling him how I’d been busting it and that we needed to go out Friday night and have a drink. Upon falling asleep I had one of the craziest dreams that I’ve ever had. I woke from the dream shortly after 1 am and realized what it all meant. The dream was a warning of the shenanigans that would ensue if I went out with Fonty Friday night. Not being one to really buy into the whole "dream the future" type of stuff I blew it off and went back to sleep. Friday rolls around and it’s been nice out for two days now. I was considering putting the battery back into my car so I could drive it

I'm Sad
I'm sad because my boyfriend went away for 44 days I ready hope he will learn his leasons for doing what he did to me. But right all i can do and look up and try to do everything to right way while he in jail like go to deal with of driving and getting another job.

I Know Im Hardly On!
I have been asked several times in the past month where in the heck have I been. Well, as you see I am hardly online. After almost a year I finally found myself a job. Thanks to Carlton that is. It is very difficult to find a job these days. I wish I was in the computer field but with my work experience that is like impossible to find. So that really sucks. But I am a custodian. I don’t mind it one bit. I love cleaning. I know MANY people find that odd but it is true. I enjoy what I do. Plus, I enjoy working with MOST of the people. I know when I wasn’t working I was always online. But I work second shift so when I get off I usually find me something to eat, then I get on here for a few minutes then IM off to bed. Then I wake up the next day and it just repeats itself. So I guess during the week I might be on here 2 hours the whole week if not less than that. On the weekends that is when I am on here. I don’t avoid anyone that Ims me it is just most of the time IM bus

Stolen
The Five Word Survey (you can only answer using 5 words or less) How are you feeling at this very moment?: Bored as per usual How old are you?: twe nty on e Give one good reason why your life is worth living?: Have whole life ahead If you knew that you only had one day left to live how would you spend it?: treat my family What are your parents like?: Dad Dead, Mum the greatest Who is your best friend?: Shaun/Richard Who do you love?: Everyone (almost) What is your favorite ride at a carnival?: Dodgems. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: Future holds many surprises What is your favorite swear word?: Fuck. Obviously. Or blasphemes actually Do you believe in life after death?: Don't wanna think of that Where would you like to go on vacation?: Good ole USA Define Love.: Different for us all Define hate.: Unnecessary but often felt Define beauty.: Again, different for us all

Not Sure
When you meet that certain someone you been searchin' hard to find It's a new love full of passion that can sometimes make you blind I don't mind bein' swept away if I know right from the start So before we go much further can I trust you with my heart In the time we've spent together I have learned to trust in you So many things you've given before I even asked you to But reality and romance are sometimes far apart So what I really need to know is can I trust you with my heart Can I cast my cares upon you, can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road If you promise me these simple things I can guaranty You can always count on me Can I cast my cares upon you, can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road When two hearts solely surrender and are sworn to understand It completes a perfect union between a woman and a man So please don't misunderstand me I don't want to go too far

Help
My number one got a new profile this week and needs help getting to where he was before. He left because of drama and I convinced him to not totally leave. If you a/r/f him he will return the favor as will I. Thank you my friends... Jenn

Reality
Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at my age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

[today Was Good To Me.]
I didn't get laid today, or start a new relationship I didn't pay my bills, or buy a new game I did however start today with a new project from a dream. I liked it, I'll write more about it when my computer is back up. It was one of the few projects I've started where I said "hey, I'd actually read this". That's always a good place to start from. I even outlined the whole book which is unprecedented for me. My clothes are tumbling in the dryer, my heart's in my throat after once again nudging one of my favorite people and asking her why we're not going out, they're inducing labor for my god daughter in about 3 hours, and I've finally decided what to do with my damn PC. Could it be better? Immensely. I could be making love to my favorite goddess while being hand fed olives and drinking ambrosia from a gold chalice, its still a damn sight better than yesterday's shenanigans. Tomorrow's busy, hideously busy, and I'm quite infatuated in a quite impossible situation. Nothing to do but to c

Blog #3 Attention All Sharks
OK team. This young lady has been a friend to me since I've joined. She always been super sweet to me. She's 1,169,253 from hitting the next level and has AUTO 11's on until 10AM Monday. Go show her some love please. *FU ANGEL FREAK ON A LEASH*** HAPPY 2009** ENGAGED TO( LIFESAVER)..**FUBAR MOST FINEST** UR@ fubar

And Then The Fight Started
My wife sat down on the couch next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, 'What's on TV?' I said, 'Dust.' And then the fight started... ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary. She said, 'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 150 in about 3 seconds.' I bought her a scale. And then the fight started... ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- - -------- --------- I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive... so, I took her to a gas station. And then the fight started... ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --- After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told t

Flannel Pj
You Are Flannel Pajamas You seek comfort above everything else. You rather feel good than look good. You are a very relaxed person, especially when you're surrounded by your favorite things and people. You are a homebody. Home is the place where you can truly be yourself. You are likely to wear pajamas a lot. In fact, you often change into your pj's the minute you get home! What Kind of Pajamas Are You?

What Ride Are You
You Are a Haunted House You are a deeply complicated and sometimes deeply disturbed person. You can't help but be attracted to the dark side of life - even when it's pretty gruesome. In relationships, you are honest and real. So real that it's definitely a little scary. You don't fake it or play along just to get along. And people either respect this... or deeply resent it Your life is thoughtful, deep, and even philosophical at times. You see the world as it is. You don't sugar coat anything. Facing and fighting your fears is important to you. You believe that too much of life is whitewashed. You're not too morbid... you just believe that you can't enjoy life without exorcising a few demons first! At your best, you are brave, intense, and fearless. Not only do you face the abyss head on - you challenge your friends to do the same. At your worst, you are depressed and morose. If you're not careful, your thoughts take over your mind... and they aren't pretty!

Check Out What Dj Ghost Has For You
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING ME TRY TO MAKE GODFATHER.PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOW THEM SOME STRONG FUBAR LOVE.SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP THE GHOST RIDER OUT Lavendarebleu@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave@ ALSO THESE 2 PEOPLE HERE HAVE HELPED ME MORE WAYS THAN ONE.THESE 2 GREAT PEOPLE DO WONDERFUL WORK WITH MORPHS, NAME TAGS AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU WOULD LIKE FOR UR PAGE. (PLEASE READ THIER PROFILES AND SHOW LOVE. PLEASE READ THIER BLOGS ALSO FOR INFO ON MORPHS AND WHAT NOTS FOR UR PAGE. The ©eo Morphin Da Pix™---i dont want to join your silly lounge or ill rate you 1s@ fubar †ÐÃRK£ÁÐ¥† -ÐÐ£ Famílÿ-HØF{ Øwñër¤¤ÐårkÐémøn§-£øungê }@ fubar ALSO IF ANYONE ELSE COMES AND HELPS ME TO GODFATHER NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO I WILL ADD YOU TO MY LIST OF SPECIAL P

Check Out What Dj Ghost Has For You
4>I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING ME TRY TO MAKE GODFATHER.PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOW THEM SOME STRONG FUBAR LOVE.SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP THE GHOST RIDER OUT Lavendarebleu@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave@ 4>I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING ME TRY TO MAKE GODFATHER.PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOW THEM SOME STRONG FUBAR LOVE.SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP THE GHOST RIDER OUT Lavendarebleu@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1584134&friend=1584134" target="_blank">The ©eo Morphin Da Pix™---i dont want to join your silly lounge

Llama Leveler Of The Day
Dear Members, We will be starting something new called Llama Leveler of the Day. I will go thru the Members list once a day pick a Member in whom we will all help with 100 rates a piece. Once you've rated the person on the blog you must check in on the blog. Only those Members in whom have been active will get a chance once every 30 days for this honor. Trying something new here and lets have fun with it. Thanks, Dave Founder Llama Levelers Please leave a comment so I know everyones read this

What Carnival Ride Are You?
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

1976
In 1976 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US The US celebrates its bicentennial, marking the 200th anniversary of its independence The Viking II sets down on Mars' Utopia Plains Promising, "I will never lie to you," Jimmy Carter is elected president of the United States Israeli commandos rescue hostages from Entebbe, Uganda The Concorde begins flights from New York to Europe George W. Bush is arrested and fined for driving under the influence of alcohol Cray-1, the first commercially developed supercomputer, is invented by Seymour Cray Freddie Prinze Jr., Reese Witherspoon, Colin Farrell, 50 Cent, Fred Savage, and Shannon Elizabeth are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl X Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Rocky is the top grossing film Filming begins on George Lucas' Star Wars The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins is published The Eagles Their Greatest Hits compilati

1973
In 1973 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US Supreme Court rules in Roe vs. Wade that states may not prevent a woman from having an abortion during the first trimester US announces the end of the military draft Spiro T. Agnew resigns after pleading no contest to charges of tax evasion while governor of Maryland Gerald R. Ford becomes the first appointed vice president under the 25th Amendment A total ban on oil exports to the US for six months is imposed by Arab nations after the outbreak of an Arab-Israeli war President Richard Nixon announces that a peace accord has been reached in Vietnam Drea de Matteo, Tori Spelling, Carson Daly, Monica Lewinsky, and Kate Beckinsale are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup The Exorcist and American Graffiti are top grossing films Elvis Presley's Aloha From Hawaii television special is seen around the

Blog #2 Attention All Sharks
This is a fellow shark member and the co founder. Her last account was deleted for unknown reasons. We need to help her get back to where she was. Queen~of~Hearts (Co-Head of the Great White Levelers)@ fubar

1988
In 1988 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Federal grand juries return indictments against Gen. Manuel Noriega, ruler of Panama, charging him of running drug cartels A missile, fired from the US Navy warship Vincennes destroys a commercial Iranian airliner killing all 290 on board A Pan-am Boeing 747 explodes over Lockerbie, Scotland from a terrorist bomb Controversial Arizona Governor Evan Mecham is removed from office for financial misdeed Jimmy Swaggart is defrocked when his sexual liaisons with women other than his wife are revealed The Netherlands becomes the second country to get connected to the Internet Al-Qaida is established by Osama bin Laden Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXII Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Rain Man is the top grossing film A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking is published "Faith" by George Michael spends the most time at the top

The Year You Were Born
In 1986 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US The US officially observes Martin Luther King Day as a national holiday for the first time The space shuttle Challenger explodes moments after lift off, killing 6 astronauts and a teacher A major nuclear disaster occurs at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant in the Soviet Union Japanese video game maker Nintendo introduces its games to America US warplanes bomb Libyan headquarters in retaliation for terrorist attacks The Soviet Union launches the Mir space station IBM unveils the PC Convertible, the first laptop computer Charlotte Church, The Olsen twins, and Lindsay Lohan are born New York Mets win the World Series Chicago Bears win Superbowl XX Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Top Gun is the top grossing film "That's What Friends Are For" by Dionne & Friends spends the most time at the top of the US charts ALF, the Oprah Winfrey Show, and Pee-wee's Playhouse pr

Hey All Check Out What The Ghost Rider Has
4>I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING ME TRY TO MAKE GODFATHER.PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOW THEM SOME STRONG FUBAR LOVE.SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP THE GHOST RIDER OUT Lavendarebleu@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave@ 4>I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING ME TRY TO MAKE GODFATHER.PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOW THEM SOME STRONG FUBAR LOVE.SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP THE GHOST RIDER OUT Lavendarebleu@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1584134&friend=1584134" target="_blank">The ©eo Morphin Da Pix™---i dont want to join your silly lounge

Radiohead Lyrics To "jigsaw Falling Into Place"
Just as you take my hand Just as you write my number down Just as the drinks arrive Just as they play your favourite song As the magic disappears No longer wound up like a spring Before you've had too much Come back and focus again The walls abandon shape You've got a cheshire cat grin All blurring into one This place is on a mission Before the night owl Before the animal noises Closed circuit cameras Before you're comatose Before you run away from me Before you're lost between the noise The beat goes round and round The beat goes round and round I never really got there I just pretended that I had What's the point of instruments Words are a sawed off shotgun Come on and let it out Come on and let it out Come on and let it out Come on and let it out Before you run away from me Before you start unravelling Before you take my mic Just as you dance, dance, dance Jigsaws falling into place There is nothing to explain Regard each other as you pass

Great White Shark Team
These are the links of the people on the team. If you dont have them added. Please add them and help each other out with rates. Jinzo71~Co-Head of The Great White Levelers@ fubar Queen~of~Hearts (Co Head Great White Levelers)@ fubar ToxicBeauty@ fubar following Dev@ fubar 1 Sexy Momma@ fubar

Ok Ladies And Gents Come See What Dj Ghost Has
4>I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING ME TRY TO MAKE GODFATHER.PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOW THEM SOME STRONG FUBAR LOVE.SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP THE GHOST RIDER OUT Lavendarebleu@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1584134&friend=1584134" target="_blank">The ©eo Morphin Da Pix™---i dont want to join your silly lounge or ill rate you 1s@ fubar †ÐÃRK£ÁÐ¥† -ÐÐ£ Famílÿ-HØF{ Øwñër¤¤ÐårkÐémøn§-£øungê }@ fubar ALSO IF ANYONE ELSE COMES AND HELPS ME TO GODFATHER NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO I WILL ADD YOU TO MY LIST OF SPECIAL PEOPLE. LET'S JUST SAY THIS IS MY MINI PIMP OUT. ANY THING WILL DO TO HELP ME OUT. WEATHER YOU RATE OR EVEN HAVE UR FRIENDS COME TO MY PAGE AND RATE. I WILL PAY 100,000 FUBUCKS FOR RATING ALL PICS AN 11 50,000 FOR 10

Update
The cancer was found in both lungs. A biopsy was done on one of them, the results will be available in about 2 weeks according to the Dr. The Dr. said that he will be safer at home than at the hospital (he was becoming confused and going downhill quick). He is home now and will be there for the next couple weeks until treatments begin. We are trying to take everything day by day, and the past two days have been great.. Thanks to my friends on here for asking and showing support - you all know who you are :)

The Gift
The Gift I sit here in silence Melancholy on my mind Love has touched me more than once Leaving me partially blind Blind to simple beauty Love, honor and pride Pushing it all away Casting it aside The void is wide The slope is steep I focus on my day Just to stay on my feet My desire is weak My mind is numb I gave what I had To the only one She touched my soul Protected my heart So many miles away But never apart I feel her now I sense her smile Humbled in her presence Across the miles Close to the end Of the life I knew My only thought Was one of you In everyone’s life Change must occur Sometimes slow and methodical Other times they are a blur In retrospect and hindsight The picture is clear Its not what you offered But rather knowing you were here You gave me something That I can never replace A peace in my heart From a smile on your face I never held you close Or touched your hand But a picture I did see Thank yo

Sad Sad Sad Day
for some of u that know me very well know what today is but for those that dont i'll tell u today has been 18 yrs since my best friend had died i remember it like it was yesterday and still to this day i feel i have a part in it even though i dont u see i was having an arguement with my best friend vincent about what we were gonna do on sunday after we had went to church yes i said church this was before i became wiccan and vincent and my other best friend at the time crystal were seeing eachother but him and i both made a deal if either one of us had something bad happen to them we would name out first born their name if they were a boy or girl ok well anyway i was finishe with the yelling and fight said something i should never of said and that was i wished u were dead well i thew the phone to crystal and sat there like a fucking fool and stubborn so at 615 pm jan 11th 1991 i called him back to say i was sorry he had left at midnight i found out he was shot in the head his ex kris

New Rant
ok, I have to bitch about this.... ok, I work 2 weeks on, 1 week off. When Im working I put in between 80 to 120 hours a week. I don't have a lot of time for anything. I'm sick and tired of people telling me that I have NO time for them. Well, I'm sorry. I told everyone when I got the job that I would be busy a lot! So if I set aside time for you, TAKE IT! And don't bitch at me that I don't have time for you or that you never see me! I'm trying! Either deal with it or move on. ok thanks. I feel better.

In A Room Full Of People
have you ever been in a room full of people u know and care about but feel utterly alone... have u ever just felt empty inside no matter what u do. i can't seem to shake this feeling... this emptiness is growing... without any warning more and more of my world is becoming dark. i'm going through my dailey shit without really knowing or caring what comes next. unaware of the steps i need to take to fix this... pretty soon i will be an empty shell... the darkness is consuming my world.... fading into a nothingness that i can't stop .... to be alone for eternity is my biggest fear ... here we go into the abyss.... love u all

Something For A Friend......
Through The Tears Life is but a highway One we all must walk Taking time to listen And stopping to talk The road is sometimes straight Visibility is clear Fast approaching obstacles We show no fear As we travel our path And the road takes its turns We cross many bridges Trying not to burn There comes a time When corners may come Many choices to travel But we can only choose one We ponder our choices Search for the light Darkness may fall But there is always a light We follow our map Pit stops along the way Passing over bumps in the road Driving for a new day In the darkness we drive Pondering our thoughts Wanting so much And expecting naught We pull into our destination With a sense of relief Tired and weary But full of belief Belief in a life Of a well traveled road It was all worth it I knew where I had to go I’ve wiped away the tears From a long journey home You held my heart I no longer needed to roam My wish for you

Bad November - Track 11 - Choices
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Choices Do or die/ Sink or Swim/ We face these choices everyday/ Bitch and moan/ Nag and groan/ Don’t blame me when you fail Track 11 - Choices Bewildered doesn’t even being to descr

Cancer
Cancer Why Now, and not later The breathing shallow The vision dimmer Bones ache Each moment is filled with pain I am nauseous I vomit with regularity I shouldn’t feel this way Fuck it It grows A black stain on my lungs The doctor says The cure is worse than the disease My hair falls out I do not go softly into that good night I scream I cry Why poet

Where To Dwell
sometimes i write things that are dark, a little down words come while on my face sits a frown a muse in misery often i've found it's not like i'm some emo punk, moping around pretending i'm the only one who can feel, we all do, those of us who are real you do have those that say they're hard, and cold and just don't care , but something, somehow, somewhere, has got to bring you down, otherwise nothing can lift you up i'm not saying we should dwell on the things that make you want to throw back a hand full of pills, but rather the things that run up your spine, make your hair stand, and give you chills. like a bass line that sets in just right, or a drum beat hard heavy and tight, a guitar riff recognizable from the begining, a singer wailing like on it their life was depending, or a bolt flashing lighting up the sky, or the feeling i get when i look in her eyes, that's where i need to dwell,

Bitch Please! Part 2
I tried to be nice, I tried to be fair... I went on with my life, With eveyday toil and prayer... But from the shaddows you spy snipping bitter words at me like you can spew enough venom like you can't just let me be! You befriended my dearheart in order to distain, to inflict a new powerful love, with your misery and pain! But see you can not harm me you see you can not hold me back I've found a love that is truly blessed and one is all the things you lack! Then you run away like a child who has lost an unfair game and then have the nerve to call to see some sort of care to claim. Well glad you are gone away hope the doorknob didn't hit your ass your fake caring and BS love leave it for someone with less class! Leave what is mine be and go on with you life find someone who gives a shit and someone who will believe all of your hype! And with this last part I will dismiss a lie the tests came back negative bitch so whereever, whatever, however you got you

1 Chance
1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. And I promise to answer it truthfully. No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...

