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My Fu Experience So Far :d...........................
My experience on fu so  far................................... Lets start from the beginning, but I can’t promise I will keep a chronological track of events. I really don’t care so much for it. All events seem to be the same so I might as well just cut to the chase....... The “fun” started few months ago when I decided I’m actually bored with sitting at home and doing wifey kind of stuff all day long. I found the site on Wikipiedia, a place that has all the knowledge to most human population. I mean why use books when we have Wiki? Oh well, it’s not about “knowledge” on that site but about the fact I have found Fubar under the name of social sites. Hmmm, ok, I decided to give it a go, why not......... I mean the worst thing could happen I could get to know some stupid people, right? Wrong..................Oh boy was I wrong. Anyway, I won’t go into all that detail. Most people know how fu operates. It’s an online bar, we
News Time
VERO IS de veronica, 25.01.2010 Copy, paste  fill in the blanks! Have fun! and return it to me vero is _____. vero thinks a lot about _____. When I think of vero, I think of _____. If I were alone in a room with vero, I would __ I think vero should _____. _____ reminds me of vero. vero needs _____. Without vero I would _____I want to _____ vero. If I could describe vero in a word: _____.vero will never _____. vero can _____ my _____.Worst thing about vero is _____. Best thing about vero is _____I hope vero never _____. I am _____ with vero.I _____ vero because _____. veronica,47 añosEscribir al autor
Looking For Fupal Donations For Lounge Opening
If you are loaded full of fupal bucks and dont have anything to do with them. How about investing in my lounge. I need some bucks to open up a bellydance hookah lounge. Would you like to sponsor me? You can be made one of my co
About March For Babies
Linda BovichMember of team name: Team Love **THE LINK IS ON FUBAR BLOG PAGE**Every day, thousands of babies are born too soon, too small and often very sick. I'm walking in March for Babies because I want to do something about this. And I need your help.Please support my walk. Making a secure donation is easy: just click the 'donate now' button on this page. Thank you for helping me give all babies a healthy start!The mission of March of Dimes is to improve the health of babies by preventing birth defects, premature birth, and infant mortality.Your gift will support March of Dimes research and programs that help moms have full-term pregnancies and babies begin healthy lives. And it will be used to bring comfort and information to families with a baby in newborn intensive care.    
March For Babies
I Need Sponsors (bucks) To Open A Bellydance Hookah Lounge
Can someone sponsor me? I am old, well older than most of you, and would like to have someone help me out with bucks, even though I have no idea how to earn them on this thing. Been on here two years, and still no bucks!  Need sponsors!
Rock Bottom (i Can Relate To This)
A-yo! This  is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck   I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping percocets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We all long to blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While player haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless Snakes slither in the grass spineless   That's R
"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived". [William Parrish] from the movie, Meet Joe Black (1998)
As Within So Without
As Within, So Without Written by Valerie Harms    Wednesday, 26 November 2003 Amazing how the old myth holds in our time: Malaise afflicts the land. Air, water and soil are poisoned and weaken those who depend on them. A review by Valerie Harms   The Forsaken Garden: Four Conversations on the Deep Meaning of Environmental Illness, by Nancy Ryley, Quest Books, Theosophical Publishing House, Wheaton, IL, 1998. Amazing how the old myth holds in our time: Malaise afflicts the land. Air, water and soil are poisoned and weaken those who depend on them. Plants and animals are going extinct at a rate faster than the dinosaurs. Lacking vision, the world's leaders exploit more and more of our natural resources. People like Nancy Ryley are very sick, unable to breathe properly or digest their food. With immune systems compromised, fatigue settles like a black cloud without lifting. Living in areas where the toxins are thickest, they are about to expire. What must be done? Con
Charcteristics Of A Virgo Male
Characteristics of a Virgo ManTalking about the physical characteristics, a typical Virgo man is tall with a straight, upright posture. He has a straight, wedge-shaped nose and an extremely large forehead with a high hairline. The Virgo man is gentle, helpful and sympathetic by nature. He is very practical and logical. He is always down-to-earth and stays away from daydreaming and fantasizing. The Virgo man is known for being a perfectionist and is punctual, and expects the same from others. He is also fond of cleanliness and hygiene. He likes to see everything in its right place and keep the surroundings clean. The Virgo man is blessed with sharp memory and tends to pay close attention to details. You don't have to remind him about birthdays, anniversaries or other important events. The Virgo man is known for his independent nature. With his intelligence and imaginative nature, he is able to get many things done himself. The Virgo man is reliable and dependable in his personal and pro
City Folks
Sometimes your in pain and at times you might be happy.  Tranquil is almost null, at times you feel kidnapped by your work and entrapped in your life.  Some live in constant change, others feel abused not knowing where they go.  This place is quick, fast, blurry; at times there is no moment for rest, endings to life here are vague, some happy, some sad.  One thing is for sure, city folks are one of a kind.  Many dress to impress, others just depress.  their furs are of different colors their lives create separate stories of love, success, drama, panic, horror, comedy, and action.  They are the best movie to watch.
Income Tax
I went and filed my taxes today. They said they were going to send me an email when the IRS accepted my return. I got that email a few minutes ago. I checked with H&R Block and they have already put the money on the card. I know two of the things I want to get with my money, just don't know what to do with the rest. Instead of MuMMing this, I'm writing this blog. I already know I need a car, so I would like to find one to buy. I'm not looking for a new one, just so long as it runs and is in good condition. I have to remember I have not only me, to haul around, but I will also have my boys. I also want to move out., this however won't happen until my oldest son is out of school for the summer. That money I'm going to put in savings.   The rest of clue what to do. I'm kind of wanting to go to DC and take my oldest son. I'm sure it's not that expensive. So do I.......... Get a car and then put the rest in savings until I can move out or Get the car, put some in savings,
Posting Pictures In Blogs
Okay, following up with My previous blog in this folder, getting the URL of images, a friend asked Me how to post pics in blogs on fubar… so here shall be a rather quick blog just to show her how.. If any of you want Me to discuss anything more in depth on this subject leave a comment and I will add on to this blog.Okay when you go into either post new blog or edit blog you get the following header of the postwhat you want to focus on in the header is that little tree on the bottom row Depending on what you use Photobucket, tiny pic or any of the other photo hosting sites [or with the use of the previous blogs that manner of getting URL from places like myspace works as well. Myspace is a great place for photo hosting, has no real band width that I can see and you can hold unlimited pics]Below are a screen shot from both photobucket and tiny pic For both copy the URL that appears in the “Direct link” box and then just paste them in the Image URL box of the previous b
Westlife - Can't Lose What You Never Had *wow*
Nahhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhh Baby you're so beautiful, and when i'm near you, i can't breathe,(i can't breathe) A girl like you gets what she wants, when she wants it, You're so out of my league, (out my league) I show you no emotion, Don't let you see, what you're doin' to me, (that's what you seeing baby) I imagine the two of us together, but i've been living in reality, Fear of rejection, kept my love inside, But time is running out, so damn my foolish pride, I don't care if you think i'm crazy, (crazy) It doesn't matter if it turns out bad, (i don't care) I've got no fear of losing you, You can't lose what you never had, Now i'm gonna confess, that i love you, (love you) I've been keeping it inside, (inside), feelin i could die, But if you turn away, baby that's O.K., At least we had a moment, before you say goodbye, You can lose what you never had, Rules are made for breaking, (breaking) Nothing ventured nothing gained, I'll be no worse off, then i am right now, and i mig
Westlife - I Don't Wanna Fight No More
I can't sleep, everything i ever knew, Is a lie, without you, I can't breathe, when my heart is broke in two, There's no beat, without you, You're not gone, but you're not here, At least that's the way it seems tonight, If we could try to end these wars, I know that we can make it right, cause baby, I don't wanna fight no more, I forgot what we were fighting for, and this lonelyness that's in my heart, won't let me be apart from you, I don't wanna have to try, Girl, to live without you in my life, So, i'm hoping we can start tonight, cause i don't wanna fight, no more, How can I leave, when everything that I adore, and everything I'm living for, Girl, it's in you, I can't dream, sleepless nights have got me bad, The only dream i ever had, is being with you, I know that we can make it right, It's gonna take a little time, Lets not leave ourselves with no way out, lets not cross that line,(that line) I don't wanna fight no more, I forgot what we were fighting for, and this lonel
I try to be happy,I try to make all the sadness disappear,but when I think of you,the hurting is so clear. Everyone said you'd play me,I said you won't,but then you did,I guesss it was all a joke. Now your gone and I'm hopingI can go on.
Westlife - Hard To Say I'm Sorry
Hard To Say I'm Sorry Lyrics Everybody needs a little time away I heard her say From each other Even lovers need a holiday Far away from each other Hold me now It's hard for me to say I'm sorry I just want you to stayAfter all that we've been through, I will make it up to you I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just a part of me I can't let go Couldn't stand to be kept away Just for the day From your body Wouldn't want to be swept away Far away from the one that I love Hold me now It's hard for me to say I'm sorry [Hard To Say I'm Sorry lyrics on]I just want you to know Hold me now I really want to tell you I'm sorry I could never let you go After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just a part of me I can't let go After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you, I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just a part of me I can
There are things That make us laughThings that make us cryThings that make us want to liveThings that make us want to dieThings that make us differentThings that make us the sameAnd things you dont want to let go of Even as you try There are memories that are dear to you And make you want to cryI lost some oneSome one dear to me.And some thingsThat I wish would go away.And things I wish would stay.No one can take your place.No matter how they try.No one can do the things you do.No matter who they are.No one can hold you like I do.No one can kiss me quite like you.No one can hold me in their armsAnd tight as you can.I miss so many memoriesBut even as I try To let go of the pain you causeAnd try hard not to cryI miss that way you warmed me upJust by holding me so tightI miss the way I kissed The flesh upon your lips.The crease of your body As it pressed against mine.I miss the tender rhythmAs you whispered in my earThe things that you said That I didn't want to hear.I hated the way you t
My tears fall down like rain trying to erase the painWith every tear that falls my heart tries to cope, with every memory in my mind I still long for hope My tears are falling making a pond, wishing to wash you away and make me strongWith every tear its like a raindrop from the skies, emotions set within that come out through my eyes I sit here thinking love is so blind, all this time I loved you and all this time you lied My tears are falling I feel the heartache as they fall, our love is blocked with an unbreakable wall So many obstacles that get into the way, so much heartache with each passing day My tears are falling they fall because of you, I wish you could see in my heart the pain I was put through
The Way
Your Way I’m in love with the way you love me The way you shower me with the passion of my prayers Overwhelm my senses and penetrate my core of being I’m in love with the way you love me Elevating me to new heights of ecstasy with each and every touch Leaving my soul in a peaceful state of harmony Granting an understanding of who I am and the power to right the world I’m in love with the way you love me Unconditional, proud, forever loyal Our love is driven by the hands of God and sustained by the will of an Angel You~ jskins
Silent Cry
No one understood her,they never saw the fall,she took the day he left her,once and for all. the days they dragged on slowly,she bravely hid the tears,so that no one would see,how hurt she really was. she found ways to help the pain,like cutting open veins,watching the red blood flow,down her pale flesh.
Nights Of Silence
Those long nights of dreaded silence. The raw, burning scream chafe at my throat and heart. Screams that come out as whispers. The anger and resentment that has created the bitterness inside myself, slowly dissolves leaving a trail of hate that will never leave. The worst isn't over The acke now comes. That incredible, overbearing sadness that sufficates and chokes. I lay silent staring at the bare wall. I act calm and collected. Peaceful. But inside my weary body, I am drowning, screaming for help. The feeling of hopelessness washes over, for my pleas are ignored. My face wrinkles. I feel old, tired, and used. With a sigh, I roll over onto my other side and try to shove the pain.
Westlife - All Or Nothing
All Or Nothing lyricsI know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over It's not the way I choose to live Bit something somewhere's gotta give As sharing in this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are time it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it Then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you cN see Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well I had the rest of you now I want the best
It eats through your bonesand scrapes across your fleshmaking its presence knowninside, it will remainwithin your heart. that ache you feelfrom a love now losthis words give birth,create a virus.the sharp teeth you feelgnawing inside your chest.there is no cure for cancer-especially when plantedby the one you love. you give your all to life, for loveyet you will not survive.a heart cannot withstand a blow such as thisthe poison sinking through. blackened, with cold lacerations,it struggles to breatheemotions withering,the sickness takes its toll. your love is gone,has walked awayyour heart begins to burn,slowly turning to remains of gray. once in love,now left with heartachea past filled with joy,a future stained with silence. you gave to him your heart,but yet he sent it backwith an incurable disease. when love is removed,a cancerous heart will expire... forsaken and alone.
He Is No Longer Mine
She had been hurting so much.What she really needed was that one favorite touch.Just thinking of what was to happen made her heart pound.The thoughts of him with her were about to be drowned.Against her soft skin, the razorblade was so cold.It felt good, but the best was yet to unfold.As she pushed hard and dragged the blade along her wrist,a trail of blood certainly did persist.The thin line of blood was not so thin anymore.It started to bubble up and drip to the floor.The beautiful red crimson was so warm.To anyone else, this would not be the norm.But to me, this is how I deal.Tell me now, how do you feel?How do you feel, knowing you are the main reason I do this?You know it hurts me and somehow it gives you bliss.I'm sorry I hurt you and made mistakes.Do you even realize how much my heart aches?I want you back, I really do.Oh my God, you have no clue.I've tried to get you back, but you won't give me a second chance.What I would do to have a second chance.If only I could have that se
Dream And Feel
I dream what you're dreamingi feel what you're feelingbut can you feel the hurt inside buried?the dreams of you, how i want us to be badly married?can you feel the actions how you treat me everyday?the dreams i have i badly want to go awayfeelings i want to just let it outdreams i wish could happen, but that's a doubt who knew you'd change that quickly?and how you could just say BYE or OVER to me?you weren't the guy i used to knowthe guy who is now, is the one who let me goi wish i didn't let this to happenthen i guess everything would be happy, and the sadness will endi just wish i never met youand not to hear the words said back to me "i love you too"
Depths without an endWere shimmering in the nightThey were breathing very softlyReturning the moon shines' bright Where o where isThe love we once madeEven the lighting of depthsCannot conceal the radiating hate Why did you leaveBecoming one with the darkAll shimmer left the watersNot even showing one spark Depths without an endSurrounding my body in dreadNot longer caring about life'Cause everything is better in death
Best I Know
Can't get you out of my mind,My eyes are going blind.Only thing I see,Is pictures of you and me. Time goes by so fast,I am trying to forget the past.Move on with you,I know babe, we can make it through. You don't realize what you mean to me,How you make me so happy.How every time I'm down,You say one word, no more frowns. Babe, meaning the world,making me shiver and all the times my heart twirled.You are my everything. Tears come, as I think of me and you,because you're the one I want forever, through and through.Babe, I can't live without you in my dreams. My world, My everything, No one better, No one I want, Not another.Best I've had, Best I'll have, Best I know,And I want it all to show!
To The Man Who Murdered My Mother
I feel stole my life. I'm not the person I'm suppose to be. It's like I'm hallow, I hide in plain sight unable to reach out to people close to me, afraid I'm going to hurt them. I've hurt so many others. This is what he made me become.
My work requires me to be an expert in analysing patterns, now a pattern keeps emerging from my past that is all too familiar. Harry lieing to me, no wonder he destroyed the file on y mothers death, it wasn't to protect me, it was to burry his own guilt.
Always Together Never Apart
Always together, never apart The most Prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true Always remember I love you   Like the rose that blossoms from the ground Always growing yet no sound A symbol that enters to the heart With no end but an eternal start Always together, never apart The most prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true always remember I love you Star-crossed lovers sharing a lasting bond With one small beginning like the ripples of a moonlit pond Three small words hold the power to blossom and bloom like a new spring flower Always together, never apart The most prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true always remember I love you the shed of blood, the clash of swords locked behind the steel doors taken away from one another But the distance strengthens each other        Always together, never apart The most prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true always remember I lo
Will You Be True?
It You told me onceYou told me notYou told me twiceBut i forgotSo tell me nowAnd tell me trueWill you lieOr can i really trust in youAll my friends believeYou're just another guyWho treats me like trashAnd tells nothing but liesNow i need to knowI need you to sayWill you be thereBeside me all the wayCan i trust youWith my fragile heartOr will you take itAnd tear it apartI can't affordTo have my heart brokenIt's happened too muchToo many harsh words have been spokenMy heart has been leftScarred and hurtToo many guysHave treated me like dirtAll i needIs another guy to be untrueTo leave me lonelyCrying and blueThat would complete the planOf the male raceTo steal my heartAnd throw it back in my faceI have to believeThis will not endBy you sayingLet's just be friendsI have to knowWill you be thereOr will you leave meLost in the pain and despairI have to believeI can trust in youYou will only be with meAnd always be true
Forever My Love
Thinking about you all day and all night,Thinking about you and whats wrong and right.All kinds of thoughts running through my mind,The thought of your touch sends chills down my spine.People say its just a crush, but I think its more.I swear that I love you and you're the only one I adore.I want to be close to your body, and feel your sweet embrace.I want to be so close that you can feel my heart race.The butterflies in my stomach have got to be the best part.I want to lose all control; I'm just not sure when to start.I want you to love me, so dear and so true.I want you to love me the way that I love you.I am giving you my heart, so don't let me down.Treat me like a queen, and let your love be my crown.Give me all of you, and I will give you all of me.And our love will be perfect, the whole world will see
Best friends are supposed to be forever They're supposed to really careThey're supposed to be the ones who will always be thereBest friends aren't always what you think they're supposed to beI don't care who you are, someday you will seeI used to have a friend that I cared sooo much aboutBut in the end things just didnt work outI thought it was perfectI thought it was the best friendship everI can't belive I really thought it was gonna be foreverThere really is no such thing as a forever with friendsBut there is a such thing as a never again once it endsI guess in the end it will all work outMaybe thats what "friendship life" is all about'Having them and losing them'
Tears Of Pain
These tears fall like pounding rain, but my cries out are all in vain,stop the endless needless chatter and asking what the hells the tell you but I'm stuck in chains,come help me release this numbing pain
I was a fool to fall for your words. I was a fool to believe the tears you showed. The words you said sounded true but at the end I see the real you. You said you loved me. Now, I realize those are just words and never it was you. Your actions spoke more than your words. You might have said you love me but you didn't have the effort to show it. If you did love me, why did you have to lie about so many things? You shouldn't have told me any lies or if you did you should not of denied. You should learn not to live your life in lies. It seems like you care so much about satisfying your self that you don't see who'd get hurt. Kicking me is not right!!
If I Died Tonight
if i died tonight would you cry tomarrow? ..would a tear drop from your eyes, for my soul stolen by the darkness?would a whimper fall from your lips at the thought that you would never talk to me again? would you remember the things I said to you? the way we laughed, and joked?would you remember me at all?would you give any and everything to be able to talk to me again?or would you forget everything,including me
To Be Sad
To be sad Sitting here alone tonight, my mind wonders, filling with fright. These thoughts I ponder, are of my past. It makes me mad, cause once I'm happy-it doesnt last. I'm sick of the games, of which you play. They make me mad, and drive me insaine. So please here these words I say. I dont want just a lover. I want to feel the love
I Am Afraid To Love You, Yet I Love You
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why. But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be complete.
Life can stab you in the back or give a sweet soft kiss it can bring you pain and love and give you all you wish. It can be good, it can be bad but always is unique for you live your own true life that no one else can beat. Through all the tears and loneliness you sing a lifelong song "Always do what is right, and never what is wrong."
If tomorrow, I should never wake up,I wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I've done, and what I haven't done. I could have done more, I should have done more. If I harmed you, yelled at you, ignored you, or didn't care...I'm sorry If tomorrow, I should never wake up, I wanted to say Thank you. If me and you were the best of friends, thank you for always being there. If me and you only talked once and a while, and didn't go to the same parties, and were.... not good friends: thank you for humbling me. You are not perfect, but I am not either, but thank you for having a part in my life. If tomorrow, I should never wake up, I wanted to say everything I never had time to.
