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Dildos, Psychics, And Clay Aiken
So my crazy neighbor is here visiting. I've been home from work for 2 hours. From what I've heard, she'd been here for 2 hours before I was home. This woman is NOT right in the head. She says she's married to Clay Aiken, "in her head". That he's really not gay, that his look alike is the one that is. She then said that she took an online quiz, and she's psychic because it said she was. She said the website, I went to go look at it, but the site is closed. Wanna know why? Because the site got sued, lol. I guess too many people took the quizes and thought it was real, hahaha. Next thing you know she's talking about how her and some guy that she knows went to some sex shop and seen a "dildo" that was as tall as her waist. Then she's talking about this new "sex toy" that she ordered off of Amazon.com. I now know that she will be getting a dildo that is light blue, kind of clear. I hate the stupid shit that I hear from people.

Bar Joke: If My Wife Find Out
A drunk in a bar pukes all over his own shirt, which was brand new before he came in. “Damn,” he says. “I puked on my shirt again. If the wife finds out, she’s gonna kill me.” “Not to worry,” says the bartender as he sticks a $20 bill in the drunk’s pocket. “Just tell her someone puked on you and gave you some cash to cover the cleaning bill.” So the drunk goes home and tells his wife about the guy who puked on him. She reaches into his pocket and finds two twenties. “Why are there two twenties?” she asks. The drunk replies, “Oh, yeah, he crapped in my pants, too.”

Judgement Day
I have been judged. How you asked?...You judged me by my negatives, weakness and life history and it allowed you to be clouded to see what is REALLY inside of my heart & soul. Don't you EVER realize love WILL and CAN conquers everything else, even more powerful?!? Or are you so completely BLINDED?! You choose to listen and see the other side of me instead of love me for who I am, therefore you judged for who I AM! What is in my heart, soul and love shows the real ME and you don't want or see it. It's the most saddest day ever of my life when you gave my judgment day. Can't you even hear my heart & soul screaming for you and for your love? Now that I see what you had chose the judgment day instead to contiune on loving and love me. Is it the end?? You tell me!

Oh No He Di-in't!
After a busty and dramatic drag queen was charged Wednesday with beating up a beauty pageant judge, it’s probably safe to say the Miss Congeniality award is out of the question. Two men, one of whom competed in a recent West Side beauty pageant, were charged with using a trophy to beat a judge whose vote they found unfavorable. The judge had not to voted for the suspect (you might have guessed). Oh, no he di-in’t! So, Leroy Tinch, 28, of Evanston, allegedly sought revenge -- sweet revenge with his buddy Anthony Johnson, 23, of Skokie. After their attack, the judge’s jaw was left shattered in three places and he had a gash on his forehead. That is like, so totally like, uncool! Tinch and Johnson were charged with felony aggravated battery, Rogers Park District police Lt. John Franklin said. They may have been competing on the basis of beauty at the July 6 pageant, but things definitely got ugly when police responded at 4:55 a.m. to a call of a person with a knife at th

Update
When corpses were illegally unearthed from burial plots in Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip, bones from different bodies were indiscriminately heaped together in a back portion of the property, making it now "beyond possible" to make out who is who, investigators said Tuesday. "This is not as if someone was dug up and gently placed in a location," Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said. "That did not occur. Things are scattered, co-mingled, different sizes, all of the above." Since the FBI began the laborious task last week of searching an area that stretches four city blocks for above-ground human remains, agents recovered more than 200 bones or bone fragments. And more bones -- as well as indications that more than 300 bodies were displaced -- are expected to be discovered in an area cordoned off as a crime scene at the cemetery where the ground is suspiciously elevated. Investigators were tipped that they may find additional mass graves involving commingled bones within those mounds, sourc

Omfg, Photoshop Is Soooooo Expensive!
My 30 day time time-trial of Photoshop ended yesterday. I am soooooooooooo bummed out because I'm going to start going to computer graphics type classes soon. Ugh, I'm just all upset. If anybody reading this can help me out in any way, let me know. I means so much to me. :)

Are Canucks As Fucked Up As They Seem?
first off this doesn`t apply to my new owner, bless her kind soul for saving me and disregard my status i`m still trying to think of a new one and this isn`t about wicked my lovely sweet fu wifey fuck,this must be about helly and her sending me links to every heiffer in lingerie on this damn site how can i get even with her?

Burn It Down - Five Finger Death Punch
You think you know me, you don't know shit. I've seen the world through your eyes, and it makes me sick I question all of your answers, they're fucking lies I won't conform to your system, I'd rather die I burn it down, just to watch it go, I burn it down So everybody knows, I burn it down, Just to see it fall, I burn it down, I hate it to the core. You think you're a martyr, Not hard to see You want to rule the fucking world You gotta get through me Your iron fists will be broken, No soul to sell You think I'll burn for my actions, see you in hell Burn it down I do it for myself, Burn it down For me and no one else I burn it down, just to watch it fall, Burn it down I hate you fucking all I burn it down, just to watch it go, I burn it down So everybody knows, I burn it down Just to see it go, I burn it down I hate it to the core

Are Your Thoughts Killing You?
Are you aware of the thoughts that are detrimental to your health, your relationships and your achievements?Do you know how to create the life you desire?We all have this amazing center of power - “Our Mind” - to use to create the good life we desire.Most people do not know how to use it wisely.This is why for some people life is a real struggle, while for others life flows smoothly. Why do you think this is?Everything in life starts with Thought!Negative; contaminating; destructive; weak and scattered thinking produces negative results...While positive; uplifting; contributory thinking produces peaceful, positive solutions and outcomes...When you can control and direct your thoughts, then you will be able to control your circumstances.Are you in control of your mind or is your mind controlling you?To be the master of our own mind is the first spiritual law. Everyone seems to be concerned about what they put into their material house, how they decorate it and who they enter

You Are What You Love.
“You are what you love, not what loves you. This might be one of the biggest misconceptions ever perpetrated about love. There is this pervasive embodiment of the experience as a coupled experience, it’s legitimacy resting in it’s reciprocation. When love is withheld, rejected or takes some other form, the one who loved first is belittled, even if only in his/her own mind. The stories of unrequited love and the range of tragedy and heartbreak from love unmet has filled the airways since we began to sing or tell our stories. The universality of the loss experienced by love gone wrong, or never really given a chance, or interrupted too soon by tragedy is something we all share. The pain is as deep and real as any cut with a knife. The sadness and loneliness of loving and losing the object of our love is searing like a burn and shadows us for weeks, sometimes months. This is the story that many of us never get over, sometimes keeping us away from the prospect of lovin

Noone Is Perfect
If she doesnt have a past, she is too young for me. If there is nothing wrong with her then she is not right for me. If her life is perfect then she doesnt need me. Quite simply put everyone comes with baggage of some sort and if they dont have any then they arent ready to move into my life. I only post this because I know there are women out there that feel they don't deserve to be happy because they have made mistakes or have complicated lives and dont think its right to push their problems onto someone else. Well let me correct that way of thinking. We men are fully aware that the chip on your shoulder or the suitcase you carry is heavy, yeah there are some people out there that are not willing to carry that burden for you but I would not not label these people as friends, family or even men. A real man knows how to open doors for a lady and I dont just mean a car door. I mean the metaphorical door to oppurtunity, the oppurtunity to get more out of life. I personally appreciate a wo

Stumbling Down Memory Lane...
...Want Ads stating "Help Wanted: Male" or "Help Wanted: Female". Replying to an ad of the wrong gender was a waste of time, as you would be laughed (or cursed) out of the Personnel Office (as they once were called)....Mothers leaving their kids with a "sitter", because there was no "day care". This was still a foreign concept when I was well into my teens, and a major demand from the "Womens' Movement"....The Womens' Movement. Women insisting it be "ok" for a woman to work outside the home because she WANTED to, not just because her husband was a layabout. The jeers at the "women who wanted to be men". The justifications for paying women less than men for the same work....Having to ask for a Private Line from "THE PHONE COMPANY"; otherwise you would have to be on a Party Line....When there was only one PHONE COMPANY, you leased your phone (and THEY fixed it when it broke), & yes, I remember Party Lines (and was on one for a time)....When you dialed (yes, DIALED) 5 numbers, the first 2

Capabilities
I haven't ranted in quite a while, so here goes... I have an amazingly wonderful (and sometimes completely aggravating) talent. It's called a bullshit detector. I am REALLY good at reading people and situations. This is a talent I believe I was born with, and cultivated through my years of working with the public. My job now is technically not necessary, but I am very good at what I do, and I make good money doing it. Part of my job is being able to size up whether or not someone is wasting my time, and not spending fruitless hours trying to obtain the impossible. Same goes for the people on here. I know there are quite a few people on here who don't like me. I know there are quite a few who have made it their mission to try to piss me off. Here's the deal, I don't kiss my boss's ass and he signs my checks. I don't kiss my customer's asses and they make me my commission, so why the fuck do some of you people think that I am going to bend over and kiss yours? It's NOT GOING TO HAPP

It Takes More Than Sinew, Comes Down To What's In You
I got home last night and had a sloppy joe dinner with Mary, Sarah, and Jeffrey. Martha would be home from work in another hour, and we were watching “Nova” on PBS. Sarah was caught up in the sight of the cuttlefish, and from what I heard of the narration, it was emphasizing one species’ newly-discovered ability to change its sex. I don’t think the kids got that, but Sarah did ask me who the guy speaking off camera was. I remembered last night was Disney Channel’s showing of “Hercules”, their 1997 take on the strongest man of Greek myth. It was a fun movie, and once the kids got into the plot and I explained the basics as simply as I could to a three- and a two-year-old, Sarah got really excited! She yelled “YAY!” when Hercules brought the mountain crumbling down on top of the Hydra (that monster which grew a new set of heads when you cut off one) and flung the Titans (giants representing earth, wind, fire, and water) out int

One Trillion Dollars Visualized
It's official, trillion is the new billion. No longer is government spending talked about in terms of a mere ten digits. With the recent flurry of government spending, we are going to need another three zeros to make sense of it all. One trillion dollars is a number that few people can comprehend, let alone your standard nine digit calculator. So what does one trillion dollars look like? Click here

Petition Plz Sign
Hey guys heres a petition for making not only an easier fu world for all but for people with credit cards to.. There should be an option for us to purchase things like bling, vips, blasts, happy hour,and tickers for fu bucks comment below as your signature ill give this to babyjesus and maybe hell hear us... it takes a 1000 members for it to process... So please sign it thank you!

How Much More Can She Take?
As most of my friends on here know,my 14 year old daughter was diagnosed almost a year ago with Melanoma.She has gone through many surgeries and had her lymph nodes removed because the cancer had spread.She has been on a type of chemo called Interfuron 3 days a week since Jan of 2009 and will be on it until Nov of 2009.Things have been looking up for her.The chemo is rough but she is strong and she is so looking forward to it being over.We just got back from Disneyland thanks to Make~A~Wish and her hopes were high. Then we get a call yesterday from her doctor's office.Jess(my daughter) has been having alot of pain in her hips so they sent her for an MRI a couple days before we left for our trip.The results said her hips were fine,but the reason her belly was cramping was she has ovarian something(I forget what they called it,and forgot my notepad where I wrote it down at work).Basically she has cysts on both her ovaries and they are bleeding.So now she has to go to the gyno and have t

Life Is As Good As We Make It
Life is what i make it to be, even when times are hard there is always something good to happen if i want too. Trying to surround myself with good people is the key to finding myself in good situations and good places.

They're Back!
So...I have been living in the same apt. on and off for about 20 years now. When I was little, I saw my first spirit/ghost here...a little boy. After that the strange goings on kept happening...I would see more spirits, objects would be moved, electronics would go on by themselves, I've heard disembodied voices, and have been touched by unseen hands. This went on all through my childhood...once I came into my teen years, the activity pretty much died off...but now it's started back up again...Only my Mother and I live here now, my sister has moved to her own place...Lately, I have found curtains open that are always kept closed. I have been woken up by the faucet in the bathroom being on, get up to turn it off, then later its back on again. I keep both windows in my bedroom open...I'll wake up in the morning and find that just the one above my head is closed. I asked my Mom about it this morning and she insists that she is not the one closing my window or the curtains or leaving the fa

Basement Dwellers!!
Dear Basement and Closet Dwellers! Here are the rules.... 1.Food and Alcohol will be supplied. 2. Ganga is provided please see Seamus for this 3. Witty will be handing out Pillows 4. Witty was the first stalker shes in charge 5. Seamus is second 6. Please if they hurt you in any way you may now see Kit for any injuries, she has alot of pills. 7. Ketch22 has little umbrellas for the drinks and is the official bed jumper 8. Drill will be providing free sex to all the ladies... please refrain from over using his butt... thank you 9. If you get angry because you have been couped up to long take it out on the BIRD (Name) 10. Hugh will be the resident petting zoo owner.. feel free to go pet Bruno, Leo or his furry cat... 11. SDSU Aztec... my resident pirate.....watch out for the monkey it tends to piss on you 11. Once again shes back the name changing crazy sister of mine.. shes off limits touch her and you will pay..love you Witchie Thank you for coming to the basement..

Dreams Do Come True
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew.

Letters From Losers
A reply to my story that I posted: Greetings hun. Like your 'tude babe. You could be my fantasy girl, baby. Meanwhile get ready for the onslaught your posting will bring. All the oversexed guys (yeah....I guess that is where I classify myself too, unfortunately, although I am about more than simply that) are coming at you like madmen now. Oversexed....what do I mean? Well....all i can think about is sinking my head between your legs....licking up a storm and making you cum like an absolute banshee. Harder than you've cum before. And pressing your breasts together.....so i can get both of your nipples in my mouth at the same time. Sucking on them....nibbling.......licking them like crazy. And when my head is between your legs....licking the alphabet...up and down. Direct and indirect. And when it gets time to climb on...watch out baby. It's coming at you..... My desire...to make you cum. Again and again and again. I know, words are cheap. But that is what it is about, babe. Openi

Things I Wanna Do To Her
as i gently lay you on your back and rub your body to a sensual numbness my tongue explores the lower levels of your body. no one can please you like i can i have the power to sensuate your love as my tongue moves between your thighs. i look at you in passion and and ask for permission to enter your cave of wetness your answer replies yes i slowly travel my tung between your thighs into your vagina the wetness takes over and my tongue is flushed with your fluids i lick passionately as you begin to orgasm i suck on your clit and make u shake your body jerks uncontrollably you moan in pleasure but the pleasure has just begun...i continue to lick you vagina as you drip from the previous orgasm. your body aches for more i deliver i suck ferociously on your clit giving you multiple orgasms. your vagina throbs from the orgasm as you beg for penetration, i insert the crown into your vagina but quicky remove it as i return to giving you oral pleasure.

My Great Love
My great love, it has always been you my aura, heaven and paradise. My great love, if it wasn’t for you, my empty life would be without light. My great love, I would like to be the beggar, king and sentinel of your loving. To dream without waking up, that I am your joy of night and day and to always be yours. My great love, I met you but centuries before we found each other. I felt you sweetheart for your passion and without realizing it has become a prose. I am now happy, my great love, because the dry tree of my life now has flourished.

Another Twat
ShAnNyBaBy...: we read ur pics u posted when u were in spotlight... so fuck off. ->ShAnNyBaBy...: bashed your country how you stupid cunt ? ShAnNyBaBy...: i dont. u fuckin uk assholes need to get bombed and killed ->ShAnNyBaBy...: i feel sorry for you then ShAnNyBaBy...: no i fuck white american cock. ->ShAnNyBaBy...: go fuck a flagpole ->~Cerri~: no you dont ShAnNyBaBy...: me rabid? why bc im american? fuck u brit! u bashed my country! i hope they delete ur account

Written By A Soldier In Iraq
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ ..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? He's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised thei

Oh Well
so it seems posting hitler, osama and kim jung il as defaults one after the other was too much for the powers that be here. My spotlight was pulled. understandable really as it was probably in very bad taste. but oh well fuck it. is this bad taste though cos this photo got pulled too ?

How Jolie Got Her Groove Back
i'm confused about what year it is! i feel like it's 1994 & i am 16 cos i'm wearing a Nirvana shirt & baby hair barrettes!my mom just told me i was pretty...which she hasn't said for awhile. i guess cos i've a big fat hoggy for a few years....,when i was growing up i never thought i was ugly cos my mom always told me i was pretty. when i got to high school i felt ugly cos i was a nerd with long stringy hair & glasses. i was just a total geek. but once i got outta high school i wanted to prove that i could look better....so i got contacts & lost weight. even tho back then i was never ever really fat i just thought i was. i was always pretty skinny. i may have gained 10 pounds at the most my junior year. so when i was 19 & 20 i was the thinnest i've ever been & people always told me i was HOT & i liked it. my weight fluctuated A LOT in the following years. i'd gain 10 pounds lose 5 gain 15 & lose it. once i started drinking & going out to bars i loved being called a "hottie" & guys thi

Friends?
Ok so its been a while since I have put myself "on the market," so to speak. Still, I am not really interested in looking for a relationship. The way I see it, it will just happen when it's right. I don't think seeking your hearts desire finds much of anything except what it is you want to see based on hope, and the things others know you want to see in them. I look through all these profiles here at Fubar, and other sites I use; and I see so many guys to drool over. Nice to look at yes, but try to talk to them and see how very uncomparable appearance, intellect, and personality are to rate IN ONE CATEGORY. I personally look at a personality to determine whether a person is approachable as a friend (since that is all I'm looking for). Most of the people on my friends list here are strictly for the game, and I have never spoken a word to them. I have probably sent like five friends requests, and the rest are recieved and accepted, yet why if you never speak? I h

Self-deprecating Or Self-loathing
A couple days ago I was chatting with a friend of mine on Fubar. She asked me why I always refer to myself as a douchebag or asshole, as you see in the title of this blog, "A day in the life of a douche bag." I told her that it's just my sense of humor. I tend to be very self-deprecating. I put myself down, point out my flaws, call myself a douche bag, or a fat ass. But is this self-deprecating or self-loathing. I guess the answer depends on my mood and the day. Yesterday it was full on self-loathing. I was tired, moody, depressed. Not even Charlie's smile was able to brighten my day when I got home. I eventually lightened up a bit and I was able to play with her and laugh. By the time I went to bed I was spent. I find it takes a lot of energy to hate yourself. I hate that I got very little done at work, that I don't enjoy my job, and that I spend too much time on this website and others while at my job. I feel I should be a better husband to my wife and father to my da

Wonder
I have to wonder if there is incentive to have all these people wanting me to have this surgery? You know they get sometihng in return. Mr. Finance incrimanates himself right from the start by wishing me "good luck on your surgery." On 2/19 late when he should of wished me good luck on your Cath. on 2/20 very early. Series of reply to my email covicts him. Joe was apprehensive and I have to wonder why? Why is he standing there so lame when this stranger has all this information about me? The pop could of been anything like a incomplete combustion of air fuel mixture hitting the Catalytic Converter but the car is new and has less than 10k and it makes me wonder was there a fire cracker on the Cat? All this going around and running around get me no where and the same with others. Perhaps people just like me and wants me to keep on going? I have to wonder? Norio

Her Beauty
Her BeautyMy pen hath not the ink,Nor my mind the wit,To capture here in verse by my hand,Her Beauty I behold.Light from an endless star filled sky,Her eyes.Countless summer's warm gentle breeze,Her whisper.A thousand crystal cool mountain streams,Her kiss.Miles of pure white sand beach,Her smile.Wave after wave of crashing crimson tide,Her passion.Ranges of majestic snow capped mountains,Her strength.Deepest and widest of dark blue oceans,Her love.All of Creation itself fails to compare,In the entire depth of Universe,No single being past or now resides,Her Beauty I behold

"have I Ever"
Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I listen you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give everything up,just for one nightto b

Just A Couple Of Things, Ok More Than A Couple
I am addicted to fla-vor-ice pops. It combines my two favorite fetishes: Ice and artificial flovors. My legs are refusing to tan. and my top half is a totally different shade than my bottom half. I'm going over to GBT's for Koolaid and Brandy. You should read a Tim Dorsey book if you like funny books. Also.... Wicked just called me a bitch. should i clothes line her in the roller rink?

The Truth About Haters
Seems like as many people as not have some kind of photo album dedicated to haters on this site. If you haven't seen them, you've likely at least seen a status message or blast dedicated to these people. From what I can tell, a 'hater' is a person who downrates or seems to arbitrarily flag photos as NSFW. What's constant is that the offended person feels that they've received unwarranted feedback or negative attention. With the confirmation of Sonya Sotomayer looming on the horizon, the Bill of Rights has been on my mind. It's almost a certainty that a reinterpretation of certain rights will follow sometime down the road, and I'm concerned that my worst-case-scenario may become a reality. However, the most uniformly defended right, and the one most universally accepted as inviolable, is freedom of speech. Almost to the point of taking it for granted, we accept that we may say whatever we want at any time, almost without consequence. While there are few exceptions to this paradig

Madness
Been trying to keep the reins taut on the perpetual straining of freedom's head. What is jealousy? I don't believe it has green eyes. I believe they're red, just as red as hatred and anger, and just as ugly--but at the same time, heartbreakingly beautiful, captivating, tempting enough that you just might sell your soul in exchange for the secrets and pleasures they keep. They say sticks and stones can break bones, but words can never hurt. That's a big fucking lie right there. Words slice deeper, wounding the soul and heart, not the flesh. No pain is deeper or hurts more. Words captivate, enthrall, manipulate--words keep the puppet on her strings, dancing for her master no matter what the cost to her person. Why, he could dance her right across a bed of hot coals, dunking her in the molten lava at the end and keep a smile on her face. Such pretty, pretty words they can be. So why then when their speaker is no longer present, do they leave a taste in the mouth that's both a

Tax, Spend, Regulate- No Solution To Healthcare
While the media focused its attention on Judge Sonia Sotomayor'snomination to the Supreme Court, liberals in the House ofRepresentatives introduced a health care "reform" package that willcost $245 billion a year by 2019. Heritage Foundation blogger Conn Carroll digs into an alarming aspect of the legislation: it will effectively regulate your private healthinsurance plan out of business. Here's how it works, as Carrollexplains: [A]ll health insurance plans must confirm to a slew of newregulations, including community rating and guaranteed issue. Thesewill all drive up the cost of health insurance. Furthermore, all thesenew regs would not apply just to individual insurance plans, but toall insurance plans. So the House bill will also drive up the cost ofyour existing employer coverage. Until, of course, it becomes tooexpensive and they just dump you into the government plan. And all this will come at a huge cost to taxpayers. According toestimates from the Congressional Budg

How Fucking Ridiculous People Are.
obviously with no way of knowing me, me placing hitler as a default would be seen as me being racist. i can live with that, i know i am not, it was just my bad taste in humour and my love for stirring up the hornets nest. but the thing that really made me pity the humanity of some people is the fact i got more complaints and shit in my shoutbox for posting bin laden. what a world we live in where a man responsible for in excess of 50 million lives lost as result of world war 2, this includes the holocaust, troops on both sides and civilians. this man is less vilified than someone who killed less than 10,000 people.

My Apologies
Dear Fubar Family and Friends, I am sorry I am not on here like I used to be, but life has gotten in the way of playtime. I have been super busy with my business. I have been writing a book and just picked up a second book along with countless articles for 2 magazines and various other clients. The best part about my new job is that I get to do what I love for a living and it makes me happy. Interviewing national acts, such as Theory of a Deadman, 7 Mary 3 and Company of Thieves has been a joyous occasion for me as well as continuing my quest for local live music. I still love you all and wish you nothing but the best life has to offer you. Keep doing what you do and find something or someone you love to spend you time with. Have a great week!

Lisa Marie Presley's Myspace Blog About Michael Jackson
Lisa Marie Presley Blog: Michael Jackson Knew He Would Die Like This Lisa Marie Presley, who was married to Michael Jackson in the mid-1990s, has take to her MySpace to unload some thoughts about the King of Pop’s death. Apparently “he knew.” Check out LMP’s interesting blog entry inside… Lisa Marie Presley: Michael Jackson Knew… He Knew. Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general. I can’t recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death. At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, “I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did.” I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that. 14 years later I am sitti

What A Twat 5
->veronica: oohhh baby i love it when you are so cruel, spank me and use the barb wire butt plug on me Witchie: *Not telli...: good for you sweetie...i'll be over soon veronica: f off you sad as hell defunct jerk keel over and die your a waste of life n need be got rid off ->Witchie: thanks doll Witchie: congrats babe ~♫☆♥DORKS-...: you have to use this http:... ->veronica: oh yes baby, you're really exciting me now, i love cyber sex. don't stop i am nearly there veronica: vermin scum veronica: your toxic and need be incinerated and blown to smitherins ->roxy baby ...: thanks babes roxy baby ...: woohooo - u made the spotlight!!!!!! ->veronica: mmmm maggots, you know they a really good source of protein veronica: u need be layd out to pasture and the vutures and flys swoop in gnaw at your flesh tear u too shreds and pull u from limb to limb till u rot away and are nothing but a carkuss and decomposed and the maggots set in ~♫☆♥DORKS-..