Thought
Friends they come and go, and some get reunited after long periods of time. Even more stay friends no matter what life holds in store. Some are even like family. A friend is someone whos there for u no matter what. Friends can make u laugh and smile when ur feelin low. Friends can go under two categories...some r like toilet paper...things get wet and u never c or hear from them again...others r like rocks...theyre always there no matter how hard u try 2 get rid of them...and they always stick by u in thick and thin

Special Thanks To "squirter K"...
*****PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG, THANK YOU!! My comments on this: First of all, I will just say I don't agree with all of it completely...I made comments on a few things below. Every woman is different...Oral is not a major factor for some women in getting them to ejaculate, for some it is... This guy claims some women pass out...I've yet to see that or do that. However, I've heard of cases of severe dehydration after, so perhaps it's something like that....Now getting very weak, yes that's very possible and likely...shaky, quivery...that all is likely. Personally, I get shaky, but I tend to just want more and more g spot stimulation... I do agree that every woman (*probably, it isn't something that has been researched enough to be really fully proven) has a g-spot, but they are less prominent in some women and vary in size. He says there will be a lot of liquid...that isn't always the case, some days you are simply less hydrated than others. The distance also varies gr

Look In The Mirror
If you wonder why I dream, If you wonder what I see, If you wonder why your sweet, If you wonder what I mean? Please look in the mirror. If you wonder who puts a smile on my face, If you wonder who makes me feel great, If you wonder who has set my soul free, If you wonder who is special to me, Please look in the mirror. If you wonder why I care, If you wonder why I shed tears, If you wonder why I cry at night, If you wonder why your my life. Please look in the mirror. If you wonder why you care, If you wonder who loves you dear, If you wonder who I want to spend eternity with, If you wonder who makes the world spin, Please look in the mirror. If you wonder who is your mate, If you wonder who can make you feel great, If you wonder who makes the perfect team, Then baby please look in the mirror, And you will only see its just you and me. ---,---'---{@ [DJ Dragoz] @}---'---,---

Tainted
WELCOME TO TAINTED DESIRES LOUNGE & AND TAINTED DESIRES RADIO!! !!! "COME FULFILL YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES IN TAINTED DESIRES RADIO LOUNGE" CLICK ANYWHERE ON THE PIC TO ENTER SO COME CHECK OUT THIS HOT NEW LOUNGE WITH SEXY DJ'S AND HOT MEMBERS!!!! WE ARE ALSO HIRING ALL STAFF IF INTERESTED PLZ GET A HOLD OF ONE OF THE OWNERS OR STAFF MEMBERS t

5 Words Or Less....
The Five Word Survey (you can only answer using 5 words or less)How are you feeling at this very moment?: Good but have upset tummy. How old are you?: 29 Give one good reason why your life is worth living?: To Live, Love And Laugh. If you knew that you only had one day left to live how would you spend it?: Spend it with my family. What are your parents like?: Daddy Christian, Mother Alcoholic Lesbian. Who is your best friend?: I have quite a few. Who do you love?: A few people. What is your favorite ride at a carnival?: The scariest one. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: Hopefully Happy. Still In Love. What is your favorite swear word?: For Fucks Sake! Do you believe in life after death?: In some form... Where would you like to go on vacation?: Backpack across Europe. Define Love.: Unconditional, Never Ending, Forever Define hate.: Negiative, Ugly, Simple Minded, Waste Define beauty.: True Beauty Comes From Withiin. Take This Survey

Hopeless
why is it everything seems so hopeless? why do i just want to let it all pass me by? I wish that I could find a reason to live. Something to just help give meaning to what I do. Is it too much to ask? Does everyone feel this way? I just dont know if I even want to wake up anymore. Nothing matters nothing feels real.Im just numb.Maybe all I need is a vacation from life. Gray cold lonely pain an illusion pleasure unknown end now begin again new hope destroyed gray cold lonely hope for death

Joke
The Texas Highway Patrol is cracking down on speeders . For the first offense, they give you two Dallas Cowboy tickets. If you get stopped a second time, they make you use them. Q. What do you call 47 millionaires sitting around a TV watching the Super Bowl? A. The Dallas Cowboys Q. What do the Cowboys and Billy Graham have in common? A. They both can make 55,000 people stand up and yell 'Jesus Christ.' Q. How do you keep the Dallas Cowboy out of your yard? A. Put up a goal post. Q. What do you call a Dallas Cowboy with a new Super Bowl ring? A. A thief. Q. What's the difference between the Dallas Cowboy and a dollar bill? A. You can still get four quarters out of a dollar bill. And the best...... Q. What do the Dallas Cowboys and a possums have in common? A. Both play dead at home and get killed on the road!

Here I Go Again On My Own
Single again Been here done this My last relationship wasn't a bad one. We just didn't see eye to eye on some stuff. Personality clash. But that's okay. Live and learn as they say. My life is in a different place since I was single the last time. I suppose that's a good thing. I'm not sure where I'm going or what I'm doing But I'm here pluggin along. Maybe I'll just slip into the background for awhile. Just observe. Then come out when it starts to get dark. I'm not really bothered by the alone time. It's all good for now. I have Charlie. :)

Forming A Team
Hi friends. I'm forming a team on here to help people level. Not like all the others you may of seen on here that only rate your default and then stop. The people I have hand selceted will rate all pictures. Doesnt matter if you have 20 or 2000. If you need points to get you to the next level. Let me know and I will have my team hit you hard.

Fair Maiden
The fair maiden stands before me, I stare at her nice and long. I turn my head for just one second, and when I look back she is gone. I turn myself in circles looking from left to right, Then I hear a scream as I look dead ahead and stare in fright. A man runs away laughing as I begin to cry, Her back is covered in blood as a dark red stream drips down her side. Why did I turn my head for that one second? If I didn't she might just be alive, Oh what can I do then I slowly begin to pull out the knife. I thrust the knife into my chest into my heart, Soon I'll join her in death and then we will never ever again be apart. -DJ Dragoz-

Thank You
Thank you all for leveling me... I had 922,000k to go when I woke up at 1pm today.. Yes 1pm. (i like to sleep) And have leveled in 31/2 hrs. Special thanks to Tawnya for all the pimpouts and other things which I shall not say.. :)~

People
Its funny to see people that take themselves too seriously. The ability to laugh at oneself is a biggest sign of intelligence. If a person acts like he/she has a cock up their ass, chances are they don't have anythin in their head. My biggest turn on: geeky sarcastic assholes that talk about havin runs.

Who Cares About Your Cock Pics?
I have no problem talking to you if your straight, gay, bi, or whatever. but so people know, i'm straight. don't come on here talking about you want a friend then ask me to comment your cock pics. leave that shit for someone that wants to see it, and if you don't want me hatin' on ya, don't piss me off. if we can reach this understanding, we're cool. if not, be prepared for what's next.

Broken Pledge
I say to all that I did sin, I blame it on a little gin And there was vodka and Vermouth, quite a bit to tell the truth A pretty girl stood oh so near, I had to offer her a beer I took her home and wondered how, I'd manage to uphold my vow She lay down upon the bed, I asked if we could pray instead She smiled and opened up her arms, another saint fallen by a woman's charm

Love & Prayers Needed
I Found Out That Devil's Advocate(Shelly) Just Lost Her Mom Today.. Please Stop By Her Page And Show Her Some Love... Let Her Know That Her And Her Loved Ones Are In Our Prayers... Here Is Her Link Devils Advocate

Dbc Clubhouse Is Dead
WELL .............BY POPULAR DEMAND WE REVIVED THE DBC CLUBHOUSE.........ALTHOUGH SCONEE AND I CANNOT BE IN THERE ALL THE TIME CAUSE WE HAVE JOBS AND STUFF AND WE DONT EXPECT ANYONE ELSE TO DO MORE THAN WE CAN......BUT ANYWAYS WE GOT THE LOUNGE BACK UP AND NO ONE WANTS TO STAY IN THERE UNLESS EITHER SCONEE OR MYSELF ARE IN THERE.....WELL......EVEN WHEN PEOPLE COME IN THERE THEY DONT STAY LONG ENOUGH FOR US TO SAY HI ........POOF THEY ARE GONE....SO.....WE GIVE UP ON THE LOUNGE BUT ............THE DBC WILL NEVER DIE......WE WILL BE RECRUITING LOCALLY SOON AFTER TAX SEASON.....THE BASH IS STILL ON SO DONT WORRY ABOUT THAT......WE LOVE OUR DIE HARD DIRTY BITCHES AND BASTARDS AND WE REALIZE YOU ALSO HAVE OTHER COMMITMENTS.........WE JUST GIVE UP ON THE LOUNGE THING.......PEACE ^5 333333333/4444444

Pretenders
Just more stolen words and deeds. The poem feels right..... The music says more to her about her than she will listen to from me.... Pretending by Pierre Ortega Friday, March 25, 2005 When did we begin, pretending instead of giving, only lending our hearts to one another, denying never condescending, to our feelings for each other. When did we leave, the hope of our love behind, begin to stare each other blind, forcing each other into the lonliness, of losing the comfort we shared, Why did we begin pretending?

I'm The British Icon(according To The Survey)
You are Britain's all time favorite pin up boy. You are athletic and ridiculously good looking. You are just about the most recognizable face on the planet - and you can play a bit too!

You Rawk
this is just alittle note to let everyone know that i appreciate all the help getting to Godmother. if i forget to return your love, just remind me, there were so many of you. i do my best to return the love. thanks again,, shyone,, muahhhhh

You Wanna See My Nsfw Pics?
Hello, First of all this blog is only set for Those few that want to see my NSFW Pictures if your here to ridicule or make fun Please leave... I do not have Not Safe For Work Picture's of me on my Fubar Page. As you noticed that is cause I do them Pictures only for those I feel comfortable showing them to or for someone that buy's me in auction as so promised. I hate to admit it I know some you do not care either way you just stopped in to read the new blog. I want to say I made my mind up I will make NSFW pictures for you but I think my pictures are worth giving me 1 of the following... Auto 11's or a 3 day blast Those of You that already share your NSFW pics with me with out charging me anything. Don't You worry about this request unless you feel you wanna bless me beyond belief. I Love you all and I do not Mind sharing pictures with you. Thank you Sincerely, DJ Kiba Ray

Auction Bully
I need someone to warm me up.Will it be you? I'm up for bid in Bitter Sweet's Warm Up Winter Auction.If you can't or don't want to bid Please Rate my pic.And as always show the host,Bitter Sweet some love.(Just click on the small pic with the spinning question mark)

"feeling Like Shit"
If I don't put it to pen I know that it will all explode. I feel that I've left everyone in my life down. From my ex, to my own children, my mother, and all my friends although I don't think I really have any. I think who I hurt the most has been myself. Yes, I think I let myself down the most. I've put off advancing in my life and it's taken a huge toll on my health both physicaly and emotionaly. Sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm very down and when I'm that low in my life ....... well I would'nt want to say where I'm thinking then. I put myself in this place and I guess its up to me to climb out of it. My life hurts and everyone I touch it seems hurts too. I have several choices in my life now and I really doubt that ending it is an option only because of my faith also which I question. I can get off my ass and take chances or I can sit here and wallow in my hate, fear, and guilt. I guess, in the end .... it will all be up to me.

Urgent!!!! Write To The Federal Bureau Of Prisons On Behalf Of Leonard Peltier Regarding His Transfer Of Monday, January 12th 2009!!!!!
Urgent!!!! Write to the Federal Bureau of Prisons on behalf of Leonard Peltier regarding his transfer of Monday, January 12th 2009!!!!! January 9, 2009 Leonard is being uprooted and relocated to a different prison on Monday, January 12th, 2009. Turtle Mountain is requesting that Leonard be transferred to the reservation's custody, and as alternatives there are federal facilities in Sandstone, Minnesota and Oxford, Wisconsin which could accommodate him. Please send the following correspondence or similar as soon as possible to: Federal Bureau of Prisons Designation and Sentence Computation Center (DSCC) Grand Prairie Office Complex U.S. Armed Forces Reserve Complex 346 Marine Forces Drive Grand Prairie, TX 75051 E-mail to: GRA-DSC/PolicyCorrespondence&AdminRemedies@bop.gov Or Fax to: 972-352-4395 Re: Leonard Peltier ##89637-132 Dear DSCC Officials: I am contacting you seeking consideration for Mr. Leonard Peltier who will be transferred from Lewisbu

If You Need Me !!!!!!!!!!!!
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. I am here for you!

Let The Right One In
Oh.My.God A fragile, anxious boy, 12-year-old Oskar is regularly bullied by his stronger classmates but never strikes back. The lonely boys wish for a friend seems to comes true when he meets Eli, also 12, who moves in next door to him. But Elis arrival coincides with a series of gruesome deaths and attacks. Though Oskar realizes that she's a vampire, his friendship with her is stronger than his fear... Swedish filmmaker Tomas Alfredson weaves friendship, rejection and loyalty into a disturbing, darkly atmospheric, yet unexpectedly tender tableau of adolescence. The feature is based on the best-selling novel by John Ajvide Lindqvist, which the U.K. press qualified as "reminiscent of Stephen King at his best." A MUST see. -REL

One Silent Night Quotes
"No one knows their true mottle until it's been tested. this is yours. whether you pass or fail is entirely up to you. I can't tell you what to do, but i know where I'll be tonight." Acheron to Urian "Take it from someone who knows firsthand, there's a lot to be said for forgiveness. Grudges seldom hurt anyone except the one bearing them." Acheron to Urian

The Finding Of Love
When I woke up this morning My first thoughts were of you My stomache started spinning I wasn't sure what to do My mind kept flashing pictures Of a beauty with long, dark hair Things were happening so quickly I couldn't stop them, I wouldn't dare My stomache began to flutter My heart began to race My pulse was overloading With the thoughts of your gorgeous face It only took a second For me to figure out That I was finally learning What true love was all about!

Hurt
As I sit here thinking And reminiscing on old times I've never stopped to thank you For all the wonders in my life You were the one that held me When I was filled with pain You were the one to protect me And make my problems go away I've never worried about those I hurt That's why I've told my lies But you're the one I've hurt And you're the one that cries Yet you still look out for me And you're always by my side I'm proud that you're my mother And that's a truth I'll never hide!

A Girl Too Sad
a girl 2 sad 2 give a fuck. cuz she has ran out of luck. she has bin waitin 4 her prince charmin. but w/ every guy she alwayz so alarmin. she would change her attitude & da way she looked. & after bein @ his house she came home shooked. she is scared 2 come forward. scared dat if she tells da truth dat she'll b meetin early w/ da lord. everybody sayz dat her boifriend b-longs in da phsyc ward. she agrees but now dat she is carryin his child. he said dat if she tries 2 leave he will go wild. & bust her head of da table. & then make it look like & label it a suicide. but then after thinkin she decides....she'll stay & just let things ride. ............ u may think dis sad & morbid. but try 2 put urself in her shoes. & see wht happens & see wht she loses.

When Help Is Taken ....sequel To When Life Takes A Turn For The Worst
The girl who needed help is doing better. She is now able to stand any stormy weather. She went to 4winds to get the help she needed. So in 3 weeks time she suceeded. She got out happier then b-4. not worrying bout stupid exs no more. moving on to straightening shyt out. like tryna pass skool is wht she b-came all about. now that shes happy shes startin to grow up. learning when to speak & when to shut up. yea rite she still speaks her mind. but mainly in private to her stepbro most of da time. now her goal is to prove people wrong. like making it thru probation w/out being gone. now instead of hating life and wanting 2morrow 2 never come. now she kant wait for summer to hit & skool to b dun. exploring her options and taking chances. finding new loves and different romances. finally opening her eyes and she the werld and people around. finally able to stand on solid ground. now that she had got the help she needed. she is doing so much better. alot more stable and put 2gether. everyone

When Life Takes A Turn 4 Da Worst
When life takes a turn for the worst. it just seems like everything hurts. every little touch every litte step, u kant take with out feeling swept. swept away & conveintently placed in harms way. when life takes a turn for the worst. you are alwayz in danger & life never gits any plainer. but this girl who has let her life take a turn for the worst has yet 2 no wht its like 2 have a mom. well shes got a mom but she wont accept her. dis mom hates da way shes dresses & how her daughter impresses other people. not acceptin her is like a givin her a lethal....... dose of a drug dat kills all. but u never found out til they fall & quit life like they quite a job. dis girl feels robbed of a good family. her dad cheated on her mom bout 1yr after she waz born. then had da balls 2 git her mom pregnant one more time. knowin dat he cheated has her torn on da inside. she hates dis ride called life. everybody sayz everythings rite. but wht is wrong w/ her is never in plain site. everyday for her i

My Sweet Love
Right now i miss you the most Me without you is like the moon without light Or the stars with no night Only you hold the key to my locked away heart The biggest part of my soul, for you, I've kept apart You are the air in which I breathe You are the flesh that makes me be In short, you are my everything You and I are destined to become one One body, one mind, and one spirit You, to me, are my fair Juliet And i so much wish to be your Romeo And to capture your heart theres no distance I won't go There's no one alive that compares to you To have you heart, there's no limit i won't go to Now I'll bid you these words that are oh so true Forever and ever, My Love, I'll always love you!

A Thank You Note That Comes Frm My Heart!!!! (tysm Patti, Very Sweet Of U)
Thank You For Making My Birthday The Greatest Day Ever!!!!!!My Bar Tab Was Going Like Crazy Yesterday,So I hope I Got EveryOne,If I Didn't I'm So Sorry,Let Me Know And I Will Add You.. Arctic Mermaid Huggable,Lovable,Kissable Jen Tre[a low down guilty shame] Juniper MoonLucidDreamer Joanna ShadowLeveler Mrs.Independent Strkyer Head Enforcer GnbRebel Tempting Temptress Freaky Lisa WildKat420 Squirter Princess(MyOwner) Groovy Lady Majestic Vision Slave2Fantasy Dark Angel Frm The Bottom Of My Heart!!!!You All Rocked My World Yesterday!!!!! Hugzz To Each And Everyone Of You,And Much Love...Thank You For Being In My Life Patti

She Says But She Lies
She says she loves me But I don't think she can Because I'm not there And she's in need of a man It hurts my heart each time she lies And everytime my hope gets up Her restlessness helps it die She says she wants me only That I'm the only one But now I'm far away and the damage is done I don't think she understands what she means to me I don't think she knows that she makes me be She says I'm the best, I'm the most in her life Then why doesn't it feel that way inside But I don't think she really means to hurt me this way Maybe she'll find her true feelings....One day!

My Hero
Have you ever met someone that, in one second, changed your life forever? Someone that you’ll never forget, even if they walked out of your life forever? Someone that you’ll always feel connected to no matter how far apart you are? Well, I have.. October 22. 2008 is when I met him. From that day on, my life hasn’t been the same. The second I met him, I knew that he was going to change my life, I just didn’t know how. Now, almost three months later.. My life has been completely transformed. When we met, I was in a bad place, a very bad place. Now what then seemed like the end of the world, I’m dealing with and making the most of what life has given me. Because of him I’m trying harder. I used to give up so easily. Now I’m fighting for what I believe in, what I love, what matters to me. Despite what anyone else thinks. Before I met him, I was an emotional wreck, that would shut down, shut off my feelings, and hide from the world. Now I’m more open with everyone. He showed m

My Heart Belongs To You
By your side Through right and wrong No matter where you go I'll always play the same song Because my heart belongs to you! I'll never leave your side And even if I'm far away With you is where my heart will stay May my everlasting love never fade away Because my heart belongs to you! And when you're worried I can feel your pain deep in my soul To spend eternity with you is my life long goal And although it might not seem possible at this time I feel in the future your heart will be mine Because......My heart belongs to you!

This One Was Made By Jade&jaksonsmom
PIMPOUT FOR MY NEW OWNER, Gbeaver: Show him some love!!! Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW and proud member of the Horny Toad club@ fubar Here is who he chose to have pimped out with him, Sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver owned by Big Daddy T@ fubar And § BIG Daddy T § ~ fu-owned by ~N~Power~@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess@ fubar (repost of original by 'jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess' on '2009-01-10 18:18:01') (repost of original by '♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦' on '2009-01-10 19:02:52') (repost of original by 'jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club

The Beginnings!
Hi everybody! I was accepted a couple days ago to begin the process of becoming a suicide girl! I am so excited! I have to get some pics taken and do some paperwork. As things move along I will keep everyone updated! Keep checking back every now and then to see how things end up working out. xoxo Love you all

Checking In With Stuff Thats Been Going On
First i got to say that fubar i'm doing real good at that by making an lounge call lover lane thats makes me happy because i just got more people in there and i'm working on posting stuff, then i'm rating pics for othere people and moving up level but the level i was just on took like an month or so to move up then i made it finally then people r helping me move up. so i'm so happy that everybody is helping me out. then i'm trying to rate other people too.then with me ans josh its going alright i guess its kk when he being nice to u i guess but josh is always have something going on with him.