J.d. Salinger
NEW YORK – J.D. Salinger, the legendary author, youth hero and fugitive from fame whose "The Catcher in the Rye" shocked and inspired a world he increasingly shunned, has died. He was 91. Salinger died of natural causes at his home on Wednesday, the author's son said in a statement from Salinger's longtime literary representative, Harold Ober Agency. He had lived for decades in self-imposed isolation in the small, remote house in Cornish, N.H. "The Catcher in the Rye," with its immortal teenage protagonist, the twisted, rebellious Holden Caulfield, came out in 1951, a time of anxious, Cold War conformity and the dawn of modern adolescence. The Book-of-the-Month Club, which made "Catcher" a featured selection, advised that for "anyone who has ever brought up a son" the novel will be "a source of wonder and delight — and concern." Enraged by all the "phonies" who make "me so depressed I go crazy," Holden soon became American literature's most famous anti-hero since Huckleb
10 Normal Things About Me!
Name Crisis said my odd list would be to long so here goes.... 1. I have a small business selling coffee and paper products to 180 restaurants a few offices and a maid company. 2. I love physical activity, I ride horses, wake board, ski, snowboard... all when im not pregnant. 3. Like most woman I own allot of shoes. 4. I have one son who turned out pretty damn good 5. I am Greek so I love cooking and cant quite wrap my head around cooking for only 3 people. 6. I have one sister. 7. I have one dog and a fish im hoping will die soon... 8. I tend to be rather sensitive and have my feelings hurt allot. Yes its true im a softy 9. I have freckles in the summer 10. I wear underwear.   Please thank the bird for getting all the boring things...   Wicked
I Got Blocked attempt to do this blog today that should had been done last week .but unfortunaly got .. So last week .I get tis shout from an old  friend that blocked because they thought I was screwing around with Emanon..haha. Assumptions  people get these days..Well.this guy asks me what is going on with Emanon and I...and of course nothing is going on....Hehhe then he thinks I am fucking him because of me calling him a sexy beast....and yes I do call him a sexy beast  for several reasons.and  few main top reasons He's VERY intelligent.too smart for his own good...and I enjoy his virtual spanks hahah . I gather these blockers are intimated by him haha..only because he speaks the truth..haha.So I get blocked  for speaking highly of him...hahah....damn emo's  haha Now I hope this screen shot works [IMG][/IMG] 
Relliks Narly Bu
Ok..fubar point sluts.. haha...I can careless about your silly useless points ...All I want is your useless  penis and your useless vagina Is all I want and all I ask for.... Now do you mind ? Please kindly bug off with " Please rate me "crap... haha.....Just leave your penis and vagina at  the door thank you!!  hah Ok Emanon...For  you.So  you can play in  hahah
  Those of great worth and reliability = meaning the salt of the earth When the world is your oyster, you are getting everything you want from life. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder means that different people will find different things beautiful and that the differences of opinion don't matter greatly. Recent research findings about the health benefits of tea shouldn't be surprising. A single tea leaf contains a wide variety of substances. The two substances receiving the most attention in tea, however, are antioxidants and caffeine. Antioxidants We learned about oxidation a few sections ago. Just like tea leaves, apples and car hoods, humans are susceptible to oxidation. Oxygen molecules create stress on our tissues and organs by introducing harmful free radicals that lead to complications such as cancer and heart disease. Free radicals are charged atoms or molecules. They have to steal an electron from the molecules. Antioxidants are substances that slow down the damaging ef
Hearing the many birdsHappily singing their songsSharing sweet melodiesEven with all lifes wrongs. Seeing the frost, glisten in the sunAs it rises to a new dayBringing forth such wonderWhile we each go our own way. So no matter the path you choosePut on a happy faceSpreading cheer to all you seeAnd leave love you can retrace.
U.s. Wrestling With Olive Branch For Taliban
RUSH: Try this.  New York Times today: "As the Obama administration pours 40,000 additional troops into Afghanistan, it has begun grappling with the next great dilemma of the long war: Whether to reconcile with the men who sheltered Bin Laden and who still have close ties to Al-Qaeda.  The Afghan president, Hamid Karzai, says he wants to reach out to the leaders of the Taliban and Obama administration officials acknowledge privately they are considering it."  How about blowing their heads off? What is this? An olive branch?  No thought given to victory!  What Karzai wants is $100,000 for cash and jobs for the Taliban on the premise that they're only bad people because they're poor, which we know is not the case.  The Fruit of Kaboom Bomber was wealthy -- and Biden, by the way, likes the idea! When he takes time off from the Middle Class Task Force, he loves the idea.  Oh, sure! They're not going to use the money to build bombs and buy IEDs from Iran and then train soldiers.  Biden thin
Me And Mine
It's been a long time since iv'e been able to be here, so there's alot to tell. Grant is now married and just celebrated his 1 year anniversery last month. He married a wonderful girl named Jennifer, who has become like one of my own children. They have made me a very proud BIG MAMA!!! I love being a grandma!!! My grandson is such an added joy to me. It's amazing the difference between your own children and your grandchildren. I love him just as much as my own, but i get to give him back at the end of the day!!! Just kidding! But they couldn't stop at just one, the new baby is due in July! As if that wasn't enough, Shareena is getting ready to graduate high school in a couple months. I'm so proud of her. She has applied to several schools and plans on going into forensic science. Tyisha is now a freshman and is a normal 14 year old, with all the drama of a teenager! Dahlia is doing very well, stays on the high honor roll, improved greatly on her flute(thank god) and is growing into a b
Store Safety
While attending college, I worked evenings at a retail store. On slow nights my co-worker Susan would often sing along with the radio while we did paperwork or restocked merchandise. One evening as the manager was leaving I expressed my concern to him about our safety, being two women working alone at night. "Oh, you'll be fine," he said, waving of his hand. "If you see anybody who looks suspicious, just warn him that Susan knows karaoke." 
I never really got the whole superhero thing, but lately it does seem we have alot in common. Tragic beginings, secret identities, part human part mutant, arch enemies. 
A Time Of Choice
A Time of Choice Waste of time or worth the fight? Trust your heart or your knowledge of life? Hold it tightly or sadly release? Stand with strength or fall at his feet? Show how much you need him or hide it deep within? Tell him you can't live without him or let your life begin? Author: Azria (it is copyrighted) I wrote this when I was going through abuse. Reflecting on my choices and their outcomes...I'm happy with the path I chose to take. Trusting my heart meant that I would be hurt but the knowledge of what was happening and the reoccurrence of events was enough to help me to stand not only for myself but for my daughter as well. For me this portrayed the constant struggle that bound my thoughts.  
My Fiance
How stupid r people on here.i mean my fiance keeps getting hit on.Do they not see that were engaged.I mean really its fuking rediculous I wish people would leave her alone fuk
Most people hate long lines...the bank, the grocery store, the coffee bar, not me. Want a glimpse at human nature, stand in the way of someones mocha latte`. It also reminds me that the good people of Miami and I arn't so different. They have no more an idea of what I am than I do.
New Panties
are the bombdiggity yo!
Computer Resolution
Well, it seems for the moment my computer issues are resolved! My friend Lucky worked on it for me. Dad got my internet connection up and running again. Voila! Bubbles is happy once again :D   Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It's an odd sensation to be experiencing what might be called hope for the first time in my life. At the same time I suddenly find myself weighing the benefits of electrcusion verses leathal injection...but here I am.
For the first tiime I feel the future might hold something different for me, it's possible I'm just fooling myself, but I'm willing to take the risk.
The Sealed Door Opens Again
I thought I closed the door to anyone seeing me, the real me, but this woman sees me. She doesn't know it, but she's looking behind the mask and she's not turning away. And somehow even under all this pressure she's able to make me feel ok about who I am, what I am.
so this weekend i have a track meet a smaller one then my other ones cause nebraska was a hard meet and so was southern MIssouri. so im excited cause ill finally make finals. i already made nationals and im ranked 10th in the nation right now. then after this meet i have a big meet in iowa im nervous!
Banana Coconut Nut Bread - I Make!
Banana Coconut Nut Bread By: Amma "A very sweet and filling dessert bread. A little goes a long way." Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 1 hour Servings 20 Original Recipe Yield 2 loaves *********************************************** Ingredients 3 ripe bananas 2 cups coconut flakes 1 tablespoon cinnamon 1/2 cup sugar 1.5 cups brown sugar 3 eggs 1/2 cup butter, softened 1 cup almonds 2 teaspoons baking soda 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 teaspoon almond extract  Directions 1. I make this by hand, literally - only because my mixer is defunct, but that is not the point, the point is sometimes it is refreshing to use your fingers to create. 2. Preheat oven to 350 degrees: 3. Simply crack the eggs, peel the bananas, dump all the other stuff in a big bowl and sink your fingers in and start mushing everything together. (Make sure your hands are pristine.) Licking your fingers is your reward for such hands-on labor. Then wash off the residual batter. Pour into two bread lo
How Could I Possibly Get Mad Or Ground Him
So my youngest son Nick gets thrown out of 2 classes at school yesterday. He has always been a straight A student with a 4.0 here is what occured yesterday.   So Nick is in a class called West Virginia studies (being from WV i think this is such a much needed class...joking) anyways...he has to read allowed a chapter from the text book. keep in mind my sons grew up in NYC...So Nick begins to read "Most people whom are not from nor near WV think West Virginians are a bunch of Redneck Hillbillies..." Nick bursts out in laughter...the class grows silent and he looks up and all are glaring at him, which made him laugh even harder. His teacher asks "And what is so funny Mr.Gallo"....Nick replies "Really you dont get it"...the teacher throws him out of class.... Nicks next class is English...they have to spell out words and write them on the chalk board for some god knows reason...Nicks teacher asks him to spell "Weather"...Nick proceeds to spell it out "W (pronounced double U)
Excuses Are Like...
So I have been kicking around an idea. It may stir a pot or it may just be absurd. However; I think it may be worth sharing. You know the dredded Dear John letters...I think they are kinda cool. And my thought is to make an entire blog based upon this concept for every man I have ever dated or been intimate with. Only difference is the title would Read their' names. I know very few people actually ever read my blogs so this will not be an extreme expose, but it might enlighten some to the foolishness I have experienced. It's a thought...for now. :P
Kemble's Cascade
The State Of Our Union
You must recognize, Mr. President, that the State of the Union is not good. You need a new approach and fresh domestic and foreign policies.  Shifting tactics and stoking populism will be both cynical and condescending to the voters, who will see through this strategy.  Mr. President, it’s the policies you need to change, not the spin. In 2008, you promised economic recovery and sound financing. You promised to keep our country safe. You also promised bipartisanship. Instead, our nation is enduring high unemployment and slow growth, due to surging spending and government borrowing. Bailouts and a pork-ridden “stimulus” bill will not get our country back on track. High unemployment comes primarily from the lack of job creation, rather than job destruction. Our research shows that your administration’s policies have created uncertainties that have hindered risk-taking by entrepreneurs. And now, faced with difficulties, instead of changing course you are doublin
Get Music And Help Improve The Lives Of Those In Need!!!!!!!
CD Baby will donate $1 toward Haitian earthquake relief for every CD and album download sold. This is your chance to make a huge difference while getting the music you love at the same time. I've also had the prices of the cd's lowered so it's more affordable to you as well! Please continue to enjoy the music with the added bonus of having made even a small difference in somebody else's well-being. - Sean Helicopter Man - Live Vol. 1 Inside Again The earthquake and its aftermath in Haiti have touched all of our lives. Many in the CD Baby family have already contributed as individuals, but we wanted to do more to help the victims of the horrible earthquake tragedy. By selling your music on CD Baby, you can help raise funds towards those affected by the disaster. Starting on Monday, January 25th and continuing for two weeks, we will donate $1 from every CD sale through our website, and $1 from every download sal
Wait For Me Theory Of A Deadman
You are not alone tonight imagine me there by your side it's so hard to be here so far away from you. I'm counting the days till I'm finally done I'm counting them down yeah one by one it feels like forever till I return to you.. But it helps me on those lonely nights its that one thing that keeps me alive knowing that you'll wait for me ever so patiently No one else knows the feeling inside we hang up the phone without saying goodnight because it's the sound of your voice that brings me home and it's never been easy to say but it's easier when I've gone away knowing that you'll wait for me ever so patiently yeah your everything I've ever dreamed of having and its everything I need from you just knowing that you'll wait for me what I'd give what I'd do knowing I'm not there for you makes it so hard to leave what I'd give what I'd do anything to get me home to you this time I'll stay and you wait for me ever so patiently yeah you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and it's everyt
Latinus Horribilis Et Sempiternus
I don't know if any of you will find this as much of an "Oh God, it's like a train wreck and I can't look away" amusement as I do, but just in case... Terrible Latin tattoos! And hey, even if you can't appreciate the awful Latin, go look at the ugly tattoos! Just look at 'em!
Rate 11's
Are There Any.......
.......Females on fu that aren't  :   divorced/seperated a single mother of more then one child taking anti-depressants into bald man with tatts?
Poem Of The Day...012810
Late nights Cookies 'n crumbs Sniffles and tears Chick flicks and root beer.
Hate Is A Difficult Word
women lose alot of creditability when they give into drama and its not easy at times when you find yourself remotely tempted to retaliate to someone who insists on treating you like crap.. some people never graduate high school, and the only way to deal with them is to play their game....once youre out of high school, who gives a shit about what other people think about you. those who know me, love me and accept me for who i am.... & that's all that matters to me. anyone that wants to judge me for being attractive can bite me. and perhaps its simply bc they're threatened by me.. however, this isnt necessarily a bad thing... as far as im concerned, cattiness and other petty behaviors associated with a pack mentality are generally undertaken by those who feign strength but are actually insecure as HELL and looking for mutual support by like-minded and often weaker individuals looking to ingratiate themselves to a "stronger" figure. my take is that they don't have the maturity to realize
The Pursuit Of Happiness
My Life...
There are lots of thinkg in life that are scary. All the good stuff usually is. Think of all the good things youve done in your life. How much of it was easy? Probably none of it was, but it was always worth the struggle, Ill bet...Some have said that Ive got guts and a heart at the same time, its a rare combination. Most people who have survived tough moments in life become tough themselves. I never did, even when I wanted too. But that was just the way I was...and it was no surprise after all Ive been through. Dealing with life at its most painful had given me both wisdom and poise, and a great deal of compassion. I wonder many times after that night, how different my life would be now if he were still alive. I suppose I wouldnt be out here. I wouldnt be half the person I am today. Thats all a part of me now. Its part of what makes me so special. I dont know if Id say I was lucky exactly, but maybe in a funny way I am. Ive had some damn tough things happen to me in my life, but Ive b
Ugg Boots Could Be Better Than Others
Don’t like Uggs? Well, many people aren't whit you. But do you know how many styles and fashions Uggs come in? You don't have wear the furry suede-like boots. Seriously, there are a pair of Uggs for everyone! We're sick of people saying they hate Uggs! We can understand hating the way the suede, furry boots look. But first of all, we would like to argue that Ugg boots are the warmest, most comfortable footwear you will ever find. But you've already heard that argument, haven't you? Well then, how about a new argument? All Ugg boots are not created equally. Just because you don't like one doesn't mean you won't love another. In fact, some don't involve any fur at all! Some are leather, some are knit. Some have buckles, some lace up, and some have zippers. Some  simply look like winter slide-on shoes. But they all do have one thing in common: they're comfortable and they'll keep you warm as this winter weather hits. We can't help but be huge Ugg boot fans, in all shapes and vari
Level 1 is 5 times stats on best equipment Level 2 is 6 times stats on best equipment Level 3 is 7 times stats on best equipment Level 4 is 8 times stats on best equipment Level 5 is 9 times stats on best equipment Level 6 is 10 times stats on best equipment A mercenary uses your best equipment and weapons available. A dead mercenary does not count for anything. If you are attacking somebody with mercenaries, kill the mercenaries first to weaken that player. You can also use the Merc Repellant, but that only stops one at a time. So if the other player has 5 mercenaries you will need 5 Merc Repellants.
A Pittbull And A Dove
As i lay staring through bars; thinking of your eyes welled with tears; not knowing if your near or far; wanting to ease all your fears. Cupid floating in the air; in his mind thoughts of love; we are an odd pair; a pittbull and a dove. So quit being stressed; shed not one more tear; we've both been blessed; and can put away our fear. I may be a pitt; you maybe a dove; that don't mean shit; cause its you i love. Written By: Jay For: Heather
My Dream Girl
A beauty like sunset; a heart made of gold; i felt it since we met; my heart she does hold. Butterflies i do feel; with each touch of her skin; can this all be real; or am i dreaming again? For if this is a dream; i pray i wont wake; cause her love it seems; its from the heart not fake. For her i have love; this very rare pearl; this beautiful dove; my lovely dream girl. Written by: Jay For: Heather 4-30-07
Your Love
Lost in this feeling; this heart felt sense; i find myself kneeling; caught behind this barred fence. In this cave with no light; in this cage with no door; not knowing left from right; now crawling on the floor. Then out of the nowhere; in the distance comes light; from the darkness comes a tare; making day out of night. In this a new day; onc more i can see; and beyond the lights ray; you are waiting for me. Cause of how much you care; the cave started to give;
Blogs/status Commenting Over Mumms.
Gues you know that the mumms are shit house when you spend the majority of the times in friends blogs and commenting on their status.   think it's time to do a salute and do the mumm thing again.   it was foretold!
Bar O House Of Ill Repute
is fubar a bar or house of ill repute, with the whores and pimps?
If Only Just A Dream
If only just a dream You walked in my life or did I walk into yours? Both of us seeing the past reborn the heart is now on the line. Too many days of sorrow, too many days of pain all I need is to have the hope of love for me... The days seem bleek, the clouds have emerged, the sunny days behind me, the warmness of your arms just out of reach. These words are bursting out of me like tears stinging from my eyes, no longer containable, not for only me to see anymore. The days become longer, the light as a binding noose, the nights pure hell, as eyes stay open in the darkness. To heal the pain one can never tell,
Some Of My Writing. Yes, It Is Nsfw & I Marked It As Such.
Could you handle being tied up to a four post bed with in inch separating you from the bed, and then wonderfully tormented by the caressing of flowers. The tickle of the feather, the soft body kisses, the tongue circling closer than just before the explosion stopping and waiting for the urge to die down then starting over again. Building even more fury then the first. Your body striving against its bonds, your muscles contorting in pleasure the wanting need to grab your partner and pull his body to you and his man hood gently opening you and caressing you. Could you hold back the moans or would they escape. Would it awaken a hunger and a desire that you never knew. To be beautifully tortured and brought release by the most intimate explosion you ever knew. Really how much teasing can you take before screaming for a release of pleasure? Can you handle the soft kisses and the caress of hands gently running over your body, but never getting to that which desires to be kissed with the to
A Day Of Hell
I have never, in my life, been in so much pain. I woke up with a stabbing pain in my lower abdominal. It felt like I was being stabbed and it was coming in waves. I couldn't go to the bathroom in anyway shape or form. Went to my doctor. They did a bunch of tests. No std's. Not preggo. Not bacterial. So they sent me to a gyn to look inside with an inner ultrasound. Lo' and behold. Cysts ruptured on my left ovalry. Good sized ones. Then they go and tell me that I will (not may but WILL) continue getting them. I have a very severe case of endometriosis AND they told me I will never have children. I have maybe... MAYBE a 10% chance. Idk what to be more annoyed about. I hope the kids thing is wrong and its just speculation. I want to atleast have the option.
Important Life Lessons
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance
As You Grow Up!
**As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, kiss too slow, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back**
Husky Is A Bonehead - Drop Confetti On Him Here
You can read the title... cough up the tickertape parade for Husky dammit.
I Just Take Note
Odd things happen. It does not bother me. I take note. An interest. I am all natural in my intellect. Instinct tells me to observe and appreciate; so I do.
The "right" Wrong
we are all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if youve been thru enuf relationships, you begin to suspect theres no right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? becuz you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complimentary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. it isnt until you finally run up against your deepest demons---your unsolvable problems---the ones that make you who you truly are---that youre ready to find a lifelong mate. only then do you finally know what you are looking for. you are looking for the wrong person. but not just any wrong person: the "right" wrong person---someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "This is the problem i want to have." i will find that person who is wrong for me in just the right way...i have to believe in that
Serenity Made Me Do It!!
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF   10. I like watching girl on girl porn....for myself *blushes*   9. I have to have my toe nails painted all the time or I basically have a panic attack.   8. I have to put an even amount in my gas tank(my sister put $30.07 in and I wanted to choke her)   7. I'm terrified of needles but I have 17 piercings.   6. I straighten my hair everyday even if just to put it up.   5. I have to tuck my foot under my knee in order to fall asleep.   4. I don't leave the house without lip gloss.   3. I hate socks! I own like 3 pair.   2. I love boobs. I have to look at mine atleast 6 times a day...ok more like 10!   1. I own 10 watches but cant bring myself to wear any of them.
For My Part, I'm Glad We Visited The Fuddles
Ten years ago …   Two highlights in our recent history (I can say that with conviction because they’re in my lifetime) occurred on this week.  Monday the 24th [OK, this I had wrong, it was the 22nd which would have been Saturday in the year 2000] was the anniversary of Roe v. Wade, the Supreme Court decision that legalized abortion in 1973.  I can’t say that the ruling itself did not have good intentions behind it, but legalizing a back-alley practice is pouring gasoline on a fire.  Killing an unborn child – that’s all abortion is, really – is tantamount to making the decision for someone that they’re not worth the trouble of living.  A “defect” or a “flaw” cannot invalidate our existence; we can’t let it, and we have to help the ones who cannot help themselves.   Friday the 28th was the day in 1986 that the space shuttle Challenger exploded.  I actually saw the explosion, but I didn’t realize what it wa
More From The "archive"
Mulholland Drive I recall past days... carefree wayssearching for a place to recordstudio, living room, it didn't mattera cheesy little mixing boardinstruments set up beckoning patiently waiting, our desires burning there was nothing better we could be working on.From the hazy desert duskto a colorful magical dawnthose were the days we had it allthen a life of struggle crept inbefore we knew it our time was upback to a world of doubt with a grin.In the back of minds we could always findthe smell of the engine... the halo of lightsHollywood nights, and Mulholland Drivethe end of the day, we all would playheaven knew... we were so alive. Love won't die I take a hitinput sidea screen comes on in my mind.A loss made gainno matter howI search, in want to find.There was once a girlin all of our livessweeter than sugaryet, sharper than knives.We can allremember who she waswhere could she be right now?We see that love just won't dieit sort of beads..then falls from our eyes.   Life A s
Just reading about Hitlers early life and apparently his neice who had a crush on him from her late teens to the age of 23, he tutored her and they were very close, she commited suicide when he started dating a 17 yr old Blonde called Eve Braun.   do you think Adolf was a 'dity old man'?
Evil Cupcake Is A Dirty Whore
I'm just hoping there's truth in advertising....
