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Poem By Dana Larsen
A pot Please share and distribute freely GREEN BUDS AND HASH Would you like green buds and hash? - No I would not, Mister Stash! Would you like them in a bong? Would you like them all day long? - No I would not in a bong! - No I would not all day long! - I do not like green buds and hash. - I do not want them Mister Stash! Would you like them wrapped in paper? Will you try them now or later? - I do not want them wrapped in paper. - I don't want them now or later. - I don't want them in a bong, - I do not want them all day long. - I do not like green buds and hash, - I do not want them Mister Stash! Would you like them in a joint? - No I would not, what's the point? Perhaps you would prefer a puff? Just have one, that is enough. - I won't partake, not of a puff, - Nor a hoot, nor hit, nor huff! Would you try a tiny toke? - No I don't want any smoke! What if they were vaporized? - I've told you no a thousand times! Would you, could

Today Is The Big Day!!!
Well my friends – today is the day. Today is the last day of my employment at the office I’ve worked for the last 9 years. I have seen the error of my ways – I have repented. I walk away from this disaster in the making with a full heart and a slackful grin plastered upon my face. And why am I so happy to leaving this job? Because I know exactly what is coming. And I’m going to be as far away from it as I can get. I’ll be standing upon that high hill, watching the citizens burn this bitch to the ground – and I’ll be laughing and dancing. I’ve tried to warn you for years about what’s going down. I’ve put my neck on the line more times than I can count to help those in need, and I get spit on for my efforts. I try to point out the situation as clearly as I can, going from point A to B to C, and the fools sit there slack-jawed and glassy eyed – a string of drool hanging from their lip. I’ve pulled the curtain back and exposed the man pulling the strings – and no one cares. My

Abunza Launch
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Emily Has Auto 11's On
With 4 million to go, help Emily, Dangerous Curves Member, find her way to the next level and hit yours while doing it! Turn those 10's into automatic 11's for you and her! ♫3MiLy* Make sure to check out her group homepage to find all the other beautiful women she mingles with... ஐ*ღDangerous Curvesღ*ஐ (♥All Girl Group♥) (repost of original by '.:*♥F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥*:. Ço•FöùNd€r «oƒ»DånGê®øuS CürVèS' on '2008-12-31 07:05:06')

Very Important!!!
=== 'Simply Me ~Dangerous Curves Member~' wrote the following at '2008-12-30 19:02:04'.. Tonight I found out Sammie Feisty got into a car accident... I am not sure how she is doing yet but the little guy was with her ..... Please pray for her that she is ok!!! Most of you know she is a wonderful and beautiful person ...so please show her lots of love!!!! She is #1 in my family and friends.... But lets leave her lots of love!!!!!! I will post more info :( ━━☆FEISTY☆━━®™FornicatesWife•{FU BAD B*TCH}•DANGEROUS CURVES TY For This Info Marissa We Appreciate It!! UPdate 2:50 pm EST A Little Update On sam And Her Lil One, Sam (Fiesty) is Ok and Her Little One Had TO have a few Stitches, but other wise they are Well, Thank God!! Happy New years all

My Fu Love Life
So I couldnt sleep and i lay in bed thinking about these fu men. DO we really know them. yet we give them our heart. If I met any of them on the street would I have even given them a second look. Man 1 Pros: Great smile, makes me laugh, sexy, made me feel like a princess, tall, loves me Cons: drinks, smokes, wears a grill (like flava flav) has no stable job, on the run from police, put me down alot, no stable home, we fought and broke up alot, After being with another girl he comes back loving me wanting me. We have been broke up several months. NOt sure if i want to trust him again or just continue on my journey looking for that special man who can be my mr. right Man 2 Pros: Sexy, tall, wonderful daddy, very caring, is a hard worker, values family, loves me, loves God, cons: secret underside to this one im not sure about, piercings, tattoos, distant at times, flew there and he stood me up, lives in a party pad, talked crap about me to his um friend on fubar

I Love You Means....
"I love you" has so many meanings and 9 times out of 10 it's one of these: "I want to have sex with you until I get bored and move on" or "I want you to support me because I am too lazy to work" or "I want to have you as an ornament to dangle on my arm until I can get a prettier one" or "I love you, but not enough to stay if you get pregnant or if we run into any difficult problems."

This Was Good
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

New Years Resolutions
Those of you who know both Todd and I probably know a lot more about our personal life than you should...We are both guilty of running to our friends and saying things in anger or without thinking that make our life together sound pretty horrible at times...If you knew either of us before we got together or even the first few months after then you know we both had NSFW pics and "friends" we chatted with...yeah we were both kinda naughty...It has been a rough uphill battle to try to work things out but this last couple of months we have managed to make a lot of progress and we are finally enjoying our relationship the way we should...However we both kind of miss some of the fun and excitement we lost during our jealous period...and yes...we BOTH had our jealous moments believe it or not...I am sure all of you are sitting there thinking..."why...if you are finally finding happiness are you thinking about changing things?"...well...I guess you could say we need to know we can trust each o

9 Sex Fetishes You Probably Didn’t Know Existed
So you’ve read the Kama Sutra, or whatever ancient book about sex there is. I doubt, however, that these books ever had something like “frozen pudding pop” or “red wings” listed in its pages. Because no matter how imaginative or creative the writers of these old sex guides may have been, they’re no match to the capability of modern man to come up with the most perverse, some even sick, ways of pleasuring themselves during sex. Here are some of them: 1. Red Wings Cunnilingus on a menstruating woman. Bloody hell. 2. The Burning Bush This one is appropriately named, because a burning bush is literally what happens when a man dips his willie in hot sauce, then penetrates a woman vaginally. Let’s see these pervs try this act with sauce made of the Bhut Jolokia, listed by Guinness as the hottest chili in the world. 3. Taco Fondue A woman’s vagina is stuffed with cheese, then the man’s dong stuffs the vagina, pulled out with bits and pieces of cheese stuck on it, then put in

Top Ten
C’mon, admit it. Whether you like it or not, every single person on Earth has a sexual fetish of their own. Some get their rocks off by spanking during sex. Others are aroused by bondage of some kind. I, for one, am an omolagniac. But before you think I’m some kind of sick pervert, omolagnia is basically getting turned on by nudity. And who isn’t turned on by people getting nekked? D-uh! To turn a certain segment of the world’s population on, however, takes much more than showing them a naked human body. While some of the sexual fetishes that exist today are nothing more than just unconventional but harmless sexual practices, there are many that border on the sick, and some are just plain sickening. As far as I’m concerned, these are 10 of the most bizarre sexual fetishes on Earth: 1. Transformation fetish Strictly speaking, people who have this fetish are sexually aroused by depictions of transformations, usually of people into other beings or objects. I guess that makes Jayn

Why I Don't Add 40+ Y/o Men
So I get asked quite often why I don't add men that are over 40. I have two reasons why. So since I'm bored at work I'll share my two reasons. 1. In high school you have the horny teenage boys being perverts. On fubar I've come to realize its the men over 40 that are the horny perverts. Most of the over 40 men that leave me comments, friend requests, messages all say something perverted. Where as the under 40 do not. Maybe some day I'll post some proof of this. 2. Its one thing to say perverted things towards me when your in my age range. But when your in my mothers age range and beyond. Its gross. I don't want to hear about what some guy that's old enough to be my parent wants to do to me. Your not turning me on..your just making my stomach turn. Go fuck your friends daughter and see how much he likes the fact that you fucked his kid. Keep in mind that the ONLY ways I'll add you as a friend if your over 40 is because a) A friend of mine told you to send me an add and you sta

Outside - Staind
And you can bring me to my knees again All the times, that I could beg you please, in vain All the times, that I felt insecure, for you And I leave my burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times that I felt like this won't end It's for you And I tasted what I could never have It was from you All the times that I've cried, my intentions, full of pride But I waste more time than anyone But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times that I've cried All this wasted, it's all inside And I feel, all this pain, stuffed it down It's back again And I lie here in bed, all alone, I can't mend But I feel tomorrow will be okay But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I

Internet Difficulties
About 3 weeks back,Massachusetts Rutland Sufferd the worst ice storm in History.My internet was knocked out,around 11pm that Horrible night.trees were snatching at the tops,branches everywhere luckerly no damage to the main house where I reside.The small apt had roof damage the cover was broke off the outboard motor an the canu was ruin'd.no power for over a week.We heated house with wood stove.an cooked on it as well.sponge baths only with water heated from wood stove. Charter came to restore net,around 10 days later.Big arguement with me many phone calls later an the Fascist pigs at charter communications terminated my connection.my only choice then was Verizon.I had hoped to get it for x'mas but then it was delayed till 29th of dec.then wasn't fixed till 30th.then I only had fubar for 1 hr.damn tease I'm back now hopefully till my next enteruption of enternet.Which is now verizon DSL.The telephone line from the pole to the house is a bit worn an with yesterdays 50 mph winds didn't

If Men Had A Vagina...
Top 10 things men would do if they woke up and had a vagina for a day: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes...BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too... And, the NUMBER ONE thing men would do if they woke up with a vagina... 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

Read Me!!!!
ok all u fu friends, starting next week i'm only going to be checking in about once a week. i will be on my messenger about all the time, so if u wanna get a hold of me ask for my messenger if u dont' already have it, and i'll think about giving it to you lol...well i think i'm outty for now... hugs and kisses from me to you :)

New Year
OH WELL YET A OTHER YEAR GONE AND NEXT YEAR WILL BE THE SAME TRUTH I LIKE TO FIND SOMEONE TO BE WITH BUT I KNOW I NEVER WILL THIS TIME NEXT YEAR I BE ALONE HAS BEEN ALONE THIS YEAR BUT I HOPE ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TURE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT 2009

Wtf??
I got very little sleep last night. What sleep i did get seems to have been filled with this freakish dream/nightmare I had.... It's pretty vague and short but still messed up... I was with my Dad and my Ex-Stepmother. My Grandmother was there along with my half siblings. It seems to have been my Grandmothers house but it wasn't quite the same. Then it flashes... We (myself, my Dad and my Ex Stepmother) are all in a truck going to some hillbilly place. Run down, crap everywhere. But they let me bring my new little kitten with me. All black and cute as hell. Anyways, we are in some strange contraption that I suppose is supposed to be a house. I'm playing with my kitten and notice something odd about his purr. Somehow I realize he had eaten my cell! (Don't ask I have NO fricking idea). So i run and tell my dad and he says it's normal?!! That he'll just crap it out and be fine. but I can tell by the look on his face, he's lying. Awhile goes by and I see the poor thing fight

Dont Ever Question That
Don't ever fucking question that Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights, To place you dangerously close to that sun, Enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore And recognize the cause of what's done is done, More than enough to put my name behind my ideals, And neglect my logic twice daily. Enough to keep me looking for my lucy in the sky with gems, When I remember how you used to call me baby, Enough to look in my mirror with detest for every tear you shed regardless of Why you wept, Enough to curse any man who can't appreciate the depth of the ocean i swam Till i ran out of breath. I love you, don't ever fucking question that, That's why we'll probably never get along. If I was better at finding the right words to say, I wouldn't need to write These mother fucking songs. I love you, I love you Never, don't ever fucking question that, don't ever fucking question that. Riding the public transit, I study the blank stares to answ

What Will Be Next ?
2003 : sadness 2004 : wondering and caring, searching 2005 : mistakes, lies, deceptions, fights 2006 : tries, new things 2007 : desillusion and tears before a sunshine came in my sky 2008 : dreams, plans, waits, undecesion, fears but hopes, hopes, hopes 2009 : time for decisions and construction , a "fundation" may all your dreams come true...

What Would You Do?
Questions first... message with your answers...smile. 1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get your significant other's house, short or long? 2. On the way you see 2 rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend, of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combo of the two) 3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do? 4. You go up to you boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed? 5. Later, it's time for bed. You a

Look Up!
SOMEONE ASKED ME TO REPOST THIS SO HERE YA GO:) THE BUZZARD: If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6 feet by 8 feet and is entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner.. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of 10 to 12 feet. Without space to run, as is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. THE BAT: The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkable nimble Creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed On the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and, No doubt, painfully, until it reaches some slight elevation from which it Can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash. THE BUMBLEBEE: A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there Until it dies,

Pain
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where i called you on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

A Friendly Reminder!!
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO "SEARCH" THEN USING "NAME SEARCH" TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN FIND THOSE 11'S! PS I WILL BE RUNNING AUTO 11'S TODAY YOU CAN ALSO FIND OTHERS AS ALWAYS IN MY TOP FAMILY

12.31.08 - Bruce Hornsby - Mandolin Rain
SONG VERSION BELOW Mandolin Rain - Bruce Hornsby and the Range LYRICS BELOW The song came and went, like the times that we spent Hiding out from the rain, under the carnival tent I laughed and she'd smile, it would last for awhile You don't know what you've got, till you lose it all again Listen to the mandolin rain, listen to the music on the lake Ah listen to my heart break, everytime she runs away Oh, listen to the banjo wind, a sad song drifting low Listen to the tears roll, down my face as she turns to go Cool evening dance, listen to the bluegrass band Takes the chill from the air, until they play the last song I'll do my time, oh keeping you off my mind But there's moments that I find, I'm not feeling so strong Listen to the mandolin rain, listen to the music on the lake Ah, listen to my heart break, everytime she runs away Oh, listen to the banjo wind, a sad song drifting low Listen to the tears roll, down my face as she turns to go Runn

In The Spirit Of Crazy Horse, Freedom Of Leonard Peltier
Peltier Central Texas Branch Support Group wicahcalaLeonard Peltier Support Group:KYcontact@whoisleonardpeltier.infohttp://www. freepeltiernow. org/educate. htm

Fu-marriage Gone Wrong
So, if your fu-marriage hits the skids, get a fu- divorce and ask the fu- court for fu-alimony, and if there's fu-kids thats 17% of his fu-income for fu-child support. If he doesn't pay that's contempt of fu-court and he could go to fu-jail, where he might get fu-raped in the shower if he drops the fu-soap. he'd have to make a fu-shiv to protect himself, or join a fu-gang like the fu-aryan brotherhood or the fu-crips, or just learn fu-kung fu.

Every Day - Buddy Holly (imitation)
Every DayBuddy Holly and the CricketsThe Chirping Crickets (Brunswick)Songwriters: Holly, Charles; Petty, Norman.Every Day, it's a-gettin' closer, Goin' faster than a roller coaster, A love like yours will surely come my way. Ah Hey, Ah hey hey Every day - it's a gettin' faster Everyone says go ahead and ask her A love like yours will surely come my way Ah hey, Ah hey hey Every day seems a little longer Every way - love's a little stronger Come what may - do you ever long for True love from me? I tried to find the original, but the only one was a jukebox demo which cuts the song off before the end.

Please Read Would Love Feed Back
hello everyone ive started writting again trying to get some poetry together for a project please let me know what you think ambra BREATHLESS a face comes to mind and i smile, the never ending urge to run my thumb across his bottum lip as he puts his hands through my hair, a memory the longing I feel is oh to real but where is he. I feel him, I know he's near i know he's real for the way my heart pounds as his breath caresses my cheek. yet why does he leave, the fear of him not returning makes me ache, makes me scream, leaves me breathless.

Supertuesday
Yesterday, was a supeRTuesday for me. There are times when it seems everything just goes right. You miss red lights, there's a 75%-OFF sale, or there's a perfect rainbow right above your head. Yesterday was one of those days. I woke up feeling strong, energized, and positive. My body wasn't as weak as last week since I recovered from the bad cold I caught. I had nursed myself smart with a lot of fluids, scheduled medicine-intake around the clock, and just relaxed through the cold. And, yes, I ate chicken soup. Anyway, I woke up with a real sense of healing and not some forced or false sense of recovery. I have fully recovered physically, mentally, and emotionally. Let's face it. When you are sick, you feel powerless and negative. It's natural. Anyway, unlike prior battles with colds or the flu, I toughed it out and sort of willed myself to get better. So I got up on time, ate a low-carb, high protein meal. My appetite was back and I was eating like a pregnant la

Help Me To Godmother
The one and only GOTHIC SLAVE is less than a million points to GODMOTHER!!! Please come help her level before its 2009!!! She’s a sweetie and she’ll luv you back for every ounce of luv you show her! Come on and give her some good FU LUVIN! ♥ღ•:*¨¨*:•.ღ♥ Gothic Slave ♥ღ•:*¨¨*:•.ღ♥@ fubar MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com Brought to you by: ♥Brown Eyed Girl ♥ ™ ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar PLEASE GO SHOW MY GIRL ** BROWN EYED GIRL ** SOME LOVING FOR ALL THE HELP

Read And Comment
This really gets to me cuz she was the same age as my daughter. This Bitch needs to be hung in public to show the world what a true Bitch she really is. That poor little girl did nothing to deserve this type of death for no reason. PLEASE PLAY SONG FIRST IN MEMORY OFCaylee Marie Anthony>In rememberance of a beautiful three year old girl by the name of Caylee Marie Anthony. She was such a sweet, loving, caring, and pretty child. She was just like a little angel.>I don't see how anyone could be so cold hearted to do something to such a sweet little girl.What Happened?Little Caylee has been missing since sometime back in June. The police weren't notified of Caylee's disapperance until a whole MONTH later, after she had disappeared. Caylee's own mother [Casey Anthony] wasn't the one to call and confront the police. CASEY'S mother [Caylee's grandmother] called and notified the police saying that the mother has confirmed the disappearance of Caylee and the trunk of Casey

What Is Going On?
So I joined this site a few days back, not knowing what it was about. 2 day into it, I still have no F-ing clue! lol I see good looking women and it seems like you have to have been online for ever, but is the purpose to be that guy! I will give this a little more of a go. I hope to have figured out what the hell is going on with in a week or so! Pistol

For My Mom
It is now Two months since she has left this world to sit at the Right Hand of God. She is sadly missed by those who knew her. She is deeply loved and missed by her children and grand-children. She is no longer in any pain. May she continue to Rest in Peace...She is now our New Light in the nights sky. This world can be a lonely place, so few of us remain, Who care for their fellow man, who will cause no other pain, That give freely to those they meet, they greet them with a smile, Doing all they can each day, to make others feel worthwhile, I was one who thought, all this world could be was cruel, That in the battle of light and dark, that evil won every duel, When from the dark an angel rode, a blinding shaft of light Saying despair no longer my daughter, everything will be alright, I am here to show you now, there's caring people left, Unlike most of those you know, of good emotions bereft, Look to the east, you see it, in the darkest that new star, Beneat

Excuse The Fuk Out Of Me?
UGH I have been friends with this guy for FIVE YEARS and today am told that since he was falling for this girl really hard.. he couldn't be my friend anymore WTF IS THIS SHIT is she THAT insecure? i mean ffs.. he lives 8 freaking hours from me now.. how the HELL am i supposed to go do anything with him? or is it HIM? is it that HE can't be friends with females when he has a girlfriend? Thinking back... he has made disappearances before.. i assumed he was busy.. but was it that he had a girlfriend and just COULDN'T be friends with me? i have NEVER slept with the guy.. have never kissed the guy.. never ANYTHING with the guy but because he has a damn girlfriend i lose out on a damn friend.. WTF IS THIS SHIT!??!?!

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

I Remember
I remember ur kisses,Ur body next to mine, I remember ur eyes,And how they looked at mine, I remember how ud say u loved me, I remember how ud say u missed me. I remember everything,how it was,When ud be @ work and how I missed u sooo much. I remember the time when u were by my side, I regret the things I kept inside. I regret the things I didnt do. If id done it all so right,I know 2day, Id still be with you.....

Princess Jasmine-written By Mr Cc
Once upon a time, in a mystical land full of faeries and magic, there lived a kind and intelligent princess named Jasmine. She was the most beautiful of all the king's daughters, bringing in people from far and wide to marvel at her beauty, be inspired by her thoughtful speeches, and be humbled by her caring generosity. She was so well-renowned for being the epitome of all things princessy, that the faerie conclave sent an ambassadress to her in order to grant her any wish her heart desired. She wished, with all her heart, for a magical pony..one whom she could talk to and would be her bestest friend in the whole wide world. The fairy laughed at such a wish, the childish innocence of it, but waved her wand and granted it. Jasmine was very happy, being the only person in the world with a talking pony...her bestest friend. They lived many many years together, frolicking in the fields, blessing the peasants, and doing their princessly duties (for Jasmine was never one to shirk her res

Abunza Travel Rewards
Abunza Travel RewardsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowInternet Marketing for Abunza or any other company for that matter is not rocket science. You simply have to know where people are looking for information about your niche, in this case Abunza, and are sure you provide that quality content to them.So how to do find where people are looking for information about Abunza? Well, for purposes of this discussion, let's keep it simple. 80% of the people looking for information about Abunza do so using Google or You Tube or both with the keyword Abunza.Therefore, our objective is getting ourselves listed on Google, preferably the first page, and better yet in the top 5 for the search term Abunza.Google loves articles, press releases, videos, and Squidoo lenses. Therefore, if you can do a little research on the topic and optimize your submissions, you can quickly find yourselves on the first page of Google using these sources.If you want to earn $10K per month or more in Abunza, consis

Single
well im still single. have been since august 2nd and not sure how long im going to be. hope it is on to long, i need to have someone that i can depend on in my life. thought i found that before but they turnd out to be really big ass holes and treated me like i was not a person. well we will see what is going to happen.