Horny?!
I want pic suggestions and outfit suggestions for new pics that i'm gonna take in a few hours.. Both SFW and NSFW. Tell me your idea and if I use it, you will get a special pic of it with a salute. So come on people, this will be fun. Xoxo Annipoo

Conspiracy Theorist
In lieu of my Fubar general character lists, I forgot to mention (or rather someone asked me to) another type-a conspiracy theorist. This is a person that spends most of the hard earned money he gets from working for the Man on buying endless rolls of Aluminum foil that is used to make cone shaped hats. These hats are then used to prevent any mind altering and controlling rays and electromagnetic fields that the Man could possibly inflict upon its measly manservant during his overnight stint at a local Walmart. The CT usually believes that he knows the truth about a number of controversial topics, such as 9/11, abortion, death pentaly, and the location of a latest load of laundry that his mother did for him when his water bill was left unpaid for. He likes to impress local liberal arts scholars, especially females. In fact, he often, even at a middle age, takes classes at a local community college in order to spread his word, and eventually his seed, to unsuspected naive 20 some

What A Twat 4
>veronica: oooh are you into bdsm baby, that goods i am too. you can put a collar on me and call me rover and talk me for long walks veronica: cant dress up a looser you look a mess no matter what you wear you need muzzling you dumb ass mutt ->veronica: fantastic, can you ask him to voodoo up me a ferrari and a new wardrobe please veronica: you seriously going to hell now rascist scum veronica: and she gonner put it in the middle of a weegi board and curse you veronica: your mugshot pic ive copyed it and im perinting it out and giving it to my friend whose into voodoo and the occult ->veronica: i think you could probably manage walking and talking at the same time veronica: really you shouldnt try get 2 full of yourself u really dont know what im caperble off ->veronica: do you have a really big arse, is that the eclipse you are talking about, can you shake that booty for your daddy baby ? veronica: im a chav im putting my photo up ok as that ones no pretty clear and then i aw

For Mature Audiences Only
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDSTHAT CARESS YOUR FACETHAT EXPLORES YOUR BODYTEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACETOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTSTREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEEMAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIPTRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEEGENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHSLIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIREGOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKINEVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIREEVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTIONEACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUSTNAILS DIGGING INTO FLESHA PASSION DRIVEN TRUSTSTROKING YOUR PANTIESJUICES FLOWING FROM WITHINYOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRETHE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINSMY FINGERS STROKING FASTERAS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MOREHARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOUYOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMOREAS I RELEASE YOUYOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOANI KISS YOU ON THE LIPSYOU BEG ME TO GO ONI WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU"THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM"I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MOREOUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

A Crowd "pleaser"
Lying naked next to youI know you feel it tooYour pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thickenYou roll over and spread your thighsI climb on top and look into your eyesYou wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mineYour legs lock tightly around my hipsI slip inside, such a tight fitThrusting slowly in and out, making you so wetAs I gently kiss you up and down your neckPushing deeper as you begin to moanYour panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey holeGetting lost in ecstasy as we move as oneTeasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongueYou pull my hair and arch you back as I bury my face between your breastsThe room starts to spin as I struggle to catch my breatheI roll over, letting you on topI push even harder as you beg me not to stopGripping you tightly by the soft flesh of your assPushing deeper, harder, faster, with all the strength that I haveYou scream "I'm ready to cum!" I say "Wait, I'm almost there"The sweet smell of your juices permeate the air

History Of Clancy
Clancy is by no means a "super bike" nor a big thundering cruiser. Bikes like Clancy are milestones, breaking many established records and riding into history with pride and dignity. Clancy has brothers that are in museums around the world, graced the covers of several magazines and is selling for more than the purchase price of new here in the us. These bikes are known to achieve 100 thousand miles. Just how many bikes have that kind of history and with legendary success for so many first introductions of technology? I know of a few, One is the Vincent Series D Black Shadow The FIRST 100 MPH Cruiser and I believe this was 1955, ( Honda's use of the word Shadow was "borrowed " from Vincent) another is The Honda cb4ooT. Honda had a good bike with the cb360 a world class racer for years which came to an end when Kawasaki and Suzuki launched an attack on Honda with their 400 four stroke twins (2 cylinder motors). There was a 400 cc Honda 4 cylinder already on the market. Honda had to dev

What A Twat 3
>veronica: with a flick of your hair in total chav style veronica: u have my number i dare you to ring and talk your trash in voice but i know u wont because your only a bad ass on pc in reallife your a nobody vermin veronica: jerks like you and scum i walk past in reallife you go unnoticed ->veronica: and its loser my angel, looser is like your cunt is ->veronica: it's too soon in our relationship darling for that veronica: you have looser written all over you veronica: u dont even have any decent comebacks to say send your number chickenshit lets hear u go with the flow and see how quick your wit is away from the pc ->veronica: i can spell amount veronica: irony ha trying flip the script back at me are you you dont have any intelligence you are braindead veronica: i feel sorry for you your a nobody have nothing going in your life thats why you talk the ignorance you do because you dont ammount to nothing your a lazy jerk whose jelous of others and envy them thats why you hat

Appearances
I gave her a great life. I made her my wife. I gave her no strife. Ultimately in my back I had a knife I never ran into this before. I wish to see her no more. My hearts no longer sore. What do you do when you find out you married the town whore?

Canadian Thinking
Coyote Population The Alberta Government and the Alberta Forest Service were presenting an alternative to Alberta ranchers for controlling the coyote population. It seems that after years of the ranchers using the tried and true methods of shooting and/or trapping the predators, the tree-huggers had a 'more humane' solution.What they proposed was for the animals to be captured alive, the males would then be castrated and let loose again. Therefore the population would be controlled. This was ACTUALLY proposed to the Alberta

I Don't Normally...
recommend too many albums but I'm really liking this one. Low vs. Diamond. A buncha good rock-ish songs. check some out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNgWt1a7OHw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uiNjKxkSvU&feature=fvst http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rai5PsGRtHI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oC_bWtFbhec

What A Twat 2
Shoutbox veronica: send your number veronica: you have none you too scared ring me veronica: u would be goo on the floor you spoke any your trash in reallife ->veronica: i love you so intensely my balls are full of spunk veronica: i feel sorry for you all u are is words behind a screen u havent got the bottle to say what u type you would get decapitated reallife for your smutt you say ->veronica: will you be wearing something seductive baby ? veronica: meet me ok veronica: im from woolwich veronica: watch how your world is gonner turn upside down good to bad bad 2 worse anything i think in my mind can happen and u gonner be feeling so ill within a hour ->veronica: will i get lost in big bad london ? veronica: only chemistry we have is that i can do mind transgressioand trust me bad things are gonner happen to u ->veronica: you are showing your class dear veronica: how shameful a girl has exposed you for the gutless creep you really are MadroxLette: thats bullshit ->ve

And The Depression Continues....
This depression is killing me slowly. But I gotta give the guy credit No man has ever reduced me to this severe of a depression before. So WTG Mr. Not-so-dreamy-anymore. I have never cried so much for so long ever in my life. I have to get out of here. Staying here only reminds me of what was and what will never be again. I haven't slept in days I haven't eaten much All I do is hibernate in my bed. This is so far out of character for me. I can usually bounce right back, get back up on that proverbial saddle. Why is this time so different? I don't get it. :(

What A Twat
My Shoutbox veronica: ha scared of a girl cause in reallife id cut you down 2 size so damm fast veronica: 07717787028 ->veronica: im typing my blog , you keep spitting all over your keyboard darling veronica: quick im waiting for ur number or ring me ok now im waiting veronica: whats up cant say what u type veronica: im already owning you youve got looser written all over you i can back what i say veronica: only hard on the pc cant say what you type ->veronica: blog you dumb cunt, not mumm veronica: put your money where ur mouth is ok send ur number now veronica: 1st one is on bobo2008s page the crazy bitch thats me ->veronica: you would probably spit all over me if you talked like you type veronica: nice that would be my 2nd mumms about me veronica: trust me you wouldnt get veryfar i would shreu up pretty damm quick ->veronica: you are going in my fucking idiots blog by the way veronica: send ur number or whats up scared of a girl ha only pc hard arent u ->veronica:

What To Wear?
I am trying on different slacks. Putting and taking off. Well..as I removed one, I noticed a draft. Looking down at my pants on the floor is my panty..still in the pants. Don't you just love it when your panty is attached to your pants?? LOL Back to deciding what to wear.....

This Is The Way It Goes....
i can shead a thousand tears. i can say im sorry over and over again. but nothing i do will take away the pain i caused you. my mistake a momentary lapse of judgemnt has hurt you and for that i am trully sorry. you mean everything to me. have all of me. my heart i gave you. and yet i do something so silly and redundent that it will mess everything up for us. i would do anything to take it back but i cant. i dont want to loose you or let you go. cause the good times out way the bad ones. this you must agree. for when we are good we are great. so many hurdles we must over come for us to be. i wonder will they ever cease? i have siad im sorry so many times. but i have never once said......I am completly in love with you. and im so sorry i have hurt you. hopefully one day you will forgive me............

Step By Step
Step by step I will arrive to the place where your heart lives. Up to you door I will reach, and when it answers I will say, it is your love I seek.. Step by step I will reach to the place where your heart lives. I know that my big dream is difficult, but I will bring it to reality. I will be relentless in my intent to be your love and until you extinguish my anguish to have you.

Taking Temptation
She lies in front of me smilingHer eyes warm with welcomeHer lips full and invitingTemptation in its most human formShe is naked but for a single sheetIt covers all but hides nothingI can see her soft curves beneathAnd hear her gentle sigh of desireA thrill fills me as she lifts the blanketInviting me to join herShowing me my hearts desirePromising me joys beyond imaginationHer lips find mine and I am lostI delight in her softness as our bodies touchI breathe deep her natural scent Far more enticing then any perfumeMy kisses trail down her bodyFinding her most sensuous and sacred placesI savor the taste of her desireAs my own need soars to its full heightHer arms open wideBoth pleading for and demanding fulfillmentI can wait no longer She is ready and so am IOur lips touch once againAs I sink into the depths of her welcome She cries out her satisfactionAnd gasps in uncontrolled pleasureI watch her in fascination Her smile unforced and unrestrained Her pleasure clear to seeThe ultimate

Cute Fuzzy Bunny..... Grrrrrr
We were walking around the garden last night, get to the veggies and Marton says 'oh look, the bynny'! He's(she's?) A cute wiggly nose fuzzy bunny albino...........EATING MY GREEN BEAN PLANTS!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaargh!!!! So I run into the garden, after opening the gate, climb uphill to chase him out, and the little muncher(

Blech
Alannah REALLLLLLY doesn't like taking her medicine. She started out on amoxicillin but it gave her a rash (at least, I'm hoping that's what caused it, because otherwise I'm stumped) so we got another RX called in. Gave her the first dose just now and well... she hates me now. I think it's a combination of waking up every hour, waking up too early, and mommy trying to kill her by giving her medicine that will make her feel better. I'm soooooooo mean. anyways. Hoping that she does better tonight since I *have* to go back to work tomorrow. I completely blanked that I have two more stores and not just the one. I don't really want to go to my store Friday, but oh well. Called out twice this week and they pulled me out of a third. In other news... stress relief is needed. Badly.

Pop
Pop goes the Weasel. Make it louder like tnt or perhaps like plastic. Joe was apprehesive while I was not. He laughed as I did. Mr. Finance incriminated himself and he's a good friend from when? There is no blood work after that incident. Almost had me but much louder because now I have to track down all that I had. Norio

Nothing Sucks Like Success --
I have just leveled at 16 = 'Fu-gee' if that matters - I am now in the midst of a psychic meltdown. . . This is not a MUMM, since I'm not asking for advice - this is a warning. . . My nerves are raw; say nice things about me. Enjoy your summer - J. in L.A. '_'

Win A Sexy Salute!
Up For Auction A Boob Salute From My Sexy FuWife Steffy. All Proceeds Will Go To My Spotlight Fund. There is not 1 pic of her topless on fu. So bid high, this may never happen again. Click through the pic below to leave your bid as a comment! (The pic is located in my Auction Folder in case the link doesn't work for you.) Thank you all so much!!! Have an amazing day! Michele :) $safe_uid_dname@ fubar PLEASE Rate This Blog

Musings
The return of someone on here today got me thinking, i call her a name that probably very few would be able to get away with, without the wrath being brought down around their ears. I have an aunt whose real name is ethel, she detests the name so much she uses her middle name of joyce. i am the person in the family (which is waltons type fucking huge by the way) that can call her ethel and she takes it from me. Are there certain people that just by their very nature can say or do things to other people (not abuse of course) and get away with them where others wouldn't. What is that thing about them that sets them apart like that ?

Pathetica Dramatica
i can see her hurtingas the tears are burningdown her cheeksshe denies it, she's lyingsad eyes havent stopped cryinglike this for weekshow can anything hurt so badhow could it hurt this much?everything in her achesher heart breaksas he walks awayholding her chesttrying to catch a breathto ask him to stay"please,if i have to get on my knees, you have to believe me i cant take it, and i wont make it, ill surely die if you leave meim not sure if i will live""i loved you completely, way too deeply ,and i guess i cared too muchwhy wasnt i enough, not worth your love?you dont want what i have to give"how can anything hurt so badhow could it hurt his much?"i look patheticbut i cant let this...go."

Shamanism X V
Criticism of the term “shaman” or “shamanism”Certain anthropologists, most notably Alice Kehoe in her book Shamans and Religion: An Anthropological Exploration in Critical Thinking, are highly critical of the term. Part of this criticism involves the notion of cultural appropriation. This includes criticism of New Age and modern Western forms of Shamanism, which may not only misrepresent or 'dilute' genuine indigenous practices but do so in a way that, according to Kehoe, reinforces racist ideas such as the Noble Savage.A tableau presenting figures of various cultures filling in mediator-like roles, often being termed as "shaman" in the literature. The tableau presents the diversity of this concept.Kehoe is highly critical of Mircea Eliade's work. Eliade, being a philosopher and historian of religions rather than an anthropologist, had never done any field work or made any direct contact with 'shamans' or cultures practicing 'shamanism', though he did spend four

Shamanism X I V
Shamanism among the Yąnomamö (of the Venezolano Amazonas and the Brazilian Roraima) is described in Tales of the Yanomami by Jacques Lizot.There is Asuriní shamanism of Pará, Brazil.Harakmbut shamanism (of Peru) involves curing by dream-interpretion.Among other literature on South American tropical forest shamanism are:- * In Darkness and Secrecy. (for various tribes north of the Amazon) MapucheAmong the Mapuche people of South America, the community "shaman", usually a woman, is known as the Machi, and serves the community by performing ceremonies to cure diseases, ward off evil, influence the weather and harvest, and by practicing other forms of healing such as herbalism. FuegiansAlthough Fuegians (the indigenous peoples of Tierra del Fuego) were all hunter-gatherers, they did not share a common culture. The material culture was not homogenous, either: the big island and the archipelago made two different adaptations possible. Some of the cultures were coast-dwelling, other

Shamanism X I I I
Parades in San Miguel de Allende's San Miguel Archangel ceremony are really linked to the most ancient Mesoamerican traditions, and have grown in participation, including participants who may be unaware of the original reasons for the events or who the real keepers are for the ceremony. People watching parades may be unaware that the leaders often did not sleep at all the night before and that there is a poignant reverence for the Divine that gives them uncanny vitality and stamina for the arduous preparations, dancing, and serving meals late into the day's conclusions, all without having slept the night before.Marcela Andre ConchMayaMarcela Andre Lopez de la Cerda, reinitiating conchsounding after 800 years on the round Quetzalcoatl adoratory which is newly excavated, called the rain on 3 May 2008. Rainfall increased threefold.In San Miguel Allende, Marcela Andre Lopez de la Cerda is the Lord Keeper of the Sacred Conch and was named Malinche Mayor by Don Felix Luna Romero in 2006, the

Shamanism X I I
AmericasNative American "conjuror" Native American and First Nations cultures have diverse religious beliefs. There was never one universal Native American religion or spiritual system. Though many Native American cultures have traditional healers, ritualists, singers, mystics, lore-keepers and "Medicine People", none of them ever used, or use, the term "shaman" to describe these religious leaders. Rather, like other indigenous cultures the world over, their spiritual functionaries are described by words in their own languages, and in many cases are not taught to outsiders.Many of these indigenous religions have been grossly misrepresented by outside observers and anthropologists, even to the extent of superficial or seriously mistaken anthropological accounts being taken as more authentic than the accounts of actual members of the cultures and religions in question. Often these accounts suffer from "Noble Savage"-type romanticism and racism. Some contribute to the fallacy that Nativ

Shamanism X I
Shamanistic features When speaking of “shamanism” in various Eskimo groups, we must remember that (as mentioned above) the term “shamanism” can cover certain characteristics of various different cultures. Mediation is regarded often as an important aspect of shamanism in general. Also in most Eskimo groups, the role of mediator is known well: the person filling it in is actually believed to be able to contact the beings who populate the belief system. Term “shaman” is used in several English-language publications also in relation to Eskimos. Also the /aˈliɣnalʁi/ of the Asian Eskimos is translated as “shaman” in the Russian and English literature.The belief system assumes specific links between the living people, the souls of hunted animals, and those of dead people. The soul concepts of several groups are specific examples of soul dualism (showing variability in details in the various cultures).Like most cultures labe

Shamanism X
Shamanistic features When speaking of “shamanism” in various Eskimo groups, we must remember that (as mentioned above) the term “shamanism” can cover certain characteristics of various different cultures. Mediation is regarded often as an important aspect of shamanism in general. Also in most Eskimo groups, the role of mediator is known well: the person filling it in is actually believed to be able to contact the beings who populate the belief system. Term “shaman” is used in several English-language publications also in relation to Eskimos. Also the /aˈliɣnalʁi/ of the Asian Eskimos is translated as “shaman” in the Russian and English literature.The belief system assumes specific links between the living people, the souls of hunted animals, and those of dead people. The soul concepts of several groups are specific examples of soul dualism (showing variability in details in the various cultures).Like most cultures labe

Shamanism I X
Other Asian traditionsThere is a strong shamanistic influence in the Bön religion of some Central Asians, and in Tibetan Buddhism. Buddhism became popular with shamanic peoples such as the Tibetans, Mongols, and Manchu beginning in the eighth century. Forms of shamanistic ritual combined with Tibetan Buddhism became institutionalized as the state religion under the Mongolian Yuan dynasty and the Manchurian Qing dynasty. However, in the shamanic cultures still practiced by various ethnic groups in areas such as Nepal and northern India, shamans are not necessarily considered enlightened, and often are even feared for their ability to use their power to carry out malicious intent.Kipchak stone statues of Pontic steppes. The nomadic Kipchak Turks followed a Shamanist religion.In Tibet, the Nyingma schools in particular, had a Tantric tradition that had married "priests" known as Ngakpas or Ngakmas/mos (fem.). The Ngakpas were often employed or commissioned to rid the villages of demons or

Shamanism Viii
Some areas could enjoy a prolonged resistance due to their remoteness. * Variants of shamanism among Eskimo peoples were once a widespread (and very diverse) phenomenon, but today are rarely practiced, and they were already in the decline among many groups even in the times when the first major ethnological researches were done, e.g. among Polar Eskimos, in the end of 19th century, Sagloq died, the last shaman who was believed to be able to travel to the sky and under the sea — and many other former shamanic capacities were lost in that time as well, like ventriloquism and sleight-of-hand. * The isolated location of Nganasan people allowed shamanism to be a living phenomenon among them even in the beginning of 20th century, the last notable Nganasan shaman's séances could be recorded on film in the 1970s.After exemplifying the general decline even in the most remote areas, let us mention that there are some revitalization or tradition-preserving efforts as a response. Besid

Shamanism Vii
HistoryHypotheses on originsShamanistic practices are sometimes claimed to predate all organized religions, dating back to the Paleolithic, and certainly to the Neolithic period.Archaeological evidence exists for Mesolithic shamanism. In November 2008, researchers announced the discovery of a 12,000-year-old site in Israel that they regard as one of the earliest known shaman burials. The elderly woman had been arranged on her side, with her legs apart and folded inward at the knee. Ten large stones were placed on the head, pelvis and arms. Among her unusual grave goods were 50 complete tortoise shells, a human foot, and certain body parts from animals such as a cow tail and eagle wings. Other animal remains came from a boar, leopard, and two martens. "It seems that the woman … was perceived as being in a close relationship with these animal spirits," researchers noted. The grave was one of at least 28 at the site, located in a cave in lower Galilee and belonging to the Natufian

Shamanism Vi
Gender and sexualityWhile some cultures have had higher numbers of male shamans, others such as native Korean and some African Nguni cultures have had a preference for females. Recent archaeological evidence suggests that the earliest known shamans—dating to the Upper Paleolithic era in what is now the Czech Republic—were women.In some societies, shamans exhibit a two-spirit identity, assuming the dress, attributes, role or function of the opposite sex, gender fluidity and/or same-sex sexual orientation. This practice is common, and found among the Chukchi, Sea Dayak, Patagonians, Araucanians, Arapaho, Cheyenne, Navajo, Pawnee, Lakota, and Ute, as well as many other Native American tribes. Indeed, these two-spirited shamans were so widespread as to suggest a very ancient origin of the practice. Such two-spirit shamans are thought to be especially powerful, and Shamanism so important to ancestral populations that it may have contributed to the maintenance of genes for trans

Shamanism V
MethodsGenerally, the shaman traverses the axis mundi and enters the spirit world by effecting a transition of consciousness, entering into an ecstatic trance, either autohypnotically or through the use of entheogens. The methods employed are diverse, and are often used together. Some of the methods for effecting such trances:Plants (often psychoactive) Other * Psychedelic mushrooms * Cannabis * Tobacco * San Pedro cactus * Peyote * Ayahuasca * Cedar * Datura * Deadly nightshade * Fly agaric * Iboga * Morning glory * Sweetgrass * Sage * Salvia divinorum * Drumming * Dancing * Singing * Listening to music * Icaros / Medicine Songs * Vigils * Fasting * Sweat lodge * Vision quests * Mariri * Swordfighting / BladesmithingShamans will often observe dietary or customary restrictions particular to their tradition. Sometimes these restrictions are more than just cultural. For example, the diet followed by sha

Shamanism Iv
Shamanic illnessTurner and colleagues mention a phenomenon called shamanistic initiatory crisis. A rite of passage for shamans-to-be, commonly involving physical illness and/or psychological crisis. The significant role of initiatory illnesses in the calling of a shaman can be found in the detailed case history of Chuonnasuan, the last master shaman among the Tungus peoples in Northeast China.PracticeUnderlying beliefs of practiceThe shaman plays the role of healer in shamanic societies; shamans gain knowledge and power by traversing the axis mundi and bringing back knowledge from the heavens. Even in western society, this ancient practice of healing is referenced by the use of the caduceus as the symbol of medicine. Often the shaman has, or acquires, one or more familiar helping entities in the spirit world; these are often spirits in animal form, spirits of healing plants, or (sometimes) those of departed shamans. In many shamanic societies, magic, magical force, and knowledge are al

Shamanism Iii
Ecological approaches, systems theoryOther fieldworks use systems theory concepts and ecological considerations to understand the shaman's lore. Desana and Tucano Indians have developed a sophisticated symbolism and concepts of “energy” flowing between people and animals in cyclic paths. Gerardo Reichel-Dolmatoff relates these concepts to the changes how modern science (systems theory, ecology, some new approaches in anthropology and archeology) treats causality in a less linear way. He suggests also a cooperation of modern science and indigenous lore. Other qualitiesAccording to Vladimir Basilov and his work Chosen By the Spirits, a shaman is to be in the utmost healthy conditions to perform their duties to the fullest. The belief of the shaman is most popular through the people located in Central Asia and Kazakhstan. The traditions of the shamanism is also imbedded in the Tadzhiks and Uzbeks regions. The shaman’s bodies are to be formed in a strong manner, someone h

Shamanism Ii
Soul concept, spiritsThe variety of functions described in the above section may seem to be rather distinct tasks, but some important underlying concepts join them.Soul conceptIn some cases, at some cultures, the soul concept can explain more, seemingly unassociated phenomena:Healing may be based closely on the soul concepts of the belief system of the people served by the shaman. It may consist of the retrieving the lost soul of the ill person.Scarcity of hunted game can be solved by “releasing” the souls of the animals from their hidden abodes. Besides that, many taboos may prescribe the behavior of people towards game, so that the souls of the animals do not feel angry or hurt, or the pleased soul of the already killed prey can tell the other, still living animals, that they can let themselves to be caught and killed.The ecological aspect of shamanistic practice (and the related beliefs) has already been mentioned above in the article.Infertility of women can be

Shamanism
This contains IPA phonetic symbols. Without proper rendering support, you may see question marks, boxes, or other symbols instead of Unicode characters. EtymologyThe term "shaman" is loan from Tungusic word šamán, the term for such a practitioner, which also gained currency in wider Turko-Mongol and Tungusic cultures in ancient Siberia. The word's etymology is uncertain. It is sometimes connected to a Tungus root ša- "to know". Other scholars assert that the word comes directly from the Manchu language, and would therefore be "the only commonly used English word that is a loan from this language".BeliefsThere are many variations of shamanism throughout the world; and several common beliefs are shared by all forms of shamanism. Common beliefs identified are the following: * Spirits exist and they play important roles both in individual lives and in human society. * The shaman can communicate with the spirit world. * Spirits can be good or evil. * The shaman

Does Anyone Really Read These???
I'm not real big in the blog scene. I just put some on here just to see if anyone reads it. I know some people do. That's cool. So...I'm gonna do some thing outta character for me. Am I crushable??? HEHE. I look at peoples profile and all these crushes.....I have none. Am I admirable??? HEHE. Anyway. Sometimes I just get strange stuff in my head. I guess today was one of those days. I caught myself scrolling once. I thought that was cool. Anyway...I'm off to work.

