Men
I know that I had said that I wanted a man to finely love me for who I am. For the first time I had thought that I had found him. The question remains that if the one that you are with keeps putting pictures of he ex in the nude on his computer, does he truly love you? That is the question that I have. Why would he keep doing this and saying that he does not know how it keeps getting there when I have deleted it a few times myself. I know from what he has told me that in the beginning he still had strong feelings for her. That if she would have just showed him that she still cared he would have gone back to her. Now he tells me that he is no longer talking to her even when she e-mails him. I don't know what to think because for one reason or another she is brought up at least once a day. How am I suppose to live like this? Should I just keep hoping that one day he will love me that much or that he will no longer want the pictures of her? Should I walk away now before I get hurt worst then I already am? I do all that I can to make him happy, but I am not sure that my best is enough for him. I am thinking that i should just give up and let him go to find out what he really wants. I thought that was me. From the time he asked me to marry him things have changed. Maybe I am not what he wants or needs. Maybe I should just move .. the year ends so that next year may be better. I just don't know what to do.