Speak English!
So my first week in Germany (Jan 1988), me and my buddy Marty head downtown, and wind up having a beer at the Irish Pub. As I'm sitting there sipping on a very thick and very warm Guinness, a local walks up to the cigarette machine and puts a few marks in it. It doesn't dispense any product and he's very annoyed, and as he turns away, he sees that I was watching what was going, and grinned at me and said something. I had NO IDEA what he was saying, but since most Germans do speak English, I said "oh I'm sorry I only speak English" and he gave me a "what a dumb-fuck" look and walked away. My friend Marty busted out laughing and said "Dude he was a Brit.. he WAS speaking English". :P (Next time slow your words down and enunciate properly!)

New Year Lets Hope For Better Things In My Life
well other year down am going to really try and change my life am going to get better confidence in me so i can talk to girls better when i go out in real life i hope to get gf and get laid lol i need to do this i need a change so wish me luck i need it lol ty for my friends on that talktome

My Talk With Me
She asked me to talk to him. So I did. I drove past the gate, parked in “employee only” section (my defiance still flares), signed in, wore a visitor badge, buzzed through two doors, carded through double sliding, got let in a enclosed courtyard cage and finally buzzed through the entrance: “Adolescent Unit” the sign said (nothing looked adolescent about it) and I talked to him. Most people saw the perfect child (“The Perfect Child or T.P.C. is what THEY used to call me) such a quiet and polite boy who keeps to himself and knows just what to say. Quiet and polite people who keep to themselves are in the news lately. Quiet and polite people who keep to themselves dress up as Santa Claus and kill people on Christmas Eve. Initially, I saw a quiet and polite boy who kept to himself and knew just what to say. I didn’t see any more than I had to probably because I didn’t want to look. I try not to go there anymore. Whatever the reason, I didn’t see what was staring right bac

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Sleep didn't keep me Sadness won't leave me I'm held in darkness I can't take back what I thought was mine My Angel tries to comfort me My Demon won't stop tormenting me I'm lost in a world I don't understand Surrounded by people I hate Just go away

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. What position would we do i

Dirty Magic
In my own simple way I think she wants me only She said," Come over right away." But she's just not that way Her little soul is stolen See her put on her brand new face Pull the shades Razor blades You're so tragic I hate you so but love you more I'm so elastic The things you say Games you play Dirty magic I should know better than to think I'd reach inside her It's all a cloudy kind of daze She's not so sweet today She mocks me, I'm no fighter It all just seems like such a waste

The Darkness Within
The feelings of sorrow and loss are so profound I feel I'm slowly being devoured and fear I will never again know the warmth of light in my soul again. Darkness and shawdows are my heart, cold and ice are my soul. The farce called love will never again be able to trick me into believing that light and love guide our souls through the endless maze called life. The only love that is real and unbreakable is the love I have for and from my girls. They are the only points of light I am able to see, feel, and follow on my journey. Three bright lights and one faint little ember barely able to sustain itself but hidden and forever protected by the three sisters never known. Never known, but always protected by. I will never again share my love, life, spirit, and soul with anyone. No one deserves it, no one can protect it, no one can nuture it. What was once so bright and full of potential has become so corrupt with hatred, it now longs only for solitude ad quiet. So it will slowly choke and wi

Werk Is Gnar Lay.
so after doin a couple WWE events in NH and ME. ....i believe ive seen enough retarded inbreed fux to last atleast 100 yrs. with th@ said....i fell better. now dont "quote" me wrong here.... handicapped ppl are ok...its the stupid fucts th@ go to these events im talkin about......out of 10,000 ppl....7,000 of them think its real...and the other three thousand are going because they have to!. i can understand goin 4 the kids......but holy crap ppl!!! there were like 25-35 yr. olds goin cuz they love it....its re-dick-u-luss! but as long as these ppl keep giving me free money...my hand will be there to take it...lol. so yeah....its a werk werk werk!!! month and atleast im not 1 of those bastid's th@ got laid off n shit...ouch...th@ blows the pony! (good to be the boss) so i cant REALLY complain i guess. so...tween hockey,basketball,concerts and shit luck..i believe im gonna make it thru the winter till good ol' summer is back...and the moolah starts to roll in like s

Eternal Sleep
The beauty of sleep waits for me She calls to me and wants me to follow She calls me while awake, tempts me with the promise of peace and tranquility Perpetual sleep How do I fight the darkness that is brooding and growing inside? How do I resist the temptation of quiet? Silence is something I need and crave The chaos is too much All I want is to be happy How can that be such an unrealistic request? I always thought that was what most people wanted, yet they constantly make life miserable for themselves and for those around them I know I'm fucked up but I don't fuck with other people's happiness Oh the serenity of sleep To sleep and never have to worry about this insanity called life Never being hurt again Never knowing what crying and heartache or agony of loss, the disappointment of lies and deceit, losing love, and never worrying about what could have been To know only the peace of darkness and silence I just wish I could sleep alone.

Sad Thoughts
should have known this would go like this. nothing can ever be good for me no never. i knew my happiness would only last as long as i could dream. but you have to wake up someday right? i want to go back back to my own world the only place i knew nothign coudl go wrong i see myself in the mirror here and just want to throw things at it. i want to scratch the fat off my body till i am bleeding. i want rip my own hair from my head and claw my own eyes out. i am nothing like i want to be. i want to be skinny . pretty, with long hair not short stupid curls that make my face more fat and ugly then it is. i want to be proud of myself i knwo to not be stupid enough to belive everything i hear. i want to know what to do i want to be able to keep the people that love me around me in sted of pushing them away! i want to be able to belive someone acually loves me and will not hurt me. i want to see love a want to be myself i want to hang with friend party with friends and not worry but i can'

12 Stones-hey Love ( I Still Miss Her)
"Hey Love" Looking back on everything I've done I never thought I'd find the one To share the dreams that only I had seen Locked in the deepest part of me I took a chance to lay it on the line There was nothing left to hide behind If you never love then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Now I'm screaming Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me up On the wings that fly higher than the stars That shine above Thinkin back on everything we've done We watched the waves drown the sun We shared a dream that both us had seen And we made it our reality We found a way to stand the test of time All of our doubts were left behind If you never love, then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Well I'm screamin' Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me u

Tell Me A Story!!!!
Ok....right now I am about as close as I have been from walking right away from this site as I ever have been.......due to something which is in no way my fault it looks as if something has been protioned on me as being my fault...and through this I have lost a very good and dear friend.......one that is maybe the last person I would ever hurt in any shape or form. I have no idea what is behind it but when things like this happen it does make me think is it really all worth it.......

Needing Lots Of Prayers And Support
This month has been a hard month. my 6 year old daughter was backed up over by a one ton duely pickup. she has got a lot of fractured bones. she is back home and doing well. its going to take time for things to get back to normal. im just so thsnkful she was tough and fought through it and i have her back home with me. lots of prayers and support is needed. thank you for the ones that has been there for me and my daughter!!!!

Gone
The darkness comes and holds me close, so close I cannot breathe I feel myself slipping, fighting to keep a hold on what, I don't know But in the dark is where I live It holds me down, I feel safe, But I feel my heart racing, aching, longing for the light Each time it seems so close, its stolen from right out of my hands by some undeserving fuck Am I doomed to be alone and cold Why can't I go away All I want is to go away

S.e.x
Nickelback S.E.X. Lyrics: [Verse 1] No is a dirty word, Never gonna say it first, No is just a thought that never crosses my mind. Maybe in the parking lot, Better bring your friend along, Better off together than just one at a time. [Chorus] S is for the simple need. E is for the ecstasy. X is just to mark the spot, Because that's the one you really want. (Yes!) Sex is always the answer, it's never a question, 'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answers (Yes) Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question, Then it's always yes. Yeeaah! [Verse 2:] I'm loving what you wanna wear, Wonder what's up under there? Wonder if I'll ever have it under my tongue? I love to try to set you free, I love you all over me. Love hearin' the sound you make the second you're done. [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/valJ ] [Chorus] S is for the simple need. E is for the ecstasy. X is just to mark the spot, Because that's the one you really

Broken Like An Angel
Broken Like An Angel lyrics [Originally written by Dollybraid] She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light to everything

Eight Signs Your Man May Be Depressed
(The Frisky) -- Though the stigma is lessening, men are still far more likely than women to let their depression go untreated. Blame it on Rambo, Brando, or the lure of the martini, but many guys still aren't getting the help they need. Eight signs your man may be depressed As the traditionally stressful, dark days of winter set in, here are some signs that the guy you love might be suffering from more than a loss in fantasy football. 1. Substance use: Has he been drinking more beer than a pledging freshman? Has his usual dinner cocktail spawned into three? Often, an increase in substance use -- and this includes cigarettes, recreational drugs, and caffeine -- can be a desperate attempt to self-medicate or cover up unpleasant feelings that are gnawing at him. 2. Unhealthy eating: We all have our baked chicken days and our nachos-by-the-truckload days; such is the fluctuation of normal eating. But if you see an increasing pattern of junk food bingeing, overeating, skipping mea

88¢ers
Tonight I discovered that there is a whole subset of folks out there that we should give time to consider. And those folks are what I like to call the "88¢ers". Tonight while shopping for Advil I found that you can purchase 100 Advil in a bottle for 88¢ less if you buy it without the complimentary cardboard box. This find brought up a whole conversation in which we concluded that this extra 88 cents must be seen as a moron tax if you will. I find that this situation also places it on a very long list of ongoing conspiracy theories that I sometimes give time to considering and trying to solve for us all. This list includes packages of wieners that are sold 10 in a package when you can only buy packages of hot dog buns in an 8 count. Do you realize that to break even you'd have to buy 4 packages of hot dogs and 5 packages of buns? Also included on this list are the so called "Dollar Menus". Is it really a dollar menu just because the cost of something is a dollar without the tax

Abunza Mlm
Abunza MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Abunza business model has your common range of digital merchandises that can be distributed as a package or sold separately. A different spin that Abunza provides is travel certificates. These certificates will allow you to journey to foreign destinations for a discounted cost. What separates Abunza from many different direct sales opportunities is that distributors have the option to promote their business with a site that is entirely transformed into Spanish.Abunza incorporates a recompense program that is not a pass up system. Instead, distributors are permitted to retain a hundred percent of the commission rendered from every sale. The first investiture to begin with Abunza is $1197 and a monthly payment of fifty-four dollars. When you generate a sale as a distributor, you will create earnings of $947. Contrary to a pass up platform you keep your 1st sale. Abunza will likewise yield $250 when your first level team members generat

Children
I have a child and recently I posted his pictures up on here. Although, a friend of mine got after me about it that I shouldn't have a picture of my child up on here. So I looked into it and talked with another friend and came into conclusion about it. I feel pretty stupid for putting my child's picture on here when there are weird people who thinks sexually towards kids, it's like letting your child between the ages of 1day-13yrs old let out at night by themselves with no adult supervision. So yeah, I don't know, just been bothering me alot and now I feel like crap and a bad mother. *Sigh* well, at least I now learned my lesson.

I Say What I Feel
Here recently my attitude has changed about life. I have stopped living in the past. For once I am looking forward to the future. Times have way to bad, and I have been way to lonely. Longing for something that has been missing well it is time to do something about it. I know what I want and it is time to get it. I know what I need to do. How and why I need to do it. Got to make 2009 better than 2008. I was miserable this time last year dwelling on something that was not worth dwelling over. Fighting with people that I should not be fighting with. Going to be happy. No matter what it takes. That is what Mom would have wanted. It is going to happen. She expected big things from me and that is what she is going to get. Larry Jr

Enough Is Enough Free Me
So here I am writing my first blog on fubar which i do have several on blogger and myspace. Here I am going to school full time and working to full time job but I still can't please anyone. People still want more from me. I am trying to better myself but i just seem to keep falling farther behind and can't get ahead. Where is the limit when people can finally say he has done enough and he can't do no more so lets give him a break. I have sadly come to realize that in the economy that we are in nothing you do will ever be enough people will always expect more. So for me I guess I am stuck in this prison and can't get out though I hope that when I finally graduate ( fall of 2010) I will be able to finally break free.

End Of Year Meme
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before? admit my feelings for someone 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Never made one, and not sure if I will this year or not. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope 4. Did anyone close to you die? nope 5. What countries did you visit? Um…does anime countries count? 6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? To have a relationship that will last and not be alone.. 7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Hmm..this is kind of hard. There is really only one that really sticks out. That is the day that I finally made my feelings known for some and found out they felt the same. *smiles* 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting my new car. 9. What was your biggest failure? um, not losing my wait like I wanted too. 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I suffer a few things. 11. W

More Poetry
I miss the touch of your hand in mine. Your love warms me like the morning sun shine. I miss your breath on my ear as we embrace. I miss the softness of your cheek when I touch your face. I miss the air we exchange when we kiss. Holding you tightly in my arms is what I miss. I close my eyes and I feel your love raining down on me. I open them and I tear when I realize you are not near. -------------------------------------------------- You haunt my mind everyday and night, i try to fight but there is no use, to fight it would be like fighting the sun from rising, fighting the rain from falling, or fighting the wind from blowing, cant happen, i miss your touch, i miss your smile, i miss your smell, most of all i miss you, i miss the days and the nights we had, the future we talked about and the past we put behind us, without you my future has become my past and to put that behind me is the hardest thing to do. ------- These moments in time are yours, T

Well, Guess What
I have decided to finish the story, I did finish it on my myspace page, but then when things got really crazy for me, I deleted the whole page. So now, I will be working on the ending, again. There is a few people on here that have met me and know me, for those who don't I promise to keep the passion alive!

20 Q&a's... Funny Advice
some are advice that you should never fallow if you want to live. some are answers for things you should never say or do. some are reasons for a dIvorce and why Your still single living in your mothers basement. but most of all you can read all my questions with a WTF??? answer. enjoy 1.how do you throw a cop and a k9 off on a chase and run? throw crack to the left and a donut to the right and watch them split. 2. if you are a female what do you say or do if your blind date is ugly and wants to ask you out again? say...i would love too,this would really make my husband who gets out of prison for murder next week...sooo jealous. 3.what is the worst thing to do at a rehab for anorexic people? HEY THERE FATTIES!!!!!! 4.what is the worst thing to do if you were at a rehab for alcohalics ? throw a beer bottle that is really full of apple juice in a crowded room and watch them fight to the death for nothing. 5. how can you tell if a girl had sex with her brother in w

Asshat !!!
A BEWARE and FYI SCAMMER ALERT So how about a guy that approaches someone to please fuown me.....please....my owner is deletin her profile ......I will buy you a blast if you do doll.... Cost ONE MILLION So....a friend of mine, buys him. Does he keep the promise and buy the BLAST? No.....he blocks her and runs with the FuBucks! ASH@ fubar AND NOW TELLING SOME TALL TAILS....

Whitewash By Alex Kava
Plot Summary: Bestseller Kava takes a break from her Maggie O'Dell FBI profiler series (A Necessary Evil, etc.) with a fine topical thriller involving terrorism, government coverups and toxic waste. Sabrina Galloway, a young Chicago professor, becomes a hands-on scientist in Florida with EcoEnergy, a company that specializes in TCP—a process that converts refuse and other waste material into oil. EcoEnergy's CEO is angling for a $140 million military government contract, but after Sabrina's boss mysteriously disappears and Sabrina discovers a reactor processing something it shouldn't, her life becomes as endangered as Florida's waterways. She hits the road in a '47 Studebaker with Miss Sadie, a gutsy 81-year-old African-American neighbor, to find help, while Middle Eastern terrorists plot a nasty surprise for an upcoming energy summit. Engaging supporting characters include Leon, a funky hit man losing his touch but not his heart, and covert operative Natalie Richards, "a black Emma Pe

Poetry
I feel as though my heart lay bleeding On a countertop. The pain is like a flooded scream That cannot, will not stop. I cannot live, I cannot breathe; Pain is all I do. I cannot think how I can be Long living without you. Ah, God! I want you back so bad That I would gladly die To hold you in my arms again And not care how or why; To hold you in my arms again And tell you of my love, And then go gladly back to dust Should I your heart not move. this is kinda old sorry about the emo-ness!

Oobies...the Tool
->( o )^( o ...: *yawns and waves you away with my hand* NEXT ->( o )^( o ...: The more you ask the more stupid ya look...cause I've already told you I'm taken. Dunno what that means where you live in Ohio...but here...when I say I'm taken...it means you have a little respect...and tend NOT to beg ->( o )^( o ...: LoL give it up already...you don't have what it takes to be part of my family...nor do you have what it takes to see me nakkkkkked ( o )^( o ...: i'll rate the other ones if you let me in ( o )^( o ...: hey i wasn't trying to make you feel cheap or anything, you just have a nice set of breasts ->( o )^( o ...: Want in one hand and shit in the other...I'm taken love. Sorry bout ur luck...not to mention several other people would be more than happy to claim me before you could get ahold of those nude shots ;-) ( o )^( o ...: I WANT TO SEE MORE ( o )^( o ...: ok that wasn't the point ->( o )^( o ...: LoL that's ok, I am well taken care of without your bling sweetie ( o

Thinking
i just been doin a lot of thinking about everything lately and im not tryin to bitch or to whine i just cant figure these things out... i just been tryin to figure out why i have this huge emptiness and feeling of guilt and remorse... i know i did some bad things to a certain someone but i know th mistakes i made and wont do them again but why do i feel so fuckin shitty??? i got the greatest bunch of friends a guy could have and the one that matters the most is the girl i hurt so badly.... i just cant get over this feeling of emptiness i dont know what to do or anything about it!! i go to bed at night still crying every night holding onto my most prized possesion a white friggin piece of fabric...... it makes it a little easier but for real its been like month why cant i just get over it??? i mean shit i know i deserve it but fuck not like this..... someone help anyone im at a lss of what to do about it all and im about to break down cuz i try and hide my true emotions and feelings cu

Birthday Girls
> Once again Fubars birthday alert has been posted missing for the new year. Most of you know Ej and Loey, and their birthdays are on the 1st and 3rd of January respectivley . They both remember our birthdays, and it is only right and fair that they get the same opportunity that the rest of us do. Ej Loey >

Do You Hear Your Own Hearbeat?
Look up into the sky, what do you see? I see the birds flying, the clouds shifting, the stars, the moon, the sun, the heavens.. Look at the rivers, what do you see? I see the rushing waters, insects floating around in the water, i see fish swimming and eating the bugs, i see a consistent flow.. Now look at the trees, what do you see? I see the wind blowing through the branches and leaves, i see small animals building nests, i see the leaves changing colours, the tree swaying to and from almost as if it was waving at me.. Look at the people in the street, what do you see? I see sadness, happiness, anger, despair, i see children laughing, i see old folks conversing, i see mothers with son's and daughter's, I see people waiting for the bus, bright colourful clothes, i see busyness in the people; rushing off to where ever they need to go, i see people not looking at these things... Now close your eyes... What do you hear? I hear the water, i hear the birds...

2000 Jubileet Ga Kleopatra Innpass I Vår Historie
Det finnes ingen annen forklaring. 2000 er en "Stargate" som åpnet opp for innsikten. Tallet 2 gir nøkkelen til at det er den egentlige, underliggende situasjonen. Hun, kvinnen, har en rett overfor Gudinnen. Undergangsstemningen har vært tilstede i hele det 19 århundret. Verdenskrigene, 2 selvfølgelig. Og datamaskinene truet med å kollapse da vi kom til år 2000 ettersom hinsides 1999 ikke var tenkelig for de som opprinnelig programmerte dem. Det som lå "bak" år 2000 var uforståelig. Vi har også symbolikken rundt tallet 0. Ringenes herre. Japanske The Ring. Historien om O. Sånn sett kan Y2K sees som en forsøksvis fastholdelse i tallet 2. Imidlertid gir det ingen mening i seg selv. 2000-jubileet var en feiring av Jesus fødselsdag som samtidig ga innpass for Egypt. Da årtusenjubileet nærmet seg ble alvoret totalt for amerikanerne. De visste at få mennesker trodde på kristendommen i vesten og at lite var å feire. Og de sto overfor en mer og mer påtrengende oppv

Chill Out!!!
Ok....Listen, this is an adult site, a get away from reality for a bit site, but as I said....an "ADULT" site. So why am I getting teenage drama from an adult?..... I was just basically scolded by someone for not having her as #1 on my Friends list, but this person was #1 on the Family list....guess it wasn't good enough....Wow!...I thought the Family list was actually better then the friends list =/ hmmm. AND she said she was going to get back at the one who is #1 on my friends (Duh, Kit....your just going to go look anyways) like it's her fault that I put her as #! =/ But anyways, then I am told(by her) to delete her from my page (now granted she has done that before a couple of times and I blew it off) So this time I did it, and blocked her. I tried to explain things to this girl but she didn't want to listen. So I took her advice and did what she asked, she is now gone off my page. Listen......I am here to kill time and to have a little fun, flirt some (ok....alot), but not t

Dui Texas Style
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

Abunza Leads
Abunza LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThere are two different ways that you can earn money with the Abunza business opportunity.Retail Sales - Make 100% commission from every product sale. You own complete resale rights.Resale Rights - When you sell a complete digital library package for $1197.00 (remember the monthly fee of $54.00), you earn $947.00 on the first level. Abunza will also pay you $250.00 every time one of your tier one team members makes a sale.Being an Abunza member, you can get support from the Abunza Dream Team for calling back your prospects, in either English or Spanish. This allows you to be making money 24/7. You can focus yourself on marketing your business and the rest will take care of the call center. You are only contacted when money is transferred to your bank account.Although the pay plan is average and there is only the $1197.00 package, there is nothing really bad about Abunza. You can have success with this business opportunity.