Help?
This cutie needs a VIP. I can't add more pics now, and I have taken lots of new ones for your enjoyment. Can you give me a VIP? I will make it worth it. Just tell me what you would like in return and i will see what i can do. Pretty please!?

Blog Here We Go
Been a busy time, getting everything ready for Fringe, got flyers and posters organised and in the process of paying 3 grand for flat for a month! May have to sell Ashley on the web to pay for it! Last week went to John Smeaton’s wedding to lovely Christy from New York; she really was a beautiful bride. The setting was amazing in an ancient castle near St. Andrews in Fife, which is called the Kingdom of Fife…though they didn’t have a King in residence. Just squillions of American golfers, wandering about in the pissing relentless rain, but it was lovely. I was unsure what to wear to the wedding; I thought about setting fire to my hair and crashing my car into the front of the hotel…but decided against it. For those of you who didn’t get that reference, John Smeaton was the Glasgow Airport Hero during the terror attack on Glasgow airport in 07. Anyway, Ashley is still in London and I am still missing her heaps, but she is good and happy. S

First Blog...
The title of this "blog" is completely true. I have never "blogged" before this moment so I'm not sure if I'm going to take it the direction its supposed to go but im going to just keep going if its all the same to you lol. My name is Justin, I was born in NE Ohio, and grew up along all the east coast with the majority of the time in South Carolina so I'm quite the hybrid with the ability to understand country, and speak yankeeish:) I joined the army june 2003...Spent a year in Korea, 2 1/2 in Iraq and a year and a half at my new home around ft carson. I recently had a divorce, and decided to come back from Ohio to Colorado for a woman who I split from in 4 days and I decided to stay out here with an old army buddy. We're getting a house in the next 6 months, cant wait to get out of a crammed apartment. Ummmm, I will just end this with a few cool quotes for effect:) Comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable When the rich wage war its the poor who die Sometimes it is a

The Replacements
I am reminded of a by line Bob "cat" Golthwieght "I lost my job the other day, well I didnt really lose it, but everytime I go there, theres this other guy there, and I dont even know his name." It amazes me how quickly we all can be replaced from our jobs, from friends, from relationships, and from daily routines. What once was tradition is know a picture with the words "insert face here". And it is all done without any reguard in the slightest for the one being replaced and is accepted by everyone from friends and loved ones. (those we thought were loved ones.) It starts slowly, a little moment here and a little moment there, replacing the memories with the newest of characters until your in a sitcom like bewitched....which darren was darren? In the end, no one knows and no one cares. It is the nature of things, but it still sucks.

The Whole Dating Thing Part 2
So the next day I told her it was going to fast for me and that i didnt feel comfrontable and it pretty much was with her. What was bothering me was she always keep saying its my fault or your fault....does there really have to be fault at all. Do we always have to point fingers and hope to find someone to blame? and what was getting me is that we only knew each other for six days....holy cow...SIX DAYS!!!!! Still tripped out by the whole situation, but it does get more intense. For the next couple of days she kept following me around, dang I know i am a nice guy and all, but I have my issues just like everyone else, I just couldnt figure out why she was so crazy about. This just could not keep going on, so I finally sat her down and told again my feelings and she again went towards the whole fault thing.....I finally got it resolved, but man what an effort. Never had a stalking....well it felt that way. So to be honest for a moment I liked it, but just for a moment.

The Whole Dating Thing
So about a week ago I met this nice women and we started seeing more of each other, but now I find myself being a little preassured and I dont like that feeling. We dont see each other all that much, but a couple hours here and a couple there, a little talking on the phone. Everything was going fine, I enjoyed her company (no sex in case anyone is thinking that) she's just fun to be around. So I invited her to dinner at my place and a movie, she brought some wine, we ate, drank wine, watched movie with a little kissing from time to time, and than it happened. She started singing love songs and using way to many endearements. I dont know why, but I felt uncomfrontable....I like her well enough, but anything other than that to be honest, I find now dont desire, well I realized at least with her. So I guess I have to break it off or tell her I may not be in it as much as she is, eithier way it sucks to do, but I did tell myself if for any reason I feel wierd, uncomfrontable, or strange, t

Lost In Troublesome Thoughts.
I sit here in my thoughts - all of the things I've done and said. I wonder what other ways of life that I could of chose, other ways of life I could of lead. The people who I've crushed, the ones who have broken my heart ... no matter how much inner bruising I'll always stay alarmed; assert - you have to be ready, eventually everything falls apart.Always so confident and happy on the outside, but no one knows the half of what I hide in my mind - my soul. Sometimes I feel myself want to shatter, some of the time I just feel my heart grow so dark ... so fucking cold. Dismay seems to devour away at all the guilt and sorrow inside. All of this hurt just won't seem to abide ...Mayhem emotionally strikes my heart constantly, fuck it - I'll just drown all of it away. Maybe I can actually be someone, maybe one of these days ...

I Am Spotlight
i cant list everyone who helped. you know who you are, not just the people who gave fubucks, large or small amounts, the people that wished me well too. i can't believe it only took me 2 days from saying i want the spotlight to bam, getting it. you people are awesome, and made a silly old fool happy.

Needing To Be Lost
Sometimes I get lost in the words that I hear from people, I believe their words when they say they care, I believe them when they throw words at me like love and friendship... So I ask myself "Am I Just kidding myself?? Do these people really mean this shit that I am hearing?? I want to believe these words I need to believe these words, so I guess I really could care less if they are true are not, the fact is I need them whether they are truth are fiction. We like to think we are self dependent and the only person we need is ourselves,but honestly who are we fucking kidding here?... We all need to feel loved and cared for by others it is only human nature to feel this way. So I get lost in the words I hear ....I am not sure if they are lies or truthful thoughts from the persons heart, but I do know I get lost, simply because I need to believe!!

Fubar Drama!
WELL,SEEMS LIKE I HAVE ALOT OF FUCKIN HATERS ON FU,BUT ITS ALL GOOD I AINT WORRIED ABOUT IT..I GOT BITCHES HATIN ON ME CUZ I GET BLINGED,SHIT ITS NOT MY FAULT IM LOVED,N TRICKS STOP CHASIN AFTER MY BESTIE TIM,JUS CUZ HE BLINGS ME,DONT MEAN HE GONNA BLING UR ASSES,GET A LIFE! ANYWAYS,SO I MIGHT HAVE THIS STALKER SPREAD RUMORS OF ME ON THE FU I AINT SAYIN NAMES,THEN AGAIN I JUST MIGHT TO WARN U ALL ABOUT HIM " ™♫Decaying Purity♫™@TAINTED ANGELS (Fu Married To Therma & Rachel Rotten)" FIRST OF ALL,LET ME LET U ALL KNOW THE DEAL WITH HIM,IN HIS MIND HE BELIEVES I OWE HIM,I DONT OWE HIM SHIT,IF SOMEONE BUYS U SHIT WILLING MEANIN THEY BOUGHT IT CUZ THEY WANTED TO,I NOT ONCE ASKED HIM TO BUY ME NOTHIN,N HE IS PISSED CUZ HE THINKS I OWE HIM,BLING! FUCK...I UNDERSTAND IF I BEGGED HIM TO BUY THE 2 HAPPYHOURS FOR ME,BUT I DIDNT..SO HE STALKS THE PEOPLE I BLING N HE FLIPS OUT,CUZ HE SAYS I DONT BLING HIM GOOD ENOUGH BLING,SHIT I BLING HIM AS MUCH AS I COULD,BOUGHT HIM A

Vampyre Creed
I will not let my ego blind me to truth and I cherish my life, for though I have lived I still have much to learn. I understand, and honor my animal instincts, but I never let that I am a predatory animal overtake me. I use my mind to clearly help me define all reason and to help explore that which I do not know or cannot be explained as rational. I recognize the difference between the worlds of truth, fantasy, the unknown and the planes of other existence and feel at home with them all. I acknowledge the fact that survival is the highest law, but make sure I do not infringe upon another basic right. I acknowledge the Powers of Darkness and Powers of Light, both to be hidden in its natural laws. I know that my external Rituals are but part of Physical Fantasy while my internal magic is what is real. I respect and acknowledge on all levels and plains the results of my magic. There is no heaven as there is no hell, there are only life and death. And Death is the end of life and life is t

Day 1
how they say that today is the first day of the rest of ur life. well 4 me it seemed like the end. i decided to get back to working out. yeah looks can b deceiving. i used to work out then i took spring break off with my son then it turned into summer break then it turned into fall break well u c where that went and that has been over 4 years ago...lol...well today i decided that i was gonna get up n get off the computer ok i was gonna start yesterday but it rained n i left the window open n my son hadn't cleaned up the room for me. yeah anutha excuse but i did get it all cleaned up this morning and i did get on the equipment. o wow! all i can say is looks r deceiving for me at least. i have people all the time asking if i work out cuz i look like i do but to actually start back today was well not a pretty site....to say the least. but im gonna stick with it. we decided to hit vegas for my bday....'NEW YEAR'S DAY" but u know the real celebration is on the eve n i think im gonna get t

The Wiccan Rede
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine woods in the Cauldron go, burn them fas

You Are Not...
This is your life and its ending one minute at a time.. This is your life and it only happens once... This is your life and you don't get another one... This is your life and it gets shorter with each breath.. You are not your job... You are not your paycheck... You are not your bills... You are not your college degree... You are not the car you drive... You are not the house you live in... You are not the state you live in... You are not your clothes.... You are not the music you listen to... You are not your friends you hang out with... You are not the way you talk.. You are not your exercise routine... You are not your cleavage.... You are not your penis.... You are not your waist line... You are not your own home porn pictures... You are not your hobby... You are not your myspace profile... You are not your profile pictures... You are not your friends list... You are not your point total... You are not your fu level.... You are not your fucking bling... Y

Here It Comes
Summer is almost over! =( Sad news. But I'm happy to be able to get another year of school under my belt. It's going to be alot more intense for me this year. I'm a full time student this term and will still be trying to maintain my job and keep what small incling of a social network I have left active as well. I've drifted away from quite a few of my friends. I'm sorry for that guys, I still love you all and miss talking to you. Please don't hold it against me. (Or think I'm a snob for it!) ;) With my schedule the way it's about to be, I expect I'll see even less of you guys on here and other sites I see any of you on. Don't forget about me and please keep me posted on your lives and what's going on in them, even if I'm not able to ask directly. I'll do my best to hit people up and occationally have a comment or two to throw at people. =D Life's flying by, and i'm hanging on by a thread. I can't let go now, it's only really just beginning. Love you all, and see ya round!

Work Today
Work went ok today, pretty much the same boring stuff as always. My friend keeps telling me I should go back to school so i can get a better job, I keep telling him I want to meet a rich man or woman and be a kept girl hehehehe!!! There is this one lady at work, she is so tiny she looks like a lil kid but she is like 40 or something, everytime I get to start liking her she starts bitching at me about something or another.....kinda wanna spank her when she does!!! Anyway, no one work, except my friend knows that I am bisexual, I think the people I hang with on breaks would freak out, oh I know the girls would, the guys would just drool like they always do hehehehe......Anyway, this one team lead, her title, she and a couple of the other team leads always go out after work for a few drinks, I'm not really into drinking that much, numbs my pleasure too much.....Anyway, there is talk about that they are lezzies and the talk gets pretty crude, I think they are just friends who hang toget

Submissive Woman's Creed
i am a submissive woman… i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one f

Something That Should Be An Area Of Concern To All…….
July 27 to July 31st of this year FEMA will be hosting NLE 09. FEMA describes the event as:The NLE 09 scenario will begin in the aftermath of a notional terrorist event outside of the United States, and exercise play will center on preventing subsequent efforts by the terrorists to enter the United States and carry out additional attacks. This scenario enables participating senior officials to focus on issues related to preventing terrorist events domestically and protecting U.S. critical infrastructure.And will take place in federal, regional, state, tribal, local and private sector facilities in FEMA Region VI, which includes the states of Arkansas, Louisiana, New Mexico, Oklahoma and Texas. I’m never one to raise an issue with training. Those “bloodless battles” help greatly when the actual time to perform comes. My problem comes in at the point when foreign services are coming to U.S. Soil to participate in an exercise that involves emergency response to a catastr

Born Again
A long time ago a man had an idea. He attempted to see if he could get it off the ground with a few of his friends.. but that didn't work out too well. This man later decided to try things a little diffrently. Thus the first incarnation of "Questionable Intent" was born. Unfortunatly a series of unfortunate events caused that to be taken off the priority list. This time however. Ezra Cold... the man who had an idea, has finaly gotten things to a place where Questionable Intent can once again be brought back. Perminantly this time. So welcome friends, To a new chapter in a diffrent idea.

So Sick Of The Bullshit
i'm sick of people telling me they think i'm pretty and they think i'm and they think i'm that.. but then they turn around say they dont want me.. well why not. what makes me not good enough?god damn i'd rather have you tell me the truth and say i'm sorry i just dont like you. than say all this bullshit about me being this and me being that and how you like me, but just dont want to date me. but have no reason at all.. way to make a girl feel real good about herself..

Hot Or Not? Best And Worst Foods For Your Sex Drive
Hot or not? Best and worst foods for your sex drive http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/32010736/ns/... It's no secret that the unhealthy American diet is contributing to an epidemic of obesity. But there's another hidden epidemic that our fatty diets are at the root of: A national sex crisis. One of the big culprits, for both men and women, is obesity. As a person's weight soars, their libido plummets due to biochemical changes that result in diminished bloodflow. That extra weight also hinders their ability to have children — with men, it's damaged sperm; with women, it's ovulation problems. The good news: With some simple changes to your diet, courtesy of "Eat This, Not That!", you can revitalize your sex life. How? First, as you consume filling foods with fewer calories, you'll begin to shed the weight that's dragging down your desire. Then, because these foods also contain ingredients and nutrients that strategically boost sexual attraction and perform

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I have pretty much closed my page down. I am bored and disappointed with fubar so it is time for a break. The point whoring, the ignorant assholes. the drama, and the bitchiness no longer make this fun for me. I will check in to clear messages but don't get butthurt if I don't say hello. I haven't decided if I am going to clean out my friends list now or when I come back. Nothing personal I just want to keep my list of friends small. I prefer to keep it to the people that I really do talk to. Take care all (h) See ya sometime :) xoxoxo, Lippy

Michael Jackson-they Don't Care About Us
This is the song that I can relate to right now. I'm in a pissed off mood. Michael Jackson-They Don't Care About Us Skin head, dead headEverybody gone badSituation, aggravationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on the newsEverybody dog foodBang bang, shot deadEverybody's gone madAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usBeat me, hate meYou can never break meWill me, thrill meYou can never kill meJew me, sue meEverybody do meKick me, kike meDon't you black or white meAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usTell me what has become of my lifeI have a wife and two children who love meI am the victim of police brutality, nowI'm tired of bein' the victim of hateYou're rapin' me of my prideOh, for God's sakeI look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me freeSkin head, dead headEverybody gone badtrepidation, speculationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on t

What I Really Hate!
I really freaking hate when a waiter/waitress takes the the bill after you paid and you haven't left yet. I don't know why but it just gets on my nerves. It makes me want to take my tip back. Don't get me wrong though I'm a great tipper but I just think it is plain rude. What do you think? Let Me Know!!!

Natural Cures For Poor Memory - More Than Home Remedies
To improve your memory, take a good multi-vitamin. And, be sure to get at least 100 percent of the daily requirement of Vitamin B-12, Vitamin B-6, folic acid, Vitamin E, zinc, and lecithin. Take ginkgo biloba and evening primrose oil daily. Play a memory game, like Concentration, daily. Use your brain more. Take up crossword puzzles, scrabble, solitaire, etc., to exercise your mind. Get enough sleep, and exercise daily.

A Letter For My Lover
i do apologize for how i acted over the phone and you know how frustrated i am with all this just like you and everything that's going on with my parents. but you know well enough i am not going to give up on you and i know you dont want to either. i don't know whether i should cry or whether to feel angry. i feel both. i know you love me and i know you want to be with me. i know you told me that you have things to do over there and to deal with. i know you dont want me to give up and i know you mean it when you said for me to hang in there even when things are tough. another hurdle i guess. i know you still love me and i know you want to be with me. i know you were saying things because you were angry to how we both were acting and that because she was there with you. i know you were acting how i am with people around but you know well enough that i love you even when i dont say it... so im trying to think along that same line. i know all this is killing you inside just as much as me.

Waiting For Them To Come Around
It seems the harder you try to win some ones heart the harder they make it for you to do so. You sit back, listen to their problems, help them when they need it, and silently loving them. You dedicate your life to them and try to keep them safe and with out heart ache. They go out into the world and come back broken. You mend their heart, and cherish the time you have with them before they are gone agian. And it just keeps going on and on like that and has no sign of ever stopping. You sit at home wondering what you've done to make you invisable to them and what you need to do so that they will see you agian. Your heart breaks as the seconds turn to minutes, the minutes turn to hours,and the hours to days. You cry silent screams of pain, as the tears flow down your face like the rivers after the rains. When you get to see them or talk to them you find it hard not to spill your heart to them and not to breakdown and cry. You smile when they are near and never let them now the pain you

The Bet
right now i want to see how long i can live with out dark meat.i'll slowly move for not eating white meat as well.i'll weight myself to see my weight and see the effect's on my weight.i started from lunch today and now i ate cheese pizze and for dinner salad and sqwash.see how long can you comment on it or jion along with.see ya .7-21-2009

Natural Cures For A Migraine Headache - More Than Home Remedies
Many people have had relief from migraine headaches by eating two teaspoons of honey at each meal. This will also prevent an attack in many people. Another effective means is to use natural apple cider vinegar. Equal parts of natural apple cider vinegar and water should be placed in a small pan on the stove, allowing it to boil slowly. When the steam vapors begin to rise from the pan, lean your head over it until the fumes are comfortably strong. Inhale for approximately 50 to 80 breaths. This generally alleviates the headache considerably, if not entirely. Moisten your fingertips with Pure Almond Carrier Oil then add two drops of Lavender Essential Oil. In a circular motion, gently massage your temples, the hollows at the sides of your eyes, behind your ears, and over your neck. Dawna says: "I suffered with migraines for over 20 years. I recently discovered that taking a feverfew daily eliminates my migranes. I told the congregration at my church and I have had MANY people

Natural Ways To Cure Insomnia - More Than Home Remedies
Stop insomnia by putting a few drops of Lavender Essential Oil on your pillow, on your nightie, or directly on your temples. Or, you can put the oil in a diffuser in your bedroom. The lavender slows the activity of the nervous system, promotes relaxation, improves sleep quality, and reduces anxiety. (If you use a candle diffuser, be sure someone else is around to blow out the candle because you will be fast asleep.) If your case is so severe that the lavender essential oil is not enough, you can take Valerian Root in capsule form. Valerian Root will let your body and mind totally relax, without feeling stoned or drunk, and with no "drug hangover" the next morning. Soaking in a warm bath a few hours before bedtime, and exercising during the day will help insomniacs. Going to bed at the same time and getting up at the same time each day will also help. If you read in bed, use a book lamp or a table lamp next to you instead of an overhead lamp. This keeps the light on the book ins

Interaction
Eyelids flutter lightly, lovers gazes lock. A ritual made nightly, not much left for talk. Smiles brighten slightly, teasing each to walk. Knowingly holding tightly, beating out the clock. Whispers take the pair, movements start a course. Thickness fills the air, from the heated source. To her in his stare, submissive to his force. Their burden left to bear, showing till they're hoarse.

Love
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..." " If you love me, let me know. If not please gently let me go." " Some of the grater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream." " If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours forever. If it doen't, it wasn't ment to be."

Point Whoring Mommas
Are there really that many useless tubs of shit in one place? Every time I turn around, theres a high level skank with a colored name and a status message involving bling packs and/or crushes and NSFW. A closer look reveals a collection of illegitimate children of various ethnicities and/or daddies playing on the floor behind them, surrounded by the debris of another drunken night of cam whoring and neglect. Is it REALLY so hard to lift your immense bulk out of youre sweat, cum, and food scrap encrusted chair every once in a while and take care of your kids, or lean against a snow shovel long enough to push the trash off of your living room floor and either down the cellar stairs, or more likely, since youre living in a filthy rodent ridden trailer, out the door and onto your front lawn? If this is too much stress to handle in your busy fubar day, please shove a hand grenade up your cunt so you can never reproduce again. Seriously.

Does God Exist?
In his Summa Theologica, the medieval Dominican theologian St. Thomas Aquinas answers the question "Does God exist?" by offering five arguments drawn from observance of the natural world to support the existence of God. They are: An argument from motion: Since the universe is in motion, something or someone must have set it in motion. An argument from cause: The universe must have a first efficient cause in order to exist. An argument from existence: In order for all things to exist, there must be something or someone that is existence and does not receive existence from something else. In other words, there must be something or someone which is not dependent for its existence from something else. An argument from goodness: The fact that there are differing degrees of goodness in the world means that there must be some standard or perfection of goodness against which we can measure lesser goods. An argument from design: All things in the are directed to an en

So. Such A Waste Of Space
SO let me get this out of the way first..as of the 28th i won't be on..since i am moving..my net will be shut off til the 4th of august. NO phone til the 3rd..so if you care to know i'll get numbers from those who want me to be able to contact them via my cell which will be working.. ANYWAYS i just wanted to get that out of the way first.. (h) to those who care and (fu) to the haters..ahaha...anyways.. RANTING....my random run on sentances..and bull shit.. 1. MY ex..this would be the father of my youngests..who joins fubar..who sends me 4 friend requests..and refuses to take no for an answer.. who also sees the need to spend a 100 dollers on a happy hour..which he could of used to LOOK AFTER HIS CHILD.. WHO since she was born 8 months ago has been nothing but a dick head..saying i can't do this i can't do that with out his permission.. Who also HASN'T bought his daughter anything but a set of bottles..a set of clothes..a blanket..and 3 toys..since she had been BORN..8 month

Fantasy
You call me and tell me to prepare for a weekend away. You pick me up and all you tell me about where were going is sit back and enjoy. We go out for a romantic dinner at a nice place. we sit in a dark corner near a fireplace and candle lit table. we enjoy a wonderful dinner and awsome conversation,after dinner we go for a moon lit walk along a beach. To my suprise you have been there before. You have a blanket and candles lit with a white sheer tent,and asti chiling,with a vase of pink roses. You kiss me so softly and slowly fall to our knees. You gently lay me down and kiss my lips and worrk your way to my neck. then you slowly un buttton my blouse with your mouth,and work on my bra then you caress my breasts softly and gently kiss them and ,you caress my nipples with your lips. As you are doing this I am moaning with utter pleasure. you slowly work you way down my body I shutter with pleasure the whole time . you softly caress my clit with your tongue until your face is moistened w

The Pirate Philosophy
What is a pirate? A pirate is a Buddha, basically. The differences are mainly cultural. Pirates like to sail the sea, and in pirate culture honor is gained by kicking ass and taking names rather than virtuous works. Similar to a Buddha, though, a pirate moves with perfect personal freedom and doesn't answer to anyone. The social hierarchy of pirates, like that of monks, is based on quick wits and applied experience. Examining the Four Noble Pirate Truths The Four Noble Pirate Truths are ordered in the opposite direction of the Four Noble Truths. Rather than explaining them in the order they need to be understood, you are told the last first and the first last, in true Judeo-Christian tradition. Thus, when you read the final truth the other three become more clear. Let's tackle these in reverse order. You are a pirate. People are not born or raised to be better than the others. Everyone has the potential for perfection within their own lifetimes. Every per

Everybody Knows
It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the painI’m trying to find the words to say, please stayIt’s written all over my face, I can’tFunction the same when you’re not hereI’m calling your name but no one’s thereAnd I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,I still can’t believe you found somebody newBut I wish you the best, I guess.‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knowsHow to make it work, or how to ease the hurtWe’ve heard it all before, that everybody knowsJust how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more tryOne more tryOne more try'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knowsI don’t care what the people sayThey brought it all in anywayBaby don’t fill up your head with he-said, she-saidIt seems like you just don’t knowThe radio’s on, you're tuning me out,I’m trying to speak, you’re turning me downAnd I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,I

It Was Fuckin Good
tossed some boneless chicken breasts on the grill about noon today, just seard both sides of them picked a few green bell peppers and some hot red peppers from the garden. sauteed them in olive oil with a purple onion. set the hicken in the crock pot, smothered it with the peppers and let it cook on low all day had that and some cubed honeydew and watermelon, chilled and dusted with sea salt boring day today but food was fuckin great

Another Poem
To be in loveWhat does that meanDoes love truly flowFrom sea to sea When you find the oneYou truly care aboutYeah, you will knowWithout a doubt To be in loveWhat does that meanJust you waitAnd you will see Nothing is to highNothing is to farAll you have to do is reachAnd you can grab the stars To be in loveWhat does that meanTo fall in loveWill set you free 06/02/98

Feelings
My mind spins through bits and pieces of the past that seem to make my heart cry yet hold on longer... yet somehow it still seems to hold on to nothing... and at the same time the memories mean so much, yet there worth nothing more then just parts of the past that are now only real in my mind!! what good is that if it cant rewind me back to the time when i could touch you.. smell you... and most of all to the time when you were mine and i was yours.