Help - Auto 11 Monster Has My Friends And I Need Help Rescuing Them.
Keep this in mind as you read this blog. (I work during the day - I am in after 7pm(est)) I have so many friends that have auto11 on a daily basis. I wish I could say I could rate all their pics when they do but, I only have a certain amount of pic rates. So, starting today - if you know you are going to have an auto11 - send me a comment on this blog of the date and your link. I will set up the dates on my blog so, I can rate you. If there is only one auto11, I will rate your pics until I cannot rate anymore (limit 2500 for vips). Of course, if there are multiple auto11s - than I will have to limit the pic rates according to how many auto11s want me to rate them. If you have a HH and auto11 going on, let me know and I will at least rate you during your HH. I remember when I was leveling and how exciting it can be. So, I love to help anyone level that I can. Please keep this in mind. I will continue to rate friends that stop by and rate me and I will have the llama levelers

Pot/weed/mary Jane
Why do you think that even though weed is against the law that people still use it & promote it so much?...It Impairs ones mind.It makes you slower or other reactions.Of course drug users will say it don't even though they know it does.Someone has to have some serious damn issues in their life to use drugs like this or harder ones like cocaine.Whats wrong with being on a natural god given high?...High on LIFE not weed.I have pity & feel sorry for a druggie.

What's A Girl Supposed To Do?
All of my life, I always believed in being loyal to just one man. I tend to be attracted to men that are younger than I am. The reason for this, in my opinion, is that 1)I act younger than the men my age; 2)The men my age that I am attracted to are either already married or gay, 3)If 1 and 2 don't apply, usually I find that the guy has some serious issues and is emotionally unavailable (ever meet someone with NPD?) I have resolved to change my mindset and say to hell with loyalty. This is a new year and I'm ready to have some fun. I generally wont even entertain the idea of getting involved with anyone under the age of 36. However, certain events have caused me to throw all caution to the wind. My next door neighbor has a best friend that is 26 years old. This guy is very mature for his age and I was amazed at the stuff we had in common. He usually hangs out with Jake, his friend next door. They go to the bar and he crashes over at Jake's place. For the last 2 months my

Makes A Person Wonder
Why is it, when you do things for friends and you happen to be there for them, you listen and attempt to help and realize that no matter what is said it won't go through. So, you back off, and let them handle things how they choose. It is there life anyhow, and still you are there to listen and say, "it's going to be ok, but you need to do for you." You get involved with friends and then all of a sudden you have one that says they are a friend and you listen and try to help, knowing it's all in vein. Then your friends suddenly turns her back on you. But this isn't the first time this has happened. You know your getting abused, but damn ... when do you let it go. How do you tell your friend, who won't talk to you. Other than an occasional SB ... all you can do is wonder in amazement and know that from the next time, it won't happen again. EVER!!!

Are You?
Are you ... Survey from Quizopolis.com Are you a dog lover? - No Are you addicted to guitar hero? - No Are you in love? - Yes Are you a cat lover? - Yes Are you a computer geek? - Yes Are you a dare devil? - Yes Are you annoyed by your brother or sister? - Sometimes Are you a chocolate lover? - No Are you a pie lover? - If it's Pumkin Are you a shoplifter? - No Are you running for president? - LOL! Are you worried alot? - Yes Are you a vegitarian? - I need my steak! Are you a present buyer? - Heehee I can't help it. Are you a juiceaholic? - No, Water Take This Survey at Quizopolis.com http://www.quizopolis.com/survey/5349/Are-you-...-Survey/

Supporting Our Troops...help Needed!
My Fu friends are amazing and beyond compare...Yeah, there's a favor coming! I have a troop supporting website, currently being hosted on MySpace until we can get enough traffic to expand to...well it's own website. I interview entertainers, like rock bands, because I can't make a soldier's trip to the Middle East any shorter, I can't bring them closer to their families, but I can let them know that people who they think are f'n cool, like Disturbed or Papa Roach or Avenged Sevenfold, etc...in turn think THEY are really cool. Maybe it's not a lot but it's something and I want to do more. It's very important to me, not only because my brother is in the military or because I get to interview cool rock bands BUT because I think that anyone who sacrifices so much for so many they don't know and may not even support them deserves anything we can give them. So if you have a MySpace please add my site and commenting would be super cool, too! And yes if MySpace wasn't so lame I wo

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I have no idea of what I'm doing here, or what this is all about. If I was told I could meet people here it must of been wrong, haven't met anyone yet. If I was told it was to meet the love of my life.............Wrong Again!!! I think it all was just to make an Ass of myself, cause I seem to do that real good almost all my life. Don't understand how any of this works and if I get it figured out by 2012 it will be to late. So....You all have a good time and say Hi !!!

Values Important To Me.
So I was recently asked to select and define the values most important to me and then give detail as to why they are and hope I live them in my life. This really made me thing and question what I hold dear and why. I am sharing this here so that those around me might have some insight into just who I am and what makes me tick. Accomplishment Anything accomplished; deed; achievement: a career measured in a series of small accomplishments. Everyday I live my life to accomplish my goals. I set goals for my personal and professional life and do the things that I can to make them happen. Sometimes to accomplish these I make sacrifices of my time or want to make them happen. When I do accomplish one of these goals it gives me great pleasure and pride in myself. Being the Best Carrying out actions of the highest quality, excellence, or standing. To me being the best is a way of life. I strive to be the best in everything I do in my life be it personal or professional. I almo

Just Something To Bitch About.....
I never would have thought I would actully hear myself say this but finally it's going to come out. I really don't understand people anymore, Maybe it's just as well. Since my years being on this biosphere which we call earth, I've seen a lot, heard a lot, and also experienced a lot. I never would have thought I would be writing this thought on myspace and fubar. But "O'well", I guess it feels as though I should. Is it me? or has people gotten really screwed up these days? no one has respect or consideration for each outher anymore , people over use the word Drama like it's going out of style.Wake up people the word has lost it's punch. Like the war on terror, I mean what the hell! Example, you simply want to talk to a friend or someone you think would be close to you about a situation you might be going through, or voicing your feelings about something that might be bothering you, and they just turn around and say "i don't want to get involved, it's to much drama" Damn!!! nobody is

010809 Fluffy Starr Blog
New photo, and music update.... Well it's raining like mad and the snow is being washed away! We Vancouverites are very happy about rain for once! Because we are just not used to tons of snow! So yayyyy!!!!! Now I can walk outside without falling and cracking my skull open and having my brain matter spilled onto the side walk. Ooops. You weren't eating lunch, were you? Heh heh... I am posting the first photo of the year. A bunch of us ended up at a bar. I didn't know, so I had my gum boots riddled with skulls on. In a bar! I was mortified!!! But then I just went with it, like I meant to do that! Cheehee! So here is the first photo of the year, with my pal Gemini. And we have been caught on camera being silly. What else is new? I hope the rest of the year takes on this tone. With the world being so crazy today, it is nice to have moments like these, where you are just care free and happy and silly as can be! Well, my new studio is alllllmost ready. I will vlog from ther

Her Need's
She waits in the quiet darkness Her body still with anticipation Trying in vain to still her raging heart Swallowing hard, She hears the opening of the door Tensed muscles, strangled by her need The shape of her curves seeming to beg A soundless whisper, calling to his hand Touch Me, Set me on fire Taste my need And feed on my lust Like a moth to a flame His lips meet her's in a blaze of willed heat His strong arms pressing her gently Coaxing her down to the softness of the bed Brushing kisses down her neck They sting her skin, And consume her soul Her legs wrapped around his waist Pulling him closer into her Savage in her need to have him fill her She needs to feel him Needs to have him An unyielding desire, Urged on by his touch Pressed by his scent She aches with want Devoured by a primal instinct That threatens to drown her Steal her sanity And keep her captive Praying for her release Her eyes begging for his pity Arching her back he moves de

Captive Soul
He smiles a wicked smile As he watches her bite her bottom lip Watching intently Reading her every thought Eyes flickering with intent She gazes at him Through heavy hooded lids Weighed down by lust Swallowing hard Her body starts to stir She can almost feel him Can almost taste the kisses He’ll press against her skin And as he brushes a hand down her side Her breath catches in her chest Heart threatening to tear through her As his grip on her waist firms He pulls her in close She can feel the beat of his heart His mouth collapsing over hers Devouring her Claiming her as his own She allows it Knowing she is for him Tasting the need in his kiss She lets him claim her Lets him say she belongs to him Because it is more than truth And as he lays her back Inching himself into her Taking her soul captive Claiming her heart She allows it For she is his And he is her’s

Blow Jobs
"Easy? You men have no idea what were dealing with down there. Teeth placement and jaw stress and suction and gag reflex and all the while, bobbing up and down, moaning and trying to breathe through our noses. Easy? Honey, they don't call it a job for nothing."

Naughty New Year Auction, Wanna Own Me? Xoxo
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Remember the sky's the Limit... All participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness... So get here and find you that next special someone to start this New year off with a BANG! DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

Get Real
Ok I got this BITCH that said if you rate ALL her pics she would add you to family. Well I did that and she called me a lying fat pig. So to prove her wrong I down rated a few of her pics to show I rated more than 3. She gets all pissed off and tells all her friends that I only rated 9, so it changes from 3 - 9. GROW THE FUCK UP!!! IF you notice more than THREE pics were downrated... So if I only rated three pics how could I possibly downrate more than that?

Trying To Disciple
OMG, THIS GIRL IS SMOKIN HOTTTT!!! MEMBER OF THE DIRTY SOUTH CREW AND 2ND ALARM HOTTIES SO YOU KNOW SHE KNOWS HOW TO GET DOWN AND DIRTY AND KEEP IT SEXY AT THE SAME TIME! COME SHOW THIS SOUTHERN HOTTIE SOME LOVE! SHE'S TRYING TO MAKE DISCIPLE SO COME ADD/FAN AND RATE HER AND SHOW HER JUST HOW HOT AND SEXY SHE IS.... HERE'S HER LINK AND YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO..... ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar

My Bestfriend
She's dark and mysterious And I can't quite understand "us" She's so beautiful from the inside through But she'd never imagine those words coming from me She doesn't understand that its her heart I see Her eyes fail to see the love in which she was made But the light she shines is too bright to fade Her life is a road so rough and alone And I feel all her sorrow so deep in my bones If I could be a knight in shining armor I'd want her to be my princess in distress I wish i could summon the nerve for my love to be confessed She can't comprehend how precious she is within And her not knowing this, should be a sin!

My Love
Your enchanting eyes Smooth and shining thighs The effect on my heart Came as no surprise In you i see pure beauty Like a sunset over the sea I hope to feel like this forever That one day, you'll be with me I want to kiss every inch of your skin And enjoy every second of our sexual sin Then the emotions and the passion begin Emerging from deep in our souls within You were sent to me from the heavens above Full of nothing but the sweetest love But if you ever decide to leave My life may end, my soul would flee With me there will be no reason for hurt For if there is my heart would burst And believe me when i say, I'll always stay true If to nobody else but you!

Not Your Hiring Info
I'm sorry, but the blog you are trying to find has been deleted. It has nothing to do with the link you clicked in the application that was clearly a complete rip off of our application(considering it links you to here). That should tell you alot about the lounge you are thinking about working for. Please drive through and get a life. Bad Habitz Radio - Often imitated never duplicated

I Want To Be A Passionate Painter
I strive to be a painter, Of love and feelings told. My lips and hands are brushes, My canvas is your soul. Your body mesmerizes, It speaks of love to be. A masterpiece of colors, I need no light to see. With each stroke, comes a feeling, A sense of what’s in store. And when the painting’s over, You’ll only want for more. A never ending journey, To where you’ve never been. But once it’s been completed, You’ll go there once again. To see the pretty colors, To feel their soft caress. To know again the feeling, My lips trace little circles, On a canvas that is you. Your senses seek their feeling, And you wonder what I’ll do. For me, it’s never knowing, Of where my brush will go. Or how the strokes assemble, All ranging head to toe. My brush has many secrets, Of things I cannot say. I know it won’t be boring, I won’t let it be that way. Your heart fills with desire, Your mind will fantasize. As my tongue ignites a fire, That you truly reali

Broken
your touch kept me whole your kiss set me free your love filled me with unspeakable happiness your gone now and I am broken locked inside myself inside my pain you left and took all the happiness how will I go on now that I am broken

I Am......
11:26am I am feeling ok. So lately I've been super busy with work and all. I have done so much yet so little at the same time. I've done a lot so that the work in our department eases up but again the others are the ones who wanna change it up. They'd rather make it more difficult for themselves. Anywho... I already made up my mind about something. I am taking myself off birth control until I find a guy to be with. Then again, I hadn't really been on birth control until sometime last month, in December. I just took myself off it. Yeah, yeah I know... BC is not for everyone. I ended up getting so sick after I got on it. It's impossible! Lucky son of a gun whoever wants to get with me. :) It basically means, once I find the right guy... we'll use protection and stuff, but I'll also make sure I'm on BC. In the meanwhile, we'd both have to go halfers on plan B. Change of subject... It's Sunday and there isn't too much to do. I went to the gym this morning, and

Broken Heart
I am overcome with sadness why does this hurt so bad? I didn't know you long but you have turned my world upside down. I had hoped you'd be the one to prove I could be loved. But now you are gone and I don't know if I will ever see you, feel you, smell you, taste you again.

Answer To My Need
You're my everything My hearts desire You're like the flame That ignites my fire When I see you coming my way My breath catches, I don't know what to say To me, you're the brightest light in love And compared to all others, your beauty rises above You are the life in which I live To earn that love, my life I'd give You are the one, I want, I need It's your face that in my dreams I see It's you that holds my heart captive It's you that makes my pulse explosive You're my answer, my wish come true And if you'd have me....I'll always love you!

Remember Cell Phones Go Public Next Month!
IF YOU DON"T WANT SALES PEOPLE CALLING YOUR CELL PHONES!!!!!!!! REMINDER.... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. ..... YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS.. It takes about 20 seconds. New year...new news. Be the first to know what is making headlines. You can also, click on the link below and register 3 phones at one time. https://www. donotcall. gov/register/RegConf. aspx?A65A380B-F381-4524-8B6B- 1B8157631683

Poems
To The One I Love Every night before bed I say a prayer for the love of my life The one who I love with all my heart The one who fills my thoughts from day until night You share every bit of my world You are that missing puzzle piece You are the spark that started the fire That burns deep within me I can never inform you enough Of the love I have for you within Yes there was a beginning to this love But I promise you there will be no end Forever, endless, and true Are what describe my love for you You my dear are living proof That wishes really do come true I love you so much There's nothing left to say Except you are truly special and unique to me In every single way

Poems
My Baby, My Man My Baby is so Kind He makes my Heart Flutter. My Baby is Wonderful He is very Loving. My Baby is far away He is very close in my Heart. My Baby is Wonderful His Heart is why my Heart Flutters. My Baby is who I want to be with He is my Dream Come True. My Baby Is My Man He makes me Smile Inside and out. My Baby Is A Loving Man He shares his Loving Heart with Me. My Baby, My Man His Love Is Very True and Sincere. My Baby, My Man I LOVE YOU!!!

Poems
Love Like A Rose As I touch your soft face, It reminds me of a deep, Red Rose petal, Rich in colour and Beautiful in sight, Tender to touch and easy to break. Just like a heart filled with your sweet love, You touch my heart in special ways, In each and every loving day. If I could wish for one thing tonight, It would be for us never to fight! Coz' everyone knows- that a fight leads to tears, And out of all my worst fears, losing you... Would make the tears,never stop falling, Down my soft petal face. So look deep into your heart, And think of it like a rose, It can grow big a Beautiful, By being filled with love, Or it can die by sheding its petals, Like people shead their tears. That's how loves dies my sweet! So why do you think... I'm never going to say Goodbye?!?

Poems
Long Distance Love Long distance love is unique It's a learning experience Long distance love is very special It's a test of Faith Long distance love is very unique It's a growing sensation in the Heart Long distance love is awkward at times It can be very emotional Long distance love is very unique It's sharing feelings and dreams Long distance love is a test of our love It's a test of Trust Long distance love is unique It is worth taking a chance to explore Long distance love is miles apart It's only space between two people Long distance love is Believing Long distance love is what we have It is very unique Long distance love is Real

Poems
I Know You Are The One When we have been together I know you are what I want When I look at how pretty you are I know you are what I want When you make me laugh I know you are what I want When we talk together just talking I know you are what I want No matter what we have been through I know you are what I want I thank the Lord above for revealing to me I know you are what I want

Today's List 02/05/2009
lil Miss Fancy Pants, Miss Wild....and ~ItalianTease~ HAVE AUTO 11s!!! These fine ladies could use a really good spanking. Have a great day. lil Miss Fancy Pants....ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubar Miss Wild....@ fubar ~ItalianTease~@ fubar Brought to you by: RedZ28 - Co-Owner Rate Spankers@ fubar

Going Home
I will be gone for an extended period of time. My 82 yr.old Mother fell and broke her leg this time. Dad is also 82 and in bad health and isn't able to take care of her and can't be alone himself. So I am going back home to spend some time with my parents. Time is running short for Dad he is not doing well at all. Mom will be laid up for about 6-8 weeks. I am looking forward to spending time with my family.My oldest brother is Flying in from Vegas at the end of the month which will be great to see him. He has also been ill. He has AML (Acute Myelogenous Leukemia)He's been in remission for 2 yrs. now and doing fairly good. We all live so far apart it's been ruff on us all with Mom & dad being up there in age and we all can't be together when we need to be.All four of us kids will be together for a while which will be nice unfortunately due to rotten circumstances. More later....... 1/12/09 Update I am leaving on Thursday. Don't know when I'll be back for sure. Hopefull about 4 weeks. Wi

Poems
Do I Believe In True Love? Love at first site can not be true, When we first met, I indirectly made fun of you, I did not know what others knew, I did not know that you were you. I wondered why for you they cared, I figured no such love could be true, I always wondered what they had shared, I did not know that you were you. I’ve only known you to be taken, I never thought hope could renew, Only wishing that I was mistaken, I did not know that you were you. You told me you didn’t want to hurt me, I said that there was nothing I wouldn’t do, To my heart; I gave you the key, I did not know that you were you. Alawys a secret; always discrete, There only should ever be two, With you I see how bad I cheat, I did not know that you were you. I’ve made mistakes, some that can’t be compared, You told me my love would hurt me, hurt you, I said that all the pain could be bared, I did not know that you were you. Love at first site can not be true, When we fir

Poems
A Love Like Yours A Love like yours Is like a summer breeze It brings comfort And makes me feel at ease A Love like yours Keeps a smile on my face No room for sadness or displace A Love like yours can only enhance There’s no way this love is by chance A Love like yours Can only be part of a divine plan In my heart you’re the only man A love like yours I adore to embrace Your special love is our secret place

Poems
Always and Forever It is dark, no light remains. The sound of stinging rain on my window pain. A flash of lightning a clap of thunder. As my pulse quickens I begin to wonder. Where did you come from? Who sent you? God heard my every prayer old, but few. I see your face in the flashes of light. You're magical eyes green with delight. I've come to know you, from a fate above. And through this poem I express my love. Like the burning candles, I dance with thee. Far from any doubt, you belong to me. Promises were made, whether they keep or not. But my hope is strong, I have no more doubt. I think of you often, and I pray everyday. That this love that you have for me, shall never stray. For I love you more than any word can say. The sparks struck bright on our lucky day. But now he have night, for morning will soon come. Let us make the best of it, before the world makes a turn. Put your hands on me darling, and show me the way. To the locked caverns of you

Poems
Dreaming I dream of you In the stillness of the night Your arms are the wind Holding me tight Whispering softly Calling my name It's your voice I hear, again and again My heart is full, yet empty too Because the one thing I want and can't have Is you

A Ture Friend By Rebekah East Aka Eastbolt
A true friend never walks away A true will always stay A true friend looks out for you A true friend will guard your secrets Like a precious gift A true friend is there for you To give you a helpful lift A true friend tries to make you smile Tries to replace that frown They may not always succeed But they rarely let you down These arms for you are open This heart for you does care And when I think you need me I'll try to always be there I'll listen to your fears I promise not to laugh Comfort your falling tears I'll make this friendship last I'll keep you near to my heart I'll always hold you dear Even when we're miles apart Even when you're here I hope I am to you Everything you are to me For the friendship we have Is a special one indeed

Poems
Tortured Dream! I dream a tortured dream of us in another realm your are a perfect gem but he's at the helm my heart is snapped, like footsteps on stems the room begins to spin and i throw up phlegm I dream a tortured dream you are there screaming but I'm nowhere to be seen your perfect in your being but i cannot alleviate the pain Your eyes are glassy they seem hollow my heart it bellows, in agony as i watch this distorted reality I dream a tortured a dream a dream where we never met a dream where we were never in love A dream where i was angry and alone a dream where my heart was cold like stone A dream in which I had a gruesome grimly grimace No Hope, no candle light dinners, in this dream i lost innocence I awoke from a tortured dream! You were there by my side, all my fears and doubts subside You are my strength deep inside you are the moon and i am the tide, you are the reason i rise i see hope in your eyes those eyes that see through this g

Poems
Still here waiting for you!!!!! As I look into your eyes I can't seem to look away I get lost into the moment Each and every day You thought I didn't like you You thought that I moved on But to tell you the total truth... My feelings aren't gone I'm still here, still waiting For us to finally be I'll stay here for as long as it takes For you to be with me I'm still here inside your heart I'll never give up on you You'll never find anyone else Who loves you like I do I'm still here just waiting For you to finally realize I'm still here waiting for you to see me How I see you through my eyes

Poems
My Beautiful Friend You made me laugh when I cried so hard You gave me bracelets to cover my scars You held me close when I was so cold You offered a comforting hand to hold You picked me up whenever I fell You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell You answered my calls in the darkened night You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight You rescued me when I was drowning in pain You placed me back on the right path again You loved me forever and stayed by my side You entered my heart as an angel to guide You may not be with me so much anymore But I know you will leave open a beckoning door I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end I love you so much my Bestest friend.

