A word of advice
I am tired. I am worn out. I am numb. Numb to those who seek to harm, to those who seek to destroy everything that I am. Mostly, I am sick. Sick of those who set out to make me feel inferior. Sure, I may not be the strongest, smartest, or bravest, but what I am is great, for I am me. No one else could ever claim that. No one else could ever claim to be me, nor could they ever say that they are anything like me. I am unique. As is everyone else. Have you ever called someone, been called by someone, or heard someone call someone else a poser? This is bullshit. There are no such things as "posers", only those who are unsure of who they are. Finding oneself is, by no means, a menial task.
Take your time, don't try to be someone else. Find what you like and go with it, regardless of anything that anyone says. This is my advice.