Working On My House
I bought a house about two months ago and I feel like tearing it down and starting over. I would if I hadn't already put all my blood, sweat, tears and money into it. I had to replace the wiring, it was out of date, Upgraded the plumbing in the bathroom, I wanted a better shower. Remodel ALL the bedrooms inculding ripping up the carpet myself. All 4 of my new bedrooms. The easiest part was painting them. Two are painted up for my children, Cars for my 7 year old and Hannah Montana for my 10 year old. I mean I have went all out. I hope they love the hard work that I put into this home. I did almost ALL this work myself with the help of my Fiancee Dante. Aside from the wiring I'm not certified to do that. Phew, I'm almost done. Just finishing up my kitchen and everything will be ready. I can't wait.

Tats
Soo, my 19 yo niece went to a tattoo shop today. Her mom (my sis in law) is always playing that responsible concerned mother, yet... There is no fuckin WAY my teen daughter (if I had one) would be gettin a nasty tat. Well, the mom got herself a butterfly tat herself, so I guess she cant be talkin. I am dumbfounded by the desire of some people to mark their bodies for LIFE because of some on a whim decision. Esp shit like names, flowers, skulls, demons, other stupid garbage they will regret later on for sure. Jsut dumb

All In A Days Work
due to the requirements of my work, at one point or another bruises get created, punctures are made, and some blood is spilled. c....tower work aint for the weak hearted and stupidity can kill you in a heartbeat. even when youre paying attention toyour task at hand, things can go weird...take yesterday. 300 ft of roan tower being dismantled..2 men with tools at top, 1 said tool dropped and rapidly accelerates to over 100 mph while being skipped off the tower like a pingpong ball..HEADACHE HEADACHE would be the normal thing yelled out by MR ?:>

Changes.....
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my aunts..my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A

Friends.
WHAT IS A FREIND? A FREIND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER OVER STEPS THE BOUNDRIES YOU HAVE.. THAT IS MORE THAN JUST HERE ILL GIVE YOU THIS. A FRIEND IS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN NO MATTER WHAT.. A FRIEND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER SAYS SEXUAL SHIT IN FRONT OF SOMEONE YOUR DATING LIKE " SEE MY TITTIES I HAVE BIG TITTIES I HAVE NICE NIPPLES" THATS OVER STEPPING YOUR FRIENDS BOUNDRIES.. A FRIEND DONT JUST DO THINGS FOR YOU THEY RESPECT YOU AS WELL. A FRIEND WOULD NOT DATE A GUY YOU LIKE REGARDLESS EVEN IF YOU LIKE THE GUY AS WELL.. THATS NOT RESPECTING A PERSON AT ALL..I ALWAYS TEST A PERSON AND SAY HERE YOU GO YOU LIKE THEM AND IF THEY GO FOR THE TRAP THEN I KNOW DAMN WELL THERE NOT MY TRUE FRIEND.. I KNOW THEN THEY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND JUST ARE WANTING TO MAKE THEMSELFS FEEL BIGGER BY DOING THE SHIT THEY DO.. I WONT TOLERATE THAT SHIT AT ALL ITS WRONG IN SO MANY WAYS.. IT REALLY IS.. A FRIEND WOULD NOT ASK YOU IF ITS OK TO ASK ANOTHER GUY YOU LIKE ADVISE ABOUT

Without You-hinder
I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather 'Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper 'Cause something's changed You've been acting so strange And it's taking its toll on me It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently Without you, I live it up a little more every day I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you Called you up 'cause it's been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together 'Cause something changed You were acting so strange And it's taken its toll on me It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more every day Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end When I watched yo

A Farmer In Love
Guy walks into the bedroom carrying a sheep in his arms and says,"Honey, this is the cow I make love to when you have a headache." The wife, laying in the bed reading a book, looks up and says,"If you weren't such an idiot, you'd know that's a sheep, not a cow." The guy replies, "If you weren't such a presumptuous Bitch, you'd realize I was talking to the sheep."

Woodstock - Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young
Well, I came upon a child of GodHe was walking along the roadAnd I asked him, Tell me, where are you going?This he told meSaid, I'm going down to Yasgur's Farm,Gonna join in a rock and roll band.Got to get back to the land and set my soul free.We are stardust, we are golden,We are billion year old carbon,And we got to get ourselves back to the garden.Well, then can I roam beside you?I have come to lose the smog,And I feel myself a cog in somethin' turning.And maybe it's the time of year,Yes and maybe it's the time of man.And I don't know who I am,But life is for learning.We are stardust, we are golden,We are billion year old carbon,And we got to get ourselves back to the garden.We are stardust, we are golden,We are billion year old carbon,And we got to get ourselves back to the garden.By the time we got to Woodstock,We were half a million strongAnd everywhere was a song and a celebration.And I dreamed I saw the bomber death planesRiding shotgun in the sky,Turning into butterfliesAbo

Hypnotist At The Senior Center
It was entertainment night at the Senior Center and over 300 seniors came to see the show.Claude the hypnotist exclaimed: 'I'm here to put you into a trance; I intend to hypnotize each and every member of the audience.'The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a beautiful antique pocket watch from his coat 'I want you each to keep your eye on this antique watch. It's a very special watch. It's been in my family for six generations.'He began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly chanting, 'Watch the watch, watch the watch, and watch the watch...'The crowd became mesmerized as the watch swayed back and forth, light gleaming off its polished surface. Hundreds of pairs of eyes followed the swaying watch, until, suddenly, it slipped from the hypnotist's fingers and fell to the floor, breaking into a hundred pieces.'SHIT!' said the Hypnotist.It took three days to clean up the Senior Center ...

To All The Kids Who Survived The 1930 's, 40's, 50's, 60's And 70's!!
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930 's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cup cakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,

Nursing Home Sex
Harold is 95 and lives in a Senior Citizen Home. Every night after dinner,Harold goes to a secluded spot in the garden behind the Center to sit andponder his accomplishments and long life.One evening, Mildred, age 87, wanders into the garden.. They begin to chatand before they know it, several hours have passed.After a short lull in their conversation, Harold turns to Mildred and asks,"Do you know what I miss most of all?"She asks, "What?""Sex!!" he replies.Mildred exclaims, "Why you old fart. You couldn't get it up if I held a gunto your head!""I know," Harold says, "but it would be nice if a woman could just hold itfor a while.""Well, I can oblige," says Mildred, who unzips his trousers, removes hismanhood and proceeds to hold it.Afterward, they agree to meet secretly each night in the garden where theywould sit and talk and Mildred would hold Harold's manhood.Then one night Harold didn't show up at their usual meeting place.Alarmed, Mildred decided to find Harold and make s

Did You Know....
Did you know: That the words race car spelled backward says race car. That eat is the only word that if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, it spells it's past tense ate. And Have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells out: "Fuck off and go home you free-loading, benefit grabbing, kid producing, violent, non-English speaking, cocksuckers, and take those hairy faced, sandal wearing, bomb making, goat fucking, smelly rag head bastards, with you."

A Fake Gets A Fu Pony....
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Post Turtles Explained
While suturing a cut on the hand of a 75 year old Texas Rancher whose hand was caught in a gate while working cattle, the doctor struck up a conversation with the old man. Eventually the topic got around to Obama and his bid to be our President. The old Rancher said, 'Well, ya know, Obama is a post turtle. 'Not being familiar with the term, the Doctor asked him what a post turtle' was. The old Rancher said, 'When you're driving down a country road and you come across a fence post with a turtle balanced on top, that's a post turtle.' The old Rancher saw a puzzled look on the Doctor's face, so he continued to explain. 'You know he didn't get up there by himself, he doesn't belong up there, he doesn't know what to do while he is up there, and you just wonder what kind of dumb asses put him up there to begin with ' ?

A Fake Gets A Fu Pony....
Are we serious folks? And she has a Fu PONY??? Jenna@ fubar With these HORRIBLE salutes… Then this dude tells me she's "real" I bet she is. On a cam site maybe that or conning poor people like Sultry1 did. He blocked me after this convo... Someone tell the Fu Pony dude I need an Auto or my VIP renewed it runs out soon. How fucking retarded. More soon from the land of the futardation…don’t forget to nominate me for F word… http://www.fubar.com/blog/279913/1015548 And here… http://www.fubar.com/user/2610511 …and it’s free… Apparently people are trying to flush out your votes with spam….I have a lot more to say but this required immediate attention….peace

What Starts With F And Ends With K
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students The teacher asked, 'Harry, what's your problem?' Harry answered, 'I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!' Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave.

Iced Earth - Life And Death
I came into this worldA screaming infantForced entry into this lifeAs I grow the pain sustainsDeep inside my soulVisions come and visions goBut hate will never leave meAs I grow the pain sustainsDeep inside my soulVisions come and visions goBut hate will never leave meLife an Death never againI shall not returnSoul sucking pious manI shall not returnThe reflection, an aging soulMy body's old and crackedDeath soon will be with meColdness, inactive painSoul sucked at the speed of lightTrapped in someone elseNo please not againEvil reincarnatedThe cycle's spun once moreSoul sucked at the speed of light

Part 1
The Hunter: Path of Atonement The growling is heard from the alley way, as two boys run through it, looking behind them as they run, their faces filled with the fear of death. One of them holding their arm as drops of blood fall to the dirty street. Under normal nights, the figure watching them would enjoy the fear, even revel in it. The figure sighs and watches the figures …this isn't any night though, he has a mission and a person to draw out. "Damnable sire....wish she would use me for more than this simple task…could be feeding right now" the figure grumbles, following the two boys as they run, making sure to stay visible enough for them to know where he is...and to make sure his target knows as well. Picking up speed as he jumps from the top of one building to the next, keeping his hunger in check, knowing if all goes well he will feed plenty tonight after this little adventure. He jumps from another building to the next, grinning as he senses the presence of anot

The Chicken Nugget Incident - Alternate
“I would also like two orders of fries,” said Skip Bronson, a man who declares he is a relative to a famous director and never will deny it. Skip, along with his fiancee Missy Burberry, a girl whom her body size equals to her enormous attitude. “I want extra sauce Skip,” asked Missy in her usual whining voice. “NO, it costs 20 cents extra for each packet, are you going to pay for it?” answered Skip in a voice as if he lost all his Magic cards in a dare. “I want extra sauce! I want extra sauce!” replied Missy jumping up and down. “Shut the fuck up, Missy,” answered Skip. Then, in a quick grasp of a sentence, Skip said, “That’ll be all” to the microphone of the drive-thru menu. The clerk on the other end repeated the whole order to Skip and then he gave the reply, “It’s right”. Then the total came up and Skip drove to the window without a thank you. Skip and Missy have been toget

100 Things You Can Learn Or Do In 30 Days Or Less Part 5
Things You Can Learn to Quit in 30 Days Don’t stop at learning new things. Use the below to help quit your most hated vices, while saving time and money. 95. 30 Sugar Free Days: A common, yet overlooked addiction, sugar can have many devastating consequences. Dr. Olson gives both a free and paid version for getting sugar out of your diet and life. 96. Quit Smoking!: WebMD has a guide to the first 30 days for anyone looking to quit smoking. There are ways to get started and many related articles and videos. 97. Guide to Quitting Smoking: This is another quit smoking plan from the American Cancer Society. Learn how to quit, how to resist the urge, and even a quitline and other support. 98. Ten Reasons to Quit Drinking Soda Pop: Due to its high sugar and caffeine content, getting rid of soda pop is making more sense. This article shows you how, why, and even offers practical and tasty substitutes. 99. Stop Fighting in 30 Days: Jamie Turndorf shows couples how to stop fighting

100 Things You Can Learn Or Do In 30 Days Or Less Part 4
Artistic Things You Can Learn or Do in 30 Days If you have bare walls or shelves, use the below to learn how to personalize them with unique works of art. 76. Learn How to Draw and Paint: This site is ideal for anyone with a blank canvas, a little inspiration, and thirty days. Get tips for different media, techniques, how to draw, preserve, and even how to frame. 77. Art School Online: This online school shows you how to draw and paint in oil color. You can sign up for one of their courses and you can even get 15 lessons for free. 78. ArtGraphica: Visit here for free lessons on how to sketch, draw, and paint. There are many tutorials on the subject and you can even visit the Art Shop for more. 79. ”Art”: 43things is a massive online community where people connect to share what they are learning and cheer each other on. Artistic goals include learning to paint, play the guitar, write a novel, and more. 80. How to Draw Cartoons: Adults and children will love this site.

100 Things You Can Learn Or Do In 30 Days Or Less Part 3
Best 30 Day Diets and Meals Get fit, lose weight, or become a master chef in just one month by checking out the below. 51. 30 Day Diet & Weight Loss Plan: Diet Bites published an online article for a thirty day diet to help you lose weight and feel better. You can also get articles on natural weight loss, a weekend diet plan, and even a weight loss coach. 52. Recipes & Ideas: Those looking to lose weight or eat healthy can find a different recipe and idea for everyday of the month on Weight Watchers. They even have an easy and elegant section for those who want to upgrade their diets. 53. Top 100 Recipes: Learn how to grill like a professional and lose weight with the help of Bobby Flay from Boy Meets Grill. With recipes to last you well over a month, the top spots include Grilled Chicken Paillard, Fried Chicken, and Chinese Chicken Salad. 54. 30 Day Wedding Diet: This detoxing diet can help you lose between ten to fifteen pounds in a month. There are also links to related article

100 Things You Can Learn Or Do In 30 Days Or Less Part 2
Things Techies Can Learn or Do in 30 Days or Less Both beginning and advanced technology lovers will enjoy building and learning these tech projects that can be done in a month. 33. Build Your Own PC: You read correctly. With a few materials and the help of PC Mech, you can build your own machine in 23 steps. You can also get tips for hardware and software, along with videos and even a forum. 34. Video Professor: Those who need help learning how to use their computer will enjoy this site. Over 60 courses include various Microsoft utilities, web design, and financial management. Try them for free or you can also get useful articles at no charge. 35. How to Make Your Own Website: Get an A-Z guide from The Site Wizards on how to build your own successful website. Tips include design, search engines, revenue making, blogging, and more. 36. Top 10 Harmless Geek Pranks: Do each of these jokes three times to get 30 days of harmless fun with your family, friends, or co-workers. Pranks inc

100 Things You Can Learn Or Do In 30 Days Or Less Part 1
By L. Fabry If you have a little time and the determination to improve yourself, there are many options via the internet. Learn how to get fit, lose weight, play an instrument, learn a language, and much more with the help of these top 100 things you can learn or do in 30 days or less. Things Men Can Learn or Do in 30 Days or Less Although targeted for men, everyone will appreciate and enjoy these ways to have fun, get in shape, and more. 1. Belly Off!: The experts at “Men’s Health” magazine show guys how to lose their gut in no time. There are tips for getting started, daily workout videos, and even recipes for real food for real guys. 2. Bodybuilding: This site has thousands of pages on training, nutrition, and workouts. It also has many other tools such as how to increase your bench press, amateurs of the week, specialty guides, and much more. 3. 30 Days to a Better Man Challenge: The Art of Manliness is a site and blog that shows men how to be men. In June 2

Grey Day Today...
...steel skies all day, ranging from almost white to that smudged charcoal black. Raining on and off...not really good rain. Sometimes so light it almost isn't there. Only one really good downpour to kind of clean out the dirt that builds up on everything. It left the air saturated though, and everything is damp. Cold and wet...not that warm humid air that's hard to breathe in, but the kind that just leaves you chilled. You feel fine then all of a sudden that chill runs down your arm or your back and you just shake and tingle from your core outward. I usually love rainy days, bit this one is colorless all the way through. You don't want to be out in it, enjoying it. You just hide from it, run through it to whatever destination is ahead. Doesn't bother me too much though...I'm used to gray. I don't even work in colors anymore. The sun is trying to break through now. A slight warming of the sky out my window trying to push between the clouds that are turning a pale col

Role Playing Games Revisited
It’s Saturday Night, and you’re with your friends playing Dungeons & Dragons, a role playing game worthy of geek proportions, or could you be playing World of Warcraft, a very addictive online computer game with some of your buddies hundreds of miles away in the dark! Or even playing Call of Duty just because you like war! Whatever your taste is, go for it. However, since thinking about my last blog on Role Playing games, I began thinking I may have left some things out, but I cannot remember what. But since breaking my writer’s block, it was able to give me new ideas of creative expression. I was thinking since some of my friends have been playing role playing games for almost two years now, I wanted to do an experiment: make a role playing television show. Now, this won’t be some stupid reality TV bullshit that has been polluting the airwaves for the last six to seven years. I want to create a show for gamers, like something to show a group of people pl

Quotes...
2 of my favorite women from history are Marilyn Monroe and Mae West...They have some of the greatest quotes ever...A few of my faves... “The trouble with censors is that they worry if a girl has cleavage. They ought to worry if she hasn't any.”--Marilyn “the nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least i can dream”--Marilyn “It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone - so far.”--Marilyn “When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.”--Mae “A dame that knows the ropes isn't likely to get tied up.”--Mae “I only have 'yes' men around me. Who needs 'no' men?”--Mae

About Boston
Oliver Wendell Holmes called it "The Hub of the Universe." It has also been deemed "The Athens of America." To many it is known as "Beantown." Whatever name you choose, Boston is a unique city that has played a major role in the American experience. Boston is a city of history, of neighborhoods, of education. Our nation's oldest major city, Boston is a city of industry and finance, and a city of firsts. Boston is the city where we "pahk the caah" and love our "chowdah." World famous for its medical centers, Boston is also a city of seasons, where every spring is a time of hope eternal for the beloved Red Sox, until reality sets in with the chill of autumn and the call becomes "wait until next year." The streets of this old city are winding and narrow, and many of them are one-way, which adds to the charm of the city. It also makes driving in Boston a memorable experience. If you miss a turn and plan to circle the block to get back, you may see why it is rumored that the express

Starters
For starters... I'm waitin for my computer so I can get my salutes up. All I have right now is my iPod to get me online. So I can't do too much I just now figures out a way to add a blog on here. It just makes things harder being in Kuwait Well I'm still new to fubar so help me out I like reading msgs and comments And you can check myspace/facebook if u don't trust me without salutes. (buckymandude@hotmail.com) for both

Boston History
The first English immigrant to settle in Boston was the Reverend William Blackstone. He came by himself in 1629, to a peninsula by a stream, called by the local Algonquin inhabitants, Shawmet. A year later, John Winthrop and his Puritan settlers of the Massachusetts Bay Colony, arrived to the north in Salem. Finding Salem less than desirable for a settlement, Blackstone invited Winthrop to visit Shawmut. On September 17, 1630, Winthrop decided to make Shawmut a permanent settlement and renamed it Boston, after his hometown in Lincolnshire England. Winthrop and his followers left England to escape religious persecution and to establish a pious Puritan state. Ironically, Blackstone shortly left the colony due the harsh, intolerant society that the Puritans had created. Citizenship in Massachusetts was restricted to church members until 1664. Dissidents like Anne Hutchinson and Roger Williams were banished. Despite these facts and the hysteria of the Salem Witch Trials of 1692, the

Dream Girl
I met this girl one night onlineOne day i wish i can say she's mineBut i know in my mind i'm not her typeAnd i know in my heart that i am rightHer beauty and her charm sends chills down my spine.I wish we woke up next to each other all the timeShe's smart, sexy, gorgeous, and coolMe thinking i'll ever have her makes me feel like a fool.So i guess for now she'll be my Dream GirlCause why would she pick me when she can have any guy in the world............ A poem done by (Joe Blake)

My Life
Today is the day i begin my new lifeI spent so many years searching for a wifeI looked high and low near and farBut she won't appear tell me where you areI'm a nice guy who feels he deserves the bestSo till i find my one love i will not restPeople tell me that i should sit and waitBut most of the time i think i'm too lateWhat if my true love passed me byeWhen i was in and out of relationships that made me hurt and cryAll i want is a girl to like me for meAnd than finally and live happy as can be Another Poem By joe Blake

Why Now?
The sky turned dark and the rain came downThunder in the sky lightning hit the groundI pulled you close to ease my fearDribbling down my cheek a single tearHow dare you leave me on an awful nightCause you know these storms give me such a frightIf you cared for me even just a little bitYou wouldn't just dump me and leave me in this awful fitHold me please till the storm passes byIf you leave me now alone i'm bound to cryCry for you love that i once have knownEven though your love for me was never shownI loved you to the ends of the earth and backBut now i feel your love for me was just a silly actSo take your fake love and leave me beIt's ok i'll survive trust me you'll see. Another Poem By (Joe Blake)

Girl I Want
THE GIRL I WANT BY: JOSEPH BLAKE I want the girl to love me for meNot the guy that she wants me to beI want her to share my joy and painI want her to be nice not really insaneI want a girl that i can trustCause if she cheats on me my heart will turn to rust.I want a girl to be honest and kindI want a girl i can trust all the timeSo i'll search the world from back to frontUntil i find that girl, The Girl I Want

The One Sad Night
The One Sad Night I was walking through the pouring rainI saw a girl holding her ankle she seemed to be in painShe had a bloody lip and a ripped up skirtI looked at her closely and she had a black eyeShe said her man beat her for talking to a guyI picked her up and carried her to my homeCause what she had gone through she shouldn't be aloneWe got back to my house and she said with a frightThere is no way i can stay here with you tonightI said fine i'll take you back to that awful manThat treated you like shit and beat you with his hand2 days later i opened the paper and saw an awful sightYou see that girl that i helped.....well her man got mad and killed her last night.

The New England Patriots
For the first few years they were the Boston Patriots, a vagabond team in a upstart league, in search of a permanent home. They played in every possible venue, from BU to BC to Harvard and Fenway Park. They even played a home game in Alabama. Somehow they persevered and survived, and today the New England Patriots have a beautiful new stadium of their own, and three Super Bowl Championships since 2001. They were the last of eight teams that formed the new American Football League which began play in 1960. Though the AFL was ridiculed by the media and the NFL, it succeeded with a wide open shoot-out style of football. The Patriots were solid contenders with several standout players, in the early years. They won the Eastern Division in 1963 but lost to San Diego in the championship game. By the time of the merger of the AFL and NFL in 1970, the Patriots were in decline and still without a home. In the summer of 1970, the Patriots opened Schaefer Stadium in Foxboro. They also had a new

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?????????????????? Current mood: depressed Rain falls on the hot dark street.The wet grass cushions my soft bare feet.the lightning brightens up the dark cloudy sky.A single tear trickles down from my eye.Rolling thunder echoes all around me.Wind blows so hard it knocks down a tree.The falling rain dampens my clean cut hair.The leaves are blowing in the cold crisp air.I fall to my kness and pray to the man above.Please lord i beg you send me my one true love.He said "Be patient my son and soon she'll appear".Have faith in me and please don't show any fear.So i'll sit back and relax and wait for the time.When my true love appears we can let our love shine. A Poem By (Joe Blake)

The Celtics
Any discussion of NBA history starts with the Boston Celtics. Under the direction of Red Auerbach, the Celtics produced three dynasties winning 16 World Titles from 1957 to 1986. The fast break, the full-court press, and unselfishness on the court became synonymous with Celtics Basketball. They were a charter member of the NBA when the league began in 1946. The team struggled for the first four years, but in 1950 two newcomers arrived who would forever change Celtics fortune and the game itself. Owner Walter Brown brought in former Washington Capitals coach Red Auerbach to take command; and as the result of a league contraction and a draft, a six foot guard from Holy Cross, Bob Cousy returned to the Boston Garden. The Celtics continued to improve with the addition of quality players the likes of Bill Sharman, Frank Ramsey, and Tommy Heinsohn, but the addition of Bill Russell in 1956 was the final piece of the puzzle. Russell revolutionized the role of the big man in Basketball. His s

Boston Red Sox
The arrival of spring awakens the citizens of Red Sox Nation and the annual quest for a World Series victory by the local nine. They began in 1901 as the Boston Americans of the newly formed American League. They won the first ever World Series in 1903 over the Pittsburgh Pirates. In 1908 they changed their name to the Red Sox. In 1912 they moved into brand new Fenway Park, where they still play today. In 1918, the Red Sox won their fifth World Series, thanks in part to a star lefty pitcher named Babe Ruth, who could also hit the 'you know what' out of the ball. Following the 1919 season, Sox owner Harry Frazee sold Ruth to the New York Yankees. For the next 86 years despite the enduring loyalty by Red Sox Nation the team suffered a variety of gut wrenching disappointments and no World Series victories. After the Babe's exile to New York, thirteen futile years followed including nine last place campaigns. A resurgence began in 1933 when millionaire Tom Yawkee purchased the team, re

I'm Really Loving The New Font Applicator For The Blogs
Hello, fellow Fu-Men and Fu-Women. I haven't written a blog exlcusively for Fubar in quite some, and I thought I should do one for the record. After posting a new blog for the first time in a couple months just a few weeks prior, I noticed that Fubar now that a nifty little font changer for the blogs, and I do have to say I'm loving it! No more having to paste a code in the front of the blog no more! Also, I can now use the same font I use for posting blogs on MySpace, which I am happy for as well. Also, as some of you may not know, I have just joined the Army, so once I get my military email, I will have a little Army icon underneath my primary pic on my profile. I am so for that, I feel now I am part of something special, instead of some useless bum I have been doing the past year. But, for some of you may be wondering what my new profile pic is of, well let me tell you, it's a scene from a great Stanley Kubrick film called Full Metal Jacket. I have actually been watching tha

The Bruins
he Boston Bruins entered the National Hockey League in 1924. They were the leagues'first expansion team, and the first U.S. based NHL team. The first year they won only six of thirty games, but they rose quickly and won their first of five Stanley Cups 1929. Their first star player was defenseman Eddie Shore who came to the team in 1926. He led the Bruins to eleven playoff appearances in his thirteen seasons. The Bruins won their second Championship in 1939 with Shore as the captain. In the 1940's Milt Schmidt was the star leading Boston to a Stanley Cup victory in 1941. At the end of his Hall of Fame career in 1954, Schmidt became coach of the Bruins. Later he became the general manager and made the landmark trade for Phil Esposito, Ken Hodge, and Fred Stanfield from Chicago, to join a young phenomenon named Bobby Orr. Ask a Boston hockey fan who was the greatest to ever lace up skates and the answer will always be 'number 4' Bobby Orr. Carrying on in the tradition of Shore, Orr r

Yeah You Know Who You Are
IF YOUR FAKE ASS EVER TRIES TO TALK TO ME AGAIN.. ITLL BE A FUCKING MISTAKE. AND I PROMISE YOU WILL REGRET IT. THINKING YOU CAN FUCK WITH ME. FUCK YOU AND EVERYOTHER FAKE ASS MOTHER FUCKER YOU ALL CAN SUCK MY FAT WHITE COCK REAL TALK..