[i Felt Like Kicking Something]
If a stranger told you that you were beautiful would you believe them?Yes. And then I'd flex and pose in a statuesque fashion. Do you get cranky when you're hungry?On a legendary scale. What eye color of the opposite sex do you like the most?Light brown. Where will you be tomorrow at this time?Probably taking nibs off my new 1/100 Gouf MG. When was the last time you wore black pants?Monday Do you hope your children are like you one day?Yeah >> if I ever have kids. If they're like me I can point them in the direction of what not to do. What's the best thing to do during a snow storm?Appreciate the quiet. What's the best thing to do during a thunderstorm?Not play games that autosave. Have you ever ripped the wires out of your computer?Not this computer, but dozens of others. Has anyone ever told you that you were self centered?Yeah, by significantly more self involved people who didn't really know me all that well, or were losing an argument. What is the color of the chair you
London Weekend & Fun
Last weekend was awesome, Ashley and I decided to head to London and have a fun weekend. We were both doing Burns poems at a Private London Club as part of their Burns Night celebrations. Ashley 'gets' Burns and I am not really sure of how to pronounce his work, but she taught me over the week.   We flew into London at 8am on Friday morning, both of us exhausted as we don't do mornings well and I hate folk who fight for elbow space on the London tube. Some nasty wee man started pushing his elbow right into my side as he read his paper. Ashley was sitting opposite and glared at him, whilst making silent angry eyes at me, I waited till he got comfy and gave him a proper Glasgow dunt (a big shove) right back. He was startled but gave up trying to stick his arm under my left breast. I felt like turning round and saying "We will need a lubricant if you get any closer to my side boobs" but the dunt did it. He had the cheek to look at me as if I was wrong!   Anyway we got to the Crownlawn
In Search Of
I'm looking for young petite fu's with NSFW pics.
Born With 8 Limbs She Now Walks
Lakshmi Tatma is 4 years old now. What is remarkable about her is that she was born with 8 limbs, 4 arms and 4 legs. She endured a ground breaking surgery to remove her parasitic twin from her own body. Now she walks and even plays sports. The doctors who saved this little girl deserve the adulation and praise of all who value life. Read about her,2933,584052,00.html?test=faces At BlastFM we value all life. Give us a listen and come alive.
i used to have a lot to write about.  not anymore. it's been sometime now that things have changed, in my life, thought i've yet to see or decide if it has been for the better or worst.  truthfully, i think is the latter. i go from job to job.  from place to place.  now i'm in jersey, but who knows?  bel air, MD, seem like an awesome place.  and i've been looking to move further south. my uncle wants me to move to florida, but i've yet to decide. if you're reading this, you're probably wondering, what the hell is all this about?  it's rant, no?
I'm Done- Jo Dee Messina
You and me we had a pretty good thing We were makin' plans, we were planning our dreams Then you had to go and let her back in Boy, you oughtta know that's where the trouble begins She don't love you, she's just pullin' your chain Don't you know you're like her puppet-on-a-string Chorus (Now she's) walkin' around, talk of the town She just can't shut up Oh, she's out there and she's a'havin' her fun Spendin' her time wastin' mine Provin' that she has you Well, the truth is she don't have to She can have you, I'm done She's the kinda girl that's a'good-for-nothin' Leaves a path of destruction everywhere that she goes What you see in her, well I'll never know She's the kinda trash you find beside 'a the road She don't love you, she's just messin' your mind And you snap back, no slack, right back to her every time (Repeat Chorus) Oh, 'ya had to scratch that itch You deserve what you get Yeah, you and that... (Chorus Out)
Beware the barrenness of a busy life.  -  Socrates
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Stomach fetish.
A Man And His Music
I listen to almost anything theses days really. I believe the right music speaks to you and lends a voice to your soul, and allows your heart say things that otherwise you might not have the words to say. The songs I choose for my page say things about me and how I'm feeling. So if you want to know about me just listen. Some songs I choose because I just like the sound of it, but most of them I simply like the lyrics and what they are saying.....So check em out!....Oh and pay attention.Thanks for reading~Bryan~
Bling Deal Plesa
plesa give me a bling and i will rate you 30 pictures k plesa.......  
Just Life Thats All
its just life  cant u see its not just us it's family its just life you get mad u blow up u lose all control its just life u get up lie down or dead on the ground its just life cant u see  
Sexy Salutes And Nsfw
SEXY SALUTES & NSFW for those who dont have one and would like to get one without having to wait an eternity!  Salutes:   I dont have credit cards or real money on FU, so helping me out with Blasts, Autos, Bombs, Bling Packs, VIPs, I'd be happy to reward you with salutes like these: Some take more time, what kind would you like?: This is the easiest kind, so it doesnt take alot to earn one like this:  Yes, I have NSFW pictures, no, I do not allow everyone and their mother to view them, yes, I am open to allowing access if you would like and are helping me in some way as well.   I love my FUS!
Just A Test... Darrian Failed!
         DARRIAN CAN'T GET HER BLOG TO WORK...                                       DORKALENE!!!                                            
Grandma Fucks Grandpa Up
Twas the day after Christmas and all through the house, everyone was passed out drunk even the mouse. When all of a sudden I heard a big clatter I ran inside to see what was the matter. Granma and grandpa seemed in a bother, grandma told grandpa the mailman was his son’s father. Grandpa called grandma a filthy lil whore she grabbed that old man and slammed him to the floor. I could tell grandpa was in fear for his life, when grandma reached in a drawer and grabbed a really big knife. Grandpa got to his feet and tried to flee but grandma tripped him, he took out the tree. The family was watching in awe grandpa jumped up and punched grandma right in the jaw. Grandma stumbled back and took a deep breath, we all knew this meant grandpas untimely death. Grandpa looked at grandma with fear for his life; for he knew he could never beat up his wife. The next thing that happened, I thought I would die; grandpa fell to his knees he started to cry. Through his crying and tears grandpa told grandm
Wisdom For Living In The Sacred!
Wisdom Keeper Oh keeper of ancient knowing, Whisper your wisdom to me. That I may always remember Lifes sacred mystery. The stories of the Grandmothers, Brave deeds great and small, The progress of the faithful, Who answerour mothers call. Here truth is the victor Of the war that dwells within, bringing every human heart To celebration in the end. From a book by Jamie Sams called  "Earth  Medicine"   Ancestors ways of harmony for many moons.
Perceptions Of Truth
Why do experiences in our pasts dictate the paths of our futures?Why do we cling to things that hurt us?Why do we poison our hearts, minds and souls with hurt?Do our memories alter our perception of reality?Do we alter our memories of the past to fit them into our present?To alter our memories is to deny ourselves the truthThe truth is what will set your heart, mind and soul free
Sad But True.
I have come to accept that there is something wrong in my life. The fact is that I am alone. I have a few friends to hang with, bands I work with, and co workers to chat with. But I don't have anyone to spend time with. Every women that I know has betrayed me. They use me, keep me around for a bit, then they get rid of me. Why??? Maybe it's because I care. Maybe because I am tired of searching. Maybe I want to have something special.  All I can say is that in 15 years, just about every woman has used me. I can only think that women just have become heartless and cold. I ask for very little from a woman, and they ask for so much. So I give them what they want, yet I get nothing but a broken heart in return. Why? I don't know. Is there still a woman out there that loves me and won't keep breaking my heart? Well, anyone?
Im Officially Homicidal Lol
long story short my ex claimed both the kids paid none of the day care and im the one on unemployment and homeless and about to lose my truck......god bless fucking america!!!!
I m sick.......blah   that is all
Wwz Open Discussion #1
I'm still working out some kinks, but I thought I would put this here so those who would like to start talking can gather and do it here. This blog is only for discussion of World War Z. Anything off-topic will be deleted. Sorry! General thoughts, opinions, ideas? Please try to avoid "spoilers", if you have to them please mark them as such, kinda like this: *SPOILER!* Zombies is people!! *END SPOILER!* Also, what do you think of having entries made for subjects as well as general talk? Such as having one to focus on the political aspects, scientific, its place in zombie pop culture, etc. etc. Alright, post away! :)
Getting A Hairdryer Through Customs
think about this carefully GETTING A HAIRDRYER THROUGH CUSTOMS A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the Priest beside her... 'Father, may I ask a favour?' 'Of course, child. What may I do for you?' 'Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limits, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it.   Is there any way you could carry it through customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?' 'I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie.' 'With your honest face, Father, no one will question you.' When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, 'Father, do you have anything to declare?' 'From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare.' The official thought this answer strange, so asked,
Simply Delicious Says "come Bid And Have Me For Valentines Day"   Go visit her and make a bid...
Choice Quotes
I was looking at the Gore Vidal picture-book (Gore Vidal: Snapshots in History's Glare)  and came across a choice quote regarding William F. Buckley, Jr., whom Vidal said was "like Hitler, but without the charm." In a different article about Vidal, he's quoted as saying that the three most dispiriting words in the English language are "Joyce. Carol. Oates." There are good reasons for why I like mean people.  Vidal is one of them.
The Human Condition- Unrequieted Love
Why should one build relationships with others that will usually end in pain of disspointment?Is it our life's duty to place ourselves in positions where we are constantly hurt and neglected by the oblivion of others?Sure there are a few bright moments in history of love and enduring passion, but mostly they are filled with heartbreak and sorrow.Romeo and Juliet, albiet a work of fiction, is still a riveting tale in unrequieted love. Two people from fueding households, fall in love, and end up commiting suicide. Yet this is the upmost credited work of "love story" that a person will go to when thinking about what they want in a person. Sure they had thier moment in the sun, but it was constantly wrought with pain and death, and ended in and untimely demise for both of them. No happy ending to be found.Even as children we are taught to not search for that love. A children's classic,The Little Mermaid, shows young children, even when two people love eachother, an evil force will try to p
I'm Pro-procrastination.
The power went out at my house about a week ago, and isn't expected to be back on for weeks.  Weeks.  Fortunately, I'm not at my house.  I was staying at the fella's place when the grid-destroying storm struck.  I was all comfortably warm and nestled in a chair by the fireplace.  My mother called and explained the predicament--everyone was out of power, but would I come back home?  I could stay at their place, where there's no power but at least a generator, and I could, you know, keep her company. "Do I have to?"  ('Couldn't you just talk to dad?', I wondered, silently.) My mother reluctantly agreed that it didn't make much sense for me to drive home only to have to live in a cold house sans power.  She mailed me a few of my bar study books, and she and my dad are taking care of the peeps and the kitty and my plants (though I suspect my orchids may have already succumbed to the cold).  So, I continue to curl up by the fire, continue to cook lavish meals, and continue to halfhear
A Moment Of Happiness
, you and I sitting on the verandah, apparently two, but one in soul, you and I. We feel the flowing water of life here, you and I, with the garden's beauty and the birds singing. The stars will be watching us, and we will show them what it is to be a thin crescent moon. You and I unselfed, will be together, indifferent to idle speculation, you and I. The parrots of heaven will be cracking sugar as we laugh together, you and I. In one form upon this earth, and in an
Catch Up
Wow, I have so much to catch you people up on! Well.. where to start? Scholastic: My Winter semester (if 2 weeks can be called a semester) finished on Jan 17. Spring began on the 18th. No breaks for me! I managed to pass the Winter course with a high C. I guess I'm ok with that.. not ecstatic, but I'll live. So far I'm very much enjoying my classes in the Spring semester. I've switch my major to Family and Consumer Sciences: Nutrition and Dietetics option. I'm set on becoming a registered dietician :) I'm very happy with what I've picked. I'm enjoying what I'm learnign once again and am keeping up with my readings and stuff for once. I never used to. I didn't see the point of studying away from school. Isn't that what going to classes is for? My view has changed on that though since my switch of majors. It's interesting what happens when you actually find something you are interested in and want to learn about. I'm taking this class where is the basics of social reasearch. I get to d
I Refuse To Believe It's Going To Be Vince
I rufuse to believe that Vince is the man who single handedly brings me down. I also know that denial is the first step in the grieving process for those who learn they are going to die. I need to find out what Vince knows, but I need to be calm, centered, and focused. I think it's time for a visit to my sponsor. I need help.
In our most paranoid moments we fear that everyone around us is talking about us. That has become my reality. I can't hear what they are saying but I know it's not nice.
The Pieces
They weren't ment to be put together again. They were ment to remain in the silent shadow's keeping they're secrets. Now they are exposed to the glar, reflecting my darkness like some grotesque carnaval mirror. Harry was right nothing stays burried...perhaps not even me.
Maybe... ( A Poem )
Maybe I need you Maybe I dont Maybe I'm just afraid of being alone Maybe it's your touch Maybe it's your kiss whatever it is It's sinful bliss You're eyes glare And pierce my soul You find secrets I have wanted untold My lips soak up Your morphine kiss and send me soring Through an eternal abyss You took my hand And Lead the way And whispered to me That all will be okay. You kissed my forhead And smiled bright I knew from that point on That we'd be alright. Months have gone And so are you I'm wondering now What I should do No call No e-mail No message Confirming your existance I'd dye for you Right now, Right this instant. To be with you again And know I'm still alive I guess until that day comes... I suppose I'll just stay dead.
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Pant on fire: YES DO IT BABY DO IT! BennyDiablo: yeah ummm, problem Pant on fire: WTF NOW? BennyDiablo: my ummm manthing dont seem to like kinda resembles a cooked piece of spagetti Pant on fire: what? BennyDiablo: MY SHIT IS LIMP! WTF DID YOU DO TO ME? Pant on fire: OMG YOU ARE A STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLE IM DONE FUCKING PRICK BennyDiablo: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT Pant on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: can we do this again tommorow? BennyDiablo: hellooooooooooo BennyDiablo: YOUUUUUUUU WHOOOOOOOOO BennyDiablo: heh heh heh IS IT REAL? I DUNNO YOU TELL ME
Bad Cyber 3 Of 4
BennyDiablo: < scrolls back...hahah sorry about the sneeze, brb i have to pee Pants on fire: ok BennyDiablo: hey, you have a nice bathroom a lil dark but i fuckin like it Pants on fire: are you sure you arent fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i never did this before am i doing something wrong? Pants on fire: its cyber sex and you are making it to real BennyDiablo: ooooooo shit im sorry i thought that was the idea Pants on fire: no, the idea is you jerk off and i rub myself BennyDiablo: really? then how am i gonna type? Pants on fire: you will manage BennyDiablo: if you say so BennyDiablo: so now is a bad time to mention i accidentaly peed in your hamper? Pants on fire: OK, FUCK THIS IM OUT BennyDiablo: NOOOOOOOOOOO WAIT BennyDiablo: pleeeeeeeeeeease, Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: ill be serious now i was just messin with you im sorry Pants on fire: ok, fine LAST CHANCE BennyDiablo: gotcha last chance no problem Pants
Cold Day
hi all~!  How was your weekend? Mine was pretty stressful. These kids of mine who claim to be adults are worse than my younger ones. With the exception that they will not listen to me. Think they don't have to. Natasha says she's living with her (so called) friend & mom . I say so called  because not long ago she didn't even like the girl.  She needs to get a life as the saying goes because she's 20 & doesn't go to school or work or anything. Too much time for nothing. but she thinks she can come in my house & tell me what she will do here.!! She just came in & yelled at me. I dont know what to do.'s the weather? I was totally in shock when I woke up Monday morning & saw the temperature was 53 !! But we had rain & flood warnings.Several different schools  got out early.  It brightened up in the afternoon.   Then yesterday morning I woke up to an inch of snow . & 30 something degree temps At least today the river has receded some. but the temps are even colder.    Wha
Ten Odd Things...
Yet another viral survey has hit the blogs, so here's my answers... Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF   10. I can not be defined, thus I have no replies to this. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1.  YOUR TURN!
Dammit Name!!
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF10. Made the trophy cases for the Twins World Series Cups 9. Love fishing 8. Love seafood, hate freshwater fish. 7.I've had sex on a motorcycle on the freeway 6. Drove tank in Desert Storm 5. Broke aproxamatly 20% of the bones in my body 4. Used to racesportbikes 3. I have more respect for animals than people 2. I love the outdoors 1. I've been shot at twiceYOUR TURN!This blog list is brought to you by bird brain
So Tired
So I am a little tired, a lot annoyed, and pretty sore. Saturday I got a DWI. It's bullshit, and they scouted us at the bar, and there were quite a few people getting pulled over and hauled in. But it was my fault, and I accept that totally. This morning though, I totalled my truck. I was driving into work when a good ways up ahead some people were slamming on their brakes, and instinctively, I did as well. Unfortunately for me though, I drive a standard, and that killed my engine. Once the engine dies, there's no power steering, and it's slower to stop. I smashed my front end into the back of someone. Amazingly, not even a scratch on his vehicle. Mine though, pushed the front end in a few inches, folded my bumper into the radiator, and pushed in enough steel to make opening my door very hard. I guess I'm lucky it wasn't worse, but I don't feel that way.   I just want to crawl into bed, wake up tomorrow and see this has all been some surreal dream, and that none of it happened.
Poem Of The Day 012710
Deep Thoughts Solemn Prayers Lost Souls Broken Hearts
Bad Cyber 2 Of 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known BennyDiablo: < purrs BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU BennyDiablo: gonna use the blouse i ripped okay? Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic Pants on fire: ok Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage) Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH Pants on fire: cute BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!! Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat Pants on fire: huh? BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE? BennyDiablo: i need some water
10 Odd Thing, Cuz Serenity Made Me
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF10. I prefer small groups or to be alone. Why, because when a bunch of people get together, they always seem to devide into cliques, and I refuse to make believe I dont like someone cuz they arent a part of "the clique" 9. I could tell you exactly were things are in my Apt. But for some reason I have trouble with peoples names when I first meet them. 8. I like my nipple rings played with, but before they were pierced I hated for a gf to suck on them 7. The Tattoos on my right arm are not finished, because it represents  living in Las Vegas, and I cant bring myself to have it finished here in Louisiana. Ill have to make a trip to Vegas to get it done. 6. My sons are the most important people in my life. They never want to go back to thier moms house when its time to. 5. My SB always has the same handful of people talking to me in it, and whe
10 Odd Things
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF10. I contridict myself constantly.9. I am an exhibitionist....8. but actually hate my body.7. I have a cajun accent, but have learned to keep it out of my voice... most of the time6. love to go camping5. I love horror films. LOVE THEM4. I also love disney films... ARISTOCATS FOR THE WIN!3. I have had sex with 13 men... and 6 girls... 2. I have had more GIRLFRIENDS then boyfriends1. Have 2 or more types of indian blood in me... but you can only tell by my bone structure.. my skin is from my mom.. damn french woman :DYOUR TURN!This blog list is brought to you by that damn bird.
How It All Started...nov.11th 2009
So here it is , my story. I decided to write this blog informing people of what happened to me,in hopes of maybe someone else won't make the same mistake I did. It all started when I started having extreme pelvic pain. It was so bad that at times I couldn't even walk.Ofcourse I confronted my doctor about it . She started running all kinds of test. I went for an ultrasound an nothing was visable.I went for a catscan an nothing was visable.So there was only one more step to find out what it could possibly be ,exploritory surgery or also known as endoscope. Seems harmless right? WRONG . I went in on Nov,11th completly expecting to come out being perfectly fine.I had complete trust in my surgeon thinking that she had done this procedure several times before an every thing was going to be fine. Well I came out of surgery feeling pretty fine. I went home because it was an outpatient surgery.   I staid home for two days .I couldn't eat or drink or even move. I was in extreme  pain an v
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Thought For The Day...
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
Bad Cyber 1 Of 4
BennyDiablo: I'm 5'3" and about 450 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt smells funny i need to do laundry Pants on fire: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. Pants on fire: Would you like to cyber with me? BennyDiablo: well i have never done that before ... how does it werk? Pants on fire: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. BennyDiablo: HOLY SHIT!!! Pants on fire: Whats wrong? BennyDiablo: lil dog scared the fuck outta me... I thought it was a rat. Pants on fire: No silly thats not a rat BennyDiablo: you sure? Pants on fire: Yes i am BennyDiablo: lil bastard... WTF! whos underware does he have? Pants on fire: What? BennyDiablo: nm, continue BennyD
Obamacare Not Dead Yet
     Although it's on life-support, Obamacare is not dead. There are some who still plan to"forge forward and pass [it] by any means necessary."      And as President Obama prepares his State of the Union address for tonight (the speech starts at 9:00 p.m. Eastern time), Ed Feulner provides his own assessment of the current state of our union, including health care. He describes the Left's "signature health care reform initiative [as] a colossal missed opportunity."      Shortly after Brown's victory, Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA) admitted that she doesn't have enough votes to pass the Senate bill by a simple majority. Yet the Left's solution, Politico reports, is "giving a sweeping reform bill one more try," even as some Democrats favor a scaled-back proposal.      Meanwhile, Senator Tom Harkin (D-IA) has proposed legislation that would eliminate  the filibuster, which requires 60 Senators to agree to end debate before a vote can occur. Members of both parties have used this procedur
Animal Being Funny On Cam In Club Fantasia
Saturday, 29th, December 1934
Took Hap to work came home.  No letter yet from Bill or Cill either I wish they wouldn’t do that way.  Damn I am blue.  Mutt got some new prices on his O’coats and suits.  I helped change them, took us until noon.  After dinner went to town sat around the Armory for a couple hours.  Mutt was trying to make some sales, I don’t think he had any luck.  I heard, “The Old Pine Tree” over the radio, back home, took Gedy and Mutt to town, home again.  Now Happ his mother and all of them have gone 8 p.m.  They got back about 11.  I have been reading but I don’t think much of what I read, it was “The secret of the ages” to bed at last:
I am getting so sick of people and not using the English their High School English teach taught them, or tried to teach them. The word "Wat" is a noun, the definition is as followed: A Buddhist temple or monastery in Thailand or Cambodia. Source: Another word "Wats" is another noun, and it's definition is: Bulk-rate telephone service that enables a subscriber to make an unlimited number of long-distance telephone calls within a given service area for a fixed monthly charge or to receive calls from given areas with no charge to the caller. Source: (again)
Rembered Joy
Remembered JoyDon't grieve for me, for now I'm free!I follow the plan God laid for me.I saw His face, I heard His call,I took His hand and left it all...I could not stay another day,To love, to laugh, to work or play;Tasks left undone must stay that way.And if my parting has left a void,Then fill it with remembered joy.A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss...Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.My life's been full, I've savoured much:Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch.Perhaps my time seemed all too brief—Don't shorten yours with undue grief.Be not burdened with tears of sorrow,Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.