Poems
My True Bestfriend There's been so many times al where I've needed you as my friend, No matter what the reason is you be there til the end. Every time i need to talk or I'm sad and feeling blue, you understand, your honest and you'll give your point of view. You always put me first if i need you to be there, I appreciate you doing this it shows how much you really care. Your unconditional friendship showed me the person i am inside, and just to be myself is something i never have to hide. If you ever need anything, anytime day or night I promise i will be there to try and make it right. Cos i hope i can do for you all the things you've done for me, Cos a true friend is what you forever will always be.

My Vows To You
I love you with all of my heart When I look into your eyes I see everything true. When I hold you, I feel all of you, When I kiss you everything goes right, When I hold your hand, I have to hold on tight. When we first met I didn't know what to do, When we met I didn't see the true you. We have been friend and the best of friends, Now we are together I hope our friendship never ends. We are together now, and I feel we shall never part, But baby remember always and forever I love you with all of my heart.

Help Me Make Oracle Please!!!
/"> A very good friend, great woman- wonderful to know and extremely deserving to have people visit her page and rate her pictures... has AUTO 11 ACTIVATED from 10am fu-time - 1/19/09 to 10am fu-time - 1/20/09 AND... There is no reason that you can not benefit from rating CrazyMama: Non-HappyHour 11's = 54pts During Happy Hour 11's = 108pts for both you and CrazyMama CrazyMama is on her way to Oracle!!!

Poems
With all my heart I never really believed, In this whole "love" thing, But when I first saw your face, I could hear my heart sing. That sweet smile on your face, The gentle look in your eye, Just one look at you, And I could hear myself sigh. I gathered my courage, And walked right up to you, From that day foward, I knew it was true. We just started out as friends, And talking on the phone, But I couldn't take it anymore, So I let my true feelings be shown. I told you how I really felt, The love I had for you, My worst fear was you'd turn away, But that turned out not to be true. You told me you felt the same, But had the same fear as me, From that day foward, We knew it was meant to be. I hope we'll always be together, And things will never tear apart, I'd also like to remind you, That I love you with all my heart.

Poems
I love you!!!!! I love you with all my heart I thought that you should know, But you don?t think I mean it how can this be so. You mean the world to me and you light up my day, You touch my heart in every sweet way. I thought that my heart would be locked forever, and my life would be apart, Then you touched my life and you unlocked and put a beat in my heart. I want to say that I love you and you are always on my mind, A man as wonderful as you is very hard to find. It makes me feel comfort when you are with me by my side, The love that I have for you is obvious and is something I cannot hide. I love when I hold your hand because you have the biggest place in my heart, And every day I pray that we will never be apart. I love you so much and I want you to see, There is no one else in my life but you I just wish that you would believe. You bring the rays of sunshine into my life everyday that I am with you, The love that I have for you is clearly pure and very true. W

Poems
Patience Your words vibrate through my soul Awakenings and racing thoughts on the go My heart has been hit You need to know My friends flash warnings Love and concern casts their doubts How could I know They steer me away In the shadows I stay Not letting go My mind has lost control I just don't know Ulterior motives Player on the move All possibilities What do I have to lose I voice my fears Heart already shakes and quivers You listen and feel "Patience" you reveal I'm scared I'm excited I'm anxious I'm delighted Emotions unlocked I let you in Feelings enhanced There's no return Your words sing to me Time soars by I'm entranced by you Pure laughter and joy I feel a great loss When we're unable to talk I can never get enough You've become a part of me I follow my heart It's all I can do Time will tell If our love is true "Patience" you say Patient I will be Shutting out The voices surrounding me

I'm For Sale Again !
here's the link to bid on me all bids are welcome, if people can bid bling pack, hh or blast, i promise more salute, and we could negotiate my offers. i really would love some of their things, so i'm ready to negotiate my offers for you.. thanks all.. and love all of you !

Poems
A poem for you I think of no one else for there is only you your smile quickly melts me what am i to do i worry and i fret when you are not near the thought of you hurt is my greatest fear i send you kisses at night where ever you may be i ask my guardian angel to protect you, instead of me i can not pretend or lie anymore no longer can my feelings hide closed behind a door in my eyes you're perfect there's no wrong that you can do for i finally realize that I'm in love with you

Young Bbw Fucking Outside
Hi Everybody This week I am releasing "Road block" which stars Kaicee Marie In this scene I am a workman who is manning a road block and Kaicee is driving home to get changed for a interview but I flag her down and stop her going passed She offered me a deal if I let her through and when I asked "what's the deal?" Kaicee leads me to behind some bushy where she wanks, sucks and fucks my brains out! Over 14 minutes of video action and 80 photos To see all the sample pics and video use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/free-kaicee-marie-porn.html Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

Us
HI I'M MARIA I'M 28 YRS OLD AND I'M BI. MY BOYFRIEND IS SEAN AND HE'S 30. WE ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW FRIENDS, WE ENJOY SEXY CHAT AND COMMENTS, WE DO HAVE SEXY PICS FOR THE SEXY PPL WE CHOOSE TO BE IN OUR FAMILY, AND WILL ALWAYS BE ADDING NEW ONES... THERE ARE SOME GUIDELINES TO SEE MINE :) BUT THEY ARE WELL WORTH IT, I PROMISE, ;) WE ARE OPEN MINDED SO DON'T BE SCARED TO CHAT WITH EITHER ONE OF US. WE SHARE THIS ACCOUNT SO WE WILL CHANGE THE MAIN PIC TO WHICH EVER ONE IS ON, SO YOU'LL KNOW WHO YOUR CHATTING WITH! SO PLZ RATE, FAN, COMMENT, AND ADD US... WILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO YOU... IF YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING ELSE JUST ASK! XOXO PS CHECK OUT OUR VOICE COMMENT BOX AND SIGN OUR GUESTBOOK PLZ AND THANKS

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There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore...and who always will!!! Don't worry so much about the people from your past,there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future. Yeah, Yeah.... this was an email, but it just about sums up what I've been thinking about lately. Let is serve as a reminder to you too. :)

If You Saw Me In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and saw me in ur bed wat would u do? 1)go back to sleep 2)slap me 3)cuss me out 4)jus tell me to leave 5)climb on top of me and cuddle 6)have sex with me.....details please? 7)make me breakfast 8)ask my name (lol) 9)call the cops 10)kiss me.

Still Here
well still in vegas...working as much ot as they will allow...Lot of changes where I work...don't know for sure if the site is staying open. Lot of rumors and speculation...and I am listening to my "voices"...LMAO...anyway ... Still no home internet...I miss chatting with everyone. But then again I am working 6 days a week or so...except this coming week.. 3days then off 4 yay!!!! (ha ha lonny I get to pester you the whole time hehehehehe) Hope all is well with everyone.. Miss ya D.S>

Fun
All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed her hard, my hands moving over her ass cheeks in big circles pulling them apart then pushing them together. I kissed the side of her neck just under her ear and traced my way down. “ I want you so bad “ I whisper. She lets out a low moan. My fingers trace there way down between her cheeks and feel her warmth, it

Thank You!
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MOMENT AND THANK ALL THAT HELPED ME GET TO ORACLE!!! SO MANY OF YOU HAVE SPENT TONS OF TIME ON MY PAGE, RATING, RE RATING, BLINGING AND CHEERING ME ON. THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY TO LIST INDIVIDUALLY. TO ALL OF YOU THANK YOU TO THE SHADOW LEVELERS, MY CHEERLEADERS, GURU’S OF FU KNOWLEDGE, FAMILY, FRIENDS, BULLY MAKERS, POSTERS AND RE POSTERS AND ALL GIVERS OF FU LOVE. I COULD NOT HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT ANY OF YOU! I’LL BE DOING THE HAPPY DANCE FOR AGES BECAUSE OF YOU ALL! IT’S GOING TO TAKE ME DAYS TO RETURN ALL THIS LOVE, BUT I WILL BE BY EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOUR PAGES TO GIVE YOU A LITTLE OF THE LOVE YOU HAVE SHOWN ME. PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME OR LEAVE A PHOTO COMMENT SO I DON'T MISS ANY OF YOU! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

Warning
I see I am not the only one who reads the writing on the wall. Kit Lange is an Air Force veteran and military writer who specializes in investigating murder cases stemming from actions in combat. Her work was used as evidence in the Lt. Ilario Pantano case, and has been quoted extensively in other news publications for other cases. In 2005, she co-wrote a 10-part series disproving war crime allegations against an elite Army unit; her blog, EuphoricReality.com, was named as one of the top 10 milblogs of the year. She is also the National Web Coordinator for Gathering of Eagles, a nationally-recognized troop support organization. Kit holds a degree in Aircraft Maintenance Technology from Spartan College of Aeronautics, and is currently working on a second degree in Aviation Technology Management. She resides in Tulsa, Oklahoma. INTERESTING COMMENTARY FROM A FEMALE AIR FORCE VETERAN WHO IS NOW A TALK SHOW HOST. My Predictions for the New Obama "Presidency" Now that Amer

My Wreck Thursday Night
OK, HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED. MY HUBBY PICKED ME UP FROM WORK AS USUAL, AND WE WERE GOING TO WALMART FOR SOMETHINGS. FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW PEOPLE HERE IS AUSTIN CANT DRIVE WORTH A SH1T. WELL TRAFFIC HAD JUST STARTED TO MOVE GOOD, WHEN ALL OF A SUDDENT HE CARS IN FRONT OF US STOPPED. WE WERE GOING ABOUT 60MPH, AND SLAMMED ON OUR BREAKS...WE MISSED THE CAR INFRONT OF US....THEN BAM!!! WE GOT HIT FROM BEHIND, PUSHING US INTO THE CAR INFRONT OF US, THEN BAM ANOTHER CAR HIT THE CAR BEHIND US, CAUSE US TO HIT THE CAR INFRONT OF US AGAIN...THERE WERE 5 VEHICLES INVOLVED, WE WERE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE #3. AN 07 CHEVY MALIBU HIT US, AND TOTALED THIER CAR. WE DRIVE AND 08 DODGE CHRAGER AND IT IS MESSED UP PRETTY BAD, THE EXHAUST IS PUSHED UNDER THE CAR, THERE WAS ALOT OF DAMAGE UNDER THE CAR. SOOOO ANYWAYS...I GOT TAKEN TO THE ER BY AMBULANCE, I COULDNT MOVE WITHOUT MY HEAD HURTING AND I WAS HAVING REALLY BAD CHEST PAINS...MY NECK STILL HURTS LIKE HELL, AND I AM STILL GETTING HEADACHES, BUT I

Concentration Will Open Any Door.
Your Daily Motivation – Concentration Will Open Any Door. Sunday January 11, 2009 CONCENTRATION WILL OPEN ANY DOOR -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The first law of success is concentration. Concentration is your magic key that opens the door to accomplishing anything. When your physical and mental resources are focused, your power to resolve problems multiples tremendously. To do two things at once is to do neither. Bend all of your energies to one point, and go directly to that point, looking neither to the right nor to the left. Nothing can add more power to your life as much as concentrating all your energies on a limited set of targets. The sun's rays do not burn until brought to a focus. Success is the result of well directed energy. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => www.AntiCyclical.com

Down Raders
ok people u know damn well that if u went to a real bar that u would not do that u get your ass beat by someone so y do it on here it the same thing just an online bar so treat it as if we r really at a bar that all i can say i am sick of people down rating other people just look at it this way u r to chicken shit to say ti to there face so u think u will be cool and rate them a 4 o come on people u have probs get the fuck away from your computer now u need to see the world when u cant tell the diff from a computer and real world then u know u been online too long so just unplug it and walk away that all i am off now because i have a life unlike the people that will still down rate.

Thursday
I will find out this Thursday if I have to have hernia surgery or not . A lot of people have said that hernia surgery will slow me down , I don't think so . It will just slow me down a bit but not long guaranteed.

From My Book "the Remembrance"
The Remembrance A true story of loves darker passions Kathy cheerfully rinsed the last glass in the sink. She was very happy today, Bill would be home soon and, he had a surprise for her tonight. As she carefully dropped the glass, into the drain, she flashed back to before they had met. The rumors and stories of him, had captivated her inner passions. Stirring back to life, Kathy glanced at the clock and sreamed "oh shit", Bill will be home soon and, if everything isn't done to his liking, she would not get her surprise. As she briskly walked through the livingroom, checking, she flashed back again. She remembered that helplees feeling she had, when he first took off his shirt. His gymnasts body was held sacred, to her dark desires. Kathy was climbing the stairs now and, thinking about the way he fearlessly raced around on his motorcycle, that was enough to make any girl swoon. Turning the cornner of the banister, she recalled feeling sad when she had thought, he could neve

Home Is Where The Heart Is
Ur Tag Will Look Like This Click On the Pic 2 pIck Up Urs Rate This Folder Start @ This Pic Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on home is where the heart is List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... Something like Going Home or home is where the heart is..... Don't forget to message HeartsOfLove when you've finished the train to be added.... Riders ~~~~~~~~~~ CrazyMama45 Bronco80 ~vitamin de~

Be Proud Dad
Be Proud Dad by me be proud dad u didnt make a soldier i did that u didnt shape my views i did that u didnt teach me to think death before dishonor i did that u didnt teach me to kill i did that u didnt teach me to hate i did that u didnt pick me up when i fell i did that u didnt give me ambition i did that u didnt teach me 2 love i did that u didnt choose my friends i did that it was ur absense my friends and my family that made me the way i am i forgive you, you didnt show me how i did that for dad. mrrcp 2007

Jurassic 5 Lyrics To "future Sound"
Yeah, Turn it up though, Uh huh, Yeah, Cmon, Anyway yeah, One, Two, Whatcha gonna do, Two, Three, Whatchas gonna be, Cmon now, Uh, cmon now, Yeah yeah, Yo, Provoke emotions when im boastin and braggin, Just imagine gun clappin linguistic assassin, Bout ta shake the world up, Slam it to the floor bust, Youve heard of us, Real niggas we blow the world up, And bump the planet, Take it for granted when i manage with that hometeam advantage automatic rhyme bandit, Bout to hand it cus you cram to understand it when i land it open handed, Imma transatlantic slay, With that old black magic, Got to have it from the demo to the masta, Some brothers try to strike while light the fire of disaster, Im the chain saw massacre, Rain raw acid dust, Downshift pump your brakes ease off the clutch, We fuckin up when we conduct load your pistol up, Put this verbal dick in your mouth until i bust a nut, And let this jam tell you who the fuck i am, Original black man fro

Pepi
Pepi My last one………….. You came into my life when I had no one You purred away my loneliness You made me laugh at your antics You taught me unrestricted love. Weeks passed, we grew older Day´s seemed like years You and I so close, so in touch. You became sick and I couldn't save you Miracles like that rarely happen At least not to me. I carried you outside to see the sun, And you died in it's warmth in my arms Your spirit will live on within me Your lessons will remain learned Dare I give this love to another? Your answer, use the courage I taught you. I will try………… Mrrcp2007 I will now close my poems for Pepi , I hve no more tears.

Me.2
ME. by me Questions without answers, “How does it feel when you feel That you are nothing for someone? ” Anger, accidents... The misfortunate always Crawls alone... The stigma you gave me, I wear it with pride, Your eye is always Watching me, I am still here, Crawling, Surviving! I am a loaded gun, Always ready to shoot, Always ready to hurt... But I never do, Because I know How much A wound hurts! Sadness, loneliness... The misfortunate always Dies alone... In the death bed, I’ve seen myself, Yes, I will die alone, I will scream and cry, I will bleed alone... No warm and loving arms Will be around me, No one will care for me! “Why in front of my pain, You remain indifferent and cold? ” The misfortunate always Dies without an answer! And so be it. I am alone………… MRRCP 2007

Dedicated To My Friend ,ian
Dedicated to my friend ,Ian by me You gave your life to protect our Freedom... You are my Hero... You marched fearlessly into the gunfire... You are my Hero... You didnt run and hide or retreat... You are my Hero... You fought for what is right... You are my Hero... They always say that Heroes have to have taught you something... You did... You taught me to be brave... To fight for what is right... You taught me to be strong and to be strong for others... You gave for life... You marched fearlessly... You didnt run or hide... You fought... You are my Hero. mrrcp 2007

I Can See The Pain
I Can See The Pain by me I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to help me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever we once had a row , it was wrong , i was wrong We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now i will look back on it all i will be older and finally be able to see That love of friendship will stand the test of time and n

Murder Of The Butterfly
Murder of the Butterfly By me In the silence I hear soft and convicting The scream of a butterfly loud and unnerving Caught in a gossamer web layered with dew The spider advances and the terror is new The scream of a butterfly is painfully raw With the sound of an angel, burning in hell No sirens come, no flashing lights, just a spider and a scream Then silence comes and now I know, its just natures vicious game The Murder of a butterfly……. Mrrcp2007

Jurassic 5 Lyrics To "the Influence"
[Zaakir] Yo, I create off drum drops and ate away blacktops Grab the mic so you don't react The double X Polo shirt with the hat to match In fact, we verbally vibrate your track [Marc 7even] Then crush your confidence like plastic condiments Build you up to break you down like forgotten monuments The question is this: will they return with the hot shit? Or keep it on the low flow [Charli 2na] Yo, and for you confused bastards, Tuna the blues master Quick to grib the mic, crews fast and soundclashing Critical mass, pinnacle blast have been deflected Hypodermic vocals I flash get you infected [Akil] I don't sip on brew, so this Bud's for you Speak when spoken to whenever you come through My vibes fill you, Internal Revenue You rhyme prostitute for little or no loot [Jurassic 5] Cause a lotta these kids think that commercial Is rocking fly suits and jewelry But we can rock shows with no rehearsal With the Rebels of Rhythm and Unity [Zaakir] Yeah, cause

Sbg - Your Monday Blues Cure - January 19, 2009
Do You Have Monday Blues? Are your wondering what to do on a Monday? Do you want to rate but don't want to go through the BORED board? Are you tired of only rating only ezrate pics? Well, here is something different, fun, and exciting! SARGE'S BAD GIRLS The BEST bad girls you will ever meet! A listing at your fingertips of beautiful women with great pics. And of course the man that made it all possible. (He has folders of some of our best pics!) Give these bad girls a good old fashioned fu-spanking and don't forget to thank the man that made it all possible. Fan - Rate - Friend - Bling - Comment! You won't regret it! Sarge's Bad Girls Tulsa's Angel RaidersBabe ¢¾ Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾

Dear Friend
He tells me good-bye. For him was it ever real? When I was there was I really just alone? When he kissed me was he thinking of me? When we made love was it just a game for him? He loves me, He loves me not, there is never enough petals on the flower The final petal drawn from the stem is never the answer you want 24 hours a day most of them spent thinking of him, maybe I was wrong, maybe I wanted more then he was ready for. These questions run through my head and refuse to let me sleep. My heartaches, my stomach aches, what am I thinking, why am I so upset. We talked about our pasts, and we shared our hopes and dreams. I feel bad for what has been missing in his life and I hope with all my heart he finds what he deserves. I miss you! There is no other way to say it. Do you miss me? Did you care? Was it ever real The feeling of your arms around me as you lay a kiss upon my head made my body melt I was your friend before we heald hands I was yo

About My Bad Fri. Nite @ Wal-mart
WELL I HAD TO GO TO WALMART FRI. NITE...DID MY SHOPPING GOT TO NORTH DOOR BOUT 15 TIL 7PM TO WAIT FOR YOUNGEST SONS FATHER TO SHOW TO GET HIM...A MIRACLE HAPPENED..HE SHOWED UP FOR FIRST TIME IN YEAR OR LITTLE LESS ON TIME...I GAVE HIM MY SON...SHOWED HIM HIS REPORT CARD..GAVE MY SON HUGS AND KISSES...THEN TOOK MY 8 AND 11 YR OLD OFF TO AUTOMOTIVE TO LOAD UP IN VAN AND GO HOME..I GOT TO MY VAN AND TURNED AROUND AND THERE WAS MY EXS ROOMIE/GF/W/E..SHE FOLLOWED ME TO MY VAN (WHICH IS PARKED IN AUTOMOTIVES AND MY EX AND HER DIDNT PARK THERE THEY PARKED MY NORTH ENTRANCE) AND TOLD ME SHE WANTED TO TALK (I HAD BAD FEELING W/ WAY SHE ACTED SHE WAS WANTING TO START FIGHT WASNT SURE THOUGH) I WASNT LEAVING MY BOYS UNATTENDED TO TALK TO HER..SO SHE HAD TO DEAL W/ TALKING TEHRE IN FRONT OF ME BOTH. WELL WE GOT TO TALKING (I DIDNT YELL OR SCREAM BUT I DO TALK LOUD NORMALY..I THINK I NEED MY HEARING CHECKED) AND ENDED UP ON DRIVERS SIDE OF VAN..I GOT IN...STARTED VAN...BUCKELED UP...ALL WHILE WE T

.things To Think About.
From Oprah Since the day the late Gene Siskel asked me, "What do you know for sure?" and I got all flustered and started stuttering and couldn't come up with an answer, I've never stopped asking myself that question. And every month I must find yet another answer. Some months I feel I hardly know a thing, and I'm always pressed to make the deadline for this column. This time around, in honor of our tribute to the subject, I looked back and came up with my all-time top 20: 1. What you put out comes back all the time, no matter what. (This is my creed.) 2. You define your own life. Don't let other people write your script. 3. Whatever someone did to you in the past has no power over the present. Only you give it power. 4. When people show you who they are, believe them the first time. (A lesson from Maya Angelou.) 5. Worrying is wasted time. Use the same energy for doing something about whatever worries you. 6. What you believe has more power than what you dream or w

Sbgs ~ Your Cure To The Monday Blues!
Do You Have Monday Blues? Are your wondering what to do on a Monday? Do you want to rate but don't want to go through the BORED board? Are you tired of only rating only ezrate pics? Well, here is something different, fun, and exciting! SARGE'S BAD GIRLS The BEST bad girls you will ever meet! A listing at your fingertips of beautiful women with great pics. And of course the man that made it all possible. (He has folders of some of our best pics!) Give these bad girls a good old fashioned fu-spanking and don't forget to thank the man that made it all possible. Fan - Rate - Friend - Bling - Comment! You won't regret it! Sarge's Bad Girls Ecuadorian Goddess BAD DD *MISS JINKS* Vamp Morticia

Can't Wait
I see you standing there yearning for what you want but i won't give in I have to taste your taunt, My nails go down your back then my fingers through you hair the feeling growing Stronger you want me right there But this pleasure you can't have not until I'm through you can't have me not until I've had you Now I gently kiss your chest god you feel so hot a little further down I go i think I found the spot You pull me closer to you now your lips are touching mine the feeling that burns inside is heavenly divine Now you lay me down caressing all my curves touch me anyway you want' cause baby it's all yours' Now that you've found my spot what will you do you lay your hands on my hips and say this is all for you Now we lay side by side both feeling so satisfied you hold me in your arms so tight this can't be wrong 'cause it feels so right.'

ಌ♰ Taintedprincess ™♰ಌ Sdmf
WOW IT IS NICE TO KNOW THAT SOME NEEDS TO COPY AND STEAL MY NAME THAN DOWN RATE PPL I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT HIS IS NOT ME ಌ♰ TAINTEDPRINCESS ™♰ಌ SDMF~@ fubar SHE HAD TO COPY MY NAME ALL THE WAY THE ONLY THING SHE LEFT OUT IS THE FACT THAT I CO OWN THE SIXTH SENSE THAT IS HER PROFILE INFORMATION SHE A DAWN RATER SO ALL BEWARE AND HERE IS MY INFORMATION I RATE 11 FAN ADD ALL THAT ಌ♰ TAINTEDPRINCESS ™♰ಌ SDMF~ CO~OWNER @ SIXTH SENSE@ fubar SO PLEASE DON'T GET THE 2 CONFUSED

ಌ♰ Taintedprincess ™♰ಌ Sdmf
WOW IT IS NICE TO KNOW THAT SOME NEEDS TO STEAL MY NAME THAN DOWN RATE PPL I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT HIS IS NOT ME ಌ♰ TAINTEDPRINCESS ™♰ಌ SDMF~@ fubar SHE HAD TO COPY MY NAME ALL THE WAY THE ONLY THING SHE LEFT OUT IS THE FACT THAT I CO OWN THE SIXTH SENSE THAT IS HER PROFILE INFORMATION SHE A DAWN RATER SO ALL BEWARE AND HERE IS MY INFORMATION I RATE 11 FAN ADD ALL THAT ಌ♰ TAINTEDPRINCESS ™♰ಌ SDMF~ CO~OWNER @ SIXTH SENSE@ fubar SO PLEASE DON'T GET THE 2 CONFUSED

Noone Gets Out Of Life Alive...
Could be argued... LOL Some would say no one gets out alive... Some would argue that either Muhammed or Elijah & Enoch did. Others would say you get out to the next level... Some would say the next level is Eternal Life (truly alive) or Eternal Damnation... Some say, "I am Imortal, this is the Gathering, there can be only one."

Hellcast Trivia #2- Episode 81
Alrighty, this week was undoubtedly a smaller participation audience, but none the less was still very good. As always, remember, $100 cash prize to the overall leader at the end of the year, which is our Dec. 19th show. Now Here are the standings of last night's trivia: Strega- 17 Mamma Helle- 16 StacyDawn- 16 SweetAngel- 12 Sheena- 9 Mchgn- 4 Sue- 1 Like I said, small crowd, but more difficulty answering the questions. The time limit has been decreased to just 2 minutes now, which will result in less "follow the leader" type answers. Now, for the running total for the year: StacyDawn- 38 Sheena- 31 Mamma Helle- 28 JPletch- 26 Mchgn- 22 Sunnastein- 19 Strega- 18 Forgetful61- 16 SweetAngel- 12 OP_free76- 9 AngelaBowers- 3 Sue- 1 I'm thinking of awarding extra points for the winner of each week, what do you people all think?

Courage
Courage It takes courage to push yourself to places that you’ve never been before, to test your limits, to break through barriers. And the day comes when the risk it takes to remain tight inside the bud is more painful than the risk it takes to bloom. Anon Nin

Episode 81- A Hellcast Full House
This is the first full hosted show we have had in forever, lol. Everyone loved the intro, as I was hoping they would. The room started kinda good, we had 9, but quickly fell off, and we are not welcoming new listeners in as often, but the ones that do come, stay the entire show, and thats what we love. I thought that 3 hosts was really good, but with Mamma Helle in the room, but micless, she still seemed to get her words in, lol. We had some announcements, Nightshade covered the news. We did Dumb Laws of Thailand, Top 10 Things you'll NEVER hear a wife say, our musical year in review was 1992. Hellermoon stumbled through our Drink of the week, a Deer Killer... Nightshade started his new bit, his weekly haunt. Redlars good deed of the week covered some eye make-up remover, and then we had our King of the Hill, featuring Nickelback and Britney Spears. There was no rant for the week, for the first time in ages. Our movie review from the guys at scene-stealers.com, then the most popular

Holy 11's Batman!!!!
OK These 3 awesome ppl are all running auto 11's right now....Each one is a great friend and returns all love given...Lets hit em up! Shes Trying to Godmother Moonlucidreamer-Member FubarsFinestLevelers@ fubar Shes Trying to make it to Prophet Autos on Wicked_Wanda@ fubar He is trying to Godfather AUTOS 11 ARE ON!!!!!!! Jon Jon PROUDLY OWNED BY Ms. Sassy . - BFF AND LOVED BY Scarlett@ fubar

A Sailor's Prayer
A Sailor's Prayer Dear God, Watch over her for me, that she may safely guarded be. Help her each lonely hour to bear, as I would lord if I was there. When she is sleeping watch her then, that fear may not her dreams offend, Be ever near her though the day, let non, but goodness come her way. Sweet faithful girl who waits for me, beyond the wide as spacious sea. Be merciful, O God, I pray, take care of her while I'm away.

Prince Harry Racist Video - Prince Uses Terms "paki" And "raghead" - Prince Harry Racism Video
Prince Harry Racist Video - Prince uses terms "Paki" and "Raghead" - Prince Harry Racism Video Prince's racist term sparks anger Prince Harry's racist remark about a Pakistani member of his army platoon has prompted widespread criticism. The prince issued an apology after the News of the World published a video diary in which he calls one of his then Sandhurst colleagues a "Paki". Cabinet minister John Denham said it was "offensive", while the Ramadhan Foundation called the prince a "thug". St James's Palace said he had used the term "Paki" as a nickname about a friend and without any malice. The prince filmed parts of the video and in another clip, he is heard calling another cadet a "raghead". He had to apologise in 2005 for wearing a swastika armband to a party, which offended many Jewish people. 'Unfortunate timing' The video obtained by the News of the World shows Harry while still an officer cadet at Sandhurst military academy. B

The Watch
The is read at all Navy retirements ceremonies. Note: The number of years are read differently depending on how many years the member served. The Watch For twenty years, This sailor has stood the watch While some of us were in our bunks at night, This sailor stood the watch While some of us were in school learning our trade, This shipmate stood the watch Yes...even before some of us were born into this world, This shipmate stood the watch In those years when the storm clouds of war were seen brewing on the horizon of history, This shipmate stood the watch Many times he would cast an eye ashore and see his family standing there, Needing his guidance and help, Needing that hand to hold during those hard times, But he still stood the watch He stood the watch for twenty years, He stood the watch so that we, our families, And our fellow countrymen could sleep soundly in safety, Each and every night, Knowing that a sailor stood the watch Today we are her

The Military Wife
The Military Wife author unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of

Juggalos And Juggalettes
We are the ones who stand strong and fight to the end..we are the ones who stand up for whats right. No matter what happens to us..rip us apart..break our hearts...burn us alive. We will stand strong as one and be loyal to the family with every part of our soul. no matter who you are or where you come from. we stand together with pride. Hold on to your family. Its all we have. Show them you care. Never let them go... From the heart of a Juggalette... ~*KITTY*~

Auto 11's
Natural Witch was offline for 3 months, that's a lot of lost points...Won't you go rate her pics and help her gain some of her lost points while helping yourself to possibly level...The auto 11 starts at 12 pm EST sunday and runs through 12 pm Monday...Come get your points.... THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Loving A Sailor
Loving a sailor is not always gay And loving a sailor is a high price to pay It's mostly loving with nothing to hold It's being young, yet feeling old It's having him whispering his love to you It's whispering back to you love him too Then comes a kiss, a promise of love Reluctanly, painfully, letting him go While you're dying inside from wanting him so Watching him leave, with eyes full of tears Standing alone with hopes, dreams, and fears It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down To a far away lover, in a far away town It's going to a church to kneel and pray And really meaning the things you say And though you know that he's far away And just keep on loving him more each day Being in love will merit your dreams And thoughts of heaven where love's light gleams Days go by and no mail for a spell You wait for some word to hear that he's well The letter arrives and you're filled with joy You're like a small child with a shining new toy With fing

B-day Boy
Damn today is my 40th B-Day and I wanted to say thanks to my fu-girlfriend and sanford 8 rate for the birthday wish and also thank to EmilyIMAX as well... Thinking about having a party and anyone want to join the party and just give me a shout and let you know where the party begin... So, see ya soon tonight and thanks.... ABOUT TIME MY B-DAY IS HERE lol..... see ya all later.

Two - Faced!!!
I never thought you'd be, So mean, so cruel, so rude. But since this you have showed me, That this is the TRUE you. You LIED to my face, And talked behind my back. You thought I would not TRACE, You... to be the one to attack. You will have to see, That this is the END. For I cry myself to sleep, Over a SUPPOSED long lost friend. It is time to say goodbye, And I really don't want it to end, But, I CAN NOT take another LIE, From a LYING Two-Faced "FRIEND?"

Can You?
I've seen this happen so many times that I have to say something about it now. For those that Really Know Me as a Person...those that talk to me like a human being and a friend, know that I am the kindest person around. And even after being hurt, I still call you a friend. But I have got to vent about this...why would one add me and chat it up with me like they want to be a friend only to do a 360 when their online girl that they have never met starts to get upset? Why would one tell me that they don't want the drama with the comment wars but yet let someone disrespect another on his own page? This is a blog about respect and common sense. First, let's get this straight...if the two parties have never met in person and committed to each other, then you two are not a couple lol. This is the internet and just remember that anyone can be anyone. Second, if you don't wan the drama, then look at the ones actually leaving you the comments and see who's disrespecting whom. Third, there's no n

Heartbroken...
Heartbroken is what I am... You know...I wish I was strong like I used to be, Before Hurt and Pain weakened me, Then it wouldn't hurt so much. All I NEEDED was your gentle touch... You KNOW who you are, and What I mean You know that you were....A part of My Dream!! But in a haze I can almost hear you say, You gave up EVERYTHING.... I listen to how your words Slowly finish into sentences And they strike me like lightning, This chilliness makes me crazy And this feeling is frightening, And yet your words keep running, And I feel tears burning. What felt so Safe and Secure, Falls down like a House of Cards. It's like ... She (uh huh I know!) came in, To Wipe Me Out And destroy my life.... AND DID!!!!

Why?
You said you loved me, But ALL along YOU knew you were going to break my heart, You said YOU would love me forever, So why are we apart? Now IF you REALLY meant FOREVER, Then you should have meant that YOU would try, Cause once you said "FOREVER", And now that's made me CRY.... Why did you lie? And Why did I cry? Why did we even try? I DON'T like to trust, And now you KNOW why!!! You hurt me bad. How could you do that? You said you loved me, But I know it was all a LIE!!! We'll now I'm alone but I dont mind, I hope your happy. But I hope you know how bad I hurt. We'll I guess this is good bye. All I want to know is WHY??

I'll Miss You For A Long Time, Girl
I had to have my dog Ginger put to sleep last Friday. She was 14 years old and the first dog I've had that was my dog, not a family pet. She had hip dysplasia for a long time and it finally got to the point that she was not able to get around on her own. It was a very hard decision to make. I miss you mama girl!

Falsads Funny Commercial #1
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Friends
When I think of a bar, I think of music, people and drinks. Have casual conversation.. maybe make a few friends while I am there. Well on here, it just seems like you are here to hook up and be done with it. So I would like to put this out for everyone that is here to "hook up", Grow up and get a life. I am not here to be a home wrecker nor am I here to make peoples lives miserable. I am here to make ADULT Friends.. If that can't happen, then please just let well enough alone!

Johnny
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"massacre"
Deception Massacre It's things like this, That tears everyone apart. It's moments like this, That broke her heart. To see her hurt, You should be ashamed. You think it's not your fault, But you're the one to blame. You knew she liked you, Yet you went out with another girl, Should have known she couldn't make the transition. You broke her heart, You MADE her CRY. She loved you with everything she has, But now she wants to die. She went to another, To try to feel better. It's not her fault, You should get an angry letter. It's all your fault, You did this to yourself. I hope you're happy, Down there on the bottom shelf. You'll NEVER be forgiven, You'll NEVER have my trust, now. I hope you live a life, Filled with EMPTY Lust.

"deception"
Guess I should have known guess I should have seen all those little signs the just not quite right things You see love is truly blind love looks the other way love misses tell tell signs until it's far too late The heart itself deceives to thinking everything's ok through rose colored glass it looks seeing just what it wants to see Excuses the heart will make for all the things that don't seem right Saying, He's just not that way my ears must not have heard it right Sadly now the day the truth is right before my eyes No more excuses can I make now all I want to do is cry He's seeing someone new although I gave to him my heart Thought he would keep it safe but instead he ripped it apart He thinks that I don't know he thinks he still deceives but deep within my heart I now know everything I try to not let on I've tried to hide my tears For once he knows I know I've Lost My Everything!!!

Bad Dream
How odd is it that I was talking to a friend on here saying that I hadn't had a bad dream in a while and when I usually do, it's the same nightmare but different in some ways. Well, I had a bad dream this morning. Waking up way before my alarm went off for work. I didn't go back to sleep but just laid there, thinking about the dream and cried. These dreams are always so intense. Why is it that I always dream of them but different in some ways. Now I mean, it's basically the same nightmare all the time, but at different places. Same idea. Same shit. Just me being upset, frustrated with something. I always get into this huge argument or something. Most of the dreams leaves me harming myself or just when I'm about to slit my throat, I wake up or I don't remember the rest. The dream I had last night, I didn't do any harm to myself. Instead, I thought of someone which made me feel a bit better and pretended I was being held by them for comfort. I really hate these dreams. I

Read And Comment!
Why do people tell you that they want you to be happy no matter what you do or say or whatever?? i mean seriously..does anyone really mean it?? I have had a lot of people say that to me..and it seems like its all just bullshit. Because as soon as something doesnt go the way they want they give up on you. How the fuck does that work?? I dont know if anyone but me notices this..but its really fucking annoying... I want to test something..As you are reading this...if you have said this to me..or anyone else..stop and think about it..do you really mean it??? Do you really want that person to be happy no matter what? or do you just want them to be happy with what YOU want for them.. Please comment on this blog and leave your thoughts on this...i would really love to know the truth for once.

Just Thinking Out Loud
As i sit here at my computer at 3:45 am, i cant sleep. alot of things going thru my mind that i don't get so i got to get it out. i am 50 yrs old and haven't fucked or made love in over a damn year. not like i dont have men in my life but they r a trip. i have never been the type to have 1 nite stands or sleep around and i see i am the one w/o. the 1st man, we have known each other over a year and i love him dearly but he got shit to do and thats cool. we r the best of friends and came to the real that that is all we will ever be. the 2nd, he wants 2 play games and that is not me, i am straight forward. 2 old 4 games. the 3rd....omg, he is ever so handsome and damn, makes my draws wet to be honest but he cant handle shit like he say he can. for example, i have a 30 yr old son and he is 40. hes worried about their age difference so what happens, he RUNS!!! what kind of bull is that. i need a real man, a strong man that is down with me like i am with him. i don't bite my words cuz a clos

One Word
Stole this from Porch. You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? dyed 4. Your mother? aloof 5. Your father? vegas 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? fate 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? necessary 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? settled 14. Where were you last night? yahoo 15. What you're not? regretfull 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? lotto 18. Where you grew up? Ohio 19. The last thing you did? peed 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? rarely 22. Your pets? dead 23. Your computer? huge 24. Your life?