Damn, Yet Another Butt Hurt Mummer
Yet another butt hurt mummer, check out her mumm here, im saying if your gonna go back and forth with me at least be able to stand up and dont start blocking like a butt hurt Check mumm here.http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=564698She got offended when I spoke of the person who should pay for the trip is whomever going to kill the other, after a bit of time she said basically shut up.. lmao knowing me even if I didn’t want to say anything saying shut up provokes response, after one or two more responses im blocked and she still talks shit :P Now… should I A] Masturbate and throw semen in her faceB] Just go meet her and masturbate in her beverage and sit back and watch her drink it lmaoOkay I am bored … sitting here masturbating while looking at hairy midgets with no teeth.. hm you call them pink tacos [UPDATE] Lmao, so either talk about what you want or you block us, your 42 stop acting like a 12 year old... oh wait is that what your intellectual capacity holds?

Dear Lady At The Bus Stop...
Dear Lady at the Bus Stop: Despite the fact that you are 80 years older than anyone else on the planet, I got a warm and fuzzy feeling in my loins when I walked past you on my way to lunch today. What you lack in conventional beauty you more than make up for in your ability to fill out those pair of control hose, rolled to just under your shapely knee. I must admit that I was taken aback, yet my heart was aflutter, when you removed the cigarette from your mouth with a yellowed crook of a hand and uttered this seductive line as I passed: "Nice ass there fella" In closing, I would like to recite a line from a movie which sums up all I feel for you, O horniest of senior citizens. "Take me to bed or lose me forever" ~Faceman

Dear Crackhead...
So... I've been finding some very amusing things on the web lately, and thought I would start sharing them with you guys. Here's our first winner: (From Craigslist) Yes, you. You sick fucker. On Wednesday morning I emerged from my girlfriend's building by U.N. Plaza to find that you had sawed the tops off both the sparkplugs on my motorcycle. At the time, I had no idea why anyone would do that. Other than the sparkplugs, the bike was untouched. Some kind of bizarre vandalism? A fraternity prank gone awry? I had no idea. All I knew is that I looked like a huge douchebag riding the Muni to work in a padded motorcycle jacket and helmet. Because the bike was immobilized I got a $35 street sweeping ticket that night. Thursday I had it towed to the shop ($45) where they replaced the sparkplugs and the boots ($50 including labor). They explained to me that "people" - I use the term loosely here - like you break off the tops of spark plugs and use the porcelain tubes to smoke crack.

Teacher
It was with you that I learned that there are new and better feelings, you introduced me to a whole new world of dreams. I learned that the week has more than seven days, and to feel blessed, that I also learned with you. With you I learned to see the light at the other side of the moon. With you I learned that I would not change your presence with another. I also learned that a kiss can be deeper and sweeter, that I can depart tomorrow from this world because all the good things in life I have already shared with you. With you I learned that I was born the day I met you.

Furry Fiend. (photo Inside)
Hello. My name is Cosmo. You might know me from Fluffy Starr TeeVee, in such videos like "The Birds Crotch" or "The Talking Chihuahua" (yes, I'm talented), or more recently "The Synth Cat." Yes, Mother likes to have her fun with me... But what can I do? She told me from a young age that she was my Queen, and I was to do as she says. But she feeds me the best num-nums and gives me the most excellent toys, so it's quite palatable, I assure you. Here is a recent photo of me, in one of my beds. I have several. This one is smack in the middle of the studio, so I can lounge around (like the diva I am) while Mother plays with her synths. Aren't I simply adorable? Of course I am, even though Mother is sure I'm a monster at heart. (But I'm my Mother's son all the way.) Please feel free to post a photo of your furry friend here. x Fluffy & Cosmo

Just A Wish
if i close my eyes i can see it. I can almost taste it.. open my eyes and im left breathless. for what i thought was my reality was all just a dream.. Youll be the dream and ill be the dreamer:) Staring at eachother our eyes are locked. unbreakable force you and i have. chemistry .. mix it together we are toxic. but u are my poison the very thing that might kill me but id die with a smile. so come on baby kill me with those wrds.. make me feel alive. dance around me. never stop makin me dizzy. when u walk i dare not step to ur pace. for u are far ahead of me. and i would just be out of place. so come on. show me the way. show me how to bleed and breath at the same time.. an obsession we are.. 2 of a kind but one plays the game better then i do.. i step back to to take my bow and with my white flag ill wave it so proud. baby u just left me on the ground. thats ok i like it there on my knees;). so watch me because ill come up soon and ill make ur mind explode but for now its a you-1 me-

My 41st Birthday 09-09-09
Yay will be a lucky day 09-09-09 (or 9/9/9) and here is my wish list for you to take in to consideration when thinking what to treat me to on here :) (1) HAPPY HOUR (if you really love me) (2) 1000 credit bling pack (3) AUto 11 (4) Bomb (5) VIP renewal (if required) (6) Keep me shit faced from the 8/9 to the 10/9 One or all of the above will be most appreciated - and of course levellation to Godfather will be iminant :) KISSES TO YOU ALL

Come See My New Tan Lines
If you like a gal with a naughty mind to share over the free phone my hottest sexual experiences and I have lots to share, if you like blonde with a bodacious curvy bod and a really good time like taking a load off you should really join me now cause im waiting right now live for you on my webcam. i will truly make it worth your while.

Crumpled, Torn, Shattered, And Discarded
I once thought I had found love so I married the woman who made happy and after ten years she cheated. So I figure live and learn I am not the first person in the world this has happened to. I spent a few years enjoying being single then I met my second wife and I thought I was in heaven. That was until the day I returned home to find her packing her belongings up and leaving me for some 19 year old kid. I was shattered. I spent some more time alone then I found someone who I thought was truely the one. Only thing is she did not feel the same way about me. So I moved on and I found someone who I thought things were going to work out with but she only wanted to use me for money. So now I think I will become a monk less chances of ever suffering from heart break that way. To sum it up I no longer have a heart left its been crumpled, torn, shattered and discarded like yesterdays news paper. Speaking for myself LOVE STINKS.

Thinking Of You
I sat there in deep thought with no cares of what was going on around me. People moved about, like fast forward in a movie All I wanted was to be with you one last time. I wanted to here you laugh, tell me im making to much of it I wanted to know that I can walk thru your door and your right there. But when I walked thru your door, it was dark, sad, empty. You weren't sitting at the table, reading your books, You weren't there when I sat in tears wishing you were still with me. They say time heals all wounds. Why hasnt this healed?? Why does my heart ache every time, I think of you. Why did it happen to you, you were stronger then any of us. You laughed at us all when we made a big deal out of everything. You had such strength in you, that it flowed of onto all of us. What am I gonna do Ma? This hole in my heart aches. I miss you more then anything, and I wish it wasnt this way. RIP MA

Additional Service On Offer
for a one time payment of a very reasonable 15,000,000 i will assassinate everyones favourite conspiracy theorist in dear old fubar land. i will phoshop his head on a corpse of your choosing.

Relationship
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Missin Her
Im sittin here at work and its dead like always and I hate it because then I have to much time to think.. I don't think anyone realizes just how much you miss someone until its to late and they aren't around.. I know she hasn't been gone but for a few days.. But knowing that I may not get her back for a while kills me.. So help me God I will never and I mean never complain about not having any time to myself.. I can honestly say I miss hearing the "mommy I need you" or "mommy I peed" followed by a lil giggle.. Or getting up in the middle of the night triping over her baby dolls or her sippie cup she left right before bed.. I won't complain about a 1 min shower alone or getting home to find she had gotten into my make up and wants to know if she looks pretty.. These are momments I may never get back.. and at this point I will do what it takes to get that back..

Where Did The Time Go?
Life goes on in the path that you are meant to go. Little do you know it would be like this. Ups and downs, love, joy, heartache, heartbreak. You set out for a life. you think you are doing it all right..then it crashes down. Once i was young. i had the world in my hands. So many possibilities. I was in love and married to a really great person. Time wears things and people down. Small bumped can shake you up. After having a beautiful baby, she started to grow up into the love of my life. All of a sudden, I lost control. I was the bad guy I guess. The illness took everything from me. I lost the house, car, marriage, job and almost her. Then I found people who helped me. They picked me up and taught me how to walk again. I thought I could try what ever I wanted..only to find out this time I would lose the love of my life. One day you wake up and..you are in your 40s. Your skin sags, crows feet, you get tired , you are broke, you have an empty bed, your kid hates you and you are all

Fascinating Biology Facts
The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and> the smallest is the male sperm.> It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to> your stomach.> One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb).> The average man's erection is three times the length of his> thumb..> Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.> A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.> There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your> feet.> Women blink twice as often as men.> The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the> brain.> Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are> standing still.> If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.> Men who read this are probably still busy checking their> thumbs

Eclipse Solar
By INDRAJIT KUMAR SINGH, Associated Press Writer Indrajit Kumar Singh, Associated Press Writer – 2 hrs 8 mins agoTAREGNA, India – Scientists, students and nature enthusiasts prepared Tuesday for the longest total solar eclipse of the 21st century, while millions planned to shutter themselves indoors, giving in to superstitious myths about the phenomenon.The eclipse will first be sighted at dawn Wednesday in India's Gulf of Khambhat, just north of the metropolis of Mumbai, before being seen in a broad swath moving north and east to Nepal, Myanmar, Bangladesh, Bhutan and China.The eclipse — visible only in Asia — will reach its peak in India at about 6:20 a.m. local time (8:50 p.m. EDT; 0050 GMT), and will last 6 minutes and 39 seconds at its maximum point.It is the longest such eclipse since July 11, 1991, when a total eclipse lasting 6 minutes, 53 seconds was visible from Hawaii to South America. There will not be a longer eclipse than Wednesday's until 2132

Countinuing Education
Spring Classes for Women at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETEDby Tuesday, July 14, 2009 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 Up in Winter, Down in Summer - How to Adjust a Thermostat Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 wks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hrs beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2Which Takes More Energy - Putting the Toilet Seat Down, or Complaining About It for 3 Hours?Round Table Discussion.Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3Is It Possible To Drive Past a Wal-Mart Without Stopping?Group Debate.Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between a Purse and a SuitcasePictures and Explanatory Graphics.Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5Curling Irons--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Bathroom Cabinet?Examples on Video.Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM

Running Away!!
I know that some of you feel like running away today so do i! SO i figured we will all run away together.... Cause i will miss you!!! Hughes driving the rv... don't know the destination Anyone need a lift? Wicked Apparently all of you want to come we need a plane... Hmmm wonders if Hugh can fly a plane? List of runaways (not in order) Reeka Witchie WItty Hugh Boo Seamus Misfit Serenity Daisy Not telling Swift Spiker 425 Silver Diamond Doug Crystal Swift Philemon (wether he likes it or not) Wicked Goddess DurhamNTx Majik CantSleepClownsWillEatMe

Lovers Lane
They have come and goneEach one different and uniqueBlessed with knowing themMany have touched my soulJust a few have broken my heartTime has healed those wounds and dried my tearsGood times..Fun times..No regretsWhere will this lane take me?Will there be more encounters?

Now Hiring All Staff
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Demise
ALL THIS MESS IN MY HEAD DARKNESS KEEPS ME AT REST IF YOU CAN EVEN UNDERSTAND FEEL MY HAND TOUCH MY HEAD FEVER PITCH IS IN THE RED DEMONS ARE INSANE TO KEEP ME ALIVE BECAUSE EVEN HELL CANT HELP WITH MY PAIN SIN IS TAINTING MY BLOOD CONSUMING MY LIFE TILL THE END WHERE EVERYONE DIES WHERE EVERYONE MEETS THEIR BITTER END WRITTEN BY: ROY VENEZIA JR (THE WRETCHED)

Come Gangsta
[Intro: Some guys talking] The spiked red hair...and the..and the, paint on his face Whow, hold on man, Tech is losein' it man He's not as grounded as he used to be Tech was a devil worshiper You know you see a black dude with red hair And a long beard, I mean look he look scary to me too Yeah that nigga Tech man he sellin' out man That..that's he's doin' that for the white folks That white shit he doin' man [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] I've been writing for Nineteen years for sure Haters in these times Niggas don't wanna see me shine Stop me, and then try and tell me (Come gangster) And then compare me to Nelly (What ya bang bra) So this songs is gonna tell me so called gangster Niggas, who the fuck has always been the bigger G? Hey, I've been bustin' And fizz knuckin' bitches It tizz nothin' for years puffin' I've been clutchin' riches from his muffin' Heres fuck you niggas this is toughin' I (Don't know what the fuck you thinkin' telling me this shit is hella fake) Say, since way back in t

Past
ok im not one to write much but i just cant shake a few things off ,i just dont understand if someone is susposed to be your best friend and you did and have done everything possible to help that person,even going as far as giving them a place live so the kids wasnt going without,how can they turn around and tear a family apart,take a father from his son ,and rip apart a relationship ,it might have not been the perfect lil family and maybe we fought alot and i wasnt treated the best but we managed to make it through 9 years together,but now my so called friend has took over and is living the life i once had,and dosnt feel bad at all for doing what she did,i guess it still dose hurt me some,i mean other then my son, him and his family was my life and thats all i knew i never imagined in a million years that i would have to lose everything i knew and start a new life clear across the country,it just hurts to know she is gong to be waking up everyday in a house that was once mine in the s

Whether To Crap Or Go Blind As The Saying Goes.
Well so I'm sitting here messing around on the computer when I hear my miniature pony going nuts outside so I run out expecting the neighbor's dogs to be out there taunting him as usual...no,a bigger surprise, a 1500 lb. horse is out there trying to molest him. Egads so do I shit or go blind,thinking to myself. Luckily I finally got my pony calm so I could put him in his corral and then the other horse starts to stampede my way...what the hell. Thank God my neighbor came out and distracted him and he ran off . Anyway didn't shit or go blind but you can bet your sweet butt I downed a shot or two!!! Gotta love the country life,yee-haw!!!

Whats In A Name
Enforcer- a man who couldn't enforce wiping his own ass in real life, but who is great at onlinez machismo. Shirtless pics are a must, ofcourse, to lure women that consider themselves goddesses...online. Goddess- an overweight woman that was raised on fairy tales about a success of an ugly duckling; failure started in grade school, when she was nominated for "the most successful to fail". Chances are, she turned bitter after a crush stood her up at a homecoming dance, to which she wore a floor length pink gown and crimped hair. Scouting bars and seedy joints, she complains why there is no prince Charming to sweep her and her 5 kids away on his horse. The answer is- because he is too busy courting a Hottie. Hottie- a woman that is aimlessly trying to make her appearance look as artificial as possible in order for people not to see the real thing. Because if they did, chances are, they wouldn't want that in a first place. She usually is busy spreading air or pompousness.making pe

Fascinating Biology Facts
Fascinating biology facts> The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and> the smallest is the male sperm.> It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to> your stomach.> One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb).> The average man's erection is three times the length of his> thumb..> Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.> A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.> There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your> feet.> Women blink twice as often as men.> The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the> brain.> Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are> standing still.> If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.> Men who read this are probably still busy checking their> thumbs

I Adore
I adore the street where I first saw you, the night when we met. I adore the things that you say, our little happy times, I adore them. I adore the way you smile, and the way that you sometimes try to argue, I adore the silk from your hands, the kisses that we give each other, I adore them.I adore the glitter from your eyes and the sweetness of your red lips. I adore the way you sigh and even when you walk I adore you life of mine. You see I’m dying to have you here with me; you are my existence, my feeling, my moon, and my sun; you are my night of love.

Not Feeling Well ..
alright, so this may be just a bit extreme, but whatever thats just who i am.i want nothing more in my life then to find the perfect person to spend the rest of my life with, but these days i just dont think that person is out there anymore. and everyone seems to think they are that person. so here are some guidelines for what I want and dont want... pretty much if you have these things dont talk to me.. 1. kids or want kids- i dont want em and i dont want a man that thinks he can change my mind cause he wants em, sorry 2. if youve been married, sorry. im afraid of marriage and dont believe in divorce, so if youve been there, im sorry. 3. smoker, heavy drinker or drug abuser- dont get my wrong i drink from time to time, i just dont want an alcoholic or pot smoker, whatever. 4. if you live with your parent, dont have a vehicle and or drivers license, dont talk to me. the last thing i need is another free loader. 5. you must also have a freakin job! i get that times are though but

Anime Question And Answers.
Hello Everyone . I do hope that you are doing well today. I just got this posting off the Internet and would like to share it with you. . Robert,.You are only scratching the surface for the Jrock out there. What you haveis good, no doubt, but be sure to check out the best:.1. Versailles2. Malice Mizer3. Moi dix Mois4. Hizaki Grace Project.Of course there is much more out there, but Versailles and Hizaki GraceProject are, hands down, the best of the best with Malice Mizer and Moi dixMois running a close second..And, of course, don't forget Gackt. After he left Malice Mizer he startedhis own solo career. His music is tamer than my usual fare, but I do enjoyhis work. (Me and 3 billion other rabid fangirls.) . Justin .You are right, Justin. It was only a small scratch. I believe that a good leader should always act like a crooked poker player. He or she should always have some aces up the sleeve! Why tell everyone everything all at one time, like what I know about J-pop? If

Curtain Rods --- Priceless‏
On the first day, she sadly packed her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining-room table, by candle-light; she put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar,and a bottle of spring-water. When she'd finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimps dipped in caviar into the hollow center of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. On the fourth day, the husband came back with his new girlfriend, and at first all was bliss. Then, slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; cleaning, mopping, and airing-out the place. Vents were checked for dead rodents, and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which t

I Was Thinkin...
So yea I was thinkin and I came up with I want a relationship but I'm not lookin for one does that even make sence? I didnt think so. I also came up with I think I wanna be a body builder. Scary huh? I thought so. I also thought about bein a Marine. Perfect huh? YEA IT IS!! I thought about bein a porn star. Creepy huh? Yea it is! Anyway this blog was completely random and I just went on about stupid bullshit to see what other people will say about it. ........ so yea.

Stupid Encounter #18 (read Bottom To Top Its A Sb)
->TouchUrTon...: hows he a loser? he has a job he supports his kids... that in a nut shel is the best TouchUrTon...: pray for your loser husband ->TouchUrTon...: oh so now im a cunt your just mad you cant get with me dont worry i'll be praying for your wife to let her know what kind of guy you really are TouchUrTon...: cya...don't want to waist my time with a cunt and a loser husband ->TouchUrTon...: he says again hiding behind a girl strong words... what are you a pussy? and i have a job ty and i have two kids and i support them TouchUrTon...: sure....go get a job u loser ->TouchUrTon...: he says anytime anywhere that retirement should get you to where you need to go TouchUrTon...: i am affraid I might take is wife from him when she sees how wimpy her husband really is ->TouchUrTon...: â€ S51â„¢ BOYâ€ ...: HAHAHAHA TELL HIM I WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM BUT IM AFRAID HE MIGHT BREAK A HIP TouchUrTon...: does your douche bf husband have a shaved head and a baseball cap like

Older Woman Are So Reasonable
After> > being married for 44 years, I took a careful look at my wife> > one day and said, "44 years ago we had a cheap> > apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a> > 10-inch black & white tv but I got to sleep every night> > with a hot 25-year-old girl.> > > > Now I have a> > $1.5 million home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma> > screen tv, but I'm sleeping with a 65-year-old woman. It> > seems to me that you're not holding up your side of> > things.'> > > > > > > > My wife is a> > very reasonable woman.. She told me to go out and find a hot> > 25-year-old girl and she would make certain that I> > would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a> > cheap car, sleeping on a sofabed and watching a 10-in black> > and white tv..> > > > Aren't> > older women great? They really know how to solve your> > mid-life> > crisis.

My Prayer
Lord I really need your help. Give me strength and guidance to take me to the right direction. Give me the ability to have moreconfidence in myself. Please let people know that I mean no harm I'm a good soul, God. I just need help mentally, dear Lord. I'm not a bad person, just misunderstood, dear Lord. Please heal me, please give me knowledge. Please God correct me and let people that I made uncomforatble know that I mean no harm. Please give me strength and guidance. In Lord Jesus Name, AMEN.

Contemplation
i don't know where to start or where i ended everythings the same but so damn different where've i been what've i become a lone wolf standin tall proud and alone looking everywhere for the peices of my soul and my broken spirit that used to fill this whole scattered through time space and endless voids even the one in my mind where angels and demons see the peices as toys tattoos and scars is all i have to show and dust on my shoes from travelin so far down this road i broke ties that burned bridges others were crossing putting them on thier own dismal drawstrings falsly i take the blame even though its two to tango and 5 to linedance its no one persons fault tho but the first to flee is repayed ten fold when everyone leaves and your all alone i ran from everything and cloed the doors and when i opened back up it was a maze of corridors with no hope of finding my way one day i stopped to pray and still couldn't hear the voice and saw no light did mine burn out or d

Too Fat
okay, so the simple truth is: i weigh way too much. ive gone to being a 190 lb lean muscle fighting machine to a 245lb tub of lard. so in the last month, ive cut out sugary drinks and fast food. here i am a month later at 235. only 45 more lbs to go...wish me luck. im gonna need it.

The Word For Abuelito In Spanish
One no-prize goes out to the first person who spots the error in today’s title and tells me about it. Actually, I don’t know if Marvel Comics even gives out “no-prizes” anymore; they were blank envelopes stamped “Official Marvel No-Prize” sent to eagle-eyed readers of their comics who were the first to spot a continuity error in a story or an incorrect reference or even a glaring art error. I remember an issue of Captain America (vol.1, no. 308 – it’s scary I remember that) where his nose was missing in one panel, and Marvel got a few dozen letters about that. This morning I caught myself in mid-sentence as we were eating breakfast seated on our living room couch and watching Disney Channel. We tend to flip between that and Nickelodeon when the kids aren’t ready to head out after they eat, which they were – I don’t worry about their being TV zombies. The preview for this weekend’s new episode of “Handy M

Manson Is A Pussy
I watched a documentary on the charles manson story earlier and it made me think a little. It portrayed him as one of the most evil serial killers in history because of the way that he managed to seduce seemingly normal kids into committing horrific acts of violence. basically he utilised something called group will, an old trick known by ancient people. have two people say something to a third that is clearly wrong nine times out of ten they will agree and submit to group will. it then went on to say how unique in history this situation was, well basically i thought that was bollocks there were cults in india in the 1200's that seduced young people into committing violent acts. violence resulting in thousands of murders in horrific orgies of bloodlust. mansons family i think would have been consigned to the annals of local history and given the occasional airing on serial killer documentaries had it not been for the murder of sharon tate. this single murder is the only rea

The Yupeye Story
This is the story behind the drawing. My friend Lisa and I were out partying one night. Somehow in the course of the evening, after way too many Budweisers and Patron shots, the conversation wandered around to cartoons. She was trying to say "Popeye, the sailor man," but it kept coming out "Yupeye the Paler man." We then proceeded to invent this whole character from just a mispronounced cartoon character. After the night was over, I got out my pad and pencils and the results are what you see in the drawing. That's it. Nothing more profound or deep than that.

Alone...
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me

The Day After
The day after the worst day I have ever had I think.I dont have much feeling in me today>Life has delt me a hard blow and now the work of repair begins . As this day moves forward i must be dilagent as i go through changes that may or may not be synonomous to life as i know it at this time .You can only mean the word forever one time in you life with someone that really counts .everything else never really did .I will be live always at crossroads lounge,evenings and weekends,sometimes during the day as well and this page becomes a diary please read every day a new post will always be here .