Operation "slv"
If you are reading this then you must have seen my ticker, or you are on my friends list. Congratulations! You're in! You are under NO obligation to participate. You don't GET anything for participating except my GRATITUDE and FRIENDSHIP, and maybe a salute if you're GOOD! (SFW of course, so don't even ask) My mission is simple ... level up ASAP! I am a former bouncer that left the site and is now in the process of returning. In order to return to bouncer status my level needs to be higher. That's pretty simple. In order to get leveled quickly I am attempting to bid for the spotlight. "SLV" stands for "Spotlight Virgin" hehehe, cute I know. I am nearly there, just need that extra little SHOVE over the edge. My wonderful friends and supporters have gotten me this far. My undying devotion to them is unimaginable. I seriously LOVE you guys and can't stop being so appreciative. If you want to help then you will become one of the few that I cherish and adore, if you don't that's compl
I'd been wearing an Amish beard since New Year, but had decided to fill it in and go full-beard again, but last night it was pointed out that I'm attending a wedding next week, and it'd look pretty ratty and messy as it is, so I have to shave down to the Amish again until after that.  So when I was shaving this morning, I decided to add a li'l extra detail to the Amish, and have a little tache too... What do you reckon?
I was walking to Wal-Mart and ran into a homeless person with a sign that read "Please help, WWJD?"  And it really made me think, what would Jesus do?  So I went home and did absolutely nothing till I was 30.
I am bored so wanted to do a blog where friends could talk. ALL PICS Below are done by Me. Okay people play nice.. not really, I want lots and lots of cursing!!! \ Lmao, all done! Enjoy
Lunch Date
BODY { MARGIN: 8px } .LW-yrriRe { FONT: x-small arial } I have fifteen minets before you come out. I have been thinking about our lunch date all day. I find your car and set down in the back seat...My body is already so paintys already wet. I can smell you in the car. You had told me not to touch my self in anyway. To just let it build..It was so hard to do. I cross my legs... and try to relieve just a little bit the throbbing in my clit. Maybe...just one little touch...a quick rub...what could it hurt right....I slid my hand under my skirt...on the out side of my pantie. NO I need more...I slip two fingers in.....OHHHHH it felt so good....I feel more then anything you open the door and getting in....the cold air hitting my hot body...I pull my hand away real quick and can feel a deep blush all over my body...mmmy yes I had been caught.  You take my hand and put my fingers in your mouth sucking my wetness. In that low hot voice you say. YOU have been bad. I'm
Long Hard Day
    As I arrive home, you great me at the door.  After a long kiss, you tell me to close my eyes.  I soon feel the coolness of silk as you place a blindfold over my eyes.  You soon take my hand and lead me through the house.  I soon feel the warmth of candles and smell the scent of incense attack my now heightened senses. You slowly begin removing my shirt, kissing your way up my chest, taking little nibbles along the way as the shirt finally comes off.  As you slowly make your way down my arm you raise it above my head and I feel the rub of rope tighten around my wrist.  Soon both arms are tethered leaving me more vulnerable than ever.  As you begin to nibble on my neck I feel your hands fumbling with my belt only to soon hear the thud of it hitting the ground.  I feel the button on my pants and underwear are slowly taken down, exposing my erect cock.  You tell me to spread my legs apart and I soon feel you devour my dick like you’ve hungered for it for years.  Your tongue soon
If the eyes are the windows to the soul, then grief is the door. As long as it's closed it is the barrier between knowing and not knowing. Walk away from it and it stays closed forever, but open it and walk through it and pain becomes truth. And now I'mfaced with the struggle for my own survival that I always new was coming. I've been preparing for this my entire life.
I Am Back Now 4 Good
If I Believed
If I believed in god, if I believed in sin this is the place I'd be sucked straight to hell. If I believed in hell.
I feel like a jigsaw puzzel missing a piece, and I don't even know what the picture is suppose to be.
   We can not deny the impression that people commonly use false standards. They seek power, success and wealth for themselves, praise them in front of others and they look down on what is really valuable in life - Sigmund Freud
My Life
Well let me  start by saying I am leagelly blind. Was since birth. Don't waste your time or mine by feeling sorry for me. I was put in special edd from the get go. wich back then in Ca. was their way of getting you out of the way for the kids who had a chance. So forgive my  had spelling, grammer and  what not. I do  just fine in my  life. I don't need some one to take care of me I do  just fine  on my own . I can take care of my self and others just fine. Yes there is  a few things  I can't do,but a lot I can and some things i don't even  know about yet. I am always willing to try.   For those of you who judge me  on my eyesight and don't give me a chance ,you are only hurtign yourself not me. You are loosing out on knowing  some one wounderful. I will be fine with out  a closed minded fool for a friend.   I am single  and not looking for  Mr. right. I don't need a dad for my kids they have one. I don't know if I will ever want  a relationship again. I have a long ways to go befor I
How Do You Make A Rock Pokemon
how do you make a rock pokemon well i know how you dont make a one thanx to dre i know you dont put a rock in your gameboy advance sp  close the screen and STOMP on it cause then not only do you not have a rock pokemon you no longer have a gameboy either. sometimes i wonder about that boy i love him but he comes up with some of the strangest shit. i gave him the gameboy for christmas his sister gave him a pokemon game and he tried to give his self a rock pokemon. at least he didnt want a water, fire  or electric pokemon. cause that could of got messy depending which one it would had been real messy. but i would had laughed and i still did when he told me why there was a rock in his game and why the screen was broke i think my daughter wanted me to punish him but it was to funny
I'm drifting, I finally get a chance to kill and I can't do it. Then a second cance and he gets away. And now all my secrets are floating to the surface. Where is the orderly, controled, effective me? How did I lose him, how do I find him again...I'm drifting, but not to sleep.
Human Compainionship
I don't normally seek human contact in times of failure, but then again I don't normally experience failure. Right now all I can think about is the smell on Nicole's kitchen, the breathy cadence of her sleeping children, the warmth of her flesh.
Knowing Someone.
Do not judge people because of hear say.  For it is wrong.   Get to know a person.  Ask questions.  Talk with them and get to know the real person.  You will be surprised of what you will find out.  Know what they are like, know what they like and do not like.  Learn if they have a family, or what their favorite colors are.  Just know the person not the shell.
Making Things Right
Tonights the night...really. Harry would prefer I take more time, but the night is tonight and there is no more time. Whatever stopped my knife before wont sop me this time.
Fu-mafia Tips
Here are a few tips I have come across and or learned in playing Fu-mafia.  1.  Mob members - get as many as possible never stop recruiting from the New Players list (when you are on and waiting for your stamina to build is a good time to do this), from those who you lose to in an attack or who attack you and win, and if you belong to a turf make sure you mob request all members of the same turf as well as all the members of any turfs that your turf has an alliance with.  The maximum number that can be taken into a fight is 750 if you are new to the game it will be considerably less but when you reach level 150 you will be able to take the full 750 into the fight.  Always accept Mob Request from others, you can never have too many in your personal mob, after all they have no real ties to you in game play they are just numbers.  Also be aware that you can not attack anyone in your mob and they can not attack you. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND THOSE THAT CAN WHOOP YOUR ASS CLOSER. 2.  We
Tethys Behind Titan
I Just Cant Stop Loving You By Micheal Jackson
I Just Want To Lay Next To YouFor AwhileYou Look So Beautiful TonightYour Eyes Are So LovelyYour Mouth Is So SweetA Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand MeThat's Because They Don'tKnow Me At AllI Just Want To Touch YouAnd Hold YouI Need YouGod I Need YouI Love You So Much[Michael]Each Time The Wind BlowsI Hear Your Voice SoI Call Your Name . . .Whispers At MorningOur Love Is DawningHeaven's Glad You Came . . .You Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI'm So Proud To SayI Love YouYour Love's Got Me HighI Long To Get ByThis Time Is ForeverLove Is The Answer[Siedah]I Hear Your Voice NowYou Are My Choice NowThe Love You BringHeaven's In My HeartAt Your CallI Hear Harps,And Angels SingYou Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI Can't Live My LifeWithout You[Michael]I Just Can't Hold On[Siedah]I Feel We Belong[Michael]My Life Ain't Worth LivingIf I Can't Be With You[Both]I Just Can't Stop Loving YouI Just Can't Stop Loving YouAnd If I Stop . . .Then Tell Me Just WhatWill I Do[Siedah]'Cause I Just
1,000 Days Since Disappearance
Kate and Gerry McCann are to launch a flotilla of glowing paper lanterns into the night sky to mark 1,000 days since the disappearance of their daughter Madeleine.
Benefits Of Energy Magnetic Motors
Generating free energy with the use of solar panel and wind turbine has always been a popular practive by many homeowners, However, do you know that you can generate even more energy by using free energy magnetic motors? Click here to read more - Permanent Magnet Generator and How To Build A Magnet Motor If not then you are not alone because this energy is fairly new on the scene. Although they are relatively new, these motors are quickly establishing themselves as a reliable way to produce energy which can power your home. How Do These Motors Work? These magnetic motors work by using the abilities of magnets to create perpetual motion. The best part about these motors is the fact that they create this energy by themselves. That's right, no wind, sunlight, or any other source of energy is needed for these machines to do their thing and these are not the only benefits these magnetic motors will provide. How Can Such A Motor Benefit A Household? • Since these motors are small e
What You Can't See...
Existence just a series of vibrations? Everything is vibrating, moving, down to a molecular level. The only time when things aren't moving is absolute zero, and LIGHT stops moving at that point. Everything is energy, with a certain frequency. We all come from the master pool of vibrations(god) where these certain vibrations move within a certain structure(animals, bugs, rocks etc.), and when we die, our energy(soul) gets recycled into the infinite pool. Vibrations makes everything look so weird, so this scale of existence is part of a universe that is constantly shrinking and expanding in a beautiful sequence. The universe has no bounds, and we can't tell how small atoms actually are. The two are flowing apart in separate directions, and probably make up an infinite amount of other universes operating on a different frequency, on a different scale. Multiverse? NO, infiniverse.
Just When I Thought I've Seen It All...
For the FU-whore who has everything but her virginity and self-respect!!!  REALLY?!?!?!?!?!  
My Love For You
Can’t wait to sleep and close my eyes So I can see your smile and your face We’ll journey through the night skies While you hold me in your warm embrace I’ll feel the warmth of your touch And the caress of your hand It’s a feeling that I’ve wanted so much A feeling that only you understand Sharing a love the only we know how Without any borders or bounds With history behind us, we live for now As we follow our hearts and their sounds All our fears will disappeared To another place, far from our reach Our souls have again been cleared With destiny’s soft and tender speech We’ll fly forever, together and always free, My loves in your hands, your soul in mine Facing our worlds together, we’ll never flee While we carry a love so pure so divine
i waited up, u waited me out. Im not this type. I dont lose sleep at night.   This takes to much time.   I cant wait ne longer.  Even though im falling. These feelings getting stronger.  whats that supose to mean i dont know.  Ive lost my mind. This isnt me.  What the hells the matter with me.  I'm a fool I cant react.  I just wanna hear your voice.   Just dont fade away. I need this.  You just dont know.   I have no idea where I'm going. The days lately have been softly slowing.  Minutes have felt like hours. Why do i feel like i do.  It's only you thats made me this way. HYpnotized cant stop staren at them eyes.  Breaking me down.  Now your just not around.  I'm not this type.  I dont lose sleep at night.
Good Song
  "Thunder Road"-Bruce Springsteen and the E Street BandThe screen door slams Mary' dress waves Like a vision she dances across the porch As the radio plays Roy Orbison singing for the lonely Hey that's me and I want you only Don't turn me home again I just can't face myself alone again Don't run back inside Darling you know just what I'm here for So you're scared and you're thinking That maybe we ain't that young anymore Show a little faith there's magic in the night You ain't a beauty but hey you're alright Oh and that's alright with me You can hide 'neath your covers And study your pain Make crosses from your lovers Throw roses in the rain Waste your summer praying in vain For a saviour to rise from these streets Well now I'm no hero That's understood All the redemption I can offer girl Is beneath this dirty hood With a chance to make it good somehow Hey what else can we do now ? Except roll down the window And let the wind blow Back your hair Well the night's busting open These
Answer These Questions
5 questions to aswer in the comments. Im gonna make this up as I go along... If we were sitting in my living room right now, what would you want to be doing? If you saw me at a bar (or wherever you hang out) what would you say to me to get my attention? If I was involved in a car accident and it was my fault, How do you react? I dropped my wallet and didnt notice would you alert me or slip it in your pocket? We just met at a bar, its 10:00 pm, and i ask you if you want get breakfast after, How long before we leave? Im trying to come up with something to do, so just answer with how you normally act, or how you think you would act. I am this bored, Im creating myspace repost if you feel like it, if not...*rates 1 and blicks* :p
Two People
Have you ever felt like two people at the same time?
Blue - Leann Rimes
Should I Say Goodbye...
I have been very close to a certain "someone" on here for over a year and a half.  We have shared laughter, a few tears...and had the occassional disagreement. Not so long ago he met someone on here...whom he eventaully found out was not who she said she was (imagine that?).  Well during his getting to know her phase he withdrew from me...I knew something was up but wasn't sure what. Anyway once he told me I was kind of upset I mean he blew me off for some chick.  I on the other hand have always been a faithful friend..never swaying. Well I was hurt...he begged for me to forgive him so I did. Fast forward to two weeks ago..I notice his behavior is once again "changing". And why you ask??? Yet another Fubar woman.  This one is a real piece of work..she has so much baggage she puts Samsonite to shame. This time however he decided to move this woman in with him. Ok wait...rewind...prior to me finding out she now lives with him..she pretended to be "him" and proceeded to have a conversatio
Read from the bottom up Katherine: well it is just a site and i am having fun and u are a dumb ass ugly sob that i am blocking To Katherine: yeah well you can go to a real fuckin site and make ....wait whats that called again..MONEY!!!!! then but your own bling packs and hell a fuckin pack or smokes... im sorry whoreing myself for bling... hey ill tell you what ill show you mine if you show me yours... free of charge how bout it? Katherine: i have been on fubar 2 monthes and have gotten over 45 bling packs plus a vip for 3 monthes to see my nsfwa ty To Katherine: okay so let me see if i got thisstraight... you come on fu ... you rate guys... then you try to get them to pay you in monopoly money to see your "nekkie" ....YOU NEED A BETTER AGENT To Katherine: sorry darlin to much free porn out there.. and beides are u an idiot? ge tthe fuckin money nota damn bling pad=ck Katherine: no everyone does it To Katherine: thata a fuckin joke right? Katherine: send me a 19.99 bl
I Feel So Alone
Im in great lounge with great ppl but i feel so alone.  I try to get involved but since i left for couple weeks its just not same.  I know its me just dont know what to do about it.  its like i dont fit anymore.  i feel like this everywhere and not sure how to fix it.  great song i cant get no satisfaction.  that describes how i feel so perfectly.  not in any way anywhere. Maybe ill just disappear. 
Song Lyrics
Jeff Bates--Long Slow Kisses Hey baby, I guess you're wonderingWhat I'm doing home so soonNaw, I ain't sickIt's just, this morning when you told meYou didn't feel like you were the mostImportant thing in my life anymoreWell, that broke my heartSo I had to turn around and come backAnd tell you what I'm gonna do about itI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won't talk at allI'm gonna resurrect the loveThat slipped away from usAnd the man you've been missin'Startin' with some long, slow kissesI just wanna let you know how ashamed I amFor making you feel that wayDarlin', I'm so sorryI guess I've just been spendin'Too much time on makin' a livin'And way too little on making loveBut if you can find it in your heart to forgive meGirl, I swear from this moment onYou'll always know where you stand with meI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won'
God Birttany, You Have Too Many Opinnions
Ok my friends, another rant, you don't like it leave NOW.   What makes killing innocent people right? What makes killing your own people right? What makes one person spoil a bunch? I just can't wrap my head around it and I frankly don't get it. Why would you want to do this? Why would you be mad when someone defends someone else. Why is this happening? Maybe the reason I don't understand this is because I believe my heart is big enough for everyone to fit. Maybe my opinions are the reason I have no friends. I just don't understand, maybe I trust too easily. Maybe I should start mixing the concrete to build up walls.   I don't understand what makes a human being hate another human being.
Ludacris How Low Can You Go - Auto Only
A-hole Of All Time Newbie Rates Me A One And Tells Me I Am Starting Drama
from: Snow United States subject: you feel good?   received: 01/25/2010 08:10 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   what was that all about?do you feel good?dont even bother to answer...cause its even a reatorical question...intersting that you tried to start a quarrel,that shows on what level you are on...are you like a child?or maybe retarded or disturbed or something...also retorical question....get real and get a life...or are you on somekind of medication?!also in plain american GO FUCK YOURSELFthat the dictionary for your level...and try to collect points and rates to level from that!a tip from me
Excitement from having a partner who is unable to see them during sex.
evince\ih-VIN(T)S\ , transitive verb; 1.To show in a clear manner; to manifest; to make evident; to bring to light.
This handkerchief makes me look like an emofag.But... does it count if I actually USE it for something?>>I need new goggles. Which sucks because I love the ones I have but they're for snowboardingnot hazmats. And lets face it, I snowboarded twice and hated it.Hoodsurfing was a weekly thing thoughand they kept gravel out of my eyes. So I look like the modern day Freddywith Shaggy's hairand Daphne's color.And velma's googleys all I need is an oversized retarded dog that eats all the time and...oh shit. Second coat's on my 1/144's arms.Amazing what you can get accomplished with an old cardboard box, a screwdriver, and one box of Q-tips(for setting up a suspended drying surface) In the meantime I'm...completely out of shit to do.I'm going through on hard mode of games I've beat backwards and forwards while my paint dries.I'm lacking the means and inspiration to culinate. I pretty much measure my days by how long I get to see herand the spaces between. ohand every other day is a wor
All adventure is now reactionary.  -  William F. Buckley, Jr.
Built It...and They Will Come!
As most of you know, Scrapper gave me a VIP for my fu services after 3 years entertaining the dwidling masses with my ...'in your face' .."fuck you, fuck me!"'  attitude mumms.   Should old faces on fu be rewarded as well for contributing towards this shit house of a site?     (kinda like a mumm hey?)
If anyone has anything to inquire  about me, I will answer to the best of my ability
Simply Me...
I am the kind of girl who enjoys the chase. I get a thrill when it comes to winning someone over and making them fall in love with me. Then when rough times in a relationship emerge, I run off kicking and screaming. I analyzed my actions once. I came to the conclusion that I'm afraid of getting too close to someone because I'm scared to get hurt. When a boy takes one step forward, I take three steps back. I've done this my whole life. It is my greatest downfall, the reason I have lost so many loves.
My name is Nunya F.N Bizness i like fubar a lot
Johnny Depp Is Alive And Well
You with the Twitter account, did you hear Johnny Depp died in a car accident in France? If you did he didn’t. That cleared up, he came in second in the Harris Poll of the much loved Hollywood celebs. He was beat out by, of all people, Dirty Harry, Clint Eastwood. If you know how that happened let me know will ya. For poll results BlastFM is alive and well and number 1 in its genre. That’s according to Tune in a find out why.
Road Trip! From Here To Oracle>>> Sell Me Some Goodies!
 Hi everyone :) Soooo I'm really tired of being stuck at level 27 and really could use some help leveling! I'm looking for blasts, HH, CB, bling packs or Autos...And since I don't ask for something for nothing, here's my offer:   Smaller bling packs of 5 or 12: 3 days of 30 elevens and daily page rates for a week.,,And/or Fubucks...make me an offer, I'm willing to negotiate! Bling packs of 25 or more: 1 week of 50 pic rates per day, daily page rate, pimp you in my status, and/or Fubucks(for 65 pack or larger I will put "owned by" in my name) ..also willing negotiate other trades! HH, Blasts, Cherry Bomb or Auto Elevens: All of the above PLUS 2 weeks of daily page rates, 2 weeks of 50 elevens per day ...or negotiate! I really want to make Oracle and pimp out my friends... so PLEASE HELP!!!!!
Whatcha Say?
So while I am waiting on Emanon to come up with a blog to cure all of our boredom, I need something to do. How about if you have ANY questions you want answered, ask them. I am bored, and on my way to being drunk, so this should be intresting...
....true Words....
My love for you it grows so fast how and why I shall not ask I'll give it to fate, put it in her hands I cannot explain in words how I feel You've shattered my walls and dispelled my fear I trust you won't hurt me far or near Your voice and words have reassured me Your actions thus far have inspired me My only desire now is to love you eternally To make you happy and make you my world To take care of you and your daughters, makes three To never let anyone of you down, that is your gift from me To love you forever and always til fate takes me this is my promise to thee for eternity I'll not let you down as long as u love me
And I Thought Pa Was Wierd...
