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Tony's Home

Wow what a Chirstmas. I had a Great time with my Family. The kids and I toughed it out without Tony. Well Tony stopped drinking Nov.23rd. and when he sobered up he realized what he was about to loose and he could not stop thinking bout me and the kids. He said he would wake up thinking about me. Thought bout me all day at work and when he would go to sleep. He could NOT get me out of his head. He realized what his drinking had cost him and he wanted us back. He feels bad bout Tammy and he told her while they were togather that he was on the fence. He was not in love with her. He loved me. She of course is hurt like I was BUT she knew going into it that he had a Family that loved him and that she was a homewrecker.I hope he does not make me out to be a fool. Sober Tony always liked me Drunk Tony NEVER did. I tried to be tough as nails and stated I would NEVER take him back. When he called Sunday and we talked bout what a mess this is and how we both still loved each other and we owed it not only to us BUT the kids to try and make this work. So he got his stuff and Sara and came home. Sara thinks she got Daddy to come home for my Christmas present. We still have to move out of the Apt. by Jan 19th. So yesterday we went hunting for houses for rent. We were suppose to be buying a house BUT that got messed up when he left. We will have to rent for at least another year to save the money up to buy. I know how some of you feel bout what has happened to me and the kids and do not think I should let him come home. I was lost without him. He screwed up and most of it was due to his drinking. That is no longer an issue. He was sober 3 years when I married him and I know he can do it. He is using our family as his strength. So like I said I hope he does not make a fool out of me. It is almost like we needed the time apart to realize how much we meant to each other. Lots of time will be needed BUT at least we are going at it togather and it is not just me trying to hold us togather. It has been nice to have him back. The pillows did not give any body heat and they don't snuggle. So I ask my Friends to pray for me and my Family. Tony and I have ALOT to do b4 this is all over. A good marriage takes time and effort. So we will do what we have to do to keep this family togather. Thanks to all my Friends that let me vent on my bad days. I will never forget how ya'll got me thru my tough times with Tony and Dad. Feel free to comment your feelings on this. I just ask again for PRAYERS! XXOO DUH :-D
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