Do Not Play With A Stun Gun!!
Just today at my local gun shop, I was looking for a little something extra to carry. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse- sized electric stun gun. The effects of the stun gun were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea was to allow me adequate time to retreat to safety without having to draw my pistol. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two AA batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, I actually read the instructions!) that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to my friends what that burn spot is on the face of my microwave). Okay, so I was home with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all THAT bad with on

Partyyyy 4 Blings*auto 11 On*
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 01-04-09 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 4 & 5 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes

Y Do I Hurt So Much?
right now im sittin here crying coz i dont know what i need to do to make my relationship ok.. =[[ i mean right now im pretty much dead coz it doesnt feel like he loves me nemore and i cant take this nemore. im tryin to be everything he wants.. and it just seems like he just wants "her" and im not her.. never have been her.. and i dont even feel good enough to be called her.. i just wish i knew what to do :((

Geekiness
GEEKGASM* A fit of intense geekly joy, happens when a geek runs into someone or something exceedingly geeky not seen every day, or when they get uber excited and riled up; When a geek goes into geekstcy, Has a geek-on; What makes a geek go crazy; When a geek has reached his or her geek climax; The equivalent of a sexual orgasm for a geek.

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
Saw this in a bulletin....the first decent one I have seen in ages....just had to blog it. A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may re

Holiday Vip
This Friday, 1/2/09, will be the last time I will be giving away VIPs for the Christmas and New Years Holidays. Congratulations to those who received one and thank you for your salutes you had sent. Hopefully and maybe I can do this again for Valentine's. But in order to be the last 2 to get one....I will leave that to you to know how to get one. Hint****begging won't get you a VIP.

So...
I leave to see Jeff in a week and a half. I'm excited. I really miss him. I hope everything goes well. We're supposed to look for houses and shit this visit. I've already picked out a few to check out. Hopefully we can work it out. Anyways, hope you're all doing well.

A New Year
The year has finished And soon to be gone A new year Is right by the door Waiting to come into My little life I looked back and I smiled I've fall and I've rise I've tears and I've laughter I've friends and I've foes I've held and I've let go The time is here To taste the fresh scent Of a new year Leave the sadness And welcome a new day We will still be reminded Of things we've let go But, slowly, like Reading a new book We have a new story to tell For the new year

Lmao!!!
So most people never saw this...minus people on my family list. Almost 2 months ago I came across a poem I had started writing. I didn't even remember it BUT it was my handwriting. lol The odd thing is it was basically a porn-ish poem. Nothing really hardcore but kinda funny. Until now I forgot that I needed to finish it. And so tonight that's what I did. And here it is...the finished version. lol Once upon a time there was a boy who was horny all the time, He’d do all the little girls in the front or the behind. Perverted as can be he thought of all the ways they could be fucked, Even being so horny he’d settle for a girl who’d swallow after she sucked. Porn after porn the horny boy he’d watch on his big screen, Stroking and jacking like a maniac to a threesome with anal scene. Moans and groans from the porn chicks filling his ears, Afterall he loved seeing girls taking it in their rears. The horny boy stroked and stroked as he started to cum, Wishing there

Alone
People say you are never alone, But I am truly alone. Alone in my life, Alone in my dreams, Alone in the day, And alone at night. I am surrounded by people Yet I am alone. No one to cry with, No one to laugh with, No one to talk to, And especially no one to love. I my life I will travel Within the darkness alone.

Lmfao
Top 10 things a man would do if he woke up in the morning with a Vagina: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do a split. 7. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 6. Get picked up in a bar in less that 10 minutes 5. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 4. Go to the gyno and ask to have the examination recorded on video. 3. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts, too. 2. Actually catch a buzz off 1 wine cooler. And the .. 1 thing a man would do is: 1. Finally find that damn G-spot. Top 10 things a woman would do if she woke up in the morning with a penis: 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Rub one out for the joy and relief. 8. Get a bj. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at the urinal. 6. Determine why you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5

Help A Friend!!
A very dear friend of mine is in a giveaway. Any help would be greatly appreciated. He needs 40k comments for the 50 dollar bling pack. While you are at it if you aren't already a friend he is a great guy and you are missin out. So please a/f/r Got Ink he returns all love. Thank you much This bully brought to you by Cupcake and Sugarlicious Cupcake Surprise ~Fu Owned by Muss ~ Member of The Spankers & The Shadow Levelers ~@ fubar Sugarlicious Fu-owned by Muss Member of The Spankers Club & Pegasus Project@ fubar (repost of original by 'Sugarlicious Fu-owned by Muss Member of The Spankers Club & Pegasus Project' on '2008-12-30 20:25:24')

The Ring
An older, white haired man walked into a jewelry store one Friday evening with a beautiful young gal at his side. He told the jeweler he was looking for a special ring for his girlfriend. The jeweler looked through his stock and brought out a $5,000 ring. The old man said, 'No, I'd like to see something more special.' At that statement, the jeweler went to his special stock and brought another ring over. 'Here's a stunning ring at only $40,000.00,' the jeweler said. The young lady's eyes sparkled and her whole body trembled with excitement. The old man seeing this said, 'We'll take it.' The jeweler asked how payment would be made and the old man stated, 'by check. I know you need to make sure my check is good, so I'll write it now, and you can call the bank Monday to verify the funds and I'll pick the ring up Monday afternoon,' he said. Monday morning, the jeweler phoned the old man. 'There's no money in that account.' 'I know,' said the old man, 'But le

Pet Peeve En-principe
Pardon my sort-of (actually? I've forgotten. It's a related language, anyhow) French. ... If you're going to leave the site... leave it without announcement, with no (or vanishingly little sound and fury and complaint about those eeeeeeebil Admins and others) before you decide to (surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!) come back or - leave it with announcement and don't come back. (and if you come back, avoid me. I can't stand liars.)

Tomorrow's The Last Day Of The Year...
So much I'm leaving behind this year. I was a completely different person I started off as this year. I'm in a completely different position than I thought I would be at the beginning. Makes you wonder what you'll be a year from now. There are some things that I miss so much.

Why Does Everything Come Crashing Down
ALL MY LIFE I HAVE WAITED FOR THE MOMENT WHEN I WOULD BE TRULY HAPPY. NOW I KNOW YOU THINKING DAMN I KNOW THAT FEELING WELL READ ON. YOU WAIT YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO FIND THE ONE PERSON THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, AFTER A WHILE YOU START TO THINK IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. WEL THEN ONE DAY WHEN YOU DONT EXPECT IT YOU MEET OR START TALKING TO THIS PERSON WHO FOR SOME REASON YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT. YOU STAY UP LATE ON THE PHONE WITH THEM EVERY NIGHT, YOU CANT GO A MINUTE WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THEM. SO YOU THINK TO YOURSELF HEY I'LL PLAY THIS ONE BY THE BOOK, YOU TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU WILL BE HONEST 100%. WELL YOU TELL THEM EVERYTHING, FROM THINGS THAT DONT MATTER TO THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE THE AVERAGE PERSONS HEAD SPIN. AND THEY SIMPLY TELL YOU THAT NONE OF IT MATTERS AND THAT THEY ARE ONLY CONCERNED ABOUT THE FUTURE WITH YOU. WELL NOW YOU ARE STARTING TO FALL IN LOVE, BUT YOU ARE SCARED TO BECAUSE EVERYTHING BEFORE THIS PERSON HAS BEEN A FUCKING LIE. SO YOU ONCE AGAIN TELL YOURSELF THIS WILL BE

Valentine
She lay naked in the candle-lit chamber. Her hands and feet tied, lying spread-eagle on her back, to the bed. Her lover had been teasing her excited body with a feather when she heard the knock on the door. When he rose and left the room without a word, fear welled up inside her, as did the pleasure. Her sexus started drooling more profusely, as the sensations intensified and she started to cum. There was a muffled discussion in the background, heard through the haze of her orgasm. When he reentered he was not alone. The woman who was with him was beautiful, dressed in a woolen sweater, hiding a pair of perky tits, and a short skirt. The skirt was so tight that the faint lines of her lingerie could be seen under its fabric. He had told his now bound lover that one day this would happen, that he knew she would enjoy it, and suddenly she became afraid. "I'm not like that! I like men, women do not excite me!" She had protested, before forcing the subject closed. Fear again fed he

Men
Men I know that I had said that I wanted a man to finely love me for who I am. For the first time I had thought that I had found him. The question remains that if the one that you are with keeps putting pictures of he ex in the nude on his computer, does he truly love you? That is the question that I have. Why would he keep doing this and saying that he does not know how it keeps getting there when I have deleted it a few times myself. I know from what he has told me that in the beginning he still had strong feelings for her. That if she would have just showed him that she still cared he would have gone back to her. Now he tells me that he is no longer talking to her even when she e-mails him. I don't know what to think because for one reason or another she is brought up at least once a day. How am I suppose to live like this? Should I just keep hoping that one day he will love me that much or that he will no longer want the pictures of her? Should I walk away now before I get

Help A Lady Need One Rate! Ty
"NOW I ENTER A RATE CONTEST AND A LITTLE TWIST MUST RATE THE PIC BELOW! I LOVE TO GIVE OUT BLINGS FOR THE NEW YEAR! SO IF YOU GOT TIME STOP AND RATE THIS PIC ON THE 30TH WILL START AFTER MIDNIGHT TILL THE 31 AFTER MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME WILL END! MUAH HERE THE PIC HOST IS: MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar

A Cowboys Version...... Real Affection Please Read Then Ull Understand Me And What I Stand For !!!!!!!!!!!
A Cowboy's Version When I'm ridin' alone in the night-time way out on the desolate range, With the moon shinin' down through the cloud-hills and the canyons and draws lookin' strange And the shadowy buttes loomin' dimly, way out where the coyotes call, I know that the hand of no human conceived it and fashioned it all. When I'm lopin' across the wide mesa where blossoms send out their perfume, I know that an All-Wise Creator had somethin' to do with each bloom; 'Cuz no mortal hand on this planet could paint us them colors, I know, Nor spangle the coulees and foothills with all the gay posies that grow. I know that the greem of the ranges don't come at the biddin' of man; The landscape makes all of them changes because of the Creator's plan. I know that the beauties about me--the sunshine, the blooms and the rest, Wa'n't put there by man nor his helpers, but at the good Lord's own behest. And nights when I lie at the campfire and look at the stars in the

Bid On Me!
New Year's Auction...Now Featuring Fubar's Own .x.Full_Of_Surprises.x. This will be her first Auction, So come on and Bid your hearts out!!! Here's What She is Offering: Here's Your Chance to Own a Genuine BBW for your Very own!!! .x.Full_of_Surprises.x.@ fubar Austion is being run by.... ~*~LadyVievie ~*~ R/L Wife to Army-Beast ~*~Bi~BBW *~@ fubar Check out her Auction Album to Bid or PM her to Join!!!! Thank you all so much!!! I wish you all the best New Year ever!!! REPOST AND STICKY PLEASE!!!!

Abunza Money
Abunza MoneyLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Abunza business opportunity has been around now for a couple of months and I have to say, it's now one of the more popular internet home businesses online today.But what's this Abunza company? What does Abunza sell and can it compete against the other high ticket programs? The co-founders, Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldaarriaga, had chosen the name "Abunza", which means "abundance" in Spanish. In their opinion a business opportunity nowadays has to have four essential elements.- Good support for the members and pre-enrollees- Mentoring, especially for the newcomers in the home business- A Program that has been proven and tested- Direction and focus is essentialThey focus the opportunity on both the English market as well on the millions Spanish speaking people on the internet. The product itself is a digital information library, along with travel rewards in both English and Spanish on a wide variety of subjects.

Family Reunion For Juggalos/lettes Planned
Having a "Family" reunion! Who: All those who are part of the Juggalo Family in the area! What: Meet and greet Where: Janesville Mall food court Milton Avenue, Janesville, WI When: Saturday, January, 17, 2009 at 3pm Why: To see how many in the family are out there! How: In face paint and/or gear Local Lette wants to meet any and all others in the area who are Family. This is a nonsponsered and unofficial gathering so please show respect for the Mall. Let's just see how many we can get to show! This is for all ages; you just have to like ICP music or be of the Family! Try to make a point of at least stopping in at 3 at the food court and finding me to say "Hi!" Spread the word and come share the clown love! RSVP to me, Shandi, at kisstwins69@yahoo.com if you are interested or need any info.

Mscharlotte2u & I Trying To Prophet & Oracle
Mission!! To level.. Duh!!! I want to Level by or at the strike of 2009! I figure I have a 3 hour window..lol Ideally East Coast Time since that is where I am at, but would be just as appreciative at doing it in whatever time zone..lol as long as I bring in the new year as a Prophet..lol Some Phenomenal People have donated Auto's and helped me out so much, anything I can do let me know..I truly appreciate it!! I will activate another auto when this one expires for that final push.. Yes..lol I'll try and find more picsAuto on~MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubar This is Linda.. She is on her way to Oracle.. She has a ways to go but she has her Auto's on and every bit helps, we all know that.. A rate for her means points for both!She's a sweetheart of a gal and strongly supports our troops near and far~LIN LIN~ ~ Secret Fu Wifey of... ? ~ Our Troops Rock!~ No Fan No Add@ fubarSo stop by and love us both up.. we both have our Auto's on.. Double your pleasure for Double the f

Randomness
My mom came home and told me about these Hershey kisses she had at work today. They were mint and had little hard candies in them. While we were out shopping we found them, so we bought a bag. They are candycane kisses. OMG they are so good! You can't eat just one. I already have a bag of the cheesecake kisses, but these are so much better. I have terrible sinus and allergy stuff going on. I absolutely hate being sick. It makes my crabby to people. I have a short fuse and blow up at people. I'm sorry if I was rude to you at all today. I didn't mean to. I got some severe allergy and sinus headache meds tonight and they seem to be helping. I don't want to be sick for New Years. Boo! Thanks so much to everyone who has donated thus far to the Get Amy in the Spotlight Fund! I've still got a longgg way to go. So any more help would be great. Send your friends here, I promise I won't bite...too hard. I was tying to think of ways to raise funds. One thing I thought of was auctioning o

The Final Hours Of 2008
The end of the year is coming again Some say it went by in a flash Others say it felt like ten Did the end year badly or in a splash? All the good that was done Many crimes and sins where made Many lives ended and many also begun Counting the hours until this year will slowly or quickly fade Where goals met and achieved? Did any dreams become reality? People got hurt and deceived Good byes, thank you's and forgiveness where all set free Memories and good times to remember Also the sad and depressing things that made us weak in the knees The final month and final holiday in December Air and the breeze with cold temperatures that may let nature freeze Tears of joy and tears of grief Every laugh and every cry Many hills climbed and the feeling of relief Forever in my mind and heart with peace and also questions of why Resolutions that will be made again To stay in shape or quit a habit Be a better person? or will it just be broken sometime but when? Maybe

Changes
Are changes meant to help us learn Are changes meant to help up grow or do we enact change due to what we learned and how we've grown regardless how or why it comes whatever reasons it began the time does come when change occurs sometimes needed sometimes wanted but either way it begins a new phase but in that phase what does come next will but determine More Changes and choices to be made so where I choose to make a choice I have chosen to make a change and if I chose the choice I did then learn to love the change it made is what I must learn to do

Your Age By Diner & Restaurant Math
This is SOooooooooooOoooooo trippy You got to try this.... I did it three times and it was the same every time. This is preaty neat.... DONT CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! IT TAKES LESS THAN A MINUTE Work this out as you read Be sure you dont read the bottom until you've worked it out THIS IS NOT ONE OF THOSE WASTE OF TIME THINGS, IT IS FUN First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat (more than 1 but less than 10) Multiply this number by 2 Add 5 Multiply by 50 If you have already had your birthday buy this year add 1756 if you have not add 1755 Now subtract the 4 digit year you were born You should have a 4 digit number The first digit of this was your original number..... The next two are your age (Oh yes it is !)

I'm In A Rate Only Contest
I'm in a rate only contest hosted by Mz.Belle & Demented187. My tushy is getting kicked already lol. All I need is a rate from you. Please Help by clicking on the pic below and rating it. Thank you Very Much Friends.

Questionare
Take at ur own risk copy and pm you're answers 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull

Join The Starry Night Auction!!
Puffz and Silentlizard are having an auction. Rules: Starts Sunday Jan 4th and ends Saturday Jan 10th No entry Fee!!! No Drama!! Auctionee has the right to refuse any bid SFW pics only please Can enter until Wed, Jan 7,2009 Fubucks and cash bids allowed Send link to pic you would like to use and what you are offering to Silentlizard This auction brought to you by: Puffz and Silentlizard

Touchy?
a little touchy, arent we? The one an...: off my list u go ->The one an...: hey, its not mean. Vulgar, maybe The one an...: ur kinda mean us wiccans dont like mean people ->The one an...: the logistics of a vampire killing a werewolf are insane. Though, he does end up boning bella and edwards daughter, so its all good The one an...: ive read them all waiting on the 5th The one an...: im a twilight freak and i dont like him he sux lol edward rocks ->The one an...: Though, the house here HAS read the first, starting the second book. I have my favorite characters too ->The one an...: Personally, jacobs my thing ->The one an...: LMAO!>..i just seen you had some of the gear on yourself The one an...: ur status ->The one an...: ? The one an...: ummm Teh Twilight Fan@ fubar

A Good Friend
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one. In primary school your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you; held your hand as you walked through the scary halls; helped you stand up to the class bully; shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus; saved a seat on the back of the bus for you; knew who you had a crush on and never understood why. In secondary school your idea of a good friend was the person who let you copy their social studies homework; went to that "cool" party with you so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshie there; did not let you lunch alone. In pre-university your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car; convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded; consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan; found you a date to the prom or went to the prom with you (both without dates);

Some Fuckin Random Rant!
So this is our world? Lifeless, heartless bastards with no regard of how anyone fucking feels but themselves? Everyone's always looking out for number one! What the fuck is your fucking problem?! Why is it that a motherfucker can be kicked down in the mud and the blood and you still fucking have the nerve to kick the poor bastard?! Whats wrong with everyone?! Why is it that everyone you love and look out for end up disappointing you and hurting you so badly that you have no choice to turn a cold shoulder to everyone you fucking come in contact with?! Why is this?! What happened to fucking one love? Was this fucking idea buried along with Bob Marley his self? What the fuck is it going to take to get people to treat one another with fucking respect and love?! How many more wars are we going to go through before someone stands the fuck up and says, "hey this shit isnt right!" How many more terrorist attacks are going to happen before we go back to our shitty lives and treating one another

Pic Contest Please Help!
I'm in a contest and all I need is just 1 rate Will Run From Midnight On The 30th Dec Till 31st Of Dec Midnight The Prizes As Follows 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack The Most Person With The Most Rates Gets A $20 Bling Pack Click the pic below to rate my pic thank you This Contest Is Brought to You by… MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~and~~~Demented187~~~FU Owned by 'MZ.BELLE for life~~~Force 3 Bomber This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat

More Pbr Prca Event Dates Ill Be Riding In
prca schedule first new mexico stampede rio rancho nm jan 30th n 31st houston rodeo livestock show reliant stadium march 3rd thru march 21st minnesota horse expo prca rodeo st pual 24th of april thru the 26th ramona california ramona rodeo may 29th thru the 31st central point oregon 28th of may thru the 30th st pual oregon july 4th weekend cheney wa july 10th thru the 11th march 22 reliant stadium houston livestock show extreme bulls be the one im riding in this is the pbr feb 21 st enter prise tour little rock arkansas march 28th enterprise tour paleistine texas march 27th thru the 29th alburuque new mexicp enterprise tour may 30th ada oklahoma greely stampede colorado june 26th rawlins wyoming enterprise tour august 8th north platee nebraska august 15th farmington new mexico prca event i fergot about that one ill have the date on that or it might be posted already if not ill post it but that pretty much gona be my

True Friendship
True Friendship What is a true friend? A true friend is defined as follows: A True Friend is there with you when times are bad. A True Friend is there when life is good. A True Friend will stand beside you and fight together till the end. A True Friend is someone who would never leave you when someone calls you names. A True Friend will laugh at your jokes and cry with you when your sad. What does it all mean? A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT TO THE END OF TIME!!! Poem by J. Russell

Parents
Some people look back on their childhood as, ‘The best years of their lives’. I, on the other hand, hated being a child because I always felt caged and restrained. I disliked having to ask for things. I specially disliked being told “No!” without a logical or fair reason. I hated being told what to wear,when to come home or where I could go. When I was very young I hated not being able to reach things. I really hated sitting in the back seat of the car being told to “Sit still and shut up!” When visitors came we were sent outside to play. We were usually sent to bed when we weren’t ready or tired. One of my earliest childhood memories has me standing at the gate with my mother’s voice calling from the house, “Darlene, don’t you leave the yard will you?” I was about three years old and I was wondering why I couldn’t go out of the gate. My father and my big brother left every day. They both got to go out of the gate, but I wasn’t allowed to. People walked past, stopped, said