So yeah, I used to live in Beaver PA, which is right down from - you guessed it, Big Beaver, where they run the ad in the paper every sunday "exotic dancers wanted, all shapes and sizes accepted, apply at Big Beaver Plaza"   The airport is in moon, everyone knows about Blue Balls and Intercourse and I've even been through Eighty-four, Mars and Slippery Rock... but WTF there's a Ware, Mass.  Where do you live?  Ware. Ummm, that's what I asked, where? Yes, Ware. The place where you live? What's it called? Ware *shoots self* Enjoy...   Alabama Aimwell Bobo Burnt Corn Eclectic Intercourse Muck City Alaska Chicken Deadhorse Eek Lefthand Bay Nightmute Unalaska Arizona Bagdad Boneyard Bootlegger Crossing Bumble Bee Carefree Chloride Floss Goobertown Goodyear Many Farms Nothing Show Low Strong Surprise Three Forks Tuba City Two Guns Why Winkleman Arkansas Bald Knob Beaver Biggers Blue Eye Experiment Fannie Fifty-Six Flippin Gassville Greasy Corner Grubbs Hasty Hooker M
Population Control
Some would call the earthquake of Jan 11th in Haiti a tragedy. As you know a tragedy like those of ancient Greece plays are events that unfold in front of our eyes that bring about emotions of significant magnitude, emotions of fear and pity. When tragedies happen human beings pull together, it is our animalistic instinct to seek comfort in the pack. Perhaps that is what "George Clooney and Amigos" (Rebel Wolf-Dark fire) are trying to do, find strength in the pack by seeking comfort from the fear and pity brought about by a tragedy. I simply call the earthquake of Jan 11 2010 in Haiti... population control.
Why It Is Good To Be Single
I suppose I could simply make a list of the reason it is good to be single but that would do it no justice. I know that there are those out there who do not like being single and feel some sort of pressure from others or society as a whole because they are single and "time is running out."   I do not find peer pressure to influence me or my decision which makes it even easier not have a "significant other" to pressure me. Friends you can shrug them off a significant other is more difficult to do so.   My days are very busy, very full with little time to myself. I enjoy getting up in the morning and knowing that I have a sort of list of things to accomplish that day and if something does not get finished I just add it to the list for tomorrow. On that list is never "text my significant other" because if I don't my significant other will think it slipped my mind. Don't you think there is something wrong these days with texting? Those are brief and often thoughtless messages almost as
Friend Requesting: How To & Not To Do It
Friend requests Man, don't you hate it when stuck-up jerks like me DEMAND that your friend request says something? That isn't stupid? Well we exist (unfortunately) so here's some tips to getting that coveted ACCEPT. I used real examples for extra educational value. Well, a few are made up but you'll probably be able to tell which ones... Good :D * Respectfully complimenting the addressee: "Your blog cracked me up something fierce! I hate fire ants too, wanna be friends?", "I'm a gay man and have no sexual interest in you, but I know beauty and you are PERFECTION. Then, your interesting profile just sealed the deal. Friends?" * A funny quote that pertains to an interest on the persons profile. It shows you read it, paid attention and have similar interests. Tip: everyone loves Run DMC! "Cool chief rocker, I don't drink vodka / But keep a microphone inside my locker / Go to school everyday, on the side makin pay / Cause I'm rockin on the mic until the break of day" * A la
Friday, 28th, December 1934
Up pretty early took Hap and Mutt to work as usual.  Brought the car home no letter, was very Disappointed.  Caught a truck and went to Tanney Town, There is a big rock crushing there, but the boss has nephews enough to run it.  I met one of them very nice kind of chap we had a quite a conversation about every thing and nothing.  Back home, ate dinner, after that went to work on car washed all of the glasses, both headlights and my spot light.  Also cleaned the radiator boy it sure looks better.  Mutt came home from work we all went to Medford, for the weeks supply of groceries.  Then I went to see the doc again.  He said I needn’t come back any more, but he said leave that damn splint on until Mon or Tue.  Then to a dance.  I didn’t like it the orchestra wasn’t worth a d---.  They couldn’t play anything.  Home at last 12:05 not late but it is every night here.
On The Road Again
as featured on Boobie Tassels for Buddha: Inappropriate Content with a Touch of Zen BREAKING NEWS!!! We here at BTFB have just recieved reports from our sister company, BiasNews, that police officers in the Cumming, Georgia area have been engaged in a high speed chase along US Highway 19 since early this morning. The vehicle has been identified as a multicolored 1972 Chevy El Camino SS which has reached speeds of 63 mph since the pursuit began hours ago. Cumming authorities stated the chase began when a local officer attempted to pull the El Camino over around 6 a.m. Officer Cochran of the CPS department (Cumming Public Safety) called in to dispatchers and stated that there was a goat in the bed of the vehicle which appeard to be tied to an unidentified source by an indeterminable length of rope. The registered owner of the El Camino was identified as Earl Mack Raybob Jones, a 73 year old resident of Ball
Dressing For The Superbowl
Buddy D, the ultimate New Orleans Saints fan, once said, "When you go to Heaven after you die, tell St. Peter you're a Saints fan. He'll say, 'C'mon in, I don't care what else you done, you suffered enough.'" The history of the New Orleans Saints is well-documented. Archie Manning getting sacked. The Aints. The paper bags on heads. No playoff games until 1987. No playoff wins until 2000. Bernard "Buddy" Diliberto pledged on numerous occasions to his listeners that he would wear a dress on Bourbon Street if the Saints ever reached the Super Bowl. Annually, the New Orleans Saints faithful fans would tease Buddy about his promise to wear a dress if the Saints ever played in a Super Bowl. He never got close to having to make good on that promise, though, as we all know, he certainly wished for that walk on Bourbon Street in a dress. When Buddy died in 2005, Bobby Hebert, The Cajun Cannon, took over his radio show; he also took over the promise. Now it is up to Bobby Hebert to carry on t
Be Carefull
Be carefull who you tell your problems to,80% of them don't care, and the other 20% are glad you have them. Be who you are & say what you feel.
Because those who mind don't matter
& those who matter don't mind.
 -Dr. Seuss
Jan 26th...
ok... so fu totally lets me down and i cant change font or size, so you are stuck with reading it like this. hey... at least you got some mini widget about new photos. anyway, todays workout wasnt bad. went waaaaaay too late. too many people there and too many characters cloggin up the flow of traffic. i wish the fuckin boy bands would stay home or learn that its weightlifting, not a golf match. you and your boyfriends dont need to be in a foursome. you take way too fucking long. stop looking in the mirror, sending texts, and chatting about whatever chicks ass you saw on an elliptical upstairs. get off the fucking bench you stuck up 23 year old metrosexual prima donna dooooosh baggg between them and the 60 year old ladies... look grandma, i got love for ya. im proud of ya that you are trying to stay in shape at your age. but if i get up from the bench to go look for more plates, and you squat your depends wearing ass on it so you can practice doing whatever chinese crouc
Hey Anybody Fancy Joining Me? ????/
Larry The Cable Guy - Walking Farts
A husband & wife were sitting watching a TV program about psychology and explaining the phenomenon of mixed emotions.. The husband turned to his wife and said, "Honey, that's a bunch of crap. I bet you can't tell me anything that will make me happy and sad at the same time." She said: "Out of all your friends, you have the biggest dick."
The "system"
OK, so today, I had a "phone interview" with the Clearfield County welfare office, for funding for my education, and some help for a decent running vehicle.  Now let us bear in mind, that I have worked 6 solid years.  When I left York, PA to return to Podunkville, PA, I had no money, no car, no job.  I lost all 3 in a matter of a week.  So I use what money I have left to return myself and what little belongings back home.  I call the welfare office, explain the situation to them, I just need a little help till I get back on my feet, I am busting my ass to find a job, etc... Well, they say, we can't help you since you're not working 25 hours a week.  You have nothing, so we can't give you anything.  WTF!?  OK, I guess in Pennsylvania that makes sense, whatever.  So I find myself a job, 33 miles from home.  No big deal, I drive this distance everyday, to and from.  Then I get myself a little tiny car together, not the best, but it runs.  So I use this car to and from work, it's all good
Ask Jeeves
My 50-something friend Nancy and I decided to introduce her mother to the magic of the Internet. Our first move was to access the popular "Ask Jeeves" site, and we told her it could answer any question she had. Nancy's mother was very skeptical until Nancy said, "It's true, Mom. Think of something to ask it." As I sat with fingers poised over the keyboard, Nancy's mother thought a minute, then responded, "How is Aunt Helen feeling?" 
Missing Metallica Fan Update
(CNN) -- Police tentatively identified remains found on a remote farm as the Virginia Tech student who disappeared in October during a Metallica concert. Morgan Harrington, a 20-year-old education major, went to the concert at the University of Virginia's John Paul Jones Arena in Charlottesville, Virginia, on October 17. She was separated from her friends and was the subject of repeated searches. Police said skeletal remains were found in a hay field on a 700-acre farm with no public access point. Police said there was significant evidence, but declined to specify what leads them to believe the remains are Harrington's. They said however an autopsy should confirm the identity. During the concert, Harrington left her friends to use the restroom, Virginia State Police spokeswoman Corinne Geller said Wednesday, and when she did not return they called her on her cell phone at 8:48 p.m. She told them she was outside the arena and could not get back in because of its policy, Geller
The Seven Words - George Carlin
How To Tell When You Need Sex
 According to the free, dating, and relationships website : "It's very easy to overlook your body's sexual needs signs since they are often signs of other problems, too.  The best way to pinpoint which symptoms are yours is to see which ones seem to go away for a while after you've had a satisfying sexual experience.  It does not always have to include someone else."   Some of the most common signs of sexual needs are: General and mounting irritability Overall feeling of frustration without knowing the cause Feeling stressed for no reason Excessive or lack of hunger or sleep Anger and/or other unexplainable negative emotions towards your partner Vivid sexual dreams that may lead to wet dreams for both men and women   "Basically lack of sex makes people feel disgruntled, to sum it up.  Some people even claim that their skin itches, or their everyday thoughts are unusually pervaded by sexual fantasies.  Whatever your particular signs are, knowing them an
Spiders & Snakes By Jim Stafford
I remember when Mary Lou said "You wanna walk me home from school" And I said, "Yes, I do" She said, "I don't have to go right home And I'm the kind that likes to be alone As long as you would" I said, "Me, too" And so we took a stroll Wound up down by the swimmin' hole And she said, "Do what you want to do" I got silly and I found a frog In the water by a hollow log And I shook it at her And I said "This frog's for you" She said, "I don't like spiders and snakes And that ain't what it takes to love me You fool, you fool I don't like spiders and snakes And that ain't what it takes to love me Like I want to be loved by you" Well, I think of that girl from time to time I call her up when I got a dime I say, "Hello, baby" She says, "Ain't you cool" I say, "Do you remember when "And would you like to get together again" She says, "I'll see you after school" I was shy and so for a while Most of my love was touch and smile Til she said, "Come on over here" I was nervous as you might gues
I've been thinking alot lately, which can be quite dangerous for me. I'm coming up on the 2yr mark of when the kids and I left my ex. We've been staying with my parents because of my crazy early morning work schedule. I've noticed lately my mom making comments here and there about us having our own place someday. Which I completely and totally agree, we NEED our own place. My problem is I can't afford a place on my own, plus how would I balance work and getting the kids off to school? So, logical thinking is I need to find a roommate and move out. Only problem with that is there's nobody around here that I can trust with my kids. Plus I've been at my job for 12yrs and I don't wanna go looking for something else to fit the kids school schedule. Even though I have sole custody and physical custody of the kids, my ex has already told me that he'll fight me tooth and nail if I try to move out of state. I'm not sure if he would have a leg to stand on in court and I don't like confrontation
Jonathan Safran Foer
When dad was tucking me in that night and we were talking about the book, I asked him if he could think of a solution to that problem. “Which problem?”“The problem of how relatively unsignificant we are.”He said, “Well, what would happen if a plane dropped you in the middle of the Sahara Desert and you picked up a single grain of sand with tweezers and moved it one millimeter?”I said, “I’d probably die of dehydration.”He said, “I just mean right then when you moved that single grain of sand. What would that mean?”I said, “I dunno, what?”He said, “Think about it.”I thought about it. “I guess I would have moved a grain of sand.”“Which would mean?”“Which would mean I moved a grain of sand?”“Which would mean you changed the Sahara.”“So?”“So? So the Sahara is a vast desert. And it has existed for millions of years. And you changed it!&rd
More Reasons Why Some People Shouldn't Im
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Thoughts ( My Daughter Sent Me This )
   Many people will walk in and out of your life,    but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.    To handle yourself, use your head;    To handle others, use your heart.    Anger is only one letter short of danger.    If someone betrays you once, it's his fault;    if he betrays you twice, it's your fault.    Great minds discuss ideas;    Average minds discuss events;    Small minds discuss people.    God gives every bird it's food,    But He does not throw it into it's nest.    He who loses money, loses much;    He who loses a friend, loses more;    He who loses faith, loses all.    Beautiful young people are acts of nature,    But beautiful old people are works of art.    Learn from the mistakes of others.    You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.    The tongue weighs practically nothing,    But so few people can hold it.    Friends, you and me....    you brought another friend...    and then there were 3...    we started our group...    Our
Eddie Murphy Raw ( The Men Thing ).
The School Play - An Email From A Great Friend
If this doesn't make you laugh, there is absolutely no hope for your day!   Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play. It was to be a Shakespearean play.   The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden.... I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope."   The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark!, a pistol shot."   Well, on opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loud as soon as the curtain goes up.   The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin.   The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words..... "My fair maiden.... I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap."   The second boy sc
My Chaos
I've always enjoyed my work, it brings order to the chaos, fills me with civic pride. But what was that back there, it wasn't voodo. When I picked up the knife it's like I didn't know who I was. I come here to dump bodies not beer bottles. Now I'm just a litter bug.
My Inability To Have Fun
I wish I could have fun, with James tailing me, my lifes been all Jeckle and no Hyde, no moonlit playdates, no late night social calls, not one. My brother would be so dissappointed.
On The Edge
I'm on edge, it's been 38 days 16 hours and 12 minutes since I killed my brother, and since then i haven't had a night to myself. James makes sure of that, followes me everywhere now, my human blood hound incited by the scent of darkness, so I have to act relentlessly normal, dull, so I bowl. What's really disturbing is I'm actually good at it.
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres
Live Life for the FUTURE and let the PAST be the PASTLife is too short to dwell over dumb shytCuz real eyes realize real lies*Go0d Girls get down wit da gangstas*
Best Comebacks - Be Sure To Read The Secon One - An Email From A Great Friend
If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defence attorney during a felony trial. The lawyer was trying to undermine the police officer's credibility...   Q: 'Officer-- did you see my client fleeing the scene?' A: 'No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away.'   Q: 'Officer -- who provided this description?' A: 'The officer who responded to the scene.'   Q: 'A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?' A: 'Yes, sir. With my life.'   Q: 'With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?' A: 'Yes sir, we do!'   Q: 'And do you have a locker in the room?' A: 'Yes sir, I do.'   Q: 'And do you have a lock on your locker?' A: 'Yes s
Now I Bowl
Tonights the night and it's going to happen again and again, it has to happen. It's not what I want but it's what i need to do to surviv. I'm coiled and rady to strike So let's go bowling.
No Name For A Song (wicked 4.4's)
I write horror pictures like murder scripts. I'm gifted through decay lifted. Hot shit i spit. He felted fuck around get ya ass dealt wit. Rocks & stoneds pelted. It's sick fuck off with some shit you can't get i'm off on it. You not so just stop. Throwing hard shit & stones to kick bones metal. Losing trying to adjust to mind. See through no look turn page like through the book ya crook. Blind unsign no find through mind. Lost in at times. Myself in cahoots shoot with the loot. Everything around me is in pollute.  I'm kicking intact with shit thats fhat wickedest style & varinating. You stating ya just hating no mating like sex. Rhymes i wreck no keep to in protect ya neck. Dislocate in checks breaking like mex. You can just step off with ya shit. You ain't all that. No what who the fuck did you think you were. I ain't out to be made as rude & disrespectful. You just ain't enough your only all in your bluff. Ain't made of shit right. Pain make me go insane main myself insane pain mak
Lost Family Members
   Today I read a bulletin that brought back memories from 2002. The bulletin was posted about a fu member who had lost 4 family members in a fire. This is devistating and i can relate. In 2002 I lost 4 young family members to a drunk driver. They were on there way to see a movie. I will never forget the horror the took place that night after one of my nieces came pounding on my door screaming, "there dead aunt Sue, they are all dead." At that moment I felt as though the life had drained from myself as well. There were 2 survivors that night, my nephew who was driving his car and the drunk driver. Boyd Knouse is the name of the drunk driver, he was only 20 at the time and not only did he take my 4 family members, but he also killed 2 of his friends, 6 died in all that horrible night.      The ages of the victims were (my family) Nicole, 22... Richard 17... Jeremiah 14 and last but definitely not least Shane who was only 8. Boyds friends were 18 and 19. I spent a week in the hospital p
Thought For The Day - An Email From A Great Friend
Thought For The Day 'Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!'
Missing Metallica Fan
(Jan. 26) -- A man in Virginia has reportedly found the remains of a blond woman on his farm, leading to speculation that the body could be that of Morgan Dana Harrington, a Virginia Tech student who went missing in October. The farmer, Dave Bass, said he found the body this morning on a remote part of his property, the 700-acre Anchorage Farm in Albemarle County, according to a Charlottesville newspaper. The body is said to be partially skeletized and wearing black clothing. Missing-person fliers for Harrington say she was wearing a black T-shirt with the word "Pantera" on it, a black mini skirt, black tights and black boots when she went missing. Harrington, 20, was last seen Oct. 17 in a parking lot at the University of Virginia, where she had been at a Metallica concert. Police found her purse with her ID and cell phone in the parking lot of the John Paul Jones Arena in Charlottesville. Her family has offered a $100,000 reward for her return or information leading to t
Walmart Interview - An Email From A Great Friend
Jennifer a manager at Wal-Mart had the task of hiring someone to fill a job opening. After sorting through a stack of resumes she found four people who were equally qualified. Jennifer decided to call the four in and ask them only one question. Their answer would determine which of them would get the job.   The day came and as the four sat around the conference room table, Jennifer asked, 'What is the fastest thing you know of?'   The first man replied, 'A THOUGHT.' It just pops into your head. There's no warning.   'That's very good!' replied Jennifer. 'And, now you sir?', she asked the second man.   'Hmmm...let me see 'A blink! It comes and goes and you don't know that it ever happened. A BLINK is the fastest thing I know of.'   'Excellent!' said Jennifer. 'The blink of an eye, that's a very popular cliche for speed.' She then turned to the third man, who was contemplating his reply.   'Well, out at my dad's ranch, you step out of the house and on the wall there's a
You Can Leave Your Hat On By Joe Cocker
Baby take off your coat Real slow Take off your shoes I'll take off your shoes Baby take off your dress Yes, yes, yes You can leave your hat on You can leave your hat on You can leave your hat on Go over there, turn on the light Hey, all the lights Come over here, stand on that chair Yeah, that's right Raise your arms up in the air Now shake 'em You give me reason to live You give me reason to live You give me reason to live You give me reason to live Sweet darling, (you can leave your hat on) You can leave your hat on Baby, (you can leave your hat on) You can leave your hat on (You can leave your hat on) (You can leave your hat on) Suspicious minds are talkin' They're tryin' to tear us apart They don't believe in this love of mine They don't know what love is They don't know what love is They don't know what love is They don't know what love is Yeah, I know what love is There ain't no way (You can leave your hat on) You can leave your hat on (You can leave your hat on) Give me
From The London Times - An Email From A Great Friend
Outside England's Bristol Zoo there is a parking lot that can accommodate 150 cars and 8 buses. For 25 years, its parking fees were managed by a very pleasant attendant. The fees worked out to $1.40 (U.S.) and $7 per bus.   Then, one day, after 25 years of never missing a single day of work, he just didn't show up; so the zoo management called the city council and asked it to send them another parking agent.   The council did some research and replied that the parking lot was the Zoo's own responsibility. The zoo advised the council that the attendant was a city employee; the city council responded that the lot attendant had never been on the city payroll..   Meanwhile, sitting in his villa somewhere on the coast of Spain (or some such scenic place), is a man who'd apparently had a ticket machine installed – completely on his own – and then had simply begun to show up every day, commencing to collect and keep the parking fees, estimated at about $560 per day, for
Insane Clown Posse Movie: A Reality!
Nobody ever looks at my amazing stash, so you've forced me to blog this. I imagine lines snaking around the block in front on theaters, Faygo bottle after Faygo bottle being passed down rows of people painted as their heroes, the mentally unstable harlequin patrol. This line... might be a tiny bit less peaceful then the Star Wars and Lord of the Rings ones, but you know what? It'll smell a lot worse, too.
What Goes Around Comes Around - An Email From A Great Friend
One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.   Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.   He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you.   He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.'   Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.   As he was tightenin
Can A Muslim Be A Real American Or Canadian? Here It Is In Plain English...that Is Something To Reflect Upon... - An Email From A Great Friend
Can a Muslim be a real American or Canadian? In light of the murders at Ft. Hood by a Muslim Officer (who had sworn to defend the people, our Constitution and the United States) this article becomes more timely and real than ever. Can a good Muslim be a good American or Canadian?   I sent that question to a friend who worked in Saudi Arabia for 20 years. The following is his reply:   Theologically - no. Because his allegiance is to Allah, the moon god of Arabia .   Religiously - no. Because no other religion is accepted by his Allah except Islam. Scripturally - no. Because his allegiance is to the five pillars of Islam and the Quran (Koran).   Geographically - no. Because his allegiance is to Mecca , to which he turns in prayer five times a day.   Socially - no. Because his allegiance to Islam forbids him to make friends with Christians or Jews. Politically - no. Because he must submit to the mullah (spiritual leaders), who teach annihilation of Israel and
Profile Or Ho File?