Wounds So Deep
wounds so deep not even a knife can reach to cut out the pieces and allow my pain to heal walking within the darkend shadows from which i turn to hide desprately trying to release this painful poison within my body these wounds are buried deep within a knife can barely scratch the surface this pain is like an itch I can not scratch I feel it burning within my vains as it flows through my body tingling with every second wounds so deep not even a knife can reach desprately wanting this pain to cease and disappear wounds so deep not even a knife can reach walking through this world my mind is in a haze like an intoxicating drug becoming more and more addicted to how it feels knowing that its wrong unable to fight the silent whisper of it pulling me in covering me like the ocean waves consuming the shore it washes over me like nothing ive ever felt before on one hand unwanted and wrong yet tasting so incredably intoxicatingly sweet needing to feel more of it its like

What Fighting Can Do
http://www.wtvm.com/Global/story.asp?S=10749596&nav=menu97_3 HERE IS THE LINK ON THERE IS A VIDEO OF MY BF AT HIS DEATH BY THE HANDS OF ANOTHER MAN.... IT KILLS ME MORE THAN JUST THE LOST TO KNOW PPL HAVE TO BE SO CRUEL IN THE WORLD ...KENNY U WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN KENNY HEATH 12/13/69 TO 7/18/09 DJ DARK PRINCE AKA FROGMAN TATOO FU/RL BF TO DARK ANGEL@ fubar

The Atmosphere Will Split And Rain Down Diamonds Of Understanding...
Life is an interesting beast. One that will never be truly understand. While I am someone who doesn't believe in a single God, not even multiple gods, actually, I don't believe in anything, but we'll get into Nihilism later. The point is, sometimes there is a gravitational pull, so to speak, that keeps things from happening. Call it fate, god's will, whatever, I don't really care. I call it gravity, or magnetism. When you have a pair of magnets with the same poles, they repel one another. Get it? Got it? Good, let's get going. The thing is, I find myself in a sticky situation... with a sticky situation in my life, and the poles have kept it from meeting for a month or so. Give or take. I don't know, time is not my forte. Time is an abstraction best left ignored, but anyways. I realised something just now. Well, half an hour ago... I'm tired of dating, I'm tired of fucking indiscriminately (which is one reason I haven't done the latter in the year and a half I've been single... but th

Please Make It Go Away.....
The pain is so strong It's never been this strong It's never hurt like this Why is this time so different? It makes no sense. I feel like a wounded animal suffering There is no peace in my head No relief for my heart The stabbing sensation is just getting stronger. I can't seem to shake it off As I have in the past So why is this time so different? I don't understand None of this makes any sense Sorry, I tend to ramble when I hurt. I just wish it would stop. :(

The Mayonnaise Jar And The 2 Beers
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.A professorstood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar, he shook the jar lightly.... The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively fillin

Aint Dat The Truth?
"We shall extend and display respect to all others which reflects our own appreciation of humanity. We shall carry our pride quietly, neither boasting of ourselves nor speaking badly of others - often a dishonest method of self-praise. Yet we must be unashamed of our principles and honest in our criticisms."~ Hawaiian Code of Conduct

A Short Thought
as i gently lay you on your back and rub your body to a sensual numbness my tongue explores the lower levels of your body.no one can please you like i can i have the power to sensuate your love as my tongue moves between your thighs.i look at you in passion and and ask for permission to enter your cave of wetness your answer replies yesi slowly travel my tung between your thighs into your vagina the wetness takes over and my tongue is flushed with your fluidsi lick passionately as you begin to orgasm i suck on your clit and make u shake your body jerks uncontrollablyyou moan in pleasure but the pleasure has just begun...i continue to lick you vagina as you drip from the previous orgasm.your body aches for more i deliver i suck ferociously on your clit giving you multiple orgasms.your vagina throbs from the orgasm as you beg for penetration, i insert the crown into your vagina but quicky remove it as i return to giving you oral pleasure.you begin to orgasm as i lightly bite on your cl

Giggity
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Teach Me? / Summer Schedule
I need someone to teach me about life on Fubar. I dont seem to be very good at it. I send lots of gifts and love. I try to be friends with people and start chats. But no one seems interested. Will someone help me? Show me how to love and flirt and be a good friend on here. Be my teacher for one month and get 1 million fubucks. Also, I weant to let everone know that I am not on my home computer much in the Summer, due to my crazy Summer work schedule. I am usually away from home 5 days a week. But i do have a cell phone, and also can get email and text and chats on it. If anyone wants to stay in closer contact, my email is markiephx@yahoo.com My yahoo messenger ID is Markiephx. and I will gladly give my cell number to anyone who asks. Thanks. love, hugs, and xoxoxoxox Mark

Note To Self!!
Note to self: NEVER QUIT!! There is this lady who thought she could take away my fu hubby and my fu lover. In the last few weeks this lady and I have been in a pissing contest. I believe im winning! Needless to say after one upping her on bling and blasts and threats off all sorts, she topped me by buying me a HH. She thought she had me I would bend to her will, she implored me to say Uncle.. I SAY NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO i bought her a HH as well, You will see us tomorrow together. Please so I can win just go hit her like mad.... I will not bend, nor break I will win SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where Was I........
When Sam got here last night, I could tell she was crying earlier, I gave her a hug and we all three sat down at kitchen table. She told us that her bf, now xbf, called her parents and told her nasty lies about her, like she was a stripper and prostitue and said she has had like 4 abortions. WHAT A FUCKING JERK!!!!!!! I was so enraged I wanted to drive over there and slapped the fuck out of him!!!!! Oh dont ever get me pissed!!!!!!! My friend was able to calm me down and also calmed down Sam. My friend said he would take care of it and went into his study and got online and then his cell and talked to someone. After he got off the phone, all he told us was that it would be taken care of and that Sam wouldn't have to worry about that asshole anymore. He didn't say anything else. We all had some cereal and then went to his bedroom, something happened last night that I am trying to sort out right now. I have always enjoyed having sex with him, the pleasure he gives me is nuthin l

Gosh I Miss Y'all!
I have been incommuicado for awhile due to only having internet at work and then it depends on if there's a computer available. So...thank you to those of you that have been taking such good care of me in my absence! You know who you are... :) I will check in here when I can. I'm finding that if I get to work a half hour early there's usually a computer available so I'll do my best to check in here when possible. Life is coming at me fast and furious right now so I'm hangin' on and not doin' too bad! Love y'all and miss ya's!!! Take care and stay outta trouble...nah...have fun!! LOL\ Until next time...xoxox

Eclipse
Well tomorrow night there is suppose to be this cool eclipse in India. I would like your input on this subject. The Hindus believe this eclipse is a mark of bad things to come. What do you think of this if you know anything about it. If not google it or got o ask.com and find out then tell me what you think...

My Talents Are For Sale.
5,000 fubucks, naming your puppy/kitten 7,000 fubucks, naming your any other pets excluding reptiles 10,000 fubucks naming your reptile 15,000 send me a colour swatch and i'll tell you what colour it is 20,000 i'll secretly laugh at you 100,000 ill promise something non-sexual 1,250,000 ill abstain from abusing americans for the entire period it takes me to get enough funds to achieve spotlight 5,000,000 ill say i love america in every mumm in a 1 hour period (hour to be chosen at my convenience) 10,000,000 ill buy a stars and stripes pair of underpants and send pics to donator. (please allow time for me to find said article, underpants not anything else, i know where THAT is)

Benifit For Bud & Jackie Green
Whitetail invited you to: Bud and Jackie Green Benefit When: Sunday, July 26, 2009 12:00 PM to 6:00 PM PDT Where: Felts Mills Fire Hall Please join Whitetail, Froggy 97, and the friends and family of Bud and Jackie Green. Local radio DJ Bud Green and his wife Jackie tragically lost two daughters, Susan and Denise, in an auto accident over the Memorial Day weekend. There can be no greater tragedy. This event will be an opportunity for friends, family, and supporters to show this wonderful family how much we care and help them heal. There will be food, music, prizes. We will auction off a guitar autographed by Lorrie Morgan, Aaron Tippin, Kevin Sharp, Michael Peterson, Mustang Creek and more, specifically for this event. Music by Whitetail. Felts Mills Fire Dept has graciously set up this event. Froggy 97 personalities and Mr. Froggy will be there. The fire hall is on Rt 3 in Felts Mills. For more information visit www.froggy97.com - Whitetail Ignore invitations from W

Hello
Hey everyone. Hope you guys are all doing well.. Zachary is great..growing like crazy already lol He'll be 2 months on July 29th..cant believe it. I'm hoping to put more pics of him on here soon. I went back to work again..and thas going ok..well its work what did ya expect? lol Anyhow..drop me a line or two if ya want to let me know whats up with everyone. Laters ~Cin

New Insight
Mmmm now that’s my woman she knows how to treat her man gooooooooooooood Sweet taste of golden sun on your lips The tides swell at the shake of your hips You walk trembles the mountains foundation And the rise of your breast makes or breaks a nation Tell me true Do I seek the 9th wonder or do I seek u cause u are all that is needed in this world, phenomenal woman exceeds all expectations of any limitation that man can set and has meet gods challenge by becoming the helper and caregiver as well as caretaker of his first creation of man and bearing , rearing, and guiding god’s gift to man and woman...children..You are just that...a true gift, a treasure truly undiscovered Just showing you how a woman should and needs to be appreciated And how I see them : ok you can break it down to the basis of survival and procreation, but physical attraction and hormones can only take u so far More is needed to truly be immortal in the eyes of the generation that comes after u

Ice Cream Flavors
The young man entered the Ice Cream Palace and asked, "What kinds of ice cream do you have?" "Vanilla, chocolate, strawberry," the girl wheezed as she spoke, patted her chest and seemed unable to continue. "Do you have laryngitis?" the young man asked sympathetically. "Nope," she whispered, "just vanilla, chocolate and strawberry."

Could It Be?- John Mcintosh
f there was something we could do to bring Joy to another ... Why would we not do it? Could it be ... If there was something we could do to Heal a broken heart ... Why would we not do it? Could it be ... If there was something we could do to bring about Peace ... Why would we not do it? Could it be we are afraid of surrendering to Love?

I'm Back, Baby.
So after quite a long Hiatus, I'm back. I'm utterly wow'ed out, even though if I don't keep trucking along with Vorel then that asshole Meriph will catch up to my gear... >.> I'm taking this moment to say that yes, I AM in a relationship. With the most wonderful man. Seriously, I... i can't find words to describe brad. he's just... perfect. In every way. and I love him. ^^ I'm happy. Also, with the weight gain, i haven't been into taking pictures of myself. But i have a TON from disney world, and the zoo, and some other events if you'd like to see them, I'm gonna try to follow in my aunt's footsteps (she used to be a photographer).

Emo + Fubar = Sporks?
Why is it that people find the smallest things to flip out about on this, and many other, site? I mean come on people. Things dealt with on here are just like dealing with real life. The only difference being that we can unplug from this world if things get too stressful. However...there are some that just can't help but beg for attention and place guilt trips on others for the smallest of things. So here's a list of the "How to's" and "What to do's" for being Emo here... 1. Set your status up by begging for bling/credits/fubucks and offering nothing in return. 2. Make sure you put "*pouts*, *puppy dog eyes*, *pawing at your leg*" or any other instance of behavior to make everyone feel incredibly sorry for you. 3. If by chance no one has messaged you or purchased said items within 15 minutes, break out the sporks and threaten to rub them on your wrists. 4. If that doesn't grab some attention, threaten to then delete your profile, thus negating all purchased items, and find o

He Denies It. Go Figure!
LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- Michael Jackson's father told CNN's Larry King Monday night that he never beat his son or made any mistakes in raising him. Joe Jackson told CNN's Larry King he suspected foul play was involved in his son's death last month. Joe Jackson also said the rumor that he wanted to take the singer's children on tour as the Jackson 3 was "a bunch of jive." Jackson repeated his suspicion that foul play was involved in his son's death last month, but he conceded he did not know what happened. He said he had been blocked from seeing or talking to his son in the days before his death. There were indications in the interview with Jackson, who was in Las Vegas, that he was not being included in all of the family's activities in recent weeks. When King asked about the findings of the private autopsy -- which daughter LaToya Jackson last week said she's seen -- Joe Jackson answered "Well, they have not showed it to me, Larry. I'll put it like that." He

Hot Damn! Lol
(CNN) -- A man, who doused himself with gasoline and charged at an officer, burst into flames when he was hit with a Taser, police in Australia said Tuesday. "He was carrying a lighter and pouring himself with petrol," said Inspector Bill Munnee with the West Australian Police. "We don't know if the lighter set it off or something from the Taser." Authorities have launched an inquiry into what happened Monday when an officer arrived at the 36-year-old man's house in the remote desert community of Warburton. Police had received a report that the man and some others were sniffing glue, Munnee said. At the sight of the arriving officers, the man ran out of the house with a container of gasoline and a cigarette lighter, police said. When he ignored the officer's command to stop, the officer fired his Taser stun gun -- and the man "caught alight," Munnee said. When used, some stun guns emit an electric spark as they deliver an electric current. The jolt of electricity inhi

Gonna Be Closed For Some Time
Burr Oak Cemetery won't re-open by Aug. 1 after all, the troubled graveyard's court-appointed overseer said Monday Roman Szabelski said it will take longer than he previously expected as crews transfer burial records from index cards to a database. Eventually there will be an online search mechanism so loved ones can find deceased relatives' gravesites more easily. "Hopefully that will reassure them," said Szabelski, executive director of Catholic Cemeteries. Szabelski spoke with reporters after emerging from a meeting with the Cook County judge who appointed him to oversee the sprawling south suburban cemetery, which has been named a crime scene. "I am in charge and that's with the direction of the court," Szabelski told reporters. A management consultant who has been running day-to-day operations at the cemetery for owner Perpetua Holdings of Illinois was the surprise guest at the meeting. In the days after four cemetery employees were arrested and charged in a sche

Whats Up With Coot? Im Glad He Is Quiet
To anyone who has wondered, I am sorry if I have seemed distant or just not been around comunicating much. I have been sick off and on for the past several years and this year for a few months it was really severe. No drama here Im starting to feel better, Im not cold all the time and I am starting to eat again. Now I can slowly start to get things done around the house that my poor old wife Debbie cant do, which really makes me happy :) I was going to type a long rambling epistle but My sister inlaw is coming over and I want to cleanup the house so she wont know how we really live :-D David

Dana Andrews
I just watched the video of Dana Andrews that has been going around net and OMG I Am In Love!!!!! I want her NOW!!!!!!! hehehehe! I know now to cover peephole when I stay in hotel!!!! She has like the awesomeness body, just want to lick her all over. I have read some articles about it and some suggested it was a set up and I was like NO WAY Freako's!!!!! Then I watched video and then googled her and saw some of her pics and now I am not so sure......she does like to show off her body when she is reporting, guess she has to in male dominated world but like the image I am posting here it is like I think it may be a publicity gimick like more n more are saying. We all pose in front of mirror but she seems to be doing it for the camera, the person shooting vid even makes noises and she does nothing.......Anyway, doesnt matter really all i know she is smoking HOTTTTT!!!!!!!! and I want her!!!!!!!! Just my thoughts for today (subject to change) hehehehehe!!!!!! laters y'all kisses n

Exodus
I have returned. After an eternity away from you all, prettyface is back. It's time to reconnect with old friends and establish a new, larger network of friends to support me and push me into the high levels. I'll be satisfied with Godfather but i know it'll take forever. I look nothing like i used to, so a lot of you may not remember me. But in time, you'll learn to love me all over again.

Haha Your A Twunch!!!!
to those who want me to buy you a bling or give fu-bucks just so i can show love and help you level I have a 3yr old little girl who is a special needs child all of my money goes towards taking care of her so FUCK YOU! she is my number 1 always has been and always will be1

Someone Actually Bought Me...who'd've Thunk It?
Someone actually bought me and boy how sorry do I feel for that guy. He has to look at my ugly mug checking him out all the time to rate and stalk and all that good stuff that comes with ownership...you guys can send him sympathy cards later. lol Thank you D o u g for buying me. It will definitely be fun. You guys go check him out and at least rate him...he really is an undercover sweetheart. $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Didn't See This Coming....
FINALLY...THE $50,000 QUESTION WAS ASKED !!!!!.....YESTERDAY ON ABC, BETTER KNOWN AS THE ALL BARRACK CHANNEL, THE OBAMA SPECIAL ON HEALTH CARE......OBAMA WAS ASKED"MR. PRESIDENT WILL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY GIVE UP YOUR CURRENT HEALTH CARE PROGRAM AND JOIN THE NEW "UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE PROGRAM" THAT THEREST OF US WILL BE ON ????.....OBAMA IGNORED THE QUESTION AND DIDN'T ANSWER IT !!!...A NUMBER OF SENATORS WERE ASKED T HE SAME QUESTION AND THERE RESPONSE WAS...WE WILL THINK ABOUT IT !!!! AND THEY DID.IT WAS ANNOUNCED TODAY ON THE NEWS THAT THE "KENNEDY HEALTH CARE BILL"... HAS WRITTEN INTO IT THAT CONGRESS WILL BE EXEMPT ( FROM THIS GREAT HEALTH CARE PLAN)..HOW ABOUT THOSE APPLES...NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR OBAMA OR CONGRESS.. BUT "OK" FOR THE REST OF US ????????

A Prayer For Love And Encouragement
God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED - To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. Dear God: The person reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love them. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above their expectations. Help them shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect them at all times, lift theim up when they need you the most, and let them know when they walk with you, They will always be safe. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Is This You Too?
A South American scientist from Argentina , after a lengthy study, has discovered that people with insufficient brain and sexual activity read these blogs with their hand on the mouse. Don't bother taking it off now... it's too late!

Mowing And Electric Fences
We have the standard 6 ft. fence in the backyard, and a few months ago, I heard about burglaries increasing dramatically in the entire city. To make sure this never happened to me, I got an electric fence and ran a single wire along the top of the fence.Actually, I got the biggest cattle charger Tractor Supply had, made for 26 miles of fence. I then used an 8 ft. long ground rod, and drove it 7.5 feet into the ground. The ground rod is the key, with the more you have in the ground, the better the fence works..One day I'm mowing the back yard with my cheapo Wal-Mart 6 hp big wheel push mower. The hot wire is broken and laying out in the yard. I knew for a fact that I unplugged the charger. I pushed the mower around the wire and reached down to grab it, to throw it out of the way.It seems as though I hadn't remembered to unplug it after all.Now I'm standing there, I've got the running lawnmower in my right hand and the 1.7 giga-volt fence wire in the other hand. Keep in mind the charg

Star Crossed
Star crossed lovers They say we're not meant to be 'Cause the stars in the sky, and the fashion that they are aligned. I say if the futures been drawn out there's no point in living. I wont give up my love so that fate can have its way. If the stars say that you couldn’t love me, Are you telling me that you would listen? If the words make their way from your mouth, Don’t ask my permission, All is forgiven. Star crossed lovers, we do what we want to. Some learn the hard way, We all learn through consequence. I say if the futures been drawn out then nobody’s living. I won't give you up love, so fate can have its way. Its way. If the stars say that you couldn’t love me, Are you telling me that you would listen? If the words make their way from your mouth, Don’t ask my permission, All is forgiven. Is it over? (The stars keep this fire from burning out) Is it over? (Are you saying that you’d really listen?) Is it over? (The stars keep this fire) Is it o

Happy Birthday Chell
Since NO ONE even looks at bullies anymore. LOL. I want to wish booty2you (Chell) a very happy birthday. I hope everyone i know drops by and makes her day a special one. Being me,(Cubby) of course i made her some pictures. What is a girls birthday without a penis cake right? She seems to like it. :D

The World's Most Beautiful
The World’s Most Beautiful........I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;Even a rainbow would make me smile,And I’d love to swim in crystal clear watersOf an untouched sea;Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,And try to gaze from afar,All the diamonds in the night sky;The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,As is walking in rainforest;To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,As to stand on the highest peak in the world,And look at the sights below;I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,Across the bluest skies;I’d do anything to seeAll the beautiful things in the world,Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,Like a river twisting through a dusty land,All the beautiful things in the world;But I also know I am looking atThe world’s most beautiful creation,Every time you smile,And every time I look into your eyes

Poems From Master Of Disaster
When I have no one to turn toAnd I am feeling kind of low,When there is no one to talk toAnd nowhere I want to go,I search deep within myselfIt is the love inside my heartThat lets me know my Angels are thereEven though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my faceAnd the sun begins to shine.I hear a voice, so soft and sweetSaying, 'Everything will be just fine'It may seem that I am aloneBut I am never by myself at all.Whenever I need my Angels nearAll I have to do is call.An Angel's love is always trueOn that you can depend.They will always stand behind youAnd will always be your friend.Through darkest hours and brightest daysOur Angel's see us throughThey smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue..Thanks for being my Angel my friendI will be there for you until the end

Angel In The Night
Angel In The Night.......................... You're my angel in the night you're everything i think ofeverything i dream of.Yours is the voice i hear whenThe moon steals the day. Yours is the voicei hear when the sun sneaksin to warm me.When my heart aches with lifes pains,you are my angel.I never expected someone like you.Someone kind and loving as you.You snuck into my life like a trueangel in the night.Loving you is the only thing thatbrought me this far.Cuz' your my angel in the night

Unconditional Love
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE........................................My love to you costs nothing but freeYou are the only one not two or threeI will thrive your days like leaves on a treeAssured between you and I is a decreeThe bond that binds us is realThe love in my heart I will revealAnd your love in my soul I will sealWhat is between you and I is a dealMy love to you needs no statementI gave it to you all and not a segmentI promise you truly it is a commitmentBetween you and I honey no concealmentNever make my life look horribleSurely loving you was irresistibleAnd leaving you seems impossibleWhat is between you and I is tangible

Waiting For Your Love
WAITING FOR YOUR LOVE...................Love is strong, love is true.I'm waiting for it, longing for you.The moon smiles, I see your name in the starsBut, I can't read it, it's still too far.Destiny holds me in the palm of her hand,I need relief from this hot burning sand.I want to hold you, feel your touch,I've waited so long, this is all too much.Sweetness abides in the clouds up above,Carry me there on the wings of your love.The warmth that comes from the one you love so,In the dead of winter can make flowers grow.I have a treacherous road to travel,Before the mysteries of life I unravel. But, you'll be with me forever, your love in my heart,Til the day we meet and from there never part

What Is Love
What Is Love?.............................Love is free, love is kindlove is yours, love is mineLove is here, love is there love is simply everywhereLove is ours, love is yourslove is stiches, love is scarsWhat is love we might say, Can love lead us far astray? Can love take us there or here, Can love bring us anymore near? I love you and you love me, why can't we just agree? Our love is for everyone to seeI love you and you love me.Life goes on and we must leave, and remember and always believe me

Unsuspecting Love
UNSUSPECTING LOVE.................... Words, phrases and sentences of greeting,'How are you?' and 'Having a good day?','Wonderful to see you',And 'Oh. by the way'...Two of us among our friends,Enjoying each others company,Never knowing the bond being created,Aloof to the thoughts of many...Time passes on as days go by,Oblivious and anxious at the same time,Feelings whirling and tumbling,Watching my heart soar so high...You came upon my life,Unsuspecting, open and true,Smiles brightened as names appeared,Drawing colors of a perfect hue...Love rises from deep within,Showering us with emotions,Shivers, breathlessness, warmth and kindness,Hearts quickening in rapid motion...A hug, a smile, a touch, a kiss,Minds and bodies united in sync,Blessed with this newfound love,Wonders what to think...A joy has immersed my soul,Shedding new light,A voice, a mind, a soul, a hand,Creating happiness and deligh

Seasons Of Love
SEASONS OF LOVE............................... When tender leaves are budding greenand all is new...remember me.I'll think of you with heavy heart...emotion, yet unseenAnd come the summer's starry nightwhen roses bloomand life is sweet in Nature's womb,I'll wish for you 'till darkness fades to light.And when the green has turned to gold,the leaves will fall as tinted tears,my soul will call across the miles, its secret love, untold.For when the earth is cold and bareand all is white with winter's snow,the fire's light will blaze in eyesthat whisper still... "I care

Colour Of A Butterfly
COLOUR OF A BUTTERFLY..................Your butterfly has truly emerged.Bright, beautiful, symmetrical.Blazing with colour.Pinks for our love.Deep reds for our hearts, Our passions, our lips.Yellows for our glow, our Light,Our Spirits, our beautiful Sun.Blues for our clear skies,Our peace, our calm, your eyes.Greens for our earth, our plants,Our nature that surrounds Our beautiful little bridgeThat you built.With hearts bonded and melted,With pure love and sexiness,With sheer poetry and excitementCome fly with me

A Knight In Shining Armor
A KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR.................................... Once I had a heart of stoneFor it had surley lost its homeIt could not love or wanted tooBut in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall awayAs happiness began to fill my dayA feeling so sweet and special tooCould this be love, I pray is true.My heart now sings a song of loveFor I know that it was sent from aboveMy heart is warm, there is no coldHard no more, but with wings of gold.It soars above the sky so highSometimes I think of why and cryMy heart now sings a loving songFor the part of me I thought was gone.The gift that you have given meIs so important, can't you seeNo more sadness or being aloneFor now my heart returns to home

Laying Here
I've been laying here in bed tossing and turning..Simply can't sleep.. thinking.. Just wondering why am I not dating material... Am I destined to be just a friend with people.. their buddy, their pal, or what I can not stand the most is.. "Just one of the guys"..I HATE THAT SAYING with a passion.. Am I too strange, too dorky, not feminine enough..are my jokes too hardcore... Am I too blunt.. Am I too direct... Am I too odd... It's gotta be something.. If someone knows....please tell me... Thank you for reading my ramblings.. Anyways, have an amazing Tuesday!