This Guy Has Been Harassing Me For Sometime And Blocking Him Dont Work
> > > > > > LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW IF HE COMES TO UR PAIGE TO TALK ABOUT ME DO NOT BELIEVE HIM > > > BLOCK HIM AND DELETE HIM > > CaramelLover@ fubar > > > > > BROUGHT TO U BY > POOKIE COONASS JUGGALO Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven@ fubar

So Glad Were Sister's
(From my only sister to me) Darlene;I wonder if you realize how glad I am that we're sister's, Even though I may not always stop and tell you so. Your warmth and thoughtfulness makes such a difference in my life. I think you are really special, and I just wanted you to know. I hope this makes your life a little better. Dont ever forget I will always be here for you! I am the "Jefa" and "I love you sister" Michelle(From me to her) Michelle;There's no better friend than you my sister . There's no one more loyal and true . . . and even though we are different . . .our likeness come shining through! Perhaps it's a family resemblance that strengthens the bond we share . . .or maybe it's just that sisters live life with a similar flair! You know more than I will admit. You have seen me in some situations when silence just wouldn't suffice . . . and managed somehow to get by with those sisterly w

Olaya Tagged Me~ And I Get To Tag Others So Here Goes!
Here are the rules: Each player of this game starts with the "6" Weird Things about You." People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog. 1. I pray nearly every day because if nothing else I need the practice in asking for help and recognizing that I don’t have all the answers. 2. When I'm listening to music I almost always listen repeatedly to one song over and over again, sometimes a whole day long. 3. I sometimes use my toes like fingers to pick things up. If I’m walking through the house and happen to pass something on the floor that shouldn’t be there, say a pencil, rather than taking the trouble to bend down and pick it up, I’ll just grab it between my first and second toe and lift my foot up to meet my hand. I then put it where

What Makes 100% ???
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14 +15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close,

The Perfect Christmas Gift Ever
I just wanted to share a really special gift I recieved for Christmas from my 21 yr. old son Lance!!!! I hope it touches you like it touched me. I couldnt ask for anything more..... Dang mom.. just now thinkin about how I dont got nothin to give you for xmas... so heres what i'll give you.. me! thats the best present any mom can get. lol. I love you so dang much you have no idea with out you theres realy no Lance. You are the most special person in my life. Your my best friend and your my mom.. I got 2 things in 1. I've alrady told you I couldnt live with out you and I still mean every word I said. You always put the biggest smile on my face.. I know some times im not around much and im sure you miss me and I know I dont say it too often anymore but I still miss you all the time when im not at home. You mean a whole lot to me mom. I hope you know how much you truely mean to me cause having a mother as great as you has been such a blessing. I am so glad your my mom. Im so glad you

By Request
People have been asking, "Say, Timmy, what are your New Year's Resolutions?" Well stop your bitchin, here they are. - Finish my book “Shorliner” - Research what part of the chicken McNuggets come from. - Hone my photography skills to the point of being successful. - Write a screenplay for a Broadway musical based on Theory of a Deadman’s “Bad Girlfriend” - Dispel all those rumors about me terrorizing circus clowns. - Discover a true hairstyle - I want to develop a personal policy for handling that stupid conversation starting question, “You been behaving?” Because honestly, it’s just too probing for me to answer. - I should stop making so much fun of people. I do that too much. Not you people here at DA, as far as you know. - I’m going to do everything I can to encourage young people. If they accomplish something, I’m going to say, “You just got lucky”. That way they develop a good, lucky feeling about themselves. - Laugh more, complain less.

Why The L Word Sucks
Lupus.. it fucking sucks I mean fucking sucks.. there is no cure because it is not affecting enough rich people I assume and that because who the fuck cares about the women and some men suffering from it.. its a fucking joke on tv and in the news yet here I sit crying due to it.. I fucking hate this world and everything else and really just wish everyone would fuck off and die.. I mean sitting here looking at half these people who should not even be fucking breathing while good people are dying UGH fuck you all sorry I do not want attention I just want to vent because I already have enough holes in my walls.. I guess off to the mumms to bitch and bitch at someone until these pills kick in..

Mind Munchies
Everyone has the right to believe and accept what he or she wants, but reality doesn't discriminate. Reality is not different for different people. Not once has reality excused anyone for good intentions ignorance or stubbornness. Reality shows no mercy, accepts no excuses, and issues no pardons. Reality does not "turn the other cheek." This does not mean that reality is cruel, it just means that reality is what it is ................... accept it !!!!

I Love Kcpilar69
KCPilar69 wrote me a poem, she is the awesome For you Monica, straight from the heart You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way.

Over 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning. Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!

Need A Heads Up??
EVER FEEL LIKE.. YOU KNOW SOMETHING OR WENT THROUGH SOMETHING AWFULL THAT YOU YOURSELF BARELY BELIEVES.. AND YET NOTICE ENOUGH THAT ITS SOMEONES M.O. (mode of operation).. AND THEY'VE DONE IT OVER AND OVER TO SEVERAL COMPLETLY DIFFERENT PEOPLE FROM COMPLETELY DIFFERENT AREAS.. AND WONDER WHY DIDNT SOMEONE/ANYONE WARN/TELL/WHISPER TO YOU HOW THEY DO THINGS AND GIVE YOU THE PROOF OF WHAT THEY DID TO SAVE YOU THE HEARTACHE AND TIME.. IVE BEEN THERE/GONE THROUGH IT RECENTLY TOO.. AND THIS IS MY FAIR AND ECHOED WARNING/WHISPER THAT BECAREFUL WHO YOU THINK PEOPLE ARE ESPECIALLY HERE.. CUZ WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT TO SOME ITS ONLY A GAME.. BUT IM GROWN MY KIDS PLAY GAMES NOT ME. A LIL CURIOUS WELL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK.. AND I WONT COAT ANYTHING IN SUGAR FOR YOU WHETHER YOU LIKE WHAT I SAY OR NOT. ITS SAD WE LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH WHAT THEY GET AWAY WITH THESE DAYS. I FIGURED SOME WOULD AT LEAST KNOW WHAT RESPECT IS

Happy New Year
I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy New year :) For those that know me it has been quite the ride this year, personally and also with my health. Thanks for making things fun and easy and for all the laughs. Yous people are special to me and you know who you are! I am not an easy person so get along with but I do have my endearing qualities lol Have a great one everyone!......and yes I an getting fubar'd tonight :P

Haters Beware
check my mumm my friends its important and the comments and the comments of mine and my husbands why is it that people are so unkind in mumms mine you need to read is called points everyone should read it and its true as fubar support said it when i was in there lounge thanks

Under..estimated...
Well I looked back on the blog that I had posted at the beginning of this year and I realized that wow..my life was fucked up. All of those guys that I WAS having problems with I have cut ties with completely. Just recently did I get rid of one of them, but it is ALLL goood...i HAVE found myself completely happily in love with someone else these days. I dont know how to explain this man, but I knew when I first met him that I could love him more than anyone in the world. I have so much to offer this man but sometimes I WONDER if that is what he wants too. It is A long distance relationship, but we both plan on it not being that way for very long. i HAVE to give mad love to my sister CLOVER for introducing us to each other, I would be lost and unhappy without him. Sometimes when he calls he has a tendency to ask my why i picked him.. and the truth is I dont know. I can't answer that. It wasn't my choice, I fell for him the second I saw him, I guess you would call that fate. I believe th

Year In Review
Everytime I come to LJ I'm constantly reminding myself that I really need to sit down and hatch out my "Year in Review" like everyone else. J A N U A R Y I remember news year last year was weird, not many people showed up to my party. I ALWAYS have a party. Well... It was a shitty turn out and from there I told myself tat I wasn't throwing any parties this year. And I didn't. Incase anyone noticed. yeah we had people over constantly for BBQs and the sort...But no parties. That and we STILL CANT FIND THE DAMM REMOTE! I dont really remember much from Jan... I had been working at my current job for 6 months by then and at the time i REALLY REALLY hated it. But I figured if I just stick to it, sopmething better will eventually come along, and being as I have security there. Why leave? I should be so lucky to even have a job! I remember however making resolutions, and naturally they never come to bud... But I def. started taking more pictures and becoming more seriosu about my p

'' Thank You All So Much Wow Im The New Godmother For New Years "
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE KAGE , SIS ROCKIN NEW YEARS NEW ORLEANS STYLE , SIS CLASSICAL KID, SIS PATTI 101, BIG DADDYVEE, BIANGEL FROM LOUISIANA,LADY LIBRA, LITTLE LEPRECHAUN , GODFATHER BAD TO THE BONE69 , BEARHUGS420 ANYONE I MISSED TY TY SO MUCH WOW DAYUMM IM LOST FOR WORDS FOR SURE . HUGS AND SO MUCH LOVE , I'LL BUST MY ASSETS HELPING FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME . BLESS YOUS SO MUCH

I Am Being Slandered By Fire Chief The From 2nd Alarm Hotties Cause He Feels Threatened By Me
Ok Ladies, I have talked to EACH of you personally and most of you on a daily basis. Up until recently I was seeing someone as you ALL know and I made it known I was taken. WELL, that being said the So-Called Fire Chief is spreading around rumors that I am a Sexual Deviant and Pervert (Which May Be True) but, HAVE I EVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT RESPECTFUL TO YOU LADIES??? I compliment you but, I keep it respectful and honest. I don't lie to you or tell you bull. If I say I'm gonna do something I do it. It may take me a few days but I get it done as fast as I can. So PLEASE comment here on how I have treated and talked to you. I feel we have a GREAT family starting here and I DO NOT want lies messing that up. So please EVERYONE comment About what you think of me as a person, even if its BAD I will NOT delete it. Thanks Ladies for being apart of ALL This I Appreciate You All "Colonel"

Spanx.... Whoa
If any woman says she is wearing spanx.... let it be known that.. they are easy access... If you catch my drift.. (for those that can't pick up on clues... they seem to be crotchless... haha) but they do their job in holdin ya in! make ya less lumpy lmao

Delusion
Delusion Standing in the road Two paths before me The signs clear Like the changing of seasons One bringing pain The other is known painful still for various reasons Words of beauty Have the ring of truth Fall to the wayside When put to the test They hold no substance Without actions The reality is They are like all the rest The clock is ticking Time has told Sadness dwells Truth has been revealed No comfort to be had No friend at my side There is nothing No safety to shield My foot to the path Which way to go The words have dried up The beauty is dead Sadness enfolds For the path of old Understanding has dawned It was only in my head

End Of The Year....
4:38pm PST We've all had our ups and downs. I know I have. Boy, if I were to take the time to give elaborate details on what I've been through especially during the 2nd half of the year, yeah you'd feel bad for me. I don't like pity, so if you felt sorry for me then you're not a good friend. I'm not going into details..... *sighs* All I know is I want to start of the new year the right way. I will say one thing though... I am not so passionate about LAW but I do for work a law firm. Don't worry... I am no where close to being a paralegal, but I am going to take a couple of legal assistant classes. If you only knew... I was slapped with a lawsuit by a jerk who had the audacity to try to rape me in his own home. I am not going to divulge into this situation as it has been explained in other blogs if you care to see and review. Then again, I haven't been paying too much attention to myself. I was in an emotional rut. I realized who my friends were and who weren't. That's

Poetry
Two As One I am the sand, You are the sea. All of your love Washes over me... I am the moon, You are the sun. In the universe We're united as one. I am the air, You are the wind. You blow in happiness That only love can send. You are the soil, I am the rose. With caring and tenderness Our relationship grows. You are the mind, I am the heart. I know we will never Be too far apart. Thank you ...

Lady Doc Gets Death Threats For Revealing Top Secret Fat Loss Secret To General Public
A new breakthrough secret is all you now need in order to forever shed countless pounds, stay healthy, and add many years to your life! A lady doctor from Arizona has blown the lid off the best-kept secret in weight loss ever discovered -- and this has the whole diet food and drug industries turned upside down and in nothing less than a torrential uproar. Her name is Dr Suzanne Gudakunst, and she's marching to the beat of a different drum. And no, nothing about her "secret" is difficult -- nor does it require that you do something completely out of the ordinary or anything unnatural. Instead, the Arizonian boasts proudly "...this is something that I caught onto just before 2002 when there was so much research and exploration going around concerning the human colon and digestive system working in harmony with nutritional absorption, and I started doing independent studies just to test things at first ... but which I later expanded on after seeing some fantastic results."

How To Make $1,000's Weekly With A Health Internet Business Of Your Very Own
Wise Online Entrepreneurs know that the best selling products online are health products and health-related ebooks, books, tapes, newsletter subscriptions, etc. Now World famous Dr. Suzanne Gudakunst has just released her latest "shocker!" that makes it possible for just about anyone to profit from this fact. She's making it possible for someone to get a fully-operational online "store" that specializes in "health-related" goods and services. Literally now anyone can get a complete Internet "health" business in a box! This complete website has a main product as well as up to 90 separate products that all center around breakthrough health products. And where YOU can earn some really HUGE CASH! It seems that Dr. Suzanne has really done her homework (especially for YOUR benefit!) First she correctly determined that according to Forrester Research (which is perhaps the most powerful & accurate online research database to date!) "health-related" products and information is

The Sensitive Man
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way across the top shelf She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears, She is quite impressed by his sensitive side. but doesn't mention this to him. They share

Blind Date
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town,doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Things were getting hot and heavy when the girl stopped the boy. "I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex," she said. The boy just looked at her for a couple of seconds, but then reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After the cigarette, the boy just sat in the driver's seat looking out the window."Why aren't we going anywhere?" asked the girl. "Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25."

Fu Marriage Proposal
Ok so I received my first fu proposal yesterday, from a guy that I barely was fu friends with. In the first 10 minutes or so of him proposing fake marriage he posts a mumm about someone blowing him off. Ok so I comment on it and he had it set to approve comments by owner before posting. So of course it wasn't posted. Btw it is marked for friends only so you won't be able to read it. So I am thinking hey really didn't want to get fu married to someone I didn't know but hey let's get to know one another. Well he wasn't talking, he swore that the mumm was not about me so I left it alone. Well today I log onto Fubar and well low and behold someone marked my pics nsfw. Well hey ok benefit of doubt, maybe a fu bouncer saw them and say eh this is not suitable and must be marked. So 15 of my pics were marked nsfw. Ok so I am pissed over this, but what are you gonna do. Now the coincidence is that he was the only person in 6 hrs to view my profile. So it is quite possible he did it. Well

Come Celebrate New Year's Eve With Me....
Okay, Since I Gotta Work On New Year's Eve(I AM A DJ, YAY ME) I'm Gonna Party My Azz Off And You Should Join Me!!!! If Any Of You Are In the Vicinity Of Lisle, Illinois. You Should Come On Out To Lisle Bowl And Rock Out With Me!!!! I'll Be Spinning The Tunes And Giving Aways Things, So You Don't Wanna Miss Out!!!! Fun, Food, Kick Azz Tunes, A Champagne Toast At Midnight, Oh Yeah And HEy you Can Meet Me Too, LOL!!!! Come On Out And Celebrate New Year's Eve With Me, DJ FYRE!!!! XOXO's

Dvus And My Bully...level Us Up!!
AUTO 11's ARE ON BABY!! Do You Have Some Time? Want To Level Fast? WE HAVE AUTO 11's ACTIVE NOW!! Take Some Time And Level Us And Yourself Up...W00T!!. DVUS_1**OWNED BY BUTTERFLY N MISS HONEYPIE [[FU ENGAGED TO ?MizP£Å¥MÅTË ØF ?ÅWK?@ fubar ??Jåd?d Ôn??? Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Please Read
Ladies Family Friends... We have 4 more levels before our Homepage is Godfathered i say lets all pull together and see if we can do it so that we can not only be one of the best all girl groups out there but one of the highest Leveled All girl Homepages too... What do u Guys Think!!!

Moving!! Will Be Gone For A While!
I will be moving to FL next week. I will likely be without internet for a while until things get settled. I can check messages on here from my phone but that is it so if anyone wants to be able to talk to me, message me and if you're someone I want to be able to talk to, I'll give you my number. I'll miss everyone and will hopefully be back soon.

Gotta Be Somebody
This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when, I

Pink0828 Needs A Lil Love
Yes Yes Ladies our wonderful lady Pink has a little over a million to go to level up so why dont we all try to pull together and bring her in to a level while bringing her in to a new year!! much luv

Goofylady To Oracle
GoofyLady to Oracle Train The Rules: 1. Stop by GoofyLady's page, rate the Default folder of pics... She will be hosting a Happy Hour at 6pm Fu-time... She will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in her pic folder and pick yours up. Please leave her a comment that you have gotten it... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "GoofyLady to Oracle" or something like that... 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list... 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 6. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 7. NO DRAMA..

Leonard Peltier 101
fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=417008229' target="_blank">Peltier Central Texas Branch Support GroupDate: 30 Dec 2008, 10:44 wicahcalaNative American Myspace Remove Wounded Knee MedalswicahcalaNative Prisoner Resources Say NO to Culture VultureswicahcalaNative American Myspace Remove Wounded Knee MedalsPeltier Central Texas Branch Support GroupwicahcalaPeltier Central Texas Branch Support Group20 20 de Turtle IslandWhere are all my Chicanas and Chicanas @? And otha natives in this myspace world? What affects one Indigenous brother or sista, will affect all TURTLE ISLAND and the world! It's all related!repost! Get informed or be Misinformed!.. Native Prisoner Resources.. Say NO to Culture Vultures..Remove Wounded Knee MedalsD..Peltier Central Texas Branch Support Group..The Shoot out!On June 26, 1975, two agents of the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI)-Mr. Jack Coler and Mr. Ron Williams-entered private property on the Pine Ridge reservation, the Jumping Bull Ranch. They drove

Storm
How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form Water's getting harder to tread With these waves crashing over my head If I could just see you Everything would be all right If I'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everything is alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes And everything will be alright And I will walk on water You will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everthing is alr

Another Poem
for some reason i have a thing for writing dark and depressing poems. hmm but oh well heres another one... The sweet innocence of pain running in my veins causing me to weep to every pound it sends to my heart able to feel nothing, having blindness soon to be lost in darkness for life reaching out to find a hand but only to feel the dark coldness of the damned knowing that i have nothing left of the human soul only to turn my back and sleep to forget te unquestioed belief of mankind there is no god or human that could save a lost as i screaming as these demonic terrors clasp me throat laying on my death bed of graves that soon take my flesh and bones

Contacting Me.
Incase some people are interested in contacting me off of Fubar, I thought I'd post some ways. AIM: CrestfallnFeline MSN: Crestfallen.feline@gmail.com (also my email) YID: Larrycar87 ICQ: 386446776 (Also works with AIM) Myspace: www.myspace.com/kobaruto MyspaceIM: larrycar87@yahoo.com (my spam email) DeviantArt: Kobaruto Hope to hear from you guys.

Yes I Can Speak And Write German
Ich flüstere leise zu Ihnen, liebe ich Sie immer und ewig, ich werde nie Sie gehen lassen, lieben zusammen immer, Übel Sie wird sein ist, aber Sie sind mein übler dunkler Prinz und immerwährende Liebe. translated : i whisper softly to you, i love you always and forever, i'll never let you go, together will always be, evil is you love, but you are my evil dark prince and everlasting love.

Alone I Cry
I sit here alone Night after night I try to do what’s proper Try to do what’s right I try to express How I feel each day But I sometimes feel Your pushing me away I try to prove my love Is honest, it’s true But I don’t know what else I can say or do I know you have A lot on your find But a real true love Is hard to find How many people Can put a smile on your face With just a few words That travel threw space I wished I knew If these words touch your heart Make you think of me Doing their part Because it’s your heart I want to win My heart on my sleeve With no safety pin My heart knows to well Often damaged or broke People play with it Like it’s some kind of joke If you don’t want my love Please tell me now I can try and walk away Yet I don’t know how Because over time I have fallen for you deep Sometimes I cant eat Or even sleep Thoughts of you Always fill my mind Your words to me Have always been kind Our paths cross

Useless Info
i was talkin to a friend last nite, it had to been one of the most random convos i ever had. but the most funniest thing he said to me, and of course i was stoned, but i geeked up so much,.... "i dont know how many times ive asked someone "Do you smell what the Rock is cooking?" and they answer "What?" then id say "Now your catching on!" i really dont know why its really that funny, but last nite it was so hilarious.