I Whispered To Her
In time she will surrender with eternity behind. The path outstretched long past the horizon. I whispered from the shadows "Don't be afriad." She took a step and then another almost without knowledge of her movements. Simply, she followed that sound - my voice beckoning. Yet there she stumbled. Looking around and realizing she was no longer home. Eyes search for a road that would lead her back. Though the feet do not lead. The journey had begun and only could she move forward. No footprints, nor breadcrumbs, nor trail there to return to what was. In her heart, she knew that it was in ruin. To the east. To the east she turned - the path ahead. Faintly there like the traces of a wraith. I saw her. Her hands quaked and her eyes began to water. She laughed and bit her lip terrified and paralyzed. My words tempted her and coiled around her face like smoke. "...I'm scared", she seemed to almost choke on the words. "I know." There is so little comfort in those

Yeserday Is Gone
you and i spoke of many thoughts that day but mostly of memories and their truth. as i left my heart began to mourn and sadness fell upon my soul, chilling it like a spring rain. life became clouded with shades of gray and melancholy tears threatened to begin. a thundering of "whys" rumbled through my brain. and yet i know these "whys". they echo through the corridors of my long agos, bringing forth an ancient sadness born deep within the winter of my yesterdays. this aged sorrow throbs painfully within my soul, causing tear drops to fall. tear drops that do not cleanse my grieving heart. my sadness is a lonely hurt. a hurt that can't be shared with you or god right now. my soul groans under the heaviness of it burden. i am the aloness of a single tear drop and the anguish of a thousand. where lies for me the peace found in a starry night or the calm found in a waveless sea? where lies for me the warmth found in the noonday sun, or the tranquility in a windless dawn? where is my l

History Repeats Itself
I just got back into djing and the same shit is happening, drama... and like I ain't got enough shit goin on in my life to deal with, wierd how some ppl just take the internet so fuckin seriously, jesus fuckin christ grow up and get a life, if you can't handle ppl on here the gtfo and don't come back, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! and if this pertains to you oh fuckin well, hope you live a nice life, but don't bother me anymore

1-11- Spotlight
ll, it was a close call, but I've been trying for tha Fu-Spotlight for weeks now, and its all I had left to accomplish on the site other than Oracle, lol whenever that happens...And so it has happened. Was a close call because for 2 different days I could of won but I dozed off.. And so tonight someone wnet head to head with me, but I stuck it out at the last 30 seconds to 3am, so...Yay..I finally made it! I would like to dedicate this to all my friends, who accompany me..yeah I have A.D.D and I've had very few real life friends over the years..it's go to see Im remembered..so to those I salute you! And may you all be blessed in this hard economic time, I know Im managing ok.. Mwah

Fear
Quick glance to the right I could've sworn I heard a sound One that goes bump in the night A sound that fills me with terrible fright I hear the thunder rumbling Then the lights go out I sense movement Somethings about! I can hear it breathing through teeth so bare Along it's scaley back is a line of thin hair As I think of this, my dread begins to flare In the corner! A dark shape indeed And as I watch It comes closer to me I can feel it's claws scratching my chair Green eyes glowing! Yes, theres a monster there Now I can smell it's breath The stench of human blood Gore dripping from it's mouth in a horrible flood Then all of a sudden The lights come on again And sitting beside me Is my furry bestfriend All of this has made me feel cold and quite queer Because it was all created, by my own Fear!

January 11, 2009
I will be rating Willie (has auto 11) for his birthday. Carrie has a train started for him so, come and join in the fun. http://fubar.com/blog/270856/951775 Willie -( Owner of Party Pad )@ fubar I will return all luv during the HHs because I will be sleeping on Sunday. I will also be following the llama blogs. Thanks for reading this and have a great Sunday. Smooches to all!

Stupid Is As Stupid Does...
Jenny came over today... again... She rung the doorbell four times. I answered it on the third ring. Instinctively, my first reaction is to say to her "why do you do that?" but I refrain my impulse with the rational thought of the fact she wouldn't know what I meant anyway... "My dad is gone and I don't know where my dog is!" she says "Well, is your mom home?" I say "Yeah, but she's painting right now. She is VERY busy!" Jenny replies "Well, maybe your dad took the dog with him somewhere" I say, in an attempt to get her thinking more logically... "I don't know where my dog is" she says, like I didn't hear her the first time! "I think you should be telling this to your mom" I say as I slowly close the gap of my open front door. The sliver of daylight decreases to nothing and Jenny just turns around and walks away.. She's a strange child and I gather, not closely monitored by her parents. Honestly, I think they do it on purpose!

Changes
At times we're like the best of friends Our personalities alike and so they blend But to our love there's another side It tries to go, but will never hide I fear the times in which we fight To take your abuse takes all my might Your words sting me like a bee And at times I've felt that you don't love me I hear the words from deep in your soul But when you say such things I feel so alone I wish i could make everything so happy and good And if I could change things, you can bet that i would!

I'm Sorry
As I sit here thinking of my mistakes And all the hearts in which they break I fear my life is closing to an end My heart and my soul may never mend Nobody has been able to explain Why it is that I feel all this pain And it may never be relieved I appologize to all those I've decieved I know now that the things I've done were wrong But then, my kind never did quite belong I miss the life that i once had And now all this pain is driving me mad But out of all this pain I've dealt More than twice in return, I've felt!

America Is Not That Great.
Our cunt-ry(America) has no culture, history, or future as far as I can see.....look to Bush for reasons why we have no future. With such a president, how could ANY American be proud of what they are? After your done perusing Bush, look towards Clinton(who in my opinion is the best president of our generation so far). What the hell is wrong with the public?? BIG DEAL he got a little action in the office and dipped a cigar.....maybe the wrapper was coming loose. None of that matters when you look at the statistics of his terms. The dollar was worth more than almost any other currency while he held the office, and war was the last thing on his mind(cause he is a lover). The American public is so prudish that they almost impeached the greatest thing to happen to them since JFK. Speaking of JFK, HE had Marilyn Monroe jump out of a cake almost nude and sing Mr President to him in front of not only the nation, but his FAMILY as well. No one even thought twice about it. I will never

Where Is God
Do you see the suffering, the pain? Can you feel the torment in which we're made? If you can, then help me to comprehend Why you all think God is our friend. They say he is good and that he loves all Then why doesn't he catch the souls that fall? He's supposed to know how it all ends Then why does he just sit back and pretend? Why would you make a world you know will fail? Why make all these souls when most end up in hell? I see all these people running on nothing but feeling Can they not see the world's full of hurt, hate, and killing? I believe they can, but believe to survive They try to ignore all but the good things in life From what I can see, God is not there And if he is, I think he's lost all care Because for there to be God, there's too much dispair Tell me, Where is God?

Funny That Religion Is Based On The Thoughts And Feelings Of Just A Few...
What I view as religion is not so much the REAL definition of the term. You see, I am a Scientist(not scientologist), Physical Science is MY religion, and I have been informed a few times that Physics is NOT a religion. So I ask, if Physics can answer your questions, make you feel at one with the Universe, as well as show you the way....not to mention being a system of beliefs in my case....then how is it not?? Makes not a lot of sense to me. Wait and see if christianity is as strong in 50 or so years when medical/biological Science(which are a part Physics as well)can print you up a brand new, full sized, functional heart(or any organ you might need) in just a few hours(something that christians say that only they're god is able to do) thereby extending your life span by who knows how long. I seriously doubt it, we are at the dawn of a new technological age, and mark my words....when technology reaches god-like proportions those christians wont go without a fight. But they will

Burden
I'm Sinking, I'm Drowning, I can't find my hold! My Mind, A Twisted, And Deformed Mold! I'm Useless, A Failure, I'm many times told! I See, I Hear, I'm so different from you! The Lies, The Hurt, But I See Only Truth! To Live, To Breathe, Sometimes So Hard To Do! I Want, I Need, But Never Do Find! The Pride, The Love, From Me It All Hides! And I'll Be This Way Until The Day I Die! I Am Your Burden!

The Universe "peoples"
We do not "come into" this world; we come out of it, as leaves from a tree. As the ocean "waves," the universe "peoples." Every individual is an expression of the whole realm of nature, a unique action of the total universe.

Today's Employees
you know it occurs to me that regardless of what industry you work in, ppl just igve a flying fuck about themselves....They don't care about others, there is NO SENSE OF TEAMWORK!!!! All ppl care about nowadays compared to 2 or 3 decades ago is that you nowadays do ur shift and go home. No communication is spent trying to get a better bridge built. How are pl supposed to survive if they can't scratch one another's backs?? People have to realize that even if you hate ur job there are some ppl worth bending over backwards for. Seeeing as how we are not supposed to stop learning til we're 6' under, we're a long way off of that these days. Its too bad that we have to be in a global economical situation that doesn't benefit any of us but at the same token we should all work together to make ourselves better as a unified team not being out there for one person only. People seem to forget that business is often spread by word of mouth or the horse's mouth so to speak.

Religions
"Religions are divisive and quarrelsome. They are a form of one-upmanship because they depend upon separating the "saved" from the "damned," the true believers from the heretics, the in-group from the out-group. Even religious liberals play the game of "we're-moretolerant-than-you." Furthermore, as systems of doctrine, symbolism, and behavior, religions harden into institutions that must command loyalty, be defended and kept "pure," and - because all belief is fervent hope, and thus a cover-up for doubt and uncertainty - religions must make converts. The more people who agree with us, the less nagging insecurity about our position. In the end one is committed to being a Christian or a Buddhist come what may in the form of new knowledge. New and indigestible ideas have to be wangled into the religious tradition, however inconsistent with its original doctrines, so that the believer can still take his stand and assert, "I am first and foremost a follower of Christ/Mohammed/Buddha, or who

Danger!!! Terror!!!
Your opinions are baked daily for you by the media and served hot and cold on TV. And you will believe what they tell ya. It's not what you think that matters, but what Larry King, Oprah, Limbaugh, O'Reilly (and other Jesuit stooges) tell ya that does. Their Orwellian "Talismanic" mantras guide your life - Danger!!! Terror!!! We must give up liberty for freedom. Yes, We must! We must! Well, okay, but just remember that the walls that keep the would-be enemies out also keep you in. So much for your utopian "global village." So, run rabbit run, just keep on riding the snake! The tragedy of 9/11 may have shaken you up, but did it wake you up? That is the question.

Shopping
Today I went out shopping. I bought jeans and blah blah blah What I really want is this.. It's DISNEY PRINCESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw this at Target. Only $41.98. Oh. Emm. Gee! The only think that sucks is that Pocahontas isn't there. /sigh ♥

The Rules
The first rule of this game is that it is not a game. Everyone must play. You must love us. You must go on living. Be yourself, but play a consistent and acceptable role. Control yourself and be natural. Try to be sincere.

Zenith
Is there something you feel? Is there something you furtively know? Under the spell of science, Can we declare? Can we allow ourselves to experience? Can we be open-minded enough? Won't we fear what we cannot defy? Do we need to declare? Break the force of habit! Why can't you see? Fear will impede you to break through your trivial life And find the missing aim to evolve Is this the frontier, our zenith? Can we be receptive to our ignorance? Will or won't we be able to reveal? Dulled senses and the need for proven theories Has masked our natural insight in life And mysteries Life is discussed and measurable Every aberration is observed with agony and suspicion Until it is declared again -after forever

Thinking
"Watch the mind for five seconds as you would watch a mouse hole, waiting for a mouse to run out. As you watch the mind, can you know what thought is going to pop up before it actually pops up? If you cannot know what thought is going to pop up next, how can you claim to be 'doing' the thinking?" -kiloby.com

Guys Like Me!!!!!!
From A Guys Point of View: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. We like that

We Are Cops
We're the people that you may see every day and night. We're the people that you depend on one way or another. We're working for you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. When you and your children pass us in the store and you can't control them, you make them afraid of us. You tell them if they don't behave, you'll tell us to "get them". My friend we are not monsters. We don't want them to be afraid of us. We want them to know that we're their friends, and they can trust us. Do you know who we are? Sometimes, we have to play the role of lawyers, judges, psychiatrists, reporters, medics, marriage counselors, investigators, firefighters, and many times, just be a good listener. Those are just a few of the skills that we must be able to utilize at any moment in the performance of our job. We're constantly scrutinized by the media and you, the public. We're bashed by you. If one of us makes a mistake it sometimes makes the local news, and possibly even the national and wor

Just A Cop
The funeral line was long, There's an awful lot of cars, Folks came out of the restaurants, They came out of the bars. The workers at the construction sites All let their hammers drop. Someone asked. "What is this all for?" And they said, "Aw, just a cop." Some chuckled at the passing cars. Some shed a silent tear Some people said, "It's stupid," "all these dumb policemen here." "How come they are not out fighting crime?" "Or in a doughnut shop?" Sure is a lot of trouble, For someone who's just a cop." They blocked the intersections, They blocked the interstate. People yelled and cursed, "Damn, it's gonna make me late!" "This is really ridiculous!" "They're makin' us all stop!" "It seems they are sure wastin' time, On someone who's just a cop." Into the cemetery now, The slow procession comes, The woeful Taps are slowly played. There's loud salutes from guns. The graveyard workers shake their heads "This service is a flop." "There's lots of good words wasted, On som

This Is A Story Of A Girl...
This is a story of a girl Broken hearted. Feelings shattered on the floor. She says I don't want this hurt anymore. You poisoned her with your lies giving her something to dwell over as she dies. The tears start to flow as you walk towards the door. She doesn't want to believe you as she collapses on the floor. Too overcome with pain the love she once knew has gone away

From A Son
I've always wanted to be better than this To make you proud was my biggest wish But I do believe that i may never succeed It sometimes seems that nothing can change me Yours is the womb from which i was born Into your heart, a whole I have torn Never did i mean to be this way But you're the reason, I live, I stay And it's just so hard for me to show That without you, my life, would go!

A Special Life
When I woke up this morning, my thoughts turned to you Thinking of all the special things that you do You were always there for me You were always by my side You were the only one with which my true feelings I could never hide I'd push you past your limits But yet, you'd always still be there You couldn't help but to smother me With all your love and care I've made my mistakes and I've done my time But you've always been the perfact mother And I can't believe you're mine!

Turn My Black Roses Red...
Turn My Black Roses Red Her skin is as white as the snow, softer than silk. Glowing hazel eyes reach into the depths of your soul, taking the breath of life away from you. Her beauty is so strong that you cannot escape, forever captive. Her dark loving embrace shadows all that harms you. The warmth of her soul keeps you from fading away into the cold of the night. Her lips stained red waiting for a dark soul to awaken her. Her frozen hands holding black roses wait, wish and want someone to make her black heart beat once again. She only asks for one thing... Will you be the dark soul that turns my black roses red.

Stolen From C.a.m.
A - Available: Nopes - Age: almost 27 - Annoyance: People - Animal: Sure am B - Beer: Nope, I don't drink - Birthday: March 2nd - Best Friend(s): Olga - Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes, Neck, Shoulders - Best feeling in the world: Having an O - Blind or Deaf: Deaf. - Best weather: Late Spring - Been on stage?: Yes, for a job - Believe in Magic: No - Believe in Santa: No, I hate him - Been in Love: Yes - Been bitched out?: Ofcourse - Believe in yourself?: No - Believe in life on other planets: Yes - Believe in miracles: No - Believe in Satan: No, but he believes in me - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Sorta C - Candy: Trouffles - Color(s): Dusty rose. - Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla - Chinese/Mexican: Chexican. - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: Europe (again) - Cheese: Colby Jack or Havarti - Car: Honda Civic '98. - Cried in school: Yeah - Clothing Style: leather, lace, anything tight fitting, with ruffles, and heels. D - Day or Night: Night -

The Price Of Knowledge
Innocence lost is knowledge gained But at first learning this, most are pained But then realization finally wins through And then knowing this confirms You life is yours to live as you choose But make your choices wisely Because it may come to pass That the knowledge you come about May be the end of you at last!

People Are Blind
Does anybody really care? About all the lost souls hanging around out there? Does anybody really see? Just how cruel this world can be? Does anybody really hear? All the sobs and screams caused by fear? If you say yes, then your word, I'll not believe. If you say yes, then a lie you have just told me. Because all the people that hurt and cry, Seem not to register when looked upon by our eyes. We see so many everyday, But yet we'd rather push these thought away. I see it and I hate it because none of it's right. So many are hurting while we sllep at night. But then there's a thought that hurts worse than this. The thought that we see and we dismiss I try to keep all that i've said in my mind But the fact is: People are Blind!

Things
A - Available: Yes - Age: 34 - Annoyance: Liars - Animal: Cat B - Beer: Kiltlifter - Birthday: October 17th - Best Friend(s): Jamie, Brian, Dan, Ian, Tony - Body Part on opposite sex: lips - Best feeling in the world: Love - Blind or Deaf: Deaf - Best weather: Fall - Been on stage?: Yes - Believe in Magic: Yes - Believe in Santa: No - Been in Love: Yes - Been bitched out?: Daily - Believe in yourself?: Sometimes - Believe in life on other planets: Yes - Believe in miracles: yes - Believe in Satan: evil yes satan no - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yes C - Candy: Reese's cups - Color(s): Purple - Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate - Chinese/Mexican: Chinese - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: Europe - Cheese: Brie - Car: Ford Focus - Cried in school: Yes I'm a girl - Clothing Style: Jeans, tanks and sandels D - Day or Night: Night - Dance in the rain: Yes every chance I get - Dream vehicle: Mustang - Danced: many times - Do the splits?: I can

Afraid
When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you! When I first met you, I was afraid to talk to you! When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you! When I started to like you, I was afraid to hug you! After I hugged you, I was afraid to kiss you! Once I kissed you, I was afraid to love you! But after i loved you, I was afraid to lose you!

Weekly Pimp Out #1 1-11-09
MsCharlotte2U's Random Weekly Pimpout!! I've decided to create a weekly random pimp out, randomly pimping out 5 friends once a week. This is completely random. Most likely, I won't even know we are friends until I put you in this bully. Hopefully I will remember who I have and have not placed in the bully, but I will not be keeping track of who has and has not been pimped. So, you could end up being pimped more than once. You may wonder what do I want out of this..I don't want or expect anything! If you just say thanks and or re-post, that will be thanks enough!Oh OK, you can tell them I sent ya, most likely, they/you, may not even know that, they/you are in here! So.. F/A/R each other, because we all do not have the same friends so there's always room for more.. and let the fun begin! Here are the first 5!!! LADY HELLFIRE FU-ENGAGED TO DJ CJ@ fubar Renagade@ fubar ~*~LadyVievie ~*~ R/L Wife to Army-Beast ~*~Bi~BBW *~@ fubar Bludgeon@ fubar AngelRocker@ fu

Falling Stars
In our arrested silence We plead to our insane gods In our voices In our heads Like the silence in the woods To stop accusing man and his cool culture Economic, global domination The demons remain between that which is sought by the few - profit And that which is sought by the most - peace, oh peace -Serj Tankian

Mom In Hospital Prayers Please
Sorry friends I haven't been on in a few days had to put my Mom in the hospital it's her heart plus her lungs keep filling up with fluid... so in and out alot we have her about two hoursvaway from us so we are staying in a hotel. I will get on when I can please keep her in your prayers.