Issues... Thoughts, Feelings.... All That Stuff....
Do you ever kick yourself in the ass? I don't mean literally but you know... over something you did that you shouldn't have done, or, something that you didn't do but should have done? I'm sitting at a point in my life right now to where I either have to dwell in what's going on or force myself to move on for the sake of sanity. Everytime I turn around, something in my life that seems like a big deal to me, is changing. Some things for the better and some for the worse. 99% of these things are things with my friends. I don't have the ability to say "don't do that" or "do this". They are my friends, not my children. They live their lives the way that they want to. No matter how I try to convince myself that everything is going to turn out great, I just can't shake this nasty feeling I have deep within my gut. This nagging feeling that says "you will never feel that way again, that moment is gone, you will never get it back no matter how content you were"... I was honestly ju

7-21-09
Today is the start of another wonderful day, I'm quite emotionally a wreck now I found out. I helped my daughter pack to leave for a year during the day yesterday. This will be my first full year without having custody of my daughter and I'm worse then I thought I would be. She tells me she loves me and its okay. She tells me to be strong, and she is 9. I cant help but hurt. This being said if you notice like most of you have that all of the sudden I am not cocky, outspoken and my normal self you aren't alone. Messages have been pouring in pretty much the past 2 days and all I can really say is I am sorry and will try to be more chipper for all of you. Its a huge loss for me this year, but I will have to get used to it. I havent had to let her go for so long before so all of this is very new to me. Thanks, to all of you for your continued support and love and prayers. It does mean alot to me, and I'm sorry I have put alot of you on the sideburner. There is just alot going on in my hea

Family
Let me introduce you to my Great Great Great Great Great Grandparents, John and Elisabeth Chapman. I know virtually nothing about them, other than John was born around 1795, and Elisabeth around 1803, but my parents gave me these photos last night, and also showed me some research a relative had done into one branch of our family tree that amazingly goes back two or three generations than these good folk. I also know that both John and Elisabeth were born within thirty miles of where I live now, meaning that I do indeed come from a very old Norfolk family. This discussion was all prompted last by a visit by my Great Uncle Cecil. He's staying the week with my parents, and me and the girl went over last night for dinner. Cecil's a great old fellow - a story for every occasion, all delivered in his rich Ulster accent. A fountain of knowledge, being a former Headmaster (school principal, my US chums), although the names don't come so easily now he's the far side of 80, and an absolut

Being Judged & Hated On
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING THIS FEELING OF PEOPLE ARE JUDGING ME AND HATTING ON ME CAUSE OF THE WAY I LOOK OR ANY REASON THAT PEOPLE CAN THINK OF I MEAN I AM A LOVING, CARING WARM HEARTED PERSON YES I CAN HAVE MY MOMENTS HELL WHO DOESN'T FROM TIME TO TIME ONLY IF PEOPLE WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME INSTEAD OF JUDGING ME THEN THEY WOULD THINK OF ME DIFFERENT. THATS ALL I GOT SAY.

I Will Wait
I will wait for you to feel the same as I, for you to see the moon the same color as I do. I will wait for you to be able to foretell my love verses and find warmth in my arms. I will wait until your path is my path and until you give me your soul as I have surrendered. I will wait for you to dream and soon desire to kiss. I will wait for when your hands to yearn my touch and to be always in your memories. That my presence is the world you want to feel and that one day you could not survive without my love. I will wait for you to feel nostalgia for me. I will wait for the time for when you ask me not to part from you. Maybe you will never be for me, but I will wait.

Rip Will...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZVWn-nwG00&feature=player_embedded Crash on U.S. 26 in Clatsop County kills Hillsboro man by The Oregonian Monday July 20, 2009, 8:26 PM A traffic accident on U.S. 26 west of Elsie in Clatsop County left a man dead this afternoon, the Oregon State Police reported. A Chevrolet pickup was westbound about 4:15 p.m. when it passed another vehicle in a no-passing zone, said Lt. Gregg Hastings, a state police spokesman. According to witnesses, the truck was speeding and went out of control as it moved back into its lane. It struck an embankment, rolled several times and landed on its top. William J. Pierce, 37, of Hillsboro was pronounced dead at the scene. -- Staff reports

My Husband Has Gone Straight!
My husband noticed that BT Vision weren't sending bills as he went through the accounts and decided to call them. He didn't mind he had to pay them when they found out we weren't being charged as he reckoned two things - 1) They would soon notice and we would get hit by a huge bill and - 2) He really likes receipts. My man loves receipts more than anything else in the fucking world, as they represent cash spent and therefore represent less tax to pay when doing the accounts. Now I don't like that he called BT Vision, I preferred it when we were bent...hang on I have just noticed something, 'bent and straight' doesn't always refer to the nasty euphemism of being gay - it also means being crooked and being law abiding! Anyway I recall the old days when we were rather 'bent' and rarely did anything legal, now this new found 'straightness' annoys me. I know the old days are over, but fucksake I still find it hard to pay full price for anything. When we owned the bar in

If Only
First off, I'm just ranting off thoughts. This is not meant to be a poem and I don't care what the hell you think of this entry. If only I knew what you called the other girls. Am I special enough to be called baby? What is this I feel when we speak? Is it love? Is it admiration? Is it lust? Is it a yearning that remains unfilled when I think of you? If only I could feel your arms hold me close. If only you could take away this sorrow and loneliness I feel deep inside. Am I being too serious for you, my dear? Forgive me, but I have a taste for romantic drama of the heart and mind. Your words linger here in my mind causing sweet little butterflies to swell inside me. If only I knew just how true your words are. Don't tell me you say these sweet things to toy with me. I want to lay with you and be surrounded in the fondness you have for me. But would you take me seriously or as just another girl? Why do I fuss with all these thoughts about you? If only you were mine and I could escape t

Survey
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? Mikey[2] You were in the car with? My sister and her fiancee, along with my niece[3] Went to the mall with? Me, myself and I[4] Person you talked on the phone with? Mikey[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Don't recallT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends? FalseQ: Been searched By Cops? FalseQ: Been suspended from school? FalseQ: Sat on a roof top? TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? FalseQ: Broken a bone? TrueQ: Have shaved your head? FalseQ: Played a prank on someone? TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership? FalseQ: Shot a gun? FalseQ: Donated Blood? TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink? Eat[2] Be serious or be funny? be funny [3] Go to the beach or mountains? beach [4] Die in a fire or die getting shot? ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1

A Special Star
You know who you are, you stole my heart in a blink. What a wicked woman to leave this boy to crave that taste of you again. A smile from you fills my heart to point of explosion. Your eyes bleed through mine to see right through me and show me who I am. Your lips keep me frozen under your power. Not have I ever felt so at ease, like there has been a lingering spark from another time. Its funny how a Star came to make me feel whole again. Under our sky of broken paths we managed to find more than we imagined. I'll never stop trying cause your light shines greater than you see.

More Quotes N Lil' Rhyme I Jotted Down
Friends are like stars, they come and go but the 1's that stay are the 1's that glow U see, U like, U try, U fail…-Meanwhile-… I see, I like, I want, I get! * I thought that U+Me= Never, But it turned out that it meant 4Ever. Make your life a Mission, not an Intermission.

U Try Just 2 Die
U Try Just To Die Dope will never be forever. That dope will get us Hi; it can also change Ur life. So lets get spun and let us spin. Dope brings U up and tears U down, in the times that it seems to appear. Speed will make us tweak, Meth we call as death. Ice is like dice cause we always flow with that roll. Dope let's us freak as we tweak. The devils drug or also known as speed will pill us and then begin to kill us. Once U try, U begin to lie, then cry and may also die. Hour by days, days by years, Months seem to always disappear. So if U tries to rise and keep them lies from Ur eyes, Maybe Ur life will lead us into the sky, not the darken ends of Ur life. Into the hells that we know expels as we walk upon the gates of hell.

Quotes I Ran Across
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together...:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-à I'm going to smile. You and her that's what you want. You and me… That's what I dream. Our wants are many, Our needs are few.

Kenny Chesney-who'd You Be Today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most.I wear the pain like a heavy coat.I feel you everywhere I go.I see your smile, I see your face,I hear you laughin' in the rain.I still can't believe you're gone.It ain't fair: you died too young,Like the story that had just begun,But death tore the pages all away.God knows how I miss you,All the hell that I've been through,Just knowin' no-one could take your place.An' sometimes I wonder,Who'd you be today?Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?Settle down with a family,I wonder what would you name your babies?Some days the sky's so blue,I feel like I can talk to you,An' I know it might sound crazy.It ain't fair: you died too young,Like the story that had just begun,But death tore the pages all away.God knows how I miss you,All the hell that I've been through,Just knowin' no-one could take your place.An' sometimes I wonder,Who you'd be today?Today, today, today.Today, today, today.Sunny days seem to hurt the most.I wear the pain like a heav

Lyrics To Song Carpe Noctem
Tanz der Vampire - Carpe Noctem (Seize the Night)Lyrics:Vampire 1:Come with me and bless the night !Let the darkness be your salvation.Curse the day ! Escape the light !Break of chains of imagination !Come with me and seize the night !Nows the time for some insperation !Leave the day and lose the light,No taboos, only new sesations !Vampire 2:In the shadows of the city ???? A hero's waiting for the call !And all the devils are waking up.And all the angels start to fall.Vampires 1 & 2:In the shadows of the cityWe're dying for a thrill !We're going out over the edge !We're moving in for the kill !Vampire Group 1:You've got to curse the day.Its nothing but a merciless light, So open up your armsAnd then you get down on your kneesYou suck in all the darknessAnd you ready now to seizeSeize the night !Seize the night !Vampire Group 2:Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !*Dies ira

Sick And Tired
I don't understand why you want me to come talk to you when you drink. You always start things off all friendly and tell me you love me and all this crap, then you start acting like a jerk. You talk over me, you interupt me and say that you didn't, you say you're right about everything, you make smart ass comments and always have to have the last word in everything. You're completely cool if I agree with everything you say, but when its something you don't wanna hear, you turn into a jerk. You act like you don't care about me anymore, so what am I supposed to think? People on the frikkin internet treat me better than you do and they don't even know me. If you really do love me and want to be with me and "can't be without me" and think I'm the "best thing that ever happened to you" then start showing me. Don't get mad at me when I don't wanna fight and tell you that. Stop acting like a two year old and be the "man" you claim you are. Don't say stupid shit like "I'm sorry that you're wr

The Way Love Works
Its amazing how love works. First off you fall in love. That makes you act funny and do every thing you can to make the person you fell for feel the same way about you. Usually it works but some times it fails miserablely. then thats where the pain comes in. You sit back and watch the one you love off with some one else oand it feels like they are a million miles away where you can't see them. So you talk to them any way you know how just to keep the hope that you might win them over alive a little longer. In the end You'll cry and It will feel like your heart is being torn out but you will live...... And that is a fate worse than death because at least in death you would have the release and no pain. But in life after love you find misery every where. Plus it seems like every one knows what has happened and keeps there distance like your a leper or some thing...........so to the one that know what it feels like, "I feel your pain' and for the ones that don't I pray you never have to

Faderhead- Still Missing
Sometimes I did But now I don't All lights are out And no one's home Sometimes I wonder What's become? Some days are white Some days are gone Some days just wiped away Everytime I try and open my heart I'll be searching for the part still missing Rain and sun may form a colorful arc

Vnv Nation- From My Hands
So much i thought i'd have to say Though i try to speak my meaning strays. We can't avoid the facts that brought us here.I have come to say goodbye. The lies i try to tell with my own eyes;An act of pride a willful compromise. Please understand how torn i am When i walk away from here. I lament the moments we won't share. If i am far too sentimental i apologize. Please understand this is who i am And who i'll still be when i've walked away from here. You know i'm not unkind When i say in the futureThe past is just the past. No going back No change of heart But this is now Time will not differ. My thoughts(?) betray so easily confess(?)How long i'll wait here after you have gone. Nothing ends(?) but i don't believe that nowPlease don't walk away from here. I went alone and i remember days.Nothing will change a single fact(?) of who you were to meOh come what may forever to the endI find it so hard to let you go. And hush now let it go nowThere's no need for sad goodbyes.Hus

Landstuhl Germany Army Hospital
“Afghanistan” The patients who are able, rise.The President, with cameras and microphones,Invades the healing space. The soldiers’ eyesRemember blasts and blood and broken bones. A trooper’s leg becomes a photo op.One question brings the fear and shakes anew.No order comes to make his story stop,His Nike nudging Presidential shoe. A woman, draped in pink, waits in her chair,The wheels well braced. Her arms are not in view.The drape she wears itself suggests a clue:Beneath, she may not have the arms to bare. Not quite beyond the camera’s frameA soldier thinks, “They never understand.He’ll march again; I’ll never be the same,And learn to live with one remaining hand.” He sent them whole and healthy to Kandahar.…The President thanks each, then thanks the LordTheir blood and bones bought early passage back.“…You’ll get the best care yer taxes can afford.” The cynics eyeball their departing Prez.&ld

What's Up By: Ron Killings
[Intro: R-Truth]Whassup?Stand up and say whassup?What's, up? {*repeat 3X*}[Chorus]People over there whassup?If you feel me, stand up and say whassup?Whassup? (Whassup?) Whassup? (Whassup?)Whassup? (Whassup?) Whassup? (Whassup?)You can get with this, or you can get with thatYou better come get with this, cause this is where it's atWhassup? (Whassup?) Whassup? (Whassup?)Whassup? (Whassup?) Whassup? (Whassup?)[Verse One]I be skippin and jumpin and, leavin the competitionMakin 'em disappear like your favorite magicianI ride that {motherfucker} 'til the wheels fall offAnd I bounce 'em back to back 'til they necks get softMost of the time you see me, I'm tryin to keep it simpleThese are the type of people to get popped like a pimpleStatin my claim to fameTo be one of the baddest-ass {niggaz} to step foot in this gameAnd I haven't even started yet~!But you can better believe I'ma yank it off a sure shot betWhassup? (Whassup?) Whassup? (Whassup?)Whassup? (Whassup?) Say WHOA[Chorus] - last "Wha

Pourquoi? (why?)
French... Pourquoi es-tu si belle? Pourquoi tu bouges comme sa? Pourquoi tu me fais mal? Oooh, je me sens tout nu Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Pourquoi tu fais tout ca? Pourquoi tu dis tout ca? Pourquoi tu me fais mal? Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Viens plus près de moi, jai besoin de toi,

Random Thoughts
A tear forms in the corner of my eye.From a pain no longer held inside.It slips and slides its way down my skin.From across my lips to the bottom of my chin. Then into the wind on a cold Winter day.To rest in the snow and dig its own grave.The Spring melts the snow and that tear insidePrepares itself for one more ride. As a river, a lake, or even an oceanThat tear becomes an emotion in motion'Til the emptiest cloud drinks its fill of pain.And cries to the world in the form of rain. Frantic people all run for cover.But not myself, I was born to suffer.And there I stand seeking death's embrace.And that tear finds its way back onto my face.

The Fear Of Tears.
One day its here, One day its there.The world is spinning.Another day has past,Yet nothing forward,Nothing back.Churning, ChurningTime keeps turningMy heart its burning,When will it end?Looking forward, Looking backI'm lost on this path,Life it changes to fast.Love is out there,But where?Walking, WalkingWalk away it's the same,Say's the Mind.Stay say's the heart.Lost in this world, Lost in this girlNothing left but tears.Nothing left but fears,Nothing inside but pain.What is this change of love,To pain?Nothing but the end,I fear.

General
freindshiips are strange ,just like relationships once you think you have them figured out, and then they arent what they seemed to be and they change on you when you try to test them to see who they really are and not the front they put on just to see if they can take what they want because the think you have money or connections to get them out of trouble because they don,t want to work or go do things like a responible humanbeins that they should be in life.

New Roomie!!!
So far so good in living with my friend, he keeps to himself and lets me do whatever I want. He told me when I moved in that it was up to me if we had sex or not, that he wasn't letting stay there just to get a piece of ass! that's why I like him so much!!!!! Good news on roomie front! Samatha, my friend from school, the girl I wrote about. Sam came over last night and we went out to late dinner, just her and I. She was wearing these tight jeans that hugged her ass, damn I wanted to peel them off her! :) Anyway, we talked for a few hours while nibbling on some rabbit food. We talked about everything except sex. I finally brought up her bf and what she was going to do. Sam said that she didn't want to stay with him anymore, that he changed way too much, getting to be too posessive and even "suggesting" things for her to wear. She said she could stay at home with parents for a little while but they wanted to sell their place and move out of state soon and she has a good job h

My Brother James Died Today
My brother james died today. i havnt cryed at all yet. my bothers friends and my friend cady came over. she any my family balled there eyes out. it happend so fast. my body feels so weak and nimb. i dont know what to do. he also has a page on here. it is so sad. i cant hardly breath. i need help.

Better In Time.......yeah Right
Better in time thats what everyone says, how do you get better when you can't forget what brought you down so low you broke. Breakdowns seem so trivial till it happens to you. No one understands the way you feel when all you want to do is disappear and forget yourself sometimes. Call it emo or whatever its my outlet so I can make sure I still feel. Sometimes I wonder why things have to be the way they are and the things you said flood back to my mind and twist me back up so I'm complicated once again. You made it clear I'm not good enough for you yet slowly you creep back in and this viscious cycle return once again.

Sign Me Up For Cloneing!
Ok So i was just watchin a vid on youtube bout a dude that wanted a clone of himself n it hit me like a bolt of lightning!!!!!!!! I need a clone of me so the doctors can amputate his arm n leg n put them on me! How fuckin awesome would that be!!! lol. ok so now im startin to think bout the hell frankenstine's monster caught, but hey they can transplant faces, so why not arms n legs im sure its been done somewhere. Anyways that was just a random thought i had lol. But if they start cloneing people like in multiplicity sign me up!

Trauma Therapy
Ian was released from the hospital on Friday. We spent Saturday and Today together and it has been the best therapy, just watching movies and sitting in each others arms. Although our relationship is strained, we still love each other dearly and will do anything for one another. We are working on ourselves separately, and each other together. He has apologized profusely for what he made me see, and I have apologized for things I have said about him (in anger about what happened). 5 months of marriage, and we're going to be okay. Maybe not today, not tomorrow... but together, we'll do it and we'll get through it.... If we can survive what happened last week... we can survive anything. I love you, Ian... so very very much. I'm so happy you are my husband and I am your wife. Though shit is hard and crazy right now, we'll get by... no matter what. Our angels will get us through. I LOVE YOU, BUG! -Bella

To My Bonnie
Could stay lonely to myself but I dontCould leave you to yourself but I wontBecause right now where I am atWhere I should've been right off the batIs a place I know so devineThat heart of yours is also mineTried so hard to be my babyI made it hard, how did you break me?A two letter word, a four letter emotionPut together and now you have devotionEverything you wanted, all that you've askedWas probably already there, just only maskedHand in hand, we are going placesRebirth of Bonnie and Clyde, yet different facesIt's safe to say no one will ever be our equalThe first year was a hit, wait til they see our sequelSpeaking of the past, oh boy here we goWill we ever watch an entire show?Never have you abused or hit meBut I need to ask, why did you "pinch" me?And when you said "somebody" needed a kissAll I could say was "Yes please do, Miss"When my shyness was more than I could standYou took that away when you directed my handAnd showed me that it was okay to embraceGawd, the cave is such a l

Old Man River
Ol' man river, Dat ol' man river He mus'know sumpin' But don't say nuthin', He jes'keeps rollin' He keeps on rollin' along. He don' plant taters, He don't plant cotton, An' dem dat plants'em is soon forgotten, But ol'man river, He jes keeps rollin'along. You an'me, we sweat an' strain, Body all achin' an' racket wid pain, Tote dat barge! Lif' dat bale! Git a little drunk An' you land in jail. Ah gits weary An' sick of tryin' .... Ah do gits so weary. But Ah will keep rollin along, jus lak ol man river. Now it jus so happens dat mah dearly loved auntie died today. Dat ol man river, done gently took her up and guided her down to the paradise oasis dat mah granson Harper an mah grandmas an grandpas an two of my uncles and too many ah dah other longer reachin folks a mah line stretch out into. But ah knows dat dey will be waitin fo my auntie, an my granson will show her how to look down inta dat speshul chanted forest what I made fo his brave sistah. Oh, dat ol man rive

Sick.........
gettin worse everyday it seems . have I said M S really kinda sux ? It's slowly (but not slow enough) taking away my freedom . I've decided that I'm not getting any gimpier than I am . My youngest daughter asked me how did I know . I simply told her cuz I said . (wish it was that easy)

[exploding Ghoriba]
Hey... we changed blog layout again. Cool. It's not as clunky as before. Anyway, while my first campaign is wrapping up with my zeon comrades *sniffle* I started downloading a couple series and decided, fuck it- I'm going to make ghoriba, or at least something similar. Now... I have a recipe. And I messed with it. *shrugs* Instead of confectioners sugar, I used standard. Instead of orange water, I used a few drops of grenadine, instead of peanut oil I just used more clarified butter instead of cardamom I used about 1/2 a tablespoon of cinnamon and about 5 clove bulbs. ... I think that's about all I did to it. So- 5 tablespoons clarified butter (but really... 3 and a half is probably overkill) 1 1/2 cups ap flour 5 tbs sugar cinnamon and clove as per above 2 tbs water 10 drops of grenadine 1/3 cup almond pulp solids from strained almond milk. (or 1/3 cup chopped almonds >>) mix by hand. My clarified butter was so fresh it was still warm so the cookies wo

Gone
well i just want to let my close friends know i wont be on much anymore i need to get a break from this place and try and get my real life together it seems to have all fallin apart... but slowly comin back together ... ya win some you loose some... and all dark hidden things will come to the light in time ya know but anyways those of you who i hold dear to my heart have my number and ya always know i love you all but there isnt anything really keeping me here anymore... it gets old looking at a screen and not talking or doing anything because you have no desire to be here... i will check in from time to time or i may get a wild hair and just stay but as of this moment i am gone... remember to live , laugh , and love love always tab

What I Have Noticed...
Things are never easy.. No matter how we try to make everyone happy, it is impossible. I just want someone, I can be myself around... I am a fun, flirty, freak. I like to have fun, be silly, and cuddle. It's really hard because, lately I have been judged HARSHLY, over my flirty attitude. And it's really not fair.. I am going to be 19 a week from Friday... I deserve to be happy, in any and all relationships. Friends...family.. and a boyfriend, if it comes to that.. All I am saying is... I need my match.. I THINK I have found one but, the past has taught me to tread slowly.. And have fun. So that is what I am doing. I just wish I could stop my other friends from being dickheads and flipping out on me. One friend, is about to lose me the next time he (yes HE) flips out on me. *pssst to my special friend, you know who i mean* This has been a long week... I think I have suffered through enough drama to "trump" my whole 19yrs. xoxo

Who 2 Choose
OK SO THERES THESE TWO LADIES ON MY TOP FRIENDS LIST AND I WAS DEBATING WHO WAS SEXIER AND I WANTED TO SEE IF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE COULD HELP ME DECIDE WHO WILL TAKE THE TOP SPOT. FIRST ONE IS !.- ~*NeaNea*~ *Jeezy's Wife*~ 2.- *Bootyful* Fan&Rate Me before you add Me Pls WELL THESE ARE THE WOT LADIES SO JUST COPY AND PASTE NAME IN SEARCH ENGINE THEN GO FROM THE AND VIEW THERE PICTURES AND COME BACK HERE AND RATE THEM ON BLOG THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR TIME.

Boredom At Best
If the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, you say?lol, I'd say no.Are you currently looking forward to anything?going to NC in a few weeksAre you wearing something that belongs to someone else?nopeDo you think someone is thinking about you right now?seriously doubt itWhat's something you really want right now?my stiff neck to go awayDid you go anywhere with anyone this past Valentines Day?nopeThis time last year, can you remember who you liked?I have no clueDoes it bother you when people respond to you with one word?kind ofWho was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?nateDo you currently like anyone?I doWere you single on your last birthday?yepAre you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?nahIs anything bothering you?kind of, but I'm really trying to not let it get to me too muchIs anyone else in the room with you?YesWho was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?lizHow do you feel right now?tiredWhat were yo

Not Sure...
I am not sure exactly what I feel today. I don't feel sad, for once I am not angry, I just feel sort of empty. I wanna find someone to share my time with, but I don't trust anyone based on how things have been for me. If I do run across someone I MAY have something in common with, I seem to sabotage any possibility. I am not sure why I do that. I feel like the screaming is so loud someone will hear it & come rescue me, but no one hears it but me. I guess that means I am not ready, or just no able. Maybe I am far too damaged now. I guess someone will have to do it for me since I don't seem capable to do it for myself, but since it doesn't happen, I just......am. Oh well. Maybe next life...