Recenly I Found this on someones profile and was pretty impressed by what it had to say. It also made me wonder why there is a need here on fubar to express such things. Top 11 Reasons A Profile Will Be Blocked By Me: 11) Profile pics that show too much skin. I'm an adult, and I'm aware that this is supposed to be an adult site, but GIVE ME A BREAK! It's looking like eHarmony or Match went the hard-core slutty route most of the time. If that's how you want to portray yourself, that's fine. But please DO NOT insult my eyes with it. 10) Having a self-deprecating name. I do NOT find it cute or funny that you call yourself a slut or MILF or some kind of whore. I find this to be offensive and rude, even if it is about yourself. 9) Blank add requests. Please say SOMETHING to me when you wish to add me as a friend.
Joke #1
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom.   While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. ... See MoreBe strong honey. I love you too!!"
The Frog And Golf - An Email From A Great Friend
A man goes out golfing. He is on the second hole when he notices a frog sitting next to the green. He thinks nothing of it and is about to shoot when he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron."   The man looks around and doesn't see anyone. Again, he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron." He looks at the frog and decides to prove the frog wrong, puts the club away, and grabs a 9 iron. Boom! He hits it 10 inches from the cup. He is shocked. He says to the frog, "Wow that's amazing. You must be a lucky frog?" The frog replies, "Ribbit Lucky frog." The man decides to take the frog with him to the next hole. "What do you think frog?" the man asks. "Ribbit 3 wood." The guy takes out a 3 wood and Boom! Hole in one. The man is befuddled and doesn't know what to say. By the end of the day, the man golfed the best game of golf in his life and asks the frog, "OK where to next?" The frog replies, "Ribbit Las Vegas ."   " They go to Las Vegas and the guy says, "OK frog, now what?" Th
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Hollywood Squares An Email From A Great Friend
These great questions and answers are from the days when ' Hollywood Squares' game show responses were spontaneous, not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course. Q. Paul, what is a good reason for pounding meat? A. Paul Lynde: Loneliness! (The audience laughed so long and so hard it took up almost 15 minutes of the show!)   Q. Do female frogs croak? A . Paul Lynde: If you hold their little heads under water long enough.   Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be A. Charley Weaver: Three days of steady drinking should do it.   Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. A . George Gobel: Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes.   Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: That's what's been keeping me awake.   Q. According to Cosmopolitan, if you meet a stranger at a party and you think that he is at
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Friend Add Of The Day
Again..where do guys come up with this shit and does any woman ever fall for it? andre22 mins agothe day began,the sun rose an illuminated the sky,my vision cleared,i saw such a vision of beauty.soft an true,such a wonderful woman,i knew it was you... hope to have news from you princess to me you represent the elegance of a classy sexy lady wow muah xxyyxx
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Before I Was A Mom...
Before I was a mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. I had never been puked on, pooped on, drooled on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind, thoughts and my life. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching someone sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I could love someone so much before ever meeting them. Before I was a mom...I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body.
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Supreme Court Upholds First Amendment
    On Thursday, the Supreme Court upheld the First Amendment andappropriately struck down government prohibitions on many sorts ofprivately-funded political advertising. In doing so, legal scholar Hans von Spakovsky argues, the court "upheld some of the most important principles: the right to engage in freespeech, particularly political speech, and the right to freely associate."     The case, Citizens United v. Federal Election Commission, originatedas a question about campaign finance laws and whether they apply to anunflattering film about then-Senator Hillary Clinton. After thegovernment argued that campaign finance laws could even lead to banson books, the Court ordered a rare re-argument to address the broaderconstitutionality of limiting corporations' independent spendingduring federal election campaigns.     It was a question of "ancient First Amendment principles," the Courtstated in its majority opinion. It is no coincidence that the rightsto free speech and assembly are a
Damned Phone
damned palm pre phone. Its an awesome little phone, sometimes the keyboard is a little small for my monster thumbs, but i gets the NFL app and can watch nfl network on it, listen to the games right on my phone from the streaming radio station of the team of my choice. i have the texas hol em app that they have here on fu, pandora...all kinds of cool shit...   I went to bed last night, well this morning actually, but I didnt plug the damned thing in... when I got up at 11, the phone was dead...I plugged it in to my laptop and its still not on! 45 minutes later and im just now getting the battery charging icon. grrrrr So Im sitting here drinking my coffee..   hows it going people.. Nobody can afford to buy me now, and my owner is trying to pawn me. The fu levelling requirements are stupid i believe.. I wont be giving much effort to get those levels.   Kloverlynn is point whoring today with her flashy little thing so irritate the piss out of the bombers with her link and stuff (y)
Wis. Man Cited For 'rocking Out' To John Denver Posted At 12:19 Pm On Monday, Jan. 18, 2010
FOND DU LAC, Wis. -- Police responding to a complaint of loud noise have cited a Fond du Lac man for "rocking out" to the music of John Denver. A police who responded to the man's apartment last week could hear Denver's music through the door. The officer pounded on the door but the man didn't answer. Finally the officer found out the man's name from a neighbor and called to him, bringing the man to the door. When asked why he had the music so loud, the man said he was "rocking out." The Reporter newspaper in Fond du Lac reported that the 42-year-old was cited for unnecessary loud noise. The ticket could result in a fine of about $210. The late Denver is known for such hits as "Rocky Mountain High" and "Take Me Home, Country Roads."   JOHN DENVER WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FIRST CHOICE AS WELL. ROCK ON BRO.
There comes a time when the hurt and pain someone causes out weighs anything good they ever were...or ever pretended to be.  
The Magellanic Stream
I do have a given name.  It is not baby, babe, sweetheart, darling, honey or anything else that is mushy and sentimental.  It is Elena.  I can not stand being called by any other name.  Oh, if you do not like me by being blunt and forward then you know where the door is.   Have a nice day.
May You Always Have A Angel By Your Side -douglas Pagels" border="0" alt="Photobucket"> " alt="" /> May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage... And may you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than the lonely... May they give you gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you an confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to
The Witch
I regret to inform you all that the one person who i love dearly that had a vagina is not longer holding the key to my heart. That Lady has made me feel small and un important in her life. I was turning into a lesbo because of her and i really like cock, so I had to send her away... Ill remeber the way her red hair fell off her shoulders and how i imagined gettign my fingers stuck in her curly hair. I cant tell you how many times i have masterbated to her breasts... those days are over...   GOOD BYE WITCHIE I LOVED YOU ONCE WICKED
Annular Eclipse Over Myanmar
About Me Additions Pt. 2
·     I love facts. And logic. I am a realist and honest to a fault. Don't expect anything more out of me. ·     Every person sees me differently than the next person. ·     I like lists. ·     I don't like wearing too much makeup.
About Me Additions
·     I'm 5'8" ·     I don't find myself attracted to men my height or shorter than me, not by choice. I just don't. ·     My eyes are green. Don't say they're blue. Definitely don't insist that they looked brown that time we were drunk and hanging out on so & so's porch after dark last fall, because they certainly were not and are not. ·
Books Or Movies?
Someone posted a MuMM about whether you should read the book before seeing the movie.  As usual, this prompted a spate of "The book is always better" comments.  I felt driven to respond, and in fact, decided to blog my response too : "Seriously, all those people who say books are always better, try reading Jurassic Park. That book is WELL SHIT.Fact is, books and films are two different media, and have different narrative and structural requirements. People who whine about adaptations and how this bit got cut out, or how this character wasn't how they pictured it, simply don't understand this, and as such, in my opinion, are making themselves look stupid. OF COURSE it's different, it's supposed to be. Books you read in multiple sittings, at your own pace. You can flick through, back, re-read sections.... Movies are designed to be consumed in one sitting, at a pace directed by the filmmakers. If you can't see the difference in the craft, you're not appreciating either medium truly.It's
We Have No Bananas Today
Well, I guess it's a bit cold out. I got to work this morning and my banana that was in my bag was frozen. Hmm.
A Very Good Friend
i am very worried about my very best friend ...i havent heard from him in such a long time...i think he might have gone to hati to help out...he usually informs me though....guess this is where patience is really a virtue sighssssssss ...miss u jeff
Her beauty grows in my eyes,Each time she comes into view.I cannot explain how it happens,Just know that it is true. My want for her happiness,Cannot be matched any time,anywhere.someday I hope she sees,That I really do care. In her eyes so deep and true,Are the calms of every storm.And in her smile,sweet smile,The breath of everyday is born. I know I can never have her,Her beauty is so far beyond my grasp.I will accept whatever friendship she gives,Until my time has passed. My love for her always unconditional,And will never faulter or die.I will remain as true as true can be to her,Till there is never any blue in my skys.
My Mumms!
So as you see.i'm back to green as now if my mumm is wiped, i get wiped due being repetitive naughty. what gets me is, 2 days earlier, Scrapper rewarded me for my mumms with a free VIP when i brought it up in his blog after over 3 years of me entertaing 'his people'...then 2 days i get spanked because of my "Anti-depressant People" mumm. ok..blogged!
The New Me!
Well Not sure if everyone knows but i am divorced, Have been since November 19th, I have 3 children i love. They are my Pride and joy. I can honestly say i am turning a new leaf in 2010. I have change my attatude on the way i get treat. I live with my ex still till i get a place ( house in both names still unless he buys me out) My Trailblazer is mine but got both names on it unless i pay it off. I divorced him for a lot of reason. 1. Abuse, physical, mental and verbal, 2. The it was always ok for him to look at other chicks pics and masturbate but when it came down to me looking at guys pics he got pissed. 3. Disrespecting of his stepdaughter. This little girl grew up thinking he was her father. 4. Arguements used to have cause of him not thinking. If he was thinking it either be something from the fact of me catching him doing something and lying about it to his brother or dad. I can honestly say i was faithful to this man from the time we got married to the divorce. I bent ba
Time To Step Back...
and rethink this whole thing. So...I'm leaving Fubar for a while. I may log in to check msgs I may not. At this point all I know is I have to get away. I've wasted 8 months being a fool, blind to what was right there in front of my face and it's time to open my eyes and admit the truth.   I normally don't do this but if you're interested enuf to read this then I guess you deserve to know where you can find me :)   Include your fubar ID with an add request. If I don't know who you are you will be declined.   Love to all my family and friends. Missing you already :(   Janette
I wonder when she dreams,Does her smile always stay.Until the sun rises,On the morn of a new day. During this new day,Does her mind go back to her night.And wander through its dreams,In the days warm sunlight. Someday I hope within my heart,She will talk to me of these things.Because the more we know of each other,A closer friendship it will bring.
In Your Darkest Dreams
Everyone would probably thank me if they knew what I had done, deep down I'm sure they'd appreciate alot of my work. This is what it must el like to walk in full sunlight, my darkness revealed, my shadow self embraced. Yea they see me, I'm one of them...In they're darkest dreams.
My Reality
The reality is there is nobody left alive that can handle my truth. James always sensed I was hiding something, now he knows. My Devil danced with his Demon and now the fiddlers tune is far from over. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that is denied and unknown to be revealed, but I'll never know. I live in hiding, my survival depends on it.
Barack Hussein Obama: I Told You So – Yes I Did By Howard Galganov Montreal, Quebec , Canada
Barack Hussein Obama: I Told You So – Yes I Did By Howard Galganov  Montreal, Quebec , Canada   23 July 2009     When Obama won the Presidency with the help of the LEFTIST Media, Hollywood And Entertainment Liberals, Ethnic Socialists (ACORN), Stupi
Missing You
I miss you a lot. This process, and this relationship has definetely been a challenge since you got this new job. Definetely different from spending a minimum of 15 hours a day on the phone together :) But I love you more than anything in this world. And I miss you and bug you only because I worry. I like listening to some of your favorite bands' songs just to feel a little closer to you. I like watching some of the movies we watched together, just so I can smile at the memory of watching it with you. I like rating your pictures on fubar just in case you hop online, you can see I'm still missing and loving you. But most of all I love going to bed at night because at least in my dreams, I can be with you right now. And there are moments like this morning when I wake up from a beautiful dream with you, and I swear I can feel your the lingering of your lips on mine. Silly right? You always teased me about being so impatient. Ii'm starting to think you or God are doing this to me to tea
Girls Vs Grown Women
  Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.Girls check you for not calling them.Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't..Girls are afraid to be alone.Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.Girls ignore the good guys.Grown women ignore the bad guys.Girls make you come home.Grown women make you want to come home.Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.Girls think a guy crying is weak..Grown women offer their shoul
January 26 2010
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope If you don't want to climb out of your shell, that's really okay! Don't feel guilty. Mood:Relieved Lucky Color:Orange Lucky Number:16 Lucky Time of Day:4am
Life Is A Dream ...
Democrats Buy Votes With Our Tax Money!!
From an ER doctor Remember I live and work in a border state overrun with illegals; they make more money having kids than we earn working fulltime. Today I had a 25 yr old with 8 kids ~  that's right 8! All are illegal anchor babies, and she had the nicest nails, cell phone, hand bag, clothing. etc. She makes about $1500 monthly for each; do the math.  I used to say "we are the dumbest nation on earth."  Now I must say and sadly admit, YOU are the dumbest people on earth (that includes me) for we elected the idiot idealogues who have passed the bills that allow this. Sorry ~ we need a revolution! Vote em all out in 2010!  WHAT BETTER REASON DO WE HAVE TO VOTE OUT OF OFFICE ANY AND    ALL INCUMBENT POLITICIANS  WHO CREATED SUCH A STUPID SITUATION. WHY ARE OUR SOCIAL SECURITY PENSIONERS PUTTING UP WITH THIS CRAP ?   WHY HAS NOT ANYONE YET FILED A CLASS ACTION DISCRIMINATION SUIT ? REMEMBER - IN NOVEMBER, 2010 WE HAVE
Thoughts From Out Of My Noggin
So I had some little stories on here that I had written - I say little stories, I mean they were LITTLE, just some garbage I tossed off without really thinking, but then some people said they were dumb, and I'm a sensitive flower, so because I got told they were unoriginal AS WELL as stupid, I deleted them.  Because being stupid is fine, recycling other people's stupid seems somewhat soul-destroying.  And I kind of oscillate between thinking I'm hi-larious, and absolutely hating every single thing that I ever say or do because it's rubbish and shit and I hate it.  Right now, I'm in a in-between thing.  I don't really know. But the thing is, I'm about three weeks away from my annual pre-Easter Fubar downtime - six glorious weeks of not hanging out here and trying to make people not hate me (because I can admit it, this site is like crack to me, even when I hate it, I can't put it down- feel free to chuckle at that all you like) - so I'm debating whether to take that energy I put into m
Getting My Attention..
I really do go out of my way to try and keep up with my inbox, shoutbox and all that, sometimes its just difficult, given the choice between an empty message with a drink attached and someone who wrote a  paragraph, you can tell who's going to talk to me.   I really don't ever give out my messenger, most of the time when I'm online, I'm at work, and I can't use Instant Messengers anyway. Even still, your not getting a cam show, pictures of me that arn't on here, or anything along those lines, and guys- seriously- I have no interest in seeing your dick in any capacity, I  won't rate pictures of it, I don't want to watch you stroke it, You can shout me and see if I bite, but... its getting old quickly.   If I want your phone number, address, or life story, I will ask. I respect people that respect me. If you have nothing to say to me other than 'wow your sexy' 'I wanna fuck you' 'or nice boobs' then I probably won't say anything back. My photos are the place for all that, you
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can't destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn't hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n
Realize Colbie Caillat
The Perfect Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see... The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
Third Eye Blind - Ode To Maybe
Lead-in night at the laundry matAnd I'm staring atYou pulling clothes from a dryerAnd I'm wondering how I got here'Cause it seems somehow I keepGetting stuck in the mireI needed this more than I knewAnd I let you down and I said I'm sorryBut the light that falls on my castle wallsAnd my basketballs pelt me with bricksIn my dreamsTonight, well maybeWhat you need, I hope it finds youOh, I mightI might be, well maybeMaybe someday you'll get it rightOh, IIf I could bottle my hopes In a store bought scentThey'd be nutmeg, peachAnd they'd pay the rentAnd I'd ride a horseAnd I'd teach a courseOn how I got to be a star crossed pimpGet up, get up, wellYou ride on back there up thereOh, I might(Gonna live forever boy)I might(Oh, you're a clever boy)Maybe(You know you never said goodnight)Oh, I might
Pernell Roberts
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Pernell Roberts, the ruggedly handsome actor who shocked Hollywood by leaving TV's "Bonanza" at the height of its popularity, then found fame again years later on "Trapper John, M.D.," has died. He was 81. Roberts, the last surviving member of the classic Western's cast, died of cancer Sunday at his Malibu home, his wife Eleanor Criswell told the Los Angeles Times. Although he rocketed to fame in 1959 as Adam Cartwright, eldest son of a Nevada ranching family led by Lorne Greene's patriarchal Ben Cartwright, Roberts chafed at the limitations he felt his "Bonanza" character was given. "They told me the four characters (Greene, himself and Dan Blocker and Michael Landon as his brothers) would be carefully defined and the scripts carefully prepared," he complained to The Associated Press in 1964. "None of it ever happened." It particularly distressed him that his character, a man in his 30s, had to continually defer to the wishes of his widowed father. "Doesn't it
James "palmer Cortland" Mitchell
LOS ANGELES (AP) - James Mitchell, who for nearly three decades played gruff patriarch Palmer Cortland on the ABC soap opera "All My Children," has died, his longtime partner said Sunday night. Mitchell died Friday at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, partner Albert Wolsky said. Mitchell had suffered from chronic obstructive pulmonary disease for years, complicated by a recent bout of pneumonia. Mitchell appeared in more than 300 episodes of the popular soap from 1979 until a 40th anniversary episode this month. He was a regular on the show until 2008. Mitchell enjoyed playing the icy, wealthy Palmer, who wielded power over his children and the show's fictional town of Pine Valley. "He loved playing mean," Wolsky said. "A soap gives an actor a chance to develop something because it goes on for so long." Born in Sacramento in 1920 and trained as a dancer, Mitchell had leading roles in the Broadway musicals "Brigadoon" and "Paint Your Wagon," and danced on stage with the Americ
Let's Make March 1st Underpants On The Outside Day
The world is getting sadder by the day. Recession, wars, natural disasters and american idol. Well I think its time we all did something fun to help make the world a little better. Let's make march 1st 2010 the first ever underpants on the outside day. To celebrate, simple dress yourself as you would normally except do not wear underpants. then when you have your cloths on, put underpants on over top of them. Go to work or out shopping or even to your local bar like this. feel like a superhero all day. So if you'd like to make this holiday a reality comment below and pass a link to this blog along to all your friends and most important of all, when march 1st rolls around remember to put those panties or boxers or even tighty whiteys on the outside.
Colbie Caillat - Fallin` For You.
Who's Trailer Park Trash Now, Nancy?
(CNN) -- The father of American figure skating icon Nancy Kerrigan is dead and her brother is behind bars, accused of assault and battery against 70-year old Daniel Kerrigan, according to Massachusetts authorities. Daniel Kerrigan died Sunday after being taken by emergency personnel from his family home in Stoneham, Massachusetts, to a hospital, authorities said. His son Mark, 45, was arraigned Monday and pleaded not guilty to charges stemming from an alleged assault. According to Middlesex County Assistant District Attorney Elizabeth Keeley, police responded to a 911 call at approximately 1:30 a.m. Sunday from Brenda Kerrigan, wife of Daniel and mother to Mark and Nancy Kerrigan. Keeley told Middlesex District Court Judge Mark Sullivan during the arraignment Monday for Mark Kerrigan that there was a violent argument and struggle between the father and his son, resulting in the elder Kerrigan falling or collapsing on the kitchen floor. Keeley said that Mark Kerrigan told authorities
Pondering Late At Nite.......
Ahhh sometimes I wonder what is the point of bringing down the walls of your heart and letting people in...... if all your going to do is worry and stress about everything and anything that comes around. Damn I must be messed up to be stressing myself about things that I have no control over, I mean I am always finding things about a relationship that could be wrong, naturally find faults. Man does that just ruin everything lol. What is the point of loving someone is you are always feeling that you cant completely trust them. I sit awake many of nite thinking about what could be, what might be happening and causing myself to go insane with all the possiblities of how things are going to turn out. Sometimes I start to think that maybe I should just close myself off and not care about anyone. It hurts to much the way I am stressing about the unknown......and I know its stupid, guess just the type of person I am, I like to know whats going. Sitting her listening to music most of the nite
I got job, make enough to pay the bills and occasionally eat. i work i come home and get online. where i got some "friends" does any of them actualy care idk they seem to disapear quickly. going to bars and such doesnt work for me im too dam shy. only ppl i know is family and the KIDS I work with. and one or two older friends that call me every now and then yeah they male and usually when they call its to see if im up for booty call. which answer is usually no. admit in past i had said yes out of sheer boredom and blahness. there is mike and he is wonderful man most times but he has his own issues to deal with. i guess im just in whinning mood and if u have unluck to click on this blog im sorry.
