I hate the way a man will sit there and tell you that they love you and would never do anything to hurt you. While they are telling you that they go behind your back and do thing that they know are wrong. They want you to do things that they will not do themselves (like quit talking to exs). They go and do it behind yours back. The ex is not the one that is making contact and you know that it is him. I am starting to think that I was better off without a man. I Am pretty much doing it all on my own anyways. I pay all the bills, clean the house, take care of my kids, and all he does is play his game if that is not online them he stays on the pc. He brakes his promises and does not lesson to me when I need him too. If an ex needs him he is right there for her. I have also hear that he told her she is the best he ever had so maybe that is where he belongs and not with me. I am done trying to keep him I am over it. I just love him so much and it kills me when I find out how many time he has lied to me. I can tell by now that he has lied me too many time and I am tired off it. I let it go the fist few time but I think this is all I can handle. I have to have surgery soon and I don't need the stress of him and the ex again. I can not live with it or handle it anymore.