"lovers Dance"
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance,seeking pleasures from each other,seeking wonder and romance.She touches his face with tenderness.He draws her body near.Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses,their tongues begin passion's war.Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly,she arches up for his caress.He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness.She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away,wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body,eases him into her feminine hollow.She leads him on a rhythmic dance,his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then,to hear his wondrous sighs.She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels,and tangles them in a lover's knot that every answer reveals. Sated, they lie side by side,s

Here There And Everywhere!
I feel like crap, I have ocd really bad... I can't stop cleaning, I have three kids, and my main living space, really don't show the fact that I have kids, other than their pictures. I need more decorative stuff, and I also need more money! lol Im gonna go psycho on my old boss if she don't give me last check stub soon, so i can go back to school. I need it before 8-28.... damnit i'm really bored. ..... oh yeah and I need to level up and it's just not happening!

One Of My Poems
Friends will comeFriends will go.True friendship, though,Comes from the Heart. Once a true friendAlways a true friendTrue friendship, of course,Never dies But if it never diesThen where does it lie?Does it lie in the mind or heart?Can anything ever tear it apart? True friends always careThey always listen to your troublesThough they may not have a solutionAtleast they take the time to share Having a true friendIs an honor to cherishIf ever you find oneDo not let him or her get away 11/17/92

Effects And Stunts For Horror Film In Aug
Zombie Make up: 2, 2A, 6C, 7, 8, 9A, 9B, 10, 11, 11A, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 17A, 17C, 18, 18A, 18B, 18C, 19, 20, 21, 22 Stunt: 8: Uncle tom pushed out into field, tumbles back 9: Guest hurdles over fence 10: Uncle Tom pushing bottles into zombies (choreographed) (reverse action), 12: Bowl smash over zombie head. 14: Guests falling from weight of zombies (random). 15: Joseph and Amanda strike zombies with blunt weapons. Zombie fall. 17: Zombie falls back reacting to shotgun blast. 17C: Uncle tom leg takedown and zombie fall. 18B: "Headless" (won't show) Zombie falls back in reaction to shotgun blast. 18C: Fight (choreographed) (bearhug) between Reggie and Joseph. Reggie under material (material thinned to have zombie teeth breaking and gnashing through. Amanda kicks person under sheet and he flys back landing on the ground. Priest hits zombie with butt of shotgun. 19: Chair bounces off zombie head. 21: Wendy and Uncle tom drag zombie away from Joseph along ground. Speci

Pastiche
pastiche\pas-TEESH; pahs-\ , noun:1.A work of art that imitates the style of some previous work. 2.A musical, literary, or artistic composition consisting of selections from various works. 3.A hodgepodge; an incongruous combination of different styles and ingredients.

Sorry A$$ Men
I am so sick of sorry ass men. All I want is to be treated with a little respect.. a little sincerity... a little kindness. I am not a booty call, I am not your personal plaything, I am not a cyber-whore. If I'm not good enough to take to dinner and or out on a date, then I'm not good enough to spend the night with you. Plain and simple, end of story. If you are looking for a booty call or a one night stand... keep looking, I'm not the one. I am sure there are some dumb bitches out there, probably running rampant on this site as a matter of fact, that would not mind being treated like a whore but I am not one of them. You talk a good game about wanting to spend time with me and wanting to get to know me when all you're hoping for is a shot at getting in my pants. Well let me let you in on a little secret... I was born in the morning but it wasn't this morning. I am not stupid and I know what you're up to... but what you don't get is that I'm a hell of a lot smarter than you and apparen

Sincerely Me...
So the love has died and I'm erasing all the reminders. It's been a hard task and should've been done a long time ago. Things went too far and can't be reversed. I'm very dissapointed in her actions and how she chose to deal with it, by not dealing with it. Now I must move on. I've decided I'm done with relationships for a very long time. I have no need for one. They've become a hassle and quite frankly they make me sick. It's hard to have a decent relationship now days. People are so materialistic and greedy. Last time I check that's now what love is about. I know that sure as hell is not what I'm about. For now I'm just done with everything. This love I had really hurt me something bad. I'm sure I'll recover just fine, but it took a lot out of me. I'm no good for anyone let alone for myself. As PanterA once said "I'm Shedding Skin, Changing within"!!!

About Me**
STUBBORN** yes indeed.. i am the craziest bitch you'll ever see. whats your game? whats your style? what do you want? simple questions right... but do you really have an answer? you may now... but tomorrow, the next day.. your answers will soon be changed... i am 23 i love the outdoors, the woods, rivers, lakes, ponds, forest, caves, canyons.. i dreamed about, that place packed together... it would be exciting to live there....... i love water sports, i love to read books sometimes, if i am feeling it..but i spent most of my time networking.. meeting new friends, searching for someone.. someone who can give a magic and meaning into my life.I'm trying to write something that will make you love me and i am at such loss.i woke up twenty minutes ago and am still wrapped in my blankets like a cocoon. im that silly butterfly waiting to break free watch for me flirting. chances are if you ever saw me you would think i'm a mes, i am a mess, but i'm fine with that, i'm n

Women
Just came back from harassing my dad for food, and he told me a following joke: An American, French and Russian women are talking about their husbands. An American woman goes: -Right after John and I got married, I told him: "Don't even expect me to do any housework, I'm not going to. So...I didnt see him for 4 days, and when he came back, he brought back a truck full of house appliances. So now we have a dishwasher, cooking aides, washing machine, et to do everything for me." Then the French woman goes: -Right after I married Francois, I told him: "I'm not gonna do any housework, don't even ask for it. So...I didnt see him for 4 days, and when he came back, he brought a hot young woman to do all the housework. So now she does everything for me." The Russian chimes in: -Right after Ivan and I got married, I told him: "I"m not gonna do any housework, dont even ask for it. So...I didnt see him for 4 days, and when on a 5th day my eye finally opened, I started doin all the

Did You Hear?
BUFFALO- Today, NFL wide reciever Terrel Owens was in the news for a different kind of catch. While walking through a suburb of Buffalo, Owen noticed a fire in a high rise off in the distance. From his vantage point he could see a woman on the 10th floor on a balcony clutching a baby in her arms. Terrel, acting quickly, ran to the scene to help. Witnesses say that he called up to the mother to throw him the baby. Hesitant, but knowing of Terrel's reputation of making clutch grabs, she bundled the baby tight and to the shock of onlookers, let it go. Wind had picked up and pushed the falling baby a little to the right, so Terrel made a step to the right. A second gush pushed the baby, left, so terrel corrected and moved left. Hot termals from the fire blew the baby out ward and Terrel was in a sprint, the baby was blown back 15, 20, 25 yards with Terrel streaking like a race horse, At the last possible second, Owens layed out in a beautiful diving catch to the wild cheers of a crowd. He

Damn This Hurts...
Why does this time hurt so much more than any other time? I can't seem to stop crying. I feel so gutted. fuck I want to crawl into a hole and stay there. GOD this is SO not like me. I'm usually stronger. but dammit......

Hurt
granted, this song talks about drugs, but right now, I'm giving it a different meanin-- being hurt by someone you thought loved you and having the courage to start again. I hurt myself todayto see if I still feelI focus on the painthe only thing that's realthe needle tears a holethe old familiar stingtry to kill it all awaybut I remember everythingwhat have I become?my sweetest friendeveryone I knowgoes away in the endyou could have it allmy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurtI wear this crown of shitupon my liar's chairfull of broken thoughtsI cannot repairbeneath the stains of timethe feeling disappearyou are someone elseI am still right herewhat have I become?my sweetest friendeveryone I knowgoes away in the endyou could have it allmy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurtif I could start againa million miles awayI would keep myselfI would find a way

Excruciating
So I cut myself on this rusty piece of fence earlier whilst playing some football. It's near the middle on my left palm, so I've spent the rest of the day since trying to avoid the cut so I don't aggravate it. It's just not possible, so I found this liquid sort of healing aid stuff, supposed to stop infections and stuff, acts as a second skin so to speak. Holy fuck that shit hurt, was worse than when I cut myself. Think iodine on an open wound x 5. I later read that it should not be applied to open wounds....

Thinking In Black And White
It occured to me that the metaphor of thinking in black and white or "grey areas" is critically flawed. When one thinks in black and white they see things very ridgedly no matter the evidence to the contrary. "Grey areas" are just mixed black and white, just as ridgid and calcified but in ambivalence and indecision. One must think in COLOR as there is a whole spectrum between black and white not merely muddled shades of grey. When thinking, making a choice one must use the spectrum and not limit themselves to confining shades of grey or the crisp brittleness of black and white. That results in a flat existence devoid true experience Only by using the prism contained within us can we truly live. We can trancend the death inducing black and white or the quotidian greys that societies, philosophies, religions and others try to enslave us in. If we think in COLOR !!!!!

Laaaaaalaaaaalaaaa
Just put together a new fan for Alannah's room. Hers died last night. When she had a 102-103 degree fever. Turns out she has an ear infection so she's on ABX. She slept really good last night though. I didn't so much since I got up to check on her a few times. She's down for the night now and I am definately liking the 7pm bed time. Not loving that my bosses pulled me out of my store tomorrow but whatever. Tryingnot to get pissed about that again. It will work out pretty well i nthe long wrong. If things work out right, I may take Alannah to go see Josh. It will be nice to get out of the house for a bit. I really can't wait until my vacation. Talked to dad today and he was talking about having a cookout on the 5th- for Labor day and his 50th. I miss the cookouts. anyways..

Getting Started
Well first day on fubar. checking it out. will let you know more when i find some new friends. hope you like the picture of Ginger, she is my service dog and is very well behaved and well trained. like to make to friends on the internet. Hope everyone had a good day.

Doc Called Today...oh My!
So I got the call from the doc Ive been dreading. I have whats called Non Alcoholic Steatohepatitis. Basically my liver is enlarged and I dont drink. Its not hepatitis either its called that because it is a liver disease. The good news is I can cure it with diet. So begining immediately I have to cut out alot of things from my diet. Im gonna be feeling sick for awile tho it could be up to 2 months before I start feeling better. I just cant beleive this is due to eating everyday things that I thought couldnt hurt me very bad. I still have to go in for blood work to check for the severity. Trust me I feel like it has gotten bad. Ive been sick for about 2 weeks now and I have to endure it for some time until I can make my liver better. The other good news is I dont have to go have surgery like the doc thought originally. Thats awesome cause I hate surgery. I just have to eat like a freakin rabbit for probably the rest of my life which isnt so bad when I think about it. Im gonna go redo m

No Such Thing
"twice the legal limit"... There is an AP story out now ,and I am paraphrasing, that says ex-NFL quarterback's blood alcohol content was twice the legal limit. Another example of misleading and stupid stories ,since there is no such thing as a "legal limit" when you are drinking within the privacy of your own home. Like him or not, I mean c'mon the guy was murdered and AP is writing stories about his BAC and linking him by tangent means to make it seem like he was in the wrong. The guy was asleep...ASLEEP ...when his girlfriend shot him in the chest and head. He was drinking at home....and AP has the freaking gall to say his BAC was "twice the legal limit". Another example of how useless the normal news media actually is. They have turned into "entertainment news".

Point Whores Be Gone
we all know at least 3 of them. someone that was a good person, you were friends with them, and they seemed to be a real person. then, all of a sudden they are gone. they became too caught up in the point system, to give a flying fuck about friendships, or even to care about being a human being. well... i am not on here for that. sure, we all get a little grin, when one of our friends bombs us, or gives us a cute bling. but i dont allow myself to become engrossed in it. the mentality that, "if i'm not in your family, you cant be in mine" is fucking ridiculous. are you just a collector? is it a status thing? if you're reading this, and it offends you, ask yourself when was the last time you contacted me for anything other than something to do with anything other that a level requirement? have you asked me how my new apartment or job are going? have you thought about me or my kids at all? maybe getting a REAL life and thinking about something other than your pathetic little e-bullsh

Don't Ya Wanna See My New Tan Lines Live?
Got a webcam with toll free phone and Cam to cam (can see you) Bigtoys sound and a hot cum squirting pussy. I have a naughty mind new tan lines and lets have some sizzle till we blast off. http://www.ifriends.net/JoinMe.htm?AMBERXXX

Life With Toys
I have been into adult toys for around 10 years now. I have always enjoyed making sex better. I used to have a male ego issue about adult toys, but come to find out it is the best thing that has happened to me. I would suggest everyone enhance their sex lifes it has saved my marriage. I have recently opened a adult store online and I really enjoy the fact that I am making someones sex life better! I just wanted to pass on that you should try it if you already don't. Enjoy, and thanks for reading! ipleasureyou.

Time Means Nothing
WHOA AMAZING HOW SOMEONE CAN JUS WRITE LYRIC'S TO UR LIFE AN THEY FIT SO WELL!! WRITTEN BY MY SISTER SHANNON-(SHE HAS THE TALENT NOT I) DEDICATED TO DJ IRISH PRINCE 7-20-09 TIME MEANS NOTHING You told me it would never happen again, you said our love was to strong, but here I am crying again. Was it worth it was it worth the cost to see my heart lying on the floor. You said she didn’t matter, you’ve said it all before you said it was a mistake, but mistakes just don’t happen and now my heart lies before you on floor. The words you spoke sounded so sincere, but talk is cheap. I should have known I should have listened to my heart when it said it would be broken again, was she worth all the fights was she worth all of my tears, and all the hurt I feel inside, was she even half of me, did she do for you what I can do for you. You spun me around and I hit the ground, lie after lie, I believed the words you put in my head. Time means nothing it doesn’t ease the pain, Time

Spooked.
let me start by saying i absolutely do not believe in superstitious anything at all. but i have to admit to being fucking totally spooked. in less than two hours these things happened. i had to give my address to my wife in a private message earlier today. anyways someone added me and read my blog about things finally moving about the divorce. shoutboxed me about it, the same instance i get a reply from my wife. little later i am looking through old photo album, folder with about 100 pics in it. one and only one of those pictures has one of my nieces in it. the same instance i get to that pic i get a text from her for the first time in about 2 weeks maybe. finally i had a kinda play fight that got a little out of hand with someone earlier. i was talking to a third party that i think i really pissed her off. i sb'ed i am sorry. left it for a while then sb'ed the other person that i still getting nothing but silence. the same instance the person i thought i had pissed o

Joker Has Returned
IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT OUR OLD FRIEND JOKER HAS RETURNED HE HAS ALREADY HIT MY PAGE AND A FEW OTHERS BELOW IS HIS LINK HE IS SET TO FRNDS ONLY SO HE WILL NOT KNOW YOUVE BEEN ON HIS PAGE I WOULD SUGGEST THAT YOU ALL BLOCK THIS PAGE IMMEDIATELY BEFORE HE STARTS ANY CRAP WITH YOU HE IS FULL OF DRAMA IN THE HIGHEST I PERSONALY WILL NOT BLOCK HIM BUT I HAVE MY OWN REASONS AS SUCH BUT FOR YOUR OWN SAKE PLEASE DO http://www.fubar.com/user/3364802

Obama Bashing
I have seen to much of it in my opinion. He is trying to undue all the things the previous president has done. Make no mistake about it----BUSH MESSED THIS COUNTRY UP!!!!! He was one of the worst president we have ever had. That caused his party to lose the election by 6million votes. You want Palin as the vice president-----pleasse!!!!! I would have taken Stevie Wonder over her. LET OBAMA TRY TO TAKE THE COUNTRY OUT OF THIS MESS----LET HIM LEAD!!!! He needs more than 6months ---let's see after a few years.

Acting Together For Good
CooperationCooperation seems simple: working together toward a common goal for the benefit of all involved. But amazingly it can be quite challenging, even when we have so many successful examples all around us. Human society is based upon the concept of cooperation, but finding a balance to ensure the good of all members of society is difficult. In nature, symbiotic relationships form between unlikely allies: a bee and a flower, a bird and a rhinoceros, small fish and sharks. Yet nature also shows us instances of constant competition in which only the strongest survive. Given the choice, it seems most people would choose the more peaceful path of cooperation. Intellectually, we know that together we can create something greater than what one could do alone, but cooperation still seems to be one of the greatest challenges people face. We don’t always agree on how goals can be reached. Our priorities may be different, or our methods, but in the end, cooperation offers the best cha

Pattern Of Pain
WithholdingThe most common form of withholding is what we commonly call "the silent treatment," but withholding encompasses any unwillingness to express your true feelings. It also includes an unwillingness to give support, praise, or positive attention to the people you love. We have all known someone who is impossible to please, and many of us have suddenly found ourselves at the other end of a chilly silence with no explanation. At the same time, many of us will recognize our own tendency to withhold our emotions rather than express them. Most of us have seen both sides of the withholding dilemma. Emotional pain is at the root of our tendency to withhold, and withholding causes pain to the people subjected to it. It is a dysfunctional pattern that creates a breakdown in communication and understanding.No one deserves to be subjected to withholding. Feeling ignored, disrespected, or shut out, and to not know why, is a terrible feeling. The first thing to remember if this is happening

Permission To Simply Be
Working Through TransitionsThe elation we feel when we have learned an important lesson, achieved a goal, or had a big breakthrough can sometimes be met with a period of downtime afterward. During this period of transition, we may feel unsure and not know where to turn next. Many people, during the pause between achievements, begin to wonder what their life is about. These feelings are common and strike everyone from time to time. Human beings are active creatures—we feel best when we are working on a project or vigorously pursuing a goal. But there is nothing inherently wrong with spending a day, a week, or even a month simply existing and not having a plan. Just be. It won’t be long before you embark upon your next voyage of growth and discovery.The quiet lull into we which we fall between ideas, projects, and goals can make life seem empty. After accomplishing one objective, you may want to move immediately on to the next. However, when your next step is unclear, you may

Check Out This Great Friend Of Mine Please!
$safe_uid_dname@ fubarLisa is a great friend to me, and she deserves to be pimped out and loved up! Go show her lots and lots of fu-love for me, please!Thanks for everything hun and the great welcome back you gave me!This pimpout brought to you by Seana$safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Gifts We Give Ourselves
FriendsGood friends enrich our lives in so many ways. Through a magical combination of similarities and differences, friends offer us the opportunity to know ourselves as we are and help us grow into who we want to be. Our similarities attract us to each other, comforting us with familiarity when we see ourselves in them. When we are drawn to those we admire, the same recognition is at work, unconsciously acknowledging that these people possess qualities that we ourselves possess. By acting as mirrors, friends help us define who we are by reflecting our selves back to us.Friends also help us know ourselves through our differences. Differences allow us to see other options and make choices about who we want to be. Sometimes we are drawn to those who appear to be our opposites, and we learn to accept the parts of them we love and the parts of them that don’t resonate with us, thus allowing us a valuable learning experience. By expanding our understanding to include others’ ex

Progressing With Patience
Doing The Best You CanIt isn’t always easy to meet the expectations we hold ourselves to. We may find ourselves in a situation such as just finishing a relaxing yoga class or meditation retreat, a serene session of deep breathing, or listening to some calming, soul-stirring music, yet we have difficulty retaining our sense of peace. A long line at the store, slow-moving traffic, or another stressful situation can unnerve you and leave you wondering why the tranquility and spiritual equilibrium you cultivate is so quick to dissipate in the face of certain stressors. You may feel guilty and angry at yourself or even feel like a hypocrite for not being able to maintain control after practicing being centered. However, being patient with yourself will help you more in your soul’s journey than frustration at your perceived lack of progress. Doing the best you can in your quest for spiritual growth is vastly more important than striving for perfection.Just because you are devoted

Emerging Courageous
Walking Through Your FearThe situations, activities, and individuals that frighten us remain static. Their relative intensity does not change. Fear, on the other hand, self-magnifies. It is when you are afraid and envisioning all that might go wrong that the energy underlying your fear grows. A tiny flicker of anxiety can easily develop into a terror that manifests itself physically and eventually paralyzes you into inaction. Though frequently, in walking through that fear, we discover that the strength of our fright was out of synch with reality. And we learn that doing what frightens us can lead to great blessings. Confronting your trepidation head-on will help you accept that few frightening scenarios will ever live up to the negative disasters that we sometimes play out in our minds.Though fear is literally an evolutionary gift meant to sharpen your senses and energize you during times of great stress, it can nonetheless become a barrier that prevents you from fulfilling your poten

Allowing Others To Be
Controlling BehaviorWe all know what it’s like to want to be in control. In some ways, exerting control is an important survival skill. For example, we have every right to be in control of our own bodies and our own lives. Taking control in these cases is empowering and necessary. Controlling behavior in the negative sense comes from a tendency to reach beyond our own boundaries and into the lives of others. Many people do this with the rationalization that they are helping. This can happen with parents who are still trying to force their grown children into behaving in ways that they find acceptable. It can also happen when people try to control their partners’ behavior. If you have control issues, you will see that in one or more areas of your life, you feel the need to interfere with what is happening rather than just allowing events to unfold.Almost everyone has at least one situation or relationship in which they try to exert control. This often happens because someone

Experiences To Savor
Magical MomentsMost of us are adept at seeing the big picture. Caught up in the hectic pace of modern life, we feel compelled to immediately distinguish what is important from what is not. The assessment is an easy one to make when we are mired in the daily grind容verything relating to success seems significant and everything else seems comparatively trivial. But what is most precious in this life cannot be measured in affluence or influence. The truly noteworthy events in our lives are often the least momentous yet the most wonderful. They are the magical moments in which we are simply awestruck by the wonderment of life. Though our perception of magical moments may be blocked by worldly concerns, our days are filled with such moments. To experience them fully, we need only open ourselves to their existence.Magical moments are not measured by the composition of an experience but rather by our reaction to it. Since such moments come and go quickly, they should be consciously savo

Alive In Joy
Dispelling DramaThere are scores of people in the world who seem to be magnets for calamity. They live their lives jumping from one difficult to the next, surrounded by unstable individuals. Some believe themselves victims of fate and decry a universe they regard as malevolent. Others view their chaotic circumstances as just punishments for some failing within. Yet, in truth, neither group has been fated or consigned to suffer. They are likely unconsciously drawing drama into their lives, attracting catastrophe through their choices, attitudes, and patterns of thought. Drama, however disastrous, can be exciting and stimulating. But the thrill of pandemonium eventually begins to frustrate the soul and drain the energy of all who embrace it. To halt this process, we must understand the root of our drama addiction, be aware of our reactions, and be willing to accept that a serene, joyful life need not be a boring one.Many people, so used to living in the dramatic world they create, feel u

Observing Evolution
Allowing Others To Walk Their PathsWatching a loved one or a peer traverse a path littered with stumbling blocks can be immensely painful. We instinctively want to guide them toward a safer track and share with them the wisdom we have acquired through experience. Yet all human beings have the right to carve their own paths without being unduly influenced by outside interference. To deny them that right is to deny them enlightenment, as true insight cannot be conveyed in lectures. Rather, each individual must earn independence and illumination by making decisions and reflecting upon the consequences of each choice. In allowing others to walk their paths freely, you honor their right to express their humanity in whatever way they see fit. Though you may not agree with or identify with their choices, understand that each person must learn in their own way and at their own pace.The events and circumstances that shape our lives are unique because each of us is unique. What touches one perso

Asking For What You Want
Cocreating with the UniverseMost people don’t always fully realize that we all have within us the ability to cocreate our lives with the universe. So many of us are taught to accept what we are given and not even to dream of anything more. But our hopes and dreams are the universe whispering to us, planting an idea of what’s possible while directing us toward the best use of our gifts. The universe truly wants to give us our hearts’ desires, but we need to be clear about what they are and ask for them.To ask for something does not mean to beg or plead from a place of lack or unworthiness. It’s like placing an order—we don’t need to beg the salesperson for what we want or prove to them that we deserve to have it. It is their job to give us what we ask for; we only have to tell them what we want. Once we have a clear vision of what we desire, we simply step into the silent realm where all possibilities exist and let our desires be known. Whatever metho

Giving Up Wine
Giving Up WineI was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner?' 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me.'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked..'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive.''Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked.'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!''Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.'The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.'I said, 'That's okay. It's import

Learn And Let Flow
We Don’t Need To SufferThe idea that we have to suffer or live in poverty in order to be spiritual is an old one and can be found in the belief systems of many philosophies. Most of us carry this idea around subconsciously, and we may be holding ourselves back from financial or emotional well-being, believing that this is what we must do in order to be virtuous, spiritually awake, or feel less guilty for the suffering of others.While it’s true that there can be a spiritual purpose to experiencing a lack of material well-being, it is rarely intended to be a permanent or lifelong experience. What we are meant to find when material or emotional resources are in short supply is that there is more to our lives than the physical realm. Intense relationships and material abundance can distract us from the subtler realm of the spirit, so a time of deficiency can be spiritually awakening. However, once we recognize the realm of spirit, and remember to hold it at the center of our li

Criminlas
More I thought about this stranger having my personal and private medical history it came down to being criminals. The stranger openly talked about my medical history in front of Joe a long time friend and barber but two other customers breaking State and Federal Laws. I wondered who's interest did they have in mind? Mine or someone else? Like the Doctor who gave me the two Insulin's, Lantus and Novalog which by creating the low blood sugar damaged my Heart, Brain, and other Organs for three years plus. Now I want this stranger's personal information and all those involved. Dare I say it even my friend from the 7th grade on February 19 late, wishes me good luck on your surgery that never took place because on the 20th of February at 6 AM is my Cardiac Cath. How did he even know? He's better off as a Fortune Teller than the racket he's in. No one addressed where the Heart damge came from, dopes. The Insulin's causing the low blood sugar for three plus years? Norio