Absence (the Jester's Torment)
Lost out of time and searching for truth within the liesThe Jester's torment culminates as he's divided in lightDesperately searching through the eons for his missing QueenThe presence of absence burns about everything that he seesThe stars gaze down on the world in apathetic blissWhilst elsewhere, in the dark, the Jester draws breathDrawing himself up to his height, he sets about in searchNothing feels right and he needs something to make senseThrough the caverns he strides, his feet fall in a clamorThe earth seems determined to swallow him, body and soulFaster, his feet fly, desperately seeking escape and the lightLost in the warrens of deception, a hint of something aheadHe falls out upon the fields bathed in the softness of nightLost out of time and searching for the purest truth within the lieThe Jester's torment makes itself real in the quietness of nightDesperately searching through the millenia for his QueenThe presence of her absence flares around everythingAnd his heart beats
I just wanted to basically vent. I need to get this off my chest. Im not looking for "sorry to hear"s or anything like that. A majority of the people I talk to are on here and this is really the only place I can turn at the moment Growing up my dad lived with us, but was never really around because of work. We saw him everyday, but he would leave for work before we woke up and would come home just before we went to bed. So, we never really got to know him. I was never into sports or anything like that, so watching a game on a weekend with him, isnt something I would do. So, yeah, I guess it was a real "Cats in the cradle" type thing. Flash forward to last Oct. One day outta the blue on a Sunday, I asked my dad if he wanted to go to the bar for a few beers, he said sure. We went, and he actually apologized about not really being there when we were growing up, I said it was alright, he did what he had to do to keep a roof over our heads and feed us. He said that he was proud of us, a
I'm Gonna Lose My Shit
warmthoughtsofyou04: I'm about 2 seconds away from losing my shitorcrush1968: hey!orcrush1968: whats wrong hun????warmthoughtsofyou04: So I call disability today to be like WTF about my check right?warmthoughtsofyou04: Cuz I sent the extension in the beginning of this monthwarmthoughtsofyou04: So the lady tells me the examiner...whoever the fuck that is, hasn't received it yetorcrush1968: say what?!orcrush1968: no wayorcrush1968: lik e3 weekswarmthoughtsofyou04: She said he grabs a stack at a time and I guess he hasn't gotten to mine yetwarmthoughtsofyou04: I was like wow great system you have workin therewarmthoughtsofyou04: She had a fucking attitude the whole timewarmthoughtsofyou04: So I said ok is there any way to maybe expedite that or make sure that this doesn't happen in the futurewarmthoughtsofyou04: She proceeds to tell me "well there's a only have $238 left in your account"...warmthoughtsofyou04: I said WHAT account?warmthoughtsofyou04: Apparently the disabilit
Should i continue to write blogs even after my mumming priveleges are reinstated?
Stupid People Night In Chat
Yup, has to be a full moon. Winner #1 sends me an IM. A woman asked him something that he didn't understand and felt the need to IM me about it. What did she ask? She asked if he did stand up for kindergardners? *snorts* I found it rather amusing and after chatting with this person, no, he doesn't do stand up for kindergardners. They're WAY to advanced for him. Winner #2 hits me with c me cum in my mouth in IM. Though that did peek my curiousity a bit, I politely declined. Unfortunately, that tramatized him. He couldn't understand why I wouldn't want to see that. I'm sure he'll get over it if he doesn't squirt himself in the eye.
These Are The Things I Wonder When It Comes Down To Love...just Meer Thoughts...
Gathering all these emotions...Trying to hold on to the last bit of sanity that I have left.. Years of tormenting myself into beleaving that someone like you could ever understand someone like me. I could scream cry and fight..Somethings are not worth fighting for..Been fighting all my life for that true love.Now I am done..take me or leave me..You tell me you are confused well I feel more used... People tend to sit around and revolve their whole existance around the ones that doesnt deserve it..We all do it and have done it.Cry and wait wondering when the other is going to get a clue.. Feeling stupid and hopeless...Thought's running through our heads wondering what is it about ourselves that never seem to be good enough for the other person.It can be the littlest things that can bring you down.. All that I ever wanted was that feeling of being a goddess in the eyes of someone..Unmentionable no question no resistance...Someone that could take me for who I am and the what I have an
Blogs, Mumms
Do you like my blogs better than my mumms?
Please Donate To The American Cancer Society
I am participating in relay for life at my university, last year I raised close to $200 and so far i have had no donations made. It would be greatly appreciated if anyone could make a donation even if its a dollar. This will not only go towards helping those that have cancer but maybe you somewhere down the road. Cancer can strike anyone even if they are healthy. Just think of those who you know that have either been beatened by cancer or have survived without the technology we have now more of them would not be with us today. Please help me make more birthdays for those who are battling the never ending fight of cancer. Just copy and paste the link below and it will take you to my donation page. I thank you so much if you donate anything.   P.S. My Aunt is fighting cancer severely. It has taken her bladder to the point it had to be removed so she has to have a cat
Who was Dr. Graffenberg, and did he have a g-spot?
A Tragic Loss Involving A Fubar Member...
I’m sure some of you have seen this on the boards but for those of you who haven’t here’s the news story involving one of our own Fubarians and this tragic loss.. Click here for the story ..and the user it involves… ~*BI-SEXY MOLLY*~@ fubar May their souls rest in peace.
You Use A Little More Love, I'll Use A Little More Vacuum Cleaner
So Jeffrey and Sarah are now persona non grata in our bedroom.  Sometimes being a parent is not fun when you have to punish your kids, which I did when Jeffrey brought now his truck Martha’s parents brought him yesterday and ran in through our bedroom window.  No, snow is not blowing in (though our area is under a winter weather advisory with blizzard conditions for that until six tonight my time), he just shattered the inner window but I did not lash out – I’m proud of that, because getting physical unless it’s in self-defense never accomplishes anything – but fed them dinner, gave them baths, read them stories and put them to bed as I said I was going to do.   I anticipated Martha exploding when she found out after getting home from work last night, but she didn’t.  Even with Sarah having come down as I was folding and putting away clothes last night and crying for Mommy to get home – she had said she would see them in the morning – I
You Ever Wonder
you ever wonder why? no!
Stray Coal.
I didn't recognize her face at first.But the sentiment was behind the distorted glass.Steam and pellets pelting the panes.A lifetime. That's what the letter said.In such vibrant ink. In such vivid sensationI take one step through the threshold.Placing dry hands on wetcool lips on warmthick on nude.This is the part whereI forget to ask if you're having the same dream Dawn comes fifty years too soon.The reason fades, but the wish remains.All through thirty irrate callsand two cups of black ceylon.A trillion bursting synapsesa cold delivery, another missed opportunity all I can think to do is draw your face in another daydreamand float further than I could ever hands falling through the floormy eyes rolling to blackforget how to breatheforget how to bejust experience. A new, warm empty.Safe and closed. til two sharp taps rouse me from my slumberand I greet the faye smile I had summoned in my lonliness.       Now about that kiss.  
Only Your Failures
You think you're better then me? What makes you better then me? you know more people then I do? keep pretending and always be their whore   This towns not big enough for me and you I've paid my dues which is more then I can say for you   I can see right through you so just let me say I'm so happy you keep speaking our name I can see right through you just let me say do I have your attention yet?   You think you're better then me? What makes you better then me? You've been here for so many years but you haven't done shit   You try to claim our name from 2000 miles away but you'll never be remembered for the songs you play   So spread a few more rumors and I'll set them all straight and we'll show everyone who's really to blame   I can see right through you so just let me say I'm so happy you keep speaking our name I can see right through you just let me say do I have your attention yet?   I can see right through you so just let me say I'm so happy
Obama Pays Off His Rich Buddies
So much for Obama’s pledge that his government would be open and fair. The health care bill is being put together behind closed doors. So only the administration know what it has in it. Now Obama gives a rich donor to his campaign a fat government contract without going through the bidding process. In this presidency all the presidents friends are making money. To bad for us. Can I bum $10 for a cup of coffee? No need to bum anything to listen to BlastFM. It’s free to you man!
No Candy Here Either
its that time of night when Normal people are going to sleep... ill sleep when im dead...speaking of dead...just a song for to listen while reading my answers. Ill try to be as entertaining. What color eyes do you have? they are blue, and have been told they go sea green at times. How tall are you? 6 foot cuz im taller than 5'11.5 inches Right handed or left? right handed until the bottom of the 7th and I switch up Your Heritage: some Native American..but my dads side of the fam is such dysfunctional that I dont have any clue what... Moms side was a ski until my grandpa changed it legally so that people would buy stuff from him... he looked like jackie gleason and for whatever reason, people wouldnt invite a pollack in their home in the 40's Do you like your job? I im thinking i could get used to being home at night again Any tattoos/​piercings? most pf you know...yes/yes... dont be lazy if you dont know, go look at my pics FFS What underwear
My Gorgeous Pig
Computer Problwm
someone i know is having computer problems and is wondering if they can use their VISTA disc that came with their laptop to restore their XP desktop. obviously the desktop would  be running VISTA instead of XP but will the disc work?
Ask me any question about myself and i will answer it as truthfully as I can.
She never said a word to me,On that January day.But her eyes sang to me,In such a soothing way. Looking deeply into them,Lost I slowly became.After this day for me,My life will forever change. Sara bring me your eyes,Send thier beauty each day.And I promise you beautiful,From them I will never look away.
Today was sealed by your action and inaction of Yesterday. Tomorrow is sealed by your action or inaction of Today. What you sow that you reap, a Universal Law that none can defy. Sabbath Day is the day of rest where no work, even to come togeather for anything, except emergency, can be done, but to Worship God humbly in where we reside. Most obvious is emergency, flush the toilet, and others. To congregate for worship is work. To seek The Glory of God alone or with family members is different as is tending to the flock or animals you may have.  
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Needing Help!!!!
Okay everyone knows from Friends and Family that me and my sister Tiffany Kestner are both pregnant,Tiff is 3 months and I am 2 1/2 months a long. We are in need of some help badly are business is so slow an we need it to pick up before the babies are born so i'm asking contact me or her for products here is the links to follow: are in need of it bad, I am not one for asking anything but since this is me and my sister first child an our families can't afford it we are in need of a hand from you all. Sincerely,Amber Kestner
Thursday, 27th, December 1934
Took Hap, and Mutt to work. Than went after some coal, and mailed a letter to Dad.  I received one yesterday from him, was very glad to get it.  Then went to the Disposal plant, met some fellow who work there  Didn’t learn any thing of interest.
Great Friend Add
    Hey Beautiful, How are you doing? You are just like the angel that was too fragile to walk the earth yet too beautiful to stay within Heaven's gates! When God created you, my Princess, it was perfection without a flaw. Light can be defined without sun. Sweetness can be defined without honey. Fragrance can be defined without a rose, but beauty cannot be defined without you. You are what defines beauty.         You have GOT to be shittin women actually fall for this shit? LLMAO
A Little About Me
Just finished up a divorce...not looking for anything serious. I am just trying to meet some nice ladies to treat appropriately and chill. Career Naval Officer; 21+ years. Love jazz/blues/classic R&B. Big baseball and football fan; played baseball in college. Am total gentleman in public, but have a tendency towards being a little assertive behind closed doors.
Finger Steak Batter
1 cup flour 1 cup milk 1 egg, beaten 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 2 teaspoon baking powder 1 teaspoon salt 3 tablespoons cornstarch 1 teaspoon soy sauce Mix all of the ingredients together. Cut meat into thin strips. Add to batter. Let stand 1 hour in fridge. Deep fry in heavy skillet.
For A Friend
The sounds that I hear The way my head clears I have only but one thing to fear I know it's not true I know it's not because of you This is all that I am All that I am All that you are I am but an open book Just take a glance just take a look All that is honest All that is true I could always be here for you The sounds that I hear How my heart fears I have only  but one thing to fear All that I am All that you are This is all that I am
Blueberry Waffles
2 eggs, seperated 1 1/2 cups milk 1/2 cup melted butter 2 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon sugar 1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries, rinsed In a small mixing bowl, beat egg whites until stiff; set aside. Beat egg yolks; add milk and melted butter. Sift dry ingredients together; add egg yolk mixture and mix until smooth and fold in blueberries. Gently fold in beaten egg whites. Bake in a hot waffle iron. Makes about 6 blueberry waffles.   Cook's note: Through trial and error, I have discovered that it is best to wait to beat the egg whites til just before you add them. I have made a 3 times batch of the recipe and it made about 39 waffles.
Sick F*ckers
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious.
what is nsfw for a stripper bar, clothing?
Feeling Lost, Feeling Lonely. Feeling Blue too!! What should I do???
The Beauty of the ♥,  The Beauty of the soul. There is Beauty within each of us!! Beauty within, Beauty without!! It takes it's time to shout it's way out!! The Beauty of living in the moment. If only we were all blessed to feel the Beauty in ourselves the way others see it in us!!!
Ship Movie
On many U.S. Navy ships the movie screen is suspended amid-ship so that it can be viewed from both sides. This procedure makes it available to larger crowds at popular movies, but usually the junior officers get a reverse image from 'the wrong side of the screen.' One evening at dinnertime an enterprising young ensign passed the following word over the officers' IMC circuit: "The movie to be shown in the wardroom tonight for the senior officers is on the right side of the screen - The Right-Handed Gun, starring Paul Newman." "For the junior officers on the wrong side of the screen -The Left-Handed Gun, starring Namwen Luap." 
New Recent Photo Viewer
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*****   If you are one of the few who are whining about the new recent picture viewer, here are a few things for you to think about. 1. If you do not like seeing your friends upload photos then they must not be your friends. 2. If you are complaning about some one loading too big of photos, delete them from your friendslist. 3. The point of this site is to meet new people and hang out. Personally, I find it funny that most of the people complaining set themselves up by having 5000000000000 friends that they do not even know nor ever talk to. If someone is abusing your recent viewers simply remove them from your friendslist and the problem is SOLVED! 10% of the site does not speak for the 90% that love checking out their friends photos and commenting and rating on them. This is why we built this site. If you are only here to collect stamps...I mean friends, then delete the stamps I mean friends that are abusing it.
Ur Poem!! inspired to do this poem just to show you YOURE ALL THAT I THINK OF....                                                                WHILE YOU'RE AWAY....                                                                                               I cant be with you today but if you close your eyes and think;                                  I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink...                               I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed;                                  just close your eyes and think of me, relieve those memories in your head..                               I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet;                                 I'll smile at you so playfully as i let you brush my teeth...                               I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through;                               &n
Really Old Poem I Did.. I Found It In My Email Lol!
My heart belongs to you my love My heart belongs to you my love You say i was sent to you from above I don't know what i would do With out you My heart belongs to you my love You say my lips taste so sweet Every time we kiss when we meet My legs get so weak I can barely speak My heart belongs to you Only to you my love One glance from me makes you say "You take my breath away" My heart belongs to you my love You were sent to me from above Your touch is to much to handle I can't imagine life without you I don't know what i would do If i lost you My heart belongs to you my love
What Is It About Older Women
What is it about older women, not eighty of course ; but up to 60 in my case, they excite me very much.  Younger women as well of course, but 50 to 60 year olds really get my motor running!
All I Want For My Birthday Is.....
 I don't want bling or money or other fancy gifts, all I want is this T-Shirt Love, The Green Eyed Doll PS: I wear a medium
Sexy Contest!
If you think i am hot... Well get over and rate me!!! Help a girl out!
Stanza 365 Week 1
Week 1 of Stanza 365 is done and, all things considered, I think the results turned out pretty well. Now just 51 more to go. By the way, Stanza 365 is now available as a podcast.
My Everything
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything.
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.
To say no to her,Would break my law.To honor this beauty,From the first I ever saw. I will walk beside her,Aid her as much as she needs.Forever this beautys heart,I would aim to please. So come to me beauty,Close you will forever be.To see those eyes sparkle,And let you smile shine for me.
Complaints Against Me
If anyone truly has a complaint against me ,comment on this blog.  Thanks and have a wonderful day!
Things That Piss Me Off Part 1
I have named this lil piece ," things that piss me off part 1". The reason I chose this name is because, I know this is an ever growing list. On a daily basis I find more and more things that piss me this is part one of an ongoing saga.TV pitch menThe first asshole I would like to aim my anger towards is, JARED You all know him that fat fucker that went on the subway diet and lost his fuckin twin. well I would love to shove about 5 subs down his throat and watch him slowly choke to death.He claims that he ate so many subs that he lost weight, 6 grams or less. well I have news for all of you, unless the 6 grams is cut into fuckin lines, his ass excersized and ate fuckin rice cakes. Now enough about subway boy, my next rant is about another well know but equally hated by me "tv pitchman" You know the guy and i bet you probably hate him as much as i do. DUUUUUUUUDE YOUR GETTING A DELL". WHYYYYYYYYYYY? I will b good i promise. PLEASE DONT MAKE ME USE A DELL.To begin with Dell is qui
Piece From My Book
"As I stood there with his sculpted penis in my hand, it crumbling from the humid Florida air, I imagined him feeling the pain of every piece breaking off. The first piece was half of the head; I could see him sitting there grabbing his member and screaming. The next piece even bigger than the first was below the head onto the shaft. Again, he was moaning in pain from his cock breaking into thirds. The last piece broke off at his balls... ahhh, the final piece giving me deep satisfaction. He is on the floor now unable to move. Yelling for help but he is alone, by choosing his own destiny to be alone. I am happy and overjoyed as the pieces fall through my fingers and onto the Florida sand."
they say a pictures worth a thousand words, but i dont own a camera. i do have a pencil though, and three words to write with it over and over forever. would that make up for it?
If eyes are the windows of the soul, and i looked into a mirror, would i see you looking out propped aginst the sil waiting  for me to come home. If silence had sound would the world know my love for you, even though i never had the nerve to tell you. If i said i think about you all the time but mostly on rainy days,would you think that sad, or realize the combination of you and rain make me happy. If you read these words and felt the same would i ever need to write again? meeee
The Fireplace
  calm and serene you wait for me to sit beside you. you know i always come home. come back to you and open a book and smile your way. a spark starts our evening, red wine cascades gently into a glass, and i grin thinking it like liquid love. i turn to you and your glowing, an ember lying in the hearth, never lessened if unattended or alone. your presence provides comfort for this world weary soul. i can sit by you in silence and be content forever. i can get close to you and feel your warmth caress me. i could stoke your fire until it found us both reveling in the soft quiet afterglow. and then we sleep and in the morning i wake, an your fires out , the glass beside me is empty, and i step outside into cold reality meeeee
Like gold spun in heaven,A kiss from her it would be.To touch those lips just once,A life's full of dreams to me. She lays far beyond this world,Away from my mortal touch.Would my God grant me this wish,Or is to kiss an angel asking to much. Even though I do not dwell in her realm,Her beauty shines always in my eyes.For this kiss,forever will be my quest,Forever for it I will try.
Because I Am On A Roll
Yet another year has floated by. So it is that dreaded time of year for all accountants and those who work for one. This yes, would include yours’ truly. So at the end of a year I enter the world of W-2’s, 1099’s, 940’s, 941’s and so on. Those are not so bad to deal with it is the idiots behind them that are. The ones that chose to do payroll in house then want me to fix all their mistakes at the last minute at the end of the year. Now, it would be smart for them to send me the information somewhere in the first week of the New Year. True? Yes, this way if there is an error we can go over it see where the mistake is and if it is in fact a true error. However, this sadly never happens. The way it normally happens is that I will get all said paper work or lack there of now, this the last week of the month. Did I mention all paper work is due Feb. 1, 2009 and W-2’s by Jan. 29th.   So now it isn’t that I don’t like a challenge however it i
The rain fell.Like brilliant shards of crystalline bluedarting from the heavens, I stood among them, lost within the downpour.I reached out to test its strength and itpierced me, blades of an azure porcelainand it worked its way inside me and enteredmy heartand then it new sadness, and it cried and it grew,absorbing its tears into itself like ihad once before.and it filled my heart forcing outthe sadness and resides there ever when i stand alone, lost within the downpouror gaze aloft from sandy perch over a sea ofthe most beautiful bluemaybe then youll understand my love meeee......
black and blue, hearts black and bluenow theres one, where once was twoall alone, this souls alonea phone bereft of dial tonean instrument without its stringsno world to hear the song it singsblack and blue heart left to diekicked down the street and told goodbyejust pull the plug and let it liecouldn't happen to a nicer guy mee
I Am The Kepper Of The Under World .. Rise And Meet Your King
Nerds! Nerds! Nerds!
So this article came up in Cammy's blog... mostly because I brought it up. But once again I would like your dating advice. i really only skimmed this. I think what caught my eye was their defintion of a nerd. 1. How to identify a nerdMaura: Let's get serious now — very serious ... What's your definition of a nerd?Matt: As the Boss of Nerd Nite, I've always maintained a very broad — and thus, very inclusive — definition of nerd. The word applies to anyone who is both passionate and knowledgeable about one particular thing. The title isn't exclusively reserved for scientists and Trekkies. For instance, take the world's sexiest rock-star drummer, like a Tommy Lee. If he's able to spend 45 minutes explaining the different ways to tune a snare drum, then he's a nerd, too, on top of being a rock star2. Nerds are just like the rest of us (or we're all like them)Matt: Truth be told, I think we're all nerds — nearly every single one of us. In some way. Somehow. We all
Perfect Example....
... of how childish my soon to be ex husband is.. I send him a text to tell him I am going downtown tuesday to find out about getting noncontested divorce papers. he said his MOTHER is going to try to find out about it as well. HIS MOTHER. Really? are you NOT a 27 year old man? Mommy has to do EVERYTHING for you? Go fuck yourself... or your (more than likely) HIV infested girlfriend
If You Get The Chance
If you ever get the chance to go to Cozumel, Mexico.... GO!! My ONLY regret about my trip... was that I couldn't stay longer!
This Weekends Books I Bought
Some might say I made this "blog" to simply brag. Those are insightful people. 