Helena
ok, this blog is a little off-topic from my previous political blogs. I jusrt wanted to quote the lyrics of one of my favourite misfits songs "Helena" They are fucked up, but deep at the same time, i'll let you guys be the judges. I'll get back to the political jargon after this one. If I cut off your arms and i cut off your legs, Would you still love me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, Draped and displayed Would you still love me anyway? Why don't you love me anyway? Cutting with a knife, blood is spilling everywhere She will be my wife, Secondary Spine. Incisions must be accurate I know just what to do My hands are trembling, I can't spare to slip up with this knife! Her beauty so illogical The Beast come gliding in Hideous Chameleon stripped down to her skin Dance to the burning flame, Pleasure exhumes the pain The Night bursts into flame, Dance, Helena, Dance! If I cut off your arms and i cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? The

Just Something I Once Wrote
CAN TOMORROW BE ANY BLACKER THAN TODAY? IT JUST SEEMS TO GET DARKER, DAY BY DAY I PRAY FOR SOME HELP FROM ABOVE "PLEASE, SEND ME SOMEONE TO LOVE" I LIVE MY LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME LONELINESS SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY CRIME ALTHOUGH I HAVE MY HEALTH, I REALLY DON`T CARE CAUSE IT`S WORSE THAN DEATH, LIVING IN DESPAIR I WAKE EVERYDAY AND SEE THE SAME FOUR WALLS AND WAIT BY THE PHONE BUT, NO ONE CALLS I FOUND TRUE LOVE ONCE IN MY LIFE NOW, WHERE I LIVE IT`S NEVER LIGHT WHAT WILL HAVE TO HAPPEN FOR ME TO RETURN TO LIFE? OR IS THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION UPON THE BLADE OF A KNIFE? I HAVE NEVER FELT AN EMPTINESS LIKE THIS BEFORE SIMPLY AWAITING DEATH TO KNOCK UPON MY DOOR WILL THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN TOMORROW? OR WILL IT BE ANOTHER DAY FILLED WITH SORROW THE ANSWER WILL BE FOUND UPON THE EARLY LIGHT LORD, HELP ME GET

Cowboy Dan
Well, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene He goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean He's gonna start a war He hops in his pickup puts the pedal to the floor And says "I got mine but I want more" Because, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene He goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean He goes to the desert, fires his rifle in the sky And says, "God if I have to die you will have to die" Because, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene I didn't move to the city, the city moved to me And I want out desperately Can't do it, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over Can't do it, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over No, no, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over Standing in the tall grass Thinking nothing You know we need oxygen to breathe, oxygen to breathe Everytime you think you're walking you're just moving the ground Everytime you think you're talking you're just moving your mouth Every

Some Random Facts About Me Pt 1
- I am lactose intolerant - I have three nipples - I have had 2 sets of wisdom teeth - I can say "hello" in over 14 languages - One of my biggest fears is the ocean(which is ironic because im stationed in Hawai'i. -I hate the words moist, fiesty, nonsensical, discharge, bulbous, twaddle... more to come on that - My second biggest pet pieve is when people chew with their mouth open - My penis is named Mr Mistoffelees (soon to be Dr. Mistoffelees OB/GYN) and my balls are John Coltrane(R) and Richard Gere(L) - I talk to myself out loud more than the average person - Food that makes most people fat makes me skinny. I have 9 fingernails, and 9 toenails -I love Pride and Prejudice and Harold and Maude -Words I hate pt.2: Poop, Cav, Ideal, Whom, Towellette, Louvre, Derelict, Lummox, HOOAH, Roger, Corn-hole -I have to tap my feet or drum with my hands all the time -When I swim, my eyes change from Brn to Hzl then to Grn -If I say I am going to

Lost Levelers Family
Founder Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Rating Revolution~ Fu Owned by Happily Taken & SinfulBrat@ fubar Co-Founder lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel@ fubar Team Leaders Happily Taken,Proud Military Supporter, Twilight Leveler@ fubar ღஐ™ Whos_That_Girl™ ღஐ AKA THIS_GIRL@ fubar ßĩŧ¢һ¥ wĩŧ¢һ~MîÐñÌghT Ìl£ü§îÖñš ™~♥Slashers Wifey♥ ~@ fubar MISSYBEAR" N.A.P.RECRUITER-OMEGA BOMBER GREETER&LLAMA LEVELER&PEGASUS PROJECT TEAM 3&FU ANGEL@ fubar Members Sexci Girl@ fubar Bobby@ fubar JadedOne@ fubar HappyWickedBunny*OWNED BY KINGOFKINGS** Promoter at Scooter Bar**Lost &Zodiak Leveler*JuggaloMa@ fubar Dj darkend_soul owner of 9th Gate (Hells Tavern) lounge

Auction
Come bid on your favorite fu!!!! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here are the auction entries! THE HOST: VAs Fynest WINNER: JOHNNY WITH BID OF 3 MONTH VIP DAWNMARIE WINNER: SAYHEY_2008 WITH 2.25 MIL FUBUCKS FREYA WINNER: DOMINIX WITH HAPPY HOUR AND 25 BLING PACK SWEETSEXYMOMMA WINNER: CRAZEDMANIAC WITH 500K FUBUCKS ANGELSFALLS WINNER: DJSCOOBY WITH BID OF 1 MIL FUBUCKS LIL SPICEY SOUTHERN BELLE WINNER: JAMEZ WITH HAPPY HOUR, BLING PACK, 10 MIL FUBUCKS AND 1 VIP STARRY WINNER: SUGARLICIOUS WITH 25 BLING PACK AND 6.2 MIL FUBUCKS DEVILISH DESIRE

Hey
hi just another cold day here we didnt get any more snow today . But its still cold . Are you all ready for the New Year to be brought in ? I am . But i want to be in Africa where it's nice and warm for sure . How are you celebrating your new years this year? I might go to a club not for sure yet what I'm doing . I want to wish everyone a Happy New Years . If you go out make sure you have you DD with you . I dont drink so i would be a good DD . Don't do me any good to drink i get drunk on one beer . LOL cause i never drink .My sons do my drinking for me .

Too Many Puppies
Too many puppies are being shot in the dark. Too many puppies are trained not to bark. At the sight of blood that must be spilled so that We may maintain our oil fields. Too many puppies Too many puppies are taught to heal. Too many puppies are trained to kill. On the command of men wearing money belts that buy Mistresses sleek animal pelts. Too many puppies. Too many puppies with guns in their hands. Too many puppies in foreign lands. Are dressed up sharp in suits of green and Placed upon the war machine. Too many puppies are just like me. Too many puppies are afraid to see. The visions of the past brought to life again, Too many puppies, too many dead men.

Seulment L'amour
Toi, mon tendre amour Ma seule lumière Ma seule raison De rester sur terre La douce prison Où je peux me plaire Toi, mon tendre amour Mon seul univers Le temps qui court Ne peut rien défaire Je veux toujours Être ta prisonnière {Refrain:} Seulement l'amour Pour qu'il guide nos pas Seulement l'amour Pour le temps qu'il voudra Je veux tout faire, si tu restes avec moi Même l'enfer ne me brûlera pas Toi, ma raison d'être De tout abandonner Mon envie de renaître Pour apprendre à t'aimer Tout le temps qu'il me reste Je veux te le donner Toi, ma raison de vivre De tout abandonner Mon envie de te suivre Pour apprendre à t'aimer Tout le temps qu'il me reste Je veux te le donner Seulement l'amour Pour qu'il guide nos pas Seulement l'amour Pour le temps qu'il voudra Je veux tout faire, si tu restes avec moi Même l'enfer ne me brûlera pas Seulement l'amour Jusqu'au bout de nos vies Qu'il nous emmène Pour ne pas qu'on l'oubli Que par amour on do

Happy New Year To All
Hello all my friends here on Fubar....Lol when I first got here it was CherryTap!!! I have some news...Mom passed away on October 14, 2008...and I got married to my soulmate.. on October 20, 2008.The love of my life.. he is Sam Wright...LOL told everyone I would marry the RIGHT one someday and thats true to that word..just spelled differently. Well life just goes on and I know where Mom is ...looking down and seeing her daughter (me) very HAPPY!!! My kids like him and thats rare for my boys, but they see me HAPPY and thats all that counts.. So have a Happy New Year...Ride it like you stole it and ..BE SAFE no matter what. Lady Di

My 123008 Kiss Fortune
Tell them what you really think. Otherwise, nothing will change. --- Speaking honestly right now will save you much sadness and will set the course for you to move through life with strength.

What Does The 2009 Inauguration Means To Me...
To me it means this a time that has been along time coming. Its a great time to be alive to witness such a historical event. I think about all the stories my grandmother use to tell me about the struggles of being black in America. Now we can be proud of the changes and the sacrifices that have been made for such an event to happen in our lifetime. Our parents always told of stories about their past. Like my father who told a story of being aboard a Navy ship when it was destroyed by the Japanese and survived, my mother told a story of the days they only had one pair of shoes just to wear to school to walk to school in that was 10 miles away. Now i can tell the story to my grand-kids that i was there the day our country came together and sat aside there differences to elect the first black president of The Untied States of America.

Seriously
Some people on this site need to grow up. I'm going to be a bit vague on this because unfortunately some good friends of mine are tied into this same thing. Otherwise I'd be putting this "thing" on blast big time. This is now the second time I've gotten a friend request. Both times once I hit accept I get blocked. Why the hell bother? Seriously. And if people wanna doubt me I've got screen shots. I had just accepted friend requests without really paying close attention to them since I figured it was the people I had just rated back. Well one of them must have been the 2nd request from this one profile. I didn't notice it but when I accepted them all and then refreshed I noticed a certain bulletin on my board and I was like wait that page just blocked me like 2 days ago after I accepted them. WTF!?? I did a screen shot of the bulletin on my board which it wouldn't be there unless someone had been on my friend's list. I don't block many people unless I really feel a

Hurt Me Again
I dont know why I even try To love you. I dont know why I let you lie Over and over. I sit and cry Every night To be with you. But you dont care And its so not fair How much I just want to hate you. I used to feel That love was real And that I found it with you. But now I see That fool was me Because I was just stupid. You never really cared You were never really there And now Im alone like I should be. I wont try again I want the hurt to end And I cant take another heartbreak.

Hater Alert ... Do What U Will ... But Whaever U Do Make Sure Pay Backs A Bi@tch Lmao
Ok This Guy Is A Total A$$ He Goes Around To females Pages And Rates Them 1's & Leaves Nasty Rude Comments.. Its Sad When Men Have No More In Their Lives To Do Than Go Around Belittling ppl They Dont Even know.. He Must Have An Itty Bitty Weiner Complex Lmao....Anyway He has Been Messing With Alot Of Our DC Ladies.. So PLease Lets All Show Him The Same Luv And Restpect He Has Showed Us, WHICH IS NONE!!!!!!! Make Sure You Block The Punk When Ya Done SO He Cant Hate!! :P Skank Hunter

Hater Alert
Ok This Guy Is A Total A$$ He Goes Around To females Pages And Rates Them 1's & Leaves Nasty Rude Comments.. Its Sad When Men Have No More In Their Lives To Do Than Go Around Belittling ppl They Dont Even know.. He Must Have An Itty Bitty Weiner Complex Lmao....Anyway He has Been Messing With Alot Of Our DC Ladies.. So PLease Lets All Show Him The Same Luv And Restpect He Has Showed Us, WHICH IS NONE!!!!!!! Make Sure You Block The Punk When Ya Done SO He Cant Hate!! :P Skank Hunter

Im A Lollipop Kid..gonna B In An Auction..who Wants To Own Me?
All entries are due by midnight Thursday! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 25k to enter 2. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 3. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 4. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 5. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 6. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Auction Brought To You By The Beautiful: VAs FyNeSt~Owned By Jaded One Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

Auto 11's On...i Want To Be Disciple!!!
JADED ONE HAS AUTO 11’S…HELP ME DISCIPLE PLEASE!! AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!!! 3 MILL TO LEVEL!!! PLEASE HELP ME DISCIPLE FOR NEW YEARS!!!! PRIVATE MESSAGE ME FOR ALL LOVE RETURNED!!!! I LOVE FRIENDS AND FAM NEW AND OLD!!! SO COME LEVEL UP AND GET YOUR POINTS WHILE HELPING ME LEVEL TOO!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND HELP US BOTH LEVEL UP!! ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar PLENTY OF STASH, PICS, AND BLOGS TO RATE.!!!!! ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED!!! JUST SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE!! I WILL GET BACK WITH YOU!!! THANKYOU IN ADVANCE TO ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND TO ALL THE NEW ONES TOO!! LUV YOU ALL!!!

Surprise Added Bonus
*****NEW MESSAGE***** I HAVE ADDED STICKAM TO THIS BLOG, NO NEED TO GO TO MAIN PAGE. *IM SHY* LMAO THAT'S RIGHT, A DRAWING FOR THOSE THAT RATED THEIR BUTTS OFF! YOUR RIGHT I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU WHAT U WILL WIN RIGHT? WELL GUESS U WILL HAVE TO SHOW UP TO SEE. COULD BE ANYTHING :P I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 2 OF THESE ITEMS, YUP THAT'S RIGHT 2!!! RULES THIS IS HOW I WILL BE DOING THE DRAWING. IN MY JAMMIES POPULAR DEMAND YALL FRICKEN CRAZY BUT I WILL. FOOTIE JAMMIES JUST FOR YALL. OPTION B WON B. I HAVE STIKCAM ON MY MAIN PAGE, I CAN ALSO DO IT FROM THERE AS WELL. 10 AM FU TIME 12 PM CENTRAL 1 PM EST IF U DON'T WISH TO PARTICIPATE THEN SHOUT ME BEFORE IT STARTS. YOU MAY DONATE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE IT'S YOURS TO DO AS YOU WISH. SEE WINNERS NAME POSTED IN THIS BULLETIN AT SPECIFIED TIME ABOVE

Happy New Year Everyone
So here I am sitting at my computer contemplating the new year, and I just wanted to wish everyone a great new year. Hopefully this is a beginning to a new chapter in your lives and that chapter is a happy one. I've had one of those years that makes you wish for a new one. I've realized some hard truths and been through some personal, emotional things that tear you down, but I think this year is going to build me back up and I hope that it is the same for you all. Meaning: I hope that your year is a great one and that all of the things you wish for comes true.

Vanilla.
Vanilla This is in her beating heart, she dreams in shaded nightfall; the gears grind to a halt. She smears the ground with kosher salt, because she knows she knows it all. This is in her beating heart. With vanilla tongue, she rips apart each man that comes to call. The gears grind to a halt. Watching from an upstairs room, waiting to play the part, this eager bride-to-be becomes something that will appall. This is in her beating heart. Life will end, but will not start and she feels this just behind the wall. The gears grind to a halt. With all her plans, red-handed, caught she bows to his resolve: This is in her beating heart; the gears grid to a halt.

Huh.
Ok this is wierd i was called a loser cuase I didn't get naked for a stranger. lol, How funny. But then i started thinking. Does everyone have naked pics of themselves on this site. Just a thought. Was Wowed that he thought i was just gonna show him my goods So he can wack it an i can't. Let me know if you think i am a prude.or am i just being me.

2008>>>>2009
Happy Holidays! I just wanted to post my thoughts to all the people I've met here and the friends I have made. It has been a rather rough year for me: first getting layed off due to the economy and still job hunting, then the death of my cat, then my brother dying in December...not a great year. I do hope 2009 brings much more happiness...perhaps getting to meet some of you in person! and a new job! lol. I can't afford to be "prematurely retired" if I don't have the money to enjoy it! It will be a new year soon, a new beginning again...with the economy the way it is and our uncertain government, let's hope we can all prosper and get ahead. I already have the treasures of friends found here. You all know who you are! Christmas Blessings to you...and for all of us, a Very Happy New YEar ahead! Lee in Texas

Talk About California Girls... Yummy!
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Happy New Year
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Happy NEW Year Current mood: chill HAPPY NEWYEAR 2009 Hope to all you had or have a great year. hope all your dreams and needs come to you ! Don't ask for what's to far to reach but don't think every thing you dream is to far from reach so look upon your new year with the hope that you get what you want! Happy New Year allll D.j .Rock

First Post!
So... I joined this site yesterday thinking it looked a little silly, but it's not to shabby... almost like a night life version of myspace or something, lol. It's alright! So.... I'm stuck at work right now in some serious pain... I have this stomach ulcer - had it since October 2007 when I left my fiancee. Stress related obviously! lol And sometimes when I get stressed out, upset, or just eat the wrong thing... boom - there it goes. Makes me feel like a little critter is eating my stomach from the inside out and splashing acid sauce on it for flavor. Ouch! Anyways, so I uploaded a few pics, what do you guys think? A few of my daughter, one of just me, and one of my and my sesSsy man EJ! More pics to come later when I find some I like. Anyways... so, I have two more days for work at this godforsaken job, I hate it so much here! Been working as a secretary for G&A Electronic Services (owned and operated by my grandparents) for about 4-5 years on and off. This has been the WORST J

Im Really Really Sad
I just Got a new NIKON D40 camera for xmas. ive been taking pictures like a mad man. but im sad.. i never have enough picture spots to post them. please help me level or tell me how to get VIP.

Nsfw Pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK...when I'm fu-married I let my fu-hubby decide what I should do with my NSFW pics! SIRJP is my fu-hubby and he thinks that ALL of the nsfw pics should be closed to family only! The only way to have a family spot and STAY in it is to talk to me regularly. :) OR buy me a blast/auto 11/ or VIP I respect JP's decision and I will leave it that way for him. Sorry to disappoint you but I luvs my JP and don't want to mess it up! :) Add this effect to your own photos

Funny Things I Noticed
As the new year approaches quickly I would like to share some observations I made this year and in the past. 1) Keeping money in a mattress is safer than with a stock broker or a bank. 2) Greed is sin for a reason i.e. people buying homes they can't afford, mortgage broker's selling people loans they can't afford. investment banks using sub-prime mortgages to make bigger bonuses and investors buying this crappy investments because of a high return on investment. Simply- Greed can be deadly. 3) The media only reports things fairly when they are reporting your views! 4) Any politician that promises change just means he has figured a new way of screwing the tax paying public otherwise it politics as usual. 5) Actors, Singers, and other Hollywood types prove that good looks and money don't mean you are smart or will be happy in life. Just watch Celebrity Re-Hab on VH1 to prove this point. 6) Over the years I have had many of friends drink beer with me just so few hel

Stupid
Afraid Of you And what you mean to me Knowing That Im Alone in what I feel. Waiting For the day You finally walk away. Dreading The feeling Of life without you. Hiding From you So you dont know what I think. Smiling Through pain Do you look at me that deeply? Praying To God That I am enough to keep you. And all these things that I see in mah head. All these things that I feel in mah heart. Nothing that I know can stop me from loving you.

It's Time
So I decided, today is the day that I look ahead and stop holding onto what happened with my ex-husband. Today is the day that I realize that I am worth fighting for. Today is the day I realize I deserve to be treated like a queen. Today is the day I take a step to my future. No matter how scary it is. No matter how hard it is. I have to move forward. I have to look ahead. Starting today. It's hard to start over. It's been almost 3 months now since I left the sorry situation I was in. It's been even longer since I felt like a someone important. It's time to leave that behind me. It's time to be the woman I know I can be. It's time to open up my heart and world to new possibilites. It's time to be ME again! It's time to take a step to the dreams I let go of. The ambitions that made me ME! Thanks to everyone in my life that has believed in me when I thought I wasn't worth believing in. It's a new day. And I'm a new me.

To Wither In Denial
Disarm you with a smile Cut you like you want me too Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you The killer in me is the killer in you My love - I send a smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone The Years burn...burn!

Something I Wrote
I know your busy, but take a seond and do me favor. Stand up and turn to the window,close your eyes and look for me. Do not look for me with your eyes, but rather see me with your heart, for i will be there, looking back at you through the night. Like a penetant man seeking to see the grand splendor of heaven through the stars misty veil. For it is you that i see, above the stars, and whose heart i can see through the night.

Blatant Photoshopping Lol
Wow, so, I saw someone in a mumm say something about tranny manny in the HH. I had to take a look- the first pictures I saw were CLEARLY of an older womans face, photoshoped onto a younger womans body. I looked at the comments, and not one said anything like hey, your face/skin looks different than your body, what's up with that? No, all the horny men said was oh wow you're hot, blah blah blah. Her Salute is real, but if you look at her hands in the salute and the hands in the photoshopped pictures, you can SEE plain as day that it is not the right head on the body.

None
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from ou

Help Me Levvv...pweeseeeee??
AUTO 11's ARE ON BABY!! Do You Have Some Time? Want To Level Fast? I HAVE AUTO 11's ACTIVE NOW!!. DVUS_1**OWNED BY BUTTERFLY N MISS HONEYPIE [[FU ENGAGED TO ?MizP£Å¥MÅTË ØF ?ÅWK?@ fubar

Morre Tracks For Your Enjoyment And Booty Shaking...
Ahhh listening to this @ 3 am at the Sound Factory. Jr Vasquez on the turntables...me attempting to dance. The lights, the smoke machines, the crowd moving as one....good times... My fav parts are the synthesizer filter sweeps...and of course the singing (love those lyrics). Another floor filler....also played @ sound factory and s.f bar - respect to the "powder on teh floor crew" and the House of Extravaganza. Today's music (read house/dance) is much to fast for my liking. It's all about the DJ and not about the melody. and finally : I recall listening to this @ the Tunnel (or was it the octagon?)....watching people dancing...laughing and smiling...and me..all by my lonesome.

Something To Think About :d
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway

Gary
We hear you’re going to retire Start a chapter in life that’s brand new, No worry ‘bout statistics and deadlines And a lot of us wish we were you! Get rid of that pesky alarm clock Throw out those suits and those ties, Sit around with all of your buddies Telling war stories and all kinds of lies. Forget about files and faxes Stay in bed when the weather is cold, Chuckle a bit at all of us peons Who are doing the same old, same old. While we’re happy you’re leaving the rat race And facing the unknown with no fear, Once in a while come by and say ‘howdy’ ‘Cause you’re leaving a lot of friends here.