Soaked In Liquor
Drinking games tonight. I'm in a very special place right now, haha. We played circle of kings and got a little more than messed up. Memorable moments: Grenades! The titty dance, and telling a lame roommate that we were ready to have sex with him. I may possibly need to stop drinking. Alcohol tends to be my bandage for everything. Had a bad day? Have a drink! I think it's because while I try to be there for everbody to talk to when they have a bad day, or when they need a pep talk, or when they need to get things off their chest, I don't really have anybody to confide in. It's strange to have the guy you go to with all your problems (and a lot of people do) to turn around and have problems himself. I'm not bragging, or complaining, don't get me wrong. I'm a fixer, I like to get in and get my hands dirty and try to resolve things, it's just ssometimes I need to be fixed too. School starts back Monday, so the dreaded return of the students is soon. Also, I begin classes again. I'm kin

Stolen From Cooter Van Captainson.
A - Available: No. - Age: 28. - Annoyance: stupid people [yes, Van! death to them all] - Animal: Face eater is my dog. B - Beer: Liquor! - Birthday: June 10th. - Best Friend(s): I'm lucky I'm love with my best friend. ♫ - Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes. - Best feeling in the world: Laughing until tears are streaming down my homoface. - Blind or Deaf: Twat? I cunt see at night very well these days. - Best weather: Autumn. - Been on stage?: I've graced one on a few occasions. - Believe in Magic: I certainly do. - Believe in Santa: I believe in a child's right to believe. - Been in Love: I am at this very moment. - Been bitched out?: Ho yes. - Believe in yourself?: I try to. Some days are harder than others. - Believe in life on other planets: Sure. - Believe in miracles: Absotively, posilutely. - Believe in Satan: He's there. - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I have an open mind. C - Candy: Reese's Peanut Butter Cups. Swedish Fish. Milky Ways. - Color(s): M

Ungrateful Spoiled Americans-the New Definition For Usa
I submitted this to the local newspaper Opinion section and it should appear in this weeks paper. Unfortunately, due to the 500 word limit in the newspaper this had to be majorly edited, so I wanted to blog the complete unedited version of it for everyone to read who isn't able to get this paper. Hope you will all read to the end. It will make you think about the pathetic negativity that runs rampant in our country. The other day I was reading a news magazine and came across some poll data I found rather disturbing. The poll alleges that 67% of Americans are unhappy with the direction this country is headed, and 69% of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change. So being the thinker I am,I started pondering, What are we so unhappy about? Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and hea

Anticipation
Anticipation Artist: Carly Simon From the Album with the same name as the song Source: http://www.lyricsdepot.com/carly-simon/anticipation.html We can never know about the days to come But we think about them anyway-ay And I wonder if I'm really with you now Or just chasin' after some finer day Anticipation, anticipation Is makin' me late Is keepin' me way-ay-aitin' And I tell you how easy it feels to be with you And how right your arms feel around me But I, I rehearsed those lines just late last night When I was thinkin' about how right tonight might be Anticipation, anticipation Is makin' me late Is keepin' me waitin' And tomorrow we might not be together I'm no prophet and I don't know nature's ways So I'll try and see into your eyes right now And stay right here 'cause these are the good old days (These are the good old days) And stay right here 'cause these are the good old days (These are the good old days) (These are the good old days) (The

Black And White
Is It naive of me to think that love is black and white? Nothing more or nothing less. its all or nothing, you do or you dont? is that just dumb of me...because I'm getting that vibe. Why is it that loving someone and finding the perfect person is based on anything more than how that person makes you feel and how you love them? Why does a career or money, or things they have or dont have. How they look, their past, troubles they have been in, experiences they have or have not had. Why does anyyyyyy of that matter? Maybe I'm just a free spirit and i love. when i love I really love. It really pisses me off when i hear that someone isnt good for me because of anything besides love or how he treats me. Thats all the matters to me, so why would it matter to anyone else about anything. It super annoying and it hurts my feelings. Love is something special and its not something to be taken lightly. I have a lot of people in my life that i do love. But as far as being in love with a boy. its n

My First Concert
I remember telling dad I was hanging out at Amy's. It was kinda true. She had gotten us tickets to the Electric Factory in Philadelphia to see the Butthole Surfers. She had a Camaro and there were five of us stuffed in it driving into Pennsylvania. They were playing a lot of older stuff but also a ton from Electric Larryland. It was a great show and at one point, the guitarist looks down at all of us dancing and waves us up. We look over at the bouncer guy there and he moves the gate thing and we get up on stage. I love Amy, but she always dressed like a whore...lol. She was there with the singer dancing around, I was over by the guitarist. So they start playing 'Pepper'. And I'm like "Hell yeah!" So he puts his guitar around me and is all playing it while I'm there with my arms raised up. I can feel he is all pressed up against me...lol..what the Hell did I care? After three songs or so we got back down on the floor. With all the smoke and lights and stuff, you s

Its A Long One.
A - Available: I reckon. - Age: 18 - Annoyance: stupid people - Animal: puppies!!! B - Beer: Budweiser. - Birthday: Sept 4th - Best Friend(s): theres a couple. - Body Part on opposite sex: eyes. - Best feeling in the world: being happy and knowing I'm loved. - Blind or Deaf: I'm tone deaf...does that count? - Best weather: Summer - Been on stage?: a couple times - Believe in Magic: Nope. - Believe in Santa: DUH! - Been in Love: Never. - Been bitched out?: of course. - Believe in yourself?: I have to. - Believe in life on other planets: haha. - Believe in miracles: Sure. - Believe in Satan: Ish. - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yep. C - Candy: M&Ms - Color(s): Green and Red, but not together. - Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate - Chinese/Mexican: Chinexican? Neither - Cake or pie: Both. - Continent to visit: Europe - Cheese: American! - Car: I want a Challenger :) - Cried in school: No. - Clothing Style: cute. D - Day or Night: Night. - Dance in the rain

~the Other Side~
I don't want fake friends,fake relationships...fake anything..be real with me..as real as I am with you ...I am not afraid to cry ....I am not afraid to tell you what I think...why do that with me..Don't think it is a requirement to be my friend ...because...I would not do the same for you...Life is too short to pretend anything at all ...especially with myself...and if I do not like you ..I may not tell you out right, but if you ask me...be prepared to hear the truth as I see it ... Why waste time...we both can be doing other things much more enjoyable and not feel either pressured or have to play a part in some play . THIS IS REAL LIFE...if you can be real with me...then go fake it somewhere else ..... I will give my all to any relationship I value ...friendship or intimate working one too...whether you would or will is entirely up to you...Although , I may be hurt when I find out you genuinely do not care about me half as much as I do you... I will get over it...at least I have

Fake Family Bad Friends
MySpace Comments It is sad when we spends weeks even months getting to know someone and they turn out to be someone other then who they profess to being ... I do not understand why people are so evil just leave me the heck alone if you are not going to be real damn it anyway what is the point.... MySpace Comments MySpace Comments MySpace Comments

Itis Realy Real ...
It amazes me at times...when there is such blatant disregard for another person's feelings and yet they either claim to care...funny huh? Well it appears that once a person lets them selves open up and allow another in...it gives them the right to take all the secrets and inner thoughts etc. that person has and exploit it...use it to make them feel wither inferior ...or weak...any of those feelings that take you back a few steps once again and has you doubting yourself in some way or another ...Why can't a person open up and rather then exploit them...people do hurt the ones they claim to love....I would sure hate to have them hate me!

Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity -type O Negative
Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity [a. Anorganic Transmutogenesis (synthetic division)] Trust and you'll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if you're busted? In love and war there ain't no rules Do you believe in forever? I don't even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget I'm sorry, but I am unable [b. coitus interruptus] [c. I Know You're Fucking Someone Else] You went to L'amour Saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah I'm a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm befo

Erotica!!!!!!!!!!!!
My honey and I are going out to dinner tonight. We haven't done anything this extravagant in a long time. So I decided to give him a treat, not only for the eyes but for the senses and touch to. I get in the bath, shave my legs thinking they have to be softer than ever before, as I'm not wearing any hose this evening. Wash my blond hair twice just to make sure it will be not only soft but gleam and sparkle in the sunlight and moonlight for him. Wash my body with the most fragrant perfume soap I have, his favorite as a matter of fact. Out of the tub, I go to our room, look in closet, I want the perfect outfit for this occasion. I find my red frilly skirted dress with the deep plunge neckline that shows my cleavage very well. Not to short, but not long either, he loves my shapely legs to show. I don't think he has ever seen it on me. I smile to myself saying, this is perfect! Find my 5 inch red sandal heels, that make my legs look like they go on forever. I decide to blow dry my

Gfr 32
DJ Bud @ Gods Forsaken Radio Bud's influences is the love of all things, rock/metal. His favorite bands are AC/DC, OZZY- Black Sabbath, Lynard Skynard, 5FDP,Guns-N-Roses. He likes being a DJ because the love of music itself, and he loves to shatter your ear drums. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Bud @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

Hitman6 Auto 11's
IT'S A 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY PARTY AND YOU'RE INVITED!!!! Hitman6 needs your help. He has been a member on this site for 2 years yesterday. He is within 1.5 million from Godfather and will be running Auto 11s beginning at 9pm EST tonight...(6pm FUBAR Time.) Please come join in on helping him finally make it to Godfather. He has helped so many of us in contests, giveaways, etc. Now is our chance to repay him for all he has done. He has over 1900 EZ Rate pics so all it takes is a few clicks from all of us. Just click the pic below and let the rating begin!! Hitman6 FOUNDER OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ AND PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUAD@ fubar And please stop by this generous lady's page and show her some love for making these Auto 11s possible: "InFArREd"~~~Owned By SouthernOutLawBiker~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: Friends and Family of Hitman6 (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ' on

From Drkness
We all reach a point in our lives when we must decide what we need in life!!! I'm lost just like everyone else and I know I've made alot of mistakes just like everyone else. I only hope that in some positive way our knowing each other has been a blessing and that something we have shared has helped you in some way. I have no idea what tomorrow holds but I am going to do my best to get my life together and be the man I should have been all along. If you love me show me!!! 3 Doors DownBe Like That Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

For A Special Lady
MY FIREPLACE The heart is to the body as my fireplace is to my home. It is the center, the warmth, the life that flows throughout. It is the power that generates healing heat, pulsing rays of energy to ward off the chill of a frosty winter night. Pine is a gift from God; a wood so willing to give itself up for the sensory pleasures it brings. A blazing pinewood fire lavishes three senses: • The sense of hearing – listen to the crackle, the sound of pine warming you is unmistakable. Each crack, each pop reminds you the pine bough is thinking of you. Thinking of the safe sounds it provides to bring you succor on such a cold evening. • The sense of sight – even with your eyes closed, the glow is evident. What better marriage than a stock of freshly laid pine boughs within the brick womb of the fireplace. It is life this marriage of wood and brick generates. A flicker first, then a small flame, then a roaring symphony of light and heat. And, you can

Auction Time
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here they are ... Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... All of our participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness...

Secondhand Love
Secondhand Love by BlueWolf 51 © I'm not her first love, nor is she mine A secondhand love can be truly divine Knowing each other has been loved before And you both are ready to be loved once more Secondhand love knows it's way around And avoids situations where hurt is found Learning from the mistakes in it's past A secondhand love is more likely to last Secondhand love feels fresh and brand new And that you're ecstatic you know is true No doubts at all not a single regret This secondhand love could be your best yet And if you're sharing a secondhand love There is nothing at all to be ashamed of Love is love whether it's old or new I'm glad my love my secondhand love is you Notes From The Author: Dedicated to the Women I Love... I am not your first but I'm determined to be your last, you are my secondhand love so says life but in my heart you are the First .... Jan 10 2009

Blurp
Just a random stupid bunch of questions. I get really bored. full name: Joshua Micheal Ray nicknames: joshsui,ray-ray,gumbi and sweet cheeks birthday: Oct. 2, 1988 where were you born: Belingham, WA zodiac sign: Libra height: 5'7 weight: 150 hair color: Brown eye color: blue shoe size: Depends on the shoe, 9 usually ring size: don't know really skin type: idk blood type: na siblings: 5 tattoos: 0 piercings: 0 hobbies: biken, computers,ps3,music and my volvo favorites color: Red food: Peperoni pizza candy: starburst type of cheese: pepperjack pizza topping: pepperoni and olives salad dressing: Depends on what I am using it for. sandwich: Turkey! cereal: honey bunches of oats fruit: apples,peaches and grapes vegetable: corn berry: strawberry cake: angel food book: Harry Potter's pendrans movie: man on fire magazine: road and track newspaper: skagit

Name Withheld....she Fucked Me Over Worse Than Anyone But My Heart Still Bleeds For You
It was a monday, when my lover told me, "never pay the reaper with love only." What could i say to you, except, "i love you." And "i'd give my life for yours. The first time we made love, i... i wasn't sober. (and you told me you loved me over and over!) How could i ever love another, when i miss you every day... Remember the time we made love in the roses? (and you took my picture in all sorts of poses!) How could i ever get over you, when i'd give my life for yours. My dear, It's time to say i thank god for you. I thank god for you in each and every single way. And, i know... It's time to let you know. time to let you know. Time to let you know. time to sit here and say...

My Family...
My mom is 1 of my hero's , threw all she's going threw in the last few years, 2 massive strokes, 3 minor strokes, needing open heart surgery *a 6 bypass* and Now she has kidney failure and Is undergoing dialysis and Is trying to get all the test done to see if she's a candidate for a kidney transplant and even threw all that she's still a fighter and she's still here and Not giving up! Sometimes things are not easy for her. At this rate I don't even know how she can get threw the days I know IF I were in her situation I would have gone nuts by now. I am always amazed by her and watching her struggle as much as she does day in and day out but even then she doesn't and hasn't given up! Eventho sometimes I can tell she wants to just throw in the towel and say the hec with it all. She's the strongest person I've ever had the privilege and honor of meeting ! I hope to one day have the strength she has and at least a shred of the wisdom she shares as well. I've had the honor of h

My Fingers Hurt
A - Available: No - Age: 32, for now. - Annoyance: Chaos - Animal: Reptiles B - Beer: Ewwww... - Birthday: January 19th - Best Friend(s): Jodi - Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes - Best feeling in the world: Cuddling with children - Blind or Deaf: As long as I still have "touch" I'm good - Best weather: Spring - Been on stage?: Yes, and I hate it - Believe in Magic: I want to - Believe in Santa: I want to - Been in Love: Yep - Been bitched out?: Yessss - Believe in yourself?: Sometimes - Believe in life on other planets: the universe is too vast for us to be the only life form. - Believe in miracles: I want to - Believe in Satan: Nope. - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: There's something out there, I've heard them. C - Candy: Reese Cups - Color(s): Green - Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate - Chinese/Mexican: Mexican - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: Europe - Cheese: Sauce - Car: Mini-van - Cried in school: I don't think so - Clothing Style: Depends on if

A Guy....
Something I have to share. Today as I was doing my volunteer work at Castle Hospital as I walked down the hall. This guy stopped me mid-way, and asked me if he could ask me a question? I told him sure as I proceeded to keep walking. He asked me about 3rd floor. Well the thrid floor is where they keep the people that are high risk. Meaning they would kill them selves. Anyway? something about this guy? just the way he smiled and was very polite in asking. I just couldn't keep my eyes off of his smile? strange....but I tried to give him as much information that I could, and he was on his way. As the day went on, we crossed paths again and with that same smile, said to me that his determination got the informationt that he needed. And that smile just took my breath away..... I was glad that he got what he needed, just by that smile it made my day. So the next time your out in public and you come across people? you never know when just a smile will make their day......

Notice Me
Every night, before I close my eyes, The last thing I see is you face. Your beautiful smile,your cute laugh,No part of you could I ever replace. You make me smile, you make me happy, Even when I feel all alone. And even though I know you wont call, I spend every night by the phone.And when I drift, off to sleep, All of my dreams are of you. I dream of us hugging and you holding my hand, And all of the things we would do. If only you, would notice me, If only you would see that I Have always admired, although haven't showed it, That you could make joyful when I cry. But obviously, I'm just not good enough, And makes me want to scream. But I hold it inside but always ask why, Why wont you love me?

Mondays Are Sarge's Bad Girls Day
These wonderful women are always there to help everyone out so MONDAYS are their days. And don't forget to stop by Sarge's page to see the wonderful pics he has. We love our Sarge. Be sweet and rate these ladies hard...they luv back just as hard. We are his good BAD girls....luv him up. Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar > Ecuadorian Goddess > > BAD DD > > *MISS JINKS* > > Vamp Morticia > > ~DeViLs PLaYtHiNg~ > > Tulsa's Angel > > ¢¾Sheez¢¾ > > RaidersBabe > > ¢¾ Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ > > ~Blueroses~ you just never know ~ > > Twisted and Transparent > > Lolitanymphette > > **BooBooKittyFuk** > > MuRdAMoMs > > BBW Goddess > >

Sorry
I am still not doing a lot on fubar because my wrist is bugging me and hurting to much :-/ I did get a cheap ass wrist support brace today, but it didn't seem to help much. I need friggin medical! I have been bouncing between different anti-inflammatories that were prescribed for my knee, and they are not touching the wrist hardly at all. I am sure its from carpal tunnel, I am just not sure why the fingers and parts of the hand are swelling some, they have never done that before with it, before it was just pain.

Happy Birthday Debbie
Debbie Another Year I’m wishing you another year Of laughter, joy and fun, Surprises, love and happiness, And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart, As your birthdays come and go, How very much you mean to me, More than you can know. By Joanna Fuchs Stop by and wish this beautiful lady a very Happy Birthday. She deserves lots of love. ***************************** This bulletin is lovingly dedicated to Debbie from Ozzy.

Holy Good God This Thing Is Long
A - Available: Negative - Age: 25 - Annoyance: stupid, lazy people - Animal: I like cats and dogs. they are fluffy! B - Beer: none! - Birthday: March 1st - Best Friend(s): None. I have friends, all equal - Body Part on opposite sex: Smile, eyes - Best feeling in the world: Being held by my boyfriend knowing that i will always be safe. - Blind or Deaf: thats a hard one - Best weather: OMG SUMMER, :( IM COLD!! - Been on stage?: I hate being in front of large crowds - Believe in Magic: Not really - Believe in Santa: Do I look 4? - Been in Love: current! - Been bitched out?: haha - Believe in your self? I try - Believe in life on other planets: ugh yes - Believe in miracles: yup - Believe in Satan:... - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: No C - Candy: im in to more like ice cream lol - Color(s): PINK! - Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla - Chinese/Mexican: i like some lil bit of each lol - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: italy - Cheese: all lol - Car: Fave saleen

When Your Tears Fall
When your tears start to fall I'll be your tissue, The softest solution to all your issues. For I am that star you whole heartedly wished upon, The one to make your worries and insecurities gone. Dry your tears and know a better day is here, No rain, no clouds, nothing to fear. When you feel sad and there seems to be no cure, I'll be that cool relying breeze that's pure. For there can be no other like true love, A feeling so right, we fit like a glove. Cause I'm that star that doesn't burn up with time, I'm the one that makes a romantic night shine. So all those hopeless thoughts you have in your mind, I'll make them go away, you'll see it with time.

Willie's Birthday Train
Willie's Birthday Train The Rules: 1. Stop by Willie's page, rate the EZ Rate #7 folder of pics... He has an Auto 11s running as well... And lots of EZ rate folders... Start with this one... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday Willie," or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request. 5. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 6. NO DRAMA... You agreed to the rules... So, be sure you follow through... No cheating... Please... ****************************** Below is the gift tag yo

Dj Bud @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Bud's influences is the love of all things, rock/metal. His favorite bands are AC/DC, OZZY- Black Sabbath, Lynard Skynard, 5FDP,Guns-N-Roses. He likes being a DJ because the love of music itself, and he loves to shatter your ear drums. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Bud @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

Walking Slow
We walk so slow, No place to go. No communication, yet its over due, Silence in the air, and it's because of you. I don't want this to be goodbye now, I do want us to work, I just don't know how. You rather let these issues live and linger, Yet everyday do you feel me slipping through your fingers. I just can't take this pain any longer, This hurt feeling keeps getting stronger. The words are heavy, they hit the ground, But you are what my heart has found. No more time for your excuses or lies, I need the words that I see in your eyes. Mend the bond that you once built, Sew it together like a love quilt.