Some Dark Writings
as i walk threw the valley of death. start looking back on life. i challenge every beast and demon i come accross. they laugh and turn away. i find death himself and challenge him he turns and walks away from me. i ask why will he not take my soul. all he says is cant due to my soul has already been stolen by someone. i ask the gods why is it that i am being punished. the images of you come to my dreams and the memories of all teh pain i had caused. i tell the gods to take the ari from my lungs for all of time. instead they make me suffer by fibing me hope and then shut the door on the path just as i get close to my dreams
Looking For An Auction!!!
   As many of you may know I have been off of fubar for over a half a year.  I have just started getting back on fubar and I am looking for an auction to get into.  I no longer have a VIP and while my life is going ok.  I just do not have enough cash to buy a VIP or bling pack.  If anyone has info I would appreciate it.
The Revolt Has Started!
Just when i thought my body couldn't hate me any worse... It proved I was wrong...   I feel like the captain of a pirate ship watching my crew start a mutiny... WHY BODY WHY! He res the latest mutiny im dealing with.. 1. I realize that my body know thinks its funny to make me believe the brake is the gas pedal... Im driving along and i start slipping on ice, there's a car in front of me so i tap what my instincts have so long told me is the brakes... wrong im hitting the gas. I try again .. fail once again gas.. I grab the e brake and ignore the pedals. I miss the lady by a foot... Jeff has first heart attack! 2. Im making my toast with honey no crust on any side... I have applied to much butter so i go to flick the knife to remove the butter... as i aim for the sink and flick the knife slips out of my hands and hits the window... 3. Im putting away dishes, im carrying a plate to the cupboard and i drop it.. NOT sure exactly what happened I was carrying the plate one minute the
Kisses For All...
Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very v
Friday, January 22nd, 2010 Zack offically proposed to me! We had been joking around about it for a while but did not have a definite plan of what we were going to do.The way he did was simple and amazing. That is just the way I like it.Friday I decided that it was going to be "his night" because he has been helping me a lot over the past month because I was out of work for a while and helping me with my mom and such.When he arrived here around 4 on Friday I had turkey bacon and a protein shake waiting for him. We hung out for a while and got ready then did some shopping at the new Friendly Center. Afterwards, I wanted to take him to PF Changs because it is so freaking amazing and delicious and he has never been! So I get him dinner and this delicious banana dessert and we go home. When we get home we were just kind of laying around and talking and playing and he wraps his arms around me and says: "Do you promise to love me forever?" and me being the silly ass I am, I was like "HELL YES
What I'm Looking For
I'm looking for a man under 35, no kids, no ex wives. He should have a job and a car. I don't mind if he's disabled or on disability as long as he has a car and can drive.He should be sweet, romantic, and have a sense of humor. Height weight proportionate. He shouldn't be all about sex. What happens happens but if you're humping my leg like a dog I'm going to be disgusted.LDRs aren't my forte. You'd have to visit me first. Devs are fine as long as they're not all about stumps or sex.I'm fixed, no kids. I don't want kids, mine or yours. If you're interested please send me a message.
Update On My Life Since Hurricane Ike
   Since I was in here last there has been a lot going on in my life.  I did not loose my apartment after Ike.  I did manage to finally get some help after loosing my job after the storm.  Pamela and I both managed to make it through that period.  We got into a new apartment and I found another job to get the bills paid.  2008 ended up going ok even though I was not able to really spend anytime on fubar because of how my life was going.  I worked and I worked, that was all my life was about.     2009 was a pretty good year at the beginning.  The first four or five months went pretty well and then everything fell apart.  Pamela lost her job.  Both of our computers went down.  And life in general just sucked.  We kept going through it all and tried to be as positive about it all as we could keep ourselves.  She managed to find another job and I ended up getting a better job than I had.  Not having a computer was hard on both of us.  We had to run to a library to check e-mail and normall
Sending Long Distance Healing... You Are Invited to Join Us! WHAT:Free Distance Healing / Monday Meditation WHEN:Monday Nights10:30pm – 11:30pm ESTEach Monday night from 10:30pm to 11:30pm EST Vanati offers a free meditation / free distance healing as a path of service to provide others with access to healing energy. During this time, there is a large amount of light available to all those who desire support. We use the energy of Cellular Expansion and Healing to support the growth, shifts and healing that you desire.You may pick an area of your life (a focus) that you would like more support with or merely open to receive the light that is right for you. Your Soul, as your partner, assists in stepping down or transitioning the light in the amount that is just right for your pace of growth. All you need do is set your intention to join in the transmission and set your focus. The benefits of meditation are abundant, and can include physical healing, stress reduc
Savage Garden Lyrics To Affirmation...... So True
I believe the sun should never set upon an argumentI believe we place our happiness in other people's handsI believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for youI believe your parents did the best job they knew how to doI believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteemI believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself aloneI believe in Karma what you give is what you get returnedI believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burnedI believe the grass is no more greener on the other sideI believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbyeI believe you can't control or choose your sexualityI believe that trust is more important than monogamyI believe your most attractive features are your heart and soulI believe that family is worth more than money or goldI believe the struggle for finacial freedom is unfairI believe the only ones who disagree are millionairesI believe in Karma what you give is what you get returnedI believe you can't appreciate real l
Tongue By Seether This Song Really Express's Me
Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale Any spirit left in me is fading fast Could you throw another stone to ease my pain? Could you throw another stone to seal my fate? 'Cause I didn't believe in this world anymore, anymore I don't believe in me And if I can rise above this I'll be saved Can anybody save me? And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved Can anybody save me? Second chances are too few and far between Will to change this circumstance eludes me still Should I grow another shell in which to live? Should I grow another shell and not forgive? 'Cause I don't believe in this world anymore, anymore I don't believe in me Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world at last you see me drown Goodbye cruel world
Dwelling On The Past
I was never one to dwell on the past, always content to leave it a mystery, no details, just a blur of images rushing by. But my friend out there wants to bring those memories into focus...and so do I.
A Little Story I Wrote Would Like Peoples Opinions (good Or Bad)
THE LAST GOOD BYE.   I turned my head away so she couldn’t see me wipe the tear from my cheek with the back of my hand. When I turned back she was looking at me. I could see it in her eyes that she already new that she would not be going any further with me. Where she was going I would not be able to follow. Her breathing became more shallow as she tried to smile at me. She was so weak that she could hardly speak. I knelt down and bent close and place my right ear close to her. So I could hear what she was trying to say. As I knelt there I looked into her blue eyes. They didn’t shine like they used to now they were a dull grayish blue. I swallowed hard and fought back the tears. I gently stroked her face and said “They will pay for taking you from me.” My dear sweet wife raised her hand and gently stroked my beard like she had done a thousand times before. But this time it was different because both of us knew it would be the last time. She then said to me
My mother was murdered before my eyes. Makes sense that I would chose a life where I searched for meaning and blood. The sole memory I have of her is being covered in it. I need to know mor details.
3's A Charm? Sigh Who Took My Damn Coffee!!!!????
Have you ever been out with friends you’re talking, having a great time? Then suddenly you say something and the reply wasn't what you thought it was going to be.  Upset and a bit on the defensives side crap spills out of your mouth. As you quickly wish your mouth would for once check with you before speaking. (But damnnit to hell) It does not. I mean isn't that what we are taught growing up...Mom says "Think before you Speak" then none of that would have happened. The list of people to include yourself could go on forever, have said that very line knowing that they too at some point have said the same thing. So we have a few different oops or foot in mouth so many clever sayings for the simple fact that "You my dear Fucked Up". So my question is how does one fix it? This is where I ask for your help, because my way seems to add fuel to the fire so to speak.    If you think about it we have all at some point or time said..."wow?! Did I really say that"? And some of us are found
Men are like. . . Laxatives. . .They irritate the crap out of you.Men are like. . .Bananas. . .The older they get, the less firm they are.Men are like. . .Vacations. . .They never seem to be long enough. Men are like. . .Weather. . .Nothing can be done to change them.Men are like. . .Blenders. . .You need one, but you're not quite sure why.Men are like. . .Chocolate Bars. . .Sweet, smooth and they usually headright for your hips. Men are like. . .Coffee. . .The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep youup all night long.Men are like. . .Commercials. . .You can't believe a word they say.Men are like. . .Department Stores. . .Their clothes are always one half off. Men are like. . .Government Bonds. . .They take soooooooo long to mature.Men are like. . .Mascara. . .They usually run at the first sign of emotion.Men are like. . .Popcorn. . .They satisfy you, but only for a little while. Men are like. . .Snowstorms. . .You never know when they're coming, howmany inches you'll get
2nd Attempt @ Mouth Runs Over????
Have you ever been out with friends you’re talking, having a great time? Then suddenly you say something and the reply wasn't what you thought it was going to be.  Upset and a bit on the defensives side crap spills out of your mouth. As you quickly wish your mouth would for once check with you before speaking. (But damnnit to hell) It does not. I mean isn't that what we are taught growing up...Mom says "Think before you Speak" then none of that would have happened. The list of people to include yourself could go on forever, have said that very line knowing that they too at some point have said the same thing. So we have a few different oops or foot in mouth so many clever sayings for the simple fact that "You my dear Fucked Up". So my question is how does one fix it? This is where I ask for your help, because my way seems to add fuel to the fire so to speak.    If you think about it we have all at some point or time said..."wow?! Did I really say that"? And some of us are found
what does window licking mean and it tastes like purple?
Party Olympics
Ok, so I've had some recovery time after this weekend. I was so exhausted last night, I had a friend over and fell asleep. Anywho, I've been trying to motivate myself to write this blog even though it won't be very long.  Friday night after working all night. I had to pick up a trip at a bar downtown. I pull up to Intermission and wait. Five guys come out carrying one guy toward my cab.. I already know this won't end well for me.   They put him in the back. He doesn't speak English. Luckily I speak Spanish, but he wasn't understandable in ANY language. I tell him if he needs to puke to get it in the trash can. This was a waste of breath.   I didn't make it to the end of the block before *blahgahjg;agak* "FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!"  Puked all up in my cab. I was so pissed! *Blaghaghaghagahga!* "FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I'm just trying to hurry up and get him to his street. His shitbag friends just threw him in my cab and left him to die and me to clean up after it. I was continuously trying to g
Who Do U Tink Luv Sex Most ? ?? ? N Y?
As we all av had sex or knw wat it is..who do u tink luv it most MALE or FEMALE ? ? ? and Y ?
When Your Mouth Runs Over
Have you ever been out with friends you’re talking, having a great time? Then suddenly you say something and the reply wasn't what you thought it was going to be.  Upset and a bit on the defensives side crap spills out of your mouth. As you quickly wish your mouth would for once check with you before speaking. (But damnnit to hell) It does not. I mean isn't that what we are taught growing up...Mom says "Think before you Speak" then none of that would have happened. The list of people to include yourself could go on forever, have said that very line knowing that they too at some point have said the same thing. So we have a few different oops or foot in mouth so many clever sayings for the simple fact that "You my dear Fucked Up". So my question is how does one fix it? This is where I ask for your help, because my way seems to add fuel to the fire so to speak.    If you think about it we have all at some point or time said..."wow?! Did I really say that"? And some of us are found
Deaths Near Misses
So I guess one of the things that makes me uniqe si that Ive died atleast three times. The first two were from the same motorcycle wreck, no helmit went off the road and hit a metal pole. Life flight took me to Beaumont blinked out on hele ride, then again in ER, but they kept being able to bring me back. So a week went by and I came out of my coma on my 25th b-day, they let me know what happened, told me I cracked my skull, srushed the bones in my left ear (completely def), broken collar bone, blah, blah, blah. The third was alot less epic I was eating choked by the time someone came by I was blue, but once again I rebound well, cpr and Im back. On the way to the ambulance the EMS droped my strecher crossing the bridge form my house to carpport, good times good times. Well thats it for this one but there will be more stories of dumbfuckerry! 
Addictions we all have one. Some are more harmful then others. There are those that drink, smoke, do drugs, and have multiple sex partners. Or spend way to much time on internet porn sites. I mean web sites.  Mine is Fruit Snacks. Yes Fruit snacks; I am not sure why that is? But I just love them. So what is your addiction?
Mindless Chatter
There comes a moment in time when the world seems to stop. We really don't understand why that is, yet we feel it is something we have done or said.  Is it really wrong not to try to find out the reason? I spend a lot of time thinking of my life where it started, where it lead me and where will it end? Looking back I have seen, felt and understood heartache. More then anyone person should have to withstand. However, I wouldn't trade any of my life's lessons for anything in the world.  I strive to make it through each and every lesson and pray to understand each one at the end of class. Knowing that I have many lessons to go I wonder if I will ever reach the goal of achieving the knowledge that I have written for myself. With each heartache, lonely night, struggle and wisdom I receive I only dream of an understanding at the end of each. For if there is no understanding, then there is no reason. And if no reason, there wouldn't be an understanding. Confused yet? Yeah, Me too. Life is com
Heaters Off (hay Who) (haystack Diss)
I ain't gotta hear this shit. Fat cupcake know he wrong for going at him. & why should it matter to you or stak what em does with his music. & in the relapse booklett he thanks him. Is that nough. Yea see ya shouldn't be worried or on em's dick. Least him & j squashed that shit. & proof was here he be mad at stak. Now i heard staks music i don't like it. Gravediggas odb house of pain cypress hill ice cube. Are better then that fat chump. I don't understand what he's saying. & Ya'll under em's skin to much for shit. & i'll be glad when relapse 2 come out. Lets see stak say shit then. You think cuz lyrics em says his shit should've been on psychopathic fuck whats that got to do with anything. Just leave em alone let him do him. As i said he ain't got to worry bout ya'll & stak he won't ever be famous like em & fif or icp for that matter even t.i & mystikal. Fif lloyd banks will kill stak. Ain't nobody like me care bout him. Matter of fact why don't ya get him pared up with officer ricky
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Men Who Are Shallow.
Men who are shallow should not even be on where there are women who are big.  It is wrong for men to be so shallow and insensative.  So do not bother rating me or even talking to me.  I would rather talk with true friends or a true man.  
The Vampire's Kiss
Women's Love Poem
Women's Love Poem; Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Mens Love Poem; I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
My Mask
  My mask, my protection, my shield is gone All is bare for the world to see I am naked, expose to you My mask is gone I am no longer hidden Since my fall Since kindle I have not been truly seen Will you see me? My protection, my shield is gone My mask had many uses It shielded me, protected me from falling From losing myself again My mask was a lie wrapped up in a single truth The lie that all can be endure The truth that I am damage broken Decimated. Will you fix me? My mask, my protection, my shield is gone My self restraints have been broken My true being expose. Will you watch and see what I can do?
Darkness Of The Night
The Vampire Eyes
Time And The Kiss
Having A Bad Day?!?
Wait for it... Wait for it...  
Pimp Out Auction
I am going to auction off 1 Pimp out a day for a week. The Highest bidder gets 1 a day for 7 days.  No Fu Bucks. Bling Pack/Bling/Blast/TickeCredits are all acceptiable. The bidder with the highest worth will win. If there is a tie then they will be notified and have the chance to rebid. A new auction will start each week at Midnight on Fridays Eastern time. Private message me with your bids and I will post the winning bid by Saturday afternoon if now sooner.I will post the highest bid that has been recieved each day so that everyone can see and rebid or decide to wait till the next auction begins. The rules are subject to change but will not change in the middle of any auction. If for some reason the winning bidder is not online each day they will recieve 2 pimp outs the next time they are on. So as they say Bid High and Bid often. Nibbles n Lixxsss Lexxxi
Dark Existence
A Vampires Pain
- Taken from Queen of The Damned
Near Miss 1/9/10
So a couple weeks ago I went to one of my peeps house, got some things, n stayed the nigh. So I woke up at like noon new I had to take off, had to make it back across Tx dirty, so I left. As it turns out a min or two after I left the cops kicked in the door to my friends house, n took folks to jail. This is the second time this has happened, the first was at my bf's house, I took off at like midnight 15 mins later everone went to jail.For what ever reason I think god kinda looks out for me, atleast a lil entrest.
It Slipped
Ugh. This guy is older than my Mother. Makes me sick. Bottom up: vallachie: when i saw you it just slipped vallachie: yourright im sorry [[Per]]™: adding the "mmmmm" made it sexual, not a compliment. vallachie: well of course he does,,, just a compliment sweetheart [[Per]]™: my boyfriend thinks so too vallachie: you look so good mmmmmm
Just When You Think America Is Lost To The Idiot Democrats....
AMERICA BEGINS TO WAKE UP AND FIGHT BACK!!An update from Oklahoma :Oklahoma law passed, 37 to 9, had a few liberals in the mix, an amendment to place the Ten Commandments on the front entrance to the state capitol.  The feds in D.C., along with the ACLU, said it would be a mistake.  Hey this is a conservative state, based on Christian values...!   HB 1330                Guess what........... Oklahoma did it anyway.Oklahoma recently passed a law in the state to incarcerate all illegal immigrants, and ship them back to where they came from unless they want to get a green card and become an American citizen.  They all scattered.  HB 1804.  Hope we didn't send any of them to your state.  This was against the advice of the Federal Government, and the ACLU, they said  it would be a mistake.                Guess what.......... Oklahoma did it anyway.Recently we passed a law to include DNA samples from any and all illegals to the Oklahoma database, for criminal investigative purposes.  Pelosi
dark whispers spoken through shuttered lipsthe room duct tape silent by her wishthe scent of candles and sweat with smilesand romance of a more sinister stylepartners in play going further noweach watchful of thier private vowoil rubbed flesh relieved of tensionshidden likes brought to attentionthey take it slow with some restraintssteel and leather no complaintsno distinct boundaries setsafetey words for when they're metapproval known through quiet sighsno regrets or alibistwo dreamers living dreams this nightwill wake and part at dawns first lightwith memories kept tight withinof thier night of joyful sin meeee
while i lay asleep and dreaming through moonlit window stars stood gleaming like a smiling fairy scheamingi saw you with our friends and morewe all had gathered, fun and drinkingwith each step my heart was sinkingwatching from the side and thinkingof just one kiss and nothing moreone kiss from her who i adorethe night went on, she looked so lovelyeyes like angels far above mebright enough to guide thisworn and weathered soul to shore and by chance we stood and spokeand it seemed within that something wokeher smile fixed what i thought brokeshe picked my heart up off the floori was there, i saw her tears,from other guys throughout the years ive read her words and written fearsbut still stood quiet outside her doorhad she noticed me beforeive been there eleven years or morethe time had come to say goodbyeto friends and fun, the sun drew nighand i hugged her tight, let out a sighand gentlemenly thought toward the doorbut then i noticed no releasefor our hug it seemed had not ceased and sh
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British Band Members Drown On Tour
"Two members of British heavy metal band After Death have drowned on tour in Brazil. The body of 21-year-old guitarist Leon Villalba washed ashore shortly after he was seen struggling in heavy waves on a beach in Sergipe state. Bass player Tim Kennelly, 18, who was with him in the water is missing and police say he too has drowned. After Death had just begun a 23-date tour in Brazil. Miguel Freitas, managing director of the band's label Death Toll records, confirmed the drowning." The death of a young man is never a cause for amusement.  But I bet their manager wishes, for the moment, that both their band and their record label were called something different... Source : MSN
Permanent Magnet Generators
Permanent Magnet Generators revolve around the theories of magnetic energy and magnetism. The repelling and attracting forces generate rotational motion inside and thus creating energy. This motion generated inside the motor is called perpetual motion, and this specific motion to generate electricity for your home. Click here to read more - Permanent Magnet Generator and Zero Point Energy This technology used to be a home energy myth but installing your own magnet motor is far from being a myth these days. Anyone can begin benefiting from this device because building one is actually easier than constructing a solar panel or wind generator. It works in every home and you only need a small space reserved to place the motor. Also, the materials necessary to build one of these devices are cheap and don't require any additional maintenance since the motor can be installed inside your home instead of outside like other home energy systems. Building one of these motors will fully power your
Oral Sex
me and a friend of  my was talking on mobile yahoo about oral sex and why some females complan ok some of you woman complan about going down on a guy and swallowing his load why it would be just the same when a man has to eat you out and you cum with him even knowing when its the same thing pretty much true there might be a bit diffrent in some areas but the end resules are the same why go down on a guy . if your not going to shallow i for one dont really like getting it done to me since there are alot of woman who just does not seem to be able to do it right either they dont do it long enuff or they just bite down on it grinding there teeth it would be the same like me useing my teeth on you when iam eating you out how would that feel to you yes there is feeling down there and yes its going to hurt and you are ether going to get hurt or the guy wont ever call you back after that act i just find it funny how some woman alwasys complan about oral sex just like some woman won
Parents Fear For Sons Inadequate Cyber-life,
Rochdale couple John and Barbara Deccles have spoken of their concern over their 19-year-old son Nathan’s inability to maintain virtual relationships. ‘We can’t get him online’, confessed an embarrassed Mr Daccles. ‘He just locks himself away in the pub and we don’t see him for days. When he’s not down at the Rat and Parrot drinking, he’s playing football or going to the cinema,’ added his mother. ‘I doubt he’s ever Tweeted in his life. It’s not natural for a boy his age’. The couple admit to going to extreme lengths to cover up their son’s inadequacies. ‘His father trawls the Web for hours pretending to be Nathan, just to keep the neighbours from talking,’ said Mrs Deccles. ‘I’ve lost count of the amount of pornography John’s downloaded.’ ‘When I’m at the pub with my mates, they’re all busy on Twitter,’ said Nathan, ‘telling people wh
Santa Is A Woman
I think Santa Claus is a woman....I hate to be the one to defy a sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitzen's rack would already be on the way to the tax

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