Lot Of Shit Going On
Ok some of you know what has been going on sooo anyways I am done I left his ass he hit me and I hit him back...I shoulnt have but I was defening myself sooo I will not be on as much as I was before I am trying ok...I love you all my dear friends!!!!!!!

Five Golden Rings In The Alien Years
This morning before Sarah called out my name from the top of the stairs, I finished reading a book I’d bought at Barnes & Noble Sunday as a Christmas present to myself. Since I paid for it with a B&N gift card I’d gotten “from Santa”, that’s technically true. Robert Silverberg’s novel “The Alien Years” (ISBN 006105111X) is a late 1990s take on the atypical science fiction theme of alien invasion. As I was reading it, though, I was commenting to myself on the dearth of said plots in this decade that I’m aware of. This month’s remake of “The Day The Earth Stood Still” doesn’t quite qualify for me, I’m thinking of the ratcheting tension, pre-9/11 stories and films that made us jump; ok, “Independence Day” was the big movie in that field for the nineties, “V” for the eighties. The big difference between them was that in “V” (if you remember it from NBC) the aliens started out by looking like us, and that was the freaky part. It’s probably what touches a chord with us, paralleling

Another Oldy But Goody ...
LISTEN TO THE WORDS. Keeping on the Larry Heard tip (g0d I'm soooo street)...here's a somewhat recent tune by him (and vocal's by Mr. White ) : " You saved my day...thank you baby... You saved my day... thank you baby.... you came on so gloomy the other day, it seemed that nothing was going my way, heartaches and pain were the only two friends I could claim...they're rotten where the marks still remain... I needed someone to know me,I needed someone to show me that I did'nt have to be oh so lonely, then you came, you saved my day... Now I'm never no more lonely, I'm not lonely, I'm not lonely anymore , You saved my day,I could jump for joy..every time I think about what you do to me...you saved my day..... Like water to a seed, you nourish me, you bend me to the light you made me real, you gave me life, no more lonely days and empty nights, thank you baby, you saved my day, youve saved my day... I could jump for joy...you made it better for

Love In The Bottom Of A Bottle.
"Love in the bottom of a bottle" KC & JOJO said it best when they sing: "If you think your lonely now, wait until TONIGHT!" But what happens when a mistake you've made keeps you up at NIGHT? I fell for you when you fell for me ALIKE! when you were sober you couldn't talk to me about the bad things in your LIFE? I tried so hard to get some feelings out of you, a few beers and some shots, you wanted to live with me and be my WIFE! I was really abused by YOU too girl for thinking it's ALL RIGHT! You had more affection for me when you were INTOXICATED. You made my heart feel so COMPLICATED, trust you? When you knew from relationships past I was already JADED. All bull shit aside. I can't be sorry enough for pushing you into the street because I was drunk and FADED! Skinned KNEES? Oh PLEASE? Suck it up is what you would tell THEE? I have cuts and scrapes too but, mine are from the MEMORIES. It was 2 weeks since you were dating ME, I looked past when you were d

It's All Part Of It.
Him being gone is driving me nuts. I try to fill my day with stupid things that keep my mind off of it but it doesn't help at night when he's not next to me in bed. I'm so excited that his birthday is coming up soon and he's going to be home so, I have something really special planned. I hope he likes it.

The Word Of The 1st
i'm such a dork. i bought the page a day 2009 urban dictionary calendar. from time to time, i will post interesting words and definitions. we will have a sesame street-esque word of the day type of blog. use the day's word in a sentence if you will or poke fun at the retarded nature of said calendar. since most of us will be either celebrating on new year's day or hungover, i decided to post the 1st word and definition today. have fun. slang: the ever-evolving bastardization of the written and spoken language as a result of social and cultural idolization of celebrities. example: Aw, snap, son. Check out the fine-ass sho-tee rockin' all dat ice. translation: Hello, my good sir. Take a gander at the beautiful woman wearing the expensive jewels.

12.30.08 - Eminem - Puke (blahhhhhh)
SONG VERSION BELOW Puke - Eminem LYRICS BELOW There I go Thinking of you again [Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know-oh-oh-oh-ho You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's gott

Troy Sent To Me, Thought It Was Cute
Sweet words are easy to say,Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming Hope ends when U stop believing,Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whom ever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason To care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend. Dont forget to send it back to ME ..... If U Care Life is so short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love or don't want to lose in 2008, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend!

Thanks Annual Gift Man !!!!!!!!!!
Thanks Annual Gift Man ! Why am I thanking AGM? Well today the presents from the holidays finally showed up..that being : 1. Hakko 599B - soldering gun tip cleaner 2. Weller 25 watt soldering iron 3. a few potentiometers 4. a tube of solder Want to see some of my handiwork? Goto - http://www.youtube.com/user/nevets68 My GF (aka Queen3b aka cuddlecatangelbabybeartinytykeandrecepticleofmylove) gave me the following : 1. Dvd - Blue Harvest 2. DOD Grunge guitar Pedal 3. Guitar Center Gift Card 4. A nice Scarf and Glove set 5. Her love..which is priceless!

No Longer
No longer will I run, no longer will I hide, I will never stop in my search for love. Gladly I would give of my self, my sanity, my pride, for the embrace of a passionate soul I've been so dreaming of. I will journey through the day, never to rest I wander the night, Looking, calling, dreaming and longing of when I can look into his eyes of light. To entwine our souls till eternity is at it's end, For this I would go to any extreme, even time I would learn to bend. But from my mistakes I must learn, from deep within my soul I had to reach inside. So no longer will I run, No longer will I hide.

For My Son... The Lessons He Is Sharing With Me What He Has Gone Thru So Far Being In The Army...
My heart goes out even more for the men and women in the army... granted i was in, but it was mostly peace time when i served, and yes i seen a lil shit its nothing like what the men and women r faceing w iraq and afgahanistan... when i went thru basic back in 87 they didnt teach us "combatives" like they r teaching now, i am glad to see this training is being taught but... i have friends who are vietnam vets and i come from a family who has a strong military history, i never thought my own children would ever do the same... i have so many mixed emitons now... i am so proud, i see that warrior spirit within my son, i know he gets this strength from me, yet my heart breaks cuz i pray he never has use it to stay alive. my heart really does go out to those who are the parents of the new soldiers... i hope u find the peace u need... the following videos are a look at what a soldier goes thru in basic training ...hope u enjoy. no this is not my sons platoon but it i

Need 100 Rates By Tomorrow Midnight...can You Please Lend A Hand?
I'm in a contest for rates only it starts today and will end at midnight tomorrow night. All I need 100 rates so please take a moment and click on the link below. The prizes are pretty cool...So Please take a moment and rate the picture of the kitties for me. Hugs to all my family and friends. 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack Thanks, Silverpixi

Johnny Devil Aka Devils Playthings Aka Nurse Uses Greasemonkey
JOHNNY DEVIL IS ALWAYS QUICK TO CALL OUT FAKES CHEATERS ETC. WHEN HE IS DOING THE SAME THING. HE IS USING FAKE PORN STAR PHOTOS TO GET MEN TO RATE HIM.AND ALSO "GREASEMONKEY" IS HIS CHEATING SCRIPTER OF CHOICE TO RATE PROFILES. THIS IS HIS OWN SCREENSHOT HE TOOK HIMSELF IN ONE OF HIS BLOGS HE FORGOT TO CROP OUT HIS LITTLE RED SMILING MONKEY WHICH GAVE HIM AWAY. NOW WHO IS THE CHEATER? Devils Plaything.@ fubar

Just One Rate Needed Plz
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Momies Love
I have been writting to my mom since 2005. The year she died you gotta share though when it gets tough. So I am venting here. I don't know how much of you believe in the supernatural. I do know. I was cleaning the house one day, crying contemplating my marriage. When i saw out the corner of my eye a person at the top of my stairs. I looked up it was my mom. What do you think that means. I meen i was bawling around thinking of my marraige and there she appears. A woman who wouldnt leave a man if they killed her. Which i think her bastard husband did. but I have dreamed that one day that i would get to know here. I was in and out of foster care. I lived with my dad from the ages 5-12, not a picnis i tell ya. My step mom hates me she kicked me out after some crazy shit went down. My mom was proud of me though, I was the first from her side of the family to graduate, the 2nd to join the military. by choice. I miss her. If you read this feel free to geve me advise on how to coop i still don

The Door To Hell
This place in Uzbekistan is called by locals "The Door to Hell". It is situated near the small town of Darvaz. The story of this place lasts already for 35 years. Once the geologists were drilling for gas. Then suddenly during the drilling they have found an underground cavern, it was so big that all the drilling site with all the equipment and camps got deep deep under the ground. None dared to go down there because the cavern was filled with gas. So they ignited it so that no poisonous gas could come out of the hole, and since then, it's burning, already for 35 years without any pause. Nobody knows how many tons of excellent gas has been burned for all those years but it just seems to be infinite there.

Level Sinfulbrat To Disciple!!!
Do You Know This Brat? ~*~SinfulBrat~*~ Let's Get This Woman Leveled She Doesn't Have Far To Go Show Her Tons Of Love Bling Her Crush Her Fan Her Add Her Rate The (heehee) Panties Off Her But Lets Get Her Leveled TODAY! She Is Always Showing Her Love To Her Owners Her Friends Random Fu's Let's Do Our Part! Tell Her Pink 0828 Sent Ya! Pink0828 (repost of original by '* Pink 0828* ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ' on '2008-12-29 13:49:48') (repost of original by 'SinfulBrat ~NO SALUTE =NO ADD~' on '2008-12-29 15:36:37') (repost of original by '===Steve=== ENFORCER@DDR-FU-OWNED BY FEISTY AND DJ NILLA TILL X-MAS'09(SHADOW LEVELER)' on '2008-12-29 16:09:53') (repost of original by 'Heart Inspector ♥ owned by Tappinit~' on '2008-12-29 23:42:49') (repost of

Abunza Scam
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Feeling Blue
Well 2009 is aproaching people another day or so lol ....But im feeling a little Blue was on facebook looking at some pictures some of my family members posted and it just reminded me about how much i miss them ....My holidays where pretty quiet spent it with my mom and her boyfriend and his grandson....my parents split about 4 years ago time flies let me tell ya....i think the first xmas with my parents being apart was the hardest but for some reason i still find it a little hard with my father being 13 hours away i see him maybe once a year or 2 years and thats being generous we barely keep in contact we talk once a month....but all in all i cant complain i have my health and some family members around ....new years resolution is gonna be hard i decided to quit smoking and cut junk food out of my life :s wish me luck lol but i have to do it for my health and myself im sure im gonna have my moments but ill survive......I hope all of my friends have had a verry merry xmas and have a ha

I Did It Again
Don't try and save me I just want you to see Alone in this fight Struggle as I might Locked inside Must always hide Keep away the pain My loss and your gain It's not a game My secret shame Bleeding skin I did it again Razor in hand I take my stand Relief you will bring With a little sting Crimson red you will flow As I watch the puddle grow

A Forever Friend
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit, and makes that dark and empty world suddenly bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete, because you need not worry, You have a forever friend for life, and forever has no end.

Strange Number
This is really strange.. try it! GET A CALCULATOR. 1. Key into the calculator the first 3 digits of your phone number (the exchange, not the area code). 2. Multiply by 80 3. Add 1 4. Multiply by 250 5. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number 6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again 7. Subtract 250 8. Lastly, divide by 2 Is this your phone number?

Meh
from the darkness and the fire burned deep with in hides a secret a secret of time that cannot be concealed by fate lost for eternity it may seem such a secret longs to be set free and burn so purely through the heart but hidden it shall remain for now. smoldered by a chilling rain a fire that refuses to die smolders blackening lungs with it's smoke of despair and failing hope. winding through like vines on a tree destiny twists an untold story with no fathomable end. wittled to the core searching through the ice for a shard of truth upon the broken glass of the mirror that holds blood with in of a thousand dead and twice as many dying. shifting through the sands beginning to sink further grasping for a branch nearby to pull out from the pit of eternal slumber. cutting the brain for thoughts, means of escape tearing the heart desperate for answers to a hidden question or perhaps searching for the question already holding the answer unsure uncertain confused and lost in a sense of no

Single Girls Prayer...
Now I lay me down to sleep. Please don't send me no more creeps. Please just send me one good man. One without a wedding band. One good man who's sweet as pie. Who brushed his teeth and doesn't lie. Who dresses neat and doesn't smell. And is sexy like my man Denzel. Man, if I should die before I wake, that would truly take the cake; No matrimony or honeymoon. No fancy reception planned for June. No throwing of the wedding bouquet. Please, God, don't let me go out that way. If I die before I meet Mr. Right I won't go out without a fight. But then again with my luck, He'd probably be just some schmuck. The single life is not that bad I know it's just a passing fad. I won't be blue. I will not frown. Besides, I like my toilet seat down. No more makeup, won't comb my hair. So never mind this stupid prayer. The single life will do just fine.

Y The Stelers Rock !!!
They will go down as the winningest most solidly run team in the history of the NFL.I just hope they get # 6 before dallas, and San Fran.Oops.Neither of those teams are in the playoffs this year.Goooooo Steelers.

My Resignation
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly e

Two Days We Should Not Worry About !!
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone forever. The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and its poor performance; Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be born. This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities Yesterday and Tomorro

Make Time
Ok, here it is, fucking make time with your significant other. saying "oh i love her/him", but yet you're losing her/him by not making time, and ladies, please do the same. Are WOMEN are putting up with more dumbass shit than they have to. I know Im an asshole, thats why im single. but look, if YOU guys are having problems (relationship), sit down and try to actually Communicate, all it takes is a LITTLE Communication, and guys seriously, dont be scared to shed a fuckin tear, "tough guys dont cry", fuckin bullshit, women want someone they can share their feelings with, so get that out of your head. (i know "boys" from fubar are going to bash this). thats all for now.

Ladies Ladies Ladies I Dunno What To Do
I do Not Know how else to deal with the FAMILY area situation on the homepage other than to close it .. we have members in the group who are asking why they are not in the family list ... why is so and so in it and not me... so the only fair thing i know to do is to close the family Part down since we are all family and there isnt enough family slots in the family area to fit u all in... so please if you were in the DC family b4 pls do not be offended by being moved.... i dont want any of our girls to feel they are not family so since the family area isnt large enough to fit all of You Ladies in i say we just close it and that is what will be done and how it will remain until i am able to speak with the other 3 group founders!! ty for reading this blog and i hope u all had a wonerful Christmas.. Now pls one and all stay safe ringing in the new year!! Much luv !!

Answers
Sometimes being the person who has all the answers is such a pain in the ass! When all hell breaks loose, you get the phone call. At 6 am. Problem is, at 6 in the morning, I have very few answers that are worth a damn. Anyway, long story short. Work issues explode early this morning, I work from BED (grab laptop from desk and bleary eyed try to fix problem) for the last four hours! It's gonna be a great day already. Now that's almost noon, I'm going to get some coffee. Don't expect me to have answers for you today :P

Life Sucks
Somebody, just do me one favor. Pick up a real hammer, make your way here to Washington, DC and I'll stand still as you swing it as hard as you can and break my face with it. It would only take once and thatll do it for my life. So, any takers on that offer? I want you to know that with the way my life is going nowadays, I really think I'd be appreciative of it if someone would. All I want in life is to be good enough of a guy for Janice to take me, be with me and never let me go but I cant ever be good enough for her and because I love her anyway, and wont stop loving her, whats the point in me living this life if its without her!?!?!? To all those of you that pray to God and are religious or whatever else, guess what.... I have been too and I ended up feeling this bad about life anyhow! So, you people, I ask you in all seriousness, if there really is one of him, WHY DOESNT HE HELP ME!? IM ASKING THAT EITHER I GET ONE LAST SHOT WITH HER BECAUSE OF HOW ITS ALL IT WOULD TAKE OR THAT G

New Story From A Friend On Fubar
this is a true story put to words... I hope you all enjoy this story from a friend. If you have a true story or a fantasy send to me. You too may see your story posted here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gina and I were returning from a business trip on the West Coast and had some extra time on our hands so I suggested that we try a strip club in Nevada . We have never dated or had a relationship, so she thought it a little odd that I would ask her, but I said I had heard that the Nevada clubs were very hot, so she must have thought – “what the hell?” After looking at various listing in Las Vegas and Reno , we finally picked interesting looking place outside Tahoe. I think it was called The Refuge, or the Getaway, or maybe The Escape. It was on the outskirts of town and seemed to be the biggest business within several miles. We arrived just about dark dressed in our business/travel attire. The parking lot was already full, so we pulled up to t

Generations - New Years Eve Party
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Success Requires A Willingness To Act.
PLEASE ADD ME. PLEASE RECOMMEND ME. Tuesday, December 30, 2008 SUCCESS REQUIRES A WILLINGNESS TO ACT. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you want to be successful, you can start at anytime. But you must start. Don't make the mistake of not doing anything because you can only do a little. Do what you can do. It will always be your attitude at the beginning of any difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect its successful outcome. To be aware of what you want and not go after it, to spend years wondering if something could have materialized, and never knowing if it could have been, is a tragic waste of your life. The worst thing you can do is not to try. To reach a port, you must sail. You must sail, not lie at anchor. You must sail off in the direction of your dreams, not drift. A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free

Slight Change Of The Plan
Ok, I am going to still do my hiatus, but here is the deal now. I am not obligated with my lounge to stay forever, but I like the lounge, The Escape, I am at, and as such, I must stay here to fulfill my duties with them. I do not want to abandon that. So I will be here, just when I have to do streams, which im hoping is more often. Also, I have very luckily received two auto11s, thanks to Minou Minou and Tequila Kisses aka my wonderful friend Tara. I dont want to leave these be and waste them, so in time I will share those for people to take advantage of, hopefully soon. I want to upload many pics, but not using easy rate stuff. I would like to put some effort and hopefully, have it returned tenfold. So there you have it, my status is true...I am going soon, but not into the dark mists forever. Love to my friends here!