Betrayal
Soo...I was proposed in Fu marriage about 10 min ago. I am already married, but I thought "what the hell, it wouldn't hurt", right? Well, I was about to accept the proposal from a young gentleman named 1397500 (a pretty original name, if you ask me), when I saw something... He commented on my NSFW pic: "DANG YOU DESERVE A BIGGER RING THAT THE ONE YOU HAVE OR IS THAT THE ONE YOU GOT YOURSELF ???" This comment made my heart flutter, and I felt butterflies awaken in the pit of my stomach. Can this be true?? Finally! I have met the man after my heart, and he truly understands what a woman REALLY needs: a rock on her finger the size of Oprah's stool. Just as I was about to accept his proposal, I noticed something disheartening, to say the least. This one hot chick made a salute for me, with her huge boobs almost exposed in the pic, and a little note addressed to me. Now, even Stevie Wonder would've noticed that it was NOT me in that said picture. a) Each boob was a size of m

2days Off Goes So Fast
Happy New Year. Hopefully it really will be a happy one. Ive been too tired and too busy to write here, but I finaly got a 2 days off this week. Nothing's new with me, work's been cazy and stressfull as usual, I dont think that'll change for a long time. Its cold as hell (?! kinda funny huh) outside. Nothing special and fun to do here in my town. hmmmmmm just like where I live, this blog is f**kin boring. Got nothing more to write. So thats it. Bye bye.

Defaults We Didnt Need To See
do you believe whats been flagged on your page after you see what passes as main pics on others? this little gem actually had auto 11's going give n to her by non other that our fav broom sweeping man Scrapper .... wonder if hes the one that made her do the patch job. I guess one could argue its SFW but Im not really buying it. I have no words ...all I know is it was up for longer than a week ...I hope he washed the sock meet my new buddy Bruce..hes a fav of a lot of the top members

Strength
Anyone ever feel the pressure so heavy on their shoulders that you feel your knees and legs are gonna give out in any point in time and you fall forever...It always feel like thie weight does nothing but just get heavier...you look for ways out but you find none..only thing you can do is take that strength from within, stand up straighter and deal with whatever is given to you......keep walking like a man..and you will get through whatever is given to you.....deal with it..and just move on...

Clocks
this is metephorical of course but think for a second about life as a clock every cog is importent and every cog is connected and in this ur choices are cogs and every cog is connected to a path every path is connected to a cog ur life there are no wrong choices no bad choices walk with ur head up even if sociaty says u are wrong hold ur stance never look back all i ask is u learn from every thing u do

Entrepreneurs, It’s Rough Out There Right Now, I Know.
My message is simple, Do Not Give Up! It’s rough out there right now, I know. At times you’re losing your cool in this tough economic market. You’re trying to make ends meet, while at the same time, you’re trying to push ahead and be successful as an entrepreneur. You’re working your a#* off and it’s getting you by, but not getting you ahead. I know how you’re feeling. I know what it’s like to be spending more than you make. I know what it’s like to have your spouse or partner give you that look when you tell him or her you need to spend another $1,000 or more to start a new project. I know how it feels to be so frustrated that you haven’t “made it” yet that you want to give up and go get that “real job” you said you would never take. I know what it’s like to see millionaire friends not worry about money. I know what it’s like to see your associates who have already “hit their home run” not worry about the economy because they’ve got money coming in consistently every month

January 10, 2009
I will be rating Tigerchief ~FU-MARRIED 2 STRAWBERRY@ fubar and SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar and everyone that comes by my page to rate me. I will be keeping up with the llama levelers blogs. Both of the men above have auto11 so, go by and give them sum luv and level up on them. They try and keep up with returning the luv also.

Hit By Suv
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

Awesome Bully
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Another Bleh Day
Just another bleh day at work....same as yesterday and probably the same for tomorrow. Can't wait for my weekend.... I have no real plans this week though. Probably be a bum but on Wednesday I have a 8 hour work meeting. Bleh.... Had a work meeting last week, was only a hour long. Just a introduction of the whole new kaizen project I'm doing at work.... Had a conference meeting with people in St. Louis. That was boring as hell....Damn, 8 hour meeting? Blah!! Rich is broke. Nothing new there. He's 2 months late on his car payment. Nothing new there. He really needs to pay attention to his bills. He said he'll take care of it next pay check.... 600 bucks.. The money that I have will have to last us until Friday. Have to take some money out of my savings to pay for my new contacts and glasses. Yeah...I got evil glasses..just for the hell of it whenever my contacts are bugging the hell out of me. I'll just be wearing them at home though... no one will see me ha ha ha I need to ge

Dude
Here's my story, sad but true About a girl that I once knew. She broke my heart, I became unglued, It all started when she called me dude Well today I leave the psycho ward Cause my sentence did conclude: I had killed a man with my bare hands Because he called me dude The jury said that I was insane. Temporally insane - brain strain. But now the doctors say I'm A.O.K. So I start my new life today. This story starts some years ago As I vacationed by the sea. In the California sunshine Just me & my baby. I was in love feeling sky high When a big blonde lifeguard walked by. He looked at her, she looked at him - I knew it was good bye. [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/IRr8 ] He took her by the hand, kicked sand in my face. She looked & laughed & said, "Later Dude!" They were gone without a trace And the waves echoed her laughter And her words...Yo Later Dude. Later that night I was in such a bad mood Sittin' in a bar drinkin' hard, getting stew

Thomas Jefferson
If only there was a way to bring him back....... Jefferson the Prophet, Read and really think about what you are seeing below especially the last paragraph. This was written by Thomas Jefferson almost 200 years ago... Jefferson the Prophet, The problem is that most Americans don't know who Thomas Jefferson was. Jefferson the Prophet, The problem is that most Americans don't know who Thomas Jefferson was. Jefferson in some cases could be called a prophet. When we get piled upon one another in large cities, as in Europe, we shall become as corrupt as Europe. Thomas Jefferson The democracy will cease to exist when you take away from those who are willing to work and give to those who would not. Thomas Jefferson It is incumbent on every generation to pay its own debts as it goes. A principle which if acted on would save one-half the wars of the world. Thomas Jefferson I predict future happiness for Amer

Gym $$$$
Ok, so I want to get in to a gym program since I have such a large time slot between my classes on mon and wed. Now my school has a gym and it would cost me 21.84 a semester. Should I just go there or can I find a bigger, better gym for less? (yeah this is kinda a mumm lmfao)

Muse
i've found riches in cities in the company of poor in libraries and sanctuaries of collectors who only words and music are adored but love escapes me so rich and to be collected in life's travels yet those that secure it treat it like candy and the wrapper they've unraveled tossing it, polluting the streets of hearts and communities and people unnamed i hear your call for being just is Commitment your name?

My Teaching Star
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens

Playing Poker The Right Way! : In Depth
Last time we left off we had finished the generalities of the game in short. Heres a few quick steps in certain general situations: 1) Watch the average pop size! This will help you decide and judge when you have a pocket hand that could be great or turn to crap in a heartbeat. An Ace/6 is great if everyone is betting dollars and cents and the flop is only one ace. Its crap when ppl are betting 10's of dollars and the flop is only one Ace........anything can happen from then on, remember a pair of aces is only so good. 2) I'm not fisished!!! As my own rule, I dont raise on the Turn card......your cards could be the best, so why jepordize the other player not betting. On the other hand you could have one more shot on the River....why waist money on somethat might not happen. NOW GO WIN!.......and have fun.

Festivus
'Twas the night before the playoffs, when all through Charm City Ravens fans were stirring and even felt giddy. The jerseys were hung by the chimney with flare, In hopes that Joe Flacco soon would be there. The fans were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of the playoffs danced in their heads. And when we awoke and January 10th was the date, We just settled down for a winter's tailgate, When out in the end zone there arose such a clatter, The opponent looked over to see what was the matter. In a huddle of players that looked like a flash, The Ravens looked ready for a hard-hitting clash. The season had boiled down to one single game as the players were looking for more than just fame, And what to my wondering eyes looked intense, For it was Ray Lewis…and the Baltimore defense. A terrifying unit, so lively and quick, They'll hit you, they'll haunt you, or even grab the pick. More rapid than wolves these hunters they came,

Pimpout For My New Owner, Gbeaver.
2e67e48af4.png"> PIMPOUT FOR MY NEW OWNER, Gbeaver: Show him some love!!! Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW and proud member of the Horny Toad club@ fubar Here is who he chose to have pimped out with him, Sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver owned by Big Daddy T@ fubar And § BIG Daddy T § ~ fu-owned by ~N~Power~@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess@ fubar

Up Coming Appointment
I have an appointment this Wednesday, with one of my oncologists. I have been in pain since about December 26th... my lymph nodes have been inflamed/enlarged putting pressure on either muscle or nerves under my arm. I feels like I've been leaning on a crutch this entire time, with no rest from the pressure. Sometimes are worse than other times, but for the most part I am not able to get comfortable. I am always tired... I am not a fan of getting CT scans, but if the doctor doesn't suggest one, I am going to request one, as well as a chest X-ray. My chest has been feeling rather tight too. Just wanted to vent on that...

Chriss Caffery
Chris Caffery is out of New York City, New York. He has a record label with Locomotive - Lava/Atlantic Records. Chris Caffery plays lead guitar in the bands Savatage and The Trans-Siberian Orchestra. He has been with Savatage for a very long time with his first tour to support the CD "Hall of The Mountain King" and the following CD was entitled "Gutter Ballet". The video for this song is played all the time on VH1 Classics. The band has sold millions of cd's and played for hundreds of thousands of fans world-wide. In January of 2004 he began pre-production for his very first solo CD ever. Recording began in February. Here are a couple of songs to be listening for on God's Forsaken Radio by this up and coming solo artist, Pisses Me Off, and Edge Of Darkness. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Chris Caffery!!!!

Wretch
Wretch is out of Niles, Ohio. The band is a classic traditional power metal band straight out of Cleveland’s glorious 80's underground, featuring current and former members from Beyond Fear, Seven Witches and Breaker. Wretch has a record label with Auburn Records. Following up last year’s critically-acclaimed “Reborn” album, Wretch returned with a collection of previously unreleased material in support of their feature performance at this year’s 2007 Headbanger’s Open Air Festival in Germany July 12-14. The new album is "Make This Garden Burn." Some of the bands songs are, The Winners, The Challenge, Reborn, Make This Garden Burn, Life, I Will Defy Eyes Of Fate, I Am Storm, Cry For The Young. Lead singer Colin Watson is also one of our Dj's here at God's Forsaken Radio!!!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Wretch!!!!!

I Hope It Touches U'r Heart Like It Has Touched Mine.....
This is a e-mail from my oldest of three sons....his name is Lance and he is 21 yrs. old.... hey mom: (AKA The Worlds Greatest Mother) I just wanted to let you know that you mean a lot to me mom. I really appreciate all the good things you have helped me accomplish in life and for always being there for me. I don't know what I would do with out you. You are a big piece of my life and the most important. Who could ask for a better mother. I know that we have gone through some hard times but you and I have always stuck by one another's side and that means a great deal to me. I know that you feel like you probably wrong or wished you could have raised us differently, but I am going to prove to you that you are a great mother and that you raised us kids perfectly. Do not ever look at how Dusty and Josh have turned out as a reflection of you, if that was true I would be like that wouldn't I? Life is about choices and you have taught me that people make good ones and bad ones. Eventually the

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Real Steel
Real Steel is out of Cleveland - New Philadelphia, Ohio. They have a record label with Retrospect Records. Their influences are Rainbow, U.F.O., Judas Priest, Thin Lizzy, Kiss, Van Halen, Deep Purple, and Savatage. Real Steel emerged from the incredibly fertile Cleveland Ohio Metal Scene of the eighties. Real Steel was actually put together in rural Tuscarawas County by Dave Hasselbach, Scott Smalley, and Bobby Stocker. After a year of trying different people in the other guitar spot, the final piece of the puzzle was found in the form of Parma High School Sophomore Paul Klaff! These four musicians had an incredible chemistry together from the first note they ever played, and also an incredibly intense work ethic that bordered on obsession! Songs came together quickly, and the classic Real Steel Sound of melodic virtuoso guitars, catchy riffs, leather lunged lead vocals, soaring three part harmonies, and a driving rhythm section, were now in place and ready to be taken to the masses. R

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Conquest
Conquest is out of St. Louis, Missouri. The band members are Derrick, Mike, Tony and Tim. They have a record label with Dark Star Records. Conquest is Pure Thrash/Power Metal. Their influences are Metallica, Iced Earth, Judas Priest, Iron Maiden, Primal Fear, Shadows Fall, Motley Crue, Pantera, Testament, Megadeth, Sabbath and Slayer. Conquest has a sound that is truly all their own, with their duel crushing guitar onslaught combined with thunderous bass & drums. Conquest are a true original, in a world where alot of bands sound the same and are trying to find their niche, Conquest has definatly found theirs. Conquest who are on the Jagermister Tour Series have been matched with many bands ranging from Stone Sour to Overkill, Conquest are fast to up and come, they will leave you wanting more!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Conquest!!!

Dream Team Member Got A Auto-11 On !
Big Bad Mama - Foxy Brown AKAMRS. T IS HAVING A AUTO-11 ON ALL DAY SATURDAY! NEED POINTS OR JUST TO LEVEL THEN STOP BY AND GOT $$$$ FOR FOLDER DURING HH TIME! STARTING TONIGHT TILL SUNDAY! SHOW A DIVA SOME LOVE MySpace Codes ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar (repost of original by 'AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE AND OWNER BLACLIE22' on '2009-01-10 16:59:55') (repost of original by '+MRMostunderated+ (shadowleveler)(*Dgizzle the pu$$ycat pimp)(stalker2/stalked by lil freakstar)' on '2009-01-10 17:14:35')

Tweaking My List- Don't Freak
For those that are hypersensitive about your ranking, I'm changing it because I want to. Family is family. Friends are friends. Even still ranking doesn't matter. Those that are important to me know where they rank in my heart.

People
i love how people just accept adds, but dont rate, fan or comment. fucks that all about, too good to do anything? maybe thats why people give out low rates, you fucks are ignorant. oh i need a blast, oh i need this, i need that. dont really need SHIT, you WANT that so you can look cool on a fuckin website. And dumbasses give it to you not thinkin anything about it. i hope you and your windows vista havin ass get a fuckin virus. and that GOES to some of the people on my list. you're just like everyone else, your SHIT stinks too.

Tax Deductibles A Way To Get Money Back From The State By Giving To The Salvation Army Instead Of Throwing Away Your Items
Valuation Guide for Salvation Army Donations Your continued support makes our good work possible. Your qualifying tax deductible donations are resold through our Salvation Army Thrift Stores and Salvation Army Family Stores through the country and serve to fund our Adult Rehabilitation program. The Value Guide below will assist you in determining the tax-deductible value of any items you are donating to The Salvation Army. You will see that the table includes low and high estimates of value. Please choose a value within this range that is in keeping with your item's relative age and quality. If you have questions, your local Salvation Army Thrift Store and donation center will be able to assist you. A receipt for your items may be obtained in one of three ways: 1. If you drop off a donation at a local Salvation Army Family Thrift Store or Corps (worship and community center), the clerk or receptionist will be happy to provide you with a receipt. 2. If your items are dropped

Mr. Joe Smith
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock ( MADE IN JAPAN ) for 6 a.m. while his coffeepot ( MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor ( MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt ( MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes ( MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet ( MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch ( MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio ( MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car ( MADE IN GERMANY ) filled it with gas from ( Saudi Arabia ) and continued his search for a good paying ( AMERICAN ) jOB at the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his computer ( Made In Malaysia ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals ( MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine ( MADE IN FRANCE ) and turned on his TV ( MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why h

My Me
Ok everytime I start to chat with a guy and hit it off preety good. He tells me things I like to hear. We exchnage pictures and talk on the phone. And then i ask or he tells me he single when the truth is is married!!! I mean does every freaking guy look at me like im a sex toy!!! I want to meet a REAL guy not married who really like me for me. And to be honest with me!!. Is that really to much to ask for gee!!

Tax Deductibles A Way To Get Money Back From The State By Giving To The Salvation Army Instead Of Throwing Away Your Items
Tax valuation guide for donated goods By Kay Bell • Bankrate.com As you clean out your closet or reorganize your household, be sure to keep track of the items you give to charity. It's your job, not the charity's, to report the value of the donation to the Internal Revenue Service. Tax law now requires that all household items given to a charity must be in good or better condition. Those questionable items you donated in previous years and claimed were worth a few dollars because they were in fair condition are no longer acceptable. Several computer software programs are available to help you figure the tax value of your goodwill. But many people still prefer to use pen and paper, jotting down the item and its worth as they are pulling it from the closet or dresser drawer. If that's your style, the following list will give you an idea of what your donated clothing and household goods are worth. It indicates fair market value for some common items as suggested in the Salv

David Copperfield
This really is something... THIS SHOULD MAKE YOU THINK A BIT, PRETTY GOOD CARD TRICK TO FIGURE OUT:This is down right spooky...I even scrolled up and changed my card and did it again ....what I was thinking....spoooooky...............don't forget that this is all in fun ! !HAVE FUN !

Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Wolf
The burning question rests upon my lips... Would you offer your throat to the wolf? Do you secretly burn to bear it's mark? Has your heart ached to feed it's soul? Do you hunger to surrender your flesh? Do you know how hungry I am for you? Would you offer your body to the beast? Do you ache inside with a need to tame it? Have you ever dreamed of being mine? Can you conquer your fears and claim it? Would you offer your throat to the wolf?

Why The Blues Rock
Howdy, Sorry if you read my blogs, and were waiting. I'm not fancy enough on this to probably have anyone read these regularly. But if you do, "my bad." I've come to appreciate the blues on a different level then when I was an aspiring musician. I say aspiring musician, but I think I was in a drinking club with a music problem, but that's a whole different story. Now I appreciate the blues for a different reason. I like the blues now, because it's proof that someone else has felt as bad as I do at times. They're just better at expressing it. Sometimes I feel like exploding. I feel like there's no way on earth anyone can have as low a feeling as I have. I want someone to be able to say, "wow, that's f-d up." and know that they actually feel what I've felt. I know it's egotistical to believe that my low is any lower than any one elses low. With blues, you realize that you're not alone. There are other people out there in just as much pain. Thank you Blues, for makin

Rebecca
Rebecca had always enjoyed her mornings at the local bakery. It was set up cafe style so she could sit outside while enjoying her coffee and danish, reading her book. Life couldn't be any better than this. The sun beamed down on her face. He strong features, angular nose, large hazel eyes were spotlighted by the rays. The way the light reflected off her curly long tresses made her seem aglow; her auburn hair blowing softly in the morning breeze. She was so engrossed, so serene, in this moment that she failed to notice the black cadillac pulling up alongside the curb. Suddenly and without warning, a large robust man bolted out of the car and grabbed Rebecca, pulling her to the vehicle. She screamed, kicking and attempting to bite, the bliss of the morning turning into sudden and complete darkness. Terrified, Rebecca only heard the sound of her heartbeat as a bandana securely was fastened around her head, blinding her. "Fuck you asshole!!!" she bellowed, a last attempt at figh

Heading Into The New Year....
Some of us made it alive. Some of us didnt. Lest we forget those who's passed away before today happened. Be fortunate that we all made it this far. Call it luck, fate, an act of God. We're still here... If you can't be thankful for that, then why bother, that is indeed true Hell... Never take it, anything, for granted. You love someone, just fucking tell them. Bullshit happens. Live through it. They're right. When God shuts a door, He opens another. Just fucking walk through it. Why be afraid, time spent being scared takes time away from actually doing something. I sit here by myself in my room this New Years. I can be going out and spending it with friends. Getting drunk. Celebrating. Not cuz I have to, but cuz I want to. You know, this life is not so bad after all. I opened my eyes when I went home, select few know exactly what I am talking about. People tell you never to look back at things. Why not? It happened, would be a shame to never look back and forget everythin

The Line In The Sand
The line is being drawn through my heart. We're conceiving fires through our thoughts. You're just like me, you're just like me... This is everything I've wanted to tell you. I'm still in love with everything about you. ...and I feel the wreckage from everything you do. ...and I'm tired of still waiting... If I told you the truth now, would you still leave and take my heart? ...and I still feel ugly, but you're ugly just like me. If I showed you the truth now, would you still leave, will you ever change? ...but I still feel empty, will I always lose this game? This is everything I've wanted to show you. I'm no longer scared of anything about you. I live through the damage of the heart you took from me. ...and I'm tired of still wanting...