Scorpio Woman!
The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic. She knows that and is proud of herself. She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, atleast during courtship. She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not. Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice. Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone. If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl. With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind. She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health. Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning

Get My Point?
This isnt to everyone but since apparently some people cant keep their noses outta my life on the computer and offline as well I feel this needs to be said.... 1. I will date who ever i fu*king want got me? 2. Just because there is a pic of a male friend in my albums, that doesn't mean he is all over my FUBAR profile and you need to run and tell the first person you see. The album is called Family/Friends for a reason... 3. Apparently you like me being the center of your world seeing as you talk about me enough... 4. Do i need to look up a phone number for you to seek some help with those issues? Oh wait its subscriptions, i forgot you like me being the center of your world... Does that explain enough? No? Well lets see... You wanna know so damn bad whats going on in my little world? Why the f*ck dont you ask the source and stop listening to everyone else, and for you that ran back and ran your f*cking mouth, you of all people need to get a clue, what is it any of your busines

Why U Mad For Yo?
Through indirect messages and status quotes...You can obviously tell when someone's kinda heated, know what I mean? There's no way a person can be one million percent happy all the time, unless their "Dead" (like the action on this site sometimes). So I thought this would be the perfect place to get it off your chest and "Tell em why U mad". Now don't go making up corney shit as you go along! Thats not keeping it real yo! Be yourself, Do You! And tell em why you're mad! Of course you know I have to get mine off first.lol I'm mad because people you invite, or who invite you to be friends, uh huh! They accept you as a friend...You see them online constantly as if they have nothing else to do in life, Those are the ones who won't even stop to say "Hi". it can get a little frustrating and really tends to urk my nerves. I hate it because "Real people do real things" and how real is that? That's what makes me mad. How You feelin' yo? Hollah. And Oh this is really not an award winning

Untitled
Heart is heavy Mind is clouded Wishing for it to make sense again One memory One face appears One voice tantalizes my ears One smile that takes my breath away Hoping to have the memory remain One day One week Hoping to turn to months and beyond

Abunza Review
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On Her Away To Oracle!
PLEASE HELP HER MAKE IT THERE! IF YOU DONT HAVE HER AS A FRIEND YOU ARE REALLY MISSING OUT! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

Another Day, Another Eye Opener
So yesterday was my bday, and thank you for all the love from my friends. BUT, I never expected to spend my bday in the hospital and that is what happened. I had been having this pain in my knee for a few days and kept brushing it off, thinking I bumped my knee during my skid out on Xmas Eve. But when I woke up yesterday and could barely walk, I knew I had to go in. So the hospital did knee xrays, and nothing came back to say anything was wrong with my knee. The doc looked at my chart and saw I had had a Pulmonary Embolism in 2004 (blood clot in my lung), so he recommended a Doppler sonogram be done on my knee just to be 100% sure it wasn't a bloodclot. They did the Doppler and lo and behold...I have a bloodclot behind my knee. SO.....now I'm back on blood thinners BUT instead of complaining that I spent my bday in the ER all afternoon and evening, I am thankful that I didn't let my stubbornness keep me from going cuz I wouldn't have been here to tell you to Cherish Life always...it's

Supports Reasons Given For Reset So Far.....
Support pointed to first on the nite of reset... BabyJ's Blog of 2008-12-18 we're working the bugs out of them now. they should be much easier to use by tomorrow afternoon... i hope. people who used to sit on the same photo/profile and post the same comment, quickly, over and over will need to figure out something else.. as that probably won't work anymore. don't come bitching and moaning to me either, the comment features were never intended for that and requires massive amounts of our resources to let you do that for no one's benefit except your own. if you want to run a contest, do something else... like measure the number of ratings a photo/profile has received. also, we can easily detect people running third-party programs to automate the commenting using the old system. congratulations on violating the rules of the site by cheating and having your account removed in the very near future. merry xmas! -mike (this could not be proven to us see I had not comment bombe

Christmas
Well my Christmas started out kinda blah...My Daughter(who is in the Air Force)wasnt going to make it home...My mother had a stroke bout a year ago and is recovering but still is the one who ramrods christmas eve and day ...Then my daughter managed to work it out so she could be here so it made it a little brighter... well when christmas eve came around we have a tradition of going to this church and helping serve food to the homeless but this year only my brother and i went.The rest were too busy ,which made me a bit angry. It is a pretty humbling experience to go and help out, when you think you have troubles can always find someone with a whole lot more.So when my brother and i arrived at my mom's for our normal Christmas eve get together i my Christmas spirit had been lifted some. Christmas eve we always have supper with my mom and open present to each other and then the aunts and uncles and cousins all show up and there are usually bout 40 ppl the its a mad house,after that we all

Abunza
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Mumms
So is it just me or have mumms lost their purpose? Mumm means Make Up My Mind. What ever happened to that concept? Now days we have the jackasses that post crap like "Am i worth your bid?" They use the mumms as a form of bulletin because it gets posted to everyone instead of just their friends and family (although I have seen some special people that post these kind of mumms for friends only). So perhaps fubar should create a special sticky where your bulletin gets seen by everyone instead of just your group of friends. Sticky's should cost fubucks. But the sticky that allows everyone on fubar to see your bulletin should cost money. There are also a lot of people on here that post stupid shit like "What should I have for dinner? chicken or pasta" Then because of their idiotic mumm people start bashing them. But they aren't just bashing the idiots anymore. They rip everyone apart in mumms (or so it seems). So whats the point of even going to the people of fubar to help make up

New Years
IF U R CLOSE TO MATTOON,IL R WANNA DRIVE THAT FAR FOR A AWESOME ASS TIME!!!: PIMP IT LIKE A RAWKSTAR! NY EVE! TOASTERS!MATTOON! $5 DOOR! n this economy, why in fuck are you going to pay 10, 25, 50, even 100 bucks or more to ring in 2009 when you can get a badass CHAMPAGNE TOAST, FREE PARTY FAVORS and THE TRAVELLING RAWK CIRCUS THAT IS THE ONE-AND-ONLY JAB? RAWK and RING in 2009 with SAINT JIMI, CHILI-D, THE GREAT UDEENIE and UNCLE HILTY! tray fulls of FREE CHAMPAGNE at MIDNIGHT! NOISE MAKERS and PARTY FAVORS! IN-fk'n-SANE DRINK SPECIALS reserved for one special night! PARTYRAWK served up hot and rawkilicious... from bands like BUCKCHERRY, NICKELBACK, SEETHER, PUDDLE OF MUDD, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, DEF LEPPARD, PANTERA. GREEN DAY, POISON, AEROSMITH, LIMP BIZKIT OZZY, AC/DC, more 80's, 90's and NU RAWK! and you get every second of this memorable night for $5 at the door! don't get stuck payin' 10, 25, 50 or 100 plus dollars for lame giveways and low energy

For All Those Who Want To Be In My Family
a lot of people keep asking to be added to my family.......looks like no one reads profiles anymore, just looking at pics. well when you want to see my family pics then i have a challenge for you: rate all the pics and profile of my nr 1 family: eric and become familymember of me for a while :-) when you do rate them, leave me a private message, no shouts since i don't read those much

Tony's Home
Wow what a Chirstmas. I had a Great time with my Family. The kids and I toughed it out without Tony. Well Tony stopped drinking Nov.23rd. and when he sobered up he realized what he was about to loose and he could not stop thinking bout me and the kids. He said he would wake up thinking about me. Thought bout me all day at work and when he would go to sleep. He could NOT get me out of his head. He realized what his drinking had cost him and he wanted us back. He feels bad bout Tammy and he told her while they were togather that he was on the fence. He was not in love with her. He loved me. She of course is hurt like I was BUT she knew going into it that he had a Family that loved him and that she was a homewrecker.I hope he does not make me out to be a fool. Sober Tony always liked me Drunk Tony NEVER did. I tried to be tough as nails and stated I would NEVER take him back. When he called Sunday and we talked bout what a mess this is and how we both still loved each other and we owed it

Request From Starshine
StarShine has asked if we can help her BF...He is 70k away from leveling and has 214 pics...Lets hit him up! art r/l boyfriend to heather@ fubar Ok only 7 ppl replied to my last blog about who still wants to help ppl level and be notified about ppl in need of help leveling so it will be those 7 ppl that I will continue to send shouts about leveling and those 7 ppl that I will be excepting help request from for other ppl, I always have and always will help out my friends though :o) ....I did note about the realistic goals for us and agree, So unless the person has over 200 pics and under atleast 85k I wont be blogging them

Only A Redneck Would Do This!!!
Roping A Deer (Names have been removed to protect the Stupid! ) I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a old one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up -- 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw.. my rope. The deer just

My Sweet Shadow By In Flames
I'm selling heavenly sketches A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity to fill the holes inside An ever moving stream with glowing rays of light Emotions tied to pass lies and I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of a brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to

In Case You Actually Read This
i haz teh auto 11's turned on for the next 24 hrs... you should probably do something involving rating and whatnot. cheers everyone... been super busy lately and its not ending anytime soon ... sorry i havent been around

Favor, Pls., Sorry!
FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO GREAT YOU ALL A HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!HAPPY HOLIDAY!! THAT SOME ALL OF YOU KNOWS THAT I WAS ANNOUCE BEFORE THAT I WLL DELETE SOME WHO ARE THOSE NO SALUT IN MY LIST,NOT BECAUSE I DONT LIKE YOU AS MY FRIENDS JUST BECAUSE I WANT WHO ARE THOSE HERE IS HAS A SALUT AND WHO ARE REAL TO INTRODUCE THERE SELF.I WLL NEVER BLOCK YOU,YOU WLL BE WELCOME AGAIN IF YOU ARE READY TO HAVE SALUT...HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ME.DONT ASK ME WHY WERE ALL KNOWS THE REASON...BUT I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR TRYING TO LEVEL ME AS ALWAYS AND A SWEET MSG.THAT MAKE ME TOUCH... TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAS SALUT THANK YOU! HUGS AND KISSES!! mfg.SONNENSHINE

Time To Rock
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A Twist On New Years Eve Drops...
New Years Eve is one day away. The year end count down has been done by Dick Clark for ever it seems. Watching cameras trained on Times Square New York City while a giant ball drops to the countdown, however Dick Clark I do not think would be counting down to some of the things different cities drop at New Years Eve. Hershey Pennsylvania: It's only appropriate that the country's best known chocolate town drops an over-sized homage to cocoa on New Year's Eve. Specifically a seven-foot tall, Hershey's Kiss made out of aluminum. Bethlehem, Pa. : Pennsylvania confection doesn't have to come in chocolate form. Eighty miles east of Hershey sits Bethlehem's Just Born Candy, maker of Peeps, the chick-shaped marshmallow candy that my wife calls "squishy and delicious." Flagstaff Arizona: Flagstaff borders the largest Ponderosa Pine forest on the continent. So to commemorate the Weatherford Hotel turning 100 on New Year's Day in 2000, owner Sam Green felt a pinecone drop was in order. Havre

Mahatma Ghandi
Forgiveness is the healing of wounds caused by another. You choose to let go of a past wrong and no longer be hurt by it. Forgiveness is a strong move to make, like turning your shoulders sideways to walk quickly on a crowded sidewalk. It's your move.

Day At The Office
the job Current mood: contemplative Category: Writing and Poetry He drives to work day in and day out. While he's on his way to his job his mind is racing with thoughts of what if. Walking in things seem different today the air is thick and heavy you could almost cut it with a butter knife. 3 hours later the tension is bout to explode he removes himself out of his current location and into a safe location his instincts are telling him to get out. 10 minutes later it happens it kicks off. They are going crazy yet he maintains his cool. This is HIS building and these guys are NOT getting out. What is this man you ask, well he's a correctional officer NOT a prison guard. Yes thats what most people know him as but he's a proffesional. They are getting worse the middle wing is on fire and they are trying to break the glass on the emergency exit. Calmly he gets back on the radio J-3 to radio picket. Radio picket comes back Radio picket go ahead J-3. He keys up and calmly says rad

Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is an automated sales process for home based businesses that is said to perfect the most difficult part of any home based business...the sales process. The creators of The Reverse Funnel System created it to eliminate the human error variable present in every sales process so that you make more money and spend less time with tricky sales pitches. It's said that the only thing you need to do is market the system and that it doesn't matter if you're shy or if you lack sales skills because The Reverse Funnel System takes care of the entire sales process for you.The Reverse Funnel System was created by a team of professional online marketers. They provide you with the marketing materials and resources needed to make the system work for you but does it work? Many people claim financial freedom from the product and swear by its success. Many others have lost thousands of dollars and hours of their time

Something I Found. I Wrote Awhile Ago.
This mood feels familiar ,and so does this cut,you'll tell anyone who listens,singing your troubles for a buck. You told them how you hurt, how you laughed, how you cried, how the sinners had lived, and the good ones had died. You told them at times you didnt think you could go on, but by some kind of miracle you picked up and moved on Your troubles you speak of, about your years, mean nothing to me, and fall on deaf ears I've got enough on my plate, so fuck you, finish your own, im not eating for two.

I Believe That...
that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. that you can keep going long after you can't. that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. that either you control your attitude or it controls you. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequ

The Most Beautiful Flower
Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent on dragging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower. What a pitiful sight, With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose and declared with surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying......or dead. Not vibrant of colors, orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need." But instead of him placing the flower

Advice To Everyone
A word of advice I am tired. I am worn out. I am numb. Numb to those who seek to harm, to those who seek to destroy everything that I am. Mostly, I am sick. Sick of those who set out to make me feel inferior. Sure, I may not be the strongest, smartest, or bravest, but what I am is great, for I am me. No one else could ever claim that. No one else could ever claim to be me, nor could they ever say that they are anything like me. I am unique. As is everyone else. Have you ever called someone, been called by someone, or heard someone call someone else a poser? This is bullshit. There are no such things as "posers", only those who are unsure of who they are. Finding oneself is, by no means, a menial task. Take your time, don't try to be someone else. Find what you like and go with it, regardless of anything that anyone says. This is my advice.

Letter To My Big Boss Too Keep Someone From Getting Fired...
As requested, here is the interaction I witnessed Lisa dealing with San Lopez as well as my own dealings with her. I was training to work the Host Podium with Lisa on December 15th and 16th. During that time Lisa received a phone call from a guest named San Lopez. From what I observed during this phone call Ms. Lopez was angry about a jacket and boom box that she was suppose to receive but hadn’t. I was standing at one of the computers helping a guest while Lisa was at the other speaking to her. I could hear her voice from that far and she was very angry. Lisa on the other hand, was polite and professional and apologized multiple times to Ms. Lopez about the situation. She tried explaining the situation with the shipping to Ms. Lopez, but I do not think Lisa was getting through to her. About five to ten minutes later, Lisa said that she would email and see is it was possible to get the items Ms. Lopez was wanting. Ms. Lopez still didn’t seem very happy and Lisa ended the conversa

4 Random Cracker Facts
- I talk to and threaten inanimate objects. (I'll call a spoon a worthless motherfucker in a heartbeat if it falls on the floor) - I throw up every 7 years. I've been on this schedule since 1993. I'm due again in 2014 I think. - I can measure 1 teaspoon in the palm of my hand accurately every time (I think I learned it from Justin Wilson). - I can make my eyes "vibrate". It really creeps people out to see it! But it gives me a terrible headache so I don't do it often.

Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel System
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel SystemLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowDue to the recent surge of interest in Ty Coughlin’s The Reverse Funnel System program, many people want to know if this home based business opportunity is the real deal or if it’s a scam. I thought it might be helpful to those who are considering signing up to read a review of my experience with The Reverse Funnel System. Hopefully by the time you’ve finished reading this RFS review you’ll have a better idea of exactly what to expect if you decide to get involved.The Reverse Funnel System is basically an automated marketing process developed by industry insider, Ty Coughlin. It relies on automation to fuel downline growth and duplication and allows anyone, regardless of experience, age, or income level, the opportunity to build a substantial home based business income.The training tools and teaching offered in the members area is all top notch, and Reverse Funnel System members are given the chance to listen in on

A Shotgun And A Single Shell
A Shotgun and A Single Shell. Thats all i need to end all the pain and confusion. Thats all i need to get these thoughts out of my head. Thats all i need to make the ones i love feel like they have a shot at happiness. A shotgun and a single shell. Thats all it will take to finally spill all these words i've wanted to say for so long but just didn't know how. All the things i needed to say but didn't. All the apologies i should have given you. All the things i've done and seen in my life that i just didn't think you were interested in hearing. All the things i've done wrong and the few i've done right. A shotgun and a single shell. Thats all i need to be able to spill all the right words. But When you finally see the words would you take the time to make sense of them all? Or would you just keep walking and trample them under your feet.... Someday I'll make everything ok, someday you will have all the things you deserve to have and there will be no one to hold you bac

Your Touch
Your Touch I can still remember the feel of your touch. A touch that made me feel weak in the knees, a touch that i knew was only for me. Your touch was all i needed to calm the anger inside, the anger that takes me over and does as it pleases till no one is safe, no one is happy, no one wants to be around me. Your touch used to make me smile, laugh, be the person i always wanted to be. A touch that held no harsh words, no cold stare, no hidden understanding for me to evaluate. Now the touch is different, it doesn't feel the same, it feels more like a touch of a stranger. A touch that was so gentle and loving, now feels like a shove in the face. I can feel all your hostility, all your hatred, all your loathing for me in a single touch. I've gone from willing to die for your every touch, to not knowing if i want to be touched. I don't want to feel this way anymore, i don't want to feel at all, feelings just lead to pain and heartbreak. I wish, that just for one split-sec

Falling Tear
Falling Tear There was a time when all felt right, days filled with warm sunny mornings and cool comfortable nights. There were days I felt I could do no wrong, but like all good things, it wouldn't last long. Sunny mornings turned to rainy days, comfortable nights turned to never ending fights. Rainy days seem to go on and on, washing away all the feelings till they're gone. Feelings that once were filled with love for life, hammered to the ground, stabbed by your knife. I've gone from enjoying the sunrise, to dreading opening my eyes. Some people want to live forever.....but me? I'd rather sink to the bottom of the nearest river. Sinking into the darkness, feeling my body die. All I can think of is all the lies. Lies that could have been avoided by telling the truth, but it's too late now, the lies are trapped under this roof. Try to remember the last time we shared a kiss...the last time we had true passion. Good-luck...it probably won't happen. Someday those f

When I Close My Eyes....
When I Close My Eyes When i close my eyes at night i see all the things that went wrong.All the things that could have and should have been avoided.All the things that should not have been said are thrown into the air for all to absorb.Things that are never helpful but instead cause more pain and anguish than one person can stand.One person alone can cause all these bad things, but it takes two to make them go away. I know that without the second there to say, "its ok, tomorrow is a new day" nothing could or would get better.Without that someone there who really understands you, and knows that sometimes your words are not meant in the way they are sometimes taken, you are left all alone with these thoughts and feelings you want and need to express.When these things are left bottled inside they react like a can of soda exploding when shaken. Close the door to the feelings and locking them deep inside is something I tend to do more than i really should, but i know of no othe

We Are Lighting It Up
PyRoTeKnIcS™ Wanna experience a fresh lounge with live turntables? One that has friendly, laid back members? With the hottest Dj's and pimpest Staff? A lounge that doesn't hate on other lounges? Wanna be apart of something fierce and kickass??

Mother
God looked around his garden and He found and empty place. Then he looked down upon this earth, and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He only picks the best! He knew that you were suffering. He knew you were in pain. He knew that you would never get well on Earth again. He saw that the road was getting rough, and the hills are hard to climb. So He closed your weary eyelids, and whispered "Peace be thine". It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone! For part of us went with you, the day God called you home! I miss you Mom! :P:)L(

So.....
I've always done things my own way. I try and make things as fun as I can. I'm not all that in anyway. I'm just doin whats right. Many of people need to learn alot and grow up. People are always saying kids today. I have deleted and/or blocked people and could care less if people think any less of me for that. Everyone has choices. I talked to many people and seen alot myself. All adults influence a kid(s) in some way. This is an adult site and again people have choices. If some decides to put up NSFW stuff up that up too them and how they set it up it also up to them. People that do nothing but oh I want I need hint hint I could use and thats all they ever do are not a friend. Some people always want thats there choice to do so and anyone who decides to give it to them made one as well. People going around rating people low just to get them stirred up, people have gotten nasty comments, people turn computers on or some leave them on yet are rarely there and live there life for points

To Talk Out Side Of Fubar Cause Not Used To It Yet
i am on fubar because a friend sent me the link an i thought it would be fun to actually talk to her since i havent for awhile but i am married an if u want to talk to me outside of fubar then pm me on yahoo at lil_mama_sweetgal87 or u can leave me a myspace message my url for myspace is www.myspace.com/mindless_mom thank you sincerly mandie

Another Bunch Of Random Crap
-When I walk, I count my steps in 4/4 -I love brussel sprouts -I like to drink til I am wasted -My family is my everything! -I miss high school -NY SUCKS -I get bored easily -You bore me? -I smoke Newport box 100's -I drink Coors, or Capn -My best friends mean everything -Kit Rocks! -Yes, I smoke pot. Got a problem, leave -I am currently drunk -I love my pets! -I love learning about medicine -Geography is awesome I am bored. That is all

Welcome Back, Wolf
(Yes, I blatantly ripped this off and altered it. But it fits me sometimes.) ================================================================================================== I caught a glimpse of Heaven once. The Angels showed me. The idea was I'd kill for them. Clean up their mistakes on Earth. Eventually redeem myself for all my sins. Gain admittance to their kingdom. Tried it. Didn't like it. Told them where to stick it. So they brought me up to Heaven, to see what I'd be missing. God's love. Forgiveness. Peace. I hadn't seen that since I turned my back on hope years ago. Then I was cast down. Back to a world of killers. Rapists. Psychos. Perverts. A brand new evil every minute, spewed out as fast as men can think them up. A world where throwing a drug dealer or a child molester off a train bridge over the Mississippi River to tell his fellow scum you're back is a sane and rational act. The angels thought it would be Hell for me.... ...But they wer

Tutorial: How To Be A Cunning Linguist
1) Be Down Don’t go down unless you’re down. Unlike fellatio, cunnilingus can never be done as a favor. Doing it when you don’t want to will only bring on the dry heaves. Eat like a pig at the trough and a lot of stupid mistakes get forgiven. 2) Don’t Say Hi to Dry A dry pussy is an unhappy pussy. If your fingers graze a dry bush, go back to the kissing and hugging for awhile. Just make sure you actually dip your finger between the lips. Sometimes moisture gets trapped between the labia and a little fingerial coaxing is all that’s needed to get the honey dripping. Once you’re sure the beaver is wet, give it a few light, teasing strokes with your finger. There’s nothing worse than rushing into this, so make sure she’s really begging for it before you get under the covers. Extra tip: Be like Prince and bring up a wet finger that both of you can share like a 1950s milkshake with two straws. Important: Don’t play your trump card too

The Soul Is A Decaying Artifact Of A Dead Belief System
Darwin killed the fable of god ... the stories fail to meet the facts... people are just afraid to believe they are nothing more then they appear... flesh and blood and electrical impulses... the product of their raising and the genetics their family bred... they are the choices they make for whatever reason ... most lack willpower and make choices to that end... weak in heart and mind... the reason the stories came to be... eternal life is for those afraid to live... not those scared to die... coercion ...a childlike attempt... a reason to do what's right.. but telling a person... doesn't make them understand.. for that they need experience... the reason the world has evil... and the things that keep you up at night ... they are simple reminders ... but if you fail to read the signs ... you'll become the product of our nature ... flawed in all our glory... but stop expecting someone else to save you... stop trying to live forever... mistakes and tragedies are there for you to learn f

Philosophical Rape Victim
said "the world is a series of rooms and we base our lives on who we're stuck in that room with" another house qoute... think it over...who you choose to have in your life matters... you'll probably define your life by it...

Long Time Ago Now
predictions and prophecies 4 months ago i felt i knew what would happen and now it has ...Now did it happen because of some uncontrollable fate or did i see it coming and just not make enough effort to change it's coarse..... they say everything happens eventually... but is it only because we allow it... if our fates are governed by our subconscious then do we have a choice at all... are we lead to our deaths comforted by the belief we have a choice.... lambs lead to slaughter trying to run trying to hide.. but there can be no escape.... but oh doesn't it seem to make it easier to think it's all been planned out to place our blame on another and fail to hold ourselves accountable for our own actions..... are we wrong to blame ourselves or are those who can't just weak...in the end all we are left with are questions..... -but personally i don't believe the world can be so black and white i think it is a mixture of both.... people are given the rope and simply choose to hang the

It's A Very Very....mad World...
in the ideal all the flaws would be visible... complete with ups and downs... not perfect by far... i hate the idea of perfection... because nothing is absolute... to think something is perfect just means your blind to the truth... i'd take living in the gutter to a sugar coated fantasy any day...i'd rather see the cracks to find the flaws.. to know that something is real.. not just a delusional fantasy or misguided notion of happiness... i would perfer to see things as they are...i don't want the world to be perfect...granted i would like to see them get better.. or at least different ...things are kinda stagnant...i've been in this hole so long i can't remember daylight...but i suppose it's better then being fake.... but everything can change... or so i've heard(could this be my opinion....or an attempt to make failure easier...i'm not allowed the luxury of forgetting past mistakes... think i've been living with my flaws inadequate nature and failures for so long ... i wouldn't know

Saints & Martyr's
people these days always look to others for answers they follow their leaders..thinking they are so much better ...when they are just as flawed... people are being raised as slaves...worse yet they are being taught to like it ...to need it... unable to make decisions on there own ...putting their lives in the hands of others.....going through life without questioning why mistakes were made ...or thinking there is nothing that could be done about it.... we don't need better leaders we need people who are actually self reliant ... who don't need approval from others who don't have to ask permission ...who can live their own lives ...take there own risks ..make their own decisions...we need a revolution of the mind... not the leader of a cause ...not fallen heroes ...and definitely not a corrupt government.... throw away the comfort blanket ....believe in yourself....raise your kids to think.... stop accepting the problems and realize this is your world... shape it as you see

This One Is On Moral Integrity
what is important here and now... what is it that makes a person good which is more important an honest answer or a kind one... if you had to choose would you tell what actually happened if it got you in trouble and hurt those you care for or bend it change it and make it sound acceptable... obviously... done out of the kindness of your heart... but what is the difference... between that and just lying... it is different if it is done for different reasons... isn't it? and being an honest person certainly isn't gonna make people good... people everyday admit to murder most even brag.. but which would you have? what happens when the caring person loses his reason to care... or when the honest man starts to lie... is either ever really moral by itself... or is it only when we have all aspects we have integrity... how many people do you know with integrity? do you have some? any of you want to claim so speak now... i dare you too ....

I’ve Been Told
by too many people i am different... but i doubt any of them have any idea what that really means... i don't pretend... i don't play... and i am through apologizing for what people thought they could expect from me... it's not my fault if you find out too late... and i really don't care... i don't put a lot of value on anyone else's opinion and the naive should kill themselves and save fate the trouble... people can say and think whatever the hell they like... i am nothing if not myself...

During Childhood
i could never decide which side to be on in the game cops and robbers or anything really that involved a choice... that if you chose this you would be expected to do that and be denied that... i see the benifits of both sides so i don't want to be either... no crooked cops no valiant thief... i wanted to do anything without restriction... reap all the benifits and rewards... without consequences ... i would like to believe this has changed but i can't say it has... i do try to be more one way but i suppose it isn't because i am... i still try to stay in the middle no expectations of me... am iiiiiii indecisive... or do i just want it all? i really hate people expecting more of me then i want to give and i don't give what they expect too often mainly because they expect it of me

Extreme Views ????
things that happen in this world affect me so anything i don't agree with i don't allow to happen.... "thou shalt not judge" is for idiots and pussies... i prefer "all that is necessary for evil to prevail is for good men to do nothing"... now i don't consider myself good(i've my own moral system) ... but we've been brainwashed into believing it isn't our place and we should respect others boundries and life choices... i mean good men wouldn't get involved in fights they "have no place in" right? i was told today in a conversation about men beating their girlfriend/wife that getting involved is a good way to get killed... so be it.. and that they just end up going back to them anyway... but what about the 1 in 5 that don't ,that pray for help, that cry in fear hoping they'll live to see tomorrow(watch .45 if you want an example)... should we let them suffer as well? ... to continue.. one man against 5 isn't fair, i don't give a fuck if he insulted your girlfriend... and a woman who sit

History.... Isn’t The Way Things Start...
ever heard the saying "those who don't remember the past are doomed to repeat it"? i've begin to wonder does it even matter if it happened... thinking about it how much of our history is completely accurate ... the stories change in time and according to popular beliefs when things happened or the way they went down... said often enough people believe just about anything... now this is ignorance... but people don't often look for the truth when the lies sound better to their ears ... i wonder if it matters ... changing history... will it mean as much if people know it isn't real... would the morals not get through to them... could they not idolize the characters if the martyrs never had to suffer and die...does it matter if they lack basic human flaws ... or what if we just pretend they weren't easily swayed by misinformation ... if they weren't tempted ... that they were sure of the cause the whole way through ... never backed down .... no fear... why ??? why would it matter.. wh

Friends With Benefits
I found this laying around. Thought it was rather amusing. FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS AGREEMENT This FRIEND WITH BENEFITS agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 200_, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have sh!t to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" sh!t - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No

In Daily Life
most people and religions for that matter belive everything must have balence... good and bad ... love.. hate ... order ... disorder ...control ...chaos... now if you look at yourself you could place yourself in a catagory ... in a place you think you fit... and judge others by how they appear to you(even if you say you don't) ... but the problem is people have definate views on the catagories ... saying this is wrong that is right... but not looking at the situation say abortion people either think you should have a stance one way or the other... but being very narrow minded about it... i mean ask a pro life person if a raped woman should have to bear a bastard son... or a pro choice person why shouldn't people have to deal with the consequences of their actions ... while yes freedoms are a wonderful thing there are many draw backs to a care free lifestyle... for starters our society is going down the drain... we get to caught up in our need to have choices we forget why we nee

40 Things You Didn't Really Wanna Know
1. What time is it? 3:33am Triple 3's, whoa! 2. What's your full name? If you need that info, you probably already have it. 3. What are you most afraid of? I'm claustrophobic. Being stuck in a tight space. My vision of my own death has me trapped underneath a car. 4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a Theater? I don't know. I think when the new Indiana Jones came out. Oh god that reminds me, you wanna see the Even Stevens kid get his nuts whacked like 50 times, watch this movie! 5. Place of birth? OLOL, in the Red Stick. 6. Favorite Food? Seafood, Southern food. In fact give me some blackened catfish and a side of cheese grits right now. 7. What's your natural hair color? Brown. 8. Ever been to Alaska? If it is farther west than Waco, TX, I have never been there. 9. Ever been toilet paper rolling? As a kid 10. Love someone so much it made you cry? Nothing makes me cry even smacking my thumb with a hammer.

Purge. (firebug)
What do you give a man that has everything? What do you say to one that has nothing to lose? I need a new world to burn. Not a world of paper, ink and thought something to abort, annihilate and bathe in the ashes. I want to warm my fingers by the tailblaze, whistle a happy tune, and erase another civilization. Burn, burn, burn. Not engulfed but empowered. Warm fingers of light enclose me as I wish upon another spark. Burn burn burn. Until the skyline is free, and acid becomes synonymous with rain. The orange glow on the horizon will fade and I will wander this earth alone a sea of grey and ruin my only companion the best anyone could ask for.

How To..
If your here, you are here for the levels, gifts, and perks given from one fuMember to the next. I am talking bling, bling packs, Happy hours, fuBucks, and the ride range of gifts and drinks. I want you to understand that I am willing to give those who earn it what they want. We all know that money must be spent for the worthwhile things here on this site. And most of us who have been around for awhile know what each is worth. I do enjoy the view provided by this site. I am looking for personalized views for myself though. Send me a private message with what you want, what your willing to give, and we'll go from there. I would like Grape Ape somewhere in the picture or a message to me. I am not talking only NSFW pictures. Use your imagination. There are hidden benefits and pitfalls. Some things will instantly get you a HH and tons more and some things that will get you blocked. Oh, if you instantly think you know what those are, you don't know me and are probably wrong. fu-Own

The Beach Revisited
i sit here alone watching the waves crash my toes in the sand the sun burning brightly in the sky the air crisp and clean the sky a radiant shade of blue i remember a time when this place was different for me now i sit here and relive my memories it brings a smile to my face watching the waves crash and time flys by the sun makes it way to the top of the sky as i sit and remember the times it warms my heart each wave crashes on the land each time different making a different noise and retreating into the sea again taking a part of the land with it like each memory i relive it takes a part of me with it as it goes out to the sea someday when i come to this place again i can relive what was once radiant but now i just sit alone with my thoughts of life and how it changes but something tugs at me as i walk out to the water and stick my toe in and remember what was once said to me and i smile look out into the blue sea and whisper words that travel across the world i walk away from the wat

The Beach
The Beach i walk along the sand towards the figure i see in the distance i feel the sand between my toes a smile goes across my face as i feel the the cool breeze wash over me with each step i move closer to the figure i focus the figure takes shape as i see more of the figure the long beautiful hair the figure is looking off into the distance watching the sun set the sun gleams off the figures hair i can tell its brown and long i walk a bit faster towards her i see the profile of her radiant face as i get closer i smile as i am right behind her now i sit in the sand with her and wrap my arms around her she turns around and looks into my eyes i see her smile as i smile back she leans forward and kisses me the sun gleams off us kissing us also as we float off to heaven in each others arms i love you baby doll this is our special place where we meet in our dreams Michael David Campbell Copyright ©2003 Michael David Campbell

The River
The River my love flows like a river starting at the top of the mountain flowing slowly but with each passing moment growing in strength flowing over the rocks and land as it makes its way to its destination crystal clear and cool like a fall day moving faster now as it flows down hill wanting to reach its destination i can hear it flowing now every moment youre in my heart and mind that river flows never to be dammed up never wavering as it closes in on your heart i cant help but feel excited about your touch your kisses your love invading my body and soul as the river exits into the ocean of your unending love i feel your arms wrapped around me as you kiss my lips it seems like the first time all over again as the river of my love empties itself into your ocean of love you are my ocean baby doll each and everyday my love flows to you

The Pain Inside
i am in this room alone again your presence is gone and the darkness is moving in i try to resist but your love was the light that kept the darkness out i cant help but feel alone all i have wanted in life was you your love your soft touch and your heart you shared that with me but took it back also taking mine and you broke mine into a thousand small pieces and left me to sit and cry in this darkness and all i can ask is how could you do this to me but i get no answers i was there for you when you needed me the most i never wavered in my love for you and now here i am alone and broken hearted with no answers and nothing but questions and now i have to find a way to put my heart back together and move on because i cant just crawl into the darkness and hide i have to live and you made your choice and you have to live with it but there will always be a spot for you in my heart

The Fire Inside
there once was a fire that burned in his heart for her he longed to touch her once again he longed to kiss her lips one last time so he could remember that feeling forever but now he wont get that chance for she has left her radiance no longer his to hold and keep warm with his touch as he sits and looks out into the dark sky he no longer feels that flame he feels the dark cold night rush over his body extinguishing the fire that was there and now he is alone with only the memories to keep him warm but this isnt the end its only change and he tells himself that so he can live another day and with each passing day he lives on holding hope that one day he will feel that fire burn again

Innocence
innocence there use to be a time a while ago where my only worries were when to get out of bed and whether we will play football or baseball or any other variety of games i still smile when i think of that time when youth meant no worries no cares just day after day of fun and laughter when saturday morning meant a nice big breakfast and cartoons for hours and hours and parents telling you to go away as they sleep in how exciting christmas was the look of wonderment as all the presents were under the tree with all the lights and how it took forever for that day to arrive and how i couldnt sleep that night before i also remember when a kiss from mom would make everything feel better how you always had to go in for dinner as the sun set and how mom would stand on the porch and holler for you to come in and eat how bedtime was always about 900 pm and how you fought to watch one more show on tv or how mom would always say go wash your hands no matter how many times you would say they are

Target Orientation
I got hired on December Twenty-First, 2008 as a Sales Associate Team Member for Softlines. Today [122908] was my orientation and it was from 10am - 330pm. That was the longest orientation I had in my freaking life! Anyways, I'll be working full time there and quiting my other job. I'll also be getting paid $10/hour which is actually much better for me. I was only getting paid $8/hour at my present job. Anyways, I am so excited, we don't have a Target here in Hawaii and it's been talked about for eight years about how they will soon be here. Well, the 8th year is here and they have came which is good since it's just getting so hard to find a good job. It's hard for me because of my son, the babysitter, my mother, etc. Anyways, I am extremely excited and can't wait to start my official [011509] date of work! Target won't be opening until March, but I am starting early to help set up the floor. So yeah, hehe, can't wait!!!

Dog Logic....
Dog Logic The reason a dog has so many friends is that he wags his tail instead of his tongue. -Anonymous There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face. -Ben Williams A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself. -Josh Billings The average dog is a nicer person than the average person. -Andy Rooney Anybody who doesn't know what soap tastes like never washed a dog. - Franklin P. Jones If your dog is fat, you aren't getting enough exercise -Unknown My dog is worried about the economy because Alpo is up to $3.00 a can. That's almost $21.00 in dog money. -Joe Weinstein If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you; that is the principal difference between a dog and a man. -Mark Twain Dogs are not our whole life, but they make our lives whole. -Roger Caras If you think dogs can't count, try putting three dog biscuits in your pocket and then give him only two of them

The Cost Of Looking Good On A Date..
AS I WAS PREPARING FOR YET ANOTHER DATE, I STARTED TO CALCULATE MY OUT OF POCKET EXPENSES. LET'S SEE, IF YOU WANT TO LOOK GOOD FOR YOUR DATE, YOU START WITH A MANICURE, PEDICURE AND IF YOU SPENT THE DAY SHOPPING FOR JUST THE RIGHT OUTFIT YOU MIGHT WANT TO GET A SPA PEDICURE WHICH IS MORE EXPENSIVE BUT LETS FACE IT LADIES, IT FEELS SO DAM GOOD! OK, AS PER MY CALCULATIONS THAT'S $25 FOR THE SPA PEDI, $17 IF YOU ARE GETTING A FILL IN, $30 IF YOU GETTING NEW TIPS ON BECAUSE THE OLD ONES ARE SEPARATING FROM YOUR REAL NAILS, AND ITS ALL ICKY LOOKING, LETS NOT FORGET THE TIPS TO THOSE POOR LADIES THAT HAVE TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE'S CRUSTY FEET! I CALCULATED $65 FOR ME. NOW IT'S ON TO GET THE EYE BROWS AND UPPER LIP WAXED(OUCH) WHO SAID BEAUTY COMES WITHOUT PAIN? I GET MINE THREADED THAT'S $12, INCLUDES $2 TIP. I'M AT $72 NOW. LADIES AND IF WE ARE GOING TO GIVE UP THE NANI YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO GET THAT BRAZILIAN WAX AND THAT'S $30 EXTRA! NOW ON TO THE BEAUTY SALON FOR OUR WASH, BLOW OUT AND IN MY

Eternity
as i sit and write this i cant help but think of your touch your softness against my body and how your poured your heart and soul out to me the emotions i felt as your love filled my heart and soul with joy the look in your eyes right before we kissed the happiness i felt just knowing you were there as i sit here and write more i remember what it felt like to have my heart opened up and shown to the world how it felt when i poured my love into you with each passing day my heart grows in strength knowing yours is filled with my love with each day my soul fills with your thoughts and feelings of love for me if i could look at my soul i am sure it would be smiling about all the love you have given to it as i sit here and write i pour my emotions out for you i give my everything to you to keep everyday in your heart mind body and soul i am yours never wavering never ending i will love you with all that i am i will show you how much your love means to me and one day i will be there again an

I Am
i am the wind that blows through your hair i am the sun that warms your soft fair skin i am the stars that twinkle in your eyes at night i am the blanket that keeps you warm on a cold night i am the warm touch you feel during your dreams i am the kiss on your lips when you feel alone i am the light in your heart and soul i am the last thought on your mind when you go to bed i am the strength you need to survive hard times i am the smile you get when you are happy i am the treasure you hold so dear in your heart and i am the man you love with all your heart and soul and i will always be here for you making you happy and holding you tight you are everything to me and i am glad i am the same to you i love you

Passion
passion passion is what drives us it makes us love it makes us hate it consumes us with every passing moment your love is my passion i strive to feel it every moment of everyday it fills my soul with energy my passion gives me the ability to love you with all i am it grows it takes me to a place i have never been your passion can make you hate or love it shows you what your made of it can take you to the heights of heaven or send you to the depths of hell it binds us together our passion gives us every emotion we feel sorrow happiness all because of our passion its what makes us human those who cause us to suffer use our passion against us pain caused by passion is a very strong emotion we loose our thought process we become enraged therefore not thinking which causes mistakes and the ones that seek to hurt us use that passion against us only the strong willed can defeat their enemies passion is the root of all humanity it gives you the strength to do what is right or the weakne

Howdy Ya'll!!
ok.. sooo.. here's the latest.. i finally got my computer back.. lol.. so i can chat with all my crazy fu-friends again.. i'm sooo excited about that!! lol.. but the sad news is.. i had to close down my lounge.. :( i just don't have the time for it.. and i felt bad just having it there and never getting to use it.. lol.. sooo once again i'm wandering looking for a new home.. lol.. thanx to everyone who sent well wishes for my mom's health. she's doing much much better.. full recovery!! and thanx to all my close friends who stuck by and didn't give up on me during my computer shortage for the past couple months.. lol.. you'll all always have a special place in my heart.. lol.. anyways.. i'm gonna wrap this lil thing up.. and i'll talk to you all soon!!

2008 In Review
2008 my review So this is the review of my life in the last year..... It started ok..I wasnt liking my job by this point. I seemed to have co workers conspiring againist me . But I made it thru it in Jan. I was starting to get sick. I was in and out of the hospital at this point and they didnt know what was wrong but I will say that I had some great friends that took care of me. In Feb. I was still sick but feeling better...I was doing well in poker it was my only safe place it seemed. I had met this guy who has turned out to be a friend after everything that had happened. He even bought me a cake on my birthday which means the world to me becuz no one else has ever done that. Which brings me up to my birthday weekend..It was a blast thanks to Jenn my sister her friend Wendy Becca Michael Chris and everyone else who helped celebrate it.I never thought my sister would ever come down ..Thanks Michelle for being one of the best times in my life. March I was getting sick

Friends And Folders
Hey all ...it's hard for me to keep up with everyone but also it doesn't make sense to me to put photos online or a profile then mark em private or ask for a bling or vip to view them...either you want people to see them or you don't...if ya don't take em down...that's dumb...either way...if you wanna stay around...ask me to add you too family otherwise i am using the about criteria to make space... if things don't make sense to me i can't understand them.

Why Men Are Never Depressed
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A 5 day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can

Love Stains
Love Stains Send me a picture So I can see All that you were Before you will be Let that light shine On a clear bright new day Before time decides To take it away Smile for the camera Hold back the years One frozen memory Before all the tears Make it so perfect Let us all see The you in this photo You wanted to be Send me a picture So I can know All of those secrets That you couldn't show One single picture Smiling so right To make me remember When times weren't so tight One perfect picture Is all that remains from all of those memories touched by love stains

What Is Grief?
What Is Grief? Who really knows? How to do it—and—how it goes Grief I'm told is letting go Be it right or be it wrong Words and feelings to our own song. Memories flood the tears in our eyes Do you think our loved one hears our cries? And how the heart aches to no end Even knowing that our loved ones' peace will send. To feel so lonely and filled with fear I wonder if the Lord does truly hear? So our days go by hour by hour As we smile and carry on with all our power We stay busy, sometimes too busy to see And notice in God, we truly need thee. Our nights are filled with restless sleep Even knowing you're in God's keep We wake from slumber in the early morning light To weep our loved one, now, out of sight We toss and turn and try to pray Please Lord help us through another day! And on the day where silence was once cherished This too, has somehow perished. Alone we fight the pain, the loss, the sorrow While waiting for a bright tomorrow We try to

To Loose A Child
Tears without end Days without nights Night without day Time without forgetting. Food without taste Sleep without rest Sorrow without comfort. Pain without limit Emptiness without bottom Life without Neolani R.I.P NEOLANI MOMMY WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN HER HEART AND CANT NO ONE CHANGE THAT...I LOVE YOU ND MISS YOU

History Mystery
Read the whole thing...... History Mystery Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln .. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assa

All I Ask Of You
Don't tell me you know how I feel, You haven't walked in my shoes. Don't tell me I have other people to love, That won't bring back the Daughter that I lost. Don't tell me to get out of the house, Maybe I just want to stay here and mourn for my lost Daughter. Don't tell me it will get better, From my point of view it will never be better. Don't tell me it could be worse, How much worse than this could it be. Don't tell me to trust in God, I do trust in Him and love Him, That won't bring my Daughter back Don't tell me to eat and take care of myself, Maybe the food won't stay down. Maybe I don't care about myself right now. Don't tell me to try to get some sleep, Don't you think I would love to sleep? Don't tell me all this, You haven't walked in my shoes. Do tell me you care. Do tell me you love me. Do tell me you will be there if I need you. If I need to just talk to call you. Or better yet, you call me. Just listen, that's all, just listen. Do